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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Youngest Camel, by Kay Boyle
-
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-Title: The Youngest Camel
-
-Author: Kay Boyle
-
-Illustrator: Fritz Kredel
-
-Release Date: April 04, 2021 [eBook #64988]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE YOUNGEST CAMEL ***
-
-
-
-
-_The Youngest Camel_
-
-
-[Illustration: “_Now we have brought you to the pathway between the
-winds._”]
-
-
-
-
- THE YOUNGEST CAMEL
-
- By Kay Boyle
-
- [Illustration]
-
- With illustrations by
- FRITZ KREDEL
-
- BOSTON
- LITTLE, BROWN AND COMPANY
- 1939
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT 1939, BY KAY BOYLE
-
- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, INCLUDING THE RIGHT
- TO REPRODUCE THIS BOOK OR PORTIONS
- THEREOF IN ANY FORM
-
- FIRST EDITION
-
- _Published August 1939_
-
- THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY PRESS BOOKS
- ARE PUBLISHED BY
- LITTLE, BROWN AND COMPANY
- IN ASSOCIATION WITH
- THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY COMPANY
-
- PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
-
-
-
-
- _For Pegeen, Bobby, Apple-Joan,
- Kathe, and Clover Vail_
-
-
-
-
-ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
- “_Now we have brought you to the pathway between the
- winds._” Frontispiece
-
- _The little camel said nothing at all, but simply
- followed in her footsteps_ 22
-
- _He lay there very meekly on one side_ 28
-
- _And then they flew off, their legs floating on the air behind
- them_ 44
-
- “_It’s much wiser to be polite to everyone I meet, because one
- never knows._” 54
-
- _The little camel took another uncertain step towards the tent_ 68
-
-
-
-
-_The Youngest Camel_
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_I_
-
-
-The beginning of the caravan’s trip was made through lovely country,
-through regions in which flowers such as tea roses and white and purple
-iris bloomed. When the caravan came through villages, boys ran out
-barefoot and half-naked to sell fruit to the travelers: baskets of
-peaches, pears, and melons. All the forty camels wore bells, each one
-several little silver-tongued bells attached to the harness he wore
-around his neck. The youngest camel was the only one who did not carry
-a bell, nor a load on his back. This was the first trip he had ever
-made across the desert and he followed close behind his mother. As long
-as she was there before him, he felt quite pleased with himself and not
-at all fearful of all the sights he saw.
-
-After several days the caravan, like every other caravan that took this
-route, entered the badlands. Here the older camels fell into sudden
-rages and spat if anyone approached them. If the camel drivers jerked
-their nose cords, they flung their legs about and tottered as if they
-were about to faint. Now and then, towards sundown, when the hour to
-halt seemed near, they screamed aloud like humans. But the camels grew
-quieter as soon as the desert began and they felt their feet deep in
-the hot slipping sand.
-
-The early mornings were now a clear icy blue, but as the day advanced
-the heat blazed up as if a fire were sweeping across the heavens
-towards them. The youngest camel didn’t mind how hot it was and he
-had such a good opinion of his own strength that he thought he could
-never possibly get tired. He came skipping and jumping along behind
-his mother, playing games with himself and laughing out loud when the
-dry sand ran swift as water between his toes. But when his mother
-complained of the terrible heat and the long way they had to go, he
-lifted his soft dark eyes and looked at her long legs before him, and
-her tail, and he thought: I love her. I love her elbows with the hair
-worn off them, like the old carpet the snake charmer sits on in the
-market place; I love the way her hump slumps when she has no more water
-in it, and I love the way her tail is eaten by the moths because she
-forgot to put it in camphor once about fifty years ago.
-
-He was a very poetic young camel and rather musical besides. He had a
-beautiful singing voice, and in the evenings when they halted at an
-oasis he liked to play the harp and sing to her. Most of his songs were
-about himself and his own beauty and grace, but sometimes at night his
-songs were so tender in his love for her that she had to rise from her
-knees and break off great leaves from the banana trees and dry the
-tears from her aging face.
-
-On the fifteenth night they halted at an oasis where the poplars and
-mimosas grew in great profusion, and where hares and antelope moved
-shyly in the cool green gorges. The stars were sprinkled out as fine as
-salt across the bluish night sky. The youngest camel lay close beside
-his mother in the moist grasses, and she said to him:--
-
-“Flower of my heart, this trip you have followed close beside me, for
-you are my baby still, but soon you must prepare yourself for what will
-surely come. Perhaps when we reach the end of our journey you will be
-taken from me, and from then on you will travel with strange camels,
-carrying a load of your own.”
-
-“A baby?” said the youngest camel in surprise, feeling a little
-annoyed. “Me, a baby?”
-
-“Yes,” said his mother sadly, “and so, my earliest leaf, you will have
-to undergo the ordeal of loneliness.”
-
-“What in the world is that?” asked the young camel, and he reached out
-for his harp and lightly touched its strings.
-
-“The ordeal of loneliness is the thing we camels fear the most,” said
-his mother, and he sat listening to her rather impatiently, swinging
-his little golden chin back and forth as he chewed on a bit of grass.
-“Men have found out,” she went on, lowering her voice, “that what we
-fear above everything else is being left alone. So they take us one by
-one when we are very young like you, and they tie us fast and leave
-us in solitude three days and three nights in the desert. If we live
-through that and keep our reason, then we’re cured. After that we no
-longer fear the terrible sight of nothingness around us. But sometimes
-we do not live through it. You must be prepared for that.”
-
-“What, me?” said the youngest camel with a laugh. “Do you think I’ll
-mind? Why, not at all. I’m a little bit afraid of fire, and I don’t
-quite like things that lie still and refuse to move any more. But
-generally I’m much more brave than other young camels, and I couldn’t
-possibly be afraid of being alone!”
-
-He was so close to his mother’s side that this seemed like a fairy
-story she told him. And all around them the oasis was filled with
-sleeping life. Near the trees, the mules stood tethered, their tails
-swinging back and forth in the warm night air. Against the starry sky,
-the necks and heads of the forty kneeling camels stood out, peaceful as
-statues. Danger seemed a thing too far away to think of, even.
-
-“Yes,” his mother went on as she smoothed his hair back from his brow.
-“At first you will be very much afraid, but you must try to remember
-there is nothing really to fear. Remember, it is only the beating of
-our own hearts that makes us tremble.”
-
-The young camel laughed a little in contempt at the idea of being
-afraid of anything at all, and then he began to draw music from his
-harp. No one moved, nothing stirred except the mules’ tails slowly
-waving in the tall grass, but his mother began to cry silently while he
-sang.
-
-
-_The Youngest Camel’s Song_
-
- When I am fourteen I shall wear tassels on my cheeks,
- And I shall dance for the Shah and the Lamas and the Raj
- With a tambourine tied to my tail.
- When they sprinkle coins before me and wash my hoofs in milk,
- I shall return to you rich from their palaces,
- Running fast as a king deer to you with jewels in his antlers.
-
- I shall know you at once, no matter how many years have passed over,
- Because you have no upper teeth any more
- And because you have sores on your shoulders.
- I shall bring you patches to wear on your old knees, Mother,
- And ivory and basalt stronger than teeth
- To fill up your naked mouth.
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_II_
-
-
-The next morning the youngest camel awoke in high spirits and ran
-quickly to brush his teeth in the oasis pool. He felt so reckless that
-he swallowed all his toothbrush water on purpose, a thing his mother
-had told him particularly he should never do. Then he gargled so loud
-that nobody could hear the waterfall any more; so loud, in fact, that
-the mules craned their heads around and looked critically over their
-shoulders at him. Next he caught sight of a group of melancholy waders,
-some of them looking in the water for frogs and some of them standing
-mournfully on one leg in the shallows. So he crept along behind the
-bushes and then jumped out at them with such a shout that he scared
-them into fits before they collected themselves enough to spread their
-wings and fly away.
-
-His mother was not at all pleased at the way he was going on. The sun
-was rising beyond the tamarisk trees and a day’s travel lay before
-them, so naturally she was not feeling in quite such a sentimental mood
-as on the night before. She kept darting black looks at him all the
-time she was being saddled and packed, but she couldn’t get near enough
-to him to say a word. He was dancing foolishly around with his harp and
-making a spectacle of himself before the mules, who, although they did
-not usually see anything funny in anything, had begun to show their
-teeth in quick unhappy smiles.
-
-And now the caravan started off again across the sand, accompanied by
-the music of the camels’ silver bells. The young camel ran lightly
-along beside his mother, humming under his breath something about
-“love” and “the afternoon I met you” and “a love nest for two,” which
-were words from a song everybody was singing that year.
-
-“The trouble with you is that you just can’t see things as they really
-are,” his mother said severely to him.
-
-She reached out and tried to nip his ear, but he skipped quickly behind
-her and there he began to play with her tail, leaping and skidding, the
-way a kitten will bound after his mother’s tail if he is feeling full
-of milk and bold as brass.
-
-“Whoops!” he cried, making another flying leap after her tail as she
-tossed it in irritation into the air. “And, anyhow, how _are_ things
-_really_?”
-
-“Don’t be absurd,” snapped his mother as she ambled along behind the
-next camel’s hind legs and tail. “Things _are_ exactly as they _are_.”
-
-The sun was rising higher above them, and every instant it grew hotter
-until the heat seemed to have bleached all the color out of the sky.
-
-“For instance, this sand is getting unbearably hot,” his mother went
-on, “and there is no stopping place until we reach the oasis, which
-will be about sundown. Also, there is a sore on my right hip which is
-being rubbed at every step by my haunch strap. And, last but not least,
-you are behaving like a perfect ninny. Such things _are_. Whether you
-like it or not, you have to admit they’re _there_.”
-
-“Where is _there_?” asked the youngest camel smartly, and his mother
-answered:--
-
-“_There_, of course, means _here_.”
-
-“I don’t see how _there_ can be _here_ when _there_’s over there
-somewhere,” said her son, and she answered shortly:--
-
-“Don’t waste your time talking so ridiculously. One of the things that
-doesn’t exist is the green vale I had always hoped to settle in. At my
-time of life I ought to have a place like that where I could stretch
-out and eat all the fresh vegetation I wanted and drink as much cool
-water as I wanted--” The camel driver gave her mouth such a jerk that
-she had to stop speaking for a moment, and then she added bitterly:
-“That’s just one of the things that can never possibly be.”
-
-“Why can’t it?” asked the youngest camel.
-
-“Because it can’t,” snapped his mother. “Because your father didn’t
-take out any life insurance. Because things _are_ or else they _are
-not_.”
-
-“What about the caravan of white camels with solid gold hoofs that goes
-right around the earth like a belt?” asked the little camel, shifting
-his harp on his shoulder.
-
-“Hooey,” said his mother. “A lot of hooey.”
-
-“But a llama told me that back in Hindustan,” her son insisted. “They
-go right around the world through everything--cities, oceans, railway
-carriages, skyscrapers. They keep on going all the time and nothing can
-stop them and nobody except camels can see them. And whenever a camel
-is lost anywhere in the world he only has to join the caravan of white
-camels and in the end he’s bound to pass through his own country and
-find his family again--”
-
-“Don’t be an ass,” said his mother. Her feet were beginning to hurt her
-very much. “You can be sure that’s one of the things that decidedly _is
-not_.”
-
-“The llama said he knew a camel who--” he began, but his mother
-interrupted:--
-
-“Llamas are notoriously untruthful.”
-
-They went on in silence for a while, but presently the little camel
-began asking questions again.
-
-“What about the two sides of the weather that Mohammed has for a fan?”
-he said to his mother. “The light blue side is turned towards him when
-he feels like dancing and singing, and then the dark side is turned out
-to us. And when he is in thought he fans himself with the dark side so
-the light won’t disturb him. That’s how we have good and bad weather.”
-
-“Absurd!” snapped his mother. “Sometimes the sun shines and sometimes
-it doesn’t. That’s all there is to that story.”
-
-“What about the sun being a pineapple with its skin taken off?” said
-the youngest camel rather sadly.
-
-“Bunkum!” said his mother as she ambled along before him.
-
-“The peacock I met in Kerbela said bad weather came when the wind
-blew hard and broke the pineapple off the branch and split it in five
-hundred pieces,” the little camel said.
-
-“There’s not a word of truth in that story either,” his mother said.
-“You’re old enough now,” she added as the camel driver jerked up her
-nose, “to begin recognizing the truth when you see it--”
-
-But before she could say any more, the little camel cried out:--
-
-“Oh, I’ve found the most wonderful thing you’ve ever seen! Oh, it’s so
-marvelous! I found it--lying--right--here--in--the--sand--”
-
-Because his voice grew fainter and fainter, she knew he must have
-stopped behind her to pick up whatever it was, but when she tried
-walking slower to give him time to catch up with her again, the camel
-driver pulled fiercely at her reins. She could not so much as turn her
-head to see what had become of the youngest camel, but she had to go
-loping on with that queer human-looking smile on her lips which camels
-usually wear.
-
-But they had not gone very far before she heard her child panting
-behind her, and in another moment he called out:--
-
-“This time I’ve found a fortune! We’re going to be rich and happy
-forever and you’ll never have to work again! It’s a string of wonderful
-beads,” he said, dropping into step behind her. “Some of them are
-carved and they’re all different colors, and they’re strung together on
-a solid-silver chain. It must have been a prince who lost them on his
-way to his wedding,” his excited voice went on. “I’m sure they must be
-very valuable indeed.”
-
-The sun was growing hotter and hotter in the heavens, and now his
-mother, who was much older than anyone would have believed, was feeling
-more than a little impatient. She couldn’t crane her neck around and
-see what the youngest camel was up to, and her feet hurt her, and her
-hip was rubbed quite raw.
-
-“In the first place, they don’t belong to you,” she said to him in
-annoyance. “You’ll have to turn them over to the police as soon as we
-reach civilization.”
-
-“Oh, but look!” cried the little camel, just as if it were possible for
-her to turn her head and see. “There’s a bit of paper tied to them.
-It says--let me see a minute,” he said, as if trying hard to make the
-letters out--“it says, ‘Whoever finds these magic beads may keep them.’
-So you see!” he cried out joyfully. “Now they belong to us and we can
-sell them in the next city and you can have everything you want to
-make you happy. You can have a parasol to keep the sun off you, and a
-litter with curtains at the sides to be carried in by slaves, and you
-can wear a solid gold ring in your nose every day, and I can have a big
-mirror to watch myself in while I’m dancing, and--”
-
-“Tell me what they look like,” said his mother, beginning to be a
-little curious. “This brute is holding the cord so tight that I can’t
-look around, but describe them to me.”
-
-“Well, one is bright red,” said her son, following quickly behind her.
-“The one next to it is green, and the next after that shines like a
-diamond.” He talked very slowly, as if he were examining the necklace
-closely as he came along. “And now I see something else!” he cried out
-in fresh excitement. “Each one has a sort of message written in it,
-carved right inside it in beautiful tiny lettering.”
-
-“Ho, ho,” said his mother. “That’s probably why they’re called magic
-beads.”
-
-“Oh, yes, that must be it. I hadn’t thought of that,” said the youngest
-camel in an innocent-sounding voice. “The jade one has written inside
-it,” he went on slowly, as if he were having difficulty in making out
-the words, “‘I am the green valley you long for. You may live in me
-forever.’ And the topaz bead says, ‘I am a silk tent to protect you
-from sandstorms and from winter and from the midday sun.’ And the ruby
-one says, ‘I am blood to flow in your veins and the veins of those you
-love. Thus you may live forever.’ And the--”
-
-“Do any of them say anything about bones?” asked his mother, and the
-little camel looked up with surprise.
-
-“Bones?” he repeated.
-
-“Yes, bones,” said his mother. “Perhaps I haven’t told you about that
-yet, but if you don’t know it’s certainly high time you did. Although
-we camels dread the smell or sight of death, there’s really nothing
-nicer than being able to crunch the bones of a fallen relative later,
-say three or four months after his demise when the flesh has fallen
-quite off his bones. They taste very good,” she continued, almost
-smacking her lips. “Like pretzels or salted almonds. It’s a great
-comfort if you’ve lost someone dear to you to be able to munch him up
-like that, and very good for the teeth and hoofs.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” said the youngest camel, as if he had been searching
-all this time for it and just found it in the string. “Here is a
-pure-white bead, like ivory, and all around it there is written
-something in gold. Yes--bones,” he murmured. “I do think it says
-something about bones.”
-
-“Read it quickly!” said his mother, and after a moment of hesitation
-the little camel began reading aloud very slowly and uncertainly:--
-
- “If it’s bones you want,
- No longer hunt.
- Just rub my--rub my cheek
- And bones will creak.”
-
-“Well, that’s really wonderful,” said his mother, and now she had
-entirely forgotten about the heat and how sore her hip was and how long
-a way they had still to go. “I’m half tempted to have you try it here,
-only it might be a bit embarrassing--”
-
-“Oh, I wouldn’t try it now, would you?” cried the little camel. “I
-think it would be much better if we waited until this evening, because
-if bones suddenly started creaking now the whole caravan would stop and
-then they’d all see the beads around my neck--”
-
-“Yes, I suppose you’re right,” said his mother. “But I can scarcely
-wait to try. Now, tell me what’s written inside the diamond, darling.”
-
-“Oh, the diamond,” said her son slowly and thoughtfully, exactly as if
-he were having a good look for it among the other beads. “Well, it’s
-rather difficult to make it out.”
-
-“I should think it would be very easy,” said the mother camel. “It
-must be as clear as water, if it’s a real diamond, so that you can see
-what’s written in it without any trouble at all.”
-
-“Well, you see, the diamond takes the rays of the sun on every one of
-its points,” said the little camel, “and so it practically blinds me,
-it dazzles so. But I think I can see something about ‘drink’ or ‘water’
-written in it. Oh, yes,” he went on presently, during which time his
-mother concluded he had been studying the jewel. “Oh, yes. Now I can
-see. I’ve got in the shadow of your tail and I can make out the words
-quite well. It says--let me see--yes, it says:--
-
- “When you would drink
- Just cease to think
- And bend your knee at my brink.”
-
-“Wonderful!” exclaimed his mother, joyfully, and he could see by the
-way she ran youthfully over the sand that she had completely forgotten
-all her troubles and discomforts. So through the entire blazing hot
-day, as they crossed the desert, he told her one by one the endless
-colors and verses of the beads. His little throat grew hoarser and
-hoarser, and his tongue drier and drier from talking so much, but the
-excited jerk of her shabby tail before him was enough to urge him on
-and on. The amethyst was the jewel of memory, he told her, and you
-only had to hold it for a minute in your ear for all the nice things
-that had happened in the past to become the present. The moonstone was
-the bead of the future, and after you had rubbed it hard you could see
-reflected in it all that was going to happen, and so you could avoid
-any coming danger. The sapphire was the bead of purity, and when you
-were old you need only press it for an instant against your forehead to
-have all your years drop from you like the petals from a flower.
-
-“And the opal,” he ended, as the blue light of evening began to fall.
-“It is the bead for those who have told a lie. All you have to do is to
-hold it under your tongue for half an hour and the lie you have told
-becomes the truth.”
-
-“Ah, there’s the oasis at last!” his mother cried out. The youngest
-camel lowered his head and peered through her legs, and there on the
-horizon, which had not altered the entire day, he saw the distant dark
-points which must be the oasis trees growing. “The time passed very
-quickly, although I was so impatient to see the necklace every minute,”
-his mother said. “But now in no time at all we can settle down and undo
-our packs and then we can try the magic beads. The first one I’m going
-to try is the sapphire, so I need not be old any longer, and then the
-amethyst, so that all the nice things that happened to me before will
-come true again, and your father will be alive with us, and then--”
-
-Strangely enough, the little camel said nothing at all, but simply
-followed in her footsteps, and once they had reached the green island
-in the vast white sea of sand, the mother camel turned eagerly to her
-son.
-
-[Illustration: _The little camel said nothing at all, but simply
-followed in her footsteps_]
-
-“Quickly now, darling, come with me behind the trees here and show me
-the necklace,” she whispered, and she hurried him off out of sight
-of the others. But now that they were quite alone, the youngest camel
-only hung his head. “Quickly, quickly, where is it? I’ve never been so
-anxious to see anything in my life--”
-
-“Mother,” said her child miserably, “there is no necklace.”
-
-“What?” she cried, tottering back under the tamarisk trees. “Do you
-mean to say--oh, can it be possible--oh, good heavens, it can’t be all
-a lie?”
-
-“I don’t know if it’s a lie or not,” said the little camel, and he
-turned unhappily away from the sight of her grief and fingered the
-tall grasses absent-mindedly. “I made it up so you would forget about
-the heat, so perhaps that isn’t quite so bad as lying. I kept thinking
-perhaps the necklace was really there, although I couldn’t see it, like
-the caravan of white camels that girdles the earth, and like Mohammed--”
-
-“Oh, this is too much!” moaned his mother, covering her face with her
-arms. “I never would have thought you could--I never dreamed--oh dear,
-oh dear--”
-
-“But music’s invisible, isn’t it?” said the little camel in a gentle
-voice. “I kept on saying things like that to myself to make the
-necklace seem all right. I said, ‘Music’s invisible and history’s
-invisible and memory’s invisible and love’s invisible and still they’re
-all really there.’”
-
-His mother had now sunk down on the ground in despair, and realizing
-she was on the verge of tears, her son took his harp off his shoulder
-and shyly touched the strings.
-
-“I wasn’t sure if you’d feel like singing me to sleep tonight,” he said
-in a low voice. “After all that happened, I thought you might rather
-not. So I made up the words of a lullaby myself, and if you feel too
-badly I’ll sing them instead.”
-
-His mother was weeping now and she did not answer, so he ran his
-fingers lightly over the strings and began singing in a sad beautiful
-voice through the night.
-
- “We have seen many colors together,
- The color of the dying moon, the turquoise of men’s lips in death,
- So we need wear no colors;
- We can draw our shaggy coats around us
- And sleepily,
- sle-e-e-e-e-pily, sleep-i-i-i-i-i-ly,
- dr-o-w-s-i-l-y, _d-r-o-w_-sily,
- s-m-i-i-i-i-i-le.
-
- “At the halting places
- We drink at bright pools by the trees;
- Our coats are the color of drought and sand.
- Does it matter? Oh, child, does it matter?
- In our humps we carry a treasure of crystal and diamond-white water;
- Jewel box of the desert, my son, you hold dreams
- Of topaz and emerald, ruby and pearl,
- Like nothing at all in your h-e-a-r-t, in your _h-e-a-r-t_.”
-
-No sooner had he finished than two camel drivers came to where they
-were seated under the trees, and without speaking a word one of them
-put a rope around the youngest camel’s neck. He was so surprised that
-he simply stood there looking at them in amazement, but his mother
-understood at once what was taking place, and she raised herself
-quickly from her knees and said to him in a soft voice:--
-
-“Do not resist them. Go quietly.”
-
-As they led him away, she hurried after him, calling:--
-
-“Be brave, my son. Think of me and remember all I have told you.”
-
-To stop the noise she was making, one of the men turned and raised his
-whip and struck her sharply on the soft part of her nose. She jumped
-back with a little cry of pain, but long after they had started out
-across the dark desert, the bewildered little camel could hear her
-voice calling and calling to him:--
-
-“Go quietly! Do not struggle! Do not forget me! Perhaps one day we
-shall find each other again!”
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_III_
-
-
-The two men led the youngest camel far, far out into the desert, and
-after a long time, when they seemed to be out of sight and hearing of
-any living thing, they gave him the command to lie down. He kneeled
-obediently before them, and then they unwound the ropes from around
-their waists and pushed him over on his side, and while one camel
-driver sat on him, the other began hastily to bind him. They drew his
-hind legs roughly forward and knotted them tightly to his forelegs, and
-he never dreamed of kicking or protesting. He had been brought up to
-look on man as master, for his mother had always told him this was one
-of the unalterable truths.
-
-So he lay there very meekly on one side and allowed them to pass the
-ropes around his body and draw them fast. He did not utter a sound,
-but his heart was filled with fear. He was fastened so firmly that
-he could scarcely breathe, and his ankles seemed almost cut in half,
-but still he did not think to struggle. When their work was done, the
-camel drivers each gave him a parting kick or two and then went off
-in the direction from which they had come. He tried to raise his head
-a little from the sand and with his eyes follow their retreat through
-the starlit night. But after a moment the two shapes muffled in their
-flowing robes were lost in the darkness, and as the little camel
-realized he was alone, he uttered one sudden terrible scream.
-
-[Illustration: _He lay there very meekly on one side_]
-
-He had no intention of making a fuss or calling a lot of attention to
-himself, but now he knew beyond any doubt that this was the ordeal of
-loneliness at last and he could not control the shaking and the quaking
-and the sobs which shook his frame. All about him lay the warm desert
-silence, and there was no smell anywhere of other camels or of man. He
-strained his ears until he thought they would fall from his head for
-some sound of bells or perhaps the faintest echo of his mother’s voice
-still calling out to him, but everything was as quiet as the tomb.
-
-After some time had passed like this, he began kicking with all his
-strength. This was not such an easy matter, either, because his feet
-were very firmly tied. But he doubled up his legs as best he could
-and then shot them savagely out. All this served no purpose, however.
-In fact, it seemed to draw the cords tighter and tighter around his
-neck and shoulders and it certainly made the knots cut deeper into his
-anklebones. So presently he gave that up and tried lifting himself by
-pushing one shoulder and one hip hard against the ground. But this got
-him no further, and added to everything else he had now got sand into
-both his eyes, and his mouth was filled as well. In his misery, he
-tried to remember all the things his mother had told him as they lay
-under the oasis trees at night. Once she had said to him:--
-
-“If a camel falls ill or is overcome with old age while crossing the
-desert, the men unsaddle and unload him and divide his pack among the
-others, and then he is abandoned. They leave him alone there to die,
-kicking hour after hour against death, while his friends are forced on,
-screaming aloud with terror and despair and trying to look back over
-their shoulders at him as they go.”
-
-“If the truth is so terrible as all that,” he had said to his mother,
-“I don’t see why anyone pays any attention to it. I think it would be
-much better to make up something else instead.”
-
-And another night his mother had said to him--
-
-“If a camel does not have the smell of his own kind about him, he is
-horribly frightened. But this is such a foolish thing, if you really
-stop and think about it, that wise camels have taught themselves to
-master their fear.” And another time his mother had said: “If we camels
-have silence in our ears, that is another thing that drives us out
-of our minds with fright. Perhaps that is the reason they hang bells
-around our necks or perhaps that is why you like to sing so loud at
-night when everything is still.”
-
-Remembering her words, the little camel began to sing in a high
-quavering voice. He was in such a state of nerves that he didn’t know
-what words he sang, and the tune kept changing from one thing to
-another, and he couldn’t manage to keep on the right key. But still
-he went on singing and singing, making up songs about nothing lasting
-forever, and about the swiftness of time passing.
-
- “All the time I am singing [was what he sang],
- Time is passing, passing, passing.
- The ordeal of loneliness will be over before I know it.
- The camel drivers will come back and fetch me
- And I’ll run as fast as I can to Aqsu and find my mother--”
-
-But when he reached the word “mother” his voice rose to a high wail and
-the tears rushed into his eyes and down his cheeks. Very soon after
-this, he must have cried himself to sleep, and when he awoke the sun
-was already rising. He rolled his eyes around in bewilderment a moment,
-and then he felt the ropes fast on his legs and neck still and the sand
-gritting in his teeth, and he knew where he was and why he was there.
-As the sun rose, it beat hotter and hotter on him and the sky seemed
-to be on fire above him and the sand on fire underneath him, and it is
-very probable that he became delirious as noon approached.
-
-At one moment he thought he heard the faraway tinkling of camel bells
-and he tried to call out, but he could not. A little later, he thought
-he saw pomegranate flowers and fruit hanging on cool leafy branches
-before his eyes. Hour after hour passed and he lay there gasping under
-the sun, and at times he believed that icy pools of water were just
-within reach, and at other times he thought that fresh ripe figs were
-just about to melt on his tongue. His eyes were glazing as his fever
-rose, and his mind was filled with visions of strange and beautiful
-things. With his parched black lips he kept repeating:--
-
-“Music’s invisible, memory’s invisible, love’s invisible,” and in the
-same faint voice he whispered: “Even hope’s invisible, but it must be
-there just the same--”
-
-As he uttered these words, he heard a gentle sigh like a breeze
-stirring the air, and the next instant a hand was laid on his forehead.
-He looked up through the blinding waves of heat and he saw a man
-standing beside him and leaning over to stroke him, but strangely
-enough there was no smell of man in his nostrils.
-
-“This must be another vision,” he said to himself, but at once the man
-began speaking to him in a sweet musical voice.
-
-“I’ve been waiting around for seventeen hours for you to say that,”
-said the man, and for some inexplicable reason he spoke a language
-which the youngest camel understood with ease.
-
-“Say what?” he murmured, and the man crossed his legs under him and sat
-down on the sand. Then he lifted the little camel’s head and laid it on
-his silk-clad knees and stroked back his hair as a mother might have
-done.
-
-“I’ve been waiting for you to say the word ‘hope,’” he answered,
-“because as soon as you said that you proved you hadn’t given up, and
-then I was able to become visible and rescue you.”
-
-“Who are you?” asked the little camel. He was almost too weak to keep
-his eyes open now, but he felt the man loosening the ropes that bound
-him and this gave him courage to speak.
-
-“Oh, I’m one of Mohammed’s sons,” the man said casually. “I’m one of
-the youngest and not one of the important ones. This year I’ve been
-given all the camels to keep an eye on. That’s why I’m here.” All the
-time he talked he kept undoing the ropes and drawing them from under
-the little camel’s hot body and shaking them off his ankles. “If only
-you’d mentioned the word ‘hope’ sooner I could have let you free hours
-and hours ago. You see, ‘hope’ is the one word that lets me become
-human for a little while and help camels when they have been bound up
-like this by men. I had to stick around here quite invisible until you
-said that one particular word. One of the laws is that I’m not allowed
-to make any suggestions, no matter how much else I have to do. So you
-can see what a lot of time I have to waste just waiting.”
-
-“Why is the word ‘hope’ magic?” asked the youngest camel, stretching
-out one stiff leg to see if it still could move. And now Mohammed’s
-son lifted the little camel’s head up again and laid it against his
-shoulder while he shook the remaining cords away. When he did this, the
-little camel saw that he was young and very handsome. He was wearing a
-silk turban with pearls and turquoises embroidered on it, and carved
-gold ornaments hung from his ears, and there was a look of great
-gentleness in his face.
-
-“Well, you see, _h_ stands for ‘help,’ and _o_ stands for ‘O,’ and _p_
-stands for ‘power,’ and _e_ stands for ‘eternal,’” he said so lightly
-and merrily that he seemed to be making fun of something. He took out
-a little ivory flask from his garments and poured some fresh water
-between the little camel’s burning lips. “So when you say ‘hope’ like
-that, you’re really saying ‘Help, O power eternal!’ And that means me
-because I’ve been appointed your patron saint this year.”
-
-The youngest camel was feeling so much better by this time that,
-assisted by Mohammed’s son, he was able to get to his knees and look
-around him. But there was nothing at all to see as far as the eye could
-reach but the empty sky and the wastes of sand. Feeling a bit dizzy
-still, the little camel looked up into the young man’s face and tried
-to smile.
-
-“I’m sorry I can’t give you anything to eat,” Mohammed’s son went on
-as he patted the little camel’s cheek affectionately. “But it’s really
-too difficult to travel around invisible with a lot of mimosa branches
-and bones and things hanging on me. But if you feel strong enough now,
-I can start you off in the direction for Aqsu. I’m sure you won’t have
-any trouble at all in finding your way.”
-
-“Oh, please, don’t leave me alone! Please stay with me until I find
-my mother and the caravan again!” the youngest camel pleaded. But
-Mohammed’s son shook his head at him and gently smiled.
-
-“I can’t run around after you like a nursemaid,” he said. “You see,
-there are lots and lots of other young camels in just the same
-situation as you were in when I came along, and I have to rescue them
-too if it’s not too late. Only most of them are so stupid or have been
-so obstinate about not listening to what older camels say that I can’t
-do anything for them. They just won’t use the word ‘hope,’ so I usually
-have to leave them there bound up.” The little camel thought to himself
-that certainly no one had ever been able to call him stupid in his
-whole life, and he began to feel rather pleased with himself again. “My
-father made a rule,” Mohammed’s son went on, “that the guardian of the
-camels could only bring help to those whom men had tied up in knots;
-therefore, no matter what happens to you, I won’t be able to help you
-any further. But I’m sure nothing can possibly happen to you now if you
-listen carefully to my directions and do exactly what I say.”
-
-The little camel was able to stand now and even to walk without too
-much difficulty, and Mohammed’s son led him a little farther into the
-desert. All the time he talked lightly and happily to him as they went.
-
-“Now, the thing to keep in mind is that you must follow the sun,” he
-said. “If you do that, and run very fast, you will be in Aqsu just as
-night is beginning to fall. Remember not to let the sun show either
-over your right shoulder or over your left, and don’t let the heat
-of the sun fall warm on your tail. That will mean you are going in
-quite the wrong direction. About twenty miles from Aqsu you’ll come
-to a lovely oasis with hundreds of herons bathing in the waters and
-flamingos flying through the luxuriant glades. When you reach that
-oasis, you will know for certain that you haven’t much farther to go.
-If you do as I say,” said the young man, stopping and putting one arm
-around the youngest camel’s neck, “you can’t possibly make a mistake.”
-
-The little camel began to wonder if he had ever in his entire life
-made a mistake, and he really couldn’t think of a single time he had.
-But now Mohammed’s son was saying farewell, and the little camel cried
-out:--
-
-“Oh, thank you a thousand times! Thank you, thank you!”
-
-“Now you must repeat after me the word which restores me to godhead,”
-the young man said. “For it is past time for me to go.”
-
-“What is the word?” the youngest camel asked, and the other replied:--
-
-“Pernod.”
-
-“What does it mean? What does per--” the little camel began, curiously,
-but Mohammed’s son interrupted him:--
-
-“Don’t say it or I’ll disappear at once and then I won’t be able to
-tell you! _Pe_ stands for ‘power eternal’ just as before, and _rnod_
-stands for ‘reign near our dreams.’ I never liked the word ‘reign’
-much, but my father thought it added dignity to the formula so we let
-him have his way. So now repeat it after me--_P-e-r-n-o-d_.”
-
-“Oh, please let me thank you again,” the little camel said, “and,
-please, wouldn’t it be possible for you to let my mother know that
-I’m--”
-
-“Good gracious,” said the young man, “you mustn’t think about yourself
-all the time the way you do! I have so much work to do I really haven’t
-the time to rush around with personal messages to camels’ mothers--”
-
-“I’m sorry,” said the youngest camel, and this time when Mohammed’s son
-smiled at him and said the word he repeated it at once: “Pernod!”
-
-As soon as the syllables had passed his lips, the handsome youth waved
-his hand in farewell and vanished from sight. Without wasting another
-instant, the little camel turned his head towards the sun and, his
-heart singing with hope in him, began to run as fast as he possibly
-could across the stretches of white desert in the direction of Aqsu.
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_IV_
-
-
-By four o’clock in the afternoon the little camel was still running
-hard, but now he had begun to slacken his pace a little, for it seemed
-to him that some sort of object was appearing on the horizon far, far
-away. Whatever it was, it was decidedly to one side and not at all in
-the direction of the sun where the handsome youth had told him the
-oasis would be. As he ran he kept glancing out of the corner of one eye
-at the dark object that seemed to be growing bigger and bigger over his
-left shoulder, and he kept asking himself what in the world it could be.
-
-After a while his curiosity got the best of him and he stopped running
-entirely and turned halfway around and gave the dark thing a good long
-stare. And then he really began to suspect it was the oasis. It looked
-exactly like an oasis. He was sure he could make out the tops of the
-trees against the sky. It was certainly the oasis. In another minute he
-had turned all the way around, and even though he felt the light of the
-sun falling warm on his tail, he was convinced it was the oasis.
-
-He thought he could even make out tiny black specks hovering above it.
-
-“Those are probably the herons and the flamingos,” he said to himself.
-“Mohammed’s son said there were hundreds of them there.”
-
-So without any further hesitation he started running again, but
-this time in an entirely different direction from the one in which
-Mohammed’s son had told him he should go. Faster and faster he sped
-towards the perfectly clear oasis ahead, and now the sun was shining
-well over his right shoulder.
-
-“Mohammed’s son certainly didn’t know what he was talking about,” he
-said with a little snort of laughter. “It’s evident even to an idiot
-that the oasis is over there right in front of me and not in the
-direction of the sun in the slightest.”
-
-In half an hour at the most, he thought, he would be snuggling down
-against his mother among the fresh grasses of the oasis twenty miles
-this side of Aqsu. He knew he was absolutely right and he began
-complimenting himself on his quick eyes and wits. Most young camels
-would have gone right on and never noticed what fools they were making
-of themselves, he thought with satisfaction.
-
-“It just shows,” he said to himself, “that it doesn’t pay to believe
-everything you’re told.”
-
-He was so pleased with himself that he began to whistle as he ran. He
-whistled treble and bass and, by curling his tongue up against his
-lower teeth, managed to do some double-stops. And now that he made out
-what looked exactly like branches of palm trees waving against the sky
-ahead, he gave a few little hops and skips of joy.
-
-Before he had gone much farther a flock of herons came flying across
-the heavens towards him, and as they came near to him they circled
-lower, so low in fact that he could see their long legs dangling in the
-air behind them as they flew. The sight of such a baby camel running
-so fast and quite alone across the sands made them circle closer and
-closer above him in wonder, and at last the leader of the herons called
-down:--
-
-“Where are you going so fast, four-footed child?”
-
-The youngest camel was a bit annoyed at being called a child by birds
-he had never laid eyes on before, and he tossed his head rather
-insolently as he answered:--
-
-“I’m going to the oasis which my mother is passing through with her
-caravan. If they’ve started on by the time I get there, I’ll run
-straight on to Aqsu.”
-
-“You’ve lost your way, four-footed child!” the herons called down in
-chorus. “We’re going to the oasis for the night. Watch us and follow
-where we go.”
-
-“But I can see the oasis as clear as day ahead!” the little camel cried
-out impatiently. “You must be blind as bats, old birds! Can’t you see
-the palms and the--”
-
-“You’ve lost your way!” the leader of the herons called down to him
-again as she swept above him and beckoned with one wing. But the
-youngest camel went running on in his own direction as fast as he could
-go.
-
-“They’re just as stupid as I always thought,” said the little camel to
-himself. “They can’t see two inches in front of their big beaks, the
-silly-looking creatures!”
-
-The flock of them swerved over him once more, calling to him to come,
-and then they flew off, their legs floating on the air behind them.
-He glanced around to watch them go, and in a few moments they were
-nothing but tiny specks against the sky, and presently they were lost
-completely in the sun’s dying light. When the little camel looked
-back at the oasis again, he saw to his surprise that for some reason
-it was not a bit nearer than it had been before. He could see the
-palms clearly enough, and the birdlike shapes hovering above, but he
-certainly was no closer to it, though all the time he had been running
-fast.
-
-[Illustration: _And then they flew off, their legs floating on the air
-behind them_]
-
-His legs were beginning to feel tired now, and his feet hot and sore,
-and he suddenly felt angry with everyone and everything. He kicked
-viciously at the sand as he ran, and after another little while, as
-if he must put the blame on someone, he looked back over his right
-shoulder and stuck out his tongue and wrinkled his nose up at the sun.
-The whole world was turning pink now at the end of day, and the
-wide desert was glowing with the sun’s last light. There was the oasis
-still, not so very far away, and yet mysteriously just as far as it had
-ever been.
-
-As the youngest camel went running on in discouragement, a flock of
-flamingos came winging towards him, their feathers and their legs
-colored like the petals of a rose. When they saw such a baby camel
-running so desperately across the wastes of sand, they circled several
-times above him, their legs hanging down like brilliant satin ribbons,
-and the leader called down:--
-
-“Where are you going so fast, four-footed child?” and he answered in
-irritation:--
-
-“I don’t see why you have to ask such a stupid question! Can’t you see
-I’m going to the oasis?”
-
-But he was so tired now that he stopped running while he talked to
-them, and stood stamping his foot in the sand.
-
-“You have lost your way, four-footed child!” the flamingos all called
-out to him in chorus. “We are going to the oasis! Follow us and we will
-show you!”
-
-They wheeled once above him, calling out to him to follow, and then
-they flapped slowly off in the direction of the setting sun. He stood
-looking after them rather wistfully for a moment, and then he tossed
-his head and turned back towards the oasis. It seemed to him now to be
-even farther away than ever, and tears came into his eyes.
-
-“I’m _sure_ I couldn’t have made a mistake,” he said stubbornly. “I’m
-sure I couldn’t be wrong. It’s absolutely impossible.”
-
-“Why in the world should that be impossible?” asked a clear little
-trilling voice very close to his ear, and when he looked quickly around
-him he saw that scores of brightly feathered little birds were flying
-and darting in the air about his head. From the feeling of it, some
-of them had certainly alighted on his hump and some on the back of
-his neck, and there they were all chattering and chirping together.
-The bird who had spoken to him was no bigger than a pear leaf, but
-its feathers were brighter than a peacock’s. In company with others
-just like it, it spun and darted on the air before him, humming and
-whistling and eying him sharply and curiously.
-
-“I haven’t made any mistakes yet in my life,” he said boldly. “I can’t
-think of a single time I’ve been wrong.”
-
-At this, all the little birds uttered tiny shrieks of laughter and
-swayed back and forth on their perches on his spinal column and on his
-neck and on the top of his head. To his annoyance he realized that some
-of them were swinging and shrieking with laughter on his tail, and he
-thrashed it angrily from side to side.
-
-“Well, if you’re so smart and know so much about me,” he said
-furiously, “tell me once when I’ve done something I shouldn’t! I’m sure
-you can’t think of a single time. I know I’m a very good singer because
-everyone I ever met said I was, and I’m a very good poet and I’m--”
-
-“Oh, good heavens!” screamed the dozens and dozens of little birds all
-together, and their shrill laughter trilled and whistled all around him.
-
-“There’s nothing at all to laugh at!” the youngest camel cried out,
-stamping his foot. “I’m simply telling you the truth--”
-
-“Oh, my goodness!” shrieked all the birds again.
-
-“You speaking the truth!” cried the first little bird as she cavorted
-on the air before him, and all the birds’ tongues tinkled like little
-bells with laughter. “Do you remember the terrible lie you told your
-mother about finding the necklace?”
-
-Either the very last crimson rays of the sun on him or his own
-conscience turned the little camel’s face bright red and he hung his
-head between his legs and looked hard at the sand.
-
-“You’ve always made the mistake of being conceited,” one clear sweet
-bird’s voice sang to him, and immediately the other voices went on with
-it, one by one, as if it were so many verses of the same song they were
-singing as they fluttered about him in the evening air.
-
-“You always made the mistake of not believing what your mother told
-you,” rippled the notes from one feathered throat, and the next one
-sang:--
-
-“You always bullied creatures smaller than yourself.”
-
-“You were wrong not to do what Mohammed’s son told you,” whistled
-another, and still another trilled:--
-
-“You were always a coward except when you were with your mother.”
-
-“You were so pleased with yourself you wouldn’t listen to the herons,”
-sang the next, and one, swinging far back on the youngest camel’s tail,
-chirped:--
-
-“You have always been the most conceited camel on the desert,” and
-another sang clearly to him:--
-
-“You made the mistake of insulting the flamingos when they tried to
-help you! Now they’re your enemies for life!”
-
-“But I could see the oasis right before me all the time!” the little
-camel cried out, by this time very near to tears. “It’s so plain
-anybody can see it if they simply look--” He swung around to point out
-to them the far waving palms and the birds hovering over the trees
-against the horizon ahead, and then he stopped short and stared in
-amazement, for nowhere in sight was there any sign of anything at all.
-“But--but--what’s happened--but--there was--but--I don’t understand--”
-he stammered, and with a loud sweet trill of laughter the scores of
-bright small birds took wing from his back and his tail and from the
-crown of his head and the tips of his ears and paused a moment with a
-rush of wings above him.
-
-“There wasn’t any oasis!” one shrill musical bird voice called down to
-him, and all the other voices sang in chorus together:--
-
-“You saw a mirage! A mirage! You saw a mirage!”
-
-“You’re lost!” cried the first bird’s clear little voice. “You thought
-you knew better than anyone else, and now you’re lost!”
-
-They all gave another burst of laughter, and then they called out:--
-
-“A mirage, a mirage! You saw a mirage!”
-
-In another instant, the flock of them had risen straight above him and
-vanished into nothing in the graying sky.
-
-Now that the youngest camel found himself alone in the falling night,
-he sank down upon his knees in despair. He laid his quivering chin upon
-his forelegs and sobs shook his bowed little shoulders. He was alone,
-he was lost, with nothing to eat or drink and not even his harp to
-comfort him. Which way Aqsu lay he no longer knew, and in his grief he
-believed that he would never find his mother or any other living thing
-again.
-
-“Hope, hope, where are you?” he cried out in desperation. But he knew
-that magic word was powerless now to bring Mohammed’s son to his side.
-As complete darkness fell around him, his terror grew and he rose to
-his feet again and stumbled blindly on. “Oh, why, why did I let the sun
-fall warm on my tail?” he wept aloud. “It was just what he told me not
-to do.”
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_V_
-
-
-During that night the youngest camel must have dropped in his tracks
-and fallen asleep from sheer exhaustion, for the next thing he knew the
-sun was shining on his face again. He jumped to his feet quickly in the
-early day and, as if his life depended on it, he began running towards
-the rising sun. But in a moment he stopped short, saying to himself:--
-
-“But it wasn’t in the morning when Mohammed’s son said I should run
-straight in the direction of the sun’s face. Perhaps that makes a
-difference. Perhaps I should run with the sun behind me now if I want
-to find my way to the oasis.”
-
-So he turned around and began running as fast as he could in the
-opposite direction, thinking to himself that everything would surely be
-all right now. All he need do was to run away from the sun until the
-noon hour came and it was exactly in the middle of the sky, and then
-as it came down the other side he would race straight towards it, and
-perhaps he wouldn’t be too late to catch up his mother and the caravan
-if they had taken their time about setting out from Aqsu. He was
-feeling quite comforted by these thoughts, and at the same time he was
-trying very hard not to feel too self-satisfied because he had worked
-out the movements of the sun without any help from anyone older and
-wiser than himself. He was hungry and he wanted a drink very badly, but
-somehow he was filled with new hope and courage now that another day
-had dawned.
-
-He kept up his pace for an hour or more without seeing any sign of life
-either on earth or in the sky, and there was no doubt that he did not
-mind the nothingness and the loneliness nearly as much as he had the
-day before. With every step he took, he felt a little bit braver and
-a little bit surer that he was going in the right direction at last.
-So when he saw two black shapes on the desert far ahead, he said to
-himself:--
-
-“I’m certain they’re nice friendly sort of creatures who will tell me
-how many miles the oasis lies ahead.”
-
-On he went with eager, flying feet, and soon he saw that the two black
-forms were those of birds. Two enormous birds were apparently seated on
-the sand having a conversation together, their backs turned to him and
-their heads nodding and shaking as they talked. But as he came nearer,
-he ran less quickly towards them, for he saw their heads were bald as
-ostrich eggs and reddish in color, and that they were not conversing at
-all but tearing fiercely with their curved beaks and their great claws
-at something they held between them on the sand.
-
-[Illustration: “_It’s much wiser to be polite to everyone I meet,
-because one never knows._”]
-
-“Vultures!” thought the youngest camel, and a little tremor of
-fear went through him, for his mother had told him stories enough
-of how these creatures lived. He was about to turn to one side and
-make a curve to avoid them, but then he remembered all that the
-bright-feathered, sharp-tongued little birds had said to him the night
-before. “It’s much wiser to be polite to everyone I meet, because
-one never knows,” he said to himself, and he stepped a little closer to
-them. “Please,” he began in a timid voice, and both vultures were so
-startled by the sound that they each gave a squawk and jumped a full
-yard into the air.
-
-“Snakes alive!” cried one bird as she came down on the sand again and
-with the claws of one foot seized upon the thing they had been eating.
-“You ought to give some warning instead of creeping up on people like
-that!”
-
-“I thought you must have seen me long ago,” said the youngest camel
-apologetically.
-
-“Not at all,” said the second vulture. “We came down to finish eating
-this hare in peace and quiet and we had no idea anyone was spying on
-us.”
-
-As she said this, she snatched up in her vicious claws the other end of
-what was left of the hare and started tearing at it with her beak.
-
-“I didn’t mean to spy,” said the little camel. “I just wanted to ask
-you if I am going in the right direction for the oasis and Aqsu.”
-
-When he said this, both birds stopped fighting over their prey and
-looked at him with interest.
-
-“Are you lost?” asked the first one in a sharp, rather eager voice.
-
-“Yes, I’m afraid I am,” said the little camel. “But I think by running
-ahead of the sun until noon and then running towards it all afternoon
-I’m sure to come to the oasis in the end. At least, Mohammed’s son told
-me yesterday to keep the sun straight before me--”
-
-“Ah, but yesterday was yesterday,” said the first vulture with a giggle
-as she gave her sister a sly glance. “Today is today, so of course
-everything is quite different.”
-
-“I don’t see how the sun can be any different,” said the youngest
-camel. “The sun always follows exactly the same course, so all I have
-to do is follow the sun as soon as it is past the noon hour--”
-
-“Where in the world did you learn that the sun always follows the same
-course?” cried the second vulture. “There’s an idea for you!”
-
-“Why, it never does the same thing twice,” said the other vulture,
-still giggling behind her wing. “Some days it runs all over the place,
-getting behind clouds and hiding behind mountains. Yesterday it was
-going from north to south, just for the fun of it, and today, as you
-can see for yourself, it’s going from east to west.”
-
-“Don’t imagine you can count on the sun!” said the second sister with
-great contempt, and she went back to pulling and tugging at the remains
-of the hare.
-
-“You might just as well become acquainted with us now,” said the first
-vulture, seizing on one of the best bits for herself. “My name’s Annie
-and my sister’s name is Mabel, and if you’re really lost you’ll come to
-know us very well indeed in the end.”
-
-“Yes, I am lost,” said the youngest camel, looking from one to the
-other of their faces. “I thought perhaps you’d be kind enough to tell
-me which way the oasis lies.”
-
-“I must say he’s quite truthful,” said Annie with a gulp as she
-swallowed the dead hare’s fuzzy tail.
-
-“I haven’t always been,” said the youngest camel, “but I think I’ve
-learned my lesson now and I’m trying very hard not to lie any more. But
-now that you tell me the sun isn’t going the same way today as it did
-yesterday, I simply don’t know what to do--”
-
-“It would have been better for your sake if you hadn’t told the truth
-this time,” said Mabel, ignoring his last remark. Then she turned back
-to the business before them and began slicing the hare’s heart into
-neat roast-beef-like portions with her beak.
-
-“But why?” asked the youngest camel, rather disgusted at the way the
-two sisters grabbed and squawked over their meal.
-
-“Well, as long as you’re lost,” said Annie, “then you can’t find the
-oasis, and if you can’t find the oasis then you’re sure to die in
-another two or three days--” She paused to pick her teeth reflectively
-with the yellow claw of one foot. “You’re small but you’re rather well
-covered with meat,” she said in a moment, and at this the two sisters
-looked at each other and cackled out loud.
-
-Suddenly, the poor little camel realized what their conversation was
-all about and he gave a scream of terror. He reared up on his hind legs
-with fright and spun around, and set off as fast as he could across the
-desert. He had no idea which way he was going and it didn’t matter much
-any more whether he was lost or not. He only knew he must get out of
-sight of the two bald sisters, and out of the sound of their chortling
-laughter. So he ran at full speed until the midday sun beat down on his
-head like fire, and then he slowed into a walk. He hoped that walking
-quietly along would make his heart stop beating so fast and loud with
-fear, and he tried making up some rhymed poetry so as to steady his
-nerves. But nothing sounded right to him, neither the sonnet form, nor
-rondos, nor madrigals, nor pastorals, nor odes. The laments and ballads
-and elegies were even less successful, so in despair he decided on just
-trying to write a letter to his mother in verse, but he couldn’t think
-of a single original or even beautiful line.
-
- “Dear Mother [he began], how in the world am I going to get on without
- you?
- I miss your hump and your sore hip and everything about you.
-
-“That’s just plain statement of fact. That isn’t poetry,” he
-interrupted himself severely. “Now see if you can’t think of something
-really lyrical the way you used to at the oasis at night.”
-
-But the silly, everyday sort of letter went on:--
-
- “I’ve made a fool of myself with every bird that flies
- And with Mohammed’s son, and I’ve told so many lies.”
-
-But he couldn’t help adding at the end:--
-
- “One or two things I’ve said are true:
- History, Music, Memory,
- Are still the invisible three,
- And Love, invisible it’s true,
- Still has the shape and smell of you.”
-
-He wasn’t at all satisfied with this, and even when he had repeated
-it over two or three times to himself and once out loud he did not
-feel the glow of pride which usually suffused his being after he had
-composed a poem.
-
-“Perhaps it might be better if I tried putting it to music,” he said.
-But the fact that he did not have his harp with him made the biggest
-difference, and now when he opened his lips to sing, nothing but a
-hoarse whisper came from his mouth. By this time, he knew beyond
-any shadow of doubt that he was neither a poet nor a singer, and he
-swallowed his pride and said bravely to himself: “Very well, then. Now
-I have found out the truth about myself. It’s time I did. I cannot
-write poetry and I cannot sing, but perhaps I can dance.”
-
-He remembered the foolish poem he had made up about dancing for the
-Shah and the Lamas and the Raj with a tambourine tied to his tail, and
-now he tried to execute a few dance steps across the burning sand. But
-he only tottered awkwardly from side to side, and if he hadn’t stopped
-at once he would certainly have toppled over.
-
-“I am a camel without any gifts of any kind,” he told himself in a
-stern voice. “Everything I have believed about myself has been blind,
-empty vanity. I have no talent as a poet, nor as a singer, nor as a
-dancer, and now that I am much too weak to carry a load and walk in a
-caravan with other camels, I am no good to anyone on earth and I might
-as well be dead.”
-
-Indeed this might very easily have been the end of the youngest camel,
-for there seemed no reason at all why he should not have sunk down
-there under the blistering heat and quietly breathed his last. And in
-another day or two Annie and Mabel would have come flapping along and
-smiled sideways at each other as they wheeled above him, and after
-circling over him a few times they would have descended and begun their
-meal. Only this isn’t at all what happened, for now that the little
-camel admitted that he no longer thought his own voice so beautiful and
-his own poetry so fine, and no longer longed for a full-length mirror
-so that he could see how lovely he looked while he danced, he seemed to
-be able to hear other voices which he had never dreamed existed. The
-air that passed his ears seemed now to have the power of speech, and as
-he walked he listened.
-
-“There is an oasis in every camel’s desert of despair,” said one
-particle of air to him, and another murmured:--
-
-“It cannot be far now, for you have come a long way.”
-
-“Keep a stiff upper hump,” said the soft warm air in his ears. “Be
-armed with patience, lamblike, quiet as a mouse, cool as a cucumber.”
-
-“I’ll try,” said the youngest camel meekly, although he was feeling
-very hot.
-
-Even the sand under his feet seemed to be endowed with speech now, for
-as it ran through his hoofs he heard it whispering:--
-
-“The wind is coming, the wind is coming.”
-
-“The wind is coming,” murmured one grain of sand to another all over
-the desert, and the others whispered:--
-
-“In a little while we shall have to rise and dance.”
-
-Before the little camel had gone much farther, he saw a white cloud of
-wind advancing rapidly across the clear blue sky, and in another minute
-he heard it wailing:--
-
-“Here I am, ow-oooo-ow--oooooo! Here is your master, ow-ooo! Arise,
-slaves! A-r-i-i-i-i-se!”
-
-Here and there across the desert the sand began to rise in spirals,
-whirling and turning and swaying its arms in the frantic dance. Wild,
-ghost-like figures of sand spun up around the youngest camel, reaching
-taller and taller above him.
-
-“Dance! Dance!” screamed the wind as he lashed them, and in an instant
-the little camel was almost blinded by the gritty veils which were
-flung into his eyes. Nothing could he see to the east or the west or
-the north or the south except the dervish-like white figures which
-spun around him. The sun seemed to have been blown from the sky, and
-the gray of twilight closed upon them. As the little camel staggered
-blindly on through the swirling skirts of flying sand, he heard the
-voices speaking secretly in his ears.
-
-“Close your eyes,” whispered one sand dervish as the wind thrust her
-fiercely upon him.
-
-“Close your lips,” said another as the wind blew her savagely against
-the little camel’s tender nose.
-
-“Do not breathe deeply,” whispered a third, and still another
-murmured:--
-
-“Do not struggle. You will only wear yourself out.”
-
-The force of the wind had blown every thought from his head, and now he
-closed his eyes and his lips as the sand dervishes had bade him and he
-let himself be guided by their gentle hands. How many hours passed like
-this he never knew. All around him spun the tireless dancers, torn this
-way and that by the wind’s screaming fury, and when they came near they
-whispered words of hope and courage to him.
-
-“When you find the pathway between the winds, you will be saved,” one
-sand dervish murmured in his ear, and another one whispered:--
-
-“Believe in us. We will show you the way.”
-
-All through that afternoon, perhaps, and through the night that
-followed, the youngest camel staggered blind and spent through the
-storm. But now there seemed to be no longer any division of time, no
-night or day, no sun or moon, no heat or cold. But finally, when he
-thought he could go no farther, the voice of a sand dervish whispered
-to him:--
-
-“Now we have brought you to the pathway between the winds. Go quietly
-ahead. Farewell.”
-
-Almost at once the gale’s force grew less and less about him and the
-screams of the wind grew fainter and fainter until there was nothing
-to be heard except a last long parting wail. Then a perfect calmness
-fell upon the earth and air around the little camel, and in another
-moment he ventured to open his eyes. And there he stood blinking in
-bewilderment, for he saw he was no longer on the desert, nor was there
-any sign of sand or a distant horizon to be seen. His feet lay on a
-carpet of fresh green grasses, and a little rivulet ran chattering
-through the rocks beside him. All about stood luxuriant fruit trees
-with their boughs laden, and through their thick foliage he saw the
-sun was rising. Delicate birds with bright exotic plumage winged from
-branch to branch above his head, and shy wood animals moved swiftly in
-the glades.
-
-Now that his eyes grew accustomed to these unexpected wonders, he saw
-that a few steps before him, just at the edge of the wood, a silk tent
-was pitched. Its brocaded doors were caught back with brooches of
-shining stones and a thin thread of incense smoke was drawn languidly
-upward from its opening onto the quiet air. The youngest camel looked
-in amazement about him, and then he fell joyfully on his knees at the
-stream’s brink and lowered his head toward the cool running water. But
-before he had time to drink, a rather lazy, indolent voice called out
-to him from inside the tent.
-
-“Not so fast, not so fast, young camel. Listen first to what I have to
-say. You have passed through the third and last night of your ordeal of
-loneliness,” it said, “but the third day is just dawning. Twelve hours
-lie ahead of you before you may safely eat or drink. The day which is
-just being born is the Day of Temptation. Some camels consider it the
-most difficult day of all.”
-
-If anyone had said this to the little camel the week before, he would
-have paid no attention at all, but would have gone right ahead and
-drunk his fill at the brook. Then he would have jumped up and run to
-the big trees and started pulling the fruit hungrily down from the
-heavily laden boughs. But so much had happened to him in the past two
-days that now he rose obediently without so much as wetting his parched
-lips, and turned respectfully towards the beautiful silk tent.
-
-“Well, I must say you’ve saved yourself a lot of trouble,” the voice
-went on, and the youngest camel stood listening to it with lowered
-head. “If you hadn’t done what I told you, all this would have vanished
-in the twinkling of an eye and you would be right back in the middle of
-the sandstorm again and this time the sand dervishes would never have
-helped you to get out.”
-
-“I thought the storm was over, master,” said the little camel, not
-daring to lift his eyes towards the tent.
-
-“Oh, it never stops,” the lazy voice went on. “It’s always there for
-other camels to get lost in the way you did. It’s always blowing just
-as hard as when you were in it, only you can’t hear it any more
-because the sand dervishes showed you the pathway between the winds.”
-
-“Why were they so kind as to help me, O master?” asked the little camel
-respectfully, and the sleepy voice answered:--
-
-“Probably because you admitted in that poem you made up yesterday that
-you were really very conceited and had made a fool of yourself with
-everybody you met. The herons and the flamingos gave a very bad report
-on you, but apparently you got a little more sensible later. If you
-manage to get through today without being childish, you ought to be
-having a nice champagne supper somewhere with your mother this evening.”
-
-[Illustration: _The little camel took another uncertain step towards
-the tent_]
-
-The youngest camel felt a tremor of joy go through him at these words,
-and he felt himself strong enough now to resist any temptation that
-might come along. He almost jumped straight up into the air with
-delight, but his knees were so weak under him from lack of food and
-weariness that he decided not to make any unnecessary movements.
-Instead he called out in an enraptured voice:--
-
-“Oh, I know I can get through today all right! I’m absolutely certain
-I’ll do everything the way I should!”
-
-“You don’t know anything about it,” said the voice, and it sounded now
-as if its owner were stifling a yawn. “You mustn’t start out by being
-so sure of anything. Come in and pay reverence to me and I’ll explain
-things to you more fully. Come along in, don’t be bashful,” it said as
-the little camel hesitated and teetered on one foot near the open door.
-“All you have to do is pay homage to me and then you have nothing to
-fear.”
-
-The little camel took another uncertain step towards the tent, and then
-he halted again and said:--
-
-“Please, I’m afraid I don’t know how to pay homage. You see, nobody
-ever taught me how.”
-
-“Oh, just bow down a few times and strike your forehead once or twice
-on the floor, and kiss my big toe if you feel like it,” said the
-sleepy voice. “It doesn’t really matter what you do as long as you
-feel inferior to me inside. It’s just part of the rigamarole and the
-sooner you get it over with the better. Some camels are so arrogant
-they absolutely refuse to do it, and then it’s really such a bore for
-everybody. They have to go right back to Annie and Mabel and be torn to
-pieces for dinner.”
-
-When he heard this, the little camel made haste to enter the tent,
-and there he fell promptly on his knees and struck his forehead three
-times on the richly carpeted floor. After he had done this, he advanced
-with lowered head to embrace the unknown person’s toe. The smell of
-incense was strong and sweet on the air, and when his eyes had become
-accustomed to the dim light he saw that it was a spotlessly clean gold
-hoof he kissed. He glanced quickly up and looked shyly and curiously
-at the owner of it, and lo! it was an enormously fat and incredibly
-ancient camel with a coat as white as snow.
-
-The great kingly camel was lolling back on a divan covered with silk
-cushions of every color of the rainbow, and with one hand he lazily
-fanned himself with a soft peacock-feather fan. A necklace of opals as
-big as alligator eggs hung around his shoulders, and elaborate earrings
-of opals and tiny bright diamonds studded his hairy ears. But it was
-his eyes which held the youngest camel entranced--they were big and
-brown, and heavy lids hung over them like white velvet curtains. Every
-time the white velvet curtains seemed about to close completely over
-his eyes, the old camel would snap them up again, and then slowly,
-sleepily, they again began falling, until the final moment when he
-jerked them back. This happened several times before he spoke.
-
-“Stand up,” he said with a yawn. “You don’t have to overdo it. It’s
-just as bad to be too humble as it is to be too self-satisfied. There’s
-certainly no need to call me master, although I don’t mind at all your
-revering and worshiping me.” He leaned up on one elbow, slowly fanning
-himself, and examined the youngest camel. “You wouldn’t be bad-looking
-if you learned how to carry yourself better,” he said at last. “You let
-your head hang down as if you were ashamed of something, and you have a
-rather silly smile.”
-
-“I’m sorry,” said the little camel, standing contritely before him.
-
-“Oh, it doesn’t really make any difference,” said the white camel
-dreamily, and he raised his fan to hide his yawn behind the peacock
-feathers. “Everyone has different ideas about things. Men try to
-make their children sit up straight so they won’t have humps on their
-backs and mother camels do all they can to make their children hump
-themselves for fear their backs will turn out straight. It’s just a
-matter of preference. But now you mustn’t keep us dawdling here any
-longer, for it’s getting late and we must set out on our journey. Oh,
-in case you didn’t recognize me,” he added, “I’m the leader of the
-caravan of white camels that circles the earth and we must be getting
-started.”
-
-“But my mother told me the caravan of white camels didn’t exist!”
-exclaimed the youngest camel in surprise.
-
-“Of course we exist,” said the white leader, and instead of making any
-move towards rising he sank farther back into his cushions and gave a
-tremendous yawn. “Everything exists somehow, either in the imagination
-or really or only at night or simply in the daytime.” His lids sank so
-low over his eyes now that the little camel thought the great white
-leader had finally fallen asleep. But just at the last moment he jerked
-them up again and went on talking. “What was I saying? Oh, yes. Now,
-you mustn’t hold us up any longer, for we really have to get started.”
-
-“Where are we going?” asked the young camel respectfully when he saw
-the white leader was making no move to rise.
-
-“Oh, nowhere in particular,” the old camel answered. “We just go round
-and round and try to make you give in to one temptation after another.
-It’s not at all amusing for us because we have to go through it so
-often. You’re the only one who gets any fun out of it because it’s all
-new to you. Only if you give in to a single temptation, that’s the
-end. You have to go all the way back to the first night when the camel
-drivers tied you out in the desert, and once you’re out there bound up
-again you die of fright.”
-
-The old camel gave such a terrific yawn at this that his servants must
-have thought they were being called, for at the sound of it two sleek
-white camels with brocaded bands around their shoulders came in through
-the door of the tent and kneeled before their leader.
-
-“Very well,” he said, closing his fan. “Let’s get going.”
-
-Immediately the two servants rose and slipped their bands under the two
-ends of the old camel’s divan and lifted him, cushions and all, and
-bore him out of the tent into the light of the softly dawning day.
-
-“I hate getting up so early,” said the old white camel as he adjusted
-the cushions behind his head with one lifted arm. The youngest camel
-trotted along beside him and respectfully nodded his head. “Why don’t
-you speak frankly to me?” the old camel asked him dreamily. “You were
-thinking I wasn’t at all up, weren’t you? You felt like saying that I
-was really more down, I’m sure.”
-
-“Yes,” admitted the little camel. “I was thinking that.”
-
-As soon as he had said this, he saw that a beautiful pure-white camel
-had suddenly appeared behind them and was following close behind the
-litter on which the drowsy leader stretched at his ease. His hoofs,
-too, were of finest gold and he wore a halter of spun gold. When the
-old camel saw the youngest camel staring with admiration at the new
-arrival, he said:--
-
-“That’s Fourteen Carat. He’s the first always to join the caravan
-and that means you’ve passed safely through one temptation.” They
-were moving out from under the green trees now onto the desert sands.
-“Of course, you were tempted to lie when I asked you what you were
-thinking.”
-
-“Just for politeness’ sake,” said the youngest camel, contritely.
-
-“Well, most camels do lie when I ask them that, so as not to hurt my
-feelings,” the old white leader said. “And then it’s the end of them.
-They simply vanish into thin air, like a puff of smoke. Every time you
-resist a temptation,” he went on, trying hard not to yawn, “you’ll
-notice that another camel joins our caravan.”
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration]
-
-_VI_
-
-
-So, hour after hour as they traveled across the desert, the ordeal of
-temptation went on.
-
-After the temptation to tell a lie for politeness’ sake came the
-temptation to rest by reclining on the beautiful litter which camels
-brought and set down before him.
-
-“You might as well take it easy the way I’m doing,” said the old white
-camel. “My servants are quite used to carrying people, and if you rest
-now you won’t be nearly so tired at the end of the day. We have a long,
-long journey before us and--”
-
-“Oh, no, thank you!” said the youngest camel. “I’m quite used to
-walking by this time.”
-
-And no sooner were the words out of his mouth than he saw a second
-white camel spring up behind Fourteen Carat and join the caravan. Then
-came the temptation to crunch the bones which were served on platters
-within an inch of his nose; and then the temptation to drink from the
-copper basins which they carried to him filled with sparkling water
-and lemonade, but all this he resisted. Then the white leader reached
-indolently up from his litter as they jogged along, and drew down the
-weather and showed the little camel that it was actually a fan with two
-sides to it. One side was good weather and the other was bad, and he
-strongly advised the little camel to accept it as a gift.
-
-“No,” said the little camel. “Thank you very much, but I think I’d
-better not.”
-
-“You’re very silly if you don’t,” said the old white leader, opening
-the fan to show him how nice it was. “Think how useful it would be to
-your mother. You could take it to her as a present this evening, and
-from then on she could always have exactly the kind of weather she
-wanted.”
-
-The little camel considered seriously for a moment, and the desire to
-take it grew stronger and stronger as the white leader went on talking
-to him in a slow, dreamy voice.
-
-“Your mother would never be too cold or too hot ever again,” he was
-saying to him. “She wouldn’t have to get drenched by storms any more or
-covered with snow on the steppes during the bad season. I can’t imagine
-why you hesitate like this.”
-
-But at last the little camel made a great effort and he set his fuzzy
-chin firmly and replied:--
-
-“No, thank you, I don’t think I will after all. But thank you just the
-same.”
-
-And as soon as he had said this, another snow-white camel sprang up in
-the caravan.
-
-Next came the temptation to flee before a great wall of fire which
-rose suddenly before them, but this too he resisted, and as he passed
-through it with his eyes tightly closed he did not even feel its heat;
-and then the temptation to cry out with fright and swoon at the sight
-of three dead llamas stretched out on the lonely sands; and then the
-temptation to sob aloud when the old camel spoke for a long time to
-him about his mother, and how hard she had worked all her life, and
-how tired she was of carrying the burdens of men. But all these he
-resisted, and each time he did so he saw to his joy that another
-beautiful white camel joined the growing caravan.
-
-Then came the temptation of the sun, which the white leader plucked
-lazily out of the sky and smashed in pieces like a ripe melon on a
-salver which camel servants held before him.
-
-“You see it’s a pineapple with its skin taken off,” the old camel
-remarked dreamily, as if it were of no importance at all. “It has a
-wonderful flavor--not like real fruit, of course, because it comes from
-heaven.”
-
-“It looks awfully good,” said the youngest camel, and he felt his mouth
-watering.
-
-“Well, there’s no earthly reason why you shouldn’t have a piece. I’m
-going to,” said the old white camel, and he indolently chose the
-biggest, juiciest bit and put it in his mouth. The little camel stood
-watching him enviously as he chewed, and licked his own parched lips
-thirstily.
-
-“I don’t think I’d better,” he said. “My mother told me it wasn’t true
-about the sun being a pineapple, so perhaps there’s something queer
-about it.”
-
-“Oh, mothers have so much on their minds that they can’t remember any
-more what things are real and what aren’t,” said the old camel while
-the juices dribbled down his chin. “If you just take a piece you’ll see
-it’s true enough. It’s very refreshing and much better than anything
-you’ve ever tasted before. It’s rather like ice cream, only a great
-deal nicer.”
-
-He selected another ripe, golden piece and conveyed it lazily to his
-lips, and the little camel turned his head away.
-
-“I don’t think my mother would want me to,” he said, and immediately
-another white camel joined the procession which was beginning to reach
-almost out of sight across the sands.
-
-Then came the temptation to run like a coward from a flock of vultures
-which swarmed about him, the blood still bright on their beaks; and
-then the temptation to gather up some of the fine false teeth which
-appeared like shells by the dunes, and put them in his pocket for his
-mother; and then the temptation to take the way through the grassy,
-fertile valley under the shade of trees, as the old leader advised
-him to do, instead of stumbling across the barren badlands. All these
-and many more temptations he resisted, and now the caravan of white,
-golden-hoofed camels stretched far beyond the horizon.
-
-As they went slowly on, he caught sight of a group of young camels like
-himself who were romping and playing together on the edge of an oasis
-not far away. He could hear their happy shouts of laughter, and his
-sad, weary heart was suddenly made glad.
-
-“Oh, look!” he cried out, and the old white camel seemed to start from
-sleep at the sound of his voice.
-
-“Eh, what?” he mumbled, leaning up on his cushions and rapidly blinking
-his eyes. “What did you say?”
-
-“Look at those other children over there!” the youngest camel cried out
-in excitement. “Do you see them? They seem to be having such a good
-time!”
-
-“Oh, well, run along and join them for a bit,” said the old white
-camel, lolling back on his cushions and stifling a yawn. “We can’t stop
-long, but we’ll excuse you for a few minutes while you get acquainted.”
-
-“Oh, thank you, thank you!” cried the little camel, and with a skip and
-a jump he was off towards the green oasis where the other young camels
-were playing leapfrog in the shade. He felt like a brand-new, happy,
-well-fed little camel just from seeing such happiness and such carefree
-antics after all the experiences he had been through.
-
-So as fast as his legs would go he trotted towards them over the sand,
-thinking of nothing but how wonderful it would be to play with children
-like himself again. But suddenly the wind began to rise, and its
-wailing filled his ears. And now he saw a white cloud coming swiftly
-across the sky. In another instant, the sand dervishes sprang up in
-spirals before him, and whirled and spun wildly in his path.
-
-“Go back, go back!” whispered one as the wind flung her against him.
-
-“Turn around, turn around before it’s too late!” murmured another, and
-the little camel stopped short in surprise.
-
-“Go back to the caravan!” another breathed in a hushed voice in his
-ear as she threw her sandy arms around his neck. “This is one of the
-temptations! Run back to the white leader as quickly as you can!”
-
-The youngest camel’s knees went weak beneath him as he realized
-the terrible thing he had almost done, and now he turned and began
-tottering back to the caravan. No sooner had he taken the first step
-than the wind’s voice died away and the sand dervishes sank down
-motionless about him on the desert. In another moment he was back
-beside the litter on which the old white camel lay.
-
-“Well, you changed your mind in time,” said the leader with a yawn.
-
-“Yes, I did,” said the little camel in a trembling voice, and although
-he could not see it, another snow-white camel took its place at the end
-of the caravan miles and miles away.
-
-“Time’s getting on,” said the old white leader as the litter began to
-move forward again. “Nearly all our companions are with us now. After
-another few temptations, the circle around the earth will be complete
-and then you will join your mother. But, of course, the hardest things
-have been saved up till the end.”
-
-Next came the temptations of salt and tobacco, and the little camel
-looked at them with longing eyes. For a moment he could not make up
-his mind what to do, because his mother had always told him since his
-earliest days that salt and tobacco were so rare and so tasty that
-never, under any conditions, must he dream of refusing them. She said
-they were part of the daily fare of rajahs and pashas and kings, and if
-a poor camel ever had the luck to get near them, he should snatch them
-up as quickly as he could.
-
-“This is just a little pick-me-up to give you the strength to keep on
-going until evening,” said the white leader casually, and he held the
-nice assortment out under the youngest camel’s sensitively quivering
-nose. “They’re something like Turkish delight, only ever so much
-better. Anyway, they’re not a real meal in any sense of the word, and
-it can’t possibly do any harm if you try a little. Just lick a bit of
-the salt to see.”
-
-But the little camel set his chin firmly and shook his head.
-
-“Thank you very much, but I think I’d rather not,” he said, and
-instantly another white camel with golden hoofs joined the end of the
-caravan almost twenty thousand miles away.
-
-Temptation after temptation followed this, and the little camel bravely
-resisted them all. There was the temptation to pick up his harp when
-he saw it lying before him on the sand, and the temptation to send a
-message to his mother by a bird of paradise who flew down close to him
-and said he knew just where she was and that he could take it to her
-without any trouble. And then, just as the sun was sinking beyond the
-desert’s horizon and the little camel believed he had really come to
-the end of his strength at last, he saw something so marvelous just
-ahead that he thought he must be dreaming. Yes, it was. No, it couldn’t
-possibly be. But still it _was_. Yes, surely, it was. The more he
-looked the more convinced he became, and suddenly he jumped straight up
-into the air with joy.
-
-“My mother! I can see my mother over there!” he cried out, and the old
-white camel lifted himself lazily on one elbow on his cushions to see.
-
-“Well, I must say it rather looks like her,” he said, stifling a
-yawn. “I wonder what she’s doing wandering about like that alone?” He
-sank back on his litter again and picked up his peacock-feather fan.
-“Perhaps she’s strayed from her caravan and is wandering around in
-despair.”
-
-“Perhaps she’s looking for me!” cried the little camel in great
-excitement, but the white leader only yawned again. She was jogging
-along just ahead of them with her moth-eaten tail hanging down behind,
-and the youngest camel cried out: “It must be my mother! I know it’s my
-mother!”
-
-“No one ever said it wasn’t,” said the old camel, and this time it
-really sounded as if he were falling asleep. “But you can’t possibly
-be sure at this distance whether it’s your mother or just a striking
-likeness--”
-
-“But I couldn’t mistake my own mother, could I?” asked the youngest
-camel, almost tearfully. “I know the way her elbows look from the back,
-and the way her hump humps--”
-
-“Well, there’s only one way of finding out for certain,” said the white
-leader, with his heavy head nodding drowsily. “You’d better skip along
-and catch her up.”
-
-“Oh, would you excuse me for a minute while I do?” asked the little
-camel, so excited that he could scarcely wait.
-
-“Run along,” said the old white camel. “Anything’s better than having
-you hemming and hawing like this, but please don’t loiter on the way.”
-
-The old leader gave a terrific yawn at this and stretched himself out
-as if for a long sweet sleep, and without waiting another minute the
-youngest camel started off in a gallop across the hot stretches of
-sand. Faster and faster he went, stumbling over his own feet, gasping
-and choking for breath, and still he seemed to come no nearer to her.
-
-“Mother!” he cried out. “Mother! Wait, I’m coming.”
-
-At the sound of his voice, she turned her head over her shoulder and
-looked back at him and smiled.
-
-But just as it seemed he must reach her side at last, a sudden burst of
-bright-feathered little birds descended between them and set about his
-eyes and ears like a swarm of bees. They were all chattering wildly,
-and try as he would he could no longer see to pass them.
-
-“Oh, let me go! Please let me go,” he pleaded, but his words were
-drowned out by the whistling and scolding of the scores and scores of
-birds.
-
-Now that he had stopped, they settled at once on his head and on his
-hump, while others flew furiously before his eyes. If he turned in
-desperation to the right or to the left, they pursued him, chattering,
-while still others swung like tiny sharp-clawed monkeys on his tail.
-He spun around, but they were everywhere, increasing in numbers and in
-fury with every instant that passed. Finally one single brilliant bird
-poised herself before him on the air and spoke these words:--
-
-“Listen to us once again. You have lost a great deal of your conceit
-since we last met, and you have almost entirely ceased to lie.
-Moreover, you have learned to be polite to everyone you meet.”
-
-“Yes, yes, yes!” trilled all the birds in chorus.
-
-“You are much braver now, as well,” the single bird’s voice went on,
-“and much humbler than you ever were before.”
-
-“Yes, yes, yes!” cried all the shrill little voices again.
-
-“So now, go back,” warbled the bird as she dipped and winged before him
-on the air. “Go back, go back before the white leader wakes up and
-sees.”
-
-“Yes, yes, yes!” cried all the little birds at once, and suddenly the
-youngest camel’s knees began to shake under him as he asked himself if
-it was true that this was just one more temptation which had been put
-to him.
-
-“But--but--but I’m sure--I’m sure--I’m sure I saw my mother,” he
-protested, and as he said this all the birds rose up from his back and
-from his head and from his tail with a great rush of tiny wings.
-
-“Look, four-footed child!” sang the single bird’s voice to him. “Look
-ahead and look well at her. She’s nothing. She’s just a reflection on
-the mists of evening. Can’t you see she’s a mirage like the oasis you
-followed?”
-
-“Yes, a mirage, a mirage, a mirage!” trilled the hundreds of birds
-around him.
-
-The youngest camel looked very hard at the figure of his mother jogging
-along ahead, and now it seemed to him indeed that there was something
-rather hazy and misty about her such as he had never noticed before.
-He turned in his tracks, with just enough breath left to call out
-his thanks to the birds, and then he made his way back to the caravan
-as quickly as he could. His knees were still quaking under him when
-he reached the litter’s side, and from there he saw the flock of tiny
-bright birds disappear like a sunset cloud into the sky.
-
-“So here you are after all!” exclaimed the old white camel as he woke
-up with a start. “So you came around to my way of thinking in the end?”
-
-“Yes, I did,” said the little camel, so tired by this time that he
-could hardly stand. And as soon as these words had passed his lips, the
-last pure-white camel with golden hoofs joined the caravan and the sun
-set with a jerk and a thousand torches suddenly sprang alight the whole
-length of the magic caravan. He could see the endless line of camels
-girdling the earth with the torches carried flaming on their heads and
-their gold hoofs shining wondrously across the sand.
-
-“It’s rather effective, isn’t it?” said the old white leader, looking
-rather pleased at the whole display. There were four tall torches lit
-about him now, two at his head and two at his feet, and the diamonds in
-his ornaments glittered in their light. “This is the part I like the
-best of the whole business because it’s so near the end,” he said.
-
-The old white camel put his peacock-feather fan aside and fumbled in
-his cushions for a moment, and then he drew forth the most beautiful
-necklace the youngest camel had ever seen. All the beads of it were
-of different colors and they were strung together on a solid-silver
-string. There was the bright red one, and the clear green one, and
-the moonstone, and the diamond, and looking closer he could make out
-the tiny lettering which was carved in the center of each one. The
-little camel could scarcely believe his eyes, and he stepped closer to
-the litter and peered into the brilliance of the torches’ and jewels’
-light. And now he saw that the jade bead had written inside it: “I am
-the green valley you long for. You may live in me forever.” And the
-topaz had written within it: “I am a silk tent to protect you from
-sandstorms and from winter and from the midday sun.” And the ruby came
-next, and then the ivory bead, and the amethyst, and the sapphire, and
-all the others, exactly like the story he had told his mother.
-
-“These are magic beads,” the old camel said, holding them up to the
-light. “They’re the most valuable possession anyone can possibly have,
-because they’re practically impossible. You see, if they belong to you,
-then you can always have everything you want.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I know, I know!” cried the little camel, clapping his hands
-together.
-
-“How could you know about them?” asked the white leader, just managing
-to swallow his yawn. “I’m the only person in the world who knows about
-them.”
-
-“Have you ever tried them? Do they work?” asked the youngest camel
-eagerly, and the old white camel answered:--
-
-“Of course they do.”
-
-“Well, then, excuse me,” said the little camel, “but why don’t you live
-in a green valley forever the way the jade bead says you can do?”
-
-“Because I prefer to travel on a litter,” said the white leader. “It’s
-much more restful and I see more of the world this way, too. There’s
-nothing I dread so much as being bored, and I know I’d be awfully bored
-lying in a valley without any change of scenery.”
-
-“Yes, of course,” said the youngest camel, doubtfully, and after a
-moment he said: “If you’ll excuse me again, I hope you won’t think
-I’m rude, but I should like to know why you don’t press the sapphire
-against your forehead for an instant and have all your years drop from
-you?”
-
-“You mean turn myself young again?” asked the big white camel in
-amazement. “Do you really imagine I’d like to start way back at the
-beginning again and do all the silly things I did over, and not have
-people in every country of the world paying me homage, and not be the
-leader of the caravan of white camels any more?” He sank back in his
-pillows again and gave a weary sigh. “I never heard anything quite so
-silly in all my life,” he murmured, lifting one hand to hide his gaping
-mouth. “I can’t imagine anything more stupid.”
-
-“Yes, I suppose you’re right,” said the youngest camel, and he stood
-looking with longing eyes at the necklace he had never dreamed could
-really be. “But then I should think if you have no more use for the
-necklace you wouldn’t mind giving it away, or at least lending it to
-people sometimes?”
-
-“Naturally, as long as I have everything I want, I haven’t the
-slightest use for it,” said the old white camel. “But so many people
-wanting it makes it very valuable indeed. That’s why it’s kept till
-the very end like this. Now that you’ve resisted all the temptations,
-you’re allowed to have a choice.”
-
-He held the necklace up towards the flaming torchlight again, and the
-little camel clasped his hands together.
-
-“Do you mean to say--do you mean I can choose--” he stammered.
-
-“Now don’t get excited,” said the old leader, with a yawn. “This is the
-final test, remember. You are allowed to choose between this string of
-magic beads and--” he made a gesture towards a great bulging sack which
-servants had just placed on the sand beside his litter--“and this bag,”
-he said. “I do hope you’re not going to make a mistake at the last
-minute,” he added dreamily.
-
-“What’s in the bag?” asked the little camel in a cautious voice, and
-the old leader answered:--
-
-“Ashes. Nothing but ashes.”
-
-“But I can’t see there’s any choice at all!” the little camel cried
-out. “Of course, I’ll take the--”
-
-“Now, don’t be in too much of a hurry to make up your mind,” said the
-old white camel. “Remember greed never got anybody anywhere at all.
-Don’t forget that things are never what they seem, and appearances
-are frequently deceiving. Keep in mind that there are always a lot of
-wolves in sheep’s clothing about, even right here on the desert. If
-you’ll take my advice, you’ll consider long and carefully before you--”
-The youngest camel stood reflecting deeply while the old white leader
-went on: “I’m sure your dear mother must have told you all about fair
-faces hiding false hearts, and I’m absolutely certain you don’t want to
-act like a greedy little pig just when everything seems to be turning
-out so nicely for you.”
-
-“No,” said the little camel gravely, “but I want the necklace. I don’t
-want the sack of ashes. I want the necklace more than anything else in
-the world.”
-
-“Of course,” said the old camel, and in spite of the fact that he was
-very much interested in the conversation, his lids kept slipping down
-over his eyes. “Naturally, we all want what isn’t good for us. But that
-doesn’t mean you’re going to be a silly, piggish little camel and--”
-
-“Please,” said the youngest camel in a small but firm voice. “I choose
-the necklace. That’s what I want.”
-
-“Well, I must say that’s very unkind of you,” said the old white
-leader, and he tossed it around the little camel’s neck with rather
-a nasty jerk. “No one’s ever chosen the necklace before and so I was
-always able to keep it. Everyone’s _always_ chosen the bag of ashes
-because it was the politest and nicest thing to do.”
-
-The youngest camel now fell down on his knees and thanked the ancient
-leader for all the kindness he had shown him, and as soon as he had
-paid him enough homage to restore him to a good humor, he turned the
-necklace around and around his neck until he came to the bead which was
-shaped like a heart and red as a cherry and he read the inscription
-inside:--
-
- Oh, heart, on music let me ride
- This instant to my mother’s side.
-
-But first he slipped the magic opal under his tongue, so that by the
-time he reached his mother and was clasped in her arms, all the lies he
-had ever told her had been transformed to truth.
-
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