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-Project Gutenberg's The Castle of Twilight, by Margaret Horton Potter
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-Title: The Castle of Twilight
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-Author: Margaret Horton Potter
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-Illustrator: Ch. Weber
- Mabel Harlow
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- The Castle of Twilight
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-[Illustration: Lenore]
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-[Illustration]
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- THE CASTLE OF TWILIGHT
-
-
- _By_ MARGARET HORTON POTTER
-
- _With six Illustrations by Ch. Weber_
-
-[Illustration]
-
- CHICAGO
- A. C. McCLURG & CO
- _1903_
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT
- A. C. MCCLURG & CO.
- 1903
-
- Published September 26, 1903
-
-
- DESIGNED, ARRANGED, AND PRINTED
- BY THE UNIVERSITY PRESS
-
-
-
-
- TO
-
- G. M. McB.
-
- WHOSE MUSIC SUGGESTED THE STORY
-
- _This little volume is faithfully
- inscribed_
-
-[Illustration:
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- Nocturne—Grieg: Opus 54, No. 4.
-]
-
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-
-[Illustration]
-
- TABLE · OF CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
- FOREWORD vii
-
- CHAPTER
-
- I. THE DESOLATION OF AGE 1
-
- II. THE SILENCE OF YOUTH 29
-
- III. FLAMMECŒUR 62
-
- IV. THE PASSION 94
-
- V. SHADOWS 121
-
- VI. A LOVE-STRAIN 154
-
- VII. THE LOST LENORE 177
-
- VIII. TO A TRUMPET-CALL 209
-
- IX. THE STORM 235
-
- X. FROM RENNES 260
-
- XI. THE WANDERER 286
-
- XII. LAURE 316
-
- XIII. LENORE 347
-
- XIV. ELEANORE 378
-
- XV. THE RISING TIDE 401
-
- XVI. THE MIDDLE OF THE VALLEY 423
-
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-
- LIST · OF ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
- Lenore _Frontispiece_
-
- _Page_
- The whole Castle had assembled to say God-speed to their
- departing lord 90
-
- Only one among them seemed not of their mood 180
-
- “Gerault—Gerault—my lord!” she whispered 276
-
- Mother and child were happy to sit all day in the
- flower-strewn meadow 336
-
- Hand in hand, by the murmurous sea, they walked 416
-
- * * * * *
-
- _The decorations for title-page, end-papers, and chapter initials are by
- Miss Mabel Harlow_
-
-
-
-
- _FOREWORD_
-
-
-_Wistfully I deliver up to you my simple story, knowing that the first
-suggestion of “historical novel” will bring before you an image of
-dreary woodenness and unceasing carnage. Yet if you will have the
-graciousness but to unlock my castle door you will find within only two
-or three quiet folk who will distress you with no battles nor strange
-oaths. Even in the days of rival Princes and never-ending wars there
-dwelt still a few who took no part in the moil of life, but lived with
-gentle pleasures and unvoiced sorrows, somewhat as you and I; wherefore,
-I pray you, cross the moat. The drawbridge is down for you, and will not
-be raised, if, after introduction to the Chatelaine, you desire speedily
-to retreat._
-
- _M. H. P._
-
-[Illustration]
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- _The_ CASTLE _of_ TWILIGHT
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-[Illustration]
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- _CHAPTER ONE_
- THE DESOLATION OF AGE
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-It was mid-April: a sunny afternoon. A flood of golden light, borne on
-gusts of sweet, chilly air, poured through the open windows of the
-Castle into a high-vaulted, massively furnished bedroom, hung with
-tapestries, and strewn with dry rushes. A heavy silence that was less a
-thing of the moment than a part of the general atmosphere hovered about
-the room; and it was not lessened by the unceasing murmur of ocean waves
-breaking upon the face of the cliff on which the Castle stood. This
-sound held in it a note of unutterable melancholy. Indeed, despite the
-sunlight, the sparkle of the waves, and the fragrance of the fresh
-spring air, this whole building, the culminating point of a long slope
-of landscape, seemed wrapped in an atmosphere of loneliness, of sadness,
-of lifelessness, that found full expression in the attitude of the
-black-robed woman who knelt alone in the high-vaulted bedroom.
-
-Eleanore was kneeling at her priedieu. Madame Eleanore knelt at her
-priedieu, and did not pray. Nay, the great grief, the unvoiced
-bitterness in her heart, killed prayer. For, henceforth, there was one
-near and unbearably dear to her who must be praying for evermore. And it
-was this thought and the vista of her future lonely years that denied
-her, even as she knelt, the consolation of religion.
-
-To the still solitude of her bedchamber, and always to the foot of her
-crucifix, the chatelaine of Le Crépuscule was accustomed to bring her
-griefs; and there had been many griefs and some very bitter ones in the
-thirty-four years that she had reigned as mistress over the Castle. But
-this last was one that, trained though she was in the ways of sorrow,
-defied all comfort, denied the right of consolation, and forbade even
-the relief of an appeal to the All-merciful. Laure, her daughter, the
-star of her solitude, the youth and the joy of her life, the object of
-all the blind devotion of which her mother-soul was capable, had this
-morning entered upon her novitiate at the convent of the Virgins of the
-Magdalen. Although Madame Eleanore’s family was celebrated for its
-piety, though many a generation of Lavals and Crépuscules had rendered a
-daughter to the eternal worship of God, there were still no records left
-in either family of a great mother-grief when the daughter left her
-home. But madame, Laval as she was, Crépuscule as she had learned to be,
-could not find it in her heart to praise God for the loss of her child.
-
-Once again, after many years, years that she could look back upon now as
-filled with broad content, she was alone. Not since, many, many years
-ago, she had come to the Castle as a girl-bride, wife of a military
-lord, had such utter desolation held her in its bonds,—such desolation
-as, after the coming of her two children, she had thought never to feel
-again. In the days after the Seigneur’s first early departure for
-Rennes, without her, she had felt as now. It came back very vividly to
-her memory, how he had ridden away for the capital, the city of war, of
-arms, of glittering shield and piercing lance, of tourney and laughter
-and song; how she had longed in silence to ride thither at his side; how
-she had wept when he was really gone; how she had watched bitterly, day
-after day, for his return up the steep road that came out of the forest
-on the edge of the sand-downs below. Clearly indeed did her youth return
-to Eleanore as she knelt here, in the barred sunlight, alone with her
-unheeding crucifix. And intertwined with this memory was the new sense
-of blinding sorrow, the loss of Laure.
-
-The reality, as it came to her, seemed even now vague and impossible.
-Laure, her girl, her strong, wild, adventurous, high-hearted, fearless
-girl, to become a nun! Laure, of whom, in her own way, Eleanore had been
-accustomed to think as she thought of the great white gulls that veered,
-through sunlight and storm, on straight-stretched pinions, along the
-rocky coast, as a creature of light, of air, above all of perfect,
-indestructible freedom! This, her Laure, to become a nun! Spite of what
-the Bishop of St. Nazaire had so earnestly told her, how, in all strong
-natures, there are strong antitheses and quiet, governing depths that no
-outer turbulence can disclose, Eleanore rebelled at the disposal that
-had been made of this nature. She knew herself too well to believe that
-her daughter could renounce all the joys of youth and of life without a
-single after-pang.
-
-After this early mother-thought for the child’s state, Eleanore’s
-self-grief returned again with redoubled force; and her brain conjured
-up a vision of the future,—that great, shadowy future, that wrapped her
-heart around in a cold and deadening despair.
-
-The April wind blew higher through the room, catching the tapestry
-curtains of the immense bed and waving them about like blue banners. The
-bars of sunlight mellowed and broadened over the shrunken rushes and the
-smooth stones of the floor. The surf boomed louder as the tide advanced.
-And Eleanore, still upon her knees, rocked her body in her helpless
-rebellion, and found it in her heart to question the righteous wisdom of
-her God. She did not, however, come quite to this; for which,
-afterwards, she found it expedient to give thanks to the same deity. Her
-solitude was unexpectedly broken. There came a knock upon the door,
-which immediately afterwards opened, and Gerault, her son, entered the
-room.
-
-This fourth Seigneur of Le Crépuscule, a dark-browed, lean, and rather
-handsome fellow, clad in half armor and carrying on his wrist a falcon,
-jessed and belled, was the first of Eleanore’s two children. She
-reverenced him as his father’s successor; she held affection for him
-because she had borne him; and she respected him and his wishes because
-he was a man that commanded respect. But perhaps it was this very
-respect, which had in it something of distance, that killed in her the
-overwhelming love which she had always felt for his sister Laure, her
-youngest and beloved.
-
-Gerault, seeing his mother’s attitude, stopped short in the doorway.
-“Madame, I crave pardon! I had not known you were at prayer,” he said.
-
-Eleanore rose from her knees a little hastily. “Nay, Gerault, I was not
-at prayer. ’Tis an old custom of mine to meditate in that place. Enter
-thou and sit with me for a little.”
-
-Gerault bowed silently and accepted her invitation by seating himself
-near one of the windows on a wooden settle. His silence seemed to demand
-speech from his mother. But Eleanore, once on her feet, had begun slowly
-to pace the floor of her room, at the same time losing herself again in
-her own thoughts.
-
-Without speaking and without any discomfort at the continued silence,
-Gerault watched his mother—contemplated her, rather—as she walked. Often
-he had felt a pride—a pride that suggested patronage—in that walk of
-madame’s. Never, in any woman, had he seen such a carriage, such
-conscious poise, such dignity, such command. In his heart her son,
-somewhat given to irreverent observation and analysis of those about
-him, had named her the “Quiet-Browed,” and the very fact that he could
-have seen somewhat below the surface and yet named her thus, was
-evidence enough of her powers of self-control. It was he who finally
-broke the silence between them.
-
-“Well, madame, the change in our house hath taken place. Laure’s new
-life is safely begun; and she hath given what she could to the honor of
-our race. Now that it is done, I return to Rennes, to the side of my
-Lord Duke.”
-
-Eleanore made no pause in her walk, nor did she betray by the slightest
-gesture her feeling at the announcement. Too many times before had she
-experienced this same sensation. After a few seconds she asked quietly:
-“When do you go?”
-
-In spite of her self-control, her voice had been a strain off the key,
-and now Gerault looked at her keenly, asking: “There is a reason why I
-should not ride to Rennes? I have not thy permission to go?”
-
-Eleanore paused in her walk to turn and look at him. There was just a
-suggestion of scorn in her attitude. “Reason! Permission! Was ever a
-reason why a Crépuscule might not fare forth to Rennes, or one that
-asked permission of a woman ere he went?”
-
-Again Gerault looked at her, this time in that dignified disapproval
-that man uses to cover an unlooked-for mortification. And the Seigneur
-was decidedly lofty as he said: “I have given thee pain, madame, though
-of how, or wherefore, I am wofully ignorant.”
-
-“Pain, Gerault? Pain?” Eleanore repressed herself again and immediately
-resumed her walk. In a few seconds the calm, quiet dignity returned, her
-mask was replaced, every vestige of her feeling hidden, and she had
-become once more the châtelaine of unvoiced loneliness. Then she went on
-speaking: “Pain, Gerault? Surely not. Know I not enough of Rennes that I
-should not be well content to have thee in that lordly place, with thy
-rightful companions, men of thy blood? Shall I not send thee gayly forth
-again to that trysting-place of knightly arms?”
-
-“And yet, madame, I did but now surprise in thy face a look of sorrow,
-of some unhappiness, that is new to it.”
-
-“Well, even so?”
-
-“Ah, yes! It is Laure’s departure. Yet that must not be too much
-mourned. Laure’s wild ways had come to be a source of uneasiness to both
-of us at times. ’Tis true that there is lost an alliance that might have
-brought much honor to Le Crépuscule. By the favor of my Lord Duke, Laure
-might have wed with Grantmesnil, Senlis, Angers itself, perhaps; and
-there was ever Laval.—Yet—”
-
-He paused musingly, not seeing the look that had come back into the face
-of madame. Only when she stopped again and turned to him did he utter a
-soft exclamation, half surprise and half helpless apology. But Eleanore,
-smiling at him sadly, began, in that voice that had long been tuned to
-the stillness of the Castle: “If I could but make thee understand,
-Gerault! If I could make thee look upon my hours of loneliness here—and
-see—Gerault, it is not a matter of alliance, or of honor, or of
-dishonor, with Laure. It is that she was my child, my daughter, my
-companion—how adored!—here, in this—this great Castle of Twilight.
-Neither thou nor any man can know what our lives are.—But think,
-Gerault—think of me and of the Castle after thou art gone. What is there
-for me here? The tasks that I invent to fill the hours are useless to
-deaden thought. They are not changed from the occupations of thirty
-years ago. Nor, methinks, have women known aught else than spinning,
-weaving, sewing, spinning again, since the days of the earliest
-kings,—the Kings of Jerusalem.—And day after day through the long years
-I dwell here in this barren spot—dependent on others for what happiness
-I am to get in my life. And now—now the Church, in which always my hope
-of another, better life hath lain, taketh my child from me. Let then the
-Church give me something in place of her! Let the Church pay back
-something of its debt. And thou also, my son,—give me some help to live
-through the unending days of thy absence in Rennes.”
-
-“I, madame!—the Church!—What art thou saying?”
-
-“Hast thou not heard me?”
-
-“I have heard. But what shall I do, my mother?”
-
-“Listen, Gerault. The Church hath taken a daughter from me. Thou, by the
-aid of the Church, canst give me another. Gerault, thou must marry.
-Marry, my son. Bring thy wife home to me!”
-
-Gerault sprang to his feet with an expression on his face that his
-mother had never before called there. For a moment he looked at her, his
-eyes saying what his lips would not. Then, gradually, the fire in his
-face died down, and he reseated himself slowly on the settle, while the
-bird on his wrist, a wild _hagard_, fluttered its wings, and dug its
-talons painfully into the knight’s flesh.
-
-“Marry!” said Gerault, at length, in a voice that sounded strange to his
-own ears. “Marry! Hast thou forgotten?”
-
-“Nay, I have not forgotten; nor has anyone in the Castle. But thou,
-Gerault, must forget. It is now five years since, and thou art more than
-come to man’s estate. Even then thou wast not young.—Nay, Gerault, I do
-not forget that cruel thing. Yet we must all go.—And ere I die I must
-see thee wed. ’Tis not only for myself, child. It is for the house, and
-the line of Crépuscule. Shall it be lost in four generations?”
-
-Frowning, Gerault rose. “Well, madame, not as yet have I seen in
-Brittany the maid that I would wed, barring always—” He shook himself to
-dissipate the memory that was on him. “To-morrow I and Courtoise ride
-forth to Rennes. Let me now leave thee once more to thy meditations.”
-
-Gerault went to the door, opened it, turned to look once at his mother,
-whose face he could not see, and then, with an audible sigh, went
-quietly away. Each was ignorant of the other’s feelings. As Eleanore
-moved over toward the open windows that looked off upon the sea, her
-eyes, tear-blinded, saw nothing of the broad plain of blue and sparkling
-gold that stretched infinitely away before her. Nor did she dream of the
-spirit of reawakened bitterness and desolation that her words had
-conjured up in Gerault’s heart. But the Seigneur’s calm and unruffled
-expression concealed a very storm of reawakened misery as he descended
-the great stone staircase of the Castle, passed through the empty lower
-hall, and so out into the courtyard.
-
-This courtyard was always the liveliest spot about the chateau. Le
-Crépuscule itself was very large, and its adjacent buildings were on a
-corresponding scale. Like all the feudal fortress-castles of its time,
-it was almost a little city in itself. It dated from the year 1203, and
-had been built by the first lord of the name, Bernard, a left-handed
-scion of Coucy, who had been called Crépuscule from his colors, two
-contrasting shades of gray. Since his time, each of its lords had added
-to its strength or its convenience, till now, in the year 1380, it was
-the strongest chateau on the South Breton coast. One side was built on
-the very edge of an immense cliff against which the Atlantic surf had
-beaten unceasingly through the ages. The other three sides were well
-protected, first by a heavy wall that surrounded the whole courtyard
-with its various buildings, beyond which came a broad strip of garden
-land and pasturage, bounded on the far side by the second, or lower
-wall, and a dry moat. The keep was of a size proportionate to the
-Castle; and the number of men-at-arms that were kept in it taxed the
-coffers of the rather meagre estate to the utmost for food and pay.
-
-When Gerault entered the courtyard a girl stood drawing water from the
-round, stone well. Two or three henchmen lolled in the doorway of the
-keep, chaffing a peasant who had come up the hill from one of the manor
-farms carrying eggs in a big basket. Just outside the stables, which
-occupied the whole east side of the courtyard, a boy stood rubbing down
-a sleek, white palfrey. All of these people respectfully saluted their
-lord, who returned them rather a curt recognition as he passed round the
-west tower on his way to a little narrow building just in front of the
-north gate, in which his falcons were housed through the winter. Gerault
-had a great passion for hawking, and his birds were always objects of
-solicitude with him. He and Courtoise, his squire, were accustomed to
-spend much time together in this little building, and in the open-air
-falconry on the terrace outside the north gate, where young birds or
-newly captured ones were trained.
-
-Just now Gerault stood in the doorway of the falcon-house, looking
-around him for Courtoise, whom he had thought to find within. He was
-speaking to the bird on his wrist, his mind still occupied with the
-recent talk with his mother, when, through the gate, came a burst of
-laughter and song, and he raised his eyes to see a giddy company swaying
-toward him in the measure of a “carole”[1] led by Courtoise and Laure’s
-foster-sister, Alixe la Rieuse. Moving a little out of their way he
-stood and watched the group go by,—the demoiselles and the squires of
-the Castle household, retained by his mother as company for herself,
-also to be trained in etiquette according to their several stations. And
-a pretty enough company of youth and gayety they were: Berthe, Yseult,
-Isabelle, Viviane, daughters all of noble houses; with Roland of St.
-Bertaux, Louis of Florence, Robert Meloc, and Guy d’Armenonville, called
-“le Trouvé.” But, of them all, Alixe, surnamed the Laughing One, was the
-brightest of eye, the warmest of color, and the lightest of foot.
-
-Footnote 1:
-
- A “carole” was originally a dance to which the dancers sang their own
- accompaniment.
-
-As they went by, Gerault signalled to his squire, Courtoise, and the
-young fellow would have disengaged himself immediately from his
-companions, but that Alixe suddenly broke her step, dropped the hand of
-Robert Meloc, who was behind her, and leaving the company, ran to
-Gerault’s side, dragging Courtoise with her. The dance ceased while the
-young people stood still, staring at their erstwhile leaders. Alixe,
-however, impatiently motioned them on.
-
-“Go back to the Castle with your ‘Roi qui ne ment pas.’[2] I will come
-soon.”
-
-Footnote 2:
-
- An old-time game.
-
-Obedient to her command, the little company resumed their quaint song,
-and, with steps that lagged a little, passed into the Castle, leaving
-their arbitrary leader behind them, with the Seigneur and his squire.
-
-Gerault was silent till the young people had gone. Then he turned to
-Alixe, but, before he had time to speak, she broke in hastily:
-
-“Let me go with you to the falcons. You must see Bec-Hardi sit upon my
-wrist, and attack his _pât_ on the rope.”
-
-“Diable!—Bec-Hardi!—Thou hast a genius with the birds, Alixe. The
-_hagard_ will not move for me.” Gerault was all attention to her now.
-
-Alixe did not answer his praise, but started quickly forward toward the
-gate through which she had just come, beyond which was the strip of turf
-where the falcons lived in summer. Gerault and Courtoise followed her at
-a slower pace, and she caught some disjointed words spoken by the
-Seigneur behind her:—“Rennes”—“to-morrow”—“horses.”
-
-As these came to her ears, Alixe’s steps grew laggard, for she had put
-the thoughts together, and instantly her mood changed from golden
-irresponsibility to dull and dreary melancholy. For a long time she had
-concealed in her heart the deep sorrow that she felt at the prospective
-loss of her life-playmate, Laure, now actually gone, and gone forever.
-She had resigned herself to the thought of solitary adventures on moor
-and cliff, and lonely sails on the breezy, treacherous bay, in a more
-than treacherous boat,—such wild and risky amusements as she and the
-daughter of Le Crépuscule had loved to indulge together. Laure was gone,
-and she had kept herself from tears. But now—now, at these words of
-Gerault’s, there suddenly rose before her a vivid picture of life in the
-Castle without either brother or sister. Toward Gerault she had no such
-feeling as that which she had held for Laure. He was a man to her, and
-the fact made a vast difference. At times she entertained for him a
-violent enthusiasm; at other times she treated him with infinite scorn.
-But till now she had never confessed, even to herself, how much interest
-he had added to the monotonous Castle life. Considering her wayward
-nature, it was certainly anomalous that, in her first rush of
-displeasure, there came to her the thought of Eleanore, the mother now
-doubly bereft. And for madame she felt a sympathy that was entirely new.
-
-Gerault and his squire reached the outdoor falconry before Alixe, whom
-they perceived to have fallen into one of her sudden reveries.
-Accustomed to her rapid changes of mood, neither man took much heed of
-her slow steps and bent head. And when she reached the falconry and saw
-the birds, her interest in them brought over her again a wave of
-animation.
-
-The outdoor falconry was a long strip of turf that lay between the
-flower-terrace and the kitchen-garden. Into this turf had been driven
-about twenty heavy stakes, to which were nailed wooden cross-pieces. On
-nearly every one of these a falcon perched, and a strong cord, tied
-about one leg, fastened each to his own stake. At sight of their master,
-whom they knew perfectly well, all the birds set up a peculiar, harsh
-cry, at the same time eagerly flapping their wings, appealing, as best
-they could, for an hour or two of freedom. Alixe ran at once down to the
-end of the second row of stakes, where sat a half-grown bird, striking
-viciously at his perch with his iron beak.
-
-Courtoise and Gerault ceased their conversation when Alixe went up to
-this bird and addressed it in a curious jargon of Latin and
-Breton-French. Courtoise betrayed an admiring interest when she stooped
-to lay her hand on the bird’s feathers; and Gerault called
-involuntarily,—
-
-“Have a care, Alixe!”
-
-The girl, however, had her way with the creature. At sound of her voice
-it became attentive. At the touch of her hand it half raised its wings,
-the motion indicating expectant delight. In a moment more it had hopped
-upon the girl’s wrist, and sat there, swaying and preening contentedly.
-
-“Sang Dieu, Alixe, thou hast done that well! Thou sayest he will also
-attack the _pât_ from your hand?”
-
-Alixe merely nodded. To all appearances, she was wholly engrossed with
-the bird, which she continued to handle. Gerault and Courtoise had come
-close to her side, though the falcon betrayed its displeasure at their
-approach. All three of them had been silent for some seconds, when Alixe
-turned her green eyes upon the Seigneur, and, looking at him with a
-glance that carried discomfort with it, said in a very precise and
-cutting tone:
-
-“So you leave Le Crépuscule to-morrow, Gerault? And for how long?”
-
-“That I cannot tell,” answered Gerault, exhibiting no annoyance. “For as
-long a time as Duke Jean will accept my services.”
-
-“Ah! then there will be fighting. I had not heard of a war. Tell me of
-it.”
-
-Gerault became suddenly embarrassed and correspondingly displeased. “Of
-what import can it be to you, a woman, whether there is war or peace?”
-he inquired.
-
-“Oh, there is great import.”
-
-“Prithee, what may it be?”
-
-“This: that an there were indeed a war thou mightest be forgiven thy
-great selfishness in going forth to pleasure, leaving thy mother here in
-her loneliness and sorrow; whereas—”
-
-“Silence, Alixe! Thine insolence merits the whip,” cried Courtoise.
-
-“Peace, boy!” said Gerault, shortly, and forthwith turned again to the
-demoiselle. “And is not my mother long accustomed to this life, and well
-content with it? Is she not lady of a great castle, mistress of enviable
-estates? Hath she not a position to be proud of? From her speech and
-thine one might think—” he snapped his fingers impatiently.—“Come you
-with me, Alixe. Let us walk here together on the turf, while I say to
-you certain things. Thou, Courtoise, return to the Castle if thou wilt.”
-
-The squire, however, chose to remain in the field, and stood leaning
-against the wall, watching the falcons at his feet, and whistling under
-his breath for his own amusement. Alixe replaced Bec-Hardi, screaming
-angrily and flapping its wings, and moved off beside Gerault, her long
-red houppelande and mantle trailing upon the grass round her feet, the
-veil from her filet flowing behind her nearly to the ground. Long time
-these two, Lord of Le Crépuscule and his almost sister, walked together
-in the sunny light of the late afternoon. And long Courtoise the squire
-watched them as they went. Although Gerault had said, somewhat in ire,
-that he had a matter to speak of with her, it was Alixe that talked the
-most, and from his manner it could be seen that Gerault was fallen very
-much under the influence of her peculiar insistence. What it was they
-spoke of, Courtoise could only guess—and fear. For, though he might hold
-in his heart some sympathy with madame in her loneliness, yet the squire
-was a man, and young; and his young thoughts drew with delight the
-picture of Rennes’ gayeties in the summer-time, when no war was toward
-and the court alive with merriment. Indeed, it was not very wonderful
-that he prayed to be off on the morrow; but the occasional glimpse that
-he got of his lord’s face carried doubt into his heart.
-
-As the squire stood there by the wall, musing, Madame Eleanore herself
-came out of the courtyard into the field. Her rosary hung from her
-waist, and in her hand was a little volume of Latin prayers. In some
-way, of which she was probably unconscious, the placid manner of her as
-she came into the field for her evening walk caused Courtoise’s idle
-dreams of gayety to vanish away, and the present, so tinged with the
-spirit of sweet melancholy, to become the only reality. The squire at
-once advanced toward his lady, while, ere he reached her, Alixe and
-Gerault had halted at her side.
-
-“Indeed, my mother, thou art well come hither at this time. Prithee join
-us in our walk. For some time past Alixe and I have been speaking of
-thee. See, the air is sweet, for it comes off the fields to-night.”
-
-“Indeed, ’tis sweet—sweeter than summer,” said Eleanore, smiling as she
-joined the twain. “But mayhap I shall break your pleasure by coming with
-you, for you are gay and young, and I—”
-
-They moved on without having noticed him, and Courtoise lost the rest of
-Eleanore’s speech. But the squire remained in the field, watching the
-three move back and forth in the deepening dusk. When they came toward
-him for the last time, and passed through the gate in the north wall,
-returning to the Castle, all three faces were as calm as madame’s, and
-Courtoise permitted himself only one sigh for the lost summer at Rennes.
-
-Oddly enough, the squire’s regrets proved to be premature, for
-immediately after the evening meal he was summoned by Gerault to the
-Seigneur’s room, to make ready for the journey. Gerault did not deign to
-inform his squire of the substance of his talk in the fields, but from
-the tranquillity of his manner Courtoise could not but perceive that
-everything had gone well. It was a late hour when all the necessary
-preparations had been made; and then the two, lord and squire, went
-together to the chapel and were there confessed by Anselm, the
-steward-priest; after which they bade each other a good-night, and
-sought their rest.
-
-By sunrise, next morning, the whole Castle had assembled at the
-drawbridge, to say God-speed to their departing lord. Madame Eleanore,
-in bliault, houppelande, mantle, and coif all of black and white, held
-Gerault’s stirrup-cup, and smiled as she spoke with him. There was a
-chorus of chattering demoiselles and a boyish clattering of swords and
-little armor-pieces from the young squires, as Gerault buckled on his
-shield, whereon was wrought the motto and device of Crépuscule.
-Courtoise had already fastened to his lord the golden spurs. And now the
-two were mounted and ready, Gerault with lance in rest and white reins
-gathered on his horse’s neck; Courtoise, brimming with delight, now and
-then giving his steed a heel in flank that caused him to rear and curvet
-with graceful spirit. For the last time Gerault bent to his mother’s
-lips, and for the last time he looked vainly over the company for a
-glimpse of Alixe, his recent mentor. Finally his spurs went home. The
-drawbridge was down before him, the portcullis raised. Amid a chorus of
-farewell cries, he and Courtoise swept away together, over the bridge
-and down the long, gentle hill, and out upon the Rennes road, which, at
-some twelve miles from Le Crépuscule, passed the priory-convent of Les
-Vierges de la Madeleine.
-
-When the twain were gone, and the group prepared to disperse,—the
-squires-at-arms to their sword-practice under the captain of the keep,
-the sighing demoiselles to their long morning of weaving and
-embroidery,—Alixe suddenly appeared from the watch-tower close at hand,
-inquiring for Madame Eleanore.
-
-“Methinks she hath retreated to her room, to say her prayers for the
-Seigneur’s safe journey,” Berthe told her. And Alixe, with a nod of
-thanks, ran to the Castle, and ascended to madame’s room.
-
-The door was open, for madame was not at prayer. She stood at the open
-window, looking out upon the sea. Alixe could not see her face, but from
-the line of her shoulders she read much of her lady’s heart.
-
-“Madame,” she said, in a half-whisper.
-
-Eleanore turned quickly. “Alixe!”
-
-“Madame Eleanore—mother—”
-
-A terrible sob broke from the older woman’s throat, and suddenly she
-fell upon her knees beside a wooden settle, and, burying her face in her
-hands, finally gave way to her desolation. Alixe, who had opened her
-heart, now comforted her as best she could, soothing her, caressing her,
-whispering to her in a magnetic, gentle voice, till madame’s grief had
-been nearly washed away. Then the young girl said, softly, in her ear:
-
-“Think, madame! ’tis now but eleven days till thou mayest ride out to
-Laure at the priory. And there thou canst talk with her alone, and for
-as long as thou wilt. Also, when her novitiate is at an end, she may
-come here to thee, once in a fortnight, for so the Mother-prioress hath
-said.”
-
-Eleanore held Alixe’s hand close to her breast, and while she stroked
-it, a little convulsively, she said, with returning self-control: “I
-thank thee—I thank thee—Alixe, for thy good comfort.” Then, in a
-different tone, she added, with a little sigh: “Eleven days—eleven
-ages—how many others have I still to spend—alone?”
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER TWO_
- THE SILENCE OF YOUTH
-
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-
-The priory-convent of the Virgins of the Magdalen was as old as any
-nunnery in Brittany of its repute. It had been founded in the early days
-of the tenth Louis of France and his good lady of Burgundy, long before
-the death of the last of the Dreux lords of the dukedom. It was
-celebrated for more than its age, however; for through three centuries
-it had held in ecclesiastic Brittany, for its wealth, its exclusiveness,
-and, above either of these things, its unswerving chastity, a place as
-unique as it was gratifying. In the year 1381 no breath of scandal had
-ever disturbed its fragrant atmosphere. Moreover, though this was a fact
-not much regarded by people in authority, it was a remarkably
-comfortable little house, of excellent architecture and ample room for
-the practice of any amount of worship. Its situation, however, was
-lonely. It stood nearly at the end of the Rennes coast road, on the
-outskirts of a thick forest, twenty miles from the town of St.
-Nazaire-by-the-sea, and twelve from the Chateau of Le Crépuscule. And it
-was here, in this pleasant if austere retreat, that many a noble lady of
-Laval and Crépuscule had ended her youth and worn her life away in the
-endeavor to attain undying sanctity.
-
-On a certain afternoon in this mid-spring of 1381, the very day, indeed,
-that Lord Gerault took to the Rennes road to ease his ennui, a little
-company of nuns sat out in the convent garden, embroidering away their
-recreation time. The day was exquisite: sunny, a little chilly, its
-breeze laden with the rare perfume of awakening summer. The garden, at
-this season of the year, was a place of wondrous beauty, redolent of
-rich, pregnant soil, and all shimmering with the misty green of tender
-grass and countless leaf-buds, from the midst of which a few flowers,
-pale primroses and crocuses and a hyacinth or two, peered forth,
-starring the new-planted beds with the first fruits of this new union of
-earth and sky.
-
-The spirit of the spring ruled supreme over all natural things. Only the
-creatures of God, the self-consecrated nuns, sat in the midst of this
-wonder of the young world, untouched by it. Heedless to the uttermost of
-this greatest of worldly blessings, they sat plying their needles in and
-out of their bright-colored, ecclesiastical fabrics, listening, in their
-dull and dreamy way, to the voice of one of their number who was droning
-out to them for the thousandth time the old and long-familiar laws of
-their order, expressed in the “Rhymed Rule of St. Benedict.” One only
-among them seemed not of their mood. This was a young girl, white-robed
-like all the rest, her unveiled head proclaiming her novitiate. As
-became her station she bent decorously to her task, and it had taken a
-close observer to see and read all the little signs she gave of
-consciousness of the world around her, the green, growing things, and
-the liquid bird-songs that came trilling out of the forest near at hand.
-Probably not even the most skilled of readers could have recognized all
-the meaning in the long, slow looks, half wondrous and half probing,
-with which, every now and again, she traversed the circle of faces about
-her. Her self-restraint was very nearly flawless, and was successfully
-maintained throughout the long period of recreation; so that not one of
-her companions guessed the relief she felt when the first clang of the
-vesper-bell roused them from their trance-like dulness. But the young
-girl wondered a little at herself when she perceived that her brows were
-damp with the sweat of the constraint.
-
-At this time Laure of Le Crépuscule was sixteen years of age, and pretty
-as a flower to look upon. She was slim and white-faced, with immense,
-limpid brown eyes that were wont to move rather slowly, and burnished
-brown hair hanging in twists to her knees: an object for men to rave
-over, had any man worth so calling ever set eyes upon her. She was young
-enough and pure enough to be of unquestioning innocence; and, until now,
-the fiery life in her had found sufficient outlet in unlimited bodily
-exercise. She had seen nothing of real life, and never dreamed of the
-talent she possessed for it. It was from her own heart that the wish to
-consecrate herself to the eternal worship of God had come; for she
-believed that in this way she should find a haven for those terrible and
-fathomless mental storms of which she had weathered many in her young
-life, and of which her own mother never so much as dreamed. Utterly
-ignorant of her real self, she was yet a girl of strong intellect, of
-great versatility, of over-weening passions, and withal as feminine a
-creature as the Creator ever fashioned. Both her temperament and her
-appearance more resembled the dwellers of the far South—Provence or even
-Navarre—than the children of the rugged, chilly shores of northern
-Brittany; for her skin had the dark, creamy pallor of the South, and her
-eyes held none of the keen fire that glows in the North, while her hair
-grew low above her smooth, white brow.
-
-Laure’s temperament was dramatically mobile. She adapted herself almost
-unconsciously to any mode or situation of life, and this, though she did
-not know it, was all that she was doing now. It was with real, if
-subdued pleasure that she went through the services of the day. From
-matins, which, at this period of the year, began at the cheerless hour
-of four in the morning, till compline, at eight in the evening, when the
-church bell tolled the end of another day of prayer, Laure’s nature was
-under a kind of religious spell, which she and those about her had
-joyfully interpreted as a true vocation.
-
-The first eleven days of Laure’s convent life passed away in comparative
-calmness; and she found no weariness in them. On the twelfth, Madame
-Eleanore rode in from Le Crépuscule to see her daughter. She was
-admitted to the convent as speedily as if the little lay sister had
-known the devouring eagerness of the mother-heart; and because she was a
-lady of consequence, and because she was known to be very generous to
-the Church, and especially because the Bishop of St. Nazaire was her
-close friend, she was not left to wait in the reception-room, but
-conducted straight to the Prioress’ cell.
-
-Mère Piteuse received Madame Eleanore with anxious cordiality. After
-their greetings the guest seated herself, and was obliged to keep
-silence for a moment before she could ask quietly,—
-
-“And Laure, Reverend Mother,—how fares my child? Is she content with
-you?” Eleanore’s heart throbbed with unconfessed hope as she asked this
-question. For if Laure was _not_ content, she might return at will to
-the Castle, her home, and her mother’s heart.
-
-But the Prioress returned Eleanore’s look with a smile of satisfaction.
-“In a moment Laure will come hither. I have sent for her. Then thou
-shalt learn from her own lips how well her life goes. Never, I think,
-hath our priory received a new daughter that showed herself so happy in
-her vocation. We shall call her name Angelique at her consecration.”
-
-Eleanore felt her body grow cold, and her head swim. Her face, however,
-betrayed nothing. Her little girl, then, was really gone! Laure, the
-wild bird, was tamable. She—_could_ she become “Angelique”?
-
-Neither madame nor the Prioress spoke again till there was a sound of
-gentle footsteps in the corridor, followed by a light tap on the wooden
-door of the cell.
-
-“Enter!” cried the Prioress; and Laure came quietly in.
-
-First of all she bowed to Mère Piteuse. Then, as Eleanore involuntarily
-held out her arms, the girl went into them, and kissed her mother with a
-warmth and a sweetness that perhaps Eleanore had not known from her
-before. At the same moment the Prioress rose quietly, and left the room.
-The instant that she was gone, Eleanore seized the girl in a still
-closer embrace, and held her tightly and more tightly to her breast.
-
-“Laure, my darling! Laure, my sweet child! how hath my heart yearned for
-thee! How hath thy name lain ever on my lips while I slept, and been
-enshrined in my heart by day!”
-
-The young girl’s arms wound themselves about her mother’s neck, and she
-laid her head upon that shoulder where it had been wont to rest in her
-babyhood. And Laure sighed a little, not unhappily, but like a child
-tired of play.
-
-“Laure, wilt thou remain here in the convent? Art thou happy? Dost thou
-wish it, or wilt thou come home again to Crépuscule?”
-
-A sudden image of the gray Castle, with its vast hall, and the great
-fire blazing in the chimney-place within, and all the well-known figures
-assembled there for a meal,—Alixe, Gerault, the demoiselles and young
-squires headed by Courtoise, and the burly men-at-arms that had played
-with her and carried her about as a little child,—all the long-familiar,
-comfortable scenes of her old life came before the girl’s eye. And
-then—then she drew a little breath and answered her mother, unfaltering:
-“’Tis beautiful here, and sweet and holy withal. I am content, dear
-mother. I will remain.”
-
-“And hast thou, then, the vocation in thy heart, whereby some souls are
-claimed of God from birth to death, and find the utmost of their
-happiness in His communion?”
-
-Laure’s great eyes fixed themselves upon the mother’s sad face as she
-replied again, very softly: “Yea, my mother. That, from my heart, do I
-believe.”
-
-Eleanore sighed deeply, and then quickly smiled again. “Think not that I
-mourn, my daughter, for having yielded thee up to the Church. May this
-blessed spirit remain in thee, bringing thee everlasting peace.”
-
-Then, while Laure still clung to her, the mother herself put the closely
-clasped arms away from her neck, and drew the novice to her feet. “Now,
-my Laure, I must go. But my thoughts are still left with thee.”
-
-“But thou wilt come, mother?—In ten days’ time thou wilt come to me
-again?”
-
-“Yea, sith it is permitted by the rules that I see thee once more, I
-will surely come,” she answered quietly.
-
-“Laure will greatly rejoice at thy coming,” said the Prioress, gently,
-from the doorway.
-
-So Eleanore renewed her promise, and shortly after rode away from the
-priory gate, into the thick wood through which ran the road to
-Crépuscule.
-
-Her mother’s visit brought Laure two days of extremest homesickness and
-yearning. Then she regained her independence, and began to find a new
-delight in her surroundings. The perfect peace of it, the infinite,
-delightful detail of worship, with its multifarious candle-points, and
-its continual clouds of fragrant incense, all wrought together into a
-life of undeviating regularity, brought to the novice a sense of
-peculiar safety and freedom from vexation or care that was quite new to
-her, for all her youth. The day began with matins, repeated by each nun
-alone in her cell. Laure had been given a room in a corner of the
-priory, at the very end of the corridor of novices, and she gained
-therefrom an added sense of exclusiveness and seclusion. She had not
-once been late in her answer to the matins bell, and the mistress of
-novices, passing Laure’s cell on her first round of the day, had never
-failed to find her praying. Laure came of a pious house, and had known
-her prayers, all the forms of them, long before she entered the priory.
-They required no thought in the repetition, and therefore there was many
-a morning when she played the parrot at her desk, either too sleepy, or
-too much occupied with thoughts and dreams, to heed the familiar
-addresses to God. This was not entirely a fault, perhaps. The mornings
-came very early in these days, and there were wonderful things to be
-seen through her cell-window. She saw the dawn, golden-girdled, garbed
-in flowing rose-color, unlock the eastern portals of the sky. She saw
-stars and moon glimmer faintly and more faint, and finally sink to rest
-under the high, clear green of the morning heaven. Last of all, over the
-feathery line of trees that made a horizon for her at her cell-window,
-she could see the first dazzling ladder of the sun lifted up to lean
-against the east. And then Laure would long for the murmur of devotion
-to be stilled in the Abbey, for sun-mists were filling the Heavens, and
-from the forest the bird-chorus rose to a full-throated _tutti_, in its
-hymn of glorification to the new day.
-
-This morning benediction that she found, Laure kept to herself by day,
-and carried with her until dark. There was no one in the priory to whom
-she could have confided her pleasure, for there was none in the Abbey
-that had her love, or, indeed, any love at all, for the world that God
-had made for Himself and for mankind. The day-tasks also had their
-pleasures for the novice. She learned, in time, that she was not obliged
-to fill her recreation hours with embroidery; but that she might sleep,
-or pray, or work in the garden, or do whatever a quiet fancy should
-select. So she chose to befriend the soil, and played with it as if it
-were a tender companion. And after her exercise here, the rest of the
-day, nones, vespers, supper, confession, and compline, melted away
-almost unheeded, leaving her at last to the sweet-breathed night, and to
-a sleep as dreamless and as sound as that of any baby.
-
-In this most simple way, without any untoward happening, without her
-once leaving the priory, the days flowed on, spring melted into summer,
-and Laure found herself possessed of an infinite and ever-increasing
-content, the great secret of which probably lay in the fact that every
-waking hour had its occupation. She had entered her new life in the most
-beautiful time of the year, and, heedless of this, began, in her
-delusive happiness, to wonder why, long ago, the whole world had not
-taken to such existence. She had plenty of time to indulge in
-dreams,—vague and fragile dreams of the great world and the people
-dwelling therein, that she should never come to know. But the fact that
-she could never know them did not come home to her with the force of a
-deprivation. She did not feel herself to be a hopeless prisoner. She was
-not professed; and the fact that there still remained to her a free
-choice easily kept her from any over-vivid perception of the eternal
-dulness of convent life.
-
-Once in two weeks Madame Eleanore came to see her, and if these visits
-were bitter to the mother, Laure never guessed it. Also, from time to
-time, the professed nuns would leave the convent for a day or two at a
-time, on what errands the novices were not told. But Laure knew that
-similar privileges would be hers after her profession.
-
-The summer, in its fulness and beauty, passed away. Purple autumn came
-and went. And one day, in the first cold weather, Laure was summoned to
-the Mother-prioress’ room, where she was told a proud thing. It was
-that, if she chose profession at the end of her novitiate, which would
-come in the Christmas season, her consecration might take place at the
-same time, by special permission from the highest power; for, by
-ordinary ecclesiastic law, she was still many years too young for this
-consummation of the celibate life. But if she so chose, his Grace the
-Bishop of St. Nazaire would perform the ceremony of sanctification on
-the twenty-sixth of December, directly after the forty-eight-hour vigil
-of the birth of the Christ.
-
-Laure heard this news with every appearance and every expression of
-delight; and when she returned to the church for tierce and morning
-mass, she tried, all through the service, to bring herself face to face
-with herself, to appreciate, as she was conscious that she must, sooner
-or later, the intense gravity of her position. But for some reason, by
-some failure of concentrative force, she could not bring her mind to the
-point of understanding. Over and over again her thoughts slid around
-that one fact that she knew she must try to realize,—how, after the
-giving of her final pledge, there could be no turning back, there could
-be no escape, while she should live, from this life of prayer. She did
-not appreciate it at all. She only remembered that she had been very
-contented here, and that the days were never long.
-
-In the weeks that followed her talk with Mère Piteuse, Laure enacted
-this same scene of effort with herself many times, always futilely. As a
-matter of fact, it was too grave a responsibility to put upon the
-shoulders of a child in years and a less than child in experience. But
-this unfairness was one of the prerogatives of monasticism,
-unappreciated to this day.
-
-Christmas time drew near; and gradually Laure dropped her efforts toward
-understanding and fell into dreams of a varied and complex, if
-unimportant, nature. She was to be professed alone, on the day after
-Christmas. No novice had entered the convent within three months of her,
-and, moreover, her birth and position made it desirable that she should
-be surrounded by a little extra pomp; for, although Laure did not know
-it, she was much looked up to by the nuns of humbler birth, and
-universally regarded as a future prioress of the house. During the last
-days of her novitiate the young girl was treated with peculiar reverence
-and consideration, and she was given a good deal of time for solitary
-reflection and prayer. Every day she was summoned to the cell of the
-Prioress, who herself gave the girl good counsel and instruction upon
-the higher life; while so much general attention was paid her that Laure
-became a little astonished at her own importance.
-
-In the first three weeks of December Madame Eleanore did not come at all
-to see her daughter, and Laure grew lonely for her. She suspected
-nothing of her mother’s heart-sickness over the approaching ceremony
-that was to cut her child off from her forever; and, indeed, had Laure
-been told of the mother-feeling, she could not have understood it.
-
-On the afternoon of the twenty-third day of December the novice was
-kneeling in her cell, supposedly at prayer, in reality indulging in a
-rather forlorn and melancholy reverie. It was the hour of recreation;
-and the convent was very quiet, for most of the nuns were sleeping, in
-preparation for the strain of the forty-eight-hour Christmas service.
-The stillness brought a chill to Laure’s heart, and she was near to
-tears, when her door was suddenly pushed open, and some one halted
-there. Laure turned quickly enough to see the white-robed Prioress
-disappear, closing the door behind a figure that remained motionless
-inside the threshold.
-
-“My mother!” cried Laure, springing to her feet.
-
-“Laure,” was the quivering response, as Eleanore held out her arms.
-
-The dreamer, suddenly become a little child, went into the mother-clasp,
-her pristine home, and was half carried over to the only seat in the
-room,—a wooden tabouret, large enough for only one. Upon this Eleanore
-seated herself, while Laure sank to the floor beside her, huddling close
-to the human warmth of her mother, her head lying in that mother’s lap,
-both hands held tightly in the larger, stronger, older ones.
-
-“Laure—my Laure—my little Laure!” was all that, at this time, madame
-could force her lips to say. And hearing it, the girl, suddenly
-overwrought and overswept with repressed yearning for home love, all at
-once burst into a convulsive flood of tears.
-
-Some moments passed, and the sobs, instead of diminishing, began to
-increase in violence, till Eleanore became alarmed. Certain unexpressed
-fears took possession of her. She made no effort to bring them into
-definite order in her mind. They merely joined themselves to a shadow
-that had long since come upon her in the form of a question: What, in
-bare reality, was this vast monster called “the Church”? Why had it a
-right to step thus between mother and child? How could such a thing be
-called holy? Filled with this idea, and realizing to the full how
-desperately short was her chance, Eleanore set herself to work, through
-every means known to her, to quiet Laure, to stop her tears, and to gain
-her earnest attention.
-
-Under madame’s determined calm, it was not long before Laure was brought
-back to self-control. And when she was quiet, the mother, sitting very
-straight in her place, drew the girl to her feet, and, holding her fast
-by the hand, while she looked steadily into the clear, brown eyes, she
-asked, slowly, with an emphasis born of her desperation,—
-
-“Laure, is it indeed in thy heart to remain, of thy free will and
-desire, forever in this house, forsaking all that was dear to thee of
-youth and love, and freedom, in thy home, Le Crépuscule?”
-
-Laure, while she looked at her mother, gave a sudden sigh, and her face
-became staring pale. Eleanore strove to fathom her daughter’s look, but
-could know nothing of the flood of natural desire and youth that was
-oversweeping the girl. Laure’s resistance against it was silence. She
-sat still, cowed and bent, while the noise of the waters filled her ears
-and her heart was near to bursting with suffocation and yearning. Before
-this silence, however, these passionate moments gradually ebbed away.
-The wave retreated, and her heart shut tight. Words and phrases from
-Holy Scriptures, books of prayer, and St. Benedict’s Rule, came crowding
-to her, and she considered to herself how she might show her mother the
-sin of her suggestion. But, as she had kept silence one way, so now she
-practised it in the other. After the long pause her voice found itself
-in three words only,—
-
-“My mother!—madame!”
-
-Eleanore’s eyes fell. Her hope was gone. For the thousandth time her
-religion rose to shame her, before her child, for the absorbing love of
-her motherhood. Presently Laure, standing before her, more like her
-judge than like the disconsolate creature she had so lately comforted,
-spoke again,—
-
-“Madame, here in this place have I found contentment. There is no sorrow
-and no desire when one lives but to pray and sleep, and wake and pray
-again. God lives here continually in our hearts and He begets in us the
-love that we bear for each other. Moreover, after my profession and
-consecration, much freedom will be added to my life. I shall have no
-more long hours of instruction, nor shall I be called on to do the
-bidding of any one save perhaps that of the Reverend Mother. And whereas
-thou ridest hither to me each fortnight, I, after my vow, may go instead
-to thee, to see thee and mine ancient home.—Nay, mother, forgive me that
-I rebuke thy words; but thou must not urge me thus, for my spirit is not
-as yet very strong or very much tried, and is like to break under
-temptation.”
-
-Dry-eyed and straight-lipped, Eleanore rose from her place and kissed
-her daughter, saying,—
-
-“This is farewell, dear child, till thou shalt come home to me for the
-first time after thy wedding with Heaven. My humble and earthly blessing
-be upon thee,—and mayst thou find thy spirit strong, my Laure, when thou
-shalt have need of it; as, in God’s time, thou surely wilt.”
-
-Once again the mother kissed her girl—kissed her in final renunciation.
-Laure felt a burning upon her brow long after madame had left the room.
-Eleanore’s last words also somewhat affected the novice,—brought her a
-dim sense of uneasiness and foreboding. But it was in silence that she
-saw the black-robed figure leave the cell, and in silence she remained
-for a long time after she was left alone, thinking over what had passed.
-
-Laure had acted in such perfect sincerity that the wound she inflicted
-on her mother, and the mortification she put upon her, were neither of
-them realized. It was not wonderful that the impulses of the girl’s
-heart had been stilled by the unceasing precept of the past months. Her
-years were naturally powerless to fathom her mother’s heart, the heart
-of her who sees herself completely separated in every interest from the
-one that has always been nearest and dearest. And so the argument that
-she conducted within herself after her mother’s going was not one of
-justification of her own act, but—oh, ye gods!—an attempted
-justification of Eleanore’s impiety.
-
-Laure passed the next two days in an odor of extreme sanctity, and
-hailed with deep inward joy the beginning of the long vigil of the birth
-of the Saviour, on Christmas Eve. She was excused from keeping steadily
-in church through this protracted service, for the reason that she would
-be obliged, according to the Rule, to spend the night after her
-consecration alone in the church, at prayer. Throughout Christmas Day
-Laure was in a state of repressed nervous excitement. Was not to-morrow
-to be her wedding-day? Was she not to become what the first Magdalen had
-never been,—the bride of Christ? Her prayers throughout this day were
-mingled with thoughts of the highest purity, the most refined spiritual
-ecstasy, the most shining, uplifted innocence. Tears of joy and of proud
-humility flowed readily from her eyes, while her mouth was filled with
-heavenly praises that welled up from her heart.
-
-In the afternoon she was sent away to rest; for the Mother-prioress was
-considerate of her strength. Laure did not, however, lie down. Instead,
-she stood for more than an hour at the window of her cell, looking out
-over the world, and watching the fine feathery snowflakes float down
-through the clear blue air. The earth was wrapped in a mantle whiter
-than her consecration robe and veil. Perhaps it was a shroud. Laure
-shivered at the thought, while she contemplated the unutterable
-stillness of all things. Not a sound disturbed this vast scene of death.
-The tree-boughs bent low under the weight of their pure burden; and when
-the early evening fell, and vespers chimed out over the valley, the
-tiny, frozen tears of Heaven still floated through the dark with
-ever-increasing softness.
-
-It was seven o’clock when Sœur Celeste, the chaplain, came to summon the
-bride-elect to confession and interrogation with Monseigneur the Bishop
-of St. Nazaire. As the two women passed together down the long corridor
-of novices, through the cold cloister and empty refectory and along the
-passage leading to the chapter, Laure’s heart was struck with a chill of
-fear. How terribly empty the convent was! No one in the refectory, the
-corridors scarcely lighted, the whole convent utterly silent; for the
-drone of prayers in the church was inaudible here. She wondered how the
-terrible vigil progressed, how many nuns had fainted in their fatigue.
-She thought of anything but the matter before her, and was still
-unprepared when the chaplain left her alone at the door of the chapter.
-
-The Bishop of St. Nazaire was alone in this room, and at Laure’s
-appearance he rose and went to her, taking her by the hand, and not
-amazed to find her icy cold.
-
-“My daughter!” he said gently; and Laure, looking into his face, was
-suddenly filled with an ineffable comfort.
-
-She had known the Bishop all her life, for he was her mother’s close
-friend and a constant visitor at Le Crépuscule. But never before had she
-seen him in this fulness of his office, so replete with magnetic
-spirituality. If the unswervingly narrow tenets of his creed made St.
-Nazaire too arbitrary where his religion was concerned, and if the
-geniality of his own nature had, at times, brought upon him in his own
-home reactions that afterwards rendered necessary the severest penances,
-at least these two extremes of his life had brought him to a remarkable
-intermediate balance. Irrespective of his state, he could be defined as
-a man of the world, of large sympathies, having a broad understanding of
-human frailty, because of the unconquerable weaknesses of his own
-nature. His ethical code was one of high severity and strict purity; and
-he strove with all the power of his spirit to follow it himself, never
-failing, the while, to excuse the eternal failures of others. And now,
-as Laure looked up into his large, smooth-shaven face, framed in long
-fair hair, and lighted by a pair of bright blue eyes that generally
-regarded the world with a surprising air of trustful innocence, the
-young novice lost all her sense of desolation, and felt herself suddenly
-introduced into a secure and unhoped-for haven.
-
-St. Nazaire himself, examining the young girl’s face, and searching her
-soul therein, knew that at this moment he was nearer to the inmost being
-of the daughter of Le Crépuscule than he should ever be again; and he
-felt that no one ever yet had been in a position to probe the depths of
-her nature as he was going to probe them now. She gave herself up to him
-as completely as Eleanore had given her once long ago, when, as a
-new-born infant, she had wailed in his arms at her baptism before the
-altar in the chapel of the Twilight Castle.
-
-With this strong feeling of mutual confidence, Laure and the Bishop
-seated themselves in the chapter of the convent. Confession and
-stereotyped interrogation were gone through with dutifully, and then
-followed what Laure had begun to wish for at the first moment of their
-meeting,—a long and intimate talk upon the life that she should lead as
-a professed nun. It was a life with which St. Nazaire was as fully
-conversant as a man could ever be, and he pictured it to Laure as
-faithfully as he was accustomed to picture Heaven—a heaven of flying men
-and women carrying in their hands small golden harps—to those that
-received the last sacrament at his hands. Laure had a vision of long
-years filled ever fuller of transcendent joy and peace, in which she
-should never know a wish that her life could not fill, nor a desire
-beyond more earnest prayers, or a fast a little longer and more rigorous
-than heretofore. And so skilful was the Bishop in the manipulation of
-his sombre material, that he got from it remarkable beauties which,
-impossible as it seems, were as convincing to him as to Laure.
-
-It was late in the evening when the young girl received the episcopal
-blessing and retired through the still nunnery to her cell. But her mind
-was at perfect rest that night; and she went to sleep to dream of
-nothing but the happiness and beauty of a consecrated life.
-
-At ten o’clock on the morning of the twenty-sixth day of December, the
-whole convent assembled in church for high mass, which was to be
-celebrated by the Bishop of St. Nazaire. To-day the novices were
-separated from the professed nuns, and the two companies knelt on
-opposite sides of the church, leaving a broad space between them. The
-choir was in its place. In the lower choir-stalls sat the
-Mother-prioress, the sub-prioress, the chaplain and the deacons; while
-his Grace was in the great chair of honor used by none but him. The only
-member of the nunnery not present was Laure, who made her appearance
-just as the bell began to ring for the opening of the mass. She came in
-from the chapter-house at the far end of the church, and moved slowly up
-the aisle. Her white robe and full mantle hid her figure and trailed
-around her on the floor, and her head was crowned with the bridal veil,
-which covered her face and fell to the ground all around her. In one
-hand she carried a parchment scroll on which her vow was inscribed; and
-in the other hand she bore the wedding ring.
-
-As she advanced toward the altar every head was turned toward her, and
-it was seen that she was white as death. But she was also very calm.
-Indeed she was acting quite mechanically, like one under a hypnotic
-spell; and there was no expression whatever on her face as she made her
-genuflection to the cross, and then turned aside and knelt among the
-company of novices. She took her usual part in the mass that followed,
-making no slip in the service, and joining as usual in the singing, with
-her full contralto voice.
-
-When the benediction had been pronounced from the chancel, there was a
-pause. No one in the church moved from her knees, and the Bishop
-remained before the company with his right hand uplifted. Laure raised
-her eyes, and her body trembled slightly, for her heart was palpitating
-like running water. When the silence had lasted a seemingly unbearable
-while, St. Nazaire turned his face to Laure, who rose and went up to
-him, kneeling again in the chancel. And now, as she spoke, her quiet,
-impressive voice was heard by every nun in the church,—
-
-“_Suscipe me, Domine, secundum eloquium tuum et vivam. Et non confundas
-me in expectatione mea._”
-
-As she finished, Laure’s throat contracted, and she gasped convulsively.
-Her head swam in a mist, but she knew that the Bishop was questioning
-her from the catechism,—knew that she was answering him; and then,
-afterwards, she heard, as from a great distance, the voice of the Bishop
-praying. At the Amen, St. Nazaire signed to her again, and she rose and
-stepped forward to his side. Then, turning till she faced the church,
-she said quite distinctly, though in a low tone,—
-
-“I, Sister Angelique, promise steadfastness, virginity, continuance in
-virtue, and obedience before God and all His saints, in accordance with
-the Rule of St. Benedict, in this Priory of Holy Madeleine, in the
-presence of the Reverend Father Charles, Lord Bishop of St. Nazaire, of
-the Duchy of Brittany, Lord under the most Christian Duke, Jean de
-Montfort.”
-
-Thereafter she went up to the altar, and there signed her scroll with
-her new name and the sign of the cross. And there the ring of Heaven was
-placed upon her finger, and she was declared a bride. For the last time
-she knelt before the father, who lifted up his hands and consecrated
-her, after the ancient formula, to the love of her Saviour, the blessing
-of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Ghost. And then Laure, a
-professed nun, came down from the holy place, and was received among her
-sisters and reverently saluted by them.
-
-The ceremony over, all the convent adjourned to the refectory, where a
-little feast of rejoicing was held in honor of the newly consecrated
-one. And after this, at an early hour of the afternoon, Laure was
-conducted to her cell, and her ten days of retirement began. All that
-afternoon, overcome with the strain of the past few days, the young girl
-slept. She woke only when the Sœur Eloise, a stout and stupid little
-nun, but a few weeks since made a lay sister, came up to her with bread
-and milk. When she had eaten and was alone again, she sat for a long
-time in her dark cell, looking out upon the starry night, and wondering
-vaguely over her long future. Presently the bell for the end of
-confession rang out, and, knowing that it was time, she rose and went
-through the convent, and into the vast church. The last of the nuns had
-left it and gone to seek her rest. Only the sub-prioress remained,
-waiting for Laure. Seeing her come, the older nun saluted her silently,
-and then moved away toward the dimly lighted chapter. In the doorway of
-this room she turned to look back at the white figure standing in the
-dimly lighted, incense-reeking aisle; and then, with a faint sigh of
-memory, she extinguished all the chapter lights, bowed to the little
-crucifix hanging in that room, and went her way to bed.
-
-Laure was left alone in the great, dusky House of God. Where she knelt,
-before the shrine of St. Joseph, two candles burned. All around her was
-darkness—silence—solitude. Awed and wide-eyed, she forced herself to
-kneel upon the stones, and her mind vaguely sought a prayer. But
-thoughts of Heaven refused to come. Her Bridegroom was very far away.
-She felt a cold weight settling slowly down upon her heart, and she
-trembled, and her brows grew damp with chilly dew. Many thoughts came
-and went. She remembered afterwards to have had a very distinct vision
-of Alixe, standing alone upon a great cliff a mile from Le Crépuscule,
-with a wild sea-wind blowing her hair and her mantle, and white gulls
-veering about her head. For an instant, a wild longing flamed up through
-her soul. Setting her lips, she tried to force her mind back again to
-God. One—two—three faltering, reverent words were uttered by her. Then
-Laure du Crépuscule started wildly to her feet.
-
-“God! Oh, God! I am imprisoned! I am captive! I am captive forever! God!
-Oh, God!”
-
-As these wild cries echoed through the vaulted roof, she threw herself
-passionately to the floor and lay there helpless, while the wave of
-merciless realization swept over her. Then her hands wandered along the
-stones of the floor, and her cheek followed them, and she clutched at
-the cold, damp granite, in a vain, vague search for her mother’s breast.
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER THREE_
- FLAMMECŒUR
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-
-The New Year had come: a time of highest festival in Brittany, when the
-land was alive with merriment and gifts and legends and grewsome tales.
-It was St. Sylvester’s Eve, when, as all men knew, the waves of the
-Atlantic for once defied their barriers and struggled up the towering
-cliffs, eager to meet, halfway, the descending dolmens, permitted once
-in the year to leave unguarded the deep earth-treasures, that they might
-quench their furious thirst in the sea. And on that night half the
-peasants of Brittany lay awake, speculating on the vast wealth that
-might be theirs if they were but to arise and seek out some monster
-dolmen and wait beside it till the immense rock rolled away from its
-hole, leaving a pit of gold and gems open to the clutching hands of the
-world-man. But fear of the demoniac return of these same rolling rocks
-kept most of the dreamers safe within their beds during the fateful
-midnight hour, though of the luck of the few daring ones, there were,
-nay, still are, many veracious tales.
-
-Le Crépuscule, no less than the surrounding countryside, participated in
-the interest of these supernatural matters; but the old Chateau had real
-affairs of feast and frolic to occupy it also. The great New Year’s
-dinner was the most lavish that the Castle gave in the twelve-month, and
-this year, in spite of its depleted household, there was no exception
-made to the general rule. The great tables were set in the central hall
-and loaded with every sort of food and drink, while kitchen fires roared
-about their juicy meats, and in the chimney-piece of the hall an ox was
-roasted whole before the flames. Ordinarily the dinner hour at the
-Castle was half-past eleven in the morning; but on feast days it was
-changed to four in the afternoon, and the merriment was then kept up
-till the last woman had retired, and the last man found a pillow on the
-rushes that strewed the floor.
-
-On this New Year’s eve there were, as usual, two great tables set; for
-to-night not only all the retainers of the Castle, but also half a
-hundred of the tenantry from the estates, claimed the privilege of their
-fealty and came to eat at the house of their lord, sitting below his
-salt, breaking his bread, supping his beer, and talking and laughing and
-drinking each till he could no more.
-
-Madame Eleanore was always present at this feast, as a matter of duty
-and of graciousness. She sat to-night at the head of the board, with an
-empty place beside her for Gerault. Alixe was upon her right hand, and
-one of the young squires-at-arms upon her left; and in the general
-hubbub of the feast none of the peasant boors noticed how persistent a
-silence reigned at that end of the table, nor how wearily sad was the
-expression of their lady’s face.
-
-This was the first feast in many years at which the Bishop of St.
-Nazaire had not been present; but he had not come to Le Crépuscule since
-Laure’s consecration, and madame had given up hoping for his arrival.
-Darkness had fallen some time since, and the hour was growing late. This
-could be told from the increased noise at the table. Puddings and
-crumcakes had been finished, and the men of the company were turning
-their attention exclusively to the liquor—beer and wine—which had been
-brought up to the hall in great casks, from which each might help
-himself. David le petit, the jester, ran up and down on the table,
-waving a black wand and shouting verses at the company. There was a
-universal clamor and howling of laughter and song, which madame heard
-with ever-increasing weariness and displeasure, though the demoiselles
-showed no such signs of fatigue.
-
-Suddenly, through the tumult, madame caught a sound that made her lift
-her head and half rise from her chair, listening intently. There had
-been a sound of horses’ hoofs on the courtyard stones.
-
-“’Tis St. Nazaire at last,” she whispered to Alixe. “Now we shall hear
-of—Go thou thyself, Alixe, and fetch hither fresh meat and a pasty and a
-flagon of the best wine. Monseigneur must be weary. He shall sit here at
-my side—”
-
-Alixe rose obediently and hurried away on her errand; and while she was
-gone there came a clamor at the door. A burly henchman sprang up and
-lurched forward to open it, peering out into the darkness. Those in the
-room heard a little ejaculation, and then there entered a new-comer with
-some one else beside him. Neither was the Bishop of St. Nazaire. Both of
-them were young,—one, indeed, no more than a boy, wearing an esquire’s
-jerkin, hosen, cap, and mantle, and carrying only a short dirk in his
-belt. The other, who came forward into the full light of the lamps and
-torches, was a young man of six and twenty or thereabouts, lean and tall
-and graceful, clad in half armor, but clean-shaved, like a woman. His
-face had the look of the South in it, his eyes were piercingly dark, and
-his waving hair as black as the night. In their first glance at the
-new-comer, most in the room took notice that his spurs were not gilt;
-but soon a maid spied out that the little squire carried on his back a
-lute, strung on a ribbon, and then the stranger’s profession was plain.
-
-This general examination lasted but the matter of a few seconds. Then
-Madame Eleanore rose, and the stranger saluted her with a grace that
-became him well, and began to speak in a mellow voice,—
-
-“Madame la Châtelaine, give thee God’s greeting! I hight Bertrand
-Flammecœur, singer of Provence, the land of the trouvère; and now find
-myself a most weary traveller through this chilly land. Here—”
-indicating his follower with two slim fingers—“is my squire, Yvain. We
-come to-day from the Castle of Laval, in the South, where, in the high
-hospitality of its lord, we have sojourned for some weeks. There,
-indeed, I sang in half a score of tenzons with one Le Fleurie, an able
-singer. But now, to-night, inasmuch as we are weary with long riding,
-empty for food, numb with cold, and have found the drawbridge of this
-Castle down, we make bold to crave shelter for the night, and a manchet
-of bread to comfort our stomachs withal,” and the trouvère bent his body
-in a graceful obeisance; while Eleanore, smiling her hospitality,
-stepped forward a little from where she stood.
-
-“It is the Breton custom, Sir Trouvère, to leave the drawbridge down
-during the holy weeks of Christmas and Easter; and in those days any may
-obtain food and shelter among us. Thou and thy squire, however, are
-doubly welcome, coming as ye do from our cousins of Laval, in which
-house I, Eleanore du Crépuscule, was born. In the name of my son, the
-Seigneur Gerault, I return you God’s greeting, and pray you to make this
-Chateau your home. Now, sith ye are well weary and anhungered, let your
-boy rest him there among my squires, while you come here and sit and
-eat.”
-
-Thereupon little Yvain, after a bow, ran eagerly to the place indicated
-to him; and Flammecœur, smiling, went forward at madame’s invitation
-toward the place at her side. Ere he reached it, Alixe, who had been in
-the kitchens and thus missed the stranger’s entrance, came into the
-hall, bearing with her a wooden tray containing food and red wine. At
-sight of the stranger she halted suddenly, and as suddenly he paused to
-make her reverence; for by her dress he knew her to be no serving-wench.
-In the instant that their glances met, her green and brilliant eyes
-flashed a flame of fire into his dark ones; and curiously enough, a
-color rose in the pale cheeks of the man ere Alixe had thought to catch
-the flush of maiden modesty. Perhaps no one in the room had noted the
-contretemps. At any rate, Flammecœur, taking a quick glance to see,
-found none looking at him in more than ordinary curiosity; whereupon his
-debonair self-possession flew back to him, and, turning again to Madame
-Eleanore, he presently sat down to table and began his meal. While he
-ate, and his appetite was excellent, he found space to converse with
-every one about him; and had a smile for all, from madame to the shyest
-of the demoiselles. Out of courtesy for their hospitality, he gave a
-somewhat careless and rambling but nevertheless highly entertaining
-account of some of his wanderings, and was amused to see how the young
-demoiselles hung on his words. Only upon Alixe did he waste his efforts,
-for she paid scant attention to him, listening just enough to escape the
-charge of rudeness. And Flammecœur was man enough and vain enough to get
-himself into something of a pique about her in this first hour of his
-coming to Le Crépuscule.
-
-When the stranger had had his say, and proved himself sufficiently
-“trouvère,” the general after-feast of song and story began. Both tale
-and song were of that day,—broad enough for modern ears, but of their
-time unusually mild, and of the character that was to be heard from
-ladies’ lips. Burliest henchman and slenderest squire alike tuned his
-verse for the ears of Madame Eleanore to hear; and the wanderer,
-Flammecœur, noted this fact astutely, and so much approved of it that,
-while dwarf David’s fairy tale went on, he took a quick resolve that he
-would make a temporary home for himself in this Castle.
-
-In the course of time Flammecœur was asked for a song. Yvain brought his
-lute to him, and he tuned the instrument while he pleaded excuse from a
-long chanson. When he began, however, his voice showed small sign of
-fatigue. He sang a low, swinging melody of his own composing, fitted to
-words once used in a Court of Love in the south,—a delicate bit of
-versification dealing with dreams. And so delicately did he perform his
-task that perfect silence followed its close.
-
-A moment later there was a sharp round of applause; for these Bretons
-had never heard such a chansonette in all their cold-country lives.
-Before anything more could be demanded, Flammecœur, satisfied with the
-impression already made, sprang to his feet, and turned to Eleanore,
-saying: “Lady, I crave permission for me and my squire to seek our rest.
-We have ridden many leagues to-day, and at early dawn must be up and off
-again.”
-
-Eleanore rose and gave him her hand to kiss. “Sieur Flammecœur, we
-render thee thanks for our pleasure, and give ye God’s sleep. Hither,
-Foulque! Light the Sieur Trouvère and his boy to thy room, and sleep
-thou this night with Robert Meloc.”
-
-The young squire bowed and fetched a torch from the wall. Yvain came
-running to his master’s side; and presently, to the deep regret of all
-the demoiselles, the three disappeared into the “long room,” from which
-a hallway led to the squires’ rooms.
-
-In spite of Bertrand’s words about his early departure on the following
-morning, he and Yvain did not go that day. Neither did they depart on
-the next, nor within that week. On the morning after his arrival the
-minstrel confessed, readily enough, though with seeming reluctance, that
-he had no particular objective point in his journeying; that he but
-travelled for adventure, for love of his lady, and that it was his mind
-to linger around St. Nazaire or the coast till spring should give an
-opening into Normandy. Madame Eleanore would not hear of it that he
-should seek lodgings in St. Nazaire. There was strong tradition of
-hospitality in Le Crépuscule,—ordinarily a lonely place enough; and its
-châtelaine eagerly besought the Flaming-heart to lodge with her till
-spring—and longer if he would. And after that she put him, forsooth,
-into the Bishop’s chamber on the ground-floor, gave Yvain an adjoining
-closet, and would take no refusal that he go hawking in the early
-afternoon with all the young squires of the Castle.
-
-Bertrand took to his life at the Twilight Castle with a grace, an ease,
-and, withal, a tact that won him every heart within the first three days
-of his residence there. He was a man of the broad world, such an one as
-these simple Breton folk had not known before; for Seigneur Gerault did
-not travel like this fellow, and had none of his manner for setting
-forth tales. The young squires, the men-at-arms, the henchmen, the very
-cooks and scullions, listened open-mouthed and open-eyed at the stories
-he told of adventure and love, of distant countries, of kings and courts
-and mighty wars. Besides this, he could manage a horse or a sword like
-any warrior knight; he was deep learned in falconry; he could track a
-hare or a fox through the most impossible furze; and he could read like
-a monk and write like a scribe. As for his accomplishments with the
-other sex, they were too many to mention. Before evening of the second
-day every woman in the Castle from Madame Eleanore down, save, for some
-mysterious reason, Alixe, was at his feet, confessing her utter
-subjection. His soft Southern speech, the exquisite Langue d’Oc, used in
-Brittany as French was used in England; his clean, dark, fine-featured
-face; his glowing eyes; his love-laden manner, that ever dared and never
-presumed; finally, what, in all ages, has seemed to prove most
-attractive to women in men, a suggestion of past libertinism,—all these
-things combined to make him utterly irresistible to the feminine heart.
-
-Such a life of never-ending adulation, of universal admiration, was a
-paradise to the troubadour, in whom inordinate vanity was the strongest
-and most carefully concealed characteristic. So long as he should be the
-centre of interest, he was never bored. But when he was not the central
-object, there were just two people in all the Castle that did not bore
-him unendurably. One of these was Madame Eleanore, in liking whom he
-betrayed exceptional taste; the other was Alixe, who had piqued him into
-attention. His admiration for madame was not wholly unnatural; for
-Bertrand Flammecœur, love-child as he was, and filled with unholy
-passions, was, nevertheless, as his singing showed, a man of refinement
-and gentle blood. His feeling for Alixe was keen, because it was
-unsatisfactory. She was at no pains to conceal her dislike for him, and
-it was her greatest pleasure to whip a pretty speech of his to rags with
-irony. He plied her with every art he knew, tried every mood upon her,
-and to Alixe’s glory be it said, she never betrayed, by look or word,
-that she had anything for him more than, at best, contemptuous
-indifference. And after a week of effort the minstrel was obliged to
-confess to himself that never before, in all his adventures, had he met
-with so complete a rebuff from any woman.
-
-He did not, even then, entirely relax his efforts. One morning, ten days
-after his arrival, he was passing the chapel, a small octagonal room
-opening off the great hall just beside the stairs, when he perceived
-Alixe within. She was alone; and as he turned into the doorway she was
-just rising from her knees. Unconscious of his presence, she remained
-standing before the altar looking upon the crucifix, her hands fervently
-clasped before her. After watching her for a moment in silence,
-Flammecœur began to move noiselessly across the little room, and was at
-her very shoulder before he said softly,—
-
-“A fair good morn to thee, my demoiselle.”
-
-Alixe wheeled about. “A prayerful one to thee, Sir Minstrel!” she said
-sharply, and would have left him but that, smiling, he held her back.
-
-“Nay, ma mie, nay, be pleased to remain for a moment’s love-look.” Alixe
-merely shrugged at his teasing mockery, whereupon he became serious.
-“Listen, mademoiselle, and explain this matter to me. Is all this Castle
-under a vow of unceasing prayer? Piety beseems a damsel well enow; yet
-never have I seen a household so devout. Madame Châtelaine repeats her
-prayers five times a day; and the step before the altar here is ever
-weighted by some ardent maid or squire. Ohé! Love in the south; prayer
-in the north. Rose of Langue d’Oc,—snows of Langue d’Oïl. Tell me, Dame
-Alixe, which likes thy heart the most, customs of my land or of thine?”
-
-“This is all the land I know. And as for thee—well, if thou’rt a true
-man of the south, methinks I would remain here,” she retorted
-discourteously, giving him eye for eye.
-
-“I do not my country so much despite to say its men are all like me,”
-returned the Flame-hearted, smoothly, in an inward rage. “Yet I could
-tell thee tales of thy cold Normandy that are not all of ice. Methinks
-this cheerless Breton coast is the mother of melancholy; for shine the
-sun never so brightly, it cannot melt the soul that hath been frozen
-under its past winter’s sky. But, Demoiselle Alixe,”—Flammecœur dropped
-his anger, and took on a sudden tone of exceeding interest,—“Demoiselle
-Alixe, I hold in my heart a great curiosity concerning thee. I see thee
-here living as a daughter of the house; yet art thou called Rieuse. Now,
-wast thou born in Crépuscule?”
-
-Alixe regarded him with half-closed eyes. Never had she resented
-anything in him half so much as this question. Yet she replied to him in
-a tone as smooth as his own: “Yea, truly I am of Le Crépuscule, by heart
-and love. But I am not of the Twilight blood. I was born on the Castle
-lands. I am the foster-sister of the Demoiselle Laure.”
-
-“Laure?”
-
-“Sooth, hast thou not heard of Laure, the daughter of madame?”
-
-“Nay. Is she dead, this maid?”
-
-“She is a nun.”
-
-“Ah! ’Tis the same.”
-
-“Not for us here. Thou must know she is but newly consecrated; and she
-is to be permitted to come home, here, to the Castle, once in a
-fortnight, to see madame her mother. On the morrow she will come for the
-first time since her novitiate began, nine months agone.”
-
-“Sang Dieu! Now know I why the Castle breathes with prayer. Madame would
-make all things holy enough to receive her. She cannot be old, this
-Laure, sith she is thy foster-sister?”
-
-“I am older than she. Also, an I remain longer from the tapestry, I
-shall be caused to make you do half my daily task as a punishment for
-keeping me tardy. Give ye God-den, fair sir, and pleasant prayers!” And
-with a flutter and an unholy laugh, Alixe had whirled past him and was
-gone out of the chapel.
-
-Flammecœur looked after her, but for the first time felt no inclination
-for pursuit. Perhaps this was because, for the first time, Alixe had
-given him something besides herself to think about. This daughter of
-Madame Eleanore and her peculiar vocation interested him extremely. It
-was quite surprising to find how interested one could become in little
-matters, after a few days in Le Crépuscule. So Flammecœur presently
-marched off to the armory in search of Yvain, and, finding him, he
-questioned the little squire minutely as to the gossip of the keep
-concerning the Demoiselle Laure. Was she mis-shapen? This was the only
-excuse for entering a nunnery that occurred to the Flame-hearted. Yvain
-had not heard that she was deformed. Was she crossed in love? Mayhap;
-but Yvain had not heard it. Flammecœur shrugged his shoulders. The
-enigma was not solved. It mattered little enough, anyway. Alixe had
-jilted him again. Heigho! He ordered his horse, and went to seek a
-falcon. While in the falcon-house he remembered that this nun was coming
-to the Castle on the morrow, and he decided that he would have a sight
-of her when she arrived.
-
-Not unnaturally Bertrand Flammecœur had taken on the state of mind of
-the whole Castle. Mademoiselle was coming home on the morrow. Every one
-knew it, for a message had arrived on the previous day from Monseigneur
-the Bishop of St. Nazaire, and Le Crépuscule was in a state of unwonted
-excitement. The word came to madame as less of a surprise than as an
-overwhelming relief, and a joy that had some bitterness in it. It had
-rested with St. Nazaire whether her child should come home to see her
-twice in the month! Ah, well, she was coming; she would lie in her
-mother’s arms; the Castle would echo again to the music of her voice!
-Thus through the whole day madame sat dreaming of the morrow, nor
-noticed the tardy arrival of Alixe in the spinning-room, nor how, all
-morning, Isabelle and Viviane whispered and smiled and idled over their
-tasks.
-
-Now, if Madame Eleanore’s heart and brain were full to overflowing with
-the dreams of Laure, how feverish with longing came the thought of home,
-home though for one little hour, to the prisoner herself! On the night
-before her going, as, indeed, on many nights of late, Laure could not
-sleep. Her eyes stared wide open into the night, while her mind traced
-outlines of Le Crépuscule in the soft darkness. Ah! the dearly loved
-halls and their blessed company, all that she had not seen for nearly
-nine months, and on the morrow should see again! Her brain burned with
-impatience. She tossed and tumbled on her hard and narrow bed. Finally,
-long ere the hour for matins, she rose and went to sit at the window of
-her cell, looking out upon the clear and frosty winter’s night. How the
-hours passed till prime she scarcely knew. But at a quarter to five,
-when matins were over, she went down into the church for first service,
-wearing short riding-shoes under her white robe, with her hair bound
-tight beneath her coif and veil, for galloping. During the simple
-prayer-service, she got twenty penitential Aves for inattention, and
-read added reproof in the eyes of Mère Piteuse. At length, however, it
-came to be the hour for the breaking of the fast, and Laure found
-opportunity to speak to the Sœur Eloise, who was to follow her as
-attendant and protectress on the road to Crépuscule. Stupid, stolid,
-faithful, low of birth and therefore much in awe of Laure, was this
-little nun; and had the Mother-prioress been worldly wise, it had not
-been she that followed Laure into the world this bright and bitter
-January morning.
-
-At a quarter to eight o’clock the two young women mounted their palfreys
-at the convent gate, and were off into the snow-filled forest, while
-behind them echoed gentle admonitions to unceasing prayer. Feeling a
-saddle under her once again, and a strong white horse bearing her along
-over a well-beaten road, Laure drew a breath that seemed to have no end.
-And as her lungs filled with God’s free air, she pressed one hand to her
-throat to ease the terrible ache of rising tears. How long it was since
-she had felt free to move her limbs! How long since she had traversed
-this shaded road! Eloise did not trouble her. The lay sister was too
-occupied in clinging to the mane of her horse to venture speech; and she
-looked at her high-born companion with mingled awe and admiration as she
-saw her urge her beast into a trot. The convent animal had an easy gait,
-and appeared to possess possibilities in the way of speed. Laure touched
-him a little with her spur. The creature responded well. A moment later
-Eloise turned pale with fright to see her lady strike the spur home in
-earnest, and go flying wildly down the road till she was presently lost
-among the thick snow-laden trees.
-
-Laure was happy now. She found herself not much encumbered with her
-dress, which had been “modified” in obedience to the law for conduct
-outside the convent. Her gown and mantle were of the usual cut, and she
-was girdled by her rosary; but her head was covered with a close-fitting
-black hood from which fell a short white veil, two edges of which were
-pinned beneath her chin, giving her, though she did not know it, a
-delightfully softened expression. After she had left Eloise behind, she
-continued to increase the speed of her animal till she had all but lost
-control of him. Fifteen minutes later she was out of the forest and
-running along a heavily packed road, bordered on either side with a thin
-line of trees, beyond which stretched broad fields and moorlands, among
-which, somewhere, the priory estate ended and that of Le Crépuscule
-began. Eloise was now a mile behind; but Laure had no thought for her.
-Her breath was coming short no less with emotion than with the exercise;
-for the image of her mother was before her eyes. She let her mind search
-where it would, through sweet and yearning depths; and her heart was
-filled with thanksgiving for this hour of freedom. She was nearing that
-place where the Rennes highway joined that of St. Nazaire, both of them
-uniting at the Castle road, which led to the Chateau by a long and
-winding ascent. Presently the Chateau became visible; and Laure, looking
-on it with all her soul in her eyes, took no heed of the slow-moving
-horseman ahead of her, on whom she was rapidly gaining. Indeed, neither
-was aware of the presence of the other, till Laure’s horse, scenting
-company, made a short dash of a hundred yards, and then came into a
-sudden walk beside the animal bestrode by Bertrand Flammecœur of
-Provence. The suddenness of the horse’s stop caused Laure to jerk
-heavily forward. Flammecœur leaned over and caught her bridle. At that
-moment their eyes met.
-
-A flush of vivid pink overspread Laure’s lily face. She shrank quickly
-away from the look in Flammecœur’s eyes. Then her hand went up to her
-dishevelled hair; and she tried confusedly to straighten it back.
-
-“Take not such pains, reverend lady. By the glory of the saints, thou
-couldst not make thyself as lovely as God’s world hath made
-thee!—Prithee, heed me not!”
-
-Laure gave a little gasp at the man’s daring; yet such was Flammecœur’s
-manner that she did not find herself offended. Presently she had the
-impulse to give him a sideways glance; and then, all untutored as she
-was, she read the lively admiration that was written in his face. After
-that her hands came down from her head, and she took up her bridle
-again, by the act causing him to relinquish it. “The Sœur Eloise is
-behind me. I fear that I did much outdistance her,” she said, with a
-demureness through which a smile was very near to breaking.
-
-Flammecœur looked at her with a peculiar pleasure, a pleasure that he
-had not often experienced. His immediate impulse was to put a still
-greater distance between them and Eloise; but prudence came happily to
-his aid. “Let us stop here till thine attendant comes, while thy horse
-breathes,” he said, bringing his animal to a gentle halt.
-
-Laure acquiesced at once, and did not analyze her little momentary qualm
-as one of disappointment. Nevertheless, her face grew white again, and
-she said not a word through the ten minutes they had to wait till Eloise
-came riding heavily out of the wood. The other nun looked infinitely
-startled at the sight of Flammecœur, and was muttering a prayer while
-she stared from Laure to the trouvère. As soon, however, as she came,
-the others reined their horses about, and immediately, in the most
-remarkable silence that the Provençal had ever experienced, proceeded up
-the hill and into the Castle courtyard.
-
-In this wise they reached the Chateau, and Laure came to her own again.
-She found herself surrounded by every one and everything that she had so
-unspeakably yearned for; and—they made little impression on her. She
-walked among them like one in a dream, striving in vain to free her mind
-from its encompassing mists. When she was alone with her mother, in
-Eleanore’s familiar and beloved room, Laure felt in herself an
-inexplicable insincerity. She clung to madame, and wept, and kissed her,
-and expressed in eager, disjointed phrases the great joy she felt in
-being at home again; and all the while she scarce knew what she said, or
-wherefore she said it. And in the end she gave such an impression of
-hysteria that her mother became seriously distressed.
-
-At dinner Laure’s manner changed. She was quiet and silent, and kept her
-eyes fixed continually on her plate. Her cheeks were burning and she was
-in a tumult of inward emotion that displayed itself in the most unwonted
-stupidity. Her mother never dreamed the reason for her mood. Curiously
-enough, Alixe read Laure better, though she scarcely dared admit to
-herself that which she saw. No look of Flammecœur’s, nor quick flush of
-the young nun’s face escaped her eyes, yet neither then nor ever after
-did Alixe confess to any one what she read; for her own heart was too
-much wrought upon for speech.
-
-Dinner ended, and with that end came the hour for Laure’s return to the
-convent. The girl realized this with a chill at her heart, but accepted
-the inevitable resignedly. It was with a sense of desolation that she
-followed Eloise out of the Castle to the courtyard where their horses
-were waiting. Her parting with her mother was filled with grief of the
-sincerest kind. She wept and clung to Madame Eleanore, gasping out
-convulsive promises to return as soon as the rule permitted. She said
-good-bye to Alixe as tenderly as to her mother, for the two maidens were
-fast friends; she kissed all the demoiselles, was kissed by the young
-squires-at-arms; and it was a sudden relief to her, in this rush of
-home-feeling, that Flammecœur was nowhere to be seen, he and Yvain
-having disappeared immediately after dinner.
-
-Much to the satisfaction of Eloise, who endured a good deal of
-discomfort when she was in high places, Laure finally mounted her
-palfrey, and the two of them started away, waving good-byes all across
-the courtyard and drawbridge, and indeed until Eleanore, leaning heavily
-on Alixe’s arm, turned to re-enter the Castle.
-
-The nuns began their descent of the long hill at a slow, jogging trot;
-and presently Eloise remarked comfortably,—
-
-“Reverend Mother enjoined us to repeat the hours as we ride. But so
-didst thou gallop on the way hither, Sister Angelique, and so out of
-breath was I with trotting after, that I said no more than the first
-part of one Ave. Therefore let us return at a more seemly pace, that we
-may rightly tell our beads,” and the stolid sister settled her horse
-into a slower walk, and sighed comprehensively as she thought of the
-dinner she had eaten and the sweetmeats that were hidden in her tunic.
-
-Laure did not answer her. She fingered her rosary dutifully, and her
-lips mechanically repeated the prayers. But her thoughts were no more on
-what she said than they were upon food. Her face was drawn and whiter
-even than its wont, and she sat her horse with a weary air. She was
-making no struggle against the inevitable. In her soul she knew that she
-must be strong enough to endure her lot; but she could make no pretence
-to herself that that lot was pleasant.
-
-The two were a long time in their descent of the hill, and it was
-mid-afternoon when they reached the bend in the road that hid the
-Chateau from sight. Laure was not looking ahead; rather, when she
-looked, her eyes noticed nothing. But suddenly Eloise started from her
-prayers and uttered an exclamation: “Saints of God! There is that man
-again!”
-
-A quick, cold tremor passed over Laure, and she trembled violently.
-There in the road, fifty yards away, both of them on horseback, were
-Flammecœur and his page.
-
-Eloise began a series of weak and rapid expostulations. Laure sat like a
-statue in her saddle. Nothing was done till the two young women came
-abreast of the troubadour and his boy. Then, with a rapid and adroit
-movement, young Yvain wheeled his horse between Laure and Eloise, and
-presently fell back with Eloise’s animal beside him, while Bertrand
-Flammecœur drew up beside Laure. The man was white with nervousness, and
-he bent toward her and said in a low voice: “Sister of angels, grant me
-pardon for this act!”
-
-Laure had gone all aflame. Her heart was beating tremulously and her dry
-throat contracted so that she could not speak. But looking, for one
-fleeting instant, into his face, she smiled.
-
-Flammecœur could have laughed for joy, for he saw that his cause was
-won. And the ease of this conquest did not make him contemptuous of it;
-for however little he understood it, there was that in this childlike
-nun that made him hold his breath with reverence before her. The hour
-that followed their second meeting was almost as new to him as to her,
-in the stretch of emotions. They spoke very little. From behind them
-came the continual, droll chatter of Yvain and the answering giggles of
-Eloise. But Laure could not have laughed, and the trouvère knew it. As
-they entered the forest, however, at no great distance from the priory,
-he leaned far over and laid one of his gloved hands upon the tunic that
-covered her knee.
-
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-
- _The whole Castle had assembled to say
- God-speed to their departing lord.—Page 25_
-]
-
-“Let me have some gage,—some token of thee,” he said in a hoarse and
-unsteady tone.
-
-“I cannot! Oh, I cannot!”
-
-He did not urge, but resignedly drew his hand away; and as Laure’s body
-made the little, involuntary movement of following him, he contained his
-joy with an effort.
-
-Now the white priory was visible from afar, among the leafless trees;
-and so Laure, reining in her horse, turned to her companion: “Thou must
-leave us at once,” she whispered, trembling.
-
-He bent his head, and drew his horse to a standstill. At the same time
-Yvain and Eloise rode up, having just pledged themselves to eternal
-devotion. After a moment’s hesitation, Flammecœur leaned again toward
-Laure, asking, this time fearfully,—
-
-“Wilt thou tell me, lady, in what part of the convent is thy cell?”
-
-She looked at him, wondering, but answered what he wanted, and then
-waited, in silence, praying that he would ask another question. He sat,
-however, with his head bent over so that she could not see his face, and
-he said nothing more. Laure sighed, looked up into the wintry sky,
-looked down to the snow-covered earth, felt the pall of her frozen life
-closing around her once again, and then got a sudden, blind
-determination that that life should not smother the little, creeping
-flame that had to-day been lighted in her heart. Looking sidewise at
-Flammecœur, who sat bowed upon his horse, she whispered,—
-
-“Shall we—see—each other yet again?”
-
-“By all the saints—and God—we shall! We shall!”
-
-“Alas, Angelique, we are late for vespers! Haste!” cried Eloise, in the
-same moment.
-
-Laure sent the spur into her palfrey, which leaped forward like the
-stone from a sling. Eloise followed after her at a terrifying pace, and
-the troubadour and his page stood and watched them till they were lost
-among the trees. The two reached the priory gate almost together; and
-before they were admitted, Eloise, her face flushed and her eyes
-shining, whispered imploringly to Laure: “Confess it not! Confess it
-not! Else shall we never go again!”
-
-To this plea Laure had no time to make reply; but the other, seeing her
-manner, had, somehow, no fear that she would betray herself, and with
-her the delicious love-prattlings of Yvain.
-
-They found vespers just at an end, and were reproved for their tardy
-return. Eloise retreated to her cell at once, to repeat her penitential
-Aves of the morning, and Laure retired ostensibly for the same purpose.
-
-Once alone in her cell, the young girl took off her riding-garments,—the
-unusual cap and veil, boots, gloves, and spur,—and put them carefully
-away in her oaken chest. Afterwards she straightened her bliault and her
-hair, set her image of the Virgin straight upon its shelf, and moved the
-priedieu a little more accurately between the door and her bed. Then,
-standing up, she looked about her. There was nothing more to do. She was
-alone with her heart, and she could no longer escape from thinking. So
-she sat down on the bed, folded her hands upon her knees, and in this
-wise twisted out the meaning of her day, till she found in her secret
-soul that the unspeakable, the unholy, the most glorious, had come to
-her, to fill the great void of her empty life.
-
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER FOUR_
- THE PASSION
-
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-
-
-In the evening of the day of that momentous visit, after compline was
-over, and she was in her bed in her cell, Laure yielded herself up to
-sleep only after a rebellious struggle; she wished intensely to lie
-awake with her wonderful thoughts. Sleep prevailed, however, and was
-sound and dreamless; for she was physically tired out.
-
-At two in the morning came the first boom of the church bell pulled by
-the sleep-laden sexton,—the beginning of the call to matins. The night
-was very black; and only after two or three minutes did Laure struggle
-up from her bed, trembling with that dead, numb feeling that results
-from being roused too suddenly from heavy unconsciousness. Mechanically
-the young girl felt about for her lantern and opened the door into the
-dimly lit corridor. There were half a dozen nuns and novices grouped
-about the stone lamp which burned all night on the wall, and from which
-the sisters were accustomed to light their cressets for matins. Laure
-waited her turn in a dazed manner, and when she had obtained the light,
-went back to her cell, left the door unclosed according to rule, and,
-placing the lantern on the small table, knelt at her priedieu.
-
-So far her every move had been mechanical. Her brain was not yet awake.
-But, with the first words of the Agnus Dei, the full memory of yesterday
-suddenly flashed upon her. She had been at home, and had found there
-Flammecœur!—Flammecœur! Her own heart flamed up, and the prayer died
-away from it. Her lips moved on, and the murmur of her voice continued
-to swell the low chorus that spread through the whole priory. But Laure
-was not speaking those words. Her whole mind and heart had turned
-irrevocably to another subject,—to another god, the little, rosy-winged
-boy that finds his way into the sternest places, and lights them with
-his magic presence till they are changed for their inhabitants beyond
-recognition. Strictly speaking, Laure was not thinking of the trouvère.
-Her thoughts refused to review him in the light of her knowledge of him.
-She would not think of his personality,—his face, eyes, form, or manner.
-Her heart shrank from anything so bold. She refused to question herself.
-Yet her mind was full of him, and the other subject in her thoughts was
-this: that in eleven days more, were God pitying to her, she should,
-perhaps—ever perhaps—see him again.
-
-When matins and lauds were over, the sisters returned to bed till the
-hour for dressing, a quarter to five. Laure was accustomed to sleep
-soundly through this period. But to-day she refused to close her eyes.
-Nay, it was ecstasy to her to lie dreaming of many old, vague things
-that had scarce any connection with her new heart, and yet would have
-had no place at all with her had they not carried as an undercurrent the
-image of that same new god.
-
-All day Laure went about with a song in her soul. Why she should have
-been glad, who can say? What possible hope for happiness there was for
-her, what idea of any finale save one of grief, resignation, or despair,
-she never thought to ask herself. She let her new happiness take
-possession of her without stopping to analyze it. And it was as well
-that she did no analyzing. For a logical process would inevitably have
-brought her to the beginning of these things, to the moment, the
-ineffable moment, when the hand of Flammecœur had first rested on her
-own.
-
-This first morning passed away. Dinner was eaten, and recreation time
-came. Now Eloise persistently sought Laure’s company; and Laure, with
-equal persistence and quite remarkable adroitness, avoided her. The
-young nun knew, from the face of Eloise, that there were a thousand
-silly thoughts ready to come out of her; and Laure could not bear to
-have her own delicate, rainbow dreams so crudely disturbed. And there
-was something more about the presence of Eloise that disturbed the
-daughter of Le Crépuscule; this was the understanding between them that
-they should not confess the real reason for their tardy arrival on the
-previous day. Laure had made up her mind, tacitly, to confess
-nothing—yet. But she did not like to be reminded of the fact.
-
-That night Laure successfully resisted the dictates of sleep, with the
-result that, all next day, she felt dull and weak. When dinner and sext
-were over, and recreation came, she obtained ready permission to retire
-to her cell instead of going to the garden or the court or the library
-with the other nuns. Once alone and safe from the attacks of Eloise, who
-was becoming importunate, she lay down on her bed and sank, almost at
-once, to rest. While she slept, the sun came out upon the outer world,
-and poured its beams over the chill valley beyond the priory. The gray,
-lowering clouds were broken up. The heavens shone blue, and the
-ice-crust shimmered with myriad, sparkling diamonds. No sunlight could
-enter the cell of sleep; for it was afternoon, and the single little
-window looked toward the east. But after nearly an hour of shining
-stillness, there came a sound from the frozen vale that was more
-beautiful than sunlight. It reached Laure’s ears, and woke her. She rose
-up, hearkening incredulously for a moment, and then, with a smothered
-cry of delight, threw herself forward again on the bed, and laughed and
-moaned together into the cold sheets.
-
-From below, just outside her window, rose a voice, a tenor voice, high
-and clear and mellow, singing a chanson of the south to the
-accompaniment of a six-stringed lute. After a few seconds Laure ventured
-to raise her head and listen. With a thrill of ecstasy she caught the
-words,—
-
- “_Ele ot plain le visage, si fu encolorez;
- Les iex vairs et riants, lonc et traités le nez;
- La bouche vermeillête, le menton forcelé;
- Le col plain et blanc plus que n’est flor de pré._”
-
-At this point in the familiar song, sung with a fervor she had never
-dreamed of, Laure rose involuntarily from the bed, and, redder than any
-flower, stole to the window. Timidly, her heart beating so that she was
-like to choke, she looked out into the snowy clearing. Just beneath her,
-in the shadow of the wall, so close that a whisper from him might easily
-have been heard, stood Flammecœur.
-
-He was scanning closely the row of cell windows above him, hoping
-against hope for a sight of Laure’s face. Ignorant as he was of convent
-hours, he knew that he had but the barest chance of making her hear; and
-that there was less than this chance of seeing her. Thus when Laure’s
-face, framed in its soft white veil, looked out to him, Flammecœur
-experienced a rush of emotion that was overpowering. She inspired him
-with a reverence that he had not known he could feel for any woman. Her
-face was so glorified in his eyes that she looked like an image of the
-Holy Virgin. Breaking off in the middle of the song, he fell upon his
-knees there in the snow, uttering incoherent and indistinguishable
-phrases of adoration.
-
-Flammecœur was theatrical enough; also he was hard, utterly
-unscrupulous, and a scoffer at holy things. His only idol was his love
-for beauty. This was his religion, and he had worshipped it consistently
-from boyhood. Now he had found its almost perfect embodiment in this
-girl, in whom innocence, purity, youth, and beauty were inextricably
-mingled. And Flammecœur strove to adjust his rather callous spirit to
-hers, feeling that he would sooner breathe his last than shock her
-delicacy—till he had attained his end.
-
-Now, in the dying sunlight, the two talked together; and in the light of
-his new reverence the young nun lost a little of her timidity and made
-open confession in her looks, though never in her words, of her delight
-in his presence.
-
-“Tell me, O Maiden of Angels,” he said, addressing her in a term that at
-once brought them both a sense of familiarity and of pleasure, “tell me,
-is this thy regular hour of solitude? Could I—might I hope—to see thee
-often here—hold speech with thee—without endangering thy devotions?”
-
-“Nay, verily!” whispered Laure, hastily. “Oh, thou must not come! Nay, I
-am supposed to be with the other sisters at this hour of recreation.
-Only to-day was I permitted—”
-
-“And didst thou think of me? Hopest thou I would come? Didst think—”
-
-“Monsieur!” Laure’s tone was reproachful and embarrassed.
-
-“Forgive me! Though verily I know not how I have offended thee!”
-
-Laure was about to utter her reproach when suddenly, around the corner
-of the wall, appeared the head of Flammecœur’s horse. All at once, at
-this apparition, the old spirit of freedom and the old love of liberty
-rushed over her. “Ah, would that I might leap down there into the snow,
-and mount with thee thy steed, and ride, and ride, and ride back to my
-home in Le Crépuscule!” she cried out, utterly forgetful of herself and
-of her position.
-
-Instantly Flammecœur seized her mood. “By all the saints, come on!” he
-cried. “I will catch thee in mine arms; and we will ride! We will ride
-and ride—not back—”
-
-“Alas! Now Heaven forgive me! What have I said? Farewell, monsieur!
-Indeed, farewell!”
-
-And ere Flammecœur could grasp her sudden revulsion of feeling, she was
-gone; the window above him was empty. He stayed where he was for some
-moments, meditating on what plea would be successful. Finally, deciding
-silence the surer part, he remounted his horse and turned slowly to the
-west, through the chill evening, doing battle with himself. He found
-that he was unable to cope with the flame that this pretty nun had
-kindled in his brain. His anger rose against her, to be once more
-overtopped by passion. And had he not been so occupied in trying to
-regain sufficient self-control to make some safe plan of action, he
-might have known himself for the knave he surely was.
-
-In the priory three days went prayerfully by; and at the end of that
-time Laure found herself sick with misery. Flammecœur had laid hold of
-her heart, and her struggles against the thought of him began to grow
-stronger; for she longed to escape from her present state of madness.
-Incredible as it may seem, she never had, in connection with him, one
-single tainted thought. Laure was a peculiarly innocent girl,—innocent
-even of any unshaped desire or longing. The force of her nature had
-always found relief in physical activity. In her home life all things
-had been clean and free before her. And in the convent the teaching that
-emotion was sin had been accepted by her without thought. Nevertheless,
-in her, all unwaked, there lay a broad, passionate nature that needed
-but a quickening touch to throw her into such depths as, were she taken
-unawares, would eventually drag her to her doom. Her ignorance was
-pitiable; and even now she had entered alone upon a dark stretch of
-road, the end of which she did not herself know, and which none could
-prophesy to her.
-
-Three days of unhappiness, of battle with herself, and of longing for a
-sight of Flammecœur, and then—he came. Again it was the recreation hour,
-and Laure was in the garden, walking in the cold with one or two of the
-sisters. Her thoughts had strayed from the general chatter, and her
-eyes, like her mind, looked afar off. Her companions, rather accustomed
-to Angelique’s vagaries, paid little attention to her, and she pursued
-her reverie uninterrupted. Suddenly, from out of the snowy stillness, a
-sound reached her ears. For an instant her heart ceased to beat; and she
-halted in her walk. Yes, Flammecœur was singing, somewhere near. It was
-the same chanson, and it came from the other side of the priory. He must
-be where he had been before. She looked at the faces of the nuns beside
-her. Did they not also hear? How dull, how intensely dull they were! She
-went on for a few steps undecidedly. Then she halted.
-
-“I had forgot,” she said quietly. “I must to my cell. I have five Aves
-to repeat for inattention at the reading of St. Elizabeth this morning.”
-
-“Methought they were to be said in chapter,” observed one of her
-companions, indifferently.
-
-“Nay; Reverend Mother gave permission,—in my cell,” answered Laure,
-rather weakly; for she saw that she should get into difficulty if any
-one mentioned this matter again. However, Flammecœur’s voice was singing
-still and, flinging care to the winds, she made a hasty escape.
-
-Fifteen minutes later she was in the church, kneeling at the shrine of
-St. Joseph. She said twenty Aves there before she rose, yet got no
-comfort from them. For twenty Aves is small salve to the conscience for
-the first guilty deceit of one’s life.
-
-That evening was not wholly a pleasant one; yet Laure underwent fierce
-gusts of happiness. She had seen him again; she had held speech with
-him, and had smiled when he looked at her. She felt his looks like
-caresses, and was half ashamed and half enamoured of them. Her night was
-filled with a tumult of dreams; and when day dawned again she was hot
-with the fever of unrest.
-
-Days went by, and then weeks, and finally two months, and March was on
-the world. Hints of spring were borne down the breeze. The deeply frozen
-earth began slowly, slowly to throw off its weight of ice, and to open
-its breast to the warm touches of the sun. The black, bare branches of
-the forest trees waved about uncannily, like gaunt arms, beckoning to
-the distant summer. And in all this time the situation of the little nun
-of Crépuscule had not changed. The troubadour still lingered at the
-Chateau, a welcome guest. And still he haunted the priory, unknown to
-any one save her whom he continually sought. As yet he had done nothing,
-said not one word that betrayed his intentions. He had waited patiently
-till the time should be ripe; and now that time approached. Laure had
-endured a life of secret torture, but had not succeeded in throwing off
-the shackles she had voluntarily put on. Nay, she confessed now to
-herself that, without his occasional coming, she could not have lived.
-She chafed at their restricted intercourse. She longed to meet him where
-she could put her hands into his, where she could listen to the sound of
-his voice without the terror of discovery. All this Flammecœur had read
-in her, but still he waited till of her own accord she should break her
-bonds.
-
-There came a day in March when the two, Laure and Flammecœur, with
-Eloise and her now very _bel ami_, Yvain, were riding from Crépuscule to
-the priory. As they went, the spring sun sent its beams aslant across
-the road; and birds, newly arrived from the far south, were site-hunting
-among the black trees. The air was filled with the chilly sweetness that
-made one dizzy with dreams of coming summer; and both Laure and the
-trouvère grew slowly intoxicated as they rode side by side, so close
-that his knee touched her palfrey’s flank. Behind them, Yvain and Eloise
-were still discussing their love-notions. The afternoon was misty with
-approaching sunset. In the radiant golden light, Laure’s heart grew big
-with unshed tears of life; and before the sobs came, Flammecœur, leaning
-far toward her, whispered thickly,—
-
-“Thou must come to me alone! I must have thee alone. I must know thy
-lips. ’Fore God, refuse me not, thou greatly beloved!”
-
-Laure drew a long, shivering breath and looked slowly into his face. Her
-eyes rested full upon his, and she did not speak, but he read her reply.
-
-“Where shall I come to-night?” he asked.
-
-“To-night!”
-
-“Assuredly. To-night. Dieu! Thinkest thou that I can stand aloof from
-thee forever? Thinkest thou my blood is water in my veins? To-night!”
-
-Laure mused a little, her eyes looking afar off, as if she dreamed. She
-brought them back to him with a start. “To-night—by starlight—in the
-convent garden. Canst thou climb the wall?”
-
-“Ah! thou shalt see!”
-
-Laure’s heart palpitated with the look he gave her, and she sat silent
-under it, while, bit by bit, all her training, all her year of precepts,
-all herself, her womanhood, her truth, her steadfastness to
-righteousness, slipped away from her under the spell of this most
-powerful of all emotions. And presently she turned to him again with
-such an expression of exaltation in her poor face, that his heart warmed
-to her with a tenderer feeling.
-
-“At what hour?” he whispered.
-
-“One hour after the last tolling of the bell at compline after
-confession.”
-
-“Confession!” the word slipped from him before he thought. He saw Laure
-turn first scarlet and then very white; and her lips trembled.
-
-“Ah, Laure, most beloved, heed it not! If there be any sin in loving as
-we love, lay it all on me. For on my soul, I would leave heaven itself
-gladly behind for thee! And since God created thee as lovely as thou
-art, wert thou not made to be beloved? Look, Laure! see the gray bird
-there among the trees! Behold, it is the bird of the Saint Esprit! It is
-an omen. It is our heavenly sign; therefore be not afraid.”
-
-And as Laure promised him, so she did. She understood so well how the
-Flaming-heart wanted to be alone with her: did she not also long for
-solitude with him? And if they were alone for one hour, God was above.
-He saw and He knew all things. Why, then, should she be afraid?
-
-Therefore Laure went to her cell that night with her soul unshriven, and
-a heavy weight upon it of mingled joy and pain. Lying fully dressed upon
-her bed, she heard the great bell boom out the close of another day of
-praise to God. And when the last vibration had died down the wind, and
-the sexton had wended her pious way to bed, Laure rose, and prepared
-herself to go out into the garden. All that she had to do was to wrap
-herself in her mantle and to cover her head with a hood and veil. But
-first, following an instinct of dormant conscience, she unwound the
-rosary from her waist and hung it on the rail of the priedieu, before
-which she had not prayed to-night. Then she sat down upon her bed and
-waited,—waited through centuries, through ages, till it seemed to her
-that dawn must be about to break. But she felt that should she reach the
-garden before the coming of Flammecœur, her heart would fail indeed.
-During this time she refused to allow herself to think, though she was
-very cold and continued to tremble. Finally, when her nerves would stay
-her no longer, she rose and left her cell. The convent was open before
-her. The nuns were all asleep. Her sandalled feet made no noise upon the
-stones, and she passed in safety through corridors and rooms till she
-reached the library, from which there was an open exit to the garden.
-
-In the doorway she paused and looked out upon the pale moonlit scene.
-Her heart was beating quite steadily now, and she was able to consider
-almost with calmness the possibility that she was early. The light from
-the half-moon fell upon her where she stood, and suddenly she beheld a
-dark-cloaked figure run out of the shrubbery by the northwestern wall
-and come hurrying toward her. At the same moment she herself started
-forward, half fearfully. A moment later she was caught in Flammecœur’s
-arms, and a rain of kisses beat down upon her face.
-
-Gasping, crimson, horrified, she tore herself away from the embrace with
-the strength of one outraged.
-
-“Stop! In God’s name, stop! Wouldst do me dishonor?” she cried out, in
-an anger that bordered upon tears.
-
-“Dishonor! Mon Dieu! wherefore, prithee, camest thou into this garden,
-then? Was it to stand here in this doorway and permit me to scream my
-devotion at thee from yonder wall?”
-
-In her nervousness Laure suddenly laughed. But she was forced back to
-gravity, as he went on with a sudden rush of passion,—
-
-“Laure, Laure, is it thy intent to drive me mad? Faith, what man would
-forbear as I have forborne with thee? Thinkest thou any one would wait
-for weeks, nay, months, as I have waited, and feel thee at last free and
-in his arms, to be instantly thrust away again? Nay, by my soul! Thou
-art here, and thou art mine, and I have much to ask of thee. Christ!
-Thine eyes! Thy hair! Laure, I shall bear thee away from this
-prison-house. I will have thee for all mine own. Thou must leave thy
-cell by night, and come to me here. Outside the wall Yvain will wait
-with horses; and we will ride away—ride like hounds—out of this land of
-tears, southward, into the country of freedom and roses and love! There
-we shall dwell together, thou and I—thou and I—Laure, Laure, my sweet!
-And who in all God’s earth before hath known such joy as we shall know!
-Answer me, Laure, answer me! Say thou’lt come!”
-
-Once again he took her in his arms, but more calmly now, the force of
-his passion having spent itself in words but half articulate. And now he
-perceived how she was all trembling and afraid; and so he soothed her
-with gentle phrases and tender caresses, for indeed Flammecœur loved
-this maid as truly as it was in him to love at all. And it seemed to him
-a joy to have the protecting of her.
-
-“Speak to me, answer me, greatly beloved,” he insisted, drawing her face
-up to his.
-
-Laure clung to him and wept, and did not speak. All that followed was
-but a confusion of kisses, of pleadings, of tears and restraints, to
-both of them; and presently Laure was struggling from his arms and
-crying to him that it was near matins, and she must go. Once again, and
-finally, Flammecœur demanded a reply to his plea. There was hesitation,
-doubting, evident desire, and very evident fear. Then, staking
-everything, he urged her thus,—
-
-“Listen, Laure. I would not have thee decide all things now in thy mind.
-In one week I will be here, as to-night, at the same hour, in this
-place; and all things will be prepared for our flight. If thou come to
-me before the matins bell rings out, all will be well, and we shall go
-forth together into heaven. If thou come not,—why, I have tarried far
-too long in this Bretagne, and Yvain and I will go on together into the
-world, and thou shalt see me no more forever. Fair choice and honorable
-I give thee, for that I love thee better than myself. Now fare thee
-well, lady of my heart’s delight. God in His sweet mercy give thee into
-my keeping!”
-
-With a final kiss he put her from him and saw her go; and then he threw
-himself over the wall, and set out on his return ride to the Castle by
-the sea.
-
-Laure descended to prime next morning, trembling for fear of unknown
-possibilities. But no one in the church saw her muddy sandals; and her
-skirts and mantle were not more soiled round the bottom than was
-customary with those nuns that took their recreation in the garden. By
-the time the breaking of the fast occurred, she was reassured, and felt
-herself safe from the consequences of her night. Then, and only then,
-did she turn her mind to the choice that she must make during the
-ensuing sennight.
-
-That week was one of terror by night and woe by day. Hourly she resolved
-to renounce forever all thoughts of the flesh, confess her sin, and
-remain true to the convent for life. For the first three days these
-renewals of faith made her strong and stronger. She wept and she prayed
-and she hoped for strength; and finally she began to believe that the
-Devil was beaten. And yet—and yet—she did not even now confess the story
-of her acquaintance with Flammecœur. She said to herself that she would
-win this last fight alone; but she did not seek to find if there was
-self-deception in that excuse. No one but the girl Eloise had any idea
-that there existed such a person as the trouvère; and Eloise was unaware
-that Sœur Angelique had ever seen that gallant gentleman save when she
-and Yvain were present. Moreover, the stupid one was becoming alarmed
-lest the sudden devotional fervor of Demoiselle Angelique should lead to
-the cessation of those meetings for which her vague soul so impiously
-thirsted. The rest of the sisters perceived Laure’s extra prayers and
-rigorous fasting with admiration and approval, and put them down to one
-of those sudden rushes of fervor to which young nuns were peculiarly
-subject.
-
-After three days of this devotional effort, the Devil widened his little
-wedge of temptation, and roused in her an overpowering desire to see her
-lover again. By now she had lost her shame at the first hot kiss ever
-laid upon her lips, and—alas, poor humanity!—was longing secretly for
-more. So long, however, as Flammecœur was still in Le Crépuscule, she
-believed that she could endure everything. But she knew that after four
-days he would be there no more; and if she let her chance go, it was the
-last she should ever have. Then her mind strayed to the after-picture of
-her life here in the nunnery; and at the thought her heart grew numb and
-cold. Yet still she fought and prayed, trusting to no one her weight of
-temptation, keeping steadfastly to that self-deceptive determination to
-finish the battle alone.
-
-The torturing week came slowly to an end. On the final night, after
-compline, she went to her cell feeling like a spirit condemned to
-eternal night. Once alone, face to face with her soul, she sat down upon
-a chair, bent her head upon her breast, and thought. She did not
-extinguish her light, neither did she make preparations for bed.
-Unconsciously she set herself to wait through the hour following
-compline, as if its finish would bring the end of her trial. The minutes
-were passing smoothly by, and there was a great, unuttered cry of terror
-in her heart. What should she do? Nay, at the last minute, what _would_
-she do? Here her mind broke. She could think no more. Her brain was a
-vacuum. Presently her muscles began to twitch. Her flesh became cold and
-damp, and the hot saliva poured into her mouth. Would that hour never
-end?
-
-It ended. By now Flammecœur was in the garden, three hundred feet away.
-Flammecœur was waiting for her. Horses were there, and garments for
-her,—other garments than these of sickening white wool. How long would
-the trouvère wait? Till matins, he had said. But if that were not true?
-If he should go before—if he were going _now_!
-
-Laure started to her feet, halted, hesitated, then sank slowly to her
-knees. The first words of a prayer came from her lips; but in the middle
-of the phrase she was silent. Prayer was suddenly nothing to her. She
-had prayed so much; she had prayed so long! The beauty of appeals to the
-Most High was lost just now. She felt all the weight of her
-never-satisfied religion upon her, and she revolted at it. For the
-moment love itself seemed desirable only in so much as it would get her
-away from this place of her hypocrisy. A sudden thought of her mother
-came to her. For one moment—two—five—she kept her mind fixed. Then she
-sobbed. Flammecœur was below, calling to her with every fibre of his
-being. She knew that. She could see him waiting there, her cloak over
-his arm. With a low wail she stretched out her arms to the mental image.
-Afterwards, scarcely knowing what she did, she knelt down before the
-bright-painted picture of the Madonna on the wall of her cell, and
-kissed the stones of the floor below it.
-
-Then she stood up, pressing her hands tightly to her throat to ease the
-pain there. She looked around her, and in that look saw everything in
-the little stone room that had for so long been her home. Then, removing
-from her head the coif, wimple, and veil, the symbols of her virginity,
-she extinguished her lantern, and walked, blindly and wearily, out of
-her cell. So she passed, without making any noise, through the convent,
-into the library, and out—out—out into the garden beyond.
-
-Instantly Flammecœur was at her side. “Laure!” cried he, half laughing
-in his triumph. “Laure! Now we shall go!”
-
-Over his arm he carried a voluminous black mantle and a close, dark
-hood. These he put upon her, getting small assistance in the matter, for
-Laure’s movements were wooden, her hands like ice.
-
-“Now—canst climb the wall with me?” he asked, gazing at her in her
-transformation, and noting how pure and white her skin showed in its
-dark frame.
-
-She gasped and bent her head. Thereupon he seized her in his arms and
-carried her to the wall. There she surpassed his hopes; for her old,
-tomboyish skill suddenly came back to her, and she scrambled up the
-rough stones more agilely than he. Once in the road outside the garden,
-Flammecœur gave a low whistle. Then, out of the shadow of the wood, on
-the north side of the road, came Yvain, riding one steed, and leading
-that of Flammecœur, on which were both saddle and pillion. Flammecœur
-leaped to his place, and, bending over, held out his hand to Laure.
-
-“Thou comest freely,” he whispered.
-
-Laure looked up into his eyes. “Freely,” she answered, surrendering her
-soul.
-
-He laughed again, softly, as she climbed up behind him, by the help of
-his feet and his hands. And then, in another moment, they were off, into
-the moonlit night. And what that night concealed from Laure, what future
-of fierce joy, of terror, of misery, and of unutterable heartbreak, how
-should she know, poor girl, whose only guide was God Inscrutable,
-working His mysterious way alone, in heaven on high?
-
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER FIVE_
- SHADOWS
-
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-
-
-On the day after Laure’s flight, Madame Eleanore left the great
-dinner-table and went to her bedroom early in the afternoon. Once again,
-as a year ago, she was alone there, hovering over her priedieu. Only
-this day was not sunny, but cold and damp, and very gray. Eleanore was
-in her usual mood of lonely melancholy, but when Alixe tapped at the
-door she was admitted, and madame ceased her devotions and bade the girl
-come in and sit down to her embroidery frame beside the window. Latterly
-it had become a habit of Alixe’s to break in upon her foster-mother’s
-elected solitude, and to draw her, willy-nilly, out of her sadness. If
-madame perceived the kindly intention in these interruptions, she did
-not comment upon it, but accepted the maid’s devotion with growing
-affection.
-
-When Alixe entered, madame also seated herself near the window, yet did
-not take up any work, leaving the tambour frame and spinning-wheel both
-idle in their places. She regarded Alixe for a few moments in silence,
-wondering why the young girl did not speak, finally putting her dulness
-down to the fact that it was but yesterday morning they had bidden
-Flammecœur and his squire God-speed on their journey to Normandy. Their
-long sojourn at Crépuscule had brought a gayety to the Castle that made
-it doubly dull now that they were gone. Madame pondered for some time on
-the subject, and presently spoke of it.
-
-“Sieur Bertrand hath a dreary sky for his journey.”
-
-“But a promise of beauty in the land to which he goeth,” responded
-Alixe, with something of an effort.
-
-“Mayhap. I have not been in Normandy.”
-
-And here the conversation ended. They sat together, these two women,
-listening to the incessant beating of the heavy waves on the cliff far
-below, and to the tap, tap, of the rain upon the windows; but neither
-found it in her heart to speak again. Alixe was shading her bird from
-blue into green, and Eleanore sat with folded hands, her eyes looking
-far away, musing upon the nothingness of her life. Suddenly there came a
-clamor at the door. Somewhat startled, Eleanore called admittance, and
-immediately David the dwarf walked into the room, stepped to the right
-of the doorway, and ushered in his companion, announcing her gravely,—
-
-“Sœur Celeste from the Couvent des Madeleines.”
-
-The sub-prioress, her white cloak and veil damp and stringing with rain,
-came slowly into the room and courtesied, first to Eleanore, then to
-Alixe.
-
-Madame rose hastily, in some surprise, and went forward.
-
-“Give you God’s greeting, good sister,” she said.
-
-The nun returned the salutation, and then, with some hesitation,
-indicated the little dwarf in a gesture that showed her desire that he
-should leave the room. Madame accordingly motioned him away, and when he
-was gone, turned to the nun with a hint of anxiety on her face. The
-new-comer did not hesitate in her mission. Leaning over, she asked
-eagerly,—
-
-“Madame, is Angelique here, with you?”
-
-Eleanore looked at her blankly. “Laure?—Laure is with you. Laure is—What
-sayest thou, woman?”
-
-Sœur Celeste resignedly bent her head. For some seconds nothing was
-said. Alixe, her face grown ashen, her body changed to ice, rose, and
-moved to the side of madame. Then she asked softly, “What hath happened,
-good sister?”
-
-“Angelique—Laure—the demoiselle—is not in the convent. We have searched
-for her everywhere. Her veil and wimple were found in her cell upon the
-bed. Beyond this there is no trace of her. This morning she came not to
-the church for prime, and we thought she had overslept. She hath so much
-fasted and prayed of late that Reverend Mother granted indulgence, and
-bade us let her rest. At breaking of the fast Sœur Eloise was despatched
-to her cell, and returned with word that she was not there. Since that
-hour even the daily services have been suspended, while we sought for
-her. In the garden we found footprints,—those of a woman, and of a man.
-Perchance they were hers—yet—”
-
-“It is a lie! That is a lie!” burst from Eleanore’s white lips. “Woman,
-woman, unsay thy words! No man hath ever seen her,—my Laure!”
-
-“I said it not, Madame Eleanore; I but said mayhap,” ventured the gentle
-sister, timidly. But Eleanore did not hear her. White, rigid, her every
-muscle drawn tense, she stood there staring before her into space; while
-Alixe, feeling this scene to be too intimate even for her presence,
-glided slowly from the room.
-
-Immediately outside the closed door stood David the dwarf, moving
-restlessly from one spot to another, biting his thick lips, and working
-his heavy black brows with great nervousness. Seeing Alixe, he seized
-upon her at once.
-
-“I know what it is: Laure hath gone away, hath she not?”
-
-Alixe simply nodded.
-
-“Yea, I know it,—with that scoundrelly trouvère!”
-
-Alixe quivered as if she had been touched upon the raw; but David paid
-no attention to her movement of pain.
-
-“Come,” he jerked out nervously; “come away from this room. Come below.
-I will tell thee what I saw in the fellow.”
-
-The two of them walked silently across the broad upper hall and down the
-great staircase into the lower room, which was always deserted at this
-hour. Here Alixe and the dwarf seated themselves on tabourets at one of
-the long tables, and David began to talk. It seemed that he had watched
-Flammecœur closely, and had seen a good deal of his attentions to Laure;
-knew how he rode with her to and from the priory, guessed Laure’s all
-too apparent feeling for him, and was aware that most of the hours in
-which the troubadour had supposedly hunted, hawked, or gone to St.
-Nazaire, had really been spent in the neighborhood of the priory, though
-how much he had seen of the nun, David could not know.
-
-Alixe listened to him without much comment, and agreed in her heart with
-all that he said. But she was at a loss to comprehend her own bitterness
-of spirit at thought of what Flammecœur had done. She loved Laure truly;
-yet these sensations of hers were not for Laure, but for herself alone;
-and this girl, so acute at reading the minds of others, failed entirely
-to read her own; for had she not soundly hated Flammecœur? _Had_ she
-hated him?
-
-It was a heavy hour that these two, dwarf and peasant born, spent
-waiting for their lady to give some sign. At length, however, there were
-footsteps on the stairs, and both of them rose, as Eleanore, followed,
-not accompanied, by the white-robed nun, descended.
-
-Madame was very erect, very brilliant-eyed, very white and stiff, but
-she had perfect control over herself. As she swept toward the great
-door, David could plainly see her state, and Alixe read well her heart;
-yet neither of them could but admire her splendid self-possession. Out
-of the Castle and into the courtyard she went, the three others
-following her, on her way to the keep. In the open doorway of the rough
-stone tower, she halted; and the dozen lolling henchmen within instantly
-started to their feet.
-
-“My men,” she said, in a voice as steady and as commanding as that of a
-lord of Crépuscule, “my men, a great blow has fallen upon me, and a
-disgrace to all that dwell in this Castle. Laure, my daughter, your
-demoiselle, the lady of all our hearts, hath been stolen from the place
-of her consecration. She hath been abducted from the priory of the Holy
-Madeleine, by one that hath broken our bread, and received our
-hospitality. Bertrand Flammecœur, the troubadour, hath brought dishonor
-upon Le Crépuscule, and I ask you all to avenge your lord and me!”
-
-Here she was interrupted by a chorus begun in low murmurs of
-astonishment, and now risen to a roar of wrath. After a moment she
-raised her hand, and, in the silence that quickly ensued, began again,—
-
-“In the name of your lord, I bid you avenge us! Ride forth, every man of
-you, into the countryside, in pursuit of the flying hound. Go every man
-by a different road, nor halt by day or night till you bring me tidings
-of my child. And to him that shall find and bring her back to me, will I
-give honor and riches and great love, such as I would give to none that
-was not of noble blood. Go, nor stay to talk of it.—Go forth in the name
-of God—and bring me back my child!”
-
-The men needed no further urging to action. As she ceased to speak they
-sprang from their places, and began preparations for departure with a
-spirit that showed their devotion to madame and to Laure. Madame stayed
-in the courtyard till Sœur Celeste and the last henchman had ridden
-away; and then, when there was no more to see, she turned to Alixe, and,
-leaning heavily upon the young girl’s shoulder, slowly mounted to her
-darkening chamber and lay down upon her tapestried bed. Alixe moved
-gently about the room, bringing her lady such physical comforts as she
-could, though these were not many. Neither of them spoke, and neither
-wept. Eleanore lay motionless, staring out into the dusk. Alixe’s eyes
-closed every now and then, with a kind of deadly weariness that was not
-physical. But she did not leave madame.
-
-After a long time, when it had grown quite dark, Alixe asked suddenly,—
-
-“Wouldst have a message sent to Rennes, madame?”
-
-“To Gerault? No, it is too late. What could he do? Nay, I will not have
-the shame of his house published abroad in the Duke’s capital. Speak of
-it no more.” And, obediently, Alixe was silent.
-
-It was now long past the early supper hour, but neither of the women
-went downstairs. The thought of food did not occur to Eleanore. Alixe
-sat by the closed window, brooding deeply. Darkness had come over the
-sea, and with it clouds dispersed so that a few stars glimmered forth,
-and at times a moon showed through the ragged mists. Downstairs the
-young men and maidens had resorted to their usual evening amusements of
-games, but they played without spirit, and finally, one by one, heavy
-with unvoiced foreboding, crept off to rest. David the dwarf had not
-been among them at all to-night. Ever since the ending of supper he had
-sat outside the door of madame’s room, waiting, patiently, for some
-sound to come from within. Everything, however, was silent. From her bed
-the mother, tearless, bright-eyed, watched the broken moonlight creep
-along the floor, past the figure of Alixe. Her mind was filled with
-terrible things,—pictures of Laure, and of what the young girl was
-doubtless enduring. For a long time she contained herself under these
-thoughts, but finally, racked with unbearable misery, she started up,
-crying aloud,—
-
-“Alixe! Alixe! Methinks I shall go mad!”
-
-As she spoke, madame rose from the bed, stumbled across the floor, flung
-open one of the windows, and looked out upon the splendor of the
-tumbling, moonlit sea. After a moment or two she felt upon her arm a
-gentle touch, and she knew that Alixe was beside her.
-
-“Mad with thy thoughts, madame? Indeed, meseemeth Laure will not die.
-Doubtless the Sieur Trouvère loveth her—”
-
-She was interrupted by a long groan.
-
-“Madame?” she whispered, in soft deprecation.
-
-“Not die, Alixe? Not _die_? Dieu! It were now my one prayer for her that
-she might quickly die!”
-
-“Nay, what is there so terrible for her, save that she hath brought upon
-herself damnation an she die unrepentant? Wouldst thou not have her live
-to repent and be shriven?”
-
-Eleanore groaned again. “Thou art too young to understand, Alixe. Ah!
-her purity! her innocence! How she will suffer! There is no suffering
-like unto it.” Madame slipped to her knees, there by the window, and
-putting her arms upon the sill, buried her head in them, and drew two or
-three terrible breaths. Alixe, helpless, fighting to keep down her own
-secret woe in the face of this more bitter grief, felt herself useless.
-She remained perfectly still, looking out at the sea, but noting nothing
-of its beauty, till, all at once, madame began to speak again, in a
-muffled voice,—
-
-“I remember well my wedding with the Sieur du Crépuscule. I was of the
-age and of the innocence of Laure. Never was mortal so happy as I, upon
-the day of the ceremony at Laval. I loved my lord, and he had given all
-his honor into my keeping. But had the bitterness of guilt been on me
-when I was brought home to Le Crépuscule, alone and a stranger in his
-house, I know not if I could have lived through the shame and bitterness
-of my first days. Thou canst not know, Alixe; but the humiliation of
-that time is as fresh in my memory as ’twere but yesterday. Ah! leave me
-now, maiden. Leave me alone. Thou’st been good and faithful to me, but a
-mother’s grief she must bear alone. Go thou to bed, child, and, in the
-name of pity, pray for thy sister!”
-
-So she sent Alixe from the room, and made the door fast after her. After
-this she did not return to her place at the window, but began slowly to
-make ready for the night. When at length she was prepared, she wrapped
-herself closely in a warm woollen mantle, and went to her priedieu.
-Laure, from the priory, had ceased to accost Heaven. Therefore madame
-took her daughter’s place, and thence through the night ascended an
-unceasing, bitter, commanding prayer that Laure should be restored to
-her mother’s house, or else be mercifully received into the more
-accessible hereafter.
-
-When morning dawned, her great bed had not been slept in, but throughout
-that day Eleanore sought no rest. She spent the hours passing from the
-hall to the keep and thence to the tower at the drawbridge, waiting,
-hoping, praying for tidings. During the afternoon three or four henchmen
-rode in, exhausted. But none of them had found any trace of Laure. One,
-however, who had taken the St. Nazaire road and had reached that town
-during the night, had learned that Flammecœur and his page had been
-there on the afternoon of the day they left Crépuscule. And, upon
-further search, this man found a shop where the trouvère had bought a
-lady’s mantle and hood, both black. This was all the news that could be
-got; but it was enough to prove, without the least doubt, Flammecœur’s
-guilt.
-
-Late in the afternoon Alixe went to work among the falcons, changing
-some of them from their winter-house to the open falconry in the field.
-Madame, seeing her at work, went out and watched her for a time. Alixe
-answered her few remarks with respect, but would not talk herself. The
-girl was dark-browed to-day, and very silent, and madame, perceiving
-that something troubled her, shortly left her to herself, and began to
-pace the damp turf. Hither, presently, came David, with the news that
-Monseigneur de St. Nazaire had come.
-
-With a cry of sudden relief madame hurried back to the Castle, where the
-Bishop awaited her. He was gowned as usual in his violet, with round
-black cap, and gauntlet cut to show his ring. And as she came into the
-great hall, he advanced to her with both hands outstretched and a look
-of trouble in his clear eyes.
-
-“Eleanore, for the first time in many years I come to you in sorrow, to
-bring to you what comfort the Church can give,” he said gently, fixing
-his eyes upon her to read how she had taken her blow, and from it decide
-what his attitude toward her should be. For St. Nazaire had a great and
-affectionate respect for Eleanore, and he was accustomed to treat her
-with a consideration that he used toward no other woman. It was for this
-that he had come to her in her grief, at the first moment that he heard
-the news of Laure’s flight.
-
-“Come thou into this room, where we can be alone,” she said quickly,
-leading him into the round armory that opened off the great hall
-immediately opposite the chapel. Half closing the heavy door, she sat
-down on a wooden settle, motioning the Bishop to a tabouret near at
-hand.
-
-“Is there any news of her? What hast thou heard?” she asked eagerly,
-bending toward him.
-
-“I come but now from the priory, where I chanced to go to-day. This
-morning the girl Eloise, a lay sister, she that was accustomed to ride
-hither from the priory with Laure, confessed to many rides and
-love-passages between herself and Yvain the young squire, while Bertrand
-Flammecœur followed Laure.”
-
-Madame drew a sharp breath, and the Bishop continued: “The girl is now
-under heavy penance; yet is she a silly thing, and in my heart I find no
-great blame for her.”
-
-“Then there hath been no word—no news—of Laure? Left she no token in her
-cell?”
-
-“Nothing, Eleanore, nothing.”
-
-“Ah, St. Nazaire! St. Nazaire! how did we that cruel thing? How took we
-away from a young girl all her freedom, all her youth, all her love of
-life? Know I not enough of the woe of loneliness, that I should have
-sent her forth into that living death? Alas! alas! I am all to blame.”
-
-“Not wholly thou, madame. Perhaps the Church also,” said the Bishop,
-softly.
-
-Eleanore looked at him in something of amazement. It was the first time
-that he had ever suggested any criticism of the Church. But after these
-words had escaped him, the Bishop paused for a little and fixed upon
-Eleanore a look that she read aright. It told her many things that she
-had guessed before, many unuttered things that had drawn her closely to
-St. Nazaire; but it told her also that these things must never be
-discussed between them; that never again would the man be guilty of so
-heretical an utterance as that which he had just voiced.
-
-After this he began to speak again, still in the same tone of sympathy,
-but with a subtle difference in the general tenor of his views. He told
-her, in a manner eloquent with simplicity, of his talk with Laure on the
-eve of her consecration. He reminded Eleanore that Laure had entered of
-her own free will upon the life of a nun. He recalled the girl’s
-contentment throughout the period of her novitiate; and finally, seeing
-that he had succeeded in obliterating some of the self-reproach in this
-woman to whom he was so sincerely attached, he began to prepare her for
-the blow that he was about to deal, to tell her what words could not
-soften, to inflict a wound that time could not heal, but which,
-according to the law of the Roman Catholic Church, he was bound to
-administer.
-
-Eleanore listened to his plausibly logical phrases with close attention.
-She sat there before him, elbow on knee, her head resting on her hand,
-her eyes wandering over the armor-strewn walls. The Bishop talked around
-his subject, circling ever a little nearer to its climax; but he was
-still far from the end when madame, suddenly straightening up and
-looking full into his eyes, interrupted him to ask baldly: “Monseigneur,
-hast thou never, in thy heart, known the yearning for a woman’s love?”
-
-“Many a time and oft, madame, I have _felt_ love—a deeply reverent
-love—for woman; and I have rejoiced therein, and given thanks to God,”
-was the careful reply.
-
-But Eleanore had begun her attack, and she would not be repulsed in the
-first onslaught. “And has no woman, Reverend Father, known thy love?”
-she demanded.
-
-“Madame!” A pale flush overspread St. Nazaire’s face. “That question is
-not—kind,” he said haltingly, but without rebuke.
-
-“Nay. I am not kind now. Make me answer.”
-
-St. Nazaire looked at her thoughtfully, and weighed certain things in
-certain balances. Because of many years of the confessional and also of
-free confidence he knew Eleanore thoroughly,—knew how she had suffered
-every soul-torment; knew her unswerving virtue; sympathized with her
-intense loneliness. He prized her trust in him more than she was aware,
-and he feared to jeopardize that confidence now by whatever answer he
-should make. Ignorant of the purport of her questions, he yet saw that
-she was in terrible earnest in them. So finally he did the honest and
-straightforward thing. Answering her look, eye for eye, he said slowly:
-“Yea, Eleanore of Le Crépuscule, a woman hath known my love. What then?”
-
-“Then if thou, a good man and as strong as any the Church ever knew,
-found that to human nature a loveless life is an impossibility, how
-shouldst thou blame a maid, high-strung, full of youth, vitality,
-emotions that she has not tried, for yielding to the same temptation
-before which thou didst fall? How is it right that the Church—that
-God—should demand so much?—should ask more than His creatures can give?”
-
-“Eleanore! Eleanore! thou shalt not question God!”
-
-“I do not question Him. It is—it is—” untried in this exercise, she
-groped for words. “It is what ye say He saith. It is what ye declare His
-will to be that I question.”
-
-“What, Eleanore, have I declared His will to be? Have I yet blamed or
-chid the waywardness of Laure, whom indeed I loved as a dear daughter,—a
-child of purity and faith?”
-
-“Then, then,” Eleanore bent over eagerly, and her voice shook,—“then, an
-_thou_ blamest her not, St. Nazaire, thou wilt not—” she clasped her
-hands in an agony of pleading, “thou wilt not put upon her the terrible
-ban? Thou wilt not excommunicate her?”
-
-It was only then that the Bishop realized how skilfully she had led up
-to her point. He had not realized that he was dealing with perception
-engendered by an agony of grief and fear. As she reached her climax, he
-sprang to his feet, and began to pace the room, hands clasped behind
-him, brows much contracted, head far bent upon his breast. Eleanore,
-meantime, had slid to her knees and watched him as he moved.
-
-“If thou wilt spare her, ask what thou wilt of me. I will do her
-penance, whatever thou shalt decree. I will give money; I will give all
-that remains to me of my dower, freely and with light heart, to the
-Church. I will aid whomsoever thou wilt of thy poor, I—”
-
-“Cease, Eleanore! These things cannot avail against the Church. Thou
-must not tempt, thou must not question; thou canst not understand _the
-Law_! I am but an instrument of that Law, and am commanded by it. Laure,
-the bride of Heaven, hath forsaken her chosen life. She must endure her
-punishment, being guilty of—thou knowest the sin. Next Sunday the ban
-must be put upon her. In doing so, I but obey a higher power. Eleanore,
-Eleanore, rise from thy knees! Thou art tearing at my heart! Peace,
-woman! Peace, and let me go!”
-
-Eleanore, in her agony of despair, had crept to him and clasped his
-knees, mutely imploring the pity that he dared not show. Logic and
-reason he had put from him, holding fast to the tenets of that Church
-that had made him what he was. In all his career he had not been so
-tried, so tempted, to slip his duty. But, through the crucial moment, he
-did not speak; and after that he was safe from attack.
-
-After many minutes the mother loosed her clasp of him, and ceased to
-moan, and let him go; for she saw that he could not help her. And as he
-passed slowly out of the room, she rose to her feet and looked after him
-blindly. Then she groped her way to the door, crossed the great hall,
-and, with her burden, ascended the stairs and went to her own room. Next
-morning, when the Bishop said mass in the chapel, madame, for the first
-time in thirty years on such an occasion, was not present. Nor did
-monseigneur seem astonished at the fact, but left his sympathy for her
-before he rode away to St. Nazaire.
-
-All that afternoon and night, indeed, till after dawn of the next day,
-weary henchmen of the keep came straggling in on spent horses, fruitless
-returned from a fruitless quest. And when they were all back again, and
-the hope of seeing Laure was gone, the shadow of loneliness settled a
-little lower over the great pile of stone, and the silence within the
-Castle grew more and more intense to the aching heart within.
-
-In the general desolation of Castle life Alixe, the unnatural child of
-peasant blood, came very close to the heart of Eleanore. Through the
-long, budding spring madame fought a terrible battle with herself
-against an overpowering desire for an end of life, for the peace of
-death. And in these times Alixe often drew her away from herself by
-getting her to hunt and to hawk,—two amusements in which madame had been
-wont to indulge eagerly in her youth, and which she found were still
-possible for her, though she had grown to what she thought
-old-womanhood. Besides this, she and Alixe took the long walks that
-Laure had formerly delighted in; and the two ventured into many a deep
-cave in the sea-cliffs, and explored many crevices that no native of the
-coast would enter. In these places they found fair treasures of the sea,
-but were never accosted by any of the supernatural beings said to
-inhabit such spots. Nor, though they listened many times for it at
-twilight, did either of them hear, a single time, the long, low, wailing
-cries of the spirit of the lost Lenore.
-
-In this way some pleasures entered unawares into the life of Eleanore.
-Perhaps there were other pleasures also, so simple and so familiar that
-she took no cognizance of them as such. Perhaps of a morning, in the
-spinning-room, when her fingers flew under some familiar, pretty task,
-and her ears were filled with the chatter of the demoiselles, who still
-strove after light-hearted joys amid their gray surroundings, she found
-forgetfulness of Laure’s bitter disgrace. Or better still, when, at the
-sunset hour, she paced the grassy falcon-field, watching the glories of
-the sea and sky, there came to her heart that benison of Nature that God
-has devised for all of us in our days of woe. But when she was alone, in
-early afternoon, or, most of all, through the silent night-watches, she
-was sometimes overcome with sheer terror of herself and of her solitude.
-At such times she fought the creeping horror with what weapons time had
-given her, battling so bravely that she never suffered utter rout.
-
-In a dim, quiet way the weeks sped on, leaving behind them no trace of
-what had been, nothing for memory to hang her lightest fabric on. In all
-the weeks that lay between Laure’s flight and the coming of July,
-Eleanore could remember distinctly just one talk beside the bitter one
-with St. Nazaire. And this other was with neither Alixe nor the Bishop,
-who, however, made it a point to come once in a fortnight to Le
-Crépuscule.
-
-On a fair morning in May, as the dawn crept up out of the east not many
-hours after midnight, Eleanore rose, in the early flush, and, clothing
-herself lightly, left her room with the intention of going into the
-fields to walk. No one was to be seen as she entered the lower hall;
-but, to her amazement, the great door stood half open, and through it
-poured a draught of morning air, rich with the perfume of blossoming
-trees and fertile fields. Wondering that Alixe should have risen so
-early, Eleanore left the Castle and hurried out of the courtyard into
-the strip of meadow lying between the wall and the dry moat. Here, near
-the north edge of the cliff, sitting cross-legged in the grass, sat
-David the dwarf, holding in his hand something to which he talked in a
-low, solemn tone. Advancing noiselessly toward him, Eleanore perceived
-that it was a dead butterfly that he had found, and to which he was
-pouring out his soul. Amazed at the first phrases that caught her ears,
-she halted a few steps behind him, and there learned something of the
-thoughts that lay hidden in his volatile brain.
-
-“White Butterfly, White Butterfly, thou frail and delicate child of
-summer, speak to me again! Say, hast thou found death as fair as life,
-thou White and Still? Came the messenger to thee unawares, or didst thou
-see his face and know it? Wast thou confessed, White Butterfly? Wentest
-thou forth absolved of all thy fluttering sins?
-
-“Say, wanderer, didst love thy life? Wast afraid or sorrowful to leave
-it, in its dawn? Or foundest thou comfort in the thought of eternal rest
-for thy battling wings?
-
-“And I, O living Thistledown, teach me my way! Shall I follow thee into
-the great world, to roam there seeking why men love to live? Or shall I
-also, like thee, leave it all? Shall I go, knowing nothing of the joy of
-life? Or, again, shall I practise a weary courtesy, and remain to bring
-echoes of laughter into that Twilight Castle, for the sake of the love I
-bear its Twilight Lady? Her life, my flutterer, hath been such a dream
-of tears as even thou and I, dead thing, have never known. Yea, many a
-time while I laughed and shouted at the light crew of damsels that sleep
-there now, my heart hath bled for her. O Ghost of the Morning, know you
-what Eleanore, our lady, thinks of me, the fool? And yet, yet I do so
-deeply pity her—”
-
-“Thou pityest me, David?” echoed Eleanore, advancing till she stood
-before him, forgetful of how her appearance must startle him.
-
-David looked up at her, winking slowly, like one that would bring
-himself out of a dream-world into reality. “Lady of Twilight, thou’rt a
-woman, lonely and mournful, forsaken of thy children. Therefore I grieve
-for thee,” he said slowly, gazing at her with his big eyes, but not
-rising from where he sat.
-
-“A woman,” said Eleanore, looking at him with a half-smile, and echoing
-his tone,—“a woman doubtless is always to be pitied; and yet what man
-deems it so? Master David, ye are all born of women, and ye are all
-reared by them. Afterwards, in youth, ye wed, use us as your playthings
-for an hour, and then leave us in your gray dwellings, while ye fare
-forth to more manly sports and exploits. There in solitude we bear and
-rear again, and later our maidens wed and our sons depart from us, and
-for the last time, in our age, we are left alone to die. Truly, David,
-thou mayest well pity!”
-
-David’s wide mouth curved in a bitter smile.
-
-“Even so, Madame Eleanore. And now, for fifteen years, I have lived as a
-woman lives. Mayhap by now I know her life better than other men—if,
-indeed, I am a man, being but little taller than the animals. And all
-these things said I to my dead friend here in my hand.”
-
-“’Tis now fifteen years since thou camest with my lord to Crépuscule?”
-
-“Ay, fifteen. I was then a boy of about such age. Fifteen years in Le
-Crépuscule by the sea! It is a lifetime.”
-
-Madame sighed. Then her face brightened again as she looked down at the
-dwarf. “What was the life of thy youth, David? ’Tis a tale I have never
-heard.”
-
-“’Tis but a little tale. Like my dead butterfly, I wandered. I come of a
-race of dwarfs,—all straight-backed, know you, and not ill to look upon.
-My father was a mountebank. My mother, who measured greater than was
-customary among us, cooked and sewed and travelled with us whithersoever
-we went in our wagon. When I was young,—at the age of five or
-thereabouts,—I began to assist my father in his entertainments. When I
-was fifteen we were in Rennes for the jousting season, and there thy
-lord saw me, bought me, and brought me back to you, lady, to be your
-merry jester. But indeed my laughter hath run low, of late. Long years I
-have bravely jested through; but now the Twilight spell is creeping over
-me, and merriment rises no more in my heart. Indeed, I question if I
-should not beg leave of thee to go forth into the world again for a
-little time, to learn once more the song of joy. Yet when thou art near,
-and I look out upon the sea, and behold the sun lifting his glory out of
-the eastern hills, I ever think I cannot go,—I cannot leave this gentle
-home of melancholy.”
-
-“Thou art free, David, if freedom is mine to bestow upon thee. Indeed, I
-could not ask that any one remain in this sad and quiet place, of any
-than his own will. Go thou forth into the world! Go forth to joy and
-life and laughter. Fill thy little heart again with jests. Forget the
-brooding silence of Le Crépuscule, and laugh through the broad world to
-thy heart’s content. Yet we shall miss thee sorely, little man.”
-
-Madame stopped speaking, and there was a pause. David seemed to have no
-response to make to her words. Instead he bent over the earth, digging a
-little hole in the sod. Into this he laid the dead form of his white
-butterfly. When he had covered it from sight with the black earth, and
-patted a little earthen mound over it, he rose to his feet with an
-exaggerated sigh.
-
-“So I bury my friend—and my freedom. My desire is dead, Madame Eleanore,
-with my freedom. I will remain here among you women-folk, and keep you
-sad company or merry as you demand. Look! The rim of the sun is pushing
-over the line of the distant trees!”
-
-“Yea, it is there—far away—in the land where Laure may be, deserted,
-mayhap, and a wanderer, cast out from every dwelling that she enters!”
-
-Eleanore whispered these words, more to herself than to David. They were
-an expression of her eternal thought. The dwarf heard them, and sought
-some comfort for her. But her expression forbade comfort; and, in the
-end, he did not speak at all. The two of them stood side by side and
-watched the sun come up the heavens. Presently the Castle awoke, and
-shortly Alixe came out to the field to feed the young _niais_ and the
-mother-birds in the falcon-nests. So Eleanore, when she had given the
-young girl greeting, returned to her solitude in the Castle, finding her
-heart in some part relieved of its immediate burden.
-
-One by one the lengthening days passed. June came into the world, and
-palpitated, and glowed with glory and fire, and then died. During this
-time not a word had come from distant Rennes to tell the Lady of
-Crépuscule how Gerault fared. The midsummer month came in, and the young
-men and maidens of the Castle grew gay with the heat, and made riotous
-expenditure of the riches of Nature. That year the whole earth seemed a
-tangle of flowers and rich meadow-grass, with which young demoiselles
-played havoc, while the squires and henchmen hawked and hunted and drank
-deep. These days stirred Eleanore’s heart once more to love of life, and
-woke the sleeping soul of Alixe to strange fits of passionate yearning
-after unattainable ideals. The living earth brought fire to every soul,
-and the pinched melancholy of winter was dead and forgotten.
-
-On the night of the seventh of July the Castle sat unusually late at
-meat, for the Bishop had arrived unexpectedly, and, being in a merry
-mood, deigned to entertain the whole Castle with tales and jests. Just
-in the middle of a story of Church militant in the war of the three
-Jeannes, there came the grating noise of the lowering drawbridge, a
-faint echo of shouts from the men-at-arms in the watch-tower, and the
-clatter of swift hoofs over the courtyard stones. Half a dozen henchmen
-ran to open the great door, while Eleanore rose with difficulty to her
-feet. Her heart had suddenly come into her throat, and she had turned
-deathly white with an unexpressed hope and an inarticulate fear. There
-was a little pause. The new-comer was dismounting. Then, after what had
-seemed a year of waiting, Courtoise walked into the hall, advanced to
-his liege lady, and bent the knee.
-
-“Courtoise!” gasped Eleanore, faintly. “Courtoise—thy message!”
-
-“Madame,” he cried, “I bring joyful tidings from my lord! He sends thee
-health, greeting, and duty, and prays you to prepare the Castle for a
-great feast; for in a week’s time he brings home his bride from Rennes!”
-
-
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- _CHAPTER SIX_
- A LOVE-STRAIN
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-
-Late that night, when the little throng below had been as nearly
-satisfied with information concerning the great event as three poor
-hours of steady talking from Courtoise could make them, Eleanore sat in
-her own room alone with the messenger, there to learn those intimate
-details of Gerault’s wooing, that none but her had right to know. She
-questioned Courtoise eagerly, earnestly, repeatedly, with such yearning
-in her eyes that the young squire’s heart smote him to see what her
-loneliness had been.
-
-“Tell me again, Courtoise, yet once again! She is fair, this maid?”
-
-“As fair as a rose, madame; her skin composed of pink and white, so
-cunningly mingled that none can judge which hath most play upon it. And
-her eyes are blue like a midsummer sky; and she hath clouds of hair that
-glisten like meshes of sun-threads, crowning her.”
-
-“And she is small and delicately formed?”
-
-“She is slender and fragile; yet is she in no way sickly of body.”
-
-“And her name,” went on madame, musingly, “is Lenore! Is that not a
-strange thing, Courtoise? Is’t not strange that a second time this name
-should have entered so deeply into the life of thy lord? Was he glad
-that it so chanced, Courtoise; or did he hesitate to pronounce it
-again?”
-
-“I know not if it troubled him at first, madame. But this I know: that
-he is happy in her.”
-
-“Then the dear God be thanked! I ask no more. Ah! It seems that at last
-I can pray again with an open heart. ’Twill be the first time
-since—since—” Suddenly Eleanore began to tremble. “Courtoise,” she
-whispered, pale with dread, “hath thy lord heard—of—of Laure’s flight?”
-
-Courtoise bent his head, answering in a strained voice: “My lord had
-news of—of the flight late in the month of March. Monseigneur de St.
-Nazaire sent us the word of it, and for many weeks my lord hunted the
-country over for a trace of her. And when he found her not, nor any word
-of her, he forbore, in his grief, to write to thee, dear lady, lest he
-should cause thy tears to flow again.”
-
-“I thank the good God that he knows!” murmured Eleanore. “It had been
-more than I could bear that Gerault should come home to find his wedding
-feast blackened with a new-learned shame.”
-
-“Yea, Lady Eleanore.”
-
-“And so now, Courtoise, go thou to thy rest; for I have kept thee long,
-and thou’rt very weary. And on the morrow there must be a beginning of
-making the Castle bravely gay for the home-coming of its lord and its
-bride. Likewise, on the morrow thou must tell me more of the young
-Lenore, my daughter.”
-
-Courtoise smiled wearily, and then, with proper obeisance, hurried off
-to his own room, a little triangular closet opening into Gerault’s old
-bedroom on the first floor. When the squire was gone, his liege lady
-also laid her down; and for the first time in many months sank easily to
-sleep. For happiness is the best of doctors, and this that had come to
-her was a greater happiness than Eleanore had thought ever to know
-again.
-
-Through the next week the very dogs about the Castle caught the air of
-bustle and eager life that had laid hold of it. Never, since the days of
-the old lord and his crews of drinking barons, had Le Crépuscule shown
-such symptoms of gayety. Every scullion scampered about his pots and
-kettles as if an army of Brittany depended on him for nourishment. The
-henchmen hurried about, polishing their armor and their steel trappings
-till the keep glittered as with many mirrors, and they broke off from
-this labor now and then to see that the stable-boys were at work on the
-proper horses or to dissolve into thunderous roars of laughter at a
-neighbor’s jest. The young demoiselles were giddy with excitement. They
-pricked their fingers with spindles, they broke innumerable threads on
-the wheels, they stopped the loom to dance or sing in the middle of the
-morning; and while they were arranging the rooms where the train of the
-young bride were to lodge, they gossiped so ardently over possible
-future gayeties that their very tongues were like to drop off with
-weariness. As for the squires, all five of them, headed by Courtoise,
-were to ride out to Croitôt on the Rennes road, as an additional escort
-for Seigneur Gerault. And the parade they made over this matter was more
-than Montfort had for his coronation at Rennes when the great war ended.
-
-There were, however, three silent workers in the Castle who did more
-than all the rest together; and they were silent only because their
-hearts were too full for speech. These were madame, Alixe, and David the
-dwarf. While the little man worked at the decoration of the chapel, the
-women adorned the bridal chamber; and in all that week of preparation,
-not a soul save these two set foot over that sacred threshold. Madame
-had selected the room. It was not Gerault’s usual chamber, but one on
-the second floor, on the northwest corner of the Castle, separated from
-madame’s room only by the place in which Laure had slept of old, and
-which madame now kept closed to all save herself.
-
-For the adornment of Gerault’s and Lenore’s apartment, madame brought
-out the old historic tapestries, embroideries, and precious silken
-hangings that had been for years stowed away in great chests in the
-spinning-room. The bed was hung with curtains in which were woven
-illustrations of the “Romant of the Rose,” a poem that had once been
-much recited in Le Crépuscule. On the walls were great squares of
-tapestry representing the battles of the family of Montfort. On the
-floor were two or three strips of precious brocade, brought out of the
-East a century before by some crusading lord. Finished, the room looked
-very rich, but very sombre; and, this being the fashion of the times, it
-was satisfactory to all that saw it. Eleanore only, with eyes new-opened
-by the thought of approaching happiness, feared the room a little dark,
-a little heavy for the reception of so delicate a creature as the young
-Lenore. But every one else in the Castle was in such delight over its
-appearance that she left it as it was. Meantime the lower hall was hung
-with banners and scarred pennants and gay streamers; and then the
-pillars were wreathed with greenery and flowers till the still, gray
-place was all transformed, and resembled a triumphal hall awaiting the
-coming of a conqueror.
-
-Thus the week of waiting passed merrily and rapidly away, and the day of
-the departure of Courtoise and the squires for Croitôt speedily arrived.
-With them also went a picked half-dozen men-at-arms, who were bursting
-with pride at this honor done their brilliant steel and smooth-flanked
-horses. After their going, when everything in the Castle was in
-readiness for the reception, a little wave of reaction set in among
-those left at home. Eleanore retired to commune with her own happy mind.
-David sought solitude in which to arrange a programme of welcome. And
-Alixe, seized with a sudden mood of misery, fled away to a certain cave
-in the base of the Castle cliff, and here wept and raged by herself, for
-some undefined reason, till her tears cleared the mists from her soul,
-and she was herself again. Still, as she returned to the Castle, she
-knew that there remained a bitterness in her heart. Eleanore, who had
-long ago come to mean mother to her, had, in the last month or two, for
-the first time given her almost a mother-love, that had fed Alixe’s
-hungry heart as the body of the Lord had never fed her soul. And now
-this love was to be taken away again. A real daughter was coming into
-the household, a daughter by the marriage of the Seigneur; and this,
-Alixe knew, must be a closer tie than any of time or custom. She must go
-back to her old place, the place she had held in the days of Laure; but
-she could never hope to find in the stranger the beautiful friendship
-that had existed between her and her foster-sister.
-
-That evening was a quiet one in the Castle. Monseigneur of St. Nazaire
-had arrived in the afternoon; but he seemed wearier than his wont, and,
-out of consideration for him, Eleanore ordered the general retirement at
-an early hour.
-
-The next day, the great day, dawned over Le Crépuscule, red and clear
-and intensely hot. Every one was up before the sun; and when fast had
-been broken and prayer said in the chapel, every one went forth to the
-meadow, some even down to the moor, half a mile below the moat, to
-gather flowers to be scattered in the courtyard for the coming of the
-bride. The party was expected to arrive by noon at latest; and, as the
-morning waned, Eleanore found herself uncontrollably nervous. Alixe and
-David both stood in the watch-tower, looking for the first sign of
-horses and banners on the edge of the forest at the foot of the long
-hill. Noon passed, and the earliest hour of afternoon, and the Castle
-was on tiptoe with excitement. At two o’clock came a cry from Alixe, in
-the tower. Down the hill, round the sweep in the road, was the flutter
-of a blue and white pennant, presently flanked by a longer one of gray.
-There was a pause of two or three moments. Then the trumpeters dashed
-out from the keep, ranged up before their captain, and blew a quick,
-triumphal, if somewhat jerky, fanfare. There was an outpouring of
-retainers into the courtyard, and presently, from far away, came the
-faint sounds of an answering blast from Gerault’s heralds. As this died
-away, a great shout of excitement and delight arose from the waiting
-company, now massed about the flower-strewn drawbridge, and only at this
-time Madame Eleanore came out of the Castle.
-
-Many eyes were turned upon her as she crossed the courtyard, bearing
-herself as royally as a princess. She was garbed in flowing robes of
-damask, white, and olive green, silver-studded, and her head was dressed
-in those great horns so much in fashion at this time, but seldom
-affected by her, and now lending an unrivalled majesty to her
-appearance.
-
-Madame took her place at the right of the drawbridge, and, like all the
-throng, strained her eyes toward the approaching cavalcade that
-contained the future of Le Crépuscule. Apparently madame was very calm.
-In reality her heart beat so that it was like to suffocate her, for now
-Gerault’s form took on distinct shape before her eyes. The sun shot
-serpents of light around his helmet and his steel-encased arms, while
-over his body-pieces he wore the silken surcoat of pale gray,
-embroidered with the arms of his Castle. Gerault’s lance, held in rest,
-fluttered a pennant of azure and white, the colors of his lady; and
-Courtoise, who rode just behind his master, carried the gray streamer of
-Le Crépuscule.
-
-Amid a tumult of blaring trumpets, vigorous shouting, and eager choruses
-of welcome and greeting, the Lord of Crépuscule, with his bride on her
-white palfrey beside him, rode across the drawbridge of the Twilight
-Castle. Just inside the courtyard Gerault halted, leaped from his horse,
-and ran quickly to embrace his mother. When he had held her for a moment
-in his arms, he turned, lifted his lady from her horse, and, amid an
-embarrassing silence of curiosity, led the young girl up to madame.
-
-“In the name of Le Crépuscule and of its lord, I bid thee welcome to
-this Castle, my daughter! Good people, give greeting to your lady!”
-
-Men and maidens, serving-maids and henchmen, still gazing wide-eyed at
-the figure of the Seigneur’s wife, sent forth an inarticulate buzz of
-welcome and of admiration; and, when it had died away, Gerault took his
-bride by the hand, and, with Eleanore upon the other side, moved slowly
-across the courtyard toward the Castle doorway, where now stood the
-Bishop of St. Nazaire, waiting to add his welcome to the newly wed. Nor
-did the Bishop refrain from a little exclamation of pleasure at sight of
-the young wife, as she sank upon her knees before his mitre, to receive
-a blessing.
-
-A few moments later the whole company crowded into the brilliantly
-decorated hall and moved about, each selecting a desired place at the
-great horseshoe table ready prepared for the feast. Gerault was standing
-in the middle of the room, looking about him in surprise and pleasure at
-the preparations made to do him honor. Presently, however, he turned to
-his mother, who stood close at his elbow, and said, after a second’s
-hesitation: “I do not see Alixe, madame. Is she not here in the Castle?”
-
-Eleanore looked about her in some surprise. “Hast not seen her? Where
-hath she been? Ah, yes, there she stands, in yonder corner. Alixe!
-Hither!”
-
-“Alixe!” echoed Gerault; and strode to where she stood, half concealed,
-between the staircase and the chapel door, her head drooping, her eyes
-cast down.
-
-“Come, Alixe, and greet Lenore. She hath heard much of thee, and I would
-have you friends, for you are both young, and you must be good
-companions here together.” So he took her hand and kissed her, and led
-her out to where Eleanore and the young wife stood waiting.
-
-“Lenore, this is my foster-sister. La Rieuse have we called her, and she
-is well named. Give her greeting—” Gerault came to rather a halting
-pause; for the attitude of the two women nonplussed him.
-
-Lenore stood motionless, suddenly putting on a little dress of dignity,
-and looking steadfastly into the dark face of the other girl. Alixe,
-anything but laughing now, was absorbing, detail by detail, the delicate
-and exquisite personality of Gerault’s bride. More fairy-like than human
-she seemed, with her slender, beautifully curved child’s figure, her
-face neither white nor pink, but of a transparent, pearly tint
-indescribably ethereal, in which were set great eyes of violet hue, and
-all around which floated her hair,—that wonderful hair that was, indeed,
-a captive sun-ray. The curve of Lenore’s lips, the turn of her nostril,
-the poise of her head, and the delicacy of her hands and feet, all
-proclaimed her noble birth. The dress that she wore set off her beauty
-as pure gold makes a gem more brilliant. She wore a loosely fitting
-bliault of greenish blue, embroidered in long, silver vines, while her
-undersleeves and yoke were of frosty cloth of silver. Her head was
-crowned with a simple circlet of gold, far less lustrous than her hair;
-and from it, at the back, fell a veil of silver tissue that touched the
-hem of her robe. All this dress was disordered and dusty with long
-riding; but the carelessness of it seemed to become her the better. In
-the rich heat of the July sun she had seemed a little too colorless, a
-little too pale and misty, for beauty; but here, in the cool shadows of
-the great stone hall, she was brighter than any angel.
-
-Alixe examined her long and carefully, to the confusion of the girl,
-whose feeling of strangeness and embarrassment continually increased. In
-the face of “La Rieuse” it was easy to read the struggle between
-jealousy and admiration. Alixe was, secretly, a worshipper of beauty;
-and beauty such as this of Lenore’s she had never seen before. In the
-end it triumphed. Alixe’s eyes grew brighter and brighter as she gazed;
-and presently, when the strain of silence was not much longer to be
-endured, there burst from her the involuntary exclamation,—
-
-“God of dreams! How art thou fair!”
-
-And from that moment the allegiance of Alixe was fixed. She was on her
-knees to Lenore, this fair usurper of her place, this Gerault’s bride.
-
-Presently the moving company resolved itself into order, and each sought
-his place at the table, where the Seigneur and St. Nazaire now stood
-side by side, at the head, with Lenore upon Gerault’s left hand, madame
-on St. Nazaire’s right, and Alixe next madame and opposite Courtoise,
-who was placed beside the bride. There was a long Latin grace from the
-Bishop, and then the feast began. It was like all the feasts of the day,
-a matter of stuffing till one could hold no more, and then of drinking
-till one knew no more; for, to the commoner folk, and those below the
-salt, this was the greatest pleasure in life. To those for whom the
-feast was given, and to the rest of the little group at the head of the
-table, the whole business was sufficiently tedious: not to say, however,
-that monseigneur and even Gerault showed no symptoms of fondness for a
-morsel of peacock’s breast, or a calf’s head stuffed with the brains,
-pounded suet, and raisins, over which was poured a good brown gravy.
-Courtoise and Alixe also displayed healthy appetites. But madame and
-Lenore, whether from excitement or other causes, sat for the most part
-playing with what was put before them, and eating nothing.
-
-After half an hour at the table Madame Eleanore found herself watching,
-with rather unexpected interest, the attitude of Gerault toward his
-wife. And she perceived, with a kind of dull surprise, that his
-attentions savored of perfunctoriness. The Seigneur failed in no way to
-do his lady courtesy; but that air of tender delight that the
-personality of the young girl would be expected to draw from a young
-husband, was not there. Whatever impression of indifference madame
-received, however, she admitted no such thing to herself. Her heart was
-too full of joy for Gerault, and for Le Crépuscule. For, great as had
-been her hopes of her son’s choice, her dreams had never pictured a
-being so rare and so lovely as this who was come to dwell at her side in
-the gray and ancient Castle.
-
-As for Lenore herself, she seemed to see nothing but devotion in
-Gerault’s attitude toward her. She sat with a smile upon her face,
-playing daintily with what she had to eat, answering any question or
-remark put to her with a straightforwardness that had in it no taint of
-self-consciousness, even addressing a sentence or two of her own to
-Courtoise on her right; but at the same time holding all heart and soul
-for Gerault. The Seigneur did not speak much with his wife, but answered
-her modest glances with an air of mild indulgence, taking small notice
-of anything that went on round him save the keen looks now and then shot
-from the scintillating green eyes of Alixe. Of all the tableful, Alixe
-was the only one that found any food for thought in the situation before
-her; and, surprisingly enough, the key to her reflections lay in the
-curious behavior of Courtoise, who, as time went on, became so uneasy,
-so fidgety, so restless, that Gerault finally leaned over the table and
-asked him rather sharply if he were ill.
-
-In the course of time, however, the last jack was emptied, the last song
-sung, the last questionable story told. Monseigneur de St. Nazaire rose
-and repeated the ending grace, and then the whole drowsy, witless
-company followed him into the glowing chapel, where a short mass was
-performed. Lenore and Gerault knelt side by side to the right of the
-altar, with Eleanore a little behind them, where she could watch the
-bright candle-rays vie with the radiance of Lenore’s golden hair, and
-see where the silvery bridal robe overlapped a little the edge of the
-gray surcoat of Le Crépuscule, that swept the floor beside it. The
-mother-eyes were all for the girlish form of the new daughter; and her
-heart went out again to Gerault, who had brought this fairy creature to
-Le Crépuscule, in place of her who had been so terribly mourned.
-
-Lenore listened to the repetition of the mass with a reverent air, but
-without much thinking of the familiar form. Her mind was busy with
-thoughts of these new surroundings and the faces of the new vassals and
-companions. Gerault, her beloved, was at her side; the great silver
-crucifix that hung over the altar gave her a sense of comfort and
-protection, and she found a restful pleasure in the tones of the
-Bishop’s voice. The bright candle-light that shone into her eyes
-produced in her a semi-hypnotic state, and she seemed to have knelt
-there at the altar but three or four minutes when the words of the
-benediction fell upon her ears, and presently the whole company was
-trooping out into the great hall, whence all signs of the feast had been
-removed.
-
-In the same dreamlike way, Lenore went with her husband and madame
-upstairs, to the room that had been prepared for her and Gerault. Here
-her two demoiselles were already unpacking the coffer which had come
-from Rennes with them. And here she removed her travel-stained garments,
-bathed the dust from her face and arms, was combed and perfumed like the
-great lady she had become, and lay down to rest for a little time in the
-twilight, with new ministers to her comfort all about her. Later, as it
-grew dark, she dressed again and descended to the great hall, where
-further merriment was in progress.
-
-The demoiselles and squires of the Castle were now holding high revel,
-and their games caused the old stone walls to echo with laughter and
-shrieks of delight. In one corner of the room madame and the Bishop sat
-together over a game of chess. Gerault was near them, where he could
-watch the battle; but his eyes were often to be seen following the light
-figure of Lenore through the mazes of the dances and games in which she
-so eagerly joined. The sports in which these maidens and young men grown
-indulged, were commonly played by older folk throughout France, and have
-descended almost intact to the children of a more advanced and less
-light-hearted age. Lenore entered into the play with a pleasure too
-unconscious not to be genuine. She laughed and sang and chattered, and
-put herself at home with every one. She was soon the leading spirit of
-the company, as she had been wont to be in her own home. The games were
-innumerable: _Pantouffle_, _Pince-Mérille_, _Bric_, _Qui Féry_, _Le Roi
-qui ne Ment pas_, and a dozen others. And were there a forfeit to be
-paid in the shape of a kiss, she instantly deserted Courtoise and David,
-who, enraptured with her youth and gayety, kept close on either side of
-her, and delivered it with shy delight to Gerault, who scarcely appeared
-to appreciate the gifts he got.
-
-In the course of time a “Ribbon Dance” was ordered, and madame and
-monseigneur actually left their game to lead it, drawing Gerault with
-them into the sport. Obediently he gave one hand to Lenore, the other to
-Alixe, and went through the dance with apathetic grace, bringing by his
-half unconscious manner the first chill upon Lenore’s happy evening.
-This was, however, the end of the amusement; and when the flushed and
-panting company finally halted, Gerault at once drew his wife to
-madame’s side, himself saluted his mother, and then followed Lenore up
-the torchlit stairs. In ten minutes the whole company had dispersed, and
-Eleanore remained alone in the great hall.
-
-When she had extinguished all the lights below, madame passed up the
-stairs, putting out the smoking torches as she went, and, reaching the
-upper hall, went immediately to her own bedroom. Here she slipped off
-the heavy mantle and the modified “cote-hardi.” Then, clad only in a
-long, light, damask tunic, she went over to one of the wide-open west
-windows, and, leaning across its sill, looked out upon the vasty,
-murmurous, summer sea. Low on the horizon, among a group of faint
-clustering stars, swung the crescent moon, which was reflected in the
-smooth surface of a distant wave. A great, fresh, salt breath came up
-like a tonic through the wilted air. The voice of the sea was infinitely
-soothing. Eleanore listened to it eagerly, her lips parted, her eyes
-wandering along that distant wave-line; her thoughts almost as far away.
-Presently the door of her room opened, softly; and some one paused upon
-the threshold. Instinctively she knew who it was that entered. Half
-turning, she said gently,—
-
-“Thou’rt come here, Gerault?”
-
-Her son came forward slowly, halted a few steps away, and held out one
-hand to her. She went to him and took it, wondering a little at his
-manner, but not questioning him. Quietly she drew the young man to the
-window where she had been; and both stood there and looked out upon the
-scene. They were silent for a long time. It was intensely difficult for
-Gerault to speak; and madame knew not how to help him. At length, in a
-voice that sounded slightly strained, he asked: “Thou’rt pleased with
-her? Thou’rt satisfied, my mother?”
-
-“Oh, Gerault! Gerault! She is so fair, so delicate, so like some faery
-child! I almost fear to see her beauty fade in the shadow of these gray
-walls.”
-
-“And will she—Lenore—help thee, in a way, to forget thy grief in Laure?”
-
-Eleanore gave a sudden, involuntary sob; for none had pronounced that
-name to her since the early spring. The sob was answer enough to
-Gerault’s question. But in a moment she said, in a voice that was
-perfectly controlled: “Methinks I love her, thy lady, already. Ah, my
-son, she is very sweet! Very, very sweet and fair!”
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER SEVEN_
- THE LOST LENORE
-
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-
-
-When Gerault left her to go to his mother’s room, on that first evening
-in the Castle that was to be her home, Lenore was still fully dressed.
-As soon as she was alone, however, she made herself ready for the night;
-and then, wrapping herself about in her long day-mantle, went to a
-window overlooking the sea, and sat there waiting for her lord’s return.
-Now that the excitement of the day, of the arrival, of meeting so many
-new people, all eager to make her welcome, was over, Lenore began to
-feel herself very weary, a little homesick, a little wistful, and
-tremulously eager for Gerault’s speedy return. She clung to the thought
-of him and her newly risen love, with pathetic anxiety. Was it not
-lawful and right that she should love him? Was it not equally lawful and
-therefore equally certain that he must love her? She knew little enough
-of love and of men, young Lenore; yet this idea came to her
-instinctively, and it seemed impossible that it could be otherwise. It
-was so recently that she had been a little girl in all her thoughts and
-pleasures and habits, that this sudden transition to the dignified
-estate of wifehood had left her singularly helpless, singularly
-dependent on the man whom she had married out of duty and fallen in love
-with afterwards, on the way from Rennes. Gerault helped her, in his way.
-He was kind, he was gentle, was solicitous for her comfort, and required
-of her nothing but a quiet demeanor. But that he failed in some way to
-give her what was her due, the young girl rather felt than knew.
-
-While she waited here alone, looking out upon the lonely sea, that was
-so new and so wonderful a sight to her, the Lady Lenore bitterly
-regretted and took herself to task for her gayety of the evening. The
-silly games that she had once so loved to play—alas! he had not joined
-in them, doubtless thought them trivial and unbecoming in a woman grown
-and married! She had made herself a fool before him! He was older than
-she, and wiser, and a gallant knight. Lenore’s cheeks flushed with pride
-as she remembered how he could joust and tilt at the ring. She
-remembered when she had first seen him, from the gallery of the list at
-Rennes, when he unseated the Seigneur Geoffrey Cartel. This lordly sport
-was as simple to him as her games to her. Little wonder that she had
-exhausted his patience! And yet—if he would but come to her now! She was
-so sadly weary; and it grew so late. Her little body ached, her temples
-throbbed, her eyes burned with the past glare of the sun on the white
-dust, and the recent flickering light of the torches. If he would but
-come back, and forgive her her childishness, and kiss her before she
-slept, she would be very happy.
-
-In point of fact Gerault did come soon. Knowing that Lenore must be
-weary, he remained but a short time with his mother, and returned
-immediately to his wife. The moment that he entered the room, Lenore
-rose from her place, and ran to him with a faint cry of delight.
-
-“At last thou art come! Thou art come!” she said indistinctly, not
-wanting him to hear the words, yet unable to keep from saying them.
-
-“And didst thou sit up for me, child, and thou so weary? I went but to
-give my mother good-night, for thou knowest ’tis long since I saw her
-last. She sent thee her blessing and sweet rest; and my wish is fellow
-to hers. Come now, child.”
-
-Gerault lifted her up in his arms, and, carrying her to the bed, laid
-her down in it, mantle and all. In the carrying, Lenore had leaned her
-head upon his shoulder, and her two tired arms folded themselves around
-his neck. How it was that Gerault felt no thrill at this touch; that it
-was almost a relief to him when the hold loosened; and how, though he
-slept at her side that night, his dreams, freer replica of his
-day-thoughts, were filled with vague trouble, he himself could scarce
-have told; and yet it was so.
-
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- _Only one among them seemed
- not of their mood.—Page 31_
-]
-
-Next morning, however, Gerault watched her waken, looking as rosy and
-fresh as a child, and smiling a child’s delighted welcome at the new
-day. Unquestionably she was a pleasure to him at such times. Before her
-marriage he had liked, in thinking of her, to accentuate her fairy-like
-ways, because through them he had brought himself to marry her. And now
-his treatment of her resembled most, perhaps, the treatment of something
-very fine and fair, something very rare and delicate and generally to be
-prized, but not really belonging to him, not essentially valued by him,
-or near at all to his human heart.
-
-When they were ready for the day, the two of them, Lenore and Gerault,
-did not linger together in their room, but descended immediately to the
-chapel, where morning prayers were just beginning. Every eye was turned
-upon them as they entered the holy room; and it was as sunshine greeting
-sunshine when Lenore faced the open window, through which poured the
-golden light of July. Madame’s heart swelled and beat fast, and that of
-Alixe all but stopped, as each beheld the morning’s bride; and they
-perceived, with a kind of dull surprise, that Gerault’s face was as
-dark-browed, as reserved, as melancholy as ever. It seemed impossible
-that he should not be moved to new life by the presence and possession
-of so fair a thing as this Lenore. Yet when the devotions were at an
-end, and the Castle household rose and moved out to where the tables
-were spread for the breaking of the fast, no one noted how the young
-girl’s blue eyes glanced once or twice a little wistfully, a little
-forlornly, up into the unmoved face of her husband, and that she got
-therefrom no answering smile.
-
-In celebration of the Seigneur’s wedding, a week’s holiday had been
-declared for every one in the Castle; and so, when the first meal of the
-day was at an end, the demoiselles, in high glee at escaping from the
-morning’s toil in the hot spinning-room, gayly proposed to their
-attendant squires that they repair at once to the open meadows, where
-there was glorious opportunity for games and caroles. Lenore’s eyes
-lighted with pleasure at this proposal; but she looked instinctively at
-Gerault, to see if his face approved the plan. She found his eyes upon
-her; and, as he caught her glance, he motioned her to his side, and drew
-her with him a little apart from the general group. Then he said to her
-kindly,—
-
-“Beloved, I shall see thee at noon meat. Courtoise and I go forth this
-morning together to try two of the new falcons that Alixe hath trained.
-Thou’lt fare gently here with all the demoiselles and the young squires;
-and see that thou weary not thyself at play in the heat. Till noon, my
-little one!”
-
-He bent and touched his lips to her hair,—that sunlit hair,—and then, as
-he strode away, followed, but half willingly, by Courtoise, Lenore’s
-head bent forward, and her eyes, that for one instant had brimmed full,
-were shut tight till the unbidden drops went back again. When she looked
-up once more, Alixe was at her side, and the expression on the face of
-La Rieuse was full of unlooked-for tenderness. Lenore, however, was too
-proud for pity, and in a moment she smiled, and said bravely:
-
-“My lord is going a-hawking with his squire. Shall we to the fields?
-Said they not that we should go to weave garlands in the fields?”
-
-“Yes! To the fields! To the fields! Hola, David! We are commanded to the
-fields by our Queen of Delight!” called Alixe, loudly, waving her hands
-above her head, and striving in every way to gain the attention of the
-company. But in spite of her efforts, Gerault’s departure was seen, and
-there was a general outcry of protest, which did not, however, reach the
-ears of the Seigneur. Then Lenore was forced to bear the comments of the
-company: their loudly expressed disappointment, and the unspoken but
-infinitely more painful astonishment plainly indicated in every glance.
-Nevertheless the young girl had in her the instincts of a fine race, and
-she bore everything with a heroic unconcern that won Alixe’s admiration,
-and so far deceived the thoughtless throng as to bring her a new
-accusation of indifference to Gerault’s absence.
-
-To the girl-bride that morning passed—somehow. It was perhaps the
-bitterest three hours she had ever endured; yet she would not confess
-her disappointment even to herself. Besides, was not Gerault coming home
-again? Had he not said that he would be back at noon? Had he not called
-her “beloved”? Her heart thrilled at the thought; and she forgot the
-fact that Gerault knew that she could ride with hawk on wrist and tell a
-fair quarry when she saw it. She forgot that at such times as this even
-hawking will generally give way to love; and that he is a sorry
-bridegroom that loves his horse better than his bride. Yet she forgave
-him for the time, and regained her smiles until the shadow of a new
-dread fell upon her. She could endure the morning; but the afternoon?
-Would he remain with her through the afternoon? Alas, here was the
-terrible pity of it! She could not tell.
-
-However, this last dread proved to be groundless. Gerault made no move
-to leave the Castle again that day. Perhaps he even felt a little guilty
-of neglect; or perhaps her greeting on his return betrayed to him how
-she had suffered through the morning. However it was, as soon as the
-long dinner was at an end, the Seigneur and his lady were observed to
-wander away into the armory, and they sat there together, on the same
-settle, until the shadows grew long in the courtyard and the afternoon
-was nearly worn away. What they said to one another, or how Gerault
-entertained his maid, no one knew; for, oddly enough, Courtoise had put
-himself on guard at the armory door, and would permit none to venture so
-much as a peep into the room on which his own back was religiously
-turned. So for that afternoon demoiselles and squires chose King and
-Queen of their revels from among their own number, and perhaps enjoyed
-their games the better for that fact.
-
-When the sun was leaning far toward the broad breast of the sea, all the
-Castle, mindful of their souls, repaired to the chapel for vespers, a
-service held only when the Bishop was at Le Crépuscule. Gerault and
-Lenore were the last to appear, and while the Seigneur’s expression was
-rather thoughtful than happy, it had in it, nevertheless, a suggestion
-of Lenore’s repressed joy, so that madame, seeing him, was satisfied for
-the first time since his home-coming.
-
-But alas for the thoughts and hopes that this afternoon had raised in
-the observing ones of Le Crépuscule, Lenore and her husband were not
-seen again to spend a single hour alone together. Gerault remained for
-the most part with the general company of the Castle, not seeking to
-escape to solitude with Courtoise, but holding his lady from him at
-arm’s length. His attitude toward her was uneasy. He did not avoid her,
-but, were they by chance left alone together for ten minutes, his manner
-changed till it was like that of a man guilty of some dishonorable
-thing. Oftentimes, when they were with a number of others, Gerault would
-be seen to watch Lenore closely, and his eyes would light with momentary
-pleasure at some one of her unconscious graces. But the light never
-stayed. Quickly his black brows would darken, the shadows re-cover his
-face, and he would be more unapproachable than before.
-
-In the course of a few days, Lenore began to grow morbidly sensitive
-over her husband’s attitude; and, out of sheer misery, she began to
-avoid him persistently. This brought a still more bitter blow to her,
-for she discovered that he was glad to be avoided. Lenore was desperate;
-but still she was brave, still she held to herself; and if at times she
-sought refuge with madame and Alixe, those two kindly and pitying souls
-met her with outstretched arms of silent sympathy, and never betrayed to
-her by so much as a glance how much they had observed of Gerault’s
-incomprehensible neglect.
-
-The holiday week passed, and with its end came a spirit of relief that
-it was over. Next morning the usual occupations were begun, and Lenore
-went up to the spinning-room with the rest of the women. This work-room
-was on the second floor, and ran almost the whole length of the south
-side of the Castle: a long, narrow room, with many windows looking out
-upon the courtyard, and only a sideways view of the hazy, turquoise sea.
-Here was every known mechanical contrivance for the making of cloth and
-tapestry, and their development out of the raw wool. The loom, just now
-half filled with a warp of pale green, stood at the east end of the
-room; the fixed combs, the half-dozen spinning-wheels, the
-tambour-frames for embroidery, and the great tapestry-border frame, were
-ranged in an orderly line down the remaining length, and each of the
-maidens had her particular task of the summer in some stage of
-completion. Since Lenore’s arrival a spinning-wheel had been set up here
-for her, and she sat down to it at once, while her demoiselles were
-directed by madame to begin work on the tapestry border, at which four
-could apply the needle at the same time. As the roomful settled quickly
-to work, under the general guidance of madame, Lenore began to tread her
-wheel and draw out thread with a hand practised enough to win the
-approval even of Eleanore. And as the morning wore along, Lenore found
-herself unaccountably soothed and comforted by her task and the kindly
-atmosphere of perseverance and attention to duty surrounding her.
-
-Nevertheless, it was not a comfortable day for such work. The heat was
-intense. Fingers grew constantly damp with sweat. Thread knotted and
-broke, silk drew, and little exclamations of anger and disgust were
-frequently to be heard. However, the labor was continued as usual for
-three hours, till eleven o’clock, the dinner hour, came, and the little
-company willingly left the spinning-room to another afternoon of
-silence, and went downstairs to meat. At the foot of the stairs stood
-Gerault, waiting for Lenore; and when she reached him he kissed her upon
-the brow before leading her to table. In that moment the girl’s heart
-sang, and she felt that her day had been fittingly crowned.
-
-In the early afternoon Lenore found that there were new occupations for
-all the Castle. The demoiselles were despatched to the long room on the
-first floor, which, though not dignified by the name of library, yet
-took that place, for instruction in certain things, mental and moral, by
-the friar-steward, Father Anselm. The young men were at sword practice
-in the keep. And Lenore, who could write her name and read a little from
-parchment manuscripts in both Latin and French, and whose education was
-therefore finished, was summoned by madame and taken over the whole
-Castle, receiving, at various stages, instruction in domestic duties and
-the management of the great building. She saw everything, from the
-linen-presses upstairs to the wine-cellars underground; and everywhere
-the hand of madame was visible in the scrupulous exactness and neatness
-with which the Castle was kept. Then in her heart Lenore determined that
-in time she would learn madame’s habits, and, if it could be done in no
-other way, win Gerault’s respect by her abilities as a housekeeper.
-
-The hours of late afternoon and early evening were devoted to
-recreation, which was entered into with new zest by every one. To be
-sure, Gerault sat all evening with his mother, playing draughts. But his
-eyes occasionally strayed to the figure of his wife; and later, when the
-Castle was still, and Lenore, in the great curtained bed, was wandering
-on the borderland of sleep, she felt that this day was the happiest she
-had yet spent in Le Crépuscule; and she knew in her heart that work and
-work only could now bring her peace. And thereafter, poor little
-dreamer, a smile hovered upon her face as she slept!
-
-On the tenth day of the new regime in Le Crépuscule, squire Courtoise
-sat in the armory, polishing the design engraved on his lord’s
-breastplate. Courtoise was moody. Ordinarily his cheerfulness in the
-face of insuperable dulness was something to be proud of. But latterly
-his faith, the one great faith in his heart,—not religion, but utter
-devotion to his lord—had been receiving a series of shocks that had
-shaken it to its foundation. Courtoise was by nature as gentle, genial,
-and kindly a fellow as ever held a lance; and in his heart he had for
-years blindly worshipped Gerault. His creed of devotion, indeed, had
-embraced the whole family of Le Crépuscule, because Gerault was its
-head. Till the time of their last going to Rennes, there had been for
-him no woman like madame, no such maid as Laure, and no man anywhere
-comparable to his master. Poor Laure had dealt him a grievous blow when
-she followed Flammecœur from the priory. But from the day of Gerault’s
-betrothal to little Lenore, the daughter of the Iron Chateau had held
-his heart in her hand, and might have done with it as she would. Loving
-the two of them as he did, and seeing each day fresh proof of Lenore’s
-affection for her lord and his, Courtoise naturally looked for a fitting
-return of this from the Seigneur. And here, all in a night, Courtoise’s
-first great doubt had entered in. They had been married three days, they
-were barely at Le Crépuscule, before Courtoise saw what made him sick
-with uneasiness. If the Seigneur had wedded this exquisite maiden with
-the sunlit hair, must he not love her? And yet—and yet—and yet—Courtoise
-sat in the armory and polished freely at the steel, and swore to himself
-under his breath, recklessly incurring whatever penance Anselm should
-see fit to give. For here it was mid-afternoon, and his little lady just
-freed from her hours of toil; and there was Gerault gone off by himself,
-without even his squire, forsooth, to hawk with the Iron-Beak over the
-moor!
-
-Courtoise had been indulging himself in ire for some time, when a shadow
-stole past the doorway of the armory. He looked up. The shadow had gone;
-but presently it returned and halted: “Courtoise!”
-
-The young fellow leaped to his feet, and the breastplate clattered to
-the floor. Lenore, looking very transparently pale, very humbly wistful,
-and having just a suspicion of red around her eyes, was regarding him
-tentatively from the doorway.
-
-“Ma dame, what service dost thou ask?”
-
-“None, Courtoise,” the voice sounded rather faint and tired. “None, save
-to tell me if thou hast lately seen my lord.”
-
-The expression on her face was so pathetic that Courtoise was suddenly
-struck to the heart, and he bit his tongue before he could reply quietly
-enough: “Ma Dame Lenore, Seigneur Gerault rode out long time since
-a-hawking; and methinks he will shortly now return. The hour for evening
-meat approaches. I—I—” he broke off, stammering; and Lenore without
-speaking bowed her head, and patiently turned away.
-
-Courtoise sat down again when she left him, and remained motionless, the
-steel on his knees, his hands idle, staring into space. Suddenly he
-leaped to his feet and hurled the breastplate to the floor with a
-smothered oath. “Gray of St. Gray!” he cried, “what devil hath seized
-the man I loved? Gerault, my lord, rides out and leaves this angel to
-weep after him! Gray of St. Gray! what desires he more fair than this
-his Lenore? What—what—what—” the muttered words died into thoughts as
-Courtoise clapped a cap on his head and strode away from the armory and
-out of the Castle.
-
-In the courtyard the first object that met his eyes was Gerault’s horse,
-standing in front of the keep, with a stable-boy holding him by the
-bridle. Gerault himself was in the doorway of the empty falcon-house,
-holding a _hagard_ on his wrist, while two dead pigeons swung from his
-girdle.
-
-“Courtoise! Behold our spoils! Hath not Talon-Fer done Alixe’s training
-honor?” cried Gerault, the note of pleasure keener than usual in his
-voice.
-
-Courtoise, flushed with rising anger, went over to him. “My lord, the
-Lady Lenore asks for thee!” he said a little hoarsely, paying no
-attention to the dead pigeons or the young falcon.
-
-Gerault very slightly raised his brows, more at Courtoise’s tone,
-perhaps, than at the words he spoke. “The Lady Lenore,” he said.
-
-“Even so—the Lady Lenore—thy wife!”
-
-“I understand thee, good Courtoise.”
-
-The veins in the younger man’s neck and temples stood out under the
-strain of repression. “Comes my lord?” he asked slowly.
-
-“In good time, Courtoise. The _hagard_ must be fed.” Gerault would have
-turned away, but Courtoise, with a burst of irritation, exclaimed,—
-
-“I will feed the creature!”
-
-Now Gerault turned to him again: “Hast thou some strange malady or
-frenzy, that thou shouldst use such tones to me, boy?”
-
-“Tones—tones, and yet again tones! Gerault—thou churl! Ay, I that have
-been faithful squire to thee these many years, I say it. Thou churl and
-worse, to have wedded with the sweetest lady ever sun shone upon, to
-bring her, a stranger, home to thy Castle, and then leave her there, day
-following day, while thou ridest over the moors to dally with some bird!
-All the Castle stares at the cruelty of thy neglect. Daily the
-demoiselles whisper together, wondering what distemper thy lady hath
-that thou seest her not by day—”
-
-“Hush, boy—hush! Thou’rt surely mad!” cried out Gerault, with a note in
-his voice that gave Courtoise pause.
-
-Then there fell between them a silence, heavy, and so binding that
-Courtoise could not move. He stood staring into his master’s face,
-watching the color grow from white to red and back again, and the
-expression change from angry amazement to something softer, something
-strange, something that Courtoise did not know in his lord’s face. And
-Gerault gnawed his lip, and bent low his head, and presently spoke, in a
-voice that was not his own, but was rather curiously muffled and
-unnatural.
-
-“Thou sayest well, Courtoise. ’Tis true I have neglected her, poor,
-frail, pretty child! Ah! I had never thought how I have neglected her”;
-and Gerault sat suddenly down upon the step of the falcon-house and laid
-his head in his hands, in an attitude of such dejection that Courtoise
-experienced a swift rush of repentance.
-
-For some time there was again silence between them. Courtoise,
-thoroughly mystified by the whole situation, had nothing whatever to
-say. Finally the Seigneur stood up, this time with his head high, and
-his self-control returned. He put the falcon, screaming, into his
-squire’s hands, and took the bodies of the pigeons from his belt.
-
-“So, Courtoise, I leave them all with you. Where is the Lady Lenore?”
-
-“Sooth, I know not; yet methinks when she left the armory where she had
-spoken to me, she passed into the chapel.”
-
-“I go to her. And I thank thee, Courtoise, for thy rebuke.”
-
-“My lord, my lord, forgive me!” Courtoise choked with a sudden new rush
-of devotion for his master. He would have fallen on his knees there on
-the courtyard stones, but that the Seigneur, with a faint smile at him,
-was gone, carrying alone the burden of his inexplicable sorrow.
-
-The Lady Lenore was in the chapel, half kneeling, half lying upon the
-altar-step. In the dim light of the shadowy place her golden hair and
-amber-colored garments glimmered faintly. She was not praying, yet
-neither was she weeping, now. The long, hot loneliness of the afternoon
-had thrown her into a state of apathy, in which she wished for nothing,
-and in which she refused to think. She had no desire for company; but
-had any one come—David, or Alixe, or Madame—she should not have cared.
-It was only Gerault that she would not have see her in this place and
-attitude. The thought of Gerault was continually with her, as something
-omnipresent; but at this especial hour she felt no wish to see the man
-himself. Yet now he came. She heard a tread on the stones that sent a
-tremor through her whole body. Then some one was kneeling beside her,
-and a quiet voice said gently in her ear,—
-
-“Lenore!—My child!—Why art thou lying here?”
-
-Lenore tried hard to speak; but her throat contracted convulsively, and
-she made no answer.
-
-“Child, art thou sick for thy home? Thou hast found sorrow here, and
-loneliness, in this new abode. Perhaps thou wouldst have had me oftener
-at thy side. Is it so, Lenore?”
-
-The girl’s golden head burrowed down into her arms, and she seemed to
-shake it, but she did not speak.
-
-Gerault looked about him a little helplessly. Then, taking new
-resolution, he put one arm about her, and, drawing her slight form close
-to him, he said in a halting and broken way: “Come, my wife—come with me
-for a little time. Let us walk out together to the cliff by the sea. The
-sun draws near the water—the afternoon grows rich with gold.—And thou
-and I will talk together.—Lenore, much might I tell thee of myself,
-whereby thou couldst understand many things that trouble thee now.
-Knowing them, and with them, me, thou shalt more justly judge me. Come,
-little one,—rise up!” He drew her to her feet beside him, and then, with
-his arms still around her, he stood and put his lips to her half-averted
-cheek. Under that kiss she grew cold and tremulous, but still preserved
-her silence. Then the two moved, side by side, out of the Castle,
-through the courtyard, and on to the outer terrace that ran along the
-very edge of the precipitous cliff against which, far below, the summer
-sea gently broke and plashed.
-
-Here, hand in hand, the Seigneur and his lady walked, looking off
-together at the glory of the mighty waters. The crimson sky was veiled
-in light clouds that caught a more and more splendid reflection of the
-fiery ball behind them; while the moving waves below were stained with
-pink and mellow gold. Lenore kept her eyes fixed fast upon this sight,
-while she listened to what Gerault was saying to her. He talked, in a
-fitful, chaotic way, of many things: of his boyhood here, of Laure his
-sister, and Alixe, and of “one other that was not as any of us,—our
-cousin, a daughter of Laval, whose dead mother had put her in the
-keeping of mine.”
-
-So much mention of this girl Gerault made, and then went on to other
-things, jumbling together many incidents and scenes of his boyhood and
-his youth, never guessing that Lenore, who continued so quietly to look
-off upon the sea, had seized upon this one little thing that he had
-said, and realized, with a woman’s intuition, that the story of his
-heart lay here. As Gerault rambled on, he came gradually to feel that he
-had lost her attention, and so, little by little, as the sunset light
-died away, he ceased to speak, and there crept in upon them, over them,
-through them, that terrible silence that both of them knew: the
-all-pervading, ghostly silence that haunted this spot; the silence that
-had brought the name upon the Castle,—the Chateau du Crépuscule. Lenore
-grew slowly cold with miserable foreboding, while Gerault, rebelling
-against himself, was struggling to break the bonds of his own nature.
-
-“Well named is this home of ours, Lenore,” he said sadly.
-
-“Yea, it is well named,” was the reply.
-
-“Wilt thou—be—lonely forever here? Art thou lonely now? Hast thou a
-sickness for thy home and for thy people?”
-
-For an instant Lenore hesitated. At Gerault’s words her heart had leaped
-up with a great cry of “Yes”; and yet now there was something in her
-that withheld her from saying it. When at last she answered him, her
-words were unaccountable to herself, yet she spoke them feelingly: “Nay,
-Gerault. Thou hast taken me to be one with thee. Thou hast brought me
-here to thy home, and it is also mine.”
-
-A light of pleasure came into Gerault’s face, and he took her into his
-arms with a freer and more open warmth than he had ever shown her
-before. “Indeed, thou art my wife—one with me—my sweet one—my sweet
-child Lenore! And this my home is also thine,—Chateau du Crépuscule!”
-
-Suddenly Lenore shivered in his clasp. That word “Crépuscule” sounded
-like a knell in her ears, and as she looked upon the gray walls looming
-out of the twilight mists, the very blood in her veins stood still.
-Whether Gerault felt her dread she did not know, but he did not loose
-his hold upon her for a long time. They stood, close-clasped, on the
-edge of the cliff, looking off upon the darkening sea, till, over the
-eastern horizon line, the great pink moon slipped up, giving promise of
-glory to the night. The cool evening breeze came off the waters. They
-heard the creaking and grating of the drawbridge, as it was raised. Then
-a flock of sea gulls floated up from the water below, and veered
-southward, along the shore, toward their home. Finally, in the deepening
-west, the evening star came out, hanging there like a diamond on an
-invisible thread. Then Gerault whispered in the ear of Lenore,—
-
-“Sweet child, it is late. The hour of evening meat is now long past. Let
-us go into the Castle.”
-
-Lenore yielded at once to the pressure of Gerault’s arm, and let herself
-be drawn away. But she carried forever after the memory of that quiet
-half-hour, in which the mighty hand of nature had been lifted over her
-to give her blessing.
-
-Courtoise the faithful had kept the two from a summons at the hour of
-supper; and on their return they found food left upon the table for
-them; but, what was unusual at this time, the great room was empty. Only
-Courtoise, who was again at work in the armory, knew how long they sat
-and ate and talked together, and only he saw them when they rose from
-table, passed immediately to the stairs, and ascended, side by side.
-Then the young squire knew that they would come down no more that night;
-and he guessed what was really true: that on that evening Lenore’s cup
-of happiness seemed full; for, as never before, Gerault claimed and took
-to himself the unselfish devotion that she was so ready to give. When
-she slept, a smile yet lingered round her lips; nor, in that sleep, did
-she feel the change that came upon her lord.
-
-Not many hours after she had sunk to rest, Lenore woke slowly, to find
-herself alone in the canopied bed. Gerault was not there. She put out
-her hand to him, and found his place empty. Opening her eyes with a
-little effort, she pushed the curtains back from the edge of the bed,
-and looked about her. It could not be more than twelve o’clock. The room
-was flooded with moonlight, till it looked like a fairy place. The three
-windows were wide open to the breath of the sea; and beside one of them
-knelt Gerault. He was wrapped in a full mantle that hid the lines of his
-figure; and Lenore could see only that his brow rested on the
-window-sill, that his shoulders were bent, and his hands clasped tight
-on the ledge beyond his head. Unutterable pain was expressed in the
-attitude.
-
-What was he doing there? Of what were his thoughts? Why had he left her
-side? Above all, what was his secret trouble? These questions passed
-quickly through Lenore’s brain, and her first impulse was to rise and go
-to him. Had she not the right to know his heart? Had he not given it to
-her this very night? She looked at him again, asking herself if he were
-really in pain; if he were not rather simply looking out upon the
-moonlit sea, and was now, perhaps, engaged in prayer, to which the
-beauty of the scene had lifted him. She would go to him and learn.
-
-She sat up in bed, pushed her golden hair out of her neck and back from
-her face. Then she drew the curtains still farther aside, preparatory to
-stepping out, when suddenly she saw Gerault lift his head as if he
-listened for something far away; and then she caught the whispered word,
-“Lenore!”
-
-For some reason, she could not have told why, Lenore did not move, but
-sat quite still, staring at him. She heard him say again, more loudly,
-“Lenore!” but he did not turn toward her bed. Rather, he was looking
-out, out of the window, and down the line of rocky shore that stretched
-away to the north.
-
-“Lenore! I hear thee! I hear thy voice!” he whispered, to himself,
-fearfully. “I hear thee speaking to me.—Oh, my God! My God! When wilt
-Thou remove this torture from my brain?” He rose to his feet and lifted
-his arms as if in supplication. “It is a curse upon me! It is a madness,
-that I cannot love this other maiden. Thou spirit of my lost
-Lenore!—Lenore!—Lenore!—Thou callest to me from the sea by day and
-night!—Only and forever beloved, come thou back to me, out of the
-sea!—Come back to me!—Come back!” His hands were clenched under such a
-stress of emotion as his girl-wife had never dreamed him capable of. Now
-he stood there without speaking, his breath coming in sobbing gasps that
-shook his whole frame. The beating of his heart seemed as if it would
-suffocate him, and his body swayed back and forward, under the force of
-his mental anguish. For the first time in all his years of silent grief,
-he gave way unreservedly to himself; let all the pent-up agony come
-forth as it would from him, as he stood there, looking off upon that
-wonderful, inscrutable, shimmering ocean, that had played such havoc
-with his changeless heart.
-
-From the bed where she sat, Lenore watched him, silent, motionless,
-afraid almost to breathe lest he should discover that she was awake. But
-Gerault wist nothing of her presence. He had known no joy in her, in the
-hallowed hours of the early night; else he could not now stand there at
-the window, calling, in tones of unutterable agony and tenderness, upon
-his dead,—
-
-“Lenore! Lenore! Come back!—O sea—thou mighty, cruel sea, deliver her up
-for one moment to my arms! Let me have but one look, a touch, a
-kiss.—Oh, my God!—Come back to me at last, or else I die!”
-
-He fell to his knees again, faint with the power of his emotion; and
-Lenore, the other, the unloved Lenore, sat behind him, in the great bed,
-watching.
-
-The moonlight crept slowly from that room, and passed, like a wraith,
-off the sea, and beyond, into the east. The stars shone brighter for the
-passing of the moon. There was no sound in the great stillness, save the
-rustling murmur of the outflowing tide. In the chilly darkness before
-the break of dawn, Gerault of the Twilight Castle crept back to the bed
-he had left, looking fixedly, through the gloom, at the white, passive
-face of his wife, who lay back, with closed eyes, on her pillow. And
-when at last he slept again, she did not move; yet she was not asleep.
-In that hour her youth was passing from her, and she, a woman at last,
-entered alone into that dim and quiet vale where those that lived about
-her had wandered so long, so patiently, and, at last, so wearily, alone.
-
-
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- _CHAPTER EIGHT_
- TO A TRUMPET-CALL
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-
-After the night of Gerault’s passion, twelve days ebbed and flowed away
-without any incident of moment in the Castle. How much bitter heart-life
-was enacted in that time, it had indeed been difficult to tell. Lenore
-wondered, constantly, as she looked into the faces about her and
-questioned them as she refused to question her own heart. If, beneath
-that cloak of lordly courtesy and calmness, Gerault could hide such a
-grief as she knew was buried in his soul; if she herself found it so
-easy to conceal her own knowledge of that bitterest of all facts, that
-she was a wife unloved,—what stories of mental anguish, of long-hidden
-torture, might not lie behind the impassive masks around her. There was
-Madame Eleanore, madame of the commanding presence and infinitely gentle
-manners. What was it that had generated the expression of her eyes?
-Lenore had scarcely heard the name of Laure, thought only that there had
-been a daughter in Crépuscule who had died long since; and so she wove a
-little history of her own to account for that haunted look so often to
-be found in madame’s dark orbs. Gerault she knew. Alixe puzzled her, but
-there also she found food for her morbidness. Courtoise and the
-demoiselles she did not consider; but David the dwarf held
-possibilities. The young woman’s new-sharpened glance quickly discovered
-that the jester suffered also from the devouring malady, and she
-wondered over and pitied him also.
-
-Indeed, at this time, Lenore was in an abnormal and unhealthy frame of
-mind. It seemed to her that all the world lived only to hide its
-sorrows. But her melancholy speculations concerning the nature of the
-griefs of others saved her from the disastrous effects of too much
-self-analysis. Her love for Gerault, to which she always clung, led her
-to pity him as he would not have believed she could have pitied any one;
-and, unnatural as it seemed, she brooded as much over his sorrow as over
-her own. Melancholy she was, indeed, and older by many years than when
-she had first come to Le Crépuscule. Sometimes the fact that Gerault did
-not know how much she knew brought her a measure of comfort, but it made
-her uneasy, also, for she was not sure that she was not wrongfully
-deceiving him. She could not bring herself to confess to Father Anselm
-what she felt no one should know; and neither did she find it in her
-heart to tell Gerault himself of her inadvertent discovery, though had
-she but done this last, all might have come right in the end. But from
-day to day she put away from her the thought of speaking, and from day
-to day she drew closer into herself, till she was shut to all thought of
-confiding in him who had the right to know the reason of her
-unhappiness.
-
-Gerault, however, was not unobserving, and he noticed the change in her
-very early in its existence. It was an intangible thing, elusive,
-changeable, varying in degree. All this he realized; but, man-like,
-never guessed the reason for it, never knew that Lenore herself was
-unconscious of it. Did she desire to coquet with him, render him
-uneasily jealous of every one on whom she turned her eyes? If so, it was
-useless, for the knight believed himself incapable of jealousy in regard
-to her. He had married her for the sake of his mother, and for Le
-Crépuscule,—much as the fact did him dishonor. In the very hour of their
-highest love, his thoughts had been all for another; and when she slept
-he had left her side to cry into the night and the silence, unto that
-other, of whom this young Lenore had never heard. Despite these
-confessed things, the Seigneur Gerault felt in some way hurt when the
-timid shadow of his wife no longer haunted him by day, nor stretched to
-his protecting arm by night. She had withdrawn from him into herself,
-and even his occasional half-hours of devotion failed to bring any light
-into her eyes, though she treated him always with half-tender courtesy.
-Her lord was not a little puzzled by her new manner, but he took it in
-his own way; and there was presently a stiffness of demeanor between the
-two that would have been almost laughable had it not been so
-pathetically cruel to Lenore.
-
-The month of July passed away, and August came into the land. Brittany,
-long blazing with sunlight, lay parching for want of rain. The moors
-grew brown and dusty, and the meadow flowers bloomed no more. But the
-blue sea shimmered radiantly day by day, and the sunsets were ever more
-glorious and more red.
-
-On a day in the first week of the last summer month, when Anselm had
-found the temperature too great for the casting of choice paragraphs of
-Cicero before the unheeding demoiselles, when the Castle reeked with the
-smell of cooking, and the air outside was heavy with the odor of
-hard-baked earth, Gerault sat in the long room alone, reading Seneca
-from an illuminated text. A heretical document this, and not to be found
-in a monastery or holy place; yet there were in it such scraps of homely
-wisdom and comfort as the Seigneur—something of a scholar in his idle
-hours—had failed to find in Holy Scripture.
-
-In its dimly lighted silence the long room was, at this hour, a soothing
-place. The row of small casement windows were open to the sea, and two
-or three swallows, coming up from the water below, flitted through the
-room, and once even a sleek and well-fed gull came to sit upon a sill
-and flap his wings over the flavor of his last fish.
-
-Gerault’s back was turned to the light; yet he knew these little
-incidents of the birds, and took pleasure in them. A portion of his mind
-rejoiced lazily in the quiet and solitude; the rest was fixed upon the
-Latin words that he translated still with some lordly difficulty. He
-found himself in the mood to consider the thoughts of men long dead, and
-was indulging in the unsurpassed delight of the philosopher when, to his
-vast annoyance, Courtoise pushed aside the curtains of the door, and
-came into the room followed by another man. Gerault looked up testily;
-but as he uttered his first word of reproach, his eye caught the dress
-of his squire’s companion, and he broke off with an exclamation: “Dame!
-Thou, Favriole?”
-
-“May it please thee, Seigneur du Crépuscule,” was the reply, as the
-new-comer advanced, bowing. He was elaborately and significantly dressed
-in a parti-colored surcoat of blue and white silk, emblazoned behind and
-before with the coronet and arms of Duke Jean of Brittany. His hosen
-were also parti-colored, yellow and blue, and the round cap that he held
-in his hand was of blue felt with a white feather. At his side hung the
-instrument of his calling, a silver trumpet on a tasselled cord; for he
-was a ducal herald, and, before he spoke, Gerault knew his errand.
-
-“Welcome, welcome, Favriole!” he said kindly. “What is thy message now?
-Surely not war?”
-
-“Nay, Seigneur Gerault! A merrier message than that!” Lifting his
-trumpet to his lips, he blew upon it a clear, silvery blast, and, after
-the rather absurd formality, began: “Oyez! Oyez! Oyez! Be it known to
-all princes, barons, knights, and gentlemen of the Duchy of Brittany and
-the dependency of Normandy, and to the knights of Christian countries,
-if they be not enemies to the Duke our Sire,—to whom God give long
-life,—that in the ducal lists of Rennes in Brittany, upon the fifteenth
-day of this month of August in this year of grace 1381, and thereafter
-till the twentieth day of that month, there will be a great pardon of
-arms and very noble tourney fought after the ancient customs, at which
-tourney the chiefs will be the most illustrious Duke of Brittany,
-appellant, and the very valiant Hugo de Laci, Lord in vassalage to his
-Grace of England, of the Castle Andelin in Normandy, defendant. And
-hereby are invited all knights of Christian countries not at variance
-with our Lord Duke, to take part in the said tourney for the glory of
-Knighthood and the fame of their Ladies.”
-
-Favriole finished, smiling and important, and from behind him rose a
-little buzz of interest. For, at sound of the trumpet, almost all the
-Castle company had hurried from their various retreats to learn the
-meaning of the untoward sound. In this group, not foremost, standing
-rather a little back from the rest, was Lenore, gravely regarding
-Gerault, where he sat with the parchment before him. She had recognized
-Favriole, the herald, for a familiar figure in the lists at that
-long-past tournament where she had first thought of being lady of her
-lord; and she grew a little white under the memories that the herald
-brought her. Gerault had seen her at the first moment of her coming,
-and, as soon as Favriole finished his announcement, beckoned her to his
-side. She came forward to him quietly, and took her place, acknowledging
-the pleased salute of the visitor with the slightest inclination of her
-golden head. When she was seated at the table, Gerault, who had risen at
-her coming, spoke:
-
-“Our thanks to you, Sir Herald, for your message, which you have come a
-long and weary way to bear to the one spurred knight in this house. And
-devotion to our Lord, Duke Jean, who—” Gerault paused. His mother had
-just come to the room and halted on the threshold, a little in front of
-the general group, her eyes travelling swiftly from Favriole’s face to
-that of Lenore. Gerault, his thought broken, hesitated for an instant,
-and turned also to look at his wife. Instantly Lenore rose, and advanced
-a step or two to his side. Then she said in a curiously pleading tone,—
-
-“I do humbly entreat my lord that he will not refuse to enter this
-tournament; but that he will at once set out for Rennes, there to fight
-for—for ‘the glory of his Knighthood, and the—the fame of his—Ladies’!”
-
-When Lenore had spoken she found the whole room staring at her in open
-amazement. Gerault gave his wife a glance that brought her a moment’s
-bitter satisfaction,—a look filled with astonishment and discomfort.
-Long he gazed at her, but could find no softening curve in her white,
-set face. Every line in her figure bade him go. At length, then, he
-turned back to Favriole, with something that resembled a sigh, and
-continued his speech.
-
-“Sir Herald, carry my name for the lists; and my word that on the
-fifteenth day of this month I shall be in Rennes, armed and horsed for
-the tourney. My challenge shall be sent anon.—Courtoise! Take thine
-ancient comrade to the keep, and find him refreshment ere he proceeds
-upon his way.”
-
-Courtoise bowed, wearing an expression of mingled pleasure and
-disapproval, and presently he and the herald left the room together,
-followed by all the young esquires. After their disappearance the
-demoiselles also wandered off to their pursuits, and presently Gerault,
-Eleanore, and Lenore were left alone in the long room. Eleanore stood
-still, just where she was, and looked once, searchingly, from the face
-of her son to that of his wife. Then she addressed Gerault: “See that
-thou come to me to-night, when I am alone in my chamber. I would talk
-with thee, Gerault.” And with another look that had in it a suggestion
-of disdain, madame turned and went out of the room.
-
-When she was gone the knight drew a long sigh, and then, with an air of
-apprehensive inquiry, faced Lenore. At once she rose and, with a very
-humble courtesy, started also to depart. But Gerault, whose bewilderment
-at the situation was changing to anxiety, said sharply: “Stay, Lenore!
-Thou shalt not go till we have spoken together.”
-
-Immediately she returned to her place and sat down. She gave him one
-swift glance from under her lashes, and then remained in silence, her
-eyes fixed upon the floor.
-
-At the same time the Seigneur got to his feet and began to pace unevenly
-up and down the room. His step was sufficient evidence of his agitation;
-but it was many minutes before he suddenly halted, turning to his wife
-and saying in a tone of command: “Tell me, Lenore, why thou biddest me
-go forth into this tournament.”
-
-“Ah, my lord—do not—I—” she paused, and, from flushing vividly, her face
-grew white again: “Thou wilt be happier in Rennes, my lord.”
-
-“How say you that? Were I not happier at home here with my bride?”
-
-“Asks my lord wherefore?” answered Lenore, in a tone containing
-something that Gerault could not understand.
-
-“Nay, then, I ask thee naught but this: wouldst thou, all for thyself,
-of thine own will, have me go? Dost thou in thy heart desire it?”
-
-Lenore drew her head a little high, and looked him full in the face:
-“For myself, for mine own selfish desires, of mine own will, I entreat
-thee by that which through thy life thou hast held most dear, to go!”
-
-Gerault stared at her, some vague distrust that was entering his mind
-continually foiled by the open-eyed clearness of her look. Finally,
-then, he shrugged his shoulders, and, as he turned away from her, he
-said: “Be satisfied, madame. I do your bidding. I give you what pleasure
-I can. In ten days’ time I shall set off; and thou wilt be unfettered in
-this Crépuscule!”
-
-And with this last ungenerous and angry taunt, the Seigneur, his brain
-seething with some emotion that he could not define, strode from the
-room. Lenore rose as he left her, and followed him, unsteadily, halfway
-to the door. He went out of the Castle without once looking back, and
-when he was quite gone, the young girl felt her way blindly to the chair
-where she had sat, and crouching down in it, burst into a flood of
-repressed and desperate tears.
-
-When Gerault left Lenore’s side, he was no whit happier than she. After
-the herald had made his announcement of the tourney, and Gerault had
-begun his reply, it was his intent to refuse to go, though in his secret
-heart he longed eagerly to be off to that city of gay forgetfulness. But
-when his wife, Lenore, the clinging child, besought him, with every
-appearance of sincerity, to leave her, he heard her with less of
-satisfaction than with surprised disappointment. Now he fought with
-himself; now he questioned her motive; again he longed for Rennes and
-the tourney. Finally, there rushed over him the detestable deceit in his
-own attitude; and he began to curse himself for what, sometimes, he
-was,—the most intolerant and the most selfish of tyrants. In these
-varying moods Gerault rode, for the rest of the afternoon, over the dry
-moors, hawk on wrist, but finding his own thoughts, unhappy as they
-were, more engrossing than possible quarries. He returned late—when the
-evening meal was nearly at an end; and he perceived, with dull
-disappointment, that Lenore was not at table. Madame presently informed
-him that she lay in bed, sick of a headache; and this was all the
-conversation in which he indulged while he ate his hurried meal. But as
-soon as grace was said and the company had risen, Gerault started to the
-stairs. Instantly his mother caught his sleeve and held him back,
-saying,—
-
-“Go not to thy room. She has perchance fallen asleep by now; and she
-should not be wakened, for she hath been very ill. Seek thou rather my
-bedchamber, and there presently I will come to thee; for I have somewhat
-that I would say to thee, Gerault.”
-
-Feeling as he had sometimes felt when, in his early boyhood, he had
-waited punishment for some boyish misdeed, the Seigneur obeyed his
-mother, and went up to her room, which was now wrapped in
-close-gathering shadows. Here, a few moments later, Eleanore found him,
-pacing up and down, his arms folded, his head bent upon his breast, a
-dark frown upon his brows. The windows were open to the evening, and,
-like some witchcraft spell, its sweetness entered into Gerault,
-penetrating to his brain, and once again turning his thoughts to the
-spirit that haunted all Le Crépuscule for him.
-
-Madame came into the room, drawing the iron-bound door shut behind her,
-and pushing the tapestry curtain over it. Then, without speaking, she
-crossed the room, seated herself on her settle beside the window, and
-fixed her eyes on the moving form of her son. Under her look Gerault
-grew more restless still; and he was about to break the silence when
-presently she said, in a low, rather grating tone: “Know, Gerault, that
-I am grieved with thee.”
-
-He turned to her at once with a little gesture of deprecation; but she
-went on speaking:
-
-“Thou hast brought home from Rennes a wife: a fair maid and a gentle as
-any that hath ever lived; and moreover one that loves thee but too well.
-In her little time of dwelling here she hath, by her quiet, lovely ways,
-crept close into my heart, that was erstwhile so bitterly empty. And
-having her here, and seeing her growing devotion to thee, her continual
-striving to please thee in thine every desire, methought that thou, a
-knight sworn to chivalry, must needs treat her with more than
-tenderness. Yet that hast thou not, Gerault. Dieu! Thou’rt all but cruel
-with her! God knows thy father came to be not over-thoughtful in his
-love of me. Yet had he neglected and spurned me in our early marriage as
-thou hast this bride of thine, I had surely made end of myself or ever
-thou camest into the world. Shame it is to thee and to all mankind how—”
-
-“Madame! Madame!—Forbear!”
-
-At his tone, Eleanore held her peace, while Gerault, after a deep pause,
-in which he regained his self-control, began,—
-
-“Canst thou remember, my mother, a talk that we—thou and I together in
-this room—held one afternoon more than a year agone? ’Twas in this room,
-the day before I went last to Rennes. Thou didst entreat me to bring
-thee back a wife to be thy daughter in the place of Laure.
-
-“At that hour the idea was impossible to me. Thou knowest—’fore God thou
-knowest—the suffering that time has never eased for me. A thousand times
-I had vowed then, a hundred times I swore thereafter, that the image of
-mine own Lenore should never be replaced within my heart; and it holds
-there to-day as fair and clear as if it were but yesterday she went.
-
-“Many months passed away, madame, and I saw this golden-haired maiden
-about Rennes,—in the Ladies’ Gallery in the lists, and at feasts in the
-Castle; yet I had never a thought in my heart of wedding with her.
-Then—late in the spring—St. Nazaire sent me message of Laure’s disgrace,
-her excommunication; and my heart bled for thee. I sent out many men to
-search my sister, but not one ever gathered trace of her. Then, when
-there was no further hope of restoring her to thee, the idea of marriage
-came to me for the first time as a duty—toward thee. My whole soul cried
-out against it. Lenore de Laval reproached me from the heaven where she
-dwells. And yet—in the end—for _thy_ sake, madame, I brought home with
-me the gentle child men call my wife.
-
-“I confess it to thee only: I do not love her. Yet indeed none can say
-that I have used her ill, save as I could not bring myself falsely to
-act the ardent lover. If she hath been unhappy, then am I greatly
-grieved. Yet what hath she not that women do desire in life? What lacks
-there of honor or of pleasure in her estate? Moreover, if she has lost
-her own mother, hath she not gained thee, dear lady of mine? Mon Dieu,
-madame,—think not so ill of me. I swear that for me she yearns not at
-all. Even this afternoon, when all of you had departed from the long
-room, she did implore me, with sincerest speech, that I depart at early
-date for Rennes. How likes you that? And moreover, to all my
-questioning, she did stoutly deny that my going would be for aught but
-her own pleasure, and would in no way grieve her heart.” And Gerault
-stared upon his mother with the assured and exasperated look of a doubly
-injured man.
-
-Madame Eleanore drew herself together and set her lips in the firm
-resolve still to treat her son with consideration. When she began to
-speak, her manner was calm and her voice low and quiet; yet in her eyes
-there gleamed a fire that was not born of patience. “So, Gerault!
-Doubtless all thou sayest is sooth to thee; yet I would tell thee this:
-when thou left’st her alone, I came upon her still sitting in the long
-room, leaning her head upon the table where thou hadst sat, weeping as
-if her heart was like to break. And when her sobs were still I brought
-her up to her room and caused her to remove her garments and to seek her
-bed, though all the while she shook with inward grief, till Alixe
-brought her a posset, and bathed her head in elder-flower water, and
-then, at last, she slept.”
-
-“And gave she no name to thee as cause for her malady?”
-
-“Art thou indeed so ignorant of us? Or is it heartlessness? Wilt thou go
-to Rennes?”
-
-“Hath she not required me to go? Good Heavens, madame! what wouldst have
-me do?” he answered with weary impatience.
-
-“Gerault, Gerault, if I could by prayer or anger make thee to understand
-for one instant only! Ah, ’tis the same tale that every woman has to
-tell. It was so with me. In my early youth I was brought from bright
-Laval, where I was a queen of gayety and life, to rule alone over this
-great Twilight Castle. Thy grandam was dead; and there was no other
-woman of my station here. In a few months after my home-coming as a
-bride, thy father rode away to join the army of Montfort in the East.
-From that time I saw my lord but a few weeks in every year; for the war
-lasted till I had reached the age of four-and-thirty. Thou camest to
-cheer my loneliness; and then, long after, Laure. And at last, when
-Laure was in her first babyhood, seventeen years agone, the long
-struggle ended at Auray; and then my lord, sore wounded in his last
-fight, came home. Alas! I was no happier for his coming. He had suffered
-much, and he was no longer young. We two, so long separated, were almost
-as strangers one to the other. Thou wast his great pride; dost remember
-how he loved to have thee near him? And many a time it cut me to the
-heart to hear the bloody, valorous tales he poured into thine ears; for
-I knew by them that he meant thee to do what he had done. It was not
-till he lay in his mortal sickness that we came back one to the other;
-but he died in my arms, whispering to me such words as I had never had
-from him before. That last is a sweet memory, Gerault; but the tale is
-none the less grievous of my young life here. And there is the more pity
-of it that mine is not the only story of such things. Many and many is
-the weary life led by some high-born lady in her castle, while her lord
-fights or jousts or drinks his life out in his own selfishness. Through
-those long years of the war of the Three Jeannes, I suffered not alone
-of women; and how I suffered, thou canst never know. Do thou not
-likewise with thy frail Lenore. Stay with her here a little while, and
-make her life what it might be made with love.”
-
-Gerault listened in non-committal silence. When she finished he turned
-and faced her squarely: “Hast made this prate of my father and thee to
-Lenore?” he asked severely.
-
-“Gerault!” The exclamation escaped involuntarily; when it was out
-Eleanore bit her lip and drew herself up haughtily. “Thou’rt insolent,”
-she said in a tone that she would have used to an inferior.
-
-In that moment her son found something in her to admire, but the man and
-master in him was all alive. “Madame, we will waste no further words. I
-crave the honor to wish you a good-night.” And with a profound and
-ironical bow, he turned from the room, leaving Eleanore alone to the
-darkness, and to what was a defeat as bitter as any she had ever known.
-
-Through the watches of the night this woman did not pray, but sat and
-meditated on the immense question that she had herself raised, and to
-which she had not the courage to give the true answer. Through her
-nearest and dearest she had learned the natures of men, knew full well
-their only aims and interest: prowess in arms, hunting, hawking,
-drinking, and, when they were weary, dalliance with their women. But was
-this _all_? Was this all there was for any woman in the mind of the man
-that loved her? The idea of rebellion against the scorn of men was not
-at all in her mind. She only wondered sadly how she and others of her
-sex came to be born so keenly sentient, so open to heart-wounds as they
-were. And she divined that her question burned no less in the brain of
-the young Lenore than in her own, though neither of them ever spoke of
-it together. Nor did either make any roundabout inquiries as to
-Gerault’s intentions with regard to Rennes. Not so, however, the
-demoiselles of the Castle. Courtoise was under a hot fire of inquisition
-throughout most of the following two days; but for once he himself was
-uncertain of his lord’s move, and presently there was a little air of
-joy creeping over the place in the shape of a hope that the Seigneur was
-going to remain in Crépuscule. This, indeed, was the secret idea of
-Courtoise; and only David the dwarf refused to entertain a suspicion
-that Gerault would not ride to Rennes for the tourney.
-
-David judged well; for Gerault went to Rennes. Lenore knew on the tenth
-of the month that he would go. Madame remained in doubt till the day
-before the departure.
-
-On the morning of the twelfth the whole Castle was astir by dawn.
-Gerault and his squire, bravely arrayed, came into the great hall at
-five o’clock, and sat down to their early meal. On the right hand of the
-Seigneur was Lenore, not eating, only looking about her on the fresh
-morning light, and again into Gerault’s face. She was not under any
-stress of emotion. She was, rather, very dull and heavy-eyed. Yet down
-in her heart lay a smothered pain that she felt must come forth before
-long, in what form she could not tell. She and Gerault did not talk much
-together. There was a little strain between them that was none the less
-certain because it was indefinable, and it was a relief to the young
-wife when madame finally appeared. Lenore saw Eleanore’s face with
-something of surprise. Never had it been so cold, so expressionless, so
-like a piece of chiselled marble; and looking upon her son, it grew yet
-harder, yet colder. But when madame, after some little parley with
-Courtoise, turned finally to Lenore, the child-wife found something in
-that face that came dangerously near to melting her apathy, and freeing
-the flood of grief that lay deep in her heart.
-
-Half an hour later the knight and his squire were in the courtyard,
-where their horses stood ready for the mount. The little company of the
-Castle gathered close about their master, watching him as they might
-have watched some mythical god. Indeed, he was a brave sight, as he
-stood there in the early sunshine, flashing with armor, a gray plume
-floating from his helmet, and one of Lenore’s small gloves fastened over
-his visor as a gage. Lenore beheld this with infinite, gentle pride, as
-she stood fixing his great lance in its socket. Presently two of the
-squires helped him to mount to the saddle; and when he was seated, he
-lifted Lenore up to him to give her good-bye. A few tears ran from her
-eyes, and rolled silently down his breastplate, on which they gleamed
-like clustered diamonds. But Lenore wiped them away with her hair, that
-they might not tarnish the metal of his trappings; and by that act,
-perhaps, Gerault lost a blessing.
-
-The last kiss that he gave her was a long one, and his last words almost
-tender. Then, putting her to the ground again, he saluted his mother,
-though her coldness struck him to the heart; and, after a final farewell
-to the assembled company, he turned and gave the sign of departure to
-Courtoise.
-
-Spur struck flank. At the same instant, the two horses darted forward to
-the drawbridge, across which they had presently clattered. Alixe, who
-had been a silent spectator of the scene of departure, was standing near
-Lenore; and now she leaned over and would have whispered in the young
-wife’s ear; but Lenore could not have heard her had she spoken. The
-child stood like a statue, blind to everything save to the blaze of
-passing armor, deaf to all but the echo of flying hoofs. Here she stood,
-in the centre of the courtyard, alone with her strange little life,
-watching the swift-running steed carry from her all her power of joy.
-With straining eyes she saw the two figures disappear down the long,
-winding hill; and when they had gone, and only a lazily rising
-dust-cloud remained to mark their path, she stayed there still. But
-presently Eleanore came to her side and took her cold hand in a hot
-pressure. And then, as the two bereft women looked into each other’s
-eyes, the frozen grief melted at last, and the flood burst upon them in
-all its overwhelming fury.
-
-
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- _CHAPTER NINE_
- THE STORM
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-
-For ten days after Gerault’s departure, Lenore led a disastrous mental
-existence, which she expressed neither by words nor by deeds. In that
-time no one in the Castle knew how she was rent and torn with anguish,
-with yearning that had never been satisfied, and with useless regret for
-a bygone happiness that had not been happy. The silent progress of her
-grief led her into dark valleys of despair; yet none dreamed in what
-depths she wandered. She, the woman chaste and pure, dared not try to
-comprehend all that went on within her. She dared not picture to herself
-what it was she really longed for so bitterly. The cataclysms that rent
-her mind in twain were unholy things, and, had she been normal, she
-might have refused to acknowledge them. The changes in her life had come
-upon her with such overwhelming swiftness that she had hitherto had no
-time for analysis; and now that she found herself with a long leisure in
-which to think, the chaos of her mind seemed hopeless; she despaired of
-coming again into understanding with herself.
-
-During all these days Madame Eleanore watched her closely, but to little
-purpose. The calm outward demeanor of the young woman baffled every
-suspicion of her inward state. Day after day Lenore sat at work in the
-whirring, noisy spinning-room, toiling upon her tapestry with a
-diligence and a persistent silence that defied encroachment. Hour after
-hour her eyes would rest upon the dim, blue sea; for that sea was the
-only thing that seemed to possess the power of stilling her inward
-rebellion. Forgetting how the winds could sometimes drive its sparkling
-surface into a furious stretch of tumbling waters, she dreamed of making
-her own spirit as placid and as quiet as the ocean. The thought was
-inarticulate; but it grew, even in the midst of her inward tumult, till
-in the end it brought her something of the quiet she so sorely needed.
-
-By day and by night, through every hour, in every place, the figure of
-her husband was always before her. How unspeakably she wanted him, she
-herself could not have put into words. She knew well that he had
-promised to come back—“soon.” But when every hour is replete with hidden
-anguish, can a day be short? Can ten days be less than an eternity? a
-possible month of delay less than unutterable?
-
-One little oasis Lenore found for herself in this waste of time. Every
-day she had been accustomed to pray upon her rosary, which was composed
-of sixty-two white beads. Now, when she had said her morning prayer, she
-tied a little red string above the first bead. On the second morning it
-was moved up over the second bead; and so the sacred chain became a
-still more sacred calendar. How many times did she halt in her prayers
-to find the thirtieth bead! and how her heart sank when she saw it still
-so very far from the little line of red!
-
-At the end of the first week of the Seigneur’s absence, it came to
-Madame Eleanore with a start that Lenore was growing paler and more wan.
-Then a suspicion of what the young wife was suffering came to the older
-woman, and she racked her brains to think of possible diversions for the
-forlorn girl. A hawking party was arranged, which Madame Eleanore
-herself led, on her good gray horse. And in this every one discovered
-with some surprise that Lenore could sit a horse as easily as the young
-squires, and that she managed her bird as well as any man. Alixe, who
-had always been the one woman in the Castle to make a practice of riding
-after the dogs, or with hawk on wrist, was filled with delight to find
-this unexpected companion for her sports; and she decided that
-henceforth Lenore should take the place of her old companion, Laure, in
-her life.
-
-The hawking party accomplished part of its purpose, at least; for Lenore
-returned from the ride with some color in her face and a sparkle in her
-eyes. She was obliged, however, to take to her bed shortly after
-reaching the Castle, prostrated by a fatigue that was not natural.
-Madame hovered over her anxiously all through the night, though she
-slept more than in any night of late, and rose next morning at the usual
-hour, much refreshed. That afternoon, when the work was through, madame
-saw no harm in her riding out with Alixe for an hour, to give a lesson
-to two young _mués_ that were jessed and belled for the first time. And
-during this ride the young women made great strides in companionship.
-
-What with new interest in an old pastime thus awakened, and a subject of
-common delight between her and Alixe, Lenore found the next nine days
-pass more quickly than the first. On the morning of the thirty-first of
-the month, however, Lenore had a serious fainting-spell in the
-spinning-room. She had been at work at her frame for an hour or more,
-when suddenly it seemed to her that a steel had pierced her heart, and
-she fell backward in her chair with a cry. The women hurried to her, and
-after some moments of chafing her hands and temples, and forcing
-cordials down her throat, she was brought back to consciousness. Her
-first words were: “Gerault! Gerault!” and then in a still fainter voice:
-“Save him, Courtoise! He falls!”
-
-Thinking her out of her mind, madame carried her to her bedroom, and,
-admitting only Alixe with her, quickly undressed the slender body, and
-laid Lenore in the great bed. Presently she opened her blue eyes, and,
-looking up into madame’s face, said, in a voice shaking with weakness,—
-
-“It was a dream—a vision—a terrible vision! I saw Gerault—_killed_! My
-God!” she put her hands to the sides of her head, in the attitude that a
-terrified woman will take. “I saw him— Ah! But it is gone, now. It is
-gone. Tell me ’twas a dream!”
-
-Madame and Alixe soothed her, smoothing the hair back from her brow,
-patting her hands, and giving her all the comfort that they knew.
-Presently Lenore was calm again, and asked to rise. Madame, however,
-forbade this, insisting that she should keep to her bed all day; and
-through the afternoon either she or Alixe remained in the room, sewing,
-and talking fitfully with Lenore. The young wife, however, seemed
-inclined to silence. A shadow of melancholy had stolen upon her, and
-there was a cold clutch at her heart that she did not understand.
-Eleanore had her own theory in regard to the illness, and Alixe,
-whatever she might have noticed, had nothing to say about it.
-
-Next morning, the morning of the first of September, Lenore rose to go
-about her usual tasks, seeming no worse for the attack of the day
-before, except that her melancholy continued. Work in the spinning-room
-that day, however, was cut short on account of the heat, which was more
-oppressive than it had been at any time during the summer. Though the
-sky was clear and the sun red and luminous, the air was heavy with
-moisture; the birds flew close to the ground; spiders were busy spinning
-heavy webs; worms and insects sought the underside of leaves; and all
-things pointed to a coming storm. At noon two mendicant monks came to
-the Castle, asking dinner as alms; and when the meal was over, they did
-not proceed upon their way. The bright blue of the sky was beginning to
-be obscured by fragments of gathering cloud, and in the infinite
-distance could be heard low and portentous murmurs. The sense of
-oppression and of apprehension that comes with the approach of any
-disturbance of nature was strong in the Castle. At four in the
-afternoon, madame had prayers said in the chapel, and there was a short
-mass for safety during the coming storm. After this service, Lenore,
-with Alixe and Roland de Bertaux, went out to walk upon the terrace that
-overlooked the water. The sight before them was impressive. The whole
-sea, from shore to far horizon, lay gray and glassy, flattened by the
-weight of air that overhung it, heavy and hot with moisture. The sun was
-gone, and the heart of the sky palpitated with purple. Flocks of gulls
-wheeled round the Castle towers, screaming, now and then, with some
-uneasy dread for their safety. The air grew more and more heavy, till
-one was obliged to breathe in gasps, and the sweat ran down the body
-like rain. The moments grew longer and quieter. The whole world seemed
-to stop moving; and the birds, veering along the cliffs, moved not a
-feather of their wings.
-
-After that it came. The sky, from zenith to water-line, was cut with a
-lightning sword, that hissed through the water-logged gray like molten
-gold. Then followed the cry of pain from the wound,—such a roar as might
-have come from the throats of all the hell-hounds at once. There was a
-quick second crash, while at the same instant a fire-ball dropped from
-heaven into the ocean, curdling the waters where it fell. Then, fury on
-fury, came the storm,—wind and rain and fiercer flashes, the line of the
-shower on the sea chased eastward by a toppling mass of rushing foam.
-With a scream the flock of gulls dashed out into the mist to meet it,
-and were seen no more; for now the world was black, and everything out
-of shelter was in a whirling chaos of spray and rain.
-
-Inside the Castle holy candles had been lighted in every room, and
-beside them were placed manchets of blessed bread, considered to be of
-great efficacy in warding off lightning-strokes. The two monks,
-sincerely grateful for their shelter from this outburst, knelt together
-in the chapel, and called down upon themselves the frightened blessings
-of the company by praying incessantly, though their voices were
-inaudible in the tumult of the storm. The wind shrieked around the
-Castle towers. Flashes of white light, instantly followed by long rolls
-of thunder, succeeded each other with startling rapidity. And, as a
-fierce, indeterminate undertone to all other sounds, came the roaring of
-the sea, which an incoming tide was bringing every minute higher and
-closer around the base of the cliff below.
-
-An hour went by, and yet another, and instead of diminishing in fury,
-the wind seemed only to increase. None in the Castle, not madame
-herself, could remember a summer storm of such duration. Every momentary
-lull brought after it a still more violent attack, and the longer it
-lasted, the greater grew the nervousness of the Castle inmates; for to
-them this meant the anger of God for the sins of His children. The
-evening meal was eaten amid repeated prayers for mercy and protection;
-and shortly thereafter, the little company dispersed and crept away to
-bed,—not because of any hope of sleep, but because there would be a
-certain comfort in crouching down in a warm shelter and drawing the
-blankets close overhead. The demoiselles, for the most part, and
-possibly the squires too, huddled two or three in a room. The monks were
-lodged together in the servants’ quarters; and of all that castleful,
-only the women for whom it was kept were unafraid to be alone. Eleanore,
-Lenore, and Alixe sought each her bed; but of them madame only closed
-her eyes in sleep.
-
-Lenore found herself terribly restless; and the foreboding in her mind
-seemed not all the effect of the storm. Her thoughts moved through
-terrifying shadows. It seemed to her that some great, unknown evil hung
-over her; but her apprehension was as elusive as it was unreasonable.
-For some hours she forced herself to keep in bed, tossing and twisting
-about, but letting no sound escape her. It seemed at last as if the fury
-of the wind had diminished, though the lightning-flashes continued
-incessantly, and the whole sky was still alive with muttering thunder. A
-little after midnight, urged by a restlessness that she was powerless to
-control, Lenore rose, threw a loose bliault around her, took down the
-iron lantern that hung, dimly burning, on a hook in a corner of the
-room, and, lighting her way with this, went out into the silent upper
-hall of the Castle.
-
-Gray and ghostly enough everything looked, in the dim, flickering
-lantern-light. There was in the air a smell of pitchy smoke from
-burnt-out torches, and it seemed to Lenore as if spirits were passing
-through this mist. Yet she felt no fear of anything in the spirit world.
-Her heart was full of something else,—a vague, indefinable, more
-terrible dread, an oppression that she could not reason away. Clad in
-her voluminous purple mantle, with her hair unbound and flowing over her
-shoulders, where it sparkled faintly in the lantern-light, she went down
-the stairs, across the shadowy, pillared spaces of the great lower hall,
-and so into the long room where Gerault had sat on the day when the
-herald had come to call him to Rennes. She had a vision of him sitting
-there at the table, bent upon his manuscript philosophy, never looking
-up, as again and again she passed the door. It was a ghostly hour for
-her to be abroad and occupied in such a way; yet she had no thought of
-present danger. A useless sob choked her as she turned away from this
-place of sorrowful memories and went to the chapel. Here half a dozen
-candles on the altar were still burning to the god of the storm; and
-Lenore, finding comfort in the sight of the cross, knelt before it and
-offered up a prayer for peace of mind. Then, rising, she moved back
-again into the hall; and, dreading to return to her lonely room, where
-the roar of waves and the soughing of the wind round the towers made a
-din too great for sleep, she sat down on a bench that stood beside a
-pillar directly opposite the great, locked door. Sitting here, her
-lantern at her feet, elbow on knee, chin on hand, she fell into a
-strange reverie. The bitterest of all memories came back to her without
-bitterness; and she tried to picture to herself that woman of Gerault’s
-secret heart. What had she been? How had she died? Or was she dead? In
-what relation had she really stood to Gerault? Was she that cousin of
-Laval—or some other? These thoughts, which, always before, Lenore had
-refused to work into definite shape, came to her now and were not
-repelled. Her musing was deepest when, suddenly, she was startled by the
-sound of light footsteps in the hall above. Some one came to the
-staircase; some one came gliding sinuously down. Lenore half rose, and
-looked up, cold with fear. Then she saw that it was Alixe, and,
-strangely enough, her fear did not lessen; for never had she seen Alixe
-like this.
-
-Lenore looked at her long before she was noticed; and the strangeness of
-the peasant-born’s appearance did not lessen on close examination. She
-was dressed in garments of pale green. And in these, and in her floating
-hair, her greenish eyes, her arms, her neck, Lenore fancied that she saw
-twists and coils and lissome curves and the green and golden fire of
-innumerable snakes. In the shadowy light everything was indistinct; but
-there seemed to be a phosphorescent glow about Alixe’s garments that
-illumined her, till she stood out, the brightest thing in the
-surrounding darkness. Striving bravely to ward off her sense of creeping
-fear, Lenore raised her lantern high, and looked at the other, who had
-now reached the foot of the stairs. Yes—no—_was_ this Alixe? Lenore took
-two or three frightened steps backward, and instantly Alixe turned
-toward her.
-
-“Lenore! Thou!” she cried.
-
-“Alixe!” Lenore stared, wondering at herself. Surely she had suffered a
-hallucination. Alixe was as ever, save that her eyes were a little
-wider, her skin a little paler, than usual.
-
-“What dost thou here, at this hour, alone, Lenore? Did aught frighten
-thee?”
-
-“I could not sleep, and so, long since, I rose, to wander about till the
-noise of the storm should fall. I have sat here for but a
-moment—thinking. But thou, Alixe,—whither goest thou?”
-
-“I? I also could not sleep. The storm is in my blood. I turned and
-tossed and strove to lose my thoughts. But they burn forever. Alas! I am
-seared by them. My eyes refuse to close.”
-
-“What are those thoughts of thine, Alixe? Perchance they were of the
-same woof as mine.”
-
-“Nay, nay, Lenore! Thou hast no ancient memories of this place.”
-
-“That may be; yet my thoughts were of this place, and of a woman. Tell
-me, Alixe, hast thou known in thy life one of the same name as mine own:
-a maid whom—whom my lord knew well, and who hath gone far away?”
-
-“Lenore! Mon Dieu! Who told thee of her?”
-
-“It matters not. I know. Prithee, Alixe, talk to me of her, an thou
-wouldst still the torture of my soul!”
-
-“What shall I tell thee, madame?” Alixe stared at the young woman with
-slow, questioning surprise. “Knowest thou of her life here among us?—or
-wouldst hear of her death?”
-
-“Of all—of her life and death—tell me all!” Lenore drew her mantle close
-around her, for she was shivering with something that was not cold. She
-kept her head slightly bent, so that Alixe could not see the working of
-her face, as the two of them went together to the settle by the pillar.
-
-Lenore sat very still, listening absently to the muffled sound of wind
-and rain and beating waves, while her mind drank in the narrative that
-Alixe poured into her ears; and so did the one thing interweave itself
-with the other in her consciousness, that, in after time, the spirit of
-the lost Lenore walked forever in her mind amid the terrible grandeur of
-a mighty storm, lightning crowning her head, her hair and garments
-dripping with rain and blown about by the increasing wind. An eerie
-thing it was for these two young and tender women, lightly clad, to sit
-at this midnight hour in the gray fastnesses of the Twilight Castle,
-and, while the whirlwind howled without, to turn over in their thoughts
-the story of a young life so tragically cut off in the midst of its
-happiness and beauty. Alixe’s changeable eyes shone in the semi-darkness
-with a phosphorescent gleam, and her voice rose and fell and trembled
-with emotion as she poured into Lenore’s burning heart the tale of
-Gerault’s sorrow.
-
-“Five years agone, when I was but a maid of twelve, Seigneur Gerault was
-of the age of twenty-three. At that time this Castle, I mind me, was a
-merry place enow. Madame Eleanore had a great train of squires and
-demoiselles in those days, and thy lord kept a young following of his
-own—though he held Courtoise ever the favorite. At that time Gerault
-rode not to tournaments in Rennes, but bided at home with madame, his
-mother, and Laure, and the young demoiselle Lenore de Laval, niece to
-madame, a maid as young as thou art now. This maiden had come to
-Crépuscule when she was but a little girl, her own mother being dead,
-and madame loving her as a daughter. Gerault’s love for her was not that
-of a brother; yet because of their blood-relationship, there was little
-talk of their wedding. For all that, they two were ever together in
-company, and alone as much as madame permitted. They hawked, they
-hunted, and, above all, they sailed out on the sea. The Seigneur had a
-sailing-boat, and Madame Eleanore never knew, methinks, how many hours
-they spent on the waters of the bay. Child as I was, I envied them their
-happiness; and, though I went with them but seldom, I knew always how
-long they were together each day; and methinks I understood how precious
-each moment seemed.
-
-“On this day I am to tell thee of—oh, Mother of God, that it would leave
-my memory!—I sat alone by the little gate in the wall behind the
-falconry, weeping because Laure had deserted our game and run to her
-mother in the Castle. So, while I sat there, wailing like the little
-fool I was, came the Seigneur and the demoiselle Lenore out by the gate
-on their way over the moat and to the beach by the steps that still lead
-thither down the cliff. The demoiselle paused in her going to comfort
-me, and presently, more, methinks, to tease the Seigneur than for mine
-own sake, insisted that I go sailing with them in their boat. I can
-remember how I screamed out with delight at the thought; for I loved to
-sail better than I loved to eat; and though Gerault somewhat protested,
-Lenore had her way, and presently we had come down the cliff and were on
-the beach by the inlet where the boat was kept.
-
-“’Twas the early afternoon of an April day: warm, the sun covered over
-with a gray mist that was like smoke, and but little wind for our
-pleasure. Howbeit, as we put off into the full tide, a breath caught our
-sail and we started out toward an island near the coast, round the north
-point of the bay, which from here thou canst not see. I lay down in the
-bottom of the boat, near to the mast, and listened to the gurgling sound
-of the water as it passed underneath the planks, and later grew drowsy
-with the rocking. I ween I slept; for I remember naught of that sail
-till we were suddenly in the midst of a fog so thick that where I lay I
-could scarce see the figure of my lord sitting in the stern. There was
-no wind at all, for the sail flapped against the mast; and I was a
-little frightened with the silence of everything; so I rose and went to
-the demoiselle Lenore, who laid her hand on my shoulder, and patted me.
-She and Sieur Gerault were not talking together, for I think both were a
-little nervous of the fog. All at once, in the midst of the calm, a
-streak of wind caught us, and the little boat heeled over under it.
-Gerault caught at the tiller, swearing an oath that was born more from
-uneasiness than from anger. Reading his mind, Lenore moved a little out
-of his way, and began to sing. Ah, that voice and its sweetness! I mind
-it very well—and also her chansonette. Since that day I have not heard
-it sung, yet the words are fresh in my mind. Dost know it, madame? It
-beginneth,—
-
- “‘Assez i a reson porqoi
- L’eu doit fame chière tenir—’
-
-“Ah, I remember it all so terribly! While Lenore sang, there came yet
-another gust of wind, and in it one of the ropes of the sail went loose,
-and the Seigneur must go to fix it. I sat between him and his lady, and
-as he jumped up, he put the tiller against my shoulder, and bade me not
-move till he came back. Lenore sat no more than four feet from me, on
-that side of the boat that was low in the wind. While she sang she had
-been playing with a ring that she had drawn from her finger. Just as
-monsieur sprang forward to the rope, Lenore dropped this ring, which
-methinks rolled into the water. I know that she gave a cry and threw
-herself far over the side and stretched out her hand for something. As
-she leaned, I followed her movement, and the tiller slipped its place.
-Ah, madame—madame—I remember not all the horror of the next moment! The
-boat went far over before a wave. Lenore lost her hold, and was in the
-water without a sound. The Seigneur, in a rage at me for letting the
-rudder slip, leaped back, and in an instant righted the boat, I
-screaming and crying, the while, in my woe. I know not how it was, but
-it seemed that, till we were started on our way again, Gerault never
-knew that—that his lady was gone.
-
-“Then what a scene! We turned the boat into the wind, the Seigneur
-saying not one word, but sitting stiff and still and white as death in
-the stern. The path of the wind had made a long rift in the fog, and
-through this we sailed, I calling till my voice was gone, the Seigneur
-leaning over, straining his eyes into that fathomless mist that walled
-us in on both sides. After that he drew off his doublet and boots, and
-would have leaped into the waves, but that I—_I_, madame—held him from
-it. I caught him round the arms till we were both forced to the tiller
-again, and I cried and commanded and shrieked at him till I made him see
-that his madness would bring no help. I could not guide the boat alone
-in the storm, nor could he have saved Lenore from the power of the
-water.
-
-“For hours and hours we sailed the bay. The wind drove the fog before it
-until the air was clear, and I think that the sight of that waste of
-tumbling seas was more cruel than the veiling mist from which we ever
-looked for Lenore to come back to us. Ah, I cannot picture that time to
-thee—or to myself. At last, madame, we went back to the Castle. We left
-her there, the glory of our Seigneur’s life, alone with the pitiless
-sea. It was I that had done it; that I knew in my heart. That I have
-always known, and shall never forget. Yet Gerault never spoke a word of
-blame to me. Mayhap he never knew how it came about. For many months
-thereafter he was as a man crazed; and since that time he hath not been
-the same. All that long summer he stayed alone in his room, shut away
-from us all, seeing only Courtoise, who served him, and his mother, who
-gave him what comfort she could. Twice, too, he asked for me, and
-treated me with such kindness that it went near to breaking my heart.
-Ah, then it was that the Castle began to bear out its name! It seems as
-if none had ever really lived here since that time.
-
-“But Lenore, thou wouldst say. We never saw her again; though ’tis said
-that many weeks afterwards a woman’s body was cast up on the shore near
-St. Nazaire, and was burned there by the fisher-folk, as is their custom
-with those dead at sea. And they say that now, by night, her voice is
-heard to cry out along the shore near the inlet where Gerault’s boat
-once lay.
-
-“Many years are passed since these things happened; yet they have not
-faded from my memory, nor have they from that of my lord. Up to the time
-of thy coming, madame, he mourned for her always; nor did he abstain
-from asking forgiveness of Heaven for her end.”
-
-“Ah, Alixe, he hath not yet ceased to mourn for her. Alas! I cannot fill
-her place for him. He is uncomforted. How sad, how terrible her end,
-within the very sight of him she loved! Tell me, Alixe, was she very
-fair?”
-
-“Not, methinks, so fair as thou, madame. Yet she was beautiful to look
-on, with her dark hair and her pale, clear skin, and her mouth redder
-than a rose in June. Her eyes were dark—like shadowy stars. And her ways
-were gentle—gay—tender—anything to fit her mood. Ah! I am wounding
-thee!”
-
-Poor Lenore’s head was bent a little farther down, and by her shoulders
-her companion knew that she wept. Alixe would have given much to bring
-some comfort for the pain she had unintentionally roused. But in the
-presence of the unhappy wife, she sat uneasy and abashed, powerless to
-bring solace to that tortured heart.
-
-While the two sat there, in this silence, the storm, which had lulled a
-little, broke out afresh with such a flash and roar as caused even Alixe
-to cower back where she was. There was a fierce tumult of new rain and
-howling wind, and in the midst of it a sudden great clamoring at the
-Castle door, and the faint sound of a horse neighing outside. Alixe
-sprang up, and, thinking only of giving shelter to some storm-driven
-stranger, unbarred the door. As it flew open before the storm, a man was
-hurled into the room, in a furious gush of water; and when the
-lantern-light fell upon his haggard face, Lenore gave a cry that was
-half a sob, and rushed upon him, clasping his arms,—
-
-“Courtoise! Courtoise! How fares my lord?”
-
-Courtoise gazed down upon her, and did not speak. In his face was such a
-look of suffering as none had ever seen before upon it.
-
-“Courtoise!” she cried again, this time with a new note in her voice.
-“Courtoise!—my lord!—speak to me! speak—how fares my lord?”
-
-But still, though she clung to him, Courtoise made no reply.
-
-
-
-
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-
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- FROM RENNES
-
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-
-
-Lenore’s two hands went up in an agony of entreaty. Courtoise maintained
-his silence. There was in the great hall a stillness that the rushing of
-the storm could not affect. Alixe moved back to the door, and barred it
-once more against the attacks of the wind. At the same time another
-figure appeared on the stairs. Madame Eleanore, fully dressed, her hair
-bound round with a metal filet, came rapidly down and joined the little
-group. Lenore was as one groping through a mist. She knew, vaguely, when
-madame came; but it meant nothing to her. Now she repeated, in the
-pleading tone of a child that begs for some sweet withheld from it by
-its elder,—
-
-“Thou bringest a packet from my lord, Courtoise? Sweet Courtoise,
-deliver it to my hand. My lord sendeth me a letter, is it not so?”
-
-A low cry, inarticulate, heart-broken, came from the lips of the
-esquire; and therewith he fell upon his knees before the young Lenore
-and held up his two hands as if to ward off from her the blow that he
-should deal. “Madame!” he said; and, for some reason, Lenore cowered
-before him.
-
-Then Eleanore came up to them, her face milk-white, her eyes burning;
-and, laying her hand upon the young man’s shoulder, she said softly:
-“Speak, Courtoise! Tell us what is come to thy lord. In pity for us,
-delay no more.”
-
-Courtoise looked up to her, and saw how deeply haggard her face seemed.
-Then the world grew great and black; and out of the surrounding darkness
-came his voice, “The Seigneur is dead. Lord Gerault is killed of a
-spear-thrust that he got in the lists at Rennes. They bear him homeward
-now.”
-
-A deep groan, born of this, her final world-wound, came from Eleanore’s
-gray lips. Alixe gave a long scream, and then fell forward upon her
-knees and began to mutter senseless words of prayer. Courtoise huddled
-himself up on the floor, and let fatigue and grief strive for the
-mastery over him. Only Lenore uttered no sound. She, the youngest of
-them there, and the most bereaved, stood perfectly still. One of her
-hands was pressed hard against her forehead; and she looked as if she
-were trying to recall some forgotten thing. Presently she whispered to
-herself a few indistinguishable words, and a faint smile hovered round
-her lips. Finally, seeing the piteous plight of Courtoise, she laid one
-hand upon his lowered head and said gently,—
-
-“Courtoise, thou art weary, and wet, and spent with riding. Rise, dear
-squire, and seek thy bed, and rest. ’Tis very late—and thou’rt so weary.
-Go to thy rest.”
-
-Eleanore looked at her, the frail girl, in amazement. Then she came
-round and took Lenore’s hand, and said: “Thou sayest well; ’tis very
-late, Lenore, and thou art also lightly clad. Come thou to thy bed, and
-let Alixe to hers. Come, my girl.”
-
-Lenore made no resistance, and went with madame toward the stairs; Alixe
-stared after them as if they had both been mad, for she had never known
-a blow that stuns the brain. Lenore suffered herself to be led quietly
-up the stairs, and, reaching her own room, which was dark save for the
-light that came through from madame’s open door, she dropped off her
-wide bliault, and lay down, shivering slightly, in the cold bed. She was
-numb and drowsy. Madame, bending over her, watched and saw the eyelids
-slowly close over her great blue eyes, till they were fast shut; and the
-young Lenore slept—slept as sweetly as a babe.
-
-Of the night, however, that madame spent, who dares to speak in
-unexpressive words? What the slow-passing, dark-robed hours brought her,
-who shall say? Her last loss broke her spirit; and she felt that
-underneath the heavy, all-powerful hand of the Creator-Destroyer, none
-might stand upright and hope to live. Gerault had suffered, as now he
-gave, great sorrow. Eleanore had never felt herself close to his heart,
-as she had once been close to the heart of that daughter whom she had
-sacrificed to an unwilling God. But now, in the knowledge of his death,
-the memory of Gerault’s coldness and of his elected solitude went from
-her, and she recalled only the justice, the strength, the self-reliance
-of him. Gradually her memory drew her back through his manhood, through
-his youth and his boyhood, to the time of his infancy, when the little,
-helpless, dark-eyed babe had come to bless the loneliness of her own
-young life. And with this memory, at last, came tears,—those divine
-tears that can wash the direst grief free of its bitterness.
-
-As the dawn showed in the east, and rose triumphant over the dying
-storm, madame crept to her bed, and laid her weary body on the kindly
-resting-place, and slept.
-
-At half-past six the sun lifted above the eastern hills, and looked
-forth from a clear, green sky, over a land freshly washed, glittering
-with dew, and new-colored with brighter green and gold and red for the
-glorification of the September day. The sea, bringing great breakers in
-from the pathless west, was spread with a carpet of high-rolling gold,
-designed to cover all the new-stolen treasures gathered by night and
-stored within its treacherous, malignant depths. But the world poured
-fragrant incense to the sun, and the sun showered gold on the sea, and
-in this sacrificial worship Nature expiated her dire passion of the
-night.
-
-It was fair daylight when Lenore opened her eyes and sat up in her bed
-to greet the morning. She was glad indeed to escape from the fetters of
-sleep, for her dreams had been feverish things. In them she had wandered
-abroad over the gray battlements, and through the grim chambers of dimly
-lighted Crépuscule, and had seen and heard terrible things. Lenore
-smiled to herself at the thought that all were past. And then, creeping
-over her, came the black shadow of reality, of memory. There was the
-storm—her sleeplessness—Alixe—the story of the lost Lenore—were these
-dreams? And then—finally—God!—the coming of Courtoise—and—
-
-With a sharp cry Lenore sprang from the bed, flung her purple mantle
-upon her, and ran wildly through the adjoining room into that of madame.
-Eleanore, roused from her light sleep by that cry, had risen and met her
-daughter near the door. Lenore needed but one glance into madame’s
-colorless face. Then she knew that she had not dreamed in the past
-night. Her horrible visions were true.
-
-Physical refreshment brought her a terrible power: the power of
-suffering. There could not now be any numb acceptance of facts. Eleanore
-herself was shocked at the change that a few seconds wrought in the
-young face. Yet still Lenore shed no tears, made no exhibition of her
-grief. Quietly, with the stillness of death about her movements, she
-returned to her room and began to dress herself. Before she had finished
-her toilet, Alixe crept in, white-faced and red-eyed, to ask if there
-were any service she might do. Lenore tremulously bade her wait till her
-hair was bound; and then she said: “Let Courtoise be brought in to me,
-here.”
-
-“Wilt thou not first eat—but a morsel of bread—nay, a sup of wine?”
-pleaded Alixe.
-
-Lenore looked at her. “How should I eat or drink? Let Courtoise be
-brought to me.”
-
-Obediently Alixe went and found Courtoise loitering about the foot of
-the stairs in the hall below. He ascended eagerly when Alixe gave him
-her message, and entered alone into the room where sat Lenore.
-
-Through two long hours Alixe and the demoiselles and young esquires, a
-stricken, silent company, huddled together at the table in the long
-room, sat and waited the coming of Courtoise. There was nothing to be
-done in the Castle save to wait; and it seemed to them all that they
-would rather work like slaves than sit thus, inert and silent, and with
-naught to do but think of what had come upon Le Crépuscule. They knew
-that the body of Gerault was on its way home. A henchman had long since
-started off for St. Nazaire to acquaint the Bishop with the news and
-bring him back to the Castle. Also, Anselm and the captain of the keep
-had lifted the great stone in the floor of the chapel, that led into the
-vault below. This was all there was to be done now, until the last
-home-coming of their lord.
-
-At ten o’clock Courtoise appeared on the threshold of the long room, and
-his face bore a light as of transfiguration. As he went in and halted
-near the doorway, the little company rose reverently, and waited for him
-to speak. He turned to Alixe, but it was a moment or two before he could
-get his voice and control it to speak.
-
-“Alixe—Alixe—Madame Lenore hath asked for you—asks that you come to
-her.”
-
-Alixe rose at once, and the two went out together into the hall. There,
-however, Courtoise halted, saying, in a low, almost reverent tone: “She
-is in her chamber. I am to remain here below.”
-
-Alixe turned her white face and her bright green eyes upon him
-questioningly. “How doth she bear herself? Doth she yet weep?” she asked
-in a half-whisper.
-
-“She doth not weep. Ah, God! the Seigneur married an angel out of
-heaven, Alixe, and never knew it; and now can never know!”
-
-“He was our lord, Courtoise. Reproach not the dead.”
-
-Courtoise bent his head without speaking, and Alixe went on, up to
-Lenore’s chamber, the door of which stood half open. Alixe went softly
-in, and found Lenore sitting alone by the window, where madame had just
-left her. Silently the widowed girl put out both hands to Alixe, and, as
-Alixe went over to her, the tears began to run from her eyes. It was
-this sight of tears that first broke through Lenore’s wonderful
-self-control. Springing to her feet, with a choking, hysterical cry she
-flung both arms around Alixe’s neck, and wailed out, in that breathless
-monotone that children sometimes use: “Alixe! Alixe! Why is it that I
-cannot die? O Alixe! Alixe! Pray God to let me die!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-At four o’clock in the afternoon Monseigneur de St. Nazaire arrived at
-the Castle. The body of the fallen knight had not yet come. Watchers had
-been placed in every tower to catch the first sight of the funeral
-train; but all day long they had strained their eyes in vain. At last,
-when the sun was near the horizon, and the golden shadows were long over
-the land, and the sky was haloed with a saintly glow, up, out of the
-cool depths of the forest, on the winding, barren road that rose toward
-the Castle on the cliff, came a wearily moving company of men and
-horses. There were six riders, who, with lances reversed, rode three on
-a side of a broad, heavy cart, of which the burden was covered with a
-great, black cloth, embroidered in one corner with the ducal arms of
-Brittany.
-
-The drawbridge was already lowered. In the courtyard an orderly company
-of henchmen and servants stood waiting to see the funeral car drive in.
-The Castle doors were open, and in their space stood the Bishop, with a
-priest at his right hand and, on his left, Courtoise, black-clothed, and
-white and calm. In front of the doorway the cart halted, and immediately
-the six gentlemen of Rennes, who had drawn Gerault from the fatal lists
-and had of their own desire brought him home, dismounted, and, after
-reverently saluting the Bishop, went to the cart and lifted out the
-stretcher. This, its burden still covered with the black cloth, they
-carried into the Castle and deposited in the chapel on the high, black
-bier made ready for it.
-
-Madame Eleanore, Alixe, and the demoiselles, but not Lenore, were in the
-chapel waiting. When the burden of the litter had been placed, and the
-black cloth drawn close over the dead body, Eleanore, who till this time
-had been upon her knees before the altar, came forward to greet the six
-knightly gentlemen, and all of them, as they returned her sad salute,
-were struck with her impenetrable dignity. Her salutation at once
-thanked them, greeted them, and dismissed them from the chapel; and
-indeed they had no thought of staying to watch this first meeting of the
-living with the dead; but, returning obeisance to the mother of their
-comrade, they left the holy room and found Courtoise outside, waiting to
-conduct them to the refreshment that had been prepared.
-
-So was Eleanore left alone before her dead. Behind her, near the altar,
-knelt the maidens, weeping while they prayed. The tall candles around
-the bier were yet unlighted; but through one of the high windows came a
-last ray of sunlight, to bar the mourning-cloth with royal gold.
-
-For a moment, clasping both hands before her, in her silent strain,
-Eleanore stood still before the bier. Then, moving forward, she lifted
-the edge of the covering, and drew it away from the head and shoulders
-of her son.
-
-There was he,—Gerault. There was he, scarcely whiter or more still than
-she had seen him many times in life; yet he was dead: transparent and
-pinched and ineffably still, and dead! The head was bare of any cap or
-helmet, and the black locks and beard were smoothly combed. The broad,
-fair brow was calm and unwrinkled. The mouth, scarce concealed by the
-mustache, was curved into an expression of great peace.
-
-Madame took the cover again, and drew it slowly down till the whole form
-lay before her. His armor had been removed, and he was clothed in silken
-vestments that hid all trace of his wound. The hands were folded fair
-across his breast; his feet were cased in long velvet shoes,
-fur-bordered. From the peacefulness of his attitude it was difficult to
-imagine the scene by which he had met his end: the great flashing and
-clashing of arms, the blare of trumpets, the shouting applause of
-thousands of fair onlookers, gayly clothed ladies, who, after their
-shouting, saw him fall.
-
-Long Eleanore stood there, looking upon him as he lay, untroubled now by
-any human thing. And as she looked, many world-thoughts rose up within
-her as to his life, his griefs, and the manner of his going. She had had
-him always: had borne, and reared, and watched, and loved him; and he
-had loved her, she knew, though he had seldom shown it, and had lived
-much within himself. She yearned—ah, _how_ she yearned!—to take him now
-into her arms again, and croon over him, and soothe him, as a mother
-soothes her children. Alas, that he did not need it of her! Her breast
-heaved twice or thrice, with deep, suppressed sobs. Then she fell upon
-her knees, and leaned her forehead over upon an edge of his robe while
-she prayed. And as she knelt there, twilight gathered over the sunset
-glow, and the chapel grew dim and gray with coming darkness.
-
-After a long while madame rose and turned to Alixe, who stood near,
-looking at her and weeping. And madame said gently: “Alixe, let her be
-summoned—little Lenore—his wife. She should be here.”
-
-Alixe bowed silently, and went away out of the room. Eleanore remained
-in her place, and the demoiselles still knelt under the crucifix. Then
-came footboys, with tapers, to light the candles. Presently the bier was
-haloed with yellow flames, and the marble altar blazed with lights. The
-hour for the mass was near, and the people of the Castle, and a few
-country folk, clothed in their best, began to come softly into the
-chapel, by twos and threes. All, after bowing to the cross and pausing
-for a few seconds to look upon Gerault, passed over to the far side of
-the room, and knelt there, absorbed in prayer. The little room was more
-than half filled, when Courtoise, pale and wide-eyed, appeared upon the
-threshold, and, holding up his hand, whispered to the throng,—
-
-“Madame Lenore is here! Peace, and be still! Madame Lenore comes in!”
-
-Immediately Lenore walked into the room, and men held their breath at
-sight of her. She was dressed as for a bridal, in robes of stiff, white
-damask, her mantle fastened at her throat with a silver pin, and her
-silver-woven wedding-veil falling over her from the filet that confined
-it. White as death itself she was, and staring straight before her,
-seeing nothing of the throng of onlookers. For a moment her eyes were
-blinded by the blaze of light. Then she started forward, to the body of
-her lord.
-
-When she entered, her two hands had been tightly clenched, and she had
-thought to restrain herself from any outbreak of grief before the
-people. But the living were forgotten now. Here before her was the face
-that she had loved so wofully, that she had hungered for so unspeakably.
-Here was he, the giver of her one brief hour of unutterable happiness;
-the cause of so many days and nights of tremulous woe. Here he lay,
-waiting not for her nor for anything, with no power to give her greeting
-when she came. Yet it was he; it was his face.
-
-“Gerault—Gerault—my lord!” she whispered softly, as if he slept:
-“Gerault!” She was beside him, and had taken one of the rigid hands in
-both her warm, living ones. “My lord, my beloved, wilt not turn thy face
-to me? I have waited long for thy kiss. Prithee, give but a little of
-thy love; _seem_ but to notice me, and I will be well content. Nay, but
-thou surely wilt! Surely, surely, beloved, thou wilt not pass me by!”
-
-She had been covering the hand she held with kisses, but now she put it
-from her, and looked down upon the passive body, her eyes wide and hurt,
-and her mouth tremulous with his repulse. The spectators watched this
-pitiable scene with fascinated awe; and it seemed not to occur to one of
-them to prevent what followed. None there realized that Lenore was
-unbalanced: that to her, Gerault was still alive. She bent over, and put
-her lips to his. Then, burned and tortured by the unresponsiveness of
-the clay, she laid herself down upon the bier and put her head in the
-hollow of Gerault’s neck, where it had been wont to rest.
-
-Now, at last, two of that watching company started forward to prevent a
-continuance of the scene. Courtoise and the Bishop went to her with one
-impulse; took her—monseigneur by the hands, Courtoise about the body;
-loosened her clasp upon the form of her dead husband, and drew her
-gently away from the bier. She, spent and shaken with her grief, made no
-resistance, but lay quietly back in their arms, trembling and weak.
-Thereupon both men looked helplessly toward Madame Eleanore, to know
-what should be done. She, strained almost to the point of breaking, came
-and stood over the form of Lenore and said to Courtoise,—
-
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-“She cannot remain here. ’Tis too terrible for her. Carry her up to her
-room, whither Alixe shall follow her. But I must remain here till the
-mass is said.”
-
-Both of the men would gladly have acted upon this suggestion; but madame
-had not finished speaking when Lenore began to struggle in their arms,
-crying piteously the while:
-
-“Nay! Let me stay! In the name of mercy, let me not be sent from him. I
-will not seek again to disturb his rest. I will be very quiet—very
-still. I will not even weep. I will but kneel here upon the stones, and
-will not speak through all the mass, so that you take me not out of his
-sight. Methinks he might care to have me here; it might be his wish that
-I should remain unto the end. Have pity, gentle Courtoise! Pity,
-monseigneur!”
-
-At once they granted her request, and released her; for indeed her plea
-was more than any of the three could well endure. The Bishop was beyond
-speech, and the tears were streaming from Courtoise’s eyes as he left
-her side. Lenore kept her word. She knelt down upon the stones, two or
-three feet from the bier; and, with head bent low and hands clasped upon
-her breast, strove to force her thoughts to God and high heaven. St.
-Nazaire at once began the mass for the dead, and never had any man more
-reverence done him or more tears shed for him than the stern and silent
-Lord of Crépuscule, who, it seemed, had formed a light of life for
-Lenore the golden-haired. After the beginning of the service, she was
-left unnoticed where she had placed herself; and, as the minutes passed,
-her strained figure settled nearer and nearer to the floor; the
-candle-light played more joyously with her glorious hair; and finally,
-as the mass neared its end, she sank quietly down upon the stones,
-unconscious and released from tears at last.
-
-A few moments later, Courtoise and Alixe bore her gently up the great
-stairs, and laid her, in her white bridal robes, upon her lonely bed. It
-was thus that she left Gerault; thus that her youth and her love met
-their end, and her long twilight of widowhood began.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Another morning dawned, in tender primrose tints, and saluted the sea
-through a low-clinging September haze. The Castle rose at the usual
-hour, and dressed, and descended to the morning meal, scarce able to
-understand that there was any change in the usual quiet existence. It
-was impossible, indeed, to realize that, in two little days of sun and
-storm, the life of the Castle had died, its mainstay had broken, and
-that henceforth it must exist only in memories. On this day two of the
-squires made their adieux to madame, and hied them forth to seek a lord
-by whom to be trained yet more thoroughly for knighthood; and mayhap to
-get themselves a little more familiar with its third article.[3] But
-Courtoise, all heart-broken as he was, and Roland de St. Bertaux, and
-Guy le Trouvé, being all of gentle blood, but without other home to
-seek, came to their lady and kissed her hand, and swore her eternal
-allegiance and service. And the demoiselles, who had, indeed, no need of
-a lord in the Castle, renewed their duty to their mistress, and also
-tried to give her what little comfort they knew, in the shape of certain
-of Anselm’s Latin texts, and a few less pithy but warmer phrases of
-their own making. The six knights that had brought Gerault home, rode
-off again, sadly bearing with them Eleanore’s brave messages of loyalty
-and thanks to Duke Jean in Rennes. The Bishop of St. Nazaire sent his
-assistant priest home; but he himself elected to remain for a day or
-two, knowing that, should Lenore become seriously ill, he would be a
-stay for Madame Eleanore. Of Eleanore herself there were no fears. She
-was too strong to cause any one anxiety for her health. Indeed, it was
-generally thought that she had put Gerault too much away. How that may
-be is not certain; but there was nothing now in the Castle to speak of
-him. The chapel was empty; the mouth of the great vault had closed once
-more, this time to hide under its grim weight the last of the line of
-Crépuscule.
-
-Footnote 3:
-
- “He shall uphold the rights of the weaker, such as orphans, damsels,
- and widows.”
-
-On the second day after the funeral, Eleanore, knowing by bitter
-experience how excellent a cure for melancholy is hard work, betook
-herself and the demoiselles up to the spinning-room as usual. Lenore
-only, of the company, was missing. She, by madame’s own bidding, still
-kept her bed,—lying there silent, patient, asking no attendance from any
-one; listening hour by hour to the soft sound of the sea as it broke
-upon the cliffs far below her window. Of what was in her heart, what
-things she saw in her day dreams, neither Alixe nor madame sought to
-learn. But there was something in her face, thin, wan, transparent as it
-had grown, that sent a great fear to Eleanore’s heart, and caused her to
-watch over Lenore with deep anxiety; and it seemed as if the effort of
-walking would break the last vestige of strength in that frail body.
-
-Through the first day of return to the old routine, madame was fully
-occupied in making a pretence at cheerfulness and in inducing those
-around her to hide their sadness. But afterwards, when chatter and
-smiles began to come naturally back to the young lips, and the gayety of
-youth to shine from their eyes again, she suddenly relaxed her strain,
-and let her mind sink into what depths it would. How dim with misery was
-the September air! Hope had gone out of her life; and the thought of joy
-was a mockery. Throughout her whole world there was not a single spot of
-brightness on which to feast her tired eyes. Even imagination had fled,
-and there remained to her only a vista of unending, monotonous days, the
-one so like the other that she should soon forget the passage of time.
-And this future was inevitable. Le Crépuscule was here, and she must
-keep to it. She had no other refuge save a nunnery; and that merest
-suggestion was terrible to her. Gerault’s widow, the young Lenore, was
-left; yet she would be infinitely happier to go back to the home of her
-youth. There was a cry of despair in Eleanore’s heart at this
-realization, and she fought with herself for a long time before finally
-she was wrought to the point of going to Lenore and counselling her
-return to her father’s roof. Yet Eleanore brought herself to this; for
-she felt that this last sacrifice was one of duty: that she had no right
-forever to shut the youth and beauty of the young life into the grim
-shadows of Le Crépuscule.
-
-On the evening of the third day of her new struggle Eleanore went, with
-woe in her heart, to the door of Lenore’s room. The apartment was
-flooded with the light of sunset, so that Lenore, lying in the very
-midst of it, seemed to be resting in a sea of glowing gold. When
-Eleanore entered, the young girl turned, with a little smile of
-pleasure, and said,—
-
-“Thou’rt very kind to come to me here while I lie thus in idlesse.
-Indeed, I see not how thou shouldst bear with me that I do nothing when
-all the Castle is at work.”
-
-“Bear with thee! My child, thou hast given us nothing to bear. Thou hast
-rather brought into the Castle a light that will burn always in our
-hearts. And, in thy great grief, thou shalt get what comfort may be for
-thee from whatever thou canst find. Now, indeed, dear child, I am come
-to make a pleading that breaketh my heart; yet we have done so much
-wrong to thy fair young life, that it is not in me further to blight
-it.” She went over to the bedside, and Lenore, sitting up, took one of
-the strong white hands in her own delicate fingers and pressed it to her
-lips. Then, while Eleanore bent close over her, she said softly,—
-
-“What is this thing that pains thee? Surely thou’lt not think that I
-could do aught to hurt thee?”
-
-“Yes, for this will bring happiness back into thy heart.”
-
-“Happiness!”
-
-“Yes, Lenore, happiness. That word sounds strange in thine ears from me;
-yet listen while I speak. Gerault, my dead son, brought thee out of a
-life of sunshine and gayety and fair youth into this grim Twilight
-Castle; and now thou hast entered, with all of us, from twilight into
-blackest night. But thou hast in thee what is lacking in me, and in
-those that dwell here as part of our race; thou’rt young, and thou hast
-had a joyous youth. Thou knowest what I long since forgot: that, in this
-world, there is a country of happiness. Now it is I, Gerault’s mother,
-that bids thee leave these shades of ours and return to thy real home. I
-bid thee go back again into thy youth, to thy father’s house, whither,
-if thou wilt, I will myself in all love convey thee; and I will tell thy
-father how thou hast been unto me all that—more than—a daughter should
-be; that I love thee as one of my own blood; that I am sore to give thee
-up—”
-
-“Madame! Madame Eleanore! Thou must not give me up! Surely thou wilt
-not!” Lenore turned a quivering face up to the other; and madame read
-her expression with deep amazement.
-
-“Give thee up! Do I not tell thee that at the thought my heart is like
-to break? Nay, thou’rt my daughter always; and when thou wilt, this is
-thy home. Yet for the sake of thy youth—”
-
-“Madame—” Lenore sat up straighter, and looked suddenly off to the
-windows of her room, her face by turns gone deathly white and rosy red:
-“madame, this Twilight Castle is my double home. Here dwelt Gerault, my
-beloved lord, and—and here shall dwell his child—the child that is to be
-born to me—the new Lord of Le Crépuscule.”
-
-“Lenore!—Lenore!”
-
-“My mother!”
-
-Then, as the sunset died from the distant west, these two women, united
-as never before, sat together upon Gerault’s bed, clasping each other
-close and mingling their tears and their laughter in a joy that neither
-had thought to know again.
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER ELEVEN_
- THE WANDERER
-
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-
-
-The utterly unexpected revelation that Lenore had made to madame drew
-the two women into a tender intimacy that brought a holy joy to both of
-them. That most beautiful, most priceless flowering of Lenore’s life
-gave to her nature an added sweetness, and to her soul a new depth that
-rendered her incomparably beautiful in the eyes of every one around her.
-The secret remained a secret between her and her new-made mother, and
-for this reason the happiness of the two was as inexplicable as it was
-joyous for the rest of the Castle. Alixe, standing jealously without the
-gate of this golden citadel, into which she had frequent glimpses,
-wondered at its brightness as much as she wondered at its existence at
-all. Day by day Lenore grew beautiful, and day by day the look of
-content upon her face became more marked, until it was marvelled at how
-she had forgotten her bereavement. And Eleanore—Madame Eleanore—found
-herself growing young again in the youth of Gerault’s bride; and in her
-love for the beautiful, tranquil girl she learned a lesson in patience
-that fifty years of trial and sorrow had never brought her.
-
-When Lenore finally rose from her bed she did not return to the mornings
-in the spinning-room; and, since madame must perforce be there to
-oversee the work, Alixe took her frame or her wheel to Lenore’s chamber,
-and sat there through the morning hours. Save for the fact that Alixe
-could not be addressed on the subject nearest her heart, Lenore probably
-enjoyed these periods of the younger woman’s company quite as much as
-those graver times with madame. Both of them were young, and Alixe,
-having a nature the individuality of which nothing could suppress, knew
-more of the gayeties of youth than one could have thought possible,
-considering her opportunities. This jumped well with Lenore’s
-disposition, for her own sunny nature would have shone through any
-cloud-thickness, provided there was some one to catch the beam and
-reflect it back to her. The two talked on every conceivable subject, but
-generally reverted to one common interest before many hours had gone.
-This was Nature: of which Lenore had been vaguely, but none the less
-passionately fond; and of which Alixe, in her lonely life, had made a
-beautiful and minute study. The two of them together watched the death
-of the summer, and saw autumn weave its full woof, from the rich colors
-of golden harvest and purple vine to the melancholy brown and gray of
-dead moorland and leafless branch. And when the dreariness of November
-came upon the land, there remained, to their keen eyes, the sea—the sea
-that is never twice the same—the sea whose beauties cannot die.
-
-This sea, which Lenore had never looked on till she came a bride to
-Crépuscule, held for her a deep fascination. She watched it as an
-astronomer watches his stars. And its vasty, changing surface came to
-exercise a peculiar influence over her quiet life. The night of the
-great storm brought it into double conjunction with the bitterest grief
-in her life; and, with the knowledge of its cruel power, awe was added
-to her interest and her admiration. She and Alixe were accustomed to
-talk daily of the lost Lenore, Lenore herself always introducing the
-topic with irresistible eagerness, and Alixe answering her innumerable
-questions with an interest born of curiosity regarding the young widow’s
-motive. In the presence of Alixe, Lenore never betrayed the tiniest
-tremor of sensitiveness; and it would have been impossible for Alixe to
-surmise how keen was the secret bitterness that lay hidden in her heart.
-What suffering it brought she endured alone, by night, and indeed she
-kept herself for the most part well shielded from it.
-
-From the first night after Gerault’s burial, Lenore had insisted upon
-sleeping alone. To every suggestion of company she replied that solitude
-was precious to her, and that she could not sleep with another in the
-room. Eleanore understood her feeling, and, while she left an easy
-access from her room to Lenore’s, never once ventured to enter Lenore’s
-chamber after nightfall. For this, indeed, the young woman was grateful,
-not because of any joy she found in being alone in the darkness, but
-because, after she had gone to bed, she felt that her veil of
-appearances had fallen, and that she might let her mind take what temper
-it would. It was by night that she knew the terrible yearning for the
-dead that all women have in time, and from which they suffer keenest
-agony. It was by night that she pictured Gerault not as he had been, but
-as she had wished him to be toward her; and gradually Gerault dead came
-to be vested with every perfect quality, till her loss became endurable
-to her through the hours of her dreaming. By night, also, her childhood
-returned to her; and she recalled and gently regretted all the simple
-pleasures she had known, the rides and games and caroles that she had
-been wont to indulge in, in her father’s house. Sometimes, too, in hours
-of distorted vision, she came to feel that her great blessing was rather
-a burden; and she would weep at the thought of the little thing that
-must be born to the interminable shadows of this grim Castle, and felt
-that she alone would be responsible for the sadness of the young life.
-Yet there might be fair things devised for him. It could not be but a
-boy,—her child; and in his early youth she planned that he should ride
-to some distant, gay chateau, to be esquired to a gallant knight; and in
-time he should come riding home to her, himself golden-spurred; and
-then, later, he should bring a lady to the Castle whom he should love as
-a man loves once; and the two of them would bring the light of the sun
-to Crépuscule, and banish its shadows forever away. So dreamed Lenore
-for this unborn babe of hers.
-
-And then again, sometimes, by night, she would leave her bed and sit for
-hours together at that window where, long ago, Gerault had knelt in the
-hour of his passion. And Lenore would watch the quiet moon sail serenely
-through the sky, till it sank, at early dawn, under the other sea. And
-this vision of the setting moon never failed to bring peace to her
-heart. Sometimes, after Gerault’s example, but not in his tone, she
-would call down from her height upon the spirit of the lost Lenore that
-was supposed to walk the rocky shore at the base of the Castle cliff.
-But no answering cry ever reached her ears, and this was well; for what
-such a thing would have brought to her already morbid mind, it were sad
-to surmise. Nevertheless, in the nights thus spent, this gentle ghost
-came to have a personality for her, in which she rather rejoiced, for
-she felt that here must be some one in whom she could expect
-understanding of her secret grief. Lenore at night, living with the
-creatures of her fancy, was a strange little being, no more resembling
-the Lenore of daylight than a gnome resembles some bright fairy. And so
-well did she hide her midnight moods that no one in the Castle ever so
-much as suspected them.
-
-It was not till the middle of November that Alixe learned of the hope of
-Crépuscule; but when she did know, her tenderness for Lenore became
-something beautiful to see, and she partook both of Eleanore’s deep joy
-and of Lenore’s quiet content. Three or four days after the knowledge
-had come to her, Alixe was pacing up and down the terrace in front of
-the Castle, side by side with Lenore. It was a blustering, chilly day,
-and both young women drew their heavy mantles close around them as they
-watched the great flocks of gulls wheel and dip to the sea, looking like
-flurries of snowflakes against the sombre background of the sky. Far out
-in the bay one or two of the crude fishing-boats from St. Nazaire were
-beating their way southward toward their harbor, and then Lenore watched
-with eyes that dilated more and more with interest and desire.
-
-“Alixe,” she said suddenly, “canst thou sail a boat?”
-
-“Why dost thou ask?”
-
-“Certes, for that I would know.”
-
-Alixe laughed. “’Tis a reason,” she said.
-
-“Tell me, Alixe! Make me answer!”
-
-“Knowest thou not that, after the drowning of the demoiselle Lenore, it
-was forbidden any one in Crépuscule to put out upon the sea in any boat,
-though he might be able to walk the water like Our Lord?”
-
-“Hush, Alixe! But yet—thou’st not replied to me.”
-
-“Well, then, if thou wouldst know, I can sail a boat, and withal
-skilfully. In the olden days, Laure—’twas Gerault’s sister—and I have
-gone out in secret an hundred times in a fisherman’s boat anchored a
-mile down the shore, in front of some of the peasants’ huts. Laure and I
-paid the fisherman money to let us take the boat; for she loved it as
-well as I. Indeed, I have been lonely for it since her going.”
-
-“Ah! Since her going thou’st not known the sea?”
-
-“Not often. Alone, with a heavy boat, there is danger.”
-
-“Alixe, take me with thee sometime! Soon! To-day! My soul is athirst to
-feel the tremor of the boiling waves!”
-
-“Madame!” murmured Alixe, not relishing what she considered an
-ill-advised jest.
-
-“Nay! Look not like that upon me! I would truly go. Can we not set
-forth? There is yet time ere dark.”
-
-From sheer nervousness Alixe laughed. Then she said solemnly: “Madame
-Lenore, right willingly, hadst thou need of it, I would yield up my life
-to you; but venture forth with you upon those waters will I not; nor
-thou nor any other that were not mad, would ask it.”
-
-Lenore frowned at these words, but she said nothing more, either on that
-subject or another; and presently the two went back into the Castle. But
-a strange desire had been born in Lenore, and she brooded upon it
-continually. Day by day she hungered for the sea; and, though she did
-not again suggest her wish, there were times when the roar of the waves
-on the cliffs, and the cold puffs of air strong with the odor of the
-salt tide, came near unbalancing her mind, and drove uncanny thoughts of
-watery deaths through her heart. But through that long winter she
-betrayed only occasional evidences of the effect that illness,
-loneliness, and long brooding were having upon her mind; and perhaps it
-was only the dread of betrayal that in the end saved her from actual
-insanity.
-
-December came in and advanced in the midst of arctic gales and
-continually swirling snow, till Brittany was wrapped deep under a pure,
-fleecy blanket. It was the season of warmth and idleness indoors, when
-the poorest peasant got out his chestnut-bag, and merrily roasted this
-staple article of his diet before the fire by night. The Christmas
-spirit was on all men; and this in Brittany was tempered and tinctured
-with the quaintest fairy-lore relating to the season, and as real to
-every Breton as the story of their Christ. The Christmas mass was no
-more devoutly enjoyed than was the great feast, held a week later, on
-the night known throughout Brittany not as the New Year, but as St.
-Sylvester’s Eve, when all elfdom was abroad to guard the treasures left
-uncovered by the thirsty dolmens. And this, and an infinite number of
-other tales, of witch and gnome, sprite and fay, sleeping princess and
-hero-king, of Viviane and her wondrous forest of Broecilande, were told
-anew, each year, behind locked doors, before the crackling fires that
-burned from dusk to enchanted midnight.
-
-To Lenore, the holy week from Christmas to New Year’s was replete with
-interest; for in her own home, near Rennes, she had known nothing like
-it. Christmas morning saw all the peasantry of the estates of Crépuscule
-come to the Castle for mass; after which there was a great distribution
-of alms.
-
-From Christmas Day, throughout that week, according to ecclesiastic law,
-the Castle drawbridge was never raised; no watchers were posted on the
-battlements, and monk and knight, outlaw and criminal, high lord and
-lady, found welcome and food and shelter within the great gray walls.
-This open hospitality was made safe by the fact that, during this time,
-no matter what war might be in progress, or what family feud in height,
-no man was allowed to lift a hand against his neighbor, and the knight
-that dared to use his sword during those seven days was branded caitiff
-throughout his life. This law prevailed throughout the length and
-breadth of France; but its observance belonged more peculiarly to the
-far coast regions, where towns were scarce, and feudal fortresses
-offered the only hope of shelter to the traveller. And during this week
-there was scarcely an hour in the day that did not see its wanderer, of
-whatever degree, appealing for safe housing from the bitter cold.
-
-The week was the merriest and the busiest that Lenore had known since
-coming to the Castle; and the arrival of the Bishop of St. Nazaire, on
-the day before New Year’s, brought all Le Crépuscule to the highest
-state of satisfaction. For many years it had been monseigneur’s custom
-to spend St. Sylvester’s Day in the Castle,—formerly as the guest of the
-old Seigneur, latterly as that of Madame Eleanore; and though the
-Twilight Castle always delighted to honor his coming, on such occasions
-it was a double pleasure; for upon this one day he carried with him a
-spirit of bonhomie, of general, rollicking gayety, that roused every one
-to the same pitch of happiness, and made the Saint’s feast what it was.
-
-Since the last home-coming of Gerault, St. Nazaire had spent a good deal
-of time at the Castle, had played many a well-fought game of chess with
-Madame Eleanore, and had exerted himself to lift little Lenore, for whom
-he entertained almost a veneration, out of her quiet melancholy. None in
-the Castle, from Alixe to the scullions, but would have done him any
-service; and his arrival assured the feast of something of its one-time
-merriment.
-
-On this great day the time for midday meat was set forward two hours, it
-being just one o’clock when the company sat down at the immense
-horseshoe table, that nearly encircled the great hall; for the ordinary
-Castle retinue was increased by a rabble of peasants, and a dozen or
-more of travellers that had claimed their privilege of hospitality.
-
-As Madame Eleanore, handed by the Bishop, took her place at the head of
-the table, the band of musicians in the stone gallery overhead sent out
-a noisy blast of trumpets, and everybody sought a place. Beside madame,
-supported by Courtoise, came Lenore; and again by her were Alixe, with
-Anselm the steward. When these were all standing behind their tabourets,
-monseigneur repeated the grace, in Latin. Immediately upon the amen, the
-trumpets rang out again, and there was a great rustling as everybody sat
-down and, in the same breath, began to talk. After a wait of not less
-than ten seconds, there appeared four pages, bearing high in their hands
-four huge platters, on each of which reposed a stuffed boar’s head,
-steaming fragrantly. Two more boys followed these first, carrying
-immense baskets of bread,—white to go above the salt, black for those
-below. Then came Grichot, the cellarer, rolling into the room a cask of
-beer, which was set up in the space between the two ends of the curved
-table, and tapped. Instantly this was surrounded by a throng of
-struggling henchmen, friars, and peasants, each with his horn in his
-hand, eager to be among the first to drink allegiance to their lady.
-Madame and her little party in the centre of the table were served with
-wine of every description known to the north; besides mead or punches
-for whosoever should call for them.
-
-Lenore was seated between Courtoise and monseigneur; and for her alone
-of all the company, apparently, the feast held less of merriment than of
-sadness. When every one was seated, and the clatter of tongues had
-begun, she looked about her, vaguely wondering how many times she
-should, by this feast, measure a year passed in the grim Castle. Looking
-along the table either way, at the double rows of men and women, Lenore
-saw every mouth working greedily upon food already served, and every
-hand outstretched for more, as rapidly as the various dishes could be
-brought in. She saw burly men, roaring with the laughter of animal
-satisfaction, drinking down flagon after flagon of bitter beer. She
-caught echoes and fragments of coarse jokes and coarser suggestions; and
-her delicate nature revolted at the scene. She turned to look toward the
-mistress of the Castle, wondering how madame, who was of a fibre as fine
-as her own, could endure such sights and sounds. Eleanore sat calmly
-listening to monseigneur, her eyes lifted a little above the level of
-the scene, her lips smiling, her air pleasantly animated, though she was
-scarcely eating, and only a cup of milk stood before her place. As for
-the Bishop, he was unfeignedly enjoying himself. A generous portion of
-roast peacock was on his plate, and a bottle of red wine stood close at
-his elbow. His wit was at its best, and he was entertaining all his
-immediate neighborhood with such stories and reminiscences as he alone
-could relate. Lenore found relief in the sight of him and madame, and,
-pulling herself together, turned to the young squire on her right hand,
-and began to talk to him gently. Roland listened to her with the
-reverent adoration entertained for her by every man about the Castle;
-but his replies were a little inadequate, and presently Lenore was again
-sitting silent, her burning eyes staring straight in front of her, her
-white face, framed in its shining hair, looking very set, her white
-robes gleaming frostily in the candle-light, her whole bearing stiffly
-unapproachable. She was nervous and uneasy, and she longed intensely to
-escape to her own quiet room. But there was madame talking serenely on,
-apparently unconscious of the gluttony around her; there was Alixe the
-Scornful, merrily jesting with Anselm, who had forgotten his frowns and
-his Latin together. Here was a great company of varied people, variously
-making merry, among whom there was not one that could have understood or
-excused her displeasure with the scene. Therefore she was fain to sit
-on, disconsolate, enduring as best she might her weariness and her
-contempt.
-
-“En passant!” cried the Bishop, presently, “where is David le petit? Is
-the dwarf lying sick?”
-
-“Why, indeed, I do not know,” answered Eleanore, looking around her.
-“David! Is David not among us?” she cried.
-
-At this moment there was a commotion at one end of the room, and
-presently the table began to shake. Dishes and flagons clattered
-together, and a little ripple of laughter rose and flowed along from
-mouth to mouth, following the progress of David himself, who was darting
-rapidly down the table, picking his way easily between clumps of holly
-and tall candles, and dishes and plates and flagons, as he moved around
-toward Madame Eleanore and her little party. His costume added
-materially to the effect of his appearance, for he was dressed like an
-elf, in scarlet hose, pointed brown shoes, tight jerkin of brown slashed
-with red, and peaked, parti-colored cap. In this garb his tiny figure
-showed off straight and slender, and his ruddy face and glittering eyes
-gave him proper animation for the role he had chosen to play.
-
-Flying down the table till he came to a halt in front of madame and the
-Bishop, he jerked the cap from his head, whirled lightly round on his
-toes, twice or thrice, and then, with a quaint gesture of introduction,
-he sang, in a sing-song tone, these verses:—
-
- “From elf-land I—
- Gnome or troll—
- Leaped from the cave
- Whence dolmens roll
- Down from on high
- To the tumbling wave!
-
- “In darkness I live;
- In darkness I love.
- Yet there’s one thing
- To mortals I give.
- From treasure-trove
- Jewels I bring!”
-
-With the last words he drew, from a fat pouch at his side, a handful of
-bright bits of quartz-crystal, and, tossing them high in the air, let
-them fall over him and down upon the table in a glittering shower. There
-was a quick scramble for them; and then, with an uncanny laugh, David
-pirouetted down the table, backward, guiding himself miraculously among
-the articles that loaded the board, flinging about him, at every other
-step, more of his “jewels,” and now and then singing more extemporaneous
-verses concerning his mysterious country. All the table paused in its
-eating and drinking to watch him, for, when he chose, he was a
-remarkably clever and magnetic actor. To-day he was making an unusual
-effort, and presently even Lenore leaned forward a little to catch his
-words; and, in a swift glance, he perceived that some color had come
-into her cheeks, and a faint light into her eyes.
-
-It made a pleasant interlude in the feasting; and when at length the
-little man, with a hop and a spring, left the table, and came round to
-the place where he was accustomed to sit, he was followed by a burst of
-enthusiastic applause.
-
-The gayety that he had excited by his rhymes and his pebble shower did
-not die away for some time. By now, however, the eating was at an end,
-and a lighter tone of conversation spread through the room, as the
-footboys brought in two extra casks of beer and some dozens of bottles
-of red wine. This was the wished-for stage of the day’s entertainment,
-and if there was any one present that should be unminded for what was to
-come, this was the signal for departure. Madame Lenore was the only one
-in the room to go; but she rose the moment that the table had been
-cleared of food, and, with a slight bow to madame and monseigneur,
-slipped quietly to the stairs and passed up to her room with a relief in
-her heart that the day was over.
-
-The last white fold of Lenore’s drapery had scarcely disappeared round
-the bend in the stairway, when there came a knocking upon the outer door
-of the great hall, which was presently thrust open, before one of the
-henchmen could reach it, to let in a beggar from the bitter cold
-outside. It was the last day of the week of hospitality, and perhaps
-this wanderer was the more readily admitted for that fact. It was a
-woman, ragged, unkempt, and purple with cold. Madame Eleanore just
-glanced at her, and then signed to those at the lower end of the table
-to give her place with them, and bring her food. But the new-comer
-seemed not to notice the invitations of those near by. She stood still,
-gazing intently toward Madame Eleanore, till presently one of the
-henchmen, somewhat affected with liquor, sprang from his place with the
-intention of pulling her to a seat. In this act he got a view of her
-face with the light from a torch falling full across it. Instantly he
-started back with a loud exclamation,—
-
-“Mademoiselle!”
-
-Then all at once the woman, holding out both her arms toward madame’s
-chair, swayed forward to her knees with a low wailing cry that brought
-the whole company to their feet. There was one moment of terrible
-silence, and then a woman’s scream rang through the room, as Madame
-Eleanore staggered to her feet and started forward to the side of the
-wanderer.
-
-“Laure! Laure! O God! my Laure!”
-
-As the two women—madame now on her knees beside her daughter—intertwined
-their arms, and the older woman felt again the living flesh of her
-flesh, the throng at the table moved slowly together and drew closer and
-closer to these central figures. Nearest of all stood Alixe and
-Courtoise, white-faced, tremulous, but with great joy written in their
-eyes. They had recognized Laure simultaneously an instant before madame,
-but they had restrained themselves from rushing upon her, leaving the
-first place to the mother.
-
-Eleanore was fondling Laure in her arms, murmuring over her inarticulate
-things, while tears streamed from her eyes, and her strained throat
-palpitated with sobs. What Laure did or felt, none knew. She lay back,
-half-fainting, in the warm clasp; but presently she struggled a little
-away, and sat straight. Pushing the tangled hair out of her eyes,—those
-black, brilliant eyes that were still undimmed,—and seeing the universal
-gaze upon her, she shrank within herself, and whispered to her mother:
-“In the name of God, madame, I prithee let me be alone with thee!”
-
-Then Eleanore bethought herself, and rose, lifting Laure also to her
-feet. For a moment she looked about her, and then with a mere lifting of
-her hand dispersed the crowd. They melted away like snow in rain, till
-only three were left there in the great hall: Courtoise, Alixe, and
-lastly monseigneur, who during the whole scene had stood apart from the
-throng, the law of excommunication heavy upon him. Forbid a mother,
-starved by nearly a year of denial of her child, to satisfy herself now
-that that child was at last returned to her? Not he, the man of flesh
-and blood and human passions!
-
-Madame stood still for an instant in the centre of the disordered room,
-supporting Laure with one arm. Then she turned to Alixe.
-
-“Go thou, Alixe, and get food,—milk, and meat, and bread,—and bring it
-in the space of a few moments to my room. But let no other seek to
-disturb us in our solitude. Now, my girl!”
-
-Madame led her daughter across the hall and up the stairs, and to the
-door of her bedroom, into which Laure passed first. Madame followed her
-in, and closed and fastened the door after her. Then she turned to her
-child.
-
-At last they were alone, where no human eyes could perceive them, no
-human ear hear what words they spoke. And now Eleanore’s arms dropped to
-her sides, and she stood a little off, face to face with Laure. With
-Laure? Yes, it was she,—there could be but one woman like her,—with her
-tall, lithe, straight form, terribly wasted now by hardship and
-suffering: with those firm features, and the unrivalled hair that hung,
-brown and unkempt, to her knees. And again, it was not the Laure that
-the mother had known. In her eyes—the great, doubting, haunted, shifting
-eyes—lay plainly written the story of the iron that had entered into her
-soul. And there was that in her manner, in her bearing, that something
-of defiant recklessness, that pierced her mother like a knife. It was
-not the rags and the dirt of her body; it was the rags and dirt of her
-defiled soul.
-
-The girl looked straight before her into space; but she saw her mother’s
-head suddenly lowered, and she saw her mother’s hands go up before her
-face.
-
-Then came Alixe’s knock at the door; and Laure went and opened it, took
-in the food, set it down on the bed, shut and fastened the door again,
-and returned to her mother, who was sitting now beside the shuttered
-window, her head lying on her arms, which rested on a table in front of
-her.
-
-There was a silence. Laure’s hand crept up to her throat and held it
-tight, to keep the strain of repressed sobs from bursting her very
-flesh. Her eyes roved round the old, familiar, twilight room; but just
-now she did not see. Her brain was reeling under its weight of agonized
-weariness. What was she to say or do? What was there for her here? Her
-mother sat yonder, bent under the weight of her sin. Was there any
-excuse for her to make? Should she try to give reasons? Worst of all,
-should she ask forgiveness? Never! Laure had the pride of despair left
-in her still. She had come home dreaming that the gates of heaven might
-still be open to her. She found them barred; and the password she could
-not speak. Hell alone, it seemed, remained.
-
-“Madame,” she said in a hard, quiet voice, “I have come wrongfully home,
-thinking thou couldst give me succor here. But I perceive that I do but
-pain thee. I will go forth again. ’Tis all I ask.”
-
-At the mere suggestion that Laure should go again, madame’s heart melted
-and ran in tears within her. “Ah, Laure! my baby—my girl—thou couldst
-not leave me again?” she cried in a kind of wail.
-
-“Mother! First of all, I came to thee!” said the girl, in a whisper that
-was very near a sob.
-
-But, unexpectedly, Eleanore rose again, with a gleam of anger coming
-anew into her eyes. “Nay; thou didst _not_ first of all come to me! If
-thou hadst—if thou hadst—ere thou wast stolen away by the cowardly
-dastard that hath ruined thee—!”
-
-Laure trembled violently, and her voice was faint with pleading: “Speak
-no ill of him, madame! I was not stolen away. Freely, willingly, I went
-with him. Freely—” she drew herself up and held her head high—“freely
-and willingly, though with the curse of Heaven on my head, would I go
-with him still, were it in the same way!”
-
-“God of God! why hast thou left him, then?”
-
-A black shadow spread itself out before Laure’s eyes, and in her
-unpitying wilderness her woman’s soul reeled, blindly. Her voice shook
-and her body grew rigid, as she answered: “I—did not—leave him.”
-
-“He is dead?” Eleanore’s tone was softer.
-
-“No; he is not dead!” Laure’s face contorted terribly, as there suddenly
-rushed over her the memory of the last three months; and as it swept
-upon her, she sank to her knees, and held out her hands again in
-supplication: “Ah, pity me! pity me! As thou’rt a woman, pity me, and
-ask me not what’s gone! I loved him. God in Heaven! How did I love him!
-And he hath gone from me. Mine no more, he left me to wander over the
-face of the earth. He left me to weep and mourn through all the years of
-mine empty life. Flammecœur! Flammecœur! How wast thou dearer than God!
-more merciless than Him.” Here her words became so rapid and so
-incoherent that all meaning was lost, and the deserted woman, exhausted,
-overcome with her torn emotions, presently fell heavily forward to the
-floor, in a faint.
-
-In this scene Eleanore had forgotten every scruple, every resentment,
-everything save her own motherhood and Laure’s need. Putting aside all
-thought of the girl’s shame, her abandonment, her rejection, she went to
-her and lifted her up in her strong and tender arms, and, with the art
-known only to the big-souled women of her type, poured comfort upon the
-bruised and broken body of the wanderer, and words of cheer and
-encouragement into her more cruelly bruised and broken mind. In a few
-moments Laure had recovered consciousness, had grown calm, and was
-weeping quietly in her mother’s arms.
-
-Then madame began to make her fit for the Castle again. She took off the
-soiled and ragged garments, that hung upon the skin and bone of her
-wasted body. She bathed the poor flesh with hot water, and with her own
-tears. She combed and coiled the wonderful, tangled hair. And lastly,
-wrapping her, for warmth, in a huge woollen mantle, she led Laure over
-to her bed, drew back the heavy curtains, and laid the weary woman-child
-in it, to rest.
-
-When Laure felt this soft comfort; when she realized where, indeed, she
-was and who was bending over her; when she knew what land of love and of
-tenderness she had finally reached after her months of anguished
-wandering,—it seemed that she could bear no more of mingled joy and
-pain. She let her tears flow as freely as they would. She clung to her
-mother’s hand, smoothing it, kissing it, pressing it to her cheek; and
-finally, lulled by the sound of her mother’s voice crooning an old
-familiar lullaby, her mind slipped gradually out of reality, and she
-went to sleep.
-
-Long and long and long she slept, with the sleep of one that is leaving
-an old life behind, and entering slowly into the new. And for many hours
-her mother watched her, in the gathering darkness, till after Alixe had
-come softly in, and lit a torch near by the bed. And later the mother,
-unwilling to leave her child for a single moment, laid herself down,
-dressed as she was, and, drawing Laure’s passive form close to her,
-finally closed her eyes, and, worn out with emotion and with joy, lost
-herself in the mists of sleep.
-
-
-
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- LAURE
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-
-
-Through the long, chilly night, mother and daughter slept together, each
-with peace in her heart. At dawn, however, madame slipped quietly out of
-Laure’s unconscious embrace, and rose and prepared herself for the day.
-And presently she left the room, while Laure still slept. It was some
-time afterwards before there crept upon the blank of the girl’s mind a
-dim, fluttering shadow telling her that light had come again over the
-world. How long it was before this first sense became a double
-consciousness, no one knows. Laure’s stupor had been so heavy, she had
-been so utterly dead in her weariness, that it required a powerful
-subconscious effort to throw off the bonds of sleep. But when the two
-heavy eyes at last fell open, she gasped, and sat suddenly up in her
-bed.
-
-“Holy Mother! it is an angel!”
-
-The face that she looked on smiled sunnily.
-
-“No. I am Lenore.” And she would have come round to the side of the bed,
-but that Laure held up a hand to stay her.
-
-“Prithee, prithee, do not move, thou spirit of Lenore! Am I, then, come
-into thy land? Is’t heaven—for me?”
-
-For an instant, at the easily explainable illusion about that other, the
-new Lenore’s head drooped, and she sighed. How full of the dead maiden
-was every member of this Twilight Castle! But again, shaking off the
-momentary melancholy, she lifted her eyes, and answered Laure’s fixed
-look. So these two young women, whose histories had been so utterly
-different, and yet in their way so pitiably alike, learned, in this one
-long glance, to know each other. Into Laure’s deeply burning eyes,
-Lenore gazed till she was as one under a hypnotic spell. Her senses were
-all but swimming before the other turned her look, and then she asked
-dreamily: “Thou art Lenore. Tell me, who is Lenore?”
-
-The other hesitated for a moment. She had learned from Alixe, on the
-previous evening, the history of the strange home-coming, and all that
-any one knew of what had gone before it; and she realized that any
-question that Laure might ask must be fully answered. Yet it cost her a
-strong mental effort before she could say: “I was the wife of thy
-brother.”
-
-“Ah! Gerault! Where is he?” Laure paused for an instant.
-“Thou—_wast_—his wife, thou sayest?”
-
-Lenore gazed at her sadly, wondering if the wanderer must so soon be
-confronted with new sorrow. Laure sat there, bewildered, but questioning
-with her eyes, a suggestion of fear beginning to show in her face.
-Lenore realized how madame must shrink from telling the story of
-Gerault’s death; so, presently, lifting her eyes to Laure’s again, she
-said in a low voice,—
-
-“Gerault’s wife was I, because—since September, thy brother—sleeps—in
-the chapel—by his father.”
-
-Laure listened with wide eyes to these words; and, having heard, she
-neither moved nor spoke. A few tears gathered slowly, and fell down her
-face to her woollen robe, and then she bowed her head till it rested on
-the hands clasped on her knee. Lenore stood where she was, looking on,
-knowing not whether to go or stay; realizing instinctively that there
-are natures that desire to find their own comfort.
-
-While Lenore was still debating the point, Madame Eleanore and Alixe
-came together into the room; and as soon as madame beheld Lenore, she
-knew that her daughter had learned all that she was to know of sorrow:
-that what she herself most dreaded, had mercifully come to pass. And
-going to the bed, she took Laure into her arms.
-
-Their embrace was as close as the first of yesterday had been. Laure
-clung to her mother, getting comfort from the mere contact; and, in her
-child’s grief for the dead, Eleanore felt the touch of that sympathy for
-which she had hungered in silence through the first shock of her loss.
-For Laure was of her own blood and of Gerault’s; had known the Seigneur
-as brother, companion, and equal, and had looked up to him even as he
-had looked up to his mother. Thus, bitterly poignant as were these
-moments of fresh grief, there was in them also a great consolation,—the
-consolation of companionship. And when finally madame raised her head,
-there was written in her face what none had seen there since the time of
-Laure’s departure for her novitiate at La Madeleine. Then she reminded
-Laure of Alixe’s presence, and Laure, looking up, smiled through her
-tears, and held out both hands.
-
-“Alixe! Alixe! my sister! Art thou glad I am come home?”
-
-“So glad, Laure! There have been many hours empty for want of thee since
-thy going. And art thou—” she hesitated a little—“art thou to stay with
-us now?”
-
-Accidentally, inadvertently, had come the question that had lain hidden
-both in Laure’s heart and in her mother’s since almost the first moment
-of the return. Laure herself dared not answer Alixe; but she looked
-fearfully at her mother, her eyes filled with mute pleading. And
-Eleanore, seeing the look, made a sudden decision in her heart,—
-
-“Yea! Laure shall stay with us now! There shall be no doubting of it.
-Laure is my child; and I shall keep her with me, an all Christendom
-forbid!”
-
-The last sentence flew out in answer to madame’s secret fears; and she
-did not realize how much meaning it might hold for other ears. Her
-speech was followed by an intense silence. Laure did not dare ask aloud
-the questions that reason answered for her; and Lenore and Alixe both
-felt that it was not their place to speak. In the end, then, Eleanore
-herself had to break the strain, which she did by saying, with a brisk
-air,—
-
-“Come, come, Laure! Rise, and go into thine own room here. I have laid
-out one of the old-time gowns, with shoes, chemise, bliault, and
-under-tunic complete, and also a wimple and head-veil. Make thyself
-ready for the day, while we go down to break our fast. When thou’rt
-dressed I will have food brought thee here; and after thou’st eaten,
-monseigneur will come up to thee. Hasten, for ’tis rarely cold!”
-
-Laure jumped from the bed eager to see her childhood’s room again; eager
-for her meal; most of all eager, in spite of her apprehensiveness, to
-know what St. Nazaire had to say to her. As she paused to gather her
-mantle close about her, and to push the hair out of her eyes, her gaze
-chanced to meet that of Lenore. There was between them no spoken word;
-but in that instant was born a sudden affection which, while they lived
-together, saw not the end of its growth.
-
-As Eleanore and the two young women left madame’s room on their way
-downstairs, Laure entered alone into the room of her youth and her
-innocence. It was exactly as it had been on the day she last saw it. The
-small, curtained bed was ready for occupancy. The chairs, the table, the
-round steel mirror, the carved wooden chest for clothes, lastly, the
-small priedieu, were just where they had always stood. The wooden
-shutters were open, and the half-transparent glass was all aflame with
-the reflection of sunlight on the sea; for the cold, clear morning was
-advancing. Across a narrow settle, beside one of the windows, lay the
-clothes that the mother had selected,—the girlhood clothes that she had
-worn in those years of her other life. Like one that dimly dreams, Laure
-took these garments up, one by one, and examined them, handling them
-with the same ruminative tenderness of touch that she might have used
-for some one that had been very dear to her, but had died long since,—so
-long that the bitterness of death had gone from memory.
-
-When she had looked at them for a long time, Laure began slowly to don
-her clothes. She performed her toilet with all the precision of her
-maidenhood, coiling her hair with a care that suggested vanity, and
-adjusting her filet and veil with the same touch that they had known so
-many times before. Her outer tunic was of green _saie_; and even though
-her whole form had grown deplorably thin, she found it a little snug in
-bust and hip. Finally, when she was quite dressed, she sat down at one
-of the windows to wait for some one to bring food to her. To her
-surprise, it was Lenore who carried up the tray of bread and milk; and
-she found herself a little relieved that no former member of the Castle
-was to see her yet in the familiar dress of long ago. When she took the
-tray from the frail white hands of her sister-in-law, she murmured
-gratefully: “I thank thee that thou hast deigned to wait on me, madame.”
-
-Lenore’s big blue eyes opened wide, as she smiled and answered:
-“Prithee, say not ‘madame.’ Rather, if thou canst, I would have thee
-call me ‘sister,’ for such I should wish to be to thee.”
-
-“My sister!” Laure’s voice was choked as she raised both arms and threw
-them about the slender body of the other girl with such abandon that
-Lenore was obliged to put her off a little. Finally, however, Laure sat
-down to the table on which she had placed her simple breakfast, and as
-she carried the first bite to her lips, Lenore moved softly toward the
-door. Before going out, however, she turned and said quietly: “Thou’lt
-not be long alone. The Bishop is coming to thee at once.”
-
-Laure’s spoon fell suddenly into her bowl, and she looked quickly round;
-but, to her chagrin, Lenore had already slipped away.
-
-Left to herself, Laure could not eat. Hungry as she was, her anxiety and
-her suspense were greater than her appetite. Why was it that Lenore had
-so suddenly escaped from her? Why was it that she had seen no members of
-the Castle company save three women since her home-coming? Why was she
-forced thus to eat alone? Above all, why should the Bishop come to her
-here, instead of receiving her, as had been his custom, in the chapel?
-Laure remembered the last serious talk she had had with St. Nazaire, and
-shuddered. In her own mind she realized perfectly the spiritual enormity
-of her sin; and, however persistently she might refuse to confess it to
-herself, she knew also what the penalty of that sin must be. It was many
-minutes before she could force herself to recommence her meal; and she
-had taken little when there was a tap on the door. She had not time to
-do more than rise when the door opened, and her mother, followed by St.
-Nazaire, entered the room.
-
-Madame dropped behind as the Bishop advanced, and Laure bowed before
-him.
-
-“My child, I trust thou art found well in body?” said St. Nazaire, more
-solemnly than she had ever heard him speak.
-
-“Yes, monseigneur,” was the subdued reply.
-
-Now madame came up, and indicated a chair to the Bishop, who, after
-seeing her seated, sat down himself, while Laure remained on her feet in
-front of them. Then followed a pause, uncomfortable to all, terrifying
-to Laure, who was becoming hysterically nervous with dread. She dared
-not, however, break the silence; and with a convulsive sigh she folded
-her arms across her breast, and stood waiting for whatever was to come.
-Monseigneur regarded her closely and steadily, as if he were reading
-something that he wished to know of her, but at the same time he did not
-make her shrink from him. On the contrary, his expression brought the
-assurance that he had lost nothing of his old-time sympathy with human
-nature. His first question was unhesitatingly direct.
-
-“Laure,” he said very quietly, “art thou bound by the marriage tie to
-this Bertrand Flammecœur?”
-
-At the sound of the name Laure trembled, and her white face grew whiter
-still. “No,” she answered in a half-whisper, at the same time clenching
-her two hands till the nails pierced her flesh.
-
-“And thou hast lived with him, under his name, since thy departure from
-the priory of the Holy Madeleine?”
-
-Laure paused for a moment to steady her voice, and then answered
-huskily: “Until two months past.”
-
-“And in that two months?”
-
-“I have begged my way from where we were—hither.”
-
-“Thou hast in this time known none but the man Flammecœur?”
-
-Laure crimsoned and put up her hand in protest. Then she said quietly,
-“None.”
-
-Monseigneur bowed his head and remained silent for a moment. When he
-looked at her again it was with a gentler expression. “Laure,” said he,
-in a very kindly voice, “but a little time after thy flight from the
-priory, I placed upon thee, and upon the man that abducted thee, the ban
-of excommunication, for violating the holiest laws of the Holy Church.
-That ban is not yet raised, and by it, as well thou knowest, all that
-come in voluntary contact with thee are defiled.”
-
-For a moment Laure dropped her head to her breast. When she lifted it
-again, her face had not changed; and she asked, “Can that ban ever be
-lifted?”
-
-“Yes. By me.”
-
-Laure fell upon her knees before him. “What must I do? Tell me the
-penance! I would give anything—even to my life—yet—nay! There is one
-thing I will not do.”
-
-St. Nazaire frowned. “What is that?” he asked.
-
-“Father, I will not go back into the priory. I will never return alive
-into that living death. Rather would I cast myself from the top of the
-Castle cliff into the sea below, and trust—”
-
-“Laure! Laure! Be silent!” cried Eleanore, sharply.
-
-Laure stopped and stood motionless, her eyes aflame, her face deathly
-white, her fingers twining and intertwining among themselves, as she
-waited for St. Nazaire to speak again. His hands were folded upon his
-knee, and he appeared lost in thought. Only after an unendurable
-suspense did he look again into the girl’s eyes, saying slowly, in a
-tone lower than was habitual to him,—
-
-“Thou tookest once the vows of the nun. These, it is true, thou hast
-broken continually, and hast abused and violated till their chain of
-virtue binds thee no more. Yet the words of those vows passed thy lips
-scarce more than a year agone; and for that reason thou art not free.
-Ere thou canst be absolved of duty to the priory, thou must go to the
-Mother-prioress and ask her humbly if she will again receive thee into
-the convent. An she refuse, thou wilt be freed from the bond.”
-
-“Monseigneur—will she set me free?” asked Laure, in a low tone.
-
-“Yea, Laure; for methinks I shall counsel her so to do. Thou hast not
-the vocation of a nun. Thy spirit is too much thine own, too
-freedom-loving, to accept the suppression of that secluded life. If I
-will, I can see to it that thou’rt freed from the priory. But that being
-accomplished—what then, Demoiselle Laure?”
-
-“Ah—after that—may not the ban be removed? Can I obtain no absolution?
-Can I not be made free to dwell here in my home in my beloved Castle,—my
-fitting Crépuscule?—Mother! Shall I not be received here? Have I no
-home?”
-
-“This is thy home, and I thy mother always. Though my soul be condemned
-to eternal fire, Laure, thou art my child, the flesh of my flesh and the
-blood of my blood; and I will not give thee up.”
-
-“Eleanore!” The Bishop spoke sharply, and his face grew severe.
-“Eleanore, deceive not thyself. Nor yet thou, thou child of wilfulness!
-Laure hath sinned not only against the rules of her Church and her God,
-but against the laws of mankind. Her sin has been great and very ugly.
-Think not that, by brave words of motherhood, or many tears and
-pleadings of sudden repentance, she can regain her old position. The
-stain of this bygone year will remain upon her forever. She is under a
-heavy ban, and she must go through a rigorous penance ere she can be
-received again among the undefiled. Art ready, Laure, to place thy sick
-soul in my hands?”
-
-Laure bent her head.
-
-“Then I prescribe for thee this penance: Thou shalt go alone, on foot,
-to Holy Madeleine, and there seek of the Reverend Mother thy freedom
-from the priory. If it be granted, thou mayest return hither to this
-same room and remain shut up in utter solitude, to pray and fast as
-rigorously as thy body will admit, for the space of fourteen days. If,
-by that time, thou art come to see truly the magnitude of thy offence,
-and if thy mind be purified of evil thoughts and thy heart opened to the
-abounding mercy of God, I will absolve thee of thy sin, and lift away
-the ban of Heaven. For meseemeth, my daughter, that thy sin found thee
-out or ever thou hadst reached this house of safety. There is the mark
-of suffering upon thy brow, and, seeing it, I bow before the power of
-God, that holdeth over us whithersoever we may go. But see that in thy
-lonely hours thou find true repentance for thy evil deed. For if that
-come not, then truly shalt thou be an outcast on the face of the earth.
-I will go to-day to the priory to talk with the Mère Piteuse, if thy
-heart accepteth my word.”
-
-Laure fell upon her knees before the Bishop and kissed his hand in token
-of submission. St. Nazaire suffered her for a few moments to humble
-herself, and then, lifting her up, he rose himself and quickly left the
-room.
-
-Eleanore remained a few moments longer with her daughter, and then went
-away, leaving Laure alone again, to dread the ordeal that was before
-her, the facing of the assemblage of nuns in that place that she
-remembered as her heart’s prison.
-
-By order of the Bishop, Laure was left alone all day, and this
-twenty-four hours was the most wretched that she had to spend after her
-return to Le Crépuscule. On the following day she went alone to the
-priory,—not on foot, as the Bishop had at first commanded; for the snow
-was too deep, and Laure too much exhausted by her privations of the last
-two months, for her safely to endure the fatigue of such a walk. She
-rode thither on horseback; and possibly extracted more soul’s good out
-of the ride than she would have got afoot, for the whole way was laden
-with bitter memories and grief and shame. The Bishop himself met her at
-the priory gate, and he remained at her side throughout the time that
-she was there. The ordeal was not terrible. Mère Piteuse bore out her
-name, and Laure thought that the spirit of the Saviour had surely
-descended upon the reverend woman. As an unheard-of concession, the
-penitent was permitted to recant her vows before only the eight officers
-of the priory assembled in the chapter-house, instead of before the
-whole company of nuns in the great church; and thus Laure did not see at
-all her former companion and abettor, Sœur Eloise, a meeting with whom
-she had dreaded more than anything else. And when, in the afternoon,
-Laure finally rode away from the priory gate, it was with a heart
-throbbing with devotion for St. Nazaire and his goodness to her. Swiftly
-and eagerly, in the falling twilight, she traversed the road leading
-back to the Castle, and, when she reached home, night had fallen. Her
-mother, who had spent the day in the deepest anxiety, was waiting for
-her in the great hall, and, the moment that Laure entered, weary with
-the now unusual exercise, she cried out, “It is well? Thou art
-dismissed?”
-
-And as Laure began to answer the question with a full description of the
-day, her mother drew her slowly up the stairs, across the hall, and
-finally into her own narrow room, which was to be the chamber of
-penance. When they entered there, Laure became suddenly silent; for the
-little place was dark and chill, and the thought of what was before her
-struck an added tremor to her heart. Madame read her thoughts and said
-gently,—
-
-“Be not so sad, dear child. When thou thinkest of the fair, pure, loving
-life that lies before us, in this Castle of thy youth, surely fourteen
-little days of peaceful solitude cannot fright thee? Think always that
-God is on high, and that around thee are those that love thee well; and
-thus thou canst not be very miserable. Lights and food shall be brought;
-and then—I bid thee make much of thy solitude, my child; for there is no
-more healing balm for wounded souls. Now, commending thee to the mercy
-of the All-merciful, I leave thee.”
-
-In the darkness, Laure clung to her mother as if it were their last
-embrace, and madame had to put the girl’s hands away before she would
-bear to be left alone. But at last the door was closed and bolted on the
-outside; and Laure, within, knew that her imprisonment was begun.
-Feeling her way to a chair, she seated herself thereon, and laid her
-head in her hands. Burning and incoherent thoughts hurried through her
-brain, and she was still lost in these when there was a soft tap at her
-door, and the outer bolt was drawn. She rose and stumbled hurriedly to
-open it, but there was no one outside. On the floor was a burning
-candle, and a tray on which stood a jug of water and a loaf of bread. As
-she took them in, Laure experienced a wave of desolation. However, she
-set the food and drink down on her table, lighted the torch on the wall
-at the candle-flame, and finally sat herself down to eat. No grace to
-God passed her lips as she took her first bite from the loaf; for her
-heart was bitter in its weariness. But after she had eaten and drunk she
-lost the inclination to brood; and, overcome with weariness and the
-emotions of the day, she hurriedly disrobed, extinguished both her
-lights, and crept, with her first sense of comfort, into the warmly
-covered bed. For a long time she lay there, chilly and a little nervous,
-but thinking of nothing. Then gradually her spirit grew calmer; some of
-the weariness was done away, and she fell asleep.
-
-When next she woke it was daylight,—a gray, January morning,—and Laure
-realized, rather disconsolately, that she could sleep no more for the
-time. Therefore she left her bed, threw a mantle around her, and went to
-the door, to see if there might be food without. Somewhat to her dismay,
-she found the door locked fast, and, having no means of knowing what the
-hour might be, she thought that possibly she had overslept, and that she
-should have nothing to eat throughout the morning. The heaviness of her
-head told her that she had slept too long; and, not daring to get back
-to bed again, she began resignedly to dress. She was in the midst of her
-toilet when there came a tap at the door, and she flew to open it.
-Outside stood a kitchen-boy, who handed her a tray containing fresh
-bread and water, and asked her with formal respect for the stale food of
-the night before. This she gave him; and immediately the door was shut
-and rebolted.
-
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-
-With grim precision Laure finished dressing and broke her fast, meantime
-keeping her thoughts fixed on the most trivial subjects. But when her
-meal was over, and she knew how long the day must be, and realized that
-there was no escape from herself, she sat down in the largest chair in
-the room, let her eyes wander over the familiar objects, and allowed her
-thoughts to take what form they would. The terrible fatigue of her
-lonely journey was quite gone now. Nor was there in her own person
-anything to remind her of her recent suffering. Her body was clean,
-well-clothed, and warm, and, in her youth, the memory of the past
-terrible two months grew dim, and instead there rose up before her
-mental vision a very different picture,—an image,—the image of the idol
-and the ruin of her life: her joy, her shame, her ecstasy, and her
-despair; Bertrand Flammecœur, the troubadour, in his matchless,
-irresponsible untrustworthiness, his incomparable beauty, his fiery
-enthusiasm. For, strange as it may be, all the bitterness, all the
-suffering that this man had brought her, had not killed her love for him
-nor blackened his image in her heart. There being nothing to check her
-fancy, Laure went mentally back to the hour of her flight with the
-troubadour, and passed slowly over the whole period of their life
-together,—from the first days of physical agony and mental shame through
-the period of increasing delight, to the culmination of her happiness in
-him and the beginning of its end. Once more she reviewed their journey
-out of Brittany up the north coast to Calais, whence, in the fair spring
-weather, they had taken passage to Dover, in England, thence making
-their way by slow stages to London. Here, in the train of the Duke of
-Gloucester, uncle of the young Richard, the most powerful man in the
-kingdom, the two had passed their summer. To Laure it was a summer of
-fairyland. Flammecœur had become her god, and she saw him ascend height
-after height of popularity and favor. His nationality and his profession
-won for him instant recognition, for trouvères from Provence were
-Persian nightingales to the England of that day. And after his first
-introduction into high places, his breeding, his dress, and his graceful
-personality brought him an enviable position, especially among the women
-of the court. Laure passed always as his wife, and was adroitly
-exploited among the court gallants. She was still too single-minded to
-receive the slightest taint from this life. She was found to be as
-incorruptible as she was pretty, and by this unusual fact her own
-reputation went up, and her popularity rivalled that of the troubadour.
-If this manner of life sometimes weighed on her and brought her
-something of remorse, she found her consolation in the fact that
-Flammecœur never wavered in his fidelity. For the time being he was
-thoroughly infatuated with her; and in their stolen hours of golden
-solitude both of them found their reward for the ofttimes wearisome
-round of pleasures that, with them, constituted work.
-
-Now, alone, in her solitary prison-room, Laure of Le Crépuscule reviewed
-her high and holy noon of love, forgetting its subsequence, brooding
-only over its supreme forgetfulness, till the madness of it was tingling
-in her every vein, and there rushed over her again, in a tumultuous
-wave, all that fierce longing, all that hopeless desire, that she
-thought herself to have endured for the last time. In their early days
-Flammecœur had been so much her companion, so devoted to her in little,
-pretty, telling ways, so constant to her and to her alone, that the
-thought of any life other than the one with him would have been to her
-like a promise of eternal death. It was not more their hours of delirium
-than those of silent communion that they had held together, which
-brought her now the tears of hopeless yearning. All that she desired
-without him, was death. All that she had loved or cared for was with
-him.
-
-At this time came to her the thought of Lenore; and she had an
-instinctive feeling that, had God seen fit to give her that most
-precious of all gifts, motherhood, this penitential cell had not been
-the end for her.
-
-Three days and three nights did Laure spend in this state of bitter
-rebellion against her lot; and then, from over-wishing, came a change.
-Up to this time, in her new flood of grief for the separation from
-Flammecœur, she had driven from her mind every creeping memory of the
-day of his change toward her. Another woman had come upon the horizon of
-his life: a young and noble Englishwoman, of high station. And soon he
-was pursuing her with the ardor that he no longer spent on Laure. This
-lady was one of the first that they had met in England, and Laure had
-liked her before Flammecœur’s new passion began to develop. But with her
-first real fears, the poor girl’s jealousy was born, and soon it became
-the moving spirit of her life. Many times in the ensuing weeks—those
-bitter weeks of early autumn—did angry words pass between her and her
-protector, her only shield from the world in this strange land. Once, in
-a fit of uncontrollable grief and passion, she had left him, and for two
-days wandered about the streets of London till starvation drove her back
-to the lodgings of the Flaming-heart. Her reception—of quiet
-indifference—on her return showed her that her world was in a state of
-dissolution. For a week she dwelt among its ruins, and then, when she
-demanded it, he told her that she was no longer dear to him, and he
-begged her to take what money he had and to set out whither she would,
-assuring her that she would find no difficulty in securing some
-excellent abiding-place in this adopted land. Laure took her dismissal
-heroically. She knew him too well to be horrified at his suggestions as
-to her procedure; and, refusing his gifts of money, she sold the clothes
-and ornaments that he had given her in a happier day, and with the
-proceeds started on her return to Crépuscule. Her little store gave out
-when she had scarce more than reached France; and the last half of the
-journey had been accomplished by literally begging her way from hut to
-hut, never giving up the idea of at last reaching the only refuge she
-could trust,—the place where now she sat dreaming out her woe.
-
-Through the bitter hours when her old jealousy took possession of her
-again and seared her with its hot flames, Laure found herself, more than
-once, gazing fixedly at the little priedieu in the corner of the room,
-where, as a child, she had been wont to kneel each night and morning.
-Since the hour she had left the priory, a prayer had scarcely passed her
-lips; and now, in the time of reactive sorrow, she felt a pride about
-kneeling in supplication to Him whose laws she had so freely broken. In
-the course of time, for so doth solitude work changes in the hearts of
-the most stubborn, the spirit of real repentance of her sin came over
-her; and then, for the first time in her young life, she wept unselfish
-tears. It was only inch by inch that she crept back toward the place of
-heart’s peace. But at length, on the tenth day of her penance, she went
-to her God; and, throwing herself at the feet of the crucifix, claimed
-her own from the All-merciful.
-
-Never in her life of prayers had Laure prayed as she prayed now. Now at
-last God was a living Being, and she was come home to Him for
-forgiveness and for comfort. Her words sprang from her deepest heart.
-Tears of joy, not pain, welled up within her; and it seemed as if she
-felt her purity coming back to her again. She believed that she was
-received before the throne, and listened to; and no absolution of a
-consecrated bishop had brought her such confidence as this, her first
-unlettered prayer.
-
-When she rose from her knees it was as if she had been bathed in spirit.
-Her old joy of youth was again alive within her and shone forth from her
-eyes with a radiant softness. A strange quiet took possession of her; a
-new peace was hidden in her heart; tranquillity reigned about her, and
-the four days of solitude that remained were all too short. She was
-learning herself anew; but she dreaded that time when others should look
-into her face and think to find there what she knew was gone from her
-forever. After her first prayer she did not often resume the accepted
-attitude of communication with the Most High; yet she prayed almost
-continually, with a dreamy fervor peculiar to her state. She still
-thought of Flammecœur, but no longer with desire; only with a gentle
-regret for the fever of his soul and that he could never know such peace
-as hers. She also felt remorse for the part she had played in his life;
-and this remorse was now her only pain. She suffered under it; but it
-was easier to endure than the terrible, restless longing that had once
-consumed her. Indeed, at this time, Laure’s spirituality was
-exaggerated; for solitude is apt to breed exaggeration in whatever mood
-the recluse happens to be. But this state was also bound to know its
-reaction; and, upon the whole, it was as well that the penitential
-fortnight was near its end.
-
-On the afternoon of the fourteenth day, Laure dressed herself in the
-somberest robe to be found in her chest,—a loose tunic of rusty black,
-with mantle of the same, and a rosary around her waist by way of belt.
-She braided her hair into two long plaits, and bound these round and
-round her head like a heavy filet. This was all of her coiffure. When
-she was dressed, she stood in front of her mirror and looked at herself
-by the smoky light of a torch. Her vanity was not flattered by the
-reflection; but steel is deceitful sometimes, and Laure did not know how
-much younger she had grown in the two weeks of her penance. As the hour
-of liberty approached, she became not a little excited. The thought of
-being surrounded with such a throng of familiar faces set her aflame
-with eagerness; and she waited, literally counting the seconds, till she
-should be set free.
-
-Punctually at the hour in which, two weeks before, Laure had been left
-alone, her door was opened, and Eleanore and Lenore came together into
-the room, to lead the prisoner down to the chapel. Madame clasped her
-warmly by the hand, and looked searchingly into her face: but that was
-all the salutation that was given, for the ban of excommunication was
-still upon her. And so, without a word, the three moved quickly to the
-stairs, and, descending, passed at once into the lighted chapel.
-
-Of all the ceremonies that had been performed in that little room since
-it was built, more than two centuries before, the one that now took
-place was perhaps the most impressive, certainly the most unique. Laure,
-in her penitential garb, presented a curious contrast to the gayly robed
-Castle company, and to St. Nazaire, in his most gorgeous of canonicals.
-Yet Laure’s face was more interesting to study than anything else in the
-crowded room. St. Nazaire, while he confessed and absolved her, watched
-her with an interest that he had never felt for her before; and he
-realized that probably never again would he hear such a confession as
-hers. She told him the whole story of her life after her flight from the
-priory, with neither break, hesitation, tremor, nor tear. She took her
-absolution in uplifted silence. And when the ban of excommunication was
-raised from her, neither the Bishop nor her mother could guess, from her
-face, what her feeling was.
-
-When she had been blessed, and the general benediction pronounced, all
-the company came crowding to her to give her welcome. After that
-followed a great feast, at which Laure ate not a mouthful, and drank
-nothing but a cup of milk. And finally, when all the merrymaking was
-through, the young woman returned alone to her room, and, this time with
-her door bolted from within, lay down upon her bed and wept as if her
-heart had finally dissolved in tears.
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER THIRTEEN_
- LENORE
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-
-
-On the morning of the sixteenth of January, Laure went into the
-spinning-room with the other women, to begin the old, familiar work. The
-sight of that room brought back to her a peculiar sensation.
-Long-forgotten memories of her girlhood’s yearnings and restless
-discontents, half-formed plans and desires, picture after picture of
-what she had once imagined convent life to be, crowded thick upon her,
-and caused her to shudder, knowing what these vague dreams had led her
-to. Here was the room, with its row of wheels and tambour-frames, and,
-at the end, the big, wooden loom, filled with red warp. Everywhere were
-little disorderly heaps of flax and uncarded wool, bits of thread and
-silk, and long woollen remnants clipped from uneven tapestry borders. In
-a moment this place would be alive with the droning buzz of wheels, the
-clack-clack of the loom, and the bright chatter of feminine voices.
-Laure heard it all in the first glance down the room, and in the same
-instant she lived a lifetime here. Before her eyes was an endless vista
-of mornings spent in this place upon work that could never keep her
-thoughts from paths where they should not stray. Alas! with Flammecœur
-she had neither toiled nor spun.
-
-In neither face nor manner did Laure betray any suggestion of her
-feeling; and she found herself presently seated at a wheel, between
-Alixe, who was at the tapestry frame, and Lenore, who had come to the
-room for the first time in many weeks, and was engaged in fashioning a
-delicate little garment of white _saie_. Madame, at the head of the
-room, was embroidering a square of linen and overseeing the work of
-every one else; and she glanced, every now and then, rather searchingly
-into her daughter’s face, finding in it, however, nothing that could
-cause her anxiety; for Laure was ashamed of her own sensations, and
-strove bravely to conceal them.
-
-Possibly this scene might have held out promise of reward to the
-thinker, the psychologist, or the humanitarian. Of all these quiet, busy
-women, was there one whose dull, passionless exterior did not cover an
-intricate and tumultuous heart-history? The rebellious thought-life of
-Alixe was no less interesting, despite her inactivity, than the
-deadening sorrow through which Lenore had passed. Nor had the early life
-of Eleanore, with its doubtful joys and its bitter periods of
-loneliness, left any stronger traces in her face than had the long
-after-years of rigid self-suppression. She had nearly overcome her once
-devastating habit of self-analysis, by forcing herself to take an
-unselfish interest in those around her. But the marks of her later and
-nobler struggles with grief lay as plainly in her face as those of her
-younger life. Only, the influence of her youth, with its rebellions and
-its solitudes, was to be found bodily transferred into the character of
-Laure, who had, in her infancy, absorbed her mother into herself. These
-four women, by reason either of years or station, had experienced much
-in the ways of joy and sorrow. But to what depths of unhappiness all the
-other pathetically colorless lives of the uninstructed and unloved women
-of that day had sunk, cannot be surmised by any one who has seen what
-strange courses loneliness and solitude will take. Who knows how great a
-self-struggle may result only in a pallid, vacant face and a negative
-personality? And what had they, all these neglected women of the
-chivalric age, to give them life, color, or force? Men did battle and
-feats of arms, expecting their ladies to sit at home, to toil and spin
-and bear them heirs, and, when their time came, haply die. So much we
-all know. But how much these same women, having something of both soul
-and brain, may have tried to use them in their small way, who has cared
-to surmise?
-
-The January morning wore along, and by and by the fitful chatter became
-more fitful: the pauses grew longer; for every one was weary with work,
-and with the incessant noise of loom and wheel. Laure, who through the
-morning had been covertly watching Lenore at her task, saw that the
-young woman had grown paler than was her wont, and that the shadows
-under her eyes had deepened till their effect against her pallor was
-startling. Gradually Lenore’s hands moved more slowly. She would pause
-for a moment, and then, with a slight start, return to her work with so
-conscious an effort that Laure was more than once on the point of crying
-to her to stop. Presently, however, Lenore herself looked toward
-madame’s chair with an appeal in her eyes and a faintly murmured word on
-her lips.
-
-Eleanore glanced at her, and then rose at once and went over to her
-side. “Why didst thou not speak sooner? Go quickly to thy room and lie
-down. Shall I send Alixe with thee?”
-
-“Nay! Let me rather be alone!” And Lenore, hastily gathering her work
-into her arms, slipped from her place and was gone from the room.
-
-The little scene caused no comment. Only Laure, who was not accustomed
-to the sight of Lenore’s transparent skin and almost startling frailty,
-sat thinking about her after she was gone. How forlorn must be her poor
-existence! If she had greatly loved Gerault,—and surely any maiden would
-have loved him,—how gray her world must have become! how without hope
-her life! Laure lost herself completely in a revery of Lenore’s sorrows,
-and forgot, for the time, how weary she herself was: how her foot ached
-with treading the wheel, and how irritated were her finger-tips with the
-long unaccustomed manipulation of thread. But it came as an intense
-relief when she heard her mother say softly,—
-
-“Go thou, Laure, to thy sister’s room. Make her comfortable, if thou
-canst. Take the wheel also with thee and finish thy skein there.”
-
-“Nay, madame. The whirl of the wheel is distressing to Lenore; I saw it
-while she sat here. I will finish after noon if thou wilt, but Lenore
-must not be disturbed.”
-
-Madame nodded to her, and Laure slipped away, not noticing how Alixe’s
-eyes followed her, or what disappointment was written in her face. For
-hitherto this ministering to Lenore had fallen to Alixe’s share, and it
-had been the proudest pleasure of her life.
-
-Lenore was lying upon her bed, which, some weeks previously, had been
-moved over close beside the windows of her room, that she might always
-have a view of the sea. When Laure entered, she scarcely moved, and her
-great eyes continued to rove round the room. The new-comer paused in the
-doorway and gazed at her a moment or two before she asked: “May I enter?
-May I come and sit beside you?”
-
-Lenore smiled slightly; but there was no actual welcome in her face as
-she said, in her usual, gentle tone: “Certes. As ever, I was idle and
-unthinking. Come thou in, Laure, and sit where thou canst gaze out upon
-the sea. Look, there is a glint of sun on it, even through the folds of
-the clouds.”
-
-Laure looked to where she pointed, and then came silently over and
-seated herself in a large chair that stood between the bed and the
-window, in a little jut in the wall. Her eyes were turned not to the
-many-paned glass, however, but rather upon the figure of Lenore, who was
-now looking off through a half-opened pane, through which blew fitful
-gusts of icy wind. The two young women remained here in silence for some
-moments, each in her own position, thinking silently. Suddenly, however,
-Laure shivered, and then sprang to her feet, saying: “Thou’lt surely
-freeze here! Let me cover thee.” She took up a thick coverlet that lay
-over the foot of the bed and placed it, folded double, upon Lenore’s
-form. Then, glancing down into the milk-white face, she said again: “Let
-me bring thee something—a little food—some wine. Thou’rt so pale—so
-ill!”
-
-“Peace, Laure! I am comfortable. I lie thus for hours every day. Ah! for
-how many hours in the past months—”
-
-She looked up into Laure’s face, and the eyes of the two women met, in
-an unfathomable gaze. Then Laure went slowly back to her place, wishing
-that she might close the window, but not daring to interfere with her
-sister’s desired sight of the sea. After she had sat down, Lenore once
-more lost herself in a reverie, which, however, her companion did not
-respect.
-
-“Lenore,” she said in a low, rather melancholy voice, “how is it that
-thou canst endure this life of thine,—thou, young and bright and gay and
-all unused to this dim dwelling; how hath such existence not already
-killed thee? Tell me, how hast thou fared since Gerault went?”
-
-Lenore turned her eyes from the sea and fixed them on Laure’s face. She
-wondered a little why she did not resent the question, not realizing
-that it was the first throb of natural understanding that had come to
-her out of Le Crépuscule. Lenore’s first impulse of affection toward her
-new sister had altered a little in the past two weeks. Since she had
-heard and understood the story of Laure’s last months, the white-souled
-girl had shrunk from contact with her whose career lay shrouded in so
-black a depth. Yet now Laure’s tone, as she spoke, and, more than that,
-the expression in her eyes, touched a key in Lenore’s nature that had
-long been unsounded, and which brought a tremor of unwonted feeling to
-her heart. Quickly repressing the impulse toward tears, she gave a
-moment’s pause, and then answered in a dreamy, reflective way, as if she
-were for the first time examining the array of her own emotions,—
-
-“Meseemeth that, since the day of Gerault’s death, a part of me hath
-been asleep. Save when, on the night of his home-coming, I lay beside
-his body and touched again his hair and his eyes—”
-
-“Holy God! Thou couldst lie beside the dead!”
-
-“Ah, was it not Gerault come home to me—seeming as if he slept? Since
-that time, and the night that followed it, I say, I have not wept for
-him. Mine eyes are dry. There is sometimes a fire in them; but the tears
-never come. And my heart ofttimes burns, and yet I do not very bitterly
-grieve. I know not why, but my sorrow hath not been all that I should
-have made it. I have been soothed with shadows. I have found great
-comfort in yon rolling sea. And then there is also the child,—Gerault’s
-son,—the Lord of Crépuscule.”
-
-“Yes, the child! Oh, I know how thou lovest him—I know!”
-
-“Thou knowest? How?”
-
-“Methinks, Lenore, I understand the mother-love. How should I have
-praised God had he deemed me also worthy of it! But I was not. I know
-well ’twas a vain desire. But, oh, to hold in mine arms a little one, a
-babe, and to know it for mine own! Wouldst not deliver up thy soul for
-that, Lenore?”
-
-Lenore looked at her with a vague little smile. “Perhaps; I do not know.
-My babe must carry on his father’s name, and so I love him. Yea, I will
-bear any suffering so that he come into the world; for Gerault said to
-me long since that such must be my duty and my great joy. He spake
-somewhat as you do. Yet I know not that eagerness thou speakest of.”
-
-Laure examined the ethereal figure lying before her with new curiosity;
-and under the gaze of the calm, deep-hued eyes her own were kindled with
-a brighter gleam. “Hast thou not loved, Lenore?” she asked. “Knowest
-thou nothing of the joy of living, the two in one, united by divine
-fire? Dost thou not worship God for the reason that there is now in thee
-a double soul? Wake! Wake from thy dream-life! Suffer! For out of
-suffering, great joy will come upon thee!”
-
-As she met Laure’s look, a new light burned in Lenore’s eyes, and the
-other saw her quiver under those words. Finally, freeing her gaze, she
-said very softly: “I would not wake. How, indeed, should I live, if I
-roused myself? Life and love and the world are hidden away behind the
-far hills of Rennes. Here I must dwell forever in the twilight. So let
-me dream! Ah, Laure, thou too, thou too wilt come to it. The fever may
-burn within thee still, but time will cool it. Tell me, Laure,” she
-added, smitten with a sudden curiosity that was foreign to her usual
-self, “tell me, Laure, how didst thou find courage to run out from thy
-dreams in the priory into life with Flammecœur, the trouvère?”
-
-At sound of the name, Laure flushed scarlet, and then turned pale again.
-“Flammecœur! Flammecœur!” she murmured to herself. Then, suddenly, she
-shook the spell away. “Ah, how did I fall from heaven to hell and find
-heaven in hell? I cannot tell thee more than thou thyself hast said. I
-was buried while I was yet alive; and so I arose from mine own tomb and
-escaped back to the world of living things. I was among sleepers, yet
-could not myself sleep. After a time fire, not blood, began to run in my
-veins. And so, in the end, I rode away with the Flaming-heart. And I
-loved him! _how_ I loved him! God be merciful to me! Ah, Lenore, how do
-they put us poor, long-haired things into the fair world, giving us
-hearts and brains and souls, and thereon bid us all only to spin—to
-spin, and weave, and so, perchance, kiss, once, and then go back to spin
-again?”
-
-Laure was half hysterical, but wholly in earnest,—so much in earnest
-that she had forgotten her companion; and when she looked at her again,
-she found Lenore lying back on her pillows, her breath coming more
-rapidly than usual, but her face rigidly calm, her blue eyes wandering
-through space, and Laure perceived that she had rejected the passionate
-words and kept herself still in the dream state.
-
-It was well that at this moment there came a tap at the door. Laure
-cried entrance, and as Alixe came in from the hall, Madame Eleanore
-appeared from the other door that led to Laure’s room, and thence
-through to madame’s own chamber. Evidently the work hours were over, and
-it was time for the noon meal.
-
-Lenore did not care to descend to meat, and she asked Alixe to bring a
-glass of wine and water and a manchet of bread to her room. This request
-Alixe joyfully promised to fulfil, and then Laure and her mother
-together left the room, Laure in the throes of a painful reaction from
-strong feeling, and with a sense, moreover, that Lenore was relieved to
-have her go.
-
-In this last conjecture, or rather, sense, Laure was right. But it was
-not through dislike of her sister that Lenore was glad to be alone
-again. It was rather because the young widow had been powerfully moved
-by Laure’s words, and she wanted time and solitude to readjust herself
-from the new and disquieting ideas that had been put into her mind.
-Alixe believed her to be fatigued, and perhaps suffering; and,
-understanding her nature much better than Laure did, she brought the
-invalid everything that she wanted in the way of food, and then left
-her, believing that she could sleep.
-
-It was afternoon in the Castle. Dinner was at an end. Madame had betaken
-herself to her own room, for prayer and meditation. The damsels were all
-scattered, some to their own small rooms, some to the courtyard and the
-snow. Laure was in the chapel, before the altar, struggling with her
-newly roused demon of unrest. In the long room, off the great hall, was
-Courtoise, seated in Gerault’s old place, before a reading-desk, with an
-illuminated parchment before him. It was part of “The Romant de la
-Rose,” and he was reading the passage descriptive of the garden of
-_Déduit_. Although nothing, perhaps, could be found in the literature of
-that day better fitted to appeal to a dweller of Le Crépuscule, the mind
-of the dark-browed Courtoise was not very securely fixed upon his book.
-His eyes rested steadily on one word; his forehead was puckered, and
-there was an expression on his face which, had he been a maid, would
-likely have portended tears. Courtoise was not a man to weep; but he had
-lately fallen recklessly into the habit of his former lord, of coming
-here to sit with a parchment before him, as an excuse for brooding
-hopelessly on the trouble in his soul. His head was now so far bent that
-he did not see a woman’s figure glide into the room. Not till she stood
-over his very desk did he look up with a little start: “Thou, Alixe!” he
-said half impatiently.
-
-“Yea, Alixe, Master Courtoise. Thine eyes, it seems, can make out great
-shapes very well, but halt an untold time over one curly letter.”
-
-“What sayest thou? Thy words, Alixe, are like the quips of the dwarf;
-but thou hast not his license to say them.”
-
-“Ahimé, Courtoise,” she came lazily round the table till she stood
-beside his chair, “seek to quarrel with me if thou wilt. A quarrel would
-be a merry thing in this Castle. For I am dull—dull—piteously dull, good
-master!”
-
-Courtoise looked at her rather grimly. “Art thou dull indeed, Mistress
-Alixe? What thinkest thou, then, of all of us?”
-
-“Thou also, quiet one? Well, I had guessed it. Yet methought—” she
-paused, with mischief in her eyes; and Courtoise, who knew some of her
-moods, was wise enough not to let her finish the sentence. Rising from
-his place, he went and got a tabouret from a corner of the room, and,
-placing it beside the chair at the desk, sat down on it, motioning Alixe
-to the seat beside him.
-
-Alixe refused the offer. “Nay, nay, Master Courtoise. Thou shalt sit in
-the brawny chair, for thou’rt to be my adviser. Sit, I prithee, and let
-me take the little place, and then list to me carefully while I do talk
-on a matter of grave importance.”
-
-“Name of Heaven! Is there something of importance in this house of
-shadows?”
-
-“There is Madame Lenore,” she said soberly.
-
-“Lenore! Ah, ’tis of her thou wouldst speak,” he cried, his whole face
-lighting.
-
-Suddenly Alixe broke into a rippling mockery of laughter. “There,
-Courtoise, thou art betrayed! Nay, I will be still about it, for I also
-love her. Now, to be cruel, my talk is not to be of her, but of myself,
-even me,—Alixe No-name. Thou, Courtoise, art in something the same
-position in Le Crépuscule as I, save that thou hast a binding tie of
-interest here. Then canst thou not offer me a moment’s thought, a
-moment’s sympathy? For, in very truth, I need them both.”
-
-With Alixe’s first words, Courtoise had flushed an angry scarlet; but
-with her last, his ordinary color came back to him, and he looked at her
-in friendly fashion as he answered: “What time and thought I have are
-thine, Alixe. But thou must show me thy need of sympathy.”
-
-“Why, let it be just for dwelling in Le Crépuscule. And—if thou wouldst
-have more—for holding no certain place here. There was a time, after
-Laure had gone away, and when the Seigneur was in Rennes, that I was
-really wanted. I brought comfort to madame, and I know she loved me
-well. And also, since Madame Lenore was widowed, I have been sometimes a
-companion to her. But now there are two daughters here. Madame’s life is
-full with them; and my place in Le Crépuscule is only one of tolerance.
-Therefore—lend thine ear closely, Courtoise—I would go away, I, Alixe
-No-name, out into the world, to see if there be not a fortune hidden for
-me beyond the eastern hills. I would go to Rennes, or even farther, to
-try what city life might be; yet I would not have the trouble of
-explanation and protests and insistence, and finally of farewell, with
-the dwellers here. Rather, I would just steal away, some night, nor
-return again hither evermore. What say you, Courtoise? Think you that
-that wish is all ingratitude?”
-
-It was some moments before Courtoise replied. His face was a little
-turned from Alixe, but she could see that his brow was knit in thought.
-At length he answered her: “Nay, Alixe, thy wish is not ingratitude.
-Rather, indeed, I have sometimes thought that Madame Eleanore showed
-something of ingratitude toward thee; for thou wast a daughter to her in
-her sorrow; and since the return of mademoiselle, I have seen thee many
-a time set aside.
-
-“If thou wouldst fare forth into the world—well, Alixe, the world is a
-wide place, and many dangers lurk therein. Yet thou art stout of heart,
-and strong enow in body, and methinks there are few like thee that would
-of choice dwell in such a place as this. I myself, were it only not for—
-Ah, well, if thou wouldst go forth and make thy way at once to Rennes,
-depart not now in the winter season. Thou’dst freeze on thy way. Wait
-till the spring is upon us, and the woods are light at night. And then—”
-
-“Then thou’lt help me? Wilt thou, Courtoise? Wilt thou tell madame when
-I am gone wherefore it was I went? Wilt thou give her messages of
-faithful love? Wilt—”
-
-“Wait, wait! Ask no more than that,” he said, smiling thoughtfully.
-“When the days are warmer and the spring is in the leaf, when the blood
-flows fast through the veins, and the head burns with new life—” he drew
-a sudden, quick breath, and Alixe, looking upon him with new interest,
-said quickly and softly:
-
-“Then come thou, also, Courtoise, out into the wide world! Let us
-together go forth to seek our fortunes. Thou’lt find me not too weak a
-comrade, I promise.”
-
-Courtoise’s smile vanished, and he shook his head, a look of sadness
-stealing into his eyes: “Think you, Alixe, that after the death of my
-well-loved lord I should have stayed in this Castle to grow gray and
-mouldy ere my time, had it not held for me a trust so sacred that I
-could not give it up?”
-
-“Lenore,” murmured Alixe, gently.
-
-“Thou knowest it. Since the first day that she came home with the
-Seigneur, I knew that here she would sadly need a friend; and indeed she
-hath been my very saint. I have worshipped her more as an angel than as
-a woman, in her purity; and my heart hath all but broken for the great
-sadness of her life here. And if by remaining I can serve her in any
-way, in thought or in deed; if it giveth her comfort to have me in the
-Castle, I would sooner cut off my hand than leave her here alone. I feel
-also that my lord knoweth that I am faithful to the trust he left with
-me; and I would not forfeit his dead thanks. Therefore, Alixe, ask me
-not to return into the world with thee or with another.”
-
-While he spoke, Alixe had watched him fixedly, and had seen no suspicion
-either in tone or in face of a deeper feeling for Lenore than he had
-confessed. Now she sighed quietly, and said in a gentle voice:
-“Courtoise, I think thou shouldst not mourn that thou’rt to dwell here;
-for thou hast thy trust, and thou hast some one to serve, always.
-Therefore fear nothing, and give thanks to God; for with Lenore in thy
-world—”
-
-“Alas, alas, Alixe, there is that fear in me! Should Lenore be
-lost—should Lenore die—ah!”
-
-Low as was his voice, the agony in it was unmistakable; and now Alixe
-was sure of all his secret: that he also loved Lenore as man sometimes
-loves woman,—purely. And she could find no words to say to him when the
-usually self-contained and tranquil man laid his head down on the table
-before him and did not try to hide his grief.
-
-It was at this inopportune moment that Laure, tired of prayers, and
-still consumed by her restless fever, rushed in upon the two in the long
-room. Her old-time wild gayety was upon her, and she did not pause
-before the position of Courtoise, who, however, quickly straightened up.
-Laure scarcely saw it. She knew only that here were the companions of
-her youth, and as she entered she cried out to them,—
-
-“Alixe! Courtoise! Up and out with me! Burn ye not? Stifle ye not in
-this dim hole? Courtoise, is our old sailing-boat still in its mooring?
-Let us fare forth, all three, and set out upon the wintry sea! Let us
-feel this January wind pull and strain at the ropes! Let us watch the
-foamy waves pile up before and behind us—”
-
-“Mon Dieu!”
-
-“Mademoiselle, it is impossible. The boat lies on the beach; two days’
-work would not fit her for the water.”
-
-Laure stamped angrily on the floor. “Something, then, something! I will
-get out into the cold, into the snow; I will move, I will feel, I will
-breathe again!”
-
-It was so much the wild, free Laure, it had in it so much her old-time
-magnetism of comradeship, so much the spirit of the dead Gerault,
-desirous of action, that Alixe and Courtoise were drawn irresistibly
-into her mood. Both of them moved forward, while Alixe cried gayly: “The
-hawks! Come, we will ride!”
-
-“The hawks!” echoed Laure. “Run, Courtoise, and get the horses, while
-Alixe and I go don our riding-garb and jess the birds!”
-
-Without a moment’s hesitation, rather with a throb of pleasure,
-Courtoise ran obediently away toward the stables, while the young women
-hurried to their rooms. In twenty minutes the wild trio were dashing
-across the lowered drawbridge, all well mounted, hawk on wrist, spur at
-heel, with Laure in the lead. Down the road for the space of a mile they
-went, and then struck off to the snowy moor. They rode long and they
-rode hard, finding scarce a single quarry, but letting their pent-up
-spirits out in this free and healthful exercise. When they came in again
-to the Castle courtyard, it was in starry darkness; and not one of the
-three but felt a new strength to resist the dead life of the Castle.
-
-Perhaps, had Courtoise known how Lenore had quietly wept away the
-afternoon in her solitude and loneliness, he had not appeared at evening
-meat with air so vigorous, eye so bright, and appetite so ready. Lenore,
-however, was never known to make a plaint; and she came to table with
-her cheeks hardly paler than usual, though her downcast eyes were
-shrunken with tears, and their lids were tinged with feverish red.
-
-Men say that it is one of the irrevocable blessings that Time should
-move as surely as he does. But when the hours, nay, the minutes, lag
-away as drearily as they did in Le Crépuscule that winter, one feels no
-gratitude to Time; but rather a resentment that his immortality should
-be so dead-alive. Yet winter did pass, however slowly. In March the
-frozen chains of the prisoned earth were riven. Streams began to flow
-fast and full. The snow melted and soaked into the rich, black soil,
-making it ready for the seed. The doors of the peasants’ huts were
-opened to the sun and rain. Flocks of storks began to fly northward on
-their return from the Nile to their unsettled fatherland. Spring caught
-the earth in a tender embrace; and wherever her warm breath touched the
-soil, a flower appeared, to mark the kiss.
-
-To Lenore the spring warmth was as heaven to a soul newly freed from
-earth-sorrow and suffering. Now the windows of her room could all be
-thrown wide open to the outer air. The whole sea lay before her, strewn
-with sunlight, and frosted with white foam. She saw the fishing-fleet
-from St. Nazaire go up past the bay, on its way to the herring
-fisheries; and then she was suddenly inspired again with an
-uncontrollable desire for the sea. That afternoon she sent one of her
-damsels to find Courtoise. He came to her room breathless, and eager to
-learn her will; and to him, without delay, she made known her imperative
-wish to be upon the sea.
-
-Courtoise found himself in a dilemma. He knew that there was a boat at
-her disposal, for he and Laure and Alixe had now been sailing every day
-for a fortnight. He believed Lenore to be aware of this, though as a
-matter of fact she was not; nevertheless he at first refused her request
-point-blank. After that, because she wept, he temporized. Finally, in
-despair, he went and consulted madame, who was horrified at the idea.
-Lenore still insisted, appealed to every one in the Castle, from Alixe
-and Laure to the very scullions. Finding herself repulsed on every hand
-and powerless to act of her own accord, she became, all at once, utterly
-irresponsible, and made a scene that threatened to end everything with
-her. Half unbalanced by months of illness and lonely brooding, and
-tortured by this morbid and unreasonable fancy, she wept and screamed
-and raved, and threw herself about her bed, till she was in a state of
-complete exhaustion, and every one in the Castle awaited the result of
-her paroxysm with unconcealed distress.
-
-After this time she did not leave her bed. She was very weak, and she
-seemed to have lost all ambition and all desire to move or even to
-speak. Her days she spent in silent moodiness, her nights in tossing
-feverishly about the bed. She seemed to take no notice of the little
-attentions so tenderly showered upon her by every one; except that she
-was pleased to see the little spring flowers, tender pink bells and
-anemones, that David and Courtoise spent hours in gathering at the edge
-of the forest on the St. Nazaire road. Upon these she smiled, and for
-many days kept a bouquet of them at her side, carrying them often to her
-lips. But after a little while she grew impatient of these simple
-flowers, and began to plead for violets, which no one in the world could
-find in Brittany before May. Courtoise brooded for two days over his
-inability to supply her want, and every one condoled her. Indeed, her
-own condition was not more pathetic than that of the Castle household in
-their eagerness for her welfare and her happiness, and for the welfare
-of that other precious soul that was in her keeping. Madame prayed night
-and morning for the heir of Le Crépuscule. Laure sewed for him, talked
-of him, dreamed of him, and bitterly envied Lenore. And now there was no
-whisper in the Castle that was not understood to pertain to “the little
-lord.”
-
-At last there came an April twilight when the glow of the sunset was
-growing dim beneath the lowering veil of night. Lenore had passed an
-unusually quiet day, and was now lying in her bed, quite still and
-tranquil. That afternoon David had been admitted to her presence, and
-had amused her with tales from the fairy-lore of Brittany, which she
-dearly loved. Now he was gone, and Madame Eleanore sat in her room
-beside the bed. The two had been silent for some time when Lenore’s eyes
-opened, and she said softly,—
-
-“Madame, hast ever thought that there might be a daughter of Le
-Crépuscule? That is what I believe.”
-
-“God forbid!” exclaimed Eleanore, involuntarily. Then, as Lenore turned
-a white, half-resentful face toward her, madame went on hurriedly:
-“There must be no more daughters of this house, Lenore. ’Tis what I
-could scarcely bear,—to see another maiden grow up in this endless
-twilight—” Her voice trailed off into silence, and then, for a long
-time, the women were still together, thinking.
-
-A tear or two stole from Lenore’s eyes and meandered down her cheek to
-the folds of her white gown; but her weeping was noiseless. The evening
-darkened. A sweet, rich breath of spring blew softly in from off the
-sea. Finally, one by one, the jewels of night began to gleam out from
-the sky. Each woman, unknown to the other, was offering up a prayer. And
-it was in the midst of this quiet scene that Lenore started suddenly up,
-knowing that her agony had begun.
-
-No one in Le Crépuscule slept that night. Laure was called to help her
-mother; and the three women were alone in the bedroom of dead Gerault.
-The demoiselles, all dressed, had assembled in the spinning-room, and
-clustered there in the torchlight, whispering nervously together, and
-listening with strained ears for any sounds coming from Madame Lenore’s
-bedchamber. In the hall below were a company of servants, women and men,
-and a half-dozen henchmen, who quaffed occasional flagons of beer, but
-spoke not a word through the hours. David and Alixe sat in a corner
-playing at chess together; and a wondrous game it was, for neither knew
-when the other was in check, nor paid attention to a queen in jeopardy.
-Lastly, Courtoise was there, pacing up and down the hall, his hands
-clenched behind him, and the beads of sweat rolling off his face. And
-how many miles he walked that night, he never knew.
-
-The hours passed solemnly away, and there was no sign from the holy room
-above. Time dragged by, slowly and yet more slowly, till the hours
-became as years; and it seemed that ages had gone when finally the dawn
-came creeping from beyond the distant hills, and a pale light glimmered
-across the moving waters. By the time the torches were flaring high in
-their mingling with the daybreak, there came, from above, the sound of a
-door softly opening and then closing again. In the hall below, no one
-breathed. Courtoise paused beside a table, and trembled and shook with
-cold. Alixe, very pale and white, moved slowly toward the stairs. There
-was a faint sound of rustling garments across the stones of the upper
-hall, and then, descending step by step in the wavering light, came
-Laure, great-eyed and deathly white, after the night’s terrible toil.
-She came alone, carrying nothing in her arms; and on the fifth step from
-the floor she stopped still, and looked down upon the motionless
-company. Once she tried to speak, and her throat failed her.
-
-“Mademoiselle—in the name of God!” pleaded Courtoise, hoarsely.
-
-Laure trembled a little. “Good friends,” she said, “Madame Lenore is
-safely delivered; and there is—a new daughter in Le Crépuscule.”
-
-
-
-
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- ELEANORE
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-
-When Laure, her message given, started back upstairs again, Alixe was at
-her side. At Lenore’s door they both stopped, till madame opened it.
-Laure entered the room at once, but Eleanore shook her head at the
-maiden, and bade her seek her rest. Then Alixe, disappointed, but too
-weary for speech, followed the chattering demoiselles down the corridor
-where were all their rooms, and, saying not a word to one of them, shut
-herself into her own chamber. Once there, she disrobed with speed, but
-when she had crept into her bed and pulled the coverings up above her,
-she found that sleep was an impossibility. There was a dull weight at
-her heart, which for the moment she could not analyze. It was as if some
-great misfortune had befallen her. Yet Lenore lived—was remarkably well.
-And the child—ah, the child! It was the first, almost, that Alixe had
-thought of the child. A girl, another girl, in Le Crépuscule! a thing of
-inaction, of resignation, of quiescence; the sport of Fate; the jest of
-the age! Alas, alas! A girl! To grow up alone, here in this wilderness,
-companionless, without hope of escape! Thus, dully, inarticulately,
-every one in Le Crépuscule was meditating with Alixe, till at last, one
-by one, they fell asleep, each in his late bed.
-
-The morning was far spent, and an April sun streamed brightly across her
-coverlet, when Alixe finally awoke. Her sleep had done her good, and
-there was no trace of melancholy in her air as she rose and made herself
-ready for the day. She was healthfully hungry, but there was another
-interest, greater than hunger, that had caused her so speedily to dress.
-Hurrying out and down the hall, she stopped at the door to Lenore’s
-room, and tapped there softly.
-
-Laure opened it at once, and smiled a good-morning to her. “Come thou
-in,” she whispered. “Lenore would have thee see the child.”
-
-Alixe entered softly, and halted near the bed, transfixed by the sight
-of Lenore. Never, even in the early days of her bridal, had Gerault’s
-lady been so beautiful. The mysterious spell of her holy estate was on
-her, was clearly visible in her brilliant eyes, in the rosy flush of her
-cheeks, in the coiling, burning gold of her wondrous hair, in the
-smiling, gentle languor of her manner. There was something newly born in
-her, some still ecstasy, that had come to her together with the tiny
-bundle at her side.
-
-“Come thou, Alixe, and look at her,” she said, in a weak voice, smiling
-happily, and casting tender love-looks at the little thing.
-
-Alixe went over, and, with Laure’s aid, unwrapped enough of the small
-creature for her to see its tiny, red face and feeble, fluttering hands.
-As she gently touched one of the cheeks, the wide, blue, baby eyes
-stared up at her, unwinking in their new wonder at the world; while
-Lenore watched them, eagerly, hungrily. Neither she nor Alixe noticed
-that Laure had moved off to a distance, and was staring dully out of a
-window. When Alixe had stood for some moments over the baby, wondering
-in her heart what to say to Lenore, the mother looked up at her with
-those newly unfathomable eyes, and said softly,—
-
-“Put her into my arms, Alixe.”
-
-Alixe did so, laying the infant carefully across the mother’s breast.
-Lenore’s arms closed around it, and her eyes fell shut while a smile of
-unutterable peace lighted up her gentle face.
-
-Alixe knew that it was time for her to go, and, moved as she had never
-been moved before in her young life, she started toward the door,
-glancing as she went at Laure, who followed her.
-
-“How beautiful she is!” whispered Alixe, as they stood together on the
-threshold.
-
-Laure nodded, but there was no sign of joy in her face. “Alas for them
-both!” she said quietly. “There have been enough daughters in Le
-Crépuscule.”
-
-To this Alixe could find no reply, and so, with a slight nod, she left
-the room and went down to the morning meal. Madame Eleanore was not
-there. After the strain of the past night, she had gone to her room a
-little after sunrise, leaving Laure to care for the young mother. At
-breakfast, then, Courtoise and Alixe sat nearest the head of the table,
-but they did not talk together. In fact, no one said very much during
-the course of the meal. Instead of the joyful gayety that might have
-been expected, now that their dead lord’s lady was safely through her
-trial, a dull gloom seemed to overhang everything, to weigh every one
-down: Courtoise ate in silence, heavy-browed and brooding, his head bent
-far over; David, in no humor for wit, scarcely spoke; even Alixe, whose
-heart had been somewhat lightened by the sight of Lenore and her
-happiness, presently succumbed to the atmosphere, and began to reflect
-that the last hope of the Castle was gone, that the line of Crépuscule
-had died forever. And neither she nor any one else paused to think that,
-if the little Twilight baby asleep upstairs had understood the true
-nature of her welcome into the world, she might readily have been
-persuaded to escape again, as rapidly as possible, into her blue ether,
-where pain and unwelcome were things unknown.
-
-When Alixe had eaten, she returned to the sick-room and, madame being
-still asleep, insisted upon taking Laure’s place till the weary girl had
-eaten and slept. Lenore had already taken some nourishment, and the baby
-had been fed; and, while the noon sunshine poured a flood of gold over
-the world, the mother and child drowsed happily together in their bed.
-
-Alixe, having set the room as much to rights as was possible, seated
-herself by one of the open windows, and straightway began to dream. Her
-thoughts were of her own life, of the new life that she should now soon
-enter upon, and of what would befall her when she should really reach
-the vast world that lay behind the barrier of eastern hills,—that world
-that Laure had found, but could not stay in; that world from which
-Lenore had come, and whither Gerault had betaken himself to die. Alixe
-mused for a long time, and, in her untaught way, philosophized over the
-sad stories of those in the Castle, and the prospect of a real history
-that there might be for her when she should leave Le Crépuscule; and it
-was in the midst of this reverie that the door from Laure’s room opened
-softly, and madame came in.
-
-Near the threshold she paused, looking intently at the sleeping mother
-and child, so that she did not at first perceive Alixe, who sat
-motionless, transfixed by the change which, since yesterday, had come
-upon madame. If there were gloom throughout the Castle, because of a
-disappointment in the sex of Lenore’s child, that gloom was epitomized
-in the face of Madame Eleanore. She was paler and older than Alixe had
-ever seen her before. The white in her hair was more marked than the
-dark. Every line in her face had deepened. Her eyes, tearless as they
-were, seemed somehow faded, and her manner bespoke an unutterable
-weariness. She looked haggard and old and worn. And yet, as she gazed at
-the unconscious picture of youth and tender love, the joy of the world,
-and the life of her race asleep there before her, her face softened, and
-her mouth lost a little of its hardness.
-
-After some moments of this gazing, seeing that still she had not moved,
-Alixe went to her.
-
-“Laure was weary, madame, and so I took her place while Lenore and the
-baby slept,” she said.
-
-Eleanore nodded, and Alixe wondered uneasily if she should leave the
-room. After a second or two, however, madame shook away her
-preoccupation and turned to the girl.
-
-“Alixe,” she said, “none hath as yet been despatched for Monseigneur de
-St. Nazaire; and I will not have Anselm baptize the child. Go thou and
-tell Courtoise to ride and fetch the Bishop as soon as may be, to
-perform one last ceremony for this house. Give him my good greeting.
-Tell him Lenore is well—and the babe—a girl. Mon Dieu! a girl!—Haste
-thee, Alixe. And thou needst not return. I will sit here while Lenore
-sleeps.”
-
-Alixe bowed, but still stood hesitating, near the door, till madame
-looked up at her impatiently.
-
-“When I have given Courtoise his message, let me bring thee food and
-wine, madame. Thou’lt be ill, an thou eat not.”
-
-“Nay. Begone, Alixe! Bring nothing to me. Why should I eat? Why should I
-eat, when after me there will be none of mine to eat in Crépuscule?” And
-it was with a kind of groan that madame moved slowly across to the
-bedside. When Alixe left the room she was still standing there, gazing
-down upon Lenore, who, if awake, could hardly have borne the look with
-which madame regarded her.
-
-An hour later, Courtoise was on his way to St. Nazaire; but he did not
-return with Monseigneur till evensong of the next day. Arrived at the
-Castle, the Bishop was given chance for food and rest after his ride,
-before he was summoned to Lenore’s room, where madame received him. From
-Courtoise, on their way, St. Nazaire had learned of the disappointment
-of the Castle; so that he was prepared for what he found. He read
-Eleanore’s mind from her face, and was not surprised at it, but from his
-own manner no one could have told that he felt anything but the utmost
-delight with the whole affair. He was full of congratulations and
-felicitations of every kind; he was witty, he was gay, he was more
-talkative than any one had ever seen him before; and he took the baby
-and handled it, cried to it, cooed to it, with the air of an experienced
-old beldame. Lenore, still radiant with her happiness of motherhood,
-brightened yet more under the cheer of his presence; and in her
-unexpected joy the Bishop found some consolation for the cloud of misery
-that shrouded madame. Indeed, he watched Lenore with unaffected delight,
-seeing with amazement the miracle that had been worked in her, and
-knowing her now for the first time as what she had been before her
-marriage, when there was, in her nature, none of the melancholy, the
-morbidness, the pain of loneliness, that had for so long clouded her
-life.
-
-Lenore was not strong enough to endure even his cheerful presence very
-long; and when Laure presently stole in, he seized the opportunity that
-he had been waiting for, and, on some light excuse, drew madame with him
-out of the room.
-
-The moment that they were alone together, his gay manner dropped from
-him like a cloak, and he looked upon the woman before him with piercing
-eyes.
-
-“Eleanore,” he said severely, “it were well an thou came with me for a
-little time before God. There is written on thy face the tale of that
-old-time inward rebellion that hath been so long asleep that I had hoped
-it dead.”
-
-Madame looked at him with something of defiance, displeasure very
-plainly to be read in her brilliant eyes. “My lord,” she said coldly,
-“thou’rt wearied with thy ride. It were well an thou soughtest rest.”
-
-“I have already rested. Where wouldst thou rather be,—in thine own room,
-or in the chapel?”
-
-“Charles!” madame spoke with angry impetuosity. “Think you I am to be
-treated as a child?”
-
-“There are times when all of us are children, Eleanore,—times when we
-need the Father-hand, the Father-guidance. I would not be harsh with
-thee were there another way; nevertheless, thou must do my bidding.”
-
-She led him in silence to her own room, and they entered it together,
-St. Nazaire closing the door behind him. Madame seated herself at once
-in a broad chair near a window, and the Bishop paced up and down before
-her. The room was warm, for the night air was soft, and a half-dead fire
-gleamed upon the stone hearth. A torch upon the wall had been lighted,
-and two candles burned on the table near by. By this light St. Nazaire
-could watch Eleanore’s face as he walked. It was some moments before he
-spoke, and when he began, his voice had changed again, and was as gentle
-as a woman’s,—
-
-“This birth of a girl child hath been a grievous disappointment to thee,
-dear friend?”
-
-Eleanore replied only by a look; but what words could have expressed
-half so much?
-
-“Art thou angry with me, Eleanore! Am I to blame for it? Is there fault
-in any one for what is come? Sex is no matter of choice with the world.
-Were it so, methinks thou hadst not now been grieving.”
-
-“Thou sayest truly, it is no matter of choice with the world. But hast
-not ever taught that there is One who may choose always as He will?
-There is a fault, and it is the fault of God! God of God, Charles, have
-I not had enough to bear? Could I not, now that the end cannot be far
-away, have known a little content in mine old age? What hath there been
-for me, these thirty years, save sorrow? With the death of Gerault, I
-believed that the world held no further woe for me; but in the following
-months hope, which I had thought forever gone, came on me again, combat
-its coming as I would. Yet the thought that an heir might be born to
-Crépuscule, the thought that the line might yet be carried on to
-something better than this eternal sadness, came to be so strong with me
-that I gave way, fool that I was, to joy. And now, by the merciless
-wrath of God, Fate makes sport of me again. God alone would have been so
-pitiless. And am I, a mortal, to forgive the Almighty for all the woes
-that He recklessly putteth on me?”
-
-In this speech Eleanore’s low voice had risen above its usual pitch, and
-rang out in tones of deep-seated, passionate anger. St. Nazaire paused
-in his walk to look at her as she spoke; and never had he felt himself
-in a more difficult position. Sincere as was his belief, there were,
-indeed, things in the divine order that his creed could not explain
-away. He dreaded to take the only orthodox stand,—resignation and
-continued praise of the Lord, for in Eleanore’s present state of mind
-this would be worse than mockery; and yet in this he was obliged at
-length to take his refuge.
-
-“Eleanore, when Laure, the infant, was first put into thy arms, wast
-thou grieved that she was not a man child?”
-
-“I had Gerault—”
-
-“Hast thou not loved Laure and cared for her throughout thy life because
-she was thy child, flesh of thy flesh, blood of thy blood, conceived of
-great love, and born of suffering?”
-
-“Yea, verily.”
-
-“And, despite her months of grievous wandering from thy sight, still
-hath she not given thee all the joy that Gerault gave?”
-
-“More, methinks; in that she hath ever been more mine own.”
-
-“Then, Eleanore,” and there was joy in the man’s tone, “take this child
-of thy son to thy heart and love her. Let her young innocence bring thee
-peace. Hold her close to thy life, and give and receive comfort through
-thy love. Seek not woe because she is not what she cannot be. Assume not
-a knowledge greater than that of God. Trouble not thyself about the
-future; but, rather, take what is given thee, and know that it is good.
-Shall not a young voice cause these walls to echo again to the sound of
-laughter? Will not a child bring light into thy life? Why shouldst thou
-grieve because, in the years after thy death, Le Crépuscule may fall
-into other hands than those of thy race? Thinkest thou thou wilt be here
-to see it? For shame, Eleanore! Forget thy bitterness, and find the joy
-that Gerault’s widow already knows!”
-
-Though she would not have acknowledged it, Eleanore was influenced by
-the Bishop’s words; and the change in her was already visible in her
-face. Judging wisely, then, St. Nazaire let his plea rest where it was,
-and blessing her, said good-night and left her to sleep or to pray—he
-could not tell which. And in truth Eleanore slept; but in her sleep,
-love and pity entered into her heart. She woke in the early dawn, and,
-hardly thinking what she did, stole into Lenore’s room, creeping softly
-to the bed where the sleeping mother and infant lay. At sight of them a
-wave of feeling overswept her. She knew again the crowning joy of
-woman’s life: she felt again the glory of youth; and when she returned
-to her solitude, it was to weep away the greater part of her bitterness,
-and to take into her inmost heart the helpless baby of Gerault.
-
-On the following morning, in the presence of an imposing company, the
-Lord Bishop officiating, the little girl was baptized. Laure and
-Courtoise were the godparents; Laure feeling that, in being trusted with
-this holy office, she stood once more honorably in the eyes of the
-world. According to her mother’s wish, the babe was christened Lenore,
-and Alixe guessed wrong when she thought the little one called after
-another of that name. When the ceremony was over, and the baptismal
-feast lay ready spread, madame took the child into her arms to carry it
-back to the mother; and St. Nazaire, seeing the kiss that she pressed
-upon the tiny cheek, realized that the cause was won.
-
-Madame Eleanore’s lead was quickly followed by every one in the Castle;
-and the disappointment at the baby’s sex wore away so rapidly that in a
-month probably no one would have admitted that there had ever been any
-chagrin at all. Perhaps no royal heir had ever known more abject homage
-than was paid to that wee, bright-eyed, grave-faced, helpless creature,
-who was perfectly contented only when she lay in her mother’s arms.
-
-Lenore regained her strength slowly. Her long winter of idleness and
-grieving had ill-fitted her to bear the strain of what she had endured;
-and it was many weeks before she tried to leave her room. Thus, bit by
-bit, the whole life of the Castle came to gravitate around her chamber.
-It was like a court of which the young mother was queen, and where at
-certain hours of the day, all the women-folk of Crépuscule were wont to
-congregate. It was on an afternoon in the middle of May, when summer
-first hovered over the land, that Lenore was dressed for the first time.
-She sat in a semi-reclining position by the window, whence she could
-look off upon the sea, the baby at her side, and Alixe the only other
-person in the room. For nearly an hour Lenore had been silent, one hand
-gently caressing the baby’s little cheek, her big eyes wandering along
-the far horizon line. Alixe was bent over a parchment manuscript, which
-Anselm had taught her how to read, and she scarcely raised her eyes from
-it to look at anything in the room. Her passage had become complicated,
-and, at the same time, interesting, when Lenore’s voice suddenly broke
-in upon her,—
-
-“Alixe, ’tis long time now since I saw Courtoise. Thinkest thou he is
-near and would come and talk to me?”
-
-Alixe let her poetry go, and jumped hastily up. “I will seek him. An he
-be about the Castle, he will surely come.”
-
-Lenore smiled with pleasure. “Thank thee, maiden. Let him come now, at
-once.”
-
-Alixe, hugging Courtoise’s secret to her heart, hurriedly left the room,
-and ran downstairs, straight upon Courtoise, who stood in the hall
-below. He was booted and spurred, and his horse waited for him in the
-doorway. Making a hasty apology to Alixe, he was going on, when she
-cried to him: “Courtoise, stay! Madame Lenore seeks thy presence. She
-would have thee go to her and talk with her for an hour this afternoon.
-Shall I tell her thou’rt ridden hawking?”
-
-“Holy Mary! Say that—say that I come instantly. She hath asked for me?
-Hurry, Alixe! Say that I come at once!”
-
-Courtoise retreated to his room, trembling like a girl. He had forgotten
-his horse, which Alixe considerately caused to be taken back to the
-stable, and while he removed his spurs and fussily rearranged his dress
-and hair, he tried in vain to recover his equanimity. Then, when he
-could no longer torture himself with delay, he hurried away to the door
-of her room and there paused again, remembering how many times since her
-illness he had stood there, both by night and by day, listening, not
-always vainly, for the sound of her voice, or for the little wailing cry
-of the hungry babe. And now—now he was to enter that sacred room, holier
-to him than any consecrated church of God. Now he was to look at her, to
-touch her hand, to feast his eyes upon her exquisite face. He drew a
-long breath and was about to tap on the door, when it suddenly opened,
-and Alixe, finding herself face to face with him, gave a little
-exclamation,—
-
-“Holy saints! I was just coming to seek thee again. Hadst forgotten that
-madame waits for thee? There—go in!”
-
-Courtoise never noticed the mischief of Alixe’s tone, but went straight
-into the room, and saw Lenore sitting by the window with the baby on her
-lap. She turned toward him, smiling, and holding out her hand. He went
-over, looking at her thirstily, but not so that she could read what was
-in his heart. Then he realized vaguely that Alixe had left the room, and
-that he was alone with Lenore.
-
-“’Tis very long, Courtoise, very long, since we have seen each other.
-Why hast thou not come ere now?”
-
-“Madame! Had I but thought thou’dst have had me! Thrice every day during
-thy illness came I to thy door to ask after thee and the babe; and since
-then—often—I have stood and listened, to hear if thou wast speaking here
-within. But I did not know—”
-
-“Enough, Courtoise! I thank thee. Thou’rt very good. Thou knowest
-thou’rt all that I have left of Gerault, and I would fain have thee
-oftener near me. Wilt take the babe? Little one! She feels the strength
-of a man’s arms but seldom. Sit there yonder with her. So!”
-
-She put the tiny bundle into his strong arms, and laughed to see the
-half-terrified air with which the young fellow bore it over to the
-settle which she indicated. But when he had sat down, he laid the baby
-on his knees, and then, retaining careful hold of it, turned his whole
-look upon Lenore.
-
-She smiled at him, supremely unconscious of the electric thrills that
-were making the man’s whole body quiver and tremble with emotion.
-Indeed, it would have been difficult enough to read his feeling in his
-matter-of-fact manner. For a long time they sat there, talking upon many
-subjects, but most of all about Gerault, whose name had scarcely crossed
-Lenore’s lips since the time of his death. To Courtoise it was an acute
-pain to hear her refer to the various incidents of her courtship in
-Rennes; but back of her words there was no suggestion of either grief or
-bitterness. She recalled her first acquaintance with Gerault fully,
-incident by incident, and caused Courtoise to take an unwilling part in
-the reminiscences. He hoped continually to get her away from the
-subject, to matters now nearer both of them; but time sped on, and, as
-the sun began to near the sea, the baby woke from sleep with a little
-cry that Courtoise recognized with a pang. His hour was over; and he had
-gained little hope from it. Yet, as he returned the baby to its mother’s
-arms, there was a smile for him in Lenore’s calm eyes, and he retreated
-with a beating heart as Madame Eleanore and Laure came together into the
-room, to spend their usual evening hour with the mother and child.
-
-This hour of the day, the twilight time, the time of yearning for things
-long gone, had of late weeks been drawing these three women of the
-Twilight Castle very close together. Laure, Lenore, and Eleanore, these
-three, with Alixe ofttimes a shadow in the background, were accustomed
-to sit together, watching the sunset die over the great waters, and
-waiting for the appearance of the evening star upon the fading glow. And
-in this time of silent companionship each felt within her a new growth,
-a new, half-sorrowful love for the life in this lonely habitation. The
-spell of solitude was weaving about them a slow, strong bond, which in
-after years none of the three felt any wish to break. Many
-dream-shadows, the ghosts of forgotten lives, rose up for each out of
-the darkening waste of the sea; and with these spirits of memory or
-imagination, each one was making a life as real and as strong as the
-lives of those that dwelt out in the great world, for which, at one time
-or another, all of them had so deeply yearned. Each felt, in her heart,
-that her active life was over; and, as time passed, and thoughts began
-adequately to take the place of realities, none of them cared to keep
-alive the sharp stings of bitterness or of unavailing regret. They knew
-themselves dead to the great, outer life that each, in her way, had
-known. Nor did they mourn themselves. What fire of life remained with
-them had been transformed into secret dreams and ambitions for the
-future of that little creature swathed so carefully from the world, now
-lying peacefully asleep upon the mother-breast of Gerault’s widow.
-
-
-
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- _CHAPTER FIFTEEN_
- THE RISING TIDE
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-
-
-Summer was on the world again, and with its coming, melancholy was
-banished for a season from Le Crépuscule. With the first northward
-flight of storks, a new air, a breath of hidden life and gayety, crept
-into the Castle household, and, in the early days of June, broke forth
-in a riot of pleasures,—caroles, garland-weaving parties, and hunting.
-As in former times, Laure was now the moving spirit in every sport, and,
-to the general amazement, madame, who in her younger days had been
-celebrated at the chase, herself headed one of the rabbit-hunts,—in that
-day a favorite pastime with women.
-
-The country around Le Crépuscule was as beautiful in summer as it was
-desolate in winter; for the moorlands were one gay tangle of
-many-colored wild-flowers. The cultivated land around the peasants’
-homes was thick with various crops, and the cool, green depths of the
-forest hid beauties surpassing all those of the open country. The
-stables of Le Crépuscule were well supplied with horses, for the family,
-both women and men, had always been persistent riders. In these June
-days the women-folk, Madame and Laure and the demoiselles, rode early
-and late, deserting wheel, loom, and tambour frame to revel in a
-much-needed rest and change of occupation. Only Lenore refused to take
-part in the sports, finding pleasure enough at home with the child, who
-was growing to be a fine lusty infant, with a smile as ready as if she
-had been born in Rennes. And the mother and child were happy enough to
-sit all day in the flower-strewn meadow, between the north wall and the
-dry moat, playing together with bright posies, watching the movements of
-the birds in the open falconry, and sometimes taking part in quieter
-revels with the others. Ere June was gone, the demoiselles were scarcely
-to be recognized for the pale, heavy-eyed, pallid things that had been
-wont to assemble in the great hall after supper on winter evenings to
-listen to the stories told round the fire. Now their laughter was ever
-ready, their feet light for the dance, their cheeks brown, and their
-eyes bright with the continual riot in sunlight and sea-winds. Winter
-lay behind, like the shadow of an ugly dream, and now, of a sudden,
-God’s world, and with it Le Crépuscule, became beautiful for man.
-
-In the first week of July, however, the period of gayety was checked by
-the loss of four members of the household. Two of the demoiselles of
-noble family, whom madame had taken to train as gentlewomen of rank,
-Berthe de Montfort and Isabelle de Joinville, had now been in Le
-Crépuscule the customary time for the acquirement of etiquette and the
-arts of needlework, and escorts arrived from their homes to convoy them
-away. After their departure, the squires Louis of Florence and Robert
-Meloc resigned their places and rode out into the world, to seek a life
-of action.
-
-There were now left in Le Crépuscule the demoiselles whom Lenore had
-brought with her from Rennes a year ago, and two others who had come to
-madame many years ago, and who must perforce stay on, having no other
-home than this, living as they did upon madame’s bounty. And there were
-also two young squires, who had sworn fealty to madame, but hoped some
-day to ride to Rennes and win their spurs in the lists of their Lord
-Duke. For the present they were content to remain out on the lonely
-coast, where Courtoise taught them the articles of knighthood, and where
-twenty stout henchmen could look up to them as superiors. These, with
-David le petit, Anselm the steward, Alixe, Courtoise, and a young
-peasant woman, who had come to foster the infant of Madame Lenore,
-comprised the attendants of the three ladies of Crépuscule. It was a
-well-knit little company, and one so accustomed to the quiet life, that
-none of them save only one desired better things.
-
-Of the mood of Alixe during these summer months, much might be said.
-Throughout the spring she had been in a state of hot desire for what was
-not in Le Crépuscule. She was filled with unrest; but her plans were too
-vague, too indefinite, for immediate action. Strong as was the will that
-would have carried her through any difficulty that lay not in the
-condition of her heart, she was still, after nearly six months of
-dreaming and debating, in Le Crépuscule. Still she labored through the
-long, dull mornings; and still, through the afternoons, she drifted
-about through moving seas of doubt and yearning. She longed for the
-world, but she could not give up Le Crépuscule, and those whom it held.
-Here was her problem,—which way to turn. She felt that another such
-winter as she had just passed would drive her senses from her; but she
-knew that anywhere outside Le Crépuscule the visions of three faces, the
-fair, sad faces of her ladies, would haunt her by day and by night till
-she should return to them at last. She carried her struggle always with
-her, and at length it drove her to seek an old-time solitude. She began
-to spend her afternoons in a cave in the great cliff north of that on
-which the Castle stood. This cave had been formed by the action of the
-water, and it stretched in cavernous darkness far into the wall of
-rock,—much farther than Alixe had ever dared to go. Near the entrance,
-four or five feet above the tide-washed floor, was a little ledge where
-she was accustomed to sit till the rising water drove her to the upper
-shore. Tides, in Brittany, are proverbially high; and at full tide the
-top of the cave’s opening was scarcely visible above the water; so it
-behooved Alixe to restrain herself from sleep while she lay therein,
-meditating on her other life.
-
-On the 19th of July the tide was at low ebb at half-past two in the
-afternoon; and at three o’clock Alixe entered the cave, and climbed,
-dry-shod, up to her ledge of rock. Here, as she knew, she was safe for
-two hours, if she chose to stay so long.
-
-The interior of this cave was by no means an uninteresting place, though
-Alixe had never yet explored it beyond the space of twenty feet, where
-it was bright with the daylight that poured in through its jagged
-entrance. After that it wound a darker way into the cliff, and the far
-recesses were lost in utter blackness. A spoken word directed toward the
-inner passage-way would reverberate along that mysterious interior till
-one could not but be a little awed at the vast extent of the lost
-passage. The visible floor of the cavern was a thing of interest and
-beauty, for at low tide it was like a little park, where pools of clear
-sea-water alternated with groves of filmy plants, small ridges of
-pebbles and rocks, and patches of delicately ribbed sand, where every
-species of shell-fish dwelt. At times Alixe spent hours in studying
-sea-life in these places; and certainly, on hot summer afternoons, no
-pleasanter occupation could have been found. Probably others than Alixe
-would have taken to it, were it not for the fact that the cave was the
-scene of one of the weirdest legends of the coast, and was held in
-avoidance as much by Castle folk as by the peasantry. Alixe, however,
-had long been held to possess some uncanny power over the people of the
-supernatural world, for she would venture fearlessly into the most
-unholy spots, emerging unharmed and undisturbed; nor could any one ever
-learn from her whether or not she had actually held intercourse with the
-creatures whom they devoutly believed in, and so devoutly dreaded.
-
-To-day, certainly, there was no suggestion of the uncanny about her as
-she lay upon her ledge of rock, looking off upon the sparkling waters
-that danced up to the very edge of her retreat. With one hand she shaded
-her eyes from the golden glare, and her head was pillowed on her other
-arm. Her usually smooth brow was puckered into a frown for which the sun
-was not responsible; nor yet was Alixe’s mind upon any subject that
-might be supposed to anger or distress her. For the moment she had
-dropped her inward debate, and was lazily watching the sea. The warmth
-of the afternoon had made her drowsy, and now the shadowy coolness of
-the cave soothed her till her vivid mental images had become a little
-blurred, and the sparkle of the water and its crispy rustle, as it
-advanced and retreated over the sand outside, was luring her mind into
-the faery wastes of dreamland. She wondered a little whether she were
-awake or asleep; but, in point of fact, her eyes were not actually shut,
-when a slender figure came round a corner of the entrance, and slipped
-lightly into the cave.
-
-Alixe started, and sat up straight, while a high tenor voice cried out:
-“Ho, Mistress Alixe, ’tis thou, then? Is’t I that discover thee in thy
-retreat, or thou that hast invaded mine?”
-
-“Ohé, David, thou’st startled me! Meseemeth I all but slept.”
-
-“’Tis a day for sleep, but this is not the place. Is there room there on
-the ledge? Wilt let me up? ’Tis wet enough, below here.”
-
-“Yea; thy feet slop i’ the sand, and thou’st frightened two crabs. Canst
-climb hither?”
-
-He laughed merrily, and scrambled up beside her, his light body seeming
-but a feather in weight. She made room beside her, and he sat down
-there, cocking one parti-colored knee upon the other, and beginning
-lightly: “Thus bravely, then, thou comest into the cave of the water
-goblin. Art thou, perchance, courted here by some sly water sprite?”
-
-The maiden, responding to his mood, laughed also. “Not unless thou’lt
-play the sprite, Master David. Say—wilt court me?”
-
-“Nay, sister. Thou and I, and all i’ the Castle up above, know each
-other in a way that admits no love-foolery. Heigho!” The little man’s
-tone had changed to one of whimsical earnestness. Alixe made no
-immediate reply to his speech, and so, to entertain himself, he took
-from his open bag two pebbles, and began to toss them lightly into the
-air, one after the other.
-
-For a few seconds Alixe watched him absently. Then she said: “Those
-pebbles, David, are like thee and me. Watch now which will be the first
-to fall from thy hand. Thou’rt the mottled; I the gray.”
-
-“And I, damsel,” said he, as he began to handle them a little less
-carelessly, “I, who sit here forever, for my amusement tossing into the
-air two light souls, catching them when they come back to me, and
-flinging them again away—who am I, I ask?”
-
-“Thou, David?” Alixe’s face took on a little, bitter smile. “Why, thou
-art that inexorable thing that men call God. Wilt never drop thy stones
-from their wearisome sphere, Almighty One?”
-
-“They will not fall. They return to me evermore,” he answered; and,
-after another toss or two, he let them both remain in his hand while he
-looked at them for a moment. After that he put them back into his bag
-again, with a curious smile. “That, then, is our end,” he remarked, at
-last.
-
-“_Is_ it our end? David, David! Shall I not leave Le Crépuscule, to fare
-forth into the world? I dream, and dream, and vow unto myself that I
-shall surely go; and then—I still remain.”
-
-“Ay. There are things that keep thee here—and me too. There is the baby,
-now, and its angel-faced mother. And then madame—how is one to leave
-her, when she is a little more alive than formerly? I, too, Alixe, have
-dreamed dreams. The fever of my boyhood, with its wanderings, its life,
-its continual change, comes upon me strong sometimes. Here, in this
-place, my wit lies buried, my soul grows gray within me, my eyes have
-forgot the look of the world’s bright colors. And yet I stay on—I stay
-on forever.”
-
-“How if we two went out together, David, thou and I? Think you the world
-might hold a place for us? I would be a good comrade, I promise thee. I
-would march stoutly at thy side, nor complain when weariness overcame
-me. We should not have always to beg for food, for I have a little bag—”
-
-“See, Alixe, look! There below, on the sand, by that sharp-pointed
-stone,—there is a gray-white crab. He must be hurt. See how he fumbles
-and struggles, without avail, to reach the little pool ten inches from
-him. Watch him; he makes no progress. Now that were thou and I, thrown
-upon the world. Oh, this place is full of omens! I have found them here
-before. ’Tis the witchery of the cave.”
-
-Alixe failed to smile. This last augury, though it confirmed the one
-that she herself had made, did not please her. She sat silent on the
-ledge, her feet hanging, her elbows on her knees, her head on her hand,
-watching intently all the little dramas taking place below her among the
-sea-creatures. Nor was David in a mood to make conversation. So the two
-of them sat silent for a long time—how long a time neither of them knew.
-The water was growing more brightly golden under the beams of the
-fast-descending sun, and Alixe noted the fact, but held her peace. It
-was David who, after a little while, suddenly exclaimed,—
-
-“Diable, Alixe! See how the tide hath risen! We shall be wet enough
-getting out and back to the upper cliff. Come quickly!” As he spoke, he
-slid from the ledge, landing in water that was up to his ankles.
-“Quickly, Alixe! I will steady thee. Come, thou’lt but be the wetter if
-thou stayest.”
-
-Alixe sat motionless upon the ledge above, and looked calmly down upon
-the dwarf.
-
-“Reflect, David, how easy it were not to wet my ankles thus. How easy
-’twould be just to sit here—until the stone should drop for the last
-time into the hand of God.”
-
-David stood looking up at her, wide-eyed. The idea was slow to pierce
-his brain. “Why, yes,” said he, “’twere easy enow, easy enow. Yet when I
-go, ’t must be from mine own room, and by a clean dagger-stroke. I care
-not to choke myself to death in a goblin’s cave. Come, Alixe, the water
-riseth.”
-
-“Go thou on, David. I can come down when I will; for I have traversed
-the way often.”
-
-“Come down!”
-
-“Nay, David.”
-
-“Come down.”
-
-“Nay.”
-
-The water was deeper by four inches than it had been when he first
-reached the bottom of the cave. The dwarf looked up at the girl, who sat
-smiling at him, and his face reddened slightly. Then, without more ado,
-he climbed back upon the ledge, and sat down beside Alixe, hanging his
-dripping feet toward the water, which now covered the tallest of the
-stones on the floor of the cave.
-
-“David, thou must go. Climb down, and save thyself quickly. Thy slender
-body cannot much longer breast the tide.”
-
-David crossed his knees and clasped his hands around them. “If thou
-stayest, I also will remain.”
-
-“I beg of thee, go, ere it is too late!”
-
-“Not without thee.”
-
-“In the name of God I ask it.”
-
-“We two were together in God’s hand.”
-
-“Then so be it, David. Sit thou here beside me. We will wait together.”
-
-The little man did not reply to her this time, and Alixe felt no more
-need for speech. They sat there, occupied with their own thoughts, both
-watching, under the spell of a peculiar fascination, how the green water
-was mounting, mounting toward them. The cave was filled with blinding
-light from the setting sun. The roar of the ocean, a voice mighty and
-ineffable, filled all their consciousness. White-crested breakers rolled
-in and broke below them, and their faces were wet with chill salt spray.
-The water in the cave was waist-deep.
-
-Alixe was growing cold. A deadly intoxication stole upon her senses, and
-she bent far over the ledge to look into the swirling, foamy green below
-her.
-
-“By the Almighty God, His creation is wondrous! This is a scene worthy
-of the end!” cried David, suddenly, in a hoarse, emotional tone.
-
-Alixe started violently. The sound of a human voice, breaking in upon
-the universal murmur of the infinite waters, sent a sudden stab to her
-heart. In a quick flash, she beheld Lenore’s baby holding out its feeble
-hands to her. Near it stood Laure, the penitent; and, on the other hand,
-madame, with her great, grave, sorrowful eyes fixed full upon herself,
-Alixe.
-
-“David!” cried the girl, suddenly, wildly, above the roar of the tide:
-“David! We must escape!—Quickly! Quickly! Quickly!”
-
-As she spoke, she left the ledge, to find herself swaying almost
-shoulder deep in the fierce, swelling water. “Come!” she cried, her face
-livid with her new-born terror.
-
-For an instant, David looked down upon her with something resembling a
-smile. Then he followed her, and would have been carried off his feet in
-the water, had not Alixe steadied him with one hand, while, with the
-other, she clung to the rock above her head. The sudden chill woke
-David’s senses, and he said sharply: “We must hurry, Alixe! There is no
-time to lose.”
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- _Hand in hand, by the murmurous
- sea, they walked.—Page 427_
-]
-
-Then the two of them began their work of getting out of the cave. David,
-with his small, lithe body clad in tight-fitting hosen and jerkin,
-started to swim lightly through the water, diving headforemost into the
-beating breakers, and rounding toward the shore with rather a sense of
-pleasurable skill than anything else. But with Alixe, the case was
-different. Her long skirts were soaked with water, and clung
-disastrously about her feet. The idea of her swimming was vain; and she
-grimly gave thanks for her height. But she found that the matter of
-walking had its dangers too. The bottom of the cave and the outer
-stretch that lay between her and safety was very uneven. She stumbled
-over rocks and sank into sudden hollows, continually hampered by her
-clinging skirts. Presently she fell, and a great breaker came tumbling
-over her. In it she lost her self-control, and was presently rolling
-helpless in the tide, gasping in sea-water with every terrified breath,
-and unable to get her limbs free from their binding, clinging robe.
-Alixe was very near death in earnest, now, and she knew it. Presently,
-where a sweeping wave left her head for a moment above water, she sent
-one hoarse, guttural shriek toward David, who had regained the land; and
-he turned, horrified, to look at her. She heard his cry of amazement and
-distress, and then she was rolled upon her face, and knew nothing more
-till she found herself lying on the sand, with David bending over her,
-whiter than death, and trembling like a woman.
-
-She was dizzy and weak and sick, and her lungs ached furiously; yet with
-it all, she saw David’s distress, and managed to keep herself conscious
-by staring at him fixedly.
-
-“Up, Alixe! Up!” he muttered. “Thou _must_ get up to the Castle. I
-cannot carry thee there, and here thou’lt perish. Up, I say! Here, hold
-to my belt. See, the water is upon us again.”
-
-With an effort that seemed to her to be superhuman, Alixe struggled to
-her feet. He held her dripping skirts away from her, so that she could
-walk as little hampered as possible; and though she staggered and reeled
-at every step, they still made progress, and were halfway up the cliff
-before she collapsed again, utterly exhausted. Happily, at that moment,
-David spied the figure of Laure at the top of the cliff, and he cried to
-her with all the strength that was left him to come down. In a moment
-she was beside them, staring in silent astonishment at their plight.
-
-“The demoiselle Alixe had a fancy for bathing. She hath bathed,”
-observed David.
-
-Alixe did not speak. But suddenly her eyes met Laure’s, and she burst
-into hysterical laughter. Laure, being a woman, realized that she was
-strained to the point of collapse. So she bade David go on before them
-and take all precautions to recover from his bath; and then, as soon as
-Alixe signified her ability to go on again, Laure put one of her strong,
-young arms about the dripping body, and, sustaining more than half her
-weight, succeeded in getting her to the Castle. Alixe demurred faintly
-about going in, for she dreaded questions. But it was that hour of the
-day when the open rooms of the Castle were deserted, when all the world
-was asleep or at play, and, as the two crossed the courtyard and went
-through the lower hall, they met no one but a pair of henchmen who were
-too respectful of Laure to voice their curiosity. As the young women
-went through the upper hall, on their way to Alixe’s room, there came,
-from behind Lenore’s closed door, the gurgling crow of the baby. At this
-sound Alixe shuddered, and through her heart shot a pang of horrified
-remorse at the crime she had so nearly committed.
-
-A few moments later the exhausted girl lay in her bed, wrapped round
-with blankets, her dripping garments stripped away, and her body glowing
-again with the warmth of vigorous friction, while her wet hair was
-fastened high on her head, away from her face. When Laure had removed,
-as far as possible, every evidence of the escapade, she bent for a
-moment over the pillow of her foster-sister, and then stole quietly
-away. Alixe made no sign at her departure. She lay back in the bed, her
-eyes closed, her face set like marble, her mind wandering vaguely over
-the events of the afternoon. Gradually her world grew full of misty,
-creeping shadows, and she was on the borderland of sleep, when some one
-again bent over her, and the fragrant breath of hot wine came to her
-nostrils. With an effort she shook her eyes open, to find Laure’s kindly
-face above her, and Laure’s hand holding out to her a silver cup.
-
-“Drink, Alixe. ’Twill give thee strength.”
-
-Obediently, Alixe drank; and the posset sent a new glow of warmth
-through her body.
-
-“Now, if thou canst, thou must sleep.”
-
-Alixe sent a thoughtful glance into her companion’s eyes, and there was
-something in her look that caused Laure to take both of the trembling
-hands in her own, and to wait for Alixe to speak.
-
-“Nay, Laure, nay; I cannot sleep till I have told thee. Some one I must
-tell,—some one that will understand. Let me confess to thee.”
-
-Laure seated herself on the edge of the bed, Alixe still retaining her
-hands. And Laure’s sad eyes looked down upon the drawn face of her
-foster-sister, while she spoke. “Alixe,” she said softly, “methinks I
-know thy confession. Thou hast tried to leave Le Crépuscule. Is it not
-so?”
-
-Alixe’s eyes suddenly filled with tears. “It is so. I tried—to leave Le
-Crépuscule.” The last she only whispered, faintly.
-
-“But it drew thee back again? The Castle would not loose its hold on
-thee? Even so was it with me. Methought I hated it, Alixe, with its
-loneliness and its shadows and its vast silences. Yet however far away I
-was, I found it always before my eyes, or hidden in my thoughts. Through
-my hours of highest happiness I yearned for it; and it drew me back to
-it at last.”
-
-“It is true! It is true! I know thou speakest truth.”
-
-“And thou wilt not try again to go away, my sister?”
-
-“Not again; oh, not again! I could see you all, you and madame and
-Madame Lenore, and your eyes called me back. It is my home, is’t not? I
-have a place here, have I not? Ah, Laure, thou’st been so good to me!
-Shall we not, thou and I, go back again into our childhood, and dream of
-naught better than dwelling here forever in this place? Both of us have
-sinned. And now we are come home into the shadow of the Castle of
-Twilight, for forgiveness’ sake.”
-
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-Alixe had faith enough in David to believe that he would keep silent
-about the affair of that afternoon, and her confidence was not
-misplaced. No one save Laure knew of the caprice and the projected sin
-that had led them into their dangerous plight. And to the dwarf’s credit
-be it said that he never attached any blame to Alixe for their
-adventure. Indeed, thereafter, his manner toward her was marked by
-unusual consideration, a little veiled interest and sympathy, sprung
-from a knowledge that their habits of mind had led them both in the same
-ways of thought and desire. During the remainder of the summer, however,
-neither of them ventured again into the Goblin’s Cave; and, from Alixe’s
-mind at least, every thought, every desire, to leave the Castle, had
-been washed away. Her dreams of another life were dead. And, as the
-golden days slipped by, the thought that Le Crépuscule must be her home
-forever, came to have no bitterness in it; for she had learned in a
-strange way how Le Crépuscule was rooted into her heart, and how
-impossible it would be that she should leave it till the great
-Inevitable should bid her say farewell.
-
-Indeed, the Castle had set its seal upon every one of its inmates. The
-little household had acquired the peculiar characteristics that
-generally grow up in a secluded community. Every dweller in the Twilight
-Land was unconsciously possessed of the same quiet manner, the same air
-of tranquil repose, the same habit of abstracted thought. And these
-things had stolen upon them so unawares that none was conscious of it in
-any other, and least of all in herself. It was a singularly beautiful
-atmosphere in which to bring up a little being fresh to the world. In
-this place a new soul might have dwelt forever untainted by any mark of
-worldliness, of passion, or of sin; for these things were foreign to the
-whole place. No one in the Castle but had, at some time, been through
-the depths of human experience, been swayed by the most powerful
-emotions, and known the passion that is inherent in every mortal. But
-from these things the Twilight folk had been purified by long stretches
-of vain longing, vain struggles in the midst of solitude, and that
-continued repression that alone can eradicate mortal tendencies toward
-sin. And now the women of this Castle had reached, in their progress,
-the neutral vale of tranquillity that lies between the gorgeous meadows
-of delight and the grim crags of grief and disappointment.
-
-There was no one in the Castle that did not at times reflect upon these
-things; but of them all, Eleanore saw most clearly whence they had all
-come, and where they now were. Whither they might be going—ah, that!
-that, who should say? But she could see and understand the quiet
-happiness that Lenore had reached through her child; and the increasing
-contentment, that was more than resignation, in Laure. And if she was
-ignorant of the route by which Courtoise, Alixe, and David had come into
-the kingdom of tranquillity, at least she knew that all had reached it,
-and was glad that it was so. To St. Nazaire, who was now her only
-connection with the outer world, she talked of all these things, and
-found in him not quite the spirit of her Castle, but yet a great
-understanding of human and spiritual matters.
-
-Summer wove out its web over the Castle by the sea, and at length its
-golden heat began to give way before the attacks of chilly nights and
-shortening days. The earth grew rich and red with autumn. Chestnut fires
-began to blaze upon peasants’ hearths, and the early morning air had in
-it that little sting that brings the blood to the cheek and fire to the
-eye. It was still too early for flights of storks toward the Nile, and
-the year, hovering on the edge of dissolution, was at the zenith of its
-glory. It was the time when the smoke from the forest fires lingers
-pungently over the land for days on end, like incense proffered to the
-beauty of Mother Earth. It was the time when the sun rises and sets in a
-veil of mist that transcends the splendor of its golden gleams, till,
-before the incomparable richness and purity of its glory, the human
-spectator can only stand back, aghast and trembling with awe. In fine,
-it was that time when, Nature having reached the full measure of her
-maturity, she was turning to look back upon her youth, in retrospect of
-all the loveliness that had been hers, before she should start toward
-the darker, colder, grayer regions that lay about her coming grave.
-
-It was late in the afternoon of such an autumn day that the three women
-of Le Crépuscule, Laure, Lenore, and Eleanore, each lightly wrapped
-about to protect her from the slight chill in the air, went out of the
-Castle to the terrace bordering the cliff, for their evening walk. In
-the hearts of all three lay that little wistful sadness that was part of
-the time of year, and in their surrounding solitude they involuntarily
-drew close each to the other. Yet their faces were not wholly sad. None
-of them wept at the thought of the long winter that was again upon them.
-Hand in hand, by the murmurous sea, they walked, looking off upon the
-broad plain of moving waters, each unconsciously seeking to read there
-the destiny of her remaining years.
-
-The hour was a holy one, and there came no sound from the living world
-to pierce its stillness. Nature knelt before the great marriage of the
-sun and sea. The altar of the west was hung with golden and purple
-tapestries; and the ministers of the sky poured out a libation of
-crimson-flowing wine before the Lord of Heaven. And when the sacrifice
-was made, all could behold how the great sun slipped gently from his car
-into the embrace of the sea, and the two of them were presently hidden
-underneath the golden locks and shimmering veil of the beautiful bride;
-and thereafter Twilight, the swift-footed handmaid, aided by all the
-ocean nymphs, quickly pulled the broad curtains of gray and crimson
-across the portals of the bridal room.
-
-The sweet dusk deepened, but it was not yet time for the rising of the
-moon. There was still a flush of red in the west, and still the breasts
-of the gulls that veered over the waters flashed white and luminous in
-the gathering gray. The silence was absolute, save for the silken swish
-of the tide rising gently along the shore. The spell of twilight, the
-great soul-twilight of the middle ages, hung heavy on the battlements of
-the Castle on the cliff. On the terrace the three women paused in their
-slow walk. Lenore, her white face uplifted, and a look in her face as if
-the gates of Heaven had opened a little before her eyes, said dreamily,—
-
-“How sweet it is,—and how beautiful,—our home!”
-
-The silence of the others throbbed assent to her whispered words.
-
-The gulls were sinking slowly toward their nests. The drawbridge over
-the moat was just lifting for the night. A lapwing or two floated round
-the high turrets of the Castle; and from the doorway there, Alixe was
-coming forth, bearing Lenore’s baby in her arms. The stillness grew more
-intense, and over the edge of the eastern trees slipped the round, pink
-harvest moon. Then, one by one, a few great stars came sparkling out
-into the sky.
-
-“See,” murmured Eleanore, very softly, “the east is clear around the
-rising moon.”
-
-And Laure replied to her: “Yes, very clear. How beautiful will be the
-morrow’s dawn!”
-
-
- THE END
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