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You can also find out about how to make a +donation to Project Gutenberg, and how to get involved. + + +**Welcome To The World of Free Plain Vanilla Electronic Texts** + +**EBooks Readable By Both Humans and By Computers, Since 1971** + +*****These EBooks Were Prepared By Thousands of Volunteers***** + + +Title: The Weavers, Complete + +Author: Gilbert Parker + +Release Date: August, 2004 [EBook #6267] +[Yes, we are more than one year ahead of schedule] +[This file was first posted on November 14, 2002] + +Edition: 10 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + + + + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WEAVERS, BY PARKER, ENTIRE *** + + + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + + + +CONTENTS + +BOOK I +I. AS THE SPIRIT MOVED +II. THE GATES OF THE WORLD +III. BANISHED +IV. THE CALL + +BOOK II + +V. THE WIDER WAY +VI. "HAST THOU NEVER BILLED A MANY" +VII. THE COMPACT +VIII. FOR HIS SOUL'S SAKE AND THE LAND'S SAKE +IX. THE LETTER, THE NIGHT, AND THE WOMAN +X. THE FOUR WHO KNEW +XI. AGAINST THE HOUR OF MIDNIGHT +XII. THE JEHAD AND THE LIONS +XIII. ACHMET THE ROPEMAKER STRIKES +XIV. BEYOND THE PALE + +BOOK III +XV. SOOLSBY'S HAND UPON THE CURTAIN +XVI. THE DEBT AND THE ACCOUNTING +XVII. THE WOMAN OF THE CROSS-ROADS +XVIII. TIME, THE IDOL-BREAKER +XIX. SHARPER THAN A SWORD +XX. EACH AFTER HIS OWN ORDER +XXI. "THERE IS NOTHING HIDDEN WHICH SHALL NOT BE REVEALED" +XXII. AS IN A GLASS DARKLY +XXIII. THE TENTS OF CUSHAN +XXIV. THE QUESTIONER +XXV. THE VOICE THROUGH THE DOOR +XXVI. "I OWE YOU NOTHING" +XXVII. THE AWAKENING + +BOOK IV +XXVIII. NAHOUM TURNS THE SCREW +XXIX. THE RECOIL +XXX. LACEY MOVES +XXXI. THE STRUGGLE IN THE DESERT +XXXII. FORTY STRIPES SAVE ONE +XXXIII. THE DARK INDENTURE +XXXIV. NAHOUM DROPS THE MASK + +BOOK V +XXXV. THE FLIGHT OF THE WOUNDED +XXXVI. "IS IT ALWAYS SO-IN LIFE?" +XXXVII. THE FLYING SHUTTLE +XXXVIII. JASPER KIMBER SPEAKS +XXXIX. FAITH JOURNEYS TO LONDON + +BOOK VI +XL. HYLDA SEEKS NAHOUM +XLI. IN THE LAND OF SHINAR +XLII. THE LOOM OF DESTINY + + + + +INTRODUCTION + +When I turn over the hundreds of pages of this book, I have a feeling +that I am looking upon something for which I have no particular +responsibility, though it has a strange contour of familiarity. It is as +though one looks upon a scene in which one had lived and moved, with the +friendly yet half-distant feeling that it once was one's own possession +but is so no longer. I should think the feeling to be much like that of +the old man whose sons, gone to distant places, have created their own +plantations of life and have themselves become the masters of +possessions. Also I suppose that when I read the story through again +from the first page to the last, I shall recreate the feeling in which +I lived when I wrote it, and it will become a part of my own identity +again. That distance between himself and his work, however, which +immediately begins to grow as soon as a book leaves the author's hands +for those of the public, is a thing which, I suppose, must come to one +who produces a work of the imagination. It is no doubt due to the fact +that every piece of art which has individuality and real likeness to the +scenes and character it is intended to depict is done in a kind of +trance. The author, in effect, self-hypnotises himself, has created +an atmosphere which is separate and apart from that of his daily +surroundings, and by virtue of his imagination becomes absorbed in that +atmosphere. When the book is finished and it goes forth, when the +imagination is relaxed and the concentration of mind is withdrawn, the +atmosphere disappears, and then. One experiences what I feel when I take +up 'The Weavers' and, in a sense, wonder how it was done, such as it is. + +The frontispiece of the English edition represents a scene in the House +of Commons, and this brings to my mind a warning which was given me +similar to that on my entering new fields outside the one in which I +first made a reputation in fiction. When, in a certain year, I +determined that I would enter the House of Commons I had many friends +who, in effect, wailed and gnashed their teeth. They said that it would +be the death of my imaginative faculties; that I should never write +anything any more; that all the qualities which make literature living +and compelling would disappear. I thought this was all wrong then, and I +know it is all wrong now. Political life does certainly interfere with +the amount of work which an author may produce. He certainly cannot +write a book every year and do political work as well, but if he does not +attempt to do the two things on the same days, as it were, but in blocks +of time devoted to each separately and respectively, he will only find, +as I have found, that public life the conflict of it, the accompanying +attrition of mind, the searching for the things which will solve the +problems of national life, the multitudinous variations of character with +which one comes in contact, the big issues suddenly sprung upon the +congregation of responsible politicians, all are stimulating to the +imagination, invigorating to the mind, and marvellously freshening to +every literary instinct. No danger to the writer lies in doing political +work, if it does not sap his strength and destroy his health. Apart from +that, he should not suffer. The very spirit of statesmanship is +imagination, vision; and the same quality which enables an author to +realise humanity for a book is necessary for him to realise humanity in +the crowded chamber of a Parliament. + +So far as I can remember, whatever was written of The Weavers, no critic +said that it lacked imagination. Some critics said it was too crowded +with incident; that there was enough incident in it for two novels; some +said that the sweep was too wide, but no critic of authority declared +that the book lacked vision or the vivacity of a living narrative. It is +not likely that I shall ever write again a novel of Egypt, but I have +made my contribution to Anglo-Egyptian literature, and I do not think I +failed completely in showing the greatness of soul which enabled one man +to keep the torch of civilisation, of truth, justice, and wholesome love +alight in surroundings as offensive to civilisation as was Egypt in the +last days of Ismail Pasha--a time which could be well typified by the +words put by Bulwer Lytton in the mouth of Cardinal Richelieu: + + "I found France rent asunder, + Sloth in the mart and schism in the temple; + Broils festering to rebellion; and weak laws + Rotting away with rust in antique sheaths. + I have re-created France; and, from the ashes + Of the old feudal and decrepit carcase, + Civilisation on her luminous wings + Soars, phoenix-like, to Jove!" + +Critics and readers have endeavoured to identify the main characteristics +of The Weavers with figures in Anglo-Egyptian and official public life. +David Claridge was, however, a creature of the imagination. It has been +said that he was drawn from General Gordon. I am not conscious of having +taken Gordon for David's prototype, though, as I was saturated with all +that had been written about Gordon, there is no doubt that something of +that great man may have found its way into the character of David +Claridge. The true origin of David Claridge, however, may be found in a +short story called 'All the World's Mad', in Donovan Pasha, which was +originally published by Lady Randolph Churchill in an ambitious but +defunct magazine called 'The Anglo-Saxon Review'. The truth is that +David Claridge had his origin in a fairly close understanding of, and +interest in, Quaker life. I had Quaker relatives through the marriage of +a connection of my mother, and the original of Benn Claridge, the uncle +of David, is still alive, a very old man, who in my boyhood days wore the +broad brim and the straight preacher-like coat of the old-fashioned +Quaker. The grandmother of my wife was also a Quaker, and used the +"thee" and "thou" until the day of her death. + +Here let me say that criticism came to me from several quarters both in +England and America on the use of these words thee and thou, and +statements were made that the kind of speech which I put into David +Claridge's mouth was not Quaker speech. For instance, they would not +have it that a Quaker would say, "Thee will go with me"--as though they +were ashamed of the sweet inaccuracy of the objective pronoun being used +in the nominative; but hundreds of times I have myself heard Quakers use +"thee" in just such a way in England and America. The facts are, +however, that Quakers differ extensively in their habits, and there grew +up in England among the Quakers in certain districts a sense of shame +for false grammar which, to say the least, was very childish. To be +deliberately and boldly ungrammatical, when you serve both euphony and +simplicity, is merely to give archaic charm, not to be guilty of an +offence. I have friends in Derbyshire who still say "Thee thinks," +etc., and I must confess that the picture of a Quaker rampant over my +deliberate use of this well-authenticated form of speech produced to my +mind only the effect of an infuriated sheep, when I remembered the +peaceful attribute of Quaker life and character. From another quarter +came the assurance that I was wrong when I set up a tombstone with a name +upon it in a Quaker graveyard. I received a sarcastic letter from a lady +on the borders of Sussex and Surrey upon this point, and I immediately +sent her a first-class railway ticket to enable her to visit the Quaker +churchyard at Croydon, in Surrey, where dead and gone Quakers have +tombstones by the score, and inscriptions on them also. It is a good +thing to be accurate; it is desperately essential in a novel. The +average reader, in his triumph at discovering some slight error of +detail, would consign a masterpiece of imagination, knowledge of life +and character to the rubbish-heap. + +I believe that 'The Weavers' represents a wider outlook of life, closer +understanding of the problems which perplex society, and a clearer view +of the verities than any previous book written by me, whatever its +popularity may have been. It appealed to the British public rather more +than 'The Right of Way', and the great public of America and the Oversea +Dominions gave it a welcome which enabled it to take its place beside +'The Right of Way', the success of which was unusual. + + + + +NOTE + +This book is not intended to be an historical novel, nor are its +characters meant to be identified with well-known persons connected with +the history of England or of Egypt; but all that is essential in the tale +is based upon, and drawn from, the life of both countries. Though Egypt +has greatly changed during the past generation, away from Cairo and the +commercial centres the wheels of social progress have turned but slowly, +and much remains as it was in the days of which this book is a record in +the spirit of the life, at least. + G. P. + + + + + "Dost thou spread the sail, throw the spear, swing the axe, lay + thy hand upon the plough, attend the furnace door, shepherd the + sheep upon the hills, gather corn from the field, or smite the + rock in the quarry? Yet, whatever thy task, thou art even as + one who twists the thread and throws the shuttle, weaving the + web of Life. Ye are all weavers, and Allah the Merciful, does + He not watch beside the loom?" + + + + +BOOK I + +CHAPTER I + +AS THE SPIRIT MOVED + +The village lay in a valley which had been the bed of a great river in +the far-off days when Ireland, Wales and Brittany were joined together +and the Thames flowed into the Seine. The place had never known turmoil +or stir. For generations it had lived serenely. + +Three buildings in the village stood out insistently, more by the +authority of their appearance and position than by their size. One was a +square, red-brick mansion in the centre of the village, surrounded by a +high, redbrick wall enclosing a garden. Another was a big, low, graceful +building with wings. It had once been a monastery. It was covered with +ivy, which grew thick and hungry upon it, and it was called the +Cloistered House. The last of the three was of wood, and of no great +size--a severely plain but dignified structure, looking like some +council-hall of a past era. Its heavy oak doors and windows with diamond +panes, and its air of order, cleanliness and serenity, gave it a +commanding influence in the picture. It was the key to the history of +the village--a Quaker Meeting-house. + +Involuntarily the village had built itself in such a way that it made a +wide avenue from the common at one end to the Meeting-house on the gorse- +grown upland at the other. With a demure resistance to the will of its +makers the village had made itself decorative. The people were +unconscious of any attractiveness in themselves or in their village. +There were, however, a few who felt the beauty stirring around them. +These few, for their knowledge and for the pleasure which it brought, +paid the accustomed price. The records of their lives were the only +notable history of the place since the days when their forefathers +suffered for the faith. + +One of these was a girl--for she was still but a child when she died; +and she had lived in the Red Mansion with the tall porch, the wide garden +behind, and the wall of apricots and peaches and clustering grapes. Her +story was not to cease when she was laid away in the stiff graveyard +behind the Meeting-house. It was to go on in the life of her son, whom +to bring into the world she had suffered undeserved, and loved with a +passion more in keeping with the beauty of the vale in which she lived +than with the piety found on the high-backed seats in the Quaker Meeting- +house. The name given her on the register of death was Mercy Claridge, +and a line beneath said that she was the daughter of Luke Claridge, that +her age at passing was nineteen years, and that "her soul was with the +Lord." + +Another whose life had given pages to the village history was one of +noble birth, the Earl of Eglington. He had died twenty years after the +time when Luke Claridge, against the then custom of the Quakers, set up a +tombstone to Mercy Claridge's memory behind the Meeting-house. Only +thrice in those twenty years had he slept in a room of the Cloistered +House. One of those occasions was the day on which Luke Claridge put up +the grey stone in the graveyard, three years after his daughter's death. +On the night of that day these two men met face to face in the garden of +the Cloistered House. It was said by a passer-by, who had involuntarily +overheard, that Luke Claridge had used harsh and profane words to Lord +Eglington, though he had no inkling of the subject of the bitter talk. +He supposed, however, that Luke had gone to reprove the other for a +wasteful and wandering existence; for desertion of that Quaker religion +to which his grandfather, the third Earl of Eglington, had turned in the +second half of his life, never visiting his estates in Ireland, and +residing here among his new friends to his last day. This listener--John +Fairley was his name--kept his own counsel. On two other occasions had +Lord Eglington visited the Cloistered House in the years that passed, and +remained many months. Once he brought his wife and child. The former +was a cold, blue-eyed Saxon of an old family, who smiled distantly upon +the Quaker village; the latter, a round-headed, warm-faced youth, with a +bold, menacing eye, who probed into this and that, rushed here and there +as did his father; now built a miniature mill; now experimented at some +peril in the laboratory which had been arranged in the Cloistered House +for scientific experiments; now shot partridges in the fields where +partridges had not been shot for years; and was as little in the picture +as his adventurous father, though he wore a broad-brimmed hat, smiling +the while at the pain it gave to the simple folk around him. + +And yet once more the owner of the Cloistered House returned alone. The +blue-eyed lady was gone to her grave; the youth was abroad. This time he +came to die. He was found lying on the floor of his laboratory with a +broken retort in fragments beside him. With his servant, Luke Claridge +was the first to look upon him lying in the wreck of his last experiment, +a spirit-lamp still burning above him, in the grey light of a winter's +morning. Luke Claridge closed the eyes, straightened the body, and +crossed the hands over the breast which had been the laboratory of many +conflicting passions of life. + +The dead man had left instructions that his body should be buried in the +Quaker graveyard, but Luke Claridge and the Elders prevented that--he had +no right to the privileges of a Friend; and, as the only son was afar, +and no near relatives pressed the late Earl's wishes, the ancient family +tomb in Ireland received all that was left of the owner of the Cloistered +House, which, with the estates in Ireland and the title, passed to the +wandering son. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +THE GATES OF THE WORLD + +Stillness in the Meeting-house, save for the light swish of one +graveyard-tree against the window-pane, and the slow breathing of the +Quaker folk who filled every corner. On the long bench at the upper end +of the room the Elders sat motionless, their hands on their knees, +wearing their hats; the women in their poke-bonnets kept their gaze upon +their laps. The heads of all save three were averted, and they were Luke +Claridge, his only living daughter, called Faith, and his dead daughter's +son David, who kept his eyes fixed on the window where the twig flicked +against the pane. The eyes of Faith, who sat on a bench at one side, +travelled from David to her father constantly; and if, once or twice, the +plain rebuke of Luke Claridge's look compelled her eyes upon her folded +hands, still she was watchful and waiting, and seemed demurely to defy +the convention of unblinking silence. As time went on, others of her sex +stole glances at Mercy's son from the depths of their bonnets; and at +last, after over an hour, they and all were drawn to look steadily at the +young man upon whose business this Meeting of Discipline had been called. +The air grew warmer and warmer, but no one became restless; all seemed as +cool of face and body as the grey gowns and coats with grey steel buttons +which they wore. + +At last a shrill voice broke the stillness. Raising his head, one of the +Elders said: "Thee will stand up, friend." He looked at David. + +With a slight gesture of relief the young man stood up. He was good to +look at-clean-shaven, broad of brow, fine of figure, composed of +carriage, though it was not the composure of the people by whom he was +surrounded. They were dignified, he was graceful; they were consistently +slow of movement, but at times his quick gestures showed that he had not +been able to train his spirit to that passiveness by which he lived +surrounded. Their eyes were slow and quiet, more meditative than +observant; his were changeful in expression, now abstracted, now dark and +shining as though some inner fire was burning. The head, too, had a +habit of coming up quickly with an almost wilful gesture, and with an air +which, in others, might have been called pride. + +"What is thy name?" said another owl-like Elder to him. + +A gentle, half-amused smile flickered at the young man's lips for an +instant, then, "David Claridge--still," he answered. + +His last word stirred the meeting. A sort of ruffle went through the +atmosphere, and now every eye was fixed and inquiring. The word was +ominous. He was there on his trial, and for discipline; and it was +thought by all that, as many days had passed since his offence was +committed, meditation and prayer should have done their work. Now, +however, in the tone of his voice, as it clothed the last word, there was +something of defiance. On the ear of his grandfather, Luke Claridge, it +fell heavily. The old man's lips closed tightly, he clasped his hands +between his knees with apparent self-repression. + +The second Elder who had spoken was he who had once heard Luke Claridge +use profane words in the Cloistered House. Feeling trouble ahead, and +liking the young man and his brother Elder, Luke Claridge, John Fairley +sought now to take the case into his own hands. + +"Thee shall never find a better name, David," he said, "if thee live a +hundred years. It hath served well in England. This thee didst do. +While the young Earl of Eglington was being brought home, with noise and +brawling, after his return to Parliament, thee mingled among the +brawlers; and because some evil words were said of thy hat and thy +apparel, thee laid about thee, bringing one to the dust, so that his life +was in peril for some hours to come. Jasper Kimber was his name." + +"Were it not that the smitten man forgave thee, thee would now be in a +prison cell," shrilly piped the Elder who had asked his name. + +"The fight was fair," was the young man's reply. "Though I am a Friend, +the man was English." + +"Thee was that day a son of Belial," rejoined the shrill Elder. "Thee +did use thy hands like any heathen sailor--is it not the truth?" + +"I struck the man. I punished him--why enlarge?" + +"Thee is guilty?" + +"I did the thing." + +"That is one charge against thee. There are others. Thee was seen to +drink of spirits in a public-house at Heddington that day. Twice-- +thrice, like any drunken collier." + +"Twice," was the prompt correction. + +There was a moment's pause, in which some women sighed and others folded +and unfolded their hands on their laps; the men frowned. + +"Thee has been a dark deceiver," said the shrill Elder again, and with a +ring of acrid triumph; "thee has hid these things from our eyes many +years, but in one day thee has uncovered all. Thee--" + +"Thee is charged," interposed Elder Fairley, "with visiting a play this +same day, and with seeing a dance of Spain following upon it." + +"I did not disdain the music," said the young man drily; "the flute, of +all instruments, has a mellow sound." Suddenly his eyes darkened, he +became abstracted, and gazed at the window where the twig flicked softly +against the pane, and the heat of summer palpitated in the air. "It has +good grace to my ear," he added slowly. + +Luke Claridge looked at him intently. He began to realize that there +were forces stirring in his grandson which had no beginning in Claridge +blood, and were not nurtured in the garden with the fruited wall. He was +not used to problems; he had only a code, which he had rigidly kept. He +had now a glimmer of something beyond code or creed. + +He saw that the shrill Elder was going to speak. He intervened. "Thee +is charged, David," he said coldly, "with kissing a woman--a stranger and +a wanton--where the four roads meet 'twixt here and yonder town." He +motioned towards the hills. + +"In the open day," added the shrill Elder, a red spot burning on each +withered cheek. + +"The woman was comely," said the young man, with a tone of irony, +recovering an impassive look. + +A strange silence fell, the women looked down; yet they seemed not so +confounded as the men. After a moment they watched the young man with +quicker flashes of the eye. + +"The answer is shameless," said the shrill Elder. "Thy life is that of a +carnal hypocrite." + +The young man said nothing. His face had become very pale, his lips were +set, and presently he sat down and folded his arms. + +"Thee is guilty of all?" asked John Fairley. + +His kindly eye was troubled, for he had spent numberless hours in this +young man's company, and together they had read books of travel and +history, and even the plays of Shakespeare and Marlowe, though drama was +anathema to the Society of Friends--they did not realize it in the life +around them. That which was drama was either the visitation of God or +the dark deeds of man, from which they must avert their eyes. Their own +tragedies they hid beneath their grey coats and bodices; their dirty +linen they never washed in public, save in the scandal such as this where +the Society must intervene. Then the linen was not only washed, but duly +starched, sprinkled, and ironed. + +"I have answered all. Judge by my words," said David gravely. + +"Has repentance come to thee? Is it thy will to suffer that which we may +decide for thy correction?" It was Elder Fairley who spoke. He was +determined to control the meeting and to influence its judgment. He +loved the young man. + +David made no reply; he seemed lost in thought. "Let the discipline +proceed--he hath an evil spirit," said the shrill Elder. + +"His childhood lacked in much," said Elder Fairley patiently. + +To most minds present the words carried home--to every woman who had a +child, to every man who had lost a wife and had a motherless son. This +much they knew of David's real history, that Mercy Claridge, his mother, +on a visit to the house of an uncle at Portsmouth, her mother's brother, +had eloped with and was duly married to the captain of a merchant ship. +They also knew that, after some months, Luke Claridge had brought her +home; and that before her child was born news came that the ship her +husband sailed had gone down with all on board. They knew likewise that +she had died soon after David came, and that her father, Luke Claridge, +buried her in her maiden name, and brought the boy up as his son, not +with his father's name but bearing that name so long honoured in England, +and even in the far places of the earth--for had not Benn Claridge, +Luke's brother, been a great carpet-merchant, traveller, and explorer in +Asia Minor, Egypt, and the Soudan--Benn Claridge of the whimsical speech, +the pious life? All this they knew; but none of them, to his or her +knowledge, had ever seen David's father. He was legendary; though there +was full proof that the girl had been duly married. That had been laid +before the Elders by Luke Claridge on an occasion when Benn Claridge, his +brother was come among them again from the East. + +At this moment of trial David was thinking of his uncle, Benn Claridge, +and of his last words fifteen years before when going once again to the +East, accompanied by the Muslim chief Ebn Ezra, who had come with him to +England on the business of his country. These were Benn Claridge's +words: "Love God before all, love thy fellow-man, and thy conscience will +bring thee safe home, lad." + +"If he will not repent, there is but one way," said the shrill Elder. + +"Let there be no haste," said Luke Claridge, in a voice that shook a +little in his struggle for self-control. + +Another heretofore silent Elder, sitting beside John Fairley, exchanged +words in a whisper with him, and then addressed them. He was a very +small man with a very high stock and spreading collar, a thin face, and +large wide eyes. He kept his chin down in his collar, but spoke at the +ceiling like one blind, though his eyes were sharp enough on occasion. +His name was Meacham. + +"It is meet there shall be time for sorrow and repentance," he said. +"This, I pray you all, be our will: that for three months David live +apart, even in the hut where lived the drunken chair-maker ere he +disappeared and died, as rumour saith--it hath no tenant. Let it be that +after to-morrow night at sunset none shall speak to him till that time be +come, the first day of winter. Till that day he shall speak to no man, +and shall be despised of the world, and--pray God--of himself. Upon the +first day of winter let it be that he come hither again and speak with +us." + +On the long stillness of assent that followed there came a voice across +the room, from within a grey-and-white bonnet, which shadowed a delicate +face shining with the flame of the spirit within. It was the face of +Faith Claridge, the sister of the woman in the graveyard, whose soul was +"with the Lord," though she was but one year older and looked much +younger than her nephew, David. + +"Speak, David," she said softly. "Speak now. Doth not the spirit move +thee?" + +She gave him his cue, for he had of purpose held his peace till all had +been said; and he had come to say some things which had been churning in +his mind too long. He caught the faint cool sarcasm in her tone, and +smiled unconsciously at her last words. She, at least, must have reasons +for her faith in him, must have grounds for his defence in painful days +to come; for painful they must be, whether he stayed to do their will, or +went into the fighting world where Quakers were few and life composite of +things they never knew in Hamley. + +He got to his feet and clasped his hands behind his back. After an +instant he broke silence. + +"All those things of which I am accused, I did; and for them is asked +repentance. Before that day on which I did these things was there +complaint, or cause for it? Was my life evil? Did I think in secret +that which might not be done openly? Well, some things I did secretly. +Ye shall hear of them. I read where I might, and after my taste, many +plays, and found in them beauty and the soul of deep things. Tales I +have read, but a few, and John Milton, and Chaucer, and Bacon, and +Montaigne, and Arab poets also, whose books my uncle sent me. Was this +sin in me?" + +"It drove to a day of shame for thee," said the shrill Elder. + +He took no heed, but continued: "When I was a child I listened to the +lark as it rose from the meadow; and I hid myself in the hedge that, +unseen, I might hear it sing; and at night I waited till I could hear the +nightingale. I have heard the river singing, and the music of the trees. +At first I thought that this must be sin, since ye condemn the human +voice that sings, but I could feel no guilt. I heard men and women sing +upon the village green, and I sang also. I heard bands of music. One +instrument seemed to me more than all the rest. I bought one like it, +and learned to play. It was the flute--its note so soft and pleasant. +I learned to play it--years ago--in the woods of Beedon beyond the hill, +and I have felt no guilt from then till now. For these things I have no +repentance." + +"Thee has had good practice in deceit," said the shrill Elder. + +Suddenly David's manner changed. His voice became deeper; his eyes took +on that look of brilliance and heat which had given Luke Claridge anxious +thoughts. + +"I did, indeed, as the spirit moved me, even as ye have done." + +"Blasphemer, did the spirit move thee to brawl and fight, to drink and +curse, to kiss a wanton in the open road? What hath come upon thee?" +Again it was the voice of the shrill Elder. + +"Judge me by the truth I speak," he answered. "Save in these things my +life has been an unclasped book for all to read." + +"Speak to the charge of brawling and drink, David," rejoined the little +Elder Meacham with the high collar and gaze upon the ceiling. + +"Shall I not speak when I am moved? Ye have struck swiftly; I will draw +the arrow slowly from the wound. But, in truth, ye had good right to +wound. Naught but kindness have I had among you all; and I will answer. +Straightly have I lived since my birth. Yet betimes a torturing unrest +of mind was used to come upon me as I watched the world around us. I saw +men generous to their kind, industrious and brave, beloved by their +fellows; and I have seen these same men drink and dance and give +themselves to coarse, rough play like young dogs in a kennel. Yet, too, +I have seen dark things done in drink--the cheerful made morose, the +gentle violent. What was the temptation? What the secret? Was it but +the low craving of the flesh, or was it some primitive unrest, or craving +of the soul, which, clouded and baffled by time and labour and the wear +of life, by this means was given the witched medicament--a false freedom, +a thrilling forgetfulness? In ancient days the high, the humane, in +search of cure for poison, poisoned themselves, and then applied the +antidote. He hath little knowledge and less pity for sin who has never +sinned. The day came when all these things which other men did in my +sight I did--openly. I drank with them in the taverns--twice I drank. +I met a lass in the way. I kissed her. I sat beside her at the roadside +and she told me her brief, sad, evil story. One she had loved had left +her. She was going to London. I gave her what money I had--" + +"And thy watch," said a whispering voice from the Elders' bench. + +"Even so. And at the cross-roads I bade her goodbye with sorrow." + +"There were those who saw," said the shrill voice from the bench. + +"They saw what I have said--no more. I had never tasted spirits in my +life. I had never kissed a woman's lips. Till then I had never struck +my fellow-man; but before the sun went down I fought the man who drove +the lass in sorrow into the homeless world. I did not choose to fight; +but when I begged the man Jasper Kimber for the girl's sake to follow and +bring her back, and he railed at me and made to fight me, I took off my +hat, and there I laid him in the dust." + +"No thanks to thee that he did not lie in his grave," observed the shrill +Elder. + +"In truth I hit hard," was the quiet reply. + +"How came thee expert with thy fists?" asked Elder Fairley, with the +shadow of a smile. + +"A book I bought from London, a sack of corn, a hollow leather ball, and +an hour betimes with the drunken chair-maker in the hut by the lime-kiln +on the hill. He was once a sailor and a fighting man." + +A look of blank surprise ran slowly along the faces of the Elders. They +were in a fog of misunderstanding and reprobation. + +"While yet my father"--he looked at Luke Claridge, whom he had ever been +taught to call his father--"shared the great business at Heddington, and +the ships came from Smyrna and Alexandria, I had some small duties, as is +well known. But that ceased, and there was little to do. Sports are +forbidden among us here, and my body grew sick, because the mind had no +labour. The world of work has thickened round us beyond the hills. The +great chimneys rise in a circle as far as eye can see on yonder crests; +but we slumber and sleep." + +"Enough, enough," said a voice from among the women. "Thee has a friend +gone to London--thee knows the way. It leads from the cross-roads!" + +Faith Claridge, who had listened to David's speech, her heart panting, +her clear grey eyes--she had her mother's eyes--fixed benignly on him, +turned to the quarter whence the voice came. Seeing who it was--a widow +who, with no demureness, had tried without avail to bring Luke Claridge +to her--her lips pressed together in a bitter smile, and she said to her +nephew clearly: + +"Patience Spielman hath little hope of thee, David. Hope hath died in +her." + +A faint, prim smile passed across the faces of all present, for all knew +Faith's allusion, and it relieved the tension of the past half-hour. +From the first moment David began to speak he had commanded his hearers. +His voice was low and even; but it had also a power which, when put to +sudden quiet use, compelled the hearer to an almost breathless silence, +not so much to the meaning of the words, but to the tone itself, to the +man behind it. His personal force was remarkable. Quiet and pale +ordinarily, his clear russet-brown hair falling in a wave over his +forehead, when roused, he seemed like some delicate engine made to do +great labours. As Faith said to him once, "David, thee looks as though +thee could lift great weights lightly." When roused, his eyes lighted +like a lamp, the whole man seemed to pulsate. He had shocked, awed, and +troubled his listeners. Yet he had held them in his power, and was +master of their minds. The interjections had but given him new means to +defend himself. After Faith had spoken he looked slowly round. + +"I am charged with being profane," he said. "I do not remember. But is +there none among you who has not secretly used profane words and, neither +in secret nor openly, has repented? I am charged with drinking. On one +day of my life I drank openly. I did it because something in me kept +crying out, 'Taste and see!' I tasted and saw, and know; and I know that +oblivion, that brief pitiful respite from trouble, which this evil +tincture gives. I drank to know; and I found it lure me into a new +careless joy. The sun seemed brighter, men's faces seemed happier, the +world sang about me, the blood ran swiftly, thoughts swarmed in my brain. +My feet were on the mountains, my hands were on the sails of great ships; +I was a conqueror. I understood the drunkard in the first withdrawal +begotten of this false stimulant. I drank to know. Is there none among +you who has, though it be but once, drunk secretly as I drank openly? If +there be none, then I am condemned." + +"Amen," said Elder Fairley's voice from the bench. "In the open way by +the cross-roads I saw a woman. I saw she was in sorrow. I spoke to her. +Tears came to her eyes. I took her hand, and we sat down together. Of +the rest I have told you. I kissed her--a stranger. She was comely. +And this I know, that the matter ended by the cross-roads, and that by +and forbidden paths have easy travel. I kissed the woman openly--is +there none among you who has kissed secretly, and has kept the matter +hidden? For him I struck and injured, it was fair. Shall a man be +beaten like a dog? Kimber would have beaten me." + +"Wherein has it all profited?" asked the shrill Elder querulously. + +"I have knowledge. None shall do these things hereafter but I shall +understand. None shall go venturing, exploring, but I shall pray for +him." + +"Thee will break thy heart and thy life exploring," said Luke Claridge +bitterly. Experiment in life he did not understand, and even Benn +Claridge's emigration to far lands had ever seemed to him a monstrous and +amazing thing, though it ended in the making of a great business in which +he himself had prospered, and from which he had now retired. He suddenly +realized that a day of trouble was at hand with this youth on whom his +heart doted, and it tortured him that he could not understand. + +"By none of these things shall I break my life," was David's answer now. + +For a moment he stood still and silent, then all at once he stretched out +his hands to them. "All these things I did were against our faith. I +desire forgiveness. I did them out of my own will; I will take up your +judgment. If there be no more to say, I will make ready to go to old +Soolsby's hut on the hill till the set time be passed." + +There was a long silence. Even the shrill Elder's head was buried in +his breast. They were little likely to forego his penalty. There was +a gentle inflexibility in their natures born of long restraint and +practised determination. He must go out into blank silence and +banishment until the first day of winter. Yet, recalcitrant as they held +him, their secret hearts were with him, for there was none of them but +had had happy commerce with him; and they could think of no more bitter +punishment than to be cut off from their own society for three months. +They were satisfied he was being trained back to happiness and honour. + +A new turn was given to events, however. The little wizened Elder +Meacham said: "The flute, friend--is it here?" + +"I have it here," David answered. + +"Let us have music, then." + +"To what end?" interjected the shrill Elder. + +"He hath averred he can play," drily replied the other. "Let us judge +whether vanity breeds untruth in him." + +The furtive brightening of the eyes in the women was represented in the +men by an assumed look of abstraction in most; in others by a bland +assumption of judicial calm. A few, however, frowned, and would have +opposed the suggestion, but that curiosity mastered them. These watched +with darkening interest the flute, in three pieces, drawn from an inner +pocket and put together swiftly. + +David raised the instrument to his lips, blew one low note, and then a +little run of notes, all smooth and soft. Mellowness and a sober +sweetness were in the tone. He paused a moment after this, and seemed +questioning what to play. And as he stood, the flute in his hands, his +thoughts took flight to his Uncle Benn, whose kindly, shrewd face and +sharp brown eyes were as present to him, and more real, than those of +Luke Claridge, whom he saw every day. Of late when he had thought of +his uncle, however, alternate depression and lightness of spirit had +possessed him. Night after night he had troubled sleep, and he had +dreamed again and again that his uncle knocked at his door, or came and +stood beside his bed and spoke to him. He had wakened suddenly and said +"Yes" to a voice which seemed to call to him. + +Always his dreams and imaginings settled round his Uncle Benn, until he +had found himself trying to speak to the little brown man across the +thousand leagues of land and sea. He had found, too, in the past that +when he seemed to be really speaking to his uncle, when it seemed as +though the distance between them had been annihilated, that soon +afterwards there came a letter from him. Yet there had not been more +than two or three a year. They had been, however, like books of many +pages, closely written, in Arabic, in a crabbed characteristic hand, and +full of the sorrow and grandeur and misery of the East. How many books +on the East David had read he would hardly have been able to say; but +something of the East had entered into him, something of the philosophy +of Mahomet and Buddha, and the beauty of Omar Khayyam had given a touch +of colour and intellect to the narrow faith in which he had been +schooled. He had found himself replying to a question asked of him in +Heddington, as to how he knew that there was a God, in the words of a +Muslim quoted by his uncle: "As I know by the tracks in the sand whether +a Man or Beast has passed there, so the heaven with its stars, the earth +with its fruits, show me that God has passed." Again, in reply to the +same question, the reply of the same Arab sprang to his lips--"Does the +Morning want a Light to see it by?" + +As he stood with his flute--his fingers now and then caressingly rising +and falling upon its little caverns, his mind travelled far to those +regions he had never seen, where his uncle traded, and explored. +Suddenly, the call he had heard in his sleep now came to him in this +waking reverie. His eyes withdrew from the tree at the window, as if +startled, and he almost called aloud in reply; but he realised where he +was. At last, raising the flute to his lips, as the eyes of Luke +Claridge closed with very trouble, he began to play. + +Out in the woods of Beedon he had attuned his flute to the stir of +leaves, the murmur of streams, the song of birds, the boom and burden of +storm; and it was soft and deep as the throat of the bell-bird of +Australian wilds. Now it was mastered by the dreams he had dreamed of +the East: the desert skies, high and clear and burning, the desert +sunsets, plaintive and peaceful and unvaried--one lovely diffusion, in +which day dies without splendour and in a glow of pain. The long velvety +tread of the camel, the song of the camel-driver, the monotonous chant of +the river-man, with fingers mechanically falling on his little drum, the +cry of the eagle of the Libyan Hills, the lap of the heavy waters of the +Dead Sea down by Jericho, the battle-call of the Druses beyond Damascus, +the lonely gigantic figures at the mouth of the temple of Abou Simbel, +looking out with the eternal question to the unanswering desert, the +delicate ruins of moonlit Baalbec, with the snow mountains hovering +above, the green oases, and the deep wells where the caravans lay down in +peace--all these were pouring their influences on his mind in the little +Quaker village of Hamley where life was so bare, so grave. + +The music he played was all his own, was instinctively translated from +all other influences into that which they who listened to him could +understand. Yet that sensuous beauty which the Quaker Society was so +concerned to banish from any part in their life was playing upon them +now, making the hearts of the women beat fast, thrilling them, turning +meditation into dreams, and giving the sight of the eyes far visions of +pleasure. So powerful was this influence that the shrill Elder twice +essayed to speak in protest, but was prevented by the wizened Elder +Meacham. When it seemed as if the aching, throbbing sweetness must +surely bring denunciation, David changed the music to a slow mourning +cadence. It was a wail of sorrow, a march to the grave, a benediction, a +soft sound of farewell, floating through the room and dying away into the +mid-day sun. + +There came a long silence after, and David sat with unmoving look upon +the distant prospect through the window. A woman's sob broke the air. +Faith's handkerchief was at her eyes. Only one quick sob, but it had +been wrung from her by the premonition suddenly come that the brother-- +he was brother more than nephew--over whom her heart had yearned had, +indeed, come to the cross-roads, and that their ways would henceforth +divide. The punishment or banishment now to be meted out to him was as +nothing. It meant a few weeks of disgrace, of ban, of what, in effect, +was self-immolation, of that commanding justice of the Society which no +one yet save the late Earl of Eglington had defied. David could refuse +to bear punishment, but such a possibility had never occurred to her or +to any one present. She saw him taking his punishment as surely as +though the law of the land had him in its grasp. It was not that which +she was fearing. But she saw him moving out of her life. To her this +music was the prelude of her tragedy. + +A moment afterwards Luke Claridge arose and spoke to David in austere +tones: "It is our will that thee begone to the chair-maker's but upon the +hill till three months be passed, and that none have speech with thee +after sunset to-morrow even." + +"Amen," said all the Elders. + +"Amen," said David, and put his flute into his pocket, and rose to go. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BANISHED + +The chair-maker's hut lay upon the north hillside about half-way between +the Meeting-house at one end of the village and the common at the other +end. It commanded the valley, had no house near it, and was sheltered +from the north wind by the hill-top which rose up behind it a hundred +feet or more. No road led to it--only a path up from the green of the +village, winding past a gulley and the deep cuts of old rivulets now +over grown by grass or bracken. It got the sun abundantly, and it was +protected from the full sweep of any storm. It had but two rooms, the +floor was of sanded earth, but it had windows on three sides, east, west, +and south, and the door looked south. Its furniture was a plank bed, a +few shelves, a bench, two chairs, some utensils, a fireplace of stone, a +picture of the Virgin and Child, and of a cardinal of the Church of Rome +with a red hat--for the chair-maker had been a Roman Catholic, the only +one of that communion in Hamley. Had he been a Protestant his vices +would have made him anathema, but, being what he was, his fellow- +villagers had treated him with kindness. + +After the half-day in which he was permitted to make due preparations, +lay in store of provisions, and purchase a few sheep and hens, hither +came David Claridge. Here, too, came Faith, who was permitted one hour +with him before he began his life of willing isolation. Little was said +as they made the journey up the hill, driving the sheep before them, four +strong lads following with necessities--flour, rice, potatoes, and +suchlike. + +Arrived, the goods were deposited inside the hut, the lads were +dismissed, and David and Faith were left alone. David looked at his +watch. They had still a handful of minutes before the parting. These +flew fast, and yet, seated inside the door, and looking down at the +village which the sun was bathing in the last glowing of evening, they +remained silent. Each knew that a great change had come in their +hitherto unchanging life, and it was difficult to separate premonition +from substantial fact. The present fact did not represent all they felt, +though it represented all on which they might speak together now. + +Looking round the room, at last Faith said: "Thee has all thee needs, +David? Thee is sure?" + +He nodded. "I know not yet how little man may need. I have lived in +plenty." + +At that moment her eyes rested on the Cloistered House. + +"The Earl of Eglington would not call it plenty." A shade passed over +David's face. "I know not how he would measure. Is his own field so +wide?" + +"The spread of a peacock's feather." + +"What does thee know of him?" David asked the question absently. + +"I have eyes to see, Davy." The shadows from that seeing were in her +eyes as she spoke, but he did not observe them. + +"Thee sees but with half an eye," she continued. "With both mine I have +seen horses and carriages, and tall footmen, and wine and silver, and +gilded furniture, and fine pictures, and rolls of new carpet--of Uncle +Benn's best carpets, Davy--and a billiard-table, and much else." + +A cloud slowly gathered over David's face, and he turned to her with an +almost troubled surprise. "Thee has seen these things--and how?" + +"One day--thee was in Devon--one of the women was taken ill. They sent +for me because the woman asked it. She was a Papist; but she begged that +I should go with her to the hospital, as there was no time to send to +Heddington for a nurse. She had seen me once in the house of the toll- +gate keeper. Ill as she was, I could have laughed, for, as we went in +the Earl's carriage to the hospital-thirty miles it was--she said she +felt at home with me, my dress being so like a nun's. It was then I saw +the Cloistered House within and learned what was afoot." + +"In the Earl's carriage indeed--and the Earl?" + +"He was in Ireland, burrowing among those tarnished baubles, his titles, +and stripping the Irish Peter to clothe the English Paul." + +"He means to make Hamley his home? From Ireland these furnishings come?" + +"So it seems. Henceforth the Cloistered House will have its doors flung +wide. London and all the folk of Parliament will flutter along the dunes +of Hamley." + +"Then the bailiff will sit yonder within a year, for he is but a starved +Irish peer." + +"He lives to-day as though he would be rich tomorrow. He bids for fame +and fortune, Davy." + +"'Tis as though a shirtless man should wear a broadcloth coat over a +cotton vest." + +"The world sees only the broadcloth coat. For the rest--" + +"For the rest, Faith?" + +"They see the man's face, and--" + +His eyes were embarrassed. A thought had flashed into his mind which he +considered unworthy, for this girl beside him was little likely to dwell +upon the face of a renegade peer, whose living among them was a constant +reminder of his father's apostasy. She was too fine, dwelt in such high +spheres, that he could not think of her being touched by the glittering +adventures of this daring young member of Parliament, whose book of +travels had been published, only to herald his understood determination +to have office in the Government, not in due time, but in his own time. +What could there be in common between the sophisticated Eglington and +this sweet, primitively wholesome Quaker girl? + +Faith read what was passing in his mind. She flushed--slowly flushed +until her face--and eyes were one soft glow, then she laid a hand upon +his arm and said: "Davy, I feel the truth about him--no more. Nothing of +him is for thee or me. His ways are not our ways." She paused, and then +said solemnly: "He hath a devil. That I feel. But he hath also a mind, +and a cruel will. He will hew a path, or make others hew it for him. He +will make or break. Nothing will stand in his way, neither man nor +thing, those he loves nor those he hates. He will go on--and to go on, +all means, so they be not criminal, will be his. Men will prophesy great +things for him--they do so now. But nothing they prophesy, Davy, keeps +pace with his resolve." + +"How does thee know these things?" + +His question was one of wonder and surprise. He had never before seen in +her this sharp discernment and criticism. + +"How know I, Davy? I know him by studying thee. What thee is not he is. +What he is thee is not." The last beams of the sun sent a sudden glint +of yellow to the green at their feet from the western hills, rising far +over and above the lower hills of the village, making a wide ocean of +light, at the bottom of which lay the Meeting-house and the Cloistered +House, and the Red Mansion with the fruited wall, and all the others, +like dwellings at the bottom of a golden sea. David's eyes were on the +distance, and the far-seeing look was in his face which had so deeply +impressed Faith in the Meeting-house, by which she had read his future. + +"And shall I not also go on?" he asked. + +"How far, who can tell?" + +There was a plaintive note in her voice--the unavailing and sad protest +of the maternal spirit, of the keeper of the nest, who sees the brood fly +safely away, looking not back. + +"What does thee see for me afar, Faith?" His look was eager. + +"The will of God, which shall be done," she said with a sudden +resolution, and stood up. Her hands were lightly clasped before her like +those of Titian's Mater Dolorosa among the Rubens and Tintorettos of the +Prado, a lonely figure, whose lot it was to spend her life for others. +Even as she already had done; for thrice she had refused marriages +suitable and possible to her. In each case she had steeled her heart +against loving, that she might be all in all to her sister's child and to +her father. There is no habit so powerful as the habit of care of +others. In Faith it came as near being a passion as passion could have a +place in her even-flowing blood, under that cool flesh, governed by a +heart as fair as the apricot blossoms on the wall in her father's garden. +She had been bitterly hurt in the Meeting-house; as bitterly as is many a +woman when her lover has deceived her. David had acknowledged before +them all that he had played the flute secretly for years! That he should +have played it was nothing; that she should not have shared his secret, +and so shared his culpability before them all, was a wound which would +take long to heal. + +She laid her hand upon his shoulder suddenly with a nervous little +motion. + +"And the will of God thee shall do to His honour, though thee is outcast +to-day. . . . But, Davy, the music-thee kept it from me." + +He looked up at her steadily; he read what was in her mind. + +"I hid it so, because I would not have thy conscience troubled. Thee +would go far to smother it for me; and I was not so ungrateful to thee. +I did it for good to thee." + +A smile passed across her lips. Never was woman so grateful, never wound +so quickly healed. She shook her head sadly at him, and stilling the +proud throbbing of her heart, she said: + +"But thee played so well, Davy!" + +He got up and turned his head away, lest he should laugh outright. Her +reasoning--though he was not worldly enough to call it feminine, and +though it scarce tallied with her argument--seemed to him quite her own. + +"How long have we?" he said over his shoulder. "The sun is yet five +minutes up, or more," she said, a little breathlessly, for she saw his +hand inside his coat, and guessed his purpose. + +"But thee will not dare to play--thee will not dare," she said, but more +as an invitation than a rebuke. "Speech was denied me here, but not my +music. I find no sin in it." + +She eagerly watched him adjust the flute. Suddenly she drew to him the +chair from the doorway, and beckoned him to sit down. She sat where she +could see the sunset. + +The music floated through the room and down the hillside, a searching +sweetness. + +She kept her face ever on the far hills. It went on and on. At last it +stopped. David roused himself, as from a dream. "But it is dark!" he +said, startled. "It is past the time thee should be with me. My +banishment began at sunset." + +"Are all the sins to be thine?" she asked calmly. She had purposely let +him play beyond the time set for their being together. + +"Good-night, Davy." She kissed him on the cheek. "I will keep the music +for the sin's remembrance," she added, and went out into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +THE CALL + +"England is in one of those passions so creditable to her moral sense, +so illustrative of her unregulated virtues. We are living in the first +excitement and horror of the news of the massacre of Christians at +Damascus. We are full of righteous and passionate indignation. 'Punish +--restore the honour of the Christian nations' is the proud appeal of +prelate, prig, and philanthropist, because some hundreds of Christians +who knew their danger, yet chose to take up their abode in a fanatical +Muslim city of the East, have suffered death." + +The meeting had been called in answer to an appeal from Exeter Hall. +Lord Eglington had been asked to speak, and these were among his closing +words. + +He had seen, as he thought, an opportunity for sensation. Politicians +of both sides, the press on all hands, were thundering denunciations upon +the city of Damascus, sitting insolent and satiated in its exquisite +bloom of pear and nectarine, and the deed itself was fading into that +blank past of Eastern life where there "are no birds in last year's +nest." If he voyaged with the crowd, his pennant would be lost in the +clustering sails! So he would move against the tide, and would startle, +even if he did not convince. + +"Let us not translate an inflamed religious emotion into a war," he +continued. "To what good? Would it restore one single life in Damascus? +Would it bind one broken heart? Would it give light to one darkened +home? Let us have care lest we be called a nation of hypocrites. I will +neither support nor oppose the resolution presented; I will content +myself with pointing the way to a greater national self-respect." + +Mechanically, a few people who had scarcely apprehended the full force of +his remarks began to applaud; but there came cries of "'Sh! 'Sh!" and +the clapping of hands suddenly stopped. For a moment there was absolute +silence, in which the chairman adjusted his glasses and fumbled with the +agenda paper in his confusion, scarcely knowing what to do. The speaker +had been expected to second the resolution, and had not done so. There +was an awkward silence. Then, in a loud whisper, some one said: + +"David, David, do thee speak." + +It was the voice of Faith Claridge. Perturbed and anxious, she had come +to the meeting with her father. They had not slept for nights, for the +last news they had had of Benn Claridge was from the city of Damascus, +and they were full of painful apprehensions. + +It was the eve of the first day of winter, and David's banishment was +over. Faith had seen David often at a distance--how often had she stood +in her window and looked up over the apricot-wall to the chair-maker's +hut on the hill! According to his penalty David had never come to Hamley +village, but had lived alone, speaking to no one, avoided by all, working +out his punishment. Only the day before the meeting he had read of the +massacre at Damascus from a newspaper which had been left on his doorstep +overnight. Elder Fairley had so far broken the covenant of ostracism and +boycott, knowing David's love for his Uncle Benn. + +All that night David paced the hillside in anxiety and agitation, and saw +the sun rise upon a new world--a world of freedom, of home-returning, yet +a world which, during the past four months, had changed so greatly that +it would never seem the same again. + +The sun was scarce two hours high when Faith and her father mounted the +hill to bring him home again. He had, however, gone to Heddington to +learn further news of the massacre. He was thinking of his Uncle Benn- +all else could wait. His anxiety was infinitely greater than that of +Luke Claridge, for his mind had been disturbed by frequent premonitions; +and those sudden calls in his sleep-his uncle's voice--ever seemed to be +waking him at night. He had not meant to speak at the meeting, but the +last words of the speaker decided him; he was in a flame of indignation. +He heard the voice of Faith whisper over the heads of the people. +"David, David, do thee speak." Turning, he met her eyes, then rose to +his feet, came steadily to the platform, and raised a finger towards the +chairman. + +A great whispering ran through the audience. Very many recognised him, +and all had heard of him--the history of his late banishment and self- +approving punishment were familiar to them. He climbed the steps of the +platform alertly, and the chairman welcomed him with nervous pleasure. +Any word from a Quaker, friendly to the feeling of national indignation, +would give the meeting the new direction which all desired. + +Something in the face of the young man, grown thin and very pale during +the period of long thought and little food in the lonely and meditative +life he had led; something human and mysterious in the strange tale of +his one day's mad doings, fascinated them. They had heard of the liquor +he had drunk, of the woman he had kissed at the cross-roads, of the man +he had fought, of his discipline and sentence. His clean, shapely +figure, and the soft austerity of the neat grey suit he wore, his broad- +brimmed hat pushed a little back, showing well a square white forehead-- +all conspired to send a wave of feeling through the audience, which +presently broke into cheering. + +Beginning with the usual formality, he said: "I am obliged to differ from +nearly every sentiment expressed by the Earl of Eglington, the member for +Levizes, who has just taken his seat." + +There was an instant's pause, the audience cheered, and cries of delight +came from all parts of the house. "All good counsel has its sting," he +continued, "but the good counsel of him who has just spoken is a sting in +a wound deeper than the skin. The noble Earl has bidden us to be +consistent and reasonable. I have risen here to speak for that to which +mere consistency and reason may do cruel violence. I am a man of peace, +I am the enemy of war--it is my faith and creed; yet I repudiate the +principle put forward by the Earl of Eglington, that you shall not clinch +your hand for the cause which is your heart's cause, because, if you +smite, the smiting must be paid for." + +He was interrupted by cheers and laughter, for the late event in his own +life came to them to point his argument. + +"The nation that declines war may be refusing to inflict that just +punishment which alone can set the wrong-doers on the better course. It +is not the faith of that Society to which I belong to decline correction +lest it may seem like war." + +The point went home significantly, and cheering followed. "The high +wall of Tibet, a stark refusal to open the door to the wayfarer, I can +understand; but, friend"--he turned to the young peer--"friend, I cannot +understand a defence of him who opens the door upon terms of mutual +hospitality, and then, in the red blood of him who has so contracted, +blots out the just terms upon which they have agreed. Is that thy faith, +friend?" + +The repetition of the word friend was almost like a gibe, though it was +not intended as such. There was none present, however, but knew of the +defection of the Earl's father from the Society of Friends, and they +chose to interpret the reference to a direct challenge. It was a +difficult moment for the young Earl, but he only smiled, and cherished +anger in his heart. + +For some minutes David spoke with force and power, and he ended with +passionate solemnity. His voice rang out: "The smoke of this burning +rises to Heaven, the winds that wail over scattered and homeless dust +bear a message of God to us. In the name of Mahomet, whose teaching +condemns treachery and murder, in the name of the Prince of Peace, who +taught that justice which makes for peace, I say it is England's duty to +lay the iron hand of punishment upon this evil city and on the Government +in whose orbit it shines with so deathly a light. I fear it is that one +of my family and of my humble village lies beaten to death in Damascus. +Yet not because of that do I raise my voice here to-day. These many +years Benn Claridge carried his life in his hands, and in a good cause it +was held like the song of a bird, to be blown from his lips in the day of +the Lord. I speak only as an Englishman. I ask you to close your minds +against the words of this brilliant politician, who would have you settle +a bill of costs written in Christian blood, by a promise to pay, got +through a mockery of armed display in those waters on which once looked +the eyes of the Captain of our faith. Humanity has been put in the +witness-box of the world; let humanity give evidence." + +Women wept. Men waved their hats and cheered; the whole meeting rose to +its feet and gave vent to its feelings. + +For some moments the tumult lasted, Eglington looking on with face +unmoved. As David turned to leave the table, however, he murmured, +"Peacemaker! Peacemaker!" and smiled sarcastically. + +As the audience resumed their seats, two people were observed making +their way to the platform. One was Elder Fairley, leading the way to a +tall figure in a black robe covering another coloured robe, and wearing a +large white turban. Not seeing the new-comers, the chairman was about to +put the resolution; but a protesting hand from John Fairley stopped him, +and in a strange silence the two new-comers mounted the platform. David +rose and advanced to meet them. There flashed into his mind that this +stranger in Eastern garb was Ebn Ezra Bey, the old friend of Benn +Claridge, of whom his uncle had spoken and written so much. The same +instinct drew Ebn Ezra Bey to him--he saw the uncle's look in the +nephew's face. In a breathless stillness the Oriental said in perfect +English, with a voice monotonously musical: + +"I came to thy house and found thee not. I have a message for thee from +the land where thine uncle sojourned with me." + +He took from a wallet a piece of paper and passed it to David, adding: "I +was thine uncle's friend. He hath put off his sandals and walketh with +bare feet!" David read eagerly. + +"It is time to go, Davy," the paper said. "All that I have is thine. +Go to Egypt, and thee shall find it so. Ebn Ezra Bey will bring thee. +Trust him as I have done. He is a true man, though the Koran be his +faith. They took me from behind, Davy, so that I was spared temptation +--I die as I lived, a man of peace. It is too late to think how it might +have gone had we met face to face; but the will of God worketh not +according to our will. I can write no more. Luke, Faith, and Davy--dear +Davy, the night has come, and all's well. Good morrow, Davy. Can you +not hear me call? I have called thee so often of late! Good morrow! +Good morrow! . . . I doff my hat, Davy--at last--to God!" + +David's face whitened. All his visions had been true visions, his dreams +true dreams. Brave Benn Claridge had called to him at his door--" Good +morrow! Good morrow! Good morrow!" Had he not heard the knocking and +the voice? Now all was made clear. His path lay open before him--a far +land called him, his quiet past was infinite leagues away. Already the +staff was in his hands and the cross-roads were sinking into the distance +behind. He was dimly conscious of the wan, shocked face of Faith in the +crowd beneath him, which seemed blurred and swaying, of the bowed head of +Luke Claridge, who, standing up, had taken off his hat in the presence of +this news of his brother's death which he saw written in David's face. +David stood for a moment before the great throng, numb and speechless. +"It is a message from Damascus," he said at last, and could say no more. + +Ebn Ezra Bey turned a grave face upon the audience. + +Will you hear me?" he said. "I am an Arab." "Speak--speak!" came from +every side. + +"The Turk hath done his evil work in Damascus," he said. "All the +Christians are dead--save one; he hath turned Muslim, and is safe." His +voice had a note of scorn. "It fell sudden and swift like a storm in +summer. There were no paths to safety. Soldiers and those who led them +shared in the slaying. As he and I who had travelled far together these +many years sojourned there in the way of business, I felt the air grow +colder, I saw the cloud gathering. I entreated, but he would not go. +If trouble must come, then he would be with the Christians in their +peril. At last he saw with me the truth. He had a plan of escape. +There was a Christian weaver with his wife in a far quarter--against my +entreaty he went to warn them. The storm broke. He was the first to +fall, smitten in 'that street called Straight.' I found him soon after. +Thus did he speak to me--even in these words: 'The blood of women and +children shed here to-day shall cry from the ground. Unprovoked the host +has turned wickedly upon his guest. The storm has been sown, and the +whirlwind must be reaped. Out of this evil good shall come. Shall not +the Judge of all the earth do right?' These were his last words to me +then. As his life ebbed out, he wrote a letter which I have brought +hither to one"--he turned to David--"whom he loved. At the last he took +off his hat, and lay with it in his hands, and died. . . . I am a +Muslim, but the God of pity, of justice, and of right is my God; and in +His name be it said that was a crime of Sheitan the accursed." + +In a low voice the chairman put the resolution. The Earl of Eglington +voted in its favour. + +Walking the hills homeward with Ebn Ezra Bey, Luke, Faith, and John +Fairley, David kept saying over to himself the words of Benn Claridge: +"I have called thee so often of late. Good morrow! Good morrow! Good +morrow! Can you not hear me call?" + + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +There is no habit so powerful as the habit of care of others + + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + + +BOOK II. + + +V. THE WIDER WAY +VI. "HAST THOU NEVER BILLED A MANY" +VII. THE COMPACT +VIII. FOR HIS SOUL'S SAKE AND THE LAND'S SAKE +IX. THE LETTER, THE NIGHT, AND THE WOMAN +X. THE FOUR WHO KNEW +XI. AGAINST THE HOUR OF MIDNIGHT +XII. THE JEHAD AND THE LIONS +XIII. ACHMET THE ROPEMAKER STRIKES +XIV. BEYOND THE PALE + + + +CHAPTER V + +THE WIDER WAY + +Some months later the following letter came to David Claridge in Cairo +from Faith Claridge in Hamley: + + David, I write thee from the village and the land of the people + which thou didst once love so well. Does thee love them still? + They gave thee sour bread to eat ere thy going, but yet thee didst + grind the flour for the baking. Thee didst frighten all who knew + thee with thy doings that mad midsummer time. The tavern, the + theatre, the cross-roads, and the cockpit--was ever such a day! + + Now, Davy, I must tell of a strange thing. But first, a moment. + Thee remembers the man Kimber smitten by thee at the public-house on + that day? What think thee has happened? He followed to London the + lass kissed by thee, and besought her to return and marry him. This + she refused at first with anger; but afterwards she said that, if in + three years he was of the same mind, and stayed sober and hard- + working meanwhile, she would give him an answer, she would consider. + Her head was high. She has become maid to a lady of degree, who has + well befriended her. + + How do I know these things? Even from Jasper Kimber, who, on his + return from London, was taken to his bed with fever. Because of the + hard blows dealt him by thee, I went to make amends. He welcomed + me, and soon opened his whole mind. That mind has generous moments, + David, for he took to being thankful for thy knocks. + + Now for the strange thing I hinted. After visiting Jasper Kimber at + Heddington, as I came back over the hill by the path we all took + that day after the Meeting--Ebn Ezra Bey, my father, Elder Fairley, + and thee and me--I drew near the chairmaker's but where thee lived + alone all those sad months. It was late evening; the sun had set. + Yet I felt that I must needs go and lay my hand in love upon the + door of the empty hut which had been ever as thee left it. So I + came down the little path swiftly, and then round the great rock, + and up towards the door. But, as I did so, my heart stood still, + for I heard voices. The door was open, but I could see no one. Yet + there the voices sounded, one sharp and peevish with anger, the + other low and rough. I could not hear what was said. At last, a + figure came from the door and went quickly down the hillside. Who, + think thee, was it? Even "neighbour Eglington." I knew the walk + and the forward thrust of the head. Inside the hut all was still. + I drew near with a kind of fear, but yet I came to the door and + looked in. + + As I looked into the dusk, my limbs trembled under me, for who + should be sitting there, a half-finished chair between his knees, + but Soolsby the old chair-maker! Yes, it was he. There he sat + looking at me with his staring blue eyes and shock of redgrey hair. + "Soolsby! Soolsby!" said I, my heart hammering at my breast; for + was not Soolsby dead and buried? His eyes stared at me in fright. + "Why do you come?" he said in a hoarse whisper. "Is he dead, then? + Has harm come to him?" + + By now I had recovered myself, for it was no ghost I saw, but a + human being more distraught than was myself. "Do you not know me, + Soolsby?" I asked. "You are Mercy Claridge from beyond--beyond and + away," he answered dazedly. "I am Faith Claridge, Soolsby," + answered I. He started, peered forward at me, and for a moment he + did not speak; then the fear went from his face. "Ay, Faith + Claridge, as I said," he answered, with apparent understanding, his + stark mood passing. "No, thee said Mercy Claridge, Soolsby," said + I, "and she has been asleep these many years." "Ay, she has slept + soundly, thanks be to God!" he replied, and crossed himself. "Why + should thee call me by her name?" I inquired. "Ay, is not her tomb + in the churchyard?" he answered, and added quickly, "Luke Claridge + and I are of an age to a day--which, think you, will go first?" + + He stopped weaving, and peered over at me with his staring blue + eyes, and I felt a sudden quickening of the heart. For, at the + question, curtains seemed to drop from all around me, and leave me + in the midst of pains and miseries, in a chill air that froze me to + the marrow. I saw myself alone--thee in Egypt and I here, and none + of our blood and name beside me. For we are the last, Davy, the + last of the Claridges. But I said coldly, and with what was near to + anger, that he should link his name and fate with that of Luke + Claridge: "Which of ye two goes first is God's will, and according + to His wisdom. Which, think thee," added I--and now I cannot + forgive myself for saying it--"which, think thee, would do least + harm in going?" "I know which would do most good," he answered, + with a harsh laugh in his throat. Yet his blue eyes looked kindly + at me, and now he began to nod pleasantly. I thought him a little + mad, but yet his speech had seemed not without dark meaning. "Thee + has had a visitor," I said to him presently. He laughed in a + snarling way that made me shrink, and answered: "He wanted this and + he wanted that--his high-handed, second-best lordship. Ay, and he + would have it, because it pleased him to have it--like his father + before him. A poor sparrow on a tree-top, if you tell him he must + not have it, he will hunt it down the world till it is his, as + though it was a bird of paradise. And when he's seen it fall at + last, he'll remember but the fun of the chase; and the bird may get + to its tree-top again--if it can--if it can--if it can, my lord! + That is what his father was, the last Earl, and that is what he is + who left my door but now. He came to snatch old Soolsby's palace, + his nest on the hill, to use it for a telescope, or such whimsies. + He has scientific tricks like his father before him. Now is it + astronomy, and now chemistry, and suchlike; and always it is the + Eglington mind, which let God A'mighty make it as a favour. He + would have old Soolsby's palace for his spy-glass, would he then? + It scared him, as though I was the devil himself, to find me here. + I had but come back in time--a day later, and he would have sat here + and seen me in the Pit below before giving way. Possession's nine + points were with me; and here I sat and faced him; and here he + stormed, and would do this and should do that; and I went on with my + work. Then he would buy my Colisyum, and I wouldn't sell it for all + his puffball lordship might offer. Isn't the house of the snail as + much to him as the turtle's shell to the turtle? I'll have no + upstart spilling his chemicals here, or devilling the stars from a + seat on my roof." "Last autumn," said I, "David Claridge was housed + here. Thy palace was a prison then." "I know well of that. + Haven't I found his records here? And do you think his makeshift + lordship did not remind me?" "Records? What records, Soolsby?" + asked I, most curious. "Writings of his thoughts which he forgot-- + food for mind and body left in the cupboard." "Give them to me upon + this instant, Soolsby," said I. "All but one," said he, "and that + is my own, for it was his mind upon Soolsby the drunken chair-maker. + God save him from the heathen sword that slew his uncle. Two better + men never sat upon a chair!" He placed the papers in my hand, all + save that one which spoke of him. Ah, David, what with the flute + and the pen, banishment was no pain to thee! . . . He placed the + papers, save that one, in my hands, and I, womanlike, asked again + for all. "Some day," said he, "come, and I will read it to you. + Nay, I will give you a taste of it now," he added, as he brought + forth the writing. "Thus it reads." + + Here are thy words, Davy. What think thee of them now? + + "As I dwell in this house I know Soolsby as I never knew him when he + lived, and though, up here, I spent many an hour with him. Men + leave their impressions on all around them. The walls which have + felt their look and their breath, the floor which has taken their + footsteps, the chairs in which they have sat, have something of + their presence. I feel Soolsby here at times so sharply that it + would seem he came again and was in this room, though he is dead and + gone. I ask him how it came he lived here alone; how it came that + he made chairs, he, with brains enough to build great houses or + great bridges; how it was that drink and he were such friends; and + how he, a Catholic, lived here among us Quakers, so singular, + uncompanionable, and severe. I think it true, and sadly true, that + a man with a vice which he is able to satisfy easily and habitually, + even as another satisfies a virtue, may give up the wider actions of + the world and the possibilities of his life for the pleasure which + his one vice gives him, and neither miss nor desire those greater + chances of virtue or ambition which he has lost. The simplicity of + a vice may be as real as the simplicity of a virtue." + + Ah, David, David, I know not what to think of those strange words; + but old Soolsby seemed well to understand thee, and he called thee + "a first-best gentleman." Is my story long? Well, it was so + strange, and it fixed itself upon my mind so deeply, and thy + writings at the hut have been so much in my hands and in my mind, + that I have put it all down here. When I asked Soolsby how it came + he had been rumoured dead, he said that he himself had been the + cause of it; but for what purpose he would not say, save that he was + going a long voyage, and had made up his mind to return no more. "I + had a friend," he said, "and I was set to go and see that friend + again. . . . But the years go on, and friends have an end. Life + spills faster than the years," he said. And he would say no more, + but would walk with me even to my father's door. "May the Blessed + Virgin and all the Saints be with you," he said at parting, "if you + will have a blessing from them. And tell him who is beyond and away + in Egypt that old Soolsby's busy making a chair for him to sit in + when the scarlet cloth is spread, and the East and West come to + salaam before him. Tell him the old man says his fluting will be + heard." + + And now, David, I have told thee all, nearly. Remains to say that + thy one letter did our hearts good. My father reads it over and + over, and shakes his head sadly, for, truth is, he has a fear that + the world may lay its hand upon thee. One thing I do observe, his + heart is hard set against Lord Eglington. In degree it has ever + been so; but now it is like a constant frown upon his forehead. I + see him at his window looking out towards the Cloistered House; and + if our neighbour comes forth, perhaps upon his hunter, or now in his + cart, or again with his dogs, he draws his hat down upon his eyes + and whispers to himself. I think he is ever setting thee off + against Lord Eglington; and that is foolish, for Eglington is but a + man of the earth earthy. His is the soul of the adventurer. + + Now what more to be set down? I must ask thee how is thy friend Ebn + Ezra Bey? I am glad thee did find all he said was true, and that in + Damascus thee was able to set a mark by my uncle's grave. But that + the Prince Pasha of Egypt has set up a claim against my uncle's + property is evil news; though, thanks be to God, as my father says, + we have enough to keep us fed and clothed and housed. But do thee + keep enough of thy inheritance to bring thee safe home again to + those who love thee. England is ever grey, Davy, but without thee + it is grizzled--all one "Quaker drab," as says the Philistine. But + it is a comely and a good land, and here we wait for thee. + + In love and remembrance. + + I am thy mother's sister, thy most loving friend. + + FAITH. + + +David received this letter as he was mounting a huge white Syrian donkey +to ride to the Mokattam Hills, which rise sharply behind Cairo, burning +and lonely and large. The cities of the dead Khalifas and Mamelukes +separated them from the living city where the fellah toiled, and Arab, +Bedouin, Copt strove together to intercept the fruits of his toiling, as +it passed in the form of taxes to the Palace of the Prince Pasha; while +in the dark corners crouched, waiting, the cormorant usurers--Greeks, +Armenians, and Syrians, a hideous salvage corps, who saved the house of +a man that they might at last walk off with his shirt and the cloth under +which he was carried to his grave. In a thousand narrow streets and +lanes, in the warm glow of the bazaars, in earth-damp huts, by blistering +quays, on the myriad ghiassas on the river, from long before sunrise till +the sunset-gun boomed from the citadel rising beside the great mosque +whose pinnacles seem to touch the blue, the slaves of the city of Prince +Kaid ground out their lives like corn between the millstones. + +David had been long enough in Egypt to know what sort of toiling it was. +A man's labour was not his own. The fellah gave labour and taxes and +backsheesh and life to the State, and the long line of tyrants above him, +under the sting of the kourbash; the high officials gave backsheesh to +the Prince Pasha, or to his Mouffetish, or to his Chief Eunuch, or to his +barber, or to some slave who had his ear. + +But all the time the bright, unclouded sun looked down on a smiling land, +and in Cairo streets the din of the hammers, the voices of the boys +driving heavily laden donkeys, the call of the camel-drivers leading +their caravans into the great squares, the clang of the brasses of the +sherbet-sellers, the song of the vendor of sweetmeats, the drone of the +merchant praising his wares, went on amid scenes of wealth and luxury, +and the city glowed with colour and gleamed with light. Dark faces +grinned over the steaming pot at the door of the cafes, idlers on the +benches smoked hasheesh, female street-dancers bared their faces +shamelessly to the men, and indolent musicians beat on their tiny drums, +and sang the song of "O Seyyid," or of "Antar"; and the reciter gave his +sing-song tale from a bench above his fellows. Here a devout Muslim, +indifferent to the presence of strangers, turned his face to the East, +touched his forehead to the ground, and said his prayers. There, hung to +a tree by a deserted mosque near by, the body of one who was with them +all an hour before, and who had paid the penalty for some real or +imaginary crime; while his fellows blessed Allah that the storm had +passed them by. Guilt or innocence did not weigh with them; and the dead +criminal, if such he were, who had drunk his glass of water and prayed to +Allah, was, in their sight, only fortunate and not disgraced, and had +"gone to the bosom of Allah." Now the Muezzin from a minaret called to +prayer, and the fellah in his cotton shirt and yelek heard, laid his load +aside, and yielded himself to his one dear illusion, which would enable +him to meet with apathy his end--it might be to-morrow!--and go forth to +that plenteous heaven where wives without number awaited him, where +fields would yield harvests without labour, where rich food in gold +dishes would be ever at his hand. This was his faith. + +David had now been in the country six months, rapidly perfecting his +knowledge of Arabic, speaking it always to his servant Mahommed Hassan, +whom he had picked from the streets. Ebn Ezra Bey had gone upon his own +business to Fazougli, the tropical Siberia of Egypt, to liberate, by +order of Prince Kaid,--and at a high price--a relative banished there. +David had not yet been fortunate with his own business--the settlement +of his Uncle Benn's estate--though the last stages of negotiation with +the Prince Pasha seemed to have been reached. When he had brought the +influence of the British Consulate to bear, promises were made, doors +were opened wide, and Pasha and Bey offered him coffee and talked to him +sympathetically. They had respect for him more than for most Franks, +because the Prince Pasha had honoured him with especial favour. Perhaps +because David wore his hat always and the long coat with high collar like +a Turk, or because Prince Kaid was an acute judge of human nature, and +also because honesty was a thing he greatly desired--in others--and never +found near his own person; however it was, he had set David high in his +esteem at once. This esteem gave greater certainty that any backsheesh +coming from the estate of Benn Claridge would not be sifted through many +hands on its way to himself. Of Benn Claridge Prince Kaid had scarcely +even heard until he died; and, indeed, it was only within the past few +years that the Quaker merchant had extended his business to Egypt and had +made his headquarters at Assiout, up the river. + +David's donkey now picked its way carefully through the narrow streets of +the Moosky. Arabs and fellaheen squatting at street corners looked at +him with furtive interest. A foreigner of this character they had never +before seen, with coat buttoned up like an Egyptian official in the +presence of his superior, and this wide, droll hat on his head. David +knew that he ran risks, that his confidence invited the occasional +madness of a fanatical mind, which makes murder of the infidel a passport +to heaven; but as a man he took his chances, and as a Christian he +believed he would suffer no mortal hurt till his appointed time. He was +more Oriental, more fatalist, than he knew. He had also early in his +life learned that an honest smile begets confidence; and his face, grave +and even a little austere in outline, was usually lighted by a smile. + +From the Mokattam Hills, where he read Faith's letter again, his back +against one of the forts which Napoleon had built in his Egyptian days, +he scanned the distance. At his feet lay the great mosque, and the +citadel, whose guns controlled the city, could pour into it a lava stream +of shot and shell. The Nile wound its way through the green plains, +stretching as far to the north as eye could see between the opal and +mauve and gold of the Libyan Hills. Far over in the western vista a long +line of trees, twining through an oasis flanking the city, led out to a +point where the desert abruptly raised its hills of yellow sand. Here, +enormous, lonely, and cynical, the pyramids which Cheops had built, the +stone sphinx of Ghizeh, kept faith with the desert in the glow of +rainless land-reminders ever that the East, the mother of knowledge, will +by knowledge prevail; that: + + "The thousand years of thy insolence + The thousand years of thy faith, + Will be paid in fiery recompense, + And a thousand years of bitter death." + + +"The sword--for ever the sword," David said to himself, as he looked: +"Rameses and David and Mahomet and Constantine, and how many conquests +have been made in the name of God! But after other conquests there have +been peace and order and law. Here in Egypt it is ever the sword, the +survival of the strongest." + +As he made his way down the hillside again he fell to thinking upon all +Faith had written. The return of the drunken chair-maker made a deep +impression on him--almost as deep as the waking dreams he had had of his +uncle calling him. + +"Soolsby and me--what is there between Soolsby and me?" he asked himself +now as he made his way past the tombs of the Mamelukes. "He and I are as +far apart as the poles, and yet it comes to me now, with a strange +conviction, that somehow my life will be linked with that of the drunken +Romish chair-maker. To what end?" Then he fell to thinking of his Uncle +Benn. The East was calling him. "Something works within me to hold me +here, a work to do." + +From the ramparts of the citadel he watched the sun go down, bathing the +pyramids in a purple and golden light, throwing a glamour over all the +western plain, and making heavenly the far hills with a plaintive colour, +which spoke of peace and rest, but not of hope. As he stood watching, he +was conscious of people approaching. Voices mingled, there was light +laughter, little bursts of admiration, then lower tones, and then he was +roused by a voice calling. He turned round. A group of people were +moving towards the exit from the ramparts, and near himself stood a man +waving an adieu. + +"Well, give my love to the girls," said the man cheerily. Merry faces +looked back and nodded, and in a moment they were gone. The man turned +round, and looked at David, then he jerked his head in a friendly sort of +way and motioned towards the sunset. + +"Good enough, eh?" + +"Surely, for me," answered David. On the instant he liked the red, +wholesome face, and the keen, round, blue eyes, the rather opulent +figure, the shrewd, whimsical smile, all aglow now with beaming +sentimentality, which had from its softest corner called out: +"Well, give my love to the girls." + +"Quaker, or I never saw Germantown and Philadelphy," he continued, with a +friendly manner quite without offence. "I put my money on Quakers every +time." + +"But not from Germantown or Philadelphia," answered David, declining a +cigar which his new acquaintance offered. + +"Bet you, I know that all right. But I never saw Quakers anywhere else, +and I meant the tribe and not the tent. English, I bet? Of course, or +you wouldn't be talking the English language--though I've heard they talk +it better in Boston than they do in England, and in Chicago they're +making new English every day and improving on the patent. If Chicago +can't have the newest thing, she won't have anything. 'High hopes that +burn like stars sublime,' has Chicago. She won't let Shakespeare or +Milton be standards much longer. She won't have it--simply won't have +England swaggering over the English language. Oh, she's dizzy, is +Chicago--simply dizzy. I was born there. Parents, one Philadelphy, one +New York, one Pawtucket--the Pawtucket one was the step-mother. Father +liked his wives from the original States; but I was born in Chicago. My +name is Lacey--Thomas Tilman Lacey of Chicago." + +"I thank thee," said David. + +"And you, sir?" + +"David Claridge." + +"Of--?" + +"Of Hamley." + +"Mr. Claridge of Hamley. Mr. Claridge, I am glad to meet you." They +shook hands. "Been here long, Mr. Claridge?" + +"A few months only." + +"Queer place--gilt-edged dust-bin; get anything you like here, from a +fresh gutter-snipe to old Haroun-al-Raschid. It's the biggest jack-pot +on earth. Barnum's the man for this place--P. T. Barnum. Golly, how the +whole thing glitters and stews! Out of Shoobra his High Jinks Pasha +kennels with his lions and lives with his cellars of gold, as if he was +going to take them with him where he's going--and he's going fast. Here +--down here, the people, the real people, sweat and drudge between a cake +of dourha, an onion, and a balass of water at one end of the day, and a +hemp collar and their feet off the ground at the other." + +"You have seen much of Egypt?" asked David, feeling a strange confidence +in the garrulous man, whose frankness was united to shrewdness and a +quick, observant eye. + +"How much of Egypt I've seen, the Egypt where more men get lost, strayed, +and stolen than die in their beds every day, the Egypt where a eunuch is +more powerful than a minister, where an official will toss away a life as +I'd toss this cigar down there where the last Mameluke captain made his +great jump, where women--Lord A'mighty! where women are divorced by one +evil husband, by the dozen, for nothing they ever did or left undone, +and yet 'd be cut to pieces by their own fathers if they learned that +'To step aside is human--' Mr. Claridge, of that Egypt I don't know much +more'n would entitle me to say, How d'ye do. But it's enough for me. +You've seen something--eh?" + +"A little. It is not civilised life here. Yet--yet a few strong +patriotic men--" + +Lacey looked quizzically at David. + +"Say," he said, "I thought that about Mexico once. I said Manana-- +this Manana is the curse of Mexico. It's always to-morrow--to-morrow +--to-morrow. Let's teach 'em to do things to-day. Let's show 'em what +business means. Two million dollars went into that experiment, but +Manana won. We had good hands, but it had the joker. After five years +I left, with a bald head at twenty-nine, and a little book of noble +thoughts--Tips for the Tired, or Things you can say To-day on what you +can do to-morrow. I lost my hair worrying, but I learned to be patient. +The Dagos wanted to live in their own way, and they did. It's one thing +to be a missionary and say the little word in season; it's another to +run your soft red head against a hard stone wall. I went to Mexico a +conquistador, I left it a child of time, who had learned to smile; and +I left some millions behind me, too. I said to an old Padre down there +that I knew--we used to meet in the Cafe Manrique and drink chocolate-- +I said to him, 'Padre, the Lord's Prayer is a mistake down here.' +'Si, senor,' he said, and smiled his far-away smile at me. 'Yes,' said +I, 'for you say in the Lord's Prayer, "Give us this day our daily +bread."' 'Si, senor,' he says, 'but we do not expect it till to-morrow!' +The Padre knew from the start, but I learned at great expense, and went +out of business--closed up shop for ever, with a bald head and my Tips +for the Tired. Well, I've had more out of it all, I guess, than if I'd +trebled the millions and wiped Manana off the Mexican coat of arms." + +"You think it would be like that here?" David asked abstractedly. + +Lacey whistled. "There the Government was all right and the people all +wrong. Here the people are all right and the Government all wrong. Say, +it makes my eyes water sometimes to see the fellah slogging away. He's a +Jim-dandy--works all day and half the night, and if the tax-gatherer +isn't at the door, wakes up laughing. I saw one"--his light blue eyes +took on a sudden hardness--"laughing on the other side of his mouth one +morning. They were 'kourbashing' his feet; I landed on them as the soles +came away. I hit out." His face became grave, he turned the cigar round +in his mouth. "It made me feel better, but I had a close call. Lucky +for me that in Mexico I got into the habit of carrying a pop-gun. It +saved me then. But it isn't any use going on these special missions. +We Americans think a lot of ourselves. We want every land to do as +we do; and we want to make 'em do it. But a strong man here at the +head, with a sword in his hand, peace in his heart, who'd be just and +poor--how can you make officials honest when you take all you can get +yourself--! But, no, I guess it's no good. This is a rotten cotton +show." + +Lacey had talked so much, not because he was garrulous only, but because +the inquiry in David's eyes was an encouragement to talk. Whatever his +misfortunes in Mexico had been, his forty years sat lightly on him, and +his expansive temperament, his childlike sentimentality, gave him an +appearance of beaming, sophisticated youth. David was slowly +apprehending these things as he talked--subconsciously, as it were; +for he was seeing pictures of the things he himself had observed, through +the lens of another mind, as primitive in some regards as his own, but +influenced by different experiences. + +"Say, you're the best listener I ever saw," added Lacey, with a laugh. + +David held out his hand. "Thee sees things clearly," he answered. + +Lacey grasped his hand. + +At that moment an orderly advanced towards them. "He's after us--one of +the Palace cavalry," said Lacey. + +"Effendi--Claridge Effendi! May his grave be not made till the karadh- +gatherers return," said the orderly to David. + +"My name is Claridge," answered David. + +"To the hotel, effendi, first, then to the Mokattam Hills after thee, +then here--from the Effendina, on whom be God's peace, this letter for +thee." + +David took the letter. "I thank thee, friend," he said. + +As he read it, Lacey said to the orderly in Arabic "How didst thou know +he was here?" + +The orderly grinned wickedly. + +"Always it is known what place the effendi honours. It is not dark where +he uncovers his face." + +Lacey gave a low whistle. + +"Say, you've got a pull in this show," he said, as David folded up the +letter and put it in his pocket. + +"In Egypt, if the master smiles on you, the servant puts his nose in the +dust." + +"The Prince Pasha bids me to dinner at the Palace to-night. I have no +clothes for such affairs. Yet--" His mind was asking itself if this was +a door opening, which he had no right to shut with his own hand. There +was no reason why he should not go; therefore there might be a reason why +he should go. It might be, it no doubt was, in the way of facilitating +his business. He dismissed the orderly with an affirmative and +ceremonial message to Prince Kaid--and a piece of gold. + +"You've learned the custom of the place," said Lacey, as he saw the gold +piece glitter in the brown palm of the orderly. + +"I suppose the man's only pay is in such service," rejoined David. +"It is a land of backsheesh. The fault is not with the people; it is +with the rulers. I am not sorry to share my goods with the poor." + +"You'll have a big going concern here in no time," observed Lacey. "Now, +if I had those millions I left in Mexico--" Suddenly he stopped. "Is it +you that's trying to settle up an estate here--at Assiout--belonged to an +uncle?" + +David inclined his head. + +"They say that you and Prince Kaid are doing the thing yourselves, and +that the pashas and judges and all the high-mogul sharks of the Medjidie +think that the end of the world has come. Is that so?" + +"It is so, if not completely so. There are the poor men and humble--the +pashas and judges and the others of the Medjidie, as thee said, are not +poor. But such as the orderly yonder--" He paused meditatively. + +Lacey looked at David with profound respect. "You make the poorest +your partners, your friends. I see, I see. Jerusalem, that's masterly! +I admire you. It's a new way in this country." Then, after a moment: +"It'll do--by golly, it'll do! Not a bit more costly, and you do some +good with it. Yes--it--will--do." + +"I have given no man money save in charity and for proper service done +openly," said David, a little severely. + +"Say--of course. And that's just what isn't done here. Everything goes +to him who hath, and from him who hath not is taken away even that which +he hath. One does the work and another gets paid--that's the way here. +But you, Mr. Claridge, you clinch with the strong man at the top, and, +down below, you've got as your partners the poor man, whose name is +Legion. If you get a fall out of the man at the top, you're solid with +the Legion. And if the man at the top gets up again and salaams and +strokes your hand, and says, 'Be my brother,' then it's a full Nile, and +the fig-tree putteth forth its tender branches, and the date-palm +flourisheth, and at the village pond the thanksgiving turkey gobbles and +is glad. 'Selah'!" + +The sunset gun boomed out from the citadel. David turned to go, and +Lacey added: + +"I'm waiting for a pasha who's taking toll of the officers inside there +--Achmet Pasha. They call him the Ropemaker, because so many pass +through his hands to the Nile. The Old Muslin I call him, because he's +so diaphanous. Thinks nobody can see through him, and there's nobody +that can't. If you stay long in Egypt, you'll find that Achmet is the +worst, and Nahoum the Armenian the deepest, pasha in all this sickening +land. Achmet is cruel as a tiger to any one that stands in his way; +Nahoum, the whale, only opens out to swallow now and then; but when +Nahoum does open out, down goes Jonah, and never comes up again. He's a +deep one, and a great artist is Nahoum. I'll bet a dollar you'll see +them both to-night at the Palace--if Kaid doesn't throw them to the lions +for their dinner before yours is served. Here one shark is swallowed by +another bigger, till at last the only and original sea-serpent swallows +'em all." + +As David wound his way down the hills, Lacey waved a hand after him. + +"Well, give my love to the girls," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +"HAST THOU NEVER KILLED A MAN?" + +"Claridge Effendi!" + +As David moved forward, his mind was embarrassed by many impressions. +He was not confused, but the glitter and splendour, the Oriental +gorgeousness of the picture into which he stepped, excited his eye, +roused some new sense in him. He was a curious figure in those +surroundings. The consuls and agents of all the nations save one were +in brilliant uniform, and pashas, generals, and great officials were +splendid in gold braid and lace, and wore flashing Orders on their +breasts. David had been asked for half-past eight o'clock, and he was +there on the instant; yet here was every one assembled, the Prince Pasha +included. As he walked up the room he suddenly realised this fact, and, +for a moment, he thought he had made a mistake; but again he remembered +distinctly that the letter said half-past eight, and he wondered now if +this had been arranged by the Prince--for what purpose? To afford +amusement to the assembled company? He drew himself up with dignity, +his face became graver. He had come in a Quaker suit of black +broadcloth, with grey steel buttons, and a plain white stock; and he wore +his broad-brimmed hat--to the consternation of the British Consul-General +and the Europeans present, to the amazement of the Turkish and native +officials, who eyed him keenly. They themselves wore red tarbooshes, as +did the Prince; yet all of them knew that the European custom of showing +respect was by doffing the hat. The Prince Pasha had settled that with +David, however, at their first meeting, when David had kept on his hat +and offered Kaid his hand. + +Now, with amusement in his eyes, Prince Kaid watched David coming up the +great hall. What his object was in summoning David for an hour when all +the court and all the official Europeans should be already present, +remained to be seen. As David entered, Kaid was busy receiving salaams, +and returning greeting, but with an eye to the singularly boyish yet +gallant figure approaching. By the time David had reached the group, the +Prince Pasha was ready to receive him. + +"Friend, I am glad to welcome thee," said the Effendina, sly humour +lurking at the corner of his eye. Conscious of the amazement of all +present, he held out his hand to David. + +"May thy coming be as the morning dew, friend," he added, taking David's +willing hand. + +"And thy feet, Kaid, wall in goodly paths, by the grace of God the +compassionate and merciful." + +As a wind, unfelt, stirs the leaves of a forest, making it rustle +delicately, a whisper swept through the room. Official Egypt was +dumfounded. Many had heard of David, a few had seen him, and now all +eyed with inquisitive interest one who defied so many of the customs of +his countrymen; who kept on his hat; who used a Mahommedan salutation +like a true believer; whom the Effendina honoured--and presently honoured +in an unusual degree by seating him at table opposite himself, where his +Chief Chamberlain was used to sit. + +During dinner Kaid addressed his conversation again and again to David, +asking questions put to disconcert the consuls and other official folk +present, confident in the naive reply which would be returned. For there +was a keen truthfulness in the young man's words which, however suave and +carefully balanced, however gravely simple and tactful, left no doubt as +to their meaning. There was nothing in them which could be challenged, +could be construed into active criticism of men or things; and yet much +he said was horrifying. It made Achmet Pasha sit up aghast, and Nahoum +Pasha, the astute Armenian, for a long time past the confidant and +favourite of the Prince Pasha, laugh in his throat; for, if there was +a man in Egypt who enjoyed the thrust of a word or the bite of a phrase, +it was Nahoum. Christian though he was, he was, nevertheless, Oriental +to his farthermost corner, and had the culture of a French savant. He +had also the primitive view of life, and the morals of a race who, in the +clash of East and West, set against Western character and directness, and +loyalty to the terms of a bargain, the demoralised cunning of the desert +folk; the circuitous tactics of those who believed that no man spoke the +truth directly, that it must ever be found beneath devious and misleading +words, to be tracked like a panther, as an Antipodean bushman once said, +"through the sinuosities of the underbrush." Nahoum Pasha had also a +rich sense of grim humour. Perhaps that was why he had lived so near the +person of the Prince, had held office so long. There were no Grand +Viziers in Egypt; but he was as much like one as possible, and he had one +uncommon virtue, he was greatly generous. If he took with his right hand +he gave with his left; and Mahommedan as well as Copt and Armenian, and +beggars of every race and creed, hung about his doors each morning to +receive the food and alms he gave freely. + +After one of David's answers to Kaid, which had had the effect of causing +his Highness to turn a sharp corner of conversation by addressing himself +to the French consul, Nahoum said suavely: + +"And so, monsieur, you think that we hold life lightly in the East--that +it is a characteristic of civilisation to make life more sacred, to +cherish it more fondly?" + +He was sitting beside David, and though he asked the question casually, +and with apparent intention only of keeping talk going, there was a +lurking inquisition in his eye. He had seen enough to-night to make him +sure that Kaid had once more got the idea of making a European his +confidant and adviser; to introduce to his court one of those mad +Englishmen who cared nothing for gold--only for power; who loved +administration for the sake of administration and the foolish joy of +labour. He was now set to see what sort of match this intellect could +play, when faced by the inherent contradictions present in all truths or +the solutions of all problems. + +"It is one of the characteristics of that which lies behind civilisation, +as thee and me have been taught," answered David. + +Nahoum was quick in strategy, but he was unprepared for David's knowledge +that he was an Armenian Christian, and he had looked for another answer. + +But he kept his head and rose to the occasion. "Ah, it is high, it is +noble, to save life--it is so easy to destroy it," he answered. "I saw +his Highness put his life in danger once to save a dog from drowning. To +cherish the lives of others, and to be careless of our own; to give that +of great value as though it were of no worth--is it not the Great +Lesson?" He said it with such an air of sincerity, with such +dissimulation, that, for the moment, David was deceived. There was, +however, on the face of the listening Kaid a curious, cynical smile. +He had heard all, and he knew the sardonic meaning behind Nahoum's words. + +Fat High Pasha, the Chief Chamberlain, the corrupt and corruptible, +intervened. "It is not so hard to be careless when care would be +useless," he said, with a chuckle. "When the khamsin blows the dust- +storms upon the caravan, the camel-driver hath no care for his camels. +'Malaish!' he says, and buries his face in his yelek." + +"Life is beautiful and so difficult--to save," observed Nahoum, in a tone +meant to tempt David on one hand and to reach the ears of the notorious +Achmet Pasha, whose extortions, cruelties, and taxations had built his +master's palaces, bribed his harem, given him money to pay the interest +on his European loans, and made himself the richest man in Egypt, whose +spies were everywhere, whose shadow was across every man's path. Kaid +might slay, might toss a pasha or a slave into the Nile now and then, +might invite a Bey to visit him, and stroke his beard and call him +brother and put diamond-dust in the coffee he drank, so that he died +before two suns came and went again, "of inflammation and a natural +death"; but he, Achmet Pasha, was the dark Inquisitor who tortured every +day, for whose death all men prayed, and whom some would have slain, but +that another worse than himself might succeed him. + +At Nahoum's words the dusky brown of Achmet's face turned as black as the +sudden dilation of the pupil of an eye deepens its hue, and he said with +a guttural accent: + +"Every man hath a time to die." + +"But not his own time," answered Nahoum maliciously. + +"It would appear that in Egypt he hath not always the choice of the +fashion or the time," remarked David calmly. He had read the malice +behind their words, and there had flashed into his own mind tales told +him, with every circumstance of accuracy, of deaths within and without +the Palace. Also he was now aware that Nahoum had mocked him. He was +concerned to make it clear that he was not wholly beguiled. + +"Is there, then, for a man choice of fashion or time in England, +effendi?" asked Nahoum, with assumed innocence. + +"In England it is a matter between the Giver and Taker of life and +himself--save where murder does its work," said David. + +"And here it is between man and man--is it that you would say?" asked +Nahoum. + +"There seem wider privileges here," answered David drily. + +"Accidents will happen, privileges or no," rejoined Nahoum, with lowering +eyelids. + +The Prince intervened. "Thy own faith forbids the sword, forbids war, +or--punishment." + +"The Prophet I follow was called the Prince of Peace, friend," answered +David, bowing gravely across the table. + +"Hast thou never killed a man?" asked Kaid, with interest in his eyes. +He asked the question as a man might ask another if he had never visited +Paris. + +"Never, by the goodness of God, never," answered David. + +"Neither in punishment nor in battle?" + +"I am neither judge nor soldier, friend." + +"Inshallah, thou hast yet far to go! Thou art young yet. Who can tell?" + +"I have never so far to go as that, friend," said David, in a voice that +rang a little. + +"To-morrow is no man's gift." + +David was about to answer, but chancing to raise his eyes above the +Prince Pasha's head, his glance was arrested and startled by seeing a +face--the face of a woman-looking out of a panel in a mooshrabieh screen +in a gallery above. He would not have dwelt upon the incident, he would +have set it down to the curiosity of a woman of the harem, but that the +face looking out was that of an English girl, and peering over her +shoulder was the dark, handsome face of an Egyptian or a Turk. + +Self-control was the habit of his life, the training of his faith, +and, as a rule, his face gave little evidence of inner excitement. +Demonstration was discouraged, if not forbidden, among the Quakers, and +if, to others, it gave a cold and austere manner, in David it tempered to +a warm stillness the powerful impulses in him, the rivers of feeling +which sometimes roared through his veins. + +Only Nahoum Pasha had noticed his arrested look, so motionless did he +sit; and now, without replying, he bowed gravely and deferentially to +Kaid, who rose from the table. He followed with the rest. Presently the +Prince sent Higli Pasha to ask his nearer presence. + +The Prince made a motion of his hand, and the circle withdrew. He waved +David to a seat. + +"To-morrow thy business shall be settled," said the Prince suavely, "and +on such terms as will not startle. Death-tribute is no new thing in the +East. It is fortunate for thee that the tribute is from thy hand to my +hand, and not through many others to mine." + +"I am conscious I have been treated with favour, friend," said David. +"I would that I might show thee kindness. Though how may a man of no +account make return to a great Prince?" + +"By the beard of my father, it is easily done, if thy kindness is a real +thing, and not that which makes me poorer the more I have of it--as +though one should be given a herd of horses which must not be sold but +still must be fed." + +"I have given thee truth. Is not truth cheaper than falsehood?" + +"It is the most expensive thing in Egypt; so that I despair of buying +thee. Yet I would buy thee to remain here--here at my court; here by my +hand which will give thee the labour thou lovest, and will defend thee if +defence be needed. Thou hast not greed, thou hast no thirst for honour, +yet thou hast wisdom beyond thy years. Kaid has never besought men, but +he beseeches thee. Once there was in Egypt, Joseph, a wise youth, who +served a Pharaoh, and was his chief counsellor, and it was well with the +land. Thy name is a good name; well-being may follow thee. The ages +have gone, and the rest of the world has changed, but Egypt is the same +Egypt, the Nile rises and falls, and the old lean years and fat years +come and go. Though I am in truth a Turk, and those who serve and rob me +here are Turks, yet the fellah is the same as he was five thousand years +ago. What Joseph the Israelite did, thou canst do; for I am no more +unjust than was that Rameses whom Joseph served. Wilt thou stay with +me?" + +David looked at Kaid as though he would read in his face the reply that +he must make, but he did not see Kaid; he saw, rather, the face of one he +had loved more than Jonathan had been loved by the young shepherd-prince +of Israel. In his ears he heard the voice that had called him in his +sleep-the voice of Benn Claridge; and, at the same instant, there flashed +into his mind a picture of himself fighting outside the tavern beyond +Hamley and bidding farewell to the girl at the crossroads. + +"Friend, I cannot answer thee now," he said, in a troubled voice. + +Kaid rose. "I will give thee an hour to think upon it. Come with me." +He stepped forward. "To-morrow I will answer thee, Kaid." + +"To-morrow there is work for thee to do. Come." David followed him. + +The eyes that followed the Prince and the Quaker were not friendly. What +Kaid had long foreshadowed seemed at hand: the coming of a European +counsellor and confidant. They realised that in the man who had just +left the room with Kaid there were characteristics unlike those they had +ever met before in Europeans. + +"A madman," whispered High Pasha to Achmet the Ropemaker. + +"Then his will be the fate of the swine of Gadarene," said Nahoum Pasha, +who had heard. + +"At least one need not argue with a madman." The face of Achmet the +Ropemaker was not more pleasant than his dark words. + +"It is not the madman with whom you have to deal, but his keeper," +rejoined Nahoum. + +Nahoum's face was heavier than usual. Going to weight, he was still +muscular and well groomed. His light brown beard and hair and blue eyes +gave him a look almost Saxon, and bland power spoke in his face and in +every gesture. + +He was seldom without the string of beads so many Orientals love to +carry, and, Armenian Christian as he was, the act seemed almost +religious. It was to him, however, like a ground-wire in telegraphy-- +it carried off the nervous force tingling in him and driving him to +impulsive action, while his reputation called for a constant outward +urbanity, a philosophical apathy. He had had his great fight for place +and power, alien as he was in religion, though he had lived in Egypt +since a child. Bar to progress as his religion had been at first, it had +been an advantage afterwards; for, through it, he could exclude himself +from complications with the Wakfs, the religious court of the Muslim +creed, which had lands to administer, and controlled the laws of marriage +and inheritance. He could shrug his shoulders and play with his beads, +and urbanely explain his own helplessness and ineligibility when his +influence was summoned, or it was sought to entangle him in warring +interests. Oriental through and through, the basis of his creed was +similar to that of a Muslim: Mahomet was a prophet and Christ was a +prophet. It was a case of rival prophets--all else was obscured into a +legend, and he saw the strife of race in the difference of creed. For +the rest, he flourished the salutations and language of the Arab as +though they were his own, and he spoke Arabic as perfectly as he did +French and English. + +He was the second son of his father. The first son, who was but a year +older, and was as dark as he was fair, had inherited--had seized--all his +father's wealth. He had lived abroad for some years in France and +England. In the latter place he had been one of the Turkish Embassy, +and, having none of the outward characteristics of the Turk, and being +in appearance more of a Spaniard than an Oriental, he had, by his gifts, +his address and personal appearance, won the good-will of the Duchess of +Middlesex, and had had that success all too flattering to the soul of a +libertine. It had, however, been the means of his premature retirement +from England, for his chief at the Embassy had a preference for an +Oriental entourage. He was called Foorgat Bey. + +Sitting at table, Nahoum alone of all present had caught David's arrested +look, and, glancing up, had seen the girl's face at the panel of +mooshrabieh, and had seen also over her shoulder the face of his brother, +Foorgat Bey. He had been even more astonished than David, and far more +disturbed. He knew his brother's abilities; he knew his insinuating +address--had he not influenced their father to give him wealth while he +was yet alive? He was aware also that his brother had visited the Palace +often of late. It would seem as though the Prince Pasha was ready to +make him, as well as David, a favourite. But the face of the girl--it +was an English face! Familiar with the Palace, and bribing when it was +necessary to bribe, Foorgat Bey had evidently brought her to see the +function, there where all women were forbidden. He could little imagine +Foorgat doing this from mere courtesy; he could not imagine any woman, +save one wholly sophisticated, or one entirely innocent, trusting herself +with him--and in such a place. The girl's face, though not that of one +in her teens, had seemed to him a very flower of innocence. + +But, as he stood telling his beads, abstractedly listening to the scandal +talked by Achmet and Higli, he was not thinking of his brother, but of +the two who had just left the chamber. He was speculating as to which +room they were likely to enter. They had not gone by the door convenient +to passage to Kaid's own apartments. He would give much to hear the +conversation between Kaid and the stranger; he was all too conscious of +its purport. As he stood thinking, Kaid returned. After looking round +the room for a moment, the Prince came slowly over to Nahoum, and, +stretching out a hand, stroked his beard. + +"Oh, brother of all the wise, may thy sun never pass its noon!" said +Kaid, in a low, friendly voice. + +Despite his will, a shudder passed through Nahoum Pasha's frame. +How often in Egypt this gesture and such words were the prelude to +assassination, from which there was no escape save by death itself. Into +Nahoum's mind there flashed the words of an Arab teacher, "There is no +refuge from God but God Himself," and he found himself blindly wondering, +even as he felt Kaid's hand upon his beard and listened to the honeyed +words, what manner of death was now preparing for him, and what death of +his own contriving should intervene. Escape, he knew, there was none, if +his death was determined on; for spies were everywhere, and slaves in the +pay of Kaid were everywhere, and such as were not could be bought or +compelled, even if he took refuge in the house of a foreign consul. The +lean, invisible, ghastly arm of death could find him, if Kaid willed, +though he delved in the bowels of the Cairene earth, or climbed to an +eagle's eyrie in the Libyan Hills. Whether it was diamond-dust or +Achmet's thin thong that stopped the breath, it mattered not; it was +sure. Yet he was not of the breed to tremble under the descending sword, +and he had long accustomed himself to the chance of "sudden demise." It +had been chief among the chances he had taken when he entered the high +and perilous service of Kaid. Now, as he felt the secret joy of these +dark spirits surrounding him--Achmet, and High Pasha, who kept saying +beneath his breath in thankfulness that it was not his turn, Praise be to +God!--as he, felt their secret self-gratulations, and their evil joy over +his prospective downfall, he settled himself steadily, made a low +salutation to Kaid, and calmly awaited further speech. It came soon +enough. + +"It is written upon a cucumber leaf--does not the world read it?--that +Nahoum Pasha's form shall cast a longer shadow than the trees; so that +every man in Egypt shall, thinking on him, be as covetous as Ashaah, who +knew but one thing more covetous than himself--the sheep that mistook the +rainbow for a rope of hay, and, jumping for it, broke his neck." + +Kaid laughed softly at his own words. + +With his eye meeting Kaid's again, after a low salaam, Nahoum made +answer: + +"I would that the lance of my fame might sheathe itself in the breasts of +thy enemies, Effendina." + +"Thy tongue does that office well," was the reply. Once more Kaid laid +a gentle hand upon Nahoum's beard. Then, with a gesture towards the +consuls and Europeans, he said to them in French: "If I might but beg +your presence for yet a little time!" Then he turned and walked away. +He left by a door leading to his own apartments. + +When he had gone, Nahoum swung slowly round and faced the agitated +groups. + +"He who sleeps with one eye open sees the sun rise first," he said, with +a sarcastic laugh. "He who goes blindfold never sees it set." + +Then, with a complacent look upon them all, he slowly left the room by +the door out of which David and Kaid had first passed. + +Outside the room his face did not change. His manner had not been +bravado. It was as natural to him as David's manner was to himself. +Each had trained himself in his own way to the mastery of his will, and +the will in each was stronger than any passion of emotion in them. So +far at least it had been so. In David it was the outcome of his faith, +in Nahoum it was the outcome of his philosophy, a simple, fearless +fatalism. + +David had been left by Kaid in a small room, little more than an alcove, +next to a larger room richly furnished. Both rooms belonged to a +spacious suite which lay between the harem and the major portion of the +Palace. It had its own entrance and exits from the Palace, opening on +the square at the front, at the back opening on its own garden, which +also had its own exits to the public road. The quarters of the Chief +Eunuch separated the suite from the harem, and Mizraim, the present Chief +Eunuch, was a man of power in the Palace, knew more secrets, was more +courted, and was richer than some of the princes. Nahoum had an office +in the Palace, also, which gave him the freedom of the place, and brought +him often in touch with the Chief Eunuch. He had made Mizraim a fast +friend ever since the day he had, by an able device, saved the Chief +Eunuch from determined robbery by the former Prince Pasha, with whom he +had suddenly come out of favour. + +When Nahoum left the great salon, he directed his steps towards the +quarters of the Chief Eunuch, thinking of David, with a vague desire for +pursuit and conflict. He was too much of a philosopher to seek to do +David physical injury--a futile act; for it could do him no good in the +end, could not mend his own fortunes; and, merciless as he could be on +occasion, he had no love of bloodshed. Besides, the game afoot was not +of his making, and he was ready to await the finish, the more so because +he was sure that to-morrow would bring forth momentous things. There was +a crisis in the Soudan, there was trouble in the army, there was dark +conspiracy of which he knew the heart, and anything might happen +to-morrow! He had yet some cards to play, and Achmet and Higli--and +another very high and great--might be delivered over to Kaid's deadly +purposes rather than himself tomorrow. What he knew Kaid did not know. +He had not meant to act yet; but new facts faced him, and he must make +one struggle for his life. But as he went towards Mizraim's quarters he +saw no sure escape from the stage of those untoward events, save by the +exit which is for all in some appointed hour. + +He was not, however, more perplexed and troubled than David, who, in the +little room where he had been brought and left alone with coffee and +cigarettes, served by a slave from some distant portion of the Palace, +sat facing his future. + +David looked round the little room. Upon the walls hung weapons of every +kind--from a polished dagger of Toledo to a Damascus blade, suits of +chain armour, long-handled, two-edged Arab swords, pistols which had been +used in the Syrian wars of Ibrahim, lances which had been taken from the +Druses at Palmyra, rude battle-axes from the tribes of the Soudan, and +neboots of dom-wood which had done service against Napoleon at Damietta. +The cushions among which he sat had come from Constantinople, the rug at +his feet from Tiflis, the prayer-rug on the wall from Mecca. + +All that he saw was as unlike what he had known in past years as though +he had come to Mars or Jupiter. All that he had heard recalled to him +his first readings in the Old Testament--the story of Nebuchadnezzar, of +Belshazzar, of Ahasuerus--of Ahasuerus! He suddenly remembered the face +he had seen looking down at the Prince's table from the panel of +mooshrabieh. That English face--where was it? Why was it there? Who +was the man with her? Whose the dark face peering scornfully over her +shoulder? The face of an English girl in that place dedicated to sombre +intrigue, to the dark effacement of women, to the darker effacement of +life, as he well knew, all too often! In looking at this prospect for +good work in the cause of civilisation, he was not deceived, he was not +allured. He knew into what subterranean ways he must walk, through what +mazes of treachery and falsehood he must find his way; and though he did +not know to the full the corruption which it was his duty to Kaid to turn +to incorruption, he knew enough to give his spirit pause. What would be +--what could be--the end? Would he not prove to be as much out of place +as was the face of that English girl? The English girl! England rushed +back upon him--the love of those at home; of his father, the only father +he had ever known; of Faith, the only mother or sister he had ever known; +of old John Fairley; the love of the woods and the hills where he had +wandered came upon him. There was work to do in England, work too little +done--the memory of the great meeting at Heddington flashed upon him. +Could his labour and his skill, if he had any, not be used there? Ah, +the green fields, the soft grey skies, the quiet vale, the brave, self- +respecting, toiling millions, the beautiful sense of law and order and +goodness! Could his gifts and labours not be used there? Could not-- + +He was suddenly startled by a smothered cry, then a call of distress. +It was the voice of a woman. + +He started up. The voice seemed to come from a room at his right; not +that from which he had entered, but one still beyond this where he was. +He sprang towards the wall and examined it swiftly. Finding a division +in the tapestry, he ran his fingers quickly and heavily down the crack +between. It came upon the button of a spring. He pressed it, the door +yielded, and, throwing it back, he stepped into the room-to see a woman +struggling to resist the embraces and kisses of a man. The face was that +of the girl who had looked out of the panel in the mooshrabieh screen. +Then it was beautiful in its mirth and animation, now it was pale and +terror-stricken, as with one free hand she fiercely beat the face pressed +to hers. + +The girl only had seen David enter. The man was not conscious of his +presence till he was seized and flung against the wall. The violence of +the impact brought down at his feet two weapons from the wall above him. +He seized one-a dagger-and sprang to his feet. Before he could move +forward or raise his arm, however, David struck him a blow in the neck +which flung him upon a square marble pedestal intended for a statue. In +falling his head struck violently a sharp corner of the pedestal. He +lurched, rolled over on the floor, and lay still. + +The girl gave a choking cry. David quickly stooped and turned the body +over. There was a cut where the hair met the temple. He opened the +waistcoat and thrust his hand inside the shirt. Then he felt the pulse +of the limp wrist. + +For a moment he looked at the face steadily, almost contemplatively it +might have seemed, and then drew both arms close to the body. + +Foorgat Bey, the brother of Nahoum Pasha, was dead. + +Rising, David turned, as if in a dream, to the girl. He made a motion of +the hand towards the body. She understood. Dismay was in her face, but +the look of horror and desperation was gone. She seemed not to realise, +as did David, the awful position in which they were placed, the deed +which David had done, the significance of the thing that lay at their +feet. + +"Where are thy people?" said David. "Come, we will go to them." + +"I have no people here," she said, in a whisper. + +"Who brought thee?" + +She made a motion behind her towards the body. David glanced down. The +eyes of the dead man were open. He stooped and closed them gently. The +collar and tie were disarranged; he straightened them, then turned again +to her. + +"I must take thee away," he said calmly. "But it must be secretly." He +looked around, perplexed. "We came secretly. My maid is outside the +garden--in a carriage. Oh, come, let us go, let us escape. They will +kill you--!" Terror came into her face again. "Thee, not me, is in +danger--name, goodness, future, all. . . . Which way did thee come?" + +"Here--through many rooms--" She made a gesture to curtains beyond. +"But we first entered through doors with sphinxes on either side, +with a room where was a statue of Mehemet Ali." + +It was the room through which David had come with Kaid. He took her +hand. "Come quickly. I know the way. It is here," he said, pointing to +the panel-door by which he had entered. + +Holding her hand still, as though she were a child, he led her quickly +from the room, and shut the panel behind them. As they passed through, +a hand drew aside the curtains on the other side of the room which they +were leaving. + +Presently the face of Nahoum Pasha followed the hand. A swift glance to +the floor, then he ran forward, stooped down, and laid a hand on his +brother's breast. The slight wound on the forehead answered his rapid +scrutiny. He realised the situation as plainly as if it had been written +down for him--he knew his brother well. + +Noiselessly he moved forward and touched the spring of the door through +which the two had gone. It yielded, and he passed through, closed the +door again and stealthily listened, then stole a look into the farther +chamber. It was empty. He heard the outer doors close. For a moment he +listened, then went forward and passed through into the hall. Softly +turning the handle of the big wooden doors which faced him, he opened +them an inch or so, and listened. He could hear swiftly retreating +footsteps. Presently he heard the faint noise of a gate shutting. He +nodded his head, and was about to close the doors and turn away, when his +quick ear detected footsteps again in the garden. Some one--the man, +of course--was returning. + +"May fire burn his eyes for ever! He would talk with Kald, then go again +among them all, and so pass out unsuspected and safe. For who but I--who +but I could say he did it? And I--what is my proof? Only the words +which I speak." + +A scornful, fateful smile passed over his face. "'Hast thou never killed +a man?' said Kaid. 'Never,' said he--'by the goodness of God, never!' +The voice of Him of Galilee, the hand of Cain, the craft of Jael. But +God is with the patient." + +He went hastily and noiselessly-his footfall was light for so heavy a +man-through the large room to the farther side from that by which David +and Kaid had first entered. Drawing behind a clump of palms near a door +opening to a passage leading to Mizraim's quarters, he waited. He saw +David enter quickly, yet without any air of secrecy, and pass into the +little room where Kaid had left him. + +For a long time there was silence. + +The reasons were clear in Nahoum's mind why he should not act yet. A new +factor had changed the equation which had presented itself a short half +hour ago. + +A new factor had also entered into the equation which had been presented +to David by Kaid with so flattering an insistence. He sat in the place +where Kaid had left him, his face drawn and white, his eyes burning, but +with no other "sign of agitation. He was frozen and still. His look was +fastened now upon the door by which the Prince Pasha would enter, now +upon the door through which he had passed to the rescue of the English +girl, whom he had seen drive off safely with her maid. In their swift +passage from the Palace to the carriage, a thing had been done of even +greater moment than the killing of the sensualist in the next room. In +the journey to the gateway the girl David served had begged him to escape +with her. This he had almost sharply declined; it would be no escape, he +had said. She had urged that no one knew. He had replied that Kaid +would come again for him, and suspicion would be aroused if he were gone. + +"Thee has safety," he had said. "I will go back. I will say that I +killed him. I have taken a life, I will pay for it as is the law." + +Excited as she was, she had seen the inflexibility of his purpose. She +had seen the issue also clearly. He would give himself up, and the whole +story would be the scandal of Europe. + +"You have no right to save me only to kill me," she had said desperately. +"You would give your life, but you would destroy that which is more than +life to me. You did not intend to kill him. It was no murder, it was +punishment." Her voice had got harder. "He would have killed my life +because he was evil. Will you kill it because you are good? Will you be +brave, quixotic, but not pitiful? . . . No, no, no!" she had said, +as his hand was upon the gate, "I will not go unless you promise that you +will hide the truth, if you can." She had laid her hand upon his +shoulder with an agonised impulse. "You will hide it for a girl who will +cherish your memory her whole life long. Ah--God bless you!" + +She had felt that she conquered before he spoke as, indeed, he did not +speak, but nodded his head and murmured something indistinctly. But that +did not matter, for she had won; she had a feeling that all would be +well. Then he had placed her in her carriage, and she was driven swiftly +away, saying to herself half hysterically: "I am safe, I am safe. He +will keep his word." + +Her safety and his promise were the new factor which changed the equation +for which Kaid would presently ask the satisfaction. David's life had +suddenly come upon problems for which his whole past was no preparation. +Conscience, which had been his guide in every situation, was now +disarmed, disabled, and routed. It had come to terms. + +In going quickly through the room, they had disarranged a table. The +girl's cloak had swept over it, and a piece of brie-a-brae had been +thrown upon the floor. He got up and replaced it with an attentive air. +He rearranged the other pieces on the table mechanically, seeing, feeling +another scene, another inanimate thing which must be for ever and for +ever a picture burning in his memory. Yet he appeared to be casually +doing a trivial and necessary act. He did not definitely realise his +actions; but long afterwards he could have drawn an accurate plan of the +table, could have reproduced upon it each article in its exact place as +correctly as though it had been photographed. There were one or two +spots of dust or dirt on the floor, brought in by his boots from the +garden. He flicked them aside with his handkerchief. + +How still it was! Or was it his life which had become so still? It +seemed as if the world must be noiseless, for not a sound of the life in +other parts of the Palace came to him, not an echo or vibration of the +city which stirred beyond the great gateway. Was it the chilly hand of +death passing over everything, and smothering all the activities? His +pulses, which, but a few minutes past, were throbbing and pounding like +drums in his ears, seemed now to flow and beat in very quiet. Was this, +then, the way that murderers felt, that men felt who took human life--so +frozen, so little a part of their surroundings? Did they move as dead +men among the living, devitalised, vacuous calm? + +His life had been suddenly twisted out of recognition. All that his +habit, his code, his morals, his religion, had imposed upon him had been +overturned in one moment. To take a human life, even in battle, was +against the code by which he had ever been governed, yet he had taken +life secretly, and was hiding it from the world. + +Accident? But had it been necessary to strike at all? His presence +alone would have been enough to save the girl from further molestation; +but, he had thrown himself upon the man like a tiger. Yet, somehow, he +felt no sorrow for that. He knew that if again and yet again he were +placed in the same position he would do even as he had done--even as he +had done with the man Kimber by the Fox and Goose tavern beyond Hamley. +He knew that the blow he had given then was inevitable, and he had never +felt real repentance. Thinking of that blow, he saw its sequel in the +blow he had given now. Thus was that day linked with the present, thus +had a blow struck in punishment of the wrong done the woman at the +crossroads been repeated in the wrong done the girl who had just left +him. + +A sound now broke the stillness. It was a door shutting not far off. +Kaid was coming. David turned his face towards the room where Foorgat +Bey was lying dead. He lifted his arms with a sudden passionate gesture. +The blood came rushing through his veins again. His life, which had +seemed suspended, was set free; and an exaltation of sorrow, of pain, of +action, possessed him. + +"I have taken a life, O my God!" he murmured. "Accept mine in service +for this land. What I have done in secret, let me atone for in secret, +for this land--for this poor land, for Christ's sake!" + +Footsteps were approaching quickly. With a great effort of the will he +ruled himself to quietness again. Kaid entered, and stood before him in +silence. David rose. He looked Kaid steadily in the eyes. "Well?" +said Kaid placidly. + +"For Egypt's sake I will serve thee," was the reply. He held out his +hand. Kaid took it, but said, in smiling comment on the action: "As the +Viceroy's servant there is another way!" + +"I will salaam to-morrow, Kaid," answered David. + +"It is the only custom of the place I will require of thee, effendi. +Come." + +A few moments later they were standing among the consuls and officials in +the salon. + +"Where is Nahoum?" asked Kaid, looking round on the agitated throng. + +No one answered. Smiling, Kaid whispered in David's ear. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +THE COMPACT + +One by one the lights went out in the Palace. The excited guests were +now knocking at the doors of Cairene notables, bent upon gossip of the +night's events, or were scouring the bazaars for ears into which to pour +the tale of how David was exalted and Nahoum was brought low; how, before +them all, Kaid had commanded Nahoum to appear at the Palace in the +morning at eleven, and the Inglesi, as they had named David, at ten. But +they declared to all who crowded upon their words that the Inglesi left +the Palace with a face frozen white, as though it was he that had met +debacle, while Nahoum had been as urbane and cynical as though he had +come to the fulness of his power. + +Some, on hearing this, said: "Beware Nahoum!" But those who had been at +the Palace said: "Beware the Inglesi!" This still Quaker, with the white +shining face and pontifical hat, with his address of "thee" and "thou," +and his forms of speech almost Oriental in their imagery and simplicity, +himself an archaism, had impressed them with a sense of power. He had +prompted old Diaz Pasha to speak of him as a reincarnation, so separate +and withdrawn he seemed at the end of the evening, yet with an uncanny +mastery in his dark brown eyes. One of the Ulema, or holy men, present +had said in reply to Diaz: "It is the look of one who hath walked with +Death and bought and sold with Sheitan the accursed." To Nahoum Pasha, +Dim had said, as the former left the Palace, a cigarette between his +fingers: "Sleep not nor slumber, Nahoum. The world was never lost by one +earthquake." And Nahoum had replied with a smooth friendliness: "The +world is not reaped in one harvest." + +"The day is at hand--the East against the West," murmured old Diaz, as he +passed on. + +"The day is far spent," answered Nahoum, in a voice unheard by Diaz; and, +with a word to his coachman, who drove off quickly, he disappeared in the +shrubbery. + +A few minutes later he was tapping at the door of Mizraim, the Chief +Eunuch. Three times he tapped in the same way. Presently the door +opened, and he stepped inside. The lean, dark figure of Mizraim bowed +low; the long, slow fingers touched the forehead, the breast, and the +lips. + +"May God preserve thy head from harm, excellency, and the night give thee +sleep," said Mizraim. He looked inquiringly at Nahoum. + +"May thy head know neither heat nor cold, and thy joys increase," +responded Nahoum mechanically, and sat down. + +To an European it would have seemed a shameless mockery to have wished +joy to this lean, hateful dweller in the between-worlds; to Nahoum it was +part of a life which was all ritual and intrigue, gabbling superstition +and innate fatalism, decorated falsehood and a brave philosophy. + +"I have work for thee at last, Mizraim," said Nahoum. + +"At last?" + +"Thou hast but played before. To-night I must see the sweat of thy +brow." + +Mizraim's cold fingers again threw themselves against his breast, +forehead, and lips, and he said: + +"As a woman swims in a fountain, so shall I bathe in sweat for thee, who +hath given with one hand and hath never taken with the other." + +"I did thee service once, Mizraim--eh?" + +"I was as a bird buffeted by the wind; upon thy masts my feet found rest. +Behold, I build my nest in thy sails, excellency." + +"There are no birds in last year's nest, Mizraim, thou dove," said +Nahoum, with a cynical smile. "When I build, I build. Where I swear by +the stone of the corner, there am I from dark to dark and from dawn to +dawn, pasha." Suddenly he swept his hand low to the ground and a ghastly +sort of smile crossed over his face. "Speak--I am thy servant. Shall I +not hear? I will put my hand in the entrails of Egypt, and wrench them +forth for thee." + +He made a gesture so cruelly, so darkly, suggestive that Nahoum turned +his head away. There flashed before his mind the scene of death in which +his own father had lain, butchered like a beast in the shambles, a victim +to the rage of Ibrahim Pasha, the son of Mehemet Ali. + +"Then listen, and learn why I have need of thee to-night." + +First, Nahoum told the story of David's coming, and Kaid's treatment of +himself, the foreshadowing of his own doom. Then of David and the girl, +and the dead body he had seen; of the escape of the girl, of David's +return with Kaid--all exactly as it had happened, save that he did; not +mention the name of the dead man. + +It did not astonish Mizraim that Nahoum had kept all this secret. That +crime should be followed by secrecy and further crime, if need be, seems +natural to the Oriental mind. Mizraim had seen removal follow upon +removal, and the dark Nile flowed on gloomily, silently, faithful to the +helpless ones tossed into its bosom. It would much have astonished him +if Nahoum had not shown a gaping darkness somewhere in his tale, and he +felt for the key to the mystery. + +"And he who lies dead, excellency?" + +"My brother." + +"Foorgat Bey!" + +"Even he, Mizraim. He lured the girl here--a mad man ever. The other +madman was in the next room. He struck--come, and thou shalt see." + +Together they felt their way through the passages and rooms, and +presently entered the room where Foorgat Bey was lying. Nahoum struck a +light, and, as he held the candle, Mizraim knelt and examined the body +closely. He found the slight wound on the temple, then took the candle +from Nahoum and held it close to the corner of the marble pedestal. A +faint stain of blood was there. Again he examined the body, and ran his +fingers over the face and neck. Suddenly he stopped, and held the light +close to the skin beneath the right jaw. He motioned, and Nahoum laid +his fingers also on the spot. There was a slight swelling. + +"A blow with the fist, excellency--skilful, and English." He looked +inquiringly at Nahoum. "As a weasel hath a rabbit by the throat, so is +the Inglesi in thy hands." + +Nahoum shook his head. "And if I went to Kaid, and said, 'This is the +work of the Inglesi,' would he believe? Kaid would hang me for the lie-- +would it be truth to him? What proof have I, save the testimony +of mine own eyes? Egypt would laugh at that. Is it the time, while +yet the singers are beneath the windows, to assail the bride? All +bridegrooms are mad. It is all sunshine and morning with the favourite, +the Inglesi. Only when the shadows lengthen may he be stricken. Not +now." + +"Why dost thou hide this from Kaid, O thou brother of the eagle?" + +"For my gain and thine, keeper of the gate. To-night I am weak, because +I am poor. To-morrow I shall be rich and, it may be, strong. If Kaid +knew of this tonight, I should be a prisoner before cockcrow. What +claims has a prisoner? Kaid would be in my brother's house at dawn, +seizing all that is there and elsewhere, and I on my way to Fazougli, to +be strangled or drowned." + +"O wise and far-seeing! Thine eye pierces the earth. What is there to +do? What is my gain--what thine?" + +"Thy gain? The payment of thy debt to me." Mizraim's face lengthened. +His was a loathsome sort of gratitude. He was willing to pay in kind; +but what Oriental ever paid a debt without a gift in return, even as a +bartering Irishman demands his lucky penny. + +"So be it, excellency, and my life is thine to spill upon the ground, a +scarlet cloth for thy feet. And backsheesh?" + +Nahoum smiled grimly. "For backsheesh, thy turban full of gold." + +Mizraim's eyes glittered-the dull black shine of a mongrel terrier's. He +caught the sleeve of Nahoum's coat and kissed it, then kissed his hand. + +Thus was their bargain made over the dead body; and Mizraim had an almost +superstitious reverence for the fulfilment of a bond, the one virtue +rarely found in the Oriental. Nothing else had he, but of all men in +Egypt he was the best instrument Nahoum could have chosen; and of all men +in Egypt he was the one man who could surely help him. + +"What is there now to do, excellency?" + +"My coachman is with the carriage at the gate by which the English girl +left. It is open still. The key is in Foorgat's pocket, no doubt; +stolen by him, no doubt also. . . . This is my design. Thou wilt +drive him"--he pointed to the body--"to his palace, seated in the +carriage as though he were alive. There is a secret entrance. The bowab +of the gate will show the way; I know it not. But who will deny thee? +Thou comest from high places--from Kaid. Who will speak of this? Will +the bowab? In the morning Foorgat will be found dead in his bed! The +slight bruise thou canst heal--thou canst?" + +Mizraim nodded. "I can smooth it from the sharpest eye." + +"At dawn he will be found dead; but at dawn I shall be knocking at his +gates. Before the world knows I shall be in possession. All that is his +shall be mine, for at once the men of law shall be summoned, and my +inheritance secured before Kaid shall even know of his death. I shall +take my chances for my life." + +"And the coachman, and the bowab, and others it may be?" + +"Shall not these be with thee--thou, Kaid's keeper of the harem, the lion +at the door of his garden of women? Would it be strange that Foorgat, +who ever flew at fruit above his head, perilous to get or keep, should be +found on forbidden ground, or in design upon it? Would it be strange to +the bowab or the slave that he should return with thee stark and still? +They would but count it mercy of Kaid that he was not given to the +serpents of the Nile. A word from thee--would one open his mouth? Would +not the shadow of thy hand, of the swift doom, be over them? Would not +a handful of gold bind them to me? Is not the man dead? Are they not +mine--mine to bind or break as I will?" + +"So be it! Wisdom is of thee as the breath of man is his life. I will +drive Foorgat Bey to his home." + +A few moments later all that was left of Foorgat Bey was sitting in his +carriage beside Mizraim the Chief Eunuch--sitting upright, stony, and +still, and in such wise was driven swiftly to his palace. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +FOR HIS SOUL'S SAKE AND THE LAND'S SAKE + +David came to know a startling piece of news the next morning-that +Foorgat Bey had died of heart-disease in his bed, and was so found by his +servants. He at once surmised that Foorgat's body had been carried out +of the Palace; no doubt that it might not be thought he had come to his +death by command of Kaid. His mind became easier. Death, murder, crime +in Egypt was not a nine days' wonder; it scarce outlived one day. When a +man was gone none troubled. The dead man was in the bosom of Allah; then +why should the living be beset or troubled? If there was foul play, why +make things worse by sending another life after the life gone, even in +the way of justice? + +The girl David saved had told him her own name, and had given him the +name of the hotel at which she was staying. He had an early breakfast, +and prepared to go to her hotel, wishing to see her once more. There +were things to be said for the first and last time and then be buried for +ever. She must leave the country at once. In this sick, mad land, in +this whirlpool of secret murder and conspiracy, no one could tell what +plot was hatching, what deeds were forward; and he could not yet be sure +that no one save himself and herself knew who had killed Foorgat Bey. +Her perfect safety lay in instant flight. It was his duty to see that +she went, and at once--this very day. He would go and see her. + +He went to the hotel. There he learned that, with her aunt, she had left +that morning for Alexandria en route to England. + +He approved her wisdom, he applauded her decision. Yet--yet, somehow, +as he bent his footsteps towards his lodgings again he had a sense of +disappointment, of revelation. What might happen to him--evidently that +had not occurred to her. How could she know but that his life might be +in danger; that, after all, they might have been seen leaving the fatal +room? Well, she had gone, and with all his heart he was glad that she +was safe. + +His judgment upon last night's event was not coloured by a single +direct criticism upon the girl. But he could not prevent the suggestion +suddenly flashing into his mind that she had thought of herself first and +last. Well, she had gone; and he was here to face the future, +unencumbered by aught save the weight of his own conscience. + +Yet, the weight of his conscience! His feet were still free--free for +one short hour before he went to Kaid; but his soul was in chains. As he +turned his course to the Nile, and crossed over the great bridge, there +went clanking by in chains a hundred conscripts, torn from their homes in +the Fayoum, bidding farewell for ever to their friends, receiving their +last offerings, for they had no hope of return. He looked at their +haggard and dusty faces, at their excoriated ankles, and his eyes closed +in pain. All they felt he felt. What their homes were to them, these +fellaheen, dragged forth to defend their country, to go into the desert +and waste their lives under leaders tyrannous, cruel, and incompetent, +his old open life, his innocence, his integrity, his truthfulness and +character, were to him. By an impulsive act, by a rash blow, he had +asserted his humanity; but he had killed his fellow-man in anger. He +knew that as that fatal blow had been delivered, there was no thought of +punishment--it was blind anger and hatred: it was the ancient virus +working which had filled the world with war, and armed it at the expense, +the bitter and oppressive expense, of the toilers and the poor. The +taxes for wars were wrung out of the sons of labour and sorrow. These +poor fellaheen had paid taxes on everything they possessed. Taxes, +taxes, nothing but taxes from the cradle! Their lands, houses, and palm- +trees would be taxed still, when they would reap no more. And having +given all save their lives, these lives they must now give under the whip +and the chain and the sword. + +As David looked at them in their single blue calico coverings, in which +they had lived and slept-shivering in the cold night air upon the bare +ground--these thoughts came to him; and he had a sudden longing to follow +them and put the chains upon his own arms and legs, and go forth and +suffer with them, and fight and die? To die were easy. To fight?. . . . +Was it then come to that? He was no longer a man of peace, but a man of +the sword; no longer a man of the palm and the evangel, but a man of +blood and of crime! He shrank back out of the glare of the sun; for it +suddenly seemed to him that there was written upon his fore head, "This +is a brother of Cain." For the first time in his life he had a shrinking +from the light, and from the sun which he had loved like a Persian, had, +in a sense, unconsciously worshipped. + +He was scarcely aware where he was. He had wandered on until he had come +to the end of the bridge and into the great groups of traffickers who, at +this place, made a market of their wares. Here sat a seller of sugar +cane; there wandered, clanking his brasses, a merchant of sweet waters; +there shouted a cheap-jack of the Nile the virtues of a knife from +Sheffield. Yonder a camel-driver squatted and counted his earnings; and +a sheepdealer haggled with the owner of a ghiassa bound for the sands of +the North. The curious came about him and looked at him, but he did not +see or hear. He sat upon a stone, his gaze upon the river, following +with his eyes, yet without consciously observing, the dark riverine +population whose ways are hidden, who know only the law of the river and +spend their lives in eluding itpirates and brigands now, and yet again +the peaceful porters of commerce. + +To his mind, never a criminal in this land but less a criminal than he! +For their standard was a standard of might the only right; but he--his +whole life had been nurtured in an atmosphere of right and justice, had +been a spiritual demonstration against force. He was with out fear, as +he was without an undue love of life. The laying down of his life had +never been presented to him; and yet, now that his conscience was his +only judge, and it condemned him, he would gladly have given his life to +pay the price of blood. + +That was impossible. His life was not his own to give, save by suicide; +and that would be the unpardonable insult to God and humanity. He had +given his word to the woman, and he would keep it. In those brief +moments she must have suffered more than most men suffer in a long life. +Not her hand, however, but his, had committed the deed. And yet a sudden +wave of pity for her rushed over him, because the conviction seized him +that she would also in her heart take upon herself the burden of his +guilt as though it were her own. He had seen it in the look of her face +last night. + +For the sake of her future it was her duty to shield herself from any +imputation which might as unjustly as scandalously arise, if the facts of +that black hour ever became known. Ever became known? The thought that +there might be some human eye which had seen, which knew, sent a shiver +through him. + +"I would give my life a thousand times rather than that," he said aloud +to the swift-flowing river. His head sank on his breast. His lips +murmured in prayer: + +"But be merciful to me, Thou just Judge of Israel, for Thou hast made me, +and Thou knowest whereof I am made. Here will I dedicate my life to Thee +for the land's sake. Not for my soul's sake, O my God! If it be Thy +will, let my soul be cast away; but for the soul of him whose body I +slew, and for his land, let my life be the long sacrifice." + +Dreams he had had the night before--terrible dreams, which he could never +forget; dreams of a fugitive being hunted through the world, escaping and +eluding, only to be hemmed in once more; on and on till he grew grey and +gaunt, and the hunt suddenly ended in a great morass, into which he +plunged with the howling world behind him. The grey, dank mists came +down on him, his footsteps sank deeper and deeper, and ever the cries, as +of damned spirits, grew in his ears. Mocking shapes flitted past him, +the wings of obscene birds buffeted him, the morass grew up about him; +and now it was all a red moving mass like a dead sea heaving about him. +With a moan of agony he felt the dolorous flood above his shoulders, and +then a cry pierced the gloom and the loathsome misery, and a voice he +knew called to him, "David, David, I am coming!" and he had awaked with +the old hallucination of his uncle's voice calling to him in the dawn. + +It came to him now as he sat by the water-side, and he raised his face to +the sun and to the world. The idlers had left him alone; none were +staring at him now. They were all intent on their own business, each man +labouring after his kind. He heard the voice of a riverman as he toiled +at a rope standing on the corn that filled his ghiassa from end to end, +from keel to gunwale. The man was singing a wild chant of cheerful +labour, the soul of the hard-smitten of the earth rising above the rack +and burden of the body: + + "O, the garden where to-day we sow and to-morrow we reap! + O, the sakkia turning by the garden walls; + O, the onion-field and the date-tree growing, + And my hand on the plough-by the blessing of God; + Strength of my soul, O my brother, all's well!" + +The meaning of the song got into his heart. He pressed his hand to his +breast with a sudden gesture. It touched something hard. It was his +flute. Mechanically he had put it in his pocket when he dressed in the +morning. He took it out and looked at it lovingly. Into it he had +poured his soul in the old days--days, centuries away, it seemed now. It +should still be the link with the old life. He rose and walked towards +his home again. The future spread clearly before him. Rapine, murder, +tyranny, oppression, were round him on every side, and the ruler of the +land called him to his counsels. Here a great duty lay--his life for +this land, his life, and his love, and his faith. He would expiate his +crime and his sin, the crime of homicide for which he alone was +responsible, the sin of secrecy for which he and another were +responsible. And that other? If only there had been but one word +of understanding between them before she left! + +At the door of his house stood the American whom he had met at the +citadel yesterday-it seemed a hundred years ago. + +"I've got a letter for you," Lacey said. "The lady's aunt and herself +are cousins of mine more or less removed, and originally at home in the +U. S. A. a generation ago. Her mother was an American. She didn't know +your name--Miss Hylda Maryon, I mean. I told her, but there wasn't time +to put it on." He handed over the unaddressed envelope. + +David opened the letter, and read: + +"I have seen the papers. I do not understand what has happened, but I +know that all is well. If it were not so, I would not go. That is the +truth. Grateful I am, oh, believe me! So grateful that I do not yet +know what is the return which I must make. But the return will be made. +I hear of what has come to you--how easily I might have destroyed all! +My thoughts blind me. You are great and good; you will know at least +that I go because it is the only thing to do. I fly from the storm with +a broken wing. Take now my promise to pay what I owe in the hour Fate +wills--or in the hour of your need. You can trust him who brings this to +you; he is a distant cousin of my own. Do not judge him by his odd and +foolish words. They hide a good character, and he has a strong nature. +He wants work to do. Can you give it? Farewell." + +David put the letter in his pocket, a strange quietness about his heart. + +He scarcely realised what Lacey was saying. "Great girl that. Troubled +about something in England, I guess. Going straight back." + +David thanked him for the letter. Lacey became red in the face. He +tried to say something, but failed. "Thee wishes to say something to me, +friend?" asked David. + +"I'm full up; I can't speak. But, say--" + +"I am going to the Palace now. Come back at noon if you will." + +He wrung David's hand in gratitude. "You're going to do it. You're +going to do it. I see it. It's a great game--like Abe Lincoln's. Say, +let me black your boots while you're doing it, will you?" + +David pressed his hand. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE LETTER, THE NIGHT, AND THE WOMAN + + "To-day has come the fulfilment of my dream, Faith. I am given to + my appointed task; I am set on a road of life in which there is no + looking back. My dreams of the past are here begun in very truth + and fact. When, in the night, I heard Uncle Benn calling, when in + the Meeting-house voices said, 'Come away, come away, and labour, + thou art idle,' I could hear my heart beat in the ardour to be off. + Yet I knew not whither. Now I know. + + "Last night the Prince Pasha called me to his Council, made me + adviser, confidant, as one who has the ear of his captain--after he + had come to terms with me upon that which Uncle Benn left of land + and gold. Think not that he tempted me. + + "Last night I saw favourites look upon me with hate because of + Kaid's favour, though the great hall was filled with show of + cheerful splendour, and men smiled and feasted. To-day I know that + in the Palace where I was summoned to my first: duty with the + Prince, every step I took was shadowed, every motion recorded, every + look or word noted and set down. I have no fear of them. They are + not subtle enough for the unexpected acts of honesty in the life of + a true man. Yet I do not wonder men fail to keep honest in the + midst of this splendour, where all is strife as to who shall have + the Prince's favour; who shall enjoy the fruits of bribery, + backsheesh, and monopoly; who shall wring from the slave and the + toil-ridden fellah the coin his poor body mints at the corvee, in + his own taxed fields of dourha and cucumbers. + + "Is this like anything we ever dreamed at Hamley, Faith? Yet here + am I set, and here shall I stay till the skein be ravelled out. + Soon I shall go into the desert upon a mission to the cities of the + South, to Dongola, Khartoum, and Darfur and beyond; for there is + trouble yonder, and war is near, unless it is given to me to bring + peace. So I must bend to my study of Arabic, which I am thankful I + learned long ago. And I must not forget to say that I shall take + with me on my journey that faithful Muslim Ebn Ezra. Others I shall + take also, but of them I shall write hereafter. + + "I shall henceforth be moving in the midst of things which I was + taught to hate. I pray that I may not hate them less as time goes + on. To-morrow I shall breathe the air of intrigue, shall hear + footsteps of spies behind me wherever I go; shall know that even the + roses in the garden have ears; that the ground under my feet will + telegraph my thoughts. Shall I be true? Shall I at last whisper, + and follow, and evade, believe in no one, much less in myself, steal + in and out of men's confidences to use them for my own purposes? + Does any human being know what he can bear of temptation or of the + daily pressure of the life around him? what powers of resistance + are in his soul? how long the vital energy will continue to throw + off the never-ending seduction, the freshening force of evil? + Therein lies the power of evil, that it is ever new, ever fortified + by continuous conquest and achievements. It has the rare fire of + aggression; is ever more upon the offence than upon the defence; + has, withal, the false lure of freedom from restraint, the throbbing + force of sympathy. + + "Such things I dreamed not of in Soolsby's but upon the hill, Faith, + though, indeed, that seemed a time of trial and sore-heartedness. + How large do small issues seem till we have faced the momentous + things! It is true that the larger life has pleasures and expanding + capacities; but it is truer still that it has perils, events which + try the soul as it is never tried in the smaller life--unless, + indeed, the soul be that of the Epicurean. The Epicurean I well + understand, and in his way I might have walked with a wicked grace. + I have in me some hidden depths of luxury, a secret heart of + pleasure, an understanding for the forbidden thing. I could have + walked the broad way with a laughing heart, though, in truth, habit + of mind and desire have kept me in the better path. But offences + must come, and woe to him from whom the offence cometh! I have + begun now, and only now, to feel the storms that shake us to our + farthest cells of life. I begin to see how near good is to evil; + how near faith is to unfaith; and how difficult it is to judge from + actions only; how little we can know to-day what we shall feel + tomorrow. Yet one must learn to see deeper, to find motive, not in + acts that shake the faith, but in character which needs no + explanation, which--" + +He paused, disturbed. Then he raised his head, as though not conscious +of what was breaking the course of his thoughts. Presently he realised a +low, hurried knocking at his door. He threw a hand over his eyes, and +sprang up. An instant later the figure of a woman, deeply veiled, stood +within the room, beside the table where he had been writing. There was +silence as they faced each other, his back against the door. + +"Oh, do you not know me?" she said at last, and sank into the chair +where he had been sitting. + +The question was unnecessary, and she knew it was so; but she could not +bear the strain of the silence. She seemed to have risen out of the +letter he had been writing; and had he not been writing of her--of what +concerned them both? How mean and small-hearted he had been, to have +thought for an instant that she had not the highest courage, though in +going she had done the discreeter, safer thing. But she had come--she +had come! + +All this was in his eyes, though his face was pale and still. He was +almost rigid with emotion, for the ancient habit of repose and self- +command of the Quaker people was upon him. + +"Can you not see--do you not know?" she repeated, her back upon him now, +her face still veiled, her hands making a swift motion of distress. + +"Has thee found in the past that thee is so soon forgotten?" + +"Oh, do not blame me!" She raised her veil suddenly, and showed a face +as pale as his own, and in the eyes a fiery brightness. "I did not know. +It was so hard to come--do not blame me. I went to Alexandria--I felt +that I must fly; the air around me seemed full of voices crying out. Did +you not understand why I went?" + +"I understand," he said, coming forward slowly. "Thee should not have +returned. In the way I go now the watchers go also." + +"If I had not come, you would never have understood," she answered +quickly. "I am not sorry I went. I was so frightened, so shaken. My +only thought was to get away from the terrible Thing. But I should have +been sorry all my life long had I not come back to tell you what I feel, +and that I shall never forget. All my life I shall be grateful. You +have saved me from a thousand deaths. Ah, if I could give you but one +life! Yet--yet--oh, do not think but that I would tell you the whole +truth, though I am not wholly truthful. See, I love my place in the +world more than I love my life; and but for you I should have lost all." + +He made a protesting motion. "The debt is mine, in truth. But for you I +should never have known what, perhaps--" He paused. + +His eyes were on hers, gravely speaking what his tongue faltered to say. +She looked and looked, but did not understand. She only saw troubled +depths, lighted by a soul of kindling purpose. "Tell me," she said, +awed. + +"Through you I have come to know--" He paused again. What he was going +to say, truthful though it was, must hurt her, and she had been sorely +hurt already. He put his thoughts more gently, more vaguely. + +"By what happened I have come to see what matters in life. I was behind +the hedge. I have broken through upon the road. I know my goal now. +The highway is before me." + +She felt the tragedy in his words, and her voice shook as she spoke. "I +wish I knew life better. Then I could make a better answer. You are on +the road, you say. But I feel that it is a hard and cruel road--oh, I +understand that at least! Tell me, please, tell me the whole truth. You +are hiding from me what you feel. I have upset your life, have I not? +You are a Quaker, and Quakers are better than all other Christian people, +are they not? Their faith is peace, and for me, you--" She covered her +face with her hands for an instant, but turned quickly and looked him in +the eyes: "For me you put your hand upon the clock of a man's life, and +stopped it." + +She got to her feet with a passionate gesture, but he put a hand gently +upon her arm, and she sank back again. "Oh, it was not you; it was I who +did it!" she said. "You did what any man of honour would have done, +what a brother would have done." + +"What I did is a matter for myself only," he responded quickly. "Had I +never seen your face again it would have been the same. You were the +occasion; the thing I did had only one source, my own heart and mind. +There might have been another way; but for that way, or for the way I did +take, you could not be responsible." + +"How generous you are!" Her eyes swam with tears; she leaned over the +table where he had been writing, and the tears dropped upon his letter. +Presently she realised this, and drew back, then made as though to dry +the tears from the paper with her handkerchief. As she did so the words +that he had written met her eye: "'But offences must come, and woe to him +from whom the offence cometh!' I have begun now, and only now, to feel +the storms that shake us to our farthest cells of life." + +She became very still. He touched her arm and said heavily: "Come away, +come away." + +She pointed to the words she had read. "I could not help but see, and +now I know what this must mean to you." + +"Thee must go at once," he urged. "Thee should not have come. Thee was +safe--none knew. A few hours and it would all have been far behind. We +might never have met again." + +Suddenly she gave a low, hysterical laugh. "You think you hide the real +thing from me. I know I'm ignorant and selfish and feeble-minded, but I +can see farther than you think. You want to tell the truth about--about +it, because you are honest and hate hiding things, because you want to be +punished, and so pay the price. Oh, I can understand! If it were not +for me you would not. . . . " With a sudden wild impulse she got to +her feet. "And you shall not," she cried. "I will not have it." Colour +came rushing to her cheeks. + +"I will not have it. I will not put myself so much in your debt. I will +not demand so much of you. I will face it all. I will stand alone." + +There was a touch of indignation in her voice. Somehow she seemed moved +to anger against him. Her hands were clasped at her side rigidly, her +pulses throbbing. He stood looking at her fixedly, as though trying to +realise her. His silence agitated her still further, and she spoke +excitedly: + +"I could have, would have, killed him myself without a moment's regret. +He had planned, planned--ah, God, can you not see it all! I would have +taken his life without a thought. I was mad to go upon such an +adventure, but I meant no ill. I had not one thought that I could not +have cried out from the housetops, and he had in his heart--he had what +you saw. But you repent that you killed him--by accident, it was by +accident. Do you realise how many times others have been trapped by him +as was I? Do you not see what he was--as I see now? Did he not say as +much to me before you came, when I was dumb with terror? Did he not make +me understand what his whole life had been? Did I not see in a flash the +women whose lives he had spoiled and killed? Would I have had pity? +Would I have had remorse? No, no, no! I was frightened when it was +done, I was horrified, but I was not sorry; and I am not sorry. It was +to be. It was thetrue end to his vileness. Ah!" + +She shuddered, and buried her face in her hands for a moment, then went +on: "I can never forgive myself for going to the Palace with him. I was +mad for experience, for mystery; I wanted more than the ordinary share of +knowledge. I wanted to probe things. Yet I meant no wrong. I thought +then nothing of which I shall ever be ashamed. But I shall always be +ashamed because I knew him, because he thought that I--oh, if I were a +man, I should be glad that I had killed him, for the sake of all honest +women!" + +He remained silent. His look was not upon her, he seemed lost in a +dream; but his face was fixed in trouble. + +She misunderstood his silence. "You had the courage, the impulse to--to +do it," she said keenly; "you have not the courage to justify it. I will +not have it so. + +"I will tell the truth to all the world. I will not shrink I shrank +yesterday because I was afraid of the world; to-day I will face it, I +will--" + +She stopped suddenly, and another look flashed into her face. Presently +she spoke in a different tone; a new light had come upon her mind. "But +I see," she added. "To tell all is to make you the victim, too, of what +he did. It is in your hands; it is all in your hands; and I cannot speak +unless--unless you are ready also." + +There was an unintended touch of scorn in her voice. She had been +troubled and tried beyond bearing, and her impulsive nature revolted at +his silence. She misunderstood him, or, if she did not wholly +misunderstand him, she was angry at what she thought was a needless +remorse or sensitiveness. Did not the man deserve his end? + +"There is only one course to pursue," he rejoined quietly, "and that is +the course we entered upon last night. I neither doubted yourself nor +your courage. Thee must not turn back now. Thee must not alter the +course which was your own making, and the only course which thee could, +or I should, take. I have planned my life according to the word I gave +you. I could not turn back now. We are strangers, and we must remain +so. Thee will go from here now, and we must not meet again. I am--" + +"I know who you are," she broke in. "I know what your religion is; that +fighting and war and bloodshed is a sin to you." + +"I am of no family or place in England," he went on calmly. "I come of +yeoman and trading stock; I have nothing in common with people of rank. +Our lines of life will not cross. It is well that it should be so. As +to what happened--that which I may feel has nothing to do with whether I +was justified or no. But if thee has thought that I have repented doing +what I did, let that pass for ever from your mind. I know that I should +do the same, yes, even a hundred times. I did according to my nature. +Thee must not now be punished cruelly for a thing thee did not do. +Silence is the only way of safety or of justice. We must not speak of +this again. We must each go our own way." + +Her eyes were moist. She reached out a hand to him timidly. "Oh, +forgive me," she added brokenly, "I am so vain, so selfish, and that +makes one blind to the truth. It is all clearer now. You have shown me +that I was right in my first impulse, and that is all I can say for +myself. I shall pray all my life that it will do you no harm in the +end." + +She remained silent, for a moment adjusting her veil, preparing to go. +Presently she spoke again: "I shall always want to know about you--what +is happening to you. How could it be otherwise?" + +She was half realising one of the deepest things in existence, that the +closest bond between two human beings is a bond of secrecy upon a thing +which vitally, fatally concerns both or either. It is a power at once +malevolent and beautiful. A secret like that of David and Hylda will do +in a day what a score of years could not accomplish, will insinuate +confidences which might never be given to the nearest or dearest. In +neither was any feeling of the heart begotten by their experiences; and +yet they had gone deeper in each other's lives than any one either had +known in a lifetime. They had struck a deeper note than love or +friendship. They had touched the chord of a secret and mutual experience +which had gone so far that their lives would be influenced by it for ever +after. Each understood this in a different way. + +Hylda looked towards the letter lying on the table. It had raised in her +mind, not a doubt, but an undefined, undefinable anxiety. He saw the +glance, and said: "I was writing to one who has been as a sister to me. +She was my mother's sister though she is almost as young as I. Her name +is Faith. There is nothing there of what concerns thee and me, though it +would make no difference if she knew." Suddenly a thought seemed to +strike him. "The secret is of thee and me. There is safety. If it +became another's, there might be peril. The thing shall be between us +only, for ever?" + +"Do you think that I--" + +"My instinct tells me a woman of sensitive mind might one day, out of an +unmerciful honesty, tell her husband--" + +"I am not married-" + +"But one day--" + +She interrupted him. "Sentimental egotism will not rule me. Tell me," +she added, "tell me one thing before I go. You said that your course was +set. What is it?" + +"I remain here," he answered quietly. "I remain in the service of Prince +Kaid." + +"It is a dreadful government, an awful service--" "That is why I stay." + +"You are going to try and change things here--you alone?" + +"I hope not alone, in time." + +"You are going to leave England, your friends, your family, your place-- +in Hamley, was it not? My aunt has read of you--my cousin--" she paused. + +"I had no place in Hamley. Here is my place. Distance has little to do +with understanding or affection. I had an uncle here in the East for +twenty-five years, yet I knew him better than all others in the world. +Space is nothing if minds are in sympathy. My uncle talked to me over +seas and lands. I felt him, heard him speak." + +"You think that minds can speak to minds, no matter what the distance-- +real and definite things?" + +"If I were parted from one very dear to me, I would try to say to him or +her what was in my mind, not by written word only, but by the flying +thought." + +She sat down suddenly, as though overwhelmed. "Oh, if that were +possible!" she said. "If only one could send a thought like that!" +Then with an impulse, and the flicker of a sad smile, she reached out a +hand. "If ever in the years to come you want to speak to me, will you +try to make me understand, as your uncle did with you?" + +"I cannot tell," he answered. "That which is deepest within us obeys +only the laws of its need. By instinct it turns to where help lies, +as a wild deer, fleeing, from captivity, makes for the veldt and the +watercourse." + +She got to her feet again. "I want to pay my debt," she said solemnly. +"It is a debt that one day must be paid--so awful--so awful!" A swift +change passed over her. She shuddered, and grew white. "I said brave +words just now," she added in a hoarse whisper, "but now I see him lying +there cold and still, and you stooping over him. I see you touch his +breast, his pulse. I see you close his eyes. One instant full of the +pulse of life, the next struck out into infinite space. Oh, I shall +never--how can I ever-forget!" She turned her head away from him, then +composed herself again, and said quietly, with anxious eyes: "Why was +nothing said or done? Perhaps they are only waiting. Perhaps they know. +Why was it announced that he died in his bed at home?" + +"I cannot tell. When a man in high places dies in Egypt, it may be one +death or another. No one inquires too closely. He died in Kaid Pasha's +Palace, where other men have died, and none has inquired too closely. +To-day they told me at the Palace that his carriage was seen to leave +with himself and Mizraim the Chief Eunuch. Whatever the object, he was +secretly taken to his house from the Palace, and his brother Nahoum +seized upon his estate in the early morning. + +"I think that no one knows the truth. But it is all in the hands of God. +We can do nothing more. Thee must go. Thee should not have come. In +England thee will forget, as thee should forget. In Egypt I shall +remember, as I should remember." + +"Thee," she repeated softly. "I love the Quaker thee. My grandmother +was an American Quaker. She always spoke like that. Will you not use +thee and thou in speaking to me, always?" + +"We are not likely to speak together in any language in the future," he +answered. "But now thee must go, and I will--" + +"My cousin, Mr. Lacey, is waiting for me in the garden," she answered. +"I shall be safe with him." She moved towards the door. He caught the +handle to turn it, when there came the noise of loud talking, and the +sound of footsteps in the court-yard. He opened the door slightly and +looked out, then closed it quickly. "It is Nahoum Pasha," he said. +"Please, the other room," he added, and pointed to a curtain. "There is +a window leading on a garden. The garden-gate opens on a street leading +to the Ezbekiah Square and your hotel." + +"But, no, I shall stay here," she said. She drew down her veil, then +taking from her pocket another, arranged it also, so that her face was +hidden. + +"Thee must go," he said--"go quickly." Again he pointed. + +"I will remain," she rejoined, with determination, and seated herself in +a chair. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +THE FOUR WHO KNEW + +There was a knocking at the door. David opened it. Nahoum Pasha stepped +inside, and stood still a moment looking at Hylda. Then he made low +salutation to her, touched his hand to his lips and breast saluting +David, and waited. + +"What is thy business, pasha?" asked David quietly, and motioned towards +a chair. + +"May thy path be on the high hills, Saadat-el-basha. I come for a favour +at thy hands." Nahoum sat down. "What favour is mine to give to Nahoum +Pasha?" + +"The Prince has given thee supreme place--it was mine but yesterday. It +is well. To the deserving be the fruits of deserving." + +"Is merit, then, so truly rewarded here?" asked David quietly. + +"The Prince saw merit at last when he chose your Excellency for +councillor." + +"How shall I show merit, then, in the eyes of Nahoum Pasha?" + +"Even by urging the Prince to give me place under him again. Not as +heretofore--that is thy place--yet where it may be. I have capacity. +I can aid thee in the great task. Thou wouldst remake our Egypt--and my +heart is with you. I would rescue, not destroy. In years gone by I +tried to do good to this land, and I failed. I was alone. I had not the +strength to fight the forces around me. I was overcome. I had too +little faith. But my heart was with the right--I am an Armenian and a +Christian of the ancient faith. I am in sorrow. Death has humbled me. +My brother Foorgat Bey--may flowers bloom for ever on his grave!--he is +dead,"--his eyes were fixed on those of David, as with a perfectly +assured candour--"and my heart is like an empty house. But man must not +be idle and live--if Kaid lets me live. I have riches. Are not +Foorgat's riches mine, his Palace, his gardens, his cattle, and his +plantations, are they not mine? I may sit in the court-yard and hear the +singers, may listen to the tale-tellers by the light of the moon; I may +hear the tales of Al-Raschid chanted by one whose tongue never falters, +and whose voice is like music; after the manner of the East I may give +bread and meat to the poor at sunset; I may call the dancers to the +feast. But what comfort shall it give? I am no longer a youth. I would +work. I would labour for the land of Egypt, for by work shall we fulfil +ourselves, redeem ourselves. Saadat, I would labour, but my master has +taken away from me the anvil, the fire, and the hammer, and I sit without +the door like an armless beggar. What work to do in Egypt save to help +the land, and how shall one help, save in the Prince's service? There +can be no reform from outside. If I laboured for better things outside +Kaid's Palace, how long dost thou think I should escape the Nile, or the +diamond-dust in my coffee? The work which I did, is it not so that it, +with much more, falls now to thy hands, Saadat, with a confidence from +Kaid that never was mine?" + +"I sought not the office." + +"Have I a word of blame? I come to ask for work to do with thee. Do I +not know Prince Kaid? He had come to distrust us all. As stale water +were we in his taste. He had no pleasure in us, and in our deeds he +found only stones of stumbling. He knew not whom to trust. One by one +we all had yielded to ceaseless intrigue and common distrust of each +other, until no honest man was left; till all were intent to save their +lives by holding power; for in this land to lose power is to lose life. +No man who has been in high place, has had the secrets of the Palace and +the ear of the Prince, lives after he has lost favour. The Prince, for +his safety, must ensure silence, and the only silence in Egypt is the +grave. In thee, Saadat, Kaid has found an honest man. Men will call +thee mad, if thou remainest honest, but that is within thine own bosom +and with fate. For me, thou hast taken my place, and more. Malaish, it +is the decree of fate, and I have no anger. I come to ask thee to save +my life, and then to give me work." + +"How shall I save thy life?" + +"By reconciling the Effendina to my living, and then by giving me +service, where I shall be near to thee; where I can share with thee, +though it be as the ant beside the beaver, the work of salvation in +Egypt. I am rich since my brother was--" He paused; no covert look was +in his eyes, no sign of knowledge, nothing but meditation and sorrowful +frankness--"since Foorgat passed away in peace, praise be to God! He lay +on his bed in the morning, when one came to wake him, like a sleeping +child, no sign of the struggle of death upon him." + +A gasping sound came from the chair where Hylda sat; but he took no +notice. He appeared to be unconscious of David's pain-drawn face, as he +sat with hands upon his knees, his head bent forward listening, as though +lost to the world. + +"So did Foorgat, my brother, die while yet in the fulness of his manhood, +life beating high in his veins, with years before him to waste. He was a +pleasure-lover, alas! he laid up no treasure of work accomplished; and so +it was meet that he should die as he lived, in a moment of ease. And +already he is forgotten. It is the custom here. He might have died by +diamond-dust, and men would have set down their coffee-cups in surprise, +and then would have forgotten; or he might have been struck down by the +hand of an assassin, and, unless it was in the Palace, none would have +paused to note it. And so the sands sweep over his steps upon the shore +of time." + +After the first exclamation of horror, Hylda had sat rigid, listening +as though under a spell. Through her veil she gazed at Nahoum with a +cramping pain at her heart, for he seemed ever on the verge of the truth +she dreaded; and when he spoke the truth, as though unconsciously, she +felt she must cry out and rush from the room. He recalled to her the +scene in the little tapestried room as vividly as though it was there +before her eyes, and it had for the moment all the effect of a hideous +nightmare. At last, however, she met David's eyes, and they guided her, +for in them was a steady strength and force which gave her confidence. +At first he also had been overcome inwardly, but his nerves were cool, +his head was clear, and he listened to Nahoum, thinking out his course +meanwhile. + +He owed this man much. He had taken his place, and by so doing had +placed his life in danger. He had killed the brother upon the same day +that he had dispossessed the favourite of office; and the debt was heavy. +In office Nahoum had done after his kind, after the custom of the place +and the people; and yet, as it would seem, the man had had stirrings +within him towards a higher path. He, at any rate, had not amassed +riches out of his position, and so much could not be said of any other +servant of the Prince Pasha. Much he had heard of Nahoum's powerful +will, hidden under a genial exterior, and behind his friendly, smiling +blue eyes. He had heard also of cruelty--of banishment, and of enemies +removed from his path suddenly, never to be seen again; but, on the +whole, men spoke with more admiration of him than of any other public +servant, Armenian Christian in a Mahommedan country though he was. That +very day Kaid had said that if Nahoum had been less eager to control the +State, he might still have held his place. Besides, the man was a +Christian--of a mystic, half-legendary, obscure Christianity; yet having +in his mind the old faith, its essence and its meaning, perhaps. Might +not this Oriental mind, with that faith, be a power to redeem the land? +It was a wonderful dream, in which he found the way, as he thought, to +atone somewhat to this man for a dark injury done. + +When Nahoum stopped speaking David said: "But if I would have it, if it +were well that it should be, I doubt I have the power to make it so." + +"Saadat-el-bdsha, Kaid believes in thee to-day; he will not believe +to-morrow if thou dost remain without initiative. Action, however +startling, will be proof of fitness. His Highness shakes a long spear. +Those who ride with him must do battle with the same valour. Excellency, +I have now great riches--since Death smote Foorgat Bey in the forehead" +--still his eyes conveyed no meaning, though Hylda shrank back--"and I +would use them for the good thou wouldst do here. Money will be needed, +and sufficient will not be at thy hand-not till new ledgers be opened, +new balances struck." + +He turned to Hylda quietly, and with a continued air of innocence said: +"Shall it not be so-madame? Thou, I doubt not, are of his kin. It would +seem so, though I ask pardon if it be not so--wilt thou not urge his +Excellency to restore me to Kaid's favour? I know little of the English, +though I know them humane and honest; but my brother, Foorgat Bey, he +was much among them, lived much in England, was a friend to many great +English. Indeed, on the evening that he died I saw him in the gallery of +the banquet-room with an English lady--can one be mistaken in an English +face? Perhaps he cared for her; perhaps that was why he smiled as he lay +upon his bed, never to move again. Madame, perhaps in England thou mayst +have known my brother. If that is so, I ask thee to speak for me to his +Excellency. My life is in danger, and I am too young to go as my brother +went. I do not wish to die in middle age, as my brother died." + +He had gone too far. In David's mind there was no suspicion that Nahoum +knew the truth. The suggestion in his words had seemed natural; but, +from the first, a sharp suspicion was in the mind of Hylda, and his last +words had convinced her that if Nahoum did not surely know the truth, he +suspected it all too well. Her instinct had pierced far; and as she +realised his suspicions, perhaps his certainty, and heard his words of +covert insult, which, as she saw, David did not appreciate, anger and +determination grew in her. Yet she felt that caution must mark her +words, and that nothing but danger lay in resentment. She felt the +everlasting indignity behind the quiet, youthful eyes, the determined +power of the man; but she saw also that, for the present, the course +Nahoum suggested was the only course to take. And David must not even +feel the suspicion in her own mind, that Nahoum knew or suspected the +truth. If David thought that Nahoum knew, the end of all would come at +once. It was clear, however, that Nahoum meant to be silent, or he would +have taken another course of action. Danger lay in every direction, but, +to her mind, the least danger lay in following Nahoum's wish. + +She slowly raised her veil, showing a face very still now, with eyes as +steady as David's. David started at her action, he thought it rash; but +the courage of it pleased him, too. + +"You are not mistaken," she said slowly in French; "your brother was +known to me. I had met him in England. It will be a relief to all his +friends to know that he passed away peacefully." She looked him in the +eyes determinedly. "Monsieur Claridge is not my kinsman, but he is my +fellow-countryman. If you mean well by monsieur, your knowledge and your +riches should help him on his way. But your past is no guarantee of good +faith, as you will acknowledge." + +He looked her in the eyes with a far meaning. "But I am giving +guarantees of good faith now," he said softly. "Will you--not?" + +She understood. It was clear that he meant peace, for the moment at +least. + +"If I had influence I would advise him to reconcile you to Prince Kaid," +she said quietly, then turned to David with an appeal in her eyes. + +David stood up. "I will do what I can," he said. "If thee means as well +by Egypt as I mean by thee, all may be well for all." + +"Saadat! Saadat!" said Nahoum, with show of assumed feeling, and made +salutation. Then to Hylda, making lower salutation still, he said: "Thou +hast lifted from my neck the yoke. Thou hast saved me from the shadow +and the dust. I am thy slave." His eyes were like a child's, wide and +confiding. + +He turned towards the door, and was about to open it, when there came a +knocking, and he stepped back. Hylda drew down her veil. David opened +the door cautiously and admitted Mizraim the Chief Eunuch. Mizraim's +eyes searched the room, and found Nahoum. + +"Pasha," he said to Nahoum, "may thy bones never return to dust, nor the +light of thine eyes darken! There is danger." + +Nahoum nodded, but did not speak. + +"Shall I speak, then?" He paused and made low salutation to David, +saying, "Excellency, I am thine ox to be slain." + +"Speak, son of the flowering oak," said Nahoum, with a sneer in his +voice. "What blessing dost thou bring?" + +"The Effendina has sent for thee." + +Nahoum's eyes flashed. "By thee, lion of Abdin?" The lean, ghastly +being smiled. "He has sent a company of soldiers and Achmet Pasha." + +"Achmet! Is it so? They are here, Mizraim, watcher of the morning?" + +"They are at thy palace--I am here, light of Egypt." + +"How knewest thou I was here?" + +Mizraim salaamed. "A watch was set upon thee this morning early. The +watcher was of my slaves. He brought the word to me that thou wast here +now. A watcher also was set upon thee, Excellency"--he turned to David. +"He also was of my slaves. Word was delivered to his Highness that thou" +--he turned to Nahoum again--"wast in thy palace, and Achmet Pasha +went thither. He found thee not. Now the city is full of watchers, and +Achmet goes from bazaar to bazaar, from house to house which thou was +wont to frequent--and thou art here." + +"What wouldst thou have me do, Mizraim?" + +"Thou art here; is it the house of a friend or a foe?" Nahoum did not +answer. His eyes were fixed in thought upon the floor, but he was +smiling. He seemed without fear. + +"But if this be the house of a friend, is he safe here?" asked David. + +"For this night, it may be," answered Mizraim, "till other watchers be +set, who are no slaves of mine. Tonight, here, of all places in Cairo, +he is safe; for who could look to find him where thou art who hast taken +from him his place and office, Excellency--on whom the stars shine for +ever! But in another day, if my lord Nahoum be not forgiven by the +Effendina, a hundred watchers will pierce the darkest corner of the +bazaar, the smallest room in Cairo." + +David turned to Nahoum. "Peace be to thee, friend. Abide here till +to-morrow, when I will speak for thee to his Highness, and, I trust, +bring thee pardon. It shall be so--but I shall prevail," he added, with +slow decision; "I shall prevail with him. My reasons shall convince his +Highness." + +"I can help thee with great reasons, Saadat," said Nahoum. "Thou shalt +prevail. I can tell thee that which will convince Kaid." + +While they were speaking, Hylda had sat motionless watching. At first +it seemed to her that a trap had been set, and that David was to be the +victim of Oriental duplicity; but revolt, as she did, from the miserable +creature before them, she saw at last that he spoke the truth. + +"Thee will remain under this roof to-night, pasha?" asked David. + +"I will stay if thy goodness will have it so," answered Nahoum slowly. +"It is not my way to hide, but when the storm comes it is well to +shelter." + +Salaaming low, Mizraim withdrew, his last glance being thrown towards +Hylda, who met his look with a repugnance which made her face rigid. She +rose and put on her gloves. Nahoum rose also, and stood watching her +respectfully. + +"Thee will go?" asked David, with a movement towards her. + +She inclined her head. "We have finished our business, and it is late," +she answered. + +David looked at Nahoum. "Thee will rest here, pasha, in peace. In a +moment I will return." He took up his hat. + +There was a sudden flash of Nahoum's eyes, as though he saw an outcome of +the intention which pleased him, but Hylda, saw the flash, and her senses +were at once alarmed. + +"There is no need to accompany me," she said. "My cousin waits for me." + +David opened the door leading into the court-yard. It was dark, save for +the light of a brazier of coals. A short distance away, near the outer +gate, glowed a star of red light, and the fragrance of a strong cigar +came over. + +"Say, looking for me?" said a voice, and a figure moved towards David. +"Yours to command, pasha, yours to command." Lacey from Chicago held out +his hand. + +"Thee is welcome, friend," said David. + +"She's ready, I suppose. Wonderful person, that. Stands on her own feet +every time. She don't seem as though she came of the same stock as me, +does she?" + +"I will bring her if thee will wait, friend." + +"I'm waiting." Lacey drew back to the gateway again and leaned against +the wall, his cigar blazing in the dusk. + +A moment later David appeared in the garden again, with the slim, +graceful figure of the girl who stood "upon her own feet." David drew +her aside for a moment. "Thee is going at once to England?" he asked. + +"To-morrow to Alexandria. There is a steamer next day for Marseilles. +In a fortnight more I shall be in England." + +"Thee must forget Egypt," he said. "Remembrance is not a thing of the +will," she answered. + +"It is thy duty to forget. Thee is young, and it is spring with thee. +Spring should be in thy heart. Thee has seen a shadow; but let it not +fright thee." + +"My only fear is that I may forget," she answered. + +"Yet thee will forget." + +With a motion towards Lacey he moved to the gate. Suddenly she turned to +him and touched his arm. "You will be a great man herein Egypt," she +said. "You will have enemies without number. The worst of your enemies +always will be your guest to-night." + +He did not, for a moment, understand. "Nahoum?" he asked. "I take his +place. It would not be strange; but I will win him to me." + +"You will never win him," she answered. "Oh, trust my instinct in this! +Watch him. Beware of him." David smiled slightly. "I shall have need +to beware of many. I am sure thee does well to caution me. Farewell," +he added. + +"If it should be that I can ever help you--" she said, and paused. + +"Thee has helped me," he replied. "The world is a desert. Caravans from +all quarters of the sun meet at the cross-roads. One gives the other +food or drink or medicine, and they move on again. And all grows dim +with time. And the camel-drivers are forgotten; but the cross-roads +remain, and the food and the drink and the medicine and the cattle helped +each caravan upon the way. Is it not enough?" + +She placed her hand in his. It lay there for a moment. "God be with +thee, friend," he said. + +The next instant Thomas Tilman Lacey's drawling voice broke the silence. + +"There's something catching about these nights in Egypt. I suppose it's +the air. No wind--just the stars, and the ultramarine, and the nothing +to do but lay me down and sleep. It doesn't give you the jim-jumps like +Mexico. It makes you forget the world, doesn't it? You'd do things here +that you wouldn't do anywhere else." + +The gate was opened by the bowab, and the two passed through. David was +standing by the brazier, his hand held unconsciously over the coals, his +eyes turned towards them. The reddish flame from the fire lit up his +face under the broad-brimmed hat. His head, slightly bowed, was thrust +forward to the dusk. Hylda looked at him steadily for a moment. Their +eyes met, though hers were in the shade. Again Lacey spoke. "Don't be +anxious. I'll see her safe back. Good-bye. Give my love to the girls." + +David stood looking at the closed gate with eyes full of thought and +wonder and trouble. He was not thinking of the girl. There was no +sentimental reverie in his look. Already his mind was engaged in +scrutiny of the circumstances in which he was set. He realised fully his +situation. The idealism which had been born with him had met its reward +in a labour herculean at the least, and the infinite drudgery of the +practical issues came in a terrible pressure of conviction to his mind. +The mind did not shrink from any thought of the dangers in which he would +be placed, from any vision of the struggle he must have with intrigue, +and treachery and vileness. In a dim, half-realised way he felt that +honesty and truth would be invincible weapons with a people who did not +know them. They would be embarrassed, if not baffled, by a formula of +life and conduct which they could not understand. + +It was not these matters that vexed him now, but the underlying forces of +life set in motion by the blow which killed a fellow-man. This fact had +driven him to an act of redemption unparalleled in its intensity and +scope; but he could not tell--and this was the thought that shook his +being--how far this act itself, inspiring him to a dangerous and immense +work in life, would sap the best that was in him, since it must remain a +secret crime, for which he could not openly atone. He asked himself as +he stood by the brazier, the bowab apathetically rolling cigarettes at +his feet, whether, in the flow of circumstance, the fact that he could +not make open restitution, or take punishment for his unlawful act, would +undermine the structure of his character. He was on the threshold of his +career: action had not yet begun; he was standing like a swimmer on a +high shore, looking into depths beneath which have never been plumbed by +mortal man, wondering what currents, what rocks, lay beneath the surface +of the blue. Would his strength, his knowledge, his skill, be equal to +the enterprise? Would he emerge safe and successful, or be carried away +by some strong undercurrent, be battered on unseen rocks? + +He turned with a calm face to the door behind which sat the displaced +favourite of the Prince, his mind at rest, the trouble gone out of his +eyes. + +"Uncle Benn! Uncle Benn!" he said to himself, with a warmth at his +heart as he opened the door and stepped inside. + +Nahoum sat sipping coffee. A cigarette was between his fingers. He +touched his hand to his forehead and his breast as David closed the door +and hung his hat upon a nail. David's servant, Mahommed Hassan, whom he +had had since first he came to Egypt, was gliding from the room--a large, +square-shouldered fellow of over six feet, dressed in a plain blue yelek, +but on his head the green turban of one who had done a pilgrimage to +Mecca. Nahoum waved a hand after Mahommed and said: + +"Whence came thy servant sadat?" + +"He was my guide to Cairo. I picked him from the street." + +Nahoum smiled. There was no malice in the smile, only, as it might seem, +a frank humour. "Ah, your Excellency used independent judgment. Thou +art a judge of men. But does it make any difference that the man is a +thief and a murderer--a murderer?" + +David's eyes darkened, as they were wont to do when he was moved or +shocked. + +"Shall one only deal, then, with those who have neither stolen nor slain +--is that the rule of the just in Egypt?" + +Nahoum raised his eyes to the ceiling as though in amiable inquiry, and +began to finger a string of beads as a nun might tell her paternosters. +"If that were the rule," he answered, after a moment, "how should any man +be served in Egypt? Hereabouts is a man's life held cheap, else I had +not been thy guest to-night; and Kaid's Palace itself would be empty, if +every man in it must be honest. But it is the custom of the place for +political errors to be punished by a hidden hand; we do not call it +murder." + +"What is murder, friend?" + +"It is such a crime as that of Mahommed yonder, who killed--" + +David interposed. "I do not wish to know his crime. That is no affair +between thee and me." + +Nahoum fingered his beads meditatively. "It was an affair of the +housetops in his town of Manfaloot. I have only mentioned it because I +know what view the English take of killing, and how set thou art to have +thy household above reproach, as is meet in a Christian home. So, I took +it, would be thy mind--which Heaven fill with light for Egypt's sake!-- +that thou wouldst have none about thee who were not above reproach, +neither liars, nor thieves, nor murderers." + +"But thee would serve with me, friend," rejoined David quietly. "Thee +has men's lives against thy account." + +"Else had mine been against their account." + +"Was it not so with Mahommed? If so, according to the custom of the +land, then Mahommed is as immune as thou art." + +"Saadat, like thee I am a Christian, yet am I also Oriental, and what is +crime with one race is none with another. At the Palace two days past +thou saidst thou hadst never killed a man; and I know that thy religion +condemns killing even in war. Yet in Egypt thou wilt kill, or thou shalt +thyself be killed, and thy aims will come to naught. When, as thou +wouldst say, thou hast sinned, hast taken a man's life, then thou wilt +understand. Thou wilt keep this fellow Mahommed, then?" + +"I understand, and I will keep him." + +"Surely thy heart is large and thy mind great. It moveth above small +things. Thou dost not seek riches here?" + +"I have enough; my wants are few." + +"There is no precedent for one in office to withhold his hand from profit +and backsheesh." + +"Shall we not try to make a precedent?" + +"Truthfulness will be desolate--like a bird blown to sea, beating 'gainst +its doom." + +"Truth will find an island in the sea." + +"If Egypt is that sea, Saadat, there is no island." + +David came over close to Nahoum, and looked him in the eyes. + +"Surely I can speak to thee, friend, as to one understanding. Thou art a +Christian--of the ancient fold. Out of the East came the light. Thy +Church has preserved the faith. It is still like a lamp in the mist and +the cloud in the East. Thou saidst but now that thy heart was with my +purpose. Shall the truth that I would practise here not find an island +in this sea--and shall it not be the soul of Nahoum Pasha?" + +"Have I not given my word? Nay, then, I swear it by the tomb of my +brother, whom Death met in the highway, and because he loved the sun, +and the talk of men, and the ways of women, rashly smote him out of the +garden of life into the void. Even by his tomb I swear it." + +"Hast thou, then, such malice against Death? These things cannot happen +save by the will of God." + +"And by the hand of man. But I have no cause for revenge. Foorgat died +in his sleep like a child. Yet if it had been the hand of man, Prince +Kaid or any other, I would not have held my hand until I had a life for +his." + +"Thou art a Christian, yet thou wouldst meet one wrong by another?" + +"I am an Oriental." Then, with a sudden change of manner, he added: +"But thou hast a Christianity the like of which I have never seen. I +will learn of thee, Saadat, and thou shalt learn of me also many things +which I know. They will help thee to understand Egypt and the place +where thou wilt be set--if so be my life is saved, and by thy hand." + +Mahommed entered, and came to David. "Where wilt thou sleep, Saadat?" +he asked. + +"The pasha will sleep yonder," David replied, pointing to another room. +"I will sleep here." He laid a hand upon the couch where he sat. + +Nahoum rose and, salaaming, followed Mahommed to the other room. + +In a few moments the house was still, and remained so for hours. Just +before dawn the curtain of Nahoum's room was drawn aside, the Armenian +entered stealthily, and moved a step towards the couch where David lay. +Suddenly he was stopped by a sound. He glanced towards a corner near +David's feet. There sat Mahommed watching, a neboot of dom-wood across +his knees. + +Their eyes remained fixed upon each other for a moment. Then Nahoum +passed back into his bedroom as stealthily as he had come. + +Mahommed looked closely at David. He lay with an arm thrown over his +head, resting softly, a moisture on his forehead as on that of a sleeping +child. + +"Saadat! Saadat!" said Mahommed softly to the sleeping figure, scarcely +above his breath, and then with his eyes upon the curtained room +opposite, began to whisper words from the Koran: + +"In the name of Allah, the Compassionate, the Merciful--" + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +AGAINST THE HOUR OF MIDNIGHT + +Achmet the Ropemaker was ill at ease. He had been set a task in which +he had failed. The bright Cairene sun starkly glittering on the French +chandeliers and Viennese mirrors, and beating on the brass trays and +braziers by the window, irritated him. He watched the flies on the wall +abstractedly; he listened to the early peripatetic salesmen crying their +wares in the streets leading to the Palace; he stroked his cadaverous +cheek with yellow fingers; he listened anxiously for a footstep. +Presently he straightened himself up, and his fingers ran down the front +of his coat to make sure that it was buttoned from top to bottom. He +grew a little paler. He was less stoical and apathetic than most +Egyptians. Also he was absurdly vain, and he knew that his vanity would +receive rough usage. + +Now the door swung open, and a portly figure entered quickly. For so +large a man Prince Kaid was light and subtle in his movements. His face +was mobile, his eye keen and human. + +Achmet salaamed low. "The gardens of the First Heaven be thine, and the +uttermost joy, Effendina," he said elaborately. + +"A thousand colours to the rainbow of thy happiness," answered Kaid +mechanically, and seated himself cross-legged on a divan, taking a +narghileh from the black slave who had glided ghostlike behind him. + +"What hour didst thou find him? Where hast thou placed him?" he added, +after a moment. + +Achmet salaamed once more. "I have burrowed without ceasing, but the +holes are empty, Effendina," he returned, abjectly and nervously. + +He had need to be concerned. The reply was full of amazement and anger. +"Thou hast not found him? Thou hast not brought Nahoum to me?" Kaid's +eyes were growing reddish; no good sign for those around him, for any +that crossed him or his purposes. + +"A hundred eyes failed to search him out. Ten thousand piastres did not +find him; the kourbash did not reveal him." + +Kaid's frown grew heavier. "Thou shalt bring Nahoum to me by midnight +to-morrow!" + +"But if he has escaped, Effendina?" Achmet asked desperately. He had a +peasant's blood; fear of power was ingrained. + +"What was thy business but to prevent escape? Son of a Nile crocodile, +if he has escaped, thou too shalt escape from Egypt--into Fazougli. +Fool, Nahoum is no coward. He would remain. He is in Egypt." + +"If he be in Egypt, I will find him, Effendina. Have I ever failed? +When thou hast pointed, have I not brought? Have there not been many, +Effendina? Should I not bring Nahoum, who has held over our heads the +rod?" + +Kaid looked at him meditatively, and gave no answer to the question. +"He reached too far," he muttered. "Egypt has one master only." + +The door opened softly and the black slave stole in. His lips moved, but +scarce a sound travelled across the room. Kaid understood, and made a +gesture. An instant afterwards the vast figure of Higli Pasha bulked +into the room. Again there were elaborate salutations and salaams, and +Kaid presently said: + +"Foorgat?" + +"Effendina," answered High, "it is not known how he died. He was in this +Palace alive at night. In the morning he was found in bed at his own +home." + +"There was no wound?" + +"None, Effendina." + +"The thong?" + +"There was no mark, Effendina." + +"Poison?" + +"There was no sign, Effendina." + +"Diamond-dust?" + +"Impossible, Effendina. There was not time. He was alive and well here +at the Palace at eleven, and--" Kaid made an impatient gesture. "By the +stone in the Kaabah, but it is not reasonable that Foorgat should die in +his bed like a babe and sleep himself into heaven! Fate meant him for a +violent end; but ere that came there was work to do for me. He had a +gift for scenting treason--and he had treasure." His eyes shut and +opened again with a look not pleasant to see. "But since it was that he +must die so soon, then the loan he promised must now be a gift from the +dead, if he be dead, if he be not shamming. Foorgat was a dire jester." + +"But now it is no jest, Effendina. He is in his grave." + +"In his grave! Bismillah! In his grave, dost thou say?" + +High's voice quavered. "Yesterday before sunset, Effendina. By Nahoum's +orders." + +"I ordered the burial for to-day. By the gates of hell, but who shall +disobey me!" + +"He was already buried when the Effendina's orders came," High pleaded +anxiously. + +"Nahoum should have been taken yesterday," he rejoined, with malice in +his eyes. + +"If I had received the orders of the Effendina on the night when the +Effendina dismissed Nahoum--" Achmet said softly, and broke off. + +"A curse upon thine eyes that did not see thy duty!" Kaid replied +gloomily. Then he turned to High. "My seal has been put upon Foorgat's +doors? His treasure-places have been found? The courts have been +commanded as to his estate, the banks--" + +"It was too late, Effendina," replied High hopelessly. Kaid got to his +feet slowly, rage possessing him. "Too late! Who makes it too late when +I command?" + +"When Foorgat was found dead, Nahoum at once seized the palace and the +treasures. Then he went to the courts and to the holy men, and claimed +succession. That was while it was yet early morning. Then he instructed +the banks. The banks hold Foorgat's fortune against us, Effendina." + +"Foorgat had turned Mahommedan. Nahoum is a Christian. My will is law. +Shall a Christian dog inherit from a true believer? The courts, the +Wakfs shall obey me. And thou, son of a burnt father, shalt find Nahoum! +Kaid shall not be cheated. Foorgat pledged the loan. It is mine. Allah +scorch thine eyes!" he added fiercely to Achmet, "but thou shalt find +this Christian gentleman, Nahoum." + +Suddenly, with a motion of disgust, he sat down, and taking the stem of +the narghileh, puffed vigorously in silence. Presently in a red fury he +cried: "Go--go--go, and bring me back by midnight Nahoum, and Foorgat's +treasures, to the last piastre. Let every soldier be a spy, if thine own +spies fail." + +As they turned to go, the door opened again, the black slave appeared, +and ushered David into the room. David salaamed, but not low, and stood +still. + +On the instant Kaid changed, The rage left his face. He leaned forward +eagerly, the cruel and ugly look faded slowly from his eyes. + +"May thy days of life be as a river with sands of gold, effendi," he said +gently. He had a voice like music. "May the sun shine in thy heart and +fruits of wisdom flourish there, Effendina," answered David quietly. He +saluted the others gravely, and his eyes rested upon Achmet in a way +which Higli Pasha noted for subsequent gossip. + +Kaid pulled at his narghileh for a moment, mumbling good-humouredly to +himself and watching the smoke reel away; then, with half-shut eyes, he +said to David: "Am I master in Egypt or no, effendi?" + +"In ruling this people the Prince of Egypt stands alone," answered David. +"There is no one between him and the people. There is no Parliament." + +"It is in my hand, then, to give or to withhold, to make or to break?" +Kaid chuckled to have this tribute, as he thought, from a Christian, who +did not blink at Oriental facts, and was honest. + +David bowed his head to Kaid's words. + +"Then if it be my hand that lifts up or casts down, that rewards or that +punishes, shall my arm not stretch into the darkest corner of Egypt to +bring forth a traitor? Shall it not be so?" + +"It belongs to thy power," answered David. "It is the ancient custom of +princes here. Custom is law, while it is yet the custom." + +Kaid looked at him enigmatically for a moment, then smiled grimly--he +saw the course of the lance which David had thrown. He bent his look +fiercely on Achmet and Higli. "Ye have heard. Truth is on his lips. +I have stretched out my arm. Ye are my arm, to reach for and gather in +Nahoum and all that is his." He turned quickly to David again. "I have +given this hawk, Achmet, till to-morrow night to bring Nahoum to me," he +explained. + +"And if he fails--a penalty? He will lose his place?" asked David, with +cold humour. + +"More than his place," Kaid rejoined, with a cruel smile. + +"Then is his place mine, Effendina," rejoined David, with a look which +could give Achmet no comfort. "Thou will bring Nahoum--thou?" asked +Kaid, in amazement. + +"I have brought him," answered David. "Is it not my duty to know the +will of the Effendina and to do it, when it is just and right?" + +"Where is he--where does he wait?" questioned Kaid eagerly. + +"Within the Palace--here," replied David. "He awaits his fate in thine +own dwelling, Effendina." Kaid glowered upon Achmet. "In the years +which Time, the Scytheman, will cut from thy life, think, as thou fastest +at Ramadan or feastest at Beiram, how Kaid filled thy plate when thou +wast a beggar, and made thee from a dog of a fellah into a pasha. Go to +thy dwelling, and come here no more," he added sharply. "I am sick of +thy yellow, sinful face." + +Achmet made no reply, but, as he passed beyond the door with Higli, he +said in a whisper: "Come--to Harrik and the army! He shall be deposed. +The hour is at hand." High answered him faintly, however. He had not +the courage of the true conspirator, traitor though he was. + +As they disappeared, Kaid made a wide gesture of friendliness to David, +and motioned to a seat, then to a narghileh. David seated himself, took +the stem of a narghileh in his mouth for an instant, then laid it down +again and waited. + +"Nahoum--I do not understand," Kaid said presently, his eyes gloating. + +"He comes of his own will, Effendina." + +"Wherefore?" Kaid could not realise the truth. This truth was not +Oriental on the face of it. "Effendina, he comes to place his life in +thy hands. He would speak with thee." + +"How is it thou dost bring him?" + +"He sought me to plead for him with thee, and because I knew his peril, +I kept him with me and brought him hither but now." + +"Nahoum went to thee?" Kaid's eyes peered abstractedly into the distance +between the almost shut lids. That Nahoum should seek David, who had +displaced him from his high office, was scarcely Oriental, when his every +cue was to have revenge on his rival. This was a natural sequence to his +downfall. It was understandable. But here was David safe and sound. +Was it, then, some deeper scheme of future vengeance? The Oriental +instinctively pierced the mind of the Oriental. He could have realised +fully the fierce, blinding passion for revenge which had almost overcome +Nahoum's calculating mind in the dark night, with his foe in the next +room, which had driven him suddenly from his bed to fall upon David, only +to find Mahommed Hassan watching--also with the instinct of the Oriental. + +Some future scheme of revenge? Kaid's eyes gleamed red. There would be +no future for Nahoum. "Why did Nahoum go to thee?" he asked again +presently. + +"That I might beg his life of thee, Highness, as I said," David replied. + +"I have not ordered his death." + +David looked meditatively at him. "It was agreed between us yesterday +that I should speak plainly--is it not so?" + +Kaid nodded, and leaned back among the cushions. + +"If what the Effendina intends is fulfilled, there is no other way but +death for Nahoum," added David. "What is my intention, effendi?" + +"To confiscate the fortune left by Foorgat Bey. Is it not so?" + +"I had a pledge from Foorgat--a loan." + +"That is the merit of the case, Effendina. I am otherwise concerned. +There is the law. Nahoum inherits. Shouldst thou send him to Fazougli, +he would still inherit." + +"He is a traitor." + +"Highness, where is the proof?" + +"I know. My friends have disappeared one by one--Nahoum. Lands have +been alienated from me--Nahoum. My income has declined--Nahoum. I have +given orders and they have not been fulfilled--Nahoum. Always, always +some rumour of assassination, or of conspiracy, or the influence and +secret agents of the Sultan--all Nahoum. He is a traitor. He has grown +rich while I borrow from Europe to pay my army and to meet the demands of +the Sultan." + +"What man can offer evidence in this save the Effendina who would profit +by his death?" + +"I speak of what I know. I satisfy myself. It is enough." + +"Highness, there is a better way; to satisfy the people, for whom thee +lives. None should stand between. Is not the Effendina a father to +them?" + +"The people! Would they not say Nahoum had got his due if he were +blotted from their sight?" + +"None has been so generous to the poor, so it is said by all. His hand +has been upon the rich only. Now, Effendina, he has brought hither the +full amount of all he has received and acquired in thy service. He would +offer it in tribute." + +Kaid smiled sardonically. "It is a thin jest. When a traitor dies the +State confiscates his goods!" + +"Thee calls him traitor. Does thee believe he has ever conspired against +thy life?" + +Kaid shrugged his shoulders. + +"Let me answer for thee, Effendina. Again and again he has defeated +conspiracy. He has blotted it out--by the sword and other means. He has +been a faithful servant to his Prince at least. If he has done after the +manner of all others in power here, the fault is in the system, not in +the man alone. He has been a friend to thee, Kaid." + +"I hope to find in thee a better." + +"Why should he not live?" + +"Thou hast taken his place." + +"Is it, then, the custom to destroy those who have served thee, when they +cease to serve?" David rose to his feet quickly. His face was shining +with a strange excitement. It gave him a look of exaltation, his lips +quivered with indignation. "Does thee kill because there is silence in +the grave?" + +Kaid blew a cloud of smoke slowly. "Silence in the grave is a fact +beyond dispute," he said cynically. + +"Highness, thee changes servants not seldom," rejoined David meaningly. +"It may be that my service will be short. When I go, will the long arm +reach out for me in the burrows where I shall hide?" + +Kaid looked at him with ill-concealed admiration. "Thou art an +Englishman, not an Egyptian, a guest, not a subject, and under no law +save my friendship." Then he added scornfully: "When an Englishman in +England leaves office, no matter how unfaithful, though he be a friend of +any country save his own, they send him to the House of Lords--or so I +was told in France when I was there. What does it matter to thee what +chances to Nahoum? Thou hast his place with me. My secrets are thine. +They shall all be thine--for years I have sought an honest man. Thou art +safe whether to go or to stay." + +"It may be so. I heed it not. My life is as that of a gull--if the wind +carry it out to sea, it is lost. As my uncle went I shall go one day. +Thee will never do me ill; but do I not know that I shall have foes at +every corner, behind every mooshrabieh screen, on every mastaba, in the +pasha's court-yard, by every mosque? Do I not know in what peril I serve +Egypt?" + +"Yet thou wouldst keep alive Nahoum! He will dig thy grave deep, and +wait long." + +"He will work with me for Egypt, Effendina." Kaid's face darkened. + +"What is thy meaning?" + +"I ask Nahoum's life that he may serve under me, to do those things thou +and I planned yesterday--the land, taxation, the army, agriculture, the +Soudan. Together we will make Egypt better and greater and richer--the +poor richer, even though the rich be poorer." + +"And Kaid--poorer?" + +"When Egypt is richer, the Prince is richer, too. Is not the Prince +Egypt? Highness, yesterday--yesterday thee gave me my commission. If +thee will not take Nahoum again into service to aid me, I must not +remain. I cannot work alone." + +"Thou must have this Christian Oriental to work with thee?" He looked at +David closely, then smiled sardonically, but with friendliness to David +in his eyes. "Nahoum has prayed to work with thee, to be a slave where +he was master? He says to thee that he would lay his heart upon the +altar of Egypt?" Mordant, questioning humour was in his voice. + +David inclined his head. + +"He would give up all that is his?" + +"It is so, Effendina." + +"All save Foorgat's heritage?" + +"It belonged to their father. It is a due inheritance." + +Kaid laughed sarcastically. "It was got in Mehemet Ali's service." + +"Nathless, it is a heritage, Effendina. He would give that fortune back +again to Egypt in work with me, as I shall give of what is mine, and of +what I am, in the name of God, the all-merciful!" + +The smile faded out of Kaid's face, and wonder settled on it. What +manner of man was this? His life, his fortune for Egypt, a country alien +to him, which he had never seen till six months ago! What kind of being +was behind the dark, fiery eyes and the pale, impassioned face? Was he +some new prophet? If so, why should he not have cast a spell upon +Nahoum? Had he not bewitched himself, Kaid, one of the ablest princes +since Alexander or Amenhotep? Had Nahoum, then, been mastered and won? +Was ever such power? In how many ways had it not been shown! He had +fought for his uncle's fortune, and had got it at last yesterday without +a penny of backsheesh. Having got his will, he was now ready to give +that same fortune to the good of Egypt--but not to beys and pashas and +eunuchs (and that he should have escaped Mizraim was the marvel beyond +all others!), or even to the Prince Pasha; but to that which would make +"Egypt better and greater and richer--the poor richer, even though the +rich be poorer!" Kaid chuckled to himself at that. To make the rich +poorer would suit him well, so long as he remained rich. And, if riches +could be got, as this pale Frank proposed, by less extortion from the +fellah and less kourbash, so much the happier for all. + +He was capable of patriotism, and this Quaker dreamer had stirred it in +him a little. Egypt, industrial in a real sense; Egypt, paying her own +way without tyranny and loans: Egypt, without corvee, and with an army +hired from a full public purse; Egypt, grown strong and able to resist +the suzerainty and cruel tribute--that touched his native goodness of +heart, so long, in disguise; it appealed to the sense of leadership in +him; to the love of the soil deep in his bones; to regard for the common +people--for was not his mother a slave? Some distant nobleness trembled +in him, while yet the arid humour of the situation flashed into his eyes, +and, getting to his feet, he said to David: "Where is Nahoum?" + +David told him, and he clapped his hands. The black slave entered, +received an order, and disappeared. Neither spoke, but Kaid's face was +full of cheerfulness. + +Presently Nahoum entered and salaamed low, then put his hand upon his +turban. There was submission, but no cringing or servility in his +manner. His blue eyes looked fearlessly before him. His face was not +paler than its wont. He waited for Kaid to speak. + +"Peace be to thee," Kaid murmured mechanically. + +"And to thee, peace, O Prince," answered Nahoum. "May the feet of Time +linger by thee, and Death pass thy house forgetful." + +There was silence for a moment, and then Kaid spoke again. "What are thy +properties and treasure?" he asked sternly. + +Nahoum drew forth a paper from his sleeve, and handed it to Kaid without +a word. Kaid glanced at it hurriedly, then said: "This is but nothing. +What hast thou hidden from me?" + +"It is all I have got in thy service, Highness," he answered boldly. +"All else I have given to the poor; also to spies--and to the army." + +"To spies--and to the army?" asked Kaid slowly, incredulously. + +"Wilt thou come with me to the window, Effendina?" Kaid, wondering, went +to the great windows which looked on to the Palace square. There, drawn +up, were a thousand mounted men as black as ebony, wearing shining white +metal helmets and fine chain-armour and swords and lances like medieval +crusaders. The horses, too, were black, and the mass made a barbaric +display belonging more to another period in the world's history. This +regiment of Nubians Kaid had recruited from the far south, and had +maintained at his own expense. When they saw him at the window now, +their swords clashed on their thighs and across their breasts, and they +raised a great shout of greeting. + +"Well?" asked Kaid, with a ring to the voice. "They are loyal, +Effendina, every man. But the army otherwise is honeycombed with +treason. Effendina, my money has been busy in the army paying and +bribing officers, and my spies were costly. There has been sedition-- +conspiracy; but until I could get the full proofs I waited; I could but +bribe and wait. Were it not for the money I had spent, there might have +been another Prince of Egypt." + +Kald's face darkened. He was startled, too. He had been taken unawares. +"My brother Harrik--!" + +"And I should have lost my place, lost all for which I cared. I had no +love for money; it was but a means. I spent it for the State--for the +Effendina, and to keep my place. I lost my place, however, in another +way." + +"Proofs! Proofs!" Kaid's voice was hoarse with feeling. + +"I have no proofs against Prince Harrik, no word upon paper. But there +are proofs that the army is seditious, that, at any moment, it may +revolt." + +"Thou hast kept this secret?" questioned Kaid darkly and suspiciously. + +"The time had not come. Read, Effendina," he added, handing some papers +over. + +"But it is the whole army!" said Kaid aghast, as he read. He was +convinced. + +"There is only one guilty," returned Nahoum. Their eyes met. Oriental +fatalism met inveterate Oriental distrust and then instinctively Kaid's +eyes turned to David. In the eyes of the Inglesi was a different thing. +The test of the new relationship had come. Ferocity was in his heart, a +vitriolic note was in his voice as he said to David, "If this be true-- +the army rotten, the officers disloyal, treachery under every tunic-- +bismillah, speak!" + +"Shall it not be one thing at a time, Effendina?" asked David. He made +a gesture towards Nahoum. Kaid motioned to a door. "Wait yonder," he +said darkly to Nahoum. As the door opened, and Nahoum disappeared +leisurely and composedly, David caught a glimpse of a guard of armed +Nubians in leopard-skins filed against the white wall of the other room. + +"What is thy intention towards Nahoum, Effendina?" David asked +presently. + +Kaid's voice was impatient. "Thou hast asked his life--take it; it is +thine; but if I find him within these walls again until I give him leave, +he shall go as Foorgat went." + +"What was the manner of Foorgat's going?" asked David quietly. + +"As a wind blows through a court-yard, and the lamp goes out, so he went +--in the night. Who can say? Wherefore speculate? He is gone. It is +enough. Were it not for thee, Egypt should see Nahoum no more." + +David sighed, and his eyes closed for an instant. "Effendina, Nahoum has +proved his faith--is it not so?" He pointed to the documents in Kaid's +hands. + +A grim smile passed over Kaid's face. Distrust of humanity, incredulity, +cold cynicism, were in it. "Wheels within wheels, proofs within proofs," +he said. "Thou hast yet to learn the Eastern heart. When thou seest +white in the East, call it black, for in an instant it will be black. +Malaish, it is the East! Have I not trusted--did I not mean well by all? +Did I not deal justly? Yet my justice was but darkness of purpose, the +hidden terror to them all. So did I become what thou findest me and dost +believe me--a tyrant, in whose name a thousand do evil things of which I +neither hear nor know. Proof! When a woman lies in your arms, it is not +the moment to prove her fidelity. Nahoum has crawled back to my feet +with these things, and by the beard of the Prophet they are true!" He +looked at the papers with loathing. "But what his purpose was when he +spied upon and bribed my army I know not. Yet, it shall be said, he has +held Harrik back--Harrik, my brother. Son of Sheitan and slime of the +Nile, have I not spared Harrik all these years!" + +"Hast thou proof, Effendina?" + +"I have proof enough; I shall have more soon. To save their lives, +these, these will tell. I have their names here." He tapped the papers. +"There are ways to make them tell. Now, speak, effendi, and tell me what +I shall do to Harrik." + +"Wouldst thou proclaim to Egypt, to the Sultan, to the world that the +army is disloyal? If these guilty men are seized, can the army be +trusted? Will it not break away in fear? Yonder Nubians are not enough +--a handful lost in the melee. Prove the guilt of him who perverted the +army and sought to destroy thee. Punish him." + +"How shall there be proof save through those whom he has perverted? +There is no writing." + +"There is proof," answered David calmly. + +"Where shall I find it?" Kaid laughed contemptuously. + +"I have the proof," answered David gravely. "Against Harrik?" + +"Against Prince Harrik Pasha." + +"Thou--what dost thou know?" + +"A woman of the Prince heard him give instructions for thy disposal, +Effendina, when the Citadel should turns its guns upon Cairo and the +Palace. She was once of thy harem. Thou didst give her in marriage, +and she came to the harem of Prince Harrik at last. A woman from without +who sang to her--a singing girl, an al'mah--she trusted with the paper to +warn thee, Effendina, in her name. Her heart had remembrance of thee. +Her foster-brother Mahommed Hassan is my servant. Him she told, and +Mahommed laid the matter before me this morning. Here is a sign by which +thee will remember her, so she said. Zaida she was called here." He +handed over an amulet which had one red gem in the centre. + +Kaid's face had set into fierce resolution, but as he took the amulet his +eyes softened. + +"Zaida. Inshallah! Zaida, she was called. She has the truth almost of +the English. She could not lie ever. My heart smote me concerning her, +and I gave her in marriage." Then his face darkened again, and his teeth +showed in malice. A demon was roused in him. He might long ago have +banished the handsome and insinuating Harrik, but he had allowed him +wealth and safety--and now . . . + +His intention was unmistakable. + +"He shall die the death," he said. "Is it not so?" he added fiercely to +David, and gazed at him fixedly. Would this man of peace plead for the +traitor, the would-be fratricide? + +"He is a traitor; he must die," answered David slowly. + +Kald's eyes showed burning satisfaction. "If he were thy brother, thou +wouldst kill him?" + +"I would give a traitor to death for the country's sake. There is no +other way." + +"To-night he shall die." + +"But with due trial, Effendina?" + +"Trial--is not the proof sufficient?" + +"But if he confess, and give evidence himself, and so offer himself to +die?" + +"Is Harrik a fool?" answered Kaid, with scorn. + +If there be a trial and sentence is given, the truth concerning the army +must appear. Is that well? Egypt will shake to its foundations--to the +joy of its enemies." + +"Then he shall die secretly." + +"The Prince Pasha of Egypt will be called a murderer." + +Kaid shrugged his shoulders. + +"The Sultan--Europe--is it well?" + +"I will tell the truth," Kaid rejoined angrily. + +"If the Effendina will trust me, Prince Harrik shall confess his crime +and pay the penalty also." + +"What is thy purpose?" + +"I will go to his palace and speak with him." + +"Seize him?" + +"I have no power to seize him, Effendina." + +"I will give it. My Nubians shall go also." + +"Effendina, I will go alone. It is the only way. There is great danger +to the throne. Who can tell what a night will bring forth?" + +"If Harrik should escape--" + +"If I were an Egyptian and permitted Harrik to escape, my life would pay +for my failure. If I failed, thou wouldst not succeed. If I am to serve +Egypt, there must be trust in me from thee, or it were better to pause +now. If I go, as I shall go, alone, I put my life in danger--is it not +so?" + +Suddenly Kaid sat down again among his cushions. "Inshallah! In the +name of God, be it so. Thou art not as other men. There is something in +thee above my thinking. But I will not sleep till I see thee again." + +"I shall see thee at midnight, Effendina. Give me the ring from thy +finger." + +Kaid passed it over, and David put it in his pocket. Then he turned to +go. + +"Nahoum?" he asked. + +"Take him hence. Let him serve thee if it be thy will. Yet I cannot +understand it. The play is dark. Is he not an Oriental?" + +"He is a Christian." + +Kaid laughed sourly, and clapped his hands for the slave. + +In a moment David and Nahoum were gone. "Nahoum, a Christian! +Bismillah!" murmured Kaid scornfully, then fell to pondering darkly over +the evil things he had heard. + +Meanwhile the Nubians in their glittering armour waited without in the +blistering square. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE JEHAD AND THE LIONS + +"Allah hu Achbar! Allah hu Achbar! Ashhadu an la illaha illalla!" The +sweetly piercing, resonant voice of the Muezzin rang far and commandingly +on the clear evening air, and from bazaar and crowded street the faithful +silently hurried to the mosques, leaving their slippers at the door, +while others knelt where the call found them, and touched their foreheads +to the ground. + +In his palace by the Nile, Harrik, the half-brother of the Prince Pasha, +heard it, and breaking off from conversation with two urgent visitors, +passed to an alcove near, dropping a curtain behind him. Kneeling +reverently on the solitary furniture of the room--a prayer-rug from +Medina--he lost himself as completely in his devotions as though his life +were an even current of unforbidden acts and motives. + +Cross-legged on the great divan of the room he had left, his less pious +visitors, unable to turn their thoughts from the dark business on which +they had come, smoked their cigarettes, talking to each other in tones so +low as would not have been heard by a European, and with apparent +listlessness. + +Their manner would not have indicated that they were weighing matters of +life and death, of treason and infamy, of massacre and national shame. +Only the sombre, smouldering fire of their eyes was evidence of the +lighted fuse of conspiracy burning towards the magazine. One look of +surprise had been exchanged when Harrik Pasha left them suddenly--time +was short for what they meant to do; but they were Muslims, and they +resigned themselves. + +"The Inglesi must be the first to go; shall a Christian dog rule over +us?" + +It was Achmet the Ropemaker who spoke, his yellow face wrinkling with +malice, though his voice but murmured hoarsely. + +"Nahoum will kill him." Higli Pasha laughed low--it was like the gurgle +of water in the narghileh--a voice of good nature and persuasiveness from +a heart that knew no virtue. "Bismillah! Who shall read the meaning of +it? Why has he not already killed?" + +"Nahoum would choose his own time--after he has saved his life by the +white carrion. Kaid will give him his life if the Inglesi asks. The +Inglesi, he is mad. If he were not mad, he would see to it that Nahoum +was now drying his bones in the sands." + +"What each has failed to do for the other shall be done for them," +answered Achmet, a hateful leer on his immobile features. "To-night many +things shall be made right. To-morrow there will be places empty and +places filled. Egypt shall begin again to-morrow." + +"Kaid?" + +Achmet stopped smoking for a moment. "When the khamsin comes, when the +camels stampede, and the children of the storm fall upon the caravan, can +it be foretold in what way Fate shall do her work? So but the end be the +same--malaish! We shall be content tomorrow." + +Now he turned and looked at his companion as though his mind had chanced +on a discovery. "To him who first brings word to a prince who inherits, +that the reigning prince is dead, belong honour and place," he said. + +"Then shall it be between us twain," said High, and laid his hot palm +against the cold, snaky palm of the other. "And he to whom the honour +falls shall help the other." + +"Aiwa, but it shall be so," answered Achmet, and then they spoke in lower +tones still, their eyes on the curtain behind which Harrik prayed. + +Presently Harrik entered, impassive, yet alert, his slight, handsome +figure in sharp contrast to the men lounging in the cushions before him, +who salaamed as he came forward. The features were finely chiselled, the +forehead white and high, the lips sensuous, the eyes fanatical, the look +concentrated yet abstracted. He took a seat among the cushions, and, +after a moment, said to Achmet, in a voice abnormally deep and powerful: +"Diaz--there is no doubt of Diaz?" + +"He awaits the signal. The hawk flies not swifter than Diaz will act." + +"The people--the bazaars--the markets?" + +"As the air stirs a moment before the hurricane comes, so the whisper has +stirred them. From one lip to another, from one street to another, from +one quarter to another, the word has been passed--'Nahoum was a +Christian, but Nahoum was an Egyptian whose heart was Muslim. The +stranger is a Christian and an Inglesi. Reason has fled from the Prince +Pasha, the Inglesi has bewitched him. But the hour of deliverance +draweth nigh. Be ready! To-night!' So has the whisper gone." + +Harrik's eyes burned. "God is great," he said. "The time has come. The +Christians spoil us. From France, from England, from Austria--it is +enough. Kaid has handed us over to the Greek usurers, the Inglesi and +the Frank are everywhere. And now this new-comer who would rule Kaid, +and lay his hand upon Egypt like Joseph of old, and bring back Nahoum, +to the shame of every Muslim--behold, the spark is to the tinder, it +shall burn." + +"And the hour, Effendina?" + +"At midnight. The guns to be trained on the Citadel, the Palace +surrounded. Kaid's Nubians?" + +"A hundred will be there, Effendina, the rest a mile away at their +barracks." Achmet rubbed his cold palms together in satisfaction. + +"And Prince Kaid, Effendina?" asked Higli cautiously. + +The fanatical eyes turned away. "The question is foolish--have ye no +brains?" he said impatiently. + +A look of malignant triumph flashed from Achmet to High, and he said, +scarce above a whisper: "May thy footsteps be as the wings of the eagle, +Effendina. The heart of the pomegranate is not redder than our hearts +are red for thee. Cut deep into our hearts, and thou shalt find the last +beat is for thee--and for the Jehad!" + +"The Jehad--ay, the Jehad! The time is at hand," answered Harrik, +glowering at the two. "The sword shall not be sheathed till we have +redeemed Egypt. Go your ways, effendis, and peace be on you and on all +the righteous worshippers of God!" + +As High and Achmet left the palace, the voice of a holy man--admitted +everywhere and treated with reverence--chanting the Koran, came +somnolently through the court-yard: "Bismillah hirrahmah, nirraheem. +Elhamdu lillahi sabbila!" + +Rocking his body backwards and forwards and dwelling sonorously on each +vowel, the holy man seemed the incarnation of Muslim piety; but as the +two conspirators passed him with scarce a glance, and made their way to a +small gate leading into the great garden bordering on the Nile, his eyes +watched them sharply. When they had passed through, he turned towards +the windows of the harem, still chanting. For a long time he chanted. +An occasional servant came and went, but his voice ceased not, and he +kept his eyes fixed ever on the harem windows. + +At last his watching had its reward. Something fluttered from a window +to the ground. Still chanting, he rose and began walking round the great +court-yard. Twice he went round, still chanting, but the third time he +stooped to pick up a little strip of linen which had fallen from the +window, and concealed it in his sleeve. Presently he seated himself +again, and, still chanting, spread out the linen in his palm and read the +characters upon it. For an instant there was a jerkiness to the voice, +and then it droned on resonantly again. Now the eyes of the holy man +were fixed on the great gates through which strangers entered, and he was +seated in the way which any one must take who came to the palace doors. + +It was almost dark, when he saw the bowab, after repeated knocking, +sleepily and grudgingly open the gates to admit a visitor. There seemed +to be a moment's hesitation on the bowab's part, but he was presently +assured by something the visitor showed him, and the latter made his way +deliberately to the palace doors. As the visitor neared the holy man, +who chanted on monotonously, he was suddenly startled to hear between the +long-drawn syllables the quick words in Arabic: + + +"Beware, Saadat! See, I am Mahommed Hassan, thy servant! At midnight +they surround Kaid's palace--Achmet and Higli--and kill the Prince Pasha. +Return, Saadat. Harrik will kill thee." + +David made no sign, but with a swift word to the faithful Mahommed +Hassan, passed on, and was presently admitted to the palace. As the +doors closed behind him, he would hear the voice of the holy man still +chanting: "Waladalleen--Ameen-Ameen! Waladalleen--Ameen!" + +The voice followed him, fainter and fainter, as he passed through the +great bare corridors with the thick carpets on which the footsteps made +no sound, until it came, soft and undefined, as it were from a great +distance. Then suddenly there fell upon him a sense of the peril of his +enterprise. He had been left alone in the vast dim hall while a slave, +made obsequious by the sight of the ring of the Prince Pasha, sought his +master. As he waited he was conscious that people were moving about +behind the great screens of mooshrabieh which separated this room from +others, and that eyes were following his every motion. He had gained +easy ingress to this place; but egress was a matter of some speculation. +The doors which had closed behind him might swing one way only! He had +voluntarily put himself in the power of a man whose fatal secret he knew. +He only felt a moment's apprehension, however. He had been moved to come +from a whisper in his soul; and he had the sure conviction of the +predestinarian that he was not to be the victim of "The Scytheman" before +his appointed time. His mind resumed its composure, and he watchfully +waited the return of the slave. + +Suddenly he was conscious of some one behind him, though he had heard no +one approach. He swung round and was met by the passive face of the +black slave in personal attendance on Harrik. The slave did not speak, +but motioned towards a screen at the end of the room, and moved towards +it. David followed. As they reached it, a broad panel opened, and they +passed through, between a line of black slaves. Then there was a sudden +darkness, and a moment later David was ushered into a room blazing with +light. Every inch of the walls was hung with red curtains. No door was +visible. He was conscious of this as the panel clicked behind him, and +the folds of the red velvet caught his shoulder in falling. Now he saw +sitting on a divan on the opposite side of the room Prince Harrik. + +David had never before seen him, and his imagination had fashioned a +different personality. Here was a combination of intellect, refinement, +and savagery. The red, sullen lips stamped the delicate, fanatical face +with cruelty and barbaric indulgence, while yet there was an intensity in +the eyes that showed the man was possessed of an idea which mastered him +--a root-thought. David was at once conscious of a complex personality, +of a man in whom two natures fought. He understood it. By instinct +the man was a Mahdi, by heredity he was a voluptuary, that strange +commingling of the religious and the evil found in so many criminals. +In some far corner of his nature David felt something akin. The +rebellion in his own blood against the fine instinct of his Quaker faith +and upbringing made him grasp the personality before him. Had he himself +been born in these surroundings, under these influences! The thought +flashed through his mind like lightning, even as he bowed before Harrik, +who salaamed and said: "Peace be unto thee!" and motioned him to a seat +on a divan near and facing him. + +"What is thy business with me, effendi?" asked Harrik. + +"I come on the business of the Prince Pasha," answered David. + +Harrik touched his fez mechanically, then his breast and lips, and a +cruel smile lurked at the corners of his mouth as he rejoined: + +"The feet of them who wear the ring of their Prince wait at no man's +door. The carpet is spread for them. They go and they come as the feet +of the doe in the desert. Who shall say, They shall not come; who shall +say, They shall not return!" + +Though the words were spoken with an air of ingenuous welcome, David felt +the malignity in the last phrase, and knew that now was come the most +fateful moment of his life. In his inner being he heard the dreadful +challenge of Fate. If he failed in his purpose with this man, he would +never begin his work in Egypt. Of his life he did not think--his life +was his purpose, and the one was nothing without the other. No other man +would have undertaken so Quixotic an enterprise, none would have exposed +himself so recklessly to the dreadful accidents of circumstance. There +had been other ways to overcome this crisis, but he had rejected them for +a course fantastic and fatal when looked at in the light of ordinary +reason. A struggle between the East and the West was here to be fought +out between two wills; between an intellectual libertine steeped in +Oriental guilt and cruelty and self-indulgence, and a being selfless, +human, and in an agony of remorse for a life lost by his hand. + +Involuntarily David's eyes ran round the room before he replied. How +many slaves and retainers waited behind those velvet curtains? + +Harrik saw the glance and interpreted it correctly. With a look of dark +triumph he clapped his hands. As if by magic fifty black slaves +appeared, armed with daggers. They folded their arms and waited like +statues. + +David made no sign of discomposure, but said slowly: "Dost thou think I +did not know my danger, Eminence? Do I seem to thee such a fool? I came +alone as one would come to the tent of a Bedouin chief whose son one had +slain, and ask for food and safety. A thousand men were mine to command, +but I came alone. Is thy guest imbecile? Let them go. I have that to +say which is for Prince Harrik's ear alone." + +An instant's hesitation, and Harrik motioned the slaves away. "What is +the private word for my ear?" he asked presently, fingering the stem of +the narghileh. + +"To do right by Egypt, the land of thy fathers and thy land; to do right +by the Prince Pasha, thy brother." + +"What is Egypt to thee? Why shouldst thou bring thine insolence here? +Couldst thou not preach in thine own bazaars beyond the sea?" + +David showed no resentment. His reply was composed and quiet. "I am +come to save Egypt from the work of thy hands." + +"Dog of an unbeliever, what hast thou to do with me, or the work of my +hands?" + +David held up Kaid's ring, which had lain in his hand. "I come from the +master of Egypt--master of thee, and of thy life, and of all that is +thine." + +"What is Kaid's message to me?" Harrik asked, with an effort at +unconcern, for David's boldness had in it something chilling to his +fierce passion and pride. + +"The word of the Effendina is to do right by Egypt, to give thyself to +justice and to peace." + +"Have done with parables. To do right by Egypt wherein, wherefore?" +The eyes glinted at David like bits of fiery steel. + +"I will interpret to thee, Eminence." + +"Interpret." Harrik muttered to himself in rage. His heart was dark, +he thirsted for the life of this arrogant Inglesi. Did the fool not see +his end? Midnight was at hand! He smiled grimly. + +"This is the interpretation, O Prince! Prince Harrik has conspired +against his brother the Prince Pasha, has treacherously seduced officers +of the army, has planned to seize Cairo, to surround the Palace and take +the life of the Prince of Egypt. For months, Prince, thee has done this: +and the end of it is that thee shall do right ere it be too late. Thee +is a traitor to thy country and thy lawful lord." + +Harrik's face turned pale; the stem of the narghileh shook in his +fingers. All had been discovered, then! But there was a thing of dark +magic here. It was not a half-hour since he had given the word to strike +at midnight, to surround the Palace, and to seize the Prince Pasha. +Achmet--Higli, had betrayed him, then! Who other? No one else knew +save Zaida, and Zaida was in the harem. Perhaps even now his own palace +was surrounded. If it was so, then, come what might, this masterful +Inglesi should pay the price. He thought of the den of lions hard by, +of the cage of tigers-the menagerie not a thousand feet away. He could +hear the distant roaring now, and his eyes glittered. The Christian to +the wild beasts! That at least before the end. A Muslim would win +heaven by sending a Christian to hell. + +Achmet--Higli! No others knew. The light of a fateful fanaticism was in +his eyes. David read him as an open book, and saw the madness come upon +him. + +"Neither Higli, nor Achmet, nor any of thy fellow-conspirators has +betrayed thee," David said. "God has other voices to whisper the truth +than those who share thy crimes. I have ears, and the air is full of +voices." + +Harrik stared at him. Was this Inglesi, then, with the grey coat, +buttoned to the chin, and the broad black hat which remained on his head +unlike the custom of the English--was he one of those who saw visions and +dreamed dreams, even as himself! Had he not heard last night a voice +whisper through the dark "Harrik, Harrik, flee to the desert! The lions +are loosed upon thee!" Had he not risen with the voice still in his ears +and fled to the harem, seeking Zaida, she who had never cringed before +him, whose beauty he had conquered, but whose face turned from him when +he would lay his lips on hers? And, as he fled, had he not heard, as it +were, footsteps lightly following him--or were they going before him? +Finding Zaida, had he not told her of the voice, and had she not said: +"In the desert all men are safe--safe from themselves and safe from +others; from their own acts and from the acts of others"? Were the +lions, then, loosed upon him? Had he been betrayed? + +Suddenly the thought flashed into his mind that his challenger would not +have thrust himself into danger, given himself to the mouth of the Pit, +if violence were intended. There was that inside his robe, than which +lightning would not be more quick to slay. Had he not been a hunter of +repute? Had he not been in deadly peril with wild beasts, and was he not +quicker than they? This man before him was like no other he had ever +met. Did voices speak to him? Were there, then, among the Christians +such holy men as among the Muslims, who saw things before they happened, +and read the human mind? Were there sorcerers among them, as among the +Arabs? + +In any case his treason was known. What were to be the consequences? +Diamond-dust in his coffee? To be dropped into the Nile like a dog? To +be smothered in his sleep?--For who could be trusted among all his slaves +and retainers when it was known he was disgraced, and that the Prince +Pasha would be happier if Harrik were quiet for ever? + +Mechanically he drew out his watch and looked at it. It was nine +o'clock. In three hours more would have fallen the coup. But from this +man's words he knew that the stroke was now with the Prince Pasha. Yet, +if this pale Inglesi, this Christian sorcerer, knew the truth in a vision +only, and had not declared it to Kaid, there might still be a chance of +escape. The lions were near--it would be a joy to give a Christian to +the lions to celebrate the capture of Cairo and the throne. He listened +intently to the distant rumble of the lions. There was one cage +dedicated to vengeance. Five human beings on whom his terrible anger +fell in times past had been thrust into it alive. Two were slaves, one +was an enemy, one an invader of his harem, and one was a woman, his wife, +his favourite, the darling of his heart. When his chief eunuch accused +her of a guilty love, he had given her paramour and herself to that awful +death. A stroke of the vast paw, a smothered roar as the teeth gave into +the neck of the beautiful Fatima, and then--no more. Fanaticism had +caught a note of savage music that tuned it to its height. + +"Why art thou here? For what hast thou come? Do the spirit voices give +thee that counsel?" he snarled. + +"I am come to ask Prince Harrik to repair the wrong he has done. When +the Prince Pasha came to know of thy treason--" + +Harrik started. "Kaid believes thy tale of treason?" he burst out. + +"Prince Kaid knows the truth," answered David quietly. "He might have +surrounded this palace with his Nubians, and had thee shot against the +palace walls. That would have meant a scandal in Egypt and in Europe. +I besought him otherwise. It may be the scandal must come, but in +another way, and--" + +"That I, Harrik, must die?" Harrik's voice seemed far away. In his own +ears it sounded strange and unusual. All at once the world seemed to be +a vast vacuum in which his brain strove for air, and all his senses were +numbed and overpowered. Distempered and vague, his soul seemed spinning +in an aching chaos. It was being overpowered by vast elements, and life +and being were atrophied in a deadly smother. The awful forces behind +visible being hung him in the middle space between consciousness and +dissolution. He heard David's voice, at first dimly, then +understandingly. + +"There is no other way. Thou art a traitor. Thou wouldst have been a +fratricide. Thou wouldst have put back the clock in Egypt by a hundred +years, even to the days of the Mamelukes--a race of slaves and murderers. +God ordained that thy guilt should be known in time. Prince, thou art +guilty. It is now but a question how thou shalt pay the debt of +treason." + +In David's calm voice was the ring of destiny. It was dispassionate, +judicial; it had neither hatred nor pity. It fell on Harrik's ear as +though from some far height. Destiny, the controller--who could escape +it? + +Had he not heard the voices in the night--"The lions are loosed upon +thee"? He did not answer David now, but murmured to himself like one in +a dream. + +David saw his mood, and pursued the startled mind into the pit of +confusion. "If it become known to Europe that the army is disloyal, +that its officers are traitors like thee, what shall we find? England, +France, Turkey, will land an army of occupation. Who shall gainsay +Turkey if she chooses to bring an army here and recover control, remove +thy family from Egypt, and seize upon its lands and goods? Dost thou not +see that the hand of God has been against thee? He has spoken, and thy +evil is discovered." + +He paused. Still Harrik did not reply, but looked at him with dilated, +fascinated eyes. Death had hypnotised him, and against death and destiny +who could struggle? Had not a past Prince Pasha of Egypt safeguarded +himself from assassination all his life, and, in the end, had he not been +smothered in his sleep by slaves? + +"There are two ways only," David continued--"to be tried and die publicly +for thy crimes, to the shame of Egypt, its present peril, and lasting +injury; or to send a message to those who conspired with thee, commanding +them to return to their allegiance, and another to the Prince Pasha, +acknowledging thy fault, and exonerating all others. Else, how many of +thy dupes shall die! Thy choice is not life or death, but how thou shalt +die, and what thou shalt do for Egypt as thou diest. Thou didst love +Egypt, Eminence?" + +David's voice dropped low, and his last words had a suggestion which went +like an arrow to the source of all Harrik's crimes, and that also which +redeemed him in a little. It got into his inner being. He roused +himself and spoke, but at first his speech was broken and smothered. + +"Day by day I saw Egypt given over to the Christians," he said. "The +Greek, the Italian, the Frenchman, the Englishman, everywhere they +reached out, their hands and took from us our own. They defiled our +mosques; they corrupted our life; they ravaged our trade, they stole our +customers, they crowded us from the streets where once the faithful lived +alone. Such as thou had the ear of the Prince, and such as Nahoum, also +an infidel, who favoured the infidels of Europe. And now thou hast come, +the most dangerous of them all! Day by day the Muslim has loosed his +hold on Cairo, and Alexandria, and the cities of Egypt. Street upon +street knows him no more. My heart burned within me. I conspired for +Egypt's sake. I would have made her Muslim once again. I would have +fought the Turk and the Frank, as did Mehemet Ali; and if the infidels +came, I would have turned them back; or if they would not go, I would +have destroyed them here. Such as thou should have been stayed at the +door. In my own house I would have been master. We seek not to take up +our abode in other nations and in the cities of the infidel. Shall we +give place to them on our own mastaba, in our own court-yard--hand to +them the keys of our harems? I would have raised the Jehad if they vexed +me with their envoys and their armies." He paused, panting. + +"It would not have availed," was David's quiet answer. "This land may +not be as Tibet--a prison for its own people. If the door opens outward, +then must it open inward also. Egypt is the bridge between the East and +the West. Upon it the peoples of all nations pass and repass. Thy plan +was folly, thy hope madness, thy means to achieve horrible. Thy dream is +done. The army will not revolt, the Prince will not be slain. Now only +remains what thou shalt do for Egypt--" + +"And thou--thou wilt be left here to lay thy will upon Egypt. Kaid's ear +will be in thy hand--thou hast the sorcerer's eye. I know thy meaning. +Thou wouldst have me absolve all, even Achmet, and Higli, and Diaz, and +the rest, and at thy bidding go out into the desert"--he paused--"or into +the grave." + +"Not into the desert," rejoined David firmly. "Thou wouldst not rest. +There, in the desert, thou wouldst be a Mahdi. Since thou must die, wilt +thou not order it after thine own choice? It is to die for Egypt." + +"Is this the will of Kaid?" asked Harrik, his voice thick with wonder, +his brain still dulled by the blow of Fate. + +"It was not the Effendina's will, but it hath his assent. Wilt thou +write the word to the army and also to the Prince?" + +He had conquered. There was a moment's hesitation, then Harrik picked up +paper and ink that lay near, and said: "I will write to Kaid. I will +have naught to do with the army." + +"It shall be the whole, not the part," answered David determinedly. "The +truth is known. It can serve no end to withhold the writing to the army. +Remember what I have said to thee. The disloyalty of the army must not +be known. Canst thou not act after the will of Allah, the all-powerful, +the all-just, the all-merciful?" + +There was an instant's pause, and then suddenly Harrik placed the paper +in his palm and wrote swiftly and at some length to Kaid. Laying it +down, he took another and wrote but a few words--to Achmet and Diaz. +This message said in brief, "Do not strike. It is the will of Allah. +The army shall keep faithful until the day of the Mahdi be come. +I spoke before the time. I go to the bosom of my Lord Mahomet." + +He threw the papers on the floor before David, who picked them up, read +them, and put them into his pocket. + +"It is well," he said. "Egypt shall have peace. And thou, Eminence?" + +"Who shall escape Fate? What I have written I have written." + +David rose and salaamed. Harrik rose also. "Thou wouldst go, having +accomplished thy will?" Harrik asked, a thought flashing to his mind +again, in keeping with his earlier purpose. Why should this man be left +to trouble Egypt? + +David touched his breast. "I must bear thy words to the Palace and the +Citadel." + +"Are there not slaves for messengers?" Involuntarily Harrik turned his +eyes to the velvet curtains. No fear possessed David, but he felt the +keenness of the struggle, and prepared for the last critical moment of +fanaticism. + +"It were a foolish thing to attempt my death," he said calmly. "I have +been thy friend to urge thee to do that which saves thee from public +shame, and Egypt from peril. I came alone, because I had no fear that +thou wouldst go to thy death shaming hospitality." + +"Thou wast sure I would give myself to death?" + +"Even as that I breathe. Thou wert mistaken; a madness possessed thee; +but thou, I knew, wouldst choose the way of honour. I too have had +dreams--and of Egypt. If it were for her good, I would die for her." + +"Thou art mad. But the mad are in the hands of God, and--" + +Suddenly Harrik stopped. There came to his ears two distant sounds--the +faint click of horses' hoofs and that dull rumble they had heard as they +talked, a sound he loved, the roar of his lions. + +He clapped his hands twice, the curtains parted opposite, and a slave +slid silently forward. + +"Quick! The horses! What are they? Bring me word," he said. + +The slave vanished. For a moment there was silence. The eyes of the two +men met. In the minds of both was the same thing. + +"Kaid! The Nubians!" Harrik said, at last. David made no response. + +The slave returned, and his voice murmured softly, as though the matter +were of no concern: "The Nubians--from the Palace." In an instant he was +gone again. + +"Kaid had not faith in thee," Harrik said grimly. "But see, infidel +though thou art, thou trustest me, and thou shalt go thy way. Take them +with thee, yonder jackals of the desert. I will not go with them. I did +not choose to live; others chose for me; but I will die after my own +choice. Thou hast heard a voice, even as I. It is too late to flee to +the desert. Fate tricks me. 'The lions are loosed on thee'--so the +voice said to me in the night. Hark! dost thou not hear them--the +lions, Harrik's lions, got out of the uttermost desert?" + +David could hear the distant roar, for the menagerie was even part of the +palace itself. + +"Go in peace," continued Harrik soberly and with dignity, "and when Egypt +is given to the infidel and Muslims are their slaves, remember that +Harrik would have saved it for his Lord Mahomet, the Prophet of God." + +He clapped his hands, and fifty slaves slid from behind the velvet +curtains. + +"I have thy word by the tomb of thy mother that thou wilt take the +Nubians hence, and leave me in peace?" he asked. + +David raised a hand above his head. "As I have trusted thee, trust thou +me, Harrik, son of Mahomet." Harrik made a gesture of dismissal, and +David salaamed and turned to go. As the curtains parted for his exit, +he faced Harrik again. "Peace be to thee," he said. + +But, seated in his cushions, the haggard, fanatical face of Harrik was +turned from him, the black, flaring eyes fixed on vacancy. The curtain +dropped behind David, and through the dim rooms and corridors he passed, +the slaves gliding beside him, before him, and behind him, until they +reached the great doors. As they swung open and the cool night breeze +blew in his face, a great suspiration of relief passed from him. What he +had set out to do would be accomplished in all. Harrik would +keep his word. It was the only way. + +As he emerged from the doorway some one fell at his feet, caught his +sleeve and kissed it. It was Mahommed Hassan. Behind Mahommed was a +little group of officers and a hundred stalwart Nubians. David motioned +them towards the great gates, and, without speaking, passed swiftly down +the pathway and emerged upon the road without. A moment later he was +riding towards the Citadel with Harrik's message to Achmet. In the red- +curtained room Harrik sat alone, listening until he heard the far clatter +of hoofs, and knew that the Nubians were gone. Then the other distant +sound which had captured his ear came to him again. In his fancy it grew +louder and louder. With it came the voice that called him in the night, +the voice of a woman--of the wife he had given to the lions for a crime +against him which she did not commit, which had haunted him all the +years. He had seen her thrown to the king of them all, killed in one +swift instant, and dragged about the den by her warm white neck--this +slave wife from Albania, his adored Fatima. And when, afterwards, he +came to know the truth, and of her innocence, from the chief eunuch who +with his last breath cleared her name, a terrible anger and despair had +come upon him. Time and intrigue and conspiracy had distracted his mind, +and the Jehad became the fixed aim and end of his life. Now this was +gone. Destiny had tripped him up. Kaid and the infidel Inglesi had won. + +As the one great passion went out like smoke, the woman he loved, whom +he had given to the lions, the memory of her, some haunting part of her, +possessed him, overcame him. In truth, he had heard a voice in the +night, but not the voice of a spirit. It was the voice of Zaida, who, +preying upon his superstitious mind--she knew the hallucination which +possessed him concerning her he had cast to the lions--and having given +the terrible secret to Kaid, whom she had ever loved, would still save +Harrik from the sure vengeance which must fall upon him. Her design had +worked, but not as she intended. She had put a spell of superstition on +him, and the end would be accomplished, but not by flight to the desert. + +Harrik chose the other way. He had been a hunter. + +He was without fear. The voice of the woman he loved called him. It +came to him through the distant roar of the lions as clear as when, with +one cry of "Harrik !" she had fallen beneath the lion's paw. He knew now +why he had kept the great beast until this hour, though tempted again and +again to slay him. + +Like one in a dream, he drew a dagger from the cushions where he sat, and +rose to his feet. Leaving the room and passing dark groups of waiting +slaves, he travelled empty chambers and long corridors, the voices of the +lions growing nearer and nearer. He sped faster now, and presently came +to two great doors, on which he knocked thrice. The doors opened, and +two slaves held up lights for him to enter. Taking a torch from one of +them, he bade them retire, and the doors clanged behind them. + +Harrik held up the torch and came nearer. In the centre of the room was +a cage in which one great lion paced to and fro in fury. It roared at +him savagely. It was his roar which had come to Harrik through the +distance and the night. He it was who had carried Fatima, the beloved, +about his cage by that neck in which Harrik had laid his face so often. + +The hot flush of conflict and the long anger of the years were on him. +Since he must die, since Destiny had befooled him, left him the victim of +the avengers, he would end it here. Here, against the thing of savage +hate which had drunk of the veins and crushed the bones of his fair wife, +he would strike one blow deep and strong and shed the blood of sacrifice +before his own was shed. + +He thrust the torch into the ground, and, with the dagger grasped +tightly, carefully opened the cage and stepped inside. The door clicked +behind him. The lion was silent now, and in a far corner prepared to +spring, crouching low. + +"Fatima!" Harrik cried, and sprang forward as the wild beast rose at +him. He struck deep, drew forth the dagger--and was still. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +ACHMET THE ROPEMAKER STRIKES + +War! War! The chains of the conscripts clanked in the river villages; +the wailing of the women affrighted the pigeons in a thousand dovecotes +on the Nile; the dust of despair was heaped upon the heads of the old, +who knew that their young would no more return, and that the fields of +dourha would go ungathered, the water-channels go unattended, and the +onion-fields be bare. War! War! War! The strong, the broad-shouldered +--Aka, Mahmoud, Raschid, Selim, they with the bodies of Seti and the +faces of Rameses, in their blue yeleks and unsandalled feet--would go +into the desert as their forefathers did for the Shepherd Kings. But +there would be no spoil for them--no slaves with swelling breasts and +lips of honey; no straight-limbed servants of their pleasure to wait on +them with caressing fingers; no rich spoils carried back from the fields +of war to the mud hut, the earth oven, and the thatched roof; no rings of +soft gold and necklaces of amber snatched from the fingers and bosoms of +the captive and the dead. Those days were no more. No vision of loot or +luxury allured these. They saw only the yellow sand, the ever-receding +oasis, the brackish, undrinkable water, the withered and fruitless date- +tree, handfuls of dourha for their food by day, and the keen, sharp night +to chill their half-dead bodies in a half-waking sleep. And then the +savage struggle for life--with all the gain to the pashas and the beys, +and those who ruled over them; while their own wounds grew foul, and, in +the torturing noon-day heat of the white waste, Death reached out and +dragged them from the drooping lines to die. Fighting because they must +fight--not patriot love, nor understanding, nor sacrifice in their +hearts. War! War! War! War! + +David had been too late to stop it. It had grown to a head with +revolution and conspiracy. For months before he came conscripts had been +gathered in the Nile country from Rosetta to Assouan, and here and there, +far south, tribes had revolted. He had come to power too late to devise +another course. One day, when this war was over, he would go alone, save +for a faithful few, to deal with these tribes and peoples upon another +plane than war; but here and now the only course was that which had been +planned by Kaid and those who counselled him. Troubled by a deep danger +drawing near, Kaid had drawn him into his tough service, half-blindly +catching at his help, with a strange, almost superstitious belief that +luck and good would come from the alliance; seeing in him a protection +against wholesale robbery and debt--were not the English masters of +finance, and was not this Englishman honest, and with a brain of fire +and an eye that pierced things? + +David had accepted the inevitable. The war had its value. It would draw +off to the south--he would see that it was so--Achmet and Higli and Diaz +and the rest, who were ever a danger. Not to himself: he did not think +of that; but to Kaid and to Egypt. They had been out-manoeuvred, beaten, +foiled, knew who had foiled them and what they had escaped; congratulated +themselves, but had no gratitude to him, and still plotted his +destruction. More than once his death had been planned, but the dark +design had come to light--now from the workers of the bazaars, whose +wires of intelligence pierced everywhere; now from some hungry fellah +whose yelek he had filled with cakes of dourha beside a bread-shop; now +from Mahommed Hassan, who was for him a thousand eyes and feet and hands, +who cooked his food, and gathered round him fellaheen or Copts or +Soudanese or Nubians whom he himself had tested and found true, and ruled +them with a hand of plenty and a rod of iron. Also, from Nahoum's spies +he learned of plots and counterplots, chiefly on Achmet's part; and these +he hid from Kaid, while he trusted Nahoum--and not without reason, as +yet. + +The day of Nahoum's wrath and revenge was not yet come; it was his deep +design to lay the foundation for his own dark actions strong on a rock of +apparent confidence and devotion. A long torture and a great over- +whelming was his design. He knew himself to be in the scheme of a +master-workman, and by-and-by he would blunt the chisel and bend the saw; +but not yet. Meanwhile, he hated, admired, schemed, and got a sweet +taste on his tongue from aiding David to foil Achmet--Higli and Diaz were +of little account; only the injury they felt in seeing the sluices being +closed on the stream of bribery and corruption kept them in the toils of +Achmet's conspiracy. They had saved their heads, but they had not +learned their lesson yet; and Achmet, blinded by rage, not at all. +Achmet did not understand clemency. One by one his plots had failed, +until the day came when David advised Kaid to send him and his friends +into the Soudan, with the punitive expedition under loyal generals. It +was David's dream that, in the field of war, a better spirit might enter +into Achmet and his friends; that patriotism might stir in them. + +The day was approaching when the army must leave. Achmet threw dice once +more. + +Evening was drawing down. Over the plaintive pink and golden glow of +sunset was slowly being drawn a pervasive silver veil of moonlight. A +caravan of camels hunched alone in the middle distance, making for the +western desert. Near by, village life manifested itself in heavily laden +donkeys; in wolfish curs stealing away with refuse into the waste; in +women, upright and modest, bearing jars of water on their heads; in +evening fires, where the cover of the pot clattered over the boiling mass +within; in the voice of the Muezzin calling to prayer. + +Returning from Alexandria to Cairo in the special train which Kaid had +sent for him, David watched the scene with grave and friendly interest. +There was far, to go before those mud huts of the thousand years would +give place to rational modern homes; and as he saw a solitary horseman +spread his sheepskin on the ground and kneel to say his evening prayer, +as Mahomet had done in his flight between Mecca and Medina, the distance +between the Egypt of his desire and the ancient Egypt that moved round +him sharply impressed his mind, and the magnitude of his task settled +heavily on his spirit. + +"But it is the beginning--the beginning," he said aloud to himself, +looking out upon the green expanses of dourha and Lucerne, and eyeing +lovingly the cotton-fields here and there, the origin of the industrial +movement he foresaw--"and some one had to begin. The rest is as it must +be--" + +There was a touch of Oriental philosophy in his mind--was it not Galilee +and the Nazarene, that Oriental source from which Mahomet also drew? But +he added to the "as it must be" the words, "and as God wills." He was +alone in the compartment with Lacey, whose natural garrulity had had a +severe discipline in the months that had passed since he had asked to be +allowed to black David's boots. He could now sit for an hour silent, +talking to himself, carrying on unheard conversations. Seeing David's +mood, he had not spoken twice on this journey, but had made notes in a +little "Book of Experience,"--as once he had done in Mexico. At last, +however, he raised his head, and looked eagerly out of the window as +David did, and sniffed. + +"The Nile again," he said, and smiled. The attraction of the Nile was +upon him, as it grows on every one who lives in Egypt. The Nile and +Egypt--Egypt and the Nile--its mystery, its greatness, its benevolence, +its life-giving power, without which Egypt is as the Sahara, it conquers +the mind of every man at last. + +"The Nile, yes," rejoined David, and smiled also. "We shall cross it +presently." + +Again they relapsed into silence, broken only by the clang, clang of the +metal on the rails, and then presently another, more hollow sound--the +engine was upon the bridge. Lacey got up and put his head out of the +window. Suddenly there was a cry of fear and horror over his head, a +warning voice shrieking: + +"The bridge is open--we are lost. Effendi--master--Allah!" It was the +voice of Mahommed Hassan, who had been perched on the roof of the car. + +Like lightning Lacey realised the danger, and saw the only way of escape. +He swung open the door, even as the engine touched the edge of the abyss +and shrieked its complaint under the hand of the terror-stricken +driver, caught David's shoulder, and cried: "Jump-jump into the river-- +quick!" + +As the engine toppled, David jumped--there was no time to think, +obedience was the only way. After him sprang, far down into the grey- +blue water, Lacey and Mahommed. When they came again to the surface, the +little train with its handful of human freight had disappeared. + +Two people had seen the train plunge to destruction--the solitary +horseman whom David had watched kneel upon his sheepskin, and who now +from a far hill had seen the disaster, but had not seen the three jump +for their lives, and a fisherman on the bank, who ran shouting towards a +village standing back from the river. + +As the fisherman sped shrieking and beckoning to the villagers, David, +Lacey, and Mahommed fought for their lives in the swift current, swimming +at an angle upstream towards the shore; for, as Mahommed warned them, +there were rocks below. Lacey was a good swimmer, but he was heavy, and +David was a better, but Mahommed had proved his merit in the past on many +an occasion when the laws of the river were reaching out strong hands for +him. Now, as Mahommed swam, he kept moaning to himself, cursing his +father and his father's son, as though he himself were to blame for the +crime which had been committed. Here was a plot, and he had discovered +more plots than one against his master. The bridge-opener--when he found +him he would take him into the desert and flay him alive; and find him he +would. His watchful eyes were on the hut by the bridge where this man +should be. No one was visible. He cursed the man and all his ancestry +and all his posterity, sleeping and waking, until the day when he, +Mahommed, would pinch his flesh with red hot irons. But now he had other +and nearer things to occupy him, for in the fierce struggle towards the +shore Lacey found himself failing, and falling down the stream. +Presently both Mahommed and David were beside him, Lacey angrily +protesting to David that he must save himself. + +"Say, think of Egypt and all the rest. You've got to save yourself--let +me splash along!" he spluttered, breathing hard, his shoulders low in +the water, his mouth almost submerged. + +But David and Mahommed fought along beside him, each determined that it +must be all or none; and presently the terror-stricken fisherman who had +roused the village, still shrieking deliriously, came upon them in a +flat-bottomed boat manned by four stalwart fellaheen, and the tragedy of +the bridge was over. But not the tragedy of Achmet the Ropemaker. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +BEYOND THE PALE + +Mahommed Hassan had vowed a vow in the river, and he kept it in so far as +was seemly. His soul hungered for the face of the bridge-opener, and the +hunger grew. He was scarce passed from the shivering Nile into a dry +yelek, had hardly taken a juicy piece from the cooking-pot at the house +of the village sheikh, before he began to cultivate friends who could +help him, including the sheikh himself; for what money Mahommed lacked +was supplied by Lacey, who had a reasoned confidence in him, and by the +fiercely indignant Kaid himself, to whom Lacey and Mahommed went +secretly, hiding their purpose from David. So, there were a score of +villages where every sheikh, eager for gold, listened for the whisper of +the doorways, and every slave and villager listened at the sheikh's door. +But neither to sheikh nor to villager was it given to find the man. + +But one evening there came a knocking at the door of the house which +Mahommed still kept in the lowest Muslim quarter of the town, a woman who +hid her face and was of more graceful figure than was familiar in those +dark purlieus. The door was at once opened, and Mahommed, with a cry, +drew her inside. + +"Zaida--the peace of God be upon thee," he said, and gazed lovingly yet +sadly upon her, for she had greatly changed. + +"And upon thee peace, Mahommed," she answered, and sat upon the floor, +her head upon her breast. + +"Thou hast trouble at," he said, and put some cakes of dourha and a +meated cucumber beside her. She touched the food with her fingers, but +did not eat. "Is thy grief, then, for thy prince who gave himself to the +lions?" he asked. + +"Inshallah! Harrik is in the bosom of Allah. He is with Fatima in the +fields of heaven--was I as Fatima to him? Nay, the dead have done with +hurting." + +"Since that night thou hast been lost, even since Harrik went. I +searched for thee, but thou wert hid. Surely, thou knewest mine eyes +were aching and my heart was cast down--did not thou and I feed at the +same breast?" + +"I was dead, and am come forth from the grave; but I shall go again into +the dark where all shall forget, even I myself; but there is that which I +would do, which thou must do for me, even as I shall do good to thee, +that which is the desire of my heart." + +"Speak, light of the morning and blessing of thy mother's soul," he said, +and crowded into his mouth a roll of meat and cucumber. "Against thy +feddan shall be set my date-tree; it hath been so ever." + +"Listen then, and by the stone of the Kaabah, keep the faith which has +been throe and mine since my mother, dying, gave me to thy mother, whose +milk gave me health and, in my youth, beauty--and, in my youth, beauty!" +Suddenly she buried her face in her veil, and her body shook with sobs +which had no voice. Presently she continued: "Listen, and by Abraham and +Christ and all the Prophets, and by Mahomet the true revealer, give me +thine aid. When Harrik gave his life to the lions, I fled to her whom I +had loved in the house of Kaid--Laka the Syrian, afterwards the wife of +Achmet Pasha. By Harrik's death I was free--no more a slave. Once Laka +had been the joy of Achmet's heart, but, because she had no child, she +was despised and forgotten. Was it not meet I should fly to her whose +sorrow would hide my loneliness? And so it was--I was hidden in the +harem of Achmet. But miserable tongues--may God wither them!--told +Achmet of my presence. And though I was free, and not a bondswoman, he +broke upon my sleep. . . ." + +Mahommed's eyes blazed, his dark skin blackened like a coal, and he +muttered maledictions between his teeth. ". . . In the morning there +was a horror upon me, for which there is no name. But I laughed also +when I took a dagger and stole from the harem to find him in the quarters +beyond the women's gate. I found him, but I held my hand, for one was +with him who spake with a tone of anger and of death, and I listened. +Then, indeed, I rejoiced for thee, for I have found thee a road to honour +and fortune. The man was a bridge-opener--" "Ah!--O, light of a thousand +eyes, fruit of the tree of Eden!" cried Mahommed, and fell on his knees +at her feet, and would have kissed them, but that, with a cry, she said: +"Nay, nay, touch me not. But listen. . . . Ay, it was Achmet who +sought to drown thy Pasha in the Nile. Thou shalt find the man in the +little street called Singat in the Moosky, at the house of Haleel the +date-seller." + +Mahommed rocked backwards and forwards in his delight. "Oh, now art thou +like a lamp of Paradise, even as a star which leadeth an army of stars, +beloved," he said. He rubbed his hands together. "Thy witness and his +shall send Achmet to a hell of scorpions, and I shall slay the bridge- +opener with my own hand--hath not the Effendina secretly said so to me, +knowing that my Pasha, the Inglesi, upon whom be peace for ever and +forever, would forgive him. Ah, thou blossom of the tree of trees--" + +She rose hastily, and when he would have kissed her hand she drew back to +the wall. "Touch me not--nay, then, Mahommed, touch me not--" + +"Why should I not pay thee honour, thou princess among women? Hast thou +not the brain of a man, and thy beauty, like thy heart, is it not--" + +She put out both her hands and spoke sharply. "Enough, my brother," +she said. "Thou hast thy way to great honour. Thou shalt yet have a +thousand feddans of well-watered land and slaves to wait upon thee. Get +thee to the house of Haleel. There shall the blow fall on the head of +Achmet, the blow which was mine to strike, but that Allah stayed my hand +that I might do thee and thy Pasha good, and to give the soul-slayer and +the body-slayer into the hands of Kaid, upon whom be everlasting peace!" +Her voice dropped low. "Thou saidst but now that I had beauty. Is there +yet any beauty in my face?" She lowered her yashmak and looked at him +with burning eyes. + +"Thou art altogether beautiful," he answered, "but there is a strangeness +to thy beauty like none I have seen; as if upon the face of an angel +there fell a mist--nay, I have not words to make it plain to thee." + +With a great sigh, and yet with the tenseness gone from her eyes, she +slowly drew the veil up again till only her eyes were visible. "It is +well," she answered. "Now, I have heard that to-morrow night Prince Kaid +will sit in the small court-yard of the blue tiles by the harem to feast +with his friends, ere the army goes into the desert at the next sunrise. +Achmet is bidden to the feast." + +"It is so, O beloved!" + +"There will be dancers and singers to make the feast worthy?" + +"At such a time it will be so." + +"Then this thou shalt do. See to it that I shall be among the singers, +and when all have danced and sung, that I shall sing, and be brought +before Kaid." + +"Inshallah! It shall be so. Thou dost desire to see Kaid--in truth, +thou hast memory, beloved." + +She made a gesture of despair. "Go upon thy business. Dost thou not +desire the blood of Achmet and the bridge-opener?" + +Mahommed laughed, and joyfully beat his breast, with whispered +exclamations, and made ready to go. "And thou?" he asked. + +"Am I not welcome here?" she replied wearily. "O, my sister, thou art +the master of my life and all that I have," he exclaimed, and a moment +afterwards he was speeding towards Kaid's Palace. + +For the first time since the day of his banishment Achmet the Ropemaker +was invited to Kaid's Palace. Coming, he was received with careless +consideration by the Prince. Behind his long, harsh face and sullen eyes +a devil was raging, because of all his plans that had gone awry, and +because the man he had sought to kill still served the Effendina, putting +a blight upon Egypt. To-morrow he, Achmet, must go into the desert with +the army, and this hated Inglesi would remain behind to have his will +with Kaid. The one drop of comfort in his cup was the fact that the +displeasure of the Effendina against himself was removed, and that he +had, therefore, his foot once more inside the Palace. When he came back +from the war he would win his way to power again. Meanwhile, he cursed +the man who had eluded the death he had prepared for him. With his own +eyes had he not seen, from the hill top, the train plunge to destruction, +and had he not once more got off his horse and knelt upon his sheepskin +and given thanks to Allah--a devout Arab obeying the sunset call to +prayer, as David had observed from the train? + +One by one, two by two, group by group, the unveiled dancers came and +went; the singers sang behind the screen provided for them, so that none +might see their faces, after the custom. At last, however, Kaid and his +guests grew listless, and smoked and talked idly. Yet there was in the +eyes of Kaid a watchfulness unseen by any save a fellah who squatted in a +corner eating sweetmeats, and a hidden singer waiting until she should be +called before the Prince Pasha. The singer's glances continually flashed +between Kaid and Achmet. At last, with gleaming eyes, she saw six Nubian +slaves steal silently behind Achmet. One, also, of great strength, came +suddenly and stood before him. In his hands was a leathern thong. + +Achmet saw, felt the presence of the slaves behind him, and shrank back +numbed and appalled. A mist came before his eyes; the voice he heard +summoning him to stand up seemed to come from infinite distances. The +hand of doom had fallen like a thunderbolt. The leathern thong in the +hands of the slave was the token of instant death. There was no chance +of escape. The Nubians had him at their mercy. As his brain struggled +to regain its understanding, he saw, as in a dream, David enter the +court-yard and come towards Kaid. + +Suddenly David stopped in amazement, seeing Achmet. Inquiringly he +looked at Kaid, who spoke earnestly to him in a low tone. Whereupon +David turned his head away, but after a moment fixed his eyes on Achmet. + +Kaid motioned all his startled guests to come nearer. Then in strong, +unmerciful voice he laid Achmet's crime before them, and told the story +of the bridge-opener, who had that day expiated his crime in the desert +by the hands of Mahommed--but not with torture, as Mahommed had hoped +might be. + +"What shall be his punishment--so foul, so wolfish?" Kaid asked of them +all. A dozen voices answered, some one terrible thing, some another. + +"Mercy!" moaned Achmet aghast. "Mercy, Saadat!" he cried to David. + +David looked at him calmly. There was little mercy in his eyes as he +answered: "Thy crimes sent to their death in the Nile those who never +injured thee. Dost thou quarrel with justice? Compose thy soul, and I +pray only the Effendina to give thee that seemly death thou didst deny +thy victims." He bowed respectfully to Kaid. + +Kaid frowned. "The ways of Egypt are the ways of Egypt, and not of the +land once thine," he answered shortly. Then, under the spell of that +influence which he had never yet been able to resist, he added to the +slaves: "Take him aside. I will think upon it. But he shall die at +sunrise ere the army goes. Shall not justice be the gift of Kaid for an +example and a warning? Take him away a little. I will decide." + +As Achmet and the slaves disappeared into a dark corner of the court- +yard, Kaid rose to his feet, and, upon the hint, his guests, murmuring +praises of his justice and his mercy and his wisdom, slowly melted from +the court-yard; but once outside they hastened to proclaim in the four +quarters of Cairo how yet again the English Pasha had picked from the +Tree of Life an apple of fortune. + +The court-yard was now empty, save for the servants of the Prince, David +and Mahommed, and two officers in whom David had advised Kaid to put +trust. Presently one of these officers said: "There is another singer, +and the last. Is it the Effendina's pleasure?" + +Kaid made a gesture of assent, sat down, and took the stem of a narghileh +between his lips. For a moment there was silence, and then, out upon the +sweet, perfumed night, over which the stars hung brilliant and soft and +near, a voice at first quietly, then fully, and palpitating with feeling, +poured forth an Eastern love song: + + "Take thou thy flight, O soul! Thou hast no more + The gladness of the morning! Ah, the perfumed roses + My love laid on my bosom as I slept! + How did he wake me with his lips upon mine eyes, + How did the singers carol--the singers of my soul + That nest among the thoughts of my beloved! . . . + All silent now, the choruses are gone, + The windows of my soul are closed; no more + Mine eyes look gladly out to see my lover come. + There is no more to do, no more to say: + Take flight, my soul, my love returns no more!" + +At the first note Kaid started, and his eyes fastened upon the screen +behind which sat the singer. Then, as the voice, in sweet anguish, +filled the court-yard, entrancing them all, rose higher and higher, fell +and died away, he got to his feet, and called out hoarsely: "Come--come +forth!" + +Slowly a graceful, veiled figure came from behind the great screen. He +took a step forward. + +"Zaida! Zaida!" he said gently, amazedly. + +She salaamed low. "Forgive me, O my lord!" she said, in a whispering +voice, drawing her veil about her head. "It was my soul's desire to look +upon thy face once more." + +"Whither didst thou go at Harrik's death? I sent to find thee, and give +thee safety; but thou wert gone, none knew where." + +"O my lord, what was I but a mote in thy sun, that thou shouldst seek +me?" + +Kaid's eyes fell, and he murmured to himself a moment, then he said +slowly: "Thou didst save Egypt, thou and my friend"--he gestured towards +David"--and my life also, and all else that is worth. Therefore bounty, +and safety, and all thy desires were thy due. Kaid is no ingrate--no, +by the hand of Moses that smote at Sinai!" + +She made a pathetic motion of her hands. "By Harrik's death I am free, a +slave no longer. O my lord, where I go bounty and famine are the same." + +Kaid took a step forward. "Let me see thy face," he said, something +strange in her tone moving him with awe. + +She lowered her veil and looked him in the eyes. Her wan beauty smote +him, conquered him, the exquisite pain in her face filled Kaid's eyes +with foreboding, and pierced his heart. + +"O cursed day that saw thee leave these walls! I did it for thy good-- +thou wert so young; thy life was all before thee! But now--come, Zaida, +here in Kaid's Palace thou shalt have a home, and be at peace, for I see +that thou hast suffered. Surely it shall be said that Kaid honours +thee." He reached out to take her hand. + +She had listened like one in a dream, but, as he was about to touch her, +she suddenly drew back, veiled her face, save for the eyes, and said in a +voice of agony: "Unclean, unclean! My lord, I am a leper!" + +An awed and awful silence fell upon them all. Kaid drew back as though +smitten by a blow. + +Presently, upon the silence, her voice sharp with agony said: "I am a +leper, and I go to that desert place which my lord has set apart for +lepers, where, dead to the world, I shall watch the dreadful years come +and go. Behold, I would die, but that I have a sister there these many +years, and her sick soul lives in loneliness. O my lord, forgive me! +Here was I happy; here of old I did sing to thee, and I came to sing to +thee once more a death-song. Also, I came to see thee do justice, ere I +went from thy face for ever." + +Kaid's head was lowered on his breast. He shuddered. "Thou art so +beautiful--thy voice, all! Thou wouldst see justice--speak! Justice +shall be made plain before thee." + +Twice she essayed to speak, and could not; but from his sweetmeats and +the shadows Mahommed crept forward, kissed the ground before Kaid, and +said: "Effendina, thou knowest me as the servant of thy high servant, +Claridge Pasha." + +"I know thee--proceed." + +"Behold, she whom God has smitten, man smote first. I am her foster- +brother--from the same breast we drew the food of life. Thou wouldst do +justice, O Effendina; but canst thou do double justice--ay, a +thousandfold? Then"--his voice raised almost shrilly--"then do it upon +Achmet Pasha. She--Zaida--told me where I should find the bridge- +opener." + +"Zaida once more!" Kaid murmured. + +"She had learned all in Achmet's harem--hearing speech between Achmet and +the man whom thou didst deliver to my hands yesterday." + +"Zaida-in Achmet's harem?" Kaid turned upon her. + +Swiftly she told her dreadful tale, how, after Achmet had murdered all of +her except her body, she rose up to kill herself; but fainting, fell upon +a burning brazier, and her hand thrust accidentally in the live coals +felt no pain. "And behold, O my lord, I knew I was a leper; and I +remembered my sister and lived on." So she ended, in a voice numbed and +tuneless. + +Kaid trembled with rage, and he cried in a loud voice: "Bring Achmet +forth." + +As the slave sped upon the errand, David laid a hand on Kaid's arm, and +whispered to him earnestly. Kaid's savage frown cleared away, and his +rage calmed down; but an inflexible look came into his face, a look which +petrified the ruined Achmet as he salaamed before him. + +"Know thy punishment, son of a dog with a dog's heart, and prepare for a +daily death," said Kaid. "This woman thou didst so foully wrong, even +when thou didst wrong her, she was a leper." + +A low cry broke from Achmet, for now when death came he must go unclean +to the after-world, forbidden Allah's presence. Broken and abject he +listened. + +"She knew not, till thou wert gone," continued Kaid. She is innocent +before the law. But thou--beast of the slime--hear thy sentence. There +is in the far desert a place where lepers live. There, once a year, one +caravan comes, and, at the outskirts of the place unclean, leaves food +and needful things for another year, and returns again to Egypt after +many days. From that place there is no escape--the desert is as the sea, +and upon that sea there is no ghiassa to sail to a farther shore. It is +the leper land. Thither thou shalt go to wait upon this woman thou hast +savagely wronged, and upon her kind, till thou diest. It shall be so." + +"Mercy! Mercy!" Achmet cried, horror-stricken, and turned to David. +"Thou art merciful. Speak for me, Saadat." + +"When didst thou have mercy?" asked David. "Thy crimes are against +humanity." + +Kaid made a motion, and, with dragging feet, Achmet passed from the +haunts of familiar faces. + +For a moment Kaid stood and looked at Zaida, rigid and stricken in that +awful isolation which is the leper's doom. Her eyes were closed, but her +head was high. "Wilt thou not die?" Kaid asked her gently. + +She shook her head slowly, and her hands folded on her breast. "My +sister is there," she said at last. There was an instant's stillness, +then Kaid added with a voice of grief: "Peace be upon thee, Zaida. Life +is but a spark. If death comes not to-day, it will tomorrow, for thee-- +for me. Inshallah, peace be upon thee!" + +She opened her eyes and looked at him. Seeing what was in his face, they +lighted with a great light for a moment. + +"And upon thee peace, O my lord, for ever and for ever!" she said +softly, and, turning, left the court-yard, followed at a distance by +Mahommed Hassan. + +Kaid remained motionless looking after her. + +David broke in on his abstraction. "The army at sunrise--thou wilt speak +to it, Effendina?" + +Kaid roused himself. "What shall I say?" he asked anxiously. + +"Tell them they shall be clothed and fed, and to every man or his family +three hundred piastres at the end." + +"Who will do this?" asked Kaid incredulously. "Thou, Effendina--Egypt +and thou and I." + +"So be it," answered Kaid. + +As they left the court-yard, he said suddenly to an officer behind him: + +"The caravan to the Place of Lepers--add to the stores fifty camel-loads +this year, and each year hereafter. Have heed to it. Ere it starts, +come to me. I would see all with mine own eyes." + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Begin to see how near good is to evil +But the years go on, and friends have an end +Does any human being know what he can bear of temptation +Heaven where wives without number awaited him +Honesty was a thing he greatly desired--in others +How little we can know to-day what we shall feel tomorrow +How many conquests have been made in the name of God +One does the work and another gets paid +To-morrow is no man's gift +We want every land to do as we do; and we want to make 'em do it + + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + +BOOK III. + + +XV. SOOLSBY'S HAND UPON THE CURTAIN +XVI. THE DEBT AND THE ACCOUNTING +XVII. THE WOMAN OF THE CROSS-ROADS +XVIII. TIME, THE IDOL-BREAKER +XIX. SHARPER THAN A SWORD +XX. EACH AFTER HIS OWN ORDER +XXI. "THERE IS NOTHING HIDDEN WHICH SHALL NOT BE REVEALED" +XXII. AS IN A GLASS DARKLY +XXIII. THE TENTS OF CUSHAN +XXIV. THE QUESTIONER +XXV. THE VOICE THROUGH THE DOOR +XXVI. "I OWE YOU NOTHING" +XXVII. THE AWAKENING + + + +CHAPTER XV + +SOOLSBY'S HAND UPON THE CURTAIN + +Faith raised her eyes from the paper before her and poised her head +meditatively. + +"How long is it, friend, since--" + +"Since he went to Egypt?" + +"Nay, since thee--" + +"Since I went to Mass?" he grumbled humorously. + +She laughed whimsically. "Nay, then, since thee made the promise--" + +"That I would drink no more till his return--ay, that was my bargain; +till then and no longer! I am not to be held back then, unless I change +my mind when I see him. Well, 'tis three years since--" + +"Three years! Time hasn't flown. Is it not like an old memory, his +living here in this house, Soolsby, and all that happened then?" + +Soolsby looked at her over his glasses, resting his chin on the back of +the chair he was caning, and his lips worked in and out with a suppressed +smile. + +"Time's got naught to do with you. He's afeard of you," he continued. +"He lets you be." + +"Friend, thee knows I am almost an old woman now." She made marks +abstractedly upon the corner of a piece of paper. "Unless my hair turns +grey presently I must bleach it, for 'twill seem improper it should +remain so brown." + +She smoothed it back with her hand. Try as she would to keep it trim +after the manner of her people, it still waved loosely on her forehead +and over her ears. And the grey bonnet she wore but added piquancy to +its luxuriance, gave a sweet gravity to the demure beauty of the face it +sheltered. + +"I am thirty now," she murmured, with a sigh, and went on writing. + +The old man's fingers moved quickly among the strips of cane, and, after +a silence, without raising his head, he said: "Thirty, it means naught." + +"To those without understanding," she rejoined drily. + +"'Tis tough understanding why there's no wedding-ring on yonder finger. +There's been many a man that's wanted it, that's true--the Squire's son +from Bridgley, the lord of Axwood Manor, the long soldier from Shipley +Wood, and doctors, and such folk aplenty. There's where understanding +fails." + +Faith's face flushed, then it became pale, and her eyes, suffused, +dropped upon the paper before her. At first it seemed as though she must +resent his boldness; but she had made a friend of him these years past, +and she knew he meant no rudeness. In the past they had talked of things +deeper and more intimate still. Yet there was that in his words which +touched a sensitive corner of her nature. + +"Why should I be marrying?" she asked presently. "There was my sister's +son all those years. I had to care for him." + +"Ay, older than him by a thimbleful!" he rejoined. + +"Nay, till he came to live in this hut alone older by many a year. Since +then he is older than me by fifty. I had not thought of marriage before +he went away. Squire's son, soldier, or pillman, what were they to me! +He needed me. They came, did they? Well, and if they came?" + +"And since the Egyptian went?" + +A sort of sob came into her throat. "He does not need me, but he may--he +will one day; and then I shall be ready. But now--" + +Old Soolsby's face turned away. His house overlooked every house in the +valley beneath: he could see nearly every garden; he could even recognise +many in the far streets. Besides, there hung along two nails on the wall +a telescope, relic of days when he sailed the main. The grounds of the +Cloistered House and the fruit-decked garden-wall of the Red Mansion were +ever within his vision. Once, twice, thrice, he had seen what he had +seen, and dark feelings, harsh emotions, had been roused in him. + +"He will need us both--the Egyptian will need us both one day," he +answered now; "you more than any, me because I can help him, too--ay, +I can help him. But married or single you could help him; so why waste +your days here?" + +"Is it wasting my days to stay with my father? He is lonely, most lonely +since our Davy went away; and troubled, too, for the dangers of that life +yonder. His voice used to shake when he prayed, in those days when Davy +was away in the desert, down at Darfur and elsewhere among the rebel +tribes. He frightened me then, he was so stern and still. Ah, but that +day when we knew he was safe, I was eighteen, and no more!" she added, +smiling. "But, think you, I could marry while my life is so tied to him +and to our Egyptian?" + +No one looking at her limpid, shining blue eyes but would have set her +down for twenty-three or twenty-four, for not a line showed on her smooth +face; she was exquisite of limb and feature, and had the lissomeness of a +girl of fifteen. There was in her eyes, however, an unquiet sadness; she +had abstracted moments when her mind seemed fixed on some vexing problem. +Such a mood suddenly came upon her now. The pen lay by the paper +untouched, her hands folded in her lap, and a long silence fell upon +them, broken only by the twanging of the strips of cane in Soolsby's +hands. At last, however, even this sound ceased; and the two scarce +moved as the sun drew towards the middle afternoon. At last they were +roused by the sound of a horn, and, looking down, they saw a four-in-hand +drawing smartly down the road to the village over the gorse-spread +common, till it stopped at the Cloistered House. As Faith looked, her +face slightly flushed. She bent forward till she saw one figure get down +and, waving a hand to the party on the coach as it moved on, disappear +into the gateway of the Cloistered House. + +"What is the office they have given him?" asked Soolsby, disapproval in +his tone, his eyes fixed on the disappearing figure. + +"They have made Lord Eglington Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs," she +answered. + +"And what means that to a common mind?" + +"That what his Government does in Egypt will mean good or bad to our +Egyptian," she returned. + +"That he can do our man good or ill?" Soolsby asked sharply--"that he, +yonder, can do that?" + +She inclined her head. + +"When I see him doing ill--well, when I see him doing that"--he snatched +up a piece of wood from the floor--"then I will break him, so!" + +He snapped the stick across his knee, and threw the pieces on the ground. +He was excited. He got to his feet and walked up and down the little +room, his lips shut tight, his round eyes flaring. + +Faith watched him in astonishment. In the past she had seen his face +cloud over, his eyes grow sulky, at the mention of Lord Eglington's name; +she knew that Soolsby hated him; but his aversion now was more definite +and violent than he had before shown, save on that night long ago when +David went first to Egypt, and she had heard hard words between them in +this same hut. She supposed it one of those antipathies which often grow +in inverse ratio to the social position of those concerned. She replied +in a soothing voice: + +"Then we shall hope that he will do our Davy only good." + +"You would not wish me to break his lordship? You would not wish it?" +He came over to her, and looked sharply at her. "You would not wish it?" +he repeated meaningly. + +She evaded his question. "Lord Eglington will be a great man one day +perhaps," she answered. "He has made his way quickly. How high he has +climbed in three years--how high!" + +Soolsby's anger was not lessened. "Pooh! Pooh! He is an Earl. An Earl +has all with him at the start--name, place, and all. But look at our +Egyptian! Look at Egyptian David--what had he but his head and an honest +mind? What is he? He is the great man of Egypt. Tell me, who helped +Egyptian David? That second-best lordship yonder, he crept about coaxing +this one and wheedling that. I know him--I know him. He wheedles and +wheedles. No matter whether 'tis a babe or an old woman, he'll talk, and +talk, and talk, till they believe in him, poor folks! No one's too small +for his net. There's Martha Higham yonder. She's forty five. If he +sees her, as sure as eggs he'll make love to her, and fill her ears with +words she'd never heard before, and 'd never hear at all if not from him. +Ay, there's no man too sour and no woman too old that he'll not blandish, +if he gets the chance." + +As he spoke Faith shut her eyes, and her fingers clasped tightly +together--beautiful long, tapering fingers, like those in Romney's +pictures. When he stopped, her eyes opened slowly, and she gazed before +her down towards that garden by the Red Mansion where her lifetime had +been spent. + +"Thee says hard words, Soolsby," she rejoined gently. "But maybe thee is +right." Then a flash of humour passed over her face. "Suppose we ask +Martha Higham if the Earl has 'blandished' her. If the Earl has +blandished Martha, he is the very captain of deceit. Why, he has himself +but twenty-eight years. Will a man speak so to one older than himself, +save in mockery? So, if thee is right in this, then--then if he speak +well to deceive and to serve his turn, he will also speak ill; and he +will do ill when it may serve his turn; and so he may do our Davy ill, +as thee says, Soolsby." + +She rose to her feet and made as if to go, but she kept her face from +him. Presently, however, she turned and looked at him. "If he does ill +to Davy, there will be those like thee, Soolsby, who will not spare him." + +His fingers opened and shut maliciously, he nodded dour assent. After an +instant, while he watched her, she added: "Thee has not heard my lord is +to marry?" + +"Marry--who is the blind lass?" + +"Her name is Maryon, Miss Hylda Maryon: and she has a great fortune. But +within a month it is to be." + +"Thee remembers the woman of the cross-roads, her that our Davy--" + +"Her the Egyptian kissed, and put his watch in her belt--ay, +Kate Heaver!" + +"She is now maid to her Lord Eglington will wed. She is to spend +to-night with us." + +"Where is her lad that was, that the Egyptian rolled like dough in a +trough?" + +"Jasper Kimber? He is at Sheffield. He has been up and down, now sober +for a year, now drunken for a month, now in, now out of a place, until +this past year. But for this whole year he has been sober, and he may +keep his pledge. He is working in the trades-unions. Among his fellow- +workers he is called a politician--if loud speaking and boasting can make +one. Yet if these doings give him stimulant instead of drink, who shall +complain?" + +Soolsby's head was down. He was looking out over the far hills, while +the strips of cane were idle in his hands. "Ay, 'tis true--'tis true," +he nodded. "Give a man an idee which keeps him cogitating, makes him +think he's greater than he is, and sets his pulses beating, why, that's +the cure to drink. Drink is friendship and good company and big thoughts +while it lasts; and it's lonely without it, if you've been used to it. +Ay, but Kimber's way is best. Get an idee in your noddle, to do a thing +that's more to you than work or food or bed, and 'twill be more than +drink, too." + +He nodded to himself, then began weaving the strips of cane furiously. +Presently he stopped again, and threw his head back with a chuckle. +"Now, wouldn't it be a joke, a reg'lar first-class joke, if Kimber and +me both had the same idee, if we was both workin' for the same thing-- +an' didn't know it? I reckon it might be so." + +"What end is thee working for, friend? If the public prints speak true, +Kimber is working to stand for Parliament against Lord Eglington." + +Soolsby grunted and laughed in his throat. "Now, is that the game of +Mister Kimber? Against my Lord Eglington! Hey, but that's a joke, my +lord!" + +"And what is thee working for, Soolsby?" + +"What do I be working for? To get the Egyptian back to England--what +else?" + +"That is no joke." + +"Ay, but 'tis a joke." The old man chuckled. "'Tis the best joke in the +boilin'." He shook his head and moved his body backwards and forwards +with glee. "Me and Kimber! Me and Kimber!" he roared, "and neither of +us drunk for a year--not drunk for a whole year. Me and Kimber--and +him!" + +Faith put her hand on his shoulder. "Indeed, I see no joke, but only +that which makes my heart thankful, Soolsby." + +"Ay, you will be thankful, you will be thankful, by-and-by," he said, +still chuckling, and stood up respectfully to show her out. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +THE DEBT AND THE ACCOUNTING + +His forehead frowning, but his eyes full of friendliness, Soolsby watched +Faith go down the hillside and until she reached the main road. Here, +instead of going to the Red Mansion, she hesitated a moment, and then +passed along a wooded path leading to the Meetinghouse, and the +graveyard. It was a perfect day of early summer, the gorse was in full +bloom, and the may and the hawthorn were alive with colour. The path she +had taken led through a narrow lane, overhung with blossoms and greenery. +By bearing away to the left into another path, and making a detour, she +could reach the Meeting-house through a narrow lane leading past a now +disused mill and a small, strong stream flowing from the hill above. + +As she came down the hill, other eyes than Soolsby's watched her. From +his laboratory--the laboratory in which his father had worked, in which +he had lost his life--Eglington had seen the trim, graceful figure. He +watched it till it moved into the wooded path. Then he left his garden, +and, moving across a field, came into the path ahead of her. Walking +swiftly, he reached the old mill, and waited. + +She came slowly, now and again stooping to pick a flower and place it in +her belt. Her bonnet was slung on her arm, her hair had broken a little +loose and made a sort of hood round the face, so still, so composed, into +which the light of steady, soft, apprehending eyes threw a gentle +radiance. It was a face to haunt a man when the storm of life was round +him. It had, too, a courage which might easily become a delicate +stubbornness, a sense of duty which might become sternness, if roused by +a sense of wrong to herself or others. + +She reached the mill and stood and listened towards the stream and the +waterfall. She came here often. The scene quieted her in moods of +restlessness which came from a feeling that her mission was interrupted, +that half her life's work had been suddenly taken from her. When David +went, her life had seemed to shrivel; for with him she had developed as +he had developed; and when her busy care of him was withdrawn, she had +felt a sort of paralysis which, in a sense, had never left her. Then +suitors had come--the soldier from Shipley Wood, the lord of Axwood +Manor, and others, and, in a way, a new sense was born in her, though she +was alive to the fact that the fifteen thousand pounds inherited from her +Uncle Benn had served to warm the air about her into a wider circle. Yet +it was neither to soldier, nor squire, nor civil engineer, nor surgeon +that the new sense stirring in her was due. The spring was too far +beneath to be found by them. + +When, at last, she raised her head, Lord Eglington was in the path, +looking at her with a half-smile. She did not start, but her face turned +white, and a mist came before her eyes. + +Quickly, however, as though fearful lest he should think he could trouble +her composure, she laid a hand upon herself. + +He came near to her and held out his hand. "It has been a long six +months since we met here," he said. + +She made no motion to take his hand. "I find days grow shorter as I grow +older," she rejoined steadily, and smoothed her hair with her hand, +making ready to put on her bonnet. + +"Ah, do not put it on," he urged quickly, with a gesture. "It becomes +you so--on your arm." + +She had regained her self-possession. Pride, the best weapon of a woman, +the best tonic, came to her resource. "Thee loves to please thee at any +cost," she replied. She fastened the grey strings beneath her chin. + +"Would it be costly to keep the bonnet on your arm?" + +"It is my pleasure to have it on my head, and my pleasure has some value +to myself." + +"A moment ago," he rejoined laughing, "it was your pleasure to have it on +your arm." + +"Are all to be monotonous except Lord Eglington? Is he to have the only +patent of change?" + +"Do I change?" He smiled at her with a sense of inquisition, with an air +that seemed to say, "I have lifted the veil of this woman's heart; I am +the master of the situation." + +She did not answer to the obvious meaning of his words, but said: + +"Thee has done little else but change, so far as eye can see. Thee and +thy family were once of Quaker faith, but thee is a High Churchman now. +Yet they said a year ago thee was a sceptic or an infidel." + +"There is force in what you say," he replied. "I have an inquiring mind; +I am ever open to reason. Confucius said: 'It is only the supremely wise +or the deeply ignorant who never alter.'" + +"Thee has changed politics. Thee made a 'sensation, but that was not +enough. Thee that was a rebel became a deserter." + +He laughed. "Ah, I was open to conviction! I took my life in my hands, +defied consequences." He laughed again. + +"It brought office." + +"I am Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs," he murmured complacently. + +"Change is a policy with thee, I think. It has paid thee well, so it +would seem." + +"Only a fair rate of interest for the capital invested and the risks I've +taken," he answered with an amused look. + +"I do not think that interest will increase. Thee has climbed quickly, +but fast climbing is not always safe climbing." + +His mood changed. His voice quickened, his face lowered. "You think I +will fail? You wish me to fail?" + +"In so far as thee acts uprightly, I wish thee well. But if, out of +office, thee disregards justice and conscience and the rights of others, +can thee be just and faithful in office? Subtlety will not always avail. +The strong man takes the straight course. Subtlety is not intellect." + +He flushed. She had gone to the weakest point in his defences. His +vanity was being hurt. She had an advantage now. + +"You are wrong," he protested. "You do not understand public life, here +in a silly Quaker village." + +"Does thee think that all that happens in 'public life' is of +consequence? That is not sensible. Thee is in the midst of a thousand +immaterial things, though they have importance for the moment. But the +chief things that matter to all, does thee not know that a 'silly Quaker +village' may realise them to the full--more fully because we see them +apart from the thousand little things that do not matter? I remember a +thing in political life that mattered. It was at Heddington after the +massacre at Damascus. Does thee think that we did not know thee spoke +without principle then, and only to draw notice?" + +"You would make me into a demagogue," he said irritably. + +"Thee is a demagogue," she answered candidly. + +"Why did you never say all this to me long ago? Years have passed since +then, and since then you and I have--have been friends. You have--" + +He paused, for she made a protesting motion, and a fire sprang into her +eyes. Her voice got colder. "Thee made me believe--ah, how many times +did we speak together? Six times it was, not more. Thee made me believe +that what I thought or said helped thee to see things better. Thee said +I saw things truly like a child, with the wisdom of a woman. Thee +remembers that?" + +"It was so," he put in hastily. + +"No, not for a moment so, though I was blinded to think for an instant +that it was. Thee subtly took the one way which could have made me +listen to thee. Thee wanted help, thee said; and if a word of mine could +help thee now and then, should I withhold it, so long as I thought thee +honest?" + +"Do you think I was not honest in wanting your friendship?" + +"Nay, it was not friendship thee wanted, for friendship means a giving +and a getting. Thee was bent on getting what was, indeed, of but little +value save to the giver; but thee gave nothing; thee remembered nothing +of what was given thee." + +"It is not so, it is not so," he urged eagerly, nervously. "I gave, and +I still give." + +"In those old days, I did not understand," she went on, "what it was thee +wanted. I know now. It was to know the heart and mind of a woman--of a +woman older than thee. So that thee should have such sort of experience, +though I was but a foolish choice of the experiment. They say thee has a +gift for chemistry like thy father; but if thee experiments no more +wisely in the laboratory than with me, thee will not reach distinction." + +"Your father hated my father and did not believe in him, I know not why, +and you are now hating and disbelieving me." + +"I do not know why my father held the late Earl in abhorrence; I know he +has no faith in thee; and I did ill in listening to thee, in believing +for one moment there was truth in thee. But no, no, I think I never +believed it. I think that even when thee said most, at heart I believed +least." + +"You doubt that? You doubt all I said to you?" he urged softly, coming +close to her. + +She drew aside slightly. She had steeled herself for this inevitable +interview, and there was no weakening of her defences; but a great +sadness came into her eyes, and spread over her face, and to this was +added, after a moment, a pity which showed the distance she was from him, +the safety in which she stood. + +"I remember that the garden was beautiful, and that thee spoke as though +thee was part of the garden. Thee remembers that, at our meeting in the +Cloistered House, when the woman was ill, I had no faith in thee; but +thee spoke with grace, and turned common things round about, so that they +seemed different to the ear from any past hearing; and I listened. I did +not know, and I do not know now, why it is my duty to shun any of thy +name, and above all thyself; but it has been so commanded by my father +all my life; and though what he says may be in a little wrong, in much it +must ever be right." + +"And so, from a hatred handed down, your mind has been tuned to shun even +when your heart was learning to give me a home--Faith?" + +She straightened herself. "Friend, thee will do me the courtesy to +forget to use my Christian name. I am not a child-indeed, I am well on +in years"--he smiled--"and thee has no friendship or kinship for warrant. +If my mind was tuned to shun thee, I gave proof that it was willing to +take thee at thine own worth, even against the will of my father, against +the desire of David, who knew thee better than I--he gauged thee at first +glance." + +"You have become a philosopher and a statesman," he said ironically. +"Has your nephew, the new Joseph in Egypt, been giving you instructions +in high politics? Has he been writing the Epistles of David to the +Quakers?" + +"Thee will leave his name apart," she answered with dignity. "I have +studied neither high politics nor statesmanship, though in the days when +thee did flatter me thee said I had a gift for such things. Thee did not +speak the truth. And now I will say that I do not respect thee. No +matter how high thee may climb, still I shall not respect thee; for thee +will ever gain ends by flattery, by subtlety, and by using every man and +every woman for selfish ends. Thee cannot be true-not even to that which +by nature is greatest in thee.". + +He withered under her words. + +"And what is greatest in me?" he asked abruptly, his coolness and self- +possession striving to hold their own. + +"That which will ruin thee in the end." Her eyes looked beyond his into +the distance, rapt and shining; she seemed scarcely aware of his +presence. "That which will bring thee down--thy hungry spirit of +discovery. It will serve thee no better than it served the late Earl. +But thee it will lead into paths ending in a gulf of darkness." + +"Deborah!" he answered, with a rasping laugh. "Continuez! Forewarned +is forearmed." + +"No, do not think I shall be glad," she answered, still like one in a +dream. "I shall lament it as I lament--as I lament now. All else fades +away into the end which I see for thee. Thee will live alone without a +near and true friend, and thee will die alone, never having had a true +friend. Thee will never be a true friend, thee will never love truly man +or woman, and thee will never find man or woman who will love thee truly, +or will be with thee to aid thee in the dark and falling days." + +"Then," he broke in sharply, querulously, "then, I will stand alone. +I shall never come whining that I have been ill-used, to fate or fortune, +to men or to the Almighty." + +"That I believe. Pride will build up in thee a strength which will be +like water in the end. Oh, my lord," she added, with a sudden change in +her voice and manner, "if thee could only be true--thee who never has +been true to any one!" + +"Why does a woman always judge a man after her own personal experience +with him, or what she thinks is her own personal experience?" + +A robin hopped upon the path before her. She watched it for a moment +intently, then lifted her head as the sound of a bell came through the +wood to her. She looked up at the sun, which was slanting towards +evening. She seemed about to speak, but with second thought, moved on +slowly past the mill and towards the Meeting-house. He stepped on beside +her. She kept her eyes fixed in front of her, as though oblivious of his +presence. + +"You shall hear me speak. You shall listen to what I have to say, though +it is for the last time," he urged stubbornly. "You think ill of me. +Are you sure you are not pharisaical?" + +"I am honest enough to say that which hurts me in the saying. I do not +forget that to believe thee what I think is to take all truth from what +thee said to me last year, and again this spring when the tulips first +came and there was good news from Egypt." + +"I said," he rejoined boldly, "that I was happier with you than with any +one else alive. I said that what you thought of me meant more to me than +what any one else in the world thought; and that I say now, and will +always say it." + +The old look of pity came into her face. "I am older than thee by two +years," she answered quaintly, "and I know more of real life, though I +have lived always here. I have made the most of the little I have seen; +thee has made little of the much that thee has seen. Thee does not know +the truth concerning thee. Is it not, in truth, vanity which would have +me believe in thee? If thee was happier with me than with any one alive, +why then did thee make choice of a wife even in the days thee was +speaking to me as no man shall ever speak again? Nothing can explain +so base a fact. No, no, no, thee said to me what thee said to others, +and will say again without shame. But--but see, I will forgive; yes, I +will follow thee with good wishes, if thee will promise to help David, +whom thee has ever disliked, as, in the place held by thee, thee can do +now. Will thee offer this one proof, in spite of all else that +disproves, that thee spoke any words of truth to me in the Cloistered +House, in the garden by my father's house, by yonder mill, and hard by +the Meeting-house yonder-near to my sister's grave by the willow-tree? +Will thee do that for me?" + +He was about to reply, when there appeared in the path before them Luke +Claridge. His back was upon them, but he heard their footsteps and swung +round. As though turned to stone, he waited for them. As they +approached, his lips, dry and pale, essayed to speak, but no sound came. +A fire was in his eyes which boded no good. Amazement, horror, deadly +anger, were all there, but, after a moment, the will behind the tumult +commanded it, the wild light died away, and he stood calm and still +awaiting them. Faith was as pale as when she had met Eglington. As she +came nearer, Luke Claridge said, in a low voice: + +"How do I find thee in this company, Faith?" There was reproach +unutterable in his voice, in his face. He seemed humiliated and shamed, +though all the while a violent spirit in him was struggling for the +mastery. + +"As I came this way to visit my sister's grave I met my lord by the mill. +He spoke to me, and, as I wished a favour of him, I walked with him +thither--but a little way. I was going to visit my sister's grave." + +"Thy sister's grave!" The fire flamed up again, but the masterful will +chilled it down, and he answered: "What secret business can thee have +with any of that name which I have cast out of knowledge or notice?" + +Ignorant as he was of the old man's cause for quarrel or dislike, +Eglington felt himself aggrieved, and, therefore, with an advantage. + +"You had differences with my father, sir," he said. "I do not know what +they were, but they lasted his lifetime, and all my life you have treated +me with aversion. I am not a pestilence. I have never wronged you. +I have lived your peaceful neighbour under great provocation, for your +treatment would have done me harm if my place were less secure. I think +I have cause for complaint." + +"I have never acted in haste concerning thee, or those who went before +thee. What business had thee with him, Faith?" he asked again. His +voice was dry and hard. + +Her impulse was to tell the truth, and so for ever have her conscience +clear, for there would never be any more need for secrecy. The wheel of +understanding between Eglington and herself had come full circle, and +there was an end. But to tell the truth would be to wound her father, to +vex him against Eglington even as he had never yet been vexed. Besides, +it was hard, while Eglington was there, to tell what, after all, was the +sole affair of her own life. In one literal sense, Eglington was not +guilty of deceit. Never in so many words had he said to her: "I love +you;" never had he made any promise to her or exacted one; he had done no +more than lure her to feel one thing, and then to call it another thing. +Also there was no direct and vital injury, for she had never loved him; +though how far she had travelled towards that land of light and trial she +could never now declare. These thoughts flashed through her mind as she +stood looking at her father. Her tongue seemed imprisoned, yet her soft +and candid eyes conquered the austerity in the old man's gaze. + +Eglington spoke for her. + +"Permit me to answer, neighbour," he said. "I wished to speak with +your daughter, because I am to be married soon, and my wife will, at +intervals, come here to live. I wished that she should not be shunned +by you and yours as I have been. She would not understand, as I do not. +Yours is a constant call to war, while all your religion is an appeal for +peace. I wished to ask your daughter to influence you to make it +possible for me and mine to live in friendship among you. My wife will +have some claims upon you. Her mother was an American, of a Quaker +family from Derbyshire. She has done nothing to merit your aversion." + +Faith listened astonished and baffled. Nothing of this had he said to +her. Had he meant to say it to her? Had it been in his mind? Or was it +only a swift adaptation to circumstances, an adroit means of working upon +the sympathies of her father, who, she could see, was in a quandary? +Eglington had indeed touched the old man as he had not been touched in +thirty years and more by one of his name. For a moment the insinuating +quality of the appeal submerged the fixed idea in a mind to which the +name of Eglington was anathema. + +Eglington saw his advantage. He had felt his way carefully, and he +pursued it quickly. "For the rest, your daughter asked what I was ready +to offer--such help as, in my new official position, I can give to +Claridge Pasha in Egypt. As a neighbour, as Minister in the Government, +I will do what I can to aid him." + +Silent and embarrassed, the old man tried to find his way. Presently he +said tentatively: "David Claridge has a title to the esteem of all +civilised people." Eglington was quick with his reply. "If he succeeds, +his title will become a concrete fact. There is no honour the Crown +would not confer for such remarkable service." + +The other's face darkened. "I did not speak, I did not think, of handles +to his name. I find no good in them, but only means for deceiving and +deluding the world. Such honours as might make him baronet, or duke, +would add not a cubit to his stature. If he had such a thing by right" +--his voice hardened, his eyes grew angry once again--"I would wish it +sunk into the sea." + +"You are hard on us, sir, who did not give ourselves our titles, but took +them with our birth as a matter of course. There was nothing inspiring +in them. We became at once distinguished and respectable by patent." + +He laughed good-humouredly. Then suddenly he changed, and his eyes took +on a far-off look which Faith had seen so often in the eyes of David, +but in David's more intense and meaning, and so different. With what +deftness and diplomacy had he worked upon her father! He had crossed a +stream which seemed impassable by adroit, insincere diplomacy. + +She saw that it was time to go, while yet Eglington's disparagement of +rank and aristocracy was ringing in the old man's ears; though she knew +there was nothing in Eglington's equipment he valued more than his title +and the place it gave him. Grateful, however, for his successful +intervention, Faith now held out her hand. + +"I must take my father away, or it will be sunset before we reach the +Meeting-house," she said. "Goodbye-friend," she added gently. + +For an instant Luke Claridge stared at her, scarce comprehending that his +movements were being directed by any one save himself. Truth was, Faith +had come to her cross-roads in life. For the first time in her memory +she had seen her father speak to an Eglington without harshness; and, as +he weakened for a moment, she moved to take command of that weakness, +though she meant it to seem like leading. While loving her and David +profoundly, her father had ever been quietly imperious. If she could but +gain ascendency even in a little, it might lead to a more open book of +life for them both. + +Eglington held out his hand to the old man. "I have kept you too long, +sir. Good-bye--if you will." + +The offered hand was not taken, but Faith slid hers into the old man's +palm, and pressed it, and he said quietly to Eglington: + +"Good evening, friend." + +"And when I bring my wife, sir?" Eglington added, with a smile. + +"When thee brings the lady, there will be occasion to consider--there +will be occasion then." + +Eglington raised his hat, and turned back upon the path he and Faith had +travelled. + +The old man stood watching him until he was out of view. Then he seemed +more himself. Still holding Faith's hand, he walked with her on the +gorse-covered hill towards the graveyard. + +"Was it his heart spoke or his tongue--is there any truth in him?" he +asked at last. + +Faith pressed his hand. "If he help Davy, father--" + +"If he help Davy; ay, if he help Davy! Nay, I cannot go to the +graveyard, Faith. Take me home," he said with emotion. + +His hand remained in hers. She had conquered. She was set upon a new +path of influence. Her hand was upon the door of his heart. + +"Thee is good to me, Faith," he said, as they entered the door of the Red +Mansion. + +She glanced over towards the Cloistered House. Smoke was coming from the +little chimney of the laboratory. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +THE WOMAN OF THE CROSS-ROADS + +The night came down slowly. There was no moon, the stars were few, but a +mellow warmth was in the air. At the window of her little sitting-room +up-stairs Faith sat looking out into the stillness. Beneath was the +garden with its profusion of flowers and fruit; away to the left was the +common; and beyond-far beyond--was a glow in the sky, a suffused light, +of a delicate orange, merging away into a grey-blueness, deepening into +a darker blue; and then a purple depth, palpable and heavy with a +comforting silence. + +There was something alluring and suggestive in the soft, smothered +radiance. It had all the glamour of some distant place of pleasure and +quiet joy, of happiness and ethereal being. It was, in fact, the far-off +mirror of the flaming furnace of the great Heddington factories. The +light of the sky above was a soft radiance, as of a happy Arcadian land; +the fire of the toil beneath was the output of human striving, an +intricate interweaving of vital forces which, like some Titanic machine, +wrought out in pain--a vast destiny. + +As Faith looked, she thought of the thousands beneath struggling and +striving, none with all desires satisfied, some in an agony of want and +penury, all straining for the elusive Enough; like Sisyphus ever rolling +the rock of labour up a hill too steep for them. + +Her mind flew to the man Kimber and his task of organising labour for its +own advance. What a life-work for a man! Here might David have spent +his days, here among his own countrymen, instead of in that far-off land +where all the forces of centuries were fighting against him. Here the +forces would have been fighting for him; the trend was towards the +elevation of the standards of living and the wider rights of labour, +to the amelioration of hard conditions of life among the poor. David's +mind, with its equity, its balance, and its fire--what might it not have +accomplished in shepherding such a cause, guiding its activity? + +The gate of the garden clicked. Kate Heaver had arrived. Faith got to +her feet and left the room. + +A few minutes later the woman of the cross-roads was seated opposite +Faith at the window. She had changed greatly since the day David had +sent her on her way to London and into the unknown. Then there had been +recklessness, something of coarseness, in the fine face. Now it was +strong and quiet, marked by purpose and self-reliance. + +Ignorance had been her only peril in the past, as it had been the cause +of her unhappy connection with Jasper Kimber. The atmosphere in which +she was raised had been unmoral; it had not been consciously immoral. +Her temper and her indignation against her man for drinking had been the +means of driving them apart. He would have married her in those days, if +she had given the word, for her will was stronger than his own; but she +had broken from him in an agony of rage and regret and despised love. + +She was now, again, as she had been in those first days before she went +with Jasper Kimber; when she was the rose-red angel of the quarters; when +children were lured by the touch of her large, shapely hands; when she +had been counted a great nurse among her neighbours. The old simple +untutored sympathy was in her face. + +They sat for a long time in silence, and at length Faith said: "Thee is +happy now with her who is to marry Lord Eglington?" + +Kate nodded, smiling. "Who could help but be happy with her! Yet a +temper, too--so quick, and then all over in a second. Ah, she is one +that'd break her heart if she was treated bad; but I'd be sorry for him +that did it. For the like of her goes mad with hurting, and the mad cut +with a big scythe." + +"Has thee seen Lord Eglington?" + +"Once before I left these parts and often in London." Her voice was +constrained; she seemed not to wish to speak of him. + +"Is it true that Jasper Kimber is to stand against him for Parliament?" + +"I do not know. They say my lord has to do with foreign lands now. If +he helps Mr. Claridge there, then it would be a foolish thing for Jasper +to fight him; and so I've told him. You've got to stand by those that +stand by you. Lord Eglington has his own way of doing things. There's +not a servant in my lady's house that he hasn't made his friend. He's +one that's bound to have his will. I heard my lady say he talks better +than any one in England, and there's none she doesn't know from duchesses +down." + +"She is beautiful?" asked Faith, with hesitation. + +"Taller than you, but not so beautiful." + +Faith sighed, and was silent for a moment, then she laid a hand upon the +other's shoulder. "Thee has never said what happened when thee first got +to London. Does thee care to say?" + +"It seems so long ago," was the reply. . . . "No need to tell of the +journey to London. When I got there it frightened me at first. My head +went round. But somehow it came to me what I should do. I asked my way +to a hospital. I'd helped a many that was hurt at Heddington and +thereabouts, and doctors said I was as good as them that was trained. +I found a hospital at last, and asked for work, but they laughed at me-- +it was the porter at the door. I was not to be put down, and asked to +see some one that had rights to say yes or no. So he opened the door and +told me to go. I said he was no man to treat a woman so, and I would not +go. Then a fine white-haired gentleman came forward. He had heard all +we had said, standing in a little room at one side. He spoke a kind word +or two, and asked me to go into the little room. Before I had time to +think, he came to me with the matron, and left me with her. I told her +the whole truth, and she looked at first as if she'd turn me out. But +the end of it was I stayed there for the night, and in the morning the +old gentleman came again, and with him his lady, as kind and sharp of +tongue as himself, and as big as three. Some things she said made my +tongue ache to speak back to her; but I choked it down. I went to her to +be a sort of nurse and maid. She taught me how to do a hundred things, +and by-and-by I couldn't be too thankful she had taken me in. I was with +her till she died. Then, six months ago I went to Miss Maryon, who knew +about me long before from her that died. With her I've been ever since-- +and so that's all." + +"Surely God has been kind to thee." + +"I'd have gone down--down--down, if it hadn't been for Mr. Claridge at +the cross-roads." + +"Does thee think I shall like her that will live yonder?" She nodded +towards the Cloistered House. "There's none but likes her. She will +want a friend, I'm thinking. She'll be lonely by-and-by. Surely, she +will be lonely." + +Faith looked at her closely, and at last leaned over, and again laid a +soft hand on her shoulder. "Thee thinks that--why?" + +"He cares only what matters to himself. She will be naught to him but +one that belongs. He'll never try to do her good. Doing good to any but +himself never comes to his mind." + +"How does thee know him, to speak so surely?" + +"When, at the first, he gave me a letter for her one day, and slipped a +sovereign into my hand, and nodded, and smiled at me, I knew him right +enough. He never could be true to aught." + +"Did thee keep the sovereign?" Faith asked anxiously. + +"Ay, that I did. If he was for giving his money away, I'd take it fast +enough. The gold gave father boots for a year. Why should I mind?" + +Faith's face suffused. How low was Eglington's estimate of humanity! + +In the silence that followed the door of her room opened, and her father +entered. He held in one hand a paper, in the other a candle. His face +was passive, but his eyes were burning. + +"David--David is coming," he cried, in a voice that rang. "Does thee +hear, Faith? Davy is coming home!" A woman laughed exultantly. It was +not Faith. But still two years passed before David came. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +TIME, THE IDOL-BREAKER + +Lord Windlehurst looked meditatively round the crowded and brilliant +salon. His host, the Foreign Minister, had gathered in the vast golden +chamber the most notable people of a most notable season, and in as +critical a period of the world's politics as had been known for a quarter +of a century. After a moment's survey, the ex-Prime-Minister turned to +answer the frank and caustic words addressed to him by the Duchess of +Snowdon concerning the Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs. Presently he +said: + +"But there is method in his haste, dear lady. He is good at his +dangerous game. He plays high, he plunges; but, somehow, he makes it do. +I've been in Parliament a generation or so, and I've never known an +amateur more daring and skilful. I should have given him office had I +remained in power. Look at him, and tell me if he wouldn't have been +worth the backing." + +As Lord Windlehurst uttered the last word with an arid smile, he looked +quizzically at the central figure of a group of people gaily talking. + +The Duchess impatiently tapped her knee with a fan. "Be thankful you +haven't got him on your conscience," she rejoined. "I call Eglington +unscrupulous and unreliable. He has but one god--getting on; and he has +got on, with a vengeance. Whenever I look at that dear thing he's +married, I feel there's no trusting Providence, who seems to make the +deserving a footstool for the undeserving. I've known Hylda since she +was ten, and I've known him since the minute he came into the world, and +I've got the measure of both. She is the finest essence the middle class +can distil, and he, oh, he's paraffin-vin ordinaire, if you like it +better, a selfish, calculating adventurer!" + +Lord Windlehurst chuckled mordantly. "Adventurer! That's what they +called me--with more reason. I spotted him as soon as he spoke in the +House. There was devilry in him, and unscrupulousness, as you say; but, +I confess, I thought it would give way to the more profitable habit of +integrity, and that some cause would seize him, make him sincere and +mistaken, and give him a few falls. But in that he was more original +than I thought. He is superior to convictions. You don't think he +married yonder Queen of Hearts from conviction, do you?" + +He nodded towards a corner where Hylda, under a great palm, and backed by +a bank of flowers, stood surrounded by a group of people palpably amused +and interested; for she had a reputation for wit--a wit that never hurt, +and irony that was only whimsical. + +"No, there you are wrong," the Duchess answered. "He married from +conviction, if ever a man did. Look at her beauty, look at her fortune, +listen to her tongue. Don't you think conviction was easy?" + +Lord Windlehurst looked at Hylda approvingly. She has the real gift-- +little information, but much knowledge, the primary gift of public life. +Information is full of traps; knowledge avoids them, it reads men; and +politics is men--and foreign affairs, perhaps! She is remarkable. I've +made some hay in the political world, not so much as the babblers think, +but I hadn't her ability at twenty-five." + +"Why didn't she see through Eglington?" + +"My dear Betty, he didn't give her time. He carried her off her feet. +You know how he can talk." + +"That's the trouble. She was clever, and liked a clever man, and he--!" + +"Quite so. He'd disprove his own honest parentage, if it would help him +on--as you say." + +"I didn't say it. Now don't repeat that as from me. I'm not clever +enough to think of such things. But that Eglington lot--I knew his +father and his grandfather. Old Broadbrim they called his grandfather +after he turned Quaker, and he didn't do that till he had had his fling, +so my father used to say. And Old Broadbrim's father was called I-want- +to-know. He was always poking his nose into things, and playing at being +a chemist-like this one and the one before. They all fly off. This +one's father used to disappear for two or three years at a time. This +one will fly off, too. You'll see! + +"He is too keen on Number One for that, I fancy. He calculates like a +mathematician. As cool as a cracksman of fame and fancy." + +The Duchess dropped the fan in her lap. "My dear, I've said nothing as +bad as that about him. And there he is at the Foreign Office!" + +"Yet, what has he done, Betty, after all? He has never cheated at cards, +or forged a cheque, or run away with his neighbour's wife." + +"There's no credit in not doing what you don't want to do. There's no +virtue in not falling, when you're not tempted. Neighbour's wife! He +hasn't enough feeling to face it. Oh no, he'll not break the heart of +his neighbour's wife. That's melodrama, and he's a cold-blooded artist. +He will torture that sweet child over there until she poisons him, or +runs away." + +"Isn't he too clever for that? She has a million!" + +"He'll not realise it till it's all over. He's too selfish to see--how I +hate him!" + +Lord Windlehurst smiled indulgently at her. "Ah, you never hated any +one--not even the Duke." + +"I will not have you take away my character. Of course I've hated, or I +wouldn't be worth a button. I'm not the silly thing you've always +thought me." + +His face became gentler. "I've always thought you one of the wisest +women of this world--adventurous, but wise. If it weren't too late, if +my day weren't over, I'd ask the one great favour, Betty, and--" + +She tapped his arm sharply with her fan. "What a humbug you are--the +Great Pretender! But tell me, am I not right about Eglington?" + +Windlehurst became grave. "Yes, you are right--but I admire him, too. +He is determined to test himself to the full. His ambition is boundless +and ruthless, but his mind has a scientific turn--the obligation of +energy to apply itself, of intelligence to engage itself to the farthest +limit. But service to humanity--" + +"Service to humanity!" she sniffed. + +"Of course he would think it 'flap-doodle'--except in a speech; but +I repeat, I admire him. Think of it all. He was a poor Irish peer, +with no wide circle of acquaintance, come of a family none too popular. +He strikes out a course for himself--a course which had its dangers, +because it was original. He determines to become celebrated--by becoming +notorious first. He uses his title as a weapon for advancement as though +he were a butter merchant. He plans carefully and adroitly. He writes +a book of travel. It is impudent, and it traverses the observations of +authorities, and the scientific geographers prance with rage. That was +what he wished. He writes a novel. It sets London laughing at me, his +political chief. He knew me well enough to be sure I would not resent +it. He would have lampooned his grandmother, if he was sure she would +not, or could not, hurt him. Then he becomes more audacious. He +publishes a monograph on the painters of Spain, artificial, confident, +rhetorical, acute: as fascinating as a hide-and-seek drawing-room play-- +he is so cleverly escaping from his ignorance and indiscretions all the +while. Connoisseurs laugh, students of art shriek a little, and Ruskin +writes a scathing letter, which was what he had played for. He had got +something for nothing cheaply. The few who knew and despised him did not +matter, for they were able and learned and obscure, and, in the world +where he moves, most people are superficial, mediocre, and 'tuppence +coloured.' It was all very brilliant. He pursued his notoriety, and got +it." + +"Industrious Eglington!" + +"But, yes, he is industrious. It is all business. It was an enormous +risk, rebelling against his party, and leaving me, and going over; but +his temerity justified itself, and it didn't matter to him that people +said he went over to get office as we were going out. He got the office- +and people forget so soon. Then, what does he do--" + +"He brings out another book, and marries a wife, and abuses his old +friends--and you." + +"Abuse? With his tongue in his cheek, hoping that I should reply. +Dev'lishly ingenious! But on that book of Electricity and Disease he +scored. In most other things he's a barber-shop philosopher, but in +science he has got a flare, a real talent. So he moves modestly in this +thing, for which he had a fine natural gift and more knowledge than he +ever had before in any department, whose boundaries his impertinent and +ignorant mind had invaded. That book gave him a place. It wasn't full +of new things, but it crystallised the discoveries, suggestions, and +expectations of others; and, meanwhile, he had got a name at no cost. He +is so various. Look at it dispassionately, and you will see much to +admire in his skill. He pleases, he amuses, he startles, he baffles, he +mystifies." + +The Duchess made an impatient exclamation. "The silly newspapers call +him a 'remarkable man, a personality.' Now, believe me, Windlehurst, he +will overreach himself one of these days, and he'll come down like a +stick." + +"There you are on solid ground. He thinks that Fate is with him, and +that, in taking risks, he is infallible. But the best system breaks at +political roulette sooner or later. You have got to work for something +outside yourself, something that is bigger than the game, or the end is +sickening." + +"Eglington hasn't far to go, if that's the truth." + +"Well, well, when it comes, we must help him--we must help him up again." + +The Duchess nervously adjusted her wig, with ludicrously tiny fingers for +one so ample, and said petulantly: "You are incomprehensible. He has +been a traitor to you and to your party, he has thrown mud at you, he has +played with principles as my terrier plays with his rubber ball, and yet +you'll run and pick him up when he falls, and--" + +"'And kiss the spot to make it well,'" he laughed softly, then added with +a sigh: "Able men in public life are few; 'far too few, for half our +tasks; we can spare not one.' Besides, my dear Betty, there is his +pretty lass o' London." + +The Duchess was mollified at once. "I wish she had been my girl," she +said, in a voice a little tremulous. "She never needed looking after. +Look at the position she has made for herself. Her father wouldn't go +into society, her mother knew a mere handful of people, and--" + +"She knew you, Betty." + +"Well, suppose I did help her a little--I was only a kind of reference. +She did the rest. She's set a half-dozen fashions herself--pure genius. +She was born to lead. Her turnouts were always a little smarter, her +horses travelled a little faster, than other people's. She took risks, +too, but she didn't play a game; she only wanted to do things well. We +all gasped when she brought Adelaide to recite from 'Romeo and Juliet' at +an evening party, but all London did the same the week after." + +"She discovered, and the Duchess of Snowdon applied the science. +Ah, Betty, don't think I don't agree. She has the gift. She has +temperament. No woman should have temperament. She hasn't scope enough +to wear it out in some passion for a cause. Men are saved in spite of +themselves by the law of work. Forty comes to a man of temperament, +and then a passion for a cause seizes him, and he is safe. A woman of +temperament at forty is apt to cut across the bows of iron-clad +convention and go down. She has temperament, has my lady yonder, and I +don't like the look of her eyes sometimes. There's dark fire smouldering +in them. She should have a cause; but a cause to a woman now-a-days +means 'too little of pleasure, too much of pain,' for others." + +"What was your real cause, Windlehurst? You had one, I suppose, for +you've never had a fall." + +"My cause? You ask that? Behold the barren figtree! A lifetime in my +country's service, and you who have driven me home from the House in your +own brougham, and told me that you understood--oh, Betty!" + +She laughed. "You'll say something funny as you're dying, Windlehurst." + +"Perhaps. But it will be funny to know that presently I'll have a secret +that none of you know, who watch me 'launch my pinnace into the dark.' +But causes? There are hundreds, and all worth while. I've come here +to-night for a cause--no, don't start, it's not you, Betty, though you +are worth any sacrifice. I've come here to-night to see a modern +Paladin, a real crusader: + +"'Then felt I like some watcher of the skies, When a new planet swims +into his ken.'" + +"Yes, that's poetry, Windlehurst, and you know I love it-I've always kept +yours. But who's the man--the planet?" + +"Egyptian Claridge." + +"Ah, he is in England?" + +"He will be here to-night; you shall see him." + +"Really! What is his origin?" + +He told her briefly, adding: "I've watched the rise of Claridge Pasha. +I've watched his cause grow, and now I shall see the man--ah, but here +comes our lass o' London!" + +The eyes of both brightened, and a whimsical pleasure came to the mask- +like face of Lord Windlehurst. There was an eager and delighted look in +Hylda's face also as she quickly came to them, her cavaliers following. + +The five years that had passed since that tragic night in Cairo had been +more than kind to her. She was lissome, radiant, and dignified, her face +was alive with expression, and a delicate grace was in every movement. +The dark lashes seemed to have grown longer, the brown hair fuller, the +smile softer and more alluring. + +"She is an invaluable asset to the Government," Lord Windlehurst murmured +as she came. "No wonder the party helped the marriage on. London +conspired for it, her feet got tangled in the web--and he gave her no +time to think. Thinking had saved her till he came." + +By instinct Lord Windlehurst knew. During the first year after the +catastrophe at Kaid's Palace Hylda could scarcely endure the advances +made by her many admirers, the greatly eligible and the eager ineligible, +all with as real an appreciation of her wealth as of her personal +attributes. But she took her place in London life with more than the +old will to make for herself, with the help of her aunt Conyngham, +an individual position. + +The second year after her visit to Egypt she was less haunted by the dark +episode of the Palace, memory tortured her less; she came to think of +David and the part he had played with less agitation. At first the +thought of him had moved her alternately to sympathy and to revolt. +His chivalry had filled her with admiration, with a sense of confidence, +of dependence, of touching and vital obligation; but there was, too, +another overmastering feeling. He had seen her life naked, as it were, +stripped of all independence, with the knowledge of a dangerous +indiscretion which, to say the least, was a deformity; and she inwardly +resented it, as one would resent the exposure of a long-hidden physical +deformity, even by the surgeon who saved one's life. It was not a very +lofty attitude of mind, but it was human--and feminine. + +These moods had been always dissipated, however, when she recalled, +as she did so often, David as he stood before Nahoum Pasha, his soul +fighting in him to make of his enemy--of the man whose brother he had +killed--a fellow-worker in the path of altruism he had mapped out for +himself. David's name had been continually mentioned in telegraphic +reports and journalistic correspondence from Egypt; and from this source +she had learned that Nahoum Pasha was again high in the service of Prince +Kaid. When the news of David's southern expedition to the revolting +slave-dealing tribes began to appear, she was deeply roused. Her +agitation was the more intense because she never permitted herself to +talk of him to others, even when his name was discussed at dinner-tables, +accompanied by strange legends of his origin and stranger romances +regarding his call to power by Kaid. + +She had surrounded him with romance; he seemed more a hero of history +than of her own real and living world, a being apart. Even when there +came rumblings of disaster, dark dangers to be conquered by the Quaker +crusader, it all was still as of another life. True it was, that when +his safe return to Cairo was announced she had cried with joy and relief; +but there was nothing emotional or passionate in her feeling; it was the +love of the lower for the higher, the hero-worship of an idealist in +passionate gratitude. + +And, amid it all, her mind scarcely realised that they would surely meet +again. At the end of the second year the thought had receded into an +almost indefinite past. She was beginning to feel that she had lived +two lives, and that this life had no direct or vital bearing upon her +previous existence, in which David had moved. Yet now and then the +perfume of the Egyptian garden, through which she had fled to escape from +tragedy, swept over her senses, clouded her eyes in the daytime, made +them burn at night. + +At last she had come to meet and know Eglington. From the first moment +they met he had directed his course towards marriage. He was the man of +the moment. His ambition seemed but patriotism, his ardent and +overwhelming courtship the impulse of a powerful nature. As Lord +Windlehurst had said, he carried her off her feet, and, on a wave of +devotion and popular encouragement, he had swept her to the altar, + +The Duchess held both her hands for a moment, admiring her, and, +presently, with a playful remark upon her unselfishness, left her alone +with Lord Windlehurst. + +As they talked, his mask-like face became lighted from the brilliant fire +in the inquisitorial eyes, his lips played with topics of the moment in a +mordant fashion, which drew from her flashing replies. Looking at her, +he was conscious of the mingled qualities of three races in her--English, +Welsh, and American-Dutch of the Knickerbocker strain; and he contrasted +her keen perception and her exquisite sensitiveness with the purebred +Englishwomen round him, stately, kindly, handsome, and monotonously +intelligent. + +"Now I often wonder," he said, conscious of, but indifferent to, the +knowledge that he and the brilliant person beside him were objects of +general attention--"I often wonder, when I look at a gathering like this, +how many undiscovered crimes there are playing about among us. They +never do tell--or shall I say, we never do tell?" + +All day, she knew not why, Hylda had been nervous and excited. Without +reason his words startled her. Now there flashed before her eyes a room +in a Palace at Cairo, and a man lying dead before her. The light slowly +faded out of her eyes, leaving them almost lustreless, but her face was +calm, and the smile on her lips stayed. She fanned herself slowly, and +answered nonchalantly: "Crime is a word of many meanings. I read in the +papers of political crimes--it is a common phrase; yet the criminals +appear to go unpunished." + +"There you are wrong," he answered cynically. "The punishment is, that +political virtue goes unrewarded, and in due course crime is the only +refuge to most. Yet in politics the temptation to be virtuous is great." + +She laughed now with a sense of relief. The intellectual stimulant +had brought back the light to her face. "How is it, then, with you-- +inveterate habit or the strain of the ages? For they say you have not +had your due reward." + +He smiled grimly. "Ah, no, with me virtue is the act of an inquiring +mind--to discover where it will lead me. I began with political crime-- +I was understood! I practise political virtue: it embarrasses the world, +it fogs them, it seems original, because so unnecessary. Mine is the +scientific life. Experiment in old substances gives new--well, say, new +precipitations. But you are scientific, too. You have a laboratory, and +have much to do--with retorts." + +"No, you are thinking of my husband. The laboratory is his." + +"But the retorts are yours." + +"The precipitations are his." + +"Ah, well, at least you help him to fuse the constituents! . . . But +now, be quite confidential to an old man who has experimented too. Is +your husband really an amateur scientist, or is he a scientific amateur? +Is it a pose or a taste? I fiddled once--and wrote sonnets; one was a +pose, the other a taste." + +It was mere persiflage, but it was a jest which made an unintended wound. +Hylda became conscious of a sudden sharp inquiry going on in her mind. +There flashed into it the question, Does Eglington's heart ever really +throb for love of any object or any cause? Even in moments of greatest +intimacy, soon after marriage, when he was most demonstrative towards +her, he had seemed preoccupied, except when speaking about himself and +what he meant to do. Then he made her heart throb in response to his +confident, ardent words--concerning himself. But his own heart, did it +throb? Or was it only his brain that throbbed? + +Suddenly, with an exclamation, she involuntarily laid a hand upon +Windlehurst's arm. She was looking down the room straight before her to +a group of people towards which other groups were now converging, +attracted by one who seemed to be a centre of interest. + +Presently the eager onlookers drew aside, and Lord Windlehurst observed +moving up the room a figure he had never seen before. The new-comer was +dressed in a grey and blue official dress, unrelieved save by silver +braid at the collar and at the wrists. There was no decoration, but on +the head was a red fez, which gave prominence to the white, broad +forehead, with the dark hair waving away behind the ears. Lord +Windlehurst held his eye-glass to his eye in interested scrutiny. "H'm," +he said, with lips pursed out, "a most notable figure, a most remarkable +face! My dear, there's a fortune in that face. It's a national asset." + +He saw the flush, the dumb amazement, the poignant look in Lady +Eglington's face, and registered it in his mind. "Poor thing," he said +to himself, "I wonder what it is all about--I wonder. I thought she had +no unregulated moments. She gave promise of better things." The Foreign +Minister was bringing his guest towards them. The new-comer did not look +at them till within a few steps of where they stood. Then his eyes met +those of Lady Eglington. For an instant his steps were arrested. A +swift light came into his face, softening its quiet austerity and +strength. + +It was David. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +SHARPER THAN A SWORD + +A glance of the eye was the only sign of recognition between David and +Hylda; nothing that others saw could have suggested that they had ever +met before. Lord Windlehurst at once engaged David in conversation. + +At first when Hylda had come back from Egypt, those five years ago, she +had often wondered what she would think or do if she ever were to see +this man again; whether, indeed, she could bear it. Well, the moment and +the man had come. Her eyes had gone blind for an instant; it had seemed +for one sharp, crucial moment as though she could not bear it; then the +gulf of agitation was passed, and she had herself in hand. + +While her mind was engaged subconsciously with what Lord Windlehurst and +David said, comprehending it all, and, when Lord Windlehurst appealed to +her, offering by a word contribution to the 'pourparler', she was +studying David as steadily as her heated senses would permit her. + +He seemed to her to have put on twenty years in the steady force of his +personality--in the composure of his bearing, in the self-reliance of his +look, though his face and form were singularly youthful. The face was +handsome and alight, the look was that of one who weighed things; yet she +was conscious of a great change. The old delicate quality of the +features was not so marked, though there was nothing material in the +look, and the head had not a sordid line, while the hand that he now and +again raised, brushing his forehead meditatively, had gained much in +strength and force. Yet there was something--something different, that +brought a slight cloud into her eyes. It came to her now, a certain +melancholy in the bearing of the figure, erect and well-balanced as it +was. Once the feeling came, the certainty grew. And presently she found +a strange sadness in the eyes, something that lurked behind all that he +did and all that he was, some shadow over the spirit. It was even more +apparent when he smiled. + +As she was conscious of this new reading of him, a motion arrested her +glance, a quick lifting of the head to one side, as though the mind had +suddenly been struck by an idea, the glance flying upward in abstracted +questioning. This she had seen in her husband, too, the same brisk +lifting of the head, the same quick smiling. Yet this face, unlike +Eglington's, expressed a perfect single-mindedness; it wore the look of a +self-effacing man of luminous force, a concentrated battery of energy. +Since she had last seen him every sign of the provincial had vanished. +He was now the well-modulated man of affairs, elegant in his simplicity +of dress, with the dignified air of the intellectual, yet with the +decision of a man who knew his mind. + +Lord Windlehurst was leaving. Now David and she were alone. Without a +word they moved on together through the throng, the eyes of all following +them, until they reached a quiet room at one end of the salon, where were +only a few people watching the crowd pass the doorway. + +"You will be glad to sit," he said, motioning her to a chair beside some +palms. Then, with a change of tone, he added: "Thee is not sorry I am +come?" + +Thee--the old-fashioned simple Quaker word! She put her fingers to her +eyes. Her senses were swimming with a distant memory. The East was in +her brain, the glow of the skies, the gleam of the desert, the swish of +the Nile, the cry of the sweet-seller, the song of the dance-girl, the +strain of the darabukkeh, the call of the skis. She saw again the +ghiassas drifting down the great river, laden with dourha; she saw the +mosque of the blue tiles with its placid fountain, and its handful of +worshippers praying by the olive-tree. She watched the moon rise above +the immobile Sphinx, she looked down on the banqueters in the Palace, +David among them, and Foorgat Bey beside her. She saw Foorgat Bey again +lying dead at her feet. She heard the stir of the leaves; she caught the +smell of the lime-trees in the Palace garden as she fled. She recalled +her reckless return to Cairo from Alexandria. She remembered the little +room where she and David, Nahoum and Mizraim, crossed a bridge over a +chasm, and stood upon ground which had held good till now--till this +hour, when the man who had played a most vital part in her life had +come again out of a land which, by some forced obliquity of mind and +stubbornness of will, she had assured herself she would never see again. + +She withdrew her hand from her eyes, and saw him looking at her calmly, +though his face was alight. "Thee is fatigued," he said. "This is +labour which wears away the strength." He made a motion towards the +crowd. + +She smiled a very little, and said: "You do not care for such things as +this, I know. Your life has its share of it, however, I suppose." + +He looked out over the throng before he answered. "It seems an eddy of +purposeless waters. Yet there is great depth beneath, or there were no +eddy; and where there is depth and the eddy there is danger--always." +As he spoke she became almost herself again. "You think that deep +natures have most perils?" + +"Thee knows it is so. Human nature is like the earth: the deeper the +plough goes into the soil unploughed before, the more evil substance is +turned up--evil that becomes alive as soon as the sun and the air fall +upon it." + +"Then, women like me who pursue a flippant life, who ride in this merry- +go-round"--she made a gesture towards the crowd beyond--"who have no +depth, we are safest, we live upon the surface." Her gaiety was forced; +her words were feigned. + +"Thee has passed the point of danger, thee is safe," he answered +meaningly. + +"Is that because I am not deep, or because the plough has been at work?" +she asked. "In neither case I am not sure you are right." + +"Thee is happily married," he said reflectively; "and the prospect is +fair." + +"I think you know my husband," she said in answer, and yet not in answer. + +"I was born in Hamley where he has a place--thee has been there?" he +asked eagerly. + +"Not yet. We are to go next Sunday, for the first time to the Cloistered +House. I had not heard that my husband knew you, until I saw in the +paper a few days ago that your home was in Hamley. Then I asked +Eglington, and he told me that your family and his had been neighbours +for generations." + +"His father was a Quaker," David rejoined, "but he forsook the faith." + +"I did not know," she answered, with some hesitation. There was no +reason why, when she and Eglington had talked of Hamley, he should not +have said his own father had once been a Quaker; yet she had dwelt so +upon the fact that she herself had Quaker blood, and he had laughed so +much over it, with the amusement of the superior person, that his silence +on this one point struck her now with a sense of confusion. + +"You are going to Hamley--we shall meet there?" she continued. + +"To-day I should have gone, but I have business at the Foreign Office +to-morrow. One needs time to learn that all 'private interests and +partial affections' must be sacrificed to public duty." + +"But you are going soon? You will be there on Sunday?" + +"I shall be there to-morrow night, and Sunday, and for one long week at +least. Hamley is the centre of the world, the axle of the universe--you +shall see. You doubt it?" he added, with a whimsical smile. + +"I shall dispute most of what you say, and all that you think, if you do +not continue to use the Quaker 'thee' and 'thou'--ungrammatical as you +are so often." + +"Thee is now the only person in London, or in England, with whom I use +'thee' and 'thou.' I am no longer my own master, I am a public servant, +and so I must follow custom." + +"It is destructive of personality. The 'thee' and 'thou' belong to you. +I wonder if the people of Hamley will say 'thee' and 'thou' to me. I +hope, I do hope they will." + +"Thee may be sure they will. They are no respecters of persons there. +They called your husband's father Robert--his name was Robert. Friend +Robert they called him, and afterwards they called him Robert Denton till +he died." + +"Will they call me Hylda?" she asked, with a smile. "More like they +will call thee Friend Hylda; it sounds simple and strong," he replied. + +"As they call Claridge Pasha Friend David," she answered, with a smile. +"David is a good name for a strong man." + +"That David threw a stone from a sling and smote a giant in the forehead. +The stone from this David's sling falls into the ocean and is lost +beneath the surface." + +His voice had taken on a somewhat sombre tone, his eyes looked away into +the distance; yet he smiled too, and a hand upon his knee suddenly closed +in sympathy with an inward determination. + +A light of understanding came into her face. They had been keeping +things upon the surface, and, while it lasted, he seemed a lesser man +than she had thought him these past years. But now--now there was the +old unschooled simplicity, the unique and lonely personality, the homely +soul and body bending to one root-idea, losing themselves in a wave of +duty. Again he was to her, once more, the dreamer, the worker, the +conqueror--the conqueror of her own imagination. She had in herself the +soul of altruism, the heart of the crusader. Touched by the fire of a +great idea, she was of those who could have gone out into the world +without wallet or scrip, to work passionately for some great end. + +And she had married the Earl of Eglington! + +She leaned towards David, and said eagerly: "But you are satisfied--you +are satisfied with your work for poor Egypt?" + +"Thee says 'poor Egypt,'" he answered, "and thee says well. Even now she +is not far from the day of Rameses and Joseph. Thee thinks perhaps thee +knows Egypt--none knows her." + +"You know her--now?" + +He shook his head slowly. "It is like putting one's ear to the mouth of +the Sphinx. Yet sometimes, almost in despair, when I have lain down in +the desert beside my camel, set about with enemies, I have got a message +from the barren desert, the wide silence, and the stars." He paused. + +"What is the message that comes?" she asked softly. "It is always the +same: Work on! Seek not to know too much, nor think that what you do is +of vast value. Work, because it is yours to be adjusting the machinery +in your own little workshop of life to the wide mechanism of the universe +and time. One wheel set right, one flying belt adjusted, and there is a +step forward to the final harmony--ah, but how I preach!" he added +hastily. + +His eyes were fixed on hers with a great sincerity, and they were clear +and shining, yet his lips were smiling--what a trick they had of smiling! +He looked as though he should apologise for such words in such a place. + +She rose to her feet with a great suspiration, with a light in her eyes +and a trembling smile. + +"But no, no, no, you inspire one. Thee inspires me," she said, with a +little laugh, in which there was a note of sadness. "I may use 'thee,' +may I not, when I will? I am a little a Quaker also, am I not? My +people came from Derbyshire, my American people, that is--and only forty +years ago. Almost thee persuades me to be a Quaker now," she added. +"And perhaps I shall be, too," she went on, her eyes fixed on the crowd +passing by, Eglington among them. + +David saw Eglington also, and moved forward with her. + +"We shall meet in Hamley," she said composedly, as she saw her husband +leave the crush and come towards her. As Eglington noticed David, +a curious enigmatical glance flashed from his eyes. He came forward, +however, with outstretched hand. + +"I am sorry I was not at the Foreign Office when you called to-day. +Welcome back to England, home--and beauty." He laughed in a rather +mirthless way, but with a certain empressement, conscious, as he always +was, of the onlookers. "You have had a busy time in Egypt?" he +continued cheerfully, and laughed again. + +David laughed slightly, also, and Hylda noticed that it had a certain +resemblance in its quick naturalness to that of her husband. + +"I am not sure that we are so busy there as we ought to be," David +answered. "I have no real standards. I am but an amateur, and have +known nothing of public life. But you should come and see." + +"It has been in my mind. An ounce of eyesight is worth a ton of print. +My lady was there once, I believe"--he turned towards her--"but before +your time, I think. Or did you meet there, perhaps?" He glanced at both +curiously. He scarcely knew why a thought flashed into his mind--as +though by some telepathic sense; for it had never been there before, +and there was no reason for its being there now. + +Hylda saw what David was about to answer, and she knew instinctively that +he would say they had never met. It shamed her. She intervened as she +saw he was about to speak. + +"We were introduced for the first time to-night," she said; "but Claridge +Pasha is part of my education in the world. It is a miracle that Hamley +should produce two such men," she added gaily, and laid her fan upon her +husband's arm lightly. "You should have been a Quaker, Harry, and then +you two would have been--" + +"Two Quaker Don Quixotes," interrupted Eglington ironically. + +"I should not have called you a Don Quixote," his wife lightly rejoined, +relieved at the turn things had taken. "I cannot imagine you tilting at +wind-mills--" + +"Or saving maidens in distress? Well, perhaps not; but you do not +suggest that Claridge Pasha tilts at windmills either--or saves maidens +in distress. Though, now I come to think, there was an episode." He +laughed maliciously. "Some time ago it was--a lass of the cross-roads. +I think I heard of such an adventure, which did credit to Claridge +Pasha's heart, though it shocked Hamley at the time. But I wonder, +was the maiden really saved?" + +Lady Eglington's face became rigid. "Well, yes," she said slowly, "the +maiden was saved. She is now my maid. Hamley may have been shocked, but +Claridge Pasha has every reason to be glad that he helped a fellow-being +in trouble." + +"Your maid--Heaver?" asked Eglington in surprise, a swift shadow +crossing his face. + +"Yes; she only told me this morning. Perhaps she had seen that Claridge +Pasha was coming to England. I had not, however. At any rate, Quixotism +saved her." + +David smiled. "It is better than I dared to hope," he remarked quietly. + +"But that is not all," continued Hylda. "There is more. She had been +used badly by a man who now wants to marry her--has tried to do so for +years. Now, be prepared for a surprise, for it concerns you rather +closely, Eglington. Fate is a whimsical jade. Whom do you think it is? +Well, since you could never guess, it was Jasper Kimber." + +Eglington's eyes opened wide. "This is nothing but a coarse and +impossible stage coincidence," he laughed. "It is one of those tricks +played by Fact to discredit the imagination. Life is laughing at us +again. The longer I live, the more I am conscious of being an object of +derision by the scene-shifters in the wings of the stage. What a cynical +comedy life is at the best!" + +"It all seems natural enough," rejoined David. + +"It is all paradox." + +"Isn't it all inevitable law? I have no belief in 'antic Fate.'" + +Hylda realised, with a new and poignant understanding, the difference of +outlook on life between the two men. She suddenly remembered the words +of Confucius, which she had set down in her little book of daily life: +"By nature we approximate, it is only experience that drives us apart." + +David would have been content to live in the desert all his life for the +sake of a cause, making no calculations as to reward. Eglington must +ever have the counters for the game. + +"Well, if you do not believe in 'antic Fate,' you must be greatly puzzled +as you go on," he rejoined, laughing; "especially in Egypt, where the +East and the West collide, race against race, religion against religion, +Oriental mind against Occidental intellect. You have an unusual quantity +of Quaker composure, to see in it all 'inevitable law.' And it must be +dull. But you always were, so they say in Hamley, a monument of +seriousness." + +"I believe they made one or two exceptions," answered David drily. +"I had assurances." + +Eglington laughed boyishly. "You are right. You achieved a name for +humour in a day--'a glass, a kick, and a kiss,' it was. Do you have such +days in Egypt?" + +"You must come and see," David answered lightly, declining to notice the +insolence. "These are critical days there. The problems are worthy of +your care. Will you not come?" + +Eglington was conscious of a peculiar persuasive influence over himself +that he had never felt before. In proportion, however, as he felt its +compelling quality, there came a jealousy of the man who was its cause. +The old antagonism, which had had its sharpest expression the last time +they had met on the platform at Heddington, came back. It was one strong +will resenting another--as though there was not room enough in the wide +world of being for these two atoms of life, sparks from the ceaseless +wheel, one making a little brighter flash than the other for the moment, +and then presently darkness, and the whirring wheel which threw them off, +throwing off millions of others again. + +On the moment Eglington had a temptation to say something with an edge, +which would show David that his success in Egypt hung upon the course +that he himself and the weak Foreign Minister, under whom he served, +would take. And this course would be his own course largely, since he +had been appointed to be a force and strength in the Foreign Office which +his chief did not supply. He refrained, however, and, on the moment, +remembered the promise he had given to Faith to help David. + +A wave of feeling passed over him. His wife was beautiful, a creature of +various charms, a centre of attraction. Yet he had never really loved +her--so many sordid elements had entered into the thought of marriage +with her, lowering the character of his affection. With a perversity +which only such men know, such heart as he had turned to the unknown +Quaker girl who had rebuked him, scathed him, laid bare his soul before +himself, as no one ever had done. To Eglington it was a relief that +there was one human being--he thought there was only one--who read him +through and through; and that knowledge was in itself as powerful an +influence as was the secret between David and Hylda. It was a kind of +confessional, comforting to a nature not self-contained. Now he +restrained his cynical intention to deal David a side-thrust, +and quietly said: + +"We shall meet at Hamley, shall we not? Let us talk there, and not at +the Foreign Office. You would care to go to Egypt, Hylda?" + +She forced a smile. "Let us talk it over at Hamley." With a smile to +David she turned away to some friends. + +Eglington offered to introduce David to some notable people, but he said +that he must go--he was fatigued after his journey. He had no wish to be +lionised. + +As he left the salon, the band was playing a tune that made him close his +eyes, as though against something he would not see. The band in Kaid's +Palace had played it that night when he had killed Foorgat Bey. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +EACH AFTER HIS OWN ORDER + +With the passing years new feelings had grown up in the heart of Luke +Claridge. Once David's destiny and career were his own peculiar and +self-assumed responsibility. "Inwardly convicted," he had wrenched the +lad away from the natural circumstances of his life, and created a scheme +of existence for him out of his own conscience--a pious egoist. + +After David went to Egypt, however, his mind involuntarily formed the +resolution that "Davy and God should work it out together." + +He had grown very old in appearance, and his quiet face was almost +painfully white; but the eyes burned with more fire than in the past. +As the day approached when David should arrive in England, he walked by +himself continuously, oblivious of the world round him. He spoke to no +one, save the wizened Elder Meacham, and to John Fairley, who rightly +felt that he had a share in the making of Claridge Pasha. + +With head perched in the air, and face half hidden in his great white +collar, the wizened Elder, stopping Luke Claridge in the street one day, +said: + +"Does thee think the lad will ride in Pharaoh's chariot here?" + +There were sly lines of humour about the mouth of the wizened Elder as he +spoke, but Luke Claridge did not see. + +"Pride is far from his heart," he answered portentously. "He will ride +in no chariot. He has written that he will walk here from Heddington, +and none is to meet him." + +"He will come by the cross-roads, perhaps," rejoined the other piously. +"Well, well, memory is a flower or a rod, as John Fox said, and the +cross-roads have memories for him." + +Again flashes of humour crossed his face, for he had a wide humanity, of +insufficient exercise. + +"He has made full atonement, and thee does ill to recall the past, +Reuben," rejoined the other sternly. + +"If he has done no more that needs atonement than he did that day at the +cross-roads, then has his history been worthy of Hamley," rejoined the +wizened Elder, eyes shut and head buried in his collar. "Hamley made +him--Hamley made him. We did not spare advice, or example, or any +correction that came to our minds--indeed, it was almost a luxury. Think +you, does he still play the flute--an instrument none too grave, Luke?" + +But, to this, Luke Claridge exclaimed impatiently and hastened on; and +the little wizened Elder chuckled to himself all the way to the house of +John Fairley. None in Hamley took such pride in David as did these two +old men, who had loved him from a child, but had discreetly hidden their +favour, save to each other. Many times they had met and prayed together +in the weeks when his life was in notorious danger in the Soudan. + +As David walked through the streets of Heddington making for the open +country, he was conscious of a new feeling regarding the place. It was +familiar, but in a new sense. Its grimy, narrow streets, unlovely +houses, with shut windows, summer though it was, and no softening +influences anywhere, save here and there a box of sickly geraniums in the +windows, all struck his mind in a way they had never done before. A mile +away were the green fields, the woods, the roadsides gay with flowers and +shrubs-loveliness was but over the wall, as it were; yet here the +barrack-like houses, the grey, harsh streets, seemed like prison walls, +and the people in them prisoners who, with every legal right to call +themselves free, were as much captives as the criminal on some small +island in a dangerous sea. Escape--where? Into the gulf of no work and +degradation? + +They never lifted their eyes above the day's labour. They were scarce +conscious of anything beyond. What were their pleasures? They had +imitations of pleasures. To them a funeral or a wedding, a riot or a +vociferous band, a dog-fight or a strike, were alike in this, that they +quickened feelings which carried them out of themselves, gave them a +sense of intoxication. + +Intoxication? David remembered the far-off day of his own wild rebellion +in Hamley. From that day forward he had better realised that in the +hearts of so many of the human race there was a passion to forget +themselves; to blot out, if for a moment only, the troubles of life and +time; or, by creating a false air of exaltation, to rise above them. +Once in the desert, when men were dying round him of fever and dysentery, +he had been obliged, exhausted and ill, scarce able to drag himself from +his bed, to resort to an opiate to allay his own sufferings, that he +might minister to others. He remembered how, in the atmosphere it had +created--an intoxication, a soothing exhilaration and pervasive thrill-- +he had saved so many of his followers. Since then the temptation had +come upon him often when trouble weighed or difficulties surrounded him +--accompanied always by recurrence of fever--to resort to the insidious +medicine. Though he had fought the temptation with every inch of his +strength, he could too well understand those who sought for "surcease of +pain" + + "Seeking for surcease of pain, + Pilgrim to Lethe I came; + Drank not, for pride was too keen, + Stung by the sound of a name!" + +As the plough of action had gone deep into his life and laid bare his +nature to the light, there had been exposed things which struggled for +life and power in him, with the fiery strength which only evil has. + +The western heavens were aglow. On every hand the gorse and the may were +in bloom, the lilacs were coming to their end, but wild rhododendrons +were glowing in the bracken, as he stepped along the road towards the +place where he was born. Though every tree and roadmark was familiar, +yet he was conscious of a new outlook. He had left these quiet scenes +inexperienced and untravelled, to be thrust suddenly into the thick of a +struggle of nations over a sick land. He had worked in a vortex of +debilitating local intrigue. All who had to do with Egypt gained except +herself, and if she moved in revolt or agony, they threatened her. +Once when resisting the pressure and the threats of war of a foreign +diplomatist, he had, after a trying hour, written to Faith in a burst of +passionate complaint, and his letter had ended with these words. + + "In your onward march, O men, + White of face, in promise whiter, + You unsheath the sword, and then + Blame the wronged as the fighter. + + "Time, ah, Time, rolls onward o'er + All these foetid fields of evil, + While hard at the nation's core + Eats the burning rust and weevill + + "Nathless, out beyond the stars + Reigns the Wiser and the Stronger, + Seeing in all strifes and wars + Who the wronged, who the wronger." + +Privately he had spoken thus, but before the world he had given way to +no impulse, in silence finding safety from the temptation to diplomatic +evasion. Looking back over five years, he felt now that the sum of his +accomplishment had been small. + +He did not realise the truth. When his hand was almost upon the object +for which he had toiled and striven--whether pacifying a tribe, meeting a +loan by honest means, building a barrage, irrigating the land, financing +a new industry, or experimenting in cotton--it suddenly eluded him. +Nahoum had snatched it away by subterranean wires. On such occasions +Nahoum would shrug his shoulders, and say with a sigh, "Ah, my friend, +let us begin again. We are both young; time is with us; and we will +flourish palms in the face of Europe yet. We have our course set by a +bright star. We will continue." + +Yet, withal, David was the true altruist. Even now as he walked this +road which led to his old home, dear to him beyond all else, his thoughts +kept flying to the Nile and to the desert. + +Suddenly he stopped. He was at the cross-roads. Here he had met Kate +Heaver, here he had shamed his neighbours--and begun his work in life. +He stood for a moment, smiling, as he looked at the stone where he had +sat those years ago, his hand feeling instinctively for his flute. +Presently he turned to the dusty road again. + +Walking quickly away, he swung into the path of the wood which would +bring him by a short cut to Hamley, past Soolsby's cottage. Here was the +old peace, the old joy of solitude among the healing trees. Experience +had broadened his life, had given him a vast theatre of work; but the +smell of the woods, the touch of the turf, the whispering of the trees, +the song of the birds, had the ancient entry to his heart. + +At last he emerged on the hill where Soolsby lived. He had not meant, if +he could help it, to speak to any one until he had entered the garden of +the Red Mansion, but he had inadvertently come upon this place where he +had spent the most momentous days of his life, and a feeling stronger +than he cared to resist drew him to the open doorway. The afternoon sun +was beating in over the threshold as he reached it, and, at his footstep, +a figure started forward from the shadow of a corner. + +It was Kate Heaver. + +Surprise, then pain showed in her face; she flushed, was agitated. + +"I am sorry. It's too bad--it's hard on him you should see," she said in +a breath, and turned her head away for an instant; but presently looked +him in the face again, all trembling and eager. "He'll be sorry enough +to-morrow," she added solicitously, and drew away from something, she had +been trying to hide. + +Then David saw. On a bench against a wall lay old Soolsby--drunk. +A cloud passed across his face and left it pale. + +"Of course," he said simply, and went over and touched the heaving +shoulders reflectively. "Poor Soolsby!" + +"He's been sober four years--over four," she said eagerly. "When he knew +you'd come again, he got wild, and he would have the drink in spite of +all. Walking from Heddington, I saw him at the tavern, and brought him +home." + +"At the tavern--" David said reflectively. + +"The Fox and Goose, sir." She turned her face away again, and David's +head came up with a quick motion. There it was, five years ago, that he +had drunk at the bar, and had fought Jasper Kimber. + +"Poor fellow!" he said again, and listened to Soolsby's stertorous +breathing, as a physician looks at a patient whose case he cannot +control, does not wholly understand. + +The hand of the sleeping man was suddenly raised, his head gave a jerk, +and he said mumblingly: "Claridge for ever!" + +Kate nervously intervened. "It fair beat him, your coming back, sir. +It's awful temptation, the drink. I lived in it for years, and it's +cruel hard to fight it when you're worked up either way, sorrow or joy. +There's a real pleasure in being drunk, I'm sure. While it lasts you're +rich, and you're young, and you don't care what happens. It's kind of +you to take it like this, sir, seeing you've never been tempted and +mightn't understand." David shook his head sadly, and looked at Soolsby +in silence. + +"I don't suppose he took a quarter what he used to take, but it made him +drunk. 'Twas but a minute of madness. You've saved him right enough." + +"I was not blaming him. I understand--I understand." + +He looked at her clearly. She was healthy and fine-looking, with large, +eloquent eyes. Her dress was severe and quiet, as became her occupation +--a plain, dark grey, but the shapely fulness of the figure gave softness +to the outlines. It was no wonder Jasper Kimber wished to marry her; +and, if he did, the future of the man was sure. She had a temperament +which might have made her an adventuress--or an opera-singer. She had +been touched in time, and she had never looked back. + +"You are with Lady Eglington now, I have heard?" he asked. + +She nodded. + +"It was hard for you in London at first?" + +She met his look steadily. "It was easy in a way. I could see round me +what was the right thing to do. Oh, that was what was so awful in the +old life over there at Heddington,"--she pointed beyond the hill, "we +didn't know what was good and what was bad. The poor people in big +working-places like Heddington ain't much better than heathens, leastways +as to most things that matter. They haven't got a sensible religion, not +one that gets down into what they do. The parson doesn't reach them--he +talks about church and the sacraments, and they don't get at what good +it's going to do them. And the chapel preachers ain't much better. +They talk and sing and pray, when what the people want is light, +and hot water, and soap, and being shown how to live, and how to bring +up children healthy and strong, and decent-cooked food. I'd have food- +hospitals if I could, and I'd give the children in the schools one good +meal a day. I'm sure the children of the poor go wrong and bad more +through the way they live than anything. If only they was taught right +--not as though they was paupers! Give me enough nurses of the right +sort, and enough good, plain cooks, and meat three times a week, and milk +and bread and rice and porridge every day, and I'd make a new place of +any town in England in a year. I'd--" + +She stopped all at once, however, and flushing, said: "I didn't stop to +think I was talking to you, sir." + +"I am glad you speak to me so," he answered gently. "You and I are both +reformers at heart." + +"Me? I've done nothing, sir, not any good to anybody or anything." + +"Not to Jasper Kimber?" + +"You did that, sir; he says so; he says you made him." + +A quick laugh passed David's lips. "Men are not made so easily. I think +I know the trowel and the mortar that built that wall! Thee will marry +him, friend?" + +Her eyes burned as she looked at him. She had been eternally +dispossessed of what every woman has the right to have--one memory +possessing the elements of beauty. Even if it remain but for the moment, +yet that moment is hers by right of her sex, which is denied the wider +rights of those they love and serve. She had tasted the cup of +bitterness and drunk of the waters of sacrifice. Married life had no +lure for her. She wanted none of it. The seed of service had, however, +taken root in a nature full of fire and light and power, undisciplined +and undeveloped as it was. She wished to do something--the spirit of +toil, the first habit of the life of the poor, the natural medium for the +good that may be in them, had possession of her. + +This man was to her the symbol of work. To have cared for his home, to +have looked after his daily needs, to have sheltered him humbly from +little things, would have been her one true happiness. And this was +denied her. Had she been a man, it would have been so easy. She could +have offered to be his servant; could have done those things which she +could do better than any, since hers would be a heart-service. + +But even as she looked at him now, she had a flash of insight and +prescience. She had, from little things said or done, from newspapers +marked and a hundred small indications, made up her mind that her +mistress's mind dwelt much upon "the Egyptian." The thought flashed now +that she might serve this man, after all; that a day might come when she +could say that she had played a part in his happiness, in return for all +he had done for her. Life had its chances--and strange things had +happened. In her own mind she had decided that her mistress was not +happy, and who could tell what might happen? Men did not live for ever! +The thought came and went, but it left behind a determination to answer +David as she felt. + +"I will not marry Jasper," she answered slowly. "I want work, not +marriage." + +"There would be both," he urged. + +"With women there is the one or the other, not both." + +"Thee could help him. He has done credit to himself, and he can do good +work for England. Thee can help him." + +"I want work alone, not marriage, sir." + +"He would pay thee his debt." + +"He owes me nothing. What happened was no fault of his, but of the life +we were born in. He tired of me, and left me. Husbands tire of their +wives, but stay on and beat them." + +"He drove thee mad almost, I remember." + +"Wives go mad and are never cured, so many of them. I've seen them die, +poor things, and leave the little ones behind. I had the luck wi' me. +I took the right turning at the cross-roads yonder." + +"Thee must be Jasper's wife if he asks thee again," he urged. + +"He will come when I call, but I will not call," she answered. + +"But still thee will marry him when the heart is ready," he persisted. +"It shall be ready soon. He needs thee. Good-bye, friend. Leave +Soolsby alone. He will be safe. And do not tell him that I have seen +him so." He stooped over and touched the old man's shoulder gently. + +He held out his hand to her. She took it, then suddenly leaned over and +kissed it. She could not speak. + +He stepped to the door and looked out. Behind the Red Mansion the sun +was setting, and the far garden looked cool and sweet. He gave a happy +sigh, and stepped out and down. + +As he disappeared, the woman dropped into a chair, her arms upon a table. +Her body shook with sobs. She sat there for an hour, and then, when the +sun was setting, she left the drunken man sleeping, and made her way down +the hill to the Cloistered House. Entering, she was summoned to her +mistress's room. "I did not expect my lady so soon," she said, +surprised. + +"No; we came sooner than we expected. Where have you been?" + +"At Soolsby's hut on the hill, my lady." + +"Who is Soolsby?" + +Kate told her all she knew, and of what had happened that afternoon--but +not all. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +"THERE IS NOTHING HIDDEN WHICH SHALL NOT BE REVEALED" + +A fortnight had passed since they had come to Hamley--David, Eglington, +and Hylda--and they had all travelled a long distance in mutual +understanding during that time, too far, thought Luke Claridge, who +remained neutral and silent. He would not let Faith go to the Cloistered +House, though he made no protest against David going; because he +recognised in these visits the duty of diplomacy and the business of the +nation--more particularly David's business, which, in his eyes, swallowed +all. Three times David had gone to the Cloistered House; once Hylda and +he had met in the road leading to the old mill, and once at Soolsby's +hut. Twice, also, in the garden of his old home he had seen her, when +she came to visit Faith, who had captured her heart at once. Eglington +and Faith had not met, however. He was either busy in his laboratory, +or with his books, or riding over the common and through the woods, +and their courses lay apart. + +But there came an afternoon when Hylda and David were a long hour +together at the Cloistered House. They talked freely of his work in +Egypt. At last she said: "And Nahoum Pasha?" + +"He has kept faith." + +"He is in high place again?" + +"He is a good administrator." + +"You put him there!" + +"Thee remembers what I said to him, that night in Cairo?" + +Hylda closed her eyes and drew in a long breath. Had there been a word +spoken that night when she and David and Nahoum met which had not bitten +into her soul! That David had done so much in Egypt without ruin or +death was a tribute to his power. Nevertheless, though Nahoum had not +struck yet, she was certain he would one day. All that David now told +her of the vicissitudes of his plans, and Nahoum's sympathy and help, +only deepened this conviction. She could well believe that Nahoum gave +David money from his own pocket, which he replaced by extortion from +other sources, while gaining credit with David for co-operation. +Armenian Christian Nahoum might be, but he was ranged with the East +against the West, with the reactionary and corrupt against advance, +against civilisation and freedom and equality. Nahoum's Christianity was +permeated with Orientalism, the Christian belief obscured by the theism +of the Muslim. David was in a deadlier struggle than he knew. Yet it +could serve no good end to attempt to warn him now. He had outlived +peril so far; might it not be that, after all, he would win? + +So far she had avoided Nahoum's name in talks with David. She could +scarcely tell why she did, save that it opened a door better closed, +as it were; but the restraint had given way at last. + +"Thee remembers what I said that night?" David repeated slowly. + +"I remember--I understand. You devise your course and you never change. +It is like building on a rock. That is why nothing happens to you as bad +as might happen." + +"Nothing bad ever happens to me." + +"The philosophy of the desert," she commented smiling. "You are living +in the desert even when you are here. This is a dream; the desert and +Egypt only are real. + +"That is true, I think. I seem sometimes like a sojourner here, like a +spirit 'revisiting the scenes of life and time.'" He laughed boyishly. + +"Yet you are happy here. I understand now why and how you are what you +are. Even I that have been here so short a time feel the influence upon +me. I breathe an air that, somehow, seems a native air. The spirit of +my Quaker grandmother revives in me. Sometimes I sit hours thinking, +scarcely stirring; and I believe I know now how people might speak to +each other without words. Your Uncle Benn and you--it was so with you, +was it not? You heard his voice speaking to you sometimes; you +understood what he meant to say to you? You told me so long ago." + +David inclined his head. "I heard him speak as one might speak through +a closed door. Sometimes, too, in the desert I have heard Faith speak +to me." + +"And your grandfather?" + +"Never my grandfather--never. It would seem as though, in my thoughts, +I could never reach him; as though masses of opaque things lay between. +Yet he and I--there is love between us. I don't know why I never hear +him." + +"Tell me of your childhood, of your mother. I have seen her grave under +the ash by the Meeting-house, but I want to know of her from you." + +"Has not Faith told you?" + +"We have only talked of the present. I could not ask her; but I can ask +you. I want to know of your mother and you together." + +"We were never together. When I opened my eyes she closed hers. It was +so little to get for the life she gave. See, was it not a good face?" +He drew from his pocket a little locket which Faith had given him years +ago, and opened it before her. + +Hylda looked long. "She was exquisite," she said, "exquisite." + +"My father I never knew either. He was a captain of a merchant ship. +He married her secretly while she was staying with an aunt at Portsmouth. +He sailed away, my mother told my grandfather all, and he brought her +home here. The marriage was regular, of course, but my grandfather, +after announcing it, and bringing it before the Elders, declared that she +should never see her husband again. She never did, for she died a few +months after, when I came, and my father died very soon, also. I never +saw him, and I do not know if he ever tried to see me. I never had any +feeling about it. My grandfather was the only father I ever knew, and +Faith, who was born a year before me, became like a sister to me, though +she soon made other pretensions!" He laughed again, almost happily. +"To gain an end she exercised authority as my aunt!" + +"What was your father's name?" + +"Fetherdon--James Fetherdon." + +"Fetherdon--James Fetherdon !" Involuntarily Hylda repeated the name +after him. Where had she heard the name before--or where had she seen +it? It kept flashing before her eyes. Where had she seen it? For days +she had been rummaging among old papers in the library of the Cloistered +House, and in an old box full of correspondence and papers of the late +countess, who had died suddenly. Was it among them that she had seen the +name? She could not tell. It was all vague, but that she had seen it or +heard it she was sure. + +"Your father's people, you never knew them?" + +He shook his head. "Nor of them. Here was my home--I had no desire to +discover them. We draw in upon ourselves here." + +"There is great force in such a life and such a people," she answered. +"If the same concentration of mind could be carried into the wide life of +the world, we might revolutionise civilisation; or vitalise and advance +it, I mean--as you are doing in Egypt." + +"I have done nothing in Egypt. I have sounded the bugle--I have not had +my fight." + +"That is true in a sense," she replied. "Your real struggle is before +you. I do not know why I say it, but I do say it; I feel it. Something +here"--she pressed her hand to her heart--"something here tells me that +your day of battle is yet to come." Her eyes were brimming and full of +excitement. "We must all help you." She gained courage with each word. +"You must not fight alone. You work for civilisation; you must have +civilisation behind you." Her hands clasped nervously; there was a catch +in her throat. "You remember then, that I said I would call to you one +day, as your Uncle Benn did, and you should hear and answer me. It shall +not be that I will call. You--you will call, and I will help you if I +can. I will help, no matter what may seem to prevent, if there is +anything I can do. I, surely I, of all the world owe it to you to do +what I can, always. + +"I owe so much--you did so much. Oh, how it haunts me! Sometimes in the +night I wake with a start and see it all--all!" + +The flood which had been dyked back these years past had broken loose in +her heart. + +Out of the stir and sweep of social life and duty, of official and +political ambition-heart-hungry, for she had no child; heart-lonely, +though she had scarce recognised it in the duties and excitements round +her--she had floated suddenly into this backwater of a motionless life in +Hamley. Its quiet had settled upon her, the shackles of her spirit had +been loosed, and dropped from her; she had suddenly bathed her heart and +soul in a freer atmosphere than they had ever known before. And David +and Hamley had come together. The old impulses, dominated by a divine +altruism, were swinging her out upon a course leading she knew not, +reeked not, whither--for the moment reeked not. This man's career, the +work he was set to do, the ideal before him, the vision of a land +redeemed, captured her, carried her panting into a resolve which, however +she might modify her speech or action, must be an influence in her life +hereafter. Must the penance and the redemption be his only? This life +he lived had come from what had happened to her and to him in Egypt. +In a deep sense her life was linked with his. + +In a flash David now felt the deep significance of their relations. +A curtain seemed suddenly to have been drawn aside. He was blinded for +a moment. Her sympathy, her desire to help, gave him a new sense of hope +and confidence, but--but there was no room in his crusade for any woman; +the dear egotism of a life-dream was masterful in him, possessed him. + +Yet, if ever his heart might have dwelt upon a woman with thought of the +future, this being before him--he drew himself up with a start! . . . +He was going to Egypt again in a few days; they might probably never meet +again--would not, no doubt--should not. He had pressed her husband to go +to Egypt, but now he would not encourage it; he must "finish his journey +alone." + +He looked again in her eyes, and their light and beauty held him. His +own eyes swam. The exaltation of a great idea was upon them, was a bond +of fate between them. It was a moment of peril not fully realised by +either. David did realise, however, that she was beautiful beyond all +women he had ever seen--or was he now for the first time really aware of +the beauty of woman? She had an expression, a light of eye and face, +finely alluring beyond mere outline of feature. Yet the features were +there, too, regular and fine; and her brown hair waving away from her +broad, white forehead over eyes a greyish violet in colour gave her a +classic distinction. In the quietness of the face there was that strain +of the Quaker, descending to her through three generations, yet enlivened +by a mind of impulse and genius. + +They stood looking at each other for a moment, in which both had taken a +long step forward in life's experience. But presently his eyes looked +beyond her, as though at something that fascinated them. + +"Of what are you thinking? What do you see?" she asked. + +"You, leaving the garden of my house in Cairo, I standing by the fire," +he answered, closing his eyes for an instant. + +"It is what I saw also," she said breathlessly. "It is what I saw and +was thinking of that instant." When, as though she must break away from +the cords of feeling drawing her nearer and nearer to him, she said, with +a little laugh, "Tell me again of my Chicago cousin? I have not had a +letter for a year." + +"Lacey, he is with me always. I should have done little had it not been +for him. He has remarkable resource; he is never cast down. He has but +one fault." + +"What is that?" + +"He is no respecter of persons. His humour cuts deep. He has a wide +heart for your sex. When leaving the court of the King of Abyssinia he +said to his Majesty: 'Well, good-bye, King. Give my love to the girls.'" + +She laughed again. "How absurd and childish he is! But he is true and +able. And how glad you should be that you are able to make true friends, +without an effort. Yesterday I met neighbour Fairley, and another little +old Elder who keeps his chin in his collar and his eyes on the sky. They +did little else but sing your praises. One might have thought that you +had invented the world-or Hamley." + +"Yet they would chafe if I were to appear among them without these." He +glanced down at the Quaker clothes he wore, and made a gesture towards +the broadbrimmed hat reposing on a footstool near by. + +"It is good to see that you are not changed, not spoiled at all," she +remarked, smiling. "Though, indeed, how could you be, who always work +for others and never for yourself? All I envy you is your friends. You +make them and keep them so." + +She sighed, and a shadow came into her eyes suddenly. She was thinking +of Eglington. Did he make friends--true friends? In London--was there +one she knew who would cleave to him for love of him? In England--had +she ever seen one? In Hamley, where his people had been for so many +generations, had she found one? + +Herself? Yes, she was his true friend. She would do what would she not +do to help him, to serve his interests? What had she not done since she +married Her fortune, it was his; her every waking hour had been filled +with something devised to help him on his way. Had he ever said to her: +"Hylda, you are a help to me"? He had admired her--but was he singular +in that? Before she married there were many--since, there had been many +--who had shown, some with tact and carefulness, others with a crudeness +making her shudder, that they admired her; and, if they might, would have +given their admiration another name with other manifestations. Had she +repelled it all? She had been too sure of herself to draw her skirts +about her; she was too proud to let any man put her at any disadvantage. +She had been safe, because her heart had been untouched. The Duchess of +Snowdon, once beautiful, but now with a face like a mask, enamelled and +rouged and lifeless, had said to her once: "My dear, I ought to have died +at thirty. When I was twenty-three I wanted to squeeze the orange dry in +a handful of years, and then go out suddenly, and let the dust of +forgetfulness cover my bones. I had one child, a boy, and would have no +more; and I squeezed the orange! But I didn't go at thirty, and yet the +orange was dry. My boy died; and you see what I am--a fright, I know it; +and I dress like a child of twenty; and I can't help it." + +There had been moments, once, when Hylda, too, had wished to squeeze the +orange dry, but something behind, calling to her, had held her back. She +had dropped her anchor in perilous seas, but it had never dragged. + +"Tell me how to make friends--and keep them," she added gaily. + +"If it be true I make friends, thee taught me how," he answered, "for +thee made me a friend, and I forget not the lesson." + +She smiled. "Thee has learnt another lesson too well," she answered +brightly. "Thee must not flatter. It is not that which makes thee keep +friends. Thee sees I also am speaking as they do in Hamley--am I not +bold? I love the grammarless speech." + +"Then use it freely to-day, for this is farewell," he answered, not +looking at her. + +"This--is--farewell," she said slowly, vaguely. Why should it startle +her so? "You are going so soon--where?" + +"To-morrow to London, next week to Egypt." + +She laid a hand upon herself, for her heart was beating violently. "Thee +is not fair to give no warning--there is so much to say," she said, in so +low a tone that he could scarcely hear her. "There is the future, your +work, what we are to do here to help. What I am to do. + +"Thee will always be a friend to Egypt, I know," he answered. "She needs +friends. Thee has a place where thee can help." + +"Will not right be done without my voice?" she asked, her eyes half +closing. "There is the Foreign Office, and English policy, and the +ministers, and--and Eglington. What need of me?" + +He saw the thought had flashed into her mind that he did not trust her +husband. "Thee knows and cares for Egypt, and knowing and caring make +policy easier to frame," he rejoined. + +Suddenly a wave of feeling went over her. He whose life had been flung +into this field of labour by an act of her own, who should help him but +herself? + +But it all baffled her, hurt her, shook her. She was not free to help as +she wished. Her life belonged to another; and he exacted the payment of +tribute to the uttermost farthing. She was blinded by the thought. Yet +she must speak. "I will come to Egypt--we will come to Egypt," she said +quickly. "Eglington shall know, too; he shall understand. You shall +have his help. You shall not work alone." + +"Thee can work here," he said. "It may not be easy for Lord Eglington to +come." + +"You pressed it on him." + +Their eyes met. She suddenly saw what was in his mind. + +"You know best what will help you most," she added gently. + +"You will not come?" he asked. + +"I will not say I will not come--not ever," she answered firmly. "It may +be I should have to come." Resolution was in her eyes. She was thinking +of Nahoum. "I may have to come," she added after a pause, "to do right +by you." + +He read her meaning. "Thee will never come," he continued confidently. +He held out his hand. "Perhaps I shall see you in town," she rejoined, +as her hand rested in his, and she looked away. "When do you start for +Egypt?" + +"To-morrow week, I think," he answered. "There is much to do." + +"Perhaps we shall meet in town," she repeated. But they both knew they +would not. + +"Farewell," he said, and picked up his hat. + +As he turned again, the look in her eyes brought the blood to his face, +then it became pale. A new force had come into his life. + +"God be good to thee," he said, and turned away. + +She watched him leave the room and pass through the garden. + +"David! David!" she said softly after him. + +At the other end of the room her husband, who had just entered, watched +her. He heard her voice, but did not hear what she said. + +"Come, Hylda, and have some music," he said brusquely. + +She scrutinised him calmly. His face showed nothing. His look was +enigmatical. + +"Chopin is the thing for me," he said, and opened the piano. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +AS IN A GLASS DARKLY + +It was very quiet and cool in the Quaker Meeting-house, though outside +there was the rustle of leaves, the low din of the bees, the whistle of a +bird, or the even tread of horses' hoofs as they journeyed on the London +road. The place was full. For a half-hour the worshippers had sat +voiceless. They were waiting for the spirit to move some one to speak. +As they waited, a lady entered and glided into a seat. Few saw, and +these gave no indication of surprise, though they were little used to +strangers, and none of the name borne by this lady had entered the +building for many years. It was Hylda. + +At last the silence was broken. The wizened Elder, with eyes upon the +ceiling and his long white chin like ivory on his great collar, began to +pray, sitting where he was, his hands upon his knees. He prayed for all +who wandered "into by and forbidden paths." He prayed for one whose work +was as that of Joseph, son of Jacob; whose footsteps were now upon the +sea, and now upon the desert; whose way was set among strange gods and +divers heresies--"'For there must also be heresies, that they which are +approved may be made manifest among the weak.'" A moment more, and then +he added: "He hath been tried beyond his years; do Thou uphold his hands. +Once with a goad did we urge him on, when in ease and sloth he was among +us, but now he spurreth on his spirit and body in too great haste. O put +Thy hand upon the bridle, Lord, that He ride soberly upon Thy business." + +There was a longer silence now, but at last came the voice of Luke +Claridge. + +"Father of the fatherless," he said, "my days are as the sands in the +hour-glass hastening to their rest; and my place will soon be empty. He +goeth far, and I may not go with him. He fighteth alone, like him that +strove with wild beasts at Ephesus; do Thou uphold him that he may bring +a nation captive. And if a viper fasten on his hand, as chanced to Paul +of old, give him grace to strike it off without hurt. O Lord, he is to +me, Thy servant, as the one ewe lamb; let him be Thine when Thou +gatherest for Thy vineyard!" + +"And if a viper fasten on his hand--" David passed his hand across his +forehead and closed his eyes. The beasts at Ephesus he had fought, and +he would fight them again--there was fighting enough to do in the land of +Egypt. And the viper would fasten on his hand--it had fastened on his +hand, and he had struck it off; but it would come again, the dark thing +against which he had fought in the desert. + +Their prayers had unnerved him, had got into that corner of his nature +where youth and its irresponsibility loitered yet. For a moment he was +shaken, and then, looking into the faces of the Elders, said: "Friends, I +go again upon paths that lead into the wilderness. I know not if I ever +shall return. Howsoe'er that may be, I shall walk with firmer step +because of all ye do for me." + +He closed his eyes and prayed: "O God, I go into the land of ancient +plagues and present pestilence. If it be Thy will, bring me home to this +good land, when my task is done. If not, by Thy goodness let me be as a +stone set by the wayside for others who come after; and save me from the +beast and from the viper. 'Thou art faithful, who wilt not suffer us to +be tempted above that we are able; but wilt with the temptation also make +a way of escape, that we may be able to bear it!'" + +He sat down, and all grew silent again; but suddenly some one sobbed +aloud-sobbed, and strove to stay the sobbing, and could not, and, getting +up, hastened towards the door. + +It was Faith. David heard, and came quickly after her. As he took her +arm gently, his eyes met those of Hylda. She rose and came out also. + +"Will thee take her home?" he said huskily. "I can bear no more." + +Hylda placed her arm round Faith, and led her out under the trees and +into the wood. As they went, Faith looked back. + +"Oh, forgive me, forgive me, Davy," she said softly. + +Three lights burned in Hamley: one in the Red Mansion, one in the +Cloistered House, and one in Soolsby's hut upon the hill. In the Red +Mansion old Luke Claridge, his face pale with feeling, his white hair +tumbling about, his head thrust forward, his eyes shining, sat listening, +as Faith read aloud letters which Benn Claridge had written from the East +many years before. One letter, written from Bagdad, he made her read +twice. The faded sheet had in it the glow and glamour of the East; it +was like a heart beating with life; emotion rose and fell in it like the +waves of the sea. Once the old man interrupted Faith. + +"Davy--it is as though Davy spoke. It is like Davy--both Claridge, both +Claridge," he said. "But is it not like Davy? Davy is doing what it was +in Benn's heart to do. Benn showed the way; Benn called, and Davy came." + +He laid both hands upon his knees and raised his eyes. "O Lord, I have +sought to do according to Thy will," he whispered. He was thinking of a +thing he had long hidden. Through many years he had no doubt, no qualm; +but, since David had gone to Egypt, some spirit of unquiet had worked in +him. He had acted against the prayer of his own wife, lying in her +grave--a quiet-faced woman, who had never crossed him, who had never +shown a note of passion in all her life, save in one thing concerning +David. Upon it, like some prophetess, she had flamed out. With the +insight which only women have where children are concerned, she had told +him that he would live to repent of what he had done. She had died soon +after, and was laid beside the deserted young mother, whose days had +budded and blossomed, and fallen like petals to the ground, while yet it +was the spring. + +Luke Claridge had understood neither, not his wife when she had said: +"Thee should let the Lord do His own work, Luke," nor his dying daughter +Mercy, whose last words had been: "With love and sorrow I have sowed; he +shall reap rejoicing--my babe. Thee will set him in the garden in the +sun, where God may find him--God will not pass him by. He will take him +by the hand and lead him home." The old man had thought her touched by +delirium then, though her words were but the parable of a mind fed by the +poetry of life, by a shy spirit, to which meditation gave fancy and +farseeing. David had come by his idealism honestly. The half-mystical +spirit of his Uncle Benn had flowed on to another generation through the +filter of a woman's sad soul. It had come to David a pure force, a +constructive and practical idealism. + +Now, as Faith read, there were ringing in the old man's ears the words +which David's mother had said before she closed her eyes and passed away: +"Set him in the garden in the sun, where God may find him--God will not +pass him by." They seemed to weave themselves into the symbolism of Benn +Claridge's letter, written from the hills of Bagdad. + +"But," the letter continued, "the Governor passed by with his suite, the +buckles of the harness of his horses all silver, his carriage shining +with inlay of gold, his turban full of precious stones. When he had +passed, I said to a shepherd standing by, 'If thou hadst all his wealth, +shepherd, what wouldst thou do?' and he answered, 'If I had his wealth, I +would sit on the south side of my house in the sun all day and every +day.' To a messenger of the Palace, who must ever be ready night and day +to run at his master's order, I asked the same. He replied, 'If I had +all the Effendina's wealth, I would sleep till I died.' To a blind +beggar, shaking the copper in his cup in the highways, pleading dumbly to +those who passed, I made similar inquisition, and he replied 'If the +wealth of the exalted one were mine, I would sit on the mastaba by the +bake-house, and eat three times a day, save at Ramadan, when I would +bless Allah the compassionate and merciful, and breakfast at sunset with +the flesh of a kid and a dish of dates.' To a woman at the door of a +tomb hung with relics of hundreds of poor souls in misery, who besought +the buried saint to intercede for her with Allah, I made the same +catechism, and she answered, 'Oh, effendi, if his wealth were mine, +I would give my son what he has lost.' 'What has he lost, woman?' said +I; and she answered: 'A little house with a garden, and a flock of ten +goats, a cow and a dovecote, his inheritance of which he has been +despoiled by one who carried a false debt 'gainst his dead father.' And +I said to her: 'But if thy wealth were as that of the ruler of the city, +thy son would have no need of the little house and garden and the flock +of goats, and a cow and a dovecote.' Whereupon she turned upon me in +bitterness, and said: 'Were they not his own as the seed of his father? +Shall not one cherish that which is his own, which cometh from seed to +seed? Is it not the law?' 'But,' said I, 'if his wealth were thine, +there would be herds of cattle, and flocks of sheep, and carpets spread, +and the banquet-tables, and great orchards.' But she stubbornly shook +her head. 'Where the eagle built shall not the young eagle nest? How +should God meet me in the way and bless him who stood not by his birth +right? The plot of ground was the lad's, and all that is thereon. +I pray thee, mock me not.' God knows I did not mock her, for her words +were wisdom. So did it work upon me that, after many days, I got for the +lad his own again, and there he is happier, and his mother happier, than +the Governor in his palace. Later I did learn some truths from the +shepherd, the messenger, and the beggar, and the woman with the child; +but chiefly from the woman and the child. The material value has no +relation to the value each sets upon that which is his own. Behind this +feeling lies the strength of the world. Here on this hill of Bagdad I am +thinking these things. And, Luke, I would have thee also think on my +story of the woman and the child. There is in it a lesson for thee." + +When Luke Claridge first read this letter years before, he had put it +from him sternly. Now he heard it with a soft emotion. He took the +letter from Faith at last and put it in his pocket. With no apparent +relevancy, and laying his hand on Faith's shoulder, he said: + +"We have done according to our conscience by Davy--God is our witness, +so!" + +She leaned her cheek against his hand, but did not speak. + +In Soolsby's hut upon the hill David sat talking to the old chair-maker. +Since his return he had visited the place several times, only to find +Soolsby absent. The old man, on awaking from his drunken sleep, had been +visited by a terrible remorse, and, whenever he had seen David coming, +had fled into the woods. This evening, however, David came in the dark, +and Soolsby was caught. + +When David entered first, the old man broke down. He could not speak, +but leaned upon the back of a chair, and though his lips moved, no sound +came forth. But David took him by the shoulders and set him down, and +laughed gently in his face, and at last Soolsby got voice and said: + +"Egyptian! O Egyptian!" + +Then his tongue was loosened and his eye glistened, and he poured out +question after question, many pertinent, some whimsical, all frankly +answered by David. But suddenly he stopped short, and his eyes sank +before the other, who had laid a hand upon his knee. + +"But don't, Egyptian, don't! Don't have aught to do with me. I'm only a +drunken swine. I kept sober four years, as she knows--as the Angel down +yonder in the Red Mansion knows; but the day you came, going out to meet +you, I got drunk--blind drunk. I had only been pretending all the time. +I was being coaxed along--made believe I was a real man, I suppose. But +I wasn't. I was a pillar of sand. When pressure came I just broke down +--broke down, Egyptian. Don't be surprised if you hear me grunt. It's +my natural speech. I'm a hog, a drink-swilling hog. I wasn't decent +enough to stay sober till you had said 'Good day,' and 'How goes it, +Soolsby?' I tried it on; it was no good. I began to live like a man, but +I've slipped back into the ditch. You didn't know that, did you?" + +David let him have his say, and then in a low voice said: "Yes, I knew +thee had been drinking, Soolsby." He started. "She told you--Kate +Heaver--" + +"She did not tell me. I came and found you here with her. You were +asleep." + +"A drunken sweep!" He spat upon the ground in disgust at himself. + +"I ought never have comeback here," he added. "It was no place for me. +But it drew me. I didn't belong; but it drew me." + +"Thee belongs to Hamley. Thee is an honour to Hamley, Soolsby." + +Soolsby's eyes widened; the blurred look of rage and self-reproach in +them began to fade away. + +"Thee has made a fight, Soolsby, to conquer a thing that has had thee by +the throat. There's no fighting like it. It means a watching every +hour, every minute--thee can never take the eye off it. Some days it's +easy, some days it's hard, but it's never so easy that you can say, +'There is no need to watch.' In sleep it whispers and wakes you; in the +morning, when there are no shadows, it casts a shadow on the path. It +comes between you and your work; you see it looking out of the eyes of a +friend. And one day, when you think it has been conquered, that you have +worn it down into oblivion and the dust, and you close your eyes and say, +'I am master,' up it springs with fury from nowhere you can see, and +catches you by the throat; and the fight begins again. But you sit +stronger, and the fight becomes shorter; and after many battles, and you +have learned never to be off guard, to know by instinct where every +ambush is, then at last the victory is yours. It is hard, it is bitter, +and sometimes it seems hardly worth the struggle. But it is--it is worth +the struggle, dear old man." + +Soolsby dropped on his knees and caught David by the arms. "How did you +know-how did you know?" he asked hoarsely. "It's been just as you say. +You've watched some one fighting?" + +"I have watched some one fighting--fighting," answered David clearly, but +his eyes were moist. + +"With drink, the same as me?" + +"No, with opium--laudanum." + +"Oh, I've heard that's worse, that it makes you mad, the wanting it." + +"I have seen it so." + +"Did the man break down like me?" + +"Only once, but the fight is not yet over with him." "Was he--an +Englishman?" + +David inclined his head. "It's a great thing to have a temptation to +fight, Soolsby. Then we can understand others." + +"It's not always true, Egyptian, for you have never had temptation to +fight. Yet you know it all." + +"God has been good to me," David answered, putting a hand on the old +man's shoulder. "And thee is a credit to Hamley, friend. Thee will +never fall again." + +"You know that--you say that to me! Then, by Mary the mother of God, I +never will be a swine again," he said, getting to his feet. + +"Well, good-bye, Soolsby. I go to-morrow," David said presently. + +Soolsby frowned; his lips worked. "When will you come back?" he asked +eagerly. + +David smiled. "There is so much to do, they may not let me come--not +soon. I am going into the desert again." + +Soolsby was shaking. He spoke huskily. "Here is your place," he said. +"You shall come back--Oh, but you shall come back, here, where you +belong." + +David shook his head and smiled, and clasped the strong hand again. A +moment later he was gone. From the door of the but Soolsby muttered to +himself: + +"I will bring you back. If Luke Claridge doesn't, then I will bring you +back. If he dies, I will bring you--no, by the love of God, I will bring +you back while he lives!" + + ........................... + +Two thousand miles away, in a Nile village, women sat wailing in dark +doorways, dust on their heads, black mantles covering their faces. By +the pond where all the people drank, performed their ablutions, bathed +their bodies and rinsed their mouths, sat the sheikh-el-beled, the +village chief, taking counsel in sorrow with the barber, the holy man, +and others. Now speaking, now rocking their bodies to and fro, in the +evening sunlight, they sat and watched the Nile in flood covering the +wide wastes of the Fayoum, spreading over the land rich deposits of earth +from the mountains of Abyssinia. When that flood subsided there would be +fields to be planted with dourha and onions and sugar-cane; but they +whose strong arms should plough and sow and wield the sickle, the youth, +the upstanding ones, had been carried off in chains to serve in the army +of Egypt, destined for the far Soudan, for hardship, misery, and death, +never to see their kindred any more. Twice during three months had the +dread servant of the Palace come and driven off their best like sheep to +the slaughter. The brave, the stalwart, the bread-winners, were gone; +and yet the tax-gatherer would come and press for every impost--on the +onion-field, the date-palm, the dourha-field, and the clump of sugar- +cane, as though the young men, the toilers, were still there. The old +and infirm, the children, the women, must now double and treble their +labour. The old men must go to the corvee, and mend the banks of the +Nile for the Prince and his pashas, providing their own food, their own +tools, their own housing, if housing there would be--if it was more than +sleeping under a bush by the riverside, or crawling into a hole in the +ground, their yeleks their clothes by day, their only covering at night. + +They sat like men without hope, yet with the proud, bitter mien of those +who had known good and had lost it, had seen content and now were +desolate. + +Presently one--a lad--the youngest of them, lifted up his voice and began +to chant a recitative, while another took a small drum and beat it in +unison. He was but just recovered from an illness, or he had gone also +in chains to die for he knew not what, leaving behind without hope all +that he loved: + + "How has the cloud fallen, and the leaf withered on the tree, + The lemon-tree, that standeth by the door. + The melon and the date have gone bitter to the taste, + The weevil, it has eaten at the core + The core of my heart, the mildew findeth it. + My music, it is but the drip of tears, + The garner empty standeth, the oven hath no fire, + Night filleth me with fears. + O Nile that floweth deeply, hast thou not heard his voice? + His footsteps hast thou covered with thy flood? + He was as one who lifteth up the yoke, + He was as one who taketh off the chain, + As one who sheltereth from the rain, + As one who scattereth bread to the pigeons flying. + His purse was at his side, his mantle was for me, + For any who passeth were his mantle and his purse, + And now like a gourd is he withered from our eyes. + His friendship, it was like a shady wood + Whither has he gone?--Who shall speak for us? + Who shall save us from the kourbash and the stripes? + Who shall proclaim us in the palace? + Who shall contend for us in the gate? + The sakkia turneth no more; the oxen they are gone; + The young go forth in chains, the old waken in the night, + They waken and weep, for the wheel turns backward, + And the dark days are come again upon us-- + Will he return no more? + His friendship was like a shady wood, + O Nile that floweth deeply, hast thou not heard his voice? + Hast thou covered up his footsteps with thy flood? + The core of my heart, the mildew findeth it!" + +Another-an old man-took up the strain, as the drum kept time to the beat +of the voice with its undulating call and refrain: + +"When his footsteps were among us there was peace; +War entered not the village, nor the call of war. +Now our homes are as those that have no roofs. +As a nest decayed, as a cave forsaken, +As a ship that lieth broken on the beach, +Is the house where we were born. +Out in the desert did we bury our gold, +We buried it where no man robbed us, for his arm was strong. +Now are the jars empty, gold did not avail +To save our young men, to keep them from the chains. +God hath swallowed his voice, or the sea hath drowned it, +Or the Nile hath covered him with its flood; +Else would he come when our voices call. +His word was honey in the prince's ear +Will he return no more?" + +And now the sheikh-el-beled spoke. "It hath been so since Nahoum Pasha +passed this way four months agone. He hath changed all. War will not +avail. David Pasha, he will come again. His word is as the centre of +the world. Ye have no hope, because ye see the hawks among the starving +sheep. But the shepherd will return from behind the hill, and the hawks +will flee away. + +". . . Behold, once was I in the desert. Listen, for mine are the +words of one who hath travelled far--was I not at Damascus and Palmyra +and Bagdad, and at Medina by the tomb of Mahomet?" + +Reverently he touched the green turban on his head, evidence of his +journey to Mahomet's tomb. "Once in the desert I saw afar off an oasis +of wood and water, and flying things, and houses where a man might rest. +And I got me down from my camel, and knelt upon my sheepskin, and gave +thanks in the name of Allah. Thereupon I mounted again and rode on +towards that goodly place. But as I rode it vanished from my sight. +Then did I mourn. Yet once again I saw the trees, and flocks of pigeons +and waving fields, and I was hungry and thirsty, and longed exceedingly. +Yet got I down, and, upon my sheep-skin, once more gave thanks to Allah. +And I mounted thereafter in haste and rode on; but once again was I +mocked. Then I cried aloud in my despair. It was in my heart to die +upon the sheep-skin where I had prayed; for I was burned up within, and +there seemed naught to do but say malaish, and go hence. But that goodly +sight came again. My heart rebelled that I should be so mocked. I bent +down my head upon my camel that I might not see, yet once more I loosed +the sheep-skin. Lifting up my heart, I looked again, and again I took +hope and rode on. Farther and farther I rode, and lo! I was no longer +mocked; for I came to a goodly place of water and trees, and was saved. +So shall it be with us. We have looked for his coming again, and our +hearts have fallen and been as ashes, for that he has not come. Yet +there be mirages, and one day soon David Pasha will come hither, and our +pains shall be eased." + +"Aiwa, aiwa--yes, yes," cried the lad who had sung to them. + +"Aiwa, aiwa," rang softly over the pond, where naked children stooped to +drink. + +The smell of the cooking-pots floated out from the mud-houses near by. + +"Malaish," said one after another, "I am hungry. He will come again- +perhaps to-morrow." So they moved towards the houses over the way. + +One cursed his woman for wailing in the doorway; one snatched the lid +from a cooking-pot; one drew from an oven cakes of dourha, and gave them +to those who had none; one knelt and bowed his forehead to the ground in +prayer; one shouted the name of him whose coming they desired. + +So was David missed in Egypt. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE TENTS OF CUSHAN + + "I saw the tents of Cushan in affliction, and the curtains + of the Land of Midian did tremble." + +A Hurdy-Gurdy was standing at the corner, playing with shrill insistence +a medley of Scottish airs. Now "Loch Lomond" pleaded for pennies from +the upper windows: + + "For you'll tak' the high road, + and I'll tak' the low road, + And I'll be in Scotland before ye: + But I and my true love will never meet again, + On the bonnie, bonnie banks of Loch Lomond!" + +The hurdy-gurdy was strident and insistent, but for a long time no +response came. At last, however, as the strains of "Loch Lomond" ceased, +a lady appeared on the balcony of a drawing-room, and, leaning over a +little forest of flowers and plants, threw a half-crown to the sorry +street-musician. She watched the grotesque thing trundle away, then +entering the house again, took a 'cello from the corner of the room and +tuned the instrument tenderly. It was Hylda. + +Something of the peace of Hamley had followed her to London, but the +poignant pain of it had come also. Like Melisande, she had looked into +the quiet pool of life and had seen her own face, its story and its +foreshadowings. Since then she had been "apart." She had watched life +move on rather than shared in its movement. Things stood still for her. +That apathy of soul was upon her which follows the inward struggle that +exhausts the throb and fret of inward emotions, leaving the mind +dominant, the will in abeyance. + +She had become conscious that her fate and future were suspended over a +chasm, as, on the trapeze of a balloon, an adventurous aeronaut hangs +uncertain over the hungry sea, waiting for the coming wind which will +either blow the hazardous vessel to its doom or to safe refuge on the +land. + +She had not seen David after he left Hamley. Their last words had been +spoken at the Meeting-house, when he gave Faith to her care. That scene +came back to her now, and a flush crept slowly over her face and faded +away again. She was recalling, too, the afternoon of that day when she +and David had parted in the drawing-room of the Cloistered House, and +Eglington had asked her to sing. She thought of the hours with Eglington +that followed, first at the piano and afterwards in the laboratory, where +in his long blue smock he made experiments. Had she not been conscious +of something enigmatical in his gaiety that afternoon, in his cheerful +yet cheerless words, she would have been deeply impressed by his +appreciation of her playing, and his keen reflections on the merits of +the composers; by his still keener attention to his subsequent +experiments, and his amusing comments upon them. But, somehow, that very +cheerless cheerfulness seemed to proclaim him superficial. Though she +had no knowledge of science, she instinctively doubted his earnestness +even in this work, which certainly was not pursued for effect. She had +put the feeling from her, but it kept returning. She felt that in +nothing did he touch the depths. Nothing could possess him wholly; +nothing inherent could make him self-effacing. + +Yet she wondered, too, if she was right, when she saw his fox-terrier +watching him, ever watching him with his big brown eyes as he buoyantly +worked, and saw him stoop to pat its head. Or was this, after all, mere +animalism, mere superficial vitality, love of health and being? She +shuddered, and shut her eyes, for it came home to her that to him she was +just such a being of health, vitality and comeliness, on a little higher +plane. She put the thought from her, but it had had its birth, and it +would not down. He had immense vitality, he was tireless, and abundant +in work and industry; he went from one thing to another with ease and +swiftly changing eagerness. Was it all mere force--mere man and mind? +Was there no soul behind it? There in the laboratory she had laid her +hand on the terrier, and prayed in her heart that she might understand +him for her own good, her own happiness, and his. Above all else she +wanted to love him truly, and to be loved truly, and duty was to her a +daily sacrifice, a constant memorial. She realised to the full that +there lay before her a long race unilluminated by the sacred lamp which, +lighted at the altar, should still be burning beside the grave. + +Now, as she thought of him, she kept saying to herself: "We should have +worked out his life together. Work together would have brought peace. +He shuts me out--he shuts me out." + +At last she drew the bow across the instrument, once, twice, and then she +began to play, forgetful of the world. She had a contralto voice, and +she sang with a depth of feeling and a delicate form worthy of a +professional; on the piano she was effective and charming, but into the +'cello she poured her soul. + +For quite an hour she played with scarce an interruption. At last, with +a sigh, she laid the instrument against her knee and gazed out of the +window. As she sat lost in her dream--a dream of the desert--a servant +entered with letters. One caught her eye. It was from Egypt--from her +cousin Lacey. Her heart throbbed violently, yet she opened the official- +looking envelope with steady fingers. She would not admit even to her +self that news from the desert could move her so. She began to read +slowly, but presently, with a little cry, she hastened through the pages. +It ran: + + THE SOUDAN. + + DEAR LADY COUSIN, + + I'm still not certain how I ought to style you, but I thought I'd + compromise as per above. Anyway, it's a sure thing that I haven't + bothered you much with country-cousin letters. I figure, however, + that you've put some money in Egypt, so to speak, and what happens + to this sandy-eyed foundling of the Nile you would like to know. So + I've studied the only "complete letter-writer" I could find between + the tropic of Capricorn and Khartoum, and this is the contemptible + result, as the dagos in Mexico say. This is a hot place by reason + of the sun that shines above us, and likewise it is hot because of + the niggers that swarm around us. I figure, if we get out of this + portion of the African continent inside our skins, that we will have + put up a pretty good bluff, and pulled off a ticklish proposition. + + It's a sort of early Christian business. You see, David the Saadat + is great on moral suasion--he's a master of it; and he's never + failed yet--not altogether; though there have been minutes by a + stop-watch when I've thought it wouldn't stand the strain. Like the + Mississippi steamboat which was so weak that when the whistle blew + the engines stopped! When those frozen minutes have come to us, + I've tried to remember the correct religious etiquette, but I've not + had much practise since I stayed with Aunt Melissa, and lived on + skim-milk and early piety. When things were looking as bad as they + did for Dives, "Now I lay me down to sleep," and "For what we are + about to receive," was all that I could think of. But the Saadat, + he's a wonder from Wondertown. With a little stick, or maybe his + flute under his arm, he'll smile and string these heathen along, + when you'd think they weren't waiting for anybody. A spear took off + his fez yesterday. He never blinked--he's a jim-dandy at keeping + cool; and when a hundred mounted heathens made a rush down on him + the other day, spears sticking out like quills on a porcupine--2.5 + on the shell-road the chargers were going--did he stir? Say, he + watched 'em as if they were playing for his benefit. And sure + enough, he was right. They parted either side of him when they were + ten feet away, and there he was quite safe, a blessing in the storm, + a little rock island in the rapids--but I couldn't remember a proper + hymn of praise to say. + + There's no getting away from the fact that he's got a will or + something, a sort of force different from most of us, or perhaps any + of us. These heathen feel it, and keep their hands off him. They + say he's mad, but they've got great respect for mad people, for they + think that God has got their souls above with Him, and that what's + left behind on earth is sacred. He talks to'em, too, like a father + in Israel; tells 'em they must stop buying and selling slaves, and + that if they don't he will have to punish them! And I sit holding + my sides, for we're only two white men and forty "friendlies" + altogether, and two revolvers among us; and I've got the two! And + they listen to his blarneying, and say, "Aiwa, Saadat! aiwa, + Saadat!" as if he had an army of fifty thousand behind him. + Sometimes I've sort of hinted that his canoe was carrying a lot of + sail; but my! he believes in it all as if there wasn't a spear or a + battle-axe or a rifle within a hundred miles of him. We've been at + this for two months now, and a lot of ground we covered till we got + here. I've ridden the gentle camel at the rate of sixty and seventy + miles a day--sort of sweeping through the land, making treaties, + giving presents, freeing slaves, appointing governors and sheikhs- + el-beled, doing it as if we owned the continent. He mesmerised 'em, + simply mesmerised 'em-till we got here. I don't know what happened + then. Now we're distinctly rating low, the laugh is on us somehow. + But he--mind it? He goes about talking to the sheikhs as though we + were all eating off the same corn-cob, and it seems to stupefy them; + they don't grasp it. He goes on arranging for a post here and a + station there, and it never occurs to him that it ain't really + actual. He doesn't tell me, and I don't ask him, for I came along + to wipe his stirrups, so to speak. I put my money on him, and I'm + not going to worry him. He's so dead certain in what he does, and + what he is, that I don't lose any sleep guessing about him. It will + be funny if we do win out on this proposition--funnier than + anything. + + Now, there's one curious thing about it all which ought to be + whispered, for I'm only guessing, and I'm not a good guesser; I + guessed too much in Mexico about three railways and two silvermines. + The first two days after we came here, everything was all right. + Then there came an Egyptian, Halim Bey, with a handful of niggers + from Cairo, and letters for Claridge Pasha. + + From that minute there was trouble. I figure it out this way: Halim + was sent by Nahoum Pasha to bring letters that said one thing to the + Saadat, and, when quite convenient, to say other things to Mustafa, + the boss-sheikh of this settlement. Halim Bey has gone again, but + he has left his tale behind him. I'd stake all I lost, and more + than I ever expect to get out of Mexico on that, and maybe I'll get + a hatful out of Mexico yet. I had some good mining propositions + down there. The Saadat believes in Nahoum, and has made Nahoum what + he is; and on the surface Nahoum pretends to help him; but he is + running underground all the time. I'd like to help give him a villa + at Fazougli. When the Saadat was in England there was a bad time in + Egypt. I was in Cairo; I know. It was the same bad old game--the + corvee, the kourbash, conscription, a war manufactured to fill the + pockets of a few, while the poor starved and died. It didn't come + off, because the Saadat wasn't gone long enough, and he stopped it + when he came back. But Nahoumhe laid the blame on others, and the + Saadat took his word for it, and, instead of a war, there came this + expedition of his own. + + Ten days later.--Things have happened. First, there's been awful + sickness among the natives, and the Saadat has had his chance. His + medicine-chest was loaded, he had a special camel for it--and he has + fired it off. Night and day he has worked, never resting, never + sleeping, curing most, burying a few. He looks like a ghost now, + but it's no use saying or doing anything. He says: "Sink your own + will; let it be subject to a higher, and you need take no thought." + It's eating away his life and strength, but it has given us our + return tickets, I guess. They hang about him as if he was Moses in + the wilderness smiting the rock. It's his luck. Just when I get + scared to death, and run down and want a tonic, and it looks as if + there'd be no need to put out next week's washing, then his luck + steps in, and we get another run. But it takes a heap out of a man, + getting scared. Whenever I look on a lot of green trees and cattle + and horses, and the sun, to say nothing of women and children, and + listen to music, or feel a horse eating up the ground under me, 2.10 + in the sand, I hate to think of leaving it, and I try to prevent it. + Besides, I don't like the proposition of going, I don't know where. + That's why I get seared. But he says that it's no more than turning + down the light and turning it up again. They used to call me a + dreamer in Mexico, because I kept seeing things that no one else had + thought of, and laid out railways and tapped mines for the future; + but I was nothing to him. I'm a high-and-dry hedge-clipper + alongside. I'm betting on him all the time; but no one seems to be + working to make his dreams come true, except himself. I don't + count; I'm no good, no real good. I'm only fit to run the + commissariat, and see that he gets enough to eat, and has a safe + camel, and so on. + + Why doesn't some one else help him? He's working for humanity. + Give him half a chance, and Haroun-al-Raschid won't be in it. Kaid + trusts him, depends on him, stands by him, but doesn't seem to know + how to help him when help would do most good. The Saadat does it + all himself; and if it wasn't that the poor devil of a fellah sees + what he's doing, and cottons to him, and the dervishes and Arabs + feel he's right, he might as well leave. But it's just there he + counts. There's something about him, something that's Quaker in + him, primitive, silent, and perceptive--if that's a real word--which + makes them feel that he's honest, and isn't after anything for + himself. Arabs don't talk much; they make each other understand + without many words. They think with all their might on one thing at + a time, and they think things into happening--and so does he. He's + a thousand years old, which is about as old-fashioned as I mean, and + as wise, and as plain to read as though you'd write the letters of + words as big as a date-palm. That's where he makes the running with + them, and they can read their title clear to mansions in the skies! + + You should hear him talk with Ebn Ezra Bey--perhaps you don't know + of Ezra? He was a friend of his Uncle Benn, and brought the news of + his massacre to England, and came back with the Saadat. Well, three + days ago Ebn Ezra came, and there came with him, too, Halim Bey, the + Egyptian, who had brought the letters to us from Cairo. Elm Ezra + found him down the river deserted by his niggers, and sick with this + new sort of fever, which the Saadat is knocking out of time. And + there he lies, the Saadat caring for him as though he was his + brother. But that's his way; though, now I come to think of it, the + Saadat doesn't suspect what I suspect, that Halim Bey brought word + from Nahoum to our sheikhs here to keep us here, or lose us, or do + away with us. Old Ebn Ezra doesn't say much himself, doesn't say + anything about that; but he's guessing the same as me. And the + Saadat looks as though he was ready for his grave, but keeps going, + going, going. He never seems to sleep. What keeps him alive I + don't know. Sometimes I feel clean knocked out myself with the + little I do, but he's a travelling hospital all by his lonesome. + + Later.--I had to stop writing, for things have been going on-- + several. I can see that Ebn Ezra has told the Saadat things that + make him want to get away to Cairo as soon as possible. That it's + Nahoum Pasha and others--oh, plenty of others, of course--I'm + certain; but what the particular game is I don't know. Perhaps you + know over in England, for you're nearer Cairo than we are by a few + miles, and you've got the telegraph. Perhaps there's a revolution, + perhaps there's been a massacre of Europeans, perhaps Turkey is + kicking up a dust, perhaps Europe is interfering--all of it, all at + once. + + Later still.--I've found out it's a little of all, and the Saadat is + ready to go. I guess he can go now pretty soon, for the worst of + the fever is over. But something has happened that's upset him- + knocked him stony for a minute. Halim Bey was killed last night--by + order of the sheikhs, I'm told; but the sheikhs won't give it away. + When the Saadat went to them, his eyes blazing, his face pale as a + sheet, and as good as swore at them, and treated them as though he'd + string them up the next minute, they only put their hands on their + heads, and said they were "the fallen leaves for his foot to + scatter," the "snow on the hill for his breath to melt"; but they + wouldn't give him any satisfaction. So he came back and shut + himself up in his tent, and he sits there like a ghost all + shrivelled up for want of sleep, and his eyes like a lime-kiln + burning; for now he knows this at least, that Halim Bey had brought + some word from Kaid's Palace that set these Arabs against him, and + nearly stopped my correspondence. You see, there's a widow in + Cairo--she's a sister of the American consul, and I've promised to + take her with a party camping in the Fayoum--cute as she can be, and + plays the guitar. But it's all right now, except that the Saadat is + running too close and fine. If he has any real friends in England + among the Government people, or among those who can make the + Government people sit up, and think what's coming to Egypt and to + him, they'll help him now when he needs it. He'll need help real + bad when he gets back to Cairo--if we get that far. It isn't yet a + sure thing, for we've got to fight in the next day or two--I forgot + to tell you that sooner. There's a bull-Arab on the rampage with + five thousand men, and he's got a claim out on our sheikh, Mustafa, + for ivory he has here, and there's going to be a scrimmage. We've + got to make for a better position to-morrow, and meet Abdullah, the + bull-Arab, further down the river. That's one reason why Mustafa + and all our friends here are so sweet on us now. They look on the + Saadat as a kind of mascot, and they think that he can wipe out the + enemy with his flute, which they believe is a witch-stick to work + wonders. + + He's just sent for me to come, and I must stop soon. Say, he hasn't + had sleep for a fortnight. It's too much; he can't stand it. I + tried it, and couldn't. It wore me down. He's killing himself for + others. I can't manage him; but I guess you could. I apologise, + dear Lady Cousin. I'm only a hayseed, and a failure, but I guess + you'll understand that I haven't thought only of myself as I wrote + this letter. The higher you go in life the more you'll understand; + that's your nature. I'll get this letter off by a nigger to-morrow, + with those the Saadat is sending through to Cairo by some + friendlies. It's only a chance; but everything's chance here now. + Anyhow, it's safer than leaving it till the scrimmage. If you get + this, won't you try and make the British Government stand by the + Saadat? Your husband, the lord, could pull it off, if he tried; and + if you ask him, I guess he'd try. I must be off now. David Pasha + will be waiting. Well, give my love to the girls! + + Your affectionate cousin, + + TOM LACEY. + + P. S.--I've got a first-class camel for our scrimmage day after + to-morrow. Mustafa sent it to me this morning. I had a fight on + mules once, down at Oaxaca, but that was child's play. This will be + "slaughter in the pan," if the Saadat doesn't stop it somehow. + Perhaps he will. If I wasn't so scared I'd wish he couldn't stop + it, for it will be a way-up Barbarian scrap, the tongs and the + kettle, a bully panjandrum. It gets mighty dull in the desert when + you're not moving. But "it makes to think," as the French say. + Since I came out here I've had several real centre thoughts, sort of + main principles-key-thoughts, that's it. What I want now is a sort + of safety-ring to string 'em on and keep 'em safe; for I haven't a + good memory, and I get mighty rattled sometimes. Thoughts like + these are like the secret of a combination lock; they let you into + the place where the gold and securities and title-deeds of life are. + Trouble is, I haven't got a safety-ring, and I'm certain to lose + them. I haven't got what you'd call an intellectual memory. Things + come in flashes to me out of experiences, and pull me up short, and + I say, "Yes, that's it--that's it; I understand." I see why it's + so, and what it means, and where it leads, and how far it spreads. + It's five thousand years old. Adam thought it after Cain killed + Abel, or Abel thought it just before he died, or Eve learned it from + Lilith, or it struck Abraham when he went to sacrifice Isaac. + Sometimes things hit me deep like that here in the desert. Then I + feel I can see just over on the horizon the tents of Moab in the + wilderness; that yesterday and to-day are the same; that I've + crossed the prairies of the everlasting years, and am playing about + with Ishmael in the wild hills, or fighting with Ahab. Then the + world and time seem pretty small potatoes. + + You see how it is. I never was trained to think, and I get stunned + by thoughts that strike me as being dug right out of the centre. + Sometimes I'd like to write them down; but I can't write; I can only + talk as I'm talking to you. If you weren't so high up, and so much + cleverer than I am, and such a thinker, I'd like you to be my + safety-ring, if you would. I could tell the key-thoughts to you + when they came to me, before I forgot them with all their bearings; + and by-and-by they'd do me a lot of good when I got away from this + influence, and back into the machinery of the Western world again. + If you could come out here, if you could feel what I feel here--and + you would feel a thousand times as much--I don't know what you + wouldn't do. + + It's pretty wonderful. The nights with the stars so white and + glittering, and so near that you'd think you could reach up and hand + them down; the dark, deep, blue beyond; such a width of life all + round you, a sort of never-ending space, that everything you ever + saw or did seems little, and God so great in a kind of hovering + sense like a pair of wings; and all the secrets of time coming out + of it all, and sort of touching your face like a velvet wind. I + expect you'll think me sentimental, a first-class squash out of the + pumpkin-garden; but it's in the desert, and it gets into you and + saturates you, till you feel that this is a kind of middle space + between the world of cities, and factories, and railways, and + tenement-houses, and the quiet world to come--a place where they + think out things for the benefit of future generations, and convey + them through incarnations, or through the desert. Say, your + ladyship, I'm a chatterer, I'm a two-cent philosopher, I'm a baby; + but you are too much like your grandmother, who was the daughter of + a Quaker like David Pasha, to laugh at me. + + I've got a suit of fine chain-armour which I bought of an Arab down + by Darfur. I'm wondering if it would be too cowardly to wear it in + the scrap that's coming. I don't know, though, but what I'll wear + it, I get so scared. But it will be a frightful hot thing under my + clothes, and it's hot enough without that, so I'm not sure. It + depends how much my teeth chatter when I see "the dawn of battle." + + I've got one more thing before I stop. I'm going to send you a + piece of poetry which the Saadat wrote, and tore in two, and threw + away. He was working off his imagination, I guess, as you have to + do out here. I collected it and copied it, and put in the + punctuation--he didn't bother about that. Perhaps he can't + punctuate. I don't understand quite what the poetry means, but + maybe you will. Anyway, you'll see that it's a real desert piece. + Here it is: + + + "THE DESERT ROAD + + "In the sands I lived in a hut of palm, + There was never a garden to see; + There was never a path through the desert calm, + Nor a way through its storms for me. + + "Tenant was I of a lone domain; + The far pale caravans wound + To the rim of the sky, and vanished again; + My call in the waste was drowned. + + "The vultures came and hovered and fled; + And once there stole to my door + A white gazelle, but its eyes were dread + With the hurt of the wounds it bore. + + "It passed in the dusk with a foot of fear, + And the white cold mists rolled in; + + "And my heart was the heart of a stricken deer, + Of a soul in the snare of sin. + + "My days they withered like rootless things, + And the sands rolled on, rolled wide; + Like a pelican I, with broken wings, + Like a drifting barque on the tide. + + "But at last, in the light of a rose-red day, + In the windless glow of the morn, + From over the hills and from far away, + You came--ah, the joy of the morn! + + "And wherever your footsteps fell, there crept + A path--it was fair and wide: + A desert road which no sands have swept, + Where never a hope has died. + + "I followed you forth, and your beauty held + My heart like an ancient song; + By that desert road to the blossoming plains + I came-and the way was long! + + "So I set my course by the light of your eyes; + I care not what fate may send; + On the road I tread shine the love-starred skies-- + The road with never an end." + + Not many men can do things like that, and the other things, too, + that he does. Perhaps he will win through, by himself, but is it + fair to have him run the risk? If he ever did you a good turn, as + you once said to me he did, won't you help him now? You are on the + inside of political things, and if you make up your mind to help, + nothing will stop you--that was your grandmother's way. He ought to + get his backing pretty soon, or it won't be any good. . . . I + hear him at his flute. I expect he's tired waiting for me. Well, + give my love to the girls! + T. L. + + +As Hylda read, she passed through phases of feeling begotten of new +understanding which shook her composure. She had seen David and all that +David was doing; Egypt, and all that was threatening the land through the +eyes of another who told the whole truth--except about his own cowardice, +which was untrue. She felt the issues at stake. While the mention of +David's personal danger left her sick for a moment, she saw the wider +peril also to the work he had set out to do. + +What was the thing without the man? It could not exist--it had no +meaning. Where was he now? What had been the end of the battle? He had +saved others, had he saved himself? The most charmed life must be +pierced by the shaft of doom sooner or later; but he was little more than +a youth yet, he had only just begun! + +"And the Saadat looks as though he was ready for his grave--but keeps +going, going, going.!" The words kept ringing in her ears. Again: "And +he sits there like a ghost all shrivelled up for want of sleep, and his +eyes like a lime-kiln burning. . . . He hasn't had sleep for a +fortnight. . . . He's killing himself for others." + +Her own eyes were shining with a dry, hot light, her lips were quivering, +but her hands upon the letter were steady and firm. What could she do? + +She went to a table, picked up the papers, and scanned them hurriedly. +Not a word about Egypt. She thought for a moment, then left the drawing- +room. Passing up a flight of stairs to her husband's study, she knocked +and entered. It was empty; but Eglington was in the house, for a red +despatch-box lay open on his table. Instinctively she glanced at the +papers exposed in the box, and at the letters beside it. The document on +the top of the pile in the box related to Cyprus--the name caught her +eye. Another document was half-exposed beneath it. Her hand went to her +heart. She saw the words, "Soudan" and "Claridge Pasha." She reached +for it, then drew back her hand, and her eyes closed as though to shut it +out from her sight. Why should she not see it? They were her husband's +papers, husband and wife were one. Husband and wife one! She shrank +back. Were they one? An overmastering desire was on her. It seemed +terrible to wait, when here before her was news of David, of life or +death. Suddenly she put out her hand and drew the Cyprus paper over the +Egyptian document, so that she might not see it. + +As she did so the door opened on her, and Eglington entered. He had seen +the swift motion of her hand, and again a look peculiar to him crossed +his face, enigmatical, cynical, not pleasant to see. + +She turned on him slowly, and he was aware of her inward distress to some +degree, though her face was ruled to quietness. + +He nodded at her and smiled. She shrank, for she saw in his nod and his +smile that suggestion of knowing all about everything and everybody, and +thinking the worst, which had chilled her so often. Even in their short +married life it had chilled those confidences which she would gladly have +poured out before him, if he had been a man with an open soul. Had there +been joined to his intellect and temperament a heart capable of true +convictions and abiding love, what a man he might have been! But his +intellect was superficial, and his temperament was dangerous, because +there were not the experiences of a soul of truth to give the deeper hold +upon the meaning of life. She shrank now, as, with a little laugh and +glancing suggestively at the despatch-box, he said: + +"And what do you think of it all?" + +She felt as though something was crushing her heart within its grasp, and +her eyes took on a new look of pain. "I did not read the papers," she +answered quietly. + +"I saw them in your fingers. What creatures women are--so dishonourable +in little things," he said ironically. + +She laid a hand on his. "I did not read them, Harry," she urged. + +He smiled and patted her arm. "There, there, it doesn't matter," he +laughed. He watched her narrowly. "It matters greatly," she answered +gently, though his words had cut her like a knife. "I did not read the +papers. I only saw the word 'Cyprus' on the first paper, and I pushed it +over the paper which had the word 'Egypt' on it 'Egypt' and 'Claridge,' +lest I should read it. I did not wish to read it. I am not +dishonourable, Harry." + +He had hurt her more than he had ever done; and only the great matter +at stake had prevented the lesser part of her from bursting forth in +indignation, from saying things which she did not wish to say. She had +given him devotion--such devotion, such self-effacement in his career as +few women ever gave. Her wealth--that was so little in comparison with +the richness of her nature--had been his; and yet his vast egotism took +it all as his right, and she was repaid in a kind of tyranny, the more +galling and cruel because it was wielded by a man of intellect and +culture, and ancient name and tradition. If he had been warned that +he was losing his wife's love, he would have scouted the idea, his self- +assurance was so strong, his vanity complete. If, however, he had been +told that another man was thinking of his wife, he would have believed +it, as he believed now that David had done; and he cherished that belief, +and let resentment grow. He was the Earl of Eglington, and no matter +what reputation David had reached, he was still a member of a Quaker +trader's family, with an origin slightly touched with scandal. Another +resentment, however, was steadily rising in him. It galled him that +Hylda should take so powerful an interest in David's work in Egypt; and +he knew now that she had always done so. It did not ease his vexed +spirit to know that thousands of others of his fellow-countrymen did the +same. They might do so, but she was his wife, and his own work was the +sun round which her mind and interest should revolve. + +"Why should you be so keen about Egypt and Claridge Pasha?" he said to +her now. + +Her face hardened a little. Had he the right to torture her so? To +suspect her? She could read it in his eyes. Her conscience was clear. +She was no man's slave. She would not be any man's slave. She was +master of her own soul. What right had he to catechise her--as though +she were a servant or a criminal? But she checked the answer on her +tongue, because she was hurt deeper than words could express, and she +said, composedly: + +"I have here a letter from my cousin Lacey, who is with Claridge Pasha. +It has news of him, of events in the Soudan. He had fever, there was to +be a fight, and I wished to know if you had any later news. I thought +that document there might contain news, but I did not read it. I +realised that it was not yours, that it belonged to the Government, that +I had no right. Perhaps you will tell me if you have news. Will you?" +She leaned against the table wearily, holding her letter. + +"Let me read your letter first," he said wilfully. + +A mist seemed to come before her eyes; but she was schooled to self- +command, and he did not see he had given her a shock. Her first impulse +was to hand the letter over at once; then there came the remembrance of +all it contained, all it suggested. Would he see all it suggested? She +recalled the words Lacey had used regarding a service which David had +once done her. If Eglington asked, what could she say? It was not her +secret alone, it was another's. Would she have the right, even if she +wished it, to tell the truth, or part of the truth? Or, would she be +entitled to relate some immaterial incident which would evade the real +truth? What good could it do to tell the dark story? What could it +serve? Eglington would horribly misunderstand it--that she knew. There +were the verses also. They were more suggestive than anything else, +though, indeed, they might have referred to another woman, or were merely +impersonal; but she felt that was not so. And there was Eglington's +innate unbelief in man and woman! Her first impulse held, however. She +would act honestly. She would face whatever there was to face. She +would not shelter herself; she would not give him the right in the future +to say she had not dealt fairly by him, had evaded any inquest of her +life or mind which he might make. + +She gave him the letter, her heart standing still, but she was filled +with a regnant determination to defend herself, to defend David against +any attack, or from any consequences. + +All her life and hopes seemed hanging in the balance, as he began to read +the letter. With fear she saw his face cloud over, heard an impatient +exclamation pass his lips. She closed her eyes to gather strength for +the conflict which was upon her. He spoke, and she vaguely wondered what +passage in the letter had fixed his attention. His voice seemed very far +away. She scarcely understood. But presently it pierced the clouds of +numbness between them, and she realised what he was saying: + +"Vulgar fellow--I can't congratulate you upon your American cousin. So, +the Saadat is great on moral suasion, master of it--never failed yet--not +altogether--and Aunt Melissa and skim-milk and early piety!' And 'the +Saadat is a wonder from Wondertown'--like a side-show to a circus, a +marvel on the flying trapeze! Perhaps you can give me the sense of the +letter, if there is any sense in it. I can't read his writing, and it +seems interminable. Would you mind?" + +A sigh of relief broke from her. A weight slipped away from her heart +and brain. It was as though one in armour awaited the impact of a heavy, +cruel, overwhelming foe, who suddenly disappeared, and the armour fell +from the shoulders, and breath came easily once again. + +"Would you mind?" he repeated drily, as he folded up the letter slowly. + +He handed it back to her, the note of sarcasm in his voice pricking her +like the point of a dagger. She felt angered with herself that he could +rouse her temper by such small mean irony. She had a sense of bitter +disappointment in him--or was it a deep hurt?--that she had not made him +love her, truly love her. If he had only meant the love that he swore +before they had married! Why had he deceived her? It had all been in +his hands, her fate and future; but almost before the bridal flowers had +faded, she had come to know two bitter things: that he had married with a +sordid mind; that he was incapable of the love which transmutes the half- +comprehending, half-developed affection of the maid into the absorbing, +understanding, beautiful passion of the woman. She had married not +knowing what love and passion were; uncomprehending, and innocent because +uncomprehending; with a fine affection, but capable of loving wholly. +One thing had purified her motives and her life--the desire to share with +Eglington his public duty and private hopes, to be his confidante, his +friend, his coadjutor, proud of him, eager for him, determined to help +him. But he had blocked the path to all inner companionship. He did no +more than let her share the obvious and outer responsibilities of his +life. From the vital things, if there were vital things, she was shut +out. What would she not give for one day of simple tenderness and quiet +affection, a true day with a true love! + +She was now perfectly composed. She told him the substance of the +letter, of David's plight, of the fever, of the intended fight, of Nahoum +Pasha, of the peril to David's work. He continued to interrogate her, +while she could have shrieked out the question, "What is in yonder +document? What do you know? Have you news of his safety?" Would he +never stop his questioning? It was trying her strength and patience +beyond endurance. At last he drew the document slowly from the despatch- +box, and glanced up and down it musingly. "I fancy he won the battle," +he said slowly, "for they have news of him much farther down the river. +But from this letter I take it he is not yet within the zone of safety-- +so Nahoum Pasha says." He flicked the document upwards with his thumb. + +"What is our Government doing to help him?" she asked, checking her +eagerness. + +His heart had gradually hardened towards Egypt. Power had emphasised +a certain smallness in him. Personal considerations informed the policy +of the moment. He was not going to be dragged at the chariot-wheels of +the Quaker. To be passive, when David in Egypt had asked for active +interest; to delay, when urgency was important to Claridge Pasha; to +speak coldly on Egyptian affairs to his chief, the weak Foreign +Secretary, this was the policy he had begun. + +So he answered now: "It is the duty of the Egyptian Government to help +him--of Prince Kaid, of Nahoum Pasha, who is acting for him in his +absence, who governs finance, and therefore the army. Egypt does not +belong to England." + +"Nahoum Pasha is his enemy. He will do nothing to help, unless you force +him." + +"Why do you say that?" + +"Because I know Nahoum Pasha." + +"When did you know Nahoum?" + +"In Egypt, years ago." + +"Your acquaintance is more varied than I thought," he said sarcastically. + +"Oh, do not speak to me like that!" she returned, in a low, indignant +voice. + +"Do not patronise me; do not be sarcastic." + +"Do not be so sensitive," he answered unemotionally. + +"You surely do not mean that you--that the Government will not help him? +He is doing the work of Europe, of civilisation, of Christianity there. +He is sacrificing himself for the world. Do you not see it? Oh, but you +do! You would realise his work if you knew Egypt as I have seen it." + +"Expediency must govern the policy of nations," he answered critically. + +"But, if through your expediency he is killed like a rat in a trap, and +his work goes to pieces--all undone! Is there no right in the matter?" + +"In affairs of state other circumstances than absolute 'right' enter. +Here and there the individual is sacrificed who otherwise would be saved +--if it were expedient." + +"Oh, Eglington! He is of your own county, of your own village, is your +neighbour, a man of whom all England should be proud. You can intervene +if you will be just, and say you will. I know that intervention has been +discussed in the Cabinet." + +"You say he is of my county. So are many people, and yet they are not +county people. A neighbour he was, but more in a Scriptural than social +sense." He was hurting her purposely. + +She made a protesting motion of her hand. "No, no, no, do not be so +small. This is a great matter. Do a great thing now; help it to be done +for your own honour, for England's honour--for a good man's sake, for +your country's sake." + +There came a knock at the door. An instant afterwards a secretary +entered. "A message from the Prime Minister, sir." He handed over a +paper. + +"Will you excuse me?" he asked Hylda suavely, in his eyes the +enigmatical look that had chilled her so often before. She felt that her +appeal had been useless. She prepared to leave the room. He took her +hand, kissed it gallantly, and showed her out. It was his way--too civil +to be real. + +Blindly she made her way to her room. Inside, she suddenly swayed and +sank fainting to the ground, as Kate Heaver ran forward to her. Kate saw +the letter in the clinched hand. Loosening it, she read two or three +sentences with a gasp. They contained Tom Lacey's appeal for David. She +lifted Hylda's head to her shoulder with endearing words, and chafed the +cold hands, murmuring to herself the while. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE QUESTIONER + +"What has thee come to say?" + +Sitting in his high-backed chair, Luke Claridge seemed a part of its +dignified severity. In the sparsely furnished room with its uncarpeted +floor, its plain teak table, its high wainscoting and undecorated walls, +the old man had the look of one who belonged to some ancient consistory, +a judge whose piety would march with an austerity that would save a human +soul by destroying the body, if need be. + +A crisis had come, vaguely foreseen, sombrely eluded. A questioner was +before him who, poor, unheeded, an ancient victim of vice, could yet +wield a weapon whose sweep of wounds would be wide. Stern and masterful +as he looked in his arid isolation, beneath all was a shaking anxiety. + +He knew well what the old chair-maker had come to say, but, in the +prologue of the struggle before him, he was unwittingly manoeuvring for +position. + +"Speak," he added presently, as Soolsby fumbled in his great loose +pockets, and drew forth a paper. "What has thee to say?" + +Without a word, Soolsby handed over the paper, but the other would not +take it. + +"What is it?" he asked, his lips growing pale. "Read--if thee can +read." + +The gibe in the last words made the colour leap into Soolsby's face, and +a fighting look came. He too had staved off this inevitable hour, had +dreaded it, but now his courage shot up high. + +"Doost think I have forgotten how to read since the day I put my hand to +a writing you've hid so long from them it most concerns? Ay, I can read, +and I can write, and I will prove that I can speak too before I've done." + +"Read--read," rejoined the old man hoarsely, his hands tightly gripping +the chair-arm. + +"The fever caught him at Shendy--that is the place--" + +"He is not dead--David is not dead?" came the sharp, pained +interruption. The old man's head strained forward, his eyes were misty +and dazed. + +Soolsby's face showed no pity for the other's anxiety; it had a kind of +triumph in it. "Nay, he is living," he answered. "He got well of the +fever, and came to Cairo, but he's off again into the desert. It's the +third time. You can't be tempting Providence for ever. This paper here +says it's too big a job for one man--like throwing a good life away. +Here in England is his place, it says. And so say I; and so I have come +to say, and to hear you say so, too. What is he there? One man against +a million. What put it in his head that he thinks he can do it?" + +His voice became lower; he fixed his eyes meaningly on the other. "When +a man's life got a twist at the start, no wonder it flies off madlike to +do the thing that isn't to be done, and leave undone the thing that's +here for it to do. Doost think a straight line could come from the +crooked line you drew for him?" + +"He is safe--he is well and strong again?" asked the old man painfully. +Suddenly he reached out a hand for the paper. "Let me read," he said, in +a voice scarce above a whisper. + +He essayed to take the paper calmly, but it trembled in his hands. He +spread it out and fumbled for his glasses, but could not find them, and +he gazed helplessly at the page before him. Soolsby took the paper from +him and read slowly: + +". . . Claridge Pasha has done good work in Egypt, but he is a +generation too soon, it may be two or three too soon. We can but regard +this fresh enterprise as a temptation to Fate to take from our race one +of the most promising spirits and vital personalities which this +generation has produced. It is a forlorn hope. Most Englishmen familiar +with Claridge Pasha's life and aims will ask--" + +An exclamation broke from the old man. In the pause which followed he +said: "It was none of my doing. He went to Egypt against my will." + +"Ay, so many a man's said that's not wanted to look his own acts straight +in the face. If Our Man had been started different, if he'd started in +the path where God A'mighty dropped him, and not in the path Luke +Claridge chose, would he have been in Egypt to-day wearing out his life? +He's not making carpets there, he's only beating them." + +The homely illustration drawn from the business in which he had been +interested so many years went home to Claridge's mind. He shrank back, +and sat rigid, his brows drawing over the eyes, till they seemed sunk in +caverns of the head. Suddenly Soolsby's voice rose angrily. Luke +Claridge seemed so remorseless and unyielding, so set in his vanity and +self-will! Soolsby misread the rigid look in the face, the pale +sternness. He did not know that there had suddenly come upon Luke +Claridge the full consciousness of an agonising truth--that all he had +done where David was concerned had been a mistake. The hard look, the +sternness, were the signals of a soul challenging itself. + +"Ay, you've had your own will," cried Soolsby mercilessly. "You've said +to God A'mighty that He wasn't able to work out to a good end what He'd +let happen; and so you'd do His work for Him. You kept the lad hid away +from the people that belonged to him, you kept him out of his own, and +let others take his birthright. You put a shame upon him, hiding who his +father and his father's people were, and you put a shame upon her that +lies in the graveyard--as sweet a lass, as good, as ever lived on earth. +Ay, a shame and a scandal! For your eyes were shut always to the +sidelong looks, your ears never heard the things people said--'A good- +for-nothing ship-captain, a scamp and a ne'er-do-weel, one that had a +lass at every port, and, maybe, wives too; one that none knew or ever had +seen--a pirate maybe, or a slave-dealer, or a jail-bird, for all they +knew! Married--oh yes, married right enough, but nothing else--not even +a home. Just a ring on the finger, and then, beyond and away!' Around +her life that brought into the world our lad yonder you let a cloud draw +down; and you let it draw round his, too, for he didn't even bear his +father's name--much less knew who his father was--or live in his father's +home, or come by his own in the end. You gave the lad shame and scandal. +Do you think, he didn't feel it, was it much or little? He wasn't +walking in the sun, but--" + +"Mercy! Mercy!" broke in the old man, his hand before his eyes. He was +thinking of Mercy, his daughter, of the words she had said to him when +she died, "Set him in the sun, father, where God can find him," and her +name now broke from his lips. + +Soolsby misunderstood. "Ay, there'll be mercy when right's been done +Our Man, and not till then. I've held my tongue for half a lifetime, but +I'll speak now and bring him back. Ay, he shall come back and take the +place that is his, and all that belongs to him. That lordship yonder-- +let him go out into the world and make his place as the Egyptian did. +He's had his chance to help Our Man, and he has only hurt, not helped +him. We've had enough of his second-best lordship and his ways." + +The old man's face was painful in its stricken stillness now. He had +regained control of himself, his brain had recovered greatly from its +first suffusion of excitement. + +"How does thee know my lord yonder has hurt and not helped him?" he +asked in an even voice, his lips tightening, however. "How does thee +know it surely?" + +"From Kate Heaver, my lady's maid. My lady's illness--what was it? +Because she would help Our Man, and, out of his hatred, yonder second son +said that to her which no woman can bear that's a true woman; and then, +what with a chill and fever, she's been yonder ailing these weeks past. +She did what she could for him, and her husband did what he could against +him." + +The old man settled back in his chair again. "Thee has kept silent all +these years? Thee has never told any that lives?" + +"I gave my word to her that died--to our Egyptian's mother--that I would +never speak unless you gave me leave to speak, or if you should die +before me. It was but a day before the lad was born. So have I kept my +word. But now you shall speak. Ay, then, but you shall speak, or I'll +break my word to her, to do right by her son. She herself would speak if +she was here, and I'll answer her, if ever I see her after Purgatory, for +speaking now." + +The old man drew himself up in his chair as though in pain, and said very +slowly, almost thickly: "I shall answer also for all I did. The spirit +moved me. He is of my blood--his mother was dead--in his veins is +the blood that runs in mine. His father--aristocrat, spendthrift, +adventurer, renegade, who married her in secret, and left her, bidding +her return to me, until he came again, and she to bear him a child--was +he fit to bring up the boy?" + +He breathed heavily, his face became wan and haggard, as he continued: +"Restless on land or sea, for ever seeking some new thing, and when he +found it, and saw what was therein, he turned away forgetful. God put it +into my heart to abjure him and the life around him. The Voice made me +rescue the child from a life empty and bare and heartless and proud. +When he returned, and my child was in her grave, he came to me in secret; +he claimed the child of that honest lass whom he had married under a +false name. I held my hand lest I should kill him, man of peace as I am. +Even his father--Quaker though he once became--did we not know ere the +end that he had no part or lot with us, that he but experimented with his +soul, as with all else? Experiment--experiment--experiment, until at +last an Eglington went exploring in my child's heart, and sent her to her +grave--the God of Israel be her rest and refuge! What should such high- +placed folk do stooping out of their sphere to us who walk in plain +paths? What have we in common with them? My soul would have none of +them--masks of men, the slaves of riches and titles, and tyrants over the +poor." + +His voice grew hoarse and high, and his head bent forward. He spoke as +though forgetful of Soolsby's presence: "As the East is from the West, so +were we separate from these lovers of this world, the self-indulgent, the +hard-hearted, the proud. I chose for the child that he should stay with +me and not go to him, to remain among his own people and his own class. +He was a sinister, an evil man. Was the child to be trusted with him?" + +"The child was his own child," broke in Soolsby. "Your daughter was his +lady--the Countess of Eglington! Not all the Quakers in heaven or earth +could alter that. His first-born son is Earl of Eglington, and has been +so these years past; and you, nor his second-best lordship there, nor all +the courts in England can alter that. . . . Ay, I've kept my peace, +but I will speak out now. I was with the Earl--James Fetherdon he called +himself--when he married her that's gone to heaven, if any ever went to +heaven; and I can prove all. There's proof aplenty, and 'tis a pity, ay, +God's pity! that 'twas not used long ago. Well I knew, as the years +passed, that the Earl's heart was with David, but he had not the courage +to face it all, so worn away was the man in him. Ah, if the lad had +always been with him--who can tell?--he might have been different! +Whether so or not, it was the lad's right to take his place his mother +gave him, let be whatever his father was. 'Twas a cruel thing done to +him. His own was his own, to run his race as God A'mighty had laid the +hurdles, not as Luke Claridge willed. I'm sick of seeing yonder fellow +in Our Man's place, he that will not give him help, when he may; he that +would see him die like a dog in the desert, brother or no brother--" + +"He does not know--Lord Eglington does not know the truth?" interposed +the old man in a heavy whisper. "He does not know, but, if he knew, +would it matter to him! So much the more would he see Our Man die yonder +in the sands. I know the breed. I know him yonder, the skim-milk lord. +There is no blood of justice, no milk of kindness in him. Do you think +his father that I friended in this thing--did he ever give me a penny, +or aught save that hut on the hill that was not worth a pound a year? +Did he ever do aught to show that he remembered?--Like father like son. +I wanted naught. I held my peace, not for him, but for her--for the +promise I made her when she smiled at me and said: 'If I shouldn't be +seeing thee again, Soolsby, remember; and if thee can ever prove a friend +to the child that is to be, prove it.' And I will prove it now. He must +come back to his own. Right's right, and I will have it so. More brains +you may have, and wealth you have, but not more common sense than any +common man like me. If the spirit moved you to hold your peace, it moves +me to make you speak. With all your meek face you've been a hard, stiff- +necked man, a tyrant too, and as much an aristocrat to such as me as any +lord in the land. But I've drunk the mug of silence to the bottom. +I've--" He stopped short, seeing a strange look come over the other's +face, then stepped forward quickly as the old man half rose from his +chair, murmuring thickly: + +"Mercy--David, my lord, come--!" he muttered, and staggered, and fell +into Soolsby's arms. + +His head dropped forward on his breast, and with a great sigh he sank +into unconsciousness. Soolsby laid him on a couch, and ran to the door +and called aloud for help. + + .......................... + +The man of silence was silent indeed now. In the room where paralysis +had fallen on him a bed was brought, and he lay nerveless on the verge of +a still deeper silence. The hours went by. His eyes opened, he saw and +recognised them all, but his look rested only on Faith and Soolsby; and, +as time went on, these were the only faces to which he gave an answering +look of understanding. Days wore away, but he neither spoke nor moved. + +People came and went softly, and he gave no heed. There was ever a +trouble in his eyes when they were open. Only when Soolsby came did it +seem to lessen. Faith saw this, and urged Soolsby to sit by him. She +had questioned much concerning what had happened before the stroke fell, +but Soolsby said only that the old man had been greatly troubled about +David. Once Lady Eglington, frail and gentle and sympathetic, came, but +the trouble deepened in his eyes, and the lids closed over them, so that +he might not see her face. + +When she had gone, Soolsby, who had been present and had interpreted the +old man's look according to a knowledge all his own, came over to the +bed, leaned down and whispered: "I will speak now." + +Then the eyes opened, and a smile faintly flickered at the mouth. + +"I will speak now," Soolsby said again into the old man's ear. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +THE VOICE THROUGH THE DOOR + +That night Soolsby tapped at the door of the lighted laboratory of the +Cloistered House where Lord Eglington was at work; opened it, peered in, +and stepped inside. + +With a glass retort in his hand Eglington faced him. "What's this--what +do you want?" he demanded. + +"I want to try an experiment," answered Soolsby grimly. + +"Ah, a scientific turn!" rejoined Eglington coolly--looking at him +narrowly, however. He was conscious of danger of some kind. + +Then for a minute neither spoke. Now that Soolsby had come to the moment +for which he had waited for so many ,years, the situation was not what he +had so often prefigured. The words he had chosen long ago were gone from +his memory; in his ignorance of what had been a commonplace to Soolsby's +dark reflection so long, the man he had meant to bring low stood up +before him on his own ground, powerful and unabashed. + +Eglington wore a blue smock, and over his eyes was a green shade to +protect them from the light, but they peered sharply out at the chair- +maker, and were boldly alive to the unexpected. He was no physical +coward, and, in any case, what reason had he for physical fear in the +presence of this man weakened by vice and age? Yet ever since he was a +boy there had existed between them an antagonism which had shown itself +in many ways. There had ever been something sinister in Soolsby's +attitude to his father and himself. + +Eglington vaguely knew that now he was to face some trial of mind and +nerve, but with great deliberation he continued dropping liquid from a +bottle into the glass retort he carried, his eyes, however, watchful of +his visitor, who involuntarily stared around the laboratory. + +It was fifteen years since Soolsby had been in this room; and then he had +faced this man's father with a challenge on his tongue such as he meant +to speak now. The smell of the chemicals, the carboys filled with acids, +the queer, tapering glasses with engraved measurements showing against +the coloured liquids, the great blue bottles, the mortars and pestles, +the microscopic instruments--all brought back the far-off, acrid scene +between the late Earl and himself. Nothing had changed, except that now +there were wires which gave out hissing sparks, electrical instruments +invented since the earlier day; except that this man, gently dropping +acids into the round white bottle upon a crystal which gave off musty +fumes, was bolder, stronger, had more at stake than the other. + +Slowly Eglington moved back to put the retort on a long table against the +wall, and Soolsby stepped forward till he stood where the electric sparks +were gently hissing about him. Now Eglington leaned against the table, +poured some alcohol on his fingers to cleanse the acid from them, and +wiped them with a piece of linen, while he looked inquiringly at Soolsby. +Still, Soolsby did not speak. Eglington lit a cigarette, and took away +the shade from his eyes. + +"Well, now, what is your experiment?" he asked, "and why bring it here? +Didn't you know the way to the stables or the scullery?" + +"I knew my way better here," answered Soolsby, steadying himself. + +"Ah, you've been here often?" asked Eglington nonchalantly, yet feeling +for the cause of this midnight visit. + +"It is fifteen years since I was here, my lord. Then I came to see the +Earl of Eglington." + +"And so history repeats itself every fifteen years! You came to see the +Earl of Eglington then; you come to see the Earl of Eglington again-- +after fifteen years!" + +"I come to speak with him that's called the Earl of Eglington." + +Eglington's eyes half closed, as though the light hurt them. "That +sounds communistic, or is it pure Quakerism? I believe they used to call +my father Friend Robert till he backslided. But you are not a Quaker, +Soolsby, so why be too familiar? Or is it merely the way of the old +family friend?" + +"I knew your father before you were born, my lord--he troosted me then." + +"So long? And fifteen years ago--here?" He felt a menace, vague and +penetrating. His eyes were hard and cruel. + +"It wasn't a question of troost then; 'twas one of right or wrong--naught +else." + +"Ah--and who was right, and what was wrong?" At that moment there came a +tap at the door leading into the living part of the house, and the butler +entered. "The doctor--he has used up all his oxygen, my lord. He begs +to know if you can give him some for Mr. Claridge. Mr. Claridge is bad +to-night." + +A sinister smile passed over Eglington's face. "Who brings the message, +Garry?" + +"A servant--Miss Claridge's, my lord." + +An ironical look came into Eglington's eyes; then they softened a little. +In a moment he placed a jar of oxygen in the butler's hands. + +"My compliments to Miss Claridge, and I am happy to find my laboratory of +use at last to my neighbours," he said, and the door closed upon the man. + +Then he came back thoughtfully. Soolsby had not moved. + +"Do you know what oxygen's for, Soolsby?" he asked quizzically. + +"No, my lord, I've never heerd tell of it." + +"Well, if you brought the top of Ben Lomond to the bottom of a coal-mine +--breath to the breathless--that's it. + +"You've been doing that to Mr. Claridge, my lord?" + +"A little oxygen more or less makes all the difference to a man--it +probably will to neighbour Claridge, Soolsby; and so I've done him a good +turn." + +A grim look passed over Soolsby's face. "It's the first, I'm thinking, +my lord, and none too soon; and it'll be the last, I'm thinking, too. +It's many a year since this house was neighbourly to that." + +Eglington's eyes almost closed, as he studied the other's face; then he +said: "I asked you a little while ago who was right and what was wrong +when you came to see my father here fifteen years ago. Well?" + +Suddenly a thought flashed into his eyes, and it seemed to course through +his veins like some anaesthetic, for he grew very still, and a minute +passed before he added quietly: "Was it a thing between my father and +Luke Claridge? There was trouble--well, what was it?" All at once he +seemed to rise above the vague anxiety that possessed him, and he +fingered inquiringly a long tapering glass of acids on the bench beside +him. "There's been so much mystery, and I suppose it was nothing, after +all. What was it all about? Or do you know--eh? Fifteen years ago you +came to see my father, and now you have come to see me--all in the light +o' the moon, as it were; like a villain in a play. Ah, yes, you said it +was to make an experiment--yet you didn't know what oxygen was! It's +foolish making experiments, unless you know what you are playing with, +Soolsby. See, here are two glasses." He held them up. "If I poured one +into the other, we'd have an experiment--and you and I would be picked up +in fragments and carried away in a basket. And that wouldn't be a +successful experiment, Soolsby." + +"I'm not so sure of that, my lord. Some things would be put right then." + +"H'm, there would be a new Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs, and--" + +"And Claridge Pasha would come back from Egypt, my lord," was the sharp +interjection. Suddenly Soolsby's anger flared up, his hands twitched. +"You had your chance to be a friend to him, my lord. You promised her +yonder at the Red Mansion that you would help him--him that never wronged +you, him you always wronged, and you haven't lifted hand to help him in +his danger. A moment since you asked me who was right and what was +wrong. You shall know. If you had treated him right, I'd have held my +peace, and kept my word to her that's gone these thirty-odd years. I'll +hold it no more, and so I told Luke Claridge. I've been silent, but not +for your father's sake or yours, for he was as cruel as you, with no +heart, and a conscience like a pin's head, not big enough for use. . . +Ay, you shall know. You are no more the Earl of Eglington than me. + +"The Earl of Eglington is your elder brother, called David Claridge." + +As Soolsby's words poured forth passionately, weighty, Eglington listened +like one in a dream. Since this man entered the laboratory fifty reasons +for his coming had flashed across his mind; he had prepared himself at +many corners for defence, he had rallied every mental resource, he had +imagined a dozen dangerous events which his father and Luke Claridge +shared--with the balance against his father; but this thing was beyond +all speculation. Yet on the instant the words were said he had a +conviction of their inevitable truth. Even as they were uttered, +kaleidoscopic memories rushed in, and David's face, figure, personal +characteristics, flashed before him. He saw, he felt, the likeness to +his father and himself; a thousand things were explained that could only +be explained by this fatal fact launched at him without warning. It was +as though, fully armed for his battle of life, he had suddenly been +stripped of armour and every weapon, and left naked on the field. But he +had the mind of the gamester, and the true gamester's self-control. He +had taken chances so often that the tornado of ill-luck left him +standing. + +"What proof have you?" he asked quietly. Soolsby's explicit answer left +no ground for doubt. He had not asked the question with any idea of +finding gaps in the evidence, but rather to find if there were a chance +for resistance, of escape, anywhere. The marriage certificate existed; +identification of James Fetherdon with his father could be established by +Soolsby and Luke Claridge. + +Soolsby and Luke Claridge! Luke Claridge--he could not help but smile +cynically, for he was composed and calculating now. A few minutes ago +he had sent a jar of oxygen to keep Luke Claridge alive! But for it one +enemy to his career, to his future, would be gone. He did not shrink +from the thought. Born a gentleman, there were in him some degenerate +characteristics which heart could not drown or temperament refine. +Selfishness was inwoven with every fibre of his nature. + +Now, as he stood with eyes fixed on Soolsby, the world seemed to narrow +down to this laboratory. It was a vacuum where sensation was suspended, +and the million facts of ordinary existence disappeared into inactivity. +There was a fine sense of proportion in it all. Only the bare essential +things that concerned him remained: David Claridge was the Earl of +Eglington, this man before him knew, Luke Claridge knew; and there was +one thing yet to know! When he spoke his voice showed no excitement--the +tones were even, colourless. + +"Does he know?" In these words he acknowledged that he believed the tale +told him. + +Soolsby had expected a different attitude; he was not easier in mind +because his story had not been challenged. He blindly felt working in +the man before him a powerful mind, more powerful because it faced the +truth unflinchingly; but he knew that this did not mean calm acceptance +of the consequences. He, not Eglington, was dazed and embarrassed, was +not equal to the situation. He moved uneasily, changed his position. + +"Does he know?" Eglington questioned again quietly. There was no need +for Eglington to explain who he was. + +"Of course he does not know--I said so. If he knew, do you think he'd be +in Egypt and you here, my lord?" + +Eglington was very quiet. His intellect more than his passions were now +at work. + +"I am not sure. You never can tell. This might not mean much to him. +He has got his work cut out; he wasn't brought up to this. What he has +done is in line with the life he has lived as a pious Quaker. What good +would it do to bring him back? I have been brought up to it; I am used +to it; I have worked things out 'according to the state of life to which +I was called.' Take what I've always had away from me, and I am +crippled; give him what he never had, and it doesn't work into his +scheme. It would do him no good and me harm--Where's the use? Besides, +I am still my father's son. Don't you see how unreasonable you are? +Luke Claridge was right. He knew that he and his belonged to a different +sphere. He didn't speak. Why do you speak now after all these years +when we are all set in our grooves? It's silly to disturb us, Soolsby." + +The voice was low, persuasive, and searching; the mind was working as it +had never worked before, to achieve an end by peaceful means, when war +seemed against him. And all the time he was fascinated by the fact that +Soolsby's hand was within a few inches of a live electric wire, which, if +he touched, would probably complete "the experiment" he had come to make; +and what had been the silence of a generation would continue +indefinitely. It was as though Fate had deliberately tempted him and +arranged the necessary conditions, for Soolsby's feet were in a little +pool of liquid which had been spilled on the floor--the experiment was +exact and real. + +For minutes he had watched Soolsby's hand near the wire-had watched as he +talked, and his talk was his argument for non-interference against +warning the man who had come to destroy him and his career. Why had Fate +placed that hand so near the wire there, and provided the other perfect +conditions for tragedy? Why should he intervene? It would never have +crossed his mind to do Soolsby harm, yet here, as the man's arm was +stretched out to strike him, Fate offered an escape. Luke Claridge was +stricken with paralysis, no doubt would die; Soolsby alone stood in his +way. + +"You see, Soolsby, it has gone on too long," he added, in a low, +penetrating tone. "It would be a crime to alter things now. Give him +the earldom and the estates, and his work in Egypt goes to pieces; he +will be spoiled for all he wants to do. I've got my faults, but, on the +whole, I'm useful, and I play my part here, as I was born to it, as well +as most. Anyhow, it's no robbery for me to have what has been mine by +every right except the accident of being born after him. I think you'll +see that you will do a good thing to let it all be. Luke Claridge, if he +was up and well, wouldn't thank you for it--have you got any right to +give him trouble, too? Besides, I've saved his life to-night, and. . . . +and perhaps I might save yours, Soolsby, if it was in danger." + +Soolsby's hand had moved slightly. It was only an inch from the wire. +For an instant the room was terribly still. + +An instant, and it might be too late. An instant, and Soolsby would be +gone. Eglington watched the hand which had been resting on the table +turn slowly over to the wire. Why should he intervene? Was it his +business? This thing was not his doing. Destiny had laid the train of +circumstance and accident, and who was stronger than Destiny? In spite +of himself his eyes fixed themselves on Soolsby's hand. It was but a +hair's breadth from the wire. The end would come now. Suddenly a voice +was heard outside the door. "Eglington!" it called. + +Soolsby started, his hand drew spasmodically away from the wire, and he +stepped back quickly. + +The door opened, and Hylda entered. + +"Mr. Claridge is dead, Eglington," she said. Destiny had decided. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +"I OWE YOU NOTHING" + +Beside the grave under the willow-tree another grave had been made. It +was sprinkled with the fallen leaves of autumn. In the Red Mansion +Faith's delicate figure moved forlornly among relics of an austere, +beloved figure vanished from the apricot-garden and the primitive +simplicity of wealth combined with narrow thought. + +Since her father's death, the bereaved girl had been occupied by matters +of law and business, by affairs of the estate; but the first pressure was +over, long letters had been written to David which might never reach him; +and now, when the strain was withdrawn, the gentle mind was lost in a +grey mist of quiet suffering. In Hamley there were but two in whom she +had any real comfort and help--Lady Eglington and the old chair-maker. +Of an afternoon or evening one or the other was to be seen in the long +high-wainscoted room, where a great fire burned, or in the fruitless +garden where the breeze stirred the bare branches. + +Almost as deep a quiet brooded in the Cloistered House as in the home +where mourning enjoined movement in a minor key. Hylda had not recovered +wholly from the illness which had stricken her down on that day in London +when she had sought news of David from Eglington, at such cost to her +peace and health and happiness. Then had come her slow convalescence in +Hamley, and long days of loneliness, in which Eglington seemed to retreat +farther and farther from her inner life. Inquiries had poured in from +friends in town, many had asked to come and see her; flowers came from +one or two who loved her benignly, like Lord Windlehurst; and now and +then she had some cheerful friend with her who cared for music or could +sing; and then the old home rang; but she was mostly alone, and Eglington +was kept in town by official business the greater part of each week. She +did not gain strength as quickly as she ought to have done, and this was +what brought the Duchess of Snowdon down on a special mission one day of +early November. + +Ever since the night she had announced Luke Claridge's death to +Eglington, had discovered Soolsby with him, had seen the look in her +husband's face and caught the tension of the moment on which she had +broken, she had been haunted by a hovering sense of trouble. What had +Soolsby been doing in the laboratory at that time of night? What was the +cause of this secret meeting? All Hamley knew--she had long known--how +Luke Claridge had held the Cloistered House in abhorrence, and she knew +also that Soolsby worshipped David and Faith, and, whatever the cause of +the family antipathy, championed it. She was conscious of a shadow +somewhere, and behind it all was the name of David's father, James +Fetherdon. That last afternoon when she had talked with him, and he had +told her of his life, she had recalled the name as one she had seen or +heard, and it had floated into her mind at last that she had seen it +among the papers and letters of the late Countess of Eglington. + +As the look in Eglington's face the night she came upon him and Soolsby +in the laboratory haunted her, so the look in her own face had haunted +Soolsby. Her voice announcing Luke Claridge's death had suddenly opened +up a new situation to him. It stunned him; and afterwards, as he saw +Hylda with Faith in the apricot-garden, or walking in the grounds of the +Cloistered House hour after hour alone or with her maid, he became vexed +by a problem greater than had yet perplexed him. It was one thing to +turn Eglington out of his lands and home and title; it was another thing +to strike this beautiful being, whose smile had won him from the first, +whose voice, had he but known, had saved his life. Perhaps the truth in +some dim way was conveyed to him, for he came to think of her a little as +he thought of Faith. + +Since the moment when he had left the laboratory and made his way to the +Red Mansion, he and Eglington had never met face to face; and he avoided +a meeting. He was not a blackmailer, he had no personal wrongs to +avenge, he had not sprung the bolt of secrecy for evil ends; and when he +saw the possible results of his disclosure, he was unnerved. His mind +had seen one thing only, the rights of "Our Man," the wrong that had been +done him and his mother; but now he saw how the sword of justice, which +he had kept by his hand these many years, would cut both ways. His mind +was troubled, too, that he had spoken while yet Luke Claridge lived, and +so broken his word to Mercy Claridge. If he had but waited till the old +man died--but one brief half-hour--his pledge would have been kept. +Nothing had worked out wholly as he expected. The heavens had not +fallen. The "second-best lordship" still came and went, the wheels went +round as usual. There was no change; yet, as he sat in his hut and +looked down into the grounds of the Cloistered House, he kept saying to +himself. + +"It had to be told. It's for my lord now. He knows the truth. I'll +wait and see. It's for him to do right by Our Man that's beyond and +away." + +The logic and fairness of this position, reached after much thinking, +comforted him. He had done his duty so far. If, in the end, the +"second-best lordship" failed to do his part, hid the truth from the +world, refused to do right by his half-brother, the true Earl, then would +be time to act again. Also he waited for word out of Egypt; and he had a +superstitious belief that David would return, that any day might see him +entering the door of the Red Mansion. + +Eglington himself was haunted by a spectre which touched his elbow by +day, and said: "You are not the Earl of Eglington," and at night laid a +clammy finger on his forehead, waking him, and whispering in his ear: +"If Soolsby had touched the wire, all would now be well!" And as deep as +thought and feeling in him lay, he felt that Fate had tricked him--Fate +and Hylda. If Hylda had not come at that crucial instant, the +chairmaker's but on the hill would be empty. Why had not Soolsby told +the world the truth since? Was the man waiting to see what course he +himself would take? Had the old chair-maker perhaps written the truth +to the Egyptian--to his brother David. + +His brother! The thought irritated every nerve in him. No note of +kindness or kinship or blood stirred in him. If, before, he had had +innate antagonism and a dark, hovering jealousy, he had a black +repugnance now--the antipathy of the lesser to the greater nature, +of the man in the wrong to the man in the right. + +And behind it all was the belief that his wife had set David above him-- +by how much or in what fashion he did not stop to consider; but it made +him desire that death and the desert would swallow up his father's son +and leave no trace behind. + +Policy? His work in the Foreign Office now had but one policy so far as +Egypt was concerned. The active sophistry in him made him advocate non- +intervention in Egyptian affairs as diplomatic wisdom, though it was but +personal purpose; and he almost convinced himself that he was acting from +a national stand-point. Kaid and Claridge Pasha pursued their course of +civilisation in the Soudan, and who could tell what danger might not +bring forth? If only Soolsby held his peace yet a while! + +Did Faith know? Luke Claridge was gone without speaking, but had Soolsby +told Faith? How closely had he watched the faces round him at Luke +Claridge's funeral, to see if they betrayed any knowledge! + +Anxious days had followed that night in the laboratory. His boundless +egotism had widened the chasm between Hylda and himself, which had been +made on the day when she fell ill in London, with Lacey's letter in her +hand. It had not grown less in the weeks that followed. He nursed a +grievance which had, so far as he knew, no foundation in fact; he was +vaguely jealous of a man--his brother--thousands of miles away; he was +not certain how far Hylda had pierced the disguise of sincerity which he +himself had always worn, or how far she understood him. He thought that +she shrank from what she had seen of his real self, much or little, and +he was conscious of so many gifts and abilities and attractive personal +qualities that he felt a sense of injury. Yet what would his position +be without her? Suppose David should return and take the estates and +titles, and suppose that she should close her hand upon her fortune and +leave him, where would he be? + +He thought of all this as he sat in his room at the Foreign Office and +looked over St. James's Park, his day's work done. He was suddenly +seized by a new-born anxiety, for he had been so long used to the open +purse and the unchecked stream of gold, had taken it so much as a matter +of course, as not to realise the possibility of its being withdrawn. +He was conscious of a kind of meanness and ugly sordidness in the +suggestion; but the stake--his future, his career, his position in the +world--was too high to allow him to be too chivalrous. His sense of the +real facts was perverted. He said to himself that he must be practical. + +Moved by the new thought, he seized a time-table and looked up the +trains. He had been ten days in town, receiving every morning a little +note from Hylda telling of what she had done each day; a calm, dutiful +note, written without pretence, and out of a womanly affection with which +she surrounded the man who, it seemed once--such a little while ago--must +be all in all to her. She had no element of pretence in her. What she +could give she gave freely, and it was just what it appeared to be. He +had taken it all as his due, with an underlying belief that, if he chose +to make love to her again, he could blind her to all else in the world. +Hurt vanity and egotism and jealousy had prevented him from luring her +back to that fine atmosphere in which he had hypnotised her so few years +ago. But suddenly, as he watched the swans swimming in the pond below, a +new sense of approaching loss, all that Hylda had meant in his march and +progress, came upon him; and he hastened to return to Hamley. + +Getting out of the train at Heddington, he made up his mind to walk home +by the road that David had taken on his return from Egypt, and he left +word at the station that he would send for his luggage. + +His first objective was Soolsby's hut, and, long before he reached it, +darkness had fallen. From a light shining through the crack of the blind +he knew that Soolsby was at home. He opened the door and entered without +knocking. Soolsby was seated at a table, a map and a newspaper spread +out before him. Egypt and David, always David and Egypt! + +Soolsby got to his feet slowly, his eyes fixed inquiringly on his +visitor. + +"I didn't knock," said Eglington, taking off his greatcoat and reaching +for a chair; then added, as he seated himself: "Better sit down, +Soolsby." + +After a moment he continued: "Do you mind my smoking?" + +Soolsby did not reply, but sat down again. He watched Eglington light a +cigar and stretch out his hands to the wood fire with an air of comfort. + +A silence followed. Eglington appeared to forget the other's presence, +and to occupy himself with thoughts that glimmered in the fire. + +At last Soolsby said moodily: "What have you come for, my lord?" + +"Oh, I am my lord still, am I?" Eglington returned lazily. "Is it a +genealogical tree you are studying there?" He pointed to the map. + +"I've studied your family tree with care, as you should know, my lord; +and a map of Egypt"--he tapped the parchment before him--"goes well with +it. And see, my lord, Egypt concerns you too. Lord Eglington is there, +and 'tis time he was returning-ay, 'tis time." + +There was a baleful look in Soolsby's eyes. Whatever he might think, +whatever considerations might arise at other times, a sinister feeling +came upon him when Eglington was with him. + +"And, my lord," he went on, "I'd be glad to know that you've sent for +him, and told him the truth." + +"Have you?" Eglington flicked the ash from his cigar, speaking coolly. + +Soolsby looked at him with his honest blue eyes aflame, and answered +deliberately: "I was not for taking your place, my lord. 'Twas my duty +to tell you, but the rest was between you and the Earl of Eglington." + +"That was thoughtful of you, Soolsby. And Miss Claridge?" + +"I told you that night, my lord, that only her father and myself knew; +and what was then is now." + +A look of relief stole across Eglington's face. "Of course--of course. +These things need a lot of thought, Soolsby. One must act with care-- +no haste, no flurry, no mistakes." + +"I would not wait too long, my lord, or be too careful." There was +menace in the tone. + +"But if you go at things blind, you're likely to hurt where you don't +mean to hurt. When you're mowing in a field by a school-house, you must +look out for the children asleep in the grass. Sometimes the longest way +round is the shortest way home." + +"Do you mean to do it or not, my lord? I've left it to you as a +gentleman." + +"It's going to upset more than you think, Soolsby. Suppose he, out there +in Egypt"--he pointed again to the map--"doesn't thank me for the +information. Suppose he says no, and--" + +"Right's right. Give him the chance, my lord. How can you know, unless +you tell him the truth?" + +"Do you like living, Soolsby?" + +"Do you want to kill me, my lord?" + +There was a dark look in Eglington's face. "But answer me, do you want +to live?" + +"I want to live long enough to see the Earl of Eglington in his own +house." + +"Well, I've made that possible. The other night when you were telling me +your little story, you were near sending yourself into eternity--as near +as I am knocking this ash off my cigar." His little finger almost +touched the ash. "Your hand was as near touching a wire charged with +death. I saw it. It would have been better for me if you had gone; but +I shut off the electricity. Suppose I hadn't, could I have been blamed? +It would have been an accident. Providence did not intervene; I did. +You owe me something, Soolsby." + +Soolsby stared at him almost blindly for a moment. A mist was before his +eyes; but through the mist, though he saw nothing of this scene in which +he now was, he saw the laboratory, and himself and Eglington, and +Eglington's face as it peered at him, and, just before the voice called +outside, Eglington's eyes fastened on his hand. It all flashed upon him +now, and he saw himself starting back at the sound of the voice. + +Slowly he got up now, went to the door, and opened it. "My lord, it is +not true," he said. "You have not spoken like a gentleman. It was my +lady's voice that saved me. This is my castle, my lord--you lodge +yonder." He pointed down into the darkness where the lights of the +village shone. "I owe you nothing. I pay my debts. Pay yours, my lord, +to him that's beyond and away." + +Eglington kept his countenance as he drew on his great-coat and slowly +passed from the house. + +"I ought to have let you die, Soolsby. Y'ou'll think better of this +soon. But it's quite right to leave the matter to me. It may take a +little time, but everything will come right. Justice shall be done. +Well, good night, Soolsby. You live too much alone, and imagination +is a bad thing for the lonely. Good night-good night." + +Going down the hill quickly, he said to himself: "A sort of second sight +he had about that wire. But time is on my side, time and the Soudan-- +and 'The heathen in his blindness. . . .' I will keep what is mine. +I will keep it!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +THE AWAKENING + +In her heart of hearts Hylda had not greatly welcomed the Duchess of +Snowdon to Hamley. There was no one whose friendship she prized more; +but she was passing through a phase of her life when she felt that she +was better apart, finding her own path by those intuitions and +perceptions which belonged to her own personal experience. She vaguely +felt, what all realise sooner or later, that we must live our dark hours +alone. + +Yet the frank downright nature of the once beautiful, now faded, Duchess, +the humorous glimmer in the pale-blue eyes, the droll irony and dry truth +of her speech, appealed to Hylda, made her smile a warm greeting when she +would rather have been alone. For, a few days before, she had begun a +quest which had absorbed her, fascinated her. The miner, finding his way +across the gap of a reef to pick up the vein of quartz at some distant +and uncertain point, could not have been more lost to the world than was +the young wife searching for a family skeleton, indefinitely embodied in +her imagination by the name, James Fetherdon. + +Pile after pile of papers and letters of the late Earl and his Countess +had passed through her hands from chaos to order. As she had read, hour +after hour, the diaries of the cold, blue-eyed woman, Sybil Eglington, +who had lived without love of either husband or son, as they, in turn, +lived without love of each other, she had been overwhelmed by the +revelation of a human heart, whose powers of expression were smothered by +a shy and awkward temperament. The late Countess's letters were the +unclothing of a heart which had never expanded to the eyes of those whose +love would have broken up a natural reserve, which became at last a proud +coldness, and gave her a reputation for lack of feeling that she carried +to her grave. + +In the diaries which Hylda unearthed--the Countess had died suddenly-- +was the muffled cry of a soul tortured through different degrees of +misunderstanding; from the vague pain of suffered indifference, of being +left out of her husband's calculations, to the blank neglect narrowing +her life down to a tiny stream of duty, which was finally lost in the +sands. She had died abroad, and alone, save for her faithful maid, who, +knowing the chasm that lay between her mistress and her lord, had brought +her letters and papers back to the Cloistered House, and locked them away +with all the other papers and correspondence which the Countess had +accumulated. + +Among these papers was a letter to the late Lord Eglington written the +day before she died. In the haste and confusion ensuing on her death, +the maid had not seen it. It had never reached his hands, but lay in a +pocket of the dead woman's writing-portfolio, which Hylda had explored +without discovering. Only a few hours, however, before the Duchess of +Snowdon came, Hylda had found again an empty envelope on which was +written the name, James Fetherdon. The writing on the envelope was that +of Sybil Lady Eglington. + +When she discovered the envelope, a sense of mystery and premonition +possessed her. What was the association between the Countess of +Eglington and James Fetherdon, the father of David Claridge? In vain she +searched among the voluminous letters and papers, for it would seem that +the dead woman had saved every letter she received, and kept copies of +numberless letters she had written. But she had searched without avail. +Even the diaries, curiously frank and without reserve, never mentioned +the name, so far as she could find, though here and there were strange +allusive references, hints of a trouble that weighed her down, phrases of +exasperation and defiance. One phrase, or the idea in it, was, however, +much repeated in the diaries during the course of years, and towards the +last almost feverishly emphasised--"Why should I bear it for one who +would bear nothing for me, for his sake, who would do nothing for my +sake? Is it only the mother in me, not the love in me?" + +These words were haunting Hylda's brain when the telegram from the +Duchess of Snowdon came. They followed her to Heddington, whither she +went in the carriage to bring her visitor to Hamley, and kept repeating +themselves at the back of her mind through the cheerful rallying of the +Duchess, who spread out the wings of good-humour and motherly freedom +over her. + +After all, it was an agreeable thing to be taken possession of, and "put +in her proper place," as the Duchess said; made to understand that her +own affairs were not so important, after all; and that it was far more +essential to hear the charming gossip about the new and most popular +Princess of Wales, or the quarrel between Dickens and Thackeray. Yet, +after dinner, in the little sitting-room, where the Duchess, in a white +gown with great pink bows, fitter for a girl fresh from Confirmation, and +her cheeks with their fixed colour, which changed only at the discretion +of her maid, babbled of nothing that mattered, Hylda's mind kept turning +to the book of life an unhappy woman had left behind her. The sitting- +room had been that of the late Countess also, and on the wall was an oil- +painting of her, stately and distant and not very alluring, though the +mouth had a sweetness which seemed unable to break into a smile. + +"What was she really like--that wasn't her quite, was it?" asked Hylda, +at last, leaning her chin on the hand which held the 'cello she had been +playing. + +"Oh, yes, it's Sybil Eglington, my dear, but done in wood; and she wasn't +the graven image that makes her out to be. That's as most people saw +her; as the fellow that painted her saw her; but she had another side to +her. She disapproved of me rather, because I was squeezing the orange +dry, and trying to find yesterday's roses in to-morrow's garden. But she +didn't shut her door in my face--it's hard to do that to a Duchess; which +is one of the few advantages of living naked in the street, as it were, +with only the strawberry leaves to clothe you. No, Sybil Eglington was a +woman who never had her chance. Your husband's forbears were difficult, +my dear. They didn't exactly draw you out. She needed drawing out; and +her husband drove her back into her corner, where she sulked rather till +she died--died alone at Wiesbaden, with a German doctor, a stray curate, +and a stuttering maid to wish her bon voyage. Yet I fancy she went glad +enough, for she had no memories, not even an affaire to repent of, and to +cherish. La, la! she wasn't so stupid, Sybil there, and she was an +ornament to her own sex and the despair of the other. His Serene +Highness Heinrich of Saxe-Gunden fancied the task of breaking that ice, +and he was an adept and an Apollo, but it broke his reputation instead. + +"No doubt she is happy now. I shall probably never see!" + +In spite of the poignant nature of the talk, Hylda could not but smile at +the last words. + +"Don't despair," she rejoined; "one star differeth from another star in +glory, but that is no reason why they should not be on visiting terms." + +"My dear, you may laugh--you may laugh, but I am sixty-five, and I am not +laughing at the idea of what company I may be obliged to keep presently. +In any case I'm sure I shall not be comfortable. If I'm where she is, I +shall be dull; if I'm where her husband is, I'll have no reputation; and +if there is one thing I want, it is a spotless reputation--sometime." + +Hylda laughed--the manner and the voice were so droll--but her face +saddened too, and her big eyes with the drooping lashes looked up +pensively at the portrait of her husband's mother. + +"Was it ever a happy family, or a lucky family?" she asked. + +"It's lucky now, and it ought to be happy now," was the meaning reply. + +Hylda made no answer, but caught the strings of the 'cello lightly, and +shook her head reprovingly, with a smile meant to be playful. For a +moment she played, humming to herself, and then the Duchess touched the +hand that was drawing the bow softly across the strings. She had behind +her garishness a gift for sympathy and a keen intuition, delicacy, and +allusiveness. She knew what to say and what to leave unsaid, when her +heart was moved. + +"My darling," she said now, "you are not quite happy; but that is because +you don't allow yourself to get well. You've never recovered from your +attack last summer; and you won't, until you come out into the world +again and see people. This autumn you ought to have been at Homburg or +at Aix, where you'd take a little cure of waters and a great deal of cure +of people. You were born to bask in friendship and the sun, and to draw +from the world as much as you deserve, a little from many, for all you +give in return. Because, dearest, you are a very agreeable person, with +enough wit and humanity to make it worth the world's while to conspire to +make you do what will give it most pleasure, and let yourself get most-- +and that's why I've come." + +"What a person of importance I am!" answered Hylda, with a laugh that +was far from mirthful, though she caught the plump, wrinkled little hand +of the Duchess and pressed it. "But really I'm getting well here fast. +I'm very strong again. It is so restful, and one's days go by so +quietly." + +"Yet, I'm not sure that it's rest you want. I don't think it is. You +want tonics--men and women and things. Monte Carlo would do you a world +of good--I'd go with you. Eglington gambles here"--she watched Hylda +closely--"why shouldn't you gamble there?" + +"Eglington gambles?" Hylda's face took on a frightened look, then it +cleared again, and she smiled. "Oh, of course, with international +affairs, you mean. Well, I must stay here and be the croupier." + +"Nonsense! Eglington is his own croupier. Besides, he is so much in +London, and you so much here. You sit with the distaff; he throws the +dice." + +Hylda's lips tightened a little. Her own inner life, what Eglington was +to her or she to Eglington, was for the ears of no human being, however +friendly. She had seen little of him of late, but in one sense that had +been a relief, though she would have done anything to make that feeling +impossible. His rather precise courtesy and consideration, when he was +with her, emphasised the distance between "the first fine careless +rapture" and this grey quiet. And, strange to say, though in the first +five years after the Cairo days and deeds, Egypt seemed an infinite space +away, and David a distant, almost legendary figure, now Egypt seemed but +beyond the door--as though, opening it, she would stand near him who +represented the best of all that she might be capable of thinking. Yet +all the time she longed for Eglington to come and say one word, which +would be like touching the lever of the sluice-gates of her heart, to let +loose the flood. As the space grew between her and Eglington, her spirit +trembled, she shrank back, because she saw that sea towards which she was +drifting. + +As she did not answer the last words of the Duchess, the latter said +presently: "When do you expect Eglington?" + +"Not till the week-end; it is a busy week with him," Hylda answered; then +added hastily, though she had not thought of it till this moment: "I +shall probably go up to town with you to-morrow." + +She did not know that Eglington was already in the house, and had given +orders to the butler that she was not to be informed of his arrival for +the present. + +"Well, if you get that far, will you come with me to the Riviera, or to +Florence, or Sicily--or Cairo?" the other asked, adjusting her gold- +brown wig with her babyish hands. + +Cairo! Cairo! A light shot up into Hylda's eyes. The Duchess had +spoken without thought, but, as she spoke, she watched the sudden change +in Hylda. What did it mean? Cairo--why should Cairo have waked her so? +Suddenly she recalled certain vague references of Lord Windlehurst, and, +for the first time, she associated Hylda with Claridge Pasha in a way +which might mean much, account for much, in this life she was leading. + +"Perhaps! Perhaps!" answered Hylda abstractedly, after a moment. + +The Duchess got to her feet. She had made progress. She would let her +medicine work. + +"I'm going to bed, my dear. I'm sixty-five, and I take my sleep when I +can get it. Think it over, Sicily--Cairo!" + +She left the room, saying to herself that Eglington was a fool, and that +danger was ahead. "But I hold a red light--poor darling!" she said +aloud, as she went up the staircase. She did not know that Eglington, +standing in a deep doorway, heard her, and seized upon the words eagerly +and suspiciously, and turned them over in his mind. + +Below, at the desk where Eglington's mother used to write, Hylda sat with +a bundle of letters before her. For some moments she opened, glanced +through them, and put them aside. Presently she sat back in her chair, +thinking--her mind was invaded by the last words of the Duchess; and +somehow they kept repeating themselves with the words in the late +Countess's diary: "Is it only the mother in me, not the love in me?" +Mechanically her hand moved over the portfolio of the late Countess, and +it involuntarily felt in one of its many pockets. Her hand came upon a +letter. This had remained when the others had been taken out. It was +addressed to the late Earl, and was open. She hesitated a moment, then, +with a strange premonition and a tightening of her heart-strings, she +spread it out and read it. + +At first she could scarcely see because of the mist in her eyes; but +presently her sight cleared, and she read quickly, her cheeks burning +with excitement, her heart throbbing violently. The letter was the last +expression of a disappointed and barren life. The slow, stammering +tongue of an almost silent existence had found the fulness of speech. +The fountains of the deep had been broken up, and Sybil Eglington's +repressed emotions, undeveloped passions, tortured by mortal sufferings, +and refined and vitalised by the atmosphere blown in upon her last hours +from the Hereafter, were set free, given voice and power at last. + +The letter reviewed the life she had lived with her husband during +twenty-odd years, reproved herself for not speaking out and telling him +his faults at the beginning, and for drawing in upon herself, when she +might have compelled him to a truer understanding; and, when all that was +said, called him to such an account as only the dying might make--the +irrevocable, disillusionising truth which may not be altered, the +poignant record of failure and its causes. + + ". . . I could not talk well, I never could, as a girl," the + letter ran; "and you could talk like one inspired, and so + speciously, so overwhelmingly, that I felt I could say nothing in + disagreement, not anything but assent; while all the time I felt how + hollow was so much you said--a cloak of words to cover up the real + thought behind. Before I knew the truth, I felt the shadow of + secrecy in your life. When you talked most, I felt you most + secretive, and the feeling slowly closed the door upon all frankness + and sympathy and open speech between us. I was always shy and self- + conscious and self-centred, and thought little of myself; and I + needed deep love and confidence and encouragement to give out what + was in me. I gave nothing out, nothing to you that you wanted, or + sought for, or needed. You were complete, self-contained. Harry, + my beloved babe Harry, helped at first; but, as the years went on, + he too began to despise me for my little intellect and slow + intelligence, and he grew to be like you in all things--and + secretive also, though I tried so hard to be to him what a mother + should be. Oh, Bobby, Bobby--I used to call you that in the days + before we were married, and I will call you that now when all is + over and done--why did you not tell me all? Why did you not tell me + that my boy, my baby Harry, was not your only child, that there had + been another wife, and that your eldest son was alive? + + "I know all. I have known all for years. The clergyman who married + you to Mercy Claridge was a distant relative of my mother's, and + before he died he told me. When you married her, he knew you only + as James Fetherdon, but, years afterwards, he saw and recognised + you. He held his peace then, but at last he came to me. And I did + not speak. I was not strong enough, nor good enough, to face the + trouble of it all. I could not endure the scandal, to see my own + son take the second place--he is so brilliant and able and + unscrupulous, like yourself; but, oh, so sure of winning a great + place in the world, surer than yourself ever was, he is so + calculating and determined and ambitious! And though he loves me + little, as he loves you little, too, yet he is my son, and for what + he is we are both responsible, one way or another; and I had not the + courage to give him the second place, and the Quaker, David + Claridge, the first place. Why Luke Claridge, his grandfather, + chose the course he did, does not concern me, no more than why you + chose secrecy, and kept your own firstborn legitimate son, of whom + you might well be proud, a stranger to you and his rights all these + years. Ah, Eglington, you never knew what love was, you never had + a heart--experiment, subterfuge, secrecy, 'reaping where you had + not sowed, and gathering where you had not strawed.' Always, + experiment, experiment, experiment! + + "I shall be gone in a few hours--I feel it, but before I go I must + try to do right, and to warn you. I have had such bad dreams about + you and Harry--they haunt me--that I am sure you will suffer + terribly, will have some awful tragedy, unless you undo what was + done long ago, and tell the truth to the world, and give your titles + and estates where they truly belong. Near to death, seeing how + little life is, and how much right is in the end, I am sure that I + was wrong in holding my peace; for Harry cannot prosper with this + black thing behind him, and you cannot die happy if you smother up + the truth. Night after night I have dreamed of you in your + laboratory, a vague, dark, terrifying dream of you in that + laboratory which I have hated so. It has always seemed to me the + place where some native evil and cruelty in your blood worked out + its will. I know I am an ignorant woman, with no brain, but God has + given me clear sight at the last, and the things I see are true + things, and I must warn you. Remember that. . . ." + +The letter ended there. She had been interrupted or seized with illness, +and had never finished it, and had died a few hours afterwards; and the +letter was now, for the first time, read by her whom it most concerned, +into whose heart and soul the words sank with an immitigable pain and +agonised amazement. A few moments with this death-document had +transformed Hylda's life. + +Her husband and--and David, were sons of the same father; and the name +she bore, the home in which she was living, the estates the title +carried, were not her husband's, but another's--David's. She fell back +in her chair, white and faint, but, with a great effort, she conquered +the swimming weakness which blinded her. Sons of the same father! The +past flashed before her, the strange likeness she had observed, the trick +of the head, the laugh, the swift gesture, the something in the voice. +She shuddered as she had done in reading the letter. But they were +related only in name, in some distant, irreconcilable way--in a way +which did not warrant the sudden scarlet flush that flooded her face. +Presently she recovered herself. She--what did she suffer, compared +with her who wrote this revelation of a lifetime of pain, of bitter and +torturing knowledge! She looked up at the picture on the wall, at the +still, proud, emotionless face, the conventional, uninspired personality, +behind which no one had seen, which had agonised alone till the last. +With what tender yet pitiless hand had she laid bare the lives of her +husband and her son! How had the neglected mother told the bitter truth +of him to whom she had given birth! "So brilliant and able, and +unscrupulous, like yourself; but, oh, sure of winning a great place in +the world . . . so calculating and determined and ambitious. . . . +That laboratory which I have hated so. It has always seemed to me the +place where some native evil and cruelty in your blood worked out its +will. . . ." + +With a deep-drawn sigh Hylda said to herself: "If I were dying to-morrow, +would I say that? She loved them so--at first must have loved them so; +and yet this at the last! And I--oh, no, no, no!" She looked at a +portrait of Eglington on the table near, touched it caressingly, and +added, with a sob in her voice: "Oh, Harry, no, it is not true! It is +not native evil and cruelty in your blood. It has all been a mistake. +You will do right. We will do right, Harry. You will suffer, it will +hurt, the lesson will be hard--to give up what has meant so much to you; +but we will work it out together, you and I, my very dear. Oh, say that +we shall, that.... " She suddenly grew silent. A tremor ran through +her, she became conscious of his presence near her, and turned, as though +he were behind her. There was nothing. Yet she felt him near, and, +as she did so, the soul-deep feeling with which she had spoken to the +portrait fled. Why was it that, so often, when absent from him, her +imagination helped her to make excuses for him, inspired her to press the +real truth out of sight, and to make believe that he was worthy of a love +which, but through some inner fault of her own, might be his altogether, +and all the love of which he was capable might be hers? + +She felt him near her, and the feelings possessing her a moment before +slowly chilled and sank away. Instinctively her eyes glanced towards the +door. She saw the handle turn, and she slipped the letter inside the +portfolio again. + +The door opened briskly now, and Eglington entered with what his enemies +in the newspaper press had called his "professional smile"--a criticism +which had angered his wife, chiefly because it was so near the truth. He +smiled. Smiling was part of his equipment, and was for any one at any +time that suited him. + +Her eyes met his, and he noted in her something that he had never seen +before. Something had happened. The Duchess of Snowdon was in the +house; had it anything to do with her? Had she made trouble? There was +trouble enough without her. He came forward, took Hylda's hand and +kissed it, then kissed her on the cheek. As he did so, she laid a hand +on his arm with a sudden impulse, and pressed it. Though his presence +had chilled the high emotions of a few moments before, yet she had to +break to him a truth which would hurt him, dismay him, rob his life of so +much that helped it; and a sudden protective, maternal sense was roused +in her, reached out to shelter him as he faced his loss and the call of +duty. + +"You have just come?" she said, in a voice that, to herself, seemed far +away. + +"I have been here some hours," he answered. Secrecy again--always the +thing that had chilled the dead woman, and laid a cold hand upon herself +--"I felt the shadow of secrecy in your life. When you talked most I +felt you most secretive, and the feeling slowly closed the door upon all +frankness and sympathy and open speech between us." + +"Why did you not see me--dine with me?" she asked. "What can the +servants think?" Even in such a crisis the little things had place-- +habit struck its note in the presence of her tragedy. + +"You had the Duchess of Snowdon, and we are not precisely congenial; +besides, I had much to do in the laboratory. I'm working for that new +explosive of which I told you. There's fame and fortune in it, and I'm +on the way. I feel it coming"--his eyes sparkled a little. "I made it +right with the servants; so don't be apprehensive." + +"I have not seen you for nearly a week. It doesn't seem--friendly." + +"Politics and science are stern masters," he answered gaily. + +"They leave little time for your mistress," she rejoined meaningly. + +"Who is my mistress?" + +"Well, I am not greatly your wife," she replied. "I have the dregs of +your life. I help you--I am allowed to help you--so little, to share so +little in the things that matter to you." + +"Now, that's imagination and misunderstanding," he rejoined. "It has +helped immensely your being such a figure in society, and entertaining +so much, and being so popular, at any rate until very lately." + +"I do not misunderstand," she answered gravely. "I do not share your +real life. I do not help you where your brain works, in the plans and +purposes and hopes that lie behind all that you do--oh, yes, I know your +ambitions and what positions you are aiming for; but there is something +more than that. There is the object of it all, the pulse of it, the +machinery down, down deep in your being that drives it all. Oh, I am not +a child! I have some intellect, and I want--I want that we should work +it out together." + +In spite of all that had come and gone, in spite of the dead mother's +words and all her own convictions, seeing trouble coming upon him, she +wanted to make one last effort for what might save their lives--her life- +-from shipwreck in the end. If she failed now, she foresaw a bitter, +cynical figure working out his life with a narrowing soul, a hard spirit +unrelieved by the softening influence of a great love--even yet the woman +in her had a far-off hope that, where the law had made them one by book +and scrip, the love which should consecrate such a union, lift it above +an almost offensive relation, might be theirs. She did not know how much +of her heart, of her being, was wandering over the distant sands of +Egypt, looking for its oasis. Eglington had never needed or wanted more +than she had given him--her fortune, her person, her charm, her ability +to play an express and definite part in his career. It was this material +use to which she was so largely assigned, almost involuntarily but none +the less truly, that had destroyed all of the finer, dearer, more +delicate intimacy invading his mind sometimes, more or less vaguely, +where Faith was concerned. So extreme was his egotism that it had never +occurred to him, as it had done to the Duchess of Snowdon and Lord +Windlehurst, that he might lose Hylda herself as well as her fortune; +that the day might come when her high spirit could bear it no longer. As +the Duchess of Snowdon had said: "It would all depend upon the other man, +whoever he might be." + +So he answered her with superficial cheerfulness now; he had not the +depth of soul to see that they were at a crisis, and that she could bear +no longer the old method of treating her as though she were a child, to +be humoured or to be dominated. + +"Well, you see all there is," he answered; "you are so imaginative, +crying for some moon there never was in any sky." + +In part he had spoken the truth. He had no high objects or ends or +purposes. He wanted only success somehow or another, and there was no +nobility of mind or aspiration behind it. In her heart of hearts she +knew it; but it was the last cry of her soul to him, seeking, though in +vain, for what she had never had, could never have. + +"What have you been doing?" he added, looking at the desk where she had +sat, glancing round the room. "Has the Duchess left any rags on the +multitude of her acquaintances? I wonder that you can make yourself +contented here with nothing to do. You don't look much stronger. I'm +sure you ought to have a change. My mother was never well here; though, +for the matter of that, she was never very well anywhere. I suppose it's +the laboratory that attracts me here, as it did my father, playing with +the ancient forces of the world in these Arcadian surroundings--Arcady +without beauty or Arcadians." He glanced up at his mother's picture. +"No, she never liked it--a very silent woman, secretive almost." + +Suddenly her eyes flared up. Anger possessed her. She choked it down. +Secretive--the poor bruised soul who had gone to her grave with a broken +heart! + +"She secretive? No, Eglington," she rejoined gravely, "she was +congealed. She lived in too cold an air. She was not secretive, but yet +she kept a secret--another's." + +Again Eglington had the feeling which possessed him when he entered the +room. She had changed. There was something in her tone, a meaning, he +had never heard before. He was startled. He recalled the words of the +Duchess as she went up the staircase. + +What was it all about? + +"Whose secrets did she keep?" he asked, calmly enough. + +"Your father's, yours, mine," she replied, in a whisper almost. + +"Secret? What secret? Good Lord, such mystery!" He laughed +mirthlessly. + +She came close to him. "I am sorry--sorry, Harry," she said with +difficulty. "It will hurt you, shock you so. It will be a blow to you, +but you must bear it." + +She tried to speak further, but her heart was beating so violently that +she could not. She turned quickly to the portfolio on the desk, drew +forth the fatal letter, and, turning to the page which contained the +truth concerning David, handed it to him. "It is there," she said. + +He had great self-control. Before looking at the page to which she had +directed his attention, he turned the letter over slowly, fingering the +pages one by one. "My mother to my father," he remarked. + +Instinctively he knew what it contained. "You have been reading my +mother's correspondence," he added in cold reproof. + +"Do you forget that you asked me to arrange her papers?" she retorted, +stung by his suggestion. + +"Your imagination is vivid," he exclaimed. Then he bethought himself +that, after all, he might sorely need all she could give, if things went +against him, and that she was the last person he could afford to +alienate; "but I do remember that I asked you that," he added--"no doubt +foolishly." + +"Read what is there," she broke in, "and you will see that it was not +foolish, that it was meant to be." He felt a cold dead hand reaching out +from the past to strike him; but he nerved himself, and his eyes searched +the paper with assumed coolness-even with her he must still be acting. +The first words he saw were: "Why did you not tell me that my boy, my +baby Harry, was not your only child, and that your eldest son was alive?" + +So that was it, after all. Even his mother knew. Master of his nerves +as he was, it blinded him for a moment. Presently he read on--the whole +page--and lingered upon the words, that he might have time to think what +he must say to Hylda. Nothing of the tragedy of his mother touched him, +though he was faintly conscious of a revelation of a woman he had never +known, whose hungering caresses had made him, as a child, rather peevish, +when a fit of affection was not on him. Suddenly, as he read the lines +touching himself, "Brilliant and able and unscrupulous.... and though he +loves me little, as he loves you little too," his eye lighted up with +anger, his face became pale--yet he had borne the same truths from Faith +without resentment, in the wood by the mill that other year. For a +moment he stood infuriated, then, going to the fireplace, he dropped the +letter on the coals, as Hylda, in horror, started forward to arrest his +hand. + +"Oh, Eglington--but no--no! It is not honourable. It is proof of all!" + +He turned upon her slowly, his face rigid, a strange, cold light in his +eyes. "If there is no more proof than that, you need not vex your mind," +he said, commanding his voice to evenness. + +A bitter anger was on him. His mother had read him through and through-- +he had not deceived her even; and she had given evidence against him to +Hylda, who, he had ever thought, believed in him completely. Now there +was added to the miserable tale, that first marriage, and the rights +of David--David, the man who, he was convinced, had captured her +imagination. Hurt vanity played a disproportionate part in this crisis. + +The effect on him had been different from what Hylda had anticipated. +She had pictured him stricken and dumfounded by the blow. It had never +occurred to her, it did not now, that he had known the truth; for, +of course, to know the truth was to speak, to restore to David his own, +to step down into the second and unconsidered place. After all, to her +mind, there was no disgrace. The late Earl had married secretly, but he +had been duly married, and he did not marry again until Mercy Claridge +was dead. The only wrong was to David, whose grandfather had been even +more to blame than his own father. She had looked to help Eglington in +this moment, and now there seemed nothing for her to do. He was superior +to the situation, though it was apparent in his pale face and rigid +manner that he had been struck hard. + +She came near to him, but there was no encouragement to her to play that +part which is a woman's deepest right and joy and pain in one--to comfort +her man in trouble, sorrow, or evil. Always, always, he stood alone, +whatever the moment might be, leaving her nothing to do--" playing his +own game with his own weapons," as he had once put it. Yet there was +strength in it too, and this came to her mind now, as though in excuse +for whatever else there was in the situation which, against her will, +repelled her. + +"I am so sorry for you," she said at last. + +"What do you mean?" he asked. + +"To lose all that has been yours so long." + +This was their great moment. The response to this must be the touchstone +of their lives. A--half dozen words might alter all the future, might be +the watch word to the end of all things. Involuntarily her heart +fashioned the response he ought to give--"I shall have you left, Hylda." + +The air seemed to grow oppressive, and the instant's silence a torture, +and, when he spoke, his words struck a chill to her heart--rough notes of +pain. "I have not lost yet," were his words. + +She shrank. "You will not hide it. You will do right by--by him," she +said with difficulty. + +"Let him establish his claim to the last item of fact," he said with +savage hate. + +"Luke Claridge knew. The proofs are but just across the way, no doubt," +she answered, almost coldly, so had his words congealed her heart. + +Their great moment had passed. It was as though a cord had snapped that +held her to him, and in the recoil she had been thrown far off from him. +Swift as his mind worked, it had not seen his opportunity to win her to +his cause, to asphyxiate her high senses, her quixotic justice, by that +old flood of eloquence and compelling persuasion of the emotions with +which he had swept her to the altar--an altar of sacrifice. He had not +even done what he had left London to do--make sure of her, by an alluring +flattery and devotion, no difficult duty with one so beautiful and +desirable; though neither love of beauty nor great desire was strong +enough in him to divert him from his course for an hour, save by his own +initiative. His mother's letter had changed it all. A few hours before +he had had a struggle with Soolsby, and now another struggle on the same +theme was here. Fate had dealt illy with him, who had ever been its +spoiled child and favourite. He had not learned yet the arts of defence +against adversity. + +"Luke Claridge is dead," he answered sharply. "But you will tell--him, +you will write to Egypt and tell your brother?" she said, the conviction +slowly coming to her that he would not. + +"It is not my duty to displace myself, to furnish evidence against +myself--" + +"You have destroyed the evidence," she intervened, a little scornfully. + +"If there were no more than that--" He shrugged his shoulders +impatiently. + +"Do you know there is more?" she asked searchingly. "In whose interests +are you speaking?" he rejoined, with a sneer. A sudden fury possessed +him. Claridge Pasha--she was thinking of him! + +"In yours--your conscience, your honour." + +"There is over thirty years' possession on my side," he rejoined. + +"It is not as if it were going from your family," she argued. + +"Family--what is he to me!" + +"What is any one to you?" she returned bitterly. + +"I am not going to unravel a mystery in order to facilitate the cutting +of my own throat." + +"It might be worth while to do something once for another's sake than +your own--it would break the monotony," she retorted, all her sense +tortured by his words, and even more so by his manner. + +Long ago Faith had said in Soolsby's but that he "blandished" all with +whom he came in contact; but Hylda realised with a lacerated heart that +he had ceased to blandish her. Possession had altered that. Yet how had +he vowed to her in those sweet tempestuous days of his courtship when the +wind of his passion blew so hard! Had one of the vows been kept? + +Even as she looked at him now, words she had read some days before +flashed through her mind--they had burnt themselves into her brain: + + "Broken faith is the crown of evils, + Broken vows are the knotted thongs + Set in the hands of laughing devils, + To scourge us for deep wrongs. + + "Broken hearts, when all is ended, + Bear the better all after-stings; + Bruised once, the citadel mended, + Standeth through all things." + +Suddenly he turned upon her with aggrieved petulance. "Why are you so +eager for proof?" + +"Oh, I have," she said, with a sudden flood of tears in her voice, though +her eyes were dry--"I have the feeling your mother had, that nothing will +be well until you undo the wrong your father did. I know it was not your +fault. I feel for you--oh, believe me, I feel as I have never felt, +could never feel, for myself. It was brought on you by your father, +but you must be the more innocent because he was so guilty. You have had +much out of it, it has helped you on your way. It does not mean so much +now. By-and-by another--an English-peerage may be yours by your own +achievement. Let it go. There is so much left, Harry. It is a small +thing in a world of work. It means nothing to me." Once again, even +when she had given up all hope, seeing what was the bent of his mind-- +once again she made essay to win him out of his selfishness. If he would +only say, "I have you left," how she would strive to shut all else out of +her life! + +He was exasperated. His usual prescience and prudence forsook him. It +angered him that she should press him to an act of sacrifice for the man +who had so great an influence upon her. Perversity possessed him. +Lifelong egotism was too strong for wisdom, or discretion. + +Suddenly he caught her hands in both of his and said hoarsely: "Do you +love me--answer me, do you love me with all your heart and soul? The +truth now, as though it were your last word on earth." + +Always self. She had asked, if not in so many words, for a little love, +something for herself to feed on in the darkening days for him, for her, +for both; and he was thinking only of himself. + +She shrank, but her hands lay passive in his. "No, not with all my heart +and soul--but, oh--!" + +He flung her hands from him. "No, not with all your heart and soul-- +I know! You are willing to sacrifice me for him, and you think I do not +understand." + +She drew herself up, with burning cheeks and flashing eyes. "You +understand nothing--nothing. If you had ever understood me, or any human +being, or any human heart, you would not have ruined all that might have +given you an undying love, something that would have followed you through +fire and flood to the grave. You cannot love. You do not understand +love. Self--self, always self. Oh, you are mad, mad, to have thrown it +all away, all that might have given happiness! All that I have, all that +I am, has been at your service; everything has been bent and tuned to +your pleasure, for your good. All has been done for you, with thought +of you and your position and your advancement, and now--now, when you +have killed all that might have been yours, you cry out in anger that it +is dying, and you insinuate what you should kill another for insinuating. +Oh, the wicked, cruel folly of it all! You suggest--you dare! I never +heard a word from David Claridge that might not be written on the +hoardings. His honour is deeper than that which might attach to the +title of Earl of Eglington." + +She seemed to tower above him. For an instant she looked him in the eyes +with frigid dignity, but a great scorn in her face. Then she went to the +door--he hastened to open it for her. + +"You will be very sorry for this," he said stubbornly. He was too +dumfounded to be discreet, too suddenly embarrassed by the turn affairs +had taken. He realised too late that he had made a mistake, that he had +lost his hold upon her. + +As she passed through, there suddenly flashed before her mind the scene +in the laboratory with the chairmaker. She felt the meaning of it now. + +"You do not intend to tell him--perhaps Soolsby has done so," she said +keenly, and moved on to the staircase. + +He was thunderstruck at her intuition. "Why do you want to rob +yourself?" he asked after her vaguely. She turned back. "Think of your +mother's letter that you destroyed," she rejoined solemnly and quietly. +"Was it right?" + +He shut the door, and threw himself into a chair. "I will put it +straight with her to-morrow," he said helplessly. + +He sat for a half-hour silent, planning his course. + +At last there came a tap at the door, and the butler appeared. + +"Some one from the Foreign Office, my lord," he said. A moment +afterwards a young official, his subordinate, entered. "There's the +deuce to pay in Egypt, sir; I've brought the despatch," he said. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +A cloak of words to cover up the real thought behind +Antipathy of the lesser to the greater nature +Antipathy of the man in the wrong to the man in the right +Friendship means a giving and a getting +He's a barber-shop philosopher +Monotonously intelligent +No virtue in not falling, when you're not tempted +Of course I've hated, or I wouldn't be worth a button +Only the supremely wise or the deeply ignorant who never alter +Passion to forget themselves +Political virtue goes unrewarded +She knew what to say and what to leave unsaid +Smiling was part of his equipment +Sometimes the longest way round is the shortest way home +Soul tortured through different degrees of misunderstanding +The vague pain of suffered indifference +There's no credit in not doing what you don't want to do +Tricks played by Fact to discredit the imagination +We must live our dark hours alone +Woman's deepest right and joy and pain in one--to comfort + + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + +BOOK IV. + + +XXVIII. NAHOUM TURNS THE SCREW +XXIX. THE RECOIL +XXX. LACEY MOVES +XXXI. THE STRUGGLE IN THE DESERT +XXXII. FORTY STRIPES SAVE ONE +XXXIII. THE DARK INDENTURE +XXXIV. NAHOUM DROPS THE MASK + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +NAHOUM TURNS THE SCREW + +Laughing to himself, Higli Pasha sat with the stem of a narghileh in his +mouth. His big shoulders kept time to the quivering of his fat stomach. +He was sitting in a small court-yard of Nahoum Pasha's palace, waiting +for its owner to appear. Meanwhile he exercised a hilarious patience. +The years had changed him little since he had been sent on that +expedition against the southern tribes which followed hard on David's +appointment to office. As David had expected, few of the traitorous +officers returned. Diaz had ignominiously died of the bite of a +tarantula before a blow had been struck, but Higli had gratefully +received a slight wound in the first encounter, which enabled him to beat +a safe retreat to Cairo. He alone of the chief of the old conspirators +was left. Achmet was still at the Place of Lepers, and the old nest of +traitors was scattered for ever. + +Only Nahoum and Higli were left, and between these two there had never +been partnership or understanding. Nahoum was not the man to trust to +confederates, and Higli Pasha was too contemptible a coadjutor. Nahoum +had faith in no one save Mizraim the Chief Eunuch, but Mizraim alone was +better than a thousand; and he was secret--and terrible. Yet Higli had a +conviction that Nahoum's alliance with David was a sham, and that David +would pay the price of misplaced confidence one day. More than once when +David's plans had had a set-back, Higli had contrived a meeting with +Nahoum, to judge for himself the true position. + +For his visit to-day he had invented a reason--a matter of finance; but +his real reason was concealed behind the malevolent merriment by which he +was now seized. So absorbed was he that he did not heed the approach of +another visitor down an angle of the court-yard. He was roused by a +voice. + +"Well, what's tickling you so, pasha?" + +The voice was drawling, and quite gentle; but at the sound of it, Higli's +laugh stopped short, and the muscles of his face contracted. If there +was one man of whom he had a wholesome fear--why, he could not tell--it +was this round-faced, abrupt, imperturbable American, Claridge Pasha's +right-hand man. Legends of resourcefulness and bravery had gathered +round his name. "Who's been stroking your chin with a feather, pasha?" +he continued, his eye piercing the other like a gimlet. + +"It was an amusing tale I heard at Assiout, effendi," was Higli's abashed +and surly reply. + +"Oh, at Assiout!" rejoined Lacey. "Yes, they tell funny stories at +Assiout. And when were you at Assiout, pasha?" + +"Two days ago, effendi." + +"And so you thought you'd tell the funny little story to Nahoum as quick +as could be, eh? He likes funny stories, same as you--damn, nice, funny +little stories, eh?" + +There was something chilly in Lacey's voice now, which Higli did not +like; something much too menacing and contemptuous for a mere man-of-all- +work to the Inglesi. Higli bridled up, his eyes glared sulkily. + +"It is but my own business if I laugh or if I curse, effendi," he +replied, his hand shaking a little on the stem of the narghileh. + +"Precisely, my diaphanous polyandrist; but it isn't quite your own affair +what you laugh at--not if I know it!" + +"Does the effendi think I was laughing at him?" + +"The effendi thinks not. The effendi knows that the descendant of a +hundred tigers was laughing at the funny little story, of how the two +cotton-mills that Claridge Pasha built were burned down all in one night, +and one of his steamers sent down the cataract at Assouan. A knock-down +blow for Claridge Pasha, eh? That's all you thought of, wasn't it? And +it doesn't matter to you that the cotton-mills made thousands better off, +and started new industries in Egypt. No, it only matters to you that +Claridge Pasha loses half his fortune, and that you think his feet are +in the quicksands, and 'll be sucked in, to make an Egyptian holiday. +Anything to discredit him here, eh? I'm not sure what else you know; but +I'll find out, my noble pasha, and if you've had your hand in it--but no, +you ain't game-cock enough for that! But if you were, if you had a hand +in the making of your funny little story, there's a nutcracker that 'd +break the shell of that joke--" + +He turned round quickly, seeing a shadow and hearing a movement. Nahoum +was but a few feet away. There was a bland smile on his face, a look of +innocence in his magnificent blue eye. As he met Lacey's look, the smile +left his lips, a grave sympathy appeared to possess them, and he spoke +softly: + +"I know the thing that burns thy heart, effendi, to whom be the flowers +of hope and the fruits of merit. It is even so, a great blow has fallen. +Two hours since I heard. I went at once to see Claridge Pasha, but found +him not. Does he know, think you?" he added sadly. + +"May your heart never be harder than it is, pasha, and when I left the +Saadat an hour ago, he did not know. His messenger hadn't a steamer like +Higli Pasha there. But he was coming to see you; and that's why I'm +here. I've been brushing the flies off this sore on the hump of Egypt +while waiting." He glanced with disdain at Higli. + +A smile rose like liquid in the eye of Nahoum and subsided, then he +turned to Higli inquiringly. + +"I have come on business, Excellency; the railway to Rosetta, and--" + +"To-morrow--or the next day," responded Nahoum irritably, and turned +again to Lacey. + +As Higli's huge frame disappeared through a gateway, Nahoum motioned +Lacey to a divan, and summoned a slave for cooling drinks. Lacey's eyes +now watched him with an innocence nearly as childlike as his own. Lacey +well knew that here was a foe worthy of the best steel. That he was a +foe, and a malignant foe, he had no doubt whatever; he had settled the +point in his mind long ago; and two letters he had received from Lady +Eglington, in which she had said in so many words, "Watch Nahoum!" had +made him vigilant and intuitive. He knew, meanwhile, that he was +following the trail of a master-hunter who covered up his tracks. Lacey +was as certain as though he had the book of Nahoum's mind open in his +hand, that David's work had been torn down again--and this time with dire +effect--by this Armenian, whom David trusted like a brother. But the +black doors that closed on the truth on every side only made him more +determined to unlock them; and, when he faltered as to his own powers, +he trusted Mahommed Hassan, whose devotion to David had given him eyes +that pierced dark places. + +"Surely the God of Israel has smitten Claridge Pasha sorely. My heart +will mourn to look upon his face. The day is insulting in its +brightness," continued Nahoum with a sigh, his eyes bent upon Lacey, +dejection in his shoulders. + +Lacey started. "The God of Israel!" How blasphemous it sounded from the +lips of Nahoum, Oriental of Orientals, Christian though he was also! + +"I think, perhaps, you'll get over it, pasha. Man is born to trouble, +and you've got a lot of courage. I guess you could see other people bear +a pile of suffering, and never flinch." + +Nahoum appeared not to notice the gibe. "It is a land of suffering, +effendi," he sighed, "and one sees what one sees." + +"Have you any idea, any real sensible idea, how those cotton-mills got +afire?" Lacey's eyes were fixed on Nahoum's face. + +The other met his gaze calmly. "Who can tell! An accident, perhaps, +or--" + +"Or some one set the mills on fire in several places at once--they say +the buildings flamed out in every corner; and it was the only time in a +month they hadn't been running night and day. Funny, isn't it?" + +"It looks like the work of an enemy, effendi." Nahoum shook his head +gravely. "A fortune destroyed in an hour, as it were. But we shall get +the dog. We shall find him. There is no hole deep enough to hide him +from us." + +"Well, I wouldn't go looking in holes for him, pasha. + +"He isn't any cave-dweller, that incendiary; he's an artist--no palace is +too unlikely for him. No, I wouldn't go poking in mud-huts to find him." + +"Thou dost not think that Higli Pasha--" Nahoum seemed startled out of +equanimity by the thought. Lacey eyed him meditatively, and said +reflectively: "Say, you're an artist, pasha. You are a guesser of the +first rank. But I'd guess again. Higli Pasha would have done it, if it +had ever occurred to him; and he'd had the pluck. But it didn't, and he +hadn't. What I can't understand is that the artist that did it should +have done it before Claridge Pasha left for the Soudan. Here we were +just about to start; and if we'd got away south, the job would have done +more harm, and the Saadat would have been out of the way. No, I can't +understand why the firebug didn't let us get clean away; for if the +Saadat stays here, he'll be where he can stop the underground mining." + +Nahoum's self-control did not desert him, though he fully realised that +this man suspected him. On the surface Lacey was right. It would have +seemed better to let David go, and destroy his work afterwards, but he +had been moved by other considerations, and his design was deep. His +own emissaries were in the Soudan, announcing David's determination to +abolish slavery, secretly stirring up feeling against him, preparing for +the final blow to be delivered, when he went again among the southern +tribes. He had waited and waited, and now the time was come. Had he, +Nahoum, not agreed with David that the time had come for the slave-trade +to go? Had he not encouraged him to take this bold step, in the sure +belief that it would overwhelm him, and bring him an ignominious death, +embittered by total failure of all he had tried to do? + +For years he had secretly loosened the foundations of David's work, and +the triumph of Oriental duplicity over Western civilisation and integrity +was sweet in his mouth. And now there was reason to believe that, at +last, Kaid was turning against the Inglesi. Everything would come at +once. If all that he had planned was successful, even this man before +him should aid in his master's destruction. + +"If it was all done by an enemy," he said, in answer to Lacey, at last, +"would it all be reasoned out like that? Is hatred so logical? Dost +thou think Claridge Pasha will not go now? The troops are ready at Wady- +Halfa, everything is in order; the last load of equipment has gone. Will +not Claridge Pasha find the money somehow? I will do what I can. My +heart is moved to aid him." + +"Yes, you'd do what you could, pasha," Lacey rejoined enigmatically, "but +whether it would set the Saadat on his expedition or not is a question. +But I guess, after all, he's got to go. He willed it so. People may try +to stop him, and they may tear down what he does, but he does at last +what he starts to do, and no one can prevent him--not any one. Yes, he's +going on this expedition; and he'll have the money, too." There was a +strange, abstracted look in his face, as though he saw something which +held him fascinated. + +Presently, as if with an effort, he rose to his feet, took the red fez +from his head, and fanned himself with it for a moment. "Don't you +forget it, pasha; the Saadat will win. He can't be beaten, not in a +thousand years. Here he comes." + +Nahoum got to his feet, as David came quickly through the small gateway +of the court-yard, his head erect, his lips smiling, his eyes sweeping +the place. He came forward briskly to them. It was plain he had not +heard the evil news. + +"Peace be to thee, Saadat, and may thy life be fenced about with safety!" +said Nahoum. + +David laid a hand on Lacey's arm and squeezed it, smiling at him with +such friendship that Lacey's eyes moistened, and he turned his head away. + +There was a quiet elation in David's look. "We are ready at last," he +said, looking from one to the other. "Well, well," he added, almost +boyishly, "has thee nothing to say, Nahoum?" + +Nahoum turned his head away as though overcome. David's face grew +instantly grave. He turned to Lacey. Never before had he seen Lacey's +face with a look like this. He grasped Lacey's arm. "What is it?" he +asked quietly. "What does thee want to say to me?" + +But Lacey could not speak, and David turned again to Nahoum. "What is +there to say to me?" he asked. "Something has happened--what is it? +. . . Come, many things have happened before. This can be no worse. +Do thee speak," he urged gently. + +"Saadat," said Nahoum, as though under the stress of feeling, "the +cotton-mills at Tashah and Mini are gone--burned to the ground." + +For a moment David looked at him without sight in his eyes, and his face +grew very pale. "Excellency, all in one night, the besom of destruction +was abroad," he heard Nahoum say, as though from great depths below him. +He slowly turned his head to look at Lacey. "Is this true?" he asked at +last in an unsteady voice. Lacey could not speak, but inclined his head. + +David's figure seemed to shrink for a moment, his face had a withered +look, and his head fell forward in a mood of terrible dejection. + +"Saadat! Oh, my God, Saadat, don't take it so!" said Lacey brokenly, +and stepped between David and Nahoum. He could not bear that the +stricken face and figure should be seen by Nahoum, whom he believed to be +secretly gloating. "Saadat," he said brokenly, "God has always been with +you; He hasn't forgotten you now. + +"The work of years," David murmured, and seemed not to hear. + +"When God permits, shall man despair?" interposed Nahoum, in a voice +that lingered on the words. Nahoum accomplished what Lacey had failed to +do. His voice had pierced to some remote corner in David's nature, and +roused him. Was it that doubt, suspicion, had been wakened at last? Was +some sensitive nerve touched, that this Oriental should offer Christian +comfort to him in his need--to him who had seen the greater light? Or +was it that some unreality in the words struck a note which excited a new +and subconscious understanding? Perhaps it was a little of all three. +He did not stop to inquire. In crises such as that through which he was +passing, the mind and body act without reason, rather by the primal +instinct, the certain call of the things that were before reason was. + +"God is with the patient," continued Nahoum; and Lacey set his teeth to +bear this insult to all things. But Nahoum accomplished what he had not +anticipated. David straightened himself up, and clasped his hands behind +him. By a supreme effort of the will he controlled himself, and the +colour came back faintly to his face. "God's will be done," he said, +and looked Nahoum calmly in the eyes. "It was no accident," he added +with conviction. "It was an enemy of Egypt." Suddenly the thing rushed +over him again, going through his veins like a poisonous ether, and +clamping his heart as with iron. "All to do over again!" he said +brokenly, and again he caught Lacey's arm. + +With an uncontrollable impulse Lacey took David's hand in his own warm, +human grasp. + +"Once I thought I lost everything in Mexico, Saadat, and I understand +what you feel. But all wasn't lost in Mexico, as I found at last, and I +got something, too, that I didn't put in. Say, let us go from here. God +is backing you, Saadat. Isn't it all right--same as ever?" + +David was himself again. "Thee is a good man," he said, and through the +sadness of his eyes there stole a smile. "Let us go," he said. Then he +added in a businesslike way: "To-morrow at seven, Nahoum. There is much +to do." + +He turned towards the gate with Lacey, where the horses waited. Mahommed +Hassan met them as they prepared to mount. He handed David a letter. +It was from Faith, and contained the news of Luke Claridge's death. +Everything had come at once. He stumbled into the saddle with a moan. + +"At last I have drawn blood," said Nahoum to himself with grim +satisfaction, as they disappeared. "It is the beginning of the end. +It will crush him-I saw it in his eyes. God of Israel, I shall rule +again in Egypt!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +THE RECOIL + +It was a great day in the Muslim year. The Mahmal, or Sacred Carpet, +was leaving Cairo on its long pilgrimage of thirty-seven days to Mecca +and Mahomet's tomb. Great guns boomed from the Citadel, as the gorgeous +procession, forming itself beneath the Mokattam Hills, began its slow +march to where, seated in the shade of an ornate pavilion, Prince Kaid +awaited its approach to pay devout homage. Thousands looked down at the +scene from the ramparts of the Citadel, from the overhanging cliffs, and +from the tops of the houses that hung on the ledges of rock rising +abruptly from the level ground, to which the last of the famed Mamelukes +leaped to their destruction. + +Now to Prince Kaid's ears there came from hundreds of hoarse throats the +cry: "Allah! Allah! May thy journey be with safety to Arafat!" +mingling with the harsh music of the fifes and drums. + +Kaid looked upon the scene with drawn face and lowering brows. His +retinue watched him with alarm. A whisper had passed that, two nights +before, the Effendina had sent in haste for a famous Italian physician +lately come to Cairo, and that since his visit Kaid had been sullen and +depressed. It was also the gossip of the bazaars that he had suddenly +shown favour to those of the Royal House and to other reactionaries, +who had been enemies to the influence of Claridge Pasha. + +This rumour had been followed by an official proclamation that no +Europeans or Christians would be admitted to the ceremony of the Sacred +Carpet. + +Thus it was that Kaid looked out on a vast multitude of Muslims, in which +not one European face showed, and from lip to lip there passed the word, +"Harrik--Harrik--remember Harrik! Kaid turns from the infidel!" + +They crowded near the great pavilion--as near as the mounted Nubians +would permit--to see Kaid's face; while he, with eyes wandering over the +vast assemblage, was lost in dark reflections. For a year he had +struggled against a growing conviction that some obscure disease was +sapping his strength. He had hid it from every one, until, at last, +distress and pain had overcome him. The verdict of the Italian expert +was that possible, but by no means certain, cure might come from an +operation which must be delayed for a month or more. + +Suddenly, the world had grown unfamiliar to him; he saw it from afar; but +his subconscious self involuntarily registered impressions, and he moved +mechanically through the ceremonies and duties of the immediate present. +Thrown back upon himself, to fight his own fight, with the instinct of +primary life his mind involuntarily drew for refuge to the habits and +predispositions of youth; and for two days he had shut himself away from +the activities with which David and Nahoum were associated. Being deeply +engaged with the details of the expedition to the Soudan, David had not +gone to the Palace; and he was unaware of the turn which things had +taken. + +Three times, with slow and stately steps, the procession wound in a +circle in the great square, before it approached the pavilion where the +Effendina sat, the splendid camels carrying the embroidered tent wherein +the Carpet rested, and that which bore the Emir of the pilgrims, moving +gracefully like ships at sea. Naked swordsmen, with upright and shining +blades, were followed by men on camels bearing kettle-drums. After them +came Arab riders with fresh green branches fastened to the saddles like +plumes, while others carried flags and banners emblazoned with texts and +symbols. Troops of horsemen in white woollen cloaks, sheikhs and +Bedouins with flowing robes and huge turbans, religious chiefs of the +great sects, imperturbable and statuesque, were in strange contrast to +the shouting dervishes and camel-drivers and eager pilgrims. + +At last the great camel with its sacred burden stopped in front of Kaid +for his prayer and blessing. As he held the tassels, lifted the gold- +fringed curtain, and invoked Allah's blessing, a half-naked sheikh ran +forward, and, raising his hand high above his head, cried shrilly: +"Kaid, Kaid, hearken!" + +Rough hands caught him away, but Kaid commanded them to desist; and the +man called a blessing on him; and cried aloud: + +"Listen, O Kaid, son of the stars and the light of day. God hath exalted +thee. Thou art the Egyptian of all the Egyptians. In thy hand is power. +But thou art mortal even as I. Behold, O Kaid, in the hour that I was +born thou wast born, I in the dust without thy Palace wall, thou amid the +splendid things. But thy star is my star. Behold, as God ordains, the +Tree of Life was shaken on the night when all men pray and cry aloud to +God--even the Night of the Falling Leaves. And I watched the falling +leaves; and I saw my leaf, and it was withered, but only a little +withered, and so I live yet a little. But I looked for thy leaf, thou +who wert born in that moment when I waked to the world. I looked long, +but I found no leaf, neither green nor withered. But I looked again upon +my leaf, and then I saw that thy name now was also upon my leaf, and that +it was neither green nor withered; but was a leaf that drooped as when an +evil wind has passed and drunk its life. Listen, O Kaid! Upon the tomb +of Mahomet I will set my lips, and it may be that the leaf of my life +will come fresh and green again. But thou--wilt thou not come also to +the lord Mahomet's tomb? Or"--he paused and raised his voice--"or wilt +thou stay and lay thy lips upon the cross of the infidel? Wilt thou--" + +He could say no more, for Kaid's face now darkened with anger. He made a +gesture, and, in an instant, the man was gagged and bound, while a sullen +silence fell upon the crowd. Kaid suddenly became aware of this change +of feeling, and looked round him. Presently his old prudence and +subtlety came back, his face cleared a little, and he called aloud, +"Unloose the man, and let him come to me." An instant after, the man +was on his knees, silent before him. + +"What is thy name?" Kaid asked. + +"Kaid Ibrahim, Effendina," was the reply. + +"Thou hast misinterpreted thy dream, Kaid Ibrahim," answered the +Effendina. "The drooping leaf was token of the danger in which thy life +should be, and my name upon thy leaf was token that I should save thee +from death. Behold, I save thee. Inshallah, go in peace! There is no +God but God, and the Cross is the sign of a false prophet. Thou art mad. +God give thee a new mind. Go." + +The man was presently lost in the sweltering, half-frenzied crowd; but he +had done his work, and his words rang in the ears of Kaid as he rode +away. + +A few hours afterwards, bitter and rebellious, murmuring to himself, Kaid +sat in a darkened room of his Nile Palace beyond the city. So few years +on the throne, so young, so much on which to lay the hand of pleasure, so +many millions to command; and yet the slave at his door had a surer hold +on life and all its joys and lures than he, Prince Kaid, ruler of Egypt! +There was on him that barbaric despair which has taken dreadful toll of +life for the decree of destiny. Across the record of this day, as across +the history of many an Eastern and pagan tyrant, was written: "He would +not die alone." That the world should go on when he was gone, that men +should buy and sell and laugh and drink, and flaunt it in the sun, while +he, Prince Kaid, would be done with it all. + +He was roused by the rustling of a robe. Before him stood the Arab +physician, Sharif Bey, who had been in his father's house and his own +for a lifetime. It was many a year since his ministrations to Kaid had +ceased; but he had remained on in the Palace, doing service to those who +received him, and--it was said by the evil-tongued--granting certificates +of death out of harmony with dark facts, a sinister and useful figure. +His beard was white, his face was friendly, almost benevolent, but his +eyes had a light caught from no celestial flame. + +His look was confident now, as his eyes bent on Kaid. He had lived long, +he had seen much, he had heard of the peril that had been foreshadowed by +the infidel physician; and, by a sure instinct, he knew that his own +opportunity had come. He knew that Kaid would snatch at any offered +comfort, would cherish any alleviating lie, would steal back from +science and civilisation and the modern palace to the superstition of the +fellah's hut. Were not all men alike when the neboot of Fate struck them +down into the terrible loneliness of doom, numbing their minds? Luck +would be with him that offered first succour in that dark hour. Sharif +had come at the right moment for Sharif. + +Kaid looked at him with dull yet anxious eyes. "Did I not command that +none should enter?" he asked presently in a thick voice. + +"Am I not thy physician, Effendina, to whom be the undying years? When +the Effendina is sick, shall I not heal? Have I not waited like a dog at +thy door these many years, till that time would come when none could heal +thee save Sharif?" + +"What canst thou give me?" + +"What the infidel physician gave thee not--I can give thee hope. Hast +thou done well, oh, Effendina, to turn from thine own people? Did not +thine own father, and did not Mehemet Ali, live to a good age? Who were +their physicians? My father and I, and my father's father, and his +father's father." + +"Thou canst cure me altogether?" asked Kaid hesitatingly. + +"Wilt thou not have faith in one of thine own race? Will the infidel +love thee as do we, who are thy children and thy brothers, who are to +thee as a nail driven in the wall, not to be moved? Thou shalt live-- +Inshallah, thou shalt have healing and length of days!" + +He paused at a gesture from Kaid, for a slave had entered and stood +waiting. + +"What dost thou here? Wert thou not commanded?" asked Kaid. + +"Effendina, Claridge Pasha is waiting," was the reply. + +Kaid frowned, hesitated; then, with a sudden resolve, made a gesture of +dismissal to Sharif Bey, and nodded David's admittance to the slave. + +As David entered, he passed Sharif Bey, and something in the look on +the Arab physician's face--a secret malignancy and triumph--struck him +strangely. And now a fresh anxiety and apprehension rose in his mind as +he glanced at Kaid. The eye was heavy and gloomy, the face was clouded, +the lips once so ready to smile at him were sullen and smileless now. +David stood still, waiting. + +"I did not expect thee till to-morrow, Saadat," said Kaid moodily at +last. + +"The business is urgent?" "Effendina," said David, with every nerve at +tension, yet with outward self-control, "I have to report--" He paused, +agitated; then, in a firm voice, he told of the disaster which had +befallen the cotton-mills and the steamer. + +As David spoke, Kaid's face grew darker, his fingers fumbled vaguely with +the linen of the loose white robe he wore. When the tale was finished he +sat for a moment apparently stunned by the news, then he burst out +fiercely: + +"Bismillah, am I to hear only black words to-day? Hast thou naught to +say but this--the fortune of Egypt burned to ashes!" + +David held back the quick retort that came to his tongue. + +"Half my fortune is in the ashes," he answered with dignity. "The rest +came from savings never made before by this Government. Is the work less +worthy in thy sight, Effendina, because it has been destroyed? Would thy +life be less great and useful because a blow took thee from behind?" + +Kaid's face turned black. David had bruised an open wound. + +"What is my life to thee--what is thy work to me?" + +"Thy life is dear to Egypt, Effendina," urged David soothingly, "and my +labour for Egypt has been pleasant in thine eyes till now." + +"Egypt cannot be saved against her will," was the moody response. "What +has come of the Western hand upon the Eastern plough?" His face grew +blacker; his heart was feeding on itself. + +"Thou, the friend of Egypt, hast come of it, Effendina." + +"Harrik was right, Harrik was right," Kaid answered, with stubborn gloom +and anger. "Better to die in our own way, if we must die, than live in +the way of another. Thou wouldst make of Egypt another England; thou +wouldst civilise the Soudan--bismillah, it is folly!" + +"That is not the way Mehemet Ali thought, nor Ibrahim. Nor dost thou +think so, Effendina," David answered gravely. "A dark spirit is on thee. +Wouldst thou have me understand that what we have done together, thou and +I, was ill done, that the old bad days were better?" + +"Go back to thine own land," was the surly answer. "Nation after nation +ravaged Egypt, sowed their legions here, but the Egyptian has lived them +down. The faces of the fellaheen are the faces of Thotmes and Seti. Go +back. Egypt will travel her own path. We are of the East; we are +Muslim. What is right to you is wrong to us. Ye would make us over-- +give us cotton beds and wooden floors and fine flour of the mill, and +cleanse the cholera-hut with disinfectants, but are these things all? +How many of your civilised millions would die for their prophet Christ? +Yet all Egypt would rise up from the mud-floor, the dourha-field and the +mud-hut, and would come out to die for Mahomet and Allah--ay, as Harrik +knew, as Harrik knew! Ye steal into corners, and hide behind the +curtains of your beds to pray; we pray where the hour of prayer finds us +--in the street, in the market-place, where the house is building, the +horse being shod, or the money-changers are. Ye hear the call of +civilisation, but we heap the Muezzin--" + +He stopped, and searched mechanically for his watch. "It is the hour the +Muezzin calls," said David gently. "It is almost sunset. Shall I open +the windows that the call may come to us?" he added. + +While Kaid stared at him, his breast heaving with passion, David went to +a window and opened the shutters wide. + +The Palace faced the Nile, which showed like a tortuous band of blue and +silver a mile or so away. Nothing lay between but the brown sand, and +here and there a handful of dark figures gliding towards the river, or a +little train of camels making for the bare grey hills from the ghiassas +which had given them their desert loads. The course of the Nile was +marked by a wide fringe of palms showing blue and purple, friendly and +ancient and solitary. Beyond the river and the palms lay the grey-brown +desert, faintly touched with red. So clear was the sweet evening air +that the irregular surface of the desert showed for a score of miles as +plainly as though it were but a step away. Hummocks of sand--tombs and +fallen monuments gave a feeling as of forgotten and buried peoples; and +the two vast pyramids of Sakkarah stood up in the plaintive glow of the +evening skies, majestic and solemn, faithful to the dissolved and +absorbed races who had built them. Curtains of mauve and saffron-red +were hung behind them, and through a break of cloud fringing the horizon +a yellow glow poured, to touch the tips of the pyramids with poignant +splendour. But farther over to the right, where Cairo lay, there hung a +bluish mist, palpable and delicate, out of which emerged the vast +pyramids of Cheops; and beside it the smiling inscrutable Sphinx faced +the changeless centuries. Beyond the pyramids the mist deepened into a +vast deep cloud of blue and purple, which seemed the end to some mystic +highway untravelled by the sons of men. + +Suddenly there swept over David a wave of feeling such as had passed over +Kaid, though of a different nature. Those who had built the pyramids +were gone, Cheops and Thotmes and Amenhotep and Chefron and the rest. +There had been reformers in those lost races; one age had sought to +better the last, one man had toiled to save--yet there only remained +offensive bundles of mummied flesh and bone and a handful of relics in +tombs fifty centuries old. Was it all, then, futile? Did it matter, +then, whether one man laboured or a race aspired? + +Only for a moment these thoughts passed through his mind; and then, as +the glow through the broken cloud on the opposite horizon suddenly faded, +and veils of melancholy fell over the desert and the river and the palms, +there rose a call, sweetly shrill, undoubtingly insistent. Sunset had +come, and, with it, the Muezzin's call to prayer from the minaret of a +mosque hard by. + +David was conscious of a movement behind him--that Kaid was praying with +hands uplifted; and out on the sands between the window and the river he +saw kneeling figures here and there, saw the camel-drivers halt their +trains, and face the East with hands uplifted. The call went on--"La +ilaha illa-llah !" + +It called David, too. The force and searching energy and fire in it +stole through his veins, and drove from him the sense of futility and +despondency which had so deeply added to his trouble. There was +something for him, too, in that which held infatuated the minds +of so many millions. + +A moment later Kaid and he faced each other again. "Effendina," he said, +"thou wilt not desert our work now?" + +"Money--for this expedition? Thou hast it?" Kaid asked ironically. + +"I have but little money, and it must go to rebuild the mills, Effendina. +I must have it of thee." + +"Let them remain in their ashes." + +"But thousands will have no work." + +"They had work before they were built, they will have work now they are +gone." + +"Effendina, I stayed in Egypt at thy request. The work is thy work. +Wilt thou desert it?" + +"The West lured me--by things that seemed. Now I know things as they +are." + +"They will lure thee again to-morrow," said David firmly, but with a +weight on his spirit. His eyes sought and held Kaid's. "It is too late +to go back; we must go forward or we shall lose the Soudan, and a Mahdi +and his men will be in Cairo in ten years." + +For an instant Kaid was startled. The old look of energy and purpose +leaped up into his eye; but it faded quickly again. If, as the Italian +physician more than hinted, his life hung by a thread, did it matter +whether the barbarian came to Cairo? That was the business of those who +came after. If Sharif was right, and his life was saved, there would be +time enough to set things right. + +"I will not pour water on the sands to make an ocean," he answered. +"Will a ship sail on the Sahara? Bismillah, it is all a dream! Harrik +was right. But dost thou think to do with me as thou didst with Harrik?" +he sneered. "Is it in thy mind?" + +David's patience broke down under the long provocation. "Know then, +Effendina," he said angrily, "that I am not thy subject, nor one beholden +to thee, nor thy slave. Upon terms well understood, I have laboured +here. I have kept my obligations, and it is thy duty to keep thy +obligations, though the hand of death were on thee. I know not what has +poisoned thy mind, and driven thee from reason and from justice. I know +that, Prince Pasha of Egypt as thou art, thou art as bound to me as any +fellah that agrees to tend my door or row my boat. Thy compact with me +is a compact with England, and it shall be kept, if thou art an honest +man. Thou mayst find thousands in Egypt who will serve thee at any +price, and bear thee in any mood. I have but one price. It is well +known to thee. I will not be the target for thy black temper. This is +not the middle ages; I am an Englishman, not a helot. The bond must be +kept; thou shalt not play fast and loose. Money must be found; the +expedition must go. But if thy purpose is now Harrik's purpose, then +Europe should know, and Egypt also should know. I have been thy right +hand, Effendina; I will not be thy old shoe, to be cast aside at thy +will." + +In all the days of his life David had never flamed out as he did now. +Passionate as his words were, his manner was strangely quiet, but his +white and glistening face and his burning eyes showed how deep was his +anger. + +As he spoke, Kaid sank upon the divan. Never had he been challenged so. +With his own people he had ever been used to cringing and abasement, and +he had played the tyrant, and struck hard and cruelly, and he had been +feared; but here, behind David's courteous attitude, there was a scathing +arraignment of his conduct which took no count of consequence. In other +circumstances his vanity would have shrunk under this whip of words, but +his native reason and his quick humour would have justified David. In +this black distemper possessing him, however, only outraged egotism +prevailed. His hands clenched and unclenched, his lips were drawn back +on his teeth in rage. + +When David had finished, Kaid suddenly got to his feet and took a step +forward with a malediction, but a faintness seized him and he staggered +back. When he raised his head again David was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +LACEY MOVES + +If there was one glistening bead of sweat on the bald pate of Lacey of +Chicago there were a thousand; and the smile on his face was not less +shining and unlimited. He burst into the rooms of the palace where David +had residence, calling: "Oyez! Oyez! Saadat! Oh, Pasha of the Thousand +Tails! Oyez! Oyez!" + +Getting no answer, he began to perform a dance round the room, which in +modern days is known as the negro cake-walk. It was not dignified, but +it would have been less dignified still performed by any other living man +of forty-five with a bald head and a waist-band ten inches too large. +Round the room three times he went, and then he dropped on a divan. He +gasped, and mopped his face and forehead, leaving a little island of +moisture on the top of his head untouched. After a moment, he gained +breath and settled down a little. Then he burst out: + + "Are you coming to my party, O effendi? + There'll be high jinks, there'll be welcome, there'll be room; + For to-morrow we are pulling stakes for Shendy. + Are you coming to my party, O Nahoum?" + +"Say, I guess that's pretty good on the spur of the moment," he wheezed, +and, taking his inseparable note book from his pocket, wrote the +impromptu down. "I guess She'll like that-it rings spontaneous. She'll +be tickled, tickled to death, when she knows what's behind it." He +repeated it with gusto. "She'll dote on it," he added--the person to +whom he referred being the sister of the American Consul, the little +widow, "cute as she can be," of whom he had written to Hylda in the +letter which had brought a crisis in her life. As he returned the note- +book to his pocket a door opened. Mahommed Hassan slid forward into the +room, and stood still, impassive and gloomy. Lacey beckoned, and said +grotesquely: + + "'Come hither, come hither, my little daughter, + And do not tremble so!'" + +A sort of scornful patience was in Mahommed's look, but he came nearer +and waited. + +"Squat on the ground, and smile a smile of mirth, Mahommed," Lacey said +riotously. "'For I'm to be Queen o' the May, mother, I'm to be Queen o' +the May!'" + +Mahommed's face grew resentful. "O effendi, shall the camel-driver laugh +when the camels are lost in the khamsin and the water-bottle is empty?" + +"Certainly not, O son of the spreading palm; but this is not a desert, +nor a gaudy caravan. This is a feast of all angels. This is the day +when Nahoum the Nefarious is to be buckled up like a belt, and ridden in +a ring. Where is the Saadat?" + +"He is gone, effendi! Like a mist on the face of the running water, so +was his face; like eyes that did not see, so was his look. 'Peace be to +thee, Mahommed, thou art faithful as Zaida,' he said, and he mounted and +rode into the desert. I ran after till he was come to the edge of the +desert; but he sent me back, saying that I must wait for thee; and this +word I was to say, that Prince Kaid had turned his face darkly from him, +and that the finger of Sharif--" + +"That fanatical old quack--Harrik's friend!" + +"--that the finger of Sharif was on his pulse; but the end of all was in +the hands of God." + +"Oh yes, exactly, the finger of Sharif on his pulse! The old story-the +return to the mother's milk, throwing back to all the Pharaohs. Well, +what then?" he added cheerfully, his smile breaking out again. "Where +has he gone, our Saadat?" + +"To Ebn Ezra Bey at the Coptic Monastery by the Etl Tree, where your +prophet Christ slept when a child." + +Lacey hummed to himself meditatively. "A sort of last powwow--Rome +before the fall. Everything wrong, eh? Kaid turned fanatic, Nahoum on +the tiles watching for the Saadat to fall, things trembling for want of +hard cash. That's it, isn't it, Mahommed?" + +Mahommed nodded, but his look was now alert, and less sombre. He had +caught at something vital and confident in Lacey's tone. He drew nearer, +and listened closely. + +"Well, now, my gentle gazelle, listen unto me," continued Lacey. He +suddenly leaned forward, and spoke in subdued but rapid tones. "Say, +Mahommed, once upon a time there was an American man, with a shock of red +hair, and a nature like a spring-lock. He went down to Mexico, with a +million or two of his own money got honestly by an undisputed will from +an undisputed father--you don't understand that, but it doesn't matter-- +and with a few millions of other people's money, for to gamble in mines +and railways and banks and steamship companies--all to do with Mexico +what the Saadat has tried to do in Egypt with less money; but not for the +love of Allah, same as him. This American was going to conquer like +Cortez, but his name was Thomas Tilman Lacey, and he had a lot of gall. +After years of earnest effort, he lost his hair and the millions of the +Infatuated Conquistadores. And by-and-by he came to Cairo with a +thimbleful of income, and began to live again. There was a civil war +going on in his own country, but he thought that one out of forty +millions would not be strictly missed. So he stayed in Egypt; and the +tale of his days in Egypt, is it not written with a neboot of domwood in +the book of Mahommed Hassan the scribe?" + +He paused and beamed upon the watchful Mahommed, who, if he did not +understand all that had been said, was in no difficulty as to the drift +and meaning of the story. + +"Aiwa, effendi," he urged impatiently. "It is a long ride to the Etl +Tree, and the day is far spent." + +"Inshallah, you shall hear, my turtle-dove! One day there came to Cairo, +in great haste, a man from Mexico, looking for the foolish one called T. +T. Lacey, bearing glad news. And the man from Mexico blew his trumpet, +and straightway T. T. Lacey fell down dismayed. The trumpet said that a +million once lost in Mexico was returned, with a small flock of other +millions; for a mine, in which it was sunk, had burst forth with a stony +stream of silver. And behold! Thomas Tilman Lacey, the despised waster +of his patrimony and of other people's treasure, is now, O son of the +fig-flower, richer than Kaid Pasha and all his eunuchs." + +Suddenly Mahommed Hassan leaned forward, then backward, and, after the +fashion of desert folk, gave a shrill, sweet ululation that seemed to +fill the palace. + +"Say, that's A1," Lacey said, when Mahommed's voice sank to a whisper of +wild harmony. "Yes, you can lick my boots, my noble sheikh of +Manfaloot," he added, as Mahommed caught his feet and bent his head upon +them. "I wanted to do something like that myself. Kiss 'em, honey; +it'll do you good." + +After a moment, Mahommed drew back and squatted before him in an attitude +of peace and satisfaction. "The Saadat--you will help him? You will +give him money?" + +"Let's put it in this way, Mahommed: I'll invest in an expedition out of +which I expect to get something worth while--concessions for mines and +railways, et cetera." He winked a round, blue eye. "Business is +business, and the way to get at the Saadat is to talk business; but you +can make up your mind that, + + "'To-morrow, we are pulling stakes for Shendy! + Are you coming to my party, O Nahoum?'" + +"By the prophet Abraham, but the news is great news," said Mahommed with +a grin. "But the Effendina?" + +"Well, I'll try and square the Effendina," answered Lacey. "Perhaps the +days of backsheesh aren't done in Egypt, after all." + +"And Nahoum Pasha?" asked Mahommed, with a sinister look. + +"Well, we'll try and square him, too, but in another way." + +"The money, it is in Egypt?" queried Mahommed, whose idea was that money +to be real must be seen. "Something that's as handy and as marketable," +answered Lacey. "I can raise half a million to-morrow; and that will do +a lot of what we want. How long will it take to ride to the monastery?" + +Mahommed told him. + +Lacey was about to leave the room, when he heard a voice outside. +"Nahoum!" he said, and sat down again on the divan. "He has come to see +the Saadat, I suppose; but it'll do him good to see me, perhaps. Open +the sluices, Mahommed." + +Yes, Nahoum would be glad to see the effendi, since Claridge Pasha was +not in Cairo. When would Claridge Pasha return? If, then, the effendi +expected to see the Saadat before his return to Cairo, perhaps he would +convey a message. He could not urge his presence on the Saadat, since he +had not been honoured with any communication since yesterday. + +"Well, that's good-mannered, anyhow, pasha," said Lacey with cheerful +nonchalance. "People don't always know when they're wanted or not +wanted." + +Nahoum looked at him guardedly, sighed and sat down. "Things have grown +worse since yesterday," he said. "Prince Kaid received the news badly." +He shook his head. "He has not the gift of perfect friendship. That is +a Christian characteristic; the Muslim does not possess it. It was too +strong to last, maybe--my poor beloved friend, the Saadat." + +"Oh, it will last all right," rejoined Lacey coolly. "Prince Kaid has +got a touch of jaundice, I guess. He knows a thing when he finds it, +even if he hasn't the gift of 'perfect friendship,' same as Christians +like you and me. But even you and me don't push our perfections too far +--I haven't noticed you going out of your way to do things for your 'poor +beloved friend, the Saadat'." + +"I have given him time, energy, experience--money." + +Lacey nodded. "True. And I've often wondered why, when I've seen the +things you didn't give and the things you took away." + +Nahoum's eyes half closed. Lacey was getting to close quarters with +suspicion and allusion; but it was not his cue to resent them yet. + +"I had come now to offer him help; to advance him enough to carry through +his expedition." + +"Well, that sounds generous, but I guess he would get on without it, +pasha. He would not want to be under any more obligations to you." + +"He is without money. He must be helped." + +"Just so." + +"He cannot go to the treasury, and Prince Kaid has refused. Why should +he decline help from his friend?" Suddenly Lacey changed his tactics. +He had caught a look in Nahoum's eyes which gave him a new thought. +"Well, if you've any proposition, pasha, I'll take it to him. I'll be +seeing him to-night." + +"I can give him fifty thousand pounds." + +"It isn't enough to save the situation, pasha." + +"It will help him over the first zareba." + +"Are there any conditions?" "There are no conditions, effendi." "And +interest?" + +"There would be no interest in money." + +"Other considerations?" + +"Yes, other considerations, effendi." + +"If they were granted, would there be enough still in the stocking to +help him over a second zareba--or a third, perhaps?" + +"That would be possible, even likely, I think. Of course we speak in +confidence, effendi." + +"The confidence of the 'perfect friendship.'" + +"There may be difficulty, because the Saadat is sensitive; but it is the +only way to help him. I can get the money from but one source; and to +get it involves an agreement." + +"You think his Excellency would not just jump at it--that it might hurt +some of his prejudices, eh?" + +"So, effendi." + +"And me--where am I in it, pasha?" + +"Thou hast great influence with his Excellency." + +"I am his servant--I don't meddle with his prejudices, pasha." + +"But if it were for his own good, to save his work here." + +Lacey yawned almost ostentatiously. "I guess if he can't save it himself +it can't be saved, not even when you reach out the hand of perfect +friendship. You've been reaching out for a long time, pasha, and it +didn't save the steamer or the cotton-mills; and it didn't save us when +we were down by Sobat a while ago, and you sent Halim Bey to teach us to +be patient. We got out of that nasty corner by sleight of hand, but not +your sleight of hand, pasha. Your hand is a quick hand, but a sharp eye +can see the trick, and then it's no good, not worth a button." + +There was something savage behind Nahoum's eyes, but they did not show +it; they blinked with earnest kindness and interest. The time would come +when Lacey would go as his master should go, and the occasion was not far +off now; but it must not be forced. Besides, was this fat, amorous- +looking factotum of Claridge Pasha's as Spartan-minded as his master? +Would he be superior to the lure of gold? He would see. He spoke +seriously, with apparent solicitude. + +"Thou dost not understand, effendi. Claridge Pasha must have money. +Prestige is everything in Egypt, it is everything with Kaid. If Claridge +Pasha rides on as though nothing has happened--and money is the only +horse that can carry him--Kaid will not interfere, and his black mood +may pass; but any halting now and the game is done." + +"And you want the game to go on right bad, don't you? Well, I guess +you're right. Money is the only winner in this race. He's got to have +money, sure. How much can you raise? Oh, yes, you told me! Well, I +don't think it's enough; he's got to have three times that; and if he +can't get it from the Government, or from Kaid, it's a bad lookout. +What's the bargain you have in your mind?" + +"That the slave-trade continue, effendi." + +Lacey did not wink, but he had a shock of surprise. On the instant he +saw the trap--for the Saadat and for himself. + +"He would not do it--not for money, pasha." + +"He would not be doing it for money. The time is not ripe for it, it is +too dangerous. There is a time for all things. If he will but wait!" + +"I wouldn't like to be the man that'd name the thing to him. As you say, +he's got his prejudices. They're stronger than in most men." + +"It need not be named to him. Thou canst accept the money for him, and +when thou art in the Soudan, and he is going to do it, thou canst prevent +it." + +"Tell him that I've taken the money and that he's used it, and he +oughtn't to go back on the bargain I made for him? So that he'll be +bound by what I did?" + +"It is the best way, effendi." + +"He'd be annoyed," said Lacey with a patient sigh. + +"He has a great soul; but sometimes he forgets that expediency is the +true policy." + +"Yet he's done a lot of things without it. He's never failed in what he +set out to do. What he's done has been kicked over, but he's done it all +right, somehow, at last." + +"He will not be able to do this, effendi, except with my help--and +thine." + +"He's had quite a lot of things almost finished, too," said Lacey +reflectively, "and then a hand reached out in the dark and cut the wires +--cut them when he was sleeping, and he didn't know; cut them when he was +waking, and he wouldn't understand; cut them under his own eyes, and he +wouldn't see; because the hand that cut them was the hand of the perfect +friend." + +He got slowly to his feet, as a cloud of colour drew over the face of +Nahoum and his eyes darkened with astonishment and anger. Lacey put his +hands in his pockets and waited till Nahoum also rose. Then he gathered +the other's eyes to his, and said with drawling scorn: + +"So, you thought I didn't understand! You thought I'd got a brain like a +peanut, and wouldn't drop onto your game or the trap you've set. You'd +advance money--got from the slave-dealers to prevent the slave-trade +being stopped! If Claridge Pasha took it and used it, he could never +stop the slave-trade. If I took it and used it for him on the same +terms, he couldn't stop the slave-trade, though he might know no more +about the bargain than a babe unborn. And if he didn't stand by the +bargain I made, and did prohibit slave-dealing, nothing'd stop the tribes +till they marched into Cairo. He's been safe so far, because they +believed in him, and because he'd rather die a million deaths than go +crooked. Say, I've been among the Dagos before--down in Mexico--and I'm +onto you. I've been onto you for a good while; though there was nothing +I could spot certain; but now I've got you, and I'll break the 'perfect +friendship' or I'll eat my shirt. I'll--" + +He paused, realising the crisis in which David was moving, and that +perils were thick around their footsteps. But, even as he thought of +them, he remembered David's own frank, fearless audacity in danger and +difficulty, and he threw discretion to the winds. He flung his flag +wide, and believed with a belief as daring as David's that all would be +well. + +"Well, what wilt thou do?" asked Nahoum with cool and deadly menace. +"Thou wilt need to do it quickly, because, if it is a challenge, within +forty-eight hours Claridge Pasha and thyself will be gone from Egypt--or +I shall be in the Nile." + +"I'll take my chances, pasha," answered Lacey, with equal coolness. "You +think you'll win. It's not the first time I've had to tackle men like +you--they've got the breed in Mexico. They beat me there, but I learned +the game, and I've learned a lot from you, too. I never knew what your +game was here. I only know that the Saadat saved your life, and got you +started again with Kaid. I only know that you called yourself a +Christian, and worked on him till he believed in you, and Hell might +crackle round you, but he'd believe, till he saw your contract signed +with the Devil--and then he'd think the signature forged. But he's got +to know now. We are not going out of Egypt, though you may be going to +the Nile; but we are going to the Soudan, and with Kaid's blessing, too. +You've put up the bluff, and I take it. Be sure you've got Kaid solid, +for, if you haven't, he'll be glad to know where you keep the money you +got from the slave-dealers." + +Nahoum shrugged his shoulders. "Who has seen the money? Where is the +proof? Kaid would know my reasons. It is not the first time virtue has +been tested in Egypt, or the first time that it has fallen." + +In spite of himself Lacey laughed. "Say, that's worthy of a great +Christian intellect. You are a bright particular star, pasha. I take it +back--they'd learn a lot from you in Mexico. But the only trouble with +lying is, that the demand becomes so great you can't keep all the cards +in your head, and then the one you forget does you. The man that isn't +lying has the pull in the long run. You are out against us, pasha, and +we'll see how we stand in forty-eight hours. You have some cards up your +sleeve, I suppose; but--well, I'm taking you on. I'm taking you on with +a lot of joy, and some sorrow, too, for we might have pulled off a big +thing together, you and Claridge Pasha, with me to hold the stirrups. +Now it's got to be war. You've made it so. It's a pity, for when we +grip there'll be a heavy fall." + +"For a poor man thou hast a proud stomach." + +"Well, I'll admit the stomach, pasha. It's proud; and it's strong, too; +it's stood a lot in Egypt; it's standing a lot to-day." + +"We'll ease the strain, perhaps," sneered Nahoum. He made a perfunctory +salutation and walked briskly from the room. + +Mahommed Hassan crept in, a malicious grin on his face. Danger and +conflict were as meat and drink to him. + +"Effendi, God hath given thee a wasp's sting to thy tongue. It is well. +Nahoum Pasha hath Mizraim: the Saadat hath thee and me." + +"There's the Effendina," said Lacey reflectively. "Thou saidst thou +would 'square' him, effendi." + +"I say a lot," answered Lacey rather ruefully. "Come, Mahommed, the +Saadat first, and the sooner the better." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +THE STRUGGLE IN THE DESERT + + "And His mercy is on them that fear Him throughout all generations." + +On the clear, still evening air the words rang out over the desert, +sonorous, imposing, peaceful. As the notes of the verse died away the +answer came from other voices in deep, appealing antiphonal: + + "He hath showed strength with His arm, He hath scattered the proud + in the imagination of their hearts." + +Beyond the limits of the monastery there was not a sign of life; neither +beast nor bird, nor blade of grass, nor any green thing; only the perfect +immemorial blue, and in the east a misty moon, striving in vain to offer +light which the earth as yet rejected for the brooding radiance of the +descending sun. But at the great door of the monastery there grew a +stately palm, and near by an ancient acacia-tree; and beyond the stone +chapel there was a garden of struggling shrubs and green things, with one +rose-tree which scattered its pink leaves from year to year upon the +loam, since no man gathered bud or blossom. + +The triumphant call of the Magnificat, however beautiful, seemed +strangely out of place in this lonely island in a sea of sand. It was +the song of a bannered army, marching over the battle-field with +conquering voices, and swords as yet unsheathed and red, carrying the +spoils of conquest behind the laurelled captain of the host. The +crumbling and ancient walls were surrounded by a moat which a stranger's +foot crossed hardly from moon to moon, which the desert wayfarer sought +rarely, since it was out of the track of caravans, and because food was +scant in the refectory of this Coptic brotherhood. It was scarce five +hours' ride from the Palace of the Prince Pasha: but it might have been a +thousand miles away, so profoundly separate was it from the world of +vital things and deeds of men. + +As the chant rang out, confident, majestic, and serene, carried by voices +of power and shrill sweetness, which only the desert can produce, it +might have seemed to any listener that this monastery was all that +remained of some ancient kingdom of brimming, active cities, now lying +beneath the obliterating sand, itself the monument and memorial of a +breath of mercy of the Destroyer, the last refuge of a few surviving +captains of a departed greatness. Hidden by the grey, massive walls, +built as it were to resist the onset of a ravaging foe, the swelling +voices might well have been those of some ancient order of valiant +knights, whose banners hung above them, the 'riclame' of their deeds. +But they were voices and voices only; for they who sang were as unkempt +and forceless as the lonely wall which shut them in from the insistent +soul of the desert. + +Desolation? The desert was not desolate. Its face was bare and burning, +it slaked no man's thirst, gave no man food, save where scattered oases +were like the breasts of a vast mother eluding the aching lips of her +parched children; but the soul of the desert was living and inspiring, +beating with vitality. It was life that burned like flame. If the +water-skin was dry and the date-bag empty it smothered and destroyed; but +it was life; and to those who ventured into its embrace, obeying the +conditions of the sharp adventure, it gave what neither sea, nor green +plain, nor high mountain, nor verdant valley could give--a consuming +sense of power, which found its way to the deepest recesses of being. +Out upon the vast sea of sand, where the descending sun was spreading a +note of incandescent colour, there floated the grateful words: + + "He remembering His mercy hath holpen His servant Israel; as He + promised to our forefathers, Abraham, and his seed for ever." + +Then the antiphonal ceased; and together the voices of all within the +place swelled out in the Gloria and the Amen, and seemed to pass away in +ever-receding vibrations upon the desert, till it was lost in the +comforting sunset. + +As the last note died away, a voice from beneath the palm-tree near the +door, deeper than any that had come from within, said reverently: "Ameen- +Ameen !" + +He who spoke was a man well over sixty years, with a grey beard, lofty +benign forehead, and the eyes of a scholar and a dreamer. As he uttered +the words of spiritual assent, alike to the Muslim and the Christian +religion, he rose to his feet, showing the figure of a man of action, +alert, well-knit, authoritative. Presently he turned towards the East +and stretched a robe upon the ground, and with stately beauty of gesture +he spread out his hands, standing for a moment in the attitude of +aspiration. Then, kneeling, he touched his turbaned head to the ground +three times, and as the sun drew down behind the sharp, bright line of +sand that marked the horizon, he prayed devoutly and long. It was Ebn +Ezra Bey. + +Muslim though he was, he had visited this monastery many times, to study +the ancient Christian books which lay in disordered heaps in an ill-kept +chamber, books which predated the Hegira, and were as near to the life of +the Early Church as the Scriptures themselves--or were so reputed. +Student and pious Muslim as he was, renowned at El Azhar and at every +Muslim university in the Eastern world, he swore by the name of Christ as +by that of Abraham, Isaac, and all the prophets, though to him Mahomet +was the last expression of Heaven's will to mankind. At first received +at the monastery with unconcealed aversion, and not without danger to +himself, he had at last won to him the fanatical monks, who, in spirit, +kept this ancient foundation as rigid to their faith as though it were in +mediaeval times. And though their discipline was lax, and their daily +duties orderless, this was Oriental rather than degenerate. Here Ebn +Ezra had stayed for weeks at a time in the past, not without some +religious scandal, long since forgotten. + +His prayers ended, he rose up slowly, once more spread out his hands in +ascription, and was about to enter the monastery, when, glancing towards +the west, he saw a horseman approaching. An instinct told him who it was +before he could clearly distinguish the figure, and his face lighted with +a gentle and expectant smile. Then his look changed. + +"He is in trouble," he murmured. "As it was with his uncle in Damascus, +so will it be with him. Malaish, we are in the will of God!" + +The hand that David laid in Ebn Ezra's was hot and nervous, the eyes that +drank in the friendship of the face which had seen two Claridges emptying +out their lives in the East were burning and famished by long fasting +of the spirit, forced abstinence from the pleasures of success and +fruition-haunting, desiring eyes, where flamed a spirit which consumed +the body and the indomitable mind. The lips, however, had their old +trick of smiling, though the smile which greeted Ebn Ezra Bey had a +melancholy which touched the desert-worn, life-spent old Arab as he had +not been touched since a smile, just like this, flashed up at him from +the weather-stained, dying face of quaint Benn Claridge in a street of +Damascus. The natural duplicity of the Oriental had been abashed and +inactive before the simple and astounding honesty of these two Quaker +folk. + +He saw crisis written on every feature of the face before him. Yet the +scanty meal they ate with the monks in the ancient room was enlivened by +the eager yet quiet questioning of David, to whom the monks responded +with more spirit than had been often seen in this arid retreat. The +single torch which spluttered from the wall as they drank their coffee +lighted up faces as strange, withdrawn, and unconsciously secretive as +ever gathered to greet a guest. Dim tales had reached them of this +Christian reformer and administrator, scraps of legend from stray camel- +drivers, a letter from the Patriarch commanding them to pray blessings on +his labours--who could tell what advantage might not come to the Coptic +Church through him, a Christian! On the dull, torpid faces, light seemed +struggling to live for a moment, as David talked. It was as though +something in their meagre lives, which belonged to undeveloped feelings, +was fighting for existence--a light struggling to break through murky +veils of inexperience. + +Later, in the still night, however--still, though air vibrated +everywhere, as though the desert breathed an ether which was to fill +men's veins with that which quieted the fret and fever of life's +disillusions and forgeries and failures--David's speech with Ebn Ezra Bey +was of a different sort. If, as it seems ever in the desert, an +invisible host of beings, once mortal, now immortal, but suspensive and +understanding, listened to the tale he unfolded, some glow of pity must +have possessed them; for it was an Iliad of herculean struggle against +absolute disaster, ending with the bitter news of his grandfather's +death. It was the story of AEdipus overcome by events too strong for +soul to bear. In return, as the stars wheeled on, and the moon stole to +the zenith, majestic and slow, Ebn Ezra offered to his troubled friend +only the philosophy of the predestinarian, mingled with the calm of the +stoic. But something antagonistic to his own dejection, to the Muslim's +fatalism, emerged from David's own altruism, to nerve him to hope and +effort still. His unconquerable optimism rose determinedly to the +surface, even as he summed up and related the forces working against him. + +"They have all come at once," he said; "all the activities opposing me, +just as though they had all been started long ago at different points, +with a fixed course to run, and to meet and give me a fall in the hour +when I could least resist. You call it Fate. I call it what it proves +itself to be. But here it is a hub of danger and trouble, and the spokes +of disaster are flying to it from all over the compass, to make the wheel +that will grind me; and all the old troop of Palace intriguers and +despoilers are waiting to heat the tire and fasten it on the machine of +torture. Kaid has involved himself in loans which press, in foolish +experiments in industry without due care; and now from ill-health and bad +temper comes a reaction towards the old sinister rule, when the +Prince shuts his eyes and his agents ruin and destroy. Three nations who +have intrigued against my work see their chance, and are at Kaid's elbow. +The fate of the Soudan is in the balance. It is all as the shake of a +feather. I can save it if I go; but, just as I am ready, my mills burn +down, my treasury dries up, Kaid turns his back on me, and the toil of +years is swept away in a night. Thee sees it is terrible, friend?" + +Ebn Ezra looked at him seriously and sadly for a moment, and then said: +"Is it given one man to do all? If many men had done these things, then +there had been one blow for each. Now all falls on thee, Saadat. Is it +the will of God that one man should fling the lance, fire the cannon, dig +the trenches, gather food for the army, drive the horses on to battle, +and bury the dead? Canst thou do all?" + +David's eyes brightened to the challenge. "There was the work to do, and +there were not the many to do it. My hand was ready; the call came; I +answered. I plunged into the river of work alone." + +"Thou didst not know the strength of the currents, the eddies and the +whirlpools, the hidden rocks--and the shore is far off, Saadat." + +"It is not so far but that, if I could get breath to gather strength, +I should reach the land in time. Money--ah, but enough for this +expedition! That over, order, quiet yonder, my own chosen men as +governors, and I could"--he pointed towards the southern horizon-- +"I could plant my foot in Cairo, and from the centre control the great +machinery--with Kaid's help; and God's help. A sixth of a million, and +Kaid's hand behind me, and the boat would lunge free of the sand-banks +and churn on, and churn on. . . . Friend," he added, with the winning +insistence that few found it possible to resist, "if all be well, and we +go thither, wilt thou become the governor-general yonder? With thee to +rule justly where there is most need of justice, the end would be sure-- +if it be the will of God." + +Ebn Ezra Bey sat for a moment looking into the worn, eager face, +indistinct in the moonlight, then answered slowly: "I am seventy, and the +years smite hard as they pass, and there or here, it little matters when +I go, as I must go; and whether it be to bend the lance, or bear the flag +before thee, or rule a Mudirieh, what does it matter! I will go with +thee," he added hastily; "but it is better thou shouldst not go. Within +the last three days I have news from the South. All that thou hast done +there is in danger now. The word for revolt has passed from tribe to +tribe. A tongue hath spoken, and a hand hath signalled "--his voice +lowered--" and I think I know the tongue and the hand!" He paused; then, +as David did not speak, continued: "Thou who art wise in most things, +dost decline to seek for thy foe in him who eateth from the same dish +with thee. Only when it is too late thou wilt defend thyself and all who +keep faith with thee." + +David's face clouded. "Nahoum, thou dost mean Nahoum? But thou dost not +understand, and there is no proof." + +"As a camel knows the coming storm while yet the sky is clear, by that +which the eye does not see, so do I feel Nahoum. The evils thou hast +suffered, Saadat, are from his hand, if from any hand in Egypt--" + +Suddenly he leaned over and touched David's arm. "Saadat, it is of no +avail. There is none in Egypt that desires good; thy task is too great. +All men will deceive thee; if not now, yet in time. If Kaid favours thee +once more, and if it is made possible for thee to go to the Soudan, yet I +pray thee to stay here. Better be smitten here, where thou canst get +help from thine own country, if need be, than yonder, where they but wait +to spoil thy work and kill thee. Thou art young; wilt thou throw thy +life away? Art thou not needed here as there? For me it is nothing, +whether it be now or in a few benumbing years; but for thee--is there no +one whom thou lovest so well that thou wouldst not shelter thy life to +spare that life sorrow? Is there none that thou lovest so, and that will +love thee to mortal sorrow, if thou goest without care to thy end too +soon?" + +As a warm wind suddenly sweeps across the cool air of a summer evening +for an instant, suffocating and unnerving, so Ebn Ezra's last words swept +across David's spirit. His breath came quicker, his eyes half closed. +"Is there none that thou lovest so, and that will love thee to mortal +sorrow, if--" + +As a hand secretly and swiftly slips the lever that opens the sluice- +gates of a dike, while the watchman turns away for a moment to look at +the fields which the waters enrich and the homes of poor folk whom the +gates defend, so, in a moment, when off his guard, worn with watching and +fending, as it were, Ebn Ezra had sprung the lever, and a flood of +feeling swept over David, drowned him in its impulse and pent-up force. + +"Is there none that thou lovest so--" Of what use had been all his +struggle and his pain since that last day in Hamley--his dark fighting +days in the desert with Lacey and Mahommed, and his handful of faithful +followers, hemmed in by dangers, the sands swarming with Arabs who +feathered now to his safety, now to his doom, and his heart had hungered +for what he had denied it with a will that would not be conquered? +Wasted by toil and fever and the tension of danger and the care of +others dependent on him, he had also fought a foe which was ever at his +elbow, ever whispered its comfort and seduction in his ear, the insidious +and peace-giving, exalting opiate that had tided him over some black +places, and then had sought for mastery of him when he was back again in +the world of normal business and duty, where it appealed not as a +medicine, but as a perilous luxury. And fighting this foe, which had a +voice so soothing, and words like the sound of murmuring waters, and a +cool and comforting hand that sought to lead him into gardens of +stillness and passive being, where he could no more hear the clangour and +vexing noises of a world that angered and agonised, there had also been +the lure of another passion of the heart, which was too perilously dear +to contemplate. Eyes that were beautiful, and their beauty was not for +him; a spirit that was bright and glowing, but the brightness and the +glow might not renew his days. It was hard to fight alone. Alone he +was, for only to one may the doors within doors be opened-only to one so +dear that all else is everlastingly distant may the true tale of the life +beneath life be told. And it was not for him--nothing of this; not even +the thought of it; for to think of it was to desire it, and to desire it +was to reach out towards it; and to reach out towards it was the end of +all. There had been moments of abandonment to the alluring dream, such +as when he wrote the verses which Lacey had sent to Hylda from the +desert; but they were few. Oft-repeated, they would have filled him with +an agitated melancholy impossible to be borne in the life which must be +his. + +So it had been. The deeper into life and its labours and experiences he +had gone, the greater had been his temptations, born of two passions, one +of the body and its craving, the other of the heart and its desires: and +he had fought on--towards the morning. + +"Is there none that thou lovest so, and that will love thee to mortal +sorrow, if thou goest without care to thy end too soon?" The desert, the +dark monastery, the acacia tree, the ancient palm, the ruinous garden, +disappeared. He only saw a face which smiled at him, as it had done 'by +the brazier in the garden at Cairo, that night when she and Nahoum and +himself and Mizraim had met in the room of his house by the Ezbekieh +gardens, and she had gone out to her old life in England, and he had +taken up the burden of the East--that long six years ago. His head +dropped in his hands, and all that was beneath the Quaker life he had led +so many years, packed under the crust of form and habit, and regulated +thought, and controlled emotion, broke forth now, and had its way with +him. + +He turned away staggering and self-reproachful from the first question, +only to face the other--"And that will love thee to mortal sorrow, if +thou goest without care to thy end too soon." It was a thought he had +never let himself dwell on for an instant in all the days since they had +last met. He had driven it back to its covert, even before he could +recognise its face. It was disloyal to her, an offence against all that +she was, an affront to his manhood to let the thought have place in his +mind even for one swift moment. She was Lord Eglington's wife--there +could be no sharing of soul and mind and body and the exquisite devotion +of a life too dear for thought. Nothing that she was to Eglington could +be divided with another, not for an hour, not by one act of impulse; or +else she must be less, she that might have been, if there had been no +Eglington-- + +An exclamation broke from him, and, as one crying out in one's sleep +wakes himself, so the sharp cry of his misery woke him from the trance of +memory that had been upon him, and he slowly became conscious of Ebn Ezra +standing before him. Their eyes met, and Ebn Ezra spoke: + +"The will of Allah be thy will, Saadat. If it be to go to the Soudan, +I am thine; if it be to stay, I am thy servant and thy brother. But +whether it be life or death, thou must sleep, for the young are like +water without sleep. Thou canst not live in strength nor die with +fortitude without it. For the old, malaish, old age is between a +sleeping and a waking! Come, Saadat! Forget not, thou must ride again +to Cairo at dawn." + +David got slowly to his feet and turned towards the monastery. The +figure of a monk stood in the doorway with a torch to light him to his +room. + +He turned to Ebn Ezra again. "Does thee think that I have aught of his +courage--my Uncle Benn? Thou knowest me--shall I face it out as did he?" + +"Saadat," the old man answered, pointing, "yonder acacia, that was he, +quick to grow and short to live; but thou art as this date-palm, which +giveth food to the hungry, and liveth through generations. Peace be upon +thee," he added at the doorway, as the torch flickered towards the room +where David was to lie. + +"And upon thee, peace!" answered David gently, and followed the smoky +light to an inner chamber. The room in which David found himself was +lofty and large, but was furnished with only a rough wooden bed, a rug, +and a brazier. Left alone, he sat down on the edge of the bed, and, for +a few moments, his mind strayed almost vaguely from one object to +another. From two windows far up in the wall the moonlight streamed in, +making bars of light aslant the darkness. + +Not a sound broke the stillness. Yet, to his sensitive nerves, the air +seemed tingling with sensation, stirring with unseen activities. Here +the spirit of the desert seemed more insistent in its piercing vitality, +because it was shut in by four stone walls. + +Mechanically he took off his coat, and was about to fold and lay it on +the rug beside the bed, when something hard in one of the pockets knocked +against his knee. Searching, he found and drew forth a small bottle +which, for many a month past, had lain in the drawer of a table where he +had placed it on his return from the Soudan. It was an evil spirit which +sent this tiny phial to his hand at a moment when he had paid out of the +full treasury of his strength and will its accumulated deposit, leaving +him with a balance on which no heavy draft could be made. His pulse +quickened, then his body stiffened with the effort at self-control. + +Who placed this evil elixir in his pocket? What any enemy of his work +had done was nothing to what might be achieved by the secret foe, who had +placed this anodyne within his reach at this the most critical moment of +his life. He remembered the last time he had used it--in the desert: +two days of forgetfulness to the world, when it all moved by him, the +swarming Arabs, the train of camels, the loads of ivory, the slimy +crocodile on the sandbanks, the vultures hovering above unburied +carcasses, the kourbash descending on shining black shoulders, +corrugating bare brown bodies into cloven skin and lacerated flesh, a +fight between champions of two tribes who clasped and smote and struggled +and rained blows, and, both mortally wounded, still writhed in last +conflict upon the ground--and Mahommed Hassan ever at the tent door or by +his side, towering, watchful, sullen to all faces without, smiling to his +own, with dog-like look waiting for any motion of his hand or any +word.... Ah, Mahommed Hassan, it was he! Mahommed had put this phial in +his pocket. His bitter secret was not hidden from Mahommed. And this +was an act of supreme devotion--to put at his hand the lulling, inspiring +draught. Did this fellah servant know what it meant--the sin of it, the +temptation, the terrible joy, the blessed quiet; and then, the agonising +remorse, the withering self-hatred and torturing penitence? No, Mahommed +only knew that when the Saadat was gone beyond his strength, when the +sleepless nights and feverish days came in the past, in their great +troubles, when men were dying and only the Saadat could save, that this +cordial lifted him out of misery and storm into calm. Yet Mahommed must +have divined that it was a thing against which his soul revolted, or he +would have given it to him openly. In the heart and mind of the giant +murderer, however, must have been the thought that now when trouble was +upon his master again, trouble which might end all, this supreme +destroyer of pain and dark memory and present misery, would give him the +comfort he needed--and that he would take it. + +If he had not seen it, this sudden craving would not have seized him for +this eager beguiling, this soothing benevolence. Yet here it was in his +hand; and even as it lay in his cold fingers--how cold they were, and his +head how burning!--the desire for it surged up in him. And, as though +the thing itself had the magical power to summon up his troubles, that it +might offer the apathy and stimulus in one--even as it lured him, his +dangers, his anxieties, the black uncertainties massed, multiplied and +aggressive, rose before him, buffeted him, caught at his throat, dragged +down his shoulders, clutched at his heart. + +Now, with a cry of agony, he threw the phial on the ground, and, sinking +on the bed, buried his face in his hands and moaned, and fought for +freedom from the cords tightening round him. It was for him to realise +now how deep are the depths to which the human soul can sink, even while +labouring to climb. Once more the sense of awful futility was on him: of +wasted toil and blenched force, veins of energy drained of their blood, +hope smitten in the way, and every dear dream shattered. Was it, then, +all ended? Was his work indeed fallen, and all his love undone? Was his +own redemption made impossible? He had offered up his life to this land +to atone for a life taken when she--when she first looked up with eyes of +gratitude, eyes that haunted him. Was it, then, unacceptable? Was it so +that he must turn his back upon this long, heart-breaking but beloved +work, this panacea for his soul, without which he could not pay the price +of blood? + +Go back to England--to Hamley where all had changed, where the old man he +loved no longer ruled in the Red Mansion, where all that had been could +be no more? Go to some other land, and there begin again another such a +work? Were there not vast fields of human effort, effort such as his, +where he could ease the sorrow of living by the joy of a divine altruism? +Go back to Hamley? Ah, no, a million times, no! That life was dead, it +was a cycle of years behind him. There could be no return. He was in a +maelstrom of agony, his veins were afire, his lips were parched. He +sprang from his bed, knelt down, and felt for the little phial he had +flung aside. After a moment his hand caught it, clutched it. But, even +at the crest of the wave of temptation, words that he had heard one night +in Hamley, that last night of all, flashed into his mind--the words +of old Luke Claridge's prayer, "And if a viper fasten on his hand, +O Lord--" + +Suddenly he paused. That scene in the old Meetinghouse swam before his +eyes, got into his brain. He remembered the words of his own prayer, and +how he had then retreated upon the Power that gave him power, for a +draught of the one true tincture which braced the heart to throw itself +upon the spears of trial. Now the trial had come, and that which was in +him as deep as being, the habit of youth, the mother-fibre and +predisposition, responded to the draught he had drunk then. As a body +freed from the quivering, unrelenting grasp of an electric battery +subsides into a cool quiet, so, through his veins seemed to pass an ether +which stilled the tumult, the dark desire to drink the potion in his +hand, and escape into that irresponsible, artificial world, where he had +before loosened his hold on activity. + +The phial slipped from his fingers to the floor. He sank upon the side +of the bed, and, placing his hands on his knees, he whispered a few +broken words that none on earth was meant to hear. Then he passed into a +strange and moveless quiet of mind and body. Many a time in days gone +by--far-off days--had he sat as he was doing now, feeling his mind pass +into a soft, comforting quiet, absorbed in a sensation of existence, as +it were between waking and sleeping, where doors opened to new experience +and understanding, where the mind seemed to loose itself from the bonds +of human necessity and find a freer air. + +Now, as he sat as still as the stone in the walls around him, he was +conscious of a vision forming itself before his eyes. At first it was +indefinite, vague, without clear form, but at last it became a room dimly +outlined, delicately veiled, as it were. Then it seemed, not that +the mist cleared, but that his eyes became stronger, and saw through the +delicate haze; and now the room became wholly, concretely visible. + +It was the room in which he had said good-bye to Hylda. As he gazed like +one entranced, he saw a figure rise from a couch, pale, agitated, and +beautiful, and come forward, as it were, towards him. But suddenly the +mist closed in again upon the scene, a depth of darkness passed his eyes, +and he heard a voice say: "Speak--speak to me!" + +He heard her voice as distinctly as though she were beside him--as, +indeed, she had stood before him but an instant ago. + +Getting slowly to his feet, into the night he sent an answer to the call. + +Would she hear? She had said long ago that she would speak to him so. +Perhaps she had tried before. But now at last he had heard and answered. +Had she heard? Time might tell--if ever they met again. But how good, +and quiet, and serene was the night! + +He composed himself to sleep, but, as he lay waiting for that coverlet of +forgetfulness to be drawn over him, he heard the sound of bells soft and +clear. Just such bells he had heard upon the common at Hamley. Was it, +then, the outcome of his vision--a sweet hallucination? He leaned upon +his elbow and listened. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +FORTY STRIPES SAVE ONE + +The bells that rang were not the bells of Hamley; they were part of no +vision or hallucination, and they drew David out of his chamber into the +night. A little group of three stood sharply silhouetted against the +moonlight, and towering above them was the spare, commanding form of Ebn +Ezra Bey. Three camels crouched near, and beside them stood a Nubian lad +singing to himself the song of the camel-driver: + + "Fleet is thy foot: thou shalt rest by the Etl tree; + Water shalt thou drink from the blue-deep well; + Allah send His gard'ner with the green bersim, + For thy comfort, fleet one, by the Etl tree. + As the stars fly, have thy footsteps flown + Deep is the well, drink, and be still once more; + Till the pursuing winds panting have found thee + And, defeated, sink still beside thee-- + By the well and the Etl tree." + +For a moment David stood in the doorway listening to the low song of the +camel-driver. Then he came forward. As he did so, one of the two who +stood with Ebn Ezra moved towards the monastery door slowly. It was a +monk with a face which, even in this dim light, showed a deathly +weariness. The eyes looked straight before him, as though they saw +nothing of the world, only a goal to make, an object to be accomplished. +The look of the face went to David's heart--the kinship of pain was +theirs. + +"Peace be to thee," David said gently, as the other passed him. + +There was an instant's pause, and then the monk faced him with fingers +uplifted. "The grace of God be upon thee, David," he said, and his eyes, +drawn back from the world where they had been exploring, met the other's +keenly. Then he wheeled and entered the monastery. + +"The grace of God be upon thee, David!" How strange it sounded, this +Christian blessing in response to his own Oriental greeting, out in this +Eastern waste. His own name, too. It was as though he had been +transported to the ancient world where "Brethren" were so few that they +called each other by their "Christian" names--even as they did in Hamley +to-day. In Hamley to-day! He closed his eyes, a tremor running through +his body; and then, with an effort which stilled him to peace again, he +moved forward, and was greeted by Ebn Ezra, from whom the third member of +the little group had now drawn apart nearer to the acacia-tree, and was +seated on a rock that jutted from the sand. "What is it?" David asked. + +"Wouldst thou not sleep, Saadat? Sleep is more to thee now than aught +thou mayst hear from any man. To all thou art kind save thyself." + +"I have rested," David answered, with a measured calmness, revealing to +his friend the change which had come since they parted an hour before. +They seated themselves under the palm-tree, and were silent for a moment, +then Ebn Ezra said: + +"These come from the Place of Lepers." + +David started slightly. "Zaida?" he asked, with a sigh of pity. + +"The monk who passed thee but now goes every year to the Place of Lepers +with the caravan, for a brother of this order stays yonder with the +afflicted, seeing no more the faces of this world which he has left +behind. Afar off from each other they stand--as far as eye can see--and +after the manner of their faith they pray to Allah, and he who has just +left us finds a paper fastened with a stone upon the sand at a certain +place where he waits. He touches it not, but reads it as it lies, and, +having read, heaps sand upon it. And the message which the paper gives +is for me." + +"For thee? Hast thou there one who--" + +"There was one, my father's son, though we were of different mothers; and +in other days, so many years ago, he did great wrong to me, and not to me +alone,"--the grey head bowed in sorrow--"but to one dearer to me than +life. I hated him, and would have slain him, but the mind of Allah is +not the mind of man; and he escaped me. Then he was stricken with +leprosy, and was carried to the place from whence no leper returns. At +first my heart rejoiced; then, at last, I forgave him, Saadat--was he not +my father's son, and was the woman not gone to the bosom of Allah, where +is peace? So I forgave and sorrowed for him--who shall say what miseries +are those which, minute to minute, day after day, and year upon year, +repeat themselves, till it is an endless flaying of the body and burning +of the soul! Every year I send a message to him, and every year now this +Christian monk--there is no Sheikh-el-Islam yonder--brings back the +written message which he finds in the sand." + +"And thee has had a message to-night?" + +"The last that may come--God be praised, he goeth to his long home. It +was written in his last hour. There was no hope; he is gone. And so, +one more reason showeth why I should go where thou goest, Saadat." + +Casting his eyes toward the figure by the acacia-tree, his face clouded +and he pondered anxiously, looking at David the while. Twice he essayed +to speak, but paused. + +David's eyes followed his look. "What is it? Who is he--yonder?" + +The other rose to his feet. "Come and see, Saadat," he replied. +"Seeing, thou wilt know what to do." + +"Zaida--is it of Zaida?" David asked. + +"The man will answer for himself, Saadat." Coming within a few feet of +the figure crouched upon the rock, Ebn Ezra paused and stretched out a +hand. "A moment, Saadat. Dost thou not see, dost thou not recognise +him?" + +David intently studied the figure, which seemed unconscious of their +presence. The shoulders were stooping and relaxed as though from great +fatigue, but David could see that the figure was that of a tall man. The +head was averted, but a rough beard covered the face, and, in the light +of the fire, one hand that clutched it showed long and skinny and yellow +and cruel. The hand fascinated David's eyes. Where had he seen it? It +flashed upon him--a hand clutching a robe, in a frenzy of fear, in the +court-yard of the blue tiles, in Kaid's Palace--Achmet the Ropemaker! +He drew back a step. + +"Achmet," he said in a low voice. The figure stirred, the hand dropped +from the beard and clutched the knee; but the head was not raised, and +the body remained crouching and listless. + +"He escaped?" David said, turning to Ebn Ezra Bey. + +"I know not by what means--a camel-driver bribed, perhaps, and a camel +left behind for him. After the caravan had travelled a day's journey he +joined it. None knew what to do. He was not a leper, and he was armed." + +"Leave him with me," said David. + +Ebn Ezra hesitated. "He is armed; he was thy foe--" + +"I am armed also," David answered enigmatically, and indicated by a +gesture that he wished to be left alone. Ebn Ezra drew away towards the +palm-tree, and stood at this distance watching anxiously, for he knew +what dark passions seize upon the Oriental--and Achmet had many things +for which to take vengeance. + +David stood for a moment, pondering, his eyes upon the deserter. "God +greet thee as thou goest, and His goodness befriend thee," he said +evenly. There was silence, and no movement. "Rise and speak," he added +sternly. "Dost thou not hear? Rise, Achmet Pasha!" + +Achmet Pasha! The head of the desolate wretch lifted, the eyes glared at +David for an instant, as though to see whether he was being mocked, and +then the spare figure stretched itself, and the outcast stood up. The +old lank straightness was gone, the shoulders were bent, the head was +thrust forward, as though the long habit of looking into dark places had +bowed it out of all manhood. + +"May grass spring under thy footstep, Saadat," he said, in a thick voice, +and salaamed awkwardly--he had been so long absent from life's +formularies. + +"What dost thou here, pasha?" asked David formally. "Thy sentence had +no limit." + +"I could not die there," said the hollow voice, and the head sank farther +forward. "Year after year I lived there, but I could not die among them. +I was no leper; I am no leper. My penalty was my penalty, and I paid +it to the full, piastre by piastre of my body and my mind. It was not +one death, it was death every hour, every day I stayed. I had no mind. +I could not think. Mummy-cloths were round my brain; but the fire burned +underneath and would not die. There was the desert, but my limbs were +like rushes. I had no will, and I could not flee. I was chained to the +evil place. If I stayed it was death, if I went it was death." + +"Thou art armed now," said David suggestively. Achmet laid a hand +fiercely upon a dagger under his robe. "I hid it. I was afraid. I +could not die--my hand was like a withered leaf; it could not strike; my +heart poured out like water. Once I struck a leper, that he might strike +and kill me; but he lay upon the ground and wept, for all his anger, +which had been great, died in him at last. There was none other given to +anger there. The leper has neither anger, nor mirth, nor violence, nor +peace. It is all the black silent shame--and I was no leper." + +"Why didst thou come? What is there but death for thee here, or anywhere +thou goest! Kaid's arm will find thee; a thousand hands wait to strike +thee." + +"I could not die there--Dost thou think that I repent?" he added with +sudden fierceness. "Is it that which would make me repent? Was I worse +than thousands of others? I have come out to die--to fight and die. +Aiwa, I have come to thee, whom I hated, because thou canst give me death +as I desire it. My mother was an Arab slave from Senaar, and she was got +by war, and all her people. War and fighting were their portion--as they +ate, as they drank and slept. In the black years behind me among the +Unclean, there was naught to fight--could one fight the dead, and the +agony of death, and the poison of the agony! Life, it is done for me-- +am I not accursed? But to die fighting--ay, fighting for Egypt, since it +must be, and fighting for thee, since it must be; to strike, and strike, +and strike, and earn death! Must the dog, because he is a dog, die in +the slime? Shall he not be driven from the village to die in the clean +sand? Saadat, who will see in me Achmet Pasha, who did with Egypt what +he willed, and was swept away by the besom in thy hand? Is there in me +aught of that Achmet that any should know?" + +"None would know thee for that Achmet," answered David. + +"I know, it matters not how--at last a letter found me, and the way of +escape--that thou goest again to the Soudan. There will be fighting +there--" + +"Not by my will," interrupted David. + +"Then by the will of Sheitan the accursed; but there will be fighting-- +am I not an Arab, do I not know? Thou hast not conquered yet. Bid me go +where thou wilt, do what thou wilt, so that I may be among the fighters, +and in the battle forget what I have seen. Since I am unclean, and am +denied the bosom of Allah, shall I not go as a warrior to Hell, where men +will fear me? Speak, Saadat, canst thou deny me this?" + +Nothing of repentance, so far as he knew, moved the dark soul; but, like +some evil spirit, he would choose the way to his own doom, the place and +the manner of it: a sullen, cruel, evil being, unyielding in his evil, +unmoved by remorse--so far as he knew. Yet he would die fighting, and +for Egypt "and for thee, if it must be so. To strike, to strike, to +strike, and earn death!" What Achmet did not see, David saw, the glimmer +of light breaking through the cloud of shame and evil and doom. Yonder +in the Soudan more problems than one would be solved, more lives than one +be put to the extreme test. He did not answer Achmet's question yet. +"Zaida--?" he said in a low voice. The pathos of her doom had been a +dark memory. + +Achmet's voice dropped lower as he answered. "She lived till the day her +sister died. I never saw her face; but I was sent to bear each day to +her door the food she ate and a balass of water; and I did according to +my sentence. Yet I heard her voice. And once, at last, the day she +died, she spoke to me, and said from inside the hut: 'Thy work is done, +Achmet. Go in peace.' And that night she lay down on her sister's +grave, and in the morning she was found dead upon it." + +David's eyes were blinded with tears. "It was too long," he said at +last, as though to himself. + +"That day," continued Achmet, "there fell ill with leprosy the Christian +priest from this place who had served in that black service so long; and +then a fire leapt up in me. Zaida was gone--I had brought food and a +balass of water to her door those many times; there was naught to do, +since she was gone--" + +Suddenly David took a step nearer to him and looked into the sullen and +drooping eyes. "Thou shalt go with me, Achmet. I will do this unlawful +act for thee. At daybreak I will give thee orders. Thou shalt join me +far from here--if I go to the Soudan," he added, with a sudden +remembrance of his position; and he turned away slowly. + +After a moment, with muttered words, Achmet sank down upon the stone +again, drew a cake of dourha from his inner robe, and began to eat. + +The camel-boy had lighted a fire, and he sat beside it warming his hands +at the blaze and still singing to himself: + + "The bed of my love I will sprinkle with attar of roses, + The face of my love I will touch with the balm + With the balm of the tree from the farthermost wood, + From the wood without end, in the world without end. + My love holds the cup to my lips, and I drink of the cup, + And the attar of roses I sprinkle will soothe like the evening dew, + And the balm will be healing and sleep, and the cup I will drink, + I will drink of the cup my love holds to my lips--" + +David stood listening. What power was there in desert life that could +make this poor camel-driver, at the end of a long day of weariness and +toil and little food and drink, sing a song of content and cheerfulness? +The little needed, the little granted, and no thought beyond--save the +vision of one who waited in the hut by the onion-field. He gathered +himself together and tuned his mind to the scene through which he had +just passed, and then to the interview he would have with Kaid on the +morrow. A few hours ago he had seen no way out of it all--he had had no +real hope that Kaid would turn to him again; but the last two hours had +changed all that. Hope was alive in him. He had fought a desperate +fight with himself, and he had conquered. Then had come Achmet, +unrepentant, degraded still, but with the spirit of Something glowing-- +Achmet to die for a cause, driven by that Something deep beneath the +degradation and the crime. He had hope, and, as the camel-driver's voice +died away, and he lay down with a sheep-skin over him and went instantly +to sleep, David drew to the fire and sat down beside it. Presently Ebn +Ezra came to urge him to go to bed, but he would not. He had slept, he +said; he had slept and rested, and the night was good--he would wait. +Then the other brought rugs and blankets, and gave David some, and lay +down beside the fire, and watched and waited for he knew not what. Ever +and ever his eyes were on David, and far back under the acacia-tree +Achmet slept as he had not slept since his doom fell on him. + +At last Ebn Ezra Bey also slept; but David was awake with the night and +the benevolent moon and the marching stars. The spirit of the desert was +on him, filling him with its voiceless music. From the infinite +stretches of sand to the south came the irresistible call of life, as +soft as the leaves in a garden of roses, as deep as the sea. This world +was still, yet there seemed a low, delicate humming, as of multitudinous +looms at a distance so great that the ear but faintly caught it--the +sound of the weavers of life and destiny and eternal love, the hands of +the toilers of all the ages spinning and spinning on; and he was part of +it, not abashed or dismayed because he was but one of the illimitable +throng. + +The hours wore on, but still he sat there, peace in all his heart, energy +tingling softly through every vein, the wings of hope fluttering at his +ear. + +At length the morning came, and, from the west, with the rising sun, came +a traveller swiftly, making for where he was. The sleepers stirred +around him and waked and rose. The little camp became alive. As the +traveller neared the fresh-made fire, David saw that it was Lacey. He +went eagerly to meet him. + +"Thee has news," he said. "I see it is so." He held Lacey's hand in +his. + +"Say, you are going on that expedition, Saadat. You wanted money. Will +a quarter of a million do?" David's eyes caught fire. + +From the monastery there came the voices of the monks: + + "O be joyful in the Lord, all ye lands. Serve the Lord with + gladness, and come before His presence with a song." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +THE DARK INDENTURE + +Nahoum had forgotten one very important thing: that what affected David +as a Christian in Egypt would tell equally against himself. If, in his +ill-health and dejection, Kaid drank deep of the cup of Mahomet, the red +eyes of fanaticism would be turned upon the Armenian, as upon the +European Christian. He had forgotten it for the moment, but when, coming +into Kaid's Palace, a little knot of loiterers spat upon the ground and +snarled, "Infidel--Nazarene!" with contempt and hatred, the significance +of the position came home to him. He made his way to a far quarter of +the Palace, thoughtfully weighing the circumstances, and was met by +Mizraim. + +Mizraim salaamed. "The height of thy renown be as the cedar of Lebanon, +Excellency." + +"May thy feet tread the corn of everlasting fortune, son of Mahomet." + +They entered the room together. Nahoum looked at Mizraim curiously. He +was not satisfied with what he saw. Mizraim's impassive face had little +expression, but the eyes were furtively eager and sinister. + +"Well, so it is, and if it is, what then?" asked Nahoum coolly. + +"Ki di, so it is," answered Mizraim, and a ghastly smile came to his +lips. This infidel pasha, Nahoum, had a mind that pierced to the meaning +of words ere they were spoken. Mizraim's hand touched his forehead, his +breast, his lips, and, clasping and unclasping his long, snakelike +fingers, he began the story he had come to tell. + +"The Inglesi, whom Allah confound, the Effendina hath blackened by a +look, his words have smitten him in the vital parts--" + +"Mizraim, thou dove, speak to the purpose!" Mizraim showed a dark +pleasure at the interruption. Nahoum was impatient, anxious; that made +the tale better worth telling. + +"Sharif and the discontented ones who dare not act, like the vultures, +they flee the living man, but swoop upon the corpse. The consuls of +those countries who love not England or Claridge Pasha, and the holy men, +and the Cadi, all scatter smouldering fires. There is a spirit in the +Palace and beyond which is blowing fast to a great flame." + +"Then, so it is, great one, and what bodes it?" + +"It may kill the Inglesi; but it will also sweep thee from the fields of +life where thou dost flourish." + +"It is not against the foreigner, but against the Christian, Mizraim?" + +"Thy tongue hath wisdom, Excellency." + +"Thou art a Muslim--" + +"Why do I warn thee? For service done to me; and because there is none +other worth serving in Egypt. Behold, it is my destiny to rule others, +to serve thee." + +"Once more thy turban full of gold, Mizraim, if thou dost service now +that hath meaning and is not a belching of wind and words. Thou hast a +thing to say--say it, and see if Nahoum hath lost his wit, or hath a +palsied arm." + +"Then behold, pasha. Are not my spies in all the Palace? Is not my +scourge heavier than the whip of the horned horse? Ki di, so it is. +This I have found. Sharif hath, with others, made a plot which hath +enough powder in it to shake Egypt, and toss thee from thy high place +into the depths. There is a Christian--an Armenian, as it chances; but +he was chosen because he was a Christian, and for that only. His name is +Rahib. He is a tent-maker. He had three sons. They did kill an effendi +who had cheated them of their land. Two of them were hanged last week; +the other, caught but a few days since, is to hang within three days. +To-day Kaid goes to the Mosque of Mahmoud, as is the custom at this +festival. The old man hath been persuaded to attempt the life of Kaid, +upon condition that his son--his Benjamin--is set free. It will be but +an attempt at Kaid's life, no more; but the cry will go forth that a +Christian did the thing; and the Muslim flame will leap high." + +"And the tent-maker?" asked Nahoum musingly, though he was turning over +the tale in his mind, seeing behind it and its far consequences. + +"Malaish, what does it matter! But he is to escape, and they are to hang +another Christian in his stead for the attempt on Kaid. It hath no +skill, but it would suffice. With the dervishes gone malboos, and the +faithful drunk with piety--canst thou not see the issue, pasha? Blood +will be shed." + +"The Jews of Europe would be angry," said Nahoum grimly but evenly. "The +loans have been many, and Kaid has given a lien by the new canal at Suez. +The Jews will be angry," he repeated, "and for every drop of Christian +blood shed there would be a lanced vein here. But that would not bring +back Nahoum Pasha," he continued cynically. "Well, this is thy story, +Mizraim; this is what they would do. Now what hast thou done to stop +their doing?" + +"Am I not a Muslim? Shall I give Sharif to the Nile?" + +Nahoum smiled darkly. "There is a simpler way. Thy mind ever runs on +the bowstring and the sword. These are great, but there is a greater. +It is the mocking finger. At midnight, when Kaid goes to the Mosque +Mahmoud, a finger will mock the plotters till they are buried in +confusion. Thou knowest the governor of the prisons--has he not need of +something? Hath he never sought favours of thee?" + +"Bismillah, but a week ago!" + +"Then, listen, thou shepherd of the sheep--" + +He paused, as there came a tap at the door, and a slave entered hurriedly +and addressed Nahoum. "The effendi, Ebn Ezra Bey, whom thou didst set me +to watch, he hath entered the Palace, and asks for the Effendina." + +Nahoum started, and his face clouded, but his eyes flashed fire. He +tossed the slave a coin. "Thou hast done well. Where is he now?" + +"He waits in the hall, where is the statue of Mehemet Ali and the lions." + +"In an hour, Mizraim, thou shalt hear what I intend. Peace be to thee!" + +"And on thee, peace!" answered Mizraim, as Nahoum passed from the room, +and walked hastily towards the hall where he should find Ebn Ezra Bey. +Nearing the spot, he brought his step to a deliberate slowness, and +appeared not to notice the stately Arab till almost upon him. + +"Salaam, effendi," he said smoothly, yet with inquisition in his eye, +with malice in his tone. + +"Salaam, Excellency." + +"Thou art come on the business of thy master?" + +"Who is my master, Excellency?" + +"Till yesterday it was Claridge Pasha. Hast thou then forsaken him in +his trouble--the rat from the sinking ship?" + +A flush passed over Ebn Ezra Bey's face, and his mouth opened with a gasp +of anger. Oriental though he was, he was not as astute as this Armenian +Christian, who was purposely insulting him, that he might, in a moment of +heat, snatch from him the business he meant to lay before Kaid. Nahoum +had not miscalculated. + +"I have but one master, Excellency," Ebn Ezra answered quietly at last, +"and I have served him straightly. Hast thou done likewise?" + +"What is straight to thee might well be crooked to me, effendi." + +"Thou art crooked as the finger of a paralytic." + +"Yet I have worked in peace with Claridge Pasha for these years past, +even until yesterday, when thou didst leave him to his fate." + +"His ship will sail when thine is crumbling on the sands, and all thou +art is like a forsaken cockatrice's nest." + +"Is it this thou hast come to say to the Effendina?" + +"What I have come to say to the Effendina is for the world to know after +it hath reached his ears. I know thee, Nahoum Pasha. Thou art a +traitor. Claridge Pasha would abolish slavery, and thou dost receive +great sums of gold from the slave-dealers to prevent it." + +"Is it this thou wilt tell Kaid?" Nahoum asked with a sneer. "And hast +thou proofs?" + +"Even this day they have come to my hands from the south." + +"Yet I think the proofs thou hast will not avail; and I think that thou +wilt not show them to Kaid. The gift of second thinking is a great gift. +Thou must find greater reason for seeking the Effendina." + +"That too shall be. Gold thou hadst to pay the wages of the soldiers of +the south. Thou didst keep the gold and order the slave-hunt; and the +soldiers of the Effendina have been paid in human flesh and blood--ten +thousand slaves since Claridge Pasha left the Soudan, and three thousand +dead upon the desert sands, abandoned by those who hunted them when water +grew scarce and food failed. To-day shall see thy fall." + +At his first words Nahoum had felt a shock, from which his spirit reeled; +but an inspiration came to him on the moment; and he listened with a +saturnine coolness to the passionate words of the indignant figure +towering above him. When Ebn Ezra had finished, he replied quietly: + +"It is even as thou sayest, effendi. The soldiers were paid in slaves +got in the slave-hunt; and I have gold from the slave-dealers. I needed +it, for the hour is come when I must do more for Egypt than I have ever +done." + +With a gesture of contempt Ebn Ezra made to leave, seeing an official of +the Palace in the distance. Nahoum stopped him. "But, one moment ere +thou dost thrust thy hand into the cockatrice's den. Thou dost measure +thyself against Nahoum? In patience and with care have I trained myself +for the battle. The bulls of Bashan may roar, yet my feet are shod with +safety. Thou wouldst go to Kaid and tell him thy affrighted tale. I +tell thee, thou wilt not go. Thou hast reason yet, though thy blood is +hot. Thou art to Claridge Pasha like a brother--as to his uncle before +him, who furnished my father's palace with carpets. The carpets still +soften the fall of my feet in my father's palace, as they did soften the +fall of my brother's feet, the feet of Foorgat Bey." + +He paused, looking at Ebn Ezra with quiet triumph, though his eyes had +ever that smiling innocence which had won David in days gone by. He was +turning his words over on the tongue with a relish born of long waiting. + +"Come," he said presently--"come, and I will give thee reason why thou +wilt not speak with Kaid to-day. This way, effendi." + +He led the other into a little room hung about with rugs and tapestry, +and, going to the wall, he touched a spring. "One moment here, effendi," +he added quietly. The room was as it had been since David last stood +within it. + +"In this room, effendi," Nahoum said with cold deliberation, "Claridge +Pasha killed my brother, Foorgat Bey." + +Ebn Ezra fell back as though he had been struck. Swiftly Nahoum told him +the whole truth--even to the picture of the brougham, and the rigid, +upright figure passing through the night to Foorgat's palace, the gaunt +Mizraim piloting the equipage of death. + +"I have held my peace for my own reasons, effendi. Wilt thou then force +me to speak? If thou dost still cherish Claridge Pasha, wilt thou see +him ruined? Naught but ruin could follow the telling of the tale at this +moment--his work, his life, all done. The scandal, the law, vengeance! +But as it is now, Kaid may turn to him again; his work may yet go on--he +has had the luck of angels, and Kaid is fickle. Who can tell?" + +Abashed and overwhelmed, Ebn Ezra Bey looked at him keenly. "To tell of +Foorgat Bey would ruin thee also," he said. "That thou knowest. The +trick--would Kaid forgive it? Claridge Pasha would not be ruined alone." + +"Be it so. If thou goest to Kaid with thy story, I go to Egypt with +mine. Choose." + +Ebn Ezra turned to go. "The high God judge between him and thee," he +said, and, with bowed head, left the Palace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +NAHOUM DROPS THE MASK + +"CLARIDGE PASHA!" + +At the sound of the words, announced in a loud voice, hundreds of heads +were turned towards the entrance of the vast salon, resplendent with +gilded mirrors, great candelabra and chandeliers, golden hangings, and +divans glowing with robes of yellow silk. + +It was the anniversary of Kaid's succession, and all entitled to come +poured into the splendid chamber. The showy livery of the officials, the +loose, spacious, gorgeous uniforms of the officers, with the curved +jewelled scimitars and white turbans, the rich silk robes of the Ulema, +robe over robe of coloured silk with flowing sleeves and sumptuous silken +vests, the ample dignity of noble-looking Arabs in immense white turbans, +the dark straight Stambouli coat of the officials, made a picture of +striking variety and colour and interest. + +About the centre of the room, laying palm to palm again and yet again, +touching lips and forehead and breast, speaking with slow, leisurely, +voices, were two Arab sheikhs from the far Soudan. One of these showed a +singular interest in the movements of Nahoum Pasha as he entered the +chamber, and an even greater interest in David when he was announced; but +as David, in his journey up the chamber, must pass near him, he drew +behind a little group of officials, who whispered to each other excitedly +as David came on. More than once before this same Sheikh Abdullah had +seen David, and once they had met, and had made a treaty of amity, and +Abdullah had agreed to deal in slaves no more; and yet within three +months had sent to Cairo two hundred of the best that could be found +between Khartoum and Senaar. His business, of which Ebn Ezra Bey had due +knowledge, had now been with Nahoum. The business of the other Arab, a +noble-looking and wiry Bedouin from the South, had been with Ebn Ezra +Bey, and each hid his business from his friend. Abdullah murmured to +himself as David passed--a murmur of admiration and astonishment. He had +heard of the disfavour in which the Inglesi was; but, as he looked at +David's face with its quiet smile, the influence which he felt in the +desert long ago came over him again. + +"By Allah," he said aloud abstractedly, "it is a face that will not hide +when the khamsin blows! Who shall gainsay it? If he were not an infidel +he would be a Mahdi." + +To this his Bedouin friend replied: "As the depths of the pool at Ghebel +Farik, so are his eyes. You shall dip deep and you shall not find the +bottom. Bismillah, I would fight Kaid's Nubians, but not this infidel +pasha!" + +Never had David appeared to such advantage. The victory over himself the +night before, the message of hope that had reached him at the monastery +in the desert, the coming of Lacey, had given him a certain quiet +masterfulness not reassuring to his foes. + +As he entered the chamber but now, there flashed into his mind the scene +six years ago when, an absolute stranger, he had stepped into this +Eastern salon, and had heard his name called out to the great throng: +"Claridge efendi!" + +He addressed no one, but he bowed to the group of foreign consuls- +general, looking them steadily in the eyes. He knew their devices and +what had been going on of late, he was aware that his fall would mean a +blow to British prestige, and the calmness of his gaze expressed a +fortitude which had a disconcerting effect upon the group. The British +Consul-General stood near by. David advanced to him, and, as he did so, +the few who surrounded the Consul-General fell back. David held out his +hand. Somewhat abashed and ill at ease, the Consul-General took it. + +"Have you good news from Downing Street?" asked David quietly. + +The Consul-General hesitated for an instant, and then said: "There is no +help to be had for you or for what you are doing in that quarter." He +lowered his voice. "I fear Lord Eglington does not favour you; and he +controls the Foreign Minister. I am very sorry. I have done my best, +but my colleagues, the other consuls, are busy--with Lord Eglington." + +David turned his head away for an instant. Strange how that name sent a +thrill through him, stirred his blood! He did not answer the Consul- +General, and the latter continued: + +"Is there any hope? Is the breach with Kaid complete?" + +David smiled gravely. "We shall see presently. I have made no change in +my plans on the basis of a breach." + +At that moment he caught sight of Nahoum some distance away and moved +towards him. Out of the corner of his eye Nahoum saw David coming, and +edged away towards that point where Kaid would enter, and where the crowd +was greater. As he did so Kaid appeared. A thrill went through the +chamber. Contrary to his custom, he was dressed in the old native +military dress of Mehemet Ali. At his side was a jewelled scimitar, and +in his turban flashed a great diamond. In his hand he carried a snuff- +box, covered with brilliants, and on his breast were glittering orders. + +The eyes of the reactionaries flashed with sinister pleasure when they +saw Kaid. This outward display of Orientalism could only be a reflex of +the mind. It was the outer symbol of Kaid's return to the spirit of the +old days, before the influence of the Inglesi came upon him. Every +corrupt and intriguing mind had a palpitation of excitement. + +In Nahoum the sight of Kaid produced mixed feelings. If, indeed, this +display meant reaction towards an entourage purely Arab, Egyptian, and +Muslim, then it was no good omen for his Christian self. He drew near, +and placed himself where Kaid could see him. Kaid's manner was cheerful, +but his face showed the effect of suffering, physical and mental. +Presently there entered behind him Sharif Bey, whose appearance was the +signal for a fresh demonstration. Now, indeed, there could be no doubt +as to Kaid's reaction. Yet if Sharif had seen Mizraim's face evilly +gloating near by he would have been less confident. + +David was standing where Kaid must see him, but the Effendina gave no +sign of recognition. This was so significant that the enemies of David +rejoiced anew. The day of the Inglesi was over. Again and again did +Kaid's eye wander over David's head. + +David remained calm and watchful, neither avoiding nor yet seeking the +circle in which Kaid moved. The spirit with which he had entered the +room, however, remained with him, even when he saw Kaid summon to him +some of the most fanatical members of the court circle, and engage them +in talk for a moment. But as this attention grew more marked, a cloud +slowly gathered in the far skies of his mind. + +There was one person in the great assembly, however, who seemed to be +unduly confident. It was an ample, perspiring person in evening dress, +who now and again mopped a prematurely bald head, and who said to +himself, as Kaid talked to the reactionaries: + +"Say, Kald's overdoing it. He's putting potted chicken on the butter. +But it's working all right-r-i-g-h-t. It's worth the backsheesh!" + +At this moment Kaid fastened David with his look, and spoke in a tone so +loud that people standing at some distance were startled. + +"Claridge Pasha!" + +In the hush that followed David stepped forward. "May the bounty of the +years be thine, Saadat," Kaid said in a tone none could misunderstand. + +"May no tree in thy orchard wither, Effendina," answered David in a firm +voice. + +Kaid beckoned him near, and again he spoke loudly: "I have proved thee, +and found thee as gold tried seven times by the fire, Saadat. In the +treasury of my heart shall I store thee up. Thou art going to the Soudan +to finish the work Mehemet Ali began. I commend thee to Allah, and will +bid thee farewell at sunrise--I and all who love Egypt." + +There was a sinister smile on his lips, as his eyes wandered over the +faces of the foreign consuls-general. The look he turned on the +intriguers of the Palace was repellent; he reserved for Sharif a moody, +threatening glance, and the desperate hakim shrank back confounded from +it. His first impulse was to flee from the Palace and from Cairo; but he +bethought himself of the assault to be made on Kaid by the tent-maker, as +he passed to the mosque a few hours later, and he determined to await the +issue of that event. Exchanging glances with confederates, he +disappeared, as Kaid laid a hand on David's arm and drew him aside. + +After viewing the great throng cynically for a moment Kaid said: "To- +morrow thou goest. A month hence the hakim's knife will find the thing +that eats away my life. It may be they will destroy it and save me; if +not, we shall meet no more." + +David looked into his eyes. "Not in a month shall thy work be completed, +Effendina. Thou shalt live. God and thy strong will shall make it so." + +A light stole over the superstitious face. "No device or hatred, or +plot, has prevailed against thee," Kaid said eagerly. "Thou hast +defeated all--even when I turned against thee in the black blood of +despair. Thou hast conquered me even as thou didst Harrik." + +"Thou dost live," returned David drily. "Thou dost live for Egypt's +sake, even as Harrik died for Egypt's sake, and as others shall die." + +"Death hath tracked thee down how often! Yet with a wave of the hand +thou hast blinded him, and his blow falls on the air. Thou art beset by +a thousand dangers, yet thou comest safe through all. Thou art an honest +man. For that I besought thee to stay with me. Never didst thou lie to +me. Good luck hath followed thee. Kismet! Stay with me, and it may be +I shall be safe also. This thought came to me in the night, and in the +morning was my reward, for Lacey effendi came to me and said, even as I +say now, that thou wilt bring me good luck; and even in that hour, by the +mercy of God, a loan much needed was negotiated. Allah be praised!" + +A glint of humour shot into David's eyes. Lacey--a loan--he read it all! +Lacey had eased the Prince Pasha's immediate and pressing financial +needs--and, "Allah be praised!" Poor human nature--backsheesh to a +Prince regnant! + +"Effendina," he said presently, "thou didst speak of Harrik. One there +was who saved thee then--" "Zaida!" A change passed over Kaid's face. +"Speak! Thou hast news of her? She is gone?" Briefly David told him +how Zaida was found upon her sister's grave. Kaid's face was turned away +as he listened. + +"She spoke no word of me?" Kaid said at last. "To whom should she +speak?" David asked gently. "But the amulet thou gavest her, set with +one red jewel, it was clasped in her hand in death." + +Suddenly Kaid's anger blazed. "Now shall Achmet die," he burst out. +"His hands and feet shall be burnt off, and he shall be thrown to the +vultures." + +"The Place of the Lepers is sacred even from thee, Effendina," answered +David gravely. "Yet Achmet shall die even as Harrik died. He shall die +for Egypt and for thee, Effendina." + +Swiftly he drew the picture of Achmet at the monastery in the desert. +"I have done the unlawful thing, Effendina," he said at last, "but thou +wilt make it lawful. He hath died a thousand deaths--all save one." + +"Be it so," answered Kaid gloomily, after a moment; then his face lighted +with cynical pleasure as he scanned once more the faces of the crowd +before him. At last his eyes fastened on Nahoum. He turned to David. + +"Thou dost still desire Nahoum in his office?" he asked keenly. + +A troubled look came into David's eyes, then it cleared away, and he said +firmly: "For six years we have worked together, Effendina. I am surety +for his loyalty to thee." + +"And his loyalty to thee?" + +A pained look crossed over David's face again, but he said with a will +that fought all suspicion down: "The years bear witness." + +Kaid shrugged his shoulders slightly. "The years have perjured +themselves ere this. Yet, as thou sayest, Nahoum is a Christian," he +added, with irony scarcely veiled. + +Now he moved forward with David towards the waiting court. David +searched the groups of faces for Nahoum in vain. There were things +to be said to Nahoum before he left on the morrow, last suggestions +to be given. Nahoum could not be seen. + +Nahoum was gone, as were also Sharif and his confederates, and in the +lofty Mosque of Mahmoud soft lights were hovering, while the Sheikh-el- +Islam waited with Koran and scimitar for the ruler of Egypt to pray to +God and salute the Lord Mahomet. + +At the great gateway in the Street of the Tent Makers Kaid paused on his +way to the Mosque Mahmoud. The Gate was studded with thousands of nails, +which fastened to its massive timbers relics of the faithful, bits of +silk and cloth, and hair and leather; and here from time immemorial a +holy man had sat and prayed. At the gateway Kaid salaamed humbly, and +spoke to the holy man, who, as he passed, raised his voice shrilly in an +appeal to Allah, commending Kaid to mercy and everlasting favour. On +every side eyes burned with religious zeal, and excited faces were turned +towards the Effendina. At a certain point there were little groups of +men with faces more set than excited. They had a look of suppressed +expectancy. Kald neared them, passed them, and, as he did so, they +looked at each other in consternation. They were Sharif's confederates, +fanatics carefully chosen. The attempt on Kaid's life should have been +made opposite the spot where they stood. They craned their necks in +effort to find the Christian tent-maker, but in vain. + +Suddenly they heard a cry, a loud voice calling. It was Rahib the tent- +maker. He was beside Kaid's stirrups, but no weapon was in his hand; and +his voice was calling blessings down on the Effendina's head for having +pardoned and saved from death his one remaining son, the joy of his old +age. In all the world there was no prince like Kaid, said the tent- +maker; none so bountiful and merciful and beautiful in the eyes of men. +God grant him everlasting days, the beloved friend of his people, just to +all and greatly to be praised. + +As the soldiers drove the old man away with kindly insistence--for Kaid +had thrown him a handful of gold--Mizraim, the Chief Eunuch, laughed +wickedly. As Nahoum had said, the greatest of all weapons was the +mocking finger. He and Mizraim had had their way with the governor of +the prisons, and the murderer had gone in safety, while the father stayed +to bless Kaid. Rahib the tent-maker had fooled the plotters. They were +mad in derision. They did not know that Kaid was as innocent as +themselves of having pardoned the tent-maker's son. Their moment had +passed; they could not overtake it; the match had spluttered and gone out +at the fuel laid for the fire of fanaticism. + +The morning of David's departure came. While yet it was dark he had +risen, and had made his last preparations. When he came into the open +air and mounted, it was not yet sunrise, and in that spectral early +light, which is all Egypt's own, Cairo looked like some dream-city in a +forgotten world. The Mokattam Hills were like vast dun barriers guarding +and shutting in the ghostly place, and, high above all, the minarets of +the huge mosque upon the lofty rocks were impalpable fingers pointing an +endless flight. The very trees seemed so little real and substantial +that they gave the eye the impression that they might rise and float +away. The Nile was hung with mist, a trailing cloud unwound from the +breast of the Nile-mother. At last the sun touched the minarets of the +splendid mosque with shafts of light, and over at Ghizeh and Sakkarah the +great pyramids, lifting their heads from the wall of rolling blue mist +below, took the morning's crimson radiance with the dignity of four +thousand years. + +On the decks of the little steamer which was to carry them south David, +Ebn Ezra, Lacey, and Mahommed waited. Presently Kaid came, accompanied +by his faithful Nubians, their armour glowing in the first warm light of +the rising sun, and crowds of people, who had suddenly emerged, ran +shrilling to the waterside behind him. + +Kaid's pale face had all last night's friendliness, as he bade David +farewell with great honour, and commended him to the care of Allah; and +the swords of the Nubians clashed against their breasts and on their +shields in salaam. + +But there was another farewell to make; and it was made as David's foot +touched the deck of the steamer. Once again David looked at Nahoum as he +had done six years ago, in the little room where they had made their bond +together. There was the same straight look in Nahoum's eyes. Was he not +to be trusted? Was it not his own duty to trust? He clasped Nahoum's +hand in farewell, and turned away. But as he gave the signal to start, +and the vessel began to move, Nahoum came back. He leaned over the +widening space and said in a low tone, as David again drew near: + +"There is still an account which should be settled, Saadat. It has +waited long; but God is with the patient. There is the account of +Foorgat Bey." + +The light fled from David's eyes and his heart stopped beating for a +moment. When his eyes saw the shore again Nahoum was gone with Kaid. + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +Cherish any alleviating lie +Triumph of Oriental duplicity over Western civilisation +When God permits, shall man despair? + + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + +BOOK V. + + +XXXV. THE FLIGHT OF THE WOUNDED +XXXVI. "IS IT ALWAYS SO-IN LIFE?" +XXXVII. THE FLYING SHUTTLE +XXXVIII. JASPER KIMBER SPEAKS +XXXIX. FAITH JOURNEYS TO LONDON + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +THE FLIGHT OF THE WOUNDED + + "And Mario can soothe with a tenor note + The souls in purgatory." + +"Non ti scordar di mi!" The voice rang out with passionate stealthy +sweetness, finding its way into far recesses of human feeling. Women of +perfect poise and with the confident look of luxury and social fame +dropped their eyes abstractedly on the opera-glasses lying in their laps, +or the programmes they mechanically fingered, and recalled, they knew not +why--for what had it to do with this musical narration of a tragic +Italian tale!--the days when, in the first flush of their wedded life, +they had set a seal of devotion and loyalty and love upon their arms, +which, long ago, had gone to the limbo of lost jewels, with the chaste, +fresh desires of worshipping hearts. Young egotists, supremely happy and +defiant in the pride of the fact that they loved each other, and that it +mattered little what the rest of the world enjoyed, suffered, and +endured--these were suddenly arrested in their buoyant and solitary +flight, and stirred restlessly in their seats. Old men whose days of +work were over; who no longer marshalled their legions, or moved at a nod +great ships upon the waters in masterful manoeuvres; whose voices were +heard no more in chambers of legislation, lashing partisan feeling to a +height of cruelty or lulling a storm among rebellious followers; whose +intellects no longer devised vast schemes of finance, or applied secrets +of science to transform industry--these heard the enthralling cry of a +soul with the darkness of eternal loss gathering upon it, and drew back +within themselves; for they too had cried like this one time or another +in their lives. Stricken, they had cried out, and ambition had fled +away, leaving behind only the habit of living, and of work and duty. + +As Hylda, in the Duchess of Snowdon's box, listened with a face which +showed nothing of what she felt, and looking straight at the stage before +her, the words of a poem she had learned but yesterday came to her mind, +and wove themselves into the music thrilling from the voice in the stage +prison: + + "And what is our failure here but a triumph's evidence + For the fulness of the days? Have we withered or agonised? + Why else was the pause prolonged but that singing might issue + thence? + Why rushed the discords in, but that harmony should be prized?" + +"And what is our failure here but a triumph's evidence? Was it then so? +The long weeks which had passed since that night at Hamley, when she had +told Eglington the truth about so many things, had brought no peace, +no understanding, no good news from anywhere. The morning after she +had spoken with heart laid bare. Eglington had essayed to have a +reconciliation; but he had come as the martyr, as one injured. His +egotism at such a time, joined to his attempt to make light of things, +of treating what had happened as a mere "moment of exasperation," as "one +of those episodes inseparable from the lives of the high-spirited," only +made her heart sink and grow cold, almost as insensible as the flesh +under a spray of ether. He had been neither wise nor patient. She had +not slept after that bitter, terrible scene, and the morning had found +her like one battered by winter seas, every nerve desperately alert to +pain, yet tears swimming at her heart and ready to spring to her eyes at +a touch of the real thing, the true note--and she knew so well what the +true thing was! Their great moment had passed, had left her withdrawn +into herself, firmly, yet without heart, performing the daily duties of +life, gay before the world, the delightful hostess, the necessary and +graceful figure at so many functions. + +Even as Soolsby had done, who went no further than to tell Eglington his +dark tale, and told no one else, withholding it from "Our Man"; as Sybil +Lady Eglington had shrunk when she had been faced by her obvious duty, so +Hylda hesitated, but from better reason than either. To do right in the +matter was to strike her husband--it must be a blow now, since her voice +had failed. To do right was to put in the ancient home and house of +Eglington one whom he--with anger and without any apparent desire to have +her altogether for himself, all the riches of her life and love--had +dared to say commanded her sympathy and interest, not because he was a +man dispossessed of his rights, but because he was a man possessed of +that to which he had no right. The insult had stung her, had driven her +back into a reserve, out of which she seemed unable to emerge. How could +she compel Eglington to do right in this thing--do right by his own +father's son? + +Meanwhile, that father's son was once more imperilling his life, once +more putting England's prestige in the balance in the Soudan, from which +he had already been delivered twice as though by miracles. Since he had +gone, months before, there had been little news; but there had been much +public anxiety; and she knew only too well that there had been +'pourparlers' with foreign ministers, from which no action came safe- +guarding David. + +Many a human being has realised the apathy, the partial paralysis of the +will, succeeding a great struggle, which has exhausted the vital forces. +Many a general who has fought a desperate and victorious fight after a +long campaign, and amid all the anxieties and miseries of war, has failed +to follow up his advantage, from a sudden lesion of the power for action +in him. He has stepped from the iron routine of daily effort into a +sudden freedom, and his faculties have failed him, the iron of his will +has vanished. So it was with Hylda. She waited for she knew not what. +Was it some dim hope that Eglington might see the right as she saw it? +That he might realise how unreal was this life they were living, +outwardly peaceful and understanding, deluding the world, but inwardly a +place of tears. How she dreaded the night and its recurrent tears, and +the hours when she could not sleep, and waited for the joyless morning, +as one lost on the moor, blanched with cold, waits for the sun-rise! +Night after night at a certain hour--the hour when she went to bed at +last after that poignant revelation to Eglington--she wept, as she had +wept then, heart-broken tears of disappointment, disillusion, loneliness; +tears for the bitter pity of it all; for the wasting and wasted +opportunities; for the common aim never understood or planned together; +for the precious hours lived in an air of artificial happiness and social +excitement; for a perfect understanding missed; for the touch which no +longer thrilled. + +But the end of it all must come. She was looking frail and delicate, and +her beauty, newly refined, and with a fresh charm, as of mystery or pain, +was touched by feverishness. An old impatience once hers was vanished, +and Kate Heaver would have given a month's wages for one of those flashes +of petulance of other days ever followed by a smile. Now the smile was +all too often there, the patient smile which comes to those who have +suffered. Hardness she felt at times, where Eglington was concerned, +for he seemed to need her now not at all, to be self-contained, self- +dependent--almost arrogantly so; but she did not show it, and she was +outwardly patient. + +In his heart of hearts Eglington believed that she loved him, that her +interest in David was only part of her idealistic temperament--the +admiration of a woman for a man of altruistic aims; but his hatred of +David, of what David was, and of his irrefutable claims, reacted on her. +Perverseness and his unhealthy belief that he would master her in the +end, that she would one day break down and come to him, willing to take +his view in all things, and to be his slave--all this drove him farther +and farther on a fatal, ever-broadening path. + +Success had spoiled him. He applied his gifts in politics, daringly +unscrupulous, superficially persuasive, intellectually insinuating, to +his wife; and she, who had been captured once by all these things, was +not to be captured again. She knew what alone could capture her; and, +as she sat and watched the singers on the stage now, the divine notes of +that searching melody still lingering in her heart, there came a sudden +wonder whether Eglington's heart could not be wakened. She knew that it +never had been, that he had never known love, the transfiguring and +reclaiming passion. No, no, surely it could not be too late--her +marriage with him had only come too soon! He had ridden over her without +mercy; he had robbed her of her rightful share of the beautiful and the +good; he had never loved her; but if love came to him, if he could but +once realise how much there was of what he had missed! If he did not +save himself--and her--what would be the end? She felt the cords drawing +her elsewhere; the lure of a voice she had heard in an Egyptian garden +was in her ears. One night at Hamley, in an abandonment of grief-life +hurt her so--she had remembered the prophecy she had once made that she +would speak to David, and that he would hear; and she had risen from her +seat, impelled by a strange new feeling, and had cried: "Speak! speak to +me!" As plainly as she had ever heard anything in her life, she had +heard his voice speak to her a message that sank into the innermost +recesses of her being, and she had been more patient afterwards. She had +no doubt whatever; she had spoken to him, and he had answered; but the +answer was one which all the world might have heard. + +Down deep in her nature was an inalienable loyalty, was a simple, +old-fashioned feeling that "they two," she and Eglington, should cleave +unto each other till death should part. He had done much to shatter +that feeling; but now, as she listened to Mario's voice, centuries of +predisposition worked in her, and a great pity awoke in her heart. Could +she not save him, win him, wake him, cure him of the disease of Self? + +The thought brought a light to her eyes which had not been there for many +a day. Out of the deeps of her soul this mist of a pure selflessness +rose, the spirit of that idealism which was the real chord of sympathy +between her and Egypt. + +Yes, she would, this once again, try to win the heart of this man; and so +reach what was deeper than heart, and so also give him that without which +his life must be a failure in the end, as Sybil Eglington had said. How +often had those bitter anguished words of his mother rung in her ears-- +"So brilliant and unscrupulous, like yourself; but, oh, so sure of +winning a great place in the world . . . so calculating and determined +and ambitious !" They came to her now, flashed between the eager +solicitous eyes of her mind and the scene of a perfect and everlasting +reconciliation which it conjured up--flashed and were gone; for her will +rose up and blurred them into mist; and other words of that true +palimpsest of Sybil Eglington's broken life came instead: "And though he +loves me little, as he loves you little too, yet he is my son, and for +what he is we are both responsible one way or another." As the mother, +so the wife. She said to herself now in sad paraphrase, "And though he +loves me little, yet he is my husband, and for what he is it may be that +I am in some sense responsible." Yet he is my husband! All that it was +came to her; the closed door, the drawn blinds; the intimacy which shut +them away from all the world; the things said which can only be said +without desecration between two honest souls who love each other; and +that sweet isolation which makes marriage a separate world, with its own +sacred revelation. This she had known; this had been; and though the +image of the sacred thing had been defaced, yet the shrine was not +destroyed. + +For she believed that each had kept the letter of the law; that, whatever +his faults, he had turned his face to no other woman. If she had not +made his heart captive and drawn him by an ever-shortening cord of +attraction, yet she was sure that none other had any influence over him, +that, as he had looked at her in those short-lived days of his first +devotion, he looked at no other. The way was clear yet. There was +nothing irretrievable, nothing irrevocable, which would for ever stain +the memory and tarnish the gold of life when the perfect love should be +minted. Whatever faults of mind or disposition or character were his-- +or hers--there were no sins against the pledges they had made, nor the +bond into which they had entered. Life would need no sponge. Memory +might still live on without a wound or a cowl of shame. + +It was all part of the music to which she listened, and she was almost +oblivious of the brilliant throng, the crowded boxes, or of the Duchess +of Snowdon sitting near her strangely still, now and again scanning the +beautiful face beside her with a reflective look. The Duchess loved the +girl--she was but a girl, after all--as she had never loved any of her +sex; it had come to be the last real interest of her life. To her eyes, +dimmed with much seeing, blurred by a garish kaleidoscope of fashionable +life, there had come a look which was like the ghost of a look she had, +how many decades ago. + +Presently, as she saw Hylda's eyes withdraw from the stage, and look at +her with a strange, soft moisture and a new light in them, she laid her +fan confidently on her friend's knee, and said in her abrupt whimsical +voice: "You like it, my darling; your eyes are as big as saucers. You +look as if you'd been seeing things, not things on that silly stage, but +what Verdi felt when he wrote the piece, or something of more account +than that." + +"Yes, I've been seeing things," Hylda answered with a smile which came +from a new-born purpose, the dream of an idealist. "I've been seeing +things that Verdi did not see, and of more account, too. . . . +Do you suppose the House is up yet?" + +A strange look flashed into the Duchess's eyes, which had been watching +her with as much pity as interest. Hylda had not been near the House of +Commons this session, though she had read the reports with her usual +care. She had shunned the place. + +"Why, did you expect Eglington?" the Duchess asked idly, yet she was +watchful too, alert for every movement in this life where the footsteps +of happiness were falling by the edge of a precipice, over which she +would not allow herself to look. She knew that Hylda did not expect +Eglington, for the decision to come to the opera was taken at the last +moment. + +"Of course not--he doesn't know we are here. But if it wasn't too late, +I thought I'd go down and drive him home." + +The Duchess veiled her look. Here was some new development in the +history which had been torturing her old eyes, which had given her and +Lord Windlehurst as many anxious moments as they had known in many a day, +and had formed them into a vigilance committee of two, who waited for the +critical hour when they should be needed. + +"We'll go at once if you like," she replied. "The opera will be over +soon. We sent word to Windlehurst to join us, you remember, but he won't +come now; it's too late. So, we'll go, if you like." + +She half rose, but the door of the box opened, and Lord Windlehurst +looked in quizzically. There was a smile on his face. + +"I'm late, I know; but you'll forgive me--you'll forgive me, dear lady," +he added to Hylda, "for I've been listening to your husband making a +smashing speech for a bad cause." + +Hylda smiled. "Then I must go and congratulate him," she answered, and +withdrew her hand from that of Lord Windlehurst, who seemed to hold it +longer than usual, and pressed it in a fatherly way. + +"I'm afraid the House is up," he rejoined, as Hylda turned for her opera- +cloak; "and I saw Eglington leave Palace Yard as I came away." He gave a +swift, ominous glance towards the Duchess, which Hylda caught, and she +looked at each keenly. + +"It's seldom I sit in the Peers' Gallery," continued Windlehurst; +"I don't like going back to the old place much. It seems empty and +hollow. But I wouldn't have missed Eglington's fighting speech for a +good deal." + +"What was it about?" asked Hylda as they left the box. She had a sudden +throb of the heart. Was it the one great question, that which had been +like a gulf of fire between them? + +"Oh, Turkey--the unpardonable Turk," answered Windlehurst. "As good a +defence of a bad case as I ever heard." + +"Yes, Eglington would do that well," said the Duchess enigmatically, +drawing her cloak around her and adjusting her hair. Hylda looked at her +sharply, and Lord Windlehurst slyly, but the Duchess seemed oblivious of +having said anything out of the way, and added: "It's a gift seeing all +that can be said for a bad cause, and saying it, and so making the other +side make their case so strong that the verdict has to be just." + +"Dear Duchess, it doesn't always work out that way," rejoined Windlehurst +with a dry laugh. "Sometimes the devil's advocate wins." + +"You are not very complimentary to my husband," retorted Hylda, looking +him in the eyes, for she was not always sure when he was trying to baffle +her. + +"I'm not so sure of that. He hasn't won his case yet. He has only +staved off the great attack. It's coming--soon." + +"What is the great attack? What has the Government, or the Foreign +Office, done or left undone?" "Well, my dear--" Suddenly Lord +Windlehurst remembered himself, stopped, put up his eyeglass, and with +great interest seemed to watch a gay group of people opposite; for the +subject of attack was Egypt and the Government's conduct in not helping +David, in view not alone of his present danger, but of the position of +England in the country, on which depended the security of her highway to +the East. Windlehurst was a good actor, and he had broken off his words +as though the group he was now watching had suddenly claimed his +attention. "Well, well, Duchess," he said reflectively, "I see a new +nine days' wonder yonder." Then, in response to a reminder from Hylda, +he continued: "Ah, yes, the attack! Oh, Persia--Persia, and our feeble +diplomacy, my dear lady, though you mustn't take that as my opinion, +opponent as I am. That's the charge, Persia--and her cats." + +The Duchess breathed a sigh of relief; for she knew what Windlehurst had +been going to say, and she shrank from seeing what she felt she would +see, if Egypt and Claridge Pasha's name were mentioned. That night at +Harnley had burnt a thought into her mind which she did not like. Not +that she had any pity for Eglington; her thought was all for this girl +she loved. No happiness lay in the land of Egypt for her, whatever her +unhappiness here; and she knew that Hylda must be more unhappy still +before she was ever happy again, if that might be. There was that +concerning Eglington which Hylda did not know, yet which she must know +one day--and then! But why were Hylda's eyes so much brighter and softer +and deeper to-night? There was something expectant, hopeful, brooding in +them. They belonged not to the life moving round her, but were shining +in a land of their own, a land of promise. By an instinct in each of +them they stood listening for a moment to the last strains of the opera. +The light leaped higher in Hylda's eyes. + +"Beautiful--oh, so beautiful!" she said, her hand touching the Duchess's +arm. + +The Duchess gave the slim warm fingers a spasmodic little squeeze. "Yes, +darling, beautiful," she rejoined; and then the crowd began to pour out +behind them. + +Their carriages were at the door. Lord Windlehurst put Hylda in. "The +House is up," he said. "You are going on somewhere?" + +"No--home," she said, and smiled into his old, kind, questioning eyes. +"Home!" + +"Home!" he murmured significantly as he turned towards the Duchess and +her carriage. "Home!" he repeated, and shook his head sadly. + +"Shall I drive you to your house?" the Duchess asked. + +"No, I'll go with you to your door, and walk back to my cell. Home!" he +growled to the footman, with a sardonic note in the voice. + +As they drove away, the Duchess turned to him abruptly. "What did you +mean by your look when you said you had seen Eglington drive away from +the House?" + +"Well, my dear Betty, she--the fly-away--drives him home now. It has +come to that." + +"To her house--Windlehurst, oh, Windlehurst!" + +She sank back in the cushions, and gave what was as near a sob as she had +given in many a day. Windlehurst took her hand. "No, not so bad as that +yet. She drove him to his club. Don't fret, my dear Betty." + +Home! Hylda watched the shops, the houses, the squares, as she passed +westward, her mind dwelling almost happily on the new determination to +which she had come. It was not love that was moving her, not love for +him, but a deeper thing. He had brutally killed love--the full life of +it--those months ago; but there was a deep thing working in her which was +as near nobility as the human mind can feel. Not in a long time had she +neared her home with such expectation and longing. Often on the doorstep +she had shut her eyes to the light and warmth and elegance of it, because +of that which she did not see. Now, with a thrill of pleasure, she saw +its doors open. It was possible Eglington might have come home already. +Lord Windlehurst had said that he had left the House. She did not ask if +he was in--it had not been her custom for a long time--and servants were +curious people; but she looked at the hall-table. Yes, there was a hat +which had evidently just been placed there, and gloves, and a stick. He +was at home, then. + +She hurried to her room, dropped her opera-cloak on a chair, looked at +herself in the glass, a little fluttered and critical, and then crossed +the hallway to Eglington's bedroom. She listened for a moment. There +was no sound. She turned the handle of the door softly, and opened it. +A light was burning low, but the room was empty. It was as she thought, +he was in his study, where he spent hours sometimes after he came home, +reading official papers. She went up the stairs, at first swiftly, then +more slowly, then with almost lagging feet. Why did she hesitate? Why +should a woman falter in going to her husband--to her own one man of all +the world? Was it not, should it not be, ever the open door between +them? Confidence--confidence--could she not have it, could she not get +it now at last? She had paused; but now she moved on with quicker step, +purpose in her face, her eyes softly lighted. + +Suddenly she saw on the floor an opened letter. She picked it up, and, +as she did so, involuntarily observed the writing. Almost mechanically +she glanced at the contents. Her heart stood still. The first words +scorched her eyes. + + "Eglington--Harry, dearest," it said, "you shall not go to sleep + to-night without a word from me. This will make you think of me + when . . . " + +Frozen, struck as by a mortal blow, Hylda looked at the signature. She +knew it--the cleverest, the most beautiful adventuress which the +aristocracy and society had produced. She trembled from head to foot, +and for a moment it seemed that she must fall. But she steadied herself +and walked firmly to Eglington's door. Turning the handle softly, she +stepped inside. + +He did not hear her. He was leaning over a box of papers, and they +rustled loudly under his hand. He was humming to himself that song she +heard an hour ago in Il Trovatore, that song of passion and love and +tragedy. It sent a wave of fresh feeling over her. She could not go +on--could not face him, and say what she must say. She turned and passed +swiftly from the room, leaving the door open, and hurried down the +staircase. Eglington heard now, and wheeled round. He saw the open +door, listened to the rustle of her skirts, knew that she had been there. +He smiled, and said to himself: + +"She came to me, as I said she would. I shall master her--the full +surrender, and then--life will be easy then." + +Hylda hurried down the staircase to her room, saw Kate Heaver waiting, +beckoned to her, caught up her opera-cloak, and together they passed down +the staircase to the front door. Heaver rang a bell, a footman appeared, +and, at a word, called a cab. A minute later they were ready: + +"Snowdon House," Hylda said; and they passed into the night. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + +"IS IT ALWAYS SO--IN LIFE?" + +The Duchess and her brother, an ex-diplomatist, now deaf and patiently +amiable and garrulous, had met on the doorstep of Snowdon House, and +together they insisted on Lord Windlehurst coming in for a talk. The two +men had not met for a long time, and the retired official had been one of +Lord Windlehurst's own best appointments in other days. The Duchess had +the carriage wait in consequence. + +The ex-official could hear little, but he had cultivated the habit of +talking constantly and well. There were some voices, however, which he +could hear more distinctly than others, and Lord Windlehurst's was one of +them--clear, well-modulated, and penetrating. Sipping brandy and water, +Lord Windlehurst gave his latest quip. They were all laughing heartily, +when the butler entered the room and said, "Lady Eglington is here, and +wishes to see your Grace." + +As the butler left the room, the Duchess turned despairingly to +Windlehurst, who had risen, and was paler than the Duchess. "It has +come," she said, "oh, it has come! I can't face it." + +"But it doesn't matter about you facing it," Lord Windlehurst rejoined. +"Go to her and help her, Betty. You know what to do--the one thing." +He took her hand and pressed it. + +She dashed the tears from her eyes and drew herself together, while her +brother watched her benevolently. + +He had not heard what was said. Betty had always been impulsive, he +thought to himself, and here was some one in trouble--they all came to +her, and kept her poor. + +"Go to bed, Dick," the Duchess said to him, and hurried from the room. +She did not hesitate now. Windlehurst had put the matter in the right +way. Her pain was nothing, mere moral cowardice; but Hylda--! + +She entered the other room as quickly as rheumatic limbs would permit. +Hylda stood waiting, erect, her eyes gazing blankly before her and rimmed +by dark circles, her face haggard and despairing. + +Before the Duchess could reach her, she said in a hoarse whisper: "I have +left him--I have left him. I have come to you." + +With a cry of pity the Duchess would have taken the stricken girl in her +arms, but Hylda held out a shaking hand with the letter in it which had +brought this new woe and this crisis foreseen by Lord Windlehurst. +"There--there it is. He goes from me to her--to that!" She thrust the +letter into the Duchess's fingers. "You knew--you knew! I saw the look +that passed between you and Windlehurst at the opera. I understand all +now. He left the House of Commons with her--and you knew, oh, you knew! +All the world knows--every one knew but me." She threw up her hands. +"But I've left him--I've left him, for ever." + +Now the Duchess had her in her arms, and almost forcibly drew her to a +sofa. "Darling, my darling," she said, "you must not give way. It is +not so bad as you think. You must let me help to make you understand." + +Hylda laughed hysterically. "Not so bad as I think! Read--read it," +she said, taking the letter from the Duchess's fingers and holding it +before her face. "I found it on the staircase. I could not help but +read it." She sat and clasped and unclasped her hands in utter misery. +"Oh, the shame of it, the bitter shame of it! Have I not been a good +wife to him? Have I not had reason to break my heart? But I waited, +and I wanted to be good and to do right. And to-night I was going to try +once more--I felt it in the opera. I was going to make one last effort +for his sake. It was for his sake I meant to make it, for I thought him +only hard and selfish, and that he had never loved; and if he only loved, +I thought--" + +She broke off, wringing her hands and staring into space, the ghost of +the beautiful figure that had left the Opera House with shining eyes. + +The Duchess caught the cold hands. "Yes, yes, darling, I know. I +understand. So does Windlehurst. He loves you as much as I do. We know +there isn't much to be got out of life; but we always hoped you would get +more than anybody else." + +Hylda shrank, then raised her head, and looked at the Duchess with an +infinite pathos. "Oh, is it always so--in life? Is no one true? Is +every one betrayed sometime? I would die--yes, a thousand times yes, I +would rather die than bear this. What do I care for life--it has cheated +me! I meant well, and I tried to do well, and I was true to him in word +and deed even when I suffered most, even when--" + +The Duchess laid a cheek against the burning head. "I understand, my own +dear. I understand--altogether." + +"But you cannot know," the broken girl replied; "but through everything I +was true; and I have been tempted too when my heart was aching so, when +the days were so empty, the nights so long, and my heart hurt--hurt me. +But now, it is over, everything is done. You will keep me here--ah, say +you will keep me here till everything can be settled, and I can go away +--far away--far--!" + +She stopped with a gasping cry, and her eyes suddenly strained into the +distance, as though a vision of some mysterious thing hung before her. +The Duchess realised that that temptation, which has come to so many +disillusioned mortals, to end it all, to find quiet somehow, somewhere +out in the dark, was upon her. She became resourceful and persuasively +commanding. + +"But no, my darling," she said, "you are going nowhere. Here in London +is your place now. And you must not stay here in my house. You must go +back to your home. Your place is there. For the present, at any rate, +there must be no scandal. Suspicion is nothing, talk is nothing, and the +world forgets--" + +"Oh, I do not care for the world or its forgetting!" the wounded girl +replied. "What is the world to me! I wanted my own world, the world of +my four walls, quiet and happy, and free from scandal and shame. I +wanted love and peace there, and now . . . !" + +"You must be guided by those who love you. You are too young to decide +what is best for yourself. You must let Windlehurst and me think for +you; and, oh, my darling, you cannot know how much I care for your best +good!" + +"I cannot, will not, bear the humiliation and the shame. This letter +here--you see!" + +"It is the letter of a woman who has had more affaires than any man in +London. She is preternaturally clever, my dear--Windlehurst would tell +you so. The brilliant and unscrupulous, the beautiful and the bad, have +a great advantage in this world. Eglington was curious, that is all. +It is in the breed of the Eglingtons to go exploring, to experiment." + +Hylda started. Words from the letter Sybil Lady Eglington had left +behind her rushed into her mind: "Experiment, subterfuge, secrecy. +'Reaping where you had not sowed, and gathering where you had not +strawed.' Always experiment, experiment, experiment!" + +"I have only been married three years," she moaned. "Yes, yes, my +darling; but much may happen after three days of married life, and love +may come after twenty years. The human heart is a strange thing." + +"I was patient--I gave him every chance. He has been false and +shameless. I will not go on." + +The Duchess pressed both hands hard, and made a last effort, looking into +the deep troubled eyes with her own grown almost beautiful with feeling +--the faded world-worn eyes. + +"You will go back to-night-at once," she said firmly. "To-morrow you +will stay in bed till noon-at any rate, till I come. I promise you that +you shall not be treated with further indignity. Your friends will stand +by you, the world will be with you, if you do nothing rash, nothing that +forces it to babble and scold. But you must play its game, my dearest. +I'll swear that the worst has not happened. She drove him to his club, +and, after a man has had a triumph, a woman will not drive him to his +club if--my darling, you must trust me! If there must be the great +smash, let it be done in a way that will prevent you being smashed also +in the world's eyes. You can live, and you will live. Is there nothing +for you to do? Is there no one for whom you would do something, who +would be heart-broken if you--if you went mad now?" + +Suddenly a great change passed over Hylda. "Is there no one for whom you +would do something?" Just as in the desert a question like this had +lifted a man out of a terrible and destroying apathy, so this searching +appeal roused in Hylda a memory and a pledge. "Is there no one for whom +you would do something?" Was life, then, all over? Was her own great +grief all? Was her bitter shame the end? + +She got to her feet tremblingly. "I will go back," she said slowly and +softly. + +"Windlehurst will take you home," the Duchess rejoined eagerly. "My +carriage is at the door." + +A moment afterwards Lord Windlehurst took Hylda's hands in his and held +them long. His old, querulous eyes were like lamps of safety; his smile +had now none of that cynicism with which he had aroused and chastened the +world. The pitiful understanding of life was there and a consummate +gentleness. He gave her his arm, and they stepped out into the moonlit +night. "So peaceful, so bright!" he said, looking round. + +"I will come at noon to-morrow," called the Duchess from the doorway. + +A light was still shining in Eglington's study when the carriage drove +up. With a latch-key Hylda admitted herself and her maid. + +The storm had broken, the flood had come. The storm was over, but the +flood swept far and wide. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + +THE FLYING SHUTTLE + +Hour after hour of sleeplessness. The silver-tongued clock remorselessly +tinkled the quarters, and Hylda lay and waited for them with a hopeless +strained attention. In vain she tried devices to produce that monotony +of thought which sometimes brings sleep. Again and again, as she felt +that sleep was coming at last, the thought of the letter she had found +flashed through her mind with words of fire, and it seemed as if there +had been poured through every vein a subtle irritant. Just such a +surging, thrilling flood she had felt in the surgeon's chair when she was +a girl and an anesthetic had been given. But this wave of sensation led +to no oblivion, no last soothing intoxication. Its current beat against +her heart until she could have cried out from the mere physical pain, the +clamping grip of her trouble. She withered and grew cold under the +torture of it all--the ruthless spoliation of everything which made life +worth while or the past endurable. + +About an hour after she had gone to bed she heard Eglington's step. It +paused at her door. She trembled with apprehension lest he should enter. +It was many a day since he had done so, but also she had not heard his +step pause at her door for many a day. She could not bear to face it all +now; she must have time to think, to plan her course--the last course of +all. For she knew that the next step must be the last step in her old +life, and towards a new life, whatever that might be. A great sigh of +relief broke from her as she heard his door open and shut, and silence +fell on everything, that palpable silence which seems to press upon the +night-watcher with merciless, smothering weight. + +How terribly active her brain was! Pictures--it was all vivid pictures, +that awful visualisation of sorrow which, if it continues, breaks the +heart or wrests the mind from its sanity. If only she did not see! But +she did see Eglington and the Woman together, saw him look into her eyes, +take her hands, put his arm round her, draw her face to his! Her heart +seemed as if it must burst, her lips cried out. With a great effort of +the will she tried to hide from these agonies of the imagination, and +again she would approach those happy confines of sleep, which are the +only refuge to the lacerated heart; and then the weapon of time on the +mantelpiece would clash on the shield of the past, and she was wide awake +again. At last, in desperation, she got out of bed, hurried to the +fireplace, caught the little sharp-tongued recorder in a nervous grasp, +and stopped it. + +As she was about to get into bed again, she saw a pile of letters lying +on the table near her pillow. In her agitation she had not noticed them, +and the devoted Heaver had not drawn her attention to them. Now, +however, with a strange premonition, she quickly glanced at the +envelopes. The last one of all was less aristocratic-looking than the +others; the paper of the envelope was of the poorest, and it had a +foreign look. She caught it up with an exclamation. The handwriting was +that of her cousin Lacey. + +She got into bed with a mind suddenly swept into a new atmosphere, and +opened the flimsy cover. Shutting her eyes, she lay still for a moment +--still and vague; she was only conscious of one thing, that a curtain +had dropped on the terrible pictures she had seen, and that her mind was +in a comforting quiet. Presently she roused herself, and turned the +letter over in her hand. It was not long--was that because its news was +bad news? The first chronicles of disaster were usually brief! She +smoothed the paper out-it had been crumpled and was a little soiled-and +read it swiftly. It ran: + + DEAR LADY COUSIN--As the poet says, "Man is born to trouble as the + sparks fly upward," and in Egypt the sparks set the stacks on fire + oftener than anywhere else, I guess. She outclasses Mexico as a + "precious example" in this respect. You needn't go looking for + trouble in Mexico; it's waiting for you kindly. If it doesn't find + you to-day, well, manana. But here it comes running like a native + to his cooking-pot at sunset in Ramadan. Well, there have been + "hard trials" for the Saadat. His cotton-mills were set on fire- + can't you guess who did it? And now, down in Cairo, Nahoum runs + Egypt; for a messenger that got through the tribes worrying us tells + us that Kaid is sick, and Nahoum the Armenian says, you shall, and + you shan't, now. Which is another way of saying, that between us + and the front door of our happy homes there are rattlesnakes that + can sting--Nahoum's arm is long, and his traitors are crawling under + the canvas of our tents! + + I'm not complaining for myself. I asked for what I've got, and, + dear Lady Cousin, I put up some cash for it, too, as a man should. + No, I don't mind for myself, fond as I am of loafing, sort of + pottering round where the streets are in the hands of a pure police; + for I've seen more, done more, thought more, up here, than in all my + life before; and I've felt a country heaving under the touch of one + of God's men--it gives you minutes that lift you out of the dust and + away from the crawlers. And I'd do it all over a thousand times for + him, and for what I've got out of it. I've lived. But, to speak + right out plain, I don't know how long this machine will run. + There's been a plant of the worst kind. Tribes we left friendly + under a year ago are out against us; cities that were faithful have + gone under to rebels. Nahoum has sowed the land with the tale that + the Saadat means to abolish slavery, to take away the powers of the + great sheikhs, and to hand the country over to the Turk. Ebn Ezra + Bey has proofs of the whole thing, and now at last the Saadat knows + too late that his work has been spoiled by the only man who could + spoil it. The Saadat knows it, but does he rave and tear his hair? + He says nothing. He stands up like a rock before the riot of + treachery and bad luck and all the terrible burden he has to carry + here. If he wasn't a Quaker I'd say he had the pride of an + archangel. You can bend him, but you can't break him; and it takes + a lot to bend him. Men desert, but he says others will come to take + their place. And so they do. It's wonderful, in spite of the holy + war that's being preached, and all the lies about him sprinkled over + this part of Africa, how they all fear him, and find it hard to be + out on the war-path against him. We should be gorging the vultures + if he wasn't the wonder he is. We need boats. Does he sit down and + wring his hands? No, he organises, and builds them--out of scraps. + Hasn't he enough food for a long siege? He goes himself to the + tribes that have stored food in their cities, and haven't yet + declared against him, and he puts a hand on their hard hearts, and + takes the sulkiness out of their eyes, and a fleet of ghiassas comes + down to us loaded with dourha. The defences of this place are + nothing. Does he fold his hands like a man of peace that he is, + and say, 'Thy will be done'? Not the Saadat. He gets two soldier- + engineers, one an Italian who murdered his wife in Italy twenty + years ago, and one a British officer that cheated at cards and had + to go, and we've got defences that'll take some negotiating. That's + the kind of man he is; smiling to cheer others when their hearts are + in their boots, stern like a commander-in-chief when he's got to + punish, and then he does it like steel; but I've seen him afterwards + in his tent with a face that looks sixty, and he's got to travel a + while yet before he's forty. None of us dares be as afraid as we + could be, because a look at him would make us so ashamed we'd have + to commit suicide. He hopes when no one else would ever hope. The + other day I went to his tent to wait for him, and I saw his Bible + open on the table. A passage was marked. It was this: + + "Behold, I have taken out of thy hand the cup of trembling, even the + dregs of the cup of my fury; thou shalt no more drink it again: "But + I will put it into the hand of them that afflict thee; which have + said to thy soul, Bow down, that we may go over; and thou hast laid + thy body as the ground, and as the street, to them that went over. + + I'd like to see Nahoum with that cup of trembling in his hand, and + I've got an idea, too, that it will be there yet. I don't know how + it is, but I never can believe the worst will happen to the Saadat. + Reading those verses put hope into me. That's why I'm writing to + you, on the chance of this getting through by a native who is + stealing down the river with a letter from the Saadat to Nahoum, and + one to Kaid, and one to the Foreign Minister in London, and one to + your husband. If they reach the hands they're meant for, it may be + we shall pan out here yet. But there must be display of power; an + army must be sent, without delay, to show the traitors that the game + is up. Five thousand men from Cairo under a good general would do + it. Will Nahoum send them? Does Kaid, the sick man, know? I'm not + banking on Kaid. I think he's on his last legs. Unless pressure is + put on him, unless some one takes him by the throat and says: If you + don't relieve Claridge Pasha and the people with him, you will go to + the crocodiles, Nahoum won't stir. So, I am writing to you. + England can do it. The lord, your husband, can do it. England will + have a nasty stain on her flag if she sees this man go down without + a hand lifted to save him. He is worth another Alma to her + prestige. She can't afford to see him slaughtered here, where he's + fighting the fight of civilisation. You see right through this + thing, I know, and I don't need to palaver any more about it. It + doesn't matter about me. I've had a lot for my money, and I'm no + use--or I wouldn't be, if anything happened to the Saadat. No one + would drop a knife and fork at the breakfast-table when my obit was + read out--well, yes, there's one, cute as she can be, but she's lost + two husbands already, and you can't be hurt so bad twice in the same + place. But the Saadat, back him, Hylda--I'll call you that at this + distance. Make Nahoum move. Send four or five thousand men before + the day comes when famine does its work and they draw the bowstring + tight. + + Salaam and salaam, and the post is going out, and there's nothing in + the morning paper; and, as Aunt Melissa used to say: "Well, so much + for so much!" One thing I forgot. I'm lucky to be writing to you + at all. If the Saadat was an old-fashioned overlord, I shouldn't be + here. I got into a bad corner three days ago with a dozen Arabs-- + I'd been doing a little work with a friendly tribe all on my own, + and I almost got caught by this loose lot of fanatics. I shot + three, and galloped for it. I knew the way through the mines + outside, and just escaped by the skin of my teeth. Did the Saadat, + as a matter of discipline, have me shot for cowardice? Cousin + Hylda, my heart was in my mouth as I heard them yelling behind me-- + and I never enjoyed a dinner so much in my life. Would the Saadat + have run from them? Say, he'd have stayed and saved his life too. + Well, give my love to the girls! + + Your affectionate cousin, + + Tom LACEY. + + P.S.-There's no use writing to me. The letter service is bad. Send + a few thousand men by military parcel-post, prepaid, with some red + seals--majors and colonels from Aldershot will do. They'll give the + step to the Gyppies. T. + + +Hylda closed her eyes. A fever had passed from her veins. Here lay her +duty before her--the redemption of the pledge she had made. Whatever her +own sorrow, there was work before her; a supreme effort must be made for +another. Even now it might be too late. She must have strength for what +she meant to do. She put the room in darkness, and resolutely banished +thought from her mind. + +The sun had been up for hours before she waked. Eglington had gone to +the Foreign Office. The morning papers were full of sensational reports +concerning Claridge Pasha and the Soudan. A Times leader sternly +admonished the Government. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + +JASPER KIMBER SPEAKS + +That day the adjournment of the House of Commons was moved "To call +attention to an urgent matter of public importance"--the position of +Claridge Pasha in the Soudan. Flushed with the success of last night's +performance, stung by the attacks of the Opposition morning papers, +confident in the big majority behind, which had cheered him a few hours +before, viciously resenting the letter he had received from David that +morning, Eglington returned such replies to the questions put to him that +a fire of angry mutterings came from the forces against him. He might +have softened the growing resentment by a change of manner, but his +intellectual arrogance had control of him for the moment; and he said to +himself that he had mastered the House before, and he would do so now. +Apart from his deadly antipathy to his half-brother, and the gain to +himself--to his credit, the latter weighed with him not so much, so set +was he on a stubborn course--if David disappeared for ever, there was at +bottom a spirit of anti-expansion, of reaction against England's world- +wide responsibilities. He had no largeness of heart or view concerning +humanity. He had no inherent greatness, no breadth of policy. With +less responsibility taken, there would be less trouble, national and +international--that was his point of view; that had been his view long +ago at the meeting at Heddington; and his weak chief had taken it, +knowing nothing of the personal elements behind. + +The disconcerting factor in the present bitter questioning in the House +was, that it originated on his own side. It was Jasper Kimber who had +launched the questions, who moved the motion for adjournment. Jasper had +had a letter from Kate Heaver that morning early, which sent him to her, +and he had gone to the House to do what he thought to be his duty. He +did it boldly, to the joy of the Opposition, and with a somewhat sullen +support from many on his own side. Now appeared Jasper's own inner +disdain of the man who had turned his coat for office. It gave a lead to +a latent feeling among members of the ministerial party, of distrust, and +of suspicion that they were the dupes of a mind of abnormal cleverness +which, at bottom, despised them. + +With flashing eyes and set lips, vigilant and resourceful, Eglington +listened to Jasper Kimber's opening remarks. + +By unremitting industry Jasper had made a place for himself in the House. +The humour and vitality of his speeches, and his convincing advocacy of +the cause of the "factory folk," had gained him a hearing. Thickset, +under middle size, with an arm like a giant and a throat like a bull, +he had strong common sense, and he gave the impression that he would wear +his heart out for a good friend or a great cause, but that if he chose to +be an enemy he would be narrow, unrelenting, and persistent. For some +time the House had been aware that he had more than a gift for criticism +of the Under-Secretary for Foreign Affairs. + +His speech began almost stumblingly, his h's ran loose, and his grammar +became involved, but it was seen that he meant business, that he had that +to say which would give anxiety to the Government, that he had a case +wherein were the elements of popular interest and appeal, and that he was +thinking and speaking as thousands outside the House would think and +speak. + +He had waited for this hour. Indirectly he owed to Claridge Pasha all +that he had become. The day in which David knocked him down saw the +depths of his degradation reached, and, when he got up, it was to start +on a new life uncertainly, vaguely at first, but a new life for all that. +He knew, from a true source, of Eglington's personal hatred of Claridge +Pasha, though he did not guess their relationship; and all his interest +was enlisted for the man who had, as he knew, urged Kate Heaver to marry +himself--and Kate was his great ambition now. Above and beyond these +personal considerations was a real sense of England's duty to the man who +was weaving the destiny of a new land. + +"It isn't England's business?" he retorted, in answer to an interjection +from a faithful soul behind the ministerial Front Bench. "Well, it +wasn't the business of the Good Samaritan to help the man that had been +robbed and left for dead by the wayside; but he did it. As to David +Claridge's work, some have said that--I've no doubt it's been said in the +Cabinet, and it is the thing the Under-Secretary would say as naturally +as he would flick a fly from his boots--that it's a generation too soon. +Who knows that? I suppose there was those that thought John the Baptist +was baptising too soon, that Luther preached too soon, and Savonarola was +in too great a hurry, all because he met his death and his enemies +triumphed--and Galileo and Hampden and Cromwell and John Howard were all +too soon. Who's to be judge of that? God Almighty puts it into some +men's minds to work for a thing that's a great, and maybe an impossible, +thing, so far as the success of the moment is concerned. Well, for a +thing that has got to be done some time, the seed has to be sown, and +it's always sown by men like Claridge Pasha, who has shown millions of +people--barbarians and half-civilised alike--what a true lover of the +world can do. God knows, I think he might have stayed and found a cause +in England, but he elected to go to the ravaging Soudan, and he is +England there, the best of it. And I know Claridge Pasha--from his youth +up I have seen him, and I stand here to bear witness of what the working +men of England will say to-morrow. Right well the noble lord yonder +knows that what I say is true. He has known it for years. Claridge +Pasha would never have been in his present position, if the noble lord +had not listened to the enemies of Claridge Pasha and of this country, in +preference to those who know and hold the truth as I tell it here to-day. +I don't know whether the noble lord has repented or not; but I do say +that his Government will rue it, if his answer is not the one word +'Intervention!' Mistaken, rash or not, dreamer if you like, Claridge +Pasha should be relieved now, and his policy discussed afterwards. I +don't envy the man who holds a contrary opinion; he'll be ashamed of it +some day. But"--he pointed towards Eglington--"but there sits the +minister in whose hands his fate has been. Let us hope that this speech +of mine needn't have been made, and that I've done injustice to his +patriotism and to the policy he will announce." + +"A set-back, a sharp set-back," said Lord Windlehurst, in the Peers' +Gallery, as the cheers of the Opposition and of a good number of +ministerialists sounded through the Chamber. There were those on the +Treasury Bench who saw danger ahead. There was an attempt at a +conference, but Kimber's seconder only said a half-dozen words, and sat +down, and Eglington had to rise before any definite confidences could be +exchanged. One word only he heard behind him as he got up. It was the +word, "Temporise," and it came from the Prime Minister. + +Eglington was in no mood for temporising. Attack only nerved him. He +was a good and ruthless fighter; and last night's intoxication of success +was still in his brain. He did not temporise. He did not leave a way of +retreat open for the Prime Minister, who would probably wind up the +debate. He fought with skill, but he fought without gloves, and the +House needed gentle handling. He had the gift of effective speech to a +rare degree, and when he liked he could be insinuating and witty, but he +had not genuine humour or good feeling, and the House knew it. In debate +he was biting, resourceful, and unscrupulous. He made the fatal mistake +of thinking that intellect and gifts of fence, followed by a brilliant +peroration, in which he treated the commonplaces of experienced minds as +though they were new discoveries and he was their Columbus, could +accomplish anything. He had never had a political crisis, but one had +come now. + +In his reply he first resorted to arguments of high politics, historical, +informative, and, in a sense, commanding; indeed, the House became +restless under what seemed a piece of intellectual dragooning. Signs of +impatience appeared on his own side, and, when he ventured on a solemn +warning about hampering ministers who alone knew the difficulties of +diplomacy and the danger of wounding the susceptibilities of foreign +and friendly countries, the silence was broken by a voice that said +sneeringly, "The kid-glove Government!" + +Then he began to lose place with the Chamber. He was conscious of it, +and shifted his ground, pointing out the dangers of doing what the other +nations interested in Egypt were not prepared to do. + +"Have you asked them? Have you pressed them?" was shouted across +the House. Eglington ignored the interjections. "Answer! Answer!" +was called out angrily, but he shrugged a shoulder and continued his +argument. If a man insisted on using a flying-machine before the +principle was fully mastered and applied--if it could be mastered and +applied--it must not be surprising if he was killed. Amateurs sometimes +took preposterous risks without the advice of the experts. If Claridge +Pasha had asked the advice of the English Government, or of any of the +Chancellories of Europe, as to his incursions into the Soudan and his +premature attempts at reform, he would have received expert advice that +civilisation had not advanced to that stage in this portion of the world +which would warrant his experiments. It was all very well for one man to +run vast risks and attempt quixotic enterprises, but neither he nor his +countrymen had any right to expect Europe to embroil itself on his +particular account. + +At this point he was met by angry cries of dissent, which did not come +from the Opposition alone. His lips set, he would not yield. The +Government could not hold itself responsible for Claridge Pasha's relief, +nor in any sense for his present position. However, from motives of +humanity, it would make representations in the hope that the Egyptian +Government would act; but it was not improbable, in view of past +experiences of Claridge Pasha, that he would extricate himself from his +present position, perhaps had done so already. Sympathy and sentiment +were natural and proper manifestations of human society, but governments +were, of necessity, ruled by sterner considerations. The House must +realise that the Government could not act as though it were wholly a free +agent, or as if its every move would not be matched by another move on +the part of another Power or Powers. + +Then followed a brilliant and effective appeal to his own party to +trust the Government, to credit it with feeling and with a due regard +for English prestige and the honour brought to it by Claridge Pasha's +personal qualities, whatever might be thought of his crusading +enterprises. The party must not fall into the trap of playing the game +of the Opposition. Then, with some supercilious praise of the "worthy +sentiments" of Jasper Kimber's speech and a curt depreciation of its +reasoning, he declared that: "No Government can be ruled by clamour. The +path to be trodden by this Government will be lighted by principles of +progress and civilisation, humanity and peace, the urbane power of +reason, and the persuasive influence of just consideration for the rights +of others, rather than the thunder and the threat of the cannon and the +sword!" + +He sat down amid the cheers of a large portion of his party, for the end +of his speech had been full of effective if meretricious appeal. But the +debate that followed showed that the speech had been a failure. He had +not uttered one warm or human word concerning Claridge Pasha, and it was +felt and said, that no pledge had been given to insure the relief of the +man who had caught the imagination of England. + +The debate was fierce and prolonged. Eglington would not agree to any +modification of his speech, to any temporising. Arrogant and insistent, +he had his way, and, on a division, the Government was saved by a mere +handful of votes--votes to save the party, not to indorse Eglington's +speech or policy. + +Exasperated and with jaw set, but with a defiant smile, Eglington drove +straight home after the House rose. He found Hylda in the library with +an evening paper in her hands. She had read and reread his speech, and +had steeled herself for "the inevitable hour," to this talk which would +decide for ever their fate and future. + +Eglington entered the room smiling. He remembered the incident of the +night before, when she came to his study and then hurriedly retreated. +He had been defiant and proudly disdainful at the House and on the way +home; but in his heart of hearts he was conscious of having failed to +have his own way; and, like such men, he wanted assurance that he could +not err, and he wanted sympathy. Almost any one could have given it to +him, and he had a temptation to seek that society which was his the +evening before; but he remembered that she was occupied where he could +not reach her, and here was Hylda, from whom he had been estranged, +but who must surely have seen by now that at Hamley she had been +unreasonable, and that she must trust his judgment. So absorbed was he +with self and the failure of his speech, that, for a moment, he forgot +the subject of it, and what that subject meant to them both. + +"What do you think of my speech, Hylda?" he asked, as he threw himself +into a chair. "I see you have been reading it. Is it a full report?" + +She handed the paper over. "Quite full," she answered evenly. + +He glanced down the columns. "Sentimentalists!" he said as his eye +caught an interjection. "Cant!" he added. Then he looked at Hylda, and +remembered once again on whom and what his speech had been made. He saw +that her face was very pale. + +"What do you think of my speech?" he repeated stubbornly. + +"If you think an answer necessary, I regard it as wicked and +unpatriotic," she answered firmly. + +"Yes, I suppose you would," he rejoined bitingly. She got to her feet +slowly, a flush passing over her face. "If you think I would, did you +not think that a great many other people would think so too, and for the +same reason?" she asked, still evenly, but very slowly. "Not for the +same reason," he rejoined in a low, savage voice. + +"You do not treat me well," she said, with a voice that betrayed no hurt, +no indignation. It seemed to state a fact deliberately; that was all. + +"No, please," she added quickly, as she saw him rise to his feet with +anger trembling at his lips. "Do not say what is on your tongue to say. +Let us speak quietly to-night. It is better; and I am tired of strife, +spoken and unspoken. I have got beyond that. But I want to speak of +what you did to-day in Parliament." + +"Well, you have said it was wicked and unpatriotic," he rejoined, sitting +down again and lighting a cigar, in an attempt to be composed. + +"What you said was that; but I am concerned with what you did. Did your +speech mean that you would not press the Egyptian Government to relieve +Claridge Pasha at once?" + +"Is that the conclusion you draw from my words?" he asked. + +"Yes; but I wish to know beyond doubt if that is what you mean the +country to believe?" + +"It is what I mean you to believe, my dear." + +She shrank from the last two words, but still went on quietly, though her +eyes burned and she shivered. "If you mean that you will do nothing, it +will ruin you and your Government," she answered. "Kimber was right, +and--" + +"Kimber was inspired from here," he interjected sharply. + +She put her hand upon herself. "Do you think I would intrigue against +you? Do you think I would stoop to intrigue?" she asked, a hand +clasping and unclasping a bracelet on her wrist, her eyes averted, for +very shame that he should think the thought he had uttered. + +"It came from this house--the influence," he rejoined. + +"I cannot say. It is possible," she answered; "but you cannot think that +I connive with my maid against you. I think Kimber has reasons of his +own for acting as he did to-day. He speaks for many besides himself; and +he spoke patriotically this afternoon. He did his duty." + +"And I did not? Do you think I act alone?" + +"You did not do your duty, and I think that you are not alone +responsible. That is why I hope the Government will be influenced by +public feeling." She came a step nearer to him. "I ask you to relieve +Claridge Pasha at any cost. He is your father's son. If you do not, +when all the truth is known, you will find no shelter from the storm +that will break over you." + +"You will tell--the truth?" + +"I do not know yet what I shall do," she answered. "It will depend on +you; but it is your duty to tell the truth, not mine. That does not +concern me; but to save Claridge Pasha does concern me." + +"So I have known." + +Her heart panted for a moment with a wild indignation; but she quieted +herself, and answered almost calmly: "If you refuse to do that which is +honourable--and human, then I shall try to do it for you while yet I bear +your name. If you will not care for your family honour, then I shall try +to do so. If you will not do your duty, then I will try to do it for +you." She looked him determinedly in the eyes. "Through you I have lost +nearly all I cared to keep in the world. I should like to feel that in +this one thing you acted honourably." + +He sprang to his feet, bursting with anger, in spite of the inward +admonition that much that he prized was in danger, that any breach with +Hylda would be disastrous. But self-will and his native arrogance +overruled the monitor within, and he said: "Don't preach to me, don't +play the martyr. You will do this and you will do that! You will save +my honour and the family name! You will relieve Claridge Pasha, you will +do what Governments choose not to do; you will do what your husband +chooses not to do--Well, I say that you will do what your husband +chooses to do, or take the consequences." + +"I think I will take the consequences," she answered. "I will save +Claridge Pasha, if it is possible. It is no boast. I will do it, if it +can be done at all, if it is God's will that it should be done; and in +doing it I shall be conscious that you and I will do nothing together +again--never! But that will not stop me; it will make me do it, the last +right thing, before the end." + +She was so quiet, so curiously quiet. Her words had a strange solemnity, +a tragic apathy. What did it mean? He had gone too far, as he had done +before. He had blundered viciously, as he had blundered before. + +She spoke again before he could collect his thoughts and make reply. + +"I did not ask for too much, I think, and I could have forgiven and +forgotten all the hurts you have given me, if it were not for one thing. +You have been unjust, hard, selfish, and suspicious. Suspicious--of me! +No one else in all the world ever thought of me what you have thought. +I have done all I could. I have honourably kept the faith. But you have +spoiled it all. I have no memory that I care to keep. It is stained. +My eyes can never bear to look upon the past again, the past with you-- +never." + +She turned to leave the room. He caught her arm. "You will wait till +you hear what I have to say," he cried in anger. Her last words had +stung him so, her manner was so pitilessly scornful. It was as though +she looked down on him from a height. His old arrogance fought for +mastery over his apprehension. What did she know? What did she mean? +In any case he must face it out, be strong--and merciful and affectionate +afterwards. + +"Wait, Hylda," he said. "We must talk this out." + +She freed her arm. "There is nothing to talk out," she answered. +"So far as our relations are concerned, all reason for talk is gone." +She drew the fatal letter from the sash at her waist. "You will think so +too when you read this letter again." She laid it on the table beside +him, and, as he opened and glanced at it, she left the room. + +He stood with the letter in his hand, dumfounded. "Good God!" he said, +and sank into a chair. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +FAITH JOURNEYS TO LONDON + +Faith withdrew her eyes from Hylda's face, and they wandered helplessly +over the room. They saw, yet did not see; and even in her trouble there +was some subconscious sense softly commenting on the exquisite refinement +and gentle beauty which seemed to fill the room; but the only definite +objects which the eyes registered at the moment were the flowers filling +every corner. Hylda had been lightly adjusting a clump of roses when she +entered; and she had vaguely noticed how pale was the face that bent over +the flowers, how pale and yet how composed--as she had seen a Quaker +face, after some sorrow had passed over it, and left it like a quiet +sea in the sun, when wreck and ruin were done. It was only a swift +impression, for she could think of but one thing, David and his safety. +She had come to Hylda, she said, because of Lord Eglington's position, +and she could not believe that the Government would see David's work +undone and David killed by the slave-dealers of Africa. + +Hylda's reply had given her no hope that Eglington would keep the promise +he had made that evening long ago when her father had come upon them by +the old mill, and because of which promise she had forgiven Eglington so +much that was hard to forgive. Hylda had spoken with sorrowful decision, +and then this pause had come, in which Faith tried to gain composure and +strength. There was something strangely still in the two women. From +the far past, through Quaker ancestors, there had come to Hylda now this +grey mist of endurance and self-control and austere reserve. Yet behind +it all, beneath it all, a wild heart was beating. + +Presently, as they looked into each other's eyes, and Faith dimly +apprehended something of Hylda's distress and its cause, Hylda leaned +over and spasmodically pressed her hand. + +"It is so, Faith," she said. "They will do nothing. International +influences are too strong." She paused. "The Under-Secretary for +Foreign Affairs will do nothing; but yet we must hope. Claridge Pasha +has saved himself in the past; and he may do so now, even though +it is all ten times worse. Then, there is another way. Nahoum Pasha can +save him, if he can be saved. And I am going to Egypt--to Nahoum." + +Faith's face blanched. Something of the stark truth swept into her +brain. She herself had suffered--her own life had been maimed, it had +had its secret bitterness. Her love for her sister's son was that of a +mother, sister, friend combined, and he was all she had in life. That he +lived, that she might cherish the thought of him living, was the one +thing she had; and David must be saved, if that might be; but this girl +--was she not a girl, ten years younger than herself?--to go to Egypt +to do--what? She herself lived out of the world, but she knew the world! +To go to Egypt, and--"Thee will not go to Egypt. What can thee do?" she +pleaded, something very like a sob in her voice. "Thee is but a woman, +and David would not be saved at such a price, and I would not have him +saved so. Thee will not go. Say thee will not. He is all God has left +to me in life; but thee to go--ah, no! It is a bitter world--and what +could thee do?" + +Hylda looked at her reflectively. Should she tell Faith all, and take +her to Egypt? No, she could not take her without telling her all, and +that was impossible now. There might come a time when this wise and +tender soul might be taken into the innermost chambers, when all the +truth might be known; but the secret of David's parentage was Eglington's +concern most of all, and she would not speak now; and what was between +Nahoum and David was David's concern; and she had kept his secret all +these years. No, Faith might not know now, and might not come with her. +On this mission she must go alone. + +Hylda rose to her feet, still keeping hold of Faith's hand. "Go back to +Hamley and wait there," she said, in a colourless voice. "You can do +nothing; it may be I can do much. Whatever can be done I can do, since +England will not act. Pray for his safety. It is all you can do. It is +given to some to work, to others to pray. I must work now." + +She led Faith towards the door; she could not endure more; she must hold +herself firm for the journey and the struggle before her. If she broke +down now she could not go forward; and Faith's presence roused in her an +emotion almost beyond control. + +At the door she took both of Faith's hands in hers, and kissed her cheek. +"It is your place to stay; you will see that it is best. Good-bye," she +added hurriedly, and her eyes were so blurred that she could scarcely see +the graceful, demure figure pass into the sunlit street. + +That afternoon Lord Windlehurst entered the Duchess of Snowdon's presence +hurried and excited. She started on seeing his face. + +"What has happened?" she asked breathlessly. "She is gone," he +answered. "Our girl has gone to Egypt." + +The Duchess almost staggered to her feet. "Windlehurst--gone!" she +gasped. + +"I called to see her. Her ladyship had gone into the country, the +footman said. I saw the butler, a faithful soul, who would die--or clean +the area steps--for her. He was discreet; but he knew what you and I are +to her. It was he got the tickets--for Marseilles and Egypt." + +The Duchess began to cry silently. Big tears ran down a face from which +the glow of feeling had long fled, but her eyes were sad enough. + +"Gone--gone! It is the end!" was all she could say. Lord Windlehurst +frowned, though his eyes were moist. "We must act at once. You must go +to Egypt, Betty. You must catch her at Marseilles. Her boat does not +sail for three days. She thought it went sooner, as it was advertised to +do. It is delayed--I've found that out. You can start to-night, and-- +and save the situation. You will do it, Betty?" + +"I will do anything you say, as I have always done." She dried her eyes. + +"She is a good girl. We must do all we can. I'll arrange everything for +you myself. I've written this paragraph to go into the papers to-morrow +morning: 'The Duchess of Snowdon, accompanied by Lady Eglington, left +London last night for the Mediterranean via Calais, to be gone for two +months or more.' That is simple and natural. I'll see Eglington. He +must make no fuss. He thinks she has gone to Hamley, so the butler says. +There, it's all clear. Your work is cut out, Betty, and I know you will +do it as no one else can." + +"Oh, Windlehurst," she answered, with a hand clutching at his arm, "if we +fail, it will kill me." + +"If she fails, it will kill her," he answered, "and she is very young. +What is in her mind, who can tell? But she thinks she can help Claridge +somehow. We must save her, Betty." + +"I used to think you had no real feeling, Windlehurst. You didn't show +it," she said in a low voice. "Ah, that was because you had too much," +he answered. "I had to wait till you had less." He took out his watch. + + + + + + +THE WEAVERS + +By Gilbert Parker + + +BOOK VI. + + +XL. HYLDA SEEKS NAHOUM +XLI. IN THE LAND OF SHINAR +XLII. THE LOOM OF DESTINY + + + + +CHAPTER XL + +HYLDA SEEKS NAHOUM + +It was as though she had gone to sleep the night before, and waked +again upon this scene unchanged, brilliant, full of colour, a chaos of +decoration--confluences of noisy, garish streams of life, eddies of petty +labour. Craftsmen crowded one upon the other in dark bazaars; merchants +chattered and haggled on their benches; hawkers clattered and cried their +wares. It was a people that lived upon the streets, for all the houses +seemed empty and forsaken. The sais ran before the Pasha's carriage, the +donkey-boys shrieked for their right of way, a train of camels calmly +forced its passage through the swirling crowds, supercilious and heavy- +laden. + +It seemed but yesterday since she had watched with amused eyes the +sherbet-sellers clanking their brass saucers, the carriers streaming the +water from the bulging goatskins into the earthen bottles, crying, "Allah +be praised, here is coolness for thy throat for ever!" the idle singer +chanting to the soft kanoon, the chess-players in the shade of a high +wall, lost to the world, the dancing-girls with unveiled, shameless +faces, posturing for evil eyes. Nothing had changed these past six +years. Yet everything had changed. + +She saw it all as in a dream, for her mind had no time for reverie or +retrospect; it was set on one thing only. + +Yet behind the one idea possessing her there was a subconscious self +taking note of all these sights and sounds, and bringing moisture to her +eyes. Passing the house which David had occupied on that night when he +and she and Nahoum and Mizraim had met, the mist of feeling almost +blinded her; for there at the gate sat the bowab who had admitted her +then, and with apathetic eyes had watched her go, in the hour when it +seemed that she and David Claridge had bidden farewell for ever, two +driftwood spars that touched and parted in the everlasting sea. Here +again in the Palace square were Kaid's Nubians in their glittering armour +as of silver and gold, drawn up as she had seen them drawn then, to be +reviewed by their overlord. + +She swept swiftly through the streets and bazaars on her mission to +Nahoum. "Lady Eglington" had asked for an interview, and Nahoum had +granted it without delay. He did not associate her with the girl for +whom David Claridge had killed Foorgat Pey, and he sent his own carriage +to bring her to the Palace. No time had been lost, for it was less than +twenty-four hours since she had arrived in Cairo, and very soon she would +know the worst or the best. She had put her past away for the moment, +and the Duchess of Snowdon had found at Marseilles a silent, determined, +yet gentle-tongued woman, who refused to look back, or to discuss +anything vital to herself and Eglington, until what she had come to Egypt +to do was accomplished. Nor would she speak of the future, until the +present had been fully declared and she knew the fate of David Claridge. +In Cairo there were only varying rumours: that he was still holding out; +that he was lost; that he had broken through; that he was a prisoner--all +without foundation upon which she could rely. + +As she neared the Palace entrance, a female fortune-teller ran forward, +thrusting towards her a gazelle's skin, filled with the instruments of +her mystic craft, and crying out: "I divine-I reveal! What is present I +manifest! What is absent I declare! What is future I show! Beautiful +one, hear me. It is all written. To thee is greatness, and thy heart's +desire. Hear all! See! Wait for the revealing. Thou comest from afar, +but thy fortune is near. Hear and see. I divine--I reveal. Beautiful +one, what is future I show." + +Hylda's eyes looked at the poor creature eagerly, pathetically. If it +could only be, if she could but see one step ahead! If the veil could +but be lifted! She dropped some silver into the folds of the gazelle- +skin and waved the Gipsy away. "There is darkness, it is all dark, +beautiful one," cried the woman after her, "but it shall be light. I +show--I reveal!" + +Inside these Palace walls there was a revealer of more merit, as she so +well and bitterly knew. He could raise the veil--a dark and dangerous +necromancer, with a flinty heart and a hand that had waited long to +strike. Had it struck its last blow? + +Outside Nahoum's door she had a moment of utter weakness, when her knees +smote together, and her throat became parched; but before the door had +swung wide and her eyes swept the cool and shadowed room, she was as +composed as on that night long ago when she had faced the man who knew. + +Nahoum was standing in a waiting and respectful attitude as she entered. +He advanced towards her and bowed low, but stopped dumfounded, as he saw +who she was. Presently he recovered himself; but he offered no further +greeting than to place a chair for her where her face was in the shadow +and his in the light--time of crisis as it was, she noticed this and +marvelled at him. His face was as she had seen it those years ago. It +showed no change whatever. The eyes looked at her calmly, openly, with +no ulterior thought behind, as it might seem. The high, smooth forehead, +the full but firm lips, the brown, well-groomed beard, were all +indicative of a nature benevolent and refined. Where did the duplicity +lie? Her mind answered its own question on the instant; it lay in the +brain and the tongue. Both were masterly weapons, an armament so +complete that it controlled the face and eyes and outward man into a +fair semblance of honesty. The tongue--she remembered its insinuating +and adroit power, and how it had deceived the man she had come to try and +save. She must not be misled by it. She felt it was to be a struggle +between them, and she must be alert and persuasive, and match him word +for word, move for move. + +"I am happy to welcome you here, madame," he said in English. "It is +years since we met; yet time has passed you by." + +She flushed ever so slightly--compliment from Nahoum Pasha! Yet she must +not resent anything to-day; she must get what she came for, if it was +possible. What had Lacey said? "A few thousand men by parcel-post, and +some red seals-British officers." + +"We meet under different circumstances," she replied meaningly. "You +were asking a great favour then." + +"Ah, but of you, madame?" + +"I think you appealed to me when you were doubtful of the result." + +"Well, madame, it may be so--but, yes, you are right; I thought you were +Claridge Pasha's kinswoman, I remember." + +"Excellency, you said you thought I was Claridge Pasha's kinswoman." + +"And you are not?" he asked reflectively. + +He did not understand the slight change that passed over her face. His +kinswoman--Claridge Pasha's kinswoman! + +"I was not his kinswoman," she answered calmly. "You came to ask a +favour then of Claridge Pasha; your life-work to do under him. I +remember your words: 'I can aid thee in thy great task. Thou wouldst +remake our Egypt, and my heart is with you. I would rescue, not destroy. +. . . I would labour, but my master has taken away from me the anvil, +the fire, and the hammer, and I sit without the door like an armless +beggar.' Those were your words, and Claridge Pasha listened and +believed, and saved your life and gave you work; and now again you +have power greater than all others in Egypt." + +"Madame, I congratulate you on a useful memory. May it serve you as the +hill-fountain the garden in the city! Those indeed were my words. I +hear myself from your lips, and yet recognise myself, if that be not +vanity. But, madame, why have you sought me? What is it you wish to +know--to hear?" + +He looked at her innocently, as though he did not know her errand; as +though beyond, in the desert, there was no tragedy approaching--or come. + +"Excellency, you are aware that I have come to ask for news of Claridge +Pasha." She leaned forward slightly, but, apart from her tightly +interlaced fingers, it would not have been possible to know that she was +under any strain. + +"You come to me instead of to the Effendina. May I ask why, madame? +Your husband's position--I did not know you were Lord Eglington's wife-- +would entitle you to the highest consideration." + +"I knew that Nahoum Pasha would have the whole knowledge, while the +Effendina would have part only. Excellency, will you not tell me what +news You have? Is Claridge Pasha alive?" + +"Madame, I do not know. He is in the desert. He was surrounded. For +over a month there has been no word-none. He is in danger. His way by +the river was blocked. He stayed too long. He might have escaped, but +he would insist on saving the loyal natives, on remaining with them, +since he could not bring them across the desert; and the river and the +desert are silent. Nothing comes out of that furnace yonder. Nothing +comes." + +He bent his eyes upon her complacently. Her own dropped. She could not +bear that he should see the misery in them. + +"You have come to try and save him, madame. What did you expect to do? +Your Government did not strengthen my hands; your husband did nothing-- +nothing that could make it possible for me to act. There are many +nations here, alas! Your husband does not take so great an interest in +the fate of Claridge Pasha as yourself, madame." + +She ignored the insult. She had determined to endure everything, if she +might but induce this man to do the thing that could be done--if it was +not too late. Before she could frame a reply, he said urbanely: + +"But that is not to be expected. There was that between Claridge Pasha +and yourself which would induce you to do all you might do for him, to be +anxious for his welfare. Gratitude is a rare thing--as rare as the +flower of the century--aloe; but you have it, madame." + +There was no chance to misunderstand him. Foorgat Bey--he knew the +truth, and had known it all these years. + +"Excellency," she said, "if through me, Claridge Pasha--" + +"One moment, madame," he interrupted, and, opening a drawer, took out a +letter. "I think that what you would say may be found here, with much +else that you will care to know. It is the last news of Claridge Pasha-- +a letter from him. I understand all you would say to me; but he who has +most at stake has said it, and, if he failed, do you think, madame, that +you could succeed?" + +He handed her the letter with a respectful salutation. + +"In the hour he left, madame, he came to know that the name of Foorgat +Bey was not blotted from the book of Time, nor from Fate's reckoning." + +After all these years! Her instinct had been true, then, that night so +long ago. The hand that took the letter trembled slightly in spite of +her will, but it was not the disclosure Nahoum had made which caused her +agitation. This letter she held was in David Claridge's hand, the first +she had ever seen, and, maybe, the last that he had ever written, or that +any one would ever see, a document of tears. But no, there were no tears +in this letter! As Hylda read it the trembling passed from her fingers, +and a great thrilling pride possessed her. If tragedy had come, then it +had fallen like a fire from heaven, not like a pestilence rising from the +earth. Here indeed was that which justified all she had done, what she +was doing now, what she meant to do when she had read the last word of it +and the firm, clear signature beneath. + + "Excellency [the letter began in English], I came into the desert + and into the perils I find here, with your last words in my ear, + 'There is the matter of Foorgat Bey.' The time you chose to speak + was chosen well for your purpose, but ill for me. I could not turn + back, I must go on. Had I returned, of what avail? What could I do + but say what I say here, that my hand killed Foorgat Bey; that I had + not meant to kill him, though at the moment I struck I took no heed + whether he lived or died. Since you know of my sorrowful deed, you + also know why Foorgat Bey was struck down. When, as I left the bank + of the Nile, your words blinded my eyes, my mind said in its misery: + 'Now, I see!' The curtains fell away from between you and me, and I + saw all that you had done for vengeance and revenge. You knew all + on that night when you sought your life of me and the way back to + Kaid's forgiveness. I see all as though you spoke it in my ear. + You had reason to hurt me, but you had no reason for hurting Egypt, + as you have done. I did not value my life, as you know well, for it + has been flung into the midst of dangers for Egypt's sake, how + often! It was not cowardice which made me hide from you and all the + world the killing of Foorgat Bey. I desired to face the penalty, + for did not my act deny all that I had held fast from my youth up? + But there was another concerned--a girl, but a child in years, as + innocent and true a being as God has ever set among the dangers of + this life, and, by her very innocence and unsuspecting nature, so + much more in peril before such unscrupulous wiles as were used by + Foorgat Bey. + + "I have known you many years, Nahoum, and dark and cruel as your + acts have been against the work I gave my life to do, yet I think + that there was ever in you, too, the root of goodness. Men would + call your acts treacherous if they knew what you had done; and so + indeed they were; but yet I have seen you do things to others--not + to me--which could rise only from the fountain of pure waters. Was + it partly because I killed Foorgat and partly because I came to + place and influence and power, that you used me so, and all that I + did? Or was it the East at war with the West, the immemorial feud + and foray? + + "This last I will believe; for then it will seem to be something + beyond yourself--centuries of predisposition, the long stain of the + indelible--that drove you to those acts of matricide. Ay, it is + that! For, Armenian as you are, this land is your native land, and + in pulling down what I have built up--with you, Nahoum, with you-- + you have plunged the knife into the bosom of your mother. Did it + never seem to you that the work which you did with me was a good + work--the reduction of the corvee, the decrease of conscription, the + lessening of taxes of the fellah, the bridges built, the canals dug, + the seed distributed, the plague stayed, the better dwellings for + the poor in the Delta, the destruction of brigandage, the slow + blotting-out of exaction and tyranny under the kourbash, the quiet + growth of law and justice, the new industries started--did not all + these seem good to you, as you served the land with me, your great + genius for finance, ay, and your own purse, helping on the things + that were dear to me, for Egypt's sake? Giving with one hand + freely, did your soul not misgive you when you took away with the + other? + + "When you tore down my work, you were tearing down your own; for, + more than the material help I thought you gave in planning and + shaping reforms, ay, far more than all, was the feeling in me which + helped me over many a dark place, that I had you with me, that I was + not alone. I trusted you, Nahoum. A life for a life you might have + had for the asking; but a long torture and a daily weaving of the + web of treachery--that has taken more than my life; it has taken + your own, for you have killed the best part of yourself, that which + you did with me; and here in an ever-narrowing circle of death I say + to you that you will die with me. Power you have, but it will + wither in your grasp. Kaid will turn against you; for with my + failure will come a dark reaction in his mind, which feels the cloud + of doom drawing over it. Without me, with my work falling about his + ears, he will, as he did so short a time ago, turn to Sharif and + Higli and the rest; and the only comfort you will have will be that + you destroyed the life of him who killed your brother. Did you love + your brother? Nay, not more than did I, for I sent his soul into + the void, and I would gladly have gone after it to ask God for the + pardon of all his sins--and mine. Think: I hid the truth, but why? + Because a woman would suffer an unmerited scandal and shame. + Nothing could recall Foorgat Bey; but for that silence I gave my + life, for the land which was his land. Do you betray it, then? + + "And now, Nahoum, the gulf in which you sought to plunge me when you + had ruined all I did is here before me. The long deception has + nearly done its work. I know from Ebn Ezra Bey what passed between + you. They are out against me--the slave-dealers--from Senaar to + where I am. The dominion of Egypt is over here. Yet I could + restore it with a thousand men and a handful of European officers, + had I but a show of authority from Cairo, which they think has + deserted me. + + "I am shut up here with a handful of men who can fight and thousands + who cannot fight, and food grows scarcer, and my garrison is worn + and famished; but each day I hearten them with the hope that you + will send me a thousand men from Cairo. One steamer pounding here + from the north with men who bring commands from the Effendina, and + those thousands out yonder beyond my mines and moats and guns will + begin to melt away. Nahoum, think not that you shall triumph over + David Claridge. If it be God's will that I shall die here, my work + undone, then, smiling, I shall go with step that does not falter, to + live once more; and another day the work that I began will rise + again in spite of you or any man. + + "Nahoum, the killing of Foorgat Bey has been like a cloud upon all + my past. You know me, and you know I do not lie. Yet I do not + grieve that I hid the thing--it was not mine only; and if ever you + knew a good woman, and in dark moments have turned to her, glad that + she was yours, think what you would have done for her, how you would + have sheltered her against aught that might injure her, against + those things women are not made to bear. Then think that I hid the + deed for one who was a stranger to me, whose life must ever lay far + from mine, and see clearly that I did it for a woman's sake, and not + for this woman's sake; for I had never seen her till the moment I + struck Foorgat Bey into silence and the tomb. Will you not + understand, Nahoum? + + "Yonder, I see the tribes that harry me. The great guns firing make + the day a burden, the nights are ever fretted by the dangers of + surprise, and there is scarce time to bury the dead whom sickness + and the sword destroy. From the midst of it all my eyes turn to you + in Cairo, whose forgiveness I ask for the one injury I did you; + while I pray that you will seek pardon for all that you have done to + me and to those who will pass with me, if our circle is broken. + Friend, Achmet the Ropemaker is here fighting for Egypt. Art thou + less, then, than Achmet? So, God be with thee. + + "DAVID CLARIDGE." + + +Without a pause Hylda had read the letter from the first word to the +last. She was too proud to let this conspirator and traitor see what +David's words could do to her. When she read the lines concerning +herself, she became cold from head to foot, but she knew that Nahoum +never took his eyes from her face, and she gave no outward sign of what +was passing within. When she had finished it, she folded it up calmly, +her eyes dwelt for a moment on the address upon the envelope, and then +she handed it back to Nahoum without a word. She looked him in the eyes +and spoke. "He saved your life, he gave you all you had lost. It was +not his fault that Prince Kaid chose him for his chief counsellor. You +would be lying where your brother lies, were it not for Claridge Pasha." + +"It may be; but the luck was with me; and I have my way." + +She drew herself together to say what was hard to say. "Excellency, the +man who was killed deserved to die. Only by lies, only by subterfuge, +only because I was curious to see the inside of the Palace, and because I +had known him in London, did I, without a thought of indiscretion, give +myself to his care to come here. I was so young; I did not know life, or +men--or Egyptians." The last word was uttered with low scorn. + +He glanced up quickly, and for the first time she saw a gleam of malice +in his eyes. She could not feel sorry she had said it, yet she must +remove the impression if possible. + +"What Claridge Pasha did, any man would have done, Excellency. He +struck, and death was an accident. Foorgat's temple struck the corner of +a pedestal. + +"His death was instant. He would have killed Claridge Pasha if it had +been possible--he tried to do so. But, Excellency, if you have a +daughter, if you ever had a child, what would you have done if any man +had--" + +"In the East daughters are more discreet; they tempt men less," he +answered quietly, and fingered the string of beads he carried. + +"Yet you would have done as Claridge Pasha did. That it was your brother +was an accident, and--" + +"It was an accident that the penalty must fall on Claridge Pasha, and on +you, madame. I did not choose the objects of penalty. Destiny chose +them, as Destiny chose Claridge Pasha as the man who should supplant me, +who should attempt to do these mad things for Egypt against the judgment +of the world--against the judgment of your husband. Shall I have better +judgment than the chancellories of Europe and England--and Lord +Eglington?" + +"Excellency, you know what moves other nations; but it is for Egypt to +act for herself. You ask me why I did not go to the Effendina. I come +to you because I know that you could circumvent the Effendina, even +if he sent ten thousand men. It is the way in Egypt." + +"Madame, you have insight--will you not look farther still, and see that, +however good Claridge Pasha's work might be some day in the far future, +it is not good to-day. It is too soon. At the beginning of the +twentieth century, perhaps. Men pay the penalty of their mistakes. +A man's life"--he watched her closely with his wide, benevolent eyes--"is +neither here nor there, nor a few thousands, in the destiny of a nation. +A man who ventures into a lion's den must not be surprised if he goes as +Harrik went--ah, perhaps you do not know how Harrik went! A man who +tears at the foundations of a house must not be surprised if the timbers +fall on him and on his workmen. It is Destiny that Claridge Pasha should +be the slayer of my brother, and a danger to Egypt, and one whose life is +so dear to you, madame. You would have it otherwise, and so would I, but +we must take things as they are--and you see that letter. It is seven +weeks since then, and it may be that the circle has been broken. Yet it +may not be so. The circle may be smaller, but not broken." + +She felt how he was tempting her from word to word with a merciless +ingenuity; yet she kept to her purpose; and however hopeless it seemed, +she would struggle on. + +"Excellency," she said in a low, pleading tone, "has he not suffered +enough? Has he not paid the price of that life which you would not bring +back if you could? No, in those places of your mind where no one can see +lies the thought that you would not bring back Foorgat Bey. It is not an +eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth that has moved you; it has not +been love of Foorgat Bey; it has been the hatred of the East for the +West. And yet you are a Christian! Has Claridge Pasha not suffered +enough, Excellency? Have you not had your fill of revenge? Have you +not done enough to hurt a man whose only crime was that he killed a man +to save a woman, and had not meant to kill?" + +"Yet he says in his letter that the thought of killing would not have +stopped him." + +"Does one think at such a moment? Did he think? There was no time. It +was the work of an instant. Ah, Fate was not kind, Excellency! If it +had been, I should have been permitted to kill Foorgat Bey with my own +hands." + +"I should have found it hard to exact the penalty from you, madame." + +The words were uttered in so neutral a way that they were enigmatical, +and she could not take offence or be sure of his meaning. + +"Think, Excellency. Have you ever known one so selfless, so good, +so true? For humanity's sake, would you not keep alive such a man? +If there were a feud as old as Adam between your race and his, would you +not before this life of sacrifice lay down the sword and the bitter +challenge? He gave you his hand in faith and trust, because your God was +his God, your prophet and lord his prophet and lord. Such faith should +melt your heart. Can you not see that he tried to make compensation for +Foorgat's death, by giving you your life and setting you where you are +now, with power to save or kill him?" + +"You call him great; yet I am here in safety, and he is--where he is. +Have you not heard of the strife of minds and wills? He represented the +West, I the East. He was a Christian, so was I; the ground of our battle +was a fair one, and--and I have won." + +"The ground of battle fair!" she protested bitterly. "He did not know +that there was strife between you. He did not fight you. I think that +he always loved you, Excellency. He would have given his life for you, +if it had been in danger. Is there in that letter one word that any man +could wish unwritten when the world was all ended for all men? But no, +there was no strife between you--there was only hatred on your part. He +was so much greater than you that you should feel no rivalry, no strife. +The sword he carries cuts as wide as Time. You are of a petty day in a +petty land. Your mouth will soon be filled with dust, and you will be +forgotten. He will live in the history of the world. Excellency, +I plead for him because I owe him so much: he killed a man and brought +upon himself a lifelong misery for me. It is all I can do, plead to you +who know the truth about him--yes, you know the truth--to make an effort +to save him. It may be too late; but yet God may be waiting for you to +lift your hand. You said the circle may be smaller, but it may be +unbroken still. Will you not do a great thing once, and win a woman's +gratitude, and the thanks of the world, by trying to save one who makes +us think better of humanity? Will you not have the name of Nahoum Pasha +linked with his--with his who thought you were his friend? Will you not +save him?" + +He got slowly to his feet, a strange look in his eyes. "Your words are +useless. I will not save him for your sake; I will not save him for the +world's sake; I will not save him--" + +A cry of pain and grief broke from her, and she buried her face in her +hands. + +"--I will not save him for any other sake than his own." + +He paused. Slowly, as dazed as though she had received a blow, Hylda +raised her face and her hands dropped in her lap. + +"For any other sake than his own!" Her eyes gazed at him in a +bewildered, piteous way. What did he mean? His voice seemed to come +from afar off. + +"Did you think that you could save him? That I would listen to you, if I +did not listen to him? No, no, madame. Not even did he conquer me; but +something greater than himself within himself, it conquered me." + +She got to her feet gasping, her hands stretched out. "Oh, is it true-- +is it true?" she cried. + +"The West has conquered," he answered. + +"You will help him--you will try to save him?" "When, a month ago, I +read the letter you have read, I tried to save him. I sent secretly four +thousand men who were at Wady Halfa to relieve him--if it could be done; +five hundred to push forward on the quickest of the armed steamers, the +rest to follow as fast as possible. I did my best. That was a month +ago, and I am waiting--waiting and hoping, madame." + +Suddenly she broke down. Tears streamed from her eyes. She sank into +the chair, and sobs shook her from head to foot. + +"Be patient, be composed, madame," Nahoum said gently. "I have tried you +greatly--forgive me. Nay, do not weep. I have hope. We may hear from +him at any moment now," he added softly, and there was a new look in his +wide blue eyes as they were bent on her. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + +IN THE LAND OF SHINAR + + "Then I said to the angel that talked with me, Whither do these bear + the Ephah? + + "And he said unto me, To build it an house in the land of Shinar; + and it shall be established, and set there upon her own base." + + +David raised his head from the paper he was studying. He looked at Lacey +sharply. "And how many rounds of ammunition?" he asked. + +"Ten thousand, Saadat." + +"How many shells?" he continued, making notes upon the paper before him. + +"Three hundred, Saadat." + +"How many hundredweight of dourha?" "Eighty--about." + +"And how many mouths to feed?" "Five thousand." + +"How many fighters go with the mouths?" +"Nine hundred and eighty-of a kind." + +"And of the best?' + +"Well, say, five hundred." + +"Thee said six hundred three days ago, Lacey." + +"Sixty were killed or wounded on Sunday, and forty I reckon in the +others, Saadat." + +The dark eyes flashed, the lips set. "The fire was sickening--they fell +back?" + +"Well, Saadat, they reflected--at the wrong time." + +"They ran?" + +"Not back--they were slow in getting on." + +"But they fought it out?" + +"They had to--root hog, or die. You see, Saadat, in that five hundred +I'm only counting the invincibles, the up-and-at-'ems, the blind-goers +that 'd open the lid of Hell and jump in after the enemy." + +The pale face lighted. "So many! I would not have put the estimate half +so high. Not bad for a dark race fighting for they know not what!" + +"They know that all right; they are fighting for you, Saadat." + +David seemed not to hear. "Five hundred--so many, and the enemy so near, +the temptation so great." + +"The deserters are all gone to Ali Wad Hei, Saadat. For a month there +have been only the deserted." + +A hardness crept into the dark eyes. "Only the deserted!" He looked out +to where the Nile lost itself in the northern distance. "I asked Nahoum +for one thousand men, I asked England for the word which would send them. +I asked for a thousand, but even two hundred would turn the scale--the +sign that the Inglesi had behind him Cairo and London. Twenty weeks, and +nothing comes!" + +He got to his feet slowly and walked up and down the room for a moment, +glancing out occasionally towards the clump of palms which marked the +disappearance of the Nile into the desert beyond his vision. At +intervals a cannon-shot crashed upon the rarefied air, as scores of +thousands had done for months past, torturing to ear and sense and nerve. +The confused and dulled roar of voices came from the distance also; and, +looking out to the landward side, David saw a series of movements of the +besieging forces, under the Arab leader, Ali Wad Hei. Here a loosely +formed body of lancers and light cavalry cantered away towards the south, +converging upon the Nile; there a troop of heavy cavalry in glistening +mail moved nearer to the northern defences; and between, battalions of +infantry took up new positions, while batteries of guns moved nearer to +the river, curving upon the palace north and south. Suddenly David's +eyes flashed fire. He turned to Lacey eagerly. Lacey was watching with +eyes screwed up shrewdly, his forehead shining with sweat. + +"Saadat," he said suddenly, "this isn't the usual set of quadrilles. +It's the real thing. They're watching the river--waiting." + +"But south!" was David's laconic response. At the same moment he struck +a gong. An orderly entered. Giving swift instructions, he turned to +Lacey again. "Not Cairo--Darfur," he added. + +"Ebn Ezra Bey coming! Ali Wad Hei's got word from up the Nile, I guess." + +David nodded, and his face clouded. "We should have had word also," he +said sharply. + +There was a knock at the door, and Mahommed Hassan entered, supporting an +Arab, down whose haggard face blood trickled from a wound in the head, +while an arm hung limp at his side. + +"Behold, Saadat--from Ebn Ezra Bey," Mahommed said. The man drooped +beside him. + +David caught a tin cup from a shelf, poured some liquor into it, and held +it to the lips of the fainting man. "Drink," he said. The Arab drank +greedily, and, when he had finished, gave a long sigh of satisfaction. +"Let him sit," David added. + +When the man was seated on a sheepskin, the huge Mahommed squatting +behind like a sentinel, David questioned him. "What is thy name--thy +news?" he asked in Arabic. + +"I am called Feroog. I come from Ebn Ezra Bey, to whom be peace!" he +answered. "Thy messenger, Saadat, behold he died of hunger and thirst, +and his work became mine. Ebn Ezra Bey came by the river. . . ." +"He is near?" asked David impatiently. + +"He is twenty miles away." + +"Thou camest by the desert?" + +"By the desert, Saadat, as Ebn Ezra effendi comes." + +"By the desert! But thou saidst he came by the river." + +"Saadat, yonder, forty miles from where we are, the river makes a great +curve. There the effendi landed in the night with four hundred men to +march hither. But he commanded that the boats should come on slowly and +receive the attack in the river, while he came in from the desert." + +David's eye flashed. "A great device. They will be here by midnight, +then, perhaps?" + +"At midnight, Saadat, by the blessing of God." + +"How wert thou wounded?" + +"I came upon two of the enemy. They were mounted. I fought them. Upon +the horse of one I came here." + +"The other?" + +"God is merciful, Saadat. He is in the bosom of God." + +"How many men come by the river?" + +"But fifty, Saadat," was the answer, "but they have sworn by the stone in +the Kaabah not to surrender." + +"And those who come with the effendi, with Ebn Ezra Bey, are they as +those who will not surrender?" + +"Half of them are so. They were with thee, as was I, Saadat, when the +great sickness fell upon us, and were healed by thee, and afterwards +fought with thee." David nodded abstractedly, and motioned to Mahommed +to take the man away; then he said to Lacey: "How long do you think we +can hold out?" + +"We shall have more men, but also more rifles to fire, and more mouths to +fill, if Ebn Ezra gets in, Saadat." + +David raised his head. "But with more rifles to fire away your ten +thousand rounds"--he tapped the paper on the table--"and eat the eighty +hundredweight of dourha, how long can we last?" + +"If they are to fight, and with full stomachs, and to stake everything on +that one fight, then we can last two days. No more, I reckon." + +"I make it one day," answered David. "In three days we shall have no +food, and unless help comes from Cairo, we must die or surrender. It is +not well to starve on the chance of help coming, and then die fighting +with weak arms and broken spirit. Therefore, we must fight to morrow, +if Ebn Ezra gets in to-night. I think we shall fight well," he added. +"You think so?" + +"You are a born fighter, Saadat." + +A shadow fell on David's face, and his lips tightened. "I was not born a +fighter, Lacey. The day we met first no man had ever died by my hand or +by my will." + +"There are three who must die at sunset--an hour from now-by thy will, +Saadat." + +A startled look came into David's face. "Who?" he asked. + +"The Three Pashas, Saadat. They have been recaptured." + +"Recaptured!" rejoined David mechanically. + +"Achmet Pasha got them from under the very noses of the sheikhs before +sunrise this morning." + +"Achmet--Achmet Pasha!" A light came into David's face again. + +"You will keep faith with Achmet, Saadat. He risked his life to get +them. They betrayed you, and betrayed three hundred good men to death. +If they do not die, those who fight for you will say that it doesn't +matter whether men fight for you or betray you, they get the same stuff +off the same plate. If we are going to fight to-morrow, it ought to be +with a clean bill of health." + +"They served me well so long--ate at my table, fought with me. But--but +traitors must die, even as Harrik died." A stern look came into his +face. He looked round the great room slowly. "We have done our best," +he said. "I need not have failed, if there had been no treachery. . . ." + +"If it hadn't been for Nahoum!" + +David raised his head. Supreme purpose came into his bearing. A grave +smile played at his lips, as he gave that quick toss of the head which +had been a characteristic of both Eglington and himself. His eyes shone- +a steady, indomitable light. "I will not give in. I still have hope. +We are few and they are many, but the end of a battle has never been +sure. We may not fail even now. Help may come from Cairo even to- +morrow." + +"Say, somehow you've always pulled through before, Saadat. +When I've been most frightened I've perked up and stiffened my backbone, +remembering your luck. I've seen a blue funk evaporate by thinking of +how things always come your way just when the worst seems at the worst." + +David smiled as he caught up a small cane and prepared to go. Looking +out of a window, he stroked his thin, clean-shaven face with a lean +finger. Presently a movement in the desert arrested his attention. He +put a field-glass to his eyes, and scanned the field of operations +closely once more. + +"Good-good!" he burst out cheerfully. "Achmet has done the one thing +possible. The way to the north will be still open. He has flung his men +between the Nile and the enemy, and now the batteries are at work." +Opening the door, they passed out. "He has anticipated my orders," he +added. "Come, Lacey, it will be an anxious night. The moon is full, and +Ebn Ezra Bey has his work cut out--sharp work for all of us, and . . ." + +Lacey could not hear the rest of his words in the roar of the artillery. +David's steamers in the river were pouring shot into the desert where the +enemy lay, and Achmet's "friendlies" and the Egyptians were making good +their new position. As David and Lacey, fearlessly exposing themselves +to rifle fire, and taking the shortest and most dangerous route to where +Achmet fought, rode swiftly from the palace, Ebn Ezra's three steamers +appeared up the river, and came slowly down to where David's gunboats +lay. Their appearance was greeted by desperate discharges of artillery +from the forces under Ali Wad Hei, who had received word of their coming +two hours before, and had accordingly redisposed his attacking forces. +But for Achmet's sharp initiative, the boldness of the attempt to cut off +the way north and south would have succeeded, and the circle of fire and +sword would have been complete. Achmet's new position had not been +occupied before, for men were too few, and the position he had just left +was now exposed to attack. + +Never since the siege began had the foe shown such initiative and +audacity. They had relied on the pressure of famine and decimation by +sickness, the steady effects of sorties, with consequent fatalities and +desertions, to bring the Liberator of the Slaves to his knees. Ebn Ezra +Bey had sought to keep quiet the sheikhs far south, but he had been shut +up in Darffur for months, and had been in as bad a plight as David. He +had, however, broken through at last. His ruse in leaving the steamers +in the night and marching across the desert was as courageous as it was +perilous, for, if discovered before he reached the beleaguered place, +nothing could save his little force from destruction. There was one way +in from the desert to the walled town, and it was through that space +which Achmet and his men had occupied, and on which Ali Wad Hei might +now, at any moment, throw his troops. + +David's heart sank as he saw the danger. From the palace he had sent an +orderly with a command to an officer to move forward and secure the +position, but still the gap was open, and the men he had ordered to +advance remained where they were. Every minute had its crisis. + +As Lacey and himself left the town the misery of the place smote him in +the eyes. Filth, refuse, debris filled the streets. Sick and dying men +called to him from dark doorways, children and women begged for bread, +carcasses lay unburied, vultures hovering above them--his tireless +efforts had not been sufficient to cope with the daily horrors of the +siege. But there was no sign of hostility to him. Voices called +blessings on him from dark doorways, lips blanching in death commended +him to Allah, and now and then a shrill call told of a fighter who had +been laid low, but who had a spirit still unbeaten. Old men and women +stood over their cooking-pots waiting for the moment of sunset; for it +was Ramadan, and the faithful fasted during the day--as though every day +was not a fast. + +Sunset was almost come, as David left the city and galloped away +to send forces to stop the gap of danger before it was filled by the foe. +Sunset--the Three Pashas were to die at sunset! They were with Achmet, +and in a few moments they would be dead. As David and Lacey rode hard, +they suddenly saw a movement of men on foot at a distant point of the +field, and then a small mounted troop, fifty at most, detach themselves +from the larger force and, in close formation, gallop fiercely down on +the position which Achmet had left. David felt a shiver of anxiety and +apprehension as he saw this sharp, sweeping advance. Even fifty men, +well intrenched, could hold the position until the main body of Ali Wad +Hei's infantry came on. + +They rode hard, but harder still rode Ali Wad Hei's troop of daring +Arabs. Nearer and nearer they came. Suddenly from the trenches, which +they had thought deserted, David saw jets of smoke rise, and a half-dozen +of the advancing troop fell from their saddles, their riderless horses +galloping on. + +David's heart leaped: Achmet had, then, left men behind, hidden from +view; and these were now defending the position. Again came the jets of +smoke, and again more Arabs dropped from their saddles. But the others +still came on. A thousand feet away others fell. Twenty-two of the +fifty had already gone. The rest fired their rifles as they galloped. +But now, to David's relief, his own forces, which should have moved half +an hour before, were coming swiftly down to cut off the approach of Ali +Wad Hei's infantry, and he turned his horse upon the position where a +handful of men were still emptying the saddles of the impetuous enemy. +But now all that were left of the fifty were upon the trenches. Then +came the flash of swords, puffs of smoke, the thrust of lances, and +figures falling from the screaming, rearing horses. + +Lacey's pistol was in his hand, David's sword was gripped tight, as they +rushed upon the melee. Lacey's pistol snapped, and an Arab fell; again, +and another swayed in his saddle. David's sword swept down, and a +turbaned head was gashed by a mortal stroke. As he swung towards another +horseman, who had struck down a defender of the trenches, an Arab raised +himself in his saddle and flung a lance with a cry of terrible malice; +but, even as he did so, a bullet from Lacey's pistol pierced his +shoulder. The shot had been too late to stop the lance, but sufficient +to divert its course. It caught David in the flesh of the body under the +arm--a slight wound only. A few inches to the right, however, and his +day would have been done. + +The remaining Arabs turned and fled. The fight was over. As David, +dismounting, stood with dripping sword in his hand, in imagination, he +heard the voice of Kaid say to him, as it said that night when he killed +Foorgat Bey: "Hast thou never killed a man?" + +For an instant it blinded him, then he was conscious that, on the ground +at his feet, lay one of the Three Pashas who were to die at sunset. It +was sunset now, and the man was dead. Another of the Three sat upon the +ground winding his thigh with the folds of a dead Arab's turban, blood +streaming from his gashed face. The last of the trio stood before David, +stoical and attentive. For a moment David looked at the Three, the dead +man and the two living men, and then suddenly turned to where the +opposing forces were advancing. His own men were now between the +position and Ali Wad Hei's shouting fanatics. They would be able to +reach and defend the post in time. He turned and gave orders. There +were only twenty men besides the two pashas, whom his commands also +comprised. Two small guns were in place. He had them trained on that +portion of the advancing infantry of Ali Wad Hei not yet covered by his +own forces. Years of work and responsibility had made him master of many +things, and long ago he had learned the work of an artilleryman. In a +moment a shot, well directed, made a gap in the ranks of the advancing +foe. An instant afterwards a shot from the other gun fired by the +unwounded pasha, who, in his youth, had been an officer of artillery, +added to the confusion in the swerving ranks, and the force hesitated; +and now from Ebn Ezra Bey's river steamers, which had just arrived, there +came a flank fire. The force wavered. From David's gun another shot +made havoc. They turned and fell back quickly. The situation was saved. + +As if by magic the attack of the enemy all over the field ceased. By +sunset they had meant to finish this enterprise, which was to put the +besieged wholly in their hands, and then to feast after the day's +fasting. Sunset had come, and they had been foiled; but hunger demanded +the feast. The order to cease firing and retreat sounded, and three +thousand men hurried back to the cooking-pot, the sack of dourha, and the +prayer mat. Malaish, if the infidel Inglesi was not conquered to-day, +he should be beaten and captured and should die to-morrow! And yet there +were those among them who had a well-grounded apprehension that the +"Inglesi" would win in the end. + +By the trenches, where five men had died so bravely, and a traitorous +pasha had paid the full penalty of a crime and won a soldier's death, +David spoke to his living comrades. As he prepared to return to the +city, he said to the unwounded pasha: "Thou wert to die at sunset; it was +thy sentence." + +And the pasha answered: "Saadat, as for death--I am ready to die, but +have I not fought for thee?" David turned to the wounded pasha. + +"Why did Achmet Pasha spare thee?" + +"He did not spare us, Saadat. Those who fought with us but now were to +shoot us at sunset, and remain here till other troops came. Before +sunset we saw the danger, since no help came. Therefore we fought to +save this place for thee." + +David looked them in the eyes. "Ye were traitors," he said, "and for an +example it was meet that ye should die. But this that ye have done shall +be told to all who fight to-morrow, and men will know why it is I pardon +treachery. Ye shall fight again, if need be, betwixt this hour and +morning, and ye shall die, if need be. Ye are willing?" + +Both men touched their foreheads, their lips, and their breasts. +"Whether it be death or it be life, Inshallah, we are true to thee, +Saadat!" one said, and the other repeated the words after him. As they +salaamed David left them, and rode forward to the advancing forces. + +Upon the roof of the palace Mahommed Hassan watched and waited, his eyes +scanning sharply the desert to the south, his ears strained to catch that +stir of life which his accustomed ears had so often detected in the +desert, when no footsteps, marching, or noises could be heard. Below, +now in the palace, now in the defences, his master, the Saadat, planned +for the last day's effort on the morrow, gave directions to the officers, +sent commands to Achmet Pasha, arranged for the disposition of his +forces, with as strange a band of adherents and subordinates as ever men +had--adventurers, to whom adventure in their own land had brought no +profit; members of that legion of the non-reputable, to whom Cairo +offered no home; Levantines, who had fled from that underground world +where every coin of reputation is falsely minted, refugees from the storm +of the world's disapproval. There were Greeks with Austrian names; +Armenians, speaking Italian as their native tongue; Italians of +astonishing military skill, whose services were no longer required by +their offended country; French Pizarros with a romantic outlook, even in +misery, intent to find new El Dorados; Englishmen, who had cheated at +cards and had left the Horse Guards for ever behind; Egyptian intriguers, +who had been banished for being less successful than greater intriguers; +but also a band of good gallant men of every nation. + +Upon all these, during the siege, Mahommed Hassan had been a self- +appointed spy, and had indirectly added to that knowledge which made +David's decisive actions to circumvent intrigue and its consequences seem +almost supernatural. In his way Mahommed was a great man. He knew that +David would endure no spying, and it was creditable to his subtlety and +skill that he was able to warn his master, without being himself +suspected of getting information by dark means. On the palace roof +Mahommed was happy to-night. Tomorrow would be a great day, and, since +the Saadat was to control its destiny, what other end could there be but +happiness? Had not the Saadat always ridden over all that had been in +his way? Had not he, Mahommed, ever had plenty to eat and drink, and +money to send to Manfaloot to his father there, and to bribe when bribing +was needed? Truly, life was a boon! With a neboot of dom-wood across +his knees he sat in the still, moonlit night, peering into that distance +whence Ebn Ezra Bey and his men must come, the moon above tranquil and +pleasant and alluring, and the desert beneath, covered as it was with the +outrages and terrors of war, breathing softly its ancient music, that +delicate vibrant humming of the latent activities. In his uncivilised +soul Mahommed Hassan felt this murmur, and even as he sat waiting to know +whether a little army would steal out of the south like phantoms into +this circle the Saadat had drawn round him, he kept humming to himself-- +had he not been, was he not now, an Apollo to numberless houris who had +looked down at him from behind mooshrabieh screens, or waited for him in +the palm-grove or the cane-field? The words of his song were not uttered +aloud, but yet he sang them silently-- + + "Every night long and all night my spirit is moaning and crying + O dear gazelle, that has taken away my peace! + Ah! if my beloved come not, my eyes will be blinded with weeping + Moon of my joy, come to me, hark to the call of my soul!" + +Over and over he kept chanting the song. Suddenly, however, he leaned +farther forward and strained his ears. Yes, at last, away to the south- +east, there was life stirring, men moving--moving quickly. He got to his +feet slowly, still listening, stood for a moment motionless, then, with a +cry of satisfaction, dimly saw a moving mass in the white moonlight far +over by the river. Ebn Ezra Bey and his men were coming. He started +below, and met David on the way up. He waited till David had mounted the +roof, then he pointed. "Now, Saadat!" he said. + +"They have stolen in?" David peered into the misty whiteness. + +They are almost in, Saadat. Nothing can stop them now." + +"It is well done. Go and ask Ebn Ezra effendi to come hither," he said. + +Suddenly a shot was fired, then a hoarse shout came over the desert, then +there was silence again. + +"They are in, Saadat," said Mahommed Hassan. + + ....................... + +Day broke over a hazy plain. On both sides of the Nile the river mist +spread wide, and the army of Ali Wad Hei and the defending forces were +alike veiled from each other and from the desert world beyond. Down the +river for scores of miles the mist was heavy, and those who moved within +it and on the waters of the Nile could not see fifty feet ahead. Yet +through this heavy veil there broke gently a little fleet of phantom +vessels, the noise of the paddle-wheels and their propellers muffled as +they moved slowly on. Never had vessels taken such risks on the Nile +before, never had pilots trusted so to instinct, for there were sand- +banks and ugly drifts of rock here and there. A safe journey for phantom +ships; but these armed vessels, filled by men with white, eager faces and +others with dark Egyptian features, were no phantoms. They bristled with +weapons, and armed men crowded every corner of space. For full two hours +from the first streak of light they had travelled swiftly, taking chances +not to be taken save in some desperate moment. The moment was desperate +enough, if not for them. They were going to the relief of besieged men, +with a message from Nahoum Pasha to Claridge Pasha, and with succour. +They had looked for a struggle up this river as they neared the +beleaguered city; but, as they came nearer and nearer, not a gun fired at +them from the forts on the banks out of the mists. If they were heard +they still were safe from the guns, for they could not be seen, and those +on shore could not know whether they were friend or foe. Like ghostly +vessels they passed on, until at last they could hear the stir and murmur +of life along the banks of the stream. + +Boom! boom! boom! Through the mist the guns of the city were pouring +shot and shell out into Ali Wad Hei's camp, and Ali Wad Hei laughed +contemptuously. Surely now the Inglesi was altogether mad, and to-day, +this day after prayers at noon, he should be shot like a mad dog, for +yesterday's defeat had turned some of his own adherent sheikhs into angry +critics. He would not wait for starvation to compel the infidel to +surrender. He would win freedom to deal in human flesh and blood, and +make slave-markets where he willed, and win glory for the Lord Mahomet, +by putting this place to the sword; and, when it was over, he would have +the Inglesi's head carried on a pole through the city for the faithful to +mock at, a target for the filth of the streets. So, by the will of +Allah, it should be done! + +Boom! boom! boom! The Inglesi was certainly mad, for never had there +been so much firing in any long day in all the siege as in this brief +hour this morning. It was the act of a fool, to fire his shot and shell +into the mist without aim, without a clear target. Ali Wad Hei scorned +to make any reply with his guns, but sat in desultory counsel with his +sheikhs, planning what should be done when the mists had cleared away. +But yesterday evening the Arab chief had offered to give the Inglesi life +if he would surrender and become a Muslim, and swear by the Lord Mahomet; +but late in the night he had received a reply which left only one choice, +and that was to disembowel the infidel, and carry his head aloft on a +spear. The letter he had received ran thus in Arabic: + + "To Ali Wad Hei and All with Him: + + "We are here to live or to die as God wills, and not as ye will. I + have set my feet on the rock, and not by threats of any man shall I + be moved. But I say that for all the blood that ye have shed here + there will be punishment, and for the slaves which ye have slain or + sold there will be high price paid. Ye have threatened the city and + me--take us if ye can. Ye are seven to one. Why falter all these + months? If ye will not come to us, we shall come to you, rebellious + ones, who have drawn the sword against your lawful ruler, the + Effendina. + "CLARIDGE PASHA" + +It was a rhetorical document couched in the phraseology they best +understood; and if it begat derision, it also begat anger; and the +challenge David had delivered would be met when the mists had lifted from +the river and the plain. But when the first thinning of the mists began, +when the sun began to dissipate the rolling haze, Ali Wad Hei and his +rebel sheikhs were suddenly startled by rifle-fire at close quarters, by +confused noises, and the jar and roar of battle. Now the reason for the +firing of the great guns was plain. The noise was meant to cover the +advance of David's men. The little garrison, which had done no more than +issue in sorties, was now throwing its full force on the enemy in a last +desperate endeavour. It was either success or absolute destruction. +David was staking all, with the last of his food, the last of his +ammunition, the last of his hopes. All round the field the movement was +forward, till the circle had widened to the enemy's lines; while at the +old defences were only handfuls of men. With scarce a cry David's men +fell on the unprepared foe; and he himself, on a grey Arab, a mark for +any lance or spear and rifle, rode upon that point where Ali Wad Hei's +tent was set. + +But after the first onset, in which hundreds were killed, there began the +real noise of battle--fierce shouting, the shrill cries of wounded and +maddened horses as they struck with their feet, and bit as fiercely at +the fighting foe as did their masters. The mist cleared slowly, and, +when it had wholly lifted, the fight was spread over every part of the +field of siege. Ali Wad Hei's men had gathered themselves together after +the first deadly onslaught, and were fighting fiercely, shouting the +Muslim battle-cry, "Allah hu achbar!" Able to bring up reinforcements, +the great losses at first sustained were soon made up, and the sheer +weight of numbers gave them courage and advantage. By rushes with lance +and sword and rifle they were able, at last, to drive David's men back +upon their old defences with loss. Then charge upon charge ensued, and +each charge, if it cost them much, cost the besieged more, by reason of +their fewer numbers. At one point, however, the besieged became again +the attacking party. This was where Achmet Pasha had command. His men +on one side of the circle, as Ebn Ezra Bey's men on the other, fought +with a valour as desperate as the desert ever saw. But David, galloping +here and there to order, to encourage, to prevent retreat at one point, +or to urge attack at another, saw that the doom of his gallant force was +certain; for the enemy were still four to one, in spite of the carnage of +the first attack. Bullets hissed past him. One carried away a button, +one caught the tip of his ear, one pierced the fez he wore; but he felt +nothing of this, saw nothing. He was buried in the storm of battle +preparing for the end, for the final grim defence, when his men would +retreat upon the one last strong fort, and there await their fate. From +this absorption he was roused by Lacey, who came galloping towards him. + +"They've come, Saadat, they've come at last! We're saved--oh, my God, +you bet we're all right now! See! See, Saadat!" + +David saw. Five steamers carrying the Egyptian flag were bearing around +the point where the river curved below the town, and converging upon +David's small fleet. Presently the steamers opened fire, to encourage +the besieged, who replied with frenzied shouts of joy, and soon there +poured upon the sands hundreds of men in the uniform of the Effendina. +These came forward at the double, and, with a courage which nothing could +withstand, the whole circle spread out again upon the discomfited tribes +of Ali Wad Hei. Dismay, confusion, possessed the Arabs. Their river- +watchers had failed them, God had hidden His face from them; and when Ali +Wad Hei and three of his emirs turned and rode into the desert, their +forces broke and ran also, pursued by the relentless men who had suffered +the tortures of siege so long. The chase was short, however, for they +were desert folk, and they returned to loot the camp which had menaced +them so long. + +Only the new-comers, Nahoum's men, carried the hunt far; and they brought +back with them a body which their leader commanded to be brought to a +great room of the palace. Towards sunset David and Ebn Ezra Bey and +Lacey came together to this room. The folds of loose linen were lifted +from the face, and all three looked at it long in silence. At last Lacey +spoke: + +"He got what he wanted; the luck was with him. It's better than +Leperland." + +"In the bosom of Allah there is peace," said Ebn Ezra. "It is well with +Achmet." + +With misty eyes David stooped and took the dead man's hand in his for a +moment. Then he rose to his feet and turned away. + +"And Nahoum also--and Nahoum," he said presently. "Read this," he added, +and put a letter from Nahoum into Ebn Ezra's hand. + +Lacey reverently covered Achmet's face. "Say, he got what he wanted," he +said again. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + +THE LOOM OF DESTINY + +It was many a day since the Duchess of Snowdon had seen a sunrise, and +the one on which she now gazed from the deck of the dahabieh Nefert, +filled her with a strange new sense of discovery and revelation. Her +perceptions were arrested and a little confused, and yet the undercurrent +of feeling was one of delight and rejuvenation. Why did this sunrise +bring back, all at once, the day when her one lost child was born, and +she looked out of the windows of Snowdon Hall, as she lay still and +nerveless, and thought how wonderful and sweet and green was the world +she saw and the sky that walled it round? Sunrise over the Greek Temple +of Philae and the splendid ruins of a farther time towering beside it! +In her sight were the wide, islanded Nile, where Cleopatra loitered with +Antony, the foaming, crashing cataracts above, the great quarries from +which ancient temples had been hewed, unfinished obelisks and vast blocks +of stone left where bygone workmen had forsaken them, when the invader +came and another dynasty disappeared into that partial oblivion from +which the Egyptian still emerges triumphant over all his conquerors, +unchanged in form and feature. Something of its meaning got into her +mind. + +"I wonder what Windlehurst would think of it. He always had an eye for +things like that," she murmured; and then caught her breath, as she +added: "He always liked beauty." She looked at her wrinkled, childish +hands. "But sunsets never grow old," she continued, with no apparent +relevance. "La, la, we were young once!" + +Her eyes were lost again in the pinkish glow spreading over the grey- +brown sand of the desert, over the palm-covered island near. "And now +it's others' turn, or ought to be," she murmured. + +She looked to where, not far away, Hylda stood leaning over the railing +of the dahabieh, her eyes fixed in reverie on the farthest horizon line +of the unpeopled, untravelled plain of sand. + +"No, poor thing, it's not her turn," she added, as Hylda, with a long +sigh, turned and went below. Tears gathered in her pale blue eyes. "Not +yet--with Eglington alive. And perhaps it would be best if the other +never came back. I could have made the world better worth living in if +I had had the chance--and I wouldn't have been a duchess! La! La!" + +She relapsed into reverie, an uncommon experience for her; and her mind +floated indefinitely from one thing to another, while she was half +conscious of the smell of coffee permeating the air, and of the low +resonant notes of the Nubian boys, as, with locked shoulders, they +scrubbed the decks of a dahabieh near by with hempshod feet. + +Presently, however, she was conscious of another sound--the soft clip of +oars, joined to the guttural, explosive song of native rowers; and, +leaning over the rail, she saw a boat draw alongside the Nefert. From it +came the figure of Nahoum Pasha, who stepped briskly on deck, in his +handsome face a light which flashed an instant meaning to her. + +"I know--I know! Claridge Pasha--you have heard?" she said excitedly, +as he came to her. + +He smiled and nodded. "A messenger has arrived. Within a few hours he +should be here." + +"Then it was all false that he was wounded--ah, that horrible story of +his death!" + +"Bismillah, it was not all false! The night before the great battle he +was slightly wounded in the side. He neglected it, and fever came on; +but he survived. His first messengers to us were killed, and that is why +the news of the relief came so late. But all is well at last. I have +come to say so to Lady Eglington--even before I went to the Effendina." +He made a gesture towards a huge and gaily-caparisoned dahabieh not far +away. "Kaid was right about coming here. His health is better. He +never doubted Claridge Pasha's return; it was une idee fixe. He believes +a magic hand protects the Saadat, and that, adhering to him, he himself +will carry high the flower of good fortune and live for ever. Kismet! I +will not wait to see Lady Eglington. I beg to offer to her my +congratulations on the triumph of her countryman." + +His words had no ulterior note; but there was a shadow in his eyes which +in one not an Oriental would have seemed sympathy. + +"Pasha, Pasha!" the Duchess called after him, as he turned to leave; +"tell me, is there any news from England--from the Government?" + +"From Lord Eglington? No," Nahoum answered meaningly. "I wrote to him. +Did the English Government desire to send a message to Claridge Pasha, +if the relief was accomplished? That is what I asked. But there is no +word. Malaish, Egypt will welcome him!" + +She followed his eyes. Two score of dahabiehs lay along the banks of the +Nile, and on the shore were encampments of soldiers, while flags were +flying everywhere. Egypt had followed the lead of the Effendina. +Claridge Pasha's star was in its zenith. + +As Nahoum's boat was rowed away, Hylda came on deck again, and the +Duchess hastened to her. Hylda caught the look in her face. "What has +happened? Is there news? Who has been here?" she asked. + +The Duchess took her hands. "Nahoum has gone to tell Prince Kaid. He +came to you with the good news first," she said with a flutter. + +She felt Hylda's hands turn cold. A kind of mist filled the dark eyes, +and the slim, beautiful figure swayed slightly. An instant only, and +then the lips smiled, and Hylda said in a quavering voice: "They will be +so glad in England." + +"Yes, yes, my darling, that is what Nahoum said." She gave Nahoum's +message to her. "Now they'll make him a peer, I suppose, after having +deserted him. So English!" + +She did not understand why Hylda's hands trembled so, why so strange a +look came into her face, but, in an instant, the rare and appealing eyes +shone again with a light of agitated joy, and suddenly Hylda leaned over +and kissed her cheek. + +"Smell the coffee," she said with assumed gaiety. "Doesn't fair-and- +sixty want her breakfast? Sunrise is a splendid tonic." She laughed +feverishly. + +"My darling, I hadn't seen the sun rise in thirty years, not since the +night I first met Windlehurst at a Foreign Office ball." + +"You have always been great friends?" Hylda stole a look at her. + +"That's the queer part of it; I was so stupid, and he so clever. But +Windlehurst has a way of letting himself down to your level. He always +called me Betty after my boy died, just as if I was his equal. La, la, +but I was proud when he first called me that--the Prime Minister of +England. I'm going to watch the sun rise again to-morrow, my darling. I +didn't know it was so beautiful, and gave one such an appetite." She +broke a piece of bread, and, not waiting to butter it, almost stuffed it +into her mouth. + +Hylda leaned over and pressed her arm. "What a good mother Betty it is!" +she said tenderly. + +Presently they were startled by the shrill screaming of a steamer +whistle, followed by the churning of the paddles, as she drove past and +drew to the bank near them. + +"It is a steamer from Cairo, with letters, no doubt," said Hylda; and the +Duchess nodded assent, and covertly noted her look, for she knew that no +letters had arrived from Eglington since Hylda had left England. + +A half-hour later, as the Duchess sat on deck, a great straw hat tied +under her chin with pale-blue ribbons, like a child of twelve, she was +startled by seeing the figure of a farmer-looking person with a shock of +grey-red hair, a red face, and with great blue eyes, appear before her in +the charge of Hylda's dragoman. + +"This has come to speak with my lady," the dragoman said, "but my lady is +riding into the desert there." He pointed to the sands. + +The Duchess motioned the dragoman away, and scanned the face of the new- +comer shrewdly. Where had she seen this strange-looking English peasant, +with the rolling walk of a sailor? + +"What is your name, and where do you come from?" she asked, not without +anxiety, for there was something ominous and suggestive in the old man's +face. + +"I come from Hamley, in England, and my name is Soolsby, your grace. I +come to see my Lady Eglington." + +Now she remembered him. She had seen him in Hamley more than once. + +"You have come far; have you important news for her ladyship? Is there +anything wrong?" she asked with apparent composure, but with heavy +premonition. + +"Ay, news that counts, I bring," answered Soolsby, "or I hadn't come this +long way. 'Tis a long way at sixty-five." + +"Well, yes, at our age it is a long way," rejoined the Duchess in a +friendly voice, suddenly waving away the intervening air of class, for +she was half a peasant at heart. + +"Ay, and we both come for the same end, I suppose," Soolsby added; "and a +costly business it is. But what matters, so be that you help her +ladyship and I help Our Man." + +"And who is 'Our Man'?" was the rejoinder. "Him that's coming safe here +from the South--David Claridge," he answered. "Ay, 'twas the first thing +I heard when I landed here, me that be come all these thousand miles to +see him, if so be he was alive." Just then he caught sight of Kate +Heaver climbing the stair to the deck where they were. His face flushed; +he hurried forward and gripped her by the arm, as her feet touched the +upper deck. "Kate-ay, 'tis Kate!" he cried. Then he let go her arm and +caught a hand in both of his and fondled it. "Ay, ay, 'tis Kate!" "What +is it brings you, Soolsby?" Kate asked anxiously. + +"'Tis not Jasper, and 'tis not the drink-ay, I've been sober since, ever +since, Kate, lass," he answered stoutly. "Quick, quick, tell me what it +is!" she said, frowning. "You've not come here for naught, Soolsby." + +Still holding her hand, he leaned over and whispered in her ear. For an +instant she stood as though transfixed, and then, with a curious muffled +cry, broke away from him and turned to go below. + +"Keep your mouth shut, lass, till proper time," he called after her, as +she descended the steps hastily again. Then he came slowly back to the +Duchess. + +He looked her in the face--he was so little like a peasant, so much more +like a sailor here with his feet on the deck of a floating thing. "Your +grace is a good friend to her ladyship," he said at last deliberately, +"and 'tis well that you tell her ladyship. As good a friend to her +you've been, I doubt not, as that I've been to him that's coming from +beyond and away." + +"Go on, man, go on. I want to know what startled Heaver yonder, what you +have come to say." + +"I beg pardon, your grace. One doesn't keep good news waiting, and 'tis +not good news for her ladyship I bring, even if it be for Claridge Pasha, +for there was no love lost 'twixt him and second-best lordship that's +gone." + +"Speak, man, speak it out, and no more riddles," she interrupted sharply. + +"Then, he that was my Lord Eglington is gone foreign--he is dead," he +said slowly. + +The Duchess fell back in her chair. For an instant the desert, the +temples, the palms, the Nile waters faded, and she was in some middle +world, in which Soolsby's voice seemed coming muffled and deep across a +dark flood; then she recovered herself, and gave a little cry, not unlike +that which Kate gave a few moments before, partly of pain, partly of +relief. + +"Ay, he's dead and buried, too, and in the Quaker churchyard. Miss +Claridge would have it so. And none in Hamley said nay, not one." + +The Duchess murmured to herself. Eglington was dead--Eglington was dead +--Eglington was dead! And David Claridge was coming out of the desert, +was coming to-day-now! + +"How did it happen?" she asked, faintly, at last. + +"Things went wrong wi' him--bad wrong in Parliament and everywhere, and +he didn't take it well. He stood the world off like-ay, he had no temper +for black days. He shut himself up at Hamley in his chemical place, like +his father, like his father before him. When the week-end came, there he +was all day and night among his bottles and jars and wires. He was after +summat big in experiment for explosives, so the papers said, and so he +said himself before he died, to Miss Claridge--ay, 'twas her he deceived +and treated cruel, that come to him when he was shattered by his +experimenting. No patience, he had at last--and reckless in his chemical +place, and didn't realise what his hands was doing. 'Twas so he told +her, that forgave him all his deceit, and held him in her arms when he +died. Not many words he had to speak; but he did say that he had never +done any good to any one--ay, I was standing near behind his bed and +heard all, for I was thinking of her alone with him, and so I would be +with her, and she would have it so. Ay, and he said that he had misused +cruel her that had loved him, her ladyship, that's here. He said he +had misused her because he had never loved her truly, only pride and +vainglory being in his heart. Then he spoke summat to her that was there +to forgive him and help him over the stile 'twixt this field and it +that's Beyond and Away, which made her cry out in pain and say that he +must fix his thoughts on other things. And she prayed out loud for him, +for he would have no parson there. She prayed and prayed as never priest +or parson prayed, and at last he got quiet and still, and, when she +stopped praying, he did not speak or open his eyes for a longish while. +But when the old clock on the stable was striking twelve, he opened his +eyes wide, and when it had stopped, he said: 'It is always twelve by the +clock that stops at noon. I've done no good. I've earned my end.' He +looked as though he was waiting for the clock to go on striking, half +raising himself up in bed, with Miss Faith's arm under his head. He +whispered to her then--he couldn't speak by this time. 'It's twelve +o'clock,' he said. Then there came some words I've heard the priest say +at Mass, 'Vanitas, Vanitatum,'--that was what he said. And her he'd lied +to, there with him, laying his head down on the pillow, as if he was her +child going to sleep. So, too, she had him buried by her father, in the +Quaker burying-ground--ay, she is a saint on earth, I warrant." + +For a moment after he had stopped the Duchess did not speak, but kept +untying and tying the blue ribbons under her chin, her faded eyes still +fastened on him, burning with the flame of an emotion which made them +dark and young again. + +"So, it's all over," she said, as though to herself. "They were all +alike, from old Broadbrim, the grandfather, down to this one, and back to +William the Conqueror." + +"Like as peas in a pod," exclaimed Soolsby--"all but one, all but one, +and never satisfied with what was in their own garden, but peeking, +peeking beyond the hedge, and climbing and getting a fall. That's what +they've always been evermore." + +His words aroused the Duchess, and the air became a little colder about +her-after all, the division between the classes and the masses must be +kept, and the Eglingtons were no upstarts. "You will say nothing about +this till I give you leave to speak," she commanded. "I must tell her +ladyship." + +Soolsby drew himself up a little, nettled at her tone. "It is your +grace's place to tell her ladyship," he responded; "but I've taken ten +years' savings to come to Egypt, and not to do any one harm, but good, +if so be I might." + +The Duchess relented at once. She got to her feet as quickly as she +could, and held out her hand to him. "You are a good man, and a friend +worth having, I know, and I shall like you to be my friend, Mr. Soolsby," +she said impulsively. + +He took her hand and shook it awkwardly, his lips working. "Your grace, +I understand. I've got naught to live for except my friends. Money's +naught, naught's naught, if there isn't a friend to feel a crunch at his +heart when summat bad happens to you. I'd take my affydavy that there's +no better friend in the world than your grace." + +She smiled at him. "And so we are friends, aren't we? And I am to tell +her ladyship, and you are to say 'naught.' + +"But to the Egyptian, to him, your grace, it is my place to speak--to +Claridge Pasha, when he comes." The Duchess looked at him quizzically. +"How does Lord Eglington's death concern Claridge Pasha?" she asked +rather anxiously. Had there been gossip about Hylda? Had the public got +a hint of the true story of her flight, in spite of all Windlehurst had +done? Was Hylda's name smirched, now, when all would be set right? Had +everything come too late, as it were? + +"There's two ways that his lordship's death concerns Claridge Pasha," +answered Soolsby shrewdly, for though he guessed the truth concerning +Hylda and David, his was not a leaking tongue. "There's two ways it +touches him. There'll be a new man in the Foreign Office--Lord Eglington +was always against Claridge Pasha; and there's matters of land betwixt +the two estates--matters of land that's got to be settled now," he +continued, with determined and successful evasion. + +The Duchess was deceived. "But you will not tell Claridge Pasha until I +have told her ladyship and I give you leave? Promise that," she urged. + +"I will not tell him until then," he answered. "Look, look, your grace," +he added, suddenly pointing towards the southern horizon, "there he +comes! Ay, 'tis Our Man, I doubt not--Our Man evermore!" + +Miles away there appeared on the horizon a dozen camels being ridden +towards Assouan. + +"Our Man evermore," repeated the Duchess, with a trembling smile. "Yes, +it is surely he. See, the soldiers are moving. They're going to ride +out to meet him." She made a gesture towards the far shore where Kaid's +men were saddling their horses, and to Nahoum's and Kaid's dahabiehs, +where there was a great stir. + +"There's one from Hamley will meet them first," Soolsby said, and pointed +to where Hylda, in the desert, was riding towards the camels coming out +of the south. + +The Duchess threw up her hands. "Dear me, dear me," she said in +distress, "if she only knew!" + +"There's thousands of women that'd ride out mad to meet him," said +Soolsby carefully; "women that likes to see an Englishman that's done his +duty--ay, women and men, that'd ride hard to welcome him back from the +grave. Her ladyship's as good a patriot as any," he added, watching the +Duchess out of the corners of his eyes, his face turned to the desert. + +The Duchess looked at him quizzically, and was satisfied with her +scrutiny. "You're a man of sense," she replied brusquely, and gathered +up her skirts. "Find me a horse or a donkey, and I'll go too," she added +whimsically. "Patriotism is such a nice sentiment." + +For David and Lacey the morning had broken upon a new earth. Whatever of +toil and tribulation the future held in store, this day marked a step +forward in the work to which David had set his life. A way had been +cloven through the bloody palisades of barbarism, and though the dark +races might seek to hold back the forces which drain the fens, and build +the bridges, and make the desert blossom as the rose, which give liberty +and preserve life, the good end was sure and near, whatever of rebellion +and disorder and treachery intervened. This was the larger, graver +issue; but they felt a spring in the blood, and their hearts were +leaping, because of the thought that soon they would clasp hands again +with all from which they had been exiled. + +"Say, Saadat, think of it: a bed with four feet, and linen sheets, and +sleeping till any time in the morning, and, If you please, sir, +breakfast's on the table.' Say, it's great, and we're in it!" + +David smiled. "Thee did very well, friend, without such luxuries. Thee +is not skin and bone." + +Lacey mopped his forehead. "Well, I've put on a layer or two since the +relief. It's being scared that takes the flesh off me. I never was +intended for the 'stricken field.' Poetry and the hearth-stone was my +real vocation--and a bit of silver mining to blow off steam with," he +added with a chuckle. + +David laughed and tapped his arm. "That is an old story now, thy +cowardice. Thee should be more original. + +"It's worth not being original, Saadat, to hear you thee and thou me as +you used to do. It's like old times--the oldest, first times. You've +changed a lot, Saadat." + +"Not in anything that matters, I hope." + +"Not in anything that matters to any one that matters. To me it's the +same as it ever was, only more so. It isn't that, for you are you. But +you've had disappointment, trouble, hard nuts to crack, and all you could +do to escape the rocks being rolled down the Egyptian hill onto you; and +it's left its mark." + +"Am I grown so different?" + +Lacey's face shone under the look that was turned towards him. "Say, +Saadat, you're the same old red sandstone; but I missed the thee and +thou. I sort of hankered after it; it gets me where I'm at home with +myself." + +David laughed drily. "Well, perhaps I've missed something in you. Thee +never says now--not since thee went south a year ago, 'Well, give my love +to the girls.' Something has left its mark, friend," he added teasingly; +for his spirits were boyish to-day; he was living in the present. There +had gone from his eyes and from the lines of his figure the melancholy +which Hylda had remarked when he was in England. + +"Well, now, I never noticed," rejoined Lacey. "That's got me. Looks as +if I wasn't as friendly as I used to be, doesn't it? But I am--I am, +Saadat." + +"I thought that the widow in Cairo, perhaps--" Lacey chuckled. "Say, +perhaps it was--cute as she can be, maybe, wouldn't like it, might be +prejudiced." + +Suddenly David turned sharply to Lacey. "Thee spoke of silver mining +just now. I owe thee something like two hundred thousand pounds, I +think--Egypt and I." + +Lacey winked whimsically at himself under the rim of his helmet. "Are +you drawing back from those concessions, Saadat?" he asked with apparent +ruefulness. + +"Drawing back? No! But does thee think they are worth--" + +Lacey assumed an injured air. "If a man that's made as much money as me +can't be trusted to look after a business proposition--" + +"Oh, well, then!" + +"Say, Saadat, I don't want you to think I've taken a mean advantage of +you; and if--" + +David hastened to put the matter right. "No, no; thee must be the +judge!" He smiled sceptically. "In any case, thee has done a good deed +in a great way, and it will do thee no harm in the end. In one way the +investment will pay a long interest, as long as the history of Egypt +runs. Ah, see, the houses of Assouan, the palms, the river, the masts of +the dahabiehs!" + +Lacey quickened his camel's steps, and stretched out a hand to the +inviting distance. "'My, it's great," he said, and his eyes were +blinking with tears. Presently he pointed. "There's a woman riding to +meet us, Saa dat. Golly, can't she ride! She means to be in it--to +salute the returning brave." + +He did not glance at David. If he had done so, he would have seen that +David's face had taken on a strange look, just such a look as it wore +that night in the monastery when he saw Hylda in a vision and heard her +say: "Speak, speak to me!" + +There had shot into David's mind the conviction that the woman riding +towards them was Hylda. Hylda, the first to welcome him back, Hylda-- +Lady Eglington! Suddenly his face appeared to tighten and grow thin. +It was all joy and torture at once. He had fought this fight out with +himself--had he not done so? Had he not closed his heart to all but duty +and Egypt? Yet there she was riding out of the old life, out of Hamley, +and England, and all that had happened in Cairo, to meet him. Nearer and +nearer she came. He could not see the face, but yet he knew. He +quickened his camel and drew ahead of Lacey. Lacey did not understand, +he did not recognise Hylda as yet; but he knew by instinct the Saadat's +wishes, and he motioned the others to ride more slowly, while he and they +watched horsemen coming out from Assouan towards them. + +David urged his camel on. Presently he could distinguish the features of +the woman riding towards him. It was Hylda. His presentiment, his +instinct had been right. His heart beat tumultuously, his hand trembled, +he grew suddenly weak; but he summoned up his will, and ruled himself to +something like composure. This, then, was his home-coming from the far +miseries and trials and battle-fields--to see her face before all others, +to hear her voice first. What miracle had brought this thing to pass, +this beautiful, bitter, forbidden thing? Forbidden! Whatever the cause +of her coming, she must not see what he felt for her. He must deal +fairly by her and by Eglington; he must be true to that real self which +had emerged from the fiery trial in the monastery. Bronzed as he was, +his face showed no paleness; but, as he drew near her, it grew pinched +and wan from the effort at self-control. He set his lips and rode on, +until he could see her eyes looking into his--eyes full of that which he +had never seen in any eyes in all the world. + +What had been her feelings during that ride in the desert? She had not +meant to go out to meet him. After she heard that he was coming, her +desire was to get away from all the rest of the world, and be alone with +her thoughts. He was coming, he was safe, and her work was done. What +she had set out to do was accomplished--to bring him back, if it was +God's will, out of the jaws of death, for England's sake, for the world's +sake, for his sake, for her own sake. For her own sake? Yes, yes, in +spite of all, for her own sake. Whatever lay before, now, for this one +hour, for this moment of meeting he should be hers. But meet him, where? +Before all the world, with a smile of conventional welcome on her lips, +with the same hand-clasp that any friend and lover of humanity would give +him? + +The desert air blew on her face, keen, sweet, vibrant, thrilling. What +he had heard that night at the monastery, the humming life of the land of +white fire--the desert, the million looms of all the weavers of the world +weaving, this she heard in the sunlight, with the sand rising like surf +behind her horse's heels. The misery and the tyranny and the unrequited +love were all behind her, the disillusion and the loss and the undeserved +insult to her womanhood--all, all were sunk away into the unredeemable +past. Here, in Egypt, where she had first felt the stir of life's +passion and pain and penalty, here, now, she lost herself in a beautiful, +buoyant dream. She was riding out to meet the one man of all men, hero, +crusader, rescuer--ah, that dreadful night in the Palace, and Foorgat's +face! But he was coming, who had made her live, to whom she had called, +to whom her soul had spoken in its grief and misery. Had she ever done +aught to shame the best that was in herself--and had she not been sorely +tempted? Had she not striven to love Eglington even when the worst was +come, not alone at her own soul's command, but because she knew that this +man would have it so? Broken by her own sorrow, she had left England, +Eglington--all, to keep her pledge to help him in his hour of need, to +try and save him to the world, if that might be. So she had come to +Nahoum, who was binding him down on the bed of torture and of death. And +yet, alas! not herself had conquered Nahoum, but David, as Nahoum had +said. She herself had not done this one thing which would have +compensated for all that she had suffered. This had not been permitted; +but it remained that she had come here to do it, and perhaps he would +understand when he saw her. + +Yes, she knew he would understand! She flung up her head to the sun and +the pulse-stirring air, and, as she did so, she saw his cavalcade +approaching. She was sure it was he, even when he was far off, by the +same sure instinct that convinced him. For an instant she hesitated. +She would turn back, and meet him with the crowd. Then she looked +around. The desert was deserted by all save herself and himself and +those who were with him. No. Her mind was made up. She would ride +forward. She would be the first to welcome him back to life and the +world. He and she would meet alone in the desert. For one minute they +would be alone, they two, with the world afar, they two, to meet, to +greet--and to part. Out of all that Fate had to give of sorrow and loss, +this one delectable moment, no matter what came after. + +"David!" she cried with beating heart, and rode on, harder and harder. + +Now she saw him ride ahead of the others. Ah, he knew that it was she, +though he could not see her face! Nearer and nearer. Now they looked +into each other's eyes. + +She saw him stop his camel and make it kneel for the dismounting. She +stopped her horse also, and slid to the ground, and stood waiting, one +hand upon the horse's neck. He hastened forward, then stood still, a few +feet away, his eyes on hers, his helmet off, his brown hair, brown as +when she first saw it--peril and hardship had not thinned or greyed it. +For a moment they stood so, for a moment of revealing and understanding, +but speechless; and then, suddenly, and with a smile infinitely touching, +she said, as he had heard her say in the monastery--the very words: + +"Speak--speak to me!" + +He took her hand in his. "There is no need--I have said all," he +answered, happiness and trouble at once in his eyes. Then his face +grew calmer. "Thee has made it worth while living on," he added. + +She was gaining control of herself also. "I said that I would come +when I was needed," she answered less, tremblingly. + +"Thee came alone?" he asked gently. + +"From Assouan, yes," she said in a voice still unsteady. "I was riding +out to be by myself, and then I saw you coming, and I rode on. I thought +I should like to be the first to say: 'Well done,' and 'God bless you!'" + +He drew in a long breath, then looked at her keenly. "Lord Eglington is +in Egypt also?" he asked. + +Her face did not change. She looked him in the eyes. + +"No, Eglington would not come to help you. I came to Nahoum, as I said +I would." + +"Thee has a good memory," he rejoined simply. "I am a good friend," she +answered, then suddenly her face flushed up, her breast panted, her eyes +shone with a brightness almost intolerable to him, and he said in a low, +shaking voice: + +"It is all fighting, all fighting. We have done our best; and thee has +made all possible." + +"David!" she said in a voice scarce above a whisper. + +"Thee and me have far to go," he said in a voice not louder than her own, +"but our ways may not be the same." + +She understood, and a newer life leaped up in her. She knew that he +loved her--that was sufficient; the rest would be easier now. Sacrifice, +all, would be easier. To part, yes, and for evermore; but to know that +she had been truly loved--who could rob her of that? + +"See," she said lightly, "your people are waiting--and there, why, there +is my cousin Lacey. Tom, oh, Cousin Tom!" she called eagerly. + +Lacey rode down on them. "I swan, but I'm glad," he said, as he dropped +from his horse. "Cousin Hylda, I'm blest if I don't feel as if I could +sing like Aunt Melissa." + +"You may kiss me, Cousin Tom," she said, as she took his hands in hers. + +He flushed, was embarrassed, then snatched a kiss from her cheek. "Say, +I'm in it, ain't I? And you were in it first, eh, Cousin Hylda? The +rest are nowhere--there they come from Assouan, Kaid, Nahoum, and the +Nubians. Look at 'em glisten!" + +A hundred of Kaid's Nubians in their glittering armour made three sides +of a quickly moving square, in the centre of which, and a little ahead, +rode Kaid and Nahoum, while behind the square-in parade and gala dress- +trooped hundreds of soldiers and Egyptians and natives. + +Swiftly the two cavalcades approached each other, the desert ringing with +the cries of the Bedouins, the Nubians, and the fellaheen. They met on +an upland of sand, from which the wide valley of the Nile and its wild +cataracts could be seen. As men meet who parted yesterday, Kaid, Nahoum, +and David met, but Kaid's first quiet words to David had behind them a +world of meaning: + +"I also have come back, Saadat, to whom be the bread that never moulds +and the water that never stales!" he said, with a look in his face which +had not been there for many a day. Superstition had set its mark on him +--on Claridge Pasha's safety depended his own, that was his belief; and +the look of this thin, bronzed face, with its living fire, gave him vital +assurance of length of days. + +And David answered: "May thy life be the nursling of Time, Effendina. +I bring the tribute of the rebel lions once more to thy hand. What was +thine, and was lost, is thine once more. Peace and salaam!" Between +Nahoum and David there were no words at first at all. They shook hands +like Englishmen, looking into each other's eyes, and with pride of what +Nahoum, once, in his duplicity, had called "perfect friendship." + +Lacey thought of this now as he looked on; and not without a sense of +irony, he said under his breath, "Almost thou persuadest me to be a +Christian!" + +But in Hylda's look, as it met Nahoum's, there was no doubt--what woman +doubts the convert whom she thinks she has helped to make? Meanwhile, +the Nubians smote their mailed breasts with their swords in honour of +David and Kaid. + +Under the gleaming moon, the exquisite temple of Philae perched on its +high rock above the river, the fires on the shore, the masts of the +dahabiehs twinkling with lights, and the barbarous songs floating across +the water, gave the feeling of past centuries to the scene. From the +splendid boat which Kaid had placed at his disposal David looked out upon +it all, with emotions not yet wholly mastered by the true estimate of +what this day had brought to him. With a mind unsettled he listened to +the natives in the forepart of the boat and on the shore, beating the +darabukkeh and playing the kemengeh. Yet it was moving in a mist and on +a flood of greater happiness than he had ever known. + +He did not know as yet that Eglington was gone for ever. He did not know +that the winds of time had already swept away all traces of the house of +ambition which Eglington had sought to build; and that his nimble tongue +and untrustworthy mind would never more delude and charm, and wanton with +truth. He did not know, but within the past hour Hylda knew; and now out +of the night Soolsby came to tell him. + +He was roused from his reverie by Soolsby's voice saying: "Hast nowt to +say to me, Egyptian?" + +It startled him, sounded ghostly in the moonlight; for why should he hear +Soolsby's voice on the confines of Egypt? But Soolsby came nearer, and +stood where the moonlight fell upon him, hat in hand, a rustic modern +figure in this Oriental world. + +David sprang to his feet and grasped the old man by the shoulders. +"Soolsby, Soolsby," he said, with a strange plaintive-note in his voice, +yet gladly, too. "Soolsby, thee is come here to welcome me! But has +she not come--Miss Claridge, Soolsby?" + +He longed for that true heart which had never failed him, the simple soul +whose life had been filled by thought and care of him, and whose every +act had for its background the love of sister for brother--for that was +their relation in every usual meaning--who, too frail and broken to come +to him now, waited for him by the old hearthstone. And so Soolsby, in +his own way, made him understand; for who knew them both better than this +old man, who had shared in David's destiny since the fatal day when Lord +Eglington had married Mercy Claridge in secret, had set in motion a long +line of tragic happenings? + +"Ay, she would have come, she would have come," Soolsby answered, "but +she was not fit for the journey, and there was little time, my lord." + +"Why did thee come, Soolsby? Only to welcome me back?" + +"I come to bring you back to England, to your duty there, my lord." + +The first time Soolsby had used the words "my lord," David had scarcely +noticed it, but its repetition struck him strangely. + +"Here, sometimes they call me Pasha and Saadat, but I am not 'my lord,'" +he said. + +"Ay, but you are my lord, Egyptian, as sure as I've kept my word to you +that I'd drink no more, ay, on my sacred honour. So you are my lord; you +are Lord Eglington, my lord." + +David stood rigid and almost unblinking as Soolsby told his tale, +beginning with the story of Eglington's death, and going back all the +years to the day of Mercy Claridge's marriage. + +"And him that never was Lord Eglington, your own father's son, is dead +and gone, my lord; and you are come into your rights at last." This was +the end of the tale. + +For a long time David stood looking into the sparkling night before him, +speechless and unmoving, his hands clasped behind him, his head bent +forward, as though in a dream. + +How, all in an instant, had life changed for him! How had Soolsby's tale +of Eglington's death filled him with a pity deeper than he had ever felt- +the futile, bitter, unaccomplished life, the audacious, brilliant genius +quenched, a genius got from the same source as his own resistless energy +and imagination, from the same wild spring. Gone--all gone, with only +pity to cover him, unloved, unloving, unbemoaned, save by the Quaker girl +whose true spirit he had hurt, save by the wife whom he had cruelly +wronged and tortured; and pity was the thing that moved them both, +unfathomable and almost maternal, in that sense of motherhood which, +in spite of love or passion, is behind both, behind all, in every true +woman's life. + +At last David spoke. + +"Who knows of all this--of who I am, Soolsby?" + +"Lady Eglington and myself, my lord." + +"Only she and you?" + +"Only us two, Egyptian." + +"Then let it be so--for ever." + +Soolsby was startled, dumfounded. + +"But you will take your title and estates, my lord; you will take the +place which is your own." + +"And prove my grandfather wrong? Had he not enough sorrow? And change +my life, all to please thee, Soolsby?" + +He took the old man's shoulders in his hands again. "Thee has done thy +duty as few in this world, Soolsby, and given friendship such as few +give. But thee must be content. I am David Claridge, and so shall +remain ever." + +"Then, since he has no male kin, the title dies, and all that's his will +go to her ladyship," Soolsby rejoined sourly. + +"Does thee grudge her ladyship what was his?" + +"I grudge her what is yours, my lord--" + +Suddenly Soolsby paused, as though a new thought had come to him, and he +nodded to himself in satisfaction. "Well, since you will have it so, it +will be so, Egyptian; but it is a queer fuddle, all of it; and where's +the way out, tell me that, my lord?" + +David spoke impatiently. "Call me 'my lord' no more. . . . But I +will go back to England to her that's waiting at the Red Mansion, and you +will remember, Soolsby--" + +Slowly the great flotilla of dahabiehs floated with the strong current +down towards Cairo, the great sails swelling to the breeze that blew from +the Libyan Hills. Along the bank of the Nile thousands of Arabs and +fellaheen crowded to welcome "the Saadat," bringing gifts of dates and +eggs and fowls and dourha and sweetmeats, and linen cloth; and even in +the darkness and in the trouble that was on her, and the harrowing regret +that she had not been with Eglington in his last hour--she little knew +what Eglington had said to Faith in that last hour--Hylda's heart was +soothed by the long, loud tribute paid to David. + +As she sat in the evening light, David and Lacey came, and were received +by the Duchess of Snowdon, who could only say to David, as she held his +hand, "Windlehurst sent his regards to you, his loving regards. He was +sure you would come home--come home. He wished he were in power for your +sake." + +So, for a few moments she talked vaguely, and said at last: "But Lady +Eglington, she will be glad to see you, such old friends as you are, +though not so old as Windlehurst and me--thirty years, over thirty la, +la!" + +They turned to go to Hylda, and came face to face with Kate Heaver. + +Kate looked at David as one would look who saw a lost friend return from +the dead. His eyes lighted, he held out his hand to her. + +"It is good to see thee here," he said gently. "And 'tis the cross-roads +once again, sir," she rejoined. + +"Thee means thee will marry Jasper?" + +"Ay, I will marry Jasper now," she answered. "It has been a long +waiting." + +"It could not be till now," she responded. + +David looked at her reflectively, and said: "By devious ways the human +heart comes home. One can only stand in the door and wait. He has been +patient." + +"I have been patient, too," she answered. + +As the Duchess disappeared with David, a swift change came over Lacey. +He spun round on one toe, and, like a boy of ten, careered around the +deck to the tune of a negro song. + +"Say, things are all right in there with them two, and it's my turn now," +he said. "Cute as she can be, and knows the game! Twice a widow, and +knows the game! Waiting, she is down in Cairo, where the orange blossom +blows. I'm in it; we're all in it--every one of us. Cousin Hylda's free +now, and I've got no past worth speaking of; and, anyhow, she'll +understand, down there in Cairo. Cute as she can be--" + +Suddenly he swung himself down to the deck below. "The desert's the +place for me to-night," he said. Stepping ashore, he turned to where the +Duchess stood on the deck, gazing out into the night. "Well, give my +love to the girls," he called, waving a hand upwards, as it were to the +wide world, and disappeared into the alluring whiteness. + +"I've got to get a key-thought," he muttered to himself, as he walked +swiftly on, till only faint sounds came to him from the riverside. In +the letter he had written to Hylda, which was the turning-point of all +for her, he had spoken of these "key-thoughts." With all the +childishness he showed at times, he had wisely felt his way into spheres +where life had depth and meaning. The desert had justified him to +himself and before the spirits of departed peoples, who wandered over the +sands, until at last they became sand also, and were blown hither and +thither, to make beds for thousands of desert wayfarers, or paths for +camels' feet, or a blinding storm to overwhelm the traveller and the +caravan; Life giving and taking, and absorbing and destroying, and +destroying and absorbing, till the circle of human existence wheel +to the full, and the task of Time be accomplished. + +On the gorse-grown common above Hamley, David and Faith, and David's +mother Mercy, had felt the same soul of things stirring--in the green +things of green England, in the arid wastes of the Libyan desert, on the +bosom of the Nile, where Mahommed Hassan now lay in a nugger singing a +song of passion, Nature, with burning voice, murmuring down the unquiet +world its message of the Final Peace through the innumerable years. + + + + +GLOSSARY + +Aiwa----Yes. +Allah hu Achbar----God is most Great. +Al'mah----Female professional singers, signifying "a learned female." +Ardab----A measure equivalent to five English bushels. + +Backsheesh----Tip, douceur. +Balass----Earthen vessel for carrying water. +Bdsha----Pasha. +Bersim----Clover. +Bismillah----In the name of God. +Bowdb----A doorkeeper. + +Dahabieh----A Nile houseboat with large lateen sails. +Darabukkeh----A drum made of a skin stretched over an earthenware funnel. +Dourha----Maize. + +Effendina----Most noble. +El Azhar----The Arab University at Cairo. + +Fedddn----A measure of land representing about an acre. +Fellah----The Egyptian peasant. + +Ghiassa----Small boat. + +Hakim----Doctor. +Hasheesh----Leaves of hemp. + +Inshallah----God willing. + +Kdnoon----A musical instrument like a dulcimer. +Kavass----An orderly. +Kemengeh----A cocoanut fiddle. +Khamsin----A hot wind of Egypt and the Soudan. + +Kourbash----A whip, often made of rhinoceros hide. + +La ilaha illa-llah----There is no deity but God. + +Malaish----No matter. +Malboos----Demented. +Mastaba----A bench. +Medjidie----A Turkish Order. +Mooshrabieh----Lattice window. +Moufettish----High Steward. +Mudir----The Governor of a +Mudirieh, or province. +Muezzin----The sheikh of the mosque who calls to prayer. + +Narghileh----A Persian pipe. +Nebool----A quarter-staff. + +Ramadan----The Mahommedan season of fasting. + +Saadat-el-bdsha----Excellency Pasha. +Sdis----Groom. +Sakkia----The Persian water-wheel. +Salaam----Eastern salutation. +Sheikh-el-beled----Head of a village. + +Tarboosh----A Turkish turban. + +Ulema----Learned men. + +Wakf----Mahommedan Court dealing with succession, etc. +Welee----A holy man or saint. + +Yashmak----A veil for the lower part of the face. +Yelek----A long vest or smock. + + + + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS FOR THE ENTIRE "WEAVERS": + +A cloak of words to cover up the real thought behind +Antipathy of the man in the wrong to the man in the right +Antipathy of the lesser to the greater nature +Begin to see how near good is to evil +But the years go on, and friends have an end +Cherish any alleviating lie +Does any human being know what he can bear of temptation +Friendship means a giving and a getting +He's a barber-shop philosopher +Heaven where wives without number awaited him +Honesty was a thing he greatly desired--in others +How little we can know to-day what we shall feel tomorrow +How many conquests have been made in the name of God +Monotonously intelligent +No virtue in not falling, when you're not tempted +Of course I've hated, or I wouldn't be worth a button +One does the work and another gets paid +Only the supremely wise or the deeply ignorant who never alter +Passion to forget themselves +Political virtue goes unrewarded +She knew what to say and what to leave unsaid +Smiling was part of his equipment +Sometimes the longest way round is the shortest way home +Soul tortured through different degrees of misunderstanding +The vague pain of suffered indifference +There is no habit so powerful as the habit of care of others +There's no credit in not doing what you don't want to do +To-morrow is no man's gift +Tricks played by Fact to discredit the imagination +Triumph of Oriental duplicity over Western civilisation +We want every land to do as we do; and we want to make 'em do it +We must live our dark hours alone +When God permits, shall man despair? +Woman's deepest right and joy and pain in one--to comfort + + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WEAVERS BY PARKER, ENTIRE *** + +********* This file should be named gp94w10.txt or gp94w10.zip ********* + +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, gp94w11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, gp94w10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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