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+The Philosophy of Despair
+
+
+
+by David Starr Jordan
+
+
+
+
+To
+John Maxson Stillman
+
+In Token of Good Cheer
+
+
+
+A darkening sky and a whitening sea,
+And the wind in the palm trees tall;
+Soon or late comes a call for me,
+Down from the mountain or up from the sea,
+Then let me lie where I fall.
+
+And a friend may write - for friends there be,
+On a stone from the gray sea wall,
+"Jungle and town and reef and sea -
+I loved God's Earth and His Earth loved me,
+Taken for all in all."
+
+
+
+Today is your day and mine, the only day we have, the day in which we
+play our part. What our part may signify in the great whole, we may not
+understand, but we are here to play it, and now is our time. This we
+know, it is a part of action, not of whining. It is a part of love, not
+cynicism. It is for us to express love in terms of human helpfulness.
+This we know, for we have learned from sad experience that any other
+course of life leads toward decay and waste.
+
+
+
+The Philosophy of Despair
+
+
+
+The Bubbles of Sáki.
+
+
+
+From Fitzgerald's exquisite version of the Rubáiyát of Omar Khayyám, I
+take the following quatrains which may serve as a text for what I have
+to say:
+
+So when the angel of the darker Drink
+At last shall find you by the river-brink,
+And offering you his cup, invite your Soul
+Forth to your lips to quaff, you shall not shrink.
+
+Why, if the soul can fling the Dust aside,
+And naked on the air of Heaven ride,
+Wert not a shame - wert not a shame for him
+In this clay carcase crippled to abide?
+
+'Tis but a tent where takes his one-day's rest
+A Sultan to the realm of Death addrest;
+The Sultan rises, and the dark Ferrásh
+Strikes, and prepares it for another guest.
+
+And fear not lest Existence, closing your
+Account, and mine, shall know the like no more;
+The Eternal Sáki from that bowl hath pour'd
+Millions of bubbles like us, and will pour.
+
+When you and I behind the veil are past,
+Oh, but the long, long while the world shall last,
+Which of our coming and departure heeds
+As the Sev'n Seas shall heed a pebble-cast.
+
+A moment's halt - a momentary taste
+Of Being from the Well amid the waste,
+And lo! - the phantom caravan has reach'd
+The Nothing it set out from - O, make haste!
+
+* * *
+
+There was the door to which I found no key;
+There was the veil through which I could not see:
+Some little talk awhile of Me and Thee
+There was - and then no more of Thee and Me.
+
+* * *
+
+Why, all the Saints and Sages who discuss'd
+Of the two worlds so learnedly are thrust
+Like foolish prophets forth; their words to scorn
+Are scatter'd and their mouths are stopt with dust.
+
+With them the seed of wisdom did I sow,
+And with my own hand wrought to make it grow
+And this was all the harvest that I reap'd -
+"I come like water, and like wind I go."
+
+* * *
+
+Ah Love, could thou and I with Him conspire
+To grasp this sorry scheme of Things entire,
+Would we not shatter it to bits - and then
+Re-mould it nearer to the heart's desire!
+
+Yon rising Moon that looks for us again -
+How oft hereafter will she wax and wane;
+How oft hereafter rising look for us
+Through this same garden - and for one in vain!
+
+And when like her, O Sáki, you shall pass
+Among the guests, star-scattered on the grass,
+And in your blissful errand reach the spot
+Where I made one - turn down an empty glass!
+
+* * *
+
+And, again, in another poem from Carmen Silva's Roumanian folk-songs:
+
+Hopeless.
+
+Into the mist I gazed, and fear came on me,
+Then said the mist: "I weep for the lost sun."
+
+We sat beneath our tent;
+Then he that hath no hope drew near us there,
+And sat him down by us.
+We asked him: "Hast thou seen the plains, the mountains?"
+And he made answer: "I have seen them all."
+And then his cloak he showed us, and his shirt,
+Torn was the shirt, there, close above the heart,
+Pierced was the breast, there, close above the heart -
+The heart was gone.
+And yet he trembled not, the while we looked,
+And sought the heart, the heart that was not there.
+He let us look. And he that had no hope
+Smiled, that we grew so pale, and sang us songs.
+Then we did envy him, that he could sing
+Without a heart to suffer what he sang.
+And when he went, he cast his cloak about him,
+And those that met him, they could never guess
+How that his shirt was torn about the heart,
+And that his breast was pierced above the heart,
+And that the heart was gone.
+
+I gazed into the mist, and fear came on me,
+Then said the mist: "I weep for the lost sun."
+
+This poem of Omar and of Fitzgerald is perhaps our best expression of
+the sadness and the grandeur of insoluble problems. It is the sweetness
+of philosophical sorrow which has no kinship with misery or distress. In
+the strains of the saddest music the soul finds the keenest delight. The
+same sweet, sorrowful pleasure is felt in the play of the mind about the
+riddles which it cannot solve.
+
+In the presence of the infinite problem of life, the voice of Science is
+dumb, for Science is the coördinate and corrected expression of human
+experience, and human experience must stop with the limitations of human
+life. Man was not present "When the foundations of the Earth were laid,"
+and beyond the certainty that they were laid in wisdom and power, man
+can say little about them. Man finds in the economy of nature "no trace
+of a beginning; no prospect of an end!" He may feel sure, with Hutton,
+that "time is as long as space is wide." But he cannot conceive of space
+as actually without limit, nor can he imagine any limiting conditions.
+He cannot think of a period before time began, nor of a state in which
+time shall be no more. The mind fails before the idea of time's eternal
+continuity. So time becomes to man merely the sequence of the earthly
+events in which he and his ancestors have taken part. Even thus limited
+it is sadly immortal, while man's stay on the earth is but of "few days
+and full of trouble." "Oh, but the long, long while this world shall
+last!" or as the grim humorist puts it, "we shall be a long time dead."
+
+Though the meaning of time, space, existence lies beyond our reach, yet
+some sort of solution of the infinite problem the human heart demands.
+We find in life a power for action, limited though this power may be.
+Life is action, and action is impossible if devoid of motive or hope.
+
+It is my purpose here to indicate some part of the answer of Science to
+the Philosophy of Despair. Direct reply Science has none. We cannot
+argue against a singer or a poet. The poet sings of what he feels, but
+Science speaks only of what we know. We feel infinity, but we cannot
+know it, for to the highest human wisdom the ultimate truths of the
+universe are no nearer than to the child. Science knows no ultimate
+truths. These are beyond the reach of man, and all that man knows must
+be stated in terms of his experience. But as to human experience and
+conduct, Science has a word to say.
+
+Therefore Science can speak of the causes and results of Pessimism. It
+can touch the practical side of the riddle of life by asking certain
+questions, the answers to which lie within the province of human
+experience. Among these are the following:
+
+Why is there a "Philosophy of Despair?"
+
+Can Despair be wrought into healthful life?
+
+In what part of the Universe are you and what are you doing?
+
+Personal despair or discouragement may rise from failure of strength or
+failure of plans. This is a matter of every-day occurrence. The "best
+laid schemes o' mice and men " generally go wrong, no doubt, but this
+fact has little to do with the Philosophy of Pessimism. It is natural
+for mice and men to try again and to gain wisdom from failures. By the
+embers of loss we count our gains."
+
+The Pessimism of Youth we may first consider: In the transition from
+childhood to manhood great changes take place in the nervous system.
+There is for a time a period of confusion, in which the nerve cells are
+acquiring new powers and new relations. This is followed by a time of
+joy and exuberance, a sense of a new life in a new world, a feeling of
+new power and adequacy, the thought that life is richer and better worth
+living than the child could have supposed.
+
+To this in turn comes a feeling of reaction. The joys of life have been
+a thousand times felt before they come to us. We are but following part
+of a cut-and-dried program, "performing actions and reciting speeches
+made up for us centuries before we were born." The new power of manhood
+and womanhood which seemed so wonderful find their close limitations. As
+our own part in the Universe seems to shrink as we take our place in it,
+so does the Universe itself seem to grow small, hard and unsympathetic.
+Very few young men or young women of strength and feeling fail to pass
+through a period of Pessimism. With some it is merely an affectation
+caught from the cheap literature of decadence. It then may find
+expression in imitation, as a few years ago the sad-hearted youth turned
+down his collar in sympathy with the "conspicuous loneliness" that took
+the starch out of the collar of Byron. "The youth," says Zangwill,
+says bitter things about Life which Life would have winced to hear had
+it been alive." With others Pessimism has deeper roots and finds its
+expression in the poetry or philosophy of real despair.
+
+This adolescent Pessimism cannot be wrought into action. The mood
+disappears when real action is demanded. The Pessimism of youth vanishes
+with the coming of life. Through the rush of the new century, the fad of
+the drooping spirit has already given way to the fad of the strenuous
+life. Equally unreasoning it may be, but far more wholesome.
+
+But if action is impossible, the mood remains. And here arises the
+despair of the highly educated. The purpose of knowledge is action. But
+to refuse action is to secure time for the acquisition of more
+knowledge. It is written in the very structure of the brain that each
+impression of the senses must bring with it the impulse to act. To
+resist this impulse is in turn to destroy it and to substitute a dull
+soul-ache in its place. "Much study is a weariness of the flesh, and the
+experience of all the ages brings only despair if it cannot be wrought
+into life. This lack of balance between knowledge and achievement is the
+main element in a form of ineffectiveness which with various others has
+been uncritically called Degeneration. As the common pleasures which
+arise from active life become impossible or distasteful, the desire for
+more intense and novel joys comes in, and with the goading of the thirst
+for these comes ever deeper discouragement.
+
+At the best, the tendency of large knowledge, not vitalized by practical
+experience, is to spend itself in cynical criticism, in futile efforts
+to tear down without feeling the higher obligation to build up. For it
+is the essence of this form of Pessimism to feel that there is nothing
+on earth worth the trouble of building. The real is only a "sneering
+comment" on the ideal, and man's life is too short to make any action
+worth while.
+
+"With her the seed of Wisdom did I sow,
+And with mine own hands wrought to make it grow;
+And this is all the harvest that I reap'd,
+'I come like water, and like wind I go.'"
+
+One of the few things that we may know in life is this, that it is
+impossible for man to know anything absolutely. The power of reasoning
+is a mere "by-product in the process of Evolution." It is but an
+instrument to help out the confusion of the senses, and it is
+conditioned by the accuracy of the sense-perceptions with which it
+deals. There is no appeal from experience to reason, for reason is
+powerless to act save on the facts of human experience. Speculative
+philosophy can teach us nothing. The senses and the reason are intensely
+practical and all, our faculties are primarily adapted to immediate
+purposes. Instruments such as these cannot serve to probe the nature of
+the infinite. But no other instruments lie within reach of man. If we
+cannot "reach the heart of reality" by reason, what indeed can we reach?
+What right have we to know or to believe? And if we can know or believe
+nothing, what should we try to do? And how indeed can we do anything?
+Every man's fate is determined by his heredity and his environment. In
+the Arab proverb he is born with his fate bound to his neck. In the
+course of life we must do that which has been already cut out for us.
+Our parts were laid for us long before we appeared to take them. He is
+indeed a strong man who can vary the cast or give a different cue to
+those who follow. Nature is no respecter of persons, and to suppose that
+any man is in any degree "the arbiter of his own destiny" is pure
+illusion. We are thrust forth into life, against our will. Against our
+will we are forced to leave it. We find ourselves, as has been said, "on
+a steep incline, where we can veer but little to the left or right";
+whichever way we move we fall finally to the very bottom. The fires we
+kindle die away in coals; castles we build vanish before our eyes. The
+river sinks in the sands of the desert. The character we form by our
+efforts disintegrates in spite of our effort. If life be spared we find
+ourselves once again helpless children. Whichever way we turn we may
+describe the course of life in metaphors of discouragement.
+
+To the pessimistic philosopher the progress of the race is also mere
+illusion. There is no progress, only adaptation. Every creature must fit
+itself to its environment or pass away. The beast fits the forest for
+the same reason that the river fits its bed. Life is only possible under
+the rare conditions in which life is not destroyed.
+
+In such fashion we may ring the changes of the despair of philosophy. If
+we are to take up the threads of life by the farther end only, we shall
+never begin to live, for only those which lie next us can ever be in our
+hand. To grasp at ultimate truth is to be forever empty-handed. To reach
+for the ultimate end of action is never to begin to act.
+
+Deeper and more worthy of respect is the sadness of science. The effort
+"to see things as they really are," to get out of all make-believe and
+to secure that "absolute veracity of thought" without which sound action
+is impossible does not always lead to hopefulness.
+
+There is much to discourage in human history, - in the facts of human
+life. The common man, after all the ages, is still very common. He is
+ignorant, reckless, unjust, selfish, easily misled. All public affairs
+bear the stamp of his weakness. Especially is this shown in the
+prevalence of destructive strife. The boasted progress of civilization
+is dissolved in the barbarism of war. Whether glory or conquest or
+commercial greed be war's purpose, the ultimate result of war is death.
+Its essential feature is the slaughter of the young, the brave, the
+ambitious, the hopeful, leaving the weak, the sickly, the discouraged to
+perpetuate the race. Thus all militant, nations become decadent ones.
+Thus the glory of Rome, her conquests and her splendor of achievement,
+left the Romans at home a nation of cowards, and such they are to this
+day. For those who survive are not the sons of the Romans, but of the
+slaves, scullions, the idlers and camp-followers whom the years of Roman
+glory could not use and did not destroy. War blasts and withers all that
+is worthy in the works of man.
+
+That there seems no way out of this is the cause of the sullen despair
+of so many scholars of Continental Europe. The millennium is not in
+sight. It is farther away than fifty years ago. The future is narrowing
+down and men do not care to forecast it. It is enough to grasp what we
+may of the present. We hear "the ring of the hammer on the scaffold."
+"Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die." "The sad kings," in
+Watson's phrase, can only pile up fuel for their own destruction, and
+the failure of force will release the unholy brood which force has
+caused to develop. The winds of freedom are tainted by sulphurous
+exhalations. In all our merry-making we find with Ibsen that "there is a
+corpse on board." The mask is falling only to show the Death's head
+there concealed. Aristocracy, Democracy, Anarchy, Empire, the history of
+politics, is the eternal round of the Dance of Death.
+
+When we look at human nature in detail we find more of animal than of
+angel, and the "veracity of thought and action," which is the choicest
+gift of Science, is lost in the happy-go-lucky movement of the human
+mob. "To see things as they really are" is the purpose of the philosophy
+of Pessimism in the hands of its worthiest exponents. But we know what
+is, and that alone, even were such knowledge possible, is not to know
+the truth. The higher wisdom seeks to find the forces at work to produce
+that which now is. The present time is the meeting time of forces; the
+present fact their temporary product. To the philosophy of Evolution,
+"every meanest day is the conflux of two eternities." Each meanest fact
+is the product of the world-forces that lie behind it; each meanest man
+the resultant of the vast powers, alive in human nature, struggling
+since life began. And these forces, omnipotent and eternal, will never
+cease their work.
+
+To the philosophy of Pessimism, the child is a mere human larva, weak,
+perverse, disagreeable, the heir of mortality, with all manner of
+"defects of doubt and taints of blood," gathered in the long experience
+of its wretched parentage.
+
+In the more hopeful view of Evolution the child exists for its
+possibilities. The huge forces within have thrown it to the surface of
+time. They will push it onward to development, which may not be much in
+the individual case, but beyond it all lie the possibilities of its
+race. Inherent in it is the power to rise, to form its own environment,
+to stand at last superior to the blind forces by which the human will
+was made. With this thought is sure to come, in some degree, the
+certainty that the heart of the Universe is sound, that though there be
+so many of us in the world, each must have his place, and each at last
+"be somehow needful to infinity." We can see that each least creature
+has its need for being. The present justifies the past. It is the
+transcendent future which renders the commonplace present possible.
+
+The "dragons of the prime,
+That tore each other in the slime,"
+
+lived and fought that we their descendants may realize ourselves in
+"lives made beautiful and sweet," through all unlikeness to dragons. It
+was necessary that every foot of soil in Europe should be crimsoned by
+blood, wantonly shed, to bring the relative peace and tolerance of the
+civilization of Europe today. It always "needs that offense must come"
+to bring about the better condition in which each particular offense
+shall be done away. For the evolution of life is not in straight lines
+from lower to higher things, but runs rather in wavering spirals. It is
+the resultant of stress and storm. The evil and failure which darken the
+present are necessary to the illumination of the future. Time is long.
+"God tosses back to man his failures" one by one, and gives him time and
+strength to try again.
+
+According to Schopenhauer, we move across the stage of life stung by
+appetite and goaded by desire, in pain unceasing, the sole respite from
+pain, the instant in which desire is lost in satisfaction. To do away
+with desire is to destroy pain, but it also destroys existence. Desire
+is lost where the "mouth is stopped with dust," and with death only
+comes relief from pain.
+
+Thus the Pessimist tells us that "the only reality in life is pain." But
+surely this is not the truth. He who knows no reality save appetite has
+never known life at all. The realities in life are love and action; not
+desire, but the exercise of our appointed functions.
+
+Action follows sensation. The more we have to do the more accurate must
+be our sensations, the greater the hold environment has upon us. Broader
+activities demand better knowledge of our surroundings. Greater
+sensitiveness to external things means greater capacity for pain, hence
+greater suffering, when the natural channels of effort are closed. Thus
+arises the hope for nothingness in which many sensitive souls have
+indulged. With no surroundings at all, or with environment that never
+varies, there could be no sense-perception. To see nothing, to feel
+nothing - there could be no demand for action. With no failure of action
+there could be no weariness. From the varied environment of earthly life
+spring, through adaptation, the varied powers and varied sensibilities,
+susceptibilities to joy and pain as well as the rest. The greater the
+sensitiveness the greater the capacity for suffering. Hence the
+"quenching of desire," the "turning toward Nirvana, the, desire to
+escape from the hideous bustle of a world in which we are able to take
+no part, is a natural impulse with the soul which feels but cannot or
+will not act.
+
+"Can it be, O Christ in Heaven,
+That the highest suffer most,
+That the strongest wander farthest
+And most hopelessly are lost? -
+
+That the mark of rank in Nature
+Is capacity for pain,
+And the anguish of the singer
+Marks the sweetness of the strain?
+
+That this must be so rests in the very nature of things. The most
+perfect instrument is one most easily thrown out of adjustment. The most
+highly developed organism is the most exactly fitted to its functions,
+the one most deeply injured when these functions are altered or
+suppressed.
+
+Man's sensations and power to act must go together. Man can know nothing
+that he cannot somehow weave into action. If he fails to do this in one
+form or another, it is through limitations he has placed on himself. Man
+cannot suffer for lack of "more worlds to conquer," because his power to
+conquer worlds is the product of his own 'past life and his own past
+needs. To weave knowledge into action is the antidote for ennui. To
+plan, to hope, to do, to accomplish the full measure of our powers,
+whatever they may be, is to turn away from Nirvana to real life. A
+useful man, a helpful man, an active man in any sense, even though his,
+activity be misdirected or harmful, is always a hopeful man.
+
+The feeling that "the only reality in life is pain," is the sign not of
+philosophical acuteness but of bodily under-vitalization. The nervous
+system is too feeble for the body it has to move. To act is to make the
+environment your servant. Its pressure is no longer pain but joy. The
+concessions which life has made to time and space are the source of
+life's glory and power.
+
+The function of the nervous system is to carry from the environment to
+the brain the impressions of truth, that action may be true and safe.
+Pain and pleasure are both incidental to sound action. The one drives,
+the other coaxes us toward the path of wisdom. If pain is in excess of
+joy in our experience, it is because we have wandered from the path of
+normal activity. By right-doing, we mean that action which makes for
+"abundance of life," and abundance of life means fulness of joy. "Though
+life be sad, yet there's joy in the living it" was the word of the
+ancient Greeks, "who ever with a frolic welcome took the Thunder and the
+Sunshine."
+
+The life of man is dynamic, not static; not a condition but a movement.
+"Not enjoyment and not sorrow" is its end or justification. It is a rush
+of forces, an evolution towards greater activities and higher
+adjustment, the growth of a stability which shall be ever more unstable.
+This onward motion is recognized in the pessimistic philosophy of Von
+Hartmann, as a movement towards ever greater possibilities of pain. With
+him life is "the supreme blunder of the blind unconscious force" which
+created man and developed him as the prey of ever-increasing suffering.
+
+But the power to enjoy has grown in like degree, and both joy and pain
+are subordinated to the power to act. The human will, the power to do,
+is the real end of the stress and struggle of the ages. However limited
+its individual action, the will finds its place among the gigantic
+factors in the evolution of life. It is not the present, but the
+ultimate, which is truth. Not the unstable and temporary fact but the
+boundless clashing forces which endlessly throw truths to the surface.
+
+Another source of Pessimism is the reaction from unearned pleasures and
+from spurious joys. It is the business of the senses to translate
+realities, to tell the truth about us in terms of human experience.
+Every real pleasure has its cost in some form of nervous activity. What
+we get we must earn, if it is to be really ours. Long ago, in the
+infancy of civilization, man learned that there were drugs in Nature,
+cell products of the growth or transformation of "our brother organisms,
+the plants," by whose agency pain was turned to pleasure. By the aid of
+these outside influences he could clear "today of past regrets and
+future fears," and strike out from the sad "calendar unborn tomorrow and
+dead yesterday."
+
+That the joys thus produced had no real objective existence, man was not
+long in finding out, and it soon appeared that for each subjective
+pleasure which had no foundation in action, there was a subjective
+sorrow, likewise unrelated to external things.
+
+But that the pains more than balanced the joys, and that the indulgence
+in unearned deceptions destroyed sooner or later all capacity for
+enjoyment, man learned more slowly.
+
+The joys of wine, of opium, of tobacco and of all kindred drugs are mere
+tricks upon the nervous system. In greater or less degree they destroy
+its power to tell the truth, and in proportion as they have seemed to
+bring subjective happiness, so do they bring at last subjective horror
+and disgust. And this utter soul-weariness of drugs has found its way
+into literature as the expression of Pessimism.
+
+"The City of the Dreadful Night," for example, does not find its
+inspiration in the misery of selfish, rushing, crowded London. It is the
+effect of brandy on the sensitive mind of an exquisitive poet. Not the
+world, but the poet, lies in the "dreadful night" of self-inflicted
+insomnia. Wherever these subjective nerve influences find expression in
+literature it is either in an infinite sadness, or in hopeless gloom.
+James Thompson says in the "City of the Dreadful Night":
+
+"The city is of night but not of sleep;
+There sweet sleep is not for the weary brain.
+The pitiless hours like years and ages creep -
+A night seems termless hell. This dreadful strain
+Of thought and consciousness which never ceases,
+Or which some moment's stupor but increases."
+
+* * *
+
+"This Time which crawleth like a monstrous snake,
+Wounded and slow and very venomous."
+
+* * *
+
+'Lo, as thus prostrate in the dust I write
+My heart's deep languor and my soul's sad tears -
+But why evoke the spectres of black night
+To blot the sunshine of exultant years!
+
+"Because a cold rage seizes one at times
+To show the bitter, old and wrinkled truth,
+Stripped naked of all vesture that beguiles
+False dreams, false hopes, false masks and modes of youth."
+
+All this, alas, is the inevitable physical outcome of the attempt to -
+
+"Divorce old, barren Reason from my house
+To take the daughter of the vine to spouse."
+
+All subjective happiness due to nerve stimulation is of the nature of
+mania. In proportion to its intensity is the certainty that it will be
+followed by its subjective reaction, the "Nuit Blanche," the "dark brown
+taste," by the experience of "the difference in the morning." The only
+melancholy drugs can drive away is that which they themselves produce.
+It is folly to use as a source of pleasure that which lessens activity
+and vitiates life.
+
+There are many other causes which induce depression of mind and disorder
+of nerve. Where nerve decay is associated with genius and culture, we
+shall find some phase of the philosophy of Pessimism. In fact,
+cheerfulness is not primarily a result of right thinking, but rather the
+expression of sound nerves and normal vegetative processes. Most of the
+philosophy of despair, the longing to know the meaning of the
+unattainable, vanishes with active out-of-door life and the consequent
+flow of good health. Even a dose of quinine may convert to hopefulness
+when both sermons and arguments fail.
+
+For a degree of optimism is a necessary accompaniment of health. It is
+as natural as animal heat, and is the mental reflex of it. Pessimism
+arises from depression or irritation or failure of the nerves. It is a
+symptom of lowered vitality expressed in terms of the mind.
+
+There is a philosophical Pessimism, as I have already said, over and
+above all merely physical conditions, and not dependent on them. But the
+melancholy Jacques of our ordinary experience either uses some narcotic
+or stimulant to excess, or else has trouble with his liver or kidneys.
+"Liver complaint," says Zangwill, "is the Prometheus myth done into
+modern English." Already historical criticism has shown that the Bloody
+Assizes had its origin in disease of the bladder, and most forms of vice
+and cruelty resolve themselves into decay of the nerves. It is natural
+that degeneration should bring discouragement and disgust. But whatever
+the causes of Pessimism, whether arising in speculative philosophy in
+nervous disease or in personal failure, it can never be wrought into
+sound and helpful life. To live effectively implies the belief that life
+is worth living, and no one who leads a worthy life has ever for a
+moment doubted this.
+
+Such an expression as "worth living" has in fact no real meaning. To act
+and to love are the twin functions of the human body and soul. To refuse
+these functions is to make one's self incapable of them. It is in a
+sense to die while the body is still alive. To refuse these functions is
+to make misery out of existence, and a life of ennui is doubtless not
+"worth living."
+
+The philosophy of life is its working hypothesis of action. To hold that
+all effort is futile, that all knowledge is illusion, and that no result
+of the human will is worth the pain of calling it into action, is to cut
+the nerve of effectiveness. In proportion as one really believes this,
+he becomes a cumberer of the ground. It was said of Oscar McCulloch, an
+earnest student of human life, that "in whatever part of God's universe
+he finds himself, he will be a hopeful man, looking forward and not
+backward, looking upward and not downward, always ready to lend a
+helping hand, and not afraid to die."
+
+Of like spirit was Robert Louis Stevenson:
+
+"Glad did I live and gladly die,
+And I laid me down with a will."
+
+It is through men of this type that the work of civilization has been
+accomplished, "men of present valor, stalwart, brave iconoclasts." They
+were men who were content with the order of the universe as it is, and
+seek only to place their own actions in harmony with this order. They
+have no complaints to urge against "the goodness and severity of God,"
+nor any futile wish "to remould it nearer to the heart's desire." The
+"Fanaticism for Veracity" is satisfied with what is. Not the ultimate
+truth which is God's alone, but the highest attainable truth, is the aim
+of Science, and to translate Science into Virtue is the goal of
+civilization.
+
+The third question which Science may ask is the direct one. In what part
+of the universe are you, and what are you doing? Thoreau says that
+"there is no hope for you unless this bit of sod under your feet is the
+sweetest to you in this world - in any world." Why not? Nowhere is the
+sky so blue, the grass so green, the sunshine so bright, the shade so
+welcome, as right here, now, today. No other blue sky, nor bright
+sunshine, nor welcome shade exists for you. Other skies are bright to
+other men. They have been bright in the past and so will they be again,
+but yours are here and now. Today is your day and mine, the only day we
+have, the day in which we play our part. What our part may signify in
+the great whole we may not understand, but we are here to play it, and
+now is the time. This we know, it is a part of action, not of whining.
+It is a part of love, not cynicism. It is for us to express love in
+terms of human helpfulness. This we know, for we have learned from sad
+experience that any other course of life leads toward decay and waste.
+
+What, then, are you doing under these blue skies? The thing you do
+should be for you the most important thing in the world. If you could do
+something better than you are doing now, everything considered, why are
+you not doing it?
+
+If every one did the very best he knew, most of the problems of human
+life would be already settled. If each one did the best he knew, he
+would be on the highway to greater knowledge, and therefore still better
+action. The redemption of the world is waiting only for each man to
+"lend a hand."
+
+It does not matter if the greatest thing for you to do be not in itself
+great. The best preparation for greatness comes in doing faithfully the
+little things that lie nearest. The nearest is the greatest in most
+human lives.
+
+Even washing one's own face may be the greatest present duty. The
+ascetics of the past, who scorned cleanliness in the search for
+godliness, became, sometimes, neither clean nor holy. For want of a
+clean face they lost their souls.
+
+It was Agassiz's strength that he knew the value of today. Never were
+such bright skies as arched above him; nowhere else were such charming
+associates, such budding students, such secrets of nature fresh to his
+hand. His was the buoyant strength of the man who can look the stars in
+the face because he does his part in the Universe as well as they do
+theirs. It is the fresh, unspoiled confidence of the natural man, who
+finds the world a world of action and joy, and time all too short for
+the fulness of life which it demands. When Agassiz died, "the best
+friend that ever student had," the students of Harvard "laid a wreath of
+laurel on his bier, and their manly voices sang a requiem, for he had
+been a student all his life long, and when he died he was younger than
+any of them."
+
+Optimism in life is a good working hypothesis, if by optimism we mean
+the open-eyed faith that force exerted is never lost. Much that calls
+itself faith is only the blindness of self-satisfaction.
+
+What if there are so many of us in the ranks of humanity? What if the
+individual be lost in the mass as a pebble cast into the Seven Seas?
+Would you choose a world so small as to leave room for only you and your
+satellites? Would you ask for problems of life so tame that even you
+could grasp them? Would you choose a fibreless Universe to be "remoulded
+nearer to the heart's desire," in place of the wild, tough, virile,
+man-making environment from which the Attraction of Gravitation lets
+none of us escape?
+
+It is not that "I come like water and like wind I go." I am here today,
+and the moment and the place are real, and my will is itself one of the
+fates that make and unmake all things. "Every meanest day is the
+conflux of two eternities," and in this center of all time and space for
+the moment it is I that stand. Great is Eternity, but it is made up of
+time. Could we blot out one day in the midst of time, Eternity could be
+no more. The feebleness of man has its place within the infinite
+Omnipotence.
+
+It is a question not of hope or despair, but of truth, not of optimism
+nor of Pessimism, but of wisdom. Wisdom is knowing what to do next;
+virtue is doing it. Religion is the heart impulse that turns toward the
+best and highest course of action. "It was my duty to have loved the
+highest. What does that demand? What have I to do next? Not in infinity,
+where we can do nothing, but here, today, the greatest day that ever
+was, for it alone is mine!
+
+What matter is it that time does not end with us? Neither with us does
+history begin. An Emperor of China once decreed that nothing should be
+before him, that all history should begin with him. But he could go no
+farther than his own decree. Who are you that would be Emperor of China?
+
+"The eternal Saki from that bowl hath poured
+Millions of bubbles like us and shall pour."
+
+Why not? Should life stop with you? What have you done that you should
+mark the end of time? If you have played your part in the procession of
+bubbles, all is well, though the best you can do is to leave the world a
+little better for the next that follows.
+
+If you have not made life a little richer and its conditions a little
+more just by your living you have not touched the world. You are indeed
+a bubble. If some kind friend somewhere "turn down an empty glass," it
+will be the best monument you deserve. But to have had a friend is to
+leave the glass not wholly empty, for life is justified in love as well
+as in action.
+
+The words of Omar need to be read with the rising inflection, and they
+become the expression of exultant hopefulness.
+
+"The eternal Saki from that bowl hath poured
+Millions of bubbles and shall pour!"
+
+Small though we are the story is not all told when we are dead. The huge
+procession goes on and shall go on, till the secret of the grand
+symphony of life is reached.
+
+"A single note in the Eternal Song
+A perfect Singer hath had need for me."
+
+* * *
+
+"I do rejoice that when of Thee and Me
+Men speak no longer, yet not less but more
+The Eternal Saki still that bowl shall fill
+And ever fairer, clearer bubbles pour."
+
+In the same way we must read with the rising inflection the lines of
+Tennyson:
+
+"I falter when I firmly trod,
+And falling with my weight of cares,
+Upon the World's great altar-stairs
+That slope through darkness, up to god!"
+
+Read these words with courage, and with the upward turn of the voice at
+the end. It is no longer in the darkness that we falter. The great
+altar-stairs of which no man knows the beginning nor the end, do not
+spring from the mire nor end in the mists. They "slope through darkness
+up to God," and no one could ask a stronger expression of that robust
+optimism which must be the mainspring of successful life.
+
+
+
+
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