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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Tiger Lily and Other Stories, by
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- TIGER LILY
-
- AND OTHER STORIES
-
-
- BY
-
- JULIA SCHAYER
-
-
- NEW YORK
- CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
- 1883
-
-
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-
- COPYRIGHT, 1883, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS.
-
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- TROW'S
- PRINTING AND BOOKBINDING COMPANY
- _201-213 East Twelfth Street_
- NEW YORK
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- CONTENTS.
-
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- PAGE
-
- TIGER LILY, 1
-
- THIRZA, 89
-
- MOLLY, 127
-
- A SUMMER'S DIVERSION, 159
-
- MY FRIEND MRS. ANGEL, 195
-
-
-
-
- TIGER-LILY.
-
-
-The shrill treble of a girl's voice, raised to its highest pitch in
-anger and remonstrance, broke in upon the scholarly meditations of the
-teacher of the Ridgemont grammar school. He raised his head from his
-book to listen. It came again, mingled with boyish cries and jeers, and
-the sound of blows and scuffling. The teacher, a small, fagged-looking
-man of middle age, rose hastily, and went out of the school-house.
-
-Both grammar and high school had just been dismissed, and the
-bare-trodden play-ground was filled with the departing scholars. In the
-centre of the ground a group of boys had collected, and from this group
-the discordant sounds still proceeded.
-
-"What is the meaning of this disturbance?" the master asked, coming
-near.
-
-At the sound of his voice the group fell apart, disclosing, as a
-central point, the figure of a girl of thirteen or fourteen years.
-She was thin and straight, and her face, now ablaze with anger
-and excitement, was a singular one, full of contradictions, yet
-not inharmonious as a whole. It was fair, but not as blondes are
-fair, and its creamy surface was flecked upon the cheeks with dark,
-velvety freckles. Her features were symmetrical, yet a trifle heavy,
-particularly the lips, and certain dusky tints were noticeable about
-the large gray eyes and delicate temples, as well as a peculiar crisp
-ripple in the mass of vivid red hair which fell from under her torn
-straw hat.
-
-Clinging to her scant skirts was a small hunch-backed boy, crying
-dismally, and making the most of his tears by rubbing them into his
-sickly face with a pair of grimy fists.
-
-The teacher looked about him with disapproval in his glance. The group
-contained, no doubt, its fair proportion of future legislators and
-presidents, but the raw material was neither encouraging nor pleasant
-to look upon. The culprits returned his wavering gaze, some looking a
-little conscience-smitten, others boldly impertinent, others still (and
-those the worst in the lot) with a charming air of innocence and candor.
-
-"What is it?" the master repeated. "What is the matter?"
-
-"They were plaguing Bobby, here," the girl broke in,
-breathlessly,--"taking his marbles away, and making him cry--the mean,
-cruel things!"
-
-"Hush!" said the teacher, with a feeble gesture of authority. "Is that
-so, boys?"
-
-The boys grinned at each other furtively, but made no answer.
-
-"Boys," he remarked, solemnly, "I--I'm ashamed of you!"
-
-The delinquents not appearing crushed by this announcement, he turned
-again to the girl.
-
-"Girls should not quarrel and fight, my dear. It isn't proper, you
-know."
-
-A mocking smile sprang to the girl's lips, and a sharp glance shot from
-under her black, up-curling lashes, but she did not speak.
-
-"She's allers a-fightin'," ventured one of the urchins, emboldened by
-the teacher's reproof; at which the girl turned upon him so fiercely
-that he shrank hastily out of sight behind his nearest companion.
-
-"You are not one of _my_ scholars?" the master asked, keeping his mild
-eyes upon the scornful face and defiant little figure.
-
-"No!" the girl answered. "I go to the high school!"
-
-"You are small to be in the high school," he said, smiling upon her
-kindly.
-
-"It don't go by sizes!" said the child promptly.
-
-"No; certainly not, certainly not," said the teacher, a little
-staggered. "What is your name, child?"
-
-"Lilly, sir; Lilly O'Connell," she answered, indifferently.
-
-"Lilly!" the teacher repeated abstractedly, looking into the dusky
-face, with its flashing eyes and fallen ruddy tresses,--"Lilly!"
-
-"It _ought_ to have been _Tiger_-Lily!" said a pert voice. "It would
-suit her, I'm sure, more ways than one!" and the speaker, a pretty,
-handsomely-dressed blonde girl of about her own age, laughed, and
-looked about for appreciation of her cleverness.
-
-"So it would!" cried a boyish voice. "Her red hair, and freckles, and
-temper! Tiger-Lily! That's a good one!"
-
-A shout of laughter, and loud cries of "Tiger-Lily!" immediately arose,
-mingled with another epithet more galling still, in the midst of which
-the master's deprecating words were utterly lost.
-
-A dark red surged into the girl's face. She turned one eloquent look of
-wrath upon her tormentors, another, intensified, upon the pretty child
-who had spoken, and walked away from the place, leading the cripple by
-the hand.
-
-"Oh, come now, Flossie," said a handsome boy, who stood near the blonde
-girl, "I wouldn't tease her. _She_ can't help it, you know."
-
-"Pity she couldn't know who is taking up for her!" she retorted,
-tossing the yellow braid which hung below her waist, and sauntering
-away homeward.
-
-"Oh, pshaw!" the boy said, coloring to the roots of his hair; "that's
-the way with you girls. You know what I mean. She can't help it that
-her mother was a--a mulatto, or something, and her hair red. It's mean
-to tease her."
-
-"She can help quarrelling and fighting with the boys, though," said
-Miss Flossie, looking unutterable scorn.
-
-"She wouldn't do it, I guess, if they'd let her alone," the young
-fellow answered, stoutly. "It's enough to make anybody feel savage to
-be badgered, and called names, and laughed at all the time. It makes me
-mad to see it. Besides, it isn't always for herself she quarrels. It's
-often enough for some little fellow like Bobby, that the big fellows
-are abusing. She is good-hearted, anyhow."
-
-They had reached by this time the gate opening upon the lawn which
-surrounded the residence of Flossie's mother, the widow Fairfield.
-It was a small, but ornate dwelling, expressive, at every point, of
-gentility and modern improvements. The lawn itself was well kept,
-and adorned with flower-beds and a tiny fountain. Mrs. Fairfield, a
-youthful matron in rich mourning of the second stage, sat in a wicker
-chair upon the veranda reading, and fanning herself with an air of
-elegant leisure.
-
-Miss Flossie paused. She did not want to quarrel with her boyish
-admirer, and, with the true instinct of coquetry, instantly appeared
-to have forgotten her previous irritation.
-
-"Won't you come in, Roger?" she said, sweetly. "Our strawberries are
-ripe."
-
-The boy smiled at the tempting suggestion, but shook his head.
-
-"Can't," he answered, briefly. "I've got a lot of Latin to do. Good-by."
-
-He nodded pleasantly and went his way. It lay through the village and
-along the fields and gardens beyond. Just as he came in sight of his
-home,--a square, elm-shaded mansion of red brick, standing on a gentle
-rise a little farther on,--he paused at a place where a shallow brook
-came creeping through the lush grass of the meadow which bounded his
-father's possessions. He listened a moment to its low gurgling, so
-suggestive of wood rambles and speckled trout, then tossed his strap of
-books into the meadow, leaped after it, and followed the brook's course
-for a little distance, stooping and peering with his keen brown eyes
-into each dusky pool.
-
-All at once, as he looked and listened, another sound than the brook's
-plashing came to his ears, and he started up and turned his head. A
-stump fence, black and bristling, divided the meadow from the adjoining
-field, its uncouth projections draped in tender, clinging vines, and
-he stepped softly toward it and looked across. It was a rocky field,
-where a thin crop of grass was trying to hold its own against a vast
-growth of weeds, and was getting the worst of it,--a barren, shiftless
-field, fitly matching the big shiftless barn and small shiftless house
-to which it appertained.
-
-Lying prone among the daisies was Lilly O'Connell, her face buried in
-her apron, the red rippling mane falling about her, her slender form
-shaking with deep and unrestrained sobs.
-
-Roger looked on a moment and then leaped the fence. The girl rose
-instantly to a sitting position, and glared defiance at him from a pair
-of tear-stained eyes.
-
-"What are you crying about?" he asked, with awkward kindness.
-
-Her face softened, and a fresh sob shook her.
-
-"Oh, come!" said Roger; "don't mind what a lot of sneaks say."
-
-The girl looked up quickly into the honest dark eyes.
-
-"It was Florence Fairfield that said it," she returned, speaking very
-rapidly.
-
-Roger gave an uneasy laugh.
-
-"Oh! you mean that about the 'Tiger-Lily'?"
-
-"Yes," she answered, "and it's true. It's true as can be. See!" And for
-the first time the boy noticed that her gingham apron was filled with
-the fiery blossoms of the tiger-lily.
-
-"See!" she said again, with an unchildish laugh, holding the flowers
-against her face.
-
-Roger was not an imaginative boy, but he could not help feeling
-the subtle likeness between the fervid blossoms, strange, tropical
-outgrowth of arid New England soil, and this passionate child of
-mingled races, with her ruddy hair, and glowing eyes and lips. For a
-moment he did not know what to say, but at last, in his simple, boyish
-way he said:
-
-"Well, what of it? I think they're splendid."
-
-The girl looked up incredulously.
-
-"I wouldn't mind the--the _hair_!" he stammered. "I've got a cousin up
-to Boston, and she's a great belle--a beauty, you know. All the artists
-are crazy to paint her picture, and her hair is just the color of
-yours."
-
-Lilly laid the flowers down. Her eyes fell.
-
-"You don't understand," she said, slowly. "Other girls have red hair.
-It isn't that."
-
-Roger's eyes faltered in their reassuring gaze.
-
-"I--I wouldn't mind--the _other_ thing, either, if I were you," he
-stammered.
-
-"You don't know _what_ you'd do if you were _me_!" the girl cried,
-passionately. "You don't know _what_ you'd do if you were hated, and
-despised, and laughed at, every day of your life! And how would you
-like the feeling that it could never be any different, no matter
-where you went, or how hard you tried to be good, or how much you
-learned? Never, _never_ any different! Ah, it makes me hate myself, and
-everybody! I could tear them to pieces, like this, and this!"
-
-She had risen, and was tearing the scarlet petals of the lilies into
-pieces, her teeth set, her eyes flashing.
-
-"Look at them!" she cried wildly. "How like me they are, all red blood
-like yours, except those few black drops which never can be washed out!
-Never! _Never!_"
-
-And again the child threw herself upon the ground, face downward, and
-broke into wild, convulsive sobbing.
-
-Young Roger was in an agony of pity. He found his position as consoler
-a trying one. An older person might well have quailed before this
-outburst of unchild-like passion. He knew that what she said was
-true--terribly, bitterly true, and this kept him dumb. He only stood
-and looked down upon the quivering little figure in embarrassed silence.
-
-Suddenly the girl raised her head, with a flash of her eyes.
-
-"What does God mean," she cried, fiercely, "by making such a difference
-in people?"
-
-Roger's face became graver still.
-
-"I can't tell you that, Lilly," he answered, soberly. "You'll have to
-ask the minister. But I've often thought of it myself. I suppose there
-_is_ a reason, if we only knew. I guess all we can do is to begin where
-God has put us, and do what we can."
-
-Lilly slowly gathered her disordered hair into one hand and pushed it
-behind her shoulders, her tear-stained eyes fixed sadly on the boy's
-troubled face.
-
-The tea-bell, sounding from the distance, brought a welcome
-interruption, and Roger turned to go. He looked back when half across
-the meadow, and saw the little figure standing in relief upon a rocky
-hillock, the sun kindling her red locks into gold.
-
-A few years previously, O'Connell had made his appearance in Ridgemont
-with wife and child, and had procured a lease of the run-down farm and
-buildings which had been their home ever since. It was understood that
-they had come from one of the Middle States, but beyond this nothing of
-their history was known.
-
-The wife, a beautiful quadroon, sank beneath the severity of the
-climate, and lived but a short time. After her death, O'Connell, always
-a surly, hot-headed fellow, grew surlier still, and fell into evil
-ways. The child, with a curious sort of dignity and independence, took
-upon her small shoulders the burden her mother had laid aside, and
-carried on the forlorn household in her own way, without assistance or
-interference.
-
-That she was not like other children, that she was set apart from
-them by some strange circumstance, she had early learned to feel.
-In time she began to comprehend in what the difference lay, and the
-knowledge roused within her a burning sense of wrong, a fierce spirit
-of resistance.
-
-With the creamy skin, the full, soft features, the mellow voice, and
-impassioned nature of her quadroon mother, Lilly had inherited the
-fiery Celtic hair, gray-green eyes, and quick intelligence of her
-father.
-
-She contrived to go to school, where her cleverness placed her ahead
-of other girls of her age, but did not raise her above the unreasoning
-aversion of her school-mates; and the consciousness of this rankled in
-the child's soul, giving to her face a pathetic, hunted look, and to
-her tongue a sharpness which few cared to encounter.
-
-Those who knew her best--her teachers, and a few who would not let
-their inborn and unconquerable prejudice of race stand in the way of
-their judgment--knew that, with all her faults of temper, the girl was
-brave, and truthful, and warm-hearted. They pitied the child, born
-under a shadow which could never be lifted, and gave her freely the
-kind words for which her heart secretly longed.
-
-There was little else they could do, for every attempt at other
-kindness was repelled with a proud indifference which forbade further
-overtures. So she had gone her way, walking in the shadow which
-darkened and deepened as she grew older, until at last she stood upon
-the threshold of womanhood.
-
-It was at this period of her life that the incidents we have related
-occurred. Small as they were, they proved a crisis in the girl's life.
-Too much a child to be capable of forming a definite resolve, or
-rather, perhaps, of putting it into form and deliberately setting about
-its fulfilment, still the sensitive nature had received an impression,
-which became a most puissant influence in shaping her life.
-
-A change came over her, so great as to have escaped no interested eyes;
-but interested eyes were few.
-
-Her teachers, more than any others, marked the change. There was more
-care of her person and dress, and the raillery of her school-mates was
-met by an indifference which, however hard its assumption may have
-been, at once disarmed and puzzled them.
-
-Now and then, the low and unprovoked taunts of her boyish tormentors
-roused her to an outburst of the old spirit, but for the most part they
-were met only with a flash of the steel-gray eyes, and a curl of the
-full red lips.
-
-One Sunday, too, to the amazement of pupils and the embarrassment of
-teachers, Lilly O'Connell, neatly attired and quite self-possessed,
-walked into the Sunday-school, from which she had angrily departed,
-stung by some childish slight, two years before. The minister went to
-her, welcomed her pleasantly, and gave her a seat in a class of girls
-of her own age, who, awed by the mingled dignity and determination of
-his manner, swallowed their indignation, and moved along--a trifle more
-than was necessary--to give her room.
-
-The little tremor of excitement soon subsided, and Lilly's quickness
-and attentiveness won for her an outward show, at least, of
-consideration and kindness, which extended outside of school limits,
-and gradually, all demonstrations of an unpleasant nature ceased.
-
-When she was about sixteen her father died. This event, which left
-her a homeless orphan, was turned by the practical kindness of Parson
-Townsend--the good old minister who had stood between her and a
-thousand annoyances and wrongs--into the most fortunate event of her
-life. He, not without some previous domestic controversy, took the girl
-into his own family, and there, under kind and Christian influences,
-she lived for a number of years.
-
-At eighteen her school-life terminated, and, by the advice of Parson
-Townsend, she applied for a position as teacher of the primary school.
-
-The spirit with which her application was met was a revelation and a
-shock to her. The outward kindness and tolerance which of late years
-had been manifested toward her, had led her into a fictitious state of
-content and confidence.
-
-"I was foolish enough," she said to herself, with bitterness, "to think
-that because the boys do not hoot after me in the street, people had
-forgotten, or did not care."
-
-The feeling of ostracism stung, but could not degrade, a nature like
-hers. She withdrew more and more into herself, turned her hands to such
-work as she could find to do, and went her way again, stifling as best
-she might the anguished cry which sometimes would rise to her lips:
-
-"What does God mean by it?"
-
-Few saw the beauty of those deep, clear eyes and pathetic lips, or the
-splendor of her burnished hair, or the fine curves of her tall, upright
-figure. She was only odd, and "queer looking"--only Lilly O'Connell;
-very pleasant of speech, and quick at her needle, and useful at picnics
-and church fairs, and in case of sickness or emergencies of any
-kind,--but Lilly O'Connell still,--or "Tiger-Lily," for the old name
-had never been altogether laid aside.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Ten years passed by. The good people of Ridgemont were fond of alluding
-to the remarkable progress and development made by their picturesque
-little town during the past decade, but in reality the change was not
-so great. A few new dwellings, built in the modern efflorescent style,
-had sprung up, to the discomfiture of the prim, square houses, with
-dingy white paint and dingier green blinds, which belonged to another
-epoch; a brick block, of almost metropolitan splendor, cast its shadow
-across the crooked village street, and a soldiers' monument, an object
-of special pride and reverence, adorned the centre of the small common,
-opposite the Hide and Leather Bank and the post-office.
-
-Beside these, a circulating library, a teacher of china-painting and a
-colored barber were casually mentioned to strangers, as proofs of the
-slightness of difference in the importance of Ridgemont and some other
-towns of much more pretension.
-
-Over the old Horton homestead hardly a shadow of change had passed.
-It presented the same appearance of prosperous middle age. The great
-elms about it looked not a day older; the hydrangeas on the door-step
-flowered as exuberantly; the old-fashioned roses bloomed as red, and
-white, and yellow, against the mossy brick walls; the flower-plots were
-as trim, and the rustic baskets of moneywort flourished as green, as in
-the days when Mrs. Horton walked among them, and tended them with her
-own hands. She had lain with her busy hands folded these five years,
-in the shadow of the Horton monument, between the grave of Dr. Jared
-Horton and a row of lessening mounds which had been filled many, many
-years--the graves of the children who were born--and had died--before
-Roger's birth.
-
-A great quiet had hung about the place for several years. The blinds
-upon the front side had seldom been seen to open, except for weekly
-airings or semi-annual cleanings.
-
-But one day in mid-summer the parlor windows are seen wide open, the
-front door swung back, and several trunks, covered with labels of all
-colors, and in several languages, are standing in the large hall.
-
-An unwonted stir about the kitchen and stable, a lively rattling of
-silver and china in the dining room, attest to some unusual cause for
-excitement. The cause is at once manifest as the door at the end of the
-hall opens, and Roger Horton appears, against a background composed of
-mahogany side-board and the erect and vigilant figure of Nancy Swift,
-the faithful old housekeeper of his mother's time.
-
-The handsome, manly lad had fulfilled the promise of his boyhood. He
-was tall and full-chested; a trifle thin, perhaps, and his fine face,
-now bronzed with travel, grave and thoughtful for his years, but
-capable of breaking into a smile like a sudden transition from a minor
-to a major key in music.
-
-He looked more than thoughtful at this moment. He had hardly tasted the
-food prepared by Nancy with a keen eye to his youthful predilections,
-and in the firm conviction that he must have suffered terrible
-deprivations during his foreign travels.
-
-Truly, this coming home was not like the comings-home of other days,
-when two dear faces, one gray-bearded and genial, the other pale and
-gentle-eyed, had smiled upon him across the comfortable board. The
-sense of loss was almost more than he could bear; the sound of his own
-footsteps in the cool, empty hall smote heavily upon his heart.
-
-The door of the parlor stood ajar, and he pushed it open and stepped
-into the room. Everything was as it had always been ever since he could
-remember--furniture, carpets, curtains, everything. Just opposite the
-door hung the portraits of his parents, invested by the dim half-light
-with a life-like air which the unknown artist had vainly tried to
-impart.
-
-Roger had not entered the room since his mother's funeral, which
-followed close upon that of his father, and just before the close of
-his collegiate course.
-
-Something in the room brought those scenes of bitter grief too vividly
-before him. It might have been the closeness of the air, or, more
-probably, the odor rising from a basket of flowers which stood upon the
-centre-table. He remembered now that Nancy had mentioned its arrival
-while he was going through the ceremony of taking tea, and he went up
-to the table and bent over it. Upon a snowy oval of choicest flowers,
-surrounded by a scarlet border, the word "Welcome" was wrought in
-purple violets.
-
-The young man smiled as he read the name upon the card attached. He
-took up one of the white carnations and began fastening it to the
-lapel of his coat, but put it back at length, and with a glance at the
-painted faces, whose eyes seemed following his every motion, he took
-his hat and went out of the house.
-
-His progress through the streets of his native village took the form of
-an ovation. Nearly every one he met was an old acquaintance or friend.
-It warmed his heart, and took away the sting of loneliness which he
-had felt before, to see how cordial were the greetings. Strong, manly
-grips, kind, womanly hand-pressures, and shy, blushing greetings from
-full-fledged village beauties, whom he vaguely remembered as lank,
-sun-burned little girls, met him at every step.
-
-He noticed, and was duly impressed by, the ornate new dwellings, the
-soldiers' monument, and the tonsorial establishment of Professor
-Commeraw. But beyond these boasted improvements, it might have been
-yesterday, instead of four years ago, that he passed along the same
-street on his way to the station. Even Deacon White's sorrel mare was
-hitched before the leading grocery-store in precisely the same spot,
-and blinking dejectedly at precisely the same post, he could have taken
-his oath, where she had stood and blinked on that morning.
-
-Before the tumble-down structure where, in connection with the
-sale of petrified candy, withered oranges, fly-specked literature,
-and gingerpop, the post-office was carried on, sat that genial old
-reprobate, the post-master, relating for the hundredth time to a sleepy
-and indifferent audience, his personal exploits in the late war;
-pausing, however, long enough to bestow upon Horton a greeting worthy
-of the occasion.
-
-"Welcome home!" said Mr. Doolittle, with an oratorical flourish, as
-became a politician and a post-master; "welcome back to the land of the
-free and the home of the brave!"
-
-Whereupon he carefully seated himself on the precarious chair which
-served him as rostrum, and resumed his gory narrative.
-
-A little further on, another village worthy, Fred Hanniford, cobbler,
-vocalist, and wit, sat pegging away in the door of his shop, making the
-welkin ring with the inspiring strains of "The Sword of Bunker Hill,"
-just as in the old days. True, the brilliancy of his tones was somewhat
-marred by the presence of an ounce or so of shoe-pegs in his left
-cheek, but this fact had no dampening effect upon the enthusiasm of a
-select, peanut-consuming audience of small boys on the steps.
-
-He, too, suspended work and song to nod familiarly to his somewhat
-foreignized young townsman, and watched him turn the corner, fixing
-curious and jealous eyes upon the receding feet.
-
-"Who made your boots?" he remarked _sotto voce_, as their firm rap
-upon the plank sidewalk grew indistinct, which profound sarcasm having
-extracted the expected meed of laughter from his juvenile audience,
-Mr. Hanniford resumed his hammer, and burst forth with a high G of
-astounding volume.
-
-As young Horton came in sight of Mrs. Fairfield's residence, he
-involuntarily quickened his steps. As a matter of course, he had met
-in his wanderings many pretty and agreeable girls, and, being an
-attractive young man, it is safe to say that eyes of every hue had
-looked upon him with more or less favor. It would be imprudent to
-venture the assertion that the young man had remained quite indifferent
-to all this, but Horton's nature was more tender than passionate;
-early associations held him very closely, and his boyish fancy for
-the widow's pretty daughter had never quite faded. A rather fitful
-correspondence had been kept up, and photographs exchanged, and he felt
-himself justified in believing that the welcome the purple violets had
-spoken would speak to him still more eloquently from a pair of violet
-eyes.
-
-He scanned the pretty lawn with a pleased, expectant glance. Flowers
-were massed in red, white and purple against the vivid green; the
-fountain was scattering its spray; hammocks were slung in tempting
-nooks, and fanciful wicker chairs, interwoven with blue and scarlet
-ribbons, stood about the vine-draped piazza. He half expected a girlish
-figure to run down the walk to meet him, in the old childish way,
-and as a fold of white muslin swept out of the open window his heart
-leaped; but it was only the curtain after all, and just as he saw this
-with a little pang of disappointment, a girl's figure did appear, and
-came down the walk toward him. It was a tall figure, in a simple dark
-dress. As it came nearer, he saw a colorless, oval face, with downcast
-eyes, and a mass of ruddy hair, burnished like gold, gathered in a coil
-under the small black hat. There was something proud, yet shrinking,
-in the face and in the carriage of the whole figure. As the latch fell
-from his hand the girl looked up, and encountered his eyes, pleased,
-friendly and a trifle astonished, fixed full upon her.
-
-She stopped, and a beautiful color swept into her cheeks, a sudden
-unleaping flame filled the luminous eyes, and her lips parted.
-
-"Why, it is Lilly O'Connell!" the young man said, cordially, extending
-his hand.
-
-The girl's hand was half extended to meet his, but with a quick glance
-toward the house she drew it back into the folds of her black dress,
-bowing instead.
-
-Horton let his hand fall, a little flush showing itself upon his
-forehead.
-
-"Are you not going to speak to me, Miss O'Connell?" he said, in his
-frank, pleasant way. "Are you not going to say you are glad to see me
-back, like all the rest?"
-
-The color had all faded from the girl's cheeks and neck. She returned
-his smiling glance with an earnest look, hesitating before she spoke.
-
-"I am very glad, Mr. Horton," she said, at last, and, passing him, went
-swiftly out of sight.
-
-The young man stood a moment with his hand upon the gate, looking
-after her; then turned and went up the walk to the door, and rang the
-bell. A smiling maid admitted him, and showed him into a very pretty
-drawing-room.
-
-He had not waited long when Florence, preceded by her mother, came
-in. She had been a pretty school-girl, but he was hardly prepared
-to see so beautiful a young woman, or one so self-possessed, and so
-free from provincialism in dress and manner. She was a blonde beauty,
-of the delicate, porcelain-tinted type, small, but so well-made and
-well-dressed as to appear much taller than she really was. She was
-lovely to-night in a filmy white dress, so richly trimmed with lace as
-to leave the delicate flesh-tints of shoulders and arms visible through
-the fine meshes.
-
-She had always cared for Roger, and, being full of delight at his
-return and his distinguished appearance, let her delight appear
-undisguisedly. Although a good deal of a coquette, with Roger coquetry
-seemed out of place. His own simple, sincere manners were contagious,
-and Florence had never been more charming.
-
-"Tell us all about the pictures and artists and singers you have seen
-and heard," she said, in the course of their lively interchange of
-experiences.
-
-"I am afraid I can talk better about hospitals and surgeons," said
-Horton. "You know I am not a bit ćsthetic, and I have been studying
-very closely."
-
-"You are determined, then, to practise medicine?" Mrs. Fairfield said,
-with rather more anxiety in her tones than the occasion seemed to
-demand.
-
-"I think I am better fitted for that profession than any other," Horton
-answered.
-
-"Y-yes," assented Mrs. Fairfield, doubtfully, looking at her daughter.
-
-"I should never choose it, if I were a man," said Florence, decidedly.
-
-"It seems to have chosen me," Horton said. "I have not the slightest
-bent in any other direction."
-
-"It is such a hard life," said Florence. "A doctor must be a perfect
-hero."
-
-"You used to be enthusiastic over heroes," said Horton, smiling.
-
-"I am now," said Florence, "but----"
-
-"Not the kind who ride in buggies instead of on foaming chargers
-and wield lancets instead of lances," laughed Horton, looking into
-the slightly vexed but lovely face opposite, with a great deal of
-expression in his dark eyes.
-
-"Of course you would not think of settling in Ridgemont," remarked Mrs.
-Fairfield, blandly, "after all you have studied."
-
-"I don't see why not," he answered.
-
-"But for an ambitious young man," began Mrs. Fairfield.
-
-"I'm afraid I am not an ambitious young man," said Horton. "There is a
-good opening here, and the old home is very dear to me."
-
-Florence was silently studying the toe of one small sandalled foot.
-
-"Well, to be sure," said Mrs. Fairfield, who always endeavored to fill
-up pauses in conversation,--"to be sure, Ridgemont _is_ improving.
-Don't you find it changed a good deal?"
-
-"Why, not very much," Horton answered. "Places don't change so much
-in a few years as people. I met Lilly O'Connell as I came into your
-grounds. _She_ has changed--wonderfully."
-
-"Y-yes," said Mrs. Fairfield, rather stiffly. "She _has_ improved.
-Since her father died, she has lived in Parson Townsend's family. She
-is a very respectable girl, and an excellent seamstress."
-
-Florence had gone to the window, and was looking out.
-
-"She was very good at her books, I remember," he went on. "I used to
-think she would make something more than a seamstress."
-
-"I only remember her dreadful temper," said Florence, in a tone meant
-to sound careless. "We called her 'Tiger-Lily,' you know."
-
-"I never wondered at her temper," said Horton. "She had a great deal to
-vex her. I suppose things are not much better now."
-
-"Oh, she is treated well enough," said Mrs. Fairfield. "The best
-families in the place employ her. I don't know what more she can
-expect, considering that she is--a----"
-
-"Off color," suggested Horton. "No. She cannot expect much more. But it
-is terrible--isn't it?--that stigma for no fault of hers. It must be
-hard for a girl like her--like what she seems to have become."
-
-"Oh, as to that," said Florence, going to the piano and drumming
-lightly, without sitting down, "she is very independent. She asserts
-herself quite enough."
-
-"Why, yes," broke in her mother, hastily. "She actually had the
-impudence to apply for a position as teacher of the primary school, and
-Parson Townsend, and Hickson of the School Board, were determined she
-should have it. The 'Gazette' took it up, and for awhile Lilly was the
-heroine of the day. But of course she did not succeed. It would have
-ruined the school. A colored teacher! Dreadful!"
-
-"Dreadful, indeed," said Horton. He rose and joined Florence at the
-piano, and a moment later Mrs. Fairfield was contentedly drumming upon
-the table, in the worst possible time, to her daughter's performance of
-a brilliant waltz.
-
-The evening terminated pleasantly. After Horton had gone, mother and
-daughter had a long confidential talk upon the piazza, which it is
-needless to repeat. But at its close, as Mrs. Fairfield was closing the
-doors for the night, she might have been heard to say:
-
-"You could spend your _winters_ in Boston, you know."
-
-To which Florence returned a dreamy "Yes."
-
-The tranquillity of Ridgemont was this summer disturbed by several
-events of unusual local interest. Two, of a melancholy nature, were the
-deaths of good old Parson Townsend and of Dr. Brown, one of the only
-two regular physicians of whom the town could boast. The latter event
-had the effect to bring about the beginning of young Dr. Horton's
-professional career. The road now lay fair and open before him. His
-father had been widely known and liked, and people were not slow in
-showing their allegiance to the honored son of an honored father.
-
-Of course this event, being one of common interest, was duly discussed
-and commented upon, and nowhere so loudly and freely as in the
-post-office and cobbler's shop, where, surrounded by their disciples
-and adherents, the respective proprietors dispensed wit and wisdom in
-quantities suitable to the occasion.
-
-"He's young," remarked the worthy post-master, with a wave of his clay
-pipe, "an' he's brought home a lot o' new-fangled machines an' furrin
-notions, but he's got a good stock of Yankee common-sense to back it
-all, an' I opine he'll _do_."
-
-And such was the general verdict.
-
-His popularity was further increased by the rumor of his engagement to
-Miss Florence Fairfield. Miss Fairfield being a native of the town, and
-the most elegant and accomplished young woman it had so far produced,
-was regarded with much the same feeling as the brick block and the
-soldiers' monument; and as she drove through the village streets in her
-pretty pony phaeton, she received a great deal of homage in a quiet
-way, particularly from the masculine portion of the community.
-
-"A tip-top match for the young doctor," said one. "She's putty as
-a picter an' smart as lightnin', an' what's more, she's got 'the
-needful.'"
-
-"Well, as to that," said another, "Horton ain't no need to look for
-that. He's got property enough."
-
-To which must be added Mr. Hanniford's comments, delivered amidst a
-rapid expectoration of shoe-pegs.
-
-"She's got the littlest foot of any girl in town, an' I ought to know,
-for I made her shoes from the time she was knee-high to a grasshopper
-till she got sot on them French heels, which is a thing I ain't agoin'
-to countenance. She was always very fond o' my singin', too. Says
-she,'You'd ought to have your voice cultivated, Mr. Hanniford,' says
-she, 'it's equal, if not superior, to Waktel's or Campyneeny's, any
-time o' day.' Though," he added, musingly, "as to _cultivatin'_, I've
-been to more'n eight or ten singin'-schools, an' I guess there ain't
-much more to learn."
-
-The death of Parson Townsend brought about another crisis in the life
-of Lilly O'Connell. It had been his express wish that she should remain
-an inmate of his family, which consisted now of a married son and his
-wife and children. But, with her quick intuition, Lilly saw, before
-a week had passed, that her presence was not desired by young Mrs.
-Townsend, and her resolution was at once taken.
-
-Through all these years she had had one true friend and
-helper--Priscilla Bullins, milliner and dress-maker.
-
-Miss Bullins was a queer little frizzed and ruffled creature, with
-watery blue eyes, and a skin like yellow crackle-ware. There was
-always a good deal of rice-powder visible in her scant eyebrows, and
-a frost-bitten bloom upon her cheeks which, from its intermittent
-character, was sadly open to suspicion, but a warm heart beat under
-the tight-laced bodice, and it was to her, after some hours of mental
-conflict, that Lilly went with her new trouble. Miss Bullins listened
-with her soul in arms.
-
-"You'll come and stay with _me_; that's just what you'll do, Lilly,
-and Jim Townsend's wife had ought to be ashamed of herself, and she a
-professor! I've got a nice little room you can have all to yourself.
-It's next to mine, and you're welcome to it till you can do better. I
-shall be glad of your company, for, between you and me," dropping her
-voice to a confidential whisper, "I ain't so young as I was, and, bein'
-subject to spells in the night, I ain't so fond of livin' alone as I
-used to be."
-
-So Lilly moved her small possessions into Miss Bullin's spare bedroom,
-and went to work in the dingy back shop, rounding out her life with
-such pleasure as could be found in a walk about the burying-ground on
-Sundays, in the circulating library, and in the weekly prayer-meeting,
-where her mellow voice revelled in the sweet melodies of the hymns,
-whose promises brought such comfort to her lonely young heart.
-
-From the window where she sat when at work she could look out over
-fields and orchards, and follow the winding of the river in and out
-the willow-fringed banks. Just opposite the window, a small island
-separated it into two deep channels, which met at the lower point with
-a glad rush and tumult, to flow on again united in a deeper, smoother
-current than before.
-
-Along the river bank, the road ran to the covered bridge, and across
-it into the woods beyond. And often, as Lilly sat at her work, she
-saw Miss Fairfield's pony phaeton rolling leisurely along under the
-overhanging willows, so near that the voices of the occupants, for
-Miss Fairfield was never alone, now, came up to her with the cool
-river-breeze and the scent of the pines on the island. Once, Roger
-Horton happened to look up, and recognized her with one of those grave
-smiles which always brought back her childhood and the barren pasture
-where the tiger-lilies grew; and she drew back into the shadow of the
-curtain again.
-
-Doctor Horton saw Lilly O'Connell often; he met her flitting through
-the twilight with bulky parcels, at the bedsides of sick women and
-children, and even at the various festivals which enlivened the
-tedium of the summer (where, indeed, her place was among the workers
-only), and he would have been glad to speak to her a friendly word
-now and then, but she gave him little chance. There was a look in her
-face which haunted him, and the sound of her voice, rising fervid and
-mournful above the others at church or conference-meeting, thrilled him
-to the heart with its pathos. Once, as he drove along the river-side
-after dark, the voice came floating out from the unlighted window of
-the shop where he so often saw her at work, and it seemed to him like
-the note of the wood-thrush, singing in the solitude of some deep
-forest.
-
-Before the summer was over, something occurred to heighten the interest
-which the sight of this solitary maiden figure, moving so unheeded
-across the dull background of village life, had inspired.
-
-It was at a lawn party held upon Mrs. Fairfield's grounds, for the
-benefit of the church of which she was a prominent member. There was
-the usual display of bunting, Chinese lanterns, decorated booths,
-and pretty girls in white. A good many people were present, and the
-Ridgemont brass band was discoursing familiar strains. Doctor Horton,
-dropping in, in the course of the evening, gravitated naturally
-toward an imposing structure, denominated on the bills the "Temple of
-Flora," where Miss Fairfield and attendant nymphs were disposing of
-iced lemonade and button-hole bouquets in the cause of religion. The
-place before the booth was occupied by a group of young men, who were
-flinging away small coin with that reckless disregard of consequences
-peculiar to very youthful men on such occasions. All were adorned with
-_boutonničres_ at every possible point, and were laughing in a manner
-so exuberant as might, under other circumstances, have led to the
-suspicion that the beverage sold as lemonade contained something of a
-more intoxicating nature.
-
-Miss Fairfield was standing outside the booth, one bare white arm
-extended across the green garlands which covered the frame-work. She
-looked bored and tired, and was gazing absently over the shoulder of
-the delighted youth _vis-ŕ-vis_.
-
-Her face brightened as Doctor Horton was seen making his way toward the
-place.
-
-"We were laughing," said the young man who had been talking with her,
-after greetings had been exchanged,--"we were laughing over the latest
-news. Heard it, Doctor?"
-
-Dr. Horton signified his ignorance.
-
-He was abstractedly studying the effect of a bunch of red columbine
-nodding at a white throat just before him. He had secured those flowers
-himself, with some trouble, that very day, during a morning drive, and
-he alone knew the sweetness of the reward which had been his.
-
-"A marriage, Doctor," went on the youth, jocosely. "Marriage in high
-life. Professor Samuel Commeraw to Miss Lilly O'Connell, both of
-Ridgemont."
-
-Horton looked up quickly.
-
-"From whom did you get your information?" he asked, coolly regarding
-the young fellow.
-
-"From Commeraw himself," he answered, with some hesitation.
-
-"Ah!" Dr. Horton returned, indifferently. "I thought it very likely."
-
-"I don't find it so incredible," said Miss Fairfield, in her fine,
-clear voice. "He is the only one of her own color in the town. It seems
-to me very natural."
-
-Dr. Horton looked into the fair face. Was it the flickering light of
-the Chinese lanterns which gave the delicate features so hard and cold
-a look?
-
-He turned his eyes away, and as he did so he saw that Lilly O'Connell,
-with three or four children clinging about her, had approached, and,
-impeded by the crowd, had stopped very near the floral temple. A
-glance at her face showed that she had heard all which had been said
-concerning her.
-
-The old fiery spirit shone from her dilated eyes as they swept over
-the insignificant face of the youth who had spoken her name. Her lips
-were contracted, and her hand, resting on the curly head of one of the
-children, trembled violently.
-
-She seemed about to speak, but as her eyes met those of Doctor Horton,
-she turned suddenly, and, forcing a passage through the crowd,
-disappeared.
-
-Dr. Horton lingered about the flower-booth until the increasing crowd
-compelled Miss Fairfield to to resume her duties, when he slipped
-away, and wandered aimlessly about the grounds. At last, near the
-musicians' stand, he saw Lilly O'Connell leaning against a tree, while
-the children whom she had in charge devoured ice-cream and the music
-with equal satisfaction. Her whole attitude expressed weariness and
-dejection. Her face was pale, her eyes downcast, her lips drawn like a
-child's who longs to weep, yet dares not.
-
-Not far away he saw, hanging upon the edge of the crowd, the tall form
-of Commeraw, his eyes, alert and swift of glance as those of a lynx,
-furtively watching the girl, who seemed quite unconscious of any one's
-observation.
-
-Some one took Horton's attention for a moment, and when he looked again
-both Lilly, with her young charge, and Commeraw were no longer to be
-seen. He moved away from the spot, vaguely troubled and perplexed.
-
-The brazen music clashed in his ears the strains of "Sweet
-Bye-and-Bye," people persisted in talking to him, and at last, in sheer
-desperation, he turned his steps toward the temple of Flora. It was
-almost deserted. The band had ceased playing, people were dispersing,
-the flowers had wilted, and the pretty girls had dropped off one by
-one with their respective cavaliers. The reigning goddess herself was
-leaning against a green pillar, looking, it must be confessed, a little
-dishevelled and a good deal out of humor, but very lovely still.
-
-"You must have found things very entertaining," she remarked,
-languidly. "You have been gone an hour at least."
-
-"I have been discussing sanitary drainage with Dr. Starkey," Horton
-answered, taking advantage of the wavering light to possess himself of
-one of the goddess's warm white hands, and the explanation was, in a
-measure, quite true.
-
-Miss Fairfield made no other reply than to withdraw her hand, under
-the pretext of gathering up her muslin flounces for the walk across
-the lawn. Horton drew her white wrap over the bare arms and throat,
-and walked in silence by her side to the hall door. Even then he did
-not speak at once, feeling that the young lady was in no mood for
-conversation, but at last he drew the little white figure toward him,
-and said:
-
-"You are tired, little girl. These church fairs and festivals are a
-great nuisance. I will not come in to-night, but I will drive round in
-the morning to see how you have slept."
-
-To his surprise, the girl turned upon him suddenly, repulsing his arm.
-
-"Why," she began, hurriedly, "why are you always defending Lilly
-O'Connell?"
-
-She shot the question at him with a force which took away his breath.
-She had always seemed to him gentleness itself. He hardly recognized
-her, as she faced him with white cheeks and blazing eyes.
-
-"It was always so," she went on, impetuously, "ever since I can
-remember. You have always been defending her. No one must speak of her
-as if she were anything but a lady. I cannot understand it, Roger! I
-want to know what it means--the interest you show, and always have
-shown, in that--that girl!"
-
-Horton had recovered himself by this time. He looked into the angry
-face with a quiet, almost stern, gaze. The girl shrank a little before
-it, and this, and the quiver of her voice toward the close of her last
-sentence, softened the resentment which had tingled through his veins.
-Shame, humiliation, not for himself, but for her, his affianced wife,
-burned on his cheeks.
-
-"What interest, Florence?" he said, repeating her words. "Just that
-interest which every honest man, or woman, feels in a fellow-creature
-who suffers wrongfully. Just that--and nothing more."
-
-Her lips parted as if to retort, but the steadiness of her lover's gaze
-disconcerted her. He was very gentle, but she felt, as she had once or
-twice before, the quiet mastery of his stronger nature, and the eyes
-fell. He took both her hands and held them awhile without removing his
-eyes from her face.
-
-"Good-night, Florence," he said, at last, almost with sadness.
-
-She would have liked to let him see that she was sorry for her
-ill-temper, or rather for the manifestation of it, but she was only
-overawed, not penitent, and bent her head to his parting kiss without a
-word.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Two or three evenings later, Doctor Horton received an urgent summons
-from one of his patients, who lived at the end of a new and almost
-uninhabited street. A lamp at the corner of the main street lighted it
-for a short distance, beyond which the darkness was intense. When just
-opposite the lamp, and about to cross over, he observed a woman pass
-swiftly across the lighted space in the direction toward which he was
-himself going. There was no mistaking the erect figure and graceful
-gait--it was Lilly O'Connell. After an instant of wondering what could
-have brought her there at such an hour, for it was late, according to
-village customs, he changed his intention as to crossing, and kept down
-the other side.
-
-The sight of this girl brought back afresh that brief, unpleasant scene
-with Florence, which he had tried to forget, but which had recurred
-to him very often, and always with a keen sting of pain and shame. His
-faith in the woman he loved was so perfect! Should hers be less in him?
-For him there was no happiness without repose. To doubt, to be doubted,
-would end all. He walked on in the darkness, lost in such thoughts, and
-quite forgetting where he was, but all at once he became aware of other
-footsteps behind him, and involuntarily looking back, he saw, just on
-the edge of the lamp-lit space, the figure of a man--a tall figure,
-with a certain panther-like grace of movement. There was but one such
-in the town, that of Commeraw, the mulatto.
-
-The sight gave him a disagreeable shock. That he was following Lilly
-O'Connell he had no doubt. Could it be true, then, the rumor to which
-he had given so little credence? He remembered, now, that he had seen
-this fellow hanging about at various times and places when she was
-present. Might it not have been pretence--her proud indifference and
-scornful evasion of his advances? He asked himself, with a hot flush
-of mortification, the same question which Florence had put to him.
-It was true that he had many times openly defended her. He had been
-forced to do so by that quality of his nature which moved him always to
-espouse the cause of the weak. Perhaps he had elevated this girl to a
-higher plane than she deserved to occupy. After all, it would not be
-strange if her heart, in its longing for sympathy, had turned toward
-this man of her dead mother's race. Then her face, so sensitive, so
-overshadowed with sadness, came before him, and he could not think of
-it in juxtaposition with the brutal face of Commeraw. He banished the
-thought with disgust.
-
-In the meantime, the man could be seen creeping along, a black shadow
-thrown into faint relief against the white sand of the overhanging
-bank. There was something furtive and stealthy in his actions which
-excited Horton's fears. He saw that he had at last overtaken the girl,
-and he quickened his own pace until he was so near that the sound of
-their voices came over to him.
-
-"There is no other answer possible," she was saying. "You must never
-speak to me in this way again."
-
-She would have gone on, but the man placed himself before her. There
-was a deliberation in the way he did so which showed his consciousness
-of power.
-
-"This is a lonesome place," he said, with a short, cruel laugh.
-
-She made no answer.
-
-The man muttered an imprecation.
-
-"You are not going to leave me so," he said. "Curse it! why do you
-treat me so, as if I were a dog? What are you more than I am? Are you
-so proud because you have a few more drops of their cursed white blood
-in your veins than I have? What will that help you? Do you imagine it
-will get you a white husband?"
-
-"Let me pass!" interrupted the girl, coldly. "You can kill me if you
-like. I would rather die than give you any other answer. Will you let
-me pass?" and she made another swift motion to go by him.
-
-A savage cry came from his lips. He sprang toward her. She made no
-outcry. The two shadows struggled for a moment in deadly silence, but
-it was only for a moment. Quick as thought, Horton flung himself upon
-the man, who, taken thus by surprise, loosened his hold upon the girl,
-shook himself free, and, with a fierce oath, fled.
-
-Lilly staggered back against the bank.
-
-"Do not be afraid," said Horton, panting. "The fellow will not come
-back."
-
-"Doctor Horton!" she said, faintly.
-
-"Yes, it is Doctor Horton. Where were you going? I will see you in
-safety."
-
-"I was on my way to watch with Mrs. Lapham," she answered, in firmer
-tones.
-
-"I am going there too," said Horton. "If you feel able, go on, I will
-follow after awhile. Or will you go home?"
-
-She came forward, walking a little slowly.
-
-"I will go on; she expects me."
-
-And in a few moments she had disappeared from sight.
-
-Horton remained where she had left him for perhaps a quarter of an
-hour. Then he proceeded on his way. An old woman admitted him to the
-house, and he went into the sick-room. Lilly O'Connell was sitting
-by the cradle of the youngest child, which lay across her lap. She
-greeted him with a bow, and averted her head, but the glimpse he had
-of her face showed him that it was not only pale, but drawn as if with
-physical pain.
-
-As he was about to leave his patient's side he looked toward her again,
-and his eyes fell upon the arm which supported the child's head. About
-the sleeve, a handkerchief, stained with blood, was tightly bound.
-
-He went over to the corner where she was sitting.
-
-"Will you come into the next room?" he said. "I would like to give you
-some directions about the medicine."
-
-She gave him a quick, upward glance, arose, laid the baby in the arms
-of the old woman, and followed him mutely into the adjoining room,
-where a light was burning on the table, and stood before him, waiting
-for him to speak.
-
-"You are hurt," he said, taking the bandaged arm in his hand. "That
-fellow has wounded you."
-
-"I suppose he meant to kill me," she answered, leaning with the
-disengaged arm against the table.
-
-Horton unbound the handkerchief. The blood was oozing from a deep flesh
-cut below the elbow. With skilful fingers, he ripped open the sleeve
-and turned it back from the fair round arm. Then, with the appliances
-the country doctor has always at hand, he dressed the wound. When he
-had finished, Lilly drew the sleeve down and fastened it over the
-bandage.
-
-Horton looked into her face. She was deadly pale, and her hands, which
-had touched his once or twice during the operation, were like ice.
-
-"You are weak and unstrung. You have lost a great deal of blood. Sit
-down, Miss O'Connell."
-
-She did so, and there was a little silence. The young man's nerves were
-still thrilling with the excitement of the last hour. For the moment,
-this girl--sitting there before him, this fair girl with her hard,
-cruel destiny--filled him completely.
-
-"What are you going to do?" he asked, at length.
-
-"Do?" she repeated. "Nothing."
-
-"You will let this villain escape justice?" he said. "You will take no
-measures to protect yourself?"
-
-Lilly raised her head. A look of intense bitterness swept across her
-face.
-
-"I shall not do anything," she said. "Doctor Horton, you have always
-been good to me. As far back as I can remember, you have been my
-friend. I want you to promise me not to speak of what has happened
-to-night."
-
-Horton bit his lips in perplexity.
-
-"I do not think I have any right to make such a promise," he said,
-after a little pause. "This was an attempt at murder."
-
-She rose and came close up to him.
-
-"You _must_ promise me. Do you not see?" she went on, passionately. "If
-I were any one else, it would be different--do you not understand? To
-have my name dragged before the public--I could not bear it! I would
-rather he killed me outright!"
-
-Doctor Horton walked the floor excitedly.
-
-"It is a terrible thing," he said. "I cannot blame you, but it does not
-seem right. Think the matter over. Perhaps you will feel differently.
-In the meantime, I will do nothing without your consent."
-
-"Thank you, Doctor Horton," she said.
-
-A feeble call came from the sick-room, and she turned away. Soon after,
-Doctor Horton left the house.
-
-The next day Commeraw's shop remained closed, and it was discovered
-that he had fled the town. Numerous debts and embarrassments which
-came to light sufficiently accounted for his departure, and were also
-ample guarantee against his return. In this way, the question which had
-vexed Doctor Horton's mind was unexpectedly settled.
-
-He did not see Lilly O'Connell for several days, but met her at last on
-the street in such a way that she could not well avoid him.
-
-"It goes against my sense of justice that that scoundrel should escape
-so easily," he said, after having made professional inquiries after the
-wounded arm, "but at least you will now be safe," and, touching his hat
-respectfully, he turned to leave her. At that instant, Miss Fairfield's
-phaeton dashed around the corner. The occupant drew the reins slightly
-and regarded the two with a flash of the turquoise eyes; then, bowing
-coldly, she gave her horse a touch of the whip and dashed on again.
-
-When Horton appeared at Mrs. Fairfield's that evening, however,
-Florence received him with unusual sweetness, and when chided playfully
-for the coldness of her greeting on the street, replied only with a
-light laugh.
-
-The next morning rain was falling steadily, but it did not prevent
-Miss Fairfield from appearing in Miss Bullins's shop, taut and trim
-in her blue flannel suit, the yellow hair and delicate rose-tinted
-face finely relieved against the black velvet lining of her hat. She
-found Lilly O'Connell in attendance and the shop otherwise unoccupied,
-as she had expected. She was very gracious. She brought with her a
-parcel containing costly linen and laces, which she wished made into
-mysterious garments after the imported models inclosed.
-
-"My dresses will be made in Boston," she explained, with a conscious
-blush, "but I want these things made under my own supervision--and I
-want _you_ to make them."
-
-What was it in her crisp, clear tones which gave the common words so
-subtle an effect? The two girls looked each other full in the face for
-a moment. Miss Fairfield was the first to look away.
-
-"You do your work so beautifully, you know," she added, with a very
-sweet smile.
-
-There was nothing more to say, yet she sauntered about the shop awhile,
-looking at the goods displayed, or out into the rainy street.
-
-"I'm sorry to see you looking so badly," she said, at last, turning
-her eyes suddenly upon the pale face behind the counter. "But I don't
-wonder, either. It is natural you should take it hard."
-
-Again the gray eyes met the blue in that mute encounter.
-
-"I don't think I know what you mean," said Lilly, her fingers
-tightening upon the laces she was folding.
-
-Miss Fairfield raised her eyebrows.
-
-"Oh, of course," she went on, sympathetically, "of course, you don't
-like to talk about it, but I'm sure _you_ are not in the least to
-blame. It was shameful of Commeraw to go off the way he did. I am
-really sorry for you. _Good_-morning!"
-
-A moment later, when she was well outside, a little laugh broke from
-her lips. It had been very well done--even better than she had meant to
-do it.
-
-The new minister, a susceptible young man, meeting her at this moment,
-thought he had never seen his fair parishioner looking so charming.
-
-Just after, he was equally struck by another face, framed in
-reddish-golden hair, which was gazing out from the milliner's window at
-the murky sky. Its set, hopeless expression startled him.
-
-"What a remarkable face!" he reflected. "It is that girl whose voice
-I noticed the other evening." And, being a well-meaning young man, he
-mentally added, "I really must speak with her, next conference-meeting."
-
-Summer passed tranquilly away, autumn ran its brief course; and
-in November, when the days were getting toward their shortest and
-dreariest, something happened which startled quiet Ridgemont out of the
-even tenor of its way. The small-pox broke out among the operatives
-in the paper-mill, and spread so rapidly during the first days as to
-produce a universal panic. The streets were almost deserted; houses
-were darkened, as if by closed shutters one might shut out the fatal
-guest. Those who were compelled to go about, or whose social instinct
-overcame their fear, walked the streets with a subdued and stealthy
-air, as if on the lookout for an ambushed foe.
-
-The village loafers were fewer in number, and their hilarity was forced
-and spasmodic. Jokes of a personal nature still circulated feebly,
-but seemed to have lost their point and savor, and the laughter which
-followed had a hollow ring. Mr. Hanniford was visibly depressed, and
-the sallies which his position as local humorist compelled him to utter
-were of a ghastly description. He still endeavored to enliven his
-labors with his favorite ditty, but it had lost perceptibly in force
-and spirit.
-
-Mr. Doolittle, the post-master, bore himself with a dignified composure
-truly admirable, going fishing more persistently and smoking more
-incessantly than ever.
-
-"What you want, boys," he remarked, with great earnestness, to the
-few faithful retainers whom the potent spell of gingerpop rendered
-insensible to other considerations,--"what you want is to take
-plenty of exercise in the open air, and smoke freely. Tobacco is a
-great--a--prophylactic."
-
-Meetings of citizens were held, and all the usual sanitary means
-adopted and put in execution. An uninhabited farm-house, whose
-rightful owner was in some unknown part of the world, was chosen for
-hospital uses, and thither all victims of the disease were carried at
-once. From the beginning, Dr. Horton had been most prompt and active
-in suggesting prudential measures, and in seeing them carried out.
-By universal consent, he was invested with full powers. Dr. Starkey,
-the only other physician, on the ground of failing health, willingly
-submitted to the situation. The young physician's entire energies
-were aroused. He worked indefatigably, sparing neither strength nor
-pocket; for among the victims were several heads of families, whose
-sickness--and, in a few cases, whose death--left want and misery behind
-them.
-
-One of the greatest obstacles encountered was the scarcity of nurses,
-most of those responding to the call becoming themselves victims in a
-few days. Two men only--veteran soldiers--were equal to the occasion,
-and acted in multifarious capacities--as drivers of the ambulance,
-housekeepers, cooks, nurses, undertakers, and grave-diggers.
-
-On the evening when the certainty of the outbreak was established,
-Dr. Horton, after a day of excessive labor, went around to Mrs.
-Fairfield's. It was a dark, rainy evening, and the house seemed
-strangely cheerless and silent. A faint light shone from one upper
-window, and he fancied, as he reached the steps, that he saw a girlish
-figure leaning against the window-sash. The housemaid who admitted him,
-after a second ring, did so with a hesitating and constrained air, eyed
-him askance as she set her lamp upon the parlor table, and retreated
-hastily.
-
-He was kept waiting, too, as it seemed to him, an unnecessarily long
-time. He was tired and a little unstrung. He was in that mood when
-the touch of a warm, tender hand is balm and cordial at once, and the
-delay fretted him. He could hear muffled footfalls over his head, and
-the murmur of voices, as he wandered about the room, taking up various
-small articles in a listless way, to throw them down impatiently again;
-pulling about the loose sheets of music on the piano, and wondering
-why so lovely a creature as Florence need to be so scrupulously
-exact about her toilet, with an impatient lover chafing and fretting
-not twenty paces away. But at last there was a sound of descending
-footsteps, a rustling of skirts, and the door opened to admit--Mrs.
-Fairfield. She, at all events, had not been spending the precious
-moments at her toilet-table. Something must have thrown her off her
-guard. She was negligent in her attire, and certain nameless signs of
-the blighting touch of Time were allowed to appear, it may be safely
-asserted for the first time, to the eyes of mortal man. She was also
-flustered in manner, and, after giving Dr. Horton the tips of her cold
-fingers, retreated to the remotest corner of the room, and sank into
-an easy-chair. He noticed as she swept by him that her person exhaled
-camphor like a furrier's shop.
-
-"It's dreadful, isn't it?" she murmured, plaintively, holding a
-handkerchief saturated with that drug before her face. "Perfectly
-dreadful!"
-
-Dr. Horton was at first puzzled, and then, as the meaning of her remark
-came to him, a good deal amused. He had not felt like laughing, all
-day; but now he was obliged to smile, in the palm of his hand, at the
-small, agitated countenance of his future mother-in-law, seen for the
-first time without "war-paint or feathers."
-
-"It is certainly a misfortune," he said, reassuringly; "but it is not
-wise to become excited. The disease is confined at present to the lower
-part of the town, and, with the precautions which are to be taken, it
-will hardly spread beyond it."
-
-Mrs. Fairfield shook her head incredulously.
-
-"There's no telling," she murmured, sniffing at her handkerchief with a
-mournful air.
-
-"I have only a few moments to stay," the young man said, after a slight
-pause. "I have to attend a citizens' meeting. Is not Florence well?"
-
-"Y-yes, she is well," came in hesitating and muffled accents from
-behind the handkerchief. "She is not _ill_, but she is terribly upset
-by the state of things, poor child! She has _such_ a horror of
-disease! Why, she can't bear to come near me when I have one of my sick
-headaches. So sensitive, you know. So----"
-
-A light had gradually been breaking upon Horton's mind. He colored, and
-stepped forward a little. He had not been asked to sit down, and was
-still in overcoat and gloves.
-
-"I think," he said, slowly, looking Mrs. Fairfield full in the
-face,--"I _suppose_ I know what you mean. Florence will not come down.
-She is afraid to--to see me."
-
-Mrs. Fairfield fidgeted in her chair, and a red spot burned in her
-sallow cheek.
-
-"You must not think strange of it, Roger," she began, volubly. "You
-know how delicately organized Florence is. So nervous and excitable.
-And it would be _such_ a misfortune--with her complexion!"
-
-Dr. Horton took one or two turns across the room. He was not apt to
-speak on impulse, and he waited now. He stopped before a portrait of
-Florence, which hung over the piano. The tender face looked out upon
-him with the soft, beguiling smile about the small, curved lips, which
-had become so dear to him. Above it was a bunch of gorgeous sumac,
-which he had gathered for her one heavenly day, not long ago; and
-on the piano-rack stood the song she had taught him to believe the
-sweetest song in all the world:
-
- "Du bist wie eine Blume,
- So schön, so hold, so rein."
-
-He looked at the face again. She _was_ "like a flower." How could he
-have found it in his heart to blame her, even by the remotest thought?
-
-"I'm sure," came the plaintive voice again, "you ought not to blame
-her. I think it's perfectly natural."
-
-Dr. Horton turned toward her, with a cheerful smile.
-
-"Yes, it is quite natural. Of course I have taken every precaution; but
-it was wrong of me to come without finding out how she felt. Tell her
-I will not come again until"--he paused, with an unpleasant feeling in
-his throat--"until she wishes me to come."
-
-"Well, I am sure," said Mrs. Fairfield, rising with an alacrity which
-betrayed how great was her relief, "you must know what a trial it is to
-her, Roger. The poor girl feels _so_ badly. You are not angry?" giving
-her hand, but holding the camphorated handkerchief between them.
-
-"No," Dr. Horton said, taking the reluctant fingers a moment, "not at
-all angry."
-
-He went away into the outer darkness, walking a little heavily. The
-house-door shut behind him with a harsh, inhospitable clang, and as he
-went down the steps the wind blew a naked, dripping woodbine-spray
-sharply against his cheek, giving him a curiously unpleasant thrill.
-
-When he was part way down the walk, he looked back. At the upper window
-the girlish figure was still visible, the face still pressed against
-the pane. His heart bounded at the sight, and then sank with a sense
-of remoteness and loss for which, a moment later, he chided himself
-bitterly.
-
-Mrs. Fairfield waited only until she believed Roger was off the
-grounds, when she threw open all the windows in the room, sprinkled
-everything liberally with carbolic acid, and went up-stairs to her
-daughter.
-
-She found Florence standing at the window where she had left her.
-
-"What did he say?" she asked, without looking around.
-
-"Oh, he was very reasonable," Mrs. Fairfield answered, seizing the
-camphor-bottle from the bureau, "very, indeed. He said it was wrong in
-him to have come under such circumstances, and he would not come again
-until the danger was over. Roger always was so sensible."
-
-Tears rolled from the girl's eyes down over her blue cashmere wrapper,
-and she bit her lips to keep back the sobs which threatened to break
-out.
-
-"Hannah says three more cases were reported to-night," said her mother,
-re-entering, after a short absence.
-
-An exclamation escaped the girl's lips, and she wrung her fingers
-nervously.
-
-"We'd better go, hadn't we?" said Mrs. Fairfield.
-
-"No!" cried the girl. "Yes! Oh, I don't know! I don't know!" and she
-threw herself upon the bed, crying hysterically.
-
-The evil news being corroborated by the milkman next morning, led to
-another conference between mother and daughter, the result of which
-was that the following notes awaited Dr. Horton on his return from an
-exhausting day's work:
-
- "MY DEAREST ROGER: Do not be _too_ much hurt or shocked to hear
- that mother and I have left town on the 3.30 train. We think it
- best. It is hard, of course; but the separation will be easier
- than if we were in the same place. I assure you, dear Roger, it
- pains me to go, _dreadfully_; but I cannot bear such a strain
- upon my nerves. Do, dearest, take care of yourself--though, of
- course, you won't take the disease. Doctors never do, I believe.
- I don't see why, I'm sure.
-
- "Oh, how I wish you had settled in Boston, or some large place,
- where your practice would have been among first-class people
- only. Those low mill people are always breaking out with some
- horrid thing or other. It is too bad. We are going to stay with
- Aunt Kitty, in Boston. She has been wanting me to spend the
- winter with her. She is very gay, but of course, dearest, I
- shall have no interest in _anything_. Of course you will write.
-
- "Your own, as ever,
-
- "F. F."
-
-Doctor Horton read this letter twice before opening the other, which
-was from Mrs. Fairfield herself, and ran as follows:
-
- "MY DEAR ROGER: I am sure you will not blame me for taking our
- darling Flossie out of harm's way, nor her for going. As I told
- her last night, you always were so sensible. The poor child has
- been in such a state, you've no idea! We feel real anxious about
- you. Do take every precaution, for Flossie's sake, though they
- say doctors never take diseases. Do wear a camphor-bag somewhere
- about you. I always did wish you had chosen the law--it is so
- much nicer. Of course Flossie will expect letters, but don't you
- think you had better soak the paper and envelopes in carbolic
- acid beforehand? They say it's very efficacious.
-
- "Yours, affectionately,
-
- "A. FAIRFIELD.
-
- "P. S.--You have no idea how the darling child's spirits have
- risen since we began packing. She is quite another creature.
-
- "A. F."
-
-Doctor Horton smiled as he read, but as he put both notes away in his
-desk, his face became grave and sad again.
-
-"It is perfectly natural," he said to himself, as he went down to his
-lonely tea. "Perfectly so, and I am glad she has gone. But----"
-
- * * * * *
-
-The terrible disease whose presence had sent such a thrill of horror
-through the quiet little town had been raging for two weeks, and though
-the inevitable rebound from the first pressure of dread was making
-itself universally felt, as a topic of conversation it had lost none of
-its charms.
-
-On a wild, wet afternoon, Lilly O'Connell sat in the stuffy work-room
-sacred to the mysteries of making and trying on the wonderful
-productions of Miss Bullins's scissors and needle. She was sewing the
-folds upon a dress of cheap mourning, while Miss Bullins sat opposite
-with lap-board and scissors, her nimble tongue outrunning the latter by
-long odds.
-
-"What's friends _for_," she was saying, "if they aint goin' to stand
-by you when the pinch comes? Folks that's got husbands and lovers
-and friends a plenty don't realize their blessin's. As for Florence
-Fairfield, it makes me ashamed of bein' a woman--the way that girl did!
-They say she wouldn't even see Roger Horton to bid him good-by. I never
-heard the like!"
-
-Lilly turned her head toward the window, perhaps because the dress in
-her hands was black, and the light dull.
-
-"They say he's workin' himself to death for all them poor people, and
-he aint got nobody--no sister nor mother--to nurse him up when he
-comes home all tuckered out; though Nancy Swift thinks a sight of him,
-and she'll do her duty by him, I make no doubt. He's just like his
-father, and he _was_ a good man. Florence Fairfield don't deserve her
-privileges, I'm afeard."
-
-The street door opened, and with a gust of cold wind entered Widow
-Gatchell, the village "Sairey Gamp." She was an elderly woman, tall,
-stiff and dry as a last year's mullein-stalk. Her dark, wrinkled
-face was fixed and inexpressive, but the small black eyes were full
-of life. She was clothed in rusty garments, and carried a seedy
-carpet-sack in her hand.
-
-"How d'ye do?" she said, in a dry voice, dropping on to the edge of a
-chair. "I jest come in to tell ye, if ye was _drove_, 'taint no matter
-about my bunnit. I sha'n't want it right away."
-
-"Why not?" said Miss Bullins, looking up.
-
-"I'm goin' to the pest-house nussin' to-morrow," returned the old
-woman, in the same quiet tone.
-
-"Good land! Sarah Gatchell!" cried Miss Bullins, upsetting her
-lap-board. "Aint you 'most afraid?"
-
-A quaint smile flitted across the widow's face.
-
-"What'd I be afeared of," she said, "'s old 'n' homely 's I be? The
-small-pox aint agoin' to touch _me_. I'd 'a' gone a week ago, but
-I couldn't leave Mis' Merrill, an' her baby not a week old. I've
-jess been a-talkin' with Dr. Horton," she went on. "He says they're
-sufferin' for help. They's three sick women an' two children, an' not
-a woman in the house to do a thing for 'em. They've been expectin' two
-nusses from the city, but they aint come. Seems to me 'taint jest right
-fur men-folks to be fussin' 'round sick women an' childern."
-
-"Oh my, it's awful!" sighed Miss Bullins, pinning her pattern crooked
-in her distress.
-
-"Not a woman there?" said Lilly O'Connell, who had been listening with
-her hands idle in her lap.
-
-"There'll _be_ one there in the mornin'," said the widow, rising to go.
-"I'd 'a' gone to-night, but I couldn't be o' much use till I'd gone
-'round the house by daylight, an' got the hang o' things."
-
-"Wall, you've got good grit, Sarah," said the milliner, with
-enthusiasm. "You're as good as half a dozen common women. I declare,
-I'd go myself, but I shouldn't be a bit o' use. I should catch it in a
-day. I was always a great one for catchin' diseases."
-
-"Aint ye well?" said Mrs. Gatchell, turning suddenly toward Lilly. "Ye
-look kind o' peakčd. I guess ye set still too much."
-
-"I am perfectly well," said Lilly.
-
-"Ye be? Wall, sewin' _is_ confinin'. Good-by."
-
-Lilly had no appetite for her tea, and immediately after she put on her
-cloak and hat, and went out. The wind had gone down as the sun set, the
-rain had ceased, and a few pale stars were struggling through the thin,
-vapory clouds.
-
-The streets were very quiet, and she met but few people. The choir in
-the Orthodox Church were rehearsing, their voices ringing out clear and
-not inharmonious in a favorite hymn. She stopped, and bowing her head
-upon one of the square wooden posts, waited until the hymn closed. Then
-she went on her way. It was quite dark when she reached the end of her
-walk--the residence of Dr. Starkey. She seized the brass knocker with a
-firm hand, and was shown into the office. In a few moments Dr. Starkey
-entered.
-
-He was an old-school physician, and an old-school gentleman as well.
-He would have considered it indecent to appear before the world in
-any other garb than a broadcloth swallow-tail coat of ancient date,
-and with his long neck wrapped in white lawn nearly to the point of
-suffocation. He entered the room, and bowed with courtly gallantry on
-seeing a feminine figure standing by the table; but, as Lilly looked up
-and the lamp-light fell upon her face and hair, there was a perceptible
-congealing of his manner.
-
-"Miss--a----" he began.
-
-"I am Lilly O'Connell," she said, simply.
-
-"Oh--a--yes! Miss O'Connell. Hm! Sit down, Miss O'Connell,--sit down!"
-he added, observing her closely from under his shaggy brows.
-
-The girl remained standing, but the doctor seated himself before the
-glowing grate, and placed himself in an attitude of professional
-attention.
-
-"You are--indisposed?" he asked, presently, as she remained silent.
-
-"No; I am quite well," she answered; and then, after a little pause,
-during which her color mounted and faded, she continued: "I have heard
-that there is need of more help at the hospital, and I came to ask you
-to take me as nurse, or anything you most need."
-
-Her voice trembled a little, and her eyes were fixed eagerly upon the
-doctor's face.
-
-He turned square about, the withered, purple-veined hands clutching the
-arms of his chair tightly, a kind of choking sound issuing from his
-bandaged throat.
-
-"Will you say that again?" he asked abruptly, staring with raised
-eyebrows at the pale, earnest face.
-
-Lilly repeated what she had said, more firmly.
-
-"Good heavens!" ejaculated the old man, measuring the girl from head to
-foot slowly.
-
-"Child," he said, after a pause, "do you know what you are talking
-about?"
-
-"I think so," the girl answered, quietly.
-
-"No, you do not!" the old man said, almost brusquely. "It is a place to
-try the nerves of the strongest man, to say nothing of a woman's. It is
-no place for a girl--no place."
-
-"I am not afraid," the girl said, her voice breaking. "They say I
-am good in sickness, and I will do any kind of work. It is dreadful
-to think of those poor little children and women, with no one to do
-anything for them but men. Oh, do not refuse!" she cried, coming nearer
-and holding out her hands entreatingly.
-
-The doctor had fidgeted in his chair, uttering a variety of curious,
-inarticulate exclamations while she was speaking.
-
-"But, child," he repeated, earnestly, "it would be as much as your life
-is worth to enter the house. You would come down in a week. You might
-die!"
-
-Lilly looked up into the mottled old face, and smiled sadly.
-
-"I am not afraid," she said again, "and there is no one to care very
-much. Even if I should die, it would not matter."
-
-Dr. Starkey reflected, rubbing one shrivelled finger up and down the
-bridge of his nose. He knew how woman's help was needed in that abode
-of pestilence and death. He looked at the white, supple hands clasped
-over the gray cloak before him, and thought of the work which they
-would be required to perform, then shook his head slowly, and rose.
-
-"No," he said, "I cannot consent."
-
-Lilly made a motion as if to speak, but he raised his hand
-deprecatingly.
-
-"It would be as bad as murder," he went on. "I respect your
-motive, Miss O'Connell, I do, indeed; but you are too young and
-too--a--delicate for the undertaking. Don't think of it any more."
-
-He took one of the hands which dropped at her side and held it in
-his glazed palm, looking kindly into the downcast face. He knew the
-girl's whole history. He had been one of the fiercest opponents of
-her application for a teacher's place, and from conscientious motives
-solely, as he believed; but he remembered it now with sharp regret.
-There was nothing in this fair and womanly figure to inspire antipathy,
-surely. For the first time, a realizing sense of her solitary life came
-to him, and he was pained and sorry. He wanted to be very kind to her,
-but felt strangely unable to express himself.
-
-"Don't say no one would care what befell you," he began, his gruff
-voice softening. "A young woman of your--a--attractions should have
-many friends. Consider _me_ one, Miss O'Connell," he continued, with
-a blending of the sincere and the grandiose in his manner,--"consider
-_me_ a friend from this day, and let me thank you again for your offer.
-It was very praiseworthy of you, very."
-
-Lilly bowed--she could not trust herself to speak--and went away.
-
-Dr. Starkey walked up and down his office several times, raised and
-lowered the flame of the lamp, poked the fire, looked out into the
-starlit night, and, with a fervent "Bless my soul! how extraordinary!"
-settled himself for his customary nap over the Boston paper.
-
-Lilly hurried home through the silent streets. Miss Bullins's shop
-was empty of customers, and she herself, her hair bristling with
-crimping-pins and curl-papers, was putting things in order for the
-night. She studied Lilly's face with watchful anxiety, as she joined in
-her labors.
-
-"I hope to gracious she aint comin' down sick!" she reflected. "You
-aint got backache and pains in your limbs, have you?" she inquired,
-with thinly veiled anxiety.
-
-Lilly laughed.
-
-"No, Miss Bullins; nothing of the kind."
-
-"I thought you looked kind o' _queer_," said the good creature,
-coloring.
-
-"I am only a little tired; not sick."
-
-She came and stood by the old maid's chair, as she sat warming her feet
-at the stove, and laid her hand on the thin gray hair.
-
-"Good-night, Miss Bullins."
-
-"Good-night, dear. Hadn't you better drink a cup of pepper-tea before
-you go to bed?"
-
-"No, thank you; I am only tired."
-
-She sat by the window of her little bedroom over the shop a long time
-before lighting her lamp. Dim and dark, the river wound along, its
-surface gleaming here and there faintly through the leafless branches
-of the willows. Overhead, the solemn stars shone coldly. The houses
-along its banks were already dark and silent. At some involuntary
-movement, her hand fell upon a soft white mass of needle-work which
-strewed the table near her, and the contact seemed to rouse her. She
-rose, lit the lamp, folded the dainty, lace-trimmed garment, and made
-it into a parcel with some others which she took from a drawer, and
-went to bed. It was long before she slept, but the early morning found
-her asleep, with a peaceful smile upon her face.
-
-The next day, being Saturday, was a busy one, for let Death stalk as he
-will, people must have their Sunday gear. The little shop was full at
-times, and feminine tongues and fingers flew without cessation, mixing
-millinery and misery in strange confusion.
-
-"You don't say that's Mis' Belden's bonnet, with all them flowers on
-it? Well, I never! And she a member!"
-
-"Why, you're a member, too, ain't you, Mis' Allen?" says another, with
-a glance at the first speaker's head, where feathers of various hues
-waved majestically.
-
-"Oh, you mean my feathers?" was the spirited answer. "Feathers an'
-_flowers_ is different things. You must draw the line somewhere, an' I
-draw it at feathers."
-
-"They say one o' the women died up to the pest-house yesterday," said
-one woman, in the midst of an earnest discussion as to the comparative
-becomingness of blue roses and crimson pansies.
-
-"Dear me!" said Miss Bullins, compassionately, "an' not a woman there
-to lay her out! Sarah Gatchell didn't go up till to-day."
-
-"They don't lay 'em out," remarked the other, unconcernedly, holding a
-brilliant pansy against her bilious countenance. "They roll 'em up in
-the sheet they die on, and bury 'em in the pasture."
-
-Lilly's hands trembled over the bonnet she was lining.
-
-"Well, good-day, Miss Bullins. I guess I'd better take the roses. I'm
-most too old for red. Get it done if you can. Good-day."
-
-It went on so all day. At one time there was a rush for the window.
-
-"It's Doctor Horton!" cried a pretty girl. "Oh my! Ain't he sweet? He's
-handsomer than ever, since he got so pale. I don't see how in the world
-Flossie Fairfield could do as she did. They say she's afraid to have
-him write to her."
-
-"She loves her good looks more'n she does him, I guess," said another.
-
-"And they to be married in the spring," said Miss Bullins,
-pathetically. "Lilly, here, was making her underclo'se, and they're a
-sight to see,--all hand-made, and so much lace in 'em that it ain't
-modest, I do declare!"
-
-"If she got her deserts she wouldn't have no use for weddin' clo'se,"
-said another, with acerbity; "not if _I_ was Roger Horton."
-
-"Wall, you ain't," said her companion, drily, "an' he ain't no
-different from other men, I guess."
-
-Lilly worked on with feverish haste. About four o'clock she rose and
-went out, pausing an instant at the door, and looking back. Miss
-Bullins, intent upon some button-holes for which every moment of
-daylight was needed, did not look up. Lilly closed the door, and went
-up to her room.
-
-It was small and simple, but it was the best she had known. There were
-some innocent efforts at decoration, a daintiness about the bed, a few
-books on hanging shelves, and a pretty drapery at the one window. She
-looked around with a sinking heart. There was a small writing-desk upon
-the table, and she went to it and wrote a few lines, which she sealed
-and directed. She packed a few articles in a satchel, put on her cloak
-and hat, and stole down the stairs.
-
-Choosing the quietest street, she walked rapidly through the village
-until the last house was passed, and the open country lay before her,
-bare and brown and desolate, except for the blue hills in the distance,
-which, summer or winter, never lost their beauty.
-
-Two or three farmers, jogging homeward with their week's supplies,
-passed her, and one offered her a lift as far as she was going, which
-she declined.
-
-A mile from the village, a road turned off to the left, winding
-through barren fields, until lost in the pine woods. As she turned into
-this, a man driving toward the village reined in and called to her,
-warningly:
-
-"The pest-house is up yonder!"
-
-She merely bowed and kept on. The man stared a moment, and whipped up
-his horse again. It was dark in the woods, and chilly, but she felt no
-fear, not even when the sere bushes by the way-side rustled, or twigs
-snapped as if beneath the tread of some living creature.
-
-As she came out into comparative light she saw a buggy driven rapidly
-toward her. She recognized its occupant at once, and with a quick
-heart-throb sprang behind a clump of young pines, and dropped upon her
-knees.
-
-Dr. Horton drove by, his face turned toward her place of concealment.
-He did not know that any human eye was upon him, and the heaviness of
-his spirit appeared unrepressed in every feature. His eyes followed
-listlessly the irregular outline of the way-side walls and bushes,
-but it was evident that his thoughts were not of surrounding things,
-otherwise he must have seen the crouching figure and the white face
-pressed against the rough bark of the tree whose trunk she clasped.
-
-The girl's eyes followed him until he was lost to sight in the woods.
-Then she came out and pursued her way.
-
-A curve in the road brought her in sight of the house now devoted
-to hospital uses. It was a two-story farm-house, black with age,
-shutterless and forsaken-looking. Over it hung the cloud of a hideous
-crime. A few years before, the owner, led on by an insane passion,
-had murdered his aged wife in her bed. The sequel had been a man's
-life ended in prison, a girl's name blasted, a dishonored family, a
-forsaken homestead,--for the son, to whom the property had fallen, had
-gone away, leaving no trace behind him. It had stood for years as the
-murderer had left it; its contents had been untouched by human hands;
-the hay had rotted in the barn; the fields were running waste. The very
-road itself was avoided, and the old wheel-ruts were almost effaced
-by grass and weeds. Swallows had possessed themselves of the cold,
-smokeless chimneys and sunken, mossy eaves; vagrant cats prowled about
-the moldering mows and empty mangers. The old well-sweep pointed like
-a gaunt, rigid finger toward heaven. The little strips of flower-beds
-beneath the front windows were choked with grass, but the red roses
-and pinks and columbines which the old woman had loved, still grew
-and bloomed in their season, and cast their petals about the sunken
-door-stone, and over the crooked path and neglected grass.
-
-There were no flowers now,--only drifting masses of wet brown leaves.
-The setting sun had just turned the windows into sheets of blood, and
-down in the pasture could be seen the rough clods of several new-made
-graves. The silence was absolute. Faint columns of smoke, rising from
-the crumbling chimneys, were the only signs of human presence.
-
-A tremor shook the girl from head to foot, and she ceased walking.
-After all, she was young and strong, and the world was wide; life might
-hold something of sweetness for her yet. It was not too late. She
-half turned,--but it was only for a moment, and her feet were on the
-door-step, and her hand on the latch.
-
-She turned a last look upon the outer world,--the bare fields, the
-leafless woods, the blue hills, the fading sky. A desperate yearning
-toward it all made her stretch out her hands as if to draw it nearer
-for a last farewell. Then from within came the piteous cry of a sick
-child, and she raised the latch softly and entered the house. The
-air of the hall smote her like a heavy hand, coming as she did from
-the cool outer air; but guided by the cry, which still continued,
-she groped her way up the bare, worn stairs, pushed open a door, and
-entered.
-
-The child's voice covered the sound of her entrance and, sickened by
-the foul air, she had leaned for some moments against the wall before
-Widow Gatchell, who was holding the child across her knee, turned and
-saw her. The old woman's hard, brown features stiffened with surprise,
-her lips parted without sound.
-
-"I have come to help you," said Lilly, putting down her satchel and
-coming forward.
-
-"Who sent ye?" the widow asked, shortly.
-
-"Nobody. I offered my services, but Dr. Starkey refused to let me come.
-I knew you would not send me away if I once got here, and so I came."
-
-"What was folks thinkin' of to _let_ ye come?" asked the old woman
-again.
-
-"Nobody knew it," Lilly answered.
-
-"Wall," the widow said, "ye had no sort o' business to come, though the
-Lord knows they's need enough of help."
-
-"Perhaps _He_ sent me, Sarah," the girl said, gently. "Oh, the poor,
-poor baby! Let me take it."
-
-Widow Gatchell's keen eyes swept the girl's compassionate face with a
-searching gaze. She rose stiffly and laid the child in her arms.
-
-"There!" she said, drawing a long breath. "You're in for it now, Lilly
-O'Connell, and may the Lord have mercy on ye!"
-
-When Dr. Horton entered the pest-house in the morning, the first person
-he encountered was Lilly O'Connell, coming through the hall with a tray
-in her hands. In her closely fitting print dress and wide apron, the
-sleeves turned back from her smooth, strong arms, her face earnest, yet
-cheerful, she was the embodiment of womanly charity and sweetness. He
-started as though he saw a spectre.
-
-"Good heavens!" he said; "how came you here? Who--who permitted you to
-come here?"
-
-"No one," said Lilly, supporting the waiter on the post at the foot of
-the stairs. "I just came. I asked Dr. Starkey to take me as nurse, but
-he refused."
-
-"I know, I know," said the young man. He stepped back and opened the
-door, letting in the crisp morning air. "But why did you come? It is a
-terrible place for you."
-
-"I came to be of use," she answered, smiling. "I hope I am useful. Ask
-Mrs. Gatchell. She will tell you that I am useful, I am sure."
-
-Horton's face expressed pain and perplexity.
-
-"It is wrong--all wrong," he said. "Where were your friends? Was there
-no one who cared for you, no one that you care for, enough to keep you
-from this wild step?"
-
-She looked up into his face, and, for one brief moment, something in
-her deep, luminous eyes chained his gaze. A soft red spread itself over
-her cheeks and neck. She shook her head slowly, and taking up the tray,
-went on up the stairs.
-
-Miss Bullins found the little note which Lilly had left for her, when,
-as no response came to her repeated summons to tea, she mounted the
-stairs to see what had happened.
-
-She read the hastily written lines with gathering tears.
-
- "You can get plenty of milliners and seamstresses; but those
- poor women and children are suffering for some one to take care
- of them. Forgive me for going this way, but it seemed the only
- way I _could_ go. May be I shall be sick; but if I do, there is
- no beauty to lose, you know, and if I die, there is nobody to
- break their heart about it. _You_ will be sorry, I know. I thank
- you, oh so much, for all your kindness to me, and I do love you
- dearly. May God bless you for all your goodness. If I should
- die, what I leave is for you to do what you please with.
-
- "Your grateful and loving
-
- "LILLY."
-
-The good little woman's tears fell faster as she looked about the empty
-room.
-
-"I never was so beat in my life," she confided to a dozen of her
-intimate friends many times over during the next week. "You could have
-knocked me down with a feather."
-
-Dr. Starkey's amazement surpassed Miss Bullins's, if possible. He first
-heard of the step Lilly had taken from Dr. Horton. He saw her himself a
-day or two later, on making his tri-weekly visit to the hospital, and
-commended her bravery and self-sacrificing spirit in phrases something
-less stilted than usual.
-
-He could not entirely banish an uneasy feeling when he looked at the
-fresh young face, but he became tolerably reconciled to the situation
-when he saw what her energy and tenderness, in cooperation with Widow
-Gatchell's skill and experience, were accomplishing.
-
-As for the girl herself, the days and nights passed so rapidly, making
-such demands upon body and mind, as to leave no time for regret. The
-scenes she witnessed effaced the past entirely for the time. In the
-midst of all the pain, and loathsomeness, and delirium, and death, she
-moved about, strong, gentle and self-contained, so self-contained that
-the vigilant eyes of the old nurse followed her in mute surprise.
-
-"I never see nothin' like it," she said to Dr. Horton one day. "I've
-known her since she was little, an' I never would 'a' believed it,
-though I knew she'd changed. Why, she used to be so high-strung an'
-techy, like, an' now she's like a lamb."
-
-On the tenth day after her coming, Dr. Horton in making his round
-entered an upper chamber, where Lilly was standing by one of the three
-beds it contained. She had just drawn the sheet over the faces of two
-who had died that morning--mother and child.
-
-The dead woman was the deserted wife of a man who had left her a year
-before, young, weak and ignorant, to certain want and degradation.
-
-"I cannot feel sorry," Lilly said. "It is so much better for them than
-what was left for them here."
-
-Dr. Horton hardly seemed to hear her words. He was leaning wearily
-against a chair behind him; his eyes were dull, and his forehead
-contracted as if with physical suffering.
-
-"You are ill!" she said, with a startled gesture.
-
-"No, only getting a little tired out. I hope the worst is over now, and
-I think I shall hold out."
-
-He went about from room to room, and from bed to bed, attentive and
-sympathetic as ever, and then left the house. A half hour later, one
-of the men came into the kitchen where Mrs. Gatchell was stirring
-something over the fire.
-
-"Got a spare bed?" he asked, laconically.
-
-The widow looked up.
-
-"'Cause we've got another patient."
-
-"Who is it?" she asked, quickly.
-
-"Come and see."
-
-She followed the man to the rear of the house, where, upon a stone
-which had fallen from the wall, Dr. Horton was sitting, his head bent
-in slumber. She listened a moment to his heavy breathing, laid her hand
-upon his forehead, and turned silently away.
-
-A bed was made ready, and the young doctor, still wrapped in the heavy
-sleep of disease, was laid upon it, and one of the men was sent for
-Dr. Starkey.
-
-In the delirium which marks the first stages of the disease, young
-Horton would allow no one but Lilly O'Connell to minister to him.
-Sometimes he imagined himself a boy, and called her "mother," clinging
-to her hand, and moaning if she made the least effort to withdraw. At
-other times, another face haunted him, and another name, coupled with
-endearing words or tender reproaches, fell from the half-unconscious
-lips.
-
-Who but a woman can comprehend the history of those days and nights of
-watching and waiting? Each morning found her more marble-pale; purple
-rings formed themselves about the large eyes, but a deep, steady light,
-which was not born of pain and suffering, shone in their clear depths.
-
-At last, one night, the crisis, whose result no human judgment could
-foretell, was at hand. No delirium, no restlessness now--only a deep
-sleep, in which the tense muscles relaxed and the breath came as softly
-as a child's.
-
-Widow Gatchell shared the young girl's watch, but the strain of the
-last month had told upon her, and toward morning she fell asleep, and
-Lilly kept her vigil alone. Only the ticking of the old clock in the
-hall and the breathing of the sleepers broke the deep silence which
-filled the house. The lamp threw weird shadows across the ceiling and
-over the disfigured face upon the pillow. Of all manly beauty, only
-the close-clustering chestnut hair remained, and the symmetrical hands
-which lay nerveless and pale, but unmarred, upon the spread.
-
-Statue-like, the young girl sat by the bed-side, her whole soul
-concentrated in the unwavering gaze which rested upon the sleeper's
-face. A faint--ever so faint--murmur came at last from the hot, swollen
-lips, and one languid hand groped weakly, as if seeking something. She
-took it gently and held it between her own soft palms. It seemed to her
-fine touch that a light moisture was discernible upon it. She rose and
-bent over the pillow with eager eyes. A storm of raptured feeling shook
-her. She sank upon her knees by the bed, and pressed the hand she held
-close against her breast, whispering over it wild words which no ear
-might hear.
-
-All at once, the fingers which had lain so inert and passive in her
-grasp seemed to her to thrill with conscious life, to return faintly
-the pressure of her own. She started back.
-
-A ray of dawning light crept under the window-shade and lay across the
-sick man's face. His eyes were open, and regarding her with a look of
-perfect intelligence.
-
-The girl rose with a smothered cry, and laid the drooping hand upon the
-bed. The dark, gentle eyes followed her beseechingly. It seemed as if
-he would have spoken, but the parched lips had lost their power.
-
-She went to the sleeping woman and touched her shoulder.
-
-"Sarah, I think he is better," she said, her voice trembling.
-
-Instantly, the old nurse was on the alert. She went to the bed, and
-laid her hand upon the sick man's forehead and wrist, then turned
-toward Lilly, with a smile.
-
-"Go and take some rest," she said in a whisper. "The crisis has passed.
-He will live."
-
-Dr. Horton's recovery was not rapid, but it was sure.
-
-From the hour of his return to consciousness, Lilly O'Connell had not
-entered his room.
-
-When a week had passed, he ventured to question his faithful attendant,
-Widow Gatchell, in regard to her. For twenty-four hours he had missed
-the step and voice he had believed to be hers, passing and repassing
-the hall outside his door. The old woman turned her back abruptly and
-began stirring the already cheerful fire.
-
-"She ain't quite so well to-day," she answered, in a constrained voice.
-
-The young man raised his head.
-
-"Do you mean that she is sick?" he asked hastily.
-
-"She was took down last night," the widow answered, hesitating, and
-would have left the room; but the young man beckoned her, and she went
-to his side.
-
-"Let everything possible be done for her," he said. "You
-understand--everything that _can_ be done. Let Mason attend to me."
-
-"I'll do _my_ part," the old nurse answered, in the peculiarly dry tone
-with which she was accustomed to veil her emotions.
-
-Dr. Starkey, who, since the young doctor's illness, had been, perforce,
-in daily attendance, was closely questioned. His answers, however,
-being of that reserved and non-committal nature characteristic of the
-profession, gave little satisfaction, and Horton fell into a way of
-noticing and interpreting, with the acute sense of the convalescent,
-each look of his attendant, each sound which came to him, keeping
-himself in a state of nervous tension which did much toward retarding
-his recovery.
-
-Three or four days had passed in this way, when one morning, just at
-daybreak, Dr. Horton was roused from his light sleep by sounds in the
-hall outside his door--hushed voices, shuffling footsteps, and the
-sound of some object striking with a heavy thud against the balusters
-and wall. He raised himself, his heart beating fast, and listened
-intently. The shuffling steps moved on, down the creaking stairs and
-across the bare floor below. A door opened and shut, and deep silence
-filled the house again. He sank back upon his pillow, faint and
-bewildered, but still listening, and after some moments, another sound
-reached his ears faintly from a distance--the click of metal against
-stones and frozen mold.
-
-He had already been able, with some assistance, to reach his chair once
-or twice a day; now he rose unaided, and without consciousness of pain
-or weakness, found his way to the window, and pushed aside the paper
-shade with a shaking hand.
-
-It was a dull, gray morning, and a light snow was falling, but through
-the thin veil he could see the vague outlines of two men in the pasture
-opposite, and could follow their stiff, slow motions. They were filling
-in a grave.
-
-He went to his bed and lay back upon it with closed eyes. When he
-opened them, Widow Gatchell was standing by him with his breakfast on a
-tray.
-
-Her swarthy face was haggard, but her eyes were tearless, and her lips
-set tightly together. He put his hand out and touched hers.
-
-"I know," he said, softly.
-
-The woman put the tray on the table, and sank upon a chair. She cleared
-her throat several times before speaking.
-
-"Yes," she said, at last, in her dry, monotonous voice. "She is gone.
-We did all we could for her, but 'twarn't no use. She was all wore out
-when she was took. Just afore she died she started up and seized hold
-o' my hand, her eyes all soft an' shinin', an' her mouth a-smilin'.
-'Sarah,' says she, 'I shall know the meaning of it now!' The good Lord
-only knows what she meant--her mind was wanderin', most likely--but
-them was her last words, 'I shall know the meanin' of it now, Sarah!'"
-
-The old woman sat a while in silence, with the strange repressed look
-which watching by so many death-beds had fixed upon her face; then,
-arranging the breakfast upon the stand, went out again.
-
-It snowed persistently all day. From the chair by the window, Doctor
-Horton watched it falling silently, making everything beautiful as it
-fell,--rude wall, and gnarled tree, and scraggy, leafless bush,--and
-covering those low, unsightly mounds with a rich and snowy pall. He
-watched it until night fell and shut it from his sight.
-
-Lilly O'Connell's was the last case. The disease seemed meantime to
-have spent its force, and in a few weeks the unbroken silence of
-midwinter rested over the drear and forlorn spot.
-
-Doctor Horton was again at home. He was thin, and his face showed some
-traces of the disease from which he had just recovered, but they were
-slight, and such as would pass away in time. The pleasant chamber where
-he was sitting was filled with evidences of care and attention, for
-every woman in Ridgemont, old or young, desired to show in some way her
-admiration and esteem for the young physician. Fruit and jellies and
-flowers and books filled every available place.
-
-He was seated before a cheerful fire. Upon the table by his side lay
-many papers and letters, the accumulation of several weeks. One letter,
-of a recent date, was open in his hand. A portion of it ran thus:
-
- "* * * It has been very gay here this season, and mother and
- Aunt Kitty have insisted upon my going out a great deal. But I
- have had no heart in it, dearest, especially since I knew that
- you were ill. I assure you, I was almost ill myself when I heard
- of it. How thankful I am that you are convalescent. I long to
- see you so much, but Aunt Kitty does not think I ought to
- return before spring. Oh Roger, _do_ you think you are much
- changed? * * *"
-
-Shading his eyes with his thin hand, he sat a long time in deep
-thought. At last, rousing himself, he went to his desk and wrote as
-follows:
-
- "MY DEAR FLORENCE: I _am_ changed; so much that you would not
- know me; so much that I hardly know myself; so much, indeed,
- that it is better we do not meet at present.
-
- R. H."
-
-With a smile so bitter that it quite transformed his genial, handsome
-face, he read and re-read these lines.
-
-"Yes," he said aloud, "it is the right way, the only way," and he
-sealed and directed the letter, and went back to his reverie by the
-fire.
-
-Lilly O'Connell's death made a deep impression in the village. That
-which her life, with all its pain and humiliation and loneliness, its
-heroic struggles, its quiet, hard-won victories, had failed to do,
-the simple story of her death accomplished. It was made the subject
-of at least two eloquent discourses, and for a time her name was on
-every tongue. But it was only for a time, for when, in the course of
-years, the graves in the pasture were opened, and the poor remains of
-mortality removed by surviving friends to sacred ground, her grave
-remained undisturbed.
-
-It was not forgotten, however. One day in June, when the happy, teeming
-earth was at her fairest, Dr. Horton drove out of the village, and
-turning into the grass-grown, untraversed road, went on to the scene
-of the past winter's tragedy of suffering and death. The old house was
-no longer in existence. By consent of the owner (whose whereabouts had
-been discovered), and by order of the selectmen of the town, it had
-been burned to the ground. Where it had stood, two crumbling chimneys
-rose from the mass of blackened bricks and charred timbers which
-filled the cellar, the whole draped and matted with luxuriant woodbine
-and clinging shrubs. Birds brooded over their nests in every nook
-and cranny of the ruin, and red roses flaunted in the sunshine and
-sprinkled the gray door-stone with splashes of color. The air was as
-sweet about it, the sky as blue above it, as if crime and plague were
-things which had no existence.
-
-Dr. Horton left his horse to browse on the tender leaves of the young
-birches which grew along the wall, and went down into the pasture. The
-sod above the graves was green, and starred with small white flowers.
-There were fifteen graves in all, distinguished only by a number rudely
-cut upon rough stakes driven into the ground at their heads.
-
-He went slowly among them until he came to one a little apart from the
-others, in the shadow of the woods which bordered the field. A slender
-young aspen grew beside it, its quivering leaves shining in the sun.
-Soft winds blew out from the fragrant woods, and far off in their green
-depths echoed the exquisite, melancholy note of the wood-thrush. At the
-foot of the grave, where the grass, nourished by some hidden spring,
-grew long and lush, a single tiger-lily spread its glowing chalice.
-
-The young man stood there with uncovered head a long, long time. Then,
-laying his hand reverently upon the sod for one instant, he went away.
-
-Several years have passed since these events. Dr. Horton is still
-unmarried. This is a source of great regret in the community with which
-he has become so closely allied, and by which he is held in universal
-regard and honor. There are some prematurely whitened locks upon his
-temples, and two or three fine straight lines just above his warm,
-steadfast eyes, but he is neither a morose nor a melancholy man, and
-there are those who confidently hope that the many untenanted rooms in
-the old homestead may yet open to the sunshine of a wife's smile, and
-echo to the music of childish voices.
-
-It was two years before he met Miss Fairfield, she having spent that
-time in Europe with her mother and "Aunt Kitty." It was a chance
-meeting, upon Tremont Street, in Boston. He was in the act of leaving
-a store as she entered, accompanied by her mother. He recognized them
-with a friendly and courteous bow, and passed on.
-
-Miss Fairfield leaned against the counter with a face white as snow.
-
-"He is not--changed--so very much," she whispered to her mother.
-
-Mrs. Fairfield, who had had her own ideas all along, kept a discreet
-silence.
-
-The Fairfields spend a part of their time in Ridgemont, and the elegant
-little phaeton and the doctor's buggy often pass each other on the
-street; the occupants exchange greetings, and that is all.
-
-Miss Fairfield is Miss Fairfield still. Always elegant and artistic in
-her dress, she is not quite the same, however. The porcelain tints
-have faded, and there is a sharpness about the delicate features, and
-a peevishness about the small pink lips. She is devoted to art. She
-paints industriously, and with fair result. Her tea-sets are much
-sought after, and she "spends her winters in Boston."
-
-
-
-
- THIRZA.
-
-
-She stood by the window, looking out over the dreary landscape, a woman
-of some twenty-five years, with an earnest, even melancholy face, in
-which the wistful brown eyes were undoubtedly the redeeming feature.
-Jones' Hill, taken at its best, in full parade uniform of summer green,
-was not renowned for beauty or picturesqueness, and now, in fatigue
-dress of sodden brown stubble, with occasional patches of dingy white
-in ditches and hollows and along the edges of the dark pine woods,
-was even less calculated to inspire the beholder with enthusiasm.
-Still, that would hardly account for the shadow which rested upon
-Thirza Bradford's face. She ought, in fact, to have worn a cheerful
-countenance. One week before she had been a poor girl, dependent
-upon the labor of her hand for her daily bread; to-day she was sole
-possessor of a farm of considerable extent, the comfortable old house
-at one of whose windows she was now standing, and all that house's
-contents.
-
-One week before she had been called to the bed-side of her aunt,
-Abigail Leavitt. She had arrived none too soon, for the stern, sad old
-woman had received her summons, and before another morning dawned had
-passed away.
-
-To her great surprise, Thirza found that her aunt had left her sole
-heiress of all she had possessed. Why she should have been surprised
-would be difficult to explain. Aunt Abigail's two boys had gone to the
-war and never returned, her husband had been dead for many years, and
-Thirza was her only sister's only child, and sole surviving relative.
-Nothing, therefore, was more natural than this event, but Thirza had
-simply never thought of it. She had listened, half in wonder, half in
-indifference, to the reading of the will, and had accepted mechanically
-the grudgingly tendered congratulations of the assembled farmers and
-their wives.
-
-She had been supported in arranging and carrying out the gloomy details
-of the funeral by Jane Withers, a spinster of a type peculiar to New
-England; one of those persons who, scorning to demean themselves by
-"hiring out," go about, nevertheless, from family to family, rendering
-reluctant service, "just to accommodate" (accepting a weekly stipend
-in the same spirit of accommodation, it is to be supposed). With this
-person's assistance, Thirza had prepared the repast to which, according
-to custom, the mourners from a distance were invited on their return
-from the burying-ground. Aunt Abigail had been stricken down at the
-close of a Saturday's baking, leaving a goodly array upon the pantry
-shelves, a fact upon which Jane congratulated herself without any
-attempt at concealment, observing, in fact, that the melancholy event
-"couldn't have happened handier." In vain had Thirza protested--Jane
-was inflexible--and she had looked on with silent horror, while the
-funeral guests devoured with great relish the pies and ginger-bread
-which the dead woman's hand had prepared.
-
-"Mis' Leavitt were a master hand at pie-crust," remarked one toothless
-dame, mumbling at the flaky paste, "a _master_ hand at pie-crust, but
-she never were much at bread!" whereupon the whole feminine conclave
-launched out into a prolonged and noisy discussion of the relative
-merits of salt-risin's, milk-emptin's, and potato yeast.
-
-That was three or four days ago, and Thirza had remained in the old
-house with Jane, who had kindly proffered her services and the solace
-of her companionship. There had been little to do in the house, and
-that little was soon done, and now the question of what she was to do
-with her new acquisition was looming up before her, and assuming truly
-colossal proportions. She was thinking of it now as she stood there
-with the wistful look upon her face, almost wishing that Aunt Abigail
-had left the farm to old Jabez Higgins, a fourth or fifth cousin by
-marriage, who had dutifully appeared at the funeral, with a look as if
-he had that within which passed showing, and doubtless he had, for he
-turned green and blue when the will was read, and drove off soon after
-at a tearing pace.
-
-Jane, having condescended to perform the operation of washing up the
-two plates, cups, etc., which their evening meal had brought into
-requisition, entered presently, knitting in hand, and seated herself
-with much emphasis in a low wooden chair near the window. She was an
-erect and angular person, with an aggressive air of independence about
-her, a kind of "just-as-good-as-you-are" expression, which seemed to
-challenge the observer to dispute it at his peril. She took up the
-first stitch on her needle, fixed her sharp eyes upon Thirza, and, as
-if in answer to her thoughts, opened on her as follows:
-
-"Ye haint made up yer mind what ye're a-goin' ter dew, hev ye?"
-
-Thirza slowly shook her head, without looking around.
-
-"It's kind o' queer now how things does work a-round. There you was
-a-workin' an' a-slavin' in that old mill, day in an' day out, only a
-week ago, an' now you can jest settle right down on yer own place an'
-take things easy."
-
-Thirza vaguely wondered why Aunt Abigail had never "taken things easy."
-
-"I shouldn't wonder a mite," went on Jane, with increasing animation,
-"I shouldn't wonder a single mite if you should git a husband, after
-all!"
-
-Thirza's pale face flushed, and she made an involuntary gesture of
-impatience with one shoulder.
-
-"Oh, ye needn't twist around so," said the undaunted spinster, dryly.
-"Ye ain't no chicken, laws knows, but ye needn't give up all hopes.
-Ye're twenty-five if ye're a day, but that ain't nothin' when a woman's
-got a farm worth three thousand dollars."
-
-Three thousand dollars! For the first time her inheritance assumed
-its monetary value before Thirza's eyes. Hitherto she had regarded it
-merely as an indefinite extent of pastures, woods, and swamps--but
-three thousand dollars! It sounded like a deal of money to her, who
-had never owned a hundred dollars at one time in her life, and her
-imagination immediately wandered off into fascinating vistas, which
-Jane's prosaic words had thrown open before her. She heard, as in a
-dream, the nasal, incisive voice as it went on with the catalogue of
-her possessions.
-
-"Yes, it's worth three thousand dollars, if it's worth a cent! I heerd
-Squire Brooks a-tellin' Orthaniel Stebbins so at the funeral. An' then,
-here's the house. There ain't no comfortabler one on Joneses' Hill, nor
-one that has more good furnitoor an' fixin's in it. Then there's Aunt
-Abigail's clo'es an' things. Why, ter my _sartain_ knowledge there's
-no less'n five real good dresses a-hangin' in the fore-chamber closet,
-ter say nothin' of the bureau full of under-clo'es an' beddin'." Jane
-did not think it necessary to explain by what means this "sartain
-knowledge" had been achieved, but continued: "There's a silk warp
-alpacky now, a-hangin' up there, why--it's e'en-a-most as good as new!
-The creases ain't out on't." (Unsophisticated Jane! not to know that
-the creases never _do_ go out of alpaca.) "I don't see what in the
-name o' sense ye're a-goin' ter dew with all them dresses. It'll take
-ye a life-time ter wear 'em out. If _I_ hed that silk warp alpacky
-now,"--she continued musingly, yet raising her voice so suddenly that
-Thirza started; "if _I_ hed that are dress, I should take out two of
-the back breadths for an over-skirt--yes--an' _gore_ the others!" This
-climax was delivered in triumphant tone. Then lowering her voice she
-continued, reflectively: "Aunt Abigail was jest about my build."
-
-Thirza caught the import of the last words.
-
-"Jane," said she, languidly, with an undertone of impatience in her
-voice (it was hard to be recalled from her pleasant wanderings by a
-silk warp alpaca!), "Jane, you can have it."
-
-"Wh--what d'ye say?" inquired Jane, incredulously.
-
-"I said you could have that dress; I don't want it," repeated Thirza.
-
-Jane sat a moment in silence before she trusted herself to speak. Her
-heart was beating with delight, but she would not allow the smallest
-evidence of joy or gratitude to escape in word or look.
-
-"Wall," she remarked, coolly, after a fitting pause, "ef you haint got
-no use for it, I might take it, I s'pose. Not that I'm put tew it for
-clo'es, but I allers did think a sight of Aunt Abigail----"
-
-Her remarks were interrupted by an exclamation from Thirza. The
-front gate opened with a squeak and closed with a rattle and bang,
-and the tall form of Orthaniel Stebbins was seen coming up the path.
-Orthaniel was a mature youth of thirty. For length and leanness of
-body, prominence of elbow and knee joints, size and knobbiness of
-extremities, and vacuity of expression, Orthaniel would have been hard
-to match. He was attired in a well-preserved black cloth suit, with
-all the usual accessories of a rustic toilet. His garments seemed to
-have been designed by his tailor for the utmost possible display of
-the joints above mentioned, and would have suggested the human form
-with equal clearness, if buttoned around one of the sprawling stumps
-which were so prominent a feature in the surrounding landscape. On
-this particular occasion there was an air of importance, almost of
-solemnity, about his person, which, added to a complacent simper, born
-of a sense of the delicate nature of his present errand, produced in
-his usually blank countenance something almost amounting to expression.
-
-At first sight of this not unfamiliar apparition, Thirza had
-incontinently fled, but Jane received the visitor with becoming
-impressiveness.
-
-"Good-evenin', Mr. Stebbins. Walk right into the fore-room," she
-remarked, throwing open the door of that apartment of state.
-
-"No need o' puttin' yourself out, marm; the settin'-room's good enough
-for me," graciously responded the gentleman.
-
-"Walk right in," repeated Jane, throwing open one shutter, and letting
-in a dim light upon the scene--a veritable chamber of horrors, with its
-hideous carpet, hair-cloth chairs and sofa, the nameless abominations
-on its walls, and its general air of protest against the spirit of
-beauty and all that goes to make up human comfort.
-
-Mr. Stebbins paused on the threshold. There was something unusually
-repellent about the room, a lingering funereal atmosphere, which
-reached even his dull senses. He would have infinitely preferred the
-sitting-room; but a latent sense of something in his errand which
-required the utmost dignity in his surroundings prevailed, and he
-therefore entered and seated himself on one of the prickly chairs,
-which creaked expostulatingly beneath him.
-
-"I--ahem! Is Miss Bradford in?"
-
-This question was, of course, a mere form,--a _ruse de guerre_, as
-it were,--and Mr. Stebbins chuckled inwardly over his remarkable
-diplomacy. He had seen Thirza at the window, and witnessed her sudden
-flight; but, so far from feeling affronted by the act, it had rather
-pleased him. It indicated maiden shyness, and he accepted it as a
-flattering tribute to his powers of fascination. "She's gone to fix up
-her hair, or somethin'," he reflected.
-
-When Jane came to summon her, she found Thirza sitting by the window of
-the fore-chamber, gazing thoughtfully out into the twilight again.
-
-"Thirzy!" whispered the spinster, as mysteriously as if Mr. Stebbins
-was within possible earshot, "Orthaniel Stebbins wants ter see yer. Go
-right down!"
-
-"Jane, I--sha'n't!" answered Thirza, shortly.
-
-Jane started, and opened her small gray eyes their very widest.
-
-"Wh-at?" she stammered.
-
-"I mean I don't want to go down," said Thirza, more politely. "I don't
-wish to see him."
-
-"Wall, if that don't beat the master!" exclaimed Jane, coming nearer.
-"Why, he's got on his Sunday clo'es! 'S likely 's not he's a-goin' ter
-propose ter ye!"
-
-"You had better send him away, then," said Thirza.
-
-"Ye don't mean to say ye wouldn't hev him!" gasped Jane, with a look of
-incredulous amazement which, catching Thirza's eye, caused her to burst
-into a laugh.
-
-"I suppose I must go down," she said at last, rising. "If I don't, I
-shall have all Jones' Hill down upon me. Oh dear!"
-
-Mr. Stebbins would have been surprised to see that she passed the
-mirror without even one glance.
-
-"Hadn't ye better take off yer apron, an' put on a pink bow, or
-somethin'?" suggested Jane; "ye look real plain."
-
-Thirza did not deign to reply, but walked indifferently away.
-
-"Wall!" ejaculated the bewildered spinster, "I hope I may never!" And
-then, being a person who believed in improving one's opportunities,
-she proceeded at once to a careful re-examination of the "silk-warp
-alpacky," which hung in straight, solemn folds from a nail in the
-closet; it had hung precisely the same upon Aunt Abigail's lathy form.
-
-Thirza went into the gloomy fore-room. It struck a chill to her heart,
-and she went straight past Mr. Stebbins, with merely a nod and a
-"good-evening," and threw open another shutter, before seating herself
-so far from him, and in such a position, that he could only see her
-face by an extraordinary muscular feat. Mr. Stebbins felt that his
-reception was not an encouraging one. He hemmed and hawed, and at last
-managed to utter:
-
-"Pleasant evenin', Miss Bradford."
-
-"Very," responded Thirza. It was particularly cold and disagreeable
-outside, even for a New England April.
-
-"I guess we kin begin plantin' by next week," continued the gentleman.
-
-"Do you really think so?" responded Thirza, in an absent sort of way.
-
-It was not much; but it was a question, and in so far helped on the
-conversation. Mr. Stebbins was re-assured.
-
-"Yes," he resumed, in an animated manner, "I actooally dew! Ye see,
-Miss Bradford, ye haint said nothin' tew me about the farm, so I
-thought I'd come 'roun' an' find out what yer plans is."
-
-"I haven't made any," said Thirza, as he paused.
-
-"Oh--ye haint? Well, ye know I've been a-workin' on't on shares fur
-yer aunt Abigail, goin' on five year, an' I'm ready ter dew the same
-fur _you_; that is----" and here Mr. Stebbins hitched a little nearer,
-while a smile, which displayed not only all his teeth, but no little
-gum as well, spread itself over his bucolic features, "that is, if we
-can't make no other arrangements more pleasin'."
-
-There was no mistaking his intentions now; they spoke from every
-feature of his shrewdly smiling countenance, from his agitated knees
-and elbows, and from the uneasy hands and feet which seemed struggling
-to detach themselves from their lank continuations and abscond then and
-there.
-
-Thirza looked her wooer calmly in the face. Her imperturbability
-embarrassed but did not dishearten him.
-
-"Thar ain't no use in foolin' round the stump!" he continued. "I
-might jest as well come out with it, plain an' squar! I'm ready an'
-willin' to take the _hull_ farm off yer hands if you're agreeable. You
-jest marry me, Thirzy, an' that settles the hull question slick as a
-whistle!" and Mr. Stebbins settled back in his chair with a look as if
-he had just elucidated a long-mooted problem in social science.
-
-Thirza rose: there was a little red spot on each cheek, and an unwonted
-sparkle in her soft eyes; but her manner was otherwise unruffled as she
-answered:
-
-"You are really very kind, Mr. Stebbins, but I think I shall find some
-other way out of the dilemma. I couldn't think of troubling _you_."
-
-"Oh----" he stammered, "'tain't--no trouble--at all!"
-
-But Thirza was gone.
-
-For a moment Mr. Stebbins doubted his identity. He stared blankly
-at the open door awhile, and then his eyes wandered vacantly over
-the carpet and wall, finally coming to rest upon the toes of his
-substantial boots. He sat for some time thus, repeating Thirza's words
-as nearly as he could recall them, endeavoring to extract the pith
-of meaning from the surrounding fibres of polite language. Had she
-actually refused him? Mr. Stebbins, by a long and circuitous mental
-process, arrived at length at the conclusion that she _had_, and
-accordingly rose, walked out of the front door and down the narrow
-path, in a state of mind best known to rejected suitors. As he closed
-the gate he cast one sheepish look toward the house.
-
-"I'll be darned!" he muttered, "I'll be darned if I hain't got
-the mitten!" and, discomfited and sore, the Adonis of Jones' Hill
-disappeared in the evening shadows.
-
-Jane was watching his departure from behind the curtain of the
-sitting-room window. In all probability her gentle bosom had never been
-the scene of such a struggle as was now going on beneath the chaste
-folds of her striped calico gown. She could not doubt the object of Mr.
-Stebbins's visit, nor its obvious result. Astonishment, incredulity,
-curiosity, in turn possessed her.
-
-"Waal!" she soliloquized, as the curtain fell from her trembling
-fingers, "the way some folks fly in the face of Providence doos beat
-the master!"
-
-Thirza, too, had observed her suitor as he strode away, with an
-expression of scorn upon her face which finally gave way to one of
-amusement, ending in a laugh--a curious hysterical laugh. A moment
-later she had thrown herself upon the bed, and Jane, who in a state of
-curiosity bordering on asphyxia, came up to the door soon after, heard
-a sound of sobbing, and considerately went away.
-
-Thirza had her cry out; every woman knows what that means, and knows,
-too, the mingled sense of relief and exhaustion which follows. It was
-fully an hour later when she arose and groped her way down into the
-sitting-room where Jane sat knitting zealously by the light of a small
-lamp. That person's internal struggles commenced afresh, and a feeling
-of indignation quite comprehensible burnt in her much-vexed bosom as
-Thirza, after lighting another lamp, bade her "good-night," and went
-out of the room, leaving her cravings for fuller information unassuaged.
-
-Once more in her room, Thirza seated herself before the glass and began
-to loosen the heavy dark braids of her hair. Upon the bureau lay an
-open letter, and leaving the soft tresses half undone, she took it up
-and re-read it. When she had finished she let it fall upon her lap
-and fell to thinking. The letter was from her cousin Sue, and bore a
-foreign post-mark, and from thinking over its contents Thirza fell into
-reflections upon the diversity of human fate, particularly her own and
-Sue's. They had commenced life under very similar circumstances. Both
-had been born about the same time, and in the town of Millburn. Both
-were "only" children, the fathers of both were mechanics of the better
-class, and the girls were closely associated up to their fourteenth
-year, as play-fellows and school-mates. Sue was an ordinary sort of
-a girl, with a rather pretty blonde face; Thirza, a bright, original
-creature, with a mobile, dark face, which almost every one turned to
-take a second look at; a girl who, with a book, almost any book, became
-oblivious of all else. Her father was a man of more than ordinary
-intelligence, of a dreamy, speculative turn of mind, and subject to
-periods of intense depression. When she was about fourteen years old,
-Thirza went one evening to the barn to call her father to supper.
-Receiving no answer to her call, she entered, and there, in a dim
-corner, she saw _something_ suspended from a beam,--something she could
-never efface from her memory. A shaft of sunlight full of dancing motes
-fell athwart the distorted face, whose smile she must now forever miss,
-and across the rigid hands which would never again stroke her hair
-in the old fond, proud way. In that moment the child became a woman.
-She went to the nearest neighbor, and without scream or sob told what
-she had seen--then she went to her mother. Soon after, the young girl
-whose school-life was thus early ended took her place at a loom in one
-of the great cotton-mills, and there she remained for more than ten
-years, the sole support and comfort of her weak, complaining mother,
-who from the dreadful day that made her a widow, sank into hopeless
-invalidism. One year previously to the commencement of this story she
-had been laid to rest. In the meantime Sue had grown up, and married a
-"smart fellow," who after a few years of successful business life in
-New York, had been sent by some great firm to take charge of a branch
-establishment in Paris.
-
-Thirza was thinking of these things now, as she sat with Sue's gossipy
-letter on her lap--thinking of them wearily, and even with some
-bitterness. It seemed to her hard and strange that Sue should have
-everything, and she only her lonely, toilsome life, and her dreams.
-These indeed remained; no one could forbid them to her--no amount of
-toil and constant contact with sordid natures could despoil her of her
-one priceless treasure, the power to live, in imagination, brief but
-exquisite phases of existence which no one around her ever suspected.
-Books furnished the innocent hasheesh, which transported her out of the
-stale atmosphere of her boarding-house into realms of ever new delight.
-
-But to-night she could not dream. The interview with Mr. Stebbins had
-been a rude shock, a bitter humiliation to her. She had held herself
-so proudly aloof from the men of her acquaintance that none had ever
-before ventured to cross the fine line of reserve she had drawn about
-her; and now, this uncouth, mercenary clown had dared pull down the
-barrier, and trample under foot the delicate flowers of sentiment she
-had cherished with such secrecy and care. Her first wooer! Not thus, in
-the idle dreams which come to every maiden's heart, had Thirza pictured
-him. That other rose before her now, and strangely enough, it took on
-the semblance, as it often had of late, of one she had almost daily
-seen--a handsome face, a true and good one, too; and yet the hot blood
-surged into her cheeks, and she tried to banish the image from her
-mind. It would not go at her bidding, however, and, as if to hide from
-her own eyes in the darkness, Thirza arose and put out the light.
-
-There was no time for dreaming after this, for the question of her
-inheritance must be settled. So, after a day or two of reflection,
-Thirza drove into town and held a long consultation with Squire Brooks,
-the result of which was that the farm was announced for sale. It was
-not long before a purchaser appeared, and in due course of time Thirza
-found herself, for the first time in her life, in possession of a
-bank-book!
-
-She returned to her place in the mill, notwithstanding, and was
-secretly edified in observing the effect which her re-appearance
-produced upon the operatives. The women watched her askance, curiously
-and enviously, indulging in furtive remarks upon her unchanged
-appearance. As an heiress something had evidently been expected of
-her in the way of increased elegance in dress, and its non-appearance
-excited comment. On the part of the men there was a slight increase
-of respect in their mode of salutation, and in one or two instances,
-an endeavor to cultivate a nearer acquaintance, an endeavor, it is
-needless to say, without success.
-
-But if there was no outer change in Thirza, there was an inner change
-going on, which became at length a feverish restlessness, which
-disturbed her night and day. She found herself continually taking down
-from her shelves certain fascinating books, treating of foreign scenes
-and people; reading and re-reading them, and laying them aside with
-strange reluctance. Then she fell into a habit of taking her little
-bank-book, and figuring assiduously upon the covers. Three thousand
-dollars! Enough, she bitterly reflected, to keep her from the almshouse
-when her hands became too feeble to tend the loom, but a paltry sum,
-after all! Many persons, even in Millburn, spent far more than that
-yearly.
-
-All at once a thought flashed upon her, a thought which took away her
-breath and set her brain to whirling. And yet it was not an absolutely
-new thought. It had haunted her under various disguises from the
-moment when Jane Withers, by a few words, had transmuted the barren
-pastures and piney woods of her farm into actual dollars; and now,
-after hovering about all this time, it had found a moment,--when some
-fascinating book had thrown her off her guard,--to spring upon and
-overpower her. For a moment she was stunned and overwhelmed--then she
-calmly closed the little bank-book, and said: "I will do it!"
-
-In one week the whole town knew that Thirza Bradford was going to
-travel, and all former discussions of her affairs sank into nothing
-in comparison with the importance they now assumed. Among her
-immediate acquaintances there was considerable excitement, and their
-opinions were freely, if not elegantly, expressed. The men, almost
-without exception, pronounced her "a fool," as did the elder women,
-whose illusions, if they had ever entertained any, had long since
-been dispelled. But among the younger women there was a more or
-less repressed feeling of sympathy, amounting to envy. Poor girls!
-they, too, no doubt, indulged in secret longings which their prosaic
-work-a-day world failed to satisfy; and doubtless those who had
-themselves "aunt Abigails," or any other "expectations" of a like
-nature, were led into wild and wicked speculations upon the tenure
-of human life, for which, it is to be hoped, Thirza will not be held
-accountable.
-
-It is the fashion of the day to ascribe our more objectionable
-peculiarities and predilections to "hereditary taint," and there is
-something so comforting and satisfactory in this theory, that it has
-attracted many adherents not otherwise of a scientific turn of mind.
-Millburn was not scientific; but even Millburn fell into the same way
-of theorizing.
-
-"Bill Bradford," said public opinion, "was an oneasy sort of a chap,--a
-half crazy, extravagant critter,--and Thirzy is a chip o' the old
-block."
-
-When the news reached Jones' Hill,--which it shortly did by the
-never-failing means of Jane Withers, who was accommodatingly helping
-Orthaniel's mother through a course of "soap-bilin',"--the comments
-were severe. Orthaniel received the tidings as he was about starting
-for the cow-yard, with a milk-pail in each hand. He listened, with
-fallen jaw, unto the bitter end. Then, giving his blue overalls an
-expressive hitch, he remarked ungallantly:
-
-"That gal hain't got no more sense 'n a yaller dog!"--and he, at least,
-may be pardoned for so thinking.
-
-As for Thirza, her decision once made, she troubled herself little
-about the "speech of people." From the moment when she had closed
-her little bank-book with the words "I will do it," she became, not
-another woman, but her real self. She went serenely about her simple
-preparations for her departure in a state of quiet exultation which
-lent a new charm to her dark face and a new grace to her step.
-
-Squire Brooks arranged her money affairs for her,--not without
-remonstrance, however. It seemed to the close-fisted, elderly man
-a wild and wanton thing to do; but there was something in the
-half-repressed enthusiasm of the girl which caused the wise, prudential
-words to die upon his lips. When she left his office, on the evening
-before her departure, he watched the light-stepping figure out of
-sight, and then walked up to the dingy office mirror and surveyed his
-wrinkled visage on all sides. Carefully brushing up the sparse gray
-locks which had been ordered to the front, as it were, to fill the gaps
-created by Time's onslaughts, he shook his head deprecatingly, and with
-a sigh walked away from the glass, humming softly "Mary of Argyle."
-
-As Thirza, absorbed in thought, turned into the long, shaded street
-which led down to her boarding-house, she was startled out of her
-reverie by the sound of her own name, pronounced in a friendly tone.
-Looking up, she saw a gentleman approaching. Her heart gave a quick
-leap as she recognized Warren Madison, son of the richest manufacturer
-of Millburn. He was no recent acquaintance. In her school days, when
-social distinctions weighed but little, there had been a childish
-intimacy and fondness between them. Time and separation, and the
-wide difference in their position,--which she, at least, felt most
-keenly,--had estranged them. Since the young man's return, after years
-of study and travel, to become his father's partner, she had met him
-very often, both in the mill and outside of it, and he had constantly
-shown a disposition to renew their former friendship. But poor, proud
-Thirza had rejected all his advances. Even now, although her cheeks
-tingled and her hands trembled nervously, she would have passed him
-with a simple nod; but somehow, before she realized it, young Madison
-had secured her hand and a smile, too; and, to her surprise, she found
-herself walking by his side, talking with something of the familiarity
-of the old school days.
-
-"I have been absent for some time, and only heard to-day that you are
-going away," he said.
-
-"Yes," responded Thirza. "I am going away--to Europe."
-
-"To seek your fortune?" said he, with a smile.
-
-"No--to spend it," said Thirza, in the same manner. "I suppose that
-you, like Parson Smythers and the rest of Millburn, consider it an
-'ex_try-or_dinary proceeding,'"--this with a fair imitation of the
-reverend gentleman's peculiar drawl.
-
-Madison smiled.
-
-"Don't count me among your judges, I beg of you, Thirza," he responded,
-more gravely. "Perhaps I understand you better than you think."
-
-She glanced quickly up into his face,--a handsome face, frank and noble
-in its expression.
-
-"Understand me?" she repeated; "I don't think any one understands me.
-Not that they are to blame--I am hardly worth the trouble, I suppose. I
-know," she continued, moved by an impulse to unburden her heart to some
-one, "I know that people are discussing and condemning me, and it does
-not trouble me at all to know it; but I don't mind saying this much
-_to you_." She caught the last two words back between her lips, but
-not before they had reached the young man's ears. He glanced quickly
-into her downcast face, with a look full of eager questioning; but this
-Thirza did not see, for she had turned her eyes away in confusion. "You
-know what my life has been," she went on impetuously. "I have never
-had any youth. Ever since I was a child, I have toiled to keep body
-and soul together. I have succeeded in feeding the one; but the other
-has starved. I have weighed everything in the balance. I am all alone
-in the world--all I had to live for is--up there." She pointed over
-her shoulder toward the old burying-ground. "I may be foolish,--even
-selfish and wicked,--but I can't help it! I am going to leave
-everything behind me, all the work and all the worry, and give myself a
-holiday. For one whole year I am going to _live_--really _live_! After
-that, I can bear the old life better--perhaps!"
-
-The girl was almost beautiful as she spoke, with the soft fire in her
-eyes and her cheeks aglow. Her voice was sweet and full, and vibrated
-like a harp-string. The young man beside her did not look at her. He
-walked steadily forward, gazing straight down into the dusty road, and
-striking out almost savagely with his cane at the innocent heads of the
-white clover which crowded up to the road-side.
-
-"I think I know how you feel," he said, after a while. "Why, do you
-know, I have often had such thoughts myself. Better one year of real
-life, as you say, than a century of dull routine!"
-
-By this time they had reached the door of Thirza's boarding-house.
-There were faces at almost every window of the much-windowed
-establishment, to say nothing of those of the neighboring houses; but
-neither Thirza nor her companion was aware of this.
-
-They stood on the steps a moment in silence; then he held out his hand.
-As she placed her own within it, she felt it tremble. Their eyes met,
-too, with a swift recognition, and a sharp, sweet pain went through her
-heart. She forced herself to turn her eyes away, and to say quietly:
-
-"Good-evening and good-bye, Mr. Madison."
-
-The young man dropped her hand and drew a quick breath.
-
-"Good-bye, Thirza," he said; "may you find it all that you anticipate.
-Good-bye."
-
-And the score or more pairs of inquisitive eyes at the surrounding
-windows saw young Mr. Madison walk calmly away, and Miss Bradford, with
-equal calmness, enter her boarding-house.
-
-The next morning Thirza went away, and, the nine days' wonder being
-over, she was dropped almost as completely out of the thoughts and
-conversation of the people of Millburn as if she had never existed.
-
-We will not accompany her on her travels. There was a time when
-we might have done so; but alas, for the story-writer of to-day!
-Picture-galleries, palaces, and châlets, noble, peasant, and brigand,
-gondolas, volcanoes, and glaciers,--all are as common and familiar to
-the reader of the period as bonbons. It is enough to say that Thirza
-wandered now in reality, as she had so often in fancy, through the
-storied scenes which had so charmed her imagination; often doubting if
-it were indeed herself, or if what she saw were not the baseless fabric
-of a vision, which the clanging of the factory bell might demolish at
-any moment.
-
-Sue's astonishment when Thirza, after two months in England and
-Scotland, walked one day into her apartment in Paris, quite
-unannounced, can be imagined. She wondered and conjectured, but, as her
-unexpected guest was neither awkward nor badly dressed, accepted the
-situation gracefully, and ended by really enjoying it. After delightful
-Paris days, came Italy, Germany, and Switzerland, and then more of
-Paris, and at last came a time when inexorable figures showed Thirza
-plainly that she must think of returning to America.
-
-"Thirza," protested Sue, "you really _mustn't_ go."
-
-For answer Thirza held up to view a travel-stained porte-monnaie.
-
-"Perhaps we can arrange it somehow," persisted her cousin, vaguely.
-"You might take a situation as governess, you know;" these words were
-uttered doubtfully, and with a deprecating glance at the face opposite.
-
-"Thank you!" responded Thirza. "I don't feel a call in that direction.
-I think, on the whole, I'd prefer weaving cotton."
-
-"You'll find it unendurable!" groaned Sue.
-
-"Well, _que voulez-vous_?" responded her cousin, lightly; a quick ear
-would have noted the slight tremor in her voice. "I have had a glorious
-holiday."
-
-"But the going back will be simply dreadful," persisted Sue. "I wish I
-were rich--then you shouldn't go!"
-
-"I hardly think that would make any difference, my dear cousin. I don't
-think I am eminently fitted to become a parasite," laughed Thirza.
-
-"Do you know what you _are_ eminently fitted for?" cried Sue,
-energetically.
-
-"Sue!" cried Thirza, warningly.
-
-"I don't care," Sue continued, daringly; "you are so set on going back
-to America that I half suspect----"
-
-"Don't, Sue, please!" interrupted Thirza, with such evident signs of
-genuine displeasure, that Sue, who stood somewhat in awe of her cousin,
-ceased to banter, mentally vowing that she was "the queerest girl she
-had ever met with."
-
-Thirza arose and went out into the flower-adorned balcony. She sought
-distraction, but somehow the surging, chattering crowd in the street
-below, the brilliant illumination, the far-off strains of music, did
-not bring her what she sought.
-
-"If only Sue wouldn't!" she reflected, and then, between her and the
-sea of heads, and the lights and the flowers rose a face--the face
-that had troubled her meditations on Jones' Hill, that had followed
-her in all her wanderings, the noble face, with its blue eyes bent
-upon her so earnestly, so eloquently. Had she read aright, even if too
-late, the meaning of those eyes as they met hers at parting? The same
-sweet, sharp pain that was not all pain, shot through her heart, and a
-consciousness of something blindly missed, something perversely thrown
-away, came over her. Sighing, she arose, and in response to Sue's call,
-went in and dressed for a gay party, in which, in her present mood, she
-felt neither pleasure nor interest. "If people here knew what a pitiful
-fraud I am--what a despicable part I am acting!" she said to herself,
-as, well-dressed and handsome, she entered the brilliant _salon_.
-
-It was all over in a few days, and Thirza was sailing homeward as fast
-as wind and wave and steam could carry her. The year that had passed
-had brought little outward change in the girl. She looked fairer and
-fresher, perhaps, and certain little rusticities of dress and speech
-and manner had disappeared--worn off, as had the marks of toil from
-the palms of her slender hands. But to all intents and purposes, the
-tall figure in its close-fitting brown suit, which during the homeward
-voyage sat for the most part in the vessel's stern, gazing back over
-the foaming path, was the same which had watched a year before with
-equal steadiness from the steamer's bow. The very same, and yet--the
-girl often wondered if she were indeed the same, and lost herself in
-speculations as to how the old life at Millburn would seem to her now.
-She recalled with inflexible accuracy the details of her existence
-there, and tried to look her future undauntedly in the face. But all
-her philosophy failed her when in imagination she found herself upon
-the threshold of the old mill. There, indeed, she faltered weakly, and
-turned back.
-
-When at last, one evening in June, she stepped out of the train at the
-little station of Millburn, a crowd of bitter thoughts came rushing
-upon her, as if they had been lying in wait there to welcome her.
-She had informed no one of her coming, and it was not strange that
-no friendly face greeted her, and yet, as she pursued her way alone
-through the silent, unlighted streets, her heart grew faint within her.
-How poor and meagre everything seemed! The unpaved streets, the plank
-sidewalks, the wooden houses, and yonder, across the river, the great
-mills, looming grim and shapeless through the dusk! The long, glorious
-holiday was over--there lay her future.
-
-Weary and sick at heart she entered her boarding-house. The old
-familiar aroma saluted her, the hard-featured landlady welcomed her
-with a feeble smile, the unwashed children with noisy demonstrations.
-
-Her room was at her disposal, and under the plea of fatigue she kept
-out of sight the whole of the succeeding day, which happened to be
-Sunday. She lay the greater part of the day upon the old lounge,
-looking round upon the well-known furnishings with a weary gaze. How
-small and shabby the room, how hideous the wall paper, how mean and
-prosaic everything, and the very canaries in their cage had forgotten
-her, and screamed shrilly at her approach!
-
-That was a long day--the longest of her life, she thought. But the girl
-was made of good stuff; she made a brave fight, and this time came off
-conqueror. When Monday morning came, she arose and dressed herself in
-the old gray working suit, smiling back encouragement to her reflection
-in the glass as if it had been that of another person. There was no
-use in putting off the evil day, she said to herself, it would only
-make it harder; and so, when the great bells clanged out their harsh
-summons, she went out into the beautiful June morning, joined the crowd
-which streamed across the bridge, and before the last brazen tone had
-died away, preliminaries were arranged, and Thirza was in her old place
-again.
-
-All through the long summer days Thirza labored on at the old work,
-with aching limbs and throbbing pulses. The unceasing din and jar,
-the invisible flying filaments, the hot, oily atmosphere, the coarse
-chatter of the operatives, wearied and sickened her as never before.
-Every evening she left the mill with a slower step; deep lines began
-to show themselves in her face, heavy shadows to settle beneath her
-dark, sad eyes. Poor girl! it was all so much harder than she had
-anticipated. The latent forces in her nature, which, through all
-those years of toil, had never been called into action, were now,
-since her plunge into another phase of life, fully aroused, and
-asserted themselves in ceaseless clamor against surroundings. Besides
-this,--smother it, fight it, ignore it, as she might,--she was living
-in a state of tremulous expectancy. Again and again her heart had
-leaped at the sight of a figure in the distance, only to sink again
-into a dull throb of disappointment.
-
-The fourth Sunday after her return, Thirza went to church for the first
-time. It was early when she arrived and people were just beginning to
-assemble. Many greeted her warmly and proffered her a seat, but she
-refused all, taking one far back, and at one side where she could see
-all who entered. The seats gradually filled, but it was not until the
-last strains of the voluntary were dying away that Madison, senior, the
-great manufacturer, and his large complacent-looking wife came in, and
-with an air of filling the whole edifice, marched down to their pew in
-the front row. The music ceased. There was a rustling of silk which was
-audible in every part of the little church, and Warren Madison entered,
-accompanied by a stately blonde girl, elegantly attired. Queen-like
-she swept along, and Thirza saw, as if in a dream, the smile which
-she bestowed upon her escort as he stood aside to allow her to enter
-the pew, and she saw also his face, looking handsomer and manlier
-than ever. Then they were seated, and only the backs of their heads
-were visible. Thirza's heart stood still for a moment, and then began
-beating so wildly that she almost feared those around her might hear
-it. She went through mechanically with the simple forms the service
-required. She even tried to follow the thread of the Rev. Mr. Smyther's
-labored discourse, but there, between her and the pulpit, were the
-nodding white plumes and the yellow braid, and the brown shapely head
-and broad shoulders, and oh! so near together! Interminable as the
-service seemed, it came to an end at last, and before the amen of the
-benediction had died upon the air, Thirza was in the street, hastening
-homeward.
-
-The next day she stood at her loom, listlessly watching the shifting
-cloud-pictures in the midsummer sky, the glittering river, and the
-distant meadows and woods, and wishing herself away from the noise and
-the close air, and alone in some deep nook, where she could hide her
-face and think. A loud, confused mingling of voices, among which a
-high-pitched, girlish one was most conspicuous, rose above the clatter
-of the machinery, and drew her attention. She turned involuntarily
-toward the sound, and as quickly back again. That one glance had
-sufficed to show her Warren Madison, escorting a party of ladies
-through the mill. The blonde girl was there, looking, in her white
-dress, like a freshly-gathered lily. The party passed near her. She
-heard young Madison's voice warning the ladies to keep their draperies
-from the machinery; she heard the girlish voice in laughing answer,
-and, as they passed by, the same voice exclaiming, "Why, Warren, what
-a nice girl, for a mill-girl! The dark one, I mean, by the window."
-Then there came a little whiff of violet perfume, and they had gone--he
-had gone! And, even in the midst of her humiliation and anger and
-self-pity, she could not but be thankful that he had thus passed her
-by, without a word. She could not have borne it--there.
-
-The machinery roared and clattered and groaned, the air grew closer and
-hotter, the silvery clouds grew denser and blacker, and little puffs
-of wind blew in and fanned her feverish temples; and at last the bell
-sounded, and she could go. Away! no matter where, so that she were out
-of sight of everything and everybody, so that she could be alone with
-her own torn, wrathful, tortured soul. Straight through the town she
-went, up the hill beyond, and into the old burying-ground, where her
-parents rested. It was the only place, alas! where she was sure of
-being left alone; for there is no place so given over to loneliness
-and solitude as a country grave-yard. Here, among the quiet sleepers,
-where the grass and brier-roses grew rank and tall, and undisturbed,
-except now and then to make room for a new-comer,--here she dared
-look herself in the face. And oh, the shame and scorn and loathing
-which that self-inspection produced! She threw herself down by the
-graves,--her graves,--and buried her face upon her arms. She lay
-there until shadows gathered about her, so still that the small brown
-sparrows hopped fearlessly across the folds of her dress and nestled
-in the grass beside her. At last she started up, and pressed her hands
-against her temples.
-
-"I cannot bear it!" she cried aloud. "I thought I could; but I cannot!
-I must leave this place--this hateful, dreadful place----"
-
-Was there a footstep near her in the dry grass, and was some one
-standing there in the dusk? She sprang to her feet and would have fled;
-but the figure came rapidly toward her. It was Warren Madison.
-
-"You must pardon my following you, Thirza," he said. "I went to the
-house, and they told me you had come up this way. I came after you,
-because I have something I must say to you."
-
-It was light enough for Thirza to see that he was very pale, and that
-his eyes were fixed eagerly upon her face. Trembling, bewildered, she
-made another attempt to pass him; but he seized her wrist and detained
-her.
-
-"Thirza," he cried, "do not run away from me until you have heard what
-I have to say. Let me look in your face, and see if I can find what I
-thought I saw there when we parted that evening, more than a year ago."
-
-He drew her toward him, and compelled her to meet his gaze. She tried
-to meet it with coldness and scorn; but she was weak and unnerved, and
-there was such pleading tenderness in his voice! She trembled, and
-sought feebly to withdraw her hand.
-
-"Thirza, won't you listen? I love you! I have loved you so long--I
-never knew it until you went away; I never knew how much until I saw
-you to-day. I did not even know you had returned. Oh, Thirza, I could
-not have spoken a word to you before those people for worlds; but how I
-longed to snatch you up in my arms! If you had only looked at me, proud
-little statue in a gray dress!"
-
-He compelled her to turn her face toward him.
-
-"Thirza, was I mistaken? No, I was not!" and his voice was full of
-exultation. "I see the same look in your eyes again. You love me, my
-darling! There!" he cried, releasing her hands, "proud, cruel little
-woman, go! Leave me! Run away from me! I do not keep you; but, Thirza,
-you are mine, for all that!"
-
-Hardly conscious of herself, Thirza stood before him, making no use of
-her liberty.
-
-"Come, Thirza," said the shaking, passionate voice, "leave all the work
-and all the worry--your own words, darling; how often I have thought of
-them! Leave it all behind, and come here, to me!"
-
-The clouds had parted, and the stars flamed out, one after another;
-and, as they were going home together through the starlight, the young
-man said:
-
-"And did you live the 'real life' you anticipated, Thirza?"
-
-She raised her shining face to his.
-
-"It has just begun," she said.
-
-
-
-
- MOLLY.
-
-
-A small clearing on a hillside, sloping up from the little-traversed
-mountain-road to the forest, upon whose edge, in the midst of stunted
-oaks and scraggy pines stood a rude cabin, such as one comes upon here
-and there in the remote wilds of West Virginia. The sun, pausing just
-above the sharp summit of Pinnacle Mountain, threw slant rays across
-the rugged landscape, which spring was touching up with a thousand
-soft tints. A great swelling expanse of green, broken at intervals by
-frowning ledges, rolled off to the low-lying purple mountain ranges,
-whose summits still swam in sunset light, while their bases were lost
-in deepest shadow. Over all, a universal hush, the hush which thrills
-one with a sense of utter isolation and loneliness.
-
-The man and woman who were seated before the cabin door hardly
-perceived these things. What their eyes saw, doubtless, was the fair
-promise of the corn-field which stretched along the road for some
-distance, the white cow with her spotted calf, and the litter of lively
-pigs which occupied inclosures near the cabin, and--the tiny baby, who
-lay, blinking and clutching at nothing, across the woman's lap. She
-was looking down upon the child with a smile upon her face. It was a
-young and handsome face, but there were shadows in the dark eyes and
-around the drooping lids, which the smile could not chase away--traces
-of intense suffering, strange to see in a face so young.
-
-The man, a young and stalwart fellow, shaggy of hair and long of limb,
-had placed himself upon a log which lay beside the door-step, and was
-lost in contemplation of the small atom of embryo manhood upon which
-his deep-set blue eyes were fixed. He had been grappling for three
-weeks with the overpowering fact of this child's existence, and had
-hardly compassed it yet.
-
-"Lord! Molly," he exclaimed, his face broadening into a smile, "jess
-look at him now! Look at them thar eyes! People says as babies don't
-know nuthin'. Durned ef thet thar young un don't look knowin'er 'n old
-Jedge Wessminster hisself. Why, I'm mos' afeared on him sometimes, the
-way he eyes me, ez cunnin' like, ez much ez ter say 'I'm hyar, dad, an'
-I'm agoin' ter stay, an' you's jess got ter knuckle right down tew it,
-dad!' Lord! look at thet thar now!" And the happy sire took one of the
-baby's small wrinkled paws and laid it across the horny palm of his own
-big left hand.
-
-"Jess look, Molly! Now you ain't agoin' to tell me ez thet thar hand is
-ever agoin' to handle a ax or a gun, or--or--" pausing for a climax,
-"sling down a glass o' whiskey? 'Tain't possible!"
-
-At this juncture, an inquisitive fly lit upon the small eminence in
-the centre of the child's visage destined to do duty as a nose. Hardly
-had the venturesome insect settled when, without moving a muscle of
-his solemn countenance, that astonishing infant, with one erratic,
-back-handed gesture, brushed him away. The enraptured father burst into
-a roar of laughter.
-
-"I tole ye so, Molly! I tole ye so! Babies is jess a-puttin' on. They
-knows a heap more'n they gits credit fur, you bet!"
-
-Something like a smile here distended the child's uncertain mouth,
-and something which might be construed into a wink contracted for an
-instant his small right eye, whereupon the ecstatic father made the
-welkin ring with loud haw-haws of appreciative mirth.
-
-Molly laughed too, this time.
-
-"What a man you are, Sandy! I'm glad you feel so happy, though,"
-she continued, softly, while a flush rose to her cheek and quickly
-subsided. "I ain't been much comp'ny for ye, but I reckon it'll
-be different now. Since baby come I feel better, every way, an' I
-reckon----"
-
-She stopped abruptly and bent low over the child.
-
-Sandy had ceased his contemplation of the boy, and had listened to
-his wife's words with a look of incredulous delight upon his rough but
-not uncomely face. It was evidently a new thing for her to speak so
-plainly, and her husband was not unmindful of the effort it must have
-cost her, nor ungrateful for the result.
-
-"Don't say no more about it, Molly," he responded, in evident
-embarrassment. "Them days is past an' gone an' furgotten. Leastways,
-_I_ ain't agoin' to think no more about 'em. Women is women, an' hez
-ter be 'lowed fur. I don't know ez 'twas more'n I cud expect; you
-a-bein' so porely, an' the old folks a-dyin', an' you a-takin' on it
-so hard. I don't go fur ter say ez I ain't been outed more'n wunst,
-but thet's over'n gone; an' now, Molly," he continued cheerfully,
-"things is a-lookin' up. Ez soon ez you're strong ag'in, I reckon
-ye'll be all right. The little un'll keep ye from gittin' lonesome an'
-down-sperited; now won't he, Molly?"
-
-"Yes, Sandy," said the woman earnestly, "I begin to feel as if I could
-be happy--happier than I ever thought of bein'. I'm goin' to begin a
-new life, Sandy. I'm goin' to be a better wife to ye than--I _have_
-been."
-
-Her voice trembled, and she stopped suddenly again, turning her face
-away.
-
-She was a strangely beautiful creature to be the wife of this brawny
-mountaineer. There was a softness in her voice in striking contrast
-to his own rough tones, and although the mountain accent was plainly
-observable, it was greatly modified. He, himself, ignorant and
-unsophisticated, full of the half-savage impulses and rude virtues of
-the region, was quite conscious of the incongruity, and regarded his
-wife with something of awe mingled with his undemonstrative but ardent
-passion. He sat thus looking at her now, in a kind of adoring wonder.
-
-"Waal!" he exclaimed at last, "blest ef I kin see how I ever spunked
-up enough fur ter ax ye, anyhow! Ye see, Molly, I'd allers liked
-ye--allers; long afore ye ever thought o' goin' down to Richmon'."
-
-The woman moved uneasily, and turned her eyes away from his eager face;
-but Sandy failed to notice this, and went on, with increasing ardor:
-
-"After ye'd gone I missed ye powerful! I used ter go over the mounting
-ter ax after ye whenever I cud git away, an' when they tole me how ye
-war enjoyin' yerself down thar, a-arnin' heaps o' money an' livin' so
-fine, it mos' set me wild. I war _allers_ expectin' ter hear ez how
-ye'd got merried, an' I kep' a-tellin' myself 'twa'n't no use; but the
-more I tole myself, the wuss I got. An' when you come home, Molly,
-a-lookin' so white an' mizzable like, an' everybody said ye'd die,
-it--why, it most killed me out, Molly, 'deed it did, I sw'ar!"
-
-Sandy did not often speak of those days of his probation; but, finding
-Molly in a softened mood,--Molly, who had always been so cold and
-reticent, so full of moods and fancies,--he felt emboldened to proceed.
-
-"Lord, Molly, I didn't hev no rest night _nor_ day! Bob'll tell ye
-how I hung around, an' hung around; an' when ye got a little better
-an' come out, a-lookin' so white an' peakčd, I war all of a trimble.
-I don't know now how I ever up an' axed ye. I reckon I never _would_
-a-done it ef it hadn't been fur Bob. He put me up tew it. Sez Bob,
-'Marm's afeard as Molly'll go back to Richmon' ag'in,' an' that war
-more'n I _could_ stand; an' so I axed ye, Molly."
-
-Sandy's face was not one adapted to the expression of tender emotion,
-but there was a perceptible mellowing of the irregular features and
-rough voice as he went on.
-
-"I axed ye, Molly, and ye said 'Yes'; an' I ain't never hed no call to
-be sorry ez I axed ye, an' I hope you ain't, nuther--say, Molly?" and
-the great hand was laid tenderly on her arm.
-
-"No, Sandy," said she, "I ain't had no call to be sorry. You've been
-good to me; a heap better'n I have been to you."
-
-Truly, Molly _was_ softening. Sandy could hardly credit his own
-happiness. He ran his fingers through the tawny fringe of his beard
-awhile before he answered.
-
-"Thet's all right, Molly. I laid out to be good to ye, an' I've tried
-to be. Say, Molly," he continued, with a kind of pleading earnestness
-in his voice, "ye've done hankerin' arter the city, ain't ye? Kind o'
-gittin' used to the mountings ag'in, ain't ye, Molly?"
-
-It was quite dark on the little hillside now, and Molly could turn her
-face boldly toward her husband.
-
-"What makes ye keep a-harpin' on that, Sandy? I ain't hankered after
-the city--not for a long time," and a slight shudder ran over her.
-"Just put that idea out of your head, Sandy. Nothin' could ever tempt
-_me_ to go to the city again. I _hate_ it!"
-
-She spoke with fierce emphasis, and rose to go in. Sandy, somewhat
-puzzled by her manner, but re-assured by her words, heaved a sigh and
-rose also.
-
-The stars were out, and from a little patch of swamp at the foot
-of the hill came the shrill piping of innumerable frogs, and a
-whip-poor-will's wild, sad cry pierced the silence. The baby had long
-since fallen asleep. The mother laid him in his cradle, and night and
-rest settled down over the little cabin.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Spring had brightened into summer, and summer was already on the
-wane; an August morning had dawned over the mountains. Although the
-sun shone warmly down upon the dew-drenched earth, the air was still
-deliciously cool and fresh.
-
-Molly stood in the door-way, holding in her arms the baby, whose
-look of preternatural wisdom had merged itself into one of infantile
-softness and benignity. She was holding him up for the benefit of
-Sandy, who, as he went down the red, dusty road, driving the white cow
-before him, turned now and then to bestow a grimace upon his son and
-heir. That small personage's existence, while perhaps less a matter of
-astonishment to his father than formerly, had lost none of the charms
-of novelty. He was a fine, robust little man, and cooed and chuckled
-rapturously in his mother's arms, stretching out his hands toward the
-scarlet blossoms of the trumpet-vine which climbed around the door-way.
-Mother and child made a fair picture in the twining green frame touched
-up with flame-like clusters of bloom--a picture which was not lost upon
-Sandy, who, as he passed out of sight of the cabin, shook his head, and
-said to himself again, as he had many and many a time before:
-
-"Blest ef I see how I ever got up spunk enough to ax her!"
-
-Molly watched her husband out of sight, and then let her eyes wander
-over the summer landscape. There was a look of deep content in her
-face, which was no longer pale and worn. The traces of struggle and
-suffering had disappeared. The past may have had its anguish, and its
-sins perhaps, but the present must have seemed peaceful and secure, for
-she turned from the door-way with a song upon her lips,--a song which
-lingered all the morning as she went in and out about her household
-tasks, trying to make more trim and bright that which was already the
-perfection of trimness and brightness. When she had finished her work
-the morning was far advanced and the sun glared hotly in at the door
-and window.
-
-She had rocked the baby to sleep, and came out of the inner room with
-the happy mother-look upon her face. She turned to look back, to see,
-perhaps, if the fly-net were drawn carefully enough over the little
-sleeper. As she stood thus she was conscious of a human shadow which
-fell through the outer door and blotted out the square of sunshine
-which lay across the floor, and a deep voice said:
-
-"I'd thank you for a drink of water, ma'am."
-
-Molly turned quickly and the eyes of the two met. Over the man's face
-came a look of utter amazement which ended in an evil smile.
-
-Over the woman's face came a change so sudden, so terrible, that the
-new-comer, base and hardened as he looked, seemed struck by it, and the
-cruel smile subsided a little as he exclaimed:
-
-"Molly Craigie, by all that's holy!"
-
-The woman did not seem to hear him. She stood staring at him with wild
-incredulous eyes and parted lips, from which came in a husky whisper
-the words:
-
-"Dick Staples!"
-
-Then she struck the palms of her hands together, and with a sharp cry
-sank into a chair. The man stepped across the threshold, and stood in
-the centre of the room looking curiously about him. He was a large,
-powerfully built fellow, and, in a certain way, a handsome one. He
-was attired in a kind of hunting costume which he wore with a jaunty,
-theatrical air.
-
-"I swear!" he exclaimed, with a brutal laugh, as his eyes took in the
-details of the neat little kitchen, and came at last to rest upon the
-woman's white face. "I swear! I do believe Molly's married!"
-
-The idea seemed to strike him as a peculiarly novel and amusing one.
-
-"Molly Craigie married and settled down! Well, if that _ain't_ a good
-one!" and he burst into another cruel laugh. His mocking words seemed
-at last to sting the woman, who had sat smitten mute before him, into
-action. She rose and faced him, trembling, but defiant.
-
-"Dick Staples, what _brought_ ye here only God knows, but ye mus'n't
-_stay_ here. Ye must go 'way this minute, d'ye hear? _Ye must go 'way!_"
-
-She spoke hurriedly, glancing down the road as she did so. The man
-stared blankly at her a moment.
-
-"Well, now, if that ain't a nice way to treat an old friend! Why,
-Molly, you ain't going back on Dick you ain't seen for so long, are
-you? I'd no idea of ever seeing _you_ again, but now I've found you,
-you don't get rid of me so easy. I'm going to make myself at home,
-Molly, see if I don't." And the man seated himself and crossed his legs
-comfortably, looking about him with a mocking air of geniality and
-friendliness. "Why, d----n it!" he continued, "I'm going to stay to
-dinner, and be introduced to your husband!"
-
-Molly went nearer to him; the defiance in her manner had disappeared,
-and a look of almost abject terror and appeal had taken its place.
-
-"Dick," she cried, imploringly, "oh, Dick, for God's sake hear me! If
-ye want to see me, to speak with me, I won't refuse ye, only not here,
-Dick,--for God's sake _not_ here!" and she glanced desperately around.
-"What brought ye here, Dick? Tell me that, and where are ye stayin'?"
-
-"Well, then," he answered surlily, "I ran up for a little shooting, and
-I'm staying at Digby's."
-
-"At Digby's! That's three miles below here." She spoke eagerly. "Dick,
-you noticed the little meetin'-house just below here in the hollow?"
-
-The man nodded.
-
-"If ye'll go away now, Dick, right away, I'll meet ye in the woods.
-Follow the path that leads up behind the meetin'-house to-morrow
-mornin' between ten and eleven an' I'll meet ye there, but oh, Dick,
-for God's sake go away now, before--before _he_ comes!"
-
-The desperation in her voice and looks produced some effect upon the
-man apparently, for he rose and said:
-
-"Well, Molly, as you're so particular, I'll do as you say; but mind
-now, don't you play me no tricks. If you ain't _there_, punctual, I'll
-be _here_; now see if I don't, my beauty." He would have flung his arms
-about her, but she started back with flaming eyes.
-
-"None o' that, Dick Staples!" she cried, fiercely.
-
-"Spunky as ever, and twice as handsome, I swear!" exclaimed the fellow,
-gazing admiringly at her.
-
-"_Are ye goin'?_"
-
-There was something in her voice and mien which compelled obedience,
-and the man prepared to go. Outside the door he slung his rifle over
-his shoulder, and looking back, said:
-
-"Remember now, Molly, 'Meet me in the willow glen,' you know.
-Punctual's the word!" and with a meaning smile he sauntered down the
-slope, humming a popular melody as he went.
-
-The woman stood for a time as he had left her, her arms hanging by her
-side, her eyes fixed upon the door-way. The baby slept peacefully on,
-and outside the birds were twittering and calling, and the breeze
-tossed the vine-tendrils in at the door and window, throwing graceful,
-dancing shadows over the floor and across her white face and nerveless
-hands. A whistle, clear and cheery, came piping through the sultry
-noontide stillness. It pierced her deadened senses, and she started,
-passing her hand across her eyes.
-
-"God!"
-
-That was all she said. Then she began laying the table and preparing
-the midday meal. When Sandy reached the cabin she was moving about with
-nervous haste, her eyes gleaming strangely and a red spot on either
-cheek. Her husband's eyes followed her wonderingly. The child awoke and
-she went to bring him.
-
-"I wonder what's up now?" he muttered, combing his beard with his
-fingers, as he was wont to do when perplexed or embarrassed. "Women
-_is_ cur'us! They's no two ways about it, they _is_ cur'us! They's no
-'countin' fur 'em no how, 'deed they ain't!"
-
-At this point the baby appeared, and after his usual frolic with him,
-during which he did not cease his furtive study of Molly's face, Sandy
-shouldered his hoe and started for the field. As he reached the door he
-turned and said:
-
-"O Molly, I seen a man agoin' across the road down by the crick; one o'
-them city fellers, rigged out in huntin' traps. Did ye see him?"
-
-Molly was standing with her back toward her husband putting away the
-remains of the meal.
-
-"A man like that came to the door an' asked for a drink," she answered,
-quietly.
-
-"He warn't sassy nor nothin'?" inquired Sandy, anxiously.
-
-"No--he wasn't sassy," was the answer.
-
-Sandy breathed a sigh of relief.
-
-"Them city fellers is mighty apt to be sassy, and this time o' year
-they'se allers prowlin' 'round," and bestowing another rough caress on
-the baby he went his way.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That evening as they sat together before the door Sandy said:
-
-"O Molly, I'm agoin' over ter Jim Barker's by sun-up ter-morrer, ter
-help him out with his hoein'. Ye won't be lonesome nor nothin'?"
-
-"No--I reckon not," replied his wife. "'Twon't be the first time I've
-been here alone."
-
-Involuntarily the eyes of the husband and wife met, in his furtive
-questioning look which she met with a steady gaze. In the dusky
-twilight her face showed pale as marble and her throat pulsated
-strangely. The man turned his eyes away; there was something in that
-face which he could not bear.
-
-And at "sun-up" Sandy departed.
-
-Molly went about her work as usual. Nothing was forgotten, nothing
-neglected. The two small rooms shone with neatness and comfort, and at
-last the child slept.
-
-The hour for her meeting with Staples had arrived, and Molly came out
-and closed the cabin door behind her--but here her feet faltered, and
-she paused. With her hands pressed tightly on her heart she stood there
-for a moment with the bright August sunshine falling over her; then she
-turned and re-entered the cabin, went noiselessly into the bedroom and
-knelt down by the sleeping child. One warm, languid little hand drooped
-over the cradle's edge. As her eyes fell upon it a quiver passed over
-the woman's white face, and she laid her cheek softly against it, her
-lips moving the while.
-
-Then she arose and went away. Down the dusty road, with rapid,
-unfaltering steps and eyes that looked straight before her, she passed
-and disappeared in the shadow of the forest.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When Sandy came home at night he found his wife standing in the
-door-way, her dark braids falling over her shoulders, her cheeks
-burning, her eyes full of a fire which kindled his own slow, but
-ardent, nature. He had never seen her looking so beautiful, and he came
-on toward her with quickened steps and a glad look in his face.
-
-"Here, Molly," said he, holding up to her face a bunch of dazzling
-cardinal-flowers, "I pulled these fur ye, down in the gorge."
-
-She shrank from the vivid, blood-red blossoms as if he had struck her,
-and her face turned ashy white.
-
-"In the gorge!" she repeated hoarsely--"in the gorge! Throw them away!
-throw them away!" and she cowered down upon the door-stone, hiding
-her face upon her knees. Her husband stared at her a moment, hurt and
-bewildered; then, throwing the flowers far down the slope, he went past
-her into the house.
-
-"Molly's gittin on her spells ag'in," he muttered. "Lord, Lord, I war
-in hopes ez she war over 'em fur good!"
-
-Experience having taught him to leave her to herself at such times, he
-said nothing now, but sat with the child upon his lap, looking at her
-from time to time with a patient, wistful look. At last the gloom and
-silence were more than he could bear.
-
-"Molly," said he softly, "what ails ye?"
-
-At the sound of his voice she started and rose. Going to him, she took
-the child and went out of the room. As she did so, Sandy noticed that
-a portion of her dress was torn away. He remarked it with wonder, as
-well as her disordered hair. It was not like Molly at all; but he
-said nothing, putting this unusual negligence down to that general
-"cur'usness" of womankind which was past finding out.
-
-The next day and the next passed away. Sandy went in and out, silent
-and unobtrusive, but with his heart full of sickening fears. A
-half-formed doubt of his wife's sanity--a doubt which her strange,
-fitful conduct during these days, and her wild and haggard looks only
-served to confirm--haunted him persistently. He could not work, but
-wandered about, restless and unhappy beyond measure.
-
-On the third day, as he sat, moody and wretched, upon the fence of
-the corn-field, Jim Barker, his neighbor from the other side of
-the mountain, came along, and asked Sandy to join him on a hunting
-excursion. He snatched at the idea, hoping to escape for a time from
-the insupportable thoughts he could not banish, and went up to the
-cabin for his gun. As he took it down, Molly's eyes followed him.
-
-"Where are ye goin', Sandy?" she asked.
-
-"With Jim, fur a little shootin'," was the answer; "ye don't mind,
-Molly?"
-
-She came to him and laid her head upon his shoulder, and, as he looked
-down upon her face, he was newly startled at its pinched and sunken
-aspect.
-
-"No, Sandy, I don't mind," she said, with the old gentleness in her
-tones. She returned his caress, clinging to his neck, and with
-reluctance letting him go. He remembered this in after times, and even
-now it moved him strangely, and he turned more than once to look back
-upon the slender figure, which stood watching him until he joined his
-companion and passed out of sight.
-
-An impulse she could not resist compelled her gaze to follow them--to
-leap beyond them, till it rested upon the Devil's Ledge, a huge mass of
-rocks which frowned above the gorge. Along these rocks, at intervals,
-towered great pines, weather-beaten, lightning-stricken, stretching
-out giant arms, which seemed to beckon, and point down the sheer sides
-of the precipice into the abyss at its foot, where a flock of buzzards
-wheeled slowly and heavily about. The woman's very lips grew white as
-she looked, and she turned shuddering away, only to return, again and
-again, as the slow hours lagged and lingered. The sunshine crept across
-the floor never so slowly, and passed at length away; and, just as
-the sun was setting, Sandy's tall form appeared, coming up the slope.
-Against the red sky his face stood out, white, rigid, terrible. It was
-not her husband; it was Fate, advancing. The woman tried to smile. Poor
-mockery of a smile, it died upon her lips. The whole landscape--the
-green forests, purple hills and gray rocks--swam before her eyes in a
-lurid mist; only the face of her husband--that was distinct with an
-awful distinctness. On he came, and stood before her. He leaned his gun
-against the side of the cabin, and placed the hand which had held it
-upon the lintel over her head; the other was in his breast. There was
-a terrible deliberation in all his movements, and he breathed heavily
-and painfully. It seemed to her an eternity that he stood thus, looking
-down upon her. Then he spoke.
-
-"Thar's a dead man--over thar--under the ledge!"
-
-The woman neither moved nor spoke. He drew his hand from his breast and
-held something toward her; it was the missing fragment torn from her
-dress.
-
-"This yer war in his hand----"
-
-With a wild cry the woman threw herself forward, and wound her arms
-about her husband's knees.
-
-"I didn't go for to do it!" she gasped; "'fore God I didn't!"
-
-Sandy tore himself away from her clinging arms, and she fell prostrate.
-He looked at her fiercely and coldly.
-
-"Take your hands off me!" he cried. "Don't tech me! Thar's thet ez mus'
-be made cl'ar between you an' me, woman,--cl'ar ez daylight. Ye've
-deceived me an' lied to me all along, but ye won't lie to me _now_.
-'Tain't the dead man ez troubles me," he went on grimly, setting his
-teeth, "'tain't him ez troubles me. I'd 'a' hed to kill him myself
-afore I'd done with him mos' likely--ef _you_ hadn't. 'Tain't that ez
-troubles me--_it's what went afore_! D'ye hear? Thet's what I want ter
-know an' all I want ter know."
-
-He lifted her up and seated himself before her, a look of savage
-determination on his face.
-
-"Will ye tell me?"
-
-The woman buried her face upon her arms and rocked backward and forward.
-
-"How _can_ I tell ye,--O Sandy, how _can_ I?" she moaned.
-
-"Ye kin tell me in one word," said her husband. "When ye come back from
-Richmon' thar wuz them ez tole tales on ye. I hearn 'em, but I didn't
-believe 'em--I _wouldn't_ believe 'em! Now ye've only ter answer me one
-question--wur what they said _true_?"
-
-He strove to speak calmly, but the passion within him burst all bounds;
-the words ended in a cry of rage, and he seized her arm with a grip of
-iron.
-
-"Answer me, answer me!" he cried, tightening his hold upon her arm.
-
-"It _was_ true, oh my God, it _was_ true!"
-
-He loosened his grasp and she fell insensible at his feet.
-
-There was neither tenderness nor pity in his face as he raised her,
-and carrying her in, laid her upon the bed. Without a glance at the
-sleeping child he went out again into the gathering darkness.
-
-Far into the night he was still sitting there unconscious of the
-passing hours or the chilliness of the air. His mind wandered in a wild
-chaos. Over and over again he rehearsed the circumstances attending
-the finding of the dead man beneath the ledge, and the discovery of
-the fragment of a woman's dress in the rigid fingers; his horror when
-he recognized the man as the one he had seen crossing the road near
-the cabin, and the fragment as a part of Molly's dress. He had secured
-this and secreted it in his bosom before his companion, summoned by
-his shouts, had come up. He knew the pattern too well--he had selected
-it himself after much consideration. True, another might have worn the
-same, but the recollection of Molly's torn dress arose to banish every
-doubt. There was mystery and crime and horror, and Molly was behind it
-all--Molly, the wife he had trusted, the mother of his child!
-
-It must have been long past midnight when a hand was laid upon his
-shoulder and his wife's voice broke the stillness.
-
-"Sandy," said she, "I've come--to tell ye all. Ye _won't_ refuse to
-listen?"
-
-He shivered beneath her touch but did not answer, and there in the
-merciful darkness which hid their faces from each other, Molly told her
-story from beginning to end, told it in a torrent of passionate words,
-broken by sobs and groans which shook her from head to foot.
-
-"I met him in the woods," she went on. "I took him to the ledge,
-because I knew nobody would see us there, an' then I told him
-everything. I went down on my _knees_ to him an' begged of him to go
-away an' leave me; for I couldn't bear to--to give ye up, an' I knew
-'twould come to that! I begged an' I prayed an' he wouldn't hear; an'
-then--an' then--" she sobbed, "he threatened me, Sandy, he threatened
-to go an' tell you all. He put his wicked face close up to mine, I
-pushed him away an' he fell--he fell, Sandy, but God knows I didn't go
-fur to do it."
-
-She stopped, her voice utterly choked with agonizing sobs, but the man
-before her did not move or speak. She threw herself down and clasped
-her arms about him.
-
-"Sandy! husband!" she cried. "Do what ye please with me--drive
-me away--_kill_ me, but remember this--I _did_ love ye true an'
-faithful--say ye believe that!"
-
-The man freed himself roughly from her arms.
-
-"I do believe ye," he answered.
-
-There was something horrible in his fierce repulsion of her touch,
-in the harsh coldness of his voice, and the woman shrank back and
-crouched at his feet, and neither spoke nor moved again until with
-the first twitter of the birds, the baby's voice mingling, the mother
-rose instinctively to answer the feeble summons. She was chilled to the
-marrow, and her hair and garments were wet with the heavy dew. Sandy
-sat with averted head buried in his hands. She longed to go to him,
-but she dared not, and she went in to the child. Weak and unnerved as
-she was, the heat of the room overcame her, and sitting there with the
-baby on her lap she fell into a deep, death-like slumber. She returned
-to consciousness to find herself lying upon the bed with the child by
-her side. Some one had laid her there, and drawn the green shade close
-to shut out the bright light. She started up and listened; there was
-no sound but the whir of insects and the warbling of birds. She arose,
-stiff and bewildered, and staggered to the door. Sandy was gone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The day dragged its mournful length along and as night fell steps were
-heard approaching. Molly's heart gave a great leap, but it was not her
-husband's step--it was that of Bob, her brother, who came slowly up the
-path, a serious expression on his boyish face. She would have flown to
-meet him, but she could not stir. Her eyes fastened themselves upon him
-with a look that demanded everything.
-
-The young fellow came close up to his sister before speaking.
-
-"How d'ye, Molly, how d'ye?" he said, seating himself beside her and
-glancing curiously at her white, desperate face.
-
-"What is it, Bob?" she gasped; "what is it? Ye can tell me--I can bear
-it."
-
-"I ain't got nothin' much to tell," he answered with a troubled air. "I
-war thinkin' ez you mought hev somethin' ter tell me. Sandy he come by
-an' said as how he mus' go down ter Gordonsville, he an' Jim Barker, on
-account o' the man ez fell over the ledge."
-
-The shudder which passed through the woman's frame escaped Bob's
-notice, and he continued:
-
-"He said ez how he mus' stay till th' inquist war over, an' moughtn't
-be back for a day or two, an' axed me fur ter keep ye comp'ny till he
-comes back."
-
-"Till he comes back!" she repeated in a whisper.
-
-She hid her face in her hands, and Bob, who, like Sandy, was used to
-Molly's strange ways, did not question her further.
-
-Days, weeks and months passed away, and Sandy King had not returned.
-Jim Barker, who had seen him last, knew only that he had expressed an
-intention to remain a few days longer in the town, and all further
-inquiries revealed nothing more.
-
-Bob remained with his sister, and, after the first few weeks of
-excitement, settled quietly down in charge of the little farm,--"until
-Sandy gits back," as he always took pains to declare.
-
-This stoutly maintained contingency was regarded by the scattered
-inhabitants of that region with doubt and disbelief. Sandy's mysterious
-disappearance excited much comment, and gave rise to endless rumors and
-conjectures. The current belief, however, was, that being himself a man
-of peaceable habits, he had found his wife's temper too "cantankerous,"
-and had gone in search of the peace denied him beneath his own roof,
-such an event having occurred more than once within the memory of the
-oldest inhabitant.
-
-Molly knew nothing of all this. She never left her own door from the
-day of her husband's departure, and Bob,--warm-hearted fellow,--had
-stood valiantly between his sister and the prying eyes and sharp
-tongues which sought to pluck out the heart of her mystery, or apply
-venom to her bleeding wounds.
-
-That something very serious had occurred, he, more than any other, had
-cause to suspect, but he respected his sister's reticence, and watched
-with secret pain and anxiety her increasing pallor and weakness. The
-hopes he had at first cherished of Sandy's return died slowly out, but
-he hardly confessed it, even to himself.
-
-Autumn passed into winter, and winter into spring, and in the meantime,
-as Molly faded, the little boy thrived and waxed strong. He could now
-toddle about on his sturdy legs, and his prattle and laughter filled
-the lonely cabin. His mother watched his development eagerly.
-
-"See, Bob!" she would say, "see how he walks, an' how plain he can
-talk! What'll Sandy say when he sees him?"
-
-Then she would hold up before the round baby-eyes a distorted, shaggy
-likeness of Sandy, which he had once exhibited with great pride on his
-return from Gordonsville, and try to teach the baby lips to pronounce
-"Dad-dy."
-
-"He'll know him when he comes, Bob, see if he don't. He'll know his own
-daddy, won't he, precious man? An' he'll be here by corn-plantin', Bob,
-sure!"
-
-And Bob, who always entered with a great assumption of cheerfulness
-into all her plans, would turn away with a sinking heart.
-
-"Ef he's ever a-comin'," he would say to himself, "he'd better come
-mighty soon, or----" and then something would rise in his throat, and
-he could never finish the sentence.
-
-The gray-brown woods had changed to tender green and purple, the air
-teemed with the sounds, and the earth with the tints, of early spring.
-The corn was not only planted, but was already sending up sharp
-yellow-green spikes out of the soft red loam, and yet Sandy had not
-returned.
-
-A strange woman had taken Molly's place in the household, for Molly
-could no longer go about--could hardly sit at the window, looking down
-the lonely road or over the distant hills with her eager, hollow eyes.
-She had never complained, and up to this time had refused to see a
-physician. And now when one was summoned, he only shook his head in
-response to Bob's questions, and hinted vaguely at mental causes beyond
-his reach.
-
-She lay for the most part with closed eyes, and but for the heaving of
-her breast, one might have believed her no longer of the living, so
-white and shadow-like had she become. She seldom spoke, but not a night
-fell, that she did not call Bob to her side and whisper, with upturned,
-anxious eyes:
-
-"I reckon he'll come to-morrow, don't you?"
-
-One evening, after a restless, feverish day, she woke from a brief nap.
-Her brother was seated by her side, looking sadly into her waxen face.
-She started up with a strange glitter in her eyes, and seized his arm.
-
-"Bob," she whispered, "he's comin'! He's most here! Go and meet him
-quick, Bob, an' tell him to hurry, to _hurry_, mind, or I sha'n't be
-here!"
-
-The wildness in her face and voice deepened.
-
-"Go, I tell you! Quick! He's comin'!" and she would have sprung from
-the bed.
-
-"There, there, Molly," said her brother, soothingly, "jess lay right
-down an' be quiet, an' I'll go."
-
-She lay upon the pillow as he placed her, panting and trembling, and he
-went hastily out, pausing, as he went through the kitchen, to say a few
-words to the woman who sat at the table, feeding the little boy.
-
-"She's a heap wusser," he said, "an' out of her head. Keep a watch over
-her while I go for the doctor."
-
-He ran quickly down the slope toward the field where the horse was
-tethered. As he reached the road he saw a tall form advancing through
-the dusk with rapid strides. Something in the gait and outline set his
-heart to throbbing; he stopped and waited. The man came nearer.
-
-"Bob!"
-
-"Sandy!"
-
-The two men clasped hands.
-
-"Molly?" said her husband, brokenly. For answer Bob pointed silently
-toward the cabin, and Sandy passed up the slope before him. As he
-entered the little kitchen the child stopped eating and stared with
-wide-open eyes at the stranger.
-
-"Dad-dy! dad-dy!" he babbled.
-
-Sandy saw and heard nothing, but went blindly on into the inner room.
-
-There was a glad cry, and Molly was in her husband's arms.
-
-"I knew ye'd come!" she said.
-
-"Yes, darlin', I've come, an' I'll never----" The words died upon his
-lips, for something in the face upon his breast told him that Molly was
-listening to another voice than his.
-
-
-
-
- A SUMMER'S DIVERSION.
-
-
-"For one, _I_ don't trust them yaller-haired, smooth-spoke women! I
-never see one on 'em yet that wa'n't full o' Satan."
-
-It was Mrs. Rhoda Squires who uttered the above words; and she
-uttered them with considerable unnecessary clatter of the dishes she
-was engaged in washing. Abby Ann, a lank, dyspeptic-looking girl of
-fifteen or sixteen, was wiping the same, while the farmer himself
-was putting the finishing touches to his evening toilet. That toilet
-consisted, as usual, of a good wash at the pump, the turning down of
-his shirt-sleeves, and a brief application of the family comb, which
-occupied a convenient wall-pocket at one side of the small kitchen
-mirror--after which the worthy farmer considered himself in full dress,
-and ready for any social emergency likely to occur at Higgins' Four
-Corners.
-
-"No," said Abby Ann, in response to her mother's remark, "she ain't
-no beauty, but her clo'es does fit elegant. I wish I hed the pattern
-o' that white polonay o' hern, but I wouldn't _ask_ her for it--no,
-not to save her!" she added, in praiseworthy emulation of the maternal
-spirit.
-
-"Oh, you women folks!" interposed the farmer. "You're as full of envy
-'n' backbitin' as a beechnut's full o' meat. Beauty! Ye don't know
-what beauty means. I tell you she _is_ a beauty,--a real high-steppin'
-out-an'-out beauty!"
-
-"She's as old as I be, every bit!" snapped Mrs. Squires. "An' she
-hain't got a speck o' color in her cheeks--an' she's a widder at that!"
-
-Farmer Squires turned slowly around and deliberately surveyed the wiry,
-stooping figure of his wife from the small, rusty "pug" which adorned
-the back of her aggressive little head, and the sharp, energetically
-moving elbows, down to the hem of her stiffly starched calico gown.
-
-"Look-a-here, Rhody," said he, a quizzical look on his shrewd, freckled
-countenance, "you've seen Gil Simmonses thorough-bred? Wall--that mare
-is nigh onto two year older'n our old Sal, but I swanny----"
-
-Undoubtedly the red signal which flamed from Mrs. Squires's sallow
-cheeks warned her husband that he had said more than enough, for he
-came to a sudden pause, seized upon a pair of colossal cowhide shoes,
-upon which he had just bestowed an unusual degree of attention in the
-way of polish, and disappeared in the direction of the barn.
-
-"He's jist as big a fool as ever!" she ejaculated. "The Lord knows _I_
-didn't want no city folks a-wearin' out _my_ carpets, an' a drinkin' up
-_my_ cream, an' a-turnin' up their noses at _me_! But no--ever sence
-he heared that Deacon Fogg made nigh onto a hundred dollars last year
-a-keepin' summer-boarders, his fingers has been a-itchin' an' his mouth
-a-waterin', an' nothin' for't but I must slave myself to death the
-whole summer for a pack o' stuck-up----"
-
-She paused--for a soft rustle of garments and a faint perfume filled
-the kitchen, and turning, Mrs. Squires beheld the object of her
-vituperation standing before her.
-
-She was certainly yellow-haired, and though not "every bit as old"
-as her hostess, a woman whose first youth was past; yet so far as
-delicately turned outlines, and pearly fairness of skin go, she might
-have been twenty. The eyes which met Mrs. Squires's own pale orbs
-were of an intense, yet soft, black, heavy-lidded and languid, and
-looked out from beneath their golden fringes with a calm, slow gaze,
-as if it were hardly worth their while to look at all. A smile, purely
-conventional, yet sweet with the graciousness of good breeding, parted
-the fine, soft lips.
-
-Her mere presence made the room seem small and mean, and Mrs. Squires,
-into whose soured and jealous nature the aspect of beauty and grace ate
-like a sharp acid, smarted under a freshly awakened sense of her own
-physical insignificance.
-
-She received her guest with a kind of defiant insolence, which could
-not, however, conceal her evident embarrassment, while Abby Ann
-retreated ignominiously behind the pantry door.
-
-"I came to ask if Mr. Squires succeeded in finding some one to take us
-about," said the lady. "He thought he could."
-
-Her voice was deep-toned and sweet, her manner conciliatory.
-
-"I believe he did," replied Mrs. Squires, curtly. "Abby Ann, go tell
-your father Mis' Jerome wants him."
-
-Abby Ann obeyed, and the lady passed out into the front hall, and to
-the open door. A cascade of filmy lace and muslin floated from her
-shoulders and trailed across the shiny oil-cloth. As the last frill
-swept across the threshold, Mrs. Squires closed the door upon it with a
-sharp report.
-
-Before the door a little girl was playing on the green slope, while an
-elderly woman with a grave, kindly face sat looking on.
-
-Farmer Squires, summoned by his daughter, came round the corner of the
-house. He touched his straw hat awkwardly.
-
-"They's a young feller," he said, "that lives a mile or so up the
-river, that has a tip-top team--a kivered kerridge an' a fust-rate
-young hoss. His folks has seen better days, the Grangers has, an' Rob
-is proud as Lucifer, but they's a big mortgage on the farm, an' he's
-'mazin' ambitious ter pay it off. So when I told him about you, he said
-he'd see about it. He wouldn't let no woman drive his hoss, but he
-thought mebbe he'd drive ye round hisself. Shouldn't wonder if he was
-up to-night."
-
-"I wish he might come," said the lady. "My physician said I must ride
-every day, and I am too cowardly to drive if the horse were ever so
-gentle."
-
-"No--I guess you couldn't hold in Rob's colt with them wrists," said
-he, glancing admiringly at the slender, jewelled hands. "I shouldn't
-wonder if that was Rob now."
-
-At this moment wheels were heard rapidly approaching, and a carriage
-appeared in sight. A young man was driving. He held the reins with firm
-hand, keeping his eyes fixed upon the fine-stepping animal, turned
-dexterously up the slope, brought the horse to a stand-still before the
-door, and sprang lightly to the ground.
-
-He was a remarkable-looking young fellow, tall above the average,
-and finely proportioned. Hair and mustache were dark, eyes of an
-indescribable gray, and shaded by thick, black brows. A proud yet frank
-smile rested on his handsome face.
-
-"Hello, Rob," said Farmer Squires. "Here's the lady that wanted ter
-see ye. Mister Granger, Mis' Jerome."
-
-The lady bowed, with a trace of hauteur in her manner at first, but she
-looked with one of her slow glances into the young man's face, and then
-extended her hand, and the white fingers rested for an instant in his
-brown palm. Granger returned her greeting with a bow far from awkward,
-while a rich color surged into his sun-browned face.
-
-"That is a magnificent horse of yours, Mr. Granger," said Mrs. Jerome.
-"I hope he is tractable. I was nearly killed in a runaway once, and
-since then I am very timid."
-
-"Oh, he is very gentle," said Granger, caressing the fiery creature's
-beautiful head. "If you like, I will take you for a drive now--if it is
-not too late."
-
-"Certainly, I would like it very much. Nettie," she said, turning to
-the woman, "bring my hat and Lill's, and some wraps."
-
-The woman obeyed, and in a few moments Mrs. Jerome and her child were
-whirling over the lovely country road. Their departure was witnessed by
-the entire Squires family, including an obese dog of somnolent habits,
-and old Sal, the gray mare, who thrust her serious face over the stone
-wall opposite, and gazed contemplatively down the road after the
-retreating carriage.
-
-"Do you think you will be afraid?" asked Granger, as he helped Mrs.
-Jerome to alight.
-
-"Oh no," she answered, with a very charming smile. "The horse is as
-docile as he is fiery. I shall enjoy the riding immensely. Do you think
-you can come every day?"
-
-"I shall try to--at least for the present."
-
-Mrs. Jerome watched the carriage out of sight.
-
-"How very interesting!" she was thinking. "Who would dream of finding
-such a face here! And yet--I don't know--one would hardly find such
-a face out in the world. Perhaps it will not be so dull after all. I
-thought they were all like Squires!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-For several succeeding weeks there was seldom a day when the fiery
-black horse and comfortable old carriage did not appear before the
-farm-house door, and but few of those days when Mrs. Jerome did not
-avail herself of the opportunity, sometimes accompanied by the child
-and Nettie, oftener by the child alone.
-
-The interest and curiosity with which young Granger had inspired
-Mrs. Jerome in the beginning, deepened continually. A true son of
-the soil, descendant of a long line of farmers, whence came this
-remarkable physical beauty, this refined, almost poetic, temperament,
-making it impossible for him, in spite of the unconventionally of his
-manner, to do a rude or ungraceful act? It was against tradition, she
-thought,--against precedent. It puzzled and fascinated her. She found
-it impossible to treat him as an inferior, notwithstanding the relation
-in which he stood to her. Indeed, she soon ceased to think of that at
-all. The books which she took with her upon their protracted drives
-were seldom opened. She found it pleasanter to lie back in the corner
-of the carriage, and watch the shifting panorama of hill and forest and
-lake through which they were driving. That the handsome head with its
-clustering locks and clear-cut profile, which was always between her
-and the landscape, proved a serious obstruction to the view, and that
-her eyes quite as often occupied themselves with studying the play of
-those mobile lips, and the nervous tension of those sun-browned hands
-upon the reins, was, perhaps, natural and unavoidable.
-
-She talked with him a great deal, too, in her careless, fluent way,
-or rather to him, for the conversation on Granger's part was limited
-to an occasional eager question, a flash of his fine eyes, or an
-appreciative smile at some witty turn. She talked of many things, but
-with delicate tact avoided such themes as might prove embarrassing to
-an unsophisticated mind--including books.
-
-It was, therefore, with a little shock of surprise that she one day
-found him buried in the pages of Tennyson, a volume of whose poems
-she had left upon the carriage seat while she and Lill explored a
-neighboring pasture for raspberries.
-
-He was lying at full length in the sweet-fern, one arm beneath his
-head, his face eager and absorbed. He did not notice her approach, and
-she had been standing near him for some moments before he became aware
-of her presence. Then, closing the book, he sprang to his feet.
-
-"So you read poetry, Mr. Granger?" she said, arching her straight brows
-slightly.
-
-"Sometimes," he answered. "I have read a good many of the old poets. My
-grandfather left a small library, which came into my possession."
-
-"Then you have read Shakspere----" began the lady.
-
-"Yes," interrupted Granger, "Shakspere, and Milton, and Pope, and
-Burns. Is it so strange?" he asked, turning upon her one of his swift
-glances. "If one plowman may write poetry another plowman may read it,
-I suppose."
-
-He spoke with bitterness, a deep flush rising to his temples.
-
-"And have you read modern authors too?"
-
-"Very little. There is no opportunity here. There is nothing
-here--nothing!" he answered, flinging aside a handful of leaves he had
-unwittingly gathered.
-
-"Why do you stay here, then?"
-
-The question sprang, almost without volition, from her lips. She would
-gladly have recalled it the next moment.
-
-Granger gave her another swift glance, and it seemed to her that he
-repressed the answer which was already upon his tongue. A strange,
-bitter smile came to his lips.
-
-"Let the shoemaker stick to his last," he said, turning toward the
-carriage, "and the farmer to his plow."
-
-During the homeward ride he was even more taciturn than usual. At the
-door, Mrs. Jerome offered him the volume of Tennyson. He accepted it,
-with but few words.
-
-When he returned it, a few days later, it opened of itself, and between
-the leaves lay a small cluster of wild roses, and some lines were
-faintly marked. They were these:
-
- "When she made pause, I knew not for delight;
- Because with sudden motion from the ground
- She raised her piercing orbs and filled with light
- The interval of sound."
-
-"Cleopatra!" Mrs. Jerome repeated softly, "and like her, I thought
-there were 'no men to govern in this wood.' Poor fellow!"
-
-It was a few days, perhaps a week, later, when Mrs. Jerome, who to the
-mystification of her host and hostess had received no letters, and,
-to the best of their knowledge, had written none, up to this time,
-followed a sudden impulse, and wrote the following epistle:
-
- "MY DEAR FRIEND AND PHYSICIAN:--You advised, no, commanded me,
- to eschew the world for a season, utterly and completely. I
- have obeyed you to the letter. I will spare you details--enough
- that I am gaining rapidly, and, wonderful to say, I am not in
- the least _ennuyée_. On the contrary. The cream is delicious,
- the spring water exquisite, the scenery lovely. Even the people
- interest me. I am your debtor, as never before, and beg leave to
- sign myself,
-
- Your grateful friend and patient,
-
- HELEN JEROME.
-
- "P. S.--It would amuse me to know what the world says of my
- disappearance. Keep my secret, on your very soul.
-
- H. J."
-
-Midsummer came, and passed, and Mrs. Jerome still lingered. In her
-pursuit for health she had been indefatigable. There was hardly a road
-throughout the region which had been left untried, hardly a forest path
-unexplored, or a mountain spring untasted.
-
-"For a woman that sets up for delicate," remarked Mrs. Squires, as from
-her point of observation behind the window-blinds she watched Mrs.
-Jerome spring with a girl's elastic grace from the carriage, "for a
-woman that sets up for delicate, she can stan' more ridin' around, an'
-scramblin' up mountains, than any woman I ever see. _I_ couldn't do
-it--that's sure an' sartain!"
-
-"It's sperrit, Rhody, sperrit. Them's the kind o' women that'll go
-through fire and flood to git what they're after."
-
-"Yes, an' drag everybody along with 'em," added Mrs. Squires, meaningly.
-
- * * * * *
-
-There was one place to which they rode which held a peculiar charm for
-Mrs. Jerome,--a small lake, deep set among the hills and lying always
-in the shadow. Great pines grew down to its brink and hung far out over
-its surface, which was almost hidden by thickly growing reeds and the
-broad leaves and shining cups of water-lilies. Dragonflies darted over
-it, and a dreamy silence invested it. A boat lay moored at the foot
-of the tangled path which led from the road, and they often left the
-carriage, and rowed and floated about until night-fall among the reeds
-and lilies.
-
-They were floating in this way, near the close of a sultry August
-afternoon. Lill lay coiled upon a shawl in the bottom of the boat, her
-arms full of lilies whose lithe stems she was twining together, talking
-to herself, meanwhile, in a pretty fashion of her own.
-
-Granger was seated in the bow of the boat, with folded arms, and eyes
-fixed upon the dark water. His face was pale and moody. It had worn
-that expression often of late, and he had fallen into a habit of long
-intervals of silence and abstraction.
-
-The beautiful woman who sat opposite him, idly trailing one hand,
-whiter and rosier than the lily it held, in the water, seemed also
-under some unusual influence. She had not spoken for some time. Now and
-then she would raise the white lids of her wonderful eyes, and let them
-sweep slowly over the downcast face of Granger.
-
-The dusky water lay around them still as death, reflecting in black
-masses the overhanging pines. The air was warm and full of heavy odors
-and drowsy sounds, through which a bird's brief song rang out, now and
-then, thrillingly sweet.
-
-The atmosphere seemed to Mrs. Jerome to become every moment more
-oppressive. A singular agitation began to stir in her breast, which
-showed itself in a faint streak of red upon either cheek. At last this
-feeling became unendurable, and she started with a sudden motion which
-caused the boat to rock perilously.
-
-Granger, roused by this movement, seized the oars, and with a skilful
-stroke brought the boat again to rest.
-
-"Will you row across to the other side?" the lady said. "I saw some
-rare orchids there which must be in bloom by this time."
-
-Granger took up the oars again and rowed as directed. When the orchids
-had been found and gathered, at Mrs. Jerome's request he spread her a
-shawl beneath a tree, and seated himself near her.
-
-"How beautiful it is here!" she said, after a pause. "I would like to
-stay and see the moon rise over those pines. It rises early to-night.
-You don't mind staying?" she added, looking at Granger.
-
-"No--" he answered, slowly, "I don't mind it in the least."
-
-"How different it must look here in winter!" she said, presently.
-
-"Yes; as different as life and death."
-
-"I cannot bear to think I shall never see it again," she said, after
-another and longer pause, "and yet I must leave it so soon!"
-
-"Soon!" Granger echoed, with a start. "You are going away soon, then?"
-he asked, in a husky voice.
-
-"Yes--very soon--in two weeks, I think."
-
-Granger made no reply. He bent his head and began searching among the
-leaves and moss. His eyes fell upon one of the lady's hands, which lay
-carelessly by her side, all its perfections and the splendor of its
-jewels relieved against the crimson background of the shawl.
-
-He could not look away from it, but bent lower and lower, until his
-hair and his quick breath swept across the fair fingers.
-
-At the touch a wonderful change passed over the woman. She started
-and trembled violently--her face grew soft and tender. She raised the
-hand which was upon her lap, bent forward and laid it, hesitatingly,
-tremblingly, upon the bowed, boyish head.
-
-"Robert! Robert!" she whispered.
-
-Granger raised his head. For a moment, which seemed an age, the two
-looked into each other's face. Hers was full of yearning tenderness and
-suffused with blushes--his, rigid and incredulous, yet lighted up with
-a wild joy. A hoarse cry broke from his lips--he thrust aside the hand
-which lingered upon his head, sprang to his feet, and went away.
-
-The color faded from Mrs. Jerome's face. She sat, for a moment, as if
-turned to stone, her eyes, dilated and flashing, fixed upon Granger's
-retreating figure. Then, with an impetuous gesture, she rose and went
-to look for Lill. A scream from the little girl fell upon her ears at
-the same moment. She had strayed out upon a log which extended far into
-the water, and stood poised, like a bird, upon its extreme end. Round
-her darted a blue-mailed dragon-fly, against which the little arms were
-beating in terror. Another instant, and she would be in the water. Mrs.
-Jerome sprang toward her, but Granger was already there. As he gave the
-frightened child into her mother's arms, he looked into her face. She
-returned his gaze with a haughty glance, and walked swiftly toward the
-boat. He took his seat in the bow and rowed across the lake in silence.
-Lill buried her scared little face in her mother's lap, and no one
-spoke. As they landed, a great, dark bird rose suddenly out of the
-bushes, and with a hideous, mocking cry, like the laugh of a maniac,
-swept across the water. The woman started and drew the child closer to
-her breast.
-
-They drove along in silence until within a mile of the Squires' farm,
-when, without a word, Granger turned into a road over which their
-drives had never before extended. It was evidently a by-way, and little
-used, for grass grew thickly between the ruts. On the brow of a hill he
-halted.
-
-Below, in the valley, far back from the road-side, stood an old, square
-mansion, of a style unusual in that region. It must have been a place
-of consequence in its day and generation. The roof was hipped, and
-broken by dormer windows, and a carved lintel crowned the door-way.
-An air of age and decay hung about it and the huge, black barns with
-sunken roofs, and the orchard, full of gnarled and barren trees,
-which flanked it. A broad, grass-grown avenue, stiffly bordered by
-dishevelled-looking Lombardy poplars, led up to the door.
-
-Granger turned slowly, and looked full into Mrs. Jerome's face. His own
-was terribly agitated. Doubt, questioning, passionate appeal, spoke
-from every feature.
-
-"That is the old Granger place," he said, in a strange, choked voice,
-with a gesture toward the house, "and that"--as a woman appeared for
-an instant in the door-way--"that woman----is _my wife_!"
-
-The desperate look in his face intensified. His eyes seemed endeavoring
-to pierce into her inmost soul. His lips moved as if to speak again,
-but speech failed him. A quick breath escaped the lady's parted lips,
-and she gave him a swift, startled glance.
-
-It was but a passing ripple on the surface of her high-bred calm.
-However, a smile, the slow, sweet, slightly scornful smile he knew
-so well, came to her lips again the next instant. She raised her
-eye-glasses and glanced carelessly over the scene.
-
-"Nice old place!" she said, in her soft, indifferent way. "Quite an air
-about it, really!"
-
-Granger turned and lashed the horse into a gallop. His teeth were
-set--his blue-gray eyes flashed.
-
-When the door was reached he lifted the woman and her child from the
-carriage, and drove madly away, the impact of the wheels with the rocky
-road sending out fierce sparks as they whirled along.
-
-Mrs. Jerome gathered her lilies into her arms and went slowly up to her
-room.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Several days passed, and Robert Granger did not appear. The harvest
-was now at its height, and the farmers prolonged their labors until
-sunset, and often later. This was the ostensible reason for his
-remaining away. During these days Mrs. Jerome was in a restless
-mood. She wandered continually about the woods and fields near the
-farm-house, remaining out far into the bright, dewless nights. One
-evening she complained of headache, and remained in-doors, sitting
-in _négligé_ by the window, looking listlessly out over the orchard.
-Nettie came in from a stroll with Lill, and gave her mistress a letter.
-
-"We met Mr. Granger, and he gave me this, madam," she said,
-respectfully, but her glance rested with some curiosity upon the face
-of Mrs. Jerome as she spoke.
-
-The letter remained unopened upon her lap long after Nettie had gone
-with the child to her room. Finally, she tore the envelope open and
-read:
-
- "What is the use of struggling any longer? You have seen, from
- the first day, that I was entirely at your mercy. There have
- been times when I thought you were coldly and deliberately
- trying your power over me; and there have been other times
- when I thought you were laughing at me, and I did not care,
- so long as I could see your face and hear your voice. I never
- allowed myself to think of the end. Now all is changed. What
- has happened? I am too miserable--and too madly happy--to think
- clearly; but, unless I am quite insane, I have heard your voice
- speaking my name, and I have seen in your face a look which
- meant--no, I _cannot_ write it! It was something I have never
- dared dream of, and I cannot believe it, even now; and yet, I
- _cannot_ forget that moment! If it is a sin to write this--if
- it is a wrong to you--I swear I have never meant to sin, and
- I would have kept silent forever but for that moment. Then,
- too, it flashed upon me for the first time that you did not
- know I was not free to love you. It _must_ be that you did not
- know--the doubt is an insult to your womanhood--and yet, when I
- tried to make sure of this, how you baffled me! But still _that
- moment_ remains unforgotten. What does it all mean? I must have
- an answer! I shall come to-morrow, at the usual time. If you
- refuse to see me, I shall understand. If not--what then?
-
- "R. G."
-
-The letter fell to the floor, and Helen Jerome sat for a while with
-heaving breast and hands clasped tightly over her face. Then she rose
-and paced up and down the chamber, pausing at length before one of the
-photographs with which she had adorned the bare walls. Through sombre,
-lurid vapors swept the figures of two lovers, with wild, wan faces,
-clasped in an eternal embrace of anguish. She looked at the picture a
-long time with a brooding face. In the dusk the floating figures seemed
-to expand into living forms, their lips to utter audible cries of
-despair.
-
-"Even at that price?"
-
-She shuddered as the words escaped her lips, and turned away. There was
-a tap at the door, and, before she could speak, a woman entered,--a
-spare, plain-featured woman, dressed in a dark cotton gown and coarse
-straw hat. There was something gentle, yet resolute, in her manner, as
-she came toward Mrs. Jerome, her eyes full of repressed, yet eager,
-scrutiny.
-
-"Good evenin', ma'am," she said, extending a vinaigrette of filigree
-and crystal. "I was comin' up this way an' I thought I'd bring ye your
-bottle. Leastways, I s'pose it's yourn. It fell out o' Rob's pocket."
-
-She let her eyes wander while she was speaking over the falling golden
-hair, the rich _robe-de-chambre_, and back to the beautiful proud face.
-
-"Thank you, it _is_ mine," said Mrs. Jerome. "Are you Robert Granger's
-mother?"
-
-"No, ma'am. I am his wife's mother. My name is Mary Rogers."
-
-Mrs. Jerome went to the window and seated herself. The hem of her dress
-brushed against the letter, and she stooped and picked it up, crushing
-it in her hand. The visitor did not offer to go. She had even removed
-her hat, and stood nervously twisting its ribbons in her hard, brown
-fingers.
-
-"Will you sit down, Mrs. Rogers?"
-
-The woman sank upon a chair without speaking. She was visibly
-embarrassed, moving her hands and feet restlessly about, and then
-bursting into sudden speech.
-
-"I've got somethin' I want to say to ye, Mis' Jerome. It's kind o' hard
-to begin--harder'n I thought 'twould be."
-
-She spoke in a strained, trembling voice, with many pauses.
-
-"It's something that ought to be said, an' there's nobody to say it
-but me. Perhaps--you don't know--that folks round here is a-talkin'
-about--about you an' Rob."
-
-Mrs. Jerome smiled--a scornful smile which showed her beautiful teeth.
-The woman saw it, and her swarthy face flushed.
-
-"I don't suppose it matters to you, ma'am, if they be," she said,
-bitterly, "an' it ain't on your account I come. It's on Ruby's account.
-Ruby's my darter. Oh, Mis' Jerome,"--she dropped her indignant tone,
-and spoke pleadingly,--"you don't look a bit like a wicked woman, only
-proud, an' used to havin' men praise ye, an' I'm sure if you could see
-Ruby you'd pity her, ma'am. She's a-worryin' an' breakin' her heart
-over Rob's neglectin' of her so, but she don't know what folks is
-a-sayin'. I've kep' it from her so far, but I'm afeard I can't keep it
-much longer, for folks keeps a throwin' out 'n' hintin' round, and if
-Ruby should find it out--the way she is now--it'd _kill_ her!"
-
-She stopped, rocking herself to and fro, until she could control her
-shaking voice.
-
-"I never wanted her to _hev_ Rob Granger," she began again, speaking
-hurriedly, "an' I tried to hender it all I could. But 'twa'n't no
-use. I knew 'twould come to this, sooner or later. 'Twas in his
-father, an' it's in him. The Grangers was all of 'em alike--proud an'
-high-sperrited, an' never knowin' their own minds two days at a time.
-It's in the blood, an' readin' po'try an' sich don't make it no better.
-I knowed Ruby wa'n't no match for Rob; she's gentle an' quiet, an'
-ain't got much book-larnin'. But her heart was sot on him, poor gal!"
-
-And again she paused, sobbing gently now, and wiping her eyes on her
-apron. Mrs. Jerome rose and went over to her. A wonderful change had
-passed over her. Every trace of pride and scorn had faded from her
-face. She was gentle, almost timid, in manner, as she stood before the
-weeping woman.
-
-"Mrs. Rogers," she said, kindly, "I cannot tell you how sorry I am. It
-is all unnecessary, I assure you. It is very foolish of people to talk.
-I shall see that you have no more trouble on my--on this account. If I
-had known"--she hesitated, stammering. "You see, Mrs. Rogers, I did not
-even know that Robert Granger was married. If I had, perhaps----"
-
-The woman looked up incredulously. The blood tingled hot through Mrs.
-Jerome's veins as she answered, with a sting of humiliation at her
-position.
-
-"It may seem strange--it _is_ strange, but no one has ever mentioned it
-to me until--a few days ago. Besides, as I tell you, there is no need
-for talk. There _shall_ be none. You can go home in perfect confidence
-that you will have no further cause for trouble--that I can prevent."
-
-Mrs. Rogers rose and took the lady's soft hand in hers.
-
-"God bless ye, ma'am. Ye'll do what's right, I know. You must forgive
-me for thinking wrong of ye, but you see----"
-
-She broke off in confusion.
-
-"It is no matter," said Mrs. Jerome. "You did not know me, of course.
-Good-night."
-
-When the door had closed upon her visitor, she stood for a while
-motionless, leaning her head wearily against the window-frame.
-
-"Strange," she said to herself, "that she should have reminded me
-of--mother! It must have been her voice."
-
-A breeze strayed in at the window, and brought up to her face the
-scent of the lilies which stood in a dish upon the bureau. She seized
-the bowl with a hasty gesture, and threw the flowers far out into the
-orchard.
-
-Mrs. Jerome arose very early the next morning and went down for a
-breath of the fresh, sweet air. Early as it was, the farmer had been to
-the village to distribute his milk, and came rattling up the road with
-his wagon full of empty cans. He drove up to the door, and, with an air
-of importance, handed the lady a letter, staring inquisitively at her
-haggard face as he did so. The letter was merely a friendly one from
-her physician, in answer to her own, and said, among other things:
-
- "Van Cassalear is in town. All my ingenuity was called into
- action in the effort to answer his persistent inquiries in
- regard to you. As glad as I am that you are so content, and
- inured to human suffering as I am supposed to be, I could not
- but feel a pang of sympathy for him. His state is a melancholy
- one. The world has long since ceased conjecturing as to your
- whereabouts. You are one of those privileged beings who are at
- liberty to do and dare. Your mysterious disappearance is put
- down with your other eccentricities."
-
-Although, under ordinary circumstances, not a woman to care for a
-pretext for anything she chose to do, she allowed the reception of this
-letter to serve in the present instance as an excuse for her immediate
-departure--for she had resolved to go away at once.
-
-The surprise of Mr. Squires when her intention was made known to him
-was great, and tinged with melancholy--a melancholy which his wife by
-no means shared. But his feelings were considerably assuaged by the
-check handed him by Nettie, for an amount far greater than he had any
-reason to expect.
-
-"I might 'a' got Rob to take 'em down to the station, if I'd a-known
-it sooner," he remarked to his wife, in Mrs. Jerome's hearing, "but I
-seen him an hour ago drivin' like thunder down toward Hingham, an' he
-won't be back in time. I guess old Sal can drag the folks down to the
-station, an' I'll see if I can get Tim Higgins to take the things.
-Time I's about it, too. Train goes at one."
-
-Mrs. Jerome went to her room and dressed herself in travelling attire.
-Leaving Nettie to finish packing, she took her hat and went out and
-down the road, walking very rapidly. All along the road-side August was
-flaunting her gay banners. Silvery clematis and crimsoning blackberry
-vines draped the rough stone walls; hard-hack, both pink and white,
-asters and golden-rod, and many a humble, nameless flower and shrub,
-filled all the intervening spaces; yellow birds swung airily upon the
-purple tufts of the giant thistles, and great red butterflies hovered
-across her pathway. She passed on, unheeding, until the grassy by-road
-was reached, into which she turned, and stood for a moment on the
-summit of the hill, looking down upon the Granger homestead. A woman
-came out as she looked, and leaned over the flowers which bloomed in
-little beds on each side of the door-way. Mrs. Jerome half turned, as
-if to retrace her steps, and then walked resolutely down the hill and
-up the avenue. The woman saw her coming, stared shyly from beneath her
-hand in rustic fashion for a moment, and then ran into the house, where
-she could be seen peeping from between the half-closed window-blinds.
-
-As she came nearer the house, Mrs. Jerome slackened her steps. Her
-limbs trembled, she panted slightly, and a feeling of faintness came
-over her. The woman she had seen came again to the door, and stood
-there silently as if waiting for the stranger to speak--a timid,
-delicate young creature, with great innocent blue eyes and apple-bloom
-complexion. The lady looked into the shy face a moment and came
-forward, holding out her gloved hand.
-
-"Are you Mrs. Granger?"
-
-The little woman nodded, and the apple-bloom color spread to her
-blue-veined temples.
-
-"I am Mrs. Jerome," she continued. "You must have heard your--husband
-speak of me."
-
-"Yes," answered Mrs. Granger, simply, "I've heard tell of you."
-
-Meantime she was studying her guest with innocent curiosity--the lovely
-proud face, the supple figure, the quiet elegance of the toilet, with
-all its subtle perfection of detail. It did not irritate her as it did
-Mrs. Squires; it only filled her with gentle wonder and enthusiasm. She
-tried at length to shake off the timidity which possessed her.
-
-"You must be real tired," she said gently. "It's a long walk. Won't you
-come in?"
-
-"Thank you," said the lady. "I think I _am_ very tired. If you would be
-so kind as to give me a chair, I would sit here in the shade awhile."
-
-She sank into the chair which Mrs. Granger brought, and drank eagerly
-the cool water which she proffered.
-
-"Thank you," she said. "It is pleasant, here, very. How lovely your
-flowers are."
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Granger, with a show of pride, "I love flowers,
-and they always bloom well for me." She went to the beds and began
-gathering some of the choicest. At the same moment, Mrs. Rogers came
-through the hall. As she saw the visitor, her face flushed, and she
-glanced suspiciously, resentfully, from Mrs. Jerome to her daughter.
-
-The lady rose.
-
-"It's Mis' Jerome, mother," said Ruby, simply, "the lady that stays at
-Squireses."
-
-Mrs. Jerome bowed, and a look of full understanding passed between the
-two. Ruby, gathering her flowers, saw nothing of it.
-
-"I am going away, Mrs. Granger," said the lady. "Circumstances require
-my immediate return to the city. I came to leave a message with you
-for--your husband, as he is not at home. Tell him I thank him for the
-pleasure he has given me this summer."
-
-"I'm real sorry you took the trouble to come down," said Mrs. Granger.
-"It's a long walk, an' Squires could 'a' told Rob to-night."
-
-"Yes, I know," said the lady, consulting her watch, "but I wanted a
-last walk."
-
-She held the little woman's hand at parting, and looked long into the
-shy face. Then, stooping, she lightly kissed her forehead, and, with
-the flowers in her hand, went down the grassy avenue, up the hill, and
-out of sight.
-
-Robert Granger came home late in the afternoon. He drove directly into
-the barn, and proceeded to unharness and care for the jaded beast,
-which was covered with foam and dust. He himself was haggard and
-wild-eyed, and he moved about with feverish haste. When he had made
-the tired creature comfortable in his stall, he went to the splendid
-animal in the one adjoining and began to bestow similar attentions
-upon him. While he was thus engaged, Mrs. Rogers came into the stable.
-Her son-in-law hardly raised his eyes. She watched him sharply for a
-moment, and came nearer.
-
-"Ain't ye comin' in to get somethin' to eat, Rob?"
-
-"I have been to dinner," was the answer.
-
-"Rob," said the woman, quietly, "ye might as well let that go--ye won't
-need Dick to-day."
-
-Granger started, almost dropping the card he was using.
-
-"What do you mean?" he asked, with an effort at indifference, resuming
-his work on Dick's shining mane.
-
-"The lady's gone away," said Mrs. Rogers, steadily watching him.
-
-"What!" cried Granger, glaring fiercely across Dick's back. "What did
-you say? Who's gone away?"
-
-"The lady--Mis' Jerome," repeated the woman. "She come down herself to
-leave word for ye, seein' that you wa'n't at home. She was called away
-onexpected. Said she'd enjoyed herself first-rate this summer--an' was
-much obleeged to ye for your kindness."
-
-Granger continued his labor, stooping so low that his mother-in-law
-could only see his shoulders and the jetty curls which clustered at his
-neck. She smiled as she looked--a somewhat bitter smile. She was a good
-and gentle creature, but Ruby was her daughter--her only child. After a
-moment or two she went away.
-
-When she was out of hearing, Granger rose. He was pale as death, and
-his forehead was covered with heavy drops. He leaned weakly against
-Dick, who turned his fine eyes lovingly on his master and rubbed his
-head against his sleeve.
-
-Granger hid his face upon his arms.
-
-"My God!" he cried, "is that the answer?"
-
-It _was_ the answer. It was all the answer Granger ever received.
-He did not kill himself. He did not attempt to follow or even write
-to her. Why should he? She had come and had gone,--a beautiful,
-bewildering, maddening vision.
-
-Neither did he try the old remedy of dissipation, as a meaner
-nature might have done; but he could not bear the quiet meaning of
-Mrs. Rogers' looks, nor the mute, reproachful face of his wife,
-and he fell into a habit of wandering with dog and gun through the
-mountains, coming home with empty game-bag, late at night, exhausted
-and dishevelled, to throw himself upon his bed and sleep long, heavy
-slumbers. Without knowing it, he had taken his sore heart to the surest
-and purest counsellor; and little by little those solitary communings
-with nature had their healing effect.
-
-"Let him be, Ruby," her mother would say, as Ruby mourned and wondered.
-"Let him be. The Grangers was all of 'em queer. Rob'll come round all
-right in course of time."
-
-Weeks and months went by in this way, and one morning, after a night
-of desperate pain and danger, Robert Granger's first-born was laid in
-his arms. Then he buried his face in the pillow by pale, smiling Ruby,
-and sent up a prayer for forgiveness and strength. True, only God and
-attending angels heard it, but Ruby Granger was a happier woman from
-that day.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mrs. Van Cassalear was passing along the city street, leaning upon
-her husband's arm. It was midsummer. "Everybody" was out of town, and
-the Van Cassalears were only there for a day, _en passant_. They were
-walking rapidly, the lady's delicate drapery gathered in one hand, a
-look of proud indifference upon her face.
-
-"Pond-lilies! Pond-lilies!"
-
-She paused. Upon a street-corner stood a sun-burned, bare-foot boy,
-in scant linen suit and coarse farmer's hat. His hands were full of
-lilies, which he was offering for sale.
-
-Mrs. Van Cassalear dropped her husband's arm and the white draperies
-fell unheeded to the pavement. She almost snatched the lilies from the
-boy's hands, and bowed her face over them.
-
-The city sights and sounds faded away. Before her spread a deep, dark
-lake, its surface flecked with lilies. Tall pines bent over it, and in
-their shadow drifted a boat, and an impassioned, boyish face looked at
-her from the boat's prow....
-
-"Six for five cents, lady, please!"
-
-"Do you want the things, Helen?" said Van Cassalear, the least trace of
-impatience in his voice. "If you do, let me pay the boy and we'll go
-on. People are staring."
-
-The lady raised her eyes and drew a deep breath.
-
-"No," she said, "I will not have them."
-
-She returned the lilies, with a piece of money, to the astonished boy,
-gathered her drapery again into her hand, and swept on.
-
-
-
-
- MY FRIEND MRS. ANGEL.
-
- A WASHINGTON SKETCH.
-
-
-My acquaintance with Mrs. Angel dates from the hour she called upon
-me, in response to my application at a ladies' furnishing store for a
-seamstress; and the growth of the acquaintance, as well as the somewhat
-peculiar character which it assumed, was doubtless due to the interest
-I betrayed in the history of her early life, as related to me at
-different times, frankly and with unconscious pathos and humor.
-
-Her parents were of the "poor white" class and lived in some remote
-Virginian wild, whose precise locality, owing to the narrator's vague
-geographical knowledge, I could never ascertain. She was the oldest
-of fifteen children, all of whom were brought up without the first
-rudiments of an education, and ruled over with brutal tyranny by a
-father whose sole object in life was to vie with his neighbors in
-the consumption of "black jack" and corn whiskey, and to extract the
-maximum of labor from his numerous progeny,--his paternal affection
-finding vent in the oft-repeated phrase, "Durn 'em, I wish I could
-sell some on 'em!" The boys, as they became old enough to realize
-the situation, ran away in regular succession;--the girls, in the
-forlorn hope of exchanging a cruel master for one less so, drifted
-into matrimony at the earliest possible age. Mrs. Angel, at the age of
-sixteen, married a man of her own class, who found his way in course of
-time to Washington and became a day-laborer in the Navy Yard.
-
-It would be interesting, if practicable, to trace the subtle laws by
-which this woman became possessed of a beauty of feature and form,
-and color, which a youth spent in field-work, twenty subsequent years
-of maternity and domestic labor, and a life-long diet of the coarsest
-description, have not succeeded in obliterating. Blue, heavily fringed
-eyes, wanting only intelligence to make them really beautiful; dark,
-wavy hair, delicately formed ears, taper fingers, and a fair, though
-faded complexion, tell of a youth whose beauty must have been striking.
-
-She seldom alluded to her husband at all, and never by name, the brief
-pronoun "he" answering all purposes, and this invariably uttered in
-a tone of resentment and contempt, which the story of his wooing
-sufficiently accounts for.
-
-"His folks lived over t'other side the mount'n," she related, "an' he
-was dead sot an' _de_-termined he'd have me. I never did see a man so
-sot! The Lord knows why! He used ter foller me 'round an' set an' set,
-day in an' day out. I kep' a-tellin' of him I couldn't a-bear him, an'
-when I said it, he'd jess look at me an' kind o' grin like, an' never
-say nothin', but keep on a-settin' 'roun'. Mother _she_ didn't dare say
-a word, 'cause she knowed father 'lowed I should have him whether or
-no. ''Taint no use, Calline,' she'd say, 'ye might as well give up fust
-as last.' Then he got ter comin' every day, an' he an' father jess sot
-an' smoked, an' drunk whiskey, an' _he_ a-starin' at me all the time as
-if he was crazy, like. Bimeby I took ter hidin' when he come. Sometimes
-I hid in the cow-shed, an' sometimes in the woods, an' waited till he'd
-cl'ared out, an' then when I come in the house, father he'd out with
-his cowhide, an' whip me. 'I'll teach ye,' he'd say, swearin' awful,
-'I'll teach ye ter honor yer father an' mother, as brought ye inter the
-world, ye hussy!' An' after a while, what with that, an' seein' mother
-a-cryin' 'roun', I begun ter git enough of it, an' at last I got so I
-didn't keer. So I stood up an' let him marry me; but," she added, with
-smouldering fire in her faded blue eyes, "I 'lowed I'd make him sorry
-fur it, an' I reckon I _hev_! But he won't let on. Ketch him!"
-
-This, and her subsequent history, her valorous struggle with poverty,
-her industry and tidiness, her intense, though blindly foolish, love
-for her numerous offspring, and a general soft-heartedness toward
-all the world, except "niggers" and the father of her children,
-interested me in the woman to an extent which has proved disastrous
-to my comfort--and pocket. I cannot tell how it came about, but at an
-early period of our acquaintance Mrs. Angel began to take a lively
-interest in my wardrobe, not only promptly securing such articles as
-I had already condemned as being too shabby, even for the wear of an
-elderly Government employé, but going to the length of suggesting the
-laying aside of others which I had modestly deemed capable of longer
-service. From this, it was but a step to placing a species of lien upon
-all newly purchased garments, upon which she freely commented, with a
-view to their ultimate destination. It is not pleasant to go through
-the world with the feeling of being mortgaged as to one's apparel, but
-though there have been moments when I have meditated rebellion, I have
-never been able to decide upon any practicable course of action.
-
-I cannot recall the time when Mrs. Angel left my room without a package
-of some description. She carries with her always a black satchel,
-possessing the capacity and insatiability of a conjurer's bag, but,
-unlike that article, while almost anything may be gotten into it,
-nothing ever comes out of it.
-
-Her power of absorption was simply marvellous. Fortunately, however,
-the demon of desire which possesses her may be appeased, all other
-means failing, with such trifles as a row of pins, a few needles, or
-even stale newspapers.
-
-"He reads 'em," she explained, concerning the last, "an' then I dresses
-my pantry shelves with 'em."
-
-"It is a wonder your husband never taught _you_ to read," I said once,
-seeing how wistfully she was turning the pages of a "Harper's Weekly."
-
-The look of concentrated hate flashed into her face again.
-
-"He 'lows a woman ain't got no call ter read," she answered, bitterly.
-"I allers laid off to larn, jess ter spite him, but I ain't never got
-to it yit."
-
-I came home from my office one day late in autumn, to find Mrs. Angel
-sitting by the fire in my room, which, as I board with friends, is
-never locked. Her customary trappings of woe were enhanced by a
-new veil of cheap crape which swept the floor, and her round, rosy
-visage wore an expression of deep, unmitigated grief. A patch of
-_poudre de riz_ ornamented her tip-tilted nose, a delicate aroma of
-Farina cologne-water pervaded the atmosphere, and the handle of my
-ivory-backed hair-brush protruded significantly from one of the drawers
-of my dressing-bureau.
-
-I glanced at her apprehensively. My first thought was that the
-somewhat mythical personage known as "he" had finally shuffled himself
-out of existence. I approached her respectfully.
-
-"Good-evenin'," she murmured. "Pretty day!"
-
-"How do you do, Mrs. Angel?" I responded, sympathetically. "You seem to
-be in trouble. What has happened?"
-
-"A heap!" was the dismal answer. "Old Mr. Lawson's dead!"
-
-"Ah! Was he a near relative of yours?" I inquired.
-
-"Well," she answered,--somewhat dubiously, I thought,--"not _so_ nigh.
-He wasn't rightly _no kin_. His fust wife's sister married my oldest
-sister's husband's brother--but we's allers _knowed_ him, an' he was
-allers a-comin' an' a-goin' amongst us _like_ one o' the family. An' if
-ever they _was_ a saint he was one!"
-
-Here she wiped away a furtive tear with a new black-bordered kerchief.
-I was silent, feeling any expression of sympathy on my part inadequate
-to the occasion.
-
-"He was _prepared_," she resumed, presently, "ef ever a man was. He got
-religion about forty year ago--that time all the stars fell down, ye
-know. He'd been ter see his gal, an' was goin' home late, and the stars
-was a-fallin', and he was took then. He went into a barn, an' begun
-prayin', an' he ain't never stopped sence."
-
-Again the black-bordered handkerchief was brought into requisition.
-
-"How are the children?" I ventured, after a pause.
-
-"Po'ly!" was the discouraging answer. "Jinny an' Rosy an' John Henry
-has all had the croup. I've been a-rubbin' of 'em with Radway's Relief
-an' British ile, an' a-givin' on it to 'em internal, fur two days an'
-nights runnin'. Both bottles is empty now, and the Lord knows where the
-next is ter come from, fur we ain't got no credit at the 'pothecary's.
-_He's_ out o' work ag'in, an' they ain't a stick o' wood in the shed,
-an' the grocer-man says he wants some money putty soon. Ef my _hens_
-would only lay----"
-
-"It was unfortunate," I could not help saying, with a glance at the
-veil and handkerchief, "that you felt obliged to purchase additional
-mourning just when things were looking so badly."
-
-She gave me a sharp glance, a glow of something like resentment crept
-into her face.
-
-"All our family puts on black fur kin, ef it _ain't_ so nigh!" she
-remarked with dignity.
-
-A lineal descendant of an English earl could not have uttered the words
-"our family" with more hauteur. I felt the rebuke.
-
-"Besides," she added, naďvely, "the store-keeper _trusted_ me fur 'em."
-
-"If only Phenie could git work," she resumed, presently, giving me
-a peculiar side-glance with which custom had rendered me familiar,
-it being the invariable precursor of a request, or a sly suggestion.
-"She's only fifteen, an' she ain't over 'n' above _strong_, but she's
-got learnin'. She only left off school a year ago come spring, an'
-she can do right smart. There's Sam Weaver's gal, as lives nex' do'
-to us, _she's_ got a place in the printin'-office where she 'arns her
-twenty-five dollars a month, an' she never seen the day as she could
-read like Phenie, an' she's ugly as sin, too."
-
-It occurred to me just here that I had heard of an additional force
-being temporarily required in the Printing Bureau. I resolved to
-use what influence I possessed with a prominent official, a friend
-of "better days," to obtain employment for "Phenie," for, with all
-the poor woman's faults and weaknesses, I knew that her distress was
-genuine.
-
-"I will see if I can find some employment for your daughter," I said,
-after reflecting a few moments. "Come here Saturday evening, and I will
-let you know the result."
-
-I knew, by the sudden animation visible in Mrs. Angel's face, that this
-was what she had hoped for and expected.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When I came from the office on Saturday evening, I found Mrs. Angel
-and her daughter awaiting me. She had often alluded to Phenie with
-maternal pride, as a "good-lookin' gal," but I was entirely unprepared
-for such a vision as, at her mother's bidding, advanced to greet me. It
-occurred to me that Mrs. Angel herself must have once looked somewhat
-as Phenie did now, except as to the eyes. That much-contemned "he" must
-have been responsible for the large, velvety black eyes which met mine
-with such a timid, deprecating glance.
-
-She was small and perfectly shaped, and there was enough of vivid
-coloring and graceful curve about her to have furnished a dozen
-ordinary society belles. Her hair fell loosely to her waist in the then
-prevailing fashion, a silken, wavy, chestnut mass. A shabby little
-hat was perched on one side her pretty head, and the tightly fitting
-basque of her dress of cheap faded blue exposed her white throat almost
-too freely. I was glad that I could answer the anxious pleading of
-those eyes in a manner not disappointing. The girl's joy was a pretty
-thing to witness as I told her mother that my application had been
-successful, and that Phenie would be assigned work on Monday.
-
-"_He_ 'lowed she wouldn't git in," remarked Mrs. Angel, triumphantly,
-"an' as fur Columbus, _he_ didn't want her to git in no how."
-
-"Oh _maw_!" interrupted Phenie, blushing like a June rose.
-
-"Oh, what's the use!" continued her mother. "Columbus says he wouldn't
-'low it nohow ef he'd got a good stan'. He says as soon as ever he gits
-inter business fur hisself----"
-
-"Oh _maw_!" interposed Phenie again, going to the window to hide her
-blushes.
-
-"Columbus is a butcher by trade," went on Mrs. Angel, in a confidential
-whisper, "an' Phenie, she don't like the idee of it. I tell her
-she's foolish, but she don't like it. I reckon it's readin' them
-story-papers, all about counts, an' lords, an' sich, as has set her
-agin' butcherin'. But Columbus, he jess loves the groun' she walks on,
-an' he's a-goin' ter hucksterin' as soon as ever he can git a good
-stan'."
-
-I expressed a deep interest in the success of Columbus, and rescued
-Phenie from her agony of confusion by some remarks upon other themes of
-a less personal nature. Soon after, mother and daughter departed.
-
-Eight o'clock Monday morning brought Phenie, looking elated yet
-nervous. She wore the faded blue dress, but a smart "butterfly-bow"
-of rose-pink was perched in her shining hair, and another was at her
-throat. As we entered the Treasury building, I saw that she turned pale
-and trembled as if with awe, and as we passed on through the lofty,
-resounding corridors, and up the great flight of steps, she panted like
-a hunted rabbit.
-
-At the Bureau I presented the appointment-card I had received. The
-superintendent gave it a glance, scrutinized Phenie closely, beckoned
-to a minor power, and in a moment the new employé was conducted from my
-sight. Just as she disappeared behind the door leading into the grimy,
-noisy world of printing-presses, Phenie gave me a glance over her
-shoulder. Such a trembling, scared sort of a glance! I felt as if I had
-just turned a young lamb into a den of ravening wolves.
-
-Curiously enough, from this day the fortunes of the house of Angel
-began to mend. "He" was reinstated in "the Yard," the oldest boy
-began a thriving business in the paper-selling line, and Mrs. Angel
-herself being plentifully supplied with plain sewing, the family were
-suddenly plunged into a state of affluence which might well have upset
-a stronger intellect than that of its maternal head. Her lunacy took
-the mild and customary form of "shopping." Her trips to the Avenue
-(by which Pennsylvania Avenue is presupposed) and to Seventh Street
-became of semi-weekly occurrence. She generally dropped in to see me
-on her way home, in quite a friendly and informal manner (her changed
-circumstances had not made her proud), and with high glee exhibited
-to me her purchases. They savored strongly of Hebraic influences, and
-included almost every superfluous article of dress known to modern
-times. She also supplied herself with lace curtains of marvellous
-design, and informed me that she had bought a magnificent "bristles"
-carpet at auction, for a mere song.
-
-"The _bristles_ is wore off in some places," she acknowledged, "but
-it's most as good as new."
-
-Her grief for the lamented Mr. Lawson found new expression in
-"mourning" jewelry of a massive and sombre character, including
-ear-rings of a size which threatened destruction to the lobes of her
-small ears. Her fledgelings were liberally provided with new garments
-of a showy and fragile nature, and even her feelings toward "him"
-became sufficiently softened to allow the purchase of a purple necktie
-and an embroidered shirt-bosom for his adornment.
-
-"He ain't not ter say _so_ ugly, of a Sunday, when he gits the smudge
-washed off," she remarked, in connection with the above.
-
-"It must have been a great satisfaction to you," I suggested (not
-without a slight tinge of malice), "to be able to pay off the grocer
-and the dry-goods merchant."
-
-Mrs. Angel's spirits were visibly dampened by this unfeeling allusion.
-Her beaming face darkened.
-
-"They has to take their resks," she remarked, sententiously, after a
-long pause, fingering her hard-rubber bracelets, and avoiding my gaze.
-
-Once I met her on the Avenue. She was issuing from a popular
-restaurant, followed by four or five young Angels, all in high spirits
-and beaming with the consciousness of well-filled stomachs, and the
-possession of divers promising-looking paper bags. She greeted me with
-an effusiveness which drew upon me the attention of the passers-by.
-
-"We've done had _oyshters_!" remarked John Henry.
-
-"'N' ice-cream 'n' cakes!" supplemented Rosy.
-
-The fond mother exhibited, with natural pride, their "tin-types," taken
-individually and collectively, sitting and standing, with hats and
-without. The artist had spared neither carmine nor gilt-foil, and the
-effect was unique and dazzling.
-
-"I've ben layin' off ter have 'em took these two year," she loudly
-exclaimed, "an' I've done it! He'll be mad as a hornet, but I don't
-keer! _He_ don't pay fur 'em!"
-
-A vision of the long-suffering grocer and merchant rose between me and
-those triumphs of the limner's art, but then, as Mrs. Angel herself had
-philosophically remarked, "they has to take their resks."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Phenie, too, in the beginning, was a frequent visitor, and I was
-pleased to note that her painful shyness was wearing off a little,
-and to see a marked improvement in her dress. There was, with all
-her childishness, a little trace of coquetry about her,--the innocent
-coquetry of a bird preening its feathers in the sunshine. She was
-simply a soft-hearted, ignorant little beauty, whose great, appealing
-eyes seemed always asking for something, and in a way one might find it
-hard to refuse.
-
-In spite of her rich color, I saw that the girl was frail, and knowing
-that she had a long walk after leaving the cars, I arranged for her to
-stay with me overnight when the weather was severe, and she often did
-so, sleeping on the lounge in my sitting-room.
-
-At first I exerted myself to entertain my young guest,--youth and
-beauty have great charms for me,--but beyond some curiosity at the
-sight of pictures, I met with no encouragement. The girl's mind was a
-vacuum. She spent the hours before retiring in caressing and romping
-with my kitten, in whose company she generally curled up on the hearth
-rug and went to sleep, looking, with her disarranged curly hair and
-round, flushed cheeks, like a child kept up after its bed-time.
-
-But after a few weeks she came less frequently, and finally not at all.
-I heard of her occasionally through her mother, however, who reported
-favorably, dilating most fervidly upon the exemplary punctuality with
-which Phenie placed her earnings in the maternal hand.
-
-It happened one evening in mid-winter that I was hastening along
-Pennsylvania Avenue at an early hour, when, as I was passing a certain
-restaurant, the door of the ladies' entrance was pushed noisily
-open, and a party of three came out. The first of these was a man,
-middle-aged, well-dressed, and of a jaunty and gallant air, the second
-a large, high-colored young woman, the third--Phenie. She looked
-flushed and excited, and was laughing in her pretty, foolish way at
-something her male companion was saying to her. My heart stood still;
-but, as I watched the trio from the obscurity of a convenient door-way,
-I saw the man hail a Navy Yard car, assist Phenie to enter it, and
-return to his friend upon the pavement.
-
-I was ill at ease. I felt a certain degree of responsibility concerning
-Phenie, and the next day, therefore, I waited for her at the great iron
-gate through which the employés of the Bureau must pass out, determined
-to have a few words with the child in private. Among the first to
-appear was Phenie, and with her, as I had feared, the high-colored
-young woman. In spite of that person's insolent looks, I drew Phenie's
-little hand unresistingly through my arm, and led her away.
-
-Outside the building, as I had half-expected, loitered the man in
-whose company I had seen her on the previous evening. Daylight
-showed him to be a type familiar to Washington eyes--large, florid,
-scrupulously attired, and carrying himself with a mingled air of
-military distinction and senatorial dignity well calculated to deceive
-an unsophisticated observer.
-
-He greeted Phenie with a courtly bow, and a smile, which changed
-quickly to a dark look as his eyes met mine, and turned away with a
-sudden assumption of lofty indifference and abstraction.
-
-Phenie accompanied me to my room without a word, where I busied myself
-in preparing some work for her mother, chatting meanwhile of various
-trifling matters.
-
-I could see that the girl looked puzzled, astonished, even a little
-angry. She kept one of her small, dimpled hands hidden under the
-folds of her water-proof, too, and her eyes followed me wistfully and
-questioningly.
-
-"Who were those people I saw you with last evening, coming from H----'s
-saloon?" I suddenly asked.
-
-Phenie gave me a startled glance; her face grew pale.
-
-"Her name," she stammered, "is Nettie Mullin."
-
-"And the gentleman?" I asked again, with an irony which I fear was
-entirely thrown away.
-
-The girl's color came back with a rush.
-
-"His name is O'Brien, General O'Brien," she faltered. "He--he's a great
-man!" she added, with a pitiful little show of pride.
-
-"Ah! Did he tell you so?" I asked.
-
-"Nettie told me," the girl answered, simply. "She's known him a long
-time. He's rich and has a great deal of--of influence, and he's
-promised to get us promoted. He's a great friend of Nettie's, and
-he--he's a perfect gentleman."
-
-She looked so innocent and confused as she sat rubbing the toe of one
-small boot across a figure of the carpet, that I had not the heart to
-question her further. In her agitation she had withdrawn the hand she
-had kept hitherto concealed beneath her cape, and was turning around
-and around the showy ring which adorned one finger.
-
-"I am certain, Phenie," I said, "that your friend General O'Brien is no
-more a general and no more a gentleman than that ring you are wearing
-is genuine gold and diamonds."
-
-She gave me a half-laughing, half-resentful look, colored painfully,
-but said nothing, and went away at length, with the puzzled, hurt look
-still on her face.
-
-For several days following I went every day to the gate of the Bureau,
-and saw Phenie on her homeward way. For two or three days "General
-O'Brien" continued to loiter about the door-way, but as he ceased at
-length to appear, and as the system I had adopted entailed upon me
-much fatigue and loss of time, I decided finally to leave Phenie again
-to her own devices; not, however, without some words of advice and
-warning. She received them silently, but her large, soft eyes looked
-into mine with the pathetic, wondering look of a baby, who cannot
-comprehend why it shall not put its hand into the blaze of the lamp.
-
-I did not see her for some time after this, but having ascertained
-from her mother that she was in the habit of coming home regularly, my
-anxiety was in a measure quieted.
-
-"She don't seem nateral, Phenie don't," Mrs. Angel said one day. "She's
-kind o' quiet, like, as ef she was studyin' about something, an' she
-used to be everlastin' singin' an' laughin'. Columbus, he's a-gittin'
-kind o' oneasy an' jealous, like. Says he, 'Mrs. Angel,' says he, 'ef
-Phenie should go back on me after all, an' me a-scrapin', an' a-savin',
-an' a-goin' out o' butcherin' along o' her not favorin' it,' says he,
-'why I reckon I wouldn't never git over it,' says he. Ye see him an'
-her's ben a-keepin' comp'ny sence Phenie was twelve year old. I tells
-him he ain't no call ter feel oneasy, though, not as _I_ knows on."
-
-Something urged me here to speak of what I knew as to Phenie's recent
-associates, but other motives--a regard for the girl's feelings, and
-reliance upon certain promises she had made me, mingled with a want of
-confidence in her mother's wisdom and discretion--kept me silent.
-
- * * * * *
-
-One evening--it was in March, and a little blustering--I was sitting
-comfortably by my fire, trying to decide between the attractions of a
-new magazine and the calls of duty which required my attendance at a
-certain "Ladies' Committee-meeting," when a muffled, unhandy sort of a
-knock upon my door disturbed my train of thought. I uttered an indolent
-"Come in!"
-
-There was a hesitating turn of the knob, the door opened, and I rose to
-be confronted by a tall, broad-chested young man, of ruddy complexion
-and undecided features; a young man who, not at all abashed, bowed in a
-friendly manner, while his mild, blue eyes wandered about the apartment
-with undisguised eagerness. He wore a new suit of invisible plaid, an
-extremely low-necked shirt, a green necktie, and a celluloid pin in
-the form of a shapely feminine leg. Furthermore, the little finger of
-the hand which held his felt hat was gracefully crooked in a manner
-admitting the display of a seal ring of a peculiarly striking style,
-and an agreeable odor of bergamot, suggestive of the barber's chair,
-emanated from his person. It flashed over me at once that this was
-Phenie Angel's lover, a suspicion which his first words verified.
-
-"Ain't Miss Angel here?" he asked, in a voice full of surprise and
-disappointment.
-
-"No, she is not," I answered. "You are her friend, Columbus----"
-
-"Columbus Dockett, ma'am," he responded. "Yes, ma'am. Ain't Phenie been
-here this evenin'?"
-
-"No. Did you expect to find her here?"
-
-Mr. Dockett's frank face clouded perceptibly, and he pushed his hair
-back and forth on his forehead uneasily, as he answered:
-
-"I did, indeed, ma'am. I--you see, ma'am, she ain't been comin' home
-reg'lar of late, Phenie ain't, an' I ain't had no good chance to speak
-to her for right smart of a while. I laid off to see her to-night for
-certain. I've got somethin' _partic'lar_ to say to her, to-night.
-You see, ma'am," he added, becoming somewhat confused, "me an'
-her--we--I--me an' her----"
-
-He stopped, evidently feeling his inability to express himself with the
-delicacy the subject required.
-
-"I understand, Mr. Dockett," I said, smilingly, "you and Phenie are----"
-
-"That's it!" interposed Mr. Dockett, much relieved. "Yes, ma'am, that's
-how the matter stan's! I made sure of findin' Phenie here. Her ma says
-as that's where she's been a-stayin' nights lately."
-
-I started. I had not seen Phenie for two or three weeks.
-
-"I dare say she has gone home with one of the girls from the Bureau," I
-said, reassuringly.
-
-I had been studying the young man's face in the meantime, and had
-decided that Mr. Dockett was a very good sort of a fellow. There was
-good material in him. It might be in a raw state, but it was very good
-material, indeed. He might be a butcher by trade, but surely he was
-the "mildest-mannered man" that ever felled an ox. His voice had a
-pleasant, sincere ring, and altogether he looked like a man with whom
-it might be dangerous to trifle, but who might be trusted to handle a
-sick baby, or wait upon a helpless woman with unlimited devotion.
-
-"You don't have no idea who the girl might be?" he asked, gazing
-dejectedly into the crown of his hat. "'Tain't so late. I might find
-Phenie yit."
-
-It happened, by the merest chance, that I did know where Nettie Mullin,
-in whose company I feared Phenie might again be found, boarded. That
-is to say, I knew the house but not its number, and standing as it did
-at a point where several streets and avenues intersect, its situation
-was one not easily imparted to another. I saw, by the look of hopeless
-bewilderment on Mr. Dockett's face, that he could have discovered the
-North-west Passage with equal facility.
-
-I reflected, hesitated, formed a hasty resolution, and said:
-
-"I am going out to attend a meeting, and I will show you where one of
-the girls, with whom I have seen Phenie, lives. You may find her there
-now."
-
-The young man's face brightened a little. He expressed his thanks, and
-waited for me on the landing.
-
-The house where Miss Mullin boarded was only a few squares away. It was
-one of a row of discouraged-looking houses, which had started out with
-the intention of being genteel but had long ago given up the idea.
-
-It was lighted up cheerfully, however, we saw on approaching, and a
-hack stood before the door. I indicated to my companion that this was
-the house, and would have turned away, but at that moment the door
-opened, and two girls came out and descended the steps. The light from
-the hall, as well as that of a street-lamp, fell full upon them. There
-was no mistaking Miss Mullin, and her companion was Phenie,--in a gay
-little hat set saucily back from her face, the foolish, pretty laugh
-ringing from her lips.
-
-The two girls tripped lightly across the pavement toward the carriage.
-As they did so, the door was opened from within (the occupant, for
-reasons best known to himself, preferring not to alight), and a
-well-clad, masculine arm was gallantly extended. Miss Mullin, giggling
-effusively, was about to enter, followed close by Phenie, when, with a
-smothered cry, Dockett darted forward and placed himself between them
-and the carriage.
-
-"Phenie," he said, his voice shaking a little. "Phenie, where was you
-a-goin'?"
-
-The young girl started back, confused.
-
-"Law, Columbus!" she faltered, in a scared, faint voice.
-
-In the meantime, the man in the carriage put his face out of the door,
-and eyed the intruder, for an instant, arrogantly. Then, affecting to
-ignore his presence altogether, he turned toward the two girls with a
-slightly impatient air, saying, in an indescribably offensive tone:
-
-"Come, ladies, come. What are you stopping for?"
-
-Dockett, who had been holding Phenie's little hand speechlessly, let it
-fall, and turned toward the carriage excitedly.
-
-"Miss Angel is stoppin' to speak to _me_, sir," he said. "Have you got
-anything to say ag'inst it?"
-
-The occupant of the carriage stared haughtily at him, broke into a
-short laugh, and turned again toward the girls.
-
-Dockett, pushing his hat down upon his head, took a step nearer. The
-gentleman, after another glance, drew back discreetly, saying, in a
-nonchalant manner:
-
-"Come, Miss Nettie. We shall be late."
-
-"I suppose you're not going with us, then, Miss Angel?" said Miss
-Mullin, with a toss of her plumed hat.
-
-Dockett turned, and looked Phenie steadily in the face.
-
-"_Be_ you goin' with them?" he asked, in a low voice.
-
-"N--no!" the girl faltered, faintly. "I'll go with you, Columbus."
-
-A muffled remark of a profane nature was heard to proceed from the
-carriage, the door was violently closed, and the vehicle rolled rapidly
-away.
-
-I had kept discreetly aloof, although an interested spectator of the
-scene. Phenie, after one swift glance in my direction, had not raised
-her eyes again.
-
-"We'll go with you where you're goin', ma'am," said Dockett, as the
-carriage disappeared, but I would not permit this.
-
-"Well, good evenin', ma'am," he said; "I'm a thousand times obliged to
-you--good evenin'."
-
-With an indescribable look into Phenie's pale, down-cast face,--a look
-made up of pain, tenderness and reproach,--he put her hand through his
-arm, and they went away.
-
-As might have been expected, Phenie avoided me, after this, more
-carefully than ever. I was glad that she did so. I was also glad when,
-a week or two later, Mrs. Angel presented herself, in a towering state
-of indignation, to inform me that Phenie had received her discharge.
-In vain I reminded her that Phenie's position had been, from the
-beginning, a temporary one.
-
-"I don't keer!" she persisted. "I'd like ter know what difference
-it would 'a' made to the Government--jess that little bit o' money!
-An' me a-needin' of it so! Why couldn't they have discharged some o'
-them women as sets all day on them velvet carpets an' cheers, a-doin'
-nothin' but readin' story-papers? Phenie's seen 'em a-doin' of it, time
-an' ag'in--an' she a-workin' at a old greasy machine!"
-
-In vain I endeavored to prove that no injustice had been done. Mrs.
-Angel's attitude toward the United States Government remains, to this
-day, inflexibly hostile.
-
-"Ef Columbus had let alone interferin' between Phenie an' them that was
-intendin' well by her, I reckon she'd 'a' been settin' on one o' them
-velvet cheers herself by this time," she remarked, mysteriously, "or
-a-doin' better still."
-
-I looked at her sharply.
-
-"They's a gentleman," she went on, with a foolish smile, "a gineral, as
-is all taken up with Phenie. He's a great friend o' the President's,
-you know, an' they's no knowin' what he _might_ do for the gal, ef
-Columbus'd let alone interferin'."
-
-"Then Phenie has told you of her new acquaintance?" I said, much
-relieved.
-
-Mrs. Angel looked at me blankly.
-
-"Lord, no!" she answered, "_she_ never let on! No, indeed! But I knowed
-it--I knowed it all along. Sam Weaver's gal, _she_ told me about it. I
-knowed she was keepin' company with him, kind o'."
-
-"And you said nothing to Phenie?"
-
-"Lord, no! Gals is bashful, Mis' Lawrence. No, indeed!"
-
-"Nor say a word of all this to Columbus?" I asked again.
-
-"What fur?" said Mrs. Angel, imperturbably.
-
-He ain't got no call ter interfere, ef she kin do better."
-
-I was silent a moment in sheer despair.
-
-"Do you imagine, for one moment," I said, finally, "that if this
-general, as he calls himself, is really what he pretends to be, a
-gentleman and a friend of the President's, that he means honestly by
-Phenie?"
-
-Mrs. Angel regarded me with a fixed stare, in which I discerned wonder
-at my incredulity, and indignation at the implied disparagement of her
-daughter.
-
-"Why not?" she asked, with some heat. "Phenie was a-readin' me a story,
-not so long ago, about a man, a lord or somethin' like, as married a
-miller's daughter. The name was 'The Secrit Marriage,' or thereabouts.
-I'd like to know ef she ain't as good as a _miller's_ daughter, any
-time o' day?"
-
-I said no more. "Against stupidity even the gods strive in vain."
-
- * * * * *
-
-A month later, perhaps, Mrs. Angel, whom I had not seen since the
-interview just related, came toiling up the stairs with her arms
-piled high with suggestive-looking packages, and beamingly and
-unceremoniously entered my sitting-room. With rather more than her
-customary ease of manner, she deposited herself and parcels upon the
-lounge, and exclaimed, pantingly:
-
-"Wall! Phenie an' Columbus is goin' ter be married Sunday week!"
-
-"Ah!" I responded, with a sympathetic thrill, "so they have made it up
-again?"
-
-"Yes, indeed!" she answered, "they've done made it up. They _was_ one
-time I was most afeard Columbus was goin' to back out, though. 'Twas
-after that time when he come down here after Phenie, an' found her
-a-goin' out 'long o' that Bureau gal an' that man as called hisself a
-gineral!"
-
-"So you found out the character of Phenie's friend at last?" I said.
-
-"Columbus, _he_ found it out. I'll tell ye how 'twas. Ye see, him an'
-Phenie was a-havin' of it that night after they got home. They was in
-the front room, but they's right smart of a crack 'roun' the do', an'
-you kin hear right smart ef you sets up clos't enough," she explained,
-naďvely.
-
-"'Phenie,' says Columbus, kind o' humble like, 'I don't want no wife as
-don't like me better 'n ary other man in the world. Ef you likes that
-man, an' he's a good man, an' means right by ye, I ain't one ter stan'
-in your way; but,' says he, 'I don't believe he's no good. I've seen
-them kind befo', an' I don't have no confidence into him.'
-
-"'Columbus,' says Phenie, kind o' spirited, fur _her_, 'you ain't got
-no call to talk agin' him. He's a gentleman, he is!'
-
-"'All right!' says Columbus, chokin' up, 'all right. Mebbe he is--but I
-don't like this meetin' of him unbeknownst, Phenie. It ain't the thing.
-Now I want you ter promise me not to meet him any more _unbeknownst_
-till you knows more about him, an' you give me leave ter find out all
-about him, an' see ef I don't.'
-
-"'I won't listen to no lies,' says Phenie, kind o' fiery.
-
-"'I won't tell ye no lies, Phenie,' he says. 'I never has, an' I ain't
-goin' ter begin now.'
-
-"Then he got up an' shoved his cheer back, and I had ter go 'way from
-the crack.
-
-"Wall, Phenie looked real white an' sick after that, an' I felt right
-down sorry fur the gal, but I didn't let on I knew anything, 'cause
-'twaren't _my_ place ter speak _fust_, ye know! Wall, she dragged
-'round fur three, four days,--that was after she was discharged, you
-see,--an' one evenin' Columbus he come in all tremblin' an' stirred up,
-an' him an' her went inter the room, an' I sat up ter the crack. An'
-Columbus he begun.
-
-"'Phenie,' says he, his voice all hoarse an' shaky, 'Phenie, what would
-you say ef I was ter tell ye your fine gineral _wasn't_ no gineral, an'
-was a married man at that?'
-
-"'Prove it!' says Phenie.
-
-"I had ter laugh ter hear her speak up so peart, like. I didn't think
-'twas in her, and she not much more'n a child.
-
-"'Wall,' says Columbus, 'ef _I_ can't prove it, I knows them as kin.'
-
-"'Wall,' says Phenie, 'when he tells me so hisself, I'll believe it,
-an' not befo'!'
-
-"Then Columbus went away, an' I could see he was all worked up an' mad.
-His face was white as cotton. Phenie, she went to bed, an' I heerd
-her a-cryin' an' a-snubbin' all night. She couldn't eat no breakfast,
-nuther, though I made griddle-cakes, extry for her; an' she dressed
-herself an' went off somewheres--I didn't ask her, but I reckon she
-went down ter the city ter find out about that man. Wall, towards night
-she come home, an' I never see a gal look so--kind o' wild, like, an'
-her eyes a-shinin' an' her cheeks as red as pinies. She sot an' looked
-out o' the winder, an' looked, an' bimeby Columbus he come in, an'
-they went into the room. I couldn't hear rightly what they said, the
-chill'en was makin' sich a noise, but I heared Phenie bust out a-cryin'
-fit to break her heart, an' then Columbus, he--wall, Lord! I never did
-see sich a feller! He jess loves the groun' that gal's feet walks on!"
-
-"He must be very forgiving," I said. "Phenie has used him badly."
-
-"Wall, I do' know," she replied, with perfect simplicity. "I do' know
-as she was beholden to Columbus ef she could a-done better. The child
-didn't mean no harm."
-
-Although aware of the impracticability of trying to render Mrs. Angel's
-comprehension of maternal duty clearer, I could not help saying:
-
-"But why didn't you, as the girl's own mother and nearest friend, have
-a talk with Phenie in the beginning? You might have spared her a great
-deal of trouble."
-
-Mrs. Angel's eyes dilated with surprise.
-
-"Lord! Mis' Lawrence!" she exclaimed, "you do' know! Why, gals is that
-bashful! They couldn't tell their _mothers_ sich things. Why, I'd 'a'
-died 'fore I'd 'a' told mine anything about--love-matters! Lord!"
-
-"Well," I sighed, "I'm glad Phenie is going to marry so good a fellow
-as Columbus."
-
-"Y--yes," she answered, condescendingly, "he's a good feller, Columbus
-is. He don't drink or smoke, an' he's mighty savin'."
-
-I remarked here, as on other occasions, that Mrs. Angel regarded this
-being "savin'" as a purely masculine virtue.
-
-"He's give Phenie most a hundred dollars a'ready," she continued,
-complacently. "They ain't no gal 'round as 'll have nicer things 'n
-Phenie."
-
-A fortnight later the newly wedded pair called upon me. Phenie
-looked very sweet in her bridal finery, but there was something in
-her face which I did not like. It meant neither peace nor happiness.
-She looked older. There were some hard lines around her lips, and
-the childish expression of her lovely eyes had given place to a
-restless, absent look. Her husband was serenely unconscious of anything
-wanting--unconscious, indeed, of everything but his absolute bliss,
-and his new shiny hat. He wore a lavender necktie, now, and gloves of
-the same shade, which were painfully tight, and, with the hat, would
-have made life a burden to any but the bridegroom of a week's standing.
-Phenie had little to say, but Columbus was jubilantly loquacious.
-
-"I've gone out o' butcherin' fur good an' all," he declared,
-emphatically. "Phenie didn't like it, an' no more do I. Hucksterin' is
-more to my mind, ma'am. It's _cleaner_ an'--an' more genteel, ma'am.
-I've got a _good_ stan', an' I mean to keep Phenie like a _lady_,
-ma'am!"
-
- * * * * *
-
-She lived but a year after this. She and her baby were buried in one
-grave. That was five years ago. Columbus still wears a very wide
-hat-band of crape, and mourns her sincerely.
-
-Her death was a heavy blow to her mother, whose grief is borne with
-constant repining and unreasoning reflections. The fountains of her
-eyes overflow at the mere utterance of the girl's name.
-
-"The doctors 'lowed 'twas consumption as ailed her," she often repeats,
-"but I ain't never got red o' thinkin' 'twas trouble as killed her. I
-used ter think, Mis' Lawrence," she says, with lowered voice, "that she
-hadn't never got over thinkin' of that man as fooled her so! I wish I
-could see him oncet! Says she ter me, time an' agin', 'Ma,' says she,
-'I reckon I ain't a-goin' ter live long. I'm right young ter die, but I
-do' know as I keer!' says she."
-
-"Did her husband ever suspect that she was unhappy?" I asked.
-
-"Lord no, ma'am! Or ef he did he never let on! An' I never seen sich a
-man! There wasn't _nothin'_ he didn't git her while she was sick, an'
-her coffin was a sight! An' he goes to her grave, rain or shine, as
-reg'lar as Sunday comes."
-
-As I have said, several years have passed since Phenie's death, but
-Mrs. Angel's visits have never ceased. The lapse of time has left
-hardly any traces upon her comely exterior. In times of plenty, her
-soul expands gleefully and the brown-paper parcels multiply. In times
-of dearth, she sits, an elderly Niobe, and weeps out her woes upon
-my hearth-stone. The black satchel, too, by some occult power, has
-resisted the wear and tear of years and exposure to the elements,
-and continues to swallow up my substance insatiably as of yore.
-Occasionally, as I have said, something within me rises in arms against
-her quiet, yet persistent encroachments, but this is a transitory mood.
-Her next visit puts my resolutions to flight.
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