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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 63158 ***
-
- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
- VOL. II.
-
-
-
-
- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. OLIPHANT
-
- AUTHOR OF
-
- “The Chronicles of Carlingford,”
-
- &c., &c.
-
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES.
-
- VOL. II.
-
-
- LONDON:
- HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS,
- 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET.
- 1881.
-
- _All rights reserved._
-
-
-
-
- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-HARRY’S RESOLUTION.
-
-
-There is nothing that grows and strengthens with thinking of it like the
-sense of personal injury. Harry Joscelyn had been very angry when he
-left home; but he was not half so angry at that moment as when he looked
-out of the window of the railway carriage, as the train swept through
-the valley, and saw in the distance the village roofs, over which, had
-there been light enough, and had his eyes served him so far, he might
-have seen the White House seated, firm and defiant, upon the Fellside.
-And every mile that he travelled his wrath and indignation grew. When he
-reached Liverpool he had formed his purpose beyond the reach of
-argument, or anything that reason could say; and reason said very little
-in the general excitement of his being. He had been turned out of his
-home, he had been refused the money by which he thought he could have
-made his fortune. He felt himself cast off by everybody belonging to
-him. His mother had permitted that final outrage, he thought; for surely
-she could have found means of help if she had chosen to exert herself.
-His Uncle Henry had bought himself off, and got rid of a troublesome
-applicant by the gift of that twenty pounds. They were all against him.
-He thought of it and thought of it till they seemed to be all his
-enemies, and at last he came to believe that they were glad to get quit
-of him, to be done with him. This was the aspect under which he
-contemplated his relations with his family when he got to Liverpool; and
-the effect upon him was that of a settled disgust with all the ordinary
-habits of his life, and its fashion altogether. When he thought of
-returning to the office, to his former routine as clerk, the idea made
-him sick. It seemed to him that he could do anything, or go anywhere,
-rather than this. But though the impulse of abandoning all he had been
-or done hitherto was instantaneous, he could not quite settle in a
-moment, with the same rapidity, what he was to do, or be, in the future.
-He crossed to the other side of the great river with his little bag of
-“needments,” the linen Mrs. Eadie had bought for him and a few other
-indispensable things which he had himself procured, and lived in one of
-the villages there, which have now grown into towns, watching the ships
-go by, and leaving his mind open to any wandering impulse that might lay
-hold upon it. In these days the River Mersey was a great sight, as
-probably it is still. To the idle young man, accustomed to some share in
-the perpetual commotion of that coming and going, there was meaning in
-every one of the multitudinous ships that lay at anchor in the great
-stream, or glided out, full-sail, to the sea, or were poked and dragged
-away by a restless, toiling little slave of a steam-tug, carrying off
-its prey like one of the devils of the Inferno. He knew where they were
-going, and what they had to bring from afar, and all about their bills
-of lading and the passengers they carried. The river had not to him that
-grandeur of prose which becomes poetry, and fact which turns to romance,
-in less accustomed minds; but was only a huge highway, a big street
-full of crowds coming and going, over which he brooded, wondering where
-he should plunge into the tide of movement, and how take his first step
-out of the horizons which hitherto had bounded him. He did not say, as
-his mother might have done, “Oh, for the wings of a dove!” but he put
-that profound breath of human impatience into nineteenth century prose,
-and said to himself, “If I had but a steamboat, a yacht, anything to
-take me out of reach of all of them, where they will never hear of me
-again!” He was not rich enough, however, to hope for a yacht, so that
-all he could really do was to decide what “boat” he would go with, and
-whether he should turn his steps across the Atlantic, or choose another
-quarter of the world in which to become another man.
-
-He went to the office one day, as Philip Selby discovered, and asked for
-the amount of salary due to him, and purchased a few more necessary
-articles of clothing; and he wrote to the persons to whom he owed money,
-telling them that he was about to leave Liverpool, but would send them
-their money without fail within a certain period. He did not know how
-this was to be done, but he was resolute to do it, and he had no more
-doubt on the matter than he had that he should perfectly succeed in his
-plunge into the unknown. But after he had done this he remained for some
-days longer by the river-side with a self-contradictory impulse,
-watching the ships go by, and putting off the execution of his project.
-Where was he to go? To resolve to give up his own identity, to separate
-himself for ever from his family, and all his belongings, and all his
-antecedents, was easy; but to make up his mind which boat he was to go
-by, and whither he was to betake himself, was much more difficult.
-America was so hackneyed, he said to himself, with that fastidious
-impatience and disgust which is one of the characteristics of a sick
-soul: everybody goes to America; it would be the first idea that would
-occur to everyone; and this made him throw away that first suggestion
-angrily, as if it had been an offence; but if not to America, then
-where? He tossed about various names in his mind, satisfied with none,
-and when at last he made his decision, it was made in a moment, with the
-same kind of sick disgust and impatience as had made him reject the
-other ideas as they presented themselves. He was crossing the river to
-Liverpool, leaning over the side of the ferry steamboat lest anybody
-should see and recognize him, and in his own mind passing in review the
-advantages and disadvantages of all the ships he passed. The Mersey was
-very full and very bright, the sun shining, a brisk breeze blowing, the
-sky blue, the great estuary throwing up white edges of spray and leaping
-here and there against the bows of an out-going boat, in a manner which
-boded little comfort to unaccustomed sailors outside the shelter of its
-banks. The opposite shore was still clothed with trees beginning to grow
-green in the earliest tints of spring, and not unpleasantly mingled with
-the beginnings of docks and traces of mercantile invasion. Nature, as
-yet, had not given up her harmonizing power; the touches of colour on
-the masts, a national flag flying here and there, even the sailors’
-washing fluttering among the yards, was an addition to the brilliancy of
-the spring lights. The ferry-boat was full of people, though it was not
-the hour for business men to be moving about. The freight was a more
-varied one than that mass of black-coated figures which weighed it down
-to the water’s edge in the morning. But Harry turned his back upon them
-all, and looked over the side, watching in a dream the long trail of
-water which slid under the bows and was caught and churned by the
-paddle-wheel. The motion, as he watched it thus, soothed him, and took
-the place of thinking in his mind, carrying him vaguely, he knew not
-whither, just as he would fain have been carried beyond the ken of men.
-He was waiting the guidance of chance, not caring what became of him.
-Something caught his ear suddenly as the ferry-boat rustled along by the
-side of a long low steamer with raking masts and short funnels, which
-lay not far from the bank.
-
-“I wouldn’t go in that boat for the world,” some one said. The remark
-caught Harry’s ear, and roused him into mere wantonness of opposition.
-“Why?” he said to himself aloud. It did not matter whether it was said
-loud or low, nobody but himself could hear it as he leaned over the
-rushing water. “I’ll go.” He was in such a condition of perversity that
-this was all he wanted to fix his purpose.
-
-He landed on the Liverpool side, no longer languidly, but with the air
-of a man who has something to do, and went straight to examine the ship
-and ascertain where to apply for his passage. She was bound for
-Leghorn. He went stepping briskly forth to the office of the agent, and
-then with a mixture of economy and gentility, still conscious of the
-importance of the family from which he was about to cut himself off,
-took a passage in what was called the second cabin.
-
-“What name?” said the clerk. What name? he had not considered this
-question. Should he give his own name, thus leaving a clue to anyone who
-chose to inquire? The doubt, the question was momentary: “Isaac Oliver,”
-he said, and looked the man in the face as if defying contradiction. But
-the clerk had no idea of contradicting him; as well Isaac Oliver as
-Harry Joscelyn to the stranger, who knew nothing about either. Five
-minutes after he could not tell what had put this name into his head;
-but his fate was decided, and beyond correction. He went home with a
-curious feeling in his mind, not sure whether it was amusement, or
-shame, or anger with himself and fate. It was all three together. He was
-himself no longer, he had thrown away his birthright. What had tempted
-him to take the name of Isaac Oliver he could not explain. He laughed,
-but his laugh was not pleasant. He was annoyed and appalled and
-disgusted with himself, but he could not alter that now. All the evening
-he roamed about the riverbank, looking at the ships going out and in,
-and the little steamers rustling and fuming across the gleaming water,
-and all the many coloured symbols and ceaseless industry of the scene,
-with a strange sense of having lost himself, of having so to speak died
-in the middle of his life. He could not get over it. He was living in a
-little inn which had been turned into a sort of suburban tea-garden,
-instead of the little neat ale-house it once was. The weather was very
-fine and warm, though it was so early in the season, and every steamboat
-disgorged a crowd of visitors to sit under the half-open foliage of the
-trees, and in the damp little arbours. Harry avoided all these visitors
-in the fear of meeting some one who might know him. Harry! he was not
-Harry any longer. The mere giving of the false name had changed him. He
-did not know who he was. He was confused and confounded with the sudden
-difference. Had some one called out Harry Joscelyn quickly, he thought
-that it would no longer have occurred to him to answer. He was not Harry
-Joscelyn; and who was he? The name he had chosen, or which some
-malicious spirit had put into his head, seemed to float before him
-wherever he went. He shuffled in his walk unconsciously as he fled from
-himself along the margin of the great flood. What had he done? He had
-abandoned not only his own name and family, but his own condition, his
-place in life. Wherever he went, he would be known as a peasant, a
-common countryman, he thought, never thinking in his pre-occupation that
-the strangers among whom he was going knew just as much about Isaac
-Oliver as about Harry Joscelyn. The night grew dark, and the great river
-gleamed with a thousand sparkles of light like glowworms. Little
-vessels, each with a coloured lantern, went darting across and across,
-lights swung steadily with a sort of dreamy regular cadence from the
-stationary ships. The stars above were not more manifold than those
-little lamps below. The quiet of the night had hushed the sounds of the
-great city on the other side, and all the heavy hammers and the din of
-machinery: but still life was busy, coming and going, darting on a
-hundred messages; pilot boats steaming out to sea, little dark tugboats
-bringing back cargoes of souls out of the unknown. But Harry thought of
-nothing save of the strange, unpremeditated step he had taken; that one
-incident filled all the earth to him; a momentary impulse, a deed that
-was scarcely his, and yet he felt that it would colour all his life. He
-stayed out till the passenger boats had stopped and all the visitors
-were gone. The little inn was shut up and dark, all but one little
-querulous candle sitting up for him, when he went home: home! he called
-this temporary refuge by that sacred name involuntarily--just such a
-home he now said bitterly, as he would have for the rest of his life.
-Fortunately next day the Leghorn boat was to sail, and his new start
-would be made without time to think about it any more.
-
-Isaac Oliver took possession of his berth next morning. He went on board
-early, and lounged about the deck all day. For the first time this
-morning it occurred to him that they might send after him, that his
-departure could not have passed altogether without notice among his
-friends. He had not thought of this before, but now it came upon him
-with some force. They would try to stop him at the last moment. The very
-name he had chosen would betray him, for who but Harry Joscelyn would
-call himself Isaac Oliver? He kept on the further side of the ship,
-leaning over the bulwarks, and watched everybody who went or came with
-jealous eyes. Tardy passengers came on board one after another, bringing
-luggage and new items of cargo and provisions; there was scarcely a
-moment without some arrival, and every one of them, Harry felt, must be
-for him. When at last the gangway was detached, the anchor weighed, the
-latest idler or porter put on shore, and the very screw in motion, he
-felt sure there must be some last attempt, some appeal from the quay.
-“Have you one of the name of Harry Joscelyn there?” he thought he could
-actually hear them calling; and saw the rapid examination of the list of
-passengers, and the shaking of heads of the captain and his immediate
-assistants, who were standing together high above all the others. When
-there could be no longer any doubt that the steamboat was off, and that
-no appeal of the kind had been made, a quick and hot sense of offence
-came over Harry. He had been alarmed by the idea of being identified and
-stopped at the outset of his voyage: but as soon as he was certain that
-he was to be allowed to proceed peaceably on that voyage, his heart
-burned within him with a sense of injury. Now it was indeed all ended
-and all over, his life, his name, everything to which he had been
-accustomed in the past. He went below to his berth, with a sense of
-complete abandonment and desolation which it would be impossible to
-describe. It appeared to him that until now he had only been playing
-with the idea, amusing himself with all the preparations for a change
-which would never really take place, which somehow would be stopped and
-prevented at the end. But nobody had put forth a finger to stop him, and
-now the end was accomplished and beyond all remedy. Up to the time he
-came on shipboard he had not thought of being stopped, but now he felt
-as if he had expected it all the time, and was grievously injured and
-heartlessly abandoned by all the world and by all his relations, not one
-of whom would lift a finger on his behalf. He went down to his shabby
-berth in the second cabin, and felt much disposed, like his mother, to
-turn his face to the wall. But, perhaps fortunately for Harry, the sea
-was rough, and when the vessel steamed out of the Mersey and felt the
-full commotion of the waves outside, he was sick, and not in a condition
-to care for anything.
-
-In this way he lost the thread of his trouble for the first two days:
-and then novelty and excitement began to tell upon him, and he came
-altogether to himself. No, not to himself: he did not feel clear about
-who he was or what. He came to--Isaac Oliver, looking that new personage
-in the face with a bewildered awe of him and wonder at him. Isaac
-Oliver! who, he wondered vaguely, could he be? not a son of old Isaac,
-who had only little children--a nephew or a cousin, some off-shoot of
-the family, if the Olivers could be called a family, a suggestion at
-which he smiled in spite of himself. That must be who he was, the
-offspring of a race of peasants, no better blood, no other pretensions.
-The Joscelyns were a very different class of people, but he had given
-them up, he had shaken off all bonds between them and himself. “In for a
-penny, in for a pound,” he said to himself, setting his face to it with
-a smile, as the steamboat bore up along the Italian coast, and “the old
-miraculous mountains hove in sight.” Harry did not feel any special
-interest in Italy: he was of the class who never travel, and understand
-but little why one place should be more interesting than another. And,
-indeed, Leghorn does not sound like Italy to any traveller. What he
-knew of it was that it was a busy sea-port, where there were merchants’
-offices and a thriving trade. He did not interest himself much about
-anything else. He had his living to make, alone and unbefriended in a
-strange country: need was that he should collect himself and pluck up a
-heart and think what he was to do, now that he was so near the place of
-his destination--or, at least, not what he, but young Isaac Oliver, was
-to do. Would any merchant take him in without character, without
-introduction or testimonial? This thought was like a cold breath going
-through and through him, when he began to think. But he had still a
-little money in his pocket, and could afford to wait and look about him
-for a week or two. There is always something turning up in a busy place.
-And Harry, accustomed to occupation all his life, could not believe that
-he would ever starve where there was anything to do.
-
-They had touched at various other ports on the way, whose chief claims
-to be visited were such as Harry had little understanding of, and the
-eagerness of his fellow-passengers to get on shore and see these places
-had surprised him. For his own part, he did not see the fun of going to
-see a succession of churches and pictures. He had seen but few pictures
-in his life, and he had never been taught that they were of much
-importance. He had, indeed, privately, an honest contempt for such
-things, though he said little about it. He was disposed to ask, “What
-are you all staring at?” when he was brought face to face with an early
-Master, a thing which he would have banished into the darkest corner had
-it been his. But when he got into the harbour at Leghorn he began to
-feel himself once more _dans son assiette_. He knew what the docks
-meant, and appreciated the masts of the shipping better than if they had
-been the most delicate works of art. It was nothing to Liverpool, but it
-was something he could understand and felt at home with. He landed in
-better spirits than he had experienced for a very long time. He felt a
-moral certainty that he should “get on” here.
-
-But what a shock it was when the unaccustomed Englishman stepped first
-on shore, and found himself in the midst of a strange life, of which he
-did not understand even the first word! He knew very well, of course,
-that it was a foreign place, and that English was not spoken there; but
-he never had realized that it would be impossible by speaking loudly, or
-using a sort of broken English, or some other simple contrivance, to
-make the barbarous natives understand. Even an individual much better
-educated than poor Harry may be excused if the shock of that
-extraordinary solitude and isolation which surrounds him when he finds
-himself incapable of understanding a word of what is going on, is a
-surprise and irritation as well as a discomfort. He stood on the quay
-with his little portmanteau by him--after having been rowed over endless
-links of basins, all full of clear green sea-water, cut like a great
-jelly by the progress of the boat, to the landing-place--and stood there
-aghast, and, indeed, agape, hustled by the crowd, and with a grinning
-porter on each side of him making offers of incomprehensible service. He
-would not deliver himself over into the hands of any such harpies he was
-resolved, not even when they addressed him in a word or two of English,
-though the sound was as balm to his ears. He stood over his portmanteau
-and angrily pushed the facchini away, but at last got hold of a lad
-whose appearance pleased him, who was tidier than the rest. To him
-Harry said “Hotel?” in a sort of half-questioning, half-suggestive way;
-but this was not enough to get him clear of the officious crowd, who
-flew at him with names which conveyed no meaning to his ears. Harry felt
-like a man caught in a hailstorm as he was pelted with those big
-sonorous syllables. He grew furious with confusion and bewilderment. He
-had not been thought specially strong on the Fells, but here his
-North-country muscles told. He pushed away the crowd, who he thought
-were making a joke of him, and took up his own portmanteau. “The
-gentleman is all right,” said some one beside him; “you have no
-education, you are without manners, you others,” and somebody took off a
-hat and made a salutation, somebody who reached to about Harry’s elbow.
-It was civil, and the first part of the sentence had been said in
-English, so Harry, learning by experience, conquered his wrath, and was
-civil too. “Can I perhaps indicate a hotel?” this new personage said;
-“Mister is an English?” Harry stood still and looked down upon his new
-acquaintance, not quite clear as to the meaning of what he said. He was
-a little man, small and dainty, dressed with quaint care, with high
-shirt-collars, and a large black cravat tied in a bow, and the most
-shining of black hats, which he took off when he spoke. He was
-olive-complexioned, with big, dark, soft Italian eyes. “Mister is an
-English?” he said; “by paternity I am an English, too. I will indicate a
-hotel if the gentleman chooses. It will deliver him from _la canaglia_,
-what you call this rabbel,” he added, with an ingratiating smile, and a
-great rattle of his _r’s_. It was mere good-nature, but Harry was by no
-means sure of this, and he knew that foreigners were deceivers. “Thanks,
-I won’t trouble you,” he said, abruptly, and lifting his portmanteau--it
-was not a big one--strode away. He felt angry and depressed, yet
-excited. The astonished look of the little man, who made him another
-bow, and replaced his hat with a shrug of his shoulders at the
-Englishman’s want of manners, added to his discomfiture. Perhaps he had
-made a fool of himself by refusing those good offices which were offered
-to him, Harry thought. Perhaps he would have been a bigger fool had he
-accepted. Perhaps they were all in a conspiracy to rob him. He strode on
-and on, somewhat ashamed of his own appearance with the portmanteau, as
-if he were too poor to pay anyone to carry it, and thoroughly
-bewildered altogether amid the sounds and sights which he did not
-understand. But at the end he got into an inn where there was some one
-who spoke English, not such a usual accomplishment in these days as it
-is now; and where he got a room which was very strange of aspect to the
-untravelled young man. The half hour which he passed there, seated upon
-the odd little bed, with his portmanteau at his feet upon the tiled
-floor, all so strange, so desolate to Harry, was as terrible a moment as
-he had ever passed in his life. His very soul was discouraged, sunk low
-in his breast with a kind of physical drop and downfall. It was all he
-could do not to burst out crying in his forlornness and helplessness and
-solitude. What could he do in a place where he did not understand a
-word? In many cases novelty is delightful, but there are some in which
-it is the most dreadful of all depressing circumstances. Everything,
-from the dingy tiles under his feet, and the dark eating-room
-downstairs, with its unaccustomed smells, up to the blaze of the Italian
-noon, and the incomprehensible tongue that everybody spoke, weighed upon
-Harry. He covered his face with his hands, sitting there upon his bed.
-What evil fate had led him to this unknown place? What should he do
-without even a name that belonged to him, without a friend? A gasp came
-into his throat, and the hand that covered his eyes was wet. He felt
-himself bowed down to the very ground.
-
-After thus “giving way,” however, Harry braced himself up, and recovered
-at least the appearance of courage. He made the best toilette he could
-by the help of the small washing utensils, which were not so entirely
-abhorrent to English customs then as they are now--for baths were not
-very general, and washing-basins were but small, in the first quarter,
-if not the first half, of this century. And then he sallied forth
-refreshed--into a new world.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-A NEW WORLD.
-
-
-Harry strayed about the town during the afternoon, losing his way, and
-finding it again; but got back to the hotel before the important hour of
-dinner, of which the English-speaking waiter had informed him. He was
-less amused than depressed with all he saw. The perpetual talk that
-seemed to be going on around him--sharp, varied, high-pitched,
-incomprehensible--gave him at first a sense of offence, as if all these
-people were doing it on purpose in order to bewilder him, and afterwards
-a profound feeling of discouragement. He was not clever he was aware. He
-had never been very great at his school work, and how was he to
-accomplish the first preliminary, the very initial step of existence
-here, the learning of the language, to which he had no clue, and of
-which he could not make out one word? It seemed to him as if years must
-elapse before he could master the very rudiments of the new tongue; and
-how was he to seek for work, or to get work to do, not knowing the very
-A B C of the life about him? Harry went doubling about the unfamiliar
-streets, looking with wistful eyes at every passer-by who had the look
-of an Englishman, and asking himself what he was to do. He did not seem
-to have any spirit left for the uphill work of learning a language.
-There rose up before him a vision of the exercises which he had once
-laboured at, daubing himself with ink, and of the verbs which he had got
-by heart overnight only to forget them in the morning. To think that he
-could not even ask his way! Wherever he strayed he looked at the people
-helplessly, as if he had been dumb, and anxiously examined all the
-street corners, without venturing to approach any shop, or lay himself
-open to any encounter. He was more fortunate than might have been
-expected in this point, for he found the right street corner at last,
-and the house, with its strange old courtyard, and the long dark _sala_
-which looked into it, and in which the guests were already gathering.
-The house had a good reputation, and the large room was nearly full.
-Harry, who had never seen anything of the kind before, saw the people
-take their places, each appropriating his own turned down chair, and
-half finished bottle of wine, and looked for his own place with a
-curious sense of the everyday character to the others of all these
-proceedings, which to him were so unusual. Yesterday, at the same hour,
-no doubt they had all been here, and last year, and as long as anybody
-could recollect, munching a slice from the long Italian loaf, the yard
-of bread which of itself astonished his simple-minded ignorance. To
-think that with such an air of routine and long establishment this
-dinner should have been happening methodically every day while he was
-pursuing his work at Liverpool, or taking his holiday at home. At home!
-The words sounded like a bitter sarcasm to the young man, who had no
-home--who had now no identity, no self to fall back upon, but had begun
-to exist, so to speak, only a few days ago. And to think this table,
-with all its soils and steams, should have been waiting for him all this
-time!
-
-“’Ere, Sarr, ’ere,” said the English-speaking waiter, his black eyes
-rolling in his head with pride and pleasure in this exhibition of his
-gift of languages. He was holding the back of a chair which had been
-carefully turned down, and was placed between a fat old Italian, with an
-enormous depth of double chin, and a small figure, which Harry
-recognised at once as that of the man who had spoken to him on the quay.
-“De gentelman speak English,” said the waiter, bowing with amiability
-and pleasure. Harry, it is to be feared, did not appreciate the
-exertions made in his behalf. The little stranger, on his side, was as
-smiling and bland as the attendant, delighted to make himself agreeable.
-They both thought it the most pleasant thing in the world to surprise
-the sulky and speechless Englishman with a companion to whom he could
-talk. “Mister have found his way after all to the Leone,” said his
-friend, “I wish myself joy of it. It is what I most did desire. He is
-the best hotel, the very best hotel in all Livorno. Most of the
-strangers, what we call forestieri, find their ways here. Mister will
-find himself very comfortable; the kitchen is excellent, and the
-chambers--the chambers!” here the little man spread out his hands with
-ecstatic admiration, “so clean, so comfortable; everything an
-Englishman desire.”
-
-Harry was cross, and he was suspicious. He thought the reappearance of
-his first acquaintance looked like a conspiracy, and that probably
-between the man and the waiter it was an understood thing that the
-Englishman, who was so ignorant, should be made to pay for his
-initiation into foreign ways. But he had no intention of being made to
-pay if he could possibly help it. He had not the slightest understanding
-of the waiter’s benevolent wish to make him comfortable, or the innocent
-satisfaction of the other, at once in showing off himself and his
-acquirements and showing kindness to a stranger. Harry did not realize
-the national character in both, which made them pleased to serve him,
-and anxiously on the watch for the look of pleasure which they
-anticipated as their reward. An English servant would have looked on
-with anticipations of another kind. He would have watched to see the
-stranger’s hand stealing into his pocket: and on this point no doubt
-Antonio had as sharp an eye as anyone; but his Italian soul, asked for
-something more; he wanted to see a glow of pleasure in the face of the
-person to whom he had just, as he thought, done a service. Harry
-refused to pay in this wise. His countenance, somewhat dark before,
-settled down into a heavier gloom. He drew in his chair to the table
-roughly, losing part of his companion’s address: and he did not look at
-the young man who was talking to him, or give him any recompense for the
-effort he was making. After a while he made a remark, but it was not a
-very civil one. “Why do you call me Mister?” was what he said.
-
-The stranger looked at him, complacent still, but yet a trifle
-abashed--“Because,” he said, stroking a small moustache, and fixing his
-eyes upon Harry with a smiling yet deprecating glance, “I do not know
-the gentleman’s name.”
-
-“Even if you don’t know a fellow’s name,” said Harry, ruthless, “it
-isn’t English to say Mister. Mister is a title of contempt.” Here the
-horrified look of his new acquaintance made him pause. “I mean when it’s
-used alone without the name. Low people sometimes use it so--but nobody
-who speaks decent English,” Harry said. As he spoke the stranger’s olive
-countenance caught flame and grew crimson. He laughed an embarrassed,
-uncomfortable little laugh.
-
-“It is that I am mistaken,” he said; “I have not spoke English moch. The
-gentleman will pardon my error. My name is Paolo Thompson,” he said,
-with a little wave of the hand, introducing himself.
-
-“You would like to know my name,” said Harry.
-
-The Italian-Englishman replied, not with any expression of offence, but
-with a smiling bow.
-
-“My name is----” he made a pause. He looked at the interested
-countenance beside him, a sense of the ludicrous mingling with his
-suspicious distrust of all strangers and foreigners. What did it matter
-what he said to a little impostor like this? “Oliver,” he added, with a
-laugh. He almost thought the little fellow, though not an Englishman,
-must see the incongruity, the absurdity, of associating the name of
-Oliver with such a person as Harry Joscelyn. It suddenly became a
-practical joke to him, a masquerade which everyone must see through.
-
-“O---- livr,” said little Thompson, with a long emphasis upon the first
-letter, and a hurried slur over the rest; “that right? alright! Mister
-O--lvr.”
-
-“Not Mister,” said Harry, growing benevolent as he felt a little
-amusement steal over him, and he tried to give his new acquaintance the
-_nuance_ of sound which divides the Mr. of English use and wont from
-the two distinct syllables of which Paolo was so fond. They grew friends
-over this attempt at unity of pronunciation, or rather Harry permitted
-himself to grow friendly, and to ask himself what harm this little
-foreigner could do him--a little hop o’ my thumb, whom he could lift in
-one hand. As he laughed over his new friend’s attempt to catch the
-difference of sound, his friendly feeling increased. He felt his
-superiority more and more, and in that superiority his suspicions melted
-away. As for little Paolo he took everything amiably. He had no
-objection to be laughed at.
-
-“You mean not bad,” he said, “I know; you mean not to make angry. Laugh,
-it is a way of us English. My father was an Englishman. I never know
-him; he was died before I am born; but I too am an English by origin. It
-is for that I have my place. I am Interpreter. I put what you say in
-Italian. I put what one would say to you in English. Thus I please to
-both,” said the little man with lively satisfaction; and he laughed when
-Harry laughed with genuine good faith. Perhaps it was the reaction from
-his past despondency which made Harry laugh so much, perhaps the little
-bravado of a stranger feeling himself gazed at and isolated among a
-crowd of people alien to him. He attracted the eyes of all the guests at
-the table-d’hôte especially of some Americans who had come in late, and
-one other Englishman who regarded him gloomily from the other end of the
-table, and concluded that his countryman was having too much to drink,
-but that it was not his business. Harry was not taking too much to
-drink; he was making wry faces at the sour Nostrali, which was the only
-wine provided without a special order. Harry did not understand any wine
-except Port and Sherry, and he despised the sour stuff of which he took
-one big gulp and no more; he did not know what else to order, and he did
-not like to mix up Paolo in his affairs so far as to ask his advice on
-this point. Paolo for his part was drinking a little of his wine in a
-tumblerful of water, not without some alarm lest the _eau rougie_ should
-go to his head. He told Harry all his story as they sat together. His
-father had been an English clerk, sent out from England to an office in
-Leghorn, who had married an Italian girl, and died in the first year of
-their marriage. Paolo was very proud of that fine and aristocratic name
-of Thompson, of which there was a Lord and many Sirs, he informed Harry
-with great but smiling seriousness; his mother, though she had been so
-young, would never re-marry herself, though pressed on all sides to do
-so--such was her devotion to her youthful husband who was English, and
-to the romantic and euphonious name which he had left her. The young man
-grew every moment more friendly. Harry’s suspicions all floated away as
-he listened to the story, and laughed at the accent and grammar of his
-new acquaintance, who laughed too with perfect good-humour. Thompson--he
-was a fit associate for an Oliver, Harry said to himself, knowing
-nothing about any Oliver save Isaac whose name he had appropriated.
-After dinner was over Paolo proposed that they should go for a stroll;
-and though Harry had done nothing else but stroll all the afternoon with
-very small advantage, yet he was quite willing to begin again with the
-aid of his friend’s knowledge. It was less lonely than sitting in the
-dreadful little room of which Paolo had ventured to say that it was so
-comfortable, and exactly what an Englishman liked. Harry shuddered at
-the thought; he had never been used to sit in his bedroom, and he could
-not but feel it a sort of humiliation that he had no other room to sit
-in. His new friend was a wonderful example of costume to the untrained
-taste of Harry. He wore trousers of a large check, but a black evening
-coat over them, a large shirt-front, a black ribbon at his neck tied in
-a bow, and varnished shoes. He was very well contented with his
-appearance. When he added an opera-hat to all this finery, the sensation
-in his little bosom of thorough self-content was very warm. Harry could
-not but laugh at the little exquisite, whose gorgeous apparel was so
-unlike anything he had ever seen.
-
-“I don’t know if I dare to walk out in my coloured clothes with such a
-swell as you are, Thompson,” he said. Paolo looked down upon himself
-delighted. He knew he was well-dressed.
-
-“You are all right,” he said, “an English, that covers all; but when one
-is only by origin, more must be done. Komm a-long.” He stretched up his
-hand, which he had just clothed in light kid, to Harry’s arm, who had no
-gloves, nor any other advantage. The Angelus was sounding from all the
-churches as they set out. Harry could not but wonder if there was an
-evening sermon, or if it was a series of prayer-meetings which were
-going on. He was much surprised that foreigners should have such devout
-habits. It surprised him, too, to see how soon it got dark; but as it
-happened there was a brilliant moon which soon made the streets as light
-as day. And as soon as the sacred hour of sunset, the fatal hour which
-Italians dread, was over, the streets filled with a crowd which still
-more surprised Harry. Before all the cafés the pavements were
-crowded--not only men, but women, seated at the little tables enjoying
-the freshness of the lovely evening, and making such a hum and babble of
-talk as nothing but an unknown tongue can produce. A language which is
-familiar to us never sounds so like an uproar and tumult as one that is
-unintelligible. Harry’s first thought was that the people about him were
-all quarrelling; his second that this chatter was the riotous and
-boundless gaiety which he had always heard attributed to “foreigners;”
-but the scene amused him, though it was so unintelligible, and by and by
-a degree of toleration which years at home could not have conveyed to
-him, began to penetrate his mind. Perhaps after all it was only the
-different habits of these unknown people, and neither quarrelling nor
-riot. Sometimes one would jump up in the midst of a conversation as if
-impelled by a sudden outburst of fury, and address his friends,
-gesticulating wildly; but after Harry had taken the alarm, and sat ready
-to strike in if any harm happened, he noticed that the friends of the
-violent person took it quite calmly, turning upon him looks which were
-full of smiling placidity, and evidently fearing nothing. In the same
-way when two men were threading their way along the street together, one
-would suddenly drop the other’s arm, and standing still, discourse with
-every mark of excitement for a minute, then resume his friend’s arm and
-go on again as if there had been no interruption. An Englishman would
-have knocked down his adversary with much less demonstration. Harry felt
-himself obliged to pause too, and give an eye to these personages; and
-when he also sat down with his companion at one of the little tables,
-his attention to Paolo’s doubtful English was constantly interrupted by
-the same supposed need of watchfulness in case the party next to them
-should come to blows. But all the other people took it quite quietly, to
-Harry’s great surprise.
-
-“Why do these beggars jump up in that way and look as if they were going
-to knock some other fellow down?” Harry said at last.
-
-“Beggares?” said Paolo, looking round hastily; and then, for he was a
-young man anxious to improve himself and quick of apprehension, he
-jumped at the Englishman’s meaning. “Ah! that is English for questi
-Signori, these gentlemen? beggares! capisco, capisco!” said Paolo,
-clapping his hands as at an excellent joke; “they do nothing but make a
-little conversation, what you call talk,--these beggares;” and he burst
-forth once more into a genial peal.
-
-Harry was half pleased to have achieved such a facile success, and half
-alarmed lest perhaps Paolo might be laughing at him. He said with a
-suppressed growl, “Conversation! do you call that conversation? I
-thought they were going to fly at each other’s throats.”
-
-“No, no, no--never fly at each other’s throats; they have too much
-education,” said Paolo; “it is the Italian animation, that is all. An
-English is what you call quiet. He talks down here, not out of his
-mout,” and Paolo beat himself upon the breast, and pointed to about the
-spot out of which Harry’s deep bass proceeded. Harry was by no means
-pleased with this familiarity, but he reflected that the little man was
-his only friend among all these strangers, and subdued his displeasure.
-He did not know very well what to do with the pink syrup that was
-furnished him to drink: that, and the sour wine, and the black coffee,
-were all alike out of Harry’s way. Oh, that he could have had but one
-mighty draught of English beer to clear all these cobwebs out of his
-throat! But this was an indulgence, like so many others, to be hoped for
-no more.
-
-After Paolo had sipped the rosolio which Harry contemplated with such a
-mingling of alarm and disgust, they got up and continued their walk.
-By-and-bye, in the full moonlight, they strolled towards the port, and
-walked about on the quays, among the shipping, which threw up its black
-lines of masts, and dark lace of cordage against the silvery light of
-which the sky was full. Harry was interested about all this, much more
-than about churches or pictures. And he threaded his way among the
-ropes, and piles of barrels and cases with which the quays were
-encumbered, with a stir of curiosity and hope. Should he find his life
-and work within the circle which surrounded these instruments of wealth?
-He paid but little attention to the talk of his companion as they went
-along. He seemed to see once more the new career before him which he had
-been doubting an hour or two before. It was not a very magnificent
-prospect: yet work that suited him might surely be found when there were
-goods to be exported, and counting houses to look after these goods. He
-did not know what might become of him in this strange place, but
-whatever his fortune might be it was all he could look forward to, and
-his mind seemed to take a new start from the appearance before him of a
-possibility, a strain of existence which he understood. He forgot, as he
-listened to Paolo’s chatter going on by his side--which filled him with
-a vague, superficial sense of superiority--all about the new language to
-be learned, and the difficulties which had almost overwhelmed him in the
-afternoon. Thus he went on, allowing his companion to talk, and thinking
-his own thoughts, till they emerged from the immediate regions of the
-basins and docks and came back to the streets. They were crossing one
-which was very dimly lighted, and which Paolo informed him led into the
-better quarter of the town, when they came in sight, or, rather in
-hearing, of a party of sailors in a noisy state of exhilaration. What
-could they have been drinking, Harry wondered, thinking of the sour wine
-and the rosolio, to make them so convivial? They were singing rude
-choruses, and making night hideous with jokes and loud laughter, bearing
-a wonderful family resemblance to noises of the same kind which Harry
-had heard near the port of Liverpool--when there suddenly crossed the
-moonlit-road, between the revellers and the two orderly passengers, a
-couple of female figures moving rapidly, figures very easily identified
-as those of an elder and younger woman--a sedate and ample personage,
-with a girl clinging to her. Two of the sailors, with a holloa of
-satisfaction, started forward in pursuit. They overtook the women when
-they were close to Harry and his companion, and one of them seized the
-girl by the arm. She gave a frightened cry, and the other woman,
-throwing her arm round her, pushed the men away, pouring forth a volley
-of rapid Italian, of which Harry of course did not understand a word. He
-made a stride forward to the fray. Paolo, on his side, who was small and
-not valorous, did his best to hold him back.
-
-“It is not our business,” he said, with a certain faltering in his
-voice.
-
-“Tell them to let go the girl,” said Harry, with brief determination.
-
-“It is not our business,” said the alarmed interpreter.
-
-“Tell them they had better let go that girl,” repeated the young
-Englishman.
-
-Then little Paolo stood forth, with a courage which was not his own, and
-addressed the sailors. He took off his hat with the utmost politeness
-and remonstrated. Harry, beginning, by dint of hearing them repeated, to
-distinguish the words, at last understood that “Questo Signor” must mean
-himself; but the sailors treated the remonstrance with contempt. The
-other one took hold of the girl by the other arm, while she screamed,
-and her companion raved and scolded at them, pushing and struggling with
-all her might. Harry stepped forward into the moonlight. He lifted up
-his clenched fist and his big bass voice. “Let go that girl,” he shouted
-in good English, with a voice that roused all the echoes. The men did
-not know a word he said; but they understood him, which was more to the
-purpose. They let go their hold in a minute, and stood staring at the
-intruder as sheepishly as any Englishmen could have done, and perhaps
-also with a touch of shame. Little Paolo, trembling yet triumphant, kept
-close to the champion, while he stood and faced them, ready for
-whatever might happen. It was not for nothing that Harry was a
-Joscelyn. He stood well up to them with a watchful eye and a ready arm.
-The women had escaped under cover of this unexpected interposition from
-their first assailants, but another pursuer by this time had got upon
-their track. “Let’s have a look at your face, my pretty lass,” this lout
-said, as he rolled along. Harry’s blood was up in a moment. “Oh, by
-Jove!” he cried, as if the sound of his native tongue had been the last
-aggravation, “this is too much. I know what to say to you, at least, my
-fine fellow,” and he turned upon his countryman like lightning, and
-promptly knocked him down. “I am not going to stand any nonsense from
-_you_,” he said.
-
-It was the affair of a moment--no more. The women flew along the street,
-disappearing up the nearest opening. Harry strode on after them with his
-blood up, but walking with the most dignified tranquillity. He would not
-even turn round to see what had happened. “If he thought I was going to
-stand _him_,” he said, as he went along, “that fellow, by Jove! but he
-was in the wrong box.” As for little Paolo, between fright and
-admiration, he was at his wit’s end. He danced along, now hurrying
-Harry on, now facing the other way, walking backwards to keep the other
-party in sight, and uttering alarmed entreaties. “Run! run! What if you
-’ave kill him?” he cried. “Vergene Santissima! they are coming. You ’ave
-done it now, you ’ave done it, and no one to help. Per Bacco! and he
-goes as if it were a festa. Run, Mister, run!”
-
-“I told you not to call me Mister,” said Harry, walking on with perfect
-coolness and at his ordinary pace. Paolo was half beside himself.
-“Perhaps you have kill a man,” he cried, “and you stop to set right my
-English--at such a moment----”
-
-“Pooh!” said Harry; he would not have quickened his steps for a fortune.
-“Don’t you know the beggar is an Englishman? A broken head won’t hurt
-him. Let’s keep the women in sight, they might get into more trouble.”
-Paolo followed him, trembling and hurried as they got further off; but
-the noisy sailors were busy about their fallen comrade, and made no
-attempt to follow. They were too much startled by the summary
-proceedings of the stranger, and kept back by a certain sense of justice
-which seldom fails in such an affray. The little Italian kept close to
-Harry like a dog, rushing about him, now a little in advance, now a
-little behind. “He ’ave pick himself up,” he said, looking back. “Dio!
-how the English understand each other! He is not kill.”
-
-“Killed!” cried Harry, contemptuously. “It takes more than that to kill
-an Englishman, even a beast like that fellow. You may palaver with your
-own kind, but I know what to do with mine. Come along, Thompson. Where
-have those women gone?”
-
-Here Paolo caught him by the arm, dragging him into the narrow street by
-which the flying figures had disappeared. One side of it was in almost
-perfect darkness, while the other was white and brilliant in the
-moonlight. “You like to know who it was,” he said. “Per Bacco! I know.”
-
-“It does not matter to me who it was,” said Harry, “so long as they are
-safe, that is all I care for. Women have no business to be out so late
-at night.”
-
-At this Paolo nodded his head a great many times in assent. “But that is
-English too,” he said. “How you are strange! You let a young lady go in
-the street, and you kill a man, and never think more of it! and the man
-when he is kill, get up and walk away instead of to avenge himself! You
-are strange, very strange. I understand you very well, for I am an
-English too.”
-
-After this somewhat startling incident, however, they did not linger
-long on their way. It had stirred the blood in Harry’s veins and given
-him the new start he wanted. There is nothing like a new incident for
-familiarising the mind with any great change in this life. Hitherto he
-had thought of nothing but his own transmogrification. Now he had
-something else to think of. He got back to his inn unmolested and
-uninterrupted, and he found his dreary little room not so dreary when it
-became a shelter for his fatigue, and a refuge in which to think over
-the strange excitement of this first new day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-SETTING OUT IN LIFE.
-
-
-Next morning Harry was woke by the appearance of his little friend at
-his bedside. For a moment it was all fantastic to him like a dream, the
-narrow slip of room with its tall walls, and straight windows, and the
-strange little figure by his bedside. “Hallo,” he said, “who are you,
-and what do you want?” opening his sleepy eyes, and springing up in bed.
-Paolo retreated with a little alarm.
-
-“I go to the bureau,” he said, “but before I go I am here to say good
-morning. What will you do without me?” the little man added with great
-simplicity. “Get lost, get into what you call skrape. Antonio, he speak
-a little. I come to advise that you take him with you. It will be only
-five lire, not very moche for an English.”
-
-“I wish you could remember,” said Harry pettishly, “to say an
-Englishman. An English is no sense: you never hear _me_ say that.”
-
-“Alright,” said Paolo good-humouredly. “I will remember; but it will be
-better to take Antonio; he shows you everything, all the palaces and
-streets, and you give him cinque lire--five,” holding up his fingers
-spread out to show the sum, and counting them with his other hand, “and
-you talk, he tell you things in Italian, you make a lesson out of him,”
-he added with a grin, showing all his white teeth.
-
-It was a sensible suggestion, but Harry was perverse. “That is all very
-well,” he said, “but I don’t care about seeing your palaces; what I want
-is to get something to do. Ain’t there a _Times_, or something with
-advertisements? where a fellow could see what’s wanted?”
-
-Paolo looked at him with a doubtful air, and his head on one side like a
-questioning sparrow. He was so small and so spare, and Harry so big,
-stretched out in the small bed which could not contain him, that the
-simile held in all points. It appeared unnecessary that he should do
-more than put out his hand to make an end altogether of his adviser, and
-there seemed a consciousness of this in the little man himself, who,
-recollecting last night, hopped a little farther off every time that
-Harry advanced leaning on his elbow, and projecting himself out of bed.
-
-“You bring letters, you are recommended?” he said. “No?” A cloud came
-over Paolo’s face; then he brightened again. “You come with me,” he
-said. “The Consul, that is the prince of the English--man. You come wid
-me, and I will recommend you. I will introduce you. He have much
-confidence, what you call trost, in me.”
-
-“But you don’t know anything about me,” said Harry.
-
-Paolo looked at him with an effusion of admiration and faith, “Siamo
-amici,” he said, laying his hand upon his heart with a sentiment and air
-which to the cynical Englishman were nothing less than theatrical. But
-Harry did not understand what the words meant.
-
-“That is all very well,” he said again, supposing that this was a mere
-compliment without meaning. “But what could you say about me? nothing!
-You don’t know me any more than the Consul does--or anybody here.”
-
-“Between friends,” said Paolo, “there is not the need of explanation. I
-understand you, Mister. Are you a Christian or a Protestant,” he added
-quickly, “have you a name of baptism, perhaps?” Paolo did not want to
-hurt the feelings of his new friend in case he was not provided with
-this article. But Harry’s pride was wounded to the quick.
-
-“A Christian,” he cried, “or a Protestant? I am both a Protestant and a
-Christian! I never heard such horrible intolerance in all my life. It is
-you who are not Christians, you papists praying to idols--worshipping
-saints, and old bones, and all sort of nonsense.” Harry was so much in
-earnest that his face grew crimson, and Paolo retreated yet another
-step.
-
-“You heat yourself; but it is not needed,” he said, waving his hand with
-deprecating grace. “Me, I am above prejudices. Here one calls one’s self
-Giovanni or Giacomo, or Paolo, as with me; and when the person is
-respectable of years, Ser Giovanni or Ser Giacomo; but if one has not a
-name of baptism, it is the same, that make no difference----”
-
-“Do you take me for a heathen that never was christened?” cried Harry.
-“My name is----” here he stopped and laughed, but grew redder, with a
-dusky colour; but “in for penny in for a pound,” as he had already
-remarked to himself--“my name is Isaac--Isaac Oliver, as I told you,”
-he said.
-
-“Bene, bene!” said Paolo. “It is enough, I will say to the consul: here
-is Mister Isaac, who is my friend. He is English--man; yes, I
-recollect--man; and I respond for him. He will be so condescending as to
-take a situation; he will interpret like me; he will make the Italian
-into the English, and the English into the Italian.”
-
-“But how can I do that?” said Harry, “when I don’t understand one word
-of your lingo? I can’t do that.”
-
-Paolo’s countenance lengthened once more; but he speedily recovered
-himself.
-
-“That will teach itself,” he said. “I will talk; I will tell you
-everything. Aspetto! there is now, presently, incessantly--an occasion.
-Komm, komm along; something strikes me in the head. But silence, the
-Vice-Consul, he it is that will settle all.”
-
-Harry did not think much of Paolo’s recommendation; but yet the idea of
-appealing to the Vice-Consul was worth consideration. The thought of an
-Englishman to whom he could tell his story--or if not his story, yet a
-story, something which would seem as an account of himself--was like a
-rope thrown out to him amid a waste of waters. And, as an Englishman, he
-would have a right to be listened to. English officials are not like
-American, the natural vassals of their countrymen; but still, when a man
-is at his wit’s end, there is something in the idea that a person of
-authority, in whom he has a vested interest, is within reach, which is
-consolatory. To be introduced to this functionary, however, by Paolo,
-whose position did not seem to be very important, did not please Harry’s
-pride. He sent the little fellow away with a vague promise of thinking
-of it, which disappointed the friendly little man. Paolo could not
-restrain his anxious desire to be of use. He went off to the Farmacia to
-buy soap and tooth-powder for his amico, and even proposed to fetch him
-the little bicchierino of acquavite, with which some people begin their
-day, a proposal which filled Harry with horror. Paolo put his
-dressing-table in order with the care of a woman, and lingered, anxious
-to do something more. He would have brushed his friend’s clothes, if
-Harry would have let him. He was proud of his new discovery, the big
-Englishman, whom he had secured to himself, and whom he admired in
-proportion to his own smallness and inconsiderableness. Something of
-the pleasure of a nurse with an infant, and of a child with a new toy,
-was in his bustling anxious delight. When at last, however, he was half
-forced, half persuaded to go away, Paolo made a few steps back from the
-door and held up a warning finger.
-
-“Mister Isaack mio,” he said, “one must not any more knock down. It is
-not understood in Livorno. That which can well do itself in England is
-different: here--it is not understood.” His face had become very grave,
-then a deprecatory smile of apology broke over it. “In Italy they are in
-many things behind,” he said. “It is not--understood.”
-
-“Don’t be afraid, Paul-o,” said Harry, laughing, “I shan’t knock down
-anyone to-day. Even in England we don’t do it but when it is necessary.
-You may trust me, I shall knock nobody down to-day.”
-
-“Alright, alright!” said Paolo, with a beaming countenance. He turned
-back again to instruct his friend at what hour it would be best to come
-to the bureau. “I will speak, and you shall be expected. I will respond
-for you,” the little man said.
-
-At last he went away full of amiable intentions and zeal in his friend’s
-cause, zeal which deserved a better reward. For Harry did not build
-much upon the influence of Paolo. It hurt his pride to think of
-presenting himself anywhere under the wing of this little Italian clerk.
-He would stand upon his own qualities, he said to himself, not upon the
-ready faith and rash undertaking of a stranger; but though he put it in
-this way, it was not in reality because he objected to Paolo’s trust in
-him, or thought it rash as another man might have done, but because he
-felt himself Paolo’s social superior. It would be hard to say on what
-this consciousness was founded. Harry’s only superiority had been his
-family, and that he had put away. As he was dressing, he turned over a
-great many things in his mind which he might say to the Vice-Consul. Few
-young people understand how much better policy it is in all such cases
-to speak the truth than to invent the most plausible of stories, and
-Harry was not wiser than his kind. He made up various fictions about
-himself explaining how it was that he thus presented himself alone and
-unfriended in an altogether strange place--all of which he would have
-stated with a faltering tongue and abashed countenance, so as to impress
-the falsehood of them upon the hearer; for to invent excuses is one
-thing, and to produce them with force and consistency another.
-Successful lying, like everything else, wants practice; few men can
-succeed in it who only do it once in a way. It requires study, and
-careful consideration of probabilities, so that the artist shall not be
-put entirely out by an unforeseen question: and it needs an excellent
-memory, to retain all that has been said, so as not to contradict
-previous statements. Harry possessed none of these qualities, but then
-he was not aware of the want of them; and the thing which made him
-depart from tale after tale was not any suspicion of their weakness, or
-his weakness, but an inability to please himself in the details of his
-romance. And then the thought of going as it were hat in hand, to ask
-the Consul to provide him with employment, and the inevitable starting
-forth of little Paolo to pledge himself for everything his friend might
-say, discouraged him. He grew downhearted as he put himself into the
-best apparel he had, and brushed his hair, and endeavoured to look his
-best. Would it not be better to start off again, to go, though he had
-made up his mind against it, to America after all? There, there would be
-no language to learn, no difficulty in understanding what was said to
-him. He went down and swallowed his breakfast, coffee and bread, which
-seemed to him the most wretched fare, turning this over in his mind. But
-for one thing he did not like to be beaten; no Englishman does, he said
-to himself; and Harry was of the primitive, simple kind of Englishman
-who clings to all national characteristics. He could not bear to be
-beaten, to contradict himself as it were, and depart from his plan.
-While he was thinking of all this, however, a brilliant expedient
-occurred to him. Though he was reluctant to tell his own story, he was
-not disposed to screen himself by any fiction of excuses from the
-consequences of anything he had done; and it was undeniable that he had
-“got into a row” on the previous night. No Englishman, he reflected,
-would think the worse of a young fellow who had knocked down a drunken
-sailor to prevent him from molesting a woman; but it would be as well to
-go and tell the story of this little incident in case of any ulterior
-proceedings. Harry fairly chuckled over his own wisdom in hitting upon
-so admirable a way of presenting himself to the representative of his
-country. He had never before felt himself so clever. He munched his dry
-bread and drank his coffee with a wry face, but something like a mental
-relish at least. Little Paolo’s friendly conscience would not need to be
-strained. He would be able to bear witness of the facts in all
-sincerity, and, if anything were to come of it, there would be at least
-a friend in court, a valuable advocate secured. Antonio, the waiter,
-drew near while Harry came to this conclusion, and watched him
-dispatching his simple refreshment with friendly looks. The Italians
-admired the young Englishman’s fine limbs, and height and strength, and
-they made a pet of him because he was a stranger and helpless; perhaps
-the waiter was not without an eye to substantial rewards, but he had at
-the same time a most friendly eye to Harry’s helplessness, and an
-amiable desire to make him comfortable. He stood and watched him eating
-with sympathy.
-
-“Ze gentleman would like an egg, perhaps, Sarr?” he said.
-
-“I should like half-a-dozen,” said Harry with a sigh; “but no, no, never
-mind--never mind; for the present this will do.”
-
-“Ze gentlemen Italian eat no breakfast,” said Antonio; “ze eat--after;
-but I will command for ze English gentleman, if it makes pleasure to
-him, ze English breakfast. There is already one here.”
-
-“One--breakfast!” said Harry, surprised.
-
-“One,” said Antonio, with a finger in the air, “English-man, and two
-tree Americans; ze eat of ze beef in ze early morning. It is
-extraordinary: eat of ze beef when you comes out of your bed. But it is
-the same--it is the same; that makes nothing to our padrone; and I will
-command it for ze gentleman if he will.”
-
-“I wish you would,” said Harry, “another time; dry bread is not much to
-breakfast upon: and the bread is very queer stuff.”
-
-“It is good bread,” said Antonio, “Sarr, very good bread; bettare far
-than ze bread of London;” he nodded his head as he spoke with
-self-satisfaction. “Ze gentleman would like me go wid him--show him all
-ze places, and ze grand catedral, and all that ze English gentleman go
-over ze world to see?”
-
-“No, Antonio; I don’t care about cathedrals, but you can come with me to
-the English Consul’s if you like, and show me the way.”
-
-“I like very moche, Sarr,” said Antonio, with a grin. “Ze English
-gentlemans please me. Zey is astonished at everyting. Ze pictures--O!
-bellissimi! and ze palazzi, and ze churches. It is noting but O! and O!
-as long as zey are walking about. But, Sarr,” said Antonio, coming
-closer, “Livorno is not moche. It is a city of trade. Com to Firenze,
-Sarr, if you would see beautiful pictures and beautiful houses. Ah! that
-is something to see. Or to Venezia--better still. I am of Venezia, Sarr.
-Ze gentleman will not say to Signor Paolo that I tell him so, but
-Livorno--pouff!” Antonio blew it away in a puff of disdain. “Firenze and
-Venezia, there is where you will see pictures--everyware--of Raphael and
-Michael Angelo, and Tiziano, and----”
-
-“I don’t care much about pictures,” said Harry, calmly. “I like the
-shipping better. You can take me to the docks if you like. I don’t want
-you to tell me about them. I like to see things I know about myself. But
-I tell you what, Antonio, you may teach me the names in Italian, if you
-like; that will always be making a little progress,” Harry said,
-suddenly bethinking himself of Paolo’s suggestion.
-
-Antonio’s face had lengthened by several inches. An English gentleman
-who did not want to see pictures was a personage of whom he had no
-understanding. He began to think that Harry was not a genuine
-Englishman after all.
-
-“Ze signor is perhaps Tedesco--no? Or Americain--no? I have known many
-English,” said Antonio, gravely, “but zey all run after ze pictures. Ze
-gentleman is what you call an original. Benissimo! that makes noting to
-me. Ze sheeps in ze harbour are very fine sheeps. You will not see no
-bettare--no, not in England. Ze signor wishes--eh?--perhaps to make
-observations, to let ze Government--ze ministers know, Italy is now a
-great country, and ze others are jealous. You fear we will take ze trade
-all away?”
-
-“Not so bad as that, Antonio,” said Harry, with a great laugh. “Where I
-have come from I wish I could show you the docks; they are about ten
-times as big as these.”
-
-Antonio grinned from ear to ear. He did not believe a word of what Harry
-said. “If it pleases to ze gentleman,” he said, laughing too. He was
-perfectly tolerant of the joke, and glad to see his _protegé_ cheerful.
-Then Harry jumped up from the table, poorly sustained for the business
-he had in hand by his light meal, but somewhat anxious to get through
-the ordeal he had proposed to himself. Antonio, however, who appeared
-presently in the well-worn and assiduously brushed costume of a _laquais
-de place_, could not quite let him off the inevitable sightseeing. He
-led him to the Duomo and into the great Square with a pretence that this
-was on the way to the Consul’s office, and made him look at again,
-whether he would or not, the same public buildings which he had gazed at
-dreamily as he wandered about the streets the day before, and looked at
-languidly in the moonlight under Paolo’s active guidance. He had been
-but twenty-four hours in Leghorn, and already he had associations with
-the street-corners, which probably he would never forget. Already this
-new world was acquiring known features of acquaintanceship; his life
-beginning to put forth threads like a spider’s web, and twist and twine,
-the new with the old. It startled Harry to feel that he was no longer a
-stranger here, where he had landed so forlorn. After the round which
-Antonio beguiled him into making, it was about eleven o’clock before
-they reached the door over which the well-known British symbol was put
-up. The outer office was full of people and business, sea-captains and
-merchants’ clerks, and even a few examples of the kind of traveller who
-is most common in Italy, he who travels for pleasure and not for
-business. Harry had to wait among the rest who were seeking an audience
-of the Vice-Consul. Here Antonio left him, and he could not see anything
-like the olive-countenance and brilliant costume of Paolo; but it was an
-English group among which he stood. The clerks even spoke English, if
-one or two of them displayed the tongue-tied hesitation which is common
-to all classes when they speak a language imperfectly understood. One of
-the tourists did his best to draw Harry into conversation, lamenting the
-cruel fate which had detained him in such a place. He was just starting
-for Pisa, this pilgrim said, where there was really something to see.
-“One might as well be in Liverpool as here,” he said. Harry did not make
-any reply. This was just the reason why he himself approved of Leghorn
-more than of any other place he had seen. When it came to his turn at
-last, almost all the other appellants and petitioners had been seen and
-dismissed. They all wanted something; and Harry’s new acquaintance had
-talked and worried him so much with his dislike to a place where there
-was so little to see, that he had almost forgot the manner in which he
-had arranged with himself to open his own story; when at length
-everybody else was despatched, and he had to go forward to his audience.
-His heart beat a little faster as he went in. The Vice-Consul was a man
-of a portly presence, something like an English merchant of the higher
-class, with grizzled hair, and an aspect of great respectability and
-authority. He was fully conscious of his dignity as the representative
-of the British Government, and of Her Majesty herself, amid an alien and
-inferior race. He did not think much of Italy or the Italian people, and
-he felt it was his mission in life to keep them down. He was seated in
-great state upon a large chair, which swung round with him when he
-moved. His table, his papers, the manner in which he appeared over them,
-with the air of a judge on the bench, was very imposing to a stranger,
-especially when that stranger was in difficulty and came to ask help. He
-made Harry a very formal bow, and pointed to a seat near, which had
-something of the air of a seat for the prisoner at the bar.
-
-“What can I do for you?” he said, with a dignified inclination of his
-head; after the first glance his look softened. He was used to see a
-great many people, and it was a compliment to Harry’s appearance that
-it interested the Vice-Consul. He almost smiled upon him, with a
-benignity in which he did not very often indulge.
-
-Then it was that Harry’s real difficulties began; but how thankful he
-was that it was a true story he was telling, and not a fictitious
-account of himself!
-
-“I came to tell you, Sir,” he said, “of something that occurred last
-night--a scrape--that is to say a row I got into. I suppose I must call
-it a row.”
-
-“It is a great pity when strangers get into rows in a foreign town,
-Mr.----Oliver. I think you said Oliver?”
-
-What a fool I was thought Harry!--as he did after every new production
-of that name; but his last chance of reclaiming his own was now over.
-
-“What you say is quite true,” he said, “and I should not have been such
-a fool but for urgent cause. I knocked down a fellow who was annoying a
-lady. He deserved a great deal more than I gave him; if he had been an
-Italian I might have hesitated, but he was an Englishman. So I just
-knocked him down.”
-
-“Very wrong, very wrong,” said the Vice-Consul, “and a curious way of
-showing your preference for your fellow-countrymen. But you had better
-tell me all about it. When did this occur, and where?”
-
-Harry described the place as well as he could. “There was a lot of
-them,” he said. “The Italians--if they were Italians--gave way when I
-spoke to them. I’ll do them that justice. The English fellow, I did not
-say anything to him. I was not going to argue with a brute like that. I
-just quietly knocked him down. It was a young lady and a woman with her.
-You see, if I had stood there talking, the others might have been up to
-us, and have given her more annoyance. I daresay it did not hurt the
-fellow much; and if he’s a man he’ll take it quietly, for he deserved
-it; but I thought it was perhaps best to let you know.”
-
-The Vice-Consul had started slightly when Harry described, as well as he
-could, the locality in which this incident took place. Now he asked
-quickly, “And the lady--did you know her? and did she get clean away?”
-
-“Know her!” said Harry, “I only arrived here yesterday; besides I did
-not want to know her: it might not have been pleasant for her. We
-watched her safe out of reach; indeed we went on till we heard a door
-shut where she lived, I suppose. No, it was not for that. It was to say
-that if the fellow complained, or brought any action, or anything of
-that sort--I wanted you, Sir, being the representative of England, to
-know the real facts. That is how it was.”
-
-There was a smile about the Vice-Consul’s mouth. “As it happens I have
-heard about it already,” he said. “I’ll speak to you farther on the
-subject by-and-bye--Don’t be alarmed, it will do you no harm; sit down
-and rest yourself, and wait for a few minutes. I am going in to lunch
-presently, and I’ll talk to you then,” the Vice-Consul said. Harry did
-not know what to think. The consequences could not be very bad, since
-this great functionary restrained a smile; but there was evidently a
-second chapter to the adventure. Harry withdrew as he was directed to
-the other end of the office, and there stood gazing at railway
-timetables, and pictures of ships. There was all about a line of vessels
-to America from Genoa which had lately been established, just the very
-thing for him if he intended to do what he had been thinking of. But
-Harry scarcely knew what he was looking at. All these questions seemed
-things of the past. What was the Vice-Consul going to say to him? What
-was to come of it? Till he knew this he could not think of anything
-else.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE VICE-CONSUL’S DAUGHTER.
-
-
-A door in the Vice-Consul’s office opened into a long passage with a row
-of windows on one side, which communicated with his house. When the hour
-came at which, after the comfortable fashion of leisurely Italian towns,
-the office was shut up for the midday meal, the Vice Consul made Harry
-an amiable sign to follow. He led him through this passage, which looked
-upon a courtyard full of plants, where a fountain trickled in the
-sunshine, into a large cool room with all its _jalousies_ closed, and in
-which for a minute or two he saw nothing. He was being introduced into a
-sort of enchanted country it seemed, unlike anything he had ever known
-or thought of; the tiled floor was almost covered with soft rugs,
-according to a fashion not then known in England, and the furniture
-dimly discerned in the gloom, was like rocks at sea to the stranger who
-had no chart of the confused and intricate passage. Something white in a
-corner, something which moved a little when they came in, was all he
-saw, and he could not make out even what that was till his eyes had got
-accustomed to the light. Then he perceived with a great tremor and shock
-of shyness that it was a lady, a slight girl in a white dress who looked
-up to nod to her father, then seeing a second figure behind him, rose
-hastily with a shy grace. Harry was still more shy than she was. He was
-not accustomed to the society of ladies. And he was dreadfully hungry,
-having had nothing but that dry bread and coffee, a circumstance which
-made him still more depressed and timid. He did not at all know why he
-was introduced so suddenly into this other world. He thought he was only
-going to an inner office, or perhaps--but that was a blessedness he
-dared scarcely hope for--that the Consul in his kindness had meant to
-give him some luncheon. But the drawing-room confused him wholly; he had
-done nothing to merit such an introduction. He only half took in
-accordingly the meaning of the words the Consul said, “Look here, Rita,
-I have brought your champion of last night.”
-
-“Oh!” That purely English exclamation sounded to Harry the sweetest
-syllable he had ever heard. The white figure came a step forward. By
-this time he began to see through the gloom, and what he saw was a very
-young face, with two great dark eyes, lifted to him full of wonder and
-pleasure. Then a hand was put out, “Was it you?” she said eagerly. “Oh,
-yes, I remember!” And before he was aware the hand, smaller and softer
-than any such article previously known to him, touched his for a moment.
-Harry dropped into the chair which the Vice-Consul pointed to him in
-utter confusion of surprise. He was not even able to notice what an
-extraordinary advantage to him such an introduction was. He was simply
-astonished more than words could say.
-
-“This is Mr. Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul. “He came and told me all
-about it without a notion who you were. And you see how surprised he is.
-He thought, I suppose, I was taking him into a kind of genteel prison.
-It must be added that, if you only arrived yesterday, you lost no time
-in getting into a row.”
-
-“Did you only arrive yesterday?” said the delightful little voice, in
-which there was a flavour of something not English, though the English
-was perfect. “Oh, how glad I am that you did arrive then! What would
-have become of us otherwise? for no one but an Englishman wandering
-about the most unlikely places could ever have found himself just
-there.”
-
-“And nobody but an English girl would have risked herself in such a
-place,” said the father. “I hope you will take that to heart, my dear.
-This girl,” he added, turning to the young man, “is by way of despising
-all Italian precautions. She is an English girl, she tells everybody,
-and she will not be a slave like the others: and old Benedetta is an old
-fool and never goes against her. One of her pensioners was ill last
-night, that was why the monkey was out at such an hour. When I am at the
-Club there is nobody to put her to bed.”
-
-“As if I was a little child to be put to bed! It was the dearest old
-woman, and she would see me. The priest had been sent for and the
-sacraments; could I refuse to go--now could I? And how was I to know men
-were so dreadful? But you see, papa, there are always the good angels
-about.”
-
-“When I was young the angels were all feminine,” the Vice-Consul said,
-“and we called the ladies by these pretty names, not the ladies us.”
-
-“Perhaps you never did so much for any girl. Oh, how frightened I was
-when that man took hold of my arm! and then to hear an English voice as
-if it were coming from the skies, ‘Let go that girl!’”
-
-“How did the fellow understand, I wonder?” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“If I had not been so frightened I should have laughed. They did not
-understand a bit! It might just as well have been Greek; but if it had
-been Greek they would have understood,” cried Rita, putting her hands
-together with grateful enthusiasm. All this time Harry had never spoken
-a word; indeed, there had been no opening for him to speak.
-
-“You must have thought me a big idiot to say anything at all,” he said.
-
-“Oh! I thought you---- I won’t tell you what, or papa will say something
-disagreeable. It was so grand the English voice; and then their hands
-dropped as if I had been fire.”
-
-“I should have broken every bone in their bodies,” cried Harry, with
-unnecessary fervour, “if I had known it was _you_ they touched with
-their filthy fingers!” He did not know why he made this violent speech,
-which was far from elegant, and quite unsuitable to the refined and
-still atmosphere in which he so unexpectedly found himself. As for Rita
-she blushed a little, and laughed a little, in the soft green twilight,
-finding it not unnatural that he should have been doubly indignant at
-the idea that it was _she_ who was in danger. She was accustomed to
-believe that anything disagreeable was doubly offensive when it happened
-to her, and that she was about the most important little person in the
-world. But she was one of the rare people whom such a knowledge does not
-spoil. It seemed to her quite simple--was not she her father’s only
-child, and only pleasure in life? She had been aware of this fact ever
-since she was born.
-
-“Hush, hush!” said the Vice-Consul; “we must have nothing more about
-breaking bones: to knock down one fellow was quite enough. But I am very
-much obliged to you, Oliver. I can’t make a stranger of you after this.
-My little girl is all I have in the world, and whoever is good to her is
-good to me. If you are going to stay in Leghorn, I hope you’ll let me be
-of some use to you; but I don’t suppose that’s very likely. Meantime,
-Rita, don’t you think we had better go to lunch?”
-
-What welcome words these were to Harry! He was excited and pleased by
-the adventure altogether; his head was a little turned by the enthusiasm
-of gratitude with which he was received, and the atmosphere around this
-young creature, who was a kind of mystic half revelation to him. He had
-not yet made out her face quite distinctly, and yet he was admitted to
-all the privileges of friendship: the strange sensation intoxicated him.
-But yet when her father spoke of lunch, all that went out of his head.
-Consider that he had eaten nothing but about half a yard of tasteless
-bread that day! and it was one o’clock. But Harry was not without
-manners; though the pangs of appetite made him faint, he got up politely
-and made a pretence at taking leave. Needless to say that the
-Vice-Consul was above taking advantage of his position, “No, no, no; we
-are going to keep you to luncheon,” he said, with a _bonhomie_ which was
-irresistible. Harry thought him the most delightful person in the world,
-only a little less delightful than the other unknown being who made him
-feel tremulous and abashed, though so happy. The dining-room was
-lighted from the shady side of the courtyard, and there was accordingly
-light enough to see by. The meal was not a foreign breakfast, but an
-English luncheon of a substantial kind, and it is safe to say that Harry
-had never been so happy in his life as when he had taken off the first
-fierce edge of appetite, and had begun to be able to enjoy the novelty
-and yet the familiarity of this unexpected scene. Mr. Bonamy (which was
-the name of the Vice-Consul) without laying aside the dignity as of a
-benevolent prince which was so remarkable in him, showed all the
-condescension of a thoroughly amiable potentate; and Rita was---- Rita
-was something of which Harry had no previous conception. She was about
-sixteen--no more. Her face was the face of a child, but lighted up by
-two beautiful large eyes which she had got from her Italian mother. She
-knew, or seemed to know, everything her father knew, and was used to be
-talked to about all that happened. If it were not Joan putting in her
-word occasionally in a long discussion when her interference was seldom
-received but with either blame or contempt, Harry had never been
-accustomed to women who took any share in the conversation going on;
-and to hear this child talk bewildered him. She had a slight girlish
-figure, a small face almost without colour, the faint sweet flesh tints
-of which were thrown up in the most delicate distinctness by the white
-of her dress. She seemed all spirit, all life, a creature made of air
-and sunshine rather than flesh and blood to Harry. And about himself
-there was so much flesh and blood! He listened to the conversation
-rather than joined in it, feeling himself an admiring audience rather
-than a partaker in their talk. One thing only he felt moved to say, and
-that was about his own appetite, which he feared they would think
-preposterous. “I feel more like a wolf than a man,” he said. “I hope you
-won’t think I’m always like this. I never was abroad before, and I don’t
-know the ways. And I had no breakfast but some of their queer bread.
-This bread is delightful,” Harry said, with enthusiasm. The father and
-the daughter were delighted with him, appetite and all.
-
-“I am so glad you never were abroad before,” said Rita; “now one sees
-exactly what England is like. Oh, yes, papa, you need not laugh. I see
-the English green, and the trees waving, and the winds blowing, all in
-Mr. Oliver’s face. And there is a little sound of the sea, and a shadow
-of hills--not big mountains, but nice, kind hills with sheep-bells
-tinkling----”
-
-“We have not many sheep-bells, Miss Bonamy, in my country,” said Harry;
-“the hills are more grey than green, and there is a great deal of fog in
-the winter, and east wind, and rain----”
-
-“Oh, don’t tell me about the bad things, tell me about what is
-pleasant,” said Rita. “The east wind is not so bad as the scirocco, and
-the rain is delightful. I know all about that. As for the fog, the
-painters say it is more picturesque than anything. They say there is
-always a soft delicious sort of haze, and you never see things sharp cut
-out against the sky as they look here.”
-
-“Have you never been in England?” Harry said, with a little surprise;
-and then he saw that a shade, a sort of cloud, come over the lively
-table, and the two animated faces. Rita shook her head, and then began
-to talk quickly to him about the neighbourhood, and all he would have to
-see. Harry had protested to his humble friends that he wanted to see
-nothing but the shipping, but he did not repeat this sentiment here. He
-learned in a moment that to be fond of pictures was a necessity, and
-that there were certain things which every Englishman in Italy had come
-expressly to worship. Rita’s opinion “of course” convinced him in a
-moment. He never made the slightest stand against it. Henceforward he
-knew what was expected of him. When she went out of the room waving her
-fingers to him in sign of goodbye, Harry suddenly became quite grave,
-and felt all at once as if the light had gone out of the sky. And there
-was more than sentiment in this feeling; for now he found himself face
-to face with the Vice-Consul, and it was very evident that, so much
-having passed between them, something more would now have to be said.
-Mr. Bonamy offered the young man a cigar, and, lighting his own, leant
-back in his chair, and evidently awaited some further disclosures of his
-mind and purpose.
-
-“You are thinking of staying in Leghorn,” he said.
-
-“I am thinking,” said Harry, feeling his colour rise, “of trying to get
-employment, if I can; a situation of some kind.”
-
-“Employment!” said the Vice-Consul. It was impossible to deny that he
-was disappointed. His voice had an accent which there was no mistaking.
-Harry had not much refinement or education, but he had an air which
-would have been perfectly consistent with the rank of a young squire, an
-English country gentleman of simple mind, and no great amount of
-culture, travelling for his pleasure, and perhaps with some vague idea
-of improvement. Mr. Bonamy, who had received him so cordially, and who
-had been pleased to be under an obligation to a young fellow of
-attractive appearance and pleasant manners, was more cast down by this
-intimation than might have been thought possible. Not a young squire:
-nobody in particular: a penniless youth seeking employment. Such
-visitors were not rare, but they seldom penetrated into the
-carefully-guarded interior of the Vice-Consul’s house.
-
-Harry felt very much abashed. He was sensible of the downfall. How he
-longed to produce the glories of the Joscelyns, and convince his hearer
-that, if he was humble now, his family had once sat with princes!
-Perhaps Mr. Bonamy might not have been so impressed by these ancestors
-as Harry thought; but as it was they looked at each other blankly,
-mutually feeling that a great fall had taken place. Harry smiled in
-that rigid way which is popularly called smiling at the wrong side of
-the face.
-
-“Yes,” he said, “employment. I don’t know that I am very good for
-anything: but I have some little acquaintance with--business.”
-
-This was worse and worse. Had he been possessed of a knowledge of law
-business, or military drill, or anything likely to be of no real use to
-him, the situation might have improved. But business! book-keeping, and
-that sort of thing! no doubt he was a mere clerk after all.
-
-“You have recommendations, I suppose, from your last employers,” Mr.
-Bonamy said, coldly. “I shall be glad if I can be of any use, but----”
-
-“To tell the truth,” said Harry--he was seized with an outburst of
-frankness, feeling a kind of desperation seize him at sight of this cold
-withdrawal of the sudden friendship which had made him so happy for the
-moment--“to tell the truth I have no recommendations. If anyone will be
-kind to me they must take me at my own word. All I have got to say for
-myself is that I have quarrelled with my family. I cannot enter into the
-question now. I have done it, and that is all I can say; and here I am,
-and I must get employment. I am not going to push myself into your
-acquaintance, Sir. It was an accident, nothing more than an accident;
-and probably you thought me a person of more importance----”
-
-“Importance or not has nothing to do with it,” said the Vice-Consul; and
-again his countenance softened. A young man who has quarrelled with his
-family is no doubt a person to be lectured and reproved, and brought
-back to a sense of duty, but all the same he is quite different from a
-commonplace clerk seeking a situation. Harry did not intend to throw any
-halo of distinction over his own humble person, but he did it unawares.
-Mr. Bonamy’s countenance gradually cleared. “My dear young fellow,” he
-said, “I daresay you are impulsive and hot-headed, like so many other
-young men. As being under obligations to you, I may allow myself to give
-you good advice. No advantage ever springs from family quarrels. My
-advice to you is, make it up.”
-
-“Not for anything in the world,” said Harry, hotly. “I have been
-treated--I can’t say how I have been treated. I will neither make it up,
-nor will I go near them, or have any communication with them, till I am
-altogether independent of them, and have worked out a position for
-myself!”
-
-“You must not be so violent,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, let me
-act the part of a real friend. Let me write.”
-
-“Never!” said Harry, getting up to his feet. “I am very sorry, Sir, to
-have troubled you with my affairs.”
-
-“That is nonsense,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Sit down, sit down, and let us
-talk it over. You have been hot-headed, I don’t doubt. What is it now?
-tell me. Some foolish falling in love. You must want to marry somebody
-they don’t approve.”
-
-Harry smiled in spite of himself. “I am no more in love than you are,
-Sir,” he said.
-
-“That might be a dangerous affirmation,” said the Vice-Consul, shaking
-his head, with a smile which was somewhat melancholy; “but I understand
-what you mean. Then was it money? You have been foolish and got into
-debt?”
-
-“It was a little about money; but not because I had got into debt--and
-that was the least of it,” Harry said. “You must pardon me, Sir; but
-indeed I cannot tell you: it is a complicated business; and I can’t
-depart from what I have said. I will never go home, never make it up
-till I have made my own fortune. But if you will believe me,” he said
-earnestly, with a flush of hot colour, “the fault was not mine. I have
-nothing to conceal on my side.”
-
-“Then why conceal it?” said the Vice-Consul. “I cannot act for you
-unless I have full information; but if you will trust me with your
-story----”
-
-“I would trust you sooner than anyone I know; but I have promised that I
-will never say a word on the subject,” said Harry, with all the
-obstinacy of all the Joscelyns in his face, “until--I am independent, as
-I have said.” He rose up a second time, all flushed and excited. “I am
-going to try my luck at Leghorn,” he said. “I am much obliged to you,
-Sir, for your kindness. I have felt myself again since I have been here;
-but now I will not trouble you any more.” He held out his hand. He was a
-handsome young fellow, tall and strong, with the sunburnt countenance
-and well-developed limbs, and curling, fair locks, which are everywhere
-identified with a young Englishman. He was not at all like a mere clerk
-in an office; he was like a son of the fields and woods, one of those
-whose training has been of the kind most prized and appreciated by all
-Englishmen--an open-air youth; a rider, rower, swimmer,
-cricketer--brought up in that way which involves leisure and space, and
-all the appliances of country-life. Mr. Bonamy saw all this in Harry’s
-vigorous form and movements. He felt sure that he could not be a nobody.
-And after all, except that of being a nobody, there is in youth no
-unpardonable sin.
-
-“Don’t be in such a hurry. Sit down again, the office does not open for
-another half-hour: and let me hear what there is to be done for you,” he
-said.
-
-This was a question more embarrassing than the Vice-Consul supposed, for
-after all there did not seem much that Harry could do. He confessed that
-he had almost forgotten what he knew at school, and he had never learned
-any modern languages, and could speak no tongue but his own. He had a
-little experience in business, he said; but this was the only knowledge
-he could lay claim to. The Vice-Counsel did not know what to make of
-him; but as he had started with the distinct hypothesis that Harry was a
-squire’s son, it was not very difficult to fit in the facts to his
-foregone conclusion. Many a young gentleman forgot all his school
-learning by the time he was twenty. The difficult thing was that
-knowledge of business which at first Harry had been strongly disposed to
-put forward as the only faculty which he knew himself to be possessed
-of. How had he acquired that? Mr. Bonamy ended by deciding that he must
-have quarrelled with his family some time before, and that his
-acquaintance with business had been the fruit of some attempt made in
-England to maintain himself before he came here. Thus, without any
-intention on Harry’s part, he managed to deceive his first influential
-friend. He neither meant to do it, nor was he aware he had done it; but
-still this was how things fell out. The conclusion of the interview was
-that Mr. Bonamy engaged Harry to come back to him next day, when he
-would have thought the whole matter over, and know what to say. They
-parted with great friendship and cordiality, Mr. Bonamy having entirely
-come round again to his own theory in respect to the young man who had
-been so serviceable to his daughter. Everything seemed to prove this,
-Harry’s very ignorance among the rest. “In these days every poor lad is
-more or less educated; a gentleman’s son, who has something else to look
-to than competitive examination, he is the only one that escapes that
-sort of thing,” the Vice-Consul wisely said. Harry, on his part, went
-off to his hotel with greatly exhilarated feelings. He had done nothing,
-he said to himself, but make friends since ever he came to Leghorn. To
-be sure in the light of the Vice-Consul’s friendship he felt that Paolo
-was (as he had always felt) somewhat beneath his pretensions. But still
-the poor fellow had been very kind. As he came out by the private door
-of the Consul’s house, he saw Paolo at a little distance waiting till
-the public door of the Consulate should be open. He saw Harry and rushed
-at him, beckoning violently.
-
-“Komm ’ere, komm ’ere; this is the place,” he said. “Komm along, I will
-introduce you, I will respond for you; now is the time to find the
-Vice-Consul amiable. He is always amiable when he has well breakfasted.”
-He seized Harry by the arm, and tried to drag him back to the Consulate
-with an anxious desire to serve his friend which merited a better
-return. Harry shook himself free of the little man with good-natured
-impatience.
-
-“I’ve just come from the Vice-Consul,” he said with dignity, “we’re the
-best of friends. I’ve been able to be of use to him, and he is going to
-be of use to me. Many thanks to you, Paolo, all the same; but I’ve been
-lunching there, and--and I’ve done my business. To-morrow I am to go
-again,” Harry said, unconsciously holding his head high. Paolo gazed at
-him with eyes and mouth that were like round O’s of wonder. He was much
-crestfallen in his honest endeavours to be of service. But he soon
-recovered his spirits.
-
-“Bravo!” he said three times over, each time more satisfied than the
-other. Then he rose to a “Bravissimo,” with a smile that lighted up his
-olive face. “It would have made me pleasure to be of use to you, Ser
-Isaack mio. I would have responded, I would have taken it all upon
-me--what you call caution. But you are a true English, like the
-Vice-Consul himself, and it is just that you should understand each
-other. I am not disappointed--I am happy, very much happy that you have
-not any need of me,” little Paolo said, smiling, but with tears in his
-eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-PAOLO.
-
-
-Paolo came back from his labours in the evening, very curious to know
-all about Harry’s interview with the Consul, and the origin and the
-result of the acquaintance between them. But Harry was prudent. He was
-prudent without any motive, from personal pride, rather than from any
-consideration for the credit of Miss Bonamy, which he did not think to
-be in the least involved. The women with whom Harry was acquainted were
-not of a kind who would have been afraid to go anywhere in the evening,
-and it did not occur to him that the reputation, even of a girl, in
-Italy would be jeopardized by such an innocent benevolence as that of
-going to visit a sick neighbour at night. Therefore it was simply pride
-and English reserve, not any notion of prudence on Rita’s account, that
-kept him silent on the subject. Paolo had a very different conception of
-the affair. He was very anxious to find out what had been the immediate
-effect upon Harry’s mind of the visit to the Consul’s house.
-
-“There is a--young ladi there,” he said, watching Harry’s face. “You see
-perhaps, yes? a young ladi, the daughter of the Signor.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I saw Miss Bonamy,” Harry said.
-
-“And you nevare--see her before?” This Paolo asked with a gleam of
-mischief in his dark eyes, and the air of a man who knew a great deal
-more than he said.
-
-“Oh yes, I have met her before,” said Harry lightly. “They were quite
-old friends. I did not in the least expect to meet people so like old
-friends here.”
-
-Paolo was bewildered by this speech, and did not know what to think.
-
-“Ah,” he said in a tone of disappointment. “You know them in your
-country? what you call at ’ome? But,” he added with a little triumph,
-“there you could not meet Signorina Rita, because she is never to go to
-England; her mother die in England, her mother was the daughter of an
-English and Italian, like me for example; but she die in England when
-she go, all young, when the Signorina was a bébé. The Signor Vice-Consul
-was mad--Si! mad, there is no other word. It was a long time that it was
-thought he die too--but no, he live, he go on living; but the Signorina
-Rita never go to England, that is finished, that is fixed, nothing will
-change it. It could not be that you meet her there.”
-
-“Do you know Miss Bonamy very well,” said Harry with a little offence,
-“that you call her by her Christian name?”
-
-“I say Signorina Rita, it is our custom. If she were an old, I should
-say Sora Rita; and the Vice-Consul he is Ser Giovanni, that is our
-custom. Ser Isaack you, Ser Paolo me--but not for you, amico. When you
-say Paul-o, that pleases me,” and Paolo laughed, showing his teeth,
-which were very white and even. He added, after a moment, with a sudden
-moistening of his brilliant eyes, “But what displeases me, after
-becoming amici, as we are, is not to be able to serve you. I picture to
-myself that I will do something; not moche, but yet something. I will
-stand up and say, ‘I take him upon myself. He is without papers, but I
-take him upon myself--me.’ Now I am without use. It is no matter to you
-to have Paolo Thomp-sone for your friend. The Vice-Consul is moche
-bettare--he is grand personage; he has power, not only the heart, like
-me.”
-
-“But, Paul-o,” said Harry, anxious to comfort him, and half touched,
-half amused by his distress, “but for you I should never have gone near
-the Vice-Consul: you put it into my head. But for you,” he added, with a
-laugh, putting his hand lightly on Paolo’s shoulder, “I think I should
-have turned tail altogether, and wandered off I don’t know where.”
-
-Paolo’s face shone with delight. He would have rushed into Harry’s arms
-had that been practicable, and thrown himself upon his breast. But
-Harry, laughing, kept his friend at arm’s length. To have kissed, or to
-have suffered himself to be kissed by, any man, seemed to him the height
-of ridicule. Paolo, baffled in this impulse, sat down and looked at him
-with radiant eyes. “Now I know that we are amici,” he said. “Aspetto!
-There is still a way I can serve you. I well teach you to speak the
-Italian. You shall know it so well that they shall say, Ecco un
-Italiano. Me, I have been to school in Sienna. I know the real
-Toscano--the best Italian. We shall begin this moment. That pleases to
-you, Ser Isaack?” asked Paolo, tenderly, looking with humble and
-deprecating eagerness into his face.
-
-“You must learn to speak English better,” Harry said, with some
-condescension. “I told you before you must not not say an English, but
-an Englishman, and to say an old is nonsense--it should be an old woman,
-or an old man, whichever it may be.”
-
-“Yes, yes,” cried Paolo, “that is alright, that is understood. You
-correct me when I say what is not just, and I teach you.”
-
-“Come out now for a walk,” Harry said.
-
-Paolo jumped up alert and delighted. It is true that it glanced across
-the mind of the young Englishman that perhaps it was beneath the dignity
-of a man who was a friend of the Vice-Consul’s, and thus, as it were, a
-member of the best society, to walk about with Paolo hanging on to his
-arm. But, though Harry was full of youthful conceits and the prejudices
-of an ignorant Englishman, he yet had a heart in his capacious bosom,
-and Paolo’s devotion had been so great as to touch that heart. He said
-to himself, with a little effusion, that he never would turn his back
-upon a little fellow who had been so anxious to help him. It might be
-that it was presumption on the part of the little fellow to think
-himself capable of serving Harry, but still it was well meant, and his
-undisguised admiration showed a most just and well-judging spirit.
-Nothing, he said to himself, would induce him to turn his back upon
-Paolo, his first friend. Antonio had given his whole attention to the
-two during the course of dinner. He had loitered behind them when he was
-not actively pressing upon them all the choicest morsels, to the despair
-of various less interesting guests who could not catch his eye, and who
-shouted and stamped in vain. He kept shifting from one foot to another
-in the restlessness of pure pleasure as he caught now and then a word of
-the conversation between them, and rubbed his hands with delight in the
-consciousness of being able to understand it. Now and then he would
-punch a fat Italian, with whom he was familiar, in the shoulder, and
-call his attention. “Ecco il giovane Inglese,” he would say, though
-Harry was doing nothing more important than eating his dinner. Antonio
-had got his five francs for a very short day, for naturally the time
-passed in the Consul’s had given him no trouble except that of waiting,
-and what was still more to the purpose than the five francs was the
-importance of having such a witness to his power of English-speaking as
-this new guest, who could arrange nothing for himself without his
-(Antonio’s) help. He disregarded even the call of the chief butler, so
-absorbed was he in his favourite stranger.
-
-“Do you wish the young Inglese to starve,” he asked, indignantly, in his
-native language, “when you know the Inglesi are the best customers the
-padrone has, and always send millions more? Do you propose to yourself
-that he should have nothing to eat, this young one that is no doubt made
-of gold; and how can he have anything to eat if I am not there to serve
-him?”
-
-Thus he kept behind Harry’s chair with a countenance full of delighted
-interest. Now and then he would put in a word. “Ze signori will do much
-better to go to ze opera to-night,” he said. “Zey will hear La Catalina,
-who is ze first in Italy. It is ze ‘Barbiere,’ Ser Paolo, which gives
-itself to-night.”
-
-Paolo looked up appealingly into his friend’s face, but Harry brushed
-the suggestion away with a true British argument. “Oh, for heaven’s
-sake,” he cried, “don’t let us go and box ourselves up in a hot theatre
-on such a night.”
-
-Paolo sighed, but obeyed. He repeated the sentiment in a superior tone
-to Antonio, who was anxiously serving them with Cigare Scelte, arranged
-in different kinds upon a wooden tray. “A hot theatre, Antonio mio! one
-does not go there in a so warm evening. That goes well with the winter,
-when it is cold; but in summer, we young have need of moche air and the
-great world to keep us comfort-able. When you know more of real English
-you will learn what they love.”
-
-Antonio accepted this decision of his superiors with much respect, and
-laid it up in his memory, to be produced on his own account when it
-might accord with his pretensions as an Anglomane and person of high
-sentiment to produce it. But in the meantime he could not but launch a
-little criticism to the others who overheard this dignified rebuke.
-“That little Paolino,” he said, as they went out, “to give himself the
-air of a rich Inglese! He is neither one thing nor another. He is no
-more than an abozzo--a sketch of an Inglese,” Antonio cried. He had been
-in an artist’s studio in his day. “Me, I understand them, al fondo,” he
-added, beating his breast.
-
-Little Paolo had no notion that he was being called an abozzo. He
-sallied forth, lighting his cigar, thrusting his arm through Harry’s
-with the greatest delight and pride.
-
-Next day, at the hour appointed, Harry presented himself at the
-Vice-Consul’s office, and was received with the same cordiality. Mr.
-Bonamy had “made inquiries,” but, as nobody in Leghorn knew anything
-about Harry, there was not much information to be procured. Neither did
-the captain of the steamer in which he had arrived know anything about
-him except that he was a passenger in the second cabin; although he
-looked quite superior to the second cabin. “I set him down as somebody’s
-son in disgrace with his family,” the captain said. This chimed in
-sufficiently well with Mr. Bonamy’s observations. He met Harry after the
-first consultation with a grave face. “You know I know nothing about
-you, Mr. Oliver,” he said, “except--and that is not much--what you have
-chosen to tell me.”
-
-“That is quite true, Sir,” said Harry, growing serious too, and feeling
-his heart sink, “and I have no right to expect you to take my word even
-for that.”
-
-“Therefore,” said the Vice-Consul, “(for you should never interrupt a
-man in the middle of a sentence), I have the more claim upon you to
-treat me in an honourable way. If you had come with all your papers, as
-they say in this country, I should not have had the same right to put
-you on parole, as it were. If you know no reason why I shouldn’t take
-you into my office, and trust you with the Queen’s affairs, I mean to do
-so. But if there is anything that would make you a discredit to Her
-Majesty’s Service----”
-
-“There is nothing, Sir,” said Harry, standing up. His face flushed, his
-nostril dilated, an impulse of almost fierce self-justification came
-upon him; but fortunately for him he was not used to defending himself,
-and he could not say another word.
-
-“Then that is enough,” said the Vice-Consul. “I take you on your own
-parole.”
-
-They were both silent for a minute or two after. It was not like a
-common engagement. Harry’s heart was in his throat. What with surprise
-at this extraordinary good fortune, and the emotion called forth by a
-confidence in him which he could not help feeling to be as
-extraordinary, he was quite beyond his own control. If he had said
-anything he would have “made a fool of himself,” so he said nothing, but
-sat still, almost disposed, like Paolo, to be tearful, which was the
-most dreadful catastrophe he could think of. The good Vice-Consul was a
-little affected too.
-
-“But I don’t know a word of the language,” at last Harry said.
-
-“We have more to do with Englishmen than Italians,” said Mr. Bonamy.
-“Perhaps the fellow whom you knocked down ‘quietly,’ as you told me, may
-come and make his complaint to you. Your knocking a man down quietly was
-the thing that tickled me. I wonder what was his opinion of it. You must
-learn the language of course, and some other things quite as important.
-You must find out all about the harbour by-laws and dues, and all that
-affects the shipping. These are things we have a great deal to do with.
-You must master them, that is the most important thing; and when you
-have been here for a little while you will find out other points. Do you
-know anyone from whom you can get lessons? But I suppose, as a matter of
-fact, you don’t know anyone here.”
-
-Here Harry, finding his power of speech, told him of Paolo, with that
-half laugh of commentary which implies a certain slight of the friend to
-whom he had so much reason to be grateful. He felt that it was mean, but
-he could not help it. How could he help implying a laugh at the droll
-little person who held by him so faithfully, yet was so entirely out of
-Harry’s way? However, the Vice-Consul took Paolo quite seriously. He
-nodded his head with approval. “Nobody better--nobody better,” he said.
-“I see you laugh at him; but he is as sound as a bell, that little
-fellow, and always rings true. That he is not quite your equal,” Mr.
-Bonamy added, “does not matter a bit in the circumstances. I am glad
-that you have chanced so fortunately. To get hold by accident of such a
-genuine person as Paolo is quite a piece of luck. I rather think you
-must be a lucky person,” he added, with a laugh.
-
-“Since I came to Leghorn,” said Harry, fervently, “nothing could be more
-true than that.”
-
-“Yes, I think you must be lucky,” said the Vice-Consul, “to hit upon a
-perfectly honest person as your first acquaintance, then making haste to
-get yourself into a row to have so good an excuse for it as my Rita, and
-then----”
-
-“And then,” said Harry, “to meet with such astonishing, such
-unlooked-for kindness, to fall on my feet in such a wonderful way.”
-
-“Well, perhaps,” said Mr. Bonamy, not displeased, “we may say that was
-luck too; and one thing, Oliver,” he added quickly, “it will be so much
-the better for you that employment in Her Majesty’s Service is a
-disgrace to nobody; mind what I say. Of course, in the nature of events,
-you and your family will not be at daggers drawn for ever; and when you
-condescend to go back, or they find you out, and come to look for
-you----”
-
-“Neither, neither will happen,” cried Harry, shaking his head.
-
-“We shall see; but if that day comes, there is nothing for them to find
-fault with. A Consulate is not like a merchant’s office; anybody may
-serve Her Majesty. None of us, I hope, are too good for that.”
-
-“I assure you, Sir----” Harry cried, hastily.
-
-“No, no, you need not assure me. I don’t want to know anything; unless,
-indeed, your heart should be opened to tell me _everything_, which I
-should really be glad of. Well,” he said, “come to-morrow morning and
-begin. Your friend, Paolo, will tell you about the hours: and I hope,
-Oliver, we shall always remain the best of friends,” the Vice-Consul
-added, rising and holding out his hand. “I hope nothing will happen to
-make me entertain a less opinion of you than I do now; that’s
-understood. You shall have a card for Rita’s evening at-home, and I hope
-you’ll come and see us occasionally in a friendly way. Let us say next
-Sunday, perhaps? Sunday’s a dreary day for a young man by himself. Come
-after church, and stay for the after noon; for the present, goodbye.”
-
-Harry took his hat and made his best bow. He was really quite tremulous
-with excitement, surprise, and pleasure. To be so speedily and so easily
-established was more good fortune than he could realize. When he was at
-the door Mr. Bonamy called him back.
-
-“Oliver!” he cried, “one moment; I would not knock any more men down if
-I were you; however quietly it is done, it is a little risky, and Her
-Majesty’s Service, you know----”
-
-“You needn’t fear, Sir; that’s what Paul-o has been preaching to me all
-the time,” Harry said.
-
-Upon which the Vice-Consul laughed benignly.
-
-“Paul-o, as you call him, is as good an adviser as you could have,” he
-said.
-
-“What should I call him but Paul-o?” Harry said to himself; and he went
-off with his head in the air. Lucky! indeed he had been lucky; only the
-third day since his arrival and he had a situation and a sort of a home
-and friends; to make up to him for all the evil that had happened to him
-before, providence was taking special care of him now. Somehow this made
-Harry think of his mother, of whom, hitherto, his thoughts had been
-scarcely more kind than towards the others concerned; a little moisture
-crept unawares to his eyes. “She’ll have been praying,” he said to
-himself; and suddenly he seemed to see her, as he had seen her so often,
-wringing her thin worn hands, her lips trembling with words that were
-inaudible. He thought--it would be hard to trace the exact connection of
-ideas, but there was one--that he would go in to the first church in
-which there seemed to be service going on, on his way back to the inn.
-It would not have occurred to him to go into a church where there was no
-service, but when he heard the tinkle of a bell, and saw one or two
-people creeping up and down the broad stone steps, he went in, though
-with a little opposition in his mind, as well as a certain craving for
-sympathy and utterance. But when he went in, Harry saw no signs of
-public worship. The tinkle of the bell was coming from an altar in a
-side chapel, where a great many candles were burning. In the body of the
-church some people were seated quietly, others kneeling on the low
-rush-bottomed chairs. He stood and gazed for a little with mingled
-feelings, with a great opposition in his mind to the Papist ritual and
-ceremonies (of which he saw nothing, and which, to tell the truth, he
-had never seen, and knew nothing whatever about); and disapproval of the
-people who were in the church for, as he thought, no purpose--mingled
-with a curious sense of the grateful calm and quietness and seclusion of
-the place, the serene coolness and breadth of its lofty roofs and silent
-space. This stole upon him, he could not tell how. He would not have
-knelt down, as the few people about were doing, to save his life: it
-would have seemed to him like the famous bowing down in the house of
-Rimmon, for the North was very Protestant in those days, and sympathy
-with Rome was very rare. He would not even say a distinct prayer in his
-heart, which would have seemed like yielding to temptation. But, as he
-stood, there rose in him an unwilling devotion, and the thanks that had
-been in his mind were perhaps not the less given that they were
-arbitrarily refused utterance. For Harry’s prejudices were a part of his
-training, not anything that originated in himself. When he went away the
-moisture came again into the corners of his eyes. His mother was as
-Protestant, more Protestant, than himself. She would have thought it
-wrong to go into “a Catholic chapel.” She would scarcely have been able
-to believe in the existence of a country not given over to all evil, in
-which a Popish place of worship was not a Catholic chapel, but an
-established church. Oh, the poor people! what benighted darkness they
-must be in! she would have said, in her ignorance. But somehow, Harry
-could not have told how, he felt as if he had approached his mother in
-that foreign place. The silent church, with the silent people in it
-praying, made him think of her as he had seen her, with her lips moving
-and her hands clasped together. Often again he stole in for a moment to
-renew that sentiment, which was so soft and pathetic. He held out
-against his mother all the time obstinately, though he knew he was
-condemning her to great suffering--and he entirely disapproved of the
-church; but for all that the two had some subtle resemblance, a union
-of two things he was hostile to, which went to his heart.
-
-Paolo came to dinner in great triumph. He had placed a flower in his
-button-hole and put on a brilliant new tie in honour of the great event,
-and fairly threw himself upon his amico and kissed him with enthusiasm
-before Harry could get out of this extremely embarrassing position.
-Never young girl blushed more uncomfortably than the young man did as he
-drew himself out of his enthusiastic friend’s embrace.
-
-“What have I done to you that you make no response?” Paolo said, almost
-weeping over this repulse.
-
-“Hold your tongue, for goodness’ sake! Men don’t kiss each other in
-England. Whatever you do, don’t be ridiculous,” Harry cried.
-
-Poor little Paolo was wounded to the heart.
-
-“I am an English myself,” he said. “Yes, yes, an English_man_, if you
-will; I have not the courage to remember. I am a true English-man; but
-it is cruel all the same. Should I then take no notice? when it is the
-wish most dear of my heart that will be fulfilled? Always I have said to
-myself--if the Santissima Virgin would send a real English-man, not one
-that is what you call ’alf-and-’alf, like me. And when it is done, and
-my amico whom I have chosen turns out to be he whom I have so much
-desired, am not I to show a little that I am glad? I am ’appy that I am
-an Italian,” said Paolo, with indignation, “if it is so.”
-
-And there was a little suspension of intercourse between them. But this
-did not last; Paolo was too good-humoured and too tender-hearted to
-stand out; he begged his friend’s pardon in less than five minutes.
-Harry, whose mind moved more slowly, had not had time to realize that he
-had been unkind when this reversal of the position took place. Paolo did
-all but weep in his penitence.
-
-“I am good-for-nothing,” he said, “I am without sentiment, I have no
-delicacy nor education. Who can say why you were so magnanimous as to
-choose me, me! for your amico? and when you show the true dignity of an
-English, me I am so without good-breeding, so common, so devoid of
-sentiment, that I become angry! but if you will only forgive me, forgive
-me this once----!”
-
-“It is I who am a brute,” said Harry, penitent in his turn. But Paolo
-protested with tears in his eyes, and would have thrown himself at his
-friend’s feet, or on his neck again, in the excitement of the
-reconciliation. And though he was usually very thrifty, calculating
-every centissimo, he ordered a bottle of _champagne frappé_ to celebrate
-the day. Nothing would prevail upon him to countermand this order.
-
-“It is a festa,” cried the little man, “and it is a reparation: and we
-will drink to our eternal friendship.” Paolo did not know that he was
-guilty of plagiarism; he was heroically in earnest, and drank his wine,
-which Antonio brought with great pride and many grins, triumphantly in
-its pail, setting it on the table before them, and watching its
-consumption with the most amiable interest. “And here is for a
-bicchierino,” Paolo said, bestowing, a small coin upon Antonio with much
-grandeur, “drink thou also the health of Ser Isaack, who is my amico,”
-and he held out his foaming glass to touch that of his friend.
-
-Paolo’s head was turned altogether by these unusual potations; and
-Harry’s first office was to see his friend safe home and deliver him
-from all the dangers of the streets, on this too triumphant night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE OFFICE.
-
-
-Harry entered upon his work next day, and was in a few hours so entirely
-bewildered by the novel character of the questions addressed to him, and
-the information he was supposed to possess, that he went to the
-Vice-Consul in the evening in dismay. “I don’t know a thing,” he said;
-“I never knew before what an ignorant beast I was. It would only be
-taking advantage of you if I were to stay.”
-
-This hasty alarm and anxious honesty of purpose made Mr. Bonamy more and
-more certain that he had judged rightly. “Don’t give in in such a
-hurry,” he said, “you can’t be expected to know things of that sort
-without learning. They are not part of a gentleman’s education. You
-must get your friend Paolo to take you in hand. He is a perfect mine of
-information. I have often to refer to him myself. Though he is not in a
-very high position, he knows more about these special matters than all
-the rest of us put together.”
-
-And thus balm was diffused over Harry’s sore spirit. But he could not
-help asking himself why the inequalities and injustices of this world
-should be so marked in respect to Paolo. Why should he not be in a very
-high position so far as the Vice-Consul’s office was concerned? He,
-Harry, who was an ignoramus and knew nothing, was to have higher pay and
-far more consideration than the other, who was a mine of knowledge. It
-was true that Harry’s personal sense of superiority to Paolo was noways
-weakened--but yet he felt the injustice. He had not been used to enter
-into such questions, yet he could not but see that to bolster up the
-ignorance of a well-looking Englishman, by the knowledge of a little
-oddity of an Italian was somewhat hard so far as the Italian was
-concerned. It was, accordingly, with a deprecating tone that he spoke to
-Paolo at dinner. It even moved him to a little insincerity. What he had
-said to the Vice-Consul in all good faith, and much dismay, he repeated
-to Paolo, not meaning it at all. “I don’t know a thing,” he said, “not
-one question could I answer. I never knew I was so ignorant. It is very
-nice to be settled and have Mr. Bonamy for my chief, and you, Paolo, to
-help me through: but a fellow must be honest--and when the beggars come
-and ask me things, I can’t go on pretending to know.”
-
-“You shall not pretend to know, Isaack mio,” cried Paolo, with a beaming
-countenance. “Now is just come the moment which I was looking for, which
-show that it is good to have a friend. How much does it matter whether
-it is you that have it or I that have it? Listen then to me. You think
-Paolo Thomp-sone a little nobody, and it is true; but listen--listen to
-me. It is not to talk big or to brag that is necessary. _I_ know.”
-
-“I am sure of that, Paolo,” said Harry, languidly, and with the look of
-dejection which was half acting, though he did not intend it. “The
-Vice-Consul said so. He told me you were a mine of knowledge. But why
-should I pick your brains? Why should I mount up upon you and stand upon
-your shoulders, and get all the credit of it? That is not just any more
-than the other. I oughtn’t to take everything from you.”
-
-Paolo could scarcely keep still upon his chair in his delight and
-satisfaction. His face glowed and shone with happiness. “Are not you my
-friend?” he cried; “all that which is to Paolo is to you, Ser Isaack. It
-is my pride. We will begin to-night. It is better than to go out to the
-Café to sit and sip Rosolio--to be idle like the others--moche bettare.
-You shall come to my room, or I will go to yours--and then the books,
-and to write the exercises, and to stoody. Yes, yes--I know. I have been
-here all my life--I know moche, almost everything. Then we commence
-to-night.”
-
-“But, Paolo, how am I to accept all that from you? A week ago you did
-not know me, and now you are going to sacrifice all your spare time and
-your pleasure to me; that is not just, as you say. You must let me at
-least,” said Harry, faltering, and, with a glimmering insight which was
-quite new to him, watching his friend’s countenance, “you must let me at
-least--consider you as--my master, you know; and we must settle--now
-don’t be angry--a price.”
-
-Paolo did not say a word; he turned his face away from his friend and
-pretended to go on eating his dinner. There was no need for words to
-show how deeply wounded he was. He turned his shoulder to Harry, and
-called the smiling Antonio to the other side.
-
-“Take it away! take it away!” he said in English, “it choke me!” and he
-pushed his plate from him.
-
-“Oh! Signor Paolo! Pertanto é buonissimo; don’t cry, Ser Paolo,” cried
-the anxious waiter. “These Inglesi, they are brutes; they have no
-sentiment; they give pain without knowing it. Pertanto, you must not
-weep.”
-
-“That imports me nothing,” said Paolo, feebly. “It is again an illusion,
-my good Antonio; but I cannot weep much, for it is too deep.”
-
-“What are you two talking about? when you know I don’t understand your
-confounded Italian!” cried Harry, at his wit’s end. “What’s the matter?
-what have I done now? you will drive a poor beggar out of his senses!
-Good Lord! you’re not a woman, that you should cry for what a fellow
-says. I don’t know what you mean by your sentiment and all that; I want
-to be honest, and not to take advantage of a good hearted duffer because
-he is my friend.”
-
-Paolo turned round with the tears still in his eyes.
-
-“You call me duffere,” he said quickly; “beggare I understand, but
-duffere I never heard.”
-
-“It means,” said Harry, drawing on his imagination, “the best-hearted,
-silly kind fellow in the world, always going out of his way to help
-somebody, holding out his hand to a suspicious beast the moment he lands
-in a strange place, never giving him up though he behaves like a brute,
-giving everything like an idiot, but flaring up if you want to give him
-anything in return.”
-
-“Not that, not that,” said Paolo, laying his hand upon his friend’s arm.
-“I give you my lofe, and I wait for your lofe in return. If there is a
-thing you want I take it upon myself. Siamo amici! is there any more to
-say? I know nothing; all is in that. If it is true that I am your amico,
-then you are a beggare, you are a beast, you are all bad,” said Paolo,
-with flashing eyes, “to be so base as to offer to pay me--money. Ah!
-che! che! there is nothing too bad, nothing too dreadful to say. Inglese
-brutale! false amico----!” Here he stopped all at once, and gazed
-piteously into Harry’s face. “Forgive me, forgive me, my friend!” he
-cried.
-
-This all happened at dinner, at the _table-d’hôte_, which fortunately
-was not very full that day. There was nobody sitting opposite, which was
-a great relief to Harry’s mind; but he could see from the end of the
-table the cynical Englishman, who had never taken any notice of him,
-giving an amused glance now and then at the group of friends--Paolo
-shedding tears into his plate, Antonio, with a face full of sympathy,
-tenderly removing it, essaying to console the sufferer. This was a
-greater trial to Harry’s temper than even the sentiment of Paolo. He
-shot an answering glance of defiance at his countryman, who had never so
-much as given the help of a kind word to the stranger.
-
-“Let’s say no more about it, Paolo,” he said, “you and I are quite
-different, you know. I daresay I am a brutal Englishman, but I can’t
-help it. That’s our nature. We don’t think so much of a little thing as
-you do, and we abhor making a fuss. Perhaps you don’t know what that
-means?”
-
-“I will nevare make a fuss more. I will learn to be a duffere, and do as
-you do,” said Paolo, in all the tenderness of reconciliation.
-
-Harry looked at him something as Joan looked at his mother. He had too
-good a heart to despise his little friend, and he did not understand
-him; but this sentiment was extremely inconvenient and very
-troublesome--on that point there could be no doubt.
-
-However, later in the evening, Paolo, who had inherited all the Italian
-thrift, gave his friend some very sensible advice. Instead of going to
-the Café, they went to Paolo’s _appartamento_, which was on the highest
-floor of a high house in one of the narrow streets. Though he called it
-an _appartamento_ it was a single room, with an odd little closet in the
-shape of a kitchen, and offices attached to it. The room itself was
-somewhat low in the roof, being so high up, but had three or four
-windows, and a little balcony suspended over the street, into which it
-made Harry dizzy to look down as into an Alpine ravine. The floor was of
-tiles, the walls white, with a pattern in distemper, very graceful and
-flowing, round the top and bottom. The bed was a very tiny and bare
-article, put away in a corner. In another corner stood a table. A few
-chairs, and an old, very straight-backed settee, with two arms, in old
-gilding and brocade, stood against the wall. There was a tall, brass
-_lucerna_, the lamp common throughout Italy, with its little bundle of
-snuffers and extinguisher and scissors to trim the wick, hanging from it
-by a chain, and a few books on a shelf. Nothing could be more bare.
-There was a small rug by the bedside, but no other covering for the bare
-area of tiles which was the chief feature in the room. Paolo had a
-little picture of the Madonna, a bad copy of that which is called the
-Madonna del Granduca, and a basin for holy water over his bed, which was
-covered with a red and blue cotton coverlet. Everything about showed the
-same bareness and absence both of comfort and ornament. But Paolo
-regarded his _appartamento_ with eyes full of pleasure. He saw nothing
-wanting in it. It housed him sufficiently of nights, and was cool and
-pleasant in the summer mornings, when he rose, as most Italians do, in
-the early daylight, to get through all the private work he might happen
-to have. He looked round upon it with a gentle complaisance. Some old
-prints, and one or two copies of famous pictures, hung on the walls. In
-the best light was an old painting of a gloomy and uncertain aspect,
-which Paolo believed to be a Margheritone. It might have been anything.
-He was very proud of it. “Ecco!” he said, when they went in, “my old
-master. He is a little dark, but when you study him you will find much
-in him. He is of the _trecento_--very early--very early. The painter
-have seen the blessed father, San Francesco; that indicates how old it
-must be.”
-
-Harry did not make any reply to this. For his part he liked things
-better for being new. The dark old picture had no charm for him at all,
-and he thought the _appartamento_ rather worse as being larger than his
-own little room at the hotel, which had hitherto seemed to him the last
-example of bareness and dreariness. “A horrid little hole,” more adapted
-for a dog than a man.
-
-“I’ll tell you one other thing,” said Paolo, taking him affectionately
-by the shoulders before they sat down by the table; “if you will make
-economies, and do well, Isaack mio, you will not live always in the
-hotel. Me I dine there; it is the best thing to do; but live all the
-time--oh no! It is only for Englishmen to be so extravagant like that.”
-
-“That is what I have been thinking,” said Harry, “if I could get some
-nice rooms. You don’t understand about Englishmen. Dining every day at
-an hotel is a thing nobody would think of in England. We have our dinner
-at home, or, if the landlady is not a good cook, then perhaps--But for
-my part I always preferred a beefsteak at home, even if it were not the
-most perfect cookery in the world. Dining at an hotel is a thing no one
-thinks of, except on a great occasion perhaps.”
-
-Paolo opened his eyes in surprise. “It is well,” he said, “you are more
-prudent when you are in your own country. This is what you must do,
-Isaack, amico. You will first find an _appartamento_. It is not always
-that one is so fortunate as me. This is perfect--non é vero? It is all
-one could want. A bed--ecco! a table, the sof-fa that has come from a
-palazzo, even a little tabouret for the feet--everything. And then the
-balcone! When it makes warm in the summer, in July and Agosto, it is,
-oh! fresco, freschissimo so fresh and cool here! The first thing is an
-_appartamento_. But in every way I am too fortunate. As soon I dress in
-the morning, there is a caffè in face--you can see it if you look
-down--where I can have my coffee in a moment. No waiting as when you go
-to a distance, but at the moment. They are about to send us now the
-coffee, amico, to clear our head. You will see how good it is. Then when
-the time come for the other breakfast--what you call lunch--there is a
-restaurant near the bureau. You have two very good dish, a dolce, and
-dessert; and very little to pay. I will lead you to-morrow to that
-place. And at last the dinner at the Leone. Figure to yourself so much
-comfort all in one day! And you see the journals for nothing, and hear
-what all the people say.”
-
-“Bless us all,” said Harry, “in that way you are never at home.”
-
-“At ’ome! I am at ’ome everywere,” the little Italian said; “all is
-friends; whatever goes on, everyone makes part of it to me. And when all
-is over you mount in your _appartamento_, you are tranquil, you light
-your lamp, you fume slowly your cigar on the balcone, you go to bed. And
-you make economies--great economies. Me even, that have not moche
-appointment, I become a little rich, what you call at my ease. And you,
-who will have moche more as me----”
-
-“Why should I? You are a great deal more use than I am,” Harry said.
-
-Paolo shook his head with a cheerful yet shrewd acceptance of the
-position. “Si, I am of more use,” he said. “I am good for something;
-you, caro, not good for moche yet. But look at you and look at me. That
-expliques itself. That is the world’s way--what you call the world’s
-way. Come; the first thing is an _appartamento_. You think, perhaps, it
-is too high up here? But smell the good air,” cried Paolo; “that is of
-itself refreshing--and the view! You will pay more scudi at the Leone in
-a week than for a month here. Ecco! here is the coffee, and though it is
-not yet quite dark, that amiable garzone, see, he has brought us a
-lamp.”
-
-Then there entered, with a knock at the door, the man from the caffè
-opposite, holding upon the points of three fingers a tray containing two
-heavy cups of white porcelain and the small coffee-pot, flanked by a
-plate of cakes, which Paolo’s hospitality had added in honour of his
-friend. The waiter swung the lighted lamp in the other hand, holding it
-by the handle at the top, and in this way had come up five flights of
-stairs without spilling a drop of the coffee or jeopardizing the cups.
-He put the lamp on the table with a “Felicissima notte, Signori,”
-looking upon the two young men with looks as amiable as his wish. And,
-indeed, the wish has more reason in it at the beginning of the evening
-than at the end. Paolo was great as a host. He poured out his black
-coffee as if it had been the richest of drinks, and pressed upon Harry
-the odd little collection of cakes of every possible and impossible
-flavour. Some of them were excellent, but Harry thought he despised
-these innocent dainties. And he was not very fond of the black coffee:
-how much better he would have liked an English cup of tea! As he sat
-turning over the books which Paolo placed before him, and listened to
-his friend’s explanations, gulping, with a great effort not to make a
-wry face, occasional mouthfuls of coffee, there seemed to flit before
-him a vision of his mother’s parlour--the fragrant tea, the rich fresh
-cream, and herself, with that pale face which had not always seemed to
-him so attractive as it did now. Once, to tell the truth, Harry had
-thought his mother and sister heavy company, and in his heart had said
-that nothing could be more dull than the long evening in the parlour at
-home. Now that he was up here so near the sky in Paolo’s _appartamento_,
-his ideas were different. The bare tiles underfoot, the wide, vacant
-space, with the little bed in the corner, the dull old Margheritone
-staring him in the face, with a pair of round eyes looking out from its
-blackness--and all those knotty questions about the harbour dues to
-occupy him, made as great a contrast as could be conceived to the old
-curtains and carpets, and familiar walls, and cheerful fire, and the
-grey sweep of landscape showing from the windows, stretching far into
-the horizon. But he himself. Harry was very much the same, and in the
-one place as in the other he was unsatisfied. He thought it had been his
-surroundings that were to blame in the first instance, but now, after
-the excitement of all this new beginning, and the novelty of his new
-friends, and the new place, so unlike anything he had seen before,
-Paolo’s _appartamento_, and the thought of settling down in another
-such, brought him back, with a sort of mental gasp, to himself. Was that
-all that was to come of it? It was scarcely worth while renouncing his
-name and his family, and all his past, in order to settle down in a room
-upon the fifth floor, among the chimneypots, at Leghorn. While he was
-studying the dock regulations and harbour laws, his mind was busy about
-this other perplexing question. An _appartemento_! Was he never, he
-wondered, with an impatience that was almost comic in the humiliation
-and depression it caused him, to have a sitting-room again? never to get
-a meal save in public, in the grim _sala_ of the Leone, or in a gaudy
-restaurant with little marble tables; never even a cup of tea to himself
-in his own place, as an Englishman loves to have it; never to have a
-carpet under his feet, but cold tiles; and nothing in the world that
-looked like home? He kept all this to himself, and tried hard to grasp
-at the laws and regulations about the free port of Leghorn, and its
-etiquettes and its dues; but his inner soul was crossed all the time by
-impulses of ill-humour and disappointment which he could with difficulty
-restrain. It is always difficult, after a period of agitation and
-excitement, to settle down again and resume a steady routine; and Harry
-could not think of this kind of settling with anything but annoyance.
-The inn was not any better. His little sleeping-room there was not so
-good as Paolo’s. In the _sala_ there was always a sense of dinner
-combined with cigars; and in the other parts of the establishment the
-smell was of cigars impregnated with soup and divers odours of the
-kitchen. And these were the only places where he, with his English
-habits, had a chance of sitting down! He sighed for his little parlour,
-with its Kidderminster carpet, and red moreen curtains, at Liverpool. It
-was a palace to the _appartamento_, or anything that seemed possible
-here.
-
-They sat so late over their books that Paolo did not as usual insist
-upon accompanying Harry to the inn door. Paolo, for his part, had spent
-a very happy evening. He was learned in those bye-laws which so
-mystified Harry, and loved to enlarge upon them, and to impart
-information in any shape was a grateful exercise to him. He liked to do
-it, even when he was not--which he liked still better--doing a kindness
-to a friend; and he was proud of all the possessions which he had
-exhibited with such simple pleasure. It did not occur to him that his
-home, which he was so happy in, or the simple routine of life which he
-had set up for imitation, could fill any heart with dismay. He found
-himself perfectly comfortable in it, why should not his amico do the
-same? No doubt of the suitableness of this life to one as to another
-crossed his simple mind. He crunched the biscuits which Harry disdained,
-and drank the black coffee at which Harry made wry faces, and was much
-pleased with himself, and very happy to think that he was setting before
-his friend the best way to walk in. He was scarcely so pleased with
-himself however when he was over-persuaded to allow Harry to go back to
-the hotel alone. “No, I will re-conduct you,” he had said at first; but
-Harry laughed at the unnecessary ceremony. Paolo stood at the top of the
-great black well of a staircase and held the lucerna to light his friend
-downstairs, standing patiently with the heavy lamp dangling from his
-hand till he had heard the door close at the foot; and then he rushed to
-his balcony to watch lest Harry should turn the wrong way, ready to
-scream out to him if he did so. Even when he had made sure that his
-friend had turned to the right, and not to the left, Paolo still shook
-his head. “I should have re-conducted him,” he said to himself. It was
-the only drawback to the perfect blessedness of the night.
-
-It was a glorious night out of doors; the Italian moon was shining with
-a warmth and glory unknown to northern skies. Harry tried to think the
-moon was as fine in England, but he could not succeed in this;
-everything else was a great deal better in England, but there was
-something to be said for the climate here, one was forced to
-admit--even though one might not admit anything more. Harry walked home
-(as he called it by force of nature) with much subdued irritation and
-despondency, consequent chiefly on the apparent impossibility of ever
-having a sitting-room, or any place it would be pleasant to sit in
-again. The inn, though he called it home, was not less obnoxious to him,
-and he asked himself, good heavens, was it possible he should never----
-He had got as far as this when another picture suddenly rose up before
-him, and in a moment changed all his thoughts. It was of a dim room,
-cool and dark in the midst of the sunshine, with a whiteness of floating
-curtains about the windows, and tables covered with books, and a white
-figure in a corner, close upon the open dark space of a window closed by
-green persianis, through which the air was blowing softly. Ah! he said,
-drawing a long breath, there was a kind of paradise! That was very
-different from the _appartamento_. It was dark in his memory, as it had
-been when he had suddenly stepped into it out of the bright day with so
-much surprise that he could but dimly recollect the appearance of the
-place. He wondered how it would look when the persianis were open, when
-the daylight got in, or at night when the lamps were lighted, when the
-place was fully inhabited?
-
-Instinctively, without knowing what he was about, he turned into the
-street which led to the Consulate. His heart gave a jump against his
-breast when he saw that the persianis were all opened now, and that the
-lights in the room made it partially visible from the street. Evidently
-there was a party going on, and he felt a little pang of mortification
-to think that he had not been asked. There was a sound of music and a
-great deal of talk, talk that sounded exhilarating and delightful to
-Harry, though he would have felt himself a fish out of water had he been
-in the midst of the polyglot conversation that went on in the Consul’s
-drawing-room. A white figure was seated near the window, faintly visible
-within the white curtains. He wondered if it was _hers_? He screwed his
-eyes together as if he had been short-sighted, to try to see a little
-better, but this was what he could not make out. The sudden glimpse of
-this little bright world from which he was shut out arrested Harry all
-at once in his discontented thoughts. Here was something which would
-make up for all deficiencies. He stood for a long time under the
-windows, trying to hear the voices within, with no eavesdropping
-intentions, but only to console himself by the recollection that he had
-far more in common with the Vice-Consul’s house and his society than
-with Paolo, though he was so good a friend. And then he stood opposite
-and watched, seeing figures vaguely glide across the room, figures which
-the white curtains, swaying softly in the air, kept indistinct. He could
-not distinguish her, he allowed to himself; sometimes he thought he had
-traced her, but only to find himself deceived. Some one in the
-background was playing the piano softly, though nobody paid much
-attention. Harry could not tear himself away from the window. That was
-life, he thought to himself; a man who had that house to go home to need
-never be dull; and then he remembered, with a glow of warm satisfaction
-and pleasure, that on Sunday, no further off, he was to go there. He
-turned after this with a resolute step, and went back to the hotel and
-his dreary little room, where he sat on his bed, gazing at the two
-little lights of the lucerna which had been given to him to light
-himself upstairs, for all the house was dark and at rest before he got
-back--and thinking of that warm and cheerful scene. The lamp burned on
-steadily, the only light in all the big hotel, and Harry sat and gazed
-at it unwinking. Sunday afternoon! here was something to look forward
-to. And _that_ was a house which was worth calling a home, which was not
-an _appartamento_. He thought life must have an altogether different
-complexion there.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE BONAMYS.
-
-
-Mr. Bonamy, the Vice-Consul, was a man who ought to have filled a very
-different position. He ought to have been Consul-General and a person of
-importance. He had been long in the service, and he had done good work,
-and there was nothing against him. But there are some people who never
-will “get on,” whatever may be the circumstances in their favour, just
-as there are some whom all the adverse circumstances in the world will
-not keep down. He was rash, as may have been seen by his reception of
-Harry, and he was one of those men upon whom experience has no power,
-who never learn--who having been deceived twenty times are just as ready
-to believe and be imposed upon the twenty-first. His own goodness and
-rectitude were such that he had kept his position fairly, and his talent
-and fine faculties had not been without acknowledgment; but he had not
-“got on.” There was another circumstance too which kept him in his
-present position. His history had been briefly told by Paolo, and was
-one which everybody knew. Eighteen years before he had married a
-beautiful girl, the daughter of an English merchant in Leghorn and his
-Italian wife. They had lived together for a year, and the little Rita
-had been born, when young Bonamy took his wife “home” with great delight
-and pride to exhibit her to his friends. She had scarcely touched
-English soil when she fell ill; it was an ungenial season, and the
-Italian girl was of a delicate constitution. The young husband, to whose
-mind danger or death never presented themselves as possible, always rash
-and venturesome, and ready to trust any gleam of sunshine, had been to
-blame in exposing her to the severities of the spring changes and the
-east winds, and the result was that he who had left Leghorn in the full
-zenith of happiness, returned a miserable man, alone, leaving his
-treasure in an English grave. For years after he had been so stunned
-with his grief that he was capable of little but the routine of
-necessary work, and this period of deadly depression occurred just when
-there might have been hopes of promotion for him. He did not want any
-promotion. When he began to revive with the growth of his little girl,
-and to find in her a substitute for the young mother whom he had
-scarcely had time to know, it became a settled principle, almost a
-superstition in his mind, that Rita must never leave her native soil;
-she, at least, should never be exposed to those east winds and chilling
-mists of England. It became a part of the training he gave her, a part
-of the religion which everybody round was bound to. Whatever happened,
-Rita was not to leave Italy; the risks her mother had succumbed to were
-never to touch her. His living, his expectations, his life itself, were
-nothing in comparison with this. He was not a man of a strong mind, as
-may be easily perceived. There was but one thing which was utterly
-precious to him, and that was naturally the first thing in his thoughts.
-She throve here in the place where she had been born, just as her mother
-had done before her; and if she were removed she would die. This made
-him accept cheerfully the neglect of his superiors; and he had made
-himself many friends in the place he had inhabited so long. The whole
-population knew him and his story, and sympathized, with the ready
-warmth of the race. It was known even to the dock-labourers, to the
-sailors in the port, that the Signorina Rita was never to go out of
-Italy. The people were all profoundly interested in her in consequence.
-It was a compliment to them, to their genial skies, and the health of
-the town, and the excellence of everything Italian, not to say
-Livornese, which went to their hearts; and the Vice-Consul and his
-daughter found themselves very happy in the place, which he would have
-left long ago had he been a more prosperous man.
-
-This consoled him greatly for not getting on; indeed, he had lost
-ambition altogether, and given up all thought of advancement; he was
-satisfied with his life such as it was. It was a pleasant life enough,
-no press or hurry of business, no excessive responsibility, a friendly
-society round him, a number of people looking up to him, a kind of
-representative position which pleased his fancy. The shipping and the
-sea-captains who occupied so much of his time were not perhaps quite so
-delightful, but then there are some drawbacks in every lot. He had a
-pleasant house, which he had gradually filled with furniture and
-pictures such as might have made a connoisseur’s mouth water, and he had
-plenty of leisure time to enjoy the society of his daughter and of his
-friends. Unconsciously he had trained Rita to be his constant companion
-and confidant. He had not intended so to do; there had been no desire in
-him to withdraw her from younger companions, to keep her to himself; but
-when an intelligent child is made the companion of a mature mind, which
-is yet not too mature, but still capable of something of the
-indiscretion of youth, there is a charm in the intercourse which nothing
-else can equal. To a girl especially the attraction is great. Rita,
-almost before she had given up dolls and baby-houses, had begun to see
-the bigger world in glimpses through her father’s eyes. She began to be
-aware of a universe full of people, full of humour and meaning,
-appearing behind like an inexhaustible background. And if she did not
-absolutely find out books by the same means, yet she made the discovery
-of most things that were beautiful and important in them. His opinions,
-his ideas represented a whole new heaven and new earth to her, before
-which the nursery and its childish joys faded away. She had begun to
-know what he knew, to give an adoring echo to all his opinions, to
-understand his occupations, when other children are still resisting
-their first lessons, and resenting the interference of grown-up persons
-with all their pleasures. The Vice-Consul confided all his difficulties,
-when they arose, to her ears before she was twelve. She knew that the
-“F.O.” was sometimes unreasonable, and that the shippers were
-troublesome, before she had quite mastered English, which was not her
-native tongue. Then there came a further development, when Rita no
-longer echoed her father’s opinions, but had ideas of her own. This
-followed so quickly upon the first, and added such a delightful variety
-and animation to their intercourse, that the Vice-Consul fully believed
-she had been a critic in her cradle, and that all her lively views upon
-things in general had come to her direct by inspiration from above.
-
-She was seventeen now, though she looked younger. For five years she had
-been everything that a grown-up companion can be, with something besides
-that no grown-up companion ever was. They were everything to each other.
-She reverenced him, and she laughed at him, and patronized his ideas,
-and thought him the first of created beings. Nothing but a child could
-so mingle veneration and superiority, the freedom of an equal, the
-keenness of a critic, the enthusiasm of adoring love. There was not a
-thing he said which she could not pull to pieces, nor any of his actions
-that were not subject to her comments. “I would not have done that,
-papa, if I had been you,” she would say; and yet she was of opinion that
-of all human creatures there was not one, on the whole, who came within
-a hundred miles of Her Britannic Majesty’s Vice-Consul at Leghorn. This
-was the result of Rita’s observations during the dozen years or so which
-she had unconsciously spent in accumulating materials upon which to form
-an opinion. And this was no small thing to say, for a clever child is
-the most close of observers, and far less likely to be blinded by
-partiality than any other human critic. As for the Vice-Consul, he had
-no such foundation of commonsense and close observation to support his
-certainty that such another as his Margherita had never been born to
-man. He worshipped his child without any reason at all. If she had been
-stupid, perhaps even if she had been unamiable, he would have loved her
-all the same; but he took it for a special instance of the goodness of
-God towards him that she was delightful, and lovely, and sweet, and
-clever--as well as that she was Rita, which last, however, was the chief
-and unspeakable claim to his love.
-
-And the house in which these two lived together was a very happy house.
-It is the privilege of girls to exercise this sweet reconciling power,
-to make a father, or a mother, at peace with fate, reconciled to all the
-troubles of the past. Perhaps it is inconsistent with the greater
-self-assertion of young manhood to give so much thought, so much care to
-the elder generation; certainly it is only here and there a
-preternaturally excellent youth who ever fills such a place in the home
-and the life of his parents as Rita filled to her father; and she was
-not preternaturally good, but mischievous, and contradictory and
-impetuous, as well as bright, and tender, and gentle. She never tried to
-make her father happy, or thought of doing her duty to him, but only
-loved him and lived with him in the most natural unconscious freedom of
-word and thought. People may pass years under the same roof without ever
-living with each other; but Rita poured her young abundant life into
-the stream of her father’s without thinking that any other channel was
-possible. Everything that the one did was interesting to the other,
-everything that happened contributed to their more perfect union. It had
-never occurred as yet to either that this life of theirs might change or
-undergo any transformation until the time should come when it would be
-split in twain by death; and that was a contingency which, as applying
-to herself (to think that her father might die had scarcely occurred to
-her), seemed to Rita the least likely of all possibilities, while he, on
-his part, if he ever took it into consideration, did it tranquilly,
-thinking of his own death, as men in the midst of their lives, with good
-health and no appearance of failing, do think of that event, as of
-something too far off to trouble one’s-self about--inevitable, and
-bringing its own atmosphere of resignation with it, but too shadowy and
-distant to disturb anybody’s peace.
-
-It may be imagined that the event of Harry’s appearance was much
-discussed between these two, who discussed everything. Rita had been
-very grateful to Harry; she had exalted him into a hero. The description
-she had given to her father, when she came rushing to his side on the
-night of the occurrence, white and panting after her run home, had been
-that of a demigod. She had described him as tall and straight as an
-arrow, towering head and shoulders over the common creatures about. She
-described the little voice in Italian which she had welcomed joyfully
-enough, and which had begun to intercede with her assailants with a
-troubled tone of politeness, and how it had been suddenly broken short
-by the strenuous English of the deliverer. Rita, when she got over her
-fright, cried and laughed together over the incident. She made it into a
-dramatic scene, setting Paolo’s tremulous entreaties to music--and then
-broke in upon the cadence with short sharp English monosyllables, “Let
-go that girl!” She put the most flowery Italian into Paolo’s mouth, then
-brought the other voice in, strong and brief in a masculine monotone.
-She did nothing but repeat this little entertainment all the evening
-after she had got over her fright, and when her father appeared with the
-hero, looking somewhat sheepish, but very strong, very English, and more
-good-looking than might have been hoped, Rita had been delighted. She
-did not take, however, the accident romantically, or with any
-high-flown interest in her deliverer. Discussing him afterwards, she
-allowed that he did not look particularly brilliant.
-
-“But what of that?” she cried. “Heroes never need to be clever. It is a
-great deal more than we deserve that he should be so good-looking. He is
-very good-looking, handsome and heavy, just like a hero,” Rita said,
-“and with a story! It is a great deal more than we had any right to
-expect.” But the story itself did not make any such impression upon her
-as it did upon her father. Rita was cynical for the first time, and did
-not think much of the quarrel with the family. “There are so many
-stories like that,” she said, bending her brows a little; “it saves a
-great deal of explanation. But he is not clever enough to have invented
-it. He would have blushed and stammered, and even you, papa, could have
-found him out.”
-
-“Even I!” said Mr. Bonamy; “you speak as if my stock of intelligence was
-the smallest you knew.”
-
-“Not that,” said Rita, laughing, “but you know you are very easily taken
-in, papa; oh, yes, you cannot deny that.”
-
-“You make a great deal out of a very little,” said the Vice-Consul,
-almost angry; for it was his weak point, and consequently he was very
-susceptible to criticism. “Besides,” he said, in his usual tone, “when I
-am taken in, as you say I am, it is by regular humbugs, professors of
-the art. There was that fellow from Geneva, was there ever a better
-get-up? he would have taken in old Pam himself.” This was his synonym
-for astute and wary wisdom, as some people say Old Nick. “But Oliver has
-not a bit of get-up about him. Whatever he is, he is genuine, the least
-experienced could see as much.”
-
-“I told you,” said Rita, “he is not clever enough to have invented a
-story; you always come round, papa, to what I say.”
-
-“Yes,” said the Vice-Consul, “I _am_ a great fool about you, Rita,
-everybody says that; no, he is not clever enough for a made-up story;
-and he is so much in earnest about it that it must be true.”
-
-Rita did not reply. She had no desire to prove that her father was
-wrong: and, besides, for once in a way her observations confirmed his.
-She recalled to herself the big young fellow, with his ingenuous looks,
-and that air of confused and deprecating surprise, as if he could not
-understand why they should make so much of him; a humbug (she concluded)
-would have made the most of himself, and shown no surprise.
-
-“Of course he will not be able to keep it up,” Mr. Bonamy said, “they
-will find him out. By the way, remember to keep a look out in the agony
-column, they will appeal to him through that. I. O.; they are rather
-queer initials.”
-
-“What does I. stand for?” Rita asked.
-
-“Isaac Oliver. It is an odd sort of name too for a young fellow like
-that.”
-
-“Isaac! I don’t believe it can be his right name. He is no more like an
-Isaac than I am. Isaac ought to be a sort of soft old man, very nice and
-gentle, but a little silly, like Isaac in the Bible.”
-
-“My Rita, you are rather profane. Now it sounds to me like an old Jew,
-which is to say an old humbug, up to everything, flattering and fawning,
-and ready to sell his soul if he had one.”
-
-“It is you who are profane, papa; my Isaac, of course, was an old Jew;
-they were all Jews, all those people in the Bible: but he was more like
-you, a great deal, for it was he that was taken in. _That_ cannot be his
-right name.”
-
-“Whose right name? you jump so from the Bible to yesterday that you are
-confusing. I am obliged to you for the compliment about the patriarch.
-And as for our young fellow, I think it very likely that Oliver is not
-his name; but an _alias_ is seldom carried so far as the Christian name;
-he must be Isaac, I am afraid, though it is disenchanting.”
-
-“Poor Mr. Oliver,” Rita said. “There is not very much enchantment about
-him anyhow. Yes, yes, he is just the right thing for a hero: but there
-ought to be something behind, he ought to be a little clever, or witty,
-or poetical, or something, before there can be any enchantment. Oh yes,
-it was quite right to ask him for Sunday. He will be very
-tranquillizing, quite Sunday fare.”
-
-“That was what I thought,” her father said. “You will try all your arts
-upon him, you will turn him inside out. In half-an-hour you will find
-out more than I would in a day.”
-
-“I shall not want to find out,” said Rita; “if he is so secret, why
-should I try to penetrate his mystery? Mysteries, papa, I have often
-told you, are seldom worth finding out.” And they both laughed at this
-utterance of wisdom: but yet there was a kind of understanding, at all
-events on Rita’s side, that it was she who was the most prudent of the
-two.
-
-Harry met them at church on Sunday morning. There were a great many
-people at the English Church, and they had the usual look of
-sectarianism and conventicalism which a small foreign community, holding
-its select little “diet of worship” (as we say in Scotland) in its
-separate church, in the midst of a large Catholic community, always has.
-It is hard to understand why the mere fact of not being able to say our
-prayers along with the mass of our fellow-creatures, should give
-everywhere that look of narrow superiority, yet lurking sense of
-disadvantage. Amid all the salutations at the church-doors, which showed
-how the little community hung together, Harry was shy of penetrating the
-mass, and held himself modestly apart, waiting in the background till
-his friends disengaged themselves from the crowd. A stranger was more
-remarked in that close circle than he would have been in towns more
-frequented by tourists; and his appearance was so distinctively, almost
-so ideally English, that he caught a great many eyes. A tall young
-fellow, muscular and strong, with curling fair hair, a light moustache,
-a ruddy complexion, and an English made coat, at once attracted the
-attention of the merchants and officials who made up the congregation.
-Who was he? When the Vice-Consul was seen to go up to him, and he walked
-off by Rita’s side, their fellow-worshippers soon came to a distinct
-conclusion on the subject. He was some young English swell who had
-brought letters from influential persons at home, and whom Mr. Bonamy
-would naturally make the most of. That was the best of an official
-position, was the commentary of more than one looker-on--that the best
-people were always sent to you--that whereas all the straggling tourists
-who were nobody, were recommended by troublesome acquaintances to
-ordinary residents in a town, the Consul had all the people of
-distinction, and though he himself held no particular rank, made
-acquaintance, and occasionally formed alliances, with very superior
-people indeed. Many looks were in consequence cast after Harry, as very
-happy, yet very humble, he walked off by Rita’s side. He thought that it
-was he who had the advantage, while the spectators considered him a
-distinguished visitor, and envied the Vice-Consul, whose position made
-his house the natural head-quarters for such fine people. He walked
-through the shady streets, saying very little, feeling himself quite
-happy without speech, and it seemed to him like the repetition of a
-dream when he came in again to the cool dining-room, and sat down once
-more between the father and daughter. It was only a few days since he
-had done that for the first time, coming in, like a man in a dream, to
-find an unknown world opened to him. Now the world was no longer
-unknown, he had got his place in it, he had the prospect before him of
-knowing it better and better, it was his home, as it was that of the
-others.
-
-With a strange feeling of security and continuance he took his place at
-the table. He was never a great talker, and he allowed his entertainers
-to talk over him, not being so quick to understand their allusions, and
-all the shades of meaning in their rapid conversation, as he would have
-wished. Sometimes Rita would turn to him with a pleasant word, bringing
-him into the current, sometimes Mr. Bonamy would say something that made
-an answer needful; but for the most part he was silent, taking his share
-only with looks. He did the best he could for himself by this means,
-for his face was bright, brighter perhaps than his intelligence, and he
-had the pleasant art of being interested, whether he quite understood or
-not. His look, which was half wistful, half understanding, with a little
-eagerness in it, a desire to follow what was being said, and a naïve
-comprehension that it was slightly above him, caught Rita’s attention in
-spite of herself. So far as she was aware, this young woman was more
-fond of intellectual people and their discourse than of anything else in
-the world. If there was one thing she was sure of, it was her preference
-for this kind of society, her disdain of trivial minds, and the common
-chatter of the everyday world. And she had already expressed her opinion
-about Harry, that he would do very well for a hero of the muscular kind,
-but as for any special interest, a man required something more, a touch
-of poetry or intellect, or at least, if nothing else, cleverness, to
-recommend him to the attention. It happened, however, two or three times
-over, that when Rita’s eyes were travelling the length of the table to
-meet her father’s, with whom she was talking, they were caught by
-Harry’s, who sat at the side. Harry had uttered nothing that was not
-commonplace, and, indeed, he had not said much at all; but when he thus
-caught her eye, and forced her to look at him, his face was more
-eloquent than his tongue. It was not at any time an unmeaning face, and
-to-day it meant a great deal; it meant a conviction that he was very
-happily placed between two such bright and clever people; it meant great
-attention and admiration and interest. Rita was caught by it as if he
-had put forth his hand to stop her as she passed him. Stupid! how could
-she have thought him stupid? That look was not stupid, not even heavy or
-pre-occupied, like so many other young Englishmen, who looked distrait
-when anything was talked of beyond their own little capacities. Harry
-had not at all this aspect. If his mind was not quite up to the mark of
-their conversation his attention was. He wanted to listen and to
-understand. She looked at him, thus, once, twice, feeling each time more
-favourably disposed--and the third time she fairly stopped and turned
-round and addressed him.
-
-“Mr. Oliver,” she said, “we are very uncivil, papa and I. We are so used
-to talking to each other that, when there is anyone here, if he does not
-stop us and force us to listen to him, we just go on. I have felt how
-silly it was. I wish you would put a stop to us, and make us listen to
-you.”
-
-“But I should not like that,” said Harry; “you talk a great deal better
-than I do. Talking was never any gift of mine; but I like to listen. I
-am picking up a great deal, though you may not think it. Everything is
-so new to me here.”
-
-“Well, then, I will ask you a very silly question,” said Rita; “I will
-ask you what everybody will ask you, and of course you cannot tell yet
-how to answer; but you will answer all the same. How do you like
-Leghorn, Mr. Oliver? Do you think you will like us when you know us
-better? I hope you think that is a nice commonplace beginning,” said
-Rita, laughing; and a faint little colour came over her of half
-amusement and half self-reproach.
-
-“Indeed, I don’t think it silly at all; I am commonplace myself,” said
-Harry, with a little sigh. “I wish I could be more remarkable, but I
-can’t. Yes, I like Leghorn very much, and I think I shall like all the
-people I know, more and more as I know them better. But I don’t know
-many people. Except Mr. Bonamy and yourself, who have been so kind to
-me, I have got but one friend.”
-
-“One friend, hear him! as if that was a thing that could be picked up at
-every corner,” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“I never saw anything like him,” said Harry, “he is like a child--and
-very simple in his ways of thinking. He is twenty times better than I
-am, and yet I feel sometimes as if I must laugh. You don’t know what
-strange people we English are, Miss Bonamy. We can see how good a thing
-is, and yet we can’t help laughing if it is a little out of the way.”
-
-“Then,” said Rita, “tell me why. I have no way of knowing but what
-people tell me. There are things said about Englishmen just as there are
-things said about women, in general. Now the women I know are quite
-unlike each other. I cannot imagine any one thing that they would all
-think or do. Are Englishmen all the same?”
-
-“Now, Oliver, be on your guard,” said her father, “that’s one of her
-theories. She wants to push you into a corner and compel you to commit
-yourself. Women have this and that way of thinking, we all say, don’t
-we? and it’s quite true. ‘Really!’ says this little person, ‘I suppose,
-then, women are all exactly like each other?’ Have a care, my young
-friend; she looks innocent, but I don’t advise you to let yourself fall
-into her hands.”
-
-“When I said Englishmen”--said Harry, faltering; then he gathered a
-little boldness--“We are not all like each other: but this is rather
-true of all of us--at least, so I think: we jeer at things we don’t
-understand.”
-
-“Bravo,” said the Vice-Consul, clapping his hands, “I see you understand
-our dear countrymen.”
-
-“We don’t mean much harm,” said Harry, led on beyond himself. “I suppose
-that in other countries just the same happens in different ways. When
-people act in a way we should not think of acting, we think it is so
-strange that we--laugh at them. It is wrong, I have no doubt, and silly,
-but still we do it. The first thing is, we laugh at them--Italians don’t
-seem to do so. They are most polite.”
-
-“And the French don’t do it.”
-
-“Papa, they do a great deal worse,” said Rita; “for the language, for
-instance, they are far more hard than you. When anyone speaks English
-badly, you laugh, but you don’t mind. The Frenchman doesn’t laugh, he
-is horribly polite--but he thinks the worse of you for ever after. I see
-what you mean. There is a kind of a way you have of looking at things in
-the same light, which does not mean that you are alike, or all thinking
-in the same way. Perhaps,” said Rita, meditatively, “that may be true of
-Englishmen--and women too. Yes, I see how that might be true. I am very
-much obliged to you, Mr. Oliver, for putting it in so clear a light.”
-
-Harry could only stare at her with a mixture of amazement and
-gratification. He to be applauded for putting something in a clear
-light! and by Rita, who knew so much more than he did. He could not but
-laugh within himself at the unlikelihood of it; yet he was gratified by
-the thought.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-HARRY’S PROGRESS.
-
-
-After this, Harry “settled down.” It was a somewhat disappointing,
-disenchanting process, but still it was better than it appeared at the
-first glance. Paolo, finding that his friend could not be happy without
-a sitting-room, which seemed to himself the most unnecessary of
-luxuries, exerted himself to procure an appartamento for him which
-should include this, and managed, after a little delay, to do so, at a
-price so modest that Harry was astonished, and the padrone di casa much
-disgusted and indignant when he found that he had actually suffered his
-rooms to go, at a rent extravagant only for Italians, to an Englishman.
-The landlord was so disappointed and annoyed by this that the occasion
-made him voluble; for “Ecco!” he said, “a countryman, that is--a
-countryman. He knows as much as we do. He is aware of everything. He can
-do what he pleases. That he should have the rooms cheap, that
-understands itself: that is all just. But a stranger! And, on the other
-hand, they want so much more, these strangers. They will demand
-breakfast, and even refreshments in the evening! They are so lazy they
-will not give themselves the pain to descend to the caffè for their
-coffee, which is the natural way, but will demand to have it here, which
-is endless trouble. I never could have believed that Ser Paolo, who is a
-person of education, would so have treated an old neighbour.” He said so
-much on the subject that Harry, with something of that impatience and
-careless magnificence which are (supposedly) the characteristics of the
-English, declared that, rather than be so persecuted, he would pay
-twenty lire a month more than had been asked of him, an offer which made
-the padrone think him a great fool, but a true Englishman, and which
-drove Paolo nearly out of himself with indignation. It may be understood
-by this fact that Harry soon picked up as much Italian as made him
-understand at least the tone of address, whether it was friendly or
-angry: and in smaller matters he was soon able to make himself
-understood.
-
-The first night of his residence in his new quarters, when he heard
-Paolo close the door behind him, and felt himself left all alone at the
-top of a tall Italian house, without a soul within call, gazing round
-him at the four bare white walls, his lamp looking at him with three
-unwinking eyes, and not a trace of anything that looked like home--vain
-word!--the young fellow was altogether overcome, and staring round with
-a wild look of despair, was as near breaking into idle tears as ever man
-was. But what was the use? He had made his bed (or his people had made
-it for him, as he thought), and there he must lie. He had half a dozen
-books on the table: one upon the laws that affect shipping and the
-maritime code, another on International Law generally, the rest Italian
-grammars and dictionaries, a volume of easy little stories in the same
-language, and that well-known volume of Silvio Pellico, out of which so
-many people have learned their first Italian lessons. They were none of
-them very interesting to Harry. “Le Mie Prigioni,” when you have made
-it out with the aid of a dictionary, is not more tempting than any other
-book would be under these circumstances. They were as blank as the white
-walls, the silent room, the dead solitude of the place, to Harry. A
-yellow novel, if he could have got that, would have been precious to
-him. But he had not even that to fall back upon. He crept dismally to
-bed, unable to contemplate his fate, and turned his face to the wall,
-much as his mother was doing at home. But in the morning things were
-better; and though he never could reconcile himself to the gloom and
-solitude of his appartamento at night, during the day things went
-tolerably well with him when he began to know what was being said around
-him, and to wake up to the new insight which a new language confers.
-Gradually he began to take a little interest in the porter’s family, in
-the shrill padrona, shrieking her orders and her commentaries from the
-balcony of the fourth piano across the deep well of the courtyard, who
-was a terrible nuisance, yet by and by began to feel homelike, so that
-he missed her sharp peacock-cry when the arrival of a baby compelled a
-brief withdrawal from her usual active survey of the affairs of her
-tenants. And so the time went on, and months passed, and Harry became
-accustomed to his life.
-
-There were times, however, in which those slow beginnings of content
-which soothed Harry’s mind, rose into something a great deal higher and
-brighter: and these were the hours which he spent in the private rooms
-at the Consulate, where, by degrees, he became very familiar, a sort of
-son of the house. Harry never knew how this happened, nor did the
-Bonamys themselves, who, bit by bit, opened their doors more completely
-to him. They had never done so before to any clerk. The office generally
-was held at arm’s length by the head of it. He was thought proud by the
-_employés_ generally. What was he, many even asked, that he should give
-himself so many airs? But he never gave himself any airs to Harry. Even
-when they began to forget that romance about the young squire who had
-quarrelled with his family, which was entirely their own invention, they
-did not turn away from or cast off the stranger who, falling into their
-midst with no recommendations at all, had made himself so strong a
-footing amongst them, partly from accident, partly from imagination.
-Very soon, indeed, Harry came to be considered as part of the family; a
-ready hand to be appealed to for everything; a ready hearer, though he
-did not always understand: an invariably sympathetic and trustworthy
-friend of the house. To Mr. Bonamy it was a great advantage to have some
-one in the office whom he could treat upon this footing; to whom he
-could speak confidentially of all that occurred, and with whom, if need
-were, even in the bosom of society, he could confer on any accident of
-official business, sending Harry off to do this or that, even from the
-card-table where he was playing round games with the younger guests, or
-out of the heart of a valse, when need was. Harry liked the dance, and
-was merry and useful at the card-playing, but he never complained or
-grumbled if he were sent away. He had to come back late when the company
-was gone, to make his report, and that privilege atoned to him for the
-self-sacrifice. On such occasions, when the great _salone_ was still all
-alight, and Rita reposing upon the sofa, or buried in a great chair,
-after her exertions, while the Vice-Consul had already put on the light
-dressing-gown in which he smoked his evening cigar, the young man,
-returning, had the pleasantest welcome. Mr. Bonamy put towards him his
-box of cigarettes; the windows were all open; the warm Italian night
-glowing out of doors; the stars shining, and every breath of the soft
-air a delight. In that Italian room the light smoke was not thought out
-of place. Rita had been used to it all her life. She might have taken
-one of these little cigarettes herself and nobody thought any harm; but,
-fortunately for Harry’s feelings, to whom it would have been a very
-terrible profanation of a girl’s lips, she did not. But she lay back in
-her chair, her pale face and dark locks relieved upon the soft, rich old
-damask, and watched the two men with a smile. The Consul, who loved
-everything that was beautiful, had his smoking-coat also made of
-damask--a piece of brocade, in colours which Harry thought faded--and
-he, too, threw himself negligently back in his chair and listened to his
-young aide-de-camp’s report, with his fine head on one side, like a
-benevolent prince listening to the information collected for him by a
-young prime minister, all visionary, and eager in his plans for the
-benefit of their people. Perhaps it was only a refractory ship-captain
-whom Harry had talked into submission, or an impatient Englishman whose
-suspicions of extortion had got him into trouble; and sometimes the
-three would laugh over the characteristic follies of their countrymen,
-and incapacity to understand the grandiloquence of the Italian
-authorities. When Harry got to be sufficiently strong in the language,
-he would himself make very merry over the _sentimento magnifico_ of the
-professional pillagers whose charges here and there drove a stranger
-wild, but who always professed the noblest superiority to all interested
-motives. Rita, who was more than half an Italian, was sometimes piqued
-by the laughter in which her father joined, and would stand up for the
-kindly race to whom she owed half her blood and all her training. She
-would shine out from the soft background when she thus roused herself in
-defence of her people, her great dark eyes glowing, her white little
-figure all alive with energy. “You are all made up of suspicions, you
-English,” she said. “You think everyone wants to cheat you, to get your
-money from you. Yes, and it is you who want to get what they have from
-them. I wonder who it is who picks up the pictures, and the
-_bric-à-brac_, and shakes his head” (which she did with a good imitation
-of her father’s benevolent regret), “and complains that all the little
-dealers are beginning to know the value of the things they have to
-sell, eh, papa? Old Leonardi showed his _sentimento magnifico_ when he
-let you have that little Ghirlandajo for next to nothing.”
-
-“I don’t believe it is a Ghirlandajo--of his school, that is all,” said
-the Consul, blandly, “and he lets me have it cheap--not for nothing: he
-lets me have it cheap because he thinks the English travellers will see
-it here and will go to him to be fleeced, that is the best reason he
-has, I fear.”
-
-“And if it is, you take advantage of it,” cried Rita. “Which is worst?
-There was that piece of lace the other day. I said (it was quite true)
-what shall I do with it, Signor Giovanni? it is not enough for a dress;
-and he said, in the prettiest way, the Signorina shall put it upon her
-handkerchief to remind her of old Leonardi. I took it; what could I do?
-it would have made him angry if I had refused it after that. Was not
-that the _sentimento magnifico_, Mr. Oliver--you who don’t believe in my
-Italians? If I had offered him money for it he would never have spoken
-to me again.”
-
-“I thought he was an old Jew,” said Harry; “but I see he is a fine old
-fellow, and I shall go and buy something from him to-morrow. He will
-cheat me; but I shan’t mind after what you have said.”
-
-“He will cheat you,” said the Vice-Consul, with equanimity; “though he
-has a fine sense of the proper time to be honest, and the proper time to
-be liberal all the same; but let us hear how you got your Englishman out
-of his clutches, for that is the business immediately in hand.”
-
-And then Harry returned to his story, and told how the poor tourist had
-raved and blasphemed, how he had bought a picture which was vouched for
-as genuine, and it was found to be a flagrant copy; and how old Leonardi
-had perjured himself over and over again, and sworn by all the saints
-that there could be no doubt of its authenticity, holding up his fine
-old Italian head in the very presence of the painter, who had made the
-copy, and denying all knowledge of it. The tourist, whose settled
-conviction it was that “the natives” everywhere were in league against
-him, was, however, the chief point in Harry’s report. He had rather
-thought so himself when he landed in Leghorn, and the feeling which had
-made him refuse Paolo’s first offer of service, and carry his own
-portmanteau, and hunt out the hotel for himself, still lingered in his
-bosom. He understood the character so well that he set it forth with
-great power before his audience; and Harry was so much gratified by his
-success, and by the gradual blowing away of the cloud which was on
-Rita’s countenance, and the delightful laughter with which she chimed in
-after a while, that he rose into higher heights. He himself was just
-beginning to awake to the humours of the Englishman abroad, and it was
-very pleasant to find himself superior to them, as one who understood
-the language and knew the people, and could explain a good many mistakes
-and misapprehensions away.
-
-“Mr. Oliver, you are very English,” Rita said gravely, after the story
-and the laughter were over. She was apt to change in a moment, and with
-the smile just disappearing from her lips, to produce the most serious
-remark.
-
-“Am I?” said Harry, a little crestfallen; for he rather thought he had
-made it apparent that he was very superior to the English--that is the
-common English who travel, and who are often, as we all hasten to tell
-our foreign friends, so little credit to the race. Then he added with
-more spirit, “I suppose I am very English. What else could I be? I have
-only been a year away.”
-
-“Do you call this ‘away?’” she said, with a somewhat startled tone.
-“Yes, of course it is ‘away.’ Over there is what you have always been
-used to--that is home--of course;” but the idea seemed to be new to
-Rita, and not to give her pleasure. The Vice-Consul had gone off to his
-business-room to get something that was wanted, and the two young people
-were alone.
-
-“It may be home,” said Harry, with a roused and almost irritated tone;
-“but I shall never see it again. Home has so many meanings. I shall say
-presently I am going home, and I shall mean my appartamento--as Paolo
-calls it--not very much of a home,” he said, with a sharp laugh.
-
-“Isn’t it? I say home, too, when I speak of England; but I shall never
-see it. Do you know I am never to be allowed to go to England, Mr.
-Oliver? That makes me like to hear everything about it. Then you and I
-are the same in that; but you will change your mind.”
-
-“You are much more likely to change your mind,” said Harry. “I--have
-good reason----”
-
-“And do you think I have not good reason too? When my mother went there,
-she died.”
-
-“She might have died anywhere,” Harry said.
-
-“It is harsh of you to say so. Yes, to be sure she might have died
-anywhere: but they say it is so cold in England,” said Rita, with a
-little shiver; the night air seemed all at once to have grown chilly.
-She looked at the big window close to her and shivered again. Harry got
-up and closed it without a word.
-
-“It is cold, when you expect it to be cold,” said Harry; “that is pretty
-often, to be sure: but it does not take you in an underhand way like
-this. In England it is all above-board; it blows right in your face, it
-does not steal in like _that_ behind your back and chill you. Things are
-honest at home. I think I could take you all over England, and you would
-get no harm.”
-
-“Could you?” said Rita eagerly; “do you know a way? but how then, Mr.
-Oliver? tell me, do you know a way?”
-
-“It would be just to take care of you,” said Harry, with a blush. “I
-know _that_ way. I should understand that you wanted taking care of, and
-I would take care of you. For my part, I should not be a bit afraid.”
-
-Rita did not notice the blush on his face. The desire of her heart was
-to go to England, and this made her think. She had the credulity of her
-birthplace about wonderful elixirs and miraculous ways of doing a
-dangerous thing. She looked at him dreamily, yet eagerly, with her great
-eyes. “But _how_ should you do it?” she repeated, “Mr. Oliver; if there
-is some particular way, will you tell me? For if you only knew--if you
-could only know how I wish to go to England----!”
-
-“There is no particular way,” said Harry; “if I were ever to go back
-home, which I never shall--and if you were to go with me, which most
-likely you never would--then you should go, and no harm would happen to
-you; that is all I know.”
-
-He spoke abruptly, and he was flushed and hasty. Rita did not think at
-the moment what it meant; she sat very quiet in her great chair, while
-her father came in and resumed the conversation--thinking over what he
-had said. Immediately there had risen before her a vision of the white
-cliffs she had heard of so often, and of green fields and red roofs, and
-of all the special features of English scenery which she had read of.
-What could it be that made him so sure? “If I were ever to go, which I
-never shall--and if you were to come with me, which most likely you
-never would---- Well, no,” Rita said to herself, with a half smile, “not
-much likelihood of that; how could I go with him? he means if we were to
-take him with us--he means----” and then she came to a pause, and a
-sudden reflection of the colour on Harry’s face wavered over hers for a
-minute; only a minute. She was not altogether inexperienced in life; she
-had already been the subject of several proposals addressed to her
-father, which he had declined after reference to Rita, so that she was
-aware that she was looked upon with favourable eyes by various persons,
-and that the love which is so much talked of in books might light upon
-her at any moment. Rita had, for her part, no particular objection; she
-had even left the door of her heart open, so that when he was thereabout
-that intrusive sentiment might come in if he pleased. But up to this
-moment he had not come in; the door had stood open, but nothing had
-entered except poetry and gentle thoughts. But Rita, after this
-conversation, experienced a very curious sensation. She felt not as if
-anyone had got in by the door, but as if some one passing had half
-stumbled against it, finding it closed, and, no answer being given, had
-gone his way. In the first haze of this idea she got up from her chair
-and said good night, and went off to her room, complaining that she was
-sleepy. But she was not sleepy; she sat down and began to think as soon
-as she had got within the protection of her chamber. It was not any
-personal feeling that moved her, far less any strong emotion; but all at
-once she was conscious of a keen and lively curiosity springing up in
-her mind, eager and lively as her nature. Did he mean----? What did he
-mean? “If I were to go to England--which I never shall--and if you were
-to come with me----” Why should she go with him? What reason could there
-be for such a thing, what excuse? He must be mad to make such a
-suggestion; but yet it kept coming back to her. “If I were to go, and if
-you were to come with me.” Certainly the door of that hidden chamber in
-her heart had swung to and closed, and somebody passing, a stranger, had
-run up against it, and shaken it, as if to try whether it would be easy
-to open. It was a very strange suggestion. Rita had been sought by
-persons of condition, by people who had something to offer, and who had
-made their proposals, as everybody who respects himself does in Italy,
-to the young lady’s father. But here was somebody who was nobody, and
-who took hold of the handle of that door of her heart, which she had
-believed to be open, but which had evidently closed of itself, and gave
-it a sharp shake, without thinking of her father or any consequences
-whatever. She thought of it for a long time, turning it over and over
-with the greatest curiosity. It was a new thing in her experience. He
-wanted a great many of the qualities which she considered indispensable
-in a man. First and chiefest of all he was not clever. He knew nothing
-about books, he scarcely knew a picture when he saw one. Instead of
-hunting about in the _bric-à-brac_ shops as her father did, and as even
-little Paolo Thompson (whom Mr. Oliver called Paul-ó) was in the habit
-of doing, picking up wonderful things now and then, this stranger gazed
-with blank eyes at the treasures, and could not understand them. He was
-altogether a different kind of man from any she had ever seen, a
-homelier, duller sort of man; and yet he was not dull. The whole house
-was quiet and asleep when Rita suddenly sprang up from this long
-reverie, catching sight of her own big eyes in her looking-glass, and
-wondering at the wonder in them. She had got a new idea into her active
-little head. It was something novel and curious, and very amusing, but
-it did not seem to her at all necessary that it should ever come to
-anything. She wondered what he would say next, or how he would look, or
-what he would do. She was pleased on the whole to think that now perhaps
-she would have an opportunity of watching what a man looked like in such
-circumstances as these, which is a thing always interesting and, some
-people think, very amusing to see.
-
-As for Harry, he went home that evening with a sensation not less
-extraordinary, but much more definite than that of Rita. He had not
-thought of the meaning of what he was saying till he had said it; he had
-not been aware of meaning anything, and yet he knew now that he did mean
-it. What had he been doing? Without a name, without a home, without
-anything in the world, he had been so foolish as to fall in love with a
-girl who, in the best of circumstances, would have been above him. The
-Joscelyns thought a great deal of themselves; but when Harry thought of
-the parlour at the White House, and then of Rita’s drawing-room, he felt
-that she was immeasurably above him, and that to say such a thing to
-her was not only wrong, but mean and ungenerous. If you were to come
-with me--Good life, why had he suggested that to her? _She_ come with
-him? It seemed ridiculous, more out of the question to Harry than it had
-done to Rita. He was angry beyond measure with himself for letting
-himself be run away with, so to speak, by the foolish impulse of the
-moment. For he had never meant to say it, or indeed to suggest any idea
-of the kind. He was full of sense, though passion had him in its power
-when it once got hold of him. In the meantime, however, there was no
-question of passion. It was the pleasure of his life to be with Rita, to
-see her, to do little services for her, to hear her talk; but when the
-idea was suddenly set before him that he might marry Rita and carry her
-away with him, Harry was more frightened than she was. He to think of
-such a thing! He walked home at such a pace, with such a swift,
-impatient step, that the few passengers in the streets turned about to
-look after him, wondering what business he might have in hand--if he
-were going for a doctor, or any such urgent occasion; but Harry was
-walking fast only to keep up with his thoughts, which had suddenly been
-let loose like colts in a pasture, and were all careering about wildly,
-so that it was impossible to catch or lay hold upon them. How could he
-have been so mad as to have let them loose! and he wondered had she
-understood him? But how could she understand him, a child like that? she
-was too innocent to understand. He hurried along to his apartment in
-full chase after that wild herd of thoughts and imaginations. If he had
-them but once safely shut up again under lock and key certainly it would
-be a strong temptation indeed that would tempt him to let them loose.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-A REVELATION.
-
-
-Harry found himself thus brought up, and forced to give, to himself, an
-account of himself, such as he had never in his consciousness been
-compelled to make before. He was in an altogether new position, and it
-was indispensable that he should know where it was leading to, and what
-was meant by it. There had been no occasion to inquire into this before.
-He had plenty to do learning Italian, learning about the shipping,
-getting into the duties of his new life. The Consul’s house and the
-Consul’s daughter had been his little bit of happiness, his reward after
-his work, his diversion from those dismal sensations of utter solitude
-which had almost overwhelmed him at first; and he had not thought of
-any complication of interests or feelings. Nothing need have awakened
-him from this comfortable state if it had not been that unlucky
-conversation about going to England. Why should he have talked about
-going to England? He never meant to go back, or, if ever, not at least
-until he had grown rich and altogether independent of _them_ and their
-kindness. But in the meantime there did not seem any immediate
-likelihood of growing rich, and why he should have stepped outside all
-the boundaries of his life and suggested the sudden possibility of going
-home and taking Miss Bonamy with him, baffled Harry’s comprehension.
-Sometimes we say and even do things which on looking back upon them we
-feel were not our doing at all, but that of some one else, rather our
-enemy than otherwise, some one making a distinct effort to get us into
-trouble. This was Harry’s sensation now; he was half angry and half
-frightened. It was some malign, mischievous traitor wanting to betray
-him, not himself, who had said that. He went home breathless, and when
-he had climbed all those dark stairs to his rooms, and lighted his lamp,
-he sat down, and, as it were, called a council of himself, to inquire
-who had done it. But it is a great deal easier to feel that some one
-has betrayed us in this way than it is to determine who has done it; for
-those internal traitors have no names, and cannot be brought to the bar.
-His investigation so far was fruitless; but it was fertile enough in
-other ways, in ways in which he did not feel any anxiety to investigate.
-Harry had never been brought into familiar intercourse with any girl
-before. He had seen them at a distance, in circumstances which made no
-approach possible, even if he had desired it; and he did not know that
-he had ever desired it. Once or twice he had been struck by a pretty
-face, and had felt a passing wish, mingled with reluctance, to make
-further acquaintance with it; that is he would have wished it if he had
-been able to get over his shyness, and the difficulty of knowing what to
-say, and the trouble of overcoming all the preliminary obstacles. But
-here none of these difficulties had existed; he had come quite naturally
-into Rita’s acquaintance at once, as if she had been a comrade of his
-own. There had been no shyness, no hesitation, but the easy talk of a
-table at which strangers were constantly appearing and disappearing, and
-a house in which this young creature, though so young, was the mistress,
-and used to all the exertions necessary to set people at their ease. He
-had admired her he said to himself, from the first--who could help
-admiring her? but it had been so clearly her part to entertain and amuse
-the people about her, and she had been so pleasantly indifferent, so
-innocently at her ease, so oblivious of his presence often, so kind when
-her attention was called to him, that all those little bulwarks of
-freedom, which boys and girls when they are made conscious of each
-other, set up instinctively, had been useless in this case. She was
-neither afraid of him nor solicitous about him. Sometimes she took no
-more notice than if he had been a cabbage, and at other times was as
-seriously confidential as if he had been eighty. Harry had liked all the
-ways of it. He had been piqued a little sometimes, but afterwards had
-found it quite natural, and liked her friendliness and indifference, and
-the occasional moment of household intimacy, when she would look at him
-to indicate some little service she wanted, as she might have looked at
-her brother, without words, taking his interest and compliance for
-granted. And gradually, without any thought, this had come to be the
-pleasure and support of Harry’s life. When he did not see her, when he
-was not at the house for a whole day, it was a dull day indeed; but
-still faintly illuminated by to-morrow, when he was sure to see her.
-When she went away upon a visit, which happened once, the Consul’s
-despondency kept him in countenance. Mr. Bonamy adopted Harry in her
-place. “Come in and help me to eat something,” he said, “I can’t bear
-her empty seat. When my Rita is away I feel inclined to hang myself.”
-Harry had almost betrayed himself (to himself) by the warmth of the
-sympathy which he bestowed upon the disconsolate father; but as Mr.
-Bonamy ended by a doleful laugh at himself as an old fool, Harry laughed
-too, and the catastrophe was averted, and so things had gone on for a
-whole long year.
-
-What a year that had been!--far the most wonderful of Harry’s life. So
-many new things had happened to him; he had been torn out of all his old
-habits, and made into another man with a new set of habits--as new as
-the light-coloured clothes in which alone it was possible to live on
-those southern coasts. And he had become so much the more of a man that
-he was now, so to speak, two men, one developed out of the other. He
-looked back upon the Henry Joscelyn of Liverpool with a mixture of
-amusement and pity. He had been a poor sort of limited creature, not
-knowing much; going half asleep between his office and his lodgings, now
-and then going to a poor theatre, walking about with small clerks in
-other offices, who knew nothing more than their own little gossip and
-the town news, and the fluctuations of trade. Perhaps it was a sign that
-Harry himself had not yet reached any great elevation, that he thought
-his present life so greatly superior. The reader knows he had not
-thought so always. He had compared his big, bare room, with its four
-white walls, most unfavourably with the carpeted and curtained parlour
-of his Liverpool experiences. But since that time his mind had undergone
-many transformations. His appartamento had become to him what Paolo’s
-was, a decent and tranquil shelter for the night. He had no longer
-thought of the respectabilities, of sitting there for a whole evening,
-of drinking tea, and having his friends to see him there. These were old
-customs at which he smiled. He had acquired a great many others which
-were now to him not only a second nature, but far more enjoyable, more
-lifelike, he thought, than the old. At all events, they were the habits
-of the present, not of the past. And amidst these changes, the advance
-in which might be questionable, were various other changes in Harry’s
-life of which the advantage was unquestionable. To live half his time in
-the Consul’s house, between a man of culture and education, and a young,
-fresh, intelligent girl, who had grown up knowing a world of things
-until then sealed books to Harry; and to have to do, not with mere
-bookkeeping, and sales, and goods of various descriptions, but with men,
-in a hundred little perplexities, out of which his skill, his patience,
-his superior knowledge, had to deliver them--were educating influences
-of the most active kind. He was a different man, and he felt himself to
-be so. How much he was the same man of course it was more difficult for
-Harry to see.
-
-And here, in his new life, he had come to the first great difficulty;
-things had gone on smoothly, not a hitch anywhere. He had discharged all
-his duties to the satisfaction of his chief. He had acquired the very
-phraseology of a much higher class than that which he naturally belonged
-to, and talked of his chief as if he had been a fine gentleman in a
-public office. Many people, indeed, believed that Harry had been sent
-out by the “F.O.” with special instructions to keep Mr. Bonamy in order;
-and many more that he had come to Mr. Bonamy with the strongest
-recommendations from that dignified and mysterious power. Nobody guessed
-that he had been picked up off the streets, so to speak, by the mere
-generous caprice and mistaken romantic fancy of the rich official, who
-might, for all he knew, have been jeopardising the credit of the office
-by admitting a young adventurer to its sacred shelter. Mr. Bonamy had
-long ago forgotten that Harry had come to his present promotion in any
-illegitimate or irregular way, or that the appointment had occurred
-otherwise than in the ordinary course; and Oliver was his right hand,
-his constant refuge, his aide-de-camp in all things. He had even
-forgotten that he did not know all about the origin of the stranger who
-was now so freely admitted to his house. He was rash in that as in other
-matters, and though he would have given his life for his daughter it
-never occurred to him to take those precautions about her which the most
-selfish parent usually thinks it necessary to take. Everything had gone
-smoothly for Harry. At the Consul’s house he had met “the best people”
-that were to be found in Leghorn, the rich English merchants, and also
-many Italians, old traditionary friends of Rita’s mother, who was of
-Italian blood. By this time Harry had got a footing among them, and was
-asked to other houses, and known everywhere. Everything was going
-smoothly. He had no reason to be discontented or anxious about his
-future life. Everybody knew him, and nobody knew other than good of him.
-Whatever happened he would never again be the desolate stranger, with a
-new name, and no reputation, who had landed friendless on these shores.
-
-And yet, with all these advantages, and this progress, suddenly, in a
-moment, he was brought to a standstill by this discovery. What wonder if
-Harry was provoked beyond bearing with himself and that traitor in him,
-who would not be brought to book? There was something almost ludicrous
-in his dismay. Why couldn’t you hold your tongue? he said, indignantly,
-to that something within him. Who wanted to know what you were thinking?
-What is the good of it now you have let it out? It was a ridiculous
-discussion, there being no one to reply, but yet it gave expression to
-the self-provoked and impatient character of Harry’s dilemma. For how
-was he to banish it back again and go on as if that idiotic suggestion
-had never been made?
-
-Love is not so simple a thing as people think, at least in these
-artificial days. In the old simple story-books, and, indeed, often still
-in life, when such a revelation as this comes to a man, he jumps at once
-to the natural conclusion, throws himself at once into the situation,
-wooes, proposes, and, if he is successful, ends by being at
-least--engaged. Sometimes he does this with a noble indifference to
-circumstances and possibilities, or, at least, an indifference which,
-when he has spirit enough to take the consequences upon himself, and
-boldly hew possibility out of impossibility, is noble. Sometimes he
-leaps the intervening steps and thinks of nothing but of marrying as the
-natural and inevitable conclusion. The woman invariably does this; love
-to her means marriage, or it means nothing at all. It is an offence to
-her delicacy to play with it, to keep any decision at arm’s length, as
-men often think themselves justified in doing; so that it remains more
-simple (unless she is a coquette) in her case than in his. But with a
-man, now-a-days, at least, to enjoy all the gratifications and delicate
-bloom of nascent love without coming to any crisis, which must make an
-entire change of all these relations and modes of living necessary, is
-often very desirable. But this reluctance to come to a decision, though
-sometimes selfish, is not so always; and in Harry’s case it was not
-selfish. He had not walked open-eyed into this snare which life is
-continually setting for young feet; he had tumbled into it unawares; and
-in his situation, being unlucky enough to have tumbled into it, his only
-policy, his only honourable course, was either to get out of it with as
-much expedition as possible, or to hold his tongue about it, and never
-to betray his plight to the other person involved. But Harry had been
-betrayed, to himself, at least, if not to _her_, and the question now
-was, what was he to do? He sat and thought over this question, as on the
-other side of it Rita was doing--though this he did not know, nor guess;
-but he could not for his part make anything of it. He could not keep
-away from the Consul’s house, or shut himself out from her society,
-without further betrayal. His situation was such that if he remitted his
-visits, if he failed to appear with all the ease and familiarity to
-which he had been admitted, and which had been growing for a year past,
-he could not fail to be questioned on the subject, and his secret drawn
-from him. Even if he kept a little aloof from Rita, avoided her as much
-as civility permitted, and avoided occasions of being with her, that
-also would be remarked. What was he to do? For now that he had once
-betrayed himself who could guarantee that, continuing to see her every
-day, as he had been doing, he might, on some other occasion, betray
-himself still more distinctly. His embarrassment and trouble grew the
-more he thought of it. It could not be, surely, that he would be
-compelled to go out upon the desert world again and begin anew? Surely,
-surely, that would not be necessary! And yet, what was he to do? The
-question on Rita’s side by no means interfered with her rest, save for
-that hour or so when she chose to think of it, instead of brushing her
-hair; but it took away Harry’s, upon whom all the responsibility rested.
-Her feeling on the matter came only the length of a certain amused
-interest and curiosity as to how he would conduct himself in the future,
-and what he meant by these odd speeches; but his affected all his life.
-Whether he should stay where he was, or go away; whether he should have
-to throw aside again all his hopes of advancement, all his comfort and
-renewed confidence in his fate, all hung in the balance. He turned
-uneasily on his bed all the night through, dozing and dreaming of it,
-and waking to ask the same question again. But the night brings counsel,
-and when he woke somewhat late the next morning from the sleep which
-overtook him at last in the midst of his deliberations, he woke with a
-new idea in his mind, as we so often do, after a long consideration. The
-first words he said to himself as he woke were, “I will ask Paolo.” For
-a moment he could not tell what the momentous subject was that he was to
-ask Paolo about.
-
-Paolo had continued to be Harry’s faithful friend; but their intercourse
-had been disturbed by the society at the Consulate, for, except on some
-special occasion, he was not important enough to be introduced to all
-the fine company that assembled there; only now and then when all the
-_employés_ were asked, and a little semipublic fête for them banished
-the fine people, did Paolo enter these enchanted walls, and talk with
-the young mistress of the house. He had scarcely ever talked to Harry of
-the Signorina, but when he did mention her there had been a slightly
-cynical tone in his remarks. To tell the truth, Paolo had never got over
-that first appearance of the Vice-Consul’s daughter in the street at
-night. He had recognized her, clinging to her old attendant, hurrying
-away, while Harry, all unconscious of what was to come of it, had
-stopped the Italians who were pursuing her, and summarily knocked down
-the Englishman. Paolo was not ill-natured, nor given to ill-thinking,
-but he was an Italian, and he could not imagine any perfectly virtuous
-motive which could have taken a young lady out of her house at that
-hour. That love or intrigue had something to do with it he was
-convinced, and all the proof in the world could not have persuaded him
-otherwise. But he did not wish to throw any indiscreet light upon her
-proceedings, or to betray her to the world. With some sense of this,
-though without ever explaining to himself how it was that he had such a
-feeling, Harry had refrained from telling him the climax of the story.
-He had left the Consul’s sudden friendship unexplained, Paolo requiring
-no explanation of it, and feeling it the most simple and natural thing
-in the world. But during the whole interval there had been in Paolo’s
-tone a note of unexpressed warning against the Vice-Consul’s daughter;
-he had not said anything, but he had left something to be inferred. This
-Harry had sometimes resented, sometimes laughed at, but he had never
-taken the warning or been moved by the tone. He thought it was a
-prejudice such as one person sometimes feels quite unaccountably against
-another; or that perhaps it was some pique; perhaps that Paolo himself
-had admired too much the young princess who was so entirely out of his
-reach: but whatever was the cause, he was conscious enough that Paolo
-was not favourable to the lady of his thoughts. And he resolved
-accordingly to ask the advice of his friend on the grand question only.
-He would not give him any special information, or even indicate, however
-vaguely, who the lady was. That he should speak to Paolo at all on the
-subject showed that a change had come over Harry’s thoughts. It would be
-too much to say that he did not entertain still a somewhat contemptuous
-estimate of the little “foreigner” who had sworn eternal friendship at
-first sight, and had wept, and even kissed his friend, in his rapture at
-his good fortune. When Harry recalled that embrace he grew red still,
-with the undying indignation which moves a man when he has been made
-ridiculous. And he still treated Paolo _de haut en bas_, with a careless
-superiority. But by this time he had learned to know that Paolo was on
-some things a much better authority than himself, and that, though he
-might be trivial and absurd on questions which Englishmen consider
-themselves judges of, yet there were other matters, chiefly touching his
-own countrymen, which he knew better than any Englishman. To have
-attained to this conviction was in a way a moral advance for Harry, who
-formerly had looked down upon “foreigners,” not thinking them worth the
-trouble of studying, or esteeming the knowledge which was only concerned
-with them and their ways. He had no opportunity of speaking to Paolo
-till dinner. They were both of them faithful, more or less, to the
-_table-d’hôte_ at the Leone, where they had first become friends: but
-Harry’s attendance there now was irregular, and when he entered the
-dining-room Paolo’s face became radiant with pleasure. He seized his
-friend’s arm and gave it a squeeze of satisfaction.
-
-“But without doubt you go somewhere in the evening?” he said, with a
-mixture of wistfulness and triumphant pride. He was proud of Harry’s
-succès in society; but yet to have so little of him pained the faithful
-soul. He had bettered his English, but perhaps he had not much improved
-his happiness by his devotion to this stranger, to whom he had been so
-useful. Harry gave him very little of his company, and no demonstration
-of affection in return for his love.
-
-“No; I want you to come to my rooms, Paolo. I want to consult you about
-something--we’ll have some coffee brought up there, and we’ll have a
-talk.”
-
-“Benissimo!” said Paolo, glowing with pleasure. “However,” he added with
-simplicity, “there is little that I can instruct you in now. You know
-all--you are better as me. But if there is any case that is hard to
-understand----”
-
-“You make me ashamed of myself,” said Harry; “do you really think I
-never want to see you but when I have something to ask? I don’t think I
-am quite so bad as that. Of course I have picked your brains constantly;
-but still I am not so bad as that.”
-
-At this Paolo was up in arms, as if some terrible accusation had been
-brought against him.
-
-“Pardon, pardon, Amico,” he said. “Do you think I am finding fault? do
-you think I make myself a censure over you (he meant censor, but this
-was unimportant)? It is all otherwise. To see you go into society makes
-me pleasure--the grandest pleasure. If not me, it is my friend--it is as
-good--better, as to go myself. You pick my brains--_bene_! my brains is
-glad to be pick.”
-
-“I think you are the best fellow in the world,” Harry said, “and I am a
-beast always to take advantage of you--to come to you whenever I want
-you.”
-
-“What then is a friend?” said Paolo, with that glistening of the eyes
-which Harry was always afraid of. And then the excellent fellow
-suppressed himself, knowing Harry’s objections to a scene. “I am a
-duffare,” he said, with a laugh, “if there is something I can do that
-makes me glad.”
-
-“I want your advice, Paolo,” said Harry; “it is nothing about business;
-it is not information I want from you. I am in a difficulty--I am in
-trouble--and I want your advice.”
-
-“In troouble!” Paolo’s face grew long, long as his arm; his lively
-imagination harped at various cases of “troouble” he had known:
-defalcations at the office, difficulties about money, fallings into
-temptation. His countenance clouded with anxiety and alarm. “Amico,” he
-said, “I am all at your disposition--all at your disposition! Troouble!
-let us not lose the time. That turns me the stomach, as you say.
-Thanks, thanks, Antonio; but take it away--I cannot more eat.”
-
-“That’s nonsense, old fellow,” said Harry, plying his own knife and fork
-vigorously, “you see it don’t take away my appetite. Come, eat your
-dinner. I’ve not been going to the bad, if that’s what you think, you
-goose.”
-
-“Go-ose? I am willing to be goose,” said Paolo, “if it’s all right; not
-anything in the bureau? not with accounts, or money, or nothing of the
-sort? Benissimo?--then I will have some of that dish, Antonio, and it is
-all right.”
-
-“I wonder what you take me for,” said Harry, offended. “Money! do you
-think I am that sort? No, no, Paolo. When you’ve finished your
-dinner--you have eaten nothing but that maccaroni--we’ll go to my rooms
-and talk it over. It is something about myself.”
-
-It was all Harry could do after this to persuade his friend not to
-gobble up everything that was offered to him in his anxiety to get his
-meal over. Paolo could not contain his curiosity and eager interest. He
-almost dragged his friend along the street when dinner was concluded,
-and clambered the long staircase like a cat, in his eagerness to know
-what Harry’s difficulty was, and to proceed immediately to smooth it
-over and ravel it out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-PAOLO’S ADVICE.
-
-
-The room was large, and low, and white. There was a little balcony
-hanging from the windows; the usual bright-coloured pattern on the
-walls; the usual sofa and chairs, and little rug on the tiled floor.
-Harry had not taken any particular care of his room or its decoration.
-The lamp burned with three little clear tongues of flame in the centre
-of the scene. Paolo sat in a large chair, thrown back, his little
-intelligent, intent face showing from the dark background; his feet
-flicking in front of him. As for Harry, he was too shy to sit still and
-tell his story under the light of his friend’s large, eager eyes, which
-leaped at the words before they were said. He was walking about from one
-end of the room to the other. On the table was the little coffee-pot,
-the thick, white cups upon a tray. Harry did not despise black coffee
-now. Sometimes he came up to the table, and poured it out and swallowed
-it hastily; while all the time Paolo, swinging his foot in front of him,
-and leaning back in his chair, never took from him his eager black eyes.
-
-“And the short and the long of it,” said Harry, “is that I have fallen
-in love.” He turned his back to his companion as he spoke, and stood
-looking out from the open window. “I have been about the house so much,
-and seen the young lady so often, that without thinking, and without
-meaning it, I have just fallen in love. Jove! what a beautiful night it
-is!” said Harry; “I never saw the stars so bright: that’s just the
-position of affairs. She is quite out of my rank, I know, as impossible
-as the stars themselves: but that’s how it is.”
-
-“Fallen--in lofe?” Paolo mused for a moment over the words. “It is
-droll, the English way of speaking. Is it then a deep, or a sea, or a
-precipice, that you--fall.”
-
-“Oh, don’t bother,” cried Harry. “To be sure it is a deep, and a sea,
-and a precipice. Why, every fool knows that. You are never thinking of
-anything of the sort, going along quite quietly, minding your own
-business--when all in a moment down you go squash, and there’s no help
-for you any more.”
-
-Paolo smiled a benevolent but somewhat tremulous smile.
-
-“The young lady is very beautiful--that goes without saying,” he said.
-“I had thought you would have taken your freedom a little longer, and
-you wish to marry and range yourself. _Bene!_ it will be what you call
-all oop with me,” said Paolo, with a slight quiver; “a wife--that goes
-not along with a friend--not a friend of the heart like me. It makes a
-beginning to many things, but also to some an end.”
-
-“Good gracious!” cried Harry, “do you mean to say you don’t understand
-me? Am I in a condition to marry? I have not a penny. I have my little
-salary, and that is all. If I could jump up and ask her to marry me,
-above-board in our English way, do you think I’d ask any advice about
-it? I don’t want you to tell me she’s nice, I know that myself a great
-deal better than you could tell me. It is just because I can’t marry,
-and ought to hold my tongue and never say a a word about it--and yet
-can’t help seeing her continually, that I don’t know what to do.”
-
-Paolo looked at him with a still more wistful, anxious face. He was
-terribly perplexed. There was an alternative which was not at all
-impossible to his imagination; but having on many occasions already come
-in contact forcibly with the English mind, as represented in Harry, he
-was afraid to state or refer to the other side of the question, which
-nevertheless was not at all terrible to himself. He looked very
-wistfully and earnestly in his friend’s face, trying hard to read and
-make out what was in it. What was in it? Did he mean----? Paolo could
-not tell whether he might venture to say what he would have said easily
-enough to many of his other friends.
-
-“You would then--that understands itself; but to put it into words,
-above all with an English what you call Puritano--like you; you would
-then--make a little arrangement--you would then propose--without going
-to church.”
-
-“Eh?” said Harry. He turned round upon his friend with blazing eyes.
-“Eh?” The monosyllable was more terrible than a whole chapter of
-invectives. Astonishment, non-comprehension, yet at the same time
-alarmed and furious understanding were in it. Paolo, who was a miracle
-of quick intelligence, saw all that was in Harry’s look almost before he
-himself was conscious of it, and he mended his indiscretion with the
-rapidity of lightning.
-
-“I have make a mistake,” he said. “I have not understood. It is so
-sudden, I had no preparation. If you will perhaps tell me again?”
-
-Harry stared with wide open eyes like a bull, not quite knowing whether
-to charge an adversary, or to turn away from an insignificant intruder.
-The more peaceable impulse prevailed. He had stood still gazing at
-Paolo, who, mentally trembling, though he put the best face he could
-outwardly upon the matter, met his friend’s gaze with a deprecating
-smile. After a minute he resumed his pacing about the floor.
-
-“I see you don’t understand,” he said, with something between a groan
-and a sigh. “Well then, I’ll try again. Here are the circumstances. I am
-admitted to the house, a very nice house, in which I am very happy. The
-father puts faith in me; he trusts me like a friend; the young lady
-is--everything that is nice. Well! don’t you see? like a fool, instead
-of keeping quiet and enjoying all this, like a fool I have gone and
-fallen in love with her. And last night I was as near betraying
-myself---- Now if I go on I’ll be more and more tempted to betray
-myself. I can’t keep away from the house--it is not possible. I can’t
-offer to the young lady because I am not good enough for her, and I have
-no money. Now what am I to do?”
-
-“You were at the house of the Signor Vice-Consul last night?”
-
-“Never mind where I was,” said Harry sharply, “tell me what I am to do.”
-
-“It would be well, amico mio, that your confidence was more great, or
-none at all,” said Paolo. “If it should happen that I possessed the
-acquaintance of the father and the daughter----” There was a little
-incipient smile upon his lip that drove Harry wild.
-
-“I believe you think badly of every woman,” he cried; “all the worse for
-you if you do. I am not going to make any confidences of that sort. Look
-here--you know more about society than I do. You know how people are
-expected to behave here. Ought I just to cut the whole concern, though I
-don’t want to--and take myself off?”
-
-Harry came to a sudden stop in front of his friend when he asked this
-question, and, for his part, Paolo almost screamed with alarm.
-
-“Cut--the whole concern? That is to go away?”
-
-“To go away,” said Harry, discharging all the breath out of his
-capacious chest in one great sigh, and throwing himself into the second
-great chair opposite Paolo. His friend grew pale; his olive cheeks were
-blanched; the lids were puckered round his anxious and almost despairing
-eyes.
-
-“That is what you must not do--that is what you shall not do! It is not
-permitted to throw away, to make such a sacrifice,” cried Paolo, with a
-rapid succession of phrases, one broken sentence hurrying upon another.
-“No, no, no, no. Imagine to yourself that all goes so well. The world
-regards you with so favourable eyes; you are everywhere received,
-everywhere received!--a favourite, Isaack mio. But no, no; this must not
-be--for a girl--for a promise--for a caprice, you will not throw away
-your career.”
-
-Harry did not say anything. He lay back drearily in his chair, his whole
-person making one oblique line from his head, which rested on the back
-of the chair, to the feet stretched out on the floor. He was not likely
-to talk about his career, but he felt to the bottom of his heart the
-dismal alternative: to go away; to throw up everything; to resign
-himself to another new and much less favourable beginning. His new start
-in Leghorn had been made in circumstances so extraordinarily favourable
-that they looked like a romance, and he himself could scarcely believe
-them true--all the more reason why he should not presume now upon the
-hospitality of the house which had taken him in; but he never could by
-any possibility hope for such another piece of good fortune. In all this
-he put Rita herself out of the question. Perhaps he did not feel, as a
-lover sometimes does, as if his entire life was involved in her
-acceptance of him. He was a sober-minded young man. It would cost him a
-great wrench, it would take the colour and the pleasure out of his life
-if he were banished from the happy rooms in which she reigned. But yet,
-honour requiring it, he could do this and live; he was not afraid of
-himself so far. But how to continue here in the enjoyment of his other
-advantages and withdraw from the house in which he had been received so
-kindly, he did not know. It would be impossible without explanations,
-and what explanation could he give?
-
-“Look you ’ere,” said Paolo, rising in his turn, taking advantage of all
-the devices of oratory to move his friend, “lofe, that is one thing;
-life, that is another. For a capriccio I say nothing. We all have such;
-by times it will seem as though you live not but in possession of the
-object; but after, that will pass, and you will laugh, and all will go
-on as before.”
-
-“Hold your tongue; you don’t know anything about it,” said Harry, with a
-contemptuous wave of the hand.
-
-“I have had my experiences like another,” said Paolo, mildly. “I am not
-an ignorant. It is for a moment you suffer, you think all is ovare.
-But--oh, bah!--when it is ovare so many things remain. There is the
-bureau,” said Paolo, counting on his fingers, “there are the events of
-the day; there is the table--for you must always eat; there is
-society--which is made,” he added sententiously, “of other objects. In
-brief, amico mio, there is to live. That must be done all the same. For
-the moment it may be hard--but sooner or later the time of calm will
-arrive--What then? If it be certain that an hour will come when you
-will have had enough, when you will become weary----”
-
-Harry sat up in his chair. “What are you talking about?” he said.
-
-With his honest English imagination he did not know what the other
-meant. He had never read a French novel in his life (he could not,
-indeed, if he had wished), nor any English ones of that sort. According
-to him, when a man “fell in love” it was with the intention of marrying
-the girl he loved, and living happy ever after. The idea that it would
-last only for so long, and that there would come a time when you would
-have enough, and be weary--a moment which must arrive sooner or
-later--was such a thing as had no meaning to him. Paolo turned, too,
-when his friend said this, and gazed at him, startled and wondering.
-Suddenly the little Italian became aware that he was speaking another
-language, a tongue unknown to Harry. He did not know Harry’s tongue so
-far as this went, but being very quick and intelligent he perceived at
-once that it was not the same as his, and that in speaking as he did he
-had completely missed Harry’s comprehension. This took away from him the
-power of speech. How was he to find out Harry’s language? They remained
-for a full minute thus, baffled each by each, gazing at each other:
-Paolo, small and keen, trying hard to make his friend out; Harry, large,
-obtuse, confused, wondering what on heaven and earth this strange little
-being could mean.
-
-“Look here,” he said at last, “I’m English, you know. I don’t follow you
-a bit. Perhaps you’re too refined, and all that. You don’t fathom my
-difficulty, and I don’t understand in the least what you mean. Here’s
-what I want: just listen. I am fond of a girl, but I daren’t tell her
-I’m fond of her, because you know I have nothing to marry on, and I am
-not such a cur as to ask her to bury herself up for years waiting for
-me; and besides, it wouldn’t be handsome to her father, who has been
-very kind to me. What am I to do? Ought I to go right away? I don’t want
-to do that. Or can you tell me how I’m to put a padlock on my tongue,
-and go on seeing her, and never betray myself? No, by Jove! I don’t
-think I am strong enough for that.”
-
-“There is one thing will make it more easy,” said Paolo--he had dived
-deep into the records of his own experience to find precedents, but he
-found nothing which could throw any light upon so strange a case, and
-he was now casting about blindly for something to say--“there is one
-thing. This lady, this Signorina--is she then--what shall you call it?
-disposed to respond to you?”
-
-Harry’s face grew crimson. He gave a rapid glance back upon all their
-intercourse. He seemed to see Rita’s unconscious, tranquil face. Even
-when he had made that foolish speech about taking her to England she had
-been moved not a hair’s breadth. She had taken it with perfect calm, as
-one who had never thought upon the subject might quite well do. “I don’t
-think so,” he said, quickly, not looking his friend in the face.
-
-“Then it is moche more easy,” said Paolo. “There is nothing to do, amico
-mio, but to be silent--what you call hold your tongue: and all will be
-ovare. When the lady will respond it is different--when she will give
-you a glance, a smile, a permission to say what perhaps ought not to be
-said.”
-
-“There is nothing of the kind in the whole business,” said Harry,
-bluntly; “you are thinking of your intrigues, and all that Italian
-nonsense. English girls don’t understand it any more than I do.”
-
-“Then the Signorina--is English?” Paolo ventured here to give vent to a
-little laugh. “But you must not be too secure that she understands no
-more than you. Perhaps there is in the lady a little Italian blood!”
-
-“Paolo,” said Harry, “you have the most unreasonable, idiotic, offensive
-prejudice against----”
-
-And here he paused--for had he not been careful all this time to keep in
-the background the name of the lady? He stopped, and he looked at Paolo
-with curious, anxious, defiant eyes.
-
-Paolo would have laughed had he dared: but he did not venture to laugh.
-It was too serious. “I have no prejudice,” he said. “It may be that I
-think a little in Italian, one cannot help one’s thoughts. But then why
-will you ask me? If the lady is indifferent where then is the difficulty
-of to hold your tongue? But if that is otherwise--listen. The papa, it
-is to him one speaks when it is of marriage. Love, that is another
-thing. You do not understand, amico,” said Paolo, with a plaintive tone,
-“the difference. There is great difference. They are two things
-all-together. Marriage,” once more he counted upon his fingers, “that
-will mean the papa; love--ah! that will mean the moment, the
-opportunity, the response.”
-
-To these last words Harry paid no attention. He scarcely heard them. But
-the others seemed to throw a sudden light upon the whole subject. He
-rose up again and resumed his promenade about the room, biting his nails
-and knitting his brows. “By Jove,” he said, at last, “Paul-o, you’re not
-half such a foolish little beggar as you look. That is the thing to do.
-I wonder I never thought of it myself. To be sure, that’s the thing to
-do.”
-
-“What is the thing to do?” Paolo asked, bewildered. But his friend made
-him no direct answer. After a good deal more of that pacing up and down,
-he came back and patted his counsellor on the back so vigorously that he
-almost took away Paolo’s breath.
-
-“That is the very thing,” Harry said. “You are a clever little beggar
-after all. I should never have hit it out all by myself; but I see now,
-it’s the right thing to do. Not too easy though; I can’t say that I
-shall like it a bit; but one can see in a moment that it’s the right
-thing to do.”
-
-“What is the right thing?” Paolo asked again; but he got no reply. Harry
-fell a-musing as he sometimes did, letting the little Italian go on with
-talk, to which his friend paid no attention; and afterwards he walked
-with Paolo to his rooms, paying just as little regard to what he said.
-It was another clear, starlight night, soft and cool as the nights are
-in an Italian spring. There was no chill to freeze the blood; but all
-was balmy and soft. He went along the streets with their high houses
-reaching almost up to the sky, looking up to the narrow lane of radiant
-blue above, all living and sweet with stars. He thought his problem over
-again, going step by step over the same way which he had traversed
-before--and it seemed to him that he had at last found the true and the
-only solution. He could not withdraw himself from the Vice-Consul’s
-house without an explanation; that would be impossible; therefore the
-only thing to be done was to go to the Vice-Consul himself, and tell him
-how the case stood. “I cannot be sure of myself if I go on seeing her
-every day; therefore I must give up seeing her every day, and you must
-know why.” Probably he would not tell his story so briefly as this;
-there would be explanations to give, and many digressions probably from
-the main theme; but that in effect would be all that Harry would have to
-say; and certainly it was the right thing to do. He took it for granted
-that Paolo had suggested it, though in reality it was an alternative of
-a much less satisfactory kind that Paolo had suggested; but all the rest
-that he had said vanished from Harry’s practical mind, leaving this one
-piece of advice behind, and no more. Paolo was no fool, though his way
-of thinking might not be much like an Englishman’s. Englishmen did not
-go to the father first, but to the daughter, to know what their chances
-were; but for once in a way the other mode was the best. He took a long
-walk after he left his friend, traversing all the streets which now he
-knew so well, and further still to where the salt air of the sea blew in
-his face, and refreshed his soul. He would not trifle with the occasion,
-but go at once to-morrow and get it off his mind. So he said to himself.
-And he came home past the house from which he was henceforward to be
-banished. It was late, and the sitting-rooms were all dark; but Harry
-knew that a little light in one window indicated Rita’s room--probably
-the faint little _veilleuse_ which watched over her sleep; and that in
-another was the lamp by which the Vice-Consul was smoking his last
-cigar. He stood and looked piteously at the house. It had been a kind of
-home to him, in one way more than his own home had ever been. Standing
-outside in the night it appeared beautiful to him, as never house had
-appeared before. He had not appreciated the _bric-à-brac_, or known what
-to say about the pictures; but now each article of the furniture
-suddenly appeared to him in a new light. It was all beautiful; it was
-such a place as a palace might be--a house for a queen; and to think
-that he had almost lived in it for so long, and that now he was to enter
-there no more! Harry was not like the Peri at the gate of Paradise; he
-had a still more pathetic, a heart-rending sense of loss. He had been
-there yesterday; but he was not to be there again perhaps for ever. Why
-should he go away? and yet he must go away; he must keep himself at a
-distance from those dear doors. Slowly there gathered in his eyes a
-painful dew; it did not fall in tears, which he would have scorned
-himself for shedding, but it blurred and magnified all he saw. Yesterday
-so much at home, so familiar in the place, to-morrow with no entrance
-possible to him any more! and all by no fault of his or anyone’s; by no
-levity on _her_ part, or presumption on his; all unawares, no one
-thinking of any danger. It seemed to Harry, standing outside there, as
-if there was something very hard in such a wayward accident of fate, as
-if some malign spirit must have taken pleasure in twisting the threads
-wrongly; in making trouble out of the most innocent situations in life.
-He had never meant to go further than liking--no one could help going as
-far as liking; but the unlucky fellow, without meaning it, had taken the
-step farther, and loved; and now all his card-castle of happiness had
-tumbled down, and everything was over. There was nothing wrong in it--no
-fault in it one way or another: and yet a great many faults would have
-produced less confusion and pain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-WITH HER FATHER.
-
-
-Next morning Harry went to the office with an air of resolution about
-him which no one could have mistaken. He thought the others looked at
-him curiously with investigating eyes, which, indeed, was true enough;
-for his predecessor there never could make out how it was that the
-stranger had gained so much interest with the Consul, and Paolo, who was
-the only other person present, was full of the most anxious wonder and
-suspense. But, as it happened, Harry was kept so fully occupied all day
-that he could not say a word to the Vice-Consul, and his air of
-resolution and sense of being wound up for a great crisis, came to
-nothing. But he did not go near the Consulate in the evening. Had things
-been in their ordinary course he would, in the most natural way, and,
-indeed, with a semblance of necessity, have proceeded there to consult
-Mr. Bonamy about some matter of business, or to ask directions from him.
-But he forbore. He sat in his own rooms all the evening, feeling it
-unutterably long, trying to amuse himself with reading, and finding very
-little amusement in that somewhat unwonted exercise. He had been
-“reading up,” with a great deal of industry and some interest, books
-which he had heard discussed in the Vice-Consul’s house, and in this way
-had at least procured a good deal of information, the advantage of which
-was evident. But Harry had not read for enjoyment, and now that things
-had come to this pass, and that he was about to be compelled to give up
-the society of the Bonamys, and lose the gratification of pleasing Rita,
-it seemed to his practical mind that there was no great reason for
-continuing those studies. It was quite likely that he never would live
-among such people again, and why should he take so much trouble--trouble
-taken with the idea of pleasing them? it was no longer worth his while.
-He was driven back to his books indeed by the tedium of the long,
-unoccupied evening, for he had no heart to go out, to be waylaid by
-Paolo, and have questions put to him which he would find it very
-difficult to answer. But he yawned a great deal, and went to bed very
-early, and slept badly in consequence, tossing about for two hours and
-hearing the melancholy clocks peal. Next day he was resolved he must
-speak. Indeed, it would be indispensable that he should, as it was the
-day on which Rita received, and he had never yet been absent from her
-drawing-room on that special evening. He had a good opportunity this
-time, for the Vice-Consul called for him as soon as he appeared after
-his luncheon, and bade him bring certain papers to be examined. “I quite
-expected you to have brought them last night,” Mr. Bonamy said. “For two
-nights we have not seen you, Oliver. Rita was asking me to-day whether
-you were ill. I hope you are not ill. There’s no fever here that I know
-of; still it is always well to take care.”
-
-“I am not ill, Sir,” said Harry, colouring high, and then growing pale;
-“but there was another reason. I should like to speak to you for a few
-minutes, about myself, if you could spare the time.”
-
-“Certainly I can spare you the time,” said the Vice-Consul, readily;
-“but not now, you know. Come to me again as soon as the office is
-closed. Shall we talk your business over here, or in the house?”
-
-“Here, if you please,” said Harry.
-
-“Here be it, then. Do you know you excite my curiosity? you look so
-serious. But I hope it’s nothing disagreeable, nothing to interfere with
-our alliance?” said the Vice-Consul, good-humouredly. He thought he knew
-exactly what it was. No doubt the family had found him out, and Harry
-was about to be recalled to its bosom. This would give Mr. Bonamy
-himself a little regret, and he could understand that to leave a place
-where everybody had been kind to him would be a sort of trial to the
-young man; but at the same time it was far better for him that he should
-be reconciled to his family. So he went through his business with a
-little gentle interest, looking forward to the _éclaircissement_. It was
-like the third volume of a novel to the Vice-Consul, and even something
-more than that, more than the mere end of a story which had interested
-him--for it would also settle various questions in his mind, and prove
-if he had been right or not in the instantaneous opinion which he had
-formed about Harry’s concerns. He felt quite sure that he would prove to
-have been right. By the time Harry returned to him, after the work of
-the afternoon was done, he had made out within himself quite what the
-scene was to be. The young man would say: “My father is here;” or “My
-brother is here,” as might be; and a hale, hearty old country gentleman,
-or a young, ruddy, fresh-coloured youth, like Harry himself, would be
-brought in and presented to him, and he would give himself the
-gratification of saying, “This is precisely how I expected it would be;
-I have been looking for you this past year daily, though I had no notion
-who you were.” When Harry came back with the same face of serious
-excitement the Consul almost laughed. “Bring them in, bring them in,” he
-said, “I have nothing to say against you. You need not be afraid that I
-will give you a bad character.” Harry looked at him with that look of
-blank astonishment which so often turns into lofty superiority and
-disapproval of their seniors’ folly in youthful eyes.
-
-“Bring--whom in?” he said.
-
-“Your people, to be sure, my dear Oliver. Come, Oliver, I am not an old
-wife; you can’t conceal it from me.”
-
-“I know nothing about my people,” said Harry, hastily; “I have nothing
-more to say about them than I have already told you. Things are exactly
-as they were between them and me. What I have got to tell you is a very
-different sort of thing. But you will see by it, at least, Sir, that I
-have no wish to conceal anything from you.”
-
-“Bless my soul!” said the Vice-Consul, “what’s the matter? Have you got
-into any scrape? Have you come in contact with the police? What is the
-matter, my boy?”
-
-“It is nothing outside of this house, Sir,” Harry said, with a grave
-smile; “the police have got nothing to say to it. If it is a scrape it
-is one I have got myself into, and I must get myself out of it. Anyhow,
-it is not likely to hurt anybody but myself,” and here, in spite of all
-his precautions, his lip quivered a little. At this moment, the very
-worst for such a strong wave of feeling, it suddenly came over him what
-a tremendous change it would be, and how much it would hurt himself--if
-nobody else.
-
-“You alarm me,” said Mr. Bonamy, growing grave in his turn. “My dear
-fellow, I hope you feel that I take an interest in everything that
-concerns you, and that you may safely confide in me----”
-
-“Yes, Sir, I am sure of that,” said Harry; and then he added; “all the
-more that it concerns you too.”
-
-Mr. Bonamy pushed away his chair from the table, opened his eyes wide,
-and looked at Harry as if he thought him mad.
-
-“I can’t come to your house any more, Sir,” said Harry, “that’s what I
-wanted to tell you. I’ve enjoyed it very much, and it has done me more
-good than anything else in my life--but I ought not to do it, and I
-can’t do it any longer. I hope you won’t think I am an ungrateful cur; I
-don’t think I am that. But I must give it up, Sir, and I hope you’ll
-excuse me for it. I’d rather not say any more.”
-
-“Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul, greatly disturbed, “what is the meaning
-of this? Do you mean there is something in your past--something in your
-character and actions that makes you unfit to be my visitor? I have
-always trusted in your honour. If it’s that, and your conscience has
-been quickened to find it out, of course I have nothing more to say.”
-
-“It’s not that,” said Harry, bluntly. “I am not afraid of my
-conscience. It says as much to me, I suppose, as to other people; but
-you might hear all it says and welcome. There is nothing against my
-character here or elsewhere. You know as much harm of me as there is to
-know.”
-
-“I know no harm of you,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, don’t alarm
-me. If you find we don’t suit you--though by your manner I should never
-have guessed it--why, then, give us up, my fine fellow, and there’s no
-more to be said.”
-
-Harry laughed a somewhat tremulous laugh.
-
-“I should think you did suit me,” he said. “I don’t believe I was ever
-half so happy before.”
-
-“Then, in the name of wonder, what does this mean?” the Vice-Consul
-cried.
-
-Harry cleared his throat; his lips were beginning to get parched and his
-throat was dry.
-
-“Did you never hear, Sir,” he said, abruptly, “of a fellow falling in
-love--with a girl he’d no business to fall in love with?”
-
-Mr. Bonamy half rose out of his chair, then changed his mind and dropped
-back again. His own face became suffused with colour. A sudden
-exclamation came from his lips it spite of himself.
-
-“Is this what has happened to you?” he said.
-
-“This is what has happened to me,” said Harry. “I’m very sorry--nobody
-can be more sorry--it shuts me out from a great deal I had got to be
-proud of, and happy in. I wish I had made any blunder in the world
-rather than this; but it’s done, and I can’t help it. So the only thing
-I have got to do now is---- well, either to stay away from the house, or
-to go away altogether, as you think best.”
-
-“I suppose then that at my house you run the risk,” said the
-Vice-Consul, with suspicious breaks in his words, either of doubt or
-excitement, “of meeting--the young lady?”
-
-Harry did not say a word; but he looked at him fixedly, with a deep
-colour flaming over his face. At this the Vice-Consul gazed at him with
-an alarmed expression, gradually catching fire too.
-
-“You don’t mean to say----?” he cried, and then he was silent, and there
-ensued a confused and uncomfortable pause.
-
-“Yes, Sir,” said Harry. He had looked his chief in the face all this
-time; but now he avoided the other’s eye, “that is just how it stands. I
-told you it was not my fault. I never thought of such a thing. It
-never,” he said, putting out his hand to a bundle of papers upon the
-table by which he was standing, and turning them vaguely over and over,
-“it never--happened to me before.”
-
-When the Vice-Consul looked at him standing there, with that look of
-half-astonished simplicity on his face, and those artless words on his
-lips, it was all he could do to keep in an outburst of laughter. He
-thought he had never come in contact with so simple-minded, and candid,
-and honourable a fellow. He was startled and alarmed, and made uneasy by
-his confession; but yet he had the greatest desire to laugh. Yet why
-should he laugh? it was serious enough; his lively mind jumped to the
-possibility that his Rita might prefer this young stranger to himself.
-It would be an extraordinary choice, he could not but think; but yet,
-alas! that was how things often were in this strange world. A girl would
-prefer a man she had seen three or four times in a ball-room, to the
-father whose very existence she was; and nobody would be surprised at
-it; it was the course of nature; it was the way of the world. This idea
-chilled and alarmed him to the bottom of his heart; but yet he could
-hardly help laughing at Harry and his perturbed air. “I never thought of
-such a thing--it never happened before.” The Consul was almost too much
-amused to take in the seriousness of the event.
-
-“I presume you have said nothing to her,” he said at last, looking
-portentously serious by reason of the inclination to untimely mirth,
-which he had to subdue.
-
-“That is just the thing,” cried Harry, rousing up from his bashful
-pre-occupation. “No, I have not spoken--what you would call speaking;
-but on Monday night I just dropped a word----”
-
-“Good Lord!” cried the Vice-Consul. He had no longer any inclination to
-laugh; what he was disposed to do was to take the young fellow by the
-throat.
-
-“You can’t be more frightened than I was,” said Harry, ingenuously. “It
-was by that I found out. Of course I knew I admired--_her_ more than
-anybody I had ever seen; but I had no more notion how far it had
-gone---- and then like a fool I began to speak of going home to England,
-and how I was sure I could take her all safe if she would go with me.
-That was all: I assure you that was all,” cried Harry, discomposed by
-Mr. Bonamy’s look and manner. He was alarmed by this look: the
-Vice-Consul had risen up, trembling with wrath.
-
-“I would like to know,” he cried, “what more you could have said!--what
-more could you wish to say? And this is what you call love! To betray my
-child; to propose death to her--death! Oh, boy, boy, do you know what
-you are doing in your folly and simplicity; beguiling her to her death,
-and me to---- Good God! why should I always be such a fool? Why did I
-have this fellow here?”
-
-“You are judging me too harshly, Sir,” cried Harry; “you think it was a
-great deal worse than really happened. She never took any notice of it;
-it hadn’t the least meaning to her. She asked me did I know
-something--some physic I suppose,” Harry said, in a kind of parenthesis,
-with disdain--“that would make it safe. That was all she thought of it;
-but as for me, as soon as I had said it I came to myself. I’ve had a
-dreadful time of it since,” he added once more, with that air of
-downright sincerity and solemnity which made the Vice-Consul wish to
-smile. “I’ve turned over every kind of plan in my mind. Sometimes I’ve
-thought of going right away; but that seemed hard, too, when I had just
-got settled here. And at the last the right thing seemed just to come
-and tell you. Of course I put myself in your hands. I’ll do whatever
-you think it proper I should do: give up the office; go away from the
-town; anything you please. I don’t want to leave you--or her,” cried
-Harry. “God knows! you have been so kind to me!”
-
-And then the Vice-Consul, hearing the young fellow’s voice falter, and
-seeing that he kept his eyes down to conceal the water that had got into
-them, felt a little knot in his throat too, and was melted in spite of
-himself.
-
-“Oliver,” he said, “I don’t want to be hard upon you. You said she took
-no notice--that is just like her; she is no coquette, my girl; she is
-very innocent. I daresay it never occurred to her that you meant
-anything.”
-
-“I don’t think it did, Sir,” Harry said eagerly. Of course he had no
-clue to Rita’s retirement to her own room, or the amused consideration
-she gave to the subject there.
-
-“I don’t want to be hard upon you,” Mr. Bonamy repeated, “if that is the
-case. Answer me one more thing, Oliver, and answer it on your honour.
-Have you any reason to think (that I should have to put such a
-question?) that if you had spoken out more plainly, she---- Heavens! I
-can’t put it into words.”
-
-“How could I,” cried Harry, almost provoked, “have reason to think
-anything about it, when I never even suspected myself? It was that word
-that opened my eyes.”
-
-And then there was another pause. Harry stood turning over and over that
-bundle of papers. He looked at them as if he thought they contained some
-secret of state. He took them in his hand as if anxious to know how many
-ounces they weighed. His face wore a look of the gravest stolid
-seriousness. He had now withdrawn from the consideration of his duty, or
-what he ought to do, and put it into another person’s hands. He was
-freed of the responsibility, and he had only to wait now to see what he
-should be told to do.
-
-Then once more a sense of the humour of the situation intruded upon its
-seriousness in the Vice-Consul’s eyes. His anger and alarm were quenched
-in a sense of the absolute simplicity and honesty of the culprit, and a
-hope that no harm had been done. Mr. Bonamy began to breathe freely
-again, even to smile.
-
-“Sit down,” he said, “and let us talk this over. I don’t blame you,
-Oliver. I can understand that you were not seriously to blame; and, if
-no harm is done--I suppose you will promise me that it shall not occur
-again.”
-
-“Well, Sir,” said Harry, “that is just what I should like to be able to
-do; but seeing I was such a fool as to do it once, how can I tell that I
-may not be a greater fool again? especially as then I did not know
-anything about it, whereas I know all about it now.”
-
-“That is just the reason,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Now you are on your guard,
-and you will know when to be watchful. I can’t give you permission to
-make love to--my daughter, Oliver. I suppose you did not expect I
-could?”
-
-“Oh, no,” cried Harry, eagerly; “not in the least. I could not, of
-course, even if you did, for I have no money. I could no more marry than
-I could fly.”
-
-“Marry!” cried the Vice-Consul. The young man said the word in the most
-matter-of-fact way, but it took away the other’s breath. “Do you know
-what you are doing?” he cried; “you are putting a knife to my throat.
-Marry! That means that if you could you would break up this home of mine
-in which you confess you have been received so kindly. You would rob me
-of all I have. You would take from me everything that makes life
-precious. For what, young man, for what? Because you admire a pretty
-face! You don’t know any more of her--I am not sure that you are able to
-appreciate any more of her. But she is everything in the world--she is
-all that makes life worth living--to me.”
-
-Harry threw down the bundle of papers and looked across the table with
-the intensest astonishment. “Do you mean,” he said, “that you don’t
-intend her ever to be married at all? Is nobody to have the chance? Is
-she always to be kept up in one place, and never to settle, nor have her
-own choice and her own life?”
-
-Mr. Bonamy felt as if he were being stoned--one solid, heavy fact tossed
-at him after another; and looked at his questioner with a sort of gasp
-between the blows. He faltered after a while, “She is very young. She
-has everything that her heart can desire. Why should she not be content,
-at least for years to come, in her father’s house?”
-
-“I always understood, Sir,” said Harry, with his usual
-straightforwardness, “that the right thing for girls was to marry when
-they were young, and that parents were supposed to wish it.”
-
-“To scheme for it, perhaps?” said Mr. Bonamy, furiously, “and put out
-all sorts of snares to catch young fellows like you--eh? To lay traps
-for you, and lead you on, and give you encouragement and opportunity,
-and so forth? Perhaps you think that’s what I’ve been doing--eh? God
-forgive me,” he said, “in my day I’ve said that sort of thing, and
-believed it myself; I’ve sneered and scoffed like the rest--and now I’ve
-got my punishment. You think there is nothing so fine for a girl as to
-get married--eh?”
-
-Harry was struck with consternation by this attack; but yet, feeling
-that he had right on his side, he stood his ground. “I am not saying
-anything about _you_, Sir,” he said, “but surely it is thought the best
-thing that could happen. I’ve always heard it. Fathers and mothers, you
-know, Sir, don’t generally live as long as their children--at least,
-that is what is supposed--and they like to see their daughters settled,
-don’t they, before they die?”
-
-This was what the French would call a brutal speech--for, in the first
-place, it was true; and then Mr. Bonamy was at an age which seemed old
-to Harry, but rather young than otherwise to himself, and he was not at
-all pleased to have it taken for granted that he must shortly be going
-to die. Yes, of course Rita would outlive him, would live long, he
-hoped, after him; but still the idea that there was any need to marry
-her off in haste, lest he might die and leave her before she
-was--settled, was most repugnant to him; it went to his heart, wounding
-him with a possibility which he had no desire to think of; and it made
-him hot and angry, as if it had been a personal insult. No one likes to
-be told that he has come to a period of life at which it is more likely
-than otherwise that he will shortly die, and that it is very necessary
-to take precautions against that event. It was all he could do to keep
-from bursting out upon Harry, crushing him with a bitter rejoinder. He
-to address his benefactor thus! He to speak in this tone to the man who
-had received him when nobody else would, who had lifted him out of all
-the difficulties of a stranger, and opened not only his office, which
-gave him bread, but his house, which gave him friends, and position, and
-everything a young man could wish for! These words were rushing to Mr.
-Bonamy’s lips, when fortunately a sense of his personal dignity, and of
-the impropriety of any such demonstration, came in and stopped him.
-Harry’s speech, after all, was good common sense, just the sort of thing
-that everybody says; the world was on that side of the question. Perhaps
-prudence and the foresight which love itself ought to possess was on
-that side too. So he was silent, repressing the first instinct of reply.
-When he was able to do it, he answered with as much self-possession as
-he could muster.
-
-“I admire your prudence, Mr. Oliver. I hope you will always see your own
-duties with the same clearness which you display about those of others;
-and I have no doubt you are quite right; but it is a question which I
-don’t care to discuss. Let me say, before we finish this talk, that I
-think you have behaved very honourably, and as a gentleman should; and I
-quite accept your reason for coming to my house much less frequently. I
-will make your excuses to my daughter; and nothing that has passed need
-make any difference in our official relations,” he added, looking up
-with a smile that was sharp and cold, not like his usual sunshine, “in
-that respect there is no possible reason why everything should not go on
-as before.”
-
-“Very well, Sir,” said Harry, getting up with some confusion. The
-conversation had been going on so long, and so much less indignation
-than he expected had been in the Vice-Consul’s air at the beginning,
-that this sudden sentence confounded him. He was quite ready, when he
-began, to be taken at his word; but somehow he was not now so ready; the
-bitterness had seemed to be past, and he had hoped that the indulgent
-and fatherly friend before him would have found some way by which he
-should still be permitted to come and go. But now all at once Harry
-found himself, in his own words, “shut up,” and had nothing to do but to
-stumble to his feet as quickly as he could, and take himself off, much
-subdued and astonished, to his desk in the outer office--where he gave
-his mind to his business, not too clearly, but with as much devotion as
-was practicable, for the rest of the day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-RITA’S OPINION.
-
-
-These two men, however, though they were disposed to think themselves
-the chief, or, indeed, only persons concerned, were by no means the
-masters of the situation, as they supposed. Rita took Harry’s absence
-from her drawing-room quite lightly at first, so lightly that her
-father’s mind was entirely relieved. He had been afraid that her
-astonishment, if nothing else, would have been great, and that she would
-have asked him a hundred questions--questions which it might have given
-him some trouble to answer. But she took it quite quietly, and said
-nothing about it for a week or two, till the Vice-Consul was of opinion
-that all danger was passed. About this time, however, Rita, by one of
-those accidents which occur perversely to heighten the embarrassment of
-every domestic crisis, met Harry suddenly on one of her walks, coming
-upon him round a corner without any warning to either party. Her usual
-attendant, Benedetta, was with the young lady, who looked up brightly
-with surprise and pleasure, and held out her hand.
-
-“What has become of you all this time?” she said, in her kind, soft
-voice.
-
-On Harry, for his part, the effect of so suddenly coming in sight of
-her, and of her frank accost, was too remarkable to escape Rita’s quick
-eye. He fell backward a step, swerved from his course, gave a glance
-round him, as if in search of some way of escape, then, seeing none,
-took her offered hand gingerly, just touched and dropped it, his face
-flushing crimson, his voice faltering.
-
-“Oh, I am very well, thank you,” was the answer he made; and then stood
-and stared at her for a moment, and, without replying to any of her
-questions, went on again confusedly, leaving her standing still gazing
-after him in a state of mingled dismay and consternation.
-
-“What can have happened to him?” Rita said to herself, unconsciously
-aloud: and “I think the gentleman must be mad,” said tranquilly the
-good Benedetta, who thought the English were all a little insane, and
-that it was nothing much out of the way. But that evening when dinner
-was over it was the Vice-Consul’s turn to be undeceived.
-
-“Papa,” said Rita, suddenly (she had let him have his dinner first,
-which showed consideration), “what is the matter with Mr. Oliver?”
-
-The Vice-Consul was like a ship at sea, into whose innocent hulk a
-sudden broadside is poured without any sort of warning; he dipped his
-sails, so to speak, all his timbers thrilled and shivered. He had not
-been in the least prepared for any such assault.
-
-“Oliver?” he said, trying to put on an exaggerated look of innocence,
-“Oliver? what’s the matter with him? What should be the matter with him?
-He is all right for anything I know.”
-
-“He is not all right,” said Rita; “he has not been here for a fortnight,
-he who used to come almost every night; and you should have seen him
-when I met him to-day; I thought he would have run away. He tried it, I
-declare. He looked all round to see if he could not make his escape,
-and when I cried out, ‘What has become of you?’ he said, ‘Very well,
-thank you!’ Was there ever anything so absurd? I like him for that, he
-is so English, and so absurd.”
-
-“I don’t see anything absurd about it,” said the Vice-Consul, with a
-very grave countenance.
-
-“Don’t you, papa? you are growing dull, you have been very dull for some
-time back. Since Mr. Oliver ran away! Perhaps it is because of that.
-Perhaps it is the same thing that has affected you both.”
-
-“You pay me a high compliment,” said Mr. Bonamy, nettled, “to think that
-my dulness, as you are pleased to call it, should result from the
-withdrawal of Oliver; he is not such a shining light.”
-
-“No, he is not a shining light,” said Rita, “he is perhaps just a little
-dull himself; that is why I like him. He never tries to say clever
-things, he is never a bit brilliant, he never even pretends to
-understand when he doesn’t understand, but looks at you with nice,
-round, wide-open, surprised sort of eyes. That is just what I like him
-for. He is always himself.”
-
-To this the Vice-Consul made no reply, but, hoping to change the
-conversation, said, “By the way, I’ve got you that book you were
-talking so much about; nobody had it here, so I sent to Paris----”
-
-“That was very good of you, papa; but I can’t let you run off like that.
-Let us finish one subject before we begin another. What is the matter
-with Mr. Oliver? Why did he come every night, and then leave off coming
-all at once?”
-
-“What a fool I was to think I was going to be let off so easily!” Mr.
-Bonamy breathed to himself. “My dear Rita,” he said, “I don’t see why
-you should be so anxious about Oliver. It was a mistake having him here
-so much at the first.”
-
-“Why was it a mistake? you never thought it was a mistake till now. What
-has happened? I am more and more puzzled with every word you say. Papa!”
-cried Rita, stamping her little foot on the floor, “don’t trifle with
-me, for I am determined to find it out.”
-
-“Then you must just find it out your own way,” cried the Vice-Consul,
-angry with the anger of impotence; for he knew very well he could not
-resist her, and that it was only a matter of minutes how long she would
-take to find the necessary clue.
-
-“Do you mean to say you will not tell me?” cried Rita, with wondering,
-wide-open eyes.
-
-“My dear child,” said the unfortunate Vice-Consul, “you are making it of
-far too much importance. What does it matter about this young fellow one
-way or the other? He came, he has gone; we ought not, perhaps, to have
-given him so readily the run of the house.”
-
-“Has anything--wrong--been found out about him, papa?”
-
-“Bless my soul, no! nothing wrong; on the contrary!” cried poor Mr.
-Bonamy; “for I won’t take away a man’s character behind his back--he has
-behaved like a gentleman, quite like a gentleman; about that there is
-not a word to say.”
-
-“Of course,” said Rita, “he would behave like a gentleman, for he is a
-gentleman; but on what pretext, then, have you banished him from the
-house?”
-
-“Rita,” cried her father, “I wish you would not talk of things you don’t
-understand! Am I the sort of man to banish a young fellow from my house?
-If you _will_ know, it was he that did it himself.”
-
-Rita opened her eyes wider than ever. She laughed, though a little
-angry colour came to her face.
-
-“I suppose it was he, then, who disapproved of us?” she said.
-
-What was the Vice-Consul to do?
-
-“That is nonsense,” said he, “he neither disapproved of us, nor did I
-disapprove of him; but there might be other reasons. We thought, both of
-us, both he and I, that it was as well--he should not come--so
-often--for a time, at least.”
-
-“So often? but he never comes at all,” cried the inquisitive girl, “and
-when I met him he wanted to run away. Don’t you see all this is absurd,
-papa? If you want me to believe you, tell me the right reason. I will
-not be satisfied till you tell me the right reason. Do you think I can
-be taken in with pretences of that sort?”
-
-“Rita, you annoy me very much, you distress me. I don’t know why you
-should drive me into a corner like this,” the Vice-Consul said
-piteously.
-
-“But I want to drive you into a corner, I must drive you into a corner;
-for I insist now upon knowing what it is. I might have let it pass
-before, but now I insist upon it, you must tell me, papa.”
-
-The poor man gave a deep sigh.
-
-“You take a very unfair advantage,” he said; “you compel me to betray
-poor Oliver and to distress myself. And I warn you that it will make you
-blush, that you will feel very uncomfortable.”
-
-“I don’t mind blushing,” Rita said; and as she spoke a sudden suffusion
-of heat and colour came all over her. She blushed from the crown of her
-head to the soles of her feet. It was a strange sensation, but it was
-not altogether disagreeable. The girl had as little idea of any painful
-or shameful occasion for blushing as if she had been a baby; and she met
-the father’s eyes quite steadily all the same.
-
-“I never saw a creature so pertinacious,” said poor Mr. Bonamy. “Well,
-then, if you must know. It is because of you that young Oliver is not
-coming here any more.”
-
-“Because of me!” She was too much astonished to blush now, and then she
-had already had her blush out.
-
-“Just because of you. He has been so silly as to fall in love with you,
-and feeling that it would be dishonourable to me to continue to come
-here, this being the case, he has explained it all and withdrawn. There
-is now the short and the long of it, Rita. You have no right to say a
-word against poor Oliver. He has paid you, as people say, the highest
-compliment a man can pay a woman, and he has acted in the most
-honourable way to me; feeling that he cannot be quite sure of not
-betraying himself if he continues to come, he has ceased to come. He
-would have left the place altogether if I had asked such a sacrifice of
-him. He has behaved in the most gentlemanly, honourable way. He tells me
-he did say something, but he did not know whether you understood it or
-not.”
-
-Rita was struck dumb. She sat and gazed at her father silently while he
-spoke, too curious and strongly interested even to be abashed by this
-strange news. She blushed no more. Having paid that one tribute of
-startled maidenliness to the new revelation, she was too much impressed
-and overwhelmed by it for any lighter feeling. She sat in an attitude of
-the most absorbed attention, her eyes fixed upon her father’s face, her
-lips a little apart, the breath coming quickly. She was astonished, yet
-not so much astonished as overawed, penetrated by the news. When her
-father ceased speaking, she continued the same rapt aspect of attention.
-He thought she would have been shame-faced, blushing, shy of it, unable
-to look him in the face; but he was not prepared for this curious,
-absorbed interest. By and by she repeated to herself softly, “So silly
-as to fall _in_--_love_:--with me--would have left the place
-altogether.” Then she made a pause, and, putting her hands softly
-together, said, with a sigh of satisfaction at having found out one
-problem: “Then that was what he meant!”
-
-“What was what he meant? He told me you took no notice; he thought you
-hadn’t understood what he said.”
-
-“I did not understand it,” said Rita, softly, “I only wondered. It was
-about going to England----”
-
-“Rita, Rita! you would not, for a new lover, a man you scarcely know, a
-being quite untried--you would not break my heart and go and risk your
-life--your life that is above all things precious to me?”
-
-Rita scarcely seemed to hear this interpolation--this interruption of
-her thoughts.
-
-“That there would be no danger, he said, and he would take care--he
-would take care--that was not much; but I did wonder. I will tell you
-the truth, papa. I had a great anxiety to know what he meant.”
-
-“Young idiot!” her father said, with hotly-rising wrath, “he meant
-nothing--nothing, my love! only a brag that he could do more, and know
-better--a boy, an uninstructed fool--than those who have watched over
-you all your life.”
-
-Even this made no impression upon the girl. “It is curious,” she said,
-still to herself, “very curious--quite different from--the other way. I
-suppose this is the English way? Benedetta always says the English are
-half mad. I suppose instead of asking about the _dot_, and that kind of
-thing, you know, papa--I suppose this is the English way?”
-
-“It is the foolish way,” cried the father. “Come, it is nothing to you,
-Rita. You don’t mean to say--no, no, my darling; I know better--you
-don’t mean to make me believe that you, so clever as you are, and
-knowing so much, could think twice about any notion that came into the
-noddle of such an empty-headed young man.”
-
-“Is he empty-headed?” said Rita, reflectively. “He does not know much,
-that is quite true; he is not a bit clever; but I think it is a little
-unjust to call him empty-headed. He was always just himself; he never
-pretended to anything else. Sometimes he understood--very often he
-didn’t; but he never pretended, papa. Don’t you think it is a little
-hard upon him?” she said, turning round upon her father suddenly, and
-fixing him with her large, serious, impartial eyes. “Don’t you think it
-is hard to take advantage of what he has said himself, and turn him out
-like this?”
-
-“I have not turned him out. Rita, this is mere folly. I will not have
-you led away by your feelings. If any man were to kill me, I believe you
-would say he didn’t mean it, poor fellow, it would be hard upon him to
-hang him. Come, child, let us be done with this.”
-
-“But, papa,” said Rita, “there is no evidence against him but his own
-confession. I have often heard you say that one should not take
-advantage of that. Kill you--who wants to kill you? There could not be a
-more different question. I am not led away by my feelings. I have no
-feelings but right and justice. I don’t think you ought to have taken
-that advantage of him. It must be very hard upon him, papa, to shut him
-out. Think! he will have nowhere else to go to. I dare say he spends
-his evenings in the cafés. He can’t know what to do with himself at
-nights.”
-
-“As if I had anything to do with his entertainment in the evening! I
-wish to heaven he had never set foot within my house!”
-
-“Ah! but that is past praying for. I don’t see why you should wish such
-a thing; but still, if you do wish it, it is a pity, for it is too late.
-He _has_ set foot within your house, and we have a responsibility about
-him. We have a responsibility,” said Rita, very gravely shaking her
-head. “He is young, and he is very simple-minded, and he might, as you
-are always saying, take a wrong turn; and then whose fault would it be?”
-
-“Not mine,” cried the persecuted man, “certainly not mine--that I’ll
-swear to. Am I the fellow’s keeper? Rita, for heaven’s sake be done with
-all that nonsense. If you can talk of nothing more sensible, you had
-much better go to bed.”
-
-“Yes,” said Rita, calmly, going on with her argument, “you are his
-guardian in a kind of way, papa. It was you that took him up first. You
-did it of your own free will, nobody persuaded you. You settled him
-here, and you opened your doors to him, and said, Come on Sunday, come
-as often as you please. Do you think you are justified in casting him
-away now, as if it was of no importance? never thinking where he will go
-instead, or if he has anywhere else to go to? Do you think you are
-justified? for no other reason than that you think he might perhaps do
-or say something you would not like? I do not.”
-
-“Then you think, I suppose, that I ought to have him back and beg his
-pardon, and tell him he is quite free to make love to my daughter if he
-likes? Bless my soul! why should I interfere with such a pretty
-amusement? That’s what you think. Rita, don’t sit there, my dear,
-talking nonsense: say no more about this young fool, but go to bed.”
-
-“Papa, I am sorry to see you are so deaf to sound argument,” said Rita,
-with judicial composure; “you always bring in the personal question, as
-if that had anything to do with it. On the face of it, to deprive a
-stranger of the benefits you have been heaping upon him, and leave him
-in a moment to his own resources, all because you are afraid of a
-distant and unlikely thing he thinks he wants to do, is dreadfully
-unjustifiable; my dear papa,” said Rita, looking down from the heights
-of youthful superiority, “I never expected to find you inaccessible to
-reason, especially on such an important point as this.”
-
-“Inaccessible to fiddlesticks,” the Vice-Consul said; but he was
-entirely shaken in his conviction of having done what was right and
-kind, both to one party and the other. He got up and walked about the
-room. He was a man who wanted moral support; he wanted to be approved
-of, and to feel that the opinion of those around him went with his. And
-especially he had learned to prop himself up by Rita’s opinion. He was
-always uneasy when she differed from him. Even in this matter, which
-concerned herself, and in which her judgment might justly be doubted, he
-was not comfortable. He was unfortunately too accessible to reason, so
-that nothing could be more unjust than this reproach. “Go to bed, my
-love; go to bed,” he said, faintly. “It is getting very late; another
-time we can talk of this.”
-
-“Then do you think, papa,” said Rita, still magisterial, “that it is
-right to postpone a matter which concerns other people’s comfort to
-another time?”
-
-“Don’t worry me to death,” said Mr. Bonamy, stretching out his hands
-with a half-despairing appeal. “I never thought I was going to be led
-into such a discussion--don’t worry me to death!”
-
-But she showed no signs of mercy, and there is no telling what might
-have happened to Her Majesty’s humble representative had he not been
-called away at this moment to receive a messenger with despatches from
-the Consulate-General and important instructions. Mr. Bonamy hurried
-away with a sigh of thankfulness; never was culprit suddenly delivered
-from the bar more glad of his escape. He knew, indeed, that it was only
-for a time: but yet even for a time it was well to get out of her hands.
-At least he could collect materials for his defence.
-
-Rita, for her part, after sitting for some time waiting for her father’s
-return, and sharpening up various arguments for his complete
-discomfiture, got tired, and made up her mind to take his advice and go
-to bed. But she had a great deal too much to think about to have any
-desire to go to sleep. When she had sent Benedetta away she sat by her
-window in her white dressing-gown, with her hair about her shoulders, a
-romantic little figure, and felt a little like Juliet. She had never
-felt like Juliet before. She had, even with the flippancy of her age,
-been disposed to think of Juliet as of a very forward and bold young
-woman. People who have been accustomed to hear of marriage as a matter
-of convenience, so much _dot_, so many advantages, and who have even
-been negotiated for in this way, are apt to think but poorly of that
-ideal impersonation of youthful passion. But now that Romeo had appeared
-on the scene, Rita, at the window, thought upon Juliet with a little
-secret wonder, and awe, and pleasure. Romeo--well, there is no evidence
-that Romeo was clever. He was only one of the gallants of the period,
-one of the swash-bucklers who sometimes talk just as badly as their
-kind, though often they forget themselves and talk Shakespeare. There
-was nothing extraordinary about him till love and the poet got hold of
-him, and put divine words into his mouth. Very likely that gay Mercutio
-was the cleverest of the two. Sitting thus at her window, Rita all at
-once was sensible of a figure on the pavement looking up at the house
-from the opposite side of the street. There was nothing but a little
-night-light burning on a table in the corner, nothing to betray her
-figure where she sat. And nothing could be more common-place and absurd
-than that Harry should come there and stare at the windows. He was not
-by any means in the habit of doing so; but yet when he was out, taking
-his forlorn walk, he would allow himself to take that turn through the
-street in which the Consulate was, and fix a wistful eye upon it for a
-moment. When Rita saw him she darted back with a movement of fright and
-wonder, and mirth and shyness, all in one; and sat out of sight for a
-few moments, panting, blushing, with the same overwhelming flush of
-sudden warmth which had come over her for the first time when her father
-spoke to her. Then, in the dark and the silence, she gave vent to a
-little low laugh, at which she was frightened when she heard it, and
-became suddenly as solemn and serious as an old picture. Then she
-returned shyly to the corner of the window, peeping, though she ought to
-have known that it was impossible he could see her. The figure opposite
-was in the act of passing on; it gave a long look back as it went slowly
-away, lingering as if reluctant to be out of her neighbourhood. Rita
-drew back this time with a kind of awe. She knew he would have thought
-no more of climbing the garden wall, however high it had been--if there
-had been a garden wall and a balcony, and she out upon it discoursing to
-the moon--than Romeo did. “But there is the difference,” Rita said to
-herself; “he may be in love with me, but I am not in love with him. I
-would never stand out there and sigh Romeo, Romeo. No,” she went on,
-with a little shriek of a laugh, “not Romeo. Oh, Isaac, Isaac, wherefore
-art thou Isaac? That is too ridiculous; it is all too ridiculous. I
-don’t wonder at what Benedetta says, that the English are half-mad.”
-
-And then she sat a long time in the dark, and thought, and thought. It
-was all very new and very strange. It roused her lively faculties with
-the pleasure of a novel sensation. She had taken her proposals of
-marriage with sedate contempt, and announced authoritatively to her
-father on each occasion that she had no intention of ever marrying, and
-that she liked him much better than any other man in the world, an
-assurance which the poor Vice-Consul took great comfort in, though it
-was not possible that any man in his senses could accept it as a matter
-of serious faith. But now Rita could not deny to herself that this
-strange new bewildering sensation was a pleasant one. Her former
-suitors would no doubt have gladly adopted it had it been thought that
-such an easy mode of love-making would have been permitted; but in their
-cases it would not have moved the foolish girl. To see somebody standing
-silent on the other side of the street, doing nothing to call her
-attention, not wishing to be noticed, doing it only for a little comfort
-to himself, was entirely different. That was the English way, she
-thought with awe. To be able to give love up for the sake of honour, and
-yet to have it so much at heart as to be driven to come and look at the
-house in which the beloved object lived, standing about alone in a cold
-night--Rita’s whole heart was penetrated by the sincerity, the modesty,
-the self-restraint, yet self-abandonment, which were English, only
-English, nothing else. It was not in the least a cold night: Harry
-outside felt it to be warm and genial: but there was a cool little
-night-breeze lifting the curtains, and she strove to call it cold to
-heighten the effect. This was how the Vice-Consul had mismanaged
-matters. He was not a happy man as he read his despatches; but he had no
-idea of the mischief which was going on under cover of the night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-A LOVER’S ORDEAL.
-
-
-Rita said nothing more to her father on this subject for a day or two,
-and the poor man, deceived once more, began to believe that it had made
-little impression upon her, and was to be allowed to pass as of no
-particular importance. He had even begun to congratulate himself on the
-beneficial effects of his system of training, and the knowledge of the
-world which her early initiation into life had given her. “Had I brought
-Rita up as most girls are brought up,” he said to himself; “had she been
-fresh from a convent, for instance, like some of her friends, or shut up
-indoors as Italian girls are, her head would have been turned by the
-first mention of a lover. But she has seen a great deal, though she is
-so young. In our position she could not help seeing a great deal. She
-knows how to discriminate, and can judge what is what. What a good thing
-that I did not follow the advice of all these ladies, but was bold
-enough to trust to my girl’s innocence and bring her up my own way!”
-Thus artlessly did the Vice-Consul console himself. And his mind was a
-great deal easier; for before he was always nervous lest she should
-question him about Harry, and afraid of betraying himself, even afraid
-of letting Rita perceive that there was something to betray. Now that he
-had made a clean breast and got it over, his mind was relieved, and he
-felt that he could carry his head as high as usual, and need not be
-afraid to look any girl in the face. For the first day he rejoiced with
-trembling, but after that had passed began to feel that he had really
-secured his footing, and might take comfort that the danger was over.
-Poor Vice-Consul! He had but just allowed this sensation of pleasure to
-enter his mind when Rita, looking up at him suddenly from a book in
-which she had all the air of being completely absorbed, addressed him
-suddenly as follows--
-
-“Papa! I have been thinking over what you told me the other day--What
-is the matter?” she added, interrupting herself.
-
-“Nothing, nothing,” said poor Mr. Bonamy, faintly. He had been lying
-back in a very comfortable chair, whiffing gently at intervals a mild
-cigarette, and giving himself up to the comfort, the ease of being done
-with a subject in which he had foreseen trouble. When his daughter began
-to speak, a presentiment of danger awoke in him, and he started up in
-his chair when she had said these words. “Nothing, nothing,” he
-repeated, letting himself drop again, but alas, with what different
-feelings; with the languor of a conflict foreseen, in which he knew he
-should be worsted. “What have you been thinking about, Rita?”
-
-“About what you told me the other day. Of course it was not just an
-ordinary thing that one could think nothing more about. Poor Mr. Oliver!
-I think he has been badly treated. I want you to tell him just to come
-as usual. He must be on his guard, you know; but in any case he would be
-on his guard after speaking to you. He must not suppose that I know
-anything about it.”
-
-“But, my dear,” said the Vice-Consul, with a troubled face, “I don’t
-think that would do at all; he would think that he had my permission
-to--to pay you his addresses, as people used to say?”
-
-“What are addresses?” said Rita, with much appearance of innocence. “You
-must tell him, of course, that there is to be nothing of that kind; but
-only just that he is to come as before. I don’t see that it need do him
-any harm--I mean any further harm,” said the girl, correcting herself.
-She spoke with unusual airiness and carelessness, so lightly indeed that
-her indifference had the aspect of being somewhat studied.
-
-“Him--harm! that was not the question,” the perplexed father said.
-
-“I hope you don’t mean to infer that it would do _me_ any harm?” said
-Rita, turning upon him with a smile of superb disdain. She even laughed
-a little at the folly of the idea, opening and shutting a fan which she
-held in her hand. “That would be too ridiculous--too ridiculous,” she
-said.
-
-“But, my dear child, you are young and inexperienced, and--”
-
-“Don’t insult me, please, papa,” she said, fanning herself. If she had
-been fifty she could not have looked more superior to any such
-temptation. “And, on the other hand,” she added, “I don’t see why poor
-Mr. Oliver should be punished, positively punished for liking me. It is
-not a sin to like me. Of course he must learn to keep it to himself; it
-will be a good lesson in self-control--which everybody is the better
-for,” said this young oracle, “and especially, as I have always heard,
-young men.”
-
-This wisdom took away the Vice-Consul’s breath. “That is very true:” he
-said “but I am not at all sure that this is a safe way of teaching it. I
-think, if it is the same to you, Rita--”
-
-“But it is not the same to me,” she cried, impatiently. “If you will not
-set poor Mr. Oliver right and do him justice, I think I will go and pay
-that visit my aunt Ersilia always wants me to make her. You said
-yourself I must go one day or other. I will go now.”
-
-Now if there was one thing more than another which Mr. Bonamy was afraid
-of, it was this visit to her aunt Ersilia, her mother’s Italian sister,
-with which she threatened him from time to time. He said hurriedly, “I
-don’t think this is a good time for going further south, Rita. Of
-course, if you wish it so much, I will gladly remove the embargo on
-poor Oliver, who is a very good, honest sort of fellow; but I can’t have
-him tormented, poor boy--and you must promise to be very distant with
-him, which is the kindest thing you can do.”
-
-“But not too distant, papa,” said Rita; “for I think it a great deal
-better that he should suppose I do not know. Far better. I will behave
-to him just as usual. I will withdraw gradually, bit by bit, that he may
-not feel too much difference. Indeed, unless he is different to me, I
-don’t see why I should be different to him. Of course he will be on his
-guard. You see he _knows now_. Naturally he will be more careful. He
-will understand that if you let him come back he is upon his honour. So,
-on the whole, I will make very little difference. I think it is far
-better that everything should have the look of being just the same as
-before.”
-
-With this Mr. Bonamy was obliged to be satisfied. He had known very well
-when the discussion began that Rita’s will, whatever it might be, was
-the thing that would be done. He had in his own mind a great many
-troubled reflections, considering how he was to do it, so as not to
-excite false hopes or vain expectations in the young man’s mind; but it
-was, from the moment when she declared her sovereign will, a foregone
-conclusion. He had not resolved the question how it was to be done, up
-to the time he went into his office in the morning, and then thought it
-best to leave it to chance and the inspiration of the moment. When he
-sent for Harry to speak with him he had still but a very faint idea what
-to say. The young man came in looking somewhat dull and depressed, as he
-did always now, and no longer expectant of anything better, as he had
-been at the first. It was a moment of leisure, and the Vice-Consul had
-the air of a man with something disagreeable rather than something
-pleasant to say. His look was artificial, and the smile which adorned
-his face was forced and uncomfortable.
-
-“Come in, Oliver, come in,” he said, with an air of affected geniality.
-Harry thought he was going to receive his dismissal; he did not think
-that anything less could give his kind and friendly patron an aspect so
-little natural. “Sit down,” said the Vice-Consul, “I have something to
-say before business begins this afternoon. Oliver, I have been going
-through quite a passage of arms on your account.”
-
-“On my account?” said Harry, feeling as if his heart stopped beating; he
-thought within himself, that this passage of arms must have been with
-some of the authorities of the F. O., who perhaps had been stirred up to
-ask what a stranger, without recommendations, was doing there. It seemed
-to him that the next thing which would be said must be, “I have no
-further occasion for your services,” and braced himself for these words.
-
-“Don’t be frightened; yes, you look frightened,” said Mr. Bonamy, still
-with that false geniality, “but no harm has come of it. You met--my
-daughter--the other day.”
-
-“Yes.” Harry’s heart re-commenced beating, and went so fast that it
-almost choked him. “It was an accident, Sir; I did not see Miss Bonamy
-till I was close upon her, I could not escape.”
-
-“Yes, she told me. And she asked what had become of you, and you
-answered ‘Very well, thank you!’ You will allow that was strange. No
-doubt she had been much puzzled by your disappearance before, and she
-assailed me directly what was the meaning of it? I had to say all sorts
-of things, that you were too busy to come, that you were otherwise
-engaged, and I don’t know what; but the short and the long of it is,
-Oliver, that, if you want to keep her from knowing all about it, you
-must begin to come back again. Things cannot go on as they are now
-without arousing her suspicions. This is her night, you know; you must
-look in for an hour. Of course I don’t want to enter into explanations
-with her,” said the Vice-Consul, becoming more at ease now he had made
-out his statement, and done it, he thought with some complacence, very
-cleverly. “You must really, by way of supporting what I have been
-obliged to say, look in to-night.”
-
-Harry’s heart was making up tremendously now for its momentary pause. He
-felt as if it must be audible all over the house. A flush of warmth went
-over him. He spoke with little breaks in his voice, so much excited and
-disturbed was he.
-
-“If you--have no objections, Sir. It cannot be but--a favour to me.”
-
-“That’s a good fellow,” cried the Vice-Consul relieved. “I was afraid
-you would tell me it was too painful, and leave me in the lurch.”
-
-“If I did that, Sir,” said Harry, “I should be a worthless creature
-indeed, however much it might cost me; but this--this---- If you have
-no objections, Sir--you can’t have any doubt that I----”
-
-Here he stopped, not knowing what to say more.
-
-“You must understand, Oliver,” said Mr. Bonamy, gravely, “that if I have
-no objections it is because I don’t want to enter into explanations with
-Rita; and then I have missed you, I would never deny that. But you must
-not suppose, because of this, that I mean you, you know, to depart from
-our--bargain, or to do anything to change the position. In short, I
-don’t intend, Oliver, that you should take advantage of the change
-to--in short, to----”
-
-This was not very explanatory, but Harry hastened to reply as if it had
-been the clearest statement in the world.
-
-“You may be sure I will take no advantage of the change,” he said.
-
-“Well, that is just what I expected from you,” said the Vice-Consul,
-falling into his natural tone; “but, my dear fellow,” he added, with a
-little alarm, “I must be sure that you can depend upon yourself. You
-told me you were afraid you would betray your feelings if you continued
-to come; you told me even that you had done so, or almost done so----”
-
-“Ah, Sir,” cried Harry, “that was when I found myself out! I know
-exactly all about it now, and I am on my guard.”
-
-“Bless me,” said the Vice-Consul, “that is exactly what----” here he
-stopped short with the guiltiest look. He was just about to say--what
-Rita said.
-
-“You need not have any fear on my account,” said Harry: and then he
-paused a little, and added with feeling, “and I am proud that you have
-confidence in me. I will do nothing to shake it; you may be sure of
-that. I should be a poor creature indeed if my heart did not respond to
-such trust.”
-
-This was a very fine speech for Harry. He was carried altogether beyond
-himself by the emergency. These last lonely evenings had been wonderful
-teachers for him. He had learned to read, he had learned to understand.
-He had even learned many things more than reading and understanding in
-these days of solitude. The thought of going back to her, to that little
-world in which she reigned, was delightful to him, but he wondered what
-change there would be in it to balance the strange change in his own
-breast. It seemed to him that he was a new man, with deeper feelings
-and an expanded mind. And she? Would she just be the same, and all the
-things and people round her? Harry did not want her to be the least
-different. He thought she was perfect, the most wonderful of all beings;
-but he felt himself so much altered that he was excited by the thought
-that she might be changed too. He went away from his audience not
-knowing whether he walked on solid earth or air. Certainly he would not
-take advantage; unquestionably he would be upright and honest, and bind
-himself as with ropes rather than betray his kind friend’s confidence;
-but with all this he was very much excited, and a glow of warmth and
-hopefulness began to circulate in his veins. The new concession meant no
-change in the circumstances; this the Vice-Consul had been anxious to
-impress upon him; and he was equally anxious to assent, to assure Rita’s
-father on the other hand that he expected nothing, scarcely desired
-anything except this trust in him. But, nevertheless, it would be
-impossible to deny that a something of hope, a trembling yet happy
-expectation, had come into his heart.
-
-How carefully he dressed himself that night! Never in all his life had
-he made so careful a toilette before. And Paolo, having heard what had
-happened (which Harry, reticent as he was, could not keep from him), was
-excited too, and came and sat by him while he dressed, and wanted to
-help him, as if they had been two girls. Paolo ran out and bought him a
-bouquet for his button-hole. He brought in a fresh bottle of
-eau-de-Cologne. He was very anxious to lend him something to wear--his
-studs, which were little cameos set in gold, or a ring, with a doubtful
-gem in it, of which he was very proud, thinking it a genuine antique.
-“It is not brilliant like a diamond,” said Paolo, “but it is art, which
-is more precious, and pleases much to the Signorina. Take it, amico mio,
-you have no ring, which is an absence that is felt; and the studs, that
-will make your appearance so much more perfect--what you call finished.”
-Harry rejected these aids to the effectiveness of his dress, but he took
-great pains about his tie, and rebrushed his coat himself, and gave
-particular attention to the arrangement of his hair. He said to himself,
-as he walked along in the summer dusk, that all this was very foolish,
-that he was not on his promotion, when it might have been wise to make
-the best of all his advantages, that he was going only because he was
-nobody, because the Vice-Consul was not afraid of him, and thought it
-wiser to run the risk of him than to disturb Rita’s mind about any such
-petty suitor. It was very much like giving him the crumbs from the
-table, but he was willing to accept these, or anything. He went into the
-lighted room with his heart beating. Several of the ladies who were
-_habituées_ exclaimed on his entrance, and made haste to tell him that
-they had thought he was gone altogether, and to ask where he had been.
-Rita took no part in these questions, but she gave him her left hand as
-a sign of friendship, and smiled and nodded to him without stopping her
-conversation with somebody else. Indeed, she treated him as if there had
-been no break in their intercourse, as though they had met yesterday and
-were to meet again to-morrow. This pleased Harry, and yet it wrung his
-heart. Was he of so little importance to her that she had not even
-noticed his absence? But that could not be. He began to wonder whether
-it was perhaps a good sign. She _had_ noticed his absence, speaking to
-her father about it. Was it perhaps--? His heart began to beat again as
-at first. But Rita took very little notice of him all the evening. She
-was perfectly sweet and smiling, and when she did address him did it
-with all her old friendliness; but Harry could not persuade himself that
-she had remarked him and his careful tie, and his well-brushed curls at
-all.
-
-After that there ensued a time of mingled torture and happiness, when
-Rita played with the young man as a cat plays with a mouse. She was more
-interested in him than she had ever been in any young man before. He was
-a study to her of the most attractive kind. A young man who was in
-love--not a young man who was wanting to marry, a species of which she
-had seen several specimens--but one who was actually, really, warmly in
-love--and with herself. She wanted to see how such a person behaved. It
-was as good as a play to her. She would laugh to herself secretly,
-thinking of it, so much amused was she; and it seemed to her almost a
-duty to try him in every way, to see how far this love would carry him,
-and how long he would manage to keep it under. It did not occur to Rita
-that this was a somewhat cruel process, or that Harry was pledged in
-honour to her father not to betray himself. The cat most likely has no
-idea of cruelty in her play with the mouse. Sometimes Rita would take no
-notice of him at all, neglecting all the wistful attention which poor
-Harry felt it was within his bond to bestow so long as he looked for
-nothing in return. For a whole evening she would not so much as look at
-him; then would suddenly turn with her most cordial smile, with a few
-words more sweet than he thought she had ever bestowed upon him before.
-Sometimes she would call him to her side, and ply him with seductions
-which poor Harry did not know how to resist; sometimes she would devote
-all her efforts to the task of making him betray himself, tempting him
-with all sorts of opportunities. But Harry stood fast. He had given his
-promise, and nothing would make him break it. He wavered like a tree in
-the wind, but he never yielded. Sometimes she made him think that she
-was ready to listen to anything he might say, and another time would
-take the first opportunity of showing him that he was nothing to her. It
-was hard upon the mouse; yet we doubt whether he would have exchanged
-this agitated existence for the most happy calm. He went to the
-Consulate with a continued expectation, with his heart always beating
-loudly, not knowing what he was to look for; but a more calm level of
-kindness would not have given him those variations of feeling, that
-dramatic interest in his life; so that, perhaps, there was not much harm
-done, the tortured liking the play as much as the torturer. As for Rita
-she was very much interested too; the pursuit amused her--it was a new
-sensation. She wanted above all things to overcome his resolution, and
-make him betray himself. But here her efforts were vain against the rock
-of Harry’s invincibility. He would not, whatever she might do, break his
-promise. He kept a watch upon himself which was not to be overcome.
-
-The Vice-Consul did not know what to make of the business altogether. It
-gave him a great deal of thought. He watched the young man with a
-jealous eye: but Harry met every scrutiny with an unflinching front. And
-Mr. Bonamy did what he could to watch his daughter, but that was not so
-easy. She was amusing herself, but whether she was going too far in her
-trial of Harry’s constancy he could not tell. She bewildered her father,
-which was not difficult; but what was more wonderful, after a while,
-this venturous person began to bewilder herself. She thought she was
-tired of Harry, who could not be got to swerve out of the right way. She
-began to think that it was all a fiction, or that this love after the
-English fashion was far too self-commanded and restrained for a half
-Italian girl. She had thought at first that it would be quite easy and
-extremely amusing to make him betray himself. And she had resolved in
-such a case that his downfall should do him no harm; she would not
-betray him; she would keep his secret. But she had not supposed that he
-would stand out, that he would be able to resist her: and at length she
-got confused about her own notions, and about his conduct and everything
-around her, and knew no longer what to think.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-A CRISIS.
-
-
-It was like a play the intercourse which went on between these two; the
-perpetual aggressions of the girl and defences of the young man, the
-troubled spectatorship of the father, who saw that slave of his word
-resisting, fighting always, more or less feebly, but yet resisting all
-the _agaceries_, all the temptations, which a spirit of mischief could
-throw in his way. Sometimes the sight was laughable, sometimes it was
-almost tragic, to the looker on; and he was much disturbed at the same
-time on his own account, not knowing what Rita meant by it all. “Take
-care what you are doing,” he would say to her, with mingled pity and
-alarm--pity for the young man, alarm for himself and her. “What am I
-doing, papa?” Rita would ask, with the greatest innocence. “That is
-exactly what I can’t tell,” poor Mr. Bonamy said. But his warnings never
-came to more than this. And nothing in all her life had so amused Rita
-as her torture of this unfortunate young man. One day they happened to
-be alone for a little while, Mr. Bonamy having been called away. It was
-on a Sunday evening, after dinner, a day when the Bonamys, following the
-old-fashioned English rule, were always alone. Harry had avoided
-opportunities of being alone with Rita as much as lovers generally
-scheme for that privilege, but to-day there was no help for it. She was
-seated at the open window in her usual dress of vapoury white; the
-summer was advancing, and it would soon be time for the removal of the
-household to the country, where they went every year. Mr. Bonamy had
-been called away, quite unexpectedly, to his own dreadful vexation and
-the terror of Harry, but to Rita’s secret delight. The night-air puffed
-the white curtains over her head and about her white, half-visible
-figure. The window looked out upon the garden, and there was a little
-moisture of the sea in the air. Harry was standing at the other side of
-the window, half concealed by the floating veil of the curtain. Rita
-was half buried in a great chair. A shaded lamp stood on a table in the
-other part of the room, but that was all, not light enough to see each
-other by. There had been a somewhat long silence, and Harry was trying
-hard to break loose from this enchantment and go away. But his heart was
-faint with the sweetness of it, poor fellow! and he could not get free,
-especially now that they were alone. If it could have been helped, he
-would not have stayed; but he had not been able to help it, and it was
-sweet. He was snatching a fearful joy, not saying anything, scarcely
-daring to breathe. Then into the soft silence came her voice.
-
-“Mr. Oliver, they tell me summer nights in England are so much sweeter
-than here. What are those long twilights? I have read about them, but I
-don’t understand it. Tell me.” He could make out that she leaned forward
-in her chair, putting her hands together, which was a way she had.
-
-“I don’t think,” said Harry, catching his breath, “that anything can be
-sweeter than the evenings here.”
-
-“Ah, but there is a difference; tell me. You know that I am never to go
-to England,” said Rita, plaintively; “though I remember you said you
-would not be afraid to take me. What made you say that, Mr. Oliver?
-perhaps you forget that you ever did.”
-
-“Oh, no; I don’t forget.”
-
-“You never would enter into any particulars; but I am glad at least that
-you don’t forget. Now papa is away, we may talk of it. It always hurts
-papa when I speak of England. So tell me--tell me quick--how was it that
-you thought you could make it safe? Ah, how I wish you could!” she said,
-clasping her hands.
-
-Harry said never a word. His heart was thumping so against his breast
-that he thought every moment it would burst forth from that uneasy
-house. Now it got into his throat, and seemed to choke him; he could not
-speak.
-
-“You don’t say anything,” said Rita, with again a little tone of
-complaint. “Do you think that is kind, or fair? You rouse my
-expectations, and then you never say another word. I have thought of it
-all this time, and always wondered if you would ever tell me. How could
-Mr. Oliver manage to take me to England without danger? that is what I
-have always been saying to myself. What, Mr. Oliver! won’t you say a
-word?”
-
-Here there burst a cry from Harry’s breast. “Don’t torture me,” he said;
-then collecting all his strength, “It was my presumption. I thought only
-that to take--the most precious care of you----”
-
-His voice shook, and at last his little torturer felt that she had got
-almost to the end of his powers.
-
-“That is a very pretty way of saying it, Mr. Oliver; precious care; it
-is not slang, is it? I am sure you would be kind--very, very kind.”
-
-“Oh, _kind_!” cried poor Harry, grasping unconsciously the white
-curtains that kept blowing between him and her, in his strong, hot
-hands.
-
-“Don’t you like the word? I think it is such a nice word. There is
-nothing like it in Italian, and you can apply it so widely. You can be
-kind to a horse or a dog; and then to children, and sick people and poor
-people; and then--to everybody--me. You have always been, ever since I
-knew you, very kind to me.”
-
-“Don’t say so--don’t say so--not that word,” Harry cried.
-
-“But there is no other word half so good. Other words express other
-feelings; kind means, just kind. There is nothing else expresses it.
-English is a wonderfully fine language. It is so strong and so
-trustworthy. You feel as if you could believe it, every word. Mr.
-Oliver,” said Rita, in her little, soft, insinuating voice, “did you
-really, really believe that--that I might go to England, if--someone
-were to take care of me, such care as you call precious; but, then, who
-would do that? not papa, for he is so frightened. No one I know.”
-
-“Miss Bonamy, I must say good night,” said Harry, very shortly, taking
-himself out of the floating curtain, almost tearing it down in his
-agitation.
-
-“Good night! before papa comes back? Oh, but that would be _un_kind.
-Don’t. Why should you run off in such a hurry in the very middle of our
-talk?”
-
-“Because,” he said, with the crushed curtain like a wisp in his hands,
-“I can’t stay--I mustn’t stay. Forgive me, and, if you will, excuse me:
-and--good night!”
-
-He was rushing away, when she put out her hand. He saw that, though
-there was so little light. He could not refuse to shake hands with her;
-and instead of leaving the pressure to him, she took hold of his hand
-for a second, lightly but firmly detaining him. “Mr. Oliver,” she said,
-with that little plaintive tone, “you should not run away.”
-
-Harry was hoarse with agitation and distress. That soft, light touch of
-detention made him wild. “I must fly,” he said, “fly! Do you think I
-want to go? I must fly, and come no more.”
-
-And he turned and disappeared like an arrow, as swift, but not so
-noiselessly, stumbling through the dark room. She lay back in her chair
-and listened to him all the way rushing down the stairs, shutting the
-great door with a clang. Then his steps were audible along the street
-hurrying away. The very foot, Rita thought, spoke English among the
-other footsteps. She seemed to hear them ever so far off, hurrying,
-flying. She was a spoiled child. She had not succeeded in her wicked
-attempt, and some other feeling mingled with the childish disappointment
-which provoked and mortified her. When the Vice-Consul came back, not
-without a great deal of anxiety in his mind, he found her still sitting
-there, crying as if her perverse heart would break. It gave him a
-mingled sense of fright and relief to see that there was no one else in
-the room; but when he found that Rita was crying, his foolish, fatherly
-heart was melted altogether. He hurried across the half-lighted room.
-“What is the matter, my darling, what is the matter? Where is Oliver? Is
-it his fault?” he said.
-
-“Papa,” cried Rita, with sobs, “do not speak to me of Mr. Oliver; he is
-a clod, he is a stone. It is not a bit true what you told me of him. He
-must have been laughing at you--or perhaps at me. It is not a bit true.”
-
-“What is it that is not true? My pet, this young fellow has been saying
-something to vex you? Bless my heart! he shall go to-morrow if he has
-broken his word and said anything to annoy you.”
-
-And the Vice-Consul, very wroth, drew a chair to the side of Rita’s, and
-put his arm round her, soothing her with soft words and caresses, and
-launching thunderbolts of anger at the supposed culprit. Rita cried
-softly for some time on her father’s shoulder. Then she interrupted him,
-putting her hand upon his mouth.
-
-“Papa, don’t; you don’t know. What provokes me is different. It is not
-because he said anything. Listen,” said Rita, putting her lips to his
-ear; “I _know_ it is not true what he said to you. It can’t be true,
-because I have tried him and tried him, and he _won’t_ say anything. He
-has no feeling at all in him, and it cannot be true.”
-
-“Rita! Rita! what are you saying?” Mr. Bonamy cried.
-
-The horror in his voice brought her to herself. She sat up suddenly,
-drying her eyes. “Well, papa, it is your fault. You gave me a puzzle to
-make out. I thought it would be fun; but it is not fun. As for Mr.
-Oliver, he is just an excellent, trustworthy Englishman. You need not
-fear that he will ever be carried away. As for feeling, I don’t think he
-knows what it is. He is English--English all over.” She clapped her
-hands together to give emphasis to her sentence, like a true Italian,
-which by turns she was.
-
-“Yes, he is English--very English. I thought you liked everything that
-was English,” the surprised father said.
-
-“And so I do; but what does it matter if you will never, never let me go
-to England? Take me to England, papa!”
-
-“My darling! when you know what my feeling is on that subject--anything
-but that, Rita; ask me anything but that.”
-
-“Well,” she replied, “Mr. Oliver said there would be no difficulty about
-it; he said he would take the most precious care of me. Is that slang,
-papa?”
-
-“Slang? bless my heart, it sounds like something quite different to me,”
-cried the Vice-Consul, frowning. But Rita once more put her hand upon
-his mouth.
-
-“You know better than I do,” she said, demurely. “I could not be sure
-which it was; but you may make yourself quite comfortable, papa, for Mr.
-Oliver is very conscientious, and never said a word. I begin,” she said
-pensively, “to understand English now.”
-
-“Rita, I think you must be taking leave of your senses. You begin to
-understand English! your own language!”
-
-She nodded her head a great many times in reply.
-
-“Yes, I begin to understand it,” she said. And this was all he could get
-out of her. She began presently to talk upon other subjects, and kept
-him amused all the rest of the evening, and Harry was not mentioned
-again between them.
-
-But Harry himself, poor fellow, went home like the wind, or rather like
-a straw blown before the wind; hastening, without any apparent movement
-of his own, to the bare rooms which were his only refuge. He arrived
-there panting like a man pursued, and shut his door as if it were a
-fence between him and his pursuers. He could not have explained to
-himself why he did this, for Rita, though she had certainly assailed
-him, had not come after him through the streets, as by his appearance
-one might have thought she had done, forcing him to his best speed. But
-when he sat down and thought it all over, though Harry was excited to
-the highest degree, it could scarcely be said of him that he was
-unhappy. He was breathless with the excitement of his escape. He said to
-himself that he must not go again; that he would not run such risks
-again, that another time he must betray himself; but all the time,
-underneath everything, he had the consciousness that his very flight had
-told his story as effectually as words could have done it, and that she
-could not now be at any loss to know what was the moving spring of all
-his recent life. He felt that she had suspected him all these days. He
-knew that she had meant to surprise his secret somehow, whether in
-simple love of mischief and curiosity, or whether with some other
-motive, who could tell? but certainly this was what she had been doing:
-and there dawned upon him a light of something which was not exactly
-hope, but which yet warmed and brightened his horizon, and made the
-whole world somehow a better, a less heavy and tedious place. He did not
-say even to himself that anything definite was in his hope; what he said
-was that he could not go back, that he would run no more risks, that,
-whatever might be said to him on the subject, his policy was to keep
-away. But this had no such tragic meaning to him as it had on the
-previous occasion, when his life had been cut off in half, and his
-heart, he thought, rent in twain. If he was ever made to go back
-again--a thought which made Harry’s heart jump, but which he did not
-feel, as before, was impossible--then it would not be to hold his
-tongue. And whatever happened there was one thing which he could not be
-doubtful about. He had saved his honour, hard as had been the trial, and
-yet she _knew_. She could not, he was sure, either mistake him or ignore
-him any longer. Reject him, yes; allow him to languish far from her,
-which would be the kindest thing, unless---- but certainly now she knew.
-
-And then a week or more elapsed. After the first twenty-four hours Harry
-began to have heats and chills, wondering if he would be forbidden to go
-again. He did not intend to go, but yet to be sent away is different;
-and he awaited a summons to the Vice-Consul with feelings of alarm. But
-though he was constantly summoned to the Vice-Consul’s presence, he
-heard nothing upon this all-interesting subject. Mr. Bonamy looked
-coldly upon him for the first day, but said nothing save about business.
-And afterwards Harry went on just as before. Rita’s “night” came round,
-but Harry did not go. He dressed himself as if he were going, and got
-rid of Paolo, who had been greatly disappointed by the total absence of
-confidence in him which his friend showed. Naturally, after his
-exertions on Harry’s behalf, the offer of the ring and the studs, the
-purchase of the flower and the eau-de-cologne, Paolo had felt that he
-had a right to hear all that had taken place, and how the lady had been
-won, which he did not think would be a difficult matter. The idea that
-his friend could be called back without the lady being won, did not
-occur to his swift Italian mind. And after that critical moment when he
-linked his arm in Harry’s, and led him eagerly off to the quietest
-promenade he could think of, to hear all about it, Paolo had treated
-Harry’s indignant denial that there was anything to tell with the
-contempt it deserved. “Nothing?” he had said, with an astonishment
-almost beyond speech. “Nothing? But that means that you do not wish to
-tell me--that you will not give your confidence to me.” When Harry
-disclaimed this, Paolo had only shook his head. “I see that you have not
-trust in me,” he said, and he had retired in his turn for a few days
-from his friend’s society, and a little coolness and momentary
-estrangement had ensued.
-
-But some time had elapsed since then, and one of those reconciliations
-of which Harry was afraid had followed, and Paolo’s interest was warmer
-than ever. He watched his friend’s looks and noted every visit he paid,
-so that it required nothing less than the effort of dressing and setting
-out for the Vice-Consul’s to shake himself free from Paolo’s society and
-remarks. Harry went to the very street, to the opposite side, to watch
-the windows, and to get a glimpse if he could of the little white
-figure, which was the central point in the world to him. But long before
-the usual hour the party broke up, and Harry was surprised by a sudden
-outpouring of groups of people in evening dresses--ladies with scarfs
-thrown over their heads, and satin slippers, not adapted for the rough
-pavement. Some of these groups, departing guests, perceived him, before
-he was aware. “Oh! are you going to the Bonamys?” said a lady; “don’t
-go; the Vice-Consul has been taken ill; he has had a fit or something.
-You may see how early we are coming away.” The whole street was soon
-full of a babble of voices, all talking of this. The Vice-Consul had
-been suddenly taken ill; he had fainted in the midst of the assembly,
-and the doctor had been sent for in haste. When Harry looked up at the
-windows they were all deserted--the lights still burning, the white
-curtains faintly swaying about, but the rooms entirely empty. In a
-moment all had become miserable and neglected. Life had ebbed out of the
-room, and left everything cold and silent. He felt with a chill at his
-heart as if death had come in instead to fill up the vacant place; he
-went to the door to inquire about his kind patron, his trustful master,
-his fatherly friend, with a heart out of which all the previous thoughts
-had departed for the moment. He thought of Rita, indeed, with instant
-anxiety; but yet her father was foremost in his mind. “Very bad, sir,”
-the servant said, who was an Englishman, “very bad,” holding the door
-wide open as he said so; and Harry went in in his evening clothes,
-looking as if he had meant to go to the party. He was a little scared
-afterwards to think that Rita never could know that he did not mean to
-come to the party. He went upstairs into the empty drawing-room; there
-were a few signs of hasty disturbance about it, evidences of the sudden
-interruption; a card-table set out with all the cards as they had been
-dealt round it; groups of chairs standing together, and a tray of ices
-on a side-table. Such a forsaken room always raises an infinite crowd of
-suggestions. It is such a lesson upon the dangers and changes of life as
-no sermon can read. Harry stood in the midst of it, feeling as if he had
-seen the writing on the wall which startled the ancient king in the
-midst of his revel. It had been an innocent revel--nothing in it to
-offend earth or heaven; but the touch of a sudden calamity makes even
-the most innocent pleasure-making seem vain. He stood there feeling as
-if on the edge of a tomb, hearing in the distance muffled yet hasty
-steps running to and fro, and all the excitement of a sudden illness.
-And he had plenty of time to indulge these thoughts, for nobody came
-near the room for, he thought, hours; though, of course, this was a
-mistaken estimate of the time that really passed. At last Harry heard
-measured steps and voices coming downstairs, and hurrying to the door
-found the English doctor in company with one of the ladies of the
-English community who had known Rita all her life. They told him that
-the Vice-Consul’s attack was a very serious one, that he was still
-unconscious, and that no one as yet could say how it would turn. “I have
-told him for some time he ought to go away. He was struggling foolishly,
-when he ought to have given in as so many people do.” “And poor little
-Rita, what is to become of her?” the lady said.
-
-Harry stood with his heart in his mouth, ready for any service. Alas!
-what can a young man do in such a case? An old woman is of more use. He
-was sent off, however, to fetch a nurse, and to get various articles
-that were necessary, and this gave him occupation. He was about the
-house all the night, hearing with faint pleasure that Rita would not
-leave her father’s bedside, and glad to share her vigil. He would have
-liked to be there too to help, not caring what he did. The Vice-Consul
-was very ill for many days, during which time Harry threw himself into
-the business of the office, and worked like a slave. He thought neither
-of reward nor of the manner in which his behaviour was being
-contemplated by the little community around, all as much interested as
-the population of a village, though they formed an important part of a
-large and busy town. He thought nothing of all this; his new life
-absorbed him so that he had no faculty or thought that was free for
-anything else. He did not seem to require either rest or regular meals,
-but took up Mr. Bonamy’s work during the day, and ran about on any
-errand of the sick-room all the night.
-
-And at last the patient began to get better. The seizure had been a very
-bad one, but he mended, and was at last able to be removed. He was too
-confused even then to know what was being done for him, or to realise
-the state into which his work must have got but for the strenuous and
-anxious deputyship of his clerk. He was taken away even without
-knowing, without being able to say a word to Harry. But Rita, who had so
-tortured him, who even in the midst of her watch had heard without
-knowing it how Harry had taken her father’s place, and how he had made
-himself the servant of the house, did not leave him without a token of
-her gratitude. One day, while he was sitting absorbed in business, but
-not able to keep himself from thinking now and then wistfully whether he
-should see either of them before they went away, there came a soft
-little knock at the door of communication by which the Vice-Consul had
-introduced him first into his house. Harry was at Mr. Bonamy’s own
-table, taking his place, and feeling himself already so much at home in
-the work that the appeals which he had dreaded at first no longer
-affected him. But when he heard this knock his whole frame quivered. He
-did not know what to expect. He got up trembling from his chair, and
-opened the door. In the passage stood Rita, very worn and pale, with
-dark lines round the eyes that seemed to fill up all her face. She had
-scarcely left her father’s bedside, he had heard, watching over him
-night and day. Her slight little figure, always so slim and girlish,
-seemed to have shrunk to nothing. There was not a trace of colour in her
-face. “Miss Bonamy!” he said, with a sharp tone of surprise, though he
-was not surprised; the moment he had heard the knock he had been aware
-that Rita, and no other, must have made that appeal. The touch on the
-door had conveyed a plaintive sound to him like her voice. She smiled,
-but did not say anything. Her eyes filled suddenly with tears, and the
-soft lines of her mouth quivered. She came into the office, where he
-stood gazing at her, and held out to him both her hands, smiling up in
-his face like a child. “I have come to thank you,” she said, at last,
-the two big tears dropping like drops of rain in a thunder shower, “for
-all your--kindness.” She paused a little before that last word, and
-through the tears, through the angelical, pathetic smile, which wrung
-poor Harry’s heart, there came something that was like a ghost of
-mischief. She remembered their last conversation, though so much had
-happened since, and could not refrain, though her heart was moved to its
-depths, from throwing this ghost of a malicious shaft at him. Somehow
-the effect upon Harry was of a different kind from before. Perhaps he
-felt that he had now a standing-ground which no one could undervalue or
-take from him. At all events he kept her hands in his, and looked at her
-with a gaze under which her eyes swerved. “It was not kindness,” he
-said.
-
-Rita drew back a step, though her hands were held fast. Her eyes
-drooped, she could not meet his, though Harry’s eyes were insignificant
-English eyes in comparison with those great dreamy lights that shone out
-of her little pale face. Then she gave one sudden glance at him,
-wavering and trembling. “I know it was not,” said Rita, with a great
-effort to steady her voice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-THE VICE-CONSUL’S RESOLUTION.
-
-
-The Bonamys had a little country-house near the sea, one of those grey
-houses, with its vineyard and its fields, which are so common in Italy,
-so homely, having so little of the picturesque grace which is suggested
-by everything Italian to our minds. The rooms were large and sparely
-furnished, one of them, the only pleasant one, opening upon a terrace
-which overlooked the sea. Here the Vice-Consul was brought, and laid
-upon a couch in the long warm days, after the sun had gone off the
-house, to breathe in the pleasant saltness, and refresh himself with
-that profound Mediterranean blue which is like nothing else. At first he
-was able for no mental, and not much physical, effort, but by degrees
-life came back to him; and with the earliest gleams of revival came the
-recollection of all that had dropped out of his hands, his work, the
-office, all that had depended upon him. When this first crisis came,
-which had been much dreaded by the doctors, Rita had to meet it alone.
-It came in a moment, after a day of listless enjoyment. There had been
-some cool breezes, and a little breath of more vigorous life had got
-into his relaxed and feeble frame. He had fallen asleep in the
-afternoon, his daughter sitting by him. All was tranquil round about, as
-became the surroundings of a convalescent, the air breathing softly, the
-violent sun, which is in Italy an enemy of the feeble, happily gone out
-of sight, the sea sounding softly upon the rocks, the cicala shrill in
-the trees. It was the only sharp note in all that quiet, but Rita, for
-one, no more knew of the existence of a country landscape without the
-shrill tones of the cicala, than an English girl could realise one
-without the birds. There were no great trees about, nothing but those
-which were useful according to the frugal custom of wealthy Tuscany,
-where everything is expected to bear fruit. The lattice-work overhead
-was partly covered with a vine, which made a green roof over one part
-of it; but the sick man wanted all the air he could get, so he was not
-below the pergola, but in the open part, the soft breeze blowing freely
-about him. He lay with his fine head turned towards the sea, a beard,
-the growth of his illness, softening the gauntness of the lower part of
-his face, sleeping with that utter _abandon_ of weakness which seems to
-restore something of the charm of childhood to the sick. Rita sat by,
-with a book in her hands which she was not reading. It would be hard to
-tell what she was doing; not thinking either;--scenes in the past,
-scenes in the future, were gliding through her dreamy mind. Which was
-most real she could not tell. She was standing on the edge of fate, not
-knowing what a day or a moment might bring forth. All the world had
-paused with her in that suspense which was sweet. She did not want to be
-done with it or to shorten it, or to make anything advance a step
-faster; indeed she did not know what it was that was going to come. But
-_it_ would not end there, she said sometimes to herself; it was
-impossible that it could end there; one thing or another must come of
-it. But what it was she wanted to come of it, Rita, even to herself,
-would not venture to say.
-
-When all at once, everything being so quiet, the Vice-Consul suddenly
-woke up. He opened his eyes with more energy than usual, and made a
-little movement to rise, with an impulse of active life, such as he had
-not shown before.
-
-“Ah, you are there, my pet,” he said. “I was dreaming that we were at
-home; that there had been despatches. I fear I have been sadly idle. How
-long have I been ill? It is too early for us to be here.”
-
-“No, papa,” said Rita, alarmed. “Oh, not at all too early--at this time
-we are always here.”
-
-He raised himself on his arm, and a startled look came upon his face.
-
-“How long have I been ill?” he said.
-
-“Never mind, papa--a--good while. You are not to think of that; but to
-get better, and not to trouble yourself.”
-
-“That is nonsense, my dear; there is the office that must be thought of;
-if you knew the arrears that accumulate even in a few days. I seem to
-have lost count of time; oddly enough. I can’t remember anything. How
-many--days is it?”
-
-His eyes opened wide, his under lip quivered a little, and a flush of
-weakness and excitement came upon his cheek. Rita threw down her book
-and came hastily to his side, kneeling down by the sofa.
-
-“Papa! you must not be anxious; you must not ask any questions yet. This
-I can tell you, there are no arrears. Mr. Oliver has got the charge of
-everything, and he is doing it all so well, so well, Mr. Henderson told
-me. He said, ‘If it was not so heart-breaking to miss his dear face,’
-and here Rita gave her father a sudden kiss to conceal, and at the same
-time to express, her own agitation, ‘one could scarcely see the
-difference. Mr. Oliver has behaved like--nobody ever behaved so well.’”
-
-“Bless my soul!” said Mr. Bonamy, putting up his hand to stroke his
-daughter’s face, “here is enthusiasm! I did not know you thought so much
-of Oliver.” Then it suddenly occurred to him to look at that hand. He
-held it up and contemplated it, at first with amusement, afterwards with
-a little alarm. “Here is a poor old claw,” he said, “that looks like----
-why, Rita, it looks like a very bad bout; it looks like a--long illness.
-Good heavens! am I deceiving myself. How long have I been ill?” this he
-said in a very peremptory tone.
-
-“Papa,” Rita said, putting her arms around him, “Mr. Oliver has managed
-everything, there is nothing to trouble yourself about. Mr. Henderson
-said so, and so did the man from Florence--that man, I forget his name.”
-
-A look of anguish came upon Mr. Bonamy’s face. To come under the
-reproof, or subject himself to the interference of the Consul-General at
-Florence, had always been the terror of his official life. He had kept
-the danger at bay hitherto, acting with great independence, and being
-permitted to do so in an astonishing way; but he had known, or thought
-he knew, that they were ready to pounce upon him at the first
-opportunity. The idea of a man from Florence was bitter to him beyond
-conception. A dark colour came over his face, a sort of purple hue,
-which made Rita wild with terror.
-
-“What--what--what?” he cried, stammering. Rita thought he was going to
-have another fit; she called out for Benedetta, Benedetta! and with
-anxious hands, caressing, yet half forcing him back upon his pillows,
-began to fan him with a great fan which lay on his sofa. He allowed her
-to lay him down, and perhaps the sight of her anxiety moved him to exert
-all his powers of self-control. He subdued the rising confusion of
-passionate mortification within him; in which effort he was helped by
-his weakness, which made any great convulsion of feeling impossible.
-By-and-bye he looked up at her with a half-smile. Benedetta had come at
-her call, and was bringing water and vinegar, and bandages of linen to
-put on his head. He waved all these appliances away with his hand.
-
-“Don’t be afraid, I am not going to be--worse,” he said feebly. “I may
-be bad enough, but not worse. When did the man from Florence come? Tell
-me everything now.”
-
-Then Rita, hesitating and faltering, told him the story of his illness,
-and all the long history burst confusedly upon his brain. He had thought
-he had been a few days, perhaps a week ill, and he had been six weeks.
-He had been preparing himself for a great deal to do when he should get
-well, and he found himself replaced, put aside. There were points in the
-story which consoled him. It was no man from Florence who had been doing
-his work--that was a wonderful comfort--but his own friend, the young
-fellow whom he had taken up and been kind to, who was the creature of
-his bounty. The Consul-General had not found a word to say; he had
-approved, and sanctioned, and authorised everything, and the character
-of Mr. Bonamy’s work had been kept up. He lay still and kept himself
-quiet, and listened to every word. Benedetta, who did not understand the
-English, stood by with all her appliances, her cold compresses, her
-bandages, the soft white folds of linen in which his hot forehead was to
-be bound. But the patient eluded her. He kept himself quiet in spite of
-all temptations.
-
-“You can send her away, Rita,” he said. “What are you frightened for? I
-must have known sooner or later. It is far better that I should know. I
-have been surrounded by friends, everybody has been good to me; and if
-you have no objection, my darling, I should like to see Oliver here.”
-
-“I don’t know,” said Rita, “why you should think I could have any
-objection to--anything you wished, papa.”
-
-There was almost a glow of amusement in the Consul’s eyes. “My dear, you
-are very dutiful,” he said. And then the time came when he had to be
-carried back again in his couch indoors before the hour of sunset, which
-is feared throughout Italy, and to have his invalid meal brought to him.
-The evening was marked by a great event, for that night the Vice-Consul
-walked to bed, which was a thing which never had happened before. And
-from this time Mr. Bonamy began to accustom himself to all that had
-happened, and when the doctor came he extracted from him the full
-history of his illness, which interested him very greatly, and gave him
-something to think about. It was not unnatural that he should be
-startled. “It is a thing that is sure to recur again?” he asked.
-
-“Well, we do not say that anything is sure to recur again. We say that,
-given the same disposition, the same symptoms might reappear.”
-
-“And the third time kills?” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“My dear Bonamy, that again is not a thing we say. Every repetition of
-course weakens the patient,” said the judicious doctor.
-
-The sick man laughed, but when he was alone his countenance was very
-grave. He lay and reflected upon everything, and thought how lonely his
-child would be when he was taken from her. She had some relations, but
-his anxiety to keep her from going to England had made him negligent of
-his own family at home; and he had something to leave her; he had not
-left his child altogether without provision. But what a change it would
-be to Rita, from the house where she was queen, where everybody
-worshipped and served her, where everything she said was reckoned wiser,
-and everything she did more wonderful, than any other sayings or doings,
-to be a semi-dependant in the house of her Aunt Ersilia, or some other
-of the Italian kindred, with their different ways! This thought filled
-Mr. Bonamy’s mind as he lay in the long unoccupied hours of his
-convalescence with his face turned to the blue Italian sea. Two days
-after he made a request to his child. “Will you write a note to Oliver,”
-he said, “and ask him to come and see me? But not if you have any
-objection.” He watched her intently, and he saw a quick, faint colour
-flash over her face.
-
-“Why should I have any objection? I told you I had not any, papa; and if
-I had what would it matter?” she said.
-
-“It would matter a great deal to me. But you do not dislike poor Oliver,
-Rita?”
-
-“Dislike him! Do you think I am made of stone? He has done everything,
-_everything_, while you have been ill. I should be a demon if I did
-not--if I disliked him as you say.”
-
-“But there is a great difference,” said the Vice-Consul, “between
-dislike and--I don’t know, my pet, what word to use.”
-
-“Yes, there is a great difference,” she said, demurely; and having her
-paper neatly arranged before her, she proceeded to write the note which
-follows:--
-
- “Dear Mr. Oliver,
-
- “Papa is a great deal better. He thinks he would like to see you on
- Sunday if you would be so good as to come out here. He has been
- very much touched to hear of all you have been doing for him. And
- so am I. He wants to know all about it, and to thank you. But do
- not think you will be troubled with any thanks from me, for I know
- that you do not mean to be kind to us, though on the outside it
- looks like it.
-
- “Truly yours,
- “MARGHERITA BONAMY.”
-
-Here was once more her malice, which she could not put out of the
-question between them. She was glad that her father did not ask to see
-her note, and she put it up and sent it away with a little quickening of
-all her pulses. Sunday was the next day, but she felt sure enough that
-Harry would let no engagement prevent him accepting this invitation.
-They sat in silence for some time after that letter was despatched. Rita
-felt her whole life quickened, her horizon wider, the day of more
-importance, the passing moments more weighty. She sat quite silent, her
-mind being full of so many thoughts. At last the Vice-Consul spoke, as
-if no pause had occurred. “Notwithstanding,” he said, “you know Oliver
-is not clever, Rita; that must be taken into account.”
-
-On this Rita, not perceiving that she betrayed the strain of her own
-thoughts by receiving the remark without surprise, answered, with a
-little sigh of regret, “No, he is not clever; but perhaps there are some
-things that are better than being clever,” she added, in a doubtful
-tone.
-
-Mr. Bonamy laughed a little, faintly. “Are you coming to see that?” he
-said.
-
-“I don’t know if I am coming to see it, papa. I think I always saw it.
-One does not think much whether the people one cares for are clever or
-not.” Then perceiving the inference which might be drawn from her words,
-Rita blushed wildly, and turned suddenly upon her father defiant eyes.
-But he did not make any remark, half because he was weak, half because
-of a mingled pang of satisfaction and pain to think that “the people she
-cared for” now included other relations than those of the earliest stage
-in life. A father, perhaps, feels it more than a mother when his
-daughter’s heart goes away from him to another man: there is a keener
-jealousy in it, a sharper sense of contrast. He had concentrated all his
-happiness in his child; and, lo! in a moment there appeared a stranger
-in her life who would be more to her than he was. The first shock of
-this discovery is always painful; and as he lay there bearing this and
-thinking over all that was before him, an infinite sadness came into the
-Vice-Consul’s smile. It was not only natural that this blossom of his
-life should detach itself from him, but it was well. To preside at and
-assist in the replacement of one’s self by another, preparing as it were
-the preliminary ceremonials of one’s own funeral, is a curious
-experience; but Mr. Bonamy felt, with a little melancholy that this was
-the thing which it now remained for him to do. He could not help making
-comparisons between himself and Harry. Harry was not clever; he was a
-good fellow who sat and gaped when the conversation took anything beyond
-a practical turn. Yes: he was a very good fellow; he had been a saviour
-in trouble; but yet--Mr. Bonamy smiled sadly at the idea of stepping
-down from his throne, and bidding Harry mount in his place; he could not
-promote him to his vice-consulship, but he could promote him to the
-throne of Rita, which was more. And it would be well--the best thing
-that could happen. Having once had an “attack,” which was how he put it
-euphemistically--a man was sure to have more; and the third kills.
-Therefore, how needful it was, how essential to have some one to care
-for Rita, somebody in whose hands he could leave her--when he died!
-“When I die”--these are words which it is hard to say without some faint
-shiver. When one is far off from all appearance of that conclusion, they
-may be easy; but when the preliminaries of the end have already taken
-place, and the clouds are gathering towards the great final tableau and
-termination, then the very cadence of them has something in it that
-gives a tingle to all the nerves. “When I die.” Mr. Bonamy was not much
-over fifty; he had not thought of anything of the kind. But here it was
-looking him in the face whether he would or not.
-
-Harry came at the summons without a moment’s delay. He brought a full
-report of all the business to lay before his chief. The Vice-Consul,
-notwithstanding his dreary thoughts, was making unmistakable progress.
-He was better every day. He was able to take an interest in all that his
-deputy had to tell him, and to feel the gratification which all the
-office had shared in baffling the man from Florence, and showing him a
-state of affairs with which no fault could be found.
-
-“I told him, Sir, that your business was always in too perfect order to
-break down with such a little trial. I showed him how we had only to
-follow your rule, and all was clear.” Mr. Bonamy laid his thin hand upon
-the young fellow’s shoulder, and patted it softly.
-
-“I wonder,” he said, “if you would say as much for me if I had no
-daughter?”
-
-“Yes,” said Harry, with the utmost energy; “don’t think, Sir, that I had
-any interested motive.” This pleased the Vice-Consul; and it pleased
-him too that Harry resented with scorn, and almost indignation, the idea
-that he might not return to his work, or that this illness of his was a
-break up, as in his heart Mr. Bonamy believed it to be. Harry knew
-nothing whatever about medicine, but his light-hearted certainty that
-his patron would be in the office again in October as well as ever, gave
-a cheer to the sick man’s failing heart, as shouts of encouragement from
-the shore, and the sight of all the eager assistants ready to help and
-watching every struggle, cheer a vessel which is trying to reach a
-dangerous harbour. There began to steal into his heart a feeling that,
-perhaps--after all. Notwithstanding he held by his first resolution. He
-had a long conversation with Harry, which had nothing to do with
-business. The young man never forgot that half hour’s talk, with the sea
-air blowing softly over all the sweetness of the garden, the cicala in
-the trees, the sound of the Mediterranean beyond. Harry thought that
-once or twice he saw in the dim room beyond a little white figure appear
-in the distance, opening a door, looking wistfully to see if the
-conference was nearly at an end, then disappearing again. And though the
-Vice-Consul was opening the gates of heaven to him, at that moment even
-Mr. Bonamy seemed tedious. The last time the apparition showed the
-Vice-Consul had gripped Harry’s hand with those long worn fingers, which
-he called claws, not without a certain justice. “And you must give me
-your word never to take her to England,” he was saying, in a low and
-earnest voice. But before Harry could reply, Rita, impatient, had come
-across the dim room indoors, and was standing in the window with a
-pucker in her forehead, and a tone of querulous impatience.
-
-“You ought to have had your beef-tea, and your champagne, and your
-tonic, and all your nourishments,” said Rita. “I have looked in a dozen
-times, but you were always so busy! What can you have to say to Mr.
-Oliver all this time? He ought not to keep you so long--when you know an
-invalid wants feeding constantly,” she said, turning with petulance to
-Harry. “How could you be so thoughtless, Mr. Oliver? that was not kind
-at all.”
-
-Harry did not reply anything to this tirade. He looked at her as if the
-mere sight of her was enough for him; as if nothing that could be said
-made any difference. As for Rita, she was not tranquil, but excited, and
-half angry. It was impossible to suppose that they had not been talking
-about her, and like many other people she objected mightily to being
-talked over. She came out and in with a nervous, irritable haste,
-bringing trays with food and medicine which she would permit no one to
-touch. Harry, when he offered his help, was driven from her with
-contumely, and even Benedetta, making her appearance behind, had the cup
-of jelly she carried snatched from her hands and was sent summarily
-away.
-
-“I will have no one serve papa but myself,” Rita said. Perhaps there was
-a little compunction in it. When the heat of devotion has cooled do not
-we sometimes add all manner of observances to make up outside for what
-is wanting within? She was nervously conscious of Harry’s presence, and
-aware of the approaching moment when he would insist upon speaking for
-himself. And now compunction had seized her capricious soul. She was
-angry with her lover because he had stolen her heart from its first
-owner. And she would fain have persuaded that first owner even in the
-act of betraying him that she was his entirely, and that everything
-which withdrew her from him was a pain and irritation to her. Harry,
-being simple, was deceived and greatly discouraged; but the Consul,
-having more insight, was never deceived.
-
-And in the evening the inevitable explanation came. It could not be
-delayed any longer. The _Curiosa Impertinente_ reaped the consequences
-of all her tricks, and all the trials to which she had subjected Harry.
-She fell into the pit which she had herself digged. She might even have
-been said to be at his mercy, but for his simple devotion, which thought
-of no vengeance, and her own spirit and pride, which would have carried
-her through any reprisals, and still might have turned the tables upon
-him: but in the evening, when the Consul had gone to bed, they wandered
-about the terrace under the soft Italian stars, and understood each
-other.
-
-“There is only one thing,” Rita said. “Nothing in the world shall induce
-me to call you Isaac. Choose another name, choose any name you please;
-but Isaac you are not going to be. What could tempt anybody to call a
-child Isaac? it is dreadful. Godfathers and godmothers ought to be
-within the reach of the law.”
-
-Then there suddenly seemed to encircle Harry for a moment the atmosphere
-of a very different place. Grey hills rose around him, the stars took a
-cold, yet a kinder sparkle; the blue depths of the sea faded away into a
-misty valley full of vapours.
-
-“When I was a child,” he said, “they called me Harry.” He did not make
-any further explanations, nor did he feel that any were necessary. For a
-moment he seemed to see his mother, with her two thin hands clasped
-together, and to hear her voice calling him: but this was but a phantom,
-a pale vision, a thing that had passed away for ever. Next moment he was
-back again in the warm Italian night, with the cicala chirping, and
-Rita, in a little burst of enthusiasm and pleasure, calling him by that
-familiar unrelinquished name.
-
-END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.
-
-London: Printed by A. Schulze, 13 Poland Street.
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-Mrs. Margaret Oliphant
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-<p class="c">HARRY JOSCELYN.<br /><br />
-&mdash;&mdash;<br /><br />
-VOL. II.</p>
-
-<h1>HARRY JOSCELYN.</h1>
-
-<p class="c">BY<br />
-<br />
-<span class="lspc">MRS. OLIPHANT</span><br />
-<br />
-<small>AUTHOR OF<br /></small>
-<br /><span class="eng">
-“The Chronicles of Carlingford,”</span><br />
-<br />
-&amp;c., &amp;c.<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-IN THREE VOLUMES.<br />
-<br />
-VOL. II.<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<span class="lspc">LONDON</span>:<br />
-HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS,<br />
-13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET.<br />
-1881.<br /><small>
-<i>All rights reserved.</i></small><br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span>
-<br /><br /><br /><br />
-<big><span class="lspc">HARRY JOSCELYN.</span></big></p>
-
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-style="border:2px solid gray;margin:1em auto;max-width:60%;">
-<tr><td class="c">
-<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_II"> II., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_III"> III., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IV"> IV., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_V"> V., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VI"> VI., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VII"> VII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"> VIII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IX"> IX., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_X"> X., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XI"> XI., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XII"> XII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"> XIII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"> XIV., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XV"> XV.</a>
-</td></tr>
-</table>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>HARRY’S RESOLUTION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HERE is nothing that grows and strengthens with thinking of it like the
-sense of personal injury. Harry Joscelyn had been very angry when he
-left home; but he was not half so angry at that moment as when he looked
-out of the window of the railway carriage, as the train swept through
-the valley, and saw in the distance the village roofs, over which, had
-there been light enough, and had his eyes served him so far, he might
-have seen the White House seated, firm and defiant, upon the Fellside.
-And every mile that he travelled his wrath and indignation grew. When he
-reached Liverpool he had formed his purpose beyond the reach of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span>
-argument, or anything that reason could say; and reason said very little
-in the general excitement of his being. He had been turned out of his
-home, he had been refused the money by which he thought he could have
-made his fortune. He felt himself cast off by everybody belonging to
-him. His mother had permitted that final outrage, he thought; for surely
-she could have found means of help if she had chosen to exert herself.
-His Uncle Henry had bought himself off, and got rid of a troublesome
-applicant by the gift of that twenty pounds. They were all against him.
-He thought of it and thought of it till they seemed to be all his
-enemies, and at last he came to believe that they were glad to get quit
-of him, to be done with him. This was the aspect under which he
-contemplated his relations with his family when he got to Liverpool; and
-the effect upon him was that of a settled disgust with all the ordinary
-habits of his life, and its fashion altogether. When he thought of
-returning to the office, to his former routine as clerk, the idea made
-him sick. It seemed to him that he could do anything, or go anywhere,
-rather than this. But though the impulse of abandoning all he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> been
-or done hitherto was instantaneous, he could not quite settle in a
-moment, with the same rapidity, what he was to do, or be, in the future.
-He crossed to the other side of the great river with his little bag of
-“needments,” the linen Mrs. Eadie had bought for him and a few other
-indispensable things which he had himself procured, and lived in one of
-the villages there, which have now grown into towns, watching the ships
-go by, and leaving his mind open to any wandering impulse that might lay
-hold upon it. In these days the River Mersey was a great sight, as
-probably it is still. To the idle young man, accustomed to some share in
-the perpetual commotion of that coming and going, there was meaning in
-every one of the multitudinous ships that lay at anchor in the great
-stream, or glided out, full-sail, to the sea, or were poked and dragged
-away by a restless, toiling little slave of a steam-tug, carrying off
-its prey like one of the devils of the Inferno. He knew where they were
-going, and what they had to bring from afar, and all about their bills
-of lading and the passengers they carried. The river had not to him that
-grandeur of prose which becomes poetry, and fact which turns to romance,
-in less accustomed minds; but was only a huge<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> highway, a big street
-full of crowds coming and going, over which he brooded, wondering where
-he should plunge into the tide of movement, and how take his first step
-out of the horizons which hitherto had bounded him. He did not say, as
-his mother might have done, “Oh, for the wings of a dove!” but he put
-that profound breath of human impatience into nineteenth century prose,
-and said to himself, “If I had but a steamboat, a yacht, anything to
-take me out of reach of all of them, where they will never hear of me
-again!” He was not rich enough, however, to hope for a yacht, so that
-all he could really do was to decide what “boat” he would go with, and
-whether he should turn his steps across the Atlantic, or choose another
-quarter of the world in which to become another man.</p>
-
-<p>He went to the office one day, as Philip Selby discovered, and asked for
-the amount of salary due to him, and purchased a few more necessary
-articles of clothing; and he wrote to the persons to whom he owed money,
-telling them that he was about to leave Liverpool, but would send them
-their money without fail within a certain period. He did not know how
-this was to be done, but he was resolute to do it, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> he had no more
-doubt on the matter than he had that he should perfectly succeed in his
-plunge into the unknown. But after he had done this he remained for some
-days longer by the river-side with a self-contradictory impulse,
-watching the ships go by, and putting off the execution of his project.
-Where was he to go? To resolve to give up his own identity, to separate
-himself for ever from his family, and all his belongings, and all his
-antecedents, was easy; but to make up his mind which boat he was to go
-by, and whither he was to betake himself, was much more difficult.
-America was so hackneyed, he said to himself, with that fastidious
-impatience and disgust which is one of the characteristics of a sick
-soul: everybody goes to America; it would be the first idea that would
-occur to everyone; and this made him throw away that first suggestion
-angrily, as if it had been an offence; but if not to America, then
-where? He tossed about various names in his mind, satisfied with none,
-and when at last he made his decision, it was made in a moment, with the
-same kind of sick disgust and impatience as had made him reject the
-other ideas as they presented themselves. He was crossing the river to
-Liverpool, leaning<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> over the side of the ferry steamboat lest anybody
-should see and recognize him, and in his own mind passing in review the
-advantages and disadvantages of all the ships he passed. The Mersey was
-very full and very bright, the sun shining, a brisk breeze blowing, the
-sky blue, the great estuary throwing up white edges of spray and leaping
-here and there against the bows of an out-going boat, in a manner which
-boded little comfort to unaccustomed sailors outside the shelter of its
-banks. The opposite shore was still clothed with trees beginning to grow
-green in the earliest tints of spring, and not unpleasantly mingled with
-the beginnings of docks and traces of mercantile invasion. Nature, as
-yet, had not given up her harmonizing power; the touches of colour on
-the masts, a national flag flying here and there, even the sailors’
-washing fluttering among the yards, was an addition to the brilliancy of
-the spring lights. The ferry-boat was full of people, though it was not
-the hour for business men to be moving about. The freight was a more
-varied one than that mass of black-coated figures which weighed it down
-to the water’s edge in the morning. But Harry turned his back upon them
-all, and looked over<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> the side, watching in a dream the long trail of
-water which slid under the bows and was caught and churned by the
-paddle-wheel. The motion, as he watched it thus, soothed him, and took
-the place of thinking in his mind, carrying him vaguely, he knew not
-whither, just as he would fain have been carried beyond the ken of men.
-He was waiting the guidance of chance, not caring what became of him.
-Something caught his ear suddenly as the ferry-boat rustled along by the
-side of a long low steamer with raking masts and short funnels, which
-lay not far from the bank.</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t go in that boat for the world,” some one said. The remark
-caught Harry’s ear, and roused him into mere wantonness of opposition.
-“Why?” he said to himself aloud. It did not matter whether it was said
-loud or low, nobody but himself could hear it as he leaned over the
-rushing water. “I’ll go.” He was in such a condition of perversity that
-this was all he wanted to fix his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>He landed on the Liverpool side, no longer languidly, but with the air
-of a man who has something to do, and went straight to examine the ship
-and ascertain where to apply for his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> passage. She was bound for
-Leghorn. He went stepping briskly forth to the office of the agent, and
-then with a mixture of economy and gentility, still conscious of the
-importance of the family from which he was about to cut himself off,
-took a passage in what was called the second cabin.</p>
-
-<p>“What name?” said the clerk. What name? he had not considered this
-question. Should he give his own name, thus leaving a clue to anyone who
-chose to inquire? The doubt, the question was momentary: “Isaac Oliver,”
-he said, and looked the man in the face as if defying contradiction. But
-the clerk had no idea of contradicting him; as well Isaac Oliver as
-Harry Joscelyn to the stranger, who knew nothing about either. Five
-minutes after he could not tell what had put this name into his head;
-but his fate was decided, and beyond correction. He went home with a
-curious feeling in his mind, not sure whether it was amusement, or
-shame, or anger with himself and fate. It was all three together. He was
-himself no longer, he had thrown away his birthright. What had tempted
-him to take the name of Isaac Oliver he could not explain. He laughed,
-but his laugh was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> not pleasant. He was annoyed and appalled and
-disgusted with himself, but he could not alter that now. All the evening
-he roamed about the riverbank, looking at the ships going out and in,
-and the little steamers rustling and fuming across the gleaming water,
-and all the many coloured symbols and ceaseless industry of the scene,
-with a strange sense of having lost himself, of having so to speak died
-in the middle of his life. He could not get over it. He was living in a
-little inn which had been turned into a sort of suburban tea-garden,
-instead of the little neat ale-house it once was. The weather was very
-fine and warm, though it was so early in the season, and every steamboat
-disgorged a crowd of visitors to sit under the half-open foliage of the
-trees, and in the damp little arbours. Harry avoided all these visitors
-in the fear of meeting some one who might know him. Harry! he was not
-Harry any longer. The mere giving of the false name had changed him. He
-did not know who he was. He was confused and confounded with the sudden
-difference. Had some one called out Harry Joscelyn quickly, he thought
-that it would no longer have occurred to him to answer. He was not Harry
-Joscelyn; and who was he? The name he had chosen, or<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> which some
-malicious spirit had put into his head, seemed to float before him
-wherever he went. He shuffled in his walk unconsciously as he fled from
-himself along the margin of the great flood. What had he done? He had
-abandoned not only his own name and family, but his own condition, his
-place in life. Wherever he went, he would be known as a peasant, a
-common countryman, he thought, never thinking in his pre-occupation that
-the strangers among whom he was going knew just as much about Isaac
-Oliver as about Harry Joscelyn. The night grew dark, and the great river
-gleamed with a thousand sparkles of light like glowworms. Little
-vessels, each with a coloured lantern, went darting across and across,
-lights swung steadily with a sort of dreamy regular cadence from the
-stationary ships. The stars above were not more manifold than those
-little lamps below. The quiet of the night had hushed the sounds of the
-great city on the other side, and all the heavy hammers and the din of
-machinery: but still life was busy, coming and going, darting on a
-hundred messages; pilot boats steaming out to sea, little dark tugboats
-bringing back cargoes of souls out of the unknown. But Harry thought of
-nothing save of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> the strange, unpremeditated step he had taken; that one
-incident filled all the earth to him; a momentary impulse, a deed that
-was scarcely his, and yet he felt that it would colour all his life. He
-stayed out till the passenger boats had stopped and all the visitors
-were gone. The little inn was shut up and dark, all but one little
-querulous candle sitting up for him, when he went home: home! he called
-this temporary refuge by that sacred name involuntarily&mdash;just such a
-home he now said bitterly, as he would have for the rest of his life.
-Fortunately next day the Leghorn boat was to sail, and his new start
-would be made without time to think about it any more.</p>
-
-<p>Isaac Oliver took possession of his berth next morning. He went on board
-early, and lounged about the deck all day. For the first time this
-morning it occurred to him that they might send after him, that his
-departure could not have passed altogether without notice among his
-friends. He had not thought of this before, but now it came upon him
-with some force. They would try to stop him at the last moment. The very
-name he had chosen would betray him, for who but Harry Joscelyn would
-call himself Isaac Oliver? He<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> kept on the further side of the ship,
-leaning over the bulwarks, and watched everybody who went or came with
-jealous eyes. Tardy passengers came on board one after another, bringing
-luggage and new items of cargo and provisions; there was scarcely a
-moment without some arrival, and every one of them, Harry felt, must be
-for him. When at last the gangway was detached, the anchor weighed, the
-latest idler or porter put on shore, and the very screw in motion, he
-felt sure there must be some last attempt, some appeal from the quay.
-“Have you one of the name of Harry Joscelyn there?” he thought he could
-actually hear them calling; and saw the rapid examination of the list of
-passengers, and the shaking of heads of the captain and his immediate
-assistants, who were standing together high above all the others. When
-there could be no longer any doubt that the steamboat was off, and that
-no appeal of the kind had been made, a quick and hot sense of offence
-came over Harry. He had been alarmed by the idea of being identified and
-stopped at the outset of his voyage: but as soon as he was certain that
-he was to be allowed to proceed peaceably on that voyage, his heart
-burned within him with a sense<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> of injury. Now it was indeed all ended
-and all over, his life, his name, everything to which he had been
-accustomed in the past. He went below to his berth, with a sense of
-complete abandonment and desolation which it would be impossible to
-describe. It appeared to him that until now he had only been playing
-with the idea, amusing himself with all the preparations for a change
-which would never really take place, which somehow would be stopped and
-prevented at the end. But nobody had put forth a finger to stop him, and
-now the end was accomplished and beyond all remedy. Up to the time he
-came on shipboard he had not thought of being stopped, but now he felt
-as if he had expected it all the time, and was grievously injured and
-heartlessly abandoned by all the world and by all his relations, not one
-of whom would lift a finger on his behalf. He went down to his shabby
-berth in the second cabin, and felt much disposed, like his mother, to
-turn his face to the wall. But, perhaps fortunately for Harry, the sea
-was rough, and when the vessel steamed out of the Mersey and felt the
-full commotion of the waves outside, he was sick, and not in a condition
-to care for anything.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In this way he lost the thread of his trouble for the first two days:
-and then novelty and excitement began to tell upon him, and he came
-altogether to himself. No, not to himself: he did not feel clear about
-who he was or what. He came to&mdash;Isaac Oliver, looking that new personage
-in the face with a bewildered awe of him and wonder at him. Isaac
-Oliver! who, he wondered vaguely, could he be? not a son of old Isaac,
-who had only little children&mdash;a nephew or a cousin, some off-shoot of
-the family, if the Olivers could be called a family, a suggestion at
-which he smiled in spite of himself. That must be who he was, the
-offspring of a race of peasants, no better blood, no other pretensions.
-The Joscelyns were a very different class of people, but he had given
-them up, he had shaken off all bonds between them and himself. “In for a
-penny, in for a pound,” he said to himself, setting his face to it with
-a smile, as the steamboat bore up along the Italian coast, and “the old
-miraculous mountains hove in sight.” Harry did not feel any special
-interest in Italy: he was of the class who never travel, and understand
-but little why one place should be more interesting than another. And,
-indeed, Leghorn does not sound<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> like Italy to any traveller. What he
-knew of it was that it was a busy sea-port, where there were merchants’
-offices and a thriving trade. He did not interest himself much about
-anything else. He had his living to make, alone and unbefriended in a
-strange country: need was that he should collect himself and pluck up a
-heart and think what he was to do, now that he was so near the place of
-his destination&mdash;or, at least, not what he, but young Isaac Oliver, was
-to do. Would any merchant take him in without character, without
-introduction or testimonial? This thought was like a cold breath going
-through and through him, when he began to think. But he had still a
-little money in his pocket, and could afford to wait and look about him
-for a week or two. There is always something turning up in a busy place.
-And Harry, accustomed to occupation all his life, could not believe that
-he would ever starve where there was anything to do.</p>
-
-<p>They had touched at various other ports on the way, whose chief claims
-to be visited were such as Harry had little understanding of, and the
-eagerness of his fellow-passengers to get on shore and see these places
-had surprised him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> For his own part, he did not see the fun of going to
-see a succession of churches and pictures. He had seen but few pictures
-in his life, and he had never been taught that they were of much
-importance. He had, indeed, privately, an honest contempt for such
-things, though he said little about it. He was disposed to ask, “What
-are you all staring at?” when he was brought face to face with an early
-Master, a thing which he would have banished into the darkest corner had
-it been his. But when he got into the harbour at Leghorn he began to
-feel himself once more <i>dans son assiette</i>. He knew what the docks
-meant, and appreciated the masts of the shipping better than if they had
-been the most delicate works of art. It was nothing to Liverpool, but it
-was something he could understand and felt at home with. He landed in
-better spirits than he had experienced for a very long time. He felt a
-moral certainty that he should “get on” here.</p>
-
-<p>But what a shock it was when the unaccustomed Englishman stepped first
-on shore, and found himself in the midst of a strange life, of which he
-did not understand even the first word! He knew very well, of course,
-that it was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> foreign place, and that English was not spoken there; but
-he never had realized that it would be impossible by speaking loudly, or
-using a sort of broken English, or some other simple contrivance, to
-make the barbarous natives understand. Even an individual much better
-educated than poor Harry may be excused if the shock of that
-extraordinary solitude and isolation which surrounds him when he finds
-himself incapable of understanding a word of what is going on, is a
-surprise and irritation as well as a discomfort. He stood on the quay
-with his little portmanteau by him&mdash;after having been rowed over endless
-links of basins, all full of clear green sea-water, cut like a great
-jelly by the progress of the boat, to the landing-place&mdash;and stood there
-aghast, and, indeed, agape, hustled by the crowd, and with a grinning
-porter on each side of him making offers of incomprehensible service. He
-would not deliver himself over into the hands of any such harpies he was
-resolved, not even when they addressed him in a word or two of English,
-though the sound was as balm to his ears. He stood over his portmanteau
-and angrily pushed the facchini away, but at last got hold of a lad
-whose appearance pleased him, who was tidier<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> than the rest. To him
-Harry said “Hotel?” in a sort of half-questioning, half-suggestive way;
-but this was not enough to get him clear of the officious crowd, who
-flew at him with names which conveyed no meaning to his ears. Harry felt
-like a man caught in a hailstorm as he was pelted with those big
-sonorous syllables. He grew furious with confusion and bewilderment. He
-had not been thought specially strong on the Fells, but here his
-North-country muscles told. He pushed away the crowd, who he thought
-were making a joke of him, and took up his own portmanteau. “The
-gentleman is all right,” said some one beside him; “you have no
-education, you are without manners, you others,” and somebody took off a
-hat and made a salutation, somebody who reached to about Harry’s elbow.
-It was civil, and the first part of the sentence had been said in
-English, so Harry, learning by experience, conquered his wrath, and was
-civil too. “Can I perhaps indicate a hotel?” this new personage said;
-“Mister is an English?” Harry stood still and looked down upon his new
-acquaintance, not quite clear as to the meaning of what he said. He was
-a little man, small and dainty, dressed with quaint care, with high
-shirt<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span>-collars, and a large black cravat tied in a bow, and the most
-shining of black hats, which he took off when he spoke. He was
-olive-complexioned, with big, dark, soft Italian eyes. “Mister is an
-English?” he said; “by paternity I am an English, too. I will indicate a
-hotel if the gentleman chooses. It will deliver him from <i>la canaglia</i>,
-what you call this rabbel,” he added, with an ingratiating smile, and a
-great rattle of his <i>r’s</i>. It was mere good-nature, but Harry was by no
-means sure of this, and he knew that foreigners were deceivers. “Thanks,
-I won’t trouble you,” he said, abruptly, and lifting his portmanteau&mdash;it
-was not a big one&mdash;strode away. He felt angry and depressed, yet
-excited. The astonished look of the little man, who made him another
-bow, and replaced his hat with a shrug of his shoulders at the
-Englishman’s want of manners, added to his discomfiture. Perhaps he had
-made a fool of himself by refusing those good offices which were offered
-to him, Harry thought. Perhaps he would have been a bigger fool had he
-accepted. Perhaps they were all in a conspiracy to rob him. He strode on
-and on, somewhat ashamed of his own appearance with the portmanteau, as
-if he were too poor to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> pay anyone to carry it, and thoroughly
-bewildered altogether amid the sounds and sights which he did not
-understand. But at the end he got into an inn where there was some one
-who spoke English, not such a usual accomplishment in these days as it
-is now; and where he got a room which was very strange of aspect to the
-untravelled young man. The half hour which he passed there, seated upon
-the odd little bed, with his portmanteau at his feet upon the tiled
-floor, all so strange, so desolate to Harry, was as terrible a moment as
-he had ever passed in his life. His very soul was discouraged, sunk low
-in his breast with a kind of physical drop and downfall. It was all he
-could do not to burst out crying in his forlornness and helplessness and
-solitude. What could he do in a place where he did not understand a
-word? In many cases novelty is delightful, but there are some in which
-it is the most dreadful of all depressing circumstances. Everything,
-from the dingy tiles under his feet, and the dark eating-room
-downstairs, with its unaccustomed smells, up to the blaze of the Italian
-noon, and the incomprehensible tongue that everybody spoke, weighed upon
-Harry. He covered his face with his hands, sitting there upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> his bed.
-What evil fate had led him to this unknown place? What should he do
-without even a name that belonged to him, without a friend? A gasp came
-into his throat, and the hand that covered his eyes was wet. He felt
-himself bowed down to the very ground.</p>
-
-<p>After thus “giving way,” however, Harry braced himself up, and recovered
-at least the appearance of courage. He made the best toilette he could
-by the help of the small washing utensils, which were not so entirely
-abhorrent to English customs then as they are now&mdash;for baths were not
-very general, and washing-basins were but small, in the first quarter,
-if not the first half, of this century. And then he sallied forth
-refreshed&mdash;into a new world.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>A NEW WORLD.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY strayed about the town during the afternoon, losing his way, and
-finding it again; but got back to the hotel before the important hour of
-dinner, of which the English-speaking waiter had informed him. He was
-less amused than depressed with all he saw. The perpetual talk that
-seemed to be going on around him&mdash;sharp, varied, high-pitched,
-incomprehensible&mdash;gave him at first a sense of offence, as if all these
-people were doing it on purpose in order to bewilder him, and afterwards
-a profound feeling of discouragement. He was not clever he was aware. He
-had never been very great at his school work, and how was he to
-accomplish the first preliminary, the very initial step of existence
-here,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> the learning of the language, to which he had no clue, and of
-which he could not make out one word? It seemed to him as if years must
-elapse before he could master the very rudiments of the new tongue; and
-how was he to seek for work, or to get work to do, not knowing the very
-<small>A B C</small> of the life about him? Harry went doubling about the unfamiliar
-streets, looking with wistful eyes at every passer-by who had the look
-of an Englishman, and asking himself what he was to do. He did not seem
-to have any spirit left for the uphill work of learning a language.
-There rose up before him a vision of the exercises which he had once
-laboured at, daubing himself with ink, and of the verbs which he had got
-by heart overnight only to forget them in the morning. To think that he
-could not even ask his way! Wherever he strayed he looked at the people
-helplessly, as if he had been dumb, and anxiously examined all the
-street corners, without venturing to approach any shop, or lay himself
-open to any encounter. He was more fortunate than might have been
-expected in this point, for he found the right street corner at last,
-and the house, with its strange old courtyard, and the long dark <i>sala</i>
-which looked into it, and in which the guests<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> were already gathering.
-The house had a good reputation, and the large room was nearly full.
-Harry, who had never seen anything of the kind before, saw the people
-take their places, each appropriating his own turned down chair, and
-half finished bottle of wine, and looked for his own place with a
-curious sense of the everyday character to the others of all these
-proceedings, which to him were so unusual. Yesterday, at the same hour,
-no doubt they had all been here, and last year, and as long as anybody
-could recollect, munching a slice from the long Italian loaf, the yard
-of bread which of itself astonished his simple-minded ignorance. To
-think that with such an air of routine and long establishment this
-dinner should have been happening methodically every day while he was
-pursuing his work at Liverpool, or taking his holiday at home. At home!
-The words sounded like a bitter sarcasm to the young man, who had no
-home&mdash;who had now no identity, no self to fall back upon, but had begun
-to exist, so to speak, only a few days ago. And to think this table,
-with all its soils and steams, should have been waiting for him all this
-time!</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lftspc">’</span>Ere, Sarr, ’ere,” said the English-speaking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> waiter, his black eyes
-rolling in his head with pride and pleasure in this exhibition of his
-gift of languages. He was holding the back of a chair which had been
-carefully turned down, and was placed between a fat old Italian, with an
-enormous depth of double chin, and a small figure, which Harry
-recognised at once as that of the man who had spoken to him on the quay.
-“De gentelman speak English,” said the waiter, bowing with amiability
-and pleasure. Harry, it is to be feared, did not appreciate the
-exertions made in his behalf. The little stranger, on his side, was as
-smiling and bland as the attendant, delighted to make himself agreeable.
-They both thought it the most pleasant thing in the world to surprise
-the sulky and speechless Englishman with a companion to whom he could
-talk. “Mister have found his way after all to the Leone,” said his
-friend, “I wish myself joy of it. It is what I most did desire. He is
-the best hotel, the very best hotel in all Livorno. Most of the
-strangers, what we call forestieri, find their ways here. Mister will
-find himself very comfortable; the kitchen is excellent, and the
-chambers&mdash;the chambers!” here the little man spread out his hands with
-ecstatic admiration, “so clean, so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> comfortable; everything an
-Englishman desire.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was cross, and he was suspicious. He thought the reappearance of
-his first acquaintance looked like a conspiracy, and that probably
-between the man and the waiter it was an understood thing that the
-Englishman, who was so ignorant, should be made to pay for his
-initiation into foreign ways. But he had no intention of being made to
-pay if he could possibly help it. He had not the slightest understanding
-of the waiter’s benevolent wish to make him comfortable, or the innocent
-satisfaction of the other, at once in showing off himself and his
-acquirements and showing kindness to a stranger. Harry did not realize
-the national character in both, which made them pleased to serve him,
-and anxiously on the watch for the look of pleasure which they
-anticipated as their reward. An English servant would have looked on
-with anticipations of another kind. He would have watched to see the
-stranger’s hand stealing into his pocket: and on this point no doubt
-Antonio had as sharp an eye as anyone; but his Italian soul, asked for
-something more; he wanted to see a glow of pleasure in the face of the
-person to whom he had just, as he thought, done a service. Harry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>
-refused to pay in this wise. His countenance, somewhat dark before,
-settled down into a heavier gloom. He drew in his chair to the table
-roughly, losing part of his companion’s address: and he did not look at
-the young man who was talking to him, or give him any recompense for the
-effort he was making. After a while he made a remark, but it was not a
-very civil one. “Why do you call me Mister?” was what he said.</p>
-
-<p>The stranger looked at him, complacent still, but yet a trifle
-abashed&mdash;“Because,” he said, stroking a small moustache, and fixing his
-eyes upon Harry with a smiling yet deprecating glance, “I do not know
-the gentleman’s name.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even if you don’t know a fellow’s name,” said Harry, ruthless, “it
-isn’t English to say Mister. Mister is a title of contempt.” Here the
-horrified look of his new acquaintance made him pause. “I mean when it’s
-used alone without the name. Low people sometimes use it so&mdash;but nobody
-who speaks decent English,” Harry said. As he spoke the stranger’s olive
-countenance caught flame and grew crimson. He laughed an embarrassed,
-uncomfortable little laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“It is that I am mistaken,” he said; “I have not spoke English moch. The
-gentleman will pardon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> my error. My name is Paolo Thompson,” he said,
-with a little wave of the hand, introducing himself.</p>
-
-<p>“You would like to know my name,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>The Italian-Englishman replied, not with any expression of offence, but
-with a smiling bow.</p>
-
-<p>“My name is&mdash;&mdash;” he made a pause. He looked at the interested
-countenance beside him, a sense of the ludicrous mingling with his
-suspicious distrust of all strangers and foreigners. What did it matter
-what he said to a little impostor like this? “Oliver,” he added, with a
-laugh. He almost thought the little fellow, though not an Englishman,
-must see the incongruity, the absurdity, of associating the name of
-Oliver with such a person as Harry Joscelyn. It suddenly became a
-practical joke to him, a masquerade which everyone must see through.</p>
-
-<p>“O&mdash;&mdash; livr,” said little Thompson, with a long emphasis upon the first
-letter, and a hurried slur over the rest; “that right? alright! Mister
-O&mdash;lvr.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not Mister,” said Harry, growing benevolent as he felt a little
-amusement steal over him, and he tried to give his new acquaintance the
-<i>nuance</i> of sound which divides the Mr. of English use<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> and wont from
-the two distinct syllables of which Paolo was so fond. They grew friends
-over this attempt at unity of pronunciation, or rather Harry permitted
-himself to grow friendly, and to ask himself what harm this little
-foreigner could do him&mdash;a little hop o’ my thumb, whom he could lift in
-one hand. As he laughed over his new friend’s attempt to catch the
-difference of sound, his friendly feeling increased. He felt his
-superiority more and more, and in that superiority his suspicions melted
-away. As for little Paolo he took everything amiably. He had no
-objection to be laughed at.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean not bad,” he said, “I know; you mean not to make angry. Laugh,
-it is a way of us English. My father was an Englishman. I never know
-him; he was died before I am born; but I too am an English by origin. It
-is for that I have my place. I am Interpreter. I put what you say in
-Italian. I put what one would say to you in English. Thus I please to
-both,” said the little man with lively satisfaction; and he laughed when
-Harry laughed with genuine good faith. Perhaps it was the reaction from
-his past despondency which made Harry laugh so much, perhaps the little
-bravado of a stranger<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> feeling himself gazed at and isolated among a
-crowd of people alien to him. He attracted the eyes of all the guests at
-the table-d’hôte especially of some Americans who had come in late, and
-one other Englishman who regarded him gloomily from the other end of the
-table, and concluded that his countryman was having too much to drink,
-but that it was not his business. Harry was not taking too much to
-drink; he was making wry faces at the sour Nostrali, which was the only
-wine provided without a special order. Harry did not understand any wine
-except Port and Sherry, and he despised the sour stuff of which he took
-one big gulp and no more; he did not know what else to order, and he did
-not like to mix up Paolo in his affairs so far as to ask his advice on
-this point. Paolo for his part was drinking a little of his wine in a
-tumblerful of water, not without some alarm lest the <i>eau rougie</i> should
-go to his head. He told Harry all his story as they sat together. His
-father had been an English clerk, sent out from England to an office in
-Leghorn, who had married an Italian girl, and died in the first year of
-their marriage. Paolo was very proud of that fine and aristocratic name
-of Thompson, of which there was a Lord<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> and many Sirs, he informed Harry
-with great but smiling seriousness; his mother, though she had been so
-young, would never re-marry herself, though pressed on all sides to do
-so&mdash;such was her devotion to her youthful husband who was English, and
-to the romantic and euphonious name which he had left her. The young man
-grew every moment more friendly. Harry’s suspicions all floated away as
-he listened to the story, and laughed at the accent and grammar of his
-new acquaintance, who laughed too with perfect good-humour. Thompson&mdash;he
-was a fit associate for an Oliver, Harry said to himself, knowing
-nothing about any Oliver save Isaac whose name he had appropriated.
-After dinner was over Paolo proposed that they should go for a stroll;
-and though Harry had done nothing else but stroll all the afternoon with
-very small advantage, yet he was quite willing to begin again with the
-aid of his friend’s knowledge. It was less lonely than sitting in the
-dreadful little room of which Paolo had ventured to say that it was so
-comfortable, and exactly what an Englishman liked. Harry shuddered at
-the thought; he had never been used to sit in his bedroom, and he could
-not but feel it a sort of humiliation that he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> had no other room to sit
-in. His new friend was a wonderful example of costume to the untrained
-taste of Harry. He wore trousers of a large check, but a black evening
-coat over them, a large shirt-front, a black ribbon at his neck tied in
-a bow, and varnished shoes. He was very well contented with his
-appearance. When he added an opera-hat to all this finery, the sensation
-in his little bosom of thorough self-content was very warm. Harry could
-not but laugh at the little exquisite, whose gorgeous apparel was so
-unlike anything he had ever seen.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know if I dare to walk out in my coloured clothes with such a
-swell as you are, Thompson,” he said. Paolo looked down upon himself
-delighted. He knew he was well-dressed.</p>
-
-<p>“You are all right,” he said, “an English, that covers all; but when one
-is only by origin, more must be done. Komm a-long.” He stretched up his
-hand, which he had just clothed in light kid, to Harry’s arm, who had no
-gloves, nor any other advantage. The Angelus was sounding from all the
-churches as they set out. Harry could not but wonder if there was an
-evening sermon, or if it was a series of prayer-meetings which were
-going on. He was much surprised that foreigners should have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> such devout
-habits. It surprised him, too, to see how soon it got dark; but as it
-happened there was a brilliant moon which soon made the streets as light
-as day. And as soon as the sacred hour of sunset, the fatal hour which
-Italians dread, was over, the streets filled with a crowd which still
-more surprised Harry. Before all the cafés the pavements were
-crowded&mdash;not only men, but women, seated at the little tables enjoying
-the freshness of the lovely evening, and making such a hum and babble of
-talk as nothing but an unknown tongue can produce. A language which is
-familiar to us never sounds so like an uproar and tumult as one that is
-unintelligible. Harry’s first thought was that the people about him were
-all quarrelling; his second that this chatter was the riotous and
-boundless gaiety which he had always heard attributed to “foreigners;”
-but the scene amused him, though it was so unintelligible, and by and by
-a degree of toleration which years at home could not have conveyed to
-him, began to penetrate his mind. Perhaps after all it was only the
-different habits of these unknown people, and neither quarrelling nor
-riot. Sometimes one would jump up in the midst of a conversation as if
-impelled by a sudden outburst of fury, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> address his friends,
-gesticulating wildly; but after Harry had taken the alarm, and sat ready
-to strike in if any harm happened, he noticed that the friends of the
-violent person took it quite calmly, turning upon him looks which were
-full of smiling placidity, and evidently fearing nothing. In the same
-way when two men were threading their way along the street together, one
-would suddenly drop the other’s arm, and standing still, discourse with
-every mark of excitement for a minute, then resume his friend’s arm and
-go on again as if there had been no interruption. An Englishman would
-have knocked down his adversary with much less demonstration. Harry felt
-himself obliged to pause too, and give an eye to these personages; and
-when he also sat down with his companion at one of the little tables,
-his attention to Paolo’s doubtful English was constantly interrupted by
-the same supposed need of watchfulness in case the party next to them
-should come to blows. But all the other people took it quite quietly, to
-Harry’s great surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“Why do these beggars jump up in that way and look as if they were going
-to knock some other fellow down?” Harry said at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Beggares?” said Paolo, looking round hastily;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> and then, for he was a
-young man anxious to improve himself and quick of apprehension, he
-jumped at the Englishman’s meaning. “Ah! that is English for questi
-Signori, these gentlemen? beggares! capisco, capisco!” said Paolo,
-clapping his hands as at an excellent joke; “they do nothing but make a
-little conversation, what you call talk,&mdash;these beggares;” and he burst
-forth once more into a genial peal.</p>
-
-<p>Harry was half pleased to have achieved such a facile success, and half
-alarmed lest perhaps Paolo might be laughing at him. He said with a
-suppressed growl, “Conversation! do you call that conversation? I
-thought they were going to fly at each other’s throats.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no&mdash;never fly at each other’s throats; they have too much
-education,” said Paolo; “it is the Italian animation, that is all. An
-English is what you call quiet. He talks down here, not out of his
-mout,” and Paolo beat himself upon the breast, and pointed to about the
-spot out of which Harry’s deep bass proceeded. Harry was by no means
-pleased with this familiarity, but he reflected that the little man was
-his only friend among all these strangers, and subdued his displeasure.
-He did not know very well what to do<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> with the pink syrup that was
-furnished him to drink: that, and the sour wine, and the black coffee,
-were all alike out of Harry’s way. Oh, that he could have had but one
-mighty draught of English beer to clear all these cobwebs out of his
-throat! But this was an indulgence, like so many others, to be hoped for
-no more.</p>
-
-<p>After Paolo had sipped the rosolio which Harry contemplated with such a
-mingling of alarm and disgust, they got up and continued their walk.
-By-and-bye, in the full moonlight, they strolled towards the port, and
-walked about on the quays, among the shipping, which threw up its black
-lines of masts, and dark lace of cordage against the silvery light of
-which the sky was full. Harry was interested about all this, much more
-than about churches or pictures. And he threaded his way among the
-ropes, and piles of barrels and cases with which the quays were
-encumbered, with a stir of curiosity and hope. Should he find his life
-and work within the circle which surrounded these instruments of wealth?
-He paid but little attention to the talk of his companion as they went
-along. He seemed to see once more the new career before him which he had
-been doubting an hour or two before. It<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> was not a very magnificent
-prospect: yet work that suited him might surely be found when there were
-goods to be exported, and counting houses to look after these goods. He
-did not know what might become of him in this strange place, but
-whatever his fortune might be it was all he could look forward to, and
-his mind seemed to take a new start from the appearance before him of a
-possibility, a strain of existence which he understood. He forgot, as he
-listened to Paolo’s chatter going on by his side&mdash;which filled him with
-a vague, superficial sense of superiority&mdash;all about the new language to
-be learned, and the difficulties which had almost overwhelmed him in the
-afternoon. Thus he went on, allowing his companion to talk, and thinking
-his own thoughts, till they emerged from the immediate regions of the
-basins and docks and came back to the streets. They were crossing one
-which was very dimly lighted, and which Paolo informed him led into the
-better quarter of the town, when they came in sight, or, rather in
-hearing, of a party of sailors in a noisy state of exhilaration. What
-could they have been drinking, Harry wondered, thinking of the sour wine
-and the rosolio, to make them so convivial?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> They were singing rude
-choruses, and making night hideous with jokes and loud laughter, bearing
-a wonderful family resemblance to noises of the same kind which Harry
-had heard near the port of Liverpool&mdash;when there suddenly crossed the
-moonlit-road, between the revellers and the two orderly passengers, a
-couple of female figures moving rapidly, figures very easily identified
-as those of an elder and younger woman&mdash;a sedate and ample personage,
-with a girl clinging to her. Two of the sailors, with a holloa of
-satisfaction, started forward in pursuit. They overtook the women when
-they were close to Harry and his companion, and one of them seized the
-girl by the arm. She gave a frightened cry, and the other woman,
-throwing her arm round her, pushed the men away, pouring forth a volley
-of rapid Italian, of which Harry of course did not understand a word. He
-made a stride forward to the fray. Paolo, on his side, who was small and
-not valorous, did his best to hold him back.</p>
-
-<p>“It is not our business,” he said, with a certain faltering in his
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell them to let go the girl,” said Harry, with brief determination.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It is not our business,” said the alarmed interpreter.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell them they had better let go that girl,” repeated the young
-Englishman.</p>
-
-<p>Then little Paolo stood forth, with a courage which was not his own, and
-addressed the sailors. He took off his hat with the utmost politeness
-and remonstrated. Harry, beginning, by dint of hearing them repeated, to
-distinguish the words, at last understood that “Questo Signor” must mean
-himself; but the sailors treated the remonstrance with contempt. The
-other one took hold of the girl by the other arm, while she screamed,
-and her companion raved and scolded at them, pushing and struggling with
-all her might. Harry stepped forward into the moonlight. He lifted up
-his clenched fist and his big bass voice. “Let go that girl,” he shouted
-in good English, with a voice that roused all the echoes. The men did
-not know a word he said; but they understood him, which was more to the
-purpose. They let go their hold in a minute, and stood staring at the
-intruder as sheepishly as any Englishmen could have done, and perhaps
-also with a touch of shame. Little Paolo, trembling yet triumphant, kept
-close to the champion, while he stood and faced them, ready for
-what<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span>ever might happen. It was not for nothing that Harry was a
-Joscelyn. He stood well up to them with a watchful eye and a ready arm.
-The women had escaped under cover of this unexpected interposition from
-their first assailants, but another pursuer by this time had got upon
-their track. “Let’s have a look at your face, my pretty lass,” this lout
-said, as he rolled along. Harry’s blood was up in a moment. “Oh, by
-Jove!” he cried, as if the sound of his native tongue had been the last
-aggravation, “this is too much. I know what to say to you, at least, my
-fine fellow,” and he turned upon his countryman like lightning, and
-promptly knocked him down. “I am not going to stand any nonsense from
-<i>you</i>,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>It was the affair of a moment&mdash;no more. The women flew along the street,
-disappearing up the nearest opening. Harry strode on after them with his
-blood up, but walking with the most dignified tranquillity. He would not
-even turn round to see what had happened. “If he thought I was going to
-stand <i>him</i>,” he said, as he went along, “that fellow, by Jove! but he
-was in the wrong box.” As for little Paolo, between fright and
-admiration, he was at his wit’s end. He danced along,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> now hurrying
-Harry on, now facing the other way, walking backwards to keep the other
-party in sight, and uttering alarmed entreaties. “Run! run! What if you
-’ave kill him?” he cried. “Vergene Santissima! they are coming. You ’ave
-done it now, you ’ave done it, and no one to help. Per Bacco! and he
-goes as if it were a festa. Run, Mister, run!”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you not to call me Mister,” said Harry, walking on with perfect
-coolness and at his ordinary pace. Paolo was half beside himself.
-“Perhaps you have kill a man,” he cried, “and you stop to set right my
-English&mdash;at such a moment&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Pooh!” said Harry; he would not have quickened his steps for a fortune.
-“Don’t you know the beggar is an Englishman? A broken head won’t hurt
-him. Let’s keep the women in sight, they might get into more trouble.”
-Paolo followed him, trembling and hurried as they got further off; but
-the noisy sailors were busy about their fallen comrade, and made no
-attempt to follow. They were too much startled by the summary
-proceedings of the stranger, and kept back by a certain sense of justice
-which seldom fails in such an affray. The little Italian kept close to
-Harry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> like a dog, rushing about him, now a little in advance, now a
-little behind. “He ’ave pick himself up,” he said, looking back. “Dio!
-how the English understand each other! He is not kill.”</p>
-
-<p>“Killed!” cried Harry, contemptuously. “It takes more than that to kill
-an Englishman, even a beast like that fellow. You may palaver with your
-own kind, but I know what to do with mine. Come along, Thompson. Where
-have those women gone?”</p>
-
-<p>Here Paolo caught him by the arm, dragging him into the narrow street by
-which the flying figures had disappeared. One side of it was in almost
-perfect darkness, while the other was white and brilliant in the
-moonlight. “You like to know who it was,” he said. “Per Bacco! I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“It does not matter to me who it was,” said Harry, “so long as they are
-safe, that is all I care for. Women have no business to be out so late
-at night.”</p>
-
-<p>At this Paolo nodded his head a great many times in assent. “But that is
-English too,” he said. “How you are strange! You let a young lady go in
-the street, and you kill a man, and never think more of it! and the man
-when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> is kill, get up and walk away instead of to avenge himself! You
-are strange, very strange. I understand you very well, for I am an
-English too.”</p>
-
-<p>After this somewhat startling incident, however, they did not linger
-long on their way. It had stirred the blood in Harry’s veins and given
-him the new start he wanted. There is nothing like a new incident for
-familiarising the mind with any great change in this life. Hitherto he
-had thought of nothing but his own transmogrification. Now he had
-something else to think of. He got back to his inn unmolested and
-uninterrupted, and he found his dreary little room not so dreary when it
-became a shelter for his fatigue, and a refuge in which to think over
-the strange excitement of this first new day.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>SETTING OUT IN LIFE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">N</span>EXT morning Harry was woke by the appearance of his little friend at
-his bedside. For a moment it was all fantastic to him like a dream, the
-narrow slip of room with its tall walls, and straight windows, and the
-strange little figure by his bedside. “Hallo,” he said, “who are you,
-and what do you want?” opening his sleepy eyes, and springing up in bed.
-Paolo retreated with a little alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“I go to the bureau,” he said, “but before I go I am here to say good
-morning. What will you do without me?” the little man added with great
-simplicity. “Get lost, get into what you call skrape. Antonio, he speak
-a little. I come to advise that you take him with you. It will be only
-five lire, not very moche for an English.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you could remember,” said Harry pettishly, “to say an
-Englishman. An English is no sense: you never hear <i>me</i> say that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alright,” said Paolo good-humouredly. “I will remember; but it will be
-better to take Antonio; he shows you everything, all the palaces and
-streets, and you give him cinque lire&mdash;five,” holding up his fingers
-spread out to show the sum, and counting them with his other hand, “and
-you talk, he tell you things in Italian, you make a lesson out of him,”
-he added with a grin, showing all his white teeth.</p>
-
-<p>It was a sensible suggestion, but Harry was perverse. “That is all very
-well,” he said, “but I don’t care about seeing your palaces; what I want
-is to get something to do. Ain’t there a <i>Times</i>, or something with
-advertisements? where a fellow could see what’s wanted?”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with a doubtful air, and his head on one side like a
-questioning sparrow. He was so small and so spare, and Harry so big,
-stretched out in the small bed which could not contain him, that the
-simile held in all points. It appeared unnecessary that he should do
-more than put out his hand to make an end altogether of his adviser, and
-there seemed a con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span>sciousness of this in the little man himself, who,
-recollecting last night, hopped a little farther off every time that
-Harry advanced leaning on his elbow, and projecting himself out of bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You bring letters, you are recommended?” he said. “No?” A cloud came
-over Paolo’s face; then he brightened again. “You come with me,” he
-said. “The Consul, that is the prince of the English&mdash;man. You come wid
-me, and I will recommend you. I will introduce you. He have much
-confidence, what you call trost, in me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you don’t know anything about me,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with an effusion of admiration and faith, “Siamo
-amici,” he said, laying his hand upon his heart with a sentiment and air
-which to the cynical Englishman were nothing less than theatrical. But
-Harry did not understand what the words meant.</p>
-
-<p>“That is all very well,” he said again, supposing that this was a mere
-compliment without meaning. “But what could you say about me? nothing!
-You don’t know me any more than the Consul does&mdash;or anybody here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Between friends,” said Paolo, “there is not the need of explanation. I
-understand you, Mister.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> Are you a Christian or a Protestant,” he added
-quickly, “have you a name of baptism, perhaps?” Paolo did not want to
-hurt the feelings of his new friend in case he was not provided with
-this article. But Harry’s pride was wounded to the quick.</p>
-
-<p>“A Christian,” he cried, “or a Protestant? I am both a Protestant and a
-Christian! I never heard such horrible intolerance in all my life. It is
-you who are not Christians, you papists praying to idols&mdash;worshipping
-saints, and old bones, and all sort of nonsense.” Harry was so much in
-earnest that his face grew crimson, and Paolo retreated yet another
-step.</p>
-
-<p>“You heat yourself; but it is not needed,” he said, waving his hand with
-deprecating grace. “Me, I am above prejudices. Here one calls one’s self
-Giovanni or Giacomo, or Paolo, as with me; and when the person is
-respectable of years, Ser Giovanni or Ser Giacomo; but if one has not a
-name of baptism, it is the same, that make no difference&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you take me for a heathen that never was christened?” cried Harry.
-“My name is&mdash;&mdash;” here he stopped and laughed, but grew redder, with a
-dusky colour; but “in for penny in for a pound,” as he had already
-remarked to himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span>&mdash;“my name is Isaac&mdash;Isaac Oliver, as I told you,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Bene, bene!” said Paolo. “It is enough, I will say to the consul: here
-is Mister Isaac, who is my friend. He is English&mdash;man; yes, I
-recollect&mdash;man; and I respond for him. He will be so condescending as to
-take a situation; he will interpret like me; he will make the Italian
-into the English, and the English into the Italian.”</p>
-
-<p>“But how can I do that?” said Harry, “when I don’t understand one word
-of your lingo? I can’t do that.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s countenance lengthened once more; but he speedily recovered
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“That will teach itself,” he said. “I will talk; I will tell you
-everything. Aspetto! there is now, presently, incessantly&mdash;an occasion.
-Komm, komm along; something strikes me in the head. But silence, the
-Vice-Consul, he it is that will settle all.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not think much of Paolo’s recommendation; but yet the idea of
-appealing to the Vice-Consul was worth consideration. The thought of an
-Englishman to whom he could tell his story&mdash;or if not his story, yet a
-story, something which would seem as an account of himself&mdash;was like a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span>
-rope thrown out to him amid a waste of waters. And, as an Englishman, he
-would have a right to be listened to. English officials are not like
-American, the natural vassals of their countrymen; but still, when a man
-is at his wit’s end, there is something in the idea that a person of
-authority, in whom he has a vested interest, is within reach, which is
-consolatory. To be introduced to this functionary, however, by Paolo,
-whose position did not seem to be very important, did not please Harry’s
-pride. He sent the little fellow away with a vague promise of thinking
-of it, which disappointed the friendly little man. Paolo could not
-restrain his anxious desire to be of use. He went off to the Farmacia to
-buy soap and tooth-powder for his amico, and even proposed to fetch him
-the little bicchierino of acquavite, with which some people begin their
-day, a proposal which filled Harry with horror. Paolo put his
-dressing-table in order with the care of a woman, and lingered, anxious
-to do something more. He would have brushed his friend’s clothes, if
-Harry would have let him. He was proud of his new discovery, the big
-Englishman, whom he had secured to himself, and whom he admired in
-proportion to his own smallness and inconsiderable<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span>ness. Something of
-the pleasure of a nurse with an infant, and of a child with a new toy,
-was in his bustling anxious delight. When at last, however, he was half
-forced, half persuaded to go away, Paolo made a few steps back from the
-door and held up a warning finger.</p>
-
-<p>“Mister Isaack mio,” he said, “one must not any more knock down. It is
-not understood in Livorno. That which can well do itself in England is
-different: here&mdash;it is not understood.” His face had become very grave,
-then a deprecatory smile of apology broke over it. “In Italy they are in
-many things behind,” he said. “It is not&mdash;understood.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be afraid, Paul-o,” said Harry, laughing, “I shan’t knock down
-anyone to-day. Even in England we don’t do it but when it is necessary.
-You may trust me, I shall knock nobody down to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alright, alright!” said Paolo, with a beaming countenance. He turned
-back again to instruct his friend at what hour it would be best to come
-to the bureau. “I will speak, and you shall be expected. I will respond
-for you,” the little man said.</p>
-
-<p>At last he went away full of amiable intentions and zeal in his friend’s
-cause, zeal which deserved<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> a better reward. For Harry did not build
-much upon the influence of Paolo. It hurt his pride to think of
-presenting himself anywhere under the wing of this little Italian clerk.
-He would stand upon his own qualities, he said to himself, not upon the
-ready faith and rash undertaking of a stranger; but though he put it in
-this way, it was not in reality because he objected to Paolo’s trust in
-him, or thought it rash as another man might have done, but because he
-felt himself Paolo’s social superior. It would be hard to say on what
-this consciousness was founded. Harry’s only superiority had been his
-family, and that he had put away. As he was dressing, he turned over a
-great many things in his mind which he might say to the Vice-Consul. Few
-young people understand how much better policy it is in all such cases
-to speak the truth than to invent the most plausible of stories, and
-Harry was not wiser than his kind. He made up various fictions about
-himself explaining how it was that he thus presented himself alone and
-unfriended in an altogether strange place&mdash;all of which he would have
-stated with a faltering tongue and abashed countenance, so as to impress
-the falsehood of them upon the hearer;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> for to invent excuses is one
-thing, and to produce them with force and consistency another.
-Successful lying, like everything else, wants practice; few men can
-succeed in it who only do it once in a way. It requires study, and
-careful consideration of probabilities, so that the artist shall not be
-put entirely out by an unforeseen question: and it needs an excellent
-memory, to retain all that has been said, so as not to contradict
-previous statements. Harry possessed none of these qualities, but then
-he was not aware of the want of them; and the thing which made him
-depart from tale after tale was not any suspicion of their weakness, or
-his weakness, but an inability to please himself in the details of his
-romance. And then the thought of going as it were hat in hand, to ask
-the Consul to provide him with employment, and the inevitable starting
-forth of little Paolo to pledge himself for everything his friend might
-say, discouraged him. He grew downhearted as he put himself into the
-best apparel he had, and brushed his hair, and endeavoured to look his
-best. Would it not be better to start off again, to go, though he had
-made up his mind against it, to America after all? There, there would be
-no language to learn, no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> difficulty in understanding what was said to
-him. He went down and swallowed his breakfast, coffee and bread, which
-seemed to him the most wretched fare, turning this over in his mind. But
-for one thing he did not like to be beaten; no Englishman does, he said
-to himself; and Harry was of the primitive, simple kind of Englishman
-who clings to all national characteristics. He could not bear to be
-beaten, to contradict himself as it were, and depart from his plan.
-While he was thinking of all this, however, a brilliant expedient
-occurred to him. Though he was reluctant to tell his own story, he was
-not disposed to screen himself by any fiction of excuses from the
-consequences of anything he had done; and it was undeniable that he had
-“got into a row” on the previous night. No Englishman, he reflected,
-would think the worse of a young fellow who had knocked down a drunken
-sailor to prevent him from molesting a woman; but it would be as well to
-go and tell the story of this little incident in case of any ulterior
-proceedings. Harry fairly chuckled over his own wisdom in hitting upon
-so admirable a way of presenting himself to the representative of his
-country. He had never before felt himself so clever. He munched his dry
-bread and drank<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> his coffee with a wry face, but something like a mental
-relish at least. Little Paolo’s friendly conscience would not need to be
-strained. He would be able to bear witness of the facts in all
-sincerity, and, if anything were to come of it, there would be at least
-a friend in court, a valuable advocate secured. Antonio, the waiter,
-drew near while Harry came to this conclusion, and watched him
-dispatching his simple refreshment with friendly looks. The Italians
-admired the young Englishman’s fine limbs, and height and strength, and
-they made a pet of him because he was a stranger and helpless; perhaps
-the waiter was not without an eye to substantial rewards, but he had at
-the same time a most friendly eye to Harry’s helplessness, and an
-amiable desire to make him comfortable. He stood and watched him eating
-with sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>“Ze gentleman would like an egg, perhaps, Sarr?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I should like half-a-dozen,” said Harry with a sigh; “but no, no, never
-mind&mdash;never mind; for the present this will do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ze gentlemen Italian eat no breakfast,” said Antonio; “ze eat&mdash;after;
-but I will command for ze English gentleman, if it makes pleasure to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span>
-him, ze English breakfast. There is already one here.”</p>
-
-<p>“One&mdash;breakfast!” said Harry, surprised.</p>
-
-<p>“One,” said Antonio, with a finger in the air, “English-man, and two
-tree Americans; ze eat of ze beef in ze early morning. It is
-extraordinary: eat of ze beef when you comes out of your bed. But it is
-the same&mdash;it is the same; that makes nothing to our padrone; and I will
-command it for ze gentleman if he will.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would,” said Harry, “another time; dry bread is not much to
-breakfast upon: and the bread is very queer stuff.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is good bread,” said Antonio, “Sarr, very good bread; bettare far
-than ze bread of London;” he nodded his head as he spoke with
-self-satisfaction. “Ze gentleman would like me go wid him&mdash;show him all
-ze places, and ze grand catedral, and all that ze English gentleman go
-over ze world to see?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Antonio; I don’t care about cathedrals, but you can come with me to
-the English Consul’s if you like, and show me the way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I like very moche, Sarr,” said Antonio, with a grin. “Ze English
-gentlemans please me. Zey is astonished at everyting. Ze pictures&mdash;O!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span>
-bellissimi! and ze palazzi, and ze churches. It is noting but O! and O!
-as long as zey are walking about. But, Sarr,” said Antonio, coming
-closer, “Livorno is not moche. It is a city of trade. Com to Firenze,
-Sarr, if you would see beautiful pictures and beautiful houses. Ah! that
-is something to see. Or to Venezia&mdash;better still. I am of Venezia, Sarr.
-Ze gentleman will not say to Signor Paolo that I tell him so, but
-Livorno&mdash;pouff!” Antonio blew it away in a puff of disdain. “Firenze and
-Venezia, there is where you will see pictures&mdash;everyware&mdash;of Raphael and
-Michael Angelo, and Tiziano, and&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care much about pictures,” said Harry, calmly. “I like the
-shipping better. You can take me to the docks if you like. I don’t want
-you to tell me about them. I like to see things I know about myself. But
-I tell you what, Antonio, you may teach me the names in Italian, if you
-like; that will always be making a little progress,” Harry said,
-suddenly bethinking himself of Paolo’s suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>Antonio’s face had lengthened by several inches. An English gentleman
-who did not want to see pictures was a personage of whom he had no
-un<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span>derstanding. He began to think that Harry was not a genuine
-Englishman after all.</p>
-
-<p>“Ze signor is perhaps Tedesco&mdash;no? Or Americain&mdash;no? I have known many
-English,” said Antonio, gravely, “but zey all run after ze pictures. Ze
-gentleman is what you call an original. Benissimo! that makes noting to
-me. Ze sheeps in ze harbour are very fine sheeps. You will not see no
-bettare&mdash;no, not in England. Ze signor wishes&mdash;eh?&mdash;perhaps to make
-observations, to let ze Government&mdash;ze ministers know, Italy is now a
-great country, and ze others are jealous. You fear we will take ze trade
-all away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so bad as that, Antonio,” said Harry, with a great laugh. “Where I
-have come from I wish I could show you the docks; they are about ten
-times as big as these.”</p>
-
-<p>Antonio grinned from ear to ear. He did not believe a word of what Harry
-said. “If it pleases to ze gentleman,” he said, laughing too. He was
-perfectly tolerant of the joke, and glad to see his <i>protegé</i> cheerful.
-Then Harry jumped up from the table, poorly sustained for the business
-he had in hand by his light meal, but somewhat anxious to get through
-the ordeal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> he had proposed to himself. Antonio, however, who appeared
-presently in the well-worn and assiduously brushed costume of a <i>laquais
-de place</i>, could not quite let him off the inevitable sightseeing. He
-led him to the Duomo and into the great Square with a pretence that this
-was on the way to the Consul’s office, and made him look at again,
-whether he would or not, the same public buildings which he had gazed at
-dreamily as he wandered about the streets the day before, and looked at
-languidly in the moonlight under Paolo’s active guidance. He had been
-but twenty-four hours in Leghorn, and already he had associations with
-the street-corners, which probably he would never forget. Already this
-new world was acquiring known features of acquaintanceship; his life
-beginning to put forth threads like a spider’s web, and twist and twine,
-the new with the old. It startled Harry to feel that he was no longer a
-stranger here, where he had landed so forlorn. After the round which
-Antonio beguiled him into making, it was about eleven o’clock before
-they reached the door over which the well-known British symbol was put
-up. The outer office was full of people and business, sea-captains and
-merchants’ clerks, and even a few examples of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> kind of traveller who
-is most common in Italy, he who travels for pleasure and not for
-business. Harry had to wait among the rest who were seeking an audience
-of the Vice-Consul. Here Antonio left him, and he could not see anything
-like the olive-countenance and brilliant costume of Paolo; but it was an
-English group among which he stood. The clerks even spoke English, if
-one or two of them displayed the tongue-tied hesitation which is common
-to all classes when they speak a language imperfectly understood. One of
-the tourists did his best to draw Harry into conversation, lamenting the
-cruel fate which had detained him in such a place. He was just starting
-for Pisa, this pilgrim said, where there was really something to see.
-“One might as well be in Liverpool as here,” he said. Harry did not make
-any reply. This was just the reason why he himself approved of Leghorn
-more than of any other place he had seen. When it came to his turn at
-last, almost all the other appellants and petitioners had been seen and
-dismissed. They all wanted something; and Harry’s new acquaintance had
-talked and worried him so much with his dislike to a place where there
-was so little to see, that he had almost forgot the manner<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> in which he
-had arranged with himself to open his own story; when at length
-everybody else was despatched, and he had to go forward to his audience.
-His heart beat a little faster as he went in. The Vice-Consul was a man
-of a portly presence, something like an English merchant of the higher
-class, with grizzled hair, and an aspect of great respectability and
-authority. He was fully conscious of his dignity as the representative
-of the British Government, and of Her Majesty herself, amid an alien and
-inferior race. He did not think much of Italy or the Italian people, and
-he felt it was his mission in life to keep them down. He was seated in
-great state upon a large chair, which swung round with him when he
-moved. His table, his papers, the manner in which he appeared over them,
-with the air of a judge on the bench, was very imposing to a stranger,
-especially when that stranger was in difficulty and came to ask help. He
-made Harry a very formal bow, and pointed to a seat near, which had
-something of the air of a seat for the prisoner at the bar.</p>
-
-<p>“What can I do for you?” he said, with a dignified inclination of his
-head; after the first glance his look softened. He was used to see a
-great many people, and it was a compliment to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> Harry’s appearance that
-it interested the Vice-Consul. He almost smiled upon him, with a
-benignity in which he did not very often indulge.</p>
-
-<p>Then it was that Harry’s real difficulties began; but how thankful he
-was that it was a true story he was telling, and not a fictitious
-account of himself!</p>
-
-<p>“I came to tell you, Sir,” he said, “of something that occurred last
-night&mdash;a scrape&mdash;that is to say a row I got into. I suppose I must call
-it a row.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a great pity when strangers get into rows in a foreign town,
-Mr.&mdash;&mdash;Oliver. I think you said Oliver?”</p>
-
-<p>What a fool I was thought Harry!&mdash;as he did after every new production
-of that name; but his last chance of reclaiming his own was now over.</p>
-
-<p>“What you say is quite true,” he said, “and I should not have been such
-a fool but for urgent cause. I knocked down a fellow who was annoying a
-lady. He deserved a great deal more than I gave him; if he had been an
-Italian I might have hesitated, but he was an Englishman. So I just
-knocked him down.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very wrong, very wrong,” said the Vice-Consul, “and a curious way of
-showing your preference for your fellow-countrymen. But you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> had better
-tell me all about it. When did this occur, and where?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry described the place as well as he could. “There was a lot of
-them,” he said. “The Italians&mdash;if they were Italians&mdash;gave way when I
-spoke to them. I’ll do them that justice. The English fellow, I did not
-say anything to him. I was not going to argue with a brute like that. I
-just quietly knocked him down. It was a young lady and a woman with her.
-You see, if I had stood there talking, the others might have been up to
-us, and have given her more annoyance. I daresay it did not hurt the
-fellow much; and if he’s a man he’ll take it quietly, for he deserved
-it; but I thought it was perhaps best to let you know.”</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul had started slightly when Harry described, as well as he
-could, the locality in which this incident took place. Now he asked
-quickly, “And the lady&mdash;did you know her? and did she get clean away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Know her!” said Harry, “I only arrived here yesterday; besides I did
-not want to know her: it might not have been pleasant for her. We
-watched her safe out of reach; indeed we went on till we heard a door
-shut where she lived,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> I suppose. No, it was not for that. It was to say
-that if the fellow complained, or brought any action, or anything of
-that sort&mdash;I wanted you, Sir, being the representative of England, to
-know the real facts. That is how it was.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a smile about the Vice-Consul’s mouth. “As it happens I have
-heard about it already,” he said. “I’ll speak to you farther on the
-subject by-and-bye&mdash;Don’t be alarmed, it will do you no harm; sit down
-and rest yourself, and wait for a few minutes. I am going in to lunch
-presently, and I’ll talk to you then,” the Vice-Consul said. Harry did
-not know what to think. The consequences could not be very bad, since
-this great functionary restrained a smile; but there was evidently a
-second chapter to the adventure. Harry withdrew as he was directed to
-the other end of the office, and there stood gazing at railway
-timetables, and pictures of ships. There was all about a line of vessels
-to America from Genoa which had lately been established, just the very
-thing for him if he intended to do what he had been thinking of. But
-Harry scarcely knew what he was looking at. All these questions seemed
-things of the past. What was the Vice-Consul going to say to him? What
-was to come of it? Till he knew this he could not think of anything
-else.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE VICE-CONSUL’S DAUGHTER.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span> DOOR in the Vice-Consul’s office opened into a long passage with a row
-of windows on one side, which communicated with his house. When the hour
-came at which, after the comfortable fashion of leisurely Italian towns,
-the office was shut up for the midday meal, the Vice Consul made Harry
-an amiable sign to follow. He led him through this passage, which looked
-upon a courtyard full of plants, where a fountain trickled in the
-sunshine, into a large cool room with all its <i>jalousies</i> closed, and in
-which for a minute or two he saw nothing. He was being introduced into a
-sort of enchanted country it seemed, unlike anything he had ever known
-or thought of; the tiled floor was almost covered with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> soft rugs,
-according to a fashion not then known in England, and the furniture
-dimly discerned in the gloom, was like rocks at sea to the stranger who
-had no chart of the confused and intricate passage. Something white in a
-corner, something which moved a little when they came in, was all he
-saw, and he could not make out even what that was till his eyes had got
-accustomed to the light. Then he perceived with a great tremor and shock
-of shyness that it was a lady, a slight girl in a white dress who looked
-up to nod to her father, then seeing a second figure behind him, rose
-hastily with a shy grace. Harry was still more shy than she was. He was
-not accustomed to the society of ladies. And he was dreadfully hungry,
-having had nothing but that dry bread and coffee, a circumstance which
-made him still more depressed and timid. He did not at all know why he
-was introduced so suddenly into this other world. He thought he was only
-going to an inner office, or perhaps&mdash;but that was a blessedness he
-dared scarcely hope for&mdash;that the Consul in his kindness had meant to
-give him some luncheon. But the drawing-room confused him wholly; he had
-done nothing to merit such an introduction. He only half took in
-accordingly the meaning of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> the words the Consul said, “Look here, Rita,
-I have brought your champion of last night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” That purely English exclamation sounded to Harry the sweetest
-syllable he had ever heard. The white figure came a step forward. By
-this time he began to see through the gloom, and what he saw was a very
-young face, with two great dark eyes, lifted to him full of wonder and
-pleasure. Then a hand was put out, “Was it you?” she said eagerly. “Oh,
-yes, I remember!” And before he was aware the hand, smaller and softer
-than any such article previously known to him, touched his for a moment.
-Harry dropped into the chair which the Vice-Consul pointed to him in
-utter confusion of surprise. He was not even able to notice what an
-extraordinary advantage to him such an introduction was. He was simply
-astonished more than words could say.</p>
-
-<p>“This is Mr. Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul. “He came and told me all
-about it without a notion who you were. And you see how surprised he is.
-He thought, I suppose, I was taking him into a kind of genteel prison.
-It must be added that, if you only arrived yesterday, you lost no time
-in getting into a row.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you only arrive yesterday?” said the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> delightful little voice, in
-which there was a flavour of something not English, though the English
-was perfect. “Oh, how glad I am that you did arrive then! What would
-have become of us otherwise? for no one but an Englishman wandering
-about the most unlikely places could ever have found himself just
-there.”</p>
-
-<p>“And nobody but an English girl would have risked herself in such a
-place,” said the father. “I hope you will take that to heart, my dear.
-This girl,” he added, turning to the young man, “is by way of despising
-all Italian precautions. She is an English girl, she tells everybody,
-and she will not be a slave like the others: and old Benedetta is an old
-fool and never goes against her. One of her pensioners was ill last
-night, that was why the monkey was out at such an hour. When I am at the
-Club there is nobody to put her to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“As if I was a little child to be put to bed! It was the dearest old
-woman, and she would see me. The priest had been sent for and the
-sacraments; could I refuse to go&mdash;now could I? And how was I to know men
-were so dreadful? But you see, papa, there are always the good angels
-about.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“When I was young the angels were all feminine,” the Vice-Consul said,
-“and we called the ladies by these pretty names, not the ladies us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you never did so much for any girl. Oh, how frightened I was
-when that man took hold of my arm! and then to hear an English voice as
-if it were coming from the skies, ‘Let go that girl!’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“How did the fellow understand, I wonder?” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“If I had not been so frightened I should have laughed. They did not
-understand a bit! It might just as well have been Greek; but if it had
-been Greek they would have understood,” cried Rita, putting her hands
-together with grateful enthusiasm. All this time Harry had never spoken
-a word; indeed, there had been no opening for him to speak.</p>
-
-<p>“You must have thought me a big idiot to say anything at all,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I thought you&mdash;&mdash; I won’t tell you what, or papa will say something
-disagreeable. It was so grand the English voice; and then their hands
-dropped as if I had been fire.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have broken every bone in their bodies,” cried Harry, with
-unnecessary fervour, “if<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> I had known it was <i>you</i> they touched with
-their filthy fingers!” He did not know why he made this violent speech,
-which was far from elegant, and quite unsuitable to the refined and
-still atmosphere in which he so unexpectedly found himself. As for Rita
-she blushed a little, and laughed a little, in the soft green twilight,
-finding it not unnatural that he should have been doubly indignant at
-the idea that it was <i>she</i> who was in danger. She was accustomed to
-believe that anything disagreeable was doubly offensive when it happened
-to her, and that she was about the most important little person in the
-world. But she was one of the rare people whom such a knowledge does not
-spoil. It seemed to her quite simple&mdash;was not she her father’s only
-child, and only pleasure in life? She had been aware of this fact ever
-since she was born.</p>
-
-<p>“Hush, hush!” said the Vice-Consul; “we must have nothing more about
-breaking bones: to knock down one fellow was quite enough. But I am very
-much obliged to you, Oliver. I can’t make a stranger of you after this.
-My little girl is all I have in the world, and whoever is good to her is
-good to me. If you are going to stay in Leghorn, I hope you’ll let me be
-of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> some use to you; but I don’t suppose that’s very likely. Meantime,
-Rita, don’t you think we had better go to lunch?”</p>
-
-<p>What welcome words these were to Harry! He was excited and pleased by
-the adventure altogether; his head was a little turned by the enthusiasm
-of gratitude with which he was received, and the atmosphere around this
-young creature, who was a kind of mystic half revelation to him. He had
-not yet made out her face quite distinctly, and yet he was admitted to
-all the privileges of friendship: the strange sensation intoxicated him.
-But yet when her father spoke of lunch, all that went out of his head.
-Consider that he had eaten nothing but about half a yard of tasteless
-bread that day! and it was one o’clock. But Harry was not without
-manners; though the pangs of appetite made him faint, he got up politely
-and made a pretence at taking leave. Needless to say that the
-Vice-Consul was above taking advantage of his position, “No, no, no; we
-are going to keep you to luncheon,” he said, with a <i>bonhomie</i> which was
-irresistible. Harry thought him the most delightful person in the world,
-only a little less delightful than the other unknown being who made him
-feel tremu<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span>lous and abashed, though so happy. The dining-room was
-lighted from the shady side of the courtyard, and there was accordingly
-light enough to see by. The meal was not a foreign breakfast, but an
-English luncheon of a substantial kind, and it is safe to say that Harry
-had never been so happy in his life as when he had taken off the first
-fierce edge of appetite, and had begun to be able to enjoy the novelty
-and yet the familiarity of this unexpected scene. Mr. Bonamy (which was
-the name of the Vice-Consul) without laying aside the dignity as of a
-benevolent prince which was so remarkable in him, showed all the
-condescension of a thoroughly amiable potentate; and Rita was&mdash;&mdash; Rita
-was something of which Harry had no previous conception. She was about
-sixteen&mdash;no more. Her face was the face of a child, but lighted up by
-two beautiful large eyes which she had got from her Italian mother. She
-knew, or seemed to know, everything her father knew, and was used to be
-talked to about all that happened. If it were not Joan putting in her
-word occasionally in a long discussion when her interference was seldom
-received but with either blame or contempt, Harry had never been
-accustomed to women who took any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> share in the conversation going on;
-and to hear this child talk bewildered him. She had a slight girlish
-figure, a small face almost without colour, the faint sweet flesh tints
-of which were thrown up in the most delicate distinctness by the white
-of her dress. She seemed all spirit, all life, a creature made of air
-and sunshine rather than flesh and blood to Harry. And about himself
-there was so much flesh and blood! He listened to the conversation
-rather than joined in it, feeling himself an admiring audience rather
-than a partaker in their talk. One thing only he felt moved to say, and
-that was about his own appetite, which he feared they would think
-preposterous. “I feel more like a wolf than a man,” he said. “I hope you
-won’t think I’m always like this. I never was abroad before, and I don’t
-know the ways. And I had no breakfast but some of their queer bread.
-This bread is delightful,” Harry said, with enthusiasm. The father and
-the daughter were delighted with him, appetite and all.</p>
-
-<p>“I am so glad you never were abroad before,” said Rita; “now one sees
-exactly what England is like. Oh, yes, papa, you need not laugh. I see
-the English green, and the trees waving, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> the winds blowing, all in
-Mr. Oliver’s face. And there is a little sound of the sea, and a shadow
-of hills&mdash;not big mountains, but nice, kind hills with sheep-bells
-tinkling&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“We have not many sheep-bells, Miss Bonamy, in my country,” said Harry;
-“the hills are more grey than green, and there is a great deal of fog in
-the winter, and east wind, and rain&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t tell me about the bad things, tell me about what is
-pleasant,” said Rita. “The east wind is not so bad as the scirocco, and
-the rain is delightful. I know all about that. As for the fog, the
-painters say it is more picturesque than anything. They say there is
-always a soft delicious sort of haze, and you never see things sharp cut
-out against the sky as they look here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you never been in England?” Harry said, with a little surprise;
-and then he saw that a shade, a sort of cloud, come over the lively
-table, and the two animated faces. Rita shook her head, and then began
-to talk quickly to him about the neighbourhood, and all he would have to
-see. Harry had protested to his humble friends that he wanted to see
-nothing but the shipping, but he did not repeat this sentiment here. He
-learned in a moment that to be fond of pictures was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> necessity, and
-that there were certain things which every Englishman in Italy had come
-expressly to worship. Rita’s opinion “of course” convinced him in a
-moment. He never made the slightest stand against it. Henceforward he
-knew what was expected of him. When she went out of the room waving her
-fingers to him in sign of goodbye, Harry suddenly became quite grave,
-and felt all at once as if the light had gone out of the sky. And there
-was more than sentiment in this feeling; for now he found himself face
-to face with the Vice-Consul, and it was very evident that, so much
-having passed between them, something more would now have to be said.
-Mr. Bonamy offered the young man a cigar, and, lighting his own, leant
-back in his chair, and evidently awaited some further disclosures of his
-mind and purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“You are thinking of staying in Leghorn,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I am thinking,” said Harry, feeling his colour rise, “of trying to get
-employment, if I can; a situation of some kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Employment!” said the Vice-Consul. It was impossible to deny that he
-was disappointed. His voice had an accent which there was no mis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span>taking.
-Harry had not much refinement or education, but he had an air which
-would have been perfectly consistent with the rank of a young squire, an
-English country gentleman of simple mind, and no great amount of
-culture, travelling for his pleasure, and perhaps with some vague idea
-of improvement. Mr. Bonamy, who had received him so cordially, and who
-had been pleased to be under an obligation to a young fellow of
-attractive appearance and pleasant manners, was more cast down by this
-intimation than might have been thought possible. Not a young squire:
-nobody in particular: a penniless youth seeking employment. Such
-visitors were not rare, but they seldom penetrated into the
-carefully-guarded interior of the Vice-Consul’s house.</p>
-
-<p>Harry felt very much abashed. He was sensible of the downfall. How he
-longed to produce the glories of the Joscelyns, and convince his hearer
-that, if he was humble now, his family had once sat with princes!
-Perhaps Mr. Bonamy might not have been so impressed by these ancestors
-as Harry thought; but as it was they looked at each other blankly,
-mutually feeling that a great fall had taken place. Harry smiled<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> in
-that rigid way which is popularly called smiling at the wrong side of
-the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said, “employment. I don’t know that I am very good for
-anything: but I have some little acquaintance with&mdash;business.”</p>
-
-<p>This was worse and worse. Had he been possessed of a knowledge of law
-business, or military drill, or anything likely to be of no real use to
-him, the situation might have improved. But business! book-keeping, and
-that sort of thing! no doubt he was a mere clerk after all.</p>
-
-<p>“You have recommendations, I suppose, from your last employers,” Mr.
-Bonamy said, coldly. “I shall be glad if I can be of any use, but&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“To tell the truth,” said Harry&mdash;he was seized with an outburst of
-frankness, feeling a kind of desperation seize him at sight of this cold
-withdrawal of the sudden friendship which had made him so happy for the
-moment&mdash;“to tell the truth I have no recommendations. If anyone will be
-kind to me they must take me at my own word. All I have got to say for
-myself is that I have quarrelled with my family. I cannot enter into the
-question now. I have done it, and that is all I can say; and here I am,
-and I must get employment. I am not going to push myself into your<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span>
-acquaintance, Sir. It was an accident, nothing more than an accident;
-and probably you thought me a person of more importance&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Importance or not has nothing to do with it,” said the Vice-Consul; and
-again his countenance softened. A young man who has quarrelled with his
-family is no doubt a person to be lectured and reproved, and brought
-back to a sense of duty, but all the same he is quite different from a
-commonplace clerk seeking a situation. Harry did not intend to throw any
-halo of distinction over his own humble person, but he did it unawares.
-Mr. Bonamy’s countenance gradually cleared. “My dear young fellow,” he
-said, “I daresay you are impulsive and hot-headed, like so many other
-young men. As being under obligations to you, I may allow myself to give
-you good advice. No advantage ever springs from family quarrels. My
-advice to you is, make it up.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not for anything in the world,” said Harry, hotly. “I have been
-treated&mdash;I can’t say how I have been treated. I will neither make it up,
-nor will I go near them, or have any communication with them, till I am
-altogether independent of them, and have worked out a position for
-myself!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You must not be so violent,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, let me
-act the part of a real friend. Let me write.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never!” said Harry, getting up to his feet. “I am very sorry, Sir, to
-have troubled you with my affairs.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Sit down, sit down, and let us
-talk it over. You have been hot-headed, I don’t doubt. What is it now?
-tell me. Some foolish falling in love. You must want to marry somebody
-they don’t approve.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry smiled in spite of himself. “I am no more in love than you are,
-Sir,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“That might be a dangerous affirmation,” said the Vice-Consul, shaking
-his head, with a smile which was somewhat melancholy; “but I understand
-what you mean. Then was it money? You have been foolish and got into
-debt?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was a little about money; but not because I had got into debt&mdash;and
-that was the least of it,” Harry said. “You must pardon me, Sir; but
-indeed I cannot tell you: it is a complicated business; and I can’t
-depart from what I have said. I will never go home, never make it up
-till I have made my own fortune. But if you will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> believe me,” he said
-earnestly, with a flush of hot colour, “the fault was not mine. I have
-nothing to conceal on my side.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why conceal it?” said the Vice-Consul. “I cannot act for you
-unless I have full information; but if you will trust me with your
-story&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I would trust you sooner than anyone I know; but I have promised that I
-will never say a word on the subject,” said Harry, with all the
-obstinacy of all the Joscelyns in his face, “until&mdash;I am independent, as
-I have said.” He rose up a second time, all flushed and excited. “I am
-going to try my luck at Leghorn,” he said. “I am much obliged to you,
-Sir, for your kindness. I have felt myself again since I have been here;
-but now I will not trouble you any more.” He held out his hand. He was a
-handsome young fellow, tall and strong, with the sunburnt countenance
-and well-developed limbs, and curling, fair locks, which are everywhere
-identified with a young Englishman. He was not at all like a mere clerk
-in an office; he was like a son of the fields and woods, one of those
-whose training has been of the kind most prized and appreciated by all
-Englishmen&mdash;an open-air youth;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> a rider, rower, swimmer,
-cricketer&mdash;brought up in that way which involves leisure and space, and
-all the appliances of country-life. Mr. Bonamy saw all this in Harry’s
-vigorous form and movements. He felt sure that he could not be a nobody.
-And after all, except that of being a nobody, there is in youth no
-unpardonable sin.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be in such a hurry. Sit down again, the office does not open for
-another half-hour: and let me hear what there is to be done for you,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>This was a question more embarrassing than the Vice-Consul supposed, for
-after all there did not seem much that Harry could do. He confessed that
-he had almost forgotten what he knew at school, and he had never learned
-any modern languages, and could speak no tongue but his own. He had a
-little experience in business, he said; but this was the only knowledge
-he could lay claim to. The Vice-Counsel did not know what to make of
-him; but as he had started with the distinct hypothesis that Harry was a
-squire’s son, it was not very difficult to fit in the facts to his
-foregone conclusion. Many a young gentleman forgot all his school
-learning by the time he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> twenty. The difficult thing was that
-knowledge of business which at first Harry had been strongly disposed to
-put forward as the only faculty which he knew himself to be possessed
-of. How had he acquired that? Mr. Bonamy ended by deciding that he must
-have quarrelled with his family some time before, and that his
-acquaintance with business had been the fruit of some attempt made in
-England to maintain himself before he came here. Thus, without any
-intention on Harry’s part, he managed to deceive his first influential
-friend. He neither meant to do it, nor was he aware he had done it; but
-still this was how things fell out. The conclusion of the interview was
-that Mr. Bonamy engaged Harry to come back to him next day, when he
-would have thought the whole matter over, and know what to say. They
-parted with great friendship and cordiality, Mr. Bonamy having entirely
-come round again to his own theory in respect to the young man who had
-been so serviceable to his daughter. Everything seemed to prove this,
-Harry’s very ignorance among the rest. “In these days every poor lad is
-more or less educated; a gentleman’s son, who has something else to look
-to than competitive examination, he is the only one that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> escapes that
-sort of thing,” the Vice-Consul wisely said. Harry, on his part, went
-off to his hotel with greatly exhilarated feelings. He had done nothing,
-he said to himself, but make friends since ever he came to Leghorn. To
-be sure in the light of the Vice-Consul’s friendship he felt that Paolo
-was (as he had always felt) somewhat beneath his pretensions. But still
-the poor fellow had been very kind. As he came out by the private door
-of the Consul’s house, he saw Paolo at a little distance waiting till
-the public door of the Consulate should be open. He saw Harry and rushed
-at him, beckoning violently.</p>
-
-<p>“Komm ’ere, komm ’ere; this is the place,” he said. “Komm along, I will
-introduce you, I will respond for you; now is the time to find the
-Vice-Consul amiable. He is always amiable when he has well breakfasted.”
-He seized Harry by the arm, and tried to drag him back to the Consulate
-with an anxious desire to serve his friend which merited a better
-return. Harry shook himself free of the little man with good-natured
-impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve just come from the Vice-Consul,” he said with dignity, “we’re the
-best of friends. I’ve been able to be of use to him, and he is going to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span>
-be of use to me. Many thanks to you, Paolo, all the same; but I’ve been
-lunching there, and&mdash;and I’ve done my business. To-morrow I am to go
-again,” Harry said, unconsciously holding his head high. Paolo gazed at
-him with eyes and mouth that were like round O’s of wonder. He was much
-crestfallen in his honest endeavours to be of service. But he soon
-recovered his spirits.</p>
-
-<p>“Bravo!” he said three times over, each time more satisfied than the
-other. Then he rose to a “Bravissimo,” with a smile that lighted up his
-olive face. “It would have made me pleasure to be of use to you, Ser
-Isaack mio. I would have responded, I would have taken it all upon
-me&mdash;what you call caution. But you are a true English, like the
-Vice-Consul himself, and it is just that you should understand each
-other. I am not disappointed&mdash;I am happy, very much happy that you have
-not any need of me,” little Paolo said, smiling, but with tears in his
-eyes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>PAOLO.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">P</span>AOLO came back from his labours in the evening, very curious to know
-all about Harry’s interview with the Consul, and the origin and the
-result of the acquaintance between them. But Harry was prudent. He was
-prudent without any motive, from personal pride, rather than from any
-consideration for the credit of Miss Bonamy, which he did not think to
-be in the least involved. The women with whom Harry was acquainted were
-not of a kind who would have been afraid to go anywhere in the evening,
-and it did not occur to him that the reputation, even of a girl, in
-Italy would be jeopardized by such an innocent benevolence as that of
-going to visit a sick neighbour at night. Therefore it was simply<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> pride
-and English reserve, not any notion of prudence on Rita’s account, that
-kept him silent on the subject. Paolo had a very different conception of
-the affair. He was very anxious to find out what had been the immediate
-effect upon Harry’s mind of the visit to the Consul’s house.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a&mdash;young ladi there,” he said, watching Harry’s face. “You see
-perhaps, yes? a young ladi, the daughter of the Signor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I saw Miss Bonamy,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“And you nevare&mdash;see her before?” This Paolo asked with a gleam of
-mischief in his dark eyes, and the air of a man who knew a great deal
-more than he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, I have met her before,” said Harry lightly. “They were quite
-old friends. I did not in the least expect to meet people so like old
-friends here.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo was bewildered by this speech, and did not know what to think.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,” he said in a tone of disappointment. “You know them in your
-country? what you call at ’ome? But,” he added with a little triumph,
-“there you could not meet Signorina Rita, because she is never to go to
-England; her mother die in England, her mother was the daughter of an
-English<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> and Italian, like me for example; but she die in England when
-she go, all young, when the Signorina was a bébé. The Signor Vice-Consul
-was mad&mdash;Si! mad, there is no other word. It was a long time that it was
-thought he die too&mdash;but no, he live, he go on living; but the Signorina
-Rita never go to England, that is finished, that is fixed, nothing will
-change it. It could not be that you meet her there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know Miss Bonamy very well,” said Harry with a little offence,
-“that you call her by her Christian name?”</p>
-
-<p>“I say Signorina Rita, it is our custom. If she were an old, I should
-say Sora Rita; and the Vice-Consul he is Ser Giovanni, that is our
-custom. Ser Isaack you, Ser Paolo me&mdash;but not for you, amico. When you
-say Paul-o, that pleases me,” and Paolo laughed, showing his teeth,
-which were very white and even. He added, after a moment, with a sudden
-moistening of his brilliant eyes, “But what displeases me, after
-becoming amici, as we are, is not to be able to serve you. I picture to
-myself that I will do something; not moche, but yet something. I will
-stand up and say, ‘I take him upon myself. He is without papers, but I
-take him upon myself&mdash;me.’ Now<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> I am without use. It is no matter to you
-to have Paolo Thomp-sone for your friend. The Vice-Consul is moche
-bettare&mdash;he is grand personage; he has power, not only the heart, like
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Paul-o,” said Harry, anxious to comfort him, and half touched,
-half amused by his distress, “but for you I should never have gone near
-the Vice-Consul: you put it into my head. But for you,” he added, with a
-laugh, putting his hand lightly on Paolo’s shoulder, “I think I should
-have turned tail altogether, and wandered off I don’t know where.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s face shone with delight. He would have rushed into Harry’s arms
-had that been practicable, and thrown himself upon his breast. But
-Harry, laughing, kept his friend at arm’s length. To have kissed, or to
-have suffered himself to be kissed by, any man, seemed to him the height
-of ridicule. Paolo, baffled in this impulse, sat down and looked at him
-with radiant eyes. “Now I know that we are amici,” he said. “Aspetto!
-There is still a way I can serve you. I well teach you to speak the
-Italian. You shall know it so well that they shall say, Ecco un
-Italiano. Me, I have been to school in Sienna. I know the real
-Toscano&mdash;the best Italian. We<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> shall begin this moment. That pleases to
-you, Ser Isaack?” asked Paolo, tenderly, looking with humble and
-deprecating eagerness into his face.</p>
-
-<p>“You must learn to speak English better,” Harry said, with some
-condescension. “I told you before you must not not say an English, but
-an Englishman, and to say an old is nonsense&mdash;it should be an old woman,
-or an old man, whichever it may be.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes,” cried Paolo, “that is alright, that is understood. You
-correct me when I say what is not just, and I teach you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Come out now for a walk,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo jumped up alert and delighted. It is true that it glanced across
-the mind of the young Englishman that perhaps it was beneath the dignity
-of a man who was a friend of the Vice-Consul’s, and thus, as it were, a
-member of the best society, to walk about with Paolo hanging on to his
-arm. But, though Harry was full of youthful conceits and the prejudices
-of an ignorant Englishman, he yet had a heart in his capacious bosom,
-and Paolo’s devotion had been so great as to touch that heart. He said
-to himself, with a little effusion, that he never would turn his back
-upon a little fellow who had been so anxious to help him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> It might be
-that it was presumption on the part of the little fellow to think
-himself capable of serving Harry, but still it was well meant, and his
-undisguised admiration showed a most just and well-judging spirit.
-Nothing, he said to himself, would induce him to turn his back upon
-Paolo, his first friend. Antonio had given his whole attention to the
-two during the course of dinner. He had loitered behind them when he was
-not actively pressing upon them all the choicest morsels, to the despair
-of various less interesting guests who could not catch his eye, and who
-shouted and stamped in vain. He kept shifting from one foot to another
-in the restlessness of pure pleasure as he caught now and then a word of
-the conversation between them, and rubbed his hands with delight in the
-consciousness of being able to understand it. Now and then he would
-punch a fat Italian, with whom he was familiar, in the shoulder, and
-call his attention. “Ecco il giovane Inglese,” he would say, though
-Harry was doing nothing more important than eating his dinner. Antonio
-had got his five francs for a very short day, for naturally the time
-passed in the Consul’s had given him no trouble except that of waiting,
-and what was still more to the purpose than the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> five francs was the
-importance of having such a witness to his power of English-speaking as
-this new guest, who could arrange nothing for himself without his
-(Antonio’s) help. He disregarded even the call of the chief butler, so
-absorbed was he in his favourite stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you wish the young Inglese to starve,” he asked, indignantly, in his
-native language, “when you know the Inglesi are the best customers the
-padrone has, and always send millions more? Do you propose to yourself
-that he should have nothing to eat, this young one that is no doubt made
-of gold; and how can he have anything to eat if I am not there to serve
-him?”</p>
-
-<p>Thus he kept behind Harry’s chair with a countenance full of delighted
-interest. Now and then he would put in a word. “Ze signori will do much
-better to go to ze opera to-night,” he said. “Zey will hear La Catalina,
-who is ze first in Italy. It is ze ‘Barbiere,’ Ser Paolo, which gives
-itself to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked up appealingly into his friend’s face, but Harry brushed
-the suggestion away with a true British argument. “Oh, for heaven’s
-sake,” he cried, “don’t let us go and box ourselves up in a hot theatre
-on such a night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo sighed, but obeyed. He repeated the sentiment in a superior tone
-to Antonio, who was anxiously serving them with Cigare Scelte, arranged
-in different kinds upon a wooden tray. “A hot theatre, Antonio mio! one
-does not go there in a so warm evening. That goes well with the winter,
-when it is cold; but in summer, we young have need of moche air and the
-great world to keep us comfort-able. When you know more of real English
-you will learn what they love.”</p>
-
-<p>Antonio accepted this decision of his superiors with much respect, and
-laid it up in his memory, to be produced on his own account when it
-might accord with his pretensions as an Anglomane and person of high
-sentiment to produce it. But in the meantime he could not but launch a
-little criticism to the others who overheard this dignified rebuke.
-“That little Paolino,” he said, as they went out, “to give himself the
-air of a rich Inglese! He is neither one thing nor another. He is no
-more than an abozzo&mdash;a sketch of an Inglese,” Antonio cried. He had been
-in an artist’s studio in his day. “Me, I understand them, al fondo,” he
-added, beating his breast.</p>
-
-<p>Little Paolo had no notion that he was being called an abozzo. He
-sallied forth, lighting his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> cigar, thrusting his arm through Harry’s
-with the greatest delight and pride.</p>
-
-<p>Next day, at the hour appointed, Harry presented himself at the
-Vice-Consul’s office, and was received with the same cordiality. Mr.
-Bonamy had “made inquiries,” but, as nobody in Leghorn knew anything
-about Harry, there was not much information to be procured. Neither did
-the captain of the steamer in which he had arrived know anything about
-him except that he was a passenger in the second cabin; although he
-looked quite superior to the second cabin. “I set him down as somebody’s
-son in disgrace with his family,” the captain said. This chimed in
-sufficiently well with Mr. Bonamy’s observations. He met Harry after the
-first consultation with a grave face. “You know I know nothing about
-you, Mr. Oliver,” he said, “except&mdash;and that is not much&mdash;what you have
-chosen to tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is quite true, Sir,” said Harry, growing serious too, and feeling
-his heart sink, “and I have no right to expect you to take my word even
-for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Therefore,” said the Vice-Consul, “(for you should never interrupt a
-man in the middle of a sentence), I have the more claim upon you to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span>
-treat me in an honourable way. If you had come with all your papers, as
-they say in this country, I should not have had the same right to put
-you on parole, as it were. If you know no reason why I shouldn’t take
-you into my office, and trust you with the Queen’s affairs, I mean to do
-so. But if there is anything that would make you a discredit to Her
-Majesty’s Service&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing, Sir,” said Harry, standing up. His face flushed, his
-nostril dilated, an impulse of almost fierce self-justification came
-upon him; but fortunately for him he was not used to defending himself,
-and he could not say another word.</p>
-
-<p>“Then that is enough,” said the Vice-Consul. “I take you on your own
-parole.”</p>
-
-<p>They were both silent for a minute or two after. It was not like a
-common engagement. Harry’s heart was in his throat. What with surprise
-at this extraordinary good fortune, and the emotion called forth by a
-confidence in him which he could not help feeling to be as
-extraordinary, he was quite beyond his own control. If he had said
-anything he would have “made a fool of himself,” so he said nothing, but
-sat still, almost disposed, like Paolo, to be tearful, which was the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span>
-most dreadful catastrophe he could think of. The good Vice-Consul was a
-little affected too.</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t know a word of the language,” at last Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“We have more to do with Englishmen than Italians,” said Mr. Bonamy.
-“Perhaps the fellow whom you knocked down ‘quietly,’ as you told me, may
-come and make his complaint to you. Your knocking a man down quietly was
-the thing that tickled me. I wonder what was his opinion of it. You must
-learn the language of course, and some other things quite as important.
-You must find out all about the harbour by-laws and dues, and all that
-affects the shipping. These are things we have a great deal to do with.
-You must master them, that is the most important thing; and when you
-have been here for a little while you will find out other points. Do you
-know anyone from whom you can get lessons? But I suppose, as a matter of
-fact, you don’t know anyone here.”</p>
-
-<p>Here Harry, finding his power of speech, told him of Paolo, with that
-half laugh of commentary which implies a certain slight of the friend to
-whom he had so much reason to be grateful. He felt that it was mean, but
-he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> could not help it. How could he help implying a laugh at the droll
-little person who held by him so faithfully, yet was so entirely out of
-Harry’s way? However, the Vice-Consul took Paolo quite seriously. He
-nodded his head with approval. “Nobody better&mdash;nobody better,” he said.
-“I see you laugh at him; but he is as sound as a bell, that little
-fellow, and always rings true. That he is not quite your equal,” Mr.
-Bonamy added, “does not matter a bit in the circumstances. I am glad
-that you have chanced so fortunately. To get hold by accident of such a
-genuine person as Paolo is quite a piece of luck. I rather think you
-must be a lucky person,” he added, with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Since I came to Leghorn,” said Harry, fervently, “nothing could be more
-true than that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I think you must be lucky,” said the Vice-Consul, “to hit upon a
-perfectly honest person as your first acquaintance, then making haste to
-get yourself into a row to have so good an excuse for it as my Rita, and
-then&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And then,” said Harry, “to meet with such astonishing, such
-unlooked-for kindness, to fall on my feet in such a wonderful way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, perhaps,” said Mr. Bonamy, not dis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span>pleased, “we may say that was
-luck too; and one thing, Oliver,” he added quickly, “it will be so much
-the better for you that employment in Her Majesty’s Service is a
-disgrace to nobody; mind what I say. Of course, in the nature of events,
-you and your family will not be at daggers drawn for ever; and when you
-condescend to go back, or they find you out, and come to look for
-you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither, neither will happen,” cried Harry, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall see; but if that day comes, there is nothing for them to find
-fault with. A Consulate is not like a merchant’s office; anybody may
-serve Her Majesty. None of us, I hope, are too good for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I assure you, Sir&mdash;&mdash;” Harry cried, hastily.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, you need not assure me. I don’t want to know anything; unless,
-indeed, your heart should be opened to tell me <i>everything</i>, which I
-should really be glad of. Well,” he said, “come to-morrow morning and
-begin. Your friend, Paolo, will tell you about the hours: and I hope,
-Oliver, we shall always remain the best of friends,” the Vice-Consul
-added, rising and holding out his hand. “I hope nothing will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> happen to
-make me entertain a less opinion of you than I do now; that’s
-understood. You shall have a card for Rita’s evening at-home, and I hope
-you’ll come and see us occasionally in a friendly way. Let us say next
-Sunday, perhaps? Sunday’s a dreary day for a young man by himself. Come
-after church, and stay for the after noon; for the present, goodbye.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry took his hat and made his best bow. He was really quite tremulous
-with excitement, surprise, and pleasure. To be so speedily and so easily
-established was more good fortune than he could realize. When he was at
-the door Mr. Bonamy called him back.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver!” he cried, “one moment; I would not knock any more men down if
-I were you; however quietly it is done, it is a little risky, and Her
-Majesty’s Service, you know&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t fear, Sir; that’s what Paul-o has been preaching to me all
-the time,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>Upon which the Vice-Consul laughed benignly.</p>
-
-<p>“Paul-o, as you call him, is as good an adviser as you could have,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“What should I call him but Paul-o?” Harry said to himself; and he went
-off with his head<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> in the air. Lucky! indeed he had been lucky; only the
-third day since his arrival and he had a situation and a sort of a home
-and friends; to make up to him for all the evil that had happened to him
-before, providence was taking special care of him now. Somehow this made
-Harry think of his mother, of whom, hitherto, his thoughts had been
-scarcely more kind than towards the others concerned; a little moisture
-crept unawares to his eyes. “She’ll have been praying,” he said to
-himself; and suddenly he seemed to see her, as he had seen her so often,
-wringing her thin worn hands, her lips trembling with words that were
-inaudible. He thought&mdash;it would be hard to trace the exact connection of
-ideas, but there was one&mdash;that he would go in to the first church in
-which there seemed to be service going on, on his way back to the inn.
-It would not have occurred to him to go into a church where there was no
-service, but when he heard the tinkle of a bell, and saw one or two
-people creeping up and down the broad stone steps, he went in, though
-with a little opposition in his mind, as well as a certain craving for
-sympathy and utterance. But when he went in, Harry saw no signs of
-public worship. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> tinkle of the bell was coming from an altar in a
-side chapel, where a great many candles were burning. In the body of the
-church some people were seated quietly, others kneeling on the low
-rush-bottomed chairs. He stood and gazed for a little with mingled
-feelings, with a great opposition in his mind to the Papist ritual and
-ceremonies (of which he saw nothing, and which, to tell the truth, he
-had never seen, and knew nothing whatever about); and disapproval of the
-people who were in the church for, as he thought, no purpose&mdash;mingled
-with a curious sense of the grateful calm and quietness and seclusion of
-the place, the serene coolness and breadth of its lofty roofs and silent
-space. This stole upon him, he could not tell how. He would not have
-knelt down, as the few people about were doing, to save his life: it
-would have seemed to him like the famous bowing down in the house of
-Rimmon, for the North was very Protestant in those days, and sympathy
-with Rome was very rare. He would not even say a distinct prayer in his
-heart, which would have seemed like yielding to temptation. But, as he
-stood, there rose in him an unwilling devotion, and the thanks that had
-been in his mind were perhaps not the less given that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> they were
-arbitrarily refused utterance. For Harry’s prejudices were a part of his
-training, not anything that originated in himself. When he went away the
-moisture came again into the corners of his eyes. His mother was as
-Protestant, more Protestant, than himself. She would have thought it
-wrong to go into “a Catholic chapel.” She would scarcely have been able
-to believe in the existence of a country not given over to all evil, in
-which a Popish place of worship was not a Catholic chapel, but an
-established church. Oh, the poor people! what benighted darkness they
-must be in! she would have said, in her ignorance. But somehow, Harry
-could not have told how, he felt as if he had approached his mother in
-that foreign place. The silent church, with the silent people in it
-praying, made him think of her as he had seen her, with her lips moving
-and her hands clasped together. Often again he stole in for a moment to
-renew that sentiment, which was so soft and pathetic. He held out
-against his mother all the time obstinately, though he knew he was
-condemning her to great suffering&mdash;and he entirely disapproved of the
-church; but for all that the two had some subtle resemblance, a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> union
-of two things he was hostile to, which went to his heart.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo came to dinner in great triumph. He had placed a flower in his
-button-hole and put on a brilliant new tie in honour of the great event,
-and fairly threw himself upon his amico and kissed him with enthusiasm
-before Harry could get out of this extremely embarrassing position.
-Never young girl blushed more uncomfortably than the young man did as he
-drew himself out of his enthusiastic friend’s embrace.</p>
-
-<p>“What have I done to you that you make no response?” Paolo said, almost
-weeping over this repulse.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your tongue, for goodness’ sake! Men don’t kiss each other in
-England. Whatever you do, don’t be ridiculous,” Harry cried.</p>
-
-<p>Poor little Paolo was wounded to the heart.</p>
-
-<p>“I am an English myself,” he said. “Yes, yes, an English<i>man</i>, if you
-will; I have not the courage to remember. I am a true English-man; but
-it is cruel all the same. Should I then take no notice? when it is the
-wish most dear of my heart that will be fulfilled? Always I have said to
-myself&mdash;if the Santissima Virgin would send a real English-man, not one
-that is what you call<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> ’alf-and-’alf, like me. And when it is done, and
-my amico whom I have chosen turns out to be he whom I have so much
-desired, am not I to show a little that I am glad? I am ’appy that I am
-an Italian,” said Paolo, with indignation, “if it is so.”</p>
-
-<p>And there was a little suspension of intercourse between them. But this
-did not last; Paolo was too good-humoured and too tender-hearted to
-stand out; he begged his friend’s pardon in less than five minutes.
-Harry, whose mind moved more slowly, had not had time to realize that he
-had been unkind when this reversal of the position took place. Paolo did
-all but weep in his penitence.</p>
-
-<p>“I am good-for-nothing,” he said, “I am without sentiment, I have no
-delicacy nor education. Who can say why you were so magnanimous as to
-choose me, me! for your amico? and when you show the true dignity of an
-English, me I am so without good-breeding, so common, so devoid of
-sentiment, that I become angry! but if you will only forgive me, forgive
-me this once&mdash;&mdash;!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is I who am a brute,” said Harry, penitent in his turn. But Paolo
-protested with tears in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> his eyes, and would have thrown himself at his
-friend’s feet, or on his neck again, in the excitement of the
-reconciliation. And though he was usually very thrifty, calculating
-every centissimo, he ordered a bottle of <i>champagne frappé</i> to celebrate
-the day. Nothing would prevail upon him to countermand this order.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a festa,” cried the little man, “and it is a reparation: and we
-will drink to our eternal friendship.” Paolo did not know that he was
-guilty of plagiarism; he was heroically in earnest, and drank his wine,
-which Antonio brought with great pride and many grins, triumphantly in
-its pail, setting it on the table before them, and watching its
-consumption with the most amiable interest. “And here is for a
-bicchierino,” Paolo said, bestowing, a small coin upon Antonio with much
-grandeur, “drink thou also the health of Ser Isaack, who is my amico,”
-and he held out his foaming glass to touch that of his friend.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s head was turned altogether by these unusual potations; and
-Harry’s first office was to see his friend safe home and deliver him
-from all the dangers of the streets, on this too triumphant night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.<br /><br />
-<small>THE OFFICE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY entered upon his work next day, and was in a few hours so entirely
-bewildered by the novel character of the questions addressed to him, and
-the information he was supposed to possess, that he went to the
-Vice-Consul in the evening in dismay. “I don’t know a thing,” he said;
-“I never knew before what an ignorant beast I was. It would only be
-taking advantage of you if I were to stay.”</p>
-
-<p>This hasty alarm and anxious honesty of purpose made Mr. Bonamy more and
-more certain that he had judged rightly. “Don’t give in in such a
-hurry,” he said, “you can’t be expected to know things of that sort
-without learning. They are not part of a gentleman’s education. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span>
-must get your friend Paolo to take you in hand. He is a perfect mine of
-information. I have often to refer to him myself. Though he is not in a
-very high position, he knows more about these special matters than all
-the rest of us put together.”</p>
-
-<p>And thus balm was diffused over Harry’s sore spirit. But he could not
-help asking himself why the inequalities and injustices of this world
-should be so marked in respect to Paolo. Why should he not be in a very
-high position so far as the Vice-Consul’s office was concerned? He,
-Harry, who was an ignoramus and knew nothing, was to have higher pay and
-far more consideration than the other, who was a mine of knowledge. It
-was true that Harry’s personal sense of superiority to Paolo was noways
-weakened&mdash;but yet he felt the injustice. He had not been used to enter
-into such questions, yet he could not but see that to bolster up the
-ignorance of a well-looking Englishman, by the knowledge of a little
-oddity of an Italian was somewhat hard so far as the Italian was
-concerned. It was, accordingly, with a deprecating tone that he spoke to
-Paolo at dinner. It even moved him to a little insincerity. What he had
-said to the Vice-Consul in all good<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> faith, and much dismay, he repeated
-to Paolo, not meaning it at all. “I don’t know a thing,” he said, “not
-one question could I answer. I never knew I was so ignorant. It is very
-nice to be settled and have Mr. Bonamy for my chief, and you, Paolo, to
-help me through: but a fellow must be honest&mdash;and when the beggars come
-and ask me things, I can’t go on pretending to know.”</p>
-
-<p>“You shall not pretend to know, Isaack mio,” cried Paolo, with a beaming
-countenance. “Now is just come the moment which I was looking for, which
-show that it is good to have a friend. How much does it matter whether
-it is you that have it or I that have it? Listen then to me. You think
-Paolo Thomp-sone a little nobody, and it is true; but listen&mdash;listen to
-me. It is not to talk big or to brag that is necessary. <i>I</i> know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure of that, Paolo,” said Harry, languidly, and with the look of
-dejection which was half acting, though he did not intend it. “The
-Vice-Consul said so. He told me you were a mine of knowledge. But why
-should I pick your brains? Why should I mount up upon you and stand upon
-your shoulders, and get all the credit of it? That is not just any more
-than<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> the other. I oughtn’t to take everything from you.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo could scarcely keep still upon his chair in his delight and
-satisfaction. His face glowed and shone with happiness. “Are not you my
-friend?” he cried; “all that which is to Paolo is to you, Ser Isaack. It
-is my pride. We will begin to-night. It is better than to go out to the
-Café to sit and sip Rosolio&mdash;to be idle like the others&mdash;moche bettare.
-You shall come to my room, or I will go to yours&mdash;and then the books,
-and to write the exercises, and to stoody. Yes, yes&mdash;I know. I have been
-here all my life&mdash;I know moche, almost everything. Then we commence
-to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Paolo, how am I to accept all that from you? A week ago you did
-not know me, and now you are going to sacrifice all your spare time and
-your pleasure to me; that is not just, as you say. You must let me at
-least,” said Harry, faltering, and, with a glimmering insight which was
-quite new to him, watching his friend’s countenance, “you must let me at
-least&mdash;consider you as&mdash;my master, you know; and we must settle&mdash;now
-don’t be angry&mdash;a price.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo did not say a word; he turned his face<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> away from his friend and
-pretended to go on eating his dinner. There was no need for words to
-show how deeply wounded he was. He turned his shoulder to Harry, and
-called the smiling Antonio to the other side.</p>
-
-<p>“Take it away! take it away!” he said in English, “it choke me!” and he
-pushed his plate from him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Signor Paolo! Pertanto é buonissimo; don’t cry, Ser Paolo,” cried
-the anxious waiter. “These Inglesi, they are brutes; they have no
-sentiment; they give pain without knowing it. Pertanto, you must not
-weep.”</p>
-
-<p>“That imports me nothing,” said Paolo, feebly. “It is again an illusion,
-my good Antonio; but I cannot weep much, for it is too deep.”</p>
-
-<p>“What are you two talking about? when you know I don’t understand your
-confounded Italian!” cried Harry, at his wit’s end. “What’s the matter?
-what have I done now? you will drive a poor beggar out of his senses!
-Good Lord! you’re not a woman, that you should cry for what a fellow
-says. I don’t know what you mean by your sentiment and all that; I want
-to be honest, and not to take advantage of a good hearted duffer because
-he is my friend.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo turned round with the tears still in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“You call me duffere,” he said quickly; “beggare I understand, but
-duffere I never heard.”</p>
-
-<p>“It means,” said Harry, drawing on his imagination, “the best-hearted,
-silly kind fellow in the world, always going out of his way to help
-somebody, holding out his hand to a suspicious beast the moment he lands
-in a strange place, never giving him up though he behaves like a brute,
-giving everything like an idiot, but flaring up if you want to give him
-anything in return.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not that, not that,” said Paolo, laying his hand upon his friend’s arm.
-“I give you my lofe, and I wait for your lofe in return. If there is a
-thing you want I take it upon myself. Siamo amici! is there any more to
-say? I know nothing; all is in that. If it is true that I am your amico,
-then you are a beggare, you are a beast, you are all bad,” said Paolo,
-with flashing eyes, “to be so base as to offer to pay me&mdash;money. Ah!
-che! che! there is nothing too bad, nothing too dreadful to say. Inglese
-brutale! false amico&mdash;&mdash;!” Here he stopped all at once, and gazed
-piteously into Harr<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span>y’s face. “Forgive me, forgive me, my friend!” he
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>This all happened at dinner, at the <i>table-d’hôte</i>, which fortunately
-was not very full that day. There was nobody sitting opposite, which was
-a great relief to Harry’s mind; but he could see from the end of the
-table the cynical Englishman, who had never taken any notice of him,
-giving an amused glance now and then at the group of friends&mdash;Paolo
-shedding tears into his plate, Antonio, with a face full of sympathy,
-tenderly removing it, essaying to console the sufferer. This was a
-greater trial to Harry’s temper than even the sentiment of Paolo. He
-shot an answering glance of defiance at his countryman, who had never so
-much as given the help of a kind word to the stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s say no more about it, Paolo,” he said, “you and I are quite
-different, you know. I daresay I am a brutal Englishman, but I can’t
-help it. That’s our nature. We don’t think so much of a little thing as
-you do, and we abhor making a fuss. Perhaps you don’t know what that
-means?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will nevare make a fuss more. I will learn to be a duffere, and do as
-you do,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span>” said Paolo, in all the tenderness of reconciliation.</p>
-
-<p>Harry looked at him something as Joan looked at his mother. He had too
-good a heart to despise his little friend, and he did not understand
-him; but this sentiment was extremely inconvenient and very
-troublesome&mdash;on that point there could be no doubt.</p>
-
-<p>However, later in the evening, Paolo, who had inherited all the Italian
-thrift, gave his friend some very sensible advice. Instead of going to
-the Café, they went to Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>, which was on the highest
-floor of a high house in one of the narrow streets. Though he called it
-an <i>appartamento</i> it was a single room, with an odd little closet in the
-shape of a kitchen, and offices attached to it. The room itself was
-somewhat low in the roof, being so high up, but had three or four
-windows, and a little balcony suspended over the street, into which it
-made Harry dizzy to look down as into an Alpine ravine. The floor was of
-tiles, the walls white, with a pattern in distemper, very graceful and
-flowing, round the top and bottom. The bed was a very tiny and bare
-article, put away in a corner. In another corner stood a table. A few<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>
-chairs, and an old, very straight-backed settee, with two arms, in old
-gilding and brocade, stood against the wall. There was a tall, brass
-<i>lucerna</i>, the lamp common throughout Italy, with its little bundle of
-snuffers and extinguisher and scissors to trim the wick, hanging from it
-by a chain, and a few books on a shelf. Nothing could be more bare.
-There was a small rug by the bedside, but no other covering for the bare
-area of tiles which was the chief feature in the room. Paolo had a
-little picture of the Madonna, a bad copy of that which is called the
-Madonna del Granduca, and a basin for holy water over his bed, which was
-covered with a red and blue cotton coverlet. Everything about showed the
-same bareness and absence both of comfort and ornament. But Paolo
-regarded his <i>appartamento</i> with eyes full of pleasure. He saw nothing
-wanting in it. It housed him sufficiently of nights, and was cool and
-pleasant in the summer mornings, when he rose, as most Italians do, in
-the early daylight, to get through all the private work he might happen
-to have. He looked round upon it with a gentle complaisance. Some old
-prints, and one or two copies of famous pictures, hung on the walls. In
-the best light was an old painting of a gloomy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> and uncertain aspect,
-which Paolo believed to be a Margheritone. It might have been anything.
-He was very proud of it. “Ecco!” he said, when they went in, “my old
-master. He is a little dark, but when you study him you will find much
-in him. He is of the <i>trecento</i>&mdash;very early&mdash;very early. The painter
-have seen the blessed father, San Francesco; that indicates how old it
-must be.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not make any reply to this. For his part he liked things
-better for being new. The dark old picture had no charm for him at all,
-and he thought the <i>appartamento</i> rather worse as being larger than his
-own little room at the hotel, which had hitherto seemed to him the last
-example of bareness and dreariness. “A horrid little hole,” more adapted
-for a dog than a man.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you one other thing,” said Paolo, taking him affectionately
-by the shoulders before they sat down by the table; “if you will make
-economies, and do well, Isaack mio, you will not live always in the
-hotel. Me I dine there; it is the best thing to do; but live all the
-time&mdash;oh no! It is only for Englishmen to be so extravagant like that.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“That is what I have been thinking,” said Harry, “if I could get some
-nice rooms. You don’t understand about Englishmen. Dining every day at
-an hotel is a thing nobody would think of in England. We have our dinner
-at home, or, if the landlady is not a good cook, then perhaps&mdash;But for
-my part I always preferred a beefsteak at home, even if it were not the
-most perfect cookery in the world. Dining at an hotel is a thing no one
-thinks of, except on a great occasion perhaps.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo opened his eyes in surprise. “It is well,” he said, “you are more
-prudent when you are in your own country. This is what you must do,
-Isaack, amico. You will first find an <i>appartamento</i>. It is not always
-that one is so fortunate as me. This is perfect&mdash;non é vero? It is all
-one could want. A bed&mdash;ecco! a table, the sof-fa that has come from a
-palazzo, even a little tabouret for the feet&mdash;everything. And then the
-balcone! When it makes warm in the summer, in July and Agosto, it is,
-oh! fresco, freschissimo so fresh and cool here! The first thing is an
-<i>appartamento</i>. But in every way I am too fortunate. As soon I dress in
-the morning, there is a caffè in face&mdash;you can see it if you look
-down&mdash;where I can have my coffee in a moment. No waiting as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> when you go
-to a distance, but at the moment. They are about to send us now the
-coffee, amico, to clear our head. You will see how good it is. Then when
-the time come for the other breakfast&mdash;what you call lunch&mdash;there is a
-restaurant near the bureau. You have two very good dish, a dolce, and
-dessert; and very little to pay. I will lead you to-morrow to that
-place. And at last the dinner at the Leone. Figure to yourself so much
-comfort all in one day! And you see the journals for nothing, and hear
-what all the people say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless us all,” said Harry, “in that way you are never at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“At ’ome! I am at ’ome everywere,” the little Italian said; “all is
-friends; whatever goes on, everyone makes part of it to me. And when all
-is over you mount in your <i>appartamento</i>, you are tranquil, you light
-your lamp, you fume slowly your cigar on the balcone, you go to bed. And
-you make economies&mdash;great economies. Me even, that have not moche
-appointment, I become a little rich, what you call at my ease. And you,
-who will have moche more as me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I? You are a great deal more use than I am,” Harry said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Paolo shook his head with a cheerful yet shrewd acceptance of the
-position. “Si, I am of more use,” he said. “I am good for something;
-you, caro, not good for moche yet. But look at you and look at me. That
-expliques itself. That is the world’s way&mdash;what you call the world’s
-way. Come; the first thing is an <i>appartamento</i>. You think, perhaps, it
-is too high up here? But smell the good air,” cried Paolo; “that is of
-itself refreshing&mdash;and the view! You will pay more scudi at the Leone in
-a week than for a month here. Ecco! here is the coffee, and though it is
-not yet quite dark, that amiable garzone, see, he has brought us a
-lamp.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there entered, with a knock at the door, the man from the caffè
-opposite, holding upon the points of three fingers a tray containing two
-heavy cups of white porcelain and the small coffee-pot, flanked by a
-plate of cakes, which Paolo’s hospitality had added in honour of his
-friend. The waiter swung the lighted lamp in the other hand, holding it
-by the handle at the top, and in this way had come up five flights of
-stairs without spilling a drop of the coffee or jeopardizing the cups.
-He put the lamp on the table with a “Felicissima notte, Signori,”
-looking upon the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> two young men with looks as amiable as his wish. And,
-indeed, the wish has more reason in it at the beginning of the evening
-than at the end. Paolo was great as a host. He poured out his black
-coffee as if it had been the richest of drinks, and pressed upon Harry
-the odd little collection of cakes of every possible and impossible
-flavour. Some of them were excellent, but Harry thought he despised
-these innocent dainties. And he was not very fond of the black coffee:
-how much better he would have liked an English cup of tea! As he sat
-turning over the books which Paolo placed before him, and listened to
-his friend’s explanations, gulping, with a great effort not to make a
-wry face, occasional mouthfuls of coffee, there seemed to flit before
-him a vision of his mother’s parlour&mdash;the fragrant tea, the rich fresh
-cream, and herself, with that pale face which had not always seemed to
-him so attractive as it did now. Once, to tell the truth, Harry had
-thought his mother and sister heavy company, and in his heart had said
-that nothing could be more dull than the long evening in the parlour at
-home. Now that he was up here so near the sky in Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>,
-his ideas were different. The bare tiles underfoot, the wide, vacant
-space,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> with the little bed in the corner, the dull old Margheritone
-staring him in the face, with a pair of round eyes looking out from its
-blackness&mdash;and all those knotty questions about the harbour dues to
-occupy him, made as great a contrast as could be conceived to the old
-curtains and carpets, and familiar walls, and cheerful fire, and the
-grey sweep of landscape showing from the windows, stretching far into
-the horizon. But he himself. Harry was very much the same, and in the
-one place as in the other he was unsatisfied. He thought it had been his
-surroundings that were to blame in the first instance, but now, after
-the excitement of all this new beginning, and the novelty of his new
-friends, and the new place, so unlike anything he had seen before,
-Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>, and the thought of settling down in another
-such, brought him back, with a sort of mental gasp, to himself. Was that
-all that was to come of it? It was scarcely worth while renouncing his
-name and his family, and all his past, in order to settle down in a room
-upon the fifth floor, among the chimneypots, at Leghorn. While he was
-studying the dock regulations and harbour laws, his mind was busy about
-this other perplexing question. An <i>appartemento</i>! Was he never, he
-wondered,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> with an impatience that was almost comic in the humiliation
-and depression it caused him, to have a sitting-room again? never to get
-a meal save in public, in the grim <i>sala</i> of the Leone, or in a gaudy
-restaurant with little marble tables; never even a cup of tea to himself
-in his own place, as an Englishman loves to have it; never to have a
-carpet under his feet, but cold tiles; and nothing in the world that
-looked like home? He kept all this to himself, and tried hard to grasp
-at the laws and regulations about the free port of Leghorn, and its
-etiquettes and its dues; but his inner soul was crossed all the time by
-impulses of ill-humour and disappointment which he could with difficulty
-restrain. It is always difficult, after a period of agitation and
-excitement, to settle down again and resume a steady routine; and Harry
-could not think of this kind of settling with anything but annoyance.
-The inn was not any better. His little sleeping-room there was not so
-good as Paolo’s. In the <i>sala</i> there was always a sense of dinner
-combined with cigars; and in the other parts of the establishment the
-smell was of cigars impregnated with soup and divers odours of the
-kitchen. And these were the only places where he, with his English
-habits,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> had a chance of sitting down! He sighed for his little parlour,
-with its Kidderminster carpet, and red moreen curtains, at Liverpool. It
-was a palace to the <i>appartamento</i>, or anything that seemed possible
-here.</p>
-
-<p>They sat so late over their books that Paolo did not as usual insist
-upon accompanying Harry to the inn door. Paolo, for his part, had spent
-a very happy evening. He was learned in those bye-laws which so
-mystified Harry, and loved to enlarge upon them, and to impart
-information in any shape was a grateful exercise to him. He liked to do
-it, even when he was not&mdash;which he liked still better&mdash;doing a kindness
-to a friend; and he was proud of all the possessions which he had
-exhibited with such simple pleasure. It did not occur to him that his
-home, which he was so happy in, or the simple routine of life which he
-had set up for imitation, could fill any heart with dismay. He found
-himself perfectly comfortable in it, why should not his amico do the
-same? No doubt of the suitableness of this life to one as to another
-crossed his simple mind. He crunched the biscuits which Harry disdained,
-and drank the black coffee at which Harry made wry faces, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> was much
-pleased with himself, and very happy to think that he was setting before
-his friend the best way to walk in. He was scarcely so pleased with
-himself however when he was over-persuaded to allow Harry to go back to
-the hotel alone. “No, I will re-conduct you,” he had said at first; but
-Harry laughed at the unnecessary ceremony. Paolo stood at the top of the
-great black well of a staircase and held the lucerna to light his friend
-downstairs, standing patiently with the heavy lamp dangling from his
-hand till he had heard the door close at the foot; and then he rushed to
-his balcony to watch lest Harry should turn the wrong way, ready to
-scream out to him if he did so. Even when he had made sure that his
-friend had turned to the right, and not to the left, Paolo still shook
-his head. “I should have re-conducted him,” he said to himself. It was
-the only drawback to the perfect blessedness of the night.</p>
-
-<p>It was a glorious night out of doors; the Italian moon was shining with
-a warmth and glory unknown to northern skies. Harry tried to think the
-moon was as fine in England, but he could not succeed in this;
-everything else was a great deal better in England, but there was
-something to be said for the climate here, one was forced to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>
-admit&mdash;even though one might not admit anything more. Harry walked home
-(as he called it by force of nature) with much subdued irritation and
-despondency, consequent chiefly on the apparent impossibility of ever
-having a sitting-room, or any place it would be pleasant to sit in
-again. The inn, though he called it home, was not less obnoxious to him,
-and he asked himself, good heavens, was it possible he should never&mdash;&mdash;
-He had got as far as this when another picture suddenly rose up before
-him, and in a moment changed all his thoughts. It was of a dim room,
-cool and dark in the midst of the sunshine, with a whiteness of floating
-curtains about the windows, and tables covered with books, and a white
-figure in a corner, close upon the open dark space of a window closed by
-green persianis, through which the air was blowing softly. Ah! he said,
-drawing a long breath, there was a kind of paradise! That was very
-different from the <i>appartamento</i>. It was dark in his memory, as it had
-been when he had suddenly stepped into it out of the bright day with so
-much surprise that he could but dimly recollect the appearance of the
-place. He wondered how it would look when the persianis were open,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> when
-the daylight got in, or at night when the lamps were lighted, when the
-place was fully inhabited?</p>
-
-<p>Instinctively, without knowing what he was about, he turned into the
-street which led to the Consulate. His heart gave a jump against his
-breast when he saw that the persianis were all opened now, and that the
-lights in the room made it partially visible from the street. Evidently
-there was a party going on, and he felt a little pang of mortification
-to think that he had not been asked. There was a sound of music and a
-great deal of talk, talk that sounded exhilarating and delightful to
-Harry, though he would have felt himself a fish out of water had he been
-in the midst of the polyglot conversation that went on in the Consul’s
-drawing-room. A white figure was seated near the window, faintly visible
-within the white curtains. He wondered if it was <i>hers</i>? He screwed his
-eyes together as if he had been short-sighted, to try to see a little
-better, but this was what he could not make out. The sudden glimpse of
-this little bright world from which he was shut out arrested Harry all
-at once in his discontented thoughts. Here was something which would
-make up for all deficiencies.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> He stood for a long time under the
-windows, trying to hear the voices within, with no eavesdropping
-intentions, but only to console himself by the recollection that he had
-far more in common with the Vice-Consul’s house and his society than
-with Paolo, though he was so good a friend. And then he stood opposite
-and watched, seeing figures vaguely glide across the room, figures which
-the white curtains, swaying softly in the air, kept indistinct. He could
-not distinguish her, he allowed to himself; sometimes he thought he had
-traced her, but only to find himself deceived. Some one in the
-background was playing the piano softly, though nobody paid much
-attention. Harry could not tear himself away from the window. That was
-life, he thought to himself; a man who had that house to go home to need
-never be dull; and then he remembered, with a glow of warm satisfaction
-and pleasure, that on Sunday, no further off, he was to go there. He
-turned after this with a resolute step, and went back to the hotel and
-his dreary little room, where he sat on his bed, gazing at the two
-little lights of the lucerna which had been given to him to light
-himself upstairs, for all the house was dark and at rest before he got
-back&mdash;and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> thinking of that warm and cheerful scene. The lamp burned on
-steadily, the only light in all the big hotel, and Harry sat and gazed
-at it unwinking. Sunday afternoon! here was something to look forward
-to. And <i>that</i> was a house which was worth calling a home, which was not
-an <i>appartamento</i>. He thought life must have an altogether different
-complexion there.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BONAMYS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">M</span>R. BONAMY, the Vice-Consul, was a man who ought to have filled a very
-different position. He ought to have been Consul-General and a person of
-importance. He had been long in the service, and he had done good work,
-and there was nothing against him. But there are some people who never
-will “get on,” whatever may be the circumstances in their favour, just
-as there are some whom all the adverse circumstances in the world will
-not keep down. He was rash, as may have been seen by his reception of
-Harry, and he was one of those men upon whom experience has no power,
-who never learn&mdash;who having been deceived twenty times are just as ready
-to believe and be imposed upon the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> twenty-first. His own goodness and
-rectitude were such that he had kept his position fairly, and his talent
-and fine faculties had not been without acknowledgment; but he had not
-“got on.” There was another circumstance too which kept him in his
-present position. His history had been briefly told by Paolo, and was
-one which everybody knew. Eighteen years before he had married a
-beautiful girl, the daughter of an English merchant in Leghorn and his
-Italian wife. They had lived together for a year, and the little Rita
-had been born, when young Bonamy took his wife “home” with great delight
-and pride to exhibit her to his friends. She had scarcely touched
-English soil when she fell ill; it was an ungenial season, and the
-Italian girl was of a delicate constitution. The young husband, to whose
-mind danger or death never presented themselves as possible, always rash
-and venturesome, and ready to trust any gleam of sunshine, had been to
-blame in exposing her to the severities of the spring changes and the
-east winds, and the result was that he who had left Leghorn in the full
-zenith of happiness, returned a miserable man, alone, leaving his
-treasure in an English grave. For years after he had been so stunned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span>
-with his grief that he was capable of little but the routine of
-necessary work, and this period of deadly depression occurred just when
-there might have been hopes of promotion for him. He did not want any
-promotion. When he began to revive with the growth of his little girl,
-and to find in her a substitute for the young mother whom he had
-scarcely had time to know, it became a settled principle, almost a
-superstition in his mind, that Rita must never leave her native soil;
-she, at least, should never be exposed to those east winds and chilling
-mists of England. It became a part of the training he gave her, a part
-of the religion which everybody round was bound to. Whatever happened,
-Rita was not to leave Italy; the risks her mother had succumbed to were
-never to touch her. His living, his expectations, his life itself, were
-nothing in comparison with this. He was not a man of a strong mind, as
-may be easily perceived. There was but one thing which was utterly
-precious to him, and that was naturally the first thing in his thoughts.
-She throve here in the place where she had been born, just as her mother
-had done before her; and if she were removed she would die. This made
-him accept cheerfully the neglect of his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> superiors; and he had made
-himself many friends in the place he had inhabited so long. The whole
-population knew him and his story, and sympathized, with the ready
-warmth of the race. It was known even to the dock-labourers, to the
-sailors in the port, that the Signorina Rita was never to go out of
-Italy. The people were all profoundly interested in her in consequence.
-It was a compliment to them, to their genial skies, and the health of
-the town, and the excellence of everything Italian, not to say
-Livornese, which went to their hearts; and the Vice-Consul and his
-daughter found themselves very happy in the place, which he would have
-left long ago had he been a more prosperous man.</p>
-
-<p>This consoled him greatly for not getting on; indeed, he had lost
-ambition altogether, and given up all thought of advancement; he was
-satisfied with his life such as it was. It was a pleasant life enough,
-no press or hurry of business, no excessive responsibility, a friendly
-society round him, a number of people looking up to him, a kind of
-representative position which pleased his fancy. The shipping and the
-sea-captains who occupied so much of his time were not perhaps quite so
-delightful, but then there are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> some drawbacks in every lot. He had a
-pleasant house, which he had gradually filled with furniture and
-pictures such as might have made a connoisseur’s mouth water, and he had
-plenty of leisure time to enjoy the society of his daughter and of his
-friends. Unconsciously he had trained Rita to be his constant companion
-and confidant. He had not intended so to do; there had been no desire in
-him to withdraw her from younger companions, to keep her to himself; but
-when an intelligent child is made the companion of a mature mind, which
-is yet not too mature, but still capable of something of the
-indiscretion of youth, there is a charm in the intercourse which nothing
-else can equal. To a girl especially the attraction is great. Rita,
-almost before she had given up dolls and baby-houses, had begun to see
-the bigger world in glimpses through her father’s eyes. She began to be
-aware of a universe full of people, full of humour and meaning,
-appearing behind like an inexhaustible background. And if she did not
-absolutely find out books by the same means, yet she made the discovery
-of most things that were beautiful and important in them. His opinions,
-his ideas represented a whole new heaven and new earth to her, before
-which the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> nursery and its childish joys faded away. She had begun to
-know what he knew, to give an adoring echo to all his opinions, to
-understand his occupations, when other children are still resisting
-their first lessons, and resenting the interference of grown-up persons
-with all their pleasures. The Vice-Consul confided all his difficulties,
-when they arose, to her ears before she was twelve. She knew that the
-“F.O.” was sometimes unreasonable, and that the shippers were
-troublesome, before she had quite mastered English, which was not her
-native tongue. Then there came a further development, when Rita no
-longer echoed her father’s opinions, but had ideas of her own. This
-followed so quickly upon the first, and added such a delightful variety
-and animation to their intercourse, that the Vice-Consul fully believed
-she had been a critic in her cradle, and that all her lively views upon
-things in general had come to her direct by inspiration from above.</p>
-
-<p>She was seventeen now, though she looked younger. For five years she had
-been everything that a grown-up companion can be, with something besides
-that no grown-up companion ever was. They were everything to each other.
-She reverenced him, and she laughed at him,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> and patronized his ideas,
-and thought him the first of created beings. Nothing but a child could
-so mingle veneration and superiority, the freedom of an equal, the
-keenness of a critic, the enthusiasm of adoring love. There was not a
-thing he said which she could not pull to pieces, nor any of his actions
-that were not subject to her comments. “I would not have done that,
-papa, if I had been you,” she would say; and yet she was of opinion that
-of all human creatures there was not one, on the whole, who came within
-a hundred miles of Her Britannic Majesty’s Vice-Consul at Leghorn. This
-was the result of Rita’s observations during the dozen years or so which
-she had unconsciously spent in accumulating materials upon which to form
-an opinion. And this was no small thing to say, for a clever child is
-the most close of observers, and far less likely to be blinded by
-partiality than any other human critic. As for the Vice-Consul, he had
-no such foundation of commonsense and close observation to support his
-certainty that such another as his Margherita had never been born to
-man. He worshipped his child without any reason at all. If she had been
-stupid, perhaps even if she had been unamiable, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> would have loved her
-all the same; but he took it for a special instance of the goodness of
-God towards him that she was delightful, and lovely, and sweet, and
-clever&mdash;as well as that she was Rita, which last, however, was the chief
-and unspeakable claim to his love.</p>
-
-<p>And the house in which these two lived together was a very happy house.
-It is the privilege of girls to exercise this sweet reconciling power,
-to make a father, or a mother, at peace with fate, reconciled to all the
-troubles of the past. Perhaps it is inconsistent with the greater
-self-assertion of young manhood to give so much thought, so much care to
-the elder generation; certainly it is only here and there a
-preternaturally excellent youth who ever fills such a place in the home
-and the life of his parents as Rita filled to her father; and she was
-not preternaturally good, but mischievous, and contradictory and
-impetuous, as well as bright, and tender, and gentle. She never tried to
-make her father happy, or thought of doing her duty to him, but only
-loved him and lived with him in the most natural unconscious freedom of
-word and thought. People may pass years under the same roof without ever
-living with each other; but Rita poured<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> her young abundant life into
-the stream of her father’s without thinking that any other channel was
-possible. Everything that the one did was interesting to the other,
-everything that happened contributed to their more perfect union. It had
-never occurred as yet to either that this life of theirs might change or
-undergo any transformation until the time should come when it would be
-split in twain by death; and that was a contingency which, as applying
-to herself (to think that her father might die had scarcely occurred to
-her), seemed to Rita the least likely of all possibilities, while he, on
-his part, if he ever took it into consideration, did it tranquilly,
-thinking of his own death, as men in the midst of their lives, with good
-health and no appearance of failing, do think of that event, as of
-something too far off to trouble one’s-self about&mdash;inevitable, and
-bringing its own atmosphere of resignation with it, but too shadowy and
-distant to disturb anybody’s peace.</p>
-
-<p>It may be imagined that the event of Harry’s appearance was much
-discussed between these two, who discussed everything. Rita had been
-very grateful to Harry; she had exalted him into a hero. The description
-she had given to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> her father, when she came rushing to his side on the
-night of the occurrence, white and panting after her run home, had been
-that of a demigod. She had described him as tall and straight as an
-arrow, towering head and shoulders over the common creatures about. She
-described the little voice in Italian which she had welcomed joyfully
-enough, and which had begun to intercede with her assailants with a
-troubled tone of politeness, and how it had been suddenly broken short
-by the strenuous English of the deliverer. Rita, when she got over her
-fright, cried and laughed together over the incident. She made it into a
-dramatic scene, setting Paolo’s tremulous entreaties to music&mdash;and then
-broke in upon the cadence with short sharp English monosyllables, “Let
-go that girl!” She put the most flowery Italian into Paolo’s mouth, then
-brought the other voice in, strong and brief in a masculine monotone.
-She did nothing but repeat this little entertainment all the evening
-after she had got over her fright, and when her father appeared with the
-hero, looking somewhat sheepish, but very strong, very English, and more
-good-looking than might have been hoped, Rita had been delighted. She
-did not take, however,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> the accident romantically, or with any
-high-flown interest in her deliverer. Discussing him afterwards, she
-allowed that he did not look particularly brilliant.</p>
-
-<p>“But what of that?” she cried. “Heroes never need to be clever. It is a
-great deal more than we deserve that he should be so good-looking. He is
-very good-looking, handsome and heavy, just like a hero,” Rita said,
-“and with a story! It is a great deal more than we had any right to
-expect.” But the story itself did not make any such impression upon her
-as it did upon her father. Rita was cynical for the first time, and did
-not think much of the quarrel with the family. “There are so many
-stories like that,” she said, bending her brows a little; “it saves a
-great deal of explanation. But he is not clever enough to have invented
-it. He would have blushed and stammered, and even you, papa, could have
-found him out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even I!” said Mr. Bonamy; “you speak as if my stock of intelligence was
-the smallest you knew.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not that,” said Rita, laughing, “but you know you are very easily taken
-in, papa; oh, yes, you cannot deny that.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You make a great deal out of a very little,” said the Vice-Consul,
-almost angry; for it was his weak point, and consequently he was very
-susceptible to criticism. “Besides,” he said, in his usual tone, “when I
-am taken in, as you say I am, it is by regular humbugs, professors of
-the art. There was that fellow from Geneva, was there ever a better
-get-up? he would have taken in old Pam himself.” This was his synonym
-for astute and wary wisdom, as some people say Old Nick. “But Oliver has
-not a bit of get-up about him. Whatever he is, he is genuine, the least
-experienced could see as much.”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you,” said Rita, “he is not clever enough to have invented a
-story; you always come round, papa, to what I say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said the Vice-Consul, “I <i>am</i> a great fool about you, Rita,
-everybody says that; no, he is not clever enough for a made-up story;
-and he is so much in earnest about it that it must be true.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita did not reply. She had no desire to prove that her father was
-wrong: and, besides, for once in a way her observations confirmed his.
-She recalled to herself the big young fellow, with his ingenuous looks,
-and that air of confused and deprecating surprise, as if he could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>
-understand why they should make so much of him; a humbug (she concluded)
-would have made the most of himself, and shown no surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course he will not be able to keep it up,” Mr. Bonamy said, “they
-will find him out. By the way, remember to keep a look out in the agony
-column, they will appeal to him through that. I. O.; they are rather
-queer initials.”</p>
-
-<p>“What does I. stand for?” Rita asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Isaac Oliver. It is an odd sort of name too for a young fellow like
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isaac! I don’t believe it can be his right name. He is no more like an
-Isaac than I am. Isaac ought to be a sort of soft old man, very nice and
-gentle, but a little silly, like Isaac in the Bible.”</p>
-
-<p>“My Rita, you are rather profane. Now it sounds to me like an old Jew,
-which is to say an old humbug, up to everything, flattering and fawning,
-and ready to sell his soul if he had one.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is you who are profane, papa; my Isaac, of course, was an old Jew;
-they were all Jews, all those people in the Bible: but he was more like
-you, a great deal, for it was he that was taken in. <i>That</i> cannot be his
-right name.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Whose right name? you jump so from the Bible to yesterday that you are
-confusing. I am obliged to you for the compliment about the patriarch.
-And as for our young fellow, I think it very likely that Oliver is not
-his name; but an <i>alias</i> is seldom carried so far as the Christian name;
-he must be Isaac, I am afraid, though it is disenchanting.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Mr. Oliver,” Rita said. “There is not very much enchantment about
-him anyhow. Yes, yes, he is just the right thing for a hero: but there
-ought to be something behind, he ought to be a little clever, or witty,
-or poetical, or something, before there can be any enchantment. Oh yes,
-it was quite right to ask him for Sunday. He will be very
-tranquillizing, quite Sunday fare.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was what I thought,” her father said. “You will try all your arts
-upon him, you will turn him inside out. In half-an-hour you will find
-out more than I would in a day.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall not want to find out,” said Rita; “if he is so secret, why
-should I try to penetrate his mystery? Mysteries, papa, I have often
-told you, are seldom worth finding out.” And they both laughed at this
-utterance of wisdom: but yet<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> there was a kind of understanding, at all
-events on Rita’s side, that it was she who was the most prudent of the
-two.</p>
-
-<p>Harry met them at church on Sunday morning. There were a great many
-people at the English Church, and they had the usual look of
-sectarianism and conventicalism which a small foreign community, holding
-its select little “diet of worship” (as we say in Scotland) in its
-separate church, in the midst of a large Catholic community, always has.
-It is hard to understand why the mere fact of not being able to say our
-prayers along with the mass of our fellow-creatures, should give
-everywhere that look of narrow superiority, yet lurking sense of
-disadvantage. Amid all the salutations at the church-doors, which showed
-how the little community hung together, Harry was shy of penetrating the
-mass, and held himself modestly apart, waiting in the background till
-his friends disengaged themselves from the crowd. A stranger was more
-remarked in that close circle than he would have been in towns more
-frequented by tourists; and his appearance was so distinctively, almost
-so ideally English, that he caught a great many eyes. A tall young
-fellow, muscular and strong,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> with curling fair hair, a light moustache,
-a ruddy complexion, and an English made coat, at once attracted the
-attention of the merchants and officials who made up the congregation.
-Who was he? When the Vice-Consul was seen to go up to him, and he walked
-off by Rita’s side, their fellow-worshippers soon came to a distinct
-conclusion on the subject. He was some young English swell who had
-brought letters from influential persons at home, and whom Mr. Bonamy
-would naturally make the most of. That was the best of an official
-position, was the commentary of more than one looker-on&mdash;that the best
-people were always sent to you&mdash;that whereas all the straggling tourists
-who were nobody, were recommended by troublesome acquaintances to
-ordinary residents in a town, the Consul had all the people of
-distinction, and though he himself held no particular rank, made
-acquaintance, and occasionally formed alliances, with very superior
-people indeed. Many looks were in consequence cast after Harry, as very
-happy, yet very humble, he walked off by Rita’s side. He thought that it
-was he who had the advantage, while the spectators considered him a
-distinguished visitor, and envied the Vice-Consul, whose position made
-his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> house the natural head-quarters for such fine people. He walked
-through the shady streets, saying very little, feeling himself quite
-happy without speech, and it seemed to him like the repetition of a
-dream when he came in again to the cool dining-room, and sat down once
-more between the father and daughter. It was only a few days since he
-had done that for the first time, coming in, like a man in a dream, to
-find an unknown world opened to him. Now the world was no longer
-unknown, he had got his place in it, he had the prospect before him of
-knowing it better and better, it was his home, as it was that of the
-others.</p>
-
-<p>With a strange feeling of security and continuance he took his place at
-the table. He was never a great talker, and he allowed his entertainers
-to talk over him, not being so quick to understand their allusions, and
-all the shades of meaning in their rapid conversation, as he would have
-wished. Sometimes Rita would turn to him with a pleasant word, bringing
-him into the current, sometimes Mr. Bonamy would say something that made
-an answer needful; but for the most part he was silent, taking his share
-only with looks. He did the best he could for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> himself by this means,
-for his face was bright, brighter perhaps than his intelligence, and he
-had the pleasant art of being interested, whether he quite understood or
-not. His look, which was half wistful, half understanding, with a little
-eagerness in it, a desire to follow what was being said, and a naïve
-comprehension that it was slightly above him, caught Rita’s attention in
-spite of herself. So far as she was aware, this young woman was more
-fond of intellectual people and their discourse than of anything else in
-the world. If there was one thing she was sure of, it was her preference
-for this kind of society, her disdain of trivial minds, and the common
-chatter of the everyday world. And she had already expressed her opinion
-about Harry, that he would do very well for a hero of the muscular kind,
-but as for any special interest, a man required something more, a touch
-of poetry or intellect, or at least, if nothing else, cleverness, to
-recommend him to the attention. It happened, however, two or three times
-over, that when Rita’s eyes were travelling the length of the table to
-meet her father’s, with whom she was talking, they were caught by
-Harry’s, who sat at the side. Harry had uttered nothing that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> was not
-commonplace, and, indeed, he had not said much at all; but when he thus
-caught her eye, and forced her to look at him, his face was more
-eloquent than his tongue. It was not at any time an unmeaning face, and
-to-day it meant a great deal; it meant a conviction that he was very
-happily placed between two such bright and clever people; it meant great
-attention and admiration and interest. Rita was caught by it as if he
-had put forth his hand to stop her as she passed him. Stupid! how could
-she have thought him stupid? That look was not stupid, not even heavy or
-pre-occupied, like so many other young Englishmen, who looked distrait
-when anything was talked of beyond their own little capacities. Harry
-had not at all this aspect. If his mind was not quite up to the mark of
-their conversation his attention was. He wanted to listen and to
-understand. She looked at him, thus, once, twice, feeling each time more
-favourably disposed&mdash;and the third time she fairly stopped and turned
-round and addressed him.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver,” she said, “we are very uncivil, papa and I. We are so used
-to talking to each other that, when there is anyone here, if he does not
-stop us and force us to listen to him, we<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> just go on. I have felt how
-silly it was. I wish you would put a stop to us, and make us listen to
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I should not like that,” said Harry; “you talk a great deal better
-than I do. Talking was never any gift of mine; but I like to listen. I
-am picking up a great deal, though you may not think it. Everything is
-so new to me here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then, I will ask you a very silly question,” said Rita; “I will
-ask you what everybody will ask you, and of course you cannot tell yet
-how to answer; but you will answer all the same. How do you like
-Leghorn, Mr. Oliver? Do you think you will like us when you know us
-better? I hope you think that is a nice commonplace beginning,” said
-Rita, laughing; and a faint little colour came over her of half
-amusement and half self-reproach.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I don’t think it silly at all; I am commonplace myself,” said
-Harry, with a little sigh. “I wish I could be more remarkable, but I
-can’t. Yes, I like Leghorn very much, and I think I shall like all the
-people I know, more and more as I know them better. But I don’t know
-many people. Except Mr. Bonamy and yourself,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> who have been so kind to
-me, I have got but one friend.”</p>
-
-<p>“One friend, hear him! as if that was a thing that could be picked up at
-every corner,” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“I never saw anything like him,” said Harry, “he is like a child&mdash;and
-very simple in his ways of thinking. He is twenty times better than I
-am, and yet I feel sometimes as if I must laugh. You don’t know what
-strange people we English are, Miss Bonamy. We can see how good a thing
-is, and yet we can’t help laughing if it is a little out of the way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then,” said Rita, “tell me why. I have no way of knowing but what
-people tell me. There are things said about Englishmen just as there are
-things said about women, in general. Now the women I know are quite
-unlike each other. I cannot imagine any one thing that they would all
-think or do. Are Englishmen all the same?”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Oliver, be on your guard,” said her father, “that’s one of her
-theories. She wants to push you into a corner and compel you to commit
-yourself. Women have this and that way of thinking, we all say, don’t
-we? and it’s quite true. ‘Really!’ says this little person, ‘I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> suppose,
-then, women are all exactly like each other?’ Have a care, my young
-friend; she looks innocent, but I don’t advise you to let yourself fall
-into her hands.”</p>
-
-<p>“When I said Englishmen”&mdash;said Harry, faltering; then he gathered a
-little boldness&mdash;“We are not all like each other: but this is rather
-true of all of us&mdash;at least, so I think: we jeer at things we don’t
-understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bravo,” said the Vice-Consul, clapping his hands, “I see you understand
-our dear countrymen.”</p>
-
-<p>“We don’t mean much harm,” said Harry, led on beyond himself. “I suppose
-that in other countries just the same happens in different ways. When
-people act in a way we should not think of acting, we think it is so
-strange that we&mdash;laugh at them. It is wrong, I have no doubt, and silly,
-but still we do it. The first thing is, we laugh at them&mdash;Italians don’t
-seem to do so. They are most polite.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the French don’t do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, they do a great deal worse,” said Rita; “for the language, for
-instance, they are far more hard than you. When anyone speaks English
-badly, you laugh, but you don’t mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> The Frenchman doesn’t laugh, he
-is horribly polite&mdash;but he thinks the worse of you for ever after. I see
-what you mean. There is a kind of a way you have of looking at things in
-the same light, which does not mean that you are alike, or all thinking
-in the same way. Perhaps,” said Rita, meditatively, “that may be true of
-Englishmen&mdash;and women too. Yes, I see how that might be true. I am very
-much obliged to you, Mr. Oliver, for putting it in so clear a light.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry could only stare at her with a mixture of amazement and
-gratification. He to be applauded for putting something in a clear
-light! and by Rita, who knew so much more than he did. He could not but
-laugh within himself at the unlikelihood of it; yet he was gratified by
-the thought.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.<br /><br />
-<small>HARRY’S PROGRESS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span>FTER this, Harry “settled down.” It was a somewhat disappointing,
-disenchanting process, but still it was better than it appeared at the
-first glance. Paolo, finding that his friend could not be happy without
-a sitting-room, which seemed to himself the most unnecessary of
-luxuries, exerted himself to procure an appartamento for him which
-should include this, and managed, after a little delay, to do so, at a
-price so modest that Harry was astonished, and the padrone di casa much
-disgusted and indignant when he found that he had actually suffered his
-rooms to go, at a rent extravagant only for Italians, to an Englishman.
-The landlord was so disappointed and annoyed by this that the occa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>sion
-made him voluble; for “Ecco!” he said, “a countryman, that is&mdash;a
-countryman. He knows as much as we do. He is aware of everything. He can
-do what he pleases. That he should have the rooms cheap, that
-understands itself: that is all just. But a stranger! And, on the other
-hand, they want so much more, these strangers. They will demand
-breakfast, and even refreshments in the evening! They are so lazy they
-will not give themselves the pain to descend to the caffè for their
-coffee, which is the natural way, but will demand to have it here, which
-is endless trouble. I never could have believed that Ser Paolo, who is a
-person of education, would so have treated an old neighbour.” He said so
-much on the subject that Harry, with something of that impatience and
-careless magnificence which are (supposedly) the characteristics of the
-English, declared that, rather than be so persecuted, he would pay
-twenty lire a month more than had been asked of him, an offer which made
-the padrone think him a great fool, but a true Englishman, and which
-drove Paolo nearly out of himself with indignation. It may be understood
-by this fact that Harry soon picked up as much Italian as made him
-understand at least<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> the tone of address, whether it was friendly or
-angry: and in smaller matters he was soon able to make himself
-understood.</p>
-
-<p>The first night of his residence in his new quarters, when he heard
-Paolo close the door behind him, and felt himself left all alone at the
-top of a tall Italian house, without a soul within call, gazing round
-him at the four bare white walls, his lamp looking at him with three
-unwinking eyes, and not a trace of anything that looked like home&mdash;vain
-word!&mdash;the young fellow was altogether overcome, and staring round with
-a wild look of despair, was as near breaking into idle tears as ever man
-was. But what was the use? He had made his bed (or his people had made
-it for him, as he thought), and there he must lie. He had half a dozen
-books on the table: one upon the laws that affect shipping and the
-maritime code, another on International Law generally, the rest Italian
-grammars and dictionaries, a volume of easy little stories in the same
-language, and that well-known volume of Silvio Pellico, out of which so
-many people have learned their first Italian lessons. They were none of
-them very interesting to Harry. “Le Mie Prigioni,” when you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> have made
-it out with the aid of a dictionary, is not more tempting than any other
-book would be under these circumstances. They were as blank as the white
-walls, the silent room, the dead solitude of the place, to Harry. A
-yellow novel, if he could have got that, would have been precious to
-him. But he had not even that to fall back upon. He crept dismally to
-bed, unable to contemplate his fate, and turned his face to the wall,
-much as his mother was doing at home. But in the morning things were
-better; and though he never could reconcile himself to the gloom and
-solitude of his appartamento at night, during the day things went
-tolerably well with him when he began to know what was being said around
-him, and to wake up to the new insight which a new language confers.
-Gradually he began to take a little interest in the porter’s family, in
-the shrill padrona, shrieking her orders and her commentaries from the
-balcony of the fourth piano across the deep well of the courtyard, who
-was a terrible nuisance, yet by and by began to feel homelike, so that
-he missed her sharp peacock-cry when the arrival of a baby compelled a
-brief withdrawal from her usual active survey of the affairs of her
-tenants. And so the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> time went on, and months passed, and Harry became
-accustomed to his life.</p>
-
-<p>There were times, however, in which those slow beginnings of content
-which soothed Harry’s mind, rose into something a great deal higher and
-brighter: and these were the hours which he spent in the private rooms
-at the Consulate, where, by degrees, he became very familiar, a sort of
-son of the house. Harry never knew how this happened, nor did the
-Bonamys themselves, who, bit by bit, opened their doors more completely
-to him. They had never done so before to any clerk. The office generally
-was held at arm’s length by the head of it. He was thought proud by the
-<i>employés</i> generally. What was he, many even asked, that he should give
-himself so many airs? But he never gave himself any airs to Harry. Even
-when they began to forget that romance about the young squire who had
-quarrelled with his family, which was entirely their own invention, they
-did not turn away from or cast off the stranger who, falling into their
-midst with no recommendations at all, had made himself so strong a
-footing amongst them, partly from accident, partly from imagination.
-Very soon, indeed, Harry came to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> be considered as part of the family; a
-ready hand to be appealed to for everything; a ready hearer, though he
-did not always understand: an invariably sympathetic and trustworthy
-friend of the house. To Mr. Bonamy it was a great advantage to have some
-one in the office whom he could treat upon this footing; to whom he
-could speak confidentially of all that occurred, and with whom, if need
-were, even in the bosom of society, he could confer on any accident of
-official business, sending Harry off to do this or that, even from the
-card-table where he was playing round games with the younger guests, or
-out of the heart of a valse, when need was. Harry liked the dance, and
-was merry and useful at the card-playing, but he never complained or
-grumbled if he were sent away. He had to come back late when the company
-was gone, to make his report, and that privilege atoned to him for the
-self-sacrifice. On such occasions, when the great <i>salone</i> was still all
-alight, and Rita reposing upon the sofa, or buried in a great chair,
-after her exertions, while the Vice-Consul had already put on the light
-dressing-gown in which he smoked his evening cigar, the young man,
-returning, had the pleasantest welcome. Mr. Bonamy put<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> towards him his
-box of cigarettes; the windows were all open; the warm Italian night
-glowing out of doors; the stars shining, and every breath of the soft
-air a delight. In that Italian room the light smoke was not thought out
-of place. Rita had been used to it all her life. She might have taken
-one of these little cigarettes herself and nobody thought any harm; but,
-fortunately for Harry’s feelings, to whom it would have been a very
-terrible profanation of a girl’s lips, she did not. But she lay back in
-her chair, her pale face and dark locks relieved upon the soft, rich old
-damask, and watched the two men with a smile. The Consul, who loved
-everything that was beautiful, had his smoking-coat also made of
-damask&mdash;a piece of brocade, in colours which Harry thought faded&mdash;and
-he, too, threw himself negligently back in his chair and listened to his
-young aide-de-camp’s report, with his fine head on one side, like a
-benevolent prince listening to the information collected for him by a
-young prime minister, all visionary, and eager in his plans for the
-benefit of their people. Perhaps it was only a refractory ship-captain
-whom Harry had talked into submission, or an impatient Englishman whose
-suspicions of extortion had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> got him into trouble; and sometimes the
-three would laugh over the characteristic follies of their countrymen,
-and incapacity to understand the grandiloquence of the Italian
-authorities. When Harry got to be sufficiently strong in the language,
-he would himself make very merry over the <i>sentimento magnifico</i> of the
-professional pillagers whose charges here and there drove a stranger
-wild, but who always professed the noblest superiority to all interested
-motives. Rita, who was more than half an Italian, was sometimes piqued
-by the laughter in which her father joined, and would stand up for the
-kindly race to whom she owed half her blood and all her training. She
-would shine out from the soft background when she thus roused herself in
-defence of her people, her great dark eyes glowing, her white little
-figure all alive with energy. “You are all made up of suspicions, you
-English,” she said. “You think everyone wants to cheat you, to get your
-money from you. Yes, and it is you who want to get what they have from
-them. I wonder who it is who picks up the pictures, and the
-<i>bric-à-brac</i>, and shakes his head” (which she did with a good imitation
-of her father’s benevolent regret), “and complains that all the little
-dealers are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> beginning to know the value of the things they have to
-sell, eh, papa? Old Leonardi showed his <i>sentimento magnifico</i> when he
-let you have that little Ghirlandajo for next to nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe it is a Ghirlandajo&mdash;of his school, that is all,” said
-the Consul, blandly, “and he lets me have it cheap&mdash;not for nothing: he
-lets me have it cheap because he thinks the English travellers will see
-it here and will go to him to be fleeced, that is the best reason he
-has, I fear.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if it is, you take advantage of it,” cried Rita. “Which is worst?
-There was that piece of lace the other day. I said (it was quite true)
-what shall I do with it, Signor Giovanni? it is not enough for a dress;
-and he said, in the prettiest way, the Signorina shall put it upon her
-handkerchief to remind her of old Leonardi. I took it; what could I do?
-it would have made him angry if I had refused it after that. Was not
-that the <i>sentimento magnifico</i>, Mr. Oliver&mdash;you who don’t believe in my
-Italians? If I had offered him money for it he would never have spoken
-to me again.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought he was an old Jew,” said Harry;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> “but I see he is a fine old
-fellow, and I shall go and buy something from him to-morrow. He will
-cheat me; but I shan’t mind after what you have said.”</p>
-
-<p>“He will cheat you,” said the Vice-Consul, with equanimity; “though he
-has a fine sense of the proper time to be honest, and the proper time to
-be liberal all the same; but let us hear how you got your Englishman out
-of his clutches, for that is the business immediately in hand.”</p>
-
-<p>And then Harry returned to his story, and told how the poor tourist had
-raved and blasphemed, how he had bought a picture which was vouched for
-as genuine, and it was found to be a flagrant copy; and how old Leonardi
-had perjured himself over and over again, and sworn by all the saints
-that there could be no doubt of its authenticity, holding up his fine
-old Italian head in the very presence of the painter, who had made the
-copy, and denying all knowledge of it. The tourist, whose settled
-conviction it was that “the natives” everywhere were in league against
-him, was, however, the chief point in Harry’s report. He had rather
-thought so himself when he landed in Leghorn, and the feeling which had
-made him refuse Paolo’s first offer of service, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> carry his own
-portmanteau, and hunt out the hotel for himself, still lingered in his
-bosom. He understood the character so well that he set it forth with
-great power before his audience; and Harry was so much gratified by his
-success, and by the gradual blowing away of the cloud which was on
-Rita’s countenance, and the delightful laughter with which she chimed in
-after a while, that he rose into higher heights. He himself was just
-beginning to awake to the humours of the Englishman abroad, and it was
-very pleasant to find himself superior to them, as one who understood
-the language and knew the people, and could explain a good many mistakes
-and misapprehensions away.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver, you are very English,” Rita said gravely, after the story
-and the laughter were over. She was apt to change in a moment, and with
-the smile just disappearing from her lips, to produce the most serious
-remark.</p>
-
-<p>“Am I?” said Harry, a little crestfallen; for he rather thought he had
-made it apparent that he was very superior to the English&mdash;that is the
-common English who travel, and who are often, as we all hasten to tell
-our foreign friends, so little credit to the race. Then he added with
-more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> spirit, “I suppose I am very English. What else could I be? I have
-only been a year away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you call this ‘away?’<span class="lftspc">”</span> she said, with a somewhat startled tone.
-“Yes, of course it is ‘away.’ Over there is what you have always been
-used to&mdash;that is home&mdash;of course;” but the idea seemed to be new to
-Rita, and not to give her pleasure. The Vice-Consul had gone off to his
-business-room to get something that was wanted, and the two young people
-were alone.</p>
-
-<p>“It may be home,” said Harry, with a roused and almost irritated tone;
-“but I shall never see it again. Home has so many meanings. I shall say
-presently I am going home, and I shall mean my appartamento&mdash;as Paolo
-calls it&mdash;not very much of a home,” he said, with a sharp laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t it? I say home, too, when I speak of England; but I shall never
-see it. Do you know I am never to be allowed to go to England, Mr.
-Oliver? That makes me like to hear everything about it. Then you and I
-are the same in that; but you will change your mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are much more likely to change your mind,” said Harry. “I&mdash;have
-good reason&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And do you think I have not good reason too? When my mother went there,
-she died.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“She might have died anywhere,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“It is harsh of you to say so. Yes, to be sure she might have died
-anywhere: but they say it is so cold in England,” said Rita, with a
-little shiver; the night air seemed all at once to have grown chilly.
-She looked at the big window close to her and shivered again. Harry got
-up and closed it without a word.</p>
-
-<p>“It is cold, when you expect it to be cold,” said Harry; “that is pretty
-often, to be sure: but it does not take you in an underhand way like
-this. In England it is all above-board; it blows right in your face, it
-does not steal in like <i>that</i> behind your back and chill you. Things are
-honest at home. I think I could take you all over England, and you would
-get no harm.”</p>
-
-<p>“Could you?” said Rita eagerly; “do you know a way? but how then, Mr.
-Oliver? tell me, do you know a way?”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be just to take care of you,” said Harry, with a blush. “I
-know <i>that</i> way. I should understand that you wanted taking care of, and
-I would take care of you. For my part, I should not be a bit afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita did not notice the blush on his face. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> desire of her heart was
-to go to England, and this made her think. She had the credulity of her
-birthplace about wonderful elixirs and miraculous ways of doing a
-dangerous thing. She looked at him dreamily, yet eagerly, with her great
-eyes. “But <i>how</i> should you do it?” she repeated, “Mr. Oliver; if there
-is some particular way, will you tell me? For if you only knew&mdash;if you
-could only know how I wish to go to England&mdash;&mdash;!”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no particular way,” said Harry; “if I were ever to go back
-home, which I never shall&mdash;and if you were to go with me, which most
-likely you never would&mdash;then you should go, and no harm would happen to
-you; that is all I know.”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke abruptly, and he was flushed and hasty. Rita did not think at
-the moment what it meant; she sat very quiet in her great chair, while
-her father came in and resumed the conversation&mdash;thinking over what he
-had said. Immediately there had risen before her a vision of the white
-cliffs she had heard of so often, and of green fields and red roofs, and
-of all the special features of English scenery which she had read of.
-What could it be that made him so sure? “If I were ever to go, which I
-never shall&mdash;and if you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> were to come with me, which most likely you
-never would&mdash;&mdash; Well, no,” Rita said to herself, with a half smile, “not
-much likelihood of that; how could I go with him? he means if we were to
-take him with us&mdash;he means&mdash;&mdash;” and then she came to a pause, and a
-sudden reflection of the colour on Harry’s face wavered over hers for a
-minute; only a minute. She was not altogether inexperienced in life; she
-had already been the subject of several proposals addressed to her
-father, which he had declined after reference to Rita, so that she was
-aware that she was looked upon with favourable eyes by various persons,
-and that the love which is so much talked of in books might light upon
-her at any moment. Rita had, for her part, no particular objection; she
-had even left the door of her heart open, so that when he was thereabout
-that intrusive sentiment might come in if he pleased. But up to this
-moment he had not come in; the door had stood open, but nothing had
-entered except poetry and gentle thoughts. But Rita, after this
-conversation, experienced a very curious sensation. She felt not as if
-anyone had got in by the door, but as if some one passing had half
-stumbled against it, finding it closed, and, no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> answer being given, had
-gone his way. In the first haze of this idea she got up from her chair
-and said good night, and went off to her room, complaining that she was
-sleepy. But she was not sleepy; she sat down and began to think as soon
-as she had got within the protection of her chamber. It was not any
-personal feeling that moved her, far less any strong emotion; but all at
-once she was conscious of a keen and lively curiosity springing up in
-her mind, eager and lively as her nature. Did he mean&mdash;&mdash;? What did he
-mean? “If I were to go to England&mdash;which I never shall&mdash;and if you were
-to come with me&mdash;&mdash;” Why should she go with him? What reason could there
-be for such a thing, what excuse? He must be mad to make such a
-suggestion; but yet it kept coming back to her. “If I were to go, and if
-you were to come with me.” Certainly the door of that hidden chamber in
-her heart had swung to and closed, and somebody passing, a stranger, had
-run up against it, and shaken it, as if to try whether it would be easy
-to open. It was a very strange suggestion. Rita had been sought by
-persons of condition, by people who had something to offer, and who had
-made their proposals, as everybody who respects himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> does in Italy,
-to the young lady’s father. But here was somebody who was nobody, and
-who took hold of the handle of that door of her heart, which she had
-believed to be open, but which had evidently closed of itself, and gave
-it a sharp shake, without thinking of her father or any consequences
-whatever. She thought of it for a long time, turning it over and over
-with the greatest curiosity. It was a new thing in her experience. He
-wanted a great many of the qualities which she considered indispensable
-in a man. First and chiefest of all he was not clever. He knew nothing
-about books, he scarcely knew a picture when he saw one. Instead of
-hunting about in the <i>bric-à-brac</i> shops as her father did, and as even
-little Paolo Thompson (whom Mr. Oliver called Paul-ó) was in the habit
-of doing, picking up wonderful things now and then, this stranger gazed
-with blank eyes at the treasures, and could not understand them. He was
-altogether a different kind of man from any she had ever seen, a
-homelier, duller sort of man; and yet he was not dull. The whole house
-was quiet and asleep when Rita suddenly sprang up from this long
-reverie, catching sight of her own big eyes in her looking-glass, and
-wonder<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span>ing at the wonder in them. She had got a new idea into her active
-little head. It was something novel and curious, and very amusing, but
-it did not seem to her at all necessary that it should ever come to
-anything. She wondered what he would say next, or how he would look, or
-what he would do. She was pleased on the whole to think that now perhaps
-she would have an opportunity of watching what a man looked like in such
-circumstances as these, which is a thing always interesting and, some
-people think, very amusing to see.</p>
-
-<p>As for Harry, he went home that evening with a sensation not less
-extraordinary, but much more definite than that of Rita. He had not
-thought of the meaning of what he was saying till he had said it; he had
-not been aware of meaning anything, and yet he knew now that he did mean
-it. What had he been doing? Without a name, without a home, without
-anything in the world, he had been so foolish as to fall in love with a
-girl who, in the best of circumstances, would have been above him. The
-Joscelyns thought a great deal of themselves; but when Harry thought of
-the parlour at the White House, and then of Rita’s drawing-room, he felt
-that she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> was immeasurably above him, and that to say such a thing to
-her was not only wrong, but mean and ungenerous. If you were to come
-with me&mdash;Good life, why had he suggested that to her? <i>She</i> come with
-him? It seemed ridiculous, more out of the question to Harry than it had
-done to Rita. He was angry beyond measure with himself for letting
-himself be run away with, so to speak, by the foolish impulse of the
-moment. For he had never meant to say it, or indeed to suggest any idea
-of the kind. He was full of sense, though passion had him in its power
-when it once got hold of him. In the meantime, however, there was no
-question of passion. It was the pleasure of his life to be with Rita, to
-see her, to do little services for her, to hear her talk; but when the
-idea was suddenly set before him that he might marry Rita and carry her
-away with him, Harry was more frightened than she was. He to think of
-such a thing! He walked home at such a pace, with such a swift,
-impatient step, that the few passengers in the streets turned about to
-look after him, wondering what business he might have in hand&mdash;if he
-were going for a doctor, or any such urgent occasion; but Harry was
-walking fast only to keep up with his thoughts, which had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> suddenly been
-let loose like colts in a pasture, and were all careering about wildly,
-so that it was impossible to catch or lay hold upon them. How could he
-have been so mad as to have let them loose! and he wondered had she
-understood him? But how could she understand him, a child like that? she
-was too innocent to understand. He hurried along to his apartment in
-full chase after that wild herd of thoughts and imaginations. If he had
-them but once safely shut up again under lock and key certainly it would
-be a strong temptation indeed that would tempt him to let them loose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.<br /><br />
-<small>A REVELATION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY found himself thus brought up, and forced to give, to himself, an
-account of himself, such as he had never in his consciousness been
-compelled to make before. He was in an altogether new position, and it
-was indispensable that he should know where it was leading to, and what
-was meant by it. There had been no occasion to inquire into this before.
-He had plenty to do learning Italian, learning about the shipping,
-getting into the duties of his new life. The Consul’s house and the
-Consul’s daughter had been his little bit of happiness, his reward after
-his work, his diversion from those dismal sensations of utter solitude
-which had almost overwhelmed him at first; and he had not thought of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span>
-any complication of interests or feelings. Nothing need have awakened
-him from this comfortable state if it had not been that unlucky
-conversation about going to England. Why should he have talked about
-going to England? He never meant to go back, or, if ever, not at least
-until he had grown rich and altogether independent of <i>them</i> and their
-kindness. But in the meantime there did not seem any immediate
-likelihood of growing rich, and why he should have stepped outside all
-the boundaries of his life and suggested the sudden possibility of going
-home and taking Miss Bonamy with him, baffled Harry’s comprehension.
-Sometimes we say and even do things which on looking back upon them we
-feel were not our doing at all, but that of some one else, rather our
-enemy than otherwise, some one making a distinct effort to get us into
-trouble. This was Harry’s sensation now; he was half angry and half
-frightened. It was some malign, mischievous traitor wanting to betray
-him, not himself, who had said that. He went home breathless, and when
-he had climbed all those dark stairs to his rooms, and lighted his lamp,
-he sat down, and, as it were, called a council of himself, to inquire
-who had done it. But it is a great deal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> easier to feel that some one
-has betrayed us in this way than it is to determine who has done it; for
-those internal traitors have no names, and cannot be brought to the bar.
-His investigation so far was fruitless; but it was fertile enough in
-other ways, in ways in which he did not feel any anxiety to investigate.
-Harry had never been brought into familiar intercourse with any girl
-before. He had seen them at a distance, in circumstances which made no
-approach possible, even if he had desired it; and he did not know that
-he had ever desired it. Once or twice he had been struck by a pretty
-face, and had felt a passing wish, mingled with reluctance, to make
-further acquaintance with it; that is he would have wished it if he had
-been able to get over his shyness, and the difficulty of knowing what to
-say, and the trouble of overcoming all the preliminary obstacles. But
-here none of these difficulties had existed; he had come quite naturally
-into Rita’s acquaintance at once, as if she had been a comrade of his
-own. There had been no shyness, no hesitation, but the easy talk of a
-table at which strangers were constantly appearing and disappearing, and
-a house in which this young creature, though so young, was the mistress,
-and used to all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> exertions necessary to set people at their ease. He
-had admired her he said to himself, from the first&mdash;who could help
-admiring her? but it had been so clearly her part to entertain and amuse
-the people about her, and she had been so pleasantly indifferent, so
-innocently at her ease, so oblivious of his presence often, so kind when
-her attention was called to him, that all those little bulwarks of
-freedom, which boys and girls when they are made conscious of each
-other, set up instinctively, had been useless in this case. She was
-neither afraid of him nor solicitous about him. Sometimes she took no
-more notice than if he had been a cabbage, and at other times was as
-seriously confidential as if he had been eighty. Harry had liked all the
-ways of it. He had been piqued a little sometimes, but afterwards had
-found it quite natural, and liked her friendliness and indifference, and
-the occasional moment of household intimacy, when she would look at him
-to indicate some little service she wanted, as she might have looked at
-her brother, without words, taking his interest and compliance for
-granted. And gradually, without any thought, this had come to be the
-pleasure and support of Harry’s life. When he did not see her, when he
-was not at the house<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> for a whole day, it was a dull day indeed; but
-still faintly illuminated by to-morrow, when he was sure to see her.
-When she went away upon a visit, which happened once, the Consul’s
-despondency kept him in countenance. Mr. Bonamy adopted Harry in her
-place. “Come in and help me to eat something,” he said, “I can’t bear
-her empty seat. When my Rita is away I feel inclined to hang myself.”
-Harry had almost betrayed himself (to himself) by the warmth of the
-sympathy which he bestowed upon the disconsolate father; but as Mr.
-Bonamy ended by a doleful laugh at himself as an old fool, Harry laughed
-too, and the catastrophe was averted, and so things had gone on for a
-whole long year.</p>
-
-<p>What a year that had been!&mdash;far the most wonderful of Harry’s life. So
-many new things had happened to him; he had been torn out of all his old
-habits, and made into another man with a new set of habits&mdash;as new as
-the light-coloured clothes in which alone it was possible to live on
-those southern coasts. And he had become so much the more of a man that
-he was now, so to speak, two men, one developed out of the other. He
-looked back upon the Henry Joscelyn of Liverpool with a mixture of
-amusement and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> pity. He had been a poor sort of limited creature, not
-knowing much; going half asleep between his office and his lodgings, now
-and then going to a poor theatre, walking about with small clerks in
-other offices, who knew nothing more than their own little gossip and
-the town news, and the fluctuations of trade. Perhaps it was a sign that
-Harry himself had not yet reached any great elevation, that he thought
-his present life so greatly superior. The reader knows he had not
-thought so always. He had compared his big, bare room, with its four
-white walls, most unfavourably with the carpeted and curtained parlour
-of his Liverpool experiences. But since that time his mind had undergone
-many transformations. His appartamento had become to him what Paolo’s
-was, a decent and tranquil shelter for the night. He had no longer
-thought of the respectabilities, of sitting there for a whole evening,
-of drinking tea, and having his friends to see him there. These were old
-customs at which he smiled. He had acquired a great many others which
-were now to him not only a second nature, but far more enjoyable, more
-lifelike, he thought, than the old. At all events, they were the habits
-of the present, not of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> past. And amidst these changes, the advance
-in which might be questionable, were various other changes in Harry’s
-life of which the advantage was unquestionable. To live half his time in
-the Consul’s house, between a man of culture and education, and a young,
-fresh, intelligent girl, who had grown up knowing a world of things
-until then sealed books to Harry; and to have to do, not with mere
-bookkeeping, and sales, and goods of various descriptions, but with men,
-in a hundred little perplexities, out of which his skill, his patience,
-his superior knowledge, had to deliver them&mdash;were educating influences
-of the most active kind. He was a different man, and he felt himself to
-be so. How much he was the same man of course it was more difficult for
-Harry to see.</p>
-
-<p>And here, in his new life, he had come to the first great difficulty;
-things had gone on smoothly, not a hitch anywhere. He had discharged all
-his duties to the satisfaction of his chief. He had acquired the very
-phraseology of a much higher class than that which he naturally belonged
-to, and talked of his chief as if he had been a fine gentleman in a
-public office. Many people, indeed, believed that Harry had been sent<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>
-out by the “F.O.” with special instructions to keep Mr. Bonamy in order;
-and many more that he had come to Mr. Bonamy with the strongest
-recommendations from that dignified and mysterious power. Nobody guessed
-that he had been picked up off the streets, so to speak, by the mere
-generous caprice and mistaken romantic fancy of the rich official, who
-might, for all he knew, have been jeopardising the credit of the office
-by admitting a young adventurer to its sacred shelter. Mr. Bonamy had
-long ago forgotten that Harry had come to his present promotion in any
-illegitimate or irregular way, or that the appointment had occurred
-otherwise than in the ordinary course; and Oliver was his right hand,
-his constant refuge, his aide-de-camp in all things. He had even
-forgotten that he did not know all about the origin of the stranger who
-was now so freely admitted to his house. He was rash in that as in other
-matters, and though he would have given his life for his daughter it
-never occurred to him to take those precautions about her which the most
-selfish parent usually thinks it necessary to take. Everything had gone
-smoothly for Harry. At the Consul’s house he had met “the best people”
-that were to be found in Leghorn,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> the rich English merchants, and also
-many Italians, old traditionary friends of Rita’s mother, who was of
-Italian blood. By this time Harry had got a footing among them, and was
-asked to other houses, and known everywhere. Everything was going
-smoothly. He had no reason to be discontented or anxious about his
-future life. Everybody knew him, and nobody knew other than good of him.
-Whatever happened he would never again be the desolate stranger, with a
-new name, and no reputation, who had landed friendless on these shores.</p>
-
-<p>And yet, with all these advantages, and this progress, suddenly, in a
-moment, he was brought to a standstill by this discovery. What wonder if
-Harry was provoked beyond bearing with himself and that traitor in him,
-who would not be brought to book? There was something almost ludicrous
-in his dismay. Why couldn’t you hold your tongue? he said, indignantly,
-to that something within him. Who wanted to know what you were thinking?
-What is the good of it now you have let it out? It was a ridiculous
-discussion, there being no one to reply, but yet it gave expression to
-the self-provoked and impatient character of Harry’s dilemma. For how
-was he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> to banish it back again and go on as if that idiotic suggestion
-had never been made?</p>
-
-<p>Love is not so simple a thing as people think, at least in these
-artificial days. In the old simple story-books, and, indeed, often still
-in life, when such a revelation as this comes to a man, he jumps at once
-to the natural conclusion, throws himself at once into the situation,
-wooes, proposes, and, if he is successful, ends by being at
-least&mdash;engaged. Sometimes he does this with a noble indifference to
-circumstances and possibilities, or, at least, an indifference which,
-when he has spirit enough to take the consequences upon himself, and
-boldly hew possibility out of impossibility, is noble. Sometimes he
-leaps the intervening steps and thinks of nothing but of marrying as the
-natural and inevitable conclusion. The woman invariably does this; love
-to her means marriage, or it means nothing at all. It is an offence to
-her delicacy to play with it, to keep any decision at arm’s length, as
-men often think themselves justified in doing; so that it remains more
-simple (unless she is a coquette) in her case than in his. But with a
-man, now-a-days, at least, to enjoy all the gratifications and delicate
-bloom of nascent love without coming to any crisis, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> must make an
-entire change of all these relations and modes of living necessary, is
-often very desirable. But this reluctance to come to a decision, though
-sometimes selfish, is not so always; and in Harry’s case it was not
-selfish. He had not walked open-eyed into this snare which life is
-continually setting for young feet; he had tumbled into it unawares; and
-in his situation, being unlucky enough to have tumbled into it, his only
-policy, his only honourable course, was either to get out of it with as
-much expedition as possible, or to hold his tongue about it, and never
-to betray his plight to the other person involved. But Harry had been
-betrayed, to himself, at least, if not to <i>her</i>, and the question now
-was, what was he to do? He sat and thought over this question, as on the
-other side of it Rita was doing&mdash;though this he did not know, nor guess;
-but he could not for his part make anything of it. He could not keep
-away from the Consul’s house, or shut himself out from her society,
-without further betrayal. His situation was such that if he remitted his
-visits, if he failed to appear with all the ease and familiarity to
-which he had been admitted, and which had been growing for a year past,
-he could not fail to be questioned on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> subject, and his secret drawn
-from him. Even if he kept a little aloof from Rita, avoided her as much
-as civility permitted, and avoided occasions of being with her, that
-also would be remarked. What was he to do? For now that he had once
-betrayed himself who could guarantee that, continuing to see her every
-day, as he had been doing, he might, on some other occasion, betray
-himself still more distinctly. His embarrassment and trouble grew the
-more he thought of it. It could not be, surely, that he would be
-compelled to go out upon the desert world again and begin anew? Surely,
-surely, that would not be necessary! And yet, what was he to do? The
-question on Rita’s side by no means interfered with her rest, save for
-that hour or so when she chose to think of it, instead of brushing her
-hair; but it took away Harry’s, upon whom all the responsibility rested.
-Her feeling on the matter came only the length of a certain amused
-interest and curiosity as to how he would conduct himself in the future,
-and what he meant by these odd speeches; but his affected all his life.
-Whether he should stay where he was, or go away; whether he should have
-to throw aside again all his hopes of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> advancement, all his comfort and
-renewed confidence in his fate, all hung in the balance. He turned
-uneasily on his bed all the night through, dozing and dreaming of it,
-and waking to ask the same question again. But the night brings counsel,
-and when he woke somewhat late the next morning from the sleep which
-overtook him at last in the midst of his deliberations, he woke with a
-new idea in his mind, as we so often do, after a long consideration. The
-first words he said to himself as he woke were, “I will ask Paolo.” For
-a moment he could not tell what the momentous subject was that he was to
-ask Paolo about.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo had continued to be Harry’s faithful friend; but their intercourse
-had been disturbed by the society at the Consulate, for, except on some
-special occasion, he was not important enough to be introduced to all
-the fine company that assembled there; only now and then when all the
-<i>employés</i> were asked, and a little semipublic fête for them banished
-the fine people, did Paolo enter these enchanted walls, and talk with
-the young mistress of the house. He had scarcely ever talked to Harry of
-the Signorina, but when he did mention her there had been a slightly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span>
-cynical tone in his remarks. To tell the truth, Paolo had never got over
-that first appearance of the Vice-Consul’s daughter in the street at
-night. He had recognized her, clinging to her old attendant, hurrying
-away, while Harry, all unconscious of what was to come of it, had
-stopped the Italians who were pursuing her, and summarily knocked down
-the Englishman. Paolo was not ill-natured, nor given to ill-thinking,
-but he was an Italian, and he could not imagine any perfectly virtuous
-motive which could have taken a young lady out of her house at that
-hour. That love or intrigue had something to do with it he was
-convinced, and all the proof in the world could not have persuaded him
-otherwise. But he did not wish to throw any indiscreet light upon her
-proceedings, or to betray her to the world. With some sense of this,
-though without ever explaining to himself how it was that he had such a
-feeling, Harry had refrained from telling him the climax of the story.
-He had left the Consul’s sudden friendship unexplained, Paolo requiring
-no explanation of it, and feeling it the most simple and natural thing
-in the world. But during the whole interval there had been in Paolo’s
-tone a note of un<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span>expressed warning against the Vice-Consul’s daughter;
-he had not said anything, but he had left something to be inferred. This
-Harry had sometimes resented, sometimes laughed at, but he had never
-taken the warning or been moved by the tone. He thought it was a
-prejudice such as one person sometimes feels quite unaccountably against
-another; or that perhaps it was some pique; perhaps that Paolo himself
-had admired too much the young princess who was so entirely out of his
-reach: but whatever was the cause, he was conscious enough that Paolo
-was not favourable to the lady of his thoughts. And he resolved
-accordingly to ask the advice of his friend on the grand question only.
-He would not give him any special information, or even indicate, however
-vaguely, who the lady was. That he should speak to Paolo at all on the
-subject showed that a change had come over Harry’s thoughts. It would be
-too much to say that he did not entertain still a somewhat contemptuous
-estimate of the little “foreigner” who had sworn eternal friendship at
-first sight, and had wept, and even kissed his friend, in his rapture at
-his good fortune. When Harry recalled that embrace he grew red still,
-with the undying indignation which moves a man when he has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> been made
-ridiculous. And he still treated Paolo <i>de haut en bas</i>, with a careless
-superiority. But by this time he had learned to know that Paolo was on
-some things a much better authority than himself, and that, though he
-might be trivial and absurd on questions which Englishmen consider
-themselves judges of, yet there were other matters, chiefly touching his
-own countrymen, which he knew better than any Englishman. To have
-attained to this conviction was in a way a moral advance for Harry, who
-formerly had looked down upon “foreigners,” not thinking them worth the
-trouble of studying, or esteeming the knowledge which was only concerned
-with them and their ways. He had no opportunity of speaking to Paolo
-till dinner. They were both of them faithful, more or less, to the
-<i>table-d’hôte</i> at the Leone, where they had first become friends: but
-Harry’s attendance there now was irregular, and when he entered the
-dining-room Paolo’s face became radiant with pleasure. He seized his
-friend’s arm and gave it a squeeze of satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>“But without doubt you go somewhere in the evening?” he said, with a
-mixture of wistfulness and triumphant pride. He was proud of Harry’s
-succès in society; but yet to have so little of him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> pained the faithful
-soul. He had bettered his English, but perhaps he had not much improved
-his happiness by his devotion to this stranger, to whom he had been so
-useful. Harry gave him very little of his company, and no demonstration
-of affection in return for his love.</p>
-
-<p>“No; I want you to come to my rooms, Paolo. I want to consult you about
-something&mdash;we’ll have some coffee brought up there, and we’ll have a
-talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Benissimo!” said Paolo, glowing with pleasure. “However,” he added with
-simplicity, “there is little that I can instruct you in now. You know
-all&mdash;you are better as me. But if there is any case that is hard to
-understand&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You make me ashamed of myself,” said Harry; “do you really think I
-never want to see you but when I have something to ask? I don’t think I
-am quite so bad as that. Of course I have picked your brains constantly;
-but still I am not so bad as that.”</p>
-
-<p>At this Paolo was up in arms, as if some terrible accusation had been
-brought against him.</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon, pardon, Amico,” he said. “Do you think I am finding fault? do
-you think I make myself a censure over you (he meant censor, but this
-was unimportant)? It is all otherwise. To<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> see you go into society makes
-me pleasure&mdash;the grandest pleasure. If not me, it is my friend&mdash;it is as
-good&mdash;better, as to go myself. You pick my brains&mdash;<i>bene</i>! my brains is
-glad to be pick.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you are the best fellow in the world,” Harry said, “and I am a
-beast always to take advantage of you&mdash;to come to you whenever I want
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“What then is a friend?” said Paolo, with that glistening of the eyes
-which Harry was always afraid of. And then the excellent fellow
-suppressed himself, knowing Harry’s objections to a scene. “I am a
-duffare,” he said, with a laugh, “if there is something I can do that
-makes me glad.”</p>
-
-<p>“I want your advice, Paolo,” said Harry; “it is nothing about business;
-it is not information I want from you. I am in a difficulty&mdash;I am in
-trouble&mdash;and I want your advice.”</p>
-
-<p>“In troouble!” Paolo’s face grew long, long as his arm; his lively
-imagination harped at various cases of “troouble” he had known:
-defalcations at the office, difficulties about money, fallings into
-temptation. His countenance clouded with anxiety and alarm. “Amico,” he
-said, “I am all at your disposition&mdash;all at your disposition! Troouble!
-let us not lose the time. That turns me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> the stomach, as you say.
-Thanks, thanks, Antonio; but take it away&mdash;I cannot more eat.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s nonsense, old fellow,” said Harry, plying his own knife and fork
-vigorously, “you see it don’t take away my appetite. Come, eat your
-dinner. I’ve not been going to the bad, if that’s what you think, you
-goose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go-ose? I am willing to be goose,” said Paolo, “if it’s all right; not
-anything in the bureau? not with accounts, or money, or nothing of the
-sort? Benissimo?&mdash;then I will have some of that dish, Antonio, and it is
-all right.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what you take me for,” said Harry, offended. “Money! do you
-think I am that sort? No, no, Paolo. When you’ve finished your
-dinner&mdash;you have eaten nothing but that maccaroni&mdash;we’ll go to my rooms
-and talk it over. It is something about myself.”</p>
-
-<p>It was all Harry could do after this to persuade his friend not to
-gobble up everything that was offered to him in his anxiety to get his
-meal over. Paolo could not contain his curiosity and eager interest. He
-almost dragged his friend along the street when dinner was concluded,
-and clambered the long staircase like a cat, in his eagerness to know
-what Harry’s difficulty was, and to proceed immediately to smooth it
-over and ravel it out.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.<br /><br />
-<small>PAOLO’S ADVICE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE room was large, and low, and white. There was a little balcony
-hanging from the windows; the usual bright-coloured pattern on the
-walls; the usual sofa and chairs, and little rug on the tiled floor.
-Harry had not taken any particular care of his room or its decoration.
-The lamp burned with three little clear tongues of flame in the centre
-of the scene. Paolo sat in a large chair, thrown back, his little
-intelligent, intent face showing from the dark background; his feet
-flicking in front of him. As for Harry, he was too shy to sit still and
-tell his story under the light of his friend’s large, eager eyes, which
-leaped at the words before they were said. He was walking about from one
-end of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> room to the other. On the table was the little coffee-pot,
-the thick, white cups upon a tray. Harry did not despise black coffee
-now. Sometimes he came up to the table, and poured it out and swallowed
-it hastily; while all the time Paolo, swinging his foot in front of him,
-and leaning back in his chair, never took from him his eager black eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“And the short and the long of it,” said Harry, “is that I have fallen
-in love.” He turned his back to his companion as he spoke, and stood
-looking out from the open window. “I have been about the house so much,
-and seen the young lady so often, that without thinking, and without
-meaning it, I have just fallen in love. Jove! what a beautiful night it
-is!” said Harry; “I never saw the stars so bright: that’s just the
-position of affairs. She is quite out of my rank, I know, as impossible
-as the stars themselves: but that’s how it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fallen&mdash;in lofe?” Paolo mused for a moment over the words. “It is
-droll, the English way of speaking. Is it then a deep, or a sea, or a
-precipice, that you&mdash;fall.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t bother,” cried Harry. “To be sure it is a deep, and a sea,
-and a precipice. Why,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> every fool knows that. You are never thinking of
-anything of the sort, going along quite quietly, minding your own
-business&mdash;when all in a moment down you go squash, and there’s no help
-for you any more.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo smiled a benevolent but somewhat tremulous smile.</p>
-
-<p>“The young lady is very beautiful&mdash;that goes without saying,” he said.
-“I had thought you would have taken your freedom a little longer, and
-you wish to marry and range yourself. <i>Bene!</i> it will be what you call
-all oop with me,” said Paolo, with a slight quiver; “a wife&mdash;that goes
-not along with a friend&mdash;not a friend of the heart like me. It makes a
-beginning to many things, but also to some an end.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good gracious!” cried Harry, “do you mean to say you don’t understand
-me? Am I in a condition to marry? I have not a penny. I have my little
-salary, and that is all. If I could jump up and ask her to marry me,
-above-board in our English way, do you think I’d ask any advice about
-it? I don’t want you to tell me she’s nice, I know that myself a great
-deal better than you could tell me. It is just because I can’t marry,
-and ought to hold my tongue and never say a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> a word about it&mdash;and yet
-can’t help seeing her continually, that I don’t know what to do.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with a still more wistful, anxious face. He was
-terribly perplexed. There was an alternative which was not at all
-impossible to his imagination; but having on many occasions already come
-in contact forcibly with the English mind, as represented in Harry, he
-was afraid to state or refer to the other side of the question, which
-nevertheless was not at all terrible to himself. He looked very
-wistfully and earnestly in his friend’s face, trying hard to read and
-make out what was in it. What was in it? Did he mean&mdash;&mdash;? Paolo could
-not tell whether he might venture to say what he would have said easily
-enough to many of his other friends.</p>
-
-<p>“You would then&mdash;that understands itself; but to put it into words,
-above all with an English what you call Puritano&mdash;like you; you would
-then&mdash;make a little arrangement&mdash;you would then propose&mdash;without going
-to church.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?” said Harry. He turned round upon his friend with blazing eyes.
-“Eh?” The monosyllable was more terrible than a whole chapter of
-invectives. Astonishment, non-comprehension,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> yet at the same time
-alarmed and furious understanding were in it. Paolo, who was a miracle
-of quick intelligence, saw all that was in Harry’s look almost before he
-himself was conscious of it, and he mended his indiscretion with the
-rapidity of lightning.</p>
-
-<p>“I have make a mistake,” he said. “I have not understood. It is so
-sudden, I had no preparation. If you will perhaps tell me again?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry stared with wide open eyes like a bull, not quite knowing whether
-to charge an adversary, or to turn away from an insignificant intruder.
-The more peaceable impulse prevailed. He had stood still gazing at
-Paolo, who, mentally trembling, though he put the best face he could
-outwardly upon the matter, met his friend’s gaze with a deprecating
-smile. After a minute he resumed his pacing about the floor.</p>
-
-<p>“I see you don’t understand,” he said, with something between a groan
-and a sigh. “Well then, I’ll try again. Here are the circumstances. I am
-admitted to the house, a very nice house, in which I am very happy. The
-father puts faith in me; he trusts me like a friend; the young lady
-is&mdash;everything that is nice. Well! don’t you see? like a fool, instead
-of keeping quiet and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> enjoying all this, like a fool I have gone and
-fallen in love with her. And last night I was as near betraying
-myself&mdash;&mdash; Now if I go on I’ll be more and more tempted to betray
-myself. I can’t keep away from the house&mdash;it is not possible. I can’t
-offer to the young lady because I am not good enough for her, and I have
-no money. Now what am I to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“You were at the house of the Signor Vice-Consul last night?”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind where I was,” said Harry sharply, “tell me what I am to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be well, amico mio, that your confidence was more great, or
-none at all,” said Paolo. “If it should happen that I possessed the
-acquaintance of the father and the daughter&mdash;&mdash;” There was a little
-incipient smile upon his lip that drove Harry wild.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe you think badly of every woman,” he cried; “all the worse for
-you if you do. I am not going to make any confidences of that sort. Look
-here&mdash;you know more about society than I do. You know how people are
-expected to behave here. Ought I just to cut the whole concern, though I
-don’t want to&mdash;and take myself off?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Harry came to a sudden stop in front of his friend when he asked this
-question, and, for his part, Paolo almost screamed with alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“Cut&mdash;the whole concern? That is to go away?”</p>
-
-<p>“To go away,” said Harry, discharging all the breath out of his
-capacious chest in one great sigh, and throwing himself into the second
-great chair opposite Paolo. His friend grew pale; his olive cheeks were
-blanched; the lids were puckered round his anxious and almost despairing
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“That is what you must not do&mdash;that is what you shall not do! It is not
-permitted to throw away, to make such a sacrifice,” cried Paolo, with a
-rapid succession of phrases, one broken sentence hurrying upon another.
-“No, no, no, no. Imagine to yourself that all goes so well. The world
-regards you with so favourable eyes; you are everywhere received,
-everywhere received!&mdash;a favourite, Isaack mio. But no, no; this must not
-be&mdash;for a girl&mdash;for a promise&mdash;for a caprice, you will not throw away
-your career.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not say anything. He lay back drearily in his chair, his whole
-person making one oblique line from his head, which rested on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> the back
-of the chair, to the feet stretched out on the floor. He was not likely
-to talk about his career, but he felt to the bottom of his heart the
-dismal alternative: to go away; to throw up everything; to resign
-himself to another new and much less favourable beginning. His new start
-in Leghorn had been made in circumstances so extraordinarily favourable
-that they looked like a romance, and he himself could scarcely believe
-them true&mdash;all the more reason why he should not presume now upon the
-hospitality of the house which had taken him in; but he never could by
-any possibility hope for such another piece of good fortune. In all this
-he put Rita herself out of the question. Perhaps he did not feel, as a
-lover sometimes does, as if his entire life was involved in her
-acceptance of him. He was a sober-minded young man. It would cost him a
-great wrench, it would take the colour and the pleasure out of his life
-if he were banished from the happy rooms in which she reigned. But yet,
-honour requiring it, he could do this and live; he was not afraid of
-himself so far. But how to continue here in the enjoyment of his other
-advantages and withdraw from the house in which he had been received so
-kindly, he did<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> not know. It would be impossible without explanations,
-and what explanation could he give?</p>
-
-<p>“Look you ’ere,” said Paolo, rising in his turn, taking advantage of all
-the devices of oratory to move his friend, “lofe, that is one thing;
-life, that is another. For a capriccio I say nothing. We all have such;
-by times it will seem as though you live not but in possession of the
-object; but after, that will pass, and you will laugh, and all will go
-on as before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your tongue; you don’t know anything about it,” said Harry, with a
-contemptuous wave of the hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I have had my experiences like another,” said Paolo, mildly. “I am not
-an ignorant. It is for a moment you suffer, you think all is ovare.
-But&mdash;oh, bah!&mdash;when it is ovare so many things remain. There is the
-bureau,” said Paolo, counting on his fingers, “there are the events of
-the day; there is the table&mdash;for you must always eat; there is
-society&mdash;which is made,” he added sententiously, “of other objects. In
-brief, amico mio, there is to live. That must be done all the same. For
-the moment it may be hard&mdash;but sooner or later the time of calm will
-arrive&mdash;What then? If it be certain that an hour will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> come when you
-will have had enough, when you will become weary&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Harry sat up in his chair. “What are you talking about?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>With his honest English imagination he did not know what the other
-meant. He had never read a French novel in his life (he could not,
-indeed, if he had wished), nor any English ones of that sort. According
-to him, when a man “fell in love” it was with the intention of marrying
-the girl he loved, and living happy ever after. The idea that it would
-last only for so long, and that there would come a time when you would
-have enough, and be weary&mdash;a moment which must arrive sooner or
-later&mdash;was such a thing as had no meaning to him. Paolo turned, too,
-when his friend said this, and gazed at him, startled and wondering.
-Suddenly the little Italian became aware that he was speaking another
-language, a tongue unknown to Harry. He did not know Harry’s tongue so
-far as this went, but being very quick and intelligent he perceived at
-once that it was not the same as his, and that in speaking as he did he
-had completely missed Harry’s comprehension. This took away from him the
-power of speech. How was he to find out Harr<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span>y’s language? They remained
-for a full minute thus, baffled each by each, gazing at each other:
-Paolo, small and keen, trying hard to make his friend out; Harry, large,
-obtuse, confused, wondering what on heaven and earth this strange little
-being could mean.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” he said at last, “I’m English, you know. I don’t follow you
-a bit. Perhaps you’re too refined, and all that. You don’t fathom my
-difficulty, and I don’t understand in the least what you mean. Here’s
-what I want: just listen. I am fond of a girl, but I daren’t tell her
-I’m fond of her, because you know I have nothing to marry on, and I am
-not such a cur as to ask her to bury herself up for years waiting for
-me; and besides, it wouldn’t be handsome to her father, who has been
-very kind to me. What am I to do? Ought I to go right away? I don’t want
-to do that. Or can you tell me how I’m to put a padlock on my tongue,
-and go on seeing her, and never betray myself? No, by Jove! I don’t
-think I am strong enough for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is one thing will make it more easy,” said Paolo&mdash;he had dived
-deep into the records of his own experience to find precedents, but he
-found nothing which could throw any light upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> so strange a case, and
-he was now casting about blindly for something to say&mdash;“there is one
-thing. This lady, this Signorina&mdash;is she then&mdash;what shall you call it?
-disposed to respond to you?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry’s face grew crimson. He gave a rapid glance back upon all their
-intercourse. He seemed to see Rita’s unconscious, tranquil face. Even
-when he had made that foolish speech about taking her to England she had
-been moved not a hair’s breadth. She had taken it with perfect calm, as
-one who had never thought upon the subject might quite well do. “I don’t
-think so,” he said, quickly, not looking his friend in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Then it is moche more easy,” said Paolo. “There is nothing to do, amico
-mio, but to be silent&mdash;what you call hold your tongue: and all will be
-ovare. When the lady will respond it is different&mdash;when she will give
-you a glance, a smile, a permission to say what perhaps ought not to be
-said.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing of the kind in the whole business,” said Harry,
-bluntly; “you are thinking of your intrigues, and all that Italian
-nonsense. English girls don’t understand it any more than I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then the Signorina&mdash;is English?” Paolo ven<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span>tured here to give vent to a
-little laugh. “But you must not be too secure that she understands no
-more than you. Perhaps there is in the lady a little Italian blood!”</p>
-
-<p>“Paolo,” said Harry, “you have the most unreasonable, idiotic, offensive
-prejudice against&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>And here he paused&mdash;for had he not been careful all this time to keep in
-the background the name of the lady? He stopped, and he looked at Paolo
-with curious, anxious, defiant eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo would have laughed had he dared: but he did not venture to laugh.
-It was too serious. “I have no prejudice,” he said. “It may be that I
-think a little in Italian, one cannot help one’s thoughts. But then why
-will you ask me? If the lady is indifferent where then is the difficulty
-of to hold your tongue? But if that is otherwise&mdash;listen. The papa, it
-is to him one speaks when it is of marriage. Love, that is another
-thing. You do not understand, amico,” said Paolo, with a plaintive tone,
-“the difference. There is great difference. They are two things
-all-together. Marriage,” once more he counted upon his fingers, “that
-will mean the papa; love&mdash;ah! that will mean the moment, the
-opportunity, the response.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>To these last words Harry paid no attention. He scarcely heard them. But
-the others seemed to throw a sudden light upon the whole subject. He
-rose up again and resumed his promenade about the room, biting his nails
-and knitting his brows. “By Jove,” he said, at last, “Paul-o, you’re not
-half such a foolish little beggar as you look. That is the thing to do.
-I wonder I never thought of it myself. To be sure, that’s the thing to
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is the thing to do?” Paolo asked, bewildered. But his friend made
-him no direct answer. After a good deal more of that pacing up and down,
-he came back and patted his counsellor on the back so vigorously that he
-almost took away Paolo’s breath.</p>
-
-<p>“That is the very thing,” Harry said. “You are a clever little beggar
-after all. I should never have hit it out all by myself; but I see now,
-it’s the right thing to do. Not too easy though; I can’t say that I
-shall like it a bit; but one can see in a moment that it’s the right
-thing to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is the right thing?” Paolo asked again; but he got no reply. Harry
-fell a-musing as he sometimes did, letting the little Italian go on with
-talk, to which his friend paid no attention;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> and afterwards he walked
-with Paolo to his rooms, paying just as little regard to what he said.
-It was another clear, starlight night, soft and cool as the nights are
-in an Italian spring. There was no chill to freeze the blood; but all
-was balmy and soft. He went along the streets with their high houses
-reaching almost up to the sky, looking up to the narrow lane of radiant
-blue above, all living and sweet with stars. He thought his problem over
-again, going step by step over the same way which he had traversed
-before&mdash;and it seemed to him that he had at last found the true and the
-only solution. He could not withdraw himself from the Vice-Consul’s
-house without an explanation; that would be impossible; therefore the
-only thing to be done was to go to the Vice-Consul himself, and tell him
-how the case stood. “I cannot be sure of myself if I go on seeing her
-every day; therefore I must give up seeing her every day, and you must
-know why.” Probably he would not tell his story so briefly as this;
-there would be explanations to give, and many digressions probably from
-the main theme; but that in effect would be all that Harry would have to
-say; and certainly it was the right thing to do. He took it for granted
-that Paolo had suggested it,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> though in reality it was an alternative of
-a much less satisfactory kind that Paolo had suggested; but all the rest
-that he had said vanished from Harry’s practical mind, leaving this one
-piece of advice behind, and no more. Paolo was no fool, though his way
-of thinking might not be much like an Englishman’s. Englishmen did not
-go to the father first, but to the daughter, to know what their chances
-were; but for once in a way the other mode was the best. He took a long
-walk after he left his friend, traversing all the streets which now he
-knew so well, and further still to where the salt air of the sea blew in
-his face, and refreshed his soul. He would not trifle with the occasion,
-but go at once to-morrow and get it off his mind. So he said to himself.
-And he came home past the house from which he was henceforward to be
-banished. It was late, and the sitting-rooms were all dark; but Harry
-knew that a little light in one window indicated Rita’s room&mdash;probably
-the faint little <i>veilleuse</i> which watched over her sleep; and that in
-another was the lamp by which the Vice-Consul was smoking his last
-cigar. He stood and looked piteously at the house. It had been a kind of
-home to him, in one way more than his own home had ever been.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> Standing
-outside in the night it appeared beautiful to him, as never house had
-appeared before. He had not appreciated the <i>bric-à-brac</i>, or known what
-to say about the pictures; but now each article of the furniture
-suddenly appeared to him in a new light. It was all beautiful; it was
-such a place as a palace might be&mdash;a house for a queen; and to think
-that he had almost lived in it for so long, and that now he was to enter
-there no more! Harry was not like the Peri at the gate of Paradise; he
-had a still more pathetic, a heart-rending sense of loss. He had been
-there yesterday; but he was not to be there again perhaps for ever. Why
-should he go away? and yet he must go away; he must keep himself at a
-distance from those dear doors. Slowly there gathered in his eyes a
-painful dew; it did not fall in tears, which he would have scorned
-himself for shedding, but it blurred and magnified all he saw. Yesterday
-so much at home, so familiar in the place, to-morrow with no entrance
-possible to him any more! and all by no fault of his or anyone’s; by no
-levity on <i>her</i> part, or presumption on his; all unawares, no one
-thinking of any danger. It seemed to Harry, standing outside there, as
-if there was something very hard in such a wayward<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> accident of fate, as
-if some malign spirit must have taken pleasure in twisting the threads
-wrongly; in making trouble out of the most innocent situations in life.
-He had never meant to go further than liking&mdash;no one could help going as
-far as liking; but the unlucky fellow, without meaning it, had taken the
-step farther, and loved; and now all his card-castle of happiness had
-tumbled down, and everything was over. There was nothing wrong in it&mdash;no
-fault in it one way or another: and yet a great many faults would have
-produced less confusion and pain.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.<br /><br />
-<small>WITH HER FATHER.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">N</span>EXT morning Harry went to the office with an air of resolution about
-him which no one could have mistaken. He thought the others looked at
-him curiously with investigating eyes, which, indeed, was true enough;
-for his predecessor there never could make out how it was that the
-stranger had gained so much interest with the Consul, and Paolo, who was
-the only other person present, was full of the most anxious wonder and
-suspense. But, as it happened, Harry was kept so fully occupied all day
-that he could not say a word to the Vice-Consul, and his air of
-resolution and sense of being wound up for a great crisis, came to
-nothing. But he did not go near the Consulate in the evening. Had things
-been in their ordinary course he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> would, in the most natural way, and,
-indeed, with a semblance of necessity, have proceeded there to consult
-Mr. Bonamy about some matter of business, or to ask directions from him.
-But he forbore. He sat in his own rooms all the evening, feeling it
-unutterably long, trying to amuse himself with reading, and finding very
-little amusement in that somewhat unwonted exercise. He had been
-“reading up,” with a great deal of industry and some interest, books
-which he had heard discussed in the Vice-Consul’s house, and in this way
-had at least procured a good deal of information, the advantage of which
-was evident. But Harry had not read for enjoyment, and now that things
-had come to this pass, and that he was about to be compelled to give up
-the society of the Bonamys, and lose the gratification of pleasing Rita,
-it seemed to his practical mind that there was no great reason for
-continuing those studies. It was quite likely that he never would live
-among such people again, and why should he take so much trouble&mdash;trouble
-taken with the idea of pleasing them? it was no longer worth his while.
-He was driven back to his books indeed by the tedium of the long,
-unoccupied evening, for he had no heart<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> to go out, to be waylaid by
-Paolo, and have questions put to him which he would find it very
-difficult to answer. But he yawned a great deal, and went to bed very
-early, and slept badly in consequence, tossing about for two hours and
-hearing the melancholy clocks peal. Next day he was resolved he must
-speak. Indeed, it would be indispensable that he should, as it was the
-day on which Rita received, and he had never yet been absent from her
-drawing-room on that special evening. He had a good opportunity this
-time, for the Vice-Consul called for him as soon as he appeared after
-his luncheon, and bade him bring certain papers to be examined. “I quite
-expected you to have brought them last night,” Mr. Bonamy said. “For two
-nights we have not seen you, Oliver. Rita was asking me to-day whether
-you were ill. I hope you are not ill. There’s no fever here that I know
-of; still it is always well to take care.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not ill, Sir,” said Harry, colouring high, and then growing pale;
-“but there was another reason. I should like to speak to you for a few
-minutes, about myself, if you could spare the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly I can spare you the time,” said the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> Vice-Consul, readily;
-“but not now, you know. Come to me again as soon as the office is
-closed. Shall we talk your business over here, or in the house?”</p>
-
-<p>“Here, if you please,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>“Here be it, then. Do you know you excite my curiosity? you look so
-serious. But I hope it’s nothing disagreeable, nothing to interfere with
-our alliance?” said the Vice-Consul, good-humouredly. He thought he knew
-exactly what it was. No doubt the family had found him out, and Harry
-was about to be recalled to its bosom. This would give Mr. Bonamy
-himself a little regret, and he could understand that to leave a place
-where everybody had been kind to him would be a sort of trial to the
-young man; but at the same time it was far better for him that he should
-be reconciled to his family. So he went through his business with a
-little gentle interest, looking forward to the <i>éclaircissement</i>. It was
-like the third volume of a novel to the Vice-Consul, and even something
-more than that, more than the mere end of a story which had interested
-him&mdash;for it would also settle various questions in his mind, and prove
-if he had been right or not in the instantaneous opinion which he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span>
-formed about Harry’s concerns. He felt quite sure that he would prove to
-have been right. By the time Harry returned to him, after the work of
-the afternoon was done, he had made out within himself quite what the
-scene was to be. The young man would say: “My father is here;” or “My
-brother is here,” as might be; and a hale, hearty old country gentleman,
-or a young, ruddy, fresh-coloured youth, like Harry himself, would be
-brought in and presented to him, and he would give himself the
-gratification of saying, “This is precisely how I expected it would be;
-I have been looking for you this past year daily, though I had no notion
-who you were.” When Harry came back with the same face of serious
-excitement the Consul almost laughed. “Bring them in, bring them in,” he
-said, “I have nothing to say against you. You need not be afraid that I
-will give you a bad character.” Harry looked at him with that look of
-blank astonishment which so often turns into lofty superiority and
-disapproval of their seniors’ folly in youthful eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Bring&mdash;whom in?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Your people, to be sure, my dear Oliver. Come, Oliver, I am not an old
-wife; you can’t conceal it from me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I know nothing about my people,” said Harry, hastily; “I have nothing
-more to say about them than I have already told you. Things are exactly
-as they were between them and me. What I have got to tell you is a very
-different sort of thing. But you will see by it, at least, Sir, that I
-have no wish to conceal anything from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul!” said the Vice-Consul, “what’s the matter? Have you got
-into any scrape? Have you come in contact with the police? What is the
-matter, my boy?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is nothing outside of this house, Sir,” Harry said, with a grave
-smile; “the police have got nothing to say to it. If it is a scrape it
-is one I have got myself into, and I must get myself out of it. Anyhow,
-it is not likely to hurt anybody but myself,” and here, in spite of all
-his precautions, his lip quivered a little. At this moment, the very
-worst for such a strong wave of feeling, it suddenly came over him what
-a tremendous change it would be, and how much it would hurt himself&mdash;if
-nobody else.</p>
-
-<p>“You alarm me,” said Mr. Bonamy, growing grave in his turn. “My dear
-fellow, I hope you feel that I take an interest in everything that
-con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span>cerns you, and that you may safely confide in me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Sir, I am sure of that,” said Harry; and then he added; “all the
-more that it concerns you too.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy pushed away his chair from the table, opened his eyes wide,
-and looked at Harry as if he thought him mad.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t come to your house any more, Sir,” said Harry, “that’s what I
-wanted to tell you. I’ve enjoyed it very much, and it has done me more
-good than anything else in my life&mdash;but I ought not to do it, and I
-can’t do it any longer. I hope you won’t think I am an ungrateful cur; I
-don’t think I am that. But I must give it up, Sir, and I hope you’ll
-excuse me for it. I’d rather not say any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul, greatly disturbed, “what is the meaning
-of this? Do you mean there is something in your past&mdash;something in your
-character and actions that makes you unfit to be my visitor? I have
-always trusted in your honour. If it’s that, and your conscience has
-been quickened to find it out, of course I have nothing more to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not that,” said Harry, bluntly. “I am<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> not afraid of my
-conscience. It says as much to me, I suppose, as to other people; but
-you might hear all it says and welcome. There is nothing against my
-character here or elsewhere. You know as much harm of me as there is to
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know no harm of you,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, don’t alarm
-me. If you find we don’t suit you&mdash;though by your manner I should never
-have guessed it&mdash;why, then, give us up, my fine fellow, and there’s no
-more to be said.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry laughed a somewhat tremulous laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“I should think you did suit me,” he said. “I don’t believe I was ever
-half so happy before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, in the name of wonder, what does this mean?” the Vice-Consul
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>Harry cleared his throat; his lips were beginning to get parched and his
-throat was dry.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you never hear, Sir,” he said, abruptly, “of a fellow falling in
-love&mdash;with a girl he’d no business to fall in love with?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy half rose out of his chair, then changed his mind and dropped
-back again. His own face became suffused with colour. A sudden
-exclamation came from his lips it spite of himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Is this what has happened to you?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“This is what has happened to me,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> Harry. “I’m very sorry&mdash;nobody
-can be more sorry&mdash;it shuts me out from a great deal I had got to be
-proud of, and happy in. I wish I had made any blunder in the world
-rather than this; but it’s done, and I can’t help it. So the only thing
-I have got to do now is&mdash;&mdash; well, either to stay away from the house, or
-to go away altogether, as you think best.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose then that at my house you run the risk,” said the
-Vice-Consul, with suspicious breaks in his words, either of doubt or
-excitement, “of meeting&mdash;the young lady?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not say a word; but he looked at him fixedly, with a deep
-colour flaming over his face. At this the Vice-Consul gazed at him with
-an alarmed expression, gradually catching fire too.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t mean to say&mdash;&mdash;?” he cried, and then he was silent, and there
-ensued a confused and uncomfortable pause.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Sir,” said Harry. He had looked his chief in the face all this
-time; but now he avoided the other’s eye, “that is just how it stands. I
-told you it was not my fault. I never thought of such a thing. It
-never,” he said, putting out his hand to a bundle of papers upon the
-table by which he was standing,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and turning them vaguely over and over,
-“it never&mdash;happened to me before.”</p>
-
-<p>When the Vice-Consul looked at him standing there, with that look of
-half-astonished simplicity on his face, and those artless words on his
-lips, it was all he could do to keep in an outburst of laughter. He
-thought he had never come in contact with so simple-minded, and candid,
-and honourable a fellow. He was startled and alarmed, and made uneasy by
-his confession; but yet he had the greatest desire to laugh. Yet why
-should he laugh? it was serious enough; his lively mind jumped to the
-possibility that his Rita might prefer this young stranger to himself.
-It would be an extraordinary choice, he could not but think; but yet,
-alas! that was how things often were in this strange world. A girl would
-prefer a man she had seen three or four times in a ball-room, to the
-father whose very existence she was; and nobody would be surprised at
-it; it was the course of nature; it was the way of the world. This idea
-chilled and alarmed him to the bottom of his heart; but yet he could
-hardly help laughing at Harry and his perturbed air. “I never thought of
-such a thing&mdash;it never happened before.” The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> Consul was almost too much
-amused to take in the seriousness of the event.</p>
-
-<p>“I presume you have said nothing to her,” he said at last, looking
-portentously serious by reason of the inclination to untimely mirth,
-which he had to subdue.</p>
-
-<p>“That is just the thing,” cried Harry, rousing up from his bashful
-pre-occupation. “No, I have not spoken&mdash;what you would call speaking;
-but on Monday night I just dropped a word&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Good Lord!” cried the Vice-Consul. He had no longer any inclination to
-laugh; what he was disposed to do was to take the young fellow by the
-throat.</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t be more frightened than I was,” said Harry, ingenuously. “It
-was by that I found out. Of course I knew I admired&mdash;<i>her</i> more than
-anybody I had ever seen; but I had no more notion how far it had
-gone&mdash;&mdash; and then like a fool I began to speak of going home to England,
-and how I was sure I could take her all safe if she would go with me.
-That was all: I assure you that was all,” cried Harry, discomposed by
-Mr. Bonamy’s look and manner. He was alarmed by this look: the
-Vice-Consul had risen up, trembling with wrath.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I would like to know,” he cried, “what more you could have said!&mdash;what
-more could you wish to say? And this is what you call love! To betray my
-child; to propose death to her&mdash;death! Oh, boy, boy, do you know what
-you are doing in your folly and simplicity; beguiling her to her death,
-and me to&mdash;&mdash; Good God! why should I always be such a fool? Why did I
-have this fellow here?”</p>
-
-<p>“You are judging me too harshly, Sir,” cried Harry; “you think it was a
-great deal worse than really happened. She never took any notice of it;
-it hadn’t the least meaning to her. She asked me did I know
-something&mdash;some physic I suppose,” Harry said, in a kind of parenthesis,
-with disdain&mdash;“that would make it safe. That was all she thought of it;
-but as for me, as soon as I had said it I came to myself. I’ve had a
-dreadful time of it since,” he added once more, with that air of
-downright sincerity and solemnity which made the Vice-Consul wish to
-smile. “I’ve turned over every kind of plan in my mind. Sometimes I’ve
-thought of going right away; but that seemed hard, too, when I had just
-got settled here. And at the last the right thing seemed just to come
-and tell you. Of course I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> put myself in your hands. I’ll do whatever
-you think it proper I should do: give up the office; go away from the
-town; anything you please. I don’t want to leave you&mdash;or her,” cried
-Harry. “God knows! you have been so kind to me!”</p>
-
-<p>And then the Vice-Consul, hearing the young fellow’s voice falter, and
-seeing that he kept his eyes down to conceal the water that had got into
-them, felt a little knot in his throat too, and was melted in spite of
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver,” he said, “I don’t want to be hard upon you. You said she took
-no notice&mdash;that is just like her; she is no coquette, my girl; she is
-very innocent. I daresay it never occurred to her that you meant
-anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it did, Sir,” Harry said eagerly. Of course he had no
-clue to Rita’s retirement to her own room, or the amused consideration
-she gave to the subject there.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want to be hard upon you,” Mr. Bonamy repeated, “if that is the
-case. Answer me one more thing, Oliver, and answer it on your honour.
-Have you any reason to think (that I should have to put such a
-question?) that if you had spoken out more plainly, she&mdash;&mdash; Heavens! I
-can’t put it into words.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“How could I,” cried Harry, almost provoked, “have reason to think
-anything about it, when I never even suspected myself? It was that word
-that opened my eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>And then there was another pause. Harry stood turning over and over that
-bundle of papers. He looked at them as if he thought they contained some
-secret of state. He took them in his hand as if anxious to know how many
-ounces they weighed. His face wore a look of the gravest stolid
-seriousness. He had now withdrawn from the consideration of his duty, or
-what he ought to do, and put it into another person’s hands. He was
-freed of the responsibility, and he had only to wait now to see what he
-should be told to do.</p>
-
-<p>Then once more a sense of the humour of the situation intruded upon its
-seriousness in the Vice-Consul’s eyes. His anger and alarm were quenched
-in a sense of the absolute simplicity and honesty of the culprit, and a
-hope that no harm had been done. Mr. Bonamy began to breathe freely
-again, even to smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down,” he said, “and let us talk this over. I don’t blame you,
-Oliver. I can understand that you were not seriously to blame; and, if
-no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> harm is done&mdash;I suppose you will promise me that it shall not occur
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Sir,” said Harry, “that is just what I should like to be able to
-do; but seeing I was such a fool as to do it once, how can I tell that I
-may not be a greater fool again? especially as then I did not know
-anything about it, whereas I know all about it now.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is just the reason,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Now you are on your guard,
-and you will know when to be watchful. I can’t give you permission to
-make love to&mdash;my daughter, Oliver. I suppose you did not expect I
-could?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” cried Harry, eagerly; “not in the least. I could not, of
-course, even if you did, for I have no money. I could no more marry than
-I could fly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Marry!” cried the Vice-Consul. The young man said the word in the most
-matter-of-fact way, but it took away the other’s breath. “Do you know
-what you are doing?” he cried; “you are putting a knife to my throat.
-Marry! That means that if you could you would break up this home of mine
-in which you confess you have been received so kindly. You would rob me
-of all I have. You would take from me everything<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> that makes life
-precious. For what, young man, for what? Because you admire a pretty
-face! You don’t know any more of her&mdash;I am not sure that you are able to
-appreciate any more of her. But she is everything in the world&mdash;she is
-all that makes life worth living&mdash;to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry threw down the bundle of papers and looked across the table with
-the intensest astonishment. “Do you mean,” he said, “that you don’t
-intend her ever to be married at all? Is nobody to have the chance? Is
-she always to be kept up in one place, and never to settle, nor have her
-own choice and her own life?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy felt as if he were being stoned&mdash;one solid, heavy fact tossed
-at him after another; and looked at his questioner with a sort of gasp
-between the blows. He faltered after a while, “She is very young. She
-has everything that her heart can desire. Why should she not be content,
-at least for years to come, in her father’s house?”</p>
-
-<p>“I always understood, Sir,” said Harry, with his usual
-straightforwardness, “that the right thing for girls was to marry when
-they were young, and that parents were supposed to wish it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“To scheme for it, perhaps?” said Mr. Bonamy, furiously, “and put out
-all sorts of snares to catch young fellows like you&mdash;eh? To lay traps
-for you, and lead you on, and give you encouragement and opportunity,
-and so forth? Perhaps you think that’s what I’ve been doing&mdash;eh? God
-forgive me,” he said, “in my day I’ve said that sort of thing, and
-believed it myself; I’ve sneered and scoffed like the rest&mdash;and now I’ve
-got my punishment. You think there is nothing so fine for a girl as to
-get married&mdash;eh?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was struck with consternation by this attack; but yet, feeling
-that he had right on his side, he stood his ground. “I am not saying
-anything about <i>you</i>, Sir,” he said, “but surely it is thought the best
-thing that could happen. I’ve always heard it. Fathers and mothers, you
-know, Sir, don’t generally live as long as their children&mdash;at least,
-that is what is supposed&mdash;and they like to see their daughters settled,
-don’t they, before they die?”</p>
-
-<p>This was what the French would call a brutal speech&mdash;for, in the first
-place, it was true; and then Mr. Bonamy was at an age which seemed old
-to Harry, but rather young than otherwise to himself, and he was not at
-all pleased to have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> it taken for granted that he must shortly be going
-to die. Yes, of course Rita would outlive him, would live long, he
-hoped, after him; but still the idea that there was any need to marry
-her off in haste, lest he might die and leave her before she
-was&mdash;settled, was most repugnant to him; it went to his heart, wounding
-him with a possibility which he had no desire to think of; and it made
-him hot and angry, as if it had been a personal insult. No one likes to
-be told that he has come to a period of life at which it is more likely
-than otherwise that he will shortly die, and that it is very necessary
-to take precautions against that event. It was all he could do to keep
-from bursting out upon Harry, crushing him with a bitter rejoinder. He
-to address his benefactor thus! He to speak in this tone to the man who
-had received him when nobody else would, who had lifted him out of all
-the difficulties of a stranger, and opened not only his office, which
-gave him bread, but his house, which gave him friends, and position, and
-everything a young man could wish for! These words were rushing to Mr.
-Bonamy’s lips, when fortunately a sense of his personal dignity, and of
-the impropriety of any such demonstration, came in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> and stopped him.
-Harry’s speech, after all, was good common sense, just the sort of thing
-that everybody says; the world was on that side of the question. Perhaps
-prudence and the foresight which love itself ought to possess was on
-that side too. So he was silent, repressing the first instinct of reply.
-When he was able to do it, he answered with as much self-possession as
-he could muster.</p>
-
-<p>“I admire your prudence, Mr. Oliver. I hope you will always see your own
-duties with the same clearness which you display about those of others;
-and I have no doubt you are quite right; but it is a question which I
-don’t care to discuss. Let me say, before we finish this talk, that I
-think you have behaved very honourably, and as a gentleman should; and I
-quite accept your reason for coming to my house much less frequently. I
-will make your excuses to my daughter; and nothing that has passed need
-make any difference in our official relations,” he added, looking up
-with a smile that was sharp and cold, not like his usual sunshine, “in
-that respect there is no possible reason why everything should not go on
-as before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, Sir,” said Harry, getting up with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> some confusion. The
-conversation had been going on so long, and so much less indignation
-than he expected had been in the Vice-Consul’s air at the beginning,
-that this sudden sentence confounded him. He was quite ready, when he
-began, to be taken at his word; but somehow he was not now so ready; the
-bitterness had seemed to be past, and he had hoped that the indulgent
-and fatherly friend before him would have found some way by which he
-should still be permitted to come and go. But now all at once Harry
-found himself, in his own words, “shut up,” and had nothing to do but to
-stumble to his feet as quickly as he could, and take himself off, much
-subdued and astonished, to his desk in the outer office&mdash;where he gave
-his mind to his business, not too clearly, but with as much devotion as
-was practicable, for the rest of the day.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.<br /><br />
-<small>RITA’S OPINION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HESE two men, however, though they were disposed to think themselves
-the chief, or, indeed, only persons concerned, were by no means the
-masters of the situation, as they supposed. Rita took Harry’s absence
-from her drawing-room quite lightly at first, so lightly that her
-father’s mind was entirely relieved. He had been afraid that her
-astonishment, if nothing else, would have been great, and that she would
-have asked him a hundred questions&mdash;questions which it might have given
-him some trouble to answer. But she took it quite quietly, and said
-nothing about it for a week or two, till the Vice-Consul was of opinion
-that all danger was passed. About this time, however, Rita, by one of
-those<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> accidents which occur perversely to heighten the embarrassment of
-every domestic crisis, met Harry suddenly on one of her walks, coming
-upon him round a corner without any warning to either party. Her usual
-attendant, Benedetta, was with the young lady, who looked up brightly
-with surprise and pleasure, and held out her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“What has become of you all this time?” she said, in her kind, soft
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>On Harry, for his part, the effect of so suddenly coming in sight of
-her, and of her frank accost, was too remarkable to escape Rita’s quick
-eye. He fell backward a step, swerved from his course, gave a glance
-round him, as if in search of some way of escape, then, seeing none,
-took her offered hand gingerly, just touched and dropped it, his face
-flushing crimson, his voice faltering.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I am very well, thank you,” was the answer he made; and then stood
-and stared at her for a moment, and, without replying to any of her
-questions, went on again confusedly, leaving her standing still gazing
-after him in a state of mingled dismay and consternation.</p>
-
-<p>“What can have happened to him?” Rita said to herself, unconsciously
-aloud: and “I think<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> the gentleman must be mad,” said tranquilly the
-good Benedetta, who thought the English were all a little insane, and
-that it was nothing much out of the way. But that evening when dinner
-was over it was the Vice-Consul’s turn to be undeceived.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” said Rita, suddenly (she had let him have his dinner first,
-which showed consideration), “what is the matter with Mr. Oliver?”</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul was like a ship at sea, into whose innocent hulk a
-sudden broadside is poured without any sort of warning; he dipped his
-sails, so to speak, all his timbers thrilled and shivered. He had not
-been in the least prepared for any such assault.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver?” he said, trying to put on an exaggerated look of innocence,
-“Oliver? what’s the matter with him? What should be the matter with him?
-He is all right for anything I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is not all right,” said Rita; “he has not been here for a fortnight,
-he who used to come almost every night; and you should have seen him
-when I met him to-day; I thought he would have run away. He tried it, I
-declare. He looked all round to see if he could not make his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> escape,
-and when I cried out, ‘What has become of you?’ he said, ‘Very well,
-thank you!’ Was there ever anything so absurd? I like him for that, he
-is so English, and so absurd.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see anything absurd about it,” said the Vice-Consul, with a
-very grave countenance.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you, papa? you are growing dull, you have been very dull for some
-time back. Since Mr. Oliver ran away! Perhaps it is because of that.
-Perhaps it is the same thing that has affected you both.”</p>
-
-<p>“You pay me a high compliment,” said Mr. Bonamy, nettled, “to think that
-my dulness, as you are pleased to call it, should result from the
-withdrawal of Oliver; he is not such a shining light.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, he is not a shining light,” said Rita, “he is perhaps just a little
-dull himself; that is why I like him. He never tries to say clever
-things, he is never a bit brilliant, he never even pretends to
-understand when he doesn’t understand, but looks at you with nice,
-round, wide-open, surprised sort of eyes. That is just what I like him
-for. He is always himself.”</p>
-
-<p>To this the Vice-Consul made no reply, but, hoping to change the
-conversation, said,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> “By the way, I’ve got you that book you were
-talking so much about; nobody had it here, so I sent to Paris&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“That was very good of you, papa; but I can’t let you run off like that.
-Let us finish one subject before we begin another. What is the matter
-with Mr. Oliver? Why did he come every night, and then leave off coming
-all at once?”</p>
-
-<p>“What a fool I was to think I was going to be let off so easily!” Mr.
-Bonamy breathed to himself. “My dear Rita,” he said, “I don’t see why
-you should be so anxious about Oliver. It was a mistake having him here
-so much at the first.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why was it a mistake? you never thought it was a mistake till now. What
-has happened? I am more and more puzzled with every word you say. Papa!”
-cried Rita, stamping her little foot on the floor, “don’t trifle with
-me, for I am determined to find it out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you must just find it out your own way,” cried the Vice-Consul,
-angry with the anger of impotence; for he knew very well he could not
-resist her, and that it was only a matter of minutes how long she would
-take to find the necessary clue.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to say you will not tell me?” cried Rita, with wondering,
-wide-open eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear child,” said the unfortunate Vice-Consul, “you are making it of
-far too much importance. What does it matter about this young fellow one
-way or the other? He came, he has gone; we ought not, perhaps, to have
-given him so readily the run of the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“Has anything&mdash;wrong&mdash;been found out about him, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul, no! nothing wrong; on the contrary!” cried poor Mr.
-Bonamy; “for I won’t take away a man’s character behind his back&mdash;he has
-behaved like a gentleman, quite like a gentleman; about that there is
-not a word to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Rita, “he would behave like a gentleman, for he is a
-gentleman; but on what pretext, then, have you banished him from the
-house?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita,” cried her father, “I wish you would not talk of things you don’t
-understand! Am I the sort of man to banish a young fellow from my house?
-If you <i>will</i> know, it was he that did it himself.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita opened her eyes wider than ever. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> laughed, though a little
-angry colour came to her face.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it was he, then, who disapproved of us?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>What was the Vice-Consul to do?</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense,” said he, “he neither disapproved of us, nor did I
-disapprove of him; but there might be other reasons. We thought, both of
-us, both he and I, that it was as well&mdash;he should not come&mdash;so
-often&mdash;for a time, at least.”</p>
-
-<p>“So often? but he never comes at all,” cried the inquisitive girl, “and
-when I met him he wanted to run away. Don’t you see all this is absurd,
-papa? If you want me to believe you, tell me the right reason. I will
-not be satisfied till you tell me the right reason. Do you think I can
-be taken in with pretences of that sort?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, you annoy me very much, you distress me. I don’t know why you
-should drive me into a corner like this,” the Vice-Consul said
-piteously.</p>
-
-<p>“But I want to drive you into a corner, I must drive you into a corner;
-for I insist now upon knowing what it is. I might have let it pass
-before, but now I insist upon it, you must tell me, papa.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The poor man gave a deep sigh.</p>
-
-<p>“You take a very unfair advantage,” he said; “you compel me to betray
-poor Oliver and to distress myself. And I warn you that it will make you
-blush, that you will feel very uncomfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mind blushing,” Rita said; and as she spoke a sudden suffusion
-of heat and colour came all over her. She blushed from the crown of her
-head to the soles of her feet. It was a strange sensation, but it was
-not altogether disagreeable. The girl had as little idea of any painful
-or shameful occasion for blushing as if she had been a baby; and she met
-the father’s eyes quite steadily all the same.</p>
-
-<p>“I never saw a creature so pertinacious,” said poor Mr. Bonamy. “Well,
-then, if you must know. It is because of you that young Oliver is not
-coming here any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because of me!” She was too much astonished to blush now, and then she
-had already had her blush out.</p>
-
-<p>“Just because of you. He has been so silly as to fall in love with you,
-and feeling that it would be dishonourable to me to continue to come
-here, this being the case, he has explained it all and withdrawn. There
-is now the short and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> the long of it, Rita. You have no right to say a
-word against poor Oliver. He has paid you, as people say, the highest
-compliment a man can pay a woman, and he has acted in the most
-honourable way to me; feeling that he cannot be quite sure of not
-betraying himself if he continues to come, he has ceased to come. He
-would have left the place altogether if I had asked such a sacrifice of
-him. He has behaved in the most gentlemanly, honourable way. He tells me
-he did say something, but he did not know whether you understood it or
-not.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita was struck dumb. She sat and gazed at her father silently while he
-spoke, too curious and strongly interested even to be abashed by this
-strange news. She blushed no more. Having paid that one tribute of
-startled maidenliness to the new revelation, she was too much impressed
-and overwhelmed by it for any lighter feeling. She sat in an attitude of
-the most absorbed attention, her eyes fixed upon her father’s face, her
-lips a little apart, the breath coming quickly. She was astonished, yet
-not so much astonished as overawed, penetrated by the news. When her
-father ceased speaking, she continued the same rapt aspect of attention.
-He thought she would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> have been shame-faced, blushing, shy of it, unable
-to look him in the face; but he was not prepared for this curious,
-absorbed interest. By and by she repeated to herself softly, “So silly
-as to fall <i>in</i>&mdash;<i>love</i>:&mdash;with me&mdash;would have left the place
-altogether.” Then she made a pause, and, putting her hands softly
-together, said, with a sigh of satisfaction at having found out one
-problem: “Then that was what he meant!”</p>
-
-<p>“What was what he meant? He told me you took no notice; he thought you
-hadn’t understood what he said.”</p>
-
-<p>“I did not understand it,” said Rita, softly, “I only wondered. It was
-about going to England&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, Rita! you would not, for a new lover, a man you scarcely know, a
-being quite untried&mdash;you would not break my heart and go and risk your
-life&mdash;your life that is above all things precious to me?”</p>
-
-<p>Rita scarcely seemed to hear this interpolation&mdash;this interruption of
-her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>“That there would be no danger, he said, and he would take care&mdash;he
-would take care&mdash;that was not much; but I did wonder. I will tell you
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> truth, papa. I had a great anxiety to know what he meant.”</p>
-
-<p>“Young idiot!” her father said, with hotly-rising wrath, “he meant
-nothing&mdash;nothing, my love! only a brag that he could do more, and know
-better&mdash;a boy, an uninstructed fool&mdash;than those who have watched over
-you all your life.”</p>
-
-<p>Even this made no impression upon the girl. “It is curious,” she said,
-still to herself, “very curious&mdash;quite different from&mdash;the other way. I
-suppose this is the English way? Benedetta always says the English are
-half mad. I suppose instead of asking about the <i>dot</i>, and that kind of
-thing, you know, papa&mdash;I suppose this is the English way?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is the foolish way,” cried the father. “Come, it is nothing to you,
-Rita. You don’t mean to say&mdash;no, no, my darling; I know better&mdash;you
-don’t mean to make me believe that you, so clever as you are, and
-knowing so much, could think twice about any notion that came into the
-noddle of such an empty-headed young man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is he empty-headed?” said Rita, reflectively. “He does not know much,
-that is quite true; he is not a bit clever; but I think it is a little
-unjust<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> to call him empty-headed. He was always just himself; he never
-pretended to anything else. Sometimes he understood&mdash;very often he
-didn’t; but he never pretended, papa. Don’t you think it is a little
-hard upon him?” she said, turning round upon her father suddenly, and
-fixing him with her large, serious, impartial eyes. “Don’t you think it
-is hard to take advantage of what he has said himself, and turn him out
-like this?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not turned him out. Rita, this is mere folly. I will not have
-you led away by your feelings. If any man were to kill me, I believe you
-would say he didn’t mean it, poor fellow, it would be hard upon him to
-hang him. Come, child, let us be done with this.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa,” said Rita, “there is no evidence against him but his own
-confession. I have often heard you say that one should not take
-advantage of that. Kill you&mdash;who wants to kill you? There could not be a
-more different question. I am not led away by my feelings. I have no
-feelings but right and justice. I don’t think you ought to have taken
-that advantage of him. It must be very hard upon him, papa, to shut him
-out. Think! he will have nowhere else to go to. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> dare say he spends
-his evenings in the cafés. He can’t know what to do with himself at
-nights.”</p>
-
-<p>“As if I had anything to do with his entertainment in the evening! I
-wish to heaven he had never set foot within my house!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! but that is past praying for. I don’t see why you should wish such
-a thing; but still, if you do wish it, it is a pity, for it is too late.
-He <i>has</i> set foot within your house, and we have a responsibility about
-him. We have a responsibility,” said Rita, very gravely shaking her
-head. “He is young, and he is very simple-minded, and he might, as you
-are always saying, take a wrong turn; and then whose fault would it be?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not mine,” cried the persecuted man, “certainly not mine&mdash;that I’ll
-swear to. Am I the fellow’s keeper? Rita, for heaven’s sake be done with
-all that nonsense. If you can talk of nothing more sensible, you had
-much better go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Rita, calmly, going on with her argument, “you are his
-guardian in a kind of way, papa. It was you that took him up first. You
-did it of your own free will, nobody persuaded you. You settled him
-here, and you opened your doors to him, and said, Come on Sunday, come
-as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> often as you please. Do you think you are justified in casting him
-away now, as if it was of no importance? never thinking where he will go
-instead, or if he has anywhere else to go to? Do you think you are
-justified? for no other reason than that you think he might perhaps do
-or say something you would not like? I do not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you think, I suppose, that I ought to have him back and beg his
-pardon, and tell him he is quite free to make love to my daughter if he
-likes? Bless my soul! why should I interfere with such a pretty
-amusement? That’s what you think. Rita, don’t sit there, my dear,
-talking nonsense: say no more about this young fool, but go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, I am sorry to see you are so deaf to sound argument,” said Rita,
-with judicial composure; “you always bring in the personal question, as
-if that had anything to do with it. On the face of it, to deprive a
-stranger of the benefits you have been heaping upon him, and leave him
-in a moment to his own resources, all because you are afraid of a
-distant and unlikely thing he thinks he wants to do, is dreadfully
-unjustifiable; my dear papa,” said Rita, looking down from the heights
-of youthful<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> superiority, “I never expected to find you inaccessible to
-reason, especially on such an important point as this.”</p>
-
-<p>“Inaccessible to fiddlesticks,” the Vice-Consul said; but he was
-entirely shaken in his conviction of having done what was right and
-kind, both to one party and the other. He got up and walked about the
-room. He was a man who wanted moral support; he wanted to be approved
-of, and to feel that the opinion of those around him went with his. And
-especially he had learned to prop himself up by Rita’s opinion. He was
-always uneasy when she differed from him. Even in this matter, which
-concerned herself, and in which her judgment might justly be doubted, he
-was not comfortable. He was unfortunately too accessible to reason, so
-that nothing could be more unjust than this reproach. “Go to bed, my
-love; go to bed,” he said, faintly. “It is getting very late; another
-time we can talk of this.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then do you think, papa,” said Rita, still magisterial, “that it is
-right to postpone a matter which concerns other people’s comfort to
-another time?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry me to death,” said Mr. Bonamy,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> stretching out his hands
-with a half-despairing appeal. “I never thought I was going to be led
-into such a discussion&mdash;don’t worry me to death!”</p>
-
-<p>But she showed no signs of mercy, and there is no telling what might
-have happened to Her Majesty’s humble representative had he not been
-called away at this moment to receive a messenger with despatches from
-the Consulate-General and important instructions. Mr. Bonamy hurried
-away with a sigh of thankfulness; never was culprit suddenly delivered
-from the bar more glad of his escape. He knew, indeed, that it was only
-for a time: but yet even for a time it was well to get out of her hands.
-At least he could collect materials for his defence.</p>
-
-<p>Rita, for her part, after sitting for some time waiting for her father’s
-return, and sharpening up various arguments for his complete
-discomfiture, got tired, and made up her mind to take his advice and go
-to bed. But she had a great deal too much to think about to have any
-desire to go to sleep. When she had sent Benedetta away she sat by her
-window in her white dressing-gown, with her hair about her shoulders, a
-romantic little figure, and felt a little like<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> Juliet. She had never
-felt like Juliet before. She had, even with the flippancy of her age,
-been disposed to think of Juliet as of a very forward and bold young
-woman. People who have been accustomed to hear of marriage as a matter
-of convenience, so much <i>dot</i>, so many advantages, and who have even
-been negotiated for in this way, are apt to think but poorly of that
-ideal impersonation of youthful passion. But now that Romeo had appeared
-on the scene, Rita, at the window, thought upon Juliet with a little
-secret wonder, and awe, and pleasure. Romeo&mdash;well, there is no evidence
-that Romeo was clever. He was only one of the gallants of the period,
-one of the swash-bucklers who sometimes talk just as badly as their
-kind, though often they forget themselves and talk Shakespeare. There
-was nothing extraordinary about him till love and the poet got hold of
-him, and put divine words into his mouth. Very likely that gay Mercutio
-was the cleverest of the two. Sitting thus at her window, Rita all at
-once was sensible of a figure on the pavement looking up at the house
-from the opposite side of the street. There was nothing but a little
-night-light burning on a table in the corner, nothing to betray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> her
-figure where she sat. And nothing could be more common-place and absurd
-than that Harry should come there and stare at the windows. He was not
-by any means in the habit of doing so; but yet when he was out, taking
-his forlorn walk, he would allow himself to take that turn through the
-street in which the Consulate was, and fix a wistful eye upon it for a
-moment. When Rita saw him she darted back with a movement of fright and
-wonder, and mirth and shyness, all in one; and sat out of sight for a
-few moments, panting, blushing, with the same overwhelming flush of
-sudden warmth which had come over her for the first time when her father
-spoke to her. Then, in the dark and the silence, she gave vent to a
-little low laugh, at which she was frightened when she heard it, and
-became suddenly as solemn and serious as an old picture. Then she
-returned shyly to the corner of the window, peeping, though she ought to
-have known that it was impossible he could see her. The figure opposite
-was in the act of passing on; it gave a long look back as it went slowly
-away, lingering as if reluctant to be out of her neighbourhood. Rita
-drew back this time with a kind of awe. She knew he would have thought
-no more of climbing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> the garden wall, however high it had been&mdash;if there
-had been a garden wall and a balcony, and she out upon it discoursing to
-the moon&mdash;than Romeo did. “But there is the difference,” Rita said to
-herself; “he may be in love with me, but I am not in love with him. I
-would never stand out there and sigh Romeo, Romeo. No,” she went on,
-with a little shriek of a laugh, “not Romeo. Oh, Isaac, Isaac, wherefore
-art thou Isaac? That is too ridiculous; it is all too ridiculous. I
-don’t wonder at what Benedetta says, that the English are half-mad.”</p>
-
-<p>And then she sat a long time in the dark, and thought, and thought. It
-was all very new and very strange. It roused her lively faculties with
-the pleasure of a novel sensation. She had taken her proposals of
-marriage with sedate contempt, and announced authoritatively to her
-father on each occasion that she had no intention of ever marrying, and
-that she liked him much better than any other man in the world, an
-assurance which the poor Vice-Consul took great comfort in, though it
-was not possible that any man in his senses could accept it as a matter
-of serious faith. But now Rita could not deny to herself that this
-strange new bewildering sensation was a pleasant one. Her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> former
-suitors would no doubt have gladly adopted it had it been thought that
-such an easy mode of love-making would have been permitted; but in their
-cases it would not have moved the foolish girl. To see somebody standing
-silent on the other side of the street, doing nothing to call her
-attention, not wishing to be noticed, doing it only for a little comfort
-to himself, was entirely different. That was the English way, she
-thought with awe. To be able to give love up for the sake of honour, and
-yet to have it so much at heart as to be driven to come and look at the
-house in which the beloved object lived, standing about alone in a cold
-night&mdash;Rita’s whole heart was penetrated by the sincerity, the modesty,
-the self-restraint, yet self-abandonment, which were English, only
-English, nothing else. It was not in the least a cold night: Harry
-outside felt it to be warm and genial: but there was a cool little
-night-breeze lifting the curtains, and she strove to call it cold to
-heighten the effect. This was how the Vice-Consul had mismanaged
-matters. He was not a happy man as he read his despatches; but he had no
-idea of the mischief which was going on under cover of the night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.<br /><br />
-<small>A LOVER’S ORDEAL.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">R</span>ITA said nothing more to her father on this subject for a day or two,
-and the poor man, deceived once more, began to believe that it had made
-little impression upon her, and was to be allowed to pass as of no
-particular importance. He had even begun to congratulate himself on the
-beneficial effects of his system of training, and the knowledge of the
-world which her early initiation into life had given her. “Had I brought
-Rita up as most girls are brought up,” he said to himself; “had she been
-fresh from a convent, for instance, like some of her friends, or shut up
-indoors as Italian girls are, her head would have been turned by the
-first mention of a lover. But she has seen a great deal,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> though she is
-so young. In our position she could not help seeing a great deal. She
-knows how to discriminate, and can judge what is what. What a good thing
-that I did not follow the advice of all these ladies, but was bold
-enough to trust to my girl’s innocence and bring her up my own way!”
-Thus artlessly did the Vice-Consul console himself. And his mind was a
-great deal easier; for before he was always nervous lest she should
-question him about Harry, and afraid of betraying himself, even afraid
-of letting Rita perceive that there was something to betray. Now that he
-had made a clean breast and got it over, his mind was relieved, and he
-felt that he could carry his head as high as usual, and need not be
-afraid to look any girl in the face. For the first day he rejoiced with
-trembling, but after that had passed began to feel that he had really
-secured his footing, and might take comfort that the danger was over.
-Poor Vice-Consul! He had but just allowed this sensation of pleasure to
-enter his mind when Rita, looking up at him suddenly from a book in
-which she had all the air of being completely absorbed, addressed him
-suddenly as follows&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! I have been thinking over what you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> told me the other day&mdash;What
-is the matter?” she added, interrupting herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, nothing,” said poor Mr. Bonamy, faintly. He had been lying
-back in a very comfortable chair, whiffing gently at intervals a mild
-cigarette, and giving himself up to the comfort, the ease of being done
-with a subject in which he had foreseen trouble. When his daughter began
-to speak, a presentiment of danger awoke in him, and he started up in
-his chair when she had said these words. “Nothing, nothing,” he
-repeated, letting himself drop again, but alas, with what different
-feelings; with the languor of a conflict foreseen, in which he knew he
-should be worsted. “What have you been thinking about, Rita?”</p>
-
-<p>“About what you told me the other day. Of course it was not just an
-ordinary thing that one could think nothing more about. Poor Mr. Oliver!
-I think he has been badly treated. I want you to tell him just to come
-as usual. He must be on his guard, you know; but in any case he would be
-on his guard after speaking to you. He must not suppose that I know
-anything about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear,” said the Vice-Consul, with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> troubled face, “I don’t
-think that would do at all; he would think that he had my permission
-to&mdash;to pay you his addresses, as people used to say?”</p>
-
-<p>“What are addresses?” said Rita, with much appearance of innocence. “You
-must tell him, of course, that there is to be nothing of that kind; but
-only just that he is to come as before. I don’t see that it need do him
-any harm&mdash;I mean any further harm,” said the girl, correcting herself.
-She spoke with unusual airiness and carelessness, so lightly indeed that
-her indifference had the aspect of being somewhat studied.</p>
-
-<p>“Him&mdash;harm! that was not the question,” the perplexed father said.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you don’t mean to infer that it would do <i>me</i> any harm?” said
-Rita, turning upon him with a smile of superb disdain. She even laughed
-a little at the folly of the idea, opening and shutting a fan which she
-held in her hand. “That would be too ridiculous&mdash;too ridiculous,” she
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear child, you are young and inexperienced, and&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t insult me, please, papa,” she said, fanning herself. If she had
-been fifty she could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> not have looked more superior to any such
-temptation. “And, on the other hand,” she added, “I don’t see why poor
-Mr. Oliver should be punished, positively punished for liking me. It is
-not a sin to like me. Of course he must learn to keep it to himself; it
-will be a good lesson in self-control&mdash;which everybody is the better
-for,” said this young oracle, “and especially, as I have always heard,
-young men.”</p>
-
-<p>This wisdom took away the Vice-Consul’s breath. “That is very true:” he
-said “but I am not at all sure that this is a safe way of teaching it. I
-think, if it is the same to you, Rita&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But it is not the same to me,” she cried, impatiently. “If you will not
-set poor Mr. Oliver right and do him justice, I think I will go and pay
-that visit my aunt Ersilia always wants me to make her. You said
-yourself I must go one day or other. I will go now.”</p>
-
-<p>Now if there was one thing more than another which Mr. Bonamy was afraid
-of, it was this visit to her aunt Ersilia, her mother’s Italian sister,
-with which she threatened him from time to time. He said hurriedly, “I
-don’t think this is a good time for going further south, Rita. Of
-course, if you wish it so much, I will gladly remove the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> embargo on
-poor Oliver, who is a very good, honest sort of fellow; but I can’t have
-him tormented, poor boy&mdash;and you must promise to be very distant with
-him, which is the kindest thing you can do.”</p>
-
-<p>“But not too distant, papa,” said Rita; “for I think it a great deal
-better that he should suppose I do not know. Far better. I will behave
-to him just as usual. I will withdraw gradually, bit by bit, that he may
-not feel too much difference. Indeed, unless he is different to me, I
-don’t see why I should be different to him. Of course he will be on his
-guard. You see he <i>knows now</i>. Naturally he will be more careful. He
-will understand that if you let him come back he is upon his honour. So,
-on the whole, I will make very little difference. I think it is far
-better that everything should have the look of being just the same as
-before.”</p>
-
-<p>With this Mr. Bonamy was obliged to be satisfied. He had known very well
-when the discussion began that Rita’s will, whatever it might be, was
-the thing that would be done. He had in his own mind a great many
-troubled reflections, considering how he was to do it, so as not to
-excite false hopes or vain expectations in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> young man’s mind; but it
-was, from the moment when she declared her sovereign will, a foregone
-conclusion. He had not resolved the question how it was to be done, up
-to the time he went into his office in the morning, and then thought it
-best to leave it to chance and the inspiration of the moment. When he
-sent for Harry to speak with him he had still but a very faint idea what
-to say. The young man came in looking somewhat dull and depressed, as he
-did always now, and no longer expectant of anything better, as he had
-been at the first. It was a moment of leisure, and the Vice-Consul had
-the air of a man with something disagreeable rather than something
-pleasant to say. His look was artificial, and the smile which adorned
-his face was forced and uncomfortable.</p>
-
-<p>“Come in, Oliver, come in,” he said, with an air of affected geniality.
-Harry thought he was going to receive his dismissal; he did not think
-that anything less could give his kind and friendly patron an aspect so
-little natural. “Sit down,” said the Vice-Consul, “I have something to
-say before business begins this afternoon. Oliver, I have been going
-through quite a passage of arms on your account.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“On my account?” said Harry, feeling as if his heart stopped beating; he
-thought within himself, that this passage of arms must have been with
-some of the authorities of the F. O., who perhaps had been stirred up to
-ask what a stranger, without recommendations, was doing there. It seemed
-to him that the next thing which would be said must be, “I have no
-further occasion for your services,” and braced himself for these words.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be frightened; yes, you look frightened,” said Mr. Bonamy, still
-with that false geniality, “but no harm has come of it. You met&mdash;my
-daughter&mdash;the other day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.” Harry’s heart re-commenced beating, and went so fast that it
-almost choked him. “It was an accident, Sir; I did not see Miss Bonamy
-till I was close upon her, I could not escape.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, she told me. And she asked what had become of you, and you
-answered ‘Very well, thank you!’ You will allow that was strange. No
-doubt she had been much puzzled by your disappearance before, and she
-assailed me directly what was the meaning of it? I had to say all sorts
-of things, that you were too busy to come, that you were otherwise
-engaged, and I don’t know what; but the short and the long of it is,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span>
-Oliver, that, if you want to keep her from knowing all about it, you
-must begin to come back again. Things cannot go on as they are now
-without arousing her suspicions. This is her night, you know; you must
-look in for an hour. Of course I don’t want to enter into explanations
-with her,” said the Vice-Consul, becoming more at ease now he had made
-out his statement, and done it, he thought with some complacence, very
-cleverly. “You must really, by way of supporting what I have been
-obliged to say, look in to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry’s heart was making up tremendously now for its momentary pause. He
-felt as if it must be audible all over the house. A flush of warmth went
-over him. He spoke with little breaks in his voice, so much excited and
-disturbed was he.</p>
-
-<p>“If you&mdash;have no objections, Sir. It cannot be but&mdash;a favour to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a good fellow,” cried the Vice-Consul relieved. “I was afraid
-you would tell me it was too painful, and leave me in the lurch.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I did that, Sir,” said Harry, “I should be a worthless creature
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span>indeed, however much it might cost me; but this&mdash;this&mdash;&mdash; If you have
-no objections, Sir&mdash;you can’t have any doubt that I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Here he stopped, not knowing what to say more.</p>
-
-<p>“You must understand, Oliver,” said Mr. Bonamy, gravely, “that if I have
-no objections it is because I don’t want to enter into explanations with
-Rita; and then I have missed you, I would never deny that. But you must
-not suppose, because of this, that I mean you, you know, to depart from
-our&mdash;bargain, or to do anything to change the position. In short, I
-don’t intend, Oliver, that you should take advantage of the change
-to&mdash;in short, to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>This was not very explanatory, but Harry hastened to reply as if it had
-been the clearest statement in the world.</p>
-
-<p>“You may be sure I will take no advantage of the change,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that is just what I expected from you,” said the Vice-Consul,
-falling into his natural tone; “but, my dear fellow,” he added, with a
-little alarm, “I must be sure that you can depend upon yourself. You
-told me you were afraid you would betray your feelings if you continued
-to come; you told me even that you had done so, or almost done so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span>&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Sir,” cried Harry, “that was when I found myself out! I know
-exactly all about it now, and I am on my guard.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless me,” said the Vice-Consul, “that is exactly what&mdash;&mdash;” here he
-stopped short with the guiltiest look. He was just about to say&mdash;what
-Rita said.</p>
-
-<p>“You need not have any fear on my account,” said Harry: and then he
-paused a little, and added with feeling, “and I am proud that you have
-confidence in me. I will do nothing to shake it; you may be sure of
-that. I should be a poor creature indeed if my heart did not respond to
-such trust.”</p>
-
-<p>This was a very fine speech for Harry. He was carried altogether beyond
-himself by the emergency. These last lonely evenings had been wonderful
-teachers for him. He had learned to read, he had learned to understand.
-He had even learned many things more than reading and understanding in
-these days of solitude. The thought of going back to her, to that little
-world in which she reigned, was delightful to him, but he wondered what
-change there would be in it to balance the strange change in his own
-breast. It seemed to him that he was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> new man, with deeper feelings
-and an expanded mind. And she? Would she just be the same, and all the
-things and people round her? Harry did not want her to be the least
-different. He thought she was perfect, the most wonderful of all beings;
-but he felt himself so much altered that he was excited by the thought
-that she might be changed too. He went away from his audience not
-knowing whether he walked on solid earth or air. Certainly he would not
-take advantage; unquestionably he would be upright and honest, and bind
-himself as with ropes rather than betray his kind friend’s confidence;
-but with all this he was very much excited, and a glow of warmth and
-hopefulness began to circulate in his veins. The new concession meant no
-change in the circumstances; this the Vice-Consul had been anxious to
-impress upon him; and he was equally anxious to assent, to assure Rita’s
-father on the other hand that he expected nothing, scarcely desired
-anything except this trust in him. But, nevertheless, it would be
-impossible to deny that a something of hope, a trembling yet happy
-expectation, had come into his heart.</p>
-
-<p>How carefully he dressed himself that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> night! Never in all his life had
-he made so careful a toilette before. And Paolo, having heard what had
-happened (which Harry, reticent as he was, could not keep from him), was
-excited too, and came and sat by him while he dressed, and wanted to
-help him, as if they had been two girls. Paolo ran out and bought him a
-bouquet for his button-hole. He brought in a fresh bottle of
-eau-de-Cologne. He was very anxious to lend him something to wear&mdash;his
-studs, which were little cameos set in gold, or a ring, with a doubtful
-gem in it, of which he was very proud, thinking it a genuine antique.
-“It is not brilliant like a diamond,” said Paolo, “but it is art, which
-is more precious, and pleases much to the Signorina. Take it, amico mio,
-you have no ring, which is an absence that is felt; and the studs, that
-will make your appearance so much more perfect&mdash;what you call finished.”
-Harry rejected these aids to the effectiveness of his dress, but he took
-great pains about his tie, and rebrushed his coat himself, and gave
-particular attention to the arrangement of his hair. He said to himself,
-as he walked along in the summer dusk, that all this was very foolish,
-that he was not on his promotion, when it might have been wise to make
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> best of all his advantages, that he was going only because he was
-nobody, because the Vice-Consul was not afraid of him, and thought it
-wiser to run the risk of him than to disturb Rita’s mind about any such
-petty suitor. It was very much like giving him the crumbs from the
-table, but he was willing to accept these, or anything. He went into the
-lighted room with his heart beating. Several of the ladies who were
-<i>habituées</i> exclaimed on his entrance, and made haste to tell him that
-they had thought he was gone altogether, and to ask where he had been.
-Rita took no part in these questions, but she gave him her left hand as
-a sign of friendship, and smiled and nodded to him without stopping her
-conversation with somebody else. Indeed, she treated him as if there had
-been no break in their intercourse, as though they had met yesterday and
-were to meet again to-morrow. This pleased Harry, and yet it wrung his
-heart. Was he of so little importance to her that she had not even
-noticed his absence? But that could not be. He began to wonder whether
-it was perhaps a good sign. She <i>had</i> noticed his absence, speaking to
-her father about it. Was it perhaps&mdash;? His heart began to beat again as
-at first. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> Rita took very little notice of him all the evening. She
-was perfectly sweet and smiling, and when she did address him did it
-with all her old friendliness; but Harry could not persuade himself that
-she had remarked him and his careful tie, and his well-brushed curls at
-all.</p>
-
-<p>After that there ensued a time of mingled torture and happiness, when
-Rita played with the young man as a cat plays with a mouse. She was more
-interested in him than she had ever been in any young man before. He was
-a study to her of the most attractive kind. A young man who was in
-love&mdash;not a young man who was wanting to marry, a species of which she
-had seen several specimens&mdash;but one who was actually, really, warmly in
-love&mdash;and with herself. She wanted to see how such a person behaved. It
-was as good as a play to her. She would laugh to herself secretly,
-thinking of it, so much amused was she; and it seemed to her almost a
-duty to try him in every way, to see how far this love would carry him,
-and how long he would manage to keep it under. It did not occur to Rita
-that this was a somewhat cruel process, or that Harry was pledged in
-honour to her father not to betray himself. The cat most likely has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> no
-idea of cruelty in her play with the mouse. Sometimes Rita would take no
-notice of him at all, neglecting all the wistful attention which poor
-Harry felt it was within his bond to bestow so long as he looked for
-nothing in return. For a whole evening she would not so much as look at
-him; then would suddenly turn with her most cordial smile, with a few
-words more sweet than he thought she had ever bestowed upon him before.
-Sometimes she would call him to her side, and ply him with seductions
-which poor Harry did not know how to resist; sometimes she would devote
-all her efforts to the task of making him betray himself, tempting him
-with all sorts of opportunities. But Harry stood fast. He had given his
-promise, and nothing would make him break it. He wavered like a tree in
-the wind, but he never yielded. Sometimes she made him think that she
-was ready to listen to anything he might say, and another time would
-take the first opportunity of showing him that he was nothing to her. It
-was hard upon the mouse; yet we doubt whether he would have exchanged
-this agitated existence for the most happy calm. He went to the
-Consulate with a continued expectation, with his heart always beating
-loudly, not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> knowing what he was to look for; but a more calm level of
-kindness would not have given him those variations of feeling, that
-dramatic interest in his life; so that, perhaps, there was not much harm
-done, the tortured liking the play as much as the torturer. As for Rita
-she was very much interested too; the pursuit amused her&mdash;it was a new
-sensation. She wanted above all things to overcome his resolution, and
-make him betray himself. But here her efforts were vain against the rock
-of Harry’s invincibility. He would not, whatever she might do, break his
-promise. He kept a watch upon himself which was not to be overcome.</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul did not know what to make of the business altogether. It
-gave him a great deal of thought. He watched the young man with a
-jealous eye: but Harry met every scrutiny with an unflinching front. And
-Mr. Bonamy did what he could to watch his daughter, but that was not so
-easy. She was amusing herself, but whether she was going too far in her
-trial of Harry’s constancy he could not tell. She bewildered her father,
-which was not difficult; but what was more wonderful, after a while,
-this venturous person began to bewilder herself. She thought she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> was
-tired of Harry, who could not be got to swerve out of the right way. She
-began to think that it was all a fiction, or that this love after the
-English fashion was far too self-commanded and restrained for a half
-Italian girl. She had thought at first that it would be quite easy and
-extremely amusing to make him betray himself. And she had resolved in
-such a case that his downfall should do him no harm; she would not
-betray him; she would keep his secret. But she had not supposed that he
-would stand out, that he would be able to resist her: and at length she
-got confused about her own notions, and about his conduct and everything
-around her, and knew no longer what to think.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.<br /><br />
-<small>A CRISIS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">I</span>T was like a play the intercourse which went on between these two; the
-perpetual aggressions of the girl and defences of the young man, the
-troubled spectatorship of the father, who saw that slave of his word
-resisting, fighting always, more or less feebly, but yet resisting all
-the <i>agaceries</i>, all the temptations, which a spirit of mischief could
-throw in his way. Sometimes the sight was laughable, sometimes it was
-almost tragic, to the looker on; and he was much disturbed at the same
-time on his own account, not knowing what Rita meant by it all. “Take
-care what you are doing,” he would say to her, with mingled pity and
-alarm&mdash;pity for the young man, alarm for himself and her. “What am<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> I
-doing, papa?” Rita would ask, with the greatest innocence. “That is
-exactly what I can’t tell,” poor Mr. Bonamy said. But his warnings never
-came to more than this. And nothing in all her life had so amused Rita
-as her torture of this unfortunate young man. One day they happened to
-be alone for a little while, Mr. Bonamy having been called away. It was
-on a Sunday evening, after dinner, a day when the Bonamys, following the
-old-fashioned English rule, were always alone. Harry had avoided
-opportunities of being alone with Rita as much as lovers generally
-scheme for that privilege, but to-day there was no help for it. She was
-seated at the open window in her usual dress of vapoury white; the
-summer was advancing, and it would soon be time for the removal of the
-household to the country, where they went every year. Mr. Bonamy had
-been called away, quite unexpectedly, to his own dreadful vexation and
-the terror of Harry, but to Rita’s secret delight. The night-air puffed
-the white curtains over her head and about her white, half-visible
-figure. The window looked out upon the garden, and there was a little
-moisture of the sea in the air. Harry was standing at the other side of
-the window,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> half concealed by the floating veil of the curtain. Rita
-was half buried in a great chair. A shaded lamp stood on a table in the
-other part of the room, but that was all, not light enough to see each
-other by. There had been a somewhat long silence, and Harry was trying
-hard to break loose from this enchantment and go away. But his heart was
-faint with the sweetness of it, poor fellow! and he could not get free,
-especially now that they were alone. If it could have been helped, he
-would not have stayed; but he had not been able to help it, and it was
-sweet. He was snatching a fearful joy, not saying anything, scarcely
-daring to breathe. Then into the soft silence came her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver, they tell me summer nights in England are so much sweeter
-than here. What are those long twilights? I have read about them, but I
-don’t understand it. Tell me.” He could make out that she leaned forward
-in her chair, putting her hands together, which was a way she had.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think,” said Harry, catching his breath, “that anything can be
-sweeter than the evenings here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but there is a difference; tell me. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> know that I am never to go
-to England,” said Rita, plaintively; “though I remember you said you
-would not be afraid to take me. What made you say that, Mr. Oliver?
-perhaps you forget that you ever did.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; I don’t forget.”</p>
-
-<p>“You never would enter into any particulars; but I am glad at least that
-you don’t forget. Now papa is away, we may talk of it. It always hurts
-papa when I speak of England. So tell me&mdash;tell me quick&mdash;how was it that
-you thought you could make it safe? Ah, how I wish you could!” she said,
-clasping her hands.</p>
-
-<p>Harry said never a word. His heart was thumping so against his breast
-that he thought every moment it would burst forth from that uneasy
-house. Now it got into his throat, and seemed to choke him; he could not
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t say anything,” said Rita, with again a little tone of
-complaint. “Do you think that is kind, or fair? You rouse my
-expectations, and then you never say another word. I have thought of it
-all this time, and always wondered if you would ever tell me. How could
-Mr. Oliver manage to take me to England without danger? that is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> what I
-have always been saying to myself. What, Mr. Oliver! won’t you say a
-word?”</p>
-
-<p>Here there burst a cry from Harry’s breast. “Don’t torture me,” he said;
-then collecting all his strength, “It was my presumption. I thought only
-that to take&mdash;the most precious care of you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His voice shook, and at last his little torturer felt that she had got
-almost to the end of his powers.</p>
-
-<p>“That is a very pretty way of saying it, Mr. Oliver; precious care; it
-is not slang, is it? I am sure you would be kind&mdash;very, very kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, <i>kind</i>!” cried poor Harry, grasping unconsciously the white
-curtains that kept blowing between him and her, in his strong, hot
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you like the word? I think it is such a nice word. There is
-nothing like it in Italian, and you can apply it so widely. You can be
-kind to a horse or a dog; and then to children, and sick people and poor
-people; and then&mdash;to everybody&mdash;me. You have always been, ever since I
-knew you, very kind to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t say so&mdash;don’t say so&mdash;not that word,” Harry cried.</p>
-
-<p>“But there is no other word half so good.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> Other words express other
-feelings; kind means, just kind. There is nothing else expresses it.
-English is a wonderfully fine language. It is so strong and so
-trustworthy. You feel as if you could believe it, every word. Mr.
-Oliver,” said Rita, in her little, soft, insinuating voice, “did you
-really, really believe that&mdash;that I might go to England, if&mdash;someone
-were to take care of me, such care as you call precious; but, then, who
-would do that? not papa, for he is so frightened. No one I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Bonamy, I must say good night,” said Harry, very shortly, taking
-himself out of the floating curtain, almost tearing it down in his
-agitation.</p>
-
-<p>“Good night! before papa comes back? Oh, but that would be <i>un</i>kind.
-Don’t. Why should you run off in such a hurry in the very middle of our
-talk?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” he said, with the crushed curtain like a wisp in his hands,
-“I can’t stay&mdash;I mustn’t stay. Forgive me, and, if you will, excuse me:
-and&mdash;good night!”</p>
-
-<p>He was rushing away, when she put out her hand. He saw that, though
-there was so little light. He could not refuse to shake hands with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> her;
-and instead of leaving the pressure to him, she took hold of his hand
-for a second, lightly but firmly detaining him. “Mr. Oliver,” she said,
-with that little plaintive tone, “you should not run away.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was hoarse with agitation and distress. That soft, light touch of
-detention made him wild. “I must fly,” he said, “fly! Do you think I
-want to go? I must fly, and come no more.”</p>
-
-<p>And he turned and disappeared like an arrow, as swift, but not so
-noiselessly, stumbling through the dark room. She lay back in her chair
-and listened to him all the way rushing down the stairs, shutting the
-great door with a clang. Then his steps were audible along the street
-hurrying away. The very foot, Rita thought, spoke English among the
-other footsteps. She seemed to hear them ever so far off, hurrying,
-flying. She was a spoiled child. She had not succeeded in her wicked
-attempt, and some other feeling mingled with the childish disappointment
-which provoked and mortified her. When the Vice-Consul came back, not
-without a great deal of anxiety in his mind, he found her still sitting
-there, crying as if her perverse heart would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> break. It gave him a
-mingled sense of fright and relief to see that there was no one else in
-the room; but when he found that Rita was crying, his foolish, fatherly
-heart was melted altogether. He hurried across the half-lighted room.
-“What is the matter, my darling, what is the matter? Where is Oliver? Is
-it his fault?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” cried Rita, with sobs, “do not speak to me of Mr. Oliver; he is
-a clod, he is a stone. It is not a bit true what you told me of him. He
-must have been laughing at you&mdash;or perhaps at me. It is not a bit true.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is it that is not true? My pet, this young fellow has been saying
-something to vex you? Bless my heart! he shall go to-morrow if he has
-broken his word and said anything to annoy you.”</p>
-
-<p>And the Vice-Consul, very wroth, drew a chair to the side of Rita’s, and
-put his arm round her, soothing her with soft words and caresses, and
-launching thunderbolts of anger at the supposed culprit. Rita cried
-softly for some time on her father’s shoulder. Then she interrupted him,
-putting her hand upon his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, don’t; you don’t know. What pro<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span>vokes me is different. It is not
-because he said anything. Listen,” said Rita, putting her lips to his
-ear; “I <i>know</i> it is not true what he said to you. It can’t be true,
-because I have tried him and tried him, and he <i>won’t</i> say anything. He
-has no feeling at all in him, and it cannot be true.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita! Rita! what are you saying?” Mr. Bonamy cried.</p>
-
-<p>The horror in his voice brought her to herself. She sat up suddenly,
-drying her eyes. “Well, papa, it is your fault. You gave me a puzzle to
-make out. I thought it would be fun; but it is not fun. As for Mr.
-Oliver, he is just an excellent, trustworthy Englishman. You need not
-fear that he will ever be carried away. As for feeling, I don’t think he
-knows what it is. He is English&mdash;English all over.” She clapped her
-hands together to give emphasis to her sentence, like a true Italian,
-which by turns she was.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, he is English&mdash;very English. I thought you liked everything that
-was English,” the surprised father said.</p>
-
-<p>“And so I do; but what does it matter if you will never, never let me go
-to England? Take me to England, papa!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“My darling! when you know what my feeling is on that subject&mdash;anything
-but that, Rita; ask me anything but that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” she replied, “Mr. Oliver said there would be no difficulty about
-it; he said he would take the most precious care of me. Is that slang,
-papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Slang? bless my heart, it sounds like something quite different to me,”
-cried the Vice-Consul, frowning. But Rita once more put her hand upon
-his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“You know better than I do,” she said, demurely. “I could not be sure
-which it was; but you may make yourself quite comfortable, papa, for Mr.
-Oliver is very conscientious, and never said a word. I begin,” she said
-pensively, “to understand English now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, I think you must be taking leave of your senses. You begin to
-understand English! your own language!”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded her head a great many times in reply.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I begin to understand it,” she said. And this was all he could get
-out of her. She began presently to talk upon other subjects, and kept
-him amused all the rest of the evening, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> Harry was not mentioned
-again between them.</p>
-
-<p>But Harry himself, poor fellow, went home like the wind, or rather like
-a straw blown before the wind; hastening, without any apparent movement
-of his own, to the bare rooms which were his only refuge. He arrived
-there panting like a man pursued, and shut his door as if it were a
-fence between him and his pursuers. He could not have explained to
-himself why he did this, for Rita, though she had certainly assailed
-him, had not come after him through the streets, as by his appearance
-one might have thought she had done, forcing him to his best speed. But
-when he sat down and thought it all over, though Harry was excited to
-the highest degree, it could scarcely be said of him that he was
-unhappy. He was breathless with the excitement of his escape. He said to
-himself that he must not go again; that he would not run such risks
-again, that another time he must betray himself; but all the time,
-underneath everything, he had the consciousness that his very flight had
-told his story as effectually as words could have done it, and that she
-could not now be at any loss to know what was the moving spring of all
-his recent life. He felt that she had suspected<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> him all these days. He
-knew that she had meant to surprise his secret somehow, whether in
-simple love of mischief and curiosity, or whether with some other
-motive, who could tell? but certainly this was what she had been doing:
-and there dawned upon him a light of something which was not exactly
-hope, but which yet warmed and brightened his horizon, and made the
-whole world somehow a better, a less heavy and tedious place. He did not
-say even to himself that anything definite was in his hope; what he said
-was that he could not go back, that he would run no more risks, that,
-whatever might be said to him on the subject, his policy was to keep
-away. But this had no such tragic meaning to him as it had on the
-previous occasion, when his life had been cut off in half, and his
-heart, he thought, rent in twain. If he was ever made to go back
-again&mdash;a thought which made Harry’s heart jump, but which he did not
-feel, as before, was impossible&mdash;then it would not be to hold his
-tongue. And whatever happened there was one thing which he could not be
-doubtful about. He had saved his honour, hard as had been the trial, and
-yet she <i>knew</i>. She could not, he was sure, either mistake him or ignore
-him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> any longer. Reject him, yes; allow him to languish far from her,
-which would be the kindest thing, unless&mdash;&mdash; but certainly now she knew.</p>
-
-<p>And then a week or more elapsed. After the first twenty-four hours Harry
-began to have heats and chills, wondering if he would be forbidden to go
-again. He did not intend to go, but yet to be sent away is different;
-and he awaited a summons to the Vice-Consul with feelings of alarm. But
-though he was constantly summoned to the Vice-Consul’s presence, he
-heard nothing upon this all-interesting subject. Mr. Bonamy looked
-coldly upon him for the first day, but said nothing save about business.
-And afterwards Harry went on just as before. Rita’s “night” came round,
-but Harry did not go. He dressed himself as if he were going, and got
-rid of Paolo, who had been greatly disappointed by the total absence of
-confidence in him which his friend showed. Naturally, after his
-exertions on Harry’s behalf, the offer of the ring and the studs, the
-purchase of the flower and the eau-de-cologne, Paolo had felt that he
-had a right to hear all that had taken place, and how the lady had been
-won, which he did not think would be a difficult matter. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> idea that
-his friend could be called back without the lady being won, did not
-occur to his swift Italian mind. And after that critical moment when he
-linked his arm in Harry’s, and led him eagerly off to the quietest
-promenade he could think of, to hear all about it, Paolo had treated
-Harry’s indignant denial that there was anything to tell with the
-contempt it deserved. “Nothing?” he had said, with an astonishment
-almost beyond speech. “Nothing? But that means that you do not wish to
-tell me&mdash;that you will not give your confidence to me.” When Harry
-disclaimed this, Paolo had only shook his head. “I see that you have not
-trust in me,” he said, and he had retired in his turn for a few days
-from his friend’s society, and a little coolness and momentary
-estrangement had ensued.</p>
-
-<p>But some time had elapsed since then, and one of those reconciliations
-of which Harry was afraid had followed, and Paolo’s interest was warmer
-than ever. He watched his friend’s looks and noted every visit he paid,
-so that it required nothing less than the effort of dressing and setting
-out for the Vice-Consul’s to shake himself free from Paolo’s society and
-remarks. Harry went to the very street, to the opposite side, to watch
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> windows, and to get a glimpse if he could of the little white
-figure, which was the central point in the world to him. But long before
-the usual hour the party broke up, and Harry was surprised by a sudden
-outpouring of groups of people in evening dresses&mdash;ladies with scarfs
-thrown over their heads, and satin slippers, not adapted for the rough
-pavement. Some of these groups, departing guests, perceived him, before
-he was aware. “Oh! are you going to the Bonamys?” said a lady; “don’t
-go; the Vice-Consul has been taken ill; he has had a fit or something.
-You may see how early we are coming away.” The whole street was soon
-full of a babble of voices, all talking of this. The Vice-Consul had
-been suddenly taken ill; he had fainted in the midst of the assembly,
-and the doctor had been sent for in haste. When Harry looked up at the
-windows they were all deserted&mdash;the lights still burning, the white
-curtains faintly swaying about, but the rooms entirely empty. In a
-moment all had become miserable and neglected. Life had ebbed out of the
-room, and left everything cold and silent. He felt with a chill at his
-heart as if death had come in instead to fill up the vacant place; he
-went to the door to inquire about his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> kind patron, his trustful master,
-his fatherly friend, with a heart out of which all the previous thoughts
-had departed for the moment. He thought of Rita, indeed, with instant
-anxiety; but yet her father was foremost in his mind. “Very bad, sir,”
-the servant said, who was an Englishman, “very bad,” holding the door
-wide open as he said so; and Harry went in in his evening clothes,
-looking as if he had meant to go to the party. He was a little scared
-afterwards to think that Rita never could know that he did not mean to
-come to the party. He went upstairs into the empty drawing-room; there
-were a few signs of hasty disturbance about it, evidences of the sudden
-interruption; a card-table set out with all the cards as they had been
-dealt round it; groups of chairs standing together, and a tray of ices
-on a side-table. Such a forsaken room always raises an infinite crowd of
-suggestions. It is such a lesson upon the dangers and changes of life as
-no sermon can read. Harry stood in the midst of it, feeling as if he had
-seen the writing on the wall which startled the ancient king in the
-midst of his revel. It had been an innocent revel&mdash;nothing in it to
-offend earth or heaven; but the touch of a sudden calamity makes even
-the most innocent pleasure<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span>-making seem vain. He stood there feeling as
-if on the edge of a tomb, hearing in the distance muffled yet hasty
-steps running to and fro, and all the excitement of a sudden illness.
-And he had plenty of time to indulge these thoughts, for nobody came
-near the room for, he thought, hours; though, of course, this was a
-mistaken estimate of the time that really passed. At last Harry heard
-measured steps and voices coming downstairs, and hurrying to the door
-found the English doctor in company with one of the ladies of the
-English community who had known Rita all her life. They told him that
-the Vice-Consul’s attack was a very serious one, that he was still
-unconscious, and that no one as yet could say how it would turn. “I have
-told him for some time he ought to go away. He was struggling foolishly,
-when he ought to have given in as so many people do.” “And poor little
-Rita, what is to become of her?” the lady said.</p>
-
-<p>Harry stood with his heart in his mouth, ready for any service. Alas!
-what can a young man do in such a case? An old woman is of more use. He
-was sent off, however, to fetch a nurse, and to get various articles
-that were necessary, and this gave him occupation. He was about the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span>
-house all the night, hearing with faint pleasure that Rita would not
-leave her father’s bedside, and glad to share her vigil. He would have
-liked to be there too to help, not caring what he did. The Vice-Consul
-was very ill for many days, during which time Harry threw himself into
-the business of the office, and worked like a slave. He thought neither
-of reward nor of the manner in which his behaviour was being
-contemplated by the little community around, all as much interested as
-the population of a village, though they formed an important part of a
-large and busy town. He thought nothing of all this; his new life
-absorbed him so that he had no faculty or thought that was free for
-anything else. He did not seem to require either rest or regular meals,
-but took up Mr. Bonamy’s work during the day, and ran about on any
-errand of the sick-room all the night.</p>
-
-<p>And at last the patient began to get better. The seizure had been a very
-bad one, but he mended, and was at last able to be removed. He was too
-confused even then to know what was being done for him, or to realise
-the state into which his work must have got but for the strenuous and
-anxious deputyship of his clerk.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> He was taken away even without
-knowing, without being able to say a word to Harry. But Rita, who had so
-tortured him, who even in the midst of her watch had heard without
-knowing it how Harry had taken her father’s place, and how he had made
-himself the servant of the house, did not leave him without a token of
-her gratitude. One day, while he was sitting absorbed in business, but
-not able to keep himself from thinking now and then wistfully whether he
-should see either of them before they went away, there came a soft
-little knock at the door of communication by which the Vice-Consul had
-introduced him first into his house. Harry was at Mr. Bonamy’s own
-table, taking his place, and feeling himself already so much at home in
-the work that the appeals which he had dreaded at first no longer
-affected him. But when he heard this knock his whole frame quivered. He
-did not know what to expect. He got up trembling from his chair, and
-opened the door. In the passage stood Rita, very worn and pale, with
-dark lines round the eyes that seemed to fill up all her face. She had
-scarcely left her father’s bedside, he had heard, watching over him
-night and day. Her slight little figure, always so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> slim and girlish,
-seemed to have shrunk to nothing. There was not a trace of colour in her
-face. “Miss Bonamy!” he said, with a sharp tone of surprise, though he
-was not surprised; the moment he had heard the knock he had been aware
-that Rita, and no other, must have made that appeal. The touch on the
-door had conveyed a plaintive sound to him like her voice. She smiled,
-but did not say anything. Her eyes filled suddenly with tears, and the
-soft lines of her mouth quivered. She came into the office, where he
-stood gazing at her, and held out to him both her hands, smiling up in
-his face like a child. “I have come to thank you,” she said, at last,
-the two big tears dropping like drops of rain in a thunder shower, “for
-all your&mdash;kindness.” She paused a little before that last word, and
-through the tears, through the angelical, pathetic smile, which wrung
-poor Harry’s heart, there came something that was like a ghost of
-mischief. She remembered their last conversation, though so much had
-happened since, and could not refrain, though her heart was moved to its
-depths, from throwing this ghost of a malicious shaft at him. Somehow
-the effect upon Harry was of a different kind from before. Perhaps<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> he
-felt that he had now a standing-ground which no one could undervalue or
-take from him. At all events he kept her hands in his, and looked at her
-with a gaze under which her eyes swerved. “It was not kindness,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>Rita drew back a step, though her hands were held fast. Her eyes
-drooped, she could not meet his, though Harry’s eyes were insignificant
-English eyes in comparison with those great dreamy lights that shone out
-of her little pale face. Then she gave one sudden glance at him,
-wavering and trembling. “I know it was not,” said Rita, with a great
-effort to steady her voice.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE VICE-CONSUL’S RESOLUTION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE Bonamys had a little country-house near the sea, one of those grey
-houses, with its vineyard and its fields, which are so common in Italy,
-so homely, having so little of the picturesque grace which is suggested
-by everything Italian to our minds. The rooms were large and sparely
-furnished, one of them, the only pleasant one, opening upon a terrace
-which overlooked the sea. Here the Vice-Consul was brought, and laid
-upon a couch in the long warm days, after the sun had gone off the
-house, to breathe in the pleasant saltness, and refresh himself with
-that profound Mediterranean blue which is like nothing else. At first he
-was able for no mental, and not much physical, effort,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> but by degrees
-life came back to him; and with the earliest gleams of revival came the
-recollection of all that had dropped out of his hands, his work, the
-office, all that had depended upon him. When this first crisis came,
-which had been much dreaded by the doctors, Rita had to meet it alone.
-It came in a moment, after a day of listless enjoyment. There had been
-some cool breezes, and a little breath of more vigorous life had got
-into his relaxed and feeble frame. He had fallen asleep in the
-afternoon, his daughter sitting by him. All was tranquil round about, as
-became the surroundings of a convalescent, the air breathing softly, the
-violent sun, which is in Italy an enemy of the feeble, happily gone out
-of sight, the sea sounding softly upon the rocks, the cicala shrill in
-the trees. It was the only sharp note in all that quiet, but Rita, for
-one, no more knew of the existence of a country landscape without the
-shrill tones of the cicala, than an English girl could realise one
-without the birds. There were no great trees about, nothing but those
-which were useful according to the frugal custom of wealthy Tuscany,
-where everything is expected to bear fruit. The lattice-work overhead
-was partly covered with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> vine, which made a green roof over one part
-of it; but the sick man wanted all the air he could get, so he was not
-below the pergola, but in the open part, the soft breeze blowing freely
-about him. He lay with his fine head turned towards the sea, a beard,
-the growth of his illness, softening the gauntness of the lower part of
-his face, sleeping with that utter <i>abandon</i> of weakness which seems to
-restore something of the charm of childhood to the sick. Rita sat by,
-with a book in her hands which she was not reading. It would be hard to
-tell what she was doing; not thinking either;&mdash;scenes in the past,
-scenes in the future, were gliding through her dreamy mind. Which was
-most real she could not tell. She was standing on the edge of fate, not
-knowing what a day or a moment might bring forth. All the world had
-paused with her in that suspense which was sweet. She did not want to be
-done with it or to shorten it, or to make anything advance a step
-faster; indeed she did not know what it was that was going to come. But
-<i>it</i> would not end there, she said sometimes to herself; it was
-impossible that it could end there; one thing or another must come of
-it. But what it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> was she wanted to come of it, Rita, even to herself,
-would not venture to say.</p>
-
-<p>When all at once, everything being so quiet, the Vice-Consul suddenly
-woke up. He opened his eyes with more energy than usual, and made a
-little movement to rise, with an impulse of active life, such as he had
-not shown before.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you are there, my pet,” he said. “I was dreaming that we were at
-home; that there had been despatches. I fear I have been sadly idle. How
-long have I been ill? It is too early for us to be here.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, papa,” said Rita, alarmed. “Oh, not at all too early&mdash;at this time
-we are always here.”</p>
-
-<p>He raised himself on his arm, and a startled look came upon his face.</p>
-
-<p>“How long have I been ill?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind, papa&mdash;a&mdash;good while. You are not to think of that; but to
-get better, and not to trouble yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense, my dear; there is the office that must be thought of;
-if you knew the arrears that accumulate even in a few days. I seem to
-have lost count of time; oddly enough. I can’t remember anything. How
-many&mdash;days is it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>His eyes opened wide, his under lip quivered a little, and a flush of
-weakness and excitement came upon his cheek. Rita threw down her book
-and came hastily to his side, kneeling down by the sofa.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! you must not be anxious; you must not ask any questions yet. This
-I can tell you, there are no arrears. Mr. Oliver has got the charge of
-everything, and he is doing it all so well, so well, Mr. Henderson told
-me. He said, ‘If it was not so heart-breaking to miss his dear face,’
-and here Rita gave her father a sudden kiss to conceal, and at the same
-time to express, her own agitation, ‘one could scarcely see the
-difference. Mr. Oliver has behaved like&mdash;nobody ever behaved so well.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul!” said Mr. Bonamy, putting up his hand to stroke his
-daughter’s face, “here is enthusiasm! I did not know you thought so much
-of Oliver.” Then it suddenly occurred to him to look at that hand. He
-held it up and contemplated it, at first with amusement, afterwards with
-a little alarm. “Here is a poor old claw,” he said, “that looks like&mdash;&mdash;
-why, Rita, it looks like a very bad bout; it looks like a&mdash;long illness.
-Good heavens! am I deceiving myself.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> How long have I been ill?” this he
-said in a very peremptory tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” Rita said, putting her arms around him, “Mr. Oliver has managed
-everything, there is nothing to trouble yourself about. Mr. Henderson
-said so, and so did the man from Florence&mdash;that man, I forget his name.”</p>
-
-<p>A look of anguish came upon Mr. Bonamy’s face. To come under the
-reproof, or subject himself to the interference of the Consul-General at
-Florence, had always been the terror of his official life. He had kept
-the danger at bay hitherto, acting with great independence, and being
-permitted to do so in an astonishing way; but he had known, or thought
-he knew, that they were ready to pounce upon him at the first
-opportunity. The idea of a man from Florence was bitter to him beyond
-conception. A dark colour came over his face, a sort of purple hue,
-which made Rita wild with terror.</p>
-
-<p>“What&mdash;what&mdash;what?” he cried, stammering. Rita thought he was going to
-have another fit; she called out for Benedetta, Benedetta! and with
-anxious hands, caressing, yet half forcing him back upon his pillows,
-began to fan him with a great fan which lay on his sofa. He allowed her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span>
-to lay him down, and perhaps the sight of her anxiety moved him to exert
-all his powers of self-control. He subdued the rising confusion of
-passionate mortification within him; in which effort he was helped by
-his weakness, which made any great convulsion of feeling impossible.
-By-and-bye he looked up at her with a half-smile. Benedetta had come at
-her call, and was bringing water and vinegar, and bandages of linen to
-put on his head. He waved all these appliances away with his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be afraid, I am not going to be&mdash;worse,” he said feebly. “I may
-be bad enough, but not worse. When did the man from Florence come? Tell
-me everything now.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Rita, hesitating and faltering, told him the story of his illness,
-and all the long history burst confusedly upon his brain. He had thought
-he had been a few days, perhaps a week ill, and he had been six weeks.
-He had been preparing himself for a great deal to do when he should get
-well, and he found himself replaced, put aside. There were points in the
-story which consoled him. It was no man from Florence who had been doing
-his work&mdash;that was a wonderful comfort&mdash;but his own friend, the young
-fellow whom he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> taken up and been kind to, who was the creature of
-his bounty. The Consul-General had not found a word to say; he had
-approved, and sanctioned, and authorised everything, and the character
-of Mr. Bonamy’s work had been kept up. He lay still and kept himself
-quiet, and listened to every word. Benedetta, who did not understand the
-English, stood by with all her appliances, her cold compresses, her
-bandages, the soft white folds of linen in which his hot forehead was to
-be bound. But the patient eluded her. He kept himself quiet in spite of
-all temptations.</p>
-
-<p>“You can send her away, Rita,” he said. “What are you frightened for? I
-must have known sooner or later. It is far better that I should know. I
-have been surrounded by friends, everybody has been good to me; and if
-you have no objection, my darling, I should like to see Oliver here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said Rita, “why you should think I could have any
-objection to&mdash;anything you wished, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>There was almost a glow of amusement in the Consul’s eyes. “My dear, you
-are very dutiful,” he said. And then the time came when he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> to be
-carried back again in his couch indoors before the hour of sunset, which
-is feared throughout Italy, and to have his invalid meal brought to him.
-The evening was marked by a great event, for that night the Vice-Consul
-walked to bed, which was a thing which never had happened before. And
-from this time Mr. Bonamy began to accustom himself to all that had
-happened, and when the doctor came he extracted from him the full
-history of his illness, which interested him very greatly, and gave him
-something to think about. It was not unnatural that he should be
-startled. “It is a thing that is sure to recur again?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we do not say that anything is sure to recur again. We say that,
-given the same disposition, the same symptoms might reappear.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the third time kills?” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Bonamy, that again is not a thing we say. Every repetition of
-course weakens the patient,” said the judicious doctor.</p>
-
-<p>The sick man laughed, but when he was alone his countenance was very
-grave. He lay and reflected upon everything, and thought how<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> lonely his
-child would be when he was taken from her. She had some relations, but
-his anxiety to keep her from going to England had made him negligent of
-his own family at home; and he had something to leave her; he had not
-left his child altogether without provision. But what a change it would
-be to Rita, from the house where she was queen, where everybody
-worshipped and served her, where everything she said was reckoned wiser,
-and everything she did more wonderful, than any other sayings or doings,
-to be a semi-dependant in the house of her Aunt Ersilia, or some other
-of the Italian kindred, with their different ways! This thought filled
-Mr. Bonamy’s mind as he lay in the long unoccupied hours of his
-convalescence with his face turned to the blue Italian sea. Two days
-after he made a request to his child. “Will you write a note to Oliver,”
-he said, “and ask him to come and see me? But not if you have any
-objection.” He watched her intently, and he saw a quick, faint colour
-flash over her face.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I have any objection? I told you I had not any, papa; and if
-I had what would it matter?” she said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It would matter a great deal to me. But you do not dislike poor Oliver,
-Rita?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dislike him! Do you think I am made of stone? He has done everything,
-<i>everything</i>, while you have been ill. I should be a demon if I did
-not&mdash;if I disliked him as you say.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there is a great difference,” said the Vice-Consul, “between
-dislike and&mdash;I don’t know, my pet, what word to use.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, there is a great difference,” she said, demurely; and having her
-paper neatly arranged before her, she proceeded to write the note which
-follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p class="indd">
-“Dear Mr. Oliver,<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“Papa is a great deal better. He thinks he would like to see you on
-Sunday if you would be so good as to come out here. He has been
-very much touched to hear of all you have been doing for him. And
-so am I. He wants to know all about it, and to thank you. But do
-not think you will be troubled with any thanks from me, for I know
-that you do not mean to be kind to us, though on the outside it
-looks like it.</p>
-
-<p class="c">
-<span style="margin-right: 15%;">“Truly yours,</span><br />
-“<span class="smcap">Margherita Bonamy</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Here was once more her malice, which she could not put out of the
-question between them. She was glad that her father did not ask to see
-her note, and she put it up and sent it away with a little quickening of
-all her pulses. Sunday was the next day, but she felt sure enough that
-Harry would let no engagement prevent him accepting this invitation.
-They sat in silence for some time after that letter was despatched. Rita
-felt her whole life quickened, her horizon wider, the day of more
-importance, the passing moments more weighty. She sat quite silent, her
-mind being full of so many thoughts. At last the Vice-Consul spoke, as
-if no pause had occurred. “Notwithstanding,” he said, “you know Oliver
-is not clever, Rita; that must be taken into account.”</p>
-
-<p>On this Rita, not perceiving that she betrayed the strain of her own
-thoughts by receiving the remark without surprise, answered, with a
-little sigh of regret, “No, he is not clever; but perhaps there are some
-things that are better than being clever,” she added, in a doubtful
-tone.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy laughed a little, faintly. “Are you coming to see that?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know if I am coming to see it, papa. I think I always saw it.
-One does not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> think much whether the people one cares for are clever or
-not.” Then perceiving the inference which might be drawn from her words,
-Rita blushed wildly, and turned suddenly upon her father defiant eyes.
-But he did not make any remark, half because he was weak, half because
-of a mingled pang of satisfaction and pain to think that “the people she
-cared for” now included other relations than those of the earliest stage
-in life. A father, perhaps, feels it more than a mother when his
-daughter’s heart goes away from him to another man: there is a keener
-jealousy in it, a sharper sense of contrast. He had concentrated all his
-happiness in his child; and, lo! in a moment there appeared a stranger
-in her life who would be more to her than he was. The first shock of
-this discovery is always painful; and as he lay there bearing this and
-thinking over all that was before him, an infinite sadness came into the
-Vice-Consul’s smile. It was not only natural that this blossom of his
-life should detach itself from him, but it was well. To preside at and
-assist in the replacement of one’s self by another, preparing as it were
-the preliminary ceremonials of one’s own funeral, is a curious
-experience; but Mr. Bonamy felt, with a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> melancholy that this was
-the thing which it now remained for him to do. He could not help making
-comparisons between himself and Harry. Harry was not clever; he was a
-good fellow who sat and gaped when the conversation took anything beyond
-a practical turn. Yes: he was a very good fellow; he had been a saviour
-in trouble; but yet&mdash;Mr. Bonamy smiled sadly at the idea of stepping
-down from his throne, and bidding Harry mount in his place; he could not
-promote him to his vice-consulship, but he could promote him to the
-throne of Rita, which was more. And it would be well&mdash;the best thing
-that could happen. Having once had an “attack,” which was how he put it
-euphemistically&mdash;a man was sure to have more; and the third kills.
-Therefore, how needful it was, how essential to have some one to care
-for Rita, somebody in whose hands he could leave her&mdash;when he died!
-“When I die”&mdash;these are words which it is hard to say without some faint
-shiver. When one is far off from all appearance of that conclusion, they
-may be easy; but when the preliminaries of the end have already taken
-place, and the clouds are gathering towards the great final tableau and
-termination, then the very cadence of them has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> something in it that
-gives a tingle to all the nerves. “When I die.” Mr. Bonamy was not much
-over fifty; he had not thought of anything of the kind. But here it was
-looking him in the face whether he would or not.</p>
-
-<p>Harry came at the summons without a moment’s delay. He brought a full
-report of all the business to lay before his chief. The Vice-Consul,
-notwithstanding his dreary thoughts, was making unmistakable progress.
-He was better every day. He was able to take an interest in all that his
-deputy had to tell him, and to feel the gratification which all the
-office had shared in baffling the man from Florence, and showing him a
-state of affairs with which no fault could be found.</p>
-
-<p>“I told him, Sir, that your business was always in too perfect order to
-break down with such a little trial. I showed him how we had only to
-follow your rule, and all was clear.” Mr. Bonamy laid his thin hand upon
-the young fellow’s shoulder, and patted it softly.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder,” he said, “if you would say as much for me if I had no
-daughter?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Harry, with the utmost energy; “don’t think, Sir, that I had
-any interested motive.” This pleased the Vice-Consul; and it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> pleased
-him too that Harry resented with scorn, and almost indignation, the idea
-that he might not return to his work, or that this illness of his was a
-break up, as in his heart Mr. Bonamy believed it to be. Harry knew
-nothing whatever about medicine, but his light-hearted certainty that
-his patron would be in the office again in October as well as ever, gave
-a cheer to the sick man’s failing heart, as shouts of encouragement from
-the shore, and the sight of all the eager assistants ready to help and
-watching every struggle, cheer a vessel which is trying to reach a
-dangerous harbour. There began to steal into his heart a feeling that,
-perhaps&mdash;after all. Notwithstanding he held by his first resolution. He
-had a long conversation with Harry, which had nothing to do with
-business. The young man never forgot that half hour’s talk, with the sea
-air blowing softly over all the sweetness of the garden, the cicala in
-the trees, the sound of the Mediterranean beyond. Harry thought that
-once or twice he saw in the dim room beyond a little white figure appear
-in the distance, opening a door, looking wistfully to see if the
-conference was nearly at an end, then disappearing again. And though the
-Vice-Consul was opening the gates of heaven to him, at that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> moment even
-Mr. Bonamy seemed tedious. The last time the apparition showed the
-Vice-Consul had gripped Harry’s hand with those long worn fingers, which
-he called claws, not without a certain justice. “And you must give me
-your word never to take her to England,” he was saying, in a low and
-earnest voice. But before Harry could reply, Rita, impatient, had come
-across the dim room indoors, and was standing in the window with a
-pucker in her forehead, and a tone of querulous impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to have had your beef-tea, and your champagne, and your
-tonic, and all your nourishments,” said Rita. “I have looked in a dozen
-times, but you were always so busy! What can you have to say to Mr.
-Oliver all this time? He ought not to keep you so long&mdash;when you know an
-invalid wants feeding constantly,” she said, turning with petulance to
-Harry. “How could you be so thoughtless, Mr. Oliver? that was not kind
-at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not reply anything to this tirade. He looked at her as if the
-mere sight of her was enough for him; as if nothing that could be said
-made any difference. As for Rita, she was not tranquil, but excited, and
-half angry. It was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> impossible to suppose that they had not been talking
-about her, and like many other people she objected mightily to being
-talked over. She came out and in with a nervous, irritable haste,
-bringing trays with food and medicine which she would permit no one to
-touch. Harry, when he offered his help, was driven from her with
-contumely, and even Benedetta, making her appearance behind, had the cup
-of jelly she carried snatched from her hands and was sent summarily
-away.</p>
-
-<p>“I will have no one serve papa but myself,” Rita said. Perhaps there was
-a little compunction in it. When the heat of devotion has cooled do not
-we sometimes add all manner of observances to make up outside for what
-is wanting within? She was nervously conscious of Harry’s presence, and
-aware of the approaching moment when he would insist upon speaking for
-himself. And now compunction had seized her capricious soul. She was
-angry with her lover because he had stolen her heart from its first
-owner. And she would fain have persuaded that first owner even in the
-act of betraying him that she was his entirely, and that everything
-which withdrew her from him was a pain and irritation to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> her. Harry,
-being simple, was deceived and greatly discouraged; but the Consul,
-having more insight, was never deceived.</p>
-
-<p>And in the evening the inevitable explanation came. It could not be
-delayed any longer. The <i>Curiosa Impertinente</i> reaped the consequences
-of all her tricks, and all the trials to which she had subjected Harry.
-She fell into the pit which she had herself digged. She might even have
-been said to be at his mercy, but for his simple devotion, which thought
-of no vengeance, and her own spirit and pride, which would have carried
-her through any reprisals, and still might have turned the tables upon
-him: but in the evening, when the Consul had gone to bed, they wandered
-about the terrace under the soft Italian stars, and understood each
-other.</p>
-
-<p>“There is only one thing,” Rita said. “Nothing in the world shall induce
-me to call you Isaac. Choose another name, choose any name you please;
-but Isaac you are not going to be. What could tempt anybody to call a
-child Isaac? it is dreadful. Godfathers and godmothers ought to be
-within the reach of the law.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there suddenly seemed to encircle Harry for a moment the atmosphere
-of a very different<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> place. Grey hills rose around him, the stars took a
-cold, yet a kinder sparkle; the blue depths of the sea faded away into a
-misty valley full of vapours.</p>
-
-<p>“When I was a child,” he said, “they called me Harry.” He did not make
-any further explanations, nor did he feel that any were necessary. For a
-moment he seemed to see his mother, with her two thin hands clasped
-together, and to hear her voice calling him: but this was but a phantom,
-a pale vision, a thing that had passed away for ever. Next moment he was
-back again in the warm Italian night, with the cicala chirping, and
-Rita, in a little burst of enthusiasm and pleasure, calling him by that
-familiar unrelinquished name.</p>
-
-<p class="fint">
-END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.<br />
-<br /><small>
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- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
- VOL. II.
-
-
-
-
- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. OLIPHANT
-
- AUTHOR OF
-
- “The Chronicles of Carlingford,”
-
- &c., &c.
-
-
- IN THREE VOLUMES.
-
- VOL. II.
-
-
- LONDON:
- HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS,
- 13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET.
- 1881.
-
- _All rights reserved._
-
-
-
-
- HARRY JOSCELYN.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-HARRY’S RESOLUTION.
-
-
-There is nothing that grows and strengthens with thinking of it like the
-sense of personal injury. Harry Joscelyn had been very angry when he
-left home; but he was not half so angry at that moment as when he looked
-out of the window of the railway carriage, as the train swept through
-the valley, and saw in the distance the village roofs, over which, had
-there been light enough, and had his eyes served him so far, he might
-have seen the White House seated, firm and defiant, upon the Fellside.
-And every mile that he travelled his wrath and indignation grew. When he
-reached Liverpool he had formed his purpose beyond the reach of
-argument, or anything that reason could say; and reason said very little
-in the general excitement of his being. He had been turned out of his
-home, he had been refused the money by which he thought he could have
-made his fortune. He felt himself cast off by everybody belonging to
-him. His mother had permitted that final outrage, he thought; for surely
-she could have found means of help if she had chosen to exert herself.
-His Uncle Henry had bought himself off, and got rid of a troublesome
-applicant by the gift of that twenty pounds. They were all against him.
-He thought of it and thought of it till they seemed to be all his
-enemies, and at last he came to believe that they were glad to get quit
-of him, to be done with him. This was the aspect under which he
-contemplated his relations with his family when he got to Liverpool; and
-the effect upon him was that of a settled disgust with all the ordinary
-habits of his life, and its fashion altogether. When he thought of
-returning to the office, to his former routine as clerk, the idea made
-him sick. It seemed to him that he could do anything, or go anywhere,
-rather than this. But though the impulse of abandoning all he had been
-or done hitherto was instantaneous, he could not quite settle in a
-moment, with the same rapidity, what he was to do, or be, in the future.
-He crossed to the other side of the great river with his little bag of
-“needments,” the linen Mrs. Eadie had bought for him and a few other
-indispensable things which he had himself procured, and lived in one of
-the villages there, which have now grown into towns, watching the ships
-go by, and leaving his mind open to any wandering impulse that might lay
-hold upon it. In these days the River Mersey was a great sight, as
-probably it is still. To the idle young man, accustomed to some share in
-the perpetual commotion of that coming and going, there was meaning in
-every one of the multitudinous ships that lay at anchor in the great
-stream, or glided out, full-sail, to the sea, or were poked and dragged
-away by a restless, toiling little slave of a steam-tug, carrying off
-its prey like one of the devils of the Inferno. He knew where they were
-going, and what they had to bring from afar, and all about their bills
-of lading and the passengers they carried. The river had not to him that
-grandeur of prose which becomes poetry, and fact which turns to romance,
-in less accustomed minds; but was only a huge highway, a big street
-full of crowds coming and going, over which he brooded, wondering where
-he should plunge into the tide of movement, and how take his first step
-out of the horizons which hitherto had bounded him. He did not say, as
-his mother might have done, “Oh, for the wings of a dove!” but he put
-that profound breath of human impatience into nineteenth century prose,
-and said to himself, “If I had but a steamboat, a yacht, anything to
-take me out of reach of all of them, where they will never hear of me
-again!” He was not rich enough, however, to hope for a yacht, so that
-all he could really do was to decide what “boat” he would go with, and
-whether he should turn his steps across the Atlantic, or choose another
-quarter of the world in which to become another man.
-
-He went to the office one day, as Philip Selby discovered, and asked for
-the amount of salary due to him, and purchased a few more necessary
-articles of clothing; and he wrote to the persons to whom he owed money,
-telling them that he was about to leave Liverpool, but would send them
-their money without fail within a certain period. He did not know how
-this was to be done, but he was resolute to do it, and he had no more
-doubt on the matter than he had that he should perfectly succeed in his
-plunge into the unknown. But after he had done this he remained for some
-days longer by the river-side with a self-contradictory impulse,
-watching the ships go by, and putting off the execution of his project.
-Where was he to go? To resolve to give up his own identity, to separate
-himself for ever from his family, and all his belongings, and all his
-antecedents, was easy; but to make up his mind which boat he was to go
-by, and whither he was to betake himself, was much more difficult.
-America was so hackneyed, he said to himself, with that fastidious
-impatience and disgust which is one of the characteristics of a sick
-soul: everybody goes to America; it would be the first idea that would
-occur to everyone; and this made him throw away that first suggestion
-angrily, as if it had been an offence; but if not to America, then
-where? He tossed about various names in his mind, satisfied with none,
-and when at last he made his decision, it was made in a moment, with the
-same kind of sick disgust and impatience as had made him reject the
-other ideas as they presented themselves. He was crossing the river to
-Liverpool, leaning over the side of the ferry steamboat lest anybody
-should see and recognize him, and in his own mind passing in review the
-advantages and disadvantages of all the ships he passed. The Mersey was
-very full and very bright, the sun shining, a brisk breeze blowing, the
-sky blue, the great estuary throwing up white edges of spray and leaping
-here and there against the bows of an out-going boat, in a manner which
-boded little comfort to unaccustomed sailors outside the shelter of its
-banks. The opposite shore was still clothed with trees beginning to grow
-green in the earliest tints of spring, and not unpleasantly mingled with
-the beginnings of docks and traces of mercantile invasion. Nature, as
-yet, had not given up her harmonizing power; the touches of colour on
-the masts, a national flag flying here and there, even the sailors’
-washing fluttering among the yards, was an addition to the brilliancy of
-the spring lights. The ferry-boat was full of people, though it was not
-the hour for business men to be moving about. The freight was a more
-varied one than that mass of black-coated figures which weighed it down
-to the water’s edge in the morning. But Harry turned his back upon them
-all, and looked over the side, watching in a dream the long trail of
-water which slid under the bows and was caught and churned by the
-paddle-wheel. The motion, as he watched it thus, soothed him, and took
-the place of thinking in his mind, carrying him vaguely, he knew not
-whither, just as he would fain have been carried beyond the ken of men.
-He was waiting the guidance of chance, not caring what became of him.
-Something caught his ear suddenly as the ferry-boat rustled along by the
-side of a long low steamer with raking masts and short funnels, which
-lay not far from the bank.
-
-“I wouldn’t go in that boat for the world,” some one said. The remark
-caught Harry’s ear, and roused him into mere wantonness of opposition.
-“Why?” he said to himself aloud. It did not matter whether it was said
-loud or low, nobody but himself could hear it as he leaned over the
-rushing water. “I’ll go.” He was in such a condition of perversity that
-this was all he wanted to fix his purpose.
-
-He landed on the Liverpool side, no longer languidly, but with the air
-of a man who has something to do, and went straight to examine the ship
-and ascertain where to apply for his passage. She was bound for
-Leghorn. He went stepping briskly forth to the office of the agent, and
-then with a mixture of economy and gentility, still conscious of the
-importance of the family from which he was about to cut himself off,
-took a passage in what was called the second cabin.
-
-“What name?” said the clerk. What name? he had not considered this
-question. Should he give his own name, thus leaving a clue to anyone who
-chose to inquire? The doubt, the question was momentary: “Isaac Oliver,”
-he said, and looked the man in the face as if defying contradiction. But
-the clerk had no idea of contradicting him; as well Isaac Oliver as
-Harry Joscelyn to the stranger, who knew nothing about either. Five
-minutes after he could not tell what had put this name into his head;
-but his fate was decided, and beyond correction. He went home with a
-curious feeling in his mind, not sure whether it was amusement, or
-shame, or anger with himself and fate. It was all three together. He was
-himself no longer, he had thrown away his birthright. What had tempted
-him to take the name of Isaac Oliver he could not explain. He laughed,
-but his laugh was not pleasant. He was annoyed and appalled and
-disgusted with himself, but he could not alter that now. All the evening
-he roamed about the riverbank, looking at the ships going out and in,
-and the little steamers rustling and fuming across the gleaming water,
-and all the many coloured symbols and ceaseless industry of the scene,
-with a strange sense of having lost himself, of having so to speak died
-in the middle of his life. He could not get over it. He was living in a
-little inn which had been turned into a sort of suburban tea-garden,
-instead of the little neat ale-house it once was. The weather was very
-fine and warm, though it was so early in the season, and every steamboat
-disgorged a crowd of visitors to sit under the half-open foliage of the
-trees, and in the damp little arbours. Harry avoided all these visitors
-in the fear of meeting some one who might know him. Harry! he was not
-Harry any longer. The mere giving of the false name had changed him. He
-did not know who he was. He was confused and confounded with the sudden
-difference. Had some one called out Harry Joscelyn quickly, he thought
-that it would no longer have occurred to him to answer. He was not Harry
-Joscelyn; and who was he? The name he had chosen, or which some
-malicious spirit had put into his head, seemed to float before him
-wherever he went. He shuffled in his walk unconsciously as he fled from
-himself along the margin of the great flood. What had he done? He had
-abandoned not only his own name and family, but his own condition, his
-place in life. Wherever he went, he would be known as a peasant, a
-common countryman, he thought, never thinking in his pre-occupation that
-the strangers among whom he was going knew just as much about Isaac
-Oliver as about Harry Joscelyn. The night grew dark, and the great river
-gleamed with a thousand sparkles of light like glowworms. Little
-vessels, each with a coloured lantern, went darting across and across,
-lights swung steadily with a sort of dreamy regular cadence from the
-stationary ships. The stars above were not more manifold than those
-little lamps below. The quiet of the night had hushed the sounds of the
-great city on the other side, and all the heavy hammers and the din of
-machinery: but still life was busy, coming and going, darting on a
-hundred messages; pilot boats steaming out to sea, little dark tugboats
-bringing back cargoes of souls out of the unknown. But Harry thought of
-nothing save of the strange, unpremeditated step he had taken; that one
-incident filled all the earth to him; a momentary impulse, a deed that
-was scarcely his, and yet he felt that it would colour all his life. He
-stayed out till the passenger boats had stopped and all the visitors
-were gone. The little inn was shut up and dark, all but one little
-querulous candle sitting up for him, when he went home: home! he called
-this temporary refuge by that sacred name involuntarily--just such a
-home he now said bitterly, as he would have for the rest of his life.
-Fortunately next day the Leghorn boat was to sail, and his new start
-would be made without time to think about it any more.
-
-Isaac Oliver took possession of his berth next morning. He went on board
-early, and lounged about the deck all day. For the first time this
-morning it occurred to him that they might send after him, that his
-departure could not have passed altogether without notice among his
-friends. He had not thought of this before, but now it came upon him
-with some force. They would try to stop him at the last moment. The very
-name he had chosen would betray him, for who but Harry Joscelyn would
-call himself Isaac Oliver? He kept on the further side of the ship,
-leaning over the bulwarks, and watched everybody who went or came with
-jealous eyes. Tardy passengers came on board one after another, bringing
-luggage and new items of cargo and provisions; there was scarcely a
-moment without some arrival, and every one of them, Harry felt, must be
-for him. When at last the gangway was detached, the anchor weighed, the
-latest idler or porter put on shore, and the very screw in motion, he
-felt sure there must be some last attempt, some appeal from the quay.
-“Have you one of the name of Harry Joscelyn there?” he thought he could
-actually hear them calling; and saw the rapid examination of the list of
-passengers, and the shaking of heads of the captain and his immediate
-assistants, who were standing together high above all the others. When
-there could be no longer any doubt that the steamboat was off, and that
-no appeal of the kind had been made, a quick and hot sense of offence
-came over Harry. He had been alarmed by the idea of being identified and
-stopped at the outset of his voyage: but as soon as he was certain that
-he was to be allowed to proceed peaceably on that voyage, his heart
-burned within him with a sense of injury. Now it was indeed all ended
-and all over, his life, his name, everything to which he had been
-accustomed in the past. He went below to his berth, with a sense of
-complete abandonment and desolation which it would be impossible to
-describe. It appeared to him that until now he had only been playing
-with the idea, amusing himself with all the preparations for a change
-which would never really take place, which somehow would be stopped and
-prevented at the end. But nobody had put forth a finger to stop him, and
-now the end was accomplished and beyond all remedy. Up to the time he
-came on shipboard he had not thought of being stopped, but now he felt
-as if he had expected it all the time, and was grievously injured and
-heartlessly abandoned by all the world and by all his relations, not one
-of whom would lift a finger on his behalf. He went down to his shabby
-berth in the second cabin, and felt much disposed, like his mother, to
-turn his face to the wall. But, perhaps fortunately for Harry, the sea
-was rough, and when the vessel steamed out of the Mersey and felt the
-full commotion of the waves outside, he was sick, and not in a condition
-to care for anything.
-
-In this way he lost the thread of his trouble for the first two days:
-and then novelty and excitement began to tell upon him, and he came
-altogether to himself. No, not to himself: he did not feel clear about
-who he was or what. He came to--Isaac Oliver, looking that new personage
-in the face with a bewildered awe of him and wonder at him. Isaac
-Oliver! who, he wondered vaguely, could he be? not a son of old Isaac,
-who had only little children--a nephew or a cousin, some off-shoot of
-the family, if the Olivers could be called a family, a suggestion at
-which he smiled in spite of himself. That must be who he was, the
-offspring of a race of peasants, no better blood, no other pretensions.
-The Joscelyns were a very different class of people, but he had given
-them up, he had shaken off all bonds between them and himself. “In for a
-penny, in for a pound,” he said to himself, setting his face to it with
-a smile, as the steamboat bore up along the Italian coast, and “the old
-miraculous mountains hove in sight.” Harry did not feel any special
-interest in Italy: he was of the class who never travel, and understand
-but little why one place should be more interesting than another. And,
-indeed, Leghorn does not sound like Italy to any traveller. What he
-knew of it was that it was a busy sea-port, where there were merchants’
-offices and a thriving trade. He did not interest himself much about
-anything else. He had his living to make, alone and unbefriended in a
-strange country: need was that he should collect himself and pluck up a
-heart and think what he was to do, now that he was so near the place of
-his destination--or, at least, not what he, but young Isaac Oliver, was
-to do. Would any merchant take him in without character, without
-introduction or testimonial? This thought was like a cold breath going
-through and through him, when he began to think. But he had still a
-little money in his pocket, and could afford to wait and look about him
-for a week or two. There is always something turning up in a busy place.
-And Harry, accustomed to occupation all his life, could not believe that
-he would ever starve where there was anything to do.
-
-They had touched at various other ports on the way, whose chief claims
-to be visited were such as Harry had little understanding of, and the
-eagerness of his fellow-passengers to get on shore and see these places
-had surprised him. For his own part, he did not see the fun of going to
-see a succession of churches and pictures. He had seen but few pictures
-in his life, and he had never been taught that they were of much
-importance. He had, indeed, privately, an honest contempt for such
-things, though he said little about it. He was disposed to ask, “What
-are you all staring at?” when he was brought face to face with an early
-Master, a thing which he would have banished into the darkest corner had
-it been his. But when he got into the harbour at Leghorn he began to
-feel himself once more _dans son assiette_. He knew what the docks
-meant, and appreciated the masts of the shipping better than if they had
-been the most delicate works of art. It was nothing to Liverpool, but it
-was something he could understand and felt at home with. He landed in
-better spirits than he had experienced for a very long time. He felt a
-moral certainty that he should “get on” here.
-
-But what a shock it was when the unaccustomed Englishman stepped first
-on shore, and found himself in the midst of a strange life, of which he
-did not understand even the first word! He knew very well, of course,
-that it was a foreign place, and that English was not spoken there; but
-he never had realized that it would be impossible by speaking loudly, or
-using a sort of broken English, or some other simple contrivance, to
-make the barbarous natives understand. Even an individual much better
-educated than poor Harry may be excused if the shock of that
-extraordinary solitude and isolation which surrounds him when he finds
-himself incapable of understanding a word of what is going on, is a
-surprise and irritation as well as a discomfort. He stood on the quay
-with his little portmanteau by him--after having been rowed over endless
-links of basins, all full of clear green sea-water, cut like a great
-jelly by the progress of the boat, to the landing-place--and stood there
-aghast, and, indeed, agape, hustled by the crowd, and with a grinning
-porter on each side of him making offers of incomprehensible service. He
-would not deliver himself over into the hands of any such harpies he was
-resolved, not even when they addressed him in a word or two of English,
-though the sound was as balm to his ears. He stood over his portmanteau
-and angrily pushed the facchini away, but at last got hold of a lad
-whose appearance pleased him, who was tidier than the rest. To him
-Harry said “Hotel?” in a sort of half-questioning, half-suggestive way;
-but this was not enough to get him clear of the officious crowd, who
-flew at him with names which conveyed no meaning to his ears. Harry felt
-like a man caught in a hailstorm as he was pelted with those big
-sonorous syllables. He grew furious with confusion and bewilderment. He
-had not been thought specially strong on the Fells, but here his
-North-country muscles told. He pushed away the crowd, who he thought
-were making a joke of him, and took up his own portmanteau. “The
-gentleman is all right,” said some one beside him; “you have no
-education, you are without manners, you others,” and somebody took off a
-hat and made a salutation, somebody who reached to about Harry’s elbow.
-It was civil, and the first part of the sentence had been said in
-English, so Harry, learning by experience, conquered his wrath, and was
-civil too. “Can I perhaps indicate a hotel?” this new personage said;
-“Mister is an English?” Harry stood still and looked down upon his new
-acquaintance, not quite clear as to the meaning of what he said. He was
-a little man, small and dainty, dressed with quaint care, with high
-shirt-collars, and a large black cravat tied in a bow, and the most
-shining of black hats, which he took off when he spoke. He was
-olive-complexioned, with big, dark, soft Italian eyes. “Mister is an
-English?” he said; “by paternity I am an English, too. I will indicate a
-hotel if the gentleman chooses. It will deliver him from _la canaglia_,
-what you call this rabbel,” he added, with an ingratiating smile, and a
-great rattle of his _r’s_. It was mere good-nature, but Harry was by no
-means sure of this, and he knew that foreigners were deceivers. “Thanks,
-I won’t trouble you,” he said, abruptly, and lifting his portmanteau--it
-was not a big one--strode away. He felt angry and depressed, yet
-excited. The astonished look of the little man, who made him another
-bow, and replaced his hat with a shrug of his shoulders at the
-Englishman’s want of manners, added to his discomfiture. Perhaps he had
-made a fool of himself by refusing those good offices which were offered
-to him, Harry thought. Perhaps he would have been a bigger fool had he
-accepted. Perhaps they were all in a conspiracy to rob him. He strode on
-and on, somewhat ashamed of his own appearance with the portmanteau, as
-if he were too poor to pay anyone to carry it, and thoroughly
-bewildered altogether amid the sounds and sights which he did not
-understand. But at the end he got into an inn where there was some one
-who spoke English, not such a usual accomplishment in these days as it
-is now; and where he got a room which was very strange of aspect to the
-untravelled young man. The half hour which he passed there, seated upon
-the odd little bed, with his portmanteau at his feet upon the tiled
-floor, all so strange, so desolate to Harry, was as terrible a moment as
-he had ever passed in his life. His very soul was discouraged, sunk low
-in his breast with a kind of physical drop and downfall. It was all he
-could do not to burst out crying in his forlornness and helplessness and
-solitude. What could he do in a place where he did not understand a
-word? In many cases novelty is delightful, but there are some in which
-it is the most dreadful of all depressing circumstances. Everything,
-from the dingy tiles under his feet, and the dark eating-room
-downstairs, with its unaccustomed smells, up to the blaze of the Italian
-noon, and the incomprehensible tongue that everybody spoke, weighed upon
-Harry. He covered his face with his hands, sitting there upon his bed.
-What evil fate had led him to this unknown place? What should he do
-without even a name that belonged to him, without a friend? A gasp came
-into his throat, and the hand that covered his eyes was wet. He felt
-himself bowed down to the very ground.
-
-After thus “giving way,” however, Harry braced himself up, and recovered
-at least the appearance of courage. He made the best toilette he could
-by the help of the small washing utensils, which were not so entirely
-abhorrent to English customs then as they are now--for baths were not
-very general, and washing-basins were but small, in the first quarter,
-if not the first half, of this century. And then he sallied forth
-refreshed--into a new world.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-A NEW WORLD.
-
-
-Harry strayed about the town during the afternoon, losing his way, and
-finding it again; but got back to the hotel before the important hour of
-dinner, of which the English-speaking waiter had informed him. He was
-less amused than depressed with all he saw. The perpetual talk that
-seemed to be going on around him--sharp, varied, high-pitched,
-incomprehensible--gave him at first a sense of offence, as if all these
-people were doing it on purpose in order to bewilder him, and afterwards
-a profound feeling of discouragement. He was not clever he was aware. He
-had never been very great at his school work, and how was he to
-accomplish the first preliminary, the very initial step of existence
-here, the learning of the language, to which he had no clue, and of
-which he could not make out one word? It seemed to him as if years must
-elapse before he could master the very rudiments of the new tongue; and
-how was he to seek for work, or to get work to do, not knowing the very
-A B C of the life about him? Harry went doubling about the unfamiliar
-streets, looking with wistful eyes at every passer-by who had the look
-of an Englishman, and asking himself what he was to do. He did not seem
-to have any spirit left for the uphill work of learning a language.
-There rose up before him a vision of the exercises which he had once
-laboured at, daubing himself with ink, and of the verbs which he had got
-by heart overnight only to forget them in the morning. To think that he
-could not even ask his way! Wherever he strayed he looked at the people
-helplessly, as if he had been dumb, and anxiously examined all the
-street corners, without venturing to approach any shop, or lay himself
-open to any encounter. He was more fortunate than might have been
-expected in this point, for he found the right street corner at last,
-and the house, with its strange old courtyard, and the long dark _sala_
-which looked into it, and in which the guests were already gathering.
-The house had a good reputation, and the large room was nearly full.
-Harry, who had never seen anything of the kind before, saw the people
-take their places, each appropriating his own turned down chair, and
-half finished bottle of wine, and looked for his own place with a
-curious sense of the everyday character to the others of all these
-proceedings, which to him were so unusual. Yesterday, at the same hour,
-no doubt they had all been here, and last year, and as long as anybody
-could recollect, munching a slice from the long Italian loaf, the yard
-of bread which of itself astonished his simple-minded ignorance. To
-think that with such an air of routine and long establishment this
-dinner should have been happening methodically every day while he was
-pursuing his work at Liverpool, or taking his holiday at home. At home!
-The words sounded like a bitter sarcasm to the young man, who had no
-home--who had now no identity, no self to fall back upon, but had begun
-to exist, so to speak, only a few days ago. And to think this table,
-with all its soils and steams, should have been waiting for him all this
-time!
-
-“’Ere, Sarr, ’ere,” said the English-speaking waiter, his black eyes
-rolling in his head with pride and pleasure in this exhibition of his
-gift of languages. He was holding the back of a chair which had been
-carefully turned down, and was placed between a fat old Italian, with an
-enormous depth of double chin, and a small figure, which Harry
-recognised at once as that of the man who had spoken to him on the quay.
-“De gentelman speak English,” said the waiter, bowing with amiability
-and pleasure. Harry, it is to be feared, did not appreciate the
-exertions made in his behalf. The little stranger, on his side, was as
-smiling and bland as the attendant, delighted to make himself agreeable.
-They both thought it the most pleasant thing in the world to surprise
-the sulky and speechless Englishman with a companion to whom he could
-talk. “Mister have found his way after all to the Leone,” said his
-friend, “I wish myself joy of it. It is what I most did desire. He is
-the best hotel, the very best hotel in all Livorno. Most of the
-strangers, what we call forestieri, find their ways here. Mister will
-find himself very comfortable; the kitchen is excellent, and the
-chambers--the chambers!” here the little man spread out his hands with
-ecstatic admiration, “so clean, so comfortable; everything an
-Englishman desire.”
-
-Harry was cross, and he was suspicious. He thought the reappearance of
-his first acquaintance looked like a conspiracy, and that probably
-between the man and the waiter it was an understood thing that the
-Englishman, who was so ignorant, should be made to pay for his
-initiation into foreign ways. But he had no intention of being made to
-pay if he could possibly help it. He had not the slightest understanding
-of the waiter’s benevolent wish to make him comfortable, or the innocent
-satisfaction of the other, at once in showing off himself and his
-acquirements and showing kindness to a stranger. Harry did not realize
-the national character in both, which made them pleased to serve him,
-and anxiously on the watch for the look of pleasure which they
-anticipated as their reward. An English servant would have looked on
-with anticipations of another kind. He would have watched to see the
-stranger’s hand stealing into his pocket: and on this point no doubt
-Antonio had as sharp an eye as anyone; but his Italian soul, asked for
-something more; he wanted to see a glow of pleasure in the face of the
-person to whom he had just, as he thought, done a service. Harry
-refused to pay in this wise. His countenance, somewhat dark before,
-settled down into a heavier gloom. He drew in his chair to the table
-roughly, losing part of his companion’s address: and he did not look at
-the young man who was talking to him, or give him any recompense for the
-effort he was making. After a while he made a remark, but it was not a
-very civil one. “Why do you call me Mister?” was what he said.
-
-The stranger looked at him, complacent still, but yet a trifle
-abashed--“Because,” he said, stroking a small moustache, and fixing his
-eyes upon Harry with a smiling yet deprecating glance, “I do not know
-the gentleman’s name.”
-
-“Even if you don’t know a fellow’s name,” said Harry, ruthless, “it
-isn’t English to say Mister. Mister is a title of contempt.” Here the
-horrified look of his new acquaintance made him pause. “I mean when it’s
-used alone without the name. Low people sometimes use it so--but nobody
-who speaks decent English,” Harry said. As he spoke the stranger’s olive
-countenance caught flame and grew crimson. He laughed an embarrassed,
-uncomfortable little laugh.
-
-“It is that I am mistaken,” he said; “I have not spoke English moch. The
-gentleman will pardon my error. My name is Paolo Thompson,” he said,
-with a little wave of the hand, introducing himself.
-
-“You would like to know my name,” said Harry.
-
-The Italian-Englishman replied, not with any expression of offence, but
-with a smiling bow.
-
-“My name is----” he made a pause. He looked at the interested
-countenance beside him, a sense of the ludicrous mingling with his
-suspicious distrust of all strangers and foreigners. What did it matter
-what he said to a little impostor like this? “Oliver,” he added, with a
-laugh. He almost thought the little fellow, though not an Englishman,
-must see the incongruity, the absurdity, of associating the name of
-Oliver with such a person as Harry Joscelyn. It suddenly became a
-practical joke to him, a masquerade which everyone must see through.
-
-“O---- livr,” said little Thompson, with a long emphasis upon the first
-letter, and a hurried slur over the rest; “that right? alright! Mister
-O--lvr.”
-
-“Not Mister,” said Harry, growing benevolent as he felt a little
-amusement steal over him, and he tried to give his new acquaintance the
-_nuance_ of sound which divides the Mr. of English use and wont from
-the two distinct syllables of which Paolo was so fond. They grew friends
-over this attempt at unity of pronunciation, or rather Harry permitted
-himself to grow friendly, and to ask himself what harm this little
-foreigner could do him--a little hop o’ my thumb, whom he could lift in
-one hand. As he laughed over his new friend’s attempt to catch the
-difference of sound, his friendly feeling increased. He felt his
-superiority more and more, and in that superiority his suspicions melted
-away. As for little Paolo he took everything amiably. He had no
-objection to be laughed at.
-
-“You mean not bad,” he said, “I know; you mean not to make angry. Laugh,
-it is a way of us English. My father was an Englishman. I never know
-him; he was died before I am born; but I too am an English by origin. It
-is for that I have my place. I am Interpreter. I put what you say in
-Italian. I put what one would say to you in English. Thus I please to
-both,” said the little man with lively satisfaction; and he laughed when
-Harry laughed with genuine good faith. Perhaps it was the reaction from
-his past despondency which made Harry laugh so much, perhaps the little
-bravado of a stranger feeling himself gazed at and isolated among a
-crowd of people alien to him. He attracted the eyes of all the guests at
-the table-d’hôte especially of some Americans who had come in late, and
-one other Englishman who regarded him gloomily from the other end of the
-table, and concluded that his countryman was having too much to drink,
-but that it was not his business. Harry was not taking too much to
-drink; he was making wry faces at the sour Nostrali, which was the only
-wine provided without a special order. Harry did not understand any wine
-except Port and Sherry, and he despised the sour stuff of which he took
-one big gulp and no more; he did not know what else to order, and he did
-not like to mix up Paolo in his affairs so far as to ask his advice on
-this point. Paolo for his part was drinking a little of his wine in a
-tumblerful of water, not without some alarm lest the _eau rougie_ should
-go to his head. He told Harry all his story as they sat together. His
-father had been an English clerk, sent out from England to an office in
-Leghorn, who had married an Italian girl, and died in the first year of
-their marriage. Paolo was very proud of that fine and aristocratic name
-of Thompson, of which there was a Lord and many Sirs, he informed Harry
-with great but smiling seriousness; his mother, though she had been so
-young, would never re-marry herself, though pressed on all sides to do
-so--such was her devotion to her youthful husband who was English, and
-to the romantic and euphonious name which he had left her. The young man
-grew every moment more friendly. Harry’s suspicions all floated away as
-he listened to the story, and laughed at the accent and grammar of his
-new acquaintance, who laughed too with perfect good-humour. Thompson--he
-was a fit associate for an Oliver, Harry said to himself, knowing
-nothing about any Oliver save Isaac whose name he had appropriated.
-After dinner was over Paolo proposed that they should go for a stroll;
-and though Harry had done nothing else but stroll all the afternoon with
-very small advantage, yet he was quite willing to begin again with the
-aid of his friend’s knowledge. It was less lonely than sitting in the
-dreadful little room of which Paolo had ventured to say that it was so
-comfortable, and exactly what an Englishman liked. Harry shuddered at
-the thought; he had never been used to sit in his bedroom, and he could
-not but feel it a sort of humiliation that he had no other room to sit
-in. His new friend was a wonderful example of costume to the untrained
-taste of Harry. He wore trousers of a large check, but a black evening
-coat over them, a large shirt-front, a black ribbon at his neck tied in
-a bow, and varnished shoes. He was very well contented with his
-appearance. When he added an opera-hat to all this finery, the sensation
-in his little bosom of thorough self-content was very warm. Harry could
-not but laugh at the little exquisite, whose gorgeous apparel was so
-unlike anything he had ever seen.
-
-“I don’t know if I dare to walk out in my coloured clothes with such a
-swell as you are, Thompson,” he said. Paolo looked down upon himself
-delighted. He knew he was well-dressed.
-
-“You are all right,” he said, “an English, that covers all; but when one
-is only by origin, more must be done. Komm a-long.” He stretched up his
-hand, which he had just clothed in light kid, to Harry’s arm, who had no
-gloves, nor any other advantage. The Angelus was sounding from all the
-churches as they set out. Harry could not but wonder if there was an
-evening sermon, or if it was a series of prayer-meetings which were
-going on. He was much surprised that foreigners should have such devout
-habits. It surprised him, too, to see how soon it got dark; but as it
-happened there was a brilliant moon which soon made the streets as light
-as day. And as soon as the sacred hour of sunset, the fatal hour which
-Italians dread, was over, the streets filled with a crowd which still
-more surprised Harry. Before all the cafés the pavements were
-crowded--not only men, but women, seated at the little tables enjoying
-the freshness of the lovely evening, and making such a hum and babble of
-talk as nothing but an unknown tongue can produce. A language which is
-familiar to us never sounds so like an uproar and tumult as one that is
-unintelligible. Harry’s first thought was that the people about him were
-all quarrelling; his second that this chatter was the riotous and
-boundless gaiety which he had always heard attributed to “foreigners;”
-but the scene amused him, though it was so unintelligible, and by and by
-a degree of toleration which years at home could not have conveyed to
-him, began to penetrate his mind. Perhaps after all it was only the
-different habits of these unknown people, and neither quarrelling nor
-riot. Sometimes one would jump up in the midst of a conversation as if
-impelled by a sudden outburst of fury, and address his friends,
-gesticulating wildly; but after Harry had taken the alarm, and sat ready
-to strike in if any harm happened, he noticed that the friends of the
-violent person took it quite calmly, turning upon him looks which were
-full of smiling placidity, and evidently fearing nothing. In the same
-way when two men were threading their way along the street together, one
-would suddenly drop the other’s arm, and standing still, discourse with
-every mark of excitement for a minute, then resume his friend’s arm and
-go on again as if there had been no interruption. An Englishman would
-have knocked down his adversary with much less demonstration. Harry felt
-himself obliged to pause too, and give an eye to these personages; and
-when he also sat down with his companion at one of the little tables,
-his attention to Paolo’s doubtful English was constantly interrupted by
-the same supposed need of watchfulness in case the party next to them
-should come to blows. But all the other people took it quite quietly, to
-Harry’s great surprise.
-
-“Why do these beggars jump up in that way and look as if they were going
-to knock some other fellow down?” Harry said at last.
-
-“Beggares?” said Paolo, looking round hastily; and then, for he was a
-young man anxious to improve himself and quick of apprehension, he
-jumped at the Englishman’s meaning. “Ah! that is English for questi
-Signori, these gentlemen? beggares! capisco, capisco!” said Paolo,
-clapping his hands as at an excellent joke; “they do nothing but make a
-little conversation, what you call talk,--these beggares;” and he burst
-forth once more into a genial peal.
-
-Harry was half pleased to have achieved such a facile success, and half
-alarmed lest perhaps Paolo might be laughing at him. He said with a
-suppressed growl, “Conversation! do you call that conversation? I
-thought they were going to fly at each other’s throats.”
-
-“No, no, no--never fly at each other’s throats; they have too much
-education,” said Paolo; “it is the Italian animation, that is all. An
-English is what you call quiet. He talks down here, not out of his
-mout,” and Paolo beat himself upon the breast, and pointed to about the
-spot out of which Harry’s deep bass proceeded. Harry was by no means
-pleased with this familiarity, but he reflected that the little man was
-his only friend among all these strangers, and subdued his displeasure.
-He did not know very well what to do with the pink syrup that was
-furnished him to drink: that, and the sour wine, and the black coffee,
-were all alike out of Harry’s way. Oh, that he could have had but one
-mighty draught of English beer to clear all these cobwebs out of his
-throat! But this was an indulgence, like so many others, to be hoped for
-no more.
-
-After Paolo had sipped the rosolio which Harry contemplated with such a
-mingling of alarm and disgust, they got up and continued their walk.
-By-and-bye, in the full moonlight, they strolled towards the port, and
-walked about on the quays, among the shipping, which threw up its black
-lines of masts, and dark lace of cordage against the silvery light of
-which the sky was full. Harry was interested about all this, much more
-than about churches or pictures. And he threaded his way among the
-ropes, and piles of barrels and cases with which the quays were
-encumbered, with a stir of curiosity and hope. Should he find his life
-and work within the circle which surrounded these instruments of wealth?
-He paid but little attention to the talk of his companion as they went
-along. He seemed to see once more the new career before him which he had
-been doubting an hour or two before. It was not a very magnificent
-prospect: yet work that suited him might surely be found when there were
-goods to be exported, and counting houses to look after these goods. He
-did not know what might become of him in this strange place, but
-whatever his fortune might be it was all he could look forward to, and
-his mind seemed to take a new start from the appearance before him of a
-possibility, a strain of existence which he understood. He forgot, as he
-listened to Paolo’s chatter going on by his side--which filled him with
-a vague, superficial sense of superiority--all about the new language to
-be learned, and the difficulties which had almost overwhelmed him in the
-afternoon. Thus he went on, allowing his companion to talk, and thinking
-his own thoughts, till they emerged from the immediate regions of the
-basins and docks and came back to the streets. They were crossing one
-which was very dimly lighted, and which Paolo informed him led into the
-better quarter of the town, when they came in sight, or, rather in
-hearing, of a party of sailors in a noisy state of exhilaration. What
-could they have been drinking, Harry wondered, thinking of the sour wine
-and the rosolio, to make them so convivial? They were singing rude
-choruses, and making night hideous with jokes and loud laughter, bearing
-a wonderful family resemblance to noises of the same kind which Harry
-had heard near the port of Liverpool--when there suddenly crossed the
-moonlit-road, between the revellers and the two orderly passengers, a
-couple of female figures moving rapidly, figures very easily identified
-as those of an elder and younger woman--a sedate and ample personage,
-with a girl clinging to her. Two of the sailors, with a holloa of
-satisfaction, started forward in pursuit. They overtook the women when
-they were close to Harry and his companion, and one of them seized the
-girl by the arm. She gave a frightened cry, and the other woman,
-throwing her arm round her, pushed the men away, pouring forth a volley
-of rapid Italian, of which Harry of course did not understand a word. He
-made a stride forward to the fray. Paolo, on his side, who was small and
-not valorous, did his best to hold him back.
-
-“It is not our business,” he said, with a certain faltering in his
-voice.
-
-“Tell them to let go the girl,” said Harry, with brief determination.
-
-“It is not our business,” said the alarmed interpreter.
-
-“Tell them they had better let go that girl,” repeated the young
-Englishman.
-
-Then little Paolo stood forth, with a courage which was not his own, and
-addressed the sailors. He took off his hat with the utmost politeness
-and remonstrated. Harry, beginning, by dint of hearing them repeated, to
-distinguish the words, at last understood that “Questo Signor” must mean
-himself; but the sailors treated the remonstrance with contempt. The
-other one took hold of the girl by the other arm, while she screamed,
-and her companion raved and scolded at them, pushing and struggling with
-all her might. Harry stepped forward into the moonlight. He lifted up
-his clenched fist and his big bass voice. “Let go that girl,” he shouted
-in good English, with a voice that roused all the echoes. The men did
-not know a word he said; but they understood him, which was more to the
-purpose. They let go their hold in a minute, and stood staring at the
-intruder as sheepishly as any Englishmen could have done, and perhaps
-also with a touch of shame. Little Paolo, trembling yet triumphant, kept
-close to the champion, while he stood and faced them, ready for
-whatever might happen. It was not for nothing that Harry was a
-Joscelyn. He stood well up to them with a watchful eye and a ready arm.
-The women had escaped under cover of this unexpected interposition from
-their first assailants, but another pursuer by this time had got upon
-their track. “Let’s have a look at your face, my pretty lass,” this lout
-said, as he rolled along. Harry’s blood was up in a moment. “Oh, by
-Jove!” he cried, as if the sound of his native tongue had been the last
-aggravation, “this is too much. I know what to say to you, at least, my
-fine fellow,” and he turned upon his countryman like lightning, and
-promptly knocked him down. “I am not going to stand any nonsense from
-_you_,” he said.
-
-It was the affair of a moment--no more. The women flew along the street,
-disappearing up the nearest opening. Harry strode on after them with his
-blood up, but walking with the most dignified tranquillity. He would not
-even turn round to see what had happened. “If he thought I was going to
-stand _him_,” he said, as he went along, “that fellow, by Jove! but he
-was in the wrong box.” As for little Paolo, between fright and
-admiration, he was at his wit’s end. He danced along, now hurrying
-Harry on, now facing the other way, walking backwards to keep the other
-party in sight, and uttering alarmed entreaties. “Run! run! What if you
-’ave kill him?” he cried. “Vergene Santissima! they are coming. You ’ave
-done it now, you ’ave done it, and no one to help. Per Bacco! and he
-goes as if it were a festa. Run, Mister, run!”
-
-“I told you not to call me Mister,” said Harry, walking on with perfect
-coolness and at his ordinary pace. Paolo was half beside himself.
-“Perhaps you have kill a man,” he cried, “and you stop to set right my
-English--at such a moment----”
-
-“Pooh!” said Harry; he would not have quickened his steps for a fortune.
-“Don’t you know the beggar is an Englishman? A broken head won’t hurt
-him. Let’s keep the women in sight, they might get into more trouble.”
-Paolo followed him, trembling and hurried as they got further off; but
-the noisy sailors were busy about their fallen comrade, and made no
-attempt to follow. They were too much startled by the summary
-proceedings of the stranger, and kept back by a certain sense of justice
-which seldom fails in such an affray. The little Italian kept close to
-Harry like a dog, rushing about him, now a little in advance, now a
-little behind. “He ’ave pick himself up,” he said, looking back. “Dio!
-how the English understand each other! He is not kill.”
-
-“Killed!” cried Harry, contemptuously. “It takes more than that to kill
-an Englishman, even a beast like that fellow. You may palaver with your
-own kind, but I know what to do with mine. Come along, Thompson. Where
-have those women gone?”
-
-Here Paolo caught him by the arm, dragging him into the narrow street by
-which the flying figures had disappeared. One side of it was in almost
-perfect darkness, while the other was white and brilliant in the
-moonlight. “You like to know who it was,” he said. “Per Bacco! I know.”
-
-“It does not matter to me who it was,” said Harry, “so long as they are
-safe, that is all I care for. Women have no business to be out so late
-at night.”
-
-At this Paolo nodded his head a great many times in assent. “But that is
-English too,” he said. “How you are strange! You let a young lady go in
-the street, and you kill a man, and never think more of it! and the man
-when he is kill, get up and walk away instead of to avenge himself! You
-are strange, very strange. I understand you very well, for I am an
-English too.”
-
-After this somewhat startling incident, however, they did not linger
-long on their way. It had stirred the blood in Harry’s veins and given
-him the new start he wanted. There is nothing like a new incident for
-familiarising the mind with any great change in this life. Hitherto he
-had thought of nothing but his own transmogrification. Now he had
-something else to think of. He got back to his inn unmolested and
-uninterrupted, and he found his dreary little room not so dreary when it
-became a shelter for his fatigue, and a refuge in which to think over
-the strange excitement of this first new day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-SETTING OUT IN LIFE.
-
-
-Next morning Harry was woke by the appearance of his little friend at
-his bedside. For a moment it was all fantastic to him like a dream, the
-narrow slip of room with its tall walls, and straight windows, and the
-strange little figure by his bedside. “Hallo,” he said, “who are you,
-and what do you want?” opening his sleepy eyes, and springing up in bed.
-Paolo retreated with a little alarm.
-
-“I go to the bureau,” he said, “but before I go I am here to say good
-morning. What will you do without me?” the little man added with great
-simplicity. “Get lost, get into what you call skrape. Antonio, he speak
-a little. I come to advise that you take him with you. It will be only
-five lire, not very moche for an English.”
-
-“I wish you could remember,” said Harry pettishly, “to say an
-Englishman. An English is no sense: you never hear _me_ say that.”
-
-“Alright,” said Paolo good-humouredly. “I will remember; but it will be
-better to take Antonio; he shows you everything, all the palaces and
-streets, and you give him cinque lire--five,” holding up his fingers
-spread out to show the sum, and counting them with his other hand, “and
-you talk, he tell you things in Italian, you make a lesson out of him,”
-he added with a grin, showing all his white teeth.
-
-It was a sensible suggestion, but Harry was perverse. “That is all very
-well,” he said, “but I don’t care about seeing your palaces; what I want
-is to get something to do. Ain’t there a _Times_, or something with
-advertisements? where a fellow could see what’s wanted?”
-
-Paolo looked at him with a doubtful air, and his head on one side like a
-questioning sparrow. He was so small and so spare, and Harry so big,
-stretched out in the small bed which could not contain him, that the
-simile held in all points. It appeared unnecessary that he should do
-more than put out his hand to make an end altogether of his adviser, and
-there seemed a consciousness of this in the little man himself, who,
-recollecting last night, hopped a little farther off every time that
-Harry advanced leaning on his elbow, and projecting himself out of bed.
-
-“You bring letters, you are recommended?” he said. “No?” A cloud came
-over Paolo’s face; then he brightened again. “You come with me,” he
-said. “The Consul, that is the prince of the English--man. You come wid
-me, and I will recommend you. I will introduce you. He have much
-confidence, what you call trost, in me.”
-
-“But you don’t know anything about me,” said Harry.
-
-Paolo looked at him with an effusion of admiration and faith, “Siamo
-amici,” he said, laying his hand upon his heart with a sentiment and air
-which to the cynical Englishman were nothing less than theatrical. But
-Harry did not understand what the words meant.
-
-“That is all very well,” he said again, supposing that this was a mere
-compliment without meaning. “But what could you say about me? nothing!
-You don’t know me any more than the Consul does--or anybody here.”
-
-“Between friends,” said Paolo, “there is not the need of explanation. I
-understand you, Mister. Are you a Christian or a Protestant,” he added
-quickly, “have you a name of baptism, perhaps?” Paolo did not want to
-hurt the feelings of his new friend in case he was not provided with
-this article. But Harry’s pride was wounded to the quick.
-
-“A Christian,” he cried, “or a Protestant? I am both a Protestant and a
-Christian! I never heard such horrible intolerance in all my life. It is
-you who are not Christians, you papists praying to idols--worshipping
-saints, and old bones, and all sort of nonsense.” Harry was so much in
-earnest that his face grew crimson, and Paolo retreated yet another
-step.
-
-“You heat yourself; but it is not needed,” he said, waving his hand with
-deprecating grace. “Me, I am above prejudices. Here one calls one’s self
-Giovanni or Giacomo, or Paolo, as with me; and when the person is
-respectable of years, Ser Giovanni or Ser Giacomo; but if one has not a
-name of baptism, it is the same, that make no difference----”
-
-“Do you take me for a heathen that never was christened?” cried Harry.
-“My name is----” here he stopped and laughed, but grew redder, with a
-dusky colour; but “in for penny in for a pound,” as he had already
-remarked to himself--“my name is Isaac--Isaac Oliver, as I told you,”
-he said.
-
-“Bene, bene!” said Paolo. “It is enough, I will say to the consul: here
-is Mister Isaac, who is my friend. He is English--man; yes, I
-recollect--man; and I respond for him. He will be so condescending as to
-take a situation; he will interpret like me; he will make the Italian
-into the English, and the English into the Italian.”
-
-“But how can I do that?” said Harry, “when I don’t understand one word
-of your lingo? I can’t do that.”
-
-Paolo’s countenance lengthened once more; but he speedily recovered
-himself.
-
-“That will teach itself,” he said. “I will talk; I will tell you
-everything. Aspetto! there is now, presently, incessantly--an occasion.
-Komm, komm along; something strikes me in the head. But silence, the
-Vice-Consul, he it is that will settle all.”
-
-Harry did not think much of Paolo’s recommendation; but yet the idea of
-appealing to the Vice-Consul was worth consideration. The thought of an
-Englishman to whom he could tell his story--or if not his story, yet a
-story, something which would seem as an account of himself--was like a
-rope thrown out to him amid a waste of waters. And, as an Englishman, he
-would have a right to be listened to. English officials are not like
-American, the natural vassals of their countrymen; but still, when a man
-is at his wit’s end, there is something in the idea that a person of
-authority, in whom he has a vested interest, is within reach, which is
-consolatory. To be introduced to this functionary, however, by Paolo,
-whose position did not seem to be very important, did not please Harry’s
-pride. He sent the little fellow away with a vague promise of thinking
-of it, which disappointed the friendly little man. Paolo could not
-restrain his anxious desire to be of use. He went off to the Farmacia to
-buy soap and tooth-powder for his amico, and even proposed to fetch him
-the little bicchierino of acquavite, with which some people begin their
-day, a proposal which filled Harry with horror. Paolo put his
-dressing-table in order with the care of a woman, and lingered, anxious
-to do something more. He would have brushed his friend’s clothes, if
-Harry would have let him. He was proud of his new discovery, the big
-Englishman, whom he had secured to himself, and whom he admired in
-proportion to his own smallness and inconsiderableness. Something of
-the pleasure of a nurse with an infant, and of a child with a new toy,
-was in his bustling anxious delight. When at last, however, he was half
-forced, half persuaded to go away, Paolo made a few steps back from the
-door and held up a warning finger.
-
-“Mister Isaack mio,” he said, “one must not any more knock down. It is
-not understood in Livorno. That which can well do itself in England is
-different: here--it is not understood.” His face had become very grave,
-then a deprecatory smile of apology broke over it. “In Italy they are in
-many things behind,” he said. “It is not--understood.”
-
-“Don’t be afraid, Paul-o,” said Harry, laughing, “I shan’t knock down
-anyone to-day. Even in England we don’t do it but when it is necessary.
-You may trust me, I shall knock nobody down to-day.”
-
-“Alright, alright!” said Paolo, with a beaming countenance. He turned
-back again to instruct his friend at what hour it would be best to come
-to the bureau. “I will speak, and you shall be expected. I will respond
-for you,” the little man said.
-
-At last he went away full of amiable intentions and zeal in his friend’s
-cause, zeal which deserved a better reward. For Harry did not build
-much upon the influence of Paolo. It hurt his pride to think of
-presenting himself anywhere under the wing of this little Italian clerk.
-He would stand upon his own qualities, he said to himself, not upon the
-ready faith and rash undertaking of a stranger; but though he put it in
-this way, it was not in reality because he objected to Paolo’s trust in
-him, or thought it rash as another man might have done, but because he
-felt himself Paolo’s social superior. It would be hard to say on what
-this consciousness was founded. Harry’s only superiority had been his
-family, and that he had put away. As he was dressing, he turned over a
-great many things in his mind which he might say to the Vice-Consul. Few
-young people understand how much better policy it is in all such cases
-to speak the truth than to invent the most plausible of stories, and
-Harry was not wiser than his kind. He made up various fictions about
-himself explaining how it was that he thus presented himself alone and
-unfriended in an altogether strange place--all of which he would have
-stated with a faltering tongue and abashed countenance, so as to impress
-the falsehood of them upon the hearer; for to invent excuses is one
-thing, and to produce them with force and consistency another.
-Successful lying, like everything else, wants practice; few men can
-succeed in it who only do it once in a way. It requires study, and
-careful consideration of probabilities, so that the artist shall not be
-put entirely out by an unforeseen question: and it needs an excellent
-memory, to retain all that has been said, so as not to contradict
-previous statements. Harry possessed none of these qualities, but then
-he was not aware of the want of them; and the thing which made him
-depart from tale after tale was not any suspicion of their weakness, or
-his weakness, but an inability to please himself in the details of his
-romance. And then the thought of going as it were hat in hand, to ask
-the Consul to provide him with employment, and the inevitable starting
-forth of little Paolo to pledge himself for everything his friend might
-say, discouraged him. He grew downhearted as he put himself into the
-best apparel he had, and brushed his hair, and endeavoured to look his
-best. Would it not be better to start off again, to go, though he had
-made up his mind against it, to America after all? There, there would be
-no language to learn, no difficulty in understanding what was said to
-him. He went down and swallowed his breakfast, coffee and bread, which
-seemed to him the most wretched fare, turning this over in his mind. But
-for one thing he did not like to be beaten; no Englishman does, he said
-to himself; and Harry was of the primitive, simple kind of Englishman
-who clings to all national characteristics. He could not bear to be
-beaten, to contradict himself as it were, and depart from his plan.
-While he was thinking of all this, however, a brilliant expedient
-occurred to him. Though he was reluctant to tell his own story, he was
-not disposed to screen himself by any fiction of excuses from the
-consequences of anything he had done; and it was undeniable that he had
-“got into a row” on the previous night. No Englishman, he reflected,
-would think the worse of a young fellow who had knocked down a drunken
-sailor to prevent him from molesting a woman; but it would be as well to
-go and tell the story of this little incident in case of any ulterior
-proceedings. Harry fairly chuckled over his own wisdom in hitting upon
-so admirable a way of presenting himself to the representative of his
-country. He had never before felt himself so clever. He munched his dry
-bread and drank his coffee with a wry face, but something like a mental
-relish at least. Little Paolo’s friendly conscience would not need to be
-strained. He would be able to bear witness of the facts in all
-sincerity, and, if anything were to come of it, there would be at least
-a friend in court, a valuable advocate secured. Antonio, the waiter,
-drew near while Harry came to this conclusion, and watched him
-dispatching his simple refreshment with friendly looks. The Italians
-admired the young Englishman’s fine limbs, and height and strength, and
-they made a pet of him because he was a stranger and helpless; perhaps
-the waiter was not without an eye to substantial rewards, but he had at
-the same time a most friendly eye to Harry’s helplessness, and an
-amiable desire to make him comfortable. He stood and watched him eating
-with sympathy.
-
-“Ze gentleman would like an egg, perhaps, Sarr?” he said.
-
-“I should like half-a-dozen,” said Harry with a sigh; “but no, no, never
-mind--never mind; for the present this will do.”
-
-“Ze gentlemen Italian eat no breakfast,” said Antonio; “ze eat--after;
-but I will command for ze English gentleman, if it makes pleasure to
-him, ze English breakfast. There is already one here.”
-
-“One--breakfast!” said Harry, surprised.
-
-“One,” said Antonio, with a finger in the air, “English-man, and two
-tree Americans; ze eat of ze beef in ze early morning. It is
-extraordinary: eat of ze beef when you comes out of your bed. But it is
-the same--it is the same; that makes nothing to our padrone; and I will
-command it for ze gentleman if he will.”
-
-“I wish you would,” said Harry, “another time; dry bread is not much to
-breakfast upon: and the bread is very queer stuff.”
-
-“It is good bread,” said Antonio, “Sarr, very good bread; bettare far
-than ze bread of London;” he nodded his head as he spoke with
-self-satisfaction. “Ze gentleman would like me go wid him--show him all
-ze places, and ze grand catedral, and all that ze English gentleman go
-over ze world to see?”
-
-“No, Antonio; I don’t care about cathedrals, but you can come with me to
-the English Consul’s if you like, and show me the way.”
-
-“I like very moche, Sarr,” said Antonio, with a grin. “Ze English
-gentlemans please me. Zey is astonished at everyting. Ze pictures--O!
-bellissimi! and ze palazzi, and ze churches. It is noting but O! and O!
-as long as zey are walking about. But, Sarr,” said Antonio, coming
-closer, “Livorno is not moche. It is a city of trade. Com to Firenze,
-Sarr, if you would see beautiful pictures and beautiful houses. Ah! that
-is something to see. Or to Venezia--better still. I am of Venezia, Sarr.
-Ze gentleman will not say to Signor Paolo that I tell him so, but
-Livorno--pouff!” Antonio blew it away in a puff of disdain. “Firenze and
-Venezia, there is where you will see pictures--everyware--of Raphael and
-Michael Angelo, and Tiziano, and----”
-
-“I don’t care much about pictures,” said Harry, calmly. “I like the
-shipping better. You can take me to the docks if you like. I don’t want
-you to tell me about them. I like to see things I know about myself. But
-I tell you what, Antonio, you may teach me the names in Italian, if you
-like; that will always be making a little progress,” Harry said,
-suddenly bethinking himself of Paolo’s suggestion.
-
-Antonio’s face had lengthened by several inches. An English gentleman
-who did not want to see pictures was a personage of whom he had no
-understanding. He began to think that Harry was not a genuine
-Englishman after all.
-
-“Ze signor is perhaps Tedesco--no? Or Americain--no? I have known many
-English,” said Antonio, gravely, “but zey all run after ze pictures. Ze
-gentleman is what you call an original. Benissimo! that makes noting to
-me. Ze sheeps in ze harbour are very fine sheeps. You will not see no
-bettare--no, not in England. Ze signor wishes--eh?--perhaps to make
-observations, to let ze Government--ze ministers know, Italy is now a
-great country, and ze others are jealous. You fear we will take ze trade
-all away?”
-
-“Not so bad as that, Antonio,” said Harry, with a great laugh. “Where I
-have come from I wish I could show you the docks; they are about ten
-times as big as these.”
-
-Antonio grinned from ear to ear. He did not believe a word of what Harry
-said. “If it pleases to ze gentleman,” he said, laughing too. He was
-perfectly tolerant of the joke, and glad to see his _protegé_ cheerful.
-Then Harry jumped up from the table, poorly sustained for the business
-he had in hand by his light meal, but somewhat anxious to get through
-the ordeal he had proposed to himself. Antonio, however, who appeared
-presently in the well-worn and assiduously brushed costume of a _laquais
-de place_, could not quite let him off the inevitable sightseeing. He
-led him to the Duomo and into the great Square with a pretence that this
-was on the way to the Consul’s office, and made him look at again,
-whether he would or not, the same public buildings which he had gazed at
-dreamily as he wandered about the streets the day before, and looked at
-languidly in the moonlight under Paolo’s active guidance. He had been
-but twenty-four hours in Leghorn, and already he had associations with
-the street-corners, which probably he would never forget. Already this
-new world was acquiring known features of acquaintanceship; his life
-beginning to put forth threads like a spider’s web, and twist and twine,
-the new with the old. It startled Harry to feel that he was no longer a
-stranger here, where he had landed so forlorn. After the round which
-Antonio beguiled him into making, it was about eleven o’clock before
-they reached the door over which the well-known British symbol was put
-up. The outer office was full of people and business, sea-captains and
-merchants’ clerks, and even a few examples of the kind of traveller who
-is most common in Italy, he who travels for pleasure and not for
-business. Harry had to wait among the rest who were seeking an audience
-of the Vice-Consul. Here Antonio left him, and he could not see anything
-like the olive-countenance and brilliant costume of Paolo; but it was an
-English group among which he stood. The clerks even spoke English, if
-one or two of them displayed the tongue-tied hesitation which is common
-to all classes when they speak a language imperfectly understood. One of
-the tourists did his best to draw Harry into conversation, lamenting the
-cruel fate which had detained him in such a place. He was just starting
-for Pisa, this pilgrim said, where there was really something to see.
-“One might as well be in Liverpool as here,” he said. Harry did not make
-any reply. This was just the reason why he himself approved of Leghorn
-more than of any other place he had seen. When it came to his turn at
-last, almost all the other appellants and petitioners had been seen and
-dismissed. They all wanted something; and Harry’s new acquaintance had
-talked and worried him so much with his dislike to a place where there
-was so little to see, that he had almost forgot the manner in which he
-had arranged with himself to open his own story; when at length
-everybody else was despatched, and he had to go forward to his audience.
-His heart beat a little faster as he went in. The Vice-Consul was a man
-of a portly presence, something like an English merchant of the higher
-class, with grizzled hair, and an aspect of great respectability and
-authority. He was fully conscious of his dignity as the representative
-of the British Government, and of Her Majesty herself, amid an alien and
-inferior race. He did not think much of Italy or the Italian people, and
-he felt it was his mission in life to keep them down. He was seated in
-great state upon a large chair, which swung round with him when he
-moved. His table, his papers, the manner in which he appeared over them,
-with the air of a judge on the bench, was very imposing to a stranger,
-especially when that stranger was in difficulty and came to ask help. He
-made Harry a very formal bow, and pointed to a seat near, which had
-something of the air of a seat for the prisoner at the bar.
-
-“What can I do for you?” he said, with a dignified inclination of his
-head; after the first glance his look softened. He was used to see a
-great many people, and it was a compliment to Harry’s appearance that
-it interested the Vice-Consul. He almost smiled upon him, with a
-benignity in which he did not very often indulge.
-
-Then it was that Harry’s real difficulties began; but how thankful he
-was that it was a true story he was telling, and not a fictitious
-account of himself!
-
-“I came to tell you, Sir,” he said, “of something that occurred last
-night--a scrape--that is to say a row I got into. I suppose I must call
-it a row.”
-
-“It is a great pity when strangers get into rows in a foreign town,
-Mr.----Oliver. I think you said Oliver?”
-
-What a fool I was thought Harry!--as he did after every new production
-of that name; but his last chance of reclaiming his own was now over.
-
-“What you say is quite true,” he said, “and I should not have been such
-a fool but for urgent cause. I knocked down a fellow who was annoying a
-lady. He deserved a great deal more than I gave him; if he had been an
-Italian I might have hesitated, but he was an Englishman. So I just
-knocked him down.”
-
-“Very wrong, very wrong,” said the Vice-Consul, “and a curious way of
-showing your preference for your fellow-countrymen. But you had better
-tell me all about it. When did this occur, and where?”
-
-Harry described the place as well as he could. “There was a lot of
-them,” he said. “The Italians--if they were Italians--gave way when I
-spoke to them. I’ll do them that justice. The English fellow, I did not
-say anything to him. I was not going to argue with a brute like that. I
-just quietly knocked him down. It was a young lady and a woman with her.
-You see, if I had stood there talking, the others might have been up to
-us, and have given her more annoyance. I daresay it did not hurt the
-fellow much; and if he’s a man he’ll take it quietly, for he deserved
-it; but I thought it was perhaps best to let you know.”
-
-The Vice-Consul had started slightly when Harry described, as well as he
-could, the locality in which this incident took place. Now he asked
-quickly, “And the lady--did you know her? and did she get clean away?”
-
-“Know her!” said Harry, “I only arrived here yesterday; besides I did
-not want to know her: it might not have been pleasant for her. We
-watched her safe out of reach; indeed we went on till we heard a door
-shut where she lived, I suppose. No, it was not for that. It was to say
-that if the fellow complained, or brought any action, or anything of
-that sort--I wanted you, Sir, being the representative of England, to
-know the real facts. That is how it was.”
-
-There was a smile about the Vice-Consul’s mouth. “As it happens I have
-heard about it already,” he said. “I’ll speak to you farther on the
-subject by-and-bye--Don’t be alarmed, it will do you no harm; sit down
-and rest yourself, and wait for a few minutes. I am going in to lunch
-presently, and I’ll talk to you then,” the Vice-Consul said. Harry did
-not know what to think. The consequences could not be very bad, since
-this great functionary restrained a smile; but there was evidently a
-second chapter to the adventure. Harry withdrew as he was directed to
-the other end of the office, and there stood gazing at railway
-timetables, and pictures of ships. There was all about a line of vessels
-to America from Genoa which had lately been established, just the very
-thing for him if he intended to do what he had been thinking of. But
-Harry scarcely knew what he was looking at. All these questions seemed
-things of the past. What was the Vice-Consul going to say to him? What
-was to come of it? Till he knew this he could not think of anything
-else.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-THE VICE-CONSUL’S DAUGHTER.
-
-
-A door in the Vice-Consul’s office opened into a long passage with a row
-of windows on one side, which communicated with his house. When the hour
-came at which, after the comfortable fashion of leisurely Italian towns,
-the office was shut up for the midday meal, the Vice Consul made Harry
-an amiable sign to follow. He led him through this passage, which looked
-upon a courtyard full of plants, where a fountain trickled in the
-sunshine, into a large cool room with all its _jalousies_ closed, and in
-which for a minute or two he saw nothing. He was being introduced into a
-sort of enchanted country it seemed, unlike anything he had ever known
-or thought of; the tiled floor was almost covered with soft rugs,
-according to a fashion not then known in England, and the furniture
-dimly discerned in the gloom, was like rocks at sea to the stranger who
-had no chart of the confused and intricate passage. Something white in a
-corner, something which moved a little when they came in, was all he
-saw, and he could not make out even what that was till his eyes had got
-accustomed to the light. Then he perceived with a great tremor and shock
-of shyness that it was a lady, a slight girl in a white dress who looked
-up to nod to her father, then seeing a second figure behind him, rose
-hastily with a shy grace. Harry was still more shy than she was. He was
-not accustomed to the society of ladies. And he was dreadfully hungry,
-having had nothing but that dry bread and coffee, a circumstance which
-made him still more depressed and timid. He did not at all know why he
-was introduced so suddenly into this other world. He thought he was only
-going to an inner office, or perhaps--but that was a blessedness he
-dared scarcely hope for--that the Consul in his kindness had meant to
-give him some luncheon. But the drawing-room confused him wholly; he had
-done nothing to merit such an introduction. He only half took in
-accordingly the meaning of the words the Consul said, “Look here, Rita,
-I have brought your champion of last night.”
-
-“Oh!” That purely English exclamation sounded to Harry the sweetest
-syllable he had ever heard. The white figure came a step forward. By
-this time he began to see through the gloom, and what he saw was a very
-young face, with two great dark eyes, lifted to him full of wonder and
-pleasure. Then a hand was put out, “Was it you?” she said eagerly. “Oh,
-yes, I remember!” And before he was aware the hand, smaller and softer
-than any such article previously known to him, touched his for a moment.
-Harry dropped into the chair which the Vice-Consul pointed to him in
-utter confusion of surprise. He was not even able to notice what an
-extraordinary advantage to him such an introduction was. He was simply
-astonished more than words could say.
-
-“This is Mr. Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul. “He came and told me all
-about it without a notion who you were. And you see how surprised he is.
-He thought, I suppose, I was taking him into a kind of genteel prison.
-It must be added that, if you only arrived yesterday, you lost no time
-in getting into a row.”
-
-“Did you only arrive yesterday?” said the delightful little voice, in
-which there was a flavour of something not English, though the English
-was perfect. “Oh, how glad I am that you did arrive then! What would
-have become of us otherwise? for no one but an Englishman wandering
-about the most unlikely places could ever have found himself just
-there.”
-
-“And nobody but an English girl would have risked herself in such a
-place,” said the father. “I hope you will take that to heart, my dear.
-This girl,” he added, turning to the young man, “is by way of despising
-all Italian precautions. She is an English girl, she tells everybody,
-and she will not be a slave like the others: and old Benedetta is an old
-fool and never goes against her. One of her pensioners was ill last
-night, that was why the monkey was out at such an hour. When I am at the
-Club there is nobody to put her to bed.”
-
-“As if I was a little child to be put to bed! It was the dearest old
-woman, and she would see me. The priest had been sent for and the
-sacraments; could I refuse to go--now could I? And how was I to know men
-were so dreadful? But you see, papa, there are always the good angels
-about.”
-
-“When I was young the angels were all feminine,” the Vice-Consul said,
-“and we called the ladies by these pretty names, not the ladies us.”
-
-“Perhaps you never did so much for any girl. Oh, how frightened I was
-when that man took hold of my arm! and then to hear an English voice as
-if it were coming from the skies, ‘Let go that girl!’”
-
-“How did the fellow understand, I wonder?” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“If I had not been so frightened I should have laughed. They did not
-understand a bit! It might just as well have been Greek; but if it had
-been Greek they would have understood,” cried Rita, putting her hands
-together with grateful enthusiasm. All this time Harry had never spoken
-a word; indeed, there had been no opening for him to speak.
-
-“You must have thought me a big idiot to say anything at all,” he said.
-
-“Oh! I thought you---- I won’t tell you what, or papa will say something
-disagreeable. It was so grand the English voice; and then their hands
-dropped as if I had been fire.”
-
-“I should have broken every bone in their bodies,” cried Harry, with
-unnecessary fervour, “if I had known it was _you_ they touched with
-their filthy fingers!” He did not know why he made this violent speech,
-which was far from elegant, and quite unsuitable to the refined and
-still atmosphere in which he so unexpectedly found himself. As for Rita
-she blushed a little, and laughed a little, in the soft green twilight,
-finding it not unnatural that he should have been doubly indignant at
-the idea that it was _she_ who was in danger. She was accustomed to
-believe that anything disagreeable was doubly offensive when it happened
-to her, and that she was about the most important little person in the
-world. But she was one of the rare people whom such a knowledge does not
-spoil. It seemed to her quite simple--was not she her father’s only
-child, and only pleasure in life? She had been aware of this fact ever
-since she was born.
-
-“Hush, hush!” said the Vice-Consul; “we must have nothing more about
-breaking bones: to knock down one fellow was quite enough. But I am very
-much obliged to you, Oliver. I can’t make a stranger of you after this.
-My little girl is all I have in the world, and whoever is good to her is
-good to me. If you are going to stay in Leghorn, I hope you’ll let me be
-of some use to you; but I don’t suppose that’s very likely. Meantime,
-Rita, don’t you think we had better go to lunch?”
-
-What welcome words these were to Harry! He was excited and pleased by
-the adventure altogether; his head was a little turned by the enthusiasm
-of gratitude with which he was received, and the atmosphere around this
-young creature, who was a kind of mystic half revelation to him. He had
-not yet made out her face quite distinctly, and yet he was admitted to
-all the privileges of friendship: the strange sensation intoxicated him.
-But yet when her father spoke of lunch, all that went out of his head.
-Consider that he had eaten nothing but about half a yard of tasteless
-bread that day! and it was one o’clock. But Harry was not without
-manners; though the pangs of appetite made him faint, he got up politely
-and made a pretence at taking leave. Needless to say that the
-Vice-Consul was above taking advantage of his position, “No, no, no; we
-are going to keep you to luncheon,” he said, with a _bonhomie_ which was
-irresistible. Harry thought him the most delightful person in the world,
-only a little less delightful than the other unknown being who made him
-feel tremulous and abashed, though so happy. The dining-room was
-lighted from the shady side of the courtyard, and there was accordingly
-light enough to see by. The meal was not a foreign breakfast, but an
-English luncheon of a substantial kind, and it is safe to say that Harry
-had never been so happy in his life as when he had taken off the first
-fierce edge of appetite, and had begun to be able to enjoy the novelty
-and yet the familiarity of this unexpected scene. Mr. Bonamy (which was
-the name of the Vice-Consul) without laying aside the dignity as of a
-benevolent prince which was so remarkable in him, showed all the
-condescension of a thoroughly amiable potentate; and Rita was---- Rita
-was something of which Harry had no previous conception. She was about
-sixteen--no more. Her face was the face of a child, but lighted up by
-two beautiful large eyes which she had got from her Italian mother. She
-knew, or seemed to know, everything her father knew, and was used to be
-talked to about all that happened. If it were not Joan putting in her
-word occasionally in a long discussion when her interference was seldom
-received but with either blame or contempt, Harry had never been
-accustomed to women who took any share in the conversation going on;
-and to hear this child talk bewildered him. She had a slight girlish
-figure, a small face almost without colour, the faint sweet flesh tints
-of which were thrown up in the most delicate distinctness by the white
-of her dress. She seemed all spirit, all life, a creature made of air
-and sunshine rather than flesh and blood to Harry. And about himself
-there was so much flesh and blood! He listened to the conversation
-rather than joined in it, feeling himself an admiring audience rather
-than a partaker in their talk. One thing only he felt moved to say, and
-that was about his own appetite, which he feared they would think
-preposterous. “I feel more like a wolf than a man,” he said. “I hope you
-won’t think I’m always like this. I never was abroad before, and I don’t
-know the ways. And I had no breakfast but some of their queer bread.
-This bread is delightful,” Harry said, with enthusiasm. The father and
-the daughter were delighted with him, appetite and all.
-
-“I am so glad you never were abroad before,” said Rita; “now one sees
-exactly what England is like. Oh, yes, papa, you need not laugh. I see
-the English green, and the trees waving, and the winds blowing, all in
-Mr. Oliver’s face. And there is a little sound of the sea, and a shadow
-of hills--not big mountains, but nice, kind hills with sheep-bells
-tinkling----”
-
-“We have not many sheep-bells, Miss Bonamy, in my country,” said Harry;
-“the hills are more grey than green, and there is a great deal of fog in
-the winter, and east wind, and rain----”
-
-“Oh, don’t tell me about the bad things, tell me about what is
-pleasant,” said Rita. “The east wind is not so bad as the scirocco, and
-the rain is delightful. I know all about that. As for the fog, the
-painters say it is more picturesque than anything. They say there is
-always a soft delicious sort of haze, and you never see things sharp cut
-out against the sky as they look here.”
-
-“Have you never been in England?” Harry said, with a little surprise;
-and then he saw that a shade, a sort of cloud, come over the lively
-table, and the two animated faces. Rita shook her head, and then began
-to talk quickly to him about the neighbourhood, and all he would have to
-see. Harry had protested to his humble friends that he wanted to see
-nothing but the shipping, but he did not repeat this sentiment here. He
-learned in a moment that to be fond of pictures was a necessity, and
-that there were certain things which every Englishman in Italy had come
-expressly to worship. Rita’s opinion “of course” convinced him in a
-moment. He never made the slightest stand against it. Henceforward he
-knew what was expected of him. When she went out of the room waving her
-fingers to him in sign of goodbye, Harry suddenly became quite grave,
-and felt all at once as if the light had gone out of the sky. And there
-was more than sentiment in this feeling; for now he found himself face
-to face with the Vice-Consul, and it was very evident that, so much
-having passed between them, something more would now have to be said.
-Mr. Bonamy offered the young man a cigar, and, lighting his own, leant
-back in his chair, and evidently awaited some further disclosures of his
-mind and purpose.
-
-“You are thinking of staying in Leghorn,” he said.
-
-“I am thinking,” said Harry, feeling his colour rise, “of trying to get
-employment, if I can; a situation of some kind.”
-
-“Employment!” said the Vice-Consul. It was impossible to deny that he
-was disappointed. His voice had an accent which there was no mistaking.
-Harry had not much refinement or education, but he had an air which
-would have been perfectly consistent with the rank of a young squire, an
-English country gentleman of simple mind, and no great amount of
-culture, travelling for his pleasure, and perhaps with some vague idea
-of improvement. Mr. Bonamy, who had received him so cordially, and who
-had been pleased to be under an obligation to a young fellow of
-attractive appearance and pleasant manners, was more cast down by this
-intimation than might have been thought possible. Not a young squire:
-nobody in particular: a penniless youth seeking employment. Such
-visitors were not rare, but they seldom penetrated into the
-carefully-guarded interior of the Vice-Consul’s house.
-
-Harry felt very much abashed. He was sensible of the downfall. How he
-longed to produce the glories of the Joscelyns, and convince his hearer
-that, if he was humble now, his family had once sat with princes!
-Perhaps Mr. Bonamy might not have been so impressed by these ancestors
-as Harry thought; but as it was they looked at each other blankly,
-mutually feeling that a great fall had taken place. Harry smiled in
-that rigid way which is popularly called smiling at the wrong side of
-the face.
-
-“Yes,” he said, “employment. I don’t know that I am very good for
-anything: but I have some little acquaintance with--business.”
-
-This was worse and worse. Had he been possessed of a knowledge of law
-business, or military drill, or anything likely to be of no real use to
-him, the situation might have improved. But business! book-keeping, and
-that sort of thing! no doubt he was a mere clerk after all.
-
-“You have recommendations, I suppose, from your last employers,” Mr.
-Bonamy said, coldly. “I shall be glad if I can be of any use, but----”
-
-“To tell the truth,” said Harry--he was seized with an outburst of
-frankness, feeling a kind of desperation seize him at sight of this cold
-withdrawal of the sudden friendship which had made him so happy for the
-moment--“to tell the truth I have no recommendations. If anyone will be
-kind to me they must take me at my own word. All I have got to say for
-myself is that I have quarrelled with my family. I cannot enter into the
-question now. I have done it, and that is all I can say; and here I am,
-and I must get employment. I am not going to push myself into your
-acquaintance, Sir. It was an accident, nothing more than an accident;
-and probably you thought me a person of more importance----”
-
-“Importance or not has nothing to do with it,” said the Vice-Consul; and
-again his countenance softened. A young man who has quarrelled with his
-family is no doubt a person to be lectured and reproved, and brought
-back to a sense of duty, but all the same he is quite different from a
-commonplace clerk seeking a situation. Harry did not intend to throw any
-halo of distinction over his own humble person, but he did it unawares.
-Mr. Bonamy’s countenance gradually cleared. “My dear young fellow,” he
-said, “I daresay you are impulsive and hot-headed, like so many other
-young men. As being under obligations to you, I may allow myself to give
-you good advice. No advantage ever springs from family quarrels. My
-advice to you is, make it up.”
-
-“Not for anything in the world,” said Harry, hotly. “I have been
-treated--I can’t say how I have been treated. I will neither make it up,
-nor will I go near them, or have any communication with them, till I am
-altogether independent of them, and have worked out a position for
-myself!”
-
-“You must not be so violent,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, let me
-act the part of a real friend. Let me write.”
-
-“Never!” said Harry, getting up to his feet. “I am very sorry, Sir, to
-have troubled you with my affairs.”
-
-“That is nonsense,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Sit down, sit down, and let us
-talk it over. You have been hot-headed, I don’t doubt. What is it now?
-tell me. Some foolish falling in love. You must want to marry somebody
-they don’t approve.”
-
-Harry smiled in spite of himself. “I am no more in love than you are,
-Sir,” he said.
-
-“That might be a dangerous affirmation,” said the Vice-Consul, shaking
-his head, with a smile which was somewhat melancholy; “but I understand
-what you mean. Then was it money? You have been foolish and got into
-debt?”
-
-“It was a little about money; but not because I had got into debt--and
-that was the least of it,” Harry said. “You must pardon me, Sir; but
-indeed I cannot tell you: it is a complicated business; and I can’t
-depart from what I have said. I will never go home, never make it up
-till I have made my own fortune. But if you will believe me,” he said
-earnestly, with a flush of hot colour, “the fault was not mine. I have
-nothing to conceal on my side.”
-
-“Then why conceal it?” said the Vice-Consul. “I cannot act for you
-unless I have full information; but if you will trust me with your
-story----”
-
-“I would trust you sooner than anyone I know; but I have promised that I
-will never say a word on the subject,” said Harry, with all the
-obstinacy of all the Joscelyns in his face, “until--I am independent, as
-I have said.” He rose up a second time, all flushed and excited. “I am
-going to try my luck at Leghorn,” he said. “I am much obliged to you,
-Sir, for your kindness. I have felt myself again since I have been here;
-but now I will not trouble you any more.” He held out his hand. He was a
-handsome young fellow, tall and strong, with the sunburnt countenance
-and well-developed limbs, and curling, fair locks, which are everywhere
-identified with a young Englishman. He was not at all like a mere clerk
-in an office; he was like a son of the fields and woods, one of those
-whose training has been of the kind most prized and appreciated by all
-Englishmen--an open-air youth; a rider, rower, swimmer,
-cricketer--brought up in that way which involves leisure and space, and
-all the appliances of country-life. Mr. Bonamy saw all this in Harry’s
-vigorous form and movements. He felt sure that he could not be a nobody.
-And after all, except that of being a nobody, there is in youth no
-unpardonable sin.
-
-“Don’t be in such a hurry. Sit down again, the office does not open for
-another half-hour: and let me hear what there is to be done for you,” he
-said.
-
-This was a question more embarrassing than the Vice-Consul supposed, for
-after all there did not seem much that Harry could do. He confessed that
-he had almost forgotten what he knew at school, and he had never learned
-any modern languages, and could speak no tongue but his own. He had a
-little experience in business, he said; but this was the only knowledge
-he could lay claim to. The Vice-Counsel did not know what to make of
-him; but as he had started with the distinct hypothesis that Harry was a
-squire’s son, it was not very difficult to fit in the facts to his
-foregone conclusion. Many a young gentleman forgot all his school
-learning by the time he was twenty. The difficult thing was that
-knowledge of business which at first Harry had been strongly disposed to
-put forward as the only faculty which he knew himself to be possessed
-of. How had he acquired that? Mr. Bonamy ended by deciding that he must
-have quarrelled with his family some time before, and that his
-acquaintance with business had been the fruit of some attempt made in
-England to maintain himself before he came here. Thus, without any
-intention on Harry’s part, he managed to deceive his first influential
-friend. He neither meant to do it, nor was he aware he had done it; but
-still this was how things fell out. The conclusion of the interview was
-that Mr. Bonamy engaged Harry to come back to him next day, when he
-would have thought the whole matter over, and know what to say. They
-parted with great friendship and cordiality, Mr. Bonamy having entirely
-come round again to his own theory in respect to the young man who had
-been so serviceable to his daughter. Everything seemed to prove this,
-Harry’s very ignorance among the rest. “In these days every poor lad is
-more or less educated; a gentleman’s son, who has something else to look
-to than competitive examination, he is the only one that escapes that
-sort of thing,” the Vice-Consul wisely said. Harry, on his part, went
-off to his hotel with greatly exhilarated feelings. He had done nothing,
-he said to himself, but make friends since ever he came to Leghorn. To
-be sure in the light of the Vice-Consul’s friendship he felt that Paolo
-was (as he had always felt) somewhat beneath his pretensions. But still
-the poor fellow had been very kind. As he came out by the private door
-of the Consul’s house, he saw Paolo at a little distance waiting till
-the public door of the Consulate should be open. He saw Harry and rushed
-at him, beckoning violently.
-
-“Komm ’ere, komm ’ere; this is the place,” he said. “Komm along, I will
-introduce you, I will respond for you; now is the time to find the
-Vice-Consul amiable. He is always amiable when he has well breakfasted.”
-He seized Harry by the arm, and tried to drag him back to the Consulate
-with an anxious desire to serve his friend which merited a better
-return. Harry shook himself free of the little man with good-natured
-impatience.
-
-“I’ve just come from the Vice-Consul,” he said with dignity, “we’re the
-best of friends. I’ve been able to be of use to him, and he is going to
-be of use to me. Many thanks to you, Paolo, all the same; but I’ve been
-lunching there, and--and I’ve done my business. To-morrow I am to go
-again,” Harry said, unconsciously holding his head high. Paolo gazed at
-him with eyes and mouth that were like round O’s of wonder. He was much
-crestfallen in his honest endeavours to be of service. But he soon
-recovered his spirits.
-
-“Bravo!” he said three times over, each time more satisfied than the
-other. Then he rose to a “Bravissimo,” with a smile that lighted up his
-olive face. “It would have made me pleasure to be of use to you, Ser
-Isaack mio. I would have responded, I would have taken it all upon
-me--what you call caution. But you are a true English, like the
-Vice-Consul himself, and it is just that you should understand each
-other. I am not disappointed--I am happy, very much happy that you have
-not any need of me,” little Paolo said, smiling, but with tears in his
-eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-PAOLO.
-
-
-Paolo came back from his labours in the evening, very curious to know
-all about Harry’s interview with the Consul, and the origin and the
-result of the acquaintance between them. But Harry was prudent. He was
-prudent without any motive, from personal pride, rather than from any
-consideration for the credit of Miss Bonamy, which he did not think to
-be in the least involved. The women with whom Harry was acquainted were
-not of a kind who would have been afraid to go anywhere in the evening,
-and it did not occur to him that the reputation, even of a girl, in
-Italy would be jeopardized by such an innocent benevolence as that of
-going to visit a sick neighbour at night. Therefore it was simply pride
-and English reserve, not any notion of prudence on Rita’s account, that
-kept him silent on the subject. Paolo had a very different conception of
-the affair. He was very anxious to find out what had been the immediate
-effect upon Harry’s mind of the visit to the Consul’s house.
-
-“There is a--young ladi there,” he said, watching Harry’s face. “You see
-perhaps, yes? a young ladi, the daughter of the Signor.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I saw Miss Bonamy,” Harry said.
-
-“And you nevare--see her before?” This Paolo asked with a gleam of
-mischief in his dark eyes, and the air of a man who knew a great deal
-more than he said.
-
-“Oh yes, I have met her before,” said Harry lightly. “They were quite
-old friends. I did not in the least expect to meet people so like old
-friends here.”
-
-Paolo was bewildered by this speech, and did not know what to think.
-
-“Ah,” he said in a tone of disappointment. “You know them in your
-country? what you call at ’ome? But,” he added with a little triumph,
-“there you could not meet Signorina Rita, because she is never to go to
-England; her mother die in England, her mother was the daughter of an
-English and Italian, like me for example; but she die in England when
-she go, all young, when the Signorina was a bébé. The Signor Vice-Consul
-was mad--Si! mad, there is no other word. It was a long time that it was
-thought he die too--but no, he live, he go on living; but the Signorina
-Rita never go to England, that is finished, that is fixed, nothing will
-change it. It could not be that you meet her there.”
-
-“Do you know Miss Bonamy very well,” said Harry with a little offence,
-“that you call her by her Christian name?”
-
-“I say Signorina Rita, it is our custom. If she were an old, I should
-say Sora Rita; and the Vice-Consul he is Ser Giovanni, that is our
-custom. Ser Isaack you, Ser Paolo me--but not for you, amico. When you
-say Paul-o, that pleases me,” and Paolo laughed, showing his teeth,
-which were very white and even. He added, after a moment, with a sudden
-moistening of his brilliant eyes, “But what displeases me, after
-becoming amici, as we are, is not to be able to serve you. I picture to
-myself that I will do something; not moche, but yet something. I will
-stand up and say, ‘I take him upon myself. He is without papers, but I
-take him upon myself--me.’ Now I am without use. It is no matter to you
-to have Paolo Thomp-sone for your friend. The Vice-Consul is moche
-bettare--he is grand personage; he has power, not only the heart, like
-me.”
-
-“But, Paul-o,” said Harry, anxious to comfort him, and half touched,
-half amused by his distress, “but for you I should never have gone near
-the Vice-Consul: you put it into my head. But for you,” he added, with a
-laugh, putting his hand lightly on Paolo’s shoulder, “I think I should
-have turned tail altogether, and wandered off I don’t know where.”
-
-Paolo’s face shone with delight. He would have rushed into Harry’s arms
-had that been practicable, and thrown himself upon his breast. But
-Harry, laughing, kept his friend at arm’s length. To have kissed, or to
-have suffered himself to be kissed by, any man, seemed to him the height
-of ridicule. Paolo, baffled in this impulse, sat down and looked at him
-with radiant eyes. “Now I know that we are amici,” he said. “Aspetto!
-There is still a way I can serve you. I well teach you to speak the
-Italian. You shall know it so well that they shall say, Ecco un
-Italiano. Me, I have been to school in Sienna. I know the real
-Toscano--the best Italian. We shall begin this moment. That pleases to
-you, Ser Isaack?” asked Paolo, tenderly, looking with humble and
-deprecating eagerness into his face.
-
-“You must learn to speak English better,” Harry said, with some
-condescension. “I told you before you must not not say an English, but
-an Englishman, and to say an old is nonsense--it should be an old woman,
-or an old man, whichever it may be.”
-
-“Yes, yes,” cried Paolo, “that is alright, that is understood. You
-correct me when I say what is not just, and I teach you.”
-
-“Come out now for a walk,” Harry said.
-
-Paolo jumped up alert and delighted. It is true that it glanced across
-the mind of the young Englishman that perhaps it was beneath the dignity
-of a man who was a friend of the Vice-Consul’s, and thus, as it were, a
-member of the best society, to walk about with Paolo hanging on to his
-arm. But, though Harry was full of youthful conceits and the prejudices
-of an ignorant Englishman, he yet had a heart in his capacious bosom,
-and Paolo’s devotion had been so great as to touch that heart. He said
-to himself, with a little effusion, that he never would turn his back
-upon a little fellow who had been so anxious to help him. It might be
-that it was presumption on the part of the little fellow to think
-himself capable of serving Harry, but still it was well meant, and his
-undisguised admiration showed a most just and well-judging spirit.
-Nothing, he said to himself, would induce him to turn his back upon
-Paolo, his first friend. Antonio had given his whole attention to the
-two during the course of dinner. He had loitered behind them when he was
-not actively pressing upon them all the choicest morsels, to the despair
-of various less interesting guests who could not catch his eye, and who
-shouted and stamped in vain. He kept shifting from one foot to another
-in the restlessness of pure pleasure as he caught now and then a word of
-the conversation between them, and rubbed his hands with delight in the
-consciousness of being able to understand it. Now and then he would
-punch a fat Italian, with whom he was familiar, in the shoulder, and
-call his attention. “Ecco il giovane Inglese,” he would say, though
-Harry was doing nothing more important than eating his dinner. Antonio
-had got his five francs for a very short day, for naturally the time
-passed in the Consul’s had given him no trouble except that of waiting,
-and what was still more to the purpose than the five francs was the
-importance of having such a witness to his power of English-speaking as
-this new guest, who could arrange nothing for himself without his
-(Antonio’s) help. He disregarded even the call of the chief butler, so
-absorbed was he in his favourite stranger.
-
-“Do you wish the young Inglese to starve,” he asked, indignantly, in his
-native language, “when you know the Inglesi are the best customers the
-padrone has, and always send millions more? Do you propose to yourself
-that he should have nothing to eat, this young one that is no doubt made
-of gold; and how can he have anything to eat if I am not there to serve
-him?”
-
-Thus he kept behind Harry’s chair with a countenance full of delighted
-interest. Now and then he would put in a word. “Ze signori will do much
-better to go to ze opera to-night,” he said. “Zey will hear La Catalina,
-who is ze first in Italy. It is ze ‘Barbiere,’ Ser Paolo, which gives
-itself to-night.”
-
-Paolo looked up appealingly into his friend’s face, but Harry brushed
-the suggestion away with a true British argument. “Oh, for heaven’s
-sake,” he cried, “don’t let us go and box ourselves up in a hot theatre
-on such a night.”
-
-Paolo sighed, but obeyed. He repeated the sentiment in a superior tone
-to Antonio, who was anxiously serving them with Cigare Scelte, arranged
-in different kinds upon a wooden tray. “A hot theatre, Antonio mio! one
-does not go there in a so warm evening. That goes well with the winter,
-when it is cold; but in summer, we young have need of moche air and the
-great world to keep us comfort-able. When you know more of real English
-you will learn what they love.”
-
-Antonio accepted this decision of his superiors with much respect, and
-laid it up in his memory, to be produced on his own account when it
-might accord with his pretensions as an Anglomane and person of high
-sentiment to produce it. But in the meantime he could not but launch a
-little criticism to the others who overheard this dignified rebuke.
-“That little Paolino,” he said, as they went out, “to give himself the
-air of a rich Inglese! He is neither one thing nor another. He is no
-more than an abozzo--a sketch of an Inglese,” Antonio cried. He had been
-in an artist’s studio in his day. “Me, I understand them, al fondo,” he
-added, beating his breast.
-
-Little Paolo had no notion that he was being called an abozzo. He
-sallied forth, lighting his cigar, thrusting his arm through Harry’s
-with the greatest delight and pride.
-
-Next day, at the hour appointed, Harry presented himself at the
-Vice-Consul’s office, and was received with the same cordiality. Mr.
-Bonamy had “made inquiries,” but, as nobody in Leghorn knew anything
-about Harry, there was not much information to be procured. Neither did
-the captain of the steamer in which he had arrived know anything about
-him except that he was a passenger in the second cabin; although he
-looked quite superior to the second cabin. “I set him down as somebody’s
-son in disgrace with his family,” the captain said. This chimed in
-sufficiently well with Mr. Bonamy’s observations. He met Harry after the
-first consultation with a grave face. “You know I know nothing about
-you, Mr. Oliver,” he said, “except--and that is not much--what you have
-chosen to tell me.”
-
-“That is quite true, Sir,” said Harry, growing serious too, and feeling
-his heart sink, “and I have no right to expect you to take my word even
-for that.”
-
-“Therefore,” said the Vice-Consul, “(for you should never interrupt a
-man in the middle of a sentence), I have the more claim upon you to
-treat me in an honourable way. If you had come with all your papers, as
-they say in this country, I should not have had the same right to put
-you on parole, as it were. If you know no reason why I shouldn’t take
-you into my office, and trust you with the Queen’s affairs, I mean to do
-so. But if there is anything that would make you a discredit to Her
-Majesty’s Service----”
-
-“There is nothing, Sir,” said Harry, standing up. His face flushed, his
-nostril dilated, an impulse of almost fierce self-justification came
-upon him; but fortunately for him he was not used to defending himself,
-and he could not say another word.
-
-“Then that is enough,” said the Vice-Consul. “I take you on your own
-parole.”
-
-They were both silent for a minute or two after. It was not like a
-common engagement. Harry’s heart was in his throat. What with surprise
-at this extraordinary good fortune, and the emotion called forth by a
-confidence in him which he could not help feeling to be as
-extraordinary, he was quite beyond his own control. If he had said
-anything he would have “made a fool of himself,” so he said nothing, but
-sat still, almost disposed, like Paolo, to be tearful, which was the
-most dreadful catastrophe he could think of. The good Vice-Consul was a
-little affected too.
-
-“But I don’t know a word of the language,” at last Harry said.
-
-“We have more to do with Englishmen than Italians,” said Mr. Bonamy.
-“Perhaps the fellow whom you knocked down ‘quietly,’ as you told me, may
-come and make his complaint to you. Your knocking a man down quietly was
-the thing that tickled me. I wonder what was his opinion of it. You must
-learn the language of course, and some other things quite as important.
-You must find out all about the harbour by-laws and dues, and all that
-affects the shipping. These are things we have a great deal to do with.
-You must master them, that is the most important thing; and when you
-have been here for a little while you will find out other points. Do you
-know anyone from whom you can get lessons? But I suppose, as a matter of
-fact, you don’t know anyone here.”
-
-Here Harry, finding his power of speech, told him of Paolo, with that
-half laugh of commentary which implies a certain slight of the friend to
-whom he had so much reason to be grateful. He felt that it was mean, but
-he could not help it. How could he help implying a laugh at the droll
-little person who held by him so faithfully, yet was so entirely out of
-Harry’s way? However, the Vice-Consul took Paolo quite seriously. He
-nodded his head with approval. “Nobody better--nobody better,” he said.
-“I see you laugh at him; but he is as sound as a bell, that little
-fellow, and always rings true. That he is not quite your equal,” Mr.
-Bonamy added, “does not matter a bit in the circumstances. I am glad
-that you have chanced so fortunately. To get hold by accident of such a
-genuine person as Paolo is quite a piece of luck. I rather think you
-must be a lucky person,” he added, with a laugh.
-
-“Since I came to Leghorn,” said Harry, fervently, “nothing could be more
-true than that.”
-
-“Yes, I think you must be lucky,” said the Vice-Consul, “to hit upon a
-perfectly honest person as your first acquaintance, then making haste to
-get yourself into a row to have so good an excuse for it as my Rita, and
-then----”
-
-“And then,” said Harry, “to meet with such astonishing, such
-unlooked-for kindness, to fall on my feet in such a wonderful way.”
-
-“Well, perhaps,” said Mr. Bonamy, not displeased, “we may say that was
-luck too; and one thing, Oliver,” he added quickly, “it will be so much
-the better for you that employment in Her Majesty’s Service is a
-disgrace to nobody; mind what I say. Of course, in the nature of events,
-you and your family will not be at daggers drawn for ever; and when you
-condescend to go back, or they find you out, and come to look for
-you----”
-
-“Neither, neither will happen,” cried Harry, shaking his head.
-
-“We shall see; but if that day comes, there is nothing for them to find
-fault with. A Consulate is not like a merchant’s office; anybody may
-serve Her Majesty. None of us, I hope, are too good for that.”
-
-“I assure you, Sir----” Harry cried, hastily.
-
-“No, no, you need not assure me. I don’t want to know anything; unless,
-indeed, your heart should be opened to tell me _everything_, which I
-should really be glad of. Well,” he said, “come to-morrow morning and
-begin. Your friend, Paolo, will tell you about the hours: and I hope,
-Oliver, we shall always remain the best of friends,” the Vice-Consul
-added, rising and holding out his hand. “I hope nothing will happen to
-make me entertain a less opinion of you than I do now; that’s
-understood. You shall have a card for Rita’s evening at-home, and I hope
-you’ll come and see us occasionally in a friendly way. Let us say next
-Sunday, perhaps? Sunday’s a dreary day for a young man by himself. Come
-after church, and stay for the after noon; for the present, goodbye.”
-
-Harry took his hat and made his best bow. He was really quite tremulous
-with excitement, surprise, and pleasure. To be so speedily and so easily
-established was more good fortune than he could realize. When he was at
-the door Mr. Bonamy called him back.
-
-“Oliver!” he cried, “one moment; I would not knock any more men down if
-I were you; however quietly it is done, it is a little risky, and Her
-Majesty’s Service, you know----”
-
-“You needn’t fear, Sir; that’s what Paul-o has been preaching to me all
-the time,” Harry said.
-
-Upon which the Vice-Consul laughed benignly.
-
-“Paul-o, as you call him, is as good an adviser as you could have,” he
-said.
-
-“What should I call him but Paul-o?” Harry said to himself; and he went
-off with his head in the air. Lucky! indeed he had been lucky; only the
-third day since his arrival and he had a situation and a sort of a home
-and friends; to make up to him for all the evil that had happened to him
-before, providence was taking special care of him now. Somehow this made
-Harry think of his mother, of whom, hitherto, his thoughts had been
-scarcely more kind than towards the others concerned; a little moisture
-crept unawares to his eyes. “She’ll have been praying,” he said to
-himself; and suddenly he seemed to see her, as he had seen her so often,
-wringing her thin worn hands, her lips trembling with words that were
-inaudible. He thought--it would be hard to trace the exact connection of
-ideas, but there was one--that he would go in to the first church in
-which there seemed to be service going on, on his way back to the inn.
-It would not have occurred to him to go into a church where there was no
-service, but when he heard the tinkle of a bell, and saw one or two
-people creeping up and down the broad stone steps, he went in, though
-with a little opposition in his mind, as well as a certain craving for
-sympathy and utterance. But when he went in, Harry saw no signs of
-public worship. The tinkle of the bell was coming from an altar in a
-side chapel, where a great many candles were burning. In the body of the
-church some people were seated quietly, others kneeling on the low
-rush-bottomed chairs. He stood and gazed for a little with mingled
-feelings, with a great opposition in his mind to the Papist ritual and
-ceremonies (of which he saw nothing, and which, to tell the truth, he
-had never seen, and knew nothing whatever about); and disapproval of the
-people who were in the church for, as he thought, no purpose--mingled
-with a curious sense of the grateful calm and quietness and seclusion of
-the place, the serene coolness and breadth of its lofty roofs and silent
-space. This stole upon him, he could not tell how. He would not have
-knelt down, as the few people about were doing, to save his life: it
-would have seemed to him like the famous bowing down in the house of
-Rimmon, for the North was very Protestant in those days, and sympathy
-with Rome was very rare. He would not even say a distinct prayer in his
-heart, which would have seemed like yielding to temptation. But, as he
-stood, there rose in him an unwilling devotion, and the thanks that had
-been in his mind were perhaps not the less given that they were
-arbitrarily refused utterance. For Harry’s prejudices were a part of his
-training, not anything that originated in himself. When he went away the
-moisture came again into the corners of his eyes. His mother was as
-Protestant, more Protestant, than himself. She would have thought it
-wrong to go into “a Catholic chapel.” She would scarcely have been able
-to believe in the existence of a country not given over to all evil, in
-which a Popish place of worship was not a Catholic chapel, but an
-established church. Oh, the poor people! what benighted darkness they
-must be in! she would have said, in her ignorance. But somehow, Harry
-could not have told how, he felt as if he had approached his mother in
-that foreign place. The silent church, with the silent people in it
-praying, made him think of her as he had seen her, with her lips moving
-and her hands clasped together. Often again he stole in for a moment to
-renew that sentiment, which was so soft and pathetic. He held out
-against his mother all the time obstinately, though he knew he was
-condemning her to great suffering--and he entirely disapproved of the
-church; but for all that the two had some subtle resemblance, a union
-of two things he was hostile to, which went to his heart.
-
-Paolo came to dinner in great triumph. He had placed a flower in his
-button-hole and put on a brilliant new tie in honour of the great event,
-and fairly threw himself upon his amico and kissed him with enthusiasm
-before Harry could get out of this extremely embarrassing position.
-Never young girl blushed more uncomfortably than the young man did as he
-drew himself out of his enthusiastic friend’s embrace.
-
-“What have I done to you that you make no response?” Paolo said, almost
-weeping over this repulse.
-
-“Hold your tongue, for goodness’ sake! Men don’t kiss each other in
-England. Whatever you do, don’t be ridiculous,” Harry cried.
-
-Poor little Paolo was wounded to the heart.
-
-“I am an English myself,” he said. “Yes, yes, an English_man_, if you
-will; I have not the courage to remember. I am a true English-man; but
-it is cruel all the same. Should I then take no notice? when it is the
-wish most dear of my heart that will be fulfilled? Always I have said to
-myself--if the Santissima Virgin would send a real English-man, not one
-that is what you call ’alf-and-’alf, like me. And when it is done, and
-my amico whom I have chosen turns out to be he whom I have so much
-desired, am not I to show a little that I am glad? I am ’appy that I am
-an Italian,” said Paolo, with indignation, “if it is so.”
-
-And there was a little suspension of intercourse between them. But this
-did not last; Paolo was too good-humoured and too tender-hearted to
-stand out; he begged his friend’s pardon in less than five minutes.
-Harry, whose mind moved more slowly, had not had time to realize that he
-had been unkind when this reversal of the position took place. Paolo did
-all but weep in his penitence.
-
-“I am good-for-nothing,” he said, “I am without sentiment, I have no
-delicacy nor education. Who can say why you were so magnanimous as to
-choose me, me! for your amico? and when you show the true dignity of an
-English, me I am so without good-breeding, so common, so devoid of
-sentiment, that I become angry! but if you will only forgive me, forgive
-me this once----!”
-
-“It is I who am a brute,” said Harry, penitent in his turn. But Paolo
-protested with tears in his eyes, and would have thrown himself at his
-friend’s feet, or on his neck again, in the excitement of the
-reconciliation. And though he was usually very thrifty, calculating
-every centissimo, he ordered a bottle of _champagne frappé_ to celebrate
-the day. Nothing would prevail upon him to countermand this order.
-
-“It is a festa,” cried the little man, “and it is a reparation: and we
-will drink to our eternal friendship.” Paolo did not know that he was
-guilty of plagiarism; he was heroically in earnest, and drank his wine,
-which Antonio brought with great pride and many grins, triumphantly in
-its pail, setting it on the table before them, and watching its
-consumption with the most amiable interest. “And here is for a
-bicchierino,” Paolo said, bestowing, a small coin upon Antonio with much
-grandeur, “drink thou also the health of Ser Isaack, who is my amico,”
-and he held out his foaming glass to touch that of his friend.
-
-Paolo’s head was turned altogether by these unusual potations; and
-Harry’s first office was to see his friend safe home and deliver him
-from all the dangers of the streets, on this too triumphant night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-THE OFFICE.
-
-
-Harry entered upon his work next day, and was in a few hours so entirely
-bewildered by the novel character of the questions addressed to him, and
-the information he was supposed to possess, that he went to the
-Vice-Consul in the evening in dismay. “I don’t know a thing,” he said;
-“I never knew before what an ignorant beast I was. It would only be
-taking advantage of you if I were to stay.”
-
-This hasty alarm and anxious honesty of purpose made Mr. Bonamy more and
-more certain that he had judged rightly. “Don’t give in in such a
-hurry,” he said, “you can’t be expected to know things of that sort
-without learning. They are not part of a gentleman’s education. You
-must get your friend Paolo to take you in hand. He is a perfect mine of
-information. I have often to refer to him myself. Though he is not in a
-very high position, he knows more about these special matters than all
-the rest of us put together.”
-
-And thus balm was diffused over Harry’s sore spirit. But he could not
-help asking himself why the inequalities and injustices of this world
-should be so marked in respect to Paolo. Why should he not be in a very
-high position so far as the Vice-Consul’s office was concerned? He,
-Harry, who was an ignoramus and knew nothing, was to have higher pay and
-far more consideration than the other, who was a mine of knowledge. It
-was true that Harry’s personal sense of superiority to Paolo was noways
-weakened--but yet he felt the injustice. He had not been used to enter
-into such questions, yet he could not but see that to bolster up the
-ignorance of a well-looking Englishman, by the knowledge of a little
-oddity of an Italian was somewhat hard so far as the Italian was
-concerned. It was, accordingly, with a deprecating tone that he spoke to
-Paolo at dinner. It even moved him to a little insincerity. What he had
-said to the Vice-Consul in all good faith, and much dismay, he repeated
-to Paolo, not meaning it at all. “I don’t know a thing,” he said, “not
-one question could I answer. I never knew I was so ignorant. It is very
-nice to be settled and have Mr. Bonamy for my chief, and you, Paolo, to
-help me through: but a fellow must be honest--and when the beggars come
-and ask me things, I can’t go on pretending to know.”
-
-“You shall not pretend to know, Isaack mio,” cried Paolo, with a beaming
-countenance. “Now is just come the moment which I was looking for, which
-show that it is good to have a friend. How much does it matter whether
-it is you that have it or I that have it? Listen then to me. You think
-Paolo Thomp-sone a little nobody, and it is true; but listen--listen to
-me. It is not to talk big or to brag that is necessary. _I_ know.”
-
-“I am sure of that, Paolo,” said Harry, languidly, and with the look of
-dejection which was half acting, though he did not intend it. “The
-Vice-Consul said so. He told me you were a mine of knowledge. But why
-should I pick your brains? Why should I mount up upon you and stand upon
-your shoulders, and get all the credit of it? That is not just any more
-than the other. I oughtn’t to take everything from you.”
-
-Paolo could scarcely keep still upon his chair in his delight and
-satisfaction. His face glowed and shone with happiness. “Are not you my
-friend?” he cried; “all that which is to Paolo is to you, Ser Isaack. It
-is my pride. We will begin to-night. It is better than to go out to the
-Café to sit and sip Rosolio--to be idle like the others--moche bettare.
-You shall come to my room, or I will go to yours--and then the books,
-and to write the exercises, and to stoody. Yes, yes--I know. I have been
-here all my life--I know moche, almost everything. Then we commence
-to-night.”
-
-“But, Paolo, how am I to accept all that from you? A week ago you did
-not know me, and now you are going to sacrifice all your spare time and
-your pleasure to me; that is not just, as you say. You must let me at
-least,” said Harry, faltering, and, with a glimmering insight which was
-quite new to him, watching his friend’s countenance, “you must let me at
-least--consider you as--my master, you know; and we must settle--now
-don’t be angry--a price.”
-
-Paolo did not say a word; he turned his face away from his friend and
-pretended to go on eating his dinner. There was no need for words to
-show how deeply wounded he was. He turned his shoulder to Harry, and
-called the smiling Antonio to the other side.
-
-“Take it away! take it away!” he said in English, “it choke me!” and he
-pushed his plate from him.
-
-“Oh! Signor Paolo! Pertanto é buonissimo; don’t cry, Ser Paolo,” cried
-the anxious waiter. “These Inglesi, they are brutes; they have no
-sentiment; they give pain without knowing it. Pertanto, you must not
-weep.”
-
-“That imports me nothing,” said Paolo, feebly. “It is again an illusion,
-my good Antonio; but I cannot weep much, for it is too deep.”
-
-“What are you two talking about? when you know I don’t understand your
-confounded Italian!” cried Harry, at his wit’s end. “What’s the matter?
-what have I done now? you will drive a poor beggar out of his senses!
-Good Lord! you’re not a woman, that you should cry for what a fellow
-says. I don’t know what you mean by your sentiment and all that; I want
-to be honest, and not to take advantage of a good hearted duffer because
-he is my friend.”
-
-Paolo turned round with the tears still in his eyes.
-
-“You call me duffere,” he said quickly; “beggare I understand, but
-duffere I never heard.”
-
-“It means,” said Harry, drawing on his imagination, “the best-hearted,
-silly kind fellow in the world, always going out of his way to help
-somebody, holding out his hand to a suspicious beast the moment he lands
-in a strange place, never giving him up though he behaves like a brute,
-giving everything like an idiot, but flaring up if you want to give him
-anything in return.”
-
-“Not that, not that,” said Paolo, laying his hand upon his friend’s arm.
-“I give you my lofe, and I wait for your lofe in return. If there is a
-thing you want I take it upon myself. Siamo amici! is there any more to
-say? I know nothing; all is in that. If it is true that I am your amico,
-then you are a beggare, you are a beast, you are all bad,” said Paolo,
-with flashing eyes, “to be so base as to offer to pay me--money. Ah!
-che! che! there is nothing too bad, nothing too dreadful to say. Inglese
-brutale! false amico----!” Here he stopped all at once, and gazed
-piteously into Harry’s face. “Forgive me, forgive me, my friend!” he
-cried.
-
-This all happened at dinner, at the _table-d’hôte_, which fortunately
-was not very full that day. There was nobody sitting opposite, which was
-a great relief to Harry’s mind; but he could see from the end of the
-table the cynical Englishman, who had never taken any notice of him,
-giving an amused glance now and then at the group of friends--Paolo
-shedding tears into his plate, Antonio, with a face full of sympathy,
-tenderly removing it, essaying to console the sufferer. This was a
-greater trial to Harry’s temper than even the sentiment of Paolo. He
-shot an answering glance of defiance at his countryman, who had never so
-much as given the help of a kind word to the stranger.
-
-“Let’s say no more about it, Paolo,” he said, “you and I are quite
-different, you know. I daresay I am a brutal Englishman, but I can’t
-help it. That’s our nature. We don’t think so much of a little thing as
-you do, and we abhor making a fuss. Perhaps you don’t know what that
-means?”
-
-“I will nevare make a fuss more. I will learn to be a duffere, and do as
-you do,” said Paolo, in all the tenderness of reconciliation.
-
-Harry looked at him something as Joan looked at his mother. He had too
-good a heart to despise his little friend, and he did not understand
-him; but this sentiment was extremely inconvenient and very
-troublesome--on that point there could be no doubt.
-
-However, later in the evening, Paolo, who had inherited all the Italian
-thrift, gave his friend some very sensible advice. Instead of going to
-the Café, they went to Paolo’s _appartamento_, which was on the highest
-floor of a high house in one of the narrow streets. Though he called it
-an _appartamento_ it was a single room, with an odd little closet in the
-shape of a kitchen, and offices attached to it. The room itself was
-somewhat low in the roof, being so high up, but had three or four
-windows, and a little balcony suspended over the street, into which it
-made Harry dizzy to look down as into an Alpine ravine. The floor was of
-tiles, the walls white, with a pattern in distemper, very graceful and
-flowing, round the top and bottom. The bed was a very tiny and bare
-article, put away in a corner. In another corner stood a table. A few
-chairs, and an old, very straight-backed settee, with two arms, in old
-gilding and brocade, stood against the wall. There was a tall, brass
-_lucerna_, the lamp common throughout Italy, with its little bundle of
-snuffers and extinguisher and scissors to trim the wick, hanging from it
-by a chain, and a few books on a shelf. Nothing could be more bare.
-There was a small rug by the bedside, but no other covering for the bare
-area of tiles which was the chief feature in the room. Paolo had a
-little picture of the Madonna, a bad copy of that which is called the
-Madonna del Granduca, and a basin for holy water over his bed, which was
-covered with a red and blue cotton coverlet. Everything about showed the
-same bareness and absence both of comfort and ornament. But Paolo
-regarded his _appartamento_ with eyes full of pleasure. He saw nothing
-wanting in it. It housed him sufficiently of nights, and was cool and
-pleasant in the summer mornings, when he rose, as most Italians do, in
-the early daylight, to get through all the private work he might happen
-to have. He looked round upon it with a gentle complaisance. Some old
-prints, and one or two copies of famous pictures, hung on the walls. In
-the best light was an old painting of a gloomy and uncertain aspect,
-which Paolo believed to be a Margheritone. It might have been anything.
-He was very proud of it. “Ecco!” he said, when they went in, “my old
-master. He is a little dark, but when you study him you will find much
-in him. He is of the _trecento_--very early--very early. The painter
-have seen the blessed father, San Francesco; that indicates how old it
-must be.”
-
-Harry did not make any reply to this. For his part he liked things
-better for being new. The dark old picture had no charm for him at all,
-and he thought the _appartamento_ rather worse as being larger than his
-own little room at the hotel, which had hitherto seemed to him the last
-example of bareness and dreariness. “A horrid little hole,” more adapted
-for a dog than a man.
-
-“I’ll tell you one other thing,” said Paolo, taking him affectionately
-by the shoulders before they sat down by the table; “if you will make
-economies, and do well, Isaack mio, you will not live always in the
-hotel. Me I dine there; it is the best thing to do; but live all the
-time--oh no! It is only for Englishmen to be so extravagant like that.”
-
-“That is what I have been thinking,” said Harry, “if I could get some
-nice rooms. You don’t understand about Englishmen. Dining every day at
-an hotel is a thing nobody would think of in England. We have our dinner
-at home, or, if the landlady is not a good cook, then perhaps--But for
-my part I always preferred a beefsteak at home, even if it were not the
-most perfect cookery in the world. Dining at an hotel is a thing no one
-thinks of, except on a great occasion perhaps.”
-
-Paolo opened his eyes in surprise. “It is well,” he said, “you are more
-prudent when you are in your own country. This is what you must do,
-Isaack, amico. You will first find an _appartamento_. It is not always
-that one is so fortunate as me. This is perfect--non é vero? It is all
-one could want. A bed--ecco! a table, the sof-fa that has come from a
-palazzo, even a little tabouret for the feet--everything. And then the
-balcone! When it makes warm in the summer, in July and Agosto, it is,
-oh! fresco, freschissimo so fresh and cool here! The first thing is an
-_appartamento_. But in every way I am too fortunate. As soon I dress in
-the morning, there is a caffè in face--you can see it if you look
-down--where I can have my coffee in a moment. No waiting as when you go
-to a distance, but at the moment. They are about to send us now the
-coffee, amico, to clear our head. You will see how good it is. Then when
-the time come for the other breakfast--what you call lunch--there is a
-restaurant near the bureau. You have two very good dish, a dolce, and
-dessert; and very little to pay. I will lead you to-morrow to that
-place. And at last the dinner at the Leone. Figure to yourself so much
-comfort all in one day! And you see the journals for nothing, and hear
-what all the people say.”
-
-“Bless us all,” said Harry, “in that way you are never at home.”
-
-“At ’ome! I am at ’ome everywere,” the little Italian said; “all is
-friends; whatever goes on, everyone makes part of it to me. And when all
-is over you mount in your _appartamento_, you are tranquil, you light
-your lamp, you fume slowly your cigar on the balcone, you go to bed. And
-you make economies--great economies. Me even, that have not moche
-appointment, I become a little rich, what you call at my ease. And you,
-who will have moche more as me----”
-
-“Why should I? You are a great deal more use than I am,” Harry said.
-
-Paolo shook his head with a cheerful yet shrewd acceptance of the
-position. “Si, I am of more use,” he said. “I am good for something;
-you, caro, not good for moche yet. But look at you and look at me. That
-expliques itself. That is the world’s way--what you call the world’s
-way. Come; the first thing is an _appartamento_. You think, perhaps, it
-is too high up here? But smell the good air,” cried Paolo; “that is of
-itself refreshing--and the view! You will pay more scudi at the Leone in
-a week than for a month here. Ecco! here is the coffee, and though it is
-not yet quite dark, that amiable garzone, see, he has brought us a
-lamp.”
-
-Then there entered, with a knock at the door, the man from the caffè
-opposite, holding upon the points of three fingers a tray containing two
-heavy cups of white porcelain and the small coffee-pot, flanked by a
-plate of cakes, which Paolo’s hospitality had added in honour of his
-friend. The waiter swung the lighted lamp in the other hand, holding it
-by the handle at the top, and in this way had come up five flights of
-stairs without spilling a drop of the coffee or jeopardizing the cups.
-He put the lamp on the table with a “Felicissima notte, Signori,”
-looking upon the two young men with looks as amiable as his wish. And,
-indeed, the wish has more reason in it at the beginning of the evening
-than at the end. Paolo was great as a host. He poured out his black
-coffee as if it had been the richest of drinks, and pressed upon Harry
-the odd little collection of cakes of every possible and impossible
-flavour. Some of them were excellent, but Harry thought he despised
-these innocent dainties. And he was not very fond of the black coffee:
-how much better he would have liked an English cup of tea! As he sat
-turning over the books which Paolo placed before him, and listened to
-his friend’s explanations, gulping, with a great effort not to make a
-wry face, occasional mouthfuls of coffee, there seemed to flit before
-him a vision of his mother’s parlour--the fragrant tea, the rich fresh
-cream, and herself, with that pale face which had not always seemed to
-him so attractive as it did now. Once, to tell the truth, Harry had
-thought his mother and sister heavy company, and in his heart had said
-that nothing could be more dull than the long evening in the parlour at
-home. Now that he was up here so near the sky in Paolo’s _appartamento_,
-his ideas were different. The bare tiles underfoot, the wide, vacant
-space, with the little bed in the corner, the dull old Margheritone
-staring him in the face, with a pair of round eyes looking out from its
-blackness--and all those knotty questions about the harbour dues to
-occupy him, made as great a contrast as could be conceived to the old
-curtains and carpets, and familiar walls, and cheerful fire, and the
-grey sweep of landscape showing from the windows, stretching far into
-the horizon. But he himself. Harry was very much the same, and in the
-one place as in the other he was unsatisfied. He thought it had been his
-surroundings that were to blame in the first instance, but now, after
-the excitement of all this new beginning, and the novelty of his new
-friends, and the new place, so unlike anything he had seen before,
-Paolo’s _appartamento_, and the thought of settling down in another
-such, brought him back, with a sort of mental gasp, to himself. Was that
-all that was to come of it? It was scarcely worth while renouncing his
-name and his family, and all his past, in order to settle down in a room
-upon the fifth floor, among the chimneypots, at Leghorn. While he was
-studying the dock regulations and harbour laws, his mind was busy about
-this other perplexing question. An _appartemento_! Was he never, he
-wondered, with an impatience that was almost comic in the humiliation
-and depression it caused him, to have a sitting-room again? never to get
-a meal save in public, in the grim _sala_ of the Leone, or in a gaudy
-restaurant with little marble tables; never even a cup of tea to himself
-in his own place, as an Englishman loves to have it; never to have a
-carpet under his feet, but cold tiles; and nothing in the world that
-looked like home? He kept all this to himself, and tried hard to grasp
-at the laws and regulations about the free port of Leghorn, and its
-etiquettes and its dues; but his inner soul was crossed all the time by
-impulses of ill-humour and disappointment which he could with difficulty
-restrain. It is always difficult, after a period of agitation and
-excitement, to settle down again and resume a steady routine; and Harry
-could not think of this kind of settling with anything but annoyance.
-The inn was not any better. His little sleeping-room there was not so
-good as Paolo’s. In the _sala_ there was always a sense of dinner
-combined with cigars; and in the other parts of the establishment the
-smell was of cigars impregnated with soup and divers odours of the
-kitchen. And these were the only places where he, with his English
-habits, had a chance of sitting down! He sighed for his little parlour,
-with its Kidderminster carpet, and red moreen curtains, at Liverpool. It
-was a palace to the _appartamento_, or anything that seemed possible
-here.
-
-They sat so late over their books that Paolo did not as usual insist
-upon accompanying Harry to the inn door. Paolo, for his part, had spent
-a very happy evening. He was learned in those bye-laws which so
-mystified Harry, and loved to enlarge upon them, and to impart
-information in any shape was a grateful exercise to him. He liked to do
-it, even when he was not--which he liked still better--doing a kindness
-to a friend; and he was proud of all the possessions which he had
-exhibited with such simple pleasure. It did not occur to him that his
-home, which he was so happy in, or the simple routine of life which he
-had set up for imitation, could fill any heart with dismay. He found
-himself perfectly comfortable in it, why should not his amico do the
-same? No doubt of the suitableness of this life to one as to another
-crossed his simple mind. He crunched the biscuits which Harry disdained,
-and drank the black coffee at which Harry made wry faces, and was much
-pleased with himself, and very happy to think that he was setting before
-his friend the best way to walk in. He was scarcely so pleased with
-himself however when he was over-persuaded to allow Harry to go back to
-the hotel alone. “No, I will re-conduct you,” he had said at first; but
-Harry laughed at the unnecessary ceremony. Paolo stood at the top of the
-great black well of a staircase and held the lucerna to light his friend
-downstairs, standing patiently with the heavy lamp dangling from his
-hand till he had heard the door close at the foot; and then he rushed to
-his balcony to watch lest Harry should turn the wrong way, ready to
-scream out to him if he did so. Even when he had made sure that his
-friend had turned to the right, and not to the left, Paolo still shook
-his head. “I should have re-conducted him,” he said to himself. It was
-the only drawback to the perfect blessedness of the night.
-
-It was a glorious night out of doors; the Italian moon was shining with
-a warmth and glory unknown to northern skies. Harry tried to think the
-moon was as fine in England, but he could not succeed in this;
-everything else was a great deal better in England, but there was
-something to be said for the climate here, one was forced to
-admit--even though one might not admit anything more. Harry walked home
-(as he called it by force of nature) with much subdued irritation and
-despondency, consequent chiefly on the apparent impossibility of ever
-having a sitting-room, or any place it would be pleasant to sit in
-again. The inn, though he called it home, was not less obnoxious to him,
-and he asked himself, good heavens, was it possible he should never----
-He had got as far as this when another picture suddenly rose up before
-him, and in a moment changed all his thoughts. It was of a dim room,
-cool and dark in the midst of the sunshine, with a whiteness of floating
-curtains about the windows, and tables covered with books, and a white
-figure in a corner, close upon the open dark space of a window closed by
-green persianis, through which the air was blowing softly. Ah! he said,
-drawing a long breath, there was a kind of paradise! That was very
-different from the _appartamento_. It was dark in his memory, as it had
-been when he had suddenly stepped into it out of the bright day with so
-much surprise that he could but dimly recollect the appearance of the
-place. He wondered how it would look when the persianis were open, when
-the daylight got in, or at night when the lamps were lighted, when the
-place was fully inhabited?
-
-Instinctively, without knowing what he was about, he turned into the
-street which led to the Consulate. His heart gave a jump against his
-breast when he saw that the persianis were all opened now, and that the
-lights in the room made it partially visible from the street. Evidently
-there was a party going on, and he felt a little pang of mortification
-to think that he had not been asked. There was a sound of music and a
-great deal of talk, talk that sounded exhilarating and delightful to
-Harry, though he would have felt himself a fish out of water had he been
-in the midst of the polyglot conversation that went on in the Consul’s
-drawing-room. A white figure was seated near the window, faintly visible
-within the white curtains. He wondered if it was _hers_? He screwed his
-eyes together as if he had been short-sighted, to try to see a little
-better, but this was what he could not make out. The sudden glimpse of
-this little bright world from which he was shut out arrested Harry all
-at once in his discontented thoughts. Here was something which would
-make up for all deficiencies. He stood for a long time under the
-windows, trying to hear the voices within, with no eavesdropping
-intentions, but only to console himself by the recollection that he had
-far more in common with the Vice-Consul’s house and his society than
-with Paolo, though he was so good a friend. And then he stood opposite
-and watched, seeing figures vaguely glide across the room, figures which
-the white curtains, swaying softly in the air, kept indistinct. He could
-not distinguish her, he allowed to himself; sometimes he thought he had
-traced her, but only to find himself deceived. Some one in the
-background was playing the piano softly, though nobody paid much
-attention. Harry could not tear himself away from the window. That was
-life, he thought to himself; a man who had that house to go home to need
-never be dull; and then he remembered, with a glow of warm satisfaction
-and pleasure, that on Sunday, no further off, he was to go there. He
-turned after this with a resolute step, and went back to the hotel and
-his dreary little room, where he sat on his bed, gazing at the two
-little lights of the lucerna which had been given to him to light
-himself upstairs, for all the house was dark and at rest before he got
-back--and thinking of that warm and cheerful scene. The lamp burned on
-steadily, the only light in all the big hotel, and Harry sat and gazed
-at it unwinking. Sunday afternoon! here was something to look forward
-to. And _that_ was a house which was worth calling a home, which was not
-an _appartamento_. He thought life must have an altogether different
-complexion there.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE BONAMYS.
-
-
-Mr. Bonamy, the Vice-Consul, was a man who ought to have filled a very
-different position. He ought to have been Consul-General and a person of
-importance. He had been long in the service, and he had done good work,
-and there was nothing against him. But there are some people who never
-will “get on,” whatever may be the circumstances in their favour, just
-as there are some whom all the adverse circumstances in the world will
-not keep down. He was rash, as may have been seen by his reception of
-Harry, and he was one of those men upon whom experience has no power,
-who never learn--who having been deceived twenty times are just as ready
-to believe and be imposed upon the twenty-first. His own goodness and
-rectitude were such that he had kept his position fairly, and his talent
-and fine faculties had not been without acknowledgment; but he had not
-“got on.” There was another circumstance too which kept him in his
-present position. His history had been briefly told by Paolo, and was
-one which everybody knew. Eighteen years before he had married a
-beautiful girl, the daughter of an English merchant in Leghorn and his
-Italian wife. They had lived together for a year, and the little Rita
-had been born, when young Bonamy took his wife “home” with great delight
-and pride to exhibit her to his friends. She had scarcely touched
-English soil when she fell ill; it was an ungenial season, and the
-Italian girl was of a delicate constitution. The young husband, to whose
-mind danger or death never presented themselves as possible, always rash
-and venturesome, and ready to trust any gleam of sunshine, had been to
-blame in exposing her to the severities of the spring changes and the
-east winds, and the result was that he who had left Leghorn in the full
-zenith of happiness, returned a miserable man, alone, leaving his
-treasure in an English grave. For years after he had been so stunned
-with his grief that he was capable of little but the routine of
-necessary work, and this period of deadly depression occurred just when
-there might have been hopes of promotion for him. He did not want any
-promotion. When he began to revive with the growth of his little girl,
-and to find in her a substitute for the young mother whom he had
-scarcely had time to know, it became a settled principle, almost a
-superstition in his mind, that Rita must never leave her native soil;
-she, at least, should never be exposed to those east winds and chilling
-mists of England. It became a part of the training he gave her, a part
-of the religion which everybody round was bound to. Whatever happened,
-Rita was not to leave Italy; the risks her mother had succumbed to were
-never to touch her. His living, his expectations, his life itself, were
-nothing in comparison with this. He was not a man of a strong mind, as
-may be easily perceived. There was but one thing which was utterly
-precious to him, and that was naturally the first thing in his thoughts.
-She throve here in the place where she had been born, just as her mother
-had done before her; and if she were removed she would die. This made
-him accept cheerfully the neglect of his superiors; and he had made
-himself many friends in the place he had inhabited so long. The whole
-population knew him and his story, and sympathized, with the ready
-warmth of the race. It was known even to the dock-labourers, to the
-sailors in the port, that the Signorina Rita was never to go out of
-Italy. The people were all profoundly interested in her in consequence.
-It was a compliment to them, to their genial skies, and the health of
-the town, and the excellence of everything Italian, not to say
-Livornese, which went to their hearts; and the Vice-Consul and his
-daughter found themselves very happy in the place, which he would have
-left long ago had he been a more prosperous man.
-
-This consoled him greatly for not getting on; indeed, he had lost
-ambition altogether, and given up all thought of advancement; he was
-satisfied with his life such as it was. It was a pleasant life enough,
-no press or hurry of business, no excessive responsibility, a friendly
-society round him, a number of people looking up to him, a kind of
-representative position which pleased his fancy. The shipping and the
-sea-captains who occupied so much of his time were not perhaps quite so
-delightful, but then there are some drawbacks in every lot. He had a
-pleasant house, which he had gradually filled with furniture and
-pictures such as might have made a connoisseur’s mouth water, and he had
-plenty of leisure time to enjoy the society of his daughter and of his
-friends. Unconsciously he had trained Rita to be his constant companion
-and confidant. He had not intended so to do; there had been no desire in
-him to withdraw her from younger companions, to keep her to himself; but
-when an intelligent child is made the companion of a mature mind, which
-is yet not too mature, but still capable of something of the
-indiscretion of youth, there is a charm in the intercourse which nothing
-else can equal. To a girl especially the attraction is great. Rita,
-almost before she had given up dolls and baby-houses, had begun to see
-the bigger world in glimpses through her father’s eyes. She began to be
-aware of a universe full of people, full of humour and meaning,
-appearing behind like an inexhaustible background. And if she did not
-absolutely find out books by the same means, yet she made the discovery
-of most things that were beautiful and important in them. His opinions,
-his ideas represented a whole new heaven and new earth to her, before
-which the nursery and its childish joys faded away. She had begun to
-know what he knew, to give an adoring echo to all his opinions, to
-understand his occupations, when other children are still resisting
-their first lessons, and resenting the interference of grown-up persons
-with all their pleasures. The Vice-Consul confided all his difficulties,
-when they arose, to her ears before she was twelve. She knew that the
-“F.O.” was sometimes unreasonable, and that the shippers were
-troublesome, before she had quite mastered English, which was not her
-native tongue. Then there came a further development, when Rita no
-longer echoed her father’s opinions, but had ideas of her own. This
-followed so quickly upon the first, and added such a delightful variety
-and animation to their intercourse, that the Vice-Consul fully believed
-she had been a critic in her cradle, and that all her lively views upon
-things in general had come to her direct by inspiration from above.
-
-She was seventeen now, though she looked younger. For five years she had
-been everything that a grown-up companion can be, with something besides
-that no grown-up companion ever was. They were everything to each other.
-She reverenced him, and she laughed at him, and patronized his ideas,
-and thought him the first of created beings. Nothing but a child could
-so mingle veneration and superiority, the freedom of an equal, the
-keenness of a critic, the enthusiasm of adoring love. There was not a
-thing he said which she could not pull to pieces, nor any of his actions
-that were not subject to her comments. “I would not have done that,
-papa, if I had been you,” she would say; and yet she was of opinion that
-of all human creatures there was not one, on the whole, who came within
-a hundred miles of Her Britannic Majesty’s Vice-Consul at Leghorn. This
-was the result of Rita’s observations during the dozen years or so which
-she had unconsciously spent in accumulating materials upon which to form
-an opinion. And this was no small thing to say, for a clever child is
-the most close of observers, and far less likely to be blinded by
-partiality than any other human critic. As for the Vice-Consul, he had
-no such foundation of commonsense and close observation to support his
-certainty that such another as his Margherita had never been born to
-man. He worshipped his child without any reason at all. If she had been
-stupid, perhaps even if she had been unamiable, he would have loved her
-all the same; but he took it for a special instance of the goodness of
-God towards him that she was delightful, and lovely, and sweet, and
-clever--as well as that she was Rita, which last, however, was the chief
-and unspeakable claim to his love.
-
-And the house in which these two lived together was a very happy house.
-It is the privilege of girls to exercise this sweet reconciling power,
-to make a father, or a mother, at peace with fate, reconciled to all the
-troubles of the past. Perhaps it is inconsistent with the greater
-self-assertion of young manhood to give so much thought, so much care to
-the elder generation; certainly it is only here and there a
-preternaturally excellent youth who ever fills such a place in the home
-and the life of his parents as Rita filled to her father; and she was
-not preternaturally good, but mischievous, and contradictory and
-impetuous, as well as bright, and tender, and gentle. She never tried to
-make her father happy, or thought of doing her duty to him, but only
-loved him and lived with him in the most natural unconscious freedom of
-word and thought. People may pass years under the same roof without ever
-living with each other; but Rita poured her young abundant life into
-the stream of her father’s without thinking that any other channel was
-possible. Everything that the one did was interesting to the other,
-everything that happened contributed to their more perfect union. It had
-never occurred as yet to either that this life of theirs might change or
-undergo any transformation until the time should come when it would be
-split in twain by death; and that was a contingency which, as applying
-to herself (to think that her father might die had scarcely occurred to
-her), seemed to Rita the least likely of all possibilities, while he, on
-his part, if he ever took it into consideration, did it tranquilly,
-thinking of his own death, as men in the midst of their lives, with good
-health and no appearance of failing, do think of that event, as of
-something too far off to trouble one’s-self about--inevitable, and
-bringing its own atmosphere of resignation with it, but too shadowy and
-distant to disturb anybody’s peace.
-
-It may be imagined that the event of Harry’s appearance was much
-discussed between these two, who discussed everything. Rita had been
-very grateful to Harry; she had exalted him into a hero. The description
-she had given to her father, when she came rushing to his side on the
-night of the occurrence, white and panting after her run home, had been
-that of a demigod. She had described him as tall and straight as an
-arrow, towering head and shoulders over the common creatures about. She
-described the little voice in Italian which she had welcomed joyfully
-enough, and which had begun to intercede with her assailants with a
-troubled tone of politeness, and how it had been suddenly broken short
-by the strenuous English of the deliverer. Rita, when she got over her
-fright, cried and laughed together over the incident. She made it into a
-dramatic scene, setting Paolo’s tremulous entreaties to music--and then
-broke in upon the cadence with short sharp English monosyllables, “Let
-go that girl!” She put the most flowery Italian into Paolo’s mouth, then
-brought the other voice in, strong and brief in a masculine monotone.
-She did nothing but repeat this little entertainment all the evening
-after she had got over her fright, and when her father appeared with the
-hero, looking somewhat sheepish, but very strong, very English, and more
-good-looking than might have been hoped, Rita had been delighted. She
-did not take, however, the accident romantically, or with any
-high-flown interest in her deliverer. Discussing him afterwards, she
-allowed that he did not look particularly brilliant.
-
-“But what of that?” she cried. “Heroes never need to be clever. It is a
-great deal more than we deserve that he should be so good-looking. He is
-very good-looking, handsome and heavy, just like a hero,” Rita said,
-“and with a story! It is a great deal more than we had any right to
-expect.” But the story itself did not make any such impression upon her
-as it did upon her father. Rita was cynical for the first time, and did
-not think much of the quarrel with the family. “There are so many
-stories like that,” she said, bending her brows a little; “it saves a
-great deal of explanation. But he is not clever enough to have invented
-it. He would have blushed and stammered, and even you, papa, could have
-found him out.”
-
-“Even I!” said Mr. Bonamy; “you speak as if my stock of intelligence was
-the smallest you knew.”
-
-“Not that,” said Rita, laughing, “but you know you are very easily taken
-in, papa; oh, yes, you cannot deny that.”
-
-“You make a great deal out of a very little,” said the Vice-Consul,
-almost angry; for it was his weak point, and consequently he was very
-susceptible to criticism. “Besides,” he said, in his usual tone, “when I
-am taken in, as you say I am, it is by regular humbugs, professors of
-the art. There was that fellow from Geneva, was there ever a better
-get-up? he would have taken in old Pam himself.” This was his synonym
-for astute and wary wisdom, as some people say Old Nick. “But Oliver has
-not a bit of get-up about him. Whatever he is, he is genuine, the least
-experienced could see as much.”
-
-“I told you,” said Rita, “he is not clever enough to have invented a
-story; you always come round, papa, to what I say.”
-
-“Yes,” said the Vice-Consul, “I _am_ a great fool about you, Rita,
-everybody says that; no, he is not clever enough for a made-up story;
-and he is so much in earnest about it that it must be true.”
-
-Rita did not reply. She had no desire to prove that her father was
-wrong: and, besides, for once in a way her observations confirmed his.
-She recalled to herself the big young fellow, with his ingenuous looks,
-and that air of confused and deprecating surprise, as if he could not
-understand why they should make so much of him; a humbug (she concluded)
-would have made the most of himself, and shown no surprise.
-
-“Of course he will not be able to keep it up,” Mr. Bonamy said, “they
-will find him out. By the way, remember to keep a look out in the agony
-column, they will appeal to him through that. I. O.; they are rather
-queer initials.”
-
-“What does I. stand for?” Rita asked.
-
-“Isaac Oliver. It is an odd sort of name too for a young fellow like
-that.”
-
-“Isaac! I don’t believe it can be his right name. He is no more like an
-Isaac than I am. Isaac ought to be a sort of soft old man, very nice and
-gentle, but a little silly, like Isaac in the Bible.”
-
-“My Rita, you are rather profane. Now it sounds to me like an old Jew,
-which is to say an old humbug, up to everything, flattering and fawning,
-and ready to sell his soul if he had one.”
-
-“It is you who are profane, papa; my Isaac, of course, was an old Jew;
-they were all Jews, all those people in the Bible: but he was more like
-you, a great deal, for it was he that was taken in. _That_ cannot be his
-right name.”
-
-“Whose right name? you jump so from the Bible to yesterday that you are
-confusing. I am obliged to you for the compliment about the patriarch.
-And as for our young fellow, I think it very likely that Oliver is not
-his name; but an _alias_ is seldom carried so far as the Christian name;
-he must be Isaac, I am afraid, though it is disenchanting.”
-
-“Poor Mr. Oliver,” Rita said. “There is not very much enchantment about
-him anyhow. Yes, yes, he is just the right thing for a hero: but there
-ought to be something behind, he ought to be a little clever, or witty,
-or poetical, or something, before there can be any enchantment. Oh yes,
-it was quite right to ask him for Sunday. He will be very
-tranquillizing, quite Sunday fare.”
-
-“That was what I thought,” her father said. “You will try all your arts
-upon him, you will turn him inside out. In half-an-hour you will find
-out more than I would in a day.”
-
-“I shall not want to find out,” said Rita; “if he is so secret, why
-should I try to penetrate his mystery? Mysteries, papa, I have often
-told you, are seldom worth finding out.” And they both laughed at this
-utterance of wisdom: but yet there was a kind of understanding, at all
-events on Rita’s side, that it was she who was the most prudent of the
-two.
-
-Harry met them at church on Sunday morning. There were a great many
-people at the English Church, and they had the usual look of
-sectarianism and conventicalism which a small foreign community, holding
-its select little “diet of worship” (as we say in Scotland) in its
-separate church, in the midst of a large Catholic community, always has.
-It is hard to understand why the mere fact of not being able to say our
-prayers along with the mass of our fellow-creatures, should give
-everywhere that look of narrow superiority, yet lurking sense of
-disadvantage. Amid all the salutations at the church-doors, which showed
-how the little community hung together, Harry was shy of penetrating the
-mass, and held himself modestly apart, waiting in the background till
-his friends disengaged themselves from the crowd. A stranger was more
-remarked in that close circle than he would have been in towns more
-frequented by tourists; and his appearance was so distinctively, almost
-so ideally English, that he caught a great many eyes. A tall young
-fellow, muscular and strong, with curling fair hair, a light moustache,
-a ruddy complexion, and an English made coat, at once attracted the
-attention of the merchants and officials who made up the congregation.
-Who was he? When the Vice-Consul was seen to go up to him, and he walked
-off by Rita’s side, their fellow-worshippers soon came to a distinct
-conclusion on the subject. He was some young English swell who had
-brought letters from influential persons at home, and whom Mr. Bonamy
-would naturally make the most of. That was the best of an official
-position, was the commentary of more than one looker-on--that the best
-people were always sent to you--that whereas all the straggling tourists
-who were nobody, were recommended by troublesome acquaintances to
-ordinary residents in a town, the Consul had all the people of
-distinction, and though he himself held no particular rank, made
-acquaintance, and occasionally formed alliances, with very superior
-people indeed. Many looks were in consequence cast after Harry, as very
-happy, yet very humble, he walked off by Rita’s side. He thought that it
-was he who had the advantage, while the spectators considered him a
-distinguished visitor, and envied the Vice-Consul, whose position made
-his house the natural head-quarters for such fine people. He walked
-through the shady streets, saying very little, feeling himself quite
-happy without speech, and it seemed to him like the repetition of a
-dream when he came in again to the cool dining-room, and sat down once
-more between the father and daughter. It was only a few days since he
-had done that for the first time, coming in, like a man in a dream, to
-find an unknown world opened to him. Now the world was no longer
-unknown, he had got his place in it, he had the prospect before him of
-knowing it better and better, it was his home, as it was that of the
-others.
-
-With a strange feeling of security and continuance he took his place at
-the table. He was never a great talker, and he allowed his entertainers
-to talk over him, not being so quick to understand their allusions, and
-all the shades of meaning in their rapid conversation, as he would have
-wished. Sometimes Rita would turn to him with a pleasant word, bringing
-him into the current, sometimes Mr. Bonamy would say something that made
-an answer needful; but for the most part he was silent, taking his share
-only with looks. He did the best he could for himself by this means,
-for his face was bright, brighter perhaps than his intelligence, and he
-had the pleasant art of being interested, whether he quite understood or
-not. His look, which was half wistful, half understanding, with a little
-eagerness in it, a desire to follow what was being said, and a naïve
-comprehension that it was slightly above him, caught Rita’s attention in
-spite of herself. So far as she was aware, this young woman was more
-fond of intellectual people and their discourse than of anything else in
-the world. If there was one thing she was sure of, it was her preference
-for this kind of society, her disdain of trivial minds, and the common
-chatter of the everyday world. And she had already expressed her opinion
-about Harry, that he would do very well for a hero of the muscular kind,
-but as for any special interest, a man required something more, a touch
-of poetry or intellect, or at least, if nothing else, cleverness, to
-recommend him to the attention. It happened, however, two or three times
-over, that when Rita’s eyes were travelling the length of the table to
-meet her father’s, with whom she was talking, they were caught by
-Harry’s, who sat at the side. Harry had uttered nothing that was not
-commonplace, and, indeed, he had not said much at all; but when he thus
-caught her eye, and forced her to look at him, his face was more
-eloquent than his tongue. It was not at any time an unmeaning face, and
-to-day it meant a great deal; it meant a conviction that he was very
-happily placed between two such bright and clever people; it meant great
-attention and admiration and interest. Rita was caught by it as if he
-had put forth his hand to stop her as she passed him. Stupid! how could
-she have thought him stupid? That look was not stupid, not even heavy or
-pre-occupied, like so many other young Englishmen, who looked distrait
-when anything was talked of beyond their own little capacities. Harry
-had not at all this aspect. If his mind was not quite up to the mark of
-their conversation his attention was. He wanted to listen and to
-understand. She looked at him, thus, once, twice, feeling each time more
-favourably disposed--and the third time she fairly stopped and turned
-round and addressed him.
-
-“Mr. Oliver,” she said, “we are very uncivil, papa and I. We are so used
-to talking to each other that, when there is anyone here, if he does not
-stop us and force us to listen to him, we just go on. I have felt how
-silly it was. I wish you would put a stop to us, and make us listen to
-you.”
-
-“But I should not like that,” said Harry; “you talk a great deal better
-than I do. Talking was never any gift of mine; but I like to listen. I
-am picking up a great deal, though you may not think it. Everything is
-so new to me here.”
-
-“Well, then, I will ask you a very silly question,” said Rita; “I will
-ask you what everybody will ask you, and of course you cannot tell yet
-how to answer; but you will answer all the same. How do you like
-Leghorn, Mr. Oliver? Do you think you will like us when you know us
-better? I hope you think that is a nice commonplace beginning,” said
-Rita, laughing; and a faint little colour came over her of half
-amusement and half self-reproach.
-
-“Indeed, I don’t think it silly at all; I am commonplace myself,” said
-Harry, with a little sigh. “I wish I could be more remarkable, but I
-can’t. Yes, I like Leghorn very much, and I think I shall like all the
-people I know, more and more as I know them better. But I don’t know
-many people. Except Mr. Bonamy and yourself, who have been so kind to
-me, I have got but one friend.”
-
-“One friend, hear him! as if that was a thing that could be picked up at
-every corner,” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“I never saw anything like him,” said Harry, “he is like a child--and
-very simple in his ways of thinking. He is twenty times better than I
-am, and yet I feel sometimes as if I must laugh. You don’t know what
-strange people we English are, Miss Bonamy. We can see how good a thing
-is, and yet we can’t help laughing if it is a little out of the way.”
-
-“Then,” said Rita, “tell me why. I have no way of knowing but what
-people tell me. There are things said about Englishmen just as there are
-things said about women, in general. Now the women I know are quite
-unlike each other. I cannot imagine any one thing that they would all
-think or do. Are Englishmen all the same?”
-
-“Now, Oliver, be on your guard,” said her father, “that’s one of her
-theories. She wants to push you into a corner and compel you to commit
-yourself. Women have this and that way of thinking, we all say, don’t
-we? and it’s quite true. ‘Really!’ says this little person, ‘I suppose,
-then, women are all exactly like each other?’ Have a care, my young
-friend; she looks innocent, but I don’t advise you to let yourself fall
-into her hands.”
-
-“When I said Englishmen”--said Harry, faltering; then he gathered a
-little boldness--“We are not all like each other: but this is rather
-true of all of us--at least, so I think: we jeer at things we don’t
-understand.”
-
-“Bravo,” said the Vice-Consul, clapping his hands, “I see you understand
-our dear countrymen.”
-
-“We don’t mean much harm,” said Harry, led on beyond himself. “I suppose
-that in other countries just the same happens in different ways. When
-people act in a way we should not think of acting, we think it is so
-strange that we--laugh at them. It is wrong, I have no doubt, and silly,
-but still we do it. The first thing is, we laugh at them--Italians don’t
-seem to do so. They are most polite.”
-
-“And the French don’t do it.”
-
-“Papa, they do a great deal worse,” said Rita; “for the language, for
-instance, they are far more hard than you. When anyone speaks English
-badly, you laugh, but you don’t mind. The Frenchman doesn’t laugh, he
-is horribly polite--but he thinks the worse of you for ever after. I see
-what you mean. There is a kind of a way you have of looking at things in
-the same light, which does not mean that you are alike, or all thinking
-in the same way. Perhaps,” said Rita, meditatively, “that may be true of
-Englishmen--and women too. Yes, I see how that might be true. I am very
-much obliged to you, Mr. Oliver, for putting it in so clear a light.”
-
-Harry could only stare at her with a mixture of amazement and
-gratification. He to be applauded for putting something in a clear
-light! and by Rita, who knew so much more than he did. He could not but
-laugh within himself at the unlikelihood of it; yet he was gratified by
-the thought.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-HARRY’S PROGRESS.
-
-
-After this, Harry “settled down.” It was a somewhat disappointing,
-disenchanting process, but still it was better than it appeared at the
-first glance. Paolo, finding that his friend could not be happy without
-a sitting-room, which seemed to himself the most unnecessary of
-luxuries, exerted himself to procure an appartamento for him which
-should include this, and managed, after a little delay, to do so, at a
-price so modest that Harry was astonished, and the padrone di casa much
-disgusted and indignant when he found that he had actually suffered his
-rooms to go, at a rent extravagant only for Italians, to an Englishman.
-The landlord was so disappointed and annoyed by this that the occasion
-made him voluble; for “Ecco!” he said, “a countryman, that is--a
-countryman. He knows as much as we do. He is aware of everything. He can
-do what he pleases. That he should have the rooms cheap, that
-understands itself: that is all just. But a stranger! And, on the other
-hand, they want so much more, these strangers. They will demand
-breakfast, and even refreshments in the evening! They are so lazy they
-will not give themselves the pain to descend to the caffè for their
-coffee, which is the natural way, but will demand to have it here, which
-is endless trouble. I never could have believed that Ser Paolo, who is a
-person of education, would so have treated an old neighbour.” He said so
-much on the subject that Harry, with something of that impatience and
-careless magnificence which are (supposedly) the characteristics of the
-English, declared that, rather than be so persecuted, he would pay
-twenty lire a month more than had been asked of him, an offer which made
-the padrone think him a great fool, but a true Englishman, and which
-drove Paolo nearly out of himself with indignation. It may be understood
-by this fact that Harry soon picked up as much Italian as made him
-understand at least the tone of address, whether it was friendly or
-angry: and in smaller matters he was soon able to make himself
-understood.
-
-The first night of his residence in his new quarters, when he heard
-Paolo close the door behind him, and felt himself left all alone at the
-top of a tall Italian house, without a soul within call, gazing round
-him at the four bare white walls, his lamp looking at him with three
-unwinking eyes, and not a trace of anything that looked like home--vain
-word!--the young fellow was altogether overcome, and staring round with
-a wild look of despair, was as near breaking into idle tears as ever man
-was. But what was the use? He had made his bed (or his people had made
-it for him, as he thought), and there he must lie. He had half a dozen
-books on the table: one upon the laws that affect shipping and the
-maritime code, another on International Law generally, the rest Italian
-grammars and dictionaries, a volume of easy little stories in the same
-language, and that well-known volume of Silvio Pellico, out of which so
-many people have learned their first Italian lessons. They were none of
-them very interesting to Harry. “Le Mie Prigioni,” when you have made
-it out with the aid of a dictionary, is not more tempting than any other
-book would be under these circumstances. They were as blank as the white
-walls, the silent room, the dead solitude of the place, to Harry. A
-yellow novel, if he could have got that, would have been precious to
-him. But he had not even that to fall back upon. He crept dismally to
-bed, unable to contemplate his fate, and turned his face to the wall,
-much as his mother was doing at home. But in the morning things were
-better; and though he never could reconcile himself to the gloom and
-solitude of his appartamento at night, during the day things went
-tolerably well with him when he began to know what was being said around
-him, and to wake up to the new insight which a new language confers.
-Gradually he began to take a little interest in the porter’s family, in
-the shrill padrona, shrieking her orders and her commentaries from the
-balcony of the fourth piano across the deep well of the courtyard, who
-was a terrible nuisance, yet by and by began to feel homelike, so that
-he missed her sharp peacock-cry when the arrival of a baby compelled a
-brief withdrawal from her usual active survey of the affairs of her
-tenants. And so the time went on, and months passed, and Harry became
-accustomed to his life.
-
-There were times, however, in which those slow beginnings of content
-which soothed Harry’s mind, rose into something a great deal higher and
-brighter: and these were the hours which he spent in the private rooms
-at the Consulate, where, by degrees, he became very familiar, a sort of
-son of the house. Harry never knew how this happened, nor did the
-Bonamys themselves, who, bit by bit, opened their doors more completely
-to him. They had never done so before to any clerk. The office generally
-was held at arm’s length by the head of it. He was thought proud by the
-_employés_ generally. What was he, many even asked, that he should give
-himself so many airs? But he never gave himself any airs to Harry. Even
-when they began to forget that romance about the young squire who had
-quarrelled with his family, which was entirely their own invention, they
-did not turn away from or cast off the stranger who, falling into their
-midst with no recommendations at all, had made himself so strong a
-footing amongst them, partly from accident, partly from imagination.
-Very soon, indeed, Harry came to be considered as part of the family; a
-ready hand to be appealed to for everything; a ready hearer, though he
-did not always understand: an invariably sympathetic and trustworthy
-friend of the house. To Mr. Bonamy it was a great advantage to have some
-one in the office whom he could treat upon this footing; to whom he
-could speak confidentially of all that occurred, and with whom, if need
-were, even in the bosom of society, he could confer on any accident of
-official business, sending Harry off to do this or that, even from the
-card-table where he was playing round games with the younger guests, or
-out of the heart of a valse, when need was. Harry liked the dance, and
-was merry and useful at the card-playing, but he never complained or
-grumbled if he were sent away. He had to come back late when the company
-was gone, to make his report, and that privilege atoned to him for the
-self-sacrifice. On such occasions, when the great _salone_ was still all
-alight, and Rita reposing upon the sofa, or buried in a great chair,
-after her exertions, while the Vice-Consul had already put on the light
-dressing-gown in which he smoked his evening cigar, the young man,
-returning, had the pleasantest welcome. Mr. Bonamy put towards him his
-box of cigarettes; the windows were all open; the warm Italian night
-glowing out of doors; the stars shining, and every breath of the soft
-air a delight. In that Italian room the light smoke was not thought out
-of place. Rita had been used to it all her life. She might have taken
-one of these little cigarettes herself and nobody thought any harm; but,
-fortunately for Harry’s feelings, to whom it would have been a very
-terrible profanation of a girl’s lips, she did not. But she lay back in
-her chair, her pale face and dark locks relieved upon the soft, rich old
-damask, and watched the two men with a smile. The Consul, who loved
-everything that was beautiful, had his smoking-coat also made of
-damask--a piece of brocade, in colours which Harry thought faded--and
-he, too, threw himself negligently back in his chair and listened to his
-young aide-de-camp’s report, with his fine head on one side, like a
-benevolent prince listening to the information collected for him by a
-young prime minister, all visionary, and eager in his plans for the
-benefit of their people. Perhaps it was only a refractory ship-captain
-whom Harry had talked into submission, or an impatient Englishman whose
-suspicions of extortion had got him into trouble; and sometimes the
-three would laugh over the characteristic follies of their countrymen,
-and incapacity to understand the grandiloquence of the Italian
-authorities. When Harry got to be sufficiently strong in the language,
-he would himself make very merry over the _sentimento magnifico_ of the
-professional pillagers whose charges here and there drove a stranger
-wild, but who always professed the noblest superiority to all interested
-motives. Rita, who was more than half an Italian, was sometimes piqued
-by the laughter in which her father joined, and would stand up for the
-kindly race to whom she owed half her blood and all her training. She
-would shine out from the soft background when she thus roused herself in
-defence of her people, her great dark eyes glowing, her white little
-figure all alive with energy. “You are all made up of suspicions, you
-English,” she said. “You think everyone wants to cheat you, to get your
-money from you. Yes, and it is you who want to get what they have from
-them. I wonder who it is who picks up the pictures, and the
-_bric-à-brac_, and shakes his head” (which she did with a good imitation
-of her father’s benevolent regret), “and complains that all the little
-dealers are beginning to know the value of the things they have to
-sell, eh, papa? Old Leonardi showed his _sentimento magnifico_ when he
-let you have that little Ghirlandajo for next to nothing.”
-
-“I don’t believe it is a Ghirlandajo--of his school, that is all,” said
-the Consul, blandly, “and he lets me have it cheap--not for nothing: he
-lets me have it cheap because he thinks the English travellers will see
-it here and will go to him to be fleeced, that is the best reason he
-has, I fear.”
-
-“And if it is, you take advantage of it,” cried Rita. “Which is worst?
-There was that piece of lace the other day. I said (it was quite true)
-what shall I do with it, Signor Giovanni? it is not enough for a dress;
-and he said, in the prettiest way, the Signorina shall put it upon her
-handkerchief to remind her of old Leonardi. I took it; what could I do?
-it would have made him angry if I had refused it after that. Was not
-that the _sentimento magnifico_, Mr. Oliver--you who don’t believe in my
-Italians? If I had offered him money for it he would never have spoken
-to me again.”
-
-“I thought he was an old Jew,” said Harry; “but I see he is a fine old
-fellow, and I shall go and buy something from him to-morrow. He will
-cheat me; but I shan’t mind after what you have said.”
-
-“He will cheat you,” said the Vice-Consul, with equanimity; “though he
-has a fine sense of the proper time to be honest, and the proper time to
-be liberal all the same; but let us hear how you got your Englishman out
-of his clutches, for that is the business immediately in hand.”
-
-And then Harry returned to his story, and told how the poor tourist had
-raved and blasphemed, how he had bought a picture which was vouched for
-as genuine, and it was found to be a flagrant copy; and how old Leonardi
-had perjured himself over and over again, and sworn by all the saints
-that there could be no doubt of its authenticity, holding up his fine
-old Italian head in the very presence of the painter, who had made the
-copy, and denying all knowledge of it. The tourist, whose settled
-conviction it was that “the natives” everywhere were in league against
-him, was, however, the chief point in Harry’s report. He had rather
-thought so himself when he landed in Leghorn, and the feeling which had
-made him refuse Paolo’s first offer of service, and carry his own
-portmanteau, and hunt out the hotel for himself, still lingered in his
-bosom. He understood the character so well that he set it forth with
-great power before his audience; and Harry was so much gratified by his
-success, and by the gradual blowing away of the cloud which was on
-Rita’s countenance, and the delightful laughter with which she chimed in
-after a while, that he rose into higher heights. He himself was just
-beginning to awake to the humours of the Englishman abroad, and it was
-very pleasant to find himself superior to them, as one who understood
-the language and knew the people, and could explain a good many mistakes
-and misapprehensions away.
-
-“Mr. Oliver, you are very English,” Rita said gravely, after the story
-and the laughter were over. She was apt to change in a moment, and with
-the smile just disappearing from her lips, to produce the most serious
-remark.
-
-“Am I?” said Harry, a little crestfallen; for he rather thought he had
-made it apparent that he was very superior to the English--that is the
-common English who travel, and who are often, as we all hasten to tell
-our foreign friends, so little credit to the race. Then he added with
-more spirit, “I suppose I am very English. What else could I be? I have
-only been a year away.”
-
-“Do you call this ‘away?’” she said, with a somewhat startled tone.
-“Yes, of course it is ‘away.’ Over there is what you have always been
-used to--that is home--of course;” but the idea seemed to be new to
-Rita, and not to give her pleasure. The Vice-Consul had gone off to his
-business-room to get something that was wanted, and the two young people
-were alone.
-
-“It may be home,” said Harry, with a roused and almost irritated tone;
-“but I shall never see it again. Home has so many meanings. I shall say
-presently I am going home, and I shall mean my appartamento--as Paolo
-calls it--not very much of a home,” he said, with a sharp laugh.
-
-“Isn’t it? I say home, too, when I speak of England; but I shall never
-see it. Do you know I am never to be allowed to go to England, Mr.
-Oliver? That makes me like to hear everything about it. Then you and I
-are the same in that; but you will change your mind.”
-
-“You are much more likely to change your mind,” said Harry. “I--have
-good reason----”
-
-“And do you think I have not good reason too? When my mother went there,
-she died.”
-
-“She might have died anywhere,” Harry said.
-
-“It is harsh of you to say so. Yes, to be sure she might have died
-anywhere: but they say it is so cold in England,” said Rita, with a
-little shiver; the night air seemed all at once to have grown chilly.
-She looked at the big window close to her and shivered again. Harry got
-up and closed it without a word.
-
-“It is cold, when you expect it to be cold,” said Harry; “that is pretty
-often, to be sure: but it does not take you in an underhand way like
-this. In England it is all above-board; it blows right in your face, it
-does not steal in like _that_ behind your back and chill you. Things are
-honest at home. I think I could take you all over England, and you would
-get no harm.”
-
-“Could you?” said Rita eagerly; “do you know a way? but how then, Mr.
-Oliver? tell me, do you know a way?”
-
-“It would be just to take care of you,” said Harry, with a blush. “I
-know _that_ way. I should understand that you wanted taking care of, and
-I would take care of you. For my part, I should not be a bit afraid.”
-
-Rita did not notice the blush on his face. The desire of her heart was
-to go to England, and this made her think. She had the credulity of her
-birthplace about wonderful elixirs and miraculous ways of doing a
-dangerous thing. She looked at him dreamily, yet eagerly, with her great
-eyes. “But _how_ should you do it?” she repeated, “Mr. Oliver; if there
-is some particular way, will you tell me? For if you only knew--if you
-could only know how I wish to go to England----!”
-
-“There is no particular way,” said Harry; “if I were ever to go back
-home, which I never shall--and if you were to go with me, which most
-likely you never would--then you should go, and no harm would happen to
-you; that is all I know.”
-
-He spoke abruptly, and he was flushed and hasty. Rita did not think at
-the moment what it meant; she sat very quiet in her great chair, while
-her father came in and resumed the conversation--thinking over what he
-had said. Immediately there had risen before her a vision of the white
-cliffs she had heard of so often, and of green fields and red roofs, and
-of all the special features of English scenery which she had read of.
-What could it be that made him so sure? “If I were ever to go, which I
-never shall--and if you were to come with me, which most likely you
-never would---- Well, no,” Rita said to herself, with a half smile, “not
-much likelihood of that; how could I go with him? he means if we were to
-take him with us--he means----” and then she came to a pause, and a
-sudden reflection of the colour on Harry’s face wavered over hers for a
-minute; only a minute. She was not altogether inexperienced in life; she
-had already been the subject of several proposals addressed to her
-father, which he had declined after reference to Rita, so that she was
-aware that she was looked upon with favourable eyes by various persons,
-and that the love which is so much talked of in books might light upon
-her at any moment. Rita had, for her part, no particular objection; she
-had even left the door of her heart open, so that when he was thereabout
-that intrusive sentiment might come in if he pleased. But up to this
-moment he had not come in; the door had stood open, but nothing had
-entered except poetry and gentle thoughts. But Rita, after this
-conversation, experienced a very curious sensation. She felt not as if
-anyone had got in by the door, but as if some one passing had half
-stumbled against it, finding it closed, and, no answer being given, had
-gone his way. In the first haze of this idea she got up from her chair
-and said good night, and went off to her room, complaining that she was
-sleepy. But she was not sleepy; she sat down and began to think as soon
-as she had got within the protection of her chamber. It was not any
-personal feeling that moved her, far less any strong emotion; but all at
-once she was conscious of a keen and lively curiosity springing up in
-her mind, eager and lively as her nature. Did he mean----? What did he
-mean? “If I were to go to England--which I never shall--and if you were
-to come with me----” Why should she go with him? What reason could there
-be for such a thing, what excuse? He must be mad to make such a
-suggestion; but yet it kept coming back to her. “If I were to go, and if
-you were to come with me.” Certainly the door of that hidden chamber in
-her heart had swung to and closed, and somebody passing, a stranger, had
-run up against it, and shaken it, as if to try whether it would be easy
-to open. It was a very strange suggestion. Rita had been sought by
-persons of condition, by people who had something to offer, and who had
-made their proposals, as everybody who respects himself does in Italy,
-to the young lady’s father. But here was somebody who was nobody, and
-who took hold of the handle of that door of her heart, which she had
-believed to be open, but which had evidently closed of itself, and gave
-it a sharp shake, without thinking of her father or any consequences
-whatever. She thought of it for a long time, turning it over and over
-with the greatest curiosity. It was a new thing in her experience. He
-wanted a great many of the qualities which she considered indispensable
-in a man. First and chiefest of all he was not clever. He knew nothing
-about books, he scarcely knew a picture when he saw one. Instead of
-hunting about in the _bric-à-brac_ shops as her father did, and as even
-little Paolo Thompson (whom Mr. Oliver called Paul-ó) was in the habit
-of doing, picking up wonderful things now and then, this stranger gazed
-with blank eyes at the treasures, and could not understand them. He was
-altogether a different kind of man from any she had ever seen, a
-homelier, duller sort of man; and yet he was not dull. The whole house
-was quiet and asleep when Rita suddenly sprang up from this long
-reverie, catching sight of her own big eyes in her looking-glass, and
-wondering at the wonder in them. She had got a new idea into her active
-little head. It was something novel and curious, and very amusing, but
-it did not seem to her at all necessary that it should ever come to
-anything. She wondered what he would say next, or how he would look, or
-what he would do. She was pleased on the whole to think that now perhaps
-she would have an opportunity of watching what a man looked like in such
-circumstances as these, which is a thing always interesting and, some
-people think, very amusing to see.
-
-As for Harry, he went home that evening with a sensation not less
-extraordinary, but much more definite than that of Rita. He had not
-thought of the meaning of what he was saying till he had said it; he had
-not been aware of meaning anything, and yet he knew now that he did mean
-it. What had he been doing? Without a name, without a home, without
-anything in the world, he had been so foolish as to fall in love with a
-girl who, in the best of circumstances, would have been above him. The
-Joscelyns thought a great deal of themselves; but when Harry thought of
-the parlour at the White House, and then of Rita’s drawing-room, he felt
-that she was immeasurably above him, and that to say such a thing to
-her was not only wrong, but mean and ungenerous. If you were to come
-with me--Good life, why had he suggested that to her? _She_ come with
-him? It seemed ridiculous, more out of the question to Harry than it had
-done to Rita. He was angry beyond measure with himself for letting
-himself be run away with, so to speak, by the foolish impulse of the
-moment. For he had never meant to say it, or indeed to suggest any idea
-of the kind. He was full of sense, though passion had him in its power
-when it once got hold of him. In the meantime, however, there was no
-question of passion. It was the pleasure of his life to be with Rita, to
-see her, to do little services for her, to hear her talk; but when the
-idea was suddenly set before him that he might marry Rita and carry her
-away with him, Harry was more frightened than she was. He to think of
-such a thing! He walked home at such a pace, with such a swift,
-impatient step, that the few passengers in the streets turned about to
-look after him, wondering what business he might have in hand--if he
-were going for a doctor, or any such urgent occasion; but Harry was
-walking fast only to keep up with his thoughts, which had suddenly been
-let loose like colts in a pasture, and were all careering about wildly,
-so that it was impossible to catch or lay hold upon them. How could he
-have been so mad as to have let them loose! and he wondered had she
-understood him? But how could she understand him, a child like that? she
-was too innocent to understand. He hurried along to his apartment in
-full chase after that wild herd of thoughts and imaginations. If he had
-them but once safely shut up again under lock and key certainly it would
-be a strong temptation indeed that would tempt him to let them loose.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-A REVELATION.
-
-
-Harry found himself thus brought up, and forced to give, to himself, an
-account of himself, such as he had never in his consciousness been
-compelled to make before. He was in an altogether new position, and it
-was indispensable that he should know where it was leading to, and what
-was meant by it. There had been no occasion to inquire into this before.
-He had plenty to do learning Italian, learning about the shipping,
-getting into the duties of his new life. The Consul’s house and the
-Consul’s daughter had been his little bit of happiness, his reward after
-his work, his diversion from those dismal sensations of utter solitude
-which had almost overwhelmed him at first; and he had not thought of
-any complication of interests or feelings. Nothing need have awakened
-him from this comfortable state if it had not been that unlucky
-conversation about going to England. Why should he have talked about
-going to England? He never meant to go back, or, if ever, not at least
-until he had grown rich and altogether independent of _them_ and their
-kindness. But in the meantime there did not seem any immediate
-likelihood of growing rich, and why he should have stepped outside all
-the boundaries of his life and suggested the sudden possibility of going
-home and taking Miss Bonamy with him, baffled Harry’s comprehension.
-Sometimes we say and even do things which on looking back upon them we
-feel were not our doing at all, but that of some one else, rather our
-enemy than otherwise, some one making a distinct effort to get us into
-trouble. This was Harry’s sensation now; he was half angry and half
-frightened. It was some malign, mischievous traitor wanting to betray
-him, not himself, who had said that. He went home breathless, and when
-he had climbed all those dark stairs to his rooms, and lighted his lamp,
-he sat down, and, as it were, called a council of himself, to inquire
-who had done it. But it is a great deal easier to feel that some one
-has betrayed us in this way than it is to determine who has done it; for
-those internal traitors have no names, and cannot be brought to the bar.
-His investigation so far was fruitless; but it was fertile enough in
-other ways, in ways in which he did not feel any anxiety to investigate.
-Harry had never been brought into familiar intercourse with any girl
-before. He had seen them at a distance, in circumstances which made no
-approach possible, even if he had desired it; and he did not know that
-he had ever desired it. Once or twice he had been struck by a pretty
-face, and had felt a passing wish, mingled with reluctance, to make
-further acquaintance with it; that is he would have wished it if he had
-been able to get over his shyness, and the difficulty of knowing what to
-say, and the trouble of overcoming all the preliminary obstacles. But
-here none of these difficulties had existed; he had come quite naturally
-into Rita’s acquaintance at once, as if she had been a comrade of his
-own. There had been no shyness, no hesitation, but the easy talk of a
-table at which strangers were constantly appearing and disappearing, and
-a house in which this young creature, though so young, was the mistress,
-and used to all the exertions necessary to set people at their ease. He
-had admired her he said to himself, from the first--who could help
-admiring her? but it had been so clearly her part to entertain and amuse
-the people about her, and she had been so pleasantly indifferent, so
-innocently at her ease, so oblivious of his presence often, so kind when
-her attention was called to him, that all those little bulwarks of
-freedom, which boys and girls when they are made conscious of each
-other, set up instinctively, had been useless in this case. She was
-neither afraid of him nor solicitous about him. Sometimes she took no
-more notice than if he had been a cabbage, and at other times was as
-seriously confidential as if he had been eighty. Harry had liked all the
-ways of it. He had been piqued a little sometimes, but afterwards had
-found it quite natural, and liked her friendliness and indifference, and
-the occasional moment of household intimacy, when she would look at him
-to indicate some little service she wanted, as she might have looked at
-her brother, without words, taking his interest and compliance for
-granted. And gradually, without any thought, this had come to be the
-pleasure and support of Harry’s life. When he did not see her, when he
-was not at the house for a whole day, it was a dull day indeed; but
-still faintly illuminated by to-morrow, when he was sure to see her.
-When she went away upon a visit, which happened once, the Consul’s
-despondency kept him in countenance. Mr. Bonamy adopted Harry in her
-place. “Come in and help me to eat something,” he said, “I can’t bear
-her empty seat. When my Rita is away I feel inclined to hang myself.”
-Harry had almost betrayed himself (to himself) by the warmth of the
-sympathy which he bestowed upon the disconsolate father; but as Mr.
-Bonamy ended by a doleful laugh at himself as an old fool, Harry laughed
-too, and the catastrophe was averted, and so things had gone on for a
-whole long year.
-
-What a year that had been!--far the most wonderful of Harry’s life. So
-many new things had happened to him; he had been torn out of all his old
-habits, and made into another man with a new set of habits--as new as
-the light-coloured clothes in which alone it was possible to live on
-those southern coasts. And he had become so much the more of a man that
-he was now, so to speak, two men, one developed out of the other. He
-looked back upon the Henry Joscelyn of Liverpool with a mixture of
-amusement and pity. He had been a poor sort of limited creature, not
-knowing much; going half asleep between his office and his lodgings, now
-and then going to a poor theatre, walking about with small clerks in
-other offices, who knew nothing more than their own little gossip and
-the town news, and the fluctuations of trade. Perhaps it was a sign that
-Harry himself had not yet reached any great elevation, that he thought
-his present life so greatly superior. The reader knows he had not
-thought so always. He had compared his big, bare room, with its four
-white walls, most unfavourably with the carpeted and curtained parlour
-of his Liverpool experiences. But since that time his mind had undergone
-many transformations. His appartamento had become to him what Paolo’s
-was, a decent and tranquil shelter for the night. He had no longer
-thought of the respectabilities, of sitting there for a whole evening,
-of drinking tea, and having his friends to see him there. These were old
-customs at which he smiled. He had acquired a great many others which
-were now to him not only a second nature, but far more enjoyable, more
-lifelike, he thought, than the old. At all events, they were the habits
-of the present, not of the past. And amidst these changes, the advance
-in which might be questionable, were various other changes in Harry’s
-life of which the advantage was unquestionable. To live half his time in
-the Consul’s house, between a man of culture and education, and a young,
-fresh, intelligent girl, who had grown up knowing a world of things
-until then sealed books to Harry; and to have to do, not with mere
-bookkeeping, and sales, and goods of various descriptions, but with men,
-in a hundred little perplexities, out of which his skill, his patience,
-his superior knowledge, had to deliver them--were educating influences
-of the most active kind. He was a different man, and he felt himself to
-be so. How much he was the same man of course it was more difficult for
-Harry to see.
-
-And here, in his new life, he had come to the first great difficulty;
-things had gone on smoothly, not a hitch anywhere. He had discharged all
-his duties to the satisfaction of his chief. He had acquired the very
-phraseology of a much higher class than that which he naturally belonged
-to, and talked of his chief as if he had been a fine gentleman in a
-public office. Many people, indeed, believed that Harry had been sent
-out by the “F.O.” with special instructions to keep Mr. Bonamy in order;
-and many more that he had come to Mr. Bonamy with the strongest
-recommendations from that dignified and mysterious power. Nobody guessed
-that he had been picked up off the streets, so to speak, by the mere
-generous caprice and mistaken romantic fancy of the rich official, who
-might, for all he knew, have been jeopardising the credit of the office
-by admitting a young adventurer to its sacred shelter. Mr. Bonamy had
-long ago forgotten that Harry had come to his present promotion in any
-illegitimate or irregular way, or that the appointment had occurred
-otherwise than in the ordinary course; and Oliver was his right hand,
-his constant refuge, his aide-de-camp in all things. He had even
-forgotten that he did not know all about the origin of the stranger who
-was now so freely admitted to his house. He was rash in that as in other
-matters, and though he would have given his life for his daughter it
-never occurred to him to take those precautions about her which the most
-selfish parent usually thinks it necessary to take. Everything had gone
-smoothly for Harry. At the Consul’s house he had met “the best people”
-that were to be found in Leghorn, the rich English merchants, and also
-many Italians, old traditionary friends of Rita’s mother, who was of
-Italian blood. By this time Harry had got a footing among them, and was
-asked to other houses, and known everywhere. Everything was going
-smoothly. He had no reason to be discontented or anxious about his
-future life. Everybody knew him, and nobody knew other than good of him.
-Whatever happened he would never again be the desolate stranger, with a
-new name, and no reputation, who had landed friendless on these shores.
-
-And yet, with all these advantages, and this progress, suddenly, in a
-moment, he was brought to a standstill by this discovery. What wonder if
-Harry was provoked beyond bearing with himself and that traitor in him,
-who would not be brought to book? There was something almost ludicrous
-in his dismay. Why couldn’t you hold your tongue? he said, indignantly,
-to that something within him. Who wanted to know what you were thinking?
-What is the good of it now you have let it out? It was a ridiculous
-discussion, there being no one to reply, but yet it gave expression to
-the self-provoked and impatient character of Harry’s dilemma. For how
-was he to banish it back again and go on as if that idiotic suggestion
-had never been made?
-
-Love is not so simple a thing as people think, at least in these
-artificial days. In the old simple story-books, and, indeed, often still
-in life, when such a revelation as this comes to a man, he jumps at once
-to the natural conclusion, throws himself at once into the situation,
-wooes, proposes, and, if he is successful, ends by being at
-least--engaged. Sometimes he does this with a noble indifference to
-circumstances and possibilities, or, at least, an indifference which,
-when he has spirit enough to take the consequences upon himself, and
-boldly hew possibility out of impossibility, is noble. Sometimes he
-leaps the intervening steps and thinks of nothing but of marrying as the
-natural and inevitable conclusion. The woman invariably does this; love
-to her means marriage, or it means nothing at all. It is an offence to
-her delicacy to play with it, to keep any decision at arm’s length, as
-men often think themselves justified in doing; so that it remains more
-simple (unless she is a coquette) in her case than in his. But with a
-man, now-a-days, at least, to enjoy all the gratifications and delicate
-bloom of nascent love without coming to any crisis, which must make an
-entire change of all these relations and modes of living necessary, is
-often very desirable. But this reluctance to come to a decision, though
-sometimes selfish, is not so always; and in Harry’s case it was not
-selfish. He had not walked open-eyed into this snare which life is
-continually setting for young feet; he had tumbled into it unawares; and
-in his situation, being unlucky enough to have tumbled into it, his only
-policy, his only honourable course, was either to get out of it with as
-much expedition as possible, or to hold his tongue about it, and never
-to betray his plight to the other person involved. But Harry had been
-betrayed, to himself, at least, if not to _her_, and the question now
-was, what was he to do? He sat and thought over this question, as on the
-other side of it Rita was doing--though this he did not know, nor guess;
-but he could not for his part make anything of it. He could not keep
-away from the Consul’s house, or shut himself out from her society,
-without further betrayal. His situation was such that if he remitted his
-visits, if he failed to appear with all the ease and familiarity to
-which he had been admitted, and which had been growing for a year past,
-he could not fail to be questioned on the subject, and his secret drawn
-from him. Even if he kept a little aloof from Rita, avoided her as much
-as civility permitted, and avoided occasions of being with her, that
-also would be remarked. What was he to do? For now that he had once
-betrayed himself who could guarantee that, continuing to see her every
-day, as he had been doing, he might, on some other occasion, betray
-himself still more distinctly. His embarrassment and trouble grew the
-more he thought of it. It could not be, surely, that he would be
-compelled to go out upon the desert world again and begin anew? Surely,
-surely, that would not be necessary! And yet, what was he to do? The
-question on Rita’s side by no means interfered with her rest, save for
-that hour or so when she chose to think of it, instead of brushing her
-hair; but it took away Harry’s, upon whom all the responsibility rested.
-Her feeling on the matter came only the length of a certain amused
-interest and curiosity as to how he would conduct himself in the future,
-and what he meant by these odd speeches; but his affected all his life.
-Whether he should stay where he was, or go away; whether he should have
-to throw aside again all his hopes of advancement, all his comfort and
-renewed confidence in his fate, all hung in the balance. He turned
-uneasily on his bed all the night through, dozing and dreaming of it,
-and waking to ask the same question again. But the night brings counsel,
-and when he woke somewhat late the next morning from the sleep which
-overtook him at last in the midst of his deliberations, he woke with a
-new idea in his mind, as we so often do, after a long consideration. The
-first words he said to himself as he woke were, “I will ask Paolo.” For
-a moment he could not tell what the momentous subject was that he was to
-ask Paolo about.
-
-Paolo had continued to be Harry’s faithful friend; but their intercourse
-had been disturbed by the society at the Consulate, for, except on some
-special occasion, he was not important enough to be introduced to all
-the fine company that assembled there; only now and then when all the
-_employés_ were asked, and a little semipublic fête for them banished
-the fine people, did Paolo enter these enchanted walls, and talk with
-the young mistress of the house. He had scarcely ever talked to Harry of
-the Signorina, but when he did mention her there had been a slightly
-cynical tone in his remarks. To tell the truth, Paolo had never got over
-that first appearance of the Vice-Consul’s daughter in the street at
-night. He had recognized her, clinging to her old attendant, hurrying
-away, while Harry, all unconscious of what was to come of it, had
-stopped the Italians who were pursuing her, and summarily knocked down
-the Englishman. Paolo was not ill-natured, nor given to ill-thinking,
-but he was an Italian, and he could not imagine any perfectly virtuous
-motive which could have taken a young lady out of her house at that
-hour. That love or intrigue had something to do with it he was
-convinced, and all the proof in the world could not have persuaded him
-otherwise. But he did not wish to throw any indiscreet light upon her
-proceedings, or to betray her to the world. With some sense of this,
-though without ever explaining to himself how it was that he had such a
-feeling, Harry had refrained from telling him the climax of the story.
-He had left the Consul’s sudden friendship unexplained, Paolo requiring
-no explanation of it, and feeling it the most simple and natural thing
-in the world. But during the whole interval there had been in Paolo’s
-tone a note of unexpressed warning against the Vice-Consul’s daughter;
-he had not said anything, but he had left something to be inferred. This
-Harry had sometimes resented, sometimes laughed at, but he had never
-taken the warning or been moved by the tone. He thought it was a
-prejudice such as one person sometimes feels quite unaccountably against
-another; or that perhaps it was some pique; perhaps that Paolo himself
-had admired too much the young princess who was so entirely out of his
-reach: but whatever was the cause, he was conscious enough that Paolo
-was not favourable to the lady of his thoughts. And he resolved
-accordingly to ask the advice of his friend on the grand question only.
-He would not give him any special information, or even indicate, however
-vaguely, who the lady was. That he should speak to Paolo at all on the
-subject showed that a change had come over Harry’s thoughts. It would be
-too much to say that he did not entertain still a somewhat contemptuous
-estimate of the little “foreigner” who had sworn eternal friendship at
-first sight, and had wept, and even kissed his friend, in his rapture at
-his good fortune. When Harry recalled that embrace he grew red still,
-with the undying indignation which moves a man when he has been made
-ridiculous. And he still treated Paolo _de haut en bas_, with a careless
-superiority. But by this time he had learned to know that Paolo was on
-some things a much better authority than himself, and that, though he
-might be trivial and absurd on questions which Englishmen consider
-themselves judges of, yet there were other matters, chiefly touching his
-own countrymen, which he knew better than any Englishman. To have
-attained to this conviction was in a way a moral advance for Harry, who
-formerly had looked down upon “foreigners,” not thinking them worth the
-trouble of studying, or esteeming the knowledge which was only concerned
-with them and their ways. He had no opportunity of speaking to Paolo
-till dinner. They were both of them faithful, more or less, to the
-_table-d’hôte_ at the Leone, where they had first become friends: but
-Harry’s attendance there now was irregular, and when he entered the
-dining-room Paolo’s face became radiant with pleasure. He seized his
-friend’s arm and gave it a squeeze of satisfaction.
-
-“But without doubt you go somewhere in the evening?” he said, with a
-mixture of wistfulness and triumphant pride. He was proud of Harry’s
-succès in society; but yet to have so little of him pained the faithful
-soul. He had bettered his English, but perhaps he had not much improved
-his happiness by his devotion to this stranger, to whom he had been so
-useful. Harry gave him very little of his company, and no demonstration
-of affection in return for his love.
-
-“No; I want you to come to my rooms, Paolo. I want to consult you about
-something--we’ll have some coffee brought up there, and we’ll have a
-talk.”
-
-“Benissimo!” said Paolo, glowing with pleasure. “However,” he added with
-simplicity, “there is little that I can instruct you in now. You know
-all--you are better as me. But if there is any case that is hard to
-understand----”
-
-“You make me ashamed of myself,” said Harry; “do you really think I
-never want to see you but when I have something to ask? I don’t think I
-am quite so bad as that. Of course I have picked your brains constantly;
-but still I am not so bad as that.”
-
-At this Paolo was up in arms, as if some terrible accusation had been
-brought against him.
-
-“Pardon, pardon, Amico,” he said. “Do you think I am finding fault? do
-you think I make myself a censure over you (he meant censor, but this
-was unimportant)? It is all otherwise. To see you go into society makes
-me pleasure--the grandest pleasure. If not me, it is my friend--it is as
-good--better, as to go myself. You pick my brains--_bene_! my brains is
-glad to be pick.”
-
-“I think you are the best fellow in the world,” Harry said, “and I am a
-beast always to take advantage of you--to come to you whenever I want
-you.”
-
-“What then is a friend?” said Paolo, with that glistening of the eyes
-which Harry was always afraid of. And then the excellent fellow
-suppressed himself, knowing Harry’s objections to a scene. “I am a
-duffare,” he said, with a laugh, “if there is something I can do that
-makes me glad.”
-
-“I want your advice, Paolo,” said Harry; “it is nothing about business;
-it is not information I want from you. I am in a difficulty--I am in
-trouble--and I want your advice.”
-
-“In troouble!” Paolo’s face grew long, long as his arm; his lively
-imagination harped at various cases of “troouble” he had known:
-defalcations at the office, difficulties about money, fallings into
-temptation. His countenance clouded with anxiety and alarm. “Amico,” he
-said, “I am all at your disposition--all at your disposition! Troouble!
-let us not lose the time. That turns me the stomach, as you say.
-Thanks, thanks, Antonio; but take it away--I cannot more eat.”
-
-“That’s nonsense, old fellow,” said Harry, plying his own knife and fork
-vigorously, “you see it don’t take away my appetite. Come, eat your
-dinner. I’ve not been going to the bad, if that’s what you think, you
-goose.”
-
-“Go-ose? I am willing to be goose,” said Paolo, “if it’s all right; not
-anything in the bureau? not with accounts, or money, or nothing of the
-sort? Benissimo?--then I will have some of that dish, Antonio, and it is
-all right.”
-
-“I wonder what you take me for,” said Harry, offended. “Money! do you
-think I am that sort? No, no, Paolo. When you’ve finished your
-dinner--you have eaten nothing but that maccaroni--we’ll go to my rooms
-and talk it over. It is something about myself.”
-
-It was all Harry could do after this to persuade his friend not to
-gobble up everything that was offered to him in his anxiety to get his
-meal over. Paolo could not contain his curiosity and eager interest. He
-almost dragged his friend along the street when dinner was concluded,
-and clambered the long staircase like a cat, in his eagerness to know
-what Harry’s difficulty was, and to proceed immediately to smooth it
-over and ravel it out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-PAOLO’S ADVICE.
-
-
-The room was large, and low, and white. There was a little balcony
-hanging from the windows; the usual bright-coloured pattern on the
-walls; the usual sofa and chairs, and little rug on the tiled floor.
-Harry had not taken any particular care of his room or its decoration.
-The lamp burned with three little clear tongues of flame in the centre
-of the scene. Paolo sat in a large chair, thrown back, his little
-intelligent, intent face showing from the dark background; his feet
-flicking in front of him. As for Harry, he was too shy to sit still and
-tell his story under the light of his friend’s large, eager eyes, which
-leaped at the words before they were said. He was walking about from one
-end of the room to the other. On the table was the little coffee-pot,
-the thick, white cups upon a tray. Harry did not despise black coffee
-now. Sometimes he came up to the table, and poured it out and swallowed
-it hastily; while all the time Paolo, swinging his foot in front of him,
-and leaning back in his chair, never took from him his eager black eyes.
-
-“And the short and the long of it,” said Harry, “is that I have fallen
-in love.” He turned his back to his companion as he spoke, and stood
-looking out from the open window. “I have been about the house so much,
-and seen the young lady so often, that without thinking, and without
-meaning it, I have just fallen in love. Jove! what a beautiful night it
-is!” said Harry; “I never saw the stars so bright: that’s just the
-position of affairs. She is quite out of my rank, I know, as impossible
-as the stars themselves: but that’s how it is.”
-
-“Fallen--in lofe?” Paolo mused for a moment over the words. “It is
-droll, the English way of speaking. Is it then a deep, or a sea, or a
-precipice, that you--fall.”
-
-“Oh, don’t bother,” cried Harry. “To be sure it is a deep, and a sea,
-and a precipice. Why, every fool knows that. You are never thinking of
-anything of the sort, going along quite quietly, minding your own
-business--when all in a moment down you go squash, and there’s no help
-for you any more.”
-
-Paolo smiled a benevolent but somewhat tremulous smile.
-
-“The young lady is very beautiful--that goes without saying,” he said.
-“I had thought you would have taken your freedom a little longer, and
-you wish to marry and range yourself. _Bene!_ it will be what you call
-all oop with me,” said Paolo, with a slight quiver; “a wife--that goes
-not along with a friend--not a friend of the heart like me. It makes a
-beginning to many things, but also to some an end.”
-
-“Good gracious!” cried Harry, “do you mean to say you don’t understand
-me? Am I in a condition to marry? I have not a penny. I have my little
-salary, and that is all. If I could jump up and ask her to marry me,
-above-board in our English way, do you think I’d ask any advice about
-it? I don’t want you to tell me she’s nice, I know that myself a great
-deal better than you could tell me. It is just because I can’t marry,
-and ought to hold my tongue and never say a a word about it--and yet
-can’t help seeing her continually, that I don’t know what to do.”
-
-Paolo looked at him with a still more wistful, anxious face. He was
-terribly perplexed. There was an alternative which was not at all
-impossible to his imagination; but having on many occasions already come
-in contact forcibly with the English mind, as represented in Harry, he
-was afraid to state or refer to the other side of the question, which
-nevertheless was not at all terrible to himself. He looked very
-wistfully and earnestly in his friend’s face, trying hard to read and
-make out what was in it. What was in it? Did he mean----? Paolo could
-not tell whether he might venture to say what he would have said easily
-enough to many of his other friends.
-
-“You would then--that understands itself; but to put it into words,
-above all with an English what you call Puritano--like you; you would
-then--make a little arrangement--you would then propose--without going
-to church.”
-
-“Eh?” said Harry. He turned round upon his friend with blazing eyes.
-“Eh?” The monosyllable was more terrible than a whole chapter of
-invectives. Astonishment, non-comprehension, yet at the same time
-alarmed and furious understanding were in it. Paolo, who was a miracle
-of quick intelligence, saw all that was in Harry’s look almost before he
-himself was conscious of it, and he mended his indiscretion with the
-rapidity of lightning.
-
-“I have make a mistake,” he said. “I have not understood. It is so
-sudden, I had no preparation. If you will perhaps tell me again?”
-
-Harry stared with wide open eyes like a bull, not quite knowing whether
-to charge an adversary, or to turn away from an insignificant intruder.
-The more peaceable impulse prevailed. He had stood still gazing at
-Paolo, who, mentally trembling, though he put the best face he could
-outwardly upon the matter, met his friend’s gaze with a deprecating
-smile. After a minute he resumed his pacing about the floor.
-
-“I see you don’t understand,” he said, with something between a groan
-and a sigh. “Well then, I’ll try again. Here are the circumstances. I am
-admitted to the house, a very nice house, in which I am very happy. The
-father puts faith in me; he trusts me like a friend; the young lady
-is--everything that is nice. Well! don’t you see? like a fool, instead
-of keeping quiet and enjoying all this, like a fool I have gone and
-fallen in love with her. And last night I was as near betraying
-myself---- Now if I go on I’ll be more and more tempted to betray
-myself. I can’t keep away from the house--it is not possible. I can’t
-offer to the young lady because I am not good enough for her, and I have
-no money. Now what am I to do?”
-
-“You were at the house of the Signor Vice-Consul last night?”
-
-“Never mind where I was,” said Harry sharply, “tell me what I am to do.”
-
-“It would be well, amico mio, that your confidence was more great, or
-none at all,” said Paolo. “If it should happen that I possessed the
-acquaintance of the father and the daughter----” There was a little
-incipient smile upon his lip that drove Harry wild.
-
-“I believe you think badly of every woman,” he cried; “all the worse for
-you if you do. I am not going to make any confidences of that sort. Look
-here--you know more about society than I do. You know how people are
-expected to behave here. Ought I just to cut the whole concern, though I
-don’t want to--and take myself off?”
-
-Harry came to a sudden stop in front of his friend when he asked this
-question, and, for his part, Paolo almost screamed with alarm.
-
-“Cut--the whole concern? That is to go away?”
-
-“To go away,” said Harry, discharging all the breath out of his
-capacious chest in one great sigh, and throwing himself into the second
-great chair opposite Paolo. His friend grew pale; his olive cheeks were
-blanched; the lids were puckered round his anxious and almost despairing
-eyes.
-
-“That is what you must not do--that is what you shall not do! It is not
-permitted to throw away, to make such a sacrifice,” cried Paolo, with a
-rapid succession of phrases, one broken sentence hurrying upon another.
-“No, no, no, no. Imagine to yourself that all goes so well. The world
-regards you with so favourable eyes; you are everywhere received,
-everywhere received!--a favourite, Isaack mio. But no, no; this must not
-be--for a girl--for a promise--for a caprice, you will not throw away
-your career.”
-
-Harry did not say anything. He lay back drearily in his chair, his whole
-person making one oblique line from his head, which rested on the back
-of the chair, to the feet stretched out on the floor. He was not likely
-to talk about his career, but he felt to the bottom of his heart the
-dismal alternative: to go away; to throw up everything; to resign
-himself to another new and much less favourable beginning. His new start
-in Leghorn had been made in circumstances so extraordinarily favourable
-that they looked like a romance, and he himself could scarcely believe
-them true--all the more reason why he should not presume now upon the
-hospitality of the house which had taken him in; but he never could by
-any possibility hope for such another piece of good fortune. In all this
-he put Rita herself out of the question. Perhaps he did not feel, as a
-lover sometimes does, as if his entire life was involved in her
-acceptance of him. He was a sober-minded young man. It would cost him a
-great wrench, it would take the colour and the pleasure out of his life
-if he were banished from the happy rooms in which she reigned. But yet,
-honour requiring it, he could do this and live; he was not afraid of
-himself so far. But how to continue here in the enjoyment of his other
-advantages and withdraw from the house in which he had been received so
-kindly, he did not know. It would be impossible without explanations,
-and what explanation could he give?
-
-“Look you ’ere,” said Paolo, rising in his turn, taking advantage of all
-the devices of oratory to move his friend, “lofe, that is one thing;
-life, that is another. For a capriccio I say nothing. We all have such;
-by times it will seem as though you live not but in possession of the
-object; but after, that will pass, and you will laugh, and all will go
-on as before.”
-
-“Hold your tongue; you don’t know anything about it,” said Harry, with a
-contemptuous wave of the hand.
-
-“I have had my experiences like another,” said Paolo, mildly. “I am not
-an ignorant. It is for a moment you suffer, you think all is ovare.
-But--oh, bah!--when it is ovare so many things remain. There is the
-bureau,” said Paolo, counting on his fingers, “there are the events of
-the day; there is the table--for you must always eat; there is
-society--which is made,” he added sententiously, “of other objects. In
-brief, amico mio, there is to live. That must be done all the same. For
-the moment it may be hard--but sooner or later the time of calm will
-arrive--What then? If it be certain that an hour will come when you
-will have had enough, when you will become weary----”
-
-Harry sat up in his chair. “What are you talking about?” he said.
-
-With his honest English imagination he did not know what the other
-meant. He had never read a French novel in his life (he could not,
-indeed, if he had wished), nor any English ones of that sort. According
-to him, when a man “fell in love” it was with the intention of marrying
-the girl he loved, and living happy ever after. The idea that it would
-last only for so long, and that there would come a time when you would
-have enough, and be weary--a moment which must arrive sooner or
-later--was such a thing as had no meaning to him. Paolo turned, too,
-when his friend said this, and gazed at him, startled and wondering.
-Suddenly the little Italian became aware that he was speaking another
-language, a tongue unknown to Harry. He did not know Harry’s tongue so
-far as this went, but being very quick and intelligent he perceived at
-once that it was not the same as his, and that in speaking as he did he
-had completely missed Harry’s comprehension. This took away from him the
-power of speech. How was he to find out Harry’s language? They remained
-for a full minute thus, baffled each by each, gazing at each other:
-Paolo, small and keen, trying hard to make his friend out; Harry, large,
-obtuse, confused, wondering what on heaven and earth this strange little
-being could mean.
-
-“Look here,” he said at last, “I’m English, you know. I don’t follow you
-a bit. Perhaps you’re too refined, and all that. You don’t fathom my
-difficulty, and I don’t understand in the least what you mean. Here’s
-what I want: just listen. I am fond of a girl, but I daren’t tell her
-I’m fond of her, because you know I have nothing to marry on, and I am
-not such a cur as to ask her to bury herself up for years waiting for
-me; and besides, it wouldn’t be handsome to her father, who has been
-very kind to me. What am I to do? Ought I to go right away? I don’t want
-to do that. Or can you tell me how I’m to put a padlock on my tongue,
-and go on seeing her, and never betray myself? No, by Jove! I don’t
-think I am strong enough for that.”
-
-“There is one thing will make it more easy,” said Paolo--he had dived
-deep into the records of his own experience to find precedents, but he
-found nothing which could throw any light upon so strange a case, and
-he was now casting about blindly for something to say--“there is one
-thing. This lady, this Signorina--is she then--what shall you call it?
-disposed to respond to you?”
-
-Harry’s face grew crimson. He gave a rapid glance back upon all their
-intercourse. He seemed to see Rita’s unconscious, tranquil face. Even
-when he had made that foolish speech about taking her to England she had
-been moved not a hair’s breadth. She had taken it with perfect calm, as
-one who had never thought upon the subject might quite well do. “I don’t
-think so,” he said, quickly, not looking his friend in the face.
-
-“Then it is moche more easy,” said Paolo. “There is nothing to do, amico
-mio, but to be silent--what you call hold your tongue: and all will be
-ovare. When the lady will respond it is different--when she will give
-you a glance, a smile, a permission to say what perhaps ought not to be
-said.”
-
-“There is nothing of the kind in the whole business,” said Harry,
-bluntly; “you are thinking of your intrigues, and all that Italian
-nonsense. English girls don’t understand it any more than I do.”
-
-“Then the Signorina--is English?” Paolo ventured here to give vent to a
-little laugh. “But you must not be too secure that she understands no
-more than you. Perhaps there is in the lady a little Italian blood!”
-
-“Paolo,” said Harry, “you have the most unreasonable, idiotic, offensive
-prejudice against----”
-
-And here he paused--for had he not been careful all this time to keep in
-the background the name of the lady? He stopped, and he looked at Paolo
-with curious, anxious, defiant eyes.
-
-Paolo would have laughed had he dared: but he did not venture to laugh.
-It was too serious. “I have no prejudice,” he said. “It may be that I
-think a little in Italian, one cannot help one’s thoughts. But then why
-will you ask me? If the lady is indifferent where then is the difficulty
-of to hold your tongue? But if that is otherwise--listen. The papa, it
-is to him one speaks when it is of marriage. Love, that is another
-thing. You do not understand, amico,” said Paolo, with a plaintive tone,
-“the difference. There is great difference. They are two things
-all-together. Marriage,” once more he counted upon his fingers, “that
-will mean the papa; love--ah! that will mean the moment, the
-opportunity, the response.”
-
-To these last words Harry paid no attention. He scarcely heard them. But
-the others seemed to throw a sudden light upon the whole subject. He
-rose up again and resumed his promenade about the room, biting his nails
-and knitting his brows. “By Jove,” he said, at last, “Paul-o, you’re not
-half such a foolish little beggar as you look. That is the thing to do.
-I wonder I never thought of it myself. To be sure, that’s the thing to
-do.”
-
-“What is the thing to do?” Paolo asked, bewildered. But his friend made
-him no direct answer. After a good deal more of that pacing up and down,
-he came back and patted his counsellor on the back so vigorously that he
-almost took away Paolo’s breath.
-
-“That is the very thing,” Harry said. “You are a clever little beggar
-after all. I should never have hit it out all by myself; but I see now,
-it’s the right thing to do. Not too easy though; I can’t say that I
-shall like it a bit; but one can see in a moment that it’s the right
-thing to do.”
-
-“What is the right thing?” Paolo asked again; but he got no reply. Harry
-fell a-musing as he sometimes did, letting the little Italian go on with
-talk, to which his friend paid no attention; and afterwards he walked
-with Paolo to his rooms, paying just as little regard to what he said.
-It was another clear, starlight night, soft and cool as the nights are
-in an Italian spring. There was no chill to freeze the blood; but all
-was balmy and soft. He went along the streets with their high houses
-reaching almost up to the sky, looking up to the narrow lane of radiant
-blue above, all living and sweet with stars. He thought his problem over
-again, going step by step over the same way which he had traversed
-before--and it seemed to him that he had at last found the true and the
-only solution. He could not withdraw himself from the Vice-Consul’s
-house without an explanation; that would be impossible; therefore the
-only thing to be done was to go to the Vice-Consul himself, and tell him
-how the case stood. “I cannot be sure of myself if I go on seeing her
-every day; therefore I must give up seeing her every day, and you must
-know why.” Probably he would not tell his story so briefly as this;
-there would be explanations to give, and many digressions probably from
-the main theme; but that in effect would be all that Harry would have to
-say; and certainly it was the right thing to do. He took it for granted
-that Paolo had suggested it, though in reality it was an alternative of
-a much less satisfactory kind that Paolo had suggested; but all the rest
-that he had said vanished from Harry’s practical mind, leaving this one
-piece of advice behind, and no more. Paolo was no fool, though his way
-of thinking might not be much like an Englishman’s. Englishmen did not
-go to the father first, but to the daughter, to know what their chances
-were; but for once in a way the other mode was the best. He took a long
-walk after he left his friend, traversing all the streets which now he
-knew so well, and further still to where the salt air of the sea blew in
-his face, and refreshed his soul. He would not trifle with the occasion,
-but go at once to-morrow and get it off his mind. So he said to himself.
-And he came home past the house from which he was henceforward to be
-banished. It was late, and the sitting-rooms were all dark; but Harry
-knew that a little light in one window indicated Rita’s room--probably
-the faint little _veilleuse_ which watched over her sleep; and that in
-another was the lamp by which the Vice-Consul was smoking his last
-cigar. He stood and looked piteously at the house. It had been a kind of
-home to him, in one way more than his own home had ever been. Standing
-outside in the night it appeared beautiful to him, as never house had
-appeared before. He had not appreciated the _bric-à-brac_, or known what
-to say about the pictures; but now each article of the furniture
-suddenly appeared to him in a new light. It was all beautiful; it was
-such a place as a palace might be--a house for a queen; and to think
-that he had almost lived in it for so long, and that now he was to enter
-there no more! Harry was not like the Peri at the gate of Paradise; he
-had a still more pathetic, a heart-rending sense of loss. He had been
-there yesterday; but he was not to be there again perhaps for ever. Why
-should he go away? and yet he must go away; he must keep himself at a
-distance from those dear doors. Slowly there gathered in his eyes a
-painful dew; it did not fall in tears, which he would have scorned
-himself for shedding, but it blurred and magnified all he saw. Yesterday
-so much at home, so familiar in the place, to-morrow with no entrance
-possible to him any more! and all by no fault of his or anyone’s; by no
-levity on _her_ part, or presumption on his; all unawares, no one
-thinking of any danger. It seemed to Harry, standing outside there, as
-if there was something very hard in such a wayward accident of fate, as
-if some malign spirit must have taken pleasure in twisting the threads
-wrongly; in making trouble out of the most innocent situations in life.
-He had never meant to go further than liking--no one could help going as
-far as liking; but the unlucky fellow, without meaning it, had taken the
-step farther, and loved; and now all his card-castle of happiness had
-tumbled down, and everything was over. There was nothing wrong in it--no
-fault in it one way or another: and yet a great many faults would have
-produced less confusion and pain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-WITH HER FATHER.
-
-
-Next morning Harry went to the office with an air of resolution about
-him which no one could have mistaken. He thought the others looked at
-him curiously with investigating eyes, which, indeed, was true enough;
-for his predecessor there never could make out how it was that the
-stranger had gained so much interest with the Consul, and Paolo, who was
-the only other person present, was full of the most anxious wonder and
-suspense. But, as it happened, Harry was kept so fully occupied all day
-that he could not say a word to the Vice-Consul, and his air of
-resolution and sense of being wound up for a great crisis, came to
-nothing. But he did not go near the Consulate in the evening. Had things
-been in their ordinary course he would, in the most natural way, and,
-indeed, with a semblance of necessity, have proceeded there to consult
-Mr. Bonamy about some matter of business, or to ask directions from him.
-But he forbore. He sat in his own rooms all the evening, feeling it
-unutterably long, trying to amuse himself with reading, and finding very
-little amusement in that somewhat unwonted exercise. He had been
-“reading up,” with a great deal of industry and some interest, books
-which he had heard discussed in the Vice-Consul’s house, and in this way
-had at least procured a good deal of information, the advantage of which
-was evident. But Harry had not read for enjoyment, and now that things
-had come to this pass, and that he was about to be compelled to give up
-the society of the Bonamys, and lose the gratification of pleasing Rita,
-it seemed to his practical mind that there was no great reason for
-continuing those studies. It was quite likely that he never would live
-among such people again, and why should he take so much trouble--trouble
-taken with the idea of pleasing them? it was no longer worth his while.
-He was driven back to his books indeed by the tedium of the long,
-unoccupied evening, for he had no heart to go out, to be waylaid by
-Paolo, and have questions put to him which he would find it very
-difficult to answer. But he yawned a great deal, and went to bed very
-early, and slept badly in consequence, tossing about for two hours and
-hearing the melancholy clocks peal. Next day he was resolved he must
-speak. Indeed, it would be indispensable that he should, as it was the
-day on which Rita received, and he had never yet been absent from her
-drawing-room on that special evening. He had a good opportunity this
-time, for the Vice-Consul called for him as soon as he appeared after
-his luncheon, and bade him bring certain papers to be examined. “I quite
-expected you to have brought them last night,” Mr. Bonamy said. “For two
-nights we have not seen you, Oliver. Rita was asking me to-day whether
-you were ill. I hope you are not ill. There’s no fever here that I know
-of; still it is always well to take care.”
-
-“I am not ill, Sir,” said Harry, colouring high, and then growing pale;
-“but there was another reason. I should like to speak to you for a few
-minutes, about myself, if you could spare the time.”
-
-“Certainly I can spare you the time,” said the Vice-Consul, readily;
-“but not now, you know. Come to me again as soon as the office is
-closed. Shall we talk your business over here, or in the house?”
-
-“Here, if you please,” said Harry.
-
-“Here be it, then. Do you know you excite my curiosity? you look so
-serious. But I hope it’s nothing disagreeable, nothing to interfere with
-our alliance?” said the Vice-Consul, good-humouredly. He thought he knew
-exactly what it was. No doubt the family had found him out, and Harry
-was about to be recalled to its bosom. This would give Mr. Bonamy
-himself a little regret, and he could understand that to leave a place
-where everybody had been kind to him would be a sort of trial to the
-young man; but at the same time it was far better for him that he should
-be reconciled to his family. So he went through his business with a
-little gentle interest, looking forward to the _éclaircissement_. It was
-like the third volume of a novel to the Vice-Consul, and even something
-more than that, more than the mere end of a story which had interested
-him--for it would also settle various questions in his mind, and prove
-if he had been right or not in the instantaneous opinion which he had
-formed about Harry’s concerns. He felt quite sure that he would prove to
-have been right. By the time Harry returned to him, after the work of
-the afternoon was done, he had made out within himself quite what the
-scene was to be. The young man would say: “My father is here;” or “My
-brother is here,” as might be; and a hale, hearty old country gentleman,
-or a young, ruddy, fresh-coloured youth, like Harry himself, would be
-brought in and presented to him, and he would give himself the
-gratification of saying, “This is precisely how I expected it would be;
-I have been looking for you this past year daily, though I had no notion
-who you were.” When Harry came back with the same face of serious
-excitement the Consul almost laughed. “Bring them in, bring them in,” he
-said, “I have nothing to say against you. You need not be afraid that I
-will give you a bad character.” Harry looked at him with that look of
-blank astonishment which so often turns into lofty superiority and
-disapproval of their seniors’ folly in youthful eyes.
-
-“Bring--whom in?” he said.
-
-“Your people, to be sure, my dear Oliver. Come, Oliver, I am not an old
-wife; you can’t conceal it from me.”
-
-“I know nothing about my people,” said Harry, hastily; “I have nothing
-more to say about them than I have already told you. Things are exactly
-as they were between them and me. What I have got to tell you is a very
-different sort of thing. But you will see by it, at least, Sir, that I
-have no wish to conceal anything from you.”
-
-“Bless my soul!” said the Vice-Consul, “what’s the matter? Have you got
-into any scrape? Have you come in contact with the police? What is the
-matter, my boy?”
-
-“It is nothing outside of this house, Sir,” Harry said, with a grave
-smile; “the police have got nothing to say to it. If it is a scrape it
-is one I have got myself into, and I must get myself out of it. Anyhow,
-it is not likely to hurt anybody but myself,” and here, in spite of all
-his precautions, his lip quivered a little. At this moment, the very
-worst for such a strong wave of feeling, it suddenly came over him what
-a tremendous change it would be, and how much it would hurt himself--if
-nobody else.
-
-“You alarm me,” said Mr. Bonamy, growing grave in his turn. “My dear
-fellow, I hope you feel that I take an interest in everything that
-concerns you, and that you may safely confide in me----”
-
-“Yes, Sir, I am sure of that,” said Harry; and then he added; “all the
-more that it concerns you too.”
-
-Mr. Bonamy pushed away his chair from the table, opened his eyes wide,
-and looked at Harry as if he thought him mad.
-
-“I can’t come to your house any more, Sir,” said Harry, “that’s what I
-wanted to tell you. I’ve enjoyed it very much, and it has done me more
-good than anything else in my life--but I ought not to do it, and I
-can’t do it any longer. I hope you won’t think I am an ungrateful cur; I
-don’t think I am that. But I must give it up, Sir, and I hope you’ll
-excuse me for it. I’d rather not say any more.”
-
-“Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul, greatly disturbed, “what is the meaning
-of this? Do you mean there is something in your past--something in your
-character and actions that makes you unfit to be my visitor? I have
-always trusted in your honour. If it’s that, and your conscience has
-been quickened to find it out, of course I have nothing more to say.”
-
-“It’s not that,” said Harry, bluntly. “I am not afraid of my
-conscience. It says as much to me, I suppose, as to other people; but
-you might hear all it says and welcome. There is nothing against my
-character here or elsewhere. You know as much harm of me as there is to
-know.”
-
-“I know no harm of you,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, don’t alarm
-me. If you find we don’t suit you--though by your manner I should never
-have guessed it--why, then, give us up, my fine fellow, and there’s no
-more to be said.”
-
-Harry laughed a somewhat tremulous laugh.
-
-“I should think you did suit me,” he said. “I don’t believe I was ever
-half so happy before.”
-
-“Then, in the name of wonder, what does this mean?” the Vice-Consul
-cried.
-
-Harry cleared his throat; his lips were beginning to get parched and his
-throat was dry.
-
-“Did you never hear, Sir,” he said, abruptly, “of a fellow falling in
-love--with a girl he’d no business to fall in love with?”
-
-Mr. Bonamy half rose out of his chair, then changed his mind and dropped
-back again. His own face became suffused with colour. A sudden
-exclamation came from his lips it spite of himself.
-
-“Is this what has happened to you?” he said.
-
-“This is what has happened to me,” said Harry. “I’m very sorry--nobody
-can be more sorry--it shuts me out from a great deal I had got to be
-proud of, and happy in. I wish I had made any blunder in the world
-rather than this; but it’s done, and I can’t help it. So the only thing
-I have got to do now is---- well, either to stay away from the house, or
-to go away altogether, as you think best.”
-
-“I suppose then that at my house you run the risk,” said the
-Vice-Consul, with suspicious breaks in his words, either of doubt or
-excitement, “of meeting--the young lady?”
-
-Harry did not say a word; but he looked at him fixedly, with a deep
-colour flaming over his face. At this the Vice-Consul gazed at him with
-an alarmed expression, gradually catching fire too.
-
-“You don’t mean to say----?” he cried, and then he was silent, and there
-ensued a confused and uncomfortable pause.
-
-“Yes, Sir,” said Harry. He had looked his chief in the face all this
-time; but now he avoided the other’s eye, “that is just how it stands. I
-told you it was not my fault. I never thought of such a thing. It
-never,” he said, putting out his hand to a bundle of papers upon the
-table by which he was standing, and turning them vaguely over and over,
-“it never--happened to me before.”
-
-When the Vice-Consul looked at him standing there, with that look of
-half-astonished simplicity on his face, and those artless words on his
-lips, it was all he could do to keep in an outburst of laughter. He
-thought he had never come in contact with so simple-minded, and candid,
-and honourable a fellow. He was startled and alarmed, and made uneasy by
-his confession; but yet he had the greatest desire to laugh. Yet why
-should he laugh? it was serious enough; his lively mind jumped to the
-possibility that his Rita might prefer this young stranger to himself.
-It would be an extraordinary choice, he could not but think; but yet,
-alas! that was how things often were in this strange world. A girl would
-prefer a man she had seen three or four times in a ball-room, to the
-father whose very existence she was; and nobody would be surprised at
-it; it was the course of nature; it was the way of the world. This idea
-chilled and alarmed him to the bottom of his heart; but yet he could
-hardly help laughing at Harry and his perturbed air. “I never thought of
-such a thing--it never happened before.” The Consul was almost too much
-amused to take in the seriousness of the event.
-
-“I presume you have said nothing to her,” he said at last, looking
-portentously serious by reason of the inclination to untimely mirth,
-which he had to subdue.
-
-“That is just the thing,” cried Harry, rousing up from his bashful
-pre-occupation. “No, I have not spoken--what you would call speaking;
-but on Monday night I just dropped a word----”
-
-“Good Lord!” cried the Vice-Consul. He had no longer any inclination to
-laugh; what he was disposed to do was to take the young fellow by the
-throat.
-
-“You can’t be more frightened than I was,” said Harry, ingenuously. “It
-was by that I found out. Of course I knew I admired--_her_ more than
-anybody I had ever seen; but I had no more notion how far it had
-gone---- and then like a fool I began to speak of going home to England,
-and how I was sure I could take her all safe if she would go with me.
-That was all: I assure you that was all,” cried Harry, discomposed by
-Mr. Bonamy’s look and manner. He was alarmed by this look: the
-Vice-Consul had risen up, trembling with wrath.
-
-“I would like to know,” he cried, “what more you could have said!--what
-more could you wish to say? And this is what you call love! To betray my
-child; to propose death to her--death! Oh, boy, boy, do you know what
-you are doing in your folly and simplicity; beguiling her to her death,
-and me to---- Good God! why should I always be such a fool? Why did I
-have this fellow here?”
-
-“You are judging me too harshly, Sir,” cried Harry; “you think it was a
-great deal worse than really happened. She never took any notice of it;
-it hadn’t the least meaning to her. She asked me did I know
-something--some physic I suppose,” Harry said, in a kind of parenthesis,
-with disdain--“that would make it safe. That was all she thought of it;
-but as for me, as soon as I had said it I came to myself. I’ve had a
-dreadful time of it since,” he added once more, with that air of
-downright sincerity and solemnity which made the Vice-Consul wish to
-smile. “I’ve turned over every kind of plan in my mind. Sometimes I’ve
-thought of going right away; but that seemed hard, too, when I had just
-got settled here. And at the last the right thing seemed just to come
-and tell you. Of course I put myself in your hands. I’ll do whatever
-you think it proper I should do: give up the office; go away from the
-town; anything you please. I don’t want to leave you--or her,” cried
-Harry. “God knows! you have been so kind to me!”
-
-And then the Vice-Consul, hearing the young fellow’s voice falter, and
-seeing that he kept his eyes down to conceal the water that had got into
-them, felt a little knot in his throat too, and was melted in spite of
-himself.
-
-“Oliver,” he said, “I don’t want to be hard upon you. You said she took
-no notice--that is just like her; she is no coquette, my girl; she is
-very innocent. I daresay it never occurred to her that you meant
-anything.”
-
-“I don’t think it did, Sir,” Harry said eagerly. Of course he had no
-clue to Rita’s retirement to her own room, or the amused consideration
-she gave to the subject there.
-
-“I don’t want to be hard upon you,” Mr. Bonamy repeated, “if that is the
-case. Answer me one more thing, Oliver, and answer it on your honour.
-Have you any reason to think (that I should have to put such a
-question?) that if you had spoken out more plainly, she---- Heavens! I
-can’t put it into words.”
-
-“How could I,” cried Harry, almost provoked, “have reason to think
-anything about it, when I never even suspected myself? It was that word
-that opened my eyes.”
-
-And then there was another pause. Harry stood turning over and over that
-bundle of papers. He looked at them as if he thought they contained some
-secret of state. He took them in his hand as if anxious to know how many
-ounces they weighed. His face wore a look of the gravest stolid
-seriousness. He had now withdrawn from the consideration of his duty, or
-what he ought to do, and put it into another person’s hands. He was
-freed of the responsibility, and he had only to wait now to see what he
-should be told to do.
-
-Then once more a sense of the humour of the situation intruded upon its
-seriousness in the Vice-Consul’s eyes. His anger and alarm were quenched
-in a sense of the absolute simplicity and honesty of the culprit, and a
-hope that no harm had been done. Mr. Bonamy began to breathe freely
-again, even to smile.
-
-“Sit down,” he said, “and let us talk this over. I don’t blame you,
-Oliver. I can understand that you were not seriously to blame; and, if
-no harm is done--I suppose you will promise me that it shall not occur
-again.”
-
-“Well, Sir,” said Harry, “that is just what I should like to be able to
-do; but seeing I was such a fool as to do it once, how can I tell that I
-may not be a greater fool again? especially as then I did not know
-anything about it, whereas I know all about it now.”
-
-“That is just the reason,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Now you are on your guard,
-and you will know when to be watchful. I can’t give you permission to
-make love to--my daughter, Oliver. I suppose you did not expect I
-could?”
-
-“Oh, no,” cried Harry, eagerly; “not in the least. I could not, of
-course, even if you did, for I have no money. I could no more marry than
-I could fly.”
-
-“Marry!” cried the Vice-Consul. The young man said the word in the most
-matter-of-fact way, but it took away the other’s breath. “Do you know
-what you are doing?” he cried; “you are putting a knife to my throat.
-Marry! That means that if you could you would break up this home of mine
-in which you confess you have been received so kindly. You would rob me
-of all I have. You would take from me everything that makes life
-precious. For what, young man, for what? Because you admire a pretty
-face! You don’t know any more of her--I am not sure that you are able to
-appreciate any more of her. But she is everything in the world--she is
-all that makes life worth living--to me.”
-
-Harry threw down the bundle of papers and looked across the table with
-the intensest astonishment. “Do you mean,” he said, “that you don’t
-intend her ever to be married at all? Is nobody to have the chance? Is
-she always to be kept up in one place, and never to settle, nor have her
-own choice and her own life?”
-
-Mr. Bonamy felt as if he were being stoned--one solid, heavy fact tossed
-at him after another; and looked at his questioner with a sort of gasp
-between the blows. He faltered after a while, “She is very young. She
-has everything that her heart can desire. Why should she not be content,
-at least for years to come, in her father’s house?”
-
-“I always understood, Sir,” said Harry, with his usual
-straightforwardness, “that the right thing for girls was to marry when
-they were young, and that parents were supposed to wish it.”
-
-“To scheme for it, perhaps?” said Mr. Bonamy, furiously, “and put out
-all sorts of snares to catch young fellows like you--eh? To lay traps
-for you, and lead you on, and give you encouragement and opportunity,
-and so forth? Perhaps you think that’s what I’ve been doing--eh? God
-forgive me,” he said, “in my day I’ve said that sort of thing, and
-believed it myself; I’ve sneered and scoffed like the rest--and now I’ve
-got my punishment. You think there is nothing so fine for a girl as to
-get married--eh?”
-
-Harry was struck with consternation by this attack; but yet, feeling
-that he had right on his side, he stood his ground. “I am not saying
-anything about _you_, Sir,” he said, “but surely it is thought the best
-thing that could happen. I’ve always heard it. Fathers and mothers, you
-know, Sir, don’t generally live as long as their children--at least,
-that is what is supposed--and they like to see their daughters settled,
-don’t they, before they die?”
-
-This was what the French would call a brutal speech--for, in the first
-place, it was true; and then Mr. Bonamy was at an age which seemed old
-to Harry, but rather young than otherwise to himself, and he was not at
-all pleased to have it taken for granted that he must shortly be going
-to die. Yes, of course Rita would outlive him, would live long, he
-hoped, after him; but still the idea that there was any need to marry
-her off in haste, lest he might die and leave her before she
-was--settled, was most repugnant to him; it went to his heart, wounding
-him with a possibility which he had no desire to think of; and it made
-him hot and angry, as if it had been a personal insult. No one likes to
-be told that he has come to a period of life at which it is more likely
-than otherwise that he will shortly die, and that it is very necessary
-to take precautions against that event. It was all he could do to keep
-from bursting out upon Harry, crushing him with a bitter rejoinder. He
-to address his benefactor thus! He to speak in this tone to the man who
-had received him when nobody else would, who had lifted him out of all
-the difficulties of a stranger, and opened not only his office, which
-gave him bread, but his house, which gave him friends, and position, and
-everything a young man could wish for! These words were rushing to Mr.
-Bonamy’s lips, when fortunately a sense of his personal dignity, and of
-the impropriety of any such demonstration, came in and stopped him.
-Harry’s speech, after all, was good common sense, just the sort of thing
-that everybody says; the world was on that side of the question. Perhaps
-prudence and the foresight which love itself ought to possess was on
-that side too. So he was silent, repressing the first instinct of reply.
-When he was able to do it, he answered with as much self-possession as
-he could muster.
-
-“I admire your prudence, Mr. Oliver. I hope you will always see your own
-duties with the same clearness which you display about those of others;
-and I have no doubt you are quite right; but it is a question which I
-don’t care to discuss. Let me say, before we finish this talk, that I
-think you have behaved very honourably, and as a gentleman should; and I
-quite accept your reason for coming to my house much less frequently. I
-will make your excuses to my daughter; and nothing that has passed need
-make any difference in our official relations,” he added, looking up
-with a smile that was sharp and cold, not like his usual sunshine, “in
-that respect there is no possible reason why everything should not go on
-as before.”
-
-“Very well, Sir,” said Harry, getting up with some confusion. The
-conversation had been going on so long, and so much less indignation
-than he expected had been in the Vice-Consul’s air at the beginning,
-that this sudden sentence confounded him. He was quite ready, when he
-began, to be taken at his word; but somehow he was not now so ready; the
-bitterness had seemed to be past, and he had hoped that the indulgent
-and fatherly friend before him would have found some way by which he
-should still be permitted to come and go. But now all at once Harry
-found himself, in his own words, “shut up,” and had nothing to do but to
-stumble to his feet as quickly as he could, and take himself off, much
-subdued and astonished, to his desk in the outer office--where he gave
-his mind to his business, not too clearly, but with as much devotion as
-was practicable, for the rest of the day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-RITA’S OPINION.
-
-
-These two men, however, though they were disposed to think themselves
-the chief, or, indeed, only persons concerned, were by no means the
-masters of the situation, as they supposed. Rita took Harry’s absence
-from her drawing-room quite lightly at first, so lightly that her
-father’s mind was entirely relieved. He had been afraid that her
-astonishment, if nothing else, would have been great, and that she would
-have asked him a hundred questions--questions which it might have given
-him some trouble to answer. But she took it quite quietly, and said
-nothing about it for a week or two, till the Vice-Consul was of opinion
-that all danger was passed. About this time, however, Rita, by one of
-those accidents which occur perversely to heighten the embarrassment of
-every domestic crisis, met Harry suddenly on one of her walks, coming
-upon him round a corner without any warning to either party. Her usual
-attendant, Benedetta, was with the young lady, who looked up brightly
-with surprise and pleasure, and held out her hand.
-
-“What has become of you all this time?” she said, in her kind, soft
-voice.
-
-On Harry, for his part, the effect of so suddenly coming in sight of
-her, and of her frank accost, was too remarkable to escape Rita’s quick
-eye. He fell backward a step, swerved from his course, gave a glance
-round him, as if in search of some way of escape, then, seeing none,
-took her offered hand gingerly, just touched and dropped it, his face
-flushing crimson, his voice faltering.
-
-“Oh, I am very well, thank you,” was the answer he made; and then stood
-and stared at her for a moment, and, without replying to any of her
-questions, went on again confusedly, leaving her standing still gazing
-after him in a state of mingled dismay and consternation.
-
-“What can have happened to him?” Rita said to herself, unconsciously
-aloud: and “I think the gentleman must be mad,” said tranquilly the
-good Benedetta, who thought the English were all a little insane, and
-that it was nothing much out of the way. But that evening when dinner
-was over it was the Vice-Consul’s turn to be undeceived.
-
-“Papa,” said Rita, suddenly (she had let him have his dinner first,
-which showed consideration), “what is the matter with Mr. Oliver?”
-
-The Vice-Consul was like a ship at sea, into whose innocent hulk a
-sudden broadside is poured without any sort of warning; he dipped his
-sails, so to speak, all his timbers thrilled and shivered. He had not
-been in the least prepared for any such assault.
-
-“Oliver?” he said, trying to put on an exaggerated look of innocence,
-“Oliver? what’s the matter with him? What should be the matter with him?
-He is all right for anything I know.”
-
-“He is not all right,” said Rita; “he has not been here for a fortnight,
-he who used to come almost every night; and you should have seen him
-when I met him to-day; I thought he would have run away. He tried it, I
-declare. He looked all round to see if he could not make his escape,
-and when I cried out, ‘What has become of you?’ he said, ‘Very well,
-thank you!’ Was there ever anything so absurd? I like him for that, he
-is so English, and so absurd.”
-
-“I don’t see anything absurd about it,” said the Vice-Consul, with a
-very grave countenance.
-
-“Don’t you, papa? you are growing dull, you have been very dull for some
-time back. Since Mr. Oliver ran away! Perhaps it is because of that.
-Perhaps it is the same thing that has affected you both.”
-
-“You pay me a high compliment,” said Mr. Bonamy, nettled, “to think that
-my dulness, as you are pleased to call it, should result from the
-withdrawal of Oliver; he is not such a shining light.”
-
-“No, he is not a shining light,” said Rita, “he is perhaps just a little
-dull himself; that is why I like him. He never tries to say clever
-things, he is never a bit brilliant, he never even pretends to
-understand when he doesn’t understand, but looks at you with nice,
-round, wide-open, surprised sort of eyes. That is just what I like him
-for. He is always himself.”
-
-To this the Vice-Consul made no reply, but, hoping to change the
-conversation, said, “By the way, I’ve got you that book you were
-talking so much about; nobody had it here, so I sent to Paris----”
-
-“That was very good of you, papa; but I can’t let you run off like that.
-Let us finish one subject before we begin another. What is the matter
-with Mr. Oliver? Why did he come every night, and then leave off coming
-all at once?”
-
-“What a fool I was to think I was going to be let off so easily!” Mr.
-Bonamy breathed to himself. “My dear Rita,” he said, “I don’t see why
-you should be so anxious about Oliver. It was a mistake having him here
-so much at the first.”
-
-“Why was it a mistake? you never thought it was a mistake till now. What
-has happened? I am more and more puzzled with every word you say. Papa!”
-cried Rita, stamping her little foot on the floor, “don’t trifle with
-me, for I am determined to find it out.”
-
-“Then you must just find it out your own way,” cried the Vice-Consul,
-angry with the anger of impotence; for he knew very well he could not
-resist her, and that it was only a matter of minutes how long she would
-take to find the necessary clue.
-
-“Do you mean to say you will not tell me?” cried Rita, with wondering,
-wide-open eyes.
-
-“My dear child,” said the unfortunate Vice-Consul, “you are making it of
-far too much importance. What does it matter about this young fellow one
-way or the other? He came, he has gone; we ought not, perhaps, to have
-given him so readily the run of the house.”
-
-“Has anything--wrong--been found out about him, papa?”
-
-“Bless my soul, no! nothing wrong; on the contrary!” cried poor Mr.
-Bonamy; “for I won’t take away a man’s character behind his back--he has
-behaved like a gentleman, quite like a gentleman; about that there is
-not a word to say.”
-
-“Of course,” said Rita, “he would behave like a gentleman, for he is a
-gentleman; but on what pretext, then, have you banished him from the
-house?”
-
-“Rita,” cried her father, “I wish you would not talk of things you don’t
-understand! Am I the sort of man to banish a young fellow from my house?
-If you _will_ know, it was he that did it himself.”
-
-Rita opened her eyes wider than ever. She laughed, though a little
-angry colour came to her face.
-
-“I suppose it was he, then, who disapproved of us?” she said.
-
-What was the Vice-Consul to do?
-
-“That is nonsense,” said he, “he neither disapproved of us, nor did I
-disapprove of him; but there might be other reasons. We thought, both of
-us, both he and I, that it was as well--he should not come--so
-often--for a time, at least.”
-
-“So often? but he never comes at all,” cried the inquisitive girl, “and
-when I met him he wanted to run away. Don’t you see all this is absurd,
-papa? If you want me to believe you, tell me the right reason. I will
-not be satisfied till you tell me the right reason. Do you think I can
-be taken in with pretences of that sort?”
-
-“Rita, you annoy me very much, you distress me. I don’t know why you
-should drive me into a corner like this,” the Vice-Consul said
-piteously.
-
-“But I want to drive you into a corner, I must drive you into a corner;
-for I insist now upon knowing what it is. I might have let it pass
-before, but now I insist upon it, you must tell me, papa.”
-
-The poor man gave a deep sigh.
-
-“You take a very unfair advantage,” he said; “you compel me to betray
-poor Oliver and to distress myself. And I warn you that it will make you
-blush, that you will feel very uncomfortable.”
-
-“I don’t mind blushing,” Rita said; and as she spoke a sudden suffusion
-of heat and colour came all over her. She blushed from the crown of her
-head to the soles of her feet. It was a strange sensation, but it was
-not altogether disagreeable. The girl had as little idea of any painful
-or shameful occasion for blushing as if she had been a baby; and she met
-the father’s eyes quite steadily all the same.
-
-“I never saw a creature so pertinacious,” said poor Mr. Bonamy. “Well,
-then, if you must know. It is because of you that young Oliver is not
-coming here any more.”
-
-“Because of me!” She was too much astonished to blush now, and then she
-had already had her blush out.
-
-“Just because of you. He has been so silly as to fall in love with you,
-and feeling that it would be dishonourable to me to continue to come
-here, this being the case, he has explained it all and withdrawn. There
-is now the short and the long of it, Rita. You have no right to say a
-word against poor Oliver. He has paid you, as people say, the highest
-compliment a man can pay a woman, and he has acted in the most
-honourable way to me; feeling that he cannot be quite sure of not
-betraying himself if he continues to come, he has ceased to come. He
-would have left the place altogether if I had asked such a sacrifice of
-him. He has behaved in the most gentlemanly, honourable way. He tells me
-he did say something, but he did not know whether you understood it or
-not.”
-
-Rita was struck dumb. She sat and gazed at her father silently while he
-spoke, too curious and strongly interested even to be abashed by this
-strange news. She blushed no more. Having paid that one tribute of
-startled maidenliness to the new revelation, she was too much impressed
-and overwhelmed by it for any lighter feeling. She sat in an attitude of
-the most absorbed attention, her eyes fixed upon her father’s face, her
-lips a little apart, the breath coming quickly. She was astonished, yet
-not so much astonished as overawed, penetrated by the news. When her
-father ceased speaking, she continued the same rapt aspect of attention.
-He thought she would have been shame-faced, blushing, shy of it, unable
-to look him in the face; but he was not prepared for this curious,
-absorbed interest. By and by she repeated to herself softly, “So silly
-as to fall _in_--_love_:--with me--would have left the place
-altogether.” Then she made a pause, and, putting her hands softly
-together, said, with a sigh of satisfaction at having found out one
-problem: “Then that was what he meant!”
-
-“What was what he meant? He told me you took no notice; he thought you
-hadn’t understood what he said.”
-
-“I did not understand it,” said Rita, softly, “I only wondered. It was
-about going to England----”
-
-“Rita, Rita! you would not, for a new lover, a man you scarcely know, a
-being quite untried--you would not break my heart and go and risk your
-life--your life that is above all things precious to me?”
-
-Rita scarcely seemed to hear this interpolation--this interruption of
-her thoughts.
-
-“That there would be no danger, he said, and he would take care--he
-would take care--that was not much; but I did wonder. I will tell you
-the truth, papa. I had a great anxiety to know what he meant.”
-
-“Young idiot!” her father said, with hotly-rising wrath, “he meant
-nothing--nothing, my love! only a brag that he could do more, and know
-better--a boy, an uninstructed fool--than those who have watched over
-you all your life.”
-
-Even this made no impression upon the girl. “It is curious,” she said,
-still to herself, “very curious--quite different from--the other way. I
-suppose this is the English way? Benedetta always says the English are
-half mad. I suppose instead of asking about the _dot_, and that kind of
-thing, you know, papa--I suppose this is the English way?”
-
-“It is the foolish way,” cried the father. “Come, it is nothing to you,
-Rita. You don’t mean to say--no, no, my darling; I know better--you
-don’t mean to make me believe that you, so clever as you are, and
-knowing so much, could think twice about any notion that came into the
-noddle of such an empty-headed young man.”
-
-“Is he empty-headed?” said Rita, reflectively. “He does not know much,
-that is quite true; he is not a bit clever; but I think it is a little
-unjust to call him empty-headed. He was always just himself; he never
-pretended to anything else. Sometimes he understood--very often he
-didn’t; but he never pretended, papa. Don’t you think it is a little
-hard upon him?” she said, turning round upon her father suddenly, and
-fixing him with her large, serious, impartial eyes. “Don’t you think it
-is hard to take advantage of what he has said himself, and turn him out
-like this?”
-
-“I have not turned him out. Rita, this is mere folly. I will not have
-you led away by your feelings. If any man were to kill me, I believe you
-would say he didn’t mean it, poor fellow, it would be hard upon him to
-hang him. Come, child, let us be done with this.”
-
-“But, papa,” said Rita, “there is no evidence against him but his own
-confession. I have often heard you say that one should not take
-advantage of that. Kill you--who wants to kill you? There could not be a
-more different question. I am not led away by my feelings. I have no
-feelings but right and justice. I don’t think you ought to have taken
-that advantage of him. It must be very hard upon him, papa, to shut him
-out. Think! he will have nowhere else to go to. I dare say he spends
-his evenings in the cafés. He can’t know what to do with himself at
-nights.”
-
-“As if I had anything to do with his entertainment in the evening! I
-wish to heaven he had never set foot within my house!”
-
-“Ah! but that is past praying for. I don’t see why you should wish such
-a thing; but still, if you do wish it, it is a pity, for it is too late.
-He _has_ set foot within your house, and we have a responsibility about
-him. We have a responsibility,” said Rita, very gravely shaking her
-head. “He is young, and he is very simple-minded, and he might, as you
-are always saying, take a wrong turn; and then whose fault would it be?”
-
-“Not mine,” cried the persecuted man, “certainly not mine--that I’ll
-swear to. Am I the fellow’s keeper? Rita, for heaven’s sake be done with
-all that nonsense. If you can talk of nothing more sensible, you had
-much better go to bed.”
-
-“Yes,” said Rita, calmly, going on with her argument, “you are his
-guardian in a kind of way, papa. It was you that took him up first. You
-did it of your own free will, nobody persuaded you. You settled him
-here, and you opened your doors to him, and said, Come on Sunday, come
-as often as you please. Do you think you are justified in casting him
-away now, as if it was of no importance? never thinking where he will go
-instead, or if he has anywhere else to go to? Do you think you are
-justified? for no other reason than that you think he might perhaps do
-or say something you would not like? I do not.”
-
-“Then you think, I suppose, that I ought to have him back and beg his
-pardon, and tell him he is quite free to make love to my daughter if he
-likes? Bless my soul! why should I interfere with such a pretty
-amusement? That’s what you think. Rita, don’t sit there, my dear,
-talking nonsense: say no more about this young fool, but go to bed.”
-
-“Papa, I am sorry to see you are so deaf to sound argument,” said Rita,
-with judicial composure; “you always bring in the personal question, as
-if that had anything to do with it. On the face of it, to deprive a
-stranger of the benefits you have been heaping upon him, and leave him
-in a moment to his own resources, all because you are afraid of a
-distant and unlikely thing he thinks he wants to do, is dreadfully
-unjustifiable; my dear papa,” said Rita, looking down from the heights
-of youthful superiority, “I never expected to find you inaccessible to
-reason, especially on such an important point as this.”
-
-“Inaccessible to fiddlesticks,” the Vice-Consul said; but he was
-entirely shaken in his conviction of having done what was right and
-kind, both to one party and the other. He got up and walked about the
-room. He was a man who wanted moral support; he wanted to be approved
-of, and to feel that the opinion of those around him went with his. And
-especially he had learned to prop himself up by Rita’s opinion. He was
-always uneasy when she differed from him. Even in this matter, which
-concerned herself, and in which her judgment might justly be doubted, he
-was not comfortable. He was unfortunately too accessible to reason, so
-that nothing could be more unjust than this reproach. “Go to bed, my
-love; go to bed,” he said, faintly. “It is getting very late; another
-time we can talk of this.”
-
-“Then do you think, papa,” said Rita, still magisterial, “that it is
-right to postpone a matter which concerns other people’s comfort to
-another time?”
-
-“Don’t worry me to death,” said Mr. Bonamy, stretching out his hands
-with a half-despairing appeal. “I never thought I was going to be led
-into such a discussion--don’t worry me to death!”
-
-But she showed no signs of mercy, and there is no telling what might
-have happened to Her Majesty’s humble representative had he not been
-called away at this moment to receive a messenger with despatches from
-the Consulate-General and important instructions. Mr. Bonamy hurried
-away with a sigh of thankfulness; never was culprit suddenly delivered
-from the bar more glad of his escape. He knew, indeed, that it was only
-for a time: but yet even for a time it was well to get out of her hands.
-At least he could collect materials for his defence.
-
-Rita, for her part, after sitting for some time waiting for her father’s
-return, and sharpening up various arguments for his complete
-discomfiture, got tired, and made up her mind to take his advice and go
-to bed. But she had a great deal too much to think about to have any
-desire to go to sleep. When she had sent Benedetta away she sat by her
-window in her white dressing-gown, with her hair about her shoulders, a
-romantic little figure, and felt a little like Juliet. She had never
-felt like Juliet before. She had, even with the flippancy of her age,
-been disposed to think of Juliet as of a very forward and bold young
-woman. People who have been accustomed to hear of marriage as a matter
-of convenience, so much _dot_, so many advantages, and who have even
-been negotiated for in this way, are apt to think but poorly of that
-ideal impersonation of youthful passion. But now that Romeo had appeared
-on the scene, Rita, at the window, thought upon Juliet with a little
-secret wonder, and awe, and pleasure. Romeo--well, there is no evidence
-that Romeo was clever. He was only one of the gallants of the period,
-one of the swash-bucklers who sometimes talk just as badly as their
-kind, though often they forget themselves and talk Shakespeare. There
-was nothing extraordinary about him till love and the poet got hold of
-him, and put divine words into his mouth. Very likely that gay Mercutio
-was the cleverest of the two. Sitting thus at her window, Rita all at
-once was sensible of a figure on the pavement looking up at the house
-from the opposite side of the street. There was nothing but a little
-night-light burning on a table in the corner, nothing to betray her
-figure where she sat. And nothing could be more common-place and absurd
-than that Harry should come there and stare at the windows. He was not
-by any means in the habit of doing so; but yet when he was out, taking
-his forlorn walk, he would allow himself to take that turn through the
-street in which the Consulate was, and fix a wistful eye upon it for a
-moment. When Rita saw him she darted back with a movement of fright and
-wonder, and mirth and shyness, all in one; and sat out of sight for a
-few moments, panting, blushing, with the same overwhelming flush of
-sudden warmth which had come over her for the first time when her father
-spoke to her. Then, in the dark and the silence, she gave vent to a
-little low laugh, at which she was frightened when she heard it, and
-became suddenly as solemn and serious as an old picture. Then she
-returned shyly to the corner of the window, peeping, though she ought to
-have known that it was impossible he could see her. The figure opposite
-was in the act of passing on; it gave a long look back as it went slowly
-away, lingering as if reluctant to be out of her neighbourhood. Rita
-drew back this time with a kind of awe. She knew he would have thought
-no more of climbing the garden wall, however high it had been--if there
-had been a garden wall and a balcony, and she out upon it discoursing to
-the moon--than Romeo did. “But there is the difference,” Rita said to
-herself; “he may be in love with me, but I am not in love with him. I
-would never stand out there and sigh Romeo, Romeo. No,” she went on,
-with a little shriek of a laugh, “not Romeo. Oh, Isaac, Isaac, wherefore
-art thou Isaac? That is too ridiculous; it is all too ridiculous. I
-don’t wonder at what Benedetta says, that the English are half-mad.”
-
-And then she sat a long time in the dark, and thought, and thought. It
-was all very new and very strange. It roused her lively faculties with
-the pleasure of a novel sensation. She had taken her proposals of
-marriage with sedate contempt, and announced authoritatively to her
-father on each occasion that she had no intention of ever marrying, and
-that she liked him much better than any other man in the world, an
-assurance which the poor Vice-Consul took great comfort in, though it
-was not possible that any man in his senses could accept it as a matter
-of serious faith. But now Rita could not deny to herself that this
-strange new bewildering sensation was a pleasant one. Her former
-suitors would no doubt have gladly adopted it had it been thought that
-such an easy mode of love-making would have been permitted; but in their
-cases it would not have moved the foolish girl. To see somebody standing
-silent on the other side of the street, doing nothing to call her
-attention, not wishing to be noticed, doing it only for a little comfort
-to himself, was entirely different. That was the English way, she
-thought with awe. To be able to give love up for the sake of honour, and
-yet to have it so much at heart as to be driven to come and look at the
-house in which the beloved object lived, standing about alone in a cold
-night--Rita’s whole heart was penetrated by the sincerity, the modesty,
-the self-restraint, yet self-abandonment, which were English, only
-English, nothing else. It was not in the least a cold night: Harry
-outside felt it to be warm and genial: but there was a cool little
-night-breeze lifting the curtains, and she strove to call it cold to
-heighten the effect. This was how the Vice-Consul had mismanaged
-matters. He was not a happy man as he read his despatches; but he had no
-idea of the mischief which was going on under cover of the night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-A LOVER’S ORDEAL.
-
-
-Rita said nothing more to her father on this subject for a day or two,
-and the poor man, deceived once more, began to believe that it had made
-little impression upon her, and was to be allowed to pass as of no
-particular importance. He had even begun to congratulate himself on the
-beneficial effects of his system of training, and the knowledge of the
-world which her early initiation into life had given her. “Had I brought
-Rita up as most girls are brought up,” he said to himself; “had she been
-fresh from a convent, for instance, like some of her friends, or shut up
-indoors as Italian girls are, her head would have been turned by the
-first mention of a lover. But she has seen a great deal, though she is
-so young. In our position she could not help seeing a great deal. She
-knows how to discriminate, and can judge what is what. What a good thing
-that I did not follow the advice of all these ladies, but was bold
-enough to trust to my girl’s innocence and bring her up my own way!”
-Thus artlessly did the Vice-Consul console himself. And his mind was a
-great deal easier; for before he was always nervous lest she should
-question him about Harry, and afraid of betraying himself, even afraid
-of letting Rita perceive that there was something to betray. Now that he
-had made a clean breast and got it over, his mind was relieved, and he
-felt that he could carry his head as high as usual, and need not be
-afraid to look any girl in the face. For the first day he rejoiced with
-trembling, but after that had passed began to feel that he had really
-secured his footing, and might take comfort that the danger was over.
-Poor Vice-Consul! He had but just allowed this sensation of pleasure to
-enter his mind when Rita, looking up at him suddenly from a book in
-which she had all the air of being completely absorbed, addressed him
-suddenly as follows--
-
-“Papa! I have been thinking over what you told me the other day--What
-is the matter?” she added, interrupting herself.
-
-“Nothing, nothing,” said poor Mr. Bonamy, faintly. He had been lying
-back in a very comfortable chair, whiffing gently at intervals a mild
-cigarette, and giving himself up to the comfort, the ease of being done
-with a subject in which he had foreseen trouble. When his daughter began
-to speak, a presentiment of danger awoke in him, and he started up in
-his chair when she had said these words. “Nothing, nothing,” he
-repeated, letting himself drop again, but alas, with what different
-feelings; with the languor of a conflict foreseen, in which he knew he
-should be worsted. “What have you been thinking about, Rita?”
-
-“About what you told me the other day. Of course it was not just an
-ordinary thing that one could think nothing more about. Poor Mr. Oliver!
-I think he has been badly treated. I want you to tell him just to come
-as usual. He must be on his guard, you know; but in any case he would be
-on his guard after speaking to you. He must not suppose that I know
-anything about it.”
-
-“But, my dear,” said the Vice-Consul, with a troubled face, “I don’t
-think that would do at all; he would think that he had my permission
-to--to pay you his addresses, as people used to say?”
-
-“What are addresses?” said Rita, with much appearance of innocence. “You
-must tell him, of course, that there is to be nothing of that kind; but
-only just that he is to come as before. I don’t see that it need do him
-any harm--I mean any further harm,” said the girl, correcting herself.
-She spoke with unusual airiness and carelessness, so lightly indeed that
-her indifference had the aspect of being somewhat studied.
-
-“Him--harm! that was not the question,” the perplexed father said.
-
-“I hope you don’t mean to infer that it would do _me_ any harm?” said
-Rita, turning upon him with a smile of superb disdain. She even laughed
-a little at the folly of the idea, opening and shutting a fan which she
-held in her hand. “That would be too ridiculous--too ridiculous,” she
-said.
-
-“But, my dear child, you are young and inexperienced, and--”
-
-“Don’t insult me, please, papa,” she said, fanning herself. If she had
-been fifty she could not have looked more superior to any such
-temptation. “And, on the other hand,” she added, “I don’t see why poor
-Mr. Oliver should be punished, positively punished for liking me. It is
-not a sin to like me. Of course he must learn to keep it to himself; it
-will be a good lesson in self-control--which everybody is the better
-for,” said this young oracle, “and especially, as I have always heard,
-young men.”
-
-This wisdom took away the Vice-Consul’s breath. “That is very true:” he
-said “but I am not at all sure that this is a safe way of teaching it. I
-think, if it is the same to you, Rita--”
-
-“But it is not the same to me,” she cried, impatiently. “If you will not
-set poor Mr. Oliver right and do him justice, I think I will go and pay
-that visit my aunt Ersilia always wants me to make her. You said
-yourself I must go one day or other. I will go now.”
-
-Now if there was one thing more than another which Mr. Bonamy was afraid
-of, it was this visit to her aunt Ersilia, her mother’s Italian sister,
-with which she threatened him from time to time. He said hurriedly, “I
-don’t think this is a good time for going further south, Rita. Of
-course, if you wish it so much, I will gladly remove the embargo on
-poor Oliver, who is a very good, honest sort of fellow; but I can’t have
-him tormented, poor boy--and you must promise to be very distant with
-him, which is the kindest thing you can do.”
-
-“But not too distant, papa,” said Rita; “for I think it a great deal
-better that he should suppose I do not know. Far better. I will behave
-to him just as usual. I will withdraw gradually, bit by bit, that he may
-not feel too much difference. Indeed, unless he is different to me, I
-don’t see why I should be different to him. Of course he will be on his
-guard. You see he _knows now_. Naturally he will be more careful. He
-will understand that if you let him come back he is upon his honour. So,
-on the whole, I will make very little difference. I think it is far
-better that everything should have the look of being just the same as
-before.”
-
-With this Mr. Bonamy was obliged to be satisfied. He had known very well
-when the discussion began that Rita’s will, whatever it might be, was
-the thing that would be done. He had in his own mind a great many
-troubled reflections, considering how he was to do it, so as not to
-excite false hopes or vain expectations in the young man’s mind; but it
-was, from the moment when she declared her sovereign will, a foregone
-conclusion. He had not resolved the question how it was to be done, up
-to the time he went into his office in the morning, and then thought it
-best to leave it to chance and the inspiration of the moment. When he
-sent for Harry to speak with him he had still but a very faint idea what
-to say. The young man came in looking somewhat dull and depressed, as he
-did always now, and no longer expectant of anything better, as he had
-been at the first. It was a moment of leisure, and the Vice-Consul had
-the air of a man with something disagreeable rather than something
-pleasant to say. His look was artificial, and the smile which adorned
-his face was forced and uncomfortable.
-
-“Come in, Oliver, come in,” he said, with an air of affected geniality.
-Harry thought he was going to receive his dismissal; he did not think
-that anything less could give his kind and friendly patron an aspect so
-little natural. “Sit down,” said the Vice-Consul, “I have something to
-say before business begins this afternoon. Oliver, I have been going
-through quite a passage of arms on your account.”
-
-“On my account?” said Harry, feeling as if his heart stopped beating; he
-thought within himself, that this passage of arms must have been with
-some of the authorities of the F. O., who perhaps had been stirred up to
-ask what a stranger, without recommendations, was doing there. It seemed
-to him that the next thing which would be said must be, “I have no
-further occasion for your services,” and braced himself for these words.
-
-“Don’t be frightened; yes, you look frightened,” said Mr. Bonamy, still
-with that false geniality, “but no harm has come of it. You met--my
-daughter--the other day.”
-
-“Yes.” Harry’s heart re-commenced beating, and went so fast that it
-almost choked him. “It was an accident, Sir; I did not see Miss Bonamy
-till I was close upon her, I could not escape.”
-
-“Yes, she told me. And she asked what had become of you, and you
-answered ‘Very well, thank you!’ You will allow that was strange. No
-doubt she had been much puzzled by your disappearance before, and she
-assailed me directly what was the meaning of it? I had to say all sorts
-of things, that you were too busy to come, that you were otherwise
-engaged, and I don’t know what; but the short and the long of it is,
-Oliver, that, if you want to keep her from knowing all about it, you
-must begin to come back again. Things cannot go on as they are now
-without arousing her suspicions. This is her night, you know; you must
-look in for an hour. Of course I don’t want to enter into explanations
-with her,” said the Vice-Consul, becoming more at ease now he had made
-out his statement, and done it, he thought with some complacence, very
-cleverly. “You must really, by way of supporting what I have been
-obliged to say, look in to-night.”
-
-Harry’s heart was making up tremendously now for its momentary pause. He
-felt as if it must be audible all over the house. A flush of warmth went
-over him. He spoke with little breaks in his voice, so much excited and
-disturbed was he.
-
-“If you--have no objections, Sir. It cannot be but--a favour to me.”
-
-“That’s a good fellow,” cried the Vice-Consul relieved. “I was afraid
-you would tell me it was too painful, and leave me in the lurch.”
-
-“If I did that, Sir,” said Harry, “I should be a worthless creature
-indeed, however much it might cost me; but this--this---- If you have
-no objections, Sir--you can’t have any doubt that I----”
-
-Here he stopped, not knowing what to say more.
-
-“You must understand, Oliver,” said Mr. Bonamy, gravely, “that if I have
-no objections it is because I don’t want to enter into explanations with
-Rita; and then I have missed you, I would never deny that. But you must
-not suppose, because of this, that I mean you, you know, to depart from
-our--bargain, or to do anything to change the position. In short, I
-don’t intend, Oliver, that you should take advantage of the change
-to--in short, to----”
-
-This was not very explanatory, but Harry hastened to reply as if it had
-been the clearest statement in the world.
-
-“You may be sure I will take no advantage of the change,” he said.
-
-“Well, that is just what I expected from you,” said the Vice-Consul,
-falling into his natural tone; “but, my dear fellow,” he added, with a
-little alarm, “I must be sure that you can depend upon yourself. You
-told me you were afraid you would betray your feelings if you continued
-to come; you told me even that you had done so, or almost done so----”
-
-“Ah, Sir,” cried Harry, “that was when I found myself out! I know
-exactly all about it now, and I am on my guard.”
-
-“Bless me,” said the Vice-Consul, “that is exactly what----” here he
-stopped short with the guiltiest look. He was just about to say--what
-Rita said.
-
-“You need not have any fear on my account,” said Harry: and then he
-paused a little, and added with feeling, “and I am proud that you have
-confidence in me. I will do nothing to shake it; you may be sure of
-that. I should be a poor creature indeed if my heart did not respond to
-such trust.”
-
-This was a very fine speech for Harry. He was carried altogether beyond
-himself by the emergency. These last lonely evenings had been wonderful
-teachers for him. He had learned to read, he had learned to understand.
-He had even learned many things more than reading and understanding in
-these days of solitude. The thought of going back to her, to that little
-world in which she reigned, was delightful to him, but he wondered what
-change there would be in it to balance the strange change in his own
-breast. It seemed to him that he was a new man, with deeper feelings
-and an expanded mind. And she? Would she just be the same, and all the
-things and people round her? Harry did not want her to be the least
-different. He thought she was perfect, the most wonderful of all beings;
-but he felt himself so much altered that he was excited by the thought
-that she might be changed too. He went away from his audience not
-knowing whether he walked on solid earth or air. Certainly he would not
-take advantage; unquestionably he would be upright and honest, and bind
-himself as with ropes rather than betray his kind friend’s confidence;
-but with all this he was very much excited, and a glow of warmth and
-hopefulness began to circulate in his veins. The new concession meant no
-change in the circumstances; this the Vice-Consul had been anxious to
-impress upon him; and he was equally anxious to assent, to assure Rita’s
-father on the other hand that he expected nothing, scarcely desired
-anything except this trust in him. But, nevertheless, it would be
-impossible to deny that a something of hope, a trembling yet happy
-expectation, had come into his heart.
-
-How carefully he dressed himself that night! Never in all his life had
-he made so careful a toilette before. And Paolo, having heard what had
-happened (which Harry, reticent as he was, could not keep from him), was
-excited too, and came and sat by him while he dressed, and wanted to
-help him, as if they had been two girls. Paolo ran out and bought him a
-bouquet for his button-hole. He brought in a fresh bottle of
-eau-de-Cologne. He was very anxious to lend him something to wear--his
-studs, which were little cameos set in gold, or a ring, with a doubtful
-gem in it, of which he was very proud, thinking it a genuine antique.
-“It is not brilliant like a diamond,” said Paolo, “but it is art, which
-is more precious, and pleases much to the Signorina. Take it, amico mio,
-you have no ring, which is an absence that is felt; and the studs, that
-will make your appearance so much more perfect--what you call finished.”
-Harry rejected these aids to the effectiveness of his dress, but he took
-great pains about his tie, and rebrushed his coat himself, and gave
-particular attention to the arrangement of his hair. He said to himself,
-as he walked along in the summer dusk, that all this was very foolish,
-that he was not on his promotion, when it might have been wise to make
-the best of all his advantages, that he was going only because he was
-nobody, because the Vice-Consul was not afraid of him, and thought it
-wiser to run the risk of him than to disturb Rita’s mind about any such
-petty suitor. It was very much like giving him the crumbs from the
-table, but he was willing to accept these, or anything. He went into the
-lighted room with his heart beating. Several of the ladies who were
-_habituées_ exclaimed on his entrance, and made haste to tell him that
-they had thought he was gone altogether, and to ask where he had been.
-Rita took no part in these questions, but she gave him her left hand as
-a sign of friendship, and smiled and nodded to him without stopping her
-conversation with somebody else. Indeed, she treated him as if there had
-been no break in their intercourse, as though they had met yesterday and
-were to meet again to-morrow. This pleased Harry, and yet it wrung his
-heart. Was he of so little importance to her that she had not even
-noticed his absence? But that could not be. He began to wonder whether
-it was perhaps a good sign. She _had_ noticed his absence, speaking to
-her father about it. Was it perhaps--? His heart began to beat again as
-at first. But Rita took very little notice of him all the evening. She
-was perfectly sweet and smiling, and when she did address him did it
-with all her old friendliness; but Harry could not persuade himself that
-she had remarked him and his careful tie, and his well-brushed curls at
-all.
-
-After that there ensued a time of mingled torture and happiness, when
-Rita played with the young man as a cat plays with a mouse. She was more
-interested in him than she had ever been in any young man before. He was
-a study to her of the most attractive kind. A young man who was in
-love--not a young man who was wanting to marry, a species of which she
-had seen several specimens--but one who was actually, really, warmly in
-love--and with herself. She wanted to see how such a person behaved. It
-was as good as a play to her. She would laugh to herself secretly,
-thinking of it, so much amused was she; and it seemed to her almost a
-duty to try him in every way, to see how far this love would carry him,
-and how long he would manage to keep it under. It did not occur to Rita
-that this was a somewhat cruel process, or that Harry was pledged in
-honour to her father not to betray himself. The cat most likely has no
-idea of cruelty in her play with the mouse. Sometimes Rita would take no
-notice of him at all, neglecting all the wistful attention which poor
-Harry felt it was within his bond to bestow so long as he looked for
-nothing in return. For a whole evening she would not so much as look at
-him; then would suddenly turn with her most cordial smile, with a few
-words more sweet than he thought she had ever bestowed upon him before.
-Sometimes she would call him to her side, and ply him with seductions
-which poor Harry did not know how to resist; sometimes she would devote
-all her efforts to the task of making him betray himself, tempting him
-with all sorts of opportunities. But Harry stood fast. He had given his
-promise, and nothing would make him break it. He wavered like a tree in
-the wind, but he never yielded. Sometimes she made him think that she
-was ready to listen to anything he might say, and another time would
-take the first opportunity of showing him that he was nothing to her. It
-was hard upon the mouse; yet we doubt whether he would have exchanged
-this agitated existence for the most happy calm. He went to the
-Consulate with a continued expectation, with his heart always beating
-loudly, not knowing what he was to look for; but a more calm level of
-kindness would not have given him those variations of feeling, that
-dramatic interest in his life; so that, perhaps, there was not much harm
-done, the tortured liking the play as much as the torturer. As for Rita
-she was very much interested too; the pursuit amused her--it was a new
-sensation. She wanted above all things to overcome his resolution, and
-make him betray himself. But here her efforts were vain against the rock
-of Harry’s invincibility. He would not, whatever she might do, break his
-promise. He kept a watch upon himself which was not to be overcome.
-
-The Vice-Consul did not know what to make of the business altogether. It
-gave him a great deal of thought. He watched the young man with a
-jealous eye: but Harry met every scrutiny with an unflinching front. And
-Mr. Bonamy did what he could to watch his daughter, but that was not so
-easy. She was amusing herself, but whether she was going too far in her
-trial of Harry’s constancy he could not tell. She bewildered her father,
-which was not difficult; but what was more wonderful, after a while,
-this venturous person began to bewilder herself. She thought she was
-tired of Harry, who could not be got to swerve out of the right way. She
-began to think that it was all a fiction, or that this love after the
-English fashion was far too self-commanded and restrained for a half
-Italian girl. She had thought at first that it would be quite easy and
-extremely amusing to make him betray himself. And she had resolved in
-such a case that his downfall should do him no harm; she would not
-betray him; she would keep his secret. But she had not supposed that he
-would stand out, that he would be able to resist her: and at length she
-got confused about her own notions, and about his conduct and everything
-around her, and knew no longer what to think.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-A CRISIS.
-
-
-It was like a play the intercourse which went on between these two; the
-perpetual aggressions of the girl and defences of the young man, the
-troubled spectatorship of the father, who saw that slave of his word
-resisting, fighting always, more or less feebly, but yet resisting all
-the _agaceries_, all the temptations, which a spirit of mischief could
-throw in his way. Sometimes the sight was laughable, sometimes it was
-almost tragic, to the looker on; and he was much disturbed at the same
-time on his own account, not knowing what Rita meant by it all. “Take
-care what you are doing,” he would say to her, with mingled pity and
-alarm--pity for the young man, alarm for himself and her. “What am I
-doing, papa?” Rita would ask, with the greatest innocence. “That is
-exactly what I can’t tell,” poor Mr. Bonamy said. But his warnings never
-came to more than this. And nothing in all her life had so amused Rita
-as her torture of this unfortunate young man. One day they happened to
-be alone for a little while, Mr. Bonamy having been called away. It was
-on a Sunday evening, after dinner, a day when the Bonamys, following the
-old-fashioned English rule, were always alone. Harry had avoided
-opportunities of being alone with Rita as much as lovers generally
-scheme for that privilege, but to-day there was no help for it. She was
-seated at the open window in her usual dress of vapoury white; the
-summer was advancing, and it would soon be time for the removal of the
-household to the country, where they went every year. Mr. Bonamy had
-been called away, quite unexpectedly, to his own dreadful vexation and
-the terror of Harry, but to Rita’s secret delight. The night-air puffed
-the white curtains over her head and about her white, half-visible
-figure. The window looked out upon the garden, and there was a little
-moisture of the sea in the air. Harry was standing at the other side of
-the window, half concealed by the floating veil of the curtain. Rita
-was half buried in a great chair. A shaded lamp stood on a table in the
-other part of the room, but that was all, not light enough to see each
-other by. There had been a somewhat long silence, and Harry was trying
-hard to break loose from this enchantment and go away. But his heart was
-faint with the sweetness of it, poor fellow! and he could not get free,
-especially now that they were alone. If it could have been helped, he
-would not have stayed; but he had not been able to help it, and it was
-sweet. He was snatching a fearful joy, not saying anything, scarcely
-daring to breathe. Then into the soft silence came her voice.
-
-“Mr. Oliver, they tell me summer nights in England are so much sweeter
-than here. What are those long twilights? I have read about them, but I
-don’t understand it. Tell me.” He could make out that she leaned forward
-in her chair, putting her hands together, which was a way she had.
-
-“I don’t think,” said Harry, catching his breath, “that anything can be
-sweeter than the evenings here.”
-
-“Ah, but there is a difference; tell me. You know that I am never to go
-to England,” said Rita, plaintively; “though I remember you said you
-would not be afraid to take me. What made you say that, Mr. Oliver?
-perhaps you forget that you ever did.”
-
-“Oh, no; I don’t forget.”
-
-“You never would enter into any particulars; but I am glad at least that
-you don’t forget. Now papa is away, we may talk of it. It always hurts
-papa when I speak of England. So tell me--tell me quick--how was it that
-you thought you could make it safe? Ah, how I wish you could!” she said,
-clasping her hands.
-
-Harry said never a word. His heart was thumping so against his breast
-that he thought every moment it would burst forth from that uneasy
-house. Now it got into his throat, and seemed to choke him; he could not
-speak.
-
-“You don’t say anything,” said Rita, with again a little tone of
-complaint. “Do you think that is kind, or fair? You rouse my
-expectations, and then you never say another word. I have thought of it
-all this time, and always wondered if you would ever tell me. How could
-Mr. Oliver manage to take me to England without danger? that is what I
-have always been saying to myself. What, Mr. Oliver! won’t you say a
-word?”
-
-Here there burst a cry from Harry’s breast. “Don’t torture me,” he said;
-then collecting all his strength, “It was my presumption. I thought only
-that to take--the most precious care of you----”
-
-His voice shook, and at last his little torturer felt that she had got
-almost to the end of his powers.
-
-“That is a very pretty way of saying it, Mr. Oliver; precious care; it
-is not slang, is it? I am sure you would be kind--very, very kind.”
-
-“Oh, _kind_!” cried poor Harry, grasping unconsciously the white
-curtains that kept blowing between him and her, in his strong, hot
-hands.
-
-“Don’t you like the word? I think it is such a nice word. There is
-nothing like it in Italian, and you can apply it so widely. You can be
-kind to a horse or a dog; and then to children, and sick people and poor
-people; and then--to everybody--me. You have always been, ever since I
-knew you, very kind to me.”
-
-“Don’t say so--don’t say so--not that word,” Harry cried.
-
-“But there is no other word half so good. Other words express other
-feelings; kind means, just kind. There is nothing else expresses it.
-English is a wonderfully fine language. It is so strong and so
-trustworthy. You feel as if you could believe it, every word. Mr.
-Oliver,” said Rita, in her little, soft, insinuating voice, “did you
-really, really believe that--that I might go to England, if--someone
-were to take care of me, such care as you call precious; but, then, who
-would do that? not papa, for he is so frightened. No one I know.”
-
-“Miss Bonamy, I must say good night,” said Harry, very shortly, taking
-himself out of the floating curtain, almost tearing it down in his
-agitation.
-
-“Good night! before papa comes back? Oh, but that would be _un_kind.
-Don’t. Why should you run off in such a hurry in the very middle of our
-talk?”
-
-“Because,” he said, with the crushed curtain like a wisp in his hands,
-“I can’t stay--I mustn’t stay. Forgive me, and, if you will, excuse me:
-and--good night!”
-
-He was rushing away, when she put out her hand. He saw that, though
-there was so little light. He could not refuse to shake hands with her;
-and instead of leaving the pressure to him, she took hold of his hand
-for a second, lightly but firmly detaining him. “Mr. Oliver,” she said,
-with that little plaintive tone, “you should not run away.”
-
-Harry was hoarse with agitation and distress. That soft, light touch of
-detention made him wild. “I must fly,” he said, “fly! Do you think I
-want to go? I must fly, and come no more.”
-
-And he turned and disappeared like an arrow, as swift, but not so
-noiselessly, stumbling through the dark room. She lay back in her chair
-and listened to him all the way rushing down the stairs, shutting the
-great door with a clang. Then his steps were audible along the street
-hurrying away. The very foot, Rita thought, spoke English among the
-other footsteps. She seemed to hear them ever so far off, hurrying,
-flying. She was a spoiled child. She had not succeeded in her wicked
-attempt, and some other feeling mingled with the childish disappointment
-which provoked and mortified her. When the Vice-Consul came back, not
-without a great deal of anxiety in his mind, he found her still sitting
-there, crying as if her perverse heart would break. It gave him a
-mingled sense of fright and relief to see that there was no one else in
-the room; but when he found that Rita was crying, his foolish, fatherly
-heart was melted altogether. He hurried across the half-lighted room.
-“What is the matter, my darling, what is the matter? Where is Oliver? Is
-it his fault?” he said.
-
-“Papa,” cried Rita, with sobs, “do not speak to me of Mr. Oliver; he is
-a clod, he is a stone. It is not a bit true what you told me of him. He
-must have been laughing at you--or perhaps at me. It is not a bit true.”
-
-“What is it that is not true? My pet, this young fellow has been saying
-something to vex you? Bless my heart! he shall go to-morrow if he has
-broken his word and said anything to annoy you.”
-
-And the Vice-Consul, very wroth, drew a chair to the side of Rita’s, and
-put his arm round her, soothing her with soft words and caresses, and
-launching thunderbolts of anger at the supposed culprit. Rita cried
-softly for some time on her father’s shoulder. Then she interrupted him,
-putting her hand upon his mouth.
-
-“Papa, don’t; you don’t know. What provokes me is different. It is not
-because he said anything. Listen,” said Rita, putting her lips to his
-ear; “I _know_ it is not true what he said to you. It can’t be true,
-because I have tried him and tried him, and he _won’t_ say anything. He
-has no feeling at all in him, and it cannot be true.”
-
-“Rita! Rita! what are you saying?” Mr. Bonamy cried.
-
-The horror in his voice brought her to herself. She sat up suddenly,
-drying her eyes. “Well, papa, it is your fault. You gave me a puzzle to
-make out. I thought it would be fun; but it is not fun. As for Mr.
-Oliver, he is just an excellent, trustworthy Englishman. You need not
-fear that he will ever be carried away. As for feeling, I don’t think he
-knows what it is. He is English--English all over.” She clapped her
-hands together to give emphasis to her sentence, like a true Italian,
-which by turns she was.
-
-“Yes, he is English--very English. I thought you liked everything that
-was English,” the surprised father said.
-
-“And so I do; but what does it matter if you will never, never let me go
-to England? Take me to England, papa!”
-
-“My darling! when you know what my feeling is on that subject--anything
-but that, Rita; ask me anything but that.”
-
-“Well,” she replied, “Mr. Oliver said there would be no difficulty about
-it; he said he would take the most precious care of me. Is that slang,
-papa?”
-
-“Slang? bless my heart, it sounds like something quite different to me,”
-cried the Vice-Consul, frowning. But Rita once more put her hand upon
-his mouth.
-
-“You know better than I do,” she said, demurely. “I could not be sure
-which it was; but you may make yourself quite comfortable, papa, for Mr.
-Oliver is very conscientious, and never said a word. I begin,” she said
-pensively, “to understand English now.”
-
-“Rita, I think you must be taking leave of your senses. You begin to
-understand English! your own language!”
-
-She nodded her head a great many times in reply.
-
-“Yes, I begin to understand it,” she said. And this was all he could get
-out of her. She began presently to talk upon other subjects, and kept
-him amused all the rest of the evening, and Harry was not mentioned
-again between them.
-
-But Harry himself, poor fellow, went home like the wind, or rather like
-a straw blown before the wind; hastening, without any apparent movement
-of his own, to the bare rooms which were his only refuge. He arrived
-there panting like a man pursued, and shut his door as if it were a
-fence between him and his pursuers. He could not have explained to
-himself why he did this, for Rita, though she had certainly assailed
-him, had not come after him through the streets, as by his appearance
-one might have thought she had done, forcing him to his best speed. But
-when he sat down and thought it all over, though Harry was excited to
-the highest degree, it could scarcely be said of him that he was
-unhappy. He was breathless with the excitement of his escape. He said to
-himself that he must not go again; that he would not run such risks
-again, that another time he must betray himself; but all the time,
-underneath everything, he had the consciousness that his very flight had
-told his story as effectually as words could have done it, and that she
-could not now be at any loss to know what was the moving spring of all
-his recent life. He felt that she had suspected him all these days. He
-knew that she had meant to surprise his secret somehow, whether in
-simple love of mischief and curiosity, or whether with some other
-motive, who could tell? but certainly this was what she had been doing:
-and there dawned upon him a light of something which was not exactly
-hope, but which yet warmed and brightened his horizon, and made the
-whole world somehow a better, a less heavy and tedious place. He did not
-say even to himself that anything definite was in his hope; what he said
-was that he could not go back, that he would run no more risks, that,
-whatever might be said to him on the subject, his policy was to keep
-away. But this had no such tragic meaning to him as it had on the
-previous occasion, when his life had been cut off in half, and his
-heart, he thought, rent in twain. If he was ever made to go back
-again--a thought which made Harry’s heart jump, but which he did not
-feel, as before, was impossible--then it would not be to hold his
-tongue. And whatever happened there was one thing which he could not be
-doubtful about. He had saved his honour, hard as had been the trial, and
-yet she _knew_. She could not, he was sure, either mistake him or ignore
-him any longer. Reject him, yes; allow him to languish far from her,
-which would be the kindest thing, unless---- but certainly now she knew.
-
-And then a week or more elapsed. After the first twenty-four hours Harry
-began to have heats and chills, wondering if he would be forbidden to go
-again. He did not intend to go, but yet to be sent away is different;
-and he awaited a summons to the Vice-Consul with feelings of alarm. But
-though he was constantly summoned to the Vice-Consul’s presence, he
-heard nothing upon this all-interesting subject. Mr. Bonamy looked
-coldly upon him for the first day, but said nothing save about business.
-And afterwards Harry went on just as before. Rita’s “night” came round,
-but Harry did not go. He dressed himself as if he were going, and got
-rid of Paolo, who had been greatly disappointed by the total absence of
-confidence in him which his friend showed. Naturally, after his
-exertions on Harry’s behalf, the offer of the ring and the studs, the
-purchase of the flower and the eau-de-cologne, Paolo had felt that he
-had a right to hear all that had taken place, and how the lady had been
-won, which he did not think would be a difficult matter. The idea that
-his friend could be called back without the lady being won, did not
-occur to his swift Italian mind. And after that critical moment when he
-linked his arm in Harry’s, and led him eagerly off to the quietest
-promenade he could think of, to hear all about it, Paolo had treated
-Harry’s indignant denial that there was anything to tell with the
-contempt it deserved. “Nothing?” he had said, with an astonishment
-almost beyond speech. “Nothing? But that means that you do not wish to
-tell me--that you will not give your confidence to me.” When Harry
-disclaimed this, Paolo had only shook his head. “I see that you have not
-trust in me,” he said, and he had retired in his turn for a few days
-from his friend’s society, and a little coolness and momentary
-estrangement had ensued.
-
-But some time had elapsed since then, and one of those reconciliations
-of which Harry was afraid had followed, and Paolo’s interest was warmer
-than ever. He watched his friend’s looks and noted every visit he paid,
-so that it required nothing less than the effort of dressing and setting
-out for the Vice-Consul’s to shake himself free from Paolo’s society and
-remarks. Harry went to the very street, to the opposite side, to watch
-the windows, and to get a glimpse if he could of the little white
-figure, which was the central point in the world to him. But long before
-the usual hour the party broke up, and Harry was surprised by a sudden
-outpouring of groups of people in evening dresses--ladies with scarfs
-thrown over their heads, and satin slippers, not adapted for the rough
-pavement. Some of these groups, departing guests, perceived him, before
-he was aware. “Oh! are you going to the Bonamys?” said a lady; “don’t
-go; the Vice-Consul has been taken ill; he has had a fit or something.
-You may see how early we are coming away.” The whole street was soon
-full of a babble of voices, all talking of this. The Vice-Consul had
-been suddenly taken ill; he had fainted in the midst of the assembly,
-and the doctor had been sent for in haste. When Harry looked up at the
-windows they were all deserted--the lights still burning, the white
-curtains faintly swaying about, but the rooms entirely empty. In a
-moment all had become miserable and neglected. Life had ebbed out of the
-room, and left everything cold and silent. He felt with a chill at his
-heart as if death had come in instead to fill up the vacant place; he
-went to the door to inquire about his kind patron, his trustful master,
-his fatherly friend, with a heart out of which all the previous thoughts
-had departed for the moment. He thought of Rita, indeed, with instant
-anxiety; but yet her father was foremost in his mind. “Very bad, sir,”
-the servant said, who was an Englishman, “very bad,” holding the door
-wide open as he said so; and Harry went in in his evening clothes,
-looking as if he had meant to go to the party. He was a little scared
-afterwards to think that Rita never could know that he did not mean to
-come to the party. He went upstairs into the empty drawing-room; there
-were a few signs of hasty disturbance about it, evidences of the sudden
-interruption; a card-table set out with all the cards as they had been
-dealt round it; groups of chairs standing together, and a tray of ices
-on a side-table. Such a forsaken room always raises an infinite crowd of
-suggestions. It is such a lesson upon the dangers and changes of life as
-no sermon can read. Harry stood in the midst of it, feeling as if he had
-seen the writing on the wall which startled the ancient king in the
-midst of his revel. It had been an innocent revel--nothing in it to
-offend earth or heaven; but the touch of a sudden calamity makes even
-the most innocent pleasure-making seem vain. He stood there feeling as
-if on the edge of a tomb, hearing in the distance muffled yet hasty
-steps running to and fro, and all the excitement of a sudden illness.
-And he had plenty of time to indulge these thoughts, for nobody came
-near the room for, he thought, hours; though, of course, this was a
-mistaken estimate of the time that really passed. At last Harry heard
-measured steps and voices coming downstairs, and hurrying to the door
-found the English doctor in company with one of the ladies of the
-English community who had known Rita all her life. They told him that
-the Vice-Consul’s attack was a very serious one, that he was still
-unconscious, and that no one as yet could say how it would turn. “I have
-told him for some time he ought to go away. He was struggling foolishly,
-when he ought to have given in as so many people do.” “And poor little
-Rita, what is to become of her?” the lady said.
-
-Harry stood with his heart in his mouth, ready for any service. Alas!
-what can a young man do in such a case? An old woman is of more use. He
-was sent off, however, to fetch a nurse, and to get various articles
-that were necessary, and this gave him occupation. He was about the
-house all the night, hearing with faint pleasure that Rita would not
-leave her father’s bedside, and glad to share her vigil. He would have
-liked to be there too to help, not caring what he did. The Vice-Consul
-was very ill for many days, during which time Harry threw himself into
-the business of the office, and worked like a slave. He thought neither
-of reward nor of the manner in which his behaviour was being
-contemplated by the little community around, all as much interested as
-the population of a village, though they formed an important part of a
-large and busy town. He thought nothing of all this; his new life
-absorbed him so that he had no faculty or thought that was free for
-anything else. He did not seem to require either rest or regular meals,
-but took up Mr. Bonamy’s work during the day, and ran about on any
-errand of the sick-room all the night.
-
-And at last the patient began to get better. The seizure had been a very
-bad one, but he mended, and was at last able to be removed. He was too
-confused even then to know what was being done for him, or to realise
-the state into which his work must have got but for the strenuous and
-anxious deputyship of his clerk. He was taken away even without
-knowing, without being able to say a word to Harry. But Rita, who had so
-tortured him, who even in the midst of her watch had heard without
-knowing it how Harry had taken her father’s place, and how he had made
-himself the servant of the house, did not leave him without a token of
-her gratitude. One day, while he was sitting absorbed in business, but
-not able to keep himself from thinking now and then wistfully whether he
-should see either of them before they went away, there came a soft
-little knock at the door of communication by which the Vice-Consul had
-introduced him first into his house. Harry was at Mr. Bonamy’s own
-table, taking his place, and feeling himself already so much at home in
-the work that the appeals which he had dreaded at first no longer
-affected him. But when he heard this knock his whole frame quivered. He
-did not know what to expect. He got up trembling from his chair, and
-opened the door. In the passage stood Rita, very worn and pale, with
-dark lines round the eyes that seemed to fill up all her face. She had
-scarcely left her father’s bedside, he had heard, watching over him
-night and day. Her slight little figure, always so slim and girlish,
-seemed to have shrunk to nothing. There was not a trace of colour in her
-face. “Miss Bonamy!” he said, with a sharp tone of surprise, though he
-was not surprised; the moment he had heard the knock he had been aware
-that Rita, and no other, must have made that appeal. The touch on the
-door had conveyed a plaintive sound to him like her voice. She smiled,
-but did not say anything. Her eyes filled suddenly with tears, and the
-soft lines of her mouth quivered. She came into the office, where he
-stood gazing at her, and held out to him both her hands, smiling up in
-his face like a child. “I have come to thank you,” she said, at last,
-the two big tears dropping like drops of rain in a thunder shower, “for
-all your--kindness.” She paused a little before that last word, and
-through the tears, through the angelical, pathetic smile, which wrung
-poor Harry’s heart, there came something that was like a ghost of
-mischief. She remembered their last conversation, though so much had
-happened since, and could not refrain, though her heart was moved to its
-depths, from throwing this ghost of a malicious shaft at him. Somehow
-the effect upon Harry was of a different kind from before. Perhaps he
-felt that he had now a standing-ground which no one could undervalue or
-take from him. At all events he kept her hands in his, and looked at her
-with a gaze under which her eyes swerved. “It was not kindness,” he
-said.
-
-Rita drew back a step, though her hands were held fast. Her eyes
-drooped, she could not meet his, though Harry’s eyes were insignificant
-English eyes in comparison with those great dreamy lights that shone out
-of her little pale face. Then she gave one sudden glance at him,
-wavering and trembling. “I know it was not,” said Rita, with a great
-effort to steady her voice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-THE VICE-CONSUL’S RESOLUTION.
-
-
-The Bonamys had a little country-house near the sea, one of those grey
-houses, with its vineyard and its fields, which are so common in Italy,
-so homely, having so little of the picturesque grace which is suggested
-by everything Italian to our minds. The rooms were large and sparely
-furnished, one of them, the only pleasant one, opening upon a terrace
-which overlooked the sea. Here the Vice-Consul was brought, and laid
-upon a couch in the long warm days, after the sun had gone off the
-house, to breathe in the pleasant saltness, and refresh himself with
-that profound Mediterranean blue which is like nothing else. At first he
-was able for no mental, and not much physical, effort, but by degrees
-life came back to him; and with the earliest gleams of revival came the
-recollection of all that had dropped out of his hands, his work, the
-office, all that had depended upon him. When this first crisis came,
-which had been much dreaded by the doctors, Rita had to meet it alone.
-It came in a moment, after a day of listless enjoyment. There had been
-some cool breezes, and a little breath of more vigorous life had got
-into his relaxed and feeble frame. He had fallen asleep in the
-afternoon, his daughter sitting by him. All was tranquil round about, as
-became the surroundings of a convalescent, the air breathing softly, the
-violent sun, which is in Italy an enemy of the feeble, happily gone out
-of sight, the sea sounding softly upon the rocks, the cicala shrill in
-the trees. It was the only sharp note in all that quiet, but Rita, for
-one, no more knew of the existence of a country landscape without the
-shrill tones of the cicala, than an English girl could realise one
-without the birds. There were no great trees about, nothing but those
-which were useful according to the frugal custom of wealthy Tuscany,
-where everything is expected to bear fruit. The lattice-work overhead
-was partly covered with a vine, which made a green roof over one part
-of it; but the sick man wanted all the air he could get, so he was not
-below the pergola, but in the open part, the soft breeze blowing freely
-about him. He lay with his fine head turned towards the sea, a beard,
-the growth of his illness, softening the gauntness of the lower part of
-his face, sleeping with that utter _abandon_ of weakness which seems to
-restore something of the charm of childhood to the sick. Rita sat by,
-with a book in her hands which she was not reading. It would be hard to
-tell what she was doing; not thinking either;--scenes in the past,
-scenes in the future, were gliding through her dreamy mind. Which was
-most real she could not tell. She was standing on the edge of fate, not
-knowing what a day or a moment might bring forth. All the world had
-paused with her in that suspense which was sweet. She did not want to be
-done with it or to shorten it, or to make anything advance a step
-faster; indeed she did not know what it was that was going to come. But
-_it_ would not end there, she said sometimes to herself; it was
-impossible that it could end there; one thing or another must come of
-it. But what it was she wanted to come of it, Rita, even to herself,
-would not venture to say.
-
-When all at once, everything being so quiet, the Vice-Consul suddenly
-woke up. He opened his eyes with more energy than usual, and made a
-little movement to rise, with an impulse of active life, such as he had
-not shown before.
-
-“Ah, you are there, my pet,” he said. “I was dreaming that we were at
-home; that there had been despatches. I fear I have been sadly idle. How
-long have I been ill? It is too early for us to be here.”
-
-“No, papa,” said Rita, alarmed. “Oh, not at all too early--at this time
-we are always here.”
-
-He raised himself on his arm, and a startled look came upon his face.
-
-“How long have I been ill?” he said.
-
-“Never mind, papa--a--good while. You are not to think of that; but to
-get better, and not to trouble yourself.”
-
-“That is nonsense, my dear; there is the office that must be thought of;
-if you knew the arrears that accumulate even in a few days. I seem to
-have lost count of time; oddly enough. I can’t remember anything. How
-many--days is it?”
-
-His eyes opened wide, his under lip quivered a little, and a flush of
-weakness and excitement came upon his cheek. Rita threw down her book
-and came hastily to his side, kneeling down by the sofa.
-
-“Papa! you must not be anxious; you must not ask any questions yet. This
-I can tell you, there are no arrears. Mr. Oliver has got the charge of
-everything, and he is doing it all so well, so well, Mr. Henderson told
-me. He said, ‘If it was not so heart-breaking to miss his dear face,’
-and here Rita gave her father a sudden kiss to conceal, and at the same
-time to express, her own agitation, ‘one could scarcely see the
-difference. Mr. Oliver has behaved like--nobody ever behaved so well.’”
-
-“Bless my soul!” said Mr. Bonamy, putting up his hand to stroke his
-daughter’s face, “here is enthusiasm! I did not know you thought so much
-of Oliver.” Then it suddenly occurred to him to look at that hand. He
-held it up and contemplated it, at first with amusement, afterwards with
-a little alarm. “Here is a poor old claw,” he said, “that looks like----
-why, Rita, it looks like a very bad bout; it looks like a--long illness.
-Good heavens! am I deceiving myself. How long have I been ill?” this he
-said in a very peremptory tone.
-
-“Papa,” Rita said, putting her arms around him, “Mr. Oliver has managed
-everything, there is nothing to trouble yourself about. Mr. Henderson
-said so, and so did the man from Florence--that man, I forget his name.”
-
-A look of anguish came upon Mr. Bonamy’s face. To come under the
-reproof, or subject himself to the interference of the Consul-General at
-Florence, had always been the terror of his official life. He had kept
-the danger at bay hitherto, acting with great independence, and being
-permitted to do so in an astonishing way; but he had known, or thought
-he knew, that they were ready to pounce upon him at the first
-opportunity. The idea of a man from Florence was bitter to him beyond
-conception. A dark colour came over his face, a sort of purple hue,
-which made Rita wild with terror.
-
-“What--what--what?” he cried, stammering. Rita thought he was going to
-have another fit; she called out for Benedetta, Benedetta! and with
-anxious hands, caressing, yet half forcing him back upon his pillows,
-began to fan him with a great fan which lay on his sofa. He allowed her
-to lay him down, and perhaps the sight of her anxiety moved him to exert
-all his powers of self-control. He subdued the rising confusion of
-passionate mortification within him; in which effort he was helped by
-his weakness, which made any great convulsion of feeling impossible.
-By-and-bye he looked up at her with a half-smile. Benedetta had come at
-her call, and was bringing water and vinegar, and bandages of linen to
-put on his head. He waved all these appliances away with his hand.
-
-“Don’t be afraid, I am not going to be--worse,” he said feebly. “I may
-be bad enough, but not worse. When did the man from Florence come? Tell
-me everything now.”
-
-Then Rita, hesitating and faltering, told him the story of his illness,
-and all the long history burst confusedly upon his brain. He had thought
-he had been a few days, perhaps a week ill, and he had been six weeks.
-He had been preparing himself for a great deal to do when he should get
-well, and he found himself replaced, put aside. There were points in the
-story which consoled him. It was no man from Florence who had been doing
-his work--that was a wonderful comfort--but his own friend, the young
-fellow whom he had taken up and been kind to, who was the creature of
-his bounty. The Consul-General had not found a word to say; he had
-approved, and sanctioned, and authorised everything, and the character
-of Mr. Bonamy’s work had been kept up. He lay still and kept himself
-quiet, and listened to every word. Benedetta, who did not understand the
-English, stood by with all her appliances, her cold compresses, her
-bandages, the soft white folds of linen in which his hot forehead was to
-be bound. But the patient eluded her. He kept himself quiet in spite of
-all temptations.
-
-“You can send her away, Rita,” he said. “What are you frightened for? I
-must have known sooner or later. It is far better that I should know. I
-have been surrounded by friends, everybody has been good to me; and if
-you have no objection, my darling, I should like to see Oliver here.”
-
-“I don’t know,” said Rita, “why you should think I could have any
-objection to--anything you wished, papa.”
-
-There was almost a glow of amusement in the Consul’s eyes. “My dear, you
-are very dutiful,” he said. And then the time came when he had to be
-carried back again in his couch indoors before the hour of sunset, which
-is feared throughout Italy, and to have his invalid meal brought to him.
-The evening was marked by a great event, for that night the Vice-Consul
-walked to bed, which was a thing which never had happened before. And
-from this time Mr. Bonamy began to accustom himself to all that had
-happened, and when the doctor came he extracted from him the full
-history of his illness, which interested him very greatly, and gave him
-something to think about. It was not unnatural that he should be
-startled. “It is a thing that is sure to recur again?” he asked.
-
-“Well, we do not say that anything is sure to recur again. We say that,
-given the same disposition, the same symptoms might reappear.”
-
-“And the third time kills?” the Vice-Consul said.
-
-“My dear Bonamy, that again is not a thing we say. Every repetition of
-course weakens the patient,” said the judicious doctor.
-
-The sick man laughed, but when he was alone his countenance was very
-grave. He lay and reflected upon everything, and thought how lonely his
-child would be when he was taken from her. She had some relations, but
-his anxiety to keep her from going to England had made him negligent of
-his own family at home; and he had something to leave her; he had not
-left his child altogether without provision. But what a change it would
-be to Rita, from the house where she was queen, where everybody
-worshipped and served her, where everything she said was reckoned wiser,
-and everything she did more wonderful, than any other sayings or doings,
-to be a semi-dependant in the house of her Aunt Ersilia, or some other
-of the Italian kindred, with their different ways! This thought filled
-Mr. Bonamy’s mind as he lay in the long unoccupied hours of his
-convalescence with his face turned to the blue Italian sea. Two days
-after he made a request to his child. “Will you write a note to Oliver,”
-he said, “and ask him to come and see me? But not if you have any
-objection.” He watched her intently, and he saw a quick, faint colour
-flash over her face.
-
-“Why should I have any objection? I told you I had not any, papa; and if
-I had what would it matter?” she said.
-
-“It would matter a great deal to me. But you do not dislike poor Oliver,
-Rita?”
-
-“Dislike him! Do you think I am made of stone? He has done everything,
-_everything_, while you have been ill. I should be a demon if I did
-not--if I disliked him as you say.”
-
-“But there is a great difference,” said the Vice-Consul, “between
-dislike and--I don’t know, my pet, what word to use.”
-
-“Yes, there is a great difference,” she said, demurely; and having her
-paper neatly arranged before her, she proceeded to write the note which
-follows:--
-
- “Dear Mr. Oliver,
-
- “Papa is a great deal better. He thinks he would like to see you on
- Sunday if you would be so good as to come out here. He has been
- very much touched to hear of all you have been doing for him. And
- so am I. He wants to know all about it, and to thank you. But do
- not think you will be troubled with any thanks from me, for I know
- that you do not mean to be kind to us, though on the outside it
- looks like it.
-
- “Truly yours,
- “MARGHERITA BONAMY.”
-
-Here was once more her malice, which she could not put out of the
-question between them. She was glad that her father did not ask to see
-her note, and she put it up and sent it away with a little quickening of
-all her pulses. Sunday was the next day, but she felt sure enough that
-Harry would let no engagement prevent him accepting this invitation.
-They sat in silence for some time after that letter was despatched. Rita
-felt her whole life quickened, her horizon wider, the day of more
-importance, the passing moments more weighty. She sat quite silent, her
-mind being full of so many thoughts. At last the Vice-Consul spoke, as
-if no pause had occurred. “Notwithstanding,” he said, “you know Oliver
-is not clever, Rita; that must be taken into account.”
-
-On this Rita, not perceiving that she betrayed the strain of her own
-thoughts by receiving the remark without surprise, answered, with a
-little sigh of regret, “No, he is not clever; but perhaps there are some
-things that are better than being clever,” she added, in a doubtful
-tone.
-
-Mr. Bonamy laughed a little, faintly. “Are you coming to see that?” he
-said.
-
-“I don’t know if I am coming to see it, papa. I think I always saw it.
-One does not think much whether the people one cares for are clever or
-not.” Then perceiving the inference which might be drawn from her words,
-Rita blushed wildly, and turned suddenly upon her father defiant eyes.
-But he did not make any remark, half because he was weak, half because
-of a mingled pang of satisfaction and pain to think that “the people she
-cared for” now included other relations than those of the earliest stage
-in life. A father, perhaps, feels it more than a mother when his
-daughter’s heart goes away from him to another man: there is a keener
-jealousy in it, a sharper sense of contrast. He had concentrated all his
-happiness in his child; and, lo! in a moment there appeared a stranger
-in her life who would be more to her than he was. The first shock of
-this discovery is always painful; and as he lay there bearing this and
-thinking over all that was before him, an infinite sadness came into the
-Vice-Consul’s smile. It was not only natural that this blossom of his
-life should detach itself from him, but it was well. To preside at and
-assist in the replacement of one’s self by another, preparing as it were
-the preliminary ceremonials of one’s own funeral, is a curious
-experience; but Mr. Bonamy felt, with a little melancholy that this was
-the thing which it now remained for him to do. He could not help making
-comparisons between himself and Harry. Harry was not clever; he was a
-good fellow who sat and gaped when the conversation took anything beyond
-a practical turn. Yes: he was a very good fellow; he had been a saviour
-in trouble; but yet--Mr. Bonamy smiled sadly at the idea of stepping
-down from his throne, and bidding Harry mount in his place; he could not
-promote him to his vice-consulship, but he could promote him to the
-throne of Rita, which was more. And it would be well--the best thing
-that could happen. Having once had an “attack,” which was how he put it
-euphemistically--a man was sure to have more; and the third kills.
-Therefore, how needful it was, how essential to have some one to care
-for Rita, somebody in whose hands he could leave her--when he died!
-“When I die”--these are words which it is hard to say without some faint
-shiver. When one is far off from all appearance of that conclusion, they
-may be easy; but when the preliminaries of the end have already taken
-place, and the clouds are gathering towards the great final tableau and
-termination, then the very cadence of them has something in it that
-gives a tingle to all the nerves. “When I die.” Mr. Bonamy was not much
-over fifty; he had not thought of anything of the kind. But here it was
-looking him in the face whether he would or not.
-
-Harry came at the summons without a moment’s delay. He brought a full
-report of all the business to lay before his chief. The Vice-Consul,
-notwithstanding his dreary thoughts, was making unmistakable progress.
-He was better every day. He was able to take an interest in all that his
-deputy had to tell him, and to feel the gratification which all the
-office had shared in baffling the man from Florence, and showing him a
-state of affairs with which no fault could be found.
-
-“I told him, Sir, that your business was always in too perfect order to
-break down with such a little trial. I showed him how we had only to
-follow your rule, and all was clear.” Mr. Bonamy laid his thin hand upon
-the young fellow’s shoulder, and patted it softly.
-
-“I wonder,” he said, “if you would say as much for me if I had no
-daughter?”
-
-“Yes,” said Harry, with the utmost energy; “don’t think, Sir, that I had
-any interested motive.” This pleased the Vice-Consul; and it pleased
-him too that Harry resented with scorn, and almost indignation, the idea
-that he might not return to his work, or that this illness of his was a
-break up, as in his heart Mr. Bonamy believed it to be. Harry knew
-nothing whatever about medicine, but his light-hearted certainty that
-his patron would be in the office again in October as well as ever, gave
-a cheer to the sick man’s failing heart, as shouts of encouragement from
-the shore, and the sight of all the eager assistants ready to help and
-watching every struggle, cheer a vessel which is trying to reach a
-dangerous harbour. There began to steal into his heart a feeling that,
-perhaps--after all. Notwithstanding he held by his first resolution. He
-had a long conversation with Harry, which had nothing to do with
-business. The young man never forgot that half hour’s talk, with the sea
-air blowing softly over all the sweetness of the garden, the cicala in
-the trees, the sound of the Mediterranean beyond. Harry thought that
-once or twice he saw in the dim room beyond a little white figure appear
-in the distance, opening a door, looking wistfully to see if the
-conference was nearly at an end, then disappearing again. And though the
-Vice-Consul was opening the gates of heaven to him, at that moment even
-Mr. Bonamy seemed tedious. The last time the apparition showed the
-Vice-Consul had gripped Harry’s hand with those long worn fingers, which
-he called claws, not without a certain justice. “And you must give me
-your word never to take her to England,” he was saying, in a low and
-earnest voice. But before Harry could reply, Rita, impatient, had come
-across the dim room indoors, and was standing in the window with a
-pucker in her forehead, and a tone of querulous impatience.
-
-“You ought to have had your beef-tea, and your champagne, and your
-tonic, and all your nourishments,” said Rita. “I have looked in a dozen
-times, but you were always so busy! What can you have to say to Mr.
-Oliver all this time? He ought not to keep you so long--when you know an
-invalid wants feeding constantly,” she said, turning with petulance to
-Harry. “How could you be so thoughtless, Mr. Oliver? that was not kind
-at all.”
-
-Harry did not reply anything to this tirade. He looked at her as if the
-mere sight of her was enough for him; as if nothing that could be said
-made any difference. As for Rita, she was not tranquil, but excited, and
-half angry. It was impossible to suppose that they had not been talking
-about her, and like many other people she objected mightily to being
-talked over. She came out and in with a nervous, irritable haste,
-bringing trays with food and medicine which she would permit no one to
-touch. Harry, when he offered his help, was driven from her with
-contumely, and even Benedetta, making her appearance behind, had the cup
-of jelly she carried snatched from her hands and was sent summarily
-away.
-
-“I will have no one serve papa but myself,” Rita said. Perhaps there was
-a little compunction in it. When the heat of devotion has cooled do not
-we sometimes add all manner of observances to make up outside for what
-is wanting within? She was nervously conscious of Harry’s presence, and
-aware of the approaching moment when he would insist upon speaking for
-himself. And now compunction had seized her capricious soul. She was
-angry with her lover because he had stolen her heart from its first
-owner. And she would fain have persuaded that first owner even in the
-act of betraying him that she was his entirely, and that everything
-which withdrew her from him was a pain and irritation to her. Harry,
-being simple, was deceived and greatly discouraged; but the Consul,
-having more insight, was never deceived.
-
-And in the evening the inevitable explanation came. It could not be
-delayed any longer. The _Curiosa Impertinente_ reaped the consequences
-of all her tricks, and all the trials to which she had subjected Harry.
-She fell into the pit which she had herself digged. She might even have
-been said to be at his mercy, but for his simple devotion, which thought
-of no vengeance, and her own spirit and pride, which would have carried
-her through any reprisals, and still might have turned the tables upon
-him: but in the evening, when the Consul had gone to bed, they wandered
-about the terrace under the soft Italian stars, and understood each
-other.
-
-“There is only one thing,” Rita said. “Nothing in the world shall induce
-me to call you Isaac. Choose another name, choose any name you please;
-but Isaac you are not going to be. What could tempt anybody to call a
-child Isaac? it is dreadful. Godfathers and godmothers ought to be
-within the reach of the law.”
-
-Then there suddenly seemed to encircle Harry for a moment the atmosphere
-of a very different place. Grey hills rose around him, the stars took a
-cold, yet a kinder sparkle; the blue depths of the sea faded away into a
-misty valley full of vapours.
-
-“When I was a child,” he said, “they called me Harry.” He did not make
-any further explanations, nor did he feel that any were necessary. For a
-moment he seemed to see his mother, with her two thin hands clasped
-together, and to hear her voice calling him: but this was but a phantom,
-a pale vision, a thing that had passed away for ever. Next moment he was
-back again in the warm Italian night, with the cicala chirping, and
-Rita, in a little burst of enthusiasm and pleasure, calling him by that
-familiar unrelinquished name.
-
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-<p class="c">HARRY JOSCELYN.<br /><br />
-&mdash;&mdash;<br /><br />
-VOL. II.</p>
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-<h1>HARRY JOSCELYN.</h1>
-
-<p class="c">BY<br />
-<br />
-<span class="lspc">MRS. OLIPHANT</span><br />
-<br />
-<small>AUTHOR OF<br /></small>
-<br /><span class="eng">
-“The Chronicles of Carlingford,”</span><br />
-<br />
-&amp;c., &amp;c.<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-IN THREE VOLUMES.<br />
-<br />
-VOL. II.<br />
-<br />
-<br />
-<span class="lspc">LONDON</span>:<br />
-HURST AND BLACKETT, PUBLISHERS,<br />
-13, GREAT MARLBOROUGH STREET.<br />
-1881.<br /><small>
-<i>All rights reserved.</i></small><br />
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_1" id="page_1">{1}</a></span>
-<br /><br /><br /><br />
-<big><span class="lspc">HARRY JOSCELYN.</span></big></p>
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-style="border:2px solid gray;margin:1em auto;max-width:60%;">
-<tr><td class="c">
-<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_II"> II., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_III"> III., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IV"> IV., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_V"> V., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VI"> VI., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VII"> VII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"> VIII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_IX"> IX., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_X"> X., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XI"> XI., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XII"> XII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"> XIII., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"> XIV., </a>
-<a href="#CHAPTER_XV"> XV.</a>
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-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I.<br /><br />
-<small>HARRY’S RESOLUTION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HERE is nothing that grows and strengthens with thinking of it like the
-sense of personal injury. Harry Joscelyn had been very angry when he
-left home; but he was not half so angry at that moment as when he looked
-out of the window of the railway carriage, as the train swept through
-the valley, and saw in the distance the village roofs, over which, had
-there been light enough, and had his eyes served him so far, he might
-have seen the White House seated, firm and defiant, upon the Fellside.
-And every mile that he travelled his wrath and indignation grew. When he
-reached Liverpool he had formed his purpose beyond the reach of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_2" id="page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span>
-argument, or anything that reason could say; and reason said very little
-in the general excitement of his being. He had been turned out of his
-home, he had been refused the money by which he thought he could have
-made his fortune. He felt himself cast off by everybody belonging to
-him. His mother had permitted that final outrage, he thought; for surely
-she could have found means of help if she had chosen to exert herself.
-His Uncle Henry had bought himself off, and got rid of a troublesome
-applicant by the gift of that twenty pounds. They were all against him.
-He thought of it and thought of it till they seemed to be all his
-enemies, and at last he came to believe that they were glad to get quit
-of him, to be done with him. This was the aspect under which he
-contemplated his relations with his family when he got to Liverpool; and
-the effect upon him was that of a settled disgust with all the ordinary
-habits of his life, and its fashion altogether. When he thought of
-returning to the office, to his former routine as clerk, the idea made
-him sick. It seemed to him that he could do anything, or go anywhere,
-rather than this. But though the impulse of abandoning all he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_3" id="page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> been
-or done hitherto was instantaneous, he could not quite settle in a
-moment, with the same rapidity, what he was to do, or be, in the future.
-He crossed to the other side of the great river with his little bag of
-“needments,” the linen Mrs. Eadie had bought for him and a few other
-indispensable things which he had himself procured, and lived in one of
-the villages there, which have now grown into towns, watching the ships
-go by, and leaving his mind open to any wandering impulse that might lay
-hold upon it. In these days the River Mersey was a great sight, as
-probably it is still. To the idle young man, accustomed to some share in
-the perpetual commotion of that coming and going, there was meaning in
-every one of the multitudinous ships that lay at anchor in the great
-stream, or glided out, full-sail, to the sea, or were poked and dragged
-away by a restless, toiling little slave of a steam-tug, carrying off
-its prey like one of the devils of the Inferno. He knew where they were
-going, and what they had to bring from afar, and all about their bills
-of lading and the passengers they carried. The river had not to him that
-grandeur of prose which becomes poetry, and fact which turns to romance,
-in less accustomed minds; but was only a huge<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_4" id="page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> highway, a big street
-full of crowds coming and going, over which he brooded, wondering where
-he should plunge into the tide of movement, and how take his first step
-out of the horizons which hitherto had bounded him. He did not say, as
-his mother might have done, “Oh, for the wings of a dove!” but he put
-that profound breath of human impatience into nineteenth century prose,
-and said to himself, “If I had but a steamboat, a yacht, anything to
-take me out of reach of all of them, where they will never hear of me
-again!” He was not rich enough, however, to hope for a yacht, so that
-all he could really do was to decide what “boat” he would go with, and
-whether he should turn his steps across the Atlantic, or choose another
-quarter of the world in which to become another man.</p>
-
-<p>He went to the office one day, as Philip Selby discovered, and asked for
-the amount of salary due to him, and purchased a few more necessary
-articles of clothing; and he wrote to the persons to whom he owed money,
-telling them that he was about to leave Liverpool, but would send them
-their money without fail within a certain period. He did not know how
-this was to be done, but he was resolute to do it, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_5" id="page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> he had no more
-doubt on the matter than he had that he should perfectly succeed in his
-plunge into the unknown. But after he had done this he remained for some
-days longer by the river-side with a self-contradictory impulse,
-watching the ships go by, and putting off the execution of his project.
-Where was he to go? To resolve to give up his own identity, to separate
-himself for ever from his family, and all his belongings, and all his
-antecedents, was easy; but to make up his mind which boat he was to go
-by, and whither he was to betake himself, was much more difficult.
-America was so hackneyed, he said to himself, with that fastidious
-impatience and disgust which is one of the characteristics of a sick
-soul: everybody goes to America; it would be the first idea that would
-occur to everyone; and this made him throw away that first suggestion
-angrily, as if it had been an offence; but if not to America, then
-where? He tossed about various names in his mind, satisfied with none,
-and when at last he made his decision, it was made in a moment, with the
-same kind of sick disgust and impatience as had made him reject the
-other ideas as they presented themselves. He was crossing the river to
-Liverpool, leaning<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_6" id="page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> over the side of the ferry steamboat lest anybody
-should see and recognize him, and in his own mind passing in review the
-advantages and disadvantages of all the ships he passed. The Mersey was
-very full and very bright, the sun shining, a brisk breeze blowing, the
-sky blue, the great estuary throwing up white edges of spray and leaping
-here and there against the bows of an out-going boat, in a manner which
-boded little comfort to unaccustomed sailors outside the shelter of its
-banks. The opposite shore was still clothed with trees beginning to grow
-green in the earliest tints of spring, and not unpleasantly mingled with
-the beginnings of docks and traces of mercantile invasion. Nature, as
-yet, had not given up her harmonizing power; the touches of colour on
-the masts, a national flag flying here and there, even the sailors’
-washing fluttering among the yards, was an addition to the brilliancy of
-the spring lights. The ferry-boat was full of people, though it was not
-the hour for business men to be moving about. The freight was a more
-varied one than that mass of black-coated figures which weighed it down
-to the water’s edge in the morning. But Harry turned his back upon them
-all, and looked over<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_7" id="page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> the side, watching in a dream the long trail of
-water which slid under the bows and was caught and churned by the
-paddle-wheel. The motion, as he watched it thus, soothed him, and took
-the place of thinking in his mind, carrying him vaguely, he knew not
-whither, just as he would fain have been carried beyond the ken of men.
-He was waiting the guidance of chance, not caring what became of him.
-Something caught his ear suddenly as the ferry-boat rustled along by the
-side of a long low steamer with raking masts and short funnels, which
-lay not far from the bank.</p>
-
-<p>“I wouldn’t go in that boat for the world,” some one said. The remark
-caught Harry’s ear, and roused him into mere wantonness of opposition.
-“Why?” he said to himself aloud. It did not matter whether it was said
-loud or low, nobody but himself could hear it as he leaned over the
-rushing water. “I’ll go.” He was in such a condition of perversity that
-this was all he wanted to fix his purpose.</p>
-
-<p>He landed on the Liverpool side, no longer languidly, but with the air
-of a man who has something to do, and went straight to examine the ship
-and ascertain where to apply for his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_8" id="page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> passage. She was bound for
-Leghorn. He went stepping briskly forth to the office of the agent, and
-then with a mixture of economy and gentility, still conscious of the
-importance of the family from which he was about to cut himself off,
-took a passage in what was called the second cabin.</p>
-
-<p>“What name?” said the clerk. What name? he had not considered this
-question. Should he give his own name, thus leaving a clue to anyone who
-chose to inquire? The doubt, the question was momentary: “Isaac Oliver,”
-he said, and looked the man in the face as if defying contradiction. But
-the clerk had no idea of contradicting him; as well Isaac Oliver as
-Harry Joscelyn to the stranger, who knew nothing about either. Five
-minutes after he could not tell what had put this name into his head;
-but his fate was decided, and beyond correction. He went home with a
-curious feeling in his mind, not sure whether it was amusement, or
-shame, or anger with himself and fate. It was all three together. He was
-himself no longer, he had thrown away his birthright. What had tempted
-him to take the name of Isaac Oliver he could not explain. He laughed,
-but his laugh was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_9" id="page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> not pleasant. He was annoyed and appalled and
-disgusted with himself, but he could not alter that now. All the evening
-he roamed about the riverbank, looking at the ships going out and in,
-and the little steamers rustling and fuming across the gleaming water,
-and all the many coloured symbols and ceaseless industry of the scene,
-with a strange sense of having lost himself, of having so to speak died
-in the middle of his life. He could not get over it. He was living in a
-little inn which had been turned into a sort of suburban tea-garden,
-instead of the little neat ale-house it once was. The weather was very
-fine and warm, though it was so early in the season, and every steamboat
-disgorged a crowd of visitors to sit under the half-open foliage of the
-trees, and in the damp little arbours. Harry avoided all these visitors
-in the fear of meeting some one who might know him. Harry! he was not
-Harry any longer. The mere giving of the false name had changed him. He
-did not know who he was. He was confused and confounded with the sudden
-difference. Had some one called out Harry Joscelyn quickly, he thought
-that it would no longer have occurred to him to answer. He was not Harry
-Joscelyn; and who was he? The name he had chosen, or<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_10" id="page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> which some
-malicious spirit had put into his head, seemed to float before him
-wherever he went. He shuffled in his walk unconsciously as he fled from
-himself along the margin of the great flood. What had he done? He had
-abandoned not only his own name and family, but his own condition, his
-place in life. Wherever he went, he would be known as a peasant, a
-common countryman, he thought, never thinking in his pre-occupation that
-the strangers among whom he was going knew just as much about Isaac
-Oliver as about Harry Joscelyn. The night grew dark, and the great river
-gleamed with a thousand sparkles of light like glowworms. Little
-vessels, each with a coloured lantern, went darting across and across,
-lights swung steadily with a sort of dreamy regular cadence from the
-stationary ships. The stars above were not more manifold than those
-little lamps below. The quiet of the night had hushed the sounds of the
-great city on the other side, and all the heavy hammers and the din of
-machinery: but still life was busy, coming and going, darting on a
-hundred messages; pilot boats steaming out to sea, little dark tugboats
-bringing back cargoes of souls out of the unknown. But Harry thought of
-nothing save of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_11" id="page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> the strange, unpremeditated step he had taken; that one
-incident filled all the earth to him; a momentary impulse, a deed that
-was scarcely his, and yet he felt that it would colour all his life. He
-stayed out till the passenger boats had stopped and all the visitors
-were gone. The little inn was shut up and dark, all but one little
-querulous candle sitting up for him, when he went home: home! he called
-this temporary refuge by that sacred name involuntarily&mdash;just such a
-home he now said bitterly, as he would have for the rest of his life.
-Fortunately next day the Leghorn boat was to sail, and his new start
-would be made without time to think about it any more.</p>
-
-<p>Isaac Oliver took possession of his berth next morning. He went on board
-early, and lounged about the deck all day. For the first time this
-morning it occurred to him that they might send after him, that his
-departure could not have passed altogether without notice among his
-friends. He had not thought of this before, but now it came upon him
-with some force. They would try to stop him at the last moment. The very
-name he had chosen would betray him, for who but Harry Joscelyn would
-call himself Isaac Oliver? He<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_12" id="page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> kept on the further side of the ship,
-leaning over the bulwarks, and watched everybody who went or came with
-jealous eyes. Tardy passengers came on board one after another, bringing
-luggage and new items of cargo and provisions; there was scarcely a
-moment without some arrival, and every one of them, Harry felt, must be
-for him. When at last the gangway was detached, the anchor weighed, the
-latest idler or porter put on shore, and the very screw in motion, he
-felt sure there must be some last attempt, some appeal from the quay.
-“Have you one of the name of Harry Joscelyn there?” he thought he could
-actually hear them calling; and saw the rapid examination of the list of
-passengers, and the shaking of heads of the captain and his immediate
-assistants, who were standing together high above all the others. When
-there could be no longer any doubt that the steamboat was off, and that
-no appeal of the kind had been made, a quick and hot sense of offence
-came over Harry. He had been alarmed by the idea of being identified and
-stopped at the outset of his voyage: but as soon as he was certain that
-he was to be allowed to proceed peaceably on that voyage, his heart
-burned within him with a sense<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_13" id="page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> of injury. Now it was indeed all ended
-and all over, his life, his name, everything to which he had been
-accustomed in the past. He went below to his berth, with a sense of
-complete abandonment and desolation which it would be impossible to
-describe. It appeared to him that until now he had only been playing
-with the idea, amusing himself with all the preparations for a change
-which would never really take place, which somehow would be stopped and
-prevented at the end. But nobody had put forth a finger to stop him, and
-now the end was accomplished and beyond all remedy. Up to the time he
-came on shipboard he had not thought of being stopped, but now he felt
-as if he had expected it all the time, and was grievously injured and
-heartlessly abandoned by all the world and by all his relations, not one
-of whom would lift a finger on his behalf. He went down to his shabby
-berth in the second cabin, and felt much disposed, like his mother, to
-turn his face to the wall. But, perhaps fortunately for Harry, the sea
-was rough, and when the vessel steamed out of the Mersey and felt the
-full commotion of the waves outside, he was sick, and not in a condition
-to care for anything.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_14" id="page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>In this way he lost the thread of his trouble for the first two days:
-and then novelty and excitement began to tell upon him, and he came
-altogether to himself. No, not to himself: he did not feel clear about
-who he was or what. He came to&mdash;Isaac Oliver, looking that new personage
-in the face with a bewildered awe of him and wonder at him. Isaac
-Oliver! who, he wondered vaguely, could he be? not a son of old Isaac,
-who had only little children&mdash;a nephew or a cousin, some off-shoot of
-the family, if the Olivers could be called a family, a suggestion at
-which he smiled in spite of himself. That must be who he was, the
-offspring of a race of peasants, no better blood, no other pretensions.
-The Joscelyns were a very different class of people, but he had given
-them up, he had shaken off all bonds between them and himself. “In for a
-penny, in for a pound,” he said to himself, setting his face to it with
-a smile, as the steamboat bore up along the Italian coast, and “the old
-miraculous mountains hove in sight.” Harry did not feel any special
-interest in Italy: he was of the class who never travel, and understand
-but little why one place should be more interesting than another. And,
-indeed, Leghorn does not sound<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_15" id="page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> like Italy to any traveller. What he
-knew of it was that it was a busy sea-port, where there were merchants’
-offices and a thriving trade. He did not interest himself much about
-anything else. He had his living to make, alone and unbefriended in a
-strange country: need was that he should collect himself and pluck up a
-heart and think what he was to do, now that he was so near the place of
-his destination&mdash;or, at least, not what he, but young Isaac Oliver, was
-to do. Would any merchant take him in without character, without
-introduction or testimonial? This thought was like a cold breath going
-through and through him, when he began to think. But he had still a
-little money in his pocket, and could afford to wait and look about him
-for a week or two. There is always something turning up in a busy place.
-And Harry, accustomed to occupation all his life, could not believe that
-he would ever starve where there was anything to do.</p>
-
-<p>They had touched at various other ports on the way, whose chief claims
-to be visited were such as Harry had little understanding of, and the
-eagerness of his fellow-passengers to get on shore and see these places
-had surprised him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_16" id="page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> For his own part, he did not see the fun of going to
-see a succession of churches and pictures. He had seen but few pictures
-in his life, and he had never been taught that they were of much
-importance. He had, indeed, privately, an honest contempt for such
-things, though he said little about it. He was disposed to ask, “What
-are you all staring at?” when he was brought face to face with an early
-Master, a thing which he would have banished into the darkest corner had
-it been his. But when he got into the harbour at Leghorn he began to
-feel himself once more <i>dans son assiette</i>. He knew what the docks
-meant, and appreciated the masts of the shipping better than if they had
-been the most delicate works of art. It was nothing to Liverpool, but it
-was something he could understand and felt at home with. He landed in
-better spirits than he had experienced for a very long time. He felt a
-moral certainty that he should “get on” here.</p>
-
-<p>But what a shock it was when the unaccustomed Englishman stepped first
-on shore, and found himself in the midst of a strange life, of which he
-did not understand even the first word! He knew very well, of course,
-that it was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_17" id="page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> foreign place, and that English was not spoken there; but
-he never had realized that it would be impossible by speaking loudly, or
-using a sort of broken English, or some other simple contrivance, to
-make the barbarous natives understand. Even an individual much better
-educated than poor Harry may be excused if the shock of that
-extraordinary solitude and isolation which surrounds him when he finds
-himself incapable of understanding a word of what is going on, is a
-surprise and irritation as well as a discomfort. He stood on the quay
-with his little portmanteau by him&mdash;after having been rowed over endless
-links of basins, all full of clear green sea-water, cut like a great
-jelly by the progress of the boat, to the landing-place&mdash;and stood there
-aghast, and, indeed, agape, hustled by the crowd, and with a grinning
-porter on each side of him making offers of incomprehensible service. He
-would not deliver himself over into the hands of any such harpies he was
-resolved, not even when they addressed him in a word or two of English,
-though the sound was as balm to his ears. He stood over his portmanteau
-and angrily pushed the facchini away, but at last got hold of a lad
-whose appearance pleased him, who was tidier<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_18" id="page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> than the rest. To him
-Harry said “Hotel?” in a sort of half-questioning, half-suggestive way;
-but this was not enough to get him clear of the officious crowd, who
-flew at him with names which conveyed no meaning to his ears. Harry felt
-like a man caught in a hailstorm as he was pelted with those big
-sonorous syllables. He grew furious with confusion and bewilderment. He
-had not been thought specially strong on the Fells, but here his
-North-country muscles told. He pushed away the crowd, who he thought
-were making a joke of him, and took up his own portmanteau. “The
-gentleman is all right,” said some one beside him; “you have no
-education, you are without manners, you others,” and somebody took off a
-hat and made a salutation, somebody who reached to about Harry’s elbow.
-It was civil, and the first part of the sentence had been said in
-English, so Harry, learning by experience, conquered his wrath, and was
-civil too. “Can I perhaps indicate a hotel?” this new personage said;
-“Mister is an English?” Harry stood still and looked down upon his new
-acquaintance, not quite clear as to the meaning of what he said. He was
-a little man, small and dainty, dressed with quaint care, with high
-shirt<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_19" id="page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span>-collars, and a large black cravat tied in a bow, and the most
-shining of black hats, which he took off when he spoke. He was
-olive-complexioned, with big, dark, soft Italian eyes. “Mister is an
-English?” he said; “by paternity I am an English, too. I will indicate a
-hotel if the gentleman chooses. It will deliver him from <i>la canaglia</i>,
-what you call this rabbel,” he added, with an ingratiating smile, and a
-great rattle of his <i>r’s</i>. It was mere good-nature, but Harry was by no
-means sure of this, and he knew that foreigners were deceivers. “Thanks,
-I won’t trouble you,” he said, abruptly, and lifting his portmanteau&mdash;it
-was not a big one&mdash;strode away. He felt angry and depressed, yet
-excited. The astonished look of the little man, who made him another
-bow, and replaced his hat with a shrug of his shoulders at the
-Englishman’s want of manners, added to his discomfiture. Perhaps he had
-made a fool of himself by refusing those good offices which were offered
-to him, Harry thought. Perhaps he would have been a bigger fool had he
-accepted. Perhaps they were all in a conspiracy to rob him. He strode on
-and on, somewhat ashamed of his own appearance with the portmanteau, as
-if he were too poor to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_20" id="page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> pay anyone to carry it, and thoroughly
-bewildered altogether amid the sounds and sights which he did not
-understand. But at the end he got into an inn where there was some one
-who spoke English, not such a usual accomplishment in these days as it
-is now; and where he got a room which was very strange of aspect to the
-untravelled young man. The half hour which he passed there, seated upon
-the odd little bed, with his portmanteau at his feet upon the tiled
-floor, all so strange, so desolate to Harry, was as terrible a moment as
-he had ever passed in his life. His very soul was discouraged, sunk low
-in his breast with a kind of physical drop and downfall. It was all he
-could do not to burst out crying in his forlornness and helplessness and
-solitude. What could he do in a place where he did not understand a
-word? In many cases novelty is delightful, but there are some in which
-it is the most dreadful of all depressing circumstances. Everything,
-from the dingy tiles under his feet, and the dark eating-room
-downstairs, with its unaccustomed smells, up to the blaze of the Italian
-noon, and the incomprehensible tongue that everybody spoke, weighed upon
-Harry. He covered his face with his hands, sitting there upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_21" id="page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> his bed.
-What evil fate had led him to this unknown place? What should he do
-without even a name that belonged to him, without a friend? A gasp came
-into his throat, and the hand that covered his eyes was wet. He felt
-himself bowed down to the very ground.</p>
-
-<p>After thus “giving way,” however, Harry braced himself up, and recovered
-at least the appearance of courage. He made the best toilette he could
-by the help of the small washing utensils, which were not so entirely
-abhorrent to English customs then as they are now&mdash;for baths were not
-very general, and washing-basins were but small, in the first quarter,
-if not the first half, of this century. And then he sallied forth
-refreshed&mdash;into a new world.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_22" id="page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II.<br /><br />
-<small>A NEW WORLD.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY strayed about the town during the afternoon, losing his way, and
-finding it again; but got back to the hotel before the important hour of
-dinner, of which the English-speaking waiter had informed him. He was
-less amused than depressed with all he saw. The perpetual talk that
-seemed to be going on around him&mdash;sharp, varied, high-pitched,
-incomprehensible&mdash;gave him at first a sense of offence, as if all these
-people were doing it on purpose in order to bewilder him, and afterwards
-a profound feeling of discouragement. He was not clever he was aware. He
-had never been very great at his school work, and how was he to
-accomplish the first preliminary, the very initial step of existence
-here,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_23" id="page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> the learning of the language, to which he had no clue, and of
-which he could not make out one word? It seemed to him as if years must
-elapse before he could master the very rudiments of the new tongue; and
-how was he to seek for work, or to get work to do, not knowing the very
-<small>A B C</small> of the life about him? Harry went doubling about the unfamiliar
-streets, looking with wistful eyes at every passer-by who had the look
-of an Englishman, and asking himself what he was to do. He did not seem
-to have any spirit left for the uphill work of learning a language.
-There rose up before him a vision of the exercises which he had once
-laboured at, daubing himself with ink, and of the verbs which he had got
-by heart overnight only to forget them in the morning. To think that he
-could not even ask his way! Wherever he strayed he looked at the people
-helplessly, as if he had been dumb, and anxiously examined all the
-street corners, without venturing to approach any shop, or lay himself
-open to any encounter. He was more fortunate than might have been
-expected in this point, for he found the right street corner at last,
-and the house, with its strange old courtyard, and the long dark <i>sala</i>
-which looked into it, and in which the guests<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_24" id="page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> were already gathering.
-The house had a good reputation, and the large room was nearly full.
-Harry, who had never seen anything of the kind before, saw the people
-take their places, each appropriating his own turned down chair, and
-half finished bottle of wine, and looked for his own place with a
-curious sense of the everyday character to the others of all these
-proceedings, which to him were so unusual. Yesterday, at the same hour,
-no doubt they had all been here, and last year, and as long as anybody
-could recollect, munching a slice from the long Italian loaf, the yard
-of bread which of itself astonished his simple-minded ignorance. To
-think that with such an air of routine and long establishment this
-dinner should have been happening methodically every day while he was
-pursuing his work at Liverpool, or taking his holiday at home. At home!
-The words sounded like a bitter sarcasm to the young man, who had no
-home&mdash;who had now no identity, no self to fall back upon, but had begun
-to exist, so to speak, only a few days ago. And to think this table,
-with all its soils and steams, should have been waiting for him all this
-time!</p>
-
-<p>“<span class="lftspc">’</span>Ere, Sarr, ’ere,” said the English-speaking<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_25" id="page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> waiter, his black eyes
-rolling in his head with pride and pleasure in this exhibition of his
-gift of languages. He was holding the back of a chair which had been
-carefully turned down, and was placed between a fat old Italian, with an
-enormous depth of double chin, and a small figure, which Harry
-recognised at once as that of the man who had spoken to him on the quay.
-“De gentelman speak English,” said the waiter, bowing with amiability
-and pleasure. Harry, it is to be feared, did not appreciate the
-exertions made in his behalf. The little stranger, on his side, was as
-smiling and bland as the attendant, delighted to make himself agreeable.
-They both thought it the most pleasant thing in the world to surprise
-the sulky and speechless Englishman with a companion to whom he could
-talk. “Mister have found his way after all to the Leone,” said his
-friend, “I wish myself joy of it. It is what I most did desire. He is
-the best hotel, the very best hotel in all Livorno. Most of the
-strangers, what we call forestieri, find their ways here. Mister will
-find himself very comfortable; the kitchen is excellent, and the
-chambers&mdash;the chambers!” here the little man spread out his hands with
-ecstatic admiration, “so clean, so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_26" id="page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> comfortable; everything an
-Englishman desire.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was cross, and he was suspicious. He thought the reappearance of
-his first acquaintance looked like a conspiracy, and that probably
-between the man and the waiter it was an understood thing that the
-Englishman, who was so ignorant, should be made to pay for his
-initiation into foreign ways. But he had no intention of being made to
-pay if he could possibly help it. He had not the slightest understanding
-of the waiter’s benevolent wish to make him comfortable, or the innocent
-satisfaction of the other, at once in showing off himself and his
-acquirements and showing kindness to a stranger. Harry did not realize
-the national character in both, which made them pleased to serve him,
-and anxiously on the watch for the look of pleasure which they
-anticipated as their reward. An English servant would have looked on
-with anticipations of another kind. He would have watched to see the
-stranger’s hand stealing into his pocket: and on this point no doubt
-Antonio had as sharp an eye as anyone; but his Italian soul, asked for
-something more; he wanted to see a glow of pleasure in the face of the
-person to whom he had just, as he thought, done a service. Harry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_27" id="page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>
-refused to pay in this wise. His countenance, somewhat dark before,
-settled down into a heavier gloom. He drew in his chair to the table
-roughly, losing part of his companion’s address: and he did not look at
-the young man who was talking to him, or give him any recompense for the
-effort he was making. After a while he made a remark, but it was not a
-very civil one. “Why do you call me Mister?” was what he said.</p>
-
-<p>The stranger looked at him, complacent still, but yet a trifle
-abashed&mdash;“Because,” he said, stroking a small moustache, and fixing his
-eyes upon Harry with a smiling yet deprecating glance, “I do not know
-the gentleman’s name.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even if you don’t know a fellow’s name,” said Harry, ruthless, “it
-isn’t English to say Mister. Mister is a title of contempt.” Here the
-horrified look of his new acquaintance made him pause. “I mean when it’s
-used alone without the name. Low people sometimes use it so&mdash;but nobody
-who speaks decent English,” Harry said. As he spoke the stranger’s olive
-countenance caught flame and grew crimson. He laughed an embarrassed,
-uncomfortable little laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“It is that I am mistaken,” he said; “I have not spoke English moch. The
-gentleman will pardon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_28" id="page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> my error. My name is Paolo Thompson,” he said,
-with a little wave of the hand, introducing himself.</p>
-
-<p>“You would like to know my name,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>The Italian-Englishman replied, not with any expression of offence, but
-with a smiling bow.</p>
-
-<p>“My name is&mdash;&mdash;” he made a pause. He looked at the interested
-countenance beside him, a sense of the ludicrous mingling with his
-suspicious distrust of all strangers and foreigners. What did it matter
-what he said to a little impostor like this? “Oliver,” he added, with a
-laugh. He almost thought the little fellow, though not an Englishman,
-must see the incongruity, the absurdity, of associating the name of
-Oliver with such a person as Harry Joscelyn. It suddenly became a
-practical joke to him, a masquerade which everyone must see through.</p>
-
-<p>“O&mdash;&mdash; livr,” said little Thompson, with a long emphasis upon the first
-letter, and a hurried slur over the rest; “that right? alright! Mister
-O&mdash;lvr.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not Mister,” said Harry, growing benevolent as he felt a little
-amusement steal over him, and he tried to give his new acquaintance the
-<i>nuance</i> of sound which divides the Mr. of English use<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_29" id="page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> and wont from
-the two distinct syllables of which Paolo was so fond. They grew friends
-over this attempt at unity of pronunciation, or rather Harry permitted
-himself to grow friendly, and to ask himself what harm this little
-foreigner could do him&mdash;a little hop o’ my thumb, whom he could lift in
-one hand. As he laughed over his new friend’s attempt to catch the
-difference of sound, his friendly feeling increased. He felt his
-superiority more and more, and in that superiority his suspicions melted
-away. As for little Paolo he took everything amiably. He had no
-objection to be laughed at.</p>
-
-<p>“You mean not bad,” he said, “I know; you mean not to make angry. Laugh,
-it is a way of us English. My father was an Englishman. I never know
-him; he was died before I am born; but I too am an English by origin. It
-is for that I have my place. I am Interpreter. I put what you say in
-Italian. I put what one would say to you in English. Thus I please to
-both,” said the little man with lively satisfaction; and he laughed when
-Harry laughed with genuine good faith. Perhaps it was the reaction from
-his past despondency which made Harry laugh so much, perhaps the little
-bravado of a stranger<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_30" id="page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> feeling himself gazed at and isolated among a
-crowd of people alien to him. He attracted the eyes of all the guests at
-the table-d’hôte especially of some Americans who had come in late, and
-one other Englishman who regarded him gloomily from the other end of the
-table, and concluded that his countryman was having too much to drink,
-but that it was not his business. Harry was not taking too much to
-drink; he was making wry faces at the sour Nostrali, which was the only
-wine provided without a special order. Harry did not understand any wine
-except Port and Sherry, and he despised the sour stuff of which he took
-one big gulp and no more; he did not know what else to order, and he did
-not like to mix up Paolo in his affairs so far as to ask his advice on
-this point. Paolo for his part was drinking a little of his wine in a
-tumblerful of water, not without some alarm lest the <i>eau rougie</i> should
-go to his head. He told Harry all his story as they sat together. His
-father had been an English clerk, sent out from England to an office in
-Leghorn, who had married an Italian girl, and died in the first year of
-their marriage. Paolo was very proud of that fine and aristocratic name
-of Thompson, of which there was a Lord<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_31" id="page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> and many Sirs, he informed Harry
-with great but smiling seriousness; his mother, though she had been so
-young, would never re-marry herself, though pressed on all sides to do
-so&mdash;such was her devotion to her youthful husband who was English, and
-to the romantic and euphonious name which he had left her. The young man
-grew every moment more friendly. Harry’s suspicions all floated away as
-he listened to the story, and laughed at the accent and grammar of his
-new acquaintance, who laughed too with perfect good-humour. Thompson&mdash;he
-was a fit associate for an Oliver, Harry said to himself, knowing
-nothing about any Oliver save Isaac whose name he had appropriated.
-After dinner was over Paolo proposed that they should go for a stroll;
-and though Harry had done nothing else but stroll all the afternoon with
-very small advantage, yet he was quite willing to begin again with the
-aid of his friend’s knowledge. It was less lonely than sitting in the
-dreadful little room of which Paolo had ventured to say that it was so
-comfortable, and exactly what an Englishman liked. Harry shuddered at
-the thought; he had never been used to sit in his bedroom, and he could
-not but feel it a sort of humiliation that he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_32" id="page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> had no other room to sit
-in. His new friend was a wonderful example of costume to the untrained
-taste of Harry. He wore trousers of a large check, but a black evening
-coat over them, a large shirt-front, a black ribbon at his neck tied in
-a bow, and varnished shoes. He was very well contented with his
-appearance. When he added an opera-hat to all this finery, the sensation
-in his little bosom of thorough self-content was very warm. Harry could
-not but laugh at the little exquisite, whose gorgeous apparel was so
-unlike anything he had ever seen.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know if I dare to walk out in my coloured clothes with such a
-swell as you are, Thompson,” he said. Paolo looked down upon himself
-delighted. He knew he was well-dressed.</p>
-
-<p>“You are all right,” he said, “an English, that covers all; but when one
-is only by origin, more must be done. Komm a-long.” He stretched up his
-hand, which he had just clothed in light kid, to Harry’s arm, who had no
-gloves, nor any other advantage. The Angelus was sounding from all the
-churches as they set out. Harry could not but wonder if there was an
-evening sermon, or if it was a series of prayer-meetings which were
-going on. He was much surprised that foreigners should have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_33" id="page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> such devout
-habits. It surprised him, too, to see how soon it got dark; but as it
-happened there was a brilliant moon which soon made the streets as light
-as day. And as soon as the sacred hour of sunset, the fatal hour which
-Italians dread, was over, the streets filled with a crowd which still
-more surprised Harry. Before all the cafés the pavements were
-crowded&mdash;not only men, but women, seated at the little tables enjoying
-the freshness of the lovely evening, and making such a hum and babble of
-talk as nothing but an unknown tongue can produce. A language which is
-familiar to us never sounds so like an uproar and tumult as one that is
-unintelligible. Harry’s first thought was that the people about him were
-all quarrelling; his second that this chatter was the riotous and
-boundless gaiety which he had always heard attributed to “foreigners;”
-but the scene amused him, though it was so unintelligible, and by and by
-a degree of toleration which years at home could not have conveyed to
-him, began to penetrate his mind. Perhaps after all it was only the
-different habits of these unknown people, and neither quarrelling nor
-riot. Sometimes one would jump up in the midst of a conversation as if
-impelled by a sudden outburst of fury, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_34" id="page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> address his friends,
-gesticulating wildly; but after Harry had taken the alarm, and sat ready
-to strike in if any harm happened, he noticed that the friends of the
-violent person took it quite calmly, turning upon him looks which were
-full of smiling placidity, and evidently fearing nothing. In the same
-way when two men were threading their way along the street together, one
-would suddenly drop the other’s arm, and standing still, discourse with
-every mark of excitement for a minute, then resume his friend’s arm and
-go on again as if there had been no interruption. An Englishman would
-have knocked down his adversary with much less demonstration. Harry felt
-himself obliged to pause too, and give an eye to these personages; and
-when he also sat down with his companion at one of the little tables,
-his attention to Paolo’s doubtful English was constantly interrupted by
-the same supposed need of watchfulness in case the party next to them
-should come to blows. But all the other people took it quite quietly, to
-Harry’s great surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“Why do these beggars jump up in that way and look as if they were going
-to knock some other fellow down?” Harry said at last.</p>
-
-<p>“Beggares?” said Paolo, looking round hastily;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_35" id="page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> and then, for he was a
-young man anxious to improve himself and quick of apprehension, he
-jumped at the Englishman’s meaning. “Ah! that is English for questi
-Signori, these gentlemen? beggares! capisco, capisco!” said Paolo,
-clapping his hands as at an excellent joke; “they do nothing but make a
-little conversation, what you call talk,&mdash;these beggares;” and he burst
-forth once more into a genial peal.</p>
-
-<p>Harry was half pleased to have achieved such a facile success, and half
-alarmed lest perhaps Paolo might be laughing at him. He said with a
-suppressed growl, “Conversation! do you call that conversation? I
-thought they were going to fly at each other’s throats.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, no&mdash;never fly at each other’s throats; they have too much
-education,” said Paolo; “it is the Italian animation, that is all. An
-English is what you call quiet. He talks down here, not out of his
-mout,” and Paolo beat himself upon the breast, and pointed to about the
-spot out of which Harry’s deep bass proceeded. Harry was by no means
-pleased with this familiarity, but he reflected that the little man was
-his only friend among all these strangers, and subdued his displeasure.
-He did not know very well what to do<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_36" id="page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> with the pink syrup that was
-furnished him to drink: that, and the sour wine, and the black coffee,
-were all alike out of Harry’s way. Oh, that he could have had but one
-mighty draught of English beer to clear all these cobwebs out of his
-throat! But this was an indulgence, like so many others, to be hoped for
-no more.</p>
-
-<p>After Paolo had sipped the rosolio which Harry contemplated with such a
-mingling of alarm and disgust, they got up and continued their walk.
-By-and-bye, in the full moonlight, they strolled towards the port, and
-walked about on the quays, among the shipping, which threw up its black
-lines of masts, and dark lace of cordage against the silvery light of
-which the sky was full. Harry was interested about all this, much more
-than about churches or pictures. And he threaded his way among the
-ropes, and piles of barrels and cases with which the quays were
-encumbered, with a stir of curiosity and hope. Should he find his life
-and work within the circle which surrounded these instruments of wealth?
-He paid but little attention to the talk of his companion as they went
-along. He seemed to see once more the new career before him which he had
-been doubting an hour or two before. It<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_37" id="page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> was not a very magnificent
-prospect: yet work that suited him might surely be found when there were
-goods to be exported, and counting houses to look after these goods. He
-did not know what might become of him in this strange place, but
-whatever his fortune might be it was all he could look forward to, and
-his mind seemed to take a new start from the appearance before him of a
-possibility, a strain of existence which he understood. He forgot, as he
-listened to Paolo’s chatter going on by his side&mdash;which filled him with
-a vague, superficial sense of superiority&mdash;all about the new language to
-be learned, and the difficulties which had almost overwhelmed him in the
-afternoon. Thus he went on, allowing his companion to talk, and thinking
-his own thoughts, till they emerged from the immediate regions of the
-basins and docks and came back to the streets. They were crossing one
-which was very dimly lighted, and which Paolo informed him led into the
-better quarter of the town, when they came in sight, or, rather in
-hearing, of a party of sailors in a noisy state of exhilaration. What
-could they have been drinking, Harry wondered, thinking of the sour wine
-and the rosolio, to make them so convivial?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_38" id="page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> They were singing rude
-choruses, and making night hideous with jokes and loud laughter, bearing
-a wonderful family resemblance to noises of the same kind which Harry
-had heard near the port of Liverpool&mdash;when there suddenly crossed the
-moonlit-road, between the revellers and the two orderly passengers, a
-couple of female figures moving rapidly, figures very easily identified
-as those of an elder and younger woman&mdash;a sedate and ample personage,
-with a girl clinging to her. Two of the sailors, with a holloa of
-satisfaction, started forward in pursuit. They overtook the women when
-they were close to Harry and his companion, and one of them seized the
-girl by the arm. She gave a frightened cry, and the other woman,
-throwing her arm round her, pushed the men away, pouring forth a volley
-of rapid Italian, of which Harry of course did not understand a word. He
-made a stride forward to the fray. Paolo, on his side, who was small and
-not valorous, did his best to hold him back.</p>
-
-<p>“It is not our business,” he said, with a certain faltering in his
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell them to let go the girl,” said Harry, with brief determination.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_39" id="page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It is not our business,” said the alarmed interpreter.</p>
-
-<p>“Tell them they had better let go that girl,” repeated the young
-Englishman.</p>
-
-<p>Then little Paolo stood forth, with a courage which was not his own, and
-addressed the sailors. He took off his hat with the utmost politeness
-and remonstrated. Harry, beginning, by dint of hearing them repeated, to
-distinguish the words, at last understood that “Questo Signor” must mean
-himself; but the sailors treated the remonstrance with contempt. The
-other one took hold of the girl by the other arm, while she screamed,
-and her companion raved and scolded at them, pushing and struggling with
-all her might. Harry stepped forward into the moonlight. He lifted up
-his clenched fist and his big bass voice. “Let go that girl,” he shouted
-in good English, with a voice that roused all the echoes. The men did
-not know a word he said; but they understood him, which was more to the
-purpose. They let go their hold in a minute, and stood staring at the
-intruder as sheepishly as any Englishmen could have done, and perhaps
-also with a touch of shame. Little Paolo, trembling yet triumphant, kept
-close to the champion, while he stood and faced them, ready for
-what<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_40" id="page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span>ever might happen. It was not for nothing that Harry was a
-Joscelyn. He stood well up to them with a watchful eye and a ready arm.
-The women had escaped under cover of this unexpected interposition from
-their first assailants, but another pursuer by this time had got upon
-their track. “Let’s have a look at your face, my pretty lass,” this lout
-said, as he rolled along. Harry’s blood was up in a moment. “Oh, by
-Jove!” he cried, as if the sound of his native tongue had been the last
-aggravation, “this is too much. I know what to say to you, at least, my
-fine fellow,” and he turned upon his countryman like lightning, and
-promptly knocked him down. “I am not going to stand any nonsense from
-<i>you</i>,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>It was the affair of a moment&mdash;no more. The women flew along the street,
-disappearing up the nearest opening. Harry strode on after them with his
-blood up, but walking with the most dignified tranquillity. He would not
-even turn round to see what had happened. “If he thought I was going to
-stand <i>him</i>,” he said, as he went along, “that fellow, by Jove! but he
-was in the wrong box.” As for little Paolo, between fright and
-admiration, he was at his wit’s end. He danced along,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_41" id="page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> now hurrying
-Harry on, now facing the other way, walking backwards to keep the other
-party in sight, and uttering alarmed entreaties. “Run! run! What if you
-’ave kill him?” he cried. “Vergene Santissima! they are coming. You ’ave
-done it now, you ’ave done it, and no one to help. Per Bacco! and he
-goes as if it were a festa. Run, Mister, run!”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you not to call me Mister,” said Harry, walking on with perfect
-coolness and at his ordinary pace. Paolo was half beside himself.
-“Perhaps you have kill a man,” he cried, “and you stop to set right my
-English&mdash;at such a moment&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Pooh!” said Harry; he would not have quickened his steps for a fortune.
-“Don’t you know the beggar is an Englishman? A broken head won’t hurt
-him. Let’s keep the women in sight, they might get into more trouble.”
-Paolo followed him, trembling and hurried as they got further off; but
-the noisy sailors were busy about their fallen comrade, and made no
-attempt to follow. They were too much startled by the summary
-proceedings of the stranger, and kept back by a certain sense of justice
-which seldom fails in such an affray. The little Italian kept close to
-Harry<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_42" id="page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> like a dog, rushing about him, now a little in advance, now a
-little behind. “He ’ave pick himself up,” he said, looking back. “Dio!
-how the English understand each other! He is not kill.”</p>
-
-<p>“Killed!” cried Harry, contemptuously. “It takes more than that to kill
-an Englishman, even a beast like that fellow. You may palaver with your
-own kind, but I know what to do with mine. Come along, Thompson. Where
-have those women gone?”</p>
-
-<p>Here Paolo caught him by the arm, dragging him into the narrow street by
-which the flying figures had disappeared. One side of it was in almost
-perfect darkness, while the other was white and brilliant in the
-moonlight. “You like to know who it was,” he said. “Per Bacco! I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“It does not matter to me who it was,” said Harry, “so long as they are
-safe, that is all I care for. Women have no business to be out so late
-at night.”</p>
-
-<p>At this Paolo nodded his head a great many times in assent. “But that is
-English too,” he said. “How you are strange! You let a young lady go in
-the street, and you kill a man, and never think more of it! and the man
-when he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_43" id="page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> is kill, get up and walk away instead of to avenge himself! You
-are strange, very strange. I understand you very well, for I am an
-English too.”</p>
-
-<p>After this somewhat startling incident, however, they did not linger
-long on their way. It had stirred the blood in Harry’s veins and given
-him the new start he wanted. There is nothing like a new incident for
-familiarising the mind with any great change in this life. Hitherto he
-had thought of nothing but his own transmogrification. Now he had
-something else to think of. He got back to his inn unmolested and
-uninterrupted, and he found his dreary little room not so dreary when it
-became a shelter for his fatigue, and a refuge in which to think over
-the strange excitement of this first new day.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_44" id="page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III.<br /><br />
-<small>SETTING OUT IN LIFE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">N</span>EXT morning Harry was woke by the appearance of his little friend at
-his bedside. For a moment it was all fantastic to him like a dream, the
-narrow slip of room with its tall walls, and straight windows, and the
-strange little figure by his bedside. “Hallo,” he said, “who are you,
-and what do you want?” opening his sleepy eyes, and springing up in bed.
-Paolo retreated with a little alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“I go to the bureau,” he said, “but before I go I am here to say good
-morning. What will you do without me?” the little man added with great
-simplicity. “Get lost, get into what you call skrape. Antonio, he speak
-a little. I come to advise that you take him with you. It will be only
-five lire, not very moche for an English.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_45" id="page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you could remember,” said Harry pettishly, “to say an
-Englishman. An English is no sense: you never hear <i>me</i> say that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alright,” said Paolo good-humouredly. “I will remember; but it will be
-better to take Antonio; he shows you everything, all the palaces and
-streets, and you give him cinque lire&mdash;five,” holding up his fingers
-spread out to show the sum, and counting them with his other hand, “and
-you talk, he tell you things in Italian, you make a lesson out of him,”
-he added with a grin, showing all his white teeth.</p>
-
-<p>It was a sensible suggestion, but Harry was perverse. “That is all very
-well,” he said, “but I don’t care about seeing your palaces; what I want
-is to get something to do. Ain’t there a <i>Times</i>, or something with
-advertisements? where a fellow could see what’s wanted?”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with a doubtful air, and his head on one side like a
-questioning sparrow. He was so small and so spare, and Harry so big,
-stretched out in the small bed which could not contain him, that the
-simile held in all points. It appeared unnecessary that he should do
-more than put out his hand to make an end altogether of his adviser, and
-there seemed a con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_46" id="page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span>sciousness of this in the little man himself, who,
-recollecting last night, hopped a little farther off every time that
-Harry advanced leaning on his elbow, and projecting himself out of bed.</p>
-
-<p>“You bring letters, you are recommended?” he said. “No?” A cloud came
-over Paolo’s face; then he brightened again. “You come with me,” he
-said. “The Consul, that is the prince of the English&mdash;man. You come wid
-me, and I will recommend you. I will introduce you. He have much
-confidence, what you call trost, in me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But you don’t know anything about me,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with an effusion of admiration and faith, “Siamo
-amici,” he said, laying his hand upon his heart with a sentiment and air
-which to the cynical Englishman were nothing less than theatrical. But
-Harry did not understand what the words meant.</p>
-
-<p>“That is all very well,” he said again, supposing that this was a mere
-compliment without meaning. “But what could you say about me? nothing!
-You don’t know me any more than the Consul does&mdash;or anybody here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Between friends,” said Paolo, “there is not the need of explanation. I
-understand you, Mister.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_47" id="page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> Are you a Christian or a Protestant,” he added
-quickly, “have you a name of baptism, perhaps?” Paolo did not want to
-hurt the feelings of his new friend in case he was not provided with
-this article. But Harry’s pride was wounded to the quick.</p>
-
-<p>“A Christian,” he cried, “or a Protestant? I am both a Protestant and a
-Christian! I never heard such horrible intolerance in all my life. It is
-you who are not Christians, you papists praying to idols&mdash;worshipping
-saints, and old bones, and all sort of nonsense.” Harry was so much in
-earnest that his face grew crimson, and Paolo retreated yet another
-step.</p>
-
-<p>“You heat yourself; but it is not needed,” he said, waving his hand with
-deprecating grace. “Me, I am above prejudices. Here one calls one’s self
-Giovanni or Giacomo, or Paolo, as with me; and when the person is
-respectable of years, Ser Giovanni or Ser Giacomo; but if one has not a
-name of baptism, it is the same, that make no difference&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you take me for a heathen that never was christened?” cried Harry.
-“My name is&mdash;&mdash;” here he stopped and laughed, but grew redder, with a
-dusky colour; but “in for penny in for a pound,” as he had already
-remarked to himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_48" id="page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span>&mdash;“my name is Isaac&mdash;Isaac Oliver, as I told you,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Bene, bene!” said Paolo. “It is enough, I will say to the consul: here
-is Mister Isaac, who is my friend. He is English&mdash;man; yes, I
-recollect&mdash;man; and I respond for him. He will be so condescending as to
-take a situation; he will interpret like me; he will make the Italian
-into the English, and the English into the Italian.”</p>
-
-<p>“But how can I do that?” said Harry, “when I don’t understand one word
-of your lingo? I can’t do that.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s countenance lengthened once more; but he speedily recovered
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“That will teach itself,” he said. “I will talk; I will tell you
-everything. Aspetto! there is now, presently, incessantly&mdash;an occasion.
-Komm, komm along; something strikes me in the head. But silence, the
-Vice-Consul, he it is that will settle all.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not think much of Paolo’s recommendation; but yet the idea of
-appealing to the Vice-Consul was worth consideration. The thought of an
-Englishman to whom he could tell his story&mdash;or if not his story, yet a
-story, something which would seem as an account of himself&mdash;was like a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_49" id="page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span>
-rope thrown out to him amid a waste of waters. And, as an Englishman, he
-would have a right to be listened to. English officials are not like
-American, the natural vassals of their countrymen; but still, when a man
-is at his wit’s end, there is something in the idea that a person of
-authority, in whom he has a vested interest, is within reach, which is
-consolatory. To be introduced to this functionary, however, by Paolo,
-whose position did not seem to be very important, did not please Harry’s
-pride. He sent the little fellow away with a vague promise of thinking
-of it, which disappointed the friendly little man. Paolo could not
-restrain his anxious desire to be of use. He went off to the Farmacia to
-buy soap and tooth-powder for his amico, and even proposed to fetch him
-the little bicchierino of acquavite, with which some people begin their
-day, a proposal which filled Harry with horror. Paolo put his
-dressing-table in order with the care of a woman, and lingered, anxious
-to do something more. He would have brushed his friend’s clothes, if
-Harry would have let him. He was proud of his new discovery, the big
-Englishman, whom he had secured to himself, and whom he admired in
-proportion to his own smallness and inconsiderable<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_50" id="page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span>ness. Something of
-the pleasure of a nurse with an infant, and of a child with a new toy,
-was in his bustling anxious delight. When at last, however, he was half
-forced, half persuaded to go away, Paolo made a few steps back from the
-door and held up a warning finger.</p>
-
-<p>“Mister Isaack mio,” he said, “one must not any more knock down. It is
-not understood in Livorno. That which can well do itself in England is
-different: here&mdash;it is not understood.” His face had become very grave,
-then a deprecatory smile of apology broke over it. “In Italy they are in
-many things behind,” he said. “It is not&mdash;understood.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be afraid, Paul-o,” said Harry, laughing, “I shan’t knock down
-anyone to-day. Even in England we don’t do it but when it is necessary.
-You may trust me, I shall knock nobody down to-day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Alright, alright!” said Paolo, with a beaming countenance. He turned
-back again to instruct his friend at what hour it would be best to come
-to the bureau. “I will speak, and you shall be expected. I will respond
-for you,” the little man said.</p>
-
-<p>At last he went away full of amiable intentions and zeal in his friend’s
-cause, zeal which deserved<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_51" id="page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> a better reward. For Harry did not build
-much upon the influence of Paolo. It hurt his pride to think of
-presenting himself anywhere under the wing of this little Italian clerk.
-He would stand upon his own qualities, he said to himself, not upon the
-ready faith and rash undertaking of a stranger; but though he put it in
-this way, it was not in reality because he objected to Paolo’s trust in
-him, or thought it rash as another man might have done, but because he
-felt himself Paolo’s social superior. It would be hard to say on what
-this consciousness was founded. Harry’s only superiority had been his
-family, and that he had put away. As he was dressing, he turned over a
-great many things in his mind which he might say to the Vice-Consul. Few
-young people understand how much better policy it is in all such cases
-to speak the truth than to invent the most plausible of stories, and
-Harry was not wiser than his kind. He made up various fictions about
-himself explaining how it was that he thus presented himself alone and
-unfriended in an altogether strange place&mdash;all of which he would have
-stated with a faltering tongue and abashed countenance, so as to impress
-the falsehood of them upon the hearer;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_52" id="page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> for to invent excuses is one
-thing, and to produce them with force and consistency another.
-Successful lying, like everything else, wants practice; few men can
-succeed in it who only do it once in a way. It requires study, and
-careful consideration of probabilities, so that the artist shall not be
-put entirely out by an unforeseen question: and it needs an excellent
-memory, to retain all that has been said, so as not to contradict
-previous statements. Harry possessed none of these qualities, but then
-he was not aware of the want of them; and the thing which made him
-depart from tale after tale was not any suspicion of their weakness, or
-his weakness, but an inability to please himself in the details of his
-romance. And then the thought of going as it were hat in hand, to ask
-the Consul to provide him with employment, and the inevitable starting
-forth of little Paolo to pledge himself for everything his friend might
-say, discouraged him. He grew downhearted as he put himself into the
-best apparel he had, and brushed his hair, and endeavoured to look his
-best. Would it not be better to start off again, to go, though he had
-made up his mind against it, to America after all? There, there would be
-no language to learn, no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_53" id="page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> difficulty in understanding what was said to
-him. He went down and swallowed his breakfast, coffee and bread, which
-seemed to him the most wretched fare, turning this over in his mind. But
-for one thing he did not like to be beaten; no Englishman does, he said
-to himself; and Harry was of the primitive, simple kind of Englishman
-who clings to all national characteristics. He could not bear to be
-beaten, to contradict himself as it were, and depart from his plan.
-While he was thinking of all this, however, a brilliant expedient
-occurred to him. Though he was reluctant to tell his own story, he was
-not disposed to screen himself by any fiction of excuses from the
-consequences of anything he had done; and it was undeniable that he had
-“got into a row” on the previous night. No Englishman, he reflected,
-would think the worse of a young fellow who had knocked down a drunken
-sailor to prevent him from molesting a woman; but it would be as well to
-go and tell the story of this little incident in case of any ulterior
-proceedings. Harry fairly chuckled over his own wisdom in hitting upon
-so admirable a way of presenting himself to the representative of his
-country. He had never before felt himself so clever. He munched his dry
-bread and drank<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_54" id="page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> his coffee with a wry face, but something like a mental
-relish at least. Little Paolo’s friendly conscience would not need to be
-strained. He would be able to bear witness of the facts in all
-sincerity, and, if anything were to come of it, there would be at least
-a friend in court, a valuable advocate secured. Antonio, the waiter,
-drew near while Harry came to this conclusion, and watched him
-dispatching his simple refreshment with friendly looks. The Italians
-admired the young Englishman’s fine limbs, and height and strength, and
-they made a pet of him because he was a stranger and helpless; perhaps
-the waiter was not without an eye to substantial rewards, but he had at
-the same time a most friendly eye to Harry’s helplessness, and an
-amiable desire to make him comfortable. He stood and watched him eating
-with sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>“Ze gentleman would like an egg, perhaps, Sarr?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I should like half-a-dozen,” said Harry with a sigh; “but no, no, never
-mind&mdash;never mind; for the present this will do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ze gentlemen Italian eat no breakfast,” said Antonio; “ze eat&mdash;after;
-but I will command for ze English gentleman, if it makes pleasure to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_55" id="page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span>
-him, ze English breakfast. There is already one here.”</p>
-
-<p>“One&mdash;breakfast!” said Harry, surprised.</p>
-
-<p>“One,” said Antonio, with a finger in the air, “English-man, and two
-tree Americans; ze eat of ze beef in ze early morning. It is
-extraordinary: eat of ze beef when you comes out of your bed. But it is
-the same&mdash;it is the same; that makes nothing to our padrone; and I will
-command it for ze gentleman if he will.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wish you would,” said Harry, “another time; dry bread is not much to
-breakfast upon: and the bread is very queer stuff.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is good bread,” said Antonio, “Sarr, very good bread; bettare far
-than ze bread of London;” he nodded his head as he spoke with
-self-satisfaction. “Ze gentleman would like me go wid him&mdash;show him all
-ze places, and ze grand catedral, and all that ze English gentleman go
-over ze world to see?”</p>
-
-<p>“No, Antonio; I don’t care about cathedrals, but you can come with me to
-the English Consul’s if you like, and show me the way.”</p>
-
-<p>“I like very moche, Sarr,” said Antonio, with a grin. “Ze English
-gentlemans please me. Zey is astonished at everyting. Ze pictures&mdash;O!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_56" id="page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span>
-bellissimi! and ze palazzi, and ze churches. It is noting but O! and O!
-as long as zey are walking about. But, Sarr,” said Antonio, coming
-closer, “Livorno is not moche. It is a city of trade. Com to Firenze,
-Sarr, if you would see beautiful pictures and beautiful houses. Ah! that
-is something to see. Or to Venezia&mdash;better still. I am of Venezia, Sarr.
-Ze gentleman will not say to Signor Paolo that I tell him so, but
-Livorno&mdash;pouff!” Antonio blew it away in a puff of disdain. “Firenze and
-Venezia, there is where you will see pictures&mdash;everyware&mdash;of Raphael and
-Michael Angelo, and Tiziano, and&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t care much about pictures,” said Harry, calmly. “I like the
-shipping better. You can take me to the docks if you like. I don’t want
-you to tell me about them. I like to see things I know about myself. But
-I tell you what, Antonio, you may teach me the names in Italian, if you
-like; that will always be making a little progress,” Harry said,
-suddenly bethinking himself of Paolo’s suggestion.</p>
-
-<p>Antonio’s face had lengthened by several inches. An English gentleman
-who did not want to see pictures was a personage of whom he had no
-un<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_57" id="page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span>derstanding. He began to think that Harry was not a genuine
-Englishman after all.</p>
-
-<p>“Ze signor is perhaps Tedesco&mdash;no? Or Americain&mdash;no? I have known many
-English,” said Antonio, gravely, “but zey all run after ze pictures. Ze
-gentleman is what you call an original. Benissimo! that makes noting to
-me. Ze sheeps in ze harbour are very fine sheeps. You will not see no
-bettare&mdash;no, not in England. Ze signor wishes&mdash;eh?&mdash;perhaps to make
-observations, to let ze Government&mdash;ze ministers know, Italy is now a
-great country, and ze others are jealous. You fear we will take ze trade
-all away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not so bad as that, Antonio,” said Harry, with a great laugh. “Where I
-have come from I wish I could show you the docks; they are about ten
-times as big as these.”</p>
-
-<p>Antonio grinned from ear to ear. He did not believe a word of what Harry
-said. “If it pleases to ze gentleman,” he said, laughing too. He was
-perfectly tolerant of the joke, and glad to see his <i>protegé</i> cheerful.
-Then Harry jumped up from the table, poorly sustained for the business
-he had in hand by his light meal, but somewhat anxious to get through
-the ordeal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_58" id="page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> he had proposed to himself. Antonio, however, who appeared
-presently in the well-worn and assiduously brushed costume of a <i>laquais
-de place</i>, could not quite let him off the inevitable sightseeing. He
-led him to the Duomo and into the great Square with a pretence that this
-was on the way to the Consul’s office, and made him look at again,
-whether he would or not, the same public buildings which he had gazed at
-dreamily as he wandered about the streets the day before, and looked at
-languidly in the moonlight under Paolo’s active guidance. He had been
-but twenty-four hours in Leghorn, and already he had associations with
-the street-corners, which probably he would never forget. Already this
-new world was acquiring known features of acquaintanceship; his life
-beginning to put forth threads like a spider’s web, and twist and twine,
-the new with the old. It startled Harry to feel that he was no longer a
-stranger here, where he had landed so forlorn. After the round which
-Antonio beguiled him into making, it was about eleven o’clock before
-they reached the door over which the well-known British symbol was put
-up. The outer office was full of people and business, sea-captains and
-merchants’ clerks, and even a few examples of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_59" id="page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> kind of traveller who
-is most common in Italy, he who travels for pleasure and not for
-business. Harry had to wait among the rest who were seeking an audience
-of the Vice-Consul. Here Antonio left him, and he could not see anything
-like the olive-countenance and brilliant costume of Paolo; but it was an
-English group among which he stood. The clerks even spoke English, if
-one or two of them displayed the tongue-tied hesitation which is common
-to all classes when they speak a language imperfectly understood. One of
-the tourists did his best to draw Harry into conversation, lamenting the
-cruel fate which had detained him in such a place. He was just starting
-for Pisa, this pilgrim said, where there was really something to see.
-“One might as well be in Liverpool as here,” he said. Harry did not make
-any reply. This was just the reason why he himself approved of Leghorn
-more than of any other place he had seen. When it came to his turn at
-last, almost all the other appellants and petitioners had been seen and
-dismissed. They all wanted something; and Harry’s new acquaintance had
-talked and worried him so much with his dislike to a place where there
-was so little to see, that he had almost forgot the manner<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_60" id="page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> in which he
-had arranged with himself to open his own story; when at length
-everybody else was despatched, and he had to go forward to his audience.
-His heart beat a little faster as he went in. The Vice-Consul was a man
-of a portly presence, something like an English merchant of the higher
-class, with grizzled hair, and an aspect of great respectability and
-authority. He was fully conscious of his dignity as the representative
-of the British Government, and of Her Majesty herself, amid an alien and
-inferior race. He did not think much of Italy or the Italian people, and
-he felt it was his mission in life to keep them down. He was seated in
-great state upon a large chair, which swung round with him when he
-moved. His table, his papers, the manner in which he appeared over them,
-with the air of a judge on the bench, was very imposing to a stranger,
-especially when that stranger was in difficulty and came to ask help. He
-made Harry a very formal bow, and pointed to a seat near, which had
-something of the air of a seat for the prisoner at the bar.</p>
-
-<p>“What can I do for you?” he said, with a dignified inclination of his
-head; after the first glance his look softened. He was used to see a
-great many people, and it was a compliment to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_61" id="page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> Harry’s appearance that
-it interested the Vice-Consul. He almost smiled upon him, with a
-benignity in which he did not very often indulge.</p>
-
-<p>Then it was that Harry’s real difficulties began; but how thankful he
-was that it was a true story he was telling, and not a fictitious
-account of himself!</p>
-
-<p>“I came to tell you, Sir,” he said, “of something that occurred last
-night&mdash;a scrape&mdash;that is to say a row I got into. I suppose I must call
-it a row.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is a great pity when strangers get into rows in a foreign town,
-Mr.&mdash;&mdash;Oliver. I think you said Oliver?”</p>
-
-<p>What a fool I was thought Harry!&mdash;as he did after every new production
-of that name; but his last chance of reclaiming his own was now over.</p>
-
-<p>“What you say is quite true,” he said, “and I should not have been such
-a fool but for urgent cause. I knocked down a fellow who was annoying a
-lady. He deserved a great deal more than I gave him; if he had been an
-Italian I might have hesitated, but he was an Englishman. So I just
-knocked him down.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very wrong, very wrong,” said the Vice-Consul, “and a curious way of
-showing your preference for your fellow-countrymen. But you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_62" id="page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> had better
-tell me all about it. When did this occur, and where?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry described the place as well as he could. “There was a lot of
-them,” he said. “The Italians&mdash;if they were Italians&mdash;gave way when I
-spoke to them. I’ll do them that justice. The English fellow, I did not
-say anything to him. I was not going to argue with a brute like that. I
-just quietly knocked him down. It was a young lady and a woman with her.
-You see, if I had stood there talking, the others might have been up to
-us, and have given her more annoyance. I daresay it did not hurt the
-fellow much; and if he’s a man he’ll take it quietly, for he deserved
-it; but I thought it was perhaps best to let you know.”</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul had started slightly when Harry described, as well as he
-could, the locality in which this incident took place. Now he asked
-quickly, “And the lady&mdash;did you know her? and did she get clean away?”</p>
-
-<p>“Know her!” said Harry, “I only arrived here yesterday; besides I did
-not want to know her: it might not have been pleasant for her. We
-watched her safe out of reach; indeed we went on till we heard a door
-shut where she lived,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_63" id="page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> I suppose. No, it was not for that. It was to say
-that if the fellow complained, or brought any action, or anything of
-that sort&mdash;I wanted you, Sir, being the representative of England, to
-know the real facts. That is how it was.”</p>
-
-<p>There was a smile about the Vice-Consul’s mouth. “As it happens I have
-heard about it already,” he said. “I’ll speak to you farther on the
-subject by-and-bye&mdash;Don’t be alarmed, it will do you no harm; sit down
-and rest yourself, and wait for a few minutes. I am going in to lunch
-presently, and I’ll talk to you then,” the Vice-Consul said. Harry did
-not know what to think. The consequences could not be very bad, since
-this great functionary restrained a smile; but there was evidently a
-second chapter to the adventure. Harry withdrew as he was directed to
-the other end of the office, and there stood gazing at railway
-timetables, and pictures of ships. There was all about a line of vessels
-to America from Genoa which had lately been established, just the very
-thing for him if he intended to do what he had been thinking of. But
-Harry scarcely knew what he was looking at. All these questions seemed
-things of the past. What was the Vice-Consul going to say to him? What
-was to come of it? Till he knew this he could not think of anything
-else.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_64" id="page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE VICE-CONSUL’S DAUGHTER.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span> DOOR in the Vice-Consul’s office opened into a long passage with a row
-of windows on one side, which communicated with his house. When the hour
-came at which, after the comfortable fashion of leisurely Italian towns,
-the office was shut up for the midday meal, the Vice Consul made Harry
-an amiable sign to follow. He led him through this passage, which looked
-upon a courtyard full of plants, where a fountain trickled in the
-sunshine, into a large cool room with all its <i>jalousies</i> closed, and in
-which for a minute or two he saw nothing. He was being introduced into a
-sort of enchanted country it seemed, unlike anything he had ever known
-or thought of; the tiled floor was almost covered with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_65" id="page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> soft rugs,
-according to a fashion not then known in England, and the furniture
-dimly discerned in the gloom, was like rocks at sea to the stranger who
-had no chart of the confused and intricate passage. Something white in a
-corner, something which moved a little when they came in, was all he
-saw, and he could not make out even what that was till his eyes had got
-accustomed to the light. Then he perceived with a great tremor and shock
-of shyness that it was a lady, a slight girl in a white dress who looked
-up to nod to her father, then seeing a second figure behind him, rose
-hastily with a shy grace. Harry was still more shy than she was. He was
-not accustomed to the society of ladies. And he was dreadfully hungry,
-having had nothing but that dry bread and coffee, a circumstance which
-made him still more depressed and timid. He did not at all know why he
-was introduced so suddenly into this other world. He thought he was only
-going to an inner office, or perhaps&mdash;but that was a blessedness he
-dared scarcely hope for&mdash;that the Consul in his kindness had meant to
-give him some luncheon. But the drawing-room confused him wholly; he had
-done nothing to merit such an introduction. He only half took in
-accordingly the meaning of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_66" id="page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> the words the Consul said, “Look here, Rita,
-I have brought your champion of last night.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh!” That purely English exclamation sounded to Harry the sweetest
-syllable he had ever heard. The white figure came a step forward. By
-this time he began to see through the gloom, and what he saw was a very
-young face, with two great dark eyes, lifted to him full of wonder and
-pleasure. Then a hand was put out, “Was it you?” she said eagerly. “Oh,
-yes, I remember!” And before he was aware the hand, smaller and softer
-than any such article previously known to him, touched his for a moment.
-Harry dropped into the chair which the Vice-Consul pointed to him in
-utter confusion of surprise. He was not even able to notice what an
-extraordinary advantage to him such an introduction was. He was simply
-astonished more than words could say.</p>
-
-<p>“This is Mr. Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul. “He came and told me all
-about it without a notion who you were. And you see how surprised he is.
-He thought, I suppose, I was taking him into a kind of genteel prison.
-It must be added that, if you only arrived yesterday, you lost no time
-in getting into a row.”</p>
-
-<p>“Did you only arrive yesterday?” said the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_67" id="page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> delightful little voice, in
-which there was a flavour of something not English, though the English
-was perfect. “Oh, how glad I am that you did arrive then! What would
-have become of us otherwise? for no one but an Englishman wandering
-about the most unlikely places could ever have found himself just
-there.”</p>
-
-<p>“And nobody but an English girl would have risked herself in such a
-place,” said the father. “I hope you will take that to heart, my dear.
-This girl,” he added, turning to the young man, “is by way of despising
-all Italian precautions. She is an English girl, she tells everybody,
-and she will not be a slave like the others: and old Benedetta is an old
-fool and never goes against her. One of her pensioners was ill last
-night, that was why the monkey was out at such an hour. When I am at the
-Club there is nobody to put her to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“As if I was a little child to be put to bed! It was the dearest old
-woman, and she would see me. The priest had been sent for and the
-sacraments; could I refuse to go&mdash;now could I? And how was I to know men
-were so dreadful? But you see, papa, there are always the good angels
-about.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_68" id="page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“When I was young the angels were all feminine,” the Vice-Consul said,
-“and we called the ladies by these pretty names, not the ladies us.”</p>
-
-<p>“Perhaps you never did so much for any girl. Oh, how frightened I was
-when that man took hold of my arm! and then to hear an English voice as
-if it were coming from the skies, ‘Let go that girl!’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“How did the fellow understand, I wonder?” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“If I had not been so frightened I should have laughed. They did not
-understand a bit! It might just as well have been Greek; but if it had
-been Greek they would have understood,” cried Rita, putting her hands
-together with grateful enthusiasm. All this time Harry had never spoken
-a word; indeed, there had been no opening for him to speak.</p>
-
-<p>“You must have thought me a big idiot to say anything at all,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! I thought you&mdash;&mdash; I won’t tell you what, or papa will say something
-disagreeable. It was so grand the English voice; and then their hands
-dropped as if I had been fire.”</p>
-
-<p>“I should have broken every bone in their bodies,” cried Harry, with
-unnecessary fervour, “if<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_69" id="page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> I had known it was <i>you</i> they touched with
-their filthy fingers!” He did not know why he made this violent speech,
-which was far from elegant, and quite unsuitable to the refined and
-still atmosphere in which he so unexpectedly found himself. As for Rita
-she blushed a little, and laughed a little, in the soft green twilight,
-finding it not unnatural that he should have been doubly indignant at
-the idea that it was <i>she</i> who was in danger. She was accustomed to
-believe that anything disagreeable was doubly offensive when it happened
-to her, and that she was about the most important little person in the
-world. But she was one of the rare people whom such a knowledge does not
-spoil. It seemed to her quite simple&mdash;was not she her father’s only
-child, and only pleasure in life? She had been aware of this fact ever
-since she was born.</p>
-
-<p>“Hush, hush!” said the Vice-Consul; “we must have nothing more about
-breaking bones: to knock down one fellow was quite enough. But I am very
-much obliged to you, Oliver. I can’t make a stranger of you after this.
-My little girl is all I have in the world, and whoever is good to her is
-good to me. If you are going to stay in Leghorn, I hope you’ll let me be
-of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_70" id="page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> some use to you; but I don’t suppose that’s very likely. Meantime,
-Rita, don’t you think we had better go to lunch?”</p>
-
-<p>What welcome words these were to Harry! He was excited and pleased by
-the adventure altogether; his head was a little turned by the enthusiasm
-of gratitude with which he was received, and the atmosphere around this
-young creature, who was a kind of mystic half revelation to him. He had
-not yet made out her face quite distinctly, and yet he was admitted to
-all the privileges of friendship: the strange sensation intoxicated him.
-But yet when her father spoke of lunch, all that went out of his head.
-Consider that he had eaten nothing but about half a yard of tasteless
-bread that day! and it was one o’clock. But Harry was not without
-manners; though the pangs of appetite made him faint, he got up politely
-and made a pretence at taking leave. Needless to say that the
-Vice-Consul was above taking advantage of his position, “No, no, no; we
-are going to keep you to luncheon,” he said, with a <i>bonhomie</i> which was
-irresistible. Harry thought him the most delightful person in the world,
-only a little less delightful than the other unknown being who made him
-feel tremu<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_71" id="page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span>lous and abashed, though so happy. The dining-room was
-lighted from the shady side of the courtyard, and there was accordingly
-light enough to see by. The meal was not a foreign breakfast, but an
-English luncheon of a substantial kind, and it is safe to say that Harry
-had never been so happy in his life as when he had taken off the first
-fierce edge of appetite, and had begun to be able to enjoy the novelty
-and yet the familiarity of this unexpected scene. Mr. Bonamy (which was
-the name of the Vice-Consul) without laying aside the dignity as of a
-benevolent prince which was so remarkable in him, showed all the
-condescension of a thoroughly amiable potentate; and Rita was&mdash;&mdash; Rita
-was something of which Harry had no previous conception. She was about
-sixteen&mdash;no more. Her face was the face of a child, but lighted up by
-two beautiful large eyes which she had got from her Italian mother. She
-knew, or seemed to know, everything her father knew, and was used to be
-talked to about all that happened. If it were not Joan putting in her
-word occasionally in a long discussion when her interference was seldom
-received but with either blame or contempt, Harry had never been
-accustomed to women who took any<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_72" id="page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> share in the conversation going on;
-and to hear this child talk bewildered him. She had a slight girlish
-figure, a small face almost without colour, the faint sweet flesh tints
-of which were thrown up in the most delicate distinctness by the white
-of her dress. She seemed all spirit, all life, a creature made of air
-and sunshine rather than flesh and blood to Harry. And about himself
-there was so much flesh and blood! He listened to the conversation
-rather than joined in it, feeling himself an admiring audience rather
-than a partaker in their talk. One thing only he felt moved to say, and
-that was about his own appetite, which he feared they would think
-preposterous. “I feel more like a wolf than a man,” he said. “I hope you
-won’t think I’m always like this. I never was abroad before, and I don’t
-know the ways. And I had no breakfast but some of their queer bread.
-This bread is delightful,” Harry said, with enthusiasm. The father and
-the daughter were delighted with him, appetite and all.</p>
-
-<p>“I am so glad you never were abroad before,” said Rita; “now one sees
-exactly what England is like. Oh, yes, papa, you need not laugh. I see
-the English green, and the trees waving, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_73" id="page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> the winds blowing, all in
-Mr. Oliver’s face. And there is a little sound of the sea, and a shadow
-of hills&mdash;not big mountains, but nice, kind hills with sheep-bells
-tinkling&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“We have not many sheep-bells, Miss Bonamy, in my country,” said Harry;
-“the hills are more grey than green, and there is a great deal of fog in
-the winter, and east wind, and rain&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t tell me about the bad things, tell me about what is
-pleasant,” said Rita. “The east wind is not so bad as the scirocco, and
-the rain is delightful. I know all about that. As for the fog, the
-painters say it is more picturesque than anything. They say there is
-always a soft delicious sort of haze, and you never see things sharp cut
-out against the sky as they look here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Have you never been in England?” Harry said, with a little surprise;
-and then he saw that a shade, a sort of cloud, come over the lively
-table, and the two animated faces. Rita shook her head, and then began
-to talk quickly to him about the neighbourhood, and all he would have to
-see. Harry had protested to his humble friends that he wanted to see
-nothing but the shipping, but he did not repeat this sentiment here. He
-learned in a moment that to be fond of pictures was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_74" id="page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> necessity, and
-that there were certain things which every Englishman in Italy had come
-expressly to worship. Rita’s opinion “of course” convinced him in a
-moment. He never made the slightest stand against it. Henceforward he
-knew what was expected of him. When she went out of the room waving her
-fingers to him in sign of goodbye, Harry suddenly became quite grave,
-and felt all at once as if the light had gone out of the sky. And there
-was more than sentiment in this feeling; for now he found himself face
-to face with the Vice-Consul, and it was very evident that, so much
-having passed between them, something more would now have to be said.
-Mr. Bonamy offered the young man a cigar, and, lighting his own, leant
-back in his chair, and evidently awaited some further disclosures of his
-mind and purpose.</p>
-
-<p>“You are thinking of staying in Leghorn,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“I am thinking,” said Harry, feeling his colour rise, “of trying to get
-employment, if I can; a situation of some kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Employment!” said the Vice-Consul. It was impossible to deny that he
-was disappointed. His voice had an accent which there was no mis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_75" id="page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span>taking.
-Harry had not much refinement or education, but he had an air which
-would have been perfectly consistent with the rank of a young squire, an
-English country gentleman of simple mind, and no great amount of
-culture, travelling for his pleasure, and perhaps with some vague idea
-of improvement. Mr. Bonamy, who had received him so cordially, and who
-had been pleased to be under an obligation to a young fellow of
-attractive appearance and pleasant manners, was more cast down by this
-intimation than might have been thought possible. Not a young squire:
-nobody in particular: a penniless youth seeking employment. Such
-visitors were not rare, but they seldom penetrated into the
-carefully-guarded interior of the Vice-Consul’s house.</p>
-
-<p>Harry felt very much abashed. He was sensible of the downfall. How he
-longed to produce the glories of the Joscelyns, and convince his hearer
-that, if he was humble now, his family had once sat with princes!
-Perhaps Mr. Bonamy might not have been so impressed by these ancestors
-as Harry thought; but as it was they looked at each other blankly,
-mutually feeling that a great fall had taken place. Harry smiled<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_76" id="page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> in
-that rigid way which is popularly called smiling at the wrong side of
-the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” he said, “employment. I don’t know that I am very good for
-anything: but I have some little acquaintance with&mdash;business.”</p>
-
-<p>This was worse and worse. Had he been possessed of a knowledge of law
-business, or military drill, or anything likely to be of no real use to
-him, the situation might have improved. But business! book-keeping, and
-that sort of thing! no doubt he was a mere clerk after all.</p>
-
-<p>“You have recommendations, I suppose, from your last employers,” Mr.
-Bonamy said, coldly. “I shall be glad if I can be of any use, but&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“To tell the truth,” said Harry&mdash;he was seized with an outburst of
-frankness, feeling a kind of desperation seize him at sight of this cold
-withdrawal of the sudden friendship which had made him so happy for the
-moment&mdash;“to tell the truth I have no recommendations. If anyone will be
-kind to me they must take me at my own word. All I have got to say for
-myself is that I have quarrelled with my family. I cannot enter into the
-question now. I have done it, and that is all I can say; and here I am,
-and I must get employment. I am not going to push myself into your<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_77" id="page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span>
-acquaintance, Sir. It was an accident, nothing more than an accident;
-and probably you thought me a person of more importance&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Importance or not has nothing to do with it,” said the Vice-Consul; and
-again his countenance softened. A young man who has quarrelled with his
-family is no doubt a person to be lectured and reproved, and brought
-back to a sense of duty, but all the same he is quite different from a
-commonplace clerk seeking a situation. Harry did not intend to throw any
-halo of distinction over his own humble person, but he did it unawares.
-Mr. Bonamy’s countenance gradually cleared. “My dear young fellow,” he
-said, “I daresay you are impulsive and hot-headed, like so many other
-young men. As being under obligations to you, I may allow myself to give
-you good advice. No advantage ever springs from family quarrels. My
-advice to you is, make it up.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not for anything in the world,” said Harry, hotly. “I have been
-treated&mdash;I can’t say how I have been treated. I will neither make it up,
-nor will I go near them, or have any communication with them, till I am
-altogether independent of them, and have worked out a position for
-myself!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_78" id="page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You must not be so violent,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, let me
-act the part of a real friend. Let me write.”</p>
-
-<p>“Never!” said Harry, getting up to his feet. “I am very sorry, Sir, to
-have troubled you with my affairs.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Sit down, sit down, and let us
-talk it over. You have been hot-headed, I don’t doubt. What is it now?
-tell me. Some foolish falling in love. You must want to marry somebody
-they don’t approve.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry smiled in spite of himself. “I am no more in love than you are,
-Sir,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“That might be a dangerous affirmation,” said the Vice-Consul, shaking
-his head, with a smile which was somewhat melancholy; “but I understand
-what you mean. Then was it money? You have been foolish and got into
-debt?”</p>
-
-<p>“It was a little about money; but not because I had got into debt&mdash;and
-that was the least of it,” Harry said. “You must pardon me, Sir; but
-indeed I cannot tell you: it is a complicated business; and I can’t
-depart from what I have said. I will never go home, never make it up
-till I have made my own fortune. But if you will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_79" id="page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> believe me,” he said
-earnestly, with a flush of hot colour, “the fault was not mine. I have
-nothing to conceal on my side.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then why conceal it?” said the Vice-Consul. “I cannot act for you
-unless I have full information; but if you will trust me with your
-story&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“I would trust you sooner than anyone I know; but I have promised that I
-will never say a word on the subject,” said Harry, with all the
-obstinacy of all the Joscelyns in his face, “until&mdash;I am independent, as
-I have said.” He rose up a second time, all flushed and excited. “I am
-going to try my luck at Leghorn,” he said. “I am much obliged to you,
-Sir, for your kindness. I have felt myself again since I have been here;
-but now I will not trouble you any more.” He held out his hand. He was a
-handsome young fellow, tall and strong, with the sunburnt countenance
-and well-developed limbs, and curling, fair locks, which are everywhere
-identified with a young Englishman. He was not at all like a mere clerk
-in an office; he was like a son of the fields and woods, one of those
-whose training has been of the kind most prized and appreciated by all
-Englishmen&mdash;an open-air youth;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_80" id="page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> a rider, rower, swimmer,
-cricketer&mdash;brought up in that way which involves leisure and space, and
-all the appliances of country-life. Mr. Bonamy saw all this in Harry’s
-vigorous form and movements. He felt sure that he could not be a nobody.
-And after all, except that of being a nobody, there is in youth no
-unpardonable sin.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be in such a hurry. Sit down again, the office does not open for
-another half-hour: and let me hear what there is to be done for you,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>This was a question more embarrassing than the Vice-Consul supposed, for
-after all there did not seem much that Harry could do. He confessed that
-he had almost forgotten what he knew at school, and he had never learned
-any modern languages, and could speak no tongue but his own. He had a
-little experience in business, he said; but this was the only knowledge
-he could lay claim to. The Vice-Counsel did not know what to make of
-him; but as he had started with the distinct hypothesis that Harry was a
-squire’s son, it was not very difficult to fit in the facts to his
-foregone conclusion. Many a young gentleman forgot all his school
-learning by the time he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_81" id="page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> twenty. The difficult thing was that
-knowledge of business which at first Harry had been strongly disposed to
-put forward as the only faculty which he knew himself to be possessed
-of. How had he acquired that? Mr. Bonamy ended by deciding that he must
-have quarrelled with his family some time before, and that his
-acquaintance with business had been the fruit of some attempt made in
-England to maintain himself before he came here. Thus, without any
-intention on Harry’s part, he managed to deceive his first influential
-friend. He neither meant to do it, nor was he aware he had done it; but
-still this was how things fell out. The conclusion of the interview was
-that Mr. Bonamy engaged Harry to come back to him next day, when he
-would have thought the whole matter over, and know what to say. They
-parted with great friendship and cordiality, Mr. Bonamy having entirely
-come round again to his own theory in respect to the young man who had
-been so serviceable to his daughter. Everything seemed to prove this,
-Harry’s very ignorance among the rest. “In these days every poor lad is
-more or less educated; a gentleman’s son, who has something else to look
-to than competitive examination, he is the only one that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_82" id="page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> escapes that
-sort of thing,” the Vice-Consul wisely said. Harry, on his part, went
-off to his hotel with greatly exhilarated feelings. He had done nothing,
-he said to himself, but make friends since ever he came to Leghorn. To
-be sure in the light of the Vice-Consul’s friendship he felt that Paolo
-was (as he had always felt) somewhat beneath his pretensions. But still
-the poor fellow had been very kind. As he came out by the private door
-of the Consul’s house, he saw Paolo at a little distance waiting till
-the public door of the Consulate should be open. He saw Harry and rushed
-at him, beckoning violently.</p>
-
-<p>“Komm ’ere, komm ’ere; this is the place,” he said. “Komm along, I will
-introduce you, I will respond for you; now is the time to find the
-Vice-Consul amiable. He is always amiable when he has well breakfasted.”
-He seized Harry by the arm, and tried to drag him back to the Consulate
-with an anxious desire to serve his friend which merited a better
-return. Harry shook himself free of the little man with good-natured
-impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ve just come from the Vice-Consul,” he said with dignity, “we’re the
-best of friends. I’ve been able to be of use to him, and he is going to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_83" id="page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span>
-be of use to me. Many thanks to you, Paolo, all the same; but I’ve been
-lunching there, and&mdash;and I’ve done my business. To-morrow I am to go
-again,” Harry said, unconsciously holding his head high. Paolo gazed at
-him with eyes and mouth that were like round O’s of wonder. He was much
-crestfallen in his honest endeavours to be of service. But he soon
-recovered his spirits.</p>
-
-<p>“Bravo!” he said three times over, each time more satisfied than the
-other. Then he rose to a “Bravissimo,” with a smile that lighted up his
-olive face. “It would have made me pleasure to be of use to you, Ser
-Isaack mio. I would have responded, I would have taken it all upon
-me&mdash;what you call caution. But you are a true English, like the
-Vice-Consul himself, and it is just that you should understand each
-other. I am not disappointed&mdash;I am happy, very much happy that you have
-not any need of me,” little Paolo said, smiling, but with tears in his
-eyes.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_84" id="page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V.<br /><br />
-<small>PAOLO.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">P</span>AOLO came back from his labours in the evening, very curious to know
-all about Harry’s interview with the Consul, and the origin and the
-result of the acquaintance between them. But Harry was prudent. He was
-prudent without any motive, from personal pride, rather than from any
-consideration for the credit of Miss Bonamy, which he did not think to
-be in the least involved. The women with whom Harry was acquainted were
-not of a kind who would have been afraid to go anywhere in the evening,
-and it did not occur to him that the reputation, even of a girl, in
-Italy would be jeopardized by such an innocent benevolence as that of
-going to visit a sick neighbour at night. Therefore it was simply<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_85" id="page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> pride
-and English reserve, not any notion of prudence on Rita’s account, that
-kept him silent on the subject. Paolo had a very different conception of
-the affair. He was very anxious to find out what had been the immediate
-effect upon Harry’s mind of the visit to the Consul’s house.</p>
-
-<p>“There is a&mdash;young ladi there,” he said, watching Harry’s face. “You see
-perhaps, yes? a young ladi, the daughter of the Signor.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, yes, I saw Miss Bonamy,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“And you nevare&mdash;see her before?” This Paolo asked with a gleam of
-mischief in his dark eyes, and the air of a man who knew a great deal
-more than he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh yes, I have met her before,” said Harry lightly. “They were quite
-old friends. I did not in the least expect to meet people so like old
-friends here.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo was bewildered by this speech, and did not know what to think.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah,” he said in a tone of disappointment. “You know them in your
-country? what you call at ’ome? But,” he added with a little triumph,
-“there you could not meet Signorina Rita, because she is never to go to
-England; her mother die in England, her mother was the daughter of an
-English<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_86" id="page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> and Italian, like me for example; but she die in England when
-she go, all young, when the Signorina was a bébé. The Signor Vice-Consul
-was mad&mdash;Si! mad, there is no other word. It was a long time that it was
-thought he die too&mdash;but no, he live, he go on living; but the Signorina
-Rita never go to England, that is finished, that is fixed, nothing will
-change it. It could not be that you meet her there.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you know Miss Bonamy very well,” said Harry with a little offence,
-“that you call her by her Christian name?”</p>
-
-<p>“I say Signorina Rita, it is our custom. If she were an old, I should
-say Sora Rita; and the Vice-Consul he is Ser Giovanni, that is our
-custom. Ser Isaack you, Ser Paolo me&mdash;but not for you, amico. When you
-say Paul-o, that pleases me,” and Paolo laughed, showing his teeth,
-which were very white and even. He added, after a moment, with a sudden
-moistening of his brilliant eyes, “But what displeases me, after
-becoming amici, as we are, is not to be able to serve you. I picture to
-myself that I will do something; not moche, but yet something. I will
-stand up and say, ‘I take him upon myself. He is without papers, but I
-take him upon myself&mdash;me.’ Now<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_87" id="page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> I am without use. It is no matter to you
-to have Paolo Thomp-sone for your friend. The Vice-Consul is moche
-bettare&mdash;he is grand personage; he has power, not only the heart, like
-me.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Paul-o,” said Harry, anxious to comfort him, and half touched,
-half amused by his distress, “but for you I should never have gone near
-the Vice-Consul: you put it into my head. But for you,” he added, with a
-laugh, putting his hand lightly on Paolo’s shoulder, “I think I should
-have turned tail altogether, and wandered off I don’t know where.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s face shone with delight. He would have rushed into Harry’s arms
-had that been practicable, and thrown himself upon his breast. But
-Harry, laughing, kept his friend at arm’s length. To have kissed, or to
-have suffered himself to be kissed by, any man, seemed to him the height
-of ridicule. Paolo, baffled in this impulse, sat down and looked at him
-with radiant eyes. “Now I know that we are amici,” he said. “Aspetto!
-There is still a way I can serve you. I well teach you to speak the
-Italian. You shall know it so well that they shall say, Ecco un
-Italiano. Me, I have been to school in Sienna. I know the real
-Toscano&mdash;the best Italian. We<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_88" id="page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> shall begin this moment. That pleases to
-you, Ser Isaack?” asked Paolo, tenderly, looking with humble and
-deprecating eagerness into his face.</p>
-
-<p>“You must learn to speak English better,” Harry said, with some
-condescension. “I told you before you must not not say an English, but
-an Englishman, and to say an old is nonsense&mdash;it should be an old woman,
-or an old man, whichever it may be.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, yes,” cried Paolo, “that is alright, that is understood. You
-correct me when I say what is not just, and I teach you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Come out now for a walk,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo jumped up alert and delighted. It is true that it glanced across
-the mind of the young Englishman that perhaps it was beneath the dignity
-of a man who was a friend of the Vice-Consul’s, and thus, as it were, a
-member of the best society, to walk about with Paolo hanging on to his
-arm. But, though Harry was full of youthful conceits and the prejudices
-of an ignorant Englishman, he yet had a heart in his capacious bosom,
-and Paolo’s devotion had been so great as to touch that heart. He said
-to himself, with a little effusion, that he never would turn his back
-upon a little fellow who had been so anxious to help him.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_89" id="page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> It might be
-that it was presumption on the part of the little fellow to think
-himself capable of serving Harry, but still it was well meant, and his
-undisguised admiration showed a most just and well-judging spirit.
-Nothing, he said to himself, would induce him to turn his back upon
-Paolo, his first friend. Antonio had given his whole attention to the
-two during the course of dinner. He had loitered behind them when he was
-not actively pressing upon them all the choicest morsels, to the despair
-of various less interesting guests who could not catch his eye, and who
-shouted and stamped in vain. He kept shifting from one foot to another
-in the restlessness of pure pleasure as he caught now and then a word of
-the conversation between them, and rubbed his hands with delight in the
-consciousness of being able to understand it. Now and then he would
-punch a fat Italian, with whom he was familiar, in the shoulder, and
-call his attention. “Ecco il giovane Inglese,” he would say, though
-Harry was doing nothing more important than eating his dinner. Antonio
-had got his five francs for a very short day, for naturally the time
-passed in the Consul’s had given him no trouble except that of waiting,
-and what was still more to the purpose than the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_90" id="page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> five francs was the
-importance of having such a witness to his power of English-speaking as
-this new guest, who could arrange nothing for himself without his
-(Antonio’s) help. He disregarded even the call of the chief butler, so
-absorbed was he in his favourite stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“Do you wish the young Inglese to starve,” he asked, indignantly, in his
-native language, “when you know the Inglesi are the best customers the
-padrone has, and always send millions more? Do you propose to yourself
-that he should have nothing to eat, this young one that is no doubt made
-of gold; and how can he have anything to eat if I am not there to serve
-him?”</p>
-
-<p>Thus he kept behind Harry’s chair with a countenance full of delighted
-interest. Now and then he would put in a word. “Ze signori will do much
-better to go to ze opera to-night,” he said. “Zey will hear La Catalina,
-who is ze first in Italy. It is ze ‘Barbiere,’ Ser Paolo, which gives
-itself to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked up appealingly into his friend’s face, but Harry brushed
-the suggestion away with a true British argument. “Oh, for heaven’s
-sake,” he cried, “don’t let us go and box ourselves up in a hot theatre
-on such a night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_91" id="page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo sighed, but obeyed. He repeated the sentiment in a superior tone
-to Antonio, who was anxiously serving them with Cigare Scelte, arranged
-in different kinds upon a wooden tray. “A hot theatre, Antonio mio! one
-does not go there in a so warm evening. That goes well with the winter,
-when it is cold; but in summer, we young have need of moche air and the
-great world to keep us comfort-able. When you know more of real English
-you will learn what they love.”</p>
-
-<p>Antonio accepted this decision of his superiors with much respect, and
-laid it up in his memory, to be produced on his own account when it
-might accord with his pretensions as an Anglomane and person of high
-sentiment to produce it. But in the meantime he could not but launch a
-little criticism to the others who overheard this dignified rebuke.
-“That little Paolino,” he said, as they went out, “to give himself the
-air of a rich Inglese! He is neither one thing nor another. He is no
-more than an abozzo&mdash;a sketch of an Inglese,” Antonio cried. He had been
-in an artist’s studio in his day. “Me, I understand them, al fondo,” he
-added, beating his breast.</p>
-
-<p>Little Paolo had no notion that he was being called an abozzo. He
-sallied forth, lighting his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_92" id="page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> cigar, thrusting his arm through Harry’s
-with the greatest delight and pride.</p>
-
-<p>Next day, at the hour appointed, Harry presented himself at the
-Vice-Consul’s office, and was received with the same cordiality. Mr.
-Bonamy had “made inquiries,” but, as nobody in Leghorn knew anything
-about Harry, there was not much information to be procured. Neither did
-the captain of the steamer in which he had arrived know anything about
-him except that he was a passenger in the second cabin; although he
-looked quite superior to the second cabin. “I set him down as somebody’s
-son in disgrace with his family,” the captain said. This chimed in
-sufficiently well with Mr. Bonamy’s observations. He met Harry after the
-first consultation with a grave face. “You know I know nothing about
-you, Mr. Oliver,” he said, “except&mdash;and that is not much&mdash;what you have
-chosen to tell me.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is quite true, Sir,” said Harry, growing serious too, and feeling
-his heart sink, “and I have no right to expect you to take my word even
-for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Therefore,” said the Vice-Consul, “(for you should never interrupt a
-man in the middle of a sentence), I have the more claim upon you to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_93" id="page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span>
-treat me in an honourable way. If you had come with all your papers, as
-they say in this country, I should not have had the same right to put
-you on parole, as it were. If you know no reason why I shouldn’t take
-you into my office, and trust you with the Queen’s affairs, I mean to do
-so. But if there is anything that would make you a discredit to Her
-Majesty’s Service&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing, Sir,” said Harry, standing up. His face flushed, his
-nostril dilated, an impulse of almost fierce self-justification came
-upon him; but fortunately for him he was not used to defending himself,
-and he could not say another word.</p>
-
-<p>“Then that is enough,” said the Vice-Consul. “I take you on your own
-parole.”</p>
-
-<p>They were both silent for a minute or two after. It was not like a
-common engagement. Harry’s heart was in his throat. What with surprise
-at this extraordinary good fortune, and the emotion called forth by a
-confidence in him which he could not help feeling to be as
-extraordinary, he was quite beyond his own control. If he had said
-anything he would have “made a fool of himself,” so he said nothing, but
-sat still, almost disposed, like Paolo, to be tearful, which was the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_94" id="page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span>
-most dreadful catastrophe he could think of. The good Vice-Consul was a
-little affected too.</p>
-
-<p>“But I don’t know a word of the language,” at last Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“We have more to do with Englishmen than Italians,” said Mr. Bonamy.
-“Perhaps the fellow whom you knocked down ‘quietly,’ as you told me, may
-come and make his complaint to you. Your knocking a man down quietly was
-the thing that tickled me. I wonder what was his opinion of it. You must
-learn the language of course, and some other things quite as important.
-You must find out all about the harbour by-laws and dues, and all that
-affects the shipping. These are things we have a great deal to do with.
-You must master them, that is the most important thing; and when you
-have been here for a little while you will find out other points. Do you
-know anyone from whom you can get lessons? But I suppose, as a matter of
-fact, you don’t know anyone here.”</p>
-
-<p>Here Harry, finding his power of speech, told him of Paolo, with that
-half laugh of commentary which implies a certain slight of the friend to
-whom he had so much reason to be grateful. He felt that it was mean, but
-he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_95" id="page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> could not help it. How could he help implying a laugh at the droll
-little person who held by him so faithfully, yet was so entirely out of
-Harry’s way? However, the Vice-Consul took Paolo quite seriously. He
-nodded his head with approval. “Nobody better&mdash;nobody better,” he said.
-“I see you laugh at him; but he is as sound as a bell, that little
-fellow, and always rings true. That he is not quite your equal,” Mr.
-Bonamy added, “does not matter a bit in the circumstances. I am glad
-that you have chanced so fortunately. To get hold by accident of such a
-genuine person as Paolo is quite a piece of luck. I rather think you
-must be a lucky person,” he added, with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Since I came to Leghorn,” said Harry, fervently, “nothing could be more
-true than that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I think you must be lucky,” said the Vice-Consul, “to hit upon a
-perfectly honest person as your first acquaintance, then making haste to
-get yourself into a row to have so good an excuse for it as my Rita, and
-then&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And then,” said Harry, “to meet with such astonishing, such
-unlooked-for kindness, to fall on my feet in such a wonderful way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, perhaps,” said Mr. Bonamy, not dis<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_96" id="page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span>pleased, “we may say that was
-luck too; and one thing, Oliver,” he added quickly, “it will be so much
-the better for you that employment in Her Majesty’s Service is a
-disgrace to nobody; mind what I say. Of course, in the nature of events,
-you and your family will not be at daggers drawn for ever; and when you
-condescend to go back, or they find you out, and come to look for
-you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Neither, neither will happen,” cried Harry, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>“We shall see; but if that day comes, there is nothing for them to find
-fault with. A Consulate is not like a merchant’s office; anybody may
-serve Her Majesty. None of us, I hope, are too good for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“I assure you, Sir&mdash;&mdash;” Harry cried, hastily.</p>
-
-<p>“No, no, you need not assure me. I don’t want to know anything; unless,
-indeed, your heart should be opened to tell me <i>everything</i>, which I
-should really be glad of. Well,” he said, “come to-morrow morning and
-begin. Your friend, Paolo, will tell you about the hours: and I hope,
-Oliver, we shall always remain the best of friends,” the Vice-Consul
-added, rising and holding out his hand. “I hope nothing will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_97" id="page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> happen to
-make me entertain a less opinion of you than I do now; that’s
-understood. You shall have a card for Rita’s evening at-home, and I hope
-you’ll come and see us occasionally in a friendly way. Let us say next
-Sunday, perhaps? Sunday’s a dreary day for a young man by himself. Come
-after church, and stay for the after noon; for the present, goodbye.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry took his hat and made his best bow. He was really quite tremulous
-with excitement, surprise, and pleasure. To be so speedily and so easily
-established was more good fortune than he could realize. When he was at
-the door Mr. Bonamy called him back.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver!” he cried, “one moment; I would not knock any more men down if
-I were you; however quietly it is done, it is a little risky, and Her
-Majesty’s Service, you know&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You needn’t fear, Sir; that’s what Paul-o has been preaching to me all
-the time,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>Upon which the Vice-Consul laughed benignly.</p>
-
-<p>“Paul-o, as you call him, is as good an adviser as you could have,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“What should I call him but Paul-o?” Harry said to himself; and he went
-off with his head<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_98" id="page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> in the air. Lucky! indeed he had been lucky; only the
-third day since his arrival and he had a situation and a sort of a home
-and friends; to make up to him for all the evil that had happened to him
-before, providence was taking special care of him now. Somehow this made
-Harry think of his mother, of whom, hitherto, his thoughts had been
-scarcely more kind than towards the others concerned; a little moisture
-crept unawares to his eyes. “She’ll have been praying,” he said to
-himself; and suddenly he seemed to see her, as he had seen her so often,
-wringing her thin worn hands, her lips trembling with words that were
-inaudible. He thought&mdash;it would be hard to trace the exact connection of
-ideas, but there was one&mdash;that he would go in to the first church in
-which there seemed to be service going on, on his way back to the inn.
-It would not have occurred to him to go into a church where there was no
-service, but when he heard the tinkle of a bell, and saw one or two
-people creeping up and down the broad stone steps, he went in, though
-with a little opposition in his mind, as well as a certain craving for
-sympathy and utterance. But when he went in, Harry saw no signs of
-public worship. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_99" id="page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> tinkle of the bell was coming from an altar in a
-side chapel, where a great many candles were burning. In the body of the
-church some people were seated quietly, others kneeling on the low
-rush-bottomed chairs. He stood and gazed for a little with mingled
-feelings, with a great opposition in his mind to the Papist ritual and
-ceremonies (of which he saw nothing, and which, to tell the truth, he
-had never seen, and knew nothing whatever about); and disapproval of the
-people who were in the church for, as he thought, no purpose&mdash;mingled
-with a curious sense of the grateful calm and quietness and seclusion of
-the place, the serene coolness and breadth of its lofty roofs and silent
-space. This stole upon him, he could not tell how. He would not have
-knelt down, as the few people about were doing, to save his life: it
-would have seemed to him like the famous bowing down in the house of
-Rimmon, for the North was very Protestant in those days, and sympathy
-with Rome was very rare. He would not even say a distinct prayer in his
-heart, which would have seemed like yielding to temptation. But, as he
-stood, there rose in him an unwilling devotion, and the thanks that had
-been in his mind were perhaps not the less given that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_100" id="page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> they were
-arbitrarily refused utterance. For Harry’s prejudices were a part of his
-training, not anything that originated in himself. When he went away the
-moisture came again into the corners of his eyes. His mother was as
-Protestant, more Protestant, than himself. She would have thought it
-wrong to go into “a Catholic chapel.” She would scarcely have been able
-to believe in the existence of a country not given over to all evil, in
-which a Popish place of worship was not a Catholic chapel, but an
-established church. Oh, the poor people! what benighted darkness they
-must be in! she would have said, in her ignorance. But somehow, Harry
-could not have told how, he felt as if he had approached his mother in
-that foreign place. The silent church, with the silent people in it
-praying, made him think of her as he had seen her, with her lips moving
-and her hands clasped together. Often again he stole in for a moment to
-renew that sentiment, which was so soft and pathetic. He held out
-against his mother all the time obstinately, though he knew he was
-condemning her to great suffering&mdash;and he entirely disapproved of the
-church; but for all that the two had some subtle resemblance, a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_101" id="page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> union
-of two things he was hostile to, which went to his heart.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo came to dinner in great triumph. He had placed a flower in his
-button-hole and put on a brilliant new tie in honour of the great event,
-and fairly threw himself upon his amico and kissed him with enthusiasm
-before Harry could get out of this extremely embarrassing position.
-Never young girl blushed more uncomfortably than the young man did as he
-drew himself out of his enthusiastic friend’s embrace.</p>
-
-<p>“What have I done to you that you make no response?” Paolo said, almost
-weeping over this repulse.</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your tongue, for goodness’ sake! Men don’t kiss each other in
-England. Whatever you do, don’t be ridiculous,” Harry cried.</p>
-
-<p>Poor little Paolo was wounded to the heart.</p>
-
-<p>“I am an English myself,” he said. “Yes, yes, an English<i>man</i>, if you
-will; I have not the courage to remember. I am a true English-man; but
-it is cruel all the same. Should I then take no notice? when it is the
-wish most dear of my heart that will be fulfilled? Always I have said to
-myself&mdash;if the Santissima Virgin would send a real English-man, not one
-that is what you call<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_102" id="page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> ’alf-and-’alf, like me. And when it is done, and
-my amico whom I have chosen turns out to be he whom I have so much
-desired, am not I to show a little that I am glad? I am ’appy that I am
-an Italian,” said Paolo, with indignation, “if it is so.”</p>
-
-<p>And there was a little suspension of intercourse between them. But this
-did not last; Paolo was too good-humoured and too tender-hearted to
-stand out; he begged his friend’s pardon in less than five minutes.
-Harry, whose mind moved more slowly, had not had time to realize that he
-had been unkind when this reversal of the position took place. Paolo did
-all but weep in his penitence.</p>
-
-<p>“I am good-for-nothing,” he said, “I am without sentiment, I have no
-delicacy nor education. Who can say why you were so magnanimous as to
-choose me, me! for your amico? and when you show the true dignity of an
-English, me I am so without good-breeding, so common, so devoid of
-sentiment, that I become angry! but if you will only forgive me, forgive
-me this once&mdash;&mdash;!”</p>
-
-<p>“It is I who am a brute,” said Harry, penitent in his turn. But Paolo
-protested with tears in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_103" id="page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> his eyes, and would have thrown himself at his
-friend’s feet, or on his neck again, in the excitement of the
-reconciliation. And though he was usually very thrifty, calculating
-every centissimo, he ordered a bottle of <i>champagne frappé</i> to celebrate
-the day. Nothing would prevail upon him to countermand this order.</p>
-
-<p>“It is a festa,” cried the little man, “and it is a reparation: and we
-will drink to our eternal friendship.” Paolo did not know that he was
-guilty of plagiarism; he was heroically in earnest, and drank his wine,
-which Antonio brought with great pride and many grins, triumphantly in
-its pail, setting it on the table before them, and watching its
-consumption with the most amiable interest. “And here is for a
-bicchierino,” Paolo said, bestowing, a small coin upon Antonio with much
-grandeur, “drink thou also the health of Ser Isaack, who is my amico,”
-and he held out his foaming glass to touch that of his friend.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo’s head was turned altogether by these unusual potations; and
-Harry’s first office was to see his friend safe home and deliver him
-from all the dangers of the streets, on this too triumphant night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_104" id="page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI.<br /><br />
-<small>THE OFFICE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY entered upon his work next day, and was in a few hours so entirely
-bewildered by the novel character of the questions addressed to him, and
-the information he was supposed to possess, that he went to the
-Vice-Consul in the evening in dismay. “I don’t know a thing,” he said;
-“I never knew before what an ignorant beast I was. It would only be
-taking advantage of you if I were to stay.”</p>
-
-<p>This hasty alarm and anxious honesty of purpose made Mr. Bonamy more and
-more certain that he had judged rightly. “Don’t give in in such a
-hurry,” he said, “you can’t be expected to know things of that sort
-without learning. They are not part of a gentleman’s education. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_105" id="page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span>
-must get your friend Paolo to take you in hand. He is a perfect mine of
-information. I have often to refer to him myself. Though he is not in a
-very high position, he knows more about these special matters than all
-the rest of us put together.”</p>
-
-<p>And thus balm was diffused over Harry’s sore spirit. But he could not
-help asking himself why the inequalities and injustices of this world
-should be so marked in respect to Paolo. Why should he not be in a very
-high position so far as the Vice-Consul’s office was concerned? He,
-Harry, who was an ignoramus and knew nothing, was to have higher pay and
-far more consideration than the other, who was a mine of knowledge. It
-was true that Harry’s personal sense of superiority to Paolo was noways
-weakened&mdash;but yet he felt the injustice. He had not been used to enter
-into such questions, yet he could not but see that to bolster up the
-ignorance of a well-looking Englishman, by the knowledge of a little
-oddity of an Italian was somewhat hard so far as the Italian was
-concerned. It was, accordingly, with a deprecating tone that he spoke to
-Paolo at dinner. It even moved him to a little insincerity. What he had
-said to the Vice-Consul in all good<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_106" id="page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> faith, and much dismay, he repeated
-to Paolo, not meaning it at all. “I don’t know a thing,” he said, “not
-one question could I answer. I never knew I was so ignorant. It is very
-nice to be settled and have Mr. Bonamy for my chief, and you, Paolo, to
-help me through: but a fellow must be honest&mdash;and when the beggars come
-and ask me things, I can’t go on pretending to know.”</p>
-
-<p>“You shall not pretend to know, Isaack mio,” cried Paolo, with a beaming
-countenance. “Now is just come the moment which I was looking for, which
-show that it is good to have a friend. How much does it matter whether
-it is you that have it or I that have it? Listen then to me. You think
-Paolo Thomp-sone a little nobody, and it is true; but listen&mdash;listen to
-me. It is not to talk big or to brag that is necessary. <i>I</i> know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am sure of that, Paolo,” said Harry, languidly, and with the look of
-dejection which was half acting, though he did not intend it. “The
-Vice-Consul said so. He told me you were a mine of knowledge. But why
-should I pick your brains? Why should I mount up upon you and stand upon
-your shoulders, and get all the credit of it? That is not just any more
-than<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_107" id="page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> the other. I oughtn’t to take everything from you.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo could scarcely keep still upon his chair in his delight and
-satisfaction. His face glowed and shone with happiness. “Are not you my
-friend?” he cried; “all that which is to Paolo is to you, Ser Isaack. It
-is my pride. We will begin to-night. It is better than to go out to the
-Café to sit and sip Rosolio&mdash;to be idle like the others&mdash;moche bettare.
-You shall come to my room, or I will go to yours&mdash;and then the books,
-and to write the exercises, and to stoody. Yes, yes&mdash;I know. I have been
-here all my life&mdash;I know moche, almost everything. Then we commence
-to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, Paolo, how am I to accept all that from you? A week ago you did
-not know me, and now you are going to sacrifice all your spare time and
-your pleasure to me; that is not just, as you say. You must let me at
-least,” said Harry, faltering, and, with a glimmering insight which was
-quite new to him, watching his friend’s countenance, “you must let me at
-least&mdash;consider you as&mdash;my master, you know; and we must settle&mdash;now
-don’t be angry&mdash;a price.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo did not say a word; he turned his face<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_108" id="page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> away from his friend and
-pretended to go on eating his dinner. There was no need for words to
-show how deeply wounded he was. He turned his shoulder to Harry, and
-called the smiling Antonio to the other side.</p>
-
-<p>“Take it away! take it away!” he said in English, “it choke me!” and he
-pushed his plate from him.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh! Signor Paolo! Pertanto é buonissimo; don’t cry, Ser Paolo,” cried
-the anxious waiter. “These Inglesi, they are brutes; they have no
-sentiment; they give pain without knowing it. Pertanto, you must not
-weep.”</p>
-
-<p>“That imports me nothing,” said Paolo, feebly. “It is again an illusion,
-my good Antonio; but I cannot weep much, for it is too deep.”</p>
-
-<p>“What are you two talking about? when you know I don’t understand your
-confounded Italian!” cried Harry, at his wit’s end. “What’s the matter?
-what have I done now? you will drive a poor beggar out of his senses!
-Good Lord! you’re not a woman, that you should cry for what a fellow
-says. I don’t know what you mean by your sentiment and all that; I want
-to be honest, and not to take advantage of a good hearted duffer because
-he is my friend.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_109" id="page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo turned round with the tears still in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“You call me duffere,” he said quickly; “beggare I understand, but
-duffere I never heard.”</p>
-
-<p>“It means,” said Harry, drawing on his imagination, “the best-hearted,
-silly kind fellow in the world, always going out of his way to help
-somebody, holding out his hand to a suspicious beast the moment he lands
-in a strange place, never giving him up though he behaves like a brute,
-giving everything like an idiot, but flaring up if you want to give him
-anything in return.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not that, not that,” said Paolo, laying his hand upon his friend’s arm.
-“I give you my lofe, and I wait for your lofe in return. If there is a
-thing you want I take it upon myself. Siamo amici! is there any more to
-say? I know nothing; all is in that. If it is true that I am your amico,
-then you are a beggare, you are a beast, you are all bad,” said Paolo,
-with flashing eyes, “to be so base as to offer to pay me&mdash;money. Ah!
-che! che! there is nothing too bad, nothing too dreadful to say. Inglese
-brutale! false amico&mdash;&mdash;!” Here he stopped all at once, and gazed
-piteously into Harr<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_110" id="page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span>y’s face. “Forgive me, forgive me, my friend!” he
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>This all happened at dinner, at the <i>table-d’hôte</i>, which fortunately
-was not very full that day. There was nobody sitting opposite, which was
-a great relief to Harry’s mind; but he could see from the end of the
-table the cynical Englishman, who had never taken any notice of him,
-giving an amused glance now and then at the group of friends&mdash;Paolo
-shedding tears into his plate, Antonio, with a face full of sympathy,
-tenderly removing it, essaying to console the sufferer. This was a
-greater trial to Harry’s temper than even the sentiment of Paolo. He
-shot an answering glance of defiance at his countryman, who had never so
-much as given the help of a kind word to the stranger.</p>
-
-<p>“Let’s say no more about it, Paolo,” he said, “you and I are quite
-different, you know. I daresay I am a brutal Englishman, but I can’t
-help it. That’s our nature. We don’t think so much of a little thing as
-you do, and we abhor making a fuss. Perhaps you don’t know what that
-means?”</p>
-
-<p>“I will nevare make a fuss more. I will learn to be a duffere, and do as
-you do,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_111" id="page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span>” said Paolo, in all the tenderness of reconciliation.</p>
-
-<p>Harry looked at him something as Joan looked at his mother. He had too
-good a heart to despise his little friend, and he did not understand
-him; but this sentiment was extremely inconvenient and very
-troublesome&mdash;on that point there could be no doubt.</p>
-
-<p>However, later in the evening, Paolo, who had inherited all the Italian
-thrift, gave his friend some very sensible advice. Instead of going to
-the Café, they went to Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>, which was on the highest
-floor of a high house in one of the narrow streets. Though he called it
-an <i>appartamento</i> it was a single room, with an odd little closet in the
-shape of a kitchen, and offices attached to it. The room itself was
-somewhat low in the roof, being so high up, but had three or four
-windows, and a little balcony suspended over the street, into which it
-made Harry dizzy to look down as into an Alpine ravine. The floor was of
-tiles, the walls white, with a pattern in distemper, very graceful and
-flowing, round the top and bottom. The bed was a very tiny and bare
-article, put away in a corner. In another corner stood a table. A few<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_112" id="page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>
-chairs, and an old, very straight-backed settee, with two arms, in old
-gilding and brocade, stood against the wall. There was a tall, brass
-<i>lucerna</i>, the lamp common throughout Italy, with its little bundle of
-snuffers and extinguisher and scissors to trim the wick, hanging from it
-by a chain, and a few books on a shelf. Nothing could be more bare.
-There was a small rug by the bedside, but no other covering for the bare
-area of tiles which was the chief feature in the room. Paolo had a
-little picture of the Madonna, a bad copy of that which is called the
-Madonna del Granduca, and a basin for holy water over his bed, which was
-covered with a red and blue cotton coverlet. Everything about showed the
-same bareness and absence both of comfort and ornament. But Paolo
-regarded his <i>appartamento</i> with eyes full of pleasure. He saw nothing
-wanting in it. It housed him sufficiently of nights, and was cool and
-pleasant in the summer mornings, when he rose, as most Italians do, in
-the early daylight, to get through all the private work he might happen
-to have. He looked round upon it with a gentle complaisance. Some old
-prints, and one or two copies of famous pictures, hung on the walls. In
-the best light was an old painting of a gloomy<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_113" id="page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> and uncertain aspect,
-which Paolo believed to be a Margheritone. It might have been anything.
-He was very proud of it. “Ecco!” he said, when they went in, “my old
-master. He is a little dark, but when you study him you will find much
-in him. He is of the <i>trecento</i>&mdash;very early&mdash;very early. The painter
-have seen the blessed father, San Francesco; that indicates how old it
-must be.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not make any reply to this. For his part he liked things
-better for being new. The dark old picture had no charm for him at all,
-and he thought the <i>appartamento</i> rather worse as being larger than his
-own little room at the hotel, which had hitherto seemed to him the last
-example of bareness and dreariness. “A horrid little hole,” more adapted
-for a dog than a man.</p>
-
-<p>“I’ll tell you one other thing,” said Paolo, taking him affectionately
-by the shoulders before they sat down by the table; “if you will make
-economies, and do well, Isaack mio, you will not live always in the
-hotel. Me I dine there; it is the best thing to do; but live all the
-time&mdash;oh no! It is only for Englishmen to be so extravagant like that.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_114" id="page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“That is what I have been thinking,” said Harry, “if I could get some
-nice rooms. You don’t understand about Englishmen. Dining every day at
-an hotel is a thing nobody would think of in England. We have our dinner
-at home, or, if the landlady is not a good cook, then perhaps&mdash;But for
-my part I always preferred a beefsteak at home, even if it were not the
-most perfect cookery in the world. Dining at an hotel is a thing no one
-thinks of, except on a great occasion perhaps.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo opened his eyes in surprise. “It is well,” he said, “you are more
-prudent when you are in your own country. This is what you must do,
-Isaack, amico. You will first find an <i>appartamento</i>. It is not always
-that one is so fortunate as me. This is perfect&mdash;non é vero? It is all
-one could want. A bed&mdash;ecco! a table, the sof-fa that has come from a
-palazzo, even a little tabouret for the feet&mdash;everything. And then the
-balcone! When it makes warm in the summer, in July and Agosto, it is,
-oh! fresco, freschissimo so fresh and cool here! The first thing is an
-<i>appartamento</i>. But in every way I am too fortunate. As soon I dress in
-the morning, there is a caffè in face&mdash;you can see it if you look
-down&mdash;where I can have my coffee in a moment. No waiting as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_115" id="page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> when you go
-to a distance, but at the moment. They are about to send us now the
-coffee, amico, to clear our head. You will see how good it is. Then when
-the time come for the other breakfast&mdash;what you call lunch&mdash;there is a
-restaurant near the bureau. You have two very good dish, a dolce, and
-dessert; and very little to pay. I will lead you to-morrow to that
-place. And at last the dinner at the Leone. Figure to yourself so much
-comfort all in one day! And you see the journals for nothing, and hear
-what all the people say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless us all,” said Harry, “in that way you are never at home.”</p>
-
-<p>“At ’ome! I am at ’ome everywere,” the little Italian said; “all is
-friends; whatever goes on, everyone makes part of it to me. And when all
-is over you mount in your <i>appartamento</i>, you are tranquil, you light
-your lamp, you fume slowly your cigar on the balcone, you go to bed. And
-you make economies&mdash;great economies. Me even, that have not moche
-appointment, I become a little rich, what you call at my ease. And you,
-who will have moche more as me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I? You are a great deal more use than I am,” Harry said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_116" id="page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Paolo shook his head with a cheerful yet shrewd acceptance of the
-position. “Si, I am of more use,” he said. “I am good for something;
-you, caro, not good for moche yet. But look at you and look at me. That
-expliques itself. That is the world’s way&mdash;what you call the world’s
-way. Come; the first thing is an <i>appartamento</i>. You think, perhaps, it
-is too high up here? But smell the good air,” cried Paolo; “that is of
-itself refreshing&mdash;and the view! You will pay more scudi at the Leone in
-a week than for a month here. Ecco! here is the coffee, and though it is
-not yet quite dark, that amiable garzone, see, he has brought us a
-lamp.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there entered, with a knock at the door, the man from the caffè
-opposite, holding upon the points of three fingers a tray containing two
-heavy cups of white porcelain and the small coffee-pot, flanked by a
-plate of cakes, which Paolo’s hospitality had added in honour of his
-friend. The waiter swung the lighted lamp in the other hand, holding it
-by the handle at the top, and in this way had come up five flights of
-stairs without spilling a drop of the coffee or jeopardizing the cups.
-He put the lamp on the table with a “Felicissima notte, Signori,”
-looking upon the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_117" id="page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> two young men with looks as amiable as his wish. And,
-indeed, the wish has more reason in it at the beginning of the evening
-than at the end. Paolo was great as a host. He poured out his black
-coffee as if it had been the richest of drinks, and pressed upon Harry
-the odd little collection of cakes of every possible and impossible
-flavour. Some of them were excellent, but Harry thought he despised
-these innocent dainties. And he was not very fond of the black coffee:
-how much better he would have liked an English cup of tea! As he sat
-turning over the books which Paolo placed before him, and listened to
-his friend’s explanations, gulping, with a great effort not to make a
-wry face, occasional mouthfuls of coffee, there seemed to flit before
-him a vision of his mother’s parlour&mdash;the fragrant tea, the rich fresh
-cream, and herself, with that pale face which had not always seemed to
-him so attractive as it did now. Once, to tell the truth, Harry had
-thought his mother and sister heavy company, and in his heart had said
-that nothing could be more dull than the long evening in the parlour at
-home. Now that he was up here so near the sky in Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>,
-his ideas were different. The bare tiles underfoot, the wide, vacant
-space,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_118" id="page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> with the little bed in the corner, the dull old Margheritone
-staring him in the face, with a pair of round eyes looking out from its
-blackness&mdash;and all those knotty questions about the harbour dues to
-occupy him, made as great a contrast as could be conceived to the old
-curtains and carpets, and familiar walls, and cheerful fire, and the
-grey sweep of landscape showing from the windows, stretching far into
-the horizon. But he himself. Harry was very much the same, and in the
-one place as in the other he was unsatisfied. He thought it had been his
-surroundings that were to blame in the first instance, but now, after
-the excitement of all this new beginning, and the novelty of his new
-friends, and the new place, so unlike anything he had seen before,
-Paolo’s <i>appartamento</i>, and the thought of settling down in another
-such, brought him back, with a sort of mental gasp, to himself. Was that
-all that was to come of it? It was scarcely worth while renouncing his
-name and his family, and all his past, in order to settle down in a room
-upon the fifth floor, among the chimneypots, at Leghorn. While he was
-studying the dock regulations and harbour laws, his mind was busy about
-this other perplexing question. An <i>appartemento</i>! Was he never, he
-wondered,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_119" id="page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> with an impatience that was almost comic in the humiliation
-and depression it caused him, to have a sitting-room again? never to get
-a meal save in public, in the grim <i>sala</i> of the Leone, or in a gaudy
-restaurant with little marble tables; never even a cup of tea to himself
-in his own place, as an Englishman loves to have it; never to have a
-carpet under his feet, but cold tiles; and nothing in the world that
-looked like home? He kept all this to himself, and tried hard to grasp
-at the laws and regulations about the free port of Leghorn, and its
-etiquettes and its dues; but his inner soul was crossed all the time by
-impulses of ill-humour and disappointment which he could with difficulty
-restrain. It is always difficult, after a period of agitation and
-excitement, to settle down again and resume a steady routine; and Harry
-could not think of this kind of settling with anything but annoyance.
-The inn was not any better. His little sleeping-room there was not so
-good as Paolo’s. In the <i>sala</i> there was always a sense of dinner
-combined with cigars; and in the other parts of the establishment the
-smell was of cigars impregnated with soup and divers odours of the
-kitchen. And these were the only places where he, with his English
-habits,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_120" id="page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> had a chance of sitting down! He sighed for his little parlour,
-with its Kidderminster carpet, and red moreen curtains, at Liverpool. It
-was a palace to the <i>appartamento</i>, or anything that seemed possible
-here.</p>
-
-<p>They sat so late over their books that Paolo did not as usual insist
-upon accompanying Harry to the inn door. Paolo, for his part, had spent
-a very happy evening. He was learned in those bye-laws which so
-mystified Harry, and loved to enlarge upon them, and to impart
-information in any shape was a grateful exercise to him. He liked to do
-it, even when he was not&mdash;which he liked still better&mdash;doing a kindness
-to a friend; and he was proud of all the possessions which he had
-exhibited with such simple pleasure. It did not occur to him that his
-home, which he was so happy in, or the simple routine of life which he
-had set up for imitation, could fill any heart with dismay. He found
-himself perfectly comfortable in it, why should not his amico do the
-same? No doubt of the suitableness of this life to one as to another
-crossed his simple mind. He crunched the biscuits which Harry disdained,
-and drank the black coffee at which Harry made wry faces, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_121" id="page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> was much
-pleased with himself, and very happy to think that he was setting before
-his friend the best way to walk in. He was scarcely so pleased with
-himself however when he was over-persuaded to allow Harry to go back to
-the hotel alone. “No, I will re-conduct you,” he had said at first; but
-Harry laughed at the unnecessary ceremony. Paolo stood at the top of the
-great black well of a staircase and held the lucerna to light his friend
-downstairs, standing patiently with the heavy lamp dangling from his
-hand till he had heard the door close at the foot; and then he rushed to
-his balcony to watch lest Harry should turn the wrong way, ready to
-scream out to him if he did so. Even when he had made sure that his
-friend had turned to the right, and not to the left, Paolo still shook
-his head. “I should have re-conducted him,” he said to himself. It was
-the only drawback to the perfect blessedness of the night.</p>
-
-<p>It was a glorious night out of doors; the Italian moon was shining with
-a warmth and glory unknown to northern skies. Harry tried to think the
-moon was as fine in England, but he could not succeed in this;
-everything else was a great deal better in England, but there was
-something to be said for the climate here, one was forced to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_122" id="page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>
-admit&mdash;even though one might not admit anything more. Harry walked home
-(as he called it by force of nature) with much subdued irritation and
-despondency, consequent chiefly on the apparent impossibility of ever
-having a sitting-room, or any place it would be pleasant to sit in
-again. The inn, though he called it home, was not less obnoxious to him,
-and he asked himself, good heavens, was it possible he should never&mdash;&mdash;
-He had got as far as this when another picture suddenly rose up before
-him, and in a moment changed all his thoughts. It was of a dim room,
-cool and dark in the midst of the sunshine, with a whiteness of floating
-curtains about the windows, and tables covered with books, and a white
-figure in a corner, close upon the open dark space of a window closed by
-green persianis, through which the air was blowing softly. Ah! he said,
-drawing a long breath, there was a kind of paradise! That was very
-different from the <i>appartamento</i>. It was dark in his memory, as it had
-been when he had suddenly stepped into it out of the bright day with so
-much surprise that he could but dimly recollect the appearance of the
-place. He wondered how it would look when the persianis were open,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_123" id="page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> when
-the daylight got in, or at night when the lamps were lighted, when the
-place was fully inhabited?</p>
-
-<p>Instinctively, without knowing what he was about, he turned into the
-street which led to the Consulate. His heart gave a jump against his
-breast when he saw that the persianis were all opened now, and that the
-lights in the room made it partially visible from the street. Evidently
-there was a party going on, and he felt a little pang of mortification
-to think that he had not been asked. There was a sound of music and a
-great deal of talk, talk that sounded exhilarating and delightful to
-Harry, though he would have felt himself a fish out of water had he been
-in the midst of the polyglot conversation that went on in the Consul’s
-drawing-room. A white figure was seated near the window, faintly visible
-within the white curtains. He wondered if it was <i>hers</i>? He screwed his
-eyes together as if he had been short-sighted, to try to see a little
-better, but this was what he could not make out. The sudden glimpse of
-this little bright world from which he was shut out arrested Harry all
-at once in his discontented thoughts. Here was something which would
-make up for all deficiencies.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_124" id="page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> He stood for a long time under the
-windows, trying to hear the voices within, with no eavesdropping
-intentions, but only to console himself by the recollection that he had
-far more in common with the Vice-Consul’s house and his society than
-with Paolo, though he was so good a friend. And then he stood opposite
-and watched, seeing figures vaguely glide across the room, figures which
-the white curtains, swaying softly in the air, kept indistinct. He could
-not distinguish her, he allowed to himself; sometimes he thought he had
-traced her, but only to find himself deceived. Some one in the
-background was playing the piano softly, though nobody paid much
-attention. Harry could not tear himself away from the window. That was
-life, he thought to himself; a man who had that house to go home to need
-never be dull; and then he remembered, with a glow of warm satisfaction
-and pleasure, that on Sunday, no further off, he was to go there. He
-turned after this with a resolute step, and went back to the hotel and
-his dreary little room, where he sat on his bed, gazing at the two
-little lights of the lucerna which had been given to him to light
-himself upstairs, for all the house was dark and at rest before he got
-back&mdash;and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_125" id="page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> thinking of that warm and cheerful scene. The lamp burned on
-steadily, the only light in all the big hotel, and Harry sat and gazed
-at it unwinking. Sunday afternoon! here was something to look forward
-to. And <i>that</i> was a house which was worth calling a home, which was not
-an <i>appartamento</i>. He thought life must have an altogether different
-complexion there.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_126" id="page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII.<br /><br />
-<small>THE BONAMYS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">M</span>R. BONAMY, the Vice-Consul, was a man who ought to have filled a very
-different position. He ought to have been Consul-General and a person of
-importance. He had been long in the service, and he had done good work,
-and there was nothing against him. But there are some people who never
-will “get on,” whatever may be the circumstances in their favour, just
-as there are some whom all the adverse circumstances in the world will
-not keep down. He was rash, as may have been seen by his reception of
-Harry, and he was one of those men upon whom experience has no power,
-who never learn&mdash;who having been deceived twenty times are just as ready
-to believe and be imposed upon the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_127" id="page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> twenty-first. His own goodness and
-rectitude were such that he had kept his position fairly, and his talent
-and fine faculties had not been without acknowledgment; but he had not
-“got on.” There was another circumstance too which kept him in his
-present position. His history had been briefly told by Paolo, and was
-one which everybody knew. Eighteen years before he had married a
-beautiful girl, the daughter of an English merchant in Leghorn and his
-Italian wife. They had lived together for a year, and the little Rita
-had been born, when young Bonamy took his wife “home” with great delight
-and pride to exhibit her to his friends. She had scarcely touched
-English soil when she fell ill; it was an ungenial season, and the
-Italian girl was of a delicate constitution. The young husband, to whose
-mind danger or death never presented themselves as possible, always rash
-and venturesome, and ready to trust any gleam of sunshine, had been to
-blame in exposing her to the severities of the spring changes and the
-east winds, and the result was that he who had left Leghorn in the full
-zenith of happiness, returned a miserable man, alone, leaving his
-treasure in an English grave. For years after he had been so stunned<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_128" id="page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span>
-with his grief that he was capable of little but the routine of
-necessary work, and this period of deadly depression occurred just when
-there might have been hopes of promotion for him. He did not want any
-promotion. When he began to revive with the growth of his little girl,
-and to find in her a substitute for the young mother whom he had
-scarcely had time to know, it became a settled principle, almost a
-superstition in his mind, that Rita must never leave her native soil;
-she, at least, should never be exposed to those east winds and chilling
-mists of England. It became a part of the training he gave her, a part
-of the religion which everybody round was bound to. Whatever happened,
-Rita was not to leave Italy; the risks her mother had succumbed to were
-never to touch her. His living, his expectations, his life itself, were
-nothing in comparison with this. He was not a man of a strong mind, as
-may be easily perceived. There was but one thing which was utterly
-precious to him, and that was naturally the first thing in his thoughts.
-She throve here in the place where she had been born, just as her mother
-had done before her; and if she were removed she would die. This made
-him accept cheerfully the neglect of his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_129" id="page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> superiors; and he had made
-himself many friends in the place he had inhabited so long. The whole
-population knew him and his story, and sympathized, with the ready
-warmth of the race. It was known even to the dock-labourers, to the
-sailors in the port, that the Signorina Rita was never to go out of
-Italy. The people were all profoundly interested in her in consequence.
-It was a compliment to them, to their genial skies, and the health of
-the town, and the excellence of everything Italian, not to say
-Livornese, which went to their hearts; and the Vice-Consul and his
-daughter found themselves very happy in the place, which he would have
-left long ago had he been a more prosperous man.</p>
-
-<p>This consoled him greatly for not getting on; indeed, he had lost
-ambition altogether, and given up all thought of advancement; he was
-satisfied with his life such as it was. It was a pleasant life enough,
-no press or hurry of business, no excessive responsibility, a friendly
-society round him, a number of people looking up to him, a kind of
-representative position which pleased his fancy. The shipping and the
-sea-captains who occupied so much of his time were not perhaps quite so
-delightful, but then there are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_130" id="page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> some drawbacks in every lot. He had a
-pleasant house, which he had gradually filled with furniture and
-pictures such as might have made a connoisseur’s mouth water, and he had
-plenty of leisure time to enjoy the society of his daughter and of his
-friends. Unconsciously he had trained Rita to be his constant companion
-and confidant. He had not intended so to do; there had been no desire in
-him to withdraw her from younger companions, to keep her to himself; but
-when an intelligent child is made the companion of a mature mind, which
-is yet not too mature, but still capable of something of the
-indiscretion of youth, there is a charm in the intercourse which nothing
-else can equal. To a girl especially the attraction is great. Rita,
-almost before she had given up dolls and baby-houses, had begun to see
-the bigger world in glimpses through her father’s eyes. She began to be
-aware of a universe full of people, full of humour and meaning,
-appearing behind like an inexhaustible background. And if she did not
-absolutely find out books by the same means, yet she made the discovery
-of most things that were beautiful and important in them. His opinions,
-his ideas represented a whole new heaven and new earth to her, before
-which the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_131" id="page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> nursery and its childish joys faded away. She had begun to
-know what he knew, to give an adoring echo to all his opinions, to
-understand his occupations, when other children are still resisting
-their first lessons, and resenting the interference of grown-up persons
-with all their pleasures. The Vice-Consul confided all his difficulties,
-when they arose, to her ears before she was twelve. She knew that the
-“F.O.” was sometimes unreasonable, and that the shippers were
-troublesome, before she had quite mastered English, which was not her
-native tongue. Then there came a further development, when Rita no
-longer echoed her father’s opinions, but had ideas of her own. This
-followed so quickly upon the first, and added such a delightful variety
-and animation to their intercourse, that the Vice-Consul fully believed
-she had been a critic in her cradle, and that all her lively views upon
-things in general had come to her direct by inspiration from above.</p>
-
-<p>She was seventeen now, though she looked younger. For five years she had
-been everything that a grown-up companion can be, with something besides
-that no grown-up companion ever was. They were everything to each other.
-She reverenced him, and she laughed at him,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_132" id="page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> and patronized his ideas,
-and thought him the first of created beings. Nothing but a child could
-so mingle veneration and superiority, the freedom of an equal, the
-keenness of a critic, the enthusiasm of adoring love. There was not a
-thing he said which she could not pull to pieces, nor any of his actions
-that were not subject to her comments. “I would not have done that,
-papa, if I had been you,” she would say; and yet she was of opinion that
-of all human creatures there was not one, on the whole, who came within
-a hundred miles of Her Britannic Majesty’s Vice-Consul at Leghorn. This
-was the result of Rita’s observations during the dozen years or so which
-she had unconsciously spent in accumulating materials upon which to form
-an opinion. And this was no small thing to say, for a clever child is
-the most close of observers, and far less likely to be blinded by
-partiality than any other human critic. As for the Vice-Consul, he had
-no such foundation of commonsense and close observation to support his
-certainty that such another as his Margherita had never been born to
-man. He worshipped his child without any reason at all. If she had been
-stupid, perhaps even if she had been unamiable, he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_133" id="page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> would have loved her
-all the same; but he took it for a special instance of the goodness of
-God towards him that she was delightful, and lovely, and sweet, and
-clever&mdash;as well as that she was Rita, which last, however, was the chief
-and unspeakable claim to his love.</p>
-
-<p>And the house in which these two lived together was a very happy house.
-It is the privilege of girls to exercise this sweet reconciling power,
-to make a father, or a mother, at peace with fate, reconciled to all the
-troubles of the past. Perhaps it is inconsistent with the greater
-self-assertion of young manhood to give so much thought, so much care to
-the elder generation; certainly it is only here and there a
-preternaturally excellent youth who ever fills such a place in the home
-and the life of his parents as Rita filled to her father; and she was
-not preternaturally good, but mischievous, and contradictory and
-impetuous, as well as bright, and tender, and gentle. She never tried to
-make her father happy, or thought of doing her duty to him, but only
-loved him and lived with him in the most natural unconscious freedom of
-word and thought. People may pass years under the same roof without ever
-living with each other; but Rita poured<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_134" id="page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> her young abundant life into
-the stream of her father’s without thinking that any other channel was
-possible. Everything that the one did was interesting to the other,
-everything that happened contributed to their more perfect union. It had
-never occurred as yet to either that this life of theirs might change or
-undergo any transformation until the time should come when it would be
-split in twain by death; and that was a contingency which, as applying
-to herself (to think that her father might die had scarcely occurred to
-her), seemed to Rita the least likely of all possibilities, while he, on
-his part, if he ever took it into consideration, did it tranquilly,
-thinking of his own death, as men in the midst of their lives, with good
-health and no appearance of failing, do think of that event, as of
-something too far off to trouble one’s-self about&mdash;inevitable, and
-bringing its own atmosphere of resignation with it, but too shadowy and
-distant to disturb anybody’s peace.</p>
-
-<p>It may be imagined that the event of Harry’s appearance was much
-discussed between these two, who discussed everything. Rita had been
-very grateful to Harry; she had exalted him into a hero. The description
-she had given to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_135" id="page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> her father, when she came rushing to his side on the
-night of the occurrence, white and panting after her run home, had been
-that of a demigod. She had described him as tall and straight as an
-arrow, towering head and shoulders over the common creatures about. She
-described the little voice in Italian which she had welcomed joyfully
-enough, and which had begun to intercede with her assailants with a
-troubled tone of politeness, and how it had been suddenly broken short
-by the strenuous English of the deliverer. Rita, when she got over her
-fright, cried and laughed together over the incident. She made it into a
-dramatic scene, setting Paolo’s tremulous entreaties to music&mdash;and then
-broke in upon the cadence with short sharp English monosyllables, “Let
-go that girl!” She put the most flowery Italian into Paolo’s mouth, then
-brought the other voice in, strong and brief in a masculine monotone.
-She did nothing but repeat this little entertainment all the evening
-after she had got over her fright, and when her father appeared with the
-hero, looking somewhat sheepish, but very strong, very English, and more
-good-looking than might have been hoped, Rita had been delighted. She
-did not take, however,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_136" id="page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> the accident romantically, or with any
-high-flown interest in her deliverer. Discussing him afterwards, she
-allowed that he did not look particularly brilliant.</p>
-
-<p>“But what of that?” she cried. “Heroes never need to be clever. It is a
-great deal more than we deserve that he should be so good-looking. He is
-very good-looking, handsome and heavy, just like a hero,” Rita said,
-“and with a story! It is a great deal more than we had any right to
-expect.” But the story itself did not make any such impression upon her
-as it did upon her father. Rita was cynical for the first time, and did
-not think much of the quarrel with the family. “There are so many
-stories like that,” she said, bending her brows a little; “it saves a
-great deal of explanation. But he is not clever enough to have invented
-it. He would have blushed and stammered, and even you, papa, could have
-found him out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Even I!” said Mr. Bonamy; “you speak as if my stock of intelligence was
-the smallest you knew.”</p>
-
-<p>“Not that,” said Rita, laughing, “but you know you are very easily taken
-in, papa; oh, yes, you cannot deny that.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_137" id="page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“You make a great deal out of a very little,” said the Vice-Consul,
-almost angry; for it was his weak point, and consequently he was very
-susceptible to criticism. “Besides,” he said, in his usual tone, “when I
-am taken in, as you say I am, it is by regular humbugs, professors of
-the art. There was that fellow from Geneva, was there ever a better
-get-up? he would have taken in old Pam himself.” This was his synonym
-for astute and wary wisdom, as some people say Old Nick. “But Oliver has
-not a bit of get-up about him. Whatever he is, he is genuine, the least
-experienced could see as much.”</p>
-
-<p>“I told you,” said Rita, “he is not clever enough to have invented a
-story; you always come round, papa, to what I say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said the Vice-Consul, “I <i>am</i> a great fool about you, Rita,
-everybody says that; no, he is not clever enough for a made-up story;
-and he is so much in earnest about it that it must be true.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita did not reply. She had no desire to prove that her father was
-wrong: and, besides, for once in a way her observations confirmed his.
-She recalled to herself the big young fellow, with his ingenuous looks,
-and that air of confused and deprecating surprise, as if he could not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_138" id="page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>
-understand why they should make so much of him; a humbug (she concluded)
-would have made the most of himself, and shown no surprise.</p>
-
-<p>“Of course he will not be able to keep it up,” Mr. Bonamy said, “they
-will find him out. By the way, remember to keep a look out in the agony
-column, they will appeal to him through that. I. O.; they are rather
-queer initials.”</p>
-
-<p>“What does I. stand for?” Rita asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Isaac Oliver. It is an odd sort of name too for a young fellow like
-that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Isaac! I don’t believe it can be his right name. He is no more like an
-Isaac than I am. Isaac ought to be a sort of soft old man, very nice and
-gentle, but a little silly, like Isaac in the Bible.”</p>
-
-<p>“My Rita, you are rather profane. Now it sounds to me like an old Jew,
-which is to say an old humbug, up to everything, flattering and fawning,
-and ready to sell his soul if he had one.”</p>
-
-<p>“It is you who are profane, papa; my Isaac, of course, was an old Jew;
-they were all Jews, all those people in the Bible: but he was more like
-you, a great deal, for it was he that was taken in. <i>That</i> cannot be his
-right name.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_139" id="page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“Whose right name? you jump so from the Bible to yesterday that you are
-confusing. I am obliged to you for the compliment about the patriarch.
-And as for our young fellow, I think it very likely that Oliver is not
-his name; but an <i>alias</i> is seldom carried so far as the Christian name;
-he must be Isaac, I am afraid, though it is disenchanting.”</p>
-
-<p>“Poor Mr. Oliver,” Rita said. “There is not very much enchantment about
-him anyhow. Yes, yes, he is just the right thing for a hero: but there
-ought to be something behind, he ought to be a little clever, or witty,
-or poetical, or something, before there can be any enchantment. Oh yes,
-it was quite right to ask him for Sunday. He will be very
-tranquillizing, quite Sunday fare.”</p>
-
-<p>“That was what I thought,” her father said. “You will try all your arts
-upon him, you will turn him inside out. In half-an-hour you will find
-out more than I would in a day.”</p>
-
-<p>“I shall not want to find out,” said Rita; “if he is so secret, why
-should I try to penetrate his mystery? Mysteries, papa, I have often
-told you, are seldom worth finding out.” And they both laughed at this
-utterance of wisdom: but yet<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_140" id="page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> there was a kind of understanding, at all
-events on Rita’s side, that it was she who was the most prudent of the
-two.</p>
-
-<p>Harry met them at church on Sunday morning. There were a great many
-people at the English Church, and they had the usual look of
-sectarianism and conventicalism which a small foreign community, holding
-its select little “diet of worship” (as we say in Scotland) in its
-separate church, in the midst of a large Catholic community, always has.
-It is hard to understand why the mere fact of not being able to say our
-prayers along with the mass of our fellow-creatures, should give
-everywhere that look of narrow superiority, yet lurking sense of
-disadvantage. Amid all the salutations at the church-doors, which showed
-how the little community hung together, Harry was shy of penetrating the
-mass, and held himself modestly apart, waiting in the background till
-his friends disengaged themselves from the crowd. A stranger was more
-remarked in that close circle than he would have been in towns more
-frequented by tourists; and his appearance was so distinctively, almost
-so ideally English, that he caught a great many eyes. A tall young
-fellow, muscular and strong,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_141" id="page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> with curling fair hair, a light moustache,
-a ruddy complexion, and an English made coat, at once attracted the
-attention of the merchants and officials who made up the congregation.
-Who was he? When the Vice-Consul was seen to go up to him, and he walked
-off by Rita’s side, their fellow-worshippers soon came to a distinct
-conclusion on the subject. He was some young English swell who had
-brought letters from influential persons at home, and whom Mr. Bonamy
-would naturally make the most of. That was the best of an official
-position, was the commentary of more than one looker-on&mdash;that the best
-people were always sent to you&mdash;that whereas all the straggling tourists
-who were nobody, were recommended by troublesome acquaintances to
-ordinary residents in a town, the Consul had all the people of
-distinction, and though he himself held no particular rank, made
-acquaintance, and occasionally formed alliances, with very superior
-people indeed. Many looks were in consequence cast after Harry, as very
-happy, yet very humble, he walked off by Rita’s side. He thought that it
-was he who had the advantage, while the spectators considered him a
-distinguished visitor, and envied the Vice-Consul, whose position made
-his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_142" id="page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> house the natural head-quarters for such fine people. He walked
-through the shady streets, saying very little, feeling himself quite
-happy without speech, and it seemed to him like the repetition of a
-dream when he came in again to the cool dining-room, and sat down once
-more between the father and daughter. It was only a few days since he
-had done that for the first time, coming in, like a man in a dream, to
-find an unknown world opened to him. Now the world was no longer
-unknown, he had got his place in it, he had the prospect before him of
-knowing it better and better, it was his home, as it was that of the
-others.</p>
-
-<p>With a strange feeling of security and continuance he took his place at
-the table. He was never a great talker, and he allowed his entertainers
-to talk over him, not being so quick to understand their allusions, and
-all the shades of meaning in their rapid conversation, as he would have
-wished. Sometimes Rita would turn to him with a pleasant word, bringing
-him into the current, sometimes Mr. Bonamy would say something that made
-an answer needful; but for the most part he was silent, taking his share
-only with looks. He did the best he could for<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_143" id="page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> himself by this means,
-for his face was bright, brighter perhaps than his intelligence, and he
-had the pleasant art of being interested, whether he quite understood or
-not. His look, which was half wistful, half understanding, with a little
-eagerness in it, a desire to follow what was being said, and a naïve
-comprehension that it was slightly above him, caught Rita’s attention in
-spite of herself. So far as she was aware, this young woman was more
-fond of intellectual people and their discourse than of anything else in
-the world. If there was one thing she was sure of, it was her preference
-for this kind of society, her disdain of trivial minds, and the common
-chatter of the everyday world. And she had already expressed her opinion
-about Harry, that he would do very well for a hero of the muscular kind,
-but as for any special interest, a man required something more, a touch
-of poetry or intellect, or at least, if nothing else, cleverness, to
-recommend him to the attention. It happened, however, two or three times
-over, that when Rita’s eyes were travelling the length of the table to
-meet her father’s, with whom she was talking, they were caught by
-Harry’s, who sat at the side. Harry had uttered nothing that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_144" id="page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> was not
-commonplace, and, indeed, he had not said much at all; but when he thus
-caught her eye, and forced her to look at him, his face was more
-eloquent than his tongue. It was not at any time an unmeaning face, and
-to-day it meant a great deal; it meant a conviction that he was very
-happily placed between two such bright and clever people; it meant great
-attention and admiration and interest. Rita was caught by it as if he
-had put forth his hand to stop her as she passed him. Stupid! how could
-she have thought him stupid? That look was not stupid, not even heavy or
-pre-occupied, like so many other young Englishmen, who looked distrait
-when anything was talked of beyond their own little capacities. Harry
-had not at all this aspect. If his mind was not quite up to the mark of
-their conversation his attention was. He wanted to listen and to
-understand. She looked at him, thus, once, twice, feeling each time more
-favourably disposed&mdash;and the third time she fairly stopped and turned
-round and addressed him.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver,” she said, “we are very uncivil, papa and I. We are so used
-to talking to each other that, when there is anyone here, if he does not
-stop us and force us to listen to him, we<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_145" id="page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> just go on. I have felt how
-silly it was. I wish you would put a stop to us, and make us listen to
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“But I should not like that,” said Harry; “you talk a great deal better
-than I do. Talking was never any gift of mine; but I like to listen. I
-am picking up a great deal, though you may not think it. Everything is
-so new to me here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, then, I will ask you a very silly question,” said Rita; “I will
-ask you what everybody will ask you, and of course you cannot tell yet
-how to answer; but you will answer all the same. How do you like
-Leghorn, Mr. Oliver? Do you think you will like us when you know us
-better? I hope you think that is a nice commonplace beginning,” said
-Rita, laughing; and a faint little colour came over her of half
-amusement and half self-reproach.</p>
-
-<p>“Indeed, I don’t think it silly at all; I am commonplace myself,” said
-Harry, with a little sigh. “I wish I could be more remarkable, but I
-can’t. Yes, I like Leghorn very much, and I think I shall like all the
-people I know, more and more as I know them better. But I don’t know
-many people. Except Mr. Bonamy and yourself,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_146" id="page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> who have been so kind to
-me, I have got but one friend.”</p>
-
-<p>“One friend, hear him! as if that was a thing that could be picked up at
-every corner,” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“I never saw anything like him,” said Harry, “he is like a child&mdash;and
-very simple in his ways of thinking. He is twenty times better than I
-am, and yet I feel sometimes as if I must laugh. You don’t know what
-strange people we English are, Miss Bonamy. We can see how good a thing
-is, and yet we can’t help laughing if it is a little out of the way.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then,” said Rita, “tell me why. I have no way of knowing but what
-people tell me. There are things said about Englishmen just as there are
-things said about women, in general. Now the women I know are quite
-unlike each other. I cannot imagine any one thing that they would all
-think or do. Are Englishmen all the same?”</p>
-
-<p>“Now, Oliver, be on your guard,” said her father, “that’s one of her
-theories. She wants to push you into a corner and compel you to commit
-yourself. Women have this and that way of thinking, we all say, don’t
-we? and it’s quite true. ‘Really!’ says this little person, ‘I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_147" id="page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> suppose,
-then, women are all exactly like each other?’ Have a care, my young
-friend; she looks innocent, but I don’t advise you to let yourself fall
-into her hands.”</p>
-
-<p>“When I said Englishmen”&mdash;said Harry, faltering; then he gathered a
-little boldness&mdash;“We are not all like each other: but this is rather
-true of all of us&mdash;at least, so I think: we jeer at things we don’t
-understand.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bravo,” said the Vice-Consul, clapping his hands, “I see you understand
-our dear countrymen.”</p>
-
-<p>“We don’t mean much harm,” said Harry, led on beyond himself. “I suppose
-that in other countries just the same happens in different ways. When
-people act in a way we should not think of acting, we think it is so
-strange that we&mdash;laugh at them. It is wrong, I have no doubt, and silly,
-but still we do it. The first thing is, we laugh at them&mdash;Italians don’t
-seem to do so. They are most polite.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the French don’t do it.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, they do a great deal worse,” said Rita; “for the language, for
-instance, they are far more hard than you. When anyone speaks English
-badly, you laugh, but you don’t mind.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_148" id="page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> The Frenchman doesn’t laugh, he
-is horribly polite&mdash;but he thinks the worse of you for ever after. I see
-what you mean. There is a kind of a way you have of looking at things in
-the same light, which does not mean that you are alike, or all thinking
-in the same way. Perhaps,” said Rita, meditatively, “that may be true of
-Englishmen&mdash;and women too. Yes, I see how that might be true. I am very
-much obliged to you, Mr. Oliver, for putting it in so clear a light.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry could only stare at her with a mixture of amazement and
-gratification. He to be applauded for putting something in a clear
-light! and by Rita, who knew so much more than he did. He could not but
-laugh within himself at the unlikelihood of it; yet he was gratified by
-the thought.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_149" id="page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII.<br /><br />
-<small>HARRY’S PROGRESS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">A</span>FTER this, Harry “settled down.” It was a somewhat disappointing,
-disenchanting process, but still it was better than it appeared at the
-first glance. Paolo, finding that his friend could not be happy without
-a sitting-room, which seemed to himself the most unnecessary of
-luxuries, exerted himself to procure an appartamento for him which
-should include this, and managed, after a little delay, to do so, at a
-price so modest that Harry was astonished, and the padrone di casa much
-disgusted and indignant when he found that he had actually suffered his
-rooms to go, at a rent extravagant only for Italians, to an Englishman.
-The landlord was so disappointed and annoyed by this that the occa<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_150" id="page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>sion
-made him voluble; for “Ecco!” he said, “a countryman, that is&mdash;a
-countryman. He knows as much as we do. He is aware of everything. He can
-do what he pleases. That he should have the rooms cheap, that
-understands itself: that is all just. But a stranger! And, on the other
-hand, they want so much more, these strangers. They will demand
-breakfast, and even refreshments in the evening! They are so lazy they
-will not give themselves the pain to descend to the caffè for their
-coffee, which is the natural way, but will demand to have it here, which
-is endless trouble. I never could have believed that Ser Paolo, who is a
-person of education, would so have treated an old neighbour.” He said so
-much on the subject that Harry, with something of that impatience and
-careless magnificence which are (supposedly) the characteristics of the
-English, declared that, rather than be so persecuted, he would pay
-twenty lire a month more than had been asked of him, an offer which made
-the padrone think him a great fool, but a true Englishman, and which
-drove Paolo nearly out of himself with indignation. It may be understood
-by this fact that Harry soon picked up as much Italian as made him
-understand at least<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_151" id="page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> the tone of address, whether it was friendly or
-angry: and in smaller matters he was soon able to make himself
-understood.</p>
-
-<p>The first night of his residence in his new quarters, when he heard
-Paolo close the door behind him, and felt himself left all alone at the
-top of a tall Italian house, without a soul within call, gazing round
-him at the four bare white walls, his lamp looking at him with three
-unwinking eyes, and not a trace of anything that looked like home&mdash;vain
-word!&mdash;the young fellow was altogether overcome, and staring round with
-a wild look of despair, was as near breaking into idle tears as ever man
-was. But what was the use? He had made his bed (or his people had made
-it for him, as he thought), and there he must lie. He had half a dozen
-books on the table: one upon the laws that affect shipping and the
-maritime code, another on International Law generally, the rest Italian
-grammars and dictionaries, a volume of easy little stories in the same
-language, and that well-known volume of Silvio Pellico, out of which so
-many people have learned their first Italian lessons. They were none of
-them very interesting to Harry. “Le Mie Prigioni,” when you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_152" id="page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> have made
-it out with the aid of a dictionary, is not more tempting than any other
-book would be under these circumstances. They were as blank as the white
-walls, the silent room, the dead solitude of the place, to Harry. A
-yellow novel, if he could have got that, would have been precious to
-him. But he had not even that to fall back upon. He crept dismally to
-bed, unable to contemplate his fate, and turned his face to the wall,
-much as his mother was doing at home. But in the morning things were
-better; and though he never could reconcile himself to the gloom and
-solitude of his appartamento at night, during the day things went
-tolerably well with him when he began to know what was being said around
-him, and to wake up to the new insight which a new language confers.
-Gradually he began to take a little interest in the porter’s family, in
-the shrill padrona, shrieking her orders and her commentaries from the
-balcony of the fourth piano across the deep well of the courtyard, who
-was a terrible nuisance, yet by and by began to feel homelike, so that
-he missed her sharp peacock-cry when the arrival of a baby compelled a
-brief withdrawal from her usual active survey of the affairs of her
-tenants. And so the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_153" id="page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> time went on, and months passed, and Harry became
-accustomed to his life.</p>
-
-<p>There were times, however, in which those slow beginnings of content
-which soothed Harry’s mind, rose into something a great deal higher and
-brighter: and these were the hours which he spent in the private rooms
-at the Consulate, where, by degrees, he became very familiar, a sort of
-son of the house. Harry never knew how this happened, nor did the
-Bonamys themselves, who, bit by bit, opened their doors more completely
-to him. They had never done so before to any clerk. The office generally
-was held at arm’s length by the head of it. He was thought proud by the
-<i>employés</i> generally. What was he, many even asked, that he should give
-himself so many airs? But he never gave himself any airs to Harry. Even
-when they began to forget that romance about the young squire who had
-quarrelled with his family, which was entirely their own invention, they
-did not turn away from or cast off the stranger who, falling into their
-midst with no recommendations at all, had made himself so strong a
-footing amongst them, partly from accident, partly from imagination.
-Very soon, indeed, Harry came to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_154" id="page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> be considered as part of the family; a
-ready hand to be appealed to for everything; a ready hearer, though he
-did not always understand: an invariably sympathetic and trustworthy
-friend of the house. To Mr. Bonamy it was a great advantage to have some
-one in the office whom he could treat upon this footing; to whom he
-could speak confidentially of all that occurred, and with whom, if need
-were, even in the bosom of society, he could confer on any accident of
-official business, sending Harry off to do this or that, even from the
-card-table where he was playing round games with the younger guests, or
-out of the heart of a valse, when need was. Harry liked the dance, and
-was merry and useful at the card-playing, but he never complained or
-grumbled if he were sent away. He had to come back late when the company
-was gone, to make his report, and that privilege atoned to him for the
-self-sacrifice. On such occasions, when the great <i>salone</i> was still all
-alight, and Rita reposing upon the sofa, or buried in a great chair,
-after her exertions, while the Vice-Consul had already put on the light
-dressing-gown in which he smoked his evening cigar, the young man,
-returning, had the pleasantest welcome. Mr. Bonamy put<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_155" id="page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> towards him his
-box of cigarettes; the windows were all open; the warm Italian night
-glowing out of doors; the stars shining, and every breath of the soft
-air a delight. In that Italian room the light smoke was not thought out
-of place. Rita had been used to it all her life. She might have taken
-one of these little cigarettes herself and nobody thought any harm; but,
-fortunately for Harry’s feelings, to whom it would have been a very
-terrible profanation of a girl’s lips, she did not. But she lay back in
-her chair, her pale face and dark locks relieved upon the soft, rich old
-damask, and watched the two men with a smile. The Consul, who loved
-everything that was beautiful, had his smoking-coat also made of
-damask&mdash;a piece of brocade, in colours which Harry thought faded&mdash;and
-he, too, threw himself negligently back in his chair and listened to his
-young aide-de-camp’s report, with his fine head on one side, like a
-benevolent prince listening to the information collected for him by a
-young prime minister, all visionary, and eager in his plans for the
-benefit of their people. Perhaps it was only a refractory ship-captain
-whom Harry had talked into submission, or an impatient Englishman whose
-suspicions of extortion had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_156" id="page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> got him into trouble; and sometimes the
-three would laugh over the characteristic follies of their countrymen,
-and incapacity to understand the grandiloquence of the Italian
-authorities. When Harry got to be sufficiently strong in the language,
-he would himself make very merry over the <i>sentimento magnifico</i> of the
-professional pillagers whose charges here and there drove a stranger
-wild, but who always professed the noblest superiority to all interested
-motives. Rita, who was more than half an Italian, was sometimes piqued
-by the laughter in which her father joined, and would stand up for the
-kindly race to whom she owed half her blood and all her training. She
-would shine out from the soft background when she thus roused herself in
-defence of her people, her great dark eyes glowing, her white little
-figure all alive with energy. “You are all made up of suspicions, you
-English,” she said. “You think everyone wants to cheat you, to get your
-money from you. Yes, and it is you who want to get what they have from
-them. I wonder who it is who picks up the pictures, and the
-<i>bric-à-brac</i>, and shakes his head” (which she did with a good imitation
-of her father’s benevolent regret), “and complains that all the little
-dealers are<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_157" id="page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> beginning to know the value of the things they have to
-sell, eh, papa? Old Leonardi showed his <i>sentimento magnifico</i> when he
-let you have that little Ghirlandajo for next to nothing.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t believe it is a Ghirlandajo&mdash;of his school, that is all,” said
-the Consul, blandly, “and he lets me have it cheap&mdash;not for nothing: he
-lets me have it cheap because he thinks the English travellers will see
-it here and will go to him to be fleeced, that is the best reason he
-has, I fear.”</p>
-
-<p>“And if it is, you take advantage of it,” cried Rita. “Which is worst?
-There was that piece of lace the other day. I said (it was quite true)
-what shall I do with it, Signor Giovanni? it is not enough for a dress;
-and he said, in the prettiest way, the Signorina shall put it upon her
-handkerchief to remind her of old Leonardi. I took it; what could I do?
-it would have made him angry if I had refused it after that. Was not
-that the <i>sentimento magnifico</i>, Mr. Oliver&mdash;you who don’t believe in my
-Italians? If I had offered him money for it he would never have spoken
-to me again.”</p>
-
-<p>“I thought he was an old Jew,” said Harry;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_158" id="page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> “but I see he is a fine old
-fellow, and I shall go and buy something from him to-morrow. He will
-cheat me; but I shan’t mind after what you have said.”</p>
-
-<p>“He will cheat you,” said the Vice-Consul, with equanimity; “though he
-has a fine sense of the proper time to be honest, and the proper time to
-be liberal all the same; but let us hear how you got your Englishman out
-of his clutches, for that is the business immediately in hand.”</p>
-
-<p>And then Harry returned to his story, and told how the poor tourist had
-raved and blasphemed, how he had bought a picture which was vouched for
-as genuine, and it was found to be a flagrant copy; and how old Leonardi
-had perjured himself over and over again, and sworn by all the saints
-that there could be no doubt of its authenticity, holding up his fine
-old Italian head in the very presence of the painter, who had made the
-copy, and denying all knowledge of it. The tourist, whose settled
-conviction it was that “the natives” everywhere were in league against
-him, was, however, the chief point in Harry’s report. He had rather
-thought so himself when he landed in Leghorn, and the feeling which had
-made him refuse Paolo’s first offer of service, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_159" id="page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> carry his own
-portmanteau, and hunt out the hotel for himself, still lingered in his
-bosom. He understood the character so well that he set it forth with
-great power before his audience; and Harry was so much gratified by his
-success, and by the gradual blowing away of the cloud which was on
-Rita’s countenance, and the delightful laughter with which she chimed in
-after a while, that he rose into higher heights. He himself was just
-beginning to awake to the humours of the Englishman abroad, and it was
-very pleasant to find himself superior to them, as one who understood
-the language and knew the people, and could explain a good many mistakes
-and misapprehensions away.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver, you are very English,” Rita said gravely, after the story
-and the laughter were over. She was apt to change in a moment, and with
-the smile just disappearing from her lips, to produce the most serious
-remark.</p>
-
-<p>“Am I?” said Harry, a little crestfallen; for he rather thought he had
-made it apparent that he was very superior to the English&mdash;that is the
-common English who travel, and who are often, as we all hasten to tell
-our foreign friends, so little credit to the race. Then he added with
-more<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_160" id="page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> spirit, “I suppose I am very English. What else could I be? I have
-only been a year away.”</p>
-
-<p>“Do you call this ‘away?’<span class="lftspc">”</span> she said, with a somewhat startled tone.
-“Yes, of course it is ‘away.’ Over there is what you have always been
-used to&mdash;that is home&mdash;of course;” but the idea seemed to be new to
-Rita, and not to give her pleasure. The Vice-Consul had gone off to his
-business-room to get something that was wanted, and the two young people
-were alone.</p>
-
-<p>“It may be home,” said Harry, with a roused and almost irritated tone;
-“but I shall never see it again. Home has so many meanings. I shall say
-presently I am going home, and I shall mean my appartamento&mdash;as Paolo
-calls it&mdash;not very much of a home,” he said, with a sharp laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“Isn’t it? I say home, too, when I speak of England; but I shall never
-see it. Do you know I am never to be allowed to go to England, Mr.
-Oliver? That makes me like to hear everything about it. Then you and I
-are the same in that; but you will change your mind.”</p>
-
-<p>“You are much more likely to change your mind,” said Harry. “I&mdash;have
-good reason&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“And do you think I have not good reason too? When my mother went there,
-she died.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_161" id="page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“She might have died anywhere,” Harry said.</p>
-
-<p>“It is harsh of you to say so. Yes, to be sure she might have died
-anywhere: but they say it is so cold in England,” said Rita, with a
-little shiver; the night air seemed all at once to have grown chilly.
-She looked at the big window close to her and shivered again. Harry got
-up and closed it without a word.</p>
-
-<p>“It is cold, when you expect it to be cold,” said Harry; “that is pretty
-often, to be sure: but it does not take you in an underhand way like
-this. In England it is all above-board; it blows right in your face, it
-does not steal in like <i>that</i> behind your back and chill you. Things are
-honest at home. I think I could take you all over England, and you would
-get no harm.”</p>
-
-<p>“Could you?” said Rita eagerly; “do you know a way? but how then, Mr.
-Oliver? tell me, do you know a way?”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be just to take care of you,” said Harry, with a blush. “I
-know <i>that</i> way. I should understand that you wanted taking care of, and
-I would take care of you. For my part, I should not be a bit afraid.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita did not notice the blush on his face. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_162" id="page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> desire of her heart was
-to go to England, and this made her think. She had the credulity of her
-birthplace about wonderful elixirs and miraculous ways of doing a
-dangerous thing. She looked at him dreamily, yet eagerly, with her great
-eyes. “But <i>how</i> should you do it?” she repeated, “Mr. Oliver; if there
-is some particular way, will you tell me? For if you only knew&mdash;if you
-could only know how I wish to go to England&mdash;&mdash;!”</p>
-
-<p>“There is no particular way,” said Harry; “if I were ever to go back
-home, which I never shall&mdash;and if you were to go with me, which most
-likely you never would&mdash;then you should go, and no harm would happen to
-you; that is all I know.”</p>
-
-<p>He spoke abruptly, and he was flushed and hasty. Rita did not think at
-the moment what it meant; she sat very quiet in her great chair, while
-her father came in and resumed the conversation&mdash;thinking over what he
-had said. Immediately there had risen before her a vision of the white
-cliffs she had heard of so often, and of green fields and red roofs, and
-of all the special features of English scenery which she had read of.
-What could it be that made him so sure? “If I were ever to go, which I
-never shall&mdash;and if you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_163" id="page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> were to come with me, which most likely you
-never would&mdash;&mdash; Well, no,” Rita said to herself, with a half smile, “not
-much likelihood of that; how could I go with him? he means if we were to
-take him with us&mdash;he means&mdash;&mdash;” and then she came to a pause, and a
-sudden reflection of the colour on Harry’s face wavered over hers for a
-minute; only a minute. She was not altogether inexperienced in life; she
-had already been the subject of several proposals addressed to her
-father, which he had declined after reference to Rita, so that she was
-aware that she was looked upon with favourable eyes by various persons,
-and that the love which is so much talked of in books might light upon
-her at any moment. Rita had, for her part, no particular objection; she
-had even left the door of her heart open, so that when he was thereabout
-that intrusive sentiment might come in if he pleased. But up to this
-moment he had not come in; the door had stood open, but nothing had
-entered except poetry and gentle thoughts. But Rita, after this
-conversation, experienced a very curious sensation. She felt not as if
-anyone had got in by the door, but as if some one passing had half
-stumbled against it, finding it closed, and, no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_164" id="page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> answer being given, had
-gone his way. In the first haze of this idea she got up from her chair
-and said good night, and went off to her room, complaining that she was
-sleepy. But she was not sleepy; she sat down and began to think as soon
-as she had got within the protection of her chamber. It was not any
-personal feeling that moved her, far less any strong emotion; but all at
-once she was conscious of a keen and lively curiosity springing up in
-her mind, eager and lively as her nature. Did he mean&mdash;&mdash;? What did he
-mean? “If I were to go to England&mdash;which I never shall&mdash;and if you were
-to come with me&mdash;&mdash;” Why should she go with him? What reason could there
-be for such a thing, what excuse? He must be mad to make such a
-suggestion; but yet it kept coming back to her. “If I were to go, and if
-you were to come with me.” Certainly the door of that hidden chamber in
-her heart had swung to and closed, and somebody passing, a stranger, had
-run up against it, and shaken it, as if to try whether it would be easy
-to open. It was a very strange suggestion. Rita had been sought by
-persons of condition, by people who had something to offer, and who had
-made their proposals, as everybody who respects himself<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_165" id="page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> does in Italy,
-to the young lady’s father. But here was somebody who was nobody, and
-who took hold of the handle of that door of her heart, which she had
-believed to be open, but which had evidently closed of itself, and gave
-it a sharp shake, without thinking of her father or any consequences
-whatever. She thought of it for a long time, turning it over and over
-with the greatest curiosity. It was a new thing in her experience. He
-wanted a great many of the qualities which she considered indispensable
-in a man. First and chiefest of all he was not clever. He knew nothing
-about books, he scarcely knew a picture when he saw one. Instead of
-hunting about in the <i>bric-à-brac</i> shops as her father did, and as even
-little Paolo Thompson (whom Mr. Oliver called Paul-ó) was in the habit
-of doing, picking up wonderful things now and then, this stranger gazed
-with blank eyes at the treasures, and could not understand them. He was
-altogether a different kind of man from any she had ever seen, a
-homelier, duller sort of man; and yet he was not dull. The whole house
-was quiet and asleep when Rita suddenly sprang up from this long
-reverie, catching sight of her own big eyes in her looking-glass, and
-wonder<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_166" id="page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span>ing at the wonder in them. She had got a new idea into her active
-little head. It was something novel and curious, and very amusing, but
-it did not seem to her at all necessary that it should ever come to
-anything. She wondered what he would say next, or how he would look, or
-what he would do. She was pleased on the whole to think that now perhaps
-she would have an opportunity of watching what a man looked like in such
-circumstances as these, which is a thing always interesting and, some
-people think, very amusing to see.</p>
-
-<p>As for Harry, he went home that evening with a sensation not less
-extraordinary, but much more definite than that of Rita. He had not
-thought of the meaning of what he was saying till he had said it; he had
-not been aware of meaning anything, and yet he knew now that he did mean
-it. What had he been doing? Without a name, without a home, without
-anything in the world, he had been so foolish as to fall in love with a
-girl who, in the best of circumstances, would have been above him. The
-Joscelyns thought a great deal of themselves; but when Harry thought of
-the parlour at the White House, and then of Rita’s drawing-room, he felt
-that she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_167" id="page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> was immeasurably above him, and that to say such a thing to
-her was not only wrong, but mean and ungenerous. If you were to come
-with me&mdash;Good life, why had he suggested that to her? <i>She</i> come with
-him? It seemed ridiculous, more out of the question to Harry than it had
-done to Rita. He was angry beyond measure with himself for letting
-himself be run away with, so to speak, by the foolish impulse of the
-moment. For he had never meant to say it, or indeed to suggest any idea
-of the kind. He was full of sense, though passion had him in its power
-when it once got hold of him. In the meantime, however, there was no
-question of passion. It was the pleasure of his life to be with Rita, to
-see her, to do little services for her, to hear her talk; but when the
-idea was suddenly set before him that he might marry Rita and carry her
-away with him, Harry was more frightened than she was. He to think of
-such a thing! He walked home at such a pace, with such a swift,
-impatient step, that the few passengers in the streets turned about to
-look after him, wondering what business he might have in hand&mdash;if he
-were going for a doctor, or any such urgent occasion; but Harry was
-walking fast only to keep up with his thoughts, which had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_168" id="page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> suddenly been
-let loose like colts in a pasture, and were all careering about wildly,
-so that it was impossible to catch or lay hold upon them. How could he
-have been so mad as to have let them loose! and he wondered had she
-understood him? But how could she understand him, a child like that? she
-was too innocent to understand. He hurried along to his apartment in
-full chase after that wild herd of thoughts and imaginations. If he had
-them but once safely shut up again under lock and key certainly it would
-be a strong temptation indeed that would tempt him to let them loose.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_169" id="page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX.<br /><br />
-<small>A REVELATION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">H</span>ARRY found himself thus brought up, and forced to give, to himself, an
-account of himself, such as he had never in his consciousness been
-compelled to make before. He was in an altogether new position, and it
-was indispensable that he should know where it was leading to, and what
-was meant by it. There had been no occasion to inquire into this before.
-He had plenty to do learning Italian, learning about the shipping,
-getting into the duties of his new life. The Consul’s house and the
-Consul’s daughter had been his little bit of happiness, his reward after
-his work, his diversion from those dismal sensations of utter solitude
-which had almost overwhelmed him at first; and he had not thought of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_170" id="page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span>
-any complication of interests or feelings. Nothing need have awakened
-him from this comfortable state if it had not been that unlucky
-conversation about going to England. Why should he have talked about
-going to England? He never meant to go back, or, if ever, not at least
-until he had grown rich and altogether independent of <i>them</i> and their
-kindness. But in the meantime there did not seem any immediate
-likelihood of growing rich, and why he should have stepped outside all
-the boundaries of his life and suggested the sudden possibility of going
-home and taking Miss Bonamy with him, baffled Harry’s comprehension.
-Sometimes we say and even do things which on looking back upon them we
-feel were not our doing at all, but that of some one else, rather our
-enemy than otherwise, some one making a distinct effort to get us into
-trouble. This was Harry’s sensation now; he was half angry and half
-frightened. It was some malign, mischievous traitor wanting to betray
-him, not himself, who had said that. He went home breathless, and when
-he had climbed all those dark stairs to his rooms, and lighted his lamp,
-he sat down, and, as it were, called a council of himself, to inquire
-who had done it. But it is a great deal<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_171" id="page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> easier to feel that some one
-has betrayed us in this way than it is to determine who has done it; for
-those internal traitors have no names, and cannot be brought to the bar.
-His investigation so far was fruitless; but it was fertile enough in
-other ways, in ways in which he did not feel any anxiety to investigate.
-Harry had never been brought into familiar intercourse with any girl
-before. He had seen them at a distance, in circumstances which made no
-approach possible, even if he had desired it; and he did not know that
-he had ever desired it. Once or twice he had been struck by a pretty
-face, and had felt a passing wish, mingled with reluctance, to make
-further acquaintance with it; that is he would have wished it if he had
-been able to get over his shyness, and the difficulty of knowing what to
-say, and the trouble of overcoming all the preliminary obstacles. But
-here none of these difficulties had existed; he had come quite naturally
-into Rita’s acquaintance at once, as if she had been a comrade of his
-own. There had been no shyness, no hesitation, but the easy talk of a
-table at which strangers were constantly appearing and disappearing, and
-a house in which this young creature, though so young, was the mistress,
-and used to all the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_172" id="page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> exertions necessary to set people at their ease. He
-had admired her he said to himself, from the first&mdash;who could help
-admiring her? but it had been so clearly her part to entertain and amuse
-the people about her, and she had been so pleasantly indifferent, so
-innocently at her ease, so oblivious of his presence often, so kind when
-her attention was called to him, that all those little bulwarks of
-freedom, which boys and girls when they are made conscious of each
-other, set up instinctively, had been useless in this case. She was
-neither afraid of him nor solicitous about him. Sometimes she took no
-more notice than if he had been a cabbage, and at other times was as
-seriously confidential as if he had been eighty. Harry had liked all the
-ways of it. He had been piqued a little sometimes, but afterwards had
-found it quite natural, and liked her friendliness and indifference, and
-the occasional moment of household intimacy, when she would look at him
-to indicate some little service she wanted, as she might have looked at
-her brother, without words, taking his interest and compliance for
-granted. And gradually, without any thought, this had come to be the
-pleasure and support of Harry’s life. When he did not see her, when he
-was not at the house<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_173" id="page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> for a whole day, it was a dull day indeed; but
-still faintly illuminated by to-morrow, when he was sure to see her.
-When she went away upon a visit, which happened once, the Consul’s
-despondency kept him in countenance. Mr. Bonamy adopted Harry in her
-place. “Come in and help me to eat something,” he said, “I can’t bear
-her empty seat. When my Rita is away I feel inclined to hang myself.”
-Harry had almost betrayed himself (to himself) by the warmth of the
-sympathy which he bestowed upon the disconsolate father; but as Mr.
-Bonamy ended by a doleful laugh at himself as an old fool, Harry laughed
-too, and the catastrophe was averted, and so things had gone on for a
-whole long year.</p>
-
-<p>What a year that had been!&mdash;far the most wonderful of Harry’s life. So
-many new things had happened to him; he had been torn out of all his old
-habits, and made into another man with a new set of habits&mdash;as new as
-the light-coloured clothes in which alone it was possible to live on
-those southern coasts. And he had become so much the more of a man that
-he was now, so to speak, two men, one developed out of the other. He
-looked back upon the Henry Joscelyn of Liverpool with a mixture of
-amusement and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_174" id="page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> pity. He had been a poor sort of limited creature, not
-knowing much; going half asleep between his office and his lodgings, now
-and then going to a poor theatre, walking about with small clerks in
-other offices, who knew nothing more than their own little gossip and
-the town news, and the fluctuations of trade. Perhaps it was a sign that
-Harry himself had not yet reached any great elevation, that he thought
-his present life so greatly superior. The reader knows he had not
-thought so always. He had compared his big, bare room, with its four
-white walls, most unfavourably with the carpeted and curtained parlour
-of his Liverpool experiences. But since that time his mind had undergone
-many transformations. His appartamento had become to him what Paolo’s
-was, a decent and tranquil shelter for the night. He had no longer
-thought of the respectabilities, of sitting there for a whole evening,
-of drinking tea, and having his friends to see him there. These were old
-customs at which he smiled. He had acquired a great many others which
-were now to him not only a second nature, but far more enjoyable, more
-lifelike, he thought, than the old. At all events, they were the habits
-of the present, not of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_175" id="page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> past. And amidst these changes, the advance
-in which might be questionable, were various other changes in Harry’s
-life of which the advantage was unquestionable. To live half his time in
-the Consul’s house, between a man of culture and education, and a young,
-fresh, intelligent girl, who had grown up knowing a world of things
-until then sealed books to Harry; and to have to do, not with mere
-bookkeeping, and sales, and goods of various descriptions, but with men,
-in a hundred little perplexities, out of which his skill, his patience,
-his superior knowledge, had to deliver them&mdash;were educating influences
-of the most active kind. He was a different man, and he felt himself to
-be so. How much he was the same man of course it was more difficult for
-Harry to see.</p>
-
-<p>And here, in his new life, he had come to the first great difficulty;
-things had gone on smoothly, not a hitch anywhere. He had discharged all
-his duties to the satisfaction of his chief. He had acquired the very
-phraseology of a much higher class than that which he naturally belonged
-to, and talked of his chief as if he had been a fine gentleman in a
-public office. Many people, indeed, believed that Harry had been sent<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_176" id="page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>
-out by the “F.O.” with special instructions to keep Mr. Bonamy in order;
-and many more that he had come to Mr. Bonamy with the strongest
-recommendations from that dignified and mysterious power. Nobody guessed
-that he had been picked up off the streets, so to speak, by the mere
-generous caprice and mistaken romantic fancy of the rich official, who
-might, for all he knew, have been jeopardising the credit of the office
-by admitting a young adventurer to its sacred shelter. Mr. Bonamy had
-long ago forgotten that Harry had come to his present promotion in any
-illegitimate or irregular way, or that the appointment had occurred
-otherwise than in the ordinary course; and Oliver was his right hand,
-his constant refuge, his aide-de-camp in all things. He had even
-forgotten that he did not know all about the origin of the stranger who
-was now so freely admitted to his house. He was rash in that as in other
-matters, and though he would have given his life for his daughter it
-never occurred to him to take those precautions about her which the most
-selfish parent usually thinks it necessary to take. Everything had gone
-smoothly for Harry. At the Consul’s house he had met “the best people”
-that were to be found in Leghorn,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_177" id="page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> the rich English merchants, and also
-many Italians, old traditionary friends of Rita’s mother, who was of
-Italian blood. By this time Harry had got a footing among them, and was
-asked to other houses, and known everywhere. Everything was going
-smoothly. He had no reason to be discontented or anxious about his
-future life. Everybody knew him, and nobody knew other than good of him.
-Whatever happened he would never again be the desolate stranger, with a
-new name, and no reputation, who had landed friendless on these shores.</p>
-
-<p>And yet, with all these advantages, and this progress, suddenly, in a
-moment, he was brought to a standstill by this discovery. What wonder if
-Harry was provoked beyond bearing with himself and that traitor in him,
-who would not be brought to book? There was something almost ludicrous
-in his dismay. Why couldn’t you hold your tongue? he said, indignantly,
-to that something within him. Who wanted to know what you were thinking?
-What is the good of it now you have let it out? It was a ridiculous
-discussion, there being no one to reply, but yet it gave expression to
-the self-provoked and impatient character of Harry’s dilemma. For how
-was he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_178" id="page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> to banish it back again and go on as if that idiotic suggestion
-had never been made?</p>
-
-<p>Love is not so simple a thing as people think, at least in these
-artificial days. In the old simple story-books, and, indeed, often still
-in life, when such a revelation as this comes to a man, he jumps at once
-to the natural conclusion, throws himself at once into the situation,
-wooes, proposes, and, if he is successful, ends by being at
-least&mdash;engaged. Sometimes he does this with a noble indifference to
-circumstances and possibilities, or, at least, an indifference which,
-when he has spirit enough to take the consequences upon himself, and
-boldly hew possibility out of impossibility, is noble. Sometimes he
-leaps the intervening steps and thinks of nothing but of marrying as the
-natural and inevitable conclusion. The woman invariably does this; love
-to her means marriage, or it means nothing at all. It is an offence to
-her delicacy to play with it, to keep any decision at arm’s length, as
-men often think themselves justified in doing; so that it remains more
-simple (unless she is a coquette) in her case than in his. But with a
-man, now-a-days, at least, to enjoy all the gratifications and delicate
-bloom of nascent love without coming to any crisis, which<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_179" id="page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> must make an
-entire change of all these relations and modes of living necessary, is
-often very desirable. But this reluctance to come to a decision, though
-sometimes selfish, is not so always; and in Harry’s case it was not
-selfish. He had not walked open-eyed into this snare which life is
-continually setting for young feet; he had tumbled into it unawares; and
-in his situation, being unlucky enough to have tumbled into it, his only
-policy, his only honourable course, was either to get out of it with as
-much expedition as possible, or to hold his tongue about it, and never
-to betray his plight to the other person involved. But Harry had been
-betrayed, to himself, at least, if not to <i>her</i>, and the question now
-was, what was he to do? He sat and thought over this question, as on the
-other side of it Rita was doing&mdash;though this he did not know, nor guess;
-but he could not for his part make anything of it. He could not keep
-away from the Consul’s house, or shut himself out from her society,
-without further betrayal. His situation was such that if he remitted his
-visits, if he failed to appear with all the ease and familiarity to
-which he had been admitted, and which had been growing for a year past,
-he could not fail to be questioned on the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_180" id="page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> subject, and his secret drawn
-from him. Even if he kept a little aloof from Rita, avoided her as much
-as civility permitted, and avoided occasions of being with her, that
-also would be remarked. What was he to do? For now that he had once
-betrayed himself who could guarantee that, continuing to see her every
-day, as he had been doing, he might, on some other occasion, betray
-himself still more distinctly. His embarrassment and trouble grew the
-more he thought of it. It could not be, surely, that he would be
-compelled to go out upon the desert world again and begin anew? Surely,
-surely, that would not be necessary! And yet, what was he to do? The
-question on Rita’s side by no means interfered with her rest, save for
-that hour or so when she chose to think of it, instead of brushing her
-hair; but it took away Harry’s, upon whom all the responsibility rested.
-Her feeling on the matter came only the length of a certain amused
-interest and curiosity as to how he would conduct himself in the future,
-and what he meant by these odd speeches; but his affected all his life.
-Whether he should stay where he was, or go away; whether he should have
-to throw aside again all his hopes of<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_181" id="page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> advancement, all his comfort and
-renewed confidence in his fate, all hung in the balance. He turned
-uneasily on his bed all the night through, dozing and dreaming of it,
-and waking to ask the same question again. But the night brings counsel,
-and when he woke somewhat late the next morning from the sleep which
-overtook him at last in the midst of his deliberations, he woke with a
-new idea in his mind, as we so often do, after a long consideration. The
-first words he said to himself as he woke were, “I will ask Paolo.” For
-a moment he could not tell what the momentous subject was that he was to
-ask Paolo about.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo had continued to be Harry’s faithful friend; but their intercourse
-had been disturbed by the society at the Consulate, for, except on some
-special occasion, he was not important enough to be introduced to all
-the fine company that assembled there; only now and then when all the
-<i>employés</i> were asked, and a little semipublic fête for them banished
-the fine people, did Paolo enter these enchanted walls, and talk with
-the young mistress of the house. He had scarcely ever talked to Harry of
-the Signorina, but when he did mention her there had been a slightly<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_182" id="page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span>
-cynical tone in his remarks. To tell the truth, Paolo had never got over
-that first appearance of the Vice-Consul’s daughter in the street at
-night. He had recognized her, clinging to her old attendant, hurrying
-away, while Harry, all unconscious of what was to come of it, had
-stopped the Italians who were pursuing her, and summarily knocked down
-the Englishman. Paolo was not ill-natured, nor given to ill-thinking,
-but he was an Italian, and he could not imagine any perfectly virtuous
-motive which could have taken a young lady out of her house at that
-hour. That love or intrigue had something to do with it he was
-convinced, and all the proof in the world could not have persuaded him
-otherwise. But he did not wish to throw any indiscreet light upon her
-proceedings, or to betray her to the world. With some sense of this,
-though without ever explaining to himself how it was that he had such a
-feeling, Harry had refrained from telling him the climax of the story.
-He had left the Consul’s sudden friendship unexplained, Paolo requiring
-no explanation of it, and feeling it the most simple and natural thing
-in the world. But during the whole interval there had been in Paolo’s
-tone a note of un<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_183" id="page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span>expressed warning against the Vice-Consul’s daughter;
-he had not said anything, but he had left something to be inferred. This
-Harry had sometimes resented, sometimes laughed at, but he had never
-taken the warning or been moved by the tone. He thought it was a
-prejudice such as one person sometimes feels quite unaccountably against
-another; or that perhaps it was some pique; perhaps that Paolo himself
-had admired too much the young princess who was so entirely out of his
-reach: but whatever was the cause, he was conscious enough that Paolo
-was not favourable to the lady of his thoughts. And he resolved
-accordingly to ask the advice of his friend on the grand question only.
-He would not give him any special information, or even indicate, however
-vaguely, who the lady was. That he should speak to Paolo at all on the
-subject showed that a change had come over Harry’s thoughts. It would be
-too much to say that he did not entertain still a somewhat contemptuous
-estimate of the little “foreigner” who had sworn eternal friendship at
-first sight, and had wept, and even kissed his friend, in his rapture at
-his good fortune. When Harry recalled that embrace he grew red still,
-with the undying indignation which moves a man when he has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_184" id="page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> been made
-ridiculous. And he still treated Paolo <i>de haut en bas</i>, with a careless
-superiority. But by this time he had learned to know that Paolo was on
-some things a much better authority than himself, and that, though he
-might be trivial and absurd on questions which Englishmen consider
-themselves judges of, yet there were other matters, chiefly touching his
-own countrymen, which he knew better than any Englishman. To have
-attained to this conviction was in a way a moral advance for Harry, who
-formerly had looked down upon “foreigners,” not thinking them worth the
-trouble of studying, or esteeming the knowledge which was only concerned
-with them and their ways. He had no opportunity of speaking to Paolo
-till dinner. They were both of them faithful, more or less, to the
-<i>table-d’hôte</i> at the Leone, where they had first become friends: but
-Harry’s attendance there now was irregular, and when he entered the
-dining-room Paolo’s face became radiant with pleasure. He seized his
-friend’s arm and gave it a squeeze of satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>“But without doubt you go somewhere in the evening?” he said, with a
-mixture of wistfulness and triumphant pride. He was proud of Harry’s
-succès in society; but yet to have so little of him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_185" id="page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> pained the faithful
-soul. He had bettered his English, but perhaps he had not much improved
-his happiness by his devotion to this stranger, to whom he had been so
-useful. Harry gave him very little of his company, and no demonstration
-of affection in return for his love.</p>
-
-<p>“No; I want you to come to my rooms, Paolo. I want to consult you about
-something&mdash;we’ll have some coffee brought up there, and we’ll have a
-talk.”</p>
-
-<p>“Benissimo!” said Paolo, glowing with pleasure. “However,” he added with
-simplicity, “there is little that I can instruct you in now. You know
-all&mdash;you are better as me. But if there is any case that is hard to
-understand&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“You make me ashamed of myself,” said Harry; “do you really think I
-never want to see you but when I have something to ask? I don’t think I
-am quite so bad as that. Of course I have picked your brains constantly;
-but still I am not so bad as that.”</p>
-
-<p>At this Paolo was up in arms, as if some terrible accusation had been
-brought against him.</p>
-
-<p>“Pardon, pardon, Amico,” he said. “Do you think I am finding fault? do
-you think I make myself a censure over you (he meant censor, but this
-was unimportant)? It is all otherwise. To<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_186" id="page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> see you go into society makes
-me pleasure&mdash;the grandest pleasure. If not me, it is my friend&mdash;it is as
-good&mdash;better, as to go myself. You pick my brains&mdash;<i>bene</i>! my brains is
-glad to be pick.”</p>
-
-<p>“I think you are the best fellow in the world,” Harry said, “and I am a
-beast always to take advantage of you&mdash;to come to you whenever I want
-you.”</p>
-
-<p>“What then is a friend?” said Paolo, with that glistening of the eyes
-which Harry was always afraid of. And then the excellent fellow
-suppressed himself, knowing Harry’s objections to a scene. “I am a
-duffare,” he said, with a laugh, “if there is something I can do that
-makes me glad.”</p>
-
-<p>“I want your advice, Paolo,” said Harry; “it is nothing about business;
-it is not information I want from you. I am in a difficulty&mdash;I am in
-trouble&mdash;and I want your advice.”</p>
-
-<p>“In troouble!” Paolo’s face grew long, long as his arm; his lively
-imagination harped at various cases of “troouble” he had known:
-defalcations at the office, difficulties about money, fallings into
-temptation. His countenance clouded with anxiety and alarm. “Amico,” he
-said, “I am all at your disposition&mdash;all at your disposition! Troouble!
-let us not lose the time. That turns me<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_187" id="page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> the stomach, as you say.
-Thanks, thanks, Antonio; but take it away&mdash;I cannot more eat.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s nonsense, old fellow,” said Harry, plying his own knife and fork
-vigorously, “you see it don’t take away my appetite. Come, eat your
-dinner. I’ve not been going to the bad, if that’s what you think, you
-goose.”</p>
-
-<p>“Go-ose? I am willing to be goose,” said Paolo, “if it’s all right; not
-anything in the bureau? not with accounts, or money, or nothing of the
-sort? Benissimo?&mdash;then I will have some of that dish, Antonio, and it is
-all right.”</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder what you take me for,” said Harry, offended. “Money! do you
-think I am that sort? No, no, Paolo. When you’ve finished your
-dinner&mdash;you have eaten nothing but that maccaroni&mdash;we’ll go to my rooms
-and talk it over. It is something about myself.”</p>
-
-<p>It was all Harry could do after this to persuade his friend not to
-gobble up everything that was offered to him in his anxiety to get his
-meal over. Paolo could not contain his curiosity and eager interest. He
-almost dragged his friend along the street when dinner was concluded,
-and clambered the long staircase like a cat, in his eagerness to know
-what Harry’s difficulty was, and to proceed immediately to smooth it
-over and ravel it out.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_188" id="page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X.<br /><br />
-<small>PAOLO’S ADVICE.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE room was large, and low, and white. There was a little balcony
-hanging from the windows; the usual bright-coloured pattern on the
-walls; the usual sofa and chairs, and little rug on the tiled floor.
-Harry had not taken any particular care of his room or its decoration.
-The lamp burned with three little clear tongues of flame in the centre
-of the scene. Paolo sat in a large chair, thrown back, his little
-intelligent, intent face showing from the dark background; his feet
-flicking in front of him. As for Harry, he was too shy to sit still and
-tell his story under the light of his friend’s large, eager eyes, which
-leaped at the words before they were said. He was walking about from one
-end of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_189" id="page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> room to the other. On the table was the little coffee-pot,
-the thick, white cups upon a tray. Harry did not despise black coffee
-now. Sometimes he came up to the table, and poured it out and swallowed
-it hastily; while all the time Paolo, swinging his foot in front of him,
-and leaning back in his chair, never took from him his eager black eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“And the short and the long of it,” said Harry, “is that I have fallen
-in love.” He turned his back to his companion as he spoke, and stood
-looking out from the open window. “I have been about the house so much,
-and seen the young lady so often, that without thinking, and without
-meaning it, I have just fallen in love. Jove! what a beautiful night it
-is!” said Harry; “I never saw the stars so bright: that’s just the
-position of affairs. She is quite out of my rank, I know, as impossible
-as the stars themselves: but that’s how it is.”</p>
-
-<p>“Fallen&mdash;in lofe?” Paolo mused for a moment over the words. “It is
-droll, the English way of speaking. Is it then a deep, or a sea, or a
-precipice, that you&mdash;fall.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, don’t bother,” cried Harry. “To be sure it is a deep, and a sea,
-and a precipice. Why,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_190" id="page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> every fool knows that. You are never thinking of
-anything of the sort, going along quite quietly, minding your own
-business&mdash;when all in a moment down you go squash, and there’s no help
-for you any more.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo smiled a benevolent but somewhat tremulous smile.</p>
-
-<p>“The young lady is very beautiful&mdash;that goes without saying,” he said.
-“I had thought you would have taken your freedom a little longer, and
-you wish to marry and range yourself. <i>Bene!</i> it will be what you call
-all oop with me,” said Paolo, with a slight quiver; “a wife&mdash;that goes
-not along with a friend&mdash;not a friend of the heart like me. It makes a
-beginning to many things, but also to some an end.”</p>
-
-<p>“Good gracious!” cried Harry, “do you mean to say you don’t understand
-me? Am I in a condition to marry? I have not a penny. I have my little
-salary, and that is all. If I could jump up and ask her to marry me,
-above-board in our English way, do you think I’d ask any advice about
-it? I don’t want you to tell me she’s nice, I know that myself a great
-deal better than you could tell me. It is just because I can’t marry,
-and ought to hold my tongue and never say a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_191" id="page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> a word about it&mdash;and yet
-can’t help seeing her continually, that I don’t know what to do.”</p>
-
-<p>Paolo looked at him with a still more wistful, anxious face. He was
-terribly perplexed. There was an alternative which was not at all
-impossible to his imagination; but having on many occasions already come
-in contact forcibly with the English mind, as represented in Harry, he
-was afraid to state or refer to the other side of the question, which
-nevertheless was not at all terrible to himself. He looked very
-wistfully and earnestly in his friend’s face, trying hard to read and
-make out what was in it. What was in it? Did he mean&mdash;&mdash;? Paolo could
-not tell whether he might venture to say what he would have said easily
-enough to many of his other friends.</p>
-
-<p>“You would then&mdash;that understands itself; but to put it into words,
-above all with an English what you call Puritano&mdash;like you; you would
-then&mdash;make a little arrangement&mdash;you would then propose&mdash;without going
-to church.”</p>
-
-<p>“Eh?” said Harry. He turned round upon his friend with blazing eyes.
-“Eh?” The monosyllable was more terrible than a whole chapter of
-invectives. Astonishment, non-comprehension,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_192" id="page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> yet at the same time
-alarmed and furious understanding were in it. Paolo, who was a miracle
-of quick intelligence, saw all that was in Harry’s look almost before he
-himself was conscious of it, and he mended his indiscretion with the
-rapidity of lightning.</p>
-
-<p>“I have make a mistake,” he said. “I have not understood. It is so
-sudden, I had no preparation. If you will perhaps tell me again?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry stared with wide open eyes like a bull, not quite knowing whether
-to charge an adversary, or to turn away from an insignificant intruder.
-The more peaceable impulse prevailed. He had stood still gazing at
-Paolo, who, mentally trembling, though he put the best face he could
-outwardly upon the matter, met his friend’s gaze with a deprecating
-smile. After a minute he resumed his pacing about the floor.</p>
-
-<p>“I see you don’t understand,” he said, with something between a groan
-and a sigh. “Well then, I’ll try again. Here are the circumstances. I am
-admitted to the house, a very nice house, in which I am very happy. The
-father puts faith in me; he trusts me like a friend; the young lady
-is&mdash;everything that is nice. Well! don’t you see? like a fool, instead
-of keeping quiet and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_193" id="page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> enjoying all this, like a fool I have gone and
-fallen in love with her. And last night I was as near betraying
-myself&mdash;&mdash; Now if I go on I’ll be more and more tempted to betray
-myself. I can’t keep away from the house&mdash;it is not possible. I can’t
-offer to the young lady because I am not good enough for her, and I have
-no money. Now what am I to do?”</p>
-
-<p>“You were at the house of the Signor Vice-Consul last night?”</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind where I was,” said Harry sharply, “tell me what I am to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“It would be well, amico mio, that your confidence was more great, or
-none at all,” said Paolo. “If it should happen that I possessed the
-acquaintance of the father and the daughter&mdash;&mdash;” There was a little
-incipient smile upon his lip that drove Harry wild.</p>
-
-<p>“I believe you think badly of every woman,” he cried; “all the worse for
-you if you do. I am not going to make any confidences of that sort. Look
-here&mdash;you know more about society than I do. You know how people are
-expected to behave here. Ought I just to cut the whole concern, though I
-don’t want to&mdash;and take myself off?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_194" id="page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>Harry came to a sudden stop in front of his friend when he asked this
-question, and, for his part, Paolo almost screamed with alarm.</p>
-
-<p>“Cut&mdash;the whole concern? That is to go away?”</p>
-
-<p>“To go away,” said Harry, discharging all the breath out of his
-capacious chest in one great sigh, and throwing himself into the second
-great chair opposite Paolo. His friend grew pale; his olive cheeks were
-blanched; the lids were puckered round his anxious and almost despairing
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“That is what you must not do&mdash;that is what you shall not do! It is not
-permitted to throw away, to make such a sacrifice,” cried Paolo, with a
-rapid succession of phrases, one broken sentence hurrying upon another.
-“No, no, no, no. Imagine to yourself that all goes so well. The world
-regards you with so favourable eyes; you are everywhere received,
-everywhere received!&mdash;a favourite, Isaack mio. But no, no; this must not
-be&mdash;for a girl&mdash;for a promise&mdash;for a caprice, you will not throw away
-your career.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not say anything. He lay back drearily in his chair, his whole
-person making one oblique line from his head, which rested on<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_195" id="page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> the back
-of the chair, to the feet stretched out on the floor. He was not likely
-to talk about his career, but he felt to the bottom of his heart the
-dismal alternative: to go away; to throw up everything; to resign
-himself to another new and much less favourable beginning. His new start
-in Leghorn had been made in circumstances so extraordinarily favourable
-that they looked like a romance, and he himself could scarcely believe
-them true&mdash;all the more reason why he should not presume now upon the
-hospitality of the house which had taken him in; but he never could by
-any possibility hope for such another piece of good fortune. In all this
-he put Rita herself out of the question. Perhaps he did not feel, as a
-lover sometimes does, as if his entire life was involved in her
-acceptance of him. He was a sober-minded young man. It would cost him a
-great wrench, it would take the colour and the pleasure out of his life
-if he were banished from the happy rooms in which she reigned. But yet,
-honour requiring it, he could do this and live; he was not afraid of
-himself so far. But how to continue here in the enjoyment of his other
-advantages and withdraw from the house in which he had been received so
-kindly, he did<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_196" id="page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> not know. It would be impossible without explanations,
-and what explanation could he give?</p>
-
-<p>“Look you ’ere,” said Paolo, rising in his turn, taking advantage of all
-the devices of oratory to move his friend, “lofe, that is one thing;
-life, that is another. For a capriccio I say nothing. We all have such;
-by times it will seem as though you live not but in possession of the
-object; but after, that will pass, and you will laugh, and all will go
-on as before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Hold your tongue; you don’t know anything about it,” said Harry, with a
-contemptuous wave of the hand.</p>
-
-<p>“I have had my experiences like another,” said Paolo, mildly. “I am not
-an ignorant. It is for a moment you suffer, you think all is ovare.
-But&mdash;oh, bah!&mdash;when it is ovare so many things remain. There is the
-bureau,” said Paolo, counting on his fingers, “there are the events of
-the day; there is the table&mdash;for you must always eat; there is
-society&mdash;which is made,” he added sententiously, “of other objects. In
-brief, amico mio, there is to live. That must be done all the same. For
-the moment it may be hard&mdash;but sooner or later the time of calm will
-arrive&mdash;What then? If it be certain that an hour will<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_197" id="page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> come when you
-will have had enough, when you will become weary&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Harry sat up in his chair. “What are you talking about?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>With his honest English imagination he did not know what the other
-meant. He had never read a French novel in his life (he could not,
-indeed, if he had wished), nor any English ones of that sort. According
-to him, when a man “fell in love” it was with the intention of marrying
-the girl he loved, and living happy ever after. The idea that it would
-last only for so long, and that there would come a time when you would
-have enough, and be weary&mdash;a moment which must arrive sooner or
-later&mdash;was such a thing as had no meaning to him. Paolo turned, too,
-when his friend said this, and gazed at him, startled and wondering.
-Suddenly the little Italian became aware that he was speaking another
-language, a tongue unknown to Harry. He did not know Harry’s tongue so
-far as this went, but being very quick and intelligent he perceived at
-once that it was not the same as his, and that in speaking as he did he
-had completely missed Harry’s comprehension. This took away from him the
-power of speech. How was he to find out Harr<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_198" id="page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span>y’s language? They remained
-for a full minute thus, baffled each by each, gazing at each other:
-Paolo, small and keen, trying hard to make his friend out; Harry, large,
-obtuse, confused, wondering what on heaven and earth this strange little
-being could mean.</p>
-
-<p>“Look here,” he said at last, “I’m English, you know. I don’t follow you
-a bit. Perhaps you’re too refined, and all that. You don’t fathom my
-difficulty, and I don’t understand in the least what you mean. Here’s
-what I want: just listen. I am fond of a girl, but I daren’t tell her
-I’m fond of her, because you know I have nothing to marry on, and I am
-not such a cur as to ask her to bury herself up for years waiting for
-me; and besides, it wouldn’t be handsome to her father, who has been
-very kind to me. What am I to do? Ought I to go right away? I don’t want
-to do that. Or can you tell me how I’m to put a padlock on my tongue,
-and go on seeing her, and never betray myself? No, by Jove! I don’t
-think I am strong enough for that.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is one thing will make it more easy,” said Paolo&mdash;he had dived
-deep into the records of his own experience to find precedents, but he
-found nothing which could throw any light upon<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_199" id="page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> so strange a case, and
-he was now casting about blindly for something to say&mdash;“there is one
-thing. This lady, this Signorina&mdash;is she then&mdash;what shall you call it?
-disposed to respond to you?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry’s face grew crimson. He gave a rapid glance back upon all their
-intercourse. He seemed to see Rita’s unconscious, tranquil face. Even
-when he had made that foolish speech about taking her to England she had
-been moved not a hair’s breadth. She had taken it with perfect calm, as
-one who had never thought upon the subject might quite well do. “I don’t
-think so,” he said, quickly, not looking his friend in the face.</p>
-
-<p>“Then it is moche more easy,” said Paolo. “There is nothing to do, amico
-mio, but to be silent&mdash;what you call hold your tongue: and all will be
-ovare. When the lady will respond it is different&mdash;when she will give
-you a glance, a smile, a permission to say what perhaps ought not to be
-said.”</p>
-
-<p>“There is nothing of the kind in the whole business,” said Harry,
-bluntly; “you are thinking of your intrigues, and all that Italian
-nonsense. English girls don’t understand it any more than I do.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then the Signorina&mdash;is English?” Paolo ven<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_200" id="page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span>tured here to give vent to a
-little laugh. “But you must not be too secure that she understands no
-more than you. Perhaps there is in the lady a little Italian blood!”</p>
-
-<p>“Paolo,” said Harry, “you have the most unreasonable, idiotic, offensive
-prejudice against&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>And here he paused&mdash;for had he not been careful all this time to keep in
-the background the name of the lady? He stopped, and he looked at Paolo
-with curious, anxious, defiant eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Paolo would have laughed had he dared: but he did not venture to laugh.
-It was too serious. “I have no prejudice,” he said. “It may be that I
-think a little in Italian, one cannot help one’s thoughts. But then why
-will you ask me? If the lady is indifferent where then is the difficulty
-of to hold your tongue? But if that is otherwise&mdash;listen. The papa, it
-is to him one speaks when it is of marriage. Love, that is another
-thing. You do not understand, amico,” said Paolo, with a plaintive tone,
-“the difference. There is great difference. They are two things
-all-together. Marriage,” once more he counted upon his fingers, “that
-will mean the papa; love&mdash;ah! that will mean the moment, the
-opportunity, the response.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_201" id="page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>To these last words Harry paid no attention. He scarcely heard them. But
-the others seemed to throw a sudden light upon the whole subject. He
-rose up again and resumed his promenade about the room, biting his nails
-and knitting his brows. “By Jove,” he said, at last, “Paul-o, you’re not
-half such a foolish little beggar as you look. That is the thing to do.
-I wonder I never thought of it myself. To be sure, that’s the thing to
-do.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is the thing to do?” Paolo asked, bewildered. But his friend made
-him no direct answer. After a good deal more of that pacing up and down,
-he came back and patted his counsellor on the back so vigorously that he
-almost took away Paolo’s breath.</p>
-
-<p>“That is the very thing,” Harry said. “You are a clever little beggar
-after all. I should never have hit it out all by myself; but I see now,
-it’s the right thing to do. Not too easy though; I can’t say that I
-shall like it a bit; but one can see in a moment that it’s the right
-thing to do.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is the right thing?” Paolo asked again; but he got no reply. Harry
-fell a-musing as he sometimes did, letting the little Italian go on with
-talk, to which his friend paid no attention;<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_202" id="page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> and afterwards he walked
-with Paolo to his rooms, paying just as little regard to what he said.
-It was another clear, starlight night, soft and cool as the nights are
-in an Italian spring. There was no chill to freeze the blood; but all
-was balmy and soft. He went along the streets with their high houses
-reaching almost up to the sky, looking up to the narrow lane of radiant
-blue above, all living and sweet with stars. He thought his problem over
-again, going step by step over the same way which he had traversed
-before&mdash;and it seemed to him that he had at last found the true and the
-only solution. He could not withdraw himself from the Vice-Consul’s
-house without an explanation; that would be impossible; therefore the
-only thing to be done was to go to the Vice-Consul himself, and tell him
-how the case stood. “I cannot be sure of myself if I go on seeing her
-every day; therefore I must give up seeing her every day, and you must
-know why.” Probably he would not tell his story so briefly as this;
-there would be explanations to give, and many digressions probably from
-the main theme; but that in effect would be all that Harry would have to
-say; and certainly it was the right thing to do. He took it for granted
-that Paolo had suggested it,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_203" id="page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> though in reality it was an alternative of
-a much less satisfactory kind that Paolo had suggested; but all the rest
-that he had said vanished from Harry’s practical mind, leaving this one
-piece of advice behind, and no more. Paolo was no fool, though his way
-of thinking might not be much like an Englishman’s. Englishmen did not
-go to the father first, but to the daughter, to know what their chances
-were; but for once in a way the other mode was the best. He took a long
-walk after he left his friend, traversing all the streets which now he
-knew so well, and further still to where the salt air of the sea blew in
-his face, and refreshed his soul. He would not trifle with the occasion,
-but go at once to-morrow and get it off his mind. So he said to himself.
-And he came home past the house from which he was henceforward to be
-banished. It was late, and the sitting-rooms were all dark; but Harry
-knew that a little light in one window indicated Rita’s room&mdash;probably
-the faint little <i>veilleuse</i> which watched over her sleep; and that in
-another was the lamp by which the Vice-Consul was smoking his last
-cigar. He stood and looked piteously at the house. It had been a kind of
-home to him, in one way more than his own home had ever been.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_204" id="page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> Standing
-outside in the night it appeared beautiful to him, as never house had
-appeared before. He had not appreciated the <i>bric-à-brac</i>, or known what
-to say about the pictures; but now each article of the furniture
-suddenly appeared to him in a new light. It was all beautiful; it was
-such a place as a palace might be&mdash;a house for a queen; and to think
-that he had almost lived in it for so long, and that now he was to enter
-there no more! Harry was not like the Peri at the gate of Paradise; he
-had a still more pathetic, a heart-rending sense of loss. He had been
-there yesterday; but he was not to be there again perhaps for ever. Why
-should he go away? and yet he must go away; he must keep himself at a
-distance from those dear doors. Slowly there gathered in his eyes a
-painful dew; it did not fall in tears, which he would have scorned
-himself for shedding, but it blurred and magnified all he saw. Yesterday
-so much at home, so familiar in the place, to-morrow with no entrance
-possible to him any more! and all by no fault of his or anyone’s; by no
-levity on <i>her</i> part, or presumption on his; all unawares, no one
-thinking of any danger. It seemed to Harry, standing outside there, as
-if there was something very hard in such a wayward<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_205" id="page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> accident of fate, as
-if some malign spirit must have taken pleasure in twisting the threads
-wrongly; in making trouble out of the most innocent situations in life.
-He had never meant to go further than liking&mdash;no one could help going as
-far as liking; but the unlucky fellow, without meaning it, had taken the
-step farther, and loved; and now all his card-castle of happiness had
-tumbled down, and everything was over. There was nothing wrong in it&mdash;no
-fault in it one way or another: and yet a great many faults would have
-produced less confusion and pain.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_206" id="page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI.<br /><br />
-<small>WITH HER FATHER.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">N</span>EXT morning Harry went to the office with an air of resolution about
-him which no one could have mistaken. He thought the others looked at
-him curiously with investigating eyes, which, indeed, was true enough;
-for his predecessor there never could make out how it was that the
-stranger had gained so much interest with the Consul, and Paolo, who was
-the only other person present, was full of the most anxious wonder and
-suspense. But, as it happened, Harry was kept so fully occupied all day
-that he could not say a word to the Vice-Consul, and his air of
-resolution and sense of being wound up for a great crisis, came to
-nothing. But he did not go near the Consulate in the evening. Had things
-been in their ordinary course he<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_207" id="page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> would, in the most natural way, and,
-indeed, with a semblance of necessity, have proceeded there to consult
-Mr. Bonamy about some matter of business, or to ask directions from him.
-But he forbore. He sat in his own rooms all the evening, feeling it
-unutterably long, trying to amuse himself with reading, and finding very
-little amusement in that somewhat unwonted exercise. He had been
-“reading up,” with a great deal of industry and some interest, books
-which he had heard discussed in the Vice-Consul’s house, and in this way
-had at least procured a good deal of information, the advantage of which
-was evident. But Harry had not read for enjoyment, and now that things
-had come to this pass, and that he was about to be compelled to give up
-the society of the Bonamys, and lose the gratification of pleasing Rita,
-it seemed to his practical mind that there was no great reason for
-continuing those studies. It was quite likely that he never would live
-among such people again, and why should he take so much trouble&mdash;trouble
-taken with the idea of pleasing them? it was no longer worth his while.
-He was driven back to his books indeed by the tedium of the long,
-unoccupied evening, for he had no heart<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_208" id="page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> to go out, to be waylaid by
-Paolo, and have questions put to him which he would find it very
-difficult to answer. But he yawned a great deal, and went to bed very
-early, and slept badly in consequence, tossing about for two hours and
-hearing the melancholy clocks peal. Next day he was resolved he must
-speak. Indeed, it would be indispensable that he should, as it was the
-day on which Rita received, and he had never yet been absent from her
-drawing-room on that special evening. He had a good opportunity this
-time, for the Vice-Consul called for him as soon as he appeared after
-his luncheon, and bade him bring certain papers to be examined. “I quite
-expected you to have brought them last night,” Mr. Bonamy said. “For two
-nights we have not seen you, Oliver. Rita was asking me to-day whether
-you were ill. I hope you are not ill. There’s no fever here that I know
-of; still it is always well to take care.”</p>
-
-<p>“I am not ill, Sir,” said Harry, colouring high, and then growing pale;
-“but there was another reason. I should like to speak to you for a few
-minutes, about myself, if you could spare the time.”</p>
-
-<p>“Certainly I can spare you the time,” said the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_209" id="page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> Vice-Consul, readily;
-“but not now, you know. Come to me again as soon as the office is
-closed. Shall we talk your business over here, or in the house?”</p>
-
-<p>“Here, if you please,” said Harry.</p>
-
-<p>“Here be it, then. Do you know you excite my curiosity? you look so
-serious. But I hope it’s nothing disagreeable, nothing to interfere with
-our alliance?” said the Vice-Consul, good-humouredly. He thought he knew
-exactly what it was. No doubt the family had found him out, and Harry
-was about to be recalled to its bosom. This would give Mr. Bonamy
-himself a little regret, and he could understand that to leave a place
-where everybody had been kind to him would be a sort of trial to the
-young man; but at the same time it was far better for him that he should
-be reconciled to his family. So he went through his business with a
-little gentle interest, looking forward to the <i>éclaircissement</i>. It was
-like the third volume of a novel to the Vice-Consul, and even something
-more than that, more than the mere end of a story which had interested
-him&mdash;for it would also settle various questions in his mind, and prove
-if he had been right or not in the instantaneous opinion which he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_210" id="page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span>
-formed about Harry’s concerns. He felt quite sure that he would prove to
-have been right. By the time Harry returned to him, after the work of
-the afternoon was done, he had made out within himself quite what the
-scene was to be. The young man would say: “My father is here;” or “My
-brother is here,” as might be; and a hale, hearty old country gentleman,
-or a young, ruddy, fresh-coloured youth, like Harry himself, would be
-brought in and presented to him, and he would give himself the
-gratification of saying, “This is precisely how I expected it would be;
-I have been looking for you this past year daily, though I had no notion
-who you were.” When Harry came back with the same face of serious
-excitement the Consul almost laughed. “Bring them in, bring them in,” he
-said, “I have nothing to say against you. You need not be afraid that I
-will give you a bad character.” Harry looked at him with that look of
-blank astonishment which so often turns into lofty superiority and
-disapproval of their seniors’ folly in youthful eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“Bring&mdash;whom in?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Your people, to be sure, my dear Oliver. Come, Oliver, I am not an old
-wife; you can’t conceal it from me.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_211" id="page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“I know nothing about my people,” said Harry, hastily; “I have nothing
-more to say about them than I have already told you. Things are exactly
-as they were between them and me. What I have got to tell you is a very
-different sort of thing. But you will see by it, at least, Sir, that I
-have no wish to conceal anything from you.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul!” said the Vice-Consul, “what’s the matter? Have you got
-into any scrape? Have you come in contact with the police? What is the
-matter, my boy?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is nothing outside of this house, Sir,” Harry said, with a grave
-smile; “the police have got nothing to say to it. If it is a scrape it
-is one I have got myself into, and I must get myself out of it. Anyhow,
-it is not likely to hurt anybody but myself,” and here, in spite of all
-his precautions, his lip quivered a little. At this moment, the very
-worst for such a strong wave of feeling, it suddenly came over him what
-a tremendous change it would be, and how much it would hurt himself&mdash;if
-nobody else.</p>
-
-<p>“You alarm me,” said Mr. Bonamy, growing grave in his turn. “My dear
-fellow, I hope you feel that I take an interest in everything that
-con<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_212" id="page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span>cerns you, and that you may safely confide in me&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Sir, I am sure of that,” said Harry; and then he added; “all the
-more that it concerns you too.”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy pushed away his chair from the table, opened his eyes wide,
-and looked at Harry as if he thought him mad.</p>
-
-<p>“I can’t come to your house any more, Sir,” said Harry, “that’s what I
-wanted to tell you. I’ve enjoyed it very much, and it has done me more
-good than anything else in my life&mdash;but I ought not to do it, and I
-can’t do it any longer. I hope you won’t think I am an ungrateful cur; I
-don’t think I am that. But I must give it up, Sir, and I hope you’ll
-excuse me for it. I’d rather not say any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver,” said the Vice-Consul, greatly disturbed, “what is the meaning
-of this? Do you mean there is something in your past&mdash;something in your
-character and actions that makes you unfit to be my visitor? I have
-always trusted in your honour. If it’s that, and your conscience has
-been quickened to find it out, of course I have nothing more to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“It’s not that,” said Harry, bluntly. “I am<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_213" id="page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> not afraid of my
-conscience. It says as much to me, I suppose, as to other people; but
-you might hear all it says and welcome. There is nothing against my
-character here or elsewhere. You know as much harm of me as there is to
-know.”</p>
-
-<p>“I know no harm of you,” said the Vice-Consul. “Come, come, don’t alarm
-me. If you find we don’t suit you&mdash;though by your manner I should never
-have guessed it&mdash;why, then, give us up, my fine fellow, and there’s no
-more to be said.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry laughed a somewhat tremulous laugh.</p>
-
-<p>“I should think you did suit me,” he said. “I don’t believe I was ever
-half so happy before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then, in the name of wonder, what does this mean?” the Vice-Consul
-cried.</p>
-
-<p>Harry cleared his throat; his lips were beginning to get parched and his
-throat was dry.</p>
-
-<p>“Did you never hear, Sir,” he said, abruptly, “of a fellow falling in
-love&mdash;with a girl he’d no business to fall in love with?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy half rose out of his chair, then changed his mind and dropped
-back again. His own face became suffused with colour. A sudden
-exclamation came from his lips it spite of himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Is this what has happened to you?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“This is what has happened to me,” said<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_214" id="page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> Harry. “I’m very sorry&mdash;nobody
-can be more sorry&mdash;it shuts me out from a great deal I had got to be
-proud of, and happy in. I wish I had made any blunder in the world
-rather than this; but it’s done, and I can’t help it. So the only thing
-I have got to do now is&mdash;&mdash; well, either to stay away from the house, or
-to go away altogether, as you think best.”</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose then that at my house you run the risk,” said the
-Vice-Consul, with suspicious breaks in his words, either of doubt or
-excitement, “of meeting&mdash;the young lady?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not say a word; but he looked at him fixedly, with a deep
-colour flaming over his face. At this the Vice-Consul gazed at him with
-an alarmed expression, gradually catching fire too.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t mean to say&mdash;&mdash;?” he cried, and then he was silent, and there
-ensued a confused and uncomfortable pause.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, Sir,” said Harry. He had looked his chief in the face all this
-time; but now he avoided the other’s eye, “that is just how it stands. I
-told you it was not my fault. I never thought of such a thing. It
-never,” he said, putting out his hand to a bundle of papers upon the
-table by which he was standing,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_215" id="page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and turning them vaguely over and over,
-“it never&mdash;happened to me before.”</p>
-
-<p>When the Vice-Consul looked at him standing there, with that look of
-half-astonished simplicity on his face, and those artless words on his
-lips, it was all he could do to keep in an outburst of laughter. He
-thought he had never come in contact with so simple-minded, and candid,
-and honourable a fellow. He was startled and alarmed, and made uneasy by
-his confession; but yet he had the greatest desire to laugh. Yet why
-should he laugh? it was serious enough; his lively mind jumped to the
-possibility that his Rita might prefer this young stranger to himself.
-It would be an extraordinary choice, he could not but think; but yet,
-alas! that was how things often were in this strange world. A girl would
-prefer a man she had seen three or four times in a ball-room, to the
-father whose very existence she was; and nobody would be surprised at
-it; it was the course of nature; it was the way of the world. This idea
-chilled and alarmed him to the bottom of his heart; but yet he could
-hardly help laughing at Harry and his perturbed air. “I never thought of
-such a thing&mdash;it never happened before.” The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_216" id="page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> Consul was almost too much
-amused to take in the seriousness of the event.</p>
-
-<p>“I presume you have said nothing to her,” he said at last, looking
-portentously serious by reason of the inclination to untimely mirth,
-which he had to subdue.</p>
-
-<p>“That is just the thing,” cried Harry, rousing up from his bashful
-pre-occupation. “No, I have not spoken&mdash;what you would call speaking;
-but on Monday night I just dropped a word&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Good Lord!” cried the Vice-Consul. He had no longer any inclination to
-laugh; what he was disposed to do was to take the young fellow by the
-throat.</p>
-
-<p>“You can’t be more frightened than I was,” said Harry, ingenuously. “It
-was by that I found out. Of course I knew I admired&mdash;<i>her</i> more than
-anybody I had ever seen; but I had no more notion how far it had
-gone&mdash;&mdash; and then like a fool I began to speak of going home to England,
-and how I was sure I could take her all safe if she would go with me.
-That was all: I assure you that was all,” cried Harry, discomposed by
-Mr. Bonamy’s look and manner. He was alarmed by this look: the
-Vice-Consul had risen up, trembling with wrath.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_217" id="page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“I would like to know,” he cried, “what more you could have said!&mdash;what
-more could you wish to say? And this is what you call love! To betray my
-child; to propose death to her&mdash;death! Oh, boy, boy, do you know what
-you are doing in your folly and simplicity; beguiling her to her death,
-and me to&mdash;&mdash; Good God! why should I always be such a fool? Why did I
-have this fellow here?”</p>
-
-<p>“You are judging me too harshly, Sir,” cried Harry; “you think it was a
-great deal worse than really happened. She never took any notice of it;
-it hadn’t the least meaning to her. She asked me did I know
-something&mdash;some physic I suppose,” Harry said, in a kind of parenthesis,
-with disdain&mdash;“that would make it safe. That was all she thought of it;
-but as for me, as soon as I had said it I came to myself. I’ve had a
-dreadful time of it since,” he added once more, with that air of
-downright sincerity and solemnity which made the Vice-Consul wish to
-smile. “I’ve turned over every kind of plan in my mind. Sometimes I’ve
-thought of going right away; but that seemed hard, too, when I had just
-got settled here. And at the last the right thing seemed just to come
-and tell you. Of course I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_218" id="page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> put myself in your hands. I’ll do whatever
-you think it proper I should do: give up the office; go away from the
-town; anything you please. I don’t want to leave you&mdash;or her,” cried
-Harry. “God knows! you have been so kind to me!”</p>
-
-<p>And then the Vice-Consul, hearing the young fellow’s voice falter, and
-seeing that he kept his eyes down to conceal the water that had got into
-them, felt a little knot in his throat too, and was melted in spite of
-himself.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver,” he said, “I don’t want to be hard upon you. You said she took
-no notice&mdash;that is just like her; she is no coquette, my girl; she is
-very innocent. I daresay it never occurred to her that you meant
-anything.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think it did, Sir,” Harry said eagerly. Of course he had no
-clue to Rita’s retirement to her own room, or the amused consideration
-she gave to the subject there.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t want to be hard upon you,” Mr. Bonamy repeated, “if that is the
-case. Answer me one more thing, Oliver, and answer it on your honour.
-Have you any reason to think (that I should have to put such a
-question?) that if you had spoken out more plainly, she&mdash;&mdash; Heavens! I
-can’t put it into words.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_219" id="page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“How could I,” cried Harry, almost provoked, “have reason to think
-anything about it, when I never even suspected myself? It was that word
-that opened my eyes.”</p>
-
-<p>And then there was another pause. Harry stood turning over and over that
-bundle of papers. He looked at them as if he thought they contained some
-secret of state. He took them in his hand as if anxious to know how many
-ounces they weighed. His face wore a look of the gravest stolid
-seriousness. He had now withdrawn from the consideration of his duty, or
-what he ought to do, and put it into another person’s hands. He was
-freed of the responsibility, and he had only to wait now to see what he
-should be told to do.</p>
-
-<p>Then once more a sense of the humour of the situation intruded upon its
-seriousness in the Vice-Consul’s eyes. His anger and alarm were quenched
-in a sense of the absolute simplicity and honesty of the culprit, and a
-hope that no harm had been done. Mr. Bonamy began to breathe freely
-again, even to smile.</p>
-
-<p>“Sit down,” he said, “and let us talk this over. I don’t blame you,
-Oliver. I can understand that you were not seriously to blame; and, if
-no<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_220" id="page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> harm is done&mdash;I suppose you will promise me that it shall not occur
-again.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well, Sir,” said Harry, “that is just what I should like to be able to
-do; but seeing I was such a fool as to do it once, how can I tell that I
-may not be a greater fool again? especially as then I did not know
-anything about it, whereas I know all about it now.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is just the reason,” said Mr. Bonamy. “Now you are on your guard,
-and you will know when to be watchful. I can’t give you permission to
-make love to&mdash;my daughter, Oliver. I suppose you did not expect I
-could?”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no,” cried Harry, eagerly; “not in the least. I could not, of
-course, even if you did, for I have no money. I could no more marry than
-I could fly.”</p>
-
-<p>“Marry!” cried the Vice-Consul. The young man said the word in the most
-matter-of-fact way, but it took away the other’s breath. “Do you know
-what you are doing?” he cried; “you are putting a knife to my throat.
-Marry! That means that if you could you would break up this home of mine
-in which you confess you have been received so kindly. You would rob me
-of all I have. You would take from me everything<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_221" id="page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> that makes life
-precious. For what, young man, for what? Because you admire a pretty
-face! You don’t know any more of her&mdash;I am not sure that you are able to
-appreciate any more of her. But she is everything in the world&mdash;she is
-all that makes life worth living&mdash;to me.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry threw down the bundle of papers and looked across the table with
-the intensest astonishment. “Do you mean,” he said, “that you don’t
-intend her ever to be married at all? Is nobody to have the chance? Is
-she always to be kept up in one place, and never to settle, nor have her
-own choice and her own life?”</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy felt as if he were being stoned&mdash;one solid, heavy fact tossed
-at him after another; and looked at his questioner with a sort of gasp
-between the blows. He faltered after a while, “She is very young. She
-has everything that her heart can desire. Why should she not be content,
-at least for years to come, in her father’s house?”</p>
-
-<p>“I always understood, Sir,” said Harry, with his usual
-straightforwardness, “that the right thing for girls was to marry when
-they were young, and that parents were supposed to wish it.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_222" id="page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“To scheme for it, perhaps?” said Mr. Bonamy, furiously, “and put out
-all sorts of snares to catch young fellows like you&mdash;eh? To lay traps
-for you, and lead you on, and give you encouragement and opportunity,
-and so forth? Perhaps you think that’s what I’ve been doing&mdash;eh? God
-forgive me,” he said, “in my day I’ve said that sort of thing, and
-believed it myself; I’ve sneered and scoffed like the rest&mdash;and now I’ve
-got my punishment. You think there is nothing so fine for a girl as to
-get married&mdash;eh?”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was struck with consternation by this attack; but yet, feeling
-that he had right on his side, he stood his ground. “I am not saying
-anything about <i>you</i>, Sir,” he said, “but surely it is thought the best
-thing that could happen. I’ve always heard it. Fathers and mothers, you
-know, Sir, don’t generally live as long as their children&mdash;at least,
-that is what is supposed&mdash;and they like to see their daughters settled,
-don’t they, before they die?”</p>
-
-<p>This was what the French would call a brutal speech&mdash;for, in the first
-place, it was true; and then Mr. Bonamy was at an age which seemed old
-to Harry, but rather young than otherwise to himself, and he was not at
-all pleased to have<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_223" id="page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> it taken for granted that he must shortly be going
-to die. Yes, of course Rita would outlive him, would live long, he
-hoped, after him; but still the idea that there was any need to marry
-her off in haste, lest he might die and leave her before she
-was&mdash;settled, was most repugnant to him; it went to his heart, wounding
-him with a possibility which he had no desire to think of; and it made
-him hot and angry, as if it had been a personal insult. No one likes to
-be told that he has come to a period of life at which it is more likely
-than otherwise that he will shortly die, and that it is very necessary
-to take precautions against that event. It was all he could do to keep
-from bursting out upon Harry, crushing him with a bitter rejoinder. He
-to address his benefactor thus! He to speak in this tone to the man who
-had received him when nobody else would, who had lifted him out of all
-the difficulties of a stranger, and opened not only his office, which
-gave him bread, but his house, which gave him friends, and position, and
-everything a young man could wish for! These words were rushing to Mr.
-Bonamy’s lips, when fortunately a sense of his personal dignity, and of
-the impropriety of any such demonstration, came in<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_224" id="page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> and stopped him.
-Harry’s speech, after all, was good common sense, just the sort of thing
-that everybody says; the world was on that side of the question. Perhaps
-prudence and the foresight which love itself ought to possess was on
-that side too. So he was silent, repressing the first instinct of reply.
-When he was able to do it, he answered with as much self-possession as
-he could muster.</p>
-
-<p>“I admire your prudence, Mr. Oliver. I hope you will always see your own
-duties with the same clearness which you display about those of others;
-and I have no doubt you are quite right; but it is a question which I
-don’t care to discuss. Let me say, before we finish this talk, that I
-think you have behaved very honourably, and as a gentleman should; and I
-quite accept your reason for coming to my house much less frequently. I
-will make your excuses to my daughter; and nothing that has passed need
-make any difference in our official relations,” he added, looking up
-with a smile that was sharp and cold, not like his usual sunshine, “in
-that respect there is no possible reason why everything should not go on
-as before.”</p>
-
-<p>“Very well, Sir,” said Harry, getting up with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_225" id="page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> some confusion. The
-conversation had been going on so long, and so much less indignation
-than he expected had been in the Vice-Consul’s air at the beginning,
-that this sudden sentence confounded him. He was quite ready, when he
-began, to be taken at his word; but somehow he was not now so ready; the
-bitterness had seemed to be past, and he had hoped that the indulgent
-and fatherly friend before him would have found some way by which he
-should still be permitted to come and go. But now all at once Harry
-found himself, in his own words, “shut up,” and had nothing to do but to
-stumble to his feet as quickly as he could, and take himself off, much
-subdued and astonished, to his desk in the outer office&mdash;where he gave
-his mind to his business, not too clearly, but with as much devotion as
-was practicable, for the rest of the day.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_226" id="page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII.<br /><br />
-<small>RITA’S OPINION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HESE two men, however, though they were disposed to think themselves
-the chief, or, indeed, only persons concerned, were by no means the
-masters of the situation, as they supposed. Rita took Harry’s absence
-from her drawing-room quite lightly at first, so lightly that her
-father’s mind was entirely relieved. He had been afraid that her
-astonishment, if nothing else, would have been great, and that she would
-have asked him a hundred questions&mdash;questions which it might have given
-him some trouble to answer. But she took it quite quietly, and said
-nothing about it for a week or two, till the Vice-Consul was of opinion
-that all danger was passed. About this time, however, Rita, by one of
-those<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_227" id="page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> accidents which occur perversely to heighten the embarrassment of
-every domestic crisis, met Harry suddenly on one of her walks, coming
-upon him round a corner without any warning to either party. Her usual
-attendant, Benedetta, was with the young lady, who looked up brightly
-with surprise and pleasure, and held out her hand.</p>
-
-<p>“What has become of you all this time?” she said, in her kind, soft
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>On Harry, for his part, the effect of so suddenly coming in sight of
-her, and of her frank accost, was too remarkable to escape Rita’s quick
-eye. He fell backward a step, swerved from his course, gave a glance
-round him, as if in search of some way of escape, then, seeing none,
-took her offered hand gingerly, just touched and dropped it, his face
-flushing crimson, his voice faltering.</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, I am very well, thank you,” was the answer he made; and then stood
-and stared at her for a moment, and, without replying to any of her
-questions, went on again confusedly, leaving her standing still gazing
-after him in a state of mingled dismay and consternation.</p>
-
-<p>“What can have happened to him?” Rita said to herself, unconsciously
-aloud: and “I think<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_228" id="page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> the gentleman must be mad,” said tranquilly the
-good Benedetta, who thought the English were all a little insane, and
-that it was nothing much out of the way. But that evening when dinner
-was over it was the Vice-Consul’s turn to be undeceived.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” said Rita, suddenly (she had let him have his dinner first,
-which showed consideration), “what is the matter with Mr. Oliver?”</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul was like a ship at sea, into whose innocent hulk a
-sudden broadside is poured without any sort of warning; he dipped his
-sails, so to speak, all his timbers thrilled and shivered. He had not
-been in the least prepared for any such assault.</p>
-
-<p>“Oliver?” he said, trying to put on an exaggerated look of innocence,
-“Oliver? what’s the matter with him? What should be the matter with him?
-He is all right for anything I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“He is not all right,” said Rita; “he has not been here for a fortnight,
-he who used to come almost every night; and you should have seen him
-when I met him to-day; I thought he would have run away. He tried it, I
-declare. He looked all round to see if he could not make his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_229" id="page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> escape,
-and when I cried out, ‘What has become of you?’ he said, ‘Very well,
-thank you!’ Was there ever anything so absurd? I like him for that, he
-is so English, and so absurd.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t see anything absurd about it,” said the Vice-Consul, with a
-very grave countenance.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you, papa? you are growing dull, you have been very dull for some
-time back. Since Mr. Oliver ran away! Perhaps it is because of that.
-Perhaps it is the same thing that has affected you both.”</p>
-
-<p>“You pay me a high compliment,” said Mr. Bonamy, nettled, “to think that
-my dulness, as you are pleased to call it, should result from the
-withdrawal of Oliver; he is not such a shining light.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, he is not a shining light,” said Rita, “he is perhaps just a little
-dull himself; that is why I like him. He never tries to say clever
-things, he is never a bit brilliant, he never even pretends to
-understand when he doesn’t understand, but looks at you with nice,
-round, wide-open, surprised sort of eyes. That is just what I like him
-for. He is always himself.”</p>
-
-<p>To this the Vice-Consul made no reply, but, hoping to change the
-conversation, said,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_230" id="page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> “By the way, I’ve got you that book you were
-talking so much about; nobody had it here, so I sent to Paris&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“That was very good of you, papa; but I can’t let you run off like that.
-Let us finish one subject before we begin another. What is the matter
-with Mr. Oliver? Why did he come every night, and then leave off coming
-all at once?”</p>
-
-<p>“What a fool I was to think I was going to be let off so easily!” Mr.
-Bonamy breathed to himself. “My dear Rita,” he said, “I don’t see why
-you should be so anxious about Oliver. It was a mistake having him here
-so much at the first.”</p>
-
-<p>“Why was it a mistake? you never thought it was a mistake till now. What
-has happened? I am more and more puzzled with every word you say. Papa!”
-cried Rita, stamping her little foot on the floor, “don’t trifle with
-me, for I am determined to find it out.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you must just find it out your own way,” cried the Vice-Consul,
-angry with the anger of impotence; for he knew very well he could not
-resist her, and that it was only a matter of minutes how long she would
-take to find the necessary clue.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_231" id="page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“Do you mean to say you will not tell me?” cried Rita, with wondering,
-wide-open eyes.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear child,” said the unfortunate Vice-Consul, “you are making it of
-far too much importance. What does it matter about this young fellow one
-way or the other? He came, he has gone; we ought not, perhaps, to have
-given him so readily the run of the house.”</p>
-
-<p>“Has anything&mdash;wrong&mdash;been found out about him, papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul, no! nothing wrong; on the contrary!” cried poor Mr.
-Bonamy; “for I won’t take away a man’s character behind his back&mdash;he has
-behaved like a gentleman, quite like a gentleman; about that there is
-not a word to say.”</p>
-
-<p>“Of course,” said Rita, “he would behave like a gentleman, for he is a
-gentleman; but on what pretext, then, have you banished him from the
-house?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita,” cried her father, “I wish you would not talk of things you don’t
-understand! Am I the sort of man to banish a young fellow from my house?
-If you <i>will</i> know, it was he that did it himself.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita opened her eyes wider than ever. She<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_232" id="page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> laughed, though a little
-angry colour came to her face.</p>
-
-<p>“I suppose it was he, then, who disapproved of us?” she said.</p>
-
-<p>What was the Vice-Consul to do?</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense,” said he, “he neither disapproved of us, nor did I
-disapprove of him; but there might be other reasons. We thought, both of
-us, both he and I, that it was as well&mdash;he should not come&mdash;so
-often&mdash;for a time, at least.”</p>
-
-<p>“So often? but he never comes at all,” cried the inquisitive girl, “and
-when I met him he wanted to run away. Don’t you see all this is absurd,
-papa? If you want me to believe you, tell me the right reason. I will
-not be satisfied till you tell me the right reason. Do you think I can
-be taken in with pretences of that sort?”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, you annoy me very much, you distress me. I don’t know why you
-should drive me into a corner like this,” the Vice-Consul said
-piteously.</p>
-
-<p>“But I want to drive you into a corner, I must drive you into a corner;
-for I insist now upon knowing what it is. I might have let it pass
-before, but now I insist upon it, you must tell me, papa.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_233" id="page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>The poor man gave a deep sigh.</p>
-
-<p>“You take a very unfair advantage,” he said; “you compel me to betray
-poor Oliver and to distress myself. And I warn you that it will make you
-blush, that you will feel very uncomfortable.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t mind blushing,” Rita said; and as she spoke a sudden suffusion
-of heat and colour came all over her. She blushed from the crown of her
-head to the soles of her feet. It was a strange sensation, but it was
-not altogether disagreeable. The girl had as little idea of any painful
-or shameful occasion for blushing as if she had been a baby; and she met
-the father’s eyes quite steadily all the same.</p>
-
-<p>“I never saw a creature so pertinacious,” said poor Mr. Bonamy. “Well,
-then, if you must know. It is because of you that young Oliver is not
-coming here any more.”</p>
-
-<p>“Because of me!” She was too much astonished to blush now, and then she
-had already had her blush out.</p>
-
-<p>“Just because of you. He has been so silly as to fall in love with you,
-and feeling that it would be dishonourable to me to continue to come
-here, this being the case, he has explained it all and withdrawn. There
-is now the short and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_234" id="page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> the long of it, Rita. You have no right to say a
-word against poor Oliver. He has paid you, as people say, the highest
-compliment a man can pay a woman, and he has acted in the most
-honourable way to me; feeling that he cannot be quite sure of not
-betraying himself if he continues to come, he has ceased to come. He
-would have left the place altogether if I had asked such a sacrifice of
-him. He has behaved in the most gentlemanly, honourable way. He tells me
-he did say something, but he did not know whether you understood it or
-not.”</p>
-
-<p>Rita was struck dumb. She sat and gazed at her father silently while he
-spoke, too curious and strongly interested even to be abashed by this
-strange news. She blushed no more. Having paid that one tribute of
-startled maidenliness to the new revelation, she was too much impressed
-and overwhelmed by it for any lighter feeling. She sat in an attitude of
-the most absorbed attention, her eyes fixed upon her father’s face, her
-lips a little apart, the breath coming quickly. She was astonished, yet
-not so much astonished as overawed, penetrated by the news. When her
-father ceased speaking, she continued the same rapt aspect of attention.
-He thought she would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_235" id="page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> have been shame-faced, blushing, shy of it, unable
-to look him in the face; but he was not prepared for this curious,
-absorbed interest. By and by she repeated to herself softly, “So silly
-as to fall <i>in</i>&mdash;<i>love</i>:&mdash;with me&mdash;would have left the place
-altogether.” Then she made a pause, and, putting her hands softly
-together, said, with a sigh of satisfaction at having found out one
-problem: “Then that was what he meant!”</p>
-
-<p>“What was what he meant? He told me you took no notice; he thought you
-hadn’t understood what he said.”</p>
-
-<p>“I did not understand it,” said Rita, softly, “I only wondered. It was
-about going to England&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, Rita! you would not, for a new lover, a man you scarcely know, a
-being quite untried&mdash;you would not break my heart and go and risk your
-life&mdash;your life that is above all things precious to me?”</p>
-
-<p>Rita scarcely seemed to hear this interpolation&mdash;this interruption of
-her thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>“That there would be no danger, he said, and he would take care&mdash;he
-would take care&mdash;that was not much; but I did wonder. I will tell you
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_236" id="page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> truth, papa. I had a great anxiety to know what he meant.”</p>
-
-<p>“Young idiot!” her father said, with hotly-rising wrath, “he meant
-nothing&mdash;nothing, my love! only a brag that he could do more, and know
-better&mdash;a boy, an uninstructed fool&mdash;than those who have watched over
-you all your life.”</p>
-
-<p>Even this made no impression upon the girl. “It is curious,” she said,
-still to herself, “very curious&mdash;quite different from&mdash;the other way. I
-suppose this is the English way? Benedetta always says the English are
-half mad. I suppose instead of asking about the <i>dot</i>, and that kind of
-thing, you know, papa&mdash;I suppose this is the English way?”</p>
-
-<p>“It is the foolish way,” cried the father. “Come, it is nothing to you,
-Rita. You don’t mean to say&mdash;no, no, my darling; I know better&mdash;you
-don’t mean to make me believe that you, so clever as you are, and
-knowing so much, could think twice about any notion that came into the
-noddle of such an empty-headed young man.”</p>
-
-<p>“Is he empty-headed?” said Rita, reflectively. “He does not know much,
-that is quite true; he is not a bit clever; but I think it is a little
-unjust<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_237" id="page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> to call him empty-headed. He was always just himself; he never
-pretended to anything else. Sometimes he understood&mdash;very often he
-didn’t; but he never pretended, papa. Don’t you think it is a little
-hard upon him?” she said, turning round upon her father suddenly, and
-fixing him with her large, serious, impartial eyes. “Don’t you think it
-is hard to take advantage of what he has said himself, and turn him out
-like this?”</p>
-
-<p>“I have not turned him out. Rita, this is mere folly. I will not have
-you led away by your feelings. If any man were to kill me, I believe you
-would say he didn’t mean it, poor fellow, it would be hard upon him to
-hang him. Come, child, let us be done with this.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, papa,” said Rita, “there is no evidence against him but his own
-confession. I have often heard you say that one should not take
-advantage of that. Kill you&mdash;who wants to kill you? There could not be a
-more different question. I am not led away by my feelings. I have no
-feelings but right and justice. I don’t think you ought to have taken
-that advantage of him. It must be very hard upon him, papa, to shut him
-out. Think! he will have nowhere else to go to. I<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_238" id="page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> dare say he spends
-his evenings in the cafés. He can’t know what to do with himself at
-nights.”</p>
-
-<p>“As if I had anything to do with his entertainment in the evening! I
-wish to heaven he had never set foot within my house!”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah! but that is past praying for. I don’t see why you should wish such
-a thing; but still, if you do wish it, it is a pity, for it is too late.
-He <i>has</i> set foot within your house, and we have a responsibility about
-him. We have a responsibility,” said Rita, very gravely shaking her
-head. “He is young, and he is very simple-minded, and he might, as you
-are always saying, take a wrong turn; and then whose fault would it be?”</p>
-
-<p>“Not mine,” cried the persecuted man, “certainly not mine&mdash;that I’ll
-swear to. Am I the fellow’s keeper? Rita, for heaven’s sake be done with
-all that nonsense. If you can talk of nothing more sensible, you had
-much better go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Rita, calmly, going on with her argument, “you are his
-guardian in a kind of way, papa. It was you that took him up first. You
-did it of your own free will, nobody persuaded you. You settled him
-here, and you opened your doors to him, and said, Come on Sunday, come
-as<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_239" id="page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> often as you please. Do you think you are justified in casting him
-away now, as if it was of no importance? never thinking where he will go
-instead, or if he has anywhere else to go to? Do you think you are
-justified? for no other reason than that you think he might perhaps do
-or say something you would not like? I do not.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then you think, I suppose, that I ought to have him back and beg his
-pardon, and tell him he is quite free to make love to my daughter if he
-likes? Bless my soul! why should I interfere with such a pretty
-amusement? That’s what you think. Rita, don’t sit there, my dear,
-talking nonsense: say no more about this young fool, but go to bed.”</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, I am sorry to see you are so deaf to sound argument,” said Rita,
-with judicial composure; “you always bring in the personal question, as
-if that had anything to do with it. On the face of it, to deprive a
-stranger of the benefits you have been heaping upon him, and leave him
-in a moment to his own resources, all because you are afraid of a
-distant and unlikely thing he thinks he wants to do, is dreadfully
-unjustifiable; my dear papa,” said Rita, looking down from the heights
-of youthful<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_240" id="page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> superiority, “I never expected to find you inaccessible to
-reason, especially on such an important point as this.”</p>
-
-<p>“Inaccessible to fiddlesticks,” the Vice-Consul said; but he was
-entirely shaken in his conviction of having done what was right and
-kind, both to one party and the other. He got up and walked about the
-room. He was a man who wanted moral support; he wanted to be approved
-of, and to feel that the opinion of those around him went with his. And
-especially he had learned to prop himself up by Rita’s opinion. He was
-always uneasy when she differed from him. Even in this matter, which
-concerned herself, and in which her judgment might justly be doubted, he
-was not comfortable. He was unfortunately too accessible to reason, so
-that nothing could be more unjust than this reproach. “Go to bed, my
-love; go to bed,” he said, faintly. “It is getting very late; another
-time we can talk of this.”</p>
-
-<p>“Then do you think, papa,” said Rita, still magisterial, “that it is
-right to postpone a matter which concerns other people’s comfort to
-another time?”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t worry me to death,” said Mr. Bonamy,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_241" id="page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> stretching out his hands
-with a half-despairing appeal. “I never thought I was going to be led
-into such a discussion&mdash;don’t worry me to death!”</p>
-
-<p>But she showed no signs of mercy, and there is no telling what might
-have happened to Her Majesty’s humble representative had he not been
-called away at this moment to receive a messenger with despatches from
-the Consulate-General and important instructions. Mr. Bonamy hurried
-away with a sigh of thankfulness; never was culprit suddenly delivered
-from the bar more glad of his escape. He knew, indeed, that it was only
-for a time: but yet even for a time it was well to get out of her hands.
-At least he could collect materials for his defence.</p>
-
-<p>Rita, for her part, after sitting for some time waiting for her father’s
-return, and sharpening up various arguments for his complete
-discomfiture, got tired, and made up her mind to take his advice and go
-to bed. But she had a great deal too much to think about to have any
-desire to go to sleep. When she had sent Benedetta away she sat by her
-window in her white dressing-gown, with her hair about her shoulders, a
-romantic little figure, and felt a little like<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_242" id="page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> Juliet. She had never
-felt like Juliet before. She had, even with the flippancy of her age,
-been disposed to think of Juliet as of a very forward and bold young
-woman. People who have been accustomed to hear of marriage as a matter
-of convenience, so much <i>dot</i>, so many advantages, and who have even
-been negotiated for in this way, are apt to think but poorly of that
-ideal impersonation of youthful passion. But now that Romeo had appeared
-on the scene, Rita, at the window, thought upon Juliet with a little
-secret wonder, and awe, and pleasure. Romeo&mdash;well, there is no evidence
-that Romeo was clever. He was only one of the gallants of the period,
-one of the swash-bucklers who sometimes talk just as badly as their
-kind, though often they forget themselves and talk Shakespeare. There
-was nothing extraordinary about him till love and the poet got hold of
-him, and put divine words into his mouth. Very likely that gay Mercutio
-was the cleverest of the two. Sitting thus at her window, Rita all at
-once was sensible of a figure on the pavement looking up at the house
-from the opposite side of the street. There was nothing but a little
-night-light burning on a table in the corner, nothing to betray<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_243" id="page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> her
-figure where she sat. And nothing could be more common-place and absurd
-than that Harry should come there and stare at the windows. He was not
-by any means in the habit of doing so; but yet when he was out, taking
-his forlorn walk, he would allow himself to take that turn through the
-street in which the Consulate was, and fix a wistful eye upon it for a
-moment. When Rita saw him she darted back with a movement of fright and
-wonder, and mirth and shyness, all in one; and sat out of sight for a
-few moments, panting, blushing, with the same overwhelming flush of
-sudden warmth which had come over her for the first time when her father
-spoke to her. Then, in the dark and the silence, she gave vent to a
-little low laugh, at which she was frightened when she heard it, and
-became suddenly as solemn and serious as an old picture. Then she
-returned shyly to the corner of the window, peeping, though she ought to
-have known that it was impossible he could see her. The figure opposite
-was in the act of passing on; it gave a long look back as it went slowly
-away, lingering as if reluctant to be out of her neighbourhood. Rita
-drew back this time with a kind of awe. She knew he would have thought
-no more of climbing<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_244" id="page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> the garden wall, however high it had been&mdash;if there
-had been a garden wall and a balcony, and she out upon it discoursing to
-the moon&mdash;than Romeo did. “But there is the difference,” Rita said to
-herself; “he may be in love with me, but I am not in love with him. I
-would never stand out there and sigh Romeo, Romeo. No,” she went on,
-with a little shriek of a laugh, “not Romeo. Oh, Isaac, Isaac, wherefore
-art thou Isaac? That is too ridiculous; it is all too ridiculous. I
-don’t wonder at what Benedetta says, that the English are half-mad.”</p>
-
-<p>And then she sat a long time in the dark, and thought, and thought. It
-was all very new and very strange. It roused her lively faculties with
-the pleasure of a novel sensation. She had taken her proposals of
-marriage with sedate contempt, and announced authoritatively to her
-father on each occasion that she had no intention of ever marrying, and
-that she liked him much better than any other man in the world, an
-assurance which the poor Vice-Consul took great comfort in, though it
-was not possible that any man in his senses could accept it as a matter
-of serious faith. But now Rita could not deny to herself that this
-strange new bewildering sensation was a pleasant one. Her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_245" id="page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> former
-suitors would no doubt have gladly adopted it had it been thought that
-such an easy mode of love-making would have been permitted; but in their
-cases it would not have moved the foolish girl. To see somebody standing
-silent on the other side of the street, doing nothing to call her
-attention, not wishing to be noticed, doing it only for a little comfort
-to himself, was entirely different. That was the English way, she
-thought with awe. To be able to give love up for the sake of honour, and
-yet to have it so much at heart as to be driven to come and look at the
-house in which the beloved object lived, standing about alone in a cold
-night&mdash;Rita’s whole heart was penetrated by the sincerity, the modesty,
-the self-restraint, yet self-abandonment, which were English, only
-English, nothing else. It was not in the least a cold night: Harry
-outside felt it to be warm and genial: but there was a cool little
-night-breeze lifting the curtains, and she strove to call it cold to
-heighten the effect. This was how the Vice-Consul had mismanaged
-matters. He was not a happy man as he read his despatches; but he had no
-idea of the mischief which was going on under cover of the night.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_246" id="page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII.<br /><br />
-<small>A LOVER’S ORDEAL.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">R</span>ITA said nothing more to her father on this subject for a day or two,
-and the poor man, deceived once more, began to believe that it had made
-little impression upon her, and was to be allowed to pass as of no
-particular importance. He had even begun to congratulate himself on the
-beneficial effects of his system of training, and the knowledge of the
-world which her early initiation into life had given her. “Had I brought
-Rita up as most girls are brought up,” he said to himself; “had she been
-fresh from a convent, for instance, like some of her friends, or shut up
-indoors as Italian girls are, her head would have been turned by the
-first mention of a lover. But she has seen a great deal,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_247" id="page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> though she is
-so young. In our position she could not help seeing a great deal. She
-knows how to discriminate, and can judge what is what. What a good thing
-that I did not follow the advice of all these ladies, but was bold
-enough to trust to my girl’s innocence and bring her up my own way!”
-Thus artlessly did the Vice-Consul console himself. And his mind was a
-great deal easier; for before he was always nervous lest she should
-question him about Harry, and afraid of betraying himself, even afraid
-of letting Rita perceive that there was something to betray. Now that he
-had made a clean breast and got it over, his mind was relieved, and he
-felt that he could carry his head as high as usual, and need not be
-afraid to look any girl in the face. For the first day he rejoiced with
-trembling, but after that had passed began to feel that he had really
-secured his footing, and might take comfort that the danger was over.
-Poor Vice-Consul! He had but just allowed this sensation of pleasure to
-enter his mind when Rita, looking up at him suddenly from a book in
-which she had all the air of being completely absorbed, addressed him
-suddenly as follows&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! I have been thinking over what you<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_248" id="page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> told me the other day&mdash;What
-is the matter?” she added, interrupting herself.</p>
-
-<p>“Nothing, nothing,” said poor Mr. Bonamy, faintly. He had been lying
-back in a very comfortable chair, whiffing gently at intervals a mild
-cigarette, and giving himself up to the comfort, the ease of being done
-with a subject in which he had foreseen trouble. When his daughter began
-to speak, a presentiment of danger awoke in him, and he started up in
-his chair when she had said these words. “Nothing, nothing,” he
-repeated, letting himself drop again, but alas, with what different
-feelings; with the languor of a conflict foreseen, in which he knew he
-should be worsted. “What have you been thinking about, Rita?”</p>
-
-<p>“About what you told me the other day. Of course it was not just an
-ordinary thing that one could think nothing more about. Poor Mr. Oliver!
-I think he has been badly treated. I want you to tell him just to come
-as usual. He must be on his guard, you know; but in any case he would be
-on his guard after speaking to you. He must not suppose that I know
-anything about it.”</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear,” said the Vice-Consul, with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_249" id="page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> troubled face, “I don’t
-think that would do at all; he would think that he had my permission
-to&mdash;to pay you his addresses, as people used to say?”</p>
-
-<p>“What are addresses?” said Rita, with much appearance of innocence. “You
-must tell him, of course, that there is to be nothing of that kind; but
-only just that he is to come as before. I don’t see that it need do him
-any harm&mdash;I mean any further harm,” said the girl, correcting herself.
-She spoke with unusual airiness and carelessness, so lightly indeed that
-her indifference had the aspect of being somewhat studied.</p>
-
-<p>“Him&mdash;harm! that was not the question,” the perplexed father said.</p>
-
-<p>“I hope you don’t mean to infer that it would do <i>me</i> any harm?” said
-Rita, turning upon him with a smile of superb disdain. She even laughed
-a little at the folly of the idea, opening and shutting a fan which she
-held in her hand. “That would be too ridiculous&mdash;too ridiculous,” she
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“But, my dear child, you are young and inexperienced, and&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t insult me, please, papa,” she said, fanning herself. If she had
-been fifty she could<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_250" id="page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> not have looked more superior to any such
-temptation. “And, on the other hand,” she added, “I don’t see why poor
-Mr. Oliver should be punished, positively punished for liking me. It is
-not a sin to like me. Of course he must learn to keep it to himself; it
-will be a good lesson in self-control&mdash;which everybody is the better
-for,” said this young oracle, “and especially, as I have always heard,
-young men.”</p>
-
-<p>This wisdom took away the Vice-Consul’s breath. “That is very true:” he
-said “but I am not at all sure that this is a safe way of teaching it. I
-think, if it is the same to you, Rita&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“But it is not the same to me,” she cried, impatiently. “If you will not
-set poor Mr. Oliver right and do him justice, I think I will go and pay
-that visit my aunt Ersilia always wants me to make her. You said
-yourself I must go one day or other. I will go now.”</p>
-
-<p>Now if there was one thing more than another which Mr. Bonamy was afraid
-of, it was this visit to her aunt Ersilia, her mother’s Italian sister,
-with which she threatened him from time to time. He said hurriedly, “I
-don’t think this is a good time for going further south, Rita. Of
-course, if you wish it so much, I will gladly remove the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_251" id="page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> embargo on
-poor Oliver, who is a very good, honest sort of fellow; but I can’t have
-him tormented, poor boy&mdash;and you must promise to be very distant with
-him, which is the kindest thing you can do.”</p>
-
-<p>“But not too distant, papa,” said Rita; “for I think it a great deal
-better that he should suppose I do not know. Far better. I will behave
-to him just as usual. I will withdraw gradually, bit by bit, that he may
-not feel too much difference. Indeed, unless he is different to me, I
-don’t see why I should be different to him. Of course he will be on his
-guard. You see he <i>knows now</i>. Naturally he will be more careful. He
-will understand that if you let him come back he is upon his honour. So,
-on the whole, I will make very little difference. I think it is far
-better that everything should have the look of being just the same as
-before.”</p>
-
-<p>With this Mr. Bonamy was obliged to be satisfied. He had known very well
-when the discussion began that Rita’s will, whatever it might be, was
-the thing that would be done. He had in his own mind a great many
-troubled reflections, considering how he was to do it, so as not to
-excite false hopes or vain expectations in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_252" id="page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> young man’s mind; but it
-was, from the moment when she declared her sovereign will, a foregone
-conclusion. He had not resolved the question how it was to be done, up
-to the time he went into his office in the morning, and then thought it
-best to leave it to chance and the inspiration of the moment. When he
-sent for Harry to speak with him he had still but a very faint idea what
-to say. The young man came in looking somewhat dull and depressed, as he
-did always now, and no longer expectant of anything better, as he had
-been at the first. It was a moment of leisure, and the Vice-Consul had
-the air of a man with something disagreeable rather than something
-pleasant to say. His look was artificial, and the smile which adorned
-his face was forced and uncomfortable.</p>
-
-<p>“Come in, Oliver, come in,” he said, with an air of affected geniality.
-Harry thought he was going to receive his dismissal; he did not think
-that anything less could give his kind and friendly patron an aspect so
-little natural. “Sit down,” said the Vice-Consul, “I have something to
-say before business begins this afternoon. Oliver, I have been going
-through quite a passage of arms on your account.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_253" id="page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“On my account?” said Harry, feeling as if his heart stopped beating; he
-thought within himself, that this passage of arms must have been with
-some of the authorities of the F. O., who perhaps had been stirred up to
-ask what a stranger, without recommendations, was doing there. It seemed
-to him that the next thing which would be said must be, “I have no
-further occasion for your services,” and braced himself for these words.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be frightened; yes, you look frightened,” said Mr. Bonamy, still
-with that false geniality, “but no harm has come of it. You met&mdash;my
-daughter&mdash;the other day.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes.” Harry’s heart re-commenced beating, and went so fast that it
-almost choked him. “It was an accident, Sir; I did not see Miss Bonamy
-till I was close upon her, I could not escape.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, she told me. And she asked what had become of you, and you
-answered ‘Very well, thank you!’ You will allow that was strange. No
-doubt she had been much puzzled by your disappearance before, and she
-assailed me directly what was the meaning of it? I had to say all sorts
-of things, that you were too busy to come, that you were otherwise
-engaged, and I don’t know what; but the short and the long of it is,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_254" id="page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span>
-Oliver, that, if you want to keep her from knowing all about it, you
-must begin to come back again. Things cannot go on as they are now
-without arousing her suspicions. This is her night, you know; you must
-look in for an hour. Of course I don’t want to enter into explanations
-with her,” said the Vice-Consul, becoming more at ease now he had made
-out his statement, and done it, he thought with some complacence, very
-cleverly. “You must really, by way of supporting what I have been
-obliged to say, look in to-night.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry’s heart was making up tremendously now for its momentary pause. He
-felt as if it must be audible all over the house. A flush of warmth went
-over him. He spoke with little breaks in his voice, so much excited and
-disturbed was he.</p>
-
-<p>“If you&mdash;have no objections, Sir. It cannot be but&mdash;a favour to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“That’s a good fellow,” cried the Vice-Consul relieved. “I was afraid
-you would tell me it was too painful, and leave me in the lurch.”</p>
-
-<p>“If I did that, Sir,” said Harry, “I should be a worthless creature
-<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_255" id="page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span>indeed, however much it might cost me; but this&mdash;this&mdash;&mdash; If you have
-no objections, Sir&mdash;you can’t have any doubt that I&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>Here he stopped, not knowing what to say more.</p>
-
-<p>“You must understand, Oliver,” said Mr. Bonamy, gravely, “that if I have
-no objections it is because I don’t want to enter into explanations with
-Rita; and then I have missed you, I would never deny that. But you must
-not suppose, because of this, that I mean you, you know, to depart from
-our&mdash;bargain, or to do anything to change the position. In short, I
-don’t intend, Oliver, that you should take advantage of the change
-to&mdash;in short, to&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>This was not very explanatory, but Harry hastened to reply as if it had
-been the clearest statement in the world.</p>
-
-<p>“You may be sure I will take no advantage of the change,” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, that is just what I expected from you,” said the Vice-Consul,
-falling into his natural tone; “but, my dear fellow,” he added, with a
-little alarm, “I must be sure that you can depend upon yourself. You
-told me you were afraid you would betray your feelings if you continued
-to come; you told me even that you had done so, or almost done so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_256" id="page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span>&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, Sir,” cried Harry, “that was when I found myself out! I know
-exactly all about it now, and I am on my guard.”</p>
-
-<p>“Bless me,” said the Vice-Consul, “that is exactly what&mdash;&mdash;” here he
-stopped short with the guiltiest look. He was just about to say&mdash;what
-Rita said.</p>
-
-<p>“You need not have any fear on my account,” said Harry: and then he
-paused a little, and added with feeling, “and I am proud that you have
-confidence in me. I will do nothing to shake it; you may be sure of
-that. I should be a poor creature indeed if my heart did not respond to
-such trust.”</p>
-
-<p>This was a very fine speech for Harry. He was carried altogether beyond
-himself by the emergency. These last lonely evenings had been wonderful
-teachers for him. He had learned to read, he had learned to understand.
-He had even learned many things more than reading and understanding in
-these days of solitude. The thought of going back to her, to that little
-world in which she reigned, was delightful to him, but he wondered what
-change there would be in it to balance the strange change in his own
-breast. It seemed to him that he was a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_257" id="page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> new man, with deeper feelings
-and an expanded mind. And she? Would she just be the same, and all the
-things and people round her? Harry did not want her to be the least
-different. He thought she was perfect, the most wonderful of all beings;
-but he felt himself so much altered that he was excited by the thought
-that she might be changed too. He went away from his audience not
-knowing whether he walked on solid earth or air. Certainly he would not
-take advantage; unquestionably he would be upright and honest, and bind
-himself as with ropes rather than betray his kind friend’s confidence;
-but with all this he was very much excited, and a glow of warmth and
-hopefulness began to circulate in his veins. The new concession meant no
-change in the circumstances; this the Vice-Consul had been anxious to
-impress upon him; and he was equally anxious to assent, to assure Rita’s
-father on the other hand that he expected nothing, scarcely desired
-anything except this trust in him. But, nevertheless, it would be
-impossible to deny that a something of hope, a trembling yet happy
-expectation, had come into his heart.</p>
-
-<p>How carefully he dressed himself that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_258" id="page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> night! Never in all his life had
-he made so careful a toilette before. And Paolo, having heard what had
-happened (which Harry, reticent as he was, could not keep from him), was
-excited too, and came and sat by him while he dressed, and wanted to
-help him, as if they had been two girls. Paolo ran out and bought him a
-bouquet for his button-hole. He brought in a fresh bottle of
-eau-de-Cologne. He was very anxious to lend him something to wear&mdash;his
-studs, which were little cameos set in gold, or a ring, with a doubtful
-gem in it, of which he was very proud, thinking it a genuine antique.
-“It is not brilliant like a diamond,” said Paolo, “but it is art, which
-is more precious, and pleases much to the Signorina. Take it, amico mio,
-you have no ring, which is an absence that is felt; and the studs, that
-will make your appearance so much more perfect&mdash;what you call finished.”
-Harry rejected these aids to the effectiveness of his dress, but he took
-great pains about his tie, and rebrushed his coat himself, and gave
-particular attention to the arrangement of his hair. He said to himself,
-as he walked along in the summer dusk, that all this was very foolish,
-that he was not on his promotion, when it might have been wise to make
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_259" id="page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> best of all his advantages, that he was going only because he was
-nobody, because the Vice-Consul was not afraid of him, and thought it
-wiser to run the risk of him than to disturb Rita’s mind about any such
-petty suitor. It was very much like giving him the crumbs from the
-table, but he was willing to accept these, or anything. He went into the
-lighted room with his heart beating. Several of the ladies who were
-<i>habituées</i> exclaimed on his entrance, and made haste to tell him that
-they had thought he was gone altogether, and to ask where he had been.
-Rita took no part in these questions, but she gave him her left hand as
-a sign of friendship, and smiled and nodded to him without stopping her
-conversation with somebody else. Indeed, she treated him as if there had
-been no break in their intercourse, as though they had met yesterday and
-were to meet again to-morrow. This pleased Harry, and yet it wrung his
-heart. Was he of so little importance to her that she had not even
-noticed his absence? But that could not be. He began to wonder whether
-it was perhaps a good sign. She <i>had</i> noticed his absence, speaking to
-her father about it. Was it perhaps&mdash;? His heart began to beat again as
-at first. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_260" id="page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> Rita took very little notice of him all the evening. She
-was perfectly sweet and smiling, and when she did address him did it
-with all her old friendliness; but Harry could not persuade himself that
-she had remarked him and his careful tie, and his well-brushed curls at
-all.</p>
-
-<p>After that there ensued a time of mingled torture and happiness, when
-Rita played with the young man as a cat plays with a mouse. She was more
-interested in him than she had ever been in any young man before. He was
-a study to her of the most attractive kind. A young man who was in
-love&mdash;not a young man who was wanting to marry, a species of which she
-had seen several specimens&mdash;but one who was actually, really, warmly in
-love&mdash;and with herself. She wanted to see how such a person behaved. It
-was as good as a play to her. She would laugh to herself secretly,
-thinking of it, so much amused was she; and it seemed to her almost a
-duty to try him in every way, to see how far this love would carry him,
-and how long he would manage to keep it under. It did not occur to Rita
-that this was a somewhat cruel process, or that Harry was pledged in
-honour to her father not to betray himself. The cat most likely has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_261" id="page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> no
-idea of cruelty in her play with the mouse. Sometimes Rita would take no
-notice of him at all, neglecting all the wistful attention which poor
-Harry felt it was within his bond to bestow so long as he looked for
-nothing in return. For a whole evening she would not so much as look at
-him; then would suddenly turn with her most cordial smile, with a few
-words more sweet than he thought she had ever bestowed upon him before.
-Sometimes she would call him to her side, and ply him with seductions
-which poor Harry did not know how to resist; sometimes she would devote
-all her efforts to the task of making him betray himself, tempting him
-with all sorts of opportunities. But Harry stood fast. He had given his
-promise, and nothing would make him break it. He wavered like a tree in
-the wind, but he never yielded. Sometimes she made him think that she
-was ready to listen to anything he might say, and another time would
-take the first opportunity of showing him that he was nothing to her. It
-was hard upon the mouse; yet we doubt whether he would have exchanged
-this agitated existence for the most happy calm. He went to the
-Consulate with a continued expectation, with his heart always beating
-loudly, not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_262" id="page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> knowing what he was to look for; but a more calm level of
-kindness would not have given him those variations of feeling, that
-dramatic interest in his life; so that, perhaps, there was not much harm
-done, the tortured liking the play as much as the torturer. As for Rita
-she was very much interested too; the pursuit amused her&mdash;it was a new
-sensation. She wanted above all things to overcome his resolution, and
-make him betray himself. But here her efforts were vain against the rock
-of Harry’s invincibility. He would not, whatever she might do, break his
-promise. He kept a watch upon himself which was not to be overcome.</p>
-
-<p>The Vice-Consul did not know what to make of the business altogether. It
-gave him a great deal of thought. He watched the young man with a
-jealous eye: but Harry met every scrutiny with an unflinching front. And
-Mr. Bonamy did what he could to watch his daughter, but that was not so
-easy. She was amusing herself, but whether she was going too far in her
-trial of Harry’s constancy he could not tell. She bewildered her father,
-which was not difficult; but what was more wonderful, after a while,
-this venturous person began to bewilder herself. She thought she<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_263" id="page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> was
-tired of Harry, who could not be got to swerve out of the right way. She
-began to think that it was all a fiction, or that this love after the
-English fashion was far too self-commanded and restrained for a half
-Italian girl. She had thought at first that it would be quite easy and
-extremely amusing to make him betray himself. And she had resolved in
-such a case that his downfall should do him no harm; she would not
-betray him; she would keep his secret. But she had not supposed that he
-would stand out, that he would be able to resist her: and at length she
-got confused about her own notions, and about his conduct and everything
-around her, and knew no longer what to think.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_264" id="page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV.<br /><br />
-<small>A CRISIS.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">I</span>T was like a play the intercourse which went on between these two; the
-perpetual aggressions of the girl and defences of the young man, the
-troubled spectatorship of the father, who saw that slave of his word
-resisting, fighting always, more or less feebly, but yet resisting all
-the <i>agaceries</i>, all the temptations, which a spirit of mischief could
-throw in his way. Sometimes the sight was laughable, sometimes it was
-almost tragic, to the looker on; and he was much disturbed at the same
-time on his own account, not knowing what Rita meant by it all. “Take
-care what you are doing,” he would say to her, with mingled pity and
-alarm&mdash;pity for the young man, alarm for himself and her. “What am<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_265" id="page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> I
-doing, papa?” Rita would ask, with the greatest innocence. “That is
-exactly what I can’t tell,” poor Mr. Bonamy said. But his warnings never
-came to more than this. And nothing in all her life had so amused Rita
-as her torture of this unfortunate young man. One day they happened to
-be alone for a little while, Mr. Bonamy having been called away. It was
-on a Sunday evening, after dinner, a day when the Bonamys, following the
-old-fashioned English rule, were always alone. Harry had avoided
-opportunities of being alone with Rita as much as lovers generally
-scheme for that privilege, but to-day there was no help for it. She was
-seated at the open window in her usual dress of vapoury white; the
-summer was advancing, and it would soon be time for the removal of the
-household to the country, where they went every year. Mr. Bonamy had
-been called away, quite unexpectedly, to his own dreadful vexation and
-the terror of Harry, but to Rita’s secret delight. The night-air puffed
-the white curtains over her head and about her white, half-visible
-figure. The window looked out upon the garden, and there was a little
-moisture of the sea in the air. Harry was standing at the other side of
-the window,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_266" id="page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> half concealed by the floating veil of the curtain. Rita
-was half buried in a great chair. A shaded lamp stood on a table in the
-other part of the room, but that was all, not light enough to see each
-other by. There had been a somewhat long silence, and Harry was trying
-hard to break loose from this enchantment and go away. But his heart was
-faint with the sweetness of it, poor fellow! and he could not get free,
-especially now that they were alone. If it could have been helped, he
-would not have stayed; but he had not been able to help it, and it was
-sweet. He was snatching a fearful joy, not saying anything, scarcely
-daring to breathe. Then into the soft silence came her voice.</p>
-
-<p>“Mr. Oliver, they tell me summer nights in England are so much sweeter
-than here. What are those long twilights? I have read about them, but I
-don’t understand it. Tell me.” He could make out that she leaned forward
-in her chair, putting her hands together, which was a way she had.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t think,” said Harry, catching his breath, “that anything can be
-sweeter than the evenings here.”</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, but there is a difference; tell me. You<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_267" id="page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> know that I am never to go
-to England,” said Rita, plaintively; “though I remember you said you
-would not be afraid to take me. What made you say that, Mr. Oliver?
-perhaps you forget that you ever did.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, no; I don’t forget.”</p>
-
-<p>“You never would enter into any particulars; but I am glad at least that
-you don’t forget. Now papa is away, we may talk of it. It always hurts
-papa when I speak of England. So tell me&mdash;tell me quick&mdash;how was it that
-you thought you could make it safe? Ah, how I wish you could!” she said,
-clasping her hands.</p>
-
-<p>Harry said never a word. His heart was thumping so against his breast
-that he thought every moment it would burst forth from that uneasy
-house. Now it got into his throat, and seemed to choke him; he could not
-speak.</p>
-
-<p>“You don’t say anything,” said Rita, with again a little tone of
-complaint. “Do you think that is kind, or fair? You rouse my
-expectations, and then you never say another word. I have thought of it
-all this time, and always wondered if you would ever tell me. How could
-Mr. Oliver manage to take me to England without danger? that is<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_268" id="page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> what I
-have always been saying to myself. What, Mr. Oliver! won’t you say a
-word?”</p>
-
-<p>Here there burst a cry from Harry’s breast. “Don’t torture me,” he said;
-then collecting all his strength, “It was my presumption. I thought only
-that to take&mdash;the most precious care of you&mdash;&mdash;”</p>
-
-<p>His voice shook, and at last his little torturer felt that she had got
-almost to the end of his powers.</p>
-
-<p>“That is a very pretty way of saying it, Mr. Oliver; precious care; it
-is not slang, is it? I am sure you would be kind&mdash;very, very kind.”</p>
-
-<p>“Oh, <i>kind</i>!” cried poor Harry, grasping unconsciously the white
-curtains that kept blowing between him and her, in his strong, hot
-hands.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t you like the word? I think it is such a nice word. There is
-nothing like it in Italian, and you can apply it so widely. You can be
-kind to a horse or a dog; and then to children, and sick people and poor
-people; and then&mdash;to everybody&mdash;me. You have always been, ever since I
-knew you, very kind to me.”</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t say so&mdash;don’t say so&mdash;not that word,” Harry cried.</p>
-
-<p>“But there is no other word half so good.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_269" id="page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> Other words express other
-feelings; kind means, just kind. There is nothing else expresses it.
-English is a wonderfully fine language. It is so strong and so
-trustworthy. You feel as if you could believe it, every word. Mr.
-Oliver,” said Rita, in her little, soft, insinuating voice, “did you
-really, really believe that&mdash;that I might go to England, if&mdash;someone
-were to take care of me, such care as you call precious; but, then, who
-would do that? not papa, for he is so frightened. No one I know.”</p>
-
-<p>“Miss Bonamy, I must say good night,” said Harry, very shortly, taking
-himself out of the floating curtain, almost tearing it down in his
-agitation.</p>
-
-<p>“Good night! before papa comes back? Oh, but that would be <i>un</i>kind.
-Don’t. Why should you run off in such a hurry in the very middle of our
-talk?”</p>
-
-<p>“Because,” he said, with the crushed curtain like a wisp in his hands,
-“I can’t stay&mdash;I mustn’t stay. Forgive me, and, if you will, excuse me:
-and&mdash;good night!”</p>
-
-<p>He was rushing away, when she put out her hand. He saw that, though
-there was so little light. He could not refuse to shake hands with<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_270" id="page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> her;
-and instead of leaving the pressure to him, she took hold of his hand
-for a second, lightly but firmly detaining him. “Mr. Oliver,” she said,
-with that little plaintive tone, “you should not run away.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry was hoarse with agitation and distress. That soft, light touch of
-detention made him wild. “I must fly,” he said, “fly! Do you think I
-want to go? I must fly, and come no more.”</p>
-
-<p>And he turned and disappeared like an arrow, as swift, but not so
-noiselessly, stumbling through the dark room. She lay back in her chair
-and listened to him all the way rushing down the stairs, shutting the
-great door with a clang. Then his steps were audible along the street
-hurrying away. The very foot, Rita thought, spoke English among the
-other footsteps. She seemed to hear them ever so far off, hurrying,
-flying. She was a spoiled child. She had not succeeded in her wicked
-attempt, and some other feeling mingled with the childish disappointment
-which provoked and mortified her. When the Vice-Consul came back, not
-without a great deal of anxiety in his mind, he found her still sitting
-there, crying as if her perverse heart would<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_271" id="page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> break. It gave him a
-mingled sense of fright and relief to see that there was no one else in
-the room; but when he found that Rita was crying, his foolish, fatherly
-heart was melted altogether. He hurried across the half-lighted room.
-“What is the matter, my darling, what is the matter? Where is Oliver? Is
-it his fault?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” cried Rita, with sobs, “do not speak to me of Mr. Oliver; he is
-a clod, he is a stone. It is not a bit true what you told me of him. He
-must have been laughing at you&mdash;or perhaps at me. It is not a bit true.”</p>
-
-<p>“What is it that is not true? My pet, this young fellow has been saying
-something to vex you? Bless my heart! he shall go to-morrow if he has
-broken his word and said anything to annoy you.”</p>
-
-<p>And the Vice-Consul, very wroth, drew a chair to the side of Rita’s, and
-put his arm round her, soothing her with soft words and caresses, and
-launching thunderbolts of anger at the supposed culprit. Rita cried
-softly for some time on her father’s shoulder. Then she interrupted him,
-putting her hand upon his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa, don’t; you don’t know. What pro<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_272" id="page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span>vokes me is different. It is not
-because he said anything. Listen,” said Rita, putting her lips to his
-ear; “I <i>know</i> it is not true what he said to you. It can’t be true,
-because I have tried him and tried him, and he <i>won’t</i> say anything. He
-has no feeling at all in him, and it cannot be true.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita! Rita! what are you saying?” Mr. Bonamy cried.</p>
-
-<p>The horror in his voice brought her to herself. She sat up suddenly,
-drying her eyes. “Well, papa, it is your fault. You gave me a puzzle to
-make out. I thought it would be fun; but it is not fun. As for Mr.
-Oliver, he is just an excellent, trustworthy Englishman. You need not
-fear that he will ever be carried away. As for feeling, I don’t think he
-knows what it is. He is English&mdash;English all over.” She clapped her
-hands together to give emphasis to her sentence, like a true Italian,
-which by turns she was.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, he is English&mdash;very English. I thought you liked everything that
-was English,” the surprised father said.</p>
-
-<p>“And so I do; but what does it matter if you will never, never let me go
-to England? Take me to England, papa!<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_273" id="page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>“My darling! when you know what my feeling is on that subject&mdash;anything
-but that, Rita; ask me anything but that.”</p>
-
-<p>“Well,” she replied, “Mr. Oliver said there would be no difficulty about
-it; he said he would take the most precious care of me. Is that slang,
-papa?”</p>
-
-<p>“Slang? bless my heart, it sounds like something quite different to me,”
-cried the Vice-Consul, frowning. But Rita once more put her hand upon
-his mouth.</p>
-
-<p>“You know better than I do,” she said, demurely. “I could not be sure
-which it was; but you may make yourself quite comfortable, papa, for Mr.
-Oliver is very conscientious, and never said a word. I begin,” she said
-pensively, “to understand English now.”</p>
-
-<p>“Rita, I think you must be taking leave of your senses. You begin to
-understand English! your own language!”</p>
-
-<p>She nodded her head a great many times in reply.</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, I begin to understand it,” she said. And this was all he could get
-out of her. She began presently to talk upon other subjects, and kept
-him amused all the rest of the evening, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_274" id="page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> Harry was not mentioned
-again between them.</p>
-
-<p>But Harry himself, poor fellow, went home like the wind, or rather like
-a straw blown before the wind; hastening, without any apparent movement
-of his own, to the bare rooms which were his only refuge. He arrived
-there panting like a man pursued, and shut his door as if it were a
-fence between him and his pursuers. He could not have explained to
-himself why he did this, for Rita, though she had certainly assailed
-him, had not come after him through the streets, as by his appearance
-one might have thought she had done, forcing him to his best speed. But
-when he sat down and thought it all over, though Harry was excited to
-the highest degree, it could scarcely be said of him that he was
-unhappy. He was breathless with the excitement of his escape. He said to
-himself that he must not go again; that he would not run such risks
-again, that another time he must betray himself; but all the time,
-underneath everything, he had the consciousness that his very flight had
-told his story as effectually as words could have done it, and that she
-could not now be at any loss to know what was the moving spring of all
-his recent life. He felt that she had suspected<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_275" id="page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> him all these days. He
-knew that she had meant to surprise his secret somehow, whether in
-simple love of mischief and curiosity, or whether with some other
-motive, who could tell? but certainly this was what she had been doing:
-and there dawned upon him a light of something which was not exactly
-hope, but which yet warmed and brightened his horizon, and made the
-whole world somehow a better, a less heavy and tedious place. He did not
-say even to himself that anything definite was in his hope; what he said
-was that he could not go back, that he would run no more risks, that,
-whatever might be said to him on the subject, his policy was to keep
-away. But this had no such tragic meaning to him as it had on the
-previous occasion, when his life had been cut off in half, and his
-heart, he thought, rent in twain. If he was ever made to go back
-again&mdash;a thought which made Harry’s heart jump, but which he did not
-feel, as before, was impossible&mdash;then it would not be to hold his
-tongue. And whatever happened there was one thing which he could not be
-doubtful about. He had saved his honour, hard as had been the trial, and
-yet she <i>knew</i>. She could not, he was sure, either mistake him or ignore
-him<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_276" id="page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> any longer. Reject him, yes; allow him to languish far from her,
-which would be the kindest thing, unless&mdash;&mdash; but certainly now she knew.</p>
-
-<p>And then a week or more elapsed. After the first twenty-four hours Harry
-began to have heats and chills, wondering if he would be forbidden to go
-again. He did not intend to go, but yet to be sent away is different;
-and he awaited a summons to the Vice-Consul with feelings of alarm. But
-though he was constantly summoned to the Vice-Consul’s presence, he
-heard nothing upon this all-interesting subject. Mr. Bonamy looked
-coldly upon him for the first day, but said nothing save about business.
-And afterwards Harry went on just as before. Rita’s “night” came round,
-but Harry did not go. He dressed himself as if he were going, and got
-rid of Paolo, who had been greatly disappointed by the total absence of
-confidence in him which his friend showed. Naturally, after his
-exertions on Harry’s behalf, the offer of the ring and the studs, the
-purchase of the flower and the eau-de-cologne, Paolo had felt that he
-had a right to hear all that had taken place, and how the lady had been
-won, which he did not think would be a difficult matter. The<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_277" id="page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> idea that
-his friend could be called back without the lady being won, did not
-occur to his swift Italian mind. And after that critical moment when he
-linked his arm in Harry’s, and led him eagerly off to the quietest
-promenade he could think of, to hear all about it, Paolo had treated
-Harry’s indignant denial that there was anything to tell with the
-contempt it deserved. “Nothing?” he had said, with an astonishment
-almost beyond speech. “Nothing? But that means that you do not wish to
-tell me&mdash;that you will not give your confidence to me.” When Harry
-disclaimed this, Paolo had only shook his head. “I see that you have not
-trust in me,” he said, and he had retired in his turn for a few days
-from his friend’s society, and a little coolness and momentary
-estrangement had ensued.</p>
-
-<p>But some time had elapsed since then, and one of those reconciliations
-of which Harry was afraid had followed, and Paolo’s interest was warmer
-than ever. He watched his friend’s looks and noted every visit he paid,
-so that it required nothing less than the effort of dressing and setting
-out for the Vice-Consul’s to shake himself free from Paolo’s society and
-remarks. Harry went to the very street, to the opposite side, to watch
-the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_278" id="page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> windows, and to get a glimpse if he could of the little white
-figure, which was the central point in the world to him. But long before
-the usual hour the party broke up, and Harry was surprised by a sudden
-outpouring of groups of people in evening dresses&mdash;ladies with scarfs
-thrown over their heads, and satin slippers, not adapted for the rough
-pavement. Some of these groups, departing guests, perceived him, before
-he was aware. “Oh! are you going to the Bonamys?” said a lady; “don’t
-go; the Vice-Consul has been taken ill; he has had a fit or something.
-You may see how early we are coming away.” The whole street was soon
-full of a babble of voices, all talking of this. The Vice-Consul had
-been suddenly taken ill; he had fainted in the midst of the assembly,
-and the doctor had been sent for in haste. When Harry looked up at the
-windows they were all deserted&mdash;the lights still burning, the white
-curtains faintly swaying about, but the rooms entirely empty. In a
-moment all had become miserable and neglected. Life had ebbed out of the
-room, and left everything cold and silent. He felt with a chill at his
-heart as if death had come in instead to fill up the vacant place; he
-went to the door to inquire about his<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_279" id="page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> kind patron, his trustful master,
-his fatherly friend, with a heart out of which all the previous thoughts
-had departed for the moment. He thought of Rita, indeed, with instant
-anxiety; but yet her father was foremost in his mind. “Very bad, sir,”
-the servant said, who was an Englishman, “very bad,” holding the door
-wide open as he said so; and Harry went in in his evening clothes,
-looking as if he had meant to go to the party. He was a little scared
-afterwards to think that Rita never could know that he did not mean to
-come to the party. He went upstairs into the empty drawing-room; there
-were a few signs of hasty disturbance about it, evidences of the sudden
-interruption; a card-table set out with all the cards as they had been
-dealt round it; groups of chairs standing together, and a tray of ices
-on a side-table. Such a forsaken room always raises an infinite crowd of
-suggestions. It is such a lesson upon the dangers and changes of life as
-no sermon can read. Harry stood in the midst of it, feeling as if he had
-seen the writing on the wall which startled the ancient king in the
-midst of his revel. It had been an innocent revel&mdash;nothing in it to
-offend earth or heaven; but the touch of a sudden calamity makes even
-the most innocent pleasure<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_280" id="page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span>-making seem vain. He stood there feeling as
-if on the edge of a tomb, hearing in the distance muffled yet hasty
-steps running to and fro, and all the excitement of a sudden illness.
-And he had plenty of time to indulge these thoughts, for nobody came
-near the room for, he thought, hours; though, of course, this was a
-mistaken estimate of the time that really passed. At last Harry heard
-measured steps and voices coming downstairs, and hurrying to the door
-found the English doctor in company with one of the ladies of the
-English community who had known Rita all her life. They told him that
-the Vice-Consul’s attack was a very serious one, that he was still
-unconscious, and that no one as yet could say how it would turn. “I have
-told him for some time he ought to go away. He was struggling foolishly,
-when he ought to have given in as so many people do.” “And poor little
-Rita, what is to become of her?” the lady said.</p>
-
-<p>Harry stood with his heart in his mouth, ready for any service. Alas!
-what can a young man do in such a case? An old woman is of more use. He
-was sent off, however, to fetch a nurse, and to get various articles
-that were necessary, and this gave him occupation. He was about the<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_281" id="page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span>
-house all the night, hearing with faint pleasure that Rita would not
-leave her father’s bedside, and glad to share her vigil. He would have
-liked to be there too to help, not caring what he did. The Vice-Consul
-was very ill for many days, during which time Harry threw himself into
-the business of the office, and worked like a slave. He thought neither
-of reward nor of the manner in which his behaviour was being
-contemplated by the little community around, all as much interested as
-the population of a village, though they formed an important part of a
-large and busy town. He thought nothing of all this; his new life
-absorbed him so that he had no faculty or thought that was free for
-anything else. He did not seem to require either rest or regular meals,
-but took up Mr. Bonamy’s work during the day, and ran about on any
-errand of the sick-room all the night.</p>
-
-<p>And at last the patient began to get better. The seizure had been a very
-bad one, but he mended, and was at last able to be removed. He was too
-confused even then to know what was being done for him, or to realise
-the state into which his work must have got but for the strenuous and
-anxious deputyship of his clerk.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_282" id="page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> He was taken away even without
-knowing, without being able to say a word to Harry. But Rita, who had so
-tortured him, who even in the midst of her watch had heard without
-knowing it how Harry had taken her father’s place, and how he had made
-himself the servant of the house, did not leave him without a token of
-her gratitude. One day, while he was sitting absorbed in business, but
-not able to keep himself from thinking now and then wistfully whether he
-should see either of them before they went away, there came a soft
-little knock at the door of communication by which the Vice-Consul had
-introduced him first into his house. Harry was at Mr. Bonamy’s own
-table, taking his place, and feeling himself already so much at home in
-the work that the appeals which he had dreaded at first no longer
-affected him. But when he heard this knock his whole frame quivered. He
-did not know what to expect. He got up trembling from his chair, and
-opened the door. In the passage stood Rita, very worn and pale, with
-dark lines round the eyes that seemed to fill up all her face. She had
-scarcely left her father’s bedside, he had heard, watching over him
-night and day. Her slight little figure, always so<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_283" id="page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span> slim and girlish,
-seemed to have shrunk to nothing. There was not a trace of colour in her
-face. “Miss Bonamy!” he said, with a sharp tone of surprise, though he
-was not surprised; the moment he had heard the knock he had been aware
-that Rita, and no other, must have made that appeal. The touch on the
-door had conveyed a plaintive sound to him like her voice. She smiled,
-but did not say anything. Her eyes filled suddenly with tears, and the
-soft lines of her mouth quivered. She came into the office, where he
-stood gazing at her, and held out to him both her hands, smiling up in
-his face like a child. “I have come to thank you,” she said, at last,
-the two big tears dropping like drops of rain in a thunder shower, “for
-all your&mdash;kindness.” She paused a little before that last word, and
-through the tears, through the angelical, pathetic smile, which wrung
-poor Harry’s heart, there came something that was like a ghost of
-mischief. She remembered their last conversation, though so much had
-happened since, and could not refrain, though her heart was moved to its
-depths, from throwing this ghost of a malicious shaft at him. Somehow
-the effect upon Harry was of a different kind from before. Perhaps<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_284" id="page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> he
-felt that he had now a standing-ground which no one could undervalue or
-take from him. At all events he kept her hands in his, and looked at her
-with a gaze under which her eyes swerved. “It was not kindness,” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>Rita drew back a step, though her hands were held fast. Her eyes
-drooped, she could not meet his, though Harry’s eyes were insignificant
-English eyes in comparison with those great dreamy lights that shone out
-of her little pale face. Then she gave one sudden glance at him,
-wavering and trembling. “I know it was not,” said Rita, with a great
-effort to steady her voice.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_285" id="page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV.<br /><br />
-<small>THE VICE-CONSUL’S RESOLUTION.</small></h2>
-
-<p class="nind"><span class="letra">T</span>HE Bonamys had a little country-house near the sea, one of those grey
-houses, with its vineyard and its fields, which are so common in Italy,
-so homely, having so little of the picturesque grace which is suggested
-by everything Italian to our minds. The rooms were large and sparely
-furnished, one of them, the only pleasant one, opening upon a terrace
-which overlooked the sea. Here the Vice-Consul was brought, and laid
-upon a couch in the long warm days, after the sun had gone off the
-house, to breathe in the pleasant saltness, and refresh himself with
-that profound Mediterranean blue which is like nothing else. At first he
-was able for no mental, and not much physical, effort,<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_286" id="page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span> but by degrees
-life came back to him; and with the earliest gleams of revival came the
-recollection of all that had dropped out of his hands, his work, the
-office, all that had depended upon him. When this first crisis came,
-which had been much dreaded by the doctors, Rita had to meet it alone.
-It came in a moment, after a day of listless enjoyment. There had been
-some cool breezes, and a little breath of more vigorous life had got
-into his relaxed and feeble frame. He had fallen asleep in the
-afternoon, his daughter sitting by him. All was tranquil round about, as
-became the surroundings of a convalescent, the air breathing softly, the
-violent sun, which is in Italy an enemy of the feeble, happily gone out
-of sight, the sea sounding softly upon the rocks, the cicala shrill in
-the trees. It was the only sharp note in all that quiet, but Rita, for
-one, no more knew of the existence of a country landscape without the
-shrill tones of the cicala, than an English girl could realise one
-without the birds. There were no great trees about, nothing but those
-which were useful according to the frugal custom of wealthy Tuscany,
-where everything is expected to bear fruit. The lattice-work overhead
-was partly covered with a<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_287" id="page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> vine, which made a green roof over one part
-of it; but the sick man wanted all the air he could get, so he was not
-below the pergola, but in the open part, the soft breeze blowing freely
-about him. He lay with his fine head turned towards the sea, a beard,
-the growth of his illness, softening the gauntness of the lower part of
-his face, sleeping with that utter <i>abandon</i> of weakness which seems to
-restore something of the charm of childhood to the sick. Rita sat by,
-with a book in her hands which she was not reading. It would be hard to
-tell what she was doing; not thinking either;&mdash;scenes in the past,
-scenes in the future, were gliding through her dreamy mind. Which was
-most real she could not tell. She was standing on the edge of fate, not
-knowing what a day or a moment might bring forth. All the world had
-paused with her in that suspense which was sweet. She did not want to be
-done with it or to shorten it, or to make anything advance a step
-faster; indeed she did not know what it was that was going to come. But
-<i>it</i> would not end there, she said sometimes to herself; it was
-impossible that it could end there; one thing or another must come of
-it. But what it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_288" id="page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> was she wanted to come of it, Rita, even to herself,
-would not venture to say.</p>
-
-<p>When all at once, everything being so quiet, the Vice-Consul suddenly
-woke up. He opened his eyes with more energy than usual, and made a
-little movement to rise, with an impulse of active life, such as he had
-not shown before.</p>
-
-<p>“Ah, you are there, my pet,” he said. “I was dreaming that we were at
-home; that there had been despatches. I fear I have been sadly idle. How
-long have I been ill? It is too early for us to be here.”</p>
-
-<p>“No, papa,” said Rita, alarmed. “Oh, not at all too early&mdash;at this time
-we are always here.”</p>
-
-<p>He raised himself on his arm, and a startled look came upon his face.</p>
-
-<p>“How long have I been ill?” he said.</p>
-
-<p>“Never mind, papa&mdash;a&mdash;good while. You are not to think of that; but to
-get better, and not to trouble yourself.”</p>
-
-<p>“That is nonsense, my dear; there is the office that must be thought of;
-if you knew the arrears that accumulate even in a few days. I seem to
-have lost count of time; oddly enough. I can’t remember anything. How
-many&mdash;days is it?<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_289" id="page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span>”</p>
-
-<p>His eyes opened wide, his under lip quivered a little, and a flush of
-weakness and excitement came upon his cheek. Rita threw down her book
-and came hastily to his side, kneeling down by the sofa.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa! you must not be anxious; you must not ask any questions yet. This
-I can tell you, there are no arrears. Mr. Oliver has got the charge of
-everything, and he is doing it all so well, so well, Mr. Henderson told
-me. He said, ‘If it was not so heart-breaking to miss his dear face,’
-and here Rita gave her father a sudden kiss to conceal, and at the same
-time to express, her own agitation, ‘one could scarcely see the
-difference. Mr. Oliver has behaved like&mdash;nobody ever behaved so well.’<span class="lftspc">”</span></p>
-
-<p>“Bless my soul!” said Mr. Bonamy, putting up his hand to stroke his
-daughter’s face, “here is enthusiasm! I did not know you thought so much
-of Oliver.” Then it suddenly occurred to him to look at that hand. He
-held it up and contemplated it, at first with amusement, afterwards with
-a little alarm. “Here is a poor old claw,” he said, “that looks like&mdash;&mdash;
-why, Rita, it looks like a very bad bout; it looks like a&mdash;long illness.
-Good heavens! am I deceiving myself.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_290" id="page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span> How long have I been ill?” this he
-said in a very peremptory tone.</p>
-
-<p>“Papa,” Rita said, putting her arms around him, “Mr. Oliver has managed
-everything, there is nothing to trouble yourself about. Mr. Henderson
-said so, and so did the man from Florence&mdash;that man, I forget his name.”</p>
-
-<p>A look of anguish came upon Mr. Bonamy’s face. To come under the
-reproof, or subject himself to the interference of the Consul-General at
-Florence, had always been the terror of his official life. He had kept
-the danger at bay hitherto, acting with great independence, and being
-permitted to do so in an astonishing way; but he had known, or thought
-he knew, that they were ready to pounce upon him at the first
-opportunity. The idea of a man from Florence was bitter to him beyond
-conception. A dark colour came over his face, a sort of purple hue,
-which made Rita wild with terror.</p>
-
-<p>“What&mdash;what&mdash;what?” he cried, stammering. Rita thought he was going to
-have another fit; she called out for Benedetta, Benedetta! and with
-anxious hands, caressing, yet half forcing him back upon his pillows,
-began to fan him with a great fan which lay on his sofa. He allowed her<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_291" id="page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span>
-to lay him down, and perhaps the sight of her anxiety moved him to exert
-all his powers of self-control. He subdued the rising confusion of
-passionate mortification within him; in which effort he was helped by
-his weakness, which made any great convulsion of feeling impossible.
-By-and-bye he looked up at her with a half-smile. Benedetta had come at
-her call, and was bringing water and vinegar, and bandages of linen to
-put on his head. He waved all these appliances away with his hand.</p>
-
-<p>“Don’t be afraid, I am not going to be&mdash;worse,” he said feebly. “I may
-be bad enough, but not worse. When did the man from Florence come? Tell
-me everything now.”</p>
-
-<p>Then Rita, hesitating and faltering, told him the story of his illness,
-and all the long history burst confusedly upon his brain. He had thought
-he had been a few days, perhaps a week ill, and he had been six weeks.
-He had been preparing himself for a great deal to do when he should get
-well, and he found himself replaced, put aside. There were points in the
-story which consoled him. It was no man from Florence who had been doing
-his work&mdash;that was a wonderful comfort&mdash;but his own friend, the young
-fellow whom he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_292" id="page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> taken up and been kind to, who was the creature of
-his bounty. The Consul-General had not found a word to say; he had
-approved, and sanctioned, and authorised everything, and the character
-of Mr. Bonamy’s work had been kept up. He lay still and kept himself
-quiet, and listened to every word. Benedetta, who did not understand the
-English, stood by with all her appliances, her cold compresses, her
-bandages, the soft white folds of linen in which his hot forehead was to
-be bound. But the patient eluded her. He kept himself quiet in spite of
-all temptations.</p>
-
-<p>“You can send her away, Rita,” he said. “What are you frightened for? I
-must have known sooner or later. It is far better that I should know. I
-have been surrounded by friends, everybody has been good to me; and if
-you have no objection, my darling, I should like to see Oliver here.”</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know,” said Rita, “why you should think I could have any
-objection to&mdash;anything you wished, papa.”</p>
-
-<p>There was almost a glow of amusement in the Consul’s eyes. “My dear, you
-are very dutiful,” he said. And then the time came when he had<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_293" id="page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> to be
-carried back again in his couch indoors before the hour of sunset, which
-is feared throughout Italy, and to have his invalid meal brought to him.
-The evening was marked by a great event, for that night the Vice-Consul
-walked to bed, which was a thing which never had happened before. And
-from this time Mr. Bonamy began to accustom himself to all that had
-happened, and when the doctor came he extracted from him the full
-history of his illness, which interested him very greatly, and gave him
-something to think about. It was not unnatural that he should be
-startled. “It is a thing that is sure to recur again?” he asked.</p>
-
-<p>“Well, we do not say that anything is sure to recur again. We say that,
-given the same disposition, the same symptoms might reappear.”</p>
-
-<p>“And the third time kills?” the Vice-Consul said.</p>
-
-<p>“My dear Bonamy, that again is not a thing we say. Every repetition of
-course weakens the patient,” said the judicious doctor.</p>
-
-<p>The sick man laughed, but when he was alone his countenance was very
-grave. He lay and reflected upon everything, and thought how<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_294" id="page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> lonely his
-child would be when he was taken from her. She had some relations, but
-his anxiety to keep her from going to England had made him negligent of
-his own family at home; and he had something to leave her; he had not
-left his child altogether without provision. But what a change it would
-be to Rita, from the house where she was queen, where everybody
-worshipped and served her, where everything she said was reckoned wiser,
-and everything she did more wonderful, than any other sayings or doings,
-to be a semi-dependant in the house of her Aunt Ersilia, or some other
-of the Italian kindred, with their different ways! This thought filled
-Mr. Bonamy’s mind as he lay in the long unoccupied hours of his
-convalescence with his face turned to the blue Italian sea. Two days
-after he made a request to his child. “Will you write a note to Oliver,”
-he said, “and ask him to come and see me? But not if you have any
-objection.” He watched her intently, and he saw a quick, faint colour
-flash over her face.</p>
-
-<p>“Why should I have any objection? I told you I had not any, papa; and if
-I had what would it matter?” she said.<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_295" id="page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>“It would matter a great deal to me. But you do not dislike poor Oliver,
-Rita?”</p>
-
-<p>“Dislike him! Do you think I am made of stone? He has done everything,
-<i>everything</i>, while you have been ill. I should be a demon if I did
-not&mdash;if I disliked him as you say.”</p>
-
-<p>“But there is a great difference,” said the Vice-Consul, “between
-dislike and&mdash;I don’t know, my pet, what word to use.”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes, there is a great difference,” she said, demurely; and having her
-paper neatly arranged before her, she proceeded to write the note which
-follows:&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot"><p class="indd">
-“Dear Mr. Oliver,<br />
-</p>
-
-<p>“Papa is a great deal better. He thinks he would like to see you on
-Sunday if you would be so good as to come out here. He has been
-very much touched to hear of all you have been doing for him. And
-so am I. He wants to know all about it, and to thank you. But do
-not think you will be troubled with any thanks from me, for I know
-that you do not mean to be kind to us, though on the outside it
-looks like it.</p>
-
-<p class="c">
-<span style="margin-right: 15%;">“Truly yours,</span><br />
-“<span class="smcap">Margherita Bonamy</span>.”<br />
-</p></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="page_296" id="page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Here was once more her malice, which she could not put out of the
-question between them. She was glad that her father did not ask to see
-her note, and she put it up and sent it away with a little quickening of
-all her pulses. Sunday was the next day, but she felt sure enough that
-Harry would let no engagement prevent him accepting this invitation.
-They sat in silence for some time after that letter was despatched. Rita
-felt her whole life quickened, her horizon wider, the day of more
-importance, the passing moments more weighty. She sat quite silent, her
-mind being full of so many thoughts. At last the Vice-Consul spoke, as
-if no pause had occurred. “Notwithstanding,” he said, “you know Oliver
-is not clever, Rita; that must be taken into account.”</p>
-
-<p>On this Rita, not perceiving that she betrayed the strain of her own
-thoughts by receiving the remark without surprise, answered, with a
-little sigh of regret, “No, he is not clever; but perhaps there are some
-things that are better than being clever,” she added, in a doubtful
-tone.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Bonamy laughed a little, faintly. “Are you coming to see that?” he
-said.</p>
-
-<p>“I don’t know if I am coming to see it, papa. I think I always saw it.
-One does not<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_297" id="page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> think much whether the people one cares for are clever or
-not.” Then perceiving the inference which might be drawn from her words,
-Rita blushed wildly, and turned suddenly upon her father defiant eyes.
-But he did not make any remark, half because he was weak, half because
-of a mingled pang of satisfaction and pain to think that “the people she
-cared for” now included other relations than those of the earliest stage
-in life. A father, perhaps, feels it more than a mother when his
-daughter’s heart goes away from him to another man: there is a keener
-jealousy in it, a sharper sense of contrast. He had concentrated all his
-happiness in his child; and, lo! in a moment there appeared a stranger
-in her life who would be more to her than he was. The first shock of
-this discovery is always painful; and as he lay there bearing this and
-thinking over all that was before him, an infinite sadness came into the
-Vice-Consul’s smile. It was not only natural that this blossom of his
-life should detach itself from him, but it was well. To preside at and
-assist in the replacement of one’s self by another, preparing as it were
-the preliminary ceremonials of one’s own funeral, is a curious
-experience; but Mr. Bonamy felt, with a little<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_298" id="page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> melancholy that this was
-the thing which it now remained for him to do. He could not help making
-comparisons between himself and Harry. Harry was not clever; he was a
-good fellow who sat and gaped when the conversation took anything beyond
-a practical turn. Yes: he was a very good fellow; he had been a saviour
-in trouble; but yet&mdash;Mr. Bonamy smiled sadly at the idea of stepping
-down from his throne, and bidding Harry mount in his place; he could not
-promote him to his vice-consulship, but he could promote him to the
-throne of Rita, which was more. And it would be well&mdash;the best thing
-that could happen. Having once had an “attack,” which was how he put it
-euphemistically&mdash;a man was sure to have more; and the third kills.
-Therefore, how needful it was, how essential to have some one to care
-for Rita, somebody in whose hands he could leave her&mdash;when he died!
-“When I die”&mdash;these are words which it is hard to say without some faint
-shiver. When one is far off from all appearance of that conclusion, they
-may be easy; but when the preliminaries of the end have already taken
-place, and the clouds are gathering towards the great final tableau and
-termination, then the very cadence of them has<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_299" id="page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> something in it that
-gives a tingle to all the nerves. “When I die.” Mr. Bonamy was not much
-over fifty; he had not thought of anything of the kind. But here it was
-looking him in the face whether he would or not.</p>
-
-<p>Harry came at the summons without a moment’s delay. He brought a full
-report of all the business to lay before his chief. The Vice-Consul,
-notwithstanding his dreary thoughts, was making unmistakable progress.
-He was better every day. He was able to take an interest in all that his
-deputy had to tell him, and to feel the gratification which all the
-office had shared in baffling the man from Florence, and showing him a
-state of affairs with which no fault could be found.</p>
-
-<p>“I told him, Sir, that your business was always in too perfect order to
-break down with such a little trial. I showed him how we had only to
-follow your rule, and all was clear.” Mr. Bonamy laid his thin hand upon
-the young fellow’s shoulder, and patted it softly.</p>
-
-<p>“I wonder,” he said, “if you would say as much for me if I had no
-daughter?”</p>
-
-<p>“Yes,” said Harry, with the utmost energy; “don’t think, Sir, that I had
-any interested motive.” This pleased the Vice-Consul; and it<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_300" id="page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> pleased
-him too that Harry resented with scorn, and almost indignation, the idea
-that he might not return to his work, or that this illness of his was a
-break up, as in his heart Mr. Bonamy believed it to be. Harry knew
-nothing whatever about medicine, but his light-hearted certainty that
-his patron would be in the office again in October as well as ever, gave
-a cheer to the sick man’s failing heart, as shouts of encouragement from
-the shore, and the sight of all the eager assistants ready to help and
-watching every struggle, cheer a vessel which is trying to reach a
-dangerous harbour. There began to steal into his heart a feeling that,
-perhaps&mdash;after all. Notwithstanding he held by his first resolution. He
-had a long conversation with Harry, which had nothing to do with
-business. The young man never forgot that half hour’s talk, with the sea
-air blowing softly over all the sweetness of the garden, the cicala in
-the trees, the sound of the Mediterranean beyond. Harry thought that
-once or twice he saw in the dim room beyond a little white figure appear
-in the distance, opening a door, looking wistfully to see if the
-conference was nearly at an end, then disappearing again. And though the
-Vice-Consul was opening the gates of heaven to him, at that<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_301" id="page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> moment even
-Mr. Bonamy seemed tedious. The last time the apparition showed the
-Vice-Consul had gripped Harry’s hand with those long worn fingers, which
-he called claws, not without a certain justice. “And you must give me
-your word never to take her to England,” he was saying, in a low and
-earnest voice. But before Harry could reply, Rita, impatient, had come
-across the dim room indoors, and was standing in the window with a
-pucker in her forehead, and a tone of querulous impatience.</p>
-
-<p>“You ought to have had your beef-tea, and your champagne, and your
-tonic, and all your nourishments,” said Rita. “I have looked in a dozen
-times, but you were always so busy! What can you have to say to Mr.
-Oliver all this time? He ought not to keep you so long&mdash;when you know an
-invalid wants feeding constantly,” she said, turning with petulance to
-Harry. “How could you be so thoughtless, Mr. Oliver? that was not kind
-at all.”</p>
-
-<p>Harry did not reply anything to this tirade. He looked at her as if the
-mere sight of her was enough for him; as if nothing that could be said
-made any difference. As for Rita, she was not tranquil, but excited, and
-half angry. It was<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_302" id="page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> impossible to suppose that they had not been talking
-about her, and like many other people she objected mightily to being
-talked over. She came out and in with a nervous, irritable haste,
-bringing trays with food and medicine which she would permit no one to
-touch. Harry, when he offered his help, was driven from her with
-contumely, and even Benedetta, making her appearance behind, had the cup
-of jelly she carried snatched from her hands and was sent summarily
-away.</p>
-
-<p>“I will have no one serve papa but myself,” Rita said. Perhaps there was
-a little compunction in it. When the heat of devotion has cooled do not
-we sometimes add all manner of observances to make up outside for what
-is wanting within? She was nervously conscious of Harry’s presence, and
-aware of the approaching moment when he would insist upon speaking for
-himself. And now compunction had seized her capricious soul. She was
-angry with her lover because he had stolen her heart from its first
-owner. And she would fain have persuaded that first owner even in the
-act of betraying him that she was his entirely, and that everything
-which withdrew her from him was a pain and irritation to<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_303" id="page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> her. Harry,
-being simple, was deceived and greatly discouraged; but the Consul,
-having more insight, was never deceived.</p>
-
-<p>And in the evening the inevitable explanation came. It could not be
-delayed any longer. The <i>Curiosa Impertinente</i> reaped the consequences
-of all her tricks, and all the trials to which she had subjected Harry.
-She fell into the pit which she had herself digged. She might even have
-been said to be at his mercy, but for his simple devotion, which thought
-of no vengeance, and her own spirit and pride, which would have carried
-her through any reprisals, and still might have turned the tables upon
-him: but in the evening, when the Consul had gone to bed, they wandered
-about the terrace under the soft Italian stars, and understood each
-other.</p>
-
-<p>“There is only one thing,” Rita said. “Nothing in the world shall induce
-me to call you Isaac. Choose another name, choose any name you please;
-but Isaac you are not going to be. What could tempt anybody to call a
-child Isaac? it is dreadful. Godfathers and godmothers ought to be
-within the reach of the law.”</p>
-
-<p>Then there suddenly seemed to encircle Harry for a moment the atmosphere
-of a very different<span class="pagenum"><a name="page_304" id="page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> place. Grey hills rose around him, the stars took a
-cold, yet a kinder sparkle; the blue depths of the sea faded away into a
-misty valley full of vapours.</p>
-
-<p>“When I was a child,” he said, “they called me Harry.” He did not make
-any further explanations, nor did he feel that any were necessary. For a
-moment he seemed to see his mother, with her two thin hands clasped
-together, and to hear her voice calling him: but this was but a phantom,
-a pale vision, a thing that had passed away for ever. Next moment he was
-back again in the warm Italian night, with the cicala chirping, and
-Rita, in a little burst of enthusiasm and pleasure, calling him by that
-familiar unrelinquished name.</p>
-
-<p class="fint">
-END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.<br />
-<br /><small>
-London: Printed by A. Schulze, 13 Poland Street.</small>
-</p>
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