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- THE HIDDEN SERVANTS AND OTHER VERY OLD STORIES
-
-
-
-
-This ebook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
-most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions
-whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms
-of the Project Gutenberg License included with this ebook or online at
-http://www.gutenberg.org/license. If you are not located in the United
-States, you'll have to check the laws of the country where you are
-located before using this ebook.
-
-
-
-Title: The Hidden Servants and Other Very Old Stories
-Author: Francesca Alexander
-Release Date: January 12, 2015 [EBook #47962]
-Language: English
-Character set encoding: US-ASCII
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HIDDEN SERVANTS AND OTHER
-VERY OLD STORIES ***
-
-
-
-
-Produced by Al Haines.
-
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-
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-
-[Illustration: Marianna and her Vision by the Fire. From a drawing by
-the author]
-
-
-
-
- [Illustration: Title page]
-
-
-
- *THE HIDDEN
- SERVANTS*
-
- _and_ OTHER VERY OLD STORIES
-
-
- _Told Over Again By_
- FRANCESCA ALEXANDER
-
- AUTHOR OF "THE STORY OF IDA,"
- "ROADSIDE SONGS OF TUSCANY," Etc.
-
-
-
- _LONDON_ * Published by DAVID NUTT
- at the Sign of the Phoenix, Long Acre * _1907_
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1900,
- By LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY
-
- All Rights Reserved
-
-
-
- University Press * John Wilson
- and Son * Cambridge, U.S.A.
-
-
-
-
- *Introduction*
-
-
-To those who are fortunate enough to know Miss Alexander's pen and
-pencil pictures of Italian peasant life the very name of Francesca, over
-which her early work was published, carries with it an aroma as of those
-humbler graces of her adopted people,--their sunny charity, their native
-sense of the beautiful, their childlike faith,--which touch the heart
-more intimately than all their great achievements in History and in Art.
-For those, however, to whom are yet unknown her faithful transcripts in
-picture and story from the lives of the people she loves, a word of
-introduction has been asked; and it was perhaps thought that the task
-might properly be entrusted to one who had heard _The Hidden Servants_
-and many another of these poems from the lips of Francesca herself.
-
-Yet, rightly considered, could any experience have better served to
-banish from the mind such irrelevant intruders as facts,--those literal
-facts and data at least which the uninitiated might be so mistaken as to
-desire, but which none who knew Francesca's work could regard as of the
-slightest consequence?
-
-Imagine a quiet, green-latticed room in Venice overlooking the Grand
-Canal whose waters keep time in gently audible lappings to the lilt of
-the verse,--that lilt that is apparent even in the printed line, but
-which only a voice trained to Italian cadences can perfectly give.
-Imagine that voice half chanting, half reciting, these old, old legends,
-and with an absolute sincerity of conviction which stirs the mind of the
-listeners, mere children of to-day though they be, to a faith akin to
-that which conceived the tales. Where is there place for facts in such a
-scene, in such an experience? Or, if facts must be, are not all that
-are requisite easily to be gleaned from the poems themselves? Why state
-that Francesca is the daughter of an American artist, or that she has
-spent her life in Italy, when the artist inheritance, the Italian
-atmosphere, breathes in every poem our little book contains? Why make
-mention even of Ruskin's enthusiastic heralding of her work, when the
-very spirit of it is so essentially that which the great idealist was
-seeking all his life that he could scarcely have failed to discover and
-applaud it had it been ever so retiring, ever so hidden? Nor does it
-matter that the Alexander home chances to be in Florence rather than in
-Venice, since it is Italy itself that lives in Francesca's work; nor
-that she is Protestant rather than Catholic, when it is religion pure
-and simple, unrestricted by any creed, that makes vital each line she
-writes or draws.
-
-Yet of the poems, if not of the writer, there remained still something
-to learn, and accordingly a letter of inquiry was sent her; and her own
-reply, written with no thought of publication, is a better report than
-another could give. This is what she says:--
-
-"With regard to this present collection of ballads, I can tell its
-history in a few words. When I was a young girl many old and curious
-books fell into my hands and became my favourite reading (next to the
-Bible, and, perhaps, the _Divina Commedia_), as I found in them the
-strong faith and simple modes of thought which were what I liked and
-wanted. Afterwards, in my constant intercourse with the country people,
-and especially with old people whom I always loved, I heard a great many
-legends and traditions, often beautiful, often instructive, and which,
-as far as I knew, had never been written down. I was always in request
-with children for the stories which I knew and could tell, and, as I
-found they liked these legends, I thought it a pity they should be lost
-after I should have passed away, and so I always meant to write them
-down; all the more that I had felt the need of such reading when I was a
-child myself. But I never had time to write them as long as my eyes
-permitted me to work at my drawing, and afterwards, when I wanted to
-begin them, I found myself unable to write at all for more than a few
-minutes at once. Finally I thought of turning the stories into rhyme
-and learning them all by heart, so that I could write them down little
-by little. I thought children would not be very particular, if I could
-just make the dear old stories vivid and comprehensible, which I tried
-to do. If, as you kindly hope, they may be good for older people as
-well, then it must be that when the Lord took from me one faculty He
-gave me another; which is in no way impossible. And I think of the
-beautiful Italian proverb: 'When God shuts a door He opens a window.'"
-
-After such an account of the origin and growth of these poems no further
-comment would seem fitting, unless it be that made by Cardinal Manning
-when writing to Mr. Ruskin in 1883 to thank him for a copy of
-Francesca's _Story of Ida_. He writes:--
-
-"It is simply beautiful, like the _Fioretti di San Francesco_. Such
-flowers can grow in one soil alone. They can be found only in the
-Garden of Faith, over which the world of light hangs visibly, and is
-more intensely seen by the poor and the pure in heart than by the rich,
-or the learned, or the men of culture."
-
-ANNA FULLER.
-
-
-
-
- *Preface*
-
-
- *THE OLD STORY-TELLER*
-
-_In my upper chamber here,_
-_Still I wait from year to year;_
-_Wondering when the time will come_
-_That the Lord will call me home._
-_All the rest have been removed,--_
-_Those I worked for, those I loved;_
-_And, at times, there seems to be_
-_Little use on earth for me._
-_Still God keeps me--He knows why--_
-_When so many younger die!_
-
-_From my window I look down_
-_On the busy, bustling town._
-_But beyond its noise and jar_
-_I can see the hills afar;_
-_And above it, the blue sky,_
-_And the white clouds sailing by;_
-_And the sunbeams, as they shine_
-_On a world that is not mine._
-
-_Here I wait, while life shall last,_
-_An old relic of the past,_
-_Feeling strange, and far away_
-_From the people of to-day;_
-_Thankful for the memory dear_
-_Of a morning, always near,_
-_Though long vanished, and so fair!_
-_Dewy flowers and April air;_
-_Thankful that the storms of noon_
-_Spent their force and died so soon;_
-_Thankful, as their echoes cease,_
-_For this twilight hour of peace._
-
-_But my life, to evening grown,_
-_Still has pleasures of its own._
-_Up my stairway, long and steep,_
-_Now and then the children creep;_
-_Gather round me, where I sit_
-_All day long, and dream, and knit;_
-_Fill my room with happy noise--_
-_May God bless them, girls and boys!_
-_Then sweet eyes upon me shine,_
-_Dimpled hands are laid in mine;_
-_And I never ask them why_
-_They have sought to climb so high;_
-_For 'twere useless to enquire!_
-_'Tis a story they desire,_
-_Taken from my ancient store,_
-_None the worse if heard before;_
-_And they turn, with pleading looks,_
-_To my shelf of time-worn books,_
-_Bound in parchment brown with age._
-_Little in them to engage_
-_Children's fancy, one would say!_
-_Yet, when tired with noisy play,_
-_Nothing pleases them so well_
-_As the stories I can tell_
-_From those pages, old and gray,_
-_With their edges worn away;_
-_Spelling queer, and Woodcut quaint._
-_Angel, demon, prince, and saint,_
-_Much alike in face and air;_
-_Houses tipping here and there,_
-_Lion, palm-tree, hermit's cell,_
-_And much more I need not tell._
-
-_Then they all attentive wait,_
-_While the story I relate,_
-_And, before the half is told,_
-_I forget that I am old!_
-_But one age there seems to be_
-_For the little ones and me._
-_What though all be new and strange,_
-_Little children never change;_
-_All is shifting day by day,--_
-_Worse or better, who can say?_
-_Much we lose, and much we learn,_
-_But the children still return,_
-_As the flowers do, every year;_
-_Just as innocent and dear_
-_As those babes who first did meet_
-_At our Heavenly Master's feet._
-_In His arms He took them all:_
-_Oh, 'tis precious to recall--_
-_Blessed to believe it true--_
-_That what we love He loved too!_
-
-_Since the time when life was new,_
-_All my long, long journey through,_
-_I have story-teller been._
-_When a child I did begin_
-_To my playmates; later on,_
-_Other children, long since gone,_
-_Came to listen; and of some,_
-_Still the children's children come!_
-
-_Some, the dearest, took their flight,_
-_In the early morning light,_
-_To the glory far away,_
-_Made for them and such as they._
-_I have lingered till the last;_
-_All the busy hours are past;_
-_Now my sun is in the west,_
-_Slowly sinking down to rest_
-_Ere it wholly fades from view,_
-_One thing only I would do:_
-_From my stories I would choose_
-_Those 't would grieve me most to lose._
-_And would tell them once again_
-_For the children who remain,_
-_And for others, yet to be,_
-_Whom on earth I may not see._
-_Here, within this volume small,_
-_I have thought to write them all;_
-_And to-day the work commence,_
-_Trusting, ere God call me hence,_
-_I may see the whole complete._
-_It will be a labour sweet,_
-_Calling back, in sunset glow,_
-_Happy hours of long ago._
-
-
-
-
- *CONTENTS*
-
-
-Introduction
-
-Preface
-
-The Hidden Servants
-
-The Bag of Sand
-
-Il Crocifisso della Providenza
-
-Angels in the Churchyard
-
-The Origin of the Indian Corn
-
-The Eldest Daughter of the King
-
-Bishop Troilus
-
-The Crosses on the Wall
-
-Suora Marianna
-
-The Lupins
-
-The Silver Cross
-
-The Tears of Repentance
-
-
-
-
- *The Hidden Servants
- *_*AND OTHER POEMS*_
-
-
- *THE HIDDEN SERVANTS*
-
-
- A sheltered nook on a mountain side,
- Shut in, and guarded, and fortified
- By rocks that hardly a goat would climb,
- All smoothed by tempest and bleached by time--
- Such was the spot that the hermit chose,
- From youth to age, for his life's repose.
- There had he lived for forty years,
- Trying, with penance and prayers and tears,
- To make his soul like a polished stone
- In God's great temple; for this alone
- Was the one dear wish that his soul possessed,
- And 't was little he cared for all the rest,
-
- Nothing had changed since first he came;
- The sky and the mountain were all the same,
- Only a beech-tree, that there had grown
- Ere ever he builded his cell of stone,
- Had risen and spread to a stately grace,
- And its shifting shadow filled half the place.
- Many a winter its storms had spent,
- Many a summer its sunshine lent
- To the little cell, till it came to look
- Like another rock in the peaceful nook.
- Mosses and lichen had veiled the wall,
- Till it hardly seemed like a dwelling at all.
-
- 'T was a peaceful home when the days were soft,
- And spring in her sweetness crept aloft
- From the plains below where her work was done,
- And the hills grew green in the warming sun.
- And in summer the cell of the hermit seemed
- Like part of that heaven of which he dreamed:
- For the turf behind those walls of flint
- Was sprinkled with flowers of rainbow tint;
- And never a sound but the bees' low hum,
- As over the blossoms they go and come;
- Or--when one listened--the fainter tones
- Of a spring that bubbled between the stones.
-
- But dreary it was on a winter's night,
- When the snow fell heavy and soft and white.
- And at times, when the morn was cold and keen,
- The footprints of wolves at his door were seen.
- But cold or hunger he hardly felt,
- So near to heaven the good man dwelt;
- And as for danger--why, death, to him,
- Meant only joining the Seraphim!
-
- Poorly he lived, and hardly fared;
- And when the acorns and roots he shared
- With mole or squirrel, he asked no more,
- But thanked the Lord for such welcome store.
- The richest feast he could ever know
- Was when the shepherds who dwelt below,
- Whose sheep in the mountain pastures fed,
- Would bring him cheeses, or barley bread,
- Or--after harvest--a bag of meal;
- And then they would all before him kneel,
- On flowery turf or on moss-grown rocks,
- To ask a blessing for them and their flocks,
-
- And once or twice he had wandered out
- To preach in the country round about,
- Where unto many his words were blest;
- Then back he climbed to his quiet nest.
- By all in trouble his aid was sought;
- And women their pining children brought,
- For a touch of his hand to ease their pain,
- And his prayers to make them strong again.
-
- And now one wish in his heart remained:
- He longed to know what his soul had gained,
- And how he had grown in the Master's grace,
- Since first he came to that lonely place.
- This wish was haunting him night and day,
- He never could drive the thought away.
- Until at length in the beech-tree's shade
- He knelt, and with all his soul he prayed
- That God would grant him to know and see
- A man, if such in the world might be,
- Whose soul in the heavenly grace had grown
- To the self-same measure as his own;
- Whose treasure on the celestial shore
- Could neither be less than his nor more.
- He prayed with faith, and his prayer was heard;
- He hardly came to the closing word
- Before he felt there was some one there!
- He looked, and saw in the sun-lit air
- An angel, floating on wings of white;
- Nor did he wonder at such a sight:
- For angels often had come to cheer
- His soul, and he thought them always near.
- Happy and humble, he bowed his head,
- And listened, while thus the angel said:
- "Go to the nearest town, and there,
- To-morrow, will be in the market square
- A mountebank, playing his tricks for show:
- He is the man thou hast prayed to know;
- His soul, as seen by the light divine,
- Is neither better nor worse than thine.
- His treasure on the celestial shore
- Is neither less than thine own nor more."
-
- Next day, in the dim and early morn,
- By a slippery path that the sheep had worn,
- The hermit went from his loved abode
- To the farms below, and the beaten road.
- The reapers, out in the field that day,
- Who saw him passing, did often say,
- What a mournful look the old man had!
- And his very voice was changed and sad.
- Troubled he was, and much perplexed;
- With endless doubting his mind was vexed.
- What--He? A mountebank? Both the same?
- What could it mean to his soul but shame?
- Had his forty years been vainly spent?
- And then, alas! as he onward went,
- There came an evil and bitter thought,--
- Had he been serving the Lord for nought?
- But in his fear he began to pray,
- And the black temptation passed away.
-
- Perhaps the mountebank yet might prove
- To have a soul in the Master's love.
- He almost felt that it must be so,
- In spite of a life that seemed so low.
- Perhaps he was forced such life to take,
- It might be, even for conscience' sake;
- Some cruel master the order gave,
- Perhaps, for scorn of a pious slave.
- Or, stay--there were saints in ancient days,
- Who had such terror of human praise
- That, but to gain the contempt they prized,
- They did such things as are most despised;
- Feigned even madness; and more than one,
- Accused of sins he had never done,
- Had willingly borne disgrace and blame,
- Nor said a word for his own good name!
-
- In thoughts like these had the day gone by;
- The sun was now in the western sky:
- The road, grown level and hot and wide,
- With dusty hedges on either side,
- Had led him close to the city gate,
- Where he must enter to learn his fate.
-
- Now fear did over his hope prevail:
- He almost wished in his search to fail,
- And find no mountebank there at all!
- For then his vision he well might call
- A dream that came of its own accord,
- Instead of a message from the Lord!
- A few more minutes, and then he knew
- That all which the angel said was true!
-
- A mountebank, in the market square,
- Was making the people laugh and stare.
- With antics more befitting an ape
- Than any creature in human shape!
- The hermit took his place with the rest,
- Not heeding the crowd that round him pressed,
- And earnestly set his eyes to scan
- The face of the poor, unsaintly man.
- Alas, there was little written there
- Of inward peace or of answered prayer!
- For all the paint, and the droll grimace,
- 'T was a haggard, anxious, weary face.
-
- The mountebank saw, with vague surprise,
- The patient, sorrowful, searching eyes,
- Whose look, so solemn, and kindly too,
- Seemed piercing all his disguises through.
- They made him restless, he knew not why:
- He could not play; it was vain to try!
- His face grew sober, his movements slow;
- And, soon as might be, he closed the show.
-
- He saw that the hermit lingered on,
- When all the rest of the crowd were gone.
- Then over his gaudy clothes he drew
- A ragged mantle of faded hue;
- And he himself was the first to speak:
- "Good Father, is it for me you seek?"
- "My son, I have sought you all the day;
- Would you come with me a little way,
- Into some quiet corner near,
- Where no one our words can overhear?"
-
- Not far away, in a lonely street,
- By a garden wall they found a seat.
- It now was late, and the sun had set,
- Though a golden glory lingered yet,
- And the moon looked pale in it overhead.
- They sat them down, and the hermit said:
- "My son, to me was a vision sent,
- And as yet I know not what it meant;
- But I think that you, and you alone,
- Are able to make its meaning known.
- Answer me then--I have great need--
- And tell me, what is the life you lead?"
-
- "My life's a poor one, you may suppose!
- I 've many troubles that no one knows;
- For I have to keep a smiling face.
- I wander, friendless, from place to place,
- Risking my neck for a scanty gain;
- But I must do it, and not complain.
- I know, whatever may go amiss,
- That I have deserved much worse than this."
-
- To the hermit this a meaning bore
- Of deep humility, nothing more.
- So, gaining courage, "But this," he said,
- "Is not the life you have always led.
- So much the vision to me revealed;
- I know there 's something you keep concealed."
-
- The mountebank answered sadly: "Yes!
- 'T is true: you ask, and I must confess.
- But keep my secret, good Father, pray;
- Or my life will not be safe for a day!
- Alas, I have led a life of crime!
- I 've been an evil man in my time.
- I was a robber--I think you know--
- Till little more than a year ago;
- One of a desperate, murderous band,
- A curse and terror to all the land!"
-
- The hermit's head sank down on his breast;
- His trembling hands to his eyes he pressed.
- "Has God rejected me?" then he moaned:
- "Are all my service and love disowned?
- Have I been blind, and my soul deceived?"
-
- The other, seeing the old man grieved,
- Said: "Father, why do you care so much
- For one not worthy your robe to touch?
- The Lord is gracious, and if He will,
- He can forgive and save me still.
- And as for my wicked life, 't is I,
- Not you, who have reason to weep and sigh!
- Your prayers may help me, and bring me peace."
-
- The hermit made him a sign to cease;
- Then raised his head, and began to speak,
- With tears on his wrinkled, sun-browned cheek.
- "If you could remember even one
- Good deed that you in your life have done,
- I need not go in despair away.
- Think well; and if you can find one, say!"
-
- "Once," said the mountebank, "that was all,
- I did for the Lord a service small,
- And never yet have I told the tale!
- But if you wish it, I will not fail.
- A few of our men had gone one day--
- 'T was less for plunder, I think, than play--
- To a certain convent, small and poor,
- Where a dozen sisters lived secure
- For very poverty! dreaming not
- That any envied their humble lot.
- There, finding the door was locked and barred,
- They climbed the wall of a grass-grown yard.
- Some vines were planted along its side,
- Their trailing branches left room to hide;
- Where, neither by pity moved nor shame,
- They crouched, till one of the sisters came
- To gather herbs for the noonday meal;
- Then out from under the leaves they steal!
- So she was taken, poor soul, and bound,
- And carried off to our camping ground.
- A harmless creature, who knew no more
- Of the world outside her convent door,
- Than you or I of the moon up there!
- A shame, to take her in such a snare!
-
- "But, Father, I wished that I had been
- Ten miles away, when they brought her in,
- To hold for ransom; or if that failed--
- Oh, well, we knew when the pirates sailed!
- We knew their captain, who paid us well,
- And carried our prisoners off to sell.
- They never beheld their country more,
- Being bought for slaves on a foreign shore.
-
- "But oh! 't was enough the tears to bring,
- To see that innocent, frightened thing,
- Looking, half hopeful, from face to face,
- As if she thought, in that wicked place,
- There might be one who would take her part!
- She looked at me, and it stung my heart.
- But I, with a hard, disdainful air,
- Turned from her as one who did not care,
- I heard her sighing: she did not know
- That her gentle look had hurt me so!
-
- "That night they set me the watch to keep;
- And when the others were all asleep,
- And I had been moving to and fro,
- With branches keeping the fire aglow,
- I crept along to the woman's side,--
- She sat apart, and her arms were tied,--
- And said,--'t was only a whispered word;
- We both were lost if the others heard,--
- 'If you will trust me and with me come,
- I 'll bring you safe to your convent home.'
- She started, into my face she gazed;
- Said she, 'I'll trust you--the Lord be praised!'
-
- "I very quickly the cords unbound.
- She rose; I led her without a sound
- Between the rows of the sleeping men,
- Till we left the camp behind; and then
- I found my horse, that was tied near by.
- The woman mounted, and she and I
- Set off in haste, through the midnight shade,
- On the wildest journey I ever made!
- By wood and thicket the horse I led,
- And over a torrent's stony bed,--
- For along the road I dared not go,
- For fear that the others our flight should know,
- And follow after; the woman prayed.
- I, quick and cautious, but not afraid,
- Went first, with the stars for guide, until
- We saw the convent, high on a hill.
- We reached the door as the east grew red.
- 'God will remember!' was all she said;
- Her face was full of a sweet content.
- She knocked, they opened, and in she went.
- The door was closed--she was safe at last!
- I heard the bolt as they made it fast--
- And I in the twilight stood alone,
- With the lightest heart I had ever known!
-
- "So, Father, my robber days were o'er;
- I could not be what I was before.
- I wandered on with a thankful mind,
- For I left the old bad life behind,
- And tried, as I journeyed day by day,
- To gain my bread in an honest way.
- But little work could I find to do;
- And so, as some juggling tricks I knew,
- I took this business which now you see:
- 'T is good enough for a man like me!"
-
- While yet the story was going on,
- The cloud from the hermit's face had gone;
- And if his eyes in the moonlight shone,
- They glistened with thankful tears alone.
- He listened in solemn awe until
- The mountebank's tale was done; and still,
- Some moments, he neither spoke nor stirred,
- But silently pondered every word.
-
- Then humbly speaking, "The Lord," said he,
- "Has had great mercy on you and me!
- And now, my son, I must tell you why
- I came to speak with you--know that I
- Have tried with the Lord alone to dwell,
- For forty years, in my mountain cell;
- In prayer and solitude, day and night,
- Have striven to keep my candle bright!
- And there, but yesterday, while I prayed,
- An angel came to my side, and said
- That I should seek you,--and told me where,--
- And should your life with my own compare;
- For in God's service and love and grace
- Your soul with mine has an equal place,
- We both alike have his mercy shared,
- The same reward is for both prepared.
- I came; I sought you--and you know how
- I found you out in the square just now!
- At which--may the Lord forgive my pride!--
- At first I was poorly satisfied.
- But now I have heard your story through--
- What you in a single night could do!--
- And know that this to the Lord appears
- Worth all my service of forty years;
- I can but wonder, and thank His grace
- Which raised us both to an equal place,"
-
- "But, Father, it never can be true!
- What?--I by the side of a saint like you?
- Ah no! You never to me were sent.
- 'T was some one else whom the angel meant!"
-
- "No! Listen to me--'T was _you_, my son!
- Our Master said that a service done
- To a child of His in time of need
- Is done to Himself in very deed,
- And is with love by Himself received!
- So do not think I have been deceived,
- But keep those words on your heart engraved
- Of the humble woman whose life you saved,
- _God will remember_, and trust His care.
- He will not forget you here nor there!"
-
- "O Father, Father! And can it be
- That the Lord in heaven remembers me?
- And yet I had felt it must be true,
- For the woman spoke as if she knew!
- But when was ever such mercy shown,
- And is this the love He bears His own?
- Are these the blessings He holds in store?
- Oh, let me serve Him for evermore!"
-
- And when, at the close of another day,
- The hermit wearily made his way
- Up the mountain path, from stone to stone,
- He did not climb to his cell alone.
- The mountebank, still with wondering face,
- Came with him up to that peaceful place!
-
- Together with thankful hearts they went,
- Thenceforth together their lives were spent.
- And, ere the summer had reached its close,
- Another cell from the rocks arose;
- The beech, in its strong and stately growth,
- Spread one green canopy over both.
- On summer evenings, when shepherds guide
- Their flocks to rest on the mountain side,
- They heard above, in the twilight calm,
- Two voices, chanting the evening psalm;
- And one was aged, and one was young,
- But never was hymn more sweetly sung!
-
- In love and patience, by deed and word,
- They helped each other to serve the Lord,--
- Together to pray, to learn, to teach,--
- Till a deeper blessing fell on each.
- Their souls grew upward from day to day;
- But he who farthest had gone astray,
- Who, lowest fallen, had hardest striven,
- Who most had sinned and been most forgiven,
- Erelong in the heavenly race outran
- The older, milder, and wiser man.
- Two years he dwelt with his aged friend,
- Then made a blessed and peaceful end;
- And, when his penitent life was done,
- The hermit wept as he would for a son!
-
- Ten years had over the mountain passed,
- Since that poor mountebank breathed his last,
- Helped, to the end, by a woman's prayer,
- Ten years; and the hermit still was there.
- Grown older, thinner, with shoulders bent,
- He seldom forth from his shelter went.
- But those he had helped in former days
- With prayers and counsel, in thousand ways,
- Were mindful of him, and brought him all
- He needed now, for his wants were small.
- And happy they were their best to give,
- If only their mountain saint would live!
- For in his living their lives were blest;
- And if he longed for the perfect rest,
- Patient he was, and content to wait,
- While God should please, at the heavenly gate.
- Beautiful now his face had grown,
- But the beauty was something not his own,--
- A solemn light from the blessed land
- Within whose border he soon must stand.
- Little he said, but his every word
- Was saved and treasured by those who heard,
- To be a blessing in years to come,
- When he should be theirs no more; and some
- Who brought their little to help his need,
- Went home with their souls enriched indeed!
-
- One autumn morning he sat alone,
- Outside his cell; and the warm sun shone
- With a friendly light on his silver hair,
- Through the branches, smooth and almost bare,
- Of the beech-tree, now, like him, grown old.
- The night before had been sharp and cold;
- And the frost was white on leaf and stem
- Wherever the rocks still shaded them,
- But where the sunbeams had found their way,
- In glittering, crystal drops it lay;
- And fallen leaves at his feet were strewn,
- Yellow and wet, over turf and stone.
-
- He sat and dreamed, as the aged do,
- While, drifting backward, he lived anew
- The years that never again should be.
- A placid dream--for his soul was free
- From all the troubles of long ago,
- The doubts, the conflict he used to know!
- Doubts of himself, and a contest grim
- With evil spirits that strove for him.
- Now all was over; that troubled day
- Was like a storm that had passed away.
-
- It seemed to him that his voyage was o'er;
- His ship already had touched the shore.
- Yet once he sighed; for he knew that he
- Was not the man he had hoped to be,
- And, looking back on his journey past,
- He felt--what all of us feel at last!
- And his soul was moved to pray once more
- The prayer he had made twelve years before,
- Only to know, before he died,
- If he were worthy to stand beside
- One of God's children, or great or small,
- Who served Him truly; and that was all!
-
- It was not long ere the angel came,
- Who, gently calling the saint by name,
- Said: "Come, for thou hast not far to go.
- One step, and I to thine eyes will show
- The very dwelling that shelters now
- Two souls as near to the Lord as thou!"
-
- The hermit rose; and with reverent tread
- He followed on as the angel led.
- Where a single cleft the rocks between
- Gave passage out of the valley green
- They passed, and stood in the pathway steep:
- The rocks about them were sunken deep
- In fern, and bramble, and purple heath,
- That sloped away to the woods beneath;
- While far below, and on every side,
- Were endless mountains, and forests wide,
- And scattered villages here and there,
- That all looked near in the clear, dry air.
- And here a church, with its belfry tall;
- And there a convent, whose massive wall
- Rose grave and stately above the trees.
- The hermit willingly looked at these;
- For hope they gave him that now, at least,
- Some praying brother or toiling priest
- Might be his mate; but it was not so!
- The angel showed him, away below,
- A slope where a little mountain-farm
- Lay, all spread out in the sunshine warm,
- Along the side of a wooded hill.
- It looked so peaceful and far and still!
- And when his eye on the farmhouse fell,
- The angel said: "It is there they dwell!
- Two women in heart and soul like thee.
- Go, find them, Brother, and thou shalt see
- All that thou art in their lives displayed."
- Before the hermit an answer made,
- The angel back to the skies had flown;
- He stood in the rocky path alone.
-
- Along the broken and winding way
- Between the heath and the boulders gray;
- Through lonely pastures that led him down
- To oaken woods in their autumn brown;
- And o'er the stones of a rippling stream,
- The hermit passed, like one in a dream!
- As though the vision, had made him strong:
- He hardly knew that the way was long.
-
- 'T was almost noon when he came in sight
- Of the little farmhouse, low and white:
- A sheltered lane by the orchard led,
- Where mountain ash, with its berries red,
- Rose high above him; and brambles, grown
- All over the rough, low wall of stone,
- And tangled brier with thorny spray,
- And feathered clematis, edged the way.
- Then, turning shortly, a view he caught
- Of both the women for whom he sought.
-
- One, spinning, sat by the open door;
- Her spindle danced on the worn stone floor.
- The other, just from the forest come,
- Had brought a bundle of branches home,
- And spread them now in the sun to dry;
- But both looked up as the saint drew nigh.
- Then, on a sudden, the spindle stopped,
- The branches all on the grass were dropped.
- He heard them joyfully both exclaim,
- "The Saint! The hermit!" And forth they came
- To bid him welcome, and made request
- That he would enter their house to rest.
-
- But when a blessing they both implored,
- He had not courage to speak the word.
- The only blessing his lips let fall
- Was this: "May the good Lord bless us all,
- And keep our hearts in His peace divine!"
- With hand uplifted, he made the sign,
- Then entered in (to their joy complete!)
- And willingly took the offered seat.
-
- And soon before him a meal was spread,
- Of chestnuts, of goat's milk cheese, and bread;
- While one with her pitcher went to bring
- Some water fresh from the ice-cold spring.
-
- He could not taste of the food prepared
- Till he his errand to both declared.
- Said he: "My friends, I have come to-day
- With something grave on my mind to say,
- And more to hear; and I pray you now
- To answer truly, and not allow
- A feeling, whether of pride or shame,
- Or any shrinking from praise or blame,
- To change the answer you both may give,
- Of what you are and of how you live."
-
- Then she with distaff still at her side,
- Of speech more ready, at once replied.
- In years the elder, but not in face,
- She kept a little of youthful grace:
- The dark eyes under her snow-white hair
- Were keen and clear as the autumn air!
-
- "We are but what we appear to be:
- Two toiling women, as you may see!
- And neither so young nor strong as when
- In field and forest we helped the men.
- We now have only the lesser care,
- To keep the house, and the meals prepare,
- And other labours of small account,
- Yet something worth in the week's amount.
- But in our youth, and a lifetime through,
- We laboured, much as the others do!
- Through storm and sunshine we still have tried
- To do our best by our husbands' side.
- And keep their hearts and our own at rest
- When sickness came or when want oppressed.
- For even famine our house assailed
- That year when the corn and chestnuts failed.
- And once--that winter ten years ago--
- Our house was buried beneath the snow,
- And ere it melted and light returned,
- The very benches for warmth we burned!
- Nor is there want, in our busy hive,
- Of children keeping the house alive:
- For she has seven, and I have nine;
- But three of hers and the first of mine
- Are safe with Jesus,--more happy they!
- Two more have married and gone away.
- My son's young wife, with her infant small,
- Make up the household--fourteen in all."
-
- "In this," he said, "there is much to praise:
- In humble service you pass your days,
- And spend your life for your children's needs.
- But tell me now of the pious deeds
- (For such there are) that you seek to hide,
- To me in a vision signified!"
-
- "But, sir, we are just two poor old wives.
- Who never have done in all our lives
- A pious deed that was worth the name!"
- She said; and her white head drooped with shame.
-
- Then said the other: "And yet, 't is true,
- We help in all that our husbands do.
- When twice a year they have killed a sheep,
- 'T is only half for ourselves we keep;
- Our poorer neighbours have all the rest.
- And this, I fear, is the very best
- We ever do!" "And," said he, "'t is well!
- But think--is there nothing more to tell?"
-
- They both were silent a little space,
- And each one questioned the other's face,
- Till, doubtful, when she had thought awhile,
- The elder said, with a modest smile:
- "This summer have forty years gone by,
- Since she--my sister-in-law--and I
- Together came in this house to dwell;
- And, Father, it is not much to tell,
- But in all these years, from first to last,
- No angry word has between us passed,
- Nor even a look that was less than kind.
- And that is all I can call to mind."
-
- Enough it was for the hermit's need!
- He rose, like one from a burden freed.
- "Thank God!" he said; "if indeed He sees
- My soul as worthy and white as these!
- And great the mercy He doth bestow,
- That I should His hidden servants know!"
-
- A sudden flash, as of heavenly light,
- Then shone within him, and all was bright;
- And in a moment were things made clear
- Had vexed him many a weary year!
- For he, who had thought on earth to view
- God's people only a scattered few,
- Saw now, in spirit, an army great
- Of hidden servants who on Him wait.
- No saintly legends their names disclose,
- And no man living their number knows,
- Nor can their service and place declare.
- The hidden servants are everywhere!
- And some are hated, despised, alone;
- And some to even themselves unknown.
- But the Father's house has room for all,
- And never one from His hand can fall!
- The one brave deed of a desperate man,
- Grown hard in crime since his youth began,
- Who yet, for a helpless woman's sake,
- Had strength to rise, and his chain to break;
- The holy sweetness that fills the heart
- Of him who dwells from the world apart,
- His life one dream of celestial things,
- Till almost heaven to earth he brings;
- Or yet the humble, unnoticed life
- Of toiling mother and patient wife,
- Who, year on year, has had grace to bear
- Her changeless burden of daily care,--
- Are all accepted with equal love,
- And laid with treasures that wait above
- Until the day when we all believe
- That every man shall his deeds receive.
-
- And when, that evening, with weary feet
- The hermit stood by his lone retreat,
- And watched awhile, with a tranquil gaze,
- The mountains soft in the sunset haze,
- And sleeping forest, and field below,
- He said, as he saw the star-like glow
- Of lights in the cottage windows far,
- "How many God's hidden servants are!"
-
-
-
-
- *The Bag of Sand*
-
-
-THE BAG OF SAND was written by St. Heradius, who visited, some time in
-the fifth century, the hermit fathers of the desert and mountains, and
-collected many interesting stories about them.
-
-
- *The Bag of Sand*
-
-
-_In that land of desolation_
-_Where, mid dangers manifold,_
-_Lost in heavenly contemplation,_
-_Desert fathers dwelt of old,_
-
-_Lay a field where grass was growing_
-_Green beneath the palm-trees' shade;_
-_And a spring, forever flowing,_
-_Life amid the stillness made._
-
-_There a brotherhood, incited_
-_By one hope and purpose high,_
-_Came to dwell in faith united,_
-_Pray and labour, live and die._
-
-_Mighty was the love that bound them._
-_Each to each, in that wild land,_
-_Where the desert closed around them,_
-_One dead waste of rocks and sand,_
-
-_Saving where, to rest their eyes on,_
-_While they dreamed of hills divine,_
-_Blue, above the low horizon,_
-_Stretched the mountains' wavy line._
-
-_There could nought of earth remind them,_
-_Nor disturb their dreams and prayers;_
-_They had left the world behind them,_
-_Felt no more its joys and cares._
-
-_Far from all its weary bustle,_
-_Will subdued, and mind at ease._
-_They could hear the palm-trees rustle_
-_In the early morning breeze._
-
-_When the bell, to prayer inviting._
-_From the low-built belfry rang,_
-_They could hear the birds uniting_
-_With them while the psalms they sang._
-
-_From the earth their labour brought them_
-_All they needed--scanty fare._
-_Life of toil and hardship taught them,_
-_Though at peace, the cross to bear._
-
-_This is all their record: never_
-_Can we hope the rest to know!_
-_Names and deeds are lost forever,_
-_In the mist of long ago;_
-
-_And of all that life angelic_
-_Neither shadow left, nor trace._
-_Save this tale,--a precious relic,_
-_In its wise and saintly grace!_
-
-_This, above the darkness lifted_
-_By the truth that in it lay,_
-_On the sea of time has drifted,_
-_And is still our own to-day._
-
-_Listen to it, it may teach us_
-_Wisdom, with its words of gold!_
-_Let this far-off blessing reach us_
-_From the desert saints of old._
-
-
-
- Underneath the vines they tended
- Where the garden air was sweet,
- Where the shadows, softly blended,
- Made an ever cool retreat,--
-
- These good brethren had assembled,
- On their abbot to attend;
- All were sad, and many trembled,
- Thinking how the day would end.
-
- Of their little congregation
- One who long had faithful been,
- Had, beneath a sore temptation,
- Fallen into grievous sin.
-
- What it was they have not told us,
- But we know, whatever the blame,
- If God's hand should cease to hold us,
- You or I might do the same.
-
- And for judgment's wise completing
- (Now the crime was certified),
- All were called in solemn meeting
- On the sentence to decide.
-
- Much in doubt, they craved assistance,
- Sent to convents far away,
- Even to that fair blue distance
- Where their eyes had loved to stray.
-
- Fathers learned, fathers saintly,
- Abbots used to think and rule,
- Gathered where the brook sang faintly
- In the shadow, green and cool.
-
- Oh the beauty that was wasted
- On that day, remembered oft!
- Oh the sweetness, all untasted,
- Of the morning, still and soft!
-
- At their feet the water glistened,
- Birds were nesting overhead;
- No one saw, and no one listened
- Save to what the speakers said.
-
- Long and sad was their debating,
- Voices low and faces grave,
- While, the gloomy tale relating,
- Each in turn his judgment gave.
-
- "Send him from you!" one was saying
- Calmly, as of reason sure;
- "All are tainted by his staying,
- Let men know your hands are pure!
-
- "For the shame and sorrow brought you,
- Let him be to all as dead!
- Harm sufficient has he wrought you!"
- But the abbot shook his head.
-
- For the sin which had undone him,
- For much evil brought about,
- He would lay a burden on him,
- But he could not cast him out!
-
- All night long the distant howling,
- While he waked, of beasts of prey,
- Made him think of demons prowling,
- Come to snatch that soul away.
-
- Said another: "I would rather
- That his shame by all were seen.
- Do not spare him, O my Father;
- Let the blow be swift and keen!
-
- "Let not justice be evaded!
- Keep him, bound to labour hard,
- With you, but apart degraded,
- And from speech with all debarred!"
-
- This the abbot not refusing,
- Only wondered, while he thought,
- Was there no one feared the losing
- Of a soul the Lord had bought?
-
- One, more thoughtless, recommended
- That in prison closely pent
- He should stay till life was ended!
- But to this would none consent.
-
- In the cell where first they closed him,
- Shrinking back, as best he might,
- From a window that exposed him
- Sometimes to a passer's sight,
-
- He, the black offender, waited,
- From them parted since his fall:
- Once beloved, now scorned and hated
- By himself, he thought by all!
-
- Nothing asking, nothing pleading,
- Speechless, tearless, in despair;
- But, like one in pain exceeding,
- Moving ever here and there.
-
- Little did his fate alarm him:
- What had he to fear or shun?
- What could others do to harm him
- More than he himself had done?
-
- But without were minds divided,
- And the morning wore away;
- Noon had come, and undecided
- Still the heavy question lay.
-
- Though they looked so stern and fearless,
- Some with sinking hearts had come,--
- Hearts that wept when eyes were tearless,
- Pleaded when the lips were dumb.
-
- One who had that morning seen him,
- Seeking from their gaze to hide,
- Tried from heavy doom to screen him;
- But his reasons were denied.
-
- He of other days was thinking,--
- Happy days, and still so near!--
- When that brother, shamed and shrinking,
- Had to all their souls been dear.
-
- Others tried their hearts to harden,
- Felt their pity to be sin;
- Silent, prayed the Lord to pardon
- Kinder thoughts that rose within.
-
- Some proposed and some objected,
- While, the long debate to end,
- One old Father they expected,
- And on him would all depend.
-
- He--their honoured, best adviser--
- Dwelt in desert cave retired;
- Older than the rest, and wiser:
- Many thought his words inspired;
-
- Said he knew what passed within them
- When by sin or doubt assailed;
- True it is, his words could win them,
- Often, when all else had failed.
-
- He would find what all were seeking,
- Justice pure, and judgment right!
- Still the abbot, seldom speaking,
- Pale and sober, prayed for light.
-
- Light was sent! For, toiling slowly
- O'er the sun-baked desert road,
- Came that Father, wise and holy,
- Bent beneath a weary load!
-
- Scarce his failing limbs sustained him,
- For the burden sorely pressed:
- Many times, as though it pained him,
- Would he stand to breathe and rest.
-
- One who watched for his arriving,
- Went and told them he was near.
- Up they rose, and ceased their striving,
- In their joy such news to hear!
-
- Then they all went forth and met him,
- By their reverent love compelled:
- Nevermore could one forget him,
- Who that day his face beheld!
-
- Wasted, worn, yet strong to aid them;
- Peaceful, though by conflict tried;
- Shining with a light that made them
- Feel the Lord was by his side!
-
- But it grieved their souls to see him
- By that burden bowed and strained!
- Many stretched their hands to free him,
- Wondering what the sack contained.
-
- "Why this burden?" one addressed him;
- "All unfit for arms like thine!"
- He, while yet the weight oppressed him,
- Answered: "These are sins of mine.
-
- "I must bear them all, my brother,
- Ever with me while I go
- On my way to judge another!
- These have made my journey slow."
-
- Then the abbot, growing bolder,
- Raised the load with trembling hand
- From the Father's bended shoulder;
- Looked--and found it filled with sand.
-
- Of them all, there was not any
- But was silent for a while;
- For the best had sins as many
- As the sand-grains in that pile!
-
- Then they heard the abbot saying,
- "God alone must judge us all!"
- And a burden, heavy weighing,
- Seemed from every heart to fall.
-
- Awed and hushed, but no more keeping
- Pity crushed, or love restrained,
- Some were smiling, some were weeping;
- Of their striving what remained?
-
- Many bowed in veneration;
- Others all in haste to go
- With a word of consolation
- To their brother fallen low.
-
- Hope they brought, and gentler feeling,
- To his torn, despairing breast,
- And that evening found him kneeling
- In the chapel with the rest.
-
- None arose to judge or sentence:
- He whose sin they most deplored,
- In his long and sad repentance,
- Was with charity restored.
-
-
-
-
- *Il Crocifisso della Providenza*
-
-
-The crucifix about which this story is told is still to be seen in the
-church of the Carmine, where it is kept in the Corsini chapel; and it is
-always shown to the public on the first of May, when also (as the ballad
-relates) a _festa_ is held in the house once occupied by the three
-sisters, in the Via dell' Orto.
-
-The house seems to have been little changed since they lived there; it
-now bears the number 10, and is easily recognized by a niche in the
-wall, containing a representation of the crucifix, and the chest piled
-with loaves.
-
-From time immemorial, a lamp burns every night before this little
-shrine: the oil is provided by the poor women of the vicinity (and they
-are very poor indeed), each one laying by a few _centesimi_ every week
-for the purpose.
-
-
- *Il Crocifisso della Providenza*
-
-
- The streets of Florence are fair to see,
- With palace and church and tower,
- And there the mighty of earth have dwelt,
- And the whole world feels their power.
-
- And many come from the East and West
- To gaze on its beauty rare;
- To stand where the wise and great have stood,
- For their presence is ever there.
-
- But they never think of the narrow streets
- Where the poor of the city dwell;
- Those humble houses, so bare and plain,
- Have tales of their own to tell.
-
- There's one by the San Frediano gate,
- Not far from the city wall;
- Some Latin words on its front engraved
- The memory still recall
-
- Of one, a beggar, to all unknown,
- Who knocked at the door one day;
- Of what a blessing he left behind
- That morn when he went his way,
-
- It happened hundreds of years ago,
- But they tell the story still;
- So listen now to the legend old,
- And smile at it if you will.
-
- But if you smile, be it not in scorn;
- The tale which I now relate
- Has lightened many a heavy heart
- By the San Frediano gate.
-
- Long since, they say, in that ancient house
- There were orphan maidens three,
- And in the chamber above the door,
- Whose window you still may see,
-
- They worked and prayed, by the world unseen;
- And ever, the long day through,
- The needles stitched, and the spindle twirled,
- And the knitted garment grew.
-
- So young, and one of them yet a child,
- With never an earthly friend;
- They prayed each day for the daily bread
- Which they knew the Lord would send.
-
- And toiling cheerfully, lived content,
- Nor ever of want complained,
- But freely shared with the needy poor
- The little their labour gained.
-
- But evil days to the sisters came,
- And their faith was sorely tried:
- A merchant, one of the first in town,
- That winter had failed and died.
-
- And many debts had he left behind,
- And their work was all unpaid;
- For he it was who had bought and sold
- The delicate wares they made.
-
- They prayed for help, and they sought for work;
- But awhile they sought in vain.
- They pledged the ring that their father wore,
- And their mother's golden chain.
-
- Then work they found, but for neighbours poor,
- And some of them could not pay;
- 'T was well for them that the spring began,
- And the cold had passed away.
-
- And one by one, as the days went on,
- Were the household treasures sold,--
- The copper pitcher, the brazen lamp,
- And the nut-wood table old,
-
- The pot of pinks from the window-sill--
- But when they had sold them all,
- An ancient crucifix, carved in wood,
- Still hung on the whitewashed wall
-
- Above the chest where the loaves were kept;
- Such blessing its presence shed,
- It seemed to them like a living friend,
- And not like an image dead!
-
- In all their troubles, in all their joys,
- That crucifix bore a part;
- Above all comfort, or wealth, or gain,
- 'T was dear to the sisters' heart!
-
- As babes, before they could understand,
- Or ever a prayer repeat,
- Each day their father had held them up,
- While they kissed the carven feet.
-
- So April came, and so April went;
- And they lived, the Lord knows how!
- The elder sister had saved and spared,
- But the chest was empty now.
-
- That very evening she broke in halves,
- And gave to the younger two,
- One piece of bread--'t was the last they had;
- There was nothing more to do,
-
- Unless, unless--and she looked at them,
- And then at the image dear:
- She touched it once; but her hand drew back
- With a guilty, shrinking fear.
-
- Her sisters saw, and they started up,
- And they said in haste, "Not so!
- Take back the bread, if there be no more;
- The crucifix must not go!"
-
- And she took courage, and kissed them both,
- And smiled, though her eyes were wet;
- Then looked again at the face beloved,
- And said, "He will help us yet!"
-
- They rose next day with the early dawn,
- And their hearts were almost light!
- The young need little to make them glad,
- And the day was fair and bright.
-
- And pleasant 't is to behold the sun,
- Though his rosy-tinted ray
- Could only shine on the moss-grown tiles
- Of the roof across the way.
-
- And the air was sweet in the narrow street
- Where the swallows toss and glide;
- For a perfume came on the morning breeze
- From the hills on every side,--
-
- A perfume faint from the woods afar,
- From blossoming fields of corn;
- And bells already their chimes began,
- For this was a sacred morn.
-
- The Carmine church is near at hand,
- And the sisters thither hied;
- 'T was there they had knelt in happy days
- By the dear dead mother's side.
-
- Then home, through the gay and festive street,
- Till they reached the chamber bare:
- The time had come for the morning meal,
- And alas, no bread was there!
-
- The elder girl on her sisters looked,
- And her face grew white with pain.
- Then said the one who was next in age,
- "Let us ask the Lord again!"
-
- So down they knelt on the red-tiled floor,
- And the elder bowed her head,
- And said aloud, while the others joined,
- The prayer for their daily bread.
-
- And then, with a tempest in her heart
- That she could no more withstand,
- With her arm around the younger girl,
- And the other by the hand,
-
- She pleaded, raising her tearful face
- To the dying face above,
- For those she loved in their helpless state
- With more than a sister's love.
-
- "O blessed Jesus! O Lord divine!
- Have pity, we wait for Thee!
- Look down--Thou seest our empty chest,
- Thou knowest how poor we be!
-
- "Oh, send some bread to my sisters dear,
- For the cornfields all are Thine!
- I 'd rather lie in my grave to-day
- Than to see these children pine!
-
- "Thou knowest, Lord, I have done my best;
- But my hands have failed at length:
- A mother's burden is on me laid
- With only a maiden's strength.
-
- "Come, help me! Look at these orphan girls!
- Oh, save them from want and woe!--"
- Her praying ceased, for they heard a sound,
- A knock at the door below.
-
- They rose, and all to the window went:
- A beggar was at the door,
- A poor, pale stranger, with staff in hand,
- Who had never come before.
-
- The Month of Mary was coming in;
- And many were on their way
- To ask for alms in the Virgin's name
- On that beautiful first of May.
-
- "My little sisters," the beggar said,
- (And bowed to the maidens three,)
- "I pray you spare from your table spread
- A morsel of bread for me!
-
- "I come from far, and I 've far to go;
- And I 've eaten nought to-day!"
- The elder wept, but she answered not;
- And the second turned away.
-
- The younger looked with her innocent eyes
- In the beggar's pleading face:
- "And if we could, we would give you food;
- But we 're in as hard a case!
-
- "We finished yesterday all we had--
- The half of a loaf, no more!--
- We just were asking the Lord for bread,
- When we heard you at the door."
-
- "Go, look in the chest, my little maid;
- You 'll find there is bread to spare!"
- "Alas, we have looked so many times,
- And never a crust is there!"
-
- "Look once again, for the love of Him
- Whose image I see within:
- He never has failed to help His own,
- And He will not now begin."
-
- So only lest it should seem unkind
- To refuse the small request,
- The elder girl with a patient smile
- Went back to the empty chest.
-
- She looked--and down on her knees she fell,
- With a cry of glad surprise:
- The others turned, and their breath stood still,
- They could scarce believe their eyes!
-
- 'T was full! And the loaves were piled so high
- They could close the lid no more.
- Their tears fell faster for joy that day
- Than they fell for grief before!
-
- But in the midst of their thankful praise
- They thought of the starving man:
- The little one seized the topmost loaf,
- And back to the window ran.
-
- She looked, she called him--he was not there!
- They sought him, but all in vain:
- He passed away from their sight that day,
- And he came no more again.
-
- So ends the story; but ever since
- That crucifix bears the name
- _La Providenza_; and even now
- The house has a sacred fame.
-
- And many kneel where the sisters knelt
- Each year on the first of May;
- And the floor is all bestrewn with flowers,
- And leaves of the scented bay.
-
- The humble room is with roses decked.
- And bright with the candles' glow;
- And smoke of incense, and sound of psalm,
- Float over the street below.
-
- A woman aged and silver-haired
- Once told me, with solemn thrill,
- How she herself had beheld the chest,
- Which stands in the chamber still.
-
- I asked her: "Who was that beggarman?
- An angel, do you suppose?
- A saint from heaven?" Her face grew grave,
- And she answered me, "Who knows?"
-
- And then, with voice to a whisper dropped,
- With an awed, mysterious air,
- "Some think," she said, "'t was the Lord Himself
- Who came at the maiden's prayer."
-
-
-
-
- *Angels in the Churchyard*
-
-
-The story of the "Angels in the Churchyard" was told me by Signore
-Bortolo Zanchetta of Bassano, who said that he read it in an old book,
-but he had lost the book, and could not even remember its name.
-
-
- *Angels in the Churchyard*
-
-
- A saint there was, long time ago,
- And all in vain I tried
- His name to learn, or whence he came,
- Or how or where he died.
-
- For he from whom the tale I heard
- Could tell me nothing more
- Save only that within him dwelt
- Of love an endless store.
-
- And in the churchyard once he passed
- A summer night in prayer,
- For pity of the nameless dead
- Who lie forgotten there.
-
- He knew not when the sun went down,
- So earnestly he prayed!
- He knew not when the twilight glow
- Was lost in deepening shade.
-
- And when the fair, round moon arose
- Behind the wooded hill,
- She looked across the churchyard wall,
- And found him praying still.
-
- But when the night was far along,
- And when the moon was high,
- When all the village lights were out,
- And closed was every eye,--
-
- When low above the sleeping dead
- The folded daisies slept,
- And he alone his patient watch
- Until the morning kept,--
-
- Came angels through the churchyard gate,
- But in no heavenly guise;
- So unadorned, he little thought
- They came from Paradise!
-
- The moon lit up their robes of white;
- No other glory shone.
- He watched them, as they paused before
- One sunken, moss-grown stone,
-
- And thrice their silver censers swung,
- As at some saintly shrine,
- But never incense burnt on earth
- Had perfume so divine.
-
- Between the graves they glided on:
- Toward a cross they turned--
- A wooden cross that bore no name--
- And there the incense burned.
-
- A fading garland on it hung,
- Of wild flowers simply twined;
- Whoever lay in that poor grave
- Had left some love behind.
-
- But next they sought a dreary place
- Against the northern wall;
- He could not see if mound were there,
- The nettles grew so tall!
-
- And on to others, three or four,
- Their noiseless steps they bent:
- Where'er they stayed, the incense rose;
- Then, as they came, they went.
-
- But often to that churchyard green
- Did he at night repair;
- And ever, when the hour returned,
- The angels all were there.
-
- He thought them only white-robed priests;
- And much he wondered why
- Each night at certain graves they stayed,
- While others they passed by.
-
- Till, after waiting, wondering long,
- One night he forward pressed,
- And spoke with one who walked apart,
- A step behind the rest.
-
- 'T was starlight now; the moon had waned:
- He hardly saw the face
- Of him he talked with; but he felt
- Great peace was in the place.
-
- "Of God's own saints," the angel said,
- "A few lie buried here;
- And He so loves them that to Him
- Their very dust is dear!
-
- "So, while their souls with perfect peace
- Are in His presence blest,
- He will not that these humble graves
- Should all unhonoured rest.
-
- "Each night from heaven He sends us down.
- Where'er His flowers are sown--
- These bodies that shall one day rise,
- All glorious like His own!"
-
- The saint was silent, for his lips
- Could find no word to say:
- He stood entranced, and like to one
- Whose soul is far away.
-
- At length he roused; the stars were dim,
- The night had half withdrawn:
- A light was in the eastern sky,
- The clear pale light of dawn.
-
- Then came a freshening in the air,
- A twitter in the trees,
- A ripple in the dewy grass
- That felt the early breeze;
-
- And sounded from the tower above
- The sweet-toned, ancient bell;
- While bright and busy over all
- The summer morning fell.
-
- The daisies opened; happy birds
- Sang in the sunshine free.
- The dead alone are sleeping now;
- Their morning is to be.
-
-
-
-
- *The Origin of the Indian Corn*
-
-
-This story was told me by the Contessa Vittoria Percoto Antonini of
-Palmanuova, who said that she heard it in her youth at a _Fila_, which
-is a sort of social gathering held in the winter evenings by the
-_contadini_ in that part of the country.
-
-The winter is cold, and these _contadini_, who are very poor and can ill
-afford the wood for a fire, meet in the cattle-shed, where the breath of
-cows and oxen warms the air a little.
-
-They often say, "It is the way that the Gesu Bambino was warmed!" A
-lantern hangs from one of the beams overhead, and by its dim light the
-women spin or knit. All talk together, and (as the Contessa Vittoria
-expresses it) "the boys make themselves agreeable to the girls, very
-much as though it were a party of ladies and gentlemen."
-
-And from time to time the elder people entertain the company with
-stories, of which this is a pretty fair specimen.
-
-
- *The Origin of the Indian Corn*
-
- *A Legend of Friuli*
-
-
- In the far Italian border land,
- With its rolling hills and mountains grand,
- And the Alps of Carnia rising near,
- Where the snow lies more than half the year;
- With crags where the clinging fir-trees grow
- Above the chestnuts and vines below,
- From the weary, changing world remote,--
- There age on age doth a legend float.
- The young have learnt it from aged men;
- It never was written yet with pen.
- It seems at first, when they tell it o'er,
- A childish fancy, and nothing more;
- And bearing the impress, deep indeed,
- Of the hard and struggling lives they lead:
- A thing to smile at, and then forget,
- Scarce worthy a passing thought--and yet
- The simple tale may a lesson teach
- If only one can its meaning reach!
- Like one of their living, hill-side springs,
- That shows the image of common things;
- So he who looks on its surface sees
- The bending flowers, the arching trees,
- The sun, the shadow, the rocks, the sky,
- The busy birds that go flitting by,
- While deep below is the endless wealth
- Of water, given for life and health.
-
- In homely form is the lesson taught;
- But worthy still of a reverent thought.
- So listen, think; if you have a mind
- To seek, and the hidden treasure find:
- For Truth, most precious and fair, doth dwell
- In the crystal depth of this mountain well.
-
- And this is the story, often told
- In the winter evenings long and cold;
- In the low-roofed, dimly lighted shed,
- Where the breath of oxen serves instead
- Of a blazing hearth to warm the place:
- A smile of peace is on every face,
- And hearts are light, and they often say,
- "Our Lord was warmed in the self-same way,
- That night when He on the earth was born!"
- And the shed no longer seems forlorn,
- For it makes them feel Him near at hand:
- And they the better can understand
- How by His pity and timely aid
- The beautiful Indian corn was made.
-
- 'T was in the days when He dwelt below,
- Before 't was given to man to know
- Or who He was or from whence He came;
- And the world had hardly heard His name!
- He journeyed over the country roads,
- He taught the poor, and He eased their loads.
- He had no dwelling wherein to rest
- With the one or two who loved Him best,
- And once in seeking a friendly door
- They came to a farmer's threshing-floor.
- The hot July had but just begun;
- The road lay white in the blinding sun;
- The air was heavy with odours sweet;
- The sky was pale, as if faint with heat.
- Two weary men and two women pale
- Were threshing, each with a heavy flail,--
- A mile away you could hear the sound
- In measured cadence along the ground.
- Then, moved with pity at such a sight,
- It pleased Him to make their burden light.
- At first He prayed them to pause and rest;
- They only smiled at the strange request,
- And laboured on till He spoke again:
- "Fear not, Myself I will thresh the grain!"
-
- At sound of His holy voice, they knew
- That what He said He would surely do!
- He bade them bring Him a burning brand,
- And, though they little could understand,
- The brand was brought, and they saw Him bend,
- And touch the corn with the lighted end.
- Then swiftly, as by a tempest blown,
- The straw to the farther side was thrown;
- The wheaten kernels, all clear and bright,
- Lay piled on high--'t was a pleasant sight!
- Another and smaller heap contained
- The chaff, and whatever else remained.
- 'T was threshed and winnowed, and all in one;
- The work of days in a moment done!
- The happy threshers, with one accord,
- Gave thanks and praise to the blessed Lord;
- And grateful tears at His feet were shed.
-
- Meanwhile the news through the village spread;
- For more than one had been near, and seen
- The miracle of the wheat made clean.
- From field and garden and cottage door,
- The people flocked to the threshing-floor.
- Then came a time of such joy supreme
- As never had been in thought or dream.
- For when they looked on the clean-threshed wheat,
- And heard the threshers their tale repeat,
- And knew that He had this wonder done,
- They knelt and worshipped Him, every one!
- Oh, think how happy they were and blest,
- Who might awhile in His presence rest!
- Think what it would be for you or me
- That voice to hear and that face to see!
- The children run to Him where He stands,
- And cling with their little sunbrowned hands
- To His garment; and the parents feel
- Their burden lightened while yet they kneel.
- "Thank God, who spared us!" the aged say,
- "To look on Thy blessed face to-day!"
- The sick are healed, and the weak made strong,
- And hearts consoled that had suffered long:
- A sound of gladness, of praise and prayer,
- Floats far away on the summer air.
-
- Amid such transports of young and old,
- How was it that one could still be cold?
- A certain widow whom all confessed
- To be the bravest, perhaps the best,
- Among the women the place contained--
- Why was it that she aloof remained?
-
- Handsome and stately, and strong of arm
- To guard her fatherless babes from harm,
- With five little hungry mouths to fill;
- For them she laboured with might and will!
- But, proud of spirit, she could not bear
- That other hearts should her burden share.
- Of soul too high for an evil deed,
- She scorned the others, but helped their need.
- In wit and wisdom the rest excelled,
- And yet their kindness too oft repelled;
- Accepted nothing, though free to give,
- And almost rather had ceased to live
- Than share the loaf from a neighbour's shelf.
- Yes, proud of her very pride itself!
-
- She nursed it, cherished it, thought it grand,
- To guide unaided her house and land,
- And thanked the Lord, when she knelt to pray,
- That never one in the place could say,
- "I help the widow!" And now she stood
- Apart from the kneeling multitude,
- And half impatient and half amused,
- She smiled at the simple words they used,
- Of praise and wonder, and thought how she
- Could never so weak and childish be!
-
- For her 't was a proud and happy day,
- For rest and plenty before her lay:
- Herself had sown and herself had reaped;
- And now the beautiful sheaves lay heaped,
- Not far away, by her open door;
- Her heart rejoiced in the ample store!
- A neighbour saw her, and called her name:
- "Come near! perhaps He will do the same
- For thee, and thy summer's work complete;
- I know that thou hast not threshed thy wheat!"
-
- She tossed her head with a smile of pride:
- "I never yet, since my husband died,
- Asked help or favour of any one!
- Besides, I saw how the thing was done.
- And I can do it as well as He;
- He need not turn from His way for me!"
- She looked on the awed, adoring crowd,
- In scorn a moment; then laughed aloud,
- To see the horror among them spread,
- At sound of the evil words she said.
-
- Our Lord's disciples, though saints they were,
- Had no good wishes that day for her!
- Indeed, their patience was greatly tried
- To see Him slighted and thrust aside.
- One even whispered, "Hast Thou not heard?"
- But He said never an angry word!
- One look of pity He on her cast,
- Then turned, and forth from the village passed,
- Along the lane where the grass was brown,
- And birds were plucking the thistle-down,
- Till under the olives' silver screen
- He turned aside, and no more was seen.
-
- And now the widow of heart so proud
- Would show to the grave, indignant crowd
- Her greater wisdom; with this intent
- She calmly in to her fireside went;
- Some coals she brought in an iron pan--
- "If one can do it, another can!"
- She said; and then with a careless smile
- She touched the coals to her golden pile.
-
- A flash, a crackle, a blinding blaze
- Of flame, that struggles, and soars, and sways,
- And sinks a moment, and soars again--
- That was the end of the widow's grain!
- A few short moments, and nought remained
- Of all that her loving toil had gained
- But blackened tinder, and embers red,
- And the sullen smoke-cloud overhead!
-
- Her friends and neighbours, I fear, meanwhile
- Were far less minded to weep than smile;
- And hardly one was with pity moved,
- For the woman was not greatly loved.
- And all were angry, as well as grieved,
- To think of the slight our Lord received,
- After his wonderful goodness shown,
- And when He had made their cares His own!
-
- The boys were ready to dance and shout,
- At seeing the red sparks blown about;
- The maidens whispered and laughed aside;
- Their parents talked on the sin of pride.
- To help or comfort her, no one planned,
- Except the poorest of all the band;
- An aged woman, who near her came,
- And drew her back from the scorching flame.
- "Poor soul!" she said, "thou hast children five!
- And I have none in the world alive.
- Keep up thy heart! I am well content
- To share with thee what the Lord has sent.
- I just have gathered my harvest store,
- And when 't is gone, He will send us more!"
-
- In vain they spoke to her, ill or good;
- She neither listened nor understood.
- She minded not if they frowned or smiled;
- Her face was white, and her eyes were wild,
- As, lost in horror, she stood and gazed
- To see the corn by her labour raised,
- Their store of food for the coming year,
- Consume before her and disappear!
- Then came the cry of a little child,
- From sleep awakened, in terror wild.
- That cry brought life to her fainting heart;
- She turned around with a sudden start,
- And said, in a husky voice and low,
- "Which way did that Blessed Stranger go?"
-
- A storm of voices around her rose;
- The woman's purpose they all oppose.
- "_Which way?_" they angrily say; "but how?
- Wilt thou have courage to seek him now?
- And after thy shameful words to-day,
- Is He to stop for thee on His way?
- Is He to come when He hears thy call?
- But, woman, hast thou no shame at all?"
- "Nay, go not near Him!" another said:
- "That man has power to strike thee dead,
- And thou hast angered Him! Let Him go--
- Thy pride has ruined thee; be it so!"
-
- Though none to help her a hand would lend,
- That gray-haired woman was still her friend;
- She could not speak, for her voice was drowned
- In such a tumult of angry sound.
- She only made with her wrinkled hand
- A sign the widow could understand,
- And quick as thought, and before they knew,
- Away on her wild pursuit she flew.
-
- Our Blessed Lord, with His followers few,
- Had journeyed on for a mile or two,
- When, on the brow of a rocky hill,
- The others noticed that He stood still
- And looked behind Him; they did the same.
- A woman running toward them came,
- Running and stumbling, and falling oft,
- And throwing wildly her arms aloft,
- As if entreating them still to stay
- Till she could finish the toilsome way!
- They looked; and pity their souls possessed
- At first in seeing her thus distressed;
- But when they knew her, their hearts grew hard,
- Nor would they longer her prayers regard.
- "Good Lord, that woman it is," they say,
- "Who scorned and slighted Thee so to-day.
- She knows her folly, perhaps, too late;
- For her, most surely, we should not wait!"
- "She needs me now!" was His sole reply;
- And still He waited--they wondered why!
-
- Down in the dust at His feet she fell:
- Her doleful story she could not tell,
- For speech had failed, and she vainly tried:
- But, stretching her helpless hands, she cried
- (With lips that hardly the words could form,
- They trembled so with the inward storm),
- "Good Lord, have patience, and pity take
- On me, for the innocent children's sake!"
- And then from her eyes began to pour
- A flood of tears, and she said no more.
- She dropped her head on her heaving breast;
- But He in His wisdom knew the rest.
- And when He looked on her, bowed and crushed,
- Her pride all broken, her boasting hushed,
- "Take heart!" He said: "I will give thee more
- And better grain than thou hadst before."
-
- The day was drawing toward a close,
- The sky was clear in its deep repose;
- The sun, just sinking away from sight,
- Had touched with a solemn crimson light
- The smoky column that, dark and thin,
- Still rose where the widow's sheaves had been.
- The neighbours lingered, or came and went
- To look, and talk of the day's event.
- And, smiling grimly the wreck to view,
- Some said: "The widow has had her due!"
- But more of them shook their heads and sighed,
- To think of the bitter fruits of pride.
- And one old woman looked down the lane,
- And wished the widow would come again!
- The five poor little ones sat forlorn,
- Beside the blackened and wasted corn;
- And ate the bread that the neighbours brought:
- For them, at least, there was pitying thought.
- No sin of theirs, if the corn was burned!
- And then it was that the Lord returned.
-
- Returned, as ever, to save and bless!
- And while the people around Him press,
- The widow kneels and the children weep,
- He lays His hand on the smouldering heap.
- His touch has the evil work undone;
- And in the light of the setting sun
- The corn returned where the ashes lay;
- But not as it was at noon that day.
- To twice their size had the kernels grown,
- And each with a burning lustre shone.
- For, since that grain through the fire has passed,
- 'T will bear its colour until the last!
-
- A few, in seeing the store increased
- Of her who seemed to deserve it least,
- Began to murmur; and yet, maybe,
- Themselves were more in the wrong than she!
- With all her folly, with all her sin--
- For all her ignorant pride had been
- Far more, alas, than her reason strong,--
- She never did Him that grievous wrong
- Of thinking He could refuse the prayer
- Of one who sought Him in her despair;
- Or that her sin, were it twice as great,
- Could close His heart to her woful state;
- Or lie so heavily on her soul
- But what His love could outweigh the whole!
- But most rejoiced in the happy sight
- Of evil conquered and wrong made right.
-
- And so from ruin and wreck was born
- The beautiful, flame-hued Indian corn!
-
-
-
-
- *The Eldest Daughter of the King*
-
-
-The two stories of the Patriarch, St. John of Alexandria, which are
-especially interesting, as being without doubt true in all their
-principal facts, are taken from a short account of that wonderful man,
-written by St. Leontius, Bishop of Napolis, in Cyprus, who visited
-Alexandria after the Patriarch's death, and wrote in great part from the
-dictation of the Patriarch's servant, by name Zaccarias, himself a man
-of saintly character. The stories must have been written by St.
-Leontius not long after 620, when the Patriarch died.
-
-
- *The Eldest Daughter of the King*
-
-
- Saint John of Alexandria--blessed name,
- Recalling ever holy thought and deed!
- O heart forever warm with heavenly flame!
- O hand forever full for others' need!
-
- Blessed and blessing thousands! Since his day,
- Twelve hundred years, and more, have come and gone,
- Their beauty dead, their glory passed away:
- But in our loving thought he still lives on.
-
- Of all who ever walked on earthly sod,
- (Though many loved and saintly names there be,)
- I know not if another ever trod
- More closely in his Master's steps than he!
-
- To comfort all who suffer,--this alone
- His soul desired; for this he prayed and strove
- With heart unchanging; and for him were none
- Too high for pity, nor too low for love.
-
- And often was he rich, and often poor;
- For God upon him had great wealth bestowed,
- Which endless store of blessing did procure
- To souls that fainted with their weary load.
-
- Nor could he e'er from sorrow turn away,
- Nor from a brother's need his hand withhold;
- But when his all was spent, men used to say,
- The good Lord gave him back a hundredfold.
-
- Enough there was, and ever more to spare,
- Though help abundant came at every call.
- When prudent friends had prayed him to forbear,
- He only said, "God has enough for all."
-
- Till, for their souls' content, he told the truth,--
- He being now a grey-haired aged man,--
- The holy vision that had blessed his youth,
- And changed, of all his life, the course and plan.
-
- "A boy I was, and in my father's home
- I slept; 't was night, and I was all alone,
- When to my side I felt a presence come;
- A hand awakened me that touched my own.
-
- "I saw the chamber all ablaze with light,
- And there, before me, stood a lady fair,
- With olive crowned, and clad in raiment bright,
- Such as, I think, the saints in Heaven may wear.
-
- "Hers was no earthly beauty, but a grace
- Most sweet and solemn that no words can reach;
- I looked awhile in her celestial face,
- And then addressed her, but with timid speech:
-
- "'Who art thou, O my lady, that dost bring
- Such glory in the night?' Then answered she:
- 'I am the eldest daughter of the King,
- And more than all my sisters, he loves me.
-
- "'For me He left His glory: it was I
- Who led Him on along the thorny road,
- To suffer, and for others' sin to die;
- For me He shared thy sorrow, bore thy load.
-
- "'Take me for thy companion: I will be
- Thy friend as I was His, and by the hand
- Will lead thee where at evening thou shalt see
- The emperor's face, and in his presence stand.
-
- "While yet the voice was sounding in my ear
- The vision ceased; I saw the light no more:
- The moon was shining through the window near,
- And all the house was silent as before.
-
- "And, waiting till I saw the dawn ascend,
- I lay and mused upon this wondrous thing;
- And tried, with my child's mind, to comprehend
- Who was the eldest daughter of the King,
-
- "I prayed, I pondered long in vain; until
- A light from Heaven was on my spirit shed:
- And not by wisdom, nor by earthly skill,
- I knew the meaning of the words she said.
-
- "When Christ our blessed Lord to earth came down,
- And gave His life for lost and thankless men,
- And changed His glory for a thorny crown,
- 'T was Mercy led and did constrain Him then.
-
- "Ah, woe to us, if Mercy had not been
- His eldest daughter, and His guide that day!
- Then had we died, and perished in our sin,
- Unpitied, unforgiven, cast away."
-
- Such was the Patriarch's story, and we know
- That Mercy in his heart her dwelling made,
- As in no other; and his life below
- Was Mercy, in a thousand forms displayed.
-
- And when the summons came that comes to all,
- As on a journey distant far he went;
- While he, rejoicing, heard the heavenly call,
- This token to the stricken church was sent.
-
- A humble convent had his bounty shared,
- From Alexandria some few miles away:
- And there, where he for rest had oft repaired,
- An aged brother sick and dying lay.
-
- For years infirm and helpless had he lain,
- But strong in faith, and happy in God's will,
- Through all the weary days and nights of pain,
- His only work to suffer and lie still.
-
- They two were friends, the Patriarch and he,
- For oft the busy saint had loved to turn
- From care and work, that peaceful face to see,
- And from those patient lips some lesson learn.
-
- And now as he lay dying, glad to go,
- Yet thinking, maybe, of his absent friend,
- To him was granted in a dream to know,
- Of that most holy life, the blessed end.
-
- For, sleeping, he beheld in vision clear
- That sombre palace by the poor beloved,
- Where the good Patriarch, year after year,
- Had all their burdens lightened or removed.
-
- And down the stairway moved a long array
- Of priests and others; slowly did they tread,
- A grave procession, as on festal day,
- And he, the Patriarch, was at their head.
-
- The loved companions of his toil were there,
- Who helped him long to labour and endure,
- Who knelt beside him in the church at prayer,
- Or bore his secret bounty to the poor.
-
- They passed the door where none had knocked in vain,
- They crossed the courtyard with its well of stone;
- But at the outer gate did all remain
- With saddened look, while he went forth alone.
-
- And now the vision changed, he walked no more
- The city street that knew his step so well,
- But trod a pleasant path, unknown before,
- Through a fair land, where peace did ever dwell.
-
- There rose the emperor's palace on a hill,
- O'erlooking all the country, where it lay
- Spread out beneath it, beautiful and still,
- In all the sweetness of an April day.
-
- Grand was that mansion, stately to behold;
- To tell its beauty words can ne'er begin,--
- The thousand columns, and the domes of gold,
- And shining all as from a light within.
-
- He neared the palace--of their own accord
- The lofty gates before him open swing,
- And in the glory, as it outward poured,
- Came forth the eldest daughter of the King,
-
- Came as he saw her on that far-off night
- Which star-like through his life's long journey shone,
- Wearing her olive crown, her robe of light,
- And came to meet him, where he walked alone,
-
- He bowed and knelt before her, for he knew
- That presence which had blessed him long before;
- While from her folded mantle forth she drew
- A crown of olive, like the one she wore,
-
- And placed it on the saintly silvered head;
- Then took his hand. He rose; nor did they wait:
- The dreamer watched them as they onward sped,
- Till, hand in hand, they entered through the gate.
-
- And then, as light concealed them, he awoke,
- And to the brethren, gathered in his cell,
- In tearful silence listening while he spoke,
- He did the story of his vision tell,
-
- And bade them note what hour the dream was sent,
- Which some with anxious hearts made haste to do;
- Then waited, fearing what the vision meant;
- Till time had shown them all they feared was true.
-
- For when the dreaded tidings came at last,
- They knew that on that very hour and day
- Their much-loved father from this life had passed,
- In his own isle of Cyprus, far away.
-
-
-
-
- *Bishop Troilus*
-
-
- *Bishop Troilus*
-
- *THE MANSION IN HEAVEN*
-
-
- In pomp and state, with following great, the Bishop Troilus came
- To the town of Alexandria, which knew him long by fame,
- To see the holy Patriarch, who had been his friend of old,
- To hear his words of wisdom, and his saintly life behold.
- In youth their paths together lay, and both with one accord
- Had chosen then the better part, and thought to serve the Lord;
- For half a century now and more had each one gone his way.
- The Patriarch nearer was to God, far nearer than that day;
- For his soul was like a garden where the flowers that then were
- sown,
- With care and patient tending, had to perfect beauty grown.
-
- And Troilus? ... In the world's esteem he stood as high, or
- higher;
- His piety did all men praise, his eloquence admire;
- He had fiery words to thrill them, he had flowery words to
- please,
- And when he preached on festal days, the people swarmed like
- bees;
- From altar steps to open door there was hardly room to stand.
- And 't was not the sermon only, but his presence was so grand;
- With his grave and aged beauty, with his form erect and tall,
- With saintly face and silver hair, he won the hearts of all.
- When through the city he returned, so lofty and serene,
- A train of priests attended him, all with obsequious mien;
- And children followed open-eyed, and gentle ladies bent
- From balcony and window high to see him as he went.
- Indeed he was a stately sight in silken raiment clad,
- The ring he wore was valued more than aught the Patriarch had;
- And the cross upon his bosom, that the people wondering viewed,
- Gave back the sunshine, when he walked, from jewels many-hued.
- And men said his life was blameless, but it still must be
- confessed,
- Though the saints were glad to own him, yet the sinners loved
- him best.
- He was rich, and he was famous, and, as all his life had shown,
- He was great in worldly wisdom, and the world will love its own.
-
- But while saints and shiners praised him, there was one who did
- not praise,
- But whose eyes forever watched him with a sad and anxious gaze;
- For the Patriarch, simple-hearted, was not dazzled like the
- rest,
- And he knew the deadly passion that the Bishop's soul
- possessed,--
- Yes, more deadly than another, for it lay so still and cold,
- Like a serpent coiled within him,--'twas the growing love of
- gold.
-
- It had choked away his pleasure, it had eaten up his peace,
- As with every year that left him he had seen his wealth
- increase,
- Till his heart grew dry and withered in the smoke of worldly
- care;
- But it dulled him with its poison, and he knew not it was there.
- Oh, the Patriarch longed to see him from such cruel bondage
- free,
- And he pleaded hard for Troilus every night on bended knee;
- For there yet was time to save him, so he hoped and so believed,
- But the days and weeks were passing, and no answer he received.
-
- But with praying he grew bolder, and to combat he began,
- And he left his door one morning with a wise and hopeful plan;
- And he said in solemn murmur, as he walked along the way,
- "I must go and fight with Satan for my brother's soul to-day;
- He is cruel, he is cunning, but his arts will be in vain,
- The strongest net he ever wove will never bear the strain
- Of seeing and of hearing what each day I hear and see,
- And the Lord has saved my brother if he will but come with me."
-
- It was in the early morning, long before the noise and heat,
- And the life was just beginning in the shady city street,
- When he saw a church door open, and he turned and entered in.
- "I will ask the Lord to help me in this work that I begin."
-
- There were some who entered near him, and he saw they came in
- haste,
- Toiling men and burdened women, who had little time to waste;
- But they stole some precious minutes in that church to kneel and
- pray,
- To refresh their souls and cheer them for the labours of the
- day;
- And they gathered close around him on the pavement, for they
- felt
- That their prayers would rise the higher if their father with
- them knelt.
- Then he said to them: "My children, you must help me now indeed,
- For my heart and soul are troubled for a friend in sorest need;
- He is low with mortal sickness, but no earthly skill can cure.
- Pray the Lord to show His mercy to the poorest of the poor."
- So they knelt and prayed together, till the morning sun was
- high,
- For the Patriarch's heart was kindled, and the time went quickly
- by.
-
- Troilus too had risen early, and had said his morning prayers,
- But he said them somewhat coldly, being filled with other cares.
- At that moment he was thinking, while he counted up his store,
- Upon certain silver goblets he had seen the day before,
- Which a silversmith had brought him, and had hoped that he would
- buy.
- They were nobly wrought and chiselled, and the price indeed was
- high,
- But he thought upon his table they would look exceeding fine
- When his friends, the rich and noble, should come in with him to
- dine;
- Then how all of them would envy, and the thought his spirit
- cheered,--
- When a gentle knock aroused him, and the Patriarch appeared.
- Very bright his eyes were shining, and his face was all aglow,
- But his voice was strange and solemn, when he told him, "I must
- go
- To the hospital, my brother, and I came here on my way;
- If we both could go together, it would be a happy day.
- There I find my greatest blessing, every morning fresh and new,
- But far greater, but far sweeter could I share it once with
- you."
- How the heart of Troilus softened, as those eyes upon him shone,
- At their look of earnest pleading, at the tremor in the tone!
- Strange it was that look could melt him and that voice could
- change him so,
- Calling back to life, a moment, what had withered long ago,--
- Some old good that stirred within him, often spurned and thrust
- aside.
- But the flowers the Lord had planted, though they dwindled, had
- not died;
- He was poor in heavenly treasure, but he loved the Patriarch
- still.
- "I will come," he answered quickly; "you may lead me where you
- will."
-
- There were looks and tones of wonder in the hospital that day,
- From the rows of low white couches where the sick and dying lay,
- As, with all his train about him, in his splendour and his
- pride,
- On he walked, the Bishop Troilus, by the simple Patriarch's
- side.
- But erelong the two were parted, for as Troilus looked around,
- He recoiled in shrinking horror from each doleful sight and
- sound;
- While the Patriarch loved to linger for a while by every bed,
- With his strong arms ever ready to sustain a drooping head;
- Happy in each humble service, and forgetting all his state,
- While he thanked the Lord who sent him on these stricken ones to
- wait.
- How the pale sad faces brightened into smiles as he drew near,
- And what loving words were murmured, faintly murmured in his
- ear!
-
- "Does he well," said Bishop Troilus, as he saw him turn and go
- From one bedside to another, "does he well to stoop so low?"
- Yet had Troilus only known it, they were not the poor alone
- Whom his brother served that morning, but their Master and his
- own.
- There was one but just recovered, light of heart, though poor
- and weak,
- With a journey long before him, going forth his home to seek,
- Far away among the mountains where his wife and children stayed;
- But the Patriarch's love had found him ere the stranger sought
- his aid,
- Giving money for the journey, giving blessed words of cheer.
- Then he turned, for time was pressing, and a sadder face lay
- near,
- Worn by months of pain and languor; he was young, had once been
- strong,
- He was fading now, but slowly, and perhaps would suffer long,
- And the hundred wants of sickness who can know that has not
- proved?
- He had wearied all about him, but the Patriarch's heart was
- moved;
- So he heard the long complaining to which no one else gave heed,
- Then he left him, soothed and peaceful, with enough for all his
- need.
- So with one and with another for a moment he would stay,
- At each bed he left a blessing, and a blessing brought away,
- Till his purse grew light and empty, as had happened oft before;
- Though he turned it up and shook it, there was not one penny
- more.
-
- Then he turned and sought for Troilus, who that moment, as it
- chanced,
- With a look subdued and solemn, stood and gazed, like one
- entranced,
- On the strange, unearthly beauty, on the light of perfect peace
- In a woman's face before him; she was nearing her release,
- And a glory rested on her from the opening door above;
- Yet one shadow marred its splendour when she looked with anxious
- love
- On a little maid, her daughter, with a pretty, careworn face,
- Who had brought two younger children, waiting now for her
- embrace,
- Wondering why she did not give it, why so deadly still she lay,
- For they knew not, though she knew it, she would not live out
- the day.
- Said the Patriarch: "Brother Troilus, have you nothing you could
- give
- To this woman and her children, for she has not long to live?
- And I see her mind is troubled, and I think, before they part,
- Had she something she could leave them, it would ease her
- burdened heart;
- For myself, I freely promise I will make these babes my care,
- But to-day my purse is empty, so I pray you not to spare."
-
- Oh! alas, poor Bishop Troilus! how this pleading broke the spell
- That the woman's look had woven, and how low his spirit fell!
- For he dearly loved his money, with a passion deep and blind,
- As a scholar loves his learning, or a saint his peace of mind.
- But the eyes of all were on him at that moment, and he knew
- 'T was in hopeful expectation of what such a saint would do;
- There were many who had entered from the busy street to gaze,
- He would not be shamed before them, they should still have cause
- to praise;
- But his purse would have to open, so he turned and waved his
- hand
- To the priest who always bore it, with a gesture of command.
- "For this woman for her daughter and the two poor babes," said
- he,
- "Lay down thirty golden pieces in the Patriarch's hand for me."
-
- There were none who had not heard him, for his voice was loud
- and clear,
- And a low, admiring murmur rose from all the couches near,
- While the Patriarch stood rejoicing in the deed his friend had
- done;
- By himself he judged another, and he thought the victory won.
- For one moment Bishop Troilus feels his narrow heart expand,
- When the maiden thanks him weeping, and the children kiss his
- hand,
- And the mother, just departing, from the pillow where she lies,
- Turns one happy smile upon him, with a blessing in her eyes.
-
- But alas! on home returning, when the sacrifice was made,
- When the Patriarch's holy presence was no longer there to aid,
- He did much bewail his money; half in anger, half in pain,
- To have parted in a moment with what took so long to gain.
- And his heart was in a turmoil, and a pain was in his head,
- Till the raging turned to fever, and he threw him on his bed
- In a storm of angry passion that no reason could control;
- For to him to part with money was like parting with his soul.
- But he said no word to any of this rage and inward strife,
- And the priests who waited on him were in terror for his life,
- And as nothing made him better, they took counsel, and agreed
- That the Patriarch, and he only, was the man to meet their need;
- So they sent and humbly prayed him if to come he would be
- pleased,
- For his friend the Bishop Troilus was with sudden illness
- seized.
-
- In his chamber lay the Bishop, sick in body, sick in mind;
- But the Patriarch, wise in spirit, had his malady divined.
- So he came and sat beside him, patient still, but pale with
- grief,
- While he made one last endeavour for that troubled soul's
- relief.
- But his friend was sore and angry, and his words he would not
- hear,
- For the presence now disturbed him that had lately been so dear.
- And he lay with face averted, till he heard the Patriarch say,
- "I have brought you back the money that you gave away to-day."
- Then indeed he started wildly, and his eyes he opened wide,
- And he turned and faced his brother with a joy he could not
- hide;
- For with sudden hope he trembled, and it paled his fevered
- cheek;
- And the Patriarch's heart was sinking, but he still went on to
- speak:
- "When I asked your help this morning, I had nothing of my own,
- So I left to you the blessing which had else been mine alone;
- For those three dear orphan children I had gladly done the
- whole,
- So their mother up in heaven might be praying for my soul.
- And I now have come to ask you if this grace you will resign,--
- Will you take again the money, and let your good deed be mine?
- Yet I pray you to consider, ere you grant it or refuse,
- What a great and heavenly treasure I shall win and you will
- lose;
- For indeed I would not wrong you, though to me the gain be
- great.
- So then do not answer rashly,--there is time, we both can wait,
- And 't were well to think a little on the words our Master said,
- How He left the poor behind, that we might serve them in His
- stead;
- And whatever help we grant them, be it great or be it small,
- To our blessed Lord we give it, to our Lord, who gave us all."
-
- Then made answer Bishop Troilus, "As for what you now propose,
- If it please you I am ready, and the bargain we can close.
- There are many kinds of service, and each needful in its way,
- And I think the Lord has set me in His church to preach and
- pray,
- And to save the souls that perish, and to teach men how to live,
- While your own vocation, brother, is with open hand to give.
- Let not one defraud the other, take your part and leave me mine,
- For however we may divide it, all the service is divine.
- Let us feed God's flock together, for His needy children care,
- I the souls, and you the bodies, so the burden we may share."
- "Then so be it," said the other, but his voice was low and
- grave,
- And he prayed to God in silence for the soul he could not save.
- "We must write it all in order, we must sign and seal it too,
- So that mine may be the blessing, while the gold remains with
- you."
-
- So they wrote a contract solemn, to which each one signed his
- name,
- In which he, the Bishop Troilus, did relinquish every claim
- To whatever reward or merit his one pious deed had earned,
- Since the thirty golden pieces to his hand had been returned.
- Then the Patriarch counted slowly all the pieces, one by one,
- In the open hand of Troilus, and his last attempt was done.
- All had failed, and heavy-hearted from that chamber forth he
- went,
- While his friend lay still and smiling in the fullness of
- content;
- For the fever now had left him, and 't was sweet to lie and
- rest,
- With no more a thorn to vex him in his smooth, untroubled
- breast.
- With a dreamy satisfaction he was thinking all the while
- How those pretty shining pieces would increase the golden pile
- In that chest of hoarded treasure that already held so much;
- And he laid his hand upon them with a fond caressing touch.
- But his thoughts began to wander, and his eyes were closing
- soon,
- In the drowsy heat and stillness of the summer afternoon.
-
- Then a dream was sent to bless him, as in quiet sleep he lay,
- And it bore him in a vision to the country far away;
- And he saw the holy city, where the saints and angels dwell;
- Of its glory, of its beauty, mortal tongue can never tell.
- There were palm-trees growing stately by the water, crystal
- clear;
- There was music ever swelling, sometimes far and sometimes near,
- As it rose in mystic cadence from the hearts that overflowed
- With the joy that reigns forever in their beautiful abode.
- And the people of that city whom he met along the way
- On the shining golden pavement, oh, how full of peace were they!
- For he thought some heavenly vision shone forever in their
- sight,
- And he looked where they were gazing, but he only saw the light
- As it flooded all with glory, and the air it seemed to fill;
- But he saw not what they looked on, for his eyes were mortal
- still.
- Now among those lighted faces there were some he knew before,
- Of the poor to whom so often he had closed his heart and door;
- Such as in the heavenly city he had little thought to find,
- For the sad and sick and needy had been never to his mind:
- Of the rich were not so many, yet a few of these beside,
- Who by deeds of love and mercy had their Master glorified.
- And in perfect health and beauty, among all that bright array,
- Was the woman he saw dying in the hospital that day.
-
- All along the road he travelled, to the left and to the right,
- Rose the palaces they dwelt in, each a mansion of delight,
- But all varying in their beauty, far away as eye could reach,
- With a name in golden letters, high above the door of each.
- And sweet faces smiled upon him, from the windows here and
- there,
- Gentle faces free forever from the shade of earthly care;
- And he heard the happy voices of the children as they played
- In the fair and peaceful gardens, where the roses never fade;
- And the things he left behind him seemed so very poor and small,
- That he wondered, in that glory, why men cared for them at all.
-
- But oh, wonder of all wonders, when he saw a name that shone
- O'er a high and arching doorway, yes, a name that was his own!
- Could it be his eyes deceived him? No, he read it o'er and
- o'er;
- "This," it said, "of Bishop Troilus is the home forevermore."
- Oh the beauty of that palace, with such light and splendour
- filled,
- That he thought the clouds of sunset had been hewn its walls to
- gild;
- And the golden door stood open, he could catch a glimpse within
- Of the vast illumined chambers where no foot had ever been.
- He could only gaze bewildered, for the wonder was too great,
- And the joy so poured upon him he could hardly bear the weight.
- Then he took one step toward it, but a servant of the King
- Who from far-off earth that morning had returned on busy wing,
- And was bearing gifts and tokens from the scattered church
- below,
- Came and passed and stood before him, in the courtyard's golden
- glow.
-
- Then he turned to his companions, for a few had gathered near,
- And his words fell hard and heavy on the Bishop's listening
- ear,--
- "We must cancel that inscription from the stone, and write
- thereon
- That Troilus hath this palace sold unto the Patriarch John,
- And that thirty golden pieces were the price that he received."
- Up then started Bishop Troilus, for his soul was sorely grieved,
- And he tried to speak, but could not, and awoke in his dismay,
- With his hand upon the money close beside him where he lay.
-
- Now the long bright day was over; as he saw the sun descend,--
- "Weary day," the Patriarch thought it; he was glad to see it
- end.
- He was walking in his garden where the freshening shadows lay,
- And the flowers that drooped at noontime stood erect in beauty
- gay;
- But their brightness could not cheer him, and he bent his head
- and sighed,
- For he thought, with wondering sadness, that the Lord his prayer
- denied,
-
- Then he heard a step behind him, and he looked; but who was
- there,
- Wild of look, like one who struggled with a pain he could not
- bear?
- Could it be the stately Bishop? Yes, but oh, how changed to
- see!
- And he said with tears and trembling, "O my brother, pray for
- me!"
- How the Patriarch's heart rebounded from the weight that on it
- pressed,
- At the change so deep and sudden, in those broken words
- expressed!
- How his cheek grew red with gladness, how it smoothed his
- troubled brow!
- "God forgive me if I doubted, all my prayers are answered now."
-
- "Come," he said, "my brother Troilus, sit beside me, tell me
- all;"
- And he led him, pale and helpless, to a seat beside the wall.
- And there Troilus, clinging closely to that strong and helpful
- hand,
- Trusting in the heart that loved him and his thoughts could
- understand,
- Told the story of his vision to his awed and listening friend,--
- All that dream of light and glory, with its sad, unlooked-for
- end:
- But his voice, which trembled ever, wellnigh failed him when he
- told
- Of the horror of that waking, with his hand upon the gold;
- When his eyes, long blind, were opened, and he saw the wreck
- within,
- And one fearful moment, showed him what his wasted life had
- been.
- "Now," he said, "my courage fails me when I think to mend my
- ways.
- I have wasted all God gave me,--mind, and strength, and length
- of days,--
- And the gold I gave my soul for pulls me downward with its
- weight;
- Help me if you can, oh, help me! Say it is not yet too late."
- And he looked with eyes beseeching at the Patriarch, who replied
- With a smile that fell like sunshine on the faint heart by his
- side,--
-
- "What! too late for God's forgiveness, when He calls you to
- repent?
- 'T was to save you, not to lose you, that the blessed dream was
- sent;
- 'T is His help, not mine, my brother, you are needing, and you
- know,
- If we ask it, He will give it, for Himself has told us so.
- And the prodigal returning shall be welcomed all the more
- If the years were long and many since he left his Father's
- door."
- "But," said Troilus, "I am aged, and my manhood's strength is
- past;
- After such a life ungodly, can I hope for grace at last?"
- "Never fear," the Patriarch answered, "there is joy in heaven
- to-day,
- And they ask not in their gladness if your hair be black or
- gray."
-
- So then Troilus gathered courage, and that night, by deed and
- word,
- Gave himself and all his substance to the service of the Lord;
- Yet in his own strength mistrusting, he implored his friend anew
- With his daily prayer to aid him, and he promised so to do.
- And the thirty golden pieces he returned to him again,
- Yes, and other thirty with them, for the change was not in vain,
-
- Then he left the past behind him, and a better life began;
- From that evening in the garden he became another man.
- There was no more train about him when he walked the city
- through,
- For the priests who once attended now had better work to do;
- And the ladies cared no longer from their balconies to lean,
- When of worldly pomp and splendour there was nothing to be seen.
- For the cross of many jewels on his bosom shone no more,
- Having gone on works of mercy to increase his heavenly store.
- But the poor and needy sought him; he was now their faithful
- friend,
- And they knew, whatever befell them, on his love they might
- depend.
-
- So his closing days were happy, after years of sordid care,
- For no gain can bring contentment till the poor have had their
- share;
- And he lightened many a burden, and he righted many a wrong,
- And the wealth became a blessing that had been a curse so long;
- And his secret hoard was scattered, and men said that he died
- poor,
- But he found great wealth in heaven at the end, we may be sure.
-
-
-
-
- *The Crosses on the Wall*
-
-
-This beautiful legend has for me a most peculiar interest, owing to the
-circumstances under which I first heard it. It was taught to me by a
-very dear young friend whom I had known and loved from his
-infancy,--Piero, the only surviving child of Count Giuseppe Pasolini
-Zanelli of Faenza. It was only last October--eight months ago--and we
-were all staying together in the home of his beloved and still beautiful
-grandmother, at Bassano, in the Veneto. It was the last evening that we
-expected to pass together, and Pierino (we had never been able to give
-up calling him by that childish diminutive) brought a book with him, a
-collection of popular legends compiled by De Gubernatis, and said that
-he had a story to read us. It was "The Crosses on the Wall," and it has
-always seemed to me as though he read it on that particular evening to
-prepare us for what was to come. For some months he had been not quite
-so strong as usual, yet no one felt any particular apprehension, until
-on the twenty-eighth of November he died, almost without warning. He was
-twenty-two years old, of a very beautiful character,--so good that we
-ought to have known he was not for us.
-
-With him two great and ancient families come to an end,--the
-Pasolini-Zanelli of Faenza, and the Baroni-Semitecolo of Bassano: these
-last are the only descendants of that Semitecolo who worked in mosaic at
-Torcello.
-
-
- *The Crosses on the Wall*
-
- *A Legend of Primiero*
-
-
- Come, children, listen to what I tell,
- For my words are wise to-day:
- From Primiero among the hills
- Was the legend brought away.
-
- And Primiero among the hills
- Is a little world apart,
- Where is much to love and much to learn,
- If you have a willing heart.
-
- It lies on high, like a stranded ship,
- From the parted wave of time;
- Not far from the troubled world we know,
- But the way is hard to climb.
-
- For the mountains rise and close it in,
- With their walls of green and gray;
- With crag and forest and smooth-worn cliff,
- Where the clouds alone can stray.
-
- And when a house they have builded there,
- If a blessing they would win,
- Above the door do they write a prayer,
- That Christ may dwell therein.
-
- And I think, throughout the ancient town,
- On its steep ascending road,
- In many a heart, in many a home,
- Has He taken His abode.
-
- And when a burden is hard to bear--
- And such burdens come to all--
- They tell the story I 'm telling now,
- Of the crosses on the wall.
-
- 'T is a pearl of wisdom, gathered far
- In the dim and distant past;
- But ever needed, but ever new,
- As long as the world shall last.
-
- For never has been since earth was made,
- And surely shall never be,
- A man so happy or wise or great,
- He might from the cross be free.
-
- The tale it is of a widow poor,
- And by trouble sorely pressed;
- Of how, through sorrow and many tears,
- At the end her soul was blest.
-
- She had not been always poor and sad,
- For her early years were bright,
- With a happy home, and with parents kind,
- And herself their hearts' delight!
-
- A mother's darling, a father's pride,
- She was fair in form and face;
- A sunny creature, a joy to all,
- For her sweet and winning grace.
-
- Then, early married to one she loved,
- She had still been shielded well;
- For her he laboured, for her he thought,
- And on her no burden fell.
-
- She worked, indeed; but what work was hers
- Through the short and happy hours?
- To pluck the fruit from her orchard trees,
- Or to tend the garden flowers;
-
- To sit and spin, and to sing the while
- In her porch with roses gay;
- To spread the table with plenty piled,
- And to watch the children play.
-
- Their home was a little nest of peace;
- 'T was a mile beyond the town,
- In that sheltered valley, green with woods,
- Where the river murmurs down.
-
- And she never dreamed of change to come,
- (Though a change must all expect,)
- Till the blow, like lightning, on her fell,
- And her happy life was wrecked.
-
- But who could have thought the man would die?
- There were few so strong as he!
- From his forest work they bore him home,
- Struck dead by a falling tree.
-
- A petted child, and a wife beloved,
- She had hardly sorrow known,
- Till the strong, brave man was borne away,
- And she faced the world alone.
-
- Alone, with a babe too young to speak,
- And with other children five:
- "Oh, why," she asked, "are the strong removed
- And the feeble left alive?"
-
- But where is the good of asking
- When our helpers disappear?
- That question never was answered yet,
- And it never will be, here.
-
- There was little time to sit and weep;
- She must rise, and bear the strain;
- Alone she stood, with the home to keep,
- And the children's bread to gain.
-
- The best of herself had gone with him;
- She had no more faith nor trust:
- She could not bow to the Lord's decree,
- For she felt it all unjust.
-
- The good Lord cares for a widow's need,
- But on Him she did not call.
- She laboured hard, and she fought with fate,
- And they lived--but that was all.
-
- She fought her battle with fate, and failed,
- As many have failed before;
- If against the thorns we push and press,
- They will only prick the more.
-
- She could not bear with the children now,
- And she called them rude and wild;
- Forgetting quite, in her sullen grief,
- That she had been once a child.
-
- Yes, wild they were; and like all wild things
- They were light and swift and strong;
- And her poor, sick spirit turned away
- From the gay, unruly throng.
-
- They swam the river, they climbed the trees,
- They were full of life and play;
- But oft, when their mother's voice they heard,
- They hid from her sight away.
-
- They did not love her, and that she knew,
- And of that she oft complained;
- But not by threats nor by angry words
- Could the children's love be gained.
-
- Respect and honour we may command;
- They will come at duty's call:
- But love, the beautiful thornless rose,
- Grows wild, when it grows at all.
-
- And she grew bitter, as time went on,
- Grew bitter and hard and sore.
- Till one day she cried in her despair,
- "I can bear my life no more!
-
- "Look down from Heaven, good Lord, and see
- And pity my cruel fate!
- Oh, come, and in mercy take away
- My burden, for 't is too great!
-
- "My heart is breaking with all its load,
- And I feel my life decline;
- Never I think did the woman live
- Who has borne a cross like mine!"
-
- To her cry for help an answer came,
- And solemn it was, and strange!
- For a silence deep around her fell,
- And the place seemed all to change.
-
- She stood in a sad and sombre room,
- Where from ceiling down to floor,
- Along the wall and on every side,
- There were crosses--nothing more.
-
- There were crosses old, and crosses new,
- There were crosses large and small;
- And in their midst there was One who stood
- As the Master of them all.
-
- Before His presence her eyes dropped low,
- And her wild complaining died;
- For she knew the cross that He had borne
- Was greater than all beside.
-
- And He bade her choose, and take away,
- From among the many there,
- Another cross, in exchange for hers,
- That she found too great to bear.
-
- She looked for those that were least in size,
- And she quickly lifted one;
- But oh, 't was heavy, and pained her more
- Than her own had ever done!
-
- She laid it back with a trembling hand--
- "And whose cross is that?" she cried;
- "For heavier 't is than even mine!"
- And a solemn voice replied:
-
- "That cross belongs to a maiden young,
- But of youth she little knows;
- For the days to her are days of pain,
- And the night brings scant repose.
-
- "A helpless, suffering, useless thing!
- And her pain will never cease,
- Till death in pity will come one day,
- And her troubles end in peace.
-
- "She never has walked the pleasant fields,
- Nor has sat beneath the trees;
- The hospital wall that shuts her in
- Is the only world she sees.
-
- "She has no mother, she has no home,
- And in strangers' hands she lies;
- With none to care for her while she lives,
- Nor weep for her when she dies."
-
- "But why is the cross so small, my Lord,
- And why does her heart not break?"
- "She counts it little," the answer came,
- "For she bears it for my sake."
-
- The widow blushed with a sudden shame;
- To her eyes the tears arose:
- She dried them soon, and again she turned,
- And another cross she chose.
-
- It fell from her hand against the wall,
- And she let it there remain:
- "That cross shall never be mine," she said,
- "Though I take my own again!
-
- "And whose is this that I cannot hold?
- For it seems to burn my hand!
- And never, I think, was heart so strong
- That could such a weight withstand."
-
- "The cross it is of a gentle wife,
- And she wears it all unseen;
- With early sorrow her hair is white,
- But she keeps a smile serene.
-
- "She gave her heart to an evil man,
- And she thought him good and true;
- And long she trusted and long believed,
- But at last the truth she knew.
-
- "She knows that his soul is stained with crime,
- But the worst she still conceals;
- Abuse and terror her sole reward,
- And the Lord knows what she feels!
-
- "She cannot leave him, for love dies hard,
- And her children bear his name;
- But she prays for grace, to keep and guard
- Their innocent lives from shame.
-
- "She trembles oft when his step she hears
- On a lonely winter night;
- And she hides her frightened babes afar
- From their cruel father's sight.
-
- "And she dares not even hope for death,
- Though his hand might set her free:
- 'T were well for her in the grave to rest;
- But where would the children be?"
-
- The widow shuddered, her face grew pale,
- And she no more turned to look:
- She reached her hand to the wall near by,
- And a cross by chance she took.
-
- 'T was not so large as the first had been,
- But it seemed a fearful weight!
- "And whose am I holding now?" she asked,
- For it did not look so great.
-
- "A mother's cross is the one you bear,"
- So the voice in answer said,
- "And she once had children six like you;
- But her children all are dead.
-
- "She has all besides that earth can give;
- She has friends and wealth to spare,
- And house and land--but she counts them not,
- For the children are not there.
-
- "Time passes slowly, and she grows old;
- But she may not yet depart.
- In lonely splendour she counts the years,
- With an empty, hungry heart.
-
- "And she knows by whom the cross was sent,
- And she tries her head to bow;
- But six green mounds by the churchyard wall
- Are the most she cares for now."
-
- The widow thought of her own wild brood,
- And she felt a creeping chill:
- And, "Oh, give me back my cross!" she said,
- "I will keep and bear it still.
-
- "Forgive me, Lord" (and with that she knelt,
- And for very shame she wept).
- "I know my sin, that I could not bow,
- Nor Thy holy will accept.
-
- "Oh, give me patience, for life is hard;
- And the daily strength I need!
- And by Thy grace I will try to bear
- The burden for me decreed.
-
- "I'll change my ways with the children now,
- Though they give me added cares.
- Poor babes! I know, if they love me not,
- That the blame is mine, not theirs!"
-
- She kept her word as the weeks went on,
- And she fought with fate no more:
- 'T was now with a patient, humble heart
- That her daily cross she bore.
-
- The children wondered to see her change
- So greatly in look and speech!
- She met them now with a smile so kind,
- And a gentle word for each.
-
- And soon they learned, from her altered ways,
- What her words had vainly taught;
- Their love, that long she had claimed in vain,
- Came back to her all unsought.
-
- There were merry shouts and dancing feet,
- When the mother came in sight;
- There were little arms around her thrown,
- There were eyes with joy alight.
-
- With love for teacher, they learned to help,
- There was work for fingers small:
- Her heart grew soft like the earth in spring,
- And she thanked the Lord for all!
-
- Her girls so pretty, her boys so brave,
- And so helpful all and kind!
- She wondered often, and thought with shame
- Of how she had once repined.
-
- For in their presence she oft forgot
- Her burden of want and care,
- Forgot her trouble--forgot, almost,
- That she had a cross to bear!
-
-
-
-
- *Suora Marianna*
-
-
- *Suora Marianna*
-
-
- Little children, will you listen to a simple tale of mine,
- That I learned at San Marcello, in the Tuscan Apennine,
- From an aged, saintly woman, gone to heaven long ago?
- It has helped me on my journey, and as yet you cannot know
- Half the wisdom stored within it, nor the comfort it can give;
- But still, try and not forget it! You will need it if you live,
- And some day, when life is waning and your hands begin to tire,
- You will think of Marianna, and her vision by the fire.
-
- In a convent, old and quiet, near a little country town,
- On a chestnut-shaded hillside, to the river sloping down,
- Dwelt a few of those good sisters who go out among the poor,
- Who must labour late and early, and much weariness endure;
- And the one who did in patience and in all good works excel
- Was the Sister Marianna, she whose story now I tell.
-
- She was ever kind and willing, for each heavy task prepared:
- No one ever thought to spare her, and herself she never spared.
- All unpraised and all unnoticed, bearing burdens not her own,
- Yet she lived as rich and happy as a queen upon her throne!
-
- She was rich, though few would think it; for God gave her grace
- to choose,
- Not the world's deceitful riches, but the wealth one cannot
- lose.
- There are many heap up treasure, but it is not every one
- Who will take his treasure with him when his earthly life is
- done.
-
- Was she beautiful? I know not. She had eyes of peaceful light,
- And her face looked sweet and blooming in its frame of linen
- white.
- To the sick and heavy-hearted she was pleasant to behold,
- And she seemed a heavenly vision to the feeble and the old.
- She was happy when she wandered up the wandering mountain road,
- Bearing food and warmth and blessing to some desolate abode,
- Though the ice-cold winds were blowing and her woman's strength
- was tried;
- For she knew who walked there with her, in her heart and by her
- side.
- She was happy--oh, so happy!--in her little whitewashed cell
- Looking out among the branches, where they gave her leave to
- dwell
- In her scanty hours of leisure; for there, looking from the
- wall,
- Were the dear and holy faces that she loved the best of all.
-
- 'T was an old and faded picture, poorly painted at the best,
- Of Our Lord, the Holy Infant, in His Mother's arms at rest.
- But her faith and loving fancy had a glory to it lent,
- And the faces that she saw there were not what the artist meant
- And the wooden shelf before it she would often-times adorn
- With the buttercup and bluebell, and the wild rose from the
- thorn,
- Which she gathered, when returning, while the morning dew was
- bright,
- From some home, remote and lonely, where she watched the sick by
- night.
- So her life was full of sunshine, for in toiling for the Lord
- She had found the hidden sweetness that in common things lies
- stored:
- He has strewn the earth with flowers, and each eye their
- brightness sees;
- But He filled their cups with honey, for His humble working
- bees.
-
- But there came a time--poor sister!--when her rosy cheek grew
- pale,
- And her eyes, with all their sunlight, seemed to smile as
- through a veil;
- And her step was weak and heavy, as she trod the steep ascent,
- Where through weeks of wintry weather to her loving work she
- went.
- 'T was a foot-path, lone and narrow, winding up among the trees,
- And 't was hard to trace in winter, when the slippery ground
- would freeze,
- And the snow fall thick above it, hiding every sign and mark;
- But she went that way so often she could climb it in the dark!
- 'T was to nurse a poor young mother, by fierce malady assailed,
- That she made the daily journey, and she never once had failed.
- Now the short sharp days were over, and the spring had just
- begun;
- Every morn the light came sooner, and more strength was in the
- sun.
-
- All around the grass was springing, and its tender verdure
- spread,
- Mid the empty burrs of chestnuts, and the old leaves, brown and
- dead,
- Low and small, but creeping, creeping till it almost touched the
- edge
- Of the daily lessening snow-drifts, under rock or thorny hedge.
- From the wreck of last year's autumn life awakened, strong and
- new,
- And the buds were crowding upward, though as yet the flowers
- were few.
-
- Many nights had she been watching, and with little rest by day,
- For her heart was in the chamber where that helpless woman lay;
- There the flame of life she cherished, when it almost ceased to
- burn,
- Praying God to help and keep them till the husband should
- return.
-
- 'T was the old and common story, such as all of us can hear,
- If we care to, in the mountains, every day throughout the year!
- She who languished, weak and wasting, in the garret chamber
- there,
- Had been once as strong and happy as the wild birds in the air.
- She had been a country beauty, for the boys to serenade;
- And the poets sang about her, in the simple rhymes they made,
- And with glowing words compared her to the lilies as they grew,
- Or to stars, or budding roses, as their manner is to do.
- Then the man who played at weddings with his ancient violin,
- With his sad, impassioned singing, had contrived her heart to
- win;
- And one brilliant April morning he had brought her home, a
- bride,
- To his farm and low-built cottage on the mountain's terraced
- side.
- 'T was a poor, rough home to look at, and from neighbours far
- away,
- But with love and health and music there was much to make it
- gay.
- They were happy, careless people, and they thought not to
- complain,
- Though the door were cracked and broken, or the roof let in the
- rain:
- They could pile the fire with branches, while the winter storms
- swept by;
-
- For the rest, their life was mostly out beneath the open sky.
- Time had come, and brought its changes,--sunshine first, and
- then the shade,
- Frost untimely, chestnuts blighted. Sickness came, and debts
- were made;
- Fields were sold, alas, to pay them; yet their troubles did not
- cease,
- And the poor man's heart was troubled thus to see his land
- decrease!
- Fields were gone, and bread was wanting, for there now were
- children small;
- Much he loved them, much he laboured--but he could not feed them
- all.
-
- So he left them, heavy-hearted, and his fortune went to try
- In the low Maremma country, where men gain or where they die,
- With its soft and treacherous beauty, with its fever-laden air;
- But as yet the fever spared him, and they hoped it yet would
- spare.
- 'T was a long and cruel winter in the home he left behind:
- Lonely felt the house without him, and the young wife moped and
- pined:
- Still her children's love sustained her, till this sickness laid
- her low;
- When good Sister Marianna came to nurse her, as you know.
-
- Week on week had hope been waning, as more feeble still she
- grew:
- Marianna tried, but vainly, every simple cure she knew.
- Then the doctor gave up hoping, and his long attendance ceased:
- "I can do no more," he told her; "you had better call the
- priest.
- To her husband I have written; he will have the news to-day:
- If he cares again to see her, he had best be on his way!"
-
- Now the priest has done his office; at the open door he stands,
- And he says to Marianna: "I can leave her in your hands,--
- I have other work that calls me; if to-night she chance to die,
- You can say the prayers, good sister, for her soul as well as
- I."
-
- So they left her, all unaided, in the house forlorn and sad,
- Still to watch and think and labour with what failing strength
- she had.
- There was none to share her burden, none to speak to, none to
- see--
- Save a helpful boy of seven, and a restless one of three,
- And their little dark-eyed sister (she was five, and came
- between),
- And a baby, born that winter, which the father had not seen.
-
- Two days more! Her friend lay sleeping, and she watched beside
- the bed:
- In her arms she rocked the baby, while the Latin prayers she
- said,--
- Prayers to help a soul departing;--yet she never quite
- despaired!
- Might not yet the Lord have pity, and that mother's life be
- spared?
- 'T was so hard to see her going--such a mother, kind and dear!
- There was ne'er another like her in the country, far or near!
- (So thought Sister Marianna.) Yet to murmur were a sin.
- But her tears kept rising, rising, though she tried to hold them
- in,
- Till one fell and lay there shining, on the head that she
- caressed,
- Small and pretty, dark and downy, lying warm against her breast,
- She was silent; something moved her that had neither place nor
- part
- In the grave and stately cadence of the prayers she knew by
- heart.
- Then she spoke, with eyes dilated, with her soul in every word,
- As to one she saw before her--"Thou hast been a child, my Lord!
- Thou hast lain as small and speechless as this infant on my
- knees;
- Thou hast stretched toward Thy Mother little helpless hands like
- these:
- Thou hast known the wants of children, then-- Oh, listen to my
- plea,
- For one moment, Lord, remember what Thy Mother was to Thee!
- Think, when all was dark around Thee how her love did Thee
- enfold;
- How she tended, how she watched Thee; how she wrapped Thee from
- the cold!
- How her gentle heart was beating, on that night of tears and
- strife,
- When the cruel guards pursued Thee, when King Herod sought Thy
- life!
- How her arms enclosed and hid Thee, through that midnight
- journey wild!
- Oh, for love of Thine own Mother, save the mother of this
- child!"
-
- Now she paused and waited breathless; for she seemed to know and
- feel
- That the Lord was there, and listened to her passionate appeal.
- Then she bowed her head, all trembling; but a light was in her
- eye,
- For her soul had heard the answer: that young mother would not
- die!
- Yes, the prayer of faith had saved her! And a change began that
- day:
- When she woke her breath was easy, and the pain had passed away.
- So the day that dawned so sadly had a bright and hopeful close,
- And a solemn, sweet thanksgiving from the sister's heart arose.
-
- Now the night had closed around them, and a lonesome night it
- seemed!
- For the sky was black and starless, and for hours the rain had
- streamed:
- And the wind and rain together made a wild and mournful din,
- As they beat on door and window, madly struggling to come in.
-
- Marianna, faint and weary with the strain of many days,
- On the broad stone hearth was kneeling, while she set the fire
- ablaze,
- For the poor lone soul she cared for would, ere morning, need to
- eat.
- "Now, God help me," said the sister, "this night's labour to
- complete!"
- 'T was a meal she knew would please her, which she lovingly
- prepared,
- Of that best and chosen portion, from the convent table spared,
- Which she brought, as was her habit, with much other needed
- store,
- In the worn old willow basket, standing near her on the floor.
-
- On her work was much depending, so she planned to do her best;
- And she set the earthen pitcher on the coals as in a nest,
- With the embers laid around it; then she thought again, and cast
- On the pile a few gray ashes, that it might not boil too fast.
- But the touch of sleep was on her, she was dreaming while she
- planned,
- And the wooden spoon kept falling from her limp and listless
- hand.
- Then she roused her, struggling bravely with this languor, which
- she viewed
- As a snare, a sore temptation, to be fought with and subdued.
- But another fear assailed her--what if she should faint or fall?
- And to-night the storm-swept cottage seems so far away from all!
- How the fitful wind is moaning! And between the gusts that
- blow,
- She can hear the torrent roaring, in the deep ravine below.
-
- And her head is aching strangely, as it never did before:
- "Good Lord, help me!" she is saying: "this can last but little
- more!
- O my blessed Lord and Master, only help me through the night--
- Only keep my eyes from closing till they see the morning light!
- For that mother and that baby do so weak and helpless lie,
- And with only me to serve them,--if I leave them, they may die!
- She is better--yes, I know it, but a touch may turn the scale.
- I can send for help to-morrow, but to-night I must not fail!"
- 'T was in vain; for sleep had conquered, and the words she tried
- to say
- First became a drowsy murmur, then grew faint and died away.
- And she slept as sleep the weary, heedless how the night went
- on,
- With her pitcher all untended, with her labour all undone;
- On the wall her head reclining, in the chimney's empty space,
- While the firelight flared and flickered on her pale and
- peaceful face.
- Was her humble prayer unanswered? Oh, the Lord has many a way
- That His children little think of, to send answers when they
- pray!
- It was long she sat there sleeping--do you think her work was
- spoiled?
- No, the fir-wood fire kept burning, and the pitcher gently
- boiled:
- Ne'er a taint of smoke had touched it, nor one precious drop
- been spilt;
- When she moved and looked around her, with a sudden sense of
- guilt.
- But her eyes, when first they opened, saw a vision, strange and
- sweet,
- For a little Child was standing on the hearth-stone at her feet.
- And He seemed no earthly infant, for His robe was like the snow,
- And a glory shone about Him that was not the firelight glow.
- And Himself her work was doing! For He kept the fire alive,
- And He watched the earthen pitcher, that no danger might arrive
- To the simple meal, now ready, with the coals around it piled;
- Then He turned His face toward her, and she knew the Holy Child.
- 'T was her Lord who stood before her! And she did not shrink
- nor start--
- There was more of joy than wonder in her all-believing heart.
- When her willing hands were weary, when her patient eyes were
- closed,
- He had finished all she failed in, He had watched while she
- reposed.
- Do you ask of His appearance? Human words are weak and cold;
- 'T is enough to say she knew Him--that is all she ever told.
- Yes, as you and I will know Him when that happy day shall come,
- When, if we on earth have loved Him, He will bid us welcome
- home!
- But with that one look He left her, and the vision all had
- passed,
- (Though the peace it left within her to her dying hour would
- last!)
- Storm had ceased, and wind was silent, there was no more sound
- of rain,
- And the morning star was shining through the window's broken
- pane.
-
- Later, when the sun was rising, Marianna looked to see,
- O'er the stretch of rain-washed country, what the day was like
- to be,
- While the door she softly opened, letting in the morning breeze,
- As it shook the drops by thousands from the wet and shining
- trees.
- And she saw the sky like crystal, for the clouds had rolled
- away,
- Though they lay along the valleys, in their folds of misty grey,
- Or to mountain sides were clinging, tattered relics of the
- storm.
- And among the trees below her she could see a moving form;
- 'T was the husband home returning, yes, thank God! he came at
- last:
- There was no one else would hasten up that mountain road so
- fast.
- Now the drooping boughs concealed him, now he came in sight
- again;
- All night long had he been walking in the darkness, in the rain;
- Through the miles of ghostly forest, through the villages
- asleep,
- He had borne his burden bravely, till he reached that hillside
- steep;
- And as yet he seemed not weary, for his springing step was
- light,
- But his face looked worn and haggard with the anguish of the
- night.
- Now his limbs began to tremble, and he walked with laboured
- breath,
- For he saw his home before him, should he find there life or
- death?
- How his heart grew faint within him as he neared the wished-for
- place!
- One step more, his feet had gained it, they were standing face
- to face.
- "God has helped us!" was her answer to the question in his eye;
- And her smile of comfort told him that the danger had gone by.
-
- It was morning now, fair morning! and the broken sunlight fell
- Through the boughs that crossed above her, where the buds began
- to swell,
- As adown the sloping pathway, that her feet so oft had pressed,
- Went the Sister Marianna to her convent home to rest.
- It was spring that breathed around her, for the winter strove no
- more,
- And the snowdrifts all had vanished with the rain the night
- before.
- Now a bee would flit beside her, as she lightly moved along;
- Or a bird among the branches tried a few low notes of song.
- But her heart had music sweeter than the bird-notes in her ears!
- She was leaving joy behind her in that home of many tears:
- Hope was there, and health returning; there were happy voice and
- smile,
- For the father at his coming had brought plenty for a while.
- And she knew with whom she left them, for herself His care had
- proved,
- When her mortal eyes were opened, and she saw the face she
- loved,
- On that night of storm and trouble, when to help her He had
- come,
- As He helped His own dear Mother in their humble earthly home.
-
- As she went the day grew warmer; sweeter came the wild bird's
- call;
- Then, what made her start and linger? 'T was a perfume, that
- was all:
- Faint, but yet enough to tell her that the violets were in
- bloom;
- And she turned aside to seek them, for that picture in her room.
-
-
-
-
- *The Lupins*
-
-
-The simple story of "The Lupins" is very commonly known among the
-country people, who often quote it as a remedy for discontent.
-
-
- *The Lupins*
-
-
- 'T was a day in late November,
- When the fruits were gathered in;
- Day to dream in, and remember
- All the beauty that had been.
-
- Peacefully the year was dying;
- Soft the air, and deep the blue;
- Brown and bare the fields were lying,
- Where the summer harvest grew.
-
- Autumn flowers had bloomed and seeded;
- Yet a few of humblest kind,
- Waiting till they most were needed,
- Brought the pleasant days to mind.
-
- Here and there a red-tipped daisy
- Still its small bright face would show;
- While above the distance hazy
- Rose the mountains, white with snow.
-
- With a light subdued and tender,
- Shone the sun on vale and hill,
- Where the faded autumn splendour
- Left a sober sweetness still.
-
- By a road that wandered, winding,
- Far among the hills away,
- Walked a man, despondent, finding
- Little comfort in the day.
-
- Pale of tint and fine of feature,
- Formed with less of strength than grace,
- Seldom went a sadder creature,
- Seeking work from place to place.
-
- He from noble race descended,
- Heir to wealth and honoured name,
- Who had oft the poor befriended
- When about his door they came,
-
- By a brother's evil doing
- Had to poverty been brought:
- Now his listless way pursuing,
- Ever on the past he thought.
-
- He, to hope no longer clinging,
- Drifted, led he knew not where,
- By a sound of far-off singing
- Floating in the dreamy air,--
-
- Many voices sweetly blending,
- Sounding o'er the hills remote,
- Every verse the same, and ending
- In one plaintive, long-drawn note.
-
- "Olive gatherers, I know them,
- Singing songs from tree to tree;
- If the road will lead me to them,
- There are food and work for me."
-
- He a humble meal was making,
- While he warmed him in the sun;
- From his pocket slowly taking
- Yellow lupins, one by one.
-
- Most forlorn he felt and lonely,
- While he ate them on the way;
- For those lupins, and they only,
- Were his food for all the day.
-
- Since to shame his brother brought him,
- Want had often pressed him sore;
- Yet misfortune never brought him
- Quite so low as this before!
-
- "If my lot be hard and painful,
- There 's one comfort still for me;"
- (Said he, with a smile disdainful,)
- "Poorer, I can never be.
-
- "There's no lower step to stand on,
- No more burning shame to feel:
- Not a crust to lay my hand on,
- Only lupins for a meal!"
-
- He could see the laden table
- Where his parents used to dine:
- Well for them who were not able
- Then the future to divine.
-
- Oh, but he was glad God took them
- Ere they saw him fall so low:
- How their cherished hope forsook them,
- They had never lived to know.
-
- "I, so dearly loved and cared for,
- I, on whom such hopes were built,
- Whom such blessings were prepared for--
- Ruined by a brother's guilt!"
-
- Now he wrung his hands despairing,
- Stamped his foot upon the ground;
- Bitter thoughts his heart were tearing,--
- When he heard a footstep sound.
-
- Then he started, sobered quickly,
- Took an attitude sedate,
- With that terror, faint and sickly,
- Which he often felt of late.
-
- What if some old friend should find him?
- But he turned, the story tells,
- And he saw a man behind him,
- Picking up the lupin shells;
-
- Picking up the shells and eating
- What the other cast away.
- Now abashed, their eyes were meeting:
- 'T was a beggar, worn and gray,
-
- Hollow-eyed and thin and wasted;
- By his look you might suppose,
- He had ne'er a morsel tasted
- Since the sun that morning rose.
-
- Stood the younger man astonished,
- And no more bewailed his fate;
- Only bowed his head, admonished
- By the sight of want so great.
-
- Then he said: "Come here, my brother,
- And the lupins we will share;
- Maybe, if we help each other,
- God will have us in His care."
-
- "Thank the Lord! and you, kind master!
- May He help you in your need;
- Save your soul from all disaster
- And remember your good deed!"
-
- Said the beggar, smiling brightly.
- And the other thus replied,--
- Now content, and walking lightly
- By his poorer neighbour's side,--
-
- "Friend, you have a blessing brought me.
- And I thank you in my turn,
- For a lesson you have taught me
- Which I needed much to learn.
-
- "And henceforth will I endeavour
- Not to pine for fortune high,
- But remember there is ever
- Some one lower down than I.
-
- "But alas, when I was younger,
- Wealth and honoured state were mine;
- Shame, my friend, is worse than hunger:
- 'T is for this that I repine."
-
- Then the beggar rose up stately,
- Looked the other in the face,
- Saying (for he wondered greatly),
- "Poverty is no disgrace;
-
- "For our Lord, I think, was poorer
- Once than you or even I,
- And His poor of Heaven are surer
- Than the rich who pass them by."
-
- So the two went on together,
- Casting on the Lord their care,
- Happy in the balmy weather,
- Happy in their simple fare.
-
- Now an ancient olive o'er them
- Threw its slender lines of shade,
- Bending low its boughs before them,
- Silver-leafed that cannot fade;
-
- Bearing fruit in winter season,
- Still through every change the same:
- Tree of peace--they had good reason
- Who have called it by that name!
-
- And with that the story leaves them;
- You can end it as you please:
- Gain that cheers, or loss that grieves them,
- Life of toil, or life of ease.
-
- Did some fortune unexpected
- Give to one his wealth again?
- Or did both, forlorn, neglected,
- End their days in want and pain?
-
- Many years have they been dwelling
- Where such trifles of the way
- Are not counted worth the telling!
- Both are with the Lord to-day.
-
- He in whom their souls confided
- Did for both a home prepare;
- Yet that humble meal divided
- Gives a blessing even there.
-
-
-
-
- *The Silver Cross*
-
-
-The story of "St. Caterina of Siena and her Silver Cross" is one of her
-many visions, recorded by her confessor.
-
-
- *The Silver Cross*
-
-
- Through the streets of old Siena, at the dawning of the day,
- Went the holy Caterina, as the bells began to sound;
- With the light of peace celestial in her eyes of olive gray,
- For her soul was with the angels, while her feet were on the
- ground.
-
- She was fair as any lily, with as delicate a grace;
- And the air of early morning had just tinged her cheek with
- rose:
- Yet one hardly thought of beauty in that pale, illumined face,
- That the souls in trouble turned to, finding comfort and repose.
-
- And the men their heads uncovered, though they dared not speak
- her praise,
- When they saw her like a vision down the row street descend;
- And they wondered what she looked at, with that far-off dreamy
- gaze,
- While her lips were often moving, as though talking to a friend.
-
- There were few abroad so early, and she scarcely heard a sound,
- Save the cooing of the pigeons, as about her feet they strayed,
- Or the bell that sweetly called her to the church where she was
- bound;
- While the palaces around her stood in silence and in shade.
-
- And the towers built for warfare rose about her, dark and proud,
- But their summits caught a glory, as the morning onward came,
- And the summer sky beyond them was alight with fleecy cloud,
- Where the gray of dawn was changing, first to rose and then to
- flame.
-
- By a shrine of the Madonna, at a corner where she passed,
- Stood a stranger leaning on it, as though weary and forlorn,
- With a bundle slung behind him and a cloak about him cast;
- For he shivered in the freshness of the pleasant summer morn.
-
- Said the stranger, "Will you help me?" and she looked on him and
- knew,
- By his hand that trembled feebly as he held it out for aid,
- By his eyes that were so heavy, and his lips of ashen hue,
- That the terrible Maremma had its curse upon him laid.
-
- So she listened to his story, that was pitiful to hear,
- Of a widowed mother waiting on the mountain for her son;
- How to help her he had laboured till the summer time drew near,
- And of how the fever took him just before his work was done.
-
- He was young and he was hopeful, and the smile began to come
- In his eyes, as though they thanked her for the pity she
- bestowed,
- And he said: "I shall recover if I reach my mountain home,
- And if some good Christian people will but help me on the road.
-
- "For I go to Casentino, where the air is pure and fine,
- But my strength too often fails me, and the place is far away;
- So I pray you give me something, for a little bread and wine,
- That I may not set out fasting on my weary walk to-day."
-
- Then a certain faint confusion with her pity seemed to blend,
- And her face, so sweet and saintly, showed the shadow of a
- cloud,
- As she said: "I am no lady, though you call me so, my friend,
- But a poor Domenicana who to poverty am vowed.
-
- "I can give a prayer to help you on your journey, nothing more,
- For these garments I am wearing are the sisterhood's, not mine,
- And the very bread they gave me when I left the convent door
- To a beggar by the wayside I this morning did consign.
-
- "I would give you all you ask for if I had it to command."
- Then she sighed and would have left him, but the stranger made
- her stay,
- For he held her by the mantle, with his cold and wasted hand:
- "For the love of Christ, my lady, do not send me thus away!"
-
- He had used the name unthinking, but it moved her none the less,
- And she turned again toward him, with a softened, solemn air,
- While her hand began to wander up and down her simple dress,
- As though vaguely it were seeking for some trifle she could
- spare.
-
- Then the rosary she lifted that was hanging at her waist,
- And its silver cross unfastened, which was small and very old,
- With the edges worn and rounded and the image half effaced,
- Yet she loved it more than lady ever loved a cross of gold.
-
- It had been her life companion, in the tempest, in the calm;
- She had held it to her bosom when she prayed with troubled mind;
- And she kissed it very gently, as she laid it in his palm,
- "For the love of Christ, then, take it; 'tis the only thing I
- find."
-
- So he thanked her and departed, and she thought of him no more,
- Save to ask the Lord to help him, when that day in church she
- prayed;
- But the cross of Caterina on his heart the stranger wore,
- And her presence unforgotten like a blessing with him stayed.
-
- Now the city life is stirring, and the streets are in the sun,
- And the bells ring out their music o'er the busy town again,
- As the people slowly scatter from the church where Mass is done;
- But the blessed Caterina in her seat did still remain.
-
- For the sleep divine was on her, which so often to her came,
- When of mortal life the shadow from around her seemed to fall;
- And she looked on things celestial with her happy soul aflame:
- But that day the dream that held her was the sweetest of them
- all.
-
- For the Lord appeared in glory, and he seemed to her to stand
- In a chamber filled with treasures such as eye had never seen;
- And a cross of wondrous beauty He was holding in His hand,
- Set with every stone most precious and with pearls of light
- serene.
-
- And He told her that those treasures were the presents He
- received
- From the souls on earth who love Him, and are seeking Him to
- please.
- Were they deeds of noble service? that was what she first
- believed,
- And she thought, "What happy people who can bring Him gifts like
- these!"
-
- For herself could offer nothing, and she sighed to think how far
- From the best she ever gave him were the gems in that bright
- store.
- But He held the cross toward her, that was shining like a star,
- And He bade her look and tell Him had she seen it e'er before.
-
- "No," she answered humbly, "never did my eyes the like behold."
- But a flood of sudden sweetness came upon her like a wave,
- For she saw among the jewels and the work of beaten gold
- Was the little Cross of Silver that for love of Christ she gave.
-
- And I think her dream that morning was a message from above,
- That a proof of deepest meaning we might learn and understand,--
- Though our very best be worthless that we give for Jesus' love,
- It will change and turn to glory when He takes it in His hand.
-
-
-
-
- *The Tears of Repentance*
-
-
-THE TEARS OF REPENTANCE I found in a book called _Maraviglie di Dio ne'
-Suoi Santi_, by the Jesuit Father, Padre Carlo Gregorio Rosignoli,
-printed at Bologna in 1696. He says it was written originally by
-Theophilus Raynaudus.
-
-
- *The Tears of Repentance*
-
- _PART FIRST_
-
- *THE MOUNTAIN*
-
-
- A wild, sad story I tell to-day,
- And I pray you to listen all!
- You cannot think how my heart is moved
- As the legend I recall,--
-
- The legend that made me weep so oft,
- When I was a child like you!
- I tell it now, in my life's decline,
- And it brings the tears anew.
-
- It came to us down through ages long;
- For this story had its scene
- In the far-away, gorgeous, stormy days
- Of the empire Byzantine.
-
- And it tells of a famous mountain chief,
- A terrible, fierce brigand,
- Who ravaged the country, far and wide,
- At the head of an armed band.
-
- So hard of heart was this evil man
- That he spared not young nor old:
- He killed and plundered, and burned and spoiled,
- In his maddening thirst for gold;
-
- Would come with a swoop on a merchant troop,
- That peacefully went its way,
- And the counted gains of a journey long
- Were scattered in one short day!
-
- He knew no pity, he owned no law,
- Nor human, nor yet divine;
- Would take the gold from a Prince's chest,
- Or the lamp from a wayside shrine.
-
- In hidden valley, in wild ravine,
- On desolate, heath-grown hill,
- He buried his treasure away from sight,
- And most of it lies there still.
-
- And none were free in that land to dwell,
- Except they a tribute paid;
- For the robber chief, who was more than king,
- Had this burden on them laid.
-
- If any dared to resist the claim,
- He was met with vengeance dire;
- His lands were wasted before the dawn,
- And his harvest burned with fire.
-
- And some day maybe himself was slain,
- And left in the road to lie;
- To fill with terror the quaking heart
- Of the next who journeyed by.
-
- And many fled to the towns afar,
- And their fields were left untilled;
- While want and trouble and trembling fear
- Had the stricken country filled.
-
- High up on a mountain's pathless side
- Had the robber made his den,
- In a rocky cave, where he reigned supreme
- Over twenty lawless men.
-
- A price had long on his head been set,
- But for that he little cared;
- For few were they who could climb the way,
- And fewer were those who dared.
-
- For those who hunted him long before
- Had a fearful story brought:
- They were not men on the mountain side,
- But demons who with them fought!
-
- For horrible forms arose, they said,
- As if from the earth they grew;
- And rolled down rocks from the cliffs above
- On any who might pursue.
-
- From town to town and from land to land,
- Had his evil fame been spread;
- And voices lowered and lips grew grave
- When the hated name they said.
-
- The people's heart had grown faint with fear,
- And they thought no hope remained;
- But hope again on their vision dawned,
- When the Emperor's ear they gained.
-
- Mauritius reigned o'er the nations then;
- He was great in warlike fame,
- And he was not one to shrink or quake
- At a mountain bandit's name.
-
- He sent a band of a hundred strong
- For the troubled land's release,
- To kill the man and his bloody crew,
- And to give the country peace.
-
- For what was a robber chief to him?
- He had conquered mighty kings;
- He gave the order, and then 't was done,
- And he thought of other things.
-
- But few, alas, of that troop returned,
- And they told a ghostly tale;
- And women wept, and the strongest men,
- As they heard, grew mute and pale.
-
- Those soldiers oft in the war had been,
- And they counted danger light;
- From mortal foe had they never turned,
- But with demons who could fight?
-
- The Emperor silent was and grave,
- For his thoughts were deep and wise;
- He saw that the robber chief was one
- Whom he could not well despise.
-
- There might be reason in what they said,
- That the demons gave him aid,
- And earthly weapon would ne'er be found
- That could make such foes afraid.
-
- But yet they will flee from sacred things,
- And the martyred saints, he knew,
- Have holy virtue, that to them clings,
- That can all their spells undo.
-
- But how could such weapon reach the soul
- That for years had owned their sway?
- A question grave that he pondered long;
- But at length he found a way.
-
- A reliquary he made prepare;
- It was all of finest gold:
- For as monarch might with monarch treat,
- He would serve this bandit bold.
-
- The gold was his, but the work he gave
- To the skilled and patient hand
- Of an artist monk, who counted then
- For the first in all the land.
-
- Now see him close to his labour bent,
- In a cell remote and high,
- Where all he saw of the world without
- Was a square of roof and sky.
-
- A holy man was this artist monk,
- And for gain he did not ask,
- If only the Lord his work would bless,
- For his heart was in the task.
-
- And day by day from his touch came forth
- The image of holy things;
- The cross was there, and the clustered vine,
- And the dove with outspread wings,--
-
- The dove that bore in her golden beak
- The olive in sign of peace,
- And still, as he wrought, his hand kept time
- To the prayer that would not cease!
-
- For pity stirred in him when he thought
- Of that dark and stormy breast,
- So hard, so hopeless, from God so far,
- Where the little shrine would rest.
-
- And perhaps if angels were looking on,
- (And I doubt not some were there!)
- They saw that the work was sown with pearls,
- And each pearl a burning prayer.
-
- So weeks went on, and the shrine was done,
- And within it, sealed and closed,
- Were holy relics of martyred saints
- Who near in the church reposed.
-
- And trusted messengers bore it forth
- To the distant mountain land;
- With such a weapon they need not fear;
- They could meet the famed brigand.
-
- 'T was winter now on the mountain-side,
- And the way was long and hard,
- As the faithful envoys upward toiled
- In their bandit escort's guard,--
-
- Toiled up to a grove of ancient firs,
- For that was the place designed,
- Where, after parley and long delay,
- Had the meeting been combined.
-
- No sound but their feet that crushed the snow,
- And the world looked sad and dead;
- They thought of lives on the mountain lost,
- And it was not much they said.
-
- The sun, as it shone with slanting ray
- Through the stripped and silent trees,
- Could melt but little the clinging ice
- Which to-night again would freeze.
-
- They reached the grove, and the chief was there,
- Like a king in savage state;
- Erect and fearless, above them all,
- While his men around him wait.
-
- He stood before them like what he was,
- A terrible beast of prey;
- But even tigers have something grand,
- And he looked as grand as they.
-
- But, oh, the look that he on them turned!
- It was fearful to behold;
- It chilled their hearts, but they did not shrink,
- For their faith had made them bold.
-
- And looking straight in those gloomy eyes,
- With their hard and cruel glare,
- "We come," said one, "in the Emperor's name,
- And from him a token bear."
-
- Then said the chief, with a mocking smile,
- "And what may my Lord command?"
- And made a sign with his evil eye,
- For the men on guard to stand.
-
- No faith had he in a tale so wild,
- And he somewhat feared a snare;
- There might be others in hiding near,
- But he did not greatly care.
-
- Then forth came he who the relics bore,--
- 'T was a prudent man and brave,--
- And into the hand that all men feared,
- He the holy token gave.
-
- "This gift to you has the Emperor sent,
- In token of his good will,"
- He said; and at first the fierce brigand
- Stood in wonder, hushed and still.
-
- What felt he then as that holy thing
- In his guilty hand he took?
- What changed his face for a moment's time
- To an almost human look?
-
- There lay the shrine in his open palm.
- Yet he thought it could not be:
- "For me?" he asked, but his voice was strange.
- And again he said, "for me?"
-
- Three times the messenger told his tale,
- And he said 't was all he knew;
- The bandit looked at the wondrous work,
- And he could not doubt 't was true.
-
- So over his neck the chain he hung,
- The shrine on his bosom lay
- With all its wealth of a thousand prayers;
- And they were not cast away.
-
- Day followed day in the bandit's cave,
- And a restless man was he;
- A heart so hard and so proud as his
- With the saints could ill agree.
-
- The holy relics that on it lay
- Did a strange confusion make;
- In all that most he had loved before,
- He could no more pleasure take.
-
- A charm there was in the golden shrine
- That had all his soul possessed;
- He sat and looked at each sacred sign
- With a dreamy sense of rest.
-
- 'T was not the gold that could soothe him thus,
- And 't was not the work so fine:
- 'T was the holy soul of the artist monk,
- For it lived in every line.
-
- Like one who sleeps when the day begins,
- And, before his slumbers end,
- The morning light and the morning sounds
- With his dreaming fancies blend;
-
- So now and then would his heart be stirred
- By a feeling strange and new,
- And thoughts he never had known before
- In his mind unconscious grew.
-
- Till on a sudden his blinding pride,
- Like a bubble, failed and broke;
- With eyes wide open, the guilty man
- From his life-long dream awoke.
-
- From graves forgotten his crimes came forth,
- In his face they seemed to stare:
- To all one day will such waking come;
- God grant it be here, not there.
-
- Then wild remorse on his heart took hold,
- And beneath its burning sting
- He shrank from himself as one might shrink
- From a venomous, hateful thing.
-
- For scenes of blood from the years gone by
- Forever before him came;
- He closed his eyes, and his face he hid,
- But he saw them just the same.
-
- And in the horror he dared not pray,
- For he felt his soul accurst,
- And he feared to live, and he feared to die,
- And he knew not which was worst.
-
- Yet far on high, and beyond his reach,
- He could see a vision dim,
- A far-off glory of peace and love;
- But he felt 't was not for him.
-
- Awhile his trouble he hid from all,
- For his will was iron strong,
- But never was man, since man was made,
- Who could bear such torment long,
-
- A strange, sick longing was growing up
- In his spirit, day by day,
- A longing for what he most had feared,--
- To let justice have her way;
-
- Until the will to a purpose grew,
- To the Emperor's feet to fly,
- To own his sin without prayer or plea,
- And then give up all and die.
-
- And so one night, without sound or word,
- Away in the dark he stole,
- And all that he took for his journey long
- Was the weight of a burdened soul.
-
- They waited long in that den of crime,
- But they saw their chief no more;
- Or dead or living, they found him not,
- Though they searched the mountain o'er.
-
- And in the country, so long oppressed,
- When his sudden flight was known,
- They spoke of a wild and fearful night,
- When the fiends had claimed their own.
-
- And soon the tale to a legend turned,
- And men trembling used to tell
- Of how they carried him, body and soul,
- To the place where demons dwell.
-
- His men, so bold, were in mortal fear
- Of what might themselves befall;
- So some in a convent refuge sought,
- And the rest were scattered all.
-
- And no one climbed to their empty cave,
- For 't was called a haunted place,
- Though soon the summer had swept away
- Of its horror every trace,
-
- And mountain strawberries nestled low,
- And delicate harebells hung,
- In beauty meek, from its broken arch,
- Where the swallows reared their young.
-
- But where had he gone, that man of woe?
- Had he found the rest he sought?
- In haste he went, but with noiseless tread,
- As his bandit life had taught.
-
- And going downward he met the spring,
- With its mingled sun and showers;
- But storms of winter he bore within,
- And he did not see the flowers.
-
- And how did he live from day to day,
- And the ceaseless strain endure?
- Kind hearts there are that can feel for all,
- And the poor will help the poor.
-
- In frightened pity, a shepherd girl,
- As she fled o'er the daisied grass,
- Would let the bread from her apron fall
- On the turf where he should pass;
-
- Or workmen, eating their noonday meal
- On a bank beside the way,
- Would give him food, but with outstretched arm,
- And they asked him not to stay.
-
- He went like a shadow taken shape
- From some vague and awful dream,
- And word of comfort for him was none,
- In his misery so extreme.
-
- Alas, from himself he could not flee,
- Though he tried, poor haunted man;
- And he reached the city beside the sea,
- As the Holy Week began.
-
-
-
- _PART SECOND_
-
-
- 'T was Sunday morn, and a hundred bells
- With their sweet and saintly sound
- Were calling the people in to prayer
- From the pleasant hills around,--
-
- The morn when strivings should end in peace,
- And each wrong forgotten be,
- That Holy Week may its blessing shed
- Upon souls from discord free.
-
- The streets were bright with a moving throng,
- And before the palace gate,
- With eager eyes and in garments gay,
- Did a crowd expectant wait.
-
- For the Emperor goes in solemn state,
- With his court, like all the rest,
- To the church with many lamps ablaze,
- Where to-day the palms are blest.
-
- And stately ladies and timid girls,
- In their modest plain attire,
- From curtained windows are looking down,
- And the shifting scene admire.
-
- They come, they come, from the cool deep shade
- Of the courtyard's marble arch,--
- The nobles all in their rich array,
- And the guards with sounding march.
-
- And stay, the square is as still as death,
- For the Emperor passes now;
- The girls at the window hold their breath,
- And the people bend and bow.
-
- But who is this that among them moves
- With that quick and stately pace?
- What see they all in his rigid look,
- That they shrink and give him place?
-
- Too late the guards would have barred the way,
- For he darted swiftly by,
- As hunted creatures, when hard beset,
- To man in their terror fly.
-
- And sinking low at the feet of him
- He had come so far to see,
- He waited silent with folded hands,
- Nor asked what his fate should be.
-
- "Who are you, come in such deep distress,
- And what is the grace you seek?"
- The Emperor's voice was grave and kind,
- And the stranger tried to speak.
-
- The golden casket he raised in sight,
- While he bent his eyes for shame;
- Then said he, "I am that wicked man,"
- And he told the dreaded name.
-
- A shudder fell upon all who heard,
- But the people nearer drew;
- From mouth to mouth, in a whisper low,
- The name of the bandit flew.
-
- While he, uplifting those woful eyes,
- In the boldness of despair,
- With ne'er a thought of the crowd who heard,
- His errand did thus declare:
-
- "I come not here to confess my sins,
- For you know them all too well;
- My crimes are many and black and great,
- They are more than tongue can tell.
-
- "But here at your feet my life I lay,
- I have nothing else to give;
- So now, if it please you, speak the word,
- For I am not fit to live."
-
- The words came straight from his broken heart
- In such sad and simple style,
- That the Emperor's firm, proud lips were moved
- To a somewhat softened smile.
-
- For his warlike spirit felt the charm
- Of that savage strength and grace,
- And the strange fierce beauty that lingered still
- In the dark and troubled face.
-
- So grand of form and so lithe of limb,
- And still in his manhood's prime,
- 'T would be a pity for one like him
- To perish before his time.
-
- And 't was well to see him kneeling there,
- Whose terror had filled the land,
- Like a captive tiger, caught and tamed
- By his own imperial hand.
-
- "Arise," he said, "you have nought to fear,
- Take comfort and go your way,
- And may God in heaven my sins forgive,
- As I pardon yours to-day."
-
- A murmur rose from the crowded square,
- At the sound of words like these;
- For some rejoiced in the mercy shown,
- And others it did not please.
-
- Some thanked the Lord for the pardoned man,
- And some were to scorn inclined;
- And motherly women wiped their eyes,
- For the women's hearts are kind.
-
- "God bless our Emperor," many said;
- But others began to frown.
- And asked, "Will he turn this wild brigand
- Adrift in our peaceful town?"
-
- No word of thanks did the bandit say,
- But he raised one shining fold
- Of the robe imperial, trailing low
- With its weight of gems and gold.
-
- The border first to his lips he pressed,
- And then to his heavy heart;
- Then rose and waited with bended head,
- Till he saw them all depart.
-
- No eye had he for the gorgeous train,
- As along the square it passed;
- One stately presence was all he knew,
- And he watched it till the last.
-
- A heavy sigh, and he turned away,
- But with slow and weary tread;
- No rest as yet on the earth for him,
- Not even among the dead.
-
- He lived, and he bore his burden still,
- But the dumb despair had ceased:
- That word of mercy had brought a change,
- And he now had tears, at least;
-
- He now could pray, though it brought not light,
- And he seemed to ask in vain,
- And his prayer had more of tears than words,
- But it helped him bear the pain.
-
- And oft in church did they see him kneel
- In some corner all alone,
- And weep till the great hot drops would fall
- On the floor of varied stone.
-
- And children clung to their mothers' hand,
- When they saw that vision wild,--
- That haggard face, and that wasting form,
- And those lips that never smiled.
-
- But grief was wearing his life away,
- And for him perhaps 't was well;
- It was not long on the city street
- That his saddening shadow fell.
-
- A fever slowly within him burned,
- Till the springs of life were dry,
- And glad he was when they laid him down
- On a hospital bed to die.
-
- His heart was broken, his strength was gone,
- He had no more wish to live;
- He almost hoped that the Lord on high,
- Like the Emperor, might forgive;
-
- That somewhere down in the peaceful earth
- He should find a refuge yet,
- A place to rest and his eyes to close,
- And the woful past forget.
-
- He could not lie where the others lay,
- For such gloom around him spread,
- That soon in a chamber far away
- Had they set his friendless bed.
-
- 'T was there he suffered and wept and prayed,
- From the eyes of all concealed:
- Alas! but it takes a weary time
- For a life like his to yield.
-
- The grand old hospital where he died
- Was beneath the watchful care
- Of a certain doctor, famed afar
- For his skill and learning rare.
-
- But more than learning and more than skill
- Was his heart, so large and kind,
- That knew the trouble and felt the needs
- Of the sick who near him pined.
-
- With conscience pure had he served the Lord
- From youth till his hair was grey,
- Yet only pity he felt, not scorn,
- For the many feet that stray.
-
- In troubled scenes had his life been passed;
- He was used to woe and sin,
- And when men suffered he did not ask
- If their lives had blameless been.
-
- His part was but to relieve their pain,
- And he helped and soothed and cheered;
- But most he cared for the stricken man
- Whom the others shunned and feared.
-
- Each art to save him he tried in vain,
- And it could but useless prove,
- For the poisoned thorn that pierced his heart
- Could no earthly hand remove,
-
- When hope had failed, he would kneel and pray,
- And his heart with tears outpour,
- That God in mercy would comfort send
- To that soul in torment sore.
-
- And though the burden he might not lift,
- He could help its weight to bear;
- He talked of mercy, of peace to come,
- And he bade him not despair.
-
- And so, on the last sad night of all,
- 'T was the brave, good doctor came
- To watch alone by the bandit's side,
- When he died of grief and shame.
-
- The spring to summer was wearing on,
- 'T was the fairest night in May,
- When sleep to those eyes in mercy came,
- And the deadly strain gave way.
-
- No candle burned, for the moon was full,
- And the peaceful splendour fell
- Through the open window, lighting all:
- It was like a kind farewell.
-
- And scents from the garden floated in,
- And the silent fireflies came,
- And breathed and vanished, and breathed again,
- With their soft mysterious flame.
-
- The doctor watched with a heavy heart,
- His head on his hand was bowed;
- He thought how many his prayers had been,
- But they could not lift the cloud.
-
- 'T was over now, there was nothing left
- For his pitying love to do;
- The worn-out body would rest at last,
- But the guilty soul,--who knew?
-
- No more to do but to watch and wait
- Till the failing breath should cease;
- He longed, as the counted minutes flew,
- For one parting smile of peace.
-
- He looked: a handkerchief veiled the eyes,
- For they wept until the end,
- And sadly still on the wasted cheek
- Did a few slow drops descend.
-
- The peace that oft to the dying comes
- Was to him as yet denied,--
- No sunset clear after stormy day,
- And no brightening ere he died.
-
- "Alas! he will go away to-night,
- And without one hopeful sign,
- Away from pity, away from care,
- And from such poor help as mine!"
-
- The doctor sighed, but he hoped as well,
- For he said, "It cannot be
- That the Lord, who died for all, will have
- No mercy for such as he."
-
- 'T was then that sleep on the doctor fell,
- And before him stood revealed,
- In dreaming vision, a wondrous sight,
- From his waking eyes concealed.
-
- For other watchers were in the room,
- And he knew the ghastly throng
- Of demon spirits, the very same
- Whom the man had served so long.
-
- And two were leaning across the bed,
- And another pressed behind,
- And some in the shadow waiting stood,
- With a chain his soul to bind.
-
- But angels watched by the bedside too;
- 'T was a strange and solemn scene,--
- The angels here and the demons there,
- And the dying man between.
-
- The angels looked with a troubled gaze
- On the face consumed with grief,
- And over the pillow bent and swayed,
- As in haste to bring relief.
-
- And one on the bowed and burdened head
- Did a hand in blessing lay,
- And he said, "Poor soul, come home with us.
- Where the tears are wiped away."
-
- "Not so," cried one of the demon troop,
- "He is black with every sin;
- And you may not touch our lawful prey
- That we laboured years to win.
-
- "We bought his soul, and the price we paid,
- And our part has well been done;
- We helped him ever from crime to crime,
- Till his buried wealth was won;
-
- "And we almost thought him one of us,
- He had so well learned our ways;
- So go, for we do but seek our own,
- And be done with these delays."
-
- The angel said, "He has wept his sin,
- As none ever wept before,
- Has mourned till his very life gave way,
- And what could a man do more?
-
- "And our Blessed Lord, who pities all,
- And the sins of all has borne,
- Will never His mercy turn away
- From a heart so bruised and torn."
-
- "But how? and shall mercy be for him
- Who has mercy never shown?
- Can his sorrow bring the dead to life,
- Or can tears for blood atone?
-
- "Is he to rest with the angels now,
- Has he done with tears and pain?
- To-morrow morn he will wish he lay
- On the hospital bed again;
-
- "There is somewhat more to weep for down
- In the place where he must stay!"
- The demon looked at his fiendish mates;
- And he laughed, and so did they.
-
- And they gathered close, like hungry wolves,
- In their haste to rend and tear;
- But they could not touch the helpless head
- While that strong white hand was there.
-
- Then out of the shadow one came forth,
- 'T was a demon great and tall;
- An iron balance he held on high,
- As he stood before them all.
-
- And fiercely he to the angels called,
- "Do you dare to claim him still?
- Then come, for the scales are in my hand,
- We will weigh the good and ill."
-
- And into the nearest scale he threw,
- As he spoke, a parchment roll,
- With on it a note of every sin
- That had stained the parting soul.
-
- 'T was closely written, without, within,
- And the balance downward flew
- And struck the ground with a blow, as though
- It would break the pavement through.
-
- "He is ours forever," the demons said,
- "If justice the world controls;
- For sins so heavy do on him lie,
- They would sink a hundred souls!
-
- "Come, hasten, angels, the time is short,
- And words are of no avail;
- Come, bring the note of your friend's good deeds,
- To lay in the empty scale."
-
- The angels searched, but they searched in vain,
- There was no good deed to bring;
- In all that ever that hand had done,
- They could find no worthy thing.
-
- A taunting shout from the demons broke,
- And each hard malignant face
- With joy and triumph was all aflame;
- But the angels held their place,
-
- Though dimness fell like a passing cloud
- On their pure and holy light;
- And if ever angel eyes have tears,
- There were some in theirs that night.
-
- But he who had been the first to speak,
- With a glimmering hope possessed,
- Still sought some good that would turn the scale,
- Though it seemed a useless quest.
-
- He saw the handkerchief where it lay,
- And he raised it off the bed,
- All wet and clinging, and steeped in tears
- That the dying eyes had shed.
-
- He turned around, but his face was pale,
- As the last poor chance he tried;
- He laid it down in the empty scale,
- And he said, "Let God decide!"
-
- When, lo! it fell till it touched the earth,
- And the demons stood dismayed;
- It seemed so little and light a thing,
- But it all his sins outweighed.
-
- But who shall ever the anger tell
- Of that black and hateful band,
- When most in triumph they felt secure,
- The prey had escaped their hand.
-
- They stood one moment in speechless rage,
- And then, with a fearful sound
- Of shrieks and curses and rattling chains,
- They vanished beneath the ground.
-
- Then holy peace on the chamber fell,
- Till it flooded all the air;
- The angels praised and they thanked the Lord,
- Who so late had heard their prayer.
-
- And their clouded glory shone again,
- With a clear celestial ray,
- As the trembling soul, which that moment passed,
- They bore in their arms away.
-
- Then through the room, as they took their flight,
- Did a flood of music stream,
- So loud, so sweet, and so close at hand,
- That it waked him from his dream.
-
- He looked around; there was nothing stirred
- In the empty, moonlit room,
- Where a faint, sweet odour filled the air
- From the orange-trees in bloom.
-
- And the notes divine he had thought to hear
- Were only the liquid flow
- Of a nightingale's song, that came up clear
- From the garden just below.
-
- Then up from his seat the doctor rose,
- And he stood beside the bed;
- He knew, when he touched the quiet hand,
- That the poor brigand was dead.
-
- The handkerchief on the pillow lay,
- But its weary use was o'er,
- And he raised it, heavy and wet with tears,
- From the eyes that could weep no more.
-
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