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diff --git a/old/20040919-469.txt b/old/20040919-469.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4cd3144 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/20040919-469.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6458 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Duchesse de Langeais, by Honore de Balzac + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.net + + +Title: The Duchesse de Langeais + +Author: Honore de Balzac + +Release Date: September 19, 2004 [EBook #469] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DUCHESSE DE LANGEAIS *** + + + + + + THE DUCHESSE OF LANGEAIS + + BY + + HONORE DE BALZAC + + + + Translated by + Ellen Marriage + + + + +PREPARER'S NOTE: + + The Duchesse of Langeais is the second part of a trilogy. Part + one is entitled Ferragus and part three is The Girl with the + Golden Eyes. The three stories are frequently combined under the + title The Thirteen. + + + + + To Franz Liszt + + + +In a Spanish city on an island in the Mediterranean, there stands +a convent of the Order of Barefoot Carmelites, where the rule +instituted by St. Theresa is still preserved with all the first +rigor of the reformation brought about by that illustrious +woman. Extraordinary as this may seem, it is none the less true. +Almost every religious house in the Peninsula, or in Europe for +that matter, was either destroyed or disorganized by the outbreak +of the French Revolution and the Napoleonic wars; but as this +island was protected through those times by the English fleet, +its wealthy convent and peaceable inhabitants were secure from +the general trouble and spoliation. The storms of many kinds +which shook the first fifteen years of the nineteenth century +spent their force before they reached those cliffs at so short a +distance from the coast of Andalusia. + +If the rumour of the Emperor's name so much as reached the shore +of the island, it is doubtful whether the holy women kneeling in +the cloisters grasped the reality of his dream-like progress of +glory, or the majesty that blazed in flame across kingdom after +kingdom during his meteor life. + +In the minds of the Roman Catholic world, the convent stood out +pre-eminent for a stern discipline which nothing had changed; the +purity of its rule had attracted unhappy women from the furthest +parts of Europe, women deprived of all human ties, sighing after +the long suicide accomplished in the breast of God. No convent, +indeed, was so well fitted for that complete detachment of the +soul from all earthly things, which is demanded by the religious +life, albeit on the continent of Europe there are many convents +magnificently adapted to the purpose of their existence. Buried +away in the loneliest valleys, hanging in mid-air on the steepest +mountainsides, set down on the brink of precipices, in every +place man has sought for the poetry of the Infinite, the solemn +awe of Silence; in every place man has striven to draw closer to +God, seeking Him on mountain peaks, in the depths below the +crags, at the cliff's edge; and everywhere man has found God. +But nowhere, save on this half-European, half-African ledge of +rock could you find so many different harmonies, combining so to +raise the soul, that the sharpest pain comes to be like other +memories; the strongest impressions are dulled, till the sorrows +of life are laid to rest in the depths. + +The convent stands on the highest point of the crags at the +uttermost end of the island. On the side towards the sea the +rock was once rent sheer away in some globe-cataclysm; it rises +up a straight wall from the base where the waves gnaw at the +stone below high-water mark. Any assault is made impossible by +the dangerous reefs that stretch far out to sea, with the +sparkling waves of the Mediterranean playing over them. So, only +from the sea can you discern the square mass of the convent built +conformably to the minute rules laid down as to the shape, +height, doors, and windows of monastic buildings. From the side +of the town, the church completely hides the solid structure of +the cloisters and their roofs, covered with broad slabs of stone +impervious to sun or storm or gales of wind. + +The church itself, built by the munificence of a Spanish family, +is the crowning edifice of the town. Its fine, bold front gives +an imposing and picturesque look to the little city in the sea. +The sight of such a city, with its close-huddled roofs, arranged +for the most part amphitheatre-wise above a picturesque harbour, +and crowned by a glorious cathedral front with triple-arched +Gothic doorways, belfry towers, and filigree spires, is a +spectacle surely in every way the sublimest on earth. Religion +towering above daily life, to put men continually in mind of the +End and the way, is in truth a thoroughly Spanish conception. +But now surround this picture by the Mediterranean, and a burning +sky, imagine a few palms here and there, a few stunted evergreen +trees mingling their waving leaves with the motionless flowers +and foliage of carved stone; look out over the reef with its +white fringes of foam in contrast to the sapphire sea; and then +turn to the city, with its galleries and terraces whither the +townsfolk come to take the air among their flowers of an evening, +above the houses and the tops of the trees in their little +gardens; add a few sails down in the harbour; and lastly, in the +stillness of falling night, listen to the organ music, the +chanting of the services, the wonderful sound of bells pealing +out over the open sea. There is sound and silence everywhere; +oftener still there is silence over all. + +The church is divided within into a sombre mysterious nave and +narrow aisles. For some reason, probably because the winds are +so high, the architect was unable to build the flying buttresses +and intervening chapels which adorn almost all cathedrals, nor +are there openings of any kind in the walls which support the +weight of the roof. Outside there is simply the heavy wall +structure, a solid mass of grey stone further strengthened by +huge piers placed at intervals. Inside, the nave and its little +side galleries are lighted entirely by the great stained-glass +rose-window suspended by a miracle of art above the centre +doorway; for upon that side the exposure permits of the display +of lacework in stone and of other beauties peculiar to the style +improperly called Gothic. + +The larger part of the nave and aisles was left for the +townsfolk, who came and went and heard mass there. The choir was +shut off from the rest of the church by a grating and thick folds +of brown curtain, left slightly apart in the middle in such a way +that nothing of the choir could be seen from the church except +the high altar and the officiating priest. The grating itself +was divided up by the pillars which supported the organ loft; and +this part of the structure, with its carved wooden columns, +completed the line of the arcading in the gallery carried by the +shafts in the nave. If any inquisitive person, therefore, had +been bold enough to climb upon the narrow balustrade in the +gallery to look down into the choir, he could have seen nothing +but the tall eight-sided windows of stained glass beyond the high +altar. + +At the time of the French expedition into Spain to establish +Ferdinand VII once more on the throne, a French general came to +the island after the taking of Cadiz, ostensibly to require the +recognition of the King's Government, really to see the convent +and to find some means of entering it. The undertaking was +certainly a delicate one; but a man of passionate temper, whose +life had been, as it were, but one series of poems in action, a +man who all his life long had lived romances instead of writing +them, a man pre-eminently a Doer, was sure to be tempted by a +deed which seemed to be impossible. + +To open the doors of a convent of nuns by lawful means! The +metropolitan or the Pope would scarcely have permitted it! And +as for force or stratagem--might not any indiscretion cost him +his position, his whole career as a soldier, and the end in view +to boot? The Duc d'Angouleme was still in Spain; and of all the +crimes which a man in favour with the Commander-in-Chief might +commit, this one alone was certain to find him inexorable. The +General had asked for the mission to gratify private motives of +curiosity, though never was curiosity more hopeless. This final +attempt was a matter of conscience. The Carmelite convent on the +island was the only nunnery in Spain which had baffled his +search. + +As he crossed from the mainland, scarcely an hour's distance, he +felt a presentiment that his hopes were to be fulfilled; and +afterwards, when as yet he had seen nothing of the convent but +its walls, and of the nuns not so much as their robes; while he +had merely heard the chanting of the service, there were dim +auguries under the walls and in the sound of the voices to +justify his frail hope. And, indeed, however faint those so +unaccountable presentiments might be, never was human passion +more vehemently excited than the General's curiosity at that +moment. There are no small events for the heart; the heart +exaggerates everything; the heart weighs the fall of a +fourteen-year-old Empire and the dropping of a woman's glove in +the same scales, and the glove is nearly always the heavier of +the two. So here are the facts in all their prosaic simplicity. +The facts first, the emotions will follow. + +An hour after the General landed on the island, the royal +authority was re-established there. Some few Constitutional +Spaniards who had found their way thither after the fall of Cadiz +were allowed to charter a vessel and sail for London. So there +was neither resistance nor reaction. But the change of +government could not be effected in the little town without a +mass, at which the two divisions under the General's command were +obliged to be present. Now, it was upon this mass that the +General had built his hopes of gaining some information as to the +sisters in the convent; he was quite unaware how absolutely the +Carmelites were cut off from the world; but he knew that there +might be among them one whom he held dearer than life, dearer +than honour. + +His hopes were cruelly dashed at once. Mass, it is true, was +celebrated in state. In honour of such a solemnity, the curtains +which always hid the choir were drawn back to display its riches, +its valuable paintings and shrines so bright with gems that they +eclipsed the glories of the ex-votos of gold and silver hung up +by sailors of the port on the columns in the nave. But all the +nuns had taken refuge in the organ-loft. And yet, in spite of +this first check, during this very mass of thanksgiving, the most +intimately thrilling drama that ever set a man's heart beating +opened out widely before him. + +The sister who played the organ aroused such intense enthusiasm, +that not a single man regretted that he had come to the service. +Even the men in the ranks were delighted, and the officers were +in ecstasy. As for the General, he was seemingly calm and +indifferent. The sensations stirred in him as the sister played +one piece after another belong to the small number of things +which it is not lawful to utter; words are powerless to express +them; like death, God, eternity, they can only be realised +through their one point of contact with humanity. Strangely +enough, the organ music seemed to belong to the school of +Rossini, the musician who brings most human passion into his art. + +Some day his works, by their number and extent, will receive the +reverence due to the Homer of music. From among all the scores +that we owe to his great genius, the nun seemed to have chosen +_Moses in Egypt_ for special study, doubtless because the spirit of +sacred music finds therein its supreme expression. Perhaps the +soul of the great musician, so gloriously known to Europe, and +the soul of this unknown executant had met in the intuitive +apprehension of the same poetry. So at least thought two +dilettanti officers who must have missed the Theatre Favart in +Spain. + +At last in the _Te Deum_ no one could fail to discern a French soul +in the sudden change that came over the music. Joy for the +victory of the Most Christian King evidently stirred this nun's +heart to the depths. She was a Frenchwoman beyond mistake. Soon +the love of country shone out, breaking forth like shafts of +light from the fugue, as the sister introduced variations with +all a Parisienne's fastidious taste, and blended vague +suggestions of our grandest national airs with her music. A +Spaniard's fingers would not have brought this warmth into a +graceful tribute paid to the victorious arms of France. The +musician's nationality was revealed. + +"We find France everywhere, it seems," said one of the men. + +The General had left the church during the _Te Deum_; he could +not listen any longer. The nun's music had been a revelation of +a woman loved to frenzy; a woman so carefully hidden from the +world's eyes, so deeply buried in the bosom of the Church, that +hitherto the most ingenious and persistent efforts made by men +who brought great influence and unusual powers to bear upon the +search had failed to find her. The suspicion aroused in the +General's heart became all but a certainty with the vague +reminiscence of a sad, delicious melody, the air of _Fleuve du +Tage_. The woman he loved had played the prelude to the ballad in +a boudoir in Paris, how often! and now this nun had chosen the +song to express an exile's longing, amid the joy of those that +triumphed. Terrible sensation! To hope for the resurrection of +a lost love, to find her only to know that she was lost, to catch +a mysterious glimpse of her after five years--five years, in +which the pent-up passion, chafing in an empty life, had grown +the mightier for every fruitless effort to satisfy it! + +Who has not known, at least once in his life, what it is to lose +some precious thing; and after hunting through his papers, +ransacking his memory, and turning his house upside down; after +one or two days spent in vain search, and hope, and despair; +after a prodigious expenditure of the liveliest irritation of +soul, who has not known the ineffable pleasure of finding that +all-important nothing which had come to be a king of monomania? +Very good. Now, spread that fury of search over five years; put +a woman, put a heart, put love in the place of the trifle; +transpose the monomania into the key of high passion; and, +furthermore, let the seeker be a man of ardent temper, with a +lion's heart and a leonine head and mane, a man to inspire awe +and fear in those who come in contact with him--realise this, and +you may, perhaps, understand why the General walked abruptly out +of the church when the first notes of a ballad, which he used to +hear with a rapture of delight in a gilt-paneled boudoir, began +to vibrate along the aisles of the church in the sea. + +The General walked away down the steep street which led to the +port, and only stopped when he could not hear the deep notes of +the organ. Unable to think of anything but the love which broke +out in volcanic eruption, filling his heart with fire, he only +knew that the _Te Deum_ was over when the Spanish congregation +came pouring out of the church. Feeling that his behaviour and +attitude might seem ridiculous, he went back to head the +procession, telling the alcalde and the governor that, feeling +suddenly faint, he had gone out into the air. Casting about for +a plea for prolonging his stay, it at once occurred to him to +make the most of this excuse, framed on the spur of the moment. +He declined, on a plea of increasing indisposition, to preside at +the banquet given by the town to the French officers, betook +himself to his bed, and sent a message to the Major-General, to +the effect that temporary illness obliged him to leave the +Colonel in command of the troops for the time being. This +commonplace but very plausible stratagem relieved him of all +responsibility for the time necessary to carry out his plans. +The General, nothing if not "catholic and monarchical," took +occasion to inform himself of the hours of the services, and +manifested the greatest zeal for the performance of his religious +duties, piety which caused no remark in Spain. + +The very next day, while the division was marching out of the +town, the General went to the convent to be present at vespers. +He found an empty church. The townsfolk, devout though they +were, had all gone down to the quay to watch the embarkation of +the troops. He felt glad to be the only man there. He tramped +noisily up the nave, clanking his spurs till the vaulted roof +rang with the sound; he coughed, he talked aloud to himself to +let the nuns know, and more particularly to let the organist know +that if the troops were gone, one Frenchman was left behind. Was +this singular warning heard and understood? He thought so. It +seemed to him that in the _Magnificat_ the organ made response +which was borne to him on the vibrating air. The nun's spirit +found wings in music and fled towards him, throbbing with the +rhythmical pulse of the sounds. Then, in all its might, the +music burst forth and filled the church with warmth. The Song of +Joy set apart in the sublime liturgy of Latin Christianity to +express the exaltation of the soul in the presence of the glory +of the ever-living God, became the utterance of a heart almost +terrified by its gladness in the presence of the glory of a +mortal love; a love that yet lived, a love that had risen to +trouble her even beyond the grave in which the nun is laid, that +she may rise again as the bride of Christ. + +The organ is in truth the grandest, the most daring, the most +magnificent of all instruments invented by human genius. It is a +whole orchestra in itself. It can express anything in response +to a skilled touch. Surely it is in some sort a pedestal on +which the soul poises for a flight forth into space, essaying on +her course to draw picture after picture in an endless series, to +paint human life, to cross the Infinite that separates heaven +from earth? And the longer a dreamer listens to those giant +harmonies, the better he realizes that nothing save this +hundred-voiced choir on earth can fill all the space between +kneeling men, and a God hidden by the blinding light of the +Sanctuary. The music is the one interpreter strong enough to +bear up the prayers of humanity to heaven, prayer in its +omnipotent moods, prayer tinged by the melancholy of many +different natures, coloured by meditative ecstasy, upspringing +with the impulse of repentance--blended with the myriad fancies +of every creed. Yes. In those long vaulted aisles the melodies +inspired by the sense of things divine are blended with a grandeur +unknown before, are decked with new glory and might. Out of the +dim daylight, and the deep silence broken by the chanting of the +choir in response to the thunder of the organ, a veil is woven +for God, and the brightness of His attributes shines through it. + +And this wealth of holy things seemed to be flung down like a +grain of incense upon the fragile altar raised to Love beneath +the eternal throne of a jealous and avenging God. Indeed, in the +joy of the nun there was little of that awe and gravity which +should harmonize with the solemnities of the _Magnificat_. She +had enriched the music with graceful variations, earthly +gladness throbbing through the rhythm of each. In such brilliant +quivering notes some great singer might strive to find a voice +for her love, her melodies fluttered as a bird flutters about her +mate. There were moments when she seemed to leap back into the +past, to dally there now with laughter, now with tears. Her +changing moods, as it were, ran riot. She was like a woman +excited and happy over her lover's return. + +But at length, after the swaying fugues of delirium, after the +marvellous rendering of a vision of the past, a revulsion swept +over the soul that thus found utterance for itself. With a swift +transition from the major to the minor, the organist told her +hearer of her present lot. She gave the story of long melancholy +broodings, of the slow course of her moral malady. How day by +day she deadened the senses, how every night cut off one more +thought, how her heart was slowly reduced to ashes. The sadness +deepened shade after shade through languid modulations, and in a +little while the echoes were pouring out a torrent of grief. +Then on a sudden, high notes rang out like the voices of angels +singing together, as if to tell the lost but not forgotten lover +that their spirits now could only meet in heaven. Pathetic hope! +Then followed the _Amen_. No more joy, no more tears in the air, +no sadness, no regrets. The _Amen_ was the return to God. The +final chord was deep, solemn, even terrible; for the last +rumblings of the bass sent a shiver through the audience that +raised the hair on their heads; the nun shook out her veiling of +crepe, and seemed to sink again into the grave from which she had +risen for a moment. Slowly the reverberations died away; it +seemed as if the church, but now so full of light, had returned +to thick darkness. + +The General had been caught up and borne swiftly away by this +strong-winged spirit; he had followed the course of its flight +from beginning to end. He understood to the fullest extent the +imagery of that burning symphony; for him the chords reached deep +and far. For him, as for the sister, the poem meant future, +present, and past. Is not music, and even opera music, a sort of +text, which a susceptible or poetic temper, or a sore and +stricken heart, may expand as memories shall determine? If a +musician must needs have the heart of a poet, must not the +listener too be in a manner a poet and a lover to hear all that +lies in great music? Religion, love, and music--what are they +but a threefold expression of the same fact, of that craving for +expansion which stirs in every noble soul. And these three forms +of poetry ascend to God, in whom all passion on earth finds its +end. Wherefore the holy human trinity finds a place amid the +infinite glories of God; of God, whom we always represent +surrounded with the fires of love and seistrons of gold--music +and light and harmony. Is not He the Cause and the End of all +our strivings? + +The French General guessed rightly that here in the desert, on +this bare rock in the sea, the nun had seized upon music as an +outpouring of the passion that still consumed her. Was this her +manner of offering up her love as a sacrifice to God? Or was it +Love exultant in triumph over God? The questions were hard to +answer. But one thing at least the General could not mistake--in +this heart, dead to the world, the fire of passion burned as +fiercely as in his own. + +Vespers over, he went back to the alcalde with whom he was +staying. In the all-absorbing joy which comes in such full +measure when a satisfaction sought long and painfully is attained +at last, he could see nothing beyond this--he was still loved! +In her heart love had grown in loneliness, even as his love had +grown stronger as he surmounted one barrier after another which +this woman had set between them! The glow of soul came to its +natural end. There followed a longing to see her again, to +contend with God for her, to snatch her away--a rash scheme, +which appealed to a daring nature. He went to bed, when the meal +was over, to avoid questions; to be alone and think at his ease; +and he lay absorbed by deep thought till day broke. + +He rose only to go to mass. He went to the church and knelt +close to the screen, with his forehead touching the curtain; he +would have torn a hole in it if he had been alone, but his host +had come with him out of politeness, and the least imprudence +might compromise the whole future of his love, and ruin the new +hopes. + +The organ sounded, but it was another player, and not the nun of +the last two days whose hands touched the keys. It was all +colorless and cold for the General. Was the woman he loved +prostrated by emotion which well-nigh overcame a strong man's +heart? Had she so fully realised and shared an unchanged, +longed-for love, that now she lay dying on her bed in her cell? +While innumerable thoughts of this kind perplexed his mind, the +voice of the woman he worshipped rang out close beside him; he +knew its clear resonant soprano. It was her voice, with that +faint tremor in it which gave it all the charm that shyness and +diffidence gives to a young girl; her voice, distinct from the +mass of singing as a _prima donna's_ in the chorus of a finale. +It was like a golden or silver thread in dark frieze. + +It was she! There could be no mistake. Parisienne now as ever, +she had not laid coquetry aside when she threw off worldly +adornments for the veil and the Carmelite's coarse serge. She +who had affirmed her love last evening in the praise sent up to +God, seemed now to say to her lover, "Yes, it is I. I am here. +My love is unchanged, but I am beyond the reach of love. You +will hear my voice, my soul shall enfold you, and I shall abide +here under the brown shroud in the choir from which no power on +earth can tear me. You shall never see me more!" + +"It is she indeed!" the General said to himself, raising his +head. He had leant his face on his hands, unable at first to +bear the intolerable emotion that surged like a whirlpool in his +heart, when that well-known voice vibrated under the arcading, +with the sound of the sea for accompaniment. + +Storm was without, and calm within the sanctuary. Still that +rich voice poured out all its caressing notes; it fell like balm +on the lover's burning heart; it blossomed upon the air--the air +that a man would fain breathe more deeply to receive the +effluence of a soul breathed forth with love in the words of the +prayer. The alcalde coming to join his guest found him in tears +during the elevation, while the nun was singing, and brought him +back to his house. Surprised to find so much piety in a French +military man, the worthy magistrate invited the confessor of the +convent to meet his guest. Never had news given the General more +pleasure; he paid the ecclesiastic a good deal of attention at +supper, and confirmed his Spanish hosts in the high opinion they +had formed of his piety by a not wholly disinterested respect. + +He inquired with gravity how many sisters there were in the +convent, and asked for particulars of its endowment and revenues, +as if from courtesy he wished to hear the good priest discourse +on the subject most interesting to him. He informed himself as +to the manner of life led by the holy women. Were they allowed +to go out of the convent, or to see visitors? + +"Senor," replied the venerable churchman, "the rule is strict. +A woman cannot enter a monastery of the order of St. Bruno +without a special permission from His Holiness, and the rule here +is equally stringent. No man may enter a convent of Barefoot +Carmelites unless he is a priest specially attached to the +services of the house by the Archbishop. None of the nuns may +leave the convent; though the great Saint, St. Theresa, often +left her cell. The Visitor or the Mothers Superior can alone +give permission, subject to an authorization from the Archbishop, +for a nun to see a visitor, and then especially in a case of +illness. Now we are one of the principal houses, and +consequently we have a Mother Superior here. Among other foreign +sisters there is one Frenchwoman, Sister Theresa; she it is who +directs the music in the chapel." + +"Oh!" said the General, with feigned surprise. "She must have +rejoiced over the victory of the House of Bourbon." + +"I told them the reason of the mass; they are always a little +bit inquisitive." + +"But Sister Theresa may have interests in France. Perhaps she +would like to send some message or to hear news." + +"I do not think so. She would have come to ask me." + +"As a fellow-countryman, I should be quite curious to see her," +said the General. "If it is possible, if the Lady Superior +consents, if----" + +"Even at the grating and in the Reverend Mother's presence, an +interview would be quite impossible for anybody whatsoever; but, +strict as the Mother is, for a deliverer of our holy religion and +the throne of his Catholic Majesty, the rule might be relaxed for +a moment," said the confessor, blinking. "I will speak about +it." + +"How old is Sister Theresa?" inquired the lover. He dared not +ask any questions of the priest as to the nun's beauty. + +"She does not reckon years now," the good man answered, with a +simplicity that made the General shudder. + +Next day before siesta, the confessor came to inform the French +General that Sister Theresa and the Mother consented to receive +him at the grating in the parlour before vespers. The General +spent the siesta in pacing to and fro along the quay in the +noonday heat. Thither the priest came to find him, and brought +him to the convent by way of the gallery round the cemetery. +Fountains, green trees, and rows of arcading maintained a cool +freshness in keeping with the place. + +At the further end of the long gallery the priest led the way +into a large room divided in two by a grating covered with a +brown curtain. In the first, and in some sort of public half of +the apartment, where the confessor left the newcomer, a wooden +bench ran round the wall, and two or three chairs, also of wood, +were placed near the grating. The ceiling consisted of bare +unornamented joists and cross-beams of ilex wood. As the two +windows were both on the inner side of the grating, and the dark +surface of the wood was a bad reflector, the light in the place +was so dim that you could scarcely see the great black crucifix, +the portrait of Saint Theresa, and a picture of the Madonna which +adorned the grey parlour walls. Tumultuous as the General's +feelings were, they took something of the melancholy of the +place. He grew calm in that homely quiet. A sense of something +vast as the tomb took possession of him beneath the chill +unceiled roof. Here, as in the grave, was there not eternal +silence, deep peace--the sense of the Infinite? And besides this +there was the quiet and the fixed thought of the cloister--a +thought which you felt like a subtle presence in the air, and in +the dim dusk of the room; an all-pervasive thought nowhere +definitely expressed, and looming the larger in the imagination; +for in the cloister the great saying, "Peace in the Lord," +enters the least religious soul as a living force. + +The monk's life is scarcely comprehensible. A man seems +confessed a weakling in a monastery; he was born to act, to live +out a life of work; he is evading a man's destiny in his cell. +But what man's strength, blended with pathetic weakness, is +implied by a woman's choice of the convent life! A man may have +any number of motives for burying himself in a monastery; for him +it is the leap over the precipice. A woman has but one motive +--she is a woman still; she betrothes herself to a Heavenly +Bridegroom. Of the monk you may ask, "Why did you not fight +your battle?" But if a woman immures herself in the cloister, +is there not always a sublime battle fought first? + +At length it seemed to the General that that still room, and the +lonely convent in the sea, were full of thoughts of him. Love +seldom attains to solemnity; yet surely a love still faithful in +the breast of God was something solemn, something more than a man +had a right to look for as things are in this nineteenth century? +The infinite grandeur of the situation might well produce an +effect upon the General's mind; he had precisely enough elevation +of soul to forget politics, honours, Spain, and society in Paris, +and to rise to the height of this lofty climax. And what in +truth could be more tragic? How much must pass in the souls of +these two lovers, brought together in a place of strangers, on a +ledge of granite in the sea; yet held apart by an intangible, +unsurmountable barrier! Try to imagine the man saying within +himself, "Shall I triumph over God in her heart?" when a faint +rustling sound made him quiver, and the curtain was drawn aside. + +Between him and the light stood a woman. Her face was hidden by +the veil that drooped from the folds upon her head; she was +dressed according to the rule of the order in a gown of the +colour become proverbial. Her bare feet were hidden; if the +General could have seen them, he would have known how appallingly +thin she had grown; and yet in spite of the thick folds of her +coarse gown, a mere covering and no ornament, he could guess how +tears, and prayer, and passion, and loneliness had wasted the +woman before him. + +An ice-cold hand, belonging, no doubt, to the Mother Superior, +held back the curtain. The General gave the enforced witness of +their interview a searching glance, and met the dark, inscrutable +gaze of an aged recluse. The Mother might have been a century +old, but the bright, youthful eyes belied the wrinkles that +furrowed her pale face. + +"Mme la Duchesse," he began, his voice shaken with emotion, +"does your companion understand French?" The veiled figure +bowed her head at the sound of his voice. + +"There is no duchess here," she replied. "It is Sister Theresa +whom you see before you. She whom you call my companion is my +mother in God, my superior here on earth." + +The words were so meekly spoken by the voice that sounded in +other years amid harmonious surroundings of refined luxury, the +voice of a queen of fashion in Paris. Such words from the lips +that once spoke so lightly and flippantly struck the General dumb +with amazement. + +"The Holy Mother only speaks Latin and Spanish," she added. + +"I understand neither. Dear Antoinette, make my excuses to +her." + +The light fell full upon the nun's figure; a thrill of deep +emotion betrayed itself in a faint quiver of her veil as she +heard her name softly spoken by the man who had been so hard in +the past. + +"My brother," she said, drawing her sleeve under her veil, +perhaps to brush tears away, "I am Sister Theresa." + +Then, turning to the Superior, she spoke in Spanish; the General +knew enough of the language to understand what she said perfectly +well; possibly he could have spoken it had he chosen to do so. + +"Dear Mother, the gentleman presents his respects to you, and +begs you to pardon him if he cannot pay them himself, but he +knows neither of the languages which you speak----" + +The aged nun bent her head slowly, with an expression of angelic +sweetness, enhanced at the same time by the consciousness of her +power and dignity. + +"Do you know this gentleman?" she asked, with a keen glance. + +"Yes, Mother." + +"Go back to your cell, my daughter!" said the Mother imperiously. + +The General slipped aside behind the curtain lest the dreadful +tumult within him should appear in his face; even in the shadow +it seemed to him that he could still see the Superior's piercing +eyes. He was afraid of her; she held his little, frail, hardly-won +happiness in her hands; and he, who had never quailed under a +triple row of guns, now trembled before this nun. The Duchess went +towards the door, but she turned back. + +"Mother," she said, with dreadful calmness, "the Frenchman is +one of my brothers." + +"Then stay, my daughter," said the Superior, after a pause. + +The piece of admirable Jesuitry told of such love and regret, +that a man less strongly constituted might have broken down under +the keen delight in the midst of a great and, for him, an +entirely novel peril. Oh! how precious words, looks, and +gestures became when love must baffle lynx eyes and tiger's +claws! Sister Theresa came back. + +"You see, my brother, what I have dared to do only to speak to +you for a moment of your salvation and of the prayers that my +soul puts up for your soul daily. I am committing mortal sin. I +have told a lie. How many days of penance must expiate that lie! +But I shall endure it for your sake. My brother, you do not know +what happiness it is to love in heaven; to feel that you can +confess love purified by religion, love transported into the +highest heights of all, so that we are permitted to lose sight of +all but the soul. If the doctrine and the spirit of the Saint to +whom we owe this refuge had not raised me above earth's anguish, +and caught me up and set me, far indeed beneath the Sphere +wherein she dwells, yet truly above this world, I should not have +seen you again. But now I can see you, and hear your voice, and +remain calm----" + +The General broke in, "But, Antoinette, let me see you, you whom +I love passionately, desperately, as you could have wished me to +love you." + +"Do not call me Antoinette, I implore you. Memories of the past +hurt me. You must see no one here but Sister Theresa, a creature +who trusts in the Divine mercy." She paused for a little, and +then added, "You must control yourself, my brother. Our Mother +would separate us without pity if there is any worldly passion in +your face, or if you allow the tears to fall from your eyes." + +The General bowed his head to regain self-control; when he looked +up again he saw her face beyond the grating--the thin, white, but +still impassioned face of the nun. All the magic charm of youth +that once bloomed there, all the fair contrast of velvet +whiteness and the colour of the Bengal rose, had given place to a +burning glow, as of a porcelain jar with a faint light shining +through it. The wonderful hair in which she took such pride had +been shaven; there was a bandage round her forehead and about her +face. An ascetic life had left dark traces about the eyes, which +still sometimes shot out fevered glances; their ordinary calm +expression was but a veil. In a few words, she was but the ghost +of her former self. + +"Ah! you that have come to be my life, you must come out of this +tomb! You were mine; you had no right to give yourself, even to +God. Did you not promise me to give up all at the least command +from me? You may perhaps think me worthy of that promise now +when you hear what I have done for you. I have sought you all +through the world. You have been in my thoughts at every moment +for five years; my life has been given to you. My friends, very +powerful friends, as you know, have helped with all their might +to search every convent in France, Italy, Spain, Sicily, and +America. Love burned more brightly for every vain search. Again +and again I made long journeys with a false hope; I have wasted +my life and the heaviest throbbings of my heart in vain under +many a dark convent wall. I am not speaking of a faithfulness +that knows no bounds, for what is it?--nothing compared with the +infinite longings of my love. If your remorse long ago was +sincere, you ought not to hesitate to follow me today." + +"You forget that I am not free." + +"The Duke is dead," he answered quickly. + +Sister Theresa flushed red. + +"May heaven be open to him!" she cried with a quick rush of +feeling. "He was generous to me.--But I did not mean such ties; +it was one of my sins that I was ready to break them all without +scruple--for you." + +"Are you speaking of your vows?" the General asked, frowning. "I +did not think that anything weighed heavier with your heart than +love. But do not think twice of it, Antoinette; the Holy Father +himself shall absolve you of your oath. I will surely go to Rome, +I will entreat all the powers of earth; if God could come down +from heaven, I would----" + +"Do not blaspheme." + +"So do not fear the anger of God. Ah! I would far rather hear +that you would leave your prison for me; that this very night you +would let yourself down into a boat at the foot of the cliffs. +And we would go away to be happy somewhere at the world's end, I +know not where. And with me at your side, you should come back +to life and health under the wings of love." + +"You must not talk like this," said Sister Theresa; "you do +not know what you are to me now. I love you far better than I +ever loved you before. Every day I pray for you; I see you with +other eyes. Armand, if you but knew the happiness of giving +yourself up, without shame, to a pure friendship which God +watches over! You do not know what joy it is to me to pray for +heaven's blessing on you. I never pray for myself: God will do +with me according to His will; but, at the price of my soul, I +wish I could be sure that you are happy here on earth, and that +you will be happy hereafter throughout all ages. My eternal life +is all that trouble has left me to offer up to you. I am old now +with weeping; I am neither young nor fair; and in any case, you +could not respect the nun who became a wife; no love, not even +motherhood, could give me absolution. . . . What can you say to +outweigh the uncounted thoughts that have gathered in my heart +during the past five years, thoughts that have changed, and worn, +and blighted it? I ought to have given a heart less sorrowful to +God." + +"What can I say? Dear Antoinette, I will say this, that I love +you; that affection, love, a great love, the joy of living in +another heart that is ours, utterly and wholly ours, is so rare a +thing and so hard to find, that I doubted you, and put you to +sharp proof; but now, today, I love you, Antoinette, with all my +soul's strength. . . . If you will follow me into solitude, I +will hear no voice but yours, I will see no other face." + +"Hush, Armand! You are shortening the little time that we may +be together here on earth." + +"Antoinette, will you come with me?" + +"I am never away from you. My life is in your heart, not +through the selfish ties of earthly happiness, or vanity, or +enjoyment; pale and withered as I am, I live here for you, in +the breast of God. As God is just, you shall be happy----" + +"Words, words all of it! Pale and withered? How if I want you? +How if I cannot be happy without you? Do you still think of +nothing but duty with your lover before you? Is he never to come +first and above all things else in your heart? In time past you +put social success, yourself, heaven knows what, before him; now +it is God, it is the welfare of my soul! In Sister Theresa I +find the Duchess over again, ignorant of the happiness of love, +insensible as ever, beneath the semblance of sensibility. You do +not love me; you have never loved me----" + +"Oh, my brother----!" + +"You do not wish to leave this tomb. You love my soul, do you +say? Very well, through you it will be lost forever. I shall +make away with myself----" + +"Mother!" Sister Theresa called aloud in Spanish, "I have lied +to you; this man is my lover!" + +The curtain fell at once. The General, in his stupor, scarcely +heard the doors within as they clanged. + +"Ah! she loves me still!" he cried, understanding all the +sublimity of that cry of hers. "She loves me still. She must +be carried off. . . ." + + + +The General left the island, returned to headquarters, pleaded +ill-health, asked for leave of absence, and forthwith took his +departure for France. + +And now for the incidents which brought the two personages in +this Scene into their present relation to each other. + + + +The thing known in France as the Faubourg Saint-Germain is +neither a Quarter, nor a sect, nor an institution, nor anything +else that admits of a precise definition. There are great houses +in the Place Royale, the Faubourg Saint-Honore, and the Chaussee +d'Antin, in any one of which you may breathe the same atmosphere +of Faubourg Saint-Germain. So, to begin with, the whole Faubourg +is not within the Faubourg. There are men and women born far +enough away from its influences who respond to them and take +their place in the circle; and again there are others, born +within its limits, who may yet be driven forth forever. For the +last forty years the manners, and customs, and speech, in a word, +the tradition of the Faubourg Saint-Germain, has been to Paris +what the Court used to be in other times; it is what the Hotel +Saint-Paul was to the fourteenth century; the Louvre to the +fifteenth; the Palais, the Hotel Rambouillet, and the Place +Royale to the sixteenth; and lastly, as Versailles was to the +seventeenth and the eighteenth. + +Just as the ordinary workaday Paris will always centre about some +point; so, through all periods of history, the Paris of the +nobles and the upper classes converges towards some particular +spot. It is a periodically recurrent phenomenon which presents +ample matter for reflection to those who are fain to observe or +describe the various social zones; and possibly an enquiry into +the causes that bring about this centralization may do more than +merely justify the probability of this episode; it may be of +service to serious interests which some day will be more deeply +rooted in the commonwealth, unless, indeed, experience is as +meaningless for political parties as it is for youth. + +In every age the great nobles, and the rich who always ape the +great nobles, build their houses as far as possible from crowded +streets. When the Duc d'Uzes built his splendid hotel in the Rue +Montmartre in the reign of Louis XIV, and set the fountain at his +gates--for which beneficent action, to say nothing of his other +virtues, he was held in such veneration that the whole quarter +turned out in a body to follow his funeral--when the Duke, I say, +chose this site for his house, he did so because that part of +Paris was almost deserted in those days. But when the +fortifications were pulled down, and the market gardens beyond +the line of the boulevards began to fill with houses, then the +d'Uzes family left their fine mansion, and in our time it was +occupied by a banker. Later still, the noblesse began to find +themselves out of their element among shopkeepers, left the Place +Royale and the centre of Paris for good, and crossed the river to +breathe freely in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, where palaces were +reared already about the great hotel built by Louis XIV for the +Duc de Maine--the Benjamin among his legitimated offspring. And +indeed, for people accustomed to a stately life, can there be +more unseemly surroundings than the bustle, the mud, the street +cries, the bad smells, and narrow thoroughfares of a populous +quarter? The very habits of life in a mercantile or +manufacturing district are completely at variance with the lives +of nobles. The shopkeeper and artisan are just going to bed when +the great world is thinking of dinner; and the noisy stir of life +begins among the former when the latter have gone to rest. Their +day's calculations never coincide; the one class represents the +expenditure, the other the receipts. Consequently their manners +and customs are diametrically opposed. + +Nothing contemptuous is intended by this statement. An +aristocracy is in a manner the intellect of the social system, as +the middle classes and the proletariat may be said to be its +organizing and working power. It naturally follows that these +forces are differently situated; and of their antagonism there is +bred a seeming antipathy produced by the performance of different +functions, all of them, however, existing for one common end. + +Such social dissonances are so inevitably the outcome of any +charter of the constitution, that however much a Liberal may be +disposed to complain of them, as of treason against those sublime +ideas with which the ambitious plebeian is apt to cover his +designs, he would none the less think it a preposterous notion +that M. le Prince de Montmorency, for instance, should continue +to live in the Rue Saint-Martin at the corner of the street which +bears that nobleman's name; or that M. le Duc de Fitz-James, +descendant of the royal house of Scotland, should have his hotel +at the angle of the Rue Marie Stuart and the Rue Montorgueil. +_Sint ut sunt, aut non sint_, the grand words of the Jesuit, might +be taken as a motto by the great in all countries. These social +differences are patent in all ages; the fact is always accepted +by the people; its "reasons of state" are self-evident; it is +at once cause and effect, a principle and a law. The common +sense of the masses never deserts them until demagogues stir them +up to gain ends of their own; that common sense is based on the +verities of social order; and the social order is the same +everywhere, in Moscow as in London, in Geneva as in Calcutta. +Given a certain number of families of unequal fortune in any +given space, you will see an aristocracy forming under your eyes; +there will be the patricians, the upper classes, and yet other +ranks below them. Equality may be a _right_, but no power on earth +can convert it into _fact_. It would be a good thing for France if +this idea could be popularized. The benefits of political +harmony are obvious to the least intelligent classes. Harmony +is, as it were, the poetry of order, and order is a matter of +vital importance to the working population. And what is order, +reduced to its simplest expression, but the agreement of things +among themselves--unity, in short? Architecture, music, and +poetry, everything in France, and in France more than in any +other country, is based upon this principle; it is written upon +the very foundations of her clear accurate language, and a +language must always be the most infallible index of national +character. In the same way you may note that the French popular +airs are those most calculated to strike the imagination, the +best-modulated melodies are taken over by the people; clearness +of thought, the intellectual simplicity of an idea attracts them; +they like the incisive sayings that hold the greatest number of +ideas. France is the one country in the world where a little phrase +may bring about a great revolution. Whenever the masses have risen, +it has been to bring men, affairs, and principles into agreement. +No nation has a clearer conception of that idea of unity which +should permeate the life of an aristocracy; possibly no other +nation has so intelligent a comprehension of a political +necessity; history will never find her behind the time. France +has been led astray many a time, but she is deluded, woman-like, +by generous ideas, by a glow of enthusiasm which at first +outstrips sober reason. + +So, to begin with, the most striking characteristic of the +Faubourg is the splendour of its great mansions, its great +gardens, and a surrounding quiet in keeping with princely +revenues drawn from great estates. And what is this distance set +between a class and a whole metropolis but visible and outward +expression of the widely different attitude of mind which must +inevitably keep them apart? The position of the head is well +defined in every organism. If by any chance a nation allows its +head to fall at its feet, it is pretty sure sooner or later to +discover that this is a suicidal measure; and since nations have +no desire to perish, they set to work at once to grow a new head. +If they lack the strength for this, they perish as Rome perished, +and Venice, and so many other states. + +This distinction between the upper and lower spheres of social +activity, emphasized by differences in their manner of living, +necessarily implies that in the highest aristocracy there is real +worth and some distinguishing merit. In any state, no matter +what form of "government" is affected, so soon as the patrician +class fails to maintain that complete superiority which is the +condition of its existence, it ceases to be a force, and is +pulled down at once by the populace. The people always wish to +see money, power, and initiative in their leaders, hands, hearts, +and heads; they must be the spokesmen, they must represent the +intelligence and the glory of the nation. Nations, like women, +love strength in those who rule them; they cannot give love +without respect; they refuse utterly to obey those of whom they +do not stand in awe. An aristocracy fallen into contempt is a +_roi faineant_, a husband in petticoats; first it ceases to be +itself, and then it ceases to be. + +And in this way the isolation of the great, the sharply marked +distinction in their manner of life, or in a word, the general +custom of the patrician caste is at once the sign of a real +power, and their destruction so soon as that power is lost. The +Faubourg Saint-Germain failed to recognise the conditions of its +being, while it would still have been easy to perpetuate its +existence, and therefore was brought low for a time. The +Faubourg should have looked the facts fairly in the face, as the +English aristocracy did before them; they should have seen that +every institution has its climacteric periods, when words lose +their old meanings, and ideas reappear in a new guise, and the +whole conditions of politics wear a changed aspect, while the +underlying realities undergo no essential alteration. + +These ideas demand further development which form an essential +part of this episode; they are given here both as a succinct +statement of the causes, and an explanation of the things which +happen in the course of the story. + +The stateliness of the castles and palaces where nobles dwell; +the luxury of the details; the constantly maintained +sumptuousness of the furniture; the "atmosphere" in which the +fortunate owner of landed estates (a rich man before he was born) +lives and moves easily and without friction; the habit of mind +which never descends to calculate the petty workaday gains of +existence; the leisure; the higher education attainable at a much +earlier age; and lastly, the aristocratic tradition that makes of +him a social force, for which his opponents, by dint of study and +a strong will and tenacity of vocation, are scarcely a match-all +these things should contribute to form a lofty spirit in a man, +possessed of such privileges from his youth up; they should stamp +his character with that high self-respect, of which the least +consequence is a nobleness of heart in harmony with the noble +name that he bears. And in some few families all this is +realised. There are noble characters here and there in the +Faubourg, but they are marked exceptions to a general rule of +egoism which has been the ruin of this world within a world. The +privileges above enumerated are the birthright of the French +noblesse, as of every patrician efflorescence ever formed on the +surface of a nation; and will continue to be theirs so long as +their existence is based upon real estate, or money; _domaine-sol_ +and _domaine-argent_ alike, the only solid bases of an organized +society; but such privileges are held upon the understanding that +the patricians must continue to justify their existence. There +is a sort of moral _fief_ held on a tenure of service rendered to +the sovereign, and here in France the people are undoubtedly the +sovereigns nowadays. The times are changed, and so are the +weapons. The knight-banneret of old wore a coat of chain armor +and a hauberk; he could handle a lance well and display his +pennon, and no more was required of him; today he is bound to +give proof of his intelligence. A stout heart was enough in the +days of old; in our days he is required to have a capacious +brain-pan. Skill and knowledge and capital--these three points +mark out a social triangle on which the scutcheon of power is +blazoned; our modern aristocracy must take its stand on these. + +A fine theorem is as good as a great name. The Rothschilds, the +Fuggers of the nineteenth century, are princes _de facto_. A great +artist is in reality an oligarch; he represents a whole century, +and almost always he is a law to others. And the art of words, +the high pressure machinery of the writer, the poet's genius, the +merchant's steady endurance, the strong will of the statesman who +concentrates a thousand dazzling qualities in himself, the +general's sword--all these victories, in short, which a single +individual will win, that he may tower above the rest of the +world, the patrician class is now bound to win and keep +exclusively. They must head the new forces as they once headed +the material forces; how should they keep the position unless +they are worthy of it? How, unless they are the soul and brain +of a nation, shall they set its hands moving? How lead a people +without the power of command? And what is the marshal's baton +without the innate power of the captain in the man who wields it? +The Faubourg Saint-Germain took to playing with batons, and +fancied that all the power was in its hands. It inverted the +terms of the proposition which called it into existence. And +instead of flinging away the insignia which offended the people, +and quietly grasping the power, it allowed the bourgeoisie to +seize the authority, clung with fatal obstinacy to its shadow, +and over and over again forgot the laws which a minority must +observe if it would live. When an aristocracy is scarce a +thousandth part of the body social, it is bound today, as of old, +to multiply its points of action, so as to counterbalance the +weight of the masses in a great crisis. And in our days those +means of action must be living forces, and not historical +memories. + +In France, unluckily, the noblesse were still so puffed up with +the notion of their vanished power, that it was difficult to +contend against a kind of innate presumption in themselves. +Perhaps this is a national defect. The Frenchman is less given +than anyone else to undervalue himself; it comes natural to him +to go from his degree to the one above it; and while it is a rare +thing for him to pity the unfortunates over whose heads he rises, +he always groans in spirit to see so many fortunate people above +him. He is very far from heartless, but too often he prefers to +listen to his intellect. The national instinct which brings the +Frenchman to the front, the vanity that wastes his substance, is +as much a dominant passion as thrift in the Dutch. For three +centuries it swayed the noblesse, who, in this respect, were +certainly pre-eminently French. The scion of the Faubourg +Saint-Germain, beholding his material superiority, was fully +persuaded of his intellectual superiority. And everything +contributed to confirm him in his belief; for ever since the +Faubourg Saint-Germain existed at all--which is to say, ever +since Versailles ceased to be the royal residence--the Faubourg, +with some few gaps in continuity, was always backed up by the +central power, which in France seldom fails to support that side. +Thence its downfall in 1830. + +At that time the party of the Faubourg Saint-Germain was rather +like an army without a base of operation. It had utterly failed +to take advantage of the peace to plant itself in the heart of +the nation. It sinned for want of learning its lesson, and +through an utter incapability of regarding its interests as a +whole. A future certainty was sacrificed to a doubtful present +gain. This blunder in policy may perhaps be attributed to the +following cause. + +The class-isolation so strenuously kept up by the noblesse +brought about fatal results during the last forty years; even +caste-patriotism was extinguished by it, and rivalry fostered +among themselves. When the French noblesse of other times were +rich and powerful, the nobles (_gentilhommes_) could choose their +chiefs and obey them in the hour of danger. As their power +diminished, they grew less amenable to discipline; and as in the +last days of the Byzantine Empire, everyone wished to be emperor. +They mistook their uniform weakness for uniform strength. + +Each family ruined by the Revolution and the abolition of the law +of primogeniture thought only of itself, and not at all of the +great family of the noblesse. It seemed to them that as each +individual grew rich, the party as a whole would gain in +strength. And herein lay their mistake. Money, likewise, is +only the outward and visible sign of power. All these families +were made up of persons who preserved a high tradition of +courtesy, of true graciousness of life, of refined speech, with a +family pride, and a squeamish sense of _noblesse oblige_ which +suited well with the kind of life they led; a life wholly filled +with occupations which become contemptible so soon as they cease +to be accessories and take the chief place in existence. There +was a certain intrinsic merit in all these people, but the merit +was on the surface, and none of them were worth their face-value. + +Not a single one among those families had courage to ask itself +the question, "Are we strong enough for the responsibility of +power?" They were cast on the top, like the lawyers of 1830; +and instead of taking the patron's place, like a great man, the +Faubourg Saint-Germain showed itself greedy as an upstart. The +most intelligent nation in the world perceived clearly that the +restored nobles were organizing everything for their own +particular benefit. From that day the noblesse was doomed. The +Faubourg Saint-Germain tried to be an aristocracy when it could +only be an oligarchy--two very different systems, as any man may +see for himself if he gives an intelligent perusal to the list of +the patronymics of the House of Peers. + +The King's Government certainly meant well; but the maxim that +the people must be made to _will_ everything, even their own +welfare, was pretty constantly forgotten, nor did they bear in +mind that La France is a woman and capricious, and must be happy +or chastised at her own good pleasure. If there had been many +dukes like the Duc de Laval, whose modesty made him worthy of the +name he bore, the elder branch would have been as securely seated +on the throne as the House of Hanover at this day. + +In 1814 the noblesse of France were called upon to assert their +superiority over the most aristocratic bourgeoisie in the most +feminine of all countries, to take the lead in the most highly +educated epoch the world had yet seen. And this was even more +notably the case in 1820. The Faubourg Saint-Germain might very +easily have led and amused the middle classes in days when +people's heads were turned with distinctions, and art and science +were all the rage. But the narrow-minded leaders of a time of +great intellectual progress all of them detested art and science. +They had not even the wit to present religion in attractive +colours, though they needed its support. While Lamartine, +Lamennais, Montalembert, and other writers were putting new life +and elevation into men's ideas of religion, and gilding it with +poetry, these bunglers in the Government chose to make the +harshness of their creed felt all over the country. Never was +nation in a more tractable humour; La France, like a tired woman, +was ready to agree to anything; never was mismanagement so +clumsy; and La France, like a woman, would have forgiven wrongs +more easily than bungling. + +If the noblesse meant to reinstate themselves, the better to +found a strong oligarchy, they should have honestly and +diligently searched their Houses for men of the stamp that +Napoleon used; they should have turned themselves inside out to +see if peradventure there was a Constitutionalist Richelieu +lurking in the entrails of the Faubourg; and if that genius was +not forthcoming from among them, they should have set out to find +him, even in the fireless garret where he might happen to be +perishing of cold; they should have assimilated him, as the +English House of Lords continually assimilates aristocrats made +by chance; and finally ordered him to be ruthless, to lop away +the old wood, and cut the tree down to the living shoots. But, +in the first place, the great system of English Toryism was far +too large for narrow minds; the importation required time, and in +France a tardy success is no better than a fiasco. So far, +moreover, from adopting a policy of redemption, and looking for +new forces where God puts them, these petty great folk took a +dislike to any capacity that did not issue from their midst; and, +lastly, instead of growing young again, the Faubourg +Saint-Germain grew positively older. + +Etiquette, not an institution of primary necessity, might have +been maintained if it had appeared only on state occasions, but +as it was, there was a daily wrangle over precedence; it ceased +to be a matter of art or court ceremonial, it became a question +of power. And if from the outset the Crown lacked an adviser +equal to so great a crisis, the aristocracy was still more +lacking in a sense of its wider interests, an instinct which +might have supplied the deficiency. They stood nice about M. de +Talleyrand's marriage, when M. de Talleyrand was the one man +among them with the steel-encompassed brains that can forge a new +political system and begin a new career of glory for a nation. +The Faubourg scoffed at a minister if he was not gently born, and +produced no one of gentle birth that was fit to be a minister. +There were plenty of nobles fitted to serve their country by +raising the dignity of justices of the peace, by improving the +land, by opening out roads and canals, and taking an active and +leading part as country gentlemen; but these had sold their +estates to gamble on the Stock Exchange. Again the Faubourg +might have absorbed the energetic men among the bourgeoisie, and +opened their ranks to the ambition which was undermining +authority; they preferred instead to fight, and to fight unarmed, +for of all that they once possessed there was nothing left but +tradition. For their misfortune there was just precisely enough +of their former wealth left them as a class to keep up their +bitter pride. They were content with their past. Not one of +them seriously thought of bidding the son of the house take up +arms from the pile of weapons which the nineteenth century flings +down in the market-place. Young men, shut out from office, were +dancing at Madame's balls, while they should have been doing the +work done under the Republic and the Empire by young, +conscientious, harmlessly employed energies. It was their place +to carry out at Paris the programme which their seniors should +have been following in the country. The heads of houses might +have won back recognition of their titles by unremitting +attention to local interests, by falling in with the spirit of +the age, by recasting their order to suit the taste of the times. + +But, pent up together in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, where the +spirit of the ancient court and traditions of bygone feuds +between the nobles and the Crown still lingered on, the +aristocracy was not whole-hearted in its allegiance to the +Tuileries, and so much the more easily defeated because it was +concentrated in the Chamber of Peers, and badly organized even +there. If the noblesse had woven themselves into a network over +the country, they could have held their own; but cooped up in +their Faubourg, with their backs against the Chateau, or spread +at full length over the Budget, a single blow cut the thread of a +fast-expiring life, and a petty, smug-faced lawyer came forward +with the axe. In spite of M. Royer-Collard's admirable +discourse, the hereditary peerage and law of entail fell before +the lampoons of a man who made it a boast that he had adroitly +argued some few heads out of the executioner's clutches, and now +forsooth must clumsily proceed to the slaying of old institutions. + +There are examples and lessons for the future in all this. For +if there were not still a future before the French aristocracy, +there would be no need to do more than find a suitable +sarcophagus; it were something pitilessly cruel to burn the dead +body of it with fire of Tophet. But though the surgeon's scalpel +is ruthless, it sometimes gives back life to a dying man; and the +Faubourg Saint-Germain may wax more powerful under persecution +than in its day of triumph, if it but chooses to organize itself +under a leader. + +And now it is easy to give a summary of this semi-political +survey. The wish to re-establish a large fortune was uppermost +in everyone's mind; a lack of broad views, and a mass of small +defects, a real need of religion as a political factor, combined +with a thirst for pleasure which damaged the cause of religion +and necessitated a good deal of hypocrisy; a certain attitude of +protest on the part of loftier and clearer-sighted men who set +their faces against Court jealousies; and the disaffection of the +provincial families, who often came of purer descent than the +nobles of the Court which alienated them from itself--all these +things combined to bring about a most discordant state of things +in the Faubourg Saint-Germain. It was neither compact in its +organisation, nor consequent in its action; neither completely +moral, nor frankly dissolute; it did not corrupt, nor was it +corrupted; it would neither wholly abandon the disputed points +which damaged its cause, nor yet adopt the policy that might have +saved it. In short, however effete individuals might be, the +party as a whole was none the less armed with all the great +principles which lie at the roots of national existence. What +was there in the Faubourg that it should perish in its strength? + +It was very hard to please in the choice of candidates; the +Faubourg had good taste, it was scornfully fastidious, yet there +was nothing very glorious nor chivalrous truly about its fall. + +In the Emigration of 1789 there were some traces of a loftier +feeling; but in the Emigration of 1830 from Paris into the +country there was nothing discernible but self-interest. A few +famous men of letters, a few oratorical triumphs in the Chambers, +M. de Talleyrand's attitude in the Congress, the taking of +Algiers, and not a few names that found their way from the +battlefield into the pages of history--all these things were so +many examples set before the French noblesse to show that it was +still open to them to take their part in the national existence, +and to win recognition of their claims, if, indeed, they could +condescend thus far. In every living organism the work of +bringing the whole into harmony within itself is always going on. +If a man is indolent, the indolence shows itself in everything +that he does; and, in the same manner, the general spirit of a +class is pretty plainly manifested in the face it turns on the +world, and the soul informs the body. + +The women of the Restoration displayed neither the proud +disregard of public opinion shown by the court ladies of olden +time in their wantonness, nor yet the simple grandeur of the +tardy virtues by which they expiated their sins and shed so +bright a glory about their names. There was nothing either very +frivolous or very serious about the woman of the Restoration. +She was hypocritical as a rule in her passion, and compounded, so +to speak, with its pleasures. Some few families led the domestic +life of the Duchesse d'Orleans, whose connubial couch was +exhibited so absurdly to visitors at the Palais Royal. Two or +three kept up the traditions of the Regency, filling cleverer +women with something like disgust. The great lady of the new +school exercised no influence at all over the manners of the +time; and yet she might have done much. She might, at worst, +have presented as dignified a spectacle as English-women of the +same rank. But she hesitated feebly among old precedents, became +a bigot by force of circumstances, and allowed nothing of herself +to appear, not even her better qualities. + +Not one among the Frenchwomen of that day had the ability to +create a salon whither leaders of fashion might come to take +lessons in taste and elegance. Their voices, which once laid +down the law to literature, that living expression of a time, now +counted absolutely for nought. Now when a literature lacks a +general system, it fails to shape a body for itself, and dies out +with its period. + +When in a nation at any time there is a people apart thus +constituted, the historian is pretty certain to find some +representative figure, some central personage who embodies the +qualities and the defects of the whole party to which he belongs; +there is Coligny, for instance, among the Huguenots, the +Coadjuteur in the time of the Fronde, the Marechal de Richelieu +under Louis XV, Danton during the Terror. It is in the nature of +things that the man should be identified with the company in +which history finds him. How is it possible to lead a party +without conforming to its ideas? or to shine in any epoch unless +a man represents the ideas of his time? The wise and prudent +head of a party is continually obliged to bow to the prejudices +and follies of its rear; and this is the cause of actions for +which he is afterwards criticised by this or that historian +sitting at a safer distance from terrific popular explosions, +coolly judging the passion and ferment without which the great +struggles of the world could not be carried on at all. And if +this is true of the Historical Comedy of the Centuries, it is +equally true in a more restricted sphere in the detached scenes +of the national drama known as the _Manners of the Age_. + + + +At the beginning of that ephemeral life led by the Faubourg +Saint-Germain under the Restoration, to which, if there is any +truth in the above reflections, they failed to give stability, +the most perfect type of the aristocratic caste in its weakness +and strength, its greatness and littleness, might have been found +for a brief space in a young married woman who belonged to it. +This was a woman artificially educated, but in reality ignorant; +a woman whose instincts and feelings were lofty while the thought +which should have controlled them was wanting. She squandered +the wealth of her nature in obedience to social conventions; she +was ready to brave society, yet she hesitated till her scruples +degenerated into artifice. With more wilfulness than real force +of character, impressionable rather than enthusiastic, gifted +with more brain than heart; she was supremely a woman, supremely +a coquette, and above all things a Parisienne, loving a brilliant +life and gaiety, reflecting never, or too late; imprudent to the +verge of poetry, and humble in the depths of her heart, in spite +of her charming insolence. Like some straight-growing reed, she +made a show of independence; yet, like the reed, she was ready to +bend to a strong hand. She talked much of religion, and had it +not at heart, though she was prepared to find in it a solution of +her life. How explain a creature so complex? Capable of heroism, +yet sinking unconsciously from heroic heights to utter a spiteful +word; young and sweet-natured, not so much old at heart as aged +by the maxims of those about her; versed in a selfish philosophy +in which she was all unpractised, she had all the vices of a +courtier, all the nobleness of developing womanhood. She trusted +nothing and no one, yet there were times when she quitted her +sceptical attitude for a submissive credulity. + +How should any portrait be anything but incomplete of her, in +whom the play of swiftly-changing colour made discord only to +produce a poetic confusion? For in her there shone a divine +brightness, a radiance of youth that blended all her bewildering +characteristics in a certain completeness and unity informed by +her charm. Nothing was feigned. The passion or semi-passion, +the ineffectual high aspirations, the actual pettiness, the +coolness of sentiment and warmth of impulse, were all spontaneous +and unaffected, and as much the outcome of her own position as of +the position of the aristocracy to which she belonged. She was +wholly self-contained; she put herself proudly above the world +and beneath the shelter of her name. There was something of the +egoism of Medea in her life, as in the life of the aristocracy +that lay a-dying, and would not so much as raise itself or +stretch out a hand to any political physician; so well aware of +its feebleness, or so conscious that it was already dust, that it +refused to touch or be touched. + +The Duchesse de Langeais (for that was her name) had been married +for about four years when the Restoration was finally +consummated, which is to say, in 1816. By that time the +revolution of the Hundred Days had let in the light on the mind +of Louis XVIII. In spite of his surroundings, he comprehended +the situation and the age in which he was living; and it was only +later, when this Louis XI, without the axe, lay stricken down by +disease, that those about him got the upper hand. The Duchesse +de Langeais, a Navarreins by birth, came of a ducal house which +had made a point of never marrying below its rank since the reign +of Louis XIV. Every daughter of the house must sooner or later +take a _tabouret_ at Court. So, Antoinette de Navarreins, at the +age of eighteen, came out of the profound solitude in which her +girlhood had been spent to marry the Duc de Langeais' eldest +son. The two families at that time were living quite out of the +world; but after the invasion of France, the return of the +Bourbons seemed to every Royalist mind the only possible way of +putting an end to the miseries of the war. + +The Ducs de Navarreins and de Langeais had been faithful +throughout to the exiled Princes, nobly resisting all the +temptations of glory under the Empire. Under the circumstances +they naturally followed out the old family policy; and Mlle +Antoinette, a beautiful and portionless girl, was married to M. +le Marquis de Langeais only a few months before the death of the +Duke his father. + +After the return of the Bourbons, the families resumed their +rank, offices, and dignity at Court; once more they entered +public life, from which hitherto they held aloof, and took their +place high on the sunlit summits of the new political world. In +that time of general baseness and sham political conversions, the +public conscience was glad to recognise the unstained loyalty of +the two houses, and a consistency in political and private life +for which all parties involuntarily respected them. But, +unfortunately, as so often happens in a time of transition, the +most disinterested persons, the men whose loftiness of view and +wise principles would have gained the confidence of the French +nation and led them to believe in the generosity of a novel and +spirited policy--these men, to repeat, were taken out of affairs, +and public business was allowed to fall into the hands of others, +who found it to their interest to push principles to their +extreme consequences by way of proving their devotion. + +The families of Langeais and Navarreins remained about the Court, +condemned to perform the duties required by Court ceremonial amid +the reproaches and sneers of the Liberal party. They were +accused of gorging themselves with riches and honours, and all +the while their family estates were no larger than before, and +liberal allowances from the civil list were wholly expended in +keeping up the state necessary for any European government, even +if it be a Republic. + +In 1818, M. le Duc de Langeais commanded a division of the army, +and the Duchess held a post about one of the Princesses, in +virtue of which she was free to live in Paris and apart from her +husband without scandal. The Duke, moreover, besides his +military duties, had a place at Court, to which he came during +his term of waiting, leaving his major-general in command. The +Duke and Duchess were leading lives entirely apart, the world +none the wiser. Their marriage of convention shared the fate of +nearly all family arrangements of the kind. Two more +antipathetic dispositions could not well have been found; they +were brought together; they jarred upon each other; there was +soreness on either side; then they were divided once for all. +Then they went their separate ways, with a due regard for +appearances. The Duc de Langeais, by nature as methodical as the +Chevalier de Folard himself, gave himself up methodically to his +own tastes and amusements, and left his wife at liberty to do as +she pleased so soon as he felt sure of her character. He +recognised in her a spirit pre-eminently proud, a cold heart, a +profound submissiveness to the usages of the world, and a +youthful loyalty. Under the eyes of great relations, with the +light of a prudish and bigoted Court turned full upon the +Duchess, his honour was safe. + +So the Duke calmly did as the _grands seigneurs_ of the eighteenth +century did before him, and left a young wife of two-and-twenty +to her own devices. He had deeply offended that wife, and in her +nature there was one appalling characteristic--she would never +forgive an offence when woman's vanity and self-love, with all +that was best in her nature perhaps, had been slighted, wounded +in secret. Insult and injury in the face of the world a woman +loves to forget; there is a way open to her of showing herself +great; she is a woman in her forgiveness; but a secret offence +women never pardon; for secret baseness, as for hidden virtues +and hidden love, they have no kindness. + +This was Mme la Duchesse de Langeais' real position, unknown to +the world. She herself did not reflect upon it. It was the time +of the rejoicings over the Duc de Berri's marriage. The Court +and the Faubourg roused itself from its listlessness and reserve. +This was the real beginning of that unheard-of splendour which +the Government of the Restoration carried too far. At that time +the Duchess, whether for reasons of her own, or from vanity, +never appeared in public without a following of women equally +distinguished by name and fortune. As queen of fashion she had +her _dames d'atours_, her ladies, who modeled their manner and +their wit on hers. They had been cleverly chosen. None of her +satellites belonged to the inmost Court circle, nor to the +highest level of the Faubourg Saint-Germain; but they had set +their minds upon admission to those inner sanctuaries. Being as +yet simple denominations, they wished to rise to the neighbourhood +of the throne, and mingle with the seraphic powers in the high +sphere known as _le petit chateau_. Thus surrounded, the Duchess's +position was stronger and more commanding and secure. Her +"ladies" defended her character and helped her to play her +detestable part of a woman of fashion. She could laugh at men at +her ease, play with fire, receive the homage on which the +feminine nature is nourished, and remain mistress of herself. + +At Paris, in the highest society of all, a woman is a woman +still; she lives on incense, adulation, and honours. No beauty, +however undoubted, no face, however fair, is anything without +admiration. Flattery and a lover are proofs of power. And what +is power without recognition? Nothing. If the prettiest of +women were left alone in a corner of a drawing-room, she would +droop. Put her in the very centre and summit of social grandeur, +she will at once aspire to reign over all hearts--often because +it is out of her power to be the happy queen of one. Dress and +manner and coquetry are all meant to please one of the poorest +creatures extant--the brainless coxcomb, whose handsome face is +his sole merit; it was for such as these that women threw +themselves away. The gilded wooden idols of the Restoration, for +they were neither more nor less, had neither the antecedents of +the _petits maitres_ of the time of the Fronde, nor the rough +sterling worth of Napoleon's heroes, not the wit and fine manners +of their grandsires; but something of all three they meant to be +without any trouble to themselves. Brave they were, like all +young Frenchmen; ability they possessed, no doubt, if they had +had a chance of proving it, but their places were filled up by +the old worn-out men, who kept them in leading strings. It was a +day of small things, a cold prosaic era. Perhaps it takes a long +time for a Restoration to become a Monarchy. + +For the past eighteen months the Duchesse de Langeais had been +leading this empty life, filled with balls and subsequent visits, +objectless triumphs, and the transient loves that spring up and +die in an evening's space. All eyes were turned on her when she +entered a room; she reaped her harvest of flatteries and some few +words of warmer admiration, which she encouraged by a gesture or +a glance, but never suffered to penetrate deeper than the skin. +Her tone and bearing and everything else about her imposed her +will upon others. Her life was a sort of fever of vanity and +perpetual enjoyment, which turned her head. She was daring +enough in conversation; she would listen to anything, corrupting +the surface, as it were, of her heart. Yet when she returned +home, she often blushed at the story that had made her laugh; at +the scandalous tale that supplied the details, on the strength of +which she analyzed the love that she had never known, and marked +the subtle distinctions of modern passion, not with comment on +the part of complacent hypocrites. For women know how to say +everything among themselves, and more of them are ruined by each +other than corrupted by men. + +There came a moment when she discerned that not until a woman is +loved will the world fully recognise her beauty and her wit. +What does a husband prove? Simply that a girl or woman was +endowed with wealth, or well brought up; that her mother managed +cleverly that in some way she satisfied a man's ambitions. A +lover constantly bears witness to her personal perfections. Then +followed the discovery still in Mme de Langeais' early womanhood, +that it was possible to be loved without committing herself, +without permission, without vouchsafing any satisfaction beyond +the most meagre dues. There was more than one demure feminine +hypocrite to instruct her in the art of playing such dangerous +comedies. + +So the Duchess had her court, and the number of her adorers and +courtiers guaranteed her virtue. She was amiable and +fascinating; she flirted till the ball or the evening's gaiety +was at an end. Then the curtain dropped. She was cold, +indifferent, self-contained again till the next day brought its +renewed sensations, superficial as before. Two or three men were +completely deceived, and fell in love in earnest. She laughed at +them, she was utterly insensible. "I am loved!" she told +herself. "He loves me!" The certainty sufficed her. It is +enough for the miser to know that his every whim might be +fulfilled if he chose; so it was with the Duchess, and perhaps +she did not even go so far as to form a wish. + +One evening she chanced to be at the house of an intimate friend +Mme la Vicomtesse de Fontaine, one of the humble rivals who +cordially detested her, and went with her everywhere. In a +"friendship" of this sort both sides are on their guard, and +never lay their armor aside; confidences are ingeniously +indiscreet, and not unfrequently treacherous. Mme de Langeais +had distributed her little patronizing, friendly, or freezing +bows, with the air natural to a woman who knows the worth of her +smiles, when her eyes fell upon a total stranger. Something in +the man's large gravity of aspect startled her, and, with a +feeling almost like dread, she turned to Mme de Maufrigneuse +with, "Who is the newcomer, dear?" + +"Someone that you have heard of, no doubt. The Marquis de +Montriveau." + +"Oh! is it he?" + +She took up her eyeglass and submitted him to a very insolent +scrutiny, as if he had been a picture meant to receive glances, +not to return them. + +"Do introduce him; he ought to be interesting." + +"Nobody more tiresome and dull, dear. But he is the fashion." + +M. Armand de Montriveau, at that moment all unwittingly the +object of general curiosity, better deserved attention than any +of the idols that Paris needs must set up to worship for a brief +space, for the city is vexed by periodical fits of craving, a +passion for _engouement_ and sham enthusiasm, which must be +satisfied. The Marquis was the only son of General de Montriveau, +one of the _ci-devants_ who served the Republic nobly, and fell +by Joubert's side at Novi. Bonaparte had placed his son at the +school at Chalons, with the orphans of other generals who fell +on the battlefield, leaving their children under the protection +of the Republic. Armand de Montriveau left school with his way +to make, entered the artillery, and had only reached a major's +rank at the time of the Fontainebleau disaster. In his section +of the service the chances of advancement were not many. There +are fewer officers, in the first place, among the gunners than +in any other corps; and in the second place, the feeling in the +artillery was decidedly Liberal, not to say Republican; and the +Emperor, feeling little confidence in a body of highly educated +men who were apt to think for themselves, gave promotion +grudgingly in the service. In the artillery, accordingly, the +general rule of the army did not apply; the commanding officers +were not invariably the most remarkable men in their department, +because there was less to be feared from mediocrities. The +artillery was a separate corps in those days, and only came under +Napoleon in action. + +Besides these general causes, other reasons, inherent in Armand +de Montriveau's character, were sufficient in themselves to +account for his tardy promotion. He was alone in the world. He +had been thrown at the age of twenty into the whirlwind of men +directed by Napoleon; his interests were bounded by himself, any +day he might lose his life; it became a habit of mind with him to +live by his own self-respect and the consciousness that he had +done his duty. Like all shy men, he was habitually silent; but +his shyness sprang by no means from timidity; it was a kind of +modesty in him; he found any demonstration of vanity intolerable. +There was no sort of swagger about his fearlessness in action; +nothing escaped his eyes; he could give sensible advice to his +chums with unshaken coolness; he could go under fire, and duck +upon occasion to avoid bullets. He was kindly; but his +expression was haughty and stern, and his face gained him this +character. In everything he was rigorous as arithmetic; he never +permitted the slightest deviation from duty on any plausible +pretext, nor blinked the consequences of a fact. He would lend +himself to nothing of which he was ashamed; he never asked +anything for himself; in short, Armand de Montriveau was one of +many great men unknown to fame, and philosophical enough to +despise it; living without attaching themselves to life, because +they have not found their opportunity of developing to the full +their power to do and feel. + +People were afraid of Montriveau; they respected him, but he was +not very popular. Men may indeed allow you to rise above them, +but to decline to descend as low as they can do is the one +unpardonable sin. In their feeling towards loftier natures, +there is a trace of hate and fear. Too much honour with them +implies censure of themselves, a thing forgiven neither to the +living nor to the dead. + +After the Emperor's farewells at Fontainebleau, Montriveau, noble +though he was, was put on half-pay. Perhaps the heads of the War +Office took fright at uncompromising uprightness worthy of +antiquity, or perhaps it was known that he felt bound by his oath +to the Imperial Eagle. During the Hundred Days he was made a +Colonel of the Guard, and left on the field of Waterloo. His +wounds kept him in Belgium he was not present at the disbanding +of the Army of the Loire, but the King's government declined to +recognise promotion made during the Hundred Days, and Armand de +Montriveau left France. + +An adventurous spirit, a loftiness of thought hitherto satisfied +by the hazards of war, drove him on an exploring expedition +through Upper Egypt; his sanity or impulse directed his +enthusiasm to a project of great importance, he turned his +attention to that unexplored Central Africa which occupies the +learned of today. The scientific expedition was long and +unfortunate. He had made a valuable collection of notes bearing +on various geographical and commercial problems, of which +solutions are still eagerly sought; and succeeded, after +surmounting many obstacles, in reaching the heart of the +continent, when he was betrayed into the hands of a hostile +native tribe. Then, stripped of all that he had, for two years +he led a wandering life in the desert, the slave of savages, +threatened with death at every moment, and more cruelly treated +than a dumb animal in the power of pitiless children. Physical +strength, and a mind braced to endurance, enabled him to survive +the horrors of that captivity; but his miraculous escape +well-nigh exhausted his energies. When he reached the French +colony at Senegal, a half-dead fugitive covered with rags, his +memories of his former life were dim and shapeless. The great +sacrifices made in his travels were all forgotten like his +studies of African dialects, his discoveries, and observations. +One story will give an idea of all that he passed through. Once +for several days the children of the sheikh of the tribe amused +themselves by putting him up for a mark and flinging horses' +knuckle-bones at his head. + +Montriveau came back to Paris in 1818 a ruined man. He had no +interest, and wished for none. He would have died twenty times +over sooner than ask a favour of anyone; he would not even press +the recognition of his claims. Adversity and hardship had +developed his energy even in trifles, while the habit of +preserving his self-respect before that spiritual self which we +call conscience led him to attach consequence to the most +apparently trivial actions. His merits and adventures became +known, however, through his acquaintances, among the principal +men of science in Paris, and some few well-read military men. +The incidents of his slavery and subsequent escape bore witness +to a courage, intelligence, and coolness which won him celebrity +without his knowledge, and that transient fame of which Paris +salons are lavish, though the artist that fain would keep it must +make untold efforts. + +Montriveau's position suddenly changed towards the end of that +year. He had been a poor man, he was now rich; or, externally at +any rate, he had all the advantages of wealth. The King's +government, trying to attach capable men to itself and to +strengthen the army, made concessions about that time to +Napoleon's old officers if their known loyalty and character +offered guarantees of fidelity. M. de Montriveau's name once +more appeared in the army list with the rank of colonel; he +received his arrears of pay and passed into the Guards. All +these favours, one after another, came to seek the Marquis de +Montriveau; he had asked for nothing however small. Friends had +taken the steps for him which he would have refused to take for +himself. + +After this, his habits were modified all at once; contrary to his +custom, he went into society. He was well received, everywhere +he met with great deference and respect. He seemed to have found +some end in life; but everything passed within the man, there +were no external signs; in society he was silent and cold, and +wore a grave, reserved face. His social success was great, +precisely because he stood out in such strong contrast to the +conventional faces which line the walls of Paris salons. He was, +indeed, something quite new there. Terse of speech, like a +hermit or a savage, his shyness was thought to be haughtiness, +and people were greatly taken with it. He was something strange +and great. Women generally were so much the more smitten with +this original person because he was not to be caught by their +flatteries, however adroit, nor by the wiles with which they +circumvent the strongest men and corrode the steel temper. Their +Parisian's grimaces were lost upon M. de Montriveau; his nature +only responded to the sonorous vibration of lofty thought and +feeling. And he would very promptly have been dropped but for +the romance that hung about his adventures and his life; but for +the men who cried him up behind his back; but for a woman who +looked for a triumph for her vanity, the woman who was to fill +his thoughts. + +For these reasons the Duchesse de Langeais' curiosity was no +less lively than natural. Chance had so ordered it that her +interest in the man before her had been aroused only the day +before, when she heard the story of one of M. de Montriveau's +adventures, a story calculated to make the strongest impression +upon a woman's ever-changing fancy. + +During M. de Montriveau's voyage of discovery to the sources of +the Nile, he had had an argument with one of his guides, surely +the most extraordinary debate in the annals of travel. The +district that he wished to explore could only be reached on foot +across a tract of desert. Only one of his guides knew the way; +no traveller had penetrated before into that part of the country, +where the undaunted officer hoped to find a solution of several +scientific problems. In spite of the representations made to him +by the guide and the older men of the place, he started upon the +formidable journey. Summoning up courage, already highly strung +by the prospect of dreadful difficulties, he set out in the +morning. + +The loose sand shifted under his feet at every step; and when, +at the end of a long day's march, he lay down to sleep on the +ground, he had never been so tired in his life. He knew, +however, that he must be up and on his way before dawn next day, +and his guide assured him that they should reach the end of their +journey towards noon. That promise kept up his courage and gave +him new strength. In spite of his sufferings, he continued his +march, with some blasphemings against science; he was ashamed to +complain to his guide, and kept his pain to himself. After +marching for a third of the day, he felt his strength failing, +his feet were bleeding, he asked if they should reach the place +soon. "In an hour's time," said the guide. Armand braced himself +for another hour's march, and they went on. + +The hour slipped by; he could not so much as see against the sky +the palm-trees and crests of hill that should tell of the end of +the journey near at hand; the horizon line of sand was vast as +the circle of the open sea. + +He came to a stand, refused to go farther, and threatened the +guide--he had deceived him, murdered him; tears of rage and +weariness flowed over his fevered cheeks; he was bowed down with +fatigue upon fatigue, his throat seemed to be glued by the desert +thirst. The guide meanwhile stood motionless, listening to these +complaints with an ironical expression, studying the while, with +the apparent indifference of an Oriental, the scarcely +perceptible indications in the lie of the sands, which looked +almost black, like burnished gold. + +"I have made a mistake," he remarked coolly. "I could not +make out the track, it is so long since I came this way; we are +surely on it now, but we must push on for two hours." + +"The man is right," thought M. de Montriveau. + +So he went on again, struggling to follow the pitiless native. +It seemed as if he were bound to his guide by some thread like +the invisible tie between the condemned man and the headsman. +But the two hours went by, Montriveau had spent his last drops of +energy, and the skyline was a blank, there were no palm-trees, no +hills. He could neither cry out nor groan, he lay down on the +sand to die, but his eyes would have frightened the boldest; +something in his face seemed to say that he would not die alone. +His guide, like a very fiend, gave him back a cool glance like a +man that knows his power, left him to lie there, and kept at a +safe distance out of reach of his desperate victim. At last M. +Montriveau recovered strength enough for a last curse. The guide +came nearer, silenced him with a steady look, and said, "Was it not +your own will to go where I am taking you, in spite of us all? You +say that I have lied to you. If I had not, you would not be even +here. Do you want the truth? Here it is. _We have still another five +hours' march before us, and we cannot go back_. Sound yourself; if +you have not courage enough, here is my dagger." + +Startled by this dreadful knowledge of pain and human strength, +M. de Montriveau would not be behind a savage; he drew a fresh +stock of courage from his pride as a European, rose to his feet, +and followed his guide. The five hours were at an end, and still +M. de Montriveau saw nothing, he turned his failing eyes upon his +guide; but the Nubian hoisted him on his shoulders, and showed +him a wide pool of water with greenness all about it, and a noble +forest lighted up by the sunset. It lay only a hundred paces +away; a vast ledge of granite hid the glorious landscape. It +seemed to Armand that he had taken a new lease of life. His +guide, that giant in courage and intelligence, finished his work +of devotion by carrying him across the hot, slippery, scarcely +discernible track on the granite. Behind him lay the hell of +burning sand, before him the earthly paradise of the most +beautiful oasis in the desert. + +The Duchess, struck from the first by the appearance of this +romantic figure, was even more impressed when she learned that +this was that Marquis de Montriveau of whom she had dreamed +during the night. She had been with him among the hot desert +sands, he had been the companion of her nightmare wanderings; for +such a woman was not this a delightful presage of a new interest +in her life? And never was a man's exterior a better exponent of +his character; never were curious glances so well justified. The +principal characteristic of his great, square-hewn head was the +thick, luxuriant black hair which framed his face, and gave him a +strikingly close resemblance to General Kleber; and the likeness +still held good in the vigorous forehead, in the outlines of his +face, the quiet fearlessness of his eyes, and a kind of fiery +vehemence expressed by strongly marked features. He was short, +deep-chested, and muscular as a lion. There was something of the +despot about him, and an indescribable suggestion of the security +of strength in his gait, bearing, and slightest movements. He +seemed to know that his will was irresistible, perhaps because he +wished for nothing unjust. And yet, like all really strong men, +he was mild of speech, simple in his manners, and kindly natured; +although it seemed as if, in the stress of a great crisis, all +these finer qualities must disappear, and the man would show +himself implacable, unshaken in his resolve, terrific in action. +There was a certain drawing in of the inner line of the lips +which, to a close observer, indicated an ironical bent. + +The Duchesse de Langeais, realising that a fleeting glory was to +be won by such a conquest, made up her mind to gain a lover in +Armand de Montriveau during the brief interval before the +Duchesse de Maufrigneuse brought him to be introduced. She would +prefer him above the others; she would attach him to herself, +display all her powers of coquetry for him. It was a fancy, such +a merest Duchess's whim as furnished a Lope or a Calderon with +the plot of the _Dog in the Manger_. She would not suffer another +woman to engross him; but she had not the remotest intention of +being his. + +Nature had given the Duchess every qualification for the part of +coquette, and education had perfected her. Women envied her, and +men fell in love with her, not without reason. Nothing that can +inspire love, justify it, and give it lasting empire was wanting +in her. Her style of beauty, her manner, her voice, her bearing, +all combined to give her that instinctive coquetry which seems to +be the consciousness of power. Her shape was graceful; perhaps +there was a trace of self-consciousness in her changes of +movement, the one affectation that could be laid to her charge; +but everything about her was a part of her personality, from her +least little gesture to the peculiar turn of her phrases, the +demure glance of her eyes. Her great lady's grace, her most +striking characteristic, had not destroyed the very French quick +mobility of her person. There was an extraordinary fascination +in her swift, incessant changes of attitude. She seemed as if +she surely would be a most delicious mistress when her corset and +the encumbering costume of her part were laid aside. All the +rapture of love surely was latent in the freedom of her +expressive glances, in her caressing tones, in the charm of her +words. She gave glimpses of the high-born courtesan within her, +vainly protesting against the creeds of the duchess. + +You might sit near her through an evening, she would be gay and +melancholy in turn, and her gaiety, like her sadness, seemed +spontaneous. She could be gracious, disdainful, insolent, or +confiding at will. Her apparent good nature was real; she had no +temptation to descend to malignity. But at each moment her mood +changed; she was full of confidence or craft; her moving +tenderness would give place to a heart-breaking hardness and +insensibility. Yet how paint her as she was, without bringing +together all the extremes of feminine nature? In a word, the +Duchess was anything that she wished to be or to seem. Her face +was slightly too long. There was a grace in it, and a certain +thinness and fineness that recalled the portraits of the Middle +Ages. Her skin was white, with a faint rose tint. Everything +about her erred, as it were, by an excess of delicacy. + +M. de Montriveau willingly consented to be introduced to the +Duchesse de Langeais; and she, after the manner of persons whose +sensitive taste leads them to avoid banalities, refrained from +overwhelming him with questions and compliments. She received +him with a gracious deference which could not fail to flatter a +man of more than ordinary powers, for the fact that a man rises +above the ordinary level implies that he possesses something of +that tact which makes women quick to read feeling. If the +Duchess showed any curiosity, it was by her glances; her +compliments were conveyed in her manner; there was a winning +grace displayed in her words, a subtle suggestion of a desire to +please which she of all women knew the art of manifesting. Yet +her whole conversation was but, in a manner, the body of the +letter; the postscript with the principal thought in it was still +to come. After half an hour spent in ordinary talk, in which the +words gained all their value from her tone and smiles, M. de +Montriveau was about to retire discreetly, when the Duchess +stopped him with an expressive gesture. + +"I do not know, monsieur, whether these few minutes during which +I have had the pleasure of talking to you proved so sufficiently +attractive, that I may venture to ask you to call upon me; I am +afraid that it may be very selfish of me to wish to have you all +to myself. If I should be so fortunate as to find that my house +is agreeable to you, you will always find me at home in the +evening until ten o'clock." + +The invitation was given with such irresistible grace, that M. de +Montriveau could not refuse to accept it. When he fell back +again among the groups of men gathered at a distance from the +women, his friends congratulated him, half laughingly, half in +earnest, on the extraordinary reception vouchsafed him by the +Duchesse de Langeais. The difficult and brilliant conquest had +been made beyond a doubt, and the glory of it was reserved for +the Artillery of the Guard. It is easy to imagine the jests, +good and bad, when this topic had once been started; the world of +Paris salons is so eager for amusement, and a joke lasts for such +a short time, that everyone is eager to make the most of it while +it is fresh. + +All unconsciously, the General felt flattered by this nonsense. +From his place where he had taken his stand, his eyes were drawn +again and again to the Duchess by countless wavering reflections. +He could not help admitting to himself that of all the women +whose beauty had captivated his eyes, not one had seemed to be a +more exquisite embodiment of faults and fair qualities blended in +a completeness that might realise the dreams of earliest manhood. +Is there a man in any rank of life that has not felt indefinable +rapture in his secret soul over the woman singled out (if only in +his dreams) to be his own; when she, in body, soul, and social +aspects, satisfies his every requirement, a thrice perfect woman? +And if this threefold perfection that flatters his pride is no +argument for loving her, it is beyond cavil one of the great +inducements to the sentiment. Love would soon be convalescent, +as the eighteenth century moralist remarked, were it not for +vanity. And it is certainly true that for everyone, man or +woman, there is a wealth of pleasure in the superiority of the +beloved. Is she set so high by birth that a contemptuous glance +can never wound her? is she wealthy enough to surround herself +with state which falls nothing short of royalty, of kings, of +finance during their short reign of splendour? is she so +ready-witted that a keen-edged jest never brings her into +confusion? beautiful enough to rival any woman?--Is it such a +small thing to know that your self-love will never suffer through +her? A man makes these reflections in the twinkling of an eye. +And how if, in the future opened out by early ripened passion, he +catches glimpses of the changeful delight of her charm, the frank +innocence of a maiden soul, the perils of love's voyage, the +thousand folds of the veil of coquetry? Is not this enough to +move the coldest man's heart? + +This, therefore, was M. de Montriveau's position with regard to +woman; his past life in some measure explaining the extraordinary +fact. He had been thrown, when little more than a boy, into the +hurricane of Napoleon's wars; his life had been spent on fields +of battle. Of women he knew just so much as a traveller knows of +a country when he travels across it in haste from one inn to +another. The verdict which Voltaire passed upon his eighty years +of life might, perhaps, have been applied by Montriveau to his +own thirty-seven years of existence; had he not thirty-seven +follies with which to reproach himself? At his age he was as +much a novice in love as the lad that has just been furtively +reading _Faublas_. Of women he had nothing to learn; of love he +knew nothing; and thus, desires, quite unknown before, sprang +from this virginity of feeling. + +There are men here and there as much engrossed in the work +demanded of them by poverty or ambition, art or science, as M. de +Montriveau by war and a life of adventure--these know what it is +to be in this unusual position if they very seldom confess to it. +Every man in Paris is supposed to have been in love. No woman in +Paris cares to take what other women have passed over. The dread +of being taken for a fool is the source of the coxcomb's bragging +so common in France; for in France to have the reputation of a +fool is to be a foreigner in one's own country. Vehement desire +seized on M. de Montriveau, desire that had gathered strength +from the heat of the desert and the first stirrings of a heart +unknown as yet in its suppressed turbulence. + +A strong man, and violent as he was strong, he could keep mastery +over himself; but as he talked of indifferent things, he retired +within himself, and swore to possess this woman, for through that +thought lay the only way to love for him. Desire became a solemn +compact made with himself, an oath after the manner of the Arabs +among whom he had lived; for among them a vow is a kind of +contract made with Destiny a man's whole future is solemnly +pledged to fulfil it, and everything even his own death, is +regarded simply as a means to the one end. + +A younger man would have said to himself, "I should very much +like to have the Duchess for my mistress!" or, "If the Duchesse +de Langeais cared for a man, he would be a very lucky rascal!" +But the General said, "I will have Mme de Langeais for my +mistress." And if a man takes such an idea into his head when +his heart has never been touched before, and love begins to be a +kind of religion with him, he little knows in what a hell he has +set his foot. + +Armand de Montriveau suddenly took flight and went home in the +first hot fever-fit of the first love that he had known. When a +man has kept all his boyish beliefs, illusions, frankness, and +impetuosity into middle age, his first impulse is, as it were, to +stretch out a hand to take the thing that he desires; a little +later he realizes that there is a gulf set between them, and that +it is all but impossible to cross it. A sort of childish +impatience seizes him, he wants the thing the more, and trembles +or cries. Wherefore, the next day, after the stormiest +reflections that had yet perturbed his mind, Armand de Montriveau +discovered that he was under the yoke of the senses, and his +bondage made the heavier by his love. + +The woman so cavalierly treated in his thoughts of yesterday had +become a most sacred and dreadful power. She was to be his +world, his life, from this time forth. The greatest joy, the +keenest anguish, that he had yet known grew colorless before the +bare recollection of the least sensation stirred in him by her. +The swiftest revolutions in a man's outward life only touch his +interests, while passion brings a complete revulsion of feeling. +And so in those who live by feeling, rather than by self-interest, +the doers rather than the reasoners, the sanguine rather than the +lymphatic temperaments, love works a complete revolution. In a +flash, with one single reflection, Armand de Montriveau wiped out +his whole past life. + +A score of times he asked himself, like a boy, "Shall I go, or +shall I not?" and then at last he dressed, came to the Hotel de +Langeais towards eight o'clock that evening, and was admitted. +He was to see the woman--ah! not the woman--the idol that he had +seen yesterday, among lights, a fresh innocent girl in gauze and +silken lace and veiling. He burst in upon her to declare his +love, as if it were a question of firing the first shot on a +field of battle. + +Poor novice! He found his ethereal sylphide shrouded in a brown +cashmere dressing-gown ingeniously befrilled, lying languidly +stretched out upon a sofa in a dimly lighted boudoir. Mme de +Langeais did not so much as rise, nothing was visible of her but +her face, her hair was loose but confined by a scarf. A hand +indicated a seat, a hand that seemed white as marble to +Montriveau by the flickering light of a single candle at the +further side of the room, and a voice as soft as the light said: + +"If it had been anyone else, M. le Marquis, a friend with whom I +could dispense with ceremony, or a mere acquaintance in whom I +felt but slight interest, I should have closed my door. I am +exceedingly unwell." + +"I will go," Armand said to himself. + +"But I do not know how it is," she continued (and the simple +warrior attributed the shining of her eyes to fever), "perhaps +it was a presentiment of your kind visit (and no one can be more +sensible of the prompt attention than I), but the vapors have +left my head." + +"Then may I stay?" + +"Oh, I should be very sorry to allow you to go. I told myself +this morning that it was impossible that I should have made the +slightest impression on your mind, and that in all probability +you took my request for one of the commonplaces of which +Parisians are lavish on every occasion. And I forgave your +ingratitude in advance. An explorer from the deserts is not +supposed to know how exclusive we are in our friendships in the +Faubourg." + +The gracious, half-murmured words dropped one by one, as if they +had been weighted with the gladness that apparently brought them +to her lips. The Duchess meant to have the full benefit of her +headache, and her speculation was fully successful. The General, +poor man, was really distressed by the lady's simulated distress. +Like Crillon listening to the story of the Crucifixion, he was +ready to draw his sword against the vapors. How could a man +dare to speak just then to this suffering woman of the love that +she inspired? Armand had already felt that it would be absurd to +fire off a declaration of love point-blank at one so far above +other women. With a single thought came understanding of the +delicacies of feeling, of the soul's requirements. To love: what +was that but to know how to plead, to beg for alms, to wait? And +as for the love that he felt, must he not prove it? His tongue +was mute, it was frozen by the conventions of the noble Faubourg, +the majesty of a sick headache, the bashfulness of love. But no +power on earth could veil his glances; the heat and the Infinite +of the desert blazed in eyes calm as a panther's, beneath the +lids that fell so seldom. The Duchess enjoyed the steady gaze +that enveloped her in light and warmth. + +"Mme la Duchesse," he answered, "I am afraid I express my +gratitude for your goodness very badly. At this moment I have +but one desire--I wish it were in my power to cure the pain." + +"Permit me to throw this off, I feel too warm now," she said, +gracefully tossing aside a cushion that covered her feet. + +"Madame, in Asia your feet would be worth some ten thousand +sequins. + +"A traveler's compliment!" smiled she. + +It pleased the sprightly lady to involve a rough soldier in a +labyrinth of nonsense, commonplaces, and meaningless talk, in +which he manoeuvred, in military language, as Prince Charles +might have done at close quarters with Napoleon. She took a +mischievous amusement in reconnoitring the extent of his +infatuation by the number of foolish speeches extracted from a +novice whom she led step by step into a hopeless maze, meaning to +leave him there in confusion. She began by laughing at him, but +nevertheless it pleased her to make him forget how time went. + +The length of a first visit is frequently a compliment, but +Armand was innocent of any such intent. The famous explorer +spent an hour in chat on all sorts of subjects, said nothing that +he meant to say, and was feeling that he was only an instrument +on whom this woman played, when she rose, sat upright, drew the +scarf from her hair, and wrapped it about her throat, leant her +elbow on the cushions, did him the honour of a complete cure, and +rang for lights. The most graceful movement succeeded to +complete repose. She turned to M. de Montriveau, from whom she +had just extracted a confidence which seemed to interest her +deeply, and said: + +"You wish to make game of me by trying to make me believe that +you have never loved. It is a man's great pretension with us. +And we always believe it! Out of pure politeness. Do we not +know what to expect from it for ourselves? Where is the man that +has found but a single opportunity of losing his heart? But you +love to deceive us, and we submit to be deceived, poor foolish +creatures that we are; for your hypocrisy is, after all, a homage +paid to the superiority of our sentiments, which are all +purity." + +The last words were spoken with a disdainful pride that made the +novice in love feel like a worthless bale flung into the deep, +while the Duchess was an angel soaring back to her particular +heaven. + +"Confound it!" thought Armand de Montriveau, "how am I to tell +this wild thing that I love her?" + +He had told her already a score of times; or rather, the Duchess +had a score of times read his secret in his eyes; and the passion +in this unmistakably great man promised her amusement, and an +interest in her empty life. So she prepared with no little +dexterity to raise a certain number of redoubts for him to carry +by storm before he should gain an entrance into her heart. +Montriveau should overleap one difficulty after another; he +should be a plaything for her caprice, just as an insect teased +by children is made to jump from one finger to another, and in +spite of all its pains is kept in the same place by its +mischievous tormentor. And yet it gave the Duchess inexpressible +happiness to see that this strong man had told her the truth. +Armand had never loved, as he had said. He was about to go, in a +bad humour with himself, and still more out of humour with her; +but it delighted her to see a sullenness that she could conjure +away with a word, a glance, or a gesture. + +"Will you come tomorrow evening?" she asked. "I am going to a +ball, but I shall stay at home for you until ten o'clock." + +Montriveau spent most of the next day in smoking an indeterminate +quantity of cigars in his study window, and so got through the +hours till he could dress and go to the Hotel de Langeais. To +anyone who had known the magnificent worth of the man, it would +have been grievous to see him grown so small, so distrustful of +himself; the mind that might have shed light over undiscovered +worlds shrunk to the proportions of a she-coxcomb's boudoir. +Even he himself felt that he had fallen so low already in his +happiness that to save his life he could not have told his love +to one of his closest friends. Is there not always a trace of +shame in the lover's bashfulness, and perhaps in woman a certain +exultation over diminished masculine stature? Indeed, but for a +host of motives of this kind, how explain why women are nearly +always the first to betray the secret?--a secret of which, +perhaps, they soon weary. + +"Mme la Duchesse cannot see visitors, monsieur," said the man; +"she is dressing, she begs you to wait for her here." + +Armand walked up and down the drawing-room, studying her taste in +the least details. He admired Mme de Langeais herself in the +objects of her choosing; they revealed her life before he could +grasp her personality and ideas. About an hour later the Duchess +came noiselessly out of her chamber. Montriveau turned, saw her +flit like a shadow across the room, and trembled. She came up to +him, not with a bourgeoise's enquiry, "How do I look?" She was +sure of herself; her steady eyes said plainly, "I am adorned to +please you." + +No one surely, save the old fairy godmother of some princess in +disguise, could have wound a cloud of gauze about the dainty +throat, so that the dazzling satin skin beneath should gleam +through the gleaming folds. The Duchess was dazzling. The pale +blue colour of her gown, repeated in the flowers in her hair, +appeared by the richness of its hue to lend substance to a +fragile form grown too wholly ethereal; for as she glided towards +Armand, the loose ends of her scarf floated about her, putting +that valiant warrior in mind of the bright damosel flies that +hover now over water, now over the flowers with which they seem +to mingle and blend. + +"I have kept you waiting," she said, with the tone that a woman +can always bring into her voice for the man whom she wishes to +please. + +"I would wait patiently through an eternity," said he, "if I +were sure of finding a divinity so fair; but it is no compliment +to speak of your beauty to you; nothing save worship could touch +you. Suffer me only to kiss your scarf." + +"Oh, fie!" she said, with a commanding gesture, "I esteem you +enough to give you my hand." + +She held it out for his kiss. A woman's hand, still moist from +the scented bath, has a soft freshness, a velvet smoothness that +sends a tingling thrill from the lips to the soul. And if a man +is attracted to a woman, and his senses are as quick to feel +pleasure as his heart is full of love, such a kiss, though chaste +in appearance, may conjure up a terrific storm. + +"Will you always give it me like this?" the General asked +humbly when he had pressed that dangerous hand respectfully to +his lips. + +"Yes, but there we must stop," she said, smiling. She sat +down, and seemed very slow over putting on her gloves, trying to +slip the unstretched kid over all her fingers at once, while she +watched M. de Montriveau; and he was lost in admiration of the +Duchess and those repeated graceful movements of hers. + +"Ah! you were punctual," she said; "that is right. I like +punctuality. It is the courtesy of kings, His Majesty says; but +to my thinking, from you men it is the most respectful flattery +of all. Now, is it not? Just tell me." + +Again she gave him a side glance to express her insidious +friendship, for he was dumb with happiness sheer happiness +through such nothings as these! Oh, the Duchess understood _son +metier de femme_--the art and mystery of being a woman--most +marvelously well; she knew, to admiration, how to raise a man in +his own esteem as he humbled himself to her; how to reward every +step of the descent to sentimental folly with hollow flatteries. + +"You will never forget to come at nine o'clock." + +"No; but are you going to a ball every night?" + +"Do I know?" she answered, with a little childlike shrug of the +shoulders; the gesture was meant to say that she was nothing if +not capricious, and that a lover must take her as she +was.--"Besides," she added, "what is that to you? You shall +be my escort." + +"That would be difficult tonight," he objected; "I am not +properly dressed." + +"It seems to me," she returned loftily, "that if anyone has a +right to complain of your costume, it is I. Know, therefore, +_monsieur le voyageur_, that if I accept a man's arm, he is +forthwith above the laws of fashion, nobody would venture to +criticise him. You do not know the world, I see; I like you the +better for it." + +And even as she spoke she swept him into the pettiness of that +world by the attempt to initiate him into the vanities of a woman +of fashion. + +"If she chooses to do a foolish thing for me, I should be a +simpleton to prevent her," said Armand to himself. "She has a +liking for me beyond a doubt; and as for the world, she cannot +despise it more than I do. So, now for the ball if she likes." + +The Duchess probably thought that if the General came with her +and appeared in a ballroom in boots and a black tie, nobody would +hesitate to believe that he was violently in love with her. And +the General was well pleased that the queen of fashion should +think of compromising herself for him; hope gave him wit. He had +gained confidence, he brought out his thoughts and views; he felt +nothing of the restraint that weighed on his spirits yesterday. +His talk was interesting and animated, and full of those first +confidences so sweet to make and to receive. + +Was Mme de Langeais really carried away by his talk, or had she +devised this charming piece of coquetry? At any rate, she looked +up mischievously as the clock struck twelve. + +"Ah! you have made me too late for the ball!" she exclaimed, +surprised and vexed that she had forgotten how time was going. + +The next moment she approved the exchange of pleasures with a +smile that made Armand's heart give a sudden leap. + +"I certainly promised Mme de Beauseant," she added. "They are +all expecting me." + +"Very well--go." + +"No--go on. I will stay. Your Eastern adventures fascinate me. +Tell me the whole story of your life. I love to share in a brave +man's hardships, and I feel them all, indeed I do!" + +She was playing with her scarf, twisting it and pulling it to +pieces, with jerky, impatient movements that seemed to tell of +inward dissatisfaction and deep reflection. + +"_We_ are fit for nothing," she went on. "Ah! we are +contemptible, selfish, frivolous creatures. We can bore +ourselves with amusements, and that is all we can do. Not one of +us that understands that she has a part to play in life. In old +days in France, women were beneficent lights; they lived to +comfort those that mourned, to encourage high virtues, to reward +artists and stir new life with noble thoughts. If the world has +grown so petty, ours is the fault. You make me loathe the ball +and this world in which I live. No, I am not giving up much for +you." + +She had plucked her scarf to pieces, as a child plays with a +flower, pulling away all the petals one by one; and now she +crushed it into a ball, and flung it away. She could show her +swan's neck. + +She rang the bell. "I shall not go out tonight," she told the +footman. Her long, blue eyes turned timidly to Armand; and by +the look of misgiving in them, he knew that he was meant to take +the order for a confession, for a first and great favour. There +was a pause, filled with many thoughts, before she spoke with +that tenderness which is often in women's voices, and not so +often in their hearts. "You have had a hard life," she said. + +"No," returned Armand. "Until today I did not know what +happiness was." + +"Then you know it now?" she asked, looking at him with a +demure, keen glance. + +"What is happiness for me henceforth but this--to see you, to +hear you? . . . Until now I have only known privation; now I +know that I can be unhappy----" + +"That will do, that will do," she said. "You must go; it is +past midnight. Let us regard appearances. People must not talk +about us. I do not know quite what I shall say; but the headache +is a good-natured friend, and tells no tales." + +"Is there to be a ball tomorrow night?" + +"You would grow accustomed to the life, I think. Very well. +Yes, we will go again tomorrow night." + +There was not a happier man in the world than Armand when he went +out from her. Every evening he came to Mme de Langeais' at the +hour kept for him by a tacit understanding. + +It would be tedious, and, for the many young men who carry a +redundance of such sweet memories in their hearts, it were +superfluous to follow the story step by step--the progress of a +romance growing in those hours spent together, a romance +controlled entirely by a woman's will. If sentiment went too +fast, she would raise a quarrel over a word, or when words +flagged behind her thoughts, she appealed to the feelings. +Perhaps the only way of following such Penelope's progress is by +marking its outward and visible signs. + +As, for instance, within a few days of their first meeting, the +assiduous General had won and kept the right to kiss his lady's +insatiable hands. Wherever Mme de Langeais went, M. de +Montriveau was certain to be seen, till people jokingly called +him "Her Grace's orderly." And already he had made enemies; +others were jealous, and envied him his position. Mme de +Langeais had attained her end. The Marquis de Montriveau was +among her numerous train of adorers, and a means of humiliating +those who boasted of their progress in her good graces, for she +publicly gave him preference over them all. + +"Decidedly, M. de Montriveau is the man for whom the Duchess +shows a preference," pronounced Mme de Serizy. + +And who in Paris does not know what it means when a woman "shows +a preference?" All went on therefore according to prescribed +rule. The anecdotes which people were pleased to circulate +concerning the General put that warrior in so formidable a light, +that the more adroit quietly dropped their pretensions to the +Duchess, and remained in her train merely to turn the position to +account, and to use her name and personality to make better terms +for themselves with certain stars of the second magnitude. And +those lesser powers were delighted to take a lover away from Mme +de Langeais. The Duchess was keen-sighted enough to see these +desertions and treaties with the enemy; and her pride would not +suffer her to be the dupe of them. As M. de Talleyrand, one of +her great admirers, said, she knew how to take a second edition +of revenge, laying the two-edged blade of a sarcasm between the +pairs in these "morganatic" unions. Her mocking disdain +contributed not a little to increase her reputation as an +extremely clever woman and a person to be feared. Her character +for virtue was consolidated while she amused herself with other +people's secrets, and kept her own to herself. Yet, after two +months of assiduities, she saw with a vague dread in the depths +of her soul that M. de Montriveau understood nothing of the +subtleties of flirtation after the manner of the Faubourg +Saint-Germain; he was taking a Parisienne's coquetry in earnest. + +"You will not tame _him_, dear Duchess," the old Vidame de +Pamiers had said. "'Tis a first cousin to the eagle; he will +carry you off to his eyrie if you do not take care." + +Then Mme de Langeais felt afraid. The shrewd old noble's words +sounded like a prophecy. The next day she tried to turn love to +hate. She was harsh, exacting, irritable, unbearable; Montriveau +disarmed her with angelic sweetness. She so little knew the +great generosity of a large nature, that the kindly jests with +which her first complaints were met went to her heart. She +sought a quarrel, and found proofs of affection. She persisted. + +"When a man idolizes you, how can he have vexed you?" asked +Armand. + +"You do not vex me," she answered, suddenly grown gentle and +submissive. "But why do you wish to compromise me? For me you +ought to be nothing but a _friend_. Do you not know it? I wish I +could see that you had the instincts, the delicacy of real +friendship, so that I might lose neither your respect nor the +pleasure that your presence gives me." + +"Nothing but your _friend_!" he cried out. The terrible word +sent an electric shock through his brain. "On the faith of +these happy hours that you grant me, I sleep and wake in your +heart. And now today, for no reason, you are pleased to destroy +all the secret hopes by which I live. You have required promises +of such constancy in me, you have said so much of your horror of +women made up of nothing but caprice; and now do you wish me to +understand that, like other women here in Paris, you have +passions, and know nothing of love? If so, why did you ask my +life of me? why did you accept it?" + +"I was wrong, my friend. Oh, it is wrong of a woman to yield to +such intoxication when she must not and cannot make any return." + +"I understand. You have merely been coquetting with me, +and----" + +"Coquetting?" she repeated. "I detest coquetry. A coquette +Armand, makes promises to many, and gives herself to none; and a +woman who keeps such promises is a libertine. This much I +believed I had grasped of our code. But to be melancholy with +humorists, gay with the frivolous, and politic with ambitious +souls; to listen to a babbler with every appearance of +admiration, to talk of war with a soldier, wax enthusiastic with +philanthropists over the good of the nation, and to give to each +one his little dole of flattery--it seems to me that this is as +much a matter of necessity as dress, diamonds, and gloves, or +flowers in one's hair. Such talk is the moral counterpart of the +toilette. You take it up and lay it aside with the plumed +head-dress. Do you call this coquetry? Why, I have never +treated you as I treat everyone else. With you, my friend, I am +sincere. Have I not always shared your views, and when you +convinced me after a discussion, was I not always perfectly glad? +In short, I love you, but only as a devout and pure woman may +love. I have thought it over. I am a married woman, Armand. My +way of life with M. de Langeais gives me liberty to bestow my +heart; but law and custom leave me no right to dispose of my +person. If a woman loses her honour, she is an outcast in any +rank of life; and I have yet to meet with a single example of a +man that realizes all that our sacrifices demand of him in such a +case. Quite otherwise. Anyone can foresee the rupture between +Mme de Beauseant and M. d'Ajuda (for he is going to marry Mlle de +Rochefide, it seems), that affair made it clear to my mind that +these very sacrifices on the woman's part are almost always the +cause of the man's desertion. If you had loved me sincerely, you +would have kept away for a time.--Now, I will lay aside all +vanity for you; is not that something? What will not people say +of a woman to whom no man attaches himself? Oh, she is +heartless, brainless, soulless; and what is more, devoid of +charm! Coquettes will not spare me. They will rob me of the +very qualities that mortify them. So long as my reputation is +safe, what do I care if my rivals deny my merits? They certainly +will not inherit them. Come, my friend; give up something for +her who sacrifices so much for you. Do not come quite so often; +I shall love you none the less." + +"Ah!" said Armand, with the profound irony of a wounded heart +in his words and tone. "Love, so the scribblers say, only feeds +on illusions. Nothing could be truer, I see; I am expected to +imagine that I am loved. But, there!--there are some thoughts +like wounds, from which there is no recovery. My belief in you +was one of the last left to me, and now I see that there is +nothing left to believe in this earth." + +She began to smile. + +"Yes," Montriveau went on in an unsteady voice, "this Catholic +faith to which you wish to convert me is a lie that men make for +themselves; hope is a lie at the expense of the future; pride, a +lie between us and our fellows; and pity, and prudence, and +terror are cunning lies. And now my happiness is to be one more +lying delusion; I am expected to delude myself, to be willing to +give gold coin for silver to the end. If you can so easily +dispense with my visits; if you can confess me neither as your +friend nor your lover, you do not care for me! And I, poor fool +that I am, tell myself this, and know it, and love you!" + +"But, dear me, poor Armand, you are flying into a passion!" + +"I flying into a passion?" + +"Yes. You think that the whole question is opened because I ask +you to be careful." + +In her heart of hearts she was delighted with the anger that +leapt out in her lover's eyes. Even as she tortured him, she was +criticising him, watching every slightest change that passed over +his face. If the General had been so unluckily inspired as to +show himself generous without discussion (as happens occasionally +with some artless souls), he would have been a banished man +forever, accused and convicted of not knowing how to love. Most +women are not displeased to have their code of right and wrong +broken through. Do they not flatter themselves that they never +yield except to force? But Armand was not learned enough in this +kind of lore to see the snare ingeniously spread for him by the +Duchess. So much of the child was there in the strong man in +love. + +"If all you want is to preserve appearances," he began in his +simplicity, "I am willing to----" + +"Simply to preserve appearances!" the lady broke in; "why, +what idea can you have of me? Have I given you the slightest +reason to suppose that I can be yours?" + +"Why, what else are we talking about?" demanded Montriveau. + +"Monsieur, you frighten me! . . . No, pardon me. Thank you," +she added, coldly; "thank you, Armand. You have given me timely +warning of imprudence; committed quite unconsciously, believe it, +my friend. You know how to endure, you say. I also know how to +endure. We will not see each other for a time; and then, when +both of us have contrived to recover calmness to some extent, we +will think about arrangements for a happiness sanctioned by the +world. I am young, Armand; a man with no delicacy might tempt a +woman of four-and-twenty to do many foolish, wild things for his +sake. But _you_! You will be my friend, promise me that you +will?" + +"The woman of four-and-twenty," returned he, "knows what she +is about." + +He sat down on the sofa in the boudoir, and leant his head on his +hands. + +"Do you love me, madame?" he asked at length, raising his head, +and turning a face full of resolution upon her. "Say it +straight out; Yes or No!" + +His direct question dismayed the Duchess more than a threat of +suicide could have done; indeed, the woman of the nineteenth +century is not to be frightened by that stale stratagem, the +sword has ceased to be part of the masculine costume. But in the +effect of eyelids and lashes, in the contraction of the gaze, in +the twitching of the lips, is there not some influence that +communicates the terror which they express with such vivid +magnetic power? + +"Ah, if I were free, if----" + +"Oh! is it only your husband that stands in the way?" the +General exclaimed joyfully, as he strode to and fro in the +boudoir. "Dear Antoinette, I wield a more absolute power than +the Autocrat of all the Russias. I have a compact with Fate; I +can advance or retard destiny, so far as men are concerned, at my +fancy, as you alter the hands of a watch. If you can direct the +course of fate in our political machinery, it simply means (does +it not?) that you understand the ins and outs of it. You shall +be free before very long, and then you must remember your +promise." + +"Armand!" she cried. "What do you mean? Great heavens! Can +you imagine that I am to be the prize of a crime? Do you want to +kill me? Why! you cannot have any religion in you! For my own +part, I fear God. M. de Langeais may have given me reason to +hate him, but I wish him no manner of harm." + +M. de Montriveau beat a tattoo on the marble chimney-piece, and +only looked composedly at the lady. + +"Dear," continued she, "respect him. He does not love me, he +is not kind to me, but I have duties to fulfil with regard to +him. What would I not do to avert the calamities with which you +threaten him?--Listen," she continued after a pause, "I will +not say another word about separation; you shall come here as in +the past, and I will still give you my forehead to kiss. If I +refused once or twice, it was pure coquetry, indeed it was. But +let us understand each other," she added as he came closer. +"You will permit me to add to the number of my satellites; to +receive even more visitors in the morning than heretofore; I mean +to be twice as frivolous; I mean to use you to all appearance +very badly; to feign a rupture; you must come not quite so often, +and then, afterwards----" + +While she spoke, she had allowed him to put an arm about her +waist, Montriveau was holding her tightly to him, and she seemed +to feel the exceeding pleasure that women usually feel in that +close contact, an earnest of the bliss of a closer union. And +then, doubtless she meant to elicit some confidence, for she +raised herself on tiptoe, and laid her forehead against Armand's +burning lips. + +"And then," Montriveau finished her sentence for her, "you +shall not speak to me of your husband. You ought not to think of +him again." + +Mme de Langeais was silent awhile. + +"At least," she said, after a significant pause, "at least you +will do all that I wish without grumbling, you will not be +naughty; tell me so, my friend? You wanted to frighten me, did +you not? Come, now, confess it? . . . You are too good ever to +think of crimes. But is it possible that you can have secrets +that I do not know? How can you control Fate?" + +"Now, when you confirm the gift of the heart that you have +already given me, I am far too happy to know exactly how to +answer you. I can trust you, Antoinette; I shall have no +suspicion, no unfounded jealousy of you. But if accident should +set you free, we shall be one----" + +"Accident, Armand?" (With that little dainty turn of the head +that seems to say so many things, a gesture that such women as +the Duchess can use on light occasions, as a great singer can act +with her voice.) "Pure accident," she repeated. "Mind that. +If anything should happen to M. de Langeais by your fault, I +should never be yours." + +And so they parted, mutually content. The Duchess had made a +pact that left her free to prove to the world by words and deeds +that M. de Montriveau was no lover of hers. And as for him, the +wily Duchess vowed to tire him out. He should have nothing of +her beyond the little concessions snatched in the course of +contests that she could stop at her pleasure. She had so pretty +an art of revoking the grant of yesterday, she was so much in +earnest in her purpose to remain technically virtuous, that she +felt that there was not the slightest danger for her in +preliminaries fraught with peril for a woman less sure of her +self-command. After all, the Duchess was practically separated +from her husband; a marriage long since annulled was no great +sacrifice to make to her love. + +Montriveau on his side was quite happy to win the vaguest +promise, glad once for all to sweep aside, with all scruples of +conjugal fidelity, her stock of excuses for refusing herself to +his love. He had gained ground a little, and congratulated +himself. And so for a time he took unfair advantage of the +rights so hardly won. More a boy than he had ever been in his +life, he gave himself up to all the childishness that makes first +love the flower of life. He was a child again as he poured out +all his soul, all the thwarted forces that passion had given him, +upon her hands, upon the dazzling forehead that looked so pure to +his eyes; upon her fair hair; on the tufted curls where his lips +were pressed. And the Duchess, on whom his love was poured like +a flood, was vanquished by the magnetic influence of her lover's +warmth; she hesitated to begin the quarrel that must part them +forever. She was more a woman than she thought, this slight +creature, in her effort to reconcile the demands of religion with +the ever-new sensations of vanity, the semblance of pleasure +which turns a Parisienne's head. Every Sunday she went to Mass; +she never missed a service; then, when evening came, she was +steeped in the intoxicating bliss of repressed desire. Armand +and Mme de Langeais, like Hindoo fakirs, found the reward of +their continence in the temptations to which it gave rise. +Possibly, the Duchess had ended by resolving love into fraternal +caresses, harmless enough, as it might have seemed to the rest of +the world, while they borrowed extremes of degradation from the +license of her thoughts. How else explain the incomprehensible +mystery of her continual fluctuations? Every morning she +proposed to herself to shut her door on the Marquis de +Montriveau; every evening, at the appointed hour, she fell under +the charm of his presence. There was a languid defence; then she +grew less unkind. Her words were sweet and soothing. They were +lovers--lovers only could have been thus. For him the Duchess +would display her most sparkling wit, her most captivating wiles; +and when at last she had wrought upon his senses and his soul, +she might submit herself passively to his fierce caresses, but +she had her _nec plus ultra_ of passion; and when once it was +reached, she grew angry if he lost the mastery of himself and +made as though he would pass beyond. No woman on earth can brave +the consequences of refusal without some motive; nothing is more +natural than to yield to love; wherefore Mme de Langeais promptly +raised a second line of fortification, a stronghold less easy to +carry than the first. She evoked the terrors of religion. Never +did Father of the Church, however eloquent, plead the cause of +God better than the Duchess. Never was the wrath of the Most +High better justified than by her voice. She used no preacher's +commonplaces, no rhetorical amplifications. No. She had a +"pulpit-tremor" of her own. To Armand's most passionate +entreaty, she replied with a tearful gaze, and a gesture in which +a terrible plenitude of emotion found expression. She stopped +his mouth with an appeal for mercy. She would not hear another +word; if she did, she must succumb; and better death than +criminal happiness. + +"Is it nothing to disobey God?" she asked him, recovering a +voice grown faint in the crises of inward struggles, through +which the fair actress appeared to find it hard to preserve her +self-control. "I would sacrifice society, I would give up the +whole world for you, gladly; but it is very selfish of you to ask +my whole after-life of me for a moment of pleasure. Come, now! +are you not happy?" she added, holding out her hand; and +certainly in her careless toilette the sight of her afforded +consolations to her lover, who made the most of them. + +Sometimes from policy, to keep her hold on a man whose ardent +passion gave her emotions unknown before, sometimes in weakness, +she suffered him to snatch a swift kiss; and immediately, in +feigned terror, she flushed red and exiled Armand from the sofa +so soon as the sofa became dangerous ground. + +"Your joys are sins for me to expiate, Armand; they are paid for +by penitence and remorse," she cried. + +And Montriveau, now at two chairs' distance from that +aristocratic petticoat, betook himself to blasphemy and railed +against Providence. The Duchess grew angry at such times. + +"My friend," she said drily, "I do not understand why you +decline to believe in God, for it is impossible to believe in +man. Hush, do not talk like that. You have too great a nature +to take up their Liberal nonsense with its pretension to abolish +God." + +Theological and political disputes acted like a cold douche on +Montriveau; he calmed down; he could not return to love when the +Duchess stirred up his wrath by suddenly setting him down a +thousand miles away from the boudoir, discussing theories of +absolute monarchy, which she defended to admiration. Few women +venture to be democrats; the attitude of democratic champion is +scarcely compatible with tyrannous feminine sway. But often, on +the other hand, the General shook out his mane, dropped politics +with a leonine growling and lashing of the flanks, and sprang +upon his prey; he was no longer capable of carrying a heart and +brain at such variance for very far; he came back, terrible with +love, to his mistress. And she, if she felt the prick of fancy +stimulated to a dangerous point, knew that it was time to leave +her boudoir; she came out of the atmosphere surcharged with +desires that she drew in with her breath, sat down to the piano, +and sang the most exquisite songs of modern music, and so baffled +the physical attraction which at times showed her no mercy, +though she was strong enough to fight it down. + +At such times she was something sublime in Armand's eyes; she was +not acting, she was genuine; the unhappy lover was convinced that +she loved him. Her egoistic resistance deluded him into a belief +that she was a pure and sainted woman; he resigned himself; he +talked of Platonic love, did this artillery officer! + +When Mme de Langeais had played with religion sufficiently to +suit her own purposes, she played with it again for Armand's +benefit. She wanted to bring him back to a Christian frame of +mind; she brought out her edition of _Le Genie du Christianisme_, +adapted for the use of military men. Montriveau chafed; his yoke +was heavy. Oh! at that, possessed by the spirit of contradiction, +she dinned religion into his ears, to see whether God might not +rid her of this suitor, for the man's persistence was beginning +to frighten her. And in any case she was glad to prolong any +quarrel, if it bade fair to keep the dispute on moral grounds +for an indefinite period; the material struggle which followed +it was more dangerous. + +But if the time of her opposition on the ground of the marriage +law might be said to be the _epoque civile_ of this sentimental +warfare, the ensuing phase which might be taken to constitute the +_epoque religieuse_ had also its crisis and consequent decline of +severity. + +Armand happening to come in very early one evening, found M. +l'Abbe Gondrand, the Duchess's spiritual director, established in +an armchair by the fireside, looking as a spiritual director +might be expected to look while digesting his dinner and the +charming sins of his penitent. In the ecclesiastic's bearing +there was a stateliness befitting a dignitary of the Church; and +the episcopal violet hue already appeared in his dress. At sight +of his fresh, well-preserved complexion, smooth forehead, and +ascetic's mouth, Montriveau's countenance grew uncommonly dark; +he said not a word under the malicious scrutiny of the other's +gaze, and greeted neither the lady nor the priest. The lover +apart, Montriveau was not wanting in tact; so a few glances +exchanged with the bishop-designate told him that here was the +real forger of the Duchess's armory of scruples. + +That an ambitious abbe should control the happiness of a man of +Montriveau's temper, and by underhand ways! The thought burst in +a furious tide over his face, clenched his fists, and set him +chafing and pacing to and fro; but when he came back to his place +intending to make a scene, a single look from the Duchess was +enough. He was quiet. + +Any other woman would have been put out by her lover's gloomy +silence; it was quite otherwise with Mme de Langeais. She +continued her conversation with M. de Gondrand on the necessity +of re-establishing the Church in its ancient splendour. And she +talked brilliantly. + +The Church, she maintained, ought to be a temporal as well as a +spiritual power, stating her case better than the Abbe had done, +and regretting that the Chamber of Peers, unlike the English +House of Lords, had no bench of bishops. Nevertheless, the Abbe +rose, yielded his place to the General, and took his leave, +knowing that in Lent he could play a return game. As for the +Duchess, Montriveau's behaviour had excited her curiosity to such +a pitch that she scarcely rose to return her director's low bow. + +"What is the matter with you, my friend?" + +"Why, I cannot stomach that Abbe of yours." + +"Why did you not take a book?" she asked, careless whether the +Abbe, then closing the door, heard her or no. + +The General paused, for the gesture which accompanied the +Duchess's speech further increased the exceeding insolence of her +words. + +"My dear Antoinette, thank you for giving love precedence of the +Church; but, for pity's sake, allow me to ask one question." + +"Oh! you are questioning me! I am quite willing. You are my +friend, are you not? I certainly can open the bottom of my heart +to you; you will see only one image there." + +"Do you talk about our love to that man?" + +"He is my confessor." + +"Does he know that I love you?" + +"M. de Montriveau, you cannot claim, I think, to penetrate the +secrets of the confessional?" + +"Does that man know all about our quarrels and my love for +you?" + +"That man, monsieur; say God!" + +"God again! _I_ ought to be alone in your heart. But leave God +alone where He is, for the love of God and me. Madame, you _shall +not_ go to confession again, or----" + +"Or?" she repeated sweetly. + +"Or I will never come back here." + +"Then go, Armand. Good-bye, good-bye forever." + +She rose and went to her boudoir without so much as a glance at +Armand, as he stood with his hand on the back of a chair. How +long he stood there motionless he himself never knew. The soul +within has the mysterious power of expanding as of contracting +space. + +He opened the door of the boudoir. It was dark within. A faint +voice was raised to say sharply: + +"I did not ring. What made you come in without orders? Go +away, Suzette." + +"Then you are ill," exclaimed Montriveau. + +"Stand up, monsieur, and go out of the room for a minute at any +rate," she said, ringing the bell. + +"Mme la Duchesse rang for lights?" said the footman, coming in +with the candles. When the lovers were alone together, Mme de +Langeais still lay on her couch; she was just as silent and +motionless as if Montriveau had not been there. + +"Dear, I was wrong," he began, a note of pain and a sublime +kindness in his voice. "Indeed, I would not have you without +religion----" + +"It is fortunate that you can recognise the necessity of a +conscience," she said in a hard voice, without looking at him. +"I thank you in God's name." + +The General was broken down by her harshness; this woman seemed +as if she could be at will a sister or a stranger to him. He +made one despairing stride towards the door. He would leave her +forever without another word. He was wretched; and the Duchess +was laughing within herself over mental anguish far more cruel +than the old judicial torture. But as for going away, it was not +in his power to do it. In any sort of crisis, a woman is, as it +were, bursting with a certain quantity of things to say; so long +as she has not delivered herself of them, she experiences the +sensation which we are apt to feel at the sight of something +incomplete. Mme de Langeais had not said all that was in her +mind. She took up her parable and said: + +"We have not the same convictions, General, I am pained to +think. It would be dreadful if a woman could not believe in a +religion which permits us to love beyond the grave. I set +Christian sentiments aside; you cannot understand them. Let me +simply speak to you of expediency. Would you forbid a woman at +court the table of the Lord when it is customary to take the +sacrament at Easter? People must certainly do something for +their party. The Liberals, whatever they may wish to do, will +never destroy the religious instinct. Religion will always be a +political necessity. Would you undertake to govern a nation of +logic-choppers? Napoleon was afraid to try; he persecuted +ideologists. If you want to keep people from reasoning, you must +give them something to feel. So let us accept the Roman Catholic +Church with all its consequences. And if we would have France go +to mass, ought we not to begin by going ourselves? Religion, you +see, Armand, is a bond uniting all the conservative principles +which enable the rich to live in tranquillity. Religion and the +rights of property are intimately connected. It is certainly a +finer thing to lead a nation by ideas of morality than by fear of +the scaffold, as in the time of the Terror--the one method by +which your odious Revolution could enforce obedience. The priest +and the king--that means you, and me, and the Princess my +neighbour; and, in a word, the interests of all honest people +personified. There, my friend, just be so good as to belong to +your party, you that might be its Scylla if you had the slightest +ambition that way. I know nothing about politics myself; I argue +from my own feelings; but still I know enough to guess that +society would be overturned if people were always calling its +foundations in question----" + +"If that is how your Court and your Government think, I am sorry +for you," broke in Montriveau. "The Restoration, madam, ought +to say, like Catherine de Medici, when she heard that the battle +of Dreux was lost, 'Very well; now we will go to the +meeting-house.' Now 1815 was your battle of Dreux. Like the +royal power of those days, you won in fact, while you lost in +right. Political Protestantism has gained an ascendancy over +people's minds. If you have no mind to issue your Edict of +Nantes; or if, when it is issued, you publish a Revocation; if +you should one day be accused and convicted of repudiating the +Charter, which is simply a pledge given to maintain the interests +established under the Republic, then the Revolution will rise +again, terrible in her strength, and strike but a single blow. +It will not be the Revolution that will go into exile; she is the +very soil of France. Men die, but people's interests do not die. +. . . Eh, great Heavens! what are France and the crown and +rightful sovereigns, and the whole world besides, to us? Idle +words compared with my happiness. Let them reign or be hurled +from the throne, little do I care. Where am I now?" + +"In the Duchesse de Langeais' boudoir, my friend." + +"No, no. No more of the Duchess, no more of Langeais; I am with +my dear Antoinette." + +"Will you do me the pleasure to stay where you are," she said, +laughing and pushing him back, gently however. + +"So you have never loved me," he retorted, and anger flashed in +lightning from his eyes. + +"No, dear"; but the "No" was equivalent to "Yes." + +"I am a great ass," he said, kissing her hands. The terrible +queen was a woman once more.--"Antoinette," he went on, laying +his head on her feet, "you are too chastely tender to speak of +our happiness to anyone in this world." + +"Oh!" she cried, rising to her feet with a swift, graceful +spring, "you are a great simpleton." And without another word +she fled into the drawing-room. + +"What is it now?" wondered the General, little knowing that the +touch of his burning forehead had sent a swift electric thrill +through her from foot to head. + +In hot wrath he followed her to the drawing-room, only to hear +divinely sweet chords. The Duchess was at the piano. If the man +of science or the poet can at once enjoy and comprehend, bringing +his intelligence to bear upon his enjoyment without loss of +delight, he is conscious that the alphabet and phraseology of +music are but cunning instruments for the composer, like the wood +and copper wire under the hands of the executant. For the poet +and the man of science there is a music existing apart, +underlying the double expression of this language of the spirit +and senses. _Andiamo mio ben_ can draw tears of joy or pitying +laughter at the will of the singer; and not unfrequently one here +and there in the world, some girl unable to live and bear the +heavy burden of an unguessed pain, some man whose soul vibrates +with the throb of passion, may take up a musical theme, and lo! +heaven is opened for them, or they find a language for themselves +in some sublime melody, some song lost to the world. + +The General was listening now to such a song; a mysterious music +unknown to all other ears, as the solitary plaint of some +mateless bird dying alone in a virgin forest. + +"Great Heavens! what are you playing there?" he asked in an +unsteady voice. + +"The prelude of a ballad, called, I believe, _Fleuve du Tage_." + +"I did not know that there was such music in a piano," he +returned. + +"Ah!" she said, and for the first time she looked at him as a +woman looks at the man she loves, "nor do you know, my friend, +that I love you, and that you cause me horrible suffering; and +that I feel that I must utter my cry of pain without putting it +too plainly into words. If I did not, I should yield----But you +see nothing." + +"And you will not make me happy!" + +"Armand, I should die of sorrow the next day." + +The General turned abruptly from her and went. But out in the +street he brushed away the tears that he would not let fall. + +The religious phase lasted for three months. At the end of that +time the Duchess grew weary of vain repetitions; the Deity, bound +hand and foot, was delivered up to her lover. Possibly she may +have feared that by sheer dint of talking of eternity she might +perpetuate his love in this world and the next. For her own +sake, it must be believed that no man had touched her heart, or +her conduct would be inexcusable. She was young; the time when +men and women feel that they cannot afford to lose time or to +quibble over their joys was still far off. She, no doubt, was on +the verge not of first love, but of her first experience of the +bliss of love. And from inexperience, for want of the painful +lessons which would have taught her to value the treasure poured +out at her feet, she was playing with it. Knowing nothing of the +glory and rapture of the light, she was fain to stay in the +shadow. + +Armand was just beginning to understand this strange situation; +he put his hope in the first word spoken by nature. Every +evening, as he came away from Mme de Langeais', he told himself +that no woman would accept the tenderest, most delicate proofs of +a man's love during seven months, nor yield passively to the +slighter demands of passion, only to cheat love at the last. He +was waiting patiently for the sun to gain power, not doubting but +that he should receive the earliest fruits. The married woman's +hesitations and the religious scruples he could quite well +understand. He even rejoiced over those battles. He mistook the +Duchess's heartless coquetry for modesty; and he would not have +had her otherwise. So he had loved to see her devising +obstacles; was he not gradually triumphing over them? Did not +every victory won swell the meagre sum of lovers' intimacies long +denied, and at last conceded with every sign of love? Still, he +had had such leisure to taste the full sweetness of every small +successive conquest on which a lover feeds his love, that these +had come to be matters of use and wont. So far as obstacles +went, there were none now save his own awe of her; nothing else +left between him and his desire save the whims of her who allowed +him to call her Antoinette. So he made up his mind to demand +more, to demand all. Embarrassed like a young lover who cannot +dare to believe that his idol can stoop so low, he hesitated for +a long time. He passed through the experience of terrible +reactions within himself. A set purpose was annihilated by a +word, and definite resolves died within him on the threshold. He +despised himself for his weakness, and still his desire remained +unuttered. Nevertheless, one evening, after sitting in gloomy +melancholy, he brought out a fierce demand for his illegally +legitimate rights. The Duchess had not to wait for her bond-slave's +request to guess his desire. When was a man's desire a secret? And +have not women an intuitive knowledge of the meaning of certain +changes of countenance? + +"What! you wish to be my friend no longer?" she broke in at the +first words, and a divine red surging like new blood under the +transparent skin, lent brightness to her eyes. "As a reward for +my generosity, you would dishonor me? Just reflect a little. I +myself have thought much over this; and I think always for us +_both_. There is such a thing as a woman's loyalty, and we can no +more fail in it than you can fail in honour. _I_ cannot blind +myself. If I am yours, how, in any sense, can I be M. de +Langeais' wife? Can you require the sacrifice of my position, +my rank, my whole life in return for a doubtful love that could +not wait patiently for seven months? What! already you would rob +me of my right to dispose of myself? No, no; you must not talk +like this again. No, not another word. I will not, I cannot +listen to you." + +Mme de Langeais raised both hands to her head to push back the +tufted curls from her hot forehead; she seemed very much excited. + +"You come to a weak woman with your purpose definitely planned +out. You say--'For a certain length of time she will talk to me +of her husband, then of God, and then of the inevitable +consequences. But I will use and abuse the ascendancy I shall +gain over her; I will make myself indispensable; all the bonds of +habit, all the misconstructions of outsiders, will make for me; +and at length, when our _liaison_ is taken for granted by all the +world, I shall be this woman's master.'--Now, be frank; these are +your thoughts! Oh! you calculate, and you say that you love. +Shame on you! You are enamoured? Ah! that I well believe! You +wish to possess me, to have me for your mistress, that is all! +Very well then, No! The _Duchesse de Langeais_ will not descend so +far. Simple _bourgeoises_ may be the victims of your treachery--I, +never! Nothing gives me assurance of your love. You speak of my +beauty; I may lose every trace of it in six months, like the dear +Princess, my neighbour. You are captivated by my wit, my grace. +Great Heavens! you would soon grow used to them and to the +pleasures of possession. Have not the little concessions that I +was weak enough to make come to be a matter of course in the last +few months? Some day, when ruin comes, you will give me no +reason for the change in you beyond a curt, 'I have ceased to +care for you.'--Then, rank and fortune and honour and all that +was the Duchesse de Langeais will be swallowed up in one +disappointed hope. I shall have children to bear witness to my +shame, and----" With an involuntary gesture she interrupted +herself, and continued: "But I am too good-natured to explain +all this to you when you know it better than I. Come! let us +stay as we are. I am only too fortunate in that I can still +break these bonds which you think so strong. Is there anything +so very heroic in coming to the Hotel de Langeais to spend an +evening with a woman whose prattle amuses you?--a woman whom you +take for a plaything? Why, half a dozen young coxcombs come here +just as regularly every afternoon between three and five. They, +too, are very generous, I am to suppose? I make fun of them; +they stand my petulance and insolence pretty quietly, and make me +laugh; but as for you, I give all the treasures of my soul to +you, and you wish to ruin me, you try my patience in endless +ways. Hush, that will do, that will do," she continued, seeing +that he was about to speak, "you have no heart, no soul, no +delicacy. I know what you want to tell me. Very well, +then--yes. I would rather you should take me for a cold, +insensible woman, with no devotion in her composition, no heart +even, than be taken by everybody else for a vulgar person, and be +condemned to your so-called pleasures, of which you would most +certainly tire, and to everlasting punishment for it afterwards. +Your selfish love is not worth so many sacrifices. . . ." + +The words give but a very inadequate idea of the discourse which +the Duchess trilled out with the quick volubility of a +bird-organ. Nor, truly, was there anything to prevent her from +talking on for some time to come, for poor Armand's only reply to +the torrent of flute notes was a silence filled with cruelly +painful thoughts. He was just beginning to see that this woman +was playing with him; he divined instinctively that a devoted +love, a responsive love, does not reason and count the +consequences in this way. Then, as he heard her reproach him +with detestable motives, he felt something like shame as he +remembered that unconsciously he had made those very +calculations. With angelic honesty of purpose, he looked within, +and self-examination found nothing but selfishness in all his +thoughts and motives, in the answers which he framed and could +not utter. He was self-convicted. In his despair he longed to +fling himself from the window. The egoism of it was intolerable. + +What indeed can a man say when a woman will not believe in love? +--Let me prove how much I love you.--The _I_ is always there. + +The heroes of the boudoir, in such circumstances, can follow the +example of the primitive logician who preceded the Pyrrhonists +and denied movement. Montriveau was not equal to this feat. +With all his audacity, he lacked this precise kind which never +deserts an adept in the formulas of feminine algebra. If so many +women, and even the best of women, fall a prey to a kind of +expert to whom the vulgar give a grosser name, it is perhaps +because the said experts are great _provers_, and love, in spite +of its delicious poetry of sentiment, requires a little more +geometry than people are wont to think. + +Now the Duchess and Montriveau were alike in this--they were both +equally unversed in love lore. The lady's knowledge of theory +was but scanty; in practice she knew nothing whatever; she felt +nothing, and reflected over everything. Montriveau had had but +little experience, was absolutely ignorant of theory, and felt +too much to reflect at all. Both therefore were enduring the +consequences of the singular situation. At that supreme moment +the myriad thoughts in his mind might have been reduced to the +formula--"Submit to be mine----" words which seem horribly +selfish to a woman for whom they awaken no memories, recall no +ideas. Something nevertheless he must say. And what was more, +though her barbed shafts had set his blood tingling, though the +short phrases that she discharged at him one by one were very +keen and sharp and cold, he must control himself lest he should +lose all by an outbreak of anger. + +"Mme la Duchesse, I am in despair that God should have invented +no way for a woman to confirm the gift of her heart save by +adding the gift of her person. The high value which you yourself +put upon the gift teaches me that I cannot attach less importance +to it. If you have given me your inmost self and your whole +heart, as you tell me, what can the rest matter? And besides, if +my happiness means so painful a sacrifice, let us say no more +about it. But you must pardon a man of spirit if he feels +humiliated at being taken for a spaniel." + +The tone in which the last remark was uttered might perhaps have +frightened another woman; but when the wearer of a petticoat has +allowed herself to be addressed as a Divinity, and thereby set +herself above all other mortals, no power on earth can be so +haughty. + +"M. le Marquis, I am in despair that God should not have +invented some nobler way for a man to confirm the gift of his +heart than by the manifestation of prodigiously vulgar desires. +We become bond-slaves when we give ourselves body and soul, but a +man is bound to nothing by accepting the gift. Who will assure +me that love will last? The very love that I might show for you +at every moment, the better to keep your love, might serve you as +a reason for deserting me. I have no wish to be a second edition +of Mme de Beauseant. Who can ever know what it is that keeps you +beside us? Our persistent coldness of heart is the cause of an +unfailing passion in some of you; other men ask for an untiring +devotion, to be idolized at every moment; some for gentleness, +others for tyranny. No woman in this world as yet has really +read the riddle of man's heart." + +There was a pause. When she spoke again it was in a different +tone. + +"After all, my friend, you cannot prevent a woman from trembling +at the question, 'Will this love last always?' Hard though my +words may be, the dread of losing you puts them into my mouth. +Oh, me! it is not I who speaks, dear, it is reason; and how +should anyone so mad as I be reasonable? In truth, I am nothing +of the sort." + +The poignant irony of her answer had changed before the end into +the most musical accents in which a woman could find utterance +for ingenuous love. To listen to her words was to pass in a +moment from martyrdom to heaven. Montriveau grew pale; and for +the first time in his life, he fell on his knees before a woman. +He kissed the Duchess's skirt hem, her knees, her feet; but for +the credit of the Faubourg Saint-Germain it is necessary to +respect the mysteries of its boudoirs, where many are fain to +take the utmost that Love can give without giving proof of love +in return. + +The Duchess thought herself generous when she suffered herself to +be adored. But Montriveau was in a wild frenzy of joy over her +complete surrender of the position. + +"Dear Antoinette," he cried. "Yes, you are right; I will not +have you doubt any longer. I too am trembling at this +moment--lest the angel of my life should leave me; I wish I could +invent some tie that might bind us to each other irrevocably." + +"Ah!" she said, under her breath, "so I was right, you see." + +"Let me say all that I have to say; I will scatter all your +fears with a word. Listen! if I deserted you, I should deserve +to die a thousand deaths. Be wholly mine, and I will give you +the right to kill me if I am false. I myself will write a letter +explaining certain reasons for taking my own life; I will make my +final arrangements, in short. You shall have the letter in your +keeping; in the eye of the law it will be a sufficient +explanation of my death. You can avenge yourself, and fear +nothing from God or men." + +"What good would the letter be to me? What would life be if I +had lost your love? If I wished to kill you, should I not be +ready to follow? No; thank you for the thought, but I do not +want the letter. Should I not begin to dread that you were +faithful to me through fear? And if a man knows that he must +risk his life for a stolen pleasure, might it not seem more +tempting? Armand, the thing I ask of you is the one hard thing +to do." + +"Then what is it that you wish?" + +"Your obedience and my liberty." + +"Ah, God!" cried he, "I am a child." + +"A wayward, much spoilt child," she said, stroking the thick +hair, for his head still lay on her knee. "Ah! and loved far +more than he believes, and yet he is very disobedient. Why not +stay as we are? Why not sacrifice to me the desires that hurt +me? Why not take what I can give, when it is all that I can +honestly grant? Are you not happy?" + +"Oh yes, I am happy when I have not a doubt left. Antoinette, +doubt in love is a kind of death, is it not?" + +In a moment he showed himself as he was, as all men are under the +influence of that hot fever; he grew eloquent, insinuating. And +the Duchess tasted the pleasures which she reconciled with her +conscience by some private, Jesuitical ukase of her own; Armand's +love gave her a thrill of cerebral excitement which custom made +as necessary to her as society, or the Opera. To feel that she +was adored by this man, who rose above other men, whose character +frightened her; to treat him like a child; to play with him as +Poppaea played with Nero--many women, like the wives of King +Henry VIII, have paid for such a perilous delight with all the +blood in their veins. Grim presentiment! Even as she surrendered +the delicate, pale, gold curls to his touch, and felt the close +pressure of his hand, the little hand of a man whose greatness +she could not mistake; even as she herself played with his dark, +thick locks, in that boudoir where she reigned a queen, the +Duchess would say to herself: + +"This man is capable of killing me if he once finds out that I +am playing with him." + +Armand de Montriveau stayed with her till two o'clock in the +morning. From that moment this woman, whom he loved, was neither +a duchess nor a Navarreins; Antoinette, in her disguises, had +gone so far as to appear to be a woman. On that most blissful +evening, the sweetest prelude ever played by a Parisienne to what +the world calls "a slip"; in spite of all her affectations of a +coyness which she did not feel, the General saw all maidenly +beauty in her. He had some excuse for believing that so many +storms of caprice had been but clouds covering a heavenly soul; +that these must be lifted one by one like the veils that hid her +divine loveliness. The Duchess became, for him, the most simple +and girlish mistress; she was the one woman in the world for him; +and he went away quite happy in that at last he had brought her +to give him such pledges of love, that it seemed to him +impossible but that he should be but her husband henceforth in +secret, her choice sanctioned by Heaven. + +Armand went slowly home, turning this thought in his mind with +the impartiality of a man who is conscious of all the +responsibilities that love lays on him while he tastes the +sweetness of its joys. He went along the Quais to see the widest +possible space of sky; his heart had grown in him; he would fain +have had the bounds of the firmament and of earth enlarged. It +seemed to him that his lungs drew an ampler breath. In the course +of his self-examination, as he walked, he vowed to love this woman +so devoutly, that every day of her life she should find absolution +for her sins against society in unfailing happiness. Sweet +stirrings of life when life is at the full! The man that is strong +enough to steep his soul in the colour of one emotion, feels +infinite joy as glimpses open out for him of an ardent lifetime +that knows no diminution of passion to the end; even so it is +permitted to certain mystics, in ecstasy, to behold the Light of +God. Love would be naught without the belief that it would last +forever; love grows great through constancy. It was thus that, +wholly absorbed by his happiness, Montriveau understood passion. + +"We belong to each other forever!" + +The thought was like a talisman fulfilling the wishes of his +life. He did not ask whether the Duchess might not change, +whether her love might not last. No, for he had faith. Without +that virtue there is no future for Christianity, and perhaps it +is even more necessary to society. A conception of life as +feeling occurred to him for the first time; hitherto he had lived +by action, the most strenuous exertion of human energies, the +physical devotion, as it may be called, of the soldier. + +Next day M. de Montriveau went early in the direction of the +Faubourg Saint-Germain. He had made an appointment at a house +not far from the Hotel de Langeais; and the business over, he +went thither as if to his own home. The General's companion +chanced to be a man for whom he felt a kind of repulsion whenever +he met him in other houses. This was the Marquis de +Ronquerolles, whose reputation had grown so great in Paris +boudoirs. He was witty, clever, and what was more--courageous; +he set the fashion to all the young men in Paris. As a man of +gallantry, his success and experience were equally matters of +envy; and neither fortune nor birth was wanting in his case, +qualifications which add such lustre in Paris to a reputation as +a leader of fashion. + +"Where are you going?" asked M. de Ronquerolles. + +"To Mme de Langeais'." + +"Ah, true. I forgot that you had allowed her to lime you. You +are wasting your affections on her when they might be much better +employed elsewhere. I could have told you of half a score of +women in the financial world, any one of them a thousand times +better worth your while than that titled courtesan, who does with +her brains what less artificial women do with----" + +"What is this, my dear fellow?" Armand broke in. "The Duchess +is an angel of innocence." + +Ronquerolles began to laugh. + +"Things being thus, dear boy," said he, "it is my duty to +enlighten you. Just a word; there is no harm in it between +ourselves. Has the Duchess surrendered? If so, I have nothing +more to say. Come, give me your confidence. There is no +occasion to waste your time in grafting your great nature on that +unthankful stock, when all your hopes and cultivation will come +to nothing." + +Armand ingenuously made a kind of general report of his position, +enumerating with much minuteness the slender rights so hardly +won. Ronquerolles burst into a peal of laughter so heartless, +that it would have cost any other man his life. But from their +manner of speaking and looking at each other during that colloquy +beneath the wall, in a corner almost as remote from intrusion as +the desert itself, it was easy to imagine the friendship between +the two men knew no bounds, and that no power on earth could +estrange them. + +"My dear Armand, why did you not tell me that the Duchess was a +puzzle to you? I would have given you a little advice which +might have brought your flirtation properly through. You must +know, to begin with, that the women of our Faubourg, like any +other women, love to steep themselves in love; but they have a +mind to possess and not to be possessed. They have made a sort +of compromise with human nature. The code of their parish gives +them a pretty wide latitude short of the last transgression. The +sweets enjoyed by this fair Duchess of yours are so many venial +sins to be washed away in the waters of penitence. But if you +had the impertinence to ask in earnest for the moral sin to which +naturally you are sure to attach the highest importance, you +would see the deep disdain with which the door of the boudoir and +the house would be incontinently shut upon you. The tender +Antoinette would dismiss everything from her memory; you would be +less than a cipher for her. She would wipe away your kisses, my +dear friend, as indifferently as she would perform her ablutions. +She would sponge love from her cheeks as she washes off rouge. +We know women of that sort--the thorough-bred Parisienne. Have +you ever noticed a grisette tripping along the street? Her face +is as good as a picture. A pretty cap, fresh cheeks, trim hair, +a guileful smile, and the rest of her almost neglected. Is not +this true to the life? Well, that is the Parisienne. She knows +that her face is all that will be seen, so she devotes all her +care, finery, and vanity to her head. The Duchess is the same; +the head is everything with her. She can only feel through her +intellect, her heart lies in her brain, she is a sort of +intellectual epicure, she has a head-voice. We call that kind of +poor creature a Lais of the intellect. You have been taken in +like a boy. If you doubt it, you can have proof of it tonight, +this morning, this instant. Go up to her, try the demand as an +experiment, insist peremptorily if it is refused. You might set +about it like the late Marechal de Richelieu, and get nothing for +your pains." + +Armand was dumb with amazement. + +"Has your desire reached the point of infatuation?" + +"I want her at any cost!" Montriveau cried out despairingly. + +"Very well. Now, look here. Be as inexorable as she is +herself. Try to humiliate her, to sting her vanity. Do _not_ try +to move her heart, nor her soul, but the woman's nerves and +temperament, for she is both nervous and lymphatic. If you can +once awaken desire in her, you are safe. But you must drop these +romantic boyish notions of yours. If when once you have her in +your eagle's talons you yield a point or draw back, if you so +much as stir an eyelid, if she thinks that she can regain her +ascendancy over you, she will slip out of your clutches like a +fish, and you will never catch her again. Be as inflexible as +law. Show no more charity than the headsman. Hit hard, and then +hit again. Strike and keep on striking as if you were giving her +the knout. Duchesses are made of hard stuff, my dear Armand; +there is a sort of feminine nature that is only softened by +repeated blows; and as suffering develops a heart in women of +that sort, so it is a work of charity not to spare the rod. Do +you persevere. Ah! when pain has thoroughly relaxed those nerves +and softened the fibres that you take to be so pliant and +yielding; when a shriveled heart has learned to expand and +contract and to beat under this discipline; when the brain has +capitulated--then, perhaps, passion may enter among the steel +springs of this machinery that turns out tears and affectations +and languors and melting phrases; then you shall see a most +magnificent conflagration (always supposing that the chimney +takes fire). The steel feminine system will glow red-hot like +iron in the forge; that kind of heat lasts longer than any other, +and the glow of it may possibly turn to love. + +"Still," he continued, "I have my doubts. And, after all, is +it worth while to take so much trouble with the Duchess? Between +ourselves a man of my stamp ought first to take her in hand and +break her in; I would make a charming woman of her; she is a +thoroughbred; whereas, you two left to yourselves will never get +beyond the A B C. But you are in love with her, and just now you +might not perhaps share my views on this subject----. A pleasant +time to you, my children," added Ronquerolles, after a pause. +Then with a laugh: "I have decided myself for facile beauties; +they are tender, at any rate, the natural woman appears in their +love without any of your social seasonings. A woman that haggles +over herself, my poor boy, and only means to inspire love! Well, +have her like an extra horse--for show. The match between the +sofa and confessional, black and white, queen and knight, +conscientious scruples and pleasure, is an uncommonly amusing +game of chess. And if a man knows the game, let him be never so +little of a rake, he wins in three moves. Now, if I undertook a +woman of that sort, I should start with the deliberate purpose +of----" His voice sank to a whisper over the last words in +Armand's ear, and he went before there was time to reply. + +As for Montriveau, he sprang at a bound across the courtyard of +the Hotel de Langeais, went unannounced up the stairs straight to +the Duchess's bedroom. + +"This is an unheard-of thing," she said, hastily wrapping her +dressing-gown about her. "Armand! this is abominable of you! +Come, leave the room, I beg. Just go out of the room, and go at +once. Wait for me in the drawing-room.--Come now!" + +"Dear angel, has a plighted lover no privilege whatsoever?" + +"But, monsieur, it is in the worst possible taste of a plighted +lover or a wedded husband to break in like this upon his wife." + +He came up to the Duchess, took her in his arms, and held her +tightly to him. + +"Forgive, dear Antoinette; but a host of horrid doubts are +fermenting in my heart." + +"_Doubts_? Fie!--Oh, fie on you!" + +"Doubts all but justified. If you loved me, would you make this +quarrel? Would you not be glad to see me? Would you not have +felt a something stir in your heart? For I, that am not a woman, +feel a thrill in my inmost self at the mere sound of your voice. +Often in a ballroom a longing has come upon me to spring to your +side and put my arms about your neck." + +"Oh! if you have doubts of me so long as I am not ready to +spring to your arms before all the world, I shall be doubted all +my life long, I suppose. Why, Othello was a mere child compared +with you!" + +"Ah!" he cried despairingly, "you have no love for me----" + +"Admit, at any rate, that at this moment you are not lovable." + +"Then I have still to find favour in your sight?" + +"Oh, I should think so. Come," added she, "with a little +imperious air, go out of the room, leave me. I am not like you; +I wish always to find favour in your eyes." + +Never woman better understood the art of putting charm into +insolence, and does not the charm double the effect? is it not +enough to infuriate the coolest of men? There was a sort of +untrammeled freedom about Mme de Langeais; a something in her +eyes, her voice, her attitude, which is never seen in a woman who +loves when she stands face to face with him at the mere sight of +whom her heart must needs begin to beat. The Marquis de +Ronquerolles' counsels had cured Armand of sheepishness; and +further, there came to his aid that rapid power of intuition +which passion will develop at moments in the least wise among +mortals, while a great man at such a time possesses it to the +full. He guessed the terrible truth revealed by the Duchess's +nonchalance, and his heart swelled with the storm like a lake +rising in flood. + +"If you told me the truth yesterday, be mine, dear Antoinette," +he cried; "you shall----" + +"In the first place," said she composedly, thrusting him back +as he came nearer--"in the first place, you are not to +compromise me. My woman might overhear you. Respect me, I beg +of you. Your familiarity is all very well in my boudoir in an +evening; here it is quite different. Besides, what may your 'you +shall' mean? 'You shall.' No one as yet has ever used that word +to me. It is quite ridiculous, it seems to me, absolutely +ridiculous. + +"Will you surrender nothing to me on this point?" + +"Oh! do you call a woman's right to dispose of herself a +'point?' A capital point indeed; you will permit me to be +entirely my own mistress on that 'point.'" + +"And how if, believing in your promises to me, I should +absolutely require it?" + +"Oh! then you would prove that I made the greatest possible +mistake when I made you a promise of any kind; and I should beg +you to leave me in peace." + +The General's face grew white; he was about to spring to her +side, when Mme de Langeais rang the bell, the maid appeared, and, +smiling with a mocking grace, the Duchess added, "Be so good as +to return when I am visible." + +Then Montriveau felt the hardness of a woman as cold and keen as +a steel blade; she was crushing in her scorn. In one moment she +had snapped the bonds which held firm only for her lover. She +had read Armand's intention in his face, and held that the moment +had come for teaching the Imperial soldier his lesson. He was to +be made to feel that though duchesses may lend themselves to +love, they do not give themselves, and that the conquest of one +of them would prove a harder matter than the conquest of Europe. + +"Madame," returned Armand, "I have not time to wait. I am a +spoilt child, as you told me yourself. When I seriously resolve +to have that of which we have been speaking, I shall have it." + +"You will have it?" queried she, and there was a trace of +surprise in her loftiness. + +"I shall have it." + +"Oh! you would do me a great pleasure by 'resolving' to have it. +For curiosity's sake, I should be delighted to know how you would +set about it----" + +"I am delighted to put a new interest into your life," +interrupted Montriveau, breaking into a laugh which dismayed the +Duchess. "Will you permit me to take you to the ball tonight?" + +"A thousand thanks. M. de Marsay has been beforehand with you. I +gave him my promise." + +Montriveau bowed gravely and went. + +"So Ronquerolles was right," thought he, "and now for a game +of chess." + +Thenceforward he hid his agitation by complete composure. No man +is strong enough to bear such sudden alternations from the height +of happiness to the depths of wretchedness. So he had caught a +glimpse of happy life the better to feel the emptiness of his +previous existence? There was a terrible storm within him; but +he had learned to endure, and bore the shock of tumultuous +thoughts as a granite cliff stands out against the surge of an +angry sea. + +"I could say nothing. When I am with her my wits desert me. +She does not know how vile and contemptible she is. Nobody has +ventured to bring her face to face with herself. She has played +with many a man, no doubt; I will avenge them all." + +For the first time, it may be, in a man's heart, revenge and love +were blended so equally that Montriveau himself could not know +whether love or revenge would carry all before it. That very +evening he went to the ball at which he was sure of seeing the +Duchesse de Langeais, and almost despaired of reaching her heart. +He inclined to think that there was something diabolical about +this woman, who was gracious to him and radiant with charming +smiles; probably because she had no wish to allow the world to +think that she had compromised herself with M. de Montriveau. +Coolness on both sides is a sign of love; but so long as the +Duchess was the same as ever, while the Marquis looked sullen and +morose, was it not plain that she had conceded nothing? +Onlookers know the rejected lover by various signs and tokens; +they never mistake the genuine symptoms for a coolness such as +some women command their adorers to feign, in the hope of +concealing their love. Everyone laughed at Montriveau; and he, +having omitted to consult his cornac, was abstracted and ill at +ease. M. de Ronquerolles would very likely have bidden him +compromise the Duchess by responding to her show of friendliness +by passionate demonstrations; but as it was, Armand de Montriveau +came away from the ball, loathing human nature, and even then +scarcely ready to believe in such complete depravity. + +"If there is no executioner for such crimes," he said, as he +looked up at the lighted windows of the ballroom where the most +enchanting women in Paris were dancing, laughing, and chatting, +"I will take you by the nape of the neck, Mme la Duchesse, and +make you feel something that bites more deeply than the knife in +the Place de la Greve. Steel against steel; we shall see which +heart will leave the deeper mark." + +For a week or so Mme de Langeais hoped to see the Marquis de +Montriveau again; but he contented himself with sending his card +every morning to the Hotel de Langeais. The Duchess could not +help shuddering each time that the card was brought in, and a dim +foreboding crossed her mind, but the thought was vague as a +presentiment of disaster. When her eyes fell on the name, it +seemed to her that she felt the touch of the implacable man's +strong hand in her hair; sometimes the words seemed like a +prognostication of a vengeance which her lively intellect +invented in the most shocking forms. She had studied him too +well not to dread him. Would he murder her, she wondered? Would +that bull-necked man dash out her vitals by flinging her over his +head? Would he trample her body under his feet? When, where, +and how would he get her into his power? Would he make her +suffer very much, and what kind of pain would he inflict? She +repented of her conduct. There were hours when, if he had come, +she would have gone to his arms in complete self-surrender. + +Every night before she slept she saw Montriveau's face; every +night it wore a different aspect. Sometimes she saw his bitter +smile, sometimes the Jovelike knitting of the brows; or his +leonine look, or some disdainful movement of the shoulders made +him terrible for her. Next day the card seemed stained with +blood. The name of Montriveau stirred her now as the presence of +the fiery, stubborn, exacting lover had never done. Her +apprehensions gathered strength in the silence. She was forced, +without aid from without, to face the thought of a hideous duel +of which she could not speak. Her proud hard nature was more +responsive to thrills of hate than it had ever been to the +caresses of love. Ah! if the General could but have seen her, as +she sat with her forehead drawn into folds between her brows; +immersed in bitter thoughts in that boudoir where he had enjoyed +such happy moments, he might perhaps have conceived high hopes. +Of all human passions, is not pride alone incapable of +engendering anything base? Mme de Langeais kept her thoughts to +herself, but is it not permissible to suppose that M. de +Montriveau was no longer indifferent to her? And has not a man +gained ground immensely when a woman thinks about him? He is +bound to make progress with her either one way or the other +afterwards. + +Put any feminine creature under the feet of a furious horse or +other fearsome beast; she will certainly drop on her knees and +look for death; but if the brute shows a milder mood and does not +utterly slay her, she will love the horse, lion, bull, or what +not, and will speak of him quite at her ease. The Duchess felt +that she was under the lion's paws; she quaked, but she did not +hate him. + +The man and woman thus singularly placed with regard to each +other met three times in society during the course of that week. +Each time, in reply to coquettish questioning glances, the +Duchess received a respectful bow, and smiles tinged with such +savage irony, that all her apprehensions over the card in the +morning were revived at night. Our lives are simply such as our +feelings shape them for us; and the feelings of these two had +hollowed out a great gulf between them. + +The Comtesse de Serizy, the Marquis de Ronquerolles' sister, +gave a great ball at the beginning of the following week, and Mme +de Langeais was sure to go to it. Armand was the first person +whom the Duchess saw when she came into the room, and this time +Armand was looking out for her, or so she thought at least. The +two exchanged a look, and suddenly the woman felt a cold +perspiration break from every pore. She had thought all along +that Montriveau was capable of taking reprisals in some +unheard-of way proportioned to their condition, and now the +revenge had been discovered, it was ready, heated, and boiling. +Lightnings flashed from the foiled lover's eyes, his face was +radiant with exultant vengeance. And the Duchess? Her eyes were +haggard in spite of her resolution to be cool and insolent. She +went to take her place beside the Comtesse de Serizy, who could +not help exclaiming, "Dear Antoinette! what is the matter with +you? You are enough to frighten one." + +"I shall be all right after a quadrille," she answered, giving +a hand to a young man who came up at that moment. + +Mme de Langeais waltzed that evening with a sort of excitement +and transport which redoubled Montriveau's lowering looks. He +stood in front of the line of spectators, who were amusing +themselves by looking on. Every time that _she_ came past him, his +eyes darted down upon her eddying face; he might have been a +tiger with the prey in his grasp. The waltz came to an end, Mme +de Langeais went back to her place beside the Countess, and +Montriveau never took his eyes off her, talking all the while +with a stranger. + +"One of the things that struck me most on the journey," he was +saying (and the Duchess listened with all her ears), "was the +remark which the man makes at Westminster when you are shown the +axe with which a man in a mask cut off Charles the First's head, +so they tell you. The King made it first of all to some +inquisitive person, and they repeat it still in memory of him." + +"What does the man say?" asked Mme de Serizy. + +"'Do not touch the axe!'" replied Montriveau, and there was +menace in the sound of his voice. + +"Really, my Lord Marquis," said Mme de Langeais, "you tell +this old story that everybody knows if they have been to London, +and look at my neck in such a melodramatic way that you seem to +me to have an axe in your hand." + +The Duchess was in a cold sweat, but nevertheless she laughed as +she spoke the last words. + +"But circumstances give the story a quite new application," +returned he. + +"How so; pray tell me, for pity's sake?" + +"In this way, madame--you have touched the axe," said +Montriveau, lowering his voice. + +"What an enchanting prophecy!" returned she, smiling with +assumed grace. "And when is my head to fall?" + +"I have no wish to see that pretty head of yours cut off. I +only fear some great misfortune for you. If your head were +clipped close, would you feel no regrets for the dainty golden +hair that you turn to such good account?" + +"There are those for whom a woman would love to make such a +sacrifice; even if, as often happens, it is for the sake of a man +who cannot make allowances for an outbreak of temper." + +"Quite so. Well, and if some wag were to spoil your beauty on a +sudden by some chemical process, and you, who are but eighteen +for us, were to be a hundred years old?" + +"Why, the smallpox is our Battle of Waterloo, monsieur," she +interrupted. "After it is over we find out those who love us +sincerely." + +"Would you not regret the lovely face that?" + +"Oh! indeed I should, but less for my own sake than for the sake +of someone else whose delight it might have been. And, after +all, if I were loved, always loved, and truly loved, what would +my beauty matter to me?--What do you say, Clara?" + +"It is a dangerous speculation," replied Mme de Serizy. + +"Is it permissible to ask His Majesty the King of Sorcerers when +I made the mistake of touching the axe, since I have not been to +London as yet?----" + +"_Not so_," he answered in English, with a burst of ironical +laughter. + +"And when will the punishment begin?" + +At this Montriveau coolly took out his watch, and ascertained the +hour with a truly appalling air of conviction. + +"A dreadful misfortune will befall you before this day is out." + +"I am not a child to be easily frightened, or rather, I am a +child ignorant of danger," said the Duchess. "I shall dance +now without fear on the edge of the precipice." + +"I am delighted to know that you have so much strength of +character," he answered, as he watched her go to take her place +in a square dance. + +But the Duchess, in spite of her apparent contempt for Armand's +dark prophecies, was really frightened. Her late lover's +presence weighed upon her morally and physically with a sense of +oppression that scarcely ceased when he left the ballroom. And +yet when she had drawn freer breath, and enjoyed the relief for a +moment, she found herself regretting the sensation of dread, so +greedy of extreme sensations is the feminine nature. The regret +was not love, but it was certainly akin to other feelings which +prepare the way for love. And then--as if the impression which +Montriveau had made upon her were suddenly revived--she +recollected his air of conviction as he took out his watch, and +in a sudden spasm of dread she went out. + +By this time it was about midnight. One of her servants, waiting +with her pelisse, went down to order her carriage. On her way +home she fell naturally enough to musing over M. de Montriveau's +prediction. Arrived in her own courtyard, as she supposed, she +entered a vestibule almost like that of her own hotel, and +suddenly saw that the staircase was different. She was in a +strange house. Turning to call her servants, she was attacked by +several men, who rapidly flung a handkerchief over her mouth, +bound her hand and foot, and carried her off. She shrieked +aloud. + +"Madame, our orders are to kill you if you scream," a voice +said in her ear. + +So great was the Duchess's terror, that she could never recollect +how nor by whom she was transported. When she came to herself, +she was lying on a couch in a bachelor's lodging, her hands and +feet tied with silken cords. In spite of herself, she shrieked +aloud as she looked round and met Armand de Montriveau's eyes. +He was sitting in his dressing-gown, quietly smoking a cigar in +his armchair. + +"Do not cry out, Mme la Duchesse," he said, coolly taking the +cigar out of his mouth; "I have a headache. Besides, I will +untie you. But listen attentively to what I have the honour to +say to you." + +Very carefully he untied the knots that bound her feet. + +"What would be the use of calling out? Nobody can hear your +cries. You are too well bred to make any unnecessary fuss. If +you do not stay quietly, if you insist upon a struggle with me, I +shall tie your hands and feet again. All things considered, I +think that you have self-respect enough to stay on this sofa as +if you were lying on your own at home; cold as ever, if you will. +You have made me shed many tears on this couch, tears that I hid +from all other eyes." + +While Montriveau was speaking, the Duchess glanced about her; it +was a woman's glance, a stolen look that saw all things and +seemed to see nothing. She was much pleased with the room. It +was rather like a monk's cell. The man's character and thoughts +seemed to pervade it. No decoration of any kind broke the grey +painted surface of the walls. A green carpet covered the floor. +A black sofa, a table littered with papers, two big easy-chairs, +a chest of drawers with an alarum clock by way of ornament, a +very low bedstead with a coverlet flung over it--a red cloth with +a black key border--all these things made part of a whole that +told of a life reduced to its simplest terms. A triple +candle-sconce of Egyptian design on the chimney-piece recalled +the vast spaces of the desert and Montriveau's long wanderings; a +huge sphinx-claw stood out beneath the folds of stuff at the +bed-foot; and just beyond, a green curtain with a black and +scarlet border was suspended by large rings from a spear handle +above a door near one corner of the room. The other door by +which the band had entered was likewise curtained, but the +drapery hung from an ordinary curtain-rod. As the Duchess +finally noted that the pattern was the same on both, she saw that +the door at the bed-foot stood open; gleams of ruddy light from +the room beyond flickered below the fringed border. Naturally, +the ominous light roused her curiosity; she fancied she could +distinguish strange shapes in the shadows; but as it did not +occur to her at the time that danger could come from that +quarter, she tried to gratify a more ardent curiosity. + +"Monsieur, if it is not indiscreet, may I ask what you mean to +do with me?" The insolence and irony of the tone stung through +the words. The Duchess quite believed that she read extravagant +love in Montriveau's speech. He had carried her off; was not +that in itself an acknowledgment of her power? + +"Nothing whatever, madame," he returned, gracefully puffing the +last whiff of cigar smoke. "You will remain here for a short +time. First of all, I should like to explain to you what you +are, and what I am. I cannot put my thoughts into words whilst +you are twisting on the sofa in your boudoir; and besides, in +your own house you take offence at the slightest hint, you ring +the bell, make an outcry, and turn your lover out at the door as +if he were the basest of wretches. Here my mind is unfettered. +Here nobody can turn me out. Here you shall be my victim for a +few seconds, and you are going to be so exceedingly kind as to +listen to me. You need fear nothing. I did not carry you off to +insult you, nor yet to take by force what you refused to grant of +your own will to my unworthiness. I could not stoop so low. You +possibly think of outrage; for myself, I have no such thoughts." + +He flung his cigar coolly into the fire. + +"The smoke is unpleasant to you, no doubt, madame?" he said, +and rising at once, he took a chafing-dish from the hearth, burnt +perfumes, and purified the air. The Duchess's astonishment was +only equaled by her humiliation. She was in this man's power; +and he would not abuse his power. The eyes in which love had +once blazed like flame were now quiet and steady as stars. She +trembled. Her dread of Armand was increased by a nightmare +sensation of restlessness and utter inability to move; she felt +as if she were turned to stone. She lay passive in the grip of +fear. She thought she saw the light behind the curtains grow to +a blaze, as if blown up by a pair of bellows; in another moment +the gleams of flame grew brighter, and she fancied that three +masked figures suddenly flashed out; but the terrible vision +disappeared so swiftly that she took it for an optical delusion. + +"Madame," Armand continued with cold contempt, "one minute, +just one minute is enough for me, and you shall feel it +afterwards at every moment throughout your lifetime, the one +eternity over which I have power. I am not God. Listen +carefully to me," he continued, pausing to add solemnity to his +words. "Love will always come at your call. You have boundless +power over men: but remember that once you called love, and love +came to you; love as pure and true-hearted as may be on earth, +and as reverent as it was passionate; fond as a devoted woman's, +as a mother's love; a love so great indeed, that it was past the +bounds of reason. You played with it, and you committed a crime. +Every woman has a right to refuse herself to love which she feels +she cannot share; and if a man loves and cannot win love in +return, he is not to be pitied, he has no right to complain. But +with a semblance of love to attract an unfortunate creature cut +off from all affection; to teach him to understand happiness to +the full, only to snatch it from him; to rob him of his future of +felicity; to slay his happiness not merely today, but as long as +his life lasts, by poisoning every hour of it and every thought +--this I call a fearful crime!" + +"Monsieur----" + +"I cannot allow you to answer me yet. So listen to me still. In +any case I have rights over you; but I only choose to exercise +one--the right of the judge over the criminal, so that I may +arouse your conscience. If you had no conscience left, I should +not reproach you at all; but you are so young! You must feel +some life still in your heart; or so I like to believe. While I +think of you as depraved enough to do a wrong which the law does +not punish, I do not think you so degraded that you cannot +comprehend the full meaning of my words. I resume." + +As he spoke the Duchess heard the smothered sound of a pair of +bellows. Those mysterious figures which she had just seen were +blowing up the fire, no doubt; the glow shone through the +curtain. But Montriveau's lurid face was turned upon her; she +could not choose but wait with a fast-beating heart and eyes +fixed in a stare. However curious she felt, the heat in Armand's +words interested her even more than the crackling of the +mysterious flames. + +"Madame," he went on after a pause, "if some poor wretch +commits a murder in Paris, it is the executioner's duty, you +know, to lay hands on him and stretch him on the plank, where +murderers pay for their crimes with their heads. Then the +newspapers inform everyone, rich and poor, so that the former are +assured that they may sleep in peace, and the latter are warned +that they must be on the watch if they would live. Well, you +that are religious, and even a little of a bigot, may have masses +said for such a man's soul. You both belong to the same family, +but yours is the elder branch; and the elder branch may occupy +high places in peace and live happily and without cares. Want or +anger may drive your brother the convict to take a man's life; +you have taken more, you have taken the joy out of a man's life, +you have killed all that was best in his life--his dearest +beliefs. The murderer simply lay in wait for his victim, and +killed him reluctantly, and in fear of the scaffold; but _you_ +. . . ! You heaped up every sin that weakness can commit against +strength that suspected no evil; you tamed a passive victim, the +better to gnaw his heart out; you lured him with caresses; you +left nothing undone that could set him dreaming, imagining, +longing for the bliss of love. You asked innumerable sacrifices +of him, only to refuse to make any in return. He should see the +light indeed before you put out his eyes! It is wonderful how +you found the heart to do it! Such villainies demand a display +of resource quite above the comprehension of those bourgeoises +whom you laugh at and despise. They can give and forgive; they +know how to love and suffer. The grandeur of their devotion +dwarfs us. Rising higher in the social scale, one finds just as +much mud as at the lower end; but with this difference, at the +upper end it is hard and gilded over. + +"Yes, to find baseness in perfection, you must look for a noble +bringing up, a great name, a fair woman, a duchess. You cannot +fall lower than the lowest unless you are set high above the rest +of the world.--I express my thoughts badly; the wounds you dealt +me are too painful as yet, but do not think that I complain. My +words are not the expression of any hope for myself; there is no +trace of bitterness in them. Know this, madame, for a +certainty--I forgive you. My forgiveness is so complete that you +need not feel in the least sorry that you came hither to find it +against your will. . . . But you might take advantage of other +hearts as child-like as my own, and it is my duty to spare them +anguish. So you have inspired the thought of justice. Expiate +your sin here on earth; God may perhaps forgive you; I wish that +He may, but He is inexorable, and will strike." + +The broken-spirited, broken-hearted woman looked up, her eyes +filled with tears. + +"Why do you cry? Be true to your nature. You could look on +indifferently at the torture of a heart as you broke it. That +will do, madame, do not cry. I cannot bear it any longer. Other +men will tell you that you have given them life; as for myself, I +tell you, with rapture, that you have given me blank extinction. +Perhaps you guess that I am not my own, that I am bound to live +for my friends, that from this time forth I must endure the cold +chill of death, as well as the burden of life? Is it possible +that there can be so much kindness in you? Are you like the +desert tigress that licks the wounds she has inflicted?" + +The Duchess burst out sobbing. + +"Pray spare your tears, madame. If I believed in them at all, +it would merely set me on my guard. Is this another of your +artifices? or is it not? You have used so many with me; how can +one think that there is any truth in you? Nothing that you do or +say has any power now to move me. That is all I have to say." + +Mme de Langeais rose to her feet, with a great dignity and +humility in her bearing. + +"You are right to treat me very hardly," she said, holding out +a hand to the man who did not take it; "you have not spoken +hardly enough; and I deserve this punishment." + +"_I_ punish you, madame! A man must love still, to punish, must +he not? From me you must expect no feeling, nothing resembling +it. If I chose, I might be accuser and judge in my cause, and +pronounce and carry out the sentence. But I am about to fulfil a +duty, not a desire of vengeance of any kind. The cruelest +revenge of all, I think, is scorn of revenge when it is in our +power to take it. Perhaps I shall be the minister of your +pleasures; who knows? Perhaps from this time forth, as you +gracefully wear the tokens of disgrace by which society marks out +the criminal, you may perforce learn something of the convict's +sense of honour. And then, you will love!" + +The Duchess sat listening; her meekness was unfeigned; it was no +coquettish device. When she spoke at last, it was after a +silence. + +"Armand," she began, "it seems to me that when I resisted +love, I was obeying all the instincts of woman's modesty; I +should not have looked for such reproaches from _you_. I was weak; +you have turned all my weaknesses against me, and made so many +crimes of them. How could you fail to understand that the +curiosity of love might have carried me further than I ought to +go; and that next morning I might be angry with myself, and +wretched because I had gone too far? Alas! I sinned in +ignorance. I was as sincere in my wrongdoing, I swear to you, as +in my remorse. There was far more love for you in my severity +than in my concessions. And besides, of what do you complain? I +gave you my heart; that was not enough; you demanded, brutally, +that I should give my person----" + +"Brutally?" repeated Montriveau. But to himself he said, "If +I once allow her to dispute over words, I am lost." + +"Yes. You came to me as if I were one of those women. You +showed none of the respect, none of the attentions of love. Had +I not reason to reflect? Very well, I reflected. The +unseemliness of your conduct is not inexcusable; love lay at the +source of it; let me think so, and justify you to myself.--Well, +Armand, this evening, even while you were prophesying evil, I +felt convinced that there was happiness in store for us both. +Yes, I put my faith in the noble, proud nature so often tested +and proved." She bent lower. "And I was yours wholly," she +murmured in his ear. "I felt a longing that I cannot express to +give happiness to a man so violently tried by adversity. If I +must have a master, my master should be a great man. As I felt +conscious of my height, the less I cared to descend. I felt I +could trust you, I saw a whole lifetime of love, while you were +pointing to death. . . . Strength and kindness always go +together. My friend, you are so strong, you will not be unkind +to a helpless woman who loves you. If I was wrong, is there no +way of obtaining forgiveness? No way of making reparation? +Repentance is the charm of love; I should like to be very +charming for you. How could I, alone among women, fail to know a +woman's doubts and fears, the timidity that it is so natural to +feel when you bind yourself for life, and know how easily a man +snaps such ties? The bourgeoises, with whom you compared me just +now, give themselves, but they struggle first. Very well--I +struggled; but here I am!--Ah! God, he does not hear me!" she +broke off, and wringing her hands, she cried out "But I love +you! I am yours!" and fell at Armand's feet. + +"Yours! yours! my one and only master!" + +Armand tried to raise her. + +"Madame, it is too late! Antoinette cannot save the Duchesse de +Langeais. I cannot believe in either. Today you may give +yourself; tomorrow, you may refuse. No power in earth or heaven +can insure me the sweet constancy of love. All love's pledges +lay in the past; and now nothing of that past exists." + +The light behind the curtain blazed up so brightly, that the +Duchess could not help turning her head; this time she distinctly +saw the three masked figures. + +"Armand," she said, "I would not wish to think ill of you. Why +are those men there? What are you going to do to me?" + +"Those men will be as silent as I myself with regard to the +thing which is about to be done. Think of them simply as my +hands and my heart. One of them is a surgeon----" + +"A surgeon! Armand, my friend, of all things, suspense is the +hardest to bear. Just speak; tell me if you wish for my life; I +will give it to you, you shall not take it----" + +"Then you did not understand me? Did I not speak just now of +justice? To put an end to your misapprehensions," continued he, +taking up a small steel object from the table, "I will now +explain what I have decided with regard to you." + +He held out a Lorraine cross, fastened to the tip of a steel rod. + +"Two of my friends at this very moment are heating another +cross, made on this pattern, red-hot. We are going to stamp it +upon your forehead, here between the eyes, so that there will be +no possibility of hiding the mark with diamonds, and so avoiding +people's questions. In short, you shall bear on your forehead +the brand of infamy which your brothers the convicts wear on +their shoulders. The pain is a mere trifle, but I feared a +nervous crisis of some kind, of resistance----" + +"Resistance?" she cried, clapping her hands for joy. "Oh no, +no! I would have the whole world here to see. Ah, my Armand, +brand her quickly, this creature of yours; brand her with your +mark as a poor little trifle belonging to you. You asked for +pledges of my love; here they are all in one. Ah! for me there +is nothing but mercy and forgiveness and eternal happiness in +this revenge of yours. When you have marked this woman with your +mark, when you set your crimson brand on her, your slave in soul, +you can never afterwards abandon her, you will be mine for +evermore? When you cut me off from my kind, you make yourself +responsible for my happiness, or you prove yourself base; and I +know that you are noble and great! Why, when a woman loves, the +brand of love is burnt into her soul by her own will.--Come in, +gentlemen! come in and brand her, this Duchesse de Langeais. She +is M. de Montriveau's forever! Ah! come quickly, all of you, my +forehead burns hotter than your fire!" + +Armand turned his head sharply away lest he should see the +Duchess kneeling, quivering with the throbbings of her heart. He +said some word, and his three friends vanished. + +The women of Paris salons know how one mirror reflects another. +The Duchess, with every motive for reading the depths of Armand's +heart, was all eyes; and Armand, all unsuspicious of the mirror, +brushed away two tears as they fell. Her whole future lay in +those two tears. When he turned round again to help her to rise, +she was standing before him, sure of love. Her pulses must have +throbbed fast when he spoke with the firmness she had known so +well how to use of old while she played with him. + +"I spare you, madame. All that has taken place shall be as if +it had never been, you may believe me. But now, let us bid each +other goodbye. I like to think that you were sincere in your +coquetries on your sofa, sincere again in this outpouring of your +heart. Good-bye. I feel that there is no faith in you left in +me. You would torment me again; you would always be the Duchess, +and----But there, good-bye, we shall never understand each +other. + +"Now, what do you wish?" he continued, taking the tone of a +master of the ceremonies--"to return home, or to go back to Mme +de Serizy's ball? I have done all in my power to prevent any +scandal. Neither your servants nor anyone else can possibly know +what has passed between us in the last quarter of an hour. Your +servants have no idea that you have left the ballroom; your +carriage never left Mme de Serizy's courtyard; your brougham may +likewise be found in the court of your own hotel. Where do you +wish to be?" + +"What do you counsel, Armand?" + +"There is no Armand now, Mme la Duchesse. We are strangers to +each other." + +"Then take me to the ball," she said, still curious to put +Armand's power to the test. "Thrust a soul that suffered in the +world, and must always suffer there, if there is no happiness for +her now, down into hell again. And yet, oh my friend, I love you +as your bourgeoises love; I love you so that I could come to you +and fling my arms about your neck before all the world if you +asked it off me. The hateful world has not corrupted me. I am +young at least, and I have grown younger still. I am a child, +yes, your child, your new creature. Ah! do not drive me forth +out of my Eden!" + +Armand shook his head. + +"Ah! let me take something with me, if I go, some little thing +to wear tonight on my heart," she said, taking possession of +Armand's glove, which she twisted into her handkerchief. + +"No, I am _not_ like all those depraved women. You do not know +the world, and so you cannot know my worth. You shall know it +now! There are women who sell themselves for money; there are +others to be gained by gifts, it is a vile world! Oh, I wish I +were a simple bourgeoise, a working girl, if you would rather +have a woman beneath you than a woman whose devotion is +accompanied by high rank, as men count it. Oh, my Armand, there +are noble, high, and chaste and pure natures among us; and then +they are lovely indeed. I would have all nobleness that I might +offer it all up to you. Misfortune willed that I should be a +duchess; I would I were a royal princess, that my offering might +be complete. I would be a grisette for you, and a queen for +everyone besides." + +He listened, damping his cigars with his lips. + +"You will let me know when you wish to go," he said. + +"But I should like to stay----" + +"That is another matter!" + +"Stay, that was badly rolled," she cried, seizing on a cigar +and devouring all that Armand's lips had touched. + +"Do you smoke?" + +"Oh, what would I not do to please you?" + +"Very well. Go, madame." + +"I will obey you," she answered, with tears in her eyes. + +"You must be blindfolded; you must not see a glimpse of the +way." + +"I am ready, Armand," she said, bandaging her eyes. + +"Can you see?" + +"No." + +Noiselessly he knelt before her. + +"Ah! I can hear you!" she cried, with a little fond gesture, +thinking that the pretence of harshness was over. + +He made as if he would kiss her lips; she held up her face. + +"You can see, madame." + +"I am just a little bit curious." + +"So you always deceive me?" + +"Ah! take off this handkerchief, sir," she cried out, with the +passion of a great generosity repelled with scorn, "lead me; I +will not open my eyes." + +Armand felt sure of her after that cry. He led the way; the +Duchess nobly true to her word, was blind. But while Montriveau +held her hand as a father might, and led her up and down flights +of stairs, he was studying the throbbing pulses of this woman's +heart so suddenly invaded by Love. Mme de Langeais, rejoicing in +this power of speech, was glad to let him know all; but he was +inflexible; his hand was passive in reply to the questionings of +her hand. + +At length, after some journey made together, Armand bade her go +forward; the opening was doubtless narrow, for as she went she +felt that his hand protected her dress. His care touched her; it +was a revelation surely that there was a little love still left; +yet it was in some sort a farewell, for Montriveau left her +without a word. The air was warm; the Duchess, feeling the heat, +opened her eyes, and found herself standing by the fire in the +Comtesse de Serizy's boudoir. + +She was alone. Her first thought was for her disordered +toilette; in a moment she had adjusted her dress and restored +her picturesque coiffure. + +"Well, dear Antoinette, we have been looking for you +everywhere." It was the Comtesse de Serizy who spoke as she +opened the door. + +"I came here to breathe," said the Duchess; "it is unbearably +hot in the rooms." + +"People thought that you had gone; but my brother Ronquerolles +told me that your servants were waiting for you." + +"I am tired out, dear, let me stay and rest here for a minute," +and the Duchess sat down on the sofa. + +"Why, what is the matter with you? You are shaking from head to +foot!" + +The Marquis de Ronquerolles came in. + +"Mme la Duchesse, I was afraid that something might have +happened. I have just come across your coachman, the man is as +tipsy as all the Swiss in Switzerland." + +The Duchess made no answer; she was looking round the room, at +the chimney-piece and the tall mirrors, seeking the trace of an +opening. Then with an extraordinary sensation she recollected +that she was again in the midst of the gaiety of the ballroom +after that terrific scene which had changed the whole course of +her life. She began to shiver violently. + +"M. de Montriveau's prophecy has shaken my nerves," she said. +"It was a joke, but still I will see whether his axe from London +will haunt me even in my sleep. So good-bye, dear.--Good-bye, M. +le Marquis." + +As she went through the rooms she was beset with inquiries and +regrets. Her world seemed to have dwindled now that she, its +queen, had fallen so low, was so diminished. And what, moreover, +were these men compared with him whom she loved with all her +heart; with the man grown great by all that she had lost in +stature? The giant had regained the height that he had lost for +a while, and she exaggerated it perhaps beyond measure. She +looked, in spite of herself, at the servant who had attended her +to the ball. He was fast asleep. + +"Have you been here all the time?" she asked. + +"Yes, madame." + +As she took her seat in her carriage she saw, in fact, that her +coachman was drunk--so drunk, that at any other time she would +have been afraid; but after a great crisis in life, fear loses +its appetite for common food. She reached home, at any rate, +without accident; but even there she felt a change in herself, a +new feeling that she could not shake off. For her, there was now +but one man in the world; which is to say that henceforth she +cared to shine for his sake alone. + +While the physiologist can define love promptly by following out +natural laws, the moralist finds a far more perplexing problem +before him if he attempts to consider love in all its +developments due to social conditions. Still, in spite of the +heresies of the endless sects that divide the church of Love, +there is one broad and trenchant line of difference in doctrine, +a line that all the discussion in the world can never deflect. A +rigid application of this line explains the nature of the crisis +through which the Duchess, like most women, was to pass. Passion +she knew, but she did not love as yet. + +Love and passion are two different conditions which poets and men +of the world, philosophers and fools, alike continually confound. +Love implies a give and take, a certainty of bliss that nothing +can change; it means so close a clinging of the heart, and an +exchange of happiness so constant, that there is no room left for +jealousy. Then possession is a means and not an end; +unfaithfulness may give pain, but the bond is not less close; the +soul is neither more nor less ardent or troubled, but happy at +every moment; in short, the divine breath of desire spreading +from end to end of the immensity of Time steeps it all for us in +the selfsame hue; life takes the tint of the unclouded heaven. +But Passion is the foreshadowing of Love, and of that Infinite to +which all suffering souls aspire. Passion is a hope that may be +cheated. Passion means both suffering and transition. Passion +dies out when hope is dead. Men and women may pass through this +experience many times without dishonor, for it is so natural to +spring towards happiness; but there is only one love in a +lifetime. All discussions of sentiment ever conducted on paper +or by word of mouth may therefore be resumed by two questions +--"Is it passion? Is it love?" So, since love comes into +existence only through the intimate experience of the bliss +which gives it lasting life, the Duchess was beneath the yoke of +passion as yet; and as she knew the fierce tumult, the +unconscious calculations, the fevered cravings, and all that is +meant by that word _passion_--she suffered. Through all the +trouble of her soul there rose eddying gusts of tempest, raised +by vanity or self-love, or pride or a high spirit; for all these +forms of egoism make common cause together. + +She had said to this man, "I love you; I am yours!" Was it +possible that the Duchesse de Langeais should have uttered those +words--in vain? She must either be loved now or play her part of +queen no longer. And then she felt the loneliness of the +luxurious couch where pleasure had never yet set his glowing +feet; and over and over again, while she tossed and writhed +there, she said, "I want to be loved." + +But the belief that she still had in herself gave her hope of +success. The Duchess might be piqued, the vain Parisienne might +be humiliated; but the woman saw glimpses of wedded happiness, +and imagination, avenging the time lost for nature, took a +delight in kindling the inextinguishable fire in her veins. She +all but attained to the sensations of love; for amid her poignant +doubt whether she was loved in return, she felt glad at heart to +say to herself, "I love him!" As for her scruples, religion, +and the world she could trample them under foot! Montriveau was +her religion now. She spent the next day in a state of moral +torpor, troubled by a physical unrest, which no words could +express. She wrote letters and tore them all up, and invented a +thousand impossible fancies. + +When M. de Montriveau's usual hour arrived, she tried to think +that he would come, and enjoyed the feeling of expectation. Her +whole life was concentrated in the single sense of hearing. +Sometimes she shut her eyes, straining her ears to listen through +space, wishing that she could annihilate everything that lay +between her and her lover, and so establish that perfect silence +which sounds may traverse from afar. In her tense +self-concentration, the ticking of the clock grew hateful to her; +she stopped its ill-omened garrulity. The twelve strokes of +midnight sounded from the drawing-room. + +"Ah, God!" she cried, "to see him here would be happiness. And +yet, it is not so very long since he came here, brought by +desire, and the tones of his voice filled this boudoir. And now +there is nothing." + +She remembered the times that she had played the coquette with +him, and how that her coquetry had cost her her lover, and the +despairing tears flowed for long. + +Her woman came at length with, "Mme la Duchesse does not know, +perhaps, that it is two o'clock in the morning; I thought that +madame was not feeling well." + +"Yes, I am going to bed," said the Duchess, drying her eyes. +"But remember, Suzanne, never to come in again without orders; I +tell you this for the last time." + +For a week, Mme de Langeais went to every house where there was a +hope of meeting M. de Montriveau. Contrary to her usual habits, +she came early and went late; gave up dancing, and went to the +card-tables. Her experiments were fruitless. She did not +succeed in getting a glimpse of Armand. She did not dare to +utter his name now. One evening, however, in a fit of despair, +she spoke to Mme de Serizy, and asked as carelessly as she could, +"You must have quarreled with M. de Montriveau? He is not to +be seen at your house now." + +The Countess laughed. "So he does not come here either?" she +returned. "He is not to be seen anywhere, for that matter. He +is interested in some woman, no doubt." + +"I used to think that the Marquis de Ronquerolles was one of his +friends----" the Duchess began sweetly. + +"I have never heard my brother say that he was acquainted with +him." + +Mme de Langeais did not reply. Mme de Serizy concluded from the +Duchess's silence that she might apply the scourge with impunity +to a discreet friendship which she had seen, with bitterness of +soul, for a long time past. + +"So you miss that melancholy personage, do you? I have heard +most extraordinary things of him. Wound his feelings, he never +comes back, he forgives nothing; and, if you love him, he keeps +you in chains. To everything that I said of him, one of those +that praise him sky-high would always answer, 'He knows how to +love!' People are always telling me that Montriveau would give +up all for his friend; that his is a great nature. Pooh! society +does not want such tremendous natures. Men of that stamp are all +very well at home; let them stay there and leave us to our +pleasant littlenesses. What do you say, Antoinette?" + +Woman of the world though she was, the Duchess seemed agitated, +yet she replied in a natural voice that deceived her fair +friend: + +"I am sorry to miss him. I took a great interest in him, and +promised to myself to be his sincere friend. I like great +natures, dear friend, ridiculous though you may think it. To +give oneself to a fool is a clear confession, is it not, that one +is governed wholly by one's senses?" + +Mme de Serizy's "preferences" had always been for commonplace +men; her lover at the moment, the Marquis d'Aiglemont, was a +fine, tall man. + +After this, the Countess soon took her departure, you may be sure +Mme de Langeais saw hope in Armand's withdrawal from the world; +she wrote to him at once; it was a humble, gentle letter, surely +it would bring him if he loved her still. She sent her footman +with it next day. On the servant's return, she asked whether he +had given the letter to M. de Montriveau himself, and could not +restrain the movement of joy at the affirmative answer. Armand +was in Paris! He stayed alone in his house; he did not go out +into society! So she was loved! All day long she waited for an +answer that never came. Again and again, when impatience grew +unbearable, Antoinette found reasons for his delay. Armand felt +embarrassed; the reply would come by post; but night came, and +she could not deceive herself any longer. It was a dreadful day, +a day of pain grown sweet, of intolerable heart-throbs, a day +when the heart squanders the very forces of life in riot. + +Next day she sent for an answer. + +"M. le Marquis sent word that he would call on Mme la +Duchesse," reported Julien. + +She fled lest her happiness should be seen in her face, and flung +herself on her couch to devour her first sensations. + +"He is coming!" + +The thought rent her soul. And, in truth, woe unto those for +whom suspense is not the most horrible time of tempest, while it +increases and multiplies the sweetest joys; for they have nothing +in them of that flame which quickens the images of things, giving +to them a second existence, so that we cling as closely to the +pure essence as to its outward and visible manifestation. What +is suspense in love but a constant drawing upon an unfailing +hope?--a submission to the terrible scourging of passion, while +passion is yet happy, and the disenchantment of reality has not +set in. The constant putting forth of strength and longing, +called suspense, is surely, to the human soul, as fragrance to +the flower that breathes it forth. We soon leave the brilliant, +unsatisfying colours of tulips and coreopsis, but we turn again +and again to drink in the sweetness of orange-blossoms or +volkameria-flowers compared separately, each in its own land, to +a betrothed bride, full of love, made fair by the past and +future. + +The Duchess learned the joys of this new life of hers through the +rapture with which she received the scourgings of love. As this +change wrought in her, she saw other destinies before her, and a +better meaning in the things of life. As she hurried to her +dressing-room, she understood what studied adornment and the most +minute attention to her toilet mean when these are undertaken for +love's sake and not for vanity. Even now this making ready +helped her to bear the long time of waiting. A relapse of +intense agitation set in when she was dressed; she passed through +nervous paroxysms brought on by the dreadful power which sets the +whole mind in ferment. Perhaps that power is only a disease, +though the pain of it is sweet. The Duchess was dressed and +waiting at two o clock in the afternoon. At half-past eleven +that night M. de Montriveau had not arrived. To try to give an +idea of the anguish endured by a woman who might be said to be +the spoilt child of civilization, would be to attempt to say how +many imaginings the heart can condense into one thought. As well +endeavour to measure the forces expended by the soul in a sigh +whenever the bell rang; to estimate the drain of life when a +carriage rolled past without stopping, and left her prostrate. + +"Can he be playing with me?" she said, as the clocks struck +midnight. + +She grew white; her teeth chattered; she struck her hands +together and leapt up and crossed the boudoir, recollecting as +she did so how often he had come thither without a summons. But +she resigned herself. Had she not seen him grow pale, and start +up under the stinging barbs of irony? Then Mme de Langeais felt +the horror of the woman's appointed lot; a man's is the active +part, a woman must wait passively when she loves. If a woman +goes beyond her beloved, she makes a mistake which few men can +forgive; almost every man would feel that a woman lowers herself +by this piece of angelic flattery. But Armand's was a great +nature; he surely must be one of the very few who can repay such +exceeding love by love that lasts forever. + +"Well, I will make the advance," she told herself, as she +tossed on her bed and found no sleep there; "I will go to him. +I will not weary myself with holding out a hand to him, but I +will hold it out. A man of a thousand will see a promise of love +and constancy in every step that a woman takes towards him. Yes, +the angels must come down from heaven to reach men; and I wish to +be an angel for him." + +Next day she wrote. It was a billet of the kind in which the +intellects of the ten thousand Sevignes that Paris now can number +particularly excel. And yet only a Duchesse de Langeais, brought +up by Mme la Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, could have written +that delicious note; no other woman could complain without +lowering herself; could spread wings in such a flight without +draggling her pinions in humiliation; rise gracefully in revolt; +scold without giving offence; and pardon without compromising her +personal dignity. + +Julien went with the note. Julien, like his kind, was the victim +of love's marches and countermarches. + +"What did M. de Montriveau reply?" she asked, as indifferently +as she could, when the man came back to report himself. + +"M. le Marquis requested me to tell Mme la Duchesse that it was +all right." + +Oh the dreadful reaction of the soul upon herself! To have her +heart stretched on the rack before curious witnesses; yet not to +utter a sound, to be forced to keep silence! One of the +countless miseries of the rich! + +More than three weeks went by. Mme de Langeais wrote again and +again, and no answer came from Montriveau. At last she gave out +that she was ill, to gain a dispensation from attendance on the +Princess and from social duties. She was only at home to her +father the Duc de Navarreins, her aunt the Princesse de +Blamont-Chauvry, the old Vidame de Pamiers (her maternal +great-uncle), and to her husband's uncle, the Duc de Grandlieu. +These persons found no difficulty in believing that the Duchess +was ill, seeing that she grew thinner and paler and more dejected +every day. The vague ardour of love, the smart of wounded pride, +the continual prick of the only scorn that could touch her, the +yearnings towards joys that she craved with a vain continual +longing--all these things told upon her, mind and body; all the +forces of her nature were stimulated to no purpose. She was +paying the arrears of her life of make-believe. + +She went out at last to a review. M. de Montriveau was to be +there. For the Duchess, on the balcony of the Tuileries with the +Royal Family, it was one of those festival days that are long +remembered. She looked supremely beautiful in her languor; she +was greeted with admiration in all eyes. It was Montriveau's +presence that made her so fair. + +Once or twice they exchanged glances. The General came almost to +her feet in all the glory of that soldier's uniform, which +produces an effect upon the feminine imagination to which the +most prudish will confess. When a woman is very much in love, +and has not seen her lover for two months, such a swift moment +must be something like the phase of a dream when the eyes embrace +a world that stretches away forever. Only women or young men can +imagine the dull, frenzied hunger in the Duchess's eyes. As for +older men, if during the paroxysms of early passion in youth they +had experience of such phenomena of nervous power; at a later day +it is so completely forgotten that they deny the very existence +of the luxuriant ecstasy--the only name that can be given to +these wonderful intuitions. Religious ecstasy is the aberration +of a soul that has shaken off its bonds of flesh; whereas in +amorous ecstasy all the forces of soul and body are embraced and +blended in one. If a woman falls a victim to the tyrannous +frenzy before which Mme de Langeais was forced to bend, she will +take one decisive resolution after another so swiftly that it is +impossible to give account of them. Thought after thought rises +and flits across her brain, as clouds are whirled by the wind +across the grey veil of mist that shuts out the sun. Thenceforth +the facts reveal all. And the facts are these. + +The day after the review, Mme de Langeais sent her carriage and +liveried servants to wait at the Marquis de Montriveau's door +from eight o'clock in the morning till three in the afternoon. +Armand lived in the Rue de Tournon, a few steps away from the +Chamber of Peers, and that very day the House was sitting; but +long before the peers returned to their palaces, several people +had recognised the Duchess's carriage and liveries. The first of +these was the Baron de Maulincour. That young officer had met +with disdain from Mme de Langeais and a better reception from Mme +de Serizy; he betook himself at once therefore to his mistress, +and under seal of secrecy told her of this strange freak. + +In a moment the news was spread with telegraphic speed through +all the coteries in the Faubourg Saint-Germain; it reached the +Tuileries and the Elysee-Bourbon; it was the sensation of the +day, the matter of all the talk from noon till night. Almost +everywhere the women denied the facts, but in such a manner that +the report was confirmed; the men one and all believed it, and +manifested a most indulgent interest in Mme de Langeais. Some +among them threw the blame on Armand. + +"That savage of a Montriveau is a man of bronze," said they; +"he insisted on making this scandal, no doubt." + +"Very well, then," others replied, "Mme de Langeais has been +guilty of a most generous piece of imprudence. To renounce the +world and rank, and fortune, and consideration for her lover's +sake, and that in the face of all Paris, is as fine a _coup d'etat_ +for a woman as that barber's knife-thrust, which so affected +Canning in a court of assize. Not one of the women who blame the +Duchess would make a declaration worthy of ancient times. It is +heroic of Mme de Langeais to proclaim herself so frankly. Now +there is nothing left to her but to love Montriveau. There must +be something great about a woman if she says, 'I will have but +one passion.'" + +"But what is to become of society, monsieur, if you honour vice +in this way without respect for virtue?" asked the Comtesse de +Granville, the attorney-general's wife. + +While the Chateau, the Faubourg, and the Chaussee d'Antin were +discussing the shipwreck of aristocratic virtue; while excited +young men rushed about on horseback to make sure that the +carriage was standing in the Rue de Tournon, and the Duchess in +consequence was beyond a doubt in M. de Montriveau's rooms, Mme +de Langeais, with heavy throbbing pulses, was lying hidden away +in her boudoir. And Armand?--he had been out all night, and at +that moment was walking with M. de Marsay in the Gardens of the +Tuileries. The elder members, of Mme de Langeais' family were +engaged in calling upon one another, arranging to read her a +homily and to hold a consultation as to the best way of putting a +stop to the scandal. + +At three o'clock, therefore, M. le Duc de Navarreins, the Vidame +de Pamiers, the old Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, and the Duc de +Grandlieu were assembled in Mme la Duchesse de Langeais' +drawing-room. To them, as to all curious inquirers, the servants +said that their mistress was not at home; the Duchess had made no +exceptions to her orders. But these four personages shone +conspicuous in that lofty sphere, of which the revolutions and +hereditary pretensions are solemnly recorded year by year in the +_Almanach de Gotha_, wherefore without some slight sketch of each +of them this picture of society were incomplete. + +The Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, in the feminine world, was a +most poetic wreck of the reign of Louis Quinze. In her beautiful +prime, so it was said, she had done her part to win for that +monarch his appellation of _le Bien-aime_. Of her past charms of +feature, little remained save a remarkably prominent slender +nose, curved like a Turkish scimitar, now the principal ornament +of a countenance that put you in mind of an old white glove. Add +a few powdered curls, high-heeled pantoufles, a cap with +upstanding loops of lace, black mittens, and a decided taste for +_ombre_. But to do full justice to the lady, it must be said that +she appeared in low-necked gowns of an evening (so high an +opinion of her ruins had she), wore long gloves, and raddled her +cheeks with Martin's classic rouge. An appalling amiability in +her wrinkles, a prodigious brightness in the old lady's eyes, a +profound dignity in her whole person, together with the triple +barbed wit of her tongue, and an infallible memory in her head, +made of her a real power in the land. The whole Cabinet des +Chartes was entered in duplicate on the parchment of her brain. +She knew all the genealogies of every noble house in Europe +--princes, dukes, and counts--and could put her hand on the last +descendants of Charlemagne in the direct line. No usurpation of +title could escape the Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry. + +Young men who wished to stand well at Court, ambitious men, and +young married women paid her assiduous homage. Her salon set the +tone of the Faubourg Saint-Germain. The words of this Talleyrand +in petticoats were taken as final decrees. People came to +consult her on questions of etiquette or usages, or to take +lessons in good taste. And, in truth, no other old woman could +put back her snuff-box in her pocket as the Princess could; while +there was a precision and a grace about the movements of her +skirts, when she sat down or crossed her feet, which drove the +finest ladies of the young generation to despair. Her voice had +remained in her head during one-third of her lifetime; but she +could not prevent a descent into the membranes of the nose, which +lent to it a peculiar expressiveness. She still retained a +hundred and fifty thousand livres of her great fortune, for +Napoleon had generously returned her woods to her; so that +personally and in the matter of possessions she was a woman of no +little consequence. + +This curious antique, seated in a low chair by the fireside, was +chatting with the Vidame de Pamiers, a contemporary ruin. The +Vidame was a big, tall, and spare man, a seigneur of the old +school, and had been a Commander of the Order of Malta. His neck +had always been so tightly compressed by a strangulation stock, +that his cheeks pouched over it a little, and he held his head +high; to many people this would have given an air of +self-sufficiency, but in the Vidame it was justified by a +Voltairean wit. His wide prominent eyes seemed to see +everything, and as a matter of fact there was not much that they +had not seen. Altogether, his person was a perfect model of +aristocratic outline, slim and slender, supple and agreeable. He +seemed as if he could be pliant or rigid at will, and twist and +bend, or rear his head like a snake. + +The Duc de Navarreins was pacing up and down the room with the +Duc de Grandlieu. Both were men of fifty-six or thereabouts, and +still hale; both were short, corpulent, flourishing, somewhat +florid-complexioned men with jaded eyes, and lower lips that had +begun to hang already. But for an exquisite refinement of +accent, an urbane courtesy, and an ease of manner that could +change in a moment to insolence, a superficial observer might +have taken them for a couple of bankers. Any such mistake would +have been impossible, however, if the listener could have heard +them converse, and seen them on their guard with men whom they +feared, vapid and commonplace with their equals, slippery with +the inferiors whom courtiers and statesmen know how to tame by a +tactful word, or to humiliate with an unexpected phrase. + +Such were the representatives of the great noblesse that +determined to perish rather than submit to any change. It was a +noblesse that deserved praise and blame in equal measure; a +noblesse that will never be judged impartially until some poet +shall arise to tell how joyfully the nobles obeyed the King +though their heads fell under a Richelieu's axe, and how deeply +they scorned the guillotine of '89 as a foul revenge. + +Another noticeable trait in all the four was a thin voice that +agreed peculiarly well with their ideas and bearing. Among +themselves, at any rate, they were on terms of perfect equality. +None of them betrayed any sign of annoyance over the Duchess's +escapade, but all of them had learned at Court to hide their +feelings. + +And here, lest critics should condemn the puerility of the +opening of the forthcoming scene, it is perhaps as well to remind +the reader that Locke, once happening to be in the company of +several great lords, renowned no less for their wit than for +their breeding and political consistency, wickedly amused himself +by taking down their conversation by some shorthand process of +his own; and afterwards, when he read it over to them to see what +they could make of it, they all burst out laughing. And, in +truth, the tinsel jargon which circulates among the upper ranks +in every country yields mighty little gold to the crucible when +washed in the ashes of literature or philosophy. In every rank +of society (some few Parisian salons excepted) the curious +observer finds folly a constant quantity beneath a more or less +transparent varnish. Conversation with any substance in it is a +rare exception, and boeotianism is current coin in every zone. +In the higher regions they must perforce talk more, but to make +up for it they think the less. Thinking is a tiring exercise, +and the rich like their lives to flow by easily and without +effort. It is by comparing the fundamental matter of jests, as +you rise in the social scale from the street-boy to the peer of +France, that the observer arrives at a true comprehension of M. +de Talleyrand's maxim, "The manner is everything"; an elegant +rendering of the legal axiom, "The form is of more consequence +than the matter." In the eyes of the poet the advantage rests +with the lower classes, for they seldom fail to give a certain +character of rude poetry to their thoughts. Perhaps also this +same observation may explain the sterility of the salons, their +emptiness, their shallowness, and the repugnance felt by men of +ability for bartering their ideas for such pitiful small change. + +The Duke suddenly stopped as if some bright idea occurred to him, +and remarked to his neighbour: + +"So you have sold Tornthon?" + +"No, he is ill. I am very much afraid I shall lose him, and I +should be uncommonly sorry. He is a very good hunter. Do you +know how the Duchesse de Marigny is?" + +"No. I did not go this morning. I was just going out to call +when you came in to speak about Antoinette. But yesterday she +was very ill indeed; they had given her up, she took the +sacrament." + +"Her death will make a change in your cousin's position." + +"Not at all. She gave away her property in her lifetime, only +keeping an annuity. She made over the Guebriant estate to her +niece, Mme de Soulanges, subject to a yearly charge." + +"It will be a great loss for society. She was a kind woman. +Her family will miss her; her experience and advice carried +weight. Her son Marigny is an amiable man; he has a sharp wit, +he can talk. He is pleasant, very pleasant. Pleasant? oh, that +no one can deny, but--ill regulated to the last degree. Well, +and yet it is an extraordinary thing, he is very acute. He was +dining at the club the other day with that moneyed +Chaussee-d'Antin set. Your uncle (he always goes there for his +game of cards) found him there to his astonishment, and asked if +he was a member. 'Yes,' said he, 'I don't go into society now; I +am living among the bankers.'--You know why?" added the Marquis, +with a meaning smile. + +"No," said the Duke. + +"He is smitten with that little Mme Keller, Gondreville's +daughter; she is only lately married, and has a great vogue, they +say, in that set." + +"Well, Antoinette does not find time heavy on her hands, it +seems," remarked the Vidame. + +"My affection for that little woman has driven me to find a +singular pastime," replied the Princess, as she returned her +snuff-box to her pocket. + +"Dear aunt, I am extremely vexed," said the Duke, stopping +short in his walk. "Nobody but one of Bonaparte's men could +ask such an indecorous thing of a woman of fashion. Between +ourselves, Antoinette might have made a better choice." + +"The Montriveaus are a very old family and very well connected, +my dear," replied the Princess; "they are related to all the +noblest houses of Burgundy. If the Dulmen branch of the Arschoot +Rivaudoults should come to an end in Galicia, the Montriveaus +would succeed to the Arschoot title and estates. They inherit +through their great-grandfather. + +"Are you sure?" + +"I know it better than this Montriveau's father did. I told him +about it, I used to see a good deal of him; and, Chevalier of +several orders though he was, he only laughed; he was an +encyclopaedist. But his brother turned the relationship to good +account during the emigration. I have heard it said that his +northern kinsfolk were most kind in every way----" + +"Yes, to be sure. The Comte de Montriveau died at St. +Petersburg," said the Vidame. "I met him there. He was a big +man with an incredible passion for oysters." + +"However many did he eat?" asked the Duc de Grandlieu. + +"Ten dozen every day." + +"And did they not disagree with him?" + +"Not the least bit in the world." + +"Why, that is extraordinary! Had he neither the stone nor gout, +nor any other complaint, in consequence?" + +"No; his health was perfectly good, and he died through an +accident." + +"By accident! Nature prompted him to eat oysters, so probably +he required them; for up to a certain point our predominant +tastes are conditions of our existence." + +"I am of your opinion," said the Princess, with a smile. + +"Madame, you always put a malicious construction on things," +returned the Marquis. + +"I only want you to understand that these remarks might leave a +wrong impression on a young woman's mind," said she, and +interrupted herself to exclaim, "But this niece, this niece of +mine!" + +"Dear aunt, I still refuse to believe that she can have gone to +M. de Montriveau," said the Duc de Navarreins. + +"Bah!" returned the Princess. + +"What do you think, Vidame?" asked the Marquis. + +"If the Duchess were an artless simpleton, I should think +that----" + +"But when a woman is in love she becomes an artless simpleton," +retorted the Princess. "Really, my poor Vidame, you must be +getting older." + +"After all, what is to be done?" asked the Duke. + +"If my dear niece is wise," said the Princess, "she will go to +Court this evening--fortunately, today is Monday, and reception +day--and you must see that we all rally round her and give the +lie to this absurd rumour. There are hundreds of ways of +explaining things; and if the Marquis de Montriveau is a +gentleman, he will come to our assistance. We will bring these +children to listen to reason----" + +"But, dear aunt, it is not easy to tell M. de Montriveau the +truth to his face. He is one of Bonaparte's pupils, and he has +a position. Why, he is one of the great men of the day; he is +high up in the Guards, and very useful there. He has not a spark +of ambition. He is just the man to say, 'Here is my commission, +leave me in peace,' if the King should say a word that he did not +like." + +"Then, pray, what are his opinions?" + +"Very unsound." + +"Really," sighed the Princess, "the King is, as he always has +been, a Jacobin under the Lilies of France." + +"Oh! not quite so bad," said the Vidame. + +"Yes; I have known him for a long while. The man that pointed +out the Court to his wife on the occasion of her first state +dinner in public with, 'These are our people,' could only be a +black-hearted scoundrel. I can see Monsieur exactly the same as +ever in the King. The bad brother who voted so wrongly in his +department of the Constituent Assembly was sure to compound with +the Liberals and allow them to argue and talk. This +philosophical cant will be just as dangerous now for the younger +brother as it used to be for the elder; this fat man with the +little mind is amusing himself by creating difficulties, and how +his successor is to get out of them I do not know; he holds his +younger brother in abhorrence; he would be glad to think as he +lay dying, 'He will not reign very long----'" + +"Aunt, he is the King, and I have the honour to be in his +service----" + +"But does your post take away your right of free speech, my +dear? You come of quite as good a house as the Bourbons. If the +Guises had shown a little more resolution, His Majesty would be a +nobody at this day. It is time I went out of this world, the +noblesse is dead. Yes, it is all over with you, my children," +she continued, looking as she spoke at the Vidame. "What has my +niece done that the whole town should be talking about her? She +is in the wrong; I disapprove of her conduct, a useless scandal +is a blunder; that is why I still have my doubts about this want +of regard for appearances; I brought her up, and I know +that----" + +Just at that moment the Duchess came out of her boudoir. She had +recognised her aunt's voice and heard the name of Montriveau. +She was still in her loose morning-gown; and even as she came in, +M. de Grandlieu, looking carelessly out of the window, saw his +niece's carriage driving back along the street. The Duke took +his daughter's face in both hands and kissed her on the forehead. + +"So, dear girl," he said, "you do not know what is going on?" + +"Has anything extraordinary happened, father dear?" + +"Why, all Paris believes that you are with M. de Montriveau." + +"My dear Antoinette, you were at home all the time, were you +not?" said the Princess, holding out a hand, which the Duchess +kissed with affectionate respect. + +"Yes, dear mother; I was at home all the time. And," she +added, as she turned to greet the Vidame and the Marquis, "I +wished that all Paris should think that I was with M. de +Montriveau." + +The Duke flung up his hands, struck them together in despair, and +folded his arms. + +"Then, cannot you see what will come of this mad freak?" he +asked at last. + +But the aged Princess had suddenly risen, and stood looking +steadily at the Duchess, the younger woman flushed, and her eyes +fell. Mme de Chauvry gently drew her closer, and said, "My +little angel, let me kiss you!" + +She kissed her niece very affectionately on the forehead, and +continued smiling, while she held her hand in a tight clasp. + +"We are not under the Valois now, dear child. You have +compromised your husband and your position. Still, we will +arrange to make everything right." + +"But, dear aunt, I do not wish to make it right at all. It is +my wish that all Paris should say that I was with M. de +Montriveau this morning. If you destroy that belief, however ill +grounded it may be, you will do me a singular disservice." + +"Do you really wish to ruin yourself, child, and to grieve your +family?" + +"My family, father, unintentionally condemned me to irreparable +misfortune when they sacrificed me to family considerations. You +may, perhaps, blame me for seeking alleviations, but you will +certainly feel for me." + +"After all the endless pains you take to settle your daughters +suitably!" muttered M. de Navarreins, addressing the Vidame. + +The Princess shook a stray grain of snuff from her skirts. "My +dear little girl," she said, "be happy, if you can. We are not +talking of troubling your felicity, but of reconciling it with +social usages. We all of us here assembled know that marriage is +a defective institution tempered by love. But when you take a +lover, is there any need to make your bed in the Place du +Carrousel? See now, just be a bit reasonable, and hear what we +have to say." + +"I am listening." + +"Mme la Duchesse," began the Duc de Grandlieu, "if it were any +part of an uncle's duty to look after his nieces, he ought to +have a position; society would owe him honours and rewards and a +salary, exactly as if he were in the King's service. So I am not +here to talk about my nephew, but of your own interests. Let us +look ahead a little. If you persist in making a scandal--I have +seen the animal before, and I own that I have no great liking for +him--Langeais is stingy enough, and he does not care a rap for +anyone but himself; he will have a separation; he will stick to +your money, and leave you poor, and consequently you will be a +nobody. The income of a hundred thousand livres that you have +just inherited from your maternal great-aunt will go to pay for +his mistresses' amusements. You will be bound and gagged by the +law; you will have to say _Amen_ to all these arrangements. +Suppose M. de Montriveau leaves you----dear me! do not let us put +ourselves in a passion, my dear niece; a man does not leave a +woman while she is young and pretty; still, we have seen so many +pretty women left disconsolate, even among princesses, that you +will permit the supposition, an all but impossible supposition I +quite wish to believe.----Well, suppose that he goes, what will +become of you without a husband? Keep well with your husband as +you take care of your beauty; for beauty, after all, is a woman's +parachute, and a husband also stands between you and worse. I am +supposing that you are happy and loved to the end, and I am +leaving unpleasant or unfortunate events altogether out of the +reckoning. This being so, fortunately or unfortunately, you may +have children. What are they to be? Montriveaus? Very well; +they certainly will not succeed to their father's whole fortune. +You will want to give them all that you have; he will wish to do +the same. Nothing more natural, dear me! And you will find the +law against you. How many times have we seen heirs-at-law +bringing a law-suit to recover the property from illegitimate +children? Every court of law rings with such actions all over +the world. You will create a _fidei commissum_ perhaps; and if the +trustee betrays your confidence, your children have no remedy +against him; and they are ruined. So choose carefully. You see +the perplexities of the position. In every possible way your +children will be sacrificed of necessity to the fancies of your +heart; they will have no recognised status. While they are +little they will be charming; but, Lord! some day they will +reproach you for thinking of no one but your two selves. We old +gentlemen know all about it. Little boys grow up into men, and +men are ungrateful beings. When I was in Germany, did I not hear +young de Horn say, after supper, 'If my mother had been an honest +woman, I should be prince-regnant!' _If_?' We have spent our +lives in hearing plebeians say _if_. _If_ brought about the +Revolution. When a man cannot lay the blame on his father or +mother, he holds God responsible for his hard lot. In short, +dear child, we are here to open your eyes. I will say all I have +to say in a few words, on which you had better meditate: A woman +ought never to put her husband in the right." + +"Uncle, so long as I cared for nobody, I could calculate; I +looked at interests then, as you do; now, I can only feel." + +"But, my dear little girl," remonstrated the Vidame, "life is +simply a complication of interests and feelings; to be happy, +more particularly in your position, one must try to reconcile +one's feelings with one's interests. A grisette may love +according to her fancy, that is intelligible enough, but you have +a pretty fortune, a family, a name and a place at Court, and you +ought not to fling them out of the window. And what have we been +asking you to do to keep them all?--To manoeuvre carefully +instead of falling foul of social conventions. Lord! I shall +very soon be eighty years old, and I cannot recollect, under any +regime, a love worth the price that you are willing to pay for +the love of this lucky young man." + +The Duchess silenced the Vidame with a look; if Montriveau could +have seen that glance, he would have forgiven all. + +"It would be very effective on the stage," remarked the Duc de +Grandlieu, "but it all amounts to nothing when your jointure and +position and independence is concerned. You are not grateful, my +dear niece. You will not find many families where the relatives +have courage enough to teach the wisdom gained by experience, and +to make rash young heads listen to reason. Renounce your +salvation in two minutes, if it pleases you to damn yourself; +well and good; but reflect well beforehand when it comes to +renouncing your income. I know of no confessor who remits the +pains of poverty. I have a right, I think, to speak in this way +to you; for if you are ruined, I am the one person who can offer +you a refuge. I am almost an uncle to Langeais, and I alone have +a right to put him in the wrong." + +The Duc de Navarreins roused himself from painful reflections. + +"Since you speak of feeling, my child," he said, "let me +remind you that a woman who bears your name ought to be moved by +sentiments which do not touch ordinary people. Can you wish to +give an advantage to the Liberals, to those Jesuits of +Robespierre's that are doing all they can to vilify the noblesse? +Some things a Navarreins cannot do without failing in duty to his +house. You would not be alone in your dishonor----" + +"Come, come!" said the Princess. "Dishonor? Do not make +such a fuss about the journey of an empty carriage, children, and +leave me alone with Antoinette. All three of you come and dine +with me. I will undertake to arrange matters suitably. You men +understand nothing; you are beginning to talk sourly already, and +I have no wish to see a quarrel between you and my dear child. +Do me the pleasure to go." + +The three gentlemen probably guessed the Princess's intentions; +they took their leave. M. de Navarreins kissed his daughter on +the forehead with, "Come, be good, dear child. It is not too +late yet if you choose." + +"Couldn't we find some good fellow in the family to pick a +quarrel with this Montriveau?" said the Vidame, as they went +downstairs. + +When the two women were alone, the Princess beckoned her niece to +a little low chair by her side. + +"My pearl," said she, "in this world below, I know nothing +worse calumniated than God and the eighteenth century; for as I +look back over my own young days, I do not recollect that a +single duchess trampled the proprieties underfoot as you have +just done. Novelists and scribblers brought the reign of Louis +XV into disrepute. Do not believe them. The du Barry, my dear, +was quite as good as the Widow Scarron, and the more agreeable +woman of the two. In my time a woman could keep her dignity +among her gallantries. Indiscretion was the ruin of us, and the +beginning of all the mischief. The philosophists--the nobodies +whom we admitted into our salons--had no more gratitude or sense +of decency than to make an inventory of our hearts, to traduce us +one and all, and to rail against the age by way of a return for +our kindness. The people are not in a position to judge of +anything whatsoever; they looked at the facts, not at the form. +But the men and women of those times, my heart, were quite as +remarkable as at any other period of the Monarchy. Not one of +your Werthers, none of your notabilities, as they are called, +never a one of your men in yellow kid gloves and trousers that +disguise the poverty of their legs, would cross Europe in the +dress of a travelling hawker to brave the daggers of a Duke of +Modena, and to shut himself up in the dressing-room of the +Regent's daughter at the risk of his life. Not one of your +little consumptive patients with their tortoiseshell eyeglasses +would hide himself in a closet for six weeks, like Lauzun, to +keep up his mistress's courage while she was lying in of her +child. There was more passion in M. de Jaucourt's little finger +than in your whole race of higglers that leave a woman to better +themselves elsewhere! Just tell me where to find the page that +would be cut in pieces and buried under the floorboards for one +kiss on the Konigsmark's gloved finger! + +"Really, it would seem today that the roles are exchanged, and +women are expected to show their devotion for men. These modern +gentlemen are worth less, and think more of themselves. Believe +me, my dear, all these adventures that have been made public, and +now are turned against our good Louis XV, were kept quite secret +at first. If it had not been for a pack of poetasters, +scribblers, and moralists, who hung about our waiting-women, and +took down their slanders, our epoch would have appeared in +literature as a well-conducted age. I am justifying the century +and not its fringe. Perhaps a hundred women of quality were +lost; but for every one, the rogues set down ten, like the +gazettes after a battle when they count up the losses of the +beaten side. And in any case I do not know that the Revolution +and the Empire can reproach us; they were coarse, dull, +licentious times. Faugh! it is revolting. Those are the +brothels of French history. + +"This preamble, my dear child," she continued after a pause, +"brings me to the thing that I have to say. If you care for +Montriveau, you are quite at liberty to love him at your ease, +and as much as you can. I know by experience that, unless you +are locked up (but locking people up is out of fashion now), you +will do as you please; I should have done the same at your age. +Only, sweetheart, I should not have given up my right to be the +mother of future Ducs de Langeais. So mind appearances. The +Vidame is right. No man is worth a single one of the sacrifices +which we are foolish enough to make for their love. Put yourself +in such a position that you may still be M. de Langeais' wife, +in case you should have the misfortune to repent. When you are +an old woman, you will be very glad to hear mass said at Court, +and not in some provincial convent. Therein lies the whole +question. A single imprudence means an allowance and a wandering +life; it means that you are at the mercy of your lover; it means +that you must put up with insolence from women that are not so +honest, precisely because they have been very vulgarly +sharp-witted. It would be a hundred times better to go to +Montriveau's at night in a cab, and disguised, instead of sending +your carriage in broad daylight. You are a little fool, my dear +child! Your carriage flattered his vanity; your person would +have ensnared his heart. All this that I have said is just and +true; but, for my own part, I do not blame you. You are two +centuries behind the times with your false ideas of greatness. +There, leave us to arrange your affairs, and say that Montriveau +made your servants drunk to gratify his vanity and to compromise +you----" + +The Duchess rose to her feet with a spring. "In Heaven's name, +aunt, do not slander him!" + +The old Princess's eyes flashed. + +"Dear child," she said, "I should have liked to spare such of +your illusions as were not fatal. But there must be an end of +all illusions now. You would soften me if I were not so old. +Come, now, do not vex him, or us, or anyone else. I will +undertake to satisfy everybody; but promise me not to permit +yourself a single step henceforth until you have consulted me. +Tell me all, and perhaps I may bring it all right again." + +"Aunt, I promise----" + +"To tell me everything?" + +"Yes, everything. Everything that can be told." + +"But, my sweetheart, it is precisely what cannot be told that I +want to know. Let us understand each other thoroughly. Come, +let me put my withered old lips on your beautiful forehead. No; +let me do as I wish. I forbid you to kiss my bones. Old people +have a courtesy of their own. . . . There, take me down to my +carriage," she added, when she had kissed her niece. + +"Then may I go to him in disguise, dear aunt?" + +"Why--yes. The story can always be denied," said the old +Princess. + +This was the one idea which the Duchess had clearly grasped in +the sermon. When Mme de Chauvry was seated in the corner of her +carriage, Mme de Langeais bade her a graceful adieu and went up +to her room. She was quite happy again. + +"My person would have snared his heart; my aunt is right; a man +cannot surely refuse a pretty woman when she understands how to +offer herself." + +That evening, at the Elysee-Bourbon, the Duc de Navarreins, M. de +Pamiers, M. de Marsay, M. de Grandlieu, and the Duc de +Maufrigneuse triumphantly refuted the scandals that were +circulating with regard to the Duchesse de Langeais. So many +officers and other persons had seen Montriveau walking in the +Tuileries that morning, that the silly story was set down to +chance, which takes all that is offered. And so, in spite of the +fact that the Duchess's carriage had waited before Montriveau's +door, her character became as clear and as spotless as Membrino's +sword after Sancho had polished it up. + +But, at two o'clock, M. de Ronquerolles passed Montriveau in a +deserted alley, and said with a smile, "She is coming on, is +your Duchess. Go on, keep it up!" he added, and gave a +significant cut of the riding whip to his mare, who sped off like +a bullet down the avenue. + +Two days after the fruitless scandal, Mme de Langeais wrote to M. +de Montriveau. That letter, like the preceding ones, remained +unanswered. This time she took her own measures, and bribed M. +de Montriveau's man, Auguste. And so at eight o'clock that +evening she was introduced into Armand's apartment. It was not +the room in which that secret scene had passed; it was entirely +different. The Duchess was told that the General would not be at +home that night. Had he two houses? The man would give no +answer. Mme de Langeais had bought the key of the room, but not +the man's whole loyalty. + +When she was left alone she saw her fourteen letters lying on an +old-fashioned stand, all of them uncreased and unopened. He had +not read them. She sank into an easy-chair, and for a while she +lost consciousness. When she came to herself, Auguste was +holding vinegar for her to inhale. + +"A carriage; quick!" she ordered. + +The carriage came. She hastened downstairs with convulsive +speed, and left orders that no one was to be admitted. For +twenty-four hours she lay in bed, and would have no one near her +but her woman, who brought her a cup of orange-flower water from +time to time. Suzette heard her mistress moan once or twice, and +caught a glimpse of tears in the brilliant eyes, now circled with +dark shadows. + +The next day, amid despairing tears, Mme de Langeais took her +resolution. Her man of business came for an interview, and no +doubt received instructions of some kind. Afterwards she sent +for the Vidame de Pamiers; and while she waited, she wrote a +letter to M. de Montriveau. The Vidame punctually came towards +two o'clock that afternoon, to find his young cousin looking +white and worn, but resigned; never had her divine loveliness +been more poetic than now in the languor of her agony. + +"You owe this assignation to your eighty-four years, dear +cousin," she said. "Ah! do not smile, I beg of you, when an +unhappy woman has reached the lowest depths of wretchedness. You +are a gentleman, and after the adventures of your youth you must +feel some indulgence for women." + +"None whatever," said he. + +"Indeed!" + +"Everything is in their favour." + +"Ah! Well, you are one of the inner family circle; possibly you +will be the last relative, the last friend whose hand I shall +press, so I can ask your good offices. Will you, dear Vidame, do +me a service which I could not ask of my own father, nor of my +uncle Grandlieu, nor of any woman? You cannot fail to +understand. I beg of you to do my bidding, and then to forget +what you have done, whatever may come of it. It is this: Will +you take this letter and go to M. de Montriveau? will you see him +yourself, give it into his hands, and ask him, as you men can ask +things between yourselves--for you have a code of honour between +man and man which you do not use with us, and a different way of +regarding things between yourselves--ask him if he will read this +letter? Not in your presence. Certain feelings men hide from +each other. I give you authority to say, if you think it +necessary to bring him, that it is a question of life or death +for me. If he deigns----" + +"_Deigns_!" repeated the Vidame. + +"If he deigns to read it," the Duchess continued with dignity, +"say one thing more. You will go to see him about five o'clock, +for I know that he will dine at home today at that time. Very +good. By way of answer he must come to see me. If, three hours +afterwards, by eight o'clock, he does not leave his house, all +will be over. The Duchesse de Langeais will have vanished from +the world. I shall not be dead, dear friend, no, but no human +power will ever find me again on this earth. Come and dine with +me; I shall at least have one friend with me in the last agony. +Yes, dear cousin, tonight will decide my fate; and whatever +happens to me, I pass through an ordeal by fire. There! not a +word. I will hear nothing of the nature of comment or +advice----Let us chat and laugh together," she added, holding +out a hand, which he kissed. "We will be like two grey-headed +philosophers who have learned how to enjoy life to the last +moment. I will look my best; I will be very enchanting for you. +You perhaps will be the last man to set eyes on the Duchesse de +Langeais." + +The Vicomte bowed, took the letter, and went without a word. At +five o'clock he returned. His cousin had studied to please him, +and she looked lovely indeed. The room was gay with flowers as +if for a festivity; the dinner was exquisite. For the +grey-headed Vidame the Duchess displayed all the brilliancy of +her wit; she was more charming than she had ever been before. At +first the Vidame tried to look on all these preparations as a +young woman's jest; but now and again the attempted illusion +faded, the spell of his fair cousin's charm was broken. He +detected a shudder caused by some kind of sudden dread, and once +she seemed to listen during a pause. + +"What is the matter?" he asked. + +"Hush!" she said. + +At seven o'clock the Duchess left him for a few minutes. When +she came back again she was dressed as her maid might have +dressed for a journey. She asked her guest to be her escort, +took his arm, sprang into a hackney coach, and by a quarter to +eight they stood outside M. de Montriveau's door. + +Armand meantime had been reading the following letter:-- + + +"MY FRIEND,--I went to your rooms for a few minutes without your +knowledge; I found my letters there, and took them away. This +cannot be indifference, Armand, between us; and hatred would show +itself quite differently. If you love me, make an end of this +cruel play, or you will kill me, and afterwards, learning how +much you were loved, you might be in despair. If I have not +rightly understood you, if you have no feeling towards me but +aversion, which implies both contempt and disgust, then I give up +all hope. A man never recovers from those feelings. You will +have no regrets. Dreadful though that thought may be, it will +comfort me in my long sorrow. Regrets? Oh, my Armand, may I +never know of them; if I thought that I had caused you a single +regret----But, no, I will not tell you what desolation I should +feel. I should be living still, and I could not be your wife; it +would be too late! + +"Now that I have given myself wholly to you in thought, to whom +else should I give myself?--to God. The eyes that you loved for +a little while shall never look on another man's face; and may +the glory of God blind them to all besides. I shall never hear +human voices more since I heard yours--so gentle at the first, so +terrible yesterday; for it seems to me that I am still only on +the morrow of your vengeance. And now may the will of God +consume me. Between His wrath and yours, my friend, there will +be nothing left for me but a little space for tears and prayers. + +"Perhaps you wonder why I write to you? Ah! do not think ill of +me if I keep a gleam of hope, and give one last sigh to happy +life before I take leave of it forever. I am in a hideous +position. I feel all the inward serenity that comes when a great +resolution has been taken, even while I hear the last growlings +of the storm. When you went out on that terrible adventure which +so drew me to you, Armand, you went from the desert to the oasis +with a good guide to show you the way. Well, I am going out of +the oasis into the desert, and you are a pitiless guide to me. +And yet you only, my friend, can understand how melancholy it is +to look back for the last time on happiness--to you, and you +only, I can make moan without a blush. If you grant my entreaty, +I shall be happy; if you are inexorable, I shall expiate the +wrong that I have done. After all, it is natural, is it not, +that a woman should wish to live, invested with all noble +feelings, in her friend's memory? Oh! my one and only love, let +her to whom you gave life go down into the tomb in the belief +that she is great in your eyes. Your harshness led me to +reflect; and now that I love you so, it seems to me that I am +less guilty than you think. Listen to my justification, I owe it +to you; and you that are all the world to me, owe me at least a +moment's justice. + +"I have learned by my own anguish all that I made you suffer by +my coquetry; but in those days I was utterly ignorant of love. +_You_ know what the torture is, and you mete it out to me! During +those first eight months that you gave me you never roused any +feeling of love in me. Do you ask why this was so, my friend? I +can no more explain it than I can tell you why I love you now. +Oh! certainly it flattered my vanity that I should be the subject +of your passionate talk, and receive those burning glances of +yours; but you left me cold. No, I was not a woman; I had no +conception of womanly devotion and happiness. Who was to blame? +You would have despised me, would you not, if I had given myself +without the impulse of passion? Perhaps it is the highest height +to which we can rise--to give all and receive no joy; perhaps +there is no merit in yielding oneself to bliss that is foreseen +and ardently desired. Alas, my friend, I can say this now; these +thoughts came to me when I played with you; and you seemed to me +so great even then that I would not have you owe the gift to +pity----What is this that I have written? + +"I have taken back all my letters; I am flinging them one by one +on the fire; they are burning. You will never know what they +confessed--all the love and the passion and the madness---- + +"I will say no more, Armand; I will stop. I will not say +another word of my feelings. If my prayers have not echoed from +my soul through yours, I also, woman that I am, decline to owe +your love to your pity. It is my wish to be loved, because you +cannot choose but love me, or else to be left without mercy. If +you refuse to read this letter, it shall be burnt. If, after you +have read it, you do not come to me within three hours, to be +henceforth forever my husband, the one man in the world for me; +then I shall never blush to know that this letter is in your +hands, the pride of my despair will protect my memory from all +insult, and my end shall be worthy of my love. When you see me +no more on earth, albeit I shall still be alive, you yourself +will not think without a shudder of the woman who, in three +hours' time, will live only to overwhelm you with her tenderness; +a woman consumed by a hopeless love, and faithful--not to +memories of past joys--but to a love that was slighted. + +"The Duchesse de la Valliere wept for lost happiness and +vanished power; but the Duchesse de Langeais will be happy that +she may weep and be a power for you still. Yes, you will regret +me. I see clearly that I was not of this world, and I thank you +for making it clear to me. + +"Farewell; you will never touch _my_ axe. Yours was the +executioner's axe, mine is God's; yours kills, mine saves. Your +love was but mortal, it could not endure disdain or ridicule; +mine can endure all things without growing weaker, it will last +eternally. Ah! I feel a sombre joy in crushing you that believe +yourself so great; in humbling you with the calm, indulgent smile +of one of the least among the angels that lie at the feet of God, +for to them is given the right and the power to protect and watch +over men in His name. You have but felt fleeting desires, while +the poor nun will shed the light of her ceaseless and ardent +prayer about you, she will shelter you all your life long beneath +the wings of a love that has nothing of earth in it. + +"I have a presentiment of your answer; our trysting place shall +be--in heaven. Strength and weakness can both enter there, dear +Armand; the strong and the weak are bound to suffer. This +thought soothes the anguish of my final ordeal. So calm am I +that I should fear that I had ceased to love you if I were not +about to leave the world for your sake. + + "ANTOINETTE." + + +"Dear Vidame," said the Duchess as they reached Montriveau's +house, "do me the kindness to ask at the door whether he is at +home." The Vidame, obedient after the manner of the eighteenth +century to a woman's wish, got out, and came back to bring his +cousin an affirmative answer that sent a shudder through her. +She grasped his hand tightly in hers, suffered him to kiss her on +either cheek, and begged him to go at once. He must not watch +her movements nor try to protect her. "But the people passing +in the street," he objected. + +"No one can fail in respect to me," she said. It was the last +word spoken by the Duchess and the woman of fashion. + +The Vidame went. Mme de Langeais wrapped herself about in her +cloak, and stood on the doorstep until the clocks struck eight. +The last stroke died away. The unhappy woman waited ten, fifteen +minutes; to the last she tried to see a fresh humiliation in the +delay, then her faith ebbed. She turned to leave the fatal +threshold. + +"Oh, God!" the cry broke from her in spite of herself; it was +the first word spoken by the Carmelite. + + + +Montriveau and some of his friends were talking together. He +tried to hasten them to a conclusion, but his clock was slow, and +by the time he started out for the Hotel de Langeais the Duchess +was hurrying on foot through the streets of Paris, goaded by the +dull rage in her heart. She reached the Boulevard d'Enfer, and +looked out for the last time through falling tears on the noisy, +smoky city that lay below in a red mist, lighted up by its own +lamps. Then she hailed a cab, and drove away, never to return. +When the Marquis de Montriveau reached the Hotel de Langeais, and +found no trace of his mistress, he thought that he had been +duped. He hurried away at once to the Vidame, and found that +worthy gentleman in the act of slipping on his flowered +dressing-gown, thinking the while of his fair cousin's happiness. + +Montriveau gave him one of the terrific glances that produced the +effect of an electric shock on men and women alike. + +"Is it possible that you have lent yourself to some cruel hoax, +monsieur?" Montriveau exclaimed. "I have just come from Mme de +Langeais' house; the servants say that she is out." + +"Then a great misfortune has happened, no doubt," returned the +Vidame, "and through your fault. I left the Duchess at your +door----" + +"When?" + +"At a quarter to eight." + +"Good evening," returned Montriveau, and he hurried home to ask +the porter whether he had seen a lady standing on the doorstep +that evening. + +"Yes, my Lord Marquis, a handsome woman, who seemed very much +put out. She was crying like a Magdalen, but she never made a +sound, and stood as upright as a post. Then at last she went, +and my wife and I that were watching her while she could not see +us, heard her say, 'Oh, God!' so that it went to our hearts, +asking your pardon, to hear her say it." + +Montriveau, in spite of all his firmness, turned pale at those +few words. He wrote a few lines to Ronquerolles, sent off the +message at once, and went up to his rooms. Ronquerolles came +just about midnight. + +Armand gave him the Duchess's letter to read. + +"Well?" asked Ronquerolles. + +"She was here at my door at eight o'clock; at a quarter-past +eight she had gone. I have lost her, and I love her. Oh! if my +life were my own, I could blow my brains out." + +"Pooh, pooh! Keep cool," said Ronquerolles. "Duchesses do +not fly off like wagtails. She cannot travel faster than three +leagues an hour, and tomorrow we will ride six.--Confound it! +Mme de Langeais is no ordinary woman," he continued. "Tomorrow +we will all of us mount and ride. The police will put us on her +track during the day. She must have a carriage; angels of that +sort have no wings. We shall find her whether she is on the road +or hidden in Paris. There is the semaphore. We can stop her. +You shall be happy. But, my dear fellow, you have made a +blunder, of which men of your energy are very often guilty. They +judge others by themselves, and do not know the point when human +nature gives way if you strain the cords too tightly. Why did +you not say a word to me sooner? I would have told you to be +punctual. Good-bye till tomorrow," he added, as Montriveau said +nothing. "Sleep if you can," he added, with a grasp of the +hand. + +But the greatest resources which society has ever placed at the +disposal of statesmen, kings, ministers, bankers, or any human +power, in fact, were all exhausted in vain. Neither Montriveau +nor his friends could find any trace of the Duchess. It was +clear that she had entered a convent. Montriveau determined to +search, or to institute a search, for her through every convent +in the world. He must have her, even at the cost of all the +lives in a town. And in justice to this extraordinary man, it +must be said that his frenzied passion awoke to the same ardour +daily and lasted through five years. Only in 1829 did the Duc de +Navarreins hear by chance that his daughter had travelled to +Spain as Lady Julia Hopwood's maid, that she had left her service +at Cadiz, and that Lady Julia never discovered that Mlle Caroline +was the illustrious duchess whose sudden disappearance filled the +minds of the highest society of Paris. + + + +The feelings of the two lovers when they met again on either side +of the grating in the Carmelite convent should now be +comprehended to the full, and the violence of the passion +awakened in either soul will doubtless explain the catastrophe of +the story. + +In 1823 the Duc de Langeais was dead, and his wife was free. +Antoinette de Navarreins was living, consumed by love, on a ledge +of rock in the Mediterranean; but it was in the Pope's power to +dissolve Sister Theresa's vows. The happiness bought by so much +love might yet bloom for the two lovers. These thoughts sent +Montriveau flying from Cadiz to Marseilles, and from Marseilles +to Paris. + +A few months after his return to France, a merchant brig, fitted +out and munitioned for active service, set sail from the port of +Marseilles for Spain. The vessel had been chartered by several +distinguished men, most of them Frenchmen, who, smitten with a +romantic passion for the East, wished to make a journey to those +lands. Montriveau's familiar knowledge of Eastern customs made +him an invaluable travelling companion, and at the entreaty of +the rest he had joined the expedition; the Minister of War +appointed him lieutenant-general, and put him on the Artillery +Commission to facilitate his departure. + +Twenty-fours hours later the brig lay to off the north-west shore +of an island within sight of the Spanish coast. She had been +specially chosen for her shallow keel and light mastage, so that +she might lie at anchor in safety half a league away from the +reefs that secure the island from approach in this direction. If +fishing vessels or the people on the island caught sight of the +brig, they were scarcely likely to feel suspicious of her at +once; and besides, it was easy to give a reason for her presence +without delay. Montriveau hoisted the flag of the United States +before they came in sight of the island, and the crew of the +vessel were all American sailors, who spoke nothing but English. +One of M. de Montriveau's companions took the men ashore in the +ship's longboat, and made them so drunk at an inn in the little +town that they could not talk. Then he gave out that the brig +was manned by treasure-seekers, a gang of men whose hobby was +well known in the United States; indeed, some Spanish writer had +written a history of them. The presence of the brig among the +reefs was now sufficiently explained. The owners of the vessel, +according to the self-styled boatswain's mate, were looking for +the wreck of a galleon which foundered thereabouts in 1778 with a +cargo of treasure from Mexico. The people at the inn and the +authorities asked no more questions. + +Armand, and the devoted friends who were helping him in his +difficult enterprise, were all from the first of the opinion that +there was no hope of rescuing or carrying off Sister Theresa by +force or stratagem from the side of the little town. Wherefore +these bold spirits, with one accord, determined to take the bull +by the horns. They would make a way to the convent at the most +seemingly inaccessible point; like General Lamarque, at the +storming of Capri, they would conquer Nature. The cliff at the +end of the island, a sheer block of granite, afforded even less +hold than the rock of Capri. So it seemed at least to +Montriveau, who had taken part in that incredible exploit, while +the nuns in his eyes were much more redoubtable than Sir Hudson +Lowe. To raise a hubbub over carrying off the Duchess would +cover them with confusion. They might as well set siege to the +town and convent, like pirates, and leave not a single soul to +tell of their victory. So for them their expedition wore but two +aspects. There should be a conflagration and a feat of arms that +should dismay all Europe, while the motives of the crime remained +unknown; or, on the other hand, a mysterious, aerial descent +which should persuade the nuns that the Devil himself had paid +them a visit. They had decided upon the latter course in the +secret council held before they left Paris, and subsequently +everything had been done to insure the success of an expedition +which promised some real excitement to jaded spirits weary of +Paris and its pleasures. + +An extremely light pirogue, made at Marseilles on a Malayan +model, enabled them to cross the reef, until the rocks rose from +out of the water. Then two cables of iron wire were fastened +several feet apart between one rock and another. These wire +ropes slanted upwards and downwards in opposite directions, so +that baskets of iron wire could travel to and fro along them; and +in this manner the rocks were covered with a system of baskets +and wire-cables, not unlike the filaments which a certain species +of spider weaves about a tree. The Chinese, an essentially +imitative people, were the first to take a lesson from the work +of instinct. Fragile as these bridges were, they were always +ready for use; high waves and the caprices of the sea could not +throw them out of working order; the ropes hung just sufficiently +slack, so as to present to the breakers that particular curve +discovered by Cachin, the immortal creator of the harbour at +Cherbourg. Against this cunningly devised line the angry surge +is powerless; the law of that curve was a secret wrested from +Nature by that faculty of observation in which nearly all human +genius consists. + +M. de Montriveau's companions were alone on board the vessel, and +out of sight of every human eye. No one from the deck of a +passing vessel could have discovered either the brig hidden among +the reefs, or the men at work among the rocks; they lay below the +ordinary range of the most powerful telescope. Eleven days were +spent in preparation, before the Thirteen, with all their +infernal power, could reach the foot of the cliffs. The body of +the rock rose up straight from the sea to a height of thirty +fathoms. Any attempt to climb the sheer wall of granite seemed +impossible; a mouse might as well try to creep up the slippery +sides of a plain china vase. Still there was a cleft, a straight +line of fissure so fortunately placed that large blocks of wood +could be wedged firmly into it at a distance of about a foot +apart. Into these blocks the daring workers drove iron cramps, +specially made for the purpose, with a broad iron bracket at the +outer end, through which a hole had been drilled. Each bracket +carried a light deal board which corresponded with a notch made +in a pole that reached to the top of the cliffs, and was firmly +planted in the beach at their feet. With ingenuity worthy of +these men who found nothing impossible, one of their number, a +skilled mathematician, had calculated the angle from which the +steps must start; so that from the middle they rose gradually, +like the sticks of a fan, to the top of the cliff, and descended +in the same fashion to its base. That miraculously light, yet +perfectly firm, staircase cost them twenty-two days of toil. A +little tinder and the surf of the sea would destroy all trace of +it forever in a single night. A betrayal of the secret was +impossible; and all search for the violators of the convent was +doomed to failure. + +At the top of the rock there was a platform with sheer precipice +on all sides. The Thirteen, reconnoitring the ground with their +glasses from the masthead, made certain that though the ascent +was steep and rough, there would be no difficulty in gaining the +convent garden, where the trees were thick enough for a +hiding-place. After such great efforts they would not risk the +success of their enterprise, and were compelled to wait till the +moon passed out of her last quarter. + +For two nights Montriveau, wrapped in his cloak, lay out on the +rock platform. The singing at vespers and matins filled him with +unutterable joy. He stood under the wall to hear the music of +the organ, listening intently for one voice among the rest. But +in spite of the silence, the confused effect of music was all +that reached his ears. In those sweet harmonies defects of +execution are lost; the pure spirit of art comes into direct +communication with the spirit of the hearer, making no demand on +the attention, no strain on the power of listening. Intolerable +memories awoke. All the love within him seemed to break into +blossom again at the breath of that music; he tried to find +auguries of happiness in the air. During the last night he sat +with his eyes fixed upon an ungrated window, for bars were not +needed on the side of the precipice. A light shone there all +through the hours; and that instinct of the heart, which is +sometimes true, and as often false, cried within him, "She is +there!" + +"She is certainly there! Tomorrow she will be mine," he said +to himself, and joy blended with the slow tinkling of a bell that +began to ring. + +Strange unaccountable workings of the heart! The nun, wasted by +yearning love, worn out with tears and fasting, prayer and +vigils; the woman of nine-and-twenty, who had passed through +heavy trials, was loved more passionately than the lighthearted +girl, the woman of four-and-twenty, the sylphide, had ever been. +But is there not, for men of vigorous character, something +attractive in the sublime expression engraven on women's faces by +the impetuous stirrings of thought and misfortunes of no ignoble +kind? Is there not a beauty of suffering which is the most +interesting of all beauty to those men who feel that within them +there is an inexhaustible wealth of tenderness and consoling pity +for a creature so gracious in weakness, so strong with love? It +is the ordinary nature that is attracted by young, smooth, +pink-and-white beauty, or, in one word, by prettiness. In some +faces love awakens amid the wrinkles carved by sorrow and the +ruin made by melancholy; Montriveau could not but feel drawn to +these. For cannot a lover, with the voice of a great longing, +call forth a wholly new creature? a creature athrob with the life +but just begun breaks forth for him alone, from the outward form +that is fair for him, and faded for all the world besides. Does +he not love two women?--One of them, as others see her, is pale +and wan and sad; but the other, the unseen love that his heart +knows, is an angel who understands life through feeling, and is +adorned in all her glory only for love's high festivals. + +The General left his post before sunrise, but not before he had +heard voices singing together, sweet voices full of tenderness +sounding faintly from the cell. When he came down to the foot of +the cliffs where his friends were waiting, he told them that +never in his life had he felt such enthralling bliss, and in the +few words there was that unmistakable thrill of repressed strong +feeling, that magnificent utterance which all men respect. + + + +That night eleven of his devoted comrades made the ascent in the +darkness. Each man carried a poniard, a provision of chocolate, +and a set of house-breaking tools. They climbed the outer walls +with scaling-ladders, and crossed the cemetery of the convent. +Montriveau recognised the long, vaulted gallery through which he +went to the parlour, and remembered the windows of the room. His +plans were made and adopted in a moment. They would effect an +entrance through one of the windows in the Carmelite's half of +the parlour, find their way along the corridors, ascertain +whether the sister's names were written on the doors, find Sister +Theresa's cell, surprise her as she slept, and carry her off, +bound and gagged. The programme presented no difficulties to men +who combined boldness and a convict's dexterity with the +knowledge peculiar to men of the world, especially as they would +not scruple to give a stab to ensure silence. + +In two hours the bars were sawn through. Three men stood on +guard outside, and two inside the parlour. The rest, barefooted, +took up their posts along the corridor. Young Henri de Marsay, +the most dexterous man among them, disguised by way of precaution +in a Carmelite's robe, exactly like the costume of the convent, +led the way, and Montriveau came immediately behind him. The +clock struck three just as the two men reached the dormitory +cells. They soon saw the position. Everything was perfectly +quiet. With the help of a dark lantern they read the names +luckily written on every door, together with the picture of a +saint or saints and the mystical words which every nun takes as a +kind of motto for the beginning of her new life and the +revelation of her last thought. Montriveau reached Sister +Theresa's door and read the inscription, _Sub invocatione sanctae +matris Theresae_, and her motto, _Adoremus in aeternum_. Suddenly +his companion laid a hand on his shoulder. A bright light was +streaming through the chinks of the door. M. de Ronquerolles +came up at that moment. + +"All the nuns are in the church," he said; "they are beginning +the Office for the Dead." + +"I will stay here," said Montriveau. "Go back into the parlour, +and shut the door at the end of the passage." + +He threw open the door and rushed in, preceded by his disguised +companion, who let down the veil over his face. + +There before them lay the dead Duchess; her plank bed had been +laid on the floor of the outer room of her cell, between two +lighted candles. Neither Montriveau nor de Marsay spoke a word +or uttered a cry; but they looked into each other's faces. The +General's dumb gesture tried to say, "Let us carry her away!" + +"Quickly" shouted Ronquerolles, "the procession of nuns is +leaving the church. You will be caught!" + +With magical swiftness of movement, prompted by an intense +desire, the dead woman was carried into the convent parlour, +passed through the window, and lowered from the walls before the +Abbess, followed by the nuns, returned to take up Sister +Theresa's body. The sister left in charge had imprudently left +her post; there were secrets that she longed to know; and so busy +was she ransacking the inner room, that she heard nothing, and +was horrified when she came back to find that the body was gone. +Before the women, in their blank amazement, could think of making +a search, the Duchess had been lowered by a cord to the foot of +the crags, and Montriveau's companions had destroyed all traces +of their work. By nine o'clock that morning there was not a sign +to show that either staircase or wire-cables had ever existed, +and Sister Theresa's body had been taken on board. The brig came +into the port to ship her crew, and sailed that day. + +Montriveau, down in the cabin, was left alone with Antoinette de +Navarreins. For some hours it seemed as if her dead face was +transfigured for him by that unearthly beauty which the calm of +death gives to the body before it perishes. + +"Look here," said Ronquerolles when Montriveau reappeared on +deck, "_that_ was a woman once, now it is nothing. Let us tie a +cannon ball to both feet and throw the body overboard; and if +ever you think of her again, think of her as of some book that +you read as a boy." + +"Yes," assented Montriveau, "it is nothing now but a dream." + +"That is sensible of you. Now, after this, have passions; but +as for love, a man ought to know how to place it wisely; it is +only a woman's last love that can satisfy a man's first love." + + + + +ADDENDUM + + Note: The Duchesse de Langeais is the second part of a trilogy. + Part one is entitled Ferragus and part three is The Girl with + the Golden Eyes. In other addendum references all three stories + are usually combined under the title The Thirteen. + +The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy. + +Blamont-Chauvry, Princesse de + Madame Firmiani + The Lily of the Valley + +Grandlieu, Duc Ferdinand de + The Gondreville Mystery + A Bachelor's Establishment + Modeste Mignon + Scenes from a Courtesan's Life + +Granville, Comtesse Angelique de + A Second Home + A Daughter of Eve + +Keller, Madame Francois + Domestic Peace + The Member for Arcis + +Langeais, Duc de + An Episode under the Terror + +Langeais, Duchesse Antoinette de + Father Goriot + Ferragus + +Marsay, Henri de + Ferragus + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Unconscious Humorists + Another Study of Woman + The Lily of the Valley + Father Goriot + Jealousies of a Country Town + Ursule Mirouet + A Marriage Settlement + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Letters of Two Brides + The Ball at Sceaux + Modeste Mignon + The Secrets of a Princess + The Gondreville Mystery + A Daughter of Eve + +Montriveau, General Marquis Armand de + Father Goriot + Lost Illusions + A Distinguished Provincial at Paris + Another Study of Woman + Pierrette + The Member for Arcis + +Navarreins, Duc de + A Bachelor's Establishment + Colonel Chabert + The Muse of the Department + Jealousies of a Country Town + The Peasantry + Scenes from a Courtesan's Life + The Country Parson + The Magic Skin + The Gondreville Mystery + The Secrets of a Princess + Cousin Betty + +Pamiers, Vidame de + Ferragus + Jealousies of a Country Town + +Ronquerolles, Marquis de + The Imaginary Mistress + The Peasantry + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Another Study of Woman + Ferragus + The Girl with the Golden Eyes + The Member for Arcis + +Serizy, Comtesse de + A Start in Life + Ferragus + Ursule Mirouet + A Woman of Thirty + Scenes from a Courtesan's Life + Another Study of Woman + The Imaginary Mistress + +Soulanges, Comtesse Hortense de + Domestic Peace + The Peasantry + +Talleyrand-Perigord, Charles-Maurice de + The Chouans + The Gondreville Mystery + Letters of Two Brides + Gaudissart II + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Duchesse de Langeais, by Honore de Balzac + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DUCHESSE DE LANGEAIS *** + +***** This file should be named 469.txt or 469.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.net/4/6/469/ + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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FOR PUBLIC DOMAIN ETEXTS*Ver.04.29.93*END* + + + + + +The Duchesse de Langeais by Honore de Balzac + + + + + +THE DUCHESS OF LANGEAIS + + +I + +In a Spanish city on an island in the Mediterranean, there stands +a convent of the Order of Barefoot Carmelites, where the rule +instituted by St. Theresa is still preserved with all the first +rigour of the reformation brought about by that illustrious +woman. Extraordinary as this may seem, it is none the less true. + +Almost every religious house in the Peninsula, or in Europe for +that matter, was either destroyed or disorganised by the outbreak +of the French Revolution and the Napoleonic wars; but as this +island was protected through those times by the English fleet, +its wealthy convent and peaceable inhabitants were secure from +the general trouble and spoliation. The storms of many kinds +which shook the first fifteen years of the nineteenth century +spent their force before they reached those cliffs at so short a +distance from the coast of Andalusia. + +If the rumour of the Emperor's name so much as reached the shore +of the island, it is doubtful whether the holy women kneeling in +the cloisters grasped the reality of his dream-like progress of +glory, or the majesty that blazed in flame across kingdom after +kingdom during his meteor life. + +In the minds of the Roman Catholic world, the convent stood out +pre-eminent for a stern discipline which nothing had changed; the +purity of its rule had attracted unhappy women from the furthest +parts of Europe, women deprived of all human ties, sighing after +the long suicide accomplished in the breast of God. No convent, +indeed, was so well fitted for that complete detachment of the +soul from all earthly things, which is demanded by the religious +life, albeit on the continent of Europe there are many convents +magnificently adapted to the purpose of their existence. Buried +away in the loneliest valleys, hanging in mid-air on the steepest +mountainsides, set down on the brink of precipices, in every +place man has sought for the poetry of the Infinite, the solemn +awe of Silence; in every place man has striven to draw closer to +God, seeking Him on mountain peaks, in the depths below the +crags, at the cliff's edge; and everywhere man has found God. +But nowhere, save on this half-European, half-African ledge of +rock could you find so many different harmonies, combining so to +raise the soul, that the sharpest pain comes to be like other +memories; the strongest impressions are dulled, till the sorrows +of life are laid to rest in the depths. + +The convent stands on the highest point of the crags at the +uttermost end of the island. On the side towards the sea the +rock was once rent sheer away in some globe-cataclysm; it rises +up a straight wall from the base where the waves gnaw at the +stone below high-water mark. Any assault is made impossible by +the dangerous reefs that stretch far out to sea, with the +sparkling waves of the Mediterranean playing over them. So, only +from the sea can you discern the square mass of the convent built +conformably to the minute rules laid down as to the shape, +height, doors, and windows of monastic buildings. From the side +of the town, the church completely hides the solid structure of +the cloisters and their roofs, covered with broad slabs of stone +impervious to sun or storm or gales of wind. + +The church itself, built by the munificence of a Spanish family, +is the crowning edifice of the town. Its fine, bold front gives +an imposing and picturesque look to the little city in the sea. +The sight of such a city, with its close-huddled roofs, arranged +for the most part amphitheatre-wise above a picturesque harbour, +and crowned by a glorious cathedral front with triple-arched +Gothic doorways, belfry towers, and filigree spires, is a +spectacle surely in every way the sublimest on earth. Religion +towering above daily life, to put men continually in mind of the +End and the way, is in truth a thoroughly Spanish conception. +But now surround this picture by the Mediterranean, and a burning +sky, imagine a few palms here and there, a few stunted evergreen +trees mingling their waving leaves with the motionless flowers +and foliage of carved stone; look out over the reef with its +white fringes of foam in contrast to the sapphire sea; and then +turn to the city, with its galleries and terraces whither the +townsfolk come to take the air among their flowers of an evening, +above the houses and the tops of the trees in their little +gardens; add a few sails down in the harbour; and lastly, in the +stillness of falling night, listen to the organ music, the +chanting of the services, the wonderful sound of bells pealing +out over the open sea. There is sound and silence everywhere; +oftener still there is silence over all. + +The church is divided within into a sombre mysterious nave and +narrow aisles. For some reason, probably because the winds are +so high, the architect was unable to build the flying buttresses +and intervening chapels which adorn almost all cathedrals, nor +are there openings of any kind in the walls which support the +weight of the roof. Outside there is simply the heavy wall +structure, a solid mass of grey stone further strengthened by +huge piers placed at intervals. Inside, the nave and its little +side galleries are lighted entirely by the great stained-glass +rose-window suspended by a miracle of art above the centre +doorway; for upon that side the exposure permits of the display +of lacework in stone and of other beauties peculiar to the style +improperly called Gothic. + +The larger part of the nave and aisles was left for the +townsfolk, who came and went and heard mass there. The choir was +shut off from the rest of the church by a grating and thick folds +of brown curtain, left slightly apart in the middle in such a way +that nothing of the choir could be seen from the church except +the high altar and the officiating priest. The grating itself +was divided up by the pillars which supported the organ loft; and +this part of the structure, with its carved wooden columns, +completed the line of the arcading in the gallery carried by the +shafts in the nave. If any inquisitive person, therefore, had +been bold enough to climb upon the narrow balustrade in the +gallery to look down into the choir, he could have seen nothing +but the tall eight-sided windows of stained glass beyond the high +altar. + +At the time of the French expedition into Spain to establish +Ferdinand VII once more on the throne, a French general came to +the island after the taking of Cadiz, ostensibly to require the +recognition of the King's Government, really to see the convent +and to find some means of entering it. The undertaking was +certainly a delicate one; but a man of passionate temper, whose +life had been, as it were, but one series of poems in action, a +man who all his life long had lived romances instead of writing +them, a man pre-eminently a Doer, was sure to be tempted by a +deed which seemed to be impossible. + +To open the doors of a convent of nuns by lawful means! The +metropolitan or the Pope would scarcely have permitted it! And +as for force or strategem--might not any indiscretion cost him +his position, his whole career as a soldier, and the end in view +to boot? The Duc d'Angouleme was still in Spain; and of all the +crimes which a man in favour with the Commander-in-Chief might +commit, this one alone was certain to find him inexorable. The +General had asked for the mission to gratify private motives of +curiosity, though never was curiosity more hopeless. This final +attempt was a matter of conscience. The Carmelite convent on the +island was the only nunnery in Spain which had baffled his +search. + +As he crossed from the mainland, scarcely an hour's distance, he +felt a presentiment that his hopes were to be fulfilled; and +afterwards, when as yet he had seen nothing of the convent but +its walls, and of the nuns not so much as their robes; while he +had merely heard the chanting of the service, there were dim +auguries under the walls and in the sound of the voices to +justify his frail hope. And, indeed, however faint those so +unaccountable presentiments might be, never was human passion +more vehemently excited than the General's curiosity at that +moment. There are no small events for the heart; the heart +exaggerates everything; the heart weighs the fall of a +fourteen-year-old Empire and the dropping of a woman's glove in +the same scales, and the glove is nearly always the heavier of +the two. So here are the facts in all their prosaic simplicity. +The facts first, the emotions will follow. + +An hour after the General landed on the island, the royal +authority was re-established there. Some few Constitutional +Spaniards who had found their way thither after the fall of Cadiz +were allowed to charter a vessel and sail for London. So there +was neither resistance nor reaction. But the change of +government could not be effected in the little town without a +mass, at which the two divisions under the General's command were +obliged to be present. Now, it was upon this mass that the +General had built his hopes of gaining some information as to the +sisters in the convent; he was quite unaware how absolutely the +Carmelites were cut off from the world; but he knew that there +might be among them one whom he held dearer than life, dearer +than honour. + +His hopes were cruelly dashed at once. Mass, it is true, was +celebrated in state. In honour of such a solemnity, the curtains +which always hid the choir were drawn back to display its riches, +its valuable paintings and shrines so bright with gems that they +eclipsed the glories of the ex-votos of gold and silver hung up +by sailors of the port on the columns in the nave. But all the +nuns had taken refuge in the organ-loft. And yet, in spite of +this first check, during this very mass of thanksgiving, the most +intimately thrilling drama that ever set a man's heart beating +opened out widely before him. + +The sister who played the organ aroused such intense enthusiasm, +that not a single man regretted that he had come to the service. +Even the men in the ranks were delighted, and the officers were +in ecstasy. As for the General, he was seemingly calm and +indifferent. The sensations stirred in him as the sister played +one piece after another belong to the small number of things +which it is not lawful to utter; words are powerless to express +them; like death, God, eternity, they can only be realised +through their one point of contact with humanity. Strangely +enough, the organ music seemed to belong to the school of +Rossini, the musician who brings most human passion into his art. + +Some day his works, by their number and extent, will receive the +reverence due to the Homer of music. From among all the scores +that we owe to his great genius, the nun seemed to have chosen +Moses in Egypt for special study, doubtless because the spirit of +sacred music finds therein its supreme expression. Perhaps the +soul of the great musician, so gloriously known to Europe, and +the soul of this unknown executant had met in the intuitive +apprehension of the same poetry. So at least thought two +dilettanti officers who must have missed the Theatre Favart in +Spain. + +At last in the Te Deum no one could fail to discern a French soul +in the sudden change that came over the music. Joy for the +victory of the Most Christian King evidently stirred this nun's +heart to the depths. She was a Frenchwoman beyond mistake. Soon +the love of country shone out, breaking forth like shafts of +light from the fugue, as the sister introduced variations with +all a Parisienne's fastidious taste, and blended vague +suggestions of our grandest national airs with her music. A +Spaniard's fingers would not have brought this warmth into a +graceful tribute paid to the victorious arms of France. The +musician's nationality was revealed. + +"We find France everywhere, it seems," said one of the men. + +The General had left the church during the Te Deum; he could not +listen any longer. The nun's music had been a revelation of a +woman loved to frenzy; a woman so carefully hidden from the +world's eyes, so deeply buried in the bosom of the Church, that +hitherto the most ingenious and persistent efforts made by men +who brought great influence and unusual powers to bear upon the +search had failed to find her. The suspicion aroused in the +General's heart became all but a certainty with the vague +reminiscence of a sad, delicious melody, the air of Fleuve du +Tage. The woman he loved had played the prelude to the ballad in +a boudoir in Paris, how often! and now this nun had chosen the +song to express an exile's longing, amid the joy of those that +triumphed. Terrible sensation! To hope for the resurrection of +a lost love, to find her only to know that she was lost, to catch +a mysterious glimpse of her after five years--five years, in +which the pent-up passion, chafing in an empty life, had grown +the mightier for every fruitless effort to satisfy it! + +Who has not known, at least once in his life, what it is to lose +some precious thing; and after hunting through his papers, +ransacking his memory, and turning his house upside down; after +one or two days spent in vain search, and hope, and despair; +after a prodigious expenditure of the liveliest irritation of +soul, who has not known the ineffable pleasure of finding that +all-important nothing which had come to be a king of monomania? +Very good. Now, spread that fury of search over five years; put +a woman, put a heart, put love in the place of the trifle; +transpose the monomania into the key of high passion; and, +furthermore, let the seeker be a man of ardent temper, with a +lion's heart and a leonine head and mane, a man to inspire awe +and fear in those who come in contact with him--realise this, and +you may, perhaps, understand why the General walked abruptly out +of the church when the first notes of a ballad, which he used to +hear with a rapture of delight in a gilt-panelled boudoir, began +to vibrate along the aisles of the church in the sea. + +The General walked away down the steep street which led to the +port, and only stopped when he could not hear the deep notes of +the organ. Unable to think of anything but the love which broke +out in volcanic eruption, filling his heart with fire, he only +knew that the Te Deum was over when the Spanish congregation came +pouring out of the church. Feeling that his behaviour and +attitude might seem ridiculous, he went back to head the +procession, telling the alcalde and the governor that, feeling +suddenly faint, he had gone out into the air. Casting about for +a plea for prolonging his stay, it at once occurred to him to +make the most of this excuse, framed on the spur of the moment. +He declined, on a plea of increasing indisposition, to preside at +the banquet given by the town to the French officers, betook +himself to his bed, and sent a message to the Major-General, to +the effect that temporary illness obliged him to leave the +Colonel in command of the troops for the time being. This +commonplace but very plausible stratagem relieved him of all +responsibility for the time necessary to carry out his plans. +The General, nothing if not "catholic and monarchical," took +occasion to inform himself of the hours of the services, and +manifested the greatest zeal for the performance of his religious +duties, piety which caused no remark in Spain. + +The very next day, while the division was marching out of the +town, the General went to the convent to be present at vespers. +He found an empty church. The townsfolk, devout though they +were, had all gone down to the quay to watch the embarkation of +the troops. He felt glad to be the only man there. He tramped +noisily up the nave, clanking his spurs till the vaulted roof +rang with the sound; he coughed, he talked aloud to himself to +let the nuns know, and more particularly to let the organist know +that if the troops were gone, one Frenchman was left behind. Was +this singular warning heard and understood? He thought so. It +seemed to him that in the Magnificat the organ made response +which was borne to him on the vibrating air. The nun's spirit +found wings in music and fled towards him, throbbing with the +rhythmical pulse of the sounds. Then, in all its might, the +music burst forth and filled the church with warmth. The Song of +Joy set apart in the sublime liturgy of Latin Christianity to +express the exaltation of the soul in the presence of the glory +of the ever-living God, became the utterance of a heart almost +terrified by its gladness in the presence of the glory of a +mortal love; a love that yet lived, a love that had risen to +trouble her even beyond the grave in which the nun is laid, that +she may rise again as the bride of Christ. + +The organ is in truth the grandest, the most daring, the most +magnificent of all instruments invented by human genius. It is a +whole orchestra in itself. It can express anything in response +to a skilled touch. Surely it is in some sort a pedestal on +which the soul poises for a flight forth into space, essaying on +her course to draw picture after picture in an endless series, to +paint human life, to cross the Infinite that separates heaven +from earth? And the longer a dreamer listens to those giant +harmonies, the better he realises that nothing save this +hundred-voiced choir on earth can fill all the space between +kneeling men, and a God hidden by the blinding light of the +Sanctuary. The music is the one interpreter strong enough to +bear up the prayers of humanity to heaven, prayer in its +omnipotent moods, prayer tinged by the melancholy of many +different natures, coloured by meditative ecstasy, upspringing +with the impulse of repentance--blended with the myriad fancies +of every creed. Yes. In those long vaulted aisles the melodies +inspired by the sense of things divine are blent with a grandeur +unknown before, are decked with new glory and might. Out of the +dim daylight, and the deep silence broken by the chanting of the +choir in response to the thunder of the organ, a veil is woven +for God, and the brightness of His attributes shines through it. + +And this wealth of holy things seemed to be flung down like a +grain of incense upon the fragile altar raised to Love beneath +the eternal throne of a jealous and avenging God. Indeed, in the +joy of the nun there was little of that awe and gravity which +should harmonise with the solemnities of the Magnificat. She had +enriched the music with graceful variations, earthly gladness +throbbing through the rhythm of each. In such brilliant +quivering notes some great singer might strive to find a voice +for her love, her melodies fluttered as a bird flutters about her +mate. There were moments when she seemed to leap back into the +past, to dally there now with laughter, now with tears. Her +changing moods, as it were, ran riot. She was like a woman +excited and happy over her lover's return. + +But at length, after the swaying fugues of delirium, after the +marvellous rendering of a vision of the past, a revulsion swept +over the soul that thus found utterance for itself. With a swift +transition from the major to the minor, the organist told her +hearer of her present lot. She gave the story of long melancholy +broodings, of the slow course of her moral malady. How day by +day she deadened the senses, how every night cut off one more +thought, how her heart was slowly reduced to ashes. The sadness +deepened shade after shade through languid modulations, and in a +little while the echoes were pouring out a torrent of grief. +Then on a sudden, high notes rang out like the voices of angels +singing together, as if to tell the lost but not forgotten lover +that their spirits now could only meet in heaven. Pathetic hope! + +Then followed the Amen. No more Joy, no more tears in the air, +no sadness, no regrets. The Amen was the return to God. The +final chord was deep, solemn, even terrible; for the last +rumblings of the bass sent a shiver through the audience that +raised the hair on their heads; the nun shook out her veiling of +crepe, and seemed to sink again into the grave from which she had +risen for a moment. Slowly the reverberations died away; it +seemed as if the church, but now so full of light, had returned +to thick darkness. + +The General had been caught up and borne swiftly away by this +strong-winged spirit; he had followed the course of its flight +from beginning to end. He understood to the fullest extent the +imagery of that burning symphony; for him the chords reached deep +and far. For him, as for the sister, the poem meant future, +present, and past. Is not music, and even opera music, a sort of +text, which a susceptible or poetic temper, or a sore and +stricken heart, may expand as memories shall determine? If a +musician must needs have the heart of a poet, must not the +listener too be in a manner a poet and a lover to hear all that +lies in great music? Religion, love, and music--what are they +but a threefold expression of the same fact, of that craving for +expansion which stirs in every noble soul. And these three forms +of poetry ascend to God, in whom all passion on earth finds its +end. Wherefore the holy human trinity finds a place amid the +infinite glories of God; of God, whom we always represent +surrounded with the fires of love and seistrons of gold--music +and light and harmony. Is not He the Cause and the End of all +our strivings? + +The French General guessed rightly that here in the desert, on +this bare rock in the sea, the nun had seized upon music as an +outpouring of the passion that still consumed her. Was this her +manner of offering up her love as a sacrifice to God? Or was it +Love exultant in triumph over God? The questions were hard to +answer. But one thing at least the General could not mistake--in +this heart, dead to the world, the fire of passion burned as +fiercely as in his own. + +Vespers over, he went back to the alcalde with whom he was +staying. In the all-absorbing joy which comes in such full +measure when a satisfaction sought long and painfully is attained +at last, he could see nothing beyond this--he was still loved! +In her heart love had grown in loneliness, even as his love had +grown stronger as he surmounted one barrier after another which +this woman had set between them! The glow of soul came to its +natural end. There followed a longing to see her again, to +contend with God for her, to snatch her away--a rash scheme, +which appealed to a daring nature. He went to bed, when the meal +was over, to avoid questions; to be alone and think at his ease; +and he lay absorbed by deep thought till day broke. + +He rose only to go to mass. He went to the church and knelt +close to the screen, with his forehead touching the curtain; he +would have torn a hole in it if he had been alone, but his host +had come with him out of politeness, and the least imprudence +might compromise the whole future of his love, and ruin the new +hopes. + +The organ sounded, but it was another player, and not the nun of +the last two days whose hands touched the keys. It was all +colourless and cold for the General. Was the woman he loved +prostrated by emotion which wellnigh overcame a strong man's +heart? Had she so fully realised and shared an unchanged, +longed-for love, that now she lay dying on her bed in her cell? +While innumerable thoughts of this kind perplexed his mind, the +voice of the woman he worshipped rang out close beside him; he +knew its clear resonant soprano. It was her voice, with that +faint tremor in it which gave it all the charm that shyness and +diffidence gives to a young girl; her voice, distinct from the +mass of singing as a prima donna's in the chorus of a finale. It +was like a golden or silver thread in dark frieze. + +It was she! There could be no mistake. Parisienne now as ever, +she had not laid coquetry aside when she threw off worldly +adornments for the veil and the Carmelite's coarse serge. She +who had affirmed her love last evening in the praise sent up to +God, seemed now to say to her lover, "Yes, it is I. I am here. +My love is unchanged, but I am beyond the reach of love. You +will hear my voice, my soul shall enfold you, and I shall abide +here under the brown shroud in the choir from which no power on +earth can tear me. You shall never see me more!" + +"It is she indeed!" the General said to himself, raising his +head. He had leant his face on his hands, unable at first to +bear the intolerable emotion that surged like a whirlpool in his +heart, when that well-known voice vibrated under the arcading, +with the sound of the sea for accompaniment. + +Storm was without, and calm within the sanctuary. Still that +rich voice poured out all its caressing notes; it fell like balm +on the lover's burning heart; it blossomed upon the air--the air +that a man would fain breathe more deeply to receive the +effluence of a soul breathed forth with love in the words of the +prayer. The alcalde coming to join his guest found him in tears +during the elevation, while the nun was singing, and brought him +back to his house. Surprised to find so much piety in a French +military man, the worthy magistrate invited the confessor of the +convent to meet his guest. Never had news given the General more +pleasure; he paid the ecclesiastic a good deal of attention at +supper, and confirmed his Spanish hosts in the high opinion they +had formed of his piety by a not wholly disinterested respect. +He enquired with gravity how many sisters there were in the +convent, and asked for particulars of its endowment and revenues, +as if from courtesy he wished to hear the good priest discourse +on the subject most interesting to him. He informed himself as +to the manner of life led by the holy women. Were they allowed +to go out of the convent, or to see visitors? + +"Senor," replied the venerable churchman, "the rule is strict. +A woman cannot enter a monastery of the order of St. Bruno +without a special permission from His Holiness, and the rule here +is equally stringent. No man may enter a convent of Barefoot +Carmelites unless he is a priest specially attached to the +services of the house by the Archbishop. None of the nuns may +leave the convent; though the great Saint, St. Theresa, often +left her cell. The Visitor or the Mothers Superior can alone +give permission, subject to an authorisation from the Archbishop, +for a nun to see a visitor, and then especially in a case of +illness. Now we are one of the principal houses, and +consequently we have a Mother Superior here. Among other foreign +sisters there is one Frenchwoman, Sister Theresa; she it is who +directs the music in the chapel." + +"Oh!" said the General, with feigned surprise. "She must have +rejoiced over the victory of the House of Bourbon." + +"I told them the reason of the mass; they are always a little +bit inquisitive." + +"But Sister Theresa may have interests in France. Perhaps she +would like to send some message or to hear news." + +"I do not think so. She would have come to ask me." + +"As a fellow-countryman, I should be quite curious to see her," +said the General. "If it is possible, if the Lady Superior +consents, if----" + +"Even at the grating and in the Reverend Mother's presence, an +interview would be quite impossible for anybody whatsoever; but, +strict as the Mother is, for a deliverer of our holy religion and +the throne of his Catholic Majesty, the rule might be relaxed for +a moment," said the confessor, blinking. "I will speak about +it." + +"How old is Sister Theresa?" enquired the lover. He dared not +ask any questions of the priest as to the nun's beauty. + +"She does not reckon years now," the good man answered, with a +simplicity that made the General shudder. + +Next day before siesta, the confessor came to inform the French +General that Sister Theresa and the Mother consented to receive +him at the grating in the parlour before vespers. The General +spent the siesta in pacing to and fro along the quay in the +noonday heat. Thither the priest came to find him, and brought +him to the convent by way of the gallery round the cemetery. +Fountains, green trees, and rows of arcading maintained a cool +freshness in keeping with the place. + +At the further end of the long gallery the priest led the way +into a large room divided in two by a grating covered with a +brown curtain. In the first, and in some sort of public half of +the apartment, where the confessor left the newcomer, a wooden +bench ran round the wall, and two or three chairs, also of wood, +were placed near the grating. The ceiling consisted of bare +unornamented joists and cross-beams of ilex wood. As the two +windows were both on the inner side of the grating, and the dark +surface of the wood was a bad reflector, the light in the place +was so dim that you could scarcely see the great black crucifix, +the portrait of Saint Theresa, and a picture of the Madonna which +adorned the grey parlour walls. Tumultuous as the General's +feelings were, they took something of the melancholy of the +place. He grew calm in that homely quiet. A sense of something +vast as the tomb took possession of him beneath the chill +unceiled roof. Here, as in the grave, was there not eternal +silence, deep peace--the sense of the Infinite? And besides this +there was the quiet and the fixed thought of the cloister--a +thought which you felt like a subtle presence in the air, and in +the dim dusk of the room; an all-pervasive thought nowhere +definitely expressed, and looming the larger in the imagination; +for in the cloister the great saying, "Peace in the Lord," +enters the least religious soul as a living force. + +The monk's life is scarcely comprehensible. A man seems +confessed a weakling in a monastery; he was born to act, to live +out a life of work; he is evading a man's destiny in his cell. +But what man's strength, blended with pathetic weakness, is +implied by a woman's choice of the convent life! A man may have +any number of motives for burying himself in a monastery; for him +it is the leap over the precipice. A woman has but one +motive--she is a woman still; she betrothes herself to a Heavenly +Bridegroom. Of the monk you may ask, "Why did you not fight +your battle?" But if a woman immures herself in the cloister, +is there not always a sublime battle fought first? + +At length it seemed to the General that that still room, and the +lonely convent in the sea, were full of thoughts of him. Love +seldom attains to solemnity; yet surely a love still faithful in +the breast of God was something solemn, something more than a man +had a right to look for as things are in this nineteenth century? + +The infinite grandeur of the situation might well produce an +effect upon the General's mind; he had precisely enough elevation +of soul to forget politics, honours, Spain, and society in Paris, +and to rise to the height of this lofty climax. And what in +truth could be more tragic? How much must pass in the souls of +these two lovers, brought together in a place of strangers, on a +ledge of granite in the sea; yet held apart by an intangible, +unsurmountable barrier! Try to imagine the man saying within +himself, "Shall I triumph over God in her heart?" when a faint +rustling sound made him quiver, and the curtain was drawn aside. + +Between him and the light stood a woman. Her face was hidden by +the veil that drooped from the folds upon her head; she was +dressed according to the rule of the order in a gown of the +colour become proverbial. Her bare feet were hidden; if the +General could have seen them, he would have known how appallingly +thin she had grown; and yet in spite of the thick folds of her +coarse gown, a mere covering and no ornament, he could guess how +tears, and prayer, and passion, and loneliness had wasted the +woman before him. + +An ice-cold hand, belonging, no doubt, to the Mother Superior, +held back the curtain. The General gave the enforced witness of +their interview a searching glance, and met the dark, inscrutable +gaze of an aged recluse. The Mother might have been a century +old, but the bright, youthful eyes belied the wrinkles that +furrowed her pale face. + +"Mme la Duchesse," he began, his voice shaken with emotion, +"does your companion understand French?" The veiled figure +bowed her head at the sound of his voice. + +"There is no duchess here," she replied. "It is Sister +Theresa whom you see before you. She whom you call my companion +is my mother in God, my superior here on earth." + +The words were so meekly spoken by the voice that sounded in +other years amid harmonious surroundings of refined luxury, the +voice of a queen of fashion in Paris. Such words from the lips +that once spoke so lightly and flippantly struck the General dumb +with amazement. + +"The Holy Mother only speaks Latin and Spanish," she added. + +"I understand neither. Dear Antoinette, make my excuses to +her." + +The light fell full upon the nun's figure; a thrill of deep +emotion betrayed itself in a faint quiver of her veil as she +heard her name softly spoken by the man who had been so hard in +the past. + +"My brother," she said, drawing her sleeve under her veil, +perhaps to brush tears away, "I am Sister Theresa." + +Then, turning to the Superior, she spoke in Spanish; the General +knew enough of the language to understand what she said perfectly +well; possibly he could have spoken it had he chosen to do so. + +"Dear Mother, the gentleman presents his respects to you, and +begs you to pardon him if he cannot pay them himself, but he +knows neither of the languages which you speak----" + +The aged nun bent her head slowly, with an expression of angelic +sweetness, enhanced at the same time by the consciousness of her +power and dignity. + +"Do you know this gentleman?" she asked, with a keen glance. + +"Yes, Mother." + +"Go back to your cell, my daughter!" said the Mother +imperiously. The General slipped aside behind the curtain lest +the dreadful tumult within him should appear in his face; even in +the shadow it seemed to him that he could still see the +Superior's piercing eyes. He was afraid of her; she held his +little, frail, hardly-won happiness in her hands; and he, who had +never quailed under a triple row of guns, now trembled before +this nun. The Duchess went towards the door, but she turned +back. + +"Mother," she said, with dreadful calmness, "the Frenchman is +one of my brothers." + +"Then stay, my daughter," said the Superior, after a pause. + +The piece of admirable Jesuitry told of such love and regret, +that a man less strongly constituted might have broken down under +the keen delight in the midst of a great and, for him, an +entirely novel peril. Oh! how precious words, looks, and +gestures became when love must baffle lynx eyes and tiger's +claws! Sister Theresa came back. + +"You see, my brother, what I have dared to do only to speak to +you for a moment of your salvation and of the prayers that my +soul puts up for your soul daily. I am committing mortal sin. I +have told a lie. How many days of penance must expiate that lie! + +But I shall endure it for your sake. My brother, you do not know +what happiness it is to love in heaven; to feel that you can +confess love purified by religion, love transported into the +highest heights of all, so that we are permitted to lose sight of +all but the soul. If the doctrine and the spirit of the Saint to +whom we owe this refuge had not raised me above earth's anguish, +and caught me up and set me, far indeed beneath the Sphere +wherein she dwells, yet truly above this world, I should not have +seen you again. But now I can see you, and hear your voice, and +remain calm----" + +The General broke in, "But, Antoinette, let me see you, you whom +I love passionately, desperately, as you could have wished me to +love you." + +"Do not call me Antoinette, I implore you. Memories of the past +hurt me. You must see no one here but Sister Theresa, a creature +who trusts in the Divine mercy." She paused for a little, and +then added, "You must control yourself, my brother. Our Mother +would separate us without pity if there is any worldly passion in +your face, or if you allow the tears to fall from your eyes." + +The General bowed his head to regain self-control; when he looked +up again he saw her face beyond the grating--the thin, white, but +still impassioned face of the nun. All the magic charm of youth +that once bloomed there, all the fair contrast of velvet +whiteness and the colour of the Bengal rose, had given place to a +burning glow, as of a porcelain jar with a faint light shining +through it. The wonderful hair in which she took such pride had +been shaven; there was a bandage round her forehead and about her +face. An ascetic life had left dark traces about the eyes, which +still sometimes shot out fevered glances; their ordinary calm +expression was but a veil. In a few words, she was but the ghost +of her former self. + +"Ah! you that have come to be my life, you must come out of this +tomb! You were mine; you had no right to give yourself, even to +God. Did you not promise me to give up all at the least command +from me? You may perhaps think me worthy of that promise now +when you hear what I have done for you. I have sought you all +through the world. You have been in my thoughts at every moment +for five years; my life has been given to you. My friends, very +powerful friends, as you know, have helped with all their might +to search every convent in France, Italy, Spain, Sicily, and +America. Love burned more brightly for every vain search. Again +and again I made long journeys with a false hope; I have wasted +my life and the heaviest throbbings of my heart in vain under +many a dark convent wall. I am not speaking of a faithfulness +that knows no bounds, for what is it?--nothing compared with the +infinite longings of my love. If your remorse long ago was +sincere, you ought not to hesitate to follow me today." + +"You forget that I am not free." + +"The Duke is dead," he answered quickly. + +Sister Theresa flushed red. + +"May heaven be open to him!" she cried with a quick rush of +feeling. "He was generous to me.--But I did not mean such ties; +it was one of my sins that I was ready to break them all without +scruple--for you." + +"Are you speaking of your vows?" the General asked, frowning. +"I did not think that anything weighed heavier with your heart +than love. But do not think twice of it, Antoinette; the Holy +Father himself shall absolve you of your oath. I will surely go +to Rome, I will entreat all the powers of earth; if God could +come down from heaven, I would----" + +"Do not blaspheme." + +"So do not fear the anger of God. Ah! I would far rather hear +that you would leave your prison for me; that this very night you +would let yourself down into a boat at the foot of the cliffs. +And we would go away to be happy somewhere at the world's end, I +know not where. And with me at your side, you should come back +to life and health under the wings of love." + +"You must not talk like this," said Sister Theresa; "you do +not know what you are to me now. I love you far better than I +ever loved you before. Every day I pray for you; I see you with +other eyes. Armand, if you but knew the happiness of giving +yourself up, without shame, to a pure friendship which God +watches over! You do not know what joy it is to me to pray for +heaven's blessing on you. I never pray for myself: God will do +with me according to His will; but, at the price of my soul, I +wish I could be sure that you are happy here on earth, and that +you will be happy hereafter throughout all ages. My eternal life +is all that trouble has left me to offer up to you. I am old now +with weeping; I am neither young nor fair; and in any case, you +could not respect the nun who became a wife; no love, not even +motherhood, could give me absolution. . . . What can you say to +outweigh the uncounted thoughts that have gathered in my heart +during the past five years, thoughts that have changed, and worn, +and blighted it? I ought to have given a heart less sorrowful to +God." + +"What can I say? Dear Antoinette, I will say this, that I love +you; that affection, love, a great love, the joy of living in +another heart that is ours, utterly and wholly ours, is so rare a +thing and so hard to find, that I doubted you, and put you to +sharp proof; but now, today, I love you, Antoinette, with all my +soul's strength. . . . If you will follow me into solitude, I +will hear no voice but yours, I will see no other face." + +"Hush, Armand! You are shortening the little time that we may +be together here on earth." + +"Antoinette, will you come with me?" + +"I am never away from you. My life is in your heart, not +through the selfish ties of earthly happiness, or vanity, or +enjoyment; pale and withered as I am, I live here for you, in the +breast of God. As God is just, you shall be happy----" + +"Words, words all of it! Pale and withered? How if I want you? + +How if I cannot be happy without you? Do you still think of +nothing but duty with your lover before you? Is he never to come +first and above all things else in your heart? In time past you +put social success, yourself, heaven knows what, before him; now +it is God, it is the welfare of my soul! In Sister Theresa I +find the Duchess over again, ignorant of the happiness of love, +insensible as ever, beneath the semblance of sensibility. You do +not love me; you have never loved me----" + +"Oh, my brother----!" + +"You do not wish to leave this tomb. You love my soul, do you +say? Very well, through you it will be lost forever. I shall +make away with myself----" + +"Mother!" Sister Theresa called aloud in Spanish, "I have lied +to you; this man is my lover!" + +The curtain fell at once. The General, in his stupor, scarcely +heard the doors within as they clanged. + +"Ah! she loves me still!" he cried, understanding all the +sublimity of that cry of hers. "She loves me still. She must +be carried off. . . ." + + +The General left the island, returned to headquarters, pleaded +ill-health, asked for leave of absence, and forthwith took his +departure for France. + +And now for the incidents which brought the two personages in +this Scene into their present relation to each other. + + +The thing known in France as the Faubourg Saint-Germain is +neither a Quarter, nor a sect, nor an institution, nor anything +else that admits of a precise definition. There are great houses +in the Place Royale, the Faubourg Saint-Honore, and the Chaussee +d'Antin, in any one of which you may breathe the same atmosphere +of Faubourg Saint-Germain. So, to begin with, the whole Faubourg +is not within the Faubourg. There are men and women born far +enough away from its influences who respond to them and take +their place in the circle; and again there are others, born +within its limits, who may yet be driven forth forever. For the +last forty years the manners, and customs, and speech, in a word, +the tradition of the Faubourg Saint-Germain, has been to Paris +what the Court used to be in other times; it is what the Hotel +Saint-Paul was to the fourteenth century; the Louvre to the +fifteenth; the Palais, the Hotel Rambouillet, and the Place +Royale to the sixteenth; and lastly, as Versailles was to the +seventeenth and the eighteenth. + +Just as the ordinary workaday Paris will always centre about some +point; so, through all periods of history, the Paris of the +nobles and the upper classes converges towards some particular +spot. It is a periodically recurrent phenomenon which presents +ample matter for reflection to those who are fain to observe or +describe the various social zones; and possibly an enquiry into +the causes that bring about this centralisation may do more than +merely justify the probability of this episode; it may be of +service to serious interests which some day will be more deeply +rooted in the commonwealth, unless, indeed, experience is as +meaningless for political parties as it is for youth. + +In every age the great nobles, and the rich who always ape the +great nobles, build their houses as far as possible from crowded +streets. When the Duc d'Uzes built his splendid hotel in the Rue +Montmartre in the reign of Louis XIV, and set the fountain at his +gates--for which beneficent action, to say nothing of his other +virtues, he was held in such veneration that the whole quarter +turned out in a body to follow his funeral--when the Duke, I say, +chose this site for his house, he did so because that part of +Paris was almost deserted in those days. But when the +fortifications were pulled down, and the market gardens beyond +the line of the boulevards began to fill with houses, then the +d'Uzes family left their fine mansion, and in our time it was +occupied by a banker. Later still, the noblesse began to find +themselves out of their element among shopkeepers, left the Place +Royale and the centre of Paris for good, and crossed the river to +breathe freely in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, where palaces were +reared already about the great hotel built by Louis XIV for the +Duc de Maine--the Benjamin among his legitimated offspring. And +indeed, for people accustomed to a stately life, can there be +more unseemly surroundings than the bustle, the mud, the street +cries, the bad smells, and narrow thoroughfares of a populous +quarter? The very habits of life in a mercantile or +manufacturing district are completely at variance with the lives +of nobles. The shopkeeper and artisan are just going to bed when +the great world is thinking of dinner; and the noisy stir of life +begins among the former when the latter have gone to rest. Their +day's calculations never coincide; the one class represents the +expenditure, the other the receipts. Consequently their manners +and customs are diametrically opposed. + +Nothing contemptuous is intended by this statement. An +aristocracy is in a manner the intellect of the social system, as +the middle classes and the proletariat may be said to be its +organising and working power. It naturally follows that these +forces are differently situated; and of their antagonism there is +bred a seeming antipathy produced by the performance of different +functions, all of them, however, existing for one common end. + +Such social dissonances are so inevitably the outcome of any +charter of the constitution, that however much a Liberal may be +disposed to complain of them, as of treason against those sublime +ideas with which the ambitious plebeian is apt to cover his +designs, he would none the less think it a preposterous notion +that M. le Prince de Montmorency, for instance, should continue +to live in the Rue Saint-Martin at the corner of the street which +bears that nobleman's name; or that M. le Duc de Fitz-James, +descendant of the royal house of Scotland, should have his hotel +at the angle of the Rue Marie Stuart and the Rue Montorgueil. +Sint ut sunt, aut non sint, the grand words of the Jesuit, might +be taken as a motto by the great in all countries. These social +differences are patent in all ages; the fact is always accepted +by the people; its "reasons of state" are self-evident; it is +at once cause and effect, a principle and a law. The common +sense of the masses never deserts them until demagogues stir them +up to gain ends of their own; that common sense is based on the +verities of social order; and the social order is the same +everywhere, in Moscow as in London, in Geneva as in Calcutta. +Given a certain number of families of unequal fortune in any +given space, you will see an aristocracy forming under your eyes; +there will be the patricians, the upper classes, and yet other +ranks below them. Equality may be a RIGHT, but no power on earth +can convert it into FACT. It would be a good thing for France if +this idea could be popularised. The benefits of political +harmony are obvious to the least intelligent classes. Harmony +is, as it were, the poetry of order, and order is a matter of +vital importance to the working population. And what is order, +reduced to its simplest expression, but the agreement of things +among themselves--unity, in short? Architecture, music, and +poetry, everything in France, and in France more than in any +other country, is based upon this principle; it is written upon +the very foundations of her clear accurate language, and a +language must always be the most infallible index of national +character. In the same way you may note that the French popular +airs are those most calculated to strike the imagination, the +best-modulated melodies are taken over by the people; clearness +of thought, the intellectual simplicity of an idea attracts them; +they like the incisive sayings that hold the greatest number of +ideas. + +France is the one country in the world where a little phrase may +bring about a great revolution. Whenever the masses have risen, +it has been to bring men, affairs, and principles into agreement. + +No nation has a clearer conception of that idea of unity which +should permeate the life of an aristocracy; possibly no other +nation has so intelligent a comprehension of a political +necessity; history will never find her behind the time. France +has been led astray many a time, but she is deluded, woman-like, +by generous ideas, by a glow of enthusiasm which at first +outstrips sober reason. + +So, to begin with, the most striking characteristic of the +Faubourg is the splendour of its great mansions, its great +gardens, and a surrounding quiet in keeping with princely +revenues drawn from great estates. + +And what is this distance set between a class and a whole +metropolis but visible and outward expression of the widely +different attitude of mind which must inevitably keep them apart? + +The position of the head is well defined in every organism. If +by any chance a nation allows its head to fall at its feet, it is +pretty sure sooner or later to discover that this is a suicidal +measure; and since nations have no desire to perish, they set to +work at once to grow a new head. If they lack the strength for +this, they perish as Rome perished, and Venice, and so many other +states. + +This distinction between the upper and lower spheres of social +activity, emphasised by differences in their manner of living, +necessarily implies that in the highest aristocracy there is real +worth and some distinguishing merit. In any state, no matter +what form of "government" is affected, so soon as the patrician +class fails to maintain that complete superiority which is the +condition of its existence, it ceases to be a force, and is +pulled down at once by the populace. The people always wish to +see money, power, and initiative in their leaders, hands, hearts, +and heads; they must be the spokesmen, they must represent the +intelligence and the glory of the nation. Nations, like women, +love strength in those who rule them; they cannot give love +without respect; they refuse utterly to obey those of whom they +do not stand in awe. An aristocracy fallen into contempt is a +roi faineant, a husband in petticoats; first it ceases to be +itself, and then it ceases to be. + +And in this way the isolation of the great, the sharply marked +distinction in their manner of life, or in a word, the general +custom of the patrician caste is at once the sign of a real +power, and their destruction so soon as that power is lost. The +Faubourg Saint-Germain failed to recognise the conditions of its +being, while it would still have been easy to perpetuate its +existence, and therefore was brought low for a time. The +Faubourg should have looked the facts fairly in the face, as the +English aristocracy did before them; they should have seen that +every institution has its climacteric periods, when words lose +their old meanings, and ideas reappear in a new guise, and the +whole conditions of politics wear a changed aspect, while the +underlying realities undergo no essential alteration. + +These ideas demand further development which form an essential +part of this episode; they are given here both as a succinct +statement of the causes, and an explanation of the things which +happen in the course of the story. + +The stateliness of the castles and palaces where nobles dwell; +the luxury of the details; the constantly maintained +sumptuousness of the furniture; the "atmosphere" in which the +fortunate owner of landed estates (a rich man before he was born) +lives and moves easily and without friction; the habit of mind +which never descends to calculate the petty workaday gains of +existence; the leisure; the higher education attainable at a much +earlier age; and lastly, the aristocratic tradition that makes of +him a social force, for which his opponents, by dint of study and +a strong will and tenacity of vocation, are scarcely a match-all +these things should contribute to form a lofty spirit in a man, +possessed of such privileges from his youth up; they should stamp +his character with that high self-respect, of which the least +consequence is a nobleness of heart in harmony with the noble +name that he bears. And in some few families all this is +realised. There are noble characters here and there in the +Faubourg, but they are marked exceptions to a general rule of +egoism which has been the ruin of this world within a world. The +privileges above enumerated are the birthright of the French +noblesse, as of every patrician efflorescence ever formed on the +surface of a nation; and will continue to be theirs so long as +their existence is based upon real estate, or money; domaine-sol +and domaine-argent alike, the only solid bases of an organised +society; but such privileges are held upon the understanding that +the patricians must continue to justify their existence. There +is a sort of moral fief held on a tenure of service rendered to +the sovereign, and here in France the people are undoubtedly the +sovereigns nowadays. The times are changed, and so are the +weapons. The knight-banneret of old wore a coat of chain armour +and a hauberk,; he could handle a lance well and display his +pennon, and no more was required of him; today he is bound to +give proof of his intelligence. A stout heart was enough in the +days of old; in our days he is required to have a capacious +brain-pan. Skill and knowledge and capital--these three points +mark out a social triangle on which the scutcheon of power is +blazoned; our modern aristocracy must take its stand on these. + +A fine theorem is as good as a great name. The Rothschilds, the +Fuggers of the nineteenth century, are princes de facto. A great +artist is in reality an oligarch; he represents a whole century, +and almost always he is a law to others. And the art of words, +the high pressure machinery of the writer, the poet's genius, the +merchant's steady endurance, the strong will of the statesman who +concentrates a thousand dazzling qualities in himself, the +general's sword--all these victories, in short, which a single +individual will win, that he may tower above the rest of the +world, the patrician class is now bound to win and keep +exclusively. They must head the new forces as they once headed +the material forces; how should they keep the position unless +they are worthy of it? How, unless they are the soul and brain +of a nation, shall they set its hands moving? How lead a people +without the power of command? And what is the marshal's baton +without the innate power of the captain in the man who wields it? + +The Faubourg Saint-Germain took to playing with batons, and +fancied that all the power was in its hands. It inverted the +terms of the proposition which called it into existence. And +instead of flinging away the insignia which offended the people, +and quietly grasping the power, it allowed the bourgeoisie to +seize the authority, clung with fatal obstinacy to its shadow, +and over and over again forgot the laws which a minority must +observe if it would live. When an aristocracy is scarce a +thousandth part of the body social, it is bound today, as of old, +to multiply its points of action, so as to counterbalance the +weight of the masses in a great crisis. And in our days those +means of action must be living forces, and not historical +memories. + +In France, unluckily, the noblesse were still so puffed up with +the notion of their vanished power, that it was difficult to +contend against a kind of innate presumption in themselves. +Perhaps this is a national defect. The Frenchman is less given +than anyone else to undervalue himself; it comes natural to him +to go from his degree to the one above it; and while it is a rare +thing for him to pity the unfortunates over whose heads he rises, +he always groans in spirit to see so many fortunate people above +him. He is very far from heartless, but too often he prefers to +listen to his intellect. The national instinct which brings the +Frenchman to the front, the vanity that wastes his substance, is +as much a dominant passion as thrift in the Dutch. For three +centuries it swayed the noblesse, who, in this respect, were +certainly pre-eminently French. The scion of the Faubourg +Saint-Germain, beholding his material superiority, was fully +persuaded of his intellectual superiority. And everything +contributed to confirm him in his belief; for ever since the +Faubourg Saint-Germain existed at all--which is to say, ever +since Versailles ceased to be the royal residence--the Faubourg, +with some few gaps in continuity, was always backed up by the +central power, which in France seldom fails to support that side. + +Thence its downfall in 1830. + +At that time the party of the Faubourg Saint-Germain was rather +like an army without a base of operation. It had utterly failed +to take advantage of the peace to plant itself in the heart of +the nation. It sinned for want of learning its lesson, and +through an utter incapability of regarding its interests as a +whole. A future certainty was sacrificed to a doubtful present +gain. This blunder in policy may perhaps be attributed to the +following cause. + +The class-isolation so strenuously kept up by the noblesse +brought about fatal results during the last forty years; even +caste-patriotism was extinguished by it, and rivalry fostered +among themselves. When the French noblesse of other times were +rich and powerful, the nobles (gentilhommes) could choose their +chiefs and obey them in the hour of danger. As their power +diminished, they grew less amenable to discipline; and as in the +last days of the Byzantine Empire, everyone wished to be emperor. + +They mistook their uniform weakness for uniform strength. + +Each family ruined by the Revolution and the abolition of the law +of primogeniture thought only of itself, and not at all of the +great family of the noblesse. It seemed to them that as each +individual grew rich, the party as a whole would gain in +strength. And herein lay their mistake. Money, likewise, is +only the outward and visible sign of power. All these families +were made up of persons who preserved a high tradition of +courtesy, of true graciousness of life, of refined speech, with a +family pride, and a squeamish sense of noblesse oblige which +suited well with the kind of life they led; a life wholly filled +with occupations which become contemptible so soon as they cease +to be accessories and take the chief place in existence. There +was a certain intrinsic merit in all these people, but the merit +was on the surface, and none of them were worth their face-value. + +Not a single one among those families had courage to ask itself +the question, "Are we strong enough for the responsibility of +power?" They were cast on the top, like the lawyers of 1830; +and instead of taking the patron's place, like a great man, the +Faubourg Saint-Germain showed itself greedy as an upstart. The +most intelligent nation in the world perceived clearly that the +restored nobles were organising everything for their own +particular benefit. From that day the noblesse was doomed. The +Faubourg Saint-Germain tried to be an aristocracy when it could +only be an oligarchy--two very different systems, as any man may +see for himself if he gives an intelligent perusal to the list of +the patronymics of the House of Peers. + +The King's Government certainly meant well; but the maxim that +the people must be made to WILL everything, even their own +welfare, was pretty constantly forgotten, nor did they bear in +mind that La France is a woman and capricious, and must be happy +or chastised at her own good pleasure. If there had been many +dukes like the Duc de Laval, whose modesty made him worthy of the +name he bore, the elder branch would have been as securely seated +on the throne as the House of Hanover at this day. + +In 1814 the noblesse of France were called upon to assert their +superiority over the most aristocratic bourgeoisie in the most +feminine of all countries, to take the lead in the most highly +educated epoch the world had yet seen. And this was even more +notably the case in 1820. The Faubourg Saint-Germain might very +easily have led and amused the middle classes in days when +people's heads were turned with distinctions, and art and science +were all the rage. But the narrow-minded leaders of a time of +great intellectual progress all of them detested art and science. + +They had not even the wit to present religion in attractive +colours, though they needed its support. While Lamartine, +Lamennais, Montalembert, and other writers were putting new life +and elevation into men's ideas of religion, and gilding it with +poetry, these bunglers in the Government chose to make the +harshness of their creed felt all over the country. Never was +nation in a more tractable humour; La France, like a tired woman, +was ready to agree to anything; never was mismanagement so +clumsy; and La France, like a woman, would have forgiven wrongs +more easily than bungling. + +If the noblesse meant to reinstate themselves, the better to +found a strong oligarchy, they should have honestly and +diligently searched their Houses for men of the stamp that +Napoleon used; they should have turned themselves inside out to +see if peradventure there was a Constitutionalist Richelieu +lurking in the entrails of the Faubourg; and if that genius was +not forthcoming from among them, they should have set out to find +him, even in the fireless garret where he might happen to be +perishing of cold; they should have assimilated him, as the +English House of Lords continually assimilates aristocrats made +by chance; and finally ordered him to be ruthless, to lop away +the old wood, and cut the tree down to the living shoots. But, +in the first place, the great system of English Toryism was far +too large for narrow minds; the importation required time, and in +France a tardy success is no better than a fiasco. So far, +moreover, from adopting a policy of redemption, and looking for +new forces where God puts them, these petty great folk took a +dislike to any capacity that did not issue from their midst; and, +lastly, instead of growing young again, the Faubourg +Saint-Germain grew positively older. + +Etiquette, not an institution of primary necessity, might have +been maintained if it had appeared only on state occasions, but +as it was, there was a daily wrangle over precedence; it ceased +to be a matter of art or court ceremonial, it became a question +of power. And if from the outset the Crown lacked an adviser +equal to so great a crisis, the aristocracy was still more +lacking in a sense of its wider interests, an instinct which +might have supplied the deficiency. They stood nice about M. de +Talleyrand's marriage, when M. de Talleyrand was the one man +among them with the steel-encompassed brains that can forge a new +political system and begin a new career of glory for a nation. +The Faubourg scoffed at a minister if he was not gently born, and +produced no one of gentle birth that was fit to be a minister. +There were plenty of nobles fitted to serve their country by +raising the dignity of justices of the peace, by improving the +land, by opening out roads and canals, and taking an active and +leading part as country gentlemen; but these had sold their +estates to gamble on the Stock Exchange. Again the Faubourg +might have absorbed the energetic men among the bourgeoisie, and +opened their ranks to the ambition which was undermining +authority; they preferred instead to fight, and to fight unarmed, +for of all that they once possessed there was nothing left but +tradition. For their misfortune there was just precisely enough +of their former wealth left them as a class to keep up their +bitter pride. They were content with their past. Not one of +them seriously thought of bidding the son of the house take up +arms from the pile of weapons which the nineteenth century flings +down in the market-place. Young men, shut out from office, were +dancing at Madame's balls, while they should have been doing the +work done under the Republic and the Empire by young, +conscientious, harmlessly employed energies. It was their place +to carry out at Paris the programme which their seniors should +have been following in the country. The heads of houses might +have won back recognition of their titles by unremitting +attention to local interests, by falling in with the spirit of +the age, by recasting their order to suit the taste of the times. + +But, pent up together in the Faubourg Saint-Germain, where the +spirit of the ancient court and traditions of bygone feuds +between the nobles and the Crown still lingered on, the +aristocracy was not whole-hearted in its allegiance to the +Tuileries, and so much the more easily defeated because it was +concentrated in the Chamber of Peers, and badly organised even +there. If the noblesse had woven themselves into a network over +the country, they could have held their own; but cooped up in +their Faubourg, with their backs against the Chateau, or spread +at full length over the Budget, a single blow cut the thread of a +fast-expiring life, and a petty, smug-faced lawyer came forward +with the axe. In spite of M. Royer-Collard's admirable +discourse, the hereditary peerage and law of entail fell before +the lampoons of a man who made it a boast that he had adroitly +argued some few heads out of the executioner's clutches, and now +forsooth must clumsily proceed to the slaying of old +institutions. + +There are examples and lessons for the future in all this. For +if there were not still a future before the French aristocracy, +there would be no need to do more than find a suitable +sarcophagus; it were something pitilessly cruel to burn the dead +body of it with fire of Tophet. + +But though the surgeon's scalpel is ruthless, it sometimes gives +back life to a dying man; and the Faubourg Saint-Germain may wax +more powerful under persecution than in its day of triumph, if it +but chooses to organise itself under a leader. + +And now it is easy to give a summary of this semi-political +survey. The wish to re-establish a large fortune was uppermost +in everyone's mind; a lack of broad views, and a mass of small +defects, a real need of religion as a political factor, combined +with a thirst for pleasure which damaged the cause of religion +and necessitated a good deal of hypocrisy; a certain attitude of +protest on the part of loftier and clearer-sighted men who set +their faces against Court jealousies; and the disaffection of the +provincial families, who often came of purer descent than the +nobles of the Court which alienated them from itself--all these +things combined to bring about a most discordant state of things +in the Faubourg Saint-Germain. It was neither compact in its +organisation, nor consequent in its action; neither completely +moral, nor frankly dissolute; it did not corrupt, nor was it +corrupted; it would neither wholly abandon the disputed points +which damaged its cause, nor yet adopt the policy that might have +saved it. In short, however effete individuals might be, the +party as a whole was none the less armed with all the great +principles which lie at the roots of national existence. What +was there in the Faubourg that it should perish in its strength? + +It was very hard to please in the choice of candidates; the +Faubourg had good taste, it was scornfully fastidious, yet there +was nothing very glorious nor chivalrous truly about its fall. + +In the Emigration of 1789 there were some traces of a loftier +feeling; but in the Emigration of 1830 from Paris into the +country there was nothing discernible but self-interest. A few +famous men of letters, a few oratorical triumphs in the Chambers, +M. de Talleyrand's attitude in the Congress, the taking of +Algiers, and not a few names that found their way from the +battlefield into the pages of history--all these things were so +many examples set before the French noblesse to show that it was +still open to them to take their part in the national existence, +and to win recognition of their claims, if, indeed, they could +condescend thus far. In every living organism the work of +bringing the whole into harmony within itself is always going on. + +If a man is indolent, the indolence shows itself in everything +that he does; and, in the same manner, the general spirit of a +class is pretty plainly manifested in the face it turns on the +world, and the soul informs the body. + +The women of the Restoration displayed neither the proud +disregard of public opinion shown by the court ladies of olden +time in their wantonness, nor yet the simple grandeur of the +tardy virtues by which they expiated their sins and shed so +bright a glory about their names. There was nothing either very +frivolous or very serious about the woman of the Restoration. +She was hypocritical as a rule in her passion, and compounded, so +to speak, with its pleasures. Some few families led the domestic +life of the Duchesse d'Orleans, whose connubial couch was +exhibited so absurdly to visitors at the Palais Royal. Two or +three kept up the traditions of the Regency, filling cleverer +women with something like disgust. The great lady of the new +school exercised no influence at all over the manners of the +time; and yet she might have done much. She might, at worst, +have presented as dignified a spectacle as English-women of the +same rank. But she hesitated feebly among old precedents, became +a bigot by force of circumstances, and allowed nothing of herself +to appear, not even her better qualities. + +Not one among the Frenchwomen of that day had the ability to +create a salon whither leaders of fashion might come to take +lessons in taste and elegance. Their voices, which once laid +down the law to literature, that living expression of a time, now +counted absolutely for nought. Now when a literature lacks a +general system, it fails to shape a body for itself, and dies out +with its period. + +When in a nation at any time there is a people apart thus +constituted, the historian is pretty certain to find some +representative figure, some central personage who embodies the +qualities and the defects of the whole party to which he belongs; +there is Coligny, for instance, among the Huguenots, the +Coadjuteur in the time of the Fronde, the Marechal de Richelieu +under Louis XV, Danton during the Terror. It is in the nature of +things that the man should be identified with the company in +which history finds him. How is it possible to lead a party +without conforming to its ideas? or to shine in any epoch unless +a man represents the ideas of his time? The wise and prudent +head of a party is continually obliged to bow to the prejudices +and follies of its rear; and this is the cause of actions for +which he is afterwards criticised by this or that historian +sitting at a safer distance from terrific popular explosions, +coolly judging the passion and ferment without which the great +struggles of the world could not be carried on at all. And if +this is true of the Historical Comedy of the Centuries, it is +equally true in a more restricted sphere in the detached scenes +of the national drama known as the Manners of the Age. + + +At the beginning of that ephemeral life led by the Faubourg +Saint-Germain under the Restoration, to which, if there is any +truth in the above reflections, they failed to give stability, +the most perfect type of the aristocratic caste in its weakness +and strength, its greatness and littleness, might have been found +for a brief space in a young married woman who belonged to it. +This was a woman artificially educated, but in reality ignorant; +a woman whose instincts and feelings were lofty while the thought +which should have controlled them was wanting. She squandered +the wealth of her nature in obedience to social conventions; she +was ready to brave society, yet she hesitated till her scruples +degenerated into artifice. With more wilfulness than real force +of character, impressionable rather than enthusiastic, gifted +with more brain than heart; she was supremely a woman, supremely +a coquette, and above all things a Parisienne, loving a brilliant +life and gaiety, reflecting never, or too late; imprudent to the +verge of poetry, and humble in the depths of her heart, in spite +of her charming insolence. Like some straight-growing reed, she +made a show of independence; yet, like the reed, she was ready to +bend to a strong hand. She talked much of religion, and had it +not at heart, though she was prepared to find in it a solution of +her life. How explain a creature so complex? Capable of +heroism, yet sinking unconsciously from heroic heights to utter a +spiteful word; young and sweet-natured, not so much old at heart +as aged by the maxims of those about her; versed in a selfish +philosophy in which she was all unpractised, she had all the +vices of a courtier, all the nobleness of developing womanhood. +She trusted nothing and no one, yet there were times when she +quitted her sceptical attitude for a submissive credulity. + +How should any portrait be anything but incomplete of her, in +whom the play of swiftly-changing colour made discord only to +produce a poetic confusion? For in her there shone a divine +brightness, a radiance of youth that blended all her bewildering +characteristics in a certain completeness and unity informed by +her charm. Nothing was feigned. The passion or semi-passion, +the ineffectual high aspirations, the actual pettiness, the +coolness of sentiment and warmth of impulse, were all spontaneous +and unaffected, and as much the outcome of her own position as of +the position of the aristocracy to which she belonged. She was +wholly self-contained; she put herself proudly above the world +and beneath the shelter of her name. There was something of the +egoism of Medea in her life, as in the life of the aristocracy +that lay a-dying, and would not so much as raise itself or +stretch out a hand to any political physician; so well aware of +its feebleness, or so conscious that it was already dust, that it +refused to touch or be touched. + +The Duchesse de Langeais (for that was her name) had been married +for about four years when the Restoration was finally +consummated, which is to say, in 1816. By that time the +revolution of the Hundred Days had let in the light on the mind +of Louis XVIII. In spite of his surroundings, he comprehended +the situation and the age in which he was living; and it was only +later, when this Louis XI, without the axe, lay stricken down by +disease, that those about him got the upper hand. The Duchesse +de Langeais, a Navarreins by birth, came of a ducal house which +had made a point of never marrying below its rank since the reign +of Louis XIV. Every daughter of the house must sooner or later +take a tabouret at Court. So, Antoinette de Navarreins, at the +age of eighteen, came out of the profound solitude in which her +girlhood had been spent to marry the Duc de Langeais's eldest +son. The two families at that time were living quite out of the +world; but after the invasion of France, the return of the +Bourbons seemed to every Royalist mind the only possible way of +putting an end to the miseries of the war. + +The Ducs de Navarreins and de Langeais had been faithful +throughout to the exiled Princes, nobly resisting all the +temptations of glory under the Empire. Under the circumstances +they naturally followed out the old family policy; and Mlle +Antoinette, a beautiful and portionless girl, was married to M. +le Marquis de Langeais only a few months before the death of the +Duke his father. + +After the return of the Bourbons, the families resumed their +rank, offices, and dignity at Court; once more they entered +public life, from which hitherto they held aloof, and took their +place high on the sunlit summits of the new political world. In +that time of general baseness and sham political conversions, the +public conscience was glad to recognise the unstained loyalty of +the two houses, and a consistency in political and private life +for which all parties involuntarily respected them. But, +unfortunately, as so often happens in a time of transition, the +most disinterested persons, the men whose loftiness of view and +wise principles would have gained the confidence of the French +nation and led them to believe in the generosity of a novel and +spirited policy--these men, to repeat, were taken out of affairs, +and public business was allowed to fall into the hands of others, +who found it to their interest to push principles to their +extreme consequences by way of proving their devotion. + +The families of Langeais and Navarreins remained about the Court, +condemned to perform the duties required by Court ceremonial amid +the reproaches and sneers of the Liberal party. They were +accused of gorging themselves with riches and honours, and all +the while their family estates were no larger than before, and +liberal allowances from the civil list were wholly expended in +keeping up the state necessary for any European government, even +if it be a Republic. + +In 1818, M. le Duc de Langeais commanded a division of the army, +and the Duchess held a post about one of the Princesses, in +virtue of which she was free to live in Paris and apart from her +husband without scandal. The Duke, moreover, besides his +military duties, had a place at Court, to which he came during +his term of waiting, leaving his major-general in command. The +Duke and Duchess were leading lives entirely apart, the world +none the wiser. Their marriage of convention shared the fate of +nearly all family arrangements of the kind. Two more +antipathetic dispositions could not well have been found; they +were brought together; they jarred upon each other; there was +soreness on either side; then they were divided once for all. +Then they went their separate ways, with a due regard for +appearances. The Duc de Langeais, by nature as methodical as the +Chevalier de Folard himself, gave himself up methodically to his +own tastes and amusements, and left his wife at liberty to do as +she pleased so soon as he felt sure of her character. He +recognised in her a spirit pre-eminently proud, a cold heart, a +profound submissiveness to the usages of the world, and a +youthful loyalty. Under the eyes of great relations, with the +light of a prudish and bigoted Court turned full upon the +Duchess, his honour was safe. + +So the Duke calmly did as the grands seigneurs of the eighteenth +century did before him, and left a young wife of two-and-twenty +to her own devices. He had deeply offended that wife, and in her +nature there was one appalling characteristic--she would never +forgive an offence when woman's vanity and self-love, with all +that was best in her nature perhaps, had been slighted, wounded +in secret. Insult and injury in the face of the world a woman +loves to forget; there is a way open to her of showing herself +great; she is a woman in her forgiveness; but a secret offence +women never pardon; for secret baseness, as for hidden virtues +and hidden love, they have no kindness + +This was Mme la Duchesse de Langeais's real position, unknown to +the world. She herself did not reflect upon it. It was the time +of the rejoicings over the Duc de Berri's marriage. The Court +and the Faubourg roused itself from its listlessness and reserve. + +This was the real beginning of that unheard-of splendour which +the Government of the Restoration carried too far. At that time +the Duchess, whether for reasons of her own, or from vanity, +never appeared in public without a following of women equally +distinguished by name and fortune. As queen of fashion she had +her dames d'atours, her ladies, who modelled their manner and +their wit on hers. They had been cleverly chosen. None of her +satellites belonged to the inmost Court circle, nor to the +highest level of the Faubourg Saint-Germain; but they had set +their minds upon admission to those inner sanctuaries. Being as +yet simple dominations, they wished to rise to the neighbourhood +of the throne, and mingle with the seraphic powers in the high +sphere known as le petit chateau. Thus surrounded, the Duchess's +position was stronger and more commanding and secure. Her +"ladies" defended her character and helped her to play her +detestable part of a woman of fashion. She could laugh at men at +her ease, play with fire, receive the homage on which the +feminine nature is nourished, and remain mistress of herself. + +At Paris, in the highest society of all, a woman is a woman +still; she lives on incense, adulation, and honours. No beauty, +however undoubted, no face, however fair, is anything without +admiration. Flattery and a lover are proofs of power. And what +is power without recognition? Nothing. If the prettiest of +women were left alone in a corner of a drawing-room, she would +droop. Put her in the very centre and summit of social grandeur, +she will at once aspire to reign over all hearts--often because +it is out of her power to be the happy queen of one. Dress and +manner and coquetry are all meant to please one of the poorest +creatures extant--the brainless coxcomb, whose handsome face is +his sole merit; it was for such as these that women threw +themselves away. The gilded wooden idols of the Restoration, for +they were neither more nor less, had neither the antecedents of +the petits maitres of the time of the Fronde, nor the rough +sterling worth of Napoleon's heroes, not the wit and fine manners +of their grandsires; but something of all three they meant to be +without any trouble to themselves. Brave they were, like all +young Frenchmen; ability they possessed, no doubt, if they had +had a chance of proving it, but their places were filled up by +the old worn-out men, who kept them in leading strings. It was a +day of small things, a cold prosaic era. Perhaps it takes a long +time for a Restoration to become a Monarchy. + +For the past eighteen months the Duchesse de Langeais had been +leading this empty life, filled with balls and subsequent visits, +objectless triumphs, and the transient loves that spring up and +die in an evening's space. All eyes were turned on her when she +entered a room; she reaped her harvest of flatteries and some few +words of warmer admiration, which she encouraged by a gesture or +a glance, but never suffered to penetrate deeper than the skin. +Her tone and bearing and everything else about her imposed her +will upon others. Her life was a sort of fever of vanity and +perpetual enjoyment, which turned her head. She was daring +enough in conversation; she would listen to anything, corrupting +the surface, as it were, of her heart. Yet when she returned +home, she often blushed at the story that had made her laugh; at +the scandalous tale that supplied the details, on the strength of +which she analysed the love that she had never known, and marked +the subtle distinctions of modern passion, not with comment on +the part of complacent hypocrites. For women know how to say +everything among themselves, and more of them are ruined by each +other than corrupted by men. + +There came a moment when she discerned that not until a woman is +loved will the world fully recognise her beauty and her wit. +What does a husband prove? Simply that a girl or woman was +endowed with wealth, or well brought up; that her mother managed +cleverly that in some way she satisfied a man's ambitions. A +lover constantly bears witness to her personal perfections. Then +followed the discovery still in Mme de Langeais's early +womanhood, that it was possible to be loved without committing +herself, without permission, without vouchsafing any satisfaction +beyond the most meagre dues. There was more than one demure +feminine hypocrite to instruct her in the art of playing such +dangerous comedies. + +So the Duchess had her court, and the number of her adorers and +courtiers guaranteed her virtue. She was amiable and +fascinating; she flirted till the ball or the evening's gaiety +was at an end. Then the curtain dropped. She was cold, +indifferent, self-contained again till the next day brought its +renewed sensations, superficial as before. Two or three men were +completely deceived, and fell in love in earnest. She laughed at +them, she was utterly insensible. "I am loved!" she told +herself. "He loves me!" The certainty sufficed her. It is +enough for the miser to know that his every whim might be +fulfilled if he chose; so it was with the Duchess, and perhaps +she did not even go so far as to form a wish. + +One evening she chanced to be at the house of an intimate friend +Mme la Vicomtesse de Fontaine, one of the humble rivals who +cordially detested her, and went with her everywhere. In a +"friendship" of this sort both sides are on their guard, and +never lay their armour aside; confidences are ingeniously +indiscreet, and not unfrequently treacherous. Mme de Langeais +had distributed her little patronising, friendly, or freezing +bows, with the air natural to a woman who knows the worth of her +smiles, when her eyes fell upon a total stranger. Something in +the man's large gravity of aspect startled her, and, with a +feeling almost like dread, she turned to Mme de Maufrigneuse +with, "Who is the newcomer, dear?" + +"Someone that you have heard of, no doubt. The Marquis de +Montriveau." + +"Oh! is it he?" + +She took up her eyeglass and submitted him to a very insolent +scrutiny, as if he had been a picture meant to receive glances, +not to return them. + +"Do introduce him; he ought to be interesting." + +"Nobody more tiresome and dull, dear. But he is the fashion." + +M. Armand de Montriveau, at that moment all unwittingly the +object of general curiosity, better deserved attention than any +of the idols that Paris needs must set up to worship for a brief +space, for the city is vexed by periodical fits of craving, a +passion for engouement and sham enthusiasm, which must be +satisfied. The Marquis was the only son of General de +Montriveau, one of the ci-devants who served the Republic nobly, +and fell by Joubert's side at Novi. Bonaparte had placed his son +at the school at Chalons, with the orphans of other generals who +fell on the battlefield, leaving their children under the +protection of the Republic. Armand de Montriveau left school +with his way to make, entered the artillery, and had only reached +a major's rank at the time of the Fontainebleau disaster. In his +section of the service the chances of advancement were not many. +There are fewer officers, in the first place, among the gunners +than in any other corps; and in the second place, the feeling in +the artillery was decidedly Liberal, not to say Republican; and +the Emperor, feeling little confidence in a body of highly +educated men who were apt to think for themselves, gave promotion +grudgingly in the service. In the artillery, accordingly, the +general rule of the army did not apply; the commanding officers +were not invariably the most remarkable men in their department, +because there was less to be feared from mediocrities. The +artillery was a separate corps in those days, and only came under +Napoleon in action. + +Besides these general causes, other reasons, inherent in Armand +de Montriveau's character, were sufficient in themselves to +account for his tardy promotion. He was alone in the world. He +had been thrown at the age of twenty into the whirlwind of men +directed by Napoleon; his interests were bounded by himself, any +day he might lose his life; it became a habit of mind with him to +live by his own self-respect and the consciousness that he had +done his duty. Like all shy men, he was habitually silent; but +his shyness sprang by no means from timidity; it was a kind of +modesty in him; he found any demonstration of vanity intolerable. + +There was no sort of swagger about his fearlessness in action; +nothing escaped his eyes; he could give sensible advice to his +chums with unshaken coolness; he could go under fire, and duck +upon occasion to avoid bullets. He was kindly; but his +expression was haughty and stern, and his face gained him this +character. In everything he was rigorous as arithmetic; he never +permitted the slightest deviation from duty on any plausible +pretext, nor blinked the consequences of a fact. He would lend +himself to nothing of which he was ashamed; he never asked +anything for himself; in short, Armand de Montriveau was one of +many great men unknown to fame, and philosophical enough to +despise it; living without attaching themselves to life, because +they have not found their opportunity of developing to the full +their power to do and feel. + +People were afraid of Montriveau; they respected him, but he was +not very popular. Men may indeed allow you to rise above them, +but to decline to descend as low as they can do is the one +unpardonable sin. In their feeling towards loftier natures, +there is a trace of hate and fear. Too much honour with them +implies censure of themselves, a thing forgiven neither to the +living nor to the dead. + +After the Emperor's farewells at Fontainebleau, Montriveau, noble +though he was, was put on half-pay. Perhaps the heads of the War +Office took fright at uncompromising uprightness worthy of +antiquity, or perhaps it was known that he felt bound by his oath +to the Imperial Eagle. During the Hundred Days he was made a +Colonel of the Guard, and left on the field of Waterloo. His +wounds kept him in Belgium he was not present at the disbanding +of the Army of the Loire, but the King's government declined to +recognise promotion made during the Hundred Days, and Armand de +Montriveau left France. + +An adventurous spirit, a loftiness of thought hitherto satisfied +by the hazards of war, drove him on an exploring expedition +through Upper Egypt; his sanity or impulse directed his +enthusiasm to a project of great importance, he turned his +attention to that unexplored Central Africa which occupies the +learned of today. The scientific expedition was long and +unfortunate. He had made a valuable collection of notes bearing +on various geographical and commercial problems, of which +solutions are still eagerly sought; and succeeded, after +surmounting many obstacles, in reaching the heart of the +continent, when he was betrayed into the hands of a hostile +native tribe. Then, stripped of all that he had, for two years +he led a wandering life in the desert, the slave of savages, +threatened with death at every moment, and more cruelly treated +than a dumb animal in the power of pitiless children. Physical +strength, and a mind braced to endurance, enabled him to survive +the horrors of that captivity; but his miraculous escape +well-nigh exhausted his energies. When he reached the French +colony at Senegal, a half-dead fugitive covered with rags, his +memories of his former life were dim and shapeless. The great +sacrifices made in his travels were all forgotten like his +studies of African dialects, his discoveries, and observations. +One story will give an idea of all that he passed through. Once +for several days the children of the sheikh of the tribe amused +themselves by putting him up for a mark and flinging horses' +knuckle-bones at his head. + +Montriveau came back to Paris in 1818 a ruined man. He had no +interest, and wished for none. He would have died twenty times +over sooner than ask a favour of anyone; he would not even press +the recognition of his claims. Adversity and hardship had +developed his energy even in trifles, while the habit of +preserving his self-respect before that spiritual self which we +call conscience led him to attach consequence to the most +apparently trivial actions. His merits and adventures became +known, however, through his acquaintances, among the principal +men of science in Paris, and some few well-read military men. +The incidents of his slavery and subsequent escape bore witness +to a courage, intelligence, and coolness which won him celebrity +without his knowledge, and that transient fame of which Paris +salons are lavish, though the artist that fain would keep it must +make untold efforts. + +Montriveau's position suddenly changed towards the end of that +year. He had been a poor man, he was now rich; or, externally at +any rate, he had all the advantages of wealth. The King's +government, trying to attach capable men to itself and to +strengthen the army, made concessions about that time to +Napoleon's old officers if their known loyalty and character +offered guarantees of fidelity. M. de Montriveau's name once +more appeared in the army list with the rank of colonel; he +received his arrears of pay and passed into the Guards. All +these favours, one after another, came to seek the Marquis de +Montriveau; he had asked for nothing however small. Friends had +taken the steps for him which he would have refused to take for +himself. + +After this, his habits were modified all at once; contrary to his +custom, he went into society. He was well received, everywhere +he met with great deference and respect. He seemed to have found +some end in life; but everything passed within the man, there +were no external signs; in society he was silent and cold, and +wore a grave, reserved face. His social success was great, +precisely because he stood out in such strong contrast to the +conventional faces which line the walls of Paris salons. He was, +indeed, something quite new there. Terse of speech, like a +hermit or a savage, his shyness was thought to be haughtiness, +and people were greatly taken with it. He was something strange +and great. Women generally were so much the more smitten with +this original person because he was not to be caught by their +flatteries, however adroit, nor by the wiles with which they +circumvent the strongest men and corrode the steel temper. Their +Parisian's grimaces were lost upon M. de Montriveau; his nature +only responded to the sonorous vibration of lofty thought and +feeling. And he would very promptly have been dropped but for +the romance that hung about his adventures and his life; but for +the men who cried him up behind his back; but for a woman who +looked for a triumph for her vanity, the woman who was to fill +his thoughts. + +For these reasons the Duchesse de Langeais's curiosity was no +less lively than natural. Chance had so ordered it that her +interest in the man before her had been aroused only the day +before, when she heard the story of one of M. de Montriveau's +adventures, a story calculated to make the strongest impression +upon a woman's ever-changing fancy. + +During M. de Montriveau's voyage of discovery to the sources of +the Nile, he had had an argument with one of his guides, surely +the most extraordinary debate in the annals of travel. The +district that he wished to explore could only be reached on foot +across a tract of desert. Only one of his guides knew the way; +no traveller had penetrated before into that part of the country, +where the undaunted officer hoped to find a solution of several +scientific problems. In spite of the representations made to him +by the guide and the older men of the place, he started upon the +formidable journey. Summoning up courage, already highly strung +by the prospect of dreadful difficulties, he set out in the +morning. + +The loose sand shifted under his feet at every step; and when, at +the end of a long day's march, he lay down to sleep on the +ground, he had never been so tired in his life. He knew, +however, that he must be up and on his way before dawn next day, +and his guide assured him that they should reach the end of their +journey towards noon. That promise kept up his courage and gave +him new strength. In spite of his sufferings, he continued his +march, with some blasphemings against science; he was ashamed to +complain to his guide, and kept his pain to himself. After +marching for a third of the day, he felt his strength failing, +his feet were bleeding, he asked if they should reach the place +soon. + +"In an hour's time," said the guide. Armand braced himself for +another hour's march, and they went on. + +The hour slipped by; he could not so much as see against the sky +the palm-trees and crests of hill that should tell of the end of +the journey near at hand; the horizon line of sand was vast as +the circle of the open sea. + +He came to a stand, refused to go farther, and threatened the +guide--he had deceived him, murdered him; tears of rage and +weariness flowed over his fevered cheeks; he was bowed down with +fatigue upon fatigue, his throat seemed to be glued by the desert +thirst. The guide meanwhile stood motionless, listening to these +complaints with an ironical expression, studying the while, with +the apparent indifference of an Oriental, the scarcely +perceptible indications in the lie of the sands, which looked +almost black, like burnished gold. + +"I have made a mistake," he remarked coolly. "I could not +make out the track, it is so long since I came this way; we are +surely on it now, but we must push on for two hours." + +"The man is right," thought M. de Montriveau. + +So he went on again, struggling to follow the pitiless native. +It seemed as if he were bound to his guide by some thread like +the invisible tie between the condemned man and the headsman. +But the two hours went by, Montriveau had spent his last drops of +energy, and the skyline was a blank, there were no palm-trees, no +hills. He could neither cry out nor groan, he lay down on the +sand to die, but his eyes would have frightened the boldest; +something in his face seemed to say that he would not die alone. +His guide, like a very fiend, gave him back a cool glance like a +man that knows his power, left him to lie there, and kept at a +safe distance out of reach of his desperate victim. At last M. +Montriveau recovered strength enough for a last curse. + +The guide came nearer, silenced him with a steady look, and said, +"Was it not your own will to go where I am taking you, in spite +of us all? You say that I have lied to you. If I had not, you +would not be even here. Do you want the truth? Here it is. WE +HAVE STILL ANOTHER FIVE HOURS' MARCH BEFORE US, AND WE CANNOT GO +BACK. Sound yourself; if you have not courage enough, here is my +dagger." + +Startled by this dreadful knowledge of pain and human strength, +M. de Montriveau would not be behind a savage; he drew a fresh +stock of courage from his pride as a European, rose to his feet, +and followed his guide. The five hours were at an end, and still +M. de Montriveau saw nothing, he turned his failing eyes upon his +guide; but the Nubian hoisted him on his shoulders, and showed +him a wide pool of water with greenness all about it, and a noble +forest lighted up by the sunset. It lay only a hundred paces +away; a vast ledge of granite hid the glorious landscape. It +seemed to Armand that he had taken a new lease of life. His +guide, that giant in courage and intelligence, finished his work +of devotion by carrying him across the hot, slippery, scarcely +discernible track on the granite. Behind him lay the hell of +burning sand, before him the earthly paradise of the most +beautiful oasis in the desert. + +The Duchess, struck from the first by the appearance of this +romantic figure, was even more impressed when she learned that +this was that Marquis de Montriveau of whom she had dreamed +during the night. She had been with him among the hot desert +sands, he had been the companion of her nightmare wanderings; for +such a woman was not this a delightful presage of a new interest +in her life? And never was a man's exterior a better exponent of +his character; never were curious glances so well justified. The +principal characteristic of his great, square-hewn head was the +thick, luxuriant black hair which framed his face, and gave him a +strikingly close resemblance to General Kleber; and the likeness +still held good in the vigorous forehead, in the outlines of his +face, the quiet fearlessness of his eyes, and a kind of fiery +vehemence expressed by strongly marked features. He was short, +deep-chested, and muscular as a lion. There was something of the +despot about him, and an indescribable suggestion of the security +of strength in his gait, bearing, and slightest movements. He +seemed to know that his will was irresistible, perhaps because he +wished for nothing unjust. And yet, like all really strong men, +he was mild of speech, simple in his manners, and kindly natured; +although it seemed as if, in the stress of a great crisis, all +these finer qualities must disappear, and the man would show +himself implacable, unshaken in his resolve, terrific in action. +There was a certain drawing in of the inner line of the lips +which, to a close observer, indicated an ironical bent. + +The Duchesse de Langeais, realising that a fleeting glory was to +be won by such a conquest, made up her mind to gain a lover in +Armand de Montriveau during the brief interval before the +Duchesse de Maufrigneuse brought him to be introduced. She would +prefer him above the others; she would attach him to herself, +display all her powers of coquetry for him. It was a fancy, such +a merest Duchess's whim as furnished a Lope or a Calderon with +the plot of the Dog in the Manger. She would not suffer another +woman to engross him; but she had not the remotest intention of +being his. + +Nature had given the Duchess every qualification for the part of +coquette, and education had perfected her. Women envied her, and +men fell in love with her, not without reason. Nothing that can +inspire love, justify it, and give it lasting empire was wanting +in her. Her style of beauty, her manner, her voice, her bearing, +all combined to give her that instinctive coquetry which seems to +be the consciousness of power. Her shape was graceful; perhaps +there was a trace of self-consciousness in her changes of +movement, the one affectation that could be laid to her charge; +but everything about her was a part of her personality, from her +least little gesture to the peculiar turn of her phrases, the +demure glance of her eyes. Her great lady's grace, her most +striking characteristic, had not destroyed the very French quick +mobility of her person. There was an extraordinary fascination +in her swift, incessant changes of attitude. She seemed as if +she surely would be a most delicious mistress when her corset and +the encumbering costume of her part were laid aside. All the +rapture of love surely was latent in the freedom of her +expressive glances, in her caressing tones, in the charm of her +words. She gave glimpses of the high-born courtesan within her, +vainly protesting against the creeds of the duchess. + +You might sit near her through an evening, she would be gay and +melancholy in turn, and her gaiety, like her sadness, seemed +spontaneous. She could be gracious, disdainful, insolent, or +confiding at will. Her apparent good nature was real; she had no +temptation to descend to malignity. But at each moment her mood +changed; she was full of confidence or craft; her moving +tenderness would give place to a heart-breaking hardness and +insensibility. Yet how paint her as she was, without bringing +together all the extremes of feminine nature? In a word, the +Duchess was anything that she wished to be or to seem. Her face +was slightly too long. There was a grace in it, and a certain +thinness and fineness that recalled the portraits of the Middle +Ages. Her skin was white, with a faint rose tint. Everything +about her erred, as it were, by an excess of delicacy. + +M. de Montriveau willingly consented to be introduced to the +Duchesse de Langeais; and she, after the manner of persons whose +sensitive taste leads them to avoid banalities, refrained from +overwhelming him with questions and compliments. She received +him with a gracious deference which could not fail to flatter a +man of more than ordinary powers, for the fact that a man rises +above the ordinary level implies that he possesses something of +that tact which makes women quick to read feeling. If the +Duchess showed any curiosity, it was by her glances; her +compliments were conveyed in her manner; there was a winning +grace displayed in her words, a subtle suggestion of a desire to +please which she of all women knew the art of manifesting. Yet +her whole conversation was but, in a manner, the body of the +letter; the postscript with the principal thought in it was still +to come. After half an hour spent in ordinary talk, in which the +words gained all their value from her tone and smiles, M. de +Montriveau was about to retire discreetly, when the Duchess +stopped him with an expressive gesture. + +"I do not know, monsieur, whether these few minutes during which +I have had the pleasure of talking to you proved so sufficiently +attractive, that I may venture to ask you to call upon me; I am +afraid that it may be very selfish of me to wish to have you all +to myself. If I should be so fortunate as to find that my house +is agreeable to you, you will always find me at home in the +evening until ten o'clock." + +The invitation was given with such irresistible grace, that M. de +Montriveau could not refuse to accept it. When he fell back +again among the groups of men gathered at a distance from the +women, his friends congratulated him, half laughingly, half in +earnest, on the extraordinary reception vouchsafed him by the +Duchesse de Langeais. The difficult and brilliant conquest had +been made beyond a doubt, and the glory of it was reserved for +the Artillery of the Guard. It is easy to imagine the jests, +good and bad, when this topic had once been started; the world of +Paris salons is so eager for amusement, and a joke lasts for such +a short time, that everyone is eager to make the most of it while +it is fresh. + +All unconsciously, the General felt flattered by this nonsense. +From his place where he had taken his stand, his eyes were drawn +again and again to the Duchess by countless wavering reflections. + +He could not help admitting to himself that of all the women +whose beauty had captivated his eyes, not one had seemed to be a +more exquisite embodiment of faults and fair qualities blended in +a completeness that might realise the dreams of earliest manhood. + +Is there a man in any rank of life that has not felt indefinable +rapture in his secret soul over the woman singled out (if only in +his dreams) to be his own; when she, in body, soul, and social +aspects, satisfies his every requirement, a thrice perfect woman? + +And if this threefold perfection that flatters his pride is no +argument for loving her, it is beyond cavil one of the great +inducements to the sentiment. Love would soon be convalescent, +as the eighteenth century moralist remarked, were it not for +vanity. And it is certainly true that for everyone, man or +woman, there is a wealth of pleasure in the superiority of the +beloved. Is she set so high by birth that a contemptuous glance +can never wound her? is she wealthy enough to surround herself +with state which falls nothing short of royalty, of kings, of +finance during their short reign of splendour? is she so +ready-witted that a keen-edged jest never brings her into +confusion? beautiful enough to rival any woman?--Is it such a +small thing to know that your self-love will never suffer through +her? A man makes these reflections in the twinkling of an eye. +And how if, in the future opened out by early ripened passion, he +catches glimpses of the changeful delight of her charm, the frank +innocence of a maiden soul, the perils of love's voyage, the +thousand folds of the veil of coquetry? Is not this enough to +move the coldest man's heart? + +This, therefore, was M. de Montriveau's position with regard to +woman; his past life in some measure explaining the extraordinary +fact. He had been thrown, when little more than a boy, into the +hurricane of Napoleon's wars; his life had been spent on fields +of battle. Of women he knew just so much as a traveller knows of +a country when he travels across it in haste from one inn to +another. The verdict which Voltaire passed upon his eighty years +of life might, perhaps, have been applied by Montriveau to his +own thirty-seven years of existence; had he not thirty-seven +follies with which to reproach himself? At his age he was as +much a novice in love as the lad that has just been furtively +reading Faublas. Of women he had nothing to learn; of love he +knew nothing; and thus, desires, quite unknown before, sprang +from this virginity of feeling. + +There are men here and there as much engrossed in the work +demanded of them by poverty or ambition, art or science, as M. de +Montriveau by war and a life of adventure--these know what it is +to be in this unusual position if they very seldom confess to it. + +Every man in Paris is supposed to have been in love. No woman in +Paris cares to take what other women have passed over. The dread +of being taken for a fool is the source of the coxcomb's bragging +so common in France; for in France to have the reputation of a +fool is to be a foreigner in one's own country. Vehement desire +seized on M. de Montriveau, desire that had gathered strength +from the heat of the desert and the first stirrings of a heart +unknown as yet in its suppressed turbulence. + +A strong man, and violent as he was strong, he could keep mastery +over himself; but as he talked of indifferent things, he retired +within himself, and swore to possess this woman, for through that +thought lay the only way to love for him. Desire became a solemn +compact made with himself, an oath after the manner of the Arabs +among whom he had lived; for among them a vow is a kind of +contract made with Destiny a man's whole future is solemnly +pledged to fulfil it, and everything even his own death, is +regarded simply as a means to the one end. + +A younger man would have said to himself, "I should very much +like to have the Duchess for my mistress!" or, "If the Duchesse +de Langeais cared for a man, he would be a very lucky rascal!" +But the General said, "I will have Mme de Langeais for my +mistress." And if a man takes such an idea into his head when +his heart has never been touched before, and love begins to be a +kind of religion with him, he little knows in what a hell he has +set his foot. + +Armand de Montriveau suddenly took flight and went home in the +first hot fever-fit of the first love that he had known. When a +man has kept all his boyish beliefs, illusions, frankness, and +impetuosity into middle age, his first impulse is, as it were, to +stretch out a hand to take the thing that he desires; a little +later he realises that there is a gulf set between them, and that +it is all but impossible to cross it. A sort of childish +impatience seizes him, he wants the thing the more, and trembles +or cries. Wherefore, the next day, after the stormiest +reflections that had yet perturbed his mind, Armand de Montriveau +discovered that he was under the yoke of the senses, and his +bondage made the heavier by his love. + +The woman so cavalierly treated in his thoughts of yesterday had +become a most sacred and dreadful power. She was to be his +world, his life, from this time forth. The greatest joy, the +keenest anguish, that he had yet known grew colourless before the +bare recollection of the least sensation stirred in him by her. +The swiftest revolutions in a man's outward life only touch his +interests, while passion brings a complete revulsion of feeling. +And so in those who live by feeling, rather than by +self-interest, the doers rather than the reasoners, the sanguine +rather than the lymphatic temperaments, love works a complete +revolution. In a flash, with one single reflection, Armand de +Montriveau wiped out his whole past life. + +A score of times he asked himself, like a boy, "Shall I go, or +shall I not?" and then at last he dressed, came to the Hotel de +Langeais towards eight o'clock that evening, and was admitted. +He was to see the woman--ah! not the woman--the idol that he had +seen yesterday, among lights, a fresh innocent girl in gauze and +silken lace and veiling. He burst in upon her to declare his +love, as if it were a question of firing the first shot on a +field of battle. + +Poor novice! He found his ethereal sylphide shrouded in a brown +cashmere dressing-gown ingeniously befrilled, lying languidly +stretched out upon a sofa in a dimly lighted boudoir. Mme de +Langeais did not so much as rise, nothing was visible of her but +her face, her hair was loose but confined by a scarf. A hand +indicated a seat, a hand that seemed white as marble to +Montriveau by the flickering light of a single candle at the +further side of the room, and a voice as soft as the light said-- + +"If it had been anyone else, M. le Marquis, a friend with whom I +could dispense with ceremony, or a mere acquaintance in whom I +felt but slight interest, I should have closed my door. I am +exceedingly unwell." + +"I will go," Armand said to himself. + +"But I do not know how it is," she continued (and the simple +warrior attributed the shining of her eyes to fever), "perhaps +it was a presentiment of your kind visit (and no one can be more +sensible of the prompt attention than I), but the vapours have +left my head." + +"Then may I stay?" + +"Oh, I should be very sorry to allow you to go. I told myself +this morning that it was impossible that I should have made the +slightest impression on your mind, and that in all probability +you took my request for one of the commonplaces of which +Parisians are lavish on every occasion. And I forgave your +ingratitude in advance. An explorer from the deserts is not +supposed to know how exclusive we are in our friendships in the +Faubourg." + +The gracious, half-murmured words dropped one by one, as if they +had been weighted with the gladness that apparently brought them +to her lips. The Duchess meant to have the full benefit of her +headache, and her speculation was fully successful. The General, +poor man, was really distressed by the lady's simulated distress. + +Like Crillon listening to the story of the Crucifixion, he was +ready to draw his sword against the vapours. How could a man +dare to speak just then to this suffering woman of the love that +she inspired? Armand had already felt that it would be absurd to +fire off a declaration of love point-blank at one so far above +other women. With a single thought came understanding of the +delicacies of feeling, of the soul's requirements. To love: what +was that but to know how to plead, to beg for alms, to wait? And +as for the love that he felt, must he not prove it? His tongue +was mute, it was frozen by the conventions of the noble Faubourg, +the majesty of a sick headache, the bashfulness of love. But no +power on earth could veil his glances; the heat and the Infinite +of the desert blazed in eyes calm as a panther's, beneath the +lids that fell so seldom. The Duchess enjoyed the steady gaze +that enveloped her in light and warmth. + +"Mme la Duchesse," he answered, "I am afraid I express my +gratitude for your goodness very badly. At this moment I have +but one desire--I wish it were in my power to cure the pain." + +"Permit me to throw this off, I feel too warm now," she said, +gracefully tossing aside a cushion that covered her feet. + +"Madame, in Asia your feet would be worth some ten thousand +sequins. + +"A traveller's compliment!" smiled she. + +It pleased the sprightly lady to involve a rough soldier in a +labyrinth of nonsense, commonplaces, and meaningless talk, in +which he manoeuvred, in military language, as Prince Charles +might have done at close quarters with Napoleon. She took a +mischievous amusement in reconnoitring the extent of his +infatuation by the number of foolish speeches extracted from a +novice whom she led step by step into a hopeless maze, meaning to +leave him there in confusion. She began by laughing at him, but +nevertheless it pleased her to make him forget how time went. + +The length of a first visit is frequently a compliment, but +Armand was innocent of any such intent. The famous explorer +spent an hour in chat on all sorts of subjects, said nothing that +he meant to say, and was feeling that he was only an instrument +on whom this woman played, when she rose, sat upright, drew the +scarf from her hair, and wrapped it about her throat, leant her +elbow on the cushions, did him the honour of a complete cure, and +rang for lights. The most graceful movement succeeded to +complete repose. She turned to M. de Montriveau, from whom she +had just extracted a confidence which seemed to interest her +deeply, and said-- + +"You wish to make game of me by trying to make me believe that +you have never loved. It is a man's great pretension with us. +And we always believe it! Out of pure politeness. Do we not +know what to expect from it for ourselves? Where is the man that +has found but a single opportunity of losing his heart? But you +love to deceive us, and we submit to be deceived, poor foolish +creatures that we are; for your hypocrisy is, after all, a homage +paid to the superiority of our sentiments, which are all +purity." + +The last words were spoken with a disdainful pride that made the +novice in love feel like a worthless bale flung into the deep, +while the Duchess was an angel soaring back to her particular +heaven. + +"Confound it!" thought Armand de Montriveau, "how am I to tell +this wild thing that I love her?" + +He had told her already a score of times; or rather, the Duchess +had a score of times read his secret in his eyes; and the passion +in this unmistakably great man promised her amusement, and an +interest in her empty life. So she prepared with no little +dexterity to raise a certain number of redoubts for him to carry +by storm before he should gain an entrance into her heart. +Montriveau should overleap one difficulty after another; he +should be a plaything for her caprice, just as an insect teased +by children is made to jump from one finger to another, and in +spite of all its pains is kept in the same place by its +mischievous tormentor. And yet it gave the Duchess inexpressible +happiness to see that this strong man had told her the truth. +Armand had never loved, as he had said. He was about to go, in a +bad humour with himself, and still more out of humour with her; +but it delighted her to see a sullenness that she could conjure +away with a word, a glance, or a gesture. + +"Will you come tomorrow evening?" she asked. "I am going to a +ball, but I shall stay at home for you until ten o'clock." + +Montriveau spent most of the next day in smoking an indeterminate +quantity of cigars in his study window, and so got through the +hours till he could dress and go to the Hotel de Langeais. To +anyone who had known the magnificent worth of the man, it would +have been grievous to see him grown so small, so distrustful of +himself; the mind that might have shed light over undiscovered +worlds shrunk to the proportions of a she-coxcomb's boudoir. +Even he himself felt that he had fallen so low already in his +happiness that to save his life he could not have told his love +to one of his closest friends. Is there not always a trace of +shame in the lover's bashfulness, and perhaps in woman a certain +exultation over diminished masculine stature? Indeed, but for a +host of motives of this kind, how explain why women are nearly +always the first to betray the secret?--a secret of which, +perhaps, they soon weary. + +"Mme la Duchesse cannot see visitors, monsieur," said the man; +"she is dressing, she begs you to wait for her here." + +Armand walked up and down the drawing-room, studying her taste in +the least details. He admired Mme de Langeais herself in the +objects of her choosing; they revealed her life before he could +grasp her personality and ideas. About an hour later the Duchess +came noiselessly out of her chamber. Montriveau turned, saw her +flit like a shadow across the room, and trembled. She came up to +him, not with a bourgeoise's enquiry, "How do I look?" She was +sure of herself; her steady eyes said plainly, "I am adorned to +please you." + +No one surely, save the old fairy godmother of some princess in +disguise, could have wound a cloud of gauze about the dainty +throat, so that the dazzling satin skin beneath should gleam +through the gleaming folds. The Duchess was dazzling. The pale +blue colour of her gown, repeated in the flowers in her hair, +appeared by the richness of its hue to lend substance to a +fragile form grown too wholly ethereal; for as she glided towards +Armand, the loose ends of her scarf floated about her, putting +that valiant warrior in mind of the bright damosel flies that +hover now over water, now over the flowers with which they seem +to mingle and blend. + +"I have kept you waiting," she said, with the tone that a woman +can always bring into her voice for the man whom she wishes to +please. + +"I would wait patiently through an eternity," said he, "if I +were sure of finding a divinity so fair; but it is no compliment +to speak of your beauty to you; nothing save worship could touch +you. Suffer me only to kiss your scarf." + +"Oh, fie!" she said, with a commanding gesture, "I esteem you +enough to give you my hand." + +She held it out for his kiss. A woman's hand, still moist from +the scented bath, has a soft freshness, a velvet smoothness that +sends a tingling thrill from the lips to the soul. And if a man +is attracted to a woman, and his senses are as quick to feel +pleasure as his heart is full of love, such a kiss, though chaste +in appearance, may conjure up a terrific storm. + +"Will you always give it me like this?" the General asked +humbly when he had pressed that dangerous hand respectfully to +his lips. + +"Yes, but there we must stop," she said, smiling. She sat +down, and seemed very slow over putting on her gloves, trying to +slip the unstretched kid over all her fingers at once, while she +watched M. de Montriveau; and he was lost in admiration of the +Duchess and those repeated graceful movements of hers. + +"Ah! you were punctual," she said; "that is right. I like +punctuality. It is the courtesy of kings, His Majesty says; but +to my thinking, from you men it is the most respectful flattery +of all. Now, is it not? Just tell me." + +Again she gave him a side glance to express her insidious +friendship, for he was dumb with happiness sheer happiness +through such nothings as these! Oh, the Duchess understood son +metier de femme--the art and mystery of being a woman--most +marvellously well; she knew, to admiration, how to raise a man in +his own esteem as he humbled himself to her; how to reward every +step of the descent to sentimental folly with hollow flatteries. + +"You will never forget to come at nine o'clock." + +"No; but are you going to a ball every night?" + +"Do I know?" she answered, with a little childlike shrug of the +shoulders; the gesture was meant to say that she was nothing if +not capricious, and that a lover must take her as she +was.--"Besides," she added, "what is that to you? You shall +be my escort." + +"That would be difficult tonight," he objected; "I am not +properly dressed." + +"It seems to me," she returned loftily, "that if anyone has a +right to complain of your costume, it is I. Know, therefore, +monsieur le voyageur, that if I accept a man's arm, he is +forthwith above the laws of fashion, nobody would venture to +criticise him. You do not know the world, I see; I like you the +better for it." + +And even as she spoke she swept him into the pettiness of that +world by the attempt to initiate him into the vanities of a woman +of fashion. + +"If she chooses to do a foolish thing for me, I should be a +simpleton to prevent her," said Armand to himself. "She has a +liking for me beyond a doubt; and as for the world, she cannot +despise it more than I do. So, now for the ball if she likes." + +The Duchess probably thought that if the General came with her +and appeared in a ballroom in boots and a black tie, nobody would +hesitate to believe that he was violently in love with her. And +the General was well pleased that the queen of fashion should +think of compromising herself for him; hope gave him wit. He had +gained confidence, he brought out his thoughts and views; he felt +nothing of the restraint that weighed on his spirits yesterday. +His talk was interesting and animated, and full of those first +confidences so sweet to make and to receive. + +Was Mme de Langeais really carried away by his talk, or had she +devised this charming piece of coquetry? At any rate, she looked +up mischievously as the clock struck twelve. + +"Ah! you have made me too late for the ball!" she exclaimed, +surprised and vexed that she had forgotten how time was going. + +The next moment she approved the exchange of pleasures with a +smile that made Armand's heart give a sudden leap. + +"I certainly promised Mme de Beauseant," she added. "They are +all expecting me." + +"Very well--go." + +"No--go on. I will stay. Your Eastern adventures fascinate me. + +Tell me the whole story of your life. I love to share in a brave +man's hardships, and I feel them all, indeed I do!" + +She was playing with her scarf, twisting it and pulling it to +pieces, with jerky, impatient movements that seemed to tell of +inward dissatisfaction and deep reflection. + +"WE are fit for nothing," she went on. "Ah! we are +contemptible, selfish, frivolous creatures. We can bore +ourselves with amusements, and that is all we can do. Not one of +us that understands that she has a part to play in life. In old +days in France, women were beneficent lights; they lived to +comfort those that mourned, to encourage high virtues, to reward +artists and stir new life with noble thoughts. If the world has +grown so petty, ours is the fault. You make me loathe the ball +and this world in which I live. No, I am not giving up much for +you." + +She had plucked her scarf to pieces, as a child plays with a +flower, pulling away all the petals one by one; and now she +crushed it into a ball, and flung it away. She could show her +swan's neck. + +She rang the bell. "I shall not go out tonight," she told the +footman. Her long, blue eyes turned timidly to Armand; and by +the look of misgiving in them, he knew that he was meant to take +the order for a confession, for a first and great favour. There +was a pause, filled with many thoughts, before she spoke with +that tenderness which is often in women's voices, and not so +often in their hearts. "You have had a hard life," she said. + +"No," returned Armand. "Until today I did not know what +happiness was." + +"Then you know it now?" she asked, looking at him with a +demure, keen glance. + +"What is happiness for me henceforth but this--to see you, to +hear you? . . . Until now I have only known privation; now I +know that I can be unhappy----" + +"That will do, that will do," she said. "You must go; it is +past midnight. Let us regard appearances. People must not talk +about us. I do not know quite what I shall say; but the headache +is a good-natured friend, and tells no tales." + +"Is there to be a ball tomorrow night?" + +"You would grow accustomed to the life, I think. Very well. +Yes, we will go again tomorrow night." + +There was not a happier man in the world than Armand when he went +out from her. Every evening he came to Mme de Langeais's at the +hour kept for him by a tacit understanding. + +It would be tedious, and, for the many young men who carry a +redundance of such sweet memories in their hearts, it were +superfluous to follow the story step by step--the progress of a +romance growing in those hours spent together, a romance +controlled entirely by a woman's will. If sentiment went too +fast, she would raise a quarrel over a word, or when words +flagged behind her thoughts, she appealed to the feelings. +Perhaps the only way of following such Penelope's progress is by +marking its outward and visible signs. + +As, for instance, within a few days of their first meeting, the +assiduous General had won and kept the right to kiss his lady's +insatiable hands. Wherever Mme de Langeais went, M. de +Montriveau was certain to be seen, till people jokingly called +him "Her Grace's orderly." And already he had made enemies; +others were jealous, and envied him his position. Mme de +Langeais had attained her end. The Marquis de Montriveau was +among her numerous train of adorers, and a means of humiliating +those who boasted of their progress in her good graces, for she +publicly gave him preference over them all. + +"Decidedly, M. de Montriveau is the man for whom the Duchess +shows a preference," pronounced Mme de Serizy. + +And who in Paris does not know what it means when a woman "shows +a preference?" All went on therefore according to prescribed +rule. The anecdotes which people were pleased to circulate +concerning the General put that warrior in so formidable a light, +that the more adroit quietly dropped their pretensions to the +Duchess, and remained in her train merely to turn the position to +account, and to use her name and personality to make better terms +for themselves with certain stars of the second magnitude. And +those lesser powers were delighted to take a lover away from Mme +de Langeais. The Duchess was keen-sighted enough to see these +desertions and treaties with the enemy; and her pride would not +suffer her to be the dupe of them. As M. de Talleyrand, one of +her great admirers, said, she knew how to take a second edition +of revenge, laying the two-edged blade of a sarcasm between the +pairs in these "morganatic" unions. Her mocking disdain +contributed not a little to increase her reputation as an +extremely clever woman and a person to be feared. Her character +for virtue was consolidated while she amused herself with other +people's secrets, and kept her own to herself. Yet, after two +months of assiduities, she saw with a vague dread in the depths +of her soul that M. de Montriveau understood nothing of the +subtleties of flirtation after the manner of the Faubourg +Saint-Germain; he was taking a Parisienne's coquetry in earnest. + +"You will not tame HIM, dear Duchess," the old Vidame de +Pamiers had said. " 'Tis a first cousin to the eagle; he will +carry you off to his eyrie if you do not take care." + +Then Mme de Langeais felt afraid. The shrewd old noble's words +sounded like a prophecy. The next day she tried to turn love to +hate. She was harsh, exacting, irritable, unbearable; Montriveau +disarmed her with angelic sweetness. She so little knew the +great generosity of a large nature, that the kindly jests with +which her first complaints were met went to her heart. She +sought a quarrel, and found proofs of affection. She persisted. + +"When a man idolises you, how can he have vexed you?" asked +Armand. + +"You do not vex me," she answered, suddenly grown gentle and +submissive. "But why do you wish to compromise me? For me you +ought to be nothing but a FRIEND. Do you not know it? I wish I +could see that you had the instincts, the delicacy of real +friendship, so that I might lose neither your respect nor the +pleasure that your presence gives me." + +"Nothing but your FRIEND!" he cried out. The terrible word +sent an electric shock through his brain. "On the faith of +these happy hours that you grant me, I sleep and wake in your +heart. And now today, for no reason, you are pleased to destroy +all the secret hopes by which I live. You have required promises +of such constancy in me, you have said so much of your horror of +women made up of nothing but caprice; and now do you wish me to +understand that, like other women here in Paris, you have +passions, and know nothing of love? If so, why did you ask my +life of me? why did you accept it?" + +"I was wrong, my friend. Oh, it is wrong of a woman to yield to +such intoxication when she must not and cannot make any return." + +"I understand. You have merely been coquetting with me, +and----" + +"Coquetting?" she repeated. "I detest coquetry. A coquette +Armand, makes promises to many, and gives herself to none; and a +woman who keeps such promises is a libertine. This much I +believed I had grasped of our code. But to be melancholy with +humorists, gay with the frivolous, and politic with ambitious +souls; to listen to a babbler with every appearance of +admiration, to talk of war with a soldier, wax enthusiastic with +philanthropists over the good of the nation, and to give to each +one his little dole of flattery--it seems to me that this is as +much a matter of necessity as dress, diamonds, and gloves, or +flowers in one's hair. Such talk is the moral counterpart of the +toilette. You take it up and lay it aside with the plumed +head-dress. Do you call this coquetry? Why, I have never +treated you as I treat everyone else. With you, my friend, I am +sincere. Have I not always shared your views, and when you +convinced me after a discussion, was I not always perfectly glad? + +In short, I love you, but only as a devout and pure woman may +love. I have thought it over. I am a married woman, Armand. My +way of life with M. de Langeais gives me liberty to bestow my +heart; but law and custom leave me no right to dispose of my +person. If a woman loses her honour, she is an outcast in any +rank of life; and I have yet to meet with a single example of a +man that realises all that our sacrifices demand of him in such a +case. Quite otherwise. Anyone can foresee the rupture between +Mme de Beauseant and M. d'Ajuda (for he is going to marry Mlle de +Rochefide, it seems), that affair made it clear to my mind that +these very sacrifices on the woman's part are almost always the +cause of the man's desertion. If you had loved me sincerely, you +would have kept away for a time.--Now, I will lay aside all +vanity for you; is not that something? What will not people say +of a woman to whom no man attaches himself? Oh, she is +heartless, brainless, soulless; and what is more, devoid of +charm! Coquettes will not spare me. They will rob me of the +very qualities that mortify them. So long as my reputation is +safe, what do I care if my rivals deny my merits? They certainly +will not inherit them. Come, my friend; give up something for +her who sacrifices so much for you. Do not come quite so often; +I shall love you none the less." + +"Ah!" said Armand, with the profound irony of a wounded heart +in his words and tone. "Love, so the scribblers say, only feeds +on illusions. Nothing could be truer, I see; I am expected to +imagine that I am loved. But, there!--there are some thoughts +like wounds, from which there is no recovery. My belief in you +was one of the last left to me, and now I see that there is +nothing left to believe in this earth." + +She began to smile. + +"Yes," Montriveau went on in an unsteady voice, "this Catholic +faith to which you wish to convert me is a lie that men make for +themselves; hope is a lie at the expense of the future; pride, a +lie between us and our fellows; and pity, and prudence, and +terror are cunning lies. And now my happiness is to be one more +lying delusion; I am expected to delude myself, to be willing to +give gold coin for silver to the end. If you can so easily +dispense with my visits; if you can confess me neither as your +friend nor your lover, you do not care for me! And I, poor fool +that I am, tell myself this, and know it, and love you!" + +"But, dear me, poor Armand, you are flying into a passion!" + +"I flying into a passion?" + +"Yes. You think that the whole question is opened because I ask +you to be careful." + +In her heart of hearts she was delighted with the anger that +leapt out in her lover's eyes. Even as she tortured him, she was +criticising him, watching every slightest change that passed over +his face. If the General had been so unluckily inspired as to +show himself generous without discussion (as happens occasionally +with some artless souls), he would have been a banished man +forever, accused and convicted of not knowing how to love. Most +women are not displeased to have their code of right and wrong +broken through. Do they not flatter themselves that they never +yield except to force? But Armand was not learned enough in this +kind of lore to see the snare ingeniously spread for him by the +Duchess. So much of the child was there in the strong man in +love. + +"If all you want is to preserve appearances," he began in his +simplicity, "I am willing to----" + +"Simply to preserve appearances!" the lady broke in; "why, +what idea can you have of me? Have I given you the slightest +reason to suppose that I can be yours?" + +"Why, what else are we talking about?" demanded Montriveau. + +"Monsieur, you frighten me ! . . . No, pardon me. Thank you," +she added, coldly; "thank you, Armand. You have given me timely +warning of imprudence; committed quite unconsciously, believe it, +my friend. You know how to endure, you say. I also know how to +endure. We will not see each other for a time; and then, when +both of us have contrived to recover calmness to some extent, we +will think about arrangements for a happiness sanctioned by the +world. I am young, Armand; a man with no delicacy might tempt a +woman of four-and-twenty to do many foolish, wild things for his +sake. But YOU! You will be my friend, promise me that you +will?" + +"The woman of four-and-twenty," returned he, "knows what she +is about." + +He sat down on the sofa in the boudoir, and leant his head on his +hands. + +"Do you love me, madame?" he asked at length, raising his head, +and turning a face full of resolution upon her. "Say it +straight out; Yes or No!" + +His direct question dismayed the Duchess more than a threat of +suicide could have done; indeed, the woman of the nineteenth +century is not to be frightened by that stale stratagem, the +sword has ceased to be part of the masculine costume. But in the +effect of eyelids and lashes, in the contraction of the gaze, in +the twitching of the lips, is there not some influence that +communicates the terror which they express with such vivid +magnetic power? + +"Ah, if I were free, if----" + +"Oh! is it only your husband that stands in the way?" the +General exclaimed joyfully, as he strode to and fro in the +boudoir. "Dear Antoinette, I wield a more absolute power than +the Autocrat of all the Russias. I have a compact with Fate; I +can advance or retard destiny, so far as men are concerned, at my +fancy, as you alter the hands of a watch. If you can direct the +course of fate in our political machinery, it simply means (does +it not?) that you understand the ins and outs of it. You shall +be free before very long, and then you must remember your +promise." + +"Armand!" she cried. "What do you mean? Great heavens! Can +you imagine that I am to be the prize of a crime? Do you want to +kill me? Why! you cannot have any religion in you! For my own +part, I fear God. M. de Langeais may have given me reason to +hate him, but I wish him no manner of harm." + +M. de Montriveau beat a tattoo on the marble chimneypiece, and +only looked composedly at the lady. + +"Dear," continued she, "respect him. He does not love me, he +is not kind to me, but I have duties to fulfil with regard to +him. What would I not do to avert the calamities with which you +threaten him?--Listen," she continued after a pause, "I will +not say another word about separation; you shall come here as in +the past, and I will still give you my forehead to kiss. If I +refused once or twice, it was pure coquetry, indeed it was. But +let us understand each other," she added as he came closer. +"You will permit me to add to the number of my satellites; to +receive even more visitors in the morning than heretofore; I mean +to be twice as frivolous; I mean to use you to all appearance +very badly; to feign a rupture; you must come not quite so often, +and then, afterwards----" + +While she spoke, she had allowed him to put an arm about her +waist, Montriveau was holding her tightly to him, and she seemed +to feel the exceeding pleasure that women usually feel in that +close contact, an earnest of the bliss of a closer union. And +then, doubtless she meant to elicit some confidence, for she +raised herself on tiptoe, and laid her forehead against Armand's +burning lips. + +"And then," Montriveau finished her sentence for her, "you +shall not speak to me of your husband. You ought not to think of +him again." + +Mme de Langeais was silent awhile. + +"At least," she said, after a significant pause, "at least you +will do all that I wish without grumbling, you will not be +naughty; tell me so, my friend? You wanted to frighten me, did +you not? Come, now, confess it ? . . . You are too good ever to +think of crimes. But is it possible that you can have secrets +that I do not know? How can you control Fate?" + +"Now, when you confirm the gift of the heart that you have +already given me, I am far too happy to know exactly how to +answer you. I can trust you, Antoinette; I shall have no +suspicion, no unfounded jealousy of you. But if accident should +set you free, we shall be one----" + +"Accident, Armand?" (With that little dainty turn of the head +that seems to say so many things, a gesture that such women as +the Duchess can use on light occasions, as a great singer can act +with her voice.) "Pure accident," she repeated. "Mind that. +If anything should happen to M. de Langeais by your fault, I +should never be yours." + +And so they parted, mutually content. The Duchess had made a +pact that left her free to prove to the world by words and deeds +that M. de Montriveau was no lover of hers. And as for him, the +wily Duchess vowed to tire him out. He should have nothing of +her beyond the little concessions snatched in the course of +contests that she could stop at her pleasure. She had so pretty +an art of revoking the grant of yesterday, she was so much in +earnest in her purpose to remain technically virtuous, that she +felt that there was not the slightest danger for her in +preliminaries fraught with peril for a woman less sure of her +self-command. After all, the Duchess was practically separated +from her husband; a marriage long since annulled was no great +sacrifice to make to her love. + +Montriveau on his side was quite happy to win the vaguest +promise, glad once for all to sweep aside, with all scruples of +conjugal fidelity, her stock of excuses for refusing herself to +his love. He had gained ground a little, and congratulated +himself. And so for a time he took unfair advantage of the +rights so hardly won. More a boy than he had ever been in his +life, he gave himself up to all the childishness that makes first +love the flower of life. He was a child again as he poured out +all his soul, all the thwarted forces that passion had given him, +upon her hands, upon the dazzling forehead that looked so pure to +his eyes; upon her fair hair; on the tufted curls where his lips +were pressed. And the Duchess, on whom his love was poured like +a flood, was vanquished by the magnetic influence of her lover's +warmth; she hesitated to begin the quarrel that must part them +forever. She was more a woman than she thought, this slight +creature, in her effort to reconcile the demands of religion with +the ever-new sensations of vanity, the semblance of pleasure +which turns a Parisienne's head. Every Sunday she went to Mass; +she never missed a service; then, when evening came, she was +steeped in the intoxicating bliss of repressed desire. Armand +and Mme de Langeais, like Hindoo fakirs, found the reward of +their continence in the temptations to which it gave rise. +Possibly, the Duchess had ended by resolving love into fraternal +caresses, harmless enough, as it might have seemed to the rest of +the world, while they borrowed extremes of degradation from the +licence of her thoughts. How else explain the incomprehensible +mystery of her continual fluctuations? Every morning she +proposed to herself to shut her door on the Marquis de +Montriveau; every evening, at the appointed hour, she fell under +the charm of his presence. There was a languid defence; then she +grew less unkind. Her words were sweet and soothing. They were +lovers--lovers only could have been thus. For him the Duchess +would display her most sparkling wit, her most captivating wiles; +and when at last she had wrought upon his senses and his soul, +she might submit herself passively to his fierce caresses, but +she had her nec plus ultra of passion; and when once it was +reached, she grew angry if he lost the mastery of himself and +made as though he would pass beyond. No woman on earth can brave +the consequences of refusal without some motive; nothing is more +natural than to yield to love; wherefore Mme de Langeais promptly +raised a second line of fortification, a stronghold less easy to +carry than the first. She evoked the terrors of religion. Never +did Father of the Church, however eloquent, plead the cause of +God better than the Duchess. Never was the wrath of the Most +High better justified than by her voice. She used no preacher's +commonplaces, no rhetorical amplifications. No. She had a +"pulpit-tremor" of her own. To Armand's most passionate +entreaty, she replied with a tearful gaze, and a gesture in which +a terrible plenitude of emotion found expression. She stopped +his mouth with an appeal for mercy. She would not hear another +word; if she did, she must succumb; and better death than +criminal happiness. + +"Is it nothing to disobey God?" she asked him, recovering a +voice grown faint in the crises of inward struggles, through +which the fair actress appeared to find it hard to preserve her +self-control. "I would sacrifice society, I would give up the +whole world for you, gladly; but it is very selfish of you to ask +my whole after-life of me for a moment of pleasure. Come, now! +are you not happy?" she added, holding out her hand; and +certainly in her careless toilette the sight of her afforded +consolations to her lover, who made the most of them. + +Sometimes from policy, to keep her hold on a man whose ardent +passion gave her emotions unknown before, sometimes in weakness, +she suffered him to snatch a swift kiss; and immediately, in +feigned terror, she flushed red and exiled Armand from the sofa +so soon as the sofa became dangerous ground. + +"Your joys are sins for me to expiate, Armand; they are paid for +by penitence and remorse," she cried. + +And Montriveau, now at two chairs' distance from that +aristocratic petticoat, betook himself to blasphemy and railed +against Providence. The Duchess grew angry at such times. + +"My friend," she said drily, "I do not understand why you +decline to believe in God, for it is impossible to believe in +man. Hush, do not talk like that. You have too great a nature +to take up their Liberal nonsense with its pretension to abolish +God." + +Theological and political disputes acted like a cold douche on +Montriveau; he calmed down; he could not return to love when the +Duchess stirred up his wrath by suddenly setting him down a +thousand miles away from the boudoir, discussing theories of +absolute monarchy, which she defended to admiration. Few women +venture to be democrats; the attitude of democratic champion is +scarcely compatible with tyrannous feminine sway. But often, on +the other hand, the General shook out his mane, dropped politics +with a leonine growling and lashing of the flanks, and sprang +upon his prey; he was no longer capable of carrying a heart and +brain at such variance for very far; he came back, terrible with +love, to his mistress. And she, if she felt the prick of fancy +stimulated to a dangerous point, knew that it was time to leave +her boudoir; she came out of the atmosphere surcharged with +desires that she drew in with her breath, sat down to the piano, +and sang the most exquisite songs of modern music, and so baffled +the physical attraction which at times showed her no mercy, +though she was strong enough to fight it down. + +At such times she was something sublime in Armand's eyes; she was +not acting, she was genuine; the unhappy lover was convinced that +she loved him. Her egoistic resistance deluded him into a belief +that she was a pure and sainted woman; he resigned himself; he +talked of Platonic love, did this artillery officer! + +When Mme de Langeais had played with religion sufficiently to +suit her own purposes, she played with it again for Armand's +benefit. She wanted to bring him back to a Christian frame of +mind; she brought out her edition of Le Genie du Christianisme, +adapted for the use of military men. Montriveau chafed; his yoke +was heavy. Oh! at that, possessed by the spirit of +contradiction, she dinned religion into his ears, to see whether +God might not rid her of this suitor, for the man's persistence +was beginning to frighten her. And in any case she was glad to +prolong any quarrel, if it bade fair to keep the dispute on moral +grounds for an indefinite period; the material struggle which +followed it was more dangerous. + +But if the time of her opposition on the ground of the marriage +law might be said to be the epoque civile of this sentimental +warfare, the ensuing phase which might be taken to constitute the +epoque religieuse had also its crisis and consequent decline of +severity. + +Armand happening to come in very early one evening, found M. +l'Abbe Gondrand, the Duchess's spiritual director, established in +an armchair by the fireside, looking as a spiritual director +might be expected to look while digesting his dinner and the +charming sins of his penitent. In the ecclesiastic's bearing +there was a stateliness befitting a dignitary of the Church; and +the episcopal violet hue already appeared in his dress. At sight +of his fresh, well-preserved complexion, smooth forehead, and +ascetic's mouth, Montriveau's countenance grew uncommonly dark; +he said not a word under the malicious scrutiny of the other's +gaze, and greeted neither the lady nor the priest. The lover +apart, Montriveau was not wanting in tact; so a few glances +exchanged with the bishop-designate told him that here was the +real forger of the Duchess's armoury of scruples. + +That an ambitious abbe should control the happiness of a man of +Montriveau's temper, and by underhand ways! The thought burst in +a furious tide over his face, clenched his fists, and set him +chafing and pacing to and fro; but when he came back to his place +intending to make a scene, a single look from the Duchess was +enough. He was quiet. + +Any other woman would have been put out by her lover's gloomy +silence; it was quite otherwise with Mme de Langeais. She +continued her conversation with M. de Gondrand on the necessity +of re-establishing the Church in its ancient splendour. And she +talked brilliantly. + +The Church, she maintained, ought to be a temporal as well as a +spiritual power, stating her case better than the Abbe had done, +and regretting that the Chamber of Peers, unlike the English +House of Lords, had no bench of bishops. Nevertheless, the Abbe +rose, yielded his place to the General, and took his leave, +knowing that in Lent he could play a return game. As for the +Duchess, Montriveau's behaviour had excited her curiosity to such +a pitch that she scarcely rose to return her director's low bow. + +"What is the matter with you, my friend?" + +"Why, I cannot stomach that Abbe of yours." + +"Why did you not take a book?" she asked, careless whether the +Abbe, then closing the door, heard her or no. + +The General paused, for the gesture which accompanied the +Duchess's speech further increased the exceeding insolence of her +words. + +"My dear Antoinette, thank you for giving love precedence of the +Church; but, for pity's sake, allow me to ask one question." + +"Oh! you are questioning me! I am quite willing. You are my +friend, are you not? I certainly can open the bottom of my heart +to you; you will see only one image there." + +"Do you talk about our love to that man?" + +"He is my confessor." + +"Does he know that I love you?" + +"M. de Montriveau, you cannot claim, I think, to penetrate the +secrets of the confessional?" + +"Does that man know all about our quarrels and my love for +you?" + +"That man, monsieur; say God!" + +"God again! _I_ ought to be alone in your heart. But leave God +alone where He is, for the love of God and me. Madame, you SHALL +NOT go to confession again, or----" + +"Or?" she repeated sweetly. + +"Or I will never come back here." + +"Then go, Armand. Good-bye, good-bye forever." + +She rose and went to her boudoir without so much as a glance at +Armand, as he stood with his hand on the back of a chair. How +long he stood there motionless he himself never knew. The soul +within has the mysterious power of expanding as of contracting +space. + +He opened the door of the boudoir. It was dark within. A faint +voice was raised to say sharply-- + +"I did not ring. What made you come in without orders? Go +away, Suzette." + +"Then you are ill," exclaimed Montriveau. + +"Stand up, monsieur, and go out of the room for a minute at any +rate," she said, ringing the bell. + +"Mme la Duchesse rang for lights?" said the footman, coming in +with the candles. When the lovers were alone together, Mme de +Langeais still lay on her couch; she was just as silent and +motionless as if Montriveau had not been there. + +"Dear, I was wrong," he began, a note of pain and a sublime +kindness in his voice. "Indeed, I would not have you without +religion----" + +"It is fortunate that you can recognise the necessity of a +conscience," she said in a hard voice, without looking at him. +"I thank you in God's name." + +The General was broken down by her harshness; this woman seemed +as if she could be at will a sister or a stranger to him. He +made one despairing stride towards the door. He would leave her +forever without another word. He was wretched; and the Duchess +was laughing within herself over mental anguish far more cruel +than the old judicial torture. But as for going away, it was not +in his power to do it. In any sort of crisis, a woman is, as it +were, bursting with a certain quantity of things to say; so long +as she has not delivered herself of them, she experiences the +sensation which we are apt to feel at the sight of something +incomplete. Mme de Langeais had not said all that was in her +mind. She took up her parable and said-- + +"We have not the same convictions, General, I am pained to +think. It would be dreadful if a woman could not believe in a +religion which permits us to love beyond the grave. I set +Christian sentiments aside; you cannot understand them. Let me +simply speak to you of expediency. Would you forbid a woman at +court the table of the Lord when it is customary to take the +sacrament at Easter? People must certainly do something for +their party. The Liberals, whatever they may wish to do, will +never destroy the religious instinct. Religion will always be a +political necessity. Would you undertake to govern a nation of +logic-choppers? Napoleon was afraid to try; he persecuted +ideologists. If you want to keep people from reasoning, you must +give them something to feel. So let us accept the Roman Catholic +Church with all its consequences. And if we would have France go +to mass, ought we not to begin by going ourselves? Religion, you +see, Armand, is a bond uniting all the conservative principles +which enable the rich to live in tranquillity. Religion and the +rights of property are intimately connected. It is certainly a +finer thing to lead a nation by ideas of morality than by fear of +the scaffold, as in the time of the Terror--the one method by +which your odious Revolution could enforce obedience. The priest +and the king--that means you, and me, and the Princess my +neighbour; and, in a word, the interests of all honest people +personified. There, my friend, just be so good as to belong to +your party, you that might be its Sylla if you had the slightest +ambition that way. I know nothing about politics myself; I argue +from my own feelings; but still I know enough to guess that +society would be overturned if people were always calling its +foundations in question----" + +"If that is how your Court and your Government think, I am sorry +for you," broke in Montriveau. "The Restoration, madam, ought +to say, like Catherine de Medici, when she heard that the battle +of Dreux was lost, `Very well; now we will go to the +meeting-house.' Now 1815 was your battle of Dreux. Like the +royal power of those days, you won in fact, while you lost in +right. Political Protestantism has gained an ascendancy over +people's minds. If you have no mind to issue your Edict of +Nantes; or if, when it is issued, you publish a Revocation; if +you should one day be accused and convicted of repudiating the +Charter, which is simply a pledge given to maintain the interests +established under the Republic, then the Revolution will rise +again, terrible in her strength, and strike but a single blow. +It will not be the Revolution that will go into exile; she is the +very soil of France. Men die, but people's interests do not die. +. . . Eh, great Heavens! what are France and the crown and +rightful sovereigns, and the whole world besides, to us? Idle +words compared with my happiness. Let them reign or be hurled +from the throne, little do I care. Where am I now?" + +"In the Duchesse de Langeais's boudoir, my friend." + +"No, no. No more of the Duchess, no more of Langeais; I am with +my dear Antoinette." + +"Will you do me the pleasure to stay where you are," she said, +laughing and pushing him back, gently however. + +"So you have never loved me," he retorted, and anger flashed in +lightning from his eyes. + +"No, dear"; but the "No" was equivalent to "Yes." + +"I am a great ass," he said, kissing her hands. The terrible +queen was a woman once more.--"Antoinette," he went on, laying +his head on her feet, "you are too chastely tender to speak of +our happiness to anyone in this world." + +"Oh!" she cried, rising to her feet with a swift, graceful +spring, "you are a great simpleton." And without another word +she fled into the drawing-room. + +"What is it now?" wondered the General, little knowing that the +touch of his burning forehead had sent a swift electric thrill +through her from foot to head. + +In hot wrath he followed her to the drawing-room, only to hear +divinely sweet chords. The Duchess was at the piano. If the man +of science or the poet can at once enjoy and comprehend, bringing +his intelligence to bear upon his enjoyment without loss of +delight, he is conscious that the alphabet and phraseology of +music are but cunning instruments for the composer, like the wood +and copper wire under the hands of the executant. For the poet +and the man of science there is a music existing apart, +underlying the double expression of this language of the spirit +and senses. Andiamo mio ben can draw tears of joy or pitying +laughter at the will of the singer; and not unfrequently one here +and there in the world, some girl unable to live and bear the +heavy burden of an unguessed pain, some man whose soul vibrates +with the throb of passion, may take up a musical theme, and lo! +heaven is opened for them, or they find a language for themselves +in some sublime melody, some song lost to the world. + +The General was listening now to such a song; a mysterious music +unknown to all other ears, as the solitary plaint of some +mateless bird dying alone in a virgin forest. + +"Great Heavens! what are you playing there?" he asked in an +unsteady voice. + +"The prelude of a ballad, called, I believe, Fleuve du Tage." + +"I did not know that there was such music in a piano," he +returned. + +"Ah!" she said, and for the first time she looked at him as a +woman looks at the man she loves, "nor do you know, my friend, +that I love you, and that you cause me horrible suffering; and +that I feel that I must utter my cry of pain without putting it +too plainly into words. If I did not, I should yield----But you +see nothing." + +"And you will not make me happy!" + +"Armand, I should die of sorrow the next day." + +The General turned abruptly from her and went. But out in the +street he brushed away the tears that he would not let fall. + +The religious phase lasted for three months. At the end of that +time the Duchess grew weary of vain repetitions; the Deity, bound +hand and foot, was delivered up to her lover. Possibly she may +have feared that by sheer dint of talking of eternity she might +perpetuate his love in this world and the next. For her own +sake, it must be believed that no man had touched her heart, or +her conduct would be inexcusable. She was young; the time when +men and women feel that they cannot afford to lose time or to +quibble over their joys was still far off. She, no doubt, was on +the verge not of first love, but of her first experience of the +bliss of love. And from inexperience, for want of the painful +lessons which would have taught her to value the treasure poured +out at her feet, she was playing with it. Knowing nothing of the +glory and rapture of the light, she was fain to stay in the +shadow. + +Armand was just beginning to understand this strange situation; +he put his hope in the first word spoken by nature. Every +evening, as he came away from Mme de Langeais's, he told himself +that no woman would accept the tenderest, most delicate proofs of +a man's love during seven months, nor yield passively to the +slighter demands of passion, only to cheat love at the last. He +was waiting patiently for the sun to gain power, not doubting but +that he should receive the earliest fruits. The married woman's +hesitations and the religious scruples he could quite well +understand. He even rejoiced over those battles. He mistook the +Duchess's heartless coquetry for modesty; and he would not have +had her otherwise. So he had loved to see her devising +obstacles; was he not gradually triumphing over them? Did not +every victory won swell the meagre sum of lovers' intimacies long +denied, and at last conceded with every sign of love? Still, he +had had such leisure to taste the full sweetness of every small +successive conquest on which a lover feeds his love, that these +had come to be matters of use and wont. So far as obstacles +went, there were none now save his own awe of her; nothing else +left between him and his desire save the whims of her who allowed +him to call her Antoinette. So he made up his mind to demand +more, to demand all. Embarrassed like a young lover who cannot +dare to believe that his idol can stoop so low, he hesitated for +a long time. He passed through the experience of terrible +reactions within himself. A set purpose was annihilated by a +word, and definite resolves died within him on the threshold. He +despised himself for his weakness, and still his desire remained +unuttered. + +Nevertheless, one evening, after sitting in gloomy melancholy, he +brought out a fierce demand for his illegally legitimate rights. +The Duchess had not to wait for her bond-slave's request to guess +his desire. When was a man's desire a secret? And have not +women an intuitive knowledge of the meaning of certain changes of +countenance? + +"What! you wish to be my friend no longer?" she broke in at the +first words, and a divine red surging like new blood under the +transparent skin, lent brightness to her eyes. "As a reward for +my generosity, you would dishonour me? Just reflect a little. I +myself have thought much over this; and I think always for us +BOTH. There is such a thing as a woman's loyalty, and we can no +more fail in it than you can fail in honour. _I_ cannot blind +myself. If I am yours, how, in any sense, can I be M. de +Langeais's wife? Can you require the sacrifice of my position, +my rank, my whole life in return for a doubtful love that could +not wait patiently for seven months? What! already you would rob +me of my right to dispose of myself? No, no; you must not talk +like this again. No, not another word. I will not, I cannot +listen to you." + +Mme de Langeais raised both hands to her head to push back the +tufted curls from her hot forehead; she seemed very much excited. + +"You come to a weak woman with your purpose definitely planned +out. You say--`For a certain length of time she will talk to me +of her husband, then of God, and then of the inevitable +consequences. But I will use and abuse the ascendancy I shall +gain over her; I will make myself indispensable; all the bonds of +habit, all the misconstructions of outsiders, will make for me; +and at length, when our liaison is taken for granted by all the +world, I shall be this woman's master.'--Now, be frank; these are +your thoughts! Oh! you calculate, and you say that you love. +Shame on you! You are enamoured? Ah! that I well believe! You +wish to possess me, to have me for your mistress, that is all! +Very well then, No! The DUCHESSE DE LANGEAIS will not descend so +far. Simple bourgeoises may be the victims of your treachery--I, +never! Nothing gives me assurance of your love. You speak of my +beauty; I may lose every trace of it in six months, like the dear +Princess, my neighbour. You are captivated by my wit, my grace. +Great Heavens! you would soon grow used to them and to the +pleasures of possession. Have not the little concessions that I +was weak enough to make come to be a matter of course in the last +few months? Some day, when ruin comes, you will give me no +reason for the change in you beyond a curt, `I have ceased to +care for you.'--Then, rank and fortune and honour and all that +was the Duchesse de Langeais will be swallowed up in one +disappointed hope. I shall have children to bear witness to my +shame, and----" With an involuntary gesture she interrupted +herself, and continued: "But I am too good-natured to explain +all this to you when you know it better than I. Come! let us +stay as we are. I am only too fortunate in that I can still +break these bonds which you think so strong. Is there anything +so very heroic in coming to the Hotel de Langeais to spend an +evening with a woman whose prattle amuses you?--a woman whom you +take for a plaything? Why, half a dozen young coxcombs come here +just as regularly every afternoon between three and five. They, +too, are very generous, I am to suppose? I make fun of them; +they stand my petulance and insolence pretty quietly, and make me +laugh; but as for you, I give all the treasures of my soul to +you, and you wish to ruin me, you try my patience in endless +ways. Hush, that will do, that will do," she continued, seeing +that he was about to speak, "you have no heart, no soul, no +delicacy. I know what you want to tell me. Very well, +then--yes. I would rather you should take me for a cold, +insensible woman, with no devotion in her composition, no heart +even, than be taken by everybody else for a vulgar person, and be +condemned to your so-called pleasures, of which you would most +certainly tire, and to everlasting punishment for it afterwards. +Your selfish love is not worth so many sacrifices. . . ." + +The words give but a very inadequate idea of the discourse which +the Duchess trilled out with the quick volubility of a +bird-organ. Nor, truly, was there anything to prevent her from +talking on for some time to come, for poor Armand's only reply to +the torrent of flute notes was a silence filled with cruelly +painful thoughts. He was just beginning to see that this woman +was playing with him; he divined instinctively that a devoted +love, a responsive love, does not reason and count the +consequences in this way. Then, as he heard her reproach him +with detestable motives, he felt something like shame as he +remembered that unconsciously he had made those very +calculations. With angelic honesty of purpose, he looked within, +and self-examination found nothing but selfishness in all his +thoughts and motives, in the answers which he framed and could +not utter. He was self-convicted. In his despair he longed to +fling himself from the window. The egoism of it was intolerable. + +What indeed can a man say when a woman will not believe in love? +Let me prove how much I love you.--The _I_ is always there. + +The heroes of the boudoir, in such circumstances, can follow the +example of the primitive logician who preceded the Pyrrhonists +and denied movement. Montriveau was not equal to this feat. +With all his audacity, he lacked this precise kind which never +deserts an adept in the formulas of feminine algebra. If so many +women, and even the best of women, fall a prey to a kind of +expert to whom the vulgar give a grosser name, it is perhaps +because the said experts are great PROVERS, and love, in spite of +its delicious poetry of sentiment, requires a little more +geometry than people are wont to think. + +Now the Duchess and Montriveau were alike in this--they were both +equally unversed in love lore. The lady's knowledge of theory +was but scanty; in practice she knew nothing whatever; she felt +nothing, and reflected over everything. Montriveau had had but +little experience, was absolutely ignorant of theory, and felt +too much to reflect at all. Both therefore were enduring the +consequences of the singular situation. At that supreme moment +the myriad thoughts in his mind might have been reduced to the +formula--"Submit to be mine ----' words which seem horribly +selfish to a woman for whom they awaken no memories, recall no +ideas. Something nevertheless he must say. And what was more, +though her barbed shafts had set his blood tingling, though the +short phrases that she discharged at him one by one were very +keen and sharp and cold, he must control himself lest he should +lose all by an outbreak of anger. + +"Mme la Duchesse, I am in despair that God should have invented +no way for a woman to confirm the gift of her heart save by +adding the gift of her person. The high value which you yourself +put upon the gift teaches me that I cannot attach less importance +to it. If you have given me your inmost self and your whole +heart, as you tell me, what can the rest matter? And besides, if +my happiness means so painful a sacrifice, let us say no more +about it. But you must pardon a man of spirit if he feels +humiliated at being taken for a spaniel." + +The tone in which the last remark was uttered might perhaps have +frightened another woman; but when the wearer of a petticoat has +allowed herself to be addressed as a Divinity, and thereby set +herself above all other mortals, no power on earth can be so +haughty. + +"M. le Marquis, I am in despair that God should not have +invented some nobler way for a man to confirm the gift of his +heart than by the manifestation of prodigiously vulgar desires. +We become bond-slaves when we give ourselves body and soul, but a +man is bound to nothing by accepting the gift. Who will assure +me that love will last? The very love that I might show for you +at every moment, the better to keep your love, might serve you as +a reason for deserting me. I have no wish to be a second edition +of Mme de Beauseant. Who can ever know what it is that keeps you +beside us? Our persistent coldness of heart is the cause of an +unfailing passion in some of you; other men ask for an untiring +devotion, to be idolised at every moment; some for gentleness, +others for tyranny. No woman in this world as yet has really +read the riddle of man's heart." + +There was a pause. When she spoke again it was in a different +tone. + +"After all, my friend, you cannot prevent a woman from trembling +at the question, `Will this love last always?' Hard though my +words may be, the dread of losing you puts them into my mouth. +Oh, me! it is not I who speaks, dear, it is reason; and how +should anyone so mad as I be reasonable? In truth, I am nothing +of the sort." + +The poignant irony of her answer had changed before the end into +the most musical accents in which a woman could find utterance +for ingenuous love. To listen to her words was to pass in a +moment from martyrdom to heaven. Montriveau grew pale; and for +the first time in his life, he fell on his knees before a woman. +He kissed the Duchess's skirt hem, her knees, her feet; but for +the credit of the Faubourg Saint-Germain it is necessary to +respect the mysteries of its boudoirs, where many are fain to +take the utmost that Love can give without giving proof of love +in return. + +The Duchess thought herself generous when she suffered herself to +be adored. But Montriveau was in a wild frenzy of joy over her +complete surrender of the position. + +"Dear Antoinette," he cried. "Yes, you are right; I will not +have you doubt any longer. I too am trembling at this +moment--lest the angel of my life should leave me; I wish I could +invent some tie that might bind us to each other irrevocably." + +"Ah!" she said, under her breath, "so I was right, you see." + +"Let me say all that I have to say; I will scatter all your +fears with a word. Listen! if I deserted you, I should deserve +to die a thousand deaths. Be wholly mine, and I will give you +the right to kill me if I am false. I myself will write a letter +explaining certain reasons for taking my own life; I will make my +final arrangements, in short. You shall have the letter in your +keeping; in the eye of the law it will be a sufficient +explanation of my death. You can avenge yourself, and fear +nothing from God or men." + +"What good would the letter be to me? What would life be if I +had lost your love? If I wished to kill you, should I not be +ready to follow? No; thank you for the thought, but I do not +want the letter. Should I not begin to dread that you were +faithful to me through fear? And if a man knows that he must +risk his life for a stolen pleasure, might it not seem more +tempting? Armand, the thing I ask of you is the one hard thing +to do." + +"Then what is it that you wish?" + +"Your obedience and my liberty." + +"Ah, God!" cried he, "I am a child." + +"A wayward, much spoilt child," she said, stroking the thick +hair, for his head still lay on her knee. "Ah! and loved far +more than he believes, and yet he is very disobedient. Why not +stay as we are? Why not sacrifice to me the desires that hurt +me? Why not take what I can give, when it is all that I can +honestly grant? Are you not happy?" + +"Oh yes, I am happy when I have not a doubt left. Antoinette, +doubt in love is a kind of death, is it not?" + +In a moment he showed himself as he was, as all men are under the +influence of that hot fever; he grew eloquent, insinuating. And +the Duchess tasted the pleasures which she reconciled with her +conscience by some private, Jesuitical ukase of her own; Armand's +love gave her a thrill of cerebral excitement which custom made +as necessary to her as society, or the Opera. To feel that she +was adored by this man, who rose above other men, whose character +frightened her; to treat him like a child; to play with him as +Poppaea played with Nero--many women, like the wives of King +Henry VIII, have paid for such a perilous delight with all the +blood in their veins. Grim presentiment! Even as she +surrendered the delicate, pale, gold curls to his touch, and felt +the close pressure of his hand, the little hand of a man whose +greatness she could not mistake; even as she herself played with +his dark, thick locks, in that boudoir where she reigned a queen, +the Duchess would say to herself-- + +"This man is capable of killing me if he once finds out that I +am playing with him." + +Armand de Montriveau stayed with her till two o'clock in the +morning. From that moment this woman, whom he loved, was neither +a duchess nor a Navarreins; Antoinette, in her disguises, had +gone so far as to appear to be a woman. On that most blissful +evening, the sweetest prelude ever played by a Parisienne to what +the world calls "a slip"; in spite of all her affectations of a +coyness which she did not feel, the General saw all maidenly +beauty in her. He had some excuse for believing that so many +storms of caprice had been but clouds covering a heavenly soul; +that these must be lifted one by one like the veils that hid her +divine loveliness. The Duchess became, for him, the most simple +and girlish mistress; she was the one woman in the world for him; +and he went away quite happy in that at last he had brought her +to give him such pledges of love, that it seemed to him +impossible but that he should be but her husband henceforth in +secret, her choice sanctioned by Heaven. + +Armand went slowly home, turning this thought in his mind with +the impartiality of a man who is conscious of all the +responsibilities that love lays on him while he tastes the +sweetness of its joys. He went along the Quais to see the widest +possible space of sky; his heart had grown in him; he would fain +have had the bounds of the firmament and of earth enlarged. It +seemed to him that his lungs drew an ampler breath. + +In the course of his self-examination, as he walked, he vowed to +love this woman so devoutly, that every day of her life she +should find absolution for her sins against society in unfailing +happiness. Sweet stirrings of life when life is at the full! +The man that is strong enough to steep his soul in the colour of +one emotion, feels infinite joy as glimpses open out for him of +an ardent lifetime that knows no diminution of passion to the +end; even so it is permitted to certain mystics, in ecstasy, to +behold the Light of God. Love would be naught without the belief +that it would last forever; love grows great through constancy. +It was thus that, wholly absorbed by his happiness, Montriveau +understood passion. + +"We belong to each other forever!" + +The thought was like a talisman fulfilling the wishes of his +life. He did not ask whether the Duchess might not change, +whether her love might not last. No, for he had faith. Without +that virtue there is no future for Christianity, and perhaps it +is even more necessary to society. A conception of life as +feeling occurred to him for the first time; hitherto he had lived +by action, the most strenuous exertion of human energies, the +physical devotion, as it may be called, of the soldier. + +Next day M. de Montriveau went early in the direction of the +Faubourg Saint-Germain. He had made an appointment at a house +not far from the Hotel de Langeais; and the business over, he +went thither as if to his own home. The General's companion +chanced to be a man for whom he felt a kind of repulsion whenever +he met him in other houses. This was the Marquis de +Ronquerolles, whose reputation had grown so great in Paris +boudoirs. He was witty, clever, and what was more--courageous; +he set the fashion to all the young men in Paris. As a man of +gallantry, his success and experience were equally matters of +envy; and neither fortune nor birth was wanting in his case, +qualifications which add such lustre in Paris to a reputation as +a leader of fashion. + +"Where are you going?" asked M. de Ronquerolles. + +"To Mme de Langeais's." + +"Ah, true. I forgot that you had allowed her to lime you. You +are wasting your affections on her when they might be much better +employed elsewhere. I could have told you of half a score of +women in the financial world, any one of them a thousand times +better worth your while than that titled courtesan, who does with +her brains what less artificial women do with----" + +"What is this, my dear fellow?" Armand broke in. "The Duchess +is an angel of innocence." + +Ronquerolles began to laugh. + +"Things being thus, dear boy," said he, "it is my duty to +enlighten you. Just a word; there is no harm in it between +ourselves. Has the Duchess surrendered? If so, I have nothing +more to say. Come, give me your confidence. There is no +occasion to waste your time in grafting your great nature on that +unthankful stock, when all your hopes and cultivation will come +to nothing." + +Armand ingenuously made a kind of general report of his position, +enumerating with much minuteness the slender rights so hardly +won. Ronquerolles burst into a peal of laughter so heartless, +that it would have cost any other man his life. But from their +manner of speaking and looking at each other during that colloquy +beneath the wall, in a corner almost as remote from intrusion as +the desert itself, it was easy to imagine the friendship between +the two men knew no bounds, and that no power on earth could +estrange them. + +"My dear Armand, why did you not tell me that the Duchess was a +puzzle to you? I would have given you a little advice which +might have brought your flirtation properly through. You must +know, to begin with, that the women of our Faubourg, like any +other women, love to steep themselves in love; but they have a +mind to possess and not to be possessed. They have made a sort +of compromise with human nature. The code of their parish gives +them a pretty wide latitude short of the last transgression. The +sweets enjoyed by this fair Duchess of yours are so many venial +sins to be washed away in the waters of penitence. But if you +had the impertinence to ask in earnest for the moral sin to which +naturally you are sure to attach the highest importance, you +would see the deep disdain with which the door of the boudoir and +the house would be incontinently shut upon you. The tender +Antoinette would dismiss everything from her memory; you would be +less than a cipher for her. She would wipe away your kisses, my +dear friend, as indifferently as she would perform her ablutions. + +She would sponge love from her cheeks as she washes off rouge. +We know women of that sort--the thorough-bred Parisienne. Have +you ever noticed a grisette tripping along the street? Her face +is as good as a picture. A pretty cap, fresh cheeks, trim hair, +a guileful smile, and the rest of her almost neglected. Is not +this true to the life? Well, that is the Parisienne. She knows +that her face is all that will be seen, so she devotes all her +care, finery, and vanity to her head. The Duchess is the same; +the head is everything with her. She can only feel through her +intellect, her heart lies in her brain, she is a sort of +intellectual epicure, she has a head-voice. We call that kind of +poor creature a Lais of the intellect. You have been taken in +like a boy. If you doubt it, you can have proof of it tonight, +this morning, this instant. Go up to her, try the demand as an +experiment, insist peremptorily if it is refused. You might set +about it like the late Marechal de Richelieu, and get nothing for +your pains." + +Armand was dumb with amazement. + +"Has your desire reached the point of infatuation?" + +"I want her at any cost!" Montriveau cried out despairingly. + +"Very well. Now, look here. Be as inexorable as she is +herself. Try to humiliate her, to sting her vanity. Do NOT try +to move her heart, nor her soul, but the woman's nerves and +temperament, for she is both nervous and lymphatic. If you can +once awaken desire in her, you are safe. But you must drop these +romantic boyish notions of yours. If when once you have her in +your eagle's talons you yield a point or draw back, if you so +much as stir an eyelid, if she thinks that she can regain her +ascendancy over you, she will slip out of your clutches like a +fish, and you will never catch her again. Be as inflexible as +law. Show no more charity than the headsman. Hit hard, and then +hit again. Strike and keep on striking as if you were giving her +the knout. Duchesses are made of hard stuff, my dear Armand; +there is a sort of feminine nature that is only softened by +repeated blows; and as suffering develops a heart in women of +that sort, so it is a work of charity not to spare the rod. Do +you persevere. Ah! when pain has thoroughly relaxed those nerves +and softened the fibres that you take to be so pliant and +yielding; when a shrivelled heart has learned to expand and +contract and to beat under this discipline; when the brain has +capitulated--then, perhaps, passion may enter among the steel +springs of this machinery that turns out tears and affectations +and languors and melting phrases; then you shall see a most +magnificent conflagration (always supposing that the chimney +takes fire). The steel feminine system will glow red-hot like +iron in the forge; that kind of heat lasts longer than any other, +and the glow of it may possibly turn to love. + +"Still," he continued, "I have my doubts. And, after all, is +it worth while to take so much trouble with the Duchess? Between +ourselves a man of my stamp ought first to take her in hand and +break her in; I would make a charming woman of her; she is a +thoroughbred; whereas, you two left to yourselves will never get +beyond the A B C. But you are in love with her, and just now you +might not perhaps share my views on this subject----. A pleasant +time to you, my children," added Ronquerolles, after a pause. +Then with a laugh: "I have decided myself for facile beauties; +they are tender, at any rate, the natural woman appears in their +love without any of your social seasonings. A woman that haggles +over herself, my poor boy, and only means to inspire love! Well, +have her like an extra horse--for show. The match between the +sofa and confessional, black and white, queen and knight, +conscientious scruples and pleasure, is an uncommonly amusing +game of chess. And if a man knows the game, let him be never so +little of a rake, he wins in three moves. Now, if I undertook a +woman of that sort, I should start with the deliberate purpose +of----" His voice sank to a whisper over the last words in +Armand's ear, and he went before there was time to reply. + +As for Montriveau, he sprang at a bound across the courtyard of +the Hotel de Langeais, went unannounced up the stairs straight to +the Duchess's bedroom. + +"This is an unheard-of thing," she said, hastily wrapping her +dressing-gown about her. "Armand! this is abominable of you! +Come, leave the room, I beg. Just go out of the room, and go at +once. Wait for me in the drawing-room.--Come now!" + +"Dear angel, has a plighted lover no privilege whatsoever?" + +"But, monsieur, it is in the worst possible taste of a plighted +lover or a wedded husband to break in like this upon his wife." + +He came up to the Duchess, took her in his arms, and held her +tightly to him. + +"Forgive, dear Antoinette; but a host of horrid doubts are +fermenting in my heart." + +"DOUBTS? Fie!--Oh, fie on you!" + +"Doubts all but justified. If you loved me, would you make this +quarrel? Would you not be glad to see me? Would you not have +felt a something stir in your heart? For I, that am not a woman, +feel a thrill in my inmost self at the mere sound of your voice. +Often in a ballroom a longing has come upon me to spring to your +side and put my arms about your neck." + +"Oh! if you have doubts of me so long as I am not ready to +spring to your arms before all the world, I shall be doubted all +my life long, I suppose. Why, Othello was a mere child compared +with you!" + +"Ah!" he cried despairingly, "you have no love for me----" + +"Admit, at any rate, that at this moment you are not lovable." +Then I have still to find favour in your sight?" + +"Oh, I should think so. Come," added she, "with a little +imperious air, go out of the room, leave me. I am not like you; +I wish always to find favour in your eyes." + +Never woman better understood the art of putting charm into +insolence, and does not the charm double the effect? is it not +enough to infuriate the coolest of men? There was a sort of +untrammelled freedom about Mme de Langeais; a something in her +eyes, her voice, her attitude, which is never seen in a woman who +loves when she stands face to face with him at the mere sight of +whom her heart must needs begin to beat. The Marquis de +Ronquerolles's counsels had cured Armand of sheepishness; and +further, there came to his aid that rapid power of intuition +which passion will develop at moments in the least wise among +mortals, while a great man at such a time possesses it to the +full. He guessed the terrible truth revealed by the Duchess's +nonchalance, and his heart swelled with the storm like a lake +rising in flood. + +"If you told me the truth yesterday, be mine, dear Antoinette," +he cried; "you shall----" + +"In the first place," said she composedly, thrusting him back +as he came nearer--"in the first place, you are not to +compromise me. My woman might overhear you. Respect me, I beg +of you. Your familiarity is all very well in my boudoir in an +evening; here it is quite different. Besides, what may your `you +shall' mean? `You shall.' No one as yet has ever used that word +to me. It is quite ridiculous, it seems to me, absolutely +ridiculous. + +"Will you surrender nothing to me on this point?" + +"Oh! do you call a woman's right to dispose of herself a +`point?' A capital point indeed; you will permit me to be +entirely my own mistress on that `point.' " + +"And how if, believing in your promises to me, I should +absolutely require it?" + +"Oh! then you would prove that I made the greatest possible +mistake when I made you a promise of any kind; and I should beg +you to leave me in peace." + +The General's face grew white; he was about to spring to her +side, when Mme de Langeais rang the bell, the maid appeared, and, +smiling with a mocking grace, the Duchess added, "Be so good as +to return when I am visible." + +Then Montriveau felt the hardness of a woman as cold and keen as +a steel blade; she was crushing in her scorn. In one moment she +had snapped the bonds which held firm only for her lover. She +had read Armand's intention in his face, and held that the moment +had come for teaching the Imperial soldier his lesson. He was to +be made to feel that though duchesses may lend themselves to +love, they do not give themselves, and that the conquest of one +of them would prove a harder matter than the conquest of Europe. + +"Madame," returned Armand, "I have not time to wait. I am a +spoilt child, as you told me yourself. When I seriously resolve +to have that of which we have been speaking, I shall have it." + +"You will have it?" queried she, and there was a trace of +surprise in her loftiness. + +"I shall have it." + +"Oh! you would do me a great pleasure by `resolving' to have it. + +For curiosity's sake, I should be delighted to know how you would +set about it----" + +"I am delighted to put a new interest into your life," +interrupted Montriveau, breaking into a laugh which dismayed the +Duchess. "Will you permit me to take you to the ball tonight?" + +"A thousand thanks. M. de Marsay has been beforehand with you. +I gave him my promise." + +Montriveau bowed gravely and went. + +"So Ronquerolles was right," thought he, "and now for a game +of chess." + +Thenceforward he hid his agitation by complete composure. No man +is strong enough to bear such sudden alternations from the height +of happiness to the depths of wretchedness. So he had caught a +glimpse of happy life the better to feel the emptiness of his +previous existence? There was a terrible storm within him; but +he had learned to endure, and bore the shock of tumultuous +thoughts as a granite cliff stands out against the surge of an +angry sea. + +"I could say nothing. When I am with her my wits desert me. +She does not know how vile and contemptible she is. Nobody has +ventured to bring her face to face with herself. She has played +with many a man, no doubt; I will avenge them all." + +For the first time, it may be, in a man's heart, revenge and love +were blended so equally that Montriveau himself could not know +whether love or revenge would carry all before it. That very +evening he went to the ball at which he was sure of seeing the +Duchesse de Langeais, and almost despaired of reaching her heart. + +He inclined to think that there was something diabolical about +this woman, who was gracious to him and radiant with charming +smiles; probably because she had no wish to allow the world to +think that she had compromised herself with M. de Montriveau. +Coolness on both sides is a sign of love; but so long as the +Duchess was the same as ever, while the Marquis looked sullen and +morose, was it not plain that she had conceded nothing? +Onlookers know the rejected lover by various signs and tokens; +they never mistake the genuine symptoms for a coolness such as +some women command their adorers to feign, in the hope of +concealing their love. Everyone laughed at Montriveau; and he, +having omitted to consult his cornac, was abstracted and ill at +ease. M. de Ronquerolles would very likely have bidden him +compromise the Duchess by responding to her show of friendliness +by passionate demonstrations; but as it was, Armand de Montriveau +came away from the ball, loathing human nature, and even then +scarcely ready to believe in such complete depravity. + +"If there is no executioner for such crimes," he said, as he +looked up at the lighted windows of the ballroom where the most +enchanting women in Paris were dancing, laughing, and chatting, +"I will take you by the nape of the neck, Mme la Duchesse, and +make you feel something that bites more deeply than the knife in +the Place de la Greve. Steel against steel; we shall see which +heart will leave the deeper mark." + +For a week or so Mme de Langeais hoped to see the Marquis de +Montriveau again; but he contented himself with sending his card +every morning to the Hotel de Langeais. The Duchess could not +help shuddering each time that the card was brought in, and a dim +foreboding crossed her mind, but the thought was vague as a +presentiment of disaster. When her eyes fell on the name, it +seemed to her that she felt the touch of the implacable man's +strong hand in her hair; sometimes the words seemed like a +prognostication of a vengeance which her lively intellect +invented in the most shocking forms. She had studied him too +well not to dread him. Would he murder her, she wondered? Would +that bull-necked man dash out her vitals by flinging her over his +head? Would he trample her body under his feet? When, where, +and how would he get her into his power? Would he make her +suffer very much, and what kind of pain would he inflict? She +repented of her conduct. There were hours when, if he had come, +she would have gone to his arms in complete self-surrender. + +Every night before she slept she saw Montriveau's face; every +night it wore a different aspect. Sometimes she saw his bitter +smile, sometimes the Jovelike knitting of the brows; or his +leonine look, or some disdainful movement of the shoulders made +him terrible for her. Next day the card seemed stained with +blood. The name of Montriveau stirred her now as the presence of +the fiery, stubborn, exacting lover had never done. Her +apprehensions gathered strength in the silence. She was forced, +without aid from without, to face the thought of a hideous duel +of which she could not speak. Her proud hard nature was more +responsive to thrills of hate than it had ever been to the +caresses of love. Ah! if the General could but have seen her, as +she sat with her forehead drawn into folds between her brows; +immersed in bitter thoughts in that boudoir where he had enjoyed +such happy moments, he might perhaps have conceived high hopes. +Of all human passions, is not pride alone incapable of +engendering anything base? Mme de Langeais kept her thoughts to +herself, but is it not permissible to suppose that M. de +Montriveau was no longer indifferent to her? And has not a man +gained ground immensely when a woman thinks about him? He is +bound to make progress with her either one way or the other +afterwards. + +Put any feminine creature under the feet of a furious horse or +other fearsome beast; she will certainly drop on her knees and +look for death; but if the brute shows a milder mood and does not +utterly slay her, she will love the horse, lion, bull, or what +not, and will speak of him quite at her ease. The Duchess felt +that she was under the lion's paws; she quaked, but she did not +hate him. + +The man and woman thus singularly placed with regard to each +other met three times in society during the course of that week. +Each time, in reply to coquettish questioning glances, the +Duchess received a respectful bow, and smiles tinged with such +savage irony, that all her apprehensions over the card in the +morning were revived at night. Our lives are simply such as our +feelings shape them for us; and the feelings of these two had +hollowed out a great gulf between them + +The Comtesse de Serizy, the Marquis de Ronquerolles's sister, +gave a great ball at the beginning of the following week, and Mme +de Langeais was sure to go to it. Armand was the first person +whom the Duchess saw when she came into the room, and this time +Armand was looking out for her, or so she thought at least. The +two exchanged a look, and suddenly the woman felt a cold +perspiration break from every pore. She had thought all along +that Montriveau was capable of taking reprisals in some +unheard-of way proportioned to their condition, and now the +revenge had been discovered, it was ready, heated, and boiling. +Lightnings flashed from the foiled lover's eyes, his face was +radiant with exultant vengeance. And the Duchess? Her eyes were +haggard in spite of her resolution to be cool and insolent. She +went to take her place beside the Comtesse de Serizy, who could +not help exclaiming, "Dear Antoinette! what is the matter with +you? You are enough to frighten one." + +"I shall be all right after a quadrille," she answered, giving +a hand to a young man who came up at that moment. + +Mme de Langeais waltzed that evening with a sort of excitement +and transport which redoubled Montriveau's lowering looks. He +stood in front of the line of spectators, who were amusing +themselves by looking on. Every time that SHE came past him, his +eyes darted down upon her eddying face; he might have been a +tiger with the prey in his grasp. The waltz came to an end, Mme +de Langeais went back to her place beside the Countess, and +Montriveau never took his eyes off her, talking all the while +with a stranger. + +"One of the things that struck me most on the journey," he was +saying (and the Duchess listened with all her ears), "was the +remark which the man makes at Westminster when you are shown the +axe with which a man in a mask cut off Charles the First's head, +so they tell you. The King made it first of all to some +inquisitive person, and they repeat it still in memory of him." + +"What does the man say?" asked Mme de Serizy. + +" `Do not touch the axe!' " replied Montriveau, and there was +menace in the sound of his voice. + +"Really, my Lord Marquis," said Mme de Langeais, "you tell +this old story that everybody knows if they have been to London, +and look at my neck in such a melodramatic way that you seem to +me to have an axe in your hand." + +The Duchess was in a cold sweat, but nevertheless she laughed as +she spoke the last words. + +"But circumstances give the story a quite new application," +returned he. + +"How so; pray tell me, for pity's sake?" + +"In this way, madame--you have touched the axe," said +Montriveau, lowering his voice. + +"What an enchanting prophecy!" returned she, smiling with +assumed grace. "And when is my head to fall?" + +"I have no wish to see that pretty head of yours cut off. I +only fear some great misfortune for you. If your head were +clipped close, would you feel no regrets for the dainty golden +hair that you turn to such good account?" + +"There are those for whom a woman would love to make such a +sacrifice; even if, as often happens, it is for the sake of a man +who cannot make allowances for an outbreak of temper." + +"Quite so. Well, and if some wag were to spoil your beauty on a +sudden by some chemical process, and you, who are but eighteen +for us, were to be a hundred years old?" + +"Why, the smallpox is our Battle of Waterloo, monsieur," she +interrupted. "After it is over we find out those who love us +sincerely." + +"Would you not regret the lovely face that?" + +"Oh! indeed I should, but less for my own sake than for the sake +of someone else whose delight it might have been. And, after +all, if I were loved, always loved, and truly loved, what would +my beauty matter to me?--What do you say, Clara?" + +"It is a dangerous speculation," replied Mme de Serizy. + +"Is it permissible to ask His Majesty the King of Sorcerers when +I made the mistake of touching the axe, since I have not been to +London as yet?----" + +"NOT SO," he answered in English, with a burst of ironical +laughter. + +"And when will the punishment begin?" + +At this Montriveau coolly took out his watch, and ascertained the +hour with a truly appalling air of conviction. + +"A dreadful misfortune will befall you before this day is out." + +"I am not a child to be easily frightened, or rather, I am a +child ignorant of danger," said the Duchess. "I shall dance +now without fear on the edge of the precipice." + +"I am delighted to know that you have so much strength of +character," he answered, as he watched her go to take her place +in a square dance. + +But the Duchess, in spite of her apparent contempt for Armand's +dark prophecies, was really frightened. Her late lover's +presence weighed upon her morally and physically with a sense of +oppression that scarcely ceased when he left the ballroom. And +yet when she had drawn freer breath, and enjoyed the relief for a +moment, she found herself regretting the sensation of dread, so +greedy of extreme sensations is the feminine nature. The regret +was not love, but it was certainly akin to other feelings which +prepare the way for love. And then--as if the impression which +Montriveau had made upon her were suddenly revived--she +recollected his air of conviction as he took out his watch, and +in a sudden spasm of dread she went out. + +By this time it was about midnight. One of her servants, waiting +with her pelisse, went down to order her carriage. On her way +home she fell naturally enough to musing over M. de Montriveau's +prediction. Arrived in her own courtyard, as she supposed, she +entered a vestibule almost like that of her own hotel, and +suddenly saw that the staircase was different. She was in a +strange house. Turning to call her servants, she was attacked by +several men, who rapidly flung a handkerchief over her mouth, +bound her hand and foot, and carried her off. She shrieked +aloud. + +"Madame, our orders are to kill you if you scream," a voice +said in her ear. + +So great was the Duchess's terror, that she could never recollect +how nor by whom she was transported. When she came to herself, +she was lying on a couch in a bachelor's lodging, her hands and +feet tied with silken cords. In spite of herself, she shrieked +aloud as she looked round and met Armand de Montriveau's eyes. +He was sitting in his dressing-gown, quietly smoking a cigar in +his armchair. + +"Do not cry out, Mme la Duchesse," he said, coolly taking the +cigar out of his mouth; "I have a headache. Besides, I will +untie you. But listen attentively to what I have the honour to +say to you." + +Very carefully he untied the knots that bound her feet. + +"What would be the use of calling out? Nobody can hear your +cries. You are too well bred to make any unnecessary fuss. If +you do not stay quietly, if you insist upon a struggle with me, I +shall tie your hands and feet again. All things considered, I +think that you have self-respect enough to stay on this sofa as +if you were lying on your own at home; cold as ever, if you will. + +You have made me shed many tears on this couch, tears that I hid +from all other eyes." + +While Montriveau was speaking, the Duchess glanced about her; it +was a woman's glance, a stolen look that saw all things and +seemed to see nothing. She was much pleased with the room. It +was rather like a monk's cell. The man's character and thoughts +seemed to pervade it. No decoration of any kind broke the grey +painted surface of the walls. A green carpet covered the floor. +A black sofa, a table littered with papers, two big easy-chairs, +a chest of drawers with an alarum clock by way of ornament, a +very low bedstead with a coverlet flung over it--a red cloth with +a black key border--all these things made part of a whole that +told of a life reduced to its simplest terms. A triple +candle-sconce of Egyptian design on the chimney-piece recalled +the vast spaces of the desert and Montriveau's long wanderings; a +huge sphinx-claw stood out beneath the folds of stuff at the +bed-foot; and just beyond, a green curtain with a black and +scarlet border was suspended by large rings from a spear handle +above a door near one corner of the room. The other door by +which the band had entered was likewise curtained, but the +drapery hung from an ordinary curtain-rod. As the Duchess +finally noted that the pattern was the same on both, she saw that +the door at the bed-foot stood open; gleams of ruddy light from +the room beyond flickered below the fringed border. Naturally, +the ominous light roused her curiosity; she fancied she could +distinguish strange shapes in the shadows; but as it did not +occur to her at the time that danger could come from that +quarter, she tried to gratify a more ardent curiosity. + +"Monsieur, if it is not indiscreet, may I ask what you mean to +do with me?" The insolence and irony of the tone stung through +the words. The Duchess quite believed that she read extravagant +love in Montriveau's speech. He had carried her off; was not +that in itself an acknowledgment of her power? + +"Nothing whatever, madame," he returned, gracefully puffing the +last whiff of cigar smoke. "You will remain here for a short +time. First of all, I should like to explain to you what you +are, and what I am. I cannot put my thoughts into words whilst +you are twisting on the sofa in your boudoir; and besides, in +your own house you take offence at the slightest hint, you ring +the bell, make an outcry, and turn your lover out at the door as +if he were the basest of wretches. Here my mind is unfettered. +Here nobody can turn me out. Here you shall be my victim for a +few seconds, and you are going to be so exceedingly kind as to +listen to me. You need fear nothing. I did not carry you off to +insult you, nor yet to take by force what you refused to grant of +your own will to my unworthiness. I could not stoop so low. You +possibly think of outrage; for myself, I have no such thoughts." + +He flung his cigar coolly into the fire. + +"The smoke is unpleasant to you, no doubt, madame?" he said, +and rising at once, he took a chafing-dish from the hearth, burnt +perfumes, and purified the air. The Duchess's astonishment was +only equalled by her humiliation. She was in this man's power; +and he would not abuse his power. The eyes in which love had +once blazed like flame were now quiet and steady as stars. She +trembled. Her dread of Armand was increased by a nightmare +sensation of restlessness and utter inability to move; she felt +as if she were turned to stone. She lay passive in the grip of +fear. She thought she saw the light behind the curtains grow to +a blaze, as if blown up by a pair of bellows; in another moment +the gleams of flame grew brighter, and she fancied that three +masked figures suddenly flashed out; but the terrible vision +disappeared so swiftly that she took it for an optical delusion. + +"Madame," Armand continued with cold contempt, "one minute, +just one minute is enough for me, and you shall feel it +afterwards at every moment throughout your lifetime, the one +eternity over which I have power. I am not God. Listen +carefully to me," he continued, pausing to add solemnity to his +words. "Love will always come at your call. You have boundless +power over men: but remember that once you called love, and love +came to you; love as pure and true-hearted as may be on earth, +and as reverent as it was passionate; fond as a devoted woman's, +as a mother's love; a love so great indeed, that it was past the +bounds of reason. You played with it, and you committed a crime. + +Every woman has a right to refuse herself to love which she feels +she cannot share; and if a man loves and cannot win love in +return, he is not to be pitied, he has no right to complain. But +with a semblance of love to attract an unfortunate creature cut +off from all affection; to teach him to understand happiness to +the full, only to snatch it from him; to rob him of his future of +felicity; to slay his happiness not merely today, but as long as +his life lasts, by poisoning every hour of it and every +thought--this I call a fearful crime!" + +"Monsieur----" + +"I cannot allow you to answer me yet. So listen to me still. +In any case I have rights over you; but I only choose to exercise +one--the right of the judge over the criminal, so that I may +arouse your conscience. If you had no conscience left, I should +not reproach you at all; but you are so young! You must feel +some life still in your heart; or so I like to believe. While I +think of you as depraved enough to do a wrong which the law does +not punish, I do not think you so degraded that you cannot +comprehend the full meaning of my words. I resume." + +As he spoke the Duchess heard the smothered sound of a pair of +bellows. Those mysterious figures which she had just seen were +blowing up the fire, no doubt; the glow shone through the +curtain. But Montriveau's lurid face was turned upon her; she +could not choose but wait with a fast-beating heart and eyes +fixed in a stare. However curious she felt, the heat in Armand's +words interested her even more than the crackling of the +mysterious flames. + +"Madame," he went on after a pause, "if some poor wretch +commits a murder in Paris, it is the executioner's duty, you +know, to lay hands on him and stretch him on the plank, where +murderers pay for their crimes with their heads. Then the +newspapers inform everyone, rich and poor, so that the former are +assured that they may sleep in peace, and the latter are warned +that they must be on the watch if they would live. Well, you +that are religious, and even a little of a bigot, may have masses +said for such a man's soul. You both belong to the same family, +but yours is the elder branch; and the elder branch may occupy +high places in peace and live happily and without cares. Want or +anger may drive your brother the convict to take a man's life; +you have taken more, you have taken the joy out of a man's life, +you have killed all that was best in his life--his dearest +beliefs. The murderer simply lay in wait for his victim, and +killed him reluctantly, and in fear of the scaffold; but YOU . . +. ! You heaped up every sin that weakness can commit against +strength that suspected no evil; you tamed a passive victim, the +better to gnaw his heart out; you lured him with caresses; you +left nothing undone that could set him dreaming, imagining, +longing for the bliss of love. You asked innumerable sacrifices +of him, only to refuse to make any in return. He should see the +light indeed before you put out his eyes! It is wonderful how +you found the heart to do it! Such villainies demand a display +of resource quite above the comprehension of those bourgeoises +whom you laugh at and despise. They can give and forgive; they +know how to love and suffer. The grandeur of their devotion +dwarfs us. Rising higher in the social scale, one finds just as +much mud as at the lower end; but with this difference, at the +upper end it is hard and gilded over. + +"Yes, to find baseness in perfection, you must look for a noble +bringing up, a great name, a fair woman, a duchess. You cannot +fall lower than the lowest unless you are set high above the rest +of the world.--I express my thoughts badly; the wounds you dealt +me are too painful as yet, but do not think that I complain. My +words are not the expression of any hope for myself; there is no +trace of bitterness in them. Know this, madame, for a +certainty--I forgive you. My forgiveness is so complete that you +need not feel in the least sorry that you came hither to find it +against your will. . . . But you might take advantage of other +hearts as child-like as my own, and it is my duty to spare them +anguish. So you have inspired the thought of justice. Expiate +your sin here on earth; God may perhaps forgive you; I wish that +He may, but He is inexorable, and will strike." + +The broken-spirited, broken-hearted woman looked up, her eyes +filled with tears. + +"Why do you cry? Be true to your nature. You could look on +indifferently at the torture of a heart as you broke it. That +will do, madame, do not cry. I cannot bear it any longer. Other +men will tell you that you have given them life; as for myself, I +tell you, with rapture, that you have given me blank extinction. +Perhaps you guess that I am not my own, that I am bound to live +for my friends, that from this time forth I must endure the cold +chill of death, as well as the burden of life? Is it possible +that there can be so much kindness in you? Are you like the +desert tigress that licks the wounds she has inflicted?" + +The Duchess burst out sobbing. + +"Pray spare your tears, madame. If I believed in them at all, +it would merely set me on my guard. Is this another of your +artifices? or is it not? You have used so many with me; how can +one think that there is any truth in you? Nothing that you do or +say has any power now to move me. That is all I have to say." + +Mme de Langeais rose to her feet, with a great dignity and +humility in her bearing. + +"You are right to treat me very hardly," she said, holding out +a hand to the man who did not take it; "you have not spoken +hardly enough; and I deserve this punishment." + +"_I_ punish you, madame! A man must love still, to punish, must +he not? From me you must expect no feeling, nothing resembling +it. If I chose, I might be accuser and judge in my cause, and +pronounce and carry out the sentence. But I am about to fulfil a +duty, not a desire of vengeance of any kind. The cruellest +revenge of all, I think, is scorn of revenge when it is in our +power to take it. Perhaps I shall be the minister of your +pleasures; who knows? Perhaps from this time forth, as you +gracefully wear the tokens of disgrace by which society marks out +the criminal, you may perforce learn something of the convict's +sense of honour. And then, you will love!" + +The Duchess sat listening; her meekness was unfeigned; it was no +coquettish device. When she spoke at last, it was after a +silence. + +"Armand," she began, "it seems to me that when I resisted +love, I was obeying all the instincts of woman's modesty; I +should not have looked for such reproaches from YOU. I was weak; +you have turned all my weaknesses against me, and made so many +crimes of them. How could you fail to understand that the +curiosity of love might have carried me further than I ought to +go; and that next morning I might be angry with myself, and +wretched because I had gone too far? Alas! I sinned in +ignorance. I was as sincere in my wrongdoing, I swear to you, as +in my remorse. There was far more love for you in my severity +than in my concessions. And besides, of what do you complain? I +gave you my heart; that was not enough; you demanded, brutally, +that I should give my person----" + +"Brutally?" repeated Montriveau. But to himself he said, "If +I once allow her to dispute over words, I am lost." + +"Yes. You came to me as if I were one of those women. You +showed none of the respect, none of the attentions of love. Had +I not reason to reflect? Very well, I reflected. The +unseemliness of your conduct is not inexcusable; love lay at the +source of it; let me think so, and justify you to myself.--Well, +Armand, this evening, even while you were prophesying evil, I +felt convinced that there was happiness in store for us both. +Yes, I put my faith in the noble, proud nature so often tested +and proved." She bent lower. "And I was yours wholly," she +murmured in his ear. "I felt a longing that I cannot express to +give happiness to a man so violently tried by adversity. If I +must have a master, my master should be a great man. As I felt +conscious of my height, the less I cared to descend. I felt I +could trust you, I saw a whole lifetime of love, while you were +pointing to death. . . . Strength and kindness always go +together. My friend, you are so strong, you will not be unkind +to a helpless woman who loves you. If I was wrong, is there no +way of obtaining forgiveness? No way of making reparation? +Repentance is the charm of love; I should like to be very +charming for you. How could I, alone among women, fail to know a +woman's doubts and fears, the timidity that it is so natural to +feel when you bind yourself for life, and know how easily a man +snaps such ties? The bourgeoises, with whom you compared me just +now, give themselves, but they struggle first. Very well--I +struggled; but here I am!--Ah! God, he does not hear me!" she +broke off, and wringing her hands, she cried out "But I love +you! I am yours!" and fell at Armand's feet. + +"Yours! yours! my one and only master!" + +Armand tried to raise her. + +"Madame, it is too late! Antoinette cannot save the Duchesse de +Langeais. I cannot believe in either. Today you may give +yourself; tomorrow, you may refuse. No power in earth or heaven +can insure me the sweet constancy of love. All love's pledges +lay in the past; and now nothing of that past exists." + +The light behind the curtain blazed up so brightly, that the +Duchess could not help turning her head; this time she distinctly +saw the three masked figures. + +"Armand," she said, "I would not wish to think ill of you. +Why are those men there? What are you going to do to me?" + +"Those men will be as silent as I myself with regard to the +thing which is about to be done. Think of them simply as my +hands and my heart. One of them is a surgeon----" + +"A surgeon! Armand, my friend, of all things, suspense is the +hardest to bear. Just speak; tell me if you wish for my life; I +will give it to you, you shall not take it----" + +"Then you did not understand me? Did I not speak just now of +justice? To put an end to your misapprehensions," continued he, +taking up a small steel object from the table, "I will now +explain what I have decided with regard to you." + +He held out a Lorraine cross, fastened to the tip of a steel rod. + +"Two of my friends at this very moment are heating another +cross, made on this pattern, red-hot. We are going to stamp it +upon your forehead, here between the eyes, so that there will be +no possibility of hiding the mark with diamonds, and so avoiding +people's questions. In short, you shall bear on your forehead +the brand of infamy which your brothers the convicts wear on +their shoulders. The pain is a mere trifle, but I feared a +nervous crisis of some kind, of resistance----" + +"Resistance?" she cried, clapping her hands for joy. "Oh no, +no! I would have the whole world here to see. Ah, my Armand, +brand her quickly, this creature of yours; brand her with your +mark as a poor little trifle belonging to you. You asked for +pledges of my love; here they are all in one. Ah! for me there +is nothing but mercy and forgiveness and eternal happiness in +this revenge of yours. When you have marked this woman with your +mark, when you set your crimson brand on her, your slave in soul, +you can never afterwards abandon her, you will be mine for +evermore? When you cut me off from my kind, you make yourself +responsible for my happiness, or you prove yourself base; and I +know that you are noble and great! Why, when a woman loves, the +brand of love is burnt into her soul by her own will.--Come in, +gentlemen! come in and brand her, this Duchesse de Langeais. She +is M. de Montriveau's forever! Ah! come quickly, all of you, my +forehead burns hotter than your fire!" + +Armand turned his head sharply away lest he should see the +Duchess kneeling, quivering with the throbbings of her heart. He +said some word, and his three friends vanished. + +The women of Paris salons know how one mirror reflects another. +The Duchess, with every motive for reading the depths of Armand's +heart, was all eyes; and Armand, all unsuspicious of the mirror, +brushed away two tears as they fell. Her whole future lay in +those two tears. When he turned round again to help her to rise, +she was standing before him, sure of love. Her pulses must have +throbbed fast when he spoke with the firmness she had known so +well how to use of old while she played with him. + +"I spare you, madame. All that has taken place shall be as if +it had never been, you may believe me. But now, let us bid each +other goodbye. I like to think that you were sincere in your +coquetries on your sofa, sincere again in this outpouring of your +heart. Good-bye. I feel that there is no faith in you left in +me. You would torment me again; you would always be the Duchess, +and---- But there, good-bye, we shall never understand each +other. + +"Now, what do you wish?" he continued, taking the tone of a +master of the ceremonies--"to return home, or to go back to Mme +de Serizy's ball? I have done all in my power to prevent any +scandal. Neither your servants nor anyone else can possibly know +what has passed between us in the last quarter of an hour. Your +servants have no idea that you have left the ballroom; your +carriage never left Mme de Serizy's courtyard; your brougham may +likewise be found in the court of your own hotel. Where do you +wish to be?" + +"What do you counsel, Armand?" + +"There is no Armand now, Mme la Duchesse. We are strangers to +each other." + +"Then take me to the ball," she said, still curious to put +Armand's power to the test. "Thrust a soul that suffered in the +world, and must always suffer there, if there is no happiness for +her now, down into hell again. And yet, oh my friend, I love you +as your bourgeoises love; I love you so that I could come to you +and fling my arms about your neck before all the world if you +asked it off me. The hateful world has not corrupted me. I am +young at least, and I have grown younger still. I am a child, +yes, your child, your new creature. Ah! do not drive me forth +out of my Eden!" + +Armand shook his head. + +"Ah! let me take something with me, if I go, some little thing +to wear tonight on my heart," she said, taking possession of +Armand's glove, which she twisted into her handkerchief. + +"No, I am NOT like all those depraved women. You do not know +the world, and so you cannot know my worth. You shall know it +now! There are women who sell themselves for money; there are +others to be gained by gifts, it is a vile world! Oh, I wish I +were a simple bourgeoise, a working girl, if you would rather +have a woman beneath you than a woman whose devotion is +accompanied by high rank, as men count it. Oh, my Armand, there +are noble, high, and chaste and pure natures among us; and then +they are lovely indeed. I would have all nobleness that I might +offer it all up to you. Misfortune willed that I should be a +duchess; I would I were a royal princess, that my offering might +be complete. I would be a grisette for you, and a queen for +everyone besides." + +He listened, damping his cigars with his lips. + +"You will let me know when you wish to go," he said. + +"But I should like to stay----" + +"That is another matter!" + +"Stay, that was badly rolled," she cried, seizing on a cigar +and devouring all that Armand's lips had touched. + +"Do you smoke?" + +"Oh, what would I not do to please you?" + +"Very well. Go, madame." + +"I will obey you," she answered, with tears in her eyes. + +"You must be blindfolded; you must not see a glimpse of the +way." + +"I am ready, Armand," she said, bandaging her eyes. + +"Can you see?" + +"No." + +Noiselessly he knelt before her. + +"Ah! I can hear you!" she cried, with a little fond gesture, +thinking that the pretence of harshness was over. + +He made as if he would kiss her lips; she held up her face. + +"You can see, madame." + +"I am just a little bit curious." + +"So you always deceive me?" + +"Ah! take off this handkerchief, sir," she cried out, with the +passion of a great generosity repelled with scorn, "lead me; I +will not open my eyes." + +Armand felt sure of her after that cry. He led the way; the +Duchess nobly true to her word, was blind. But while Montriveau +held her hand as a father might, and led her up and down flights +of stairs, he was studying the throbbing pulses of this woman's +heart so suddenly invaded by Love. Mme de Langeais, rejoicing in +this power of speech, was glad to let him know all; but he was +inflexible; his hand was passive in reply to the questionings of +her hand. + +At length, after some journey made together, Armand bade her go +forward; the opening was doubtless narrow, for as she went she +felt that his hand protected her dress. His care touched her; it +was a revelation surely that there was a little love still left; +yet it was in some sort a farewell, for Montriveau left her +without a word. The air was warm; the Duchess, feeling the heat, +opened her eyes, and found herself standing by the fire in the +Comtesse de Serizy's boudoir. + +She was alone. Her first thought was for her disordered +toilette; in a moment she had adjusted her dress and restored her +picturesque coiffure. + +"Well, dear Antoinette, we have been looking for you +everywhere." It was the Comtesse de Serizy who spoke as she +opened the door. + +"I came here to breathe," said the Duchess; "it is unbearably +hot in the rooms." + +"People thought that you had gone; but my brother Ronquerolles +told me that your servants were waiting for you." + +"I am tired out, dear, let me stay and rest here for a minute," +and the Duchess sat down on the sofa. + +"Why, what is the matter with you? You are shaking from head to +foot!" + +The Marquis de Ronquerolles came in. + +"Mme la Duchesse, I was afraid that something might have +happened. I have just come across your coachman, the man is as +tipsy as all the Swiss in Switzerland." + +The Duchess made no answer; she was looking round the room, at +the chimney-piece and the tall mirrors, seeking the trace of an +opening. Then with an extraordinary sensation she recollected +that she was again in the midst of the gaiety of the ballroom +after that terrific scene which had changed the whole course of +her life. She began to shiver violently. + +"M. de Montriveau's prophecy has shaken my nerves," she said. +"It was a joke, but still I will see whether his axe from London +will haunt me even in my sleep. So good-bye, dear.--Good-bye, M. +le Marquis." + +As she went through the rooms she was beset with enquiries and +regrets. Her world seemed to have dwindled now that she, its +queen, had fallen so low, was so diminished. And what, moreover, +were these men compared with him whom she loved with all her +heart; with the man grown great by all that she had lost in +stature? The giant had regained the height that he had lost for +a while, and she exaggerated it perhaps beyond measure. She +looked, in spite of herself, at the servant who had attended her +to the ball. He was fast asleep. + +"Have you been here all the time?" she asked. + +"Yes, madame." + +As she took her seat in her carriage she saw, in fact, that her +coachman was drunk--so drunk, that at any other time she would +have been afraid; but after a great crisis in life, fear loses +its appetite for common food. She reached home, at any rate, +without accident; but even there she felt a change in herself, a +new feeling that she could not shake off. For her, there was now +but one man in the world; which is to say that henceforth she +cared to shine for his sake alone. + +While the physiologist can define love promptly by following out +natural laws, the moralist finds a far more perplexing problem +before him if he attempts to consider love in all its +developments due to social conditions. Still, in spite of the +heresies of the endless sects that divide the church of Love, +there is one broad and trenchant line of difference in doctrine, +a line that all the discussion in the world can never deflect. A +rigid application of this line explains the nature of the crisis +through which the Duchess, like most women, was to pass. Passion +she knew, but she did not love as yet. + +Love and passion are two different conditions which poets and men +of the world, philosophers and fools, alike continually confound. + +Love implies a give and take, a certainty of bliss that nothing +can change; it means so close a clinging of the heart, and an +exchange of happiness so constant, that there is no room left for +jealousy. Then possession is a means and not an end; +unfaithfulness may give pain, but the bond is not less close; the +soul is neither more nor less ardent or troubled, but happy at +every moment; in short, the divine breath of desire spreading +from end to end of the immensity of Time steeps it all for us in +the selfsame hue; life takes the tint of the unclouded heaven. +But Passion is the foreshadowing of Love, and of that Infinite to +which all suffering souls aspire. Passion is a hope that may be +cheated. Passion means both suffering and transition. Passion +dies out when hope is dead. Men and women may pass through this +experience many times without dishonour, for it is so natural to +spring towards happiness; but there is only one love in a +lifetime. All discussions of sentiment ever conducted on paper +or by word of mouth may therefore be resumed by two +questions--"Is it passion? Is it love?" So, since love comes +into existence only through the intimate experience of the bliss +which gives it lasting life, the Duchess was beneath the yoke of +passion as yet; and as she knew the fierce tumult, the +unconscious calculations, the fevered cravings, and all that is +meant by that word PASSION--she suffered. Through all the +trouble of her soul there rose eddying gusts of tempest, raised +by vanity or self-love, or pride or a high spirit; for all these +forms of egoism make common cause together. + +She had said to this man, "I love you; I am yours!" Was it +possible that the Duchesse de Langeais should have uttered those +words--in vain? She must either be loved now or play her part of +queen no longer. And then she felt the loneliness of the +luxurious couch where pleasure had never yet set his glowing +feet; and over and over again, while she tossed and writhed +there, she said, "I want to be loved." + +But the belief that she still had in herself gave her hope of +success. The Duchess might be piqued, the vain Parisienne might +be humiliated; but the woman saw glimpses of wedded happiness, +and imagination, avenging the time lost for nature, took a +delight in kindling the inextinguishable fire in her veins. She +all but attained to the sensations of love; for amid her poignant +doubt whether she was loved in return, she felt glad at heart to +say to herself, "I love him!" As for her scruples, religion, +and the world she could trample them under foot! Montriveau was +her religion now. She spent the next day in a state of moral +torpor, troubled by a physical unrest, which no words could +express. She wrote letters and tore them all up, and invented a +thousand impossible fancies. + +When M. de Montriveau's usual hour arrived, she tried to think +that he would come, and enjoyed the feeling of expectation. Her +whole life was concentrated in the single sense of hearing. +Sometimes she shut her eyes, straining her ears to listen through +space, wishing that she could annihilate everything that lay +between her and her lover, and so establish that perfect silence +which sounds may traverse from afar. In her tense +self-concentration, the ticking of the clock grew hateful to her; +she stopped its ill-omened garrulity. The twelve strokes of +midnight sounded from the drawing-room. + +"Ah, God!" she cried, "to see him here would be happiness. +And yet, it is not so very long since he came here, brought by +desire, and the tones of his voice filled this boudoir. And now +there is nothing." + +She remembered the times that she had played the coquette with +him, and how that her coquetry had cost her her lover, and the +despairing tears flowed for long. + +Her woman came at length with, "Mme la Duchesse does not know, +perhaps, that it is two o'clock in the morning; I thought that +madame was not feeling well." + +"Yes, I am going to bed," said the Duchess, drying her eyes. +"But remember, Suzanne, never to come in again without orders; I +tell you this for the last time." + +For a week, Mme de Langeais went to every house where there was a +hope of meeting M. de Montriveau. Contrary to her usual habits, +she came early and went late; gave up dancing, and went to the +card-tables. Her experiments were fruitless. She did not +succeed in getting a glimpse of Armand. She did not dare to +utter his name now. One evening, however, in a fit of despair, +she spoke to Mme de Serizy, and asked as carelessly as she could, +"You must have quarrelled with M. de Montriveau? He is not to +be seen at your house now." + +The Countess laughed. "So he does not come here either?" she +returned. "He is not to be seen anywhere, for that matter. He +is interested in some woman, no doubt." + +"I used to think that the Marquis de Ronquerolles was one of his +friends----" the Duchess began sweetly. + +"I have never heard my brother say that he was acquainted with +him." + +Mme de Langeais did not reply. Mme de Serizy concluded from the +Duchess's silence that she might apply the scourge with impunity +to a discreet friendship which she had seen, with bitterness of +soul, for a long time past. + +"So you miss that melancholy personage, do you? I have heard +most extraordinary things of him. Wound his feelings, he never +comes back, he forgives nothing; and, if you love him, he keeps +you in chains. To everything that I said of him, one of those +that praise him sky-high would always answer, `He knows how to +love!' People are always telling me that Montriveau would give +up all for his friend; that his is a great nature. Pooh! society +does not want such tremendous natures. Men of that stamp are all +very well at home; let them stay there and leave us to our +pleasant littlenesses. What do you say, Antoinette?" + +Woman of the world though she was, the Duchess seemed agitated, +yet she replied in a natural voice that deceived her fair +friend-- + +"I am sorry to miss him. I took a great interest in him, and +promised to myself to be his sincere friend. I like great +natures, dear friend, ridiculous though you may think it. To +give oneself to a fool is a clear confession, is it not, that one +is governed wholly by one's senses? + +Mme de Serizy's "preferences" had always been for commonplace +men; her lover at the moment, the Marquis d'Aiglemont, was a +fine, tall man. + +After this, the Countess soon took her departure, you may be sure +Mme de Langeais saw hope in Armand's withdrawal from the world; +she wrote to him at once; it was a humble, gentle letter, surely +it would bring him if he loved her still. She sent her footman +with it next day. On the servant's return, she asked whether he +had given the letter to M. de Montriveau himself, and could not +restrain the movement of joy at the affirmative answer. Armand +was in Paris! He stayed alone in his house; he did not go out +into society! So she was loved! All day long she waited for an +answer that never came. Again and again, when impatience grew +unbearable, Antoinette found reasons for his delay. Armand felt +embarrassed; the reply would come by post; but night came, and +she could not deceive herself any longer. It was a dreadful day, +a day of pain grown sweet, of intolerable heart-throbs, a day +when the heart squanders the very forces of life in riot. + +Next day she sent for an answer. + +"M. le Marquis sent word that he would call on Mme la +Duchesse," reported Julien. + +She fled lest her happiness should be seen in her face, and flung +herself on her couch to devour her first sensations. + +"He is coming!" + +The thought rent her soul. And, in truth, woe unto those for +whom suspense is not the most horrible time of tempest, while it +increases and multiplies the sweetest joys; for they have nothing +in them of that flame which quickens the images of things, giving +to them a second existence, so that we cling as closely to the +pure essence as to its outward and visible manifestation. What +is suspense in love but a constant drawing upon an unfailing +hope?--a submission to the terrible scourging of passion, while +passion is yet happy, and the disenchantment of reality has not +set in. The constant putting forth of strength and longing, +called suspense, is surely, to the human soul, as fragrance to +the flower that breathes it forth. We soon leave the brilliant, +unsatisfying colours of tulips and coreopsis, but we turn again +and again to drink in the sweetness of orange-blossoms or +volkameria-flowers compared separately, each in its own land, to +a betrothed bride, full of love, made fair by the past and +future. + +The Duchess learned the joys of this new life of hers through the +rapture with which she received the scourgings of love. As this +change wrought in her, she saw other destinies before her, and a +better meaning in the things of life. As she hurried to her +dressing-room, she understood what studied adornment and the most +minute attention to her toilet mean when these are undertaken for +love's sake and not for vanity. Even now this making ready +helped her to bear the long time of waiting. A relapse of +intense agitation set in when she was dressed; she passed through +nervous paroxysms brought on by the dreadful power which sets the +whole mind in ferment. Perhaps that power is only a disease, +though the pain of it is sweet. The Duchess was dressed and +waiting at two o clock in the afternoon. At half-past eleven +that night M. de Montriveau had not arrived. To try to give an +idea of the anguish endured by a woman who might be said to be +the spoilt child of civilisation, would be to attempt to say how +many imaginings the heart can condense into one thought. As well +endeavour to measure the forces expended by the soul in a sigh +whenever the bell rang; to estimate the drain of life when a +carriage rolled past without stopping, and left her prostrate. + +"Can he be playing with me?" she said, as the clocks struck +midnight. + +She grew white; her teeth chattered; she struck her hands +together and leapt up and crossed the boudoir, recollecting as +she did so how often he had come thither without a summons. But +she resigned herself. Had she not seen him grow pale, and start +up under the stinging barbs of irony? Then Mme de Langeais felt +the horror of the woman's appointed lot; a man's is the active +part, a woman must wait passively when she loves. If a woman +goes beyond her beloved, she makes a mistake which few men can +forgive; almost every man would feel that a woman lowers herself +by this piece of angelic flattery. But Armand's was a great +nature; he surely must be one of the very few who can repay such +exceeding love by love that lasts forever. + +"Well, I will make the advance," she told herself, as she +tossed on her bed and found no sleep there; "I will go to him. +I will not weary myself with holding out a hand to him, but I +will hold it out. A man of a thousand will see a promise of love +and constancy in every step that a woman takes towards him. Yes, +the angels must come down from heaven to reach men; and I wish to +be an angel for him." + +Next day she wrote. It was a billet of the kind in which the +intellects of the ten thousand Sevignes that Paris now can number +particularly excel. And yet only a Duchesse de Langeais, brought +up by Mme la Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, could have written +that delicious note; no other woman could complain without +lowering herself; could spread wings in such a flight without +draggling her pinions in humiliation; rise gracefully in revolt; +scold without giving offence; and pardon without compromising her +personal dignity. + +Julien went with the note. Julien, like his kind, was the victim +of love's marches and countermarches. + +"What did M. de Montriveau reply?" she asked, as indifferently +as she could, when the man came back to report himself. + +"M. le Marquis requested me to tell Mme la Duchesse that it was +all right. + +Oh the dreadful reaction of the soul upon herself! To have her +heart stretched on the rack before curious witnesses; yet not to +utter a sound, to be forced to keep silence! One of the +countless miseries of the rich! + +More than three weeks went by. Mme de Langeais wrote again and +again, and no answer came from Montriveau. At last she gave out +that she was ill, to gain a dispensation from attendance on the +Princess and from social duties. She was only at home to her +father the Duc de Navarreins, her aunt the Princesse de +Blamont-Chauvry, the old Vidame de Pamiers (her maternal +great-uncle), and to her husband's uncle, the Duc de Grandlieu. +These persons found no difficulty in believing that the Duchess +was ill, seeing that she grew thinner and paler and more dejected +every day. The vague ardour of love, the smart of wounded pride, +the continual prick of the only scorn that could touch her, the +yearnings towards joys that she craved with a vain continual +longing--all these things told upon her, mind and body; all the +forces of her nature were stimulated to no purpose. She was +paying the arrears of her life of make-believe. + +She went out at last to a review. M. de Montriveau was to be +there. For the Duchess, on the balcony of the Tuileries with the +Royal Family, it was one of those festival days that are long +remembered. She looked supremely beautiful in her languor; she +was greeted with admiration in all eyes. It was Montriveau's +presence that made her so fair. + +Once or twice they exchanged glances. The General came almost to +her feet in all the glory of that soldier's uniform, which +produces an effect upon the feminine imagination to which the +most prudish will confess. When a woman is very much in love, +and has not seen her lover for two months, such a swift moment +must be something like the phase of a dream when the eyes embrace +a world that stretches away forever. Only women or young men can +imagine the dull, frenzied hunger in the Duchess's eyes. As for +older men, if during the paroxysms of early passion in youth they +had experience of such phenomena of nervous power; at a later day +it is so completely forgotten that they deny the very existence +of the luxuriant ecstasy--the only name that can be given to +these wonderful intuitions. Religious ecstasy is the aberration +of a soul that has shaken off its bonds of flesh; whereas in +amorous ecstasy all the forces of soul and body are embraced and +blended in one. If a woman falls a victim to the tyrannous +frenzy before which Mme de Langeais was forced to bend, she will +take one decisive resolution after another so swiftly that it is +impossible to give account of them. Thought after thought rises +and flits across her brain, as clouds are whirled by the wind +across the grey veil of mist that shuts out the sun. Thenceforth +the facts reveal all. And the facts are these. + +The day after the review, Mme de Langeais sent her carriage and +liveried servants to wait at the Marquis de Montriveau's door +from eight o'clock in the morning till three in the afternoon. +Armand lived in the Rue de Tournon, a few steps away from the +Chamber of Peers, and that very day the House was sitting; but +long before the peers returned to their palaces, several people +had recognised the Duchess's carriage and liveries. The first of +these was the Baron de Maulincour. That young officer had met +with disdain from Mme de Langeais and a better reception from Mme +de Serizy; he betook himself at once therefore to his mistress, +and under seal of secrecy told her of this strange freak. + +In a moment the news was spread with telegraphic speed through +all the coteries in the Faubourg Saint-Germain; it reached the +Tuileries and the Elysee-Bourbon; it was the sensation of the +day, the matter of all the talk from noon till night. Almost +everywhere the women denied the facts, but in such a manner that +the report was confirmed; the men one and all believed it, and +manifested a most indulgent interest in Mme de Langeais. Some +among them threw the blame on Armand. + +"That savage of a Montriveau is a man of bronze," said they; +"he insisted on making this scandal, no doubt." + +"Very well, then," others replied, "Mme de Langeais has been +guilty of a most generous piece of imprudence. To renounce the +world and rank, and fortune, and consideration for her lover's +sake, and that in the face of all Paris, is as fine a coup d'etat +for a woman as that barber's knife-thrust, which so affected +Canning in a court of assize. Not one of the women who blame the +Duchess would make a declaration worthy of ancient times. It is +heroic of Mme de Langeais to proclaim herself so frankly. Now +there is nothing left to her but to love Montriveau. There must +be something great about a woman if she says, `I will have but +one passion.' " + +"But what is to become of society, monsieur, if you honour vice +in this way without respect for virtue?" asked the Comtesse de +Granville, the attorney-general's wife. + +While the Chateau, the Faubourg, and the Chaussee d'Antin were +discussing the shipwreck of aristocratic virtue; while excited +young men rushed about on horseback to make sure that the +carriage was standing in the Rue de Tournon, and the Duchess in +consequence was beyond a doubt in M. de Montriveau's rooms, Mme +de Langeais, with heavy throbbing pulses, was lying hidden away +in her boudoir. And Armand?--he had been out all night, and at +that moment was walking with M. de Marsay in the Gardens of the +Tuileries. The elder members, of Mme de Langeais's family were +engaged in calling upon one another, arranging to read her a +homily and to hold a consultation as to the best way of putting a +stop to the scandal. + +At three o'clock, therefore, M. le Duc de Navarreins, the Vidame +de Pamiers, the old Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, and the Duc de +Grandlieu were assembled in Mme la Duchesse de Langeais's +drawing-room. To them, as to all curious enquirers, the servants +said that their mistress was not at home; the Duchess had made no +exceptions to her orders. But these four personages shone +conspicuous in that lofty sphere, of which the revolutions and +hereditary pretensions are solemnly recorded year by year in the +Almanach de Gotha, wherefore without some slight sketch of each +of them this picture of society were incomplete. + +The Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, in the feminine world, was a +most poetic wreck of the reign of Louis Quinze. In her beautiful +prime, so it was said, she had done her part to win for that +monarch his appellation of le Bien-aime. Of her past charms of +feature, little remained save a remarkably prominent slender +nose, curved like a Turkish scimitar, now the principal ornament +of a countenance that put you in mind of an old white glove. Add +a few powdered curls, high-heeled pantoufles, a cap with +upstanding loops of lace, black mittens, and a decided taste for +ombre. But to do full justice to the lady, it must be said that +she appeared in low-necked gowns of an evening (so high an +opinion of her ruins had she), wore long gloves, and raddled her +cheeks with Martin's classic rouge. An appalling amiability in +her wrinkles, a prodigious brightness in the old lady's eyes, a +profound dignity in her whole person, together with the triple +barbed wit of her tongue, and an infallible memory in her head, +made of her a real power in the land. The whole Cabinet des +Chartes was entered in duplicate on the parchment of her brain. +She knew all the genealogies of every noble house in +Europe--princes, dukes, and counts--and could put her hand on the +last descendants of Charlemagne in the direct line. No +usurpation of title could escape the Princesse de +Blamont-Chauvry. + +Young men who wished to stand well at Court, ambitious men, and +young married women paid her assiduous homage. Her salon set the +tone of the Faubourg Saint-Germain. The words of this Talleyrand +in petticoats were taken as final decrees. People came to +consult her on questions of etiquette or usages, or to take +lessons in good taste. And, in truth, no other old woman could +put back her snuff-box in her pocket as the Princess could; while +there was a precision and a grace about the movements of her +skirts, when she sat down or crossed her feet, which drove the +finest ladies of the young generation to despair. Her voice had +remained in her head during one-third of her lifetime; but she +could not prevent a descent into the membranes of the nose, which +lent to it a peculiar expressiveness. She still retained a +hundred and fifty thousand livres of her great fortune, for +Napoleon had generously returned her woods to her; so that +personally and in the matter of possessions she was a woman of no +little consequence. + +This curious antique, seated in a low chair by the fireside, was +chatting with the Vidame de Pamiers, a contemporary ruin. The +Vidame was a big, tall, and spare man, a seigneur of the old +school, and had been a Commander of the Order of Malta. His neck +had always been so tightly compressed by a strangulation stock, +that his cheeks pouched over it a little, and he held his head +high; to many people this would have given an air of +self-sufficiency, but in the Vidame it was justified by a +Voltairean wit. His wide prominent eyes seemed to see +everything, and as a matter of fact there was not much that they +had not seen. Altogether, his person was a perfect model of +aristocratic outline, slim and slender, supple and agreeable. He +seemed as if he could be pliant or rigid at will, and twist and +bend, or rear his head like a snake. + +The Duc de Navarreins was pacing up and down the room with the +Duc de Grandlieu. Both were men of fifty-six or thereabouts, and +still hale; both were short, corpulent, flourishing, somewhat +florid-complexioned men with jaded eyes, and lower lips that had +begun to hang already. But for an exquisite refinement of +accent, an urbane courtesy, and an ease of manner that could +change in a moment to insolence, a superficial observer might +have taken them for a couple of bankers. Any such mistake would +have been impossible, however, if the listener could have heard +them converse, and seen them on their guard with men whom they +feared, vapid and commonplace with their equals, slippery with +the inferiors whom courtiers and statesmen know how to tame by a +tactful word, or to humiliate with an unexpected phrase. + +Such were the representatives of the great noblesse that +determined to perish rather than submit to any change. It was a +noblesse that deserved praise and blame in equal measure; a +noblesse that will never be judged impartially until some poet +shall arise to tell how joyfully the nobles obeyed the King +though their heads fell under a Richelieu's axe, and how deeply +they scorned the guillotine of '89 as a foul revenge. + +Another noticeable trait in all the four was a thin voice that +agreed peculiarly well with their ideas and bearing. Among +themselves, at any rate, they were on terms of perfect equality. +None of them betrayed any sign of annoyance over the Duchess's +escapade, but all of them had learned at Court to hide their +feelings. + +And here, lest critics should condemn the puerility of the +opening of the forthcoming scene, it is perhaps as well to remind +the reader that Locke, once happening to be in the company of +several great lords, renowned no less for their wit than for +their breeding and political consistency, wickedly amused himself +by taking down their conversation by some shorthand process of +his own; and afterwards, when he read it over to them to see what +they could make of it, they all burst out laughing. And, in +truth, the tinsel jargon which circulates among the upper ranks +in every country yields mighty little gold to the crucible when +washed in the ashes of literature or philosophy. In every rank +of society (some few Parisian salons excepted) the curious +observer finds folly a constant quantity beneath a more or less +transparent varnish. Conversation with any substance in it is a +rare exception, and boeotianism is current coin in every zone. +In the higher regions they must perforce talk more, but to make +up for it they think the less. Thinking is a tiring exercise, +and the rich like their lives to flow by easily and without +effort. It is by comparing the fundamental matter of jests, as +you rise in the social scale from the street-boy to the peer of +France, that the observer arrives at a true comprehension of M. +de Talleyrand's maxim, "The manner is everything"; an elegant +rendering of the legal axiom, "The form is of more consequence +than the matter." In the eyes of the poet the advantage rests +with the lower classes, for they seldom fail to give a certain +character of rude poetry to their thoughts. Perhaps also this +same observation may explain the sterility of the salons, their +emptiness, their shallowness, and the repugnance felt by men of +ability for bartering their ideas for such pitiful small change. + +The Duke suddenly stopped as if some bright idea occurred to him, +and remarked to his neighbour-- + +"So you have sold Tornthon?" + +"No, he is ill. I am very much afraid I shall lose him, and I +should be uncommonly sorry. He is a very good hunter. Do you +know how the Duchesse de Marigny is?" + +"No. I did not go this morning. I was just going out to call +when you came in to speak about Antoinette. But yesterday she +was very ill indeed; they had given her up, she took the +sacrament." + +"Her death will make a change in your cousin's position." + +"Not at all. She gave away her property in her lifetime, only +keeping an annuity. She made over the Guebriant estate to her +niece, Mme de Soulanges, subject to a yearly charge." + +"It will be a great loss for society. She was a kind woman. +Her family will miss her; her experience and advice carried +weight. Her son Marigny is an amiable man; he has a sharp wit, +he can talk. He is pleasant, very pleasant. Pleasant? oh, that +no one can deny, but--ill regulated to the last degree. Well, +and yet it is an extraordinary thing, he is very acute. He was +dining at the club the other day with that moneyed +Chaussee-d'Antin set. Your uncle (he always goes there for his +game of cards) found him there to his astonishment, and asked if +he was a member. `Yes,' said he, `I don't go into society now; I +am living among the bankers.'--You know why?" added the Marquis, +with a meaning smile. + +"No," said the Duke. + +"He is smitten with that little Mme Keller, Gondreville's +daughter; she is only lately married, and has a great vogue, they +say, in that set." + +"Well, Antoinette does not find time heavy on her hands, it +seems," remarked the Vidame. + +"My affection for that little woman has driven me to find a +singular pastime," replied the Princess, as she returned her +snuff-box to her pocket. + +"Dear aunt, I am extremely vexed," said the Duke, stopping +short in his walk. "Nobody but one of Buonaparte's men could +ask such an indecorous thing of a woman of fashion. Between +ourselves, Antoinette might have made a better choice." + +"The Montriveaus are a very old family and very well connected, +my dear," replied the Princess; "they are related to all the +noblest houses of Burgundy. If the Dulmen branch of the Arschoot +Rivaudoults should come to an end in Galicia, the Montriveaus +would succeed to the Arschoot title and estates. They inherit +through their great-grandfather. + +"Are you sure?" + +"I know it better than this Montriveau's father did. I told him +about it, I used to see a good deal of him; and, Chevalier of +several orders though he was, he only laughed; he was an +encyclopaedist. But his brother turned the relationship to good +account during the emigration. I have heard it said that his +northern kinsfolk were most kind in every way----" + +"Yes, to be sure. The Comte de Montriveau died at St. +Petersburg," said the Vidame. "I met him there. He was a big +man with an incredible passion for oysters." + +"However many did he eat?" asked the Duc de Grandlieu. + +"Ten dozen every day." + +"And did they not disagree with him?" + +"Not the least bit in the world." + +"Why, that is extraordinary! Had he neither the stone nor gout, +nor any other complaint, in consequence?" + +"No; his health was perfectly good, and he died through an +accident." + +"By accident! Nature prompted him to eat oysters, so probably +he required them; for up to a certain point our predominant +tastes are conditions of our existence." + +"I am of your opinion," said the Princess, with a smile. + +"Madame, you always put a malicious construction on things," +returned the Marquis. + +"I only want you to understand that these remarks might leave a +wrong impression on a young woman's mind," said she, and +interrupted herself to exclaim, "But this niece, this niece of +mine!" + +"Dear aunt, I still refuse to believe that she can have gone to +M. de Montriveau," said the Duc de Navarreins. + +"Bah!" returned the Princess. + +"What do you think, Vidame?" asked the Marquis. + +"If the Duchess were an artless simpleton, I should think +that----" + +"But when a woman is in love she becomes an artless simpleton," +retorted the Princess. "Really, my poor Vidame, you must be +getting older." + +"After all, what is to be done?" asked the Duke. + +"If my dear niece is wise," said the Princess, "she will go to +Court this evening--fortunately, today is Monday, and reception +day--and you must see that we all rally round her and give the +lie to this absurd rumour. There are hundreds of ways of +explaining things; and if the Marquis de Montriveau is a +gentleman, he will come to our assistance. We will bring these +children to listen to reason----" + +"But, dear aunt, it is not easy to tell M. de Montriveau the +truth to his face. He is one of Buonaparte's pupils, and he has +a position. Why, he is one of the great men of the day; he is +high up in the Guards, and very useful there. He has not a spark +of ambition. He is just the man to say, `Here is my commission, +leave me in peace,' if the King should say a word that he did not +like." + +"Then, pray, what are his opinions?" + +"Very unsound." + +"Really," sighed the Princess, "the King is, as he always has +been, a Jacobin under the Lilies of France." + +"Oh! not quite so bad," said the Vidame. + +"Yes; I have known him for a long while. The man that pointed +out the Court to his wife on the occasion of her first state +dinner in public with, `These are our people,' could only be a +black-hearted scoundrel. I can see Monsieur exactly the same as +ever in the King. The bad brother who voted so wrongly in his +department of the Constituent Assembly was sure to compound with +the Liberals and allow them to argue and talk. This +philosophical cant will be just as dangerous now for the younger +brother as it used to be for the elder; this fat man with the +little mind is amusing himself by creating difficulties, and how +his successor is to get out of them I do not know; he holds his +younger brother in abhorrence; he would be glad to think as he +lay dying, `He will not reign very long----' " + +"Aunt, he is the King, and I have the honour to be in his +service----" + +"But does your post take away your right of free speech, my +dear? You come of quite as good a house as the Bourbons. If the +Guises had shown a little more resolution, His Majesty would be a +nobody at this day. It is time I went out of this world, the +noblesse is dead. Yes, it is all over with you, my children," +she continued, looking as she spoke at the Vidame. "What has my +niece done that the whole town should be talking about her? She +is in the wrong; I disapprove of her conduct, a useless scandal +is a blunder; that is why I still have my doubts about this want +of regard for appearances; I brought her up, and I know +that----" + +Just at that moment the Duchess came out of her boudoir. She had +recognised her aunt's voice and heard the name of Montriveau. +She was still in her loose morning-gown; and even as she came in, +M. de Grandlieu, looking carelessly out of the window, saw his +niece's carriage driving back along the street. The Duke took +his daughter's face in both hands and kissed her on the forehead. + +"So, dear girl," he said, "you do not know what is going on?" + +"Has anything extraordinary happened, father dear?" + +"Why, all Paris believes that you are with M. de Montriveau." + +"My dear Antoinette, you were at home all the time, were you +not?" said the Princess, holding out a hand, which the Duchess +kissed with affectionate respect. + +"Yes, dear mother; I was at home all the time. And," she +added, as she turned to greet the Vidame and the Marquis, "I +wished that all Paris should think that I was with M. de +Montriveau." + +The Duke flung up his hands, struck them together in despair, and +folded his arms. + +"Then, cannot you see what will come of this mad freak?" he +asked at last. + +But the aged Princess had suddenly risen, and stood looking +steadily at the Duchess, the younger woman flushed, and her eyes +fell. Mme de Chauvry gently drew her closer, and said, "My +little angel, let me kiss you!" + +She kissed her niece very affectionately on the forehead, and +continued smiling, while she held her hand in a tight clasp. + +"We are not under the Valois now, dear child. You have +compromised your husband and your position. Still, we will +arrange to make everything right." + +"But, dear aunt, I do not wish to make it right at all. It is +my wish that all Paris should say that I was with M. de +Montriveau this morning. If you destroy that belief, however ill +grounded it may be, you will do me a singular disservice." + +"Do you really wish to ruin yourself, child, and to grieve your +family?" + +"My family, father, unintentionally condemned me to irreparable +misfortune when they sacrificed me to family considerations. You +may, perhaps, blame me for seeking alleviations, but you will +certainly feel for me." + +"After all the endless pains you take to settle your daughters +suitably!" muttered M. de Navarreins, addressing the Vidame. + +The Princess shook a stray grain of snuff from her skirts. "My +dear little girl," she said, "be happy, if you can. We are not +talking of troubling your felicity, but of reconciling it with +social usages. We all of us here assembled know that marriage is +a defective institution tempered by love. But when you take a +lover, is there any need to make your bed in the Place du +Carrousel? See now, just be a bit reasonable, and hear what we +have to say." + +"I am listening." + +"Mme la Duchesse," began the Duc de Grandlieu, "if it were any +part of an uncle's duty to look after his nieces, he ought to +have a position; society would owe him honours and rewards and a +salary, exactly as if he were in the King's service. So I am not +here to talk about my nephew, but of your own interests. Let us +look ahead a little. If you persist in making a scandal--I have +seen the animal before, and I own that I have no great liking for +him--Langeais is stingy enough, and he does not care a rap for +anyone but himself; he will have a separation; he will stick to +your money, and leave you poor, and consequently you will be a +nobody. The income of a hundred thousand livres that you have +just inherited from your maternal great-aunt will go to pay for +his mistresses' amusements. You will be bound and gagged by the +law; you will have to say Amen to all these arrangements. +Suppose M. de Montriveau leaves you----dear me! do not let us put +ourselves in a passion, my dear niece; a man does not leave a +woman while she is young and pretty; still, we have seen so many +pretty women left disconsolate, even among princesses, that you +will permit the supposition, an all but impossible supposition I +quite wish to believe.----Well, suppose that he goes, what will +become of you without a husband? Keep well with your husband as +you take care of your beauty; for beauty, after all, is a woman's +parachute, and a husband also stands between you and worse. I am +supposing that you are happy and loved to the end, and I am +leaving unpleasant or unfortunate events altogether out of the +reckoning. This being so, fortunately or unfortunately, you may +have children. What are they to be? Montriveaus? Very well; +they certainly will not succeed to their father's whole fortune. +You will want to give them all that you have; he will wish to do +the same. Nothing more natural, dear me! And you will find the +law against you. How many times have we seen heirs-at-law +bringing a law-suit to recover the property from illegitimate +children? Every court of law rings with such actions all over +the world. You will create a fidei commissum perhaps; and if the +trustee betrays your confidence, your children have no remedy +against him; and they are ruined. So choose carefully. You see +the perplexities of the position. In every possible way your +children will be sacrificed of necessity to the fancies of your +heart; they will have no recognised status. While they are +little they will be charming; but, Lord! some day they will +reproach you for thinking of no one but your two selves. We old +gentlemen know all about it. Little boys grow up into men, and +men are ungrateful beings. When I was in Germany, did I not hear +young de Horn say, after supper, `If my mother had been an honest +woman, I should be prince-regnant!' `IF?' We have spent our +lives in hearing plebeians say IF. IF brought about the +Revolution. When a man cannot lay the blame on his father or +mother, he holds God responsible for his hard lot. In short, +dear child, we are here to open your eyes. I will say all I have +to say in a few words, on which you had better meditate: A woman +ought never to put her husband in the right." + +"Uncle, so long as I cared for nobody, I could calculate; I +looked at interests then, as you do; now, I can only feel." + +"But, my dear little girl," remonstrated the Vidame, "life is +simply a complication of interests and feelings; to be happy, +more particularly in your position, one must try to reconcile +one's feelings with one's interests. A grisette may love +according to her fancy, that is intelligible enough, but you have +a pretty fortune, a family, a name and a place at Court, and you +ought not to fling them out of the window. And what have we been +asking you to do to keep them all?--To manoeuvre carefully +instead of falling foul of social conventions. Lord! I shall +very soon be eighty years old, and I cannot recollect, under any +regime, a love worth the price that you are willing to pay for +the love of this lucky young man." + +The Duchess silenced the Vidame with a look; if Montriveau could +have seen that glance, he would have forgiven all. + +"It would be very effective on the stage," remarked the Duc de +Grandlieu, "but it all amounts to nothing when your jointure and +position and independence is concerned. You are not grateful, my +dear niece. You will not find many families where the relatives +have courage enough to teach the wisdom gained by experience, and +to make rash young heads listen to reason. Renounce your +salvation in two minutes, if it pleases you to damn yourself; +well and good; but reflect well beforehand when it comes to +renouncing your income. I know of no confessor who remits the +pains of poverty. I have a right, I think, to speak in this way +to you; for if you are ruined, I am the one person who can offer +you a refuge. I am almost an uncle to Langeais, and I alone have +a right to put him in the wrong." + +The Duc de Navarreins roused himself from painful reflections. + +"Since you speak of feeling, my child," he said, "let me +remind you that a woman who bears your name ought to be moved by +sentiments which do not touch ordinary people. Can you wish to +give an advantage to the Liberals, to those Jesuits of +Robespierre's that are doing all they can to vilify the noblesse? + +Some things a Navarreins cannot do without failing in duty to his +house. You would not be alone in your dishonour----" + +"Come, come!" said the Princess. "Dishonour? Do not make +such a fuss about the journey of an empty carriage, children, and +leave me alone with Antoinette. Ail three of you come and dine +with me. I will undertake to arrange matters suitably. You men +understand nothing; you are beginning to talk sourly already, and +I have no wish to see a quarrel between you and my dear child. +Do me the pleasure to go." + +The three gentlemen probably guessed the Princess's intentions; +they took their leave. M. de Navarreins kissed his daughter on +the forehead with, "Come, be good, dear child. It is not too +late yet if you choose." + +"Couldn't we find some good fellow in the family to pick a +quarrel with this Montriveau?" said the Vidame, as they went +downstairs. + +When the two women were alone, the Princess beckoned her niece to +a little low chair by her side. + +"My pearl," said she, "in this world below, I know nothing +worse calumniated than God and the eighteenth century; for as I +look back over my own young days, I do not recollect that a +single duchess trampled the proprieties underfoot as you have +just done. Novelists and scribblers brought the reign of Louis +XV into disrepute. Do not believe them. The du Barry, my dear, +was quite as good as the Widow Scarron, and the more agreeable +woman of the two. In my time a woman could keep her dignity +among her gallantries. Indiscretion was the ruin of us, and the +beginning of all the mischief. The philosophists--the nobodies +whom we admitted into our salons--had no more gratitude or sense +of decency than to make an inventory of our hearts, to traduce us +one and all, and to rail against the age by way of a return for +our kindness. The people are not in a position to judge of +anything whatsoever; they looked at the facts, not at the form. +But the men and women of those times, my heart, were quite as +remarkable as at any other period of the Monarchy. Not one of +your Werthers, none of your notabilities, as they are called, +never a one of your men in yellow kid gloves and trousers that +disguise the poverty of their legs, would cross Europe in the +dress of a travelling hawker to brave the daggers of a Duke of +Modena, and to shut himself up in the dressing-room of the +Regent's daughter at the risk of his life. Not one of your +little consumptive patients with their tortoiseshell eyeglasses +would hide himself in a closet for six weeks, like Lauzun, to +keep up his mistress's courage while she was lying in of her +child. There was more passion in M. de Jaucourt's little finger +than in your whole race of higglers that leave a woman to better +themselves elsewhere! Just tell me where to find the page that +would be cut in pieces and buried under the floorboards for one +kiss on the Konigsmark's gloved finger! + +"Really, it would seem today that the roles are exchanged, and +women are expected to show their devotion for men. These modern +gentlemen are worth less, and think more of themselves. Believe +me, my dear, all these adventures that have been made public, and +now are turned against our good Louis XV, were kept quite secret +at first. If it had not been for a pack of poetasters, +scribblers, and moralists, who hung about our waiting-women, and +took down their slanders, our epoch would have appeared in +literature as a well-conducted age. I am justifying the century +and not its fringe. Perhaps a hundred women of quality were +lost; but for every one, the rogues set down ten, like the +gazettes after a battle when they count up the losses of the +beaten side. And in any case I do not know that the Revolution +and the Empire can reproach us; they were coarse, dull, +licentious times. Faugh! it is revolting. Those are the +brothels of French history. + +"This preamble, my dear child," she continued after a pause, +"brings me to the thing that I have to say. If you care for +Montriveau, you are quite at liberty to love him at your ease, +and as much as you can. I know by experience that, unless you +are locked up (but locking people up is out of fashion now), you +will do as you please; I should have done the same at your age. +Only, sweetheart, I should not have given up my right to be the +mother of future Ducs de Langeais. So mind appearances. The +Vidame is right. No man is worth a single one of the sacrifices +which we are foolish enough to make for their love. Put yourself +in such a position that you may still be M. de Langeais's wife, +in case you should have the misfortune to repent. When you are +an old woman, you will be very glad to hear mass said at Court, +and not in some provincial convent. Therein lies the whole +question. A single imprudence means an allowance and a wandering +life; it means that you are at the mercy of your lover; it means +that you must put up with insolence from women that are not so +honest, precisely because they have been very vulgarly +sharp-witted. It would be a hundred times better to go to +Montriveau's at night in a cab, and disguised, instead of sending +your carriage in broad daylight. You are a little fool, my dear +child! Your carriage flattered his vanity; your person would +have ensnared his heart. All this that I have said is just and +true; but, for my own part, I do not blame you. You are two +centuries behind the times with your false ideas of greatness. +There, leave us to arrange your affairs, and say that Montriveau +made your servants drunk to gratify his vanity and to compromise +you----" + +The Duchess rose to her feet with a spring. "In Heaven's name, +aunt, do not slander him!" + +The old Princess's eyes flashed. + +"Dear child," she said, "I should have liked to spare such of +your illusions as were not fatal. But there must be an end of +all illusions now. You would soften me if I were not so old. +Come, now, do not vex him, or us, or anyone else. I will +undertake to satisfy everybody; but promise me not to permit +yourself a single step henceforth until you have consulted me. +Tell me all, and perhaps I may bring it all right again." + +"Aunt, I promise----" + +"To tell me everything?" + +"Yes, everything. Everything that can be told." + +"But, my sweetheart, it is precisely what cannot be told that I +want to know. Let us understand each other thoroughly. Come, +let me put my withered old lips on your beautiful forehead. No; +let me do as I wish. I forbid you to kiss my bones. Old people +have a courtesy of their own. . . . There, take me down to my +carriage," she added, when she had kissed her niece. + +"Then may I go to him in disguise, dear aunt?" + +"Why--yes. The story can always be denied," said the old +Princess. + +This was the one idea which the Duchess had clearly grasped in +the sermon. When Mme de Chauvry was seated in the corner of her +carriage, Mme de Langeais bade her a graceful adieu and went up +to her room. She was quite happy again. + +"My person would have snared his heart; my aunt is right; a man +cannot surely refuse a pretty woman when she understands how to +offer herself." + +That evening, at the Elysee-Bourbon, the Duc de Navarreins, M. de +Pamiers, M. de Marsay, M. de Grandlieu, and the Duc de +Maufrigneuse triumphantly refuted the scandals that were +circulating with regard to the Duchesse de Langeais. So many +officers and other persons had seen Montriveau walking in the +Tuileries that morning, that the silly story was set down to +chance, which takes all that is offered. And so, in spite of the +fact that the Duchess's carriage had waited before Montriveau's +door, her character became as clear and as spotless as Mambrino's +sword after Sancho had polished it up. + +But, at two o'clock, M. de Ronquerolles passed Montriveau in a +deserted alley, and said with a smile, "She is coming on, is +your Duchess. Go on, keep it up!" he added, and gave a +significant cut of the riding whip to his mare, who sped off like +a bullet down the avenue. + +Two days after the fruitless scandal, Mme de Langeais wrote to M. +de Montriveau. That letter, like the preceding ones, remained +unanswered. This time she took her own measures, and bribed M. +de Montriveau's man, Auguste. And so at eight o'clock that +evening she was introduced into Armand's apartment. It was not +the room in which that secret scene had passed; it was entirely +different. The Duchess was told that the General would not be at +home that night. Had he two houses? The man would give no +answer. Mme de Langeais had bought the key of the room, but not +the man's whole loyalty. + +When she was left alone she saw her fourteen letters lying on an +old-fashioned stand, all of them uncreased and unopened. He had +not read them. She sank into an easy-chair, and for a while she +lost consciousness. When she came to herself, Auguste was +holding vinegar for her to inhale. + +"A carriage; quick!" she ordered. + +The carriage came. She hastened downstairs with convulsive +speed, and left orders that no one was to be admitted. For +twenty-four hours she lay in bed, and would have no one near her +but her woman, who brought her a cup of orange-flower water from +time to time. Suzette heard her mistress moan once or twice, and +caught a glimpse of tears in the brilliant eyes, now circled with +dark shadows. + +The next day, amid despairing tears, Mme de Langeais took her +resolution. Her man of business came for an interview, and no +doubt received instructions of some kind. Afterwards she sent +for the Vidame de Pamiers; and while she waited, she wrote a +letter to M. de Montriveau. The Vidame punctually came towards +two o'clock that afternoon, to find his young cousin looking +white and worn, but resigned; never had her divine loveliness +been more poetic than now in the languor of her agony. + +"You owe this assignation to your eighty-four years, dear +cousin," she said. "Ah! do not smile, I beg of you, when an +unhappy woman has reached the lowest depths of wretchedness. You +are a gentleman, and after the adventures of your youth you must +feel some indulgence for women." + +"None whatever," said he. + +"Indeed!" + +"Everything is in their favour." + +"Ah! Well, you are one of the inner family circle; possibly you +will be the last relative, the last friend whose hand I shall +press, so I can ask your good offices. Will you, dear Vidame, do +me a service which I could not ask of my own father, nor of my +uncle Grandlieu, nor of any woman? You cannot fail to +understand. I beg of you to do my bidding, and then to forget +what you have done, whatever may come of it. It is this: Will +you take this letter and go to M. de Montriveau? will you see him +yourself, give it into his hands, and ask him, as you men can ask +things between yourselves--for you have a code of honour between +man and man which you do not use with us, and a different way of +regarding things between yourselves--ask him if he will read this +letter? Not in your presence. Certain feelings men hide from +each other. I give you authority to say, if you think it +necessary to bring him, that it is a question of life or death +for me. If he deigns----" + +"DEIGNS!" repeated the Vidame. + +"If he deigns to read it," the Duchess continued with dignity, +"say one thing more. You will go to see him about five o'clock, +for I know that he will dine at home today at that time. Very +good. By way of answer he must come to see me. If, three hours +afterwards, by eight o'clock, he does not leave his house, all +will be over. The Duchesse de Langeais will have vanished from +the world. I shall not be dead, dear friend, no, but no human +power will ever find me again on this earth. Come and dine with +me; I shall at least have one friend with me in the last agony. +Yes, dear cousin, tonight will decide my fate; and whatever +happens to me, I pass through an ordeal by fire. There! not a +word. I will hear nothing of the nature of comment or +advice----Let us chat and laugh together," she added, holding +out a hand, which he kissed. "We will be like two grey-headed +philosophers who have learned how to enjoy life to the last +moment. I will look my best; I will be very enchanting for you. +You perhaps will be the last man to set eyes on the Duchesse de +Langeais." + +The Vicomte bowed, took the letter, and went without a word. At +five o'clock he returned. His cousin had studied to please him, +and she looked lovely indeed. The room was gay with flowers as +if for a festivity; the dinner was exquisite. For the +grey-headed Vidame the Duchess displayed all the brilliancy of +her wit; she was more charming than she had ever been before. At +first the Vidame tried to look on all these preparations as a +young woman's jest; but now and again the attempted illusion +faded, the spell of his fair cousin's charm was broken. He +detected a shudder caused by some kind of sudden dread, and once +she seemed to listen during a pause. + +"What is the matter?" he asked. + +"Hush!" she said. + +At seven o'clock the Duchess left him for a few minutes. When +she came back again she was dressed as her maid might have +dressed for a journey. She asked her guest to be her escort, +took his arm, sprang into a hackney coach, and by a quarter to +eight they stood outside M. de Montriveau's door. + +Armand meantime had been reading the following letter:-- + + +"MY FRIEND,--I went to your rooms for a few minutes without your +knowledge; I found my letters there, and took them away. This +cannot be indifference, Armand, between us; and hatred would show +itself quite differently. If you love me, make an end of this +cruel play, or you will kill me, and afterwards, learning how +much you were loved, you might be in despair. If I have not +rightly understood you, if you have no feeling towards me but +aversion, which implies both contempt and disgust, then I give up +all hope. A man never recovers from those feelings. You will +have no regrets. Dreadful though that thought may be, it will +comfort me in my long sorrow. Regrets? Oh, my Armand, may I +never know of them; if I thought that I had caused you a single +regret----But, no, I will not tell you what desolation I should +feel. I should be living still, and I could not be your wife; it +would be too late! + +"Now that I have given myself wholly to you in thought, to whom +else should I give myself?--to God. The eyes that you loved for +a little while shall never look on another man's face; and may +the glory of God blind them to all besides. I shall never hear +human voices more since I heard yours--so gentle at the first, so +terrible yesterday; for it seems to me that I am still only on +the morrow of your vengeance. And now may the will of God +consume me. Between His wrath and yours, my friend, there will +be nothing left for me but a little space for tears and prayers. + +"Perhaps you wonder why I write to you? Ah! do not think ill of +me if I keep a gleam of hope, and give one last sigh to happy +life before I take leave of it forever. I am in a hideous +position. I feel all the inward serenity that comes when a great +resolution has been taken, even while I hear the last growlings +of the storm. When you went out on that terrible adventure which +so drew me to you, Armand, you went from the desert to the oasis +with a good guide to show you the way. Well, I am going out of +the oasis into the desert, and you are a pitiless guide to me. +And yet you only, my friend, can understand how melancholy it is +to look back for the last time on happiness--to you, and you +only, I can make moan without a blush. If you grant my entreaty, +I shall be happy; if you are inexorable, I shall expiate the +wrong that I have done. After all, it is natural, is it not, +that a woman should wish to live, invested with all noble +feelings, in her friend's memory? Oh! my one and only love, let +her to whom you gave life go down into the tomb in the belief +that she is great in your eyes. Your harshness led me to +reflect; and now that I love you so, it seems to me that I am +less guilty than you think. Listen to my justification, I owe it +to you; and you that are all the world to me, owe me at least a +moment's justice. + +"I have learned by my own anguish all that I made you suffer by +my coquetry; but in those days I was utterly ignorant of love. +YOU know what the torture is, and you mete it out to me! During +those first eight months that you gave me you never roused any +feeling of love in me. Do you ask why this was so, my friend? I +can no more explain it than I can tell you why I love you now. +Oh! certainly it flattered my vanity that I should be the subject +of your passionate talk, and receive those burning glances of +yours; but you left me cold. No, I was not a woman; I had no +conception of womanly devotion and happiness. Who was to blame? +You would have despised me, would you not, if I had given myself +without the impulse of passion? Perhaps it is the highest height +to which we can rise--to give all and receive no joy; perhaps +there is no merit in yielding oneself to bliss that is foreseen +and ardently desired. Alas, my friend, I can say this now; these +thoughts came to me when I played with you; and you seemed to me +so great even then that I would not have you owe the gift to +pity----What is this that I have written? + +"I have taken back all my letters; I am flinging them one by one +on the fire; they are burning. You will never know what they +confessed--all the love and the passion and the madness---- + +"I will say no more, Armand; I will stop. I will not say +another word of my feelings. If my prayers have not echoed from +my soul through yours, I also, woman that I am, decline to owe +your love to your pity. It is my wish to be loved, because you +cannot choose but love me, or else to be left without mercy. If +you refuse to read this letter, it shall be burnt. If, after you +have read it, you do not come to me within three hours, to be +henceforth forever my husband, the one man in the world for me; +then I shall never blush to know that this letter is in your +hands, the pride of my despair will protect my memory from all +insult, and my end shall be worthy of my love. When you see me +no more on earth, albeit I shall still be alive, you yourself +will not think without a shudder of the woman who, in three +hours' time, will live only to overwhelm you with her tenderness; +a woman consumed by a hopeless love, and faithful--not to +memories of past joys--but to a love that was slighted. + +"The Duchesse de la Valliere wept for lost happiness and +vanished power; but the Duchesse de Langeais will be happy that +she may weep and be a power for you still. Yes, you will regret +me. I see clearly that I was not of this world, and I thank you +for making it clear to me. + +"Farewell; you will never touch MY axe. Yours was the +executioner's axe, mine is God's; yours kills, mine saves. Your +love was but mortal, it could not endure disdain or ridicule; +mine can endure all things without growing weaker, it will last +eternally. Ah! I feel a sombre joy in crushing you that believe +yourself so great; in humbling you with the calm, indulgent smile +of one of the least among the angels that lie at the feet of God, +for to them is given the right and the power to protect and watch +over men in His name. You have but felt fleeting desires, while +the poor nun will shed the light of her ceaseless and ardent +prayer about you, she will shelter you all your life long beneath +the wings of a love that has nothing of earth in it. + +"I have a presentiment of your answer; our trysting place shall +be--in heaven. Strength and weakness can both enter there, dear +Armand; the strong and the weak are bound to suffer. This +thought soothes the anguish of my final ordeal. So calm am I +that I should fear that I had ceased to love you if I were not +about to leave the world for your sake. + +"ANTOINETTE." + + +"Dear Vidame," said the Duchess as they reached Montriveau's +house, "do me the kindness to ask at the door whether he is at +home." The Vidame, obedient after the manner of the eighteenth +century to a woman's wish, got out, and came back to bring his +cousin an affirmative answer that sent a shudder through her. +She grasped his hand tightly in hers, suffered him to kiss her on +either cheek, and begged him to go at once. He must not watch +her movements nor try to protect her. "But the people passing +in the street," he objected. + +"No one can fail in respect to me," she said. It was the last +word spoken by the Duchess and the woman of fashion. + +The Vidame went. Mme de Langeais wrapped herself about in her +cloak, and stood on the doorstep until the clocks struck eight. +The last stroke died away. The unhappy woman waited ten, fifteen +minutes; to the last she tried to see a fresh humiliation in the +delay, then her faith ebbed. She turned to leave the fatal +threshold. + +"Oh, God!" the cry broke from her in spite of herself; it was +the first word spoken by the Carmelite. + + +Montriveau and some of his friends were talking together. He +tried to hasten them to a conclusion, but his clock was slow, and +by the time he started out for the Hotel de Langeais the Duchess +was hurrying on foot through the streets of Paris, goaded by the +dull rage in her heart. She reached the Boulevard d'Enfer, and +looked out for the last time through falling tears on the noisy, +smoky city that lay below in a red mist, lighted up by its own +lamps. Then she hailed a cab, and drove away, never to return. +When the Marquis de Montriveau reached the Hotel de Langeais, and +found no trace of his mistress, he thought that he had been +duped. He hurried away at once to the Vidame, and found that +worthy gentleman in the act of slipping on his flowered +dressing-gown, thinking the while of his fair cousin's happiness. + +Montriveau gave him one of the terrific glances that produced the +effect of an electric shock on men and women alike. + +"Is it possible that you have lent yourself to some cruel hoax, +monsieur?" Montriveau exclaimed. "I have just come from Mme de +Langeais's house; the servants say that she is out." + +"Then a great misfortune has happened, no doubt," returned the +Vidame, "and through your fault. I left the Duchess at your +door----" + +"When?" + +"At a quarter to eight." + +"Good evening," returned Montriveau, and he hurried home to ask +the porter whether he had seen a lady standing on the doorstep +that evening. + +"Yes, my Lord Marquis, a handsome woman, who seemed very much +put out. She was crying like a Magdalen, but she never made a +sound, and stood as upright as a post. Then at last she went, +and my wife and I that were watching her while she could not see +us, heard her say, `Oh, God!' so that it went to our hearts, +asking your pardon, to hear her say it." + +Montriveau, in spite of all his firmness, turned pale at those +few words. He wrote a few lines to Ronquerolles, sent off the +message at once, and went up to his rooms. Ronquerolles came +just about midnight. + +Armand gave him the Duchess's letter to read. + +"Well?" asked Ronquerolles. + +"She was here at my door at eight o'clock; at a quarter-past +eight she had gone. I have lost her, and I love her. Oh! if my +life were my own, I could blow my brains out." + +"Pooh, pooh! Keep cool," said Ronquerolles. "Duchesses do +not fly off like wagtails. She cannot travel faster than three +leagues an hour, and tomorrow we will ride six.--Confound it! +Mme de Langeais is no ordinary woman," he continued. "Tomorrow +we will all of us mount and ride. The police will put us on her +track during the day. She must have a carriage; angels of that +sort have no wings. We shall find her whether she is on the road +or hidden in Paris. There is the semaphore. We can stop her. +You shall be happy. But, my dear fellow, you have made a +blunder, of which men of your energy are very often guilty. They +judge others by themselves, and do not know the point when human +nature gives way if you strain the cords too tightly. Why did +you not say a word to me sooner? I would have told you to be +punctual. Good-bye till tomorrow," he added, as Montriveau said +nothing. "Sleep if you can," he added, with a grasp of the +hand. + +But the greatest resources which society has ever placed at the +disposal of statesmen, kings, ministers, bankers, or any human +power, in fact, were all exhausted in vain. Neither Montriveau +nor his friends could find any trace of the Duchess. It was +clear that she had entered a convent. Montriveau determined to +search, or to institute a search, for her through every convent +in the world. He must have her, even at the cost of all the +lives in a town. And in justice to this extraordinary man, it +must be said that his frenzied passion awoke to the same ardour +daily and lasted through five years. Only in 1829 did the Duc de +Navarreins hear by chance that his daughter had travelled to +Spain as Lady Julia Hopwood's maid, that she had left her service +at Cadiz, and that Lady Julia never discovered that Mlle Caroline +was the illustrious duchess whose sudden disappearance filled the +minds of the highest society of Paris. + + +The feelings of the two lovers when they met again on either side +of the grating in the Carmelite convent should now be +comprehended to the full, and the violence of the passion +awakened in either soul will doubtless explain the catastrophe of +the story. + +In 1823 the Duc de Langeais was dead, and his wife was free. +Antoinette de Navarreins was living, consumed by love, on a ledge +of rock in the Mediterranean; but it was in the Pope's power to +dissolve Sister Theresa's vows. The happiness bought by so much +love might yet bloom for the two lovers. These thoughts sent +Montriveau flying from Cadiz to Marseilles, and from Marseilles +to Paris. + +A few months after his return to France, a merchant brig, fitted +out and munitioned for active service, set sail from the port of +Marseilles for Spain. The vessel had been chartered by several +distinguished men, most of them Frenchmen, who, smitten with a +romantic passion for the East, wished to make a journey to those +lands. Montriveau's familiar knowledge of Eastern customs made +him an invaluable travelling companion, and at the entreaty of +the rest he had joined the expedition; the Minister of War +appointed him lieutenant-general, and put him on the Artillery +Commission to facilitate his departure. + +Twenty-fours hours later the brig lay to off the north-west shore +of an island within sight of the Spanish coast. She had been +specially chosen for her shallow keel and light mastage, so that +she might lie at anchor in safety half a league away from the +reefs that secure the island from approach in this direction. If +fishing vessels or the people on the island caught sight of the +brig, they were scarcely likely to feel suspicious of her at +once; and besides, it was easy to give a reason for her presence +without delay. Montriveau hoisted the flag of the United States +before they came in sight of the island, and the crew of the +vessel were all American sailors, who spoke nothing but English. +One of M. de Montriveau's companions took the men ashore in the +ship's longboat, and made them so drunk at an inn in the little +town that they could not talk. Then he gave out that the brig +was manned by treasure-seekers, a gang of men whose hobby was +well known in the United States; indeed, some Spanish writer had +written a history of them. The presence of the brig among the +reefs was now sufficiently explained. The owners of the vessel, +according to the self-styled boatswain's mate, were looking for +the wreck of a galleon which foundered thereabouts in 1778 with a +cargo of treasure from Mexico. The people at the inn and the +authorities asked no more questions. + +Armand, and the devoted friends who were helping him in his +difficult enterprise, were all from the first of the opinion that +there was no hope of rescuing or carrying off Sister Theresa by +force or stratagem from the side of the little town. Wherefore +these bold spirits, with one accord, determined to take the bull +by the horns. They would make a way to the convent at the most +seemingly inaccessible point; like General Lamarque, at the +storming of Capri, they would conquer Nature. The cliff at the +end of the island, a sheer block of granite, afforded even less +hold than the rock of Capri. So it seemed at least to +Montriveau, who had taken part in that incredible exploit, while +the nuns in his eyes were much more redoubtable than Sir Hudson +Lowe. To raise a hubbub over carrying off the Duchess would +cover them with confusion. They might as well set siege to the +town and convent, like pirates, and leave not a single soul to +tell of their victory. So for them their expedition wore but two +aspects. There should be a conflagration and a feat of arms that +should dismay all Europe, while the motives of the crime remained +unknown; or, on the other hand, a mysterious, aerial descent +which should persuade the nuns that the Devil himself had paid +them a visit. They had decided upon the latter course in the +secret council held before they left Paris, and subsequently +everything had been done to insure the success of an expedition +which promised some real excitement to jaded spirits weary of +Paris and its pleasures. + +An extremely light pirogue, made at Marseilles on a Malayan +model, enabled them to cross the reef, until the rocks rose from +out of the water. Then two cables of iron wire were fastened +several feet apart between one rock and another. These wire +ropes slanted upwards and downwards in opposite directions, so +that baskets of iron wire could travel to and fro along them; and +in this manner the rocks were covered with a system of baskets +and wire-cables, not unlike the filaments which a certain species +of spider weaves about a tree. The Chinese, an essentially +imitative people, were the first to take a lesson from the work +of instinct. Fragile as these bridges were, they were always +ready for use; high waves and the caprices of the sea could not +throw them out of working order; the ropes hung just sufficiently +slack, so as to present to the breakers that particular curve +discovered by Cachin, the immortal creator of the harbour at +Cherbourg. Against this cunningly devised line the angry surge +is powerless; the law of that curve was a secret wrested from +Nature by that faculty of observation in which nearly all human +genius consists. + +M. de Montriveau's companions were alone on board the vessel, and +out of sight of every human eye. No one from the deck of a +passing vessel could have discovered either the brig hidden among +the reefs, or the men at work among the rocks; they lay below the +ordinary range of the most powerful telescope. Eleven days were +spent in preparation, before the Thirteen, with all their +infernal power, could reach the foot of the cliffs. The body of +the rock rose up straight from the sea to a height of thirty +fathoms. Any attempt to climb the sheer wall of granite seemed +impossible; a mouse might as well try to creep up the slippery +sides of a plain china vase. Still there was a cleft, a straight +line of fissure so fortunately placed that large blocks of wood +could be wedged firmly into it at a distance of about a foot +apart. Into these blocks the daring workers drove iron cramps, +specially made for the purpose, with a broad iron bracket at the +outer end, through which a hole had been drilled. Each bracket +carried a light deal board which corresponded with a notch made +in a pole that reached to the top of the cliffs, and was firmly +planted in the beach at their feet. With ingenuity worthy of +these men who found nothing impossible, one of their number, a +skilled mathematician, had calculated the angle from which the +steps must start; so that from the middle they rose gradually, +like the sticks of a fan, to the top of the cliff, and descended +in the same fashion to its base. That miraculously light, yet +perfectly firm, staircase cost them twenty-two days of toil. A +little tinder and the surf of the sea would destroy all trace of +it forever in a single night. A betrayal of the secret was +impossible; and all search for the violators of the convent was +doomed to failure. + +At the top of the rock there was a platform with sheer precipice +on all sides. The Thirteen, reconnoitring the ground with their +glasses from the masthead, made certain that though the ascent +was steep and rough, there would be no difficulty in gaining the +convent garden, where the trees were thick enough for a +hiding-place. After such great efforts they would not risk the +success of their enterprise, and were compelled to wait till the +moon passed out of her last quarter. + +For two nights Montriveau, wrapped in his cloak, lay out on the +rock platform. The singing at vespers and matins filled him with +unutterable joy. He stood under the wall to hear the music of +the organ, listening intently for one voice among the rest. But +in spite of the silence, the confused effect of music was all +that reached his ears. In those sweet harmonies defects of +execution are lost; the pure spirit of art comes into direct +communication with the spirit of the hearer, making no demand on +the attention, no strain on the power of listening. Intolerable +memories awoke. All the love within him seemed to break into +blossom again at the breath of that music; he tried to find +auguries of happiness in the air. During the last night he sat +with his eyes fixed upon an ungrated window, for bars were not +needed on the side of the precipice. A light shone there all +through the hours; and that instinct of the heart, which is +sometimes true, and as often false, cried within him, "She is +there!" + +"She is certainly there! Tomorrow she will be mine," he said +to himself, and joy blended with the slow tinkling of a bell that +began to ring. + +Strange unaccountable workings of the heart! The nun, wasted by +yearning love, worn out with tears and fasting, prayer and +vigils; the woman of nine-and-twenty, who had passed through +heavy trials, was loved more passionately than the lighthearted +girl, the woman of four-and-twenty, the sylphide, had ever been. +But is there not, for men of vigorous character, something +attractive in the sublime expression engraven on women's faces by +the impetuous stirrings of thought and misfortunes of no ignoble +kind? Is there not a beauty of suffering which is the most +interesting of all beauty to those men who feel that within them +there is an inexhaustible wealth of tenderness and consoling pity +for a creature so gracious in weakness, so strong with love? It +is the ordinary nature that is attracted by young, smooth, +pink-and-white beauty, or, in one word, by prettiness. In some +faces love awakens amid the wrinkles carved by sorrow and the +ruin made by melancholy; Montriveau could not but feel drawn to +these. For cannot a lover, with the voice of a great longing, +call forth a wholly new creature? a creature athrob with the life +but just begun breaks forth for him alone, from the outward form +that is fair for him, and faded for all the world besides. Does +he not love two women?--One of them, as others see her, is pale +and wan and sad; but the other, the unseen love that his heart +knows, is an angel who understands life through feeling, and is +adorned in all her glory only for love's high festivals. + +The General left his post before sunrise, but not before he had +heard voices singing together, sweet voices full of tenderness +sounding faintly from the cell. When he came down to the foot of +the cliffs where his friends were waiting, he told them that +never in his life had he felt such enthralling bliss, and in the +few words there was that unmistakable thrill of repressed strong +feeling, that magnificent utterance which all men respect. + +That night eleven of his devoted comrades made the ascent in the +darkness. Each man carried a poniard, a provision of chocolate, +and a set of house-breaking tools. They climbed the outer walls +with scaling-ladders, and crossed the cemetery of the convent. +Montriveau recognised the long, vaulted gallery through which he +went to the parlour, and remembered the windows of the room. His +plans were made and adopted in a moment. They would effect an +entrance through one of the windows in the Carmelite's half of +the parlour, find their way along the corridors, ascertain +whether the sister's names were written on the doors, find Sister +Theresa's cell, surprise her as she slept, and carry her off, +bound and gagged. The programme presented no difficulties to men +who combined boldness and a convict's dexterity with the +knowledge peculiar to men of the world, especially as they would +not scruple to give a stab to ensure silence. + +In two hours the bars were sawn through. Three men stood on +guard outside, and two inside the parlour. The rest, barefooted, +took up their posts along the corridor. Young Henri de Marsay, +the most dexterous man among them, disguised by way of precaution +in a Carmelite's robe, exactly like the costume of the convent, +led the way, and Montriveau came immediately behind him. The +clock struck three just as the two men reached the dormitory +cells. They soon saw the position. Everything was perfectly +quiet. With the help of a dark lantern they read the names +luckily written on every door, together with the picture of a +saint or saints and the mystical words which every nun takes as a +kind of motto for the beginning of her new life and the +revelation of her last thought. Montriveau reached Sister +Theresa's door and read the inscription, Sub invocatione sanctae +matris Theresae, and her motto, Adoremus in aeternum. Suddenly +his companion laid a hand on his shoulder. A bright light was +streaming through the chinks of the door. M. de Ronquerolles +came up at that moment. + +"All the nuns are in the church," he said; "they are beginning +the Office for the Dead." + +"I will stay here," said Montriveau. "Go back into the +parlour, and shut the door at the end of the passage." + +He threw open the door and rushed in, preceded by his disguised +companion, who let down the veil over his face. + +There before them lay the dead Duchess; her plank bed had been +laid on the floor of the outer room of her cell, between two +lighted candles. Neither Montriveau nor de Marsay spoke a word +or uttered a cry; but they looked into each other's faces. The +General's dumb gesture tried to say, "Let us carry her away!" + +"Quickly" shouted Ronquerolles, "the procession of nuns is +leaving the church. You will be caught!" + +With magical swiftness of movement, prompted by an intense +desire, the dead woman was carried into the convent parlour, +passed through the window, and lowered from the walls before the +Abbess, followed by the nuns, returned to take up Sister +Theresa's body. The sister left in charge had imprudently left +her post; there were secrets that she longed to know; and so busy +was she ransacking the inner room, that she heard nothing, and +was horrified when she came back to find that the body was gone. +Before the women, in their blank amazement, could think of making +a search, the Duchess had been lowered by a cord to the foot of +the crags, and Montriveau's companions had destroyed all traces +of their work. By nine o'clock that morning there was not a sign +to show that either staircase or wire-cables had ever existed, +and Sister Theresa's body had been taken on board. The brig came +into the port to ship her crew, and sailed that day. + +Montriveau, down in the cabin, was left alone with Antoinette de +Navarreins. For some hours it seemed as if her dead face was +transfigured for him by that unearthly beauty which the calm of +death gives to the body before it perishes. + +"Look here," said Ronquerolles when Montriveau reappeared on +deck, "THAT was a woman once, now it is nothing. Let us tie a +cannon ball to both feet and throw the body overboard; and if +ever you think of her again, think of her as of some book that +you read as a boy." + +"Yes," assented Montriveau, "it is nothing now but a dream." + +"That is sensible of you. Now, after this, have passions; but +as for love, a man ought to know how to place it wisely; it is +only a woman's last love that can satisfy a man's first love." + + + + + +End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Duchesse de Langeais + diff --git a/old/dlang10.zip b/old/dlang10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..a6980ef --- /dev/null +++ b/old/dlang10.zip |
