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You may copy it, give it away or -re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included -with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org/license - - -Title: Alice, grand duchess of Hesse - princess of Great Britain and Ireland, biographical sketch - and letters. With portraits - -Author: Helena Augusta Victoria Helena Augusta Victoria - -Release Date: December 10, 2019 [EBook #60880] - -Language: English - -Character set encoding: UTF-8 - -*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ALICE, GRAND DUCHESS OF HESSE *** - - - - -Produced by Chuck Greif and the Online Distributed -Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was -produced from images available at The Internet Archive) - - - - - - -</pre> - -<hr class="full" /> - -<div class="figcenter"> -<a href="images/cover_lg.jpg"> -<img src="images/cover.jpg" width="307" height="500" alt="[The image -of the book's cover is unavailable." /></a> -</div> - -<div class="figcenter"> -<a href="images/alice_lg.jpg"> -<img src="images/alice.jpg" alt="[Portrait of Alice. 1878 -unavailable.]" /></a> -</div> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_i" id="page_i">{i}</a></span></p> - -<h1>ALICE</h1> - -<p class="c">GRAND DUCHESS OF HESSE<br /><br /> -PRINCESS<br /><br /> -OF<br /><br /> -GREAT BRITAIN AND IRELAND<br /><br /> -BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH AND LETTERS<br /><br /> -——<br /> -<i>WITH PORTRAIT</i><br /> -——<br /><br /> -NEW YORK & LONDON<br /> -G. P. PUTNAM’S SONS<br /> -<span class="eng">The Knickerbocker Press</span> -<br />1885<br /><br /> -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_ii" id="page_ii">{ii}</a></span> <br /><br /> -<small><i>Press of<br /> -G. P. Putnam’s Sons<br /> -New York</i></small><br /> - -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_iii" id="page_iii">{iii}</a></span> <br /><br /><br /> - -<span class="eng">Dedicated</span> -<br /><br /> -<small>TO</small> -<br /><br /> -HIS ROYAL HIGHNESS -<br /><br /> -THE HEREDITARY GRAND DUKE -<br /><br /> -<small>AND TO</small> -<br /><br /> -THEIR GRAND DUCAL HIGHNESSES -<br /><br /> -THE PRINCESSES -<br /><br /> -VICTORIA, ELIZABETH, IRÈNE, ALIX -<br /><br /> -OF HESSE AND BY RHINE</p> - -<p> -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_v" id="page_v">{v}</a></span><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_iv" id="page_iv">{iv}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="CONTENTS" id="CONTENTS"></a> -<img src="images/ill_010.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> -CONTENTS.</h2> - -<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary=""> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#PREFACE">Preface. By Her -Royal Highness Princess Christian</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_vii">vii</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#CHILDHOOD_AND_GIRLHOOD">Childhood and Girlhood, 1843-62</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_11">11</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#IN_HER_NEW_HOME">In Her New Home, 1862-65.</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1862">1862</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_31">31</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1863">1863</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_49">49</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1864">1864</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_71">71</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1865">1865</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_88">88</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#AT_HOME_AND_AT_WORK">At Home and at Work, 1866-72.</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1866">1866</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_123">123</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1867">1867</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_168">168</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1868">1868</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_199">199</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1869">1869</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_216">216</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1870">1870</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_235">235</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1871">1871</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_266">266</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1872">1872</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_284">284</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#TRIALS">Trials, 1873-1877.</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1873">1873</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_300">300</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1874">1874</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_321">321</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1875">1875</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_339">339</a></td></tr> -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"><a href="#yr-1876">1876</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_348">348</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td valign="top" class="indd"> -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_vi" id="page_vi">{vi}</a></span> -<a href="#yr-1877">1877</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_356">356</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#THE_END">The End, 1878</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_368">368</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#CONCLUDING_REMARKS">Concluding Remarks</a></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_383">383</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="smcap" valign="top"><a href="#APPENDIX">Appendix.</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="indd" valign="top"><span class="smcap"><a href="#A_WATCHER_BY_THE_DEAD">A Watcher by the Dead</a></span></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_391">391</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="indd" valign="top"><span class="smcap"><a href="#page_398">A Sketch in Memoriam, December 14, 1878. By Sir Theodore Martin, K.C.B.</a></span></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_398">398</a></td></tr> - -<tr><td class="indd" valign="top"><span class="smcap"><a href="#IN_MEMORIAM">Lines in Memoriam</a></span></td><td class="rt" valign="bottom"><a href="#page_406">406</a></td></tr> - -</table> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_011.jpg" width="250" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_vii" id="page_vii">{vii}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="PREFACE" id="PREFACE"></a> -<img src="images/ill_012.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - PREFACE.</h2> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE great affection with which my dear Sister has ever been regarded in -this country, and the universal feeling of sympathy shown at the time of -her death, lead me to hope that the publication of this volume may not -be unwelcome, containing as it does extracts from her letters to my -Mother, together with a brief record of her married life.</p> - -<p>The short Memoir here translated from the German, with which the letters -are interwoven, was written, as will be seen at a glance, not as -presenting any thing like a complete picture of my Sister’s character -and opinions, but merely as a narrative of such of the incidents of her -life as were necessary to illustrate and explain the letters themselves.</p> - -<p>In these days, when the custom has become general of publishing -biographies of all persons of note or distinction, it was thought -advisable, in order that a true picture might be given of my Sister, -that a short sketch of her life should be prepared by some one who was -personally known to her, and who appreciated the many beautiful features -of her char<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_viii" id="page_viii">{viii}</a></span>acter. The choice fell upon a clergyman at Darmstadt, Dr. -Sell.</p> - -<p>It would have been premature and out of place to attempt any thing like -a complete picture of a character so many-sided, or of my Sister’s -opinions on the affairs of Europe, in which she took the deepest -interest, and on which she formed opinions remarkable for breadth and -sagacity of view. The domestic side of her nature might alone for the -present be freely dealt with; and to help Dr. Sell in delineating this, -my Mother selected for his guidance the extracts from my Sister’s -letters to her which appear in the present volume. There was no thought -at first of making these extracts public, but they were found to be so -beautiful, and to be so true an expression of what my Sister really was, -that, in compliance with the request of the Grand Duke her husband, they -were allowed to be translated and published, so that her subjects might -see in them how great reason they had to love her whom they had lost.</p> - -<p>The letters in their original form are here given to the English public, -and I am sure that all who read them will feel thankful to my Mother for -thus granting them a closer insight into my clear Sister’s beautiful and -unselfish life.</p> - -<p>They will see in them also, with satisfaction, how devoted she was to -the land of her birth,—how her heart ever turned to it with reverence -and affection as the country which had done and was doing for Liberty -and the advancement of mankind more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_ix" id="page_ix">{ix}</a></span> than any other country in the -world. How deep was her feeling in this respect was testified by a -request, which she made to her husband in anticipation of her death, -that an English flag might be laid upon her coffin; accompanying the -wish with a modest expression of a hope, that no one in the land of her -adoption could take umbrage at her desire to be borne to her rest with -the old English colors above her.</p> - -<p>In any case I feel confident that the perusal of these letters must -deepen the love and admiration which have always been felt for my -beloved Sister in this country, where she ever thanked God that her -childhood and youth had been tended with a wise love, that had fostered -and developed all those qualities and tastes which she most valued and -strove to cultivate in her later years.</p> - -<p> </p> - -<p>I had written these words, when another beloved member of our family, -whose name often recurs in my Sister’s letters, was suddenly taken from -us, and from our country. Writing of my dear Brother to my Mother -(February 1, 1868) she said: “May God spare that young bright and gifted -life to be a comfort to you for many a year to come!” That life, which -then hung trembling in the balance, was mercifully spared, not indeed -for many a year, but long enough to make my Brother more beloved by his -family and friends, and to enable him to give to his country some token -of the good gifts with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_x" id="page_x">{x}</a></span> which he was endowed. As he was the last of us -to see my dear Sister in life, so he has been the first to follow her -into the Silent Land.</p> - -<p class="r"> -HELENA.<br /> -</p> - -<p class="hang"> -<span class="smcap">Cumberland Lodge</span>:<br /> -<i>15th April, 1884</i>.<br /> -</p> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_013.jpg" width="250" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">{11}</a></span></p> - -<h1><img src="images/ill_001.jpg" width="500" -alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br />PRINCESS ALICE.</h1> - -<h2><a name="CHILDHOOD_AND_GIRLHOOD" id="CHILDHOOD_AND_GIRLHOOD"></a>CHILDHOOD AND GIRLHOOD.<br /><br /> -1843-1862.</h2> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="sml">“I ever look back to my childhood and girlhood as the happiest time -of life.”—(<i>13th June, 1869.</i>)</p></div> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">P</span>RINCESS ALICE, as she is ever called in England, was born at Buckingham -Palace on the 25th of April, 1843. She was the third child and second -daughter of Queen Victoria and Albert, Prince Consort. At her -christening, which took place at the Palace on the 2d of June, she -received the names of Alice Maud Mary. Princess Sophia Matilda of -Gloucester, niece of King George III., and sister-in-law to the Duchess -of Gloucester, was one of her godmothers, and her Royal parents chose -the name of Maud, which is the same as Matilda, on account of its being -an old English name borne by the Empress Maud, and other British -princesses. The name of “Mary” was chosen because the little princess -was born on the Duchess of Gloucester’s birthday.</p> - -<p>The Archbishop of Canterbury officiated at the christening. The -sponsors: the reigning King<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">{12}</a></span> of Hanover, Ernest Augustus; the Hereditary -Prince of Saxe-Coburg and Gotha; Princess Sophia Matilda of Gloucester, -sister-in-law to the Duchess of Gloucester, niece of George III.; and -Feodora, Princess of Hohenlohe-Langenburg, half-sister to the Queen.</p> - -<p>The christening was, as the Queen herself told her uncle, the King of -the Belgians, when writing to him on the 6th of June, “a very imposing -ceremony. Nothing could have gone off better, and little Alice behaved -extremely well.”<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a></p> - -<p>Though twenty-two years only have passed since the wholly unexpected -death of Prince Albert deprived the Queen of her devoted husband, the -Royal children of a most loving and beloved father, and the whole nation -of one of its wisest counsellors, his life, in the admirable -biographical memorial by Sir Theodore Martin, forms already part of -history, and by it we are enabled to form a just estimate of the perfect -character and great intellectual abilities of the Prince, whom his -daughter, Princess Alice, revered through life as her highest ideal.</p> - -<p>Prince Albert, the second son of the then reigning Duke of Coburg, was -the very picture of manly chivalrous beauty. He was very young, not yet -twenty-one years old, when he became the Consort of the Queen of -England, who was only three months older. But by his strength of -character and rare energy of intellect, combined with a thorough -self-con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">{13}</a></span>trol and an unswerving devotion to the duties of his position, -he succeeded in gaining the love and esteem of a nation which, though it -keeps watch over its rights and privileges with peculiar jealousy, knows -also how to show great generosity, when once it has learnt to trust and -to love.</p> - -<p>With his wonderful power of mastering new and difficult subjects he made -himself familiar with the history and policy, the social and -agricultural conditions, the industries and commercial relations of his -adopted country. In his position of intimate confidential adviser to the -Sovereign he showed the greatest tact, and gained the affection and -respect of the Ministers who succeeded one another at the head of -affairs; whilst the more he became known the more his genuine worth was -appreciated by the nation at large.</p> - -<p>Chief of all, two nations have acknowledged with grateful admiration, -that under his influence there grew up in the midst of the most -brilliant Court in Europe a domestic family life, so perfect in its -purity and charm that it might well serve for a bright example to every -home in the land. Whilst sharing with the Sovereign all the labors and -cares of state, the Prince made suitable changes and practical -arrangements in the Royal Household, and, by steadily adhering to -principles which he had at once recognized as the best, he succeeded in -making life happy and peaceful to all around him. Thus it was that the -Royal Family of England, whether residing in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">{14}</a></span> the splendid palaces at -Windsor, in London, or at Osborne, the lovely country seat in the Isle -of Wight, or at Balmoral, surrounded by the sterner scenery of the -Scotch Highlands, was enabled to enjoy a life of perfect tranquillity -amidst the political tempests of the most turbulent decade of our times.</p> - -<p>The childhood of the Princess Alice was a very happy one, and much -favored by circumstances. When she was a year old, her father mentioned -her as “the beauty of the family,” and as an extremely good and merry -child. Her mother adds, “she was a very vain little person.”</p> - -<p>She developed naturally. At first she was not thought to be so highly -gifted as later years proved her to be. Her father often used to speak -of her as “poor dear little Alice,” as if he had to take her part. She -soon became a great favorite with all around her. Lady Lyttleton, who up -to 1851 was entrusted with the supervision of the Royal children, and to -whose pen we owe so many accounts of that happy family life, writes as -follows on the little Princess’ fourth birthday:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“Dear Princess Alice is too pretty, in her low frock and pearl -necklace, tripping about and blushing and smiling at her honors. -The whole family, indeed, appear to advantage on birthdays; no -tradesman or country squire can keep one with such hearty simple -affection and enjoyment. <i>One</i> present I think we shall all wish to -live farther off: a live lamb, all over pink ribbons and bells. He -is already the greatest pet, as one may suppose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">{15}</a></span></p> - -<p>“Princess Alice’s pet lamb is the cause of many tears. He will not -take to his mistress, but runs away lustily, and will soon butt at -her, though she is most coaxy, and said to him in her sweetest -tones, after kissing his nose often, ‘Milly, <i>dear</i> Milly! <i>do</i> you -like me?’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p></div> - -<p>One of the main principles observed in the education of the Royal -children was this—that though they received the best training, of body -and mind, to fit them for the high position they would eventually have -to fill, they should in nowise come in contact with the actual Court -life. The children were scarcely known to the Queen’s ladies-in-waiting, -as they only now and then made their appearance for a moment after -dinner at dessert, or accompanied their parents out driving. The care of -them was exclusively entrusted to persons who possessed the Queen and -Prince Consort’s entire confidence, and with whom they could at all -times communicate direct. The Royal parents kept themselves thoroughly -informed of the minutest detail of what was being done for their -children in the way of training and instruction.</p> - -<p>After the first years of childhood were past, the Royal children were -placed under the care of English, French, and German governesses, who, -again, were under a Lady Superintendent, and accompanied the children in -their walks and watched over them during their games.</p> - -<p>To the lessons in foreign languages, music and drawing were soon added, -for which the young<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">{16}</a></span> Princess showed a decided talent.<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> “Her copybooks -were always neatness itself, and she wrote a very pretty hand.” “Fresh, -blooming, and healthy, escaping most of the illnesses of childhood, -cheerful, merry, full of fun and mischief,” she delighted in all bodily -exercises, such as gymnastics, skating, etc. Above all, she was -passionately fond of riding and of horses. She preferred playing with -her brothers, and was bold and fearless as a boy. With all this, -however, she soon showed proofs of real kindness of heart and of tender -consideration for others. “I remember well,” a former dresser of the -Queen’s relates, “meeting the Royal children playing in the corridor, -and, as I passed on, the Prince of Wales making a joke about my great -height, the Princess said to her brothers, but so that I should hear it: -‘It is very nice to be tall; Papa would like us all to be tall.’<span class="lftspc">”</span> “Her -kindness of heart showed itself in all her actions when a child. -Whenever she in the least suspected that anybody’s feelings had been -hurt, she always tried to make things smooth again.” “At Christmastime -she was most anxious to give pleasure to everybody, and bought presents -for each with her own pocket-money. She once gave me a little -pincushion, and on another occasion a basket, and wrote on a little card -with a colored border (always in German for me) ‘For dear Frida [now -Madame Müller], from Alice’ and brought it to me herself on Christmas -Eve. I felt that she had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">{17}</a></span> thought how much I must have missed my home -that day.”</p> - -<p>The, first journeys on which she, with her elder sister and brother, was -allowed to accompany her parents are vividly described in the Queen’s -Journal. They were those to Ireland, in 1849, and, in 1850, to the -Highlands; and to the beauty and grandeur of Highland scenery she -remained through life an enthusiastic devotee.</p> - -<p>Her intellectual faculties and the deeper qualities of her character did -not, in her case, as, indeed, generally happens with high-spirited, -healthy children, develop very early; but almost from the first she -showed those qualities of disposition which win all hearts and lend a -charm to daily life.</p> - -<p>Little theatrical pieces performed by the Royal children on festive -anniversaries in the family—partly, too, with a view of gaining -facility in foreign languages—were the field in which the young -Princess decidedly distinguished herself. No child ever performed the -part of the High Priest Joad in Racine’s “Athalie,” with more dignity, -and with a more pleasing intonation; and a more delightful German Red -Ridinghood<a name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></a><a href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> than the Princess never appeared upon the stage.</p> - -<p>Of one of these performances, given in honor of the Queen and Prince’s -wedding-day in 1864, Baroness Bunsen gives the following description in -her biography of Baron Bunsen. A tableau represent<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">{18}</a></span>ing the Four Seasons -had been studied and contrived by the Royal children. “First appeared -Princess Alice as the Spring, scattering flowers, and reciting verses, -which were taken from Thomson’s ‘Seasons’; she moved gracefully, and -spoke in a distinct and pleasing manner with excellent modulation, and a -tone of voice sweet and penetrating like that of the Queen.”<a name="FNanchor_4_4" id="FNanchor_4_4"></a><a href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a></p> - -<p>It was during these years that Princess Alice formed her warm friendship -for the Princess Louise of Prussia, now Grand Duchess of Baden, who -records her first impressions of the young Princess in the following -words:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“She was at that time most graceful in appearance—charming, merry, -and amiable; and though always occupying a subordinate place to her -very gifted and distinguished sister, there never was the least -semblance of a disagreement. Alice’s cheerful disposition and her -great power of observation showed themselves very early in the -pleasantest manner, and she had a remarkable gift of making herself -attractive to others. Her individuality was less decided and -prominent than that of her sister, and she had a special charm of -childhood grace. Our walks and drives together, the life in the -schoolroom, the games in the corridors, or in dear old Baron -Stockmar’s room—these and all the pleasure and enjoyment of being -together with the two sisters will ever remain amongst the happiest -and most lasting of my recollections.”</p></div> - -<p>The opening of the First Great Exhibition in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">{19}</a></span> 1851—Prince Albert’s own -creation—was the occasion of a visit of the Prince of Prussia (the -present Emperor of Germany) and his family to the English Court. This -visit was repeated in 1853. Meanwhile an active correspondence had -sprung up between the young friends, in which Princess Alice took a most -active part.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“Alice was now drawn more into the circle of the grown-up members -of the family; but, in spite of this, she retained all the -fascination of her charming graceful ways. A great vein of humor -showed itself in her, as well as a certain sharpness in criticising -people who were not congenial to her. Many a little conflict took -place in the schoolroom; but while the individualities of the -sisters became more and more distinct, their happy relations to one -another remained unchanged. She was a great favorite with her -brothers and sisters, though they knew she was fond of mischief.</p> - -<p>“To a naturally engaging manner quite exceptional joyousness and -power of showing affectionate emotion imparted an especial charm, -which revealed itself in the fine lines of her face, in her -graceful movements, and a certain inborn nobleness and dignity. Her -attachment to my parents, ‘Uncle Prussia’ and ‘Aunt Prussia,’ was -truly touching.”</p></div> - -<p>In 1855 Princess Alice had her first serious illness—scarlet -fever—caught from her younger sister, Princess Louise. She recovered -easily, but for some time afterward a certain delicacy was observable. -The accounts at that time are unanimous in describing the peculiarly -sweet development of her disposi<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">{20}</a></span>tion, and the manifestation of a true -womanly interest in the works of charity and mercy. The feeling of -acting independently for the good of others had been aroused in many -ways in the Royal children. The Swiss Cottage at Osborne, in like -manner, with its museum, kitchen, store-room, and little gardens, was -made the means of learning how to do household work, and to direct the -management of a small establishment.</p> - -<p>The parents were invited there as guests, to partake of the dishes which -the Princesses themselves prepared; and there, too, each child was -allowed to choose its own occupation, and to enjoy perfect liberty.</p> - -<p>The life in the Highlands, free from the restraint of Court life, -brought the Royal children into closer contact with the humbler classes, -and called into play their sympathies for the poor.</p> - -<p>They were permitted to visit the humblest cottages—nay, even encouraged -to do so. There it was, no doubt, that a feeling of pity for and an -ardent desire to help the poor, the sick, and the needy, were first -aroused in the Princess. We know how these early impressions led in -later life to her founding some of the noblest and most beneficent -institutions.</p> - -<p>The blessings of a happy family life,—which generally those only are -allowed to enjoy who live in happy obscurity from the great world,—were -fully appreciated by the Princess, as we may see from her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">{21}</a></span> later -letters, abounding in gratitude to her parents and brothers and sisters, -and from the frequent references which she makes to this period of her -life.</p> - -<p>The visits of the grandchildren to their beloved grandmother, the -Duchess of Kent, old in years but young in spirit, at her residences at -Frogmore (near Windsor), and Abergeldie (near Balmoral), had a peculiar -charm for them.</p> - -<p>The first excursion the Princess made out of her native land was to -Cherbourg,<a name="FNanchor_5_5" id="FNanchor_5_5"></a><a href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a> when, with her brothers and sisters, she accompanied her -parents. The lovely scenery about Cherbourg has become familiar to us -through the descriptions given by the Queen.</p> - -<p>A great change in the life of the Princess took place through the -engagement of the Princess Royal to Prince Frederick William of Prussia. -Hitherto the Princess had in a great measure shared her sister’s studies -and artistic occupations, and had had the same companions, taking -quietly and naturally the second place. Now her sister’s departure for a -new home wrought an entire change in her life, throwing upon her, as it -did, new responsibilities as now the eldest daughter at home, and -placing her in a new position in relation to her parents, and -particularly to her father, whose constant care it was to imbue her with -that sincerity and earnestness of purpose without which, to use his -friend Baron<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">{22}</a></span> Stockmar’s words, “it was impossible to fill one’s -position in life happily, worthily, and with dignity.”</p> - -<p>The closer intercourse with her father laid the foundation of that deep -and intelligent love of plastic art and of music, for which she had -already as a child shown a decided talent. Her appreciation of all that -was best in the arts was fostered by the many treasures by which she was -surrounded at Windsor Castle, and also by prosecuting her studies and -practice in music along with the Prince Consort.</p> - -<p>The many great and stirring events of those years, the disturbance of -Europe through the Revolutions of 1848 and 1849, and the Crimean war, -took place when the Princess was already old enough to feel their -gravity; and served to awaken and foster the keen interest which she -took in later years in all political occurrences.</p> - -<p>Another great European conflict was approaching, just about the time of -her Confirmation, which took place on the 21st of April, 1869. Besides -having been prepared for it by the Dean of Windsor (the Hon. and Very -Rev. G. Wellesley), the Prince Consort himself had given the Princess -instructions, as he had previously done to the Princess Royal, from “A -manual of Religion and of the History of the Christian Church,” by Carl -Gottlieb Bretschneider (formerly, “General Superintendent” in Gotha). -The Prince’s object in this was to encourage her in serious thought, and -in independent reflections on religious questions.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">{23}</a></span></p> - -<p>The ceremony of the Confirmation, which was performed by the Archbishop -of Canterbury, had barely been concluded, when the news arrived of the -threatened invasion of Sardinia by Austria, which finally ended in the -Austro-Italian war, so disastrous to Austria, of 1859.</p> - -<p>The Queen makes the following remarks on this event, in a letter to her -uncle, the King of the Belgians:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“* * * But this did not in the least disturb our dear child’s -equanimity. She was in a most devotional state of mind—quiet, -gentle, self-possessed, and deeply impressed by the importance and -solemnity of the event. She answered admirably at her examination, -and went through the ceremony in a very perfect manner.”<a name="FNanchor_6_6" id="FNanchor_6_6"></a><a href="#Footnote_6_6" class="fnanchor">[6]</a></p></div> - -<p>Not long before this the Queen had given her own opinion of her daughter -in the following words:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“She is very good, gentle, sensible, and amiable, and a real -comfort to me. I shall not let her marry as long as I can -reasonably delay her doing so.”<a name="FNanchor_7_7" id="FNanchor_7_7"></a><a href="#Footnote_7_7" class="fnanchor">[7]</a></p></div> - -<p>In June 1860 the Queen and Prince Consort received numerous guests at -Windsor Castle for the Ascot races, amongst others the King of the -Belgians and the two Princes, Louis and Henry of Hesse, the sons of -Prince Charles of Hesse and nephews of the reigning Grand Duke. After -they had left England, the Prince Consort mentioned to his valued friend -Baron Stockmar, that there was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">{24}</a></span> no doubt that Prince Louis and Princess -Alice had formed a mutual liking, and that he quite expected it would -lead to further advances from the young Prince’s family.</p> - -<p>Judging by the favorable impression which the manly and attractive -Prince of twenty-three had made, the probable result was eagerly looked -for.</p> - -<p>Before long a letter from Princess Frederick William from Berlin -announced that she had been in communication with Prince Louis’ mother, -Princess Charles of Hesse (cousin of the Prince Regent of Prussia), who -had informed her of her son’s great admiration for her sister. It was -arranged that, after the journey of the Queen and Prince Consort to -Germany that autumn, the young Prince should pay a second visit to -England; and leave of absence for him was to be obtained from the Prince -Regent of Prussia.<a name="FNanchor_8_8" id="FNanchor_8_8"></a><a href="#Footnote_8_8" class="fnanchor">[8]</a> This was done, and he arrived at Windsor Castle in -November. On the 30th of November the Queen wrote as follows in her -Diary:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“* * * After dinner, whilst talking to the gentlemen, I perceived -Alice and Louis talking before the fireplace more earnestly than -usual, and when I passed to go to the other room, both came up to -me, and Alice in much agitation said he had proposed to her, and he -begged for my blessing. I could only squeeze his hand and say -‘Certainly.’ and that we would see him in our room later. Got<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">{25}</a></span> -through the evening working as well as we could. Alice came to our -room * * * agitated, but quiet. * * * Albert sent for Louis to his -room; he went first to him and then called Alice and me in. * * * -Louis has a warm, noble heart. We embraced our dear Alice, and -praised her much to him. He pressed and kissed my hand, and I -embraced him. After talking a little, we parted; a most touching, -and to me most sacred, moment.”<a name="FNanchor_9_9" id="FNanchor_9_9"></a><a href="#Footnote_9_9" class="fnanchor">[9]</a></p></div> - -<p>As this was entirely a marriage of affection, the happiness of the -“young people” was very great.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis stayed over Christmas, which this year seemed brighter to -the whole family, from the accession of what her father termed “a -beloved newly-bestowed full-grown son.” “Our dear Bridegroom,” as the -Prince Consort calls the young Prince, left on the 28th of December. The -parting was tearful, but full of hope, as he was to return in the -spring.</p> - -<p>During the first happy weeks after her engagement, Princess Alice had -spent the greater part of her evenings with her beloved grandmother, the -Duchess of Kent, either reading or playing on the piano to her, as the -Duchess’ health did not allow of her dining at Windsor Castle.</p> - -<p>The Duchess’ condition had become worse during the first months of the -new year (1861), and she died on the 16th of March at the age of -seventy-four, in the presence of her beloved and loving daughter, whose -happiness and affection had been the joy of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">{26}</a></span> her life, and also of her -equally beloved son-in-law, and the Princess Alice. On this sad -occasion, which she felt most deeply, Princess Alice showed the comfort -and help she was fitted to be to her family in times of sorrow and -anxiety.</p> - -<p>The Queen communicated to Parliament in a “Message” the contemplated -marriage of the Princess. The announcement was received with general -satisfaction. When, shortly afterward, the question of the Princess’ -“settlement” was laid before the House of Commons, the dowry of -30,000<i>l.</i>, with an annuity of 6,000<i>l.</i>, was voted without a -dissentient voice. “She will not,” writes her careful father, “be able -to do great things with it.”</p> - -<p>In May, Prince Louis arrived at Osborne on a visit. Soon after, however, -he fell ill with the measles. Prince Leopold caught them from him, and -was very seriously ill.</p> - -<p>In the following month the whole family were for the last time together, -including the two sons-in-law<a name="FNanchor_10_10" id="FNanchor_10_10"></a><a href="#Footnote_10_10" class="fnanchor">[10]</a> and the two grandchildren from -Potsdam.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis paid another visit to England in September, when he took -part in those delightful expeditions in the Highlands, which were to be -the last the Prince Consort made.<a name="FNanchor_11_11" id="FNanchor_11_11"></a><a href="#Footnote_11_11" class="fnanchor">[11]</a></p> - -<p>In December, in the midst of preparations which he was making for -Princess Alice’s future household, and for a journey of her brother, -Prince Leopold, to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">{27}</a></span> Cannes, the Prince Consort fell ill. Princess Alice -was often with her father during his illness, reading to him, and in -intimate communication with her mother. Soon, however, the illness -developed into low fever, and the Prince, worn out by over-work and -anxiety, had not strength to resist it, and died peacefully on the 14th -of December, in the presence of the Queen, the Prince of Wales, and the -Princesses Alice and Hélèna. During the days of unspeakable sorrow which -followed upon the death of the Prince Consort, it was Princess Alice -above all who was a real support to her broken-hearted mother. The -unanimous opinion of eye-witnesses as to what the Princess went through -and achieved at this time is truly astonishing.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“Herself filled with the intensest sorrow at her beloved father’s -death—and what a father! what a head of a family! what a friend -and adviser to his wife and children!—she at once took into her -own hands every thing that was necessary in those first dark days -of the destruction of that happy home. All communications from the -Ministers and household passed through the Princess’ hands to the -Queen, then bowed down by grief. She endeavored in every way -possible, either verbally or by writing, to save her mother all -trouble. The decision to leave Windsor for Osborne directly after -the Prince’s death, according to the urgent wish of the King of the -Belgians, and which it was so difficult and painful for the Queen -to make, was obtained by the Princess’ influence.”</p></div> - -<p>The gay, bright girl seemed all at once to have changed into the -thoughtful woman.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">{28}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“It was the very intimate intercourse with the sorrowing Oueen at -that time which called forth in Princess Alice that keen interest -and understanding in politics for which she was afterward so -distinguished. She also gained at this time that practical -knowledge for organizing, and the desire for constant occupation, -which in her public as well as in her private life became part of -herself. The Princess suddenly developed into a wise far-seeing -woman, living only for others, and beloved and respected by the -highest as well as by the lowest.<a name="FNanchor_12_12" id="FNanchor_12_12"></a><a href="#Footnote_12_12" class="fnanchor">[12]</a></p></div> - -<p>It was at this time that the <i>Times</i> said of the Princess:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“It is impossible to speak too highly of the strength of mind and -self-sacrifice of the Princess Alice during these dreadful days. -Her Royal Highness has certainly understood, that it was her duty -to be the help and support of her mother in her great sorrow, and -it was in a great measure due to her that the Queen has been able -to bear with such wonderful resignation the irreparable loss that -so suddenly and terribly befell her.”</p></div> - -<p>The young “bridegroom” did not remain absent in those days, but arrived -without delay.</p> - -<p>A touching trait is told by the same near relation of the Princess whose -memorandum has just been quoted. As she was placing wreaths and flowers -on the dear dead Prince, and both knelt down near him, she said in a -heart-rending voice, “Oh! dear Molly, let us pray to God to give us back -dear Papa!”</p> - -<p>The letters published in this volume will show<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">{29}</a></span> that the feeling of that -irreparable loss never left her through life, and our impression cannot -be a false one, that it was this loss which brought out the deep -earnestness of her character, and which made her feel that life was no -light thing, but a time of probation to be spent in earnest work and -conscientious fulfilment of duty.</p> - -<p>She felt it to be a sacred duty to foster the recollections of her -girlhood, and to carry out the principles with which her father had -embued her, whether in the cultivation of art and science, the -encouragement of art manufactures, of agriculture and general education, -in the tasteful and practical arrangement of her own house, in bettering -the conditions of the lower and working classes by improving their homes -and inculcating principles of health, economy, and domestic management. -In short, in every way open to her, did the Princess try to walk in her -father’s footsteps, and so to do honor to his memory.</p> - -<p>It is but natural that during the first weeks of her first great sorrow, -and of her many new duties, the thought of her own future should have -been put into the background. The preparations for her marriage, -however, as well as for her household were continued, according to the -known intentions of the Prince Consort. The marriage was solemnized at -Osborne on the 1st of July at one o’clock. The Archbishop of York -performed the ceremony in the absence of the Archbishop of Canterbury, -who was prevented by illness from being present.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">{30}</a></span></p> - -<p>Besides her sorrowing mother, the Crown Prince of Prussia, all her -brothers and sisters, the parents and brothers and sisters of the -bridegroom, and a number of princely relations were present. The Duke of -Saxe-Coburg-Gotha, in the place of her father, led the bride to the -altar, whilst the bridegroom was accompanied by his brother, Prince -Henry. At the conclusion of the ceremony, the Queen withdrew to her -room. The guests left the Isle of Wight in the afternoon, whilst the -newly-married pair went with a small suit to St. Clare, near Ryde -(belonging to Colonel and Lady Catherine Harcourt), where they remained -three days.</p> - -<p>On the 9th of July, Prince and Princess Louis of Hesse left England, -accompanied by the fervent prayers and good wishes of a devoted people, -who never forgot what their Princess had been to them in their hour of -trouble.</p> - -<p>What they felt found apt expression in the following sonnet, which -appeared in <i>Punch</i> at the time:</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Dear to us all by those calm and earnest eyes,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And early thought upon that fair young brow;<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Dearer for that where grief was heaviest, thou<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Wert sunshine, till He passed where suns shall rise<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And set no more; thou, in affection wise<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And strong, wert strength to Her who even but now<br /></span> -<span class="i2">In the soft accents of thy bridal vow<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Heard music of her own heart’s memories.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i2">Too full of love to own a thought of pride<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Is now thy gentle bosom; so ’tis best:<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Yet noble is thy choice, O English bride!<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And England hails the bridegroom and the guest<br /></span> -<span class="i2">A friend—a friend well loved by him who died.<br /></span> -<span class="i0">He blessed your troth: your wedlock shall be blessed.<br /></span> -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">{31}</a></span></div></div> -</div> - -<h2><a name="IN_HER_NEW_HOME" id="IN_HER_NEW_HOME"></a> -<img src="images/ill_002.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - IN HER NEW HOME.<br /><br /> -1862-1865.</h2> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="sml">“Our life is a very, very happy one. I have nothing on earth to -wish for.... To be able to make a bright and comfortable home for -my dear husband is my constant aim.”—(<i>14th Feb.-1st March, -1864.</i>)</p></div> - -<h3><a name="yr-1862" id="yr-1862">1862</a>.</h3> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">M</span>EANWHILE sorrow had fallen on the Grand Ducal family of Hesse also. -Some weeks before the Princess’ marriage (May 25), the Grand Duchess of -Hesse (Princess of Bavaria) had died—a woman beloved for her amiable -and generous qualities, deeply regretted by her husband, the Grand Duke -Louis III., and mourned by all who knew her, high as well as low. -Nevertheless, preparations had been made to give a brilliant reception -to the newly-married pair. The whole country looked forward with anxiety -to the arrival of the young Princess, of whom so much had been heard, -and who, though English, was known to have a thoroughly sympathetic -feeling for Germany.</p> - -<p>The Prince and Princess made a short stay at Brussels, and arrived at -Bingen, on the Hessian frontier, on the 12th of July.</p> - -<p>A special train took them on to Mayence, where the first official -reception took place. The Rhine<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">{32}</a></span> was crossed in a gaily-decorated -steamer, and at the last station before Darmstadt the Grand Duke and all -the family received the Prince and Princess and accompanied them to -Darmstadt.</p> - -<p>At half-past four in the afternoon the young married couple made their -state entry into the town, through streets decorated with triumphal -arches, flags, and flowers, amidst the peals of bells and the -enthusiastic cheers of the assembled crowds, receiving and acknowledging -the many marks of respect and affection with which they were greeted.</p> - -<p>A mounted guard of honor headed the procession. The schools, the -different guilds, the choral societies, the Turnvereine (gymnastic -societies), and thousands of town and country folk lined the streets -through which the Prince and Princess passed.</p> - -<p>The impression produced on every one by the young Princess’ grace and -sweet maidenly beauty, and bright winning, yet truly dignified, manner, -was very great, and inspired the fairest hopes of what she would prove -in her new home. What her own first impressions of that home were are -given in the letters which follow.</p> - -<p>The circumstances of her new life were certainly very different from -those to which she had been accustomed as an English Princess. What she -may have felt more keenly, as time went on, in the small but -often-recurring differences between English and German life, did not -oppress her at first. She had determined to make herself at home in her -husban<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">{33}</a></span>d’s country, and she soon contrived to stamp on every room in her -house the impress of her fine taste. That house was of the most -unpretending character, situated in a quiet quarter of the town, near -the palace of Prince and Princess Charles of Hesse. They had few -servants besides those who came with them from England.</p> - -<p>A short visit to her uncle at Coburg, a lengthened stay at -Auerbach,—where the Prince and Princess had a small country house lent -them by the Grand Duke,—and excursions to Heidelberg and Carlsruhe, -occupied the Summer months. In September they went to Rheinhardtsbrunn -in Thuringia to meet the Queen, and it was then settled that they should -spend the winter and spring in England with Her Majesty. The house the -Prince and Princess were living in at Darmstadt was so small, that plans -had at once to be made for a new palace of their own.</p> - -<p>On the 10th of November they left Darmstadt, travelling by Coblenz and -Cologne to Antwerp. Here the Queen’s yacht, “Victoria and Albert”, -awaited them, and brought them to England, where they met with a most -hearty reception from all classes.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Royal Yacht</span>, July 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—Before leaving the yacht I must send you a few lines -to wish you once more good-bye, and to thank you again and again -for all your kindness to us.</p> - -<p>My heart was very full when I took leave of you and all the dear -ones at home; I had not the courage to say a word,—but your loving -heart understands what I felt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">{34}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, July 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday, after we reached Bingen, all the Hessian officers of -state received us. At every station we received fresh people, and -had to speak to them. At Mayence also, the beautiful Austrian band -played whilst we waited, in pouring rain, which only ceased as we -reached Darmstadt. The station before, the Grand Duke, Prince and -Princess Charles with their children, Prince Alexander and his -wife, received us—all most kind and cordial.</p> - -<p>At the station we were again received; the whole town so prettily -decked out; the Bürger [Burgesses Escort] rode near our carriage; -countless young ladies in white, and all so kind, so loyal; in all -the speeches kind and touching allusions were made to you, and to -our deep grief. I believe the people never gave so hearty a -welcome. We two drove through the town; incessant cheering and -showering of flowers. We got out at Prince and Princess Charles’ -house, where the whole family was assembled.</p> - -<p>We then went to our rooms, which are very small, but so prettily -arranged, with such perfect taste, all by my own dear Louis; they -look quite English.</p> - -<p>We then drove to Bessungen for dinner <i>en famille</i>. * * *</p> - -<p>We were listening to twelve Sängervereine [Choral Unions] singing -together yesterday evening—two hundred people; it was most -beautiful, but in pouring rain. Some came up-stairs dripping to -speak to us. The Grand Duke gave me a fine diamond bracelet he and -his wife had ordered for me, and showed me all over his rooms.</p> - -<p>To-morrow we receive the Ständesherren [Princes and Counts] and the -gentlemen of both Houses.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">{35}</a></span></p> - -<p><i>My</i> thoughts, rather <i>our</i> thoughts, are constantly with you, -beloved Mama. Please give my love to all at home; it is impossible -to write to them all.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is extremely hot here. The last two days we rode out at -eight in the morning in the wood, where the air is very pleasant, -near the ground where the troops are drilled. On Monday we looked -on, and the soldiers were so much flattered.</p> - -<p>At half-past one on Monday we received the gentlemen of the Upper -House, then the Lower House, then the Flügeladjutanten -[aides-de-camp], then the Stadtvorstand [Town Council], then about -seventy officers, then a deputation of the English here. All these -people I had to speak to <i>en grande toilette</i>, and at four we drove -to a large dinner at the Schloss. The Grand Duke led me, and I -always sit near him.</p> - -<p>Yesterday at three the whole family drove to Seeheim, a lovely -place in the mountains, to dinner with the Grand Duke. In the two -villages we passed, flowers were showered upon us, and the Pfarrer -[clergyman] made a speech.</p> - -<p>I am really deeply touched by the kindness and enthusiasm shown by -the people, which is said to be quite unusual. They wait near the -house to see us, and cheer constantly—even the soldiers.</p> - -<p>We then drove for tea, which is always at eight, to Jugenheim to -Prince Alexander, whose birthday it was, and did not get home till -10.</p> - -<p>The whole family are very amiable toward me, and Prince Alexander -is most clever and amusing.</p> - -<p>Darling Louis is very grateful for your kind messages. We talk and -think of you often, and then my heart grows very heavy. Away from -home I can<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">{36}</a></span>not believe that beloved Papa is not there; all is so -associated with him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—Many thanks for your last kind letter, and all the -news from home; dear Baby [Princess Beatrice] is the only one you -have mentioned nothing of, and I think of her so often.</p> - -<p>Some people are coming to us at one, and then the whole Ministerium -[Administration]. It is really so difficult to find something to -say to these people, and they stand there waiting to be spoken to.</p> - -<p>Yesterday we received a deputation from Giessen, with a very pretty -dressing-case they brought us as a present.</p> - -<p>On Thursday we went incognito with Prince Alexander and his wife to -Frankfort. The town is decked out most beautifully, and countless -Schützen [riflemen] are walking about in their dress. We dined at -the Palais and then sat in the balcony.</p> - -<p>I have just taken leave of dear Lady Churchill and General -Seymour.<a name="FNanchor_13_13" id="FNanchor_13_13"></a><a href="#Footnote_13_13" class="fnanchor">[13]</a> They have made themselves most popular here, and the -people have been very civil to them.</p> - -<p>Louis and I have begun reading “Westward Ho,” together.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke went all the way to Kranichstein for me the other -day, and walked about till he was quite hot. He has forbidden my -visiting the other places until his return, as he wishes to lead me -about there himself. I do not see very much of the other relations -save at meals; and, having our own carriages, we two drive together -mostly alone. We have tea usually out of doors in some pretty spot -we drive to.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">{37}</a></span></p> - -<p>These lines will find you in Windsor. I went out this morning and -tried to find some of those pretty wreaths to send you, but could -get none. Please put one in St. George’s<a name="FNanchor_14_14" id="FNanchor_14_14"></a><a href="#Footnote_14_14" class="fnanchor">[14]</a> from me. It is the -first time you go to that hallowed spot without me; but in thought -and prayer I am with you. May God strengthen and soothe you, -beloved Mama, and may you still live to find some ray of sunshine -on your solitary path, caused by the love and virtue of his -children, trying, however faintly, to follow his glorious example!</p> - -<p>I do strive earnestly and cheerfully to do my duty in my new life, -and to do all that is right, which is but doing what dear Papa -would have wished.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear long letter of the 18th just -received. How well do I understand your feelings! I was so sad -myself yesterday, and had such intense longing after a look, a word -from beloved Papa! I could bear it no longer. Yet <i>how</i> much worse -is it not for you! You know, though, dear Mama, <i>he</i> is watching -over you, waiting for you. The thought of the future is the one -sustaining, encouraging point for all. “They who sow in tears shall -reap in joy”; and the great joy will be yours hereafter, dear Mama, -if you continue following that bright example. * * *</p> - -<p>We usually get up about quarter or half-past seven, and take some -coffee at eight. Then we either go out till ten or remain at home, -and till twelve I write and arrange what I have to do.</p> - -<p>At one, when we return from breakfast, we usually read together. I -have still a great many people to see, and they usually come at -two.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">{38}</a></span></p> - -<p>At four is dinner, and at half-past five we are usually back here, -and occupy ourselves till six or seven, then drive out somewhere -for tea at eight, walk about and return at a quarter or half-past -ten. We do not waste our time, I assure you, and Louis has a good -deal to do at this moment.</p> - -<p>Mr. Theed’s bust of dear Papa must be very lovely. I am curious to -hear what you think of Marochetti’s.<a name="FNanchor_15_15" id="FNanchor_15_15"></a><a href="#Footnote_15_15" class="fnanchor">[15]</a> It will be very sad for -you to see.</p> - -<p>A fortnight already I am here, and away from my dear home three -weeks! How much I shall have to tell you when we meet. My own dear -Mama, I do love you so much! You know, though silent, my love and -devotion to you is deep and true. If I could relinquish part of my -present happiness to restore to you some of yours, with a full -heart would I do it; but God’s will be done! God sustain my -precious mother! is the hourly prayer of her loving and -sympathizing child.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You tell me to speak to you of <i>my</i> happiness—our happiness. -You will understand the feeling which made me silent towards you, -my own clear bereaved Mother, on that point; but you are unselfish -and loving and can enter into my happiness, though I could never -have been the first to tell you how intense it is, when it must -draw the painful contrast between your past and present existence. -If I say I love my dear husband, that is scarcely enough—it is a -love and esteem which increases daily, hourly; which he also shows -to me by such consideration, such tender loving ways. What was life -before to what it has become now? There is such blessed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">{39}</a></span> peace -being at his side, being his wife; there is such a feeling of -security; and we two have a world of our own when we are together, -which <i>nothing</i> can touch or intrude upon. My lot is indeed a -blessed one; and yet what have I done to deserve that warm, ardent -love, which my darling Louis ever shows me? I admire his good and -noble heart more than I can say. How he loves me, you know, and he -will be a good son to you. He reads to me every day out of -“Westward Ho,” which I think very beautiful and interesting.</p> - -<p>This morning I breakfasted alone, as he went out with his regiment. -I always feel quite impatient until I hear his step coming -up-stairs, and see his dear face when he returns.</p> - -<p>Yesterday, and the previous night, I thought of you constantly, and -of our last journey together to dear Balmoral. Sad, painful though -it was, I liked so much being with you, trying to bear some of your -load of sorrow with you. From here I share all as if I were really -by your side; and I think so many fervent prayers cannot be offered -to a merciful loving God without His sending alleviation and -comfort.</p> - -<p>Please remember me to Grant, Brown, and all of them at home in dear -Scotland, and tell them how much I wish, and Louis also, that we -were there, changed though every thing is.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * People say we may still have the Palais, but I doubt it. I am -going to tell the Grand Duke that we return to England in autumn -(not only for your sake, but principally because I do not wish to -incommode our parents any longer, and because in the winter we -could not even receive people here).<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">{40}</a></span></p> - -<p>The only thing I shall regret in our not remaining here is, that -the people feel it so much, and they are most kind; but they will -see and understand that it cannot be otherwise, and that it does -not arise from ill will on our part.</p> - -<p>* * * Cecile and Michael<a name="FNanchor_16_16" id="FNanchor_16_16"></a><a href="#Footnote_16_16" class="fnanchor">[16]</a> were here yesterday, so kind and so -full of real sympathy toward you, which they begged me to express -to you. He has such warm feelings; and they admired and loved dear -Papa, though they saw him but little.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, August 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My heart feels ready to burst when I think of such sorrow as -yours. I pray my adored Louis may long be spared to me. If you only -knew how dear, how loving he is to me, and how he watches over me, -dear darling!</p> - -<p>To-morrow we go to Coburg, which was an old promise. Dear Uncle -sent only two days ago to say he left Coburg on the 5th, and would -we not come before? You will understand that, happy beyond measure -as I am to go there, a lump always comes into my throat when I -think of it—going for the first time with Louis to dear Papa’s -house, where but recently he showed us every thing himself.<a name="FNanchor_17_17" id="FNanchor_17_17"></a><a href="#Footnote_17_17" class="fnanchor">[17]</a> -Dear Mama, I think I can scarcely bear it—the thought seems so -hard and cruel. He told us as children so much of Coburg, spoke to -us of it with such childlike affection, enjoyed so much telling us -every anecdote connected with each spot; and now these silent spots -seem to plead for his absence.</p> - -<p>To see the old Baron [Stockmar] will be a great<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">{41}</a></span> happiness, and -that Louis should make his acquaintance.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Calenberg bei Coburg</span>, August 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Once more in dear Coburg, and you can fancy with what feelings. -Every thing reminds me of beloved Papa and of our last happy visit.</p> - -<p>We are living here, and yesterday we spent all the afternoon and -dined at the Rosenau. It was a lovely day, and the view so -beautiful. We went all over the house and walked about in the -grounds. We walked to dear Papa’s little garden, and I picked two -flowers there for you, which I enclose.</p> - -<p>Every spot brought up the remembrance of something dear Papa had -told us of his childhood; it made me so sad, I can’t tell you. -Uncle Ernest was also sad, but so kind and affectionate, and they -both seemed so pleased at our having come.</p> - -<p>Every thing about dear Papa’s illness, and then of the sad end, I -had to tell. I lived the whole dreadful time over again, and -wonder, whilst I speak of it, that we ever lived through it.</p> - -<p>At nine o’clock church service was in the pretty little chapel. -Holzei read, and Superintendent Meyer preached a most beautiful -sermon, the text being where our Saviour told his disciples they -must become as a little child to enter into the kingdom of heaven. -He spoke with his usual fervor, and it was most impressive. I saw -him afterward, and he enquired very much after you.</p> - -<p>We are going after breakfast to the Festung, and then Louis and I -are going to see the dear Baron [Stockmar].</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, August 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Dear Beloved Mama</span>:—Can you give me no ray of hope that you in some -way, bodily or mentally,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">{42}</a></span> feel better? It makes my heart ache -bitterly, to hear those sad accounts you give of yourself, though I -well know what for you life without <i>him</i> must be! God comfort you! -is my constant prayer.</p> - -<p>We saw the dear old Baron for some time. The meeting was sad on -both sides; he was very kind, but so desponding as to every thing! -In England and abroad he looks at every thing in a black light, and -was full of complaints about himself. He asked much after you, and -is anxious to see you again.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Next Monday we are going to Auerbach, to live there for a little -time. It lies in the Bergstrasse, and is very healthy. The Grand -Duke allows us to inhabit one of the houses.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How I long to read what Mr. Helps has written about Papa! What can -it be but beautiful and elevating, if he has rightly entered into -the spirit of that pure and noble being?<a name="FNanchor_18_18" id="FNanchor_18_18"></a><a href="#Footnote_18_18" class="fnanchor">[18]</a></p> - -<p>Oh, Mama! the longing I sometimes have for dear Papa surpasses all -bounds. In thought he is ever present and near me; still we are but -mortals, and as such at times long for him also. Dear, good Papa! -Take courage, dear Mama, and feel strong in the thought that you -require all your moral and physical strength to continue the -journey which brings you daily nearer to <i>Home</i> and to <i>Him</i>! I -know how weary you feel, how you long to rest your head on his dear -shoulder, to have him to soothe your aching heart. You will find -this rest again, and how blessed will it not be! Bear patiently -and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">{43}</a></span> courageously your heavy burden, and it will lighten -imperceptibly as you near him, and God’s love and mercy will -support you. Oh, could my feeble words bring you the least comfort! -They come from a trusting, true, and loving heart, if from naught -else.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We do feel for you so deeply and would wish so much to help -you, but there is but One who can do that, and you know whom to -seek. He will give you strength to live on till the bright day of -reunion. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, August 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our visit to Giessen<a name="FNanchor_19_19" id="FNanchor_19_19"></a><a href="#Footnote_19_19" class="fnanchor">[19]</a> went off very well. The people were -most loyal. We went to see the Gymnasts, and Louis walked about -amongst them, which pleased them very much. He is very popular -there, and I am very glad we both went, for it made a good -impression.</p> - -<p>We drove to Louis’ property, Stauffenberg, a beautiful (alas! -ruined) castle, which by degrees he is having restored, and which -will be a charming house for us, if it is finished, which can only -be done gradually.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, August 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Try and gather in the few bright things you have remaining -and cherish them, for though faint, yet they are types of that -infinite joy still to come. I am sure, dear Mama, the more you try -to appreciate and to find the good in that which God in His love -has <i>left</i> you, the more worthy you will daily become of that which -is in store. That earthly happiness you had is indeed gone forever, -but you must not think that every ray of it has left<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">{44}</a></span> you. You have -the privilege, which dear Papa knew so well how to value, in your -exalted position, of doing good and living for others, of carrying -on his plans, his wishes into fulfilment, and as you go on doing -your duty, this will, this must, I feel sure, bring you peace and -comfort. Forgive me, darling Mama, if I speak so openly; but my -love for you is such that I cannot be silent, when I long so -fervently to give you some slight comfort and hope in your present -life.</p> - -<p>I have known and watched your deep sorrow with a sympathizing, -though aching heart. Do not think that absence from you can still -that pain. My love for you is strong, is constant; I would like to -shelter you in my arms, to protect you from all future anxiety, to -still your aching longing! My own sweet Mama, you know I would give -my life for you, could I alter what you have to bear!</p> - -<p><i>Trust in God!</i> ever and constantly. In <i>my</i> life I feel that to be -my stay and my strength, and the feeling increases as the days go -on. My thoughts of the future are bright, and this always helps to -make the minor worries and sorrows of the present dissolve before -the warm rays of that light which is our guide.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, August 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day is the Ludwigstag, a day kept throughout the country, -and on which every Ludwig receives presents, etc.; but we spend it -quite quietly. Louis’ parents and the others are coming to -breakfast, and remain during the day. Louis is out riding. We -always get up early. He rides whilst I write, and we then walk -together and breakfast somewhere out of doors.</p> - -<p>We went to the little church here yesterday, which is very old, and -they sang so well.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">{45}</a></span></p> - -<p>I drew out of doors also, as it was very fine; but it is very -difficult, as it is all green, and the trees are my misfortune, as -I draw them so badly. I play sometimes with Christa<a name="FNanchor_20_20" id="FNanchor_20_20"></a><a href="#Footnote_20_20" class="fnanchor">[20]</a>; she plays -very well.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 26th [Prince Consort’s Birthday].<br /> -</p> - -<p>With a heavy heart do I take up my pen to write to you to-day—this -dear day, now so sad, save through its bright recollections. I -cannot bear to think of it now, with no one to bring our wishes to, -with that painful silence where such mirth and gaiety used to be. -It is very hard to bear, and the first anniversary is like the -commencement of a new epoch in our deep sorrow.</p> - -<p>When your dear present was brought to me this morning, I could not -take my eyes from it, though they were blinded with tears. Oh, -those beautiful, those loved features! There wants but his kind -look and word to make the picture alive! Thousand thanks for it, -dear Mama.</p> - -<p>How trying this day will be for you! My thoughts are constantly -with you, and I envy the privilege the others have in being near -you and being able to do the least thing for you.</p> - -<p>The sun shines brightly in the still blue sky; how bright and -peaceful it must be where our dear Spirit dwells, if it is already -so beautiful here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Two days ago Louis and I went to Worms. Whilst he went to his -regiment, which the Grand Duke came to inspect, I went to the Dom, -which is most beautiful; and then went in a little boat on the -Rhine, which was charming. It took us, driving, an hour and a half -from Auerbach to Worms.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">{46}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, September 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * For Louis’ birthday we are going to Darmstadt; it is getting -cold and damp here, and the house is small. We take our meals in -another house, and it is cold to walk over there of an evening. -Think of us on the 12th. It was such a happy day last year.<a name="FNanchor_21_21" id="FNanchor_21_21"></a><a href="#Footnote_21_21" class="fnanchor">[21]</a></p> - -<p>I have such <i>Heimweh</i> [yearning] after beloved Papa; it is dreadful -sometimes when I think of him and of our home. But he is so happy -in his bright home, could we but catch a glimpse of him there. Dear -Grandmama [the Duchess of Kent], too, is constantly in my thoughts -lately. I can see her before me—so dear, kind, and merry. As time -goes on, such things only mingle themselves more vividly with one’s -usual life; for it is their <i>life</i> which is nearest us again, and -not their <i>death</i>, which casts such a gloom over their remembrance.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Auerbach</span>, September 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How beautiful Heidelberg is! we went all over the Castle, and -with such glorious weather. There is one side still standing, built -and decorated by a pupil of Michael Angelo, which dear Papa admired -so much. How do I miss not being able to talk to beloved Papa of -all I see, hear, feel, and think! His absence makes such a gap in -my existence.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our visit to Baden was charming, and dear Fritz and -Louise<a name="FNanchor_22_22" id="FNanchor_22_22"></a><a href="#Footnote_22_22" class="fnanchor">[22]</a> so kind! Louis and I were both delighted by our visit. -The Queen, the Duchess of Hamilton, and Grand Duchess Hélène<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">{47}</a></span> were -there, besides dear Aunt [Princess Hohenlohe], and Countess -Blücher. The two latter, dear and precious as ever.</p> - -<p>We left yesterday morning; spent three hours with Grand Duchess -Sophie, who is the most agreeable, clever, amiable person one can -imagine. It gave me real pleasure to make her acquaintance. Aunt -Feodore’s house, though small, is really very pretty, and her rooms -are hung full of pictures. I saw Winterhalter also, in his lovely -new house, which he has gone and sold, saying it was too good for -him. He has painted a most beautiful picture of the Grand Duchess -Hélène—quite speaking.</p> - -<p>* * * I am going to make my will before leaving. I do not like -leaving (for England) without having done something.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>First of all, thousand thanks from Louis and me for your having -allowed dear Arthur<a name="FNanchor_23_23" id="FNanchor_23_23"></a><a href="#Footnote_23_23" class="fnanchor">[23]</a> to come with us. I cannot tell you what -pleasure it has been to me to have that dear child a little bit. He -has won all hearts, and I am so proud when they admire my little -brother, who is a mixture of you and adored Papa.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We intend probably leaving this on Saturday, the 8th, -remaining until the 10th at Coblenz, from whence we go direct in -eleven hours and three-quarters to Antwerp, leaving Antwerp the -morning of the 12th, to reach Windsor that evening or the next -morning.</p> - -<p>We always continue reading together, and have read <i>Hypatia</i>, a -most beautiful, most interesting,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">{48}</a></span> and very learned and clever -book, which requires great attention.</p> - -<p>I have the great bore to read the newspapers every day, which I -must do; see Dr. Becker<a name="FNanchor_24_24" id="FNanchor_24_24"></a><a href="#Footnote_24_24" class="fnanchor">[24]</a> from eleven to twelve; then I write, -and have constantly people to see, so that I have scarcely any time -to draw or to play. I also read serious book to myself.</p> - -<p>Louis would like to go to Leeds and Manchester from Osborne, as he -wants to go to London from Windsor. I shall accompany him -sometimes.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>As you come later to Windsor, we shall not leave till the 10th, -remain the 11th with the Queen, then go direct to Antwerp. If the -weather is bad we shall wait. Then on the 14th or 15th we shall be -at Windsor, which we prefer to coming to Osborne. We hope this will -suit you.</p> - -<p><i>All</i> are full of lamentations at our departure, and for so long, -which is most natural; but they are very kind. We have a family -dinner in our little room to-day, which is large enough for a few -people. The Grand Duke has quite lost his heart to Arthur, and -Bertie [Prince of Wales] pleased him also very much.</p> - -<p>In talking together last night, Louis said what I feel so often, -that he always felt as if it must come right again some time, and -we should find dear Papa home again. In another <i>home</i> we shall.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke was quite overcome when I gave him the photographs, -and with Baby’s [Princess Beatrice’s] he is quite enchanted, and -wishes<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">{49}</a></span> me to tell you how grateful he is, and how much he thanks -you. You cannot think <i>how</i> pleased he was, and the more so that -<i>you</i> sent them him. He has a warm heart and feels very much for -you, and takes a warm interest in all my brothers and sisters.</p> - -<p>I am glad you are going to see dear Fritz of Baden; he will be so -pleased. We shall see Louise at Coblenz.</p> - -<p>The plans for our house have come, and even the simplest is far -above what we poor mortals can build.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday, Mrs. Combe, widow of George Combe and daughter of -Mrs. Siddons, came to see me and was with me some time. She is a -clever, amiable old lady. It gave me such pleasure to see and talk -with her. Will you tell Sir James Clark so, as she is an old friend -of his.</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1863" id="yr-1863">1863</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">Each</span> visit to her old home seemed to give fresh life to Princess Alice, -and it can therefore be easily understood how great her happiness was at -being again under her mother’s roof and care, there to await the -realization of her fondest hopes.</p> - -<p>It was also a great comfort to the Princess to spend the first -anniversary of her father’s death with her family around her.</p> - -<p>On the 18th of December, 1862, the remains of the Prince Consort were -placed in a temporary sarcophagus, in the centre of the newly-erected -mausoleum at Frogmore in the presence of the Prince of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">{50}</a></span> Wales, Prince -Arthur, Prince Leopold, and Prince Louis of Hesse.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis occupied much of his time during his long stay in England -in making a number of interesting visits to the chief industrial -centres, and to military arsenals and depots.</p> - -<p>Princess Alice met with a carriage accident on the last day of the old -year, which happily was followed by no bad consequences.</p> - -<p>On the 10th of March, 1863, the Prince of Wales was married to the -Princess Alexandra of Denmark, at St. George’s Chapel, Windsor Castle, -in the presence of the whole Royal family. It was the first Royal -marriage which had been celebrated in that chapel since the marriage of -Henry I., in 1122.</p> - -<p>Soon after, on Easter Sunday, the 5th of April, 1863, Princess Louis of -Hesse gave birth to a daughter at Windsor Castle. This event was made -known next day at Darmstadt by the firing of twenty-one guns. The best -possible news continued to be received of the well-doing of mother and -child.</p> - -<p>The little Princess was christened on the 27th of April, at Windsor, by -the Hessian Court chaplain, Bender. She received the names of Victoria -Alberta Elizabeth Matilda. The Princes Alexander and Henry of Hesse -represented the Grand Ducal family at the christening.</p> - -<p>Princess Alice completed her recovery during a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">{51}</a></span> stay at Osborne in May, -and while there was able to accompany the Queen on a visit to the -Military Hospital at Netley.</p> - -<p>After a short stay in London, Prince and Princess Louis of Hesse and -their little daughter returned to Darmstadt. They spent the summer -months at Kranichstein, a shooting-lodge near Darmstadt, belonging to -the Grand Duke. The Princess employed her time in becoming better -acquainted with her adopted country, its inhabitants, their customs, and -ways of thinking.</p> - -<p>The Congress of German Potentates and Princes at Frankfort, in August, -brought the Princess in contact with many crowned heads. She proved -herself her father’s true child in regard to politics. The Prince -Consort had always longed for an united Germany, with Prussia at its -head, and a Liberal constitution. Princess Alice’s letters will show how -truly German her feelings were in the Schleswig-Holstein question, which -at that time, owing to the death of King Frederick VII. of Denmark, and -the claims made by his successor, King Christian IX., to the succession -in the Duchies also, assumed a European interest, and led to -consequences of permanent importance in the history of Europe. The -accounts of the manner in which the Prince and Princess Louis endeavored -to fulfil their social duties throw a significant light upon the way in -which the young Princess discharged her duties as the mistress of her -home.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">{52}</a></span></p> - -<p>In August the Princess met Queen Victoria at Coburg; and afterward had -the happiness of receiving Her Majesty and her sisters Hélèna, Louise -and Beatrice, and her brother Alfred, on a short visit at Kranichstein.</p> - -<p>A few weeks later the Prince and Princess with their child joined the -Queen at Balmoral, where nearly all the members of the Royal family were -assembled.</p> - -<p>In November they returned to Darmstadt, where, during their absence, the -new palace had made rapid progress, and was roofed in. It was built on a -site given by the Grand Duke, and after plans designed by the Princess -herself. The arrangement of the interior was entirely carried out by -herself in a manner both practical and artistic.</p> - -<p>In December, Prince Louis’ only sister, Anna, was engaged to be married -to the Grand Duke of Mecklenburg-Schwerin, an event which gave great -satisfaction at the time. The Princess spent her first Christmas in -Germany this year—1863.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Marlborough House</span>, May 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Dearest Mama</span>:—Our parting this morning was most painful to both of -us—from you to whom we <i>owe</i> so much, and whom we love so dearly.</p> - -<p>May God comfort and support you, beloved Mama, on your sad and -weary pilgrimage!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Marlborough House</span>, May 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I could not get your dear face and your sweet voice out of my mind -for an instant, and everywhere I thought I must see you or dear -Papa. It seemed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">{53}</a></span> so strange; I had the tears in my eyes all day. -The worst was the opera, for I had never been without you or Papa, -and all was the same and yet so different. It was very trying to -me; and so will the drawing-room be to-day. * * * I saw Lady -Jocelyn, Duchess of Manchester, Sir Charles Locock, and Lord Alfred -Paget, to show them baby, and all find her like what we all were. -How much <i>we</i> have to thank for in her name. Your affection for her -and all you have done for her have touched us more than I can say. -It seemed to me quite wrong to take her from you.</p> - -<p>On Wednesday, Alix [Princess of Wales] and myself go to the -studios. This morning we drove in Battersea Park.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The drawing-room was long, but Alix and I were not so tired, -considering the length of time, for we stood, excepting twenty -minutes, in the middle, when there was a block and the people could -not come.</p> - -<p>In to-day’s letter you mention again your wish that we should soon -be with you again. Out of the ten months of our married life five -have been spent under your roof, so you see how ready we are to be -with you. Before next year Louis does not think we shall be able to -come; at any rate when we can we shall, and I hope we shall be able -to see you for a day or two in Germany to divide the time.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Baby<a name="FNanchor_25_25" id="FNanchor_25_25"></a><a href="#Footnote_25_25" class="fnanchor">[25]</a> has been so much admired, and all the clothes you -gave her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">{54}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I sha’n’t have time to write more than a few words, as we have just -returned from church and are going to Mayence till Wednesday. The -Grand Duke came all the way to Kranichstein yesterday to go about -with us, and see how to arrange it comfortably. He is most kind, -and sat an hour with me.</p> - -<p>We have received two deputations this morning, and my things, which -ought to have been here before us, only arrived to-day.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Mayence</span>, June 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>There was a large dinner yesterday; the Nassaus dined here, and -this morning we have been to Biebrich. The Duke and Duchess, -Nicolas Nassau, Marianne of Prussia,<a name="FNanchor_26_26" id="FNanchor_26_26"></a><a href="#Footnote_26_26" class="fnanchor">[26]</a> her sister the Duchess of -Altenburg, and Landgrave William were there. They were most kind -and civil. We hurried back in time for dinner. The Grand Duke is -most kind, has taken me everywhere about himself—into the Dom, -into several shops, etc.</p> - -<p>Now when I return I shall have to unpack and pack again for -Kranichstein, and arrange the house there, which has not been lived -in for eighty years, so that for writing I have barely a moment.</p> - -<p>I have good accounts of baby, whom all the old gentlemen run out of -their houses to look at, when she walks in the garden, and try to -tell Moffat [her nurse] what they think of her, but she of course -understands nothing.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I write to you to-day, as Louis is going for all day to Worms -to-morrow, and I am going to Jugenheim to Uncle Alexander. It is -already warm here, and we are going in a day or two into the -country.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">{55}</a></span></p> - -<p>The Queen of Prussia passes through here to-day, and I shall -probably hear from her what her intentions are about England. I -have received a splendid bracelet from the Empress of Russia—for -baby’s picture. She is said to be far from well.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis was away from four o’clock yesterday morning till -eleven at night. He was at Worms with Uncle Louis. Tuesday is his -birthday, and we shall very likely go on Monday to Mayence, as -Uncle Louis is always wishing for us.</p> - -<p>I took a walk at Jugenheim yesterday with Uncle Alexander, his wife -and children, of more than two hours, and it was so beautiful, and -numberless little birds singing. Uncle Alexander was so grateful -for all your kindness, and was above all so charmed with you. It -always makes me so happy to be able to talk about you, and to hear -you appreciated as you ought to be, darling Mama.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Baby sits up quite strong, and looks about and laughs. She -has got on wonderfully, and she is so good. She was an hour with us -yesterday evening wide awake, and so good. She is as well and as -strong as any child could be. To-day we go to Mainz, and to-morrow -night from thence to Kranichstein. All our beds must be moved -meanwhile, as there are none in the house.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, June 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louis went at six this morning to Darmstadt for the inspection of -his regiment by Uncle Louis, Princess Charles’ birthday is on the -18th. The Grand Duke will be at Friedberg, and we are to go for the -day, which will be rather tiring, as it is a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">{56}</a></span> good way by rail and -back again, and we have to wait an hour at Frankfort.</p> - -<p>Louis is going to take his seat in the Chamber on the 23d. He was -unable to do so last year, as we left for England two days before -the time.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You ask me again if I occupy myself much and seriously? Not a -moment of the day is wasted, and I have enough to read and to think -about: what with the many and different papers, and interesting -books. Dr. Becker comes daily, and I have a good deal to look -after.</p> - -<p>We have a dinner to-day—Prince and Princess Charles, Uncle -Adalbert, Anna, William, and the suites.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You will be amused to hear that I have taken a little black -(a Malay) into my service. He is a dear good boy, was brought over -two years ago by a gentleman, to whom he was given away by his own -parents as a mark of gratitude for some service done. This man has -had him here two years, but has never had him taught any thing. He -has no religion, and can neither read nor write. I am going to have -him taught, and, later, christened. He is very intelligent, -thirteen years old.</p> - -<p>We shall remain here for the present; we go about a good deal -seeing things near by, and then it is the first time we have our -household and stable, so that on account of Haushaltung -[housekeeping], etc., we are going to remain here for a little -time. It is very pleasant besides, and constant moving is far too -expensive for us. We give dinners here, which are also useful, as I -know so few people.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">{57}</a></span> Some of the Ständesherren are coming -to-morrow, and later some of the Abgeordneten [Deputies] of the -Second Chamber, which will give us an opportunity of making the -acquaintance of some of the Liberals in the country.</p> - -<p>I cannot get rid of my rheumatism, which is so unpleasant.</p> - -<p>Louis is very busy; he reads to me sometimes out of Lord Macaulay’s -last volume of the English History, which I had not yet read. Twice -a week Louis takes drill with his cavalry regiment, and he has to -ride out at six in the morning, as it is some way off.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I bathe every morning and swim about; there is a nice little -bathing-house.</p> - -<p>I hear baby shrieking out of doors; she does not cry very much, but -she is very passionate. She was vaccinated two days ago by Dr. -Weber, and I am going to be done next week; the small-pox is at -Darmstadt, and a man died of it yesterday. Louis is very -industrious and busy; he has all the papers of the Stände [State -papers] to read and look through, and reads other useful books, -besides papers and other things which he must read. He wrote to -Lord Derby to express his thanks for having been made a Doctor at -Oxford. He takes a great deal of exercise, riding, walking, rowing, -swimming. We get up at six every morning, and go to bed after ten.</p> - -<p>Louis has always a good deal to do at home, and a good many things -which would never be expected of him in England. He knows the -necessity and importance of working. I hope next month Uncle -Ernest<a name="FNanchor_27_27" id="FNanchor_27_27"></a><a href="#Footnote_27_27" class="fnanchor">[27]</a> will come to us for a day on his way back<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">{58}</a></span> from Homburg. -He has asked us for a few days to the Calenberg whilst you are in -Germany, and then in the winter we hope to be for a few days at -Gotha.</p> - -<p>The Lützows,<a name="FNanchor_28_28" id="FNanchor_28_28"></a><a href="#Footnote_28_28" class="fnanchor">[28]</a> and Miss Seymour dine with us to-day.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Lady Fife is at Homburg, and is coming to dine with us. To-morrow -all the family and some other people come to dinner. We have seen a -good many people; we receive in the morning or for dinner.</p> - -<p>Dalwigk gave a large <i>soirée</i> in the woods, with a supper for us, -last night. All the Ständesherren and Foreign Ministers were there.</p> - -<p>To-morrow is our dear wedding-day. With what gratitude do I look -back to that commencement of such happiness, and such real and true -love, which even daily increases in my beloved husband. Oh, may we -not be deprived of it too soon! I admire and respect him for his -true-hearted, generous, unselfish, and just nature! Oh, dear Mama, -if you only knew how excellent he is! I wish I were good like him, -for he is free from any selfish, small, or uncharitable feelings. -You should see how he is beloved by all his people; our servants -adore him. I open my heart to you, who have so warm and -sympathizing a heart, that even in the midst of such deep grief and -sorrow as yours will listen to what your children, who love you -dearly, long to say.</p> - -<p>Our little one is grown so pretty; she has little pink cheeks, and -is so fat and so good-humored. I often think her like you when she -smiles.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>You can fancy how much we thought of this day<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">{59}</a></span> last year, and of -you and all the love and kindness you showed us then. How truly we -both love you, and, when we can, how willingly we shall come to -your side, and be of the least use to you, you know, for I feel for -you and with you, more than words can describe.</p> - -<p>Our first large dinner yesterday went off very well. We make our -arrangements, sitting, etc., all as you and dear Papa had it, which -is new here, but I am happy to say, approved of. We always dine at -four. Baby appeared afterward, and really never cries when she is -shown, but smiles, and seems quite amused. She is immensely -admired, particularly for her healthy appearance and fine large -eyes. I really think her like you now; she is very much changed, -and, when she sits up, looks so pretty and dear.</p> - -<p>To-day we have again a dinner. There is a fine dining-room and -drawing-room here, so that we can see a good many people.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Shortly we are going to pay Prince Solms-Lich, the president of the -First Chamber, a visit. He is very liberal on the whole, rich, and -a nice old gentleman. He knew Grandpapa in the year 1820, also -Uncle Charles, Uncle Hohenlohe, Aunt Feodore, and Eliza. Lady Fife, -Annie, and Mr. Corbett from Frankfort are coming to us to-day.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke of Weimar was here yesterday for dinner at the -Schloss.</p> - -<p>What you said about Germany is so true; and Louis has the real good -of his country near at heart. They always have to vote for or -against what the Second Chamber brings forward, and the other day a -vote was sent in from the Liberals for an altera<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">{60}</a></span>tion of a press -law. Only one voice in the whole Chamber was for it, which was -Louis’, and this produced a very good effect among the Liberals. He -is no coward, and will say what he thinks, if it is necessary, even -if all are against him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To-day is Uncle Alexander’s birthday, and we have to drive for -dinner to Seeheim. To-morrow morning we leave for Lich at five in -the morning.</p> - -<p>Two nights ago a horrid and <i>schauerliches</i> [appalling] event took -place here. I went out about eight down to the pond, which is close -to the house, to meet Louis. I met an odd-looking pale man, who -neither bowed nor looked about, walking slowly along; and when I -joined Louis he asked me if I had seen him, as he had been prowling -about all the afternoon. We stopped a little longer, when at the -end our grooms were running. We rowed on to see what was the -matter, and on coming near, a body was floating in the water, the -face already quite blue and lifeless. I recognized him at once. -Louis and the others with trouble fished him out and laid him in -our boat to bring him on shore. It was very horrid to see. We -brought him on shore, tried all means to restore him to life, but -of no avail. He was carried into the stable. He had committed -suicide, and we heard afterward that he was a very bad character. -You can fancy that it was very unpleasant to me, to have that -disfigured corpse next me in the boat; and it haunts me now,—for a -violent death leaves frightful traces, so unlike any thing else. -But half or quarter of an hour before, I had passed that man in -life, and so shortly after to see him floating by quite lifeless! -It brings death before one in its worst form, when one sees a <i>bad -man</i><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">{61}</a></span> die by his own hand. The indifference with which the other -people treated it, and dragged him along, was also revolting to -one’s feelings; but one must be manly, and not mind those things; -yet I own it made me rather sick, and prevented my sleep that -night.</p> - -<p>I am glad we are going away for a few days; the change will be -pleasant.</p> - -<p>It was such a pleasure to me to have seen dear Lady Frances Baillie -the other day, and she was looking well, though she is very thin.</p> - -<p>You kindly gave me our dear Papa’s Farm-book for the Farmers’ Union -here; the people are so touched and pleased. I send you the letter -of thanks to read.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Lich</span>, July 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We leave to-morrow afternoon for Frankfort, and the next day -we go to Homburg on the way home. The Prince and Princess are most -kind and civil; they have a fine Schloss, and are rich. The latter -is clever and amiable, and the young people—their nephews and -nieces—are very nice and very kind. It is a fine, rich country, -and they seem very much beloved. The sister of the Princess, -Princess Solms-Laubach, <i>née</i> Büdingen, is here also. Her husband -was in the Prussian service, and they lived at Bonn whilst dear -Papa was there. He came to see them and to spend the evening there -very often. She told me how handsome he then was, and how much -praised and liked by all. She asked after Rath Florschütz,<a name="FNanchor_29_29" id="FNanchor_29_29"></a><a href="#Footnote_29_29" class="fnanchor">[29]</a> and -Eos,<a name="FNanchor_30_30" id="FNanchor_30_30"></a><a href="#Footnote_30_30" class="fnanchor">[30]</a> and if dear Papa continued later on to be so sleepy of an -evening, as he was even then.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">{62}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Our visit at Lich went off very well. Everything is so <i>vornehm</i> -[in such good style] and so well arranged.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We are going to give Heinrich<a name="FNanchor_31_31" id="FNanchor_31_31"></a><a href="#Footnote_31_31" class="fnanchor">[31]</a> a rendezvous somewhere, perhaps -at Kreuznach, which is not very far. On August 1st, we are going to -the north of the country,—a part which I do not know,—and on the -way we stop at Giessen, where we have been invited to see an -agricultural exhibition. On Monday we give a tea and a -dance—between fifty and sixty people. The advantage of this place -is its nearness to Darmstadt, and that there is room enough to -receive people.</p> - -<p>The Russian and French ambassadors, with their wives, and Mr. -Corbett and Lord Robert S. Kerr, dine with us to-day.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have no news to give. To-night we give our first large -party—seventy people.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday we were all day at Rumpenheim: so kindly received! The -Landgrave, his two brothers, Frederic and George, the Dowager -Duchess of Mecklenburg-Strelitz, her daughter Duchess Caroline, -Aunt Cambridge, Mary, Augusta, and Adolphus; Fritz and Anna of -Hesse and good Princess Louise, kindness itself. Aunt Cambridge was -very amiable, and spoke most tenderly of you. To-morrow morning -Louis goes to Oberhessen, where I join him in two days. I go to see -Uncle Alexander at Jugenheim; go on Monday to Friedberg, where -there is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">{63}</a></span> an asylum for blind people, of which I am Protectorin -[Patroness]. I go to see it, and sleep at the Castle. The next day -I stop on my road to see Marburg, and shall be in the evening at -Alsfeld, where I find Louis. The next day I go on to Herr von -Riedesel at Altenburg, where I breakfast, and I dine and spend the -night with another Riedesel family at Eisenbach. Louis joins me -that evening. The next day we go on though the country, as the -people are anxious to see us, and the country is very beautiful. On -Thursday and Friday we shall be at Giessen, on Saturday at home.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Giessen</span>, August 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am very hot and tired; we have only just reached this place, and -have to go out almost immediately to see the animals and machines.</p> - -<p>Our journey has been most prosperous, but rather tiring, and the -heat quite fearful. We were most kindly received everywhere. -English, Hessian, German flags everywhere, and <i>Gesangvereine</i> of -an evening.</p> - -<p>Last night we slept at Schotten, and posted from thence to-day -through a lovely, rich, wooded, and mountainous district, the -Vogelsberg.</p> - -<p>We have had but one room everywhere, and have remained only long -enough at a place to see it, so that writing has been impossible. -To-morrow evening we return to Kranichstein, and then I will write -to you an account of every thing. Here, with no time, and with such -heat and noise, it is impossible.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We went, when I last wrote to you at Giessen, to see the -different machines at work, in a crowd close round us and a -smothering heat. It was interesting, though, in spite of all. The -people<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">{64}</a></span> cheered and were very civil. That day, at the meeting of -the agriculturists, Count Laubach told me dear Papa’s book lay on -the table, and is of the greatest use and interest. I am so pleased -to have been the first in Germany to make known something of Papa’s -knowledge in this science, one of the many in which dear Papa -excelled. The people are so grateful to you for having sent it. In -the evening the president and some other scientific gentlemen came -to tea with us. I was so glad to see how pleased the people were at -the interest Louis takes in these things. A procession was really -very pretty; large carts, decorated with the different agricultural -emblems, peasants in their different costumes—it was something -quite new to me.</p> - -<p>At Marburg, I saw in the beautiful church the grave of St. -Elizabeth, the castle where she lived, and many other things which -Kingsley mentions in his “Saint’s Tragedy.”</p> - -<p>This week the Emperor of Austria and other potentates came to -Frankfort. The King of Prussia has refused, so that now, as it is -not a universal meeting, it will not be what it might have been.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The Emperor came all the way to Kranichstein to pay us a -visit, and is very amiable, though not very talkative. Archduke -William, King Max, and the Duke of Brunswick were also here -yesterday.</p> - -<p>We saw the procession to the Römer from a small room, already -filled by twelve Rumpenheimers! It was a very interesting sight.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * This evening all the crowned heads<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">{65}</a></span> nearly are coming to the -opera, and the Rumpenheimers very likely also. Uncle Ernest comes -to us for dinner, and we take him with us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We dined at Homburg yesterday afternoon with the old -hereditary Grand Duchess of Schwerin, Louis’ great-aunt, who is -eighty-six, and as fresh and lively as ever. The Duke of Altenburg -and the Grand Duke of Schwerin were with us, and both of them wish -to have their respectful duty sent to you.</p></div> - -<p>[During the months of September and October the Princess was in England -on a visit to the Queen.]</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, October 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear lines! How sad that we should be -reduced to writing again! It was such a happiness to speak to you, -and in return to hear all you had to say,—to try and soothe you, -and try to make your burden lighter. I always feel separation from -you so much, for I feel for and with you, more, oh, far more, than -I can ever express! I can only say again, trust, hope, and be -courageous, and every day will bring something in the fulfilment of -all your great duties, which will bring you peace, and make you -feel that you are not forsaken, that God has heard your prayer, -felt for you, as a loving Father would, and that dear Papa is not -far from you.</p> - -<p>We remain here to-night, as Louis had a bad sick-headache, -toothache, and so on, and he must rest. We leave to-morrow -afternoon.</p> - -<p>Affie [Prince Alfred] and William (of Hesse)<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">{66}</a></span> were very well, and -seem quite happy together. Affie sends love, and William his -respects.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Before going out (half-past six) I begin these lines. You will have -heard what an awful passage we had. Christa and I had one of those -cabins near the paddle-box, and good old May<a name="FNanchor_32_32" id="FNanchor_32_32"></a><a href="#Footnote_32_32" class="fnanchor">[32]</a> was with us. Each -wave that broke on the ship Christa and I groaned, and May -exclaimed: “Oh, goodness, gracious me! what an awful sea! Lord -bless you, child, I hope it is all safe!” and so on. If we had not -been so wretched, and had not looked so awful with those mountains -of waves about us, I should have laughed. All the maids and Moffat -were sick. Baby was sick all over her nice new shawl, which was a -great grief.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis and Uncle Gustav received us at the station. My -parents-in-law don’t return till Wednesday. Yesterday Uncle Louis -gave us a large dinner, and to-day he dines <i>en famille</i> in our -house with Prince Adalbert of Bavaria, Uncle Gustav,<a name="FNanchor_33_33" id="FNanchor_33_33"></a><a href="#Footnote_33_33" class="fnanchor">[33]</a> and -ourselves.</p> - -<p>I was quite done up by this journey. At four in the morning we -changed carriages at Cologne, and did not get here till past twelve -o’clock—twenty-nine hours under way.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday evening Louis and I were at a chemical lecture, -which was very interesting, by young Hallnachs, the brother of the -one Becker spoke to you about.</p> - -<p>Our house is getting on very well, and we are often there.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">{67}</a></span></p> - -<p>Louis is very grateful and touched by your kind message, and kisses -your hand. He is often away for those tiresome Jagden -[shooting-parties] from five in the morning till eight at night, as -it is some way off.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is not yet eight, and I have such cold fingers. The messenger -leaves at nine, so I must write now. We are going to Mayence -to-day, to see a house of our architect Kraus, which is said to be -very pretty and very English.</p> - -<p>I paid Becker and his mother a visit yesterday. Their rooms are so -nice, pictures and presents from you and dear Papa in all -directions, remembrances of past, such happy, years!</p> - -<p>Yesterday also I drove baby out in my little carriage. She sat on -Christa’s knees and looked about her so much; she went to sleep at -last.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday I was all the morning with Julie Battenberg buying -Christmas presents. To-day also I am much occupied. We get up at -seven, with candles, every morning, as this is the best time for -doing all business, and breakfast at eight.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The Holstein question, I fear, will lead to war. Fritz’<a name="FNanchor_34_34" id="FNanchor_34_34"></a><a href="#Footnote_34_34" class="fnanchor">[34]</a> -rights are so clear. And I am sure all Germany will help him to -maintain his rights, for the cause is a just one.</p> - -<p>I am sure, dear Mama, you are worried to death about it, which is -very hard, for you cannot undo what once exists. <i>Any thing</i> only -to <i>avoid</i> war! It would be a sad calamity for Germany, the end of -which no one can foresee.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">{68}</a></span></p> - -<p>My baby has this morning cut her first tooth, and makes such faces -if one ventures to touch her little mouth.</p> - -<p>To-day I am going to visit the hospital in the town, which is said -not to be good or well looked after. I want to be able to do -something for it, and hope to succeed, for the people have plenty -of money, only not the will. The Burgomaster and Gemeinderath [the -Town Councillors] will meet me there.</p> - -<p>I have just called into life what did not exist—that is, linen to -be lent for the poor women in their confinements, and which I hope -will be of use to them, for the dirt and discomfort is very great -in those classes.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My visit to the hospital was very interesting, and the air -was good, the place clean and fresh. There were few people -dangerously ill there, and they looked well taken care of. Air and -water are making their way into these places to the benefit of -mankind.</p> - -<p>I was so much distressed the other day; for the poor man who fell -in our house has died. He was a soldier, and so respectable and -industrious, not above twenty-four. This is already the second who -has died in consequence of a fall.</p> - -<p>Our visit to Carlsruhe was very pleasant. The Queen [of Prussia] -was there, and we spoke so much of you together. She enters quite -into all your feelings, and perfectly understands all the sad -trials and difficulties of your position in addition to your just -and natural grief.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>A few words of love and affection from us both on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">{69}</a></span> this dear -day—the third anniversary of the commencement of all our -happiness, which dear Papa and you enabled us to form.</p> - -<p>Those happy days at Windsor and those awful days the year after! I -assure you the season, the days, <i>all</i> make me sad—for the -impression of those two years can never be wiped out of my mind. I -can write but a few lines, as to-morrow we leave for Amorbach, and -to-day I go with Louis out shooting. It is cold and fine, as it was -two years ago.</p> - -<p>Darling Mama, again and again we thank you and beloved Papa for all -your love to us at that time.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Amorbach</span>, December 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We arrived here at half-past four yesterday, after a bitter -cold drive in an open carriage over hard roads, all being frozen, -since ten in the morning. The country we came through was -beautiful, though all white, up and down hill all the way, through -many villages, through woods, etc. The house is large and -comfortable, full of souvenirs of dear Grandmama [Duchess of Kent], -of Uncle Charles.</p> - -<p>I am so pleased to be with Ernest and Marie,<a name="FNanchor_35_35" id="FNanchor_35_35"></a><a href="#Footnote_35_35" class="fnanchor">[35]</a> it is a bit of -home again.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our visit to Amorbach was so pleasant, though the weather was -bad. I was so happy to be once more with Ernest and Marie. -Edward<a name="FNanchor_36_36" id="FNanchor_36_36"></a><a href="#Footnote_36_36" class="fnanchor">[36]</a> was very amusing and good-natured. I saw poor old -Wagner,<a name="FNanchor_37_37" id="FNanchor_37_37"></a><a href="#Footnote_37_37" class="fnanchor">[37]</a> who wishes me to send you his duty.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Think, only yesterday evening at a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">{70}</a></span> concert they played “Ruy -Blas,” which I had not heard since Windsor. The room, the band, -dear Papa, all came before me, and made my heart sink at the -thought that <i>that</i> belonged to the bright recollections of the -past! I cried all the way home. Such trivial things sometimes -awaken recollections more vividly, and hurt more keenly, than -scenes of real distress. I am sure you know what I mean.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I must close; my tears fall fast, and I ought not to make you -sadder, when you are sad enough already. Pray for me when you kneel -at <i>his</i> grave—pray that my happiness may be allowed to last long; -think of me when you kneel there where on that day my hand rested -on your and Papa’s dear hands, two years ago. That bond between us -both is <i>so</i> strong, beloved Mama. I feel it as a legacy from him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>A great pleasure I have had in arranging a tree for our good -servants. I bought all the things myself at the market, and hung -them on the tree; then I also got things for darling Louis.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We all had trees in one large room in the Palace, and our -presents underneath it looked extremely pretty. Uncle Alexander’s -five children were there, and made such a noise with their -play-things.</p> - -<p>Baby had a little tree early at her Grandpapa and Grandmama’s, with -all her pretty things.</p> - -<p>Many thanks for the turkey-pie; we give a dinner to-day in honor.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">{71}</a></span></p> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1864" id="yr-1864">1864</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> year 1864 was a most eventful one for Germany. After a severe -struggle, the Duchies of Schleswig-Holstein were wrested from the -control of the German Confederation or Diet at Frankfort, and occupied -by Austrian and Prussian troops. The Princess’ own life that year was -full of joyful events, and no cloud of sorrow came to disturb her -happiness.</p> - -<p>The marriage of Princess Anna of Hesse, which took place on the 12th of -May, was a cause of great rejoicing to the family.</p> - -<p>During the first months of the year the Prince and Princess paid several -short visits to Gotha, Carlsruhe, and Munich, and in the summer spent -three happy months in England.</p> - -<p>On their return to Germany they received numerous guests at -Kranichstein. But in spite of the many social duties and distractions in -which the Princess took an active part, she never lost sight of more -serious duties and pursuits. She became the “Protectress” of the -“Heidenreich Institution for Lying-in Women,” which was the beginning of -the active interest afterward taken by her in all sanitary improvements. -This interest was heightened by the birth of her second daughter, who -was born on the 1st of November, 1864, and christened on the 28th of -that month, receiving the names of Elizabeth Alexandra Louise Alice. The -Princess was very proud of being able to nurse her child herself, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">{72}</a></span> -from this time she took up with the keenest interest all questions -relating to the physical, mental, and moral training of children. She -found an able supporter and independent adviser in Dr. Weber, a very -eminent medical man, resident at Darmstadt.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The cold here is awful. I skated yesterday, and to-day we are -going to the pond at Kranichstein. (Very few people skate -here—only one lady, and she very badly.) Baby only goes out for -half an hour in the middle of the day, well wrapped up. It would -not do to keep her quite at home, as she would become so sensitive -when first taken out again. Of course when it is windy or too cold -she stops in.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I was aghast on receiving of Bertie’s telegram this morning -announcing the birth of their little son. Oh, may dear Papa’s -blessing rest on the little one; may it turn out like dear Papa, -and be a comfort and a pride to you, and to its young parents! Your -first English grandchild. Dear Mama, my heart is so full. May dear -Alix and the baby only go on well!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Baby says “Papa,” “Mama,” and yesterday several times -“Louis.” She imitates every thing she hears, all noises and sounds; -she gets on her feet alone by a chair, and is across the room -before one can turn round. Her adoration for Louis is touching. She -stops always, since the summer, alone in our room, so she never -cries for Moffat [her nurse], and is very happy on the floor with -her play-things. She is a very dear little thing and gets on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">{73}</a></span> very -fast, but equally in all things, and is as fat as she was. It is so -interesting to watch the progress and development of such a little -being; and baby is so expressive, she makes such a face when she is -not pleased, and laughs so heartily when she is contented. She is -more like a child of two years old a great deal.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, January 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>After a very cold journey we arrived here on Wednesday afternoon. I -found dear uncle and aunt well, Leopoldine (who is very dear and -nice) and Hermann,<a name="FNanchor_38_38" id="FNanchor_38_38"></a><a href="#Footnote_38_38" class="fnanchor">[38]</a> Edward and Marie Leiningen, and Prince -Lowenstein here. Only Hermann and Leopoldine live in the Castle -besides us; the others are all at uncle’s house.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * These poor Schleswig-Holsteiners do what they can to liberate -themselves from the Danish yoke, and to regain their lawful -sovereign, Fritz. And why is England, who stands up for freedom of -countries, who in Italy, where there was less cause, did what she -could to liberate the country from her lawful sovereigns, to do -what she can to prevent the Schleswig-Holsteiners from liberating -themselves from a king who has no right over them, merely because -they are unfortunate good-natured Germans, who allow themselves to -be oppressed?</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>In the distance, dear Mama, one really cannot judge correctly of -reasons for or against things, when one does not exactly know how -every thing stands.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">{74}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We have been in sledges to-day, and everybody drives about -the town with them; it sounds so pretty, all the jingling bells.</p> - -<p>* * * Shakespeare’s words came home to him—</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown.<br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -<p>Thank God, my husband has none! I thank the Almighty daily for our -peaceful homely life, in which sphere we can do a good deal of good -to our fellow-creatures, without having to mix in those hateful -politics.</p> - -<p>Our life is a very, very happy one. I have nothing on earth to wish -for, and much as I loved my precious Louis when I married him, -still more do I love him now and daily; for his character is worthy -of love and respect, and a better husband or father, a more -unselfish and kind one, there does not live. His love for you, you -know; and on our return how glad we shall be to be near you once -more.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louis is in the Chamber to-day from nine till one, long enough at a -stretch, and immediately after breakfast. We always breakfast at -eight; then Louis sees the three officers who come every morning on -his military business, then Westerweller and all others who have -business. We usually walk before luncheon, which is at twelve; and -often drive at two or three. At five we dine; at half-past six, -theatre, four times a week, till half-past nine; then we take tea -together, Louis reads to me, and I work. On other week-days there -are concerts or parties. We are often in our new house, and in the -garden, arranging things and watching the progress.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">{75}</a></span> We also go to -lectures here, and are much occupied, which makes the day pass so -quickly.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have learned much since I married, and, above all, not to be -dependent on others in my existence. To be able to make a bright -and comfortable home for my dear husband is my constant aim; but -even in this one often fails, for self constantly turns up, like a -bad sixpence. Oh, how dear Papa spoke about that! His whole noble -life was that one bright example of sacrificing himself to his -duty. Dear, adored Papa! such goodness, such love, when one thinks -of it, must silence all complaints of petty troubles in the mouths -of his children and servants. You, dear Mama, are the one who -suffers the most, though this awful loss has touched all; and to -soothe your grief and to help you lightens one’s own.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Spring always makes me so <i>wehmüthig</i> [sad], I don’t know -why; one longs for every thing and any thing which is out of one’s -reach.</p> - -<p>I will tell you of something I did the other day; but please tell -no one, because not a soul but Louis and my ladies know of it here. -I am the patroness of the “Heidenreich Stiftung,” to which you also -gave a handsome present in the beginning. The ladies who belong to -it go to bring linen to poor respectable <i>Wöchnerinnen</i> [women in -child-bed], who claim their assistance. They bring them food, and, -in short, help them. All cases are reported to me. The other day I -went to one <i>incog.</i> with Christa, in the old part of the town—and -the trouble we had to find the house! At length, through a dirty -courtyard, up a dark ladder into one little room, where<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">{76}</a></span> lay in one -bed the poor woman and her baby; in the room four other children, -the husband, two other beds, and a stove. But it did not smell bad, -nor was it dirty. I sent Christa down with the children, then with -the husband cooked something for the woman; arranged her bed a -little, took her baby for her, bathed its eyes—for they were so -bad, poor little thing!—and did odds and ends for her. I went -twice. The people did not know me, and were so nice, so good and -touchingly attached to each other; it did one’s heart good to see -such good feelings in poverty. The husband was out of work, the -children too young to go to school, and they had only four kreuzers -in the house when she was confined.</p> - -<p>Think of that misery and discomfort!</p> - -<p>If one never sees any poverty, and always lives in that cold circle -of Court people, one’s good feelings dry up, and I felt the want of -going about and doing the little good that is in my power. I am -sure you will understand this.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">My own Dear precious Mama</span>:—These words are for the 16th, the first -hard trial of our lives, where I was allowed to be with you. Do you -recollect when all was over [death of the Duchess of Kent], and -dear Papa led you to the sofa in the colonnade, and then took me -<i>to you</i>? I took that as a sacred request from him to love, -cherish, and comfort my darling mother to all the extent of my weak -powers. Other things have taken me from being constantly with you; -but nothing has lessened my intense love for you, and longing to -quiet every pain which touches you, and to fulfil, even in the -distance, his request.</p> - -<p>Oh, darling Mama, were there words in which I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">{77}</a></span> could express to you -how much I am bound up with you, how constantly my thoughts and -prayers are yours, I would write them. The sympathies of our souls -can only tell each other how tender my love and gratitude to you -is, and how vividly I feel every new trial or new thing with you -and for you. * * *</p> - -<p>I was with another poor woman, even worse off, this morning, and on -the third day she was walking in the room and nearly fainted from -weakness. Those poor people!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday morning at nine we took the Sacrament—all the -family and congregation together. The others then stopped for the -rest of the service, till after eleven. I went home and returned -for the English service at twelve. At half-past six, in the -Stadtkirche, Bach’s “Passion” was given.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To-day is Victoria’s birthday. What a day it was this time last -year! Baby has her table in the room next to my sitting-room. Uncle -Louis and the rest of the family expected to breakfast with us at -twelve.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Munich</span>, April 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day, for the first time since the King’s death,<a name="FNanchor_39_39" id="FNanchor_39_39"></a><a href="#Footnote_39_39" class="fnanchor">[39]</a> the -Queen and we all with our Gefolge [suite] dined in the Winter -Garden. It seemed to try her very much, but she is so wonderfully -quiet that she scarcely shows it. I was three hours with her -yesterday evening. She spoke so kindly of you and with such -sympathy and interest, and said, when dear Papa died, she had -prayed for you so much.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">{78}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Munich</span>, April 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Between sight-seeing, and going to the Queen’s room, and -being with her, I have not a moment scarcely to rest or write. -Yesterday we visited the whole Schloss full of frescoes, and the -studios of all the famous painters—so interesting. How dear Papa -would have enjoyed it! I was thinking the whole time what he would -have thought of certain pictures, and how much he would have -admired some. But at all times seeing things, and most of all -pictures, is fatiguing.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * On Monday Louis goes into the country to shoot capercailzies -[<i>Auerhahne</i>]. I accompany him part of the way, but stop at -Schweinsberg with Christa’s parents. The air is very good there, -and we thought the country would do me good.</p> - -<p>* * * We shall leave probably later [for England], after or just -before your birthday. We have a great deal to do in London for our -house, for which I should want a week; and from Windsor to leave -you for a whole week I should not like, and to go up constantly is -rather tiring.</p> - -<p>We go from Mayence to Rotterdam by steamer, from thence by rail to -Antwerp, and then wait for good weather to cross, so that we shall -be long under way, but quite easily and comfortably.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We shall leave the week of your birthday. Louis wishes us to -have a full fortnight in London.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Schweinsberg</span>, April 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * This is a charming country house, in a lovely healthy -country; the air has already done me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">{79}</a></span> much good. Christa’s parents -are charming, clever people, and the life is quiet and refreshing. -On Saturday I expect Louis, and then we shall go home.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter, and above all for your great kindness -about the ships, for which I thank you many times.</p> - -<p>Christa and Becker wrote an account of the wedding,<a name="FNanchor_40_40" id="FNanchor_40_40"></a><a href="#Footnote_40_40" class="fnanchor">[40]</a> so I won’t -write any more about it save that it went off very well and was -very <i>vornehm</i> and well-arranged. * * *</p> - -<p>I have borne the fatigues well; but two days before, for two days -and one night, I was very unwell. * * * Dr. Weber is a clever man, -and is <i>vielseitig</i> [many-sided] in his views on medicine and -treatment of illnesses. I think you will like him.</p> - -<p>Baby runs alone through two rooms without falling now; she learnt -it in a week. She will amuse you so much. Yesterday Louis drove me -and his two brothers in a break, and baby went with us much -enchanted.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-morrow afternoon Fritz and Anna leave. To-day the town -gives a large ball, to which we all go, and before it there is a -dinner at the Schloss.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is excessively hot, which makes me so tired and weak. I am -sure you suffered dreadfully from the heat.</p> - -<p>The parting from Anna three days ago was dreadful; she so -distressed, and her parents also. * * *<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">{80}</a></span> They begin their old age -alone, so to say, for there are no children in their house any -more. It makes us both very sad to leave them, and seems so -unfeeling; but we shall return to them soon. What a blessing that -you have Beatrice and two brothers, still boys; and yet, for one -alone what an anxiety!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Marlborough House</span>, May 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Arrived here at half-past eleven, and quite rested. I at once write -to you to thank you for your letter and for the great comfort of -the ships. I feel so much better already from the air on the Rhine -those two days, and the fresh sea air, that I have borne the -journey this way with but little fatigue. I find Bertie and Alix -both looking well, and the baby so pretty and dear.</p> - -<p>I slept during the whole night passage, as I went to bed early. I -had about twelve hour’s sleep, which has completely set me up. -Louis is paying visits. We have lunched, and in the afternoon -Bertie and Alix have promised to call on Lady Augusta and Dean -Stanley, and we join them. Aunt Cambridge and Mary we shall see -afterward.</p></div> - -<p> </p> - -<p>[From May to August the Princess was in England on a visit to the -Queen.]</p> - -<p> </p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I have stood the journey well, though I am rather fatigued. -It is very warm. Louis is off to Jugenheim. I am to go there -to-morrow, and it takes my whole day, as it is so far. I have seen -none of the family yet. I was so distressed to part from dear -Ernest and Marie, they were so dear and good all along the journey. -The weather was beautiful and the passage good.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">{81}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -September 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so glad that, from all accounts, every thing went off so -very well at Perth<a name="FNanchor_41_41" id="FNanchor_41_41"></a><a href="#Footnote_41_41" class="fnanchor">[41]</a>; it must have been most trying to you, and -yet satisfactory. We read all the accounts you kindly sent us with -much interest.</p> - -<p>* * * The Emperor [of Russia] with his second and third sons -arrived yesterday. We saw him at the station at Darmstadt, but did -not join them as the rest of the family did. We go to Jugenheim -to-day and baby with us, as little Serge,<a name="FNanchor_42_42" id="FNanchor_42_42"></a><a href="#Footnote_42_42" class="fnanchor">[42]</a> who is just -Beatrice’s age, has such a passion for her. The children are very -nice, the two older sons very big. Uncle Gustav is here, which -makes me think of you here this time last year.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Two days ago we had intense heat, and since great cold—the -two extremes constantly, which is so unwholesome. The Emperor is -very grateful for your message, and sends his best remembrance. * * -* There were seven young men to dinner yesterday, and your glass -was used for the first time and looked so pretty.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The Emperor and Empress [of Russia] before leaving took a -most tender farewell of us, and she gave me their Order. They -return to Darmstadt on the 27th for a fortnight, as it is now -settled that the Empress is to spend the winter at Nice, and she -may not go there till the beginning of October at the soonest, as -it would be too warm.</p> - -<p>* * * We are in the middle of the second vol<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">{82}</a></span>ume of Froude,<a name="FNanchor_43_43" id="FNanchor_43_43"></a><a href="#Footnote_43_43" class="fnanchor">[43]</a> but -it is too detailed to interest you; you have far too much to do to -be interested in it. * * * Robertson’s beautiful sermons we have -also read together, and I have discovered that a German translation -exists, and have ordered one.</p> - -<p>Mrs. Hardinge<a name="FNanchor_44_44" id="FNanchor_44_44"></a><a href="#Footnote_44_44" class="fnanchor">[44]</a> leaves me the end of this month, I am sorry to -say; for she is very nice, discreet, and ready to do any thing, and -not at all of the present bad English <i>genre</i>.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * What you say about the poor sisters, and indeed of all the -younger ones, is true. The little brothers and Beatrice are those -who have lost the most, poor little things! I can’t bear to think -of it, for dear Papa, more peculiarly than any other father, was -wanted for his children; and he was the dear friend, and even -playfellow, besides. Such a loss as ours is indeed unique. Time -only increases its magnitude, and the knowledge of the want is felt -more keenly.</p> - -<p>* * * I was yesterday in our little house, arranging and clearing -out the rooms. We shall have very close quarters, but it will not -be uncomfortable.</p> - -<p>* * * I often wish dear Papa could have seen what a treasure I have -in my darling; but I am sure he does see it, and his blessing with -yours rests on us, for we seem not separated from either of you, -our life is so interwoven with yours.</p> - -<p>Where people are unselfish, loving, good, and in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">{83}</a></span>dustrious, like my -dear Louis, I always feel a certain likeness beginning to grow up -with our dear angel Father! Don’t you? Oh, may we all only become -like him! I struggle so hard, dear Mama, in the many little trials -I daily have, to become more like him. My trials melt away when I -think of you, and I wish I were great and strong to be able to bear -some of your great trials for you. Dear Mama, how I love you! how -we both love you, and would shield you with our love from all new -blows and trials, you know. God comfort you! My heart is often too -full to say all that is in it; to tell you all my love and -devotion, for your own precious sake, and for dear Papa’s, who left -you as a legacy to us all to love and to cherish for him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To-morrow Louis, I, and my two ladies, take the sacrament in the -little church here. I wished much to take it before my hour of -trial comes. Dear Louis read to me yesterday evening Robertson’s -sermon on the “Sympathy of Christ.”</p> - -<p>We have fine autumn weather, and I am out as much as I can. * * * I -sleep well and breakfast always at half-past eight; we dine at two, -and take supper at eight, then my ladies read aloud, and I work or -Christa plays, Louis reads his papers, etc. To myself I read Lord -Malmesbury’s “Memoirs,” which are very curious, and when Louis has -time he reads Froude to me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, October 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-morrow dear Uncle Leopold [King of the Belgians] comes for -a few hours. Louis will go to Darmstadt or Mayence to meet him, and -I will receive him at the station, as none of the family know<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">{84}</a></span> him. -Louis is out shooting with the Emperor. Uncle Alexander’s throat -has already begun to be bad again.</p> - -<p>* * * I am writing quite a confused letter in the midst of -household troubles, for the Emperor and Empress have just let me -know that they wish to breakfast here, and Louis is out, and I -don’t know where or how to have the things in our small <i>ménage</i>. I -must therefore conclude and do my business.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I had the pleasure of seeing dear Uncle two days ago looking -wonderfully well, and kind and dear as ever. * * * To-day I must go -to a large family dinner. Fritz and Anna of Hesse, Grand Duchess -Marie, and Prince and Princess William of Baden, besides ourselves, -the family, and the Emperor and Empress.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We are at length here, in great disorder, and I have been waiting -half an hour only for a pen to be found. I am tired and not very -well. * * * Augusta [Lady Augusta Stanley] being with you I am very -glad of, and she must be such a comfort to you, for besides being -such a friend, she has that peculiar charm of manner which all the -Bruces possess.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so grieved about poor Louise; she will want much care -and attention.</p> - -<p>Lady Car. [Caroline Barrington] is here since yesterday evening to -my great delight, and is not looking the worse for her journey.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-morrow we expect Vicky and Fritz <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">{85}</a></span>[Crown Prince and -Princess of Prussia] for two hours, and later Bertie and Alix on -their way back from Amorbach, for a few hours. I shall be delighted -to see them.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday we had the pleasure of having dear Vicky and Fritz -and baby here for two hours, the former well and in such good -looks, as I have not seen her for long. The baby is a love, and -very pretty. We were very glad after a year’s separation to meet -again, and Vicky was so dear and loving. I always admire her -understanding and brightness each time I see her again; and Fritz -so good, so excellent. Bertie and Alix we expect in a day or two -for a short visit. It is very cold, but not unpleasant. I go out -twice a day.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The little daughter<a name="FNanchor_45_45" id="FNanchor_45_45"></a><a href="#Footnote_45_45" class="fnanchor">[45]</a> was but a momentary disappointment to -us, which we have quite got over. We console ourselves with the -idea that the little pair will look very pretty together.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We are both very much pleased at the arrangements about Brown -and your pony, and I think it is so sensible. I am sure it will do -you good, and relieve a little the monotony of your out-of-door -existence, besides doing your nerves good. I had long wished you -would do something of the kind; for, indeed, only driving is not -wholesome. * * * I have had two drives, which have done me good. * -* * My mother-in-law has been kindness itself all along—so -attentive and yet so discreet. I can’t be grateful enough. My good -father-in-law also. * * * Louis’ mother is to be godmother,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">{86}</a></span> -because it is customary here to ask some one of the name the child -is to receive to stand on the occasion. We liked Elizabeth on -account of St. Elizabeth being the ancestress of the Hessian as -well as the Saxon House.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We probably go to Carlsruhe on Wednesday, the only place we -can well go to near by; we can’t take an inn at Baden or any thing -of that sort, and we only go for a week or ten days at most. * * * -I am very well and very careful; all people say I look better, and -have more color than I have had for long, and, indeed, I feel -strong and well, and my fat baby does perfectly, and is a great -darling. Affie and Louis and his brother are out shooting. The -horrid weather has kept me in these three days.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I ought to mention the christening. My mother-in-law held -baby all the time, and it screamed a good deal. Victoria stood with -us and was very good, only kneeling down and tumbling over the -footstool every two minutes, and she kept whispering to me, “Go to -Uncle’s.” I thought so much of the christening last year, when -Victoria behaved much better than her larger dark sister. Ella -measured twenty-three and a half inches a fortnight ago, and she -had not grown then. Victoria, I believe, was twenty inches.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Carlsruhe</span>, December 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Dear Dr. Macleod is coming with Affie to Darmstadt for the -14th. Vicky and Fritz will be with us also. How kind of him to -come, and it has made Affie so happy, for he is so devoted to him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">{87}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We returned here yesterday, after a very pleasant stay at -Carlsruhe. It was very quiet, and we were always <i>en famille</i>. We -had the opportunity of speaking much with Fritz, who is in every -way so distinguished, and dear Louise is so good and kind.</p> - -<p>I have very little time to write to-day, as we arrived late last -night. Louis has to be absent to-day, so I have a great deal to do.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I had not a moment to myself to write to you yesterday, and to -thank you for the kind lines you sent me through dear Dr. Macleod. -He gave us a most beautiful service, a sermon giving an outline of -dear Papa’s noble, great and good character, and there were most -beautiful allusions to you in his prayer, in which we all prayed -together most earnestly for you, precious Mama!</p> - -<p>We talked long together afterward about dear Papa, and about you, -and though absent were very near you in thought and prayer.</p> - -<p>Dear Vicky talked so lovingly and tenderly of you, and of how -homesick she sometimes felt. She was not with us on that dreadful -day three years ago, and that is so painful to her. Dear Affie was, -as we all were, so much overcome by all Dr. Macleod said. Vicky, -Affie, Louis, and myself sat in the little dining-room; he read to -us there. Fritz had left early in the morning. The day was passed -quietly and peaceably together, and I was most grateful to have -dear Vicky and Affie with me on that day. My dear Louis wishes me -to express to you how tenderly he thought of you and with what -sympathy on this sad anniversary. Never can we<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">{88}</a></span> cease talking of -home, of you and of all your trials. God bless and comfort you, my -own dear Mama!</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1865" id="yr-1865">1865</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">In</span> the month of January of this year the Prince and Princess were at -last able to carry out their intentions of visiting Berlin, which had -several times been postponed. The Princess met with the greatest -kindness and attention from the King and Queen of Prussia, who had been -much attached to her since her childhood.</p> - -<p>A great grief fell upon the Grand Ducal family through the death of the -young Grand Duchess of Mecklenburg-Schwerin, Prince Louis’ only sister, -whose recent marriage had given so much satisfaction to the family, and -who died on the 16th of April, a few days after giving birth to a -daughter.</p> - -<p>About the same time, the Cesarewitch Nicholas, eldest son of the Emperor -of Russia, died at Nice. He was his mother’s favorite son, and had been -engaged to be married to Princess Dagmar of Denmark (present Empress of -Russia), the sister of the Princess of Wales. Princess Alice endeavored -with all a daughter’s love and sympathy to cheer her parents-in-law -under their heavy bereavement.</p> - -<p>While the Prince and Princess were absent in Switzerland at the Riga -Kaltbad in the Bernese Alps, Queen Victoria spent one day at -Kranichstein, and on the 26th of August gathered all her children<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">{89}</a></span> round -her at Coburg. On that day the Prince Consort’s statue on the -market-place at Coburg was unveiled.</p> - -<p>The yearly visit to England took place in the autumn, and the Prince and -Princess spent a longer time than usual in the Highlands, where they -made many delightful excursions.</p> - -<p>Soon after their return to Germany, the sad news reached them of the -death of the King of the Belgians. Endeared by his personal character to -his family and friends, he was also by reason of his statesmanlike -qualities recognized as one of the most remarkable sovereigns of Europe.</p> - -<p>Although Princess Alice had lived but a short time at Darmstadt, she had -already become the acknowledged centre of social life in that town. Her -liberal and independent spirit, conflicting as it did with many local -prejudices, exposed her to many criticisms; still, no one who came in -contact with her could resist the charm of her appearance and manner. -The Princess had, so to speak, not “yet taken root” in her adopted -country; but, acute and close observer as she was, she soon found where -her own sphere of occupation lay, and what the agencies were by which -she could work out her plans.</p> - -<p>Her letters show the love she bore to her new family, and the many -useful enterprises which she now initiated for the well being of the -country.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Thousand thanks for your dear words<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">{90}</a></span> and for the wishes! I -was thinking so much of you and of home, when your letter came in. -It made me so happy! Darling Mama, I can feel so much with and for -you during these days. I was all day on the verge of tears, for the -very word “<i>Neujahr</i>” brought Papa and Grandmama, and all at -Windsor as in former days, so vividly before me, it made my heart -ache! That bright happy past, particularly those last years, when I -was the eldest at home, and had the privilege of being so much with -you both, my own dearly loved parents, is a remembrance deeply -graven, and with letters of gold, upon my heart. All the morning I -was telling Louis how it used to be at home, and how we all -assembled outside your dressing-room door to scream in chorus -“<i>Prosit Neujahr</i>!” and to give to you and Papa our drawings, -writings, etc., the busy occupation of previous weeks. Then playing -and reciting our pieces, where we often stuck fast, and dear Papa -bit his lip so as not to laugh; our walk to the riding-school -[where the alms to the poor were distributed], and then to -Frogmore. Those were happy days, and the very remembrance of them -must bring a gleam of sunshine even to you, dear Mama. Those two -dinners, when I was with you both, were such happy evenings. I am -so grateful I remained at home, and lost not a day of those happy -ones.</p> - -<p>At eight this morning we two went to church; at half-past three -there was a large dinner at the Schloss. I wore the bracelet with -your pictures, as I always do on all particular days, for I like to -be able to look at those dear faces.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We mean to go out sledging. The cold, and all the ground being -white this last month, has given<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">{91}</a></span> me such bad eyes. I can do -nothing of an evening at all, and reading even by daylight makes -them so bad that they get quite red. The ladies read to me, -instead, all sorts of instructive things. Louis has already found -time to read through a whole volume of the “Lives of the -Engineers.”<a name="FNanchor_46_46" id="FNanchor_46_46"></a><a href="#Footnote_46_46" class="fnanchor">[46]</a> You could not have sent any thing that would -interest him more. He thanks you so much for the pretty New Year’s -wish also.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter, for the nice enclosure from -Dr. Macleod, and for the beautiful sermon by Dean Stanley. One -remark struck me as singularly applicable to dear Papa, where he -says: “To die is gain; to be no longer vexed with the sight of -evil, which they cannot control,” etc.—for dear Papa <i>suffered</i> -when he saw others do wrong; it pained that good pure spirit: and -though we long for him and want him, if we could call him -back—even you who want him so much, I think would pause before you -gave vent to the wish that would recall him. * * *</p> - -<p>When trials come, what alone save faith and hope in a blessed -future can sustain one!</p> - -<p>* * * You can’t think how much I am interested in every little -detail of your daily life. Besides, you know it cannot be -otherwise. Please say kindest things to Brown,<a name="FNanchor_47_47" id="FNanchor_47_47"></a><a href="#Footnote_47_47" class="fnanchor">[47]</a> who must be a -great convenience to you.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The more one studies and tries to understand those wonderful -laws which rule the world, the more one wonders, worships, and -admires that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">{92}</a></span> which to us is so incomprehensible; and I always -wonder how there can be dissatisfied and grumbling people in this -beautiful world, so far too good for our deserts, and where, after -our duty is done, we hope to be everlastingly with those we love, -where the joy will be so great and lasting that present sorrow and -trouble must melt away before that sunshine.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We have rain and warm high wind, and leave at four o’clock -this afternoon. Ella has her bath as a bed, and Victoria sleeps in -the bassinet, which is done up with chintz for the occasion. I -don’t think they can catch cold. There is a stove in the centre -compartment besides. You can fancy I feel shy going to Berlin into -a perfectly new society; and I have been so little out on the whole -since the year 1861. Marie Grancy<a name="FNanchor_48_48" id="FNanchor_48_48"></a><a href="#Footnote_48_48" class="fnanchor">[48]</a> goes with us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, January 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The journey went off very well, and we are so happy to be -here. Vicky and Fritz are kindness itself, and Vicky so dear, so -loving! I feel it does me good, that there is a reflection of -Papa’s great mind in her. He loved her so much, and was so proud of -her. The King is, as always, very kind, and so pleased to see us -here. Louis is very happy to meet his old comrades again, and they -equally so to see him; and I am so glad that he can have this -amusement at least, for he is so kind in not leaving me—and our -life must be rather dull sometimes for a young man of spirit like -him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Affie arrived at eight this morning. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">{93}</a></span> am sure the King will -be so pleased at your having let him come now. He is so kind to me; -it touches me very much, for I have never done any thing to deserve -it.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I have not been sight-seeing anywhere, as it is too cold for -that. We drive in a shut carriage, and then walk in the -Thiergarten. We spend the whole day together, which is a great -enjoyment to me, and of an evening we go out together. It is so -pleasant to have a sister to go out with, and all the people are so -kind and civil to us.</p> - -<p>Sigismund<a name="FNanchor_49_49" id="FNanchor_49_49"></a><a href="#Footnote_49_49" class="fnanchor">[49]</a> is the greatest darling I have ever seen—so -wonderfully strong and advanced for his age—with such fine color, -always laughing, and so lively he nearly jumps out of our arms.</p> - -<p>This house is very comfortable, and Vicky is surrounded with -pictures of you and dear Papa—near her bed, on all her tables—and -such endless souvenirs of our childhood: it made me quite -<i>wehmüthig</i> [sad] to see all the things I had not seen for seven -years, and since we lived together as children—souvenirs of -Christmases and birthdays from you both, and from dear Grandmama, -from Aunt Gloucester, etc. It awakened a thousand old remembrances -of happy past times.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How much do I think of you now, the happy Silver Wedding that -would have been, where you could have been surrounded by so many of -us! Poor Mama, I do feel so deeply for you. Oh, may I be long, if -not altogether, spared so awful a calamity!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">{94}</a></span></p> - -<p>Morning, noon, and night do I thank the Almighty for <i>our</i> -happiness, and pray that it may last.</p> - -<p>These lines are for the dear 10th,<a name="FNanchor_50_50" id="FNanchor_50_50"></a><a href="#Footnote_50_50" class="fnanchor">[50]</a> though they will reach you -on the eve; and they are to tell you from Louis and myself how -tenderly we think of you on that day, and of darling Papa, who made -that day what it was. It will be a day of great trial to you, I -fear. May the Almighty give you strength and courage to bear it! I -am sure the dear sisters and brothers who are at home will try to -cheer you with their different loving ways—above all, little -Beatrice, the youngest of us all.</p> - -<p>Louis goes to Schwerin to-morrow until Friday. They wanted us to go -together, but one journey is enough at this time of the year.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We have been sledging these two days; it is very cold, and -the rooms mostly very hot. When we go out of an evening, we are -packed up from head to foot. My dear Louis returned from Schwerin -at five this morning, pleased with his visit. He found the Castle -fine and comfortable, and its inmates very happy.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We leave next Saturday. I shall be so sorry to leave dear -Vicky, for she is often so much alone. Fritz is really so -excellent, it is a pleasure to look at his dear good face; and he -is worked so hard—no health can stand it in the long run.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, February 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * This will be my last letter from here, and I only regret -leaving here on account of parting with dear Vicky and Fritz, whom -we see so rarely,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">{95}</a></span> and usually but for a short time. I have passed -such pleasant hours with dear Vicky: that is what I shall look back -to with so much pleasure and satisfaction.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I write once more from our dear little home, which I find very -cold; snow and ice everywhere still—it seems as if winter would -never end. We accomplished our journey very well. Poor Vicky will -miss us very much, I fear, in the many hours when she is alone, and -which we spent together. Writing does not make up for it.</p> - -<p>We give a large masked ball in the Palace at Fastnacht [Shrove -Tuesday], which is to-day week. It is the first thing we do for the -society, and I hope it will go off well. I found so much to do -since my return that I can write no more.</p> - -<p>Before closing I must mention though, that yesterday evening I -heard “Elijah” beautifully given. How I thought of dear Papa! -Nearly every note brought back to mind observations he made about -it. I thought I could see him, and hear his dear sweet voice -turning round to me with quite watery eyes, saying, “<i>Es ist doch -gar zu schön</i>” [“It is really quite too lovely.”]</p> - -<p>Adored Papa! how he loved this fine music; the harmony in it seems -like the harmony of souls, and Mendelssohn’s music is so good, -<i>fromm</i> [pious]—I mean, it makes one better to hear it. In the -second part, in an air of “Elijah” toward the end, I found the part -from which those beautiful responses are taken which Cusins -arranged, and which Papa liked so much.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I can write but a very short letter to-day, having so much to -do for our ball. I have made a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">{96}</a></span> sketch of my costume, which is the -same I wore at Berlin at the masked ball at Putbuses. Louis wears -part of the Garter Costume.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My parents-in-law leave the middle of this month for -Schwerin. * * * My mother-in-law fears that Anna will be badly -managed and treated quite after the old fashion, and she won’t be -able to help her, she fears. Anna is not very strong, and if she is -starved and kept from the air, it will certainly do her harm.</p> - -<p>I have written to dear Tilla.<a name="FNanchor_51_51" id="FNanchor_51_51"></a><a href="#Footnote_51_51" class="fnanchor">[51]</a> To think of home without her -seems too sad, but I hope you will invite her sometimes. Every one -liked her in the house, she was so gentle and so kind. I shall -never forget what I owe her, and I ever loved her most dearly. But -she has never been the same again since 1861. It gave her a -dreadful shock; she had such a veneration for darling Papa.</p> - -<p>I hope this year we can show you our house, though it will not be -far enough advanced for you to live in. For another year, I hope, -we could make you so comfortable.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am reading at this moment a book by Herr von Arneth—the -publication of letters from Maria Theresa to Marie Antoinette from -1770-80. I recommend it to you. The letters are short and -interesting, and it would amuse you to take it up now and then, -when you have a leisure moment. The advice the Empress gives her -daughter is so good; she was a very wise mother.</p> - -<p>I have read and studied a great deal about the human body; about -children—their treatment, etc.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">{97}</a></span> It interests me immensely. -Besides, it is always useful to know such things, so that one is -not perfectly ignorant of the reasons why doctors wish one to do -certain things, and why not. In any moment of illness, before there -is time for a doctor to come, one can be able to help one’s self a -little. I know you don’t like these things, and where one is -surrounded by such as dear Sir James [Clark] and Dr. Jenner, it is -perfectly unnecessary and pleasanter <i>not</i> to know a good deal. -Instead of finding it disgusting, it only fills me with admiration -to see how wonderfully we are made.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Westerweller does not accompany us this time to England; he -may join us in June. A former playfellow of Louis, Ferdinand -Rabenau, accompanies us. Affie knows him and likes him. We think of -starting on the 3d, and passing by Brussels to see dear Uncle -Leopold. Uncle Louis is still at Nice, and does not return here, it -seems, until the Emperor and Empress meet for April 24th—the -Emperor’s birthday. My mother-in-law is very grateful for your kind -message. She seems very nervous about Anna.</p> - -<p>Victoria is teething, which makes her pale and poorly. Ella’s -vaccination did <i>not</i> take, and we have the small-pox here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My poor children have been confined to the house with dreadful -colds and coughs. Victoria looks the most pulled, though Ella’s -cough was much more violent. I am happy to say that they are really -better to-day; but we have snow every day, and that makes their -recovery slower.</p> - -<p>Yesterday night part of a large seed manufactory<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">{98}</a></span> close by, near -the artillery barracks, was burnt down. The flames were enormous, -but the damage done was not great.</p> - -<p>My parents-in-law are in Berlin, and after to-morrow they go to -Schwerin.</p> - -<p>Last night we heard <i>Cosi fan tutte</i> given to perfection. The music -is most charming, and I had never heard it before.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Since some days the snow is many feet deep; one can get about -in sledges, and Louis drove me in one with four horses this -morning. All intercourse by carriage is impossible, and this is -very inconvenient to the people in the country where their “Post” -cannot drive.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I must begin by telling you how much pleasure your telegram has -given me. It is like my own dear Mama to have her arms open for -those who want her kind support; and I can only repeat again, that -with you, and under your care alone, should I like to leave my -little ones so long! To them, indeed, it will in every way be an -advantage, and I shall be quite easy in leaving them there, where I -know they will have every care which can be given; and it would -make us both so happy to feel that in this way we could give you -some little pleasure.</p> - -<p>Westerweller and Becker both wish very much we may take this -winter, D.V., for a journey. As long as we have fewer servants and -this small house, it is easy to break up the whole -establishment—later, this will be less possible. Louis has never -been able to travel, and the advantage of seeing other parts of the -world would be so great for him. Without me he would not do it; he -says, alone he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">{99}</a></span> should not enjoy it. I urge this journey -principally for his sake, and I hope you will support me in this. -Since our marriage we have seen nothing, and all who can try to -enlarge their knowledge. From books alone it becomes tedious and -less advantageous.</p> - -<p>Victoria is going to have a party of thirty children to-morrow in -Prince Charles’ rooms. The snow is thawing at length, and the sun -is much too hot. The sudden spring is not pleasant. We have been -out riding, and this evening I shall accompany Louis to the -Schnepfenstrich [woodcock-shooting<a name="FNanchor_52_52" id="FNanchor_52_52"></a><a href="#Footnote_52_52" class="fnanchor">[52]</a>], which in a fine evening, -when the birds sing, is lovely.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We shall be delighted to receive you in Kranichstein, and if -you will send your suite all to Darmstadt we shall be able to -arrange, though we have not one spare room anywhere, and I feel you -will be rather squeezed. How I look forward to meeting you again, -after a year of separation, I can’t say; and I am so glad that it -will be under our roof that our joyful embrace will take place. As -Uncle Louis is to have the Garter, may not Affie bring it to him -<i>without</i> ceremony? He would like it so much better if it can be -so.</p> - -<p>On the 17th Louis goes to Oberhessen to shoot <i>capercailzies</i>, and -he deposits me and the children at Lich on his way, where he will -join us again for my birthday.</p> - -<p>Anna was safely delivered of a little girl this morning, and is -doing well.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">{100}</a></span></p> - -<p>* * * We have been very anxious about Anna<a name="FNanchor_53_53" id="FNanchor_53_53"></a><a href="#Footnote_53_53" class="fnanchor">[53]</a> the last few days, -for she has had fever since the 9th, and shivering still yesterday.</p> - -<p>We have a great deal to do this morning, so I can write but -shortly.</p> - -<p>We have fine weather at length, and are out a great deal.</p> - -<p>Yesterday we took the Sacrament at nine, and numbers of people with -us. The service lasted till past eleven, with a pause between.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This is really a dreadfully sad death in our family, and will be a -blow to my dear parents-in-law, which will weigh them down for many -a day. They who lived so retired, and to whom the family life was -all—Anna, the pet—“<i>das Prinzesschen</i>,” whom they gave up so -unwillingly, and with whom they corresponded daily! It will be a -blank in their existence, which I can’t bear to think of! Such -tender loving parents! My poor Louis was dreadfully distressed, -though he feared the worst all along since we knew that Anna had -fever. He left with Grolmann, having passed a dreadful morning. All -the old servants, tutors, friends, came crying to us. Since he is -gone I have passed sad lonely hours; and poor old Amelung comes<a name="FNanchor_54_54" id="FNanchor_54_54"></a><a href="#Footnote_54_54" class="fnanchor">[54]</a> -and sits in my room, sobbing that she should ever have lived to see -this day.</p> - -<p>Yesterday morning I went to the Rosenhahe and picked flowers from -Anna’s garden, and wound a large wreath, which I have sent to Louis -to place on her coffin. The three brothers feel it dreadfully—the -first rent in the family circle is always hard to bear, and she so -young, so good, so happy! I hear the poor little baby is nice.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">{101}</a></span></p> - -<p>Yesterday night Anna was taken into the Schlosskirche [Palace -Chapel] upon Louis’ arrival, after a journey of twenty-seven hours. -I hope he won’t be ill after all this <i>Gemüthsbewegung</i> [strain -upon his feelings], and fatigue always upsets him and makes him -sick, and he feels all so deeply and warmly. It is so shocking. I -can think of nothing else; and I am very low and sad being so -alone, and the warm weather makes one unwell.</p> - -<p>The poor Cesarewitch has passed a tolerable night. I fear he is so -reduced he can’t get through it. The Empress doats on this son, and -he is so like her. The poor Emperor has left for Nice.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Oh, it is sad, very sad! Life indeed is but a short journey, on -which we have our duty to do, and in which joy and sorrow -alternately prevail. Anna was very good, very unselfish, and a true -Christian, with her gentle, humble spirit, and as such she was -loved and admired. What rare people my parents-in-law and their -children are, I can’t tell you—such childlike faith, such pure -unselfish love to each other; I really feel unworthy to belong to -them, and they are dear to me beyond description. As I have shared -their joys, so with all my heart do I share their sorrow, and -fervently pray for them! You will understand this, darling Mama. -From you I have inherited an ardent and sympathizing spirit, and -feel the pain of those I love as though it were my own. To-morrow I -have wished that there should be in the Palace Chapel a funeral -service at the same time as the funeral at Schwerin, and all the -people here seemed pleased at my wish. Bender, who taught her, -confirmed her, and who married her not a year ago in that very -church, will perform the service.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">{102}</a></span></p> - -<p>Poor Dagmar! what a journey for her, poor child! She begins her -troubles early enough.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Many thanks for your kind letter, and for all the kind wishes -for my birthday. It will be sad and quiet; but I hope my beloved -Louis will arrive to-night, and be with me again—such cause for -joy and thankfulness. When I have <i>him</i>, all sorrow is turned into -peace and happiness. Could I but know you still had darling Papa at -your side, how light would my heart be! Once when we have all -fulfilled our allotted duties, and overcome that dark night, then, -please God, we shall be together, never again to part!</p> - -<p>The sympathy of all does my sorrowing family good, for it soothes -so much! I had a few lines so tender, so full of faith, from my -dear mother-in-law to-day. Since Ella’s birth I know to understand -and love her most dearly. She suffered dreadfully, but no complaint -passes her lips. She consoles her husband, her son-in-law, and -this, with prayer, enables her to bear that which has almost broken -her heart.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Dear Louis returned last night well, and bringing good -accounts of his parents. They remain there still a little longer, -to arrange Anna’s things. At Frankfort, at eleven last night, we -met; it was so warm.</p> - -<p>The poor Cesarewitch is gone! The Emperor and Empress are coming -here in ten days; what sad meetings.</p> - -<p>How warm it has been daily since a fortnight, I can’t tell you! We -sit all day in the garden, take tea there, drawing-lessons, etc.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">{103}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -April 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I thank you so much for your kind sympathizing letter. All my -family are so grateful for all the kindness and sympathy you have -shown them on this sad occasion.</p> - -<p>To-day Uncle Louis arrives; on Monday the Emperor and Empress, and -children. What a sad meeting! They go to Jugenheim direct, where -last year they were so happy all together. I hear the Empress is -worn out, mind and body; and she insists, instead of finishing her -cure, on going in a fortnight to St. Petersburg to meet the remains -of her child, and to do him the last honors. Louis fears that it -will be more than her feeble frame can endure. In the Greek Church, -too, the night Masses are long and exhausting, and she is sure to -wish to do all.</p> - -<p>We spent my birthday as every other day, and the weather was -heavenly. I am painting in oil now, and that interests me much. I -find it much easier than water-colors.</p> - -<p>I hope Affie will come to pay his respects to the Russians. If you -send them a kind message through him, it would please them much.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How well I understand your compassion being alike for -mourners in all positions of life. It is but right and natural, and -I can’t imagine one’s feeling otherwise.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To-morrow morning my poor parents-in-law arrive. What a meeting, -and what a return! My father-in-law and the Empress<a name="FNanchor_55_55" id="FNanchor_55_55"></a><a href="#Footnote_55_55" class="fnanchor">[55]</a> are each -other’s favorites, and understand each other so perfectly.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">{104}</a></span> It will -be a consolation to both to pour their hearts out to each other, -and share each other’s sorrow. My dear father-in-law wrote to Aunt -Marie: “Although my heart is sorely depressed, yet it is even more -filled with gratitude than with sorrow, that the dear God has given -us two such dear children, though but for a brief space.” He is so -touching in his grief.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I find my dear parents-in-law pretty well, but poor Mama so -terribly tired. She was dreadfully overcome in coming home, and at -the several meetings. He looks much older, as, indeed, does also -the poor Emperor, who parted yesterday to go to St. Petersburg. -Dear Aunt Marie seems very weak, and they both, together with my -parents, make such a sad picture to look at. But they all like to -speak of those they have lost. My parents-in-law and we go this -week to Uncle Louis, to Seeheim for three weeks.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, May 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>You can’t think what real pleasure your pretty locket gave my -mother-in-law. She was deeply touched by the kind thought and the -considerate attention of the gift—with what was engraved on it. -She was so very much pleased with it, and put it on the moment she -received it. The photograph is to be put in. To-day, Anna’s -wedding-day, it arrived.</p> - -<p>We have been here since yesterday afternoon—my parents-in-law and -Uncle Louis. The suite are on leave of absence, so we are quite <i>en -famille</i>.</p> - -<p>Yesterday, Serge’s birthday, we went with Uncle and Aunt to the -Greek Mass, which lasted more than an hour. We dine daily at the -Heiligenberg. This morning also we were there with our parents and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">{105}</a></span> -children; and Aunt Marie [the Empress of Russia] kept Ella half an -hour on her lap, playing with her, which the little one enjoyed -very much, as she is particularly sociable and amiable. Victoria -romped with her cousins—Aunt Marie’s two, and Uncle Alexander’s -four.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, May 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day Michael and Cécile arrive, and on Tuesday the Emperor -and Empress recommence their journey homeward. The return will be -for both most trying. Aunt Marie spoke with me about her sons, -their education, etc., very long last night. Her whole life she has -studied and lived for Nike [the late Cesarewitch], that he might -become that which was necessary for his future; and she was much -more with him, and they were both much more intimate together, than -she is with her other children. Affie came here on Saturday, and I -am so glad to have him and hear some news of you. At this moment he -and William are in the room shooting at a target out of the window, -which makes no little noise.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We mean to remain here in the Bergstrasse with our parents; -is seems to console them; but my father-in-law makes me very -anxious, and is so nervous. Poor Mama! so soft, so tired, so unlike -herself, <i>cela fait pitié</i>.</p> - -<p>On the fifth the Grand Duke is going to receive the Garter. You -shall have an account of all.</p> - -<p>Affie is here, and to-day dear Arthur comes for a few hours. I -shall be so pleased to see him again.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, May 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday the Emperor and Empress and children left. So sorry -to see them go! God<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">{106}</a></span> knows when we shall all meet here again. We -have been so much together and so intimately, that I have grown -very fond of them, and am very sad at the thought of the long and -uncertain separation. Dear little Arthur was here, looking very -well. The wooded hills here are so nice to ride about on, and the -country is very beautiful.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I read serious books a great deal, and of a Sunday together we read -out of Robertson’s sermons. In the second series there is one, “The -Irreparable Past” for young people, so cheering, so encouraging, so -useful. Louis read it to me on his return from Schwerin after poor -Anna’s death. A short life indeed, and it makes one feel the -uncertainty of life, and the necessity of labor, self-denial, -charity, and all those virtues which we ought to strive after. Oh, -that I may die, having done my work and not sinned with -<i>Unterlassung des Guten</i> [omission to do what is good], the fault -into which it is easiest to fall.</p> - -<p>Our life being so quiet gives one much time for earnest thought, -and I own it is discouraging to find how much one fails—how small -the step of improvement is.</p> - -<p>I suffer still so much, and so often, from rheumatism. I am taking -warm soda-baths in the morning for it, and am rubbed afterward with -towels which have been dipped in cold water and then wrung out. It -is not very pleasant.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The weather is very beautiful, and we had tea yesterday at -Schönberg, the castle of young Count Erbach, whom Louis presented -to you at Windsor. Could you tell us for certain when you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">{107}</a></span> intend -going to Coburg, and when we are expected there, as we are going to -the sea to bathe for Victoria and myself, and we would arrange our -time accordingly? I require some sea air after the great heat, and -after baby’s weaning; also before Scotland it would be good, for I -have so much rheumatism. Some sea water will strengthen me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You know how very Scotch we both are. Louis is devotedly -attached to Scotland and his Scotch friends. Do tell them so -always. But now I must tell you of yesterday. In the morning Affie, -we, and our suite, drove into town for the investiture. At half -past three I drove with my ladies, a Kammerherr [Chamberlain], -Becker, etc., to the Schloss, where Uncle Louis received us in -<i>shorts</i>! Then Affie and Louis in their whole Garter dress arrived -in a carriage with six horses and an escort. Uncle Louis, before -the throne, and the family, Court, corps diplomatique, etc., -received them. Affie read in English the address, to which Uncle -Louis answered in German; then Affie buckled on the Garter; then -Louis helped him to put on ribbon, cloak, etc., and fastened the -sword on him, which was no easy task; but they acquitted themselves -to perfection, and went out through the long Kaisersaal backward, -bowing.</p> - -<p>There was a large dinner afterward, at which your health was -proposed by Uncle Louis, and in return Affie gave his. You have -made a happy man, and he feels the honor—as he said to me in -English—“utmostly”; and he wishes me to repeat once more how -grateful he is to you. * * *</p> - -<p>Affie did not return here last night; he slept at <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">{108}</a></span>Darmstadt, and -left this morning for Amorbach. To-day Uncle Ernest is coming to -us, but only for one night. As we have again to go into town to -fetch him, and it is very warm, I must close.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, June 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How it will amuse and please us to show the good excellent -Scotchman our home. It is a pleasure to hear of such devotion and -attention to you as Brown’s is, and indeed you are so kind to him, -that his whole happiness must consist in serving so good a -mistress.</p> - -<p>I think you will be pleased to hear of a most kind and touching -tribute which the Frauen [women] of Darmstadt have paid me. Two -hundred and fifty have subscribed to have a splendid picture -painted for me, by P. Weber, of Loch Katrine. I am to see it on -Sunday. It is very much admired, and they sent the painter to -Scotland to do it, thinking that something from my own country -would please me most. Is it not kind of them? It has given me so -much pleasure—but of all things the feeling which has prompted -them to do it, as it shows me that, though I have been here so -short a time, they have become attached to me, as I am with all my -heart to my new home and country.</p> - -<p>Now about myself. I have weaned Ella, last Saturday, and can say -that my health has never been so good, nor have I been so strong or -looked so fresh and healthy as I do now. When Uncle Ernest saw me -he said I looked again as I did as a girl, only rather fatter.</p> - -<p>Ella crawls now, and is very strong; she has her first two teeth. -Victoria is very wild, and speaks more German than English. I think -her rather small, but other people say she is not. She goes out -walking with her Papa before breakfast quite<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">{109}</a></span> alone, with her hands -in her pockets, and amuses him very much.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your last letter from dear Balmoral. The parting -from that lovely place must always be sad, and there is something -in mountains which attaches one so much to that scenery.</p> - -<p>Yesterday was a very trying day for my poor mother-in-law (her -birth-day), and she was very low, but, as all along, so resigned, -so touching in the beautiful way she bears her grief; so unselfish -with it, never wishing to make others sad, or to be less interested -in their concerns than formerly.</p> - -<p>Dear Mary Cambridge has been here, and we enjoyed her visit so -much. We took her back to Frankfort to-day, where we gave her and -Aunt Cambridge a luncheon in Uncle Louis’ Palais.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is warm, but very windy and dusty here; we were nearly blinded -out riding yesterday evening. I am reading that most interesting -History of England by Pauli, in German, which commences with the -Congress of Vienna in 1815, and is, I believe, very detailed and -correct. It gives a sketch also of the reign of George III., and is -so well written one can scarcely lay the book down. It is part of a -work written by the best German professors on England, Russia, -Italy, France, Spain, and Austria in those years, and I am reading -them one after another. They are thick books, and eight volumes.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We both thank you for your kind wishes for our wedding-day. It was -rainy and not fine, but we spent it very happily indoors—Affie and -Mary with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">{110}</a></span> us. Dr. Weber now wishes (as we should have to go from -Blankenberghe back to Coburg, and then again all the journey back), -that I should not bathe at all this year, as all the good would be -undone by the hurried journey, and the excitement of the sea air -might not be good for Victoria. We are all to go instead for four -weeks to Switzerland, beginning with Rigi Kaltbad, and this we -greatly prefer. We go into the mountains at once for the bracing -air. On Saturday until Tuesday we go to Baden for the christening -of the baby. We both are god-parents.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>*** Ella already says, since some time, “Papa” and “Mama,” and -calls herself, and crawls, and is very forward and merry—such a -contrast to Victoria, who is so pale and fair, and <i>now</i> thin, for -Ella’s eyes are so dark blue, and her hair of such a rich brown, -that you would never take the little things for sisters. They are -very fond of each other, and so dear together, that they give us -much pleasure. I would not change them for boys, if I could; this -little pair of sisters is so nice, and they can be such friends to -each other.</p> - -<p>I hope you will be comfortable here, but we are much annoyed not to -be able to be there to receive you. None of the family will be -here, save perhaps my mother-in-law with poor Fritz Schwerin, who -is expected then.</p> - -<p>We mean to start on the 25th, and we go as private people, on -account of the expense. We are only going to Oberland, and sha’n’t -go very far about.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>*** It was 95° in the shade yesterday at eight in the morning, and -I think the heat increases.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">{111}</a></span> Dr. Lyon Playfair lunched with us -yesterday; he is so charming. To-morrow morning at five we go to -Bonn for the day, and shall be there before ten. The heat is too -great to go at any other time. We start next Tuesday evening, and -on Wednesday shall be on the Rigi.</p> - -<p>This morning at six o’clock we rode to the exercising—I on a new -horse, for two hours and a half over sand without any shade.</p> - -<p>Mary [Duchess of Teck] has been so kind as to give us a boat, which -we expect shortly. It is to be christened “Mary Adelaide,” after -her.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter, and for the sad account of Victoria -Brant’s<a name="FNanchor_56_56" id="FNanchor_56_56"></a><a href="#Footnote_56_56" class="fnanchor">[56]</a> death. It is quite shocking, and she was my dearest -friend of those contemporaries, and the one I saw the most of. “In -the midst of life we are in death”; and the uncertainty of all -earthly things makes life a real earnest, and no dream. Our whole -life should be a preparation and expectation for eternity. Merry as -she was, she was yet very serious and thoughtful; but what a loss -she will be to her poor parents and husband!</p> - -<p>I have made all arrangements for your comfort here. I own I do not -like your coming here when we and the whole family are away—it -looks so <i>odd</i>! I forgot to tell you, in answer to your question -about Ella’s name, that she of course must be called “Elizabeth,” -<i>entre nous</i> only “Ella,” for she bears my dear mama-in-law’s name.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Rigi Kaltbad</span>, August 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am enchanted, delighted with this magnificent<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">{112}</a></span> scenery. Oh, how -you would admire it! When I am sketching, I keep telling Louis how -much more like you would make the things; one can always recognize -the places when you draw them.</p> - -<p>We left Darmstadt at eight Wednesday morning, the 26th, slept at -Basel that night, and we got there early enough to see the fine -church in a thunder storm. The next day we only went to Lucerne, as -the weather was not fine enough to ascend the Rigi. It was a lovely -afternoon, and the lake of a marvellous green color. The Pilatus -was quite clear for a few hours. The next morning we two, the -children, Moffat, Harriet the nursery-maid, Logoz and wife, Jäger, -and Beck, our whole party, started in a very crowded steamer for -Wäggis. Splendid weather, though cloudy. We then, on horses and in -chairs carried by three or six men, made our ascent along a -winding, narrow, steep path, below rocks, past ravines, where -little châlets are situated, and all over the green pasture cows -and goats feeding with bells round their necks. Westerweller was -here when we arrived; he acts courier, and when we make long -expeditions remains with the children. This is a very roomy hotel, -crammed full of people, among them some odd Austrian ladies whom we -see below walking on the terrace—very smart, and smoking. We two -have been on mules with a guide—such a funny man, who was a -soldier at Naples, and was at the siege of Gaeta—on all the -expeditions hereabout.</p> - -<p>To-morrow we leave, and go till Monday to Buochs, on the other side -of the lake; then to Engelberg, where Uncle Adalbert and his wife -will be. The children are well; Victoria very troublesome, but Ella -good and amiable as ever. As I am writing at the window, the clouds -cover the lake and the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">{113}</a></span> lower mountains, and I can only see the -quite high ones with glaciers, which are of such a splendid shape.</p> - -<p>The color of the Scotch mountains is, I think, finer; but here they -are, first of all, so enormously high, and then such fine shapes, -and the mountains are studded with trees and rocks down below, and -of a green color.</p> - -<p>The air is very light and cold, but the sun intense. We are going -off for the day again on our mules, so I must close. Of course many -funny incidents take place, which I reserve to tell you when we -meet.</p> - -<p>I do hope the heat will be over for your journey, and that it will -be fine when you are at our dear Kranichstein. Marie Grancy will be -there to receive you, and do any thing which is required.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Engelberg</span>, <span class="smcap">Hotel Titlis</span>, August 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>These lines I send by Becker, and hope you will receive them at -Kranichstein. * * * I hope you found all you wanted in the rooms, -and that the meals were as you like them. I ordered all, and wrote -all down before leaving, as I know what you like.</p> - -<p>We were for some days at Buochs, a very pretty village; and we -lived in three detachments in different common Swiss houses, very -comfortable on the whole, but not smelling very nice, so that I -could scarcely eat while we were there.</p> - -<p>Yesterday morning, in a very funny two-seated carriage with one -horse, we left, the children and servants following in a bigger -carriage. A nearly four hours’ drive through the most beautiful -scenery, up a narrow valley through which the Aa runs, brought us -here. The last two hours are a steep ascent on the side of a -precipice; beautiful vegeta<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">{114}</a></span>tion through the wood all the way -upward; view on the high mountains with snow and glaciers close by. -On coming to the top there is a narrow and lovely green valley -studded with peasants’ cottages, and in the centre a Benedictine -Abbey, near which our hotel is situated. The valley is of very -green grass; the tops of the mountains quite rocky, with snow. -Lower down, and skirting the valley, which is quite shut in by the -hills, fine trees; several very high waterfalls, in the style of -the Glassalt (near Balmoral), only much higher. This Alpine valley -is said to give the most perfect idea of a Swiss valley up in the -mountains. One can ascend the Titlis; but it is said to be -dangerous, so we sha’n’t attempt it. We are very careful, and Louis -won’t undertake any thing risky. The scenery seen from the carriage -merely is so splendid that one may well be content with that. -Unfortunately, to-day it pours, and it is very cold. The children -are very well. The journey has really done Victoria good, and she -begins to have an appetite, which with her is a very rare thing.</p> - -<p>The next place we go to is Meyringen. We mean to ride there over -the Joch Pass, but the children must go back the same way to get -round, as there is no other way out of this valley. We will leave -them then with Westerweller, and go to the Grindelwald, Interlaken, -etc.; and then return home by the 29th probably. The children are -living in a cottage here also.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Pension Belle Vue</span>, <span class="smcap">Tracht bei Brienz</span>, August 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our ride from Engelberg over the Joch Pass to Meyringen was -quite beautiful; but a worse way than any we have ever been out on -in Scotland. We were eleven hours on the road, and the sun<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">{115}</a></span> was -very hot, and the walking on these steep bad paths made one still -hotter; but we enjoyed it very much, and I never saw any thing -grander or more magnificent. * * * I have made little scribbles on -the way. * * * To-day we two with two horses were to have walked -and ridden to the Grindelwald, over the Rosenlaui glacier, and to -have gone on the next day to Interlaken, but the weather is so bad -that it is impossible, and, not being satisfied with the prices, -etc., at the hotel of Meyringen, we came on here, an hour’s drive, -near to the beautiful falls of the Giessbach, which we saw on -Sunday. * * * The weather will determine whether we can make an -expedition to-morrow.</p> - -<p>We shall be home on Friday by Thun and Basel, where we sleep. What -day are we to be at Coburg, and for how long exactly? I believe -only two or three days.</p> - -<p>The white heather is from above Engelberg, near Brienz.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Pension Belle Vue</span>, August 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have this instant received your dear letter from Kranichstein, -and, though only just returned from an expedition to the Rosenlaui -glacier, I sit down at once to thank you with all my heart for such -dear lines. How glad I am all was comfortable, and that you were -pleased with your day in our nice Kranichstein! I am glad you -missed us a little. * * * But I must tell you of to-day. We drove -to Reichenbach, close to the falls, took a guide and horses, and in -two hours by a steep stony path got to Rosenlaui. The view on the -Wetterhorn, covered with snow, and on the Wellhorn, which is a -rugged rock on the other side of it, the white sparkling glacier, -is quite beautiful. The shapes and immense<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">{116}</a></span> height of the mountains -are so imposing. I look, admire, wonder; one can’t find words to -express what one feels. How you would admire the scenery! Papa was -so fond of it all.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>These will be my last lines until we meet. We returned here well, -having unfortunately, though, much rain from Interlaken to Basel. -At Thun we were in the same hotel as Blanche and Mademoiselle -Bernard, and to-morrow we expect Uncle Nemours, Marguerite, and -Alençon, whom we asked to dinner on their way to Frankfort. I am -mostly at the Rosenhöhe with my mama-in-law, as she is quite alone. -I was in town with her, and read to her this morning; she is ever -so dear and kind. I do love her <i>so much</i>. Ever since Ella’s birth -we have been drawn so closely to each other, and I admire her also -now that I know and understand her. There is so much beneath, so -much <i>Gemüth</i>, tenderness, and delicacy of feeling. It is indeed a -blessing to have such people as they are for parents-in-law.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Uncle George was here yesterday. Vicky remains with us till the -5th, and gives me so much pleasure to be able to repay her for her -hospitality this winter.</p> - -<p>We were at the christening of Becker’s baby, which went off so -well. In the morning we had to go through High Mass for the -inauguration of the Grand Duchess’ monument in the Catholic church.</p> - -<p>Poor papa-in-law, who went to bathe for his headache, has had such -a return of his cough that he is coming back here on Monday. I hope -they will go to Switzerland later.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">{117}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * After having missed the train they intended, to come by, -Bertie and Alix arrived at three o’clock. They dined with us. Louis -then took him to the theatre, and I drove her about.</p> - -<p>My poor father-in-law’s throat is very bad, and gives him much -pain. I am really very anxious about him.</p> - -<p>We leave to-morrow afternoon at four, and shall spend the following -day at Ostend, embarking in the evening. Till the end of the week -we intend stopping in town, and if Bertie and Alix remain longer, -we shall leave by the limited mail (for Balmoral).</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Inverness</span>, October 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This is a very fine town, and the country is very beautiful. We -took a walk this morning, and shall drive this afternoon. It was -thought better not to go to a kirk, as the people seemed to look -out for us.</p> - -<p>Again a thousand thanks for having arranged this nice journey for -us, which we enjoy so much. I thought so much of you and dear Papa -yesterday during our ride.<a name="FNanchor_57_57" id="FNanchor_57_57"></a><a href="#Footnote_57_57" class="fnanchor">[57]</a></p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Sandringham</span>, November 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am pleased that the children are well under your roof. I -know they have all they can want. Bertie had such bad toothache -yesterday; Louis also a little; the cold air must be the cause, for -it is so sharp here.</p> - -<p>Alix and I practice together for an hour of an evening. * * * Alix -drove me down to the sea the other day, and a most alarming drive -it was, for the horses pulled, and to our astonishment the coachman -suddenly alighted between us, with his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">{118}</a></span> feet in the air, from the -back seat, and caught hold of the reins—it was too funny. I hope -to be near you again on Saturday.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Coblenz</span>, November 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Having just a quarter of an hour to myself before leaving -this, I hasten to write to you a few lines to tell you that we have -travelled quite well so far. May will have told you about our -passage. I have been sick ever since, which is dreadful. Henry and -William joined us at Bonn, and came here with us.</p> - -<p>The Queen was most kind. We spent the evening most pleasantly <i>en -famille</i> with her, and whilst we dined alone together she had to go -to a town ball.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I find my father-in-law looking better, I am happy to say, -though far from strong; and alas! one of his lungs is affected. -Though, with care, one can guard him from evil consequences, still -of course, it is an anxious thing. All the family are very grateful -for your kind messages, and send their respects to you.</p> - -<p>* * * The children are very well, and Victoria said to my mother, -“Meine Grossmama, die Königinn, has got a little vatch with a -birdie,” and she is always speaking of all at Windsor, but -principally of the things in your room. I am so glad that you are -pleased with the children’s picture. I admire it so much.</p> - -<p>It is warm and damp here. * * * I have a great deal to do. * * *</p> - -<p>We have been over the new house yesterday, and alas! found many -things not quite what they were intended to be. * * *<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">{119}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter received yesterday, with the account of -Lenchen’s <i>Verlobung</i> [betrothal]. I am so glad she is happy, and I -hope every blessing will rest on them both that one can possibly -desire.</p> - -<p>I had a letter from Marie Brabant two days ago, where she says dear -Uncle’s [King Leopold’s] state is hopeless; but yesterday she -telegraphed that he was rather better. What a loss it would be if -he were to be taken from us, for his very name and existence, -though he takes no active part in politics, are of weight and -value.</p> - -<p>Yesterday I was painting in oils, and I copied my sketch of the -Sluggan, and, if it be in any way at all presentable and fit to -give, I will send it to you. I hope it won’t be very Chinese, for -our sketches had a certain likeness to works of art of that -country. Louis is very busy here. He has begun his military duties; -he has the command and <i>Verwaltung</i> [administration] of the Cavalry -Brigade. To-day he has to go to the Chamber, and he is going to -attend the different offices—home department, finances, justice, -etc.,—so as to get a knowledge of the routine of business. * * * -Louis of Portugal and family passed through here yesterday, and -went to Frankfort. I have inquired if they are there still, and if -they are we shall try to see them. I am so curious to see Marie -Pia. * * *</p> - -<p>All our <i>Hofstaat</i> [Court circle] lay their good wishes for -Lenchen’s engagement at your feet.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We are so grieved and distressed at dear Uncle Leopold’s alarming -state, and have given up all hope, the accounts are so bad. Oh, -were there but a chance<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">{120}</a></span> for you, or for any of us who love him so -dearly, to be near him during his last hours!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter. Alas, alas! beloved Uncle Leopold is -no more! How much for you, for us, for all, goes with him to the -grave! One tie more of those dear old times is rent!</p> - -<p>I do feel for you so much, for dear Uncle was indeed a father to -you. Now you are head of all the family—it seems incredible, and -that dear Papa should not be by your side.</p> - -<p>The regret for dear Uncle Leopold is universal—he stood so high in -the eyes of all parties; his life was a history in itself—and now -that book is closed. Oh, it is so sad, and he is such a loss! I am -almost glad this sorrow has fallen into those days already so -hallowed by melancholy and precious recollections. How I recollect -every hour, every minute of those days. In thinking of them one -feels over again the hope, the anxiety, and lastly the despair and -grief of that irretrievable loss. The Almighty stood by you and us, -and enabled us to bear it, for I always wonder that we lived -through that awful time.</p> - -<p>The future world seems so like a real home, for there are so many -dear ones to meet again. There is something peculiarly sad in the -death of the last one of a large family—to feel that none is left -to tell of each other, and of their earlier life, which the younger -ones could know only through their lips.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter. I was so anxious to hear something of -our beloved Uncle’s end; it seems to have been most peaceful.</p> - -<p>There will be many Princes at Brussels, I believe.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">{121}</a></span></p> - -<p>How much I thought of you and of dear Papa on the 14th! Dear Louis -leaves me this afternoon. He will reach Brussels at five to-morrow -morning, and remain over the Sunday.</p> - -<p>The accession of the new King and the honors that have at once to -be paid are so painful, following so closely on the death of one we -have loved and known in that position. As the French say: “<i>Le Roi -est mort. Vive le Roi!</i>”</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I was sitting up for Louis till half-past eleven with -Countess Blücher—who leaves to-day, and has spent a few days with -me—when he, and to my astonishment Bertie also, came into the -room. The next day, alas! he had to leave again at four; but still, -short as his stay was, it was a token of his constant love for me, -and it touched me very much, for I ever loved him so dearly.</p> - -<p>Every thing went off well at Brussels as you will have heard. The -more I realize that we shall never see beloved Uncle Leopold again, -the sadder I grow. He had, apart from all his excellent qualities, -such a charm as I believe we shall seldom find again.</p> - -<p>The dear Countess is well. We made the dining-room into a bedroom -for her, and we dined downstairs. I was so afraid of her getting -cold, if she lived out of the house.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How I wish beloved Uncle were brought to Windsor to rest -there as he had wished! I wondered so much that every thing had -taken place at Laeken, knowing that dear Uncle had wished it -otherwise.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis wishes me to thank you once more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">{122}</a></span> for the Christmas -eatables, and my mother-in-law likewise for the lovely little frame -and photograph. They are both much touched by this kind attention -on your part.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Christmas Day.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To me Christmas is always sad now, and for Louis and his -family it was so likewise this year; my parents-in-law felt it very -much. We went to the Military Church at eight this morning. It is -the service we like best; but it was bitterly cold, every thing -snow white.</p> - -<p>I hope my little picture, though very imperfect, found favor in -your eyes. It gave me such pleasure doing it for you, thinking of -you and our expedition the whole time I was doing it.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This is my last letter this year. In many ways a happy one has it -been, though it has deprived us of many dear and near ones. Each -year brings us nearer to the <i>Wiedersehen</i> [reunion with the dead], -though it is sad to think how one’s glass is running out, and how -little good goes with it compared to the numberless blessings we -receive. Time goes incredibly fast.</p> - -<p>Every earnest and tender wish from us both is yours, dear Mama, for -this coming year with its expected events. May God’s blessing rest -on this new union which is to be formed in our family, and may dear -Lenchen be as happy as all those who loved her can wish! I am sorry -to think that I shall probably not see her again until she is -married; but I am glad for her sake that the <i>Brautstand</i> [the -betrothal period] is not to be long.</p> - -<p>I send you a locket with Ella’s miniature, which I hope will please -you.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">{123}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="AT_HOME_AND_AT_WORK" id="AT_HOME_AND_AT_WORK"></a> -<img src="images/ill_014.jpg" width="" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - AT HOME AND AT WORK.<br /><br /> -1866-1872.</h2> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="sml">“Life is meant for work, and not for pleasure.” (<i>August 29, 1866.</i>)</p></div> - -<h3><a name="yr-1866" id="yr-1866">1866</a>.</h3> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HIS year, which brought such important changes to the political life of -Germany, was also in many ways full of sorrow and trouble to the -Princess, and the hard and painful struggle through which Germany passed -affected her very nearly.</p> - -<p>During the early part of the year, the new palace was completed, and in -it the Princess had the satisfaction of seeing her wishes realized, and -of feeling both comfortable and “at home.” She was also able during this -new year to extend the field of her practical usefulness.</p> - -<p>Princess Alice attended some very interesting lectures on the necessity -of providing special asylums for poor idiots, delivered by a very clever -and enterprising “orthodox” clergyman from the Odenwald. She took up the -idea most warmly, and determined to found such an institution herself, -but in doing this found herself face to face with very serious -difficulties. The lecturer and those who sided with him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">{124}</a></span> wished that any -institution of this kind should bear a strictly religious stamp. The -Princess did not agree in this view. She wished to separate the -religious from the practical part of the work. She wished people to -feel, that they were bound to help to alleviate sickness and suffering -(in whatever form) out of mere love to their fellow-creatures, and not -only as the fulfilment of a religious duty. While the Princess always -acknowledged the value of religious motives in carrying out works of -charity, she felt strongly, in this particular case, that the treatment -of idiots should be left to the medical profession, without any foreign -interference.</p> - -<p>A committee was formed of persons who shared the Princess’ views, and -who were commissioned by her to take the necessary steps for carrying -out her plans. By far the most difficult part of the work fell to her -own share—namely, that of finding the necessary funds. To obtain these -she organized a Bazaar in her new palace. This was a totally novel -proceeding in Germany, and well calculated to attract a large number of -visitors. The Bazaar was opened on the 6th of April, and lasted four -days. The Princess and Prince Louis and her brother, Prince Alfred, took -an active part in it. The result surpassed utmost expectations, a -success mainly due to her own personal efforts, and to the charm which -she exercised over all. At the close of the Bazaar she was not only able -to announce that she had realized the sum of 16,000 florins, but that -she had also gained<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">{125}</a></span> the conviction that the whole country supported her -in her undertaking.</p> - -<p>In spite of the success of this Bazaar, the Princess was in later years -opposed to a repetition of such an expedient, as she felt—what many -do—that people often come on such occasions for their own personal -amusement rather than to aid the charity.</p> - -<p>The war of 1866, which was the consequence of the unfortunate conflict -about the Duchies of Schleswig-Holstein, was viewed by the Princess with -feelings in which personal interests and attachments conflicted with -political convictions. She was so truly German that she felt most keenly -the struggle between Germans and Germans, or as she herself says in one -of her letters, “brother against brother.”</p> - -<p>At times she could not help being downcast, because she saw how much her -husband and her husband’s country suffered from it, and because she -foresaw how disastrous to South Germany the results of such a war must -be. Prince Louis himself was soon obliged to assume his command in the -field.</p> - -<p>The Princess gave birth to a third daughter on the 11th of July, during -the most anxious days of that trying time. Prince Louis had happened to -be home on leave for a few days when the event took place; but he was -obliged to leave the Princess on the 14th of July, and to go at once -into action at Aschaffenburg. As the South-German troops had to retreat, -all communication with his home for some time was cut off.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">{126}</a></span></p> - -<p>On the 31st of July the Prussians under General von Göben entered -Darmstadt. Prince Louis’ parents, who were the only relations remaining -in Darmstadt, were daily with the Princess. On the 8th of August, whilst -on her way home from visiting her parents-in-law, the Princess -unexpectedly met the Prince in the street. He had obtained leave of -absence during a short armistice. The joy of this meeting can easily be -pictured! The Prince and Princess together visited the wounded; and on -the 10th of August the Prince was appointed by the Grand Duke to the -command of the Hessian division then in the field. By the Grand Duke’s -wish the Prince went for two days to Berlin, and then joined the troops -in Rhenish Hesse. He took up his quarters in the “<i>Gelbe Haus</i>” at -Nierstein-Oppenheim, and the Princess courageously shared them with -him—in spite of the cholera then raging there. On the 12th of -September—Prince Louis’ birthday—the little Princess was christened at -Darmstadt by the military chaplain; she received the names Irène (Peace) -Louise Marie Anna. The same day peace was ratified at Berlin—that peace -for which the brave mother of the child had so ardently longed.</p> - -<p>The Cavalry Brigade which the Prince had commanded stood sponsor to the -child.</p> - -<p>It was only on the 20th of September that the Prince and Princess with -the Hessian division made their public entry into Darmstadt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">{127}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am at the head of a committee of ladies out of the different -classes of society to make a large bazaar, in which all the country -is to take part, for the Idiot Asylum. It is very difficult—all -the more as I have never had any thing to do with such things in my -life. * * * I wanted for the first public thing I undertake, to -take in all principles, and my mother-in-law has given her name to -it. I have chosen the committee out of different sets—half -<i>adelig</i> [people of rank] half <i>bürgerlich</i> [of the citizen class], -and all these ladies, half of whom I did not know before, come and -sit in my small room and discuss—and, as yet, do not disagree.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The people here are so much pleased that my Louis takes such -active part in all his duties—military and civil, for he attends -the different offices, and as General, I hear, he keeps great order -where there was until now disorder and great abuse of power. Of -course, I see him much less, and some days scarcely at all.</p> - -<p>On the 14th we go to Gotha for about a fortnight, without the -children.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, January 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Dear Uncle and Aunt are well, and we are very happy here, for they -are always kindness itself to us. Uncle looks very well, but he -grows very stout, I think. We saw the <i>Braut von Messina</i> -[Schiller’s] so well given two nights ago. I thought so much of -dear Papa, who admired it greatly; and Uncle Ernest told me he had -it given for you, when you first came here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, January 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Two nights ago Uncle, Louis, and I,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">{128}</a></span> with a very clever old -actress, read a piece together. Louis resisted at first, but it -went very well. You can’t imagine how mild it is. I have the -windows always open. Gustav Freitag is here. I am always glad to -see him. He is a good friend to Uncle, and he is so honest and -straightforward.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, January 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I shall be very sorry to go away from here—the whole atmosphere -does one good. Dear Uncle is so amusing; he speaks of interesting -things, and has interesting people.</p> - -<p>Our Quaker acquaintances have sent me a great deal for the bazaar, -and an old gentleman who heard of it, 100<i>l.</i>! I could not believe -my eyes. They are always so generous: and, hearing of my -undertaking a work of this sort, they sent me this spontaneously. -Is it not kind?</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is spring weather here altogether—quite warm when one comes out -of the house. It is so unnatural. The children enjoy it, and are -out a great deal, looking so well and strong: I wish you could see -them. The little one is growing up to her sister very fast, and -actually wears the frocks Victoria wore last year. I wish you could -hear all the extraordinary things Victoria says. Ella is civil to -all strangers—excepting to my mother-in-law, or to old ladies. It -is too tiresome. There is a large ball given by the officers at -their Casino to-night, to which we must go. It will be crowded and -hot. Our house gets on tolerably. The housekeeper, a Berlinerinn, -comes on the 20th, and we told that we can go into the house next -month. I can’t help doubting it, and I regret leaving this nice -little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">{129}</a></span> house, where our first happy years have been spent. I am so -glad that you have at least been in the new house, so that I can -always think that you are no stranger to it, which makes me like it -much better.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am happy to think you are quiet at Osborne after all you -had to go through. The emotion and all other feelings recalled by -such an event must have been very powerful and have tried you -much.<a name="FNanchor_58_58" id="FNanchor_58_58"></a><a href="#Footnote_58_58" class="fnanchor">[58]</a> It was noble of you, my darling Mama, and the great -effort will bring compensation. Think of the pride and pleasure it -would have given darling Papa—the brave example to others not to -shrink from their duty; and it has shown that you felt the intense -sympathy which the English people evinced, and still evince, in -your great misfortune.</p> - -<p>How to-day recalls those bright and happy former years! There is no -cloud without a silver lining, and the lining to the black cloud -which overshadows your existence is the bright recollection of the -past blending into the bright hope of a happy future; a small part -of it also is the intense love of your children and nation, which -casts a light around you which many live to enjoy and admire, and -which few—if any—possess like you. I wish I could have sent a -fine nosegay of orange blossoms for to-day, but they could not have -arrived fresh so I gave it up.</p> - -<p>Louis sends his tenderest love, and wishes me to say how much his -thoughts with mine are to-day constantly with you. He is very -industrious, and has a great deal to do now, and, I hear, does all -very well.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">{130}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How dear of you to have written to me on the 10th—a day of such -recollections! That last happy wedding-day at Buckingham Palace, -how well I remember it, and all the previous ones at Windsor, when -we all stood before your door, waiting for you and dear Papa to -come out. You both looked so young, bright, and handsome. As I grew -older, it made me so proud to have two such dear parents! And that -my children should never know you both together—that will remain a -sorrow to me as long as I live.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Your idea of Friedrichroda for us was so good, but alas! now -even that will be impracticable, on account of money. Louis has had -to take up money again at Coutt’s to pay for the house, and the -house is surety.</p> - -<p>We must live so economically—not going <i>anywhere</i>, or seeing many -people, so as to be able to spare as much a year as we can. England -cost us a great deal, as the visit was short last time. We have -sold four carriage horses, and have only six to drive with now, two -of which the ladies constantly want for theatre, visits, etc.; so -we are rather badly off in some things. But I should not bore you -with our troubles, which are easy to bear.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How trying the visit to Aldershot must have been, but it is so wise -and kind of you to go. I cannot think of it without tears in my -eyes. Formerly that was one of the greatest pleasures of my -girlhood, and you and darling Papa looked so handsome together. I -so enjoyed following you on those occa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">{131}</a></span>sions. Such moments I should -like to call back for an instant.</p> - -<p>Our house here is quite empty, and the <i>déménagement</i> creates such -work. To-morrow night we sleep for the first time in the new house.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I write from our dear little old house. May dear Papa’s and your -blessing rest on our new home, as I am sure it will! It is full of -souvenirs of you both—all your pictures, photographs of dear -brothers and sisters and home. It reminds me a little of Osborne, -of Buckingham Palace, a little even of Balmoral. Could I but show -it to darling Papa! If I have any taste, I owe it all to him, and I -learned so much by seeing him arrange pictures, rooms, etc.</p> - -<p>At half-past seven we go into our house to-night. Bender is to say -a prayer and pronounce a blessing, when we with all our household -are assembled in hall; only Louis’ parents and William besides -ourselves. Yours and dear Papa’s I pray to rest on us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>That [the death of the Duchess of Kent] was the commencement of all -the grief; but with darling Papa, so full of tenderness, sympathy -and delicate feeling for you, how comparatively easy to bear, -compared to all that followed!</p> - -<p>* * * We are very comfortably established here, and I can’t fancy -that I am in Germany, the house and all its arrangements being so -English. When can we hope once to have you here? Of course <i>that</i> -is the summit of our wishes. Your rooms are on the east side and -very cool—as you always go abroad when it is hot, and suffer so -much<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">{132}</a></span> from the heat. I shall die of it this year, as my rooms are -to the west.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our grand-uncle of Homburg has just died, so that Homburg -falls to Uncle Louis now. But all the things of the Landgravine -Elizabeth go to Princess Reuss, and her [Aunt Elizabeth’s<a name="FNanchor_59_59" id="FNanchor_59_59"></a><a href="#Footnote_59_59" class="fnanchor">[59]</a>] -rooms are full of beautiful miniatures, oil-paintings, and -ornaments <i>en masse</i>, like Gloucester House.</p> - -<p>I shall be so glad to see dear Affie. His rooms are to be ready by -this evening. The house is very comfortable, but the weather is -awful—wind, rain, and sleet. In spite of it the house is so -cheerful.</p> - -<p>How sorry I am for you that dear Aunt<a name="FNanchor_60_60" id="FNanchor_60_60"></a><a href="#Footnote_60_60" class="fnanchor">[60]</a> is gone. As she was so -well this time, it will be a reason more for her returning soon to -you.</p> - -<p>Dear Lady Frances Baillie was with me on Thursday, so dear and -charming.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We are living in such a state of anxiety and alarm. War<a name="FNanchor_61_61" id="FNanchor_61_61"></a><a href="#Footnote_61_61" class="fnanchor">[61]</a> -would be too fearful a thing to contemplate—brother against -brother, friend against friend, as it will be in this case! May the -Almighty avert so fearful a calamity! Here, at Mayence and -Frankfort, it will begin, if any thing happens, as there are mixed -garrisons; and we must side with one against the other. For Henry, -who is still here, it is dreadful. He can’t desert at such a -moment, and yet if he should have to draw his sword against his -country, his brothers fighting on the other side! Fancy the -complications and horrors of such a war!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">{133}</a></span></p> - -<p>For Vicky and Fritz it is really dreadful; please let me hear by -messenger what you hear from them. I am sure you think of us in -these troubled times. What would dear Papa have said to all this? I -long to hear from you, to know that your warm heart is acting for -Germany.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The dear old Oueen Marie Amélie<a name="FNanchor_62_62" id="FNanchor_62_62"></a><a href="#Footnote_62_62" class="fnanchor">[62]</a> is gone to her rest at -last, after a long and so stormy a life! Claremont is now also -altered. How sad those constant changes are! It reminds one again -and again that we are on a journey, and that the <i>real home</i> is -elsewhere. All those who work hard and love their fellow-creatures -meet again, and the thorny path will be forgotten which leads to -the happy meeting. I sincerely mourn for the dear Queen, and she -was so kind to me always. I am glad she was one of Victoria’s -god-mothers.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our Bazaar goes off wonderfully: 7,000 florins the first day, -and to-day again a great deal. Affie was invaluable in arranging, -selling, and assisting in every way. There have been crowds these -two days, as in England: something quite unusual for the quiet -inhabitants of this place. They have shown so much zeal and -devotion that I am quite touched by it, as I am more or less a -stranger to them.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear lines, and for the money and charming -bas-relief of you, which I think very good. I thought so much of -former birthdays at home in Buckingham Palace. They were so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">{134}</a></span> happy. -We did nothing in particular; merely dined at Kranichstein with -Uncle Louis in the afternoon. It was warm and fine.</p> - -<p>The money will go at once to Louis’ man of business toward paying -off the furniture, and is, indeed, very, very acceptable, more so -under present circumstances than any thing else you could give us; -and that part of the furniture will then all be your present.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The prospect of war seems to be nearing realization. It will -be so dreadful if it does. God be with us, if such a misfortune -befall poor Germany! These prospects have already done much harm to -trade. The large manufacturies send away their superfluous workmen, -and they sell next to nothing. Most unpopular amongst high and low, -and amongst people of all opinions, this civil war will be. * * *</p> - -<p>I have made all the summer out-walking dresses, seven in number, -with paletôts for the girls—not embroidered, but entirely made -from beginning to end; likewise the new necessary flannel shawls -for the expected. I manage all the nursery accounts, and every -thing myself, which gives me plenty to do, as every thing -increases, and, on account of the house, we must live <i>very</i> -economically for these next years.</p> - -<p>It is so kind of you to give Dr. Priestley his fee, otherwise I -would have had scruples in giving so large a sum for my own -comfort.</p> - -<p>If there is a war then, and Louis is away, what shall I do? This is -my constant dread and apprehension. As long as he comes home safe -again—that <span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">{135}</a></span>is all I shall think of. Please God to spare me that -fearful anxiety, which weighs on me now already; for he, having -only a brigade, could not keep out of danger, like Fritz in -Schleswig.</p> - -<p>I put my trust wholly in the Almighty, who has watched over and -blessed our life so richly thus far—so <i>much, much</i> more than I -ever deserved, or can deserve; and He will not forsake us in the -hour of need, I am sure.</p> - -<p>These dangerous times make one very serious and anxious; the -comfort of faith and trust in God, who does all well and for the -best, is the only support. Life is but a pilgrimage—a little more -or a little less sorrow falls to one’s lot; but the anticipation of -evil is almost as great a suffering as the evil itself, and mine -always was an anxious nature, so I cannot banish the thoughts which -all the dreadful chances of war force upon one.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so sorry for poor Louise and Beatrice, and -whooping-cough is a nasty thing, though I wish we could complain of -that as our sufferings here. Anxiety, worry without end!</p> - -<p>Uncle Alexander returned from Vienna two days ago. The Emperor, -Uncle Alexander Mensdorff, all frantic at being forced into war, -but fearing now no more being able to prevent it. Cannot the other -three Powers interfere and step between at this dangerous -crisis—proposing a Congress, or any thing, so as to avert this -calamity?</p> - -<p>Henry, who was here on six weeks’ leave, as he and Uncle Louis were -to have gone to Russia (which now, of course, they won’t do), had -suddenly to return to Bonn, as his regiment is made <i>mobil</i>. Uncle -Alexander receives the command of the 8th Armee-corps, which I -suppose and hope will be stationed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">{136}</a></span> somewhere near here, as Louis -is in that, and <i>is to go</i>. He means to go to Berlin this afternoon -for a day to see Fritz, and tell him how circumstances now force -him to draw his sword against the Prussians in the service of his -own country. The whole thing is dreadful, and the prospect of being -left alone here at such a moment (for all our people, nearly, will -accompany Louis) is dreadful! If I were only over my troubles I -should not be so anxious, so nervous and unhappy, as I must say the -anticipation of all these dreadful things makes me. Could I follow -in the distance! But now that is impossible, and I have not a -single older married person near me. When dear Louis goes, of -course Westerweller goes too. I still pray and hope that there be -no war; even if all the troops are assembled, I hope that the other -Powers will interfere, and not look on whilst these brothers cut -each others throats. It is such an unnatural, monstrous war!</p> - -<p>The death of Lord and Lady Rivers is dreadful for their children, -but how blessed for themselves! I hope Lady Caroline [Barrington] -will pass by here, which will be a great pleasure to me, though she -says she can but stop two days, as you wish her to be home by the -15th.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How glad I am to hear that Lord Clarendon is still hopeful! -Here as yet, though there is no distinct reason for it, save the -repugnance of all to this civil war, all still hope to avoid the -war. Every day we have occasion to hear how the Prussians detest -this war—army and all—and there are constant rows, with the -Landwehr in particular. Men of forty, who have families and homes -to look after, are taken away with their sons; and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">{137}</a></span> those who have -horses are also taken, with their horses: so that the wife and -children sit at home, unable to do any thing for their land. It is -ruining numbers, and murmurs get louder and louder. A revolution -must break out if this continues. * * * I do pray <i>most fervently</i> -that the King will listen to the just advice, in no way derogatory -to his dignity, of placing the hated question of the Duchies before -the Confederation; but I fear he won’t. If he would only listen to -that advice and disarm, all Germany would do it at once—only too -gladly—forgetting all the losses in the happiness of peace -restored. Forgive my stupid letter, but we live really so in the -midst of these affairs, on which our existence will turn, that I -can think of nothing else.</p> - -<p>Austria can’t hold out much longer, and the country is getting very -violent against the King and Bismarck. The Emperor is less able to -concede and keep peace.</p> - -<p>Now good-bye, dearest Mama. We are so grateful to you for taking -the children, if any thing comes to pass.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Any thing you hear of Vicky and Fritz, will you write it to -me? * * * The cloud grows blacker every day, and the anxiety we all -live in is very great. But I ought not to write to you to-day of -such gloomy things, which, thank God, you only see and hear of from -the other side of the water.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The Duke and Duchess of Nassau were here yesterday. They, -like me, are in such an unpleasant position, should it come to -blows, which I still hope may be averted—for why should we -harmless mortals be attacked?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">{138}</a></span></p> - -<p>* * * We shall be beggars very soon, if all goes on as it promises -to do; it is quite dreadful, and the want of other people (and -dissatisfaction) increases. * * * I have ordered a good -travelling-bag for Louis, for much the same reason that some people -take out an umbrella in fine weather to keep off the rain, and this -is to be against a war. * * * I have a sort of <i>Ahnung</i> -[presentiment] that it won’t come to the worst—for us at -least—and here we shall keep so quiet, only on the defensive, if -attacked.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * There seems a little chance of the dreadful prospects being -bettered. How I do pray it may be the commencement of a better -time; and that, if peace be established, it may be so <i>firmly</i>, so -that one may not live in the daily dread of new quarrels re-opening -between the two countries. * * *</p> - -<p>The man who built our house has nearly been made bankrupt, and -wants money from us to save him from ruin, and we can scarcely -manage it. The ruin this preparation for war, and consequent -cessation of all speculations, buildings, or trade, has brought on -people is dreadful, and of course increases.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How precious are your words of love and sympathy and the hope -you still hold to, that war may somehow be averted! It does me good -to hear it; and I know how much, and how lovingly, your thoughts -dwell with dear Vicky and with me during this time of trial. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I fear if the Bund orders the mobiliza<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">{139}</a></span>tion, and goes against -Prussia, our troops will be the first to go, and then Louis may get -orders to be off any day. It is too dreadful! I live in such dread -that he may have to go just before, or at the very moment of my -confinement. * * *</p> - -<p>I hope Scotland will do you good. Please God, when you return -matters may be better. If Austria and Prussia would only fight out -their quarrel together; but the latter has taken refuge with the -Bund now, because she wanted it.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The serious illness of poor little Sigismund<a name="FNanchor_63_63" id="FNanchor_63_63"></a><a href="#Footnote_63_63" class="fnanchor">[63]</a> in the midst -of all these troubles is really dreadful for poor Vicky and Fritz, -and they are so fond of that merry little child.</p> - -<p>We have just received the news that the Prussians have crossed our -frontier and established themselves at Giessen. The excitement here -is dreadful and it is very difficult to keep people back from doing -stupid things—wanting to attack, and so on, which with our force -alone would be madness.</p> - -<p>Louis—as always—remains quiet; but we live in a perpetual fever, -alarms being sent, being <i>gehetzt</i> [stirred up] from Vienna, as -they want the Bund to go with them at once. It is a dreadful time. -I anticipate it will be the close of the existence of the little -countries. God stand by us! Without the civil list Uncle Louis and -the family are beggars, as all the private property belongs to the -country.</p> - -<p>It is so kind of dear Lady Ely to offer to come. I shall be very -glad of it, for from one day to another I don’t know what Louis’ -duties may be; and, when I am laid up, it is so pleasant to have -some one who can write to you.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">{140}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>These lines I send by our children, whom you will so kindly take -charge of—alas, that the times should be such as to make this -necessary! In your dear hands they will be so safe; and if we can -give you a little pleasure in sending them, it would be a real -consolation in parting from them, which we both feel very much.</p> - -<p>The state of excitement here is beyond description. Troops -arriving, being billeted about—all will be concentrated from here -to Frankfort. Two days ago the Bund telegraphed for Uncle Alexander -to come, as the Prussians were advancing; we, of course, were all -unprepared, and the confusion and fright were dreadful; but, thank -God, they retreated again, when they got wind that troops were -assembling.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The state of affairs is awful; perpetual frights and false -news arrive. The Prussians are coming from Wetzlar or Bingen; all -the bustle and alarm for necessary defence; it is really dreadful. -Louis’ chief has his staff at Frankfort. Louis’ cavalry brigade is -there likewise, so he has his adjutant, etc., there, and does his -work early in the morning at Frankfort, returning here in the -afternoon, which has been kindly allowed on account of me. I remain -here, of course, as near dear Louis as I can; and now that the -children are gone, I have only myself to look after. * * * I have -not the least fear, but my anxiety about Louis will be very great, -as you can imagine. * * * Collections are already being made for -the hospitals in the field, and the necessary things to be got for -the soldiers. Illness and wounds will be dreadful in this heat. -Coarse<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">{141}</a></span> linen and rags are the things of which one can’t have -enough, and I am working, collecting shirts, sheets, etc.; and now -I come to ask, if you could send me some old linen for rags. In -your numerous households it is collected twice a year, and sent to -hospitals. Could I beg for some this time? It would be such a -blessing for the poor Germans; and here they are not so rich, and -that is a thing of which in every war there has been too little. -Lint I have ordered from England by wish of the doctors; and -bandages also they wished for. If you could, through Dr. Jenner, -procure me some of these things, I should be so grateful. * * * -Four dozen shirts we are making in the house. Every contribution of -linen or of patterns of good cushions, or any good bed which in the -English hospitals has been found useful, we should be delighted to -have. * * * For the moment the people beg most for <i>rags</i>; our -house being new, we have none. I am tolerably well, and cannot be -too thankful for good nerves. Louis is very low at times, nervous -at leaving me; and for him I keep up, though at times not without a -struggle. May the Almighty watch over us, and not separate us, is -my hourly prayer!</p> - -<p>In your hands we feel the children so safe, though we miss them -much. It is so kind of you to have taken them, and they are strong -and healthy. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Two words by Lady Ely’s courier. I am so glad she is here. She -performed the journey in a day and night without difficulty; and -Christa, who merely came from Cassel, took three days coming by -road.</p> - -<p>Alas! to-morrow Louis’ division moves on into<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">{142}</a></span> the country to make -room for other troops, and he must go. It will be too far for him -to return—save with special permission for a few hours—so we -shall have to part. My courage is beginning to fail me, but I bear -up as best I can. God knows what a bitter trial it is! He is just -in front, so the first exposed. William is to go in Uncle Alex.’s -staff, and my poor mama-in-law is beginning to break down now. We -try to cheer each other. The whole thing is so hard: against her -countrymen—there where Louis has served. The whole thing is so -<i>contrecœur</i>, and the Prussian soldiers dislike it as much as we -do.</p> - -<p>I am going to Frankfort with ever so many poor wives to take leave -of their husbands, who march to-day.</p> - -<p>The heat is awful. I have no time to think of myself, or I daresay -I should have heat, etc., to complain of. Being still off and on -with Louis, and having things to do, keeps me up; but when he is -gone, and I have no man here to reassure me, it will be dreadful.</p> - -<p>I must close. * * * Letters from home <i>now</i> are such a pleasure; do -let any one write to me sometimes to give me news of you all. Your -own child,</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, July 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The parting <i>now</i> was <i>so</i> hard! and he feels it so -dreadfully. I can scarcely manage to write. The heat, besides, is -overpowering. Our dear wedding-day four years ago! Four years of -undisturbed, real, and increasing happiness. How I thank and bless -the Almighty for them, and how fervently I pray that we may live -over this most bitter trial!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">{143}</a></span></p> - -<p>* * * Whether Henry is engaged or not we don’t know, and can get no -news of him. At any rate he is cut off from news of us and the rest -of Germany; and, as our army is moving, and he is on the extreme -wing, at any moment he may find himself opposite to his own -brothers and countrymen. It is most painful, and has been to my -poor father-in-law a great shock, as we all hoped he had got away. -Please let my brothers know this. They will feel for this -unheard-of position for three brothers to be in. * * *</p> - -<p>Dear Lady Ely is a comfort and support to me, and it was quite a -relief to Louis to leave her with me. We are both so grateful that -she came. Christa is quite out of sorts about her country, and sees -every thing black. Marie is low about her brother; and we are so in -the middle of it all, that an English person who has no one -concerned in it all is really a relief.</p> - -<p>I am so glad that you are pleased with the little ones. You be -sure, I know, not to let them get in the way of infection, if there -is still any.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Poor Vicky! She bears her trial [the death of her son, Prince -Sigismund] bravely, and it is a heavy one indeed. This dreadful war -is enough to break one’s heart. Those lives sacrificed for -nothing—and what will be the end of it all? All our troops are -gone now, too, and, what is so unpleasant, of course we here don’t -know where they go to—where they are. Letters are fetched by the -Feldpost, and as they are chiefly not near the railroads—at least -not Louis—we cannot telegraph. At such a moment I know dear Louis -fidgets dreadfully for news, and I not less. Since he has gone I -have heard nothing.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">{144}</a></span></p> - -<p>At length letters from Henry have come. He never received until the -29th the telegram his parents begged the King to send him on the -18th, for the King said he did not know where he was—thought he -was in Russia! He has been in all the engagements, wondering why, -as was originally arranged, no order came for him to leave.</p> - -<p>I am so very uncomfortable, and it wants courage and patience and -hope, under such circumstances, to bear all. Of course, anxiety -about beloved Louis is the chief thing, and longing for news. The -Prussians are collecting a large army near Thüringen, in which -direction ours are marching. Probably Uncle Ernest against ours! He -might so well have remained quiet, and sent his troops to Mayence, -as was settled.</p> - -<p>For dear Lenchen’s wedding-day receive every warm and affectionate -wish. May God’s blessing rest on their union! I am so glad you are -pleased with the dear children. I have already found that likeness -in Ella to Affie’s picture by Thorburn, but she is so like dear -Louis.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * There seems a chance of an armistice. I trust it is so, and -that peace will ensue. The enormous bloodshed on both sides this -fortnight is too awful to think of. Poor Austria! it is hard for -her. But as she is said to be ready to cede Venice, then, at least, -the Italian war will be at an end.</p> - -<p>Surely the neutral Powers will try and prevent Austria and Prussia -beginning again; it is too horrid!</p> - -<p>The rest of Germany now must knock under; but that is better than -again shedding so much blood on the chance of getting the upper -hand.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">{145}</a></span></p> - -<p>I have had some lines from dear Louis from the north of Hesse. He -is well; how I do hope now that they won’t come to blows.</p> - -<p>How kind of you to give the children frocks for the wedding! Will -you kiss the dear little ones from me? I miss them very much.</p></div> - -<p> </p> - -<p>[In a letter dated July 11, 1866, Prince Louis announces to the Queen -the birth of a strong, healthy girl, with “dark eyes and brown hair.”]</p> - -<p> </p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, July 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—<i>What</i> a time I have passed during these eight days -since baby’s birth! Firstly, I have to thank the Almighty for -having preserved my own sweet and adored husband, and for the -blessing of having had him by me, so dear, so precious, during my -confinement. After three days he had to go, and when he got near -Aschaffenburg found fighting going on. We could hear the guns here. -The Prussians shot from the roofs of the houses; they fought in the -streets; it must have been horrid. Our troops retreated (as had -always been intended) in perfect order. The wounded were brought in -here the following day. The 13th and 14th they fought. Louis was -there on the 14th; since then I have not seen him—God knows when I -shall again.</p> - -<p>The Prussians have taken Frankfort, and they are at home here. No -communications allowed; get no papers or letters; may send none! An -existence of monstrous anxiety and worry, which it is impossible -for those to imagine who have not lived through it.</p> - -<p>I had a letter from Louis from the Odenwald this morning, written -yesterday. They expected to pass<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">{146}</a></span> Amorbach to-day. They are trying -to meet the Bavarians, who are never to be found.</p> - -<p>I long for a letter from you. We have none at all. I have had none -from you since baby’s birth. The people, who are such cowards and -so silly, fly from here in all available droschkies.</p> - -<p><i>How</i> I pray some end may soon come to this horrid bloodshed! Ah! -the misery around us you can’t imagine. Henry has never received -his discharge, and has gone unscathed, in spite of being so exposed -through all these battles.</p> - -<p>I myself am very well, and I don’t give way, though the anxiety -about Louis leaves me no peace.</p> - -<p>Baby is well and very pretty. The time she came at prevented a -thought of disappointment at her being a girl. Only gratitude to -the Almighty filled our hearts, that I and the child were well, and -that dear Louis and I were together at the time. The times are -hard; it wants all a Christian’s courage and patience to carry one -through them; but there is <i>one Friend</i> who in the time of need -does not forsake one, and He is my comfort and support. God bless -you, my own Mama, and pray for your child,</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Friday, July 27th, 9 o’clock <small>P.M.</small><br /> -</p> - -<p>At this moment the messenger has arrived, to leave again at five -to-morrow morning. A thousand thanks for your dear letter, the -first I have received since baby’s birth!</p> - -<p>To-night (since Sunday no news of Louis) at length I have heard -that dear Louis is well. These last four days they have been -fighting again. I had a few lines from him. These last two nights -he slept in a field, and the country is so poor, that they had -nothing but a little bread during two days<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">{147}</a></span> to eat. Now the -Prussians, having made peace with Austria, and having refused it to -us, are advancing on our troops from three sides.</p> - -<p>I can scarcely write; this anxiety is killing me, and my love has -been so exposed! All are in admiration of his personal bravery and -tender attention to the suffering and want of all around. He never -thinks of himself, and shares all the dangers and privations with -the others.</p> - -<p>Louis says they long for peace. He disapproves the different -Governments for not now giving way to Prussia, and begs me to use -my influence with Uncle Louis to accept Prussian conditions to -spare further bloodshed.</p> - -<p>From all parts of the country the people beg me to do what I can.</p> - -<p>The confusion here is awful, the want of money alarming; right and -left one must help. As the Prussians pillaged here, I have many -people’s things hidden in the house. Even whilst in bed I had to -see gentlemen in my room, as there were things to be done and asked -which had to come straight to me. Then our poor wounded—the wives -and mothers begging I should inquire for their husbands and -children. It is a state of affairs too dreadful to describe.</p> - -<p>The new anxiety to-night of knowing a dreadful battle is expected, -perhaps going on, in which dear Louis again must be! I can scarcely -bear up any longer; I feel it is getting too much. God Almighty -stand by us! My courage is beginning to sink. I see no light -anywhere; and my own beloved husband still in danger, and we cannot -hear, for the Prussians are between us and them. Any thing may have -happened to him, and I can’t hear it or know it! I could not go to -him were he wounded.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">{148}</a></span></p> - -<p>What I have suffered and do suffer no words can describe—the -sleepless nights of anxiety, the long days without news—<i>how</i> I -pray it may soon end, and dear darling Louis be spared me!</p> - -<p>In these days I have so longed to hear from you. It would have been -such a comfort, and I longed for it much.</p> - -<p>If we live, and peace is restored, the country and every thing will -be in such a mess, and both of us in such want of change, that we -must go somewhere; but we shall then, I fear, be next to ruined. -You can’t think what war in one’s own country—in a little one like -this—is! The want is fearful. I must go to bed, as it is late. I -am well, so is the little one; but I can’t sleep or eat well all -along; and the worry of mind and much to do keep me weak.</p> - -<p>Oh, that we were together again! Good-bye beloved Mama. These next -days I fear will be dreadful. May the Almighty watch over dear -Louis! You will pray for him, won’t you?</p> - -<p><i>P.S.</i>—The standard of Louis’ cavalry regiment, which they did not -take with them, and which is usually kept at the Schloss, is in my -room for safety.</p> - -<p>Forgive the shocking writing, but I am so upset to-night, since my -messenger of Tuesday returned with Louis’ letter.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, August 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The linen, etc., for the wounded has arrived, and been so -useful; a thousand thanks for it! Matters here change from one day -to another, and I hope Louis may soon be able to return with the -troops. Uncle Louis I do hope and pray will then return, and I hope -he will regain the favor which he had lost, for any change now -would be dreadful.</p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">{149}</a></span></p> - -<p>My father-in-law is really in such a state since these events, and -his nerves so shattered, that my mother-in-law trembles for him, -and tries to keep him out of all. He is so angry, so heartbroken at -the loss of Oberhessen, which is probable, that he wishes not to -outlive it. My poor mama-in-law burst into tears this morning in my -room, where this scene took place.</p> - -<p>I have just returned from having been to inquire after the wounded -at the different hospitals and houses, which are filling fast as -they can be brought from Aschaffenburg, Laufach, etc. As soon as I -am better, I will go to them myself; but the close and crowded -wards turn one easily faint.</p> - -<p>Becker saw Louis three days ago, and accompanied him to Munich for -a day. I hear he is well, though for six nights he had slept out of -doors, and the last three nights it had poured incessantly; and all -that time—on account of ours not having a truce, and expecting to -be attacked—they were, being such a mass together, without -provisions, barely a morsel of bread. I am so distressed about poor -Anton Hohenzollern and Obernitz; so many acquaintances and friends -have fallen on both sides, it is dreadful!</p> - -<p>The town is full of Prussians. I hope they will not remain too -long, for they pay for nothing, and the poor inhabitants suffer so -much. There is cholera in the Prussian army, and one soldier lies -here ill of it. I hope it won’t spread.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is fearful. Those who have seen the misery war brings with -it, near by—the sufferings, the horror—know well what a scourge -it is. May the Almighty spare our poor Germany this new evil! I -forgot to thank you in Louis’ name, as he had told me, for your -letter, which he found here on his re<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">{150}</a></span>turn. He is to-day still at -Berlin, and we are so grateful for your having written to good -Fritz. What he can do I know he will.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis is still at Munich, and I don’t think he will abdicate; -besides, he is at this moment doing what his country wishes.</p> - -<p>I received a letter from Julie Battenberg, saying what Uncle -Alexander had written to her about Louis: “<i>Le Prince Alexandre -m’écrit qu’il a obtenu du Grand Duc la démission de Perglas</i>” (who -commanded the troops so badly), “<i>et la nomination du Prince Louis -en commandement de nos troupes; il me dit à cette occasion que -votre Mari pendant cette triste campagne s’est fait aimer et -apprécier de tout le monde qu’il s’est fait une excellente -réputation, et qu’il sera reçu à bras ouverts par la troupe</i>.” * * -* It is a large command for one so young, and with so little -experience—all the more so, as we don’t know how long peace may -last. He is sent to Berlin, as the country all look to Louis to -prevent new evil; and all this without poor Louis having any direct -position of heir to be able to enforce his opinion. He has no easy -life of it.</p> - -<p>The horse you gave Louis he rode in the different engagements, and -praised him very much. He stood the fire quite well, but not the -bursting of the shells close by.</p> - -<p>About the children, the 23d is quite soon enough for their -departure.</p> - -<p>We shall not call baby “Irène,” unless all seems really peaceful, -and at this moment it does not look promising. I am very sad and -dismayed at the whole lookout. My mother-in-law was so pleased with -your letter, and thanks you warmly for it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">{151}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Nierstein</span>, <span class="smcap">Gelbes Haus</span>, August 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This dear day makes me think so much of you, of home, and of those -two dear ones whose memories are so precious, and who live on with -us, and make me often think that we had parted only yesterday.</p> - -<p>We are so pleased at your saying that you claim Louis as <i>your</i> -son. He always considers <i>himself</i> in particular your child, and if -any thing helps to stimulate him in doing his duty well, it is the -sincere wish of being worthy to claim and deserve that title. -Darling Papa would be proud of him, and pleased to see how -earnestly he takes his duties, and how conscientiously and -unselfishly he fulfils them, for he has had and still has many -trials—things I can tell you of when we meet again.</p> - -<p>Life is such a pilgrimage, and so uncertain is its duration that -all minor troubles are forgotten and easily borne, when one thinks -what one must live for.</p> - -<p>Before leaving Darmstadt yesterday to come here, we went to see -some of the wounded again. One poor man had died since I was last -there: he had been so patient, and had suffered so much. Another -had had an operation performed and was very low—he was crying like -a child. I could scarcely comfort him, he held my hand and always -moaned out “<i>Es brennt so</i>” [It burns so]. Such nice people most of -those young men are—very young, and for that class so well -educated. All who are well enough are reading.</p> - -<p>I must praise the ventilation and cleanliness in the different -hospitals; in these things they have made wonderful progress here.</p> - -<p>We are here in Rheinhessen, as Louis has to take his command. This -place, Nierstein, lies between<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">{152}</a></span> Worms and Mayence, and all our -troops are quartered about here. Louis’ staff is at Worms, where he -himself is to-day, and was already last night.</p> - -<p>He was more hopeful about the prospects for Oberhessen on his -return from Berlin, and had been so kindly received by dear Vicky -and Fritz.</p> - -<p>When Louis wrote his farewell to his cavalry brigade (who are so -sorry to lose him), as a remembrance that he and they had stood in -the field together for their first campaign, he asked these two -regiments, officers and men, to stand sponsors to baby, as she was -born during that time, and they are delighted, but wish the child -to have one of their names! We wait till the troops can come home -to christen baby on that account. * * * I don’t think we shall be -here very long. Whenever the Prussians leave Darmstadt we can -return.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Nierstein</span>, <span class="smcap">Gelbes Haus</span>, August 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We are here still, and all our troops, and Louis has a great -deal to do. To-morrow the armistice is over, and at present we have -no news as to its prolongation or the settlement of peace; but it -must be one or other. A little private war of Prussia against us -would be absurd and impossible, so the troops remain quartered in -the little villages about here. The country here is so rich and -fertile, the villages so clean, with such good houses; but the -people are blessed with children to an extraordinary extent! It is -the most richly populated part of all Germany, and there are more -people on the square mile than in England.</p> - -<p>The change of air—though it is but two hours from Darmstadt—has -done me good, and if later, through your great kindness, a little -journey should be possible to us, it would be very beneficial to -both of us.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">{153}</a></span></p> - -<p>This house is quite close to the Rhine, and this instant our -pioneers have come by from Worms on their pontoon bridge singing a -quartett, about twenty or thirty men. It looks so pretty, and they -sing so beautifully. On their marches the soldiers always sing, and -they have so many beautiful songs, such as: “Der gute Kamerad.” The -Germans are such <i>gemütklich</i> [simple, kindly, sociable] people. -The more one lives with them, the more one learns to appreciate -them. It is a fine nation. God grant this war, which has produced -so many heroes, and cost so many gallant lives, may not have been -in vain, and that at length Germany may become a mighty, powerful -Power! It will then be the first in the world, where the great -ideas and thoughts come from, free from narrow-minded prejudice, -and when once the Germans have attained political freedom, they -will be lastingly happy and united.</p> - -<p>But the present state of things is sad, though one should not -despair of some good resulting from it.</p> - -<p>My letter is quite confused. I beg a thousand pardons for it, but I -have been interrupted so often.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gelbes Haus</span>, August 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The children arrived well and safe, and in such good looks. -It was a great pleasure to see them again; and I tried to make -Victoria tell me as much as possible of dear Grandma and uncles and -aunts, and when she is not absent-minded she is very communicative. -How much we thank you, darling Mama, for having kept them and been -so good to them I can’t tell you. This change has been so good for -them; for now there are both cholera and small-pox at Darmstadt, -which is still full of Prussian soldiers. More have come, and our -peace is not yet concluded. I hope it is no bad sign, and that the -hopes of losing less will not disappear.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">{154}</a></span></p> - -<p>We were only in Darmstadt for the day when the children arrived, -and we go there for a few hours to-morrow on business. Louis has a -great deal to do, and all the military things are in his hands.</p> - -<p>I am not feeling very well. The air here after a few days is -relaxing, and I begin to feel more what a strain there has been on -my nerves during this time. I have such a pain in my side again. -Mountain air Weber wants me to have, and quiet, away from all -bothers; but I fear that is impossible <i>now</i>, on account of Louis -not being able to leave—and then financially.</p> - -<p>I have some <i>Heimweh</i> [home-sickness] after dear England, Balmoral, -and all at home, I own, though the joy of being near dear Louis -again is <i>so</i> great! But life is meant for work, and not for -pleasure, and I learn more and more to be grateful and content with -that which the Almighty sends me, and to find the sunshine in spite -of the clouds; for when one has one’s beloved, adored husband by -one’s side, what is there in the world that is too heavy to bear? -My own darling Mama, when I think of darling Papa and of you, and -that he is not <i>visible</i> at your side now, I long to clasp you to -my heart, in some way to cheer the loneliness which is a poor -widow’s lot. Oh, none in the world is harder than that!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, August 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Thank you for telling me how you spent that dear day; it must -have been peaceful and solemn, the beautiful country harmonizing -well with the thoughts of that great and beautiful soul which ever -lives on with us. He remains nearer and nearer to me, and the -recollection of many things dear Papa told me is a help and a stay -in my actions, particularly of late. The separation seems so short. -I can<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">{155}</a></span> see him and hear him speak so plainly. Alas! my children -have never seen him. Through you, darling Mama, and in your rooms, -and at your side, they must learn to know him, that they may become -worthy of their descent.</p> - -<p>Yesterday we saw the children. Victoria is not quite well, but Ella -is well, and won’t leave me when I come into the room; she keeps -kissing me and putting her fat arms round my neck. There is each -time a scene when I go away. She is so affectionate: so is dear -Victoria. I send you a photograph of our smallest, who is such a -pretty child, and very good.</p> - -<p>The peace is not concluded yet; more Prussians have been quartered -in and around Darmstadt. The people are very angry at this lasting -so long * * * They believe it is <i>Strafeinquartierung</i> [done to -punish us]. Nothing is settled as to what we keep or lose, and we -know and hear nothing. Waiting here, uncomfortably lodged, the -troops impatient to go home, as they have nothing to do, gets very -irksome.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gelbes Haus</span>, September 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * At last the peace is concluded, though not yet ratified. The -terms are not so bad. We lose the Hinterland and the Domains there, -as also the whole of Hesse-Homburg—in all sixty-four thousand -souls—pay three millions contribution, besides having kept a large -part of the Prussian army six weeks for nothing, which cost the -country twenty-five thousand florins daily. For Oberhessen we go -into the North-German Bund, and half the army is under Prussian -command, which will make a dreadful confusion. Louis would prefer -having it for the whole, particularly in anticipation, alas! of a -coming war.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">{156}</a></span></p> - -<p>The railroads, posts, and telegraphs also become Prussian; and they -demand, besides, some fine old pictures, books, and manuscripts, -which had once belonged to the Kölner Dom, and were made a present -of to this country years ago; and for our Domains no -<i>Entschädigung</i> [compensation]. In exchange for Homburg we get some -small places—amongst others, Rumpenheim.</p> - -<p>When the peace is ratified and the money paid, the Prussians leave -the country, which must now be very shortly. Until then Louis must -stop here, and as he can only get leave now and then to go to -Darmstadt, and that always uncertain, baby’s christening is still -impossible, as Louis must be there. She will be called “Irène -Louise Marie Anna.”</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gelbes Haus</span>, September 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Tired of constantly putting off and waiting, we settled -yesterday to have baby christened to-morrow, as it is Louis’ -birthday, and to go for the day to Darmstadt. Though the Prussians -are still there, some of the godfathers are coming over; otherwise -it will be quite quiet.</p> - -<p>* * * How true and sad is what you say, dear Mama, about life and -its trials! Alas! that it should be you, dear, loving, kind Mama, -who have had to drink so deeply of that cup of bitterness. Those -who possess all they love, as I do, can, however, feel all the more -keenly, and sympathize more truly with you for what you have lost, -though it is a grief we do not know. How I do long always to -alleviate this grief for you, dearest Mama; but that is the world’s -trial. None can bear the burden for you. One must carry it one’s -self; and it wants patience and courage to bear such as yours, dear -Mama. I feel for you now more than ever since<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">{157}</a></span> during that month I -feared from day to day my happy life might be brought to a violent -close, and anticipated all the misery that <i>might</i> come, but which -the Almighty graciously averted.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, September 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * That you sent Louis, besides the pretty souvenir, the money -for something in the house is really so kind. Our whole dining-room -we consider your present, and it is furnished as like an English -one as possible.</p> - -<p>The name Irene,<a name="FNanchor_64_64" id="FNanchor_64_64"></a><a href="#Footnote_64_64" class="fnanchor">[64]</a> through other associations, is one my -parents-in-law and we like; it stands, besides, as a sort of -recollection of the peace so longed for, and which I so gladly -welcomed. It will always reminds us of the time, and of how much we -have to be grateful for.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, September 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We are settled here again; our troops have returned and Uncle -Louis likewise. The former were received most warmly by the -inhabitants and showered with nosegays—Louis also, who rode at -their head. We saw them all in front of the Schloss, and it was sad -to see the thinned ranks and to miss the absent faces we knew so -well. On the 13th and 14th of July, at Frohnhofen, Laufach, and -Aschaffenburg, out of 8,000 we lost 800 men and 11 officers, and of -the officers just those who were very intimate with the Prussians, -and who wished Germany to be united under Prussia.</p> - -<p>This afternoon we are going to see after the poor wounded, some of -whom are still very ill with such horrible wounds. So much -suffering and pain and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">{158}</a></span> grief to those poor people, who are -innocent in this unhappy war!</p> - -<p>If only now the other sovereigns will forget their antipathies and -the wrongs they have suffered from Prussia, and think of the real -welfare of their people and the universal fatherland, and make -those sacrifices which will be necessary to prevent the recurrence -of these misfortunes!</p> - -<p>The poor Homburgers marched by with our troops, and their tears and -ours fell as we saw them (who had fought so bravely under Uncle -Louis) for the last time before they become Prussians, and return -to their homes as such.</p> - -<p>My parents-in-law are gone to Switzerland. Henry is become Colonel -of the 2d Guard of Uhlans at Berlin.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I can but write a few lines, as we are going with the -children to Uncle Alexander to Jugenheim for a few days. The change -of air is wanted for Ella, who is still pale; and Irene has never -had any change yet, and is also rather pale.</p> - -<p>We were at Frohnhofen and Laufach a few days ago to see where the -unfortunate engagement was, and visited the graves of our soldiers. -In the middle of a field there is a mound, below which some eighty -men and some officers lie, and so on. It makes a very sad -impression, for as our troops retreated, and they were buried by -the people, none know which of the common soldiers or even which of -the officers lie in the different places. We found some balls, and -things the soldiers had thrown off during the fight. In one grave -in the churchyard, the wounded who died afterward are buried. I -asked who lay there, and the gravedigger answered “<i>Ein<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">{159}</a></span> Preuss’ -und ein Hess’ liegen dort beisammen</i>” [“A Prussian and a Hessian -lie there together”], united in death, and fallen by each other’s -hand, perhaps. Some of the officers who accompanied us, and had not -been there since the engagement, were much overcome on seeing the -graves of their comrades. I put wreaths and flowers on them, and -ordered crosses where we knew who lay there.</p> - -<p>The wounded here are recovering, and I go often to see after them.</p> - -<p>As you say, this large Prussia is by no means an united Germany; -but, nevertheless, I think the duty of the other German sovereigns, -in spite of all, is to unite with Prussia and place themselves -under her, so as to make her unite with Germany. Otherwise, the -next opportunity, they will be annexed.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Heiligenburg</span>, <i>Jugenheim</i>, October 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We return to town to-day, leaving the children for another -week, as the air on the hill is so delicious. Louis has so much to -do that he can’t remain away longer, though he went at half-past -seven every morning to his office, returning for luncheon.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>On Thursday we are going to Waldleiningen for a fortnight and take -Victoria with us. The two little girls knew your photograph at -once, and began, of course, to talk of you and of England.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Waldleiningen</span>, October 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is quite beautiful here. We found dear Ernest, Marie and -children well; the former so kind and dear, as they always are. -Victoria and Alberta get on tolerably together. The little boy is -splendid, so strong and fat.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">{160}</a></span></p> - -<p>The Castle is so fine and lies just in the midst of mountains and -woods, and there are walks without end—many of them reminding me -so much of Scotland.</p> - -<p>The Nichels came to see us, and Marie and I played with Nichel<a name="FNanchor_65_65" id="FNanchor_65_65"></a><a href="#Footnote_65_65" class="fnanchor">[65]</a>; -it reminded me so much of the good old times to see him.</p> - -<p>Ella’s birthday is to be kept when we return. She is too small to -know the difference of the day. I thank you beforehand for the -locket for her with dear Papa’s picture. The children always speak -of their two Grandpapas—dear Grandpapa in Heaven, and dear -Grandpapa in Darmstadt. Victoria, hearing Papa so often mentioned, -and seeing his pictures about everywhere, asks no end of questions -about him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am better, thank you, but I am so weak without the least reason, -and dreadfully chilly. Still, I go out regularly in all weathers -and take exercise, but of an evening I am quite knocked up.</p> - -<p>We always breakfast at half past eight, as Louis gets up early and -prefers it; so that I lead a very healthy life, and in spite of -that am not well. A change quite into another climate, for a few -months was what I really required; but it was impossible. On that -account, dear Mama, I shall hope to have a full three months in -England when we come, and perhaps part of the time with Bertie, if -he can have us. I went through a great deal this summer during my -confinement. The excitement and the will to keep well kept me so at -the time, but I feel it now, alas! and show it, too, for I am -getting so thin again.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">{161}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Dear Vicky’s birthday. She will think how happily she passed it at -Windsor last year, and, though she has another child, it cannot -replace to her what the other one was.</p> - -<p>How glad I am to hear you praise dear Alix! She is so good, -<i>tactvoll</i> [full of tact] and true. I love her very much.</p> - -<p>I had the pleasure of seeing dear Countess Blücher for a few hours -here last Sunday. She came during a dreadful snowstorm. The young -King of Bavaria is coming here for the day to-morrow. * * *</p> - -<p>The large pictures from Homburg—George III., Queen Charlotte, -George IV., William IV., and the Duke of York <i>en pied</i>—Uncle -Louis has given us, and now that I have given these good people, -whom I don’t like, the best places in our rooms, I should so much -like you and dear Papa, which you promised me some years ago from -the last Winterhalters, or from those in the garter dress.</p> - -<p>I look forward so much to seeing dear Bertie here, if only for a -few hours. I suppose Monday or Sunday, if he travels day and night, -as he leaves on Friday; it is a very long and cold journey.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>A thousand thanks for the precious book,<a name="FNanchor_66_66" id="FNanchor_66_66"></a><a href="#Footnote_66_66" class="fnanchor">[66]</a> and for your dear -lines. The former I have nearly finished. I got it yesterday -morning, and you can well imagine that every spare moment was -devoted to its study.</p> - -<p>I think it very well done, and I am only sorry that General Grey -cannot continue it, as the other persons, I believe, did not know -dear Papa. The longer I live, the more I see and know of the world, -the deeper my tender admiration grows for such a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">{162}</a></span> father. It makes -me feel myself so small, so imperfect, when I think that I am his -child, and am still so unworthy of being it. How many people here -who like to hear of dear Papa, ask me about him, and you can -understand with what pride and love I talk of him, and tell them -things which make them all share our sorrow at not having him here -any more! But if ever a life has outlived a man, dear Papa’s has -done so. In my thoughts and aims he ever remains the centre and the -guiding star. Dear beloved Papa, he never half knew, how much, even -when a foolish child, I loved and adored him. His great life will -be a model for many and many for generations to come, and his great -thoughts and aims can leave none idle who knew them.</p> - -<p>You kindly ask how I am. Better, thank you, since I have begun some -bark—quinine I can’t take, or else I should have been well sooner.</p> - -<p>Victoria I am teaching to read—in playing with cards with -different letters on them.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To-day it is six whole years since we were engaged to each other in -the Red Drawing-room at Windsor, when we in dear Papa’s little room -afterward received your and dear Papa’s sanction to it. And the -following year—how sad that already was, for darling Papa was -beginning to be unwell. How constantly do I think of you, beloved -Mama, during that fortnight of anxiety and sorrow! God mercifully -spare you to us, though for yourself it was the commencement of the -sad and lonely existence you lead without dear Papa.</p> - -<p>I am sure it is good for little Henry<a name="FNanchor_67_67" id="FNanchor_67_67"></a><a href="#Footnote_67_67" class="fnanchor">[67]</a> to be this<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">{163}</a></span> winter with -you in England: the Berlin climate is very unwholesome. Health is -such a blessing. If one has children, the first wish is they should -be healthy, for ill health influences all, and nothing more than -temper.</p> - -<p>We intend, if possible, going for a day or two to Carlsruhe. Poor -Louise and Fritz went through so much that is painful this summer. -* * *</p> - -<p>I read an immense deal now of serious, and what some call dry, -books; but it is a great resource to me, and the thought of -standing still, if one does not study, urges me on. The long winter -evenings we always spend together, and twice in the week receive in -the evening, when I play on the piano duets with such as play on -the violin, and pass the evenings very pleasantly.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Carlsruhe</span>, December 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter! I congratulate you on all -having gone off so well at Wolverhampton,<a name="FNanchor_68_68" id="FNanchor_68_68"></a><a href="#Footnote_68_68" class="fnanchor">[68]</a> and am very grateful -for the account. Dear Bertie’s visit is over, and it has been a -very great pleasure to us to have seen him again, and to have him -under our own roof—where we at length had an opportunity, in a -small way, to return his hospitality and constant kindness to us. -God bless him, dear brother! he is the one who has from my -childhood been so dear to me.</p> - -<p>We have come here, and I think it has pleased good Fritz. Louis -seems very well. I saw Lady Fanny Baillie yesterday, looking dear -and pretty as ever. It is a pleasure to look at her sweet face.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Carlsruhe</span>, December 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>As every year during <i>these days</i> my thoughts are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">{164}</a></span> with you, and as -each year brings round again the anniversary of that dreadful -misfortune, it seems more and more impossible that five years -should already have elapsed, since he whom we all loved so tenderly -was taken from our sight. How I thank the Almighty again and again, -as this season returns, that He spared you to us, when at such a -moment, we trembled for your precious life, fearing that two so -united in life even in death could not be parted. What should we -poor children, what would the country have done, had that second -misfortune come over us! Yet it seemed selfish and unkind to wish -for your loving wife’s heart the solitary widow’s existence. How -bravely and nobly you have borne it!</p> - -<p>We leave this to-morrow morning, and have spent pleasant days here. -There was much to talk about together, and Fritz is so excellent -and so wise, that I am always glad to hear him. Dear Louise is well -and in good looks, and most kind.</p> - -<p>Now I must end beloved Mama. God bless you and comfort you, and in -these days let sometimes the thought of your absent child, who was -at your side during that dreadful time, mingle with the -recollection of the past!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved, precious Mama</span>:—On awaking this morning, my first thoughts -were of you and of dear, darling Papa! Oh, how it reopens the -wounds scarcely healed, when this day of pain and anguish returns! -This season of the year the leafless trees, the cold light, every -thing reminds me of that time!</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter received yesterday. <i>Well</i>, -only <i>too well</i>, do I remember every hour, almost every minute, of -those days, and I have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">{165}</a></span> such an inexpressible longing to throw my -arms round your neck, and to let my tears flow with yours, while -kneeling at that beautiful grave.</p> - -<p>The tender love and the deep sorrow caused by His loss remain ever -with me, and will accompany me through life. At the age I then was, -with its sensitive feelings, it made an impression which, I think, -nothing can efface—above all, the witnessing your grief. Happily -married as I am, and with such a good, excellent, and loving -husband, how far more can I understand <i>now</i> the depth of that -grief which tore your lives asunder! I played our dear Papa’s organ -under his beloved picture this morning, and my heart and my -thoughts were in dear England with you all.</p> - -<p>We found our children well on our return, and Irène prospers -perfectly on her donkey’s milk.</p> - -<p>My mother-in-law is so much pleased with the book,<a name="FNanchor_69_69" id="FNanchor_69_69"></a><a href="#Footnote_69_69" class="fnanchor">[69]</a> and it has -interested her very much. She came to see me early this morning on -account of its being the 14th. She is always so kind and full of -attentions.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How dear of you to have written to me on the 14th; thousand thanks -for your letter! How much I thought of <i>all</i> on that day you can -imagine; also what good it did me to know that you still thought of -me so kindly with those recollections. I am so sorry to hear that -you are so suffering. I hope Osborne will do you good, and that -rest and quiet will refresh you.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I hope by this time that you are quite recovered, though this -mild damp weather is not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">{166}</a></span> made to give one strength. I feel it so -much also, and am really only kept alive by steel, for off and on I -am so weak that I nearly faint if I have to stand any time, and -this is so unpleasant.</p> - -<p>* * * I am trying to found what is no small undertaking: a -“<i>Frauen-Verein</i>” to be spread all over the land in different -committees, the central one being here under my direction, for the -purpose of assisting the International Convention for nursing and -supporting the troops in time of war, which was founded at Geneva, -and to which this country also belongs. The duty in time of peace -will be to have nurses brought up and educated for the task, who -can then assist in other hospitals or amongst the poor, or to nurse -the rich, wherever they may be required in time of war. This -committee of women has to collect all the necessary things for the -wounded and for the marching troops, has to see to their being sent -to right places, etc.</p> - -<p>All these things were done by private people in this war, and, -though quantities of things were sent, the whole plan was not -organized, so that there was want and surplus at the same time.</p> - -<p>In time of peace these things should be organized, so that, when -war comes, people know where to send their things to, and that no -volunteer nurses go out who have not first learnt their business.</p> - -<p>The same thing exists in Baden, in Bavaria, and in Prussia, and -here it is much wanted. But all these undertakings are difficult, -particularly in the choice of persons to assist one. Still I hope I -shall be able to do it. My mother-in-law helps me, and I hope -before long to be able to begin.</p> - -<p>The Elector is coming here on a visit to-day, and Uncle Alexander -returned from Petersburg last night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">{167}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I have a dreadful cold, and am not very well besides, so I -can but scribble a few lines. To-day we go to the <i>Bescheerung</i> -[distribution of Christmas gifts] to the wounded in three -hospitals. Of course it will be very hot.</p> - -<p>Henry is here for a few days. He looks so handsome in his new -uniform with his dark beard. He has grown so good-looking these -last few years, and he is so excellent. I am very fond of him. He -is likewise so much gayer than formerly.</p> - -<p>The good eatables you sent will be given to-night, when Louis’ -parents and brothers come to us for dinner.</p> - -<p>The children have a party for their tree.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * May the Almighty give you every blessing of peace and comfort -which the world can still give you, till you gain that greater -blessing and reward above all others, which is reserved for such as -my own sweet mother! May every blessing fall on my old dear home, -with all its dear ones! May peace, and the glory which peace and -order bring with it, with its many blessings, protect my native -land; and may, in the new year, your wise and glorious reign, so -overshadowed by dear Papa’s spirit, continue to prosper and be a -model and an ornament to the world!</p> - -<p>This year of pain and anxiety, and yet for us so rich in blessings, -draws to a close. It moves me more than ever as its last day -approaches. For how much have we not to thank the Almighty—for my -life, which is so unworthy compared to many others, the new life of -this little one, and above all the preservation of my own dear -husband, who is my all in this life.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">{168}</a></span></p> - -<p>The trials of this year must have brought some good with all the -evil: good to the individual and good to the multitude. God grant -that we may all profit by what we have learnt, and gain more and -more that trust in God’s justice and love, which is our guide and -support in trouble and in joy! Oh, more than ever have I felt in -this year, that God’s goodness and love are indeed beyond -comprehension!</p> - -<p>* * * I am really glad to hear that you can listen to a little -music. Music is such a heavenly thing, and dear Papa loved it so -much, that I can’t but think that now it must be soothing, and -bring you near to him. * * *</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1867" id="yr-1867">1867</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> experiences of the late war had shown the necessity for an efficient -and widespread organization for aid to the sick and wounded on the -battlefield. Already in 1865 a society had been formed in Hesse, with -Prince and Princess Charles as its patrons, in accordance with the -resolutions passed at the Geneva Convention in 1863, and had done good -work in the last war. The nursing of the wounded had hitherto been -undertaken by “Deaconesses,” Sisters of Mercy, and orders of a kindred -nature.</p> - -<p>After the close of the war, those at the head of the committee (or -Society) made themselves responsible, so far as lay in their power, for -the wounded and disabled, and for the families of those who had fallen -in the war. It was, however, felt to be very<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">{169}</a></span> desirable that other -committees should be formed throughout the country for the purpose of -training specially-qualified nurses.</p> - -<p>The Princess was deeply interested in this question—indeed, her whole -attention had been directed to it since the beginning of the war, after -she had seen what was done in Baden under the direction of the Grand -Duchess. She had also before her the example of Florence Nightingale, -and the good she had done during and after the Crimean war. The Princess -was naturally fond of nursing, and of all that had to do with it, and -she therefore eagerly took up the idea of founding a Frauen-Verein, or -“Ladies’ Union”—an idea which, under her auspices, was soon most -successfully carried out.</p> - -<p>She wished lay women and ladies of all classes to join in this -undertaking, so that the nursing should not be confined, as heretofore, -to religious orders only. After much consultation a committee was formed -in 1867, consisting of six ladies and four doctors, with the Princess as -President. The central committee of the “Ladies’ Union” was to be at -Darmstadt, under the Princess’ direction. The other committees spread -over the whole country. Its object was to assist “the nursing and -supporting of the troops in times of war,” and in times of peace to -“train nurses, to assist other hospitals, or amongst the poor, or to -nurse the rich”—in fact, to help wherever help was required. In 1868 -the members belonging to the “Ladies’ Union” had greatly in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">{170}</a></span>creased, and -in 1869 they reached the number of 2,500.</p> - -<p>The duties of the local committees consisted in collecting money and all -necessary materials for the wounded or for the troops on the march. The -central committee did its best in times of peace to direct the general -attention to this most important question by lectures on the subject, -delivered by medical men.</p> - -<p>At the time the Princess started this undertaking she was also much -occupied with another all-engrossing subject—viz.: the improvement of -the condition of poor unmarried women and girls, as well as the -education of girls in general. The Princess found an able assistant in -Fräulein Louise Büchner—a most distinguished authoress, and the -champion of women’s rights, more particularly of the higher education of -women.</p> - -<p>With her help the Princess formed another committee for the -encouragement of “Female Industry.” A permanent Bazaar was established -on the 25th of November, 1867, called after the Princess, “The Alice -Bazaar,” for the purpose of receiving and disposing of articles of -needlework at their proper value, and also for obtaining employment for -women of all classes. The “Bazaar” soon became a flourishing -institution.</p> - -<p>At the beginning of the year 1867 the Prince and Princess went to Gotha, -where they met the Crown Prince and Princess of Prussia for the first -time since the war. They then went for a few weeks to Berlin.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">{171}</a></span> After the -threatening rumors of war caused by the Luxembourg question had been -dispersed, the Emperor Napoleon invited all the Sovereigns and Princes -of Europe to visit the great International Exhibition at Paris. Prince -and Princess Louis, amongst others, accepted the invitation, and were at -Paris at the same time as the Emperor of Russia, the King of Prussia, -and the Crown Prince and Princess of Prussia. The Prince and Princess -visited many other places of interest and note at Paris besides the -great Exhibition. All institutions for art had a great attraction for -her, and she took up the idea most warmly of founding Schools of Design -in her own country, as she hoped they would exercise a good influence -there.</p> - -<p>During the Prince and Princess’ visit the great review of the Imperial -troops in the Bois de Boulogne took place; and on that day, too, the -happily unsuccessful attempt on the Emperor of Russia’s life was made.</p> - -<p>After attending all the festivities at the Imperial Court, where the -Prince and Princess received every possible attention and kindness from -the Emperor and Empress, they left Paris on the 10th of June, and, -having met their children at Calais, crossed over to England. During -this stay in England the Princess visited the German and many other -Hospitals, and she also assisted in doing the honors for the Queen at -several Court festivities. She was present at Windsor and Osborne during -the visits of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">{172}</a></span> the Sultan, who had been so cordially received in -England, and in whose honor a great naval review at Spithead was held.</p> - -<p>Prince and Princess Louis returned to Darmstadt in the first days of -August; and, having established their children there, they left for St. -Moritz in the Engadine, where they intended to spend a month, and where -the Princess was to take the baths.</p> - -<p>Whilst there they made several excursions, travelling about quite -simply, like any other tourists.</p> - -<p>On their return to Germany, the Prince and Princess spent a few days -with the Grand Duke and Grand Duchess of Baden on the island of Mainau -on the Lake of Constance. During the autumn the Princess met several of -her own brothers and sisters. She also went to Cassel to meet the Crown -Prince and Princess of Prussia, who were returning from a visit to -England.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, January 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is a great happiness to be with dear Vicky and Fritz, and -the future—that which is to be feared, that which must inevitably -come—is of course our constant talk. Whatever comes, our position, -and that of other small sovereigns, must undergo a change, which -for the older ones will be very hard, and which they will ever -feel. Even dear Louis, who is so sensible and reasonable, says he -has been brought up with particular rights, which for centuries -have been ours, and he feels sore that he is never to inherit them.</p> - -<p>Dear aunt seems very well, and is ever like a second mother to us, -so loving and kind; also dear<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">{173}</a></span> uncle. Papa’s and your children are -dear to him almost as though they were his own; and he lives to see -us with our families and in our homes, whereas darling Papa does -not. Yesterday the <i>Braut von Messina</i> was given—that beautiful -piece which Papa was so fond of. I thought so much of you.</p> - -<p>On Thursday Vicky and Fritz go to Berlin. We remain here until -Sunday afternoon, as on Sunday is the Ordensfest; and as many will -be decorated who fought against us, Louis thought it better to -arrive after the ceremony. Hermann is here still. He has been to -see Feo,<a name="FNanchor_70_70" id="FNanchor_70_70"></a><a href="#Footnote_70_70" class="fnanchor">[70]</a> who has been very ill. Fritz William [the Crown -Prince] saw Ada and Fritz Holstein at Carlsruhe, and Fritz and Anna -of Hesse—all four turned out of their countries. * * *</p> - -<p>I am delighted to hear of dear Arthur having passed so good an -examination. How proud you must be of him! And the good Major,<a name="FNanchor_71_71" id="FNanchor_71_71"></a><a href="#Footnote_71_71" class="fnanchor">[71]</a> -who has spared no pains, I know—how pleased he must be! Arthur has -a uniform now, I suppose.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, January 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We remain here a little longer, probably until the following -Saturday, as the King, owing to his cold, could not see us often, -and begged us to remain longer.</p> - -<p>I saw Amalie Lauchert<a name="FNanchor_72_72" id="FNanchor_72_72"></a><a href="#Footnote_72_72" class="fnanchor">[72]</a> here two days ago, looking so well, and -charming as ever.</p> - -<p>Little Vicky is such a darling, very like her poor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">{174}</a></span> little -brother—so merry, so good, one never hears her cry—and it is -really a comfort to Vicky to have that dear little thing. Poor -Vicky is very sad and low at times.</p> - -<p>After intense cold it is quite warm, like spring, which is very -unwholesome and tiring.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I think I can understand what you must feel. I know well what -those first three years were—what fearful suffering, tearing and -uprooting those feelings which had been centred in beloved Papa’s -existence! It is indeed, as you say “in mercy,” that after the long -storm a lull and calm ensues, though the violent pain, which is but -the reverse side of the violent love, seems only to die out with -it, and that is likewise bitter. Yet, beloved Mama, could it be -otherwise? There would be no justice or mercy, were the first stage -of sorrow to be the perpetual one; and God grant, that time may -still soothe and alleviate that which it cannot change! I can only -imagine what the loss must be, if I measure it by the possession of -that one adored being, who is the centre and essence of my -existence.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday we had a very interesting lecture in our house -about Art in Venice, by a young Swede [Herr von Molin], who has -been studying three years in Italy. We had the room full of people, -artists, and professors, who liked to listen.</p> - -<p>* * * All the natural cleverness and sharpness in the world won’t -serve nowadays, unless one has learnt something. I feel this so -much; and just in our position it is more and more required<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">{175}</a></span> and -expected, particularly in a small place, where so much depends on -the personal knowledge and exertions of the Princes.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The knowledge of dear sweet Alix’s state makes me too sad. It -is hard for them both, and the nursing must be very fatiguing for -Mrs. Clarke. I am so distressed about darling Alix that I really -have no peace. It may, and probably will, last long, which is so -dreadful.<a name="FNanchor_73_73" id="FNanchor_73_73"></a><a href="#Footnote_73_73" class="fnanchor">[73]</a></p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We mean to have some children on the 5th, so that Victoria -can have a party.</p> - -<p>My father-in-law is better again, I am happy to say. The warm -weather did him good at once.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I could not write the other day, as I had a good deal to do -with two committees for charities, which had to be got into order, -and which took up a great deal of my time.</p> - -<p>Cold, hail, snow, and rain, have returned; and Irène has got a -cold, which most people here have. The weather is so unpleasant.</p> - -<p>We shall stop here in town until we go to England, as we have -nowhere to go to before. It is a pity for the children to have no -country air, and they miss the flowers in their walks. I can’t -praise Orchard<a name="FNanchor_74_74" id="FNanchor_74_74"></a><a href="#Footnote_74_74" class="fnanchor">[74]</a> enough. Such order she keeps, and is so -industrious and tidy, besides understanding so much about the -management of the children’s health and characters.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">{176}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter, and for the kind wishes for -Victoria’s birthday! I pray she may be a worthy granddaughter and -goddaughter of my darling Mamma! I shall never forget that -day—your kindness to us, and the tender nurse you were. * * *</p> - -<p>Victoria means to dictate a letter to you; she is so much pleased -with her presents. Irène has not a tooth yet, and is not very fat, -poor little thing! but she is fresh and rosy, and, I think, strong.</p> - -<p>This last week the excitement here has been dreadful, as all -anticipated a war with France on account of Luxembourg. I fear -sooner or later it will come. May the Almighty avert such a -calamity!</p> - -<p>The Moriers were quite in ecstasies about your handsome present. -The christening<a name="FNanchor_75_75" id="FNanchor_75_75"></a><a href="#Footnote_75_75" class="fnanchor">[75]</a> went off very well.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We have just returned from church, and to-morrow morning we -all take the Sacrament at nine o’clock in the Schlosskirche. -Professor Jowett is here on a visit to the Moriers, and is going to -read the service on Sunday. I have not had an opportunity to attend -our English service since we were at Windsor, excepting one Sunday -at Berlin with Vicky and Fritz.</p> - -<p>People think now, the evil of war is put off for a few weeks, but -that is all. Henry is here for Easter, and says the same from all -he heard at Berlin.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How I wish you may be right in <i>not</i> believing in war. I -always fear it is not Luxem<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">{177}</a></span>bourg, but the intense jealousy of the -French nation, that they should not be the first on the Continent, -and that Germany is becoming independent and powerful against their -will. Then, again, the Germans feel their new position, and assert -their rights with more force because unanimous, and neither nation -will choose to give in to the other.</p> - -<p>The war would be totally useless, and sow no end of dissension and -hatred between the two neighbor countries, who, for their own good -as for that of mankind, ought to live in peace and harmony with -each other.</p> - -<p>We seem drifting back to the Middle Ages, as each question is -pushed to the point of the sword. It is most sad. How dear Papa -would have disapproved of much that has happened since 1862!</p> - -<p>Is the Catalogue which Mr. Ruland sent some time ago to Mr. -Woodward for dear Papa’s Raphael Collection in print now?<a name="FNanchor_76_76" id="FNanchor_76_76"></a><a href="#Footnote_76_76" class="fnanchor">[76]</a> So -many people know of its coming out, and are anxious to see it, as, -indeed, I am likewise, for it is the only complete collection in -the world, and the world of art is anxious to know all about it. -Will you, perhaps, let me know through Mr. Sahl,<a name="FNanchor_77_77" id="FNanchor_77_77"></a><a href="#Footnote_77_77" class="fnanchor">[77]</a> as I believe -it is already a good while since you approved of its being -published, and gave the orders for its being printed?</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>As yet none dare to be sure of the peace, but all live again since -there are more chances for its being maintained. But, then, I trust -it will be a permanent peace, not merely a putting off till next -year!</p> - -<p>The French press was so very warlike, and it always talks of the -French honor not being able to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">{178}</a></span> allow such a mighty empire as the -German is becoming to gain the upper hand; and then rectification -of her frontiers, always wishing for the Rhine.</p> - -<p>Poor little Anna of Mecklenburg is here; it seemed so sad to see -the dear little child come alone to inhabit the rooms its Mama had -never returned to. She looks delicate, very fair, but with dark, -thick eyebrows and eyelashes; rather shy and silent for she has no -little children to play with in her home. My two led her about at -once, and tried to amuse her. Ella, who is five months older, is a -head taller and twice as broad. I am so afraid they will be too -rough with her, for dear, fat Ella is very strong, and by no means -gentle.</p> - -<p>Annchen has an old nervous nurse, who is too frightened about her. -It is a great responsibility, where there is no mother. It looks so -sad!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I must tell you something in confidence of what has taken place -here with regard to Louis. * * * Since Louis took the command last -August, and since the Convention with Prussia has been settled, -Louis has been opposed by Uncle Louis and the <i>Kriegsministerium</i> -[War Department], in doing all the things which he thought -absolutely necessary, and which toward Prussia the Grand Duke had -promised to do, so as to get the troops into the necessary order -and organization. Here the Government is, Louis has reason to fear, -once more playing a false game toward Prussia, and all his true -friends and a small party of the clever-thinking people have -encouraged him in the idea that to serve his country, he <i>may</i> and -<i>must</i> not be implicated in the present sad and desperate state of -affairs.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">{179}</a></span></p> - -<p>It has cost him a great struggle to make up his mind to ask Uncle -Louis to accept his resignation, which he has been obliged to -demand, as he felt that under present circumstances he could not -fulfil what was desired of him.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis may refuse to let him go; then he intends to ask for -leave until the 1st of October, the date when the Convention must -be carried out, when he hopes and trusts the King will send a -Prussian general to put all in order.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis and his <i>Umgebung</i> [the people about him] will all be -against my Louis, as they think it a shame and injustice to give up -any of their rights, and that it is unpardonable of Louis to act up -to what he has always said. He is so good a nephew, that all this -will be dreadfully painful to him; but he is quite convinced that -his duty to his country and his future demands this step of him. He -is obliged to go away from here, as he does not think it right for -him to be always in opposition to Uncle Louis, and as he cannot -gain by it what the country and the troops require. On account of -all these reasons he considers it right to leave.</p> - -<p>He wished me to write all this to you, as he knows you will -understand and not disapprove the confidence he bestows on one, on -whose opinion he quite relies. He looks forward so much to coming -to England, as he is worried and harassed by all that has happened. -In all this he has again shown, as of old, that he always places -<i>himself</i> and his <i>wishes</i> and <i>feelings</i> in the background, and -that to serve others and to do his duty are the sole aims of his -existence. He will, as soon as he has received an answer from the -Grand Duke, telegraph to you to settle our plans. The children are -overjoyed at the prospect of seeing their dear Grandmama again.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">{180}</a></span></p> - -<p>I am not up to very much, I don’t always feel quite strong; but the -change will do me good, I am sure.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke has not as yet consented to Louis’ resignation. -Louis has made conditions, under which it will be possible for him -to remain, if Uncle L. consents. The first condition is to have a -Prussian officer at his side. The Grand Duke declared he would -sooner lose his country than give his consent to that. Louis has -now officially written his letter of requirements, and sent it. -But, whatever happens, he will be able to get a short leave, he -thinks, by the beginning of June.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The military affair is at length settled. Uncle Louis has given in -to the points Louis demanded, and he retains his command. All are -astonished at Louis’ unlooked-for success in this affair, and as -Uncle L. would not have a Prussian General, and had no one here to -take in Louis’ stead, who could do the things well, he had to agree -and to allow what Louis was justified in asking. Louis’ firmness -and decision have done great good, and all are thankful to him for -it, though others, who ought to do as he has done, have never shown -the courage.</p> - -<p>Louis is laid up with the most awful nettle-rash all over face and -body, and is so unwell with it. He has had it now three days. -Altogether since the winter, or rather since the war, he has had so -much cause for vexation, that he has been constantly unwell; and -each time he is much worried he has an attack of illness.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I presided at my committee of seven<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">{181}</a></span> ladies and four -gentlemen a long while yesterday, and to-morrow I have my other -one, which is more numerous. It is an easy task, but I hope we -shall have good results from our endeavors.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Paris</span>, June 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I really am half killed from sight-seeing and fêtes, but all has -interested me so much, and the Emperor and Empress [of the French] -have been most kind. Yesterday was the ball at the Hôtel de Ville, -quite the same as it had been for you and dear Papa, and there were -more than 8,000 people there. It was the finest sight I have ever -seen, and it interested me all the more, as I knew it was the same -as in the year when you were at Paris.</p> - -<p>Every morning we went to the Exhibition, and every evening there -was a dinner or ball. It was most fatiguing. To-morrow morning we -leave, and had really great trouble to get away, for the Emperor -and Empress and others begged us so much to remain for the ball at -the Tuileries to-morrow night; but we really could not, on account -of Wednesday’s concert,<a name="FNanchor_78_78" id="FNanchor_78_78"></a><a href="#Footnote_78_78" class="fnanchor">[78]</a> as we should barely arrive in time.</p> - -<p>The <i>attentat</i> on the Emperor of Russia was dreadful, and we were -close by at the time. The Empress can’t get over it, and she does -not leave Uncle Sache’s<a name="FNanchor_79_79" id="FNanchor_79_79"></a><a href="#Footnote_79_79" class="fnanchor">[79]</a> side for an instant now, and takes him -everywhere in her carriage.</p> - -<p>To-day we are going with the whole Court to Versailles. Dear Vicky -is gone. She was so low the last days, and dislikes going to -parties so much just now, that she was longing to get home. The -King [of Prussia] wished them both to stop, but only Fritz -remained. How sad these days will be for her,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">{182}</a></span> poor love! She was -in such good looks; every one here is charmed with her.</p></div> - -<p> </p> - -<p>[During the months of June and July, 1867, the Princess with her family -was on a visit in England.]</p> - -<p> </p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, August 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We arrived here at midnight on Friday and I was so knocked up * * * -that I was incapable of doing any thing yesterday.</p> - -<p>* * * My poor Willem<a name="FNanchor_80_80" id="FNanchor_80_80"></a><a href="#Footnote_80_80" class="fnanchor">[80]</a> was buried yesterday. Every one regrets -the poor child, for he was very dear. I miss him so much here, for -he did every thing for me, and liked being about me and the -children. All our servants went to the burial. It quite upset me -here not to find him, for I was really attached to him, and he -learnt so well, and was in many ways so nice, though of course -troublesome too at times. How short life is, and the instant one is -gone, he is so wiped away for others, and one knows <i>so</i> absolutely -<i>nothing</i> about the person any more! Were it not for a strong faith -in a future, it would indeed be cruel to bear. No one of the family -is here. We leave to-morrow for Zürich, where we shall be at ten at -night; the next day to Chur, and the next day to St. Moritz.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">St. Moritz</span>, August 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>With perfect weather we accomplished our journey perfectly, and -were enchanted with the beautiful scenery from Zürich here, not to -speak of this place.</p> - -<p>The first day—5th—we left Darmstadt at 11 <small>A.M.</small>, and did not reach -Zürich till eleven at night. We got two little rooms in the Hôtel -Baur, but the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">{183}</a></span> whole place was full. The next morning after -breakfast we went to look at the lovely lake, which is green and -quite transparent. It was a beautiful warm morning. We left by rail -at ten, partly along the lake of Zürich and then along the -Wallenstädter See, which is long and narrow, with high -perpendicular mountains down to the water—very wild and -picturesque. This lake likewise is of that marvellous green color. -We reached Chur at three that afternoon—a pretty small town, -situated close up against a mountain. We visited a beautiful old -church there, which contains fine old pictures and relics; it was -built in the time of the Romans, and is still the chief church of -the bishopric.</p> - -<p>The next morning we two, with Sarah, Logoz and our footman, left at -six o’clock in a diligence (we both sitting in the coupé in front) -with four horses, for here the road is the grandest one can -imagine, perpetually ascending for two hours, and then descending -again, always along precipices, and the horses at a quick trot -turning sharp round the corners—which, I assure you is a trial to -the best nerves. We drove over the Julier Pass, which was a road -already used by the Romans, and which is almost the highest in -Switzerland. One passes close to the top of the mountains, which -have snow on them, and are wild and rugged like the top of -Lochnagar. Lower down, the mountains are covered with bright green -grass and fir trees, but rocks look out everywhere, and there are -constantly lovely water-falls.</p> - -<p>After crossing the Pass, we drove down—very steep, of course -nothing on the edge of the road, always zigzag, and at a sharp -trot—for some distance down to Silva Plana, where the view over -the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">{184}</a></span> valley and lakes of the Engadine, where St. Moritz lies, is -beyond description beautiful.</p> - -<p>We reach this in the evening at six o’clock, the weather being most -beautiful. The Curhaus is below the town, and looks like a large -asylum. It is overfilled with people. We have two rooms, but our -people as yet, none, though they hope for some to-morrow.</p> - -<p>I saw Dr. Berry, a little Swiss man, and he recommended me to take -the baths twice a week, besides drinking the waters; which I have -begun this morning at seven o’clock, the usual hour, as one has to -walk up and down a quarter of an hour between the glasses. The bath -I took at ten. It is tepid and also iron water, which bubbles like -soda water, and makes one feel as if insects were crawling over -one.</p> - -<p>Lina Aumale is here, the Parises and Nemours. Fritz and Louise [of -Baden] leave to-morrow. This afternoon we drove with them, in two -funny little “Wageli” with one horse, to Samaden, where Louise went -into the hotel to see Mme. d’Usedom, who was lately upset with her -carriage off the road, as there is no barrier, and hurt herself -severely. We saw her brother likewise.</p> - -<p>I have sent you a nosegay of Edelweiss and other Alp flowers. I -hope it won’t arrive quite dead. You must fancy them alive, and, if -they could speak, they would tell you how much I love you, and how -constantly I think of you, and of my dear, dear home!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">St. Moritz</span>, August 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * All the Orleans’ left this place suddenly yesterday, as there -are three cases of scarlatina in the house. We consulted the doctor -immediately, whether he thought it safe for Louis to remain, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">{185}</a></span> -never having had it, and he said, “Perfectly, as we are at the -other end of the house, and out nearly all day.”</p> - -<p>Victor and Lolo [Count and Countess Gleichen] are here, and we went -out drawing together yesterday; but it is too difficult here. I -think constantly how much you would admire this place: it is indeed -exquisitely beautiful—much the finest I have ever seen. It is very -wild and reminds me in parts of dear Scotland.</p> - -<p>You say that our home in England is dull now for those who like to -amuse themselves. It is <i>never</i> dull, darling Mama, when one can be -with you, for I have indeed never met a more agreeable charming -companion. Time always flies by when one is with you. I hope it is -not impertinent my saying so.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">St. Moritz</span>, August 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I knew you would feel for me at the loss of my poor Willem. -Of course one must feel that sort of loss more than that of many a -relation, if one knew the latter but little. I said to Louis at the -time, that Willem’s death distressed me more than would that of -several relations who were not intimate with me. * * *</p> - -<p>Yesterday we and the Gleichens went to the Rosegg Glacier, and to -get there had to go from Pontresina in little <i>Bergwagen</i>, which -are strong miniature <i>Leiterwagen</i> without springs, and we went -over a horrid path with quantities of stones, so the shaking was -beyond description.</p> - -<p>Victor and Lolo go mostly with us and we always dine together.</p> - -<p>I take three glasses beginning at seven in the morning, and a bath -at eight. One lies in a wooden thing, covered over up to one’s chin -with boards, and remains so twenty minutes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">{186}</a></span></p> - -<p>We lunch at twelve and dine at half-past six, and go to bed early. -We are out nearly all day long. It is very warm, the sun scorching; -my face is quite red-brown, in spite of veils and parasols. I feel -already very much better, and Louis says my face is quite fat. I -wish we could remain longer than the end of the month, but Louis -must be home.</p> - -<p>I hope you notice the pains I take with my writing, for you -complained of it at Osborne—I fear, justly—and I am trying to -improve it again.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">St. Moritz</span>, August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday we made a beautiful expedition, which it may amuse you to -hear of, as in an exaggerated way it reminded me of our nice Scotch -ones. The evening before we left with Victor and Lolo (without -servants) about eight o’clock for Pontresina. The country looked -more beautiful than ever in the brightest moonlight. We found two -very small but clean rooms in an hotel outside the village.</p> - -<p>The next morning we got up at half-past four, dressed, and -breakfasted, then got on four horses with most uncomfortable -saddles, with our guide Adam Engler, an amusing man, most active -and helpful. We saw the sun rising over the snow-covered mountains, -and the valleys gradually coming out clearer.</p> - -<p>We were to ascend the Piz Languard, a mountain 1,200 feet high. We -rode for two hours by a worse and much steeper road than up the -Glassalt, then walked over rocks, sand, and slippery grass, so -steep that one could not look up to see where one was going to, -quite precipitous on each side, leaving snow and glacier below us. -The last bit has a sort of immensely high steps hewn in the rock. -After an<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">{187}</a></span> hour and a half’s hard labor we reached the summit, which -is rocky and small—enormous precipices all round. Poor Lolo was -giddy for some time, which was very unpleasant. The view from the -top is most extensive. The Italian, Swiss, and Tyrolese Alps are -all to be seen, but the view was not very clear. We rested and ate -something, and drank some Lochnagar whisky. The sun was getting -intense. We commenced our descent at eleven o’clock, and had to -walk the whole way back, for one can’t ride down. We did not reach -Pontresina till nearly four, as we had to rest several times, our -limbs ached so, for there is no level ground the whole way, and the -stones slip, and it was very hot. I had quite sore feet with -blisters all over, so that the last hours were really agonizing. -But it is a thing to have done, and the view amply repaid one, -though one does not feel tempted to do it a second time. I feel -very well, excepting my face, (which is still burning and quite -red), and my unfortunate feet.</p> - -<p>Poor Christa wrote to me yesterday, and says:—</p> - -<p>“I must also tell your Royal Highness that I have received a letter -in her own hand from Her Majesty the Queen. I cannot express how -deeply this has moved me and filled me with gratitude. God bless -the Queen for her rare human love; for surely there is no one, who -in such a position as hers, has preserved a heart like hers, so -full of kindness and sympathy for others.”<a name="FNanchor_81_81" id="FNanchor_81_81"></a><a href="#Footnote_81_81" class="fnanchor">[81]</a></p> - -<p>Dear sweet Mama, your kind and sisterly words have been balsam to -many a wounded heart, and many are the blessings that have been -craved for you from above by hearts filled with thankfulness for -your true sympathy.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">{188}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">St. Moritz</span>, August 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Now I will tell you of our expedition. Louis and I, Victor -and Lolo, and a guide, with each a small bag, left this early on -the morning of the 17th (dear Grandmama’s birthday) in a carriage -for Pontresina; from thence, in two of those shaky <i>Bergwagen</i>, -over part of the Bernina Pass, past the magnificent Morteratsch -Glacier, which we saw perfectly. The guide told us he had been -there with Professor Tyndall, and that the latter had observed that -the glacier advanced a foot a day in the warm weather, and old -people recollect it having been a mile higher up. We soon left the -high-road, and all vegetation, save grass, for a bad path into the -Val da Fain. The heat was again intense. We lunched and rested, and -then took the horses out of the carts for us ladies to ride. The -scenery was wild and severe, until we began again to descend, and -came down upon the lovely Livigno Valley, which is Italian, and -covered with brown châlets. We reached the village of Livigno, with -only wooden huts, by six o’clock, and turned into a funny little -dark inn, in which we four found one small but clean room for -us—most primitive. As the inhabitants speak a sort of Italian, we -had the greatest difficulty to make ourselves understood. Victor -cooked part of the dinner, and it was quite good.</p> - -<p>We all slept—I resting <i>on</i> a bed, the other three on the -floor—in this little room, with the small window wide open.</p> - -<p>The next morning we left at nine, and drove on no road in such a -small carriage—of course, no springs—our husbands at first -getting a lift on the horses, without saddles; then on foot up a -steep and dangerous ascent. Splendid weather, but too hot.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">{189}</a></span> We went -over the Pass of the Stretta: a more difficult and rough ground I -never crossed in my life, but splendid scenery. We came on a view -which was glorious—such enormous snow-covered mountains and -glaciers, with the green valleys deep below looking on Italy and -the Tyrol.</p> - -<p>We reached Bormio by seven, and took up our residence at a -bathing-place, quite magnificently situated, very high up—also -Italian. The next morning we started early in carriages, and went -over the Stelvio Pass. There, nearly at the risk of my neck, I -picked for the first time some Edelweiss, which I am very proud of, -as it is always difficult and rare to get.</p> - -<p>We got down to St. Maria, which is at the upper end of the -Münsterthal and belongs to Switzerland. In the afternoon, -dreadfully hot, I was very thirsty and drank off a glass of milk; -but how it tasted! It was goat’s milk; the people keep the cow’s -milk for butter and cheese. We remained the night there, and left -the next morning for here, by Zernetz and Ofen. To get from one -valley into another, one has always to ascend and descend enormous -heights, and always by narrow paths at the edge of precipices. We -enjoyed our tour immensely, and got on perfectly without servants. -Packing up my things, though, every morning was a great trouble, -and the bag would usually not shut at first. The trees growing here -are splendid larches and arven<a name="FNanchor_82_82" id="FNanchor_82_82"></a><a href="#Footnote_82_82" class="fnanchor">[82]</a>; the latter grow only in these -very high regions and in Siberia. Victor and his wife are most -amiable and pleasant travelling-companions, and pleased with every -thing; not minding to rough it, which we had to do.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">{190}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Schloss Mainau</span>, August 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We left St. Moritz at seven, and reached Chur at seven in the -evening. The next day we came on here to Louise of Baden. Fritz is -at Carlsruhe. This place is very lovely, though, alas! the fine -mountains are gone, which one always misses so much.</p> - -<p>I thought of you more than I can say on the dear 26th, and I felt -low and sad all day. Dear Papa! Time has not yet accustomed us to -see each anniversary come round again, and he still remain away. It -is so inexpressibly hard for you, and you must feel such intense -longing for the dear past. There remains a future! that is the only -consolation.</p> - -<p>To-day we went with Louise by carriage, and then across part of the -lake to the property of the Emperor Napoleon, Arenenberg, which the -Empress gave him eight years ago, and which was his home with his -mother, and where she died. Every picture and bit of furniture is -replaced as it was when the Emperor lived there, and he was there -himself and replaced every thing. It is quite a page in history to -see all the things that surrounded the Emperor in the days of his -misfortune.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, September 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I spent three days and two nights with dear Alix at -Wiesbaden, and I find her leg decidedly better. * * * It is a -little less hot to-day, but much hotter even now than we ever have -in England. Stallmeister Meyer<a name="FNanchor_83_83" id="FNanchor_83_83"></a><a href="#Footnote_83_83" class="fnanchor">[83]</a> came to see us yesterday, and we -took him out riding, which made him quite happy. Any one who -reminds me of the good old times before the 14th of December does -me good; it is a pleasure to speak about those past, so happy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">{191}</a></span> -days! When they came to a close, I lost the greater part of my -joyousness, which, though I am so happy, has never returned. A -certain melancholy and sadness sometimes overcome me, which I can’t -shake off; then I have <i>Heimweh</i> after adored Papa to such an -extent that tears are my only relief.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, September 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The King of Prussia’s visit went off very well here, and both -high personages seemed pleased to have got over the meeting. The -King came most kindly to see us, and went over all our rooms, which -seemed to amuse him. * * * Yesterday evening Sache and Minnie<a name="FNanchor_84_84" id="FNanchor_84_84"></a><a href="#Footnote_84_84" class="fnanchor">[84]</a> -arrived, and we intend going over to see them all to-morrow.</p> - -<p>Louis will retain the command, but, according to the King’s advice, -has demanded a Prussian General Stabschef [Chief of the Staff], -which will be a great assistance to him.</p> - -<p>At the sale of the Homburg things I bought a lovely miniature of -dear Grandmama in a black velvet gown, with a red shawl over her -shoulder—shortly after her marriage, I think.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday evening I returned from Wiesbaden, leaving Alix well, but -having caught a bad cold myself. The children have equally heavy -ones.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your letter just received, and for the review of -dear Papa’s Life, which is excellent, and which I sent on to Aunt -Feodore, as you desired. I have been laid up for a week with -influenza, and am only about again since yesterday, though not out -of the house. I am quite weak from it. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">{192}</a></span> whole house is laid up -with bad colds, and baby can’t shake her’s off at all. The cough is -so tiring, and she whoops whenever she coughs. Poor Jäger, who is, -alas! we fear, consumptive, broke a blood-vessel two days ago, and -is dangerously ill, to the great grief of all in the house. He is -our best servant, and so devoted; he never would take care of -himself, as he could not bear letting any one but himself attend on -Louis. We have just got a <i>Diakonissin</i> [Deaconness] to nurse him; -on account of his great weakness he can’t be left alone one -instant.</p> - -<p>Sir William, Lady, and Charlotte Knollys have been on a visit to -us; also Lady Geraldine Somerset for two nights. They are all -interested to see our house.</p> - -<p>Uncle George has made me a present of one of the horses the Sultan -sent him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I can’t find words to say how sorry I am that dear sweet Arthur -should have the small-pox! and that you should have this great -anxiety and worry. God grant that the dear boy may get well over -it, and that his dear handsome face be not marked! Where in the -world could he have caught it? The Major kindly telegraphs daily, -and you can fancy, far away, how anxious one is. I shall be very -anxious to get a letter with accounts, for I think constantly of -him, and of you. My parents-in-law wish me to tell you how they -share your anxiety, and how they wish soon to hear of dear Arthur’s -convalescence; of course my Louis likewise, for he shares all my -feelings, being a real brother towards my <i>Geschwister</i> [brothers -and sisters].</p> - -<p>We both paid the King of Prussia our respects at Frankfort this -morning, principally to tell him that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">{193}</a></span> Bertie had been so grieved -at the ill success of his intended visit, as the Queen begged us to -do.</p> - -<p>I am better to-day, but Ella and Irène can’t shake off their colds, -and poor Ella is altogether unwell. Victoria is all right.</p> - -<p>We are going on the 18th to Baden for Fritz’s birthday.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How glad I am to see by your letter that darling Arthur is going on -so very well. One can’t be too thankful; and it is a good thing -over, and will spare one’s being anxious about him on other -occasions.</p> - -<p>Bertie and Alix have been here since Saturday afternoon, and leave -to-morrow. They go straight to Antwerp, and Bertie is going back to -Brussels to see the cousins.</p> - -<p>The visit of the King went off very well, and Alix was pleased with -the kindness and civility of the King. I hear that the meeting was -satisfactory to both parties, which I am heartily glad of. Bearing -ill-will is always a mistake, besides its not being right.</p> - -<p>Dear Alix walked up our staircase with two sticks, of course very -slowly, but she is improving wonderfully, though her knee is quite -stiff.</p> - -<p>Poor Jäger is a little better, and the momentary danger is past, -though I fear he cannot ultimately recover. How hard for poor -Katrinchen! There is much sorrow in the world, and how often such a -share falls to the best and gentlest! I, of course, go to see him -daily, but it always goes to my very heart to see that attached and -faithful creature dying slowly away. How is Brown’s sister?</p> - -<p>We hope that Countess Blücher will return here with Vicky and me -from Baden for a few days, as it is an age since Vicky has seen -her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">{194}</a></span></p> - -<p>Dear Alix is writing in my room at this moment, and is so dear and -sweet. She is a most lovable creature.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have had the pleasure of having Augusta and the Dean [Stanley] -here since yesterday, but they leave again this morning.</p> - -<p>The King of Prussia is here to-day, and there is a large dinner for -him in the Schloss, and he is kind enough to come and see me -afterward.</p> - -<p>The accounts of poor dear Aunt Feodore are so sad, and I hear she -does not look well, and is so low about her eyes and being unable -to see you again after so long a separation. She seems alone and -lonely, with old age and sickness coming over her. If I had been -well, I should have gone to see her. I am much better these last -days. I can breathe much better, but the dreadfully swelled ankles -and wrists remain as bad as before, and cause great discomfort and -even pain. I never had this before.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Schweinsberg</span>, October 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Dear Vicky and Fritz left us yesterday morning. It is such a -pleasure to me to think that they, like Bertie and Alix, know my -house, and that they have lodged under our roof. When will you, -darling Mama? If ever again you go abroad and wish to rest on your -way, all in the world we have is at your disposal. How happy that -would make us!</p> - -<p>We ourselves left at four yesterday afternoon, remaining the night -at Marburg, and leaving at a quarter to five in the morning, so -that Louis could reach Alsfeld in time to join the shooting-party. -We parted at Kirchhain, and I came here with Christa to her -mother’s house—so sad and changed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">{195}</a></span> since three years ago. It is -most kind of them to have taken me up here, and the bracing air -will do me good. They know that I can understand what a house of -mourning is, and that I don’t want to amuse myself.</p> - -<p>Ella cried on parting with us yesterday, and wanted to get into the -train with us.</p> - -<p>Victoria is going to have a little lesson every other day, when I -go back, from Mr. Geyer, who taught poor Willem, and who teaches -little girls particularly well. She must begin in my room, as it is -better not to have lessons in the nursery, I think. Vicky and I -spoke much together about education and taking a governess. I -thought to wait a year (for financial reasons), and I think it time -enough then—do not you?</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We arrived late at Baden, and Vicky and Fritz, who had had -two long days’ journey, were very tired; but we had to go to dress -at once, to go to a <i>soirée</i> at Madame Viardot’s, which lasted till -midnight, and at which the King and Queen were present. Her -daughters and scholars sang a little operetta she had composed, -which was very pretty.</p> - -<p>I hope the inauguration of the statue went off as well as the -weather would permit.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is so good and wholesome not always to be one’s own -master, and to have to suit one’s self to the wish of others, and, -above all, to that of one’s mother and sovereign. —— feels it as -such, and often told me so, regretting how seldom such was the -case.</p> - -<p>The Moriers are often with us, and we value them much; they are -such pleasant companions, and such excellent, clever people.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">{196}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The visit to Claremont must have been quite peculiar for you; -and I can fancy it bringing back to your mind the recollections of -your childhood. In spring it must be a lovely place, and, with -gayer papers on the walls, and a little modern comfort, the house -must likewise be very pleasant. Ella, who was breakfasting with me -just now, saw me dip my <i>Bretzel</i> in my coffee, and said: “Oh, -Mama, you must not! Do you allow yourself to do that?” because I -don’t allow her to do it. She is too funny, and by no means quite -easy to manage—a great contrast to Victoria, who is a very -tractable child. Ella has a wonderful talent for sewing, and, when -she keeps quiet a little while, sews quite alone and without -mistakes. She is making something for you for Christmas, which she -is quite excited about. Victoria’s little afternoon lesson answers -admirably, and is the happiest time of the day for her. She can -read words already.</p> - -<p>We have snow and ice, and no sunshine since some time, and it is -not inviting to take the dull walks in the town. But I make a rule -to go out twice a day, and keep nearly the same hours as at home.</p> - -<p>The account of your visit to Lady Palmerston and to her daughter is -most touching. It is so inexpressibly sad for grandmother and -mother, for it is unnatural for parents to survive their children, -and that makes the grief a so peculiar one, and very hard to bear.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * During the long winter days, when Louis is away sometimes -four times in the week from six in the morning till six in the -evening, and then when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">{197}</a></span> returns from his shooting has his work -to do, I feel lonely. I am often for several hours consecutively -quite by myself; and for my meals and walks only a lady, as she is -the only person in the house besides ourselves. It is during these -hours, when one cannot always be reading or at work, that I should -wish to have some one to go to, or to come to me to sit and speak -with; but such is not the case, and it is this I regret—accustomed -as I was to a house full of people, with brothers and sisters, and -above all, the chance of being near you. I always feel how -willingly I would spend some of those hours with or near you—and -the sea ever lies between us! When Louis is at home and free—for -in the morning I don’t see him—then I have <i>all</i> that this world -can give me, for I am indeed never happier than at his dear side; -and time only increases our affection, and binds us closer to each -other.</p> - -<p>We have deep snow now and sledging the last two days.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Before going to rest, I take up my pen to write a few loving words -that they may reach you on the morning of the 14th. The sound of -that date brings with it that sad and dreary recollection which, -for you, my poor dear Mama, and for us, time cannot alter. As long -as our lives last, this time of year must fill us with sad and -earnest feelings, and revive the pain of that bitter parting.</p> - -<p>I ought not to dwell on those hours now, for it is wrong to open -those wounds afresh, which God in His mercy finds little ways and -means to heal and soothe the pain of.</p> - -<p>Dear darling Papa is, and ever will be <i>immortal</i>. The good he has -done; the great ideas he has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">{198}</a></span> promulgated in the world; the noble -and unselfish example he has given, will live on, as I am sure he -must ever do, as one of the best, purest, most God-like men that -have come down into this world. His example will, and does, -stimulate others to higher and purer aims; and I am convinced that -darling Papa did not live in vain. His great mission was done; and -what has remained undone he has placed in your dear hands, who will -know best how to achieve his great works of love and justice. I -shall think much, very much, of you on the 14th, and you will be -more in my prayers than ever. Think also a little of your most -devoted child!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, Christmas Day.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We missed poor Willem so much in arranging all the things; and poor -Jäger’s illness was also sad. We gave him a tree in his room. He -looks like a shadow, and his voice is quite hoarse.</p> - -<p>To two hospitals, the military and the town one, I took presents -yesterday, and saw many a scene of suffering and grief. My children -are going to give a certain number of poor children a <i>Bescheerung</i> -on New Year’s Day. It is so good to teach them early to be generous -and kind to the poor. They even wish to give some of their own -things, and such as are <i>not</i> broken.</p> - -<p>Your many generous presents will find their use at once, and the -Christmas pie, etc., be shared by all the family. The remembrances -of those bright happy Christmases at Windsor are constantly before -me. None will ever be again what those were, without you, dear -Papa, and dear kind Grandmama.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am sure you will have felt under<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">{199}</a></span> many a circumstance in -life, that if any momentary feeling was upon you, and you were -writing to some one near and dear, it did you good to put down -those feelings on paper, and that, even in the act of doing so, -when the words were barely written, the feeling had begun to die -away, and the intercourse had done you good.</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1868" id="yr-1868">1868</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">Although</span> the winter season brought many social duties with it, the -Princess’ active personal attention to all those good works and -institutions which she had called into existence never flagged. No -subject of interest or importance escaped her, and her time was always -fully occupied. In April she met the Crown Prince at Gotha, where Prince -Louis also came, on his return from Munich, to fetch her. She spent the -months of June and July in England with her three little girls, either -at Osborne, Windsor, or in London. The return journey to Darmstadt was -made by water as far as Mayence. The autumn was spent at Kranichstein, -in the neighborhood of which the manœuvres of the Hessian division took -place, at some of which the Princess was present.</p> - -<p>On the 25th of November, to the great joy of the parents and the -country, a son and heir was born—“a splendid boy.” At his christening, -on the 28th of December, he received, at the special desire of the Grand -Duke, the names Ernst Ludwig—which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">{200}</a></span> had been borne by so many of the -old Landgraves of Hesse. The sponsors were the Queen of England and the -King of Prussia.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-night I am going to act with two other persons in our -dining-room a pretty little piece called “Am Klavier,” but I fear I -shall be very nervous, and consequently act badly, which would be -too tiresome.</p> - -<p>I have never tried to act in any thing since “Rothkäppchen.”</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>What a fright the news of dear Leopold’s dangerous attack has given -us! Mr. Sahl’s letter to Becker arrived yesterday afternoon -containing the bad news, and he spoke of so <i>little</i> hope, that I -was so upset and so dreadfully distressed for the dear darling, for -you, poor Mama, and for us all, that I am quite unwell still -to-day.</p> - -<p>When your telegram came to-day, and Louise’s letter, I was so -relieved and only pray and hope that the improvement may continue. -May God spare that young bright and gifted life, to be a comfort -and support to you for many a year to come!</p> - -<p>Had I only had a telegram! for, the letter being two days old, -until your telegram came I passed six such agonizing hours! Away -from home, every news of illness or sorrow there is so difficult to -bear—when one can share all the anxiety and trouble only <i>in -thought</i>.</p> - -<p>The day passes so slowly without news, and I am always looking -toward the door to see if a telegram is coming. Please let me hear -regularly till he is quite safe; I do love the dear boy, as I do -all my brothers and sisters, so tenderly!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">{201}</a></span></p> - -<p>How I wish you had been spared this new anxiety! Those two days -must have been dreadful!</p> - -<p>Darling Mama, how I wish I were with you! God grant that in future -you may send us only good news.</p> - -<p>Louis and my parents-in-law send their respectful love and the -expression of their warmest sympathy, in which the other members of -the family join.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How glad and truly thankful I am, that the Almighty has saved our -darling Leopold and spared him to you and to us all! For the second -or even third time that life has been given again, when all feared -that it must leave us! A mother’s heart must feel this so much more -than any other one’s, and dear Leopold, through having caused you -all his life so much anxiety, must be inexpressibly dear to you, -and such an object to watch over and take care of. Indeed from the -depth of my heart I thank God with you for having so mercifully -spared dear Leo, and watched over him when death seemed so near!</p> - -<p>You will feel deeply now the great joy of seeing a convalescence -after the great danger, and I know, through a thousand little -things, how your loving and considerate heart will find pleasure -and consolation in cheering your patient.</p> - -<p>That for the future you must ever be so anxious is a dreadful -trial, but it is to be hoped that Leo will yet outgrow this strange -illness. I am sure good Archie<a name="FNanchor_85_85" id="FNanchor_85_85"></a><a href="#Footnote_85_85" class="fnanchor">[85]</a> takes great care of him, and by -this time he will have gathered plenty of experience to be a good -nurse.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">{202}</a></span></p> - -<p>Baby is better, but her poor head and face are perfectly covered -with spots, and she was in despair with the smarting and itching, -and of course rubbed herself quite sore. Ella has it slightly since -this morning.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * First let me wish you joy for the birth of this new -grandson,<a name="FNanchor_86_86" id="FNanchor_86_86"></a><a href="#Footnote_86_86" class="fnanchor">[86]</a> born on your dear wedding-day. I thought of you on -the morning of the 10th, and meant to telegraph, but those dreadful -neuralgic pains came on before I had time to look about me, and -really laid me prostrate for the whole day, as they lasted so very -long. I have never felt so unwell, or suffered so much in my life, -and this moment, sitting up in Louis’ room, I feel more weak than I -have ever felt on first getting up after my confinements. Quinine -has kept me free from pain to-day, and I hope will do so to-morrow. -I have been in bed a week and touched absolutely nothing all the -time. Yesterday evening, as throughout the day, I had had (but much -more slightly) a return of these agonizing attacks, which seized my -left eye, ear, and the whole left side of my head and nose. I got -up and sat in Louis’ room; I could only bear it for two hours, and -all but fainted before I reached my bed. If I can get strength, and -have no return of pain, I hope to go out after to-morrow. I could -not see the children or any one during this week, and always had my -eyes closed, first from pain, and then from exhaustion when the -pain left me. I really thought I should go out of my mind, and you -know I can stand a tolerable amount of pain.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">{203}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so distressed that you remained so long without news. I -was really for a whole week quite incapable of <i>any idea</i> about any -thing, and had mostly my eyes shut, and was constantly alone, as I -could not bear any one in the room.</p> - -<p>General Plonsky, the Corps Commandant from Cassel, came here -unexpectedly, and Louis, being under his command, was so taken up -during those days, besides an immense deal of military business, -that I never saw him more than a few minutes in the morning; and -during his free time in the afternoon he sat, like the best nurse -in the world, near my bed in the dark room, putting wet rags on my -head and trying by every possible means to alleviate my pains. He -was touching in the great care he took of me. Louis and Harriet did -all for me, and I could bear no one else about me. You see, poor -Louis had no time to write, and he always thought that I should be -well the next day and write myself.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>To my and, I fear, dear Vicky’s great disappointment, Dr. Weber -won’t let me go to Berlin, and wants me to go to Wiesbaden for a -cold-water cure instead. The latter will be intensely dull, as I -shall be there for four weeks all alone; but I believe it will be -very beneficial, as with every year I seem to get more rheumatic, -which at my age is of course not good.</p> - -<p>We shall hope to be able to come to Windsor, middle of June, as you -desire. The exact time you will kindly let us know later.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis left yesterday morning for Mu<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">{204}</a></span>nich. It is a twelve -hours’ journey. There is a procession on foot at the funeral, going -to the church through the town, which will last about two hours, -and then a very long ceremony in the large, cold Basilica.<a name="FNanchor_87_87" id="FNanchor_87_87"></a><a href="#Footnote_87_87" class="fnanchor">[87]</a></p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I send you a few lines to-day for the 16th, the anniversary of the -first great sorrow which broke in upon your happy life. How well do -I recollect how I accompanied you and dear Papa down to Frogmore -that night, our dinner in the flower room, the dreadful watching in -the corridor, and then the so painful end! Darling Papa looked so -pale, so deeply distressed, and was so full of tender sympathy for -you. He told me to go to you and comfort you, and was so full of -love and commiseration as I have never seen any man before or -after. Dear, sweet Papa! that in that same year we should live -together through such another heart-rending scene again, and he not -there to comfort or support you, poor Mama!</p> - -<p>It sometimes, even at this distance of time, seems nearly -impossible that we should have lived through such times, and yet be -alive and resigned.</p> - -<p>God’s mercy is indeed great; for He sends a balm to soothe and heal -the bruised and faithful heart, and to teach one to accommodate -one’s self to one’s sorrow, so as to know how to bear it!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis is in a most unpleasant crisis with the Ministry and -the Grand Duke. I don’t know how it will end.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Only two words to-day, as my heart is so full of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">{205}</a></span> love and -gratitude to you who took such care of me this day five years ago, -who heard Victoria’s first cry, and were such a comfort and help to -us both. All these recollections make Victoria doubly dear to us, -and, as in this world one never knows what will happen, I hope that -you will always watch over our dear child, and let her be as dear -to you as though she had been one of us.</p> - -<p>We have spent the day very sadly and quietly together. Louis’ -affairs have taken such a turn that he has been obliged to tender -the Grand Duke his resignation, as he does not consider it -compatible with his honor to remain, under existing circumstances. -He has made a great sacrifice to his duty and honor, but doing -one’s duty brings the reward with it of a clear conscience.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The King of Prussia has sent General von Bonin here to speak -seriously with the Grand Duke, and prove to him through papers, -etc., that he has not kept his word, and that he has been very -badly advised, and that Louis was quite in the right. The result -has been that the poor Grand Duke is scandalized at the state of -affairs, and that he really seems to have been more in the dark -than was supposed. He gives Louis the command again, sends away the -whole <i>Kriegsministerium</i> [War Department], to be reorganized more -simply, and with other people, according to Louis’ proposals; and -so all <i>military</i> affairs will be in order, and Louis have much -greater power to carry out all that has to be done.</p> - -<p>We are so pleased at all having turned out thus far well, and know -that you will share our feelings. Louis gets more work and a great -responsibility;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">{206}</a></span> but he has proved himself so capable in every -respect, so active and hard-working, that I think and trust he will -overcome all difficulties.</p> - -<p>I go alone to Gotha, and Louis will follow as soon as he can, so as -to spend my birthday there.</p> - -<p>I am so distressed at dear, good Sir James [Clark’s] illness. I -hope and trust that this precious old friend will still be spared -for a few years at least.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Gotha</span>, April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is now eleven years since I spent my birthday with dear -Vicky, and she has been so dear and kind, and dear Aunt and Uncle -likewise. We spend the day quite quietly together, and the bad -weather prevents any expeditions.</p> - -<p>After to-morrow we go home.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Accept my best thanks for your last letter written on dear Arthur’s -birthday. The playing of the band I am sure gave him pleasure; but -it would be too painful for <i>all</i> ever to have it again on the -terrace as formerly. There are certain tunes which that Marine Band -used to play, which, when I have chanced to hear them elsewhere, -have quite upset me, so powerful does the recollection of those so -very happy birthdays at Osborne remain upon me! Those happy, happy -days touch me even to tears when I think of them. What a joyous -childhood we had, and how greatly it was enhanced by dear, sweet -Papa, and by all your great kindness to us!</p> - -<p>I try to copy as much as lies in my power all these things for our -children, that they may have an idea, when I speak to them of it, -of what a happy home ours was.</p> - -<p>I do feel so much for dear Beatrice and the other<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">{207}</a></span> younger ones, -who had so much less of it than we had!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>For your sake I am sorry that my condition should cause you -anxiety, for you have enough of that, God knows. But I am so well -this time that I hope and trust all may go well, though one is -never sure. It is this conviction which I always have, and which -makes me serious and thoughtful, as who can know whether with the -termination of this time my life may not also terminate?</p> - -<p>This is also one of the reasons why I long so very much to see you, -my own precious Mama, this summer, for I cling to you with a love -and gratitude, the depth of which I know I can never find words or -means to express. After a year’s absence I wish so intensely to -behold your dear, sweet, loving face again, and to press my lips on -your dear hands. The older I grow the more I value and appreciate -that mother’s love which is unique in the world; and having, since -darling Papa’s death, only you, the love to my parents and to -adored Papa’s memory is all centred in <i>you</i>.</p> - -<p>Louis has leave from the 11th of June to the 11th of August.</p> - -<p>Uncle Ernest is coming here to-day for the day, from Frankfort, -where he has been to a cattle-show. Uncle Adalbert is here, so much -pleased with having seen you again, singing the praise of both -Lenchen and Louise, which of course I joined in, as it is such a -pleasure to hear others admire and appreciate my dear sisters.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I know you will be grieved to hear that we all<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">{208}</a></span> have had the grief -of losing good, excellent Jäger.<a name="FNanchor_88_88" id="FNanchor_88_88"></a><a href="#Footnote_88_88" class="fnanchor">[88]</a> He was, on the whole, better -and was out daily, and he went to bed as usual, when in the middle -of the night he called one of the men, and before they could come -to his assistance he expired, having broken a blood-vessel. Poor -Katrinchen’s despair and grief were quite heart-rending, when we -went together to see our true and valued servant for the last time. -I was so upset by the whole, that it was some days before I got -over it. We made wreaths to put on his coffin, which was covered -with flowers sent from all sides, and we both were at the door with -our servants when he was carried out, and tried to console the -poor, unfortunate <i>Braut</i> [bride], who remained at home.</p> - -<p>He was the best servant one could find; never, since he has been in -our service, had he been found fault with by any one. He was good, -pious, and gentle, and very intelligent. The death of a good man, -who has fulfilled his allotted duty in this world as a good -Christian ought, touches one deeply, and we have really mourned for -him as for a friend, for he was one in the true sense of the word. -Jäger rests alongside my poor Willem, in the pretty little cemetery -here; a bit of my heart went with them.</p> - -<p>Fritz, on his way back from Italy, spent a few hours with us, and -told us much of his journey. He heard the strangest rumors of -France intending to break out in sudden hostilities with Germany, -and asked me what you thought of a probability of a war for this -summer. I hope to God, that nothing horrid of that sort will -happen! Do you think it likely, dear Mama?</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">{209}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My own darling and most precious Mama, the warmest and tenderest -wishes that grateful children can form for a beloved parent we both -form for you, and these lines but weakly express all I would like -to say. May God bless and watch over a life so precious and so dear -to many! It is now six years since I spent that dear day near you, -but I hope that some time or other we shall be allowed to do so. -Our joint present is a medal for you with our heads. We had it made -large in oxidized silver on purpose for you. I myself have braided -and embroidered, with Christa’s help (who begged to be allowed to -do something for you), a trimming for a dress, which I hope you -will like and wear. It took a deal of my time, and my thoughts were -so much with you while I was doing it, that I quite regretted its -completion.</p> - -<p>We are having a bracelet with our miniatures and the three -children’s in it made for you, but unfortunately it is not -finished, so we shall bring it and give it to you ourselves.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The intense heat remains the same, and becomes daily less -endurable here in town—the result on my unfortunate person being a -very painful rash which itches beyond all description. I hope it -won’t increase.</p> - -<p>How I envy you at Balmoral! the very thought of that air makes me -better.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Osborne</span>, August 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I was just sitting down to write to you when Ernest came in with -your dear letter. Thousand thanks for it! These parting lines will -be such a clear companion to me on our journey. I can’t tell you -how much I felt taking leave of you this time, dear Mama;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">{210}</a></span> it -always is such a wrench to tear myself away from you and my home -again. Where I have so, oh, so much to be thankful and grateful to -you for, I always fear that I can never express my thanks as warmly -as I feel them, which I do indeed from the bottom of my heart. God -bless you, darling Mama, for all your love and kindness; and from -the depth of my heart do I pray that nothing may cause you such -anxiety and sorrow again as you have had to bear of late. * * *</p> - -<p>When I left you at the pier the return to the empty house was so -sad! It felt quite strange, and by no means pleasant, to be here -without you and all the others. We lunched alone with Victoria, and -dined in the hot dining-room with the ladies and gentlemen, sitting -on the terrace afterward.</p> - -<p>It has rained all the morning, and is most oppressive. As it is so -foggy, we have to leave at two; but there is no wind, and I hope -the sea will be quite smooth. I am sure you must feel lonely and -depressed on this journey, poor Mama; but the change of scene and -beautiful nature enjoyed in rest and quiet must surely do you good.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We left Osborne at two on Thursday in rain and wind. The -children and I were dreadfully sick an hour after starting, but the -passage got smoother later; and, though I was very wretched in -every way, I was not sick again. The same sort of weather on the -<i>Alberta</i> next morning, but it cleared up later. The Rhine steamer -was very comfortable, and Doctor Minter accompanied us to -Dordrecht. The last afternoon and night on board I suffered -dreadfully. Since I arrived here, I am better, but not right yet. -Had it not been for your great kind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">{211}</a></span>ness in giving us the ship, I -am sure I should not have got home right. This awful heat adds to -my feelings of fatigue and discomfort.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have just received your letter, from Lucerne, and hasten to thank -you for it.</p> - -<p>How glad I am that you admire the beautiful scenery, and that I -know it, and can share your admiration and enjoyment of it in -thought with you! It is most lovely. The splendid forms, and the -color of the lake, are two things that we don’t know in dear -Scotland, and which are so peculiar to Swiss scenery.</p> - -<p>Louis is in town from eight till our two o’clock dinner, and has a -great deal to do.</p> - -<p>For your sake as for my own I long for a respite from this -unbearable heat, which is so weakening and trying.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How satisfactory the accounts of dear good Arthur are! From -the depth of my heart do I congratulate you on all that Colonel -Elphinstone says about his character, for with a real moral -foundation, and a strict sense of duty and of what is right and -wrong, he will have a power to combat the temptations of the world -and those within himself. I am sure that he will grow up to be a -pride and pleasure to you, and an honor to his country.</p> - -<p>Brown must have been glad to be allowed to continue wearing his -kilt, and, as it is a national dress, it is far more natural that -he should give it up nowhere. I am sure that he and Annie<a name="FNanchor_89_89" id="FNanchor_89_89"></a><a href="#Footnote_89_89" class="fnanchor">[89]</a> must -admire the place.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">{212}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have just received your dear letter, and am so pleased to hear -that you enjoyed your excursion, and that you have now seen the -sort of wild scenery high up in the mountains, which I think so -beautiful and grand in Switzerland. For all admirers of that style -of scenery there is nothing to be compared to Switzerland.</p> - -<p>Since it became cool again I have had neuralgia in my head, and I -have had a dreadful sty, which had to be cut open, and made me -quite faint and sick for the whole day. In spite of it I went to -the station here, with a thick veil on, to see the Russian -relations pass two days ago. The Emperor looks even more altered -and worn since last year, and is suddenly grown so old.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How too delightful your expeditions must have been! I do -rejoice that, through the change of weather, you should have been -able to see and enjoy all that glorious scenery. Without your good -ponies and Brown, etc., you would have felt how difficult such -ascents are for common mortals, particularly when the horses slip, -and finally sit down. I am sure all this will have done you good; -seeing such totally new beautiful scenery does refresh so -immensely, and the air and exertion—both of which you seem to bear -so well now—will do your health good.</p> - -<p>Yesterday we both were two hours at Jugenheim. To-day the two -little cousins are coming to see my children.</p> - -<p>Louis’ business is increasing daily, and until the 19th, manœuvres, -inspections, etc., won’t be over. He will even have to be away on -his birthday, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">{213}</a></span> is a great bore. There is a great review for -the Emperor on Saturday.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Like a foolish frightened creature as I am, I have worried -myself so much about this sudden talk of war and threatening in all -the French papers, saying that October, November, or thereabouts -would be a good time to begin. Do tell me, if you think there is -the least reasonable apprehension for any thing of that sort this -year. I have such confidence in your opinion, and you can imagine -how in my present condition I must tremble before a recurrence of -all I went through in 1866!</p> - -<p>I am so grieved that you should be so unwell on the journey home. -Dear beautiful Scotland will do you good. I envy your going there, -and wish I could be with you, for I am so fond of it. Remember me -to all the good people.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The Queen of Prussia is coming to lunch with us on Saturday -on her way to Coblenz.</p> - -<p>I have a cold these last days, and Victoria is still confined to -the house with her swelled neck. She had quite lost her appetite, -and I tried some porridge for her, which she enjoys, and I hope it -will fatten her up a little, for she is so thin and pale. Would you -please order a small barrel of oatmeal to be sent to me? Dr. Weber -thinks it would be very good for Victoria, and one cannot get it -here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is with the greatest interest that I read about the -Mausoleum,<a name="FNanchor_90_90" id="FNanchor_90_90"></a><a href="#Footnote_90_90" class="fnanchor">[90]</a> as I was very anxious to know whether all would be -finished. Having been present before<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">{214}</a></span> at all the important steps in -the progress of this undertaking, I feel very sorry to be absent at -the last, and I shall be very impatient to see it all again.</p> - -<p>Winter has quite set in now here, and when there is no wind the -cold is very pleasant.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for all your dear kind wishes, for your first -letter to me, for the one to Louis, and finally for the eatables! I -can’t tell you how touched, how pleased we both are at the kind -interest all at home have shown us on this occasion. It has really -enhanced our pleasure at the birth of our little son, to receive so -many marks of sympathy and attachment from those in my dear native -home, and in my present one. My heart is indeed overflowing with -gratitude for all God’s blessings.</p> - -<p>The time itself was very severe, but my recovery is up to now the -best I have ever made, and I feel comparatively strong and well.</p> - -<p>The girls are delighted with their brother, though Victoria was -sorry it was not a sister. Darling Louis was too overcome and taken -up with me at first to be half pleased enough. Baby is to be called -by Louis’ Uncle Louis’ wish, <i>Ernst Ludwig</i>, after a former -Landgrave;<a name="FNanchor_91_91" id="FNanchor_91_91"></a><a href="#Footnote_91_91" class="fnanchor">[91]</a> then we would like you to give the name <i>Albert</i>; -<i>Charles</i>, after my father-in-law; and <i>William</i>, after the King of -Prussia, whom we mean to ask to be godfather. The christening is -most likely to be on the 28th, or thereabout.</p> - -<p>I am on my sofa in my sitting-room with all your dear photos, etc., -around me, and your pretty quilt over me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Every new event in my life renews<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">{215}</a></span> the grief for dear Papa’s -loss, and the deep regret that he was not here to know of all, to -ask advice from, to share joy and grief with, for he was such a -tender father, and would have been such a loving grandfather.</p> - -<p>You, darling Mama, fill his place with your own, and may God’s -support never leave you, and ever enable you to continue fulfilling -the many duties toward State and family! The love of your children -and people encircles you.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The presents you intend giving baby will delight us, and in -later years I can tell him all about his Grandpapa, and how I wish -and pray he may turn out in any way like him, and try and aim to -become so.</p> - -<p>I think it would be best, perhaps, if you asked my mother-in-law to -represent you and hold baby. I think it would pain her, should any -one else do it, and I will ask her in your name, if you will kindly -telegraph me your approval.</p> - -<p>I am sorry Arthur cannot come, it would have given us such pleasure -had it been possible.</p> - -<p>The greater part of baby’s monthly gowns have been put away, as -from the beginning they were too small. He is so very big.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Christmas Day.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis thanks you thousand times, as we do, for the charming -presents for the children. They showed them to every one, shouting: -“This is from my dear English Grandmama”; and Ella, who is always -sentimental, added: “She is so very good, my Grandmama.” Irene -could not be parted from the doll you gave her, nor Victoria from -hers. Baby was brought down, and was wide awake the whole<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">{216}</a></span> time, -looking about with his little bright eyes like a much older child.</p> - -<p>We spent a very happy Christmas eve, surrounded by the dear -children and our kind relations.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Prince Hohenzollern with three gentlemen were sent by the -King, and the former dined with us after the ceremony. All went off -so well, and baby, who is in every way like a child of two months, -looked about him quite wisely, and was much admired by all who saw -him.</p> - -<p>I am so sorry that you have never seen my babies since Victoria, -for I know you would admire them, they look so mottled and healthy. -Weather permitting, baby is to be photographed to-morrow.</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1869" id="yr-1869">1869</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> winter passed quickly and quietly amidst many occupations.</p> - -<p>In May the Prince and Princess, with their children, went on a visit to -the Crown Prince and Princess of Prussia at Potsdam, where they spent -four happy weeks. Whilst they were there, the Viceroy of Egypt paid a -visit to Berlin. Later in the summer they went to Silesia, and spent -some time at Fischbach, a property belonging to Princess Charles of -Hesse, whose sister, the Queen of Bavaria, and brother, Prince Adalbert -of Prussia, joined them there. During their stay, the Prince and -Princess made excursions into the neighboring<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">{217}</a></span> mountains, and ascended -the Schneekoppe; and the Prince and his brothers visited the battlefield -of Königsgrätz. On the way back to Darmstadt they visited Dresden, to -see the King and Queen of Saxony at their country seat, Pillnitz, an -hour’s drive from Dresden.</p> - -<p>In August, the King of Prussia for the first time personally inspected -the Hessian troops. The Prince commanded the troops at the manœuvres in -Upper Hesse, at the conclusion of which they paraded before the King of -Prussia at Bergen.</p> - -<p>Some weeks later, the Prince and Princess of Wales and their family paid -Prince and Princess Louis a visit at Kranichstein. The opening of the -Idiot Asylum built by the Princess took place on the 15th of October in -her presence and that of the Prince. It had been arranged that Prince -Louis should accompany the Crown Prince of Prussia on his journey to the -East, on the occasion of the opening of the Suez Canal. He started on -the 9th of October for Venice. The two Princes visited Corfu, Athens, -and Constantinople, and were received with every possible honor in the -capitals of Greece and Turkey. They went on to Jaffa, and thence to -Jerusalem, Hebron, Damascus, and Baalbec, and finally, on the 15th of -November, they arrived at Port Said, where they met a large number of -other Princes. A journey up the Nile as far as the first and second -cataracts brought their travels to an end. They returned home by way of -Naples, and through Italy.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">{218}</a></span></p> - -<p>During the absence of the two Princes, the Crown Princess of Prussia and -Princess Alice, with her little son, went to Cannes. Whilst there, the -Princess devoted herself entirely to the care of her child. Being -together with her sister, and in that sunny country, made up somewhat -for the long separation from her husband. The Princes joined the two -Princesses at Cannes shortly before Christmas. The new year saw them all -at home again.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Dear charming Lady Frances [Baillie] is on a visit with us, -and I enjoy having her so much. We talk of old times at Frogmore, -and so many pleasant recollections.</p> - -<p>I am glad that you like baby’s photograph, though it does not do -him justice. He is a pretty baby on the whole, and has a beautiful -skin, very large eyes, and pretty mouth and chin; but his nose is -not very pretty, as it is so short at present. He is a dear good -child, and, though immensely lively, does not give much trouble. He -is a great source of happiness to us, and I trust will continue so.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Is not the death of Leopold’s son shocking?<a name="FNanchor_92_92" id="FNanchor_92_92"></a><a href="#Footnote_92_92" class="fnanchor">[92]</a> Such -suffering, such a struggle for months between life and death; and -for the poor parents to have in the end to relinquish their child, -their only son! I think it heart-rending. May the Almighty continue -to support them even now, as he did these many months! I cannot say -how much and truly I feel for them both. This world is full of -trials, and some seem to be called upon to suffer and give up so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">{219}</a></span> -much. Faith and resignation alone can save those hearts from -breaking, when the burden must be so heavy.</p> - -<p>A few days ago at two o’clock we had another shock [of earthquake], -and it seemed as if the house rocked; at the same time the -unearthly noise. I think it uncommonly unpleasant, particularly -this repetition.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Our thoughts and prayers are so much with you and dear Leopold on -this day [his Confirmation]. May the Almighty bless and protect -that precious boy, and give him health and strength to continue a -life so well begun and so full of promise!</p> - -<p>It seems to me quite incredible, the eighth of us should already be -old enough to take this step in life, and to have his childhood in -fact behind him. Dear Papa’s blessing surely rests on him, and his -spirit is near you as you stand there alone by the side of his -child, about whom he always was so anxious.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Beloved Papa’s cast arrived a few days ago, and stands in my -bedroom. I think it very beautiful, and thank you so warmly for -having sent it me.</p> - -<p>Poor Orchard, whose leg is very painful and swelled, is to go to -bed for a week for entire rest of the limb. You can imagine how -inconvenient this is, as we have only Emma and Kathrinchen for the -others and baby. You will be amused when I tell you that old -Amelung is coming to sleep with baby, and take charge of him; but -she is too old and out of practice to be able to wash and dress him -morning and evening besides, so I do that, and it is of course a -great assistance to all, my being able to do it, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">{220}</a></span> I don’t mind -the trouble. Of a morning, as Louis is usually out riding or at his -office, I take Victoria and Ella out, who are very good little -girls and very amusing.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We shall go to Potsdam the first week in May, and from there -go for a week or ten days to Fischbach. My mother-in-law, Tante -Mariechen, and Uncle Adalbert, are all going to spend my -mother-in-law’s birthday there.</p> - -<p>The Moriers are going to England in the first days of April, and I -hope that you will see them. We see a good deal of them, and like -them both much. He is wonderfully clever and learned, and takes -interest in every thing; and she is very agreeable, and a most -satisfied, amiable disposition—always contented and amused.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 19th<br /> -</p> - -<p>I thought of you so much on the 16th. From that day dated the -commencement of so much grief and sorrow; yet in those days you had -<i>one</i>, darling Mama, whose first thought and deepest was to comfort -and help you, and I saw and understood only then <i>how</i> he watched -over you, and how and everywhere he sought to ward off all that was -painful and strange from you, and took all that pain alone for -himself for your sake! I see his dear face—so pale, and so full of -tears, when he led me to you early that morning after all was over -and said, “Comfort Mama,” as if those words were a <i>Vorbedeutung</i> -[presage] of what was to come. In those days I think he knew how -deep my love was for you, and that as long as I was left in my -home, my first and only thought should be you and you alone!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">{221}</a></span> This -I held as my holiest and dearest duty, until I had to leave you, my -beloved Mother, to form a home and family for myself, and new ties -which were to take up much of my heart and strength.</p> - -<p>But that bond of love, though I can no more be near you, is as -strong as ever.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday it was very warm, and to-day it snows; the weather -continues so changeable and many people are ill. Ella has again had -one of her bad attacks in her throat, but, thank God, it passed -away very soon. Two nights ago she could not speak—barely -breathe—and was so uncomfortable, poor child. It makes one so -anxious each time; but I hope she will outgrow it, when she is six -or seven years old.</p> - -<p>Victoria is already now composing a letter for your birthday. I -won’t have her helped, because I should like you to see her own -ideas and style—it is much more amusing.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We had such an unexpected pleasure the other day in the visit -of good General Seymour, and I was so pleased to see some one who -had seen you lately, and who could give me news of my home. He had -not been here since he came with us after our marriage, and was of -course interested in seeing every thing.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The constant anxiety about the children is dreadful; and it -is not physical ill one dreads for them, it is moral: the -responsibility for these little lent souls is great, and, indeed, -none can take it lightly who feel how great and important a -parent’s duty is.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">{222}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Thousand thanks for your dear letter, and for all the tender -wishes for our dear child’s birthday! The child born under your -roof and your care is of course your particular one, and later, if -you wish to keep her at any time when we have been paying you a -visit, we shall gladly leave her.</p> - -<p>Victoria is so delighted with what you sent her, and sends her very -warmest thanks and her tenderest love. She is in great beauty just -at present, as she is grown stouter; and I look with pleasure on -those two girls when they go out together. They possess, indeed, -all we could wish, and are full of promise. May the Almighty -protect them and give them a long life, to be of use and a joy to -their fellow-creatures!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Rain and wind have at length cooled the air, for this heat -without any shade was too unpleasant. Louis left at five this -morning to inspect the garrison at Friedberg and Giessen, and then -to go to Alsfeld to shoot <i>Auerhähne</i> [capercailzies]. He will -return on the 21st or 22d probably.</p> - -<p>We shall indeed be so pleased, if later you wish to have any of the -granddaughters with you, to comply with any such wish, for I often -think so sadly for your dear sake, how lonely it must be when one -child after another grows up and leaves home; and even if they -remain, to have no children in the house is most dreary. Surely you -can never lack to have some from amongst the many grandchildren; -and there are none of us, who would not gladly have our children -live under the same roof where we passed such a happy childhood, -with such a loving Grandmama to take care of them.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">{223}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * May I only know the way to give my children as much pleasure -and happiness as you have ever known to give me!</p> - -<p>The dinner of family and suite is here in the house to-day—or -rather I should call it a luncheon, as it is at two o’clock.</p> - -<p>The Irish Church question, I quite feel with you, will neither be -solved nor settled in this way; and instead of doing something -which would bring the Catholics more under the authority of the -State, they will, I fear, be the more powerful. It seems to me that -one injustice (with regard to the Protestants) is to be put in the -place of a former one, instead of doing justice to both, which -would not have been an impossibility through some well-considered -settlement and giving in on both sides. Such a <i>changement</i> -requires so much thought and wisdom, and, above all, impartiality.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My children are, on the whole, very well behaved and -obedient, and, save by fits and starts, which don’t last long, very -manageable. I try to be very just and consistent in all things -toward them, but it is sometimes a great trial of patience, I own. -They are so forward, clever, and spirited, that the least spoiling -would do them great harm.</p> - -<p>How glad I am that the dear Countess [Blücher] is with you again; -she is the pleasantest companion possible, and so dear and loving, -and she is devoted to you and dear Papa’s memory as never any one -was.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Potsdam</span>, May 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How much we thought of you yesterday, I can’t say! Lord Augustus -Loftus lunched with us three<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">{224}</a></span> and the elder children; and we drank -your health, the band playing “God Save the Queen!” All our girls -had wreaths of natural flowers in honor of the day.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Potsdam</span>, June 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day is regular March weather, and the palace is cold and -draughty.</p> - -<p>We were in Berlin yesterday, to visit the Gewerbe-Museum -[Industrial Museum]; then luncheon at Lord Augustus Loftus’, and -from thence to the Victoria bazaar and Victoria Stift, and then -home.</p> - -<p>It is always so tiring to see things at Berlin; an hour’s rail -there and the same back takes so much time. Before returning, we -paid a short visit to Baron Stockmar and his wife, who is very -pleasing, and seems to suit him perfectly. They look as if they had -always belonged to each other.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Potsdam</span>, June 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Our time here is soon drawing to a close, much to my regret; for -the life with dear Vicky—so quiet and pleasant—reminds me in many -things of our life in England in former happy days, and so much -that we had Vicky has copied for her children. Yet we both always -say to each other, no children were so happy, and so spoiled with -all the enjoyments and comforts children can wish for, as we were; -and that we can never (of course, still less I) give our children -all that we had. I am sure dear Papa and you, if you could ever -hear how often, how tenderly, Vicky and I talk of our most beloved -parents, and how grateful we are for what they did for us, would in -some measure feel repaid for all the trouble we gave, and all the -anxiety we caused. I ever look back to my childhood and girlhood as -the happiest<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">{225}</a></span> time of my life. The responsibilities, and often the -want of many a thing, in married life can never give unalloyed -happiness.</p> - -<p>We are looking for a governess for the two elder girls for next -year, and a lady with the necessary knowledge and character, and -yet of a certain rank, is so difficult to find.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Potsdam</span>, June 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louis went two days ago to Fischbach for his mother’s birthday, and -returns to-morrow morning. Vicky was very low yesterday; she has -been so for the last week, and she told me much of what an awful -time she went through in 1866, when dear Siggie [Sigismund] died. -The little chapel is very peaceful and cheerful, and full of -flowers. We go there <i>en passant</i> nearly daily, and it seems to -give dear Vicky pleasure to go there.</p> - -<p>Vicky goes on the 7th of July to Norderney.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Fischbach Schlesien</span>, July 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We arrived here in this exquisitely-lovely country two days ago, -and were received by our parents-in-law and Aunt Mariechen, whose -guests we are in the pretty old Castle of Fischbach, surrounded by -fine old trees, with a view on the beautiful Riesengebirge, which -reminds me a little of Scotland, and also of Switzerland. The -valleys are most lovely and the numberless wooded hills, before one -reaches the high mountains, are quite beautiful. The trees are -splendid and the country looks very rich and green.</p> - -<p>All the people of the village and the neighborhood came out to see -us and our children, and old servants of Louis’ grandparents, who -were so delighted and pleased that I and my children should be -here, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">{226}</a></span> that they should have lived to see the younger -generation.</p> - -<p>We are out seeing the beautiful spots nearly all day long. The -weather is fine and not very warm, so that one can go about -comfortably. Yesterday we went over for tea to Erdmannsdorf. If -only dear Vicky and Fritz were there now! We must hope for another -year to be there together. The parting from them, who had made our -<i>séjour</i> under their hospitable roof such a very happy one, was -very sad, and the pouring rain was in accordance with our feelings. -We left them and dear lovely Potsdam and the pleasant life there -with much regret, and many a blessing do I send back in thought to -its dear inmates.</p> - -<p>Yesterday afternoon we were at Schmiedeberg. We went to see a very -interesting carpet-manufactory, worked by hand, and all by girls, -and a very simple process, much like making fringe, which you used -to do and then make footstools of after Beatrice’s birth.</p> - -<p>Yesterday our wedding-day—already seven years ago—made me think -so much of Osborne, and of you, darling Mama, and of all that -passed during that time. It was a quiet wedding in a time of much -sorrow, and I often think how trying it must have been for you.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday after eighteen hours’ very hot railway journey, we -arrived here all well. Many thanks for your letter, which I -received at Dresden. It was impossible to write, as I had to pay -visits and to see things during those two days.</p> - -<p>The Crown Prince and Princess received us at the station; the -following day we paid our visits. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">{227}</a></span> found Marie<a name="FNanchor_93_93" id="FNanchor_93_93"></a><a href="#Footnote_93_93" class="fnanchor">[93]</a> in bed looking -very well, and her baby, tied up in a cushion, seemed a nice child. -Her other children are very pretty; the eldest girl is like George, -and the little one has a quantity of fair curls, like Louis of -Portugal’s boy. In the afternoon of that day the King and Queen -came to see us, and were very kind. She is very like the Queen -Dowager of Prussia, her twin sister, and her other sister, Queen -Marie, is very like her twin sister, Archduchess Sophie. As they -are first cousins, and very fond ones, of my father-in-law, they -consider themselves of course as our aunts.</p> - -<p>I went to see the picture-gallery, which has some exquisite -pictures, though the Sistine Madonna surpasses all others, and the -famous Holbein, of which the Dresden gallery has been for long so -proud, is now recognized as a copy, and the one that belongs to my -mother-in-law as the original. We visited the <i>Grüne Gewöbel</i> [the -Green Vaults], where the magnificent jewels and other treasures are -preserved, and the King was kind enough to lead us over the rest of -the castle himself, including his own rooms, in one of which the -life-size pictures of his last four daughters (all dead) stand, of -whom he cannot speak without tears. How dreadfully he and the poor -Queen must have suffered these last years!</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis is at Friedberg and intends remaining there all next -month, till the manœuvres are over. Alice Morier will accompany me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your kind letter which I received yesterday, at -the same time that the beautiful christening present for Ernest -arrived! Thou<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">{228}</a></span>sand thanks for this most beautiful and precious gift -for our boy, from Louis and from myself! We are so pleased with it! -It is to be exhibited here, and it will interest and delight all -who see it, I am sure.</p> - -<p>I have just received a letter from Bertie, announcing his arrival -here for the 28th. We shall be greatly pleased to see them all; but -we have so little room, and our house in town is all shut up and -under repair, so that we shall have some trouble to make them -comfortable and shall be quite unable to do it as we should wish. -But I trust they will be lenient and put up with what we can offer.</p> - -<p>The heat is very great, though this place is comparatively cool.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, July 29th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Dear Bertie and Alix with their children arrived at Darmstadt after -ten, and we brought them here by eleven o’clock last night. They -are all looking well, but Bertie has shaved off his beard, which -does not suit him. Dear Alix is unchanged, and certainly no fatter.</p> - -<p>The children are very dear and pretty, but my boy is as tall as -little Louise, and of course much bigger. I am so delighted to see -them all again; it is such a great pleasure, as you can well -imagine.</p> - -<p>The pony you kindly sent us has just arrived, and to the great -delight of all the children, who send their best thanks. We are all -lodged very close together: Bertie and Alix, our bedroom and my -dressing-room; we both, my sitting-room, and the passage-room; then -come the different children. No gentlemen or ladies are in the -house, as it was utterly impossible.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">{229}</a></span></p> - -<p>* * * Victoria has often ridden on Dred, and also the other girls, -on a Spanish saddle, and he goes very well. They delight in him. -Baby rolls about the room anywhere now, and tries to crawl -properly. He calls Papa, and tries no end of things; he is very -forward, and is now cutting his fifth tooth, which is all but -through.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Friedberg</span>, August 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>On this dear day I must send you a few words. The weather is so -beautiful, and the sun so bright, as it used to be at Osborne in -former years. I don’t care for the sun to shine on this day now, as -it can’t shine on Him whose day it was. It makes one too -<i>wehmüthig</i> to think of darling Papa on those happy birthdays, and -it must be more so for you than for any of us, poor Mama.</p> - -<p>Yesterday was Ludwigstag; all the town decorated with flags, -illuminations, etc., and English flags and arms with the Hessian -everywhere.</p> - -<p>We started on horseback along the high road at half-past seven this -morning, and did not get off till one. A lovely country and very -interesting to see. To-morrow we shall have a very long march, and -the night Alice Morier, I and William (Louis is undecided) will -spend at Prince Ysenburg’s at Büdingen. The next morning we have to -ride off at half-past five, and a long day back here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * What charming expeditions you must have made in that lovely -country?<a name="FNanchor_94_94" id="FNanchor_94_94"></a><a href="#Footnote_94_94" class="fnanchor">[94]</a> What I saw of it some years ago I admired so -intensely. You can well be proud of all the beauties of the -Highlands, which have so entirely their own stamp, that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">{230}</a></span> no Alpine -scenery, however grand, can lessen one’s appreciation for that of -Scotland.</p> - -<p>The day before yesterday we went to Mayence to see a -“<i>Gewerbe-Ausstellung</i>” [Industrial Exhibition] of the town, which -was very good and tastefully arranged. From there we went to -Frankfort to our palace, for a rendezvous with Aunt Cambridge, -Uncle George, Augusta and Fritz Strelitz. I showed them the -children, and afterwards, when our relations left, we took our -children to the Zoölogical Garden, which delighted them.</p> - -<p>Many thanks for the grouse, which has just arrived, the first since -two years ago!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am very glad that you also approve of Louis’ journey, which -I know will be so useful and interesting for him, though it was not -possible to attain this without parting from each other, which is, -of course, no small trial for us, who are so unaccustomed to being -separated. But we never thought of that when we considered the plan -of Louis joining Fritz, which was my idea, as travelling in new -countries is so good for a man, and Louis may never find so good a -chance again. I am looking forward very much to seeing -Geneva—where we spend a day—and the south of France, and above -all, seeing the sea again. Fritz passes through here to-morrow. -Louis starts Saturday morning, <i>viâ</i> Munich, for Venice, where he -will join Fritz next Sunday afternoon, and spend the following -Monday there before they go to Brindisi. Vicky comes here with her -children on the 12th or 13th, and a suite of twenty-five people. -She goes on with the big boys to Baden, and I follow with the other -children on the following day. I don’t like separating Victoria -and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">{231}</a></span> Ella, who like being together; the three girls will be so well -taken care of at their grandparents’. I have written down rules for -meals, going out, to bed, to lessons, etc.; and my mother-in-law, -who never interferes, will see that all is carried out as I wish. I -shall miss them so much, but having one child at least is a -comfort; and baby is beginning to talk, and is so funny and dear, -and so fond of me that he will be company to me when I am alone. I -take no one but Orchard, Eliza, Beck, and my <i>Haushofmeister</i> -[Steward], who used to be with Lord Granville.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Yesterday morning at eleven we had the hard separation from each -other, which we both felt very much. My own dear, tender-hearted -Louis was quite in the state he was in when we parted at Windsor in -1860 after our engagement. He does not like leaving his children, -his home, and me, and really there are but few such husbands and -fathers as he. To possess a heart like his, and to call it my -<i>own</i>, I am ever prouder of and more grateful for from year to -year. Nowadays young men like Louis are rare enough, for it is -considered fine to neglect one’s wife, and for the wife also to -have amusements in which her husband does not share. We sisters are -singularly blessed in our husbands.</p> - -<p>Dear kind Countess Blücher has been here the last two days—such a -happiness to me just now, for the house feels far too lonely.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Grand Hôtel</span>, <span class="smcap">Cannes</span>, November 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I have this instant received another letter from dear Louis -from Constantinople, giving the accounts of what they did and saw -there until<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">{232}</a></span> the 29th ult., when they left for Jaffa. He seems -delighted, and very greatly interested with all he has seen. Louis -thought so much of the Sultan’s English visit in 1867, on seeing -him again. He found him more talkative than then. He saw also -several of the suite who were in England. They went to Scutari, -into the Black Sea, and visited all in and near Constantinople, and -on the last day they visited the Emperor of Austria, who had just -arrived. There is something very funny in hearing of these -Royalties, one after another, all running to the same places. They -must bore the Sultan considerably.</p> - -<p>This journey will be of great advantage to dear Louis, who has -never had an opportunity (through marrying so young) of travelling -like others.</p> - -<p>This afternoon we went to see poor Princess Waldeck. She is still -in great grief at the loss of her eldest daughter, who suffered so -long, and knew she was dying, and bore her lot with such -resignation and such goodness. She was only fifteen and a half, I -think.</p> - -<p>I was very much pleased to see Lord and Lady Russell again the -other day. We hope to be able to pay them a visit at San Remo, -though one can’t go and return in the same day.</p> - -<p>The country has looked too lovely to-day; the sunset is always most -beautiful, for it sets behind the Esterel Mountains, which lie to -the right from this bay, and have a very lovely jagged form.</p> - -<p>I am reading to Vicky a new Life of Napoleon, by Lanfrey, which is -very well and impartially written.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Cannes</span>, December 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The heavenly blue sea, stretching so far and wide, is in -accordance with one’s feelings,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">{233}</a></span> and the beauties of nature have -always something comforting and soothing. * * *</p> - -<p>The Duke of Argyll’s sister, with his pretty daughter, Victoria, -are here, and we have been twice to see them, and are distressed -that they should be so anxious about the dear Duchess, of whom the -news to-day is worse. How dreadful, should any thing happen to her, -for her husband and for the many children!</p> - -<p>The Eburys and Lord Dalhousie have likewise arrived here, but we -have not seen them yet.</p> - -<p>To-morrow we had intended leaving this, but during the night poor -Vicky had the dreadful fright of Waldie’s being taken ill with the -croup. Thank God, he is better this morning, but our journey will -have to be put off for a few days, so that Vicky cannot now reach -Berlin in time for Christmas. As we don’t wish to spend that day -<i>en route</i>, we have telegraphed to our husbands, who reach Naples -to-day, to ask whether they will not join us here, that we may all -spend Christmas together before leaving.</p> - -<p>This is all unsettled, and I will telegraph as soon as every thing -is definitely arranged. Rollet<a name="FNanchor_95_95" id="FNanchor_95_95"></a><a href="#Footnote_95_95" class="fnanchor">[95]</a> is here to-day, and spends this -day in quiet with us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Cannes</span>, December 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We both had the happiness yesterday of receiving our dear husbands -safe and well here after so long a separation. They had been to -Naples and Pompeii, and Louis went for a day to Rome, so that he -has seen an enormous deal, which is very instructive for him, and -will be such a pleasure for him to look back upon in later years.</p> - -<p>I am so glad that Louis has had the opportunity<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">{234}</a></span> of making this -journey; and it seems to have done his health good also, for he -looks very well.</p> - -<p>The journey back is so long and difficult for me to manage alone -with Louis—as Vicky’s people, particularly in the nursery, have -helped mine—that I am obliged to wait until the 26th, and to go -with Vicky and Fritz, for they travel slower than I would do if I -went with Louis, who goes back direct day and night. The doctor -would not consent to my travelling with Ernie from this warm -climate into the great cold so fast, and during the night, for he -is cutting four back teeth at this moment.</p> - -<p>The day before yesterday we visited Lord Dalhousie and Lady -Christian, and found him very gouty, but in good spirits. Lady -Ebury and Oggie<a name="FNanchor_96_96" id="FNanchor_96_96"></a><a href="#Footnote_96_96" class="fnanchor">[96]</a> came to see us this afternoon. Prince and -Princess Frederic of the Netherlands and their daughter have -arrived here. The poor Princess is so weak, and looks like a -shadow.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Hôtel du Jura</span>, <span class="smcap">Dijon</span>, December 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Just as we were leaving Cannes your last letter reached me, for -which many thanks. It was cold the morning we left Cannes, very -cold at Avignon, where we spent the night, and still colder, and -snow and frost, on reaching this place yesterday evening. We and -the children are all well, and the poor little ones are very good -on the journey, considering all things. In an hour we leave for -Paris, rest there to-morrow, and then go to Cologne, where I shall -take leave of dear Vicky and Fritz, and go straight home. I have -been so much with dear Vicky this year, that the thought of parting -from her costs me a great pang, the more so as I do not think it -likely that I shall meet her in this new year.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">{235}</a></span></p> - -<p>On New Year’s eve I arrange a Christmas-tree for all my children, -and in advance I thank you for all the presents you have been kind -enough to send us, and which we shall find at Darmstadt. * * *</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1870" id="yr-1870">1870</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">At</span> the beginning of this year, and soon after his return from the East, -Prince Louis was laid up with scarlet-fever, and, soon after, Princess -Victoria and the little Prince took the same illness. Though the attack -was a severe one, all made a good recovery, and no ill effects remained -behind. Princess Alice undertook the nursing entirely herself. During -this time of enforced seclusion from the social world her intercourse -with the famous writer and theologian, David Friedrich Strauss, was a -source to her of great interest and enjoyment.</p> - -<p>The Princess became acquainted with this remarkable man in the autumn of -1868 at her own particular desire, and after considerable hesitation on -his part. Strauss had spent the winter of 1866 at Darmstadt. He returned -there again in the spring of 1868, and remained there until the autumn -of 1872. His own account of his acquaintance with the Princess was by -her wish not published at the time, but has been since, with the consent -of his family and that of the Grand Duke. From this the following -narrative is taken almost verbatim:</p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">{236}</a></span></p><div class="blockquot"><p>“Although I was entirely unaccustomed to associate with persons of -high rank, I soon felt entirely at ease with this lady. Her -simplicity, the kind manner in which she met me, and her keen -bright intellect made me forget all differences of social -position.”</p></div> - -<p>Strauss visited the Princess very often, and their conversations lasted -sometimes for hours. He himself speaks of them as “most delightful and -refreshing.”</p> - -<p>Very often they read aloud, and this no doubt led to a suggestion from -Strauss, that he should write down notes about Voltaire—whose works -they were studying—and afterward read them to the Princess. She entered -readily into this plan. “Her idea was to have a select circle of -listeners. Besides herself and one of her ladies, with whom she was very -intimate, Prince Louis, and the English Minister then at Darmstadt, Mr. -[now Sir Robert] Morier, were to be present.” The illness of Prince -Louis prevented this plan from being carried out.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“She, however, asked me,” Strauss writes, “to come and see her, if -I was not afraid of infection. She said that the next few weeks -would be very solitary ones, and it would be of great value to her -if I felt disposed to put up with her as sole audience for my -lectures on Voltaire. To this I was only too willing to agree.”</p></div> - -<p>The manuscript took the form of seven lectures, and the author was -rewarded for his pains “by the keen interest and unwavering attention of -his listener.”</p> - -<p>After repeated revisions, the printing of the work<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">{237}</a></span> on Voltaire began. -Strauss gives his own account of this in the following extract:—</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“When it first occurred to me to write something on Voltaire for -the Princess in the form of lectures, I naturally cherished the -hope that, when the little book was printed, I might obtain her -permission to dedicate it to her. As the work progressed, however, -this hope became fainter, and by the time the book was ready I had -entirely given it up.</p> - -<p>“I could only take pleasure in my work, if I felt I had been -perfectly sincere; if, instead of condemning Voltaire, as is -usually the case, I stood up for him upon essential points—nay, -even went so far as to intimate that here and there he had seemed -to me not to have gone far enough.</p> - -<p>“The Princess might naturally have scruples about allowing a book -of such a tendency to be dedicated to her, considering her position -and what was due to it; and to ask her to allow the book to be -dedicated to her seemed forbidden by that discretion which I was -bound to observe. The thought then struck me of writing with my own -hand into the copy of the book which I gave her the Dedication, in -the terms in which it now stands printed on the second page of the -volume. Meanwhile, on the one hand, the friendly intercourse with -the Princess continued, whilst on the other the printing of the -book advanced. One day in the most kind manner she told me how much -she felt she owed to our acquaintance, and how much it had helped -to clear her views in many ways. I, on my part, expressed to her in -all sincerity the animating and exhilarating influence which our -intercourse had exercised upon myself, and, in particular, how it -had cheered and encouraged me in my labors on Voltaire.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">{238}</a></span></p> - -<p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span>It would be nice, if you would dedicate your book to me,’ the -Princess rejoined. How agreeably surprised I was can easily be -imagined. I acknowledged without hesitation how this had been my -first intention, but that I had given it up out of regard for her, -not wishing to expose her to misinterpretation. The Princess -replied that the fear of being misunderstood would never prevent -her from doing what she thought right. I pointed out, that the -matter must be well and carefully considered, and that, first and -foremost, she must obtain her husband’s consent. Her answer was -that she had no fear on that point; but that she would of course -consult him about it. I told the Princess that I had made several -changes and additions since I first wrote the lectures. I would -therefore bring her the proof-sheets as soon as they were ready, -partly that she might glance over the whole again, and partly that -she might draw the Prince’s attention to any doubtful passages. -They would then be able to form their own opinions.</p> - -<p>“I sent her the proof-sheets, and received them back from the -Princess on the 11th of June, 1870, with the following letter:</p> - -<p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span><span class="smcap">Dear Herr Professor</span>:—I return you your “Voltaire” with many -thanks. My husband read through the fifth chapter of it yesterday; -he does not think that its contents are such as to justify my -refusing the dedication. The value which I place on the dedication -of your book will always be far greater than any little -unpleasantness which might possibly arise from my accepting it.</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice.</span>’<br /> -</p></div> - -<p>“The dedication was thus unqualifiedly accepted, but now—in what words -should I put it? I had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">{239}</a></span> got accustomed to the form in which I had meant -to write it myself into the copy I wished to present to the Princess. I -intended saying that I had written lectures for the Princess, and that -she had allowed me to read them aloud to her. Would not this make the -Princess, so to speak, an accomplice of this objectionable book? Could I -state this publicly? I felt myself bound to leave to the Princess the -choice between this dedication and a more formal one, in which these -allusions were omitted. Upon this the Princess sent me the following -answer:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span>I should not like any change made in what you have written on the -first page, and am greatly touched at your kind dedication.</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice.</span>’<br /> -</p></div> - -<p>“When I was at last able to send her my book in its complete form with -the dedication printed, I received the following note from her, written -from Kranichstein, on the 27th of June, 1870:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span>I have not been able till to-day to thank you for your “Voltaire” -received yesterday. The book itself is the cause of the delay, as I -devoted my spare time to reading over what you had yourself read to -me so beautifully last winter. I seemed to hear your voice and all -your observations again. I must thank you once more for that great -enjoyment, and for the kind terms of your dedication.</p> - -<p class="r"> -“<span class="lftspc">‘</span><span class="smcap">Alice.</span>’<br /> -</p> - -<p>“Seldom have the negotiations about the dedication of a book been -carried on in a way like this, and seldom has a Royal Princess -shown herself so courageous and amiable.”</p></div> - -<p>All must agree in this opinion, from whatever<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">{240}</a></span> point of view they look -at the subject. It was like the Princess’ straightforward nature boldly -to acknowledge to the world her friendship for Strauss, even at the risk -of incurring the most unfavorable criticisms.</p> - -<p>Strauss says, further, in his “Memoirs”:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“The memory of the Princess Alice will be inseparably connected, as -long as I live, with one of the most gratifying episodes of my -life—the writing of my work on Voltaire.”</p></div> - -<p>To this must be added that though, as time went on, the Princess agreed -less and less with Strauss’ avowed religious views, and especially -differed considerably from those enunciated in his book, “The Old and -the New Faith,” she never thought otherwise of Strauss than with -gratitude and esteem, as one in whom she had met with the most beautiful -characteristics of the best German scholarship—viz., unflinching -sincerity, combined with a rare gift of saying what it has to say -clearly and pleasantly, and a winning modesty of personal demeanor.</p> - -<p>In the end of March the Prince and Princess with their family went to -Mayence for change of air after the scarlet-fever. The Princess went -much into society during her stay there; but this did not prevent her -from making use of every possible opportunity for furthering those -institutions which she had so much at heart. She visited the hospitals -at Mayence, Offenbach, and Giessen, and had many consultations with the -heads of these various hospitals with a view to possible improvements.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">{241}</a></span></p> - -<p>The quiet, happy time at Kranichstein during the summer was suddenly -brought to an end by the declaration of war between France and Germany. -Prince Louis had to go to the front with his division, which, together -with another division, formed the Ninth Army Corps, and part of the -Second Army, commanded by Prince Frederick Charles of Prussia. The -Princess took leave of her husband on the 25th of July. She, however, -saw him again once or twice before the final leave-taking, on the 1st of -August.</p> - -<p>On the 15th of August the Hessian division for the first time -encountered the enemy, before Metz, and on the 16th took part in the -battle of Mars-la-Tour. During the terrible battle of Gravelotte, on the -18th of August, Prince Louis and his division occupied a central -position in the irresistible force, which drove Marshal Bazaine back -into Metz, and held him imprisoned there with an iron grasp.</p> - -<p>On the 19th Prince Louis and the troops encamped on the battlefield, and -he had the pleasure of meeting his brother Henry. Prince Louis took part -in the battle of Noisseville on the 31st of August, when General -Manteuffel commanded the troops engaged. He and his division also formed -part of the army investing Metz, partly doing outpost duty, and partly -serving in the reserve.</p> - -<p>On the 8th of October, whilst the Prince was in command of his division -at Gravelotte, where the troops were concentrated in hourly expectation -of a sortie of the French from Metz, he received the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">{242}</a></span> news of the birth -of a second son, who had been born on the 7th.</p> - -<p>Ever since the Prince’s departure the Princess had remained “at her -post” in Darmstadt, helping, comforting, and advising all around her. -She was proud to be the wife of a German officer serving in the field in -such a cause, though her life for the present was full of anxiety and -care. She worked, like any other woman, to alleviate as best she could -the sufferings of the sick and the wounded, and giving aid to those who -were plunged into destitution by the war. Whilst she was living with her -children at Kranichstein the “<i>Hülfsverein</i>,” or Committee of Aid, had -its headquarters in her palace at Darmstadt. She herself went there -every day, visited all the hospitals, also the ambulances at the railway -station, and superintended the organization of “Committees of Aid” all -over the country. The Committees which she had organized long previously -now proved themselves an untold blessing.</p> - -<p>The “Alice Society for Aid to Sick and Wounded” had sixteen trained -nurses ready for work at the beginning of the war. Through the voluntary -help of some of the best doctors and surgeons, who arranged classes at -different places for the instruction of all those who were anxious to -help to nurse during the war, the number of nurses was increased by -degrees to one hundred and sixty-four. These were sent to the different -hospitals in Hesse, to ambulances near Metz, to the hospital trains, and -the hospitals on the steamers.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">{243}</a></span></p> - -<p>In her own palace the Princess arranged a depot for all necessaries -required for the sick and wounded. Later on another was established in -the Grand Ducal palace. Besides the many regular nurses, a number of -women and ladies joined together to serve out refreshments, during the -night as well as the daytime, to the wounded, who were constantly -passing through Darmstadt and halted at the railway station. Similar -committees were, thanks to the Princess’ own initiative, formed all over -the country.</p> - -<p>One of the hospitals at Darmstadt, erected by the English National Red -Cross Society, and supplied with English surgeons, received the name of -“The Alice Hospital.” Under a special arrangement it was subsequently -taken over by the Hessian military authorities. In this hospital, as in -others established independently of the “Alice Society,” women and girls -of all classes lent their aid.</p> - -<p>Simultaneously with the aid to the sick and wounded, those who had been -rendered widows, orphans, or destitute by the war were cared for through -the Princess’ exertions; and “The Alice Society for the Education and -Employment of Women” did good service. Out of this Society sprang the -“Alice Lyceum,” which was intended for the intellectual culture of women -of the higher classes. Lectures were to be delivered in it on all the -interesting subjects of the day. This Lyceum continued for some years to -attract a more or less<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">{244}</a></span> numerous audience. In the first winter of its -existence lectures on English and German Literature, the History of Art, -German History, and Natural History were given. The lady at the head of -it was Fräulein Louise Büchner. Its subsequent failure was caused by -numerous external difficulties, and not because the original idea for -which it had been founded had proved otherwise than sound.</p> - -<p>The little new-born Prince continued to thrive, and the Princess made a -comparatively quick recovery. The Crown Princess of Prussia, who was -then living at Homburg, came constantly to see her sister; and later on, -in November, they went together to Berlin. The christening of the little -Prince, who was to bear the name of the victorious general of -Weissenburg and Wörth, was deferred till his father’s return.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis had garrisoned Fort St. Privat on the 29th of October, and -saw the 173,000 French prisoners and Imperial Guard pass before Prince -Frederick Charles of Prussia.</p> - -<p>On the 30th the troops marched farther into the interior of the country. -Troyes was reached on the 10th of November, a few days later -Fontainebleau, and soon after the troops confronted the “Army of the -Loire” at Toury. The battle of Orleans took place on the 3d and 4th of -December, and on the 5th the victorious troops made the entry into the -town. Part of the Hessian division moved along the left bank of the -Loire, and fought the engage<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">{245}</a></span>ment of Montlivault on the 9th of December; -the other part of it surprised and took possession of the Castle of -Chambord, with five guns and many prisoners. Blois was soon after taken; -and from the 10th of December till the 14th of February, 1871, the -headquarters were at Orleans. During the expedition against General -Chanzy the Hessian division alone guarded the line of the Loire from -Gien to Blois.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My three girls have had fearful colds—Ella bronchitis, which -Ernie also took from her, and during twelve hours we were in the -very greatest anxiety about him; the difficulty of breathing and -his whole state caused great alarm. Thank God, he is now quite -convalescent; but those were hours of intense suffering for me, as -you can imagine. Weber is most attentive and most kind on such -occasions, and in such moments one is so dependent on the doctor.</p> - -<p>* * * Some very good lectures have been given here lately, -undertaken by a committee, which we are at the head of, and of -which Mr. Morier is a member. They have been a great success -hitherto, and we are going to one to-night by Kinkel, who in 1848 -was a refugee in England, and is now a professor at Zürich.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—We are very grateful for your kind enquiries, and -for your letter received this morning. The violence of the fever -and the great pain in the throat have abated, and dear Louis is -going on favorably. The nights are not good as yet, and his head -pains him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">{246}</a></span></p> - -<p>I am cut off from all intercourse with any one in the house, on -account of the dear children; and I trust they may escape, for they -still cough, particularly Ella and Ernie. I see Christa when I am -out walking, not otherwise, as she comes in contact with the part -of the house where the children live. I read to Louis, and play to -him, as my sitting-room opens into the bedroom. I keep the rooms -well aired, and not hot, and at night I sleep on a sofa near his -bed. The first two nights were anxious ones, and I was up all night -alone with him; but now, thank God, all seems to be going well. * * -*</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am happy to say that all is going on well. Louis has no more -fever, but his throat is still far from well; it has still the -character of diphtheria, though in a mild form—a sort of skin and -bits of blood come away when he coughs. He is a very good patient, -and I leave him very little alone save when I take my walks, which -in this high cold wind are very unpleasant. I hear Ella is still so -hoarse and coughs, and Victoria is not quite well. Orchard writes -to me every evening, and Dr. Weber sees them in the morning before -he comes downstairs.</p> - -<p>This instant Weber tells me that Victoria has the scarlet-fever, -and I have just been up to see her. She suffers very much, poor -child; the fever is very high and the rash much out. It is too late -now to separate the others, and those who are not predisposed will -escape; but those who are inclined to take it have it in them by -this time.</p> - -<p>It is a source of great anxiety. Orchard and Emma have never had -it. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I was very glad to get your dear lines of the 22d,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">{247}</a></span> full of -sympathy for me during this anxious time. Victoria’s fever has been -very high; and so much discomfort and pain, with a dreadful cough, -which she has had for the last six weeks. She is very low, and -cries every now and then from weakness, etc., but is a very good -patient, poor little one. Amelung comes every afternoon and sits -with her, and she is a great favorite with the children, as she -knows countless pretty stories.</p> - -<p>Louis is not out of bed yet, on account of his throat, etc.; but he -is much better, though in this treacherous climate, which is so -proverbially bad for throats and lungs, I fear that even with the -greatest care there is a risk.</p> - -<p>The other children are as yet well, though I don’t think Ella -looking well; she has still a cold, and is as hoarse as when I came -home. Ernie is all right again, and looks the best of them all. I -doubt their escaping, though it is quite possible, as they did not -take it when Victoria did. I keep the rooms fresh and continually -aired.</p> - -<p>All the balls and parties are going on here now. Of course, I can -neither go anywhere nor receive any one, on account of the -infection. It is a wearisome time indeed, and being so much in sick -rooms and so little out begins to tell upon me. How kind of you to -send the books! Louis will be delighted. I have just read to him -Russell’s book of Bertie and Alix’s journey, and am now reading to -him a new Life of Napoleon, by Lanfrey, which is very well -written—more against than for Napoleon. Of course, newspapers and -the <i>Revue des Deux-Mondes</i> I read to him besides. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Though dear baby has had two bad,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">{248}</a></span> restless nights, yet I am -happy to say that he has the illness so slightly, with so little -fever or sore throat, that we are in great hopes it will get no -worse. He is cutting his back teeth just now, which is the worse -moment possible to be ill in.</p> - -<p>Victoria looks very hollow-eyed, pale, and wretched, poor darling, -but is in good spirits now. The other two are as yet free. The -weather is most beautiful—frosty and clear,—and I have been -skating daily for the last six days, which does me much good, and -enables me to see people again. This afternoon I have a large party -on the ice at Kranichstein, and this is always a great amusement to -the young people. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Mayence</span>, April 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday evening we had to give a large party here, half to -the military, and the other to the civil authorities and to the -Bürger [citizens]. It went off well; but the amount of speaking, as -one must speak to all, and the effort to remember who they all -were—they having been all presented at once—was no small -exertion. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Mayence</span>, April 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Lady Car. [Barrington] wrote to me how very grateful Mrs. -Grey was to you for your great kindness and consideration.<a name="FNanchor_97_97" id="FNanchor_97_97"></a><a href="#Footnote_97_97" class="fnanchor">[97]</a> In -trouble no one can have a more true and sympathizing friend than my -beloved Mama always is. How many hearts has she not gained by this, -and how many a poor sufferer’s burdens has she not lightened! * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear loving lines! I kissed them a -thousand times, and thank you so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">{249}</a></span> much for the quite lovely -statuette—a little gem, which every one has been admiring this -morning. The shawl and little ornament gave me also great pleasure, -and the colored photographs of the rooms—in short, all and any -thing from such dear hands must give pleasure. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am proud of my two girls, for they are warm-hearted and -gifted, too, in appearance. Victoria’s facility in learning is -wonderful, and her lessons are her delight. Her English history and -reading she has learned from me. I give her a lesson daily, and -Bäuerlein<a name="FNanchor_98_98" id="FNanchor_98_98"></a><a href="#Footnote_98_98" class="fnanchor">[98]</a> can tell you how much she has learned. * * *</p> - -<p>I read a great deal, chiefly history and deeper works; and I have -one or two very learned acquaintances with whom to read or to have -books recommended by.</p> - -<p>My two committees always give me no end of work, and I have tried -to have many improvements made in the girls’ schools of the -different classes; and some of these things, by dint of a deal of -trouble, are prospering, and I hope in time to come will prove -their worth. There is a great deal to be done, and in the hospitals -I have been able to get some very necessary changes made. I tell -you all this, fancying it may perhaps interest you a little bit. * -* *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How grieved I am for your sake, above all, and for the poor Clarks -and ourselves, that dear kind Sir James, that true fatherly friend, -is no more!! Many thanks for your last letter, which tells me of -your last visit to him, which I am sure must be a great<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">{250}</a></span> comfort to -you. Oh! how sad to think how many are gone! And for you, dear -Mama, this is quite dreadful. I can’t say how I feel it for you!</p> - -<p>Lord Clarendon’s death grieves me much also; and it was so sudden. -Alice Skelmersdale wrote to me in the greatest distress; he had -been a most loving father.</p> - -<p>In the midst of life we are in death; and in our quiet and solitary -existence out here, where we see no one, all accords with sad and -serious feelings, which, amidst the many people and worry you live -in, must jar with such feelings and make you wish for solitude. The -accounts you give touch me so much. Many thanks for having written -so much about dear Sir James; it is of great value to me. Louis -begs me to say, how he shares the grief you all and we must feel at -such a loss.</p> - -<p>What you say about the education of our girls I entirely agree -with, and I strive to bring them up totally free from pride of -their position, which is <i>nothing</i> save what their personal worth -can make it. I read it to the governess—who quite enters into all -my wishes on that subject—thinking how good it would be for her to -hear your opinion. * * * I feel so entirely as you do on the -difference of rank, and how all important it is for princes and -princesses to know that they are nothing better or above others, -save through their own merit; and that they have only the double -duty of living for others and of being an example—good and modest. -This I hope my children will grow up to.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>When I returned home last night really heartbroken, after having -parted from my good and tenderly-loved Louis, I found your dear -sympathizing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">{251}</a></span> words, and I thank you a thousand times for -them—they were a comfort and pleasure to me! I parted with dear -Louis late in the evening, on the high road outside the village in -which he was quartered for the night, and we looked back until -nothing more was to be seen of each other. May the Almighty watch -over his precious life, and bring him safe back again: all the pain -and anxiety are forgotten and willingly borne if he is only left to -me and to his children!</p> - -<p>It is an awful time, and the provocation of a war such as this a -crime that will have to be answered for, and for which there can be -no justification. Everywhere troops and peasants are heard singing -“Die Wacht am Rhein” and “Was ist des Deutschen Vaterland?” and -there is a feeling of unity and standing by each other, forgetting -all party quarrels, which makes one proud of the name of German. -All women feel ashamed of complaining, when father, husband, or son -goes, and so many as volunteers in the ranks. This war is felt to -be national, and that the King had no other course left him to -pursue with honor.</p> - -<p>I must be in town by nine o’clock: so much rests on me, and there -are so many to help—the poor forsaken soldiers’ families amongst -others! I have seen that all is ready to receive the wounded, and -to send out help. I send out fourteen nurses for the Feld-Lazarethe -[field-hospitals].</p> - -<p>How much I feel for you now, for I know how truly you must feel for -Germany; and <i>all</i> know that every good thing England does for -Germany, and every evil she wards off her, is owing to your wisdom -and experience, and to your true and just feelings. You would, I am -sure, be pleased to hear how universally this is recognized and -appreciated.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">{252}</a></span></p> - -<p>What would beloved Papa have thought of this war? The unity of -Germany, which it has brought about, would please him, but never -the shocking means!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My darling Louis is at Worms, and Henry just in front of him. The -enthusiasm all along the Rhine is wonderful. They are all hopeful, -though knowing well what enormous sacrifices and struggles a -victory will cost.</p> - -<p>I cannot leave this place until our troops should have—which God -prevent!—to retreat, and the French come! Now is the moment when a -panic might overcome the people; and I think it my duty to remain -at my post, as it gives the people courage and confidence. My -parents-in-law, who have their three sons out, would feel my -absence, and they have the first claim on me. I am in beloved -Louis’ home, and nearer to him, if I remain. Of course, with dear -Vicky I should personally be far better off. But Fritz is not much -exposed, and she has not that fearful anxiety to such an amount as -I have for dear Louis, who, as commander of only a division, must -be in the very midst of all. Day and night this thought is -uppermost in my mind. I hope and pray for the best, and bear what -is sent to me in common with so many others. Work is a -<i>Zerstreuung</i> [distraction], and I know dear Louis would prefer -knowing me here for the present, and that must be the first -consideration to determine my actions.</p> - -<p>Louis is well, and, now the dreadful parting is over, I am sure in -better spirits, though work and anxiety weigh on him, poor love.</p> - -<p>The children send their love. I am pretty well; able to do a great -deal; headache and sleeplessness are but natural at this moment.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">{253}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -August 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Arrived in our house this morning, I was received with the news of -dear Fritz’ victory, and that 500 French prisoners had just passed -through here by rail. I know none of ours can have been engaged, -but we have not heard if there was an engagement elsewhere. The -excitement and anxiety are quite dreadful! Please God, my darling -is safe, and will pass safely through these dreadful dangers—and -our many dear friends and acquaintances also! I am always sending -off things for the wounded from our stores, and continue working -and collecting, and all are most patriotic and united. It is a -solemn and great time we live in, and there is something grand and -elevating in the unity of high and low throughout this great -nation, which makes one proud of belonging to it. If only all goes -on well!</p> - -<p>I am very sleepless, and never without headache, but one has -neither time nor wish to think of one’s self. My own Louis’ safety -is the all-engrossing thought; and I know, beloved Mama, that you -love him truly, and share this anxiety with me. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>A few words by messenger. I have sent a letter by Kanné, who came -here yesterday, having seen dear Louis the day before, which was -the first direct news I have had from him. Yesterday morning he was -at Faulquemont. Poor General von Manstein (our Chef), when he -reached Saarbrück, found his son had been killed, and he had him -taken out of the general grave and buried in the churchyard. * * * -No less than forty French wounded I saw this morning in our -hospital, with some Turcos. Some can’t speak in any known language, -and the French dislike having these savages near them as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">{254}</a></span> much as -we do; their physiognomies are horrid, and they steal and murder as -<i>Handwerk</i> [their vocation].</p> - -<p>So much going about—for I go to Darmstadt at half-past eight, and -remain till half-past eleven, in the morning, and in the afternoon -from five till eight—is getting very fatiguing to me; but the -people have no time to come out here, and there is much to see to, -and many to speak with.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have tried to write as often as I could, but I have only two -hours to myself during the whole day, through driving in here twice -a day. Besides the large Hülfsverein for the “wounded and sick,” -which is in our palace, I have daily to visit the four hospitals. -There is very much to do; we are so near the seat of war. This -morning we got two large wagons ready and sent off for -Pont-à-Mousson, where they telegraph from the battlefield of the -16th they are in great want. My best nurses are out there; the -others are in three hospitals: two of them—military ones—were not -ready or organized when 150 wounded arrived a week ago. I have just -had a telegram from dear Louis; he is well, and I hope in a day or -two the least dangerously of the Hessian wounded will arrive.</p> - -<p>Thank God, all goes on successfully; but, indeed, I hope I shall -not live to see another such war—it is too shocking by far. We -have over five hundred wounded; as soon as any are better, they are -sent north, and worse ones fill the beds—French and German -intermixed. I neither see nor smell any thing else but wounds! and -the first <i>Anblick</i> [sight], which sometimes one does not escape -meeting, is very shocking! It was very late last night before I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">{255}</a></span> -got home. I was stopped at one of the hospitals, as a poor soldier -had had sudden violent bleeding, and was all but dead, as the -doctor could not find the artery; but I sent my carriage for -another surgeon, and I am happy to say he lives and is recovering.</p> - -<p>As Louis commands the whole of our little army, a great many things -concerning the troops come to me from all parts of the country, and -there is much to do—much more than in my present state is good for -me; but it can’t be helped.</p> - -<p>I drive back to Kranichstein by one daily, and am here again before -five, so I hope you will kindly forgive my writing seldomer. Becker -is engrossed with his duties at the Hülfsverein; there is no other -gentleman with me, and I have the household to look after, besides.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My telegram will have told you that dear Louis is until now safe. -On the 16th, in the evening, and on the 17th and 18th, our troops -were engaged, and yesterday evening late I drove to the station, to -speak to General Kehrer, our commandant, and received a telegram of -the last victory, near Metz—a battle of nine hours, very -bloody—no mention of names. The people, all excited, crowded round -my carriage, asked for news—which of our regiments had been under -fire? I could tell them nothing, but pacified them, begging them to -go to their homes—they should hear as soon as I had news. I drove -home with an aching heart, and passed a dreadful night of suspense. -At six this morning a telegram from Louis (19th); he and his two -brothers safe; our loss enormous—seventy officers out of one -division (ours is the 25th), and Oberlieutenant<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">{256}</a></span> Möller, a great -favorite, his adjutant since 1866, very badly wounded. I went at -once to Darmstadt to Louis’ parents. They were so overcome and -thankful to hear of the safety of their children. This continual -anxiety is fearful. Now to-day all the poor wives, mothers, -sisters, come to me for news of their relations; it is -heart-rending! We sent off two large wagon-loads to Pont-à-Mousson -again with provisions, bandages, and medicaments, and mattresses to -bring back all the wounded possible by rail. I went the round of -the hospital, to have all the convalescent Prussians and French -able to travel sent to their homes, so as to get room, and now we -can await the sad arrivals. Oh, if it would but end! the misery of -thousands is too awful!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your dear words of the 20th. God knows, I have -suffered much, and the load of anxiety is great! But thousands of -Germans bear this load in unity together for their Fatherland, and -none murmur. Yesterday a poor woman came to me to ask me to help -her to get to the battlefield, to have the body of her only son -looked for and brought home; and she was so resigned and patient.</p> - -<p>I see daily, in all classes, so much grief and suffering; so many -acquaintances and friends have fallen! It is heart-rending! I ought -to be <i>very proud</i> though, and I am so, too, to hear from the -mouths of so many wounded officers the loud praise of Louis’ great -bravery on the 16th and 18th. Always in front, encouraging his men -where the battle raged fiercest and the balls fell thickest. He was -near our troops, speaking to them, directing them, and right and -left of him they fell in masses. This lasted eight hours!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">{257}</a></span></p> - -<p>* * * Hourly almost the trains brings in fresh wounded, and many -and shocking are the sights one sees. I only returned here by one, -having gone to town at half-past eight this morning, and have still -three hospitals for this afternoon.</p> - -<p>My nurses reached the battlefield in time, and were of great use. -Louis telegraphed (yesterday’s date) from Auboué, between -Thionville and Metz, where they remain in bivouac. * * * It is ten -days since Louis has been in a bed or under a roof. They have no -water (it is kept for the wounded), and little to eat, but he is -very well.</p> - -<p>It is difficult to get news, and I can never send any that is not -mostly ten days old ere it reaches him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I had a telegram on the 25th from near Marengo, not far from -Metz—all well. Louis has not been in bed or under a roof since the -16th, and it rains incessantly. I hope they won’t all be ill. He -writes mostly on cards, on the hilt of his sword, sitting on a box. -They cook their own dinner, and on the 16th they were going to eat -it, when orders came to turn the French left wing and go into -battle. That night was awful, though the day of the 18th seems to -have been the bloodiest ever known. Our wounded all tell me so.</p> - -<p>My dear parents-in-law bear up well; but when we three get together -we pour our hearts out to each other, and then tears which are full -of anxiety will flow.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I went early to Homburg, as no trains go regularly now. I went by -road from Frankfort, and found dear Vicky well—her little baby -very pretty and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">{258}</a></span> healthy-looking; the other dear children also -well.</p> - -<p>How much we had to tell each other! How much to be proud of, and -how many friends and acquaintances to mourn over! The few hours we -had together flew by in no time, and at Frankfort the train was -unpunctual—outside Darmstadt it waited nearly an hour. At our -palace, where I arrived at ten in the evening, people who were -going to our <i>Haupquartier</i> [headquarters], were waiting. I -scribbled a few words to my dear Louis (the first since he received -the Iron Cross, a great distinction) and packed a few things for -him—tea, etc.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Though I am still forbidden to use my eyes, I must send you a few -words of thanks for your dear letter and telegram. I had a violent -inflammation of eyes and throat, with two days strong fever and -neuralgia. I am recovering now, but feel the effects very much; my -eyes are still bad, and it has reduced my strength, which I require -so much. Dr. Weber has just lost his sister (whom he treated in her -confinement) from puerperal fever, and he told me he thought he -must have given it to her, from going to and fro to his wounded, -for <i>Lazarethfieber</i> [hospital fever] and that were so closely -akin. You can fancy that in Louis’ absence, and with the prospect -of being alone, without even a married experienced lady in the -house, this prospect frightened me. It is unhealthy at any time to -be for one’s confinement in a town full of hospitals with wounded, -and Weber could never give me as much attention as at another time, -and, should I be very ill, there is no authority to say any thing -about what had best be done. On that account your telegram was a -relief to me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">{259}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -September 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Daily I hear the muffled drums of the funeral of some soldier -or officer being taken past my windows to his last resting-place. -How deeply I do feel for the poor parents and widows!</p> - -<p>My children are very well, but have absolutely no place where they -can walk with safety from infection, for the mass of sick troops -who get out and stop near the <i>Exercirplatz</i> [drill-ground], and -the hospitals in town. The barrack at the foot of our garden -contains 1,200 French prisoners, and many of them ill. It is much -to be hoped that there will be soon an end to all these things. I -feel for the Emperor and Empress very much. What ungrateful, vain, -and untruthful people the French are! To expose Paris to a siege, -now their armies are beaten, which they think through fine speeches -and volunteers they can set right again.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I received your letter through Kanné yesterday, and thank you many -times for it; also for the little shawls and sash for Ernie. Every -souvenir from dear Balmoral is a pleasure.</p> - -<p>Good Dr. Hofmeister will be very welcome, and I know he is very -clever. Mrs. Clarke is sure to get on well with him, and an older -doctor just now, besides being an acquaintance of so many years, is -to me indeed a comfort. I shall be able also to hear of all at -home, and of so many things that interest me. Thousand thanks from -Louis and from myself for your sending him. * * *</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">All</span> long for peace—the army and the nation—and I think so great a -national war as this need not require part of the foes’ territory. -What little is necessary for the military frontier they must take;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">{260}</a></span> -but the union of Germany under one head is a far greater and finer -end to such a war than the annexation of land!</p> - -<p>* * * War is the greatest scourge this world knows, and that we may -not live to see it again, is my earnest prayer.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The children are all well, in spite of the bad air here. I -send them out driving of an afternoon, when I can best, having only -one coachman, as ours are with Louis. At present they can’t manage -it often. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Dr. Hofmeister is to both of us a source of real confidence -and comfort. I don’t think any one else would have been more -welcome to me just now, and he can write daily to Louis, and -letters go usually in two days now.</p> - -<p>I go as little as possible to the hospital now, and, indeed, do -nothing imprudent, you can be sure. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The nerves of my forehead and eyes are still painful; and -from all sides I am again called upon to look after, settle, and -advise concerning many things. On that account Dr. Weber and my -mother-in-law insist on my leaving Darmstadt for a total change of -scene, etc., for three weeks. I have resisted as long as I could, -as I so much dislike going from home now (though I do not feel up -to the work, and yet cannot keep from doing it), but I have finally -given in, and accepted Vicky’s kind invitation to accompany her for -three weeks to Berlin. The journey is long and cold, but her -company when<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">{261}</a></span> we are both alone is a pleasure to me, and I shall -hear all news as directly there as here.</p> - -<p>* * * Last night I was much overcome. I had been sitting at the -bedside of one of my poor young friends, and he was gasping in a -too-distressing way. The father held his hand, the tears streaming -down his cheek, the son was trying to say “<i>Weine nicht, Papa</i>” -[“Don’t weep, Papa!”]. The poor old father, so proud of his good -and handsome child, is heart-broken, and they are touchingly united -and full of feeling for each other. I would give any thing to save -his life; but all efforts will, I fear, be in vain. Though I have -seen so many lately die hard deaths, and heard and seen the grief -of many heart-broken widows and mothers, it makes my heart bleed -anew in each fresh case, and curse the wickedness of war again and -again.</p> - -<p>Poor baby can’t be christened yet, as my parents-in-law think Louis -would not like it during his absence, so I shall wait. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How I rejoice to hear that Leopold gains so much strength, -and that he can be about again as usual. Will you kindly tell him -in Louis’ name and mine (as I am still restricted in all writing -and reading) that we beg him to stand godfather to our little -son?<a name="FNanchor_99_99" id="FNanchor_99_99"></a><a href="#Footnote_99_99" class="fnanchor">[99]</a> Baby is so nice and fat now, and thrives very well. I -think you would admire him, his features are so pretty, and he is -so pink, and looks so wide-awake and intelligent. Ernie, who in -general is a rough boy, is most tender and gentle to his little -brother, and not jealous. * * *</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">{262}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Berlin</span>, December 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday Fieldmarshal Wrangel came to see me, and his words -were, “<i>Zu gratuliren dass Ihr Mann ein Held ist, und sich so -superb geschlagen hat</i>” [“Accept my congratulations that your -husband is a hero, and has fought so magnificently”]. I am very -proud of all this, but I am too much a woman not to long above all -things to have him safe home again.</p> - -<p>* * * The evenings Vicky and I spend alone together, talking, or -writing our letters. There is so much to speak of and think about, -of the present and the future, that it is to me a great comfort to -be with dear Vicky. It is nearly five months since Louis left, and -we lead such single existences that a sister is inexpressibly dear -when all closer intercourse is so wanting! There is so much, -beloved Mama, I should like to speak to you about. * * *</p> - -<p>The girls are quite well, and very happy with their grandparents. -The governess—who in the end did not suit for the children—as the -six months’ trial is over, will not remain, and I am looking for -another one.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The children and I bore the journey well, and it was not -cold. Parting from dear Vicky was a hard moment, and I shall feel -the loneliness here so much, and miss my dear good Louis more than -ever. The children are, of course, at such a time the greatest -blessing. There is so much to do for them, and to look after for -them; and mine are dear good children, and do not give over-much -trouble.</p> - -<p>Letters I have again received speak of the amount of danger Louis -has again been daily exposed<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">{263}</a></span> to, and how his personal courage and -daring have given the victory in many a fight. God protect him! I -live in fear and trembling for his precious life, and after I hear -of his being safe through one battle, I take it as a fresh present -from the Almighty, and breathe freer again, though the fear soon -enough gets the upper hand again.</p> - -<p>I have asked Uncle Louis to allow his <i>Berichte</i> [reports] to be -copied for you. Louis has Köhler and another footman with him, that -is all—and two coachmen. He rides in all battles the horse you -gave him in 1866, which he rode during that campaign, and which is -quite invaluable. It would interest Colonel Maude to know this, as -he bought the horse. My nursery is in very good order, and they are -all invaluable in their way.</p> - -<p>How is good Dr. Hoffmeister’s family? Please say many kind things -to him from me, and tell him that the baby is getting so nice and -fat, and is so healthy in spite of all troubles. Here is a -photograph of him, but not at all flattered. Please give Dr. -Hofmeister one of them!</p> - -<p>I have this instant received a letter from Louis dated the 11th! I -will have an extract made for you, I think it might interest Bertie -to hear something of Louis, whom he can be proud to have as a -brother-in-law, for I hear his praises continually. He has been -throughout the war, as every other General has been, without a -carriage, etc., like other Princes, and has gained the respect and -devotion of his troops.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I hope for this last time, if we are spared and live to come -over together once more, we may have the joy of showing their dear -Grandmama the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">{264}</a></span> whole little band. Of course, no thoughts of plans -can be entertained, and I know, after so very long a separation, -Louis would not be willing again to part from his children.</p> - -<p>My wounded were so pleased to see me again yesterday. Alas! many in -bed, and so ill still! My two in the house are much better, and the -one who during six weeks lay at death’s door is recovering. I have -seldom experienced so great a satisfaction as seeing this young man -recover, and the doctors say I have been the means of saving his -life.</p> - -<p>The joy of the old parents will be very great. Since I left, there -are new widows, and fresh parents bereft of only children; it is a -most painful duty to go to them. But I know the comfort of sympathy -is the only one in deep grief.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My warmest and tenderest thanks for your dear and loving letter, -with so many expressions of a mother’s love and sympathy, which do -my heart good, now that I feel so lonely and anxious. It seems too -great a happiness to think of, that of our being allowed to come -with our children to you, and to Scotland; and you know the -smallest corner is enough for us, who are by no means -particular—neither are our people. If I write this to Louis, it -will be something for him to look forward to, to cheer him and -reward him after so hard a time, which he bears so bravely and -uncomplainingly. This morning I have been at the Alice Hospital, -which is prospering. I have been taking my gifts for Christmas to -one hospital after another. Your two capes have delighted the poor -sufferers, and the one wounded for the second time is very bad, -alas! My wounded officer in the house is recovering, next<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">{265}</a></span> to a -miracle. For the two wounded in the house, the children, our -household, and the children of our servants at the war, I arrange -Christmas-trees.</p> - -<p>We grown-up ones of the family have given up keeping Christmas for -ourselves. We have too much to do for others, and my -parents-in-law, like me, feel the absence of the dear ones who are -always here for Christmas.</p> - -<p>I am superintending Victoria and Ella’s letters to you, which have -not achieved the perfection wished for. As they are to be quite -their own, I hope you will excuse their arriving a little later.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis telegraphed on Christmas day from Orleans, where I had -sent Christa’s brother with a box of eatables and woollen things -for his people, and a tiny Christmas-tree with little lights for -the whole party. Louis has sent me a photograph of himself and -staff done at Orleans, and I have sent for a copy for you, as it is -very good. On Christmas day it was five months since Louis and the -troops left. The charming stockings you sent, I have sent off in -part to-day to Louis to give to his <i>Stabswache</i> [Staff-guard]; the -other things I divide among the wounded and sick.</p> - -<p>My children are all well. The little one sits up, and, though not -very fat, is round and firm, with rosy cheeks and the brightest -eyes possible. He is very healthy and strong, and in fact the -prettiest of all my babies. The three girls are so grown, -particularly the two eldest, you would scarcely know them. They are -both very tall for their age. Victoria is the height of Vicky’s -Charlotte, and Ella not much less. They are thin, and a change of -air would be very beneficial.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">{266}</a></span></p> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1871" id="yr-1871">1871</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> christening of the little Prince took place quietly on the 11th of -February, the child receiving the names of Frederick William. The -sponsors were the Empress of Germany, the Crown Princess, Crown Prince, -Prince Frederick Charles of Prussia, and Princess Alice’s own brother, -Prince Leopold. The ceremony took place in the absence of Prince Louis, -who had been unable to get leave, although an armistice had been -concluded on the 28th of January, which it was hoped would be the -forerunner of peace.</p> - -<p>On the 18th of March the King of Prussia, who had meanwhile become -Emperor of Germany, made his entry into Frankfort-on-the-Main, together -with his son and his whole staff. The Grand Duke of Hesse and the -members of his family received him there.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis at last obtained ten days’ leave of absence, and arrived at -Darmstadt on the 21st of March. The parents of the Prince had gone to -meet him and his brother William a few stations beyond Darmstadt, whilst -the Princess Alice awaited her husband at the Darmstadt railway station. -The joy and thankfulness of that meeting can well be imagined. Darmstadt -was gaily decorated in honor of the Prince’s return; and he met with an -enthusiastic reception.</p> - -<p>Prince and Princess Louis were present at Berlin on the 16th of June at -the triumphal entry of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">{267}</a></span> German troops on the conclusion of the -peace. On the 21st of June the Prince entered Darmstadt at the head of -his Hessian division. In spite of pouring rain, the town presented a -most festive appearance. Later on the Prince and Princess and their -children went to Seeheim (near Darmstadt), where her brother, Prince -Alfred, visited them on his return from his three years’ voyage round -the world. The Prince and Princess of Wales also paid their sister a -visit; and Prince and Princess Louis saw much of their Russian -relations, who were then staying at Jugenheim.</p> - -<p>In August, the family went to the seaside at Blankenberghe, where they -spent three weeks, and afterward went to London. They arrived at -Balmoral on the 13th of September, on a visit to the Queen, whom they -found suffering severely. They stayed with her till the 1st of November, -but the children, who had caught the whooping cough, were sent to London -sooner. Whilst at Sandringham, to which the Prince and Princess went on -their way back from Balmoral, in the middle of November, the Prince of -Wales was taken ill. Prince Louis had to return to Darmstadt, but the -Princess remained in England, and shared the anxieties of the very -dangerous and protracted illness of her brother, whom she helped to -nurse. It was the same terrible fever (typhoid) which, ten years before, -had ended the life of the beloved Prince Consort, and it was so severe -that the worst was feared. Prince Louis returned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">{268}</a></span> to England on the very -day when the danger was greatest, but he also was able to share in the -joy and thankfulness when improvement set in upon the 14th of December. -He remained over Christmas, and returned to Darmstadt before the year -was at an end.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * In England people are, I fear, becoming unjust toward the -German troops. Such a long and bloody war must demoralize the best -army; and I only say, in such a position how would the French have -behaved? Many French officers say the same, and how greatly they -respect the German soldier. Hundreds of French officers and two -generals have broken their word of honor, and run away. I doubt, -whether <i>one</i> in the German army would do such a thing. The French -peasants, often women, murder our soldiers in their beds, and the -wounded they have used too horribly many a time. Is it a wonder, -then, when the men let a feeling of revenge lay hold of them? A -guerilla war is always horrid, and no words can say how all Germans -feel and deplore the present phase of the war! I hope and trust -that the end may not be far distant.</p> - -<p>One of the poor wounded soldiers whom I gave your cape to is dying, -and the poor boy won’t part from it for an instant, and holds it -tight round himself.</p> - -<p>Louis continues at Orleans, where they have entrenched themselves, -and await with impatience news from Paris which must be of great -influence for the continuation or ending of the war.</p> - -<p>My days fly past. The children take much of my time—so, too, the -house, my two wounded in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">{269}</a></span> house, and the hospitals, to one of -which I go daily.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How kind of you to work something for Louis; he will wear it -with such pleasure. Prince Frederick Carl’s recent victories<a name="FNanchor_100_100" id="FNanchor_100_100"></a><a href="#Footnote_100_100" class="fnanchor">[100]</a> -and the fresh hosts of prisoners must help to bring the war to an -end. Germany does not wish to go on, but the French won’t see that -they are beaten, and they will have to accept the visitors, who -must increase in numbers the longer the French refuse to accede to -the German demands.</p> - -<p>I am so low, so deeply grieved for the misery entailed on both -sides, and feel for the French so much. Our troops do not pillage -in the way described in English papers. I have read far worse -accounts of what the French soldiers and <i>francs-tireurs</i> do in -their French villages.</p> - -<p>The poor soldier who had your cape is dead. He died with it round -him. I was with him in the afternoon, and he had tears in his eyes, -and was very low. In the night he died. This morning I was at the -station to give things to the wounded and sick who came through—a -sorry sight. This afternoon I am going to a poor soldier’s widow -who has just had twins. The distress on all sides is great. I help -where I can. Becker tears his hair. The two wounded in the house -cost so much. So does every thing else; but as long as I can, -through sparing on myself, help others, I must do it—though I -have, as things now are, nothing left.</p> - -<p>I will get a head of Ernest done for your bracelet, and another -one, so that you may have something else of him. He is a -magnificent boy, but so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">{270}</a></span> huge—such limbs! The baby is not at all -small, but near Ernest all the others look small.</p> - -<p>He can’t speak properly yet, but he understands every thing, and -has a wonderful ear for music. He sings the “<i>Guten Kameraden</i>” -without a fault in the time, and is passionately fond of dancing, -which he also does in time.</p> - -<p>Irène is growing fast also, but the two eldest are quite big girls; -it makes me feel old when I see them growing up to me so fast. -Victoria has a very enquiring mind, and is studious, and learns -easily and well. Since the middle of December I have been without a -governess.</p> - -<p>To-morrow I go to Mayence to see poor Woldemar<a name="FNanchor_101_101" id="FNanchor_101_101"></a><a href="#Footnote_101_101" class="fnanchor">[101]</a> Holstein’s -sister. He is very bad, to the grief of all Mayence, and of all who -know him.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is pouring and thawing—most dismal—and my thoughts are -with our dear ones and our poor troops far away. Becker lost his -brother-in-law, who leaves a wife (Matilda, Becker’s sister) and -four little children. Each day fresh losses.</p> - -<p>My little baby ought to be christened, but Louis and my -parents-in-law always hope that the end of hostilities is near, and -that Louis can then get leave. Baby’s blue eyes are beginning to -turn, and look almost as if they would be brown. Should dear -Grandmama’s and Grandpapa’s eyes come up again amongst some of the -grandchildren, how nice it would be!</p> - -<p>I have but little news to give. I go about to the poor soldiers’ -widows and wives—no end of them, with new-born babies, in the -greatest distress.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">{271}</a></span></p> - -<p>Yesterday I saw the mother of the poor young soldier who died. She -keeps your cape as a precious relic, as it had given him such great -pleasure.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Your charming photograph and kind letter arrived this -morning—thousand thanks for both! How like the photograph, and how -pleasing! I am so glad to have it.</p> - -<p>The armistice and capitulation of Paris are great events. The -people are out of their minds with joy—flags all over the town, -and the streets crowded.</p> - -<p>I forgot to say in my last letter how grieved I was about Beaty -Durham’s<a name="FNanchor_102_102" id="FNanchor_102_102"></a><a href="#Footnote_102_102" class="fnanchor">[102]</a> death. It is quite shocking! and those numbers of -children in so short a time. I earnestly hope none of us run such a -chance, for on the whole our children have not been so close -together. My last came sooner than I wished, and is smaller than -his brother, but I hope now for a long rest. I have baby fed, -besides, so as not to try my strength. He is very healthy and -strong, and is more like Victoria and my brothers and sisters than -my other children, and his eyes remind me of Uncle Ernest’s, and -seem turning brown, which would be very pretty, as he is very fair -otherwise.</p> - -<p>Your pretty photograph is standing before me, and makes me quite -absent. I catch myself continually staring at it, instead of -writing my letters.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * All the many French here are pleased at the capitulation of -Paris, and hope that peace is certain. Louis writes to me that the -inhabitants of Orleans were equally pleased, and consider the war -over. I earnestly pray it may be so. How greatly relieved and -thankful all Germany would be!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">{272}</a></span></p> - -<p>Louis telegraphed to-day. He has no leave as yet, though he hopes -for it. Now that there is a prospect of peace, and that the -fighting is momentarily over, I feel quite a collapse of my nerves, -after the strain that has been on them for six whole months. I can -scarcely imagine what it will be when my beloved Louis is at home -again; it seems <i>too great</i> a joy! Rest and quiet together are what -I long for; and I fear in the first weeks he will have so much to -do, and there will be much going on.</p> - -<p>He speaks with the greatest hope of going to Scotland this autumn; -and, if we are spared to do so, it will be such a rest, and do good -to our healths, which must feel the wear and tear sooner or later.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your last kind letter. I thought so much of you -yesterday, spending the dear 10th for the first time again at -Windsor. To day our little son is to be christened, but only the -family will be present, and my ladies and the two wounded -gentlemen, who can get about on crutches now. When I think that the -one owes his life to being here, it always gives me pleasure.</p> - -<p>Two nights ago I was awakened by a dreadful noise, the whole house -and my bed rocking from it; and twice again, though less violently. -It was an earthquake, and I think too unpleasant. It frightens one -so; the doors and windows rattle and shake. To-night two slight -shocks, and one during the day yesterday.</p> - -<p>How I shall miss dear Louis to-day! The seven months will be round -ere we meet, I fear, and he has never seen his dear little boy. It -always makes me sad to look at him, though now I have every reason -to hope—please God—that I shall have the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">{273}</a></span> joy of seeing Louis -come home, and of placing his baby in his arms. My heart it full, -as you can fancy, and, much as I long to see Louis, I almost dread -the moment—the emotion will be so great, and the long pent-up -feelings will find vent.</p> - -<p>I pray that peace may be restored, and that I may not live to see -<i>such</i> a war again, or to see my sons have to go to it.</p> - -<p>I will tell Christa to write an account to you of the christening, -for Leopold to see also, as he will be godfather. Frederic William -Augustus (after the Empress) Victor (victory) Louis will be his -names. Fritz and Vicky, the Empress and Fritz Carl, are godparents.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My bad eyes must again excuse the shortness of these lines, which -are to thank you many times for your last dear letter.</p> - -<p>Christa will have sent you the account of little Fritz’s -christening, which was a sad day for me, and will have been so for -dear Louis likewise. We have added dear Leopold’s name to the -other, as his sad life, and the anxiety his health has so often -caused us all, endear him particularly, and we hoped it would give -him pleasure, poor boy.</p> - -<p>The elections in the provinces are all for peace, and only the -towns for war and a republic. This week is one of intense and -anxious expectation; though the greater portion believe in the -restoration of peace, yet we have no security for it.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Now dear Louise’s marriage draws near, how much you must feel -it! I think so much of her, of your and of my dear home. I trust -she will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">{274}</a></span> be very happy, which with such an amiable young man she -must be.</p> - -<p>Louis has received the Order “<i>Pour le mérite</i>,” which I am so glad -of for him. The Emperor telegraphed the announcement to my -mother-in-law, with many complimentary words about her sons. To -have the three sons safe is something to be thankful for, for they -were much and continually exposed. I know nothing of Louis’ coming. -The troops march home, and it will take at least six weeks. I hope -so much that he may have leave for a fortnight, and then return to -the troops, to lead them home.</p> - -<p>To-night are the peace illuminations here, which will be very -pretty. Our house will also be illuminated, and I take the two -eldest girls out with me to-night to see it all. It is a thing for -them never to forget, this great and glorious, though too horrid, -war.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I know nothing as yet of Louis’ return. I fear I must wait a few -weeks longer. On Wednesday the Emperor, Fritz, and some of the -Princes pass through Frankfort, and I am going there with my -parents-in-law to see them.</p> - -<p>The Paris news is not very edifying, and I fear France has not seen -the worst yet, for there seems to be a fearful state of anarchy -there.</p> - -<p>I have no news to give, save that Frittie has his first tooth. He -is between Victoria and Irène, but not like Ernie—not near so big, -which is really not necessary. I think he is the sort of baby you -admire. I go on looking after my hospitals, and now the trains, -full of Landwehr returning home cheering and singing, begin to -pass. Now good-bye, darling Mama. I am in thought daily with you -during these<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">{275}</a></span> days, and only wish it had been in my power to be of -any use or comfort to you just now.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We had the pleasure of catching a glimpse of Louise and Lorne -on their way through, but their stay was too short to be able to -say more than a few words. They can scarcely help passing through -here, as they can’t go through France, on their way back; and if -you would allow them <i>quite incognito</i> on their way back to pass a -day here, it would give both Louise and me the greatest pleasure, -and entail no other visits.</p> - -<p>The Emperor, who kindly gave Louis leave, prolonged it till Monday, -when he leaves, and for how long is quite undecided. If I could -only go with him! Marie of Saxony has joined George: so has Carola -[the Crown Princess of Saxony] her husband; but our division, which -is near Chumont, is in too bad and close quarters to admit of my -living there.</p> - -<p>Should Louis have to remain very long, I still hope to rejoin -him—I don’t care about the little discomfort.</p> - -<p>The new governess, Frl. Kitz, comes on Thursday. She is not young, -but pleasing-looking—said to be very amiable, and a good -governess; has been for eighteen years in England, first with Lady -Palk, and then for ten years with Herr Kleinwart—a rich German -banker in London—where she brought up the two daughters.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Ernie’s kilt was sent him by Mr. Mitchell.<a name="FNanchor_103_103" id="FNanchor_103_103"></a><a href="#Footnote_103_103" class="fnanchor">[103]</a> He admired -Ernie so much at Berlin,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">{276}</a></span> that he said he would send him a Scotch -dress, and I could not refuse. It is rather small as it is, and I -hope that you will still give him one, as from his Grandmama it -would be doubly valuable.</p> - -<p>Louis has arrived safely at his destination—Donjeux; and we both -feel the separation very much after having had the happiness of -being together again.</p> - -<p>The Paris battles are too dreadful, and the end seems some way off -yet.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My thoughts cannot leave unfortunate Paris! What horrors, and -enacted so close by in the centre of the civilized world! It seems -incredible; and what a lesson for those who wish to learn by it!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louise and Lorne are just gone, and it rains and blows, and is -dreadful. Their visit was so pleasant, so <i>gemüthlich</i>, and I think -Louise looks well and happy. She had much to tell of their journey, -which seems to have been very interesting. I could show them almost -nothing, as the weather was so bad. We three went yesterday evening -to my parents-in-law, who were most kind to them, as they always -are to all my relations.</p> - -<p>Their short stay was a great <i>great</i> pleasure to me, so cut off -from home as I have been since three long years.</p> - -<p>Louis will be here in a few days, and we go together to Berlin for -four days; Louis insists on my accompanying him. On the 24th the -entry of the troops will be here.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, June 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so glad that the poor Emperor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">{277}</a></span> and Empress are so kindly -treated. They deserve to be well used by England, for the Emperor -did so much to bring France and England together. How shamefully -the French treat them, and speak of them, is not to be told; for -the French consider themselves blameless, and always betrayed by -others, whom they had made almost their gods of, as long as all -went well.</p> - -<p>Dear Frittie is getting better—principally his looks, but the -illness is not overcome yet. I have been so anxious about him. The -country here is more beautiful than ever, and country air and -flowers are a great enjoyment. Every little walk is up and down -hill, little brooks, rocks, small green valleys, fine woods, etc. I -have not lived here since 1865, when Ella was a baby. The children -are beside themselves with pleasure at the pretty country and the -scrambling walks, but above all at the wild flowers, in which they -are getting quite learned. I find them in a book for them, and even -Ernie knows some names, and never calls them wrong. All my children -are great lovers of nature, and I develop this as much as I can. It -makes life so rich, and they can never feel dull anywhere, if they -know to seek and find around them the thousand beauties and wonders -of nature. They are very happy and contented, and always see, the -less people have the less they want, and the greater is the -enjoyment of that which they have. I bring my children up as simply -and with as few wants as I can, and, above all, teach them to help -themselves and others, so as to become independent.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I write at the dinner-table, whilst the children finish dinner, as -I have not found a spare moment yet,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">{278}</a></span> and the rest of my afternoon -is taken up with the preparations for to-morrow.</p> - -<p>The Empress Augusta has just been here for three hours, quite -dead-tired with all she went through.</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter received before our departure -for Potsdam! Our journey was dreadful. We left in the evening, and -were to have been here at 11 <small>A.M.</small>, and through the irregularity of -the trains we only got here at four in the afternoon. I am quite -done up. The fatigues at Berlin were incessant. Any thing more -grand, more imposing or touching and <i>erhebend</i> [elevating] than -the entry of the troops in Berlin I never saw. It was a wonderful -sight to drive for three-quarters of an hour through rows of French -cannon! The decorations were so artistic, so handsome, and the -enthusiasm of the dense crowds quite enormous. I am glad to have -been there; it will be a thing to recollect. The old Emperor, -surrounded by the many princes and by his great generals, looked so -noble riding at the head of his glorious troops. Deputations of all -the German troops were there.</p> - -<p>It was very hot, and we had to drive every day to Berlin, and back -in the evening.</p> - -<p>Alas! it is rainy here, and the town is so beautifully decorated; -three large triumphal arches, and the houses covered with garlands -and flags.</p> - -<p>I found the dear children well, though rather pale from the heat.</p> - -<p>Louis left again this morning, but after to-morrow remains here for -good, which will indeed be a pleasure after such endless -separations.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day Aunt Marie of Russia and her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">{279}</a></span> children were here. Aunt -Marie looks thinner than ever, but well; and Marie dear and nice, -with such a kind fresh face, so simple and girlish. She gives her -brothers music lessons during the journey, which she is very proud -of. She is very fond of children, and of a quiet country life—that -is the ideal she looks for. The Emperor of Russia comes here on the -5th, to join Aunt Marie at Petersthal. Louis’ work is -incessant—the selling off of horses, the changing garrisons of the -regiments, the new formation of our division, causes almost more -work than the <i>Mobilmachung</i> [mobilization]. The entry was very -beautiful: the decorations of the town most tasteful; not a house -or the smallest street which was not covered with garlands, flags, -and emblems. There were large groups of the captured guns, and the -names of the battles on shields around. Unfortunately, it poured -nearly all the time, and we were quite drenched. I had the five -children in my carriage, and Irène gave wreaths to her godfathers -of the cavalry brigade. Two days ago we gave a large military -dinner, and have several soirées of that sort to give before we can -go into the country, which I am longing for. We shall probably go -to Seeheim, as the summer seems too damp for Kranichstein.</p> - -<p>The middle of August we shall go to Blankenberghe, near Ostend, as -the doctors wish sea-bathing for Louis, and sea air for me and for -some of the children, which is very necessary to set us up before -going to Scotland. We want to remain one or two days and one night -in London. We require a few things, which make a stay necessary. If -we might be at Balmoral on the 10th, as Louis’ birthday is on the -12th, would that suit you?</p> - -<p>Please let me know in time if you think our plans<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">{280}</a></span> good. This will -enable us to settle when to go to Blankenberghe, as we can’t be -there longer than three weeks.</p> - -<p><i>How</i> I look forward to seeing you again, and to come home once -more! It is so kind of you to let us bring the children. The -arrangement of the rooms will do perfectly, and we don’t care how -we are put up, and above all things don’t wish to be in the way.</p> - -<p>The weather is horrid—rain and wind incessantly—after having been -tremendously hot. These sudden changes upset every one, and Frittie -has had a very slight return of his illness.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The newest news is, that my nice excellent Marie Grancy is -going to marry. She will be such a loss to me. These last years she -has been so useful, so amiable, and I shall miss her dreadfully. -She is going to marry Major von Hesse, who was with us in England -the last time, and the wedding is to be in September. As he has -been ill in consequence of the war, they will go to Italy and spend -the winter there.</p> - -<p>We leave at eight to-morrow morning, reach Cologne at one o’clock, -and wait there till ten in the evening, when we continue our -journey and reach Blankenberghe at eight next morning. Will you -kindly send a gentleman to Gravesend, who can remain with us in -London, as we are quite alone?</p> - -<p>Uncle George, Aunt Cambridge, and Mary dined with us at Frankfort -two days ago. Mary I had not seen for three years; she was looking -very handsome.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Blankenberghe</span>, August 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Only two words to say that we arrived safe and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">{281}</a></span> well here yesterday -after a very hot journey. The hotel is on the beach where we sit -all day; there are no walks or any thing save the beach, and no -trees. Our rooms are very small and not very clean; but the -heavenly sea air and the wind refresh one, and the sands are very -long. One can ride on donkeys, which enchants young and old -children. Every one bathes together, and one has to take a little -run before the waves cover one. We bathed with the three girls this -morning, but I felt quite shy, for all the people sit round and -look on, and there are great numbers of people here. Our children -play about with others and dig in the sand. Frittie sleeps so well -since he has been here; his color is beginning to return.</p> - -<p>We have one small sitting-room, which is our dining-room, and -Louis’ dressing-room.</p> - -<p>I was so sad and upset at taking leave of my dear Marie Grancy the -other day; a kind true friend and companion has she been to me -these nine years, and during the war she was quite invaluable to -me. I hope she will be as happy as she deserves to be.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, September 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The pleasure of seeing your dear handwriting again has been so -great! Thank God that you are going on well. I do feel <i>so much</i> -for you, and for all you have had to suffer in every way! I trust -entire quiet and rest of mind and body, and any little attention -that I may be able to offer for your comfort, will make the autumn -of real benefit for your health. How I do look forward to seeing -you again, I can’t say. * * *</p> - -<p>We propose leaving the evening of the 13th. Bertie and Uncle George -have arranged for our going to Aldershot on Monday and Tuesday, -which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">{282}</a></span> interests Louis above all things, and I fancied this -arrangement would suit you best.</p> - -<p>The journey has quite cured Frittie, without any medicine, and the -heat is over.</p> - -<p>* * * I took Victoria and Ella to the Exhibition, and what -enchanted Ella most was a policeman, who was, as she said, “so very -kind” in keeping the crowd off. It reminded me of “Susy Pusy,” -which dear Papa used to tease me with as a child.</p> - -<p>We dined and lunched with Bertie, who had only just arrived, and is -gone again. Dear Arthur of course I have not seen.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Bram’s Hill Park Camp</span>, <span class="smcap">Cavalry Brigade, 2d Division</span>, September 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>In Bertie’s tent I write these few lines to thank you in Louis’ -name and my own a thousand times for your dear kind letter. Every -loving word is so precious to us, and the presents you so kindly -gave Louis enchanted him. The pin, unfortunately, did not arrive.</p> - -<p>How I regret each time I hear you speak of your illness! I have -been so anxious about you. Uncle Louis and my parents-in-law, in -their telegram of to-day, enquire after you.</p> - -<p>We have had two such interesting days; the country too lovely, each -day in a quite different part. We accompanied Uncle George, and in -this way have seen the two Divisions, and through sleeping here -will be enabled to see the third Division to-morrow before -returning to town.</p> - -<p>I saw dear Arthur yesterday. He rode with me all the time, and -to-day we met him marching with his company. How I have enjoyed -seeing your splendid troops again, I can’t tell you; but I shall -reserve all news till we meet.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">{283}</a></span></p> - -<p>Louis thanks you again and again for your kindness, and only -regrets not having seen you himself, but is very grateful that we -were allowed to stay a few days at Buckingham Palace, through which -we were enabled to come here, which to him as a soldier is of the -very greatest interest. Bertie is full of his work, and I think it -interests him immensely. He has charming officers about him, to -help and show him what to do. To our great disappointment we did -not see the 42d. Highlanders, the “Black Watch” to-day; but -yesterday we saw the Agyleshire 91st Highlanders, who gave Louise -the present. Bertie lent me a charming little horse, but the ground -is dreadful, and not having ridden for so long, and being on -horseback so many hours, makes me feel quite stiff.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Dunrobin Castle</span>, <span class="smcap">Sutherland</span>, October 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I wish your telegram had brought me better news of you. I really -can’t bear to think of you suffering, and so much alone. I feel it -quite wrong to have left you, and my thoughts and wishes are -continually with you, and distract my attention from all I see -here. I can’t tell you how much I feel for you at being so -helpless. It is such a trial to any one so active as yourself; but -your trial must be drawing to a close, and you will be rewarded in -the end, I am sure, by feeling perhaps even better and stronger -than you did before all your troubles.</p> - -<p>I was nearly sick in the train, which is the slowest I was ever in -my life, and was unable to go to dinner; but a long walk by the sea -this morning has quite set me up in spite of the extraordinary -warmth.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Sandringham</span>, November 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is the first time since eleven years that I have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">{284}</a></span> spent Bertie’s -birthday with him, and though we are only three of our own family -together, still that is better than nothing, and makes it seem more -like birthday. Bertie and Alix are so kind, and give us so warm a -welcome, showing how they like having us, that it feels quite home. -Indeed I pray earnestly that God’s blessing may rest on him, and -that he may be guided to do what is wise and right, so that he may -tide safely through the anxious times that are before him, and in -which we now live. They are both charming hosts, and all the party -suit well together. The Westminsters and Brownlows are here; Lady -B. is so very handsome.</p> - -<p>We joined the shooting party for luncheon, and the last beats out -to-day and yesterday; and the weather is beautiful, though cold—a -very bracing air, like Scotland.</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1872" id="yr-1872">1872</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> Princess did not return to Darmstadt with her children till the end -of January, passing through Brussels on her way. Prince Louis was -invested with the order of the Black Eagle at the “Krönungs- und -Ordensfest” at Berlin. Many of their relations visited the Prince and -Princess during the early part of the year.</p> - -<p>On the 6th of June another daughter was born, and she was christened on -the 1st of July, the anniversary of her parents’ wedding-day. Her names -were Victoria Alix Helena Louise Beatrice. The sponsors were the Prince -and Princess of Wales, the Cesarewitch and Cesarewna, Princess Beatrice, -the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">{285}</a></span> Duchess of Cambridge, and the Landgravine of Hesse.</p> - -<p>In August the Crown Prince of Prussia paid his first visit to Darmstadt -since the war, and met with a most loyal and hearty reception.</p> - -<p>In consequence of the death of the Princess Hohenlohe-Langenburg, the -beloved half-sister of the Queen, in September, the Prince and Princess -went to Baden to be present at the last sad ceremony, and to see their -beloved aunt borne to her rest.</p> - -<p>A fortnight later the general assembly of the various German societies -for charitable purposes held its first meeting at Darmstadt.</p> - -<p>All these societies, including the “Ladies’ Union,” founded by Princess -Alice, had, in 1869, joined themselves together to form one great body. -During the year 1872 the Princess added another Institution to those she -had already called into existence—viz., an Orphan Asylum. A special -committee of ladies was at the head of it, to watch over it, and also, -if necessary, to advise and help those poor orphans who had been boarded -out in private families at the expense of the parish. This institution -has already proved most successful, thanks to the readiness with which -the authorities met all Princess Alice’s wishes.</p> - -<p>The general assembly at Darmstadt—the “Frauentag” or “Ladies’ Diet,” as -it was called—distinguished itself, not only by the extremely discreet<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">{286}</a></span> -and practical manner in which it carried out all the many different -branches of business which it had undertaken, but also by the presence -of several remarkable persons interested in its aims and objects, such -as Madame Marie Simon, the founder and head of the Institution for -training nurses at Dresden, and three English ladies, Miss Mary -Carpenter, Miss Florence Hill, and Miss Winkworth.</p> - -<p>The subjects treated of at the general assembly were the admission of -women to the Post Office and Telegraph Service; the results of the -working of F. Froebel’s principles for the further employment of women; -of “Kindergarten”; the finding of proper localities for the exhibition -and sale of women’s handiwork of all kinds; nursing as a branch of -female industry; the provision of better schools for girls, and what had -been done, and was doing, in England for female education and at similar -institutions.</p> - -<p>The Princess followed all the discussions with the keenest interest. She -received all the members of the different societies at her own palace, -and for each she had a kind and encouraging word.</p> - -<p>None of those present will ever forget the sympathy and encouragement -they met with from the Princess. She not only advised and suggested -things, but herself took the initiative in any important question which -came under her notice. The general assembly did great credit to itself -in the eyes of Germany, and, indeed, of other countries as well,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">{287}</a></span> and -its members were encouraged to still further exertions.</p> - -<p>The Princess herself was full of new plans for further good works. At -the beginning of November Prince and Princess Louis were present at the -unveiling of a monument erected to the memory of the Hessian soldiers -who fell in the war of 1870. The Princess herself placed some wreaths at -its base. The 14th of December, the anniversary of the Prince Consort’s -death, the Princess spent with her sister the Crown Princess of Prussia, -who had come to Darmstadt from Carlsruhe for the purpose.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis returns to-morrow from Berlin. He was the first to be -invested by the Emperor, and has met with great kindness. He was -very glad to have been there with dear Arthur, who seems to please -every one.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is a great pleasure to have dear Arthur here. He is so -amiable, civil, and nice, and takes interest in all he sees, and is -so pleasant to have in the house. His visit will be very short, as -he gives up two days to go to Baden.</p> - -<p>We gave small suppers on two evenings for Arthur, and yesterday -evening a celebrated, most excellent violinist played quite as well -as Joachim: a friend of his, and a pupil of Spöhr’s. This afternoon -he is going to play some of Bach’s celebrated sonatas with and to -me. Arthur enjoys music very much, and keeps up his playing.</p> - -<p>There is a dance at Uncle Alexander’s to-night, on Wednesday a -Court ball, and on Friday one at<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">{288}</a></span> my parents-in-law. I can’t stand -the heat at all of an evening, and the rooms are very hot. Louis, -who has an awful cold, took Arthur to see the barracks, as all -military things give him pleasure.</p> - -<p>It is heavenly sunny weather, having been quite dark and foggy all -day yesterday.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis has been in Upper Hesse the last four days shooting -<i>Auerhähne</i>, but as yet unsuccessfully. My mother-in-law is very -grateful for your kind message, and is better, though weak. She has -had a narrow escape from fever.</p> - -<p>Frittie has again endless bruises, with lumps, as Leo used to have; -but he is taking iron, as Sir William [Jenner] wished, and is -strong and rosy and well otherwise. I trust he may outgrow this.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your dear letter and kind wishes for the birth of -our baby<a name="FNanchor_104_104" id="FNanchor_104_104"></a><a href="#Footnote_104_104" class="fnanchor">[104]</a>—a nice little thing, like Ella, only smaller and -with finer features, though the nose promises to be long. * * *</p> - -<p>Kind Dr. Hofmeister was most attentive; and of course having him -was far pleasanter than not, and we owe you great thanks for having -sent him. Mrs. Clarke has been all one could wish.</p> - -<p>Louis wrote as soon as he could, but this last week he has only -been home just before his dinner, and was so tired that he -invariably fell asleep. He has gone out at six, returning at -twelve, and has had to be out before four in the afternoon, -returning at eight. He is away again to-day. Until the 15th of -September his duty will be important, and he has all the office -work besides. It is double<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">{289}</a></span> this year to what it usually is, as all -people and things are new since the war.</p> - -<p>How sad the loss of those two poor children is,<a name="FNanchor_105_105" id="FNanchor_105_105"></a><a href="#Footnote_105_105" class="fnanchor">[105]</a> and the sweet -little “bairnie” of three! The unfortunate mother to lose two in so -dreadful a way! I am sure it touched Beatrice much to see the poor -little one; and in a child death so often loses every thing that is -painful.</p> - -<p>We think of calling our little girl “Alix” (Alice they pronounce -too dreadfully in German) “Helena Louise Beatrice,” and, if -Beatrice may, we would much like to have her as godmother.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We both felt so truly for you when we heard of dear Dr. -Macleod’s death, knowing what a kind and valued friend of yours he -was, and how fate seems to take one friend after another, and -before age can claim its right. He indeed deserves his rest, for he -did so much good in his life!</p> - -<p>I feel rather weaker than usual this time, and sitting and walking, -though only a few steps, tries me a good deal. I was out for half -an hour yesterday, and I think the air will do me good.</p> - -<p>Louis left at half-past five this morning, and will be back by -seven, I hope, this evening; to-morrow the same.</p> - -<p>I will add Vicky’s name to baby’s others, as you propose; and -“Alix” we gave for “Alice,” as they murder my name here: “Aliicé” -they pronounce it, so we thought “Alix” could not so easily be -spoilt.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">{290}</a></span></p> - -<p>Uncle Alexander is coming back shortly, and says the Empress is not -to return to Russia this winter, and will be sent to Italy for the -whole winter.</p> - -<p>The heat has been quite dreadful; there is a little air to-day, -though.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Baby is like Ella, only smaller features, and still darker -eyes with very black lashes, and reddish-brown hair. She is a -sweet, merry little person, always laughing, with a deep dimple in -one cheek just like Ernie.</p> - -<p>We are going to Frankfort to-day to give Uncle George and Fritz -Strelitz a luncheon in our Palais there. Hélène Reuter comes to us -for a month to-morrow as lady.</p> - -<p>I hope your Edinburgh visit will go off well. You have never lived -in Holyrood since 1861, have you?</p> - -<p>How I shall think of you at dear Balmoral, and this time capable of -enjoying it—not like last time, when you had to suffer so much, -and were unable to do any thing. It quite spoiled our visit to see -you an invalid. Remember me to all old friends there—to Brown’s -kind old mother, and any who ask after us.</p> - -<p>I shall think of you on dear Grandmama’s birthday. She is never -forgotten by any of us, and lives on as a dearly-cherished memory -of all that was good and loving, and so kind. My children have her -picture in their room, and I often tell them of her.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I am very grateful for your telegrams from Edinburgh, and for -Flora’s [MacDonald] letter. It interests me so much to know what -you did there, and I am very glad all went off so well. The people -will have been too delighted to have had you in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">{291}</a></span> their midst again, -and I am sure you enjoyed the beauty of your fine northern capital -anew after not having seen it for so long a time. Beatrice seems -delighted with what she saw. I recollect those many interesting and -beautiful spots so well.<a name="FNanchor_106_106" id="FNanchor_106_106"></a><a href="#Footnote_106_106" class="fnanchor">[106]</a></p> - -<p>The 18th was the anniversary of the dreadful battle of Gravelotte, -which cost so many lives, to our division especially. We drove into -town to the military church, which was full of officers and men, at -half-past seven in the morning, and thought much of the friends and -acquaintances in their distant graves, and of the desolate homes, -until that day so bright. My heart felt too full when we were -singing <i>Ein’ feste Burg</i>, and I had my husband at my side, whom -the Almighty had graciously spared to my children and myself. -Gratitude seems barely enough to express the intense depth of what -I feel when I think of that time, and how again and again I long to -give all and all to my good dear Louis and to our children, for he -is all that is good and true and pure.</p> - -<p>* * * The children were much distressed at the sad fate of my poor -little bullfinch, who piped beautifully. Louis had caught an owl -and put it in a wooden sort of a cage in the room where my bird -was. In the night it broke the bars and got loose and tore the -bullfinch’s tail out, and the poor little thing died in -consequence.</p> - -<p>Of our quiet country life there is little to tell. We are a good -deal out, always with our little people, their pets—dogs, cats, -ponies, donkeys; it is rather like a menagerie.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Schloss Kranichstein</span>, September 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * On Sunday the Moriers with their chil<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">{292}</a></span>dren were with us for -the day. He looked so white and reduced, walks on crutches, but -retains, as always, his spirits and his lively interest for all -things. He is a kind, warm-hearted man, to whom we are both -attached. Alice feels the loss of her poor sister deeply, and says -her father has been so cut up about it.</p> - -<p>We took them to races close by, and feared we should be upset, the -ground being very heavy and uneven, and I was in terror for Mr. -Morier, who was in my carriage.</p> - -<p>On the 9th there is a large meeting here of the different -associations existing throughout Germany for the bettering of -women’s education and social position (of the middle class -especially with regard to trade). Some English ladies are coming, -some Swiss and Dutch. It will last four days, and be very -fatiguing. The programme I arranged with my two committees here and -the gentlemen at Berlin, and they wanted to force me to preside; -but for so large an assemblage—to me nearly all strangers—I -positively refused. I do that in my own Associations, but not where -there are so many strangers, who all want to talk, and all to cross -purposes. It is difficult enough to keep one’s own people in order -when they disagree. I hope and trust I have prevented <i>all</i> -exaggerated and unfeminine views being brought up, which to me are -dreadful. These Associations, if not reasonably led, tend too -easily to the ridiculous. My Associations take a great deal of my -time and thought, and require a good amount of study. I hope and -trust that what we are doing here is the right thing. We have -already had some satisfactory results in the class of the -workwomen, and in the reform of the schools; but there are many<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">{293}</a></span> -open questions yet, which I hope this meeting, with others who work -in the same field, may help us to solve.</p> - -<p>Will you look through the programme? It would please me so much, if -I thought, you took a little interest in my endeavors here in a -very small way to follow in a slight degree part of dear Papa’s -great works for the good of others.</p> - -<p>The meeting at Berlin seems to have gone off very well, and has -pleased all Germans, who hope for a consolidation of peace—so -necessary to them.</p> - -<p>We have an entire change of Ministry at Darmstadt, the first since -1848, which fills all with hopes for an improvement in all the -affairs of the Grand Duchy.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * <i>All</i> sympathize with you, and feel what a loss to you -darling Aunt<a name="FNanchor_107_107" id="FNanchor_107_107"></a><a href="#Footnote_107_107" class="fnanchor">[107]</a> must be—how great the gap in your life, how -painful the absence of that sympathy and love which united her life -and yours so closely.</p> - -<p>Darling, kind Mama, I feel so acutely for you, that my thoughts are -incessantly with you, and my prayers for comfort and support to be -granted you in the heavy trial are warm indeed. You have borne so -many hard losses with courage and resignation, that for darling -Aunt’s sake you will do so again, and knowing her at rest and peace -will in time reconcile you to the loss—all the more as her passing -from this world to another was so touchingly peaceful. Dear Augusta -[Stanley] wrote to me, which was a great consolation, and we intend -going to Baden to pay our last token of respect and love.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">{294}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * A few words about our doings here may be of interest to you. -The meeting went off well, was very large, the subjects discussed -were to the purpose and important, and not one word of the -emancipated political side of the question was touched upon by any -one. Schools (those of the lower, middle, and higher classes) for -girls was the principal theme; the employment of women for post and -telegraph offices, etc.; the improvement necessary in the education -of nursery-maids, and the knowledge of mothers in the treatment of -little children; the question of nurses and nursing institutes.</p> - -<p>The committees of the fifteen Associations met Wednesday afternoon, -and in the evening thirteen of the members came to us to supper.</p> - -<p>The public meeting on the following day lasted from nine to two -with a small interruption; a committee meeting in the afternoon; -and that evening all the members and guests came to us—nearly -fifty in number. The following day the meetings lasted even longer, -and the English ladies were kind enough to speak—only think, old -Miss Carpenter, on all relating to women’s work in England (she is -our guest here). Her account of the Queen’s Institute at Dublin was -most interesting. Miss Hill (also our guest), about the -boarding-out system for orphans. Miss C. Winkworth, about higher -education in England. She mentioned also the new institution to -which Louise now belongs, and is a member of it herself. The ladies -all spoke very well; the German ones remarkably so.</p> - -<p>There was a good deal of work to finish afterward, and a good many -members to see. They came from all parts of Germany—many -kind-hearted,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">{295}</a></span> noble, self denying women. The presence of the -English ladies—above all, of one such as Miss Carpenter, who has -done such good works for the reformation of convicts—greatly -enhanced the importance of the meeting, and her great experience -has been of value to us all. She means still to give a lecture on -India and the state of the native schools there, before leaving us.</p> - -<p>I have still so much work in hand, that I fear my letter is hurried -and ill-written, but I hope you will kindly excuse this.</p> - -<p>To-morrow I am taking Miss Carpenter to all our different schools, -that she may see how the different systems in use work. Some are -good, but none particularly so; there is much to improve.</p> - -<p>Louis is gone to Mayence to-day for the inauguration of the -Memorial which the town has erected to the memory of dear excellent -Waldemar Holstein, for so many years its beloved Governor.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>You must indeed miss dear Aunt much, and feel your thoughts drawn -to her, whose precious intercourse was such a solace and comfort to -you. It is nice for you to have Louise a little to yourself. * * *</p> - -<p>You ask, if my mother-in-law talks with me about the different -woman’s work in which I am interested. Of course she does. We are -so intimate together, that even where we differ in opinion we yet -talk of every thing freely, and her opinion is of the greatest -value to me. She had ever been a most kind, true, and loving -mother, whom I respect and love more and more. She was much pleased -and interested in the success of the meeting, but is of course<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">{296}</a></span> as -adverse as myself to all extreme views on such subjects.</p> - -<p>I have joined to my Nursing Institute an Association for watching -over the orphans who are boarded-out by the State into families, -where some poor children are unhappy and ill-used. The use of such -meetings as this one was consists mainly in the interchange of -experience made in the different branches in other places, which it -is impossible to carry on by correspondence.</p> - -<p>The schools are entirely different throughout Germany—good and -indifferent; and those here do not count among the best, as every -thing, through the long misrule of the late Government, is not what -it ought to be.</p> - -<p>Uncle Louis has a new Ministry now, which gives every one cause for -hope.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 3d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The weather is awful here; the wind sounds in the house as if -one were at sea.</p> - -<p>This article was sent me the other day, and though I half fear -seeming <i>unbescheiden</i> [overbold], yet, as you spoke of your -feelings about women’s meetings the other day, I venture to send -it.</p> - -<p>Ella is writing to you herself to thank you for the lovely -bracelet, which gave me as much pleasure as it did her. To think -that she is already eight! She is handsomer than she was, and a -dear child. * * * They all give me pleasure, dear children, though -of course they have as many faults as others; but they are truthful -and contented, and very affectionate. Having them much with me, -watching and guiding their education—which, through our quiet and -regular life, is possible—I am able to know and understand their -different characters, for not one is like the other.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">{297}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We have the same weather here which you seem to have, which -for our long journey was not pleasant. We took nearly twelve hours -going, and as much returning from Metz. For the inauguration itself -the weather held up. The roads were dreadful, and the wide plateau -looked dreary and sad—dotted all over with graves, like an -enormous churchyard.</p> - -<p>The memorial is a dead lion in bronze, on a plain pedestal, bearing -an inscription on black marble in front, and at the back all the -names. Deputations of officers and men were present, besides the -generals, etc., from Metz. The clergyman of the division read the -prayers, preached a short and touching sermon, and the band played -a chorale. Louis spoke a few words, ending with the usual “Hoch” -for the Emperor and Grand Duke. I then laid some wreaths at the -foot of the Memorial from Louis’ parents and ourselves, and we -drove back to Metz across the different battlefields. The villages -are all built up again, and re-inhabited, so that few traces of the -dreadful struggle remain.</p> - -<p>* * * The Empress of Russia wrote the other day that the alliance -with Marie<a name="FNanchor_108_108" id="FNanchor_108_108"></a><a href="#Footnote_108_108" class="fnanchor">[108]</a> of Mecklenburg is quite impossible, as she won’t -change her religion. I hope all other German Princesses will follow -her example.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>For the 14th I write a few words. From year to year they can but -express the same; the grief at the loss of such a father, such a -man, grows with me,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">{298}</a></span> and leaves a gap and a want that nothing on -earth can ever fill up.</p> - -<p>The deep, intense sympathy for what you, my poor dear Mama, went -through then and since, in consequence of your bereavement, remains -as vivid as ever. God heard our prayers, and sustained you, and -through the healing hand of time softened your grief, and retained -you for us, who were too young and too numerous to stand alone!</p> - -<p>That our good sweet Alix should have been spared this terrible -grief, when this time last year it seemed so imminent, fills my -heart with gratitude for her dear sake, as for yours, his children, -and ours. That time is as indelibly fixed on my memory as that of -1861, when the witnessing of your grief rent my heart so deeply. -The 14th will now be a day of mixed recollections and feelings to -us—a day <i>hallowed</i> in our family, when one great spirit ended his -work on earth—though his work can never die, and generations will -grow up and call his name blessed—and when another was left to -fulfil his duty and mission, God grant, for the welfare of his own -family and of thousands.<a name="FNanchor_109_109" id="FNanchor_109_109"></a><a href="#Footnote_109_109" class="fnanchor">[109]</a></p> - -<p>I have not time to write to dearest Bertie and Alix to-day; and as -I love to think of them with you on the 14th, so I would ask you to -let them share these lines full of sympathy for them, letting a -remembrance of <i>me</i>, who suffered with them, mingle with your -united prayers and thanks on this solemn day!</p> - -<p>My little Fritz is at length better, but white and thin, in -consequence of his illness.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Christmas Day.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Your dear presents gave me so much pleasure; I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">{299}</a></span> thank you again and -again for them. The precious souvenir of dear Aunt, and my Ernie’s -picture delight me. I assure you, nothing has given me more -pleasure this Christmas.</p> - -<p>Let me also thank you, in Louis’ and the children’s names -(meanwhile, until they do so themselves), for your kind gifts to -them. It makes us all so happy and grateful, to be always so kindly -remembered.</p> - -<p>The boys were well enough to enjoy Christmas, though rather pale -and pulled—above all, sweet Ernie.</p> - -<p>We gave all our servants presents—the whole household and -stable—under the Christmas-tree, which we made for the children; -and when the tree is divided, the children of all our servants come -and share it with ours. It keeps the household as a family, which -is so important. We have fifty people to give to!</p> - -<p>Dear Beatrice’s wishes (cards) pleased the children very much, but -Frittie lamented for a letter from Auntie “for Frittie.” He talks -quite well now.</p> - -<p>On Saturday we shall go for the day to Vicky. I don’t like leaving -the boys for longer yet. I am so glad Vicky gave such a flattering -account of baby. She is quite the personification of her nickname -“Sunny”—much like Ella, but a smaller head, and livelier, with -Ernie’s dimple and expression.</p></div> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_011.jpg" width="" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">{300}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="TRIALS" id="TRIALS"></a> -<img src="images/ill_004.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - TRIALS.<br /><br /> -1873-1877.</h2> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="sml">“May the hour of trial and grief bring its blessing with it, and -not have come in vain! The day passes so quickly, when one can do -good and make others happy—and one leaves always so much undone.” -(<i>August 2, 1873.</i>)</p></div> - -<h3><a name="yr-1873" id="yr-1873">1873</a>.</h3> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HIS year began brightly and happily to the Prince and Princess, for -little Prince Fritz, whose health had often given rise to serious -anxiety, seemed stronger and better. In March the Princess at last was -able to carry out her long-cherished wish to visit Italy. She travelled -incognita, accompanied by Miss Hardinge and Hofrath Ruland. The journey -was made in a comparatively short time, but was thoroughly successful. -The Princess travelled from Darmstadt by Munich and the Brenner Pass to -Florence, where she spent three days, and from there went straight on to -Rome.</p> - -<p>During her stay in the “eternal city” she employed her mornings in -visiting the many beautiful picture-galleries, the churches, and the -ruins of ancient Rome. In the afternoons she made longer excursions into -the neighborhood, visiting the more distant churches in the Campagna, as -well as the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">{301}</a></span> celebrated villas of Albani, Ludovisi, Borghese, etc. She -used to spend her evenings in talking over and discussing all the -objects of interest she had seen during the day. The Princess with her -wonderful power of observation was able to do a large amount of -sight-seeing in a comparatively short time. She was accompanied by -Monsignore Howard (now Cardinal Howard) over St. Peter’s; and he showed -her many interesting parts of this glorious edifice, which in general -are never shown to Protestants. At the “Farnesina,” the private palace -of Count Bermudez, she was received and conducted over it by the Count -himself. The ruins of Rome which interested the Princess the most were -those which dated from the time of the first Christians, as far back as -the early mediæval period, the catacombs of “San Callisto,” and the -curious church of “San Clemente.” Amongst the ceremonies of the “Holy -Week” the Princess was greatly struck by “The Lamentations,” whilst -others made her ask, as all Protestants do, how the pure simple -Christian religion could possibly be so misrepresented. After attending -all the grand ceremonies of the Church of Rome, the quiet service at the -German Embassy made a most happy and peaceful impression on the -Princess. She visited the Pope, Pius IX., who received her with his -usual winning kindness.<a name="FNanchor_110_110" id="FNanchor_110_110"></a><a href="#Footnote_110_110" class="fnanchor">[110]</a> She also went to the Quirinal to pay her -respects to King Victor Emanuel, and to the Crown Princess of Italy, -Princess Margherita.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">{302}</a></span> The two Princesses drove together through Rome on -the occasion of the celebration of its “birthday,” and witnessed the -illumination of the Capitol, Forum, and Colosseum.</p> - -<p>On the 13th of April the Princess made a brief excursion to Sorrento by -way of Naples, where her father-in-law and the Empress of Russia were -staying. On the 24th of April she left with her suite for Florence, -travelling by way of Perugia and Lake Thrasimene, through the valley of -the Arno. As she had but little time, she was only able to visit the -galleries of the Uffizi and Pitti Palaces, the tombs of the Medici in -San Lorenzo, the Convent of St. Mark, the Cathedral, the Church of Santa -Croce, and the “Museo Nazionale.”</p> - -<p>The Princess left Italy on the 28th April, reaching Darmstadt on the 2d -of May.</p> - -<p>Her journey had been one of thorough enjoyment, and she felt deeply -grateful that she had at last been able to see with her own eyes those -glorious works of art, which from her childhood she had only been able -to picture dimly to herself.</p> - -<p>The joy of her reunion with her family was, alas! not to be of long -duration. Prince Louis had been obliged to leave Darmstadt early on the -morning of the 29th of May to inspect the troops in Upper Hesse, leaving -the Princess still in bed, exhausted from the great fatigue of her -Italian journey. The two little Princes came to wish her “good-morning,” -and by her wish were left in her room by the nurse.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">{303}</a></span> The children soon -began to play, as was their wont, running in and out of the room into -the adjacent one, and looking from one window and then from another. -Prince Ernest having run into the next room, the Princess followed him, -leaving Prince Fritz in her bedroom. During her almost momentary absence -he fell out of the window on to the stone terrace below. Whether he had -leaned too far out of it and overbalanced himself, or whether in running -fast through the room to the window to look for his brother he could not -stop himself and fell from it, no one actually knows. He was picked up -insensible, and died a few hours afterward in the arms of his distracted -mother. Effusion of blood on the brain caused by the fall ended that -young and bright little life. The loss of this unusually-gifted and -beloved child was a blow to the mother from which she never recovered. -Her married life had till then been such a happy one, that this first -sorrow came on her with redoubled force.</p> - -<p>On the evening of Whitsunday, June 1st, the beloved little Prince was -taken to his last resting-place, at the Rosenhöhe (the Grand Ducal -Mausoleum), his parents and sisters and brother being present. It was -very long before the Princess at all recovered from the terrible shock -of the death of her child, though the sympathy shown to her by her -family and friends—indeed, by all—greatly comforted and helped her.</p> - -<p>In the autumn the Prince and Princess went to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">{304}</a></span> Heiden in Appenzell for a -little change. From there they paid a visit to the Prince of -Hohenzollern at his castle of the Weinburg. At the end of November they -went to England with their three youngest children, and remained there -till the 23d of December, when they returned to Darmstadt.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We were both much shocked to hear of the death of the Emperor -Napoleon, and I must say grieved; personally he was so amiable, and -she is much to be pitied. That he should die an exile in England -and, as Louis Phillipe did, is most striking. In England the -sympathy shown must touch the poor Empress, and, as I telegraphed, -we should be so grateful to you, if you would kindly be the medium -through which both of us would like to express to her how much we -feel for her. How proud you must ever be, in feeling that your -country is the one always able to offer a home and hospitality for -those driven away from their own countries! England is before all -others in that; and its warm sympathy for those who are in -misfortune is such a generous feeling.</p> - -<p>Fannie Baillie’s Victoria is such a nice girl. She comes to our -children every Saturday, and is not above playing at dolls with -them, though she is so much older. There are two rather nice little -English girls, daughters of the chaplin here, who come to them.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>If any one will feel with us, I know you will do so most. Since -three days, with an interruption of one day, poor Frittie has been -bleeding incessantly from a slight cut on his ear, which was nearly -healed.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_305" id="page_305">{305}</a></span> Since yesterday evening we cannot stop it. All the usual -remedies were used, but as yet unavailing. Just now the place has -been touched again with caustic and tightly bound, after we had -with great trouble got rid of the quantity of dried blood from his -hair, ear, neck, etc. He is horrified at the sight of so much -blood, but shows great strength as yet in spite of so great a loss. -He is of course very irritable, and, as he must not scream, one has -to do whatever he wishes, which will spoil him dreadfully. I own I -was much upset when I saw that he had this tendency to bleed, and -the anxiety for the future, even if he gets well over this, will -remain for years to come. All have their trials, one or another, -and, please God, we shall bear whatever is sent without -complaining. To see one’s own child suffer is for a mother a great -trial. With what pleasure one would change places with the little -one, and bear its pain!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * In the summer Fritz had a violent attack of dysentery, which -was so prevalent at Darmstadt, and off and on for two months it -continued, until Scotland stopped it; and this illness made him -sensitive and delicate.</p> - -<p>* * * What has caused him such great suffering has been that, what -with the use of caustic, the tight bandaging and the iron, a -quantity of small gatherings formed on his cheek and neck, causing -such an amount of pain that he could not remain in bed or anywhere -quiet for the two first days and nights. Now they are drying off, -the itching is such that he don’t know what to do with himself, and -we have the greatest difficulty in keeping him from rubbing or -scratching himself. The want of sleep through pain, etc., has -excited him very much, so that he has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_306" id="page_306">{306}</a></span> been very difficult to -manage. The bandages of course cannot be removed, and great care -will be taken when they are removed, lest bleeding should -re-commence. He has been out twice a day as usual all along, and -his skin never quite lost its pinkness and mottled appearance; all -of which are signs that he has good blood and to spare, else he -would look worse and have shown weakness, which after all he did -not. * * *</p> - -<p>He speaks well for his age, and is, alas! very wild, so that it -will be impossible to keep him from having accidents. * * *</p> - -<p>* * * I have been playing some lovely things (very difficult) of -Chopin lately, which I know you would admire.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, February 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My best thanks for your dear letter! That I forgot to thank you at -once for dear Grandmama’s very beautiful print<a name="FNanchor_111_111" id="FNanchor_111_111"></a><a href="#Footnote_111_111" class="fnanchor">[111]</a> came from my -having the lithograph of that picture in my room always before me, -and, though the print far surpasses it, I am so fond of the -lithograph, that I forgot the print at the moment I was writing to -you. Before that dear picture, the painting of which I recollect so -well, my children often sit, and I tell them of her who was and -ever will be so inexpressibly dear to us all. In the schoolroom, in -my sitting-room, in the nursery, there is, with the pictures of you -and dear Papa, always one of dear Grandmama, and, in my room and -the schoolroom, the Duke of Kent also.</p> - -<p>My sitting-room has only prints and lithographs, all Winterhalters, -of the family: you and Papa, your receiving the Sacrament at the -Coronation, Raphae<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_307" id="page_307">{307}</a></span>l’s “Disputa” and “Bella Jardiniérre,” and the -lovely little engraving of yourself from Winterhalter’s picture in -Papa’s room at Windsor.<a name="FNanchor_112_112" id="FNanchor_112_112"></a><a href="#Footnote_112_112" class="fnanchor">[112]</a></p> - -<p>Vicky is coming here on Wednesday. The Grand Duke of Weimar has -kindly allowed Mr. Ruland to join us as cicerone: which for -galleries, etc., is very necessary, and we take no courier. Rome is -our first halting-place in Italy, and for years it has been my -dream and wish to be in that wonderful city, where the glorious -monuments of antiquity and of the Middle Ages carry one back to -those marvellous times.</p> - -<p>I am learning Italian, and studying the history and art necessary -to enable me, in the short time we have, to see and understand the -finest and most important monuments. I am so entirely absorbed and -interested in these studies just now, that I have not much time for -other things. My father-in-law, perhaps Princess Charles too, will -be with Aunt Marie of Russia at Sorrento then. William will -probably join us at Rome; he is quite a connoisseur in art, and a -good historian, quite at home in Rome, about which he raves. I must -say that I look forward immensely to this journey; it opens a whole -new life to one. * * *</p> - -<p>Kanné has made all arrangements for us at Rome. We shall leave here -about the 18th of March.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Rome</span>, <span class="smcap">Hôtel Allemagne</span>, March 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We left the dear children well, but very sorry at parting. -The two days at Munich were most interesting. The National Museum -in its way surpasses any I have ever seen, and in originals is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_308" id="page_308">{308}</a></span> -richer even than South Kensington. Aunt Mariechen was very kind and -dear; the Moriers very amiable hosts, and we met some interesting -people there. Two hours before we left, after eight in the evening, -Ludwig and Otto<a name="FNanchor_113_113" id="FNanchor_113_113"></a><a href="#Footnote_113_113" class="fnanchor">[113]</a> came to us and remained some time.</p> - -<p>The Brenner, over which we came, was covered with snow—most -beautiful scenery, like St. Moritz in the Engadine. The journey was -very fatiguing. We had a morning for Bologna, and had to wait three -hours at Florence for the night train—time enough to drive round -and in the town, which is most lovely. What trees, mountains, -colors! then the fine buildings!</p> - -<p>The following morning at six we reached Rome. The sun was bright, -the distance blue—the grand ruins dark and sharp against the sky, -cypresses, stone pines, large cork oaks, making up such a beautiful -picture. Every day I admire the scenery more and more; every little -bit of architecture, broken or whole, with a glimpse of the -Campagna, a picturesque dirty peasant and a dark tree close by, is -a picture in itself which one would like to frame and hang up in -one’s room. It is too, too beautiful! To tell you all we have seen -and are seeing would tire you. Bertie and Arthur’s descriptions, -too, so lately have told you the same.</p> - -<p>The Via Appia, the grand old road lined with ruins of splendid -tombs, leading from Albano through the Campagna to Rome, along -which St. Paul went, and the great kings and emperors made their -triumphal entries, is a fit one to lead to such a city as Rome, -which ruled the world.</p> - -<p>The antique monuments, those of the Middle<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_309" id="page_309">{309}</a></span> Ages, are so -magnificent and interesting that as yet I don’t know which to -mention first or admire most!</p> - -<p>Our incognito did not last long (though even now we maintain it), -for the Crown Princess heard of us and came to see us, as did the -Crown Prince, and we had to go to the Quirinal, a morning visit -without <i>entourage</i>.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Palm Sunday</span>, <span class="smcap">Rome</span>, April 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We saw the beginning of mass and blessing of the palms in St. -Peter’s this morning, with a procession and beautiful singing. -Whilst the procession, with part of the choristers, go outside the -church, some remain within, and they respond to each other, which -produces a very striking effect. In spite of the bad style inside -of St. Peter’s, as a whole it produces a marvellous effect through -its wonderful size and richness of decoration.</p> - -<p>I saw two convents yesterday: the Sepolte Vive, which Bertie and -Alix saw, and where the nuns asked much after him, and said that he -was <i>molto amabile</i>; and another equally strict one, but not -austere, where the Superior told me that Aunt Feodore with Princess -Hohenzollern had paid them a visit. Monsignore Howard was the only -gentleman with me and the ladies, as they never see any men. Their -idea is, that they spend the whole of their life in contemplation -and prayer, so as to pray for those who cannot pray for themselves.</p> - -<p>The museums of the Vatican and of the Capitol, with their enormous -collection of antiques, are very fine. The celebrated Venus, Apollo -Belvidere, the Torso (which Michael Angelo admired so much, and was -taken to touch when he could no more see it), the wounded -Gladiator, etc., are there. The Sistine Chapel, with Michael -Angelo’s frescoes, which are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_310" id="page_310">{310}</a></span> certainly the most marvellous pieces -of painting and conception, is very dark, and the frescoes are -suffering much from the smoke, dust, etc. Raphael’s Stanze are far -better preserved, and lighter than I had expected, and of such -beauty!</p> - -<p>I thought so often and so much of dear Papa, when I saw the -originals of all the pictures he so much admired and took such -interest in. How this alone fascinates me I cannot tell you. In -these galleries and churches there is only too much to be seen, -besides the antique ruins, etc. You would be terrified to see how -full our day is from before nine. Mr. Ruland is an excellent -cicerone for pictures and sculptures. William is with us here since -last Sunday.</p> - -<p>We are going to the Villa Ludovisi this afternoon. The gardens of -the Villa Doria Pamfili are most beautiful: the terraces there -remind me of Osborne. I can see in many things where dear Papa got -his ideas from for Osborne and for his decorations, which Professor -Gruner understood so well to carry out.</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your having told Lady Churchill to send me an -account of your opening of the Park.<a name="FNanchor_114_114" id="FNanchor_114_114"></a><a href="#Footnote_114_114" class="fnanchor">[114]</a> I am glad that all went -off so well, and that you were not the worse for it.</p> - -<p>I have quite refused going to Naples. We shall arrange probably to -go for two days to Castellamare (one hour from Naples); from thence -to Sorrento and Pompeii, and return here. As yet it is not hot here -at all.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Rome</span>, April 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Let me thank you for your letter written on our<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_311" id="page_311">{311}</a></span> dear Victoria’s -birthday. I have never been away from her on her birthday before, -and though we see such fine interesting things, yet I feel very -homesick for the dear children always. In three weeks or less I -shall see them again. I look forward all the time with perfect -impatience, as I am so rarely separated from them, and we live so -much together. Every other day Fräulein Kitz and Orchard write, so -that I have news daily.</p> - -<p>Louis’ father wrote me to-day, as his sister asks us to her house -at Sorrento for one or two nights for the 12th; but as I was rather -deranged from a sick headache yesterday, I shall wait a day before -we decide. It is wet and quite cold to-day.</p> - -<p>We visited San Clemente two days ago, and Father Mulooly took us -through the three churches—one under the other. The antique one -was full of water, and we walked about on rickety planks, each with -a lighted taper, as it is quite dark there. It is most curious, and -the old paintings on the walls telling the legend of St. Clement -are wonderfully full of expression and feeling for the time they -were done.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Rome</span>, April 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our visit to Sorrento went off well. We got there at one on -Monday morning for luncheon. The sun had given me a dreadful -headache, which ended in sickness, so that I could not leave my -room. Marie sat with me, and was very dear and kind. The next day, -she and my Aunt, who seems tired and dispirited, had bad headaches. -We went with my father-in-law and some of the ladies and gentlemen -on the following afternoon in the Empress’ yacht to Capri, close -by, to see the blue grotto.</p> - -<p>The Bay of Naples, particularly seen from Sor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_312" id="page_312">{312}</a></span>rento, is most -lovely—like a beautiful dream—the colors, the outlines are so -perfect.</p> - -<p>We breakfasted together in the morning with Aunt and Marie, and on -Tuesday we took our leave.</p> - -<p>We shall go to Florence the 23d, (the first station homeward); -remain there three or four days; one night at Verona, and then -home. It is a fatiguing journey, and we have so often had people in -the carriage, which is very unpleasant—some very rude English, -going to Sorrento; they did not know us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Florence</span>, April 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Your kind wishes I received early this morning. Thousand thanks for -them, and for the presents which I shall find on getting home.</p> - -<p>I shall be so glad to have a large photograph of yourself. Thirty -years! Good-bye, youth! but I feel quite as old as I am, though the -time has flown by so fast. I would it had flown as well as it has -fast! I look back to the past with great gratitude to the Almighty -for innumerable blessings, and pray our life may continue so blest. -I have a very bad headache—neuralgia; I have it continually; and -the journey is very long and tiring. Darling Ernie wanted to buy -something for my birthday, and he thought a china doll with a bath -would be the best. I am glad Victoria remembered to write to -Beatrice as I told her; they are very fond of their Auntie.</p> - -<p>Florence seems a beautiful town, and the situation amongst the -hills, over which the suburbs spread, is most picturesque.</p> - -<p>I enclose the last telegrams from Sorrento. It is <i>fièvre du pays</i> -which Marie had. We remained at Rome a day longer on account of -poor Alfred. He is very patient and hopeful.</p> - -<p>The King, whom we saw at the races, sends you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_313" id="page_313">{313}</a></span> his respects, and -was delighted with the cream-colored horse you sent him. Many -thanks for the flowers. I enclose two from here. The account of -your giving away the colors<a name="FNanchor_115_115" id="FNanchor_115_115"></a><a href="#Footnote_115_115" class="fnanchor">[115]</a> I had already read with interest.</p> - -<p>We must go to the Grand Duchess Marie to-morrow; Monday to Verona, -twelve hours; next morning to Munich, and that night to Darmstadt. -How I look forward to seeing the dear children! It seems to me an -age since we parted.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Tender thanks for your last letter, and for every word of sympathy! -The weary days drag on, and bring much pain at times, though there -are moments of comfort, and even consolation.</p> - -<p>The horror of my darling’s sudden death<a name="FNanchor_116_116" id="FNanchor_116_116"></a><a href="#Footnote_116_116" class="fnanchor">[116]</a> at times torments me -too much, particularly waking of a morning; but when I think he is -at rest, free from the sorrow we are suffering, and from every evil -to come, I feel quite resigned. He was such a bright child. It -seems so quiet next door; I miss the little feet, the coming to me, -for we lived so much together, and Ernie feels so lost, poor love.</p> - -<p>We were at the Mausoleum with all the children yesterday evening. -It is a quiet spot amidst trees and flowers, with a lovely view -toward the hills and plain. He loved flowers so much. I can’t see -one along the roadside without wishing to pick it for him.</p> - -<p>There is a young sculptor from Stuttgart, who was accidently here, -and, meeting the children, had asked permission to make medallions -of them. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_314" id="page_314">{314}</a></span> <i>last</i> afternoon sweet Frittie had sat to him, and he -is now making a lovely bust of him, which is getting very like.</p> - -<p>On Wednesday my mother-in-law, with her three sons, goes to Berlin; -on Thursday Uncle Adalbert<a name="FNanchor_117_117" id="FNanchor_117_117"></a><a href="#Footnote_117_117" class="fnanchor">[117]</a> will be buried in the Dom.</p> - -<p>We sha’n’t be able to go to Seeheim until Saturday.</p> - -<p>How <i>too kind</i> of you to have asked us to Osborne! How a rest and -home air would have revived me—and the pleasure of seeing you -again; but Louis cannot leave until after his birthday. If he did -get leave, it would so throw him out before he has to command; and, -having been absent this spring, he feels it an impossibility, and -this I am sure you will understand. I could not leave him or the -children. Our circle has grown smaller, and drawn us all the more -together with a dread of parting from each other. We thank you a -thousand times for the kind offer.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, June 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I do earnestly hope that too long a time may not elapse -before we meet.</p> - -<p>It is very hot, and I feel very low and unhappy.</p> - -<p>To-morrow this house will be full, and all the Russians, etc., -close by. Had there only been any other quiet country place to be -at, how gladly would I have escaped this.</p> - -<p>* * * It is only three weeks to-day since we took our darling to -his last resting-place! I wish I could go there to-day, but it is -too hot and too far.</p> - -<p>Fritz and Louise of Baden came two days ago to Darmstadt, to see my -parents-in-law and us.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_315" id="page_315">{315}</a></span></p> - -<p>Dr. Macleod’s letter is very kind.</p> - -<p>I enclose two photographs of dear Frittie out of groups, the -negative of one of which unluckily does not exist any more. The -little blouse is the one he had on on that terrible day. My darling -sweet child—to have lost him so! To my grave shall I carry this -sorrow with me.</p> - -<p>In the book you sent me there is a fine poem by Miss Procter, “Our -grief, our friend,” called “Friend Sorrow,” which expresses so much -what I myself feel about a deep grief.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, June 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It was just four weeks yesterday since our darling died, and -we went to the Mausoleum. I felt the whole weight of my sorrow, and -the terrible shock doubly again. But the precious child does -not—that is a comfort. He is happy and at rest, whilst we grieve -and mourn. Ernie always prays for Frittie, and talks to me of him -when we walk together.</p> - -<p>Aunt Marie arrived at two on Monday, and a few hours later came to -see me, and was so sympathizing, motherly, and loving; it touched -me much. At such moments she is peculiarly soft and womanly, and -she loves her own children so tenderly. She cried much, and told me -of the sad death of her eldest girl, who was seven, and of the -terrible, irreparable loss her eldest son was to her. She has such -a religious, truly resigned way of looking at great sorrows such as -these. In the room I am now living in Aunt Marie had seen Frittie -in his bath two years ago, and she remembered all about him. She is -coming to “Sunshine’s” toilet this evening; it always amuses her, -and she is very fond of the children.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, July 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * There are days which seem harder than<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_316" id="page_316">{316}</a></span> others, and when I -feel very heartsick, prayer and quiet and solitude do me good.</p> - -<p>I hear Affie comes on Thursday night. This evening the Emperor -arrives. Poor Marie<a name="FNanchor_118_118" id="FNanchor_118_118"></a><a href="#Footnote_118_118" class="fnanchor">[118]</a> is very happy, and so quiet. * * * How I -feel for the parents, this only daughter (a character of -<i>Hingebung</i> [perfect devotion] to those she loves), the last child -entirely at home, as the parents are so much away that the two -youngest, on account of their studies, no more travel about.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, July 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am glad that you have a little colored picture of my -darling. I feel lower and sadder than ever, and miss him so much, -so continually. There is such a gap between Ernie and Sunny, and -the two boys were such a pretty pair, and were become such -companions. Having so many girls, I was so proud of our two boys! -The pleasure did not last long, but he is <i>mine</i> more than ever -now. He seems near me always, and I carry his precious image in my -heart everywhere. That can never fade or die!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, August 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your dear letter! I am feeling so low and weak -to-day that kind words are doubly soothing. You feel so with me, -when you understand how long and deep my grief must be. And does -one not grow to love one’s grief, as having become part of the -being one loved—as if through <i>this</i> one could still pay a tribute -of love to them, to make up for the terrible loss, and missing of -not being able to do any thing for the beloved one any more?<a name="FNanchor_119_119" id="FNanchor_119_119"></a><a href="#Footnote_119_119" class="fnanchor">[119]</a> -I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_317" id="page_317">{317}</a></span> am so much with my children, and am so accustomed to care for -them and their wants daily, that I miss not having Frittie, the -object of our greatest care, far more than words can describe; and -in the quiet of our every-day life, where we have only the children -around us, it is doubly and trebly felt, and is a sorrow that has -entered into the very heart of our existence.</p> - -<p>May the hour of trial and grief bring its blessing with it, and not -have come in vain! The day passes so quickly, when one can do good -and make others happy, and one leaves always so much undone. I feel -more than ever, one should put nothing off; and children grow up so -quickly and leave one, and I would long that mine should take -nothing but the recollection of love and happiness from their home -with them into the world’s fight, knowing that they have there -<i>always</i> a safe harbor, and open arms to comfort and encourage them -when they are in trouble. I do hope that this may become the case, -though the lesson for parents is so difficult, being continually -<i>giving</i>, without always finding the return.</p> - -<p>Dear Fannie Baillie has been a few days here, and goes to England -to-day. I shall miss her so much. I am so very fond of her. I hope -you will see her; she will bring you many messages from us.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, August 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * After endless difficulties it has been settled that we can go -to the Mainau. I am so far from strong and well that a change is -necessary, and we shall go on the 15th, as Louise of Baden -proposed, and I have written this to her.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_318" id="page_318">{318}</a></span></p> - -<p>How you will enjoy the rest at Balmoral! After so much going on you -must require it.</p> - -<p>Hélène Reuter is coming here for a fortnight with her boy—Ernest’s -age. Poor boy, he longs for a playfellow.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Louis joins with me in saying that we shall gratefully accept -your wish that we should come to Windsor, and he trusts there will -be no difficulties for leave then. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, September 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You ask if I can play yet? I feel as if I could not, and I -have not yet done so. In my own house it seems to me as if I never -could play again on that piano, where little hands were nearly -always thrust when I wanted to play. Away from home—in -England—much sooner. I had played so often lately that splendid, -touching funeral march of Chopin’s, and I remember it is the last -thing I played, and then the boys were running in the room.</p> - -<p>Mary Teck came to see me and remained two nights, so warm-hearted -and sympathizing. I like to talk of him to those who love children, -and can understand how great the gap, how intense the pain, the -ending of a little bright existence causes.</p> - -<p>Soon I shall have my Louis back. I long for him very much; but the -change of air, the active out-door life, and being quite thrown -into men’s society and occupations, must refresh body and mind. -Here he has only me, the governess and children as <i>Umgang</i>. But he -is what the Germans call <i>ein Haushammel</i>—it is what he likes -best.</p> - -<p>We shall do nothing for his birthday. The chil<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_319" id="page_319">{319}</a></span>dren will recite -their poems and write little things, and his parents will come to -our five o’clock tea.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Heiden</span>, <span class="smcap">Appenzell</span>, October 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How kind of you to remember our darling’s birthday; we both thank -you for this. Sad and many are our thoughts. I think of my -loneliness and anxiety when he was born, with Louis far away in the -midst of danger—a sad and awful time to come into the world; but -sweet Frittie was my comfort and occupation, a second son, a -pleasure to us both! Now all this is wiped out, and our parents’ -hearts are sore, and asking for the dear bright face we miss so -much from amongst our circle of children! He ended his fight very -soon. May we all follow in a way as peaceful, with as little -struggle and pain, and leave an image of as much love and -brightness behind, to be a blessed remembrance for the rest of our -lives!</p> - -<p>I can’t write on any other subject to-day, therefore close these -short lines with much love from your devoted child,</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is very kind of you to ask about the rooms. I should -prefer living in the tapestry rooms this time. It won’t be like the -last time—though after our house here, so full of happy and -heart-rending recollections, I go through continual pangs, which it -will take many a year to soften down, as you can understand.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, December 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—How much I thank you for your dear precious letter, -and for all the true love and considerate sympathy you showed me -during<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_320" id="page_320">{320}</a></span> our visit! It has soothed and comforted me, I assure you, -and will be a pleasure and satisfaction for me to look back to the -many pleasant talks we had together.</p> - -<p>Louis, who has always been so devoted to you, was touched to tears, -as I was, by your expressions of love to us and to our children.</p> - -<p>Thank you also for all advice, which is so precious to me, and in -following it I shall like to think that I am doing something that -you told me.</p> - -<p>How much I felt in parting from you I cannot say. Neither did I -like to speak of it, for it was too much, and the harder things in -life are better borne in silence, as none can bear them for one, -and they must be fought out by one’s self.</p> - -<p>Ernie and Irène send endless loves to you, to Uncle and Auntie. -Sunny’s hand is better.</p> - -<p>Tilla came to see me yesterday, and we both drove with her to the -Memorial.<a name="FNanchor_120_120" id="FNanchor_120_120"></a><a href="#Footnote_120_120" class="fnanchor">[120]</a></p> - -<p>* * * There is so much I would run on about, now the dear habit of -intercourse together has once more become so natural to me. Writing -is at best a poor <i>remplaçant</i>.</p> - -<p>Once more from both of us warm and tender thanks for so much love -and kindness! Love to Leopold and Beatrice; kind remembrances to -all who surround you! From your grateful and devoted child,</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, December 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is fine and warm and still. I hope it will be so early -to-morrow when we cross over. I shall telegraph how the passage has -been.</p> - -<p>Please thank Brown for his kind wishes. I am so sorry that I missed -saying good-bye to several. To<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_321" id="page_321">{321}</a></span> say the truth, I dreaded it. It is -always so painful. The old Baron’s<a name="FNanchor_121_121" id="FNanchor_121_121"></a><a href="#Footnote_121_121" class="fnanchor">[121]</a> way of disappearing was -almost the best.</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1874" id="yr-1874">1874</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">During</span> the first months of this year the Princess had the comfort of -seeing many of her relations. The year was chiefly spent in retirement, -and devoted to many sad memories. On the 24th of May she gave birth to a -daughter, whose christening took place on the 11th of July at Jugenheim, -near Darmstadt, in the presence of the Empress of Russia and the Duke of -Edinburgh. The child received the names of Marie Victoria Feodora -Leopoldine.</p> - -<p>The hottest part of the summer was spent at Blankenberghe for the use of -sea-baths. In September the great manœuvres of the Eleventh Army Corps -took place in Upper Hesse, where the Princess met the Emperor of -Germany.</p> - -<p>The Princess’ charitable institutions were all prospering, and assuming -larger and larger proportions; amongst them the Princess’ own hospital -was by degrees slowly approaching completion. It was the institution she -had the most at heart. It was intended to be a training-school for those -who intended to become nurses, and a home for probationers whose -training was at an end. It was also to serve as a model of those reforms -in sanitary arrangements which the Princess had so much at heart.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_322" id="page_322">{322}</a></span></p> - -<p>When the provisional English hospital at Darmstadt (already mentioned -during the war in 1870) had been taken over by the Hessian authorities, -all its furniture, appointments, etc., were left to the “Alice Ladies’ -Union” for the small hospital which it had started, aided by a small -body of doctors in Darmstadt. This was the origin of the “Alice -Hospital,” begun in a very small humble way in a cramped little house in -the Mauer-Strasse. The Frauen-Verein had undertaken, when the English -National Society for Aid to the Sick and Wounded had made over their -hospital to them, either to build quite a new one or thoroughly to -reorganize the existing one on the Mauer-Strasse. There were no funds to -build a new hospital; therefore the “Alice Ladies’ Union,” could only -resort to the other alternative, and this was carried out to the letter, -by additional buildings and a totally new arrangement of its interior. -As time went on, it was found advisable to give the hospital a distinct -administration, and to separate it from the “Alice Ladies’ Union,” -placing special funds at its disposal. This never would have come to -pass, nor would the hospital have proved the success it did, had it not -been for the untiring zeal, perseverance, economy, and practical -knowledge of the lady directing it. During the summer months of 1874, a -lady well acquainted with German and English hospitals—a trained nurse -herself—became Lady Superintendent of the training-school for nurses, -and of the hospital generally, which gradually, but surely, was gaining -in importance.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_323" id="page_323">{323}</a></span></p> - -<p>The Alice Union for the Employment of Women made a further step in -advance during this year, and established itself on a firm broad basis -under the name of “The Alice Society for the Education and Employment of -Women of all Classes.” Of this the Princess was the President, whilst -Fräulein Louise Büchner directed the whole. The gentlemen and ladies who -formed the committee were chosen by the Princess. All worked most -harmoniously together; and the Princess was as anxious to receive advice -from others in matters concerning the society as she was glad to give it -herself.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * <i>How</i> low and miserable I am at times in these rooms, -particularly when I go to bed, I cannot tell you! The impression of -<i>all</i> is so vivid and heart-rending. I could cry out for pain -sometimes.</p> - -<p>Till the first year is round this will often return, I know, and -must be borne as part of the sorrow!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I know well what your grief and your bereavement were -compared to mine; but they are such different sorrows, I don’t -think one can well compare them. Your life was broken—upset: -altered from the very roots, through the one you lost; my life is -unchanged, save in the mother’s heart the blank, the pain which -thousands of little things awaken—which by the world, even by the -family, are scarcely felt; and this ofttimes loneliness of -sentiment clouds one’s life over with a quiet sorrow which is felt -in <i>every thing</i>. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_324" id="page_324">{324}</a></span></p> - -<p>On our dear Affie’s [Prince Alfred’s] wedding-day, a few tender -words. It must seem so strange to you not to be near him. My -thoughts are constantly with them all, and we have only the -<i>Times’</i> account, for no one writes here—they are all too busy, -and of course all news comes to you. What has Augusta [Lady Augusta -Stanley] written, and Vicky and Bertie? Any extracts or other -newspaper accounts but what we see would be most welcome.</p> - -<p>We give a dinner to-night to the family and <i>entourage</i>, and -Russian and English legations. * * *</p> - -<p>Louis sends you his love and warmest wishes for yourself and the -happiness of the dear pair, in which I most earnestly join. God -bless and protect them, and may all turn out well!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Dear Marie [the Duchess of Edinburgh] seems to make the same -impression on <i>all</i>. How glad I am she is so quite what I thought -and hoped. Such a wife must make Affie happy, and do him good, and -be a great pleasure to yourself, which I always like to think. I -shall read to my mother-in-law the letters, and show them to -Bäuerlein. Both will be very grateful for being allowed to see -them.</p> - -<p>We are going from Saturday to Monday to Carlsruhe. The eldest girls -and Bäuerlein, who is going to take charge of them for a week, are -going with us.</p> - -<p>* * * One day we have six degrees of heat, the next two or four of -cold; it is very unwholesome.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Carlsruhe</span>, February 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I have a little time before breakfast to thank you so very much for -the enclosures, also the Dean’s [Stanley] letter through dear -Beatrice. We are most grateful for being allowed to hear these most -interest<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_325" id="page_325">{325}</a></span>ing reports! It brings every thing so much nearer. How -pleasant it is to receive only satisfactory reports! I fear Aunt -Marie is far from well. I should be very anxious, for she is like a -fading flower.</p> - -<p>All the family, Hohenlohes and Holsteins, send their duty. All -their respective children and ours were together yesterday -afternoon. I hope not to seem vain, if it strikes me that amongst -all the children my girls usually carry away the palm. Victoria is -in such good looks at present; they are both natural and real -children, and as such I hope to be able to retain them long.</p> - -<p>Sophie Weiss<a name="FNanchor_122_122" id="FNanchor_122_122"></a><a href="#Footnote_122_122" class="fnanchor">[122]</a> came to see me yesterday. I was very glad to be -able to give her so good an account of you, and how young you -looked when I had that great happiness of those few short days at -Windsor, which did me good in <i>every</i> respect. Old Frau von Bunsen, -now eighty-three, I went to see—such a charming old lady, fresh in -her mind, with snow-white hair. You and Papa were the topic she -enjoyed speaking about, and our brothers and sisters.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My nice Miss Graves I could so well have taken when Kitty -left, but I was so anxious for a German, though I was much inclined -toward her; I thought a German more important than it really is. -Not the nationality but the individuality is the first thing; and -here I think I have succeeded in finding the right person. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I hope you were not the worst for all your exertions. The -<i>Times’</i> accounts are charming. Such a warm reception must have -touched Marie,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_326" id="page_326">{326}</a></span> and shown how the English cling to their Sovereign -and her house.</p> - -<p>We have cold, snow, and dust, after quite warm weather. I trust you -will have sunshine to-morrow.</p> - -<p>This last fortnight the news from Ashantee has so absorbed our -thoughts. It has been an arduous undertaking, and one’s heart warms -to our dear troops, who under all difficulties sustain their old -name for bravery and endurance. The poor 42d [Regiment] lost many -through illness, too; and I see they entered Coomassie playing the -bagpipes!</p> - -<p>Louis is just reading to me Sir Hope Grant’s book on the Indian -Mutiny, which he kindly sent me, and which is interesting and -pleasant to read.</p> - -<p>I am taking the first snowdrops to sweet Frittie’s grave. <i>How</i> the -first flowers he so dearly loved bring tears to my eyes, and -recollections which wring my heart anew! I dread these two next -months with their flowers and their birds. Good bye, darling Mama.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Surely Marie must feel it very deeply, for to leave so -delicate and loving a mother must seem almost wrong. How strange -this side of human nature always seems—leaving all you love most, -know best, owe all debts of gratitude to, for the comparatively -unknown! The lot of parents is indeed hard, and of such -self-sacrifice.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The children are too much an object here; they have too -little to compare with; they would be benefited by a change, seeing -other things and people, else they get into a groove, which I know -is not good. They are very unspoilt in their tastes, and simple and -quiet children, which I think of the greatest importance.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_327" id="page_327">{327}</a></span></p> - -<p>Louis Battenberg has passed a first-rate examination. The parents -are so happy, and the influence the good conduct and steady work of -the elder brother has on the younger is of the greatest use, as -they wish to follow him, and be as well spoken of, and please their -parents, as he does. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My best thanks for your dear letter of the 13th. You say rightly, -what a fault it is of parents to bring up their daughters with the -main object of marrying them. This is said to be a too prominent -feature in the modern English education of the higher classes. * * -* I want to strive to bring up the girls without <i>seeking</i> this as -the sole object for the future—to feel they can fill up their -lives so well otherwise. * * * A marriage for the <i>sake</i> of -marriage is surely the greatest mistake a woman can make. * * * I -know what an absorbing feeling that of devotion to one’s parent is. -When I was at home, it filled my whole soul. It does still, in a -great degree, and <i>Heimweh</i> [homesickness] does not cease after -ever so long an absence. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, April 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I thought so much of your remarks about daughters, etc., and -do think it <i>so</i> natural and dutiful to remain with one’s parent as -long as one is wanted. Is it not a duty when no one else can take -one’s place? I should feel it so.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I thank you most tenderly for your loving wishes for my birthday, -received on getting up yesterday morning. You can understand that -the day was inexpressibly sad, that the fair head missing in our -circle was painfully felt, and that all these recollec<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_328" id="page_328">{328}</a></span>tions caused -me endless tears and heartache—though not for him, sweet precious -child.</p> - -<p>As you say, life at best is a struggle; happy those who can lie -down to rest, having fought their battle well; or those who have -been spared fighting it at all, and have remained pure and -untouched, barely touching this earth, so mixed up with grief and -sin!</p> - -<p>Let me thank you for the charming photographs, and for the present -toward the layette—a most kind assistance.</p> - -<p>* * * We went to the Mausoleum. The children had made me wreaths to -take there, and we all went together. How often and tenderly Ernie -speaks of Frittie! It is very touching, and speaks of his deep and -warm heart. He said the other day—for the recollection of death -has left such a deep impression, and he cannot reconcile it with -life, it pains him,—“When I die, you must die too, and all the -others; why can’t all die together? I don’t like to die alone, like -Frittie.” Poor child! the wish that <i>all</i> have, who love their own, -so early expressed. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -May 4th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your last dear letter written on dear Arthur’s -birthday, of which, though late, I wish you joy. Such a good, -steady, excellent boy as he is! What a comfort it must be to you, -never to have had any cause of uneasiness or annoyance in his -conduct! He is so much respected, which for one so young is doubly -praiseworthy. From St. Petersburg, as from Vienna, we heard the -same account of the steady line he holds to, in spite of all -chaffing, etc., from others; which shows character.</p> - -<p>My mother-in-law tells me that since Miechen has been allowed to -retain her religion, this right will of course be conceded to all -Princesses in future. What<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_329" id="page_329">{329}</a></span> a good thing, for the changing I always -thought too bad, and nowadays so intolerant and narrow. * * * To -think of Mr. Van de Weyer also leaving this world! To you he will -be a loss, and to all who knew him. Old friends are precious -landmarks in the history of one’s life, and not to be replaced by -new ones; and it is sad, how time reduces the number as one gets on -in life. How deeply you must feel this with each fresh loss! I feel -much for you. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, May 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Since 1867 the Emperor’s [of Russia] face shrank so, and he -became so thin. When I first saw him, in 1864, he was much stouter -and fresher looking. He has many cares, and one sees they weigh -upon him, for he is so kind and so well-meaning, and has done so -much to advance liberty and culture in his own country.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—* * * The day (Whitsunday, and dear Frittie’s -burial-day) of baby’s birth would have been too sad, had not the -fact of its being your birthday given a double significance; but -when I heard those bells, and became conscious again of every -thing, my feelings were deep and mingled beyond expression. * * * -With repeated tender thanks, your most loving child,</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Having no cow, or country place to keep one, in this -tremendous heat where one can’t keep milk, and dysentery carries -off so many babies, it would not be fair to deprive the poor little -thing of its natural and safest nourishment till the hot months<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_330" id="page_330">{330}</a></span> -are over. These, darling Mama, are my reasons, and though I do it -with such pleasure, yet it is not without sacrifices of comfort and -convenience, etc.; but it seems to me the best course to take for -our children, and as we are situated.</p> - -<p>Many thanks for being baby’s godmother! It gives us great pleasure.</p> - -<p>Do thank all our good people for their kind interest. * * *</p> - -<p>I am driving out this afternoon if cool enough. You must not tell -one of the heavenly Scotch air, when one is breathing heated stove -air; it makes one too envious.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The christening went off very well. Baby looked really pretty for -so young an individual. It was in a large room. Marie [Duchess of -Edinburgh], quite in pink, held her godchild; and my mother-in-law, -with her best love, begs me to tell you, it had pleased her so much -that you had asked her to represent you. My three older girls -looked very nice, I thought, in lavender silk (your Christmas -present). I had the same color, and “Sunny” in pink, was immensely -admired. She is still improving in looks since you saw her.</p> - -<p>I was glad it was another place, in different circumstances from -the last christening. As it was, it moved me much. The last time I -heard these words, darling Frittie was with us, and now the chain -has a gap!</p> - -<p>* * * We can get nothing at Scheveningen except at exorbitant -prices, so we go to that dreadful Blankenberghe—without tree or -bush, nothing but a beach and sand banks.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_331" id="page_331">{331}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Blankenberghe</span>, July 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The sea air is doing all good, the children especially, the heat -had pulled them so.</p> - -<p>I have bathed once, and hope it will agree. * * * My cough and -relaxed throat are getting better.</p> - -<p>The rooms are small and few, but clean, and the cooking good, and -we are quite satisfied. There is not a soul one knows.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Blankenberghe</span>, August 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This day makes me think of our dear kind Grandmama, whose image -still dwells amongst us! None who ever knew her can forget how -truly lovable she was; and we grandchildren will ever retain such a -bright recollection of her. So many little attentions, small -souvenirs, kind letters, all tokens of affection <i>so</i> pleasing to -the receivers.</p> - -<p>Yesterday Louis saved a lady from drowning. He was bathing. The -waves were high, and he heard a cry for help, and saw a bather -struggling. She had lost her footing. Her husband tried to help -her, but was exhausted and let her go; equally so the -brother-in-law, and Louis felt he was losing his strength, but she -kept her presence of mind and floated. He let her go once till a -wave brought her near him again, and he caught her hand and brought -her in, feeling quite done himself. I was not in the sea at the -time, for the waves were so tremendous that I lost my footing -several times, and had come out, fearing an accident. The lady is a -Mrs. T. Sligo, a Scotchwoman, and she has just written to me to -thank Louis. He is a good swimmer, and very strong. The gentlemen -are two grey-haired Scotchmen.</p> - -<p>Ella has so wonderfully improved since she has been here. She is no -more pale and languid, and Ernie is another child also.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_332" id="page_332">{332}</a></span></p> - -<p>Luckily it has not been warm, so the air and baths are doubly -efficacious. They have done me a world of good. I feel quite -different to what I have done ever since Sunny’s birth. I believe -the sea to be the only thing for such a relaxed state, and, being -strong and healthy by nature, I can’t bear not being well, and -feeling so weak. Miss Graves has returned, but the girls have been -very good—no trouble at all.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, August 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>On dear Papa’s birthday I must send you a few lines. The past is -ever bright and vivid in my mind, though year after year -intervenes. How must it be for you, who live surrounded by such -precious recollections of the happy past!</p> - -<p>I think doubly of you to-day, and doubly tenderly, sweet Mama!</p> - -<p>I got home quite right, and found the house here cold. There was no -sun, and our rooms being to the north, and the wood so near, makes -them feel chilly.</p> - -<p>I am glad dear Leopold bore the journey well. The air will do him -good in his weakened state.</p> - -<p>The day at Laeken was quiet and pleasant. Marie is still thinner, -and more aged, I think. The loss of that nice boy weighs on them -still, and they spoke much about it, and she with many tears.</p> - -<p>Every one has his burden to bear, and must bear it alone with trust -and resignation—that is the thing to struggle and to pray for.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I shall get a comforter done for good Mrs. Brown, kind old -woman. I am glad she does not forget me, and shall be pleased to do -any little thing that can give her pleasure. Will you tell her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_333" id="page_333">{333}</a></span> the -plaid she made me still goes everywhere with me? How is Mrs. Grant?</p> - -<p>Louis is gone, and I have a good deal to do every day. We breakfast -at half-past eight, then I have baby, and take the children out -till eleven. I then have business, baby, and, at one, the elder -girls alternately for French reading. After luncheon I write my -letters, etc., and before five go out. In the evenings I read, and -have supper at eight with the two ladies.</p> - -<p>Ella is another child since she has been at the seaside—fine -color, no longer pale and languid, learns well, and is quite -different. Ernie the same, bright and fresh; while before they had -been looking pulled and weak, outgrowing their strength.</p> - -<p>“Sunny” is the picture of robust health, and sweet little “sister -Maly” sits up quite alone, and is very neat and rosy, with such -quick eyes, and two deep dimples in her cheeks—a great pet, and so -like my poor Frittie.</p> - -<p>The return here has been very painful, and days of great depression -still come, when I am tormented with the dreadful remembrance of -the day I lost him. Too cruel and agonizing are those thoughts. I -dwell on <i>his</i> rest and peace, and that our sufferings he cannot -know. What might not life have brought him? Better so! but hard to -say, “God’s will be done.”</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * ——’s conversion has created no smaller sensation with us -than elsewhere, and the <i>Times</i> criticised his step so sharply. It -remains a retrograde movement for any Protestant, how much more so -for a man of his stamp! Quite incomprehensible to me.</p> - -<p>* * * This Catholic movement is <i>so un-English</i>.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_334" id="page_334">{334}</a></span> I think, among -those Ritualists there are <i>bonâ fide</i> Catholics who help to -convert. * * *</p> - -<p>I will send you sweet little Maly’s photograph next time. * * * -Baby has a very fair skin, light-brown hair and deep-blue eyes with -marked eyebrows, not much color in her cheeks, but pink and -healthy-looking altogether.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, September 24th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * People with strong feelings and of nervous temperament, for -which one is no more responsible than for the color of one’s eyes, -have things to fight against and to put up with, unknown to those -of quiet, equable dispositions, who are free from violent emotions, -and have consequently no feeling of nerves—still less, of -irritable nerves. If I did not control mine as much as I could, -they would be dreadful. * * * One can overcome a great deal—but -<i>alter</i> one’s self one cannot. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 31st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I always think, that in the end children educate the parents. -For their sakes there is so much one must do: one must forget one’s -self, if every thing is as it ought to be. It is doubly so, if one -has the misfortune to lose a precious child. Rückert’s lovely lines -are so true (after the loss of two of his children):</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Nun hat euch Gott verlieh’n, was wir auch wollten thun,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Wir wollten euch erzieh’n, und ihr erzieht uns nun.<br /></span> -<span class="i0">O Kinder, ihr erziehet mit Schmerz die Eltern jetzt;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Ihr zieht an uns, und ziehet uns auf zu euch zuletzt.<a name="FNanchor_123_123" id="FNanchor_123_123"></a><a href="#Footnote_123_123" class="fnanchor">[123]</a><br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -<p>Yesterday Ernie was telling Orchard that I was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_335" id="page_335">{335}</a></span> going to plant some -Spanish chestnuts, and she said: “Oh, I shall be dead and gone -before they are big; what a pity we had none sooner!” and Ernie -burst out crying and said: “No, you must not die alone—I don’t -like people to die alone; we must die all together!” He has said -the same to me before, poor darling. After Lenchen’s [Princess -Christian’s] boys were gone, and he had seen Eddy and Georgy [sons -of the Prince of Wales], his own loss came fresh upon him, and he -cried for his little brother! It is the remaining behind the loss, -the missing of the dear ones, that is the cruel thing to bear. Only -time can teach one that, and resignation to a Higher Will. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The new Church laws (similar to the Prussian) go through our -Upper Chamber to-morrow, and will meet with great opposition. Louis -is, of course, for accepting them, as a check must be put on the -Catholics; for the Catholic clergy are paid by the State as well as -the Protestant, so that the State has an equal right over both; but -this right the Catholics have for years managed to evade. The -Bishop of Mayence is doing his utmost to create every possible -obstacle, but it is to be hoped that one will not here have to have -recourse to the method of fines and imprisonment as in Prussia * * -*</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your dear letter, and for the advice, which, as a -mark of your interest in our children, is very precious, besides -being so good! What you mention I have never lost sight of, and -there is, as you say, nothing more injurious for children than that -they should be made a fuss about.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_336" id="page_336">{336}</a></span> I want to make them unselfish, -unspoiled, and contented; as yet this is the case. That they take a -greater place in my life, than is often the case in <i>our</i> families, -comes from my not being able to have enough persons of a -responsible sort to take charge of them always; certain things -remain undone from that reason, if I do not do them, and <i>they</i> -would be the losers. I certainly do not belong by nature to those -women who are above all <i>wife</i>; but circumstances have forced me to -be the mother in the real sense, as in a private family, and I had -to school myself to it, I assure you, for many small self-denials -have been necessary. Baby-worship, or having the children -indiscriminately about one, is not at all the right thing, and a -perpetual talk about one’s children makes some women intolerable. I -hope I steer clear of these faults—at least I try to do so, for I -can only agree in <i>every</i> word you say, as does Louis, to whom I -read it; and he added when I was reading your remarks: “Das thust -Du aber nicht. Die Kinder und andere Menschen wissen gar nicht, was -Du für sie thust” [“But you don’t do so. Neither the children nor -anybody else knows what you do for them”]. He has often complained -that I would not have the children enough in my room, but, being of -your opinion, where it was not necessary, I thought it better not. -* * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I enclose a few lines to Mr. Martin.<a name="FNanchor_124_124" id="FNanchor_124_124"></a><a href="#Footnote_124_124" class="fnanchor">[124]</a> I have only had time to -look at the preface, and am very glad to hear that you are -satisfied.</p> - -<p>With what interest shall I read it! You will receive these lines on -the 14th. Last year I had the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_337" id="page_337">{337}</a></span> comfort of being near you. It did me -real good then, and I thank you again for those short and quiet -days, where the intercourse with you was so soothing to my aching -heart. There is no <i>Umgang</i> [intercourse] I know, that gives me -more happiness than when I can be with you—above all, in quiet. -The return to the so-called world I have barely made. Life is -serious—a journey to another end. The flowers God sends to -brighten our path I take with gratitude and enjoy; but much that -was dearest, most precious, which this day <i>commemorates</i>, is in -the grave; part of my heart is there too, though their spirits, -adored Papa’s, live on with me, the holiest and brightest part of -life, a star to lead us, were we but equal to following it! The -older I grow, the more perfect, the more touching and good, dear -Papa’s image stands before me. Such an <i>entire</i> life for duty, so -joyously and unpretendingly borne out, remains for all times -something inexpressibly fine and grand! With it how tender, -lovable, gay, he was! I can never talk of him to others who have -not known him, without tears in my eyes—as I have them now. He -<i>was</i> and <i>is</i> my ideal. I never knew a man fit to place beside -him, or so made to be devotedly loved and admired. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Before this day is over, I must write a few words—my thoughts are -so much with you and with the past, the bright, happy past of my -childhood, where beloved Papa was the centre of this rich and happy -existence. I have spent nearly the whole day with the precious -volume which speaks so much of you and of him.</p> - -<p><i>What</i> a man in every sense of the word; what a Prince he was—so -entirely what the dear old Baron<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_338" id="page_338">{338}</a></span> [Stockmar] urged him always to -be! Life with him must have seemed to you so secure and -well-guarded. How you must have loved him! It makes one’s heart -ache again and again, in reading and thinking of all dear Papa was -to you, that you should have had to part from him in the heat of -the day, when he was so necessary. <i>Ihm ist wohl</i> [With him it is -well]. A life like his was a whole long lifetime, though only -twenty-two years, and he well deserved his rest!</p> - -<p>The hour is nearing when we last held and pressed his hand in life, -now thirteen years ago. How well I recollect that last sunrise, and -then the dreadful night with you that followed on that too awful -day! But it is not well to dwell on these things, when we have the -bright, sunny past to look back to. Tennyson’s beautiful -Dedication<a name="FNanchor_125_125" id="FNanchor_125_125"></a><a href="#Footnote_125_125" class="fnanchor">[125]</a> expresses all one feels and would wish to say. I -can only add, with a heavy-drawn sigh, “Oh, to be worthier of -<i>such</i> a Father!” How far beneath him, if not always in aims, at -least in their fulfilment, have I always remained!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My best thanks for the letter of the 15th. Poor Colonel Grey’s<a name="FNanchor_126_126" id="FNanchor_126_126"></a><a href="#Footnote_126_126" class="fnanchor">[126]</a> -death is shocking, and Bertie and Alix are sure to have felt it -deeply. Dear Bertie’s true and constant heart suffers on such -occasions, for he can be constant in friendship, and all who serve -him serve him with warm attachment. I hope he won’t give way to the -idea of Sandringham being unlucky, though so much that has been -trying and sad has happened to them there! Superstition is surely a -thing to fight against; above all, with the feeling that all is in -God’s hands, not in ours!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_339" id="page_339">{339}</a></span></p> - -<p>How interesting the book is [“Life of the Prince Consort”]! I have -finished it, and am <i>befriedigt</i> [satisfied]. It was a difficult -undertaking, but Mr. Martin seems to have done it very well.</p> - -<p>I am sure dear Osborne is charming as ever, but I can’t think of -that large house so empty; no children any more; it must seem so -forsaken in our old wing. I have such a <i>Heimweh</i> [yearning] to see -Osborne again after more than six years. * * *</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1875" id="yr-1875">1875</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">Each</span> year the Princess Alice endeavored by some public effort or -other—either a dramatic or musical performance—to collect funds for -her many charitable institutions which, as they extended their field of -usefulness, were more and more in need of pecuniary help. Artists as -well as amateurs gladly offered their services on all such occasions.</p> - -<p>In the beginning of this year the Prince and Princess and their children -went to England for two months, spending part of the time with the -Queen, and part with the Prince and Princess of Wales. The two eldest -daughters, Victoria and Elizabeth, accompanied their grandmother to -Balmoral in May.</p> - -<p>The whole family returned to Darmstadt at the end of June. In July the -Prince and Princess Louis were present at the “coming of age” of the -Hereditary Grand Duke of Baden. The rest of the summer was spent at -Kranichstein.</p> - -<p>In 1874 the Hessian Government had amended their educational laws for -the schools, and had established, as a fundamental principle, that -needle-work<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_340" id="page_340">{340}</a></span> in all its branches should be taught in all girls’ schools, -and that suitable teachers for this purpose should be engaged. To meet -this necessity, a course of lectures and instruction in the art of -needle-work was instituted by the “Alice Society,” open to women and -girls of all classes. This has proved in its results of real blessing -and benefit to the whole country.</p> - -<p>[The next two letters arose out of the expression of an opinion on the -part of some of the Prince Consort’s friends, that the publication of -his Life under the sanction of the Queen, with unreserved fulness of -details, had been premature.]</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 3d, 1875.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * It is touching and fine in you to allow the world to have so -much insight into your private life, and allow others to have what -has been only <i>your</i> property and our inheritance.</p> - -<p>People can only be the better for reading about dear Papa, such as -he was, and such as so feelingly and delicately Mr. Theodore Martin -places him before them. To me the volume is inexpressibly precious, -and opens a field for thought in various senses.</p> - -<p>For the frivolous higher classes how valuable this book will be, if -read with real attention, as a record of a life spent in the -highest aims, with the noblest conception of duty as a leading -star.</p></div> - -<p>To this letter Her Majesty replied:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Osborne</span>, January 12, 1875.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Dearest Alice</span>:—* * * Now as regards the book. If you will reflect -a few minutes, you will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_341" id="page_341">{341}</a></span> see how I owed it to beloved Papa to let -his noble character be known and understood, as it now is, and that -to wait longer, when those who knew him best—his own wife, and a -few (very few there are) remaining friends—were all gone, or too -old, and too far removed from that time, to be able to present a -really true picture of his most ideal and remarkable character, -would have been really wrong.</p> - -<p>He must be known, for his own sake, for the good of England and of -his family, and of the world at large. Countless people write to -say, what good it does and will do. And it is already thirteen -years since he left us!</p> - -<p>Then you must also remember, that endless false and untrue things -have been written and said about us, public and private, and that -in these days people will write and will know: therefore the only -way to counteract this is to let the real, full truth be known, and -as much be told as can be told with prudence and discretion, and -then, no harm, but good, will be done. Nothing will help me more, -than that my people should see what I have lost! Numbers of people -we knew have had their Lives and Memoirs published, and some -beautiful ones: Bunsen’s by his wife; Lord Elgin’s, by his (very -touching and interesting); Lord Palmerston’s; etc., etc.</p> - -<p>“The Early Years” volume was begun for private circulation only, -and then General Grey and many of Papa’s friends and advisers -begged me to have it published. This was done. The work was most -popular and greatly liked. General Grey could not go on with it, -and asked me to ask Sir A. Helps to continue it, and he said that -he could not, but recommended Mr. Theodore Martin as one of the -most eminent writers of the day, and hoped I could pre<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_342" id="page_342">{342}</a></span>vail on him -to undertake this great national work. I did succeed, and he has -taken seven years to prepare the whole, supplied by me with every -letter and extract; and a deal of time it took, but I felt it would -be a national sacred work. You must, I think, see I am right now; -Papa and I too would have suffered otherwise. I think even the -German side of his character will be understood.</p> - -<p>One of the things that pleases people most is the beautiful way in -which he took all good Stockmar’s often very severe observations. -And they also admire so much good old Stockmar’s honesty, -fearlessness, and are pleased to be shown what a dear warm-hearted -old man he was. Your devoted Mama,</p> - -<p class="r"> -V. R.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The service in Dr. Weber’s study before the open coffin, -filled with flowers, was very affecting. He was truly beloved and -respected. His sufferings must have been intense, and for many -years borne heroically—not a word said; not a complaint; always -ready to bear the sorrows of others with them, yet bearing his own -unassisted! Wonderful self-command and unselfishness! He knew his -illness was fatal; even to the latter weeks considered his days as -but few, and put all in order, without letting his family and -friends know what he himself only too well foresaw.</p> - -<p>It was a stormy afternoon with pouring rain when he was buried. -Louis, his poor boy, and many were out. * * *</p> - -<p>We have April weather. I have a very heavy cold, and feel so weak -and done up. It is too warm and unhealthy; every place smells, our -house especially.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_343" id="page_343">{343}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -January 27th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * My little May has such a cold, which lessens her usual -smiles. She is a fine, strong child, more like what Victoria was, -but marked eyebrows, with the fair hair and such speaking eyes. She -and Aliky are a pretty contrast!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>You say of the drains just what I have said from year to year; and -this summer—if we can get away in the spring, when it is most -unwholesome—what can be done is to be done, and I hope with better -success than what has hitherto been attempted.</p> - -<p>My little May cannot get rid of her cough, though she looks pink -and smiling. I shall be so glad to show her to you—she is so -pretty and dear.</p> - -<p>My father-in-law has for the first time got the gout in his feet, -and is so depressed. Uncle Louis suffers dreadfully from oppression -at night, so that he can’t remain in bed. He is a good deal aged, -and stoops dreadfully. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -March 14th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louis gave me a dreadful fright last week by suddenly breaking -through the ice, and at a very deep place. He laid his arms over -the thicker ice, and managed to keep above water till some one was -near enough to help him out. He said the water drew immensely, and -he feared getting under the ice. The gentleman, who is very tall, -lay down and stretched his arms out to Louis, another man holding -the former: and so he got out without ill effects. As it was at -Kranichstein, he undressed and rubbed himself before the stove in -the Verwalter’s [land-steward’s] room; and he came home in the -Verwalter’s clothes, which looked very funny. * * *<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_344" id="page_344">{344}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Marlborough House</span>, May 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I did not half thank you yesterday for our pleasant visit. I could -not trust myself to speak. I felt leaving you again so much. It has -been a great happiness to me, so <i>wohlthuend</i> [doing me so much -good] to have been with you, and I can never express what I feel, -as I would, nor how deep and tender my love and gratitude to you -are! The older I grow, the more precious the <i>Verhältniss</i> -[relation] to a mother becomes to me, and how doubly so to you!</p> - -<p>Louis feels as I do; his love to you has always been as to his own -mother; and my tears begin to run when I recall your dear face and -voice, which to see and hear again has seemed so natural, so—as it -ought to be! that it is quite difficult to accustom myself to the -thought that only in memory can I enjoy them now.</p> - -<p>How I do love you, sweet Mama! There is no sacrifice I would not -make for you! and as our meetings are of late years so fleeting and -far between, when they are over I feel the separation very much. * -* *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Marlborough House</span>, June 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * God bless you, my precious Mother, watch over and guard you; -and let your blessing and motherly interest accompany us and our -children! Louis’ tenderest love; many, many kisses from all -children, and William’s respectful duty!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, June 20th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * All Victoria and Ella tell me of their stay at Balmoral—the -many things you gave them and their people—touches me so much: let -me thank you so many times again. I feel I did not half say enough, -but you know <i>how much</i> I feel it!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_345" id="page_345">{345}</a></span></p> - -<p>Our journey did very well; no one was ill, after that dreadful -storm—a piece of luck. You are now again at Windsor. How much I -think of you and of dear Beatrice!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We got home from Carlsruhe at eleven o’clock last night. We -went there on Thursday; arrived at two; were received there by -Fritz and Louise and the Emperor; found dear Marie Leiningen and -Hermann and Leopoldine there. Fritz W. arrived half an hour -afterwards from Vienna, having met with a railway accident in the -night; but he was, thank God, unhurt—barely shaken.</p> - -<p>It was frightfully hot! Family dinner at five; then a drive about -the town, which was decked with flags. At nine in the evening a -large soirée and continual circle! and supper—<i>such</i> a heat! At -eight next morning in gala, church service. Fritz (son) for the -first time in uniform with the Black Eagle; then at ten a very fine -parade, in which Fritz marched past as second lieutenant with his -regiment. The troops were so fine; the Emperor led his own regiment -past, and it was a very moving sight, with a great deal of -cheering. At two there was a large banquet, at which Fritz made a -beautiful speech, and the Emperor a very good answer.</p> - -<p>All Fritz’s (son) former school-fellows, and the different schools -and masters, came by in procession, and the day was very fatiguing. -He is such a good boy. His former tutor, who finished his task of -education yesterday, said to me: “Er ist ein <i>guter</i> Mensch und die -Wahrheit selber” [He is a good man, and truth itself]. He was very -self-possessed, modest, and civil, talking to every one. He is full -of promise, and has been carefully and lovingly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_346" id="page_346">{346}</a></span> brought up by his -parents, who are such excellent people. I have the greatest regard -for them.</p> - -<p>I told the Emperor the fright we had about the war. He was much -distressed, that any one could believe him capable of such a thing; -but our Fritz and Fritz of Baden agree that, with Bismarck, in -spite of the nation not wishing it, he might bring about a war at -any moment. Our Fritz spoke <i>so</i> justly and reasonably—quite -anti-war—and I told him all the opinions I had gathered and heard -in London; and he was much grieved and worried, I could see; but it -must and can be prevented, if <i>all</i> are against it, I am sure. This -enormous and splendid army, ready at any moment, is a dangerous -possession for any country. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Kranichstein</span>, October 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To-day my eyes will not remain dry; the recollection of five -years ago, which brought us joy and promise of more in our sweet -second boy, is painful in the extreme. The sudden ending of that -young life; the gap this has left; the recollections that are now -but to be enjoyed in silent memory, will leave a heart-ache and a -sore place, beside where there is much happiness and cause for -gratitude. The six children and we, with endless flowers and tears, -decked his little grave this morning, and some sad lines of Byron’s -struck me as having much truth in the pain of such moments—</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i2">But when I stood beneath the fresh green tree,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Which living waves where thou didst cease to live,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And saw around me the wide field revive<br /></span> -<span class="i2">With fruits and fertile promise, and the Spring<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Come forth her work of gladness to contrive,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">With all her reckless birds upon the wing,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">I turn’d from all she brought, to those she could not bring.<a name="FNanchor_127_127" id="FNanchor_127_127"></a><a href="#Footnote_127_127" class="fnanchor">[127]</a><br /></span> -<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_347" id="page_347">{347}</a></span></div></div> -</div> - -<p>The weather is fine; it was much like this five years ago, but -round Metz it rained. Louis was turning into quarters with his -troops from a sortie, and he called the news out to the regiments -as he rode along, and they gave a cheer for their little Prince!</p> - -<p>It was a dreadful time of trial and separation for both of us, and -Frittie was such a comfort and consolation to me in all my -loneliness.</p> - -<p>How sorry I am for poor Alix at this long separation!<a name="FNanchor_128_128" id="FNanchor_128_128"></a><a href="#Footnote_128_128" class="fnanchor">[128]</a> For her -sake I grieve at the impossibility of her accompanying him.</p> - -<p>We hope to get back to our house by the 19th, though there will be -an end of nice walks for the next eight months—the town grows so, -and is all railroad and coal heaps where we had our walks formerly, -and the town pavement in the streets is most unpleasant walking. * -* *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Schloss Kranichstein</span>, October 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>For your dear letter and for the inclosures I am so grateful, but -distressed beyond measure at dear Fannie’s [Lady Frances Baillie]. -I had a long letter from her some weeks back, when she was more -hopeful about dear Augusta [Stanley]. This is too much sorrow for -them all! Fannie I loved as a sister, and dear Augusta’s devotion -and self-sacrifice to you, and even to us in those dreadful years, -was something rare and beautiful. Her whole soul and heart were in -the duty, which to her was a sacred one. The good, excellent Dean! -My sympathy is so great with these three kind and good people so -sorely tried. I grieve for you too! God help them!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -October 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>How sorry I am for dear good old Mrs. Brown<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_348" id="page_348">{348}</a></span> and for her sons.<a name="FNanchor_129_129" id="FNanchor_129_129"></a><a href="#Footnote_129_129" class="fnanchor">[129]</a> -Please say something sympathizing from me; her blindness is such a -trial, poor soul, at that age. How gloomily life must close for -her!</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1876" id="yr-1876">1876</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">Although</span> this new year brought no actual change to the usual routine of -the daily life in the Princess’ home, and although the Princess was able -to fulfil her social duties, traces of serious illness now began to show -themselves by repeated attacks of exhaustion and weakness. These attacks -were partially relieved by a short stay in the Black Forest in June, and -by a visit to England and Scotland, which she made without her husband. -The Prince had been detained in Germany by the great manœuvres, on the -conclusion of which he fetched her from England, in the autumn. On their -way back to Darmstadt they stopped at Brussels. They also visited -Coblenz, to pay their respects to the Empress of Germany, who had been -to see their children at Darmstadt in October.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -January 18th, 1876.<br /> -</p> - -<p>No words can express how deep my sympathy and grief is for what our -dear Augusta and the Dean have to go through. With her warm, large -heart, which ever lived and suffered for others, how great must her -pain be in having to leave him! I can positively think of nothing -else lately, as you know<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_349" id="page_349">{349}</a></span> my love for Augusta, the General [her -brother, General Bruce], and Fanny has always been great; and when -I think back of them in former times, and in the year 1861, my -heart aches and my tears flow—feeling what you and we shall lose -in dear Augusta. My pity for the dear, good, kind Dean is so deep. -I sent him a few words again to-day, in the hope he may still say a -few words of love and gratitude to dear Augusta from me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday morning Ernie came in to me and said, “Mama, I had -a beautiful dream; shall I tell you? I dreamt that I was dead and -was gone up to Heaven, and there I asked God to let me have Frittie -again; and he came to me and took my hand. You were in bed, and saw -a great light, and were so frightened, and I said, ‘It is Ernie and -Frittie.’ You were so astonished! The next night Frittie and I went -with a great light to sisters.” Is it not touching? He says such -beautiful things, and has such deep poetic thought, yet with it all -so full of fun and romping.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -February 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am so sorry and shocked about excellent Mr. Harrison.<a name="FNanchor_130_130" id="FNanchor_130_130"></a><a href="#Footnote_130_130" class="fnanchor">[130]</a> -<i>What</i> a loss! He was so obliging and kind always in the many -commissions for us children. Poor Kräuslach,<a name="FNanchor_131_131" id="FNanchor_131_131"></a><a href="#Footnote_131_131" class="fnanchor">[131]</a> too—so sad! It -is too grievous; how one well-known face—with its many -associations—after another, is called away; and on looking back, -how short a space of time they seemed to have filled!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Wolfach</span>, June 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * The heat here is excessive; the wild<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_350" id="page_350">{350}</a></span> flowers covering every -field are more beautiful than I have ever seen them anywhere—such -quantities of large forget-me-nots. The streams are very much like -Scotch ones; the valleys are partly very narrow, and the hills -wooded to the very top—rather like the Thüringer Wald, but more -different greens: such lovely coloring. I admire the country so -much.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How sorry I am for good, kind old Mrs. Brown—to be blind -with old age seems so hard, so cruel; but I am sure with your so -loving heart you have brightened her latter years in many kind -ways. It is such a pleasure to do any thing for the aged; one has -such a feeling of respect for those who have the experience of a -long life, and are nearing the goal.</p> - -<p>* * * Yesterday, again, the Emperor Alexander spoke to me, really -rejoicing that the political complications were clearing -peacefully: “Dites à Maman encore une fois comme cela me réjouit, -et de savoir comme c’est elle qui tient à la paix. Nous ne pouvons, -nous ne voulons pas nous brouiller avec l’Angleterre. Il faudrait -être fou de penser à Constantinople ou aux Indes!” He had tears in -his eyes, and seemed so moved, as if a dreadful weight was being -lifted off; so happy for the sake of Marie, and Affie, too, that -matters were mending. He showed me after dinner the buttons you -gave him; spoke also so affectionately of Bertie. * * * I thought -of you—thirty-nine years of rule not to be envied, save for the -service one can render one’s country and the world in general in -such an arduous position.</p> - -<p>Private individuals are, of course, far the best off—our -privileges being more duties than advantages<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_351" id="page_351">{351}</a></span>—and their absence -would be no privation compared to the enormous advantage of being -one’s own master, and of being on equality with most people, and -able to know men and the world as they are, and not merely as they -please to show themselves to please us. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, July 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We dined with Uncle Louis, the Emperor, etc., and Grand Duke -of Weimar, at Seeheim yesterday. The Emperor said he had written to -you, but Prince Gortschakoff seemed only half-happy, and said to -me: “Franchement puis-je vous le dire, je désirerais voir -l’Angleterre grande, forte, décidée dans la politique, comme -l’était Canning et les grands hommes d’état que j’ai connus en -Angleterre il y a quarante ans. La Russie est grande et forte; que -l’Angleterre le soit aussi; nous n’avons pas besoin de faire -attention à tous les petits.” He said we made our foreign policy -and despatches for the Blue Book, and not an open decided policy -before the House of Commons and the world. It may interest you to -hear this opinion, as it shows the temper of his policy.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 5th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>It is long since I have felt such pain as the death (to me really -sudden and unexpected, in spite of the danger inherent in her case) -of my good, devoted, kind Emily<a name="FNanchor_132_132" id="FNanchor_132_132"></a><a href="#Footnote_132_132" class="fnanchor">[132]</a> has caused me. My tears won’t -cease. Louis, the children, the whole household, all mourn and -grieve with me. She was singularly beloved, and richly deserved to -be so! Her devotion and affection to me really knew no bounds. I -cannot think what it will be to miss her. I have <i>never</i> been<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_352" id="page_352">{352}</a></span> -served as she served me, and probably never shall be so again. It -is a wrench that only those can estimate who knew her well—like -poor Mary Hardinge. She came first in Emily’s heart, and the loss -for her is quite, <small>QUITE</small> irreparable! Had I but seen dear Emily -again! This sudden, cruel sort of death shocks me so.</p> - -<p>How I should have nursed and comforted her had I been near her! She -always wished this, and told me she had such a fear of death. There -never breathed a more unselfish, generous, good character.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -September 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I fear you will find me so dull, tired, and useless. I can do -next to nothing of late, and must rest so much. Poor Emily! My -thoughts never leave her. I cannot yet get accustomed to the -thought of her loss.</p> - -<p>P. S.—Just received your dear note. The accounts of my dear -Emily’s sad end have just reached me, and I am terribly upset. You -can hardly estimate the gap, the blank she will leave—my only -lady, and in many ways <i>homme d’affaires</i>. We had been so much -together this last waiting; every thing reminds me of her, and of -the touching love she bore me. Surely some years more she would -have lived.</p> - -<p>Darling Mama, I don’t think you quite know how far from well I am, -and how absurdly wanting in strength. I only mention it, that you -should know that until the good air has set me up I am good for -next to nothing; and I fear I sha’n’t be able to come to dinner the -first evenings. I hope you won’t mind. I have never in my life been -like this before. I live on my sofa, and in the air, and see no -one, and yet go on losing strength! Of course this unexpected shock -has done me harm too, and has entailed more sad things. * * *<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_353" id="page_353">{353}</a></span></p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Douglas’ Hotel</span>, <span class="smcap">Edinburgh</span>, Sunday, September 11th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I hear Ernie is still so dull and melancholy at missing me; -he always feels it most, with that tender loving heart of his. God -preserve and guard this to me so inexpressibly precious child! I -fancy that seldom a mother and child so understood each other, and -loved each other, as we two do. It requires no words; he reads in -my eyes, as I do in his, what is in his little heart.</p> - -<p>It is so wonderfully still here, not a soul in the streets. The -people of the house have sent up several times to enquire when and -to what church I was going; so I shall go, as it seems to shock -them, one’s staying away. I shall see the Monument this afternoon, -and go and see Holyrood again. The whole journey here brought back -with the well-remembered scenery the recollection of my childhood, -all the happy journeys with dear Papa and you. How the treasured -remembrance, with the deep love, lives on, when all else belongs to -the past!</p> - -<p>I seem, in returning here, so near you and him in former happy -years, when my home was in this beloved country. No home in the -world can quite become what the home of one’s parents and childhood -was. There is a sacredness about it, a feeling of gratitude and -love for the great mercies one had there. You, who never left -country, <i>Geschwister</i> [kindred], or home, can scarcely enter into -this feeling.</p> - -<p>In the hopes of meeting you soon, kissing your dear hands, with -thanks for all goodness, and many excuses for having caused so much -trouble. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, October 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I was so sad at parting with you yesterday. I could not half thank -you for all your love and kind<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_354" id="page_354">{354}</a></span>ness during those weeks. But you -know how deeply I feel it; how truly grateful I am to you; how -happy and contented I am to be allowed to be near you as in old -days. Darling Mama, once more, thousand thanks for all and for -every thing!</p> - -<p>The journey went quite well, and I am not particularly tired.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Buckingham Palace</span>, November 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thousand thanks for your dear letter received this morning! I feel -leaving dear England, as always, though the pleasure of being near -the dear children again is very great.</p> - -<p>Let me thank you once more from my heart, darling Mama, for all -your great kindness, and for having enabled me to do what was -thought necessary and best. I return so much stronger and better -than I came, in every way—refreshed by the pleasant stay in dear -Balmoral with you, and then much better for the time here. I feel -morally refreshed, too, with the entire change, the many interests -to be met with here, which is always so beneficial, and will help -me in every way when I get back to Darmstadt. All this I have to -thank you for, and do so most warmly.</p> - -<p>Louis, who, as you know, is full of love and affection for you, is -very grateful for your kind words, and has likewise derived profit -and enjoyment from his stay in England.</p> - -<p>* * * My color and strength have so much returned, that I do not -doubt being well again this winter.</p> - -<p>I went with Dean Stanley to see Mr. Carlyle, who was most -interesting, and talked for nearly an hour. Had I had time, I would -have written down the conversation. The Dean said he would try and -do so.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_355" id="page_355">{355}</a></span></p> - -<p>With Louise I visited Mr. Motley also, who in his way is equally -interesting, and has a great charm. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Many thanks for your last letter from Balmoral, received yesterday -morning! I <i>know</i> you feel leaving the dear place, but without -going away there is no <i>Wiedersehen</i> [meeting again]. The happiness -of our meeting with the dear children was very great on all -sides—they eat me up!</p> - -<p>They had made wreaths over the doors, and had no end of things to -tell me. We arrived at three, and there was not a moment’s rest -till they were all in bed, and I had heard the different prayers -and hymns of the six, with all the little different confidences -they had to make. My heart was full of joy and gratitude at being -with them once more, and I prayed God to make me fit to be their -real friend and stay as long as they require me, and to have the -insight into their different characters to guide them aright, and -to understand their different wants and feelings. This is so -difficult always.</p> - -<p>Victoria is immensely grown, and her figure is forming. She is -changing so much—beginning to leave the child and grow into the -girl. I hear she has been good and desirous of doing what is right; -and she has more to contend with than Ella, therefore double merit -in any thing she overcomes, and any self-sacrifice she makes.</p> - -<p>Ernie is very well, and his birthday was a great delight. Sweet -little May is enchanting,—“my <i>weet</i> heart,” as she calls me. -Aliky is very handsome and dear.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>I see this letter will just arrive on the 14th—day<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_356" id="page_356">{356}</a></span> never to be -forgotten! How deeply it is graven in my heart—with letters of -blood; for the pain of losing <i>him</i>, and of witnessing your grief, -was as sharp as any thing any child can go through for its beloved -parents. Yet God’s mercy is to be found through all, and one learns -to say “Thy will be done,” hard though it is. * * *</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<h3><a name="yr-1877" id="yr-1877">1877</a>.</h3> - -<p><span class="smcap">The</span> health of Prince Charles of Hesse (father of Prince Louis) had for -some time past given cause for great anxiety. He had always suffered -from violent headaches and a delicate throat. On the evening of the 11th -of March he was seized with erysipelas, and died peacefully on the 20th. -The Princess shared the grief of her mother-in-law and family most -truly; for Prince Charles, though outwardly shy and retiring, was a man -of great cultivation and refinement, and had made himself beloved by all -who knew him. He was buried in the Mausoleum at the Rosenhöhe on the -24th of March. The Grand Duke, who was deeply affected by his brother’s -death, and all the family were present.</p> - -<p>A month had scarcely passed since Prince Charles’ death, when the Grand -Duke himself was attacked by serious illness at Seeheim, one of his -summer residences, near Darmstadt, and died on the 13th of June at the -age of seventy-one.</p> - -<p>Prince Louis was the next heir, and ascended the throne as Grand Duke -Louis IV.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_357" id="page_357">{357}</a></span></p> - -<p>The total change of circumstances, the heavy duties and responsibilities -of her new position, came most unexpectedly upon the Princess, and she -scarcely felt herself equal to them. With her well-known -conscientiousness and high feeling of duty it was not surprising that -they weighed heavily upon her, more especially as her health had of late -become very delicate. Still, the hope of being able to carry out many a -plan for the welfare of her adopted country encouraged her greatly.</p> - -<p>After the official receptions held by the Grand Duke and Grand Duchess -were over, they left Darmstadt for the quiet little watering-place of -Houlgate, in Normandy. The Grand Duke was only able to accompany the -Grand Duchess as far as Metz, but he followed her later on with the -children. The rest and quiet were good for them all; and, apparently -much improved in health, the Grand Duchess returned for the first time -as “mother of the country” [<i>Landesmutter</i>] to Darmstadt. Her reception -was of the warmest and most enthusiastic nature, which she took as a -good omen for the future.</p> - -<p>The Emperor of Germany and the Crown Prince visited Darmstadt at the end -of September, for the purpose of assisting at the cavalry manœuvres, to -the great satisfaction of the country.</p> - -<p>The change in Princess Alice’s position in no wise affected her -relations to her many charitable institutions, though she had, of -course, many new responsibilities thrown upon her. Her constant -endeavor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_358" id="page_358">{358}</a></span> was to be just and free from prejudice, to recognize what was -good, no matter where, and to promote and further it to the best of her -power.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke and Grand Duchess saw much of the Crown Prince and Crown -Princess of Germany during the latter part of the year, as they were -living at Wiesbaden.</p> - -<p>Fräulein Louise Büchner, who had been for ten years so intimately -connected with the Grand Duchess, not only as working with her for the -good of others, but also by ties of the truest friendship, died on the -28th of November. Her death caused a gap which was sorely felt. A few -days before her death, when she was already confined to her bed, she -received a letter from the Grand Duchess herself, on the occasion of the -tenth anniversary of the opening of the “Alice Bazaar,” thanking her for -all she had done.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duchess had caused many of the pamphlets written by Miss -Octavia Hill to be translated, in the hopes of encouraging in Darmstadt -the authorities, and those at the head of private undertakings, to -further exertions for improving the condition of the poor.</p> - -<p>Whilst in England she had become acquainted with Miss Octavia Hill, “the -warm-hearted friend of the poor,” and had visited with her many of the -poorer parts of London. She felt the sincerest admiration and respect -for Miss Hill, and entirely shared her view, “that we must become the -friends<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_359" id="page_359">{359}</a></span> of the poor to be their benefactors.” The Grand Duchess did not -wish to copy exactly in Germany what Miss Hill had done in London: but -she hoped that the knowledge of what had been done in other places would -be an incentive to work in the same direction.</p> - -<p>At the beginning of this year the Grand Duchess had visited in strictest -incognito the worst houses (in sanitary respects) in Mayence, and -determined to make a plan for the erection of new dwellings for the -working classes there.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, January 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How beautifully Max Müller’s letter<a name="FNanchor_133_133" id="FNanchor_133_133"></a><a href="#Footnote_133_133" class="fnanchor">[133]</a> is written and -expressed, and how touchingly and truly he puts the point of view -on which we all should learn to stand. To become again pure as -children, with a child’s faith and trust—there where our human -intellect will <i>ever</i> stand still!</p> - -<p>I have been reading some of Robertson’s sermons again, and I think -his view of Christianity one of the truest, warmest, and most -beautiful I know. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, March 23d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Thank you so much for your dear and sympathizing letter. These have -been most painful—most distressing days—so harrowing.</p> - -<p>The recollections of 1861, of dear Frittie’s death, when my dear -father-in-law was so tender and kind, were painfully vivid. My -mother-in-law’s resignation and touching goodness, doing all that -she could during the illness and since for all arrangements, is -very beautiful!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_360" id="page_360">{360}</a></span></p> - -<p>The poor sons gave way to bursts of tears during those agonizing -hours; yet they held their father alternately with me, and were -quiet and helpful for their mother and for him, just as their -simple, quiet natures teach them. I begged Bäuerlein to write to -you meanwhile. I am feeling so exhausted, and there is so much to -do, and we are always going from one house to the other.</p> - -<p>It was heart-rending from Monday morn till Tuesday eve to see the -painful alteration in the dear well-known features augmenting from -hour to hour, though I believe he did not suffer latterly. He was -not conscious, unless spoken to, or called very directly.</p> - -<p>My mother-in-law never left his bedside day or night, and we were -only a few hours absent on Monday night. Before we went home she -called our names distinctly to him as we kissed him, and he seemed -to notice it; then she knelt down, and distinctly, but choked with -tears, prayed the Lord’s Prayer for him, calling him gently.</p> - -<p>The next day at six we were there again, and till half past six in -the evening never left the bedside. She repeated occasionally, as -long as she thought he might hear, a short verse—<i>so</i> touching! -and once said: “Bist Du traurig? es ist ja nicht auf lange, dann -sind wir wieder zusammen!” [“Art thou sad? It is not for long, and -then we shall be together again”] kissing and stroking his hands. -It was very distressing.</p> - -<p>When all was over we four were close to her, and she threw herself -on him, and then clasped her sons to her heart with words of such -grief as you so well understand!</p> - -<p>Early the next morning we went with her to his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_361" id="page_361">{361}</a></span> room. He lay on his -bed, very peaceful, in his uniform. Louis had clasped the hands -together when he died, and I arranged flowers on the bed and in the -room round him.</p> - -<p>There is a terrible deal to do and to arrange, and many people -come, and we are much with my poor mother-in-law. Yesterday we went -for the last time to see the remains of what had been so precious. -She read a “Lied” [a hymn], and then kissed him so long, and took -with us the last look. Yesterday evening the coffin was closed in -presence of the sons.</p> - -<p>We are going to the Rosenhöhe [the Mausoleum] now, before going to -Louis’ mother, to put things straight there, and see if one can get -by dear Frittie—it is <i>so</i> small.</p> - -<p>The three brothers are dreadfully upset, but able to arrange and -see after what is necessary. Aunt Marie [the Empress of Russia] -wanted to come, and is in terrible distress; she loved that brother -beyond any thing. In her last letter to my mother-in-law she says: -“Ich habe solche Sehnsucht nach dem alten Bruder” [“I have such a -yearning after my old brother”].</p> - -<p>His was a singularly delicate-minded, pure, true, unselfish nature, -so full of consideration for others, so kind. My tears flow -incessantly, for I loved him very dearly.</p> - -<p>My dear mother-in-law has such a broken, ruined existence now—all -turned round him! She knows where to find strength and comfort—it -will not fail her. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * We are going through a dreadful ordeal. The whole of Monday -and Monday night, with a heat beyond words, dreading the worst. Now -there<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_362" id="page_362">{362}</a></span> has been a slight rally.<a name="FNanchor_134_134" id="FNanchor_134_134"></a><a href="#Footnote_134_134" class="fnanchor">[134]</a> Whether it will continue -to-morrow is doubtful. He is always conscious, makes his little -jokes, but the pulse is very low and intermits. I was there early -this morning with Louis. * * *</p> - -<p>The questions, long discussions between Louis and some people, as -to complication and difficulty of every kind that will at once fall -upon us, are really dreadful, and I so unfit just now! The -confusion will be dreadful. * * *</p> - -<p>I am so dreading every thing, and above all the responsibility of -being the first in every thing, and people are not <i>bienveillant</i>.</p> - -<p>I shall send you news whenever I can, but I am so worn out. I shall -not be able to do so much myself.</p> - -<p>I know your thoughts and wishes are with us at so hard a time. God -grant we may do all aright! * * *</p></div> - -<h3><i>Telegrams.</i></h3> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 7th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Going to Seeheim, as great weakness has come on. Am much tired by -all that lies before us, and not feeling well.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Seeheim</span>, 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Dear Uncle Louis is no more. We arrived too late.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, 6.20 o’clock, 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Such press of business and decisions. Feel very tired.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>We are both so over-tired; the press of business and decisions is -so wearing, with the new responsibility.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_363" id="page_363">{363}</a></span></p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Last ceremony over! All went off well, and was very moving.</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Alice.</span><br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, June 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Only two words of thanks from both of us for your kind wishes and -letters! Christian and Colonel Gardiner bring you news of every -thing that has been and is still going on. But we are overwhelmed, -over-tired, and the heat is getting very bad again.</p> - -<p>* * * Will tell you what a very difficult position we are in. It is -too dreadful to think that I am forced to leave Louis in a few -weeks under present circumstances, but, if he wishes to keep me at -all, I must leave every thing and this heat for a time. These next -weeks here will be very anxious and difficult. God grant we may do -the right things!</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -June 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * To have to go away just now, when the refreshment of family -life is so doubly pleasant to Louis after his work, I am too sorry -for. If I were only better; if I only thought that I shall have the -chance of rest, and what is necessary to regain my health! Now it -will be more difficult than ever, and I see Louis has the fear, -which I also have, that I shall not hold out very long.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -July 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I leave on Tuesday, but stop on the way. The children go -direct and join me in Paris, when we go on together on Friday or -Saturday to Houlgate. The trains don’t fit, and one has some way to -drive from Trouville.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Houlgate</span>, July 25th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * This place is quite charming—real<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_364" id="page_364">{364}</a></span> country, so green, so -picturesque—a beautiful coast; the nicest sea-place I have been at -yet. Our house is “wee” for so many, and the first days it was very -noisy; and it was so dirty. The maids and nurses had to scrub and -sweep; the one French housemaid was not up to it. All is better -now, and quite comfortable enough. The air is doing me good, and -the complete change. I have bathed twice, and the sea revives me.</p> - -<p>I follow as eagerly as any in England the advance of the Russians, -and with cordial dislike. <i>They</i> can never be redressers of wrongs -or promoters of civilization and Christianity. What I fear is, even -if they don’t take Constantinople, and make no large demands as the -price of their victories now, the declaration of the independence -of Bulgaria will make that country to them in future what Roumania -has been for Russia now, and therefore in twenty years hence they -will get all they want, unless the other Powers at this late hour -can bring about a change. It is bad for England, for Austria, for -Germany, if this Russian Slav element should preponderate in -Europe; and the other countries must sooner or later act against -this in self-preservation.</p> - -<p>What do the friends of the “Atrocity Meetings” say now? How -difficult it has been made for the Government through them, and how -blind they have been! All this must be a constant worry and anxiety -for you!</p> - -<p>The children are so happy here—the sea does them such good. I am -very glad I brought them.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Houlgate</span>, July 28th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Though we have rain off and on, still the weather is very -pleasant, and we are all of us charmed with the place, and the -beautiful, pictu<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_365" id="page_365">{365}</a></span>resque, fertile country. The life is so -pleasant—real country—which I have never yet found at any -bathing-place abroad yet. I have bathed every other day—swim, and -it does me good. I feel it already. Ella is getting her color back, -and the little ones look much better.</p> - -<p>I send you the last photos done of the children; Ella’s is not -favorable, nor Irène’s, but all in all they are a pretty set. May -has not such fat cheeks in reality; still it is very dear. The two -little girlies are so sweet, so dear, merry, and nice. I don’t know -which is dearest, they are both so captivating.</p> - -<p>I have been to an old tumble-down church at Dives—close by -here—where William the Conqueror is said to have been before -starting for England. His name and those of all his followers are -inscribed there—names of so many families now existing in England. -It was very interesting.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -August 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * How difficult it is to know one’s children well; to develop -and train the characters according to their different peculiarities -and requirements! * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, September 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I must tell you now, how very heartily and enthusiastically -the whole population, high and low, received us yesterday. It was -entirely spontaneous, and, as such, of course, so very pleasing. * -* * I was really touched, for it rained, and yet all were so -joyous—flags out, bells ringing, people bombarding us with -beautiful nosegays; all the schools out, even the higher ones, the -girls all dressed in white. The Kriegerverein, Louis’ old soldiers, -singing, etc. In the evening all the Gesang<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_366" id="page_366">{366}</a></span>vereine joined together -and sang under our windows.</p> - -<p>We are very glad to be at home again, and, please God, with earnest -will and thought for others, we together shall in our different -ways be able to live for the good of the people entrusted to our -care! May God’s blessing rest on our joint endeavors to do the -best, and may we meet with kindness and forbearance where we fall -short of our duties.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, October 30th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I had to receive sixty-five ladies—amongst them my -nurses—and some doctors from here and other towns, all belonging -to my Nursing Society, which has now existed ten years. Then I was -at the opening of my Industrial Girls’ School, where girls from all -parts of the country come, and which is a great success. I started -it two years ago. On Sunday I took the children to hear the -Sunday-school, which interested them very much.</p> - -<p>I have been doing too much lately, though, and my nerves are -beginning to feel the strain, for sleep and appetite are no longer -good. Too much is demanded of one; and I have to do with so many -things. It is more than my strength can stand in the long run. * * -*</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>For to-morrow, as ever, my tenderest sympathy! Time shows but more -and more what we all lost in beloved Papa; and the older I grow, -the more people I know, the more the remembrance of him shines -bright as a star of purer lustre than any I have ever known. May -but a small share of his light fall on some of us, who have -remained so far beneath him, so little worthy of such a father! We -can but admire,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_367" id="page_367">{367}</a></span> reverence, long to imitate, and yet not approach -near to what he was.</p> - -<p>We are going with the children to-day to Wiesbaden until Saturday; -and I mean to tell Vicky that she had better give up the hope of my -being able to come for the wedding.<a name="FNanchor_135_135" id="FNanchor_135_135"></a><a href="#Footnote_135_135" class="fnanchor">[135]</a> I could not do it. I only -trust the why will be understood. Do write to the dear Empress -about it when next you write. <i>How</i> sorry I am to be absent at a -moment when, as sister and a German Sovereign’s wife, I should be -there; but the doctor would not hear of it, so I gave it up. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 21st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * You say all that happened after the dreadful 14th is effaced -from your memory. How well I can imagine that! I remember saying my -utmost to Sir Charles Phipps in remonstrance to your being wished -to leave Windsor—it was so cruel, so very wrong. Uncle Leopold -insisted; it all came from him, and he was alarmed lest you should -fall ill.</p> - -<p><i>How</i> you suffered was dreadful to witness; never shall I forget -what I went through for you then; it tore my heart in pieces; and -my own grief was so great too. Louis thought I would not hold to my -engagement then any more—for my heart was too filled with beloved, -adored Papa, and with your anguish, to have room or wish for other -thoughts.</p> - -<p>God is very merciful in letting time temper the sharpness of one’s -grief, and letting sorrow find its natural place in our hearts, -without withdrawing us from life!</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_368" id="page_368">{368}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="THE_END" id="THE_END"></a> -<img src="images/ill_015.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - THE END.<br /><br /> -1878.</h2> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="sml">“Life is serious—a journey to another end.” (<i>December 12, 1874.</i>)</p></div> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE state of the Grand Duchess’ health prevented her from accompanying -the Grand Duke to Berlin on the occasion of the marriages of Princess -Charlotte of Prussia (eldest daughter of the Crown Prince and Princess -of Germany) to the Hereditary Prince of Saxe-Meiningen, and of Princess -Elizabeth of Prussia (sister to the Duchess of Connaught) to the -Hereditary Grand Duke of Oldenburg. Although she was unable to go out -much into society, or to take an active part in social gayeties, her -interest and sympathy were unabated, particularly in all matters -concerning art and science. She received many guests, and Prince William -of Prussia (then studying at Bonn) often visited her.</p> - -<p>The celebrated portrait painter Heinrich von Angeli came to Darmstadt in -the spring to paint a family picture of the Grand Duke and Grand Duchess -and their children by command of the Queen of England. Princess Alice -greatly enjoyed his acquaintance, and was charmed as well by his musical -talent as by his wonderful genius in painting.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_369" id="page_369">{369}</a></span> Angeli’s picture of -Princess Alice was the last ever painted of her.</p> - -<p>The repeated attempts on the life of the old Emperor of Germany affected -the Grand Duchess very nearly, as from her childhood she had ever been -greatly attached to him.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke and Grand Duchess with their children spent the summer -months of this year at Eastbourne. Sea-bathing and sea-air had again -been recommended as necessary.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duke had to return to Darmstadt soon after their arrival at -Eastbourne, but toward the end of the stay there he rejoined them.</p> - -<p>The whole family visited the Queen at Osborne.</p> - -<p>Although the Grand Duchess had, during all her former visits to England, -shown her lively personal interest in all charitable institutions in -London, visiting many herself, she seems on the occasion of this, her -last, visit to her beloved native land, to have taken a more than -ordinary interest in these matters, and to have also gone minutely into -the subject of the exertions which were being made to relieve the -pressing wants of the poor.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duchess had scarcely arrived at Eastbourne (an eye-witness -tells us), when she at once made enquiries as to the condition of the -poorer parts of that town, and determined to visit them herself. She -loved to wander about that part of Eastbourne which is inhabited by the -fishing population. She often entered their cottages, visiting the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_370" id="page_370">{370}</a></span> -sick, and showing her sympathy to all. The visits to the Sunday-school -were a great pleasure to her. The Princess often remarked, “How much -good such instruction must do!”</p> - -<p>She attended divine service at a church some little way off, not because -the service was particularly attractive, but because the church and its -congregation needed support and help.</p> - -<p>Amongst those good works which from year to year had specially occupied -her were the Refuges and Penitentiaries for those poor women and girls -who most need our help. Much had been done in this way in England, and -the Albion Home at Brighton, founded and managed solely by Mrs. Murray -Vicars, had proved of the greatest service and blessing. The Grand -Duchess invited Mrs. Vicars to come and see her at Eastbourne, and tell -herself about her work, and showed her, when she came, the greatest -sympathy and kindness, entering with the warmest interest into all -details of the working of the Home.</p> - -<p>Before leaving Eastbourne the Grand Duchess went incognita to Brighton, -and paid a private visit to the Albion Home. “I only come as one woman -to visit another” were the Princess Alice’s own words, when Mrs. Vicars -begged her to be allowed to tell the poor Penitents who their visitor -was.</p> - -<p>The Grand Duchess was greatly impressed, after her visit to the Home, by -Mrs. Vicars’ wonderful power and practical knowledge, and by her -gentle,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_371" id="page_371">{371}</a></span> loving way toward those poor girls; and this in a great measure -induced her, with the Grand Duke’s consent, to become Patroness of the -Albion Home. At first, when asked by Mrs. Vicars to become the -Patroness, she had refused to do so; but, having reconsidered the -subject, she wrote to her the following letter from Darmstadt:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">New Palace, Darmstadt.</span><br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Dear Mrs. Vicars</span>:—I have returned from visiting the Home so -convinced of your excellent management of it in every respect, -that, if you still feel my becoming Patroness of the Home (and of -the Ladies’ Association connected with it) can further the good and -noble work, I am most willing to comply with your request. The -spirit of true, loving, Christian sympathy in which the work was -begun by you, and with which it is carried out; the cheerfulness -you impart, the motherly solicitude you offer to those struggling -to return to a better life, cannot fail to restore in a great -measure that feeling of self-respect so necessary to those -voluntarily seeking once more a virtuous life, and by so doing -regaining the respect of their fellow-creatures. “Inasmuch as ye -have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have -done it unto Me.” In this spirit may the Home, as well as the -Association connected with it, continue its good work. My entire -sympathy and good wishes will ever be with it.</p> - -<p class="r"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"> -Ever yours truly,</span><br /> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<p>After the Grand Duchess’ return to Darmstadt, she devoted herself with -redoubled energy to all her charitable institutions; but, alas! she felt -more and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_372" id="page_372">{372}</a></span> more that her bodily strength was no longer equal to her -exertions.</p> - -<p>In the autumn she had the happiness of seeing several of her family at -Darmstadt, the last of them being her brother, Prince Leopold.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Darmstadt, January 26th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Though I have no letter, and expect none at such a moment, still I -must send you a few lines to tell you how constantly I think of -you, and of my own beloved and adored country. The anxiety you must -be going through, and the feelings you must experience, I share -with my whole heart. * * *</p> - -<p>God grant it may be possible to do the right thing, for it is late, -and the complication is dreadful!</p> - -<p>I have barely any thoughts for any thing else; and the Opposition -seems to me to have been more wrong in its country’s interest, and -to have done her a greater harm than can ever be redressed. It is a -serious, awful moment for Sovereign, country, and Government; and -in your position none have to go through what you have—and after -all so alone!</p> - -<p>I hope your health bears up under the anxiety.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -April 9th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Angeli has arrived, and will begin at once. We thought Ernie -and Ella—Victoria is too big, though she is the eldest and ought -to be in the picture; she would be too preponderant. Angeli is -quite lost in admiration of Aliky and May, who are, I must say -myself, such a lovely little pair as one does not often see. He -will begin our heads to-morrow. * * *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * I am but very middling, and leading a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_373" id="page_373">{373}</a></span> very quiet life, which -is an absolute necessity. It is so depressing to be like this. But -our home life is always pleasant—never dull, however quiet. Only a -feeling of weariness and incapacity is in itself a trial.</p></div> - -<p>On the 8th of November Princess Victoria was suddenly attacked with -diphtheria. How and where she caught the illness remains unexplained. -The Grand Duchess, always so courageous in illness, and fearing none, -had, however, always had a great horror of diphtheria. Princess Victoria -was at once isolated from her family and the others in the house; but, -alas! to no purpose. Princess Alice superintended the nursing, aided by -the nurses and the Lady Superintendent of her hospital. The terrible -anxiety of the poor mother during that illness is best described by her -own telegrams and letters to the Queen.</p> - -<h3><i>Telegrams.</i></h3> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 8th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Victoria has diphtheria since this morning. The fever is high. I am -so anxious.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 10th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Victoria is out of danger.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This night my precious Aliky has been taken ill.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, November 12th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>This is dreadful! my sweet, precious Aliky so ill! At three this -morning Orchie called me, saying she thought the child was -feverish; complaining of her throat. I went over to her, looked -into her throat,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_374" id="page_374">{374}</a></span> and there were not only spots, but a thick -covering on each side of her throat of that horrid white membrane. -I got the steam inhaler, with chlorate of potash for her at once, -but she was very unhappy, poor little thing. We sent for the -doctor, who lives close by, and who saw at once that it was a -severe case. We have put her upstairs near Victoria, who is quite -convalescent, and have fumigated the nursery to try and spare May -and the others. It is a <i>terrible</i> anxiety; it is such an acute, -and often fatal, illness. * * * Victoria has been graciously -preserved; may God preserve these [the younger ones] also in His -mercy! My heart is sore; and I am so anxious.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Telegram.</i></p> - -<p class="r"> -November 13th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Aliky tolerable. Darling May very ill; fever so high. Irène has got -it too. I am miserable; such fear for the sweet little one!</p></div> - -<p>On the 14th of November Prince Ernest and the Grand Duke were attacked -with diphtheria, so that, up to that time, Princess Elizabeth only had -escaped the infection. She was sent to her Grandmother’s, Princess -Charles of Hesse’s palace.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Telegram.</i></p> - -<p class="r"> -November 15th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My precious May no better; suffers so much. I am in such horrible -fear. Irène and Ernie fever less. Ernie’s throat very swelled. -Louis no worse; almost no spots. Aliky recovering.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Evening.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Darling May’s state unchanged; heart-rending. Louis’ fever and -illness on the increase. The others, as one could expect; all -severe cases. May’s most alarming.</p></div><p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_375" id="page_375">{375}</a></span></p> - -<p>The sympathy with the Grand Duchess in her great anxiety was universal. -In many of the churches special services were held, praying for the -recovery of that dearly beloved family. The well-known suffering state -of the Grand Duchess’ own health, so sorely tried at this moment, caused -the gravest fears to be entertained on her own account.</p> - -<p>On the morning of the 16th of November sweet little Princess “May”—the -Princess’ sunshine, as she ever called her—was taken from her doting -parents. The Grand Duchess telegraphed as follows to her mother:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 16th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Our sweet little one is taken. Broke it to my poor Louis this -morning; he is better; Ernie very, very ill. In great anguish.</p></div> - -<h3><i>Telegrams.</i></h3> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 16th; evening.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The pain is beyond words, but “God’s will be done!” Our precious -Ernie is still a source of such terrible fear. The others, though -not safe, better.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 17th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Ernie decidedly better; full of gratitude.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 18th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>My patients getting better; hope soon to have them better. Last -painful parting at three o’clock.</p></div> - -<p>The coffin had to be closed very soon. It was entirely covered with -flowers. The Grand Duchess quietly entered the room where it had been -placed. She knelt down near it, pressing a corner of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_376" id="page_376">{376}</a></span> pall to her -lips; then she rose, and the funeral service began.</p> - -<p>When it was over, she cast one long, loving look at the coffin which hid -her darling from her. She then left the room and slowly walked -up-stairs. At the top of the stairs she knelt down, and taking hold of -the golden balustrade, looked into the mirror opposite to her to watch -the little coffin being taken out of the house. She was marvellously -calm; only long-drawn sighs escaped her.</p> - -<p>When all had left the palace, she went to the Grand Duke, who was to be -kept in ignorance of all that was going on. The Grand Duchess had -herself arranged every detail of the funeral.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Telegram.</i></p> - -<p class="r"> -November 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>The continued suspense almost beyond endurance. Ernie thought he -was going to die in the night, and was in a dreadful state for some -hours. Louis very nervous, too; but they are not worse. The six -cases have been one worse than the other.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -Later, November 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Ernie had a relapse, and our fears are increased. I am in an agony -between hope and fear.</p></div> - -<p>The Grand Duchess desired her warmest thanks to be expressed to the -country for their heart-felt sympathy.</p> - -<p>On the 25th of November the Grand Duke was able for the first time to -leave his bed for a few hours, and on the 6th of December he and Prince -Ernest drove out for the first time, in a shut carriage.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_377" id="page_377">{377}</a></span></p> - -<p>It was on this day that the Grand Duchess wrote for the last time to the -Queen.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 19th.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—Tender thanks for your dear, dear letter, soothing -and comforting!</p> - -<p>Our sweet May waits for us up there, and is not going through our -agony, thank God! Her bright, happy, sunshiny existence has been a -bright spot in our lives—but oh! how short! I don’t touch on the -anguish that fills me, for God in His mercy helps me, and it must -be borne; but to-day, again, the fear and anxiety for Ernie is -still greater. This is quite agonizing to me; <i>how</i> I pray that he -may be spared to me!</p> - -<p>His voice is so thick; new membranes have appeared. He cries at -times so bitterly, but he is gayer just now.</p> - -<p>To a mother’s heart, who would spare her children every pain, to -have to witness what I have, and am still doing, knowing all these -precious lives hanging on a thread, is an agony barely to be -conceived, save by those who have gone through it.</p> - -<p>* * * Your letter says so truly all I feel. I can but say, in all -one’s agony there is a mercy and a peace of God, which even now He -has let me feel. * * *</p> - -<p>P.S.—I mean to try and drive a little this afternoon. I shall go -out with Orchie. Of my six children, since a week none more about -me, and not my husband. It is like a very awful dream to me.</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -November 22d.<br /> -</p> - -<p><span class="smcap">Beloved Mama</span>:—Many thanks for your dear letter, and for all the -expressions of sympathy shown by so many! I am <i>very</i> grateful for -it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_378" id="page_378">{378}</a></span></p> - -<p>Dear Ernie having been preserved through the greatest danger is a -source of such gratitude! These have been terrible days! He sent a -book to May this morning. It made me almost sick to smile at the -dear boy. But he must be spared yet awhile what to him will be such -a sorrow.</p> - -<p>For myself, darling Mama, God has given me comfort and help in all -this trouble, and I am sure His Spirit will remain near us in the -trials to come! Great sympathy, such as all show, is a balm; but I -am very tired, and the pain is often very great; but pain can be -turned into a blessing, and I pray this may be so. * * *</p> - -<p>When alone, I rest; and writing even is a physical exertion. Those -around me have spared me all they could, but one must bear the -greater weight one’s self.</p> - -<p>May God spare you all future sorrow, and give you the peace which -He alone can give!</p> - -<p> </p> - -<p>P.S.—I finish these lines at my dear Louis’ bed. He thanks you so -much for your dear, loving sympathy. Thank God, he is doing well. -But the pain they have all gone through in their poor throats has -been <i>awful</i>. The doctors and nurses—eight! for they have changed -day and night, and had such constant attendance—have been <i>all</i> I -could wish.</p> - -<p class="r"> -Your loving child,<br /> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Darmstadt</span>, December 1st.<br /> -</p> - -<p>* * * Every one shows great sympathy, I hear, everywhere. * * * All -classes have shown a great attachment to us personally, and to the -House, and amongst the common people—it goes home to them that our -position does not separate us so very far from them, and that in -death,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_379" id="page_379">{379}</a></span> danger, and sorrow the palace and the hut are visited -alike.</p> - -<p>So many deep and solemn lessons one learns in these times, and I -believe all works together for good for those who believe in God. * -* *</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 2d.<br /> -</p> - -<p>So many pangs and pains come, and must yet for years to come. Still -gratitude for those left is <i>so</i> strong, and indeed resignation -entire and complete to a higher will; and so we all feel together, -and encourage each other. Life is <i>not</i> endless in this world, God -be praised! There is much joy—but oh! so much trial and pain; and, -as the number of those one loves increases in Heaven, it makes our -passage easier—and <i>home</i> is there!</p> - -<p class="r"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"> -Ever your loving child,</span><br /> -<span class="smcap">Alice</span>.<br /> -</p></div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 6th.<br /> -</p> - -<p>Louis and Ernie will go out in a shut carriage to-day, though it -rains—but it is warm. Louis’ strength returns <i>so</i> slowly. Of -course he shuns the return to life, where our loss will be more -realized; to him, shut off so long, it is more like a dream. I am -so thankful they were all spared the dreadful realities I went -through—and alone. My cup seemed very full, and yet I have been -enabled to bear it. But daily I must struggle and pray for -resignation; it is a cruel pain and one that will last years, as I -know but too well.</p> - -<p class="r"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"> -Ever your loving child,</span><br /> -A.<br /> -</p></div> - -<p>Amongst the last letters from the Grand Duchess is one written on the -6th of December, instructing Prince Ernest’s new tutor in his duties. -Princess<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_380" id="page_380">{380}</a></span> Alice wished her son to become a truly good man in every sense -of the word—upright, truthful, courageous, unselfish, ready to help -others, modest and retiring. She wished his tutor to encourage in him -fear of God and submission to His will, a high sense of duty, a feeling -of honor and of truth.</p> - -<p>It had been settled that as soon as the convalescent patients were able -to be moved, the whole Grand Ducal family should go to Heidelberg for -thorough change of air.</p> - -<p>On the 7th of December the Grand Duchess went to the railway station to -see the Duchess of Edinburgh, who was passing through Darmstadt on her -way to England. That night she first complained of feeling ill; and on -the following morning the unmistakable symptoms of diphtheria had begun -to show themselves. It is supposed that she must have taken the -infection, when one day, in her grief and despair, she had laid her head -on her sick husband’s pillow. During the first day of her illness she -settled several things, and gave various orders in case of her death. -Still it was evident that she thought she would recover.</p> - -<p>She bore her great sufferings with wonderful patience, and was most -obedient to every thing the doctors ordered her to do, however painful -and trying. Those were terrible days! How much so to her is apparent -from short sentences which from time to time she wrote down on slips of -paper. Every thing was done to alleviate her sufferings<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_381" id="page_381">{381}</a></span>—every thing to -encourage her. The high fever which set in at the commencement of the -illness did not decrease on the third day as in the previous cases, -though her sufferings were perhaps not so great. At times she was very -restless and distressed. In the night of the 12th of December she gave -many directions to her mother-in-law, and to her lady-in-waiting. At -times, too, she spoke in the most touching manner about her household, -also enquiring kindly after poor and sick people in the town. Then -followed hours of great prostration.</p> - -<p>On the morning of the 13th of December the doctors could no longer -disguise from the Grand Duke that their efforts to save that beloved -life were in vain. As the danger increased, the Grand Duchess expressed -herself as feeling better. She received her mother-in-law that afternoon -in the most affectionate manner; also saw her lady-in-waiting; and when -the Grand Duke entered her room her joy was most evident. She even read -two letters—the last one being from her mother. After some hours of -heavy sleep she woke perfectly conscious and took some nourishment. She -then composed herself to rest, saying: “Now I will go to sleep again.” -And out of this sleep she woke no more.</p> - -<p>Shortly after 1 <small>A.M.</small> on the 14th of December a change took place which -left no doubt to those around that that precious life was fast ebbing -away. When, a little later on, Princess Charles went into the Grand -Duke’s room, who was then asleep, she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_382" id="page_382">{382}</a></span> had left the Grand Duchess -perfectly unconscious. It required no words of his mother’s to break the -news to him.</p> - -<p>At half-past eight that morning Princess Alice died peacefully, -murmuring to herself, like a child going to sleep: “From Friday to -Saturday—four weeks—May—dear Papa——!”</p> - -<p>It was exactly to the day four weeks since Princess May’s death, and -seventeen years since the death of the Prince Consort. On the following -Tuesday evening, the 17th of December, after a solemn service held by -the English chaplain, the remains of the beloved Princess were quietly -removed from her own palace to the chapel in the Grand Ducal Castle. The -next day, amidst the universal grief of high and low, the coffin was -placed in the Mausoleum at the Rosenhöhe. Her brothers, the Prince of -Wales and Prince Leopold, were present.</p> - -<p>A beautiful recumbent monument by Boehm, representing the Princess -holding Princess May in her arms, is now placed in the Mausoleum over -the spot where she rests.</p> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_005.jpg" width="150" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_383" id="page_383">{383}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="CONCLUDING_REMARKS" id="CONCLUDING_REMARKS"></a> -<img src="images/ill_006.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - CONCLUDING REMARKS.</h2> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">W</span>E must leave it to those who have read the preceding pages—mere -chronicle of facts as they are, to form their own idea of the character -and personality of the Princess.</p> - -<p>Still, the disjointed manner in which the whole subject has been treated -seems to call for a few more additional remarks.</p> - -<p>The world has long been acquainted with the outward appearance of the -Princess—with the delicacy of her features, the sweetness of their -expression, and the dignity and gracefulness of her every movement. -Though so perfectly natural and simple in manner, she never forgot that -she was a Princess. While she knew how to encourage and draw out those -who, from timidity, kept themselves in the background, she also -understood how, in a moment, to check any thing like forwardness, and, -where necessary, to silence presumption by a glance.</p> - -<p>Her conversation was bright and animated, passing rapidly from topic to -topic, but always directed to subjects worth talking about. There was a -certain distinction in the way she dealt even with minor<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_384" id="page_384">{384}</a></span> matters of -daily life. She spoke German with a slightly foreign accent, but with a -power of idiomatic expression that seldom failed her, and showed how -thoroughly she had mastered the genius of the language.</p> - -<p>Occupation was a necessity to her; she could not understand how any one -could be idle. When at home, she always had some needlework at hand -ready to take up.</p> - -<p>The Princess was singularly free from all prejudice, and always -endeavored to judge people according to their worth.</p> - -<p>It sometimes happened that she offended people by her independent views, -but she never knowingly hurt anybody’s feelings; innate generosity was a -striking trait in her character.</p> - -<p>Frank and sincere herself to an unusual degree, she always encouraged -others to be the same, and was most tolerant of well-grounded -contradiction.</p> - -<p>In times of trouble and danger, when so much was expected of her, her -powers seemed to expand. It was in such moments that she really showed -the master-spirit, which remains calm and self-possessed when all around -lose their heads.</p> - -<p>The Princess took the deepest interest in the personal welfare of all -around her, even to the humblest of her servants. This interest was -shown by many small services, seldom rendered to their servants by -masters or mistresses.</p> - -<p>With all her appreciation of the purely theoretical<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_385" id="page_385">{385}</a></span> and scientific -aspect of things, she was naturally of a very practical turn of mind. -She had few equals in her love and talent for organizing, for -communicating her own ideas to those around her, and in turn being -animated by the views of others. Thus it was that she expected not a -little from those about her, and might almost have given the impression -of a very restless nature, had not this activity been counterbalanced by -an unceasing perseverance in carrying out and adhering to what she had -once undertaken.</p> - -<p>To become acquainted with great men of every profession, whether -scholars, artists, or men of science, was a real pleasure to her. She -loved to gain an insight into their thoughts and views, and proved -herself a very German in her admiration and appreciation of serious -scientific work.</p> - -<p>Among the arts, music and painting were those she loved the best, and -cultivated the most. In both she was far ahead of even distinguished -amateurs. Her drawing was free, firm, and bold; she had a decided talent -for composition, and was rich in inventive power. She had a wonderful -eye for color, and was especially successful in water-colors.</p> - -<p>She was an excellent musician, and played extremely well. Few could read -and understand difficult pieces at sight as the Princess did. In music, -as in all the arts, her taste was rather severe. She had a great -predilection for the classical school. Bach, Beethoven, and Schumann, -Schubert, Mendelssohn, and Brahams were her especial favorites.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_386" id="page_386">{386}</a></span></p> - -<p>In theatrical performances she disliked empty show and splendor—the -mere decoration of pieces for the love of decoration. She believed in -the ennobling influence of the representation of sound classical works.</p> - -<p>Her whole being mentally and morally was concentrated in her children -and their education, and in this she showed herself to be a thorough -woman. She endeavored to make them feel the worth and greatness of both -the nations to which they belonged by birth. She was apt to be more -severe in her criticisms of the German mode of education and of moral -training than of that of her own country. That this should have been so -is easily to be explained. In Germany her life and work were not easy, -and she knew that it would take time before her endeavors for the -welfare of her adopted country met with recognition, whilst in England, -the country of her birth and her affection, to which she clung with -ever-increasing reverence and devotion, she knew she was ever becoming -more beloved.</p> - -<p>Still, being so thoroughly English as she was, we cannot but say that -much that was best and finest in her character must be considered as the -inheritance of her German father. A nature such as the Princess’ could -not help coming in contact with many deep and serious questions, in -which religion alone could help her.</p> - -<p>The traces of perfect trust in God, and entire submission to His will, -will be found throughout her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_387" id="page_387">{387}</a></span> letters. We know that at one time she -wavered in her convictions. Although she never doubted the value of -practical religion, although she ever turned to her Bible for help and -comfort in hours of distress and anxiety, she had to wrestle heart and -soul with theoretical doubts. It seems to have been a struggle of many -years’ duration, at the commencement and end of which personal -influences played a great part.</p> - -<p>We are indebted to an intimate friend and relation of Princess Alice’s -for the following communication, which is in accord with the -observations of others who knew her:</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p>“After her son’s death I thought I observed a change in her -feelings. Before that time she had often expressed openly her -doubts as to the existence of God—had allowed herself to be led -away by the free-thinking philosophical views of others. After -Prince Fritz died she never spoke in such a way again. She remained -silent while a transformation was quietly going on within, of which -I afterwards was made aware, under the influence of some hidden -power. It seemed as if she did not then like to own the change that -had come over her.</p> - -<p>“Some time afterwards she told me herself, in the most simple and -touching manner, how this change had come about. I could not listen -to her story without tears. The Princess told me she owed it all to -her child’s death, and to the influence of a Scotch gentleman, a -friend of the Grand Duke’s and the Grand Duchess’, who was residing -with his family at Darmstadt.</p> - -<p>“<span class="lftspc">‘</span>I owe all to this kind friend,’ she said, ‘who exercised such a -beneficial influence on my religious<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_388" id="page_388">{388}</a></span> views; yet people say so much -that is cruel and unjust of him, and of my acquaintance with him.’ -At another time she said: ‘The whole edifice of philosophical -conclusions which I had built up for myself, I find to have no -foundation whatever; nothing of it is left; it has crumbled away -like dust. What should we be, what would become of us, if we had no -faith, if we did not believe that there is a God who rules the -world and each single one of us? I feel the necessity of prayer; I -loved to sing hymns with my children, and we have each our favorite -hymn.’<a name="FNanchor_136_136" id="FNanchor_136_136"></a><a href="#Footnote_136_136" class="fnanchor">[136]</a></p> - -<p>“I remember observing that her table in her room was covered with -religious books of all languages. Some of them she recommended to -me.”</p></div> - -<p>The German Protestant form of worship did not satisfy her. Her own -English liturgy, with its fine simple prayers and benedictions, with its -many appointed lessons from Holy Writ—the old Testament -especially,—with its sermons confined to a limited time, pleased her -more. At the same time she always acknowledged with gratitude and -admiration that the great spiritual hero who was the first to demand as -a right absolute sincerity in the life of faith, and so brought on the -Reformation, was a German.</p> - -<p>The Princess had a very wide knowledge of history. Her political -opinions were independent, entirely free from party prejudice, and based -on the principle she had imbibed from her father—that Princes exist for -the welfare of their people.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_389" id="page_389">{389}</a></span></p> - -<p>Future generations must ever acknowledge how the Princess Alice -throughout her life strove to fulfil the saying of her favorite hero in -history, “the great Fritz” (Frederic the Great, in his -“Anaimachiavell”): “The rulers of nations must set the example of virtue -to the world.”</p> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_007.jpg" width="250" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_391" id="page_391">{391}</a></span><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_390" id="page_390">{390}</a></span></p> - -<h2><a name="APPENDIX" id="APPENDIX"></a> -<img src="images/ill_008.jpg" width="500" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /> - APPENDIX.</h2> - -<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE beautiful sketch which follows appeared in the <i>Darmstädter -Zeitung</i>, dated “Christmas Eve, 1878”; and the annexed translation of -it, by Sir Theodore Martin, appeared a few days afterward in the -<i>Times</i>.</p> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="c"><a name="A_WATCHER_BY_THE_DEAD" id="A_WATCHER_BY_THE_DEAD"></a>A WATCHER BY THE DEAD.</p> - -<p>Long, long before daybreak on one of those gloomy December days of -last week, an officer made his way hurriedly along the empty, -silent streets of the capital. He was in full uniform, but its pomp -and splendor were shrouded in a thick covering of crape, for he was -afoot thus early to do duty by the bier of the beloved Princess. -Desolate were the streets, as of a city of the dead; desolate as -though tenanted only by the dead was the lordly palace to which he -bent his steps. The sentinels at the great gate stood motionless, -despite the severe cold, as if they feared to disturb the repose of -death. Here, where the inhabitants of the capital used to see all -astir with the busy, cheerful life inseparable from the residence -of a reigning Prince; here, where in days but recently gone by -children, blooming and beautiful, the country’s pride and the joy -of their princely parents, gave animation to house and garden,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_392" id="page_392">{392}</a></span> all -was silent and void; a deadly blast had swept over the till now so -happy home. The country’s young, idolized mother had closed her -beautiful eyes, closed them for evermore, after doing and enduring -nobly, after tasting the bitterness of great earthly sorrow. Many -long and woful days, many nights of even greater anguish, had she -watched, trembled, and prayed by the couch of a husband sick unto -death, and of five children beloved past telling. The sweet, -youngest bud in the fair wreath of princely children, had been torn -from her bleeding heart, and tears—scalding tears—for the sweet -little May-blossom, which she had herself put to its last sleep -under chaplets of flowers, flowed fast, as she folded her hands in -gratitude, when the peril of death had passed over the heads of her -husband and her other children. “Thus do we learn humility!” she -said, with quivering lip, to a lady who stood beside her. “God has -called for one life, and has given me back five for it; how, then, -should I mourn?” And now, when, with fear and trembling, joy seemed -about to enter once more into that heavily-stricken home, again the -dark pinions of the Angel of Death were heard upon the air, and he -bore away the truest of wives, the most loving of mothers, a -sacrifice to duty fulfilled with the noblest forgetfulness of self. -These were the thoughts with which the solitary wayfarer went upon -his sorrowful way, and crossed the threshold of the chamber of -death. With light step and whispered words the watchers by the dead -whom he relieved withdrew.</p> - -<p>Overwhelmed by the majesty of death, which met him here in its most -sombre form, the new comer bent his head and continued long in -silent prayer. The Princess lay on a bier in the great hall on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_393" id="page_393">{393}</a></span> -ground-floor, where she had so often sat surrounded by a radiant -circle of guests. What of her was earthly, cased in a triple -cerement, was covered with a pall of black velvet, which, however, -was almost hid from view beneath a mass of flowers and palms. Upon -the head of the coffin stood a little, simple crucifix of perfect -artistic workmanship. Six torches on pedestals, hung with black, -stood round the bier, shedding but a feeble glimmer through the -hall, scarcely brighter, indeed, than the scanty light of the -dawning winter day. From the wall opposite the coffin the youthful -image of her husband, painted in happier times, looked sadly down -upon the loved one lost. Directly opposite hung the picture which -the Hessian Division had had painted for their much-loved leader, -in remembrance of the glorious day of Gravelotte—a picture of -battle and of the wild <i>mêlée</i> of slaughter in the silent chamber -of death. He who now watched by the coffin had played a part in the -conflict of the memorable day which the picture was meant to -perpetuate, and he knew how deeply it was interwoven with the life -of the Princess who lay there in her long last sleep. Her dear -husband had gone to the campaign with his faithful Hessians; she -knew his precious life to be in hourly danger; but her own sorrows -and cares were not her first thought. Helpful, comforting, -encouraging, she gave at all times to those who were left behind a -brilliant example of cheerful and devoted courage; and when the -wounded and sick came back from the battlefields in ever-increasing -numbers, she it was who everywhere took the lead with noblest -self-abnegation and practical good sense. By the beds of the sick -and dying she stood like a comforting angel, and the love of the -Hessian<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_394" id="page_394">{394}</a></span> people twined the fairest of all diadems, the aureole of -the heroine, round her princely brows.</p> - -<p>This grateful love, not only of those who bore arms, but of the -citizen and artisan as well, for which these things laid the -foundation, was now sincerely and unconstrainedly busy beside the -bier of the princely sleeper. Servants came, with loads of wreaths -and bouquets, and arranged them upon the coffin. But it was not the -official tributes of flowers from Court and noble, from the -deputations of regiments far and near, which were laid as a -mournful homage at the feet of the dead mistress, that touched most -deeply the heart of him who stood there on guard. No, the tear that -stole down unbidden, the little trivial gift of the poor and humble -who lived far away from Court favor, had a greater value in his -eyes. It was still quite early morning when, with the first glimmer -of day, came an old peasant woman from the Odenwald. Advancing -timidly, she laid, with a murmured prayer, a little wreath of -rosemary, with a couple of small white flowers, perhaps the only -ornament of her poor little room at home, as a token of grateful -affection down upon the velvet pall. Then, thinking herself -unnoticed, she took a rosebud from one of the splendid wreaths, and -hid it under the old woollen dress. Who could interfere to balk the -impulse of genuine affection, that longed to carry off some slight -memorial with it? And now the little flower is lying between the -leaves of the old Bible, and in days to come the matron, when she -turns the leaves of the sacred volume, will tell her daughters and -granddaughters of the noble lady, too early snatched away from her -people—of her, who never forgot the poorest and the humblest of -them all.</p> - -<p>Anon appeared the bearer of one of the proudest<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_395" id="page_395">{395}</a></span> names in Hesse, -who was attached to the personal service of the Princess. The -official, stalwart bearing of the courier was left outside, and, -weeping hot, unhidden tears, he lingered long by the bier. To what -a lofty soul, to what goodness of heart, was he saying here a -bitter farewell! He was followed by two little girls, poorly but -cleanly dressed, and they, too, brought their tribute of -gratitude—two little bunches of violets. Shyly, almost frightened, -and yet with childish curiosity, they drew slowly nearer. They -thought of another winter day, some years ago. Hungry, chilled to -the heart, they were sitting in an empty attic; their parents were -dead, and they ate among strangers bread that was hard and -grudgingly given, when that great lady appeared who was now -sleeping here under the flowers. From her, whose heart was ever -yearning to the orphan’s cry, they heard again, for the first time, -gentle, loving words; by her provision was quickly made for their -more kindly treatment, and gratitude was rooted firmly and forever -in their young souls.</p> - -<p>A deputation from the Court Theatre laid upon the coffin a wreath -intertwined with pale pink streamers. Art, too, had come to mourn -for her noblest patroness, who had been ever ready with her fine, -cultivated intelligence to advance whatever was great and good. A -servant brought a beautiful cross, of dark foliage with white -flowers. It was the gift of the Grand Duke’s mother, anxious to -testify by an outward sign her love for her dead daughter. In -ever-growing numbers came the mourners, all visibly oppressed by -the weight of the calamity which had fallen upon the country. -Countless were the gifts of love, of gratitude, of respect, which, -now beautiful and costly, now slight and simple, arched<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_396" id="page_396">{396}</a></span> ever -higher and higher the hill of flowers above the coffin. The ladies -of the neighboring towns sent cushions of dark violets, with -chaplets of white flowers. Two ladies deeply veiled brought -branches of palm, from the dark green of which gleamed a white -scroll—a poetic farewell word of deep feeling:</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">A hurricane, charged with destruction,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">O palm, swept o’er thee. The squall<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Crashed through thy leaves, and tore from thee<br /></span> -<span class="i2">The tenderest, sweetest of all.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">The clouds clear’d away in the distance,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">The tempest seem’d over and past,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">When forth from the firmament darted<br /></span> -<span class="i2">A lightning-bolt, fiery and fast.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">It struck thee, O noble one, struck thee!<br /></span> -<span class="i2">It crush’d thee, and now thou art gone!<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Farewell! To our death-day thine image<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Still, still in our hearts shall live on.<br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -<p class="nind">There was a second poem, enclosed in a heart-shaped framework of -leaves, which gave expression to the grief of a devoted soul for -the high-hearted lady.</p> - -<p>But now the hour was come for another to take the post of honor by -the bier of the Princess. Silently and sadly the two men saluted. -He that left took away with him a deep and elevating impression of -the general love and respect paid by the people of Hesse to their -too-early departed Princess, and the remembrance of that silent -watch by the dead will remain in his memory forever. And he who now -entered on that honorable duty could chronicle proofs of genuine -grief, of true reverence and love, not fewer nor less touching. -Whosoever is thus bewept has secured the best and fairest memorial -in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_397" id="page_397">{397}</a></span> hearts of her own people for all time—“The remembrance of -the just abideth in blessing.”</p></div> - -<p>Nothing could show better than this touching narrative, how deep and how -widespread was the grief for the death of the Princess throughout the -country which had so recently hailed her as its Sovereign. Not less deep -and universal was the sorrow with which the sad intelligence was -received in her native land. She had long been dear to all hearts there; -for the fame of her many admirable qualities as daughter, sister, wife, -and mother had penetrated into every household. The news that her life -was in peril had awakened the deepest sympathy; and when the anniversary -of the death of the father she loved so well brought the tidings of her -own death, there were few homes on which it did not cast a shadow as for -the loss of one that was personally dear. The journals teemed with -expressions of the national grief, each vying with the other in paying -affectionate tribute to the worth of one whose name had long been -familiar and cherished on the lips of her countrymen and countrywomen, -and in assurances of sympathy to the Queen, and the loving hearts of her -kindred, on whom this great calamity had fallen.</p> - -<p>It may not be out of place to insert here, as an example of these, what -was written out of a full heart on the day of the Princess’ death by the -hand which had not yet concluded the task of tracing the “Life of the -Prince Consort,” in which the Princess<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_398" id="page_398">{398}</a></span> had all along taken the keenest -interest. The letters printed in this volume afford the amplest proof of -the justice of the estimate which the writer had formed of the gifted -and devoted woman whose heart is there laid bare for our study and -instruction.</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i6">“Oh, sir, the good die first,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And those whose hearts are dry as summer dust<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Burn to the socket.”—<i>Wordsworth.</i><br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -<div class="blockquot"><p class="r"> -December 14th, 1878.<br /> -</p> - -<p>On the 14th of December, seventeen years ago, a great sorrow fell -upon England in the death of the Prince Consort, who, if he did not -die too soon for his own happiness and fame, died at least, as all -now feel, too soon for England. The memorable 14th of December has -again come round, and again a great sorrow has fallen upon the -country. The Princess has been taken to her rest, who watched and -soothed the Prince Consort in the last days of his fatal illness, -and who by her fortitude and noble devotion helped materially, -though then but a girl of seventeen, to sustain and comfort the -widowed Queen in her measureless affliction. For the first time a -breach—and such a breach—has been made in that family circle to -which all who had the priviledge to know it looked as the happiest -in England—happiest, because mutual love and esteem bound all its -members together by ties knit in childhood and never broken, and -because of the noble activity for good which had been set before -them in the example of their parents kept their hearts fresh and -their minds ever open. She who, while yet a girl, was called to -play a woman’s part by her father’s deathbed, has been the first to -follow him into the Silent Land.</p> - -<p>No life could have opened more auspiciously than<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_399" id="page_399">{399}</a></span> that of the -second daughter of our Royal house.<a name="FNanchor_137_137" id="FNanchor_137_137"></a><a href="#Footnote_137_137" class="fnanchor">[137]</a> From the first she gave -great promise of beauty and of intelligence. The fine old English -names of Alice and Maud, selected for her by her happy parents, -seemed as names sometimes do, to be particularly fitted to the -winning, open character of her fair and finely-formed features, and -their sound was one pleasant in the mouths, not only of those to -whom she was known, but of the people, as she grew up and was seen -in public by the eager and kindly eyes to whom the sight of the -Royal children has always been welcome.</p> - -<p>When the marriage of the Princess Royal took place in 1858, the -Princess Alice was still only a girl of fifteen; but she had -already developed qualities of mind and heart of no ordinary kind. -She came by degrees to fill up in some measure the vacancy which -had been created by the removal of her very gifted sister to -Berlin. Naturally she was drawn nearer to the Prince Consort; and -the influence of his character and the teachings of his -affectionate wisdom sank deeply into her pure and highly -intellectual nature. He looked forward to her future with the -assurance that she would prove all he could wish a daughter to be. -She, on the other hand, loved him with a devotion only tempered by -a profound reverence for the great qualities which she could then, -perhaps, but dimly appreciate, but the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_400" id="page_400">{400}</a></span> true extent and worth of -which her own subsequent experience and reflection taught her more -thoroughly to measure. When in later years she spoke of the Prince, -one saw that, as Ben Jonson said of Shakespeare, “she honored his -memory, on this side idolatry, as much as any.”</p> - -<p>The teaching of that beloved father was put to the proof in those -sad days of patient watching which preceded his death. Things were -told at the time of the devotion and the marvellous self-control of -the young girl, called so sternly and so suddenly to face death in -the person of a father, on whose life that of the Queen herself -seemed to depend, and whose counsels she knew to be of inestimable -value to the nation. A few days after the Prince’s death, she was -spoken of by the <i>Times</i> in these noticeable words: “Of the -devotion and strength of mind shown by the Princess Alice all -through these trying scenes it is impossible to speak too highly. -Her Royal Highness has, indeed, felt that it was her place to be a -comfort and a support to her mother in her affliction, and to her -dutiful care we may perhaps owe it that the Queen has borne her -loss with exemplary resignation, and a composure which, under so -sudden and terrible a bereavement, could not have been -anticipated.” The knowledge of this fact—and it was a fact—sank -deeply into people’s minds. It was never forgotten, and from that -day the name of the Princess Alice has been a cherished household -word to all her countrymen and women.</p> - -<p>When, in 1862, she married the husband of her choice—a man whose -sterling worth and manliness had satisfied even the critical -judgment of parents jealous for the happiness of a daughter so -justly dear—the affectionate good wishes of the Queen’s subjects<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_401" id="page_401">{401}</a></span> -of all grades went with her to her new home. In that home, -brightened and ennobled as it was by her presence, her love for the -home and country of her youth burned with a steady and -ever-deepening glow. It is only those who know how strong is the -mutual love by which the children of Queen Victoria are bound to -their parent and to each other, who can appreciate the passionate -yearning toward England of the Princesses whose homes have been -made elsewhere. England and all its interests held a foremost place -in the heart of the Princess Alice; and no one watched more closely -every phase of the changeful life of the busy land, which she loved -and reverenced as the home of liberty and the pioneer of -civilization.</p> - -<p>While fulfilling with exemplary devotion every duty as a wife and -mother, the process of self-culture was never relaxed. Every -refined taste was kept alive by fresh study, fresh practice, fresh -observation; neither was any effort spared to keep abreast with all -that the best intellects of the time were adding to the stores of -invention, of discovery, of observation, and of thought. Each -successive year taught her better to estimate the value of the -principles in religion, in morals, and in politics in which she had -been trained. As her knowledge of the world and of men grew, she -could see the wide range of fact upon which they were based, and -their fitness as guides amid the perplexing experiences of human -life, which, however seemingly varied in different epochs, are ever -essentially the same. Then the significance of the Prince Consort’s -habit of judging every thing by some governing principle, and -working always by strict method, became clear to her; and in a -letter written in January 1875, of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_402" id="page_402">{402}</a></span> which a copy is before us, the -Princess writes with her accustomed modesty: “Living with thinking -and cultivated Germans, much in Papa has explained itself to me, -which formerly I could less understand, or did not appreciate so -much as I ought to have done.”</p> - -<p>She inherited much of her father’s practical good sense, and, like -him, was ever ready to take part in any well-directed effort for -raising the condition of the toilworn and the poor. How much of -their misery, nay, of their evil ways, was due to their wretched -habitations, she, like him, felt most keenly; and she gave her -sympathy and support to every effort for their improvement. With -this view she translated into German some of Miss Octavia Hill’s -essays “On the Homes of the London Poor,” and published them with a -little preface of her own (to which only her initial A. was -affixed), in the hope that the principles, which had been -successfully applied in London by Miss Hill and her coadjutors, -might be put into action in some of the German cities. No good work -appealed to her in vain. The great exemplar of her father was -always before her; and in the letter from which we have already -quoted she speaks of his life, “spent in the highest aims, and with -the noblest conception of duty,” as a “leading star” to her own.</p> - -<p>That sense of duty carried her to the bedside of the Prince of -Wales when, at the end of 1871, he was struck down at Sandringham -by the fell disease under which his father had sunk. There she -fulfilled the same priceless offices which she had ten years before -discharged at Windsor Castle. It pleased Heaven to spare her a -renewal of the great affliction of 1861; and in the very days of -December in which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_403" id="page_403">{403}</a></span> we are now living, the life of the much-loved -brother, which had been wellnigh despaired of, came slowly back to -requite her affection, and in answer to her prayers.</p> - -<p>The trials of that time came, before the exhaustion had passed away -both of body and mind which the Princess had undergone during the -Franco-German war. Separated—and for the second time—by war from -the Prince of Hesse, who was away in the thickest of the perils of -that campaign, she was not a woman to give herself up to morbid -brooding on the pangs and apprehensions under which, devoted wife -as she was, she yet could not fail to suffer most acutely, for her -feelings were warm, and her imagination active beyond that of most -women. In the hospital at Darmstadt, crowded with the soldiers, -French as well as German, who had come from the battlefields maimed -and racked with pain, she was foremost with her bright -intelligence, her helpful sympathy, and her tender hand, in -soothing pain, and inspiring that sense of manly gratitude which is -the best of panaceas to a soldier’s sick-bed. What she was and what -she did at that time have embalmed her image in many a heart, and -will make the tears flow thick and fast in many manly eyes at the -thought of the death of one so young, so good, so gifted, and so -fair. To her it was merely duty—duty to be done at every cost; but -how much it had cost to that finely touched spirit and to that -delicate womanly frame might be read, by all who could look below -the surface, in the deep earnestness of her eyes and the deeper -earnestness of her thoughts. The pain of that terrible period would -not let itself be forgotten even in the gratitude which she felt -for the providence which restored her beloved husband<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_404" id="page_404">{404}</a></span> to her side, -and for the realization of her father’s cherished dream of an -United Germany, which had been purchased by the valor and the -sufferings of its sons.</p> - -<p>The Princess’ fortitude had already been severely tried in the war -between Prussia and Austria in 1866. Hesse-Darmstadt was engaged -upon the side of Austria, and her husband, Prince Louis, took the -field with the troops of the Principality. At the very time that -his third daughter, the Princess Irène, was born, he was with the -army; and the Princess Alice knew he was under fire but was unable -to get any tidings from him. The victorious Prussians marched into -Darmstadt, while the Princess, newly made a mother, was still -confined to her room.</p> - -<p>Of the sad aspects of life it had been her destiny to see much—as -daughter, as sister, and as mother. In June, 1873, a terrible -calamity fell upon her as a mother. A child—one especially -beloved—climbing to an open window in a room adjoining that in -which she was, lost its balance, and was killed almost before her -eyes, as she rushed in terror to call him back. This, too, had to -be borne. It was borne nobly, and with Christian resignation. But -such shocks tell upon the vital powers, and some trace of what had -been “undergone and overcome” seemed to be visible long afterward -in a perceptible bodily languor, and in a more spiritual beauty -which had passed into her expressive face.</p> - -<p>The thought of this sent an anxious thrill through the hearts of -many, when it became known that the Princess was herself seized by -the terrible malady which had prostrated her husband and five of -her children, and taken from her the youngest of them all—the -youngest, the brightest, the idol of her other<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_405" id="page_405">{405}</a></span> children.<a name="FNanchor_138_138" id="FNanchor_138_138"></a><a href="#Footnote_138_138" class="fnanchor">[138]</a> She -had nursed them all through their time of danger, and now, spent -with watching and anxiety as she was, the malady had laid its fatal -clutch upon herself. She that had cared and thought for all was -soon past all human care to save. Thus she died as she had lived, -devoted, self-sacrificing, purified by great pain and great love—a -model daughter—wife—mother.</p> - -<p>Of the loss of such a woman to the husband to whom she was the -all-in-all, to the children to whose love she will respond no more, -to the mother in whose thoughts she is interwoven with the -sweetest, the saddest, the most sacred memories, to the brothers -and sisters whom she loved and who loved her so truly, so tenderly, -who dare trust himself to speak? It must be long before the grief -can be assuaged, under which all these must now be -suffering—before the “Idea of her life can sweetly creep,” as -something hallowed, “into their study of imagination”; but the day -will come when they will bless God, that theirs was a wife, a -daughter, a sister, a mother, so good, so noble, and that, having -fought her fight on earth valiantly, yet meekly, she has gone where -there is no more sorrow, nor crying, and where the great mysteries -of life alone find their solution.</p> - -<p class="r"> -<span class="smcap">Theodore Martin.</span><br /> -</p></div> - -<hr /> - -<p>Of the many beautiful tributes in verse to the worth of the Princess, -which appeared in England<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_406" id="page_406">{406}</a></span> immediately after her death, none spoke the -prevailing feeling more truly than the following:—</p> - -<div class="blockquot"> -<p class="c"> -<a name="IN_MEMORIAM" id="IN_MEMORIAM"></a>IN MEMORIAM.<br /> -<br /> -<span class="smcap">Princess Alice</span>: <i>died</i> December 14th, 1878.<br /> -</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Death’s shadow falls across the Palace door,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">His fingers trace our dear Princess’ doom;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">“She will awake no more; ah! never more!”<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And through the murky night the big bells boom.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">But in the gray of morning hope appears,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And treading in death’s footprints entrance seeketh<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Where lonely grief is weeping bitter tears,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And whispers low—“She being dead yet speaketh.”<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">And at the voice of hope the black clouds break,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">And through the rift there shines God’s glorious light;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And we who mourn look up and solace take<br /></span> -<span class="i2">As those to whom comes day—dawn after night.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">“She being dead yet speaketh”—all may hear<br /></span> -<span class="i2">The message left us by her lovely life<br /></span> -<span class="i0">In deeds that live, in actions that endear,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">As Princess, sister, daughter, mother, wife!<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">The fierce rude light that beats upon a throne<br /></span> -<span class="i2">For which so many royal heads are hid,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Served but to make her worth more widely known,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">To glorify the acts of grace she did.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">A favorite sister! She the love had earn’d<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Her brothers and her sisters for her felt,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">By her devotion which had brightest burn’d<br /></span> -<span class="i2">When with disease and threatening death she dealt.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">A darling daughter! ’T is the Queen alone<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Can know the secret of that awful time,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">When at the father’s side by her were shown<br /></span> -<span class="i2">A faith and constancy alike sublime.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_407" id="page_407">{407}</a></span><br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">A doting mother! What could she do more<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Than for her little one her life lay down?<br /></span> -<span class="i0">No heroine than this could higher soar—<br /></span> -<span class="i2">No grander deed a noble life could crown!<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">A perfect wife! The heavy veil of grief<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Back from the stricken hearth we will not draw,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Save but to say her life, alas! too brief,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Her husband found without one spot or flaw.<br /></span> -</div><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Then let not grief persuade us she is dead;<br /></span> -<span class="i2">She has but left us for a fairer shore;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And though her spirit heav’nwards may have fled,<br /></span> -<span class="i2">Her influence remains for evermore.<br /></span> -<span class="i13">—<i>Truth</i><br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -</div> - -<p class="c"><img src="images/ill_009.jpg" width="250" alt="[Text decoration not available.]" /><br /></p> - -<div class="footnotes"><p class="cb">FOOTNOTES:</p> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> “Life of Prince Consort,” by Sir Theodore Martin, vol. i., -p. 166.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> The memoranda in this paragraph are communicated by the -Crown Princess of Germany.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_3_3" id="Footnote_3_3"></a><a href="#FNanchor_3_3"><span class="label">[3]</span></a> In a little piece of that name by Madame Jonas.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_4_4" id="Footnote_4_4"></a><a href="#FNanchor_4_4"><span class="label">[4]</span></a> Bunsen’s “Life,” ii., 328.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_5_5" id="Footnote_5_5"></a><a href="#FNanchor_5_5"><span class="label">[5]</span></a> In 1857. See the “Life of the Prince Consort,” vol. iv.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_6_6" id="Footnote_6_6"></a><a href="#FNanchor_6_6"><span class="label">[6]</span></a> “Life of the Prince Consort,” vol. iv., p. 429.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_7_7" id="Footnote_7_7"></a><a href="#FNanchor_7_7"><span class="label">[7]</span></a> <i>Ibid.</i>, p. 427.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_8_8" id="Footnote_8_8"></a><a href="#FNanchor_8_8"><span class="label">[8]</span></a> Prince Louis of Hesse was at this time serving in the -Prussian Guards at Potsdam.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_9_9" id="Footnote_9_9"></a><a href="#FNanchor_9_9"><span class="label">[9]</span></a> “Life of the Prince Consort,” vol. v., p. 253.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_10_10" id="Footnote_10_10"></a><a href="#FNanchor_10_10"><span class="label">[10]</span></a> This is not quite correct. Prince Louis had left for -Germany before the others arrived.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_11_11" id="Footnote_11_11"></a><a href="#FNanchor_11_11"><span class="label">[11]</span></a> See “Leaves from a Journal,” p. 204, <i>et seq.</i></p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_12_12" id="Footnote_12_12"></a><a href="#FNanchor_12_12"><span class="label">[12]</span></a> Memorandum by the Grand Duchess of Baden.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_13_13" id="Footnote_13_13"></a><a href="#FNanchor_13_13"><span class="label">[13]</span></a> Afterward Marquis of Hertford, who died on the 25th of -January, 1884.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_14_14" id="Footnote_14_14"></a><a href="#FNanchor_14_14"><span class="label">[14]</span></a> St. George’s Chapel, Windsor, where the Prince Consort -rested until removed to the Mausoleum at Frogmore.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_15_15" id="Footnote_15_15"></a><a href="#FNanchor_15_15"><span class="label">[15]</span></a> The recumbent statue of the Prince Consort, now in the -Mausoleum at Frogmore.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_16_16" id="Footnote_16_16"></a><a href="#FNanchor_16_16"><span class="label">[16]</span></a> Grand Duke and Grand Duchess Michael of Russia. The Grand -Duke Michael is uncle of the present Emperor of Russia.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_17_17" id="Footnote_17_17"></a><a href="#FNanchor_17_17"><span class="label">[17]</span></a> This was in the autumn of 1860.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_18_18" id="Footnote_18_18"></a><a href="#FNanchor_18_18"><span class="label">[18]</span></a> This refers to Mr., afterward Sir, Arthur Helps’ -Introduction to the “Collected Addresses and Speeches of the Prince -Consort,” which was then about to be published (Murray, 1862).</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_19_19" id="Footnote_19_19"></a><a href="#FNanchor_19_19"><span class="label">[19]</span></a> During a musical and gymnastic festival.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_20_20" id="Footnote_20_20"></a><a href="#FNanchor_20_20"><span class="label">[20]</span></a> The Princess’ lady, Baroness Christa Schenk.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_21_21" id="Footnote_21_21"></a><a href="#FNanchor_21_21"><span class="label">[21]</span></a> Prince Louis was then at Balmoral.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_22_22" id="Footnote_22_22"></a><a href="#FNanchor_22_22"><span class="label">[22]</span></a> Grand Duke and Grand Duchess of Baden.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_23_23" id="Footnote_23_23"></a><a href="#FNanchor_23_23"><span class="label">[23]</span></a> Duke of Connaught, then twelve years old.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_24_24" id="Footnote_24_24"></a><a href="#FNanchor_24_24"><span class="label">[24]</span></a> The Princess Alice’s private secretary.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_25_25" id="Footnote_25_25"></a><a href="#FNanchor_25_25"><span class="label">[25]</span></a> Princess Victoria of Hesse.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_26_26" id="Footnote_26_26"></a><a href="#FNanchor_26_26"><span class="label">[26]</span></a> Princess Frederick Charles, mother of the Duchess of -Connaught.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_27_27" id="Footnote_27_27"></a><a href="#FNanchor_27_27"><span class="label">[27]</span></a> Duke of Saxe-Coburg-Gotha.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_28_28" id="Footnote_28_28"></a><a href="#FNanchor_28_28"><span class="label">[28]</span></a> Count Lutzow was at this time the Austrian Minister and -Plenipotentiary at the Court of Darmstadt.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_29_29" id="Footnote_29_29"></a><a href="#FNanchor_29_29"><span class="label">[29]</span></a> Tutor of the Prince Consort during his boyhood and early -youth.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_30_30" id="Footnote_30_30"></a><a href="#FNanchor_30_30"><span class="label">[30]</span></a> A favorite greyhound of the Prince Consort’s, which he -brought to England at the time of his marriage.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_31_31" id="Footnote_31_31"></a><a href="#FNanchor_31_31"><span class="label">[31]</span></a> Prince Henry of Hesse, brother of Prince Louis.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_32_32" id="Footnote_32_32"></a><a href="#FNanchor_32_32"><span class="label">[32]</span></a> Mrs. Hull, a former nurse of the Princess and her brothers -and sisters.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_33_33" id="Footnote_33_33"></a><a href="#FNanchor_33_33"><span class="label">[33]</span></a> Prince Gustav Wasa, first cousin to Prince Charles of -Hesse.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_34_34" id="Footnote_34_34"></a><a href="#FNanchor_34_34"><span class="label">[34]</span></a> The late Duke Frederic of Augustenburg.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_35_35" id="Footnote_35_35"></a><a href="#FNanchor_35_35"><span class="label">[35]</span></a> Prince and Princess of Leiningen.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_36_36" id="Footnote_36_36"></a><a href="#FNanchor_36_36"><span class="label">[36]</span></a> Prince Leiningen’s brother.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_37_37" id="Footnote_37_37"></a><a href="#FNanchor_37_37"><span class="label">[37]</span></a> Former tutor to Prince Leiningen’s father.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_38_38" id="Footnote_38_38"></a><a href="#FNanchor_38_38"><span class="label">[38]</span></a> Prince and Princess Hermann of Hohenlohe-Langenburg.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_39_39" id="Footnote_39_39"></a><a href="#FNanchor_39_39"><span class="label">[39]</span></a> King Maximilian II. of Bavaria had died on the 10th of the -preceding month of March. The Queen is a sister of Prince Louis’ -mother.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_40_40" id="Footnote_40_40"></a><a href="#FNanchor_40_40"><span class="label">[40]</span></a> Of the Princess Anna of Hesse with the Grand Duke of -Mecklenburg-Schwerin.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_41_41" id="Footnote_41_41"></a><a href="#FNanchor_41_41"><span class="label">[41]</span></a> The unveiling of a statue of the Prince Consort.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_42_42" id="Footnote_42_42"></a><a href="#FNanchor_42_42"><span class="label">[42]</span></a> Grand Duke Serge.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_43_43" id="Footnote_43_43"></a><a href="#FNanchor_43_43"><span class="label">[43]</span></a> The History of England from the Fall of Wolsey to the -Death of Elizabeth.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_44_44" id="Footnote_44_44"></a><a href="#FNanchor_44_44"><span class="label">[44]</span></a> Wife of General the Hon. Arthur Hardinge, who was on a -visit to the Princess.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_45_45" id="Footnote_45_45"></a><a href="#FNanchor_45_45"><span class="label">[45]</span></a> The Princess Elizabeth was born on the 1st of November, -1864.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_46_46" id="Footnote_46_46"></a><a href="#FNanchor_46_46"><span class="label">[46]</span></a> By Dr. Samuel Smiles.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_47_47" id="Footnote_47_47"></a><a href="#FNanchor_47_47"><span class="label">[47]</span></a> John Brown, the Queen’s personal attendant.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_48_48" id="Footnote_48_48"></a><a href="#FNanchor_48_48"><span class="label">[48]</span></a> One of the Princess’ ladies in waiting.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_49_49" id="Footnote_49_49"></a><a href="#FNanchor_49_49"><span class="label">[49]</span></a> Then the Crown Princess’ youngest child.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_50_50" id="Footnote_50_50"></a><a href="#FNanchor_50_50"><span class="label">[50]</span></a> The anniversary of the Queen’s marriage.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_51_51" id="Footnote_51_51"></a><a href="#FNanchor_51_51"><span class="label">[51]</span></a> Miss Hildyard, the Princess’ former English governess.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_52_52" id="Footnote_52_52"></a><a href="#FNanchor_52_52"><span class="label">[52]</span></a> This sport is practised in the evening twilight.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_53_53" id="Footnote_53_53"></a><a href="#FNanchor_53_53"><span class="label">[53]</span></a> Prince Louis’ sister, the Grand Duchess of -Mecklenburg-Schwerin. She died on the 16th of April, 1865.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_54_54" id="Footnote_54_54"></a><a href="#FNanchor_54_54"><span class="label">[54]</span></a> Nurse of the Prince Louis and his brothers and sister.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_55_55" id="Footnote_55_55"></a><a href="#FNanchor_55_55"><span class="label">[55]</span></a> She was the only sister of Prince Charles of Hesse.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_56_56" id="Footnote_56_56"></a><a href="#FNanchor_56_56"><span class="label">[56]</span></a> Daughter of M. Van de Weyer, the Belgian Minister -Plenipotentiary in England. She had been thrown out from her carriage, -and died from the effect of the injuries received.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_57_57" id="Footnote_57_57"></a><a href="#FNanchor_57_57"><span class="label">[57]</span></a> See “Leaves from a Journal,” Grantown, 1860.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_58_58" id="Footnote_58_58"></a><a href="#FNanchor_58_58"><span class="label">[58]</span></a> The opening of Parliament by the Queen for the first time -after the death of the Prince Consort.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_59_59" id="Footnote_59_59"></a><a href="#FNanchor_59_59"><span class="label">[59]</span></a> Princess Elizabeth of Great Britain and Ireland, Princess -Alice’s grand-aunt.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_60_60" id="Footnote_60_60"></a><a href="#FNanchor_60_60"><span class="label">[60]</span></a> Princess Hohenlohe.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_61_61" id="Footnote_61_61"></a><a href="#FNanchor_61_61"><span class="label">[61]</span></a> War between Prussia and Austria was now imminent.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_62_62" id="Footnote_62_62"></a><a href="#FNanchor_62_62"><span class="label">[62]</span></a> Widow of King Louis Philippe.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_63_63" id="Footnote_63_63"></a><a href="#FNanchor_63_63"><span class="label">[63]</span></a> Son of the Crown Prince and Princess of Prussia. See -<i>ante</i>, p. 93.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_64_64" id="Footnote_64_64"></a><a href="#FNanchor_64_64"><span class="label">[64]</span></a> The Princess Charles had a sister, who died when a child, -who had borne that name.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_65_65" id="Footnote_65_65"></a><a href="#FNanchor_65_65"><span class="label">[65]</span></a> Formerly one of the Royal Band in England. Madame Nichel -had been a dresser of the Duchess of Kent’s.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_66_66" id="Footnote_66_66"></a><a href="#FNanchor_66_66"><span class="label">[66]</span></a> “The Early Years of the Prince Consort,” by the late -General Grey.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_67_67" id="Footnote_67_67"></a><a href="#FNanchor_67_67"><span class="label">[67]</span></a> Son of the Crown Prince and Princess of Prussia.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_68_68" id="Footnote_68_68"></a><a href="#FNanchor_68_68"><span class="label">[68]</span></a> The uncovering of the monument to the Prince Consort.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_69_69" id="Footnote_69_69"></a><a href="#FNanchor_69_69"><span class="label">[69]</span></a> General Grey’s “Early Years of the Prince Consort.”</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_70_70" id="Footnote_70_70"></a><a href="#FNanchor_70_70"><span class="label">[70]</span></a> Princess Feodore Victoria Adelaide Paulina Amelia Maria, -daughter of Queen Victoria’s sister, the Princess Hohenlohe-Langenburg, -and wife of the Hereditary Prince, now the Duke of Saxe-Meiningen. She -died at the age of thirty-three, on the 10th of February, 1872.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_71_71" id="Footnote_71_71"></a><a href="#FNanchor_71_71"><span class="label">[71]</span></a> Major Elphinstone, Prince Arthur’s Governor from 1859, now -Sir Howard Elphinstone, K.C.B.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_72_72" id="Footnote_72_72"></a><a href="#FNanchor_72_72"><span class="label">[72]</span></a> Princess Amalie of Hohenlohe-Schillingsfürst, niece of -Queen Victoria’s late brother-in-law, Prince of Hohenlohe-Langenburg, -married to an artist, Herr Lauchert.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_73_73" id="Footnote_73_73"></a><a href="#FNanchor_73_73"><span class="label">[73]</span></a> The Princess of Wales was suffering at the time from -rheumatic fever and rheumatism.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_74_74" id="Footnote_74_74"></a><a href="#FNanchor_74_74"><span class="label">[74]</span></a> Their nurse, who is still (1884) with the youngest child, -Princess Alix.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_75_75" id="Footnote_75_75"></a><a href="#FNanchor_75_75"><span class="label">[75]</span></a> Of their child, to whom Queen Victoria stood sponsor.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_76_76" id="Footnote_76_76"></a><a href="#FNanchor_76_76"><span class="label">[76]</span></a> This Catalogue was not completed and made public till -1876.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_77_77" id="Footnote_77_77"></a><a href="#FNanchor_77_77"><span class="label">[77]</span></a> Her Majesty’s private librarian.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_78_78" id="Footnote_78_78"></a><a href="#FNanchor_78_78"><span class="label">[78]</span></a> At Buckingham Palace.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_79_79" id="Footnote_79_79"></a><a href="#FNanchor_79_79"><span class="label">[79]</span></a> The Emperor of Russia.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_80_80" id="Footnote_80_80"></a><a href="#FNanchor_80_80"><span class="label">[80]</span></a> The Princess’ servant (see <i>ante</i>, p. 56). The boy was -brought from Java by Baron Schenk-Schmittburg. His father was a negro, -his mother a Javanese.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_81_81" id="Footnote_81_81"></a><a href="#FNanchor_81_81"><span class="label">[81]</span></a> We give this extract in a translation, instead of the -original German.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_82_82" id="Footnote_82_82"></a><a href="#FNanchor_82_82"><span class="label">[82]</span></a> A kind of dwarf tree—half pine, half juniper—which grows -in the highest regions of the Alps, and supplies most of the soft wood -used by the Swiss wood-carvers.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_83_83" id="Footnote_83_83"></a><a href="#FNanchor_83_83"><span class="label">[83]</span></a> Riding-master to the Prince Consort and the Queen from -1840 to 1871.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_84_84" id="Footnote_84_84"></a><a href="#FNanchor_84_84"><span class="label">[84]</span></a> The Cesarewitch and Cesarewna.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_85_85" id="Footnote_85_85"></a><a href="#FNanchor_85_85"><span class="label">[85]</span></a> Archibald Brown, his valet, younger brother of the Queen’s -personal attendant.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_86_86" id="Footnote_86_86"></a><a href="#FNanchor_86_86"><span class="label">[86]</span></a> Prince Waldemar of Prussia, fourth son of the Crown Prince -and Princess. He died of diphtheria on the 27th of March, 1879.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_87_87" id="Footnote_87_87"></a><a href="#FNanchor_87_87"><span class="label">[87]</span></a> At the funeral of King Louis I., who had died at Nice on -the 29th of February.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_88_88" id="Footnote_88_88"></a><a href="#FNanchor_88_88"><span class="label">[88]</span></a> A footman, much valued by the Prince and Princess.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_89_89" id="Footnote_89_89"></a><a href="#FNanchor_89_89"><span class="label">[89]</span></a> Mrs. McDonald, the Queen’s first wardrobe-maid.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_90_90" id="Footnote_90_90"></a><a href="#FNanchor_90_90"><span class="label">[90]</span></a> The Royal Mausoleum at Frogmore.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_91_91" id="Footnote_91_91"></a><a href="#FNanchor_91_91"><span class="label">[91]</span></a> Who died on the 8th of November, 1825.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_92_92" id="Footnote_92_92"></a><a href="#FNanchor_92_92"><span class="label">[92]</span></a> The only son and heir of the King of the Belgians.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_93_93" id="Footnote_93_93"></a><a href="#FNanchor_93_93"><span class="label">[93]</span></a> Princess George of Saxony, Infanta of Portugal, who died -in February, 1884.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_94_94" id="Footnote_94_94"></a><a href="#FNanchor_94_94"><span class="label">[94]</span></a> This refers to the Queen’s stay at Invertrossachs, and the -excursions to the neighborhood. These are described in “More Leaves from -a Journal of a Life in the Highlands,” pp. 116-147 (London, 1884).</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_95_95" id="Footnote_95_95"></a><a href="#FNanchor_95_95"><span class="label">[95]</span></a> Madame Rollande, formerly the Princess’ French governess.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_96_96" id="Footnote_96_96"></a><a href="#FNanchor_96_96"><span class="label">[96]</span></a> Miss Grosvenor, Lady Ebury’s daughter.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_97_97" id="Footnote_97_97"></a><a href="#FNanchor_97_97"><span class="label">[97]</span></a> General Grey, Her Majesty’s private secretary had recently -died.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_98_98" id="Footnote_98_98"></a><a href="#FNanchor_98_98"><span class="label">[98]</span></a> Miss Bauer the German governess of the Royal family.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_99_99" id="Footnote_99_99"></a><a href="#FNanchor_99_99"><span class="label">[99]</span></a> Prince Frederick William, the “Frittie” of these letters, -born the 6th of the previous month of October, and who was killed by a -fall from a window on the 29th of May, 1873.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_100_100" id="Footnote_100_100"></a><a href="#FNanchor_100_100"><span class="label">[100]</span></a> On the 10th, 11th, and 12th of January, 1871, before Le -Mans.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_101_101" id="Footnote_101_101"></a><a href="#FNanchor_101_101"><span class="label">[101]</span></a> Prince Henry Charles Woldemar of Schleswig-Holstein, -Governor of the Fortress of Mayence. He died on the 20th of January, -1871.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_102_102" id="Footnote_102_102"></a><a href="#FNanchor_102_102"><span class="label">[102]</span></a> Daughter of the Duke of Abercorn.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_103_103" id="Footnote_103_103"></a><a href="#FNanchor_103_103"><span class="label">[103]</span></a> The late Mr. John Mitchell, the librarian of Old Bond -Street.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_104_104" id="Footnote_104_104"></a><a href="#FNanchor_104_104"><span class="label">[104]</span></a> Princess Alix, born on the 6th of June.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_105_105" id="Footnote_105_105"></a><a href="#FNanchor_105_105"><span class="label">[105]</span></a> Two children who were carried away by a “spate” while -playing at Monaltrie Burn, near Balmoral (11th of June, 1872), and swept -into the river Dee and drowned. See “More Leaves from a Journal of a -Life in the Highlands,” p. 156 <i>et seq.</i></p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_106_106" id="Footnote_106_106"></a><a href="#FNanchor_106_106"><span class="label">[106]</span></a> For an account of this visit see “More Leaves from a -Journal,” p. 164 <i>et seq.</i></p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_107_107" id="Footnote_107_107"></a><a href="#FNanchor_107_107"><span class="label">[107]</span></a> The Queen’s half-sister, Feodore, Princess of -Hohenlohe-Langenburg, who died on the 23d of September, 1872, at -Baden-Baden.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_108_108" id="Footnote_108_108"></a><a href="#FNanchor_108_108"><span class="label">[108]</span></a> Daughter of the Grand Duke of Mecklenburg-Schwerin. -Subsequently she did marry the Grand Duke Vladamir of Russia, as she was -allowed not to change her religion. This was the first time such a thing -was permitted in Russia.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_109_109" id="Footnote_109_109"></a><a href="#FNanchor_109_109"><span class="label">[109]</span></a> Who would have thought that only six years later the -Princess herself was to rejoin her father on the same day?</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_110_110" id="Footnote_110_110"></a><a href="#FNanchor_110_110"><span class="label">[110]</span></a> He said to the Princess: “La bénédiction d’un vieillard -fait toujours du bien.”</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_111_111" id="Footnote_111_111"></a><a href="#FNanchor_111_111"><span class="label">[111]</span></a> A private plate, engraved for the Queen by the late Mr. -Francis Holl, from a picture by Winterhalter.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_112_112" id="Footnote_112_112"></a><a href="#FNanchor_112_112"><span class="label">[112]</span></a> Also engraved by the late Mr. Francis Holl for the Queen -from a picture given by Her Majesty to the Prince Consort on the 26th of -August, 1843.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_113_113" id="Footnote_113_113"></a><a href="#FNanchor_113_113"><span class="label">[113]</span></a> The King of Bavaria and his brother, first cousins of -Prince Louis of Hesse.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_114_114" id="Footnote_114_114"></a><a href="#FNanchor_114_114"><span class="label">[114]</span></a> The opening of Victoria Park, in the East end of London, -on the 2d of April.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_115_115" id="Footnote_115_115"></a><a href="#FNanchor_115_115"><span class="label">[115]</span></a> To the 79th Queen’s Own Cameron Highlanders, at -Parkhurst, on the 16th of April.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_116_116" id="Footnote_116_116"></a><a href="#FNanchor_116_116"><span class="label">[116]</span></a> The allusion is to the death of the little Prince -Frederick, who was killed on the 29th of the previous month by a fall -from a window.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_117_117" id="Footnote_117_117"></a><a href="#FNanchor_117_117"><span class="label">[117]</span></a> Princess Charles’ brother, Prince Adalbert of Prussia.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_118_118" id="Footnote_118_118"></a><a href="#FNanchor_118_118"><span class="label">[118]</span></a> The Grand Duchess Marie, who was engaged on the 11th of -July to the Duke of Edinburgh.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_119_119" id="Footnote_119_119"></a><a href="#FNanchor_119_119"><span class="label">[119]</span></a> How these words recall those of Constance (<i>King John</i>, -act iii., scene 4): -</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Grief fills the room up of my absent child,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Lies in his bed, walks up and down with me,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Puts on his pretty looks, repeats his words,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Remembers me of all his gracious parts,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Stuffs out his vacant garments with his form;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">Then have I reason to be fond of grief.<br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -</div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_120_120" id="Footnote_120_120"></a><a href="#FNanchor_120_120"><span class="label">[120]</span></a> To the Prince Consort in Hyde Park.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_121_121" id="Footnote_121_121"></a><a href="#FNanchor_121_121"><span class="label">[121]</span></a> Baron Stockmar had such a dislike of leave-takings that -he never let it be known when he was going away from the English Court. -The first intimation of his intention was—that he was already gone.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_122_122" id="Footnote_122_122"></a><a href="#FNanchor_122_122"><span class="label">[122]</span></a> A former Dresser of the Queen’s.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_123_123" id="Footnote_123_123"></a><a href="#FNanchor_123_123"><span class="label">[123]</span></a> -</p> - -<div class="poetry"> -<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> -<span class="i0">Now unto you the Lord has done what we had wished to do;<br /></span> -<span class="i0">We would have train’d you up, and now ’t is we are train’d by you.<br /></span> -<span class="i0">With grief and tears, O children, do you your parents train,<br /></span> -<span class="i0">And lure us on and up to you, to meet in heaven again.<br /></span> -</div></div> -</div> - -</div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_124_124" id="Footnote_124_124"></a><a href="#FNanchor_124_124"><span class="label">[124]</span></a> The first volume of whose “Life of the Prince Consort” -had just been published.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_125_125" id="Footnote_125_125"></a><a href="#FNanchor_125_125"><span class="label">[125]</span></a> To “The Idyls of the King.”</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_126_126" id="Footnote_126_126"></a><a href="#FNanchor_126_126"><span class="label">[126]</span></a> Only child of Sir George Grey, and Equerry to the Prince -of Wales. He died at Sandringham of inflammation of the lungs.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_127_127" id="Footnote_127_127"></a><a href="#FNanchor_127_127"><span class="label">[127]</span></a> “Childe Harold,” canto iii., stanza 30.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_128_128" id="Footnote_128_128"></a><a href="#FNanchor_128_128"><span class="label">[128]</span></a> During the visit of the Prince of Wales to India.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_129_129" id="Footnote_129_129"></a><a href="#FNanchor_129_129"><span class="label">[129]</span></a> Her husband, the father of the Queen’s personal -attendant, John Brown, had just died. See “More Leaves from a Journal,” -p. 319.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_130_130" id="Footnote_130_130"></a><a href="#FNanchor_130_130"><span class="label">[130]</span></a>Secretary in the office of the Privy Purse.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_131_131" id="Footnote_131_131"></a><a href="#FNanchor_131_131"><span class="label">[131]</span></a> The Prince Consort’s head groom, who had come over with -him to England.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_132_132" id="Footnote_132_132"></a><a href="#FNanchor_132_132"><span class="label">[132]</span></a> The Hon. Emily Caroline Hardinge, the Princess’ -Lady-in-Waiting, died in London on the 4th of September, 1876.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_133_133" id="Footnote_133_133"></a><a href="#FNanchor_133_133"><span class="label">[133]</span></a> Written after the death of his daughter.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_134_134" id="Footnote_134_134"></a><a href="#FNanchor_134_134"><span class="label">[134]</span></a> The Grand Duke of Hesse was alarmingly ill.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_135_135" id="Footnote_135_135"></a><a href="#FNanchor_135_135"><span class="label">[135]</span></a> Of the Princess Charlotte of Prussia with the Hereditary -Prince of Saxe-Meiningen.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_136_136" id="Footnote_136_136"></a><a href="#FNanchor_136_136"><span class="label">[136]</span></a> This memorandum does not go far enough. The Princess -returned to the faith in which she was reared, and died in it, a devout -Christian.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_137_137" id="Footnote_137_137"></a><a href="#FNanchor_137_137"><span class="label">[137]</span></a> “She is a pretty and large baby, and we think will be <i>la -Beauté</i> of the family.”—<i>The Queen to King Leopold</i>, 9th May, 1843. -</p><p> -“Our little baby, whom I am really proud of, for she is so very forward -for her age, is to be called <i>Alice</i>, an old English name; and the other -names are to be <i>Maud</i> (another old English name, and the same as -Matilda), and <i>Mary</i>, as she was born on Aunt Gloucester’s -birthday.”—<i>The same to the same</i>, 16th May, 1843. -</p><p> -“Our christening went off very brilliantly, and I wish you could have -witnessed it. Nothing could be more <i>anständig</i>, and little Alice -behaved extremely well.”—<i>The same to the same</i>, 6th June, 1843.</p></div> - -<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_138_138" id="Footnote_138_138"></a><a href="#FNanchor_138_138"><span class="label">[138]</span></a> The struggle to conceal from the other children that -their favorite was dead cost the Princess, down to the time of her own -fatal seizure, such a daily and almost hourly effort as, in her weak -state, she was ill able to bear. Her sufferings during her short -illness, which lasted less than a week, were borne with exemplary -patience, and an unselfish and even cheerful spirit which were truly -admirable. The day before she died, she expressed to Sir William Jenner -her regret that she should cause her mother so much anxiety.</p></div> - -</div> - -<div class="figcenter"> -<img src="images/back.jpg" width="319" height="500" alt="" title="" /> -</div> - -<hr class="full" /> - - - - - - - -<pre> - - - - - -End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Alice, grand duchess of Hesse, by -Helena Augusta Victoria Helena Augusta Victoria - -*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ALICE, GRAND DUCHESS OF HESSE *** - -***** This file should be named 60880-h.htm or 60880-h.zip ***** -This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: - http://www.gutenberg.org/6/0/8/8/60880/ - -Produced by Chuck Greif and the Online Distributed -Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was -produced from images available at The Internet Archive) - - -Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions -will be renamed. - -Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no -one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation -(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without -permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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