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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The Land of Afternoon, by Gilbert Knox
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and
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-using this eBook.
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-Title: The Land of Afternoon
- A Satire
-
-Author: Gilbert Knox
-
-Release Date: June 18, 2021 [eBook #65560]
-
-Language: English
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE LAND OF AFTERNOON ***
-
-
-
-
-
-
- [Cover Illustration]
-
-
-
-
- _The Land of_
- _Afternoon_
-
- A SATIRE
-
- BY
-
- _Gilbert Knox_
-
- OTTAWA
- THE GRAPHIC PUBLISHERS
-
-
-
-
- _Copyright, 1924_
- _By Gilbert Knox_
- PRINTED IN THE DOMINION OF CANADA
- ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
-
-
-
-
- _The Land of Afternoon_
- _By_ GILBERT KNOX
-
- PART ONE ...................................THEY CAME.
- PART TWO ....................................THEY SAW.
- PART THREE ..............................THEY CONQUERED.
-
-
-
-
- “Courage,” he said, and pointed to the land.
- “This mounting wave will roll us shoreward soon,”
- In the afternoon they came unto a land
- In which it seemed always afternoon.
- —_The Lotus Eaters_
-
-
-
-
- _Foreword_
-
-
-However this novel may be classified by readers or librarians, it is
-frankly intended to be a satire upon some phases of social and political
-life in Canada. Satire is properly a criticism of human folly or
-unworthiness in a class or in the mass, and the exact limning of people
-in real life is no part of its metier. When it makes such an attempt, it
-ceases to be satire and tends to become biography seasoned with
-defamation—a sad misuse of what is broadly regarded as a medium for the
-regeneration of society.
-
- * * * * *
-
-But however satire is regarded in the abstract by his readers, the
-author desires it to be clearly understood that all the characters upon
-his stage are purely imaginary. While he thought it necessary to occupy
-himself with some unpleasant minor types, on the other hand, he felt an
-optimistic joy in the creation of his protagonist. He feels that
-“Raymond Dilling” is no false start with the practical ethics of
-Superman. On the contrary, he believes that there are many men with whom
-we mingle in every-day contact, who, if put to the test, would react
-with a moral firmness and fineness quite measurable with “Dilling’s”
-conduct.
-
-
-
-
- First Imprint, October, 1925
- Second Imprint, December, 1925
-
-
-
-
- THE
- LAND OF AFTERNOON
-
-
-
-
- THEY CAME
-
-
- CHAPTER 1.
-
-Byward Market had been freshened during the night by a heavy fall of
-powdery snow, that knew no peace from a bitter wind which drove it, in
-stinging clouds, up and down the street. The thermometer had made its
-record drop of the season.
-
-Marjorie Dilling stood on the outskirts of a tight-packed group and
-shivered. The strangeness of the scene struck her afresh; the sense of
-loneliness was almost overpowering. She simply could not bring herself
-to push and jostle as the other women did—and a few men,
-too!—consequently she was always thrust away from the curb and
-prevented from seeing what lay beneath the furs and blankets and odd
-bits of cloth in the carts. Only now and again could she catch a glimpse
-of a tower of frozen beef, or rigid hogs which were trundled by their
-hind legs through the thronged streets, in a manner strongly suggestive
-of a wheelbarrow. Or, as the crowds broke and parted, she could
-occasionally see a stiff fringe of poultry and rabbits strung across the
-ends of the wagons. Eggs, butter, vegetables and cream were well
-covered, and spared in so far as possible, the rigours of the morning.
-
-Byward was an open market which attracted farmers from districts as
-remote as the Upper Gatineau—across the river, in the Province of
-Quebec. Behind the line of carts or sleighs—automobiles, now!—there
-ran a row of nondescript buildings that rarely claimed the attention of
-the marketers; a confusion of second-hand stores, an occasional produce
-shop, and third-rate public houses, whose broad windows revealed a
-cluster of dilapidated chairs flanked by battered _crachoirs_, which had
-seen many years of unspeakable service. Behind these, a narrow passage
-led to the abode of spirits, of the kind latterly and peculiarly called
-departed. Here, the farmers gathered for warmth in winter and coolness
-in summer, and to slake—or intensify—their thirst in either season,
-while their women-folk remained in discomfort outside, and attended to
-the practical issues of the day.
-
-The sigh that fluttered from Marjorie’s lips took form like a ghostly
-balloon and floated away on the frosty air. Her basket was light and her
-spirits were heavy. She found it incredibly difficult to shop in the
-Ottawa market. She simply dreaded Saturday mornings.
-
-At the corner, where the wind whipped down the street and few people
-cared to linger, she found herself standing before an ancient crone, who
-sat amid an assortment of roughly-cured hides, and under a huge,
-weather-stained umbrella. At her feet lay a rusty pail overflowing with
-a curious mass that looked like bloated sausages in the last stages of
-decay.
-
-“What—what is that?” asked Marjorie, in her soft timid voice.
-
-The old woman made unintelligible sounds from between toothless gums.
-
-“I beg your pardon?”
-
-“I tol’ you, it is _sang pouding_. ’Ow much you want?”
-
-“I don’t want any, thank you,” answered Marjorie. “I was looking for
-some sweetbreads. Have you any?”
-
-“Sweet _bread_?” echoed the ancient, grumpily. “Well, why you don’ look
-on de store, hein? W’at you t’ink I am—de baker’s cart?”
-
-Although unaware of the complexities of the French tongue and the French
-character, Marjorie perceived a rebuff in the old woman’s words. She
-apologised hastily and moved away. What, she kept asking herself, could
-she substitute for sweetbreads? Chickens were expensive and eggs, a
-fabulous price. Nobody in Ottawa seemed to keep hens . . .
-
-“Have _you_ any sweetbreads?”
-
-She began to feel a little hysterical. It _was_ a funny question! No
-wonder the old woman answered her crossly. Have you any sweetbreads?
-_How_ many times had she asked it? She thought of the game the children
-played—_Black sheep, black sheep, have you any wool?_ And what on earth
-should she get in place of sweetbreads? Raymond was so difficult about
-his food. He had such a tiny and pernickety appetite . . .
-
-By wriggling, she gained the curb before another cart.
-
-“Have _you_ any sweetbreads?”
-
-No one paid her the slightest heed. The centre of the stage was held by
-a tall, spare woman with a stridulous voice. Marjorie knew her slightly.
-Two weeks ago she had called—not as people called at home, in Pinto
-Plains—but sternly and coldly, neither giving nor receiving pleasure by
-the visit, save when she had laid three bits of pasteboard on the corner
-of the table and left the house. Mrs. Pratt was the wife of a cheerfully
-ineffectual professional man with political aspirations, and she felt
-her position keenly. So did Marjorie; and she backed away while
-summoning her courage to speak.
-
-“A dollar and a half?” Mrs. Pratt was saying. “Outrageous! I can’t think
-what you people are coming to! I’ll give you a dollar and a quarter, and
-not one penny more.” She indicated a pair of frozen chickens, each with
-a large mauve face, that lay exposed on an old red blanket.
-
-“Can’t do it, lady,” said the farmer, with chattering teeth, “it cost me
-mor’n that to feed them this three year,” and he winked heavily at the
-surrounding circle.
-
-“Oh, they’re fowl! Well then, of course, they’re not worth that much!
-There’s a woman across the road,”—Mrs. Pratt swept her muff vaguely
-towards the horizon and unconsciously disarranged Marjorie’s hat,—“who
-is selling her fowl for eighty cents!”
-
-“_I’ll_ take them,” cried a woman at this juncture. “It’s too cold to
-haggle over a few cents. Giv’um to me!” She thrust a dollar and a half
-into the man’s hand, seized the chickens and started off.
-
-“Those are mine!” called Mrs. Pratt, in a tone that rivalled the
-sharpness of the atmosphere.
-
-“You take the others at eighty cents,” returned the woman, amid a ripple
-of laughter.
-
-“Impertinence!” snapped Mrs. Pratt, as she turned away.
-
-Marjorie drifted on, her basket still empty. These awful Saturday
-mornings! They seemed to accentuate her loneliness. Of course, the cold
-discouraged long conversations and the exchange of tittle-tattle that
-makes shopping, to some people, so delightful, but she was aware of the
-greetings that passed between women as they met—a tip, perhaps, as to
-some bargain, or a brief reference to some impending social
-function—and she would have been grateful for even the smallest sign of
-friendly recognition. Frequently, she saw people who had called upon
-her, but evidently she had made too little impression to be remembered.
-How different from Pinto Plains, where everybody knew her and cordiality
-was mutual!
-
-She noticed that many of the ladies who came into church richly dressed
-on Sundays, wore the most dreadfully shabby clothes at market, but it
-was not until long afterwards, she understood that this was part of a
-scheme for economy—for beating the farmers at their own game. They
-disguised themselves that they might give no hint as to the fatness of
-their bank account, thus implying that well-to-do shoppers were asked a
-higher price than those of obviously modest means. These same
-shabbily-clad ladies never seemed to buy very much, and Marjorie often
-wondered how it was worth their while to spend the morning with so
-little result. In those days, she didn’t realise that they had left
-their motors round the corner, and that their parcels were transferred,
-two or three at a time, to a liveried chauffeur who sat in a heated car
-and read stimulating items from the _Eye-Opener_.
-
-Others, she learned, dragged overflowing baskets into one of the “Market
-Stores,” whose prices were known to be a few cents in excess of those
-demanded by the owners of the carts. Here, they made an insignificant
-purchase, thereby placing the onus of free delivery on the shoulders of
-the management. The degree to which this practice was employed varied
-with the temperament of the shopper. Those of a less sensitive nature,
-felt no hesitation in asking Lavalee, the aristocratic Purveyor of Sea
-Food and Game, to send home six dollars’ worth of marketing with a pound
-of smelts. Likewise, Smithson suffered the exigencies of trade, not only
-delivering the type of foodstuffs that he didn’t keep, but every week of
-the year he was asked to send home the very things that were purchasable
-in his own store and which had been bought for a few cents less, half a
-block away. Seeing the baskets of produce that were piled high on the
-sidewalk every Saturday morning, Marjorie wondered how it was worth
-while for him to carry on his business or maintain his livery, at all!
-
-Having made a few purchases, she set off down Mosgrove Street for the
-tram as fast as her burden would permit, when she came for the second
-time upon Mrs. Pratt, still searching for a bargain in chickens.
-
-“One seventy-five?” she was saying. “Sheer piracy! I refused a much
-better pair for a dollar fifty!”
-
-“Call it a dollar fifty, ma’am,” agreed the farmer, between spasms of
-coughing. “The wife’ll give me the devil, but I’m ’most dead with cold,
-and I wanta go home.”
-
-Pity for the man, coupled with a touch of innocent curiosity, tempted
-Marjorie to linger close at hand and see the end of the transaction.
-
-“But that’s what I’m telling you,” cried Mrs. Pratt. “They’re not worth
-a dollar fifty. They’re miserable things. Half fed . . .” Her eyes
-rested upon the owner resentfully, as though emphasising a definite
-resemblance between him and his produce. “I’ll give you a dollar and a
-quarter and not one penny more!”
-
-“Oh, lady! I’ve gotta live!”
-
-Something in the man’s tone told the astute lady that he was weakening,
-that he needed the money, that the chickens were hers. She pushed a
-dollar and a quarter into his hand, seized her purchase, and disappeared
-round the corner, into a waiting limousine.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A little later that same morning, Marjorie, finding that the children
-were all right in the care of Mrs. Plum, who “charred” her on Saturdays,
-went down town to The Ancient Chattellarium. Her errand was simple. She
-wished to have a piece of furniture repaired. It had been broken in the
-moving, and one of her callers had given her this address.
-
-The Chattellarium could not, even by the most vulgar, be called a shop.
-It was an opulent apartment where elegant furniture was displayed—and
-sold—at dignified prices. Marjorie Dilling paused uncertainly on the
-threshold, feeling that she must, through error, have strayed into
-someone’s residence.
-
-But she hadn’t! A lady glanced over the rim of a lampshade she was
-making, and invited her to enter.
-
-“Just looking around?” she asked, with the instinct of one who
-recognises the difference between a shopper and a buyer. “I’ve got some
-rather nice things just unpacked,” and she went on sticking pins into
-the dull-rose silk with which she was covering a huge wire frame.
-
-“Thank you, very much,” answered Marjorie, stealing a timid glance over
-her shoulder, “but I haven’t a great deal of time, and I really came to
-see—if—if—to ask about getting a piece of furniture repaired. I was
-told that I might have it done, here.”
-
-The young lady took several pins from her mouth and looked up. She was
-quite pretty and had a pleasant manner in spite of her way of addressing
-most people as though they were her inferiors, and a few very prominent
-people as though they were her equals. She talked incessantly, and it
-had become her custom to illumine her speech with Glittering
-Personalities.
-
-She discovered Marjorie’s name and that her husband was a
-recently-elected Back Bencher from an obscure little Western town, as
-well as the nature of the repairs required, so cleverly, that she seemed
-to be answering questions instead of asking them, and she was ever so
-kind in promising to help.
-
-“Of course, I _don’t_ do this sort of thing as a rule,” she explained,
-“I simply _couldn’t_! My men are dreadfully overworked as it is, and we
-are three months behind in our orders. But because I have just recently
-repaired a dressing-table for Government House, and repolished a china
-cabinet for Lady Elton, at Rockcliffe, I haven’t the conscience to
-refuse _you_.”
-
-Marjorie was rather uncomfortable after this speech. She had no earthly
-wish to ask a favour, and felt unduly exalted by “being repaired” in
-such impressive company. She tried to make this clear, and urged the
-young lady to suggest some much more humble establishment or person.
-
-“I feel at such a loss,” she explained, “not knowing where to turn
-. . .” and then, when Miss Brant had insisted upon helping her out of
-the difficulty, she said, “I wouldn’t dare trust it to just anyone, you
-know. It’s such a lovely thing! Solid mahogany, a sort of what-not
-design, with some of the little compartments enclosed in glass, and
-mirrors at the back—and each shelf ending in a decoration like a wee,
-little carved steeple. It’s one of the steeple things that is broken,
-and one of the glass doors. I told Mr. Dilling,”—the young lady winced
-when she spoke of her husband as “Mr. Dilling”—“that it reminded me of
-a beautiful doll’s house, and that we would have to collect heaps of
-souvenir spoons and things to fill it.”
-
-“How interesting,” observed the other.
-
-“And the association counts for so much, you see. The townspeople—our
-friends—gave it to us when we left Pinto Plains; a kind of testimonial
-it was, in the church. They said such beautiful things, I’ll never
-forget it.” Her voice was husky.
-
-“Charming,” murmured the young lady, wondering how such a pretty woman
-could be so plain.
-
-Marjorie asked to be given some idea of the price, but her enquiry was
-waved airily aside. “Oh, don’t bother about that,” she was told. “It
-will only be a matter of my workman’s time—” an implication that
-translated itself to Mrs. Dilling in the terms of cents, but which to
-the young lady resolved itself into about fifteen dollars.
-
-Marjorie’s thanks were cut short by the entrance of two Arresting
-Personalities.
-
-One of them was Lady Fanshawe, the wife of a retired lumber magnate, and
-the other—Mrs. Blaine—assisted her husband to discharge his social
-duties as a Minister of the Crown.
-
-“Well, well,” cried Miss Brant, assuming her other manner, “this _is_ a
-surprise! I’m simply _thrilled_! Only yesterday, I was saying to Lady
-Elton that I hadn’t seen you since the House opened. I’m _dying_ to tell
-you all about my trip in England, and my _dear_, such things as I’ve
-brought back! That’s one!” She indicated a red lacquer table. “Isn’t it
-a perfect _dream_? And there’s another—no, no—not the mirror, the
-table! It was positively and absolutely taken from Bleakshire Castle
-where Disraeli used to visit, and there he sat to write some of his
-marvellous speeches! Isn’t it _thrilling_?”
-
-The ladies agreed that she had done very well, and moved about the
-apartment under the spur of her constant direction. Marjorie, feeling
-that she ought to go, but not knowing whether to slip away unnoticed or
-to shake hands and say goodbye, had just decided upon the former course,
-when Mrs. Pratt made a flamboyant entrance.
-
-Seeing the group at the farther end of the room, she bewildered Marjorie
-with a nod that was like a rap over the knuckles, and rustled
-self-consciously forward.
-
-“Good morning,” she cried, so graciously that Marjorie could scarcely
-recognise her voice. “Cold, isn’t it? I’ve just come from market. It was
-simply perishing down there—perishing!” She left an entire syllable out
-of this word, pronouncing it as though speaking the name of a famous
-American General, then continued, “I’m a perfect martyr when it comes to
-marketing! I can’t overcome a sense of duty towards the _fermers_, who
-depend on us for encouragement and support; and when all’s said and
-done, the only char’ty worth while is the kind that helps people to help
-themselves. Don’t you agree with me, Lady Fanshawe?”
-
-Lady Fanshawe supposed so, and turned to the examination of a Meissen
-bowl. Mrs. Blaine caught sight of an old French print on the far wall
-and appeared to lose interest in all else. Miss Brant discovered a
-blemish of some sort on the red lacquer table and bent anxiously over
-it, using the corner of her handkerchief in lieu of a duster.
-
-No one considered Marjorie at all. Each was engrossed in her part,
-playing a little scene in the successful _Comédie Malice_ which has been
-running without a break since June 8th, 1866, in the Capital.
-
-If Mrs. Pratt was conscious of any lack of cordiality in the attitude of
-the others, she gave no sign. Hers was an ebullient part. All she had to
-do was to gush over the people who snubbed her, and to inveigle them
-into her house (making sure that their visits were chronicled in the
-Press). Incidentally, she had to provide them with as much as they
-wished to drink, and more than they wished to eat, and to acquire the
-reputation for liberal spending when and where her extravagance would be
-noted and commented upon.
-
-Lady Fanshawe and Mrs. Blaine were cast in simpler parts. They had
-merely to preserve an air of well-bred disdain, merging now and again
-into restrained amazement.
-
-Miss Brant, on the other hand, had a very difficult role to play.
-Marjorie scarcely realised how difficult. It devolved upon her to take
-advantage of Mrs. Pratt’s effort to impress the others, to sell her the
-most expensive and unsaleable articles in the establishment, and, at the
-same time, to convey subtly to Lady Fanshawe and Mrs. Blaine, her
-contempt for this monied upstart.
-
-The conversation progressed in this vein:
-
-Mrs. Pratt.—Now, _do_ help me pick up some odds and ends for my new
-home.
-
-Miss Brant.—Oh, have you moved?
-
-Mrs. Pratt.—Dear me, yes! Our old house was much too cramped for
-entertaining.
-
-Miss Brant (_Half confidentially to Lady Fanshawe_).—Speaking of
-entertaining, shall I see you, by any chance, at the Country Club,
-to-morrow?
-
-Lady Fanshawe (_Distantly_).—I am going to Mrs. Long’s luncheon, if
-that is what you mean.
-
-Miss Brant (_Burbling_).—It’s _exactly_ what I mean! I’m _so thrilled_
-at being asked—humble little me—with all you impressive personages.
-
- Mrs. Long was the wife of the owner of The Chronicle and it was
- suspected that she found the columns—both social and
- political—of her husband’s paper a convenient medium for the
- maintaining of discipline and the administration of justice. She
- was naturally held in very high esteem, and persons of
- astuteness made much of her.
-
- “I never know what’s going on,” she was fond of saying, “for I
- can’t endure the sight of a newspaper. It’s so much easier to
- blame than to read them,” she said, paraphrasing Dr. Johnson.
-
- Notwithstanding her professed disinterestedness, however, the
- arm of coincidence seemed longer than usual when it was observed
- that the recently-distinguished Lady Elton, who had overlooked
- her when issuing invitations to a reception in honour of her
- husband’s knighthood, appeared on the following day as “Mrs.
- Elton”. And, furthermore, that on the day succeeding this, her
- letter of protest, which was never intended for other than
- editorial eyes, was published under the heading “Regrettable
- Error in ignoring a New Tittle!” This was only one of many such
- incidents that entertained the subscribers and suggested that
- there might be a subtle influence behind the typographical
- errors which occurred in the composing room.
-
-Mrs. Pratt’s voice rolled like a relentless sea over that of the others,
-as she announced: “We’ve bought the Tillington place.”
-
-Miss Brant.—Oh, that charming old house! Tudor, isn’t it? I used to go
-there as a child. They had some _wonderful_ things. I recall the
-bookcase especially, that stood opposite the bow-window in the library.
-Er—er—something like that one, it was. And one knob was off the
-drawer—I remember it distinctly.
-
-Mrs. Pratt (_examining the piece indicated_).—I think I’ll take this
-one.
-
-Miss Brant (_evidently much embarrassed_).—Oh, _really_ now—I didn’t
-mean to suggest—this is really _too_ dreadful! I assure you, I was only
-reminiscencing.
-
-Mrs. Pratt.—Well, I’ll take it. It’s much more suitable than my old
-one. Do _you_ like it, Lady Fanshawe?
-
-Lady Fanshawe (_as though not having heard the question_).—Delightful!
-
-Miss Brant.—Well, you’re awfully good, I’m sure! I’m really ever so
-glad you’ve got it. It’s rather a good thing, you know—only, I don’t
-want you to think . . . However, if you change your mind after you get
-it home, of course, I’ll take it back. I mean, you _may_ find it out of
-tune with your old—er—er—your _own_ things.
-
-Mrs. Pratt.—What would you suggest in the way of a chair, and a table,
-perhaps?
-
-Miss Brant (_tearing herself from a whispered pæon on the subject of
-Mrs. Blaine’s hat_).—Well, of course, if you want something good,
-that’s rather nice! A little heavy for the modern home, but _the_ thing
-for the Tillington library. And there’s rather a decent chair—see, Lady
-Fanshawe? Isn’t that cross-stitch adorable?—that harmonises perfectly
-with the other two pieces. I don’t deny that it would be a bit stiff for
-the tired business man to sit in, but for the person who can _afford_ to
-have a well-balanced room . . .
-
-Mrs. Pratt (_promptly_).—I’ll take the chair!
-
-Quietly, Marjorie left the room, and as the door closed behind her, Mrs.
-Pratt was saying in an attempt at playful graciousness.
-
-“A hundred and seventy-five? Vurry reasonable! And it’s such a
-satisfaction to get the best! I hope, Lady Fanshawe, and you, too, Mrs.
-Blaine, that you’ll drop in on Tuesday afternoon for a cuppa-tea, and
-tell me how you like my new home!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 2.
-
-The Dillings had come to Ottawa joyously, eager to accept its invitation
-and to become identified with its interests. They were less flattered by
-the call than elated by it. Neither of them expected merely to skim the
-pleasures offered by life in the Capital; they were acutely alive to
-their responsibilities, and were ready to assume them. They hoped to
-gain something from the great city, it is true, but equally did they
-long to give. Everyone who was privileged to live in Ottawa must, they
-imagined, have something of value to contribute to their country, and
-the Dillings welcomed the opportunity to serve rather than be served.
-
-But when Marjorie thought of Pinto Plains, of its gay simplicity and
-warm friendliness, the three months that marked her absence from it,
-stretched themselves out like years. On the other hand, when she
-considered how little progress she had made in adapting herself to the
-formal ways of the Capital, they shrunk into so many days; hours,
-indeed. So far as happy transplanting was concerned, she might even now
-be stepping off the train, a stranger.
-
-Raymond Dilling, a country schoolmaster still in his thirties, had
-strong predilections towards politics, and saw in this move a coveted
-opportunity for the furtherance of his ambitions. Yet the idealist who
-shared his mortal envelope believed with Spencer: “None can be happy
-until all are happy; none can be free until all are free,” and he fought
-sternly to crush a budding and dangerous individualism. With a little
-less ambition and response to the altruistic urge—public service—he
-would have remained a country schoolmaster to the end of his days. As it
-was, he heard the evocation of Destiny for higher things, read law as an
-avenue to what seemed to him the primrose path of politics, and grasped
-the hand of opportunity before it was definitely thrust towards him. He
-lived in the West during its most provocative period—provocative, that
-is, for a man of imagination—but he never caught the true spirit of the
-land, he never felt his soul respond to the lure of its fecundity, its
-spaciousness, its poignant beauty. The sun always set for him behind the
-grain elevators, and it never occurred to him to lift his eyes to the
-eternal hills . . .
-
-Dilling was scarcely conscious of his soul. Had he been, he would have
-set about supplying it with what he conceived to be its requirements. Of
-his mind, on the other hand, he was acutely aware, and he fed it freely
-on Shakespeare, Milton, and the King James’ Bible, copies of which were
-always to be found on the parlour table save between the hours of six
-and seven in the morning, when he held them in his abnormally long, thin
-hands. By following the example of those two great figures, Daniel
-Webster and Rufus Choate, Dilling hoped to acquire a similarly spacious
-vocabulary and oratorical persuasiveness.
-
-He was a bit of a dreamer, too, believing in Party as the expression of
-the British theory of Government. He was simply dazed when he heard the
-ante-bellum ideas of group government, the talk of Economic Democracy
-and the Gospel of the I.W.W., which was merely Prudhon’s epigram—“_La
-Propriété c’est vol_,” writ large.
-
-He had secured nomination for Parliament through the finesse of the Hon.
-Godfrey Gough, who recognised his dialectical supremacy over that of any
-other man in the West. Gough was the _âme damnée_ of the vested
-interests, and so clever was his advocacy that it captivated Dilling
-into whole-hearted support of their political stratagems, and made it
-easy for him to bring them into alignment with his conscience. But he
-did so without hope of pecuniary reward. He was honest. During his
-entire career, he held temptation by the throat, as it were, determined
-that no selfish advantage or gain should deflect him from unremitting
-endeavour for the Nation’s good. No parliamentary success attained, nor
-honours received, should be less than a meed for a faithful adherence to
-high principles.
-
-He had never talked much with politicians, but he had been talked to by
-them. On these occasions, it was not apparent to him that they were
-striving to maintain politics on its lowest plane, rather than to
-achieve the ideal commonwealth that is supposed to be the end and aim of
-their profession. He read into their speeches and conversations the
-doctrine with which he, himself, was impregnated, and the thought of
-working side by side with these men, aroused in him an emotion akin to
-consecration . . .
-
-For years Marjorie had pictured Ottawa much as she had pictured
-Bagdad—The City of Mystery and a Thousand Delights—a place of gracious
-boulevards and noble architecture, where highly intelligent people
-occupied themselves with the performance of inspired tasks. And she
-thought of it as the Heart of the Great Dominion, as necessary to the
-national body as the human heart is essential to the physical body,
-transmitting the tide of national life to the very finger-tips of
-civilisation.
-
-And often, down in the secret places of her self, she had even a more
-solemn thought—that Ottawa was the Chalice of a Nation’s Hopes, and
-that merely to look upon it would produce an effect like that of
-entering some Holy Temple. Sin and sadness would disappear, and even the
-most degenerate must be led there to spiritual refreshment and
-transfiguration.
-
-Nor did she stand alone; most of her friends were of the same opinion.
-They linked themselves to the Capital as closely as they were able, and
-informed themselves minutely concerning its activities, by careful study
-of the daily press. They read the Parliamentary news first—this was a
-sacred duty; they wrote papers on politicians and politics for their
-clubs, and spoke with a certain reverent intimacy of the People in the
-Public Eye. But most of all they enjoyed the social notes, the
-description of the gowns, and the tidbits of gossip that crept into the
-columns of their papers! Even the accidents, the obscure births and
-deaths that occurred in Ottawa, were invested with a stupendous
-importance in their eyes.
-
-To them, it was The Land of Afternoon.
-
-And now, as she sat in her tiny drawing-room, denuded of its handsome
-what-not, and waiting for possible callers, Marjorie tried to stifle a
-sense of depression, a conviction that all was not right with the world.
-
-She reproached herself for this attitude of mind, trying to remove the
-trouble without searching for its origin or cause. The house was very
-still. The children were outside, playing. Her thoughts were filled with
-Pinto Plains and longing for her friends there.
-
-She could almost guess what they were doing, especially Genevieve
-Woodside, whose turn it would be, to-day, to entertain the Ladies’
-Missionary Circle. A mist filled her eyes, and before she could control
-herself, she was sobbing.
-
-“I’ve just got to put an end to this nonsense,” she scolded herself.
-“They’d be ashamed of me, at home. I’m ashamed of myself, big baby!
-Whatever would Raymond say? I really am _very happy_. This is a _nice_
-little house, and the people _are_ kind! A person couldn’t expect to
-feel perfectly at home, even in Pinto Plains, all at once. They simply
-couldn’t—and to think we are really living in Ottawa! Why, it’s too
-wonderful to be true!”
-
-The door-bell rang.
-
-With a nervous glance at the tea table, covered with the handsome white
-cloth embroidered in pink roses and edged with home-made lace that had
-been such a work of love for her trousseau, Marjorie went into the tiny
-hall and opened the door.
-
-“Is Mrs. Dilling at home?” asked a frail, little person, in purple
-velvet and ermine.
-
-“I’m Mrs. Dilling, and I’m ever so glad to see you. Won’t you come in,
-please?”
-
-“Lady Denby,” murmured the other, stepping daintily past her.
-
-Marjorie closed the door, feeling very small and very frightened. This
-was the wife of the great Sir Eric Denby, the most perdurable public
-figure of our time. The soundest of sound statesmen, he stood, to
-Raymond Dilling, just a shade lower than God, Himself.
-
-And the Dillings were profoundly religious people.
-
-“Won’t you take off your things?” she asked, timidly, and upon receiving
-a refusal, tinctured with a suggestion of reproach, excused herself and
-went into the kitchen to make tea.
-
-When she returned, Lady Denby and Althea were staring unsympathetically
-at one another across the table.
-
-“Why, darling,” Marjorie exclaimed, setting down the teapot, and
-forgetting her social obligations in the pride of motherhood, “I didn’t
-hear you come in. Dear, dear, what a very untidy little girl, with her
-tam all crooked and her ribbon untied! This is Althea, Lady Denby.
-You’ve no idea how helpful she can be—Go and shake hands, precious!”
-
-Althea was obedient on this occasion. She marched round the table and
-offered a grimy, wet mitten—the left one—from which the visitor shrank
-with a movement of alarm.
-
-“How do you do?” said Lady Denby, discovering, after an embarrassing
-search, a spot upon the shoulder, dry enough, and clean enough, to be
-touched by her white-gloved hand.
-
-“Having a good time, darling?” asked Marjorie, glowing with joy in the
-child’s loveliness. “Not playing too rough a game?”
-
-“Cream, but no sugar,” said Lady Denby, significantly.
-
-For a few awkward moments, Marjorie gave herself up entirely to the
-duties of hostess, then turned again to her daughter.
-
-“Where is Sylvester, and Baby? Are they all right, my pet?”
-
-Althea nodded.
-
-“Baby’s all covered with snow,” she explained. “Besser’s playing she’s a
-egg and he’s a hen, and he’s sitting on her!”
-
-“Oh, mercy!” exclaimed Marjorie. “What a naughty boy! Bring them both
-home at once, Althea—he’ll hurt Baby. Quick, now!”
-
-Althea rushed off, leaving the front door open. Marjorie excused herself
-to close it. She was surprised that Lady Denby exhibited neither
-amusement nor concern in the family affairs. Indeed, she wondered if
-deafness might not account for her curious austerity of manner. Old Mrs.
-Kettlewell, at home, was like that, but everybody knew it was because
-she couldn’t hear half of what was going on.
-
-“Do let me give you some more tea,” she urged, her voice slightly
-raised. Anxiety distracted her. She scarcely knew what she was doing.
-Suppose the baby should be smothered in the snow? Suppose the children
-couldn’t dig her out? She felt that she should go to the door, at least,
-to make sure that Althea was successful in her mission. But something in
-Lady Denby’s manner prevented her. She couldn’t explain it, yet she
-simply couldn’t find an excuse to leave the room.
-
-Her hands fluttered nervously over the table and her eyes haunted the
-door.
-
-“Cream, and no sugar, I think you said, Mrs.—er—er—”
-
-“_Lady Denby_,” corrected the other, with gentle reproof.
-
-Apologies. Increased nervousness. Desperate effort at self-control.
-Where could they be, those children of hers? Sipping tea like this, when
-anything might be happening out there in the snow! It was cruel, cruel!
-
-“How many children have you?” The calm voice trickled over her
-consciousness like a stream of ice-cold water.
-
-“Three,” she answered, hurriedly. “Althea’s five, and Sylvester’s nearly
-four—Besser, we call him, you know—and Baby, her name is really
-Eulalie, is two and a half and simply huge for her age. Have you any
-children?”
-
-“No,” said Lady Denby, implying by her tone that the propagation of the
-species was, in her opinion, a degraded and vulgar performance.
-
-Marjorie tried other topics; church work, conundrums, Sir Eric’s health
-and gastronomic peculiarities. She offered her favourite recipes, and
-patterns for crocheted lace, interrupted, thank Heaven, by the entrance
-of the snow-covered children and the consequent confusion that they
-caused.
-
-In her domestic activities she was perfectly at ease, hanging damp
-garments on radiators to dry, wiping tear stains from ruddy cheeks, and
-even arranging a juvenile tea-party in a corner of the room.
-
-She chattered happily all the while, never for a moment realising that
-in the Upper Social Circles, the last task in the world a woman should
-undertake cheerfully is the care of her children; that even allowing
-them to stay in the same room and breathe the rarified air with which
-the exalted adults have finished, is a confession of eccentricity, if
-not _bourgeoisisme_. She had no ideas that there were mothers, outside
-of books—or possibly New York—who not only considered their children a
-nuisance, but were ashamed to be surprised in any act of maternal
-solicitude.
-
-Had Ottawa been Pinto Plains, and Lady Denby one of her neighbours
-there, she would have been helping to change the children’s clothing,
-then she would have joined the juvenile tea-party, and later, would have
-heard Althea count up to twenty, prompted Baby to recite “Hickory,
-Dickory, Dock,” and would have played “Pease Porridge Hot,” with
-Sylvester until her palms smarted painfully.
-
-As it was, Lady Denby did none of these things. She sipped tea and
-nibbled toast as though vast distances separated her from the rest of
-them, distances that she had no wish to bridge. Marjorie came to the
-conclusion that she was not only deaf, but suffering the frailties of
-extreme age, her contradictory appearance notwithstanding. In this
-kindly way did she account for her guest’s indifference. That her
-visitor was a great and powerful lady, Marjorie well knew, but she had
-no idea that it was necessary for the great and powerful to assume this
-manner, as a means whereby they might display their superiority.
-According to her simple philosophy, the more exalted the person, the
-readier the graciousness. For what was greatness but goodness, and what
-was goodness but love of humanity? Was not Queen Victoria sociability
-itself, when she visited the humbler subjects of her Kingdom?
-
-Other callers came; Mrs. Gullep, whose mission it was to visit newcomers
-to the church; Mrs. Haynes, whose husband was also a Member from the
-West, and two or three of the neighbours, with whose children Marjorie’s
-children played. She had a somewhat confused recollection of the late
-afternoon, but certain features of Lady Denby’s conversation recurred
-with disturbing vividness.
-
-She was amazed to learn that opening her own door was, in future, quite
-out of the question. If she could not, or would not, engage the
-permanent services of a domestic, she must, at least, have someone on
-Wednesday afternoons to admit her callers. Furthermore, she must be
-relieved—relieved was Lady Denby’s word—of all bother—(also Lady
-Denby’s) with the children.
-
-“They will stand between you and the possibility of making friends of
-the right sort,” she warned, a viewpoint which was in direct opposition
-to the theory Marjorie had always held. “At least once a week, social
-duties demand your undivided attention.”
-
-Again, without in the least having said so, Lady Denby managed to convey
-the fact that she considered Marjorie a very pretty woman, and that it
-would be wise, in view of her husband’s position, to make the most of
-her good looks. In the Capital, she observed, much weight attached to
-one’s appearance, and Marjorie would find herself repaid for dressing a
-little more—another interesting word of Lady Denby’s—“definitely”. The
-word was puzzling. Marjorie made all her own and the children’s clothes,
-her husband’s shirts, his pyjamas and summer underwear, and she was
-humbly proud of her accomplishment. She had no doubt as to her ability
-to make more “definite” clothes, could she but understand exactly what
-Lady Denby meant. There wasn’t anything very striking in a purple velvet
-suit, even though it had a collar and cuffs of ermine. Besides, Marjorie
-couldn’t wear purple velvet, it was too elderly.
-
-Her own crepe-de-chine blouse was a definite pink. There could be no
-possibility of mistaking it for green or blue. She had embroidered it
-profusely in a black poppy design (copied from a pattern in the
-needlework section of a fashion magazine) to harmonise with her black
-velveteen skirt, the flaps of which were faced with pink crepe-de-chine
-to harmonise with the blouse. Feminine Pinto Plains, calling singly and
-in groups to inspect her “trousseau,” agreed that it was more than a
-costume—it was a creation—and they prophesied that it would dazzle
-Ottawa.
-
-“So rich looking,” they said, “with all that hand-work!” Pinto Plains
-set a great deal of store by hand-work. “With your lovely colour,
-Marjorie, in that bright pink you’ll be charming!” And yet Lady Denby
-thought that she should have more definite clothes!
-
-Then there was another thing—and on this point Lady Denby spoke with
-greater lucidity.
-
-“I am sure you will find it convenient, my dear,” she had said, in a
-whispered colloquy that took place in the hall, “to know some young girl
-who would be flattered by your patronage, and gratified to be of service
-to you. There are so many things the right sort of person could do—pour
-tea, and have a general eye to the arrangements when you receive; give
-you valuable hints as to the connections you should, or should not,
-form; advise you as to tradesmen, and a dozen other minor matters that
-must, for a stranger, be exceedingly confusing. It is quite the thing to
-encourage such an association in the Capital, and I might add that it
-lends an air of _empressement_ to Members of the Party. One must always
-consider the Party, my dear.”
-
-Lady Denby saw no difficulty in the fact that Marjorie knew of no such
-person. “Leave it to me,” she said, with an air of brilliant finality,
-“I have just such a girl in mind. Not pretty enough to be attractive,
-and too clever to be popular; so her time is pretty much her own. She
-would welcome the opportunity, I know, of shining in your reflected
-glory. I’ll send her to you. Her name is Azalea Deane. And remember
-always, in your associations, to maintain the dignity that is due to
-your husband’s position. I would almost go so far as to say that
-indiscriminate intimacies should be discouraged; they are so apt to be
-embarrassing—in politics, you know . . .” Without exactly forming the
-words, her lips seemed to pronounce Mrs. Gullep’s name. “Very estimable
-people, I am sure, the very vertebræ of Church Societies, but in a small
-_ménage_ like this, my dear, you must not waste your chairs!”
-
-Marjorie lay awake that night reviewing the events of the day. Some cog
-in the well-ordered machinery of her existence had slipped out of place,
-and was causing unaccustomed friction. She didn’t know what was the
-matter. Neither analytical nor introspective, she never got down to
-fundamentals, and the results that showed on the surface were apt to
-bewilder her. Consequently, she refused to admit disappointment with her
-surroundings, and did not even remotely suspect that she was
-experiencing the first, faint stirrings of disillusionment. She was a
-little depressed, that she admitted, but the fault was hers; of that she
-was thoroughly convinced, not only at the moment but throughout the
-months and years that stretched ahead. Always she blamed herself for
-failing to attain the state of mental and spiritual growth that would
-enable her to fit comfortably into her environment.
-
-Of course, she couldn’t put all this into words. She never could make
-her feelings clear to other people—not even to Raymond. So, when,
-somewhat impatient at her restlessness, he asked what was the matter,
-she answered, with a little sigh.
-
-“Oh, nothing, dearie . . . nothing that’s awfully important, I ought to
-say. Only—only—I sometimes wonder . . . do _you_ ever feel that
-Ottawa’s a difficult place to get acquainted?”
-
-
- CHAPTER 3.
-
-Dilling adapted himself to his new environment much more readily than
-did his wife. He had not anticipated that the House of Commons would be
-a glorified Municipal Council such as he had left in Pinto Plains, and
-that his associations and activities would be virtually the same save on
-a magnificent scale; whereas Marjorie had deluded
-herself—subconsciously, it may be—with the thought that Ottawa would
-be an idealised prairie town, and that she would live a beatified
-extension of her old life, there. Differences in customs, in social and
-moral codes, ever remained for her a hopeless enigma, just as Euclid’s
-problems evade solution for some people. She never could master them
-because she never could understand them. Black was black and white was
-white, and neither sunshine nor shadow could convert either into gray.
-No leopard ever possessed more changeless spots.
-
-While, therefore, her husband was joyously engrossed in his work,
-finding novelty and stimulation in every smallest detail, remodelling
-himself to fit the mantle he had been called upon to adorn, Marjorie was
-confronted with unexpected obstacles, bewildered by inexplicable ways,
-homesick for familiar standards and people, and groping for something
-stable to which she could cling and upon which she could build her
-present life.
-
-Of the nature of Dilling’s work, she had but the sketchiest idea. His
-conversation was becoming almost unintelligible to her, try as she would
-to follow it. When, in the old days, they sat at the table or drew their
-chairs around the fire, and he told her of Jimmy Woodside’s stupidity or
-Elvira Mumford’s high average, she could take a vital interest in his
-daily pursuits, but now, when he referred to Motions, and Amendments,
-and Divisions, she had no idea of what he was talking about. He was
-seldom at home, and upon those rare occasions he fortressed himself
-behind a palisade of Blue Books and Financial Returns.
-
-He abandoned himself to reading almost as a man abandons himself to
-physical debauch, and Marjorie, furtively watching him, could scarcely
-believe that the stranger occupying that frail, familiar shell was, in
-reality, her husband. There was about him a suggestion of emotional
-pleasure, an expression of ecstacy, as when a man gazes deep into his
-beloved’s eyes.
-
-“Ah,” he would murmur, “three thousand, six hundred and forty-two . . .
-annually! Seventy-nine thousand less than . . . well, well!”
-
-His cheeks would flush, his breathing would thicken, his forehead would
-gleam with a crown of moisture, and he would lose his temper shockingly
-if the children spoke to him or played noisily in the room.
-
-Long afterwards, a rural wag observed that Prohibition touched few
-persons less than Raymond Dilling, who could get drunk on Blue Books and
-Trade Journals, any day in the year!
-
-Marjorie got into the way of keeping the little ones shut up in the
-kitchen with her. The house was too small to allow Dilling the privacy
-of a library or study, and the three bedrooms were cold and cheerless.
-So he appropriated the tiny drawing-room and converted it into what
-seemed to her, a literary rubbish heap. Books, pamphlets, Hansards, and
-more books . . . she was nearly crazy with them!
-
-She had never been to the House of Commons save once, when Raymond took
-the entire family on a tour of inspection. She had never seen Parliament
-in Session, and had no idea that many of the women who accompanied their
-husbands to Ottawa, spent all the time they could spare from bridge, in
-the Gallery; not profiting by the progress of the Debates, but carrying
-on mimic battles amongst themselves. Here was the cockpit, from which
-arose the causes of bitter though bloodless conflicts—conflicts which
-embroiled both the innocent and the guilty, and formed the base of
-continuous social warfare.
-
-However, on the afternoon that Dilling was expected to deliver his
-maiden speech, she found her way to the Ladies’ Gallery with the aid of
-a courteous official, and ingenuously presented her card of admission.
-Without appearing to glance at it, the doorkeeper grasped the
-information it bore.
-
-“This way, please, Mrs. Dilling,” he said, with just the proper shade of
-cordiality tempering his authority. “Here’s a seat—in the second row.
-They are just clearing the Orders for your husband’s speech,” he added,
-in an officious whisper.
-
-Marjorie sank unobtrusively into the place he indicated and thanked him.
-She wondered how he knew her name, not realising that he had held his
-position for forty years by the exercise of that very faculty which so
-amazed her. It was his duty to know not only all those who sought an
-entrance through the particular portal that he guarded, but also to know
-where to place them. Should he fail to recognise an applicant, he never
-betrayed himself. She was presently to learn that as her husband
-progressed nearer the front benches downstairs, she would be advanced to
-the front, upstairs.
-
-Her first sensation—could she have singled one out of the medley that
-overwhelmed her—was not of exaltation at having entered into the
-sanctuary of the Canadian Temple of Politics, and being in a position to
-look down upon one of the clumsiest and most complex institutions that
-ever failed to maintain the delusion of democracy, but of the immensity
-of the place. The Green Chamber was at least four times as large as the
-Arena in Pinto Plains! Its sombreness discomfited her. Although she had
-read descriptions of the Commons, she never visualised the dullness of
-the green with which it was carpeted and upholstered; she had rather
-taken clusters of glittering candelabra for granted; indeed, it would
-not have surprised her to find golden festoons catching dust from the
-whirlwind of oratory which rose from the floor beneath. The unregality
-of the place made her want to cry. She felt like a child standing before
-a fairy king without his crown.
-
-Directly opposite her sat the Speaker on his Throne—the chair which the
-late King Edward had used when visiting the Colonies in 1860. Above the
-Speaker, in a shallow gallery suspended below that reserved for the
-Proletariat, several men were languidly trailing their pencils across
-the stationery provided them by the generous taxpayers of the country.
-These were the scribes of the Press, profundite scriveners, whose golden
-words she had absorbed so often in her far-away prairie home.
-
-On the floor of the House, at a long table in front of the Speaker, sat
-the Clerk. At the other end of the table lay the Mace, the massive
-bauble that aroused Oliver Cromwell’s choler, and which symbolises, by
-its position, the functioning of the House. In splendid isolation sat
-the Sergeant-at-Arms, an incumbent of the office for forty-three years,
-during which time, it is said, he never changed the colour of his
-overcoat, or his dog.
-
-On the Speaker’s left sat His Majesty’s loyal Opposition, led by that
-illustrious tribune of the people, the Right Honourable Sir Wilfrid
-Laurier. Facing him, across the table, was the Right Honourable Sir
-Robert Borden and the Members of his Cabinet, prominent among whom was
-Sir Eric Denby, who dreamed of a Saharan drought for Canada, and
-affirmed his stand on the Temperance question with the zeal of a Hebrew
-prophet. Then, as a counterpoise to Sir Eric, there was the Honourable
-Godfrey Gough, who sought to mould a policy for his Party that would
-have made Machiavelli blush!
-
-These were the notables; the rest were a jumble of tailenders.
-
-Marjorie could not locate her husband, immediately, but after a little
-she recognised the top of his head. He was sitting in a dim corner, in
-the very last row under the Gallery that was devoted to the
-accommodation of the ruck of our splendid democracy.
-
-Then, before she was quite prepared for it, she saw him rise to his
-feet. Her eyes filled with tears of terror, and for a moment he seemed
-to stand alone—like a splendid column, islanded in a rolling sea.
-Marjorie could not resist the impulse to inform the impassive lady
-sitting beside her, that the speaker was her husband.
-
-The lady looked surprised at being addressed.
-
-“Indeed?” she replied, and her eyebrows added, “Well, what of it?”
-
-Marjorie kept her hand pressed tightly over her heart. It thumped so
-heavily, she could scarcely hear what Raymond was saying. If he should
-forget his speech! If he should fail!
-
-Gradually, the blur before her cleared, and she saw that he was standing
-quite at ease, one hand resting on his hip—a favourite and familiar
-attitude—and the other negligently grasping the back of his chair. His
-flat voice, carrying well for all its lack of resonancy, was perfectly
-steady, and his words were unhurried, clear; in fine, she realised that
-Raymond had no dread of what to her, was a scarifying experience, and,
-unimaginative though she was, there was borne upon her a strange, new
-consciousness of her husband’s power.
-
-For the formal test of his ability to command the attention of the
-House, he had seized upon the Motion of a Representative from the West,
-calling upon the Government to adopt a vigourous policy in the
-construction of grain elevators and facilities for the transportation of
-wheat—Canada’s prime commodity in the markets of the world.
-
-“. . . As I stand here, enveloped by the traditions of the past,” she
-heard him say, “listening to the echoes in this Chamber of the noble
-words and sound policies that have builded this great structure that is
-our Country, I am awed by the privilege that has come to me of taking a
-part, however small, in directing the national welfare of this Dominion.
-I seek not at this moment, Mr. Speaker, merely the glory of the Party to
-which I have the honour to belong, but I am ambitious to maintain a
-principle, to be worthy of the men who fashioned a nation out of chaos,
-out of a wilderness of local and parochial interests. I shall strive to
-be the force for good that such men would wish to see in every member in
-this legislative body to-day . . .”
-
-Although he had known that Marjorie would be in the Gallery that
-afternoon, it was typical of Dilling to ignore the fact. Small acts of
-pretty gallantry were utterly foreign to his nature. He could no more
-have raised a woman’s glove to his lips before returning it to her, than
-he could have manicured his fingernails. To himself he termed such
-graces “_la-di-da_”, by which he probably meant foppish. If his personal
-vanity revealed itself in any one direction it was that he might appear
-superlatively masculine—even to the verge of brutality.
-
-“. . . The cause I plead,” he continued, “is that which must appeal to
-every thinking man, to-day. I plead an economical policy for the
-guarding of our grain . . .”
-
-“. . . Wheat!” she heard him say. “The West is crying for elevators, and
-for freighting facilities in order that she may distribute her vast
-resources. The East is crying for food. The world needs wheat. _Wheat!_
-The very word rings with a strange magic, flares with a golden gleam of
-prosperity.”
-
-His eyes were fixed on his Chief’s profile, save when they leaped across
-the aisle to the “White Plume” of the grand Old Man who bent over his
-desk and scribbled with a slender yellow pencil, apparently quite
-oblivious to Dilling’s existence. Marjorie saw him through brimming
-eyes. She did not know that in the corridor men were saying, “Come on
-in! Dilling’s got the floor. He’s talking a good deal of rhetorical
-rot—as must be expected from an amateur—but the making of an orator is
-there. . . Come on in!” She was too nervous to notice that the empty
-benches which comprise the flattering audience usually accorded to a new
-speaker, were rapidly filling, that Members who discovered some trifling
-business to keep them in the Chamber, had stopped sorting the collection
-of visiting cards, forgotten appointments, and notes with which their
-pockets were stuffed. Laryngitical gentlemen forbore to snap their
-fingers at the bob-tailed pages for glasses of water—in short, Raymond
-was making an impression. He was receiving the attention of the House.
-
-His concluding words were,
-
-“I have come amongst you, a stranger, unversed in the ways of this great
-assembly of a young, ardent and democratic people—of members whose
-experience has been so much richer than my own. I trust that none of
-you—even those whose views may be at variance with mine—will have
-cause to resent my coming. I realise that a profound responsibility
-devolves upon each and every one of us who steps across the threshold of
-this Chamber, and that although our creeds may be translated
-differently, their actuating principles are identical.
-
-“I know, Mr. Speaker, that life lies in the struggle, that work—and not
-its wage—brings us joy. The game is the important thing, not the score.
-To gain the peak of the mountain is the climber’s ambition. If he be a
-true man, a man who rejoices in service for others, he has no wish to
-possess the summit. To serve the Empire at the cost of ease and leisure,
-to expend one’s strength in the solving of her myriad problems, is the
-sum total of an honest man’s desire.
-
-“I submit that it is possible to spread peace and plenty throughout our
-Dominion. The Government has but to build treasure-houses for the grain,
-and lend assistance in the way of subsidies for transportation. A hungry
-people make poor citizens, and will inevitably bring desolation to any
-land, for, as Ruskin has said, ‘There is no wealth but life, and that
-nation is the richest that breeds the greatest number of noble and happy
-homes and beings’.”
-
-His speech was short and admirably delivered. It hit the temper of the
-House, and Dilling sat down amid a storm of applause.
-
-Through a mist of tears Marjorie noted that Sir Robert was bending over
-her husband with an air that was more than perfunctorily gracious.
-Several other men also left their desks and offered him congratulations.
-She felt a little faint with pride and the reaction of it all.
-
-“A real triumph,” said the voice of the lady sitting next to her,
-suddenly. “Your husband’s quite a speaker, isn’t he?” and Marjorie was
-too grateful for these words of friendliness to sense that the lady (who
-was Mrs. Bedford, wife of the Whip of the Liberal Party) would have been
-much more gratified had Raymond Dilling made of his speech a bleak
-failure.
-
-
- CHAPTER 4.
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway did not wait for the adjournment of the
-afternoon Session. With a gesture that the thirsty never fail to
-recognise, he signalled two colleagues who occupied adjacent benches,
-and led the way from the Green Chamber.
-
-The Hon. Member was more than a little piqued at Marjorie Dilling’s
-insensibility to his persistent Gallery-gazing. It was almost
-unprecedented in his experience that a young woman should find the
-sparsely-covered crown of her husband’s head more magnetic an objective
-than his own luxuriant growth of silver hair. Looked at from above, the
-leonine mane of Mr. Rufus Sullivan was in the midst of such hirsute
-barrenness, as conspicuous as a spot of moonlight on a drab, gray wall.
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway disliked many things: work, religion,
-temperance, ugly women, clever men, home cooking, cotton stockings, and
-male stenographers, to mention only a few. But more than any of these,
-he disliked being ignored by a girl upon whom he had focussed his
-attention. Such occasions (happily rare!) always induced extreme warmth
-that was like a scorching rash upon Mr. Sullivan’s sensitive soul, and
-this, in turn, promoted an intense dryness of the throat. Mr. Sullivan
-disliked being dry.
-
-So, with admirable directness of movement, he led the way to his room,
-unlocked a drawer marked “Unfinished Business,” and set a bottle upon
-the desk at the same time waving hospitality towards his two companions.
-
-For a space the silence was broken only by the ring of glass upon glass
-and the cooling hiss of a syphon. Then, three voices pronounced, “Here’s
-how!” and there followed an appreciative click of the tongue and a
-slight gurgling.
-
-“Ah . . .” breathed the trio.
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway closed one limpid brown eye and examined
-his glass against the light. Although an incomparable picture stood
-framed in the small Gothic window of his room, it did not occur to Mr.
-Sullivan to look at the distant Laurentians slipping into the purple
-haze of evening, to feast his soul upon the glory of soft river tones
-and forest shades; to note the slender spire of silver that glowed like
-a long-drawn-out star on a back-drop of pastel sky.
-
-Mr. Sullivan was concerned only with the amber fluid in his glass, where
-tiny bubbles climbed hurriedly to the surface and clung to the sides of
-the tumbler. If he looked out of the window at all, it was to
-investigate the possible charms of unattached maidens who strolled
-towards Nepean Point ostentatiously enjoying the view. Sometimes, Mr.
-Sullivan found the outlook enchanting, himself. This was when he was
-stimulated by the enthusiasm of a pretty girl who invariably remarked
-that it was a sin “to spoil the river shore with those hideous mills,
-and poison good air with the reek of sulphite.”
-
-Mr. Sullivan vehemently agreed, for he called himself an ardent
-Nature-lover, unwilling to admit that Nature, for him, was always
-feminine and young.
-
-“Not much doubt as to the direction the wind blows from Pinto Plains,”
-he observed, still intent upon his glass.
-
-“Not a shadow,” agreed Howarth, sombrely. “Eastlake and Donahue have
-certainly got that lad buffaloed to a standstill.”
-
-“Railroaded, you mean,” amended Turner, essaying a wan jest. “I wonder
-what his price was.” He drained his glass, set it on the table with a
-thud, and cried, “I never saw their equal—that pair! Time after time,
-we’ve thought they were down and out. Their subsidies were discounted,
-banks closed down on ’em, credit was exhausted—you remember the
-contractors we’ve fixed so that they wouldn’t operate?—even their own
-supporters got weak in the knees . . . and they manage to find some
-inspired spell-binder, who pours the floods of his forensic eloquence on
-the sterile territory, so that first thing we know, a stream of currency
-begins to trickle from the banks, subsidies are renewed . . . God! how
-do they pull it off, boys? In a case like this, where do they get the
-cash to pay Dilling, and what do they promise him? What’s his price, I’m
-asking you, eh?”
-
-Rufus Sullivan, feeling that two pairs of eyes were upon him, spoke.
-
-“Do you know,” he said, slowly, “it wouldn’t surprise me much to learn
-that young Dilling hasn’t been bought at all, that he gave himself to
-the cause, and that all of that grandiose bunk he talked was truth to
-him?”
-
-“Good God!” breathed Howarth, and gulped loudly.
-
-“’S a fact! I listened hard all the time he talked, and I watched him
-some, and it struck me he wasn’t speaking a part he had learned at the
-Company’s dictation, nor for a price . . .”
-
-“—which means,” interrupted Turner, “that he’s another of those damned
-nuisances with principles, and ideas about making politics clean and
-uplifting for the man in the street.”
-
-“Worse than that,” corrected Howarth. “It means that he’ll be a damsite
-harder to handle, and more expensive to buy than a fellow who has no
-definite convictions and finds mere money acceptable.”
-
-“That’s right!” Sullivan set down his empty glass and spread his elbows
-on the desk, facing them. “I don’t anticipate that Dilling will be any
-bargain, but,” he thundered, “we’ve got to have him. Fortunately, we can
-rely upon the incontrovertible fact that like every other man, he _has_
-a price. It’s up to us to find out what it is!”
-
-“But, damn it all, Sullivan,” cried Howarth, “I’m sick of paying prices!
-Surely we can find some means of muzzling this altruistic western
-stripling.”
-
-“Nothing simpler,” returned the older man, with heavy sarcasm. “We’ve
-only got to go to the country, defeat the Government, assassinate
-Eastlake and Donahue, deport Gough as an undesirable . . . Godfrey
-happens to be backing Dilling in his constituency don’t you forget
-. . .”
-
-“What?” asked Turner.
-
-“What for?” from Howarth.
-
-Sullivan spread out his large, fat hands. “For some dark purpose of his
-own that is yet to be revealed . . . and then, we must squash the vested
-interests. Suppose you take on this trifling job, Bill. I’m going to be
-busy this evening.”
-
-“Just the same,” cut in Turner, “I think Billy’s right. He ought to be
-intimidated—Dilling, of course, I mean—not bought. These Young
-Lochinvars ought not to be allowed to think they can run the country.”
-
-“Buying or intimidating, it’s much the same thing in the end,” said
-Sullivan. “You’ve got to find a price or a weapon.” He corked the
-bottle, locked it away and strolled across the office to examine his
-features in a heavy gilt mirror that hung on the wall. “Did either of
-you remark Mrs. Dilling?” he enquired, attacking his mass of hair with a
-small pocket comb.
-
-“Mrs. Dilling?” echoed the others.
-
-“Why not? She sat in the Gallery all afternoon.”
-
-“How did you know her?” demanded Howarth.
-
-“Why, I saw her come in, and noting that she was a stranger—”
-
-“—and extremely pretty,” suggested Turner, “you took the trouble to
-find out.”
-
-“Well, she is pretty,” said the Member for Morroway, reflectively. “A
-fair, childish face, like a wild, unplucked prairie flower.”
-
-“Humph,” observed Turner, exchanging a significant look with Howarth
-behind his host’s back.
-
-“Beauty is an amazingly compelling force,” Sullivan continued,
-sententiously. “I have a theory—shared by very few people, it is true,
-but convincing to me, nevertheless—that Beauty wields a more powerful
-influence than Fear. What do you think?”
-
-“Never thought about it at all,” confessed Howarth, bluntly. “But what
-has all this to do with Dilling’s price?”
-
-“Oh, nothing, my dear fellow,” said Sullivan, airily, “nothing at all! I
-was merely indulging in a moment’s reflection, inspired, as it were, by
-Mrs. Dilling’s loveliness. You must meet her . . . We must see to it
-that Ottawa treats her with cordiality and friendliness.”
-
-“Do you know her, yourself . . . already?” asked Turner.
-
-“Er—no. I have not been through the formality of an introduction, but I
-know her sufficiently well to wager that she is the sort of little woman
-who responds to the sympathetic word; who is lonely, and searching for
-warmth rather than grandeur in her associations and who can be relied
-upon to work for her husband’s advancement . . . when that good time
-comes.”
-
-A new light gleamed in the eyes of his two listeners. They gave up
-trying to think of ways in which the new Member might be
-intimidated—discredited with his constituents or sponsors; and waited
-for the master mind to reveal itself. But Rufus Sullivan, M.P., was not
-the man to discuss half-formulated plans. He changed the subject
-adroitly, jotted down the Dilling’s address and excused himself on the
-plea that he was dining with the Pratts for the purpose of laying the
-foundations for a successful campaign.
-
-“There’s an interesting type,” he declared. “Useful—most useful!”
-
-“Pratt?” cried Turner. “Why, he’s a jolly old ass, in my opinion!”
-
-“I mean Mrs. Pratt, of course,” was Sullivan’s mild reproof. “Don’t you
-realise, my dear chap, that the women of our day are the chief factors
-in our Government? We are harking back to the piping times of the ‘Merry
-Monarch’.”
-
-“Oh, rot!” contradicted Howarth, who was a married man.
-
-“_Régime du cotillon_ . . . petticoat Government, eh?” Turner laughed.
-Both he and Sullivan had evaded the snares of feminine hunters. “I don’t
-know the lady, but take it that she, also, is easy on the eye.”
-
-Sullivan shook his great white head. Mrs. Pratt, he explained, had not
-been born to adorn life, but to emphasise it. Nature, in her wisdom, had
-given to some women determination, and the callousness that must
-accompany it.
-
-“Purposeful,” said Mr. Sullivan, “grimly purposeful, with about as much
-sensitiveness as you would find in a piece of rock crystal. She’s got
-her mind set on having Gus in Parliament, and if Queen Victoria and her
-attendant lion got off the pedestal outside there, they wouldn’t be able
-to prevent her. She would repeal the B.N.A. Act if it stood in her way.
-A very useful woman,” he repeated, and insinuated himself into his
-overcoat.
-
-“What’s he up to?” Howarth asked his companion as they bent their steps
-towards the restaurant and dinner.
-
-“God knows!” answered Turner. “But there’s a load taken off my mind by
-the knowledge that he’s got something up his sleeve. And it won’t be all
-laughter either, if I know him.”
-
-Howarth paused in the corridor. His dulled conscience was trying to
-shake off its political opiate and prompt him to play the man in this
-thing, but its small voice was speedily hushed by the animated scene
-about him. Pages were scurrying around; Members, released from the
-tension of debate, were greeting each other noisily; the _omnium
-gatherum_ of the Galleries was debouching upon the Main lobby, so that
-the very air he breathed was vibrant with a _scherzo_ of human voices.
-
-“I say,” he cried, “let’s ask Dilling to feed with us. Under the
-intoxication of triumph, he may loosen up a bit—become loquacious. You
-get a table. I’ll get him!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 5.
-
-“It isn’t the thing, my dear!” Or, “It’s quite the thing, you know!”
-
-The thing! THE THING! What on earth did it mean?
-
-Marjorie first heard the phrase on the lips of Lady Denby, and gradually
-she recognised it as a social influence that was as powerful as it was
-mysterious. It was one of the most elusive of her problems, for, while
-she understood vaguely, the significance of the term, she failed
-entirely to apply its principles to the exigencies of her new life.
-“Besides,” she said to herself, “one discovers what _is_ the thing, only
-to find presently, that it isn’t . . . or the other way round. There
-doesn’t seem to be any fixed rule.”
-
-It was hers to learn in the hard school of experience, that Ottawa in
-the twentieth century, was controlled by a social code quite as
-remorseless in its way as the tribal etiquette which governed the
-Algonquins when Champlain visited its site, three hundred years before.
-Wherever she went, the attitude of the people from Government House down
-to those who moved on the very periphery of its circle, was such as to
-repress and chill the frank and unquestioning impulse for friendliness
-that lent much charm to her character. She developed a curious sort of
-nervousness—an inner quaking, that disconcerted her, and made her feel
-unnatural. She became so fearful of offending people, that her manner
-was frequently described as obsequious. Now and then, she knew she was
-being criticised, but could not, for the life of her, fathom the reason.
-
-The Thing . . . of course, but what _was_ The Thing?
-
-She had tried to break the children of saying “ma’am”. Lady Denby told
-her it wasn’t _the thing_.
-
-“No nice people speak like that, Althea, darling,” Marjorie declared.
-“You should say, ‘Yes, mother,’ or ‘No, Lady Denby,’ or ‘I don’t know,
-Miss Deane,’—as the case may be, but please, darling, don’t say
-‘ma’am’!” And yet to her astonishment, she heard Miss Leila Brant
-address no less a personage than the Lady of Government House in this
-ill-bred manner!
-
-“This, ma’am,” said she, “is one of the forks used at the Carlyle table.
-It’s really rather a good thing, and I was _thrilled_ at having picked
-it up.”
-
-“You have some very interesting bits,” observed The Lady, graciously.
-
-“Oh, _ma’am_! How can I ever thank you for those words,” cried Miss
-Brant. “Even the slightest breath of praise from you, means—well, it
-means more than you can possibly realise.”
-
-Ma’am . . . ma’am . . . Why, Marjorie could scarcely believe that she
-wasn’t dreaming.
-
-She left the Ancient Chattellarium in a despondent frame of mind. Why,
-in Ottawa, must she appear so stupid? Why could she not make friends?
-Would she be humiliated forever, by the lifted eyebrow and the open
-reproof . . . “It isn’t the thing, my dear?”
-
-It was not her nature, however, to be melancholy, so she thrust dark
-thoughts away and gave herself up to ingenuous excitement in
-anticipation of her first party at Rideau Hall.
-
-The Skating Parties held at Government House on Saturday afternoons
-during January and February were very much THE THING; in fact,
-geographically speaking, Rideau Hall was its very source, its essence,
-the spot from which it emanated and seeped into virtually every other
-residence in the Capital. Scarcely a person from a master plumber down,
-but felt and yielded to its malison.
-
-Owing to the intense and protracted cold, there was excellent ice as
-late as the middle of March, and Their Royal Highnesses extended the
-hospitality of the rink considerably beyond the date specified on the
-original invitations.
-
-Not that the majority of the people went to the Skating Parties to
-skate, or even to toboggan—the thoughtful alternative suggested on the
-large, square card—about two inches below the Royal Coat of Arms.
-Sufficiently difficult were the performances already expected of
-them—the curvettings, gyrations and genuflexions demanded at the moment
-of their presentation to the Vice-Regal party. Sebaceous dowagers
-teetered dangerously in their endeavour to achieve a court curtsey,
-occasionally passing the centre of bouyancy and plunging headlong
-between the two pairs of august feet.
-
-A crowd larger than usual massed in the skating pavilion and fought
-politely for the mulled claret, tea, coffee, cake and sandwiches that
-were being served from long, narrow trestles. His Royal Highness, the
-Duke of Connaught, and the picturesque Princess Pat had come in from the
-open-air rink below, and without removing their skates, had led the way
-to the tea-room, whereupon several hundred people unleashed their
-appetites, sampled the various refreshments, and disposed of the vessels
-from which they had eaten on the floor, window-sills or chairs, if any,
-that had been vacated.
-
-In a corner, removed as far as possible from the disordered tea-tables
-sat three ladies, eating, drinking and conversing as though they were
-spectators at some bizarre entertainment. They stared with frank
-insolence about them, looking through many persons who came hopefully
-within their vicinage, and warning a few by the manner of their
-salutation that they must approach no nearer. They had been
-distinguished by receiving a welcome from the Duke and Duchess, who
-called each by name and hoped that their health was good. After this
-distinction, the ladies withdrew from the commonalty into their corner,
-exalted and envied.
-
-“Who in the world _are_ all these people?” asked Lady Elton. She spoke
-fretfully, with an edge of desperation on her voice. A stranger might
-have imagined that she was required by the statutes to learn the name
-and history of each member of the throng, and that she found the task
-inexpressibly irksome.
-
-Of course, such was not the case. It didn’t matter whether she knew any
-of these people or not—at least, it only mattered to the people
-themselves, many of whom would have been glad to be known by her or any
-other titled person. She asked the question because it was the thing
-_to_ ask at Government House, because it was one of those intellectual
-insipidities that have supplanted conversation and made it possible for
-a group of persons without visible qualifications, according to the
-standards of yesterday, to exchange an absence of ideas, and form
-themselves into a close corporation known as Society.
-
-Mrs. Chesley shook her head. “Isn’t it amazing?” she breathed. “Only a
-few years ago it was such a pleasure to come down here—one knew
-everybody—and now . . .”
-
-“Sessional people, I suppose?” interrupted Miss de Latour, with just the
-faintest movement of her nose as though she was speaking of a
-drain-digger, or some other useful class of citizen who, by reason of
-necessity, moved in the effluvia occasioned by his work.
-
-Captain the Honourable Teddy Dodson approached at this moment to ask if
-the ladies were satisfactorily served.
-
-“Do let me get you some more tea,” he begged. “I’m afraid no one’s
-looking after you—this awful mob, you know.” He pushed a collection of
-discarded cups aside and seated himself on the edge of a chair, leaning
-forward with an air of flattering confidence. “Cross your hearts and
-hope you may die,” he whispered, “and I’ll tell you what we call these
-beastly tea fights.”
-
-The trio playfully followed his instructions and encouraged him to
-reveal the limit of his naughtiness.
-
-“We call them ‘slum parties’,” confided the young Aide, and while the
-ladies shrieked their appreciation of his wicked wit, he clumped away on
-his expensive skates, balancing three cups quite cleverly as he elbowed
-a passage to the table.
-
-“How do you suppose these people get invitations?” Miss de Latour
-demanded, indignantly. “Look at that woman over there—no, no, the one
-in the purple hat. Isn’t that the awful Pratt creature who’s pushing
-herself into everything?”
-
-“My husband,” said Mrs. Chesley, “calls her the Virginia Creeper.
-However, she’ll get on. They say she’s been left a disgusting lot of
-money, and that her husband’s going to run for Parliament.”
-
-“That’s no reason why she should be here,” said the other. “Are there no
-impregnable bulwarks left to protect Society?”
-
-“Why, Pamela,” cried Mrs. Chesley, “how clever of you to remember that!
-I read it, too, in Lady Dunstan’s Memoirs, but I’ve no memory—I can’t
-quote things . . .”
-
-“. . . as though they were your own!” finished Lady Elton, and laughed
-at the neatness of her thrust.
-
-Miss de Latour’s question as to how people secured their invitations was
-merely an echo of her friend’s banality. There was no secret about the
-matter; no bribery or corruption. Anyone—almost anyone—desiring to be
-insulted by the Lady Eltons, Mrs. Chesleys, and Miss de Latours of
-Ottawa, or to be snubbed of their acquaintances, had only to proceed to
-the Main Entrance of Rideau Hall, pass beneath the new facade—so
-symbolic of fronts, both physical and architectural, that had suddenly
-been acquired all over the City in honour of the Royal
-Governor-General—and there, in the white marble, red-carpeted hall,
-sign a huge register, under the eye of two supercilious, scarlet-coated
-flunkeys, who regarded each newcomer with all the antagonism of their
-class. This unique procedure was known as “calling at Government House,”
-and within a few days of the delightful and friendly visit, His
-Majesty’s Mails conveyed a large, rich-looking card to the door and one
-learned that “Their Royal Highnessess had desired the A.D.C. in Waiting
-to invite Mr. and Mrs. Van Custard and the Misses Van Custard for
-Skating and Toboganning between the hours, etc., etc.”. Thereupon, one
-wrote to rural relations or foreigners of one kind and another, and
-mentioned carelessly that one had been “entertained at Government
-House”.
-
-“There’s Mrs. Long,” announced Lady Elton. “Who’s the man?”
-
-“Oh, some newspaper person, I think—an American,” volunteered Miss de
-Latour. Obviously it was bad enough in her opinion to be any kind of a
-newspaper person, but to be an American newspaper person offered an
-affront to Society that was difficult to condone. Pamela de Latour was
-intensely proud of her father’s legendary patrician lineage, her
-capacity for avoiding friendships, and her mother’s wealth. She was well
-aware of the fact that she was regarded as a person whom “one should
-know.”
-
-“He’s not bad looking,” murmured Lady Elton, charitably, “and he must be
-rather worth while, Pam. She’s introducing him to everyone. Let’s wander
-over and see what we can see.”
-
-But Mrs. Long, watching them from the corner of her very alert brown
-eyes, and anticipating this move, beat a strategic retreat, and soon
-lost herself and her newspaper man in the dense crowd. Lady Elton, Mrs.
-Chesley and Miss de Latour looked significantly at one another as though
-to say,
-
-“Ah-ha! What do you think of that? Something queer about this affair, if
-you ask me!”
-
-An expression of their thoughts was denied them, however, for the moment
-they left the shelter of their corner they were like the Romans
-advancing across the Danube—a target for the surrounding barbarian
-hordes.
-
-Almost immediately they were attacked by the Angus-McCallums, two
-sisters with generous, florid cheeks and rotund figures, who, to quote
-Azalea Deane, seemed to lie fatly on the surface of every function,
-rather like cream on a pan of milk.
-
-Their grandfather was a Bytown pioneer whose first task, after complying
-with the formalities imposed upon all immigrants by the various
-government officials, had been to find a house—a house, that is to say,
-requiring the services of a stone mason.
-
-Now Masonry, whether Free or Stone, has always offered signal advantages
-to those who labour in its interests, and the present case was no
-exception to the rule. Not only did prosperity attend the twilight years
-of old Thaddeus McCallum, but especial privileges descended to his
-progeny, the most conspicuous being the Freedom of Government House
-grounds which the Misses Angus-McCallum enjoyed. That is to say, the
-young ladies were at liberty to pass unchallenged within the sacrosanct
-limits of this estate, whenever whim or convenience dictated . . . an
-inconceivably rich reward for the excellence of the fine old man’s
-chisel-drafting and hammer-dressing! They seemed, however, to lose sight
-of the patriotic service he had rendered to the nation, in an
-unremitting search for families on whom, without demeaning themselves,
-they could call.
-
-“Who is . . .,” dominated their every conscious thought.
-
-“Ah, Effie,” cried the elder sister, addressing Lady Elton, “I thought
-you would be skating.”
-
-“For Heaven’s sake, hush!” warned Lady Elton, severely. “Weren’t you
-here last week to see me crash to the ice with H.R.H.? I dared not risk
-another such fall!”
-
-“But with the uncle of a King,” murmured Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum,
-“such an honour, my dear!”
-
-Helena Chesley laughed.
-
-“That’s not bad for you, Mabel. It’s a pity Mrs. Long didn’t overhear
-it,” she said.
-
-Between her and the Angus-McCallums there existed an almost perceptible
-antagonism which was regarded variously as a source of amusement and
-uneasiness by their friends. Such traditional antipathy was not at all
-unusual, and marked the relation between many of the “old” families in
-the Capital.
-
-Before her marriage to the scholarly young man, whose nimble wit and
-charm of manner had won him a permanent place in the Vice-Regal
-entourage, Helena Chesley had been a Halstead, and the Halsteads had
-owned the estate upon which such discomfiting evidences of Thaddeus
-McCallum’s craftsmanship rose up to confound his descendants. Whether
-they imagined it or not, is difficult to state, but the Angus-McCallums
-always felt the condescension of the landed proprietor to the day
-labourer in Helena Chesley’s cynical smile, while the latter resented
-the patronising air which the others assumed as a cloak for the
-inherited resentfulness of Industry towards Capital.
-
-Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum’s retort was cut short by the arrival of Mrs.
-Hudson, who, metaphorically speaking, embraced the ladies as Crusoe
-might have taken Friday to his bosom.
-
-“My dears,” she breathed, “I’m so glad to find you! Did anyone ever see
-such a mob, and _such_ people? Who do you suppose brought me my tea?”
-and without waiting for an answer to the question, she continued, “That
-awful Lennox man! You remember, he used to be the stenographer in Sir
-Mortimer Fanshawe’s office!”
-
-“Did you drink it?” asked Mrs. Chesley.
-
-Mrs. Hudson’s social position was triumphant and secure. She could sit
-on the top rung of the steep and slippery ladder (if one finds an apt
-metaphor in so comfortless a recreation) and look down upon a mass of
-struggling, straining, pushing microcosms who clutched, and climbed, and
-slid and fell in an effort to reach the pinnacle she had attained; for
-just what reason or by what right, no one was prepared to explain. True,
-she was a frank snob, which was partially accountable. Also, she was
-wealthy, and “entertained” in a pleasantly formal manner that lent an
-air of importance to the least important sort of functions.
-
-Had breakfast been served in Mrs. Hudson’s small but well-regulated
-_ménage_, indubitably it would have been announced with an impressive
-opening of double doors, and served by respectful, liveried attendants.
-Moreover, there would have been a correctly morning-coated gentleman for
-each lady of the party, for the express and especial purpose of offering
-her his arm and escorting her to the card-marked table!
-
-Nor was that all. There were those who called Mrs. Hudson a “bug
-specialist,” and attributed her social success to this interesting form
-of enthusiasm. Her entomological research was conducted with
-considerable originality and on lines that differed radically from the
-method of the late Dr. Gordon Hewitt, similarly called by a large group
-of affectionate and admiring associates. In Mrs. Hudson’s case, “bug
-specialising” signified an ardent (and inconstant) pursuit of a fad, or
-a person, or a combination of both. Rarely did a stranger with any claim
-whatever to renown, escape from Ottawa without enjoying her hospitality,
-and it must not be forgotten that she frequently dragged absolute
-obscurities out of their gloom and played most happily with them for a
-time.
-
-Azalea Deane said that Mrs. Hudson was the most recent development of
-The Big Game Hunter—game and bug being interchangeable, if not
-synonymous in her mind. The truth of the matter was, she made a serious
-study of the state of being termed Society. She attacked the problems
-and the methods of succeeding in it, with the same energy and
-concentrated purpose that a man gives to a great commercial enterprise.
-It was her business and she made it pay. Mob psychology and
-regimentation of thought were the fountains from which she derived her
-source of supply, and judicious investment added to her power. People
-often wondered how Mrs. Hudson had achieved social eminence when women
-with superior claims had failed. The answer lies just here—her life was
-spent in a conscious striving for it. Never a move, an invitation, an
-acceptance, a salutation on the street, was made without forethought.
-She made Society her tool. Most people are tools, themselves. Usually,
-Mrs. Hudson was described as a “character”, which meant that she was
-different from ordinary people. Her peculiarities—and she wore them
-consciously, like a crown—were called odd; her vulgarities, original.
-She was clever enough to keep the fact that she _was_ clever from being
-realised, and many people were sorry for her! She had married a man
-several years her junior, and loved to confess that he was an answer to
-prayer!
-
-“I saw him first at a concert,” she was wont to remark, “and the moment
-my eyes fell upon his dear, unsuspecting head, I said to myself, ‘Thank
-God! I have found the man I intend to marry, and need look no further!’
-I went home, and prayed for him, and I got him!”
-
-What effect this disclosure may have had upon the spiritual trend of the
-community, what intensity of supplication or increase of attendance at
-the churches, there is, unfortunately, no means of estimating. It can
-scarcely have failed, however, to have exerted some marked influence
-upon the spinsters of the Capital, and many a married woman, I am told,
-bent a devout knee because of it, arguing hopefully, that if the Lord
-could give, He could also take away!
-
-Mrs. Hudson loved her husband with a sort of cantankerous affection that
-was like the rubbing of a brass bowl to make it shine. She was always
-prodding him, or polishing him, or smacking at him with her hands or her
-tongue. Marriage had robbed her of the joy of believing him a genius,
-but she was fond of him in her peculiar, rasping way.
-
-“Is anyone else here?” she enquired, wiping out the hundreds of people
-about her with a gesture.
-
-“Mrs. Long,” she was told, “and a strange man.”
-
-“Ah-h-h!” cried Mrs. Hudson. “Speaking of Mrs. Long, have you heard
-. . . can’t we sit down, my dears? They say,” she continued, after the
-group had recaptured their corner, “that her bridge winnings are simply
-fabulous; and that if she can’t get money, she’ll take the very clothes
-off your back. Of course, you’ve heard what happened at the Country
-Club, the other afternoon?”
-
-The group drew in closer, and Mrs. Hudson set forth on the most
-dangerous of all adventures, the telling of a half-truth.
-
-“She invited Mrs. Knowles, Madam Valleau and little Eva Leeds to lunch,
-at which, my dears, _they say_, far too much Burgundy was served,
-(especially for Eva, who is not used to it) and afterwards, of course,
-they settled themselves at the bridge table. I’m not saying that Eva is
-free from blame. Indeed, I have spoken to her most frankly on the
-subject, and she knows that I think her behaviour most culpable.
-Gambling amongst women who can afford it is bad enough, but that those
-who can’t, should be given an opportunity to imperil their husband’s
-meagre Civil Servant’s salary, is a crime that should be punishable by
-law.”
-
-“It might be done, too,” murmured Lady Elton, who was an agitative
-member of the National Council. “If we can prohibit the sale of liquor
-to a drunken man, I don’t see why we can’t restrict gambling to persons
-of a certain income.” The sum which occurred to her was, of course,
-amply covered in her own case and that of her companions. “But, go
-on—what happened then?”
-
-“Well, Eva lost, and lost, and _lost_! But do you think that Hattie Long
-would stop playing? Not a bit of it! At last—this really is too awful,
-my dears, you’ll never believe me—”
-
-The ladies had already foreseen this possibility, but like everyone else
-they liked the colourful romance of Mrs. Hudson’s stories, so they urged
-her to continue.
-
-“Very well,” she agreed, “but mind, not a breath of this must go any
-further! To make a long story short, when they stopped, Eva was so badly
-in the hole that she couldn’t cover her loss by an I.O.U. for Tom Leeds’
-_monthly cheque_!”
-
-“Horrible!” whispered the group, genuinely shocked.
-
-“What did she do?” asked Lady Elton.
-
-“It seems that a few days before, she had bought from Leila Brant an
-Empire table. How she buys these things, I’ve no idea. The point is,
-that Hattie Long was crazy about that same table, too, and fully
-expected to have it. When she found Eva had got ahead of her she was
-simply wild, and offered almost double the price—certainly more than
-the thing was worth.”
-
-“And Eva refused it?”
-
-“I’m obliged to say she did. No one can admire her for doing so. I
-repeat, I don’t think she has behaved properly, but the point is that
-she had the table Hattie Long wanted, and so, when she had been driven
-into this quagmire of debt from which she could not possibly extricate
-herself, Hattie, with devilish finesse, suggested that she should give
-up the table and call the matter settled.”
-
-“She didn’t do it?”
-
-“She had to! Her I.O.U.’s for . . .” Mrs. Hudson had the grace to pause
-“. . . such a sum were utterly valueless! So, bright and early the
-following morning there was a transfer at her door and now the table
-decorates Harriet’s reception room.”
-
-At that instant the crowd parted, and before either faction could avoid
-an encounter, Mrs. Long and her newspaper man stood beside them.
-Elaborately amiable greetings were exchanged. Mr. Reginald Harper was
-introduced. Inured as they were to association with the owners of great
-names, there was not a member of the group who escaped a sudden
-palpitation upon meeting this world-famed monarch of newspaperdom. It
-was not easy to keep gratification out of their manner when
-acknowledging the introduction, but by tacit agreement they were
-obligated to flick Mrs. Long over his innocent head.
-
-“Are you living in Ottawa, Mr. Carter?” asked Lady Elton, deliberately
-mis-calling his name, but with a charming show of interest.
-
-Mr. Harper had only arrived the day previous, for a brief stay.
-
-“The place is full of strangers,” volunteered Miss de Latour. “It
-scarcely seems like home, any more.”
-
-“It’s the fault of the Government,” declared Mrs. Hudson. “New people
-are always getting in. I don’t understand how they work it, but there
-you are. Are you connected with the Government?” she asked the stranger,
-coyly.
-
-Mrs. Long flashed a sharp look at the questioner and answered for her
-guest. “Only to the extent of financing our poor little country,” she
-replied. “Mr. Harper,”—she turned to him, archly—“I suppose I may tell
-it? . . . Mr. Harper has just concluded a loan for a few paltry millions
-which a New York syndicate is advancing, so that the salaries of the
-Civil Service,”—her glance rested for a fraction of a second on the
-trio—“will be paid as usual.”
-
-The elder Miss Angus-McCallum hurriedly changed the subject. “How
-stunning you look, Hattie,” she said. “But then, you’ve a style of your
-own and can wear those inexpensive things. _I_ saw that costume in
-Hammerstein’s window, and thought it charming.”
-
-Hammerstein was an obscure costumer of Semitic origin, who had recently
-benefited by one of his frequent fire-sales, and the implication that
-Mrs. Long’s exclusive tailor-made had been purchased there was so
-obvious as to border on crudity. Mrs. Hudson could have done much
-better!
-
-Mrs. Long ignored the thrust. “There seem to be so few men at these
-parties, nowadays,” she observed, at no one in particular. “But when one
-looks at the women, one can hardly blame them.”
-
-“If we had a little gambling,” said Miss de Latour, “no doubt they would
-find it more attractive.”
-
-“But there would be complications.” Mrs. Hudson objected.
-
-“In what way?” prompted Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum.
-
-“Well, my dear, they couldn’t play for the Vice-Regal furniture, could
-they? They’d get into immediate trouble with such stakes, for the
-furniture belongs to the taxpayers of Canada and is not negotiable.”
-
-In the sharp silence, Mrs. Long flushed slightly, realising that the
-incident to which this remark referred had been grossly distorted under
-Mrs. Hudson’s capable and imaginative manipulation. She was about to
-make a stinging retort when she thought better of it, promising herself
-a day of reckoning in the future. Just how, did not at the moment occur
-to her, but time would show her the way.
-
-“There’s Captain Teddy beckoning us, Mr. Harper,” she said. “We must
-go,” and over her shoulder she explained, “Mr. Harper has never enjoyed
-the delicious terrors of toboganning. The Princess is going to take him
-down. Goodbye!”
-
-“That’s that,” snapped Miss de Latour. “Now, look out for yourself, Mrs.
-Hudson!”
-
-The well-known purple velvet and ermine of Lady Denby caught Mrs.
-Chesley’s attention. “She’s got Azalea with her this afternoon, and who
-in Heaven’s name is _that_?”
-
-Lady Denby did not leave them long in doubt. “You must all know Mrs.
-Dilling,” she said. “Mrs. Raymond Dilling, from Pinto Plains. Her
-husband is a Member, you know, and one of the most promising young
-speakers in the Party.”
-
-The ladies bowed frostily, not because they bore any particular grudge
-against Marjorie, but because they could not afford to miss this golden
-opportunity for expressing their dislike of Lady Denby, who, though
-glorified by a title, was not “of their set”. They looked upon her as an
-“uplifter”, living well within her husband’s income, and exuding an
-atmosphere, not only of economy, but frugality; one who allied herself
-with organizations for the benefit of the human race, notably of women
-and children, and preached the depressing doctrine, that “Life is real,
-Life is earnest, and the grave is not its goal!”
-
-Marjorie was embarrassed. She had been embarrassed all the afternoon,
-and something inside of her old fur coat ached intolerably. She noticed
-that an air of hostility prevailed over the entire throng. She did not
-realise, however, its fundamental cause; that the acknowledgments of
-friendships was a delicate matter within the grounds of Government
-House, for, as a man is known by the company he keeps, so the guests
-were desirous of being ranked in a higher classification than that in
-which they ordinarily moved. Which is to say, that although Mrs.
-Polduggan and Mrs. Crogganthorpe were friendly neighbours, and quite
-ready to acknowledge one another on their own verandahs, the moment they
-entered the skating pavilion their vision became blurred, and they saw
-for the most part, only the Ministers’ wives, persons who were
-especially prominent, or, better than all, chatted with the wife of a
-Foreign Consul who was too polite, or too ignorant of Western
-conditions, to take a decided stand with regard to class distinctions.
-
-“Dilling, did she say?” asked Mrs. Chesley, as Lady Denby and her
-protegées moved away. “What an impossible person!”
-
-“Who is she?” asked Miss Angus-McCallum. “Should we call?”
-
-Pamela de Latour shrugged her shoulders. “I haven’t anything to do on
-Wednesday afternoon.”
-
-“Lunch with me,” said Lady Elton. “We’ll all go together.”
-
-“One never knows . . .”
-
-The crowd had thinned perceptibly by the time Lady Denby released
-Marjorie from the strain of constant introductions, and went away to
-have a moment’s chat with Miss Denison-Page, the statuesque
-Lady-in-Waiting.
-
-Marjorie indicated a tall, florid gentleman with a shock of silver hair,
-who loitered at the doorway in a manner that suggested he was waiting
-for someone to go home.
-
-“Who is that?” she whispered to Azalea.
-
-“Where? Oh, that’s Rufus Sullivan, the Member for Morroway,” answered
-the girl. “I meant to have pointed him out to you earlier in the
-afternoon, only I had no chance. He’s Lady Denby’s pet aversion. One
-dares not mention his name in her presence.”
-
-“But why?”
-
-“Lots of reasons. He’s quite a character, you know. Heavens, how he
-stares!”
-
-Marjorie turned away with flaming cheeks. She was loath to admit that he
-had not only been staring, but that he had been at her elbow during the
-entire afternoon. This distressed her, for, according to the ethics of
-Pinto Plains, a man impressed his attentions only upon the woman who
-encouraged him, and Marjorie felt that something in her manner must have
-been very misleading. She resented his pursuit less than she felt
-ashamed of herself for inspiring it, and was inexpressibly relieved when
-he finally left the room.
-
-The terrible disorder of the pavilion sickened her housekeeper’s soul,
-and she turned to Azalea, impetuously.
-
-“Just look at this place! Isn’t it disgusting to expect any human being
-to clean it up?” Then, a little afraid of her own daring, “Wouldn’t you
-just love to open the back door and let a drove of pigs come in?”
-
-“Yes,” answered Azalea, shortly, “after you’d opened the front door and
-let them out!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 6.
-
-Marjorie was far from happy. The experience at Government House haunted
-her. Incidents that she had scarcely noted at the time, recurred in the
-pitiless glare of a good memory to harry her and rob her of her peace of
-mind. It had all been so different from what she expected!
-
-Sunday dragged wearily on. The children seemed fretful and unusually
-difficult. The roast was tough and the furnace went out, so that Raymond
-was obliged to devote most of his precious afternoon to re-lighting it.
-By the time, therefore, that the children had sung their evening hymn,
-had each chosen a Bible story to be read aloud, and had been put to bed,
-Marjorie felt that she could bear no more, and she invaded the
-disorderly “drawing-room,” too troubled to be repulsed by the
-unwelcoming expression in her husband’s eyes.
-
-“Well, what is it, my dear?” Dilling closed the volume upon his long,
-thin finger, and tapped it with a slender pencil. “Is anything
-especially the matter?”
-
-“I don’t know,” sighed Marjorie. “That’s just what I want to ask you,
-dear. Something _must_ be wrong, somewhere, only I can’t find it! I seem
-to be so stupid here, Raymond, and people don’t like me. I know I
-oughtn’t to bother you, dear,” she said, noticing how his eyes strayed
-back to the book that at the moment she almost hated, with its chrome
-leather binding, its overwhelming contents, and the voluptuous
-overpowering odour that reflected the literary richness of its
-substance, “and I won’t stay long, but _can’t_ you help me, and tell me
-what to do, so that I’ll be more like the Ottawa people?”
-
-Dilling stared down into the mist-blurred eyes, only half seeing them.
-His thoughts were snared by his own problems and he could not free them
-immediately. His casual words of encouragement carried no comfort to his
-wife, who stumbled on,
-
-“You’re so clever, dearie! If you aren’t sure of a thing, you always
-know where to learn all about it. . . and that’s all I’m asking you,
-Raymond—to tell me some book that will explain these queer things that
-I don’t seem to understand.”
-
-“What kind of things?”
-
-The question was not exactly brusque, but to anyone less troubled it
-would have suggested a definite desire for a brief interview. Marjorie
-raised her hands and let them fall to her sides helplessly.
-
-“Hundreds—hundreds!” she began. “All sorts . . .”
-
-“Give me a concrete illustration. Tell me one.”
-
-“Well, I never do anything _right_! Yesterday—you _do_ shake hands with
-people when you meet them, don’t you?—well, yesterday, Lady Denby took
-me to the Skating Party at Government House. I thought it was going to
-be so nice, Raymond. We always thought so at home, you know, but it
-wasn’t just like what we imagined—in fact, it was awfully different.”
-
-“Yes, yes. But the point of the story, Marjorie?”
-
-“I’m trying to tell you, dearie. You see, if you haven’t been there,
-it’s so difficult to understand the queer customs of the place. I’d been
-introduced to Captain Dodson—he called out the names, you know,
-standing just beside Their Royal Highnesses—and when we got into the
-room where they were receiving, Lady Denby went first, and I came
-second, and Miss Deane last, and you understand, Raymond, I couldn’t see
-whether Lady Denby spoke to him or not, and so when I came along and he
-saw me and sort of smiled, I said, ‘How do you do, Captain Dodson?’ and
-held out my hand. You _do_ shake hands with people, don’t you, Raymond?”
-
-“Never mind just now. Go on.”
-
-“Well, he didn’t shake hands with me! Worse than that, he put his hands
-behind his back and said, ‘Mrs. Raymond Dilling,’ in an awful voice, and
-Miss Deane simply _pushed_ me past him! I didn’t know what to do when I
-got there in front of the Duke and the Duchess. I didn’t know whether to
-shake hands or not, and I’m—I’m afraid, darling, that I behaved like a
-terrible simpleton. It was easy enough to see that Lady Denby was
-frightfully annoyed. She said that to shake hands with Captain Dodson
-was _not_ the thing, and to shake hands with Their Royal Highnesses,
-_was_ the thing, and altogether, I’m so muddled, I don’t know what to
-do! Raymond, what on earth _is_ THE THING?”
-
-Dilling drew his finger definitely from his book, laid the volume on the
-table, and gave his attention to the question.
-
-“Well, Marjorie,” he said, “although I’ve never formed a considered
-opinion on this subject, I’ll lay the facts before you, and we’ll reason
-it out together.”
-
-Reasoning a subject out together between Marjorie and her husband was a
-merest euphemism for a philosophical lecturette with Dilling on the
-platform and his wife supplying the atmosphere. With his characteristic
-gesture when entering upon a discussion of some remote topic that
-interested him—an upward sweep of the right arm with the sensitive
-fingers coming to rest on his rapidly-thinning chevelure—he proceeded
-to instruct her.
-
-“_The Thing_, my dear girl, as I see it, is one of the forms of what the
-Polynesians call ‘Tabu’. In the large, ‘tabu’ may be said to be negative
-magic—that is, abstention from certain acts in order that unpleasant or
-malefic results may not ensue. Do you follow, so far?”
-
-“Yes, dear . . . I think so . . . a kind of rule, you mean, don’t you?
-One can see that, but what puzzles me, is that it works both ways. How
-does one learn _when_ it is right, and when it is wrong? Isn’t there
-some starting point?”
-
-“Most certainly! ‘Tabu’ originated in religion, and was rooted in fear.
-Moreover, it was common to all peoples in their tribal beginnings. It is
-associated with the Totem of the North American Indian and the Fetish of
-the African races; it oppressed the alert Greek mind for an astonishing
-period, and prevailed amongst the Romans. Some day, you must read about
-the Flamen Dialis—a member of the priestly caste, who stood next the
-King in sacerdotal rank.”
-
-“I was thinking especially of shaking hands,” murmured Marjorie.
-
-But Dilling ignored her. He slipped easily into his Parliamentary
-manner, as though addressing Mr. Speaker, and his political associates.
-Furthermore, he was enjoying this opportunity to open doors that led
-into little-used rooms in the treasure-house of his mind.
-
-“So rigid were the laws that governed the Flamen’s conduct—er—so
-drastic was the discipline of The Thing—that even a knot in the thread
-of his clothing was practically a crime against the State! Can you
-imagine it? He couldn’t spend a night outside the City. He was forbidden
-to ride—even touch—a horse. He . . . well, I could continue at length,
-but this is sufficient to show you that The Thing, as you term it, is no
-new, prohibitive measure, designed for your particular embarrassment.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t think that . . .”
-
-“I forgot to mention that it was not The Thing for the Flamen to suffer
-marriage a second time—an historical statement, my dear, which has no
-personal application, I assure you! You see, the wife of the Flamen
-became sacrosanct, and passed, also, under the iron rule of the ‘Tabu’.”
-
-Marjorie nodded hopefully, and urged her husband to explain how women
-were affected.
-
-“If you are thinking of the Flaminica,” returned Dilling, “she was
-affected very severely. I seem to remember that she was forbidden to
-comb her hair at certain intervals; also, she became unable to discharge
-her religious duties unless purified by a sacrifice, after hearing
-thunder. Upon my word,” he broke off suddenly, “I shouldn’t wonder if
-the wide-spread fear of electric storms may have taken its root from
-this very law! You have provoked a most interesting train of thought, my
-dear!”
-
-“I’m ever so glad,” was Marjorie’s quick response. “But do you remember
-anything about her shaking hands?”
-
-“Not at the moment. However, I venture this opinion . . . the Flaminica
-was the foundress of those social ‘Tabus’ which have held the minds of
-women in bondage for so many ages; that she was the dictatrix of moral
-and social etiquette, to-day. You can readily understand how ladies,
-supporting this distinguished but irksome office, would seek to mitigate
-its rigours by using their rank to the discomfiture of less favoured
-members of their sex.” He began to chuckle. “In short, I believe that
-Mrs. Grundy and Queen Victoria were her lineal descendants.”
-
-“Queen Victoria?” echoed Marjorie.
-
-“I mean, my dear, that the Flaminica was the mother of Snobocracy, the
-divine High Priestess of the Order, whose code is expressed in the
-cryptic formula, ‘It is—or is not—The Thing!’.”
-
-The alarum of the kitchen clock startled them both. Marjorie frowned.
-Althea must have been naughty again. She had been distinctly forbidden
-to touch it.
-
-“I’m afraid I’ll have to leave it at that, my dear,” said Raymond, as he
-opened his book. Its peculiar odour enveloped her like a puff of smoke.
-“This report is somewhat more tricky than I had anticipated. But you
-have the main facts of the case—haven’t you? To-morrow, I’ll bring you
-a book from the Library.”
-
-As Marjorie closed the door, a sharp whirr sounded from the telephone.
-
-“Hello,” she said, wondering whether Raymond would mind being called.
-
-“Is Mrs. Dilling at home?” asked a mellow voice at the other end of the
-wire. It was a voice that vibrated, and struck some unfamiliar chord
-within her consciousness; a voice that unreasonably disturbed her.
-
-“I am Mrs. Dilling,” answered Marjorie, and waited.
-
-“My name is Sullivan,” the voice continued. “Rufus Sullivan, the Member
-for Morroway.”
-
-“Oh!” cried Marjorie, startled. Then, “Oh, yes?”
-
-“I am wondering if you will allow me the pleasure of calling on you,
-Mrs. Dilling. I have been a fervent admirer of your husband ever since I
-heard his speech in the House, last week, and I’m very eager to meet
-you. It is scarcely necessary for me to tell you that we have not had
-Dilling’s equal in Parliament for many years.”
-
-“You’re awfully kind,” murmured Dilling’s wife, to the accompaniment of
-a pounding heart. She didn’t know why, but she was trembling.
-
-“Well, I’m not sure about being kind,” laughed the Hon. Member easily,
-“but I confess that I am desperately jealous. There’s something about a
-man of Dilling’s calibre that accuses us old chaps of unappreciated
-opportunities and wasted youth. One begins to taste the ashes of
-discouragement.”
-
-“Nobody should be discouraged,” returned Marjorie, feeling the words
-inadequate, but not knowing what else to say.
-
-“No, no! You’re right, of course! As Walpole tells us, ‘It’s not life
-that matters; it’s the courage you put into it.’ Just the same, courage
-is acquired rather less by an effort of will, than by inspiration, don’t
-you think so?”
-
-“Ye-es,” returned Marjorie, not very sure after all.
-
-“I was wondering, Mrs. Dilling,” the Hon. Member went on in a lighter
-tone, “if I might be admitted to the list of your acquaintances? If you
-would permit me to call?”
-
-“I should be very pleased.”
-
-“Thank you . . . thank you . . . I can’t say more! Are you busy this
-evening, or have you other guests? It goes without saying that I should
-not care to intrude.”
-
-Marjorie explained that she was quite free and that a call would not be
-the slightest intrusion, but that “Mr. Dilling” seemed to be very much
-engrossed in a book, and she wasn’t quite certain—
-
-“Don’t think of it!” cried Sullivan. “I understand perfectly, and
-wouldn’t allow you to disturb him for the world. Just let me slip in
-quietly, and when he has finished, perhaps he will join us. I do want to
-know your husband better, Mrs. Dilling, but it’s quite impossible to
-form any intimate contacts up there on the Hill, and in the midst of the
-turmoil of our every-day existence. I won’t say any more, however,
-through the medium of this unsatisfactory instrument. I will be with you
-in a moment.”
-
-He was. Before Marjorie had decided whether or not it was The Thing to
-entertain a Member of Parliament in the dining-room (where the table was
-set for breakfast) she was summoned to the door by a discreet tinkle of
-the bell.
-
-Although his enormous bulk nearly filled the tiny passage, Sullivan’s
-handclasp was very gentle and his voice was low.
-
-“No words, Mrs. Dilling, can convey to you my gratitude for this
-privilege! I am a lonely man, a shy man for all my huge body, and I do
-not readily make friends!”
-
-The house seemed to quiver as he followed her to the dining-room, and
-Marjorie was distressed at her failure to regain her composure and to
-still the strange quaking within herself. She had never been affected
-like this, before.
-
-“What a cosy little nest!” exclaimed her guest. “And are there _three_
-birdlings?”
-
-His fine brown eyes turned from the children’s places—where neat
-oilcloth bibs and porridge bowls stood ready for the morning—back to
-her face.
-
-“Yes, we have three children—two girls and a boy.”
-
-“Wonderful little woman,” he breathed, reverently, “and she’s only a
-slip of a girl, herself.”
-
-“I’m twenty-seven,” declared Marjorie.
-
-“A golden age,” he sighed. “But tell me about the children—do! One of
-the bitterest disappointments of my life is that I haven’t half a dozen
-. . . I’m a lonely old bachelor, Mrs. Dilling. Few people realise just
-_how_ lonely.”
-
-It flashed through Marjorie’s mind that he had lost his sweetheart years
-ago. Perhaps she had died. Perhaps she had married someone else. In
-either case, Mr. Sullivan had remained true to her memory. She liked him
-for his constancy. Her embarrassment faded a little.
-
-“It’s dreadful to be lonely,” she said, feeling that it would not be
-polite to ask why he had not married. “I’ve been a little lonely,
-myself, since we came to Ottawa.”
-
-“Poor child!”
-
-Mr. Sullivan pressed Marjorie’s hand with bland sympathy. The gesture
-reminded her of Uncle Herbert, whose comfort, in the face of any trial,
-expressed itself by a clicking of the tongue and that same spasmodic
-crushing of the hand. Indeed, now that she grew more at ease with him,
-Marjorie noticed that Mr. Sullivan was quite an old man and she
-attributed that mysterious something in his manner to the eagerness of a
-lonely man to make friends. She smiled, brightly.
-
-“Oh, you mustn’t pity me,” she cried. “I like Ottawa. All my life I have
-dreamed of coming here, and now the dream has come true. But, it is only
-natural that I miss some of my dearest friends. I wouldn’t be a really
-nice person if I didn’t, now, would I?”
-
-Mr. Sullivan knitted his brows and said that, try as he would, he could
-not imagine her being anything but a fine friend. There was just the
-slightest suggestion of a pause before he added—
-
-“You remind me of the noblest woman I ever knew.”
-
-“Did—did she—die?”
-
-The great, white head sank slowly. Again, Mr. Sullivan sought her hand.
-“She was just twenty . . . I was a youngster, too. Life has never been
-the same . . . But there! I mustn’t burden you with my sorrows. You were
-going to tell me about the children. I don’t suppose you would let me
-peep at them—just a little tiny peep, if I promise not to wake them?”
-
-“Would you really like to see them?” asked Marjorie, now thoroughly at
-ease with her guest.
-
-“I can’t tell you how much.”
-
-“Then, of course, you may!”
-
-With an unconsciously coquettish gesture, she laid her finger on her
-lips and led the way up the creaking stairs. Her thoughts were of the
-children. Had she been careful to wash all the jam from Baby’s rosebud
-mouth? Althea, she remembered, had pulled the button off her Teddies and
-she had found it necessary to resort to the ubiquitous safety pin. And
-Sylvester—well, there was no prophesying what might have happened to
-Sylvester since she heard his “Now-I-lay-me,” and kissed him.
-
-The thoughts of Mr. Sullivan, on the other hand, were concerned with
-almost everything but the children. He was wondering why that door at
-the foot of the stairs did not open and a voice ask what the devil he
-was doing, prowling through the house. He was trying to decide whether
-Marjorie had advised her husband of his coming and he was being
-deliberately ignored, or whether Dilling habitually shrouded himself
-with aloofness, and indifference to the affairs of the home and the
-personnel of his wife’s callers.
-
-At the landing, Marjorie turned to whisper.
-
-“Please don’t look at the room. It’s so hard to be tidy with babies, you
-know.”
-
-Mr. Sullivan hung yearningly over the cots where Althea and Sylvester
-were sleeping. He did it very well, and Marjorie was delighted.
-
-“Beautiful,” he murmured, and he indicated that he found a strong
-resemblance to her.
-
-Beside the baby’s little crib he was overcome with emotion, and
-Marjorie’s heart went out to him as he groped hastily for his
-handkerchief and passed it across his eyes. “The cherub,” he whispered,
-“the exquisite little flower. She has her father’s cast of features,
-but—” transferring his expression of adoration to the face nearer his
-“—but I’ll wager she has her mother’s eyes!”
-
-When they creaked their way downstairs again they were on the
-friendliest terms, and Marjorie could scarcely reconcile this kind,
-elderly gentleman and his interested, avuncular air, with the debonair
-gallant who had caught and held her attention so unpleasantly at
-Government House.
-
-“It only shows,” she reproved herself, “how you can misjudge a person.
-And he’s old enough to be my father . . .” which state was always
-synonymous to her with extreme rectitude and respectability.
-
-He would not hear of her disturbing Raymond, nor would he allow her to
-make cocoa for him, fond of it as he avowed himself to be. But he made
-her promise that she would let him come soon again, when the children
-were awake, and that when he was especially lonely, he might telephone
-her; and moreover, that once in a while she would have tea with him in
-order that he might prove what an excellent and handy man he would have
-been . . . under different circumstances!
-
-“This has been for me a wondrous night,” he said, holding her hand and
-looking affectionately down at her, “and one that I shall never forget.
-There is little I can do to prove my gratitude for a glimpse of real
-home life, and the joy that has eluded me, but perhaps there may come a
-time when you feel that I can serve you. Will you put me to the test,
-then, Mrs. Dilling?” he queried, softly.
-
-Touched, Marjorie nodded. “I am very pleased to have had you come in
-like this—”
-
-“‘_Sans ceremonie_,’ as our French friends say,” interrupted Sullivan,
-looking furtively over her head at the closed door behind which he knew
-that Dilling sat. “The strength of the weak,” he murmured, “the courage
-to endure the emptiness of solitary days and weary evenings. I’ve been
-through it. I understand. God bless you, little woman! But there can be
-no more loneliness for us so long as we are . . . friends!” He pressed
-her hand and was gone.
-
-As she went upstairs, Marjorie wondered whether or not she had imagined
-a shade of difference in him as he left her.
-
-
-
-
- PART II
- They Saw
-
-
- CHAPTER 7.
-
-Azalea Deane was a much befamilied young woman, who was leaving “mile
-30” behind so rapidly that it was already quite blurred in the distance.
-Ahead, there stretched a bleak and desolate roadway, leading right into
-the heart of that repository for the husks of men—Beechwood—and at the
-best of times, she found her journey wearisome and uninspiriting.
-
-She did not cavil at her fate. No one ever heard Azalea complain—of
-poverty, obscurity, dullness or villenage. She accepted her destiny with
-a fine stoicism, which reflected itself in well-feigned indifference and
-enabled her to proceed along the same monotonous route at the same
-monotonous speed, with the same monotonous companions month after month,
-and year after year, without developing gangrene of the soul or breaking
-into open revolt.
-
-“Oh, God,” she prayed each morning, before descending to the agitated
-atmosphere of the breakfast table, “keep me from being difficult to live
-with!”
-
-And Heaven heard her prayer.
-
-No one really knew Azalea—least of all, her family. Perhaps, no one
-ever really knows anyone else, a phase of ignorance which, personally, I
-am not inclined to deplore. Souls should be clad no less than bodies.
-They should be gowned with decency, and in so far as possible,
-loveliness; and if, now and again, the garment slips or wears thin, then
-should the beholder turn his eyes away, nor seek to pry into anything
-that may be so terrible or so sublime.
-
-Outwardly, as Lady Denby had said, Azalea was a plain little person. She
-should have been dainty of form, but through some irreparable
-miscalculation, the Creator had dowered her with the large features,
-hands and feet designed for some much more ample person. Therefore, she
-gave no pleasure to the sensitive, artistic eye, and this was an acute
-grievance to her who possessed a deep and pagan love for Beauty. She was
-a toneless girl, with thin, straight, dun-coloured hair which she could
-not afford to keep marcelled. Her eyes were unarresting, as a rule; too
-sharp to be appealing and not lustrous enough to sparkle. Her skin had a
-sandy cast and usually shone. Even when rouge and the ubiquitous
-lip-stick assumed the respectability of universal usage, Azalea’s
-appearance was scarcely improved, for the former would not blend, and
-lay like a definite glaze upon her cheeks, while the latter only
-accentuated the flatness of her too-ample mouth, and made one wish that
-she had not tampered with it at all.
-
-Her wardrobe was an appalling miscellany of discarded grandeur. Ladies
-whose clothes were too passé for their own adornment, bestowed them upon
-Azalea with the remark,
-
-“You can see, my dear, that these are scarcely worn, and anyway, they
-are not the sort of things one could give the servants!”
-
-She had learned to smother the hot rebellion that flared up in her
-heart, to thank them prettily, and to convey huge, unwieldy bundles
-through the streets and hold her tongue when her family commented upon
-the generosity of Lady This or Mrs. That. But she often wondered that
-her father never divined that Lady Elton’s cloth-of-gold dinner gown
-remodelled by her impatient and unskilled fingers, caused abrasions upon
-her spirit deeper than sackcloth could have produced, and blithely would
-she have consigned every stitch that she owned to the flames, for the
-joy of buying the most ordinary, commonplace, inexpensive frock at a
-bargain sale.
-
-The future of the Deanes stretched behind them. The best of the family
-lay underground. Mr. Grenville Harrison Deane was the sole male survivor
-of an illustrious line that could be traced (so he declared) with an
-occasional hiatus, back to Alfred the Great! It was never clear to the
-upstarts whose genealogical tree took root in England about the time of
-the Conquest, or thereafter, how he arrived at his conclusion, but if
-antiquity of ideas was anything of a proof, then they were forced to
-admit that there was justification in his contention, for his views of
-life antedated those of Britain’s noble King.
-
-Aloofness from fatiguing toil had rewarded him with an erectness that
-was impressive, and a complexion that a flapper might have envied. A
-Dundreary of silver gossamer caressed his cheeks, and his clear,
-lustrous eyes looked out from an unfurrowed setting. His chief
-characteristics were piety and an Eumenidean temper. The former, which
-should have been broad, was constricted to the dimensions of a number
-ten needle, and the latter, which should have been narrow, expanded to
-encompass impartially every one who held views divergent from his own.
-Particularly, was it directed against the blistering injustice of the
-Civil Service.
-
-The Civil Service had served him faithfully for thirty-five years,
-despite his eternal villification of it. Recently, his incompetence had
-been recompensed by superannuation and the payment of seven-tenths of
-his salary—shall it be said, seven times as much as he was worth? But
-Mr. Deane had always fancied himself in the Premier’s place, or at least
-in a Ministerial capacity. Failing that, a Trade Commissionership, or
-even a Deputy’s post would have appeased him. Therefore, to be
-superannuated after thirty-five years’ inconspicuous hampering of the
-postal service, appeared to him as a blot upon the integrity of the
-Nation.
-
-He was forever “taking up his case” with this or that influential
-person. What his case was, Azalea had but a misty idea, and whether he
-actually took it up or merely gloated over the notion of doing so, she
-had no means of ascertaining. Anyway, the matter had long ago ceased to
-interest her.
-
-Mrs. Deane was the type of woman now happily becoming quite extinct, who
-was born to be dominated, and ably fulfilled her destiny. The eldest and
-most unattractive daughter of a rural English divine, she had won her
-husband by a trick for which he never forgave her, though he realised
-that she was in no way responsible. He had fallen fatuously in love with
-Dorothea, her younger sister, and had received the parental sanction to
-an engagement before setting sail for “Kenneda” and a post that his name
-might dignify. Six months later, Dorothea, who had quite innocently
-intrigued the affection of a visiting curate—a nephew of the Dean of
-Torborough, no less—had been prodded weeping to the altar, while Fanny
-was trundled on a steamer and shipped to Montreal to console the
-palpitant bridegroom, who had not even been apprised of the fact that a
-substitute had been forwarded.
-
-The agony of that trip left its mark on Fanny Deane. A kindly lie would
-have spared her so much—for a time, at least. But the Rev. Arthur
-Somerset deemed suffering a salutory need, for others, and stated the
-case to his first-born with unequivocal lucidity . . . One phase of a
-woman’s duty is to grasp the opportunity for marriage and thus clear the
-way for her younger sisters, who, also, must have husbands. The prospect
-of fulfilling this duty in St. Ethelwyn’s was slender, and Fanny was no
-longer young . . . Did she want to be a burden in her old age to her
-family? . . . Dependent upon them for a home . . . Such inconsideration
-in a daughter of his was unthinkable . . . And as for young Deane, the
-Rev. Arthur waived his preference aside with a clerical gesture
-calculated to display advantageously his well-kept hand . . . Any man
-might be proud of a wife begotten and bred by Arthur Somerset, D.D.
-
-“You must carry it off well, Fanny,” he adjured her, at the close of the
-interview, “for otherwise, you will be stranded in a strange country
-where . . .” the alternative was painted in no mean and unromantic
-terms.
-
-Fanny “carried it off” successfully enough, though by no fault or virtue
-of her own. Too ill, almost, to stand, she crept down the gangway, and
-cowered before the eager-eyed young man who did not even recognise her
-when she addressed him.
-
-Ah, if she had only been told that kindly little lie, and could have
-raised a radiant face to his, whispering,
-
-“Here I am, dear! It was too wonderful that you should have sent for
-me!”
-
-Instead, with ashen lips and shame-filled eyes, she muttered, “Mr.
-Deane, they married Dorothea to a curate—she couldn’t help it—she
-wanted you to know! Here is your ring . . . and . . . and . . . they
-made me come . . . For God’s sake, don’t send me back! I’ll work for you
-till I drop dead . . . I’ll be your servant—anything—only, for God’s
-sake, don’t send me home!”
-
-He stared at her while the devastating truth burst over him like an
-engulfing flood. He shook with rage, with the anguish of blighted hopes
-and his own impotence in escaping the net that had been spread for him,
-while Fanny cringed beside him praying that God would strike her dead
-. . .
-
-And Heaven did not hear her prayer.
-
-Speechless, they faced one another. After a bit, he took her roughly by
-the arm.
-
-“Come, girl,” he said, “we’ll get this rotten business over, quickly.
-The license reads ‘Dorothea’—I suppose I’ll have to get another one.
-There now, for God’s sake, don’t sniffle! People are looking at us.”
-
-To give him credit, Grenville Harrison Deane never charged her with the
-deception of her parents. He never referred to it in so many words. But
-for two and forty years, Fanny lived in connubial torment, under the
-shadow of this smothering humiliation, and the fear that he might some
-day be led to speak of it. Often, there was that in his manner, that
-threatened to burst into violent and comminatory reproach.
-
-She tried to efface herself, to reduce herself to nothingness, and to
-spare him the reminder of her substitution. She had a way of watching
-him, endeavouring to divine his whims and moods, that was loathesome in
-its humility. Her entire life was an apology for having failed to be her
-sister.
-
-Unfortunately, Fanny never suspected that the greatest need of her
-overlord was association with a strong-minded tyrant, who, in the guise
-of the clinging-vine—or any other—would have thrust upon him the
-unexperienced pleasure of putting his shoulder to the wheel and hearing
-it creak as he moved it. He would have been happy doing things, being
-wheedled into service; but, as matters stood, Fanny Deane would have
-breathed for him, had such been possible. She relieved him of every
-burden and responsibility, and became a substitute not only for her
-silly, simpering sister, but for a shabby armchair and a pair of carpet
-slippers. Azalea, who was the youngest of five daughters, went so far as
-to say that the tomb to which his mortal envelope must one day be
-committed, would never equal in comfort the padded sepulchre her mother
-provided him while living.
-
-Azalea’s earliest remembrance centred round a very common
-occurrence—her mother kneeling in the midst of broken toys and howling
-children, pleading,
-
-“Don’t cry, my darlings! We will mend them! Sh-sh-sh—_Please_ be quiet!
-_Don’t_ irritate your father.”
-
-She lived in constant dread of irritating a man who would have kept his
-temper had he really been vouchsafed anything to be irritated about; and
-her life was one which no self-respecting dog would have endured.
-
-No one was more surprised than Fanny Deane when her four elder girls
-found husbands. Naturally, perhaps, she regarded marriage as a difficult
-and sordid undertaking—for parents, that is to say. Many a night, as
-she sat beside a moaning baby, the thought that one day she might have
-to engineer her children into the State of Holy Wedlock was like a
-deadly stricture about her heart. However, Hannah, Flossie, Tottie and
-May all married without any fuss or flurry, in a satisfactory,
-chronological fashion, the Civil Service yielding up its living dead to
-provide their sustenance. They became the Mrs. Polduggans and Mrs.
-Crogganthorpes of Ottawa; that large, uneasy, imitigable
-body—scrabbling, straining, jostling, niggling, fighting for the power
-to give rather than receive—snubs!—and living largely in the hope of
-supplanting their superiors and lifting themselves out of the ruck
-composed of other women, whose husbands, like their own, were merely
-“something in the Government”.
-
-But Azalea was different. Marriage, in her opinion, was neither the
-subliminal pinnacle of feminine felicity, as her father claimed to
-conceive it, nor the Open Door to Independence, as her sisters averred.
-Shrewd observation led her to the conclusion that of independence there
-was little, and feminine felicity there was none. Always interested in
-the dark side of life, e.g., the married side, Azalea divided the women
-of her acquaintance into two classes—the parasites, who slyly or
-seductively tapped their husbands and appropriated their material and
-spiritual substance without suffering the smallest compensatory impulse,
-and the antithetical order, who resigned themselves to a stronger will
-and found matrimony a state of reluctant vassalage.
-
-Azalea dreamed sometimes of an ideal companionship, or perhaps, a
-companionable ideal, but the paradigmatic young men whom her sisters
-(with the patronage of the successful angler who has already gaffed his
-fish and offers to instruct the novice how to bait a hook, and cast)
-enticed for her selection, inflamed her disgust rather than her
-romanticism.
-
-Her greatest hunger was for economic independence, and this was
-summarily denied her.
-
-Mr. Deane, drenched in archaic theories, confused idleness with
-refinement, and work with degradation. Moreover, he would have felt a
-sense of incompetence, mute reproach, even contempt, had he permitted
-his daughters to join the restless ranks of the employed. By such a
-measure, would he have confessed his inability to support them as
-befitted women of gentle breeding, and to provide them with all the
-amenities that their natures craved. That one of them should possess a
-bank account of her own and feel at liberty to spend money without the
-humiliating necessity of applying to him, was a condition that smacked
-of positive shamelessness. It was characteristic of him that although he
-never wished to perform any useful task unaided by the members of his
-household, he never allowed them to perform the task alone.
-
-He had a genuine horror of the modern business woman who could look him
-unflinching in the eye, without that sweet deference which testified to
-his superiority. All business women were, in his opinion, coarse;
-besides, economic independence resulted in their getting “out of hand”,
-and a woman who got out of hand, was, in Mr. Deane’s judgment, a very
-dangerous proposition. Therefore, he refused Azalea the freedom she
-craved. He immolated her self-respect (and that of the community for
-her, in a measure) on the altar of his vanity, and condemned her to a
-life of servitude far more degrading than anything she would have
-chosen. She was depressed under the burden of obligations that gave her
-little benefit and no pleasure, and she secretly despised herself for
-being forced to accept them.
-
-“Do let me go away and work,” she used to entreat, “I could teach.
-That’s a lady’s profession.”
-
-But her mother made vague gestures of distress that said,
-
-“Don’t bring up this dreadful subject again! Please, my dear, be careful
-or you will irritate your father!”
-
-And father, giving every promise of fulfilling this prophecy, would
-reply,
-
-“So long as I live, I hope that no daughter of mine will be forced from
-the shelter of her home, and out amongst the ravening wolves of
-commerce. When I am gone . . .” he left an eloquent pause “. . . But in
-the meantime . . .”
-
-The words, not to mention the gesture that accompanied them, implied
-somehow that caravans of voluptuous commodities assembled by his protean
-labours, should continue to arrive at their very door.
-
-He was unctuously proud of her friends, and actually toadied to her in
-deference to her association with the aristocracy of the Capital. So did
-her sisters, and their husbands, and the “char”, and the tradespeople,
-all of whom knew that she enjoyed sufficient intimacy with Lady Elton to
-assist at a luncheon or dinner-party—assist, that is to say, in the
-kitchen. And the splendid thing about this kind of assistance was that
-she received no honorarium for her services. That was where she took
-conspicuous precedence over Mrs. Wiggin, the char, and Ellen Petrie, who
-“waited on all the exclusive affairs of the city”. To work without
-salary was Mr. Deane’s conception of a lady’s highest calling, and a
-means whereby she might be kept from getting out of hand.
-
-He was supported in this attitude by one of the foremost ladies in the
-land, who argued that “no woman engaged in earning her own living should
-be presented at the Drawing Room!”
-
-The Dillings struck a new note in the monotone of Azalea’s existence.
-She had never seen their like, and was profoundly touched by their
-genuineness, their simplicity. For the first time in her life she felt
-that she had come into contact with people to whom friendship is dearer
-than the advantageous acquaintanceship that travesties it; for the first
-time in her life she could show an honest affection without being
-suspected of having an ulterior motive. At that time, Azalea had nothing
-to gain from the Dillings. On the contrary, she had something to
-give—an ineffably joyous experience—and she delighted in the sensation
-of being for once the comet instead of the tail; instead of the trailer,
-the cart.
-
-Towards Raymond Dilling, she was conscious of an intense maternalism.
-Mentally, she acknowledged him her master, but in every other respect,
-he was an utter child—hard, undemonstrative, cold, but, despite that, a
-very appealing child. And she saw with her native shrewdness that mere
-mentality would never gain for him the success which he deserved.
-Ottawa, she knew, was thronged with brilliant people whose gifts were
-lost to the City—to the Dominion—because they lacked the empty
-artifices and consequent social standing which enabled them to get a
-hearing. No strolling mummer in the Middle Ages needed ducal patron more
-sorely than does a mere genius in the Capital of Canada.
-
-And Dilling liked Azalea. She was a new and interesting type to him who
-had never considered feminine psychology a topic that was worth
-pursuing. His wife’s friends in Pinto Plains were, he realised,
-estimable creatures running to fat and porcelain teeth at middle age.
-They were conscientious mothers, faithful to their husbands and earnest
-seekers after a broader knowledge than that provided by their homely
-tasks. But they wearied him. Whenever he encountered a group of them,
-his dominant wish was to escape, and he rarely failed to gratify this
-desire by excusing himself with some such remark as,
-
-“I’ll just slip off and leave you ladies free to discuss the three D’s”,
-by which he implied (with some degree of justification, doubtless) that
-the conversation of women is restricted to the topics of Dress,
-Domestics and Disease. He hated women’s chatter.
-
-Azalea Deane was the only woman he had ever known who possessed what he
-later termed a bi-sexual mind. He was never irritably conscious, as was
-the case with Marjorie’s other friends, of the fact that she was a
-woman. Even when she discussed the three D’s, there was a broad
-impersonality, a pleasing and quizzical tang to her remarks that he
-chose to arrogate to the mind of man. Before he had known her any length
-of time, he discovered that, unlike Marjorie she not only understood
-what he said, but that in some startling and inexplicable manner she
-divined thoughts which he had expressly refrained from putting into
-words.
-
-For him, she was a novel experience, whose flavour he enjoyed rather
-more intensely than he was aware. Not that his emotions were even
-remotely touched by the personality of the girl. No! She was a mental
-adventure which he followed with frank curiosity and a diminishing
-display of patronage. Her mind was full of exhilarating surprises, and
-he was astounded to discover how easily she ornamented arid facts with
-garlands plucked from her rich imagination. She had a neat twist in the
-handling of them which Dilling was not slow to see and imitate. She
-guided him into many a pungent domain of thought, where he lost himself
-completely in an exciting pursuit after some winking little light, that
-led to the very middle of an icy stream into which he fell, spluttering,
-only to find Azalea calm and dry, on the opposite shore, laughing at
-him. He contracted the habit of reading extracts from his speeches to
-her, and presently, he tried the effect of an entire discourse. Now and
-again, he sounded her as to what he considered saying, and discovered
-that her enthusiastic understanding was like an extra filter to his
-already well-clarified intention.
-
-He stored up particularly smart bits of political repartee to tell her,
-while his own triumphs of wit were laid at her feet rather than those of
-his bewildered wife. And all this time, the prevailing fancy that
-overlaid his subconscious mind, was,
-
-“Quite a good sort, that girl! Pity she isn’t a man!”
-
-He voiced this latter sentiment to Azalea one evening shortly before
-prorogation and his return for the summer to Pinto Plains. In their
-sharp and peppery fashion, they had been discussing the Budget,
-inflated, Azalea contended, beyond all reason by the conscienceless
-demands of those picaresque buccaneers, Eastlake and Donahue, whose
-issue of private enterprise was begotten in the womb of the public
-treasury, when Dilling turned to her and cried,
-
-“You’ve made out a good case, Miss Deane! You should have been a man!”
-
-The girl’s cheeks burned a painful brick tint. But she laughed and
-retorted,
-
-“By which you tactfully imply my unsuitability for the state to which it
-has pleased God to call me, and regret that physical limitations prevent
-my choosing a more adequate sphere. I confess to you in strict
-confidence, that frequently, I have deplored this condition, myself.”
-
-“Come along into politics,” invited Dilling, a touch of seriousness
-behind his banter.
-
-“Right-o! Just so soon as you amend the B.N.A. and offer me a refuge in
-the Senate,” she answered, and changed the subject.
-
-Later that night, Marjorie hinted that he had hurt Azalea.
-
-“Eh?” cried Dilling. “What are you talking about? Hurt her—how?”
-
-“By what you said.”
-
-“What did I say?”
-
-“That she should have been a man.”
-
-Dilling carefully twisted his collar free from the button. A violent
-physical action of any kind was foreign to him. Running the curved band
-between his fingers, he gave an abstracted thought to the possibility of
-wearing it again on the morrow, even while he turned to contradict his
-wife. “Nonsense, Marjorie, she liked it! All women like it; it’s a
-tribute to their mentality, my dear. One often has to say some such
-thing to a perfect ninny, but in this case I happen to be sincere and I
-think Miss Deane knew it.”
-
-Marjorie did not contest the point. She never argued with Raymond, but
-once in a while she felt, as now, that his non-combatible correctness
-covered an error in judgment. Of course, he was sincere in paying a
-tribute to Azalea’s cleverness, and, of course, she knew he meant what
-he said. But that was the very trouble—the very barb that pierced her
-spirit!
-
-In a strange and mysterious way (of which she was somewhat ashamed)
-Marjorie often reached perfectly amazing conclusions that were directly
-opposed to Raymond’s incontrovertible logic. And Azalea’s hurt was a
-case in point. Just why the words had stung, it was beyond Marjorie
-Dilling to explain. Orderly thinking and systematic juxtaposition of
-facts found their substitute in flashes of intuition which, throughout
-the ages, have stood for women in the place of reason. But she knew,
-without knowing how she knew, that Azalea would rather have impressed
-Raymond with her incomparable womanhood, than the fact that she was the
-possessor of a brain that should have functioned in the body of a man.
-
-As for Azalea, she was not conscious that Marjorie had heard the echo of
-that discordant note, and she would have been inexpressibly surprised
-had she suspected it. Years of rigid discipline had taught her to
-conceal all the emotions she thought she had not strangled, and she was
-accustomed to being treated as a man when not as a nonentity. Times
-without number she had paid for an evening’s entertainment by escorting
-timourous and penurious ladies safely home in the silent watches of the
-night . . . a delicate assumption that she, herself, lacked sufficient
-fascination to stimulate brute design. On other occasions, hostesses
-frankly asked her to slip away quietly, “so that my husband won’t feel
-obliged to take you home, dear.” And once, a particularly considerate
-host glimpsing the blizzard that raged beyond his portal, had placed her
-in the care of a diminutive messenger boy, of some nine years, who
-struggled through the snowdrifts and sniffled that he had come from
-Hewitt’s Service, and please where was the parcel?
-
-So Dilling’s words cut without producing an unendurable pain. The spot
-was well cocained and would ache long after the incision had been made.
-Azalea listened to his defence of his leader, his Party, and Messrs.
-Eastlake and Donahue, sensitive to a breath of discouragement beneath
-his words.
-
-“I came to Ottawa expecting to find co-operation, and in its place
-fierce competition confronts me—competition,” he said, “within the very
-ranks of the Party! It may strike you as being particularly naive, but I
-confess that I had not expected to find this sort of friction. It puts a
-different complexion on politics.”
-
-This was a tremendous admission for him to make, and in one of those
-flashing visions that supplemented her more leisured mental processes,
-Azalea saw that just as Marjorie groped along her level, so Dilling
-stumbled into pitfalls in his particular sphere, that a cumulus vapour
-of disenchantment threatened the horizon of his career, and that even as
-his wife bade fair to be a victim of the Social Juggernaut, so he would
-be crushed beneath the wheels of the political machine.
-
-And they thought that this was The Land of Afternoon!
-
-
- CHAPTER 8.
-
-The Dillings returned to Ottawa refreshed in body and spirit. Their
-summer in Pinto Plains had been a prolonged triumph and its effect,
-beneficial. Not only had they been welcomed with affectionate deference,
-entertained sedulously, and permitted to depart with honest regret and a
-dash of frank envy, but they had been reclaimed by that splendid
-illusion from which six months in the Capital had freed them.
-
-By the time they turned their faces eastward, they were quite prepared
-to attribute their disheartening experiences of the previous winter to
-hyper-sensitiveness—the difficulty generally felt in accommodating
-oneself to a new environment.
-
-It was during the last stages of the journey that uneasiness returned,
-and expressed itself in remarks such as,
-
-“Just think . . . this time last year we were strangers, and now, it
-seems almost like coming home!” or
-
-“It’s nice to know that we have friends here, isn’t it? We won’t be so
-lonely, this year, will we?”
-
-Each in a characteristic way tried to capture a sense of confidence, a
-glow of happiness, and to feel that being no longer aliens, Ottawa would
-be different—that is, as each would like to find it.
-
-Marjorie succeeded better than her husband.
-
-“It’s awfully exciting, isn’t it?” she cried, as the train panted along
-beside the canal, and familiar landmarks unfolded before her.
-
-Across the muddy water where barges and the Rideau Royal Pair were tied
-up for the winter, she could see the Driveway, spotted with children and
-women casually attendant upon perambulators. The Pavilion at Somerset
-Street, where she used to sit with her little brood, looked bleak and
-uninviting, but she was glad to see it, just the same. Two lovers
-occupied a bench in front of the Collegiate, and kissed shamelessly as
-the train moved past. Marjorie’s heart warmed to them, not that she
-approved of kissing in public places, but because there was something
-human about them; they added weight to her theory that Ottawa was not so
-forbidding and formidable, after all.
-
-Dilling stared out of the window, too, but he did not see the lovers,
-the Armouries, the Laurier Avenue Bridge, the Arena, nor the warehouses
-flanked by the Russell Hotel. He saw a straggling little lumber village,
-gay with the costumes of Red Men, voyageurs, and the uniforms of sappers
-and miners, who were at work on the Canal. What a mammoth undertaking
-and how freighted with significance! By the building of a hundred and
-twenty-six miles of waterway that linked Kingston with the infant
-Bytown, English statesmen provided an expedient for adding to the
-impregnability of the British Empire!
-
-“War,” he mused. “How it has stimulated the ingenuity of man! With
-sacrifice, with blood and tears, we carve a niche for ourselves out of
-the resistant rock, in the hope that there we will find peace, but
-immediately the task is finished, we set ourselves to fortify it against
-the hour of war.”
-
-He pictured the Cave Dweller, bent over his crude instruments of
-destruction, clubs of bone and stone, which, in all probability, the
-modern man could scarcely lift. He considered the inventor of primitive
-projectiles. That was a long step toward the mechanism of modern
-homicide. One could lie, ambushed, behind a mound and use a sling, a
-boomerang, a blow-pipe or a javelin, and arrows . . . he gave a mental
-shudder and thanked God that he had not lived a hundred years ago. There
-was something about an Indian that made his flesh creep; a traditional
-antagonism that he did not try to overcome. The romance of the Red Man
-never gripped him. Like all unimaginative people, his prejudices were
-sharp and immutable.
-
-He picked the word “blunderbuss” from a confusion of pictures that
-combined Gibraltar and Queenston Heights, and cumbrous cannon that were
-dangerous alike to friend and foe, and repeated,
-
-“War! Always fashioning some new tool to strengthen the hand of Death.
-They spent a million pounds on a ‘military measure’ to safeguard the
-Colony from invasion on the South . . . and behold, the Rideau Canal!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-He started when Marjorie thrust parcels into his arms, and observed that
-at last they had arrived.
-
-Azalea met them at the station. She had opened their tiny house, and
-with the assistance of Mrs. Plum had put it in order.
-
-Hers had been an exceptionally uneventful summer, and she had looked
-forward to the Dillings’ return with an impatience that astonished her.
-
-From the last of June until the first of September, Ottawa is like a
-City of the Dead. Despite the fact that these are the pleasantest weeks
-of the year, the town is deserted by every one who can get away, even
-though the exodus extends no farther than Chelsea, on the other side of
-the river. But Azalea hadn’t even got so far, this summer. Her time had
-been pretty fully occupied carrying out commissions for more fortunate
-friends. Lady Denby who had gone to the sea, asked her to superintend
-the installation of the winter’s coal. Mrs. Long preferring the
-irresponsibility of Banff to the responsibility of presiding over her
-country home and a succession of unappreciated house-parties, decided
-that this was an excellent opportunity for papering some of the obscurer
-portions of her town residence, and ‘knew that Azalea wouldn’t mind
-overseeing the work’. She interviewed a cook for Mrs. Blaine, hunted up
-a photograph of Sir Mortimer Fanshawe taken on the golf links (before he
-had acquired the game) and excellent as a pictorial feature for a
-sporting supplement. She shopped, exchanged articles, paid bills that
-had been forgotten, and found herself generally confronted with the _res
-angusta domi_ of a woman without an income. She did not grumble. At the
-same time, she could imagine a hundred happier ways of spending a
-summer.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Deane left the shelter of their comfortable home to suffer
-in turn the hospitality of each of their married daughters, who
-holidayed according to their means (i.e., spent a good deal more money
-than they could afford, and returned home soured by the necessity for
-retrenchment). Azalea could have gone, too, but there were limits even
-to her endurance.
-
-The Dillings fell upon her joyously, not only Marjorie and the children,
-but Raymond.
-
-“You must come home with us,” he cried, “and tell us all the news. Is it
-true that Pratt is running for the Federal House? I heard a rumour to
-that effect on the train.”
-
-Azalea nodded.
-
-“You can’t be surprised. This has been his wife’s ambition for years.
-She’ll achieve it, too, if there’s anything in persistent campaigning.
-But I’ve something else to say—I wrote you about it a few days ago,
-before your wire came. The house that Lady Denby has been so keen for
-you to take, is empty. I have an option on it in your name.”
-
-Marjorie could not suppress an exclamation. The house in question was
-large, and in her opinion, unduly pretentious. Their living expenses
-would be more than doubled. It seemed strange to her that people of
-their modest means should be encouraged—urged, indeed—to make such
-extravagant outlay. Display of any sort was, in the eyes of Pinto
-Plains, vulgar, and a cardinal sin upon which her friends felt
-themselves qualified to sit in judgment, was that of trying to appear
-above one’s station.
-
-To Marjorie, one of the most amazing features about life in the Capital
-was the discovery that women who dressed with most conspicuous elegance,
-lived in impressive style and drove in motor cars, commanded only a
-Civil Servant’s meagre salary. Later, she learned that over their heads
-a cloud of debt continually hung, but it caused them no more distress
-than did the dome of the sky. The infamous credit system in the city was
-responsible for these moral callouses which she simply could not
-understand. Debt, to her, was synonymous with dishonesty, and that
-anyone could become accustomed to living in its shadow, was beyond the
-limits of her comprehension. It was a shock for her to learn that
-respected families had unpaid accounts at the large stores extending
-over a period of twenty years!
-
-Virtually, any tradesman would supply merchandise on account to a Civil
-Servant, because although the salary could no longer be garnisheed, they
-hoped that a small payment would be snipped with regularity from the
-infallible Governmental cheque.
-
-“Why don’t you buy a set of sectional bookcases for your husband’s
-books?” asked Azalea’s sister, Flossie, during the progress of a call.
-
-Marjorie’s reply was ingenuous, naively truthful. “We’ve been under so
-much expense lately,” she said, “I felt that I couldn’t afford them.”
-
-Mrs. Howard, whose husband was an anaemic little man, occupying a humble
-post in the Department of Labor, opened her eyes in genuine
-astonishment.
-
-“You don’t have to _pay_ for them,” she cried. “Hapgood is most
-considerate in the matter of his accounts. I generally have to beg for
-mine!”
-
-This latter remark was not strictly in line with the truth—not in Mrs.
-Howard’s case. She had heard it, however, dropped from the lips of one
-of Ottawa’s twenty-three millionaires, and appropriated it, she felt,
-with some effect.
-
-But Marjorie couldn’t see any future happiness at all, knowing that she
-would be faced with financial problems, and she was absolutely unable to
-understand the attitude of Lady Denby, who, throughout the previous
-winter, had stressed the necessity for making a better appearance “for
-the sake of the Party”.
-
-“When people are wealthy and have an assured position,” she counselled,
-“they can enjoy a freedom of action that is denied those less
-fortunately conditioned. Mrs. Hudson is an example. She could, if one of
-her extraordinary whims dictated, dine at Government House in her
-great-grandmother’s faded bombazine, without injuring her position in
-the slightest degree. On the other hand, should _you_ attempt the
-smallest unconventionality, I assure you the result would be socially
-disastrous. The same principle applies in the matter of entertaining.
-You are no less a part of public life than is your husband, and you can
-render him no greater assistance than by displaying a judicious and
-well-regulated hospitality. Cultivate _nice_ people—er—the Minister’s
-wives, and so on . . . Entertain them and entertain them well, but—”
-she broke off, abruptly, “—you can’t do it _here_!”
-
-It quite took Marjorie’s breath away to learn that Lady Denby considered
-women important in politics, and that they might sway their husbands for
-or against a fellow member was an idea that had never entered her mind.
-Neither could she understand how her own popularity could be a factor in
-Raymond’s success, and that it was dependent upon maintaining a position
-she would not afford, instead of living according to her means and
-simplicity of requirement—was an attitude of mind that she never
-completely grasped. But the necessity for it all was made evident even
-to Raymond, and by no less a person than Sir Eric himself, who ably
-coached by his wife, remarked that “to save, one must first learn to
-spend!”
-
-“Establish yourself, my dear fellow,” were his words, “establish
-yourself in the life of the Capital, and when the roots are firmly
-implanted in this loamy soil, draw in your horns—if one may be
-permitted to mix a metaphor. I am not advocating a reckless expenditure
-of more than you have to spend,” emphasised the advocate of all the
-verbotens, “but rather the point that it is not advisable for a young
-politician to appear to hoard his salary. Education, you say? The
-children’s education will, I trust, be well provided for by a generous
-and appreciative country.”
-
-So the Dillings moved, and Marjorie memorialised the occasion by issuing
-invitations to a large tea.
-
-“I suppose you didn’t keep a visiting list?”
-
-“No!”
-
-Azalea had expected a negative answer, so she was not disappointed. But
-Marjorie added,
-
-“I’m sure I shan’t forget any of my friends.”
-
-“Doubtless! The difficulty will lie in remembering all your active
-enemies!”
-
-“Oh, Miss Deane—I mean Azalea—what shocking things you say! Surely, I
-don’t have to ask people who have—that is, who haven’t—who aren’t
-exactly what you might call friendly with me?”
-
-“Positively!”
-
-“Oh, but that doesn’t seem right!” protested Marjorie, in dismay. “It’s
-deceitful! There’s no use liking people if you treat the ones you don’t
-like just as well!”
-
-“Sound logic, my dear, but impractical from a social standpoint. You
-see, it’s something like this—” Azalea slipped a thin gold bracelet
-from her arm, pouring within and about it, a quantity of pen nibs.
-“Society is like this bangle, and these nibs are the people who compose
-it. I’ll jostle the desk and then see what happens to those who are not
-safe within its golden boundary. They fall off and go down to oblivion.
-The others, though disturbed, are in a sense secure, so you can see, my
-dear, that the paramount business of life in the Capital is to get
-_inside_. Of course, there are circles within circles, and you must
-learn about them, later. But for the moment, concentrate upon getting
-within the shining rim. Once there, you can stick, and prick, and jab,
-and stab to your heart’s content, and you need not treat your friends
-and enemies alike. But until you _do_ get there—well, you really won’t
-matter, one way or the other. Your friendship will be prized scarcely
-more than your enmity will be deplored.”
-
-“But,” objected Marjorie. “I never heard of dividing people into lots,
-unless—” a sudden thought occurred to her “—unless you mean that all
-the nice people are inside and the other kind are not. Is that it?”
-
-“Indubitably,” laughed Azalea. “And you must affirm your belief that
-this is so, on each and every occasion.”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean.”
-
-“Why, you must find all the people within the circle charming and
-brilliant and desirable, and all those outside commonplace and dull, and
-not worth while. You must like the former and despise the latter. Oh,
-it’s quite simple, really!”
-
-Marjorie smiled the smile she reserved for her husband’s excursions in
-wit. She thought, of course, that Azalea was joking.
-
-“Now, there’s sometimes a little difficulty in classifying people who
-teeter on the edge,” she poised a nib on the golden circle to illustrate
-her point. “A little push one way or the other will decide which way
-they will go, and until they get pushed, I admit they are something of a
-problem. However, we’ll begin with the certainties, and then I’ll borrow
-a list from Lady Denby, so as to be sure not to overlook anybody . . .
-The Ministers’ wives—Mrs. Blaine, Mrs. Carewe, Mrs. Haldane, Mrs.
-Carmichael, Lady Denby . . .”
-
-Azalea wrote rapidly for a few moments, carefully spelling the French
-names as she recalled them.
-
-“Then the wife of the Black Rod: she goes everywhere—”
-
-“And I like her,” interrupted Marjorie. “She’s not a bit stiff, is she?”
-
-Azalea laughed and shook her head. Marjorie’s dread of women who were
-“stiff” and men who were “sarcastic”, amused her.
-
-Between consultations with Lady Denby, the Parliamentary Guide and the
-Telephone Book, the invitations were issued, and Azalea sat back,
-sighing after her labours.
-
-“Now you will have paid off all your tea obligations,” she said, “but
-you really must keep a list. Separate ones for luncheons, dinners and
-suppers. Probably, a dinner will be the next thing.”
-
-“And who must I ask for dinner, when I give one?” enquired Marjorie,
-ignoring in her distress the rules of grammar.
-
-“Why, the people who have had you, of course! Not luncheon people, not
-tea people, mind!” Azalea was quite stern. “But the people who have had
-you for _dinner_! It will be simple until you have been entertained
-frequently, and then you will have to sort out members of different
-sets.”
-
-“I don’t like it,” said Raymond Dilling’s wife. “I don’t want to
-entertain that way. I tell you, it’s deceitful!”
-
-“Entertaining,” said Azalea, with a suspicion of hardness in her voice,
-“is an admirable illustration of the ‘eye for an eye’ transaction
-mentioned in Holy Writ. Only, in the Capital, an astute woman schemes to
-obtain two eyes for one optic, and a whole set, upper and lower, for the
-molar she has sacrificed. When she accomplishes this, my dear, then she
-has achieved real social success. Bismillah!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 9.
-
-Several circumstances combined to make possible the large and
-representative crowd that attended Mrs. Raymond Dilling’s first big
-crush. The day was fine, the season was only beginning so that there
-were few counter-attractions, and the Parliamentary set, who were
-hearing with increasing frequency of the fervid young prophet of the
-prairies, went out of curiosity to see, as Mrs. Lorimer tactfully put
-it, “_What_ he had married.”
-
-Dilling had already made a strong impression—partly favourable, and
-partly the reverse. But it was definite in either case.
-
-Lastly, the Hollingsworth house, into which the Dillings had moved, was
-a landmark which still bequeathed a flavour of by-gone grandeur to its
-successive tenants, although no member of the illustrious family had
-lived beneath its roof for close upon half a century. But no matter who
-lived there, it was a mansion into which one could pass with dignity and
-a certain satisfaction, secure in the knowledge that even should it be
-converted into a boarding-house, there would remain the manifest though
-indefinable air that differentiates the messuages of patricians from the
-tenements of the proletariat.
-
-That the Hollingsworths’ should be transformed into anything so needful
-as a private hostelry, however, was almost inconceivable, for Ottawa’s
-last concern was her housing problem.
-
-Accommodation was so scarce at the seat of Government that many Members
-began to fear, after a discouraging search, that they would have to
-stand. Over-furnished rooms, and under-furnished houses were offered at
-opulent rentals, but of comfortable pensions, there were none. There are
-but two or three to-day. What solution has been reached, may be
-attributed to the number of picturesque old residences that have been
-remodelled and split into half a dozen inconvenient mouse-traps.
-
-Inside, the Hollingsworths’ was a riot of fantastic ugliness. A gaunt
-reception hall engulfed the visitor and cast him, from beneath a series
-of grilled oak arches, into a sombre drawing room. One end was bounded
-by folding doors that resisted all efforts at movement, and beyond,
-there yawned a portentous bay window that invited invasion by the house
-next door and reduced the cubic contents of the dining-room. Strange
-abutments, niches that looked as though they had been designed for
-cupboards and abandoned before completion, appeared in unsuspected
-places. Angles were everywhere. The ceilings were lumpy, like the
-frosting of a birthday cake, and there wasn’t a gracious line to be
-seen.
-
-Marjorie’s hangings, chosen with the idea of giving a cheerful touch,
-looked somewhat as a collar of baby ribbon might have looked upon the
-neck of an elephant. Her Brussels rugs were suggestive of a postage
-stamp on a very large envelope, while the Mission furniture and mahogany
-What-not, added to the general air of discord. With several violent
-examples of the lithographers’ skill on the walls, there was completed a
-terrorising picture that might aptly have been labelled “The Carnage of
-Art”.
-
-Marjorie stood in front of the cherry-wood fireplace and tried not to be
-nervous, but she couldn’t forget that immense issues depended upon the
-success of this tea—Raymond’s entire future, perhaps! It was a thought
-that almost petrified her.
-
-Pamela de Latour was one of the first guests to arrive. She was early
-because she was assisting, and she was assisting because Lady Denby had
-made the matter a personal favour to herself. It was customary, in
-Ottawa, for unmarried ladies to “assist” in the dining-room, no matter
-what their age, while matrons, either old or young, officiated at the
-tea table. It therefore frequently developed that youthful
-matrons—brides, indeed—were comfortably seated behind the tea-urn, or
-that they cut interminable ices, while spinsters thrice their age,
-percolated kittenishly among the guests on high-heeled slippers,
-deprived by man’s short-sightedness, of the rest which their years were
-craving.
-
-Miss Lily Tyrrell, aristocrat by inclination and democrat by
-necessity—a charming woman whose family had been both wealthy and
-conspicuous in an older generation—also assisted, as did the wholesome
-Misses McDermott. These latter were so much in demand that their
-“assistance” had become almost a profession, as had tea-pouring for Mrs.
-Chalmers, wife of the Black Rod, and presiding at meetings for Mrs. B.
-E. Tillson.
-
-“I’m so pleased to see you,” said Marjorie to Miss de Latour, a little
-too precipitously, and spoiling the effect of Hawkin’s announcement.
-
-Hawkins “announced” at every function of any importance, and infallibly
-employed the precise nuance of impressiveness with which to garnish each
-name.
-
-“Miss de Latour,” he called, and in a tone which plainly said, “Here’s
-Somebody!”
-
-“Missus ’Anover,” he droned, a moment later, looking over that lady’s
-shoulder, and taking a deep breath before booming,
-
-“_Lydy Denby!_”
-
-That was his way.
-
-“It was so good of you to come,” Marjorie continued. “I didn’t know but
-that you would have forgotten me.”
-
-“Not at all,” murmured Miss de Latour, gazing with a sort of outraged
-intensity about the room. “Had you a pleasant summer?”
-
-“Oh, wonderful, perfectly wonderful! It was so good to get home and feel
-. . .”
-
-“Missus Moss,” observed Hawkins, listlessly.
-
-“Pleased to meet you,” said Marjorie, nervously cordial. (She recalled
-later, with considerable puzzlement, that most of her guests said
-briefly, “How d’y do?” If they reciprocated her friendly sentiments,
-they displayed admirable restraint in suppressing the fact.) “Isn’t it a
-lovely day?”
-
-“Glorious,” agreed Mrs. Moss, estimating Miss de Latour’s dress at an
-even hundred. “I suppose you’re glad to be back in Ottawa? Those little
-prairie towns must be so dull!”
-
-Before Marjorie could spring to the defence of Pinto Plains, Mrs.
-Hotchkiss was announced. The smile with which she was prepared to meet
-her guest changed to a look of surprise. The rather plain little person
-advancing towards her was not the dashing Mrs. Hotchkiss she so greatly
-admired.
-
-“You were expecting my namesake, I see,” laughed the newcomer, easily.
-“Yes, there are two of us—no relation. She’s the good-looking Mrs.
-Hotchkiss. I’m the other one!”
-
-“Pleased to meet you,” said Marjorie, magenta-colour with embarrassment.
-“Have you had—I mean, won’t you have your tea?”
-
-“Mrs. Plantagenet Promyss,” blared Hawkins, as though impatient to get
-Mrs. Hotchkiss out of the way.
-
-A small, untidy woman plunged into the room.
-
-“How d’y do?” she said, not only to Marjorie, but all who were within
-hearing distance. “I hope I’m not too late for a nice hot cup of tea!
-There’s nothing so depressing to me as a third lukewarm steeping . . .
-and that’s what a good many sessional hostesses give one, my dear!” Then
-catching sight of Mrs. Long, “I’ve just come from a meeting of the
-Little Learning League, where Lady Elton read a perfectly delightful
-paper called ‘Good Buys in Old By-town’. You know, she’s so clever at
-bargaining and that sort of thing . . . eh? The Little Learning League,
-my dear Mrs. Dilling, is the only organization of its kind in the
-Capital. It concentrates once a fortnight, the essence—absolutely the
-essence—of feminine culture and intelligence. Mrs. Lauderdale Terrace
-is our president. You probably haven’t met her . . . yet,” she added,
-kindly.
-
-As a rule, Mrs. Promyss found the literary afternoons very wearisome.
-She possessed a pretty gift for modelling in soap, and was eager to
-instruct her fellow-members in the use of this charming and ductile
-medium. So skillful was she that her copy of the famous Rogers’ group,
-“You Dirty Boy” was once mistaken for the original. Indeed, she was so
-intrigued by its artistic quality, that she was disposed to argue that
-soap should be used for no other purpose, whatsoever!
-
-Lady Elton’s personal title, however, combined with the smart caption of
-her paper, had quite enchanted the sculptor, and she was in high good
-humour. “You must come to see me in my studio,” she called, as one of
-the Misses McDermott led her away to the dining-room and a hot cup of
-tea.
-
-Marjorie smiled and shook hands until faces, like great expressionless
-balloons, wavered in the air. She lost all power to distinguish what was
-being said to her, and had no idea what she replied. Now and again
-phrases tumbled against her ear out of the general uproar but they
-seemed to have very little sense.
-
-“. . . very proud of his children,” shouted a richly-dressed person on
-her right.
-
-“. . . me, too,” came from a group on her left, “only we fry ours in
-butter.”
-
-From the direction of her leatherette divan drifted a remarkable
-statement—“. . . and she learned to swim . . .” “with a floating kidney
-. . .” “. . . and came ashore at Quebec in a Mandarin’s coat!”
-
-Mechanically, she took the tea Azalea brought her, and approached a
-group of Cabinet ladies.
-
-“Appalling,” one of them was saying. “Like something in a nightmare!”
-
-“Do you think she’ll ever learn?” murmured another. “He’s really
-clever.”
-
-They turned suddenly.
-
-“We were just admiring your house,” exclaimed Mrs. Carewe. “This room
-. . .”
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad you like it!” Marjorie’s voice trembled with happiness.
-“I feel very small in such grandeur, but we’re not using the top floor
-at all, and that helps a little. It was fortunate that our furniture was
-dark, wasn’t it? I used to think there was nothing more gorgeous than a
-gold drawing-room suite, but even if I could have it, it wouldn’t do at
-all in here, would it?”
-
-“Positively not!” agreed the ladies, heartily.
-
-At the other end of the room, a group of Ottawa’s youthful Smart Set
-sought to extract a modicum of enjoyment from what they termed a dee-dee
-party.
-
-“They’re getting damnder and duller,” sighed one.
-
-“I thought nothing could beat Lady Denby’s, but this has it skinned to a
-finish!”
-
-“Can’t any one think of a funny stunt?” asked another. “I’m so bored, I
-could lie down on the floor and sing hymns.”
-
-“Do it,” dared Mona Carmichael, obviously the leader of the group. “Go
-on, Zoe . . . I’ll bet my new pink knickers, you haven’t the nerve!”
-
-“Nerve’s my middle name,” declared Zoe, with a toss of her head. “But
-the trouble with me is Mother. She’s prowling about somewhere in the
-festal chamber, and she never appreciates my originality.”
-
-“Let’s eat,” suggested Elsa Carmichael, the Minister’s second daughter.
-“That always fills up time.”
-
-“My time’s stuffed full,” observed Mona. “Had an awfully late lunch.”
-
-Their shrieks of laughter sounded above the din.
-
-“Sh—sh—sh—!” warned Zoe. “Little Nell from Pinto Plains is looking at
-us.”
-
-“Well, let’s do _something_,” insisted the first speaker. “Couldn’t we
-go upstairs and hide things?”
-
-Mona objected that this form of recreation was stale.
-
-“We might smear their tooth brushes with cold cream,” suggested Elsa.
-
-“Perhaps they don’t use them,” Zoe returned.
-
-“I say,” cried Mona, suddenly alive to a new thought, “how many olives
-can you hold in your mouth at once?”
-
-Nobody had ever tried.
-
-“Let’s do it now,” they agreed with one accord.
-
-“Me first,” said Mona. “It was my idea.”
-
-They seized a plate from the table, surrounded the experimentator, and
-watched half a dozen large, green olives disappear.
-
-“My word,” breathed Elsa, “she’s swallowing them whole!”
-
-“Eight,” counted Dolly Wentworth, her cousin. “Nine, ten—my Sunday hat,
-doesn’t she look like a chipmunk?”
-
-This was too much for Mona. She gulped, grabbed the plate now almost
-empty, and shot explosively, ten whole olives into it.
-
-Screams of delight rewarded her.
-
-“Look,” panted Zoe, “she hasn’t even bitten them!”
-
-“You beast,” said Elsa, “now we can’t tell t’other from which.”
-
-“Sorry,” replied her sister, “but you know I can’t eat them. They make
-me disgustingly sick.”
-
-“You’ve got to eat them,” cried Dolly. “If you don’t, they’ll be served
-up at the next party.”
-
-The thought threw them into agonising spasms of mirth. Oh, this was
-wonderful . . . priceless . . . _mervellus_ . . . the very best ever!
-They really expected to expire . . .
-
-“Slip them back on the table,” commanded Mona, as she saw Marjorie
-approaching.
-
-“Not a minute too soon,” whispered Dolly. “Now then, girls, your best
-Augusta Evans smile . . .”
-
-“Have you had tea?” asked Marjorie, finding something about their
-hilarity that was as incomprehensible as the sombreness of the other
-groups who appeared to be too bored for words. She had little time for
-reflection, but there flashed through her mind a comparison between this
-and a tea in Pinto Plains, where a friendly atmosphere was
-inter-penetrating and a hostess wasn’t ignored by her guests.
-
-They turned to her with the insolence of people who felt they had graced
-her home by their presence. Mona Carmichael answering for her friends,
-replied, “Quarts . . . thanks.”
-
-As that seemed to be productive of no further conversation, Marjorie
-moved away, suddenly conscious that there was a slight commotion at the
-door. A late guest was arriving. To her amazement, she recognised Mrs.
-Augustus Pratt, coarctated in a sapphire velvet, whose fashionable slit
-skirt revealed a length of limb that fascinated, while it unutterably
-shocked her.
-
-“Mrs. Pratt,” confided the lady to Hawkins.
-
-“Parding?”
-
-“Mrs. Pratt,” she repeated, bending a shade nearer.
-
-“Missus Spratt!” he relayed, resentfully.
-
-Hawkins knew Mrs. Pratt. He knew that she was marching round the golden
-circle seeking a weak spot through which she might force an entrance,
-and he felt it an insult to his position that he should have to deal
-with any one outside the charmed enclosure. He hated Mrs. Pratt.
-
-Mrs. Pratt bore down upon Marjorie, and in her wake followed a girl who
-was obviously a relative.
-
-“I came because I knew you must be expecting me. I said to Mod ‘. . .
-something has happened to that invitation, and your father would never
-forgive me if I didn’t make a particular effort to get down to Mrs.
-Dilling’s this afternoon’. This is Mod, Mrs. Dilling. I suppose she’s a
-little older than your children?”
-
-Marjorie was unequal to the occasion. She was surprised that Azalea had
-asked Mrs. Pratt. Azalea was surprised, herself, although she took in
-the situation at a glance, knowing that it was not unusual for persons
-of Mrs. Pratt’s calibre to attend functions at Government House—and
-elsewhere—with a sublime disregard for the necessity of an invitation.
-
-Maude was impaled upon the group of smart young ladies who stared
-disapprovingly at her, while her mother wandered about for half an hour
-with the intention of having everyone in the room know that she was
-there. Later, that night, she took the precaution to telephone Miss
-Ludlow, society reporter of The Dial, and, with cunning innocence,
-offered the item about Mrs. Dilling’s tea as a means of helping the girl
-to fill up her column—or colyum, in Mrs. Pratt’s phraseology. She
-believed in helping women, and she realised how difficult a task
-confronted the reporters. At any time, she would always be willing to
-confide information, and advised Miss Ludlow (who listened with her
-tongue in her cheek) not to hesitate to call upon her.
-
-As the crowd thinned, a chic little motor drove up to the Dilling’s
-door, and, after a tired glance in the direction of the bright chintz
-curtains, the driver settled back to await the pleasure of his lady.
-
-He was discovered almost immediately by the group standing in the
-dining-room.
-
-“What slavery,” murmured Mrs. Long. “I wonder if it’s worth it.”
-
-“Perhaps he doesn’t mind,” suggested Mrs. Blaine.
-
-“Oh, I should say it’s part of the day’s routine,” said Miss de Latour.
-“He calls somewhere for her every afternoon. One can grow accustomed to
-anything.”
-
-“They say she’s writing a novel,” confided Mrs. Long, “an acrimonious
-tale about all of us in the Capital.”
-
-“How delicious,” cried Miss de Latour. “Dante will be jealous, I fear!”
-
-“But it isn’t a novel,” Mrs. Blaine informed the group. “At least,
-that’s not what she calls it.”
-
-“What is it, then?”
-
-“Well,” said Mrs. Blaine, “I’ve never seen it—nor any of the other
-literary productions of which she is guilty, but she told me that it was
-a sort of allegory, a child’s story, called “The Fable of the Fairy
-Ferry-boat” . . . and she’s having it multigraphed for free distribution
-among the children of the English peerage.”
-
-“Be careful,” cautioned Pamela de Latour, “here she is!”
-
-Mrs. Hudson fluttered to the window in response to the summons of Azalea
-Deane. She waved a sprightly hand in the direction of the waiting car,
-and mouthed,
-
-“Coming, directly, darling!” as though speaking to a young and
-inexperienced lip-reader.
-
-“Isn’t it absurd?” she cooed coquettishly to the others. “But he _will_
-come! One would think we were bride and groom,” and she made an
-ineffectual effort to blush.
-
-“Some men are lovers always,” sighed Mrs. Blaine.
-
-“That’s Bob to the life,” cried Mrs. Hudson. “No wonder I’m so spoiled.”
-
-“You certainly look exceptionally well,” remarked Mrs. Long. “Such a
-becoming hat . . .” the fibs trickled fluently from her lips “. . . such
-an artistic blending of gay colours . . . I like bright colours on any
-one who can wear them. And your hair has grown so beautifully white
-. . . not a dark strand to be seen anywhere . . .” Her eyes wandered to
-the patient car “. . . And Mr. Hudson looks like a perfect boy . . .”
-
-
- CHAPTER 10.
-
-Mrs. Pratt was racked by indecision. She was faced by a stupendous
-problem. She could not determine whether to invite the young girls who
-had so frankly snubbed “Mod” to drive home in her limousine, or whether
-to honour herself by cringing before a group of elderly notables. She
-had not possessed a motor long enough to understand that people to whom
-driving would be a boon, do not expect to be invited, and that only
-those who own cars, themselves, or are perfectly able to hire taxis,
-should be asked to enjoy the convenience of a motor.
-
-So she made the mistake of offering to drop Miss Lily Tyrrell at her
-remote apartment, and prodded Maude into urging the Carmichael sisters
-to be driven home.
-
-“We could easily take a couple more,” she announced from the doorway,
-rather as a barker tries to fill up his sight-seeing car. “No trouble at
-all!” But as couples were slow in stepping forward, she strode off with
-the persons already captured.
-
-There was silence for a space after Mrs. Pratt had telephoned directions
-to her chauffeur. A sensitive stranger would have suspected that each
-member of the party was waiting for the other to throw the first stone.
-But such was not precisely the case. The unpleasant _timbre_ in the
-atmosphere was due to the fact that between each individual there
-existed a definite sense of animosity which was clothed with the
-filmiest cloak. Each seemed to be waiting an opportunity to step into
-the open and club the others into sensibility of her own importance.
-
-Mrs. Pratt looked at the ears of her chauffeur. Miss Tyrrell turned her
-head towards the window and thanked Heaven she would soon be able to
-take off her shoes. The Carmichaels maintained a series of signals by
-kicking one another beneath the lap robes, and Maude stared into her
-folded hands, wondering vaguely why people were born at all. Chickens
-and dogs and cats seemed so much more worth while.
-
-“Where do _you_ live?” asked Miss Tyrrell, with just the proper shade of
-patronage. She wished to make very clear to the Carmichael sisters that
-there existed no intimacy between Mrs. Pratt and herself.
-
-The former plunged into a minute description of the improvements she had
-effected in the Tillington place, and warned Miss Tyrrell that she would
-scarcely recognise it, now.
-
-“I suppose in its day, it was considered all right,” she said, “but it
-was quite impossible when I took it over. You must see it . . . Of
-course, you _will_! With a husband in Parliament, I shall have to do a
-lot of entertaining. Do you like to dance?” she asked Mona, suddenly.
-
-“I adore it,” returned the girl, with elaborate indifference. “You
-don’t, do you?” she demanded of Maude.
-
-“Oh, yes, I love dancing.”
-
-“Really? I never see you, anywhere.”
-
-“Mod is just home from school,” said Mrs. Pratt. “I don’t believe in a
-girl carrying all her brains in her feet. She went out rather more than
-was good for her in Montreal . . . not being vurry strong. That’s why I
-can’t let her go to the University, as she wants.”
-
-“What a pity,” murmured the sisters, in a tone that made Miss Tyrrell
-bite her lips to keep from laughing.
-
-The moment they were alone, Mrs. Pratt wheeled upon her daughter.
-“Whatever will I do with you, Mod?” she scolded. “Aren’t you ever going
-to learn to say anything for yourself?”
-
-“I don’t like those girls,” muttered Mod.
-
-“I should hope not! But is that any reason why you shouldn’t make
-friends with them?”
-
-“I don’t want to have friends that I don’t like.”
-
-Mrs. Pratt was struck speechless by such philosophy. It had never
-occurred to her that anyone could hold views at variance with her own,
-least of all, her daughter. She found herself at a loss for an argument,
-a retort, indeed. The girl might just as well have said she didn’t like
-having two hands.
-
-“But everybody has!” exclaimed Mrs. Pratt. “There’s no getting around
-it! Look at your father . . . look at me!”
-
-Maude looked.
-
-“You don’t suppose I went to that Dilling imbecile’s tea because I
-_liked_ her—or any of the people there, for the matter of that—do
-you?”
-
-“Then why did you go?” asked Maude, sullenly.
-
-“Why—why—how absurd you are! I went, and you will have to go because
-other people do—because it’s the way of Society, because, whether you
-like it or not, it’s THE THING!”
-
-They found Mr. Rufus Sullivan enjoying the fruits of the cellar when
-they reached home.
-
-“Blame Gus, not me!” he cried. “Heaven knows I’ve tried to take myself
-off half a dozen times. Is this your girl?”
-
-“Yep,” answered Pratt, his harsh voice softening. “This is our baby.”
-
-“Too big for me to kiss, I suppose,” said Sullivan, secretly
-congratulating himself that this was so. Maude bore a striking
-resemblance to her mother.
-
-Mrs. Pratt acknowledged this witticism with a dry cackle, and invited
-the Hon. Member to stay and take _pot-pourri_ with them. She slurred
-over the words cautiously, never quite certain as to the correct
-application of the phrase. Some people, she knew, said pot luck, but
-this had, to her way of thinking, a vulgar sound.
-
-“That’s the stuff,” cried Gus. “We can go back to the House together
-after a bite of supper.”
-
-“Dinner,” corrected his wife, coldly. “You’re quite all right as you
-are, Mr. Sullivan. None of us will dress.”
-
-“I should hope not,” breathed the irrepressible Pratt, and drained his
-glass with a smack. “Sullivan’s no party.”
-
-As it had been this gentleman’s intention to stay and talk with Mrs.
-Pratt, he demurred politely, calling himself an inconsiderate nuisance
-and other equally applicable terms. But in the end he allowed himself to
-be persuaded, and settled down to accomplish the object of his coming.
-
-“It’s a great pleasure to meet a woman with so keen a sense for
-politics,” he remarked, speaking to Pratt but indicating his wife. Mr.
-Sullivan was one of the few men who could eat and talk at the same time,
-without seeming to give undue preference to either operation. “Our
-Canadian women take shockingly little interest in the life of the
-country.”
-
-“Don’t blame ’em,” mumbled Pratt, struggling with a very hot potato.
-
-“Augustus!” Between telegraphing reproach to her husband, and directing
-the maid in what she conceived to be the correct serving of a meal, Mrs.
-Pratt’s heavy eyebrows attained a bewildering flexibility. “He pretends
-not to take his position seriously, but leave him to me, Mr. Sullivan,
-leave him to me!”
-
-“With confidence, Madam,” returned the Hon. Member, gallantly. “Would
-that I had half so much in the other women of the Party. Is it not
-curious,” he went on, “that a politician’s wife rarely appreciates the
-extent of her influence in shaping her husband’s career? The parson’s
-lady identifies herself with his interests; the doctor’s wife realises
-that she can attract or repel patients; and only the other day, the wife
-of a small-town banker confided to me that she never misses an
-opportunity for doing a stroke of business on her husband’s behalf. As a
-matter of fact, I understand that she was largely responsible for the
-rival institution closing its doors, and leaving the field. Yet, a
-politician’s wife as a rule, seems to take pride in holding herself
-aloof from politics.”
-
-“Dirty business for a woman,” commented Pratt, stroking Maude’s hand
-underneath the table.
-
-“Not a whit dirtier than Society, my dear fellow, and there she likes to
-wallow. Am I not right, Mrs. Pratt? As a woman of the world, I feel sure
-you will agree with me.”
-
-Mrs. Pratt, who desired above all else to be a woman of the world,
-agreed with him, darkly. In this coalition, they seemed to form a vague
-but tacit compact from which the recently-elected Member for Ottawa was
-excluded.
-
-“What, in your opinion, is the vurry best way for a woman to help her
-husband, politically?” she enquired, as they rose from the table.
-
-Sullivan managed to assume an arch expression as he pressed her arm, and
-answered,
-
-“How can you ask such a question of a mere man?”
-
-“I can ask anything of anybody when there’s something I want to find
-out,” was the blunt retort. “Gus—Augustus—has _got_ to make good.”
-
-“He will! We have the utmost faith in him . . . and may I add, in you.
-You’ll be a tower of strength to Gus, Mrs. Pratt, with your keen sense
-for politics. Only the other evening, I was making this statement to my
-little friend, Mrs. Dilling.”
-
-“Mrs. Dilling?”
-
-“Yes. Wife of the Member for Pinto Plains. You should know her, Mrs.
-Pratt. A creature of rare beauty and charm.”
-
-Mrs. Pratt confessed to a slight acquaintance in a tone calculated to
-chill her guest’s enthusiasm. “She gave a big tea, this afternoon. Mod
-and I were there.”
-
-“Really? I am glad to hear it. You two ought to be great friends—with
-interests that are so nearly identical.” As Mrs. Pratt said nothing, the
-Hon. Member continued—somewhat more easily, noting that his host and
-Maude had left the room—“I’m so fond of her . . . almost _too_ fond,
-I’m afraid! She’s a wonderful little woman, Mrs. Pratt—and I’ve known a
-good many in my day. Do you realise that Marjorie could simply _make_
-her husband, if she had a tithe of your political sense . . . if she
-only knew how!”
-
-“You surprise me,” said Mrs. Pratt, and in her tone the Hon. Member was
-gratified to detect the ring of truth.
-
-“Well, it’s a fact. Dilling’s a marvel, my dear lady. Even the
-Opposition concede him the respect due a powerful antagonist.”
-
-“He’s not a bad speaker,” admitted Mrs. Pratt.
-
-“There isn’t a man in the House who can touch him! Now, is there?”
-
-Mrs. Pratt hedged by suggesting that the country looked for something
-more than forensic eloquence.
-
-“A profound remark!” Mr. Sullivan could not restrain his admiration. He
-beamed and stroked his knees, deriving from the performance, apparently,
-much satisfaction. “Trust you to dig right down to the root of the
-matter! Not that he hasn’t principles, dear lady, and also the courage
-necessary to express them. We mustn’t overlook that. Moreover, it’s
-almost impossible to defeat him in argument . . . Such disconcerting
-agility of mind, you know. He lets the other fellow expend himself in an
-offensive, and then, without apparent effort, stabs and thrusts until
-his opponents fall in regular—er—regular—”
-
-“Windrows,” suggested Mrs. Pratt, whose unacknowledged relatives were
-honest farming people.
-
-“Windrows, a capital comparison! They fall in regular windrows before
-him. Why, he can prove that black is white any day in the week.”
-
-“Men are fools!” was the lady’s oracular remark.
-
-“Unfortunately for them . . . us, I really ought to say. I, myself, have
-felt the force of that young man’s power, and I’ve been absolutely putty
-in his hands.”
-
-Mrs. Pratt drew her lips into a thin, straight line, and forbore to
-comment on this weakness.
-
-“The trouble is—as, of course, you are aware—he has been trained in a
-bad school, and it may take some time to undo the effect of early
-education. Then, naturally, he’s only human and the wine of success is a
-heady beverage. He’s somewhat determined—”
-
-“Mule-ish,” amended Mrs. Pratt.
-
-“No, no, I protest,” cried the Hon. Member, playfully. “You must not be
-too hard on the fellow. All he needs is a little guidance—perhaps even
-a shade more definite opposition. For example, this elevator and freight
-idea of his . . .”
-
-“G’aranteed to plunge the whole country into roon,” interrupted Mrs.
-Pratt, whose investments were centred strictly to the East.
-
-“I anticipated you would take the view of the better minds,” returned
-Mr. Sullivan, perceiving that the time had come for him to discard the
-subtler implements of finesse, and employ the rough, but honest trowel.
-“But when all’s said and done, it may be better to support a man with
-whose policies we are not in accord than to split into groups, and
-eventually be forced from our seats into the benches on the opposite
-side of the house.”
-
-Mrs. Pratt watched her guest with unmistakable bewilderment in her hard
-blue eyes.
-
-“I see that you agree with me,” he went on, “and you are probably
-wondering, just as I am, how soon the need will come for us to prove our
-Party loyalty. It can’t be far away, dear lady. I have ten dollars in my
-pocket that says there’ll be a Cabinet vacancy before the spring.”
-
-“And Dilling will get the portfolio!” barked Mrs. Pratt, thrown
-completely off her guard.
-
-“What a head you have!” cried Sullivan. “I’ll wager there aren’t a dozen
-men who have suspected it! But he needs support . . . he must have it.
-We must stand solidly behind him, for no matter how divergent may be our
-views upon this question of western freight, we’ve got to train up a
-man—a good strong fellow—who will sweep the country and be able to
-step into the shoes of the Prime Minister, some day!”
-
-“Prime Minister!” gasped Mrs. Pratt, and fell to preening herself in
-order that she might hide the trembling of her hands.
-
-She hated the Dillings—Raymond for his reputed genius, the clear, cold
-brilliance that would not be eclipsed, and Marjorie for her childish
-friendliness and ingratiating ways. The meek might inherit the Kingdom
-of Heaven without provoking her envy, but that they should also inherit
-the earth was a contingency that aroused her cold fury.
-
-She saw them sought after, deferred to, taking precedence over everyone
-save the representative of the King! Her thoughts fell into narrower
-channels and she pictured Marjorie opening bazaars, lending her
-patronage to this or that gathering of Society’s choicest blossoms,
-arriving at the state where she would be unstirred by invitations to
-Government House!
-
-Under the turquoise velvet, her bosom rose and fell, heavily. At the
-moment she hated her husband no less fiercely than she hated the man
-whom she chose to consider his rival. What could Augustus carve in the
-way of a career? How could he ever hope to triumph over this aggressive
-man from the West? Where would she be when Marjorie Dilling had become
-the wife of Canada’s young Prime Minister?
-
-The suave voice of Rufus Sullivan fashioned itself into words. The first
-ones she failed to catch, but the last pierced her like the point of a
-white-hot rapier.
-
-“. . . and then, naturally, a title. And how graciously she will wear
-it, eh?”
-
-A title . . . Mrs. Pratt felt suffocated. A portfolio was bad enough;
-the Premiership was a possibility that she could not consider without a
-cataclysm of emotion, but a title . . . the pinnacle of human desire,
-the social and political apogee . . .
-
-Sir Raymond and Lady Dilling . . . Lady Dilling . . .
-
-She rose abruptly and strode to the door. Pratt avoided a collision with
-difficulty. He was just coming in.
-
-“No more time for philandering,” he cried, with vulgar geniality. “On to
-Pretoria! Nelson expects every man to do his duty!”
-
-Mrs. Pratt watched their departure with contradictory sensations. The
-Hon. Member for Morroway was not the man to spoil a good impression by
-an inartistic exit. He made a graceful adieu, managing to convey the
-idea that, although now and again he might be the bearer of news that
-was disturbing, on the whole he was a man who could be mulct by a woman
-of astuteness, of the most intimate and useful information.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Augustus Pratt, M.P., arrived home on the stroke of midnight to find his
-wife and daughter in the midst of a litter of stationery, calling lists,
-telephone and Blue Books.
-
-“What’s up now?” he demanded, picking his way across the floor as one
-hops over a brook by means of stepping stones.
-
-“Look at that,” cried his wife, and pointed to the evening paper.
-
-Pratt gave his attention to the item indicated. It headed the Personal
-column, and read,
-
-“The following ladies and gentlemen had the honour of dining at
-Government House last evening . . . and Mr. and Mrs. Raymond Dilling.”
-
-“Well,” he yawned, “there’s nothing very startling about that! I don’t
-see the answer.”
-
-“No! Naturally you wouldn’t!” Mrs. Pratt pounded a stamp on an envelope.
-
-The M.P. turned to his daughter. “Tell her old dad what it means, little
-Maudie.”
-
-“Mother’s giving a big dinner party, on the seventeenth.”
-
-“Oh, my God!” sighed Augustus. Then, “I’ve got to go to Montreal on that
-date, Minnie—honest, I have!”
-
-“You dare! And listen, Gus, while I think of it; if I ever hear that
-you’ve given one atom of support to that Dilling, I’ll have my trunks
-packed and the house closed, before you can get home! Now, don’t
-forget!”
-
-“Dear, dear!” Pratt assumed an air of panic. “What’s the poor beggar
-been up to now?”
-
-“He’s up to getting himself into the Cabinet, if men like you don’t want
-the job, yourselves—that’s what he’s up to. And once in the Cabinet,
-you know where he’ll land next.”
-
-“Where?”
-
-“In the Prime Minister’s seat,” returned Mrs. Pratt, sourly.
-
-“In the Senate, you mean,” laughed Augustus, and pinched Maude’s ear.
-
-“Your idea of jokes is sickening,” Mrs. Pratt declared. “Sometimes I
-wonder why I bother with you. Now, Mod, read out the names on those
-envelopes down there!”
-
-Dutifully, Maude complied . . . “Mr. and Mrs. Chesley . . .”
-
-“Like enough they won’t come,” interrupted her mother. “We’ve never
-called.”
-
-“. . . Mr. and Mrs. Long! Mr. and Mrs. Robert Hudson . . .”
-
-“There’s another hateful snob. This afternoon I could have strangled
-her!”
-
-“Mr. and Mrs. Herbert Truman . . .”
-
-“They say she only goes to Government House,” mused Mrs. Pratt.
-“However, I took a chance. It only cost two cents—and you never know.”
-
-“You bet you’ll never know,” said the Member. “Minnie, you’re plain
-crazy asking all these swells that you don’t even know when you see ’em!
-Why don’t we have any _real_ friends, nowadays?”
-
-Mrs. Pratt answered with a baleful glance that was more eloquent than
-words. Then, assured that there would be no further interference from
-her husband, directed Maude to finish her work.
-
-“. . . Sir Eric and Lady Denby . . .”
-
-“They ought to come, anyhow,” she groaned, hopefully, “seeing it’s the
-Party. The Fanshawes, the Howarths, Sullivan and Azalea Deane . . .
-she’s sure to come . . . that makes twenty-nine. There’s one more
-envelope, Mod!”
-
-“Mr. and Mrs. Raymond Dilling,” read the girl.
-
-“Dilling?” echoed her father.
-
-“Of course, Augustus. Don’t gape at me in that way!”
-
-“But you just told me—I thought you had your knife into the Dillings.”
-
-“So I have, you fool!”
-
-“Then why the hell do you ask them to your party?”
-
-Mrs. Pratt so forgot herself as to stamp her foot. “Can’t you see,” she
-cried, “that they’re getting on?”
-
-
- CHAPTER 11.
-
-For a time, Dilling was entertained by the visits he received from
-ladies of varying ages and mixed intentions. He found their vapoury
-subterfuges or engaging candour equally amusing. But presently, this
-type of diversion, so eagerly welcomed by many of his confrères, began
-to pall, and he developed amazing ingenuity in the avoidance of such
-callers.
-
-He had grown suspicious of “deserving cases,” and “ancient grievances”;
-he found himself totally unsympathetic towards the erection of monuments
-commemorating the questionable valour of somebody’s obscure progenitors;
-he could sit absolutely unmoved and listen to schemes which were being
-projected “at considerable personal inconvenience,” in order that he
-might attain immortality. The measures he was asked to father in the
-House ranged from the segregation of the feeble-minded to prohibition of
-philandering.
-
-“He’s a cold fish,” complained more than one lady, after failing to
-elicit the smallest response, either to her project or her personal
-charms.
-
-It was true that Dilling’s emotional reactions were slight, but it was
-equally true that had they been vehement, he would have forced himself
-to a course of conduct commensurate with what he conceived to be the
-demands of national welfare. He never could accept the idea that the
-Government Service was an institution in which hundreds of persons—like
-Mr. Deane—might find a comfortable escape from the storm and stress of
-a fruitful life, and render in return but a tithe of the work that even
-their small abilities could fairly perform. He never could sympathise
-with the attitude of those who looked upon the public funds as private
-means, and he opposed, in so far as he was able, every effort to tap the
-Dominion Treasury for individual gain.
-
-There were times when he thought with discouragement about these things;
-times when he was oppressed with the basic insincerity of public life.
-It was so vastly different from what he had imagined! He felt himself
-eternally struggling against the malefic urge of partisanship—and
-partisanship was not always, he found, an expression of high principle.
-
-And he saw also that, as his success gathered head, petty
-jealousies—and great—sprang up on every hand. The very persons who
-assisted in his rise would be the first, he knew, to herald his
-downfall. He used to think that because a man was prominent, he
-possessed universal good-will, but now he knew that the exact reverse
-obtains.
-
-“I am the most unpopular man in the House,” he said to Azalea, one
-evening. “On the floor, they cheer and applaud me, but in private or
-social life, I am shunned.”
-
-Another woman would have contradicted him. Such a course did not occur
-to Azalea.
-
-“Do you mind?” she asked.
-
-He considered a moment.
-
-“I’m not sure. It seems to me that the popular Members don’t _do_
-anything. They’re too busy being popular . . . too busy being agreeable
-to a herd of tireless parasites.”
-
-“Which is quite out of your line, is it not?”
-
-“Well, why _should_ I snivel and crawl?” he defended. “One respects a
-man or one doesn’t. Popularity is, after all, only an expression of mob
-psychology; as you know, it is unstable—having either the vaguest of
-excuses, or palpable insincerity behind it.”
-
-“You mean the insincerity of the person who is popular?”
-
-“Of course! What man feels genuine friendliness towards enough people to
-make him ‘popular’?”
-
-Azalea shook her head in the characteristic way that implied her
-resentment against accepting the inevitable.
-
-“But don’t you feel that a certain amount of studied affability is—let
-us say—necessary to the attainment of success in public affairs?”
-
-“No! I believe with Lincoln that the conduct of a statesman—and that is
-my high ambition, if it be God’s will that I attain to it—should be
-moulded upon three principles; ‘malice towards none, charity for all,
-firmness on the right’. These principles are not compatible with the
-flatteries and lightly-regarded mendacities of a popular idol. A
-statesman ought to be less of a man and more of an ethical inspiration.
-It’s not an easy ideal to live up to,” he concluded, “but at least it’s
-a clean one, and I think the only one that history justifies.”
-
-“Yes,” repeated Azalea, as though careful that her voice should not
-betray her true opinion, “it’s a very clean one.”
-
-Recalling that conversation, Dilling found himself musing rather
-pleasantly about Azalea. What a curious little creature she was! What a
-stimulating companion! He could not, for the life of him, visualise her
-features, but he could bring to mind many an illuminating twist of her
-thoughts. Times without number, he realised, he had invoked her
-extraordinary intuitive powers and transmuted them in the crucible of
-his logic, into what Sullivan was pleased to designate as invincibility
-in debate.
-
-“She’s more than half responsible,” he told himself. “I couldn’t have
-achieved my present position by any process of reasoning alone.”
-
-He looked over his crowded desk with a sensation of helplessness. How
-could any man, single-handed, clear that accumulation away? He wondered
-if other Members allowed their business to get into such a distressing
-tangle, and if they had better luck than he when a stenographer came in
-for a few hours, to reduce the congestion?
-
-“It’s this eternal speech-making,” he reflected. “That’s what takes so
-much of my time. I wish . . .”
-
-He left his chair and began to pace about the room, surrendering to an
-access of restlessness that was quite foreign to him. Azalea Deane . . .
-there was the solution! Why not? Why should she not come to him as a
-permanent assistant . . . a sort of private secretary?
-
-“She could relieve me of a myriad minor duties,” he thought. “Foreign
-press . . . correspondence . . . research work . . . She’s amazingly
-accurate . . .” He smiled as he caught himself suppressing the familiar
-corollary, “for a woman!”
-
-Yes, that was the solution! He would ask Azalea Deane to work with him.
-“We’ll get on famously together,” he thought. “She’s so quick to catch
-the drift of my intention. She really understands me.”
-
-He sat down again, amused at the recollection of an original view
-expressed by Azalea in answer to Marjorie, who complained of Ottawa’s
-persistent misunderstanding.
-
-“There’s no cause for distress in being misunderstood,” she had said.
-“It’s the opposite condition that we should dread! Imagine one’s
-stupidity, covetousness and smallness of spirit being laid bare!
-Unthinkable, isn’t it? You mustn’t forget, my dear Marjorie, that being
-misunderstood works both ways, and through imperfect understanding we
-are frequently credited with motives and qualities that are quite as
-flattering as we could wish. Heaven forfend that I should ever be
-thoroughly understood!”
-
-Dilling applauded her and reminded his wife that if men were compelled
-to write their thoughts and wear them as phylacteries on their
-foreheads, few, indeed, would carry themselves bravely in public.
-
-“And why should they do that, dear?” Marjorie enquired, her pansy eyes
-clouded with perplexity.
-
-“He is only trying to be clever,” explained Azalea. “He is subtly
-suggesting that if the very best of us proclaimed our thoughts upon our
-foreheads, there would be jolly few who didn’t pull their hats low above
-their brows.”
-
-Azalea did not wear her thoughts upon her forehead, Dilling reflected,
-and he smiled at his conceit in thinking that if she did, they would
-probably be written in a language that was difficult to read! It
-suddenly occurred to him that he knew very little of what was passing in
-Azalea’s mind. His endeavour had been directed to an opposite
-course—assisting her to understand what was in his thoughts.
-
-“She’s a curious creature,” he repeated, “a problem. But she has rare
-intelligence and imagination. I need her . . . She is necessary for the
-advancement of my work. I can’t concentrate in this hopeless muddle
-. . .”
-
-The idea excited him more than he realised. In planning a schedule for
-their day’s routine, he did not recognise his keen desire for a closer
-intimacy with the girl’s mind, the assurance of her esteem, the stimulus
-of knowing that she expected him to conquer unconquerable things. He
-began to wear down her arguments, to win her from possible
-disinclination. She must agree! She must come!
-
-He pictured a scene with her tiresome old father, when he should ask not
-for her hand but for her brain. How insensately stubborn the old
-antiquarian would be! How damnably unreasonable!
-
-He consulted his book of appointments . . . not a minute Wednesday . . .
-nor Thursday . . . Ah! Mrs. Pratt’s dinner party . . . Good! He would
-ask her then . . .
-
-A thin smile touched his features as he said to himself,
-
-“If I can move the Opposition in the House, surely I can override the
-objections of Grenville Deane!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mr. Deane would have swelled with pride had he known that his daughter
-was engaging the attention of more than one Parliamentary Member that
-day. In a room above that occupied by Raymond Dilling, the thoughts of
-three other gentlemen bent themselves fleetingly upon her.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“The fellow’s not only clever,” grumbled Turner, “but he’s too damned
-careful. We’ll have some trouble in pinning anything on him.”
-
-Sullivan sipped his whisky reflectively. “The trouble is that he never
-meets the right sort of people.”
-
-“God knows they go out enough,” protested Howarth. “According to the
-Personals which I’ve read conscientiously for several weeks past, they
-go pretty much everywhere.”
-
-“Because he’s become the vogue, in a manner of speaking,” said Sullivan.
-“But that won’t do us any good. It won’t last long enough. Socially,
-they are failures and always will be . . . Mark my words, the time will
-come when they will be asked only because their political position
-requires recognition, not for their personal charm. Church-workers and
-unambitious obscurities will be their particular friends . . . her
-particular friends, perhaps I should say. He won’t have any.”
-
-“Still, he’ll meet some interesting women,” objected Turner.
-
-“I grant it, but not deliberately interesting,” returned Sullivan, with
-a wink. “In other words, he won’t stumble into a trap. He’ll have to be
-led into it.”
-
-“Why won’t he stumble?” Howarth asked. “Other men do.”
-
-“His temperament is a safeguard, for one thing. He is not sufficiently
-attracted by women to go exploring, and only those who wander into
-unfamiliar places get caught in traps.”
-
-Howarth remarked that his wife had reported a warm friendship between
-the Dillings and the Deane girl.
-
-“Yes,” said Sullivan, “I’ve been watching that. Mrs. D. tells me that he
-admires the girl intensely.”
-
-“Humph!” commented Turner.
-
-“I’ve never met the lady,” said Howarth, “but judging from her looks I
-should think that a man’s intensity of feeling for her could not be much
-more than a mild passion of the imagination.”
-
-Sullivan laughed. “That’s not bad for you, Billy. I’ll go even further
-and opine that Dilling’s intensity of feeling for anyone will be like
-the passion of a fried sole! However, the Deane girl won’t do.”
-
-“What about de Latour’s daughter?” suggested Howarth. “She looks clever,
-and might help, ‘for the sake of the Party,’ as our estimable Lady Denby
-says.”
-
-“Good God, Billy,” groaned Sullivan. “We don’t want anyone who _looks_
-clever! Don’t you know me better than that?”
-
-“Well, the sweet young thing should be easy to find,” said Turner.
-
-“No good, either. In the first place, it’s hard to find one with any
-sense, and in the second, he gets that type as a daily diet.”
-
-“Those Carmichael girls seem to be consistent winners,” suggested
-Turner, once more. “Some brains, and good looks . . .”
-
-“Too young,” said the old campaigner. “Undependable! Kids are apt to
-lose their heads and weaken, when it comes to using the scalping knife.
-First thing we know, they’d give the whole show away. No,” he went on,
-reflectively, “what we want is a regular stunner, who’ll stick right at
-the game until she has his scalp at her belt . . . a woman of the world,
-you know, chock full of horse sense and able to handle men with as
-little difficulty as an expert trainer handles cats.”
-
-There was a short silence.
-
-“I can’t think of anybody,” Turner’s tone was sodden with
-discouragement.
-
-“Nor I,” said Howarth. “Haven’t you got anybody up your sleeve,
-Sullivan?”
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway modestly admitted that there was a lady of
-his acquaintance who combined all these alluring vices.
-
-“Either of you ever heard of Mrs. Barrington?” he enquired.
-
-Turner thumped his approval. Howarth took his satisfaction more
-cautiously.
-
-“I’ve seen the dame. Kind of flashy, eh?”
-
-“Tastes differ,” replied his friend.
-
-“Just moved here lately, hasn’t she?”
-
-Sullivan nodded.
-
-“Hangs round the House a good deal, trying to put something over for her
-husband, I’ve heard.”
-
-“You’re remarkably well informed, Billy,” mocked the older man.
-
-“Did you ever know her before?” asked the unabashed Howarth.
-
-Sullivan confessed to a previous acquaintance. “Her mother’s first
-husband was my sister’s brother-in-law. So, you see, she’s a sort of
-relation.”
-
-“Not too close to be interesting,” observed Turner, who had his private
-opinion about Sullivan’s relations. “Has she been sounded? Do you think
-she’ll take on the job?”
-
-The Member for Morroway was hopeful, “provided,” he said, “she is not
-absorbed in any other emotional adventure. They are chronic.”
-
-“Is that the only provision?” Howarth wanted to know.
-
-“Well—er—as you, yourself, remarked, she seems to be determined to get
-Barrington a nice, cushioned berth in which he will be well protected
-against the rigours of enervating toil. I understand that she fancies
-the Chairmanship of the Improvement Commission.”
-
-William Howarth, M.P., expressed relief, and the opinion that this was
-“pie”.
-
-“We’ll just put little Augustus Pratt on the job,” he said. “How soon
-could we see the lady?”
-
-Sullivan didn’t doubt that she was somewhere in the House at the moment.
-
-“You trot along and find her, then,” urged the other. “Bring her up here
-and let’s hold a friendly little conference. The sooner we get her
-started on this escapade, the sooner our young friend will lose his
-head!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 12.
-
-A light but insistent tapping put an end to Dilling’s reflections.
-
-“Come in!” he called, impatiently, and turned towards the window as if
-intent upon the landscape.
-
-There was a slight pause, and then, like a well-timed bit of stage
-business, a woman stood framed in the open door.
-
-Dilling appreciated the dramatic note even while he resented it. On
-general principles he despised the theatrical.
-
-“Oh, I _am_ lucky!” cried his visitor, in a well-disciplined contralto.
-“I scarcely dared hope to find you alone. Every atom of courage I
-possessed oozed out of my finger-tips at the thought of interrupting a
-secret caucus, or some other of the dark conspiracies that are supposed
-to occupy our Members’ time!”
-
-She advanced and extended an ungloved hand. Dilling touched her fingers
-without speaking.
-
-“My name is Hebe Barrington,” she went on, “Mrs. Arthur, on my calling
-cards, you know . . . and I’m here on a desperately serious mission. Its
-success means everything to me, and you, yourself, Mr. Dilling, have
-buoyed me up with the hope that I shall not fail.”
-
-She shifted her position slightly, contriving to draw her skirt close
-about her long, slender limbs like a sheath.
-
-But Dilling was not looking. He had taken a penknife from his pocket,
-and was giving First Aid to an untutored finger-nail.
-
-“How shall I begin?” she went on, watching him from beneath her lashes.
-It was one of her prettiest gestures.
-
-“Perhaps, if you made some notes and sent them to me—”
-
-“Oh, please!” she protested. “That’s heartless of you. And _do_ sit
-down! I can’t think while you wear that ‘Time’s up’ expression. It
-drives every idea from my head. I tell you frankly, Mr. Dilling, I
-expected you would be much more kind.”
-
-She flung him a smile that had dazzled many another man. Dilling
-received it with indifference, in a wholly unprecedented manner. Mrs.
-Barrington found the experience somewhat disconcerting.
-
-In his expression there was no appreciation of her loveliness. Neither
-was there the disapproval that betokens a recognition of it, or a sign
-of that wariness by which man betrays his knowledge of its danger. There
-was nothing.
-
-In the abstract, Dilling saw men as trees, walking, but women he saw
-scarcely at all. Emotionally, he was vestigial. Artistically, he was
-numb. Beauty in any form registered only through his outward eye. He
-missed the inner vision that should have quickened his soul.
-
-Mrs. Barrington was not an unfamiliar figure to him, although he had
-never been sufficiently interested to ask her name. Frequently, of late,
-he had seen her in the restaurant, or in the corridors, sometimes
-surrounded by a group of Parliamentary gallants, and sometimes in
-earnest tete-a-tete with just one man. If he thought of her at all, it
-was to conclude that like other women who haunt the House, she was
-engaged in the popular occupation known as lobbying, and he felt an
-instinctive opposition to whatever request she might be about to make.
-
-On her part, Mrs. Barrington felt the disappointment of one who has been
-unexpectedly repulsed at the first line of attack, and sees the
-necessity for finer strategy. She laid aside the ineffectual weapon of
-physical charm, and took up the subtler blade of flattery.
-
-“I have come to you,” she said, “because you are not only essentially,
-but so patently, sincere. Not your speeches alone, but your whole
-manner, proclaim it. I suppose that is a good deal to say of a
-politician, is it not?”
-
-“By no means!”
-
-“There is little evidence to the contrary! Most of them rant about a
-loftier patriotism, service for the public weal that knows no respite
-and the realisation of a higher idealism for Twentieth Century Canada,
-but their actual performances are not marked with the large
-disinterestedness they profess. You are different. Perhaps you won’t
-like my saying so, Mr. Dilling, but as you sit in the House, surrounded
-by your colleagues, yours is a noticeably solitary figure. I felt it the
-instant I saw you, and the impression has grown steadily stronger . . .
-with reason. You have brought a different element into politics, Mr.
-Dilling. Like Disraeli, you are on the side of the angels! You have
-brought what I call practical spirituality, a force that can and will
-defeat materialism, if—if—you do not get discouraged, and tired of
-struggling on, alone.”
-
-“Aren’t you rather disheartening?”
-
-The question was asked with such utter unconcern that Mrs. Barrington
-could not deceive herself into thinking she had made an impression. Had
-Dilling taken her seriously, or accorded her half the sincerity she
-professed to impute to him, he would have been unconscionably
-embarrassed. As matters stood, her words, like her beauty, failed to
-touch him. He heard them as he heard agreeable music, without annoyance,
-but without pleasure. It was said of him, that once, in Pinto Plains,
-when asked if he enjoyed piano playing he had answered, “Oh, I don’t
-mind it!” and he could aptly have applied the same phrase to this
-woman’s conversation.
-
-He didn’t mind it! He was listening without giving particular heed to
-what she said. He knew that she had come to ask a favour, and he was not
-sufficiently amenable to feminine wiles to lose sight of the methods of
-a shrewd campaigner.
-
-“I may be disheartening,” he heard her say, “but I am sincere. Would you
-have me pretend—tell you how popular you are, and how certain to become
-the idol of the people? Do you not remember that the Cæsars and Lincolns
-of history have been slandered and slain by their friends and
-compatriots, and can you hope to escape a similar fate at the hands of
-our people—even though despotism is not tempered with assassination
-here, as it was a hundred years ago in Russia?”
-
-Dilling was conscious of a flicker of interest. It was curious, he
-reflected, that this woman should have come to him and given expression
-to the very thoughts that had been uppermost in his mind. He wondered
-whether she had been talking to Azalea.
-
-“And what has all this to do with your mission?” he asked, closing his
-penknife with a snap.
-
-“Everything!” she cried, vehemently. “Everything depends upon the
-honesty behind your protestations, upon the fact that you are not merely
-content to talk about idealism, but will work to see it blossom
-throughout the country. Moreover, I have counted on your vision, your
-ability to see the benefit of what, to others, may look like an
-impractical measure. Any other type of man would laugh at me,” she
-added.
-
-She stopped and waited for him to speak. But he made no comment.
-
-He was not insensible to the cleverness with which she assembled her
-points. There was about her address a climacteric quality that compelled
-his admiration. But her speech fell flat because he failed to pick up
-his cues. The obvious retort that she must have anticipated, was never
-spoken; so each pause was pregnant with the suggestion of finality, of
-failure.
-
-“I felt as though I were being driven, blindfold, along a crooked
-passage,” she said, later, in describing the interview to Sullivan.
-“Each time I turned a corner, some one rose and struck me in the face,
-so that I reeled and lost my bearings and had to wait a bit in order to
-recover myself and my sense of direction.”
-
-Dilling half suspected this. He did not, however, assume a difficult and
-disinterested manner, deliberately, nor did he act with conscious
-rudeness. He simply felt no curiosity in Mrs. Barrington nor in the
-object of her visit, and no obligation to pretend that he did.
-
-“I have come to you,” she said, again, “because you are the embodiment
-of all the qualities I have mentioned. Your sympathy, I take for
-granted, for the reason that the cause I plead is a spiritual cause, Mr.
-Dilling. I am asking for the development of a nation’s soul.”
-
-“Oh!”
-
-This response, though almost imperceptible, affected the woman as
-applause breaking suddenly over an unfriendly house, stimulates an actor
-to greater achievement. She left her chair and stood before him, a
-vision of aggressive beauty. She nearly lost herself in the part she was
-playing, and allowed impulse rather than design to dominate the moment.
-
-“We admit that in the fierce struggle for existence, a young country
-must concern itself primarily with material problems, and that the song
-of the spirit is often stifled by the cry of hungry children. But has
-not the day arrived for us when our thought, and at least a small part
-of our resources, should be devoted to providing nourishment for the
-Canadian soul? I know that this sounds like the spell-binder’s affluence
-of speech, but, believe me, Mr. Dilling, I have a practical proposition
-behind it.”
-
-“Well?” said Dilling, without enthusiasm.
-
-She pointed to the Little Theatre movement, to various literary and
-dramatic organisations that have sprung up throughout the Dominion, as a
-proof that we are seeking a means of artistic expression, for spiritual
-development, that we are feeling a reaction from the wave of materialism
-which, in these times, holds the land in thrall. “In a word,” she said,
-“we are looking for happiness, only just realising that we have striven
-without it all these years. We are not a happy nation, Mr. Dilling.”
-
-“Show me a more prosperous one,” he cried.
-
-“Ah! But there’s our trouble. Prosperity and happiness may lie at
-opposite poles. The one is of the earth and its fulness, the other of
-the spirit, and in our pursuit of the former, we too frequently forget
-the needs of the latter. Happiness depends upon the emotions, Mr.
-Dilling, and Canadians have almost suffocated theirs.”
-
-Obviously, the spark of interest she had ignited had turned to ashes. He
-was silent, so she hurried on.
-
-“We need Art—the medium through which spirituality flows into the life
-of man. We want to hear the symphonies of our composers, the songs of
-our poets, as well as the throb and thunder of motor factories and power
-plants. I would ask the Government to recognise the organisations that
-are endeavouring to promote artistic creation, and to give financial
-assistance to the conspicuously talented artists throughout the
-Dominion!”
-
-“Hold on!” cried Dilling, stung into repelling this premeditated attack
-upon the National Treasury. “We maintain a big Gallery out at the
-Museum. We subsidise Art.”
-
-“Yes,” she countered, quickly, “but not the artist. What you do only
-goes to swell the pay-roll of the Civil Service . . . You don’t go far
-enough! Hasn’t the Government helped to build up the industries of this
-country? Has it not pap-fed factories and commercial enterprises of
-various kinds? You know it has! If I should want a water-power for some
-silly little saw-mill, shall I not have it from my Province, for the
-asking? There’s not a doubt of it! Yet, no one thinks of providing a
-greater power and one whereby this growing unrest can be composed. We
-are making a great point of conserving our natural resources, but who
-thinks of conserving our _spiritual_ resources, Mr. Dilling? We need the
-one no less than the other. Men are reaching out towards Art!”
-
-“Government is organised to legislate for peace and order in the
-community.”
-
-“Aristotle said that Government was organised to make people happy. I
-scarcely think we have made good along his principles, do you?”
-
-“You can’t legislate people into happiness.”
-
-“No! But you can provide the things that will create that state of mind.
-I should like to see a National Theatre, Mr. Dilling, in which the
-struggles and triumphs of Canada might be told by her own sons and
-daughters. Love of our common country can be fostered in no happier way.
-Let us have annual prizes for excelling talent in the Arts, and Science,
-and Literature!”
-
-“Have we any poets worth recognising?” interrupted Dilling.
-
-“Ah, I knew you would make that objection!” cried Hebe Barrington. “I
-knew that your thoughts would fly at once to Milton, and Keats, and
-Shelley . . . and the greatest of them all, Shakespeare. You immediately
-compare us with the immortals, and feel that we lose by the comparison.
-I don’t profess to offer you a Homer or a Sappho. But there were lesser
-poets in Athens whom Pericles favoured at the expense of the people’s
-purse. It’s harder for poetry and the Arts to flourish to-day, than two
-thousand years ago—Oh, don’t you see, _we_ need a National Theatre?”
-
-“It’s an idea,” conceded Dilling, with caution.
-
-Hebe Barrington was clever. She did not press her slight advantage but
-prepared to beat a strategic retreat.
-
-“I knew that you would see it,” she cried. “How else can we make
-idealism real save by expressing it first through Art and then weaving
-it into our practical experiences? How else can we keep alive the
-traditions that have given us our Empire? How teach them to the young? I
-am full of schemes for working this thing out. May I come to see you
-again—or better still,” she amended, watching him intently with her
-great, soft eyes, “will you come to me, say this day week?”
-
-“If you like,” he said, opening the door.
-
-Presently, he opened the window, too. The room was close with a heavy,
-sweetish odour that offended him.
-
-He looked down the river, past the Mint and the Archives. Catching sight
-of the smoke-clouded roof of Earnscliffe—once the stately residence of
-Sir John Macdonald—he fell to wondering what the Grand Old Man would
-have said to such a proposition . . .
-
-A National Theatre!
-
-The Greeks, he remembered, spared neither time nor money on their
-dramatic temple, which was free! On the other hand, the Canadian theatre
-was almost prohibitive in point of admission fee, and far from being the
-object of Governmental support, it was controlled by a group of Semitic
-gentlemen whose habitat was Broadway and whose taste reflected anything
-but a Canadian National spirit. In Rome, Mommens had taught him, there
-were fewer occupations more lucrative than those of actor and
-dancer—Roscius, one of the former, receiving the equivalent of $30,000
-as his annual income, and Dionysia, a fairy-footed maid, $10,000
-yearly—more than twice the amount of his Parliamentary indemnity!
-
-Why should Canada not have her theatre?
-
-He had dreamed of leisure to write—a drama of the West. Often he had
-pictured its theme unfolding in a mighty spectacle that would rival
-those of Ancient Rome, when six hundred mules passed in review across
-the stage of a military pageant, and whole armies were in requisition to
-give verisimilitude to a production.
-
-He saw vast herds of buffalo and cattle; he heard the thunder of their
-flying hoofs and the yells of the pursuing Red Men. From the south and
-east, troops of devil-may-care cowboys burst upon the scene. The whirr
-of arrows, the snap of rifles, beat across his consciousness. And as the
-play progressed, over the flaming prairie there crawled a slow, white
-streak, coming to a halt at last in what looked like the heart of
-infinity. And presently, there appeared a tiny farm.
-
-Deep in moonlit gorges, Dilling saw fur traders, whiskey smugglers,
-Indians, and cattle thieves, threading a cautious way. Then came the
-flash of scarlet coats and diminishing disorder.
-
-And along the trails made by the thirsty buffalo, followed by wary Red
-Men, rediscovered by ambitious young surveyors who found that wisdom was
-born in brute, and even in primeval man, before it made its way to
-books, the railway flung its slender arms across an infant nation; and
-settlers came hard upon the heels of construction crews, a strange
-assortment who spoke their parts in the music of unfamiliar, polyglot
-tongues.
-
-And on the site of some forgotten Indian encampment, where patient
-squaws pounded out their corn, there grew a field of wheat which gave
-way to a small settlement, and then a town where gigantic storehouses
-now husbanded the grain!
-
-Ah, God, the glamour of the West—his West! Suddenly, it sang in his
-blood, it shone in his eyes, it dazzled him and provoked emotions that
-no woman had ever stirred.
-
-A National Theatre? Well, it certainly was an idea, but he must not be
-intrigued by it; there was no hurry. The proposition needed thinking
-. . . Dilling crossed the room, took the receiver from its hook and
-called up Azalea. He was unaccountably disappointed to learn that she
-was out.
-
-He realised with a sense of shock that she was the only friend he had
-made since coming to the Capital. At the moment, he felt that she was
-more than a friend . . . that she was a necessity. But he resisted this
-weakness as he would have resisted dependence upon a stimulant or
-sedative. Dilling liked to believe in his self-sufficiency, his
-detachment from all human ties. He could not deny, however, that Azalea
-fed him intellectually—food convenient for him.
-
-“She feeds my mind,” he repeated, surprised that this should be so.
-“Isn’t it curious that she should possess this power . . .” It was all
-he asked of God.
-
-His feeling was one that did honour to Platonism and now, as he sat
-reflecting upon it, Raymond Dilling wondered just what Azalea thought of
-him. Did she think his standards worthy of his calling? Had she faith in
-his singleness of purpose, and did she commend his policy for its
-wisdom? Or could she have misunderstood him, read into his unashamed
-confessions, the easy cant of him who makes a profession of sincerity?
-
-He had taken for granted that she was in accord with his political
-creed, that she appreciated his native worth; but never before had he
-asked himself the question . . . did she like him? He had no assurance
-that she did. Admitting her acceptance of him upon his own terms, so to
-speak, might she not feel for him as we so often feel towards estimable
-persons whose blameless characters inspire us with nothing but
-respectful tolerance? On the other hand, suppose she did not regard him
-as a worthy figure, would she dislike him? Are there not natures to whom
-an impostor presents a personality unreasonably appealing? Has not the
-world had its Casanovas and Cagliostros?
-
-What manner of man did Azalea like? What type stirred her rich
-imagination?
-
-These unanswerable questions provoked him to an unwonted consideration
-of the girl, but he failed to recollect an occasion when she had
-revealed her inner thoughts and aspirations to him. What heart throbs,
-he asked himself, pulsed beneath that strange, drab exterior? What
-spirit wounds were covered with the cuirass of her whimsical satire?
-What was her philosophy of life, and what did she really think of him?
-
-He had no idea, but he did know that he wished to be her friend.
-
-Dilling couldn’t recall ever formulating a definite opinion on the
-subject of friendship, and he was not at all sure what Azalea might
-require of him. Sympathy, he mused, might be helpful in times of strain,
-but he was not prepared to admit that friendships were vital. A man
-could—perhaps should—be independent of their fetters, unseeking and
-unsought. Friendship had its rise in the emotions according to
-philosophers, and was therefore a weakness. Yet, was it? History showed
-that great men transmuted it into strength.
-
-Which would it be for him, a weakness or a source of strength? And if
-the latter, how best could he convert its power into fuel for his
-energy?
-
-He looked at his watch. Almost time for lunch. Azalea should be at home
-now, he thought. Again, he turned to the telephone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In the room above, Mrs. Barrington was eagerly accepting a whisky and
-soda from the hospitable Member for Morroway.
-
-“You look as though a little stimulant would do you no harm,” observed
-Howarth, busily attentive with the cigarettes.
-
-“Without it, I shan’t last till sundown,” returned the woman. “Never
-have I spent such a half hour . . . and never again!”
-
-“Difficult, eh?” asked Sullivan.
-
-“Impossible! Why, Uncle Rufus, that man’s not human! Heaven knows, I’m
-not a vain woman,” she declared, “but for all the notice he took of me,
-he might have been a graven image, or I might have been one of the
-shrieking sisterhood! There wasn’t a smile . . . there wasn’t a flicker
-of response! I kept thinking all the time of Congreve, and his _Lady
-Wishfort_ trying to captivate that stupid ass, old _Mirabell_!” Her full
-voice trembled with excitement and anger. Into her cheeks flooded a wave
-of natural colour, beneath their expertly applied rouge. “I’m through
-. . . I’m through,” she cried. “He made me think of a eunuch
-contemplating a statue of Venus!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 13.
-
-Mrs. Pratt stood in the hard glitter of too many electric lights, in a
-hard, encrusted green gown, and greeted her guests with a hard, set
-smile that froze any budding sense of enjoyment they may have brought
-with them. Maude was silent and sullen. She had caught the backwash of
-her mother’s ill-temper throughout two trying weeks, and the party had
-become a nightmare to her. Augustus, miserable in his evening clothes,
-and perspiring under the weight of admonitions that warred with his
-sense of hospitality, watched her in a passion of sympathy. After a
-succession of violent scenes, he was dolorously conscious that he and
-Maude together, were no match for the determined woman whom he had
-meekly followed to the altar.
-
-“She’s got too damned much gulp,” he thought to himself, wondering how
-to reduce this hampering characteristic in his daughter.
-
-A vigorous jab in the side reminded him that something was amiss. “Eh,
-my dear?” he whispered. “What’s wrong?”
-
-“Take your hands out of your pockets, Augustus,” hissed Mrs. Pratt, “and
-don’t you dare to call Dr. Prendergast, ‘Doc’!”
-
-“Doctor and Missus Bzen-an-Bza-a!” announced Cr’ymer, from the door.
-
-Cr’ymer was a very recent acquisition to the Pratt ménage. Mrs. Pratt
-would have preferred a Japanese but for once she was overruled by her
-husband, who harboured the malicious belief that every man of foreign
-birth, especially negroes and Orientals, look upon the women of our race
-with lascivious eyes. So when Cr’ymer applied, and upheld his
-cleverly-forged reference with a plausible story, Mrs. Pratt engaged
-him—bibulous mien and Cockney accent, notwithstanding.
-
-Having been but a few weeks in the city, and most of that time
-comfortably soothed by vinous refreshment, Cr’ymer was not conversant
-with the names of social Ottawa, and even had he been, it is doubtful
-that those of Mrs. Pratt’s guests would have been familiar to him.
-
-“How d’ye do?” asked Mrs. Prendergast, annoyed to find that no one else
-had arrived. There was a suggestion of over-eagerness in being early.
-
-“How do yuh do?” returned Mrs. Pratt, wishing that she was Lady Elton or
-someone worth while. “Sit down, won’t you? I think you’ll find any of my
-chairs comfortable, and there’s no need for you to stand because we have
-to . . . The others can’t be long, now.”
-
-“They can if they choose,” remarked Dr. Prendergast, who liked his
-dinner in the middle of the day and a substantial supper at six o’clock.
-“Never saw anything to beat the people, to-day. They don’t start out
-till it’s time for decent folks to be in bed. Things get later and
-later. Shouldn’t be surprised to see the hour for dinner set at eleven
-o’clock . . . Outrageous!”
-
-“Well, with so many engagements to crowd in of an afternoon, and with
-the House sitting till six o’clock, it’s vurry difficult to dine much
-earlier than seven o’clock,” argued Mrs. Pratt. “Oh, here are the Leeds.
-How do yuh do? Augustus, meet Mrs. Leeds!”
-
-“How do?” mumbled Augustus, and prayed for the coming of the cocktails,
-which, as an antidote for the concoctions of an atrocious cook, he had
-made extra strong.
-
-Mrs. Pratt aspired to a good cook, by which she meant a person who could
-disguise the most familiar comestibles so that recognition was
-impossible. Personally, she liked plain and wholesome cooking. Most
-people do. But she laboured under the misapprehension that members of
-the aristocracy ate strange and undistinguishable dishes; moreover, that
-the degree of exaltation which one had attained, was evident by the kind
-of food one ate. For example, she could not conceive of His Majesty
-enjoying a rasher of liver and bacon, nor a Duke sitting down to the
-staple pork and beans so familiar to the humble farming class. Long
-hours she pondered the question of food, rising gradually through the
-ragouts and rissoles, ramakins and casseroles, to ravioli, caviare,
-canapes and the bewildering _aux_ and _a la’s_ that make a wholesome
-menu so picturesque and indigestible.
-
-The cook that Mrs. Pratt had in mind, was one who had served at least an
-Earl, and had titillated the palates of his class. But at that time—now
-half a decade past—social distinctions were drawn quite as finely in
-the kitchen as the drawing-room, and the woman who would exchange her
-culinary gifts and aristocratic associations for the wages of a mistress
-not even an Honourable in her own right, had not been found.
-
-The hour set for dinner had past. In the drawing-room, a noticeable
-chill tempered the atmosphere. Mrs. Pratt was not an easy hostess. The
-word “entertaining” was, for her, the most perfect euphemism, and in
-ordinary circumstances, she would have taken satisfaction rather than
-pleasure by gathering people at her home. On this occasion, she was
-denied satisfaction, and a rising resentment gave her far from gracious
-manner an added acerbity. Conversation lost all semblance to
-spontaneity, and every eye seemed to be fixed upon Mrs. Pratt, who sat
-stiffly on a Louis Quinze chair and hoped that Rufus Sullivan was
-sensible of her displeasure.
-
-She blamed him for this contretemps. It was he who had asked her to
-invite the Barringtons, laying delicate emphasis upon their social
-importance no less than upon their importance to the Party.
-
-“Strangers,” he said, “but excellently connected and frightfully
-smart—rather too smart for parochial Ottawa, I fear, dear lady!
-However, they’re well worth cultivating, and a clever woman could make
-no little use of Hebe Barrington.”
-
-Certainly, she was not difficult to know. Her acceptance of Mrs. Pratt’s
-laboured and formal invitation—delivered for lack of time by
-telephone—was so casual as to startle that good lady. This was not her
-conception of the manners of the elect.
-
-And now they were quite fifteen minutes late. Mrs. Pratt’s anger rose.
-
-She had just decided to proceed to the dining-room without them, when
-there was a furious ring at the bell, a hurried step on the stair, and
-Cr’ymer signalled her that they had arrived.
-
-“My dear Mrs. Pratt,” cried Hebe, sweeping forward, “_is_ there an
-apology profound enough to touch the hearts of your guests—not to
-mention your husband and yourself? How do you do, Mr. Pratt? And your
-daughter . . . why, you dear child, kiss me! Fortune has indeed smiled
-upon this family . . . Mr. Dilling? What a delightful surprise . . .
-Mrs. Pratt,” she went on, bowing and smiling impartially, drawing
-everyone about her, if not actually, at least by suggestion, “_do_ tell
-me that I am to sit next to Mr. Dilling, and—” with an arch glance at
-her host, “not too far from Mr. Pratt!”
-
-“Mr. Dilling is to take you in to dinner,” replied the hostess, tartly.
-
-The cocktails, supplementing Mrs. Barrington’s entrance, infused new
-life into the party. Most of those present walked from the drawing-room
-in a pleasant frame of mind.
-
-“They say that society is divided into two classes,” said Hebe, as they
-took their places at the table, “those who have more dinners than
-appetite, and those who have more appetite than dinners. I don’t know
-that I should confess it, but I belong to the latter class. I’m always
-ready for a meal . . . Ah, what a charming room this is!”
-
-With one or two exceptions, the guests were unpleasantly impressed by
-this expression of frank admiration. According to their canons of
-etiquette, personal remarks were not The Thing. But if the impulse to
-make one proved utterly irresistible, then it should be prefaced by some
-such phrase as,
-
-“If I may be pardoned for saying so, that is a beautiful . . .” or, “I
-hope you won’t be offended if I pass a remark on your . . .”
-
-Even Mrs. Pratt was only slightly mollified. The personnel of her dinner
-party differed radically from what she had designed. Indeed, of the
-eleven guests who took their places at the table, there were but three
-whose names had figured on her original list of invitations. Besides,
-she was not conscious of the instinctive liking for Mrs. Barrington that
-Sullivan had predicted. Quite the contrary! In the first place, she
-disapproved of her gown—a shimmering sheath of opalescent sequins
-infinitely more striking than that which Mrs. Pratt herself was wearing.
-In the second place, she did not like a(nother) woman to monopolise the
-conversation. In the third place, she objected to the manner in which
-Augustus was being captivated right under her very eyes, and these were
-but a few of the items that she set down upon her mental score. But that
-Mrs. Barrington was smart could not be denied; and as illustrious names
-slipped artfully into the recital of her experiences and associations,
-most of the assembled company found themselves giving her a grudging
-respect. There were four exceptions—the Dillings, Sullivan and Azalea.
-
-“I’m sure I’ve heard of you, Dr. Prendergast,” she glowed at that
-gentleman. “But where, or from whom, I simply can’t remember. I have the
-most dreadful habit of forgetting names . . . if it weren’t for Toddles,
-there, I’d forget my own. He’s just as good at remembering as I am at
-forgetting, so we manage famously, eh, my fond love?”
-
-Barrington hid a smile and mumbled something that passed for an answer.
-He was a delightful little man who had become accustomed to his wife’s
-brilliant impertinences, and rather enjoyed them when they were not
-carried too far.
-
-He had not been taken into her confidence, of late, but suspected that
-she had some telling reason for imposing these curious people and this
-abominable dinner upon him. It was his nature to be amiable under trying
-circumstances, so he made himself agreeable to the ladies on either
-side, and tried to look upon the occasion as a bit of a lark. Mrs. Leeds
-was not lacking in charm—a pale little creature whose mouth had a
-discontented droop and who was ashamed or afraid to meet her husband’s
-eyes. She talked bridge throughout the evening, bewailing the sums she
-had lost because someone at the table had failed to bid or to play
-according to the rules of the game. It was quite distressing to hear her
-re-play hands that should have added to her score below the line, but
-which built the tower for her opponents.
-
-“For example,” she said, under cover of Dr. Prendergast’s monologue,
-“only last night, the most unheard-of thing happened! I declared no
-trump. Though weak in spades I had every suit protected, and was
-perfectly justified in my declaration. The man on my left bid two
-spades. My partner passed, telling me he had no protection in that suit,
-but I felt safe in raising to two no trump, because, supposing that the
-bidder held ace, king to five, _at least_, I knew that my queen was
-sufficiently guarded by two little ones. Do you follow me?” she asked,
-anxiously.
-
-“Perfectly,” lied Barrington. “And then what happened?”
-
-“Well, the bidder led the seven of spades. My partner laid down his hand
-which only held the ten. Picture my horror when this woman—” she
-indicated an imaginary third player “—took the trick with the ace, and
-then _led the Jack through my Queen_! Of course, my hand was shot
-absolutely to bits. They took five straight spade tricks and two in
-diamonds before I had a look in. Time after time, I am penalised just
-that way by playing with imbeciles who don’t know how to bid.”
-
-“Rotten luck,” sympathised Barrington. “What the devil is this we are
-eating?”
-
-Mrs. Prendergast was the simplest person to entertain. When not giving
-undivided attention to her husband, she was entrusting to her
-sympathetic partner a list of his outstanding virtues as a citizen,
-husband and father.
-
-What “the Dawkter” thought and said provided her with an inexhaustible
-topic for conversation. Apparently she had no opinions of her own, but,
-as her husband was quite willing to listen to the echo of his oracles,
-they were an exceedingly happy couple.
-
-The Doctor was a generous-waisted gentleman whose talents exercised
-themselves in the field of proprietary medicine. Prendergast’s
-Anti-Agony Aliment was just beginning to fraternise with Best Wear
-Tires, Breakfast Foods and Theatrical Attractions on the bill boards.
-Presently, however, as a result of sapient advertising and the
-deplorable ignorance of English by the people who speak it, “aliment”
-merged into “ailment” and Prendergast’s Anti-Agony Ailment became the
-popular specific for those to whom all advertising makes direct appeal.
-
-And so carefully generalised was the nature of the disorder it was
-supposed to correct that the decoction was consumed indiscriminately by
-sufferers from rheumatism, chilblains, dyspepsy, sciatica, high blood
-pressure and sclerosis. According to the testimonials that made their
-way into the press it did many people . . . good.
-
-The Doctor’s mind was full of human ills, and the value of advertising.
-To the latter he was a recent convert, and inevitably fanatical.
-Requiring several thousand dollars to carry on his campaign, he was
-doing his best to bring the others to his point of view.
-
-With the exception of Mrs. Barrington, no one gave him any
-encouragement. Throughout three entire courses, she murmured,
-“Incredible! Amazing! It sounds like a fairy tale!” at moments when he
-might have given some one else an opportunity to speak, and started him
-off again with renewed zest and vigour. Under cover of his eloquence,
-she talked to Raymond Dilling.
-
-Dilling was suffering acute mental and physical distress. Fastidious
-always about his food, he could not eat the dishes put before him, and
-the little bit he did manage to swallow was flavoured with the scent
-which Hebe Barrington perpetually exuded. Positively, he would have
-preferred the odour of moth balls.
-
-He had never seen a woman so naked . . . not even his wife. Marjorie
-emphasised a characteristic which she called modesty and, having no
-curiosity whatever about the human form, Dilling respected her reserve.
-
-He sat at the corner of the table, next to Mrs. Pratt, and found that he
-could not escape contact with the warm mundanity of Mrs. Barrington.
-Although the table was not crowded, she seemed to give him no room. Once
-or twice, he shuddered, and she mistaking his movement, smiled
-provocatively into his eyes.
-
-“You haven’t forgotten about Monday afternoon?” she whispered. “I’ve
-been thinking of it all week.”
-
-Dilling had forgotten.
-
-“There’s really nothing to be gained by discussing the proposition yet,”
-he said. “We’ve been so busy in the House, I haven’t had time to think
-about it.”
-
-“No matter. We can become friends,” she murmured, significantly. “Can’t
-we?”
-
-A sudden silence relieved him of the necessity to answer. Dr.
-Prendergast had run down, and was looking at Mrs. Barrington.
-
-“Positively the most interesting thing I ever heard,” she cried.
-“Toddles, I wish _you_ could invent something other than tarradiddles.
-_Do_ send me an autographed bottle, Doctor! I haven’t a thing the matter
-with me, and don’t promise to use it. I’m so disgustingly healthy. But
-I’d love to have it to put on the shelf with my signed books and other
-treasures. Won’t it be nice, Toddles?”
-
-Azalea bent her head above her plate and scarcely knew whether to be
-angry or amused. Sitting on the same side of the table as Mrs.
-Barrington, Dilling and the Doctor, neither she nor her partner, Leeds,
-could see exactly what was going on. But what she did not divine, was
-reflected in the varying expressions of Turner, who sat on Mrs. Pratt’s
-left, Eva Leeds and Marjorie. Even Pratt, who had fallen an instant and
-unresisting victim to Hebe Barrington’s charms, gave her more than
-inkling of the by-play at the other end of the table.
-
-She was very much alive to the presence of Sullivan, who sat directly
-opposite and assumed towards Marjorie an air of offensive
-proprietorship. Prejudiced against him perhaps by the opinion of her
-friends, she had never felt for the man active dislike until this moment
-when every slanderous tale she had heard leaped into her mind. Although
-he had become a frequent visitor at the Dilling home, she had met him
-for the first time this evening, and had not the slightest desire to
-continue the acquaintance. Furthermore, she wondered if Marjorie could
-be persuaded to put an end to such a friendship.
-
-“Are you having a good time, little woman?” she heard him whisper.
-
-“Yes, thank you,” replied Marjorie, hoping that telling a polite lie
-would not be a sin.
-
-“Not so good as though we were having dinner alone—without all these
-dull people?”
-
-“No,” admitted Marjorie.
-
-“When shall we have another party . . . of our own?”
-
-“I don’t know just now. Perhaps next week.”
-
-By the furious colour that surged into Marjorie’s cheeks, Azalea knew
-that Sullivan had caressed her under cover of the table.
-
-“It’s always at this point that the liveliest dinner begins to grow
-dull,” cried Hebe Barrington. “Have you ever noticed it, Mrs. Pratt? No?
-Dear me, _what_ partners you must have had! I believe there _are_
-super-women with whom men are never tiresome. How do you account for
-that, Doctor?” Then, without waiting for an answer, she went on, “I have
-a theory of my own regarding this slump in brilliancy and wit. It is
-simply a matter of being too well fed. The animal wants to stretch and
-sleep. What do you think?” she smiled at Augustus, who was so disturbed
-by this sudden attention that he interfered with Cr’ymer’s unsteady
-serving of the wine and between them they managed to upset the decanter.
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Pratt!” Hebe turned in mock terror to her hostess. “I throw
-myself upon your protection. He is going to blame me! I’m sorry, but I’m
-innocent. Uneasy looks the face that wears a frown, Mr. Pratt! If you
-will only forgive me, I’ll promise not to speak to you again all
-evening.”
-
-“Wish you’d get the missus to go that far,” retorted Augustus, avoiding
-his wife’s eye.
-
-There was a laugh in which Mrs. Pratt did not join. Conversation dropped
-to a murmur between couples. Hebe repeated her question to Dilling and
-received from him a grudging affirmative. A ponderous hummock of doughy
-consistency was tasted and thrust aside, and the hostess rose from the
-table.
-
-“Poor Augustus!” whispered Hebe, as she sank down beside Azalea in the
-drawing-room. “Won’t hell-fire be his when we’ve gone?”
-
-“Perhaps if we’re especially nice to her, she will have forgotten by
-then.”
-
-“Not a chance, my dear! I don’t know the individual, but I know the
-type. Death will be his only escape . . . But, tell me, just who are
-you?”
-
-“Nobody in particular,” answered Azalea. “That’s why I’m here,” she
-added, with an unusual touch of malice.
-
-Mrs. Barrington was startled at this thrust. Into her eyes there shone a
-budding respect for the girl.
-
-“Yes, but who _are_ you? What’s your name?”
-
-Azalea told her.
-
-“Deane? Oh! You’re a great friend of the Dillings, then?”
-
-“You seem surprised.”
-
-“I am,” confessed the other woman. “I’ve heard of you, but—er—” she
-ran an appraising look over the reconstructed gown that had adorned the
-person of Lady Elton for three years—“I thought you would be
-different.”
-
-“A doubtful compliment,” suggested Azalea.
-
-“As you like,” returned Hebe, and seated herself at the piano.
-
-Somewhat to Azalea’s surprise, Mrs. Barrington made no effort to capture
-Dilling when the men re-joined them. She turned the battery of her
-fascinations upon Pratt with an occasional shot at the Doctor. Dilling
-made his way directly to Azalea and dropped on the chair beside her.
-
-“How long do these things last?” he enquired, under his breath. “Can’t
-we go home?”
-
-“In a few minutes. Wait until Mrs. Barrington stops singing. The bridge
-players will probably stay on.”
-
-Dilling made a frank signal to his wife, then turned back to the girl.
-“Do you mind coming to the house with us?” he asked. “I will see you
-home. There is something particular I want to say.”
-
-The song ended abruptly, and Azalea raised her eyes to meet those of
-Hebe Barrington. There was something in their expression that made her
-flush. And there was the same suggestiveness, the same mockery in her
-words at parting.
-
-“If Miss Deane will wait until I have redeemed my promise to Mr. Pratt
-and sung him one more song, we will drop her at the door and save Mr.
-Dilling the trouble.”
-
-“Cut him out of that pleasure,” amended Barrington, quickly.
-
-“Even pleasures are troublesome, Toddles, dear,” said his wife, “look at
-me, for an illustration. However, there may be another time . . . You
-must all come and see me. They say my parties are rather fun. I’m
-usually at home on Friday evenings, and nearly every Sunday afternoon.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Azalea did not speak for a moment after Dilling had made his
-proposition. She dared not trust her voice.
-
-“You can’t be offended?” he asked, bluntly.
-
-She shook her head.
-
-“On the contrary, it gives me the most extraordinary sense of pleasure
-that you want me . . . that you think I can be of some real service to
-you.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“Well . . . that’s all! It’s simply out of the question! I know my
-father will never hear of such a thing.”
-
-“He must! I’ll see him to-morrow. I’ll show him that he’s wrong. I’ll
-say . . .”
-
-“You’ll say,” interrupted Azalea, forcing a laugh, “‘Sir, I have come to
-make a formal request for your daughter’s . . . shorthand!’ And then,
-“I’m glad, for your sake, Mr. Dilling, we don’t own a dog!”
-
-“You can’t discourage me,” cried Dilling. “I’ve made up my mind that we
-will work together, and if you consent I feel that the thing is as good
-as settled.”
-
-It was. The following morning, when Azalea carried in her father’s
-breakfast tray, she found that he had passed out of life as he had
-passed through it, easily, and without toil or struggle.
-
-
- CHAPTER 14.
-
-Two months had passed since Azalea had undertaken her secretarial
-duties. She felt that she had entered into a new life, that a wonderful
-renascence was hers. Never in all her imaginings, had she dreamed of
-days so replete with happiness.
-
-A sense of deference to the dead prompted Mrs. Deane to protest against
-her daughter’s accepting the appointment. They talked at one another
-across an abyss that widened daily and separated them.
-
-“You shouldn’t do it, Azalea,” she cried. “It doesn’t seem right. You’re
-disobeying your father when he’s scarcely cold in the grave . . . It
-isn’t as though you didn’t know that . . . I mean, I suppose it wouldn’t
-be so bad if he had been dead a long time . . .”
-
-“Disobedience is a matter of principle, not time, mother!” returned the
-girl. “Don’t you see that I have no choice? We can’t live without the
-equivalent of father’s superannuation allowance!”
-
-“Well, I’m sure I don’t know what to do,” Mrs. Deane whimpered,
-“Business is so difficult for a woman to grasp . . . Oh, Azalea, if he
-knows it, he will be so dreadfully annoyed! Isn’t there some other way?
-If you had only been married . . .”
-
-“Please, mother, let’s not go into that! I’m sorry to have disappointed
-you, but for myself, I haven’t a single regret. I don’t look upon
-marriage as the only solution of a woman’s financial problems, you
-know.”
-
-“It’s a convenient one,” argued Mrs. Deane, rather more pertinently than
-usual. “There are the girls . . . they don’t have to work.”
-
-“If they don’t, then they are cheating their husbands,” cried Azalea,
-purposely misunderstanding. “And too many married women who don’t cheat
-their husbands are being cheated—like you,” she nearly ended.
-
-“Oh, my child!”
-
-“I can’t look upon marriage as a refuge from the dangers that beset a
-female traveller on the Sea of Life. To me it is a tricky craft that may
-play you false as it operates between the two inescapable ports of Birth
-and Death.”
-
-“And you are our baby, too,” sighed Mrs. Deane, as irrelevantly as Mrs.
-Nickleby.
-
-“A baby who has grown up at last, and thanks God for the opportunity
-that has come disguised as a necessity; a baby, dear mother, who does
-not look upon congenial work as a test of courage, but as a divine
-privilege.”
-
-Curiously enough, once she was established in her new position,
-unreserved approval was expressed among her friends. Many of them
-attributed the move to some suggestion of their own. Lady Denby and Mrs.
-Hudson both remembered having advised Azalea to take some such step
-years ago. Lady Elton thought she had shown her good sense at last, but
-hoped that Mr. Dilling would not be too exacting. Entertaining was a
-bore under the best of conditions. She simply could not imagine getting
-along without Azalea’s assistance. Mrs. Long saw an opportunity for
-picking up odd bits of political gossip that eluded the ordinary
-reporter, and making a neat little income on the side.
-
-“You’re clever enough to do it, my dear,” she said. “Now, don’t be
-thin-skinned. Spice is what the people want—any of them who bother to
-read the papers.”
-
-As for Dilling, he felt himself infused with new zest and enthusiasm. He
-was conscious of a greater capacity for work, an accession of power. His
-brain seemed to function tirelessly and with amazing clearness. He
-developed a veritable rapacity for what appeared to be ineluctable
-problems, and he who had been a model of industry became a miracle of
-inexhaustible energy.
-
-It was about this time that men began to look to him as the most able
-exponent of their political creeds; it was upon him that they called to
-master such questions as Newfoundland’s entrance into the Dominion,
-trade with the West Indies, reciprocity with the United States, and upon
-his slender shoulders fell the burden of carrying on the most
-contentious debate of latter times—Canada’s Naval Policy. In short, it
-was to him that his Party turned, as the only man capable of grasping
-those knotty issues of international importance and presenting Canada’s
-case in a masterly way before the Council of the Nations.
-
-“I’ve been invited to join the Golf Club,” he announced one morning, as
-Azalea came into the office.
-
-“I’m glad! You’re not hesitating about it, are you?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know. What do you think?”
-
-“I think you are becoming no end of a social lion,” she replied,
-smiling, “and that soon you will be roaring as lustily in drawing-rooms
-as on the floor of the House. Seriously, I think you should accept. It
-will be good for Marjorie.”
-
-“I’m not so sure. She hasn’t many friends among that crowd. However, I
-think I see what you mean.”
-
-Azalea hoped he did. She was desperately anxious for him to realise that
-in the Capital success is regarded from only one angle, the Social.
-Professional, literary, political, all these are but feeders to the main
-issue.
-
-“I spent the afternoon with your exceptionally brilliant Dr. Aldrich,”
-said Sir Paul Pollock, the eminent British anthropologist, during the
-course of a dinner the Chesleys had given in his honour.
-
-“Aldrich?” echoed the company. “Who’s he?”
-
-Sir Paul did not take the question seriously. “I don’t blame you,” he
-laughed. “Two scientists at the same party would be excessively heavy
-wheeling.”
-
-“But who _is_ he?” insisted Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum. “I never heard of
-him.”
-
-“Nor I . . .”
-
-“Nor I . . .”
-
-“Well—ah—ha—if you are not pulling my leg,” answered the amazed
-guest, “perhaps you will be interested in knowing that he is one of the
-most famous biologists living. But—ah—ha—! I expect you are just
-stringing me.”
-
-It was gradually borne in upon him that they were not, that they had no
-desire to cultivate the men and women whose lives are devoted to the
-advancement of their race, that even the names of such people were
-unfamiliar to them and that prominence in their especial sphere was
-clouded by a total eclipse of the social solar system.
-
-It was this latter point that Azalea ardently wished to make Dilling
-recognise. He was so immersed in his public life that there was little
-time for the consideration of any other question, and Marjorie had not
-sufficient astuteness to make the most of her advantage or profit by
-experiences.
-
-She seemed incapable of keeping step with her husband, of acquiring a
-broader vision than that which was hers in Pinto Plains. In her eyes, a
-thousand dollars was always a staggering sum, five hundred an immense
-concourse of people.
-
-“But, dearest Marjorie,” cried Azalea, in affectionate exasperation one
-day, “you _must_ learn to see beyond a home-made dress and a parish
-tea-party!”
-
-“If my clothes and my food mean more to people than I do, myself,”
-argued Marjorie, “then I don’t want to have anything more to do with
-them. We’re just plain Canadians, and I don’t want to pretend
-otherwise!”
-
-“Yes, but—but—” Azalea often found herself at a loss for illustrations
-that would co-ordinate with her friend’s code of ethics, “conforming to
-certain conventions isn’t exactly pretence. You might look upon it as a
-ceremony, ritual, something that is an adjunct to a position.”
-
-“A lady is a lady anywhere,” murmured Marjorie conscious, herself, that
-she was not precisely strengthening her argument.
-
-“So is a clergyman,” replied Azalea, “but you would not like to see him
-conduct a Service in a pair of tennis flannels or a bathing suit.”
-
-“Oh!” The point had gone home. “What have I done that’s wrong?”
-
-“Nothing so very wrong, you dear lamb,” said the older girl, kissing
-Marjorie’s troubled mouth, “but try not to be so humble. Humility is a
-splendid virtue, sometimes—but not when we’re heading for the Cabinet!”
-
-“It frightens me to think of it.”
-
-“But you must overcome that, and feel perfectly at ease with Mrs.
-Blaine, Mrs. Carmichael, Lady Denby and the others. You must make them
-your friends.”
-
-“I can’t be friends with people if they don’t want me!”
-
-Azalea tried to explain that in public life friendship and association
-are more or less interchangeable terms. “You were not friends with all
-your classmates at school,” she said, “but you associated with them,
-especially on formal occasions. It was then that your status was fixed
-by your class. It is exactly the same with your position as Mr.
-Dilling’s wife. You must feel yourself worthy of belonging to the
-highest class—the class which has been reached by a very prominent man,
-who will be known in history as one of the greatest statesmen of his
-country.”
-
-“What must I do?” asked Marjorie, as Mrs. Deane might have said it.
-
-“Learn and observe social distinctions. Everyone else does. Show that
-you respect your husband’s achievements and others will follow your
-lead. Why, the Society Columns are read to better advantage by the
-tradespeople, the gas inspector, the telephone operators, the very cab
-drivers, than you.”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean,” said Marjorie, very close to tears.
-
-“I mean that those people almost unerringly place the rest of us in our
-proper class. They observe the rules of precedence, which you don’t. If
-there happened to be but one cab at a stand, and both you and Mrs.
-Blaine wanted it, which one of you would get the thing?”
-
-Marjorie did not answer.
-
-“Mrs. Blaine! You know it! Why? Because she goes to Church regularly on
-Sundays, pays her bills promptly, refuses to gossip and slander her
-neighbours? Not a bit of it! Because she puts a value on herself that is
-compatible with her husband’s position . . . at least, that’s near
-enough the mark to serve my purpose in scolding you!”
-
-“All right,” sighed Marjorie, “I’ll try to be stiff with people, if
-that’s the way to help Raymond. I don’t believe it, you know, Azalea,
-but I think I see what you mean.”
-
-Azalea, however, was not so sanguine.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“Do you play golf?” she asked Dilling.
-
-“Oh, I’ve handled the clubs once or twice. But I won’t have any time to
-devote to the game.”
-
-“You must make time. It will do you a world of good. All play and no
-work will make you an ideal politician,” she teased.
-
-“You will come out with us to dinner, the first night we go?”
-
-“Oh, no!” she cried. “You must take someone infinitely more
-distinguished. You must shine and let your light be seen before men. If
-I might make a suggestion, give a very exclusive dinner party and invite
-the Chief.”
-
-“But you must come, too!”
-
-“We’ll see. In the meantime, hadn’t we better tackle this formidable
-mail? It seems to grow larger every morning.”
-
-Towards the middle of the afternoon, a spare, thin-lipped little man
-came into the room.
-
-“Howdy, Raymond?” he greeted. “Been tryin’ to run you down to your hole
-this last half hour. Got kinder twisted in this big buildin’.”
-
-“How are you, Sam?” said Dilling, shaking hands. “It’s good to see
-someone from home. Just get in?”
-
-“Just about. How’s the Missus and the kids?”
-
-Dilling assured his visitor that their health was good.
-
-“We’ve had an awful lot of sickness this winter. First, the baby was
-taken with swollen glands, and we’d no sooner got her up an’ about when
-Sammy came down with grippe, and on top o’ that, the wife had to be
-operated on for appendicitis. Makes me creep to think what the doctor’s
-bill is goin’ to be.”
-
-“Don’t worry about that, Sam. Halsey is the soul of consideration and
-patience.”
-
-“Still, he’s got to be paid. Swell office, you’ve got, Raymond.”
-
-Dilling smiled.
-
-“An improvement on my old one, but modest as offices go.”
-
-“This all there is of it?” queried the stranger.
-
-“This is all. We don’t have suites, you know, until we get to be
-Deputies or Commissioners, perhaps. It’s plenty large enough.”
-
-“Sure. I was only wonderin’ where we could have a little talk—a kinduv
-private confab, as you might say,” returned the other, nodding at
-Azalea’s industrious back.
-
-“We can have it right here,” said Dilling, promptly. “This is my
-confidential secretary, Miss Deane. Mr. Sam Dunlop, of Pinto Plains.
-Miss Deane. He’s an old friend and worked hard at the time of my
-election. Go ahead, Sam. What is it?”
-
-“Well—er—” began Mr. Dunlop, in some embarrassment, “it’s about that
-block of ours out home. You mind when we four bought it from them
-Winnipeg fellows, the idea was that they would start in putting
-improvements all around us?”
-
-“In the centre of the town,” supplemented Dilling. “I remember very
-well. There was some talk of street cars. What of it?”
-
-“They’re a bunch of shysters, that’s what! They haven’t spent a dollar
-on First or Second Streets, they only pulled down a couple of buildings
-on the Avenue, and they’re investin’ every dollar they can raise to
-develop Pond Park and turn it into a summer resort. And business is
-trailin’ ’em right out that way.”
-
-Dilling looked grave.
-
-“Has anyone actually moved off First Street?”
-
-“Bowers is moving in the spring. Jennings got an option on the corner of
-Cedar and the Avenue which takes the two biggest merchants away. After
-that, all the little fellows will go.”
-
-“And the hotel they talked about?”
-
-“If they build, it’ll be out the other way. Oh, there ain’t a bit of use
-in you settin’ there thinkin’ that we’ve got a chance,” cried Mr.
-Dunlop. “We’ve studied this thing till it’s a wonder we didn’t get brain
-fever. Says Lewis, ‘We four went into this here deal as friends and
-we’ll stick together. You go down to Ottawa and see Raymond. He’ll look
-after us, same as we’ve been tryin’ to look after his interests.’
-Mumford’s the hardest hit—next to me, that is! But none of us, outside
-of yourself, can afford to hold that property an’ pay taxes while the
-town grows in the other direction.”
-
-“And what do you think I can do?” asked Dilling, in a hard voice.
-
-“You can recommend the sale of our block to the Government, boy, that’s
-where you come in!” Mr. Dunlop dragged his chair closer and poured forth
-his proposition in a rapid whisper.
-
-“But Pinto Plains doesn’t need another Post Office,” argued Raymond
-Dilling. “The Liberals spent fifty thousand dollars for the one we have
-only a few years ago, and you were the first to denounce it, Sam.
-Everyone agreed that the town wouldn’t grow up to it in a hundred
-years.”
-
-“But, damn it all, Raymond, can’t you see that this is different? Can’t
-you get it through your head that we’ll be ruined unless we can sell
-that property and sell it quick? All of us—of course, exceptin’
-you—all of us have got to raise interest on the money we borrowed to
-put into it, and Lord knows where mine is coming from. What’s a dinky
-little Post Office to the Government? Lewis says it ought to be a cinch
-to put it through, for he can condemn the other one, easy! How long do
-you figger it’ll take to get the matter settled, son?”
-
-“It’s settled right now, so far as I’m concerned.”
-
-“How do you mean?”
-
-“I can’t undertake such a job.”
-
-“You . . . what?”
-
-“You’re asking me to betray the confidence of the country, Sam; to rob
-the Treasury. That’s the proposition in plain English, isn’t it?”
-
-Mr. Dunlop denied this accusation eloquently, if irrationally. He
-cajoled, he stormed, he pleaded, he threatened. He reminded Dilling that
-during his election campaign, support had been based on friendship, not
-a strict adherence to truthfulness, and that the boys had not stopped to
-consider every lie that was told on his behalf.
-
-“Runnin’ the country ain’t the same as runnin’ a Sunday School,” he
-added, in justification.
-
-“The governing principles should be the same,” answered Dilling. “No,
-Sam, I can’t do it. Argument is useless. When you and the boys think it
-over, you will agree that the man who would have carried out your
-proposition is not the type that you would have to mould the policy of
-the Nation. I hope that Pinto Plains will never send a chap like that to
-Parliament! You’ll come down to the house, of course, won’t you?”
-
-But Mr. Dunlop did not hear the invitation. He was so absorbed in
-expressing his opinion of the man he had sent to Parliament, that he
-failed to recognise Sir Robert Borden whom he passed in the corridor,
-and ran violently into Sir Eric and Lady Denby without uttering a word
-of apology.
-
-“We’ll fix him,” he muttered under his breath. “We’ll fix him!”
-
-In the office there was silence save for the sibilent fluttering of
-papers on Azalea’s desk. Presently, Dilling spoke.
-
-“I’m too indignant at the moment to be sorry for them!” he said. “And
-it’s something of a shock to find that they held me in no higher esteem
-than to think I would be a party to such jobbery.”
-
-“I doubt that they looked at the matter in just that way. Isn’t it
-merely another example of the common practice of bringing your white
-elephant to feed at the Dominion crib?”
-
-“It’s another example of perverted ethics,” growled Dilling, and he went
-angrily off to lunch.
-
-Azalea sat on, thinking. What, she asked herself, would be the outcome
-of Raymond Dilling’s uncompromising attitude with men of Dunlop’s
-calibre? Would he, like Marjorie, persistently close his eyes to the
-advantage of temporising in matters that affected his political career?
-Would he never learn that a gentle lie turneth away enquiry and that as
-Dunlop had so truly said, the country was not run like a Sunday School?
-She had heard him reject more than one proposition made by men of his
-own Party who never could be brought to see the criminous side of
-misappropriation of public funds. She had known him to ignore the
-Patronage system by refusing positions to incompetents, as bluntly as he
-had discarded Dunlop’s scheme. And a little compromising, or even
-temporising, would have accomplished his object without loss of good
-will.
-
-“Custom,” he once said in answer to her remonstrance, “can never in my
-opinion sanctify piracy or brigandage. I don’t believe in Patronage and
-never shall. Incompetency should be treated and overcome if possible,
-but not rewarded.”
-
-Rejoicing, as she did, in this fine adherence both to the letter and
-spirit of his political creed, yet she could not but feel apprehensive
-for his political future. As a lamp unto his feet were the rules of the
-Independence of Parliament, but he was rapidly making enemies when by
-the employment of a little diplomacy he might have had hosts of friends.
-Scarcely a week passed without bringing forth some public attack upon
-him, and the mere fact that he championed a cause was sufficient to win
-for it a mob of fanatical obstructionists.
-
-Yet Azalea realised that anything less than this unswerving rectitude
-would have been for Dilling ignominious surrender, and she prayed that
-he might uphold his ideals at all costs, that he might achieve a
-spiritual triumph even at the price of material defeat. She wondered how
-it would all end.
-
-
- CHAPTER 15.
-
-“You had better go up to the House, to-night,” called Long, as he passed
-his wife’s door on his way to dress for dinner.
-
-“What’s going on? I’m booked for bridge at the Blaine’s.”
-
-“Dilling’s going to speak. I think you’ll be repaid for calling off your
-game.”
-
-“All right. I’ll telephone,” said Mrs. Long, carefully adjusting a hair
-net. “Perhaps the others would like to go. Only two tables, I understand
-. . .”
-
-The House was crowded by the time Mrs. Blaine and her party arrived. The
-“Ladies of the Cabinet” were shown, of course, into the front row of the
-Speaker’s Gallery, and those of lesser rank were distributed wherever
-space permitted.
-
-Marjorie had been directed to a seat in the second row, immediately
-behind Mrs. Carmichael and next to Mrs. Long, beyond whom sat Eva Leeds,
-Pamela de Latour and Mrs. Chesley. Strictly speaking, none of them
-deserved a place in the Member’s Gallery, but in deference to Mrs.
-Blaine, whose guests they were, and also to their social status, they
-were thus happily privileged. The vacancy next Marjorie was presently
-filled by Mrs. Pratt, although Deputy Minister O’Neill’s wife sat
-several rows behind.
-
-“Well, upon my word,” whispered Mrs. Carmichael to Mme. Valleau, wife of
-the Postmaster-General, “The Virginia Creeper will be clinging to us,
-next. How does she do it?”
-
-There was no mystery. Mrs. Pratt’s superb lack of what her husband
-termed “gulp” was partially responsible; and, in addition, she knew how
-to wring one hundred per cent returns out of a five dollar bill. The
-doorkeeper, who was the object of her investment, was more affected by
-the frigidity of her reception than she was, herself.
-
-“Good evening, Lady Denby . . . How d’yuh do, Mrs. Blaine? Mrs.
-Carmichael . . . Good evening, Madame Valleau . . .” She bowed right and
-left, murmuring names—prominent names—and creating the impression
-among those who didn’t know, that she was on pleasantly intimate terms
-with every one worth while. “Oh, Mrs. Dilling . . . I didn’t notice
-you!”
-
-“Good evening,” returned Marjorie, with strained politeness.
-
-She was determined to be just as stiff as Azalea could have wished. Not
-that she was converted to the belief that this attitude on her part
-would be in the least helpful to Raymond, but because she was, by
-nature, docile and amenable to discipline. Always for Marjorie the word
-“must” held an ineluctable obligation.
-
-Therefore, when Azalea insisted that she must adopt a greater formality
-of manner, the time came when Marjorie surrendered.
-
-“Who is that woman in the other Gallery?” asked Mrs. Long, from behind a
-jewelled lorgnette.
-
-“Which one?” queried Pamela de Latour.
-
-“There—in the front row. She seems to have forgotten her clothes, so
-far as her torso is concerned.”
-
-“Oh,” cut in Mrs. Pratt, “that’s Mrs. Barrington. They’ve recently come
-to Ottawa. Her husband’s something or other on the Driveway Commission.
-I can’t akkerately say just what, although Mr. Pratt was largely
-instrumental in getting him appointed.”
-
-“Barrington?” echoed Mrs. Chesley, “why, that’s the woman who’s rushing
-Raymond Dilling, isn’t it?”
-
-“Sh—sh—sh—” warned Pamela, nodding in Marjorie’s direction.
-
-“Well, isn’t it?” insisted the other.
-
-“Hush! She’ll hear you.”
-
-“I suppose that means it is. Does she know?”
-
-“I don’t think so,” whispered Pamela. “Doesn’t see much beyond the
-kitchen cabinet and the drawing-room curtains, I fancy.”
-
-“Lucky woman,” murmured Helena Chesley, thinking of her impressionable
-husband.
-
-“Who’s speaking?” Mrs. Long was moved to ask. Until that moment, no one
-had given a glance at the House.
-
-Mr. Sullivan, it seemed, had the floor. A few Members watched him
-languidly. Nobody listened.
-
-Pamela de Latour turned attentive eyes upon him for a moment or two.
-Then,
-
-“There’s really something intriguing about that man,” she murmured. “If
-only he would apply a little veneer to cover the knots once in a while,
-he would be accepted everywhere. No one minds what he does when you come
-to analyse things; only they mind what he does so openly. Does anyone
-happen to know the reigning favourite?”
-
-“I hear she is a taffy-haired manicurist,” whispered Eva Leeds, wishing
-they had stayed at home and played Bridge. Her losses had been shocking
-of late, and she felt that the tide of bad luck would certainly have
-turned this evening. That was always the way, she never really had a
-chance! “But there’s no telling . . . That may be ancient history. I
-haven’t heard much about him, lately.”
-
-“About whom?” demanded Madame Valleau, bending back her handsome head in
-order to see the speaker. She was supposed to be the best informed lady
-in the Cabinet—informed, that is to say, regarding the shadowy side of
-the Members’ private lives.
-
-They told her.
-
-“Oh, Sullivan,” she cried, in her fascinating broken English. “A
-delightful dog, hein? I wish there were more men like him in this dull
-town!”
-
-Mrs. Carmichael, having two young daughters to whom she enjoyed applying
-the inappropriate word “innocent”, protested.
-
-“Why, no woman is safe with him,” she said.
-
-“A few,” argued Madame, allowing her eyes to travel slowly over the
-immediate group. “Besides, who wants to feel safe with any man? Not I,
-for one! If women had been safe with men, there would have been no need
-for cavaliers, for gallantry. Sullivan is charming.”
-
-“I think he’s a conscienceless old reprobate,” declared Mrs. Carmichael,
-“and the National Council should make an example of him.”
-
-Marjorie leaned forward. It required a good deal of courage on her part
-to push into this argument, but she felt that loyalty to an absent
-friend demanded it.
-
-“You misjudge him, Mrs. Carmichael,” she defended. “I know him very well
-and I am certain the things people say about him are not true. He’s too
-kind to everybody, that’s his trouble! He is as kind to a—a—manicurist
-as he is to . . . well, to me! He’s always so ready to help people and
-to give them good advice!”
-
-Mme. Valleau gave vent to a musical little scream that was heard by the
-Sergeant-at-Arms, and impelled him to shake a playful warning for
-silence at her.
-
-“Don’t kill my enthusiasm for that man by telling me he is giving good
-advice!” she said. “He won’t be doing that for a long while, I’ll be
-bound.”
-
-“Why not?” demanded Marjorie.
-
-“Because it’s only when Sullivan is too old to give the bad example he
-will begin to give the good advice,” returned the Frenchwoman. “_Mon
-Dieu_, I hope that won’t be for many a long day.”
-
-“I don’t think you are fair to him,” championed Marjorie.
-
-“My child,” interrupted Lady Denby, “I should be greatly disturbed if I
-thought you were trying, seriously, to defend that man! Mme. Valleau has
-original ideas on every subject, including honour, but for you to
-express yourself favourably on Sullivan’s behalf, or admit friendship
-with him, would be little short of compromising. I know you too well to
-misunderstand, but these others might get a sadly erroneous impression.”
-
-“But . . .” began Marjorie.
-
-“Stop chattering,” cautioned Mrs. Long, who had only just stopped,
-herself. “Mr. Dilling is going to speak.”
-
-The House filled rapidly. Members slipped into their seats and turned
-towards the slender young man who stood, hand on hip, in the very last
-row of back benches. In the Press Gallery there wasn’t a vacant chair.
-Representatives of the leading dailies jostled and crowded one another
-at the desk, and those men who could not obtain so convenient a
-position, drew sheaves of copy paper from their pockets and recorded
-Dilling’s speech on the surface offered by their neighbour’s backs.
-Pages flung themselves on the steps of the Speaker’s dais, and relaxed
-into an attitude that was almost inattentive. They had learned that
-while the Member for Pinto Plains was speaking, the House rested from
-its customary finger-snapping, and, like otiose diversions.
-
-A cheer crashed through the silence. On the right of the Speaker, desks
-were thumped and feet beat upon the floor. A babel arose from the
-Opposition, and in the Galleries, visitors forgot that they were
-“strangers in the House,” and that, like the children of a bye-gone
-generation, they were supposed to be unheard.
-
-“Or-r-der,” drawled the Speaker. And the clamour died.
-
-“_Bon!_” chuckled Madame Valleau. “He has the courage to speak, that
-Dilling—and behind his words, there is the mind to think!”
-
-“Very good,” pronounced the ladies surrounding Marjorie. “Most
-interesting! Quite excellent, indeed!”
-
-“Thank you,” returned Marjorie, so stiffly that they looked at her in
-amazement, wondering if success had suddenly turned her head.
-
-They wondered still more when a messenger approached her, delivered a
-note and said there would be an answer. Eyebrows were raised, and
-incredulity was telegraphed from one to the other of the group.
-
-“What’s this?” asked Lady Denby, in what she conceived to be a playful
-tone. “Have we an admirer in the House?”
-
-A furious blush and confused stammering was Marjorie’s reply. With one
-of those rare flashes of insight for which she could never account, she
-knew that in view of the recent discussion about Sullivan and her
-defence of him, he was suspected of being the writer of that letter. She
-didn’t blame the women in the least, for she suspected him, herself.
-
-But she was mistaken. The scrawling signature of Hebe Barrington met her
-eye as she hastily turned the last page, and the body of the
-communication was an invitation to supper.
-
-“I have persuaded Mr. Dilling to join us,” the letter announced, “and he
-asked me to say that we would meet in his room, at once. Please come!”
-
-“Mrs. Barrington has invited me to supper,” Marjorie explained, with a
-noticeable moderation of stiffness. “I think I will say good night and
-hurry on.”
-
-“What’s got into her?” asked the ladies. “Her naiveté was bad enough,
-but her snobbishness is insufferable!”
-
-Marjorie had never seen a home just like the Barrington’s. It reminded
-her of the Ancient Chattellarium, and struck her as being a curious
-place in which to live. There weren’t two chairs that matched in the
-whole house, and the black rugs and hangings she found very depressing.
-Moreover, the rooms bore names as strange as their furnishings, and she
-had no idea what her hostess meant by the Cuddlery or the Tiffinaria.
-
-Mrs. Barrington entertained easily. She did not stand in the centre of
-the drawing-room, beneath the chandelier, and greet her guests with
-flattering though repetitive phrases. In the first place, there wasn’t,
-properly speaking, a drawing-room. In the second, there was no
-chandelier. What light there was, came from half a dozen shaded sconces,
-and a pair of Roman lamps. There were no pictures on the wall. At least,
-Marjorie did not call them pictures. They were scratchy drawings
-representing Chinamen engaged in such profitless occupations as
-contemplating the tonsils of a large-mouthed dragon, or leaning
-thoughtfully upon a naked blade—naked, that is, save for the head that
-clothed the point of it. She had never seen their like, before, and
-thoroughly disapproved of them.
-
-Mrs. Barrington did not stand in the drawing-room at all, but wandered
-about with a cigarette in one hand and a glass of Scotch in the other,
-and seemed intensely surprised to see the people she was entertaining.
-
-“Well,” she greeted more than one guest, “fancy your trotting away out
-here. Are you with anyone or did you come alone?”
-
-With the exception of Mr. Sullivan and the Carmichael girls, they were
-strangers to Marjorie, as, indeed, many of them were to their hostess.
-
-“Who is the young blood so effectively burgling the cellarette?” she
-would ask her husband. Or, “Toddles, tell me quickly, is that girl in
-blue some one I ought to know?”
-
-Supper was spread in the Tiffinaria and eaten all over the house.
-Marjorie was inexpressibly shocked to hear a nice looking young man call
-to his partner,
-
-“You wait upstairs, old dear, and I’ll bring up the victuals. We can
-mangle them on Hebe’s dressing table.”
-
-“Peacherina!” answered the girl, throwing her slipper at him. “What’s on
-the menu, this evening?”
-
-A recital of the contents of the table and buffet resulted in guarded
-approbation.
-
-“Get a dab of everything,” called the girl, “and we’ll manage to find
-something we can digest.”
-
-A Sheffield tray was dismantled and heaped with food sufficient to have
-served four persons. Added to this, the young man used as a centrepiece
-his partner’s slipper, into which he had poured a mould of chicken
-jelly.
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway was, as always, tenderly solicitous of
-Marjorie. He made several attempts to find a place in which they could
-sit to have their supper tete-a-tete, before he was successful.
-
-“Somebody’s in the Cuddlery,” he announced, backing out of the door and
-guiding her hastily away. “Oh, excuse me,” he cried, to an unseen couple
-who were occupying a nook under the stairs. “Looks as though we’d have
-to try the pantry or the kitchen. Let’s see if we can find a corner on
-the floor above.”
-
-“Oh, no!” protested Marjorie, “I shouldn’t care to do that. Why, can’t
-we go there—into the front room? I don’t mind others being about.”
-
-“Dear little woman,” Sullivan whispered, and drew her close against him
-under the guise of protecting her from collision with a youth who
-carried an empty glass, “of course we don’t mind, but the ridiculous
-fact is that _they do_!” He sighed in his most elderly manner. “I do
-wish that Hebe would infuse some dignity into her parties. Perfectly
-innocent, you understand; not a hint of harm, but just naturally silly
-and boisterous. Look at young Creel, there, daring Mona Carmichael to
-stand on her head! By Jove,” he slapped his leg and burst into a laugh
-that seemed to be a spontaneous expression of hilarious amusement, “he’s
-got her by the ankles and she’s going to try!”
-
-But, after being trundled about the room like a wheelbarrow, Mona
-decided that she didn’t want to stand on her head. “I tell you what,”
-she cried, “let’s dress up in Toddles’ clothes!”
-
-With a whoop they raced for the stairs, half a dozen of them, leaving
-Marjorie and Sullivan in possession of the room. Shrieks and confused
-scamperings followed. Evidently, they were much at home, there.
-
-“Who are all these people?” Marjorie wanted to know.
-
-The girls, it seemed, were a dashing and exclusive group whose number,
-and conduct, had earned for them the sobriquet of “The Naughty Nine”.
-They were the envy of all those who stood without the golden circle
-drawn round them, and subsequently, by dint of heroic pressure that was
-brought to bear, their number was increased by three and they became
-“The Dirty Dozen”. The youths were the scions of Ottawa’s aristocracy.
-
-“You don’t care for them?” asked Sullivan. “You wouldn’t like Althea to
-behave in that way?”
-
-The bare suggestion produced physical pain. “But, she wouldn’t,” cried
-Marjorie. “She _couldn’t_, Mr. Sullivan! Not that they aren’t
-very—er—bright,” she added, seeking to say the kindly thing.
-
-When they returned to the room, the girls were dressed in Mr.
-Barrington’s clothing—business suits, riding breeks, pyjamas and
-underwear, while the boys had costumed themselves in their hostess’s
-attire.
-
-Marjorie kept telling herself that she was dreaming.
-
-She longed to go home. She could neither enter into the revelry nor did
-she wish to separate herself from the crowd and stay alone with
-Sullivan. She had been very uncomfortable with him, lately. Sometimes,
-almost afraid. She refused to acknowledge this fear, even to herself,
-but she knew that it existed.
-
-The conversation in the Gallery recurred to her with disturbing
-vividness—not that slander ever influenced her judgment—ever! The
-person who was swayed by unkind criticism was, in her opinion, no better
-than the person who uttered it. At the same time, there was something
-about the Hon. Member for Morroway from which she instinctively shrank,
-without suspecting that she was making, by her attitude, a confession of
-her secret impression of the man.
-
-No amount of reasoning could correct this state of affairs. In vain did
-she tell herself that he was old enough to be her father, and that his
-frank affection for them all was merely the enthusiastic expression of a
-lonely man’s dependence upon a kindly household. In vain did she try to
-overcome a sensation of shame and personal impurity after she had been
-alone with him.
-
-“My own mind must be evil,” she scourged herself, time and again. “He
-never has done or said a thing that Raymond couldn’t know. What _does_
-make me feel so wicked when I’m alone with him?”
-
-It may have been a sense of impotence that frightened her. She could
-never see the wheels of Mr. Sullivan’s mind in operation, she could
-never tell what he was going to do. He seemed to arrive at a goal
-magically, without progressing step by step, and he had such an uncanny
-way of divining what she was thinking.
-
-She was not conscious of his footfall, nor of the opening of the doors
-that admitted him to a closer intimacy, but suddenly, he would stand
-before her, very near to the Inner Shrine of her Temple, catching her,
-as it were, unclad, or in the act of prayer, and she couldn’t put him
-out.
-
-He was very quiet and respectful and walked as though aware that he was
-in a Holy place, but that didn’t alter the fact that he had passed
-through those obstructing doors without a sound of warning, and without
-her permission.
-
-And he took such shocking liberties. For example, Marjorie couldn’t
-possibly have told how he had been allowed to contract the habit of
-kissing her. To be sure, it had begun in fun, one evening, when they
-were playing with the children. But she couldn’t explain why she found
-it impossible to deny him the privilege thereafter. It was very curious
-and disturbing.
-
-Perhaps her difficulty lay in the artful naturalness with which he
-performed his acts of pretty gallantry, taking so much for granted and
-trading on her clean simplicity.
-
-“I don’t want to behave so that he will think I have nasty notions,” she
-said to herself, and Sullivan knew it.
-
-“You’re tired, dear,” he said to her, not wholly inattentive to the
-Vaudeville on the other side of the room. “Lean back against me. Raymond
-won’t be long, now!”
-
-She felt his arm slip round her and moved away in sudden panic.
-
-“Oh, Mr. Sullivan, not here, please!” she cried.
-
-It wasn’t in the least what she should have said; but there was no
-opportunity for explanations or corrections then.
-
-“You’re right, little woman,” he whispered, “this is _not_ the place. I
-understand.”
-
-It was only too obvious that he didn’t; that he misconstrued her gentle
-repulse of all familiarity into a prudish discouragement of this
-particular expression of it, and his manner suggested satisfaction that
-she should prefer to receive his caresses when they were alone. It was a
-case of another door being opened and one which resisted her efforts to
-close it.
-
-“I’d like to go home,” she said. “Do you think you could find Raymond?”
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway knew his hostess too well to commit himself
-to a definite promise. But he murmured something hopeful and made his
-way with a good deal of bluster to the top of the house.
-
-The door of the Eyrie was closed.
-
-
- CHAPTER 16.
-
-Meanwhile, Dilling had been an unwilling victim to Hebe Barrington’s
-charms.
-
-“Your wife is coming home with me for a bite of supper,” she had written
-him, “and I want you, too. The bald truth is—I don’t trust Toddles with
-a pretty woman, so you must be on hand to see her home.”
-
-But although he had signified his readiness to perform this happy task
-several times, she had made it impossible for him to break away.
-
-“Don’t you love my little nest?” asked Hebe, closing the door and
-leading him by the arm to a deep couch, standing well beyond the faint
-light thrown by a winking oriental lantern.
-
-“It’s very unusual,” said Dilling.
-
-“Everything here has a history,” she told him, “but I won’t tell you
-about any of my treasures just now. You need only know that this room is
-called the Eyrie, and I want you to feel that it is your own. Any time,
-day or night, that you want to run away from the abominations of
-politics, this place is ready for you. You need not even share it with
-me—if you don’t wish.”
-
-“Thank you,” muttered Dilling, seeing that she expected him to speak.
-
-“And now, let’s talk about your speech. It was tremendous! How easy it
-seems to be for you to avoid the feeble word and choose those that
-thrill one with a sense of power. Every fibre of my being was alive with
-response to you, to-night. But why didn’t you look at me, Raymond?”
-
-“I? Er—why—I didn’t know that you were there,” stammered the man who
-was supposed to avoid the trite and obvious.
-
-“But why didn’t you look and _see_?” insisted Hebe. “Is the admiration
-of mankind in general, and of woman in particular so unimportant? Does
-it give you no stimulation?”
-
-“Oh, it isn’t that,” said Dilling.
-
-He was very ill at ease. Admitting her intellectual attainments, yet he
-never enjoyed talking with Hebe Barrington as he enjoyed talking with
-Azalea. He was too conscious of her, too acutely aware of the fact that
-she sought to attach his scalp to her belt, his frail person to her
-chariot wheels. Instinctively, he was on his guard against a temptation
-to which he could not imagine himself surrendering.
-
-“What is it, then?” she asked, passing her fingers through his thin
-hair.
-
-As Marjorie recoiled from Sullivan, so Dilling tried to withdraw from
-the caresses of Mrs. Barrington. He had never received advances from
-women—decent women—and he was shocked, revolted. Even her use of his
-Christian name jarred unpleasantly upon him whose social standards
-decreed that although a man and woman might address one another
-familiarly before the marriage of either party, the instant they turned
-from the altar, rigid formality should be observed. To be called
-“Raymond” by a married woman whom he had known but a few weeks, smacked
-strongly of indecency.
-
-“Is it possible that beneath your discomfiting iciness of manner,” Hebe
-continued, “you want to attract men, hold them and make them your
-friends? Do you feel the need of friends, Raymond Dilling?”
-
-“I am only human,” he returned.
-
-Suddenly he felt an overpowering urge to talk, an imperious need for
-candour. He wanted to open his heart, deplore his failures and the
-unfulfilment of his desires. He saw his inability to draw men to him,
-and surround them with a vivid atmosphere of comradeship in political
-endeavour and a common patriotic inspiration. He felt that men did not
-like him, that he would never be an adornment to their clubs, one upon
-whom the success of a social event depended. And, unaccountably, he
-realised that he cared—cared for himself, and for Marjorie, and for
-Azalea Deane. As though reading his thoughts, Hebe went on,
-
-“You’ll never do it as you are, Raymond. You are suffering the result of
-the habit contracted, I have learned, in your college days, when you
-withdrew yourself from all but the few who recognised your talents and
-thrust themselves upon you for your worldly, and other-worldly behoof. A
-native shyness of strangers and an inherited reluctance to spend money
-on the amenities of life, moved you to live in cloistered exclusiveness,
-when you should have been expanding your soul in joyous contact with
-your fellow men. Am I not right?”
-
-“I don’t think it was so bad as that,” said Dilling, fighting against
-the stupefying effect of the perfume he had learned to associate with
-her.
-
-“But it was! You avoided human contact, and only by such means is life
-rid of its tendency to become set and small. Don’t you remember the
-French axiom, ‘_L’esprit de l’homme n’est malleable que dans sa
-jeunesse_’? You are still young, Raymond, but it is high time that you
-began remoulding. If you had only allowed yourself the Paganism of
-Youth, you would have spared yourself the Philistinism of Maturity.”
-
-“It’s all very well to preach conviviality and _bon camaraderie_,”
-Dilling returned, stung into making what he afterwards felt to be an
-undignified defence, “but you must remember that I couldn’t afford to
-hold my own with the roisterers at college.” He moved, with a gesture of
-impatience, beyond the reach of her marauding fingers. “It was not so
-much inherited caution as immediate limitations that made my ‘exclusive
-cloistering’ necessary. I put myself through college, you know,” he
-added, with a touch of unconscious pride, “and I couldn’t afford to
-enjoy it.”
-
-“But that’s the very point—the very point I’m driving at,” she
-triumphed. “If only you _had_ spent beyond your means—if only once you
-had overstepped your limitations! We all do, all of us who have souls.
-One way or another, the artist is always spending. The lover never
-counts the cost. You can’t—you shouldn’t want to—reduce emotions to
-blue prints and specifications, and that’s what you have done! Listen,
-Raymond, and forgive me if I offend you. There is a corner of your
-personality that lies fallow because its dull atmosphere refuses
-nourishment to artistic taste and sensuous beauty. In other words, you
-are afraid to spend, even now, lest the ultimate cost may prove to be
-something you think you can’t afford. You are afraid to let yourself go,
-for emotions lead one even farther than the tangible medium of
-exchange.” Her tone changed. “How you ever came to marry a pretty woman
-is something of a mystery to me—a frump would have answered just as
-well. Indeed, I ask myself, why did you ever marry at all. Will you tell
-me?”
-
-“I don’t think there’s any mystery about it,” parried Dilling.
-
-He was not prepared to confess that love had played a very small part in
-his relations with Marjorie, nor that his need of her was more that of
-an amiable associate than wife. With the simplicity that marked so many
-of his social adventurings, he believed that when he could support a
-wife and family he should marry; and he chose the least
-objectionable—and most desirable externally—woman of his
-acquaintanceship. There was the explanation in a nutshell.
-
-“Have you ever felt the appeal of sensuous beauty?” Hebe Barrington
-persisted. “No! I am answered. The very phrase revolts you as I speak
-it. It is an evocation of the Seventh Commandment and a ruined
-household. Queer fellow! Your insensibility to beauty in line and
-colour, not only in Art but in life, proclaims you a Philistine.”
-
-“You’ve called me that before.”
-
-“And I call you so again. You had no ear for the cry from Paxos, ‘When
-you are come to Pallodes announce that the Great Pan is dead’,” she
-cried theatrically. “Little you understand how it was that Pan’s trumpet
-terrified and dispersed the Titans in their fight with the Olympian
-gods.”
-
-“You have a harsh opinion of me,” said Dilling, a little nettled. “I
-thought I knew my classics.”
-
-“You read them—you bathed in their sensuous beauty, but you never felt
-it, Raymond, even while imagining that you were mewing a mighty youth of
-the intellect. Deluded boy,” she murmured. “Blind boy!” Her hand
-fluttered over his face and rested upon his eyes. For the life of him he
-could not respond to this woman, but at the same time he made no
-definite resistance, judging that by so doing he would lay himself open
-to the charge of priggishness. Dilling had little dread of ridicule when
-he trod upon familiar ground, but of late he had realised how virginal
-he was in the social struggle. Quite still he sat, while Hebe
-Barrington’s hands moved softly about him. He did not know that to her
-his unresponsiveness was incredible; the web she was weaving was as
-apparent to him as his power to break it. “It is not too late,” she
-whispered, “to save yourself, to save your soul alive.”
-
-“Am I to take that as encouragement?” he enquired, with intentional
-rudeness.
-
-“As the body in its vigour renews itself every seven years, so it is
-possible for the spirit to open its doors periodically upon new realms
-of percipience and creative power. Set about your own rebirth, Raymond!
-Don’t imagine that you can achieve re-genesis by pondering the sources
-that gave the pagan Greek his apprehension, shall I say, of the joy of
-life. The Greek lived in a narrow time and in a narrow world, in spite
-of which he made living glorious. You, on the other hand, live in a big
-world where there is room for the coming of the superman. Oh, Raymond,
-lay hold of the sensuous beauty that lies within your very grasp. Come
-out of your barren cloister and inhale the warmth of the sun and perfume
-of the blossoming flowers! Mere intellect has never achieved perfect
-happiness for any man. He must develop his emotional nature in order to
-get the most life has to offer and in order that he may give her of his
-best,” she added, quickly. “He must learn to understand men and women,
-and to understand them he must—live!”
-
-“You seem to be very certain that I am one of the unburied dead!”
-
-“Exactly! Every man who doesn’t love is dead. Oh, don’t point to your
-wife and children as contradictory evidence. You love neither, Raymond,
-I mean, with the love that is like a great, engulfing tide, the love
-that haunts and tortures, and racks and exalts. I mean the love that is
-like a deep, ecstatic pain, that simultaneously is a feast and a cruel
-hunger.”
-
-Her words poured over him like a warm scented flood. He was conscious of
-a curious desire to plunge his body into their deeps, to feel their heat
-and moisture. But the impression eluded him. He could not abandon
-himself to the enchantment Hebe Barrington was trying to cast over him.
-No glamorous mist blurred his vision. He saw with penetrating clarity,
-and his only sensation was one of distaste.
-
-“I am of opinion that life can be useful without these exaggerated,
-emotional outbursts,” said Dilling, “that where so much energy is
-expended in one direction the drain is felt in other lines of
-endeavour.”
-
-“But will you never open your eyes to the radiant truth that a great
-love is not a drain but a reservoir, a source of supply? It enlarges
-one’s power and stimulates creation. Did not every conspicuous figure in
-history have his feminine complement, and is not at least a part of his
-achievement credited to the stimulation of an overmastering love?”
-
-Dilling was not so sure. Average and sub-average persons, wholly unable
-to apprehend the subtle forces of will and intellect behind a great
-achievement, accept it with dull simplicity and dismiss it with a word
-of praise. But average and sub-average persons experiencing the driving
-power of emotion in varied degrees think themselves capable of
-understanding a sublime passion and therefore place it—perhaps
-unconsciously—ahead of intellectual accomplishment. In fine, we bring
-others down to our own level, a fact that explains why “human interest”
-and “heart interest” make a wider appeal than things that live and move
-and have their being on the higher plane of mind and spirit.
-
-“I doubt it,” he said, answering Hebe’s question. “I doubt, for example,
-that Parnell’s skill in leadership depended upon the dashing Kitty
-O’Shea, or that Nelson would have failed at Trafalgar save for Lady
-Hamilton.”
-
-“Do you mean that no _particular_ woman is necessary to a man, or that
-emotional relationship between two persons of opposite sexes is
-over-estimated?”
-
-“Either, and both,” laughed Dilling, and rose. “But I really must find
-my wife. She will think I have deserted her, and, anyway, late hours are
-forbidden in our house. Shall we go down?”
-
-But Hebe held him.
-
-“Just a moment,” she begged. “I can’t allow you to leave me with a wrong
-impression. Oh, I know quite well how my conduct to-night must appear in
-your eyes—your blind eyes, Raymond, and it is not a sense of
-prudishness that impels me to explain that I do not throw myself at you
-for a narrow, personal satisfaction. It is true that I love you, but I
-love the big You, the public man, the orator, the statesman, and I have
-a supreme longing to see you attain greater honours and bring greater
-glory to Canada. To achieve this, I am firmly convinced that a closed
-door in your nature must be opened. You are like a man working in
-artificial light. He can see, yes—but he attains results through
-greater strain than is immediately apparent and, therefore, his season
-of usefulness is lessened. There is sunshine, Raymond, and in its
-radiance, much of what was work becomes play. Love is my sunshine and is
-a miraculous creative force. With your frail body, you must draw power
-from an outside source, Raymond, and what other reservoir is there but
-Love? Listen, dear, just a moment more,” she cried, tightening her arms
-about him. “I would rather see you love some other woman than not love
-at all, for I know that the awakening of your soul would be Canada’s
-great gain. And now,” she concluded, rising, “will you kiss me before
-you go?”
-
-Dilling hesitated, and in that instant’s delay a step sounded on the
-stair and a gentle tattoo beat upon the door.
-
-“Come in,” cried Hebe, crossly. “Oh, Uncle Rufus, we were just going
-down!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 17.
-
-Representing the constituency of Morroway by no means exhausted the
-dynamic energy of the Hon. Rufus Sullivan, and he had ample time for
-engaging in pursuits of a tenderer and more congenial nature. But
-occasions did arise when concentration upon Parliamentary problems
-became a necessary part of the day’s routine, for they affected not only
-the political standing of the Hon. Member, but the size and stability of
-his income.
-
-He sat alone in his office, oblivious for the moment, of the heavy gilt
-mirror that hung opposite his desk, and to the contents of the drawer
-marked “Unfinished Business”. He glared unwinkingly into space,
-forgetful of the existence of a fluffy-haired little manicurist who sat
-waiting for him in an over-decorated, under-lighted apartment of his
-choosing. Sullivan was carefully reviewing each step taken at the caucus
-he had just attended, and satisfying himself that his own part in the
-proceedings would react in an advantageous manner.
-
-The anticipated vacancy in the Cabinet had occurred, and the inevitable
-complications had developed. Howarth stepped modestly into the
-spotlight, and put forth claims that were not without justification.
-Gilbert, the Radical, stood out as an advocate for Reciprocity and felt
-the power of the Middle West behind him. Dilling, more or less thrust
-into the contest, was supported by the phalanxes of Eastlake and
-Donahue, and opposed any such trafficking with the United States.
-
-Sullivan endorsed him.
-
-This was an extraordinary thing. Even Howarth was surprised, and no one
-found it more unaccountable than Dilling, himself.
-
-The constituency of Morroway was divided on the Reciprocity issue, but
-the preponderance of sentiment was favourable. This involved a little
-difficulty for the Hon. Member, who did not approve it although he was
-confident that in securing the measure, the Borden Government would in
-no way imperil the existence of Canadian Federation. On the contrary,
-Mr. Sullivan was secretly—oh, very secretly!—of the opinion that
-unrestricted Reciprocity with the United States would be the most
-effective antidote to the disintegration sentiment with which our
-National wells are being poisoned. He believed that it would mean peace,
-plenty, and a renewed ambition amongst a class of people in whom hope
-had almost died; that its immediate result would be employment in lieu
-of discontented idleness, and an instantaneous circulation of money. He
-saw clearly the advantage that would accrue to the fishermen of British
-Columbia and the Maritime Provinces, were they able to dispose of their
-perishable merchandise quickly in the American market at a maximum price
-and a minimum cost for transportation. He saw also that the Quebec and
-Ontario farmers could sell to the Middle States at an advanced profit,
-while the grain speculators of the Prairies could offer their wheat in
-the Chicago pit before it was harvested and at the lowest possible
-figure for haulage. Moreover, Mr. Sullivan realised that there would be
-no congestion at the freight terminals, because cars would be moving
-north and south as well as east and west; and, furthermore, the railways
-of both countries would be co-operating.
-
-Nor did he overlook the fact that the prairie farmers could buy their
-implements at fifty per cent less than present prices for Canadian
-manufactures—a Utopian condition for which every man with large
-holdings ardently prayed according to the particular doctrine he
-professed.
-
-But Mr. Sullivan opposed Reciprocity. For years he had opposed it. He
-held a considerable number of bonds issued by the Grand Trunk Pacific,
-which though guaranteed by the Government of Canada must inevitably
-depreciate if the silver stream continued to be diverted from the
-National coffers in to the channels fashioned by Eastlake and
-Donahue—those enterprising exponents of the cult whose treasure lies in
-earthen vessels. He also happened to be heavily invested in Eastern
-industrial corporations. Long ago, Mr. Sullivan had decided that
-anything less than an impregnable tariff barrier between the United
-States and Canada would spell his financial obliteration.
-
-Therefore, although it irked him to lift a finger towards Dilling’s
-political advancement, and although he found it extremely difficult to
-justify his support in the face of his traditional opposition to
-Eastlake and Donahue, Mr. Sullivan threw the weight of his influence
-against Howarth, who expected it, and Gilbert, who hoped for it, in
-order that Dilling might obtain the portfolio.
-
-“In him we have a specimen of a genuine twentieth century man,” he
-argued, “one who actually believes there is such a thing as a British
-Constitution. He prints it in Capitals, (God save us all!) and he loves
-it with as much veneration as the younger Pitt. Furthermore, he believes
-that the incredible utterance of Pitt, in 1784, is true to-day and
-forever—‘The British Constitution,’ he said, ‘is equally free from the
-distractions of democracy and the tyranny of monarchy. It is the envy of
-the world . . .’
-
-“For myself,” the Hon. Member continued, “I think that Dilling is the
-best debater we have had in the Commons since Confederation. He eclipses
-Cartwright—the best of his day—because when that strict economist fell
-a victim to his own high temper, he swapped logic for vituperation and
-lost the ear of the Big Men of the House; he is a match for Denby, who
-too often talks to Hansard and the Galleries, and too seldom comes to
-grips with his antagonists on the floor of the Chamber. When, I ask you,
-gentlemen, has Sir Eric ever influenced a vote on a Division?
-
-“Dilling, on the other hand, captures both parties by his earnestness,
-and his logic is as irrefragable as his temper is cold. Although I have
-heard him declare that he despises rhetoric, yet we all know his ability
-to draw deep from the pure wells of English undefiled. What Horace
-Walpole said of the youthful Fox as a debater, could be as aptly applied
-to Dilling . . . . ‘Cicero’s laboured orations are puerile in comparison
-with this boy’s manly reason’.”
-
-The Hon. Member brought his remarks to a climax by terming Gilbert a
-traitor, charging Borden with political locomotor ataxia for making no
-effort to stem the tide of Western opinion towards the Reciprocity
-movement, and pronounced it treason against the Imperial Crown—thus
-serving at one and the same time, his ambition and his pocket-book.
-
-The contest was short and sharp. It was universally recognised—even by
-those who held divergent political opinions and were personally
-antipathetic—that Dilling was the man for the Cabinet, and Sullivan’s
-speech left them no alternative but to support him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Howarth and Turner rattled the handle of the door and demanded
-admission. Sullivan complied jauntily, giving no sign of the mental
-struggle in which he had been engaged. Indeed, at the moment of their
-entrance, he recalled the gilt mirror that hung opposite his desk, the
-drawer marked “Unfinished Business” and the fact that a little
-manicurist was disconsolately awaiting him.
-
-With an admirable gesture of preoccupation, he concerned himself with
-the telephone.
-
-“Is that my dearie?” he questioned into the instrument. “Forgotten? ’Pon
-my soul, I hadn’t! Simply couldn’t break away . . . eh? Yes, in my
-office, certainly . . . No, there was no thought of another party. . . .
-Well, I won’t come if you are going to be cross . . . Promise? All right
-. . . within five minutes . . .”
-
-The business that was never finished while the three of them lived, was
-placed upon the desk and uncorked. Sullenly, two men drank, while the
-third tossed off his portion and then consulted his reflection with
-meticulous care.
-
-“Sorry,” he said, “but I must rush off. Exacting little devils—these
-women. _Très exigèante_, as our French friends say. But help yourselves,
-boys, and lock the drawer when you leave—that is if you have the grace
-to leave anything!”
-
-His flair met with no response.
-
-“Damned if I can understand you, Sullivan,” Howarth burst out. “Here,
-for months, we’ve been trying to freeze Dilling to death, and keep the
-E. D. Co. from establishing a firmer foothold in Parliament, and now you
-turn right round and boost him into the Cabinet. Surely, one of us is
-crazy!”
-
-“Only under stress, old man! Ordinarily, you are merely peculiar,”
-returned Sullivan, with a smile.
-
-“Gilbert’s a much safer man,” Howarth went on, “to say nothing of any
-qualification _I_ may possess.”
-
-“Yes,” Turner cut in, “what the devil were you thinking of, Rufus?
-Didn’t Bill, here, deserve your support?”
-
-“Neither of you would believe me if I were to tell you my reason for
-backing Dilling’s claims,” said the Hon. Member for Morroway, feeling
-that he must make some sort of explanation.
-
-“Let’s have it, anyway,” said Howarth.
-
-“Well—er—” confessed the other man, pulling on his gloves, “I acted
-according to my best judgment in the interest of the whole country.”
-
-“Oh, hell!” remarked Mr. Turner, M.P.
-
-“I’ve been asked to swallow many a big mouthful,” cried Howarth, “but
-this one chokes me.”
-
-“And granting this noble patriotism—this alarmingly noble patriotism, I
-might say—” sneered Turner “why such sudden interest in the welfare of
-our fair Dominion?”
-
-“By God!” breathed Howarth. “I believe in my soul that that little
-baby-faced simpleton has put one over on you, Rufus! She’s got you
-halter-broke and working for her husband!”
-
-“Mrs. Dilling?” echoed Turner, incredulously.
-
-“No fool like an old fool,” quoted his friend. “I’ve become accustomed
-to seeing him lose his heart over a fine pair of shoulders and a
-well-turned ankle, but I’m damned if I ever thought he would lose his
-head!”
-
-Sullivan paused with his hand on the door.
-
-“It strikes me, Billy,” he said, “that disappointment makes you rather
-coarse. Forgive my seeming inhospitality, gentlemen, but I dare not keep
-a lady waiting.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-As he turned from the bright thoroughfare into a shadowy street, Mr.
-Sullivan was not free from disturbing reflections. This was a big game
-he played, and one that admitted of miscalculations. He tried to keep
-before him its analogy to Chess, when a man sees ultimate gain
-developing out of a temporary triumph won by his opponent. He tried to
-assure himself that he had been wise in helping Dilling to victory as a
-means whereby to accomplish his swifter defeat. Only the short-sighted
-player tries to vanquish his foe at every turn.
-
-There was nothing small about Rufus Sullivan. Even his defamers granted
-him a largeness that extended to his very vices. He sinned, but he
-sinned grandly, with a _joie de vivre_ that was lacking in the righteous
-deeds of confessed Christians. He loved readily and hated magnificently,
-but he did not begrudge the object of his hatred a modicum of pleasure.
-So, in this matter, he could look with equanimity upon Dilling’s
-attainment of the Ministership and feel no envy at his brief success.
-
-For it _must_ be brief . . . and yet . . .
-
-As he swung along, his eyes fixed on a window where a balloon of rose
-light swayed out into the darkness, the Hon. Member for Morroway
-realised that such schemes had been known to fail. By some totally
-unforeseen miracle, the anticipated downfall had not occurred, and men
-had lived to bite the hand that so calculatingly fed them. Would Dilling
-prove to be one of these exceptions? Would he survive to frustrate Rufus
-Sullivan’s ambitions?
-
-These and other cogent problems engaged the Hon. Member throughout the
-ensuing hours. The taffy-haired manicurist found him abstracted and
-singularly unresponsive.
-
-
- CHAPTER 18.
-
-The new Minister wore his honours with such an utter absence of hauteur,
-that, to many persons his manner was wanting in the dignity they had
-been taught to associate with the position.
-
-Never cordial and rarely responsive, Dilling now made the unfortunate
-error of trying to be both, and few there were possessed of sufficient
-astuteness to recognise in his changed attitude, a sincerity as native
-to him as it was embarrassing. Most people saw only the insinuating
-affability of the professional politician and added another black mark
-to his already heavy score.
-
-Marjorie, on the other hand, half-convinced that by following the advice
-of Lady Denby and Azalea, her “stiffness” had been a factor in securing
-Dilling the appointment, redoubled her efforts to appear
-ungracious—with the result that the indifference of many acquaintances
-crystallised into active dislike.
-
-“They’re experimenting with _receets_ for popularity,” remarked Mrs.
-Pratt to her social rival, Mrs. Prendergast. “I don’t mind anybody being
-popular,” she graciously conceded, “if I don’t have to see how they go
-about it. But this business,” she jerked her head towards the Dillings,
-“is, in my opinion, perfeckly disgusting!”
-
-The ladies sat in a corner of the Royal Ottawa Golf Club, and although
-they had just partaken of a dinner given in honour of Raymond Dilling,
-their mien was far from congratulatory. They had made astonishing
-progress in their ascent towards Society’s Parnassian Heights, and once
-a week, at least, their names appeared in the local calendar of fame.
-
-Mrs. Pratt employed the methods of a battering ram, charging through
-obstructions with ruthless vigour, and indifferent alike to wounds
-inflicted or received. She spent her money shrewdly, squeezing double
-its worth from every dime. Even her victims respected her.
-
-Mrs. Prendergast adopted the opposite course. She slithered through the
-barriers lying in her path sublimely unaware that they were supposed to
-be barriers. It was related of her that one morning, happening to shop
-in a store sanctified by the immediate presence of a party from
-Government House, she preceded the Governor’s lady down a cleared
-passage, passed first through the door held open by an apoplectic
-Aide-de-Camp, and bestowed upon that young gentleman a gracious, if
-bovine, smile. She spent the proceeds from Prendergast’s Anti-Agony
-Aliment lavishly, using two dollars to accomplish the work of one, with
-regal unconcern. Slowly, she was buying her way onward and upward.
-
-Both she and Mrs. Pratt entertained—if one may be permitted so
-euphemistic a word—with resolute frequency. Mrs. Pratt rarely received
-anyone less important than a Senator, now, and Mrs. Prendergast had
-recently dined a lady, honourable in her own right. The fact was
-chronicled in the Montreal papers and also in Saturday Night.
-
-Both ladies saw the advantage of making their homes a rendezvous for the
-young, and using their children’s friends as a bridge, however
-precarious, to that happy land where Society dwelt. Moreover, both
-expressed the resentment of their class against one who, in their
-judgment, had been exalted above her station, and from that altitude
-demanded homage from people not only just as good but far better, i.e.,
-themselves. There was no limit to the servility they would offer an
-unworthy aristocrat, but a deserving member of the bourgeoisie—never!
-
-“How do you mean ‘experimenting’?” asked Mrs. Prendergast, referring to
-her friend’s remark.
-
-“Well, it’s hard to explain,” said Mrs. Pratt, “in so many words, that
-is.” The implication here was somewhat veiled. How many words
-legitimately belonged to an explanation, Mrs. Pratt didn’t know. But
-Mrs. Prendergast was not embarrassingly curious, so she continued.
-
-“When they first came, _he_ was the disagreeable one, so superior and
-grumpy you couldn’t get a word out of him.”
-
-“Yes,” assented the other. “I remember saying to the Dawkter that it
-must be very trying to be married to a mute.”
-
-“On the other hand, _she_ was just the opposite—apparently trying to
-cover up his grouchiness and bad manners. I don’t know whether you
-understand me, Mrs. Prendergast?”
-
-“Oh, yes! Oh, certainly,” cried Mrs. Prendergast, emphatic in defence of
-her intelligence. “I understand exactly. Indeed, I remember saying to
-the Dawkter that I found her quite a pleasant little thing.”
-
-“Well, she’s fur from pleasant, now! Heaven knows I try to see good in
-everybody, but rully, Mrs. Prendergast, I think I may be purdoned for
-saying that by the airs she puts on, you’d think she was a member of the
-Royal family! And now that _he_ has been given such a prominent position
-in the Party—can you blame me for asking what is politics coming to?”
-
-Mrs. Prendergast hastened to assure her that such a question was
-blameless. She was not vitally interested in politics nor the intrigues
-that grew out of Party differences, and it concerned her very little who
-occupied the positions of prominence. That they should appreciate her
-and those belonging to her was a matter of far greater importance.
-
-She cherished an ambition to be associated with the “Old Families” of
-the Capital—those who regarded the ever-changing political element with
-disfavour. Substantial clubs appealed to her—the Rideau for her
-husband, the Minto for her children, the Laurentian Chapter, I.O.D.E.,
-for herself, and the Royal Ottawa for them all. As a matter of fact, she
-and the Doctor had just been admitted as Life Members of the latter. In
-the ordinary course of procedure, they might have waited twenty-years.
-
-A banging of doors and loud commotion in the hallway prevented further
-conversation, and Hebe Barrington, surrounded by a group of Naughty
-Niners, danced breezily into the room. Seeing Dilling, she ran forward
-and caught him by both arms.
-
-“Congratulations, Raymond!” she cried. “I’ve been out of town or you
-would have had them sooner. Aren’t you very proud and happy? Your
-friends are, for you! Whose funeral is this?” she demanded looking with
-gay impudence over the group. “Ugh! I can guess. One of these deadly
-Party affairs, given—of course—in your honour! How do you do, Mrs.
-Dilling? Why, hello, Mr. Pratt . . . _and_ Doctor Prendergast!” She
-extended a naked left arm and shook hands across the enraged head of
-Lady Denby. “Come along with us, Raymond. We’re going to dance. Mona
-Carmichael will teach us some new convolutions, so to speak. Come!”
-
-In a low, embarrassed voice, Dilling demurred.
-
-“Oh, stuff and nonsense! They won’t miss you. And, besides, a Minister
-must acquire a bagful of lightsome parlour tricks, otherwise he’ll be
-monstrously heavy wheeling. Gaze upon this company, Raymond, and take
-warning!”
-
-She laughed gaily, ignoring the tensity with which the atmosphere was
-charged.
-
-“Seize him!” she cried. “Lay violent hands upon him, and if he
-struggles, smother him—with affection.”
-
-Half a dozen boys and girls rushed forward and dragged Dilling away. As
-Hebe moved off after them, Pratt called out to her.
-
-“Won’t you take me, Mrs. Barrington? I may be a Minister some day—you
-never can tell.” He bravely avoided his wife’s eyes.
-
-“You shall be my particular charge,” retorted Hebe with well-feigned
-delight. Mr. Pratt bored her inexpressibly. He was rapidly acquiring the
-manner of the professional politician, who looks upon every individual
-as a vote and who conducts himself as though life were a perpetual
-election campaign. He had the air of one who thinks he is the soul of
-the very party, moving about from group to group, telling ancient
-political stories as having happened to himself, and releasing at set
-and stated intervals, borrowed and well-worn epigrams.
-
-Certainly, Hebe did not find the companionship of Augustus Pratt
-inspiring, but just now it pleased her to pretend the contrary and bear
-him off beneath the battery of angry eyes the women trained upon her.
-
-As they moved towards the door and his rather moist hand caressed her
-unclad elbow, she said in a loud voice,
-
-“None but the immediate relatives of the deceased followed the body to
-the grave . . . I don’t wonder people have wakes, do you, dear Mr.
-Pratt? Solemnity in massive doses is so depressing. Have you tried the
-Argentine? It’s enchanting! You take three steps to the right . . .”
-
-A brief silence followed their exit. The women glowered at Mrs. Pratt
-and Marjorie Dilling as though they were personally responsible for
-their husbands’ defection. The men fidgetted and offered one another
-fresh cigarettes.
-
-Lady Denby drew her lips into a thin line and remarked to Madame Valleau
-who was choking back a yawn,
-
-“I do wish that woman would wear some clothes! It simply infuriates me
-to see her going abroad like that!”
-
-The Frenchwoman smiled.
-
-“Perhaps that is why she does it.”
-
-“I don’t know what you mean, and I don’t see anything funny,” Lady Denby
-retorted.
-
-“One observes so much! For myself, I think it very funny you do not
-realise that instead of dressing to please men, as most people think,
-women dress to annoy other women. Consider yourself, _par example_ and
-this gay Madame Barrington! There, you see?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-The gay Madame Barrington presented a violently contrasting appearance
-the following morning, as she lay on the Eyrie Chesterfield and consumed
-a box of Russian cigarettes.
-
-Her eyes were heavy and dull. Her complexion, wearing the make-up of the
-night previous, looked thick and dead. Over her citron-tinted sleeping
-robe she had flung an inadequate _batik_ garment that required
-continuous adjustment or reclaiming from the floor.
-
-Sharp spears of light thrust themselves between the close-drawn mulberry
-curtains, and sought out the vulnerable spots in Hebe’s house-keeping. A
-thin film of dust lay on a teakwood table; flakes of ash and tobacco
-strewed the floor. A stale odour combining scent, cigarettes and
-anise-seed hung in the still air.
-
-Mr. Sullivan, correct in new spring tweeds, lay back in an easy chair
-and absently caressed the glass he held in his hand. Beside him on the
-table, stood a decanter and syphon.
-
-He sniffed, with disapproving discernment.
-
-“Do you find absinthe a satisfying beverage, my dear?”
-
-“Oh, as satisfying as any other.”
-
-“Well, tastes differ . . . and stomachs. For my part, I’m afraid of the
-stuff. The less subtle and more reliable Scotch is good enough for me,
-although there are occasions, it goes without saying, when the bouquet
-of a fine wine is somewhat more acceptable. I am fond of a high grade of
-Burgundy, and am unique, I believe, in fancying a glass of old Madeira,
-which, by the way, is not adequately appreciated among the English
-people.”
-
-Hebe watched him sullenly, but said nothing.
-
-“It was during the French war that our soldiers made the discovery of
-this delectable drink, and it was they who carried the taste for it back
-to England, where, I admit, its flavour deteriorates. Climate probably,
-though there are some who maintain that Englishmen don’t know how to
-keep it.”
-
-“Why did you come to see me?” Hebe asked the Hon. Member, bluntly.
-
-She lit a fresh cigarette and dragged her negligée from the floor,
-knowing that Mr. Sullivan had not called upon her to discuss the virtues
-of various intoxicants. She suspected that the real object of his visit
-would be even less agreeable as a topic of conversation. Her feeling
-towards Mr. Sullivan could never be accurately described as blind
-adoration, but this morning she unqualifiedly hated him.
-
-“Why _did_ you come here at such an hour, Uncle Rufus? You know how I
-loathe to be disturbed early in the day. I’m never human till noon.”
-
-“The artistic temperament is interesting in all its phases,” murmured
-Mr. Sullivan, suavely.
-
-“Don’t be funny!”
-
-“Nothing is further from my intention. With perfect gravity I assert
-that a woman is infinitely appealing to me in her gentler moods. Her
-fragility, her beautiful feminine weakness . . . She inspires me with
-overwhelming tenderness . . . And how doubly charming when her verve
-returns.” He smiled, reflectively, at the tip of his boots.
-
-“Oh, drop that nonsense and tell me what brings you here!”
-
-“Well, my dear Hebe, I must plead a stupid man’s irresistible desire to
-discuss a somewhat delicate situation—albeit of his own making—with
-the cleverest woman of his acquaintance.”
-
-“Bosh!”
-
-“The unadulterated truth, I assure you. I am paying you no idle
-compliment, my child.”
-
-“Thanks,” said Hebe, shortly. “Go on.”
-
-“I succumbed to the imperious need for feminine companionship, sympathy,
-understanding.”
-
-“Eliminate the first two.”
-
-“Charming naivèté! Delicious frankness! Hebe, you enchant me!” The Hon.
-Member drained his glass, touched his lips with a lavender handkerchief
-and beamed upon his sulky hostess. “But, tell me, what do you think of
-our new Minister?”
-
-“You know what I think. Not that my opinion matters a damn!”
-
-“A mistake, my dear. If you approve of the appointment, then your
-opinion coincides with my own, and that, in itself, lends it some
-importance. I feel that Dilling is the very man for the post . . .”
-
-“. . . which is the very best reason in the world for your opposition to
-his securing it.”
-
-Sullivan laughed, indulgently. He raised his cuff and consulted the face
-of his watch.
-
-“In ten minutes,” said he, “you will be human. Meanwhile, may I help
-myself?”
-
-The hiss of a syphon filled the room and Hebe stretched out her hand for
-the glass. For a space neither of them spoke, and then the midday gun
-sounded its message over the city.
-
-“Now,” said the Hon. Member for Morroway, “what about this business with
-Dilling?”
-
-“I can’t do anything. I’ve tried.”
-
-Mr. Sullivan protested that she hardly did herself justice. “A woman of
-your age—er—experience,” he tactfully amended, “_and_ talents . . .”
-He smiled benignly at her. “Now is your golden opportunity. The more
-prominent his position, the more conspicuous he becomes, and every act
-is subject to criticism.”
-
-“I tell you I can’t do it.”
-
-“Don’t be so childish. The world talks of men compromising women, but
-that’s a difficult task compared with the ease with which women
-compromise men. What’s the matter? Are your weapons rusty with disuse?
-It seems to me that only just before you came up here I heard rumours of
-. . . Oh, but let that pass! The point is now, that there must be no
-further dallying. Before’s there’s any possibility of his obtaining any
-hold on the country, Dilling must go, must hang himself, must dig his
-own grave and bury himself! It’s up to you!”
-
-Hebe avoided his glance, and, as he regarded her, a change came over
-him. His suavity vanished, his smile disappeared, as his lips set
-themselves into firmer lines. In his eyes, tiny hot sparks gleamed like
-pinpoints of fire. There awoke in Mr. Sullivan’s breast a disturbing
-suspicion.
-
-“What’s the matter?” he repeated. “Why don’t you drag him through the
-streets at your chariot wheels—as is your playful wont? Let people see
-that this zealous prophet who preaches righteousness and a higher
-idealism, is bitten no deeper by his fine doctrine than is the average
-disciple of orthodoxy. Get busy, girl; get busy!”
-
-“He won’t respond,” muttered Hebe. “He’s different.”
-
-“Bah! _You’re_ different—that’s the trouble. I’m half inclined to
-believe you’ve fallen for this aesthetic milk-veined
-Parliamentarian—that you’ve become the victim instead of the
-victor—that you have allowed your undisciplined emotions to play you
-tricks. But by God! you shan’t play any on me! I’m a bad man to double
-cross, Hebe, and don’t lose sight of that for an instant. You undertook
-to see this thing through . . . now, go to it!”
-
-“I tell you it can’t be done! I’ve worked like a dog, and anyhow,
-there’s nothing in it for me—nothing but humiliation . . . Besides,”
-she added, with seeming irrelevance, “I can’t live on Toddles’ salary!”
-
-Mr. Sullivan laughed as he made his way to the door. With the knob in
-his hand he turned, and observed,
-
-“I know you can’t! Moreover, I know you _don’t_ . . . my dear!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 19.
-
-Everybody now called upon Marjorie. Even the A.D.C.’s from Government
-House were to be found at her receptions on Monday afternoons.
-Invitations poured in upon her. She was an integral part of Canada’s
-official life, and her presence was deemed necessary at all public
-assemblages. Socially, she was accounted of importance, and her
-attendance at private affairs lent to them that subtle odour of
-distinction which—with a fine disregard for principle—democracy loves
-to inhale. Tradespeople solicited her custom, agents waited upon her
-pleasure and her patronage was sought for a bewildering variety of
-functions.
-
-She found herself in the hands of exploiters, who called at all hours,
-with slight excuse or no excuse, to crave favours or heap them upon her,
-with high hope that she would liquidate the debt in social currency, and
-Marjorie never learned to deny herself to these people. She was more
-embarrassed than flattered by their ambiguous attentions, and was
-positively distressed at having to take precedence over those who, but
-yesterday, had snubbed her.
-
-Life became a round of perplexing complications, and she yearned for the
-peace and quiet that used to be hers at home.
-
-Then, too, she was worried by the fierce light of publicity that played
-upon her. Interviewers distorted her timid utterances in half a dozen
-metropolitan papers. Illustrated weeklies requested her photograph for
-publication. Local reporters took a sudden and absorbing interest in her
-gowns, and the gatherings at which she was expected to wear
-them—gatherings, which, under other conditions, would not have
-attracted the Press by so much as a line.
-
- “The Sweet Arbutus Club enjoyed the distinction of entertaining
- Mrs. Raymond Dilling at its annual supper on Thursday evening.
- The President of the Club, Mrs. Horatio Gullep, received the
- members, and little Miss Ermyntrude Polduggan presented the
- distinguished guest with a shower bouquet of white carnations.
- The Secretary, Mrs. (Dr.) Deitrich, and the Treasurer, Miss
- Emmeline Crogganthorpe, presided at the supper table, while the
- following young ladies assisted . . . Throughout the evening
- several delightful selections were rendered by the Club
- Orchestra, consisting of the Messrs. . . . and the Misses . . .
- Mrs. (Rev.) Muldoon charmed her audience with three recitations,
- and the programme was brought to a close with a chorus sung by
- seven dainty little maidens all under the age of seven . . .”
-
-This was the sort of thing that Mrs. Long claimed not to have read and
-that drove Lady Denby to a state closely akin to frenzy.
-
-“I never saw anyone so intractable,” she cried to Azalea. “You would
-think that she actually preferred those awful people!”
-
-“I believe they are ardent workers in the church,” murmured Azalea.
-
-“Even so! Church work should be encouraged, and I admire her for
-undertaking so much of it. But you know as well as I do, Azalea, that a
-Minister’s wife has her own peculiar duties to perform, and they are not
-fundamentally concerned with—”
-
-“Church workers,” suggested the girl.
-
-“Well, I mean to say that she needn’t be afraid we will contaminate her.
-There _are_ Christians outside the Church.”
-
-“I’m glad to hear you say so, Lady Denby! There certainly aren’t many in
-it.”
-
-“Child! How can you think of such things?”
-
-“You flatter me,” returned Azalea. “It’s not original. Nietzsche gave me
-the idea. He said there was but one Christian, and Him they crucified.”
-
-Lady Denby was outraged by this blasphemy. She was not the only person
-who thought Azalea Deane had developed an unpleasant emancipation since
-the death of her father, and she took this occasion to mention her
-feeling in the matter.
-
-“I have nothing to say against the Civil Service,” she concluded, “but I
-have noticed that so many of the women who enter it acquire an air of
-independence that is unbecoming to a lady. I am speaking as a friend,
-and for your own good, my dear, so I trust that you will give heed to
-what I say.”
-
-“Thank you, Lady Denby,” murmured Azalea. “Now to return to the
-Dillings—”
-
-“You _must_ make her see that these parochial affairs should not claim
-her attention.”
-
-“I have tried to make her see that, but it is difficult. You will
-remember that her creed is a literal acceptance of the golden rule.
-Indeed, she is literal in everything.”
-
-Lady Denby sighed. “Well, keep on trying. Upon my word, I think the
-world is turning upside down! Where _are_ the nice young people,
-nowadays? Why couldn’t she have been like Helena Chesley or Eva Leeds,
-or the Angus-McCallums, or—er—even you? You would have made him a very
-good wife, Azalea!”
-
-Azalea turned a painful scarlet, but Lady Denby was too deeply immersed
-in her own trend of thought to notice her companion’s confusion or to
-read its meaning.
-
-“There seem to be but two types of young woman,” she complained, “hers,
-and the one represented by that terrible Barrington person. Of the two I
-almost incline towards the latter. At least, she would give some tone to
-the Party.”
-
-“I grant it.”
-
-“Don’t misunderstand me, Azalea! You know well enough what I mean. She
-has a manner . . . On the other hand, here is a young couple, qualified
-in many respects to adorn not only the Party but the Dominion. Heaven
-knows we need his brains. Except for a few of the older men, notably my
-husband, the country can’t muster enough to fill a good-sized thimble!
-But what do they make of their gifts! Nothing! Less than nothing! They
-ignore advice, scorn convention and, unless they suffer a radical change
-of heart, they will undermine the foundations of the very structure
-which has made them, by refusing to adapt themselves to the exigencies
-of their official position. Can you imagine him a Prime Minister,
-representing Canada abroad—for example, at an Imperial Conference?”
-
-“Yes, I can!” flared Azalea. “And furthermore, I can imagine that in a
-broader field, associating with bigger people, Raymond Dilling would be
-accepted at his genuine worth. Proportions would be adjusted, and the
-gifts he undoubtedly possesses would shine with a brilliance undimmed by
-the shadow of his humble origin. I mean to say,” she went on, “a shadow
-that is formed, locally, by petty insistence upon a matter that is of no
-importance. Here, in this trivial atmosphere, heavy with a spurious
-culture, most of us regard the position as less significant than the
-man. We expect him to adorn his office, and the manner in which he wears
-his mantle means more to us than the manner in which he administers his
-public duty.”
-
-“Fine feathers . . .” began Lady Denby.
-
-“Moreover,” continued Azalea, unheeding the interruption, “we are
-impressed with his personality first and his political integrity later.
-People of a different calibre would relegate the mantle to its proper
-place, and Dilling, the orator, the statesman, would come into his own.
-Do you suppose,” she cried, with more heat than she realised, “that the
-men who mould our Imperial policies are influenced in their estimate of
-Raymond Dilling’s usefulness to Canada—to the Empire, indeed—by
-considerations of his talents and inflexibility of purpose, or by his
-adherence to custom in wearing a black tie or a white?”
-
-“Now you are being stupid, Azalea,” pronounced Lady Denby. “Conventions
-cannot be broken without harming both the offender and the cause he
-represents. There never has been a telling argument in favour of
-conventionality, yet it persists. My charwoman may be _gauche_ and amuse
-me, but similar behavior on the part of Lady Elton, for example, would
-disgust me and kill my respect.”
-
-“But the Dillings are _not gauche_,” Azalea defended. “I know few words
-that could be more inaptly applied to them. Mrs. Pratt is _gauche_, for
-if she followed her instincts she would do the clumsy, cruel and vulgar
-thing. The Dillings, on the other hand, do the orderly, kind and decent
-thing. They make no pretence, use no lacquer or veneer. If they err at
-all, it is not due to _gaucherie_, but utter simplicity. They do not
-think that it becomes them to ape or assume the manner of the great.
-They even go so far as to be _logical_, which is the last attribute that
-one should have to be socially presentable. Oh, why, Lady Denby,” she
-cried, “_why_ can’t people let them alone, stop this carping criticism,
-and applaud, if they won’t follow, the fine example that is being set
-them? As a man thinketh . . .”
-
-They parted in some constraint, Lady Denby unpleasantly stirred by the
-truth behind Azalea’s championship, and Azalea quivering with
-indignation at the unreasonableness of such attacks upon the Dillings.
-Never had she hated her townsfolk more bitterly than at this moment.
-“They are like a swarm of vicious wasps,” was her thought, as she raced
-along through the mild spring night, “stinging a lovely and unoffending
-body until its sweetness is absorbed and its beauty marred.”
-
-And Azalea was alive to another sensation. Above the clamour of her
-directed thinking, Lady Denby’s words rushed unbidden into her mind, and
-would not be dislodged.
-
-“You would have made him a good wife, Azalea!”
-
-“God,” she thought, “why must life be so cruel? Why is it that some of
-us are denied not only the privilege of having, but even that of giving?
-I could give him so much . . . so much . . .”
-
-A verse filtered through her memory. It was the cry of Ibsen’s _Agnes_,
-and it spoke to her own heavy heart:
-
- “Through the hours that drag so leaden,
- Think of me shut out of sight
- Of the struggle’s beacon-light;
- Think of me who cannot ask
- Aught beyond my petty task;
- Think of me beside the ember
- Of a silent hearthstone set,
- Where I dare not all remember
- And I cannot all forget . . .”
-
-
- CHAPTER 20.
-
-Sleep eluded her. Wide awake, she lay on her back, staring into the
-tepid darkness and listening to the whisper of a thin, spring rain. Her
-thoughts were of Raymond Dilling.
-
-Only at night, beyond the reach of prying eyes, did Azalea dare to open
-the doors of her soul’s concealment. Only then did she allow herself the
-freedom of the emotion that possessed her, and enjoy the warmth of a
-communion that no one could suspect. Her thoughts were like perfumed
-caresses . . . tender, delicate, and as they held him in sweet contact,
-she glowed with the reflection of their radiance, conscious that her
-entire being was suffused with a light—an ectoplasm—visible to the
-naked eye.
-
-To-night, however, her thoughts were poisoned with acute bitterness. The
-world, as Lady Denby had said, was upside down. Clamouring for justice,
-it offered high reward for iniquity, nepotism and refined knavery of
-every colour.
-
-“Give us Honour and Idealism,” cried the voice of the People, “but give
-them to us garbed in the motley of hypocrisy and alluring vice. If you
-must be good, disguise yourself, so that you are still a knave and a
-rattling good fellow!”
-
-Would the Public—that vague, vast body, of which none of us
-acknowledges himself a member—never come to the realisation that in
-Raymond Dilling the country had the man for whom it sought, a man of
-magnificent honesty, courage and fidelity to high purpose; a man whose
-talents were devoted to more lasting matters than the wearing of a
-morning coat, and the sequence of forks at a dinner-table? Would the
-Public never see that to him these things were non-essentials? Beau
-Brummel, she reminded herself with angry vehemence, spent several hours
-daily conferring with his tailor, and doubtless both found the
-association profitable. A pilot, on the other hand, has time—during the
-pursuit of his calling—for no such recreation. That he guide his ship
-through shoal and reef, fog and other dangers of the sea, is all that is
-required of him. Nor is he adjudged a less worthy pilot because he
-appears unshaven to steer his vessel into port.
-
-Which did Canada need—a Beau Brummel to lend her picturesqueness in the
-Council of the Nations, or a pilot to guide the destiny of her Ship of
-State through the reefs of ready disaster?
-
-Into her mind came the story of a young man who climbing in the Alps,
-lost his footing and was hurled to his death in the glacier hundreds of
-feet below. One of his companions, a scientist, computed that at the end
-of so many years, the body would reappear as the glacier moved towards a
-certain outlet. On the date specified, a group of the youth’s friends
-gathered at the spot signified, to see if the computation would prove
-correct.
-
-It did. There, before the company of old men, battered and scarred in
-their struggles against life, lay the body of the boy—fair and
-unsullied as on the day he had left them.
-
-Azalea wondered whether Raymond Dilling, having climbed so far along the
-treacherous crags of politics, must lose his foothold and plunge into a
-glacier of oblivion; and she wondered, passionately, if such had to be,
-would he emerge after a lapse of years, beautiful and fair, to reproach
-the country that had rejected him.
-
-Azalea was, perhaps, the only person who saw Dilling’s reaction to
-Public Opinion. Universally, he was supposed to be indifferent, a man of
-stone, impervious alike to enmity and friendship. But she could recall
-half a dozen instances when the lack of sympathy—more difficult to
-endure than active opposition—from men whose warm approbation he richly
-deserved, filled him with corroding discouragement. She knew that he
-felt his isolation keenly, and was depressed by it.
-
-Her thoughts turned to this new appointment, and her happiness for him
-was dulled by the manner in which Ottawa had received it. There had been
-noticeably lacking the warmth of genuine congratulation that made formal
-expression of it acceptable. The Press of the Dominion and many foreign
-countries commented enthusiastically upon the Government’s action, and
-paid a worthy tribute to the young Minister, but the people amongst whom
-the Dillings lived, were lukewarm and perfunctory. Azalea knew that to
-Raymond, the honour—the cloak—was cold, and that he shivered as he
-wore it.
-
-She wondered what he thought about the attitude of Rufus Sullivan. There
-was something altogether extraordinary in the support of the Hon. Member
-for Morroway. Azalea did not agree with certain organs of the Press that
-credited him with sinking private considerations in the interest of
-public weal. She did not believe in the sincerity of Mr. Sullivan’s
-vaunted Imperialism. Unable to find any proof for her suspicions, yet
-she came very near the truth in listening to the warning of her
-instinct.
-
-Of Mr. Sullivan’s private affairs, she knew nothing. Nor of his
-ambitions. Amongst his friends—and he had friends!—he was not adjudged
-an ambitious man. He kept modestly out of the Press, and appeared in
-Hansard only often enough to satisfy his rather easygoing constituents.
-He never gave interviews. Interviews, he had observed, had an unpleasant
-way of rising to condemn one. It was safer not to espouse a cause, for
-then one could not be accused of inconstancy when one disavowed it.
-
-This reticence on the part of Mr. Sullivan was variously regarded as
-humility towards those of superior wisdom, and an almost extinct
-distaste for publicity. There were many who thought that save for a
-certain moral obliquity, Mr. Sullivan was a very fine man!
-
-But Azalea distrusted him. With the feminine shrewdness that is really a
-manifestation of Bergsonian intuition, she saw his modesty as caution,
-and naturally inferred that caution is only necessary when one has
-something to conceal. The fact that he never declared himself definitely
-upon any stand, made her suspicious of his enthusiastic support of
-Dilling. Azalea sensed treachery behind it.
-
-Scattered bits of gossip, an odd suggestion dropped here and there,
-unremarked at the time, rose now to the surface of her mind, and
-strengthened her case against Rufus Sullivan. Besides, had not Lady
-Denby hinted that Sir Eric was not unqualifiedly pleased at the
-championship of the Hon. Member for Morroway? That, in itself, was cause
-for apprehension.
-
-So far as Azalea knew, Mr. Sullivan had never denounced Eastlake and
-Donahue, nor had he uttered any anti-Imperialistic shibboleths, but she
-simply could not bring herself to accept his attitude as sincere, and
-something warned her that this sudden flare of patriotism served an
-ignoble end.
-
-What, she asked herself, could he gain by putting Dilling in a position
-of honour and importance?
-
-Bribery was unthinkable, but might it not be that he sought some higher
-honour for himself, some post which could be more easily acquired by a
-friend at court than by personal application?
-
-“That’s stupid,” thought Azalea, “for the man has hosts of influential
-friends, who, though hesitating to introduce him to their wives and
-daughters, would exert no end of energy to gratify a political whim.
-There must be something else . . .”
-
-She drew in her breath sharply.
-
-What if animosity towards Dilling, and not friendship, or even
-self-interest, had prompted this extraordinary act of Mr. Sullivan’s!
-
-Was it possible, she asked herself, that he had built his policy on the
-theory that Dilling would be self-defeated by the deficiencies which
-Lady Denby so persistently deplored? Did he rely on the Capital’s
-beguilement by a Beau Brummell, and its rejection of a pilot who placed
-the substance before the shadow? Sullivan was astute enough to aim at
-Dilling’s most vulnerable spot, realising that it was scarcely probable
-for him to be overthrown by a political misadventure.
-
-A motive was not far to seek . . . Marjorie! Did Mr. Sullivan wish to
-cripple his antagonist beyond the chance of giving battle, and then
-himself reap the spoils? He was, she decided, quite capable of such
-infamy.
-
-She required no complaints from Lady Denby to remind her of the
-Dillings’ social short-comings. Times without number, she had tried to
-convince Marjorie that in Ottawa—in any Capital, probably—Success
-demands that aspect of good breeding which may be described as a
-superficial adaptability to others. But neither Marjorie nor her husband
-would conform to the standards set by other people, when those standards
-were opposed to the principles on which they had been nurtured.
-
-“It’s deceit,” said Marjorie.
-
-“It’s duplicity,” said Raymond.
-
-Success was not worth attaining unless it accompanied a cleanly heart.
-
-In such small matters did they transgress against the rules of that
-great governing body called Society. In such stupid little things! It
-was immaterial to Dilling whether he appeared in black shoes or tan.
-Marjorie developed a perfect genius for wearing the wrong clothes. At a
-luncheon given to some distinguished visitor, she could see no reason
-for “dressing up”, while for an affair confined to the humbler members
-of the Sunday School, she would wear the best that her wardrobe
-afforded. Similarly, in entertaining, she would provide the simplest
-repast for a guest of high degree, and spread before the officers of the
-Sweet Arbutus Club, a dinner that was elaborate by comparison.
-
-“People like Lady Sommerville and the Countess of Lynwood,” she argued,
-“have so much better than I could give them, they wouldn’t even notice
-any effort I could make. But with the others . . . it means something to
-them to be entertained in a Minister’s house. When I have them here, I
-am giving somebody real pleasure. Don’t you think it is worth a good
-deal of trouble?”
-
-The caparisons of greatness would always remain for them non-essentials.
-All externalities were vain pomp and inglorious display. The things that
-counted lay within—within the heart and mind and soul of man, and these
-they pursued and cultivated ardently.
-
-Azalea began to fear that without a drastic shifting of ideals, life
-would soon become quite insupportable for them in their Land of
-Afternoon.
-
-The birds were stirring, and a sullen dawn was taking possession of the
-sky before she fell into a troubled doze. She was conscious of a
-disturbing dissonance, a harsh thumping that beat against her brain, and
-she awoke to the sound of Lady Denby’s voice crying,
-
-“You would have made him a good wife, Azalea!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Heavy-eyed, she entered the office in the morning.
-
-“Hello,” cried Dilling. “You’re here, at last! I’d begun to fear that
-you were ill.”
-
-The eagerness in his manner enraptured her. She drew it into her being,
-and was refreshed as from a draught of wine. She was conscious of a
-lifting of the weight that lay upon her spirit. He had been watching for
-her . . . he had been anxious . . . afraid that she was ill . . .
-
-She looked at him, standing in the doorway, vibrant with unusual health
-and vigour, scarcely able to keep the glory of her happiness from
-shining through her eyes. “Here you are, at last,” he had said. It was
-wonderful but it was true.
-
-Dilling relapsed into his accustomed matter-of-factness. He was utterly
-unconscious of his dependence upon this girl. At least, he was
-unconscious of the extent of his reliance. During the time he was
-waiting here, when his thoughts were definitely concerned with her, he
-was by no means wholly aware that she stood for him as an absorbing
-problem, intensifying mysteries and contrasts, pricking strange and
-sensitive spots in the sheath of his imagination. He only dimly
-suspected how much he owed her for the enlargement of his world and the
-discovery of new regions of thought and feeling.
-
-He had looked at the clock, trying to summon a sense of irritation.
-Azalea had never been late before. Instead, he succumbed to anxiety. She
-must be ill . . . He tried to recall her appearance, yesterday, and
-failed. He was stupid, that way . . . intensely stupid. He never noticed
-people . . . Marjorie was very clever. She could have seen in an instant
-whether Azalea Deane was ill . . .
-
-A curious thought cut athwart the woof of his reflection, a thought that
-had disturbed him more than once. Might she be tiring of her work? Did
-she find it—him—too exacting? Perhaps she wasn’t coming back at all!
-
-He rose, opened the door and looked out into the corridor. She was not
-coming. Tired out, probably . . . sick of her job! How could he make the
-work more interesting, he wondered? How could he show her greater
-consideration?
-
-He found it difficult not to drive Azalea. She encouraged him to overtax
-her strength. “If she’d only tell me when she’s had enough,” he thought
-guiltily. “But she won’t stop . . . won’t take advantage of the
-scheduled periods of rest!”
-
-Dilling felt that he must put a stop to this sort of thing. For example,
-the girl must go out for lunch. He must see that she went. Anticipation
-of proposed tyranny sent an agreeable warmth over him. There were many
-Members who took their secretaries out to lunch . . . why should he not
-take Azalea?
-
-A very sensible solution, so far as it went. He would see that she ate a
-proper meal in the middle of the day. He might take her at noon . . . if
-she would only come.
-
-The sequence of his thoughts was shattered, and Dilling caught himself
-speculating upon a hitherto unconsidered problem—Azalea’s relations
-with other men. What were they? Had she any close friends? If so, which
-were the men, and if not, why? Had she ever been in love, and why had
-she not married?
-
-Hastily, he discarded all the men he knew as unworthy of such a
-relationship, and then he fell to wondering how much she liked him. Was
-she capable of any depth of feeling, or was a sort of consistent
-cordiality, the expression of an intellectual glow that substituted for
-emotion?
-
-But he made little headway. He found that the clear, cold reason that
-ate like an acid through the metal of ordinary barriers, was impotent to
-solve this subtler question . . . that he was slow and clumsy in
-considering the psychology of Romance.
-
-Not that Dilling scented the least romantic element in his relationship
-with Azalea Deane. On the contrary! Never had he consciously admitted
-her femininity; never was he aware of the slightest exoteric appeal.
-Truly, did women say of him, “He’s a cold fish!” Azalea was, to him, a
-fine mind, a sort of disembodied intelligence, upon whose judgment he
-unconsciously leaned, and whose approbation he keenly desired.
-
-As he drew the telephone towards him to put an end to his impatience,
-the door opened and she entered the room.
-
- * * * * *
-
-“One might judge from your cheerful aspect, that the House would
-prorogue before lunch,” she smiled at him.
-
-“No such luck! Although, as a matter of fact, I believe the end’s in
-sight. The Budget should be down this week. There won’t be much more
-after that.”
-
-“This week?” Azalea bent diligently over her desk, “Then it won’t be
-long before you start West, again.”
-
-“Marjorie and the kids will probably go home. But I have no intention of
-accompanying them.”
-
-“Well, what will you do?” asked Azalea, in surprise.
-
-“I shall stay around Ottawa and become a golf addict. I played eighteen
-holes yesterday afternoon.”
-
-Above the mad singing of her heart, she caught a strange note in his
-voice, a note she was at a loss to diagnose. “I shall stay in Ottawa
-. . .” he said calmly, but in a peculiar way.
-
-She dared not trust herself to look at him. Eyes are responsible for
-more betrayals than are the lips. She wondered, nervously, whether he
-was looking at her. “I shall stay in Ottawa . . .” Surely, he had not
-meant . . . No, no! The thing was impossible! Never, by so much as a
-fleeting glance, had Raymond Dilling expressed anything more than
-friendliness towards her, and at that, it was the friendliness that man
-offers man. Had he not deplored the fact that she was born a woman? Hope
-that was as dear as it was unfounded, died under one smart blow of
-Reason and Azalea called herself a weak fool. She was ashamed.
-
-“You are singularly uninterested in the affairs pertaining to your
-Minister,” Dilling teased. “Why don’t you ask me some intelligent
-questions?”
-
-He looked at her with a sudden softening in his glance that was almost
-warm enough to be affectionate.
-
-“Very well. Why are you going to stay in Ottawa?” she asked, looking
-squarely at him.
-
-“Ah, that’s the wrong question. I can’t tell you at this moment. But you
-may make a note and refer to it, again.” The same curious sombreness
-crept into his voice. A new intensity shone in his face. “Later, I will
-remind you that I _had_ a reason! But ask another . . .”
-
-“With whom did you play golf?”
-
-“None other than His Royal Highness. Are you impressed?”
-
-“Not a whit! I’m not even surprised.”
-
-“What?”
-
-“No! I’ve already seen it in the papers.”
-
-“You’re joking!”
-
-“Really! It’s the first item in the Social Column. Only the reporter
-neglected to mention the score.”
-
-Dilling thanked heaven for that. The Duke, he thought, must be one of
-the best players in the United Kingdom. “He beat me”, he added. “Indeed,
-Pratt, who followed us round with fatuous insistence, called it a
-wallop.”
-
-“Do you know,” said Azalea, “I can scarcely picture you being beaten.
-Somehow, one feels that you ought to do everything well.”
-
-“Heaven forfend! You don’t understand me, Miss Deane! You think me
-always and inevitably serious—that my disposition will not permit me to
-do things by halves. Nothing is further from the truth.”
-
-“But you don’t agree with Horace, do you? Remember, he said that it is
-pleasant to play the fool deliberately, and be silly now and then.”
-
-“I do not! No one who recognises the thin line that divides sanity from
-its awful opposite, can ever willingly approach that line. On the other
-hand, however, I believe that it is an expedient of great psychonomic
-value to do things which one knows he does badly—or let us say
-inartistically—at times.”
-
-“Golf certainly offers rare opportunities to many persons,” murmured
-Azalea.
-
-“And dancing! Look at me . . . I dance as badly as I play golf, but
-candidly, I don’t _want_ to do either of them well. My mind rests itself
-in the conviction that I am doing badly, and so I am refreshed.”
-
-“What harm do you see in doing them well?”
-
-“Speaking for myself—and myself alone, you understand—I should be
-ashamed of excelling in either of these arts, because excellence spells
-much long and arduous labour in acquiring perfection. You remember
-Herbert Spencer’s rebuke to the young man who beat him handily at
-billiards . . . ‘Your exceedingly great skill argues a mis-spent youth’,
-he said. That’s just it! Skill in trivial things is not worth while
-unless you are earning your bread thereby. For example, were I a golf
-pro. or a dancing master . . . No, Miss Deane, I despise the crack
-amateur.”
-
-“Oh!”
-
-“It’s true, and having said so much, you will be prepared to hear me add
-that I dispute the sonorous counsel, ‘Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do,
-do it with all thy might’. Utter nonsense, I call it!”
-
-“Alack, alack!” cried Azalea. “What shall we do for copybook mottoes?”
-
-“I’ll give you a better one . . . ‘What’s only worth doing once in a
-while, should be forgotten until the next time!’ Now for the foreign
-papers. This parcel? Thank you.”
-
-He glanced rapidly through half a dozen of them—English, French and
-German. Azalea, watching him, saw his expression darken into
-apprehension, the meaning of which she could not fathom. Nor was she
-able to interpret his increasing preoccupation until one August morning
-he called her to the telephone.
-
-“I can tell you now why I stayed in Ottawa,” he said. “Despatches have
-just arrived . . . England has declared war on Germany . . . Canada will
-have to fight!”
-
-
-
-
- PART THREE
- They Conquered
-
-
- CHAPTER 21.
-
-Destiny seemed to be setting the stage for Armageddon, the last tragic
-scene in the play of human life. Pandora’s box had been opened and every
-mortal ill loosed to the bonds of hate. For more than three years, the
-sword of War had maimed the body of civilisation. It was a time when the
-vision of young men was carnage, and the dream of old men, despair.
-Prussian frightfulness was still exacting dreadful tribute from Celt and
-Anglo-Saxon battlefields that had lost all trace of old-time chivalry.
-The virtue of sheer sacrifice was confined to the English-speaking
-Dominions, the flower of whose youth had gone forth against a foe that
-had not directly challenged them; gone forth with joy to build their
-splendid bodies into ramparts that might be shattered but never stormed.
-
-The Blond Beast was shaking the blood from his eyes and looking
-anxiously across the Atlantic. But America had not yet decided to step
-into the breach.
-
-Thus with the men. Nor was the mettle of our women lacking in the hour
-of trial. Spartan mothers never sent their sons into battle with finer
-renunciation than did the mothers of the unconscripted youths who
-crowded the transports in the first two years of conflict. Women stepped
-into the gaping ranks of industry at home—into the farms and fields,
-and into factories originally designed for making ploughshares and
-pruning hooks, but now converted into plants for fashioning the
-panoplies of war. Thousands of these women clad themselves in the
-overalls of labour, and hundreds put on the uniform of the Red Cross.
-Life so lived was hard but it was intense, and “Carry on”, came to
-express one of the spiritual values of the ages.
-
-This was one picture of the activities of women during the grim tourney
-of Might against Right. There was another, not so inspiring. It revealed
-the cocotte and the flapper. Birds of beautiful plumage, these, who
-thronged London, Paris, Ostend—God knows where they were not—and sang
-their siren songs into masculine ears echoing with the shriek of shot
-and shell . . . songs that offered forgetfulness, Nirvana, to men who
-came out of a stinking Hell where the form of Death stalked grinning at
-their side. These were they who filled the theatres, cabarets, and tea
-shops, providing fat profits for jewellers, modistes, motor liveries;
-the hotels and inconspicuous road-houses.
-
-How swiftly in our own land came the changes wrought by war! One grew
-inured to bobbed hair, knee-length skirts, universal smoking, Einstein,
-trousered women, camouflage, expensive economy and economical
-extravagance, unashamed macquillage, weddings à la volée, War Babies,
-and appetency for divorce.
-
-The social limousine, as it sped on the road of Hysteria, was not alone
-in its responsiveness to the influences of the time. The car of politics
-was jolted from its accustomed track. Union Government was formed under
-the leadership of Sir Robert Borden, and both the great parties lost
-their distinctiveness, not so much from the deliberate fusion as from
-the departure of the pick of capable men from each. To complete the
-debacle of the Liberal Party, Sir Wilfrid Laurier—the thaumaturge of
-Canada’s peaceful days of growth—passed away, stupefied by the alarms
-of war. The nation lost its beautiful Parliament House by fire, set it
-was generally thought, by the myrmidons of the Kaiser.
-
-In the Dillings’ home, changes had also made their way. Marjorie found
-the top floor convenient as a meeting place for the dozen and one
-organisations over which she was asked to preside. Dilling had an office
-on the ground floor as well as at the Victoria Museum—whither the
-burnt-out Members of Parliament had been driven for refuge, and Azalea
-practically lived at the house.
-
-Mr. Sullivan was by no means an infrequent visitor and Lord Ronald
-Melville, the A.D.C., found a curious respite from Society’s
-kaleidoscopic demands upon him in the prim ugliness of Marjorie’s
-drawing-room.
-
-“I like him better than any man I ever knew,” she confided to Azalea,
-one evening as they sat waiting for the children to return from a
-masquerade at Government House. “He’s so old-fashioned.”
-
-Azalea laughed. “In what way?”
-
-“Ever so many ways! He doesn’t like women who smoke or swear, and he’s
-so fond of children.”
-
-“That _is_ old-fashioned!”
-
-Marjorie nodded. “I don’t think he likes Ottawa very much. He said that
-the Society here was like a blurred and microscopic reflection of London
-life. Wasn’t that pretty strong, Azalea?”
-
-“Well, it certainly is a definite view.”
-
-“I find it easy to get on with him,” Marjorie continued. “All the things
-I like to talk about seem interesting to him. With other people, no
-matter what I say, it doesn’t sound quite right, but with Their
-Excellencies and Lord Ronald, there is such a different feeling!”
-
-She sighed. Long ago, she had observed that famous people whose names
-she used to revere in Pinto Plains, neither talked nor acted like the
-sons of God; gradually, she discovered that age was not to be confused
-with sapience or high life with respectability. She realised that to
-succeed she must say daring things to people from whom she shrunk, and
-repeat the latest gossip freshened by a spraying of her own invention.
-She divined that in being kind to men and allowing them to talk frankly
-with her, she earned the enmity of their wives, and that if she held
-herself aloof, these same women considered her a stick and a fool. She
-could acquire neither the smart badinage of people of parts, nor the air
-of those who used ponderosity to cloak their native insipidities.
-
-“You should be very grateful for being clever,” Marjorie said. “If I
-were only a little bit cleverer, I shouldn’t have found Ottawa half
-so—so—difficult.” She blushed. “Do you know, Azalea, I used to think
-that everybody here would be like Lord Ronald, good and kind and
-friendly. I used to think Society was exactly like _that_!”
-
-Azalea’s mouth grew hard. She knew, without being told, that some one
-had inflicted a hurt upon Marjorie’s tender spirit, and all her love
-rose up in revolt.
-
-“Society!” she cried. “Can’t you see that what we dignify by that name
-is merely a mechanism devised to give a certain class of climbers and
-parasites the power to lead a comfortably otiose existence at the
-expense of the shrinking and the credulous?”
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t understand quite all of that,” confessed Marjorie.
-“But I know it’s clever. There are so many clever people, here. That is
-what makes me seem stupider than I really am, by comparison.”
-
-“They are not clever,” contradicted Azalea. “They are simply experts in
-the art of pretence. They succeed by bluff.”
-
-“You have to be clever to do that,” argued Marjorie. Then suddenly, “I
-hope you won’t mind my saying so, Azalea, but you know I’ve often
-thought how much better everything would have been for everybody if you
-had been married to Raymond!”
-
-Azalea raised startled eyes to see Dilling standing in the doorway. That
-he had overheard Marjorie’s words was obvious. He stood regarding her
-with a strange interest as if studying her in the light of a sudden
-revelation. With an onrush of knowledge, he became conscious of his
-soul, for the first time. He knew its needs and how Azalea had met them
-during the months they had worked together. He saw Azalea as a woman
-. . . as the luminous source of all his inspiration.
-
-A moment passed . . . a moment that held an eternity of understanding.
-Soul met soul, disdaining the barriers of sense. The room was filled
-with the sound of Marjorie’s knitting needles. The clock began to chime
-. . .
-
-The pell-mell entrance of the children shattered the spell that gripped
-them. Baby, drunk with excitement, staggered to Marjorie and climbed, a
-crumpled heap of tarltan and tinsel, into her lap. Besser, proudly
-wearing a jester’s cap over one ear, retrieved from his pocket, three
-sticky lumps that had once been cake, and laid them on the table.
-Althea, infected by the snobbery in which she had so lately been a
-participant, flipped up her skirts at the back, and wriggled decorously
-upon a chair.
-
-“Well, my treasures, and was the party boo-ti-fool?” demanded Marjorie.
-
-A torrent of speech answered her.
-
-“And were you dear, good children?” she asked. “What of my tomboy,
-Althea?”
-
-“I was the goodest one at the party,” replied that young person. “Mind
-you, Mummie, I was the _only child_ what folded up my napkin!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 22.
-
-Dilling and Azalea met on the following morning, in all outward
-respects, exactly as they had met for nearly five years.
-
-A third person watching them would have detected no change in their
-manner, no relaxing in their poise, no studied indifference. Neither was
-there discernible the strained control proclaiming a furtive
-curiosity—a hunger—to see how the other would behave.
-
-“Good morning,” said Dilling, finding her engrossed with the mail. “I
-hope you are well.”
-
-Azalea echoed this cliché and observed that their correspondence seemed
-to increase daily. It was the sort of thing they often said.
-
-“I’ll be ready in just a moment,” he told her, and passed quickly behind
-the green baize door that gave into his private office.
-
-All this was as it had been many times before.
-
-Azalea caught her breath in two fluttering little sighs. That was over;
-and without any of the embarrassments she had dreaded. It had been quite
-easy—almost disappointingly easy—but altogether fine. That was what
-she had prayed that Dilling should remain; it was what she knew he would
-always remain—fine!
-
-At the same time, she wondered how he felt, exactly what minute little
-thoughts had come to him since he stood between the dull, fringed
-portieres and stared at her, stunned, yet with the light of a sublime
-revelation dawning in his eyes. She wondered with a hot stab of pain, if
-he felt himself duped, humbugged, betrayed.
-
-She visualised the brief and pregnant scene again, imagining—or was it
-divining?—the thought that must have come to him as his eyes held hers
-in that sudden bond of understanding. “This is a piece of staggering
-news to me,” he must have said. “I am taken at a disadvantage . . .
-emotionally naked . . . but you knew . . . you knew . . .”
-
-And she saw herself mutely admitting the accusation, but with sadness,
-as a mother might have felt when some disturbing information could no
-longer be withheld from the child she loved. And she wondered if he
-suffered at losing the false serenity in which he had been living.
-
-Did he resent the age-old wisdom that enabled her to see, while he
-groped and stumbled, fatuous in his blindness? Did he feel humiliation?
-
-On her desk the buzzer sounded. His summons. For a moment, Azalea sat
-quite still, looking at the little instrument that had called her in
-exactly the same way countless times before. And yet, not quite the
-same. To-day, there was something different. No, it would never be the
-same again.
-
-As she gathered up her notebook, pencil and a sheaf of papers, her heart
-ached for him.
-
-“Why,” she asked herself, rebelliously, “why must the cup of knowledge
-be so bitter? Why must the coming of truth be so difficult and hard to
-bear?”
-
-He did not raise his eyes when she entered the room, but presently, he
-seemed to know that she was seated and ready.
-
-“Taking up the matter of the Quebec Bridge,” he began, “is the report
-down from Council, yet?” Then, without waiting for an answer, “But
-first, are there any Imperial despatches?”
-
-The routine of the morning progressed as usual. Reports to Council,
-petitions from small centres demanding votes from the Public Treasury
-out of all proportion to their possible returns, eternal complaints and
-criticisms from malcontents, applications for pensions from War Widows,
-enquiries from distracted mothers—all the departmental _acta-diurna_ of
-a ministerial incumbency that had to be cleared away before he was free
-to undertake the pressing matters that fell to his especial talents to
-perform.
-
-And he compelled his brain to function along its accustomed channels,
-while some inner chamber of his mind carried on a separate trend of
-thought—separate, and, at the same time, veiled, like the thinking that
-is part of a dream.
-
-He wondered how Azalea felt, sitting there so composedly; and beautiful,
-like Lamb’s divinely plain _Miss Kelly_. Was there an element of pity,
-even contempt beneath her consistent consideration, for the man who was
-insentient to the message of his own heart? Dilling recoiled from the
-mawkish flavour of the phrase. He despised all sentimentality, and had
-he been called upon to debate the subject would have denied the heart
-the conspicuous place universally accorded it, in emotional relations
-between the sexes. Imbeciles and sensualists “fell in love”, because the
-world refuses to countenance the cruder, if more honest, passion.
-Dilling had never been in love—neither with Marjorie nor any other
-woman. Even now he refused to connect the term with Azalea. He had
-suddenly become aware of joy in her companionship, of his dependence
-upon the mental stimulation she provided, of a hitherto unsuspected
-peace in their spiritual communion. In her, he had found the priceless
-thing for which men seek throughout their lives—Understanding.
-
-“I couldn’t get along without her,” he said to himself. “She understands
-me.” And having thus spoken, he could say no more. It was the highest
-tribute he could pay—the highest tribute any man can pay to woman.
-
-With Azalea, he felt himself the man he wished to be; not smug and
-stodgily content, but rejoicing in the struggle towards an ideal which
-he believed was one that she approved.
-
-Sitting opposite her, apparently engrossed in matters of a widely
-divergent nature, Dilling examined himself, detachedly. He had no desire
-to touch her . . . to cry to her, “I love you!” But the thought of
-losing her companionship, mental contact with her, produced a pain so
-intolerable that it dismayed him.
-
-And in that flash of utter wretchedness, he saw how completely he was
-wedded to Azalea; how sublime was this cold, pure marriage of the
-spirit. With Marjorie, mental companionship was absolutely non-existent.
-They were bound together by duty, habit, and the intimacies permitted
-those who have accepted man-made ritual as final . . . and Divine. They
-had no need of one another. Fondness expressed the extent of his
-emotion, and for several years, he had realised that a fierce
-maternalism on her part was substitute for the rarer ecstasy of love.
-
-He was as free from connubial fetters as it is given man to be. Marjorie
-was never exacting, but even so, Dilling was conscious of restriction,
-bondage. He wanted to be free!
-
-He thought of other married men, and saw for the first time how their
-wives crowded into their lives; they were like two snails trying to
-crowd into the same shell. Through no fault of hers, Marjorie often
-crowded him. Then his mind turned to Azalea, who never had provoked that
-sensation in all the years of their association. On the contrary, she
-always seemed to liberate his mind, to give him light and space and air.
-She was his mate, not his keeper or his charge.
-
-He wondered when she first began to love him, and whether the knowledge
-had brought her pleasure or unrest. Had she felt humiliation at his
-unresponsiveness, perhaps? Had he ever hurt her? What a contrast between
-Azalea and Hebe Barrington! A gentle perspiration broke out on his brow,
-and he lost the trend of his thought for an instant. One was suggestive
-of the hot breath of the jungle; the other, the cool freshness of the
-open sea. Mentally, Dilling removed his sandals as he looked across the
-crowded desk, and reverently kneeled at Azalea’s feet.
-
-“I’m glad I know . . .” he said to himself. “Not that it will make the
-slightest difference. We will go on exactly as before. Thank God, she is
-sensible—not like other women!”
-
-It did not occur to him, however, that he was like other men—in one
-respect, at least; that this was a matter differing from any problem
-that had entered into his career. It would not be settled once and for
-all. It would not be laid away beyond the need of further consideration.
-He was soon to find that he could not ignore the insistency of this
-strange emotion that caught him at most unexpected, inconvenient
-moments. At first, such unaccustomed tyranny annoyed him. But gradually,
-he grew to like it, to seek the refreshment of it, as one who finds
-refreshment in the perfume of a flower.
-
-Mechanically, he selected a letter from the wire basket under his hand,
-and dictated,
-
-“Dear Mr. Jackson,
-
-“(The Jackson case again. I’ll finish it this morning!) . . . I have
-just had your letter, dated 22nd ultimo—now a week overdue, here—by
-this morning’s mail. It does not occur to me that carelessness caused
-your delay in sending it off. I note that it was posted only four days
-ago.
-
-“I am inclined to think that it was some evocation of your better
-judgment, I will even go so far as to say conscience, in this extremely
-unpleasant affair, that provoked a debate within yourself as to whether
-the letter should be mailed to me, at all.
-
-“It is necessary at times to speak plainly to one’s friends, and a
-moment’s reflection will convince you, I am sure, that this is such a
-time. Frankly, your letter and its suggestion that I should use my
-political influence to forward the project of the Moccasin Realty Co.
-Ltd., which is only the business name cloaking that of yourself and your
-son-in-law, to sell the jerry-built Cameron Terrace to the Dominion
-Government at five times the price for which you built it two years
-since, is a stark offence to me. I will have no part or lot in such an
-unpleasant—I speak euphemistically—transaction, and I ask you to
-consider this answer final.
-
-“The Terrace has twice been reported against by the Inspector of the
-Indian Department as quite unfit for the purpose of an Indian School.
-You, sir, are perfectly well aware that it is ill-drained and impossible
-to heat without being veneered, or stuccoed, at great additional cost.
-
-“I shall say no more about the matter, but if my refusal to aid your
-attempt upon the Treasury of this overburdened country costs me the loss
-of your support—if it should cost me the loss of my entire
-constituency—I shall accept the situation in the knowledge that, at
-least, I have done my duty. It is only upon such a footing that I can
-remain in public life . . .”
-
-He raised his eyes, hard and cold with anger, and asked,
-
-“Do you think he’ll believe I’m sincere?”
-
-Azalea shook her head. “He’ll complain, as so many of them do.”
-
-“How’s that?”
-
-“He will say when in power the Liberals forget their principles and the
-Conservatives, their friends.”
-
-They both sighed.
-
-The banging of doors and quivering of beaver-board partitions that had
-converted the spaciousness of the Victoria Memorial Museum into cubicles
-wherein Canada’s Parliamentarians might be temporarily housed, the
-scurrying along corridors and clang of the elevator gate, told Azalea
-that noon had come. When immersed in work, Dilling was utterly oblivious
-to the flight of time.
-
-“What about lunch?” she asked, as soon as he paused. “The gun sounded
-some time ago.”
-
-How often had she said exactly the same thing!
-
-“Are you so hungry?” he asked, astonished to miss the playful effect he
-had intended to convey. Dropping into the still room, the silly words
-had almost a nervous note.
-
-“Starving,” lied Azalea, easily, and knowing his unadmitted dependence
-upon food.
-
-“Very well. I’ll go, too. But I’m coming back early, to-day. We must
-unearth that Hansard before I go to Council. It will never do to let
-Bedford get away with his want-of-confidence Motion on the British
-Preference, in this high-handed fashion! We must make him eat his words
-. . . and while I think of it. Miss Deane, please don’t let
-anyone—_anyone_—disturb me.”
-
-
- CHAPTER 23.
-
-Azalea lunched lightly, and then found herself an inconspicuous bench in
-the little park off Lewis Street. The sun was warm and golden; the air
-soft with the promise of approaching summer. The trees had already burst
-into leaf. Careless children had left their toys about on the moist
-walks. Gardeners, taking advantage of the dinner hour, had deserted the
-wire-fenced enclosures that would presently break into a melody of
-colour.
-
-But Azalea saw none of these things. She was at variance with spring.
-More autumnal was her mood. She sat quite still, unfidgetting, yet with
-the air of one who is tense, who is waiting for the storm that is bound
-to break.
-
-“How long can this go on?” she was thinking. “He won’t continue the
-pretence that things are the same. He is too honest. But what will he
-do, then?”
-
-A wave of exultation surged over her. It wouldn’t be easy for him to
-find another secretary, she said. He would miss her in the office, to
-say the least. And not only in the office. His eyes had betrayed so
-much. Why could they not go on, she asked herself, with passionate
-vehemence?
-
-They could. The whole thing rested upon her. The type of relationship
-that exists between men and women, always rests upon the determination
-of the woman. In this case, Azalea knew that she must keep Dilling from
-being too conscious of her. She must make none of the unspoken demands
-that even the least exacting woman makes upon the man who has confessed
-himself in love. Neither must she allow him to feel that a secret bond
-was held between them. Above all, she must keep his emotional
-temperature at its accustomed low ebb. Any suggestion of coquetry on her
-part, now, would disturb his tranquility, and remind him that he had
-violated the spirit of the narrow law governing his moral code.
-
-Could she do all this? If so, she knew they could go on.
-
-Azalea believed that love could exist between a man and a woman without
-emotional gratification and without expression save in the terms of
-friendship. She believed that it can be fed freely, by the mind and by
-the spirit, just as the body can be fed sanely without the bizarre
-concoctions demanded by self-encouraged neurasthenics. The secret lies
-in a woman’s power, and wish, to keep the association free from the
-tempering of passion. It is not enough to control it, argued Azalea. It
-must never be aroused. And this is rare, but not impossible.
-
-She was not a vain woman. There was no conceit in her, and illusions had
-long since flown on the wings of dreams that were unfulfilled. She knew
-that she was plain, unlovely, unmagnetic; that never since adolescence
-had she awakened the readily distinguishable expression in man’s eyes
-that proclaims his discovery of the femaleness in his companion. But it
-was because she hadn’t tried!
-
-According to her theory, the physical envelope matters comparatively
-little. The mysterious force that is called attraction, magnetism,
-passion, what you will, exists in plain and beautiful alike, and can be
-projected at will. Therefore, she possessed the female’s instinctual
-power to project this force—this beam that is like a shaft of light,
-and blinds the man upon whom it is thrown. He beholds the woman in a
-flame of radiance, unmindful of her lack of pulchritude. And not only is
-his physical sight impaired, but his mental eye loses its clarity of
-vision, and he invests this uncompanionable female with every quality he
-thinks desirable. He wants her. He starves for her. He will not be
-denied. And after marrying her, what happens?
-
-The woman, having acquired the man upon whom she has fixed her choice,
-grows careless, indifferent, lazy. She no longer lights the shaft that
-dazzled him; she no longer projects it in his direction. He blinks,
-looks, and rubs his eyes; half the time, he doesn’t understand . . .
-Where is the woman he loved and married? Who is this creature, this
-unattractive stranger who pushes herself into his life, and tries to
-dominate, absorb it? There has been some hideous mistake . . . Steeped
-in the delusion that man is the determining factor in the mockery of
-emotional marriage, he takes the blame upon himself, persuaded that the
-fault is his. At first, he tries to hide his disenchantment. He says
-nothing . . . He determines to do nothing . . . just go on . . . They
-both go on . . . spiritually too far apart, physically too close
-together . . . bound by Church and State, and accustoming themselves to
-the functioning of two persons who live in that abominable
-intimacy—ironically termed the bonds of Holy Wedlock!
-
-Azalea believed that the bond of wedlock could only be holy when it is
-not artificially constructed by predative females in search of economic
-ease, with a possible thrill or two, to boot. She agreed with the
-cynicism that marriage is man’s after-thought and woman’s first
-intention. She further believed that by continuing the rigid control of
-herself—control that neutralised and de-natured her—she and Dilling
-could maintain a relationship that not only was free from irregularity,
-but embarrassment.
-
-Mingling with the stream of Civil Servants that flowed in and out of the
-Museum, Azalea’s mind was still concerned with the relationships between
-men and women, married and single. She thought of her sisters with
-something very like disgust; of Lady Elton, Eva Leeds, Mrs. Pratt, Mrs.
-Blaine, Mrs. Hudson, Mme. Valleau . . . what real comradeship did they
-offer their husbands? Swift’s words came to her as being especially
-applicable. “There would be fewer unhappy marriages in the world,” he
-said, “if women thought less of making nets, and more of making cages.”
-
-She had never tried to make a net, not even for Raymond Dilling. She
-loved him too deeply to trap—to ensnare him. And if she longed to make
-a cage for him, it was as a means of protection, safety, refuge; not the
-terrible gilt-barred thing in which he would feel a sense of shame at
-his imprisonment.
-
-She could hear him pacing about his little room, muttering fragmentary
-sentences now and then. The sound disturbed her. He was not, as a rule,
-stimulated to intensive thought by prowling. Was she already responsible
-for disorganising the methodical workings of his mind?
-
-Poise, control, fell from her. She turned the pages of Hansard
-feverishly and without intelligence. She longed to go to him, to take
-his frail body in her arms, to soothe him in her self-effacing
-renunciatory way. She longed to whisper to him, “There, my dear, you
-needn’t dread me. You needn’t be afraid.”
-
-Instead, she sat at her desk and fluttered the leaves of Hansard, and
-suffered the anguish of one who cannot take on the suffering of that
-beloved other . . .
-
-A knock on the door startled her. She turned to see Hebe Barrington
-advancing into the room.
-
-“Oh! _You_ are still here?” was her greeting.
-
-“I find the work congenial,” returned Azalea.
-
-The two women faced one another, understood one another. Neither made a
-pretence of concealing the animosity that had always existed between
-them. Azalea resented Hebe’s habit of establishing herself, taking
-complete possession of situations and people, and ordering the destiny
-of all with whom she came in contact. Hebe hated Azalea for the calm
-tenacity and cold superiority that had thwarted her so many times in the
-past. She had just returned from England, whither patriotic fervour and
-the personal attractions of a certain fulgid major had drawn her. The
-zest with which she had undertaken a particular form of War Work had
-strained even Toddles’ indulgence, until the only way they could live
-together was to live apart.
-
-Hebe had abandoned her pursuit of Dilling, and renounced all complicity
-in Sullivan’s plans after a stormy interview with that gentleman. What
-she demanded, grandly, were his nugatory projects compared with the
-clarion call of Empire? He felt very bitterly towards her, blaming her
-for the miscarriage of his schemes. Had he foreseen the outbreak of the
-War, or Hebe’s defection, he never in the world would have assisted
-Dilling to a position of prominence where his public record commanded
-respectful admiration and where his private life was above reproach.
-
-“Isn’t this a killing little hole?” Hebe observed, alert to every
-detail. “Sordid, undignified. You should see the quarters of the British
-politicians . . . and the War Offices . . .”
-
-Tiny flames of anger gathered in Azalea’s eyes. There was something in
-the insolence of the other woman that suggested a personal criticism—as
-though she could have arranged the room more fittingly, prevented its
-sordidness, its displeasing atmosphere.
-
-“A few flowers would make a difference,” she went on, appraising
-Azalea’s coat and hat that hung near the door.
-
-“We don’t spend much money on flowers, now, merely for decorative
-purposes,” answered the other.
-
-“What a pity! I always think that’s what they’re for. Is Raymond—Mr.
-Dilling—in there?”
-
-“Yes, but he’s too busy to be disturbed.”
-
-Their eyes met in open hostility.
-
-“I object to the word ‘disturbed’,” said Hebe. “My visit is supposed to
-have exactly the opposite effect.” She smiled, a brilliantly ugly smile.
-
-Azalea lifted her shoulders almost imperceptibly. “Mr. Dilling gave me
-definite instructions to allow no one to see him. I’m sorry, but I can’t
-make an exception, even in your favour.”
-
-“What fidelity to duty,” mocked Hebe.
-
-“You are very kind,” bowed Azalea, as though receiving a compliment.
-
-“You know very well that your employer would not refuse to admit me,”
-cried Hebe. “Don’t you think I can see the vicious pleasure behind this
-rigid adherence to your instructions? Let me pass!”
-
-“You are making a ridiculous scene,” said Azalea, white to the lips. “I
-am treating you just as I would treat anybody else—the Prime Minister,
-himself. You are not going to disturb—interrupt—Mr. Dilling!”
-
-“How are you going to prevent me?” taunted Hebe. “Lay violent hands upon
-me and fling me to the floor?”
-
-“I shan’t touch you,” retorted Azalea, her voice trembling with cold
-anger. “But I shall regard intrusion upon Mr. Dilling as a personal
-attack, and shall not have the slightest hesitation in ordering the
-policeman to protect his privacy.”
-
-She stretched out her hand towards the telephone and held it ready for
-use.
-
-Hebe burst into a peal of derisive laughter. She advanced with an air of
-high daring. Then an expression of cunning crept into her fire-shot
-eyes. Azalea had threatened to call a policeman. He would lay
-restraining hands upon her. She would struggle upon the very threshold
-of the young Minister’s office. She would scream. People would rush from
-their rooms into the corridor to see . . .
-
-A splendid scene! Magnificent! There would be a glorious scandal . . .
-“Two women fight over the Hon. Mr. Dilling. Shocking episode in the
-temporary House of Parliament.” She laughed again. Uncle Rufus would be
-not only placated; he would be grateful.
-
-“I’ve warned you,” said Azalea.
-
-“You won’t dare!”
-
-“Stop!”
-
-“I’m going in, I tell you!”
-
-Raising her hand to push open the door, Hebe found Azalea directly in
-her path. But it was too late to change her intention, and she struck
-the girl a smart blow in the face. Exactly at that moment, Dilling
-stepped into the room.
-
-There was a painful silence. Of the three, the Minister felt the
-greatest embarrassment. He could readily guess what had happened.
-
-Hebe spoke,
-
-“In another moment, we should have been almost angry, Raymond,” she
-cried. “I couldn’t make this dear girl see that I was an exception to
-your iron-bound rule covering the ordinary visitor.”
-
-“When did you come back?” asked Dilling, allowing his hand to lie limply
-between hers for an instant.
-
-“Only this morning. Half past twelve, from Montreal. Landed yesterday,
-and here I am to pay my respects. And your faithful secretary wanted to
-turn me out. Scold her, Raymond,” she cried, archly. “Please do!”
-
-“I’m afraid I haven’t time, just now,” replied Dilling. Then, as he
-passed the desk to which Azalea had returned with a fine show of
-absorption in Hansard, he said, “Can you stay after five? We must
-consult together as to my future policy following to-day’s eventful
-meeting.”
-
-“We?” echoed Hebe, with a noticeable touch of derision. “La, la! _Que
-c’est charmant!_ I’ve heard that a successful politician is merely a
-matter of having a clever secretary, but I never credited the statement
-until now.” She turned directly to Dilling. “You are going out?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I will come with you—as far as you go.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Dilling. “We meet in this building.”
-
-He opened the door, started to pass through, then, remembering the
-conventions, waited for Hebe to precede him. Azalea did not raise her
-eyes, but she knew without looking that he did not glance behind him.
-
-She sat motionless after they had gone, while her heart stilled its wild
-plunging, and the air cleared of crimson-hot vibrations. She did not
-think of herself or review the part she had played in the absurd drama
-of Hebe’s making. She did not ask herself whether her attitude had been
-convincing or ridiculous. Strangely enough, she did not think, “I might
-have said . . .” Her concern was for Raymond Dilling.
-
-She knew that he did not, never could, love Hebe Barrington. Jealousy
-was far removed from her considerations. But a slow, cold fear crawled
-through her as she thought of another contingency. Dilling’s balance had
-shifted. He had become conscious of new and disturbing emotions. He was
-like an instrument tuned by a gentle hand and therefore prepared to
-respond even to the coarsest touch. Would not the very fact of his
-awakened love for her, make him an easier victim of Hebe’s seductive
-beleaguerment?
-
-The thought racked her throughout the afternoon. She could not keep her
-mind on her work. She spent herself in a sort of helpless passion of
-protection, feeling that she would give her very life to save him from
-the toils of the other woman. She had set him on a lofty pedestal, high
-above the ruck of mud and slime. Her pride in him was renunciatory,
-fiercely maternal. She wanted to keep him fair and pure for himself
-. . . not in the slightest sense for her.
-
-She had grown strong in a fanatical belief that one of the chief
-elements of Britain’s power is the moral weight behind it; that her
-statesmen are clean, straight-forward and honourable, on the whole, and
-that intrigue and deception are alien to their nature. Furthermore, she
-felt that now, in the Empire’s hour of supreme trial, it was upon the
-power and pressure of this conviction throughout the world, that the
-future of England must depend.
-
-
- CHAPTER 24.
-
-The Premier’s health had been sadly broken by the War. This pandemic
-scourge had come into being while Canada was still in her nonage, and
-what she needed most in leadership throughout the conflict, was what he
-had most to give, namely, a fine obstinacy of purpose. Possessing this,
-the lack of dramatic picturesqueness was forgiven him by a
-spectacle-loving people.
-
-But inflexibility is always a target and a challenge for assault, and
-when not engaged in repelling his foes on Mr. Speaker’s Left, Sir Robert
-was called upon to reckon with the mutiny of his colleagues whose sense
-of honour was not inconveniently high. Throughout the actual ordeal of
-battle, the edge of the weapons of menace found him adamant. But towards
-the end of the four years’ darkness, the strain became too heavy, and
-several months before the world settled to enjoy the hostility of peace,
-rumours of his impending resignation drifted along the currents of the
-House.
-
-The break came later—after he had gone to France to sign the Treaty of
-Versailles on our behalf—a glorious mission, truly, and significant of
-Canada’s entry into the Council of the Nations. It was then that the
-burden of his great labour and achievement levied a heavier toll than he
-could pay. Atropos threatened him with her shears. He sank into the
-relaxation of a profound collapse, and offered his resignation as Prime
-Minister. Holding the Rudder of the Ship of State with a world in arms,
-had broken him, as it broke the great Commoner, Pitt. That the parallel
-was not completed by his death, was a matter of national rejoicing, and
-he lived to know that his purity of conduct, his strength of purpose and
-his courage in the supreme crisis of civilisation, marked him as one of
-the real forces in history.
-
-And so it happened that in Canada there was no man like Lloyd George who
-held his position unchallenged throughout the duration of the War.
-Political and military scandals had their ugly day. Heroes were exalted
-and overthrown almost within the same hour.
-
-Dilling offered the closest analogy, perhaps, to the great British
-statesman. He retained not only his own portfolio, but undertook the
-directing of several others, while an interregnum occurred and there had
-been discovered no incumbent to fill the office. He had “acted” as Prime
-Minister on more than one occasion, and when these resignation rumours
-began to float about, his name was mentioned as a possible successor.
-
-Public Works were paralyzed. The gargantuan ambitions of Eastlake and
-Donahue hung in abeyance. They dared not intrude their demands for
-further subsidies while war taxes bled the country white. Dilling turned
-his eyes from the elevators, and saw only the Empire’s present need.
-Grain moved heavily eastward, but the great driving power of the West
-was crippled. The hand that rocked her cradle was engaged in destroying
-the very manhood she had suckled at her prairie breast. Capable of
-producing food for more than half the world, she was starving for
-sustenance to keep herself alive.
-
-Never had the Hon. Member for Morroway been so deeply engrossed in the
-business of politics. Never had he applied himself so sedulously to the
-successful culmination of his vast schemes and secret projects, or
-neglected for so lengthy a period the gentler pursuits that so intrigued
-him. It was rumoured in some quarters that he had reformed. The rumour
-was not received with universal satisfaction, for the penitent has only
-the applause of the devotee who reclaims him.
-
-Howarth and Turner watched him with mingled concern and respect, and
-wondered as to the nature of his game. After the entry of the United
-States into the War, and when the outcome was a foregone conclusion,
-these two gentlemen became somewhat apprehensive as to the future of the
-Party (and incidentally their own place in the political sun). The
-rumours of Sir Robert’s resignation moved them profoundly.
-
-“Of course,” said Turner, as the three sat in Mr. Sullivan’s cheerful
-office, “Sir Adrian Grant will be a candidate, but I don’t believe he
-has the ghost of a chance. It looks to me like a walk-over for Dilling.
-He’ll march to the seat of honour, terrible as an army with banners.”
-
-“Yes,” agreed Howarth. “I don’t know who’s going to stop him. That
-damned silly boost of yours, Sullivan, has done us in the eye, if you
-ask me.”
-
-Mr. Sullivan examined the contents of his glass against the pale spring
-twilight, and remarked that he was always glad to hear the opinions of
-his friends, even though he had not asked for them. In the present
-instance, however, he seemed to detect some thing monstrous and
-repetitive.
-
-“Sure, I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again,” announced Howarth,
-warmly. “What’s going to keep him from stepping into the P. M.’s shoes,
-if we have to go to the country? Hasn’t he made good! Don’t the people
-think he’s a little tin god? Hasn’t he got a lot of useful experience
-out of the last few years?”
-
-“All because of this Minister business,” supplemented Turner. “Except
-for that, we could have kept him down. He wouldn’t have had a chance.”
-
-“But now, as matters stand, he’ll walk in, put over the Elevator
-project, and . . .”
-
-“. . . the E. D. Company will flourish like a green bay tree, and where
-will our little plans come in?” demanded Turner, bitterly. “If you want
-to eat honey in peace, say the Russians, you must first kill all the
-bees.”
-
-Mr. Sullivan nodded, but preserved an inscrutable silence.
-
-“Have you got something up your sleeve, old man?” asked Howarth, in a
-foolish, coaxing tone. “There’s no denying you’re a pretty shrewd lad in
-your own way, Rufus, and you don’t often make mistakes. Personally, I
-rely absolutely upon your judgment, and am ready to follow—oh,
-_absolutely_,” he insisted, conscious of a slight twitching at the
-corners of Mr. Sullivan’s full lips. “At the same time, there are
-occasions recorded in history, when the most astute persons have been
-misled, when the best-laid schemes have taken a most unprecedented and
-disastrous twist. If you have a plan, why not take us into your
-confidence, Rufus? Why not discuss your ideas . . . three heads, you
-know . . .”
-
-“Reminiscent of Cerberus”, cut in Turner. “Pretty good watch dog, eh?”
-
-“Sure,” assented Howarth. “Three heads . . . as I say. And besides, I’m
-just restless in my desire to help.”
-
-But it was Marjorie who was the Hon. Member’s first confidante. She
-neither realised the importance of this, nor appreciated the honour that
-he did her.
-
-He had begged for an uninterrupted moment—a moment clipped from her
-over-full days, when appointment followed appointment in a continuous,
-dizzying succession—and, because he had said it was urgent, she agreed
-to receive him one night at ten o’clock. An earlier release was
-impossible from the pandemonium advertised as a Patriotic Bazaar.
-
-“The dear little woman looks tired,” he said, taking her hand. “Isn’t
-she trying to push a great heavy Mercedes up a very steep hill, with a
-Ford engine? Aren’t you doing far too much of this hysterical War Work,
-little Marjorie?”
-
-“Wednesday is my worst day,” she told him, and tried to withdraw her
-hand . . . “not the actual work, but going to things. You see,” she
-explained, “it makes such a difference . . . I can’t understand it,
-really . . . If we go to these patriotic things . . . the Ministers’
-wives, I mean. We don’t do anything but walk around, and have people
-introduced to us, and it’s _so_ useless and tiring!”
-
-“My dear . . . my dear!” murmured the sympathetic Member.
-
-“I don’t mind the work, a bit,” Marjorie continued, trying to force a
-note of weariness out of her voice. “The sewing and sorting of donations
-and that kind of thing. I feel as though—as though, well, I feel that I
-am really doing something for our boys over there, whereas walking
-around these bazaars and sitting idle at Executive meetings—” she shook
-her head and left the sentence unfinished. “But you wanted to see me
-about something in particular, you said.”
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway assumed his most charmingly avuncular air.
-Little by little, he overcame Marjorie’s instinctive resistance. She was
-always so eager to like people, to believe in them and find them good.
-He asked if she could keep a secret—even from her husband, and gaining
-a somewhat hesitant answer, whispered,
-
-“How would you like to see him Prime Minister, my dear?”
-
-Marjorie’s tired brain reeled. She couldn’t grasp the thought, at all.
-Prime Minister . . . Raymond . . . so soon to see the fulfilment of his
-heart’s desire? No, no! She shrunk away from the idea. There must be
-some mistake. They were so young, so inexperienced. They were not
-properly prepared, not sufficiently worthy. She felt an overwhelming
-pity for all those women whose lives were broken, and whose hearts were
-torn by the War. It shadowed the satisfaction, the joyousness she might
-have taken for herself. Prime Minister!
-
-Sullivan sat quiet, watching her, and the changing expressions that sped
-across her haggard face. He read them as easily as though they had been
-printed there, and he waited.
-
-“Do you want Raymond to be Prime Minister?” Marjorie finally whispered.
-“Do you think he _ought_ to be?”
-
-“There is little doubt on either score.” Mr. Sullivan was soothing,
-reassuring. “As you know, I am only an inconspicuous cog in the
-political machine, but even the smallest cog can control the working of
-the whole. Just as it can obstruct,” he added, lightly. “Without meaning
-to boast, I believe that my influence is sufficient to secure him the
-Premiership—just as I was somewhat instrumental in putting him into the
-Cabinet.”
-
-“Oh, Mr. Sullivan—Uncle Rufus, do you really mean to help?”
-
-“With all my heart, little woman,” he replied, “and so must you.”
-
-“I?” Her confused mind translated the assistance he suggested into a
-need for increasing “stiffness”.
-
-“Of course! Why not?”
-
-“What must I do?”
-
-Mr. Sullivan became affectionately confidential. The most important
-thing, he assured her, was persuading Dilling how ardently she wanted
-him to accept the position.
-
-“But he won’t refuse . . . will he?”
-
-“There is just that little possibility . . . yes, it is conceivable that
-he might. I mustn’t tire you with an exposition of the complicated
-question,” he went on, “but to secure the support he needs, would
-require a slight change of policy . . . not quite superficially, either.
-I might go so far as to say _ab imo pectore_, if you know what I mean.”
-
-He watched the strained bewilderment in her eyes with something akin to
-brutal pleasure.
-
-“Raymond is a strong man, determined almost to stubbornness, may I say?
-He is guided—er misguided, many of the older parliamentarians think—by
-an idée fixe. If I know him as I think I do, it will be hard to convince
-him that relinquishing it will be a sign not of weakness, but of
-strength.”
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t understand all of this . . .”
-
-“Don’t bother your lovely head with it! I did not come here to worry you
-with tedious politics, but I do want you to understand me . . . so that
-we can work together in this most momentous matter. Raymond must be made
-to see that all previous measures now require adjustment to the changed
-times. The end of War is in sight, thank God, but we can’t delude
-ourselves with the thought that the world will find immediate peace,
-that it will pick up its burdens and its pleasures where it left them
-off, and that the policies we followed prior to 1914 are those to take
-us forward to-day. He must change. Can’t you persuade him?”
-
-“I never interfere,” said Marjorie, in a low voice. “He would think I
-was crazy to suggest anything about politics. I’m so stupid, you know.”
-
-“But you can plead your own cause—convince him of the happiness this
-promotion would mean to you . . . and,” he hurried on, “you realise what
-it would mean for him, for the children, for the country! Why, he would
-be the youngest, the most brilliant Prime Minister in the world! Think
-of it, little Marjorie . . . our own splendid Raymond, of Pinto Plains!”
-
-He rose to take his leave. Marjorie got rather dizzily to her feet. The
-room heaved in gentle waves, and the harsh lights suddenly went dim. An
-awful sickness attacked her, and out of the curious amethyst fog, the
-face of Mr. Sullivan advanced upon her, huge, satyric, terrible.
-
-“What is it?” she whispered. “Oh, dear, what is the matter?”
-
-“Aren’t you going to kiss me?” he asked, in a voice that scorched her.
-
-“Oh . . . please . . .”
-
-Marjorie escaped from the hand that came towards her. She slipped behind
-the table. Mr. Sullivan followed. She ran to the Morris chair and took
-refuge on the other side of it, for a moment. Her knees would scarcely
-support her. This cloud threatened to blind her. The room was filled
-with a noise as of some one’s heavy breathing. It occurred to her that
-Althea must be sobbing, upstairs.
-
-“Come on, child! Don’t be silly!” The voice of the Hon. Member sounded
-husky, but very loud. It thumped against her consciousness. “Aren’t you
-going to give me one little kiss in return for the help I’m giving
-Raymond?”
-
-“No, no! Please . . .” She circled unsteadily around the table, again.
-
-“Well, by God, you will, then!” cried Mr. Sullivan. “I’ve had just about
-enough of this catch-as-catch-can. You come here!”
-
-“No . . . oh, no . . .”
-
-Marjorie crumpled in a heap on the floor, and burst into wild sobbing.
-She was beside herself with terror. Never again in his gentlest moments,
-would the Hon. Member deceive her with his avuncular air. Always, she
-would see him as a beast of prey, his eyes flaming, his hands searching
-for her.
-
-Quite unconsciously, she began to pray.
-
-“Oh, God, please . . . Dear God . . .”
-
-Mr. Sullivan paused in his advance. He looked at the disordered heap on
-the floor. A revulsion of feeling came over him, and he turned away.
-
-“Bah!” he said, angrily. “_Women!_” and, seizing his hat, he left the
-house.
-
-
- CHAPTER 25.
-
-The Cathedral was palpitant with Fashion. For the moment, its dim
-religious light was lost in the flamboyance of smart Society’s glare.
-Its serene atmosphere was fractured by cross-currents that blew in from
-an impious world. The Flesh and the Devil walked on the feet that
-pressed the red carpet to save from pollution the soles of those who
-were bidden to the Sloane-Carmichael wedding. And there were many, for
-Mona Carmichael was a Minister’s daughter and the moving spirit of the
-Naughty Nine. Also, she was a bride extremely good to look upon. She
-possessed the slender body of the _jeune fils_, and an age-old wisdom in
-the advantageous exhibition of it. When not engaged in devising
-spectacular “stunts” for her eight disciples, she was usually enjoying
-masculine approbation expressed in terms that described the speaker as
-being simply crazy about her. She had reached the point when a modest
-man was the most boresome thing on earth.
-
-No sermon that was ever preached from the pulpit of the sacred fane
-would have exposed the mephistophelean cynicism of the present day in
-its attitude towards the Solemnization of Matrimony by the Church, as
-did this particular wedding. It might have been a deliberate revival of
-some medieval mystery play, staged for the purpose of provoking a
-recreant world to repentance. Men in youth and age were there, whose
-thoughts throughout the ceremony were never lifted above the level of
-lubricity. Their presence at any of the matrimonial pageants of that
-gallant Defender of the Faith, Henry the Eighth, would have lent a
-distinct flavour to the atmosphere.
-
-The younger married women among the guests recalled their own weddings,
-and endeavoured to convey the impression that they had relinquished
-themselves to their husbands with protest, if not martyrdom. They wore
-an unconvincingly pensive air.
-
-The spinsters betrayed a touch of malice, although they tried to look as
-though feeling that any woman who married was a fool. Bitterly, they
-realised the transparency of their attitude, and that here and there,
-people were saying,
-
-“Oh, there’s So-and-so. Isn’t it a pity _she_ never married?”
-
-Over all the Church, there was a restlessness, a strange suppression,
-louder and more definite than the syllabub of broken conversation.
-
-Ushers, khaki-clad, passed ceaselessly up and down the aisles, wearing a
-manner of mixed hauteur and nervousness. They showed the effect of too
-much prenuptial and anti-prohibition entertainment. Groups of guests
-gathered, argued, accepted the places provided with scantily veiled
-distaste, and became part of the general unrest. Few there were who
-regarded marriage in the light of a spiritual concept, nor was it easy
-to see in these exotic social episodes any striving towards an æsthetic
-ideal. On the contrary, two young people came together, drained the
-moment of its last dram of pleasure, and separated—if not in a physical
-sense, certainly in a spiritual one, seeking amusement elsewhere, and
-with hectic sedulousness.
-
-The family of the bride persistently referred to the spectacle as
-“simple”, and endeavoured to preserve the illusion of economy
-throughout. This was a War Wedding.
-
-A jungle of palms crowded the chancel and reared their feathered heads
-against the pillars of the Church. Masses of yellow tulips and daffodils
-suggested the simplicity of spring. Some twenty pews on either side of
-the centre aisle were barricaded against intrusion by plain silken cords
-instead of the richer bands of ribbon that ordinarily would have been
-used to separate those who had presented gifts in ridiculous excess of
-their means and affection, from those who had blessed the happy pair
-with sugar spoons and bon-bon dishes. Even the gowns of the
-women—according to their own description—harmonised with the note of
-rigid simplicity that prevailed. Mrs. Long, securely imprisoned by the
-yellow silken cord, smiled as she watched the procession, for she had
-seen—by the merest accident—Miss Caplin’s advance copy on the
-function. Miss Caplin was the Society editress of The Chronicle. “The
-mother of the bride wore a rich but simple creation of dove-grey radium
-satin, panelled with bands of solid grey pearls. The sleeves were formed
-of wings that fell to the hem of the gown and were made of dyed rose
-point. Mrs. Carmichael’s hat was of grey tulle with no trimming save a
-simple bird of Paradise.”
-
-That was the sort of thing she had been instructed to say.
-
-Mrs. Blaine passed in review. She was gowned in a black crepe meteor,
-with bands of rhinestones forming the corsage, and she wore a hat of
-uncurled ostrich feathers.
-
-Mrs. Pratt’s idea of economy was expressed by a royal purple chiffon
-velvet, trimmed with ornaments of amethyst and pearl.
-
-Lady Elton had managed to pick up an imported creation at a figure that
-was reduced no more than her own, but she called it a “simple frock” of
-Delft georgette over silver cloth. Owing to some unfortunate confusion
-in the composing room, a few lines reporting work on the Civic
-Playgrounds crept into the account of the wedding, and the following
-extraordinary announcement appeared:
-
- “Lady Elton looked exceptionally charming in a dull blue chiffon
- over three lavatories and two swimming baths.”
-
-A trembling usher, green-white from fatigue and dissipation, bowed Mr.
-and Mrs. Hudson into the pew. Mrs. Long’s practised eye noted that the
-latter wore a sapphire charmeuse, relieved by old Honiton and showing a
-motif of fleur-de-lys done in hand embroidery.
-
-“I don’t know whether I’m all here or not,” panted Mrs. Hudson. “Such a
-scramble at the last minute!”
-
-“There doesn’t seem to be any of you missing,” murmured Mrs. Long.
-
-“Oh, how do you do?” she bowed, as Sir Eric and Lady Denby crowded in.
-
-Commonplaces were exchanged.
-
-“I haven’t seen you for some time,” observed Lady Denby, leaning across
-the Hudsons.
-
-“I’ve been keeping very quiet,” returned Mrs. Long. “In fact, I’m going
-into the hospital to-morrow for rather a beastly operation.”
-
-Vague expressions of sympathy were dropped into the subdued noise about
-them. “I’m so sorry . . . No, you don’t look well . . . Oh, there’s
-Mrs. . . . I hope it’s nothing serious . . . What _has_ Eva Leeds got
-on?”
-
-“That’s the dress Haywood made for Lady Elton and she wouldn’t accept,”
-volunteered Mrs. Hudson. “They say he gave it to her. . . .”
-
-Lady Denby interrupted. “What hospital have you chosen?” she asked,
-making a mental note of the fact that the event called for floral
-recognition.
-
-“St. Christopher’s.”
-
-“Oh, how perfect!” breathed Mrs. Hudson, indifferently. “You’ll love it,
-there. The nurses are _so_ good to your flowers!”
-
-The recently-created knight, Sir Enoch Cunningham, lumbered up the aisle
-in the wake of his wife. Sir Enoch had established a record for
-patriotic service by charging the Government only four times a
-reasonable profit on the output of his mill. He was prominently listed
-in the Birthday Honours and on this, his first public appearance, was
-profoundly self-conscious.
-
-“There go the Cunninghams,” whispered Lady Elton from the pew behind
-Mrs. Long. “Aren’t they sickening?”
-
-“When Knighthood was in Flour,” murmured Lady Denby, over her shoulder.
-
-“He always reminds me of a piece of underdone pastry,” said Mrs. Long.
-
-“Well,” remarked Mrs. Hudson, with a giggle, “they’ll be pie for
-everyone now.”
-
-Across the aisle, Pamela de Latour was agitating herself over the fact
-that Major and Mrs. Beverley were sitting amongst the intimate friends
-of the groom.
-
-“Why, in heaven’s name, do you suppose _they_ have been put _there_?”
-she demanded of Miss Tyrrell and the Angus-McCallums, who shared her
-pew.
-
-“Didn’t he and Sloane fly together?” suggested one of the latter. “Or
-did he save his life . . . or something?”
-
-“I don’t know. But it seems odd to put them away up there. I heard he’d
-lost his job,” said Miss de Latour.
-
-“I heard that, too,” agreed Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum.
-
-Miss Tyrrell couldn’t believe it. She urged her companions to recall
-everything that looked like corroborative evidence, and even then cried
-skeptically,
-
-“But are you _sure_? May he not have taken on something else?”
-
-Miss Latour didn’t think so. She had the news on pretty good authority.
-She regretted, however, to have caused Miss Tyrrell such acute distress,
-and hoped the report might be incorrect.
-
-“Although I doubt it,” she said. “Colonel Mayhew told me that they were
-going back to England.”
-
-“I had no idea they were such great friends of yours, Lily,” whispered
-Miss Mabel Angus-McCallum. “In most quarters they were not very
-popular.”
-
-“Friends?” echoed Miss Tyrrell, indignantly. “They were no friends of
-mine, I assure you!”
-
-“Then why—” began the other three “—why are you so upset by hearing
-that he’s lost his job?”
-
-“Because,” answered Miss Tyrrell. “I was afraid it wasn’t so!”
-
-Several rows behind them, Azalea Deane sat crushed against the ample
-folds of Miss Leila Brant. She had refused to accompany Marjorie
-Dilling, despite the latter’s threat that she would stay at home rather
-than go alone.
-
-“I know you are not serious,” returned Azalea, in her gently insistent
-way, “for, of course, you should be there. A special seat will be
-reserved for you, and you must pretend to enjoy hob-snobbing with the
-notables.”
-
-Miss Brant fidgetted, fretting at her failure to impress Azalea with a
-sense of her importance. Like Mr. Sullivan, her activities were
-conducted largely and with a certain grandeur that was pleasing even to
-those who recognised its intense untruth. She adorned the cheap and
-commonplace, and had really a shrewd eye for transforming simple
-articles into pieces of expensive and decorative uselessness.
-Furthermore, she shared with Dilling a perfect genius for discovering
-clever assistants—artisans—whose ideas were better than her own, and
-whom she never tried to lead, but was content to follow. Moreover, she
-learned long ago to cultivate none but the wealthiest of patrons. Her
-shop, her wares, even she, herself, exuded an atmosphere of opulent
-exclusiveness. To be a regular patron of the Ancient Chattellarium was
-to attain a certain social eminence, to share the air breathed by
-Millionaires, Knights and Ladies—by Government House. One never stepped
-into the shop without meeting somebody of importance.
-
-At the moment, however, she was not entirely happy. She had a vast
-respect for Azalea, but didn’t like her. Azalea always made her
-uncomfortable. She was conscious of secret amusement, perhaps a tinge of
-contempt behind the enigmatic expression in her etiolated eyes. Whereas
-Dilling, in Azalea’s presence, felt himself the man he wished to be,
-Miss Brant recognised a very inferior person hiding behind the arras of
-her very superior manner, and she felt that Azalea saw this creature
-plainly, penetrating its insincerity, its petty ambitions; in short,
-that she perceived all the weaknesses that Miss Brant hoped none would
-suspect.
-
-“There’s So-and-So,” she cried, incessantly. “In strict confidence, I
-will tell you that they have just given me rather a nice commission to
-do their—Oh, and there’s So-and-So! Where in the world, _do_ you
-suppose they will seat all these people?”
-
-Azalea smiled and shrugged. Miss Brant felt snubbed, as though her
-companion had said, “Why bother? It’s not your affair. You always take
-such delight in meddling in other people’s business.”
-
-She took refuge in that too-little used harbour, Silence. But briefly.
-She left it to remark,
-
-“Oh, there go the Prendergasts! How do you do?” she bowed, with extreme
-affability, catching Mrs. Prendergast’s eye. Then she flushed. Azalea
-was regarding her with a smile that seemed to strip every particle of
-cordiality from her salutation and reduce it to a medium of barter
-exchanged for the extremely expensive gift Mrs. Prendergast had been
-cajoled into buying for the bridal pair. Miss Brant felt somehow that
-Azalea was thinking,
-
-“If she hadn’t made a satisfactory purchase, you wouldn’t even bother to
-nod your head. You never used to.”
-
-“You may not believe it, Azalea,” she said, as though moved to
-self-justification, “but Mrs. Prendergast is _really_ rather a dear. It
-sounds stupid, but one can’t help seeing that her intentions are good.”
-
-“Really! Aristotle said that Nature’s intentions were always good. The
-trouble was that she couldn’t carry them out.”
-
-“But they really _are_ getting on,” protested Miss Brant, watching the
-ostentatious progress of her patron down the aisle. “Don’t you think
-they are acquiring _quite_ an air?”
-
-“I think the Dawkter is acquiring quite a pragmatic walk. And it’s
-especially conspicuous in church.”
-
-“Yes, isn’t it?” assented Miss Brant, hastily, and wondering if Azalea
-referred to some physical disability that had resisted the effects of
-Anti-Agony. “There! They’ve been put with the Pratts. Confidentially,
-I’ll tell you that _she_ bought rather a good bit, too . . . didn’t want
-to be eclipsed by the Prendergasts, you know. _Isn’t_ their rivalry
-amusing?”
-
-“And lucrative, I should say.”
-
-Miss Brant veered away from the sordid business angle. “Look at them,
-now,” she cried. “Mrs. Pratt has the floor. She doesn’t even pause for
-breath. Azalea, what _can_ she be saying?”
-
-“Words—words—words! I’m afraid Mr. Pratt frequently regrets ignoring
-Nietzsche’s advice.”
-
-“Whose?”
-
-“Nietzsche’s. Don’t you remember, he said, ‘Before marriage this
-question should be put—Will you continue to be satisfied with this
-woman’s conversation until old age? Everything else in marriage is
-transitory’.”
-
-Miss Brant cast an inward glance upon her own conversational powers, and
-wondered if there was anything personal behind Azalea’s remark. Aloud,
-she said,
-
-“How clever of you to remember all those quotations, my dear! I always
-wish—Oh, there goes Mrs. Dilling! Heavens, doesn’t she look like a
-ghost?”
-
-Azalea had already noted the haggardness of Marjorie’s appearance, and,
-knowing nothing of her encounter with Mr. Sullivan, attributed it solely
-to the over-strain of War Work.
-
-“She doesn’t know how to save herself,” she said.
-
-“Yes, she really has been rather splendid, hasn’t she?” assented Miss
-Brant. “_Everyone_ says so . . . I remember the first time I ever saw
-her. She wanted a terrible what-not-thing repaired. Little did I
-imagine, then, that some day she would be the wife of a Minister of the
-Crown. And have you heard a rumour about the Premiership? It makes me
-feel _quite_ weepy. Only—only—I _wish_ she wouldn’t wear such _awful_
-hats!”
-
-“What do people say?” asked Azalea, ignoring the latter remark.
-
-“Oh, _you_ know the sort of thing—that she has done so much more than
-lend her name to patriotic functions and sit on platforms; that she has
-actually worked in the War Gardens, packed boxes, sewed, cooked and
-visited the soldiers’ wives. You know, it _is_ rather splendid!”
-
-Azalea nodded and raised her eyes to the stained glass window
-memorialising another Gentle Spirit who found His happiness in
-ministering to the needs of the humbler folk. “It _is_ rather splendid,”
-she agreed.
-
-“It must be very late,” said Miss Brant. “I wonder if that little minx,
-Mona, has been up to some of her tricks. By the way, have you heard
-about the Trevelyans?”
-
-“Mercy, no! Not already?”
-
-“Positively!”
-
-“Why, it seems only last week since we were watching them get married.
-Is it a boy or a girl?”
-
-“Both! And the screaming part of it is that the instant Mona heard the
-news, she _had herself insured against twins_!”
-
-“You’re joking!”
-
-“It’s a fact. Lloyd’s took her on. I say, Azalea, doesn’t Mrs. Dilling
-look ghastly?”
-
-Marjorie sat next Mrs. Blaine and Lady Fanshawe, feeling more ghastly
-than she looked. She had never been ill in her life, save when the
-babies came and that, of course, didn’t count. One just naturally had
-babies and made no fuss about it. But this was different. She had no
-particular pain. She wasn’t quite sure that her head ached. But she felt
-strangely weak and uncertain of herself.
-
-Lady Fanshawe and Mrs. Blaine were complaining of their servants.
-Neither would admit the other’s supremacy in having the worst the
-Dominion afforded.
-
-“But you have a very good cook,” Mrs. Blaine protested.
-
-“My dear, how _can_ you say so?” cried Lady Fanshawe. “Twice, she has
-nearly poisoned us!”
-
-“Well, the dinner I ate last Thursday at your house couldn’t have been
-better.”
-
-“A happy exception, I assure you.”
-
-“Why don’t you get rid of her?” asked Mrs. Blaine.
-
-“I shall . . . but not at once—not until I have some one else in view.
-However, if you need a cook, dear,” she went on, “why not try Mrs.
-Hudson’s Minnie? _She_ is really an excellent woman, and can always be
-tempted with higher wages.”
-
-Mrs. Blaine turned away with a fine assumption of indifference, and
-Marjorie ventured a sympathetic word in Lady Fanshawe’s ear.
-
-“It’s very bothersome, isn’t it?” she murmured, “especially when one
-does so much entertaining. You always seem to have such bad luck with
-your servants. I believe I could send you a cook.”
-
-The older woman flung a peculiar look at her, and whispered, “You dear,
-simple soul! I’ve a perfect _treasure_! But I don’t dare say so; every
-one of my friends would try to take her from me!”
-
-Outside, the handsome departmental car drew smartly to a standstill, and
-the Hon. Peter Carmichael assisted his daughter to alight. She tripped
-up the carpeted stairs with no more concern than though she were going
-to a Golf Club Tea.
-
-The trembling, green-white usher came forward to meet her. A group of
-bridesmaids stood near the door.
-
-“Well, old thing,” cried Mona, “how’s the silly show, anyway?”
-
-“Full house,” returned the usher. “S.R.O. as the theatres say. At five
-dollars a head, you’d have quite a tidy nest egg, y’know!”
-
-“Rotten business—ushing,” cried Mona. “You look all in, young fella me
-lad.”
-
-“I am. A company of duds, I call ’em. Balky as mules. Nobody wants to
-sit with anybody else.”
-
-“Do you blame them?”
-
-“My God, no! As the poet sang, ‘I’d rather live in vain than live in
-Ottawa’!”
-
-“Come, daughter,” said the Hon. Peter, fussily crooking his elbow.
-
-“The lovely bride entered the church on the arm of her father,” simpered
-Mona, pinching his ear. “Forward, everybody. We’re off!”
-
-Four little flower girls led the way, four being a simple number, much
-less intricate than forty-four or ninety-four and a fraction. Their
-costumes were beautifully simple—flesh-coloured tights and a pair of
-wings, in cunning imitation of Dan Cupid. They carried bows and a quiver
-full of arrows, the latter tipped with yellow daffodils.
-
-They were followed by the six bridesmaids, who also carried out this
-note of extreme simplicity. Their costumes were composed of yellow
-tulle, sprinkled with a profusion of brilliants, and were supposed to
-suggest early morning dew upon a field of tulips. In place of flowers,
-they carried simple parasols of chiffon, and each wore the gift of the
-groom—a gold vanity box bearing a simple monogram in platinum.
-
-The bride was gowned in plainest ivory satin. She had dispensed with the
-conventional wreath of orange blossoms, and her brow was crowned with a
-simple rose-point cap, whose billowy streamers fell to the tip of her
-slender train. She wore no ornaments save the gift of the groom—a
-simple bar of platinum supporting thirty-two plain diamonds.
-
-At the sight of her, a ripple of admiration ran through the crowd. She
-felt it and was pleased in her youthfully insolent fashion. She bore
-herself with none of the modesty that characterised the bride of fifty
-years ago. Rather was she suggestive of the mannequin on parade.
-
-The bridal party was just turning from the altar to the inspiriting
-strains from Mendelssohn, when Hebe Barrington entered the church with
-Mr. Sullivan.
-
-“Oh, Lord, we’re late,” she muttered, pulling him quickly along the
-aisle. “We’ll have to find seats somewhere before the parade reaches
-us.”
-
-“Not so far forward,” protested the Hon. Rufus, trying to hang back.
-
-“Don’t be so bashful,” returned Hebe. “We’re creating quite a sensation
-and stealing some of the limelight from the bride. ‘_La vice appuyé sur
-la bras de crime_,’” she whispered, enjoying herself enormously.
-
-“This is a damned awkward mess,” growled Mr. Sullivan, under his breath.
-“I can’t see a seat, anywhere.”
-
-“Nor I, and they’re nearly upon us. We’ll have to stop here.”
-
-The location selected for the enforced halt was not a happy one for Lady
-Denby—nor, indeed, for any of the occupants of that pew. In order to
-prevent confusion and a disarrangement of the procession, Mrs.
-Barrington and her escort were obliged to disregard the silken cord and
-squeeze in beside Sir Eric, and thus cut off quite successfully the view
-of the spectacle from his diminutive and enraged wife.
-
-She accepted their apologies frostily, and made an obvious effort to
-escape from the offending pair, but the density of the crowd frustrated
-her design. She found herself impinged upon Mrs. Barrington’s scented
-shoulder, and absolutely unable to free herself. The colour mounted
-hotly to her delicate cheeks. Her eyes sparkled dangerously.
-
-“You _must_ come to some of my parties, dear Lady Denby,” Hebe said,
-sweetly. “You, and Sir Eric . . . just simple affairs, you know, where
-we can snatch an hour’s relaxation. A little drink . . . a cigarette, a
-game of cards—er—do you dance?”
-
-“I do not,” said Lady Denby.
-
-“Ah! What a pity!”
-
-“Nor do I smoke.”
-
-“What?”
-
-“Nor drink, nor gamble.”
-
-“Perhaps you swear,” suggested Hebe, with elaborate mischievousness.
-“One must have some vices.”
-
-“I don’t agree with you,” snapped Lady Denby, relieved to find that they
-had almost reached the door.
-
-“Well, what _do_ you do, then?” queried Hebe, in a tone that was louder
-than was at all necessary.
-
-Lady Denby stepped into the vestibule. In a space momentarily cleared,
-she turned and faced her tormentor.
-
-“What do I do?” she repeated. “I mind my own business . . . wear
-untransparent petticoats, and . . . sleep in my _own_ husband’s bed!”
-
-
- CHAPTER 26.
-
-Dilling had refused to go to the wedding. Work was his excuse. He
-intended to clear up the accumulation of departmental business that lay
-massed in an orderly disarray upon his desk.
-
-But he didn’t work. Each attempt proved to be a failure. He was
-conscious of fatigue—or, if not precisely that—of the ennui one feels
-when work is universally suspended, as on a rainy, dispiriting holiday.
-
-The outer office was hushed and empty. That Azalea’s absence could so
-utterly bereave the atmosphere, struck him as preposterous, an
-incomprehensible thing. He struggled against it, but without success. He
-was lapped about by a feeling of isolation, of stark desolation. Staring
-at Azalea’s vacant chair, it seemed as if he stood in the midst of a
-dead and frozen world. With an effort at pulling himself together, he
-closed the door and returned to his position by the window.
-
-He looked with blind eyes towards the southern sky, where pennons of
-smoke followed the locomotive that crossed and re-crossed the little
-subway bridge. Winter had been industrious during the past months and
-seemed loath, even now, to relinquish her supremacy to Spring. Tall
-pyramids of snow still clung to the corners of the Museum where
-abutments of the building shut off the warmth of a pale gold sun. The
-ground was black and spongy, and in every gutter, rivulets of water
-stirred the urge of the sea in the minds of swarms of children.
-
-But Dilling saw none of these things. He was fighting the oppression of
-this curious lassitude and striving to recapture his ardour for work.
-The effect was not noticeably successful. He felt tired, stupid,
-drugged, as though some vital part of him was imprisoned and inert. He
-longed to be free, to abandon himself to a riot of emotion, to feel as
-acutely with his body as with his mind. He longed to overcome this
-numbness, this nostalgia of the senses, and to taste the fruits that
-gave to life its pungent tang and flavour. For the first time he saw
-himself emotionally shrivelled, inappetent of joy, and he veered away
-from the knowledge, wishing that he could remodel himself to love and
-suffer and hunger like other men.
-
-He forced himself to a perception of the panorama at which he had been
-staring, the clumps of bushes heavy with uncurled buds, the gay costumes
-of the children playing in the icy gutters opposite, a sharp red tulip
-bravely facing the frosty air. He knew now that never had he taken into
-account the vital force behind living objects—cattle, flowers, trees,
-even the wheat itself, and he began to feel that all these and even
-inanimate things, such as the chair and desk in the desolate outer
-office, were instinct with life; Azalea’s life! How pitiful his
-limitations!
-
-He loved her. He wanted her. He needed her. Life was without form and
-void lacking the stimulation, the inspiration of her presence. She was
-his _alter ego_, upon whom his mind and spirit depended as did his frail
-body upon food. Thinking upon her made him free of the hitherto remote
-pleasance of comradeship between the sexes.
-
-“What torment,” he muttered, repeatedly. “What torment to know this joy
-and be unable to possess it!”
-
-The telephone rang. He turned impatiently to the instrument.
-
-“Sullivan?” he echoed. “No—not too busy. I’ll be up there shortly.”
-
-During the week preceding his conversation with Marjorie, the Hon.
-Member for Morroway had busied himself in a cautious testing of the
-extent of his influence. He found that a majority of the Western Members
-needed no incentive from him to support Raymond Dilling, and from them
-he withheld all mention of the proposed change in policy he had
-suggested to Dilling’s wife. With the Maritime Members, however, he
-employed slightly different tactics, approaching them as one entrusted
-with confidential information, and hinting that in exchange for the
-premiership, Dilling would be willing to foreswear his platform, betray
-his original sponsors, and stand forth as a defender of Eastern
-interests, with especial emphasis upon those concerned in the
-annihilation of the Freight Bill, the abandonment of the Elevator
-project, and the indefinite postponement of the Eastlake and Donahue
-railway measures.
-
-With but an odd exception or two, his self-imposed mission was entirely
-successful. He called on Marjorie. He arranged for an interview with
-Dilling.
-
-Five men rose as the youthful Minister entered the room: Howarth,
-Turner, young Gilbert, the Radical, the Hon. Gordon Blaine, who
-administered his Ministerial office—without portfolio—with unbroken
-suavity and bonhomie, and Mr. Sullivan, himself.
-
-“Good afternoon, gentlemen,” said Dilling. “No, I won’t drink, if you
-will excuse me.”
-
-He accepted the chair that Howarth offered, and waited for some one to
-speak.
-
-What a scene it was, and what an episode for the Muse of History . . .
-Over in France, the flower of Canada’s youth—the heirs of the
-ages—were freely offering their splendid bodies upon the altar of War
-in testimony of the eternal need of human sacrifice for things that
-transcend all human values. Over there, the spirit of the young nation
-was responding magnificently to a supreme test of its fineness. Here at
-home, within the very walls of the buildings dedicated to the purpose of
-moulding and directing the welfare of the nation, men of mature years
-were not ashamed, by plot and intrigue, to make of Canada a scorn and a
-byword. A man of the highest instincts for public service was being
-tempted by his political associates to foreswear his ideals by a sordid
-bargaining for power.
-
-The Hon. Member for Morroway was the first to break the silence.
-
-“Mr. Dilling,” he began, “we are all men of plain speech, here, and
-there is nothing to be gained by euphemisms or beating about the bush.
-In a word, then, we wish to sound you on this question of the
-Premiership, and to offer you an option—let us call it—on the post.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-So, and in this wise, the supreme moment of his career had come to
-Raymond Dilling.
-
-The shock was such that his mind refused for a moment to function. The
-Premiership! The goal for which he had striven! The pinnacle of his
-ambition! And to be reached so soon!
-
-What would Azalea say? . . . and poor little Marjorie?
-
-“You—er—take me at a disadvantage, gentlemen,” he said. “I am
-unprepared for this . . .” and he turned again to the spokesman.
-
-Mr. Sullivan felt his way after the manner of a cautious pachyderm,
-
-“This offer,” he said, “is contingent upon a slight change of policy.
-You would, no doubt, be willing to reverse your attitude on what I may
-describe as the Wheat and Railway proposals. I need not say,” he
-continued, smoothly, “that this can be done without any forfeiture of
-your honesty of purpose, or any reflection upon your acumen as a
-statesman. Understand that we approach you in the true and best interest
-of the Canadian people. Once understand that, Mr. Dilling, and I am
-convinced that you will allow no consideration of personal disadvantage
-to weigh against your compliance with our wishes.”
-
-Dilling made no reply, but a pungent French phrase that he had read
-somewhere, welled up to him curiously from the subconscious . . . “_Il
-faut faire tout le rebours de ce qu’il dit._” This gave him pause, the
-instinct for caution was touched. Was this his cue for the answer he
-should ultimately give? Did this not warn him to take the very opposite
-course to that pointed out to him? He must have no illusions as to the
-right of the matter.
-
-Then temptation gripped him. His soul was in tumult. Principle cried
-out, “Abhor that which is evil,” while the Will to Power smote him with
-the reminder that “Opportunity knocks but once at the door of kings”.
-What could he not accomplish for his beloved country with sovereign
-power in his hands and his talents in the very flower of their prime!
-How subtle was the lure.
-
-Must he not recognise in this offer the call of destiny to complete the
-work of nation-building begun by those fathers of
-Confederation—Macdonald, and Cartier and Tupper? These were names never
-to be erased from the scroll of Fame, and why should not he be numbered
-of their immortal company?
-
-The torch of constructive patriotism lighted by them, had burned low.
-Let it be his to revive the waning flame. Was this not the vision that
-had inspired him, that had drawn him from the Last Great West?
-
-That Dilling was powerfully moved was patent to those who had come to
-tempt him. His frail body quivered with the strain, and Sullivan was too
-astute a politician to neglect this fleeting advantage. He pressed for
-an answer before sober second-thought could evoke for Dilling a
-suspicion of the duplicity underlying the offer.
-
-“What do you think of the idea, Dilling?”
-
-This challenge to a swift decision served to impress him with the danger
-of the situation, and Dilling’s mind reacted with fine discernment. No
-matter how he decided, he would not be swayed by impulse.
-
-“What do I think of the idea? I think your proposal is most generous in
-its implication of my fitness for so tremendous a post. I am overwhelmed
-by the honour you would do me, deeply grateful to you and your
-influential friends for this frank appreciation of my efforts in public
-life. But I fear you estimate them too highly.”
-
-“Nothing of the kind,” the Hon. Gordon Blaine interrupted, amiably.
-
-“The only man for the job,” muttered Turner.
-
-“Be that as it may,” Dilling continued, “I must take time to consider.
-For you, as well as for the country and myself, my decision must not be
-arrived at on the low plane of personal advantage. But I shall not delay
-you longer than to-morrow morning, gentlemen. There is need, I see, for
-prompt decision. Meanwhile, accept my assurance of obligation, and allow
-me to bid you good afternoon.”
-
-
- CHAPTER 27.
-
-It was only natural perhaps, that Dilling should suffer the full and
-terrible force of Sullivan’s temptation after he thought he had
-conquered it, for it was only then that he permitted himself the
-dangerous pleasure of examining its possibilities. In his silent office,
-surrounded by the hush of a building deserted now save by the Dominion
-Police who never relaxed their vigilance, he considered the
-might-have-beens, and wrestled with beasts that threatened to rise up
-and devour him.
-
-Sullivan’s implications recurred in their most convincing aspect.
-Sullivan was so nearly right. Must not a statesman possess flexibility
-of mind as well as rigidity of principle? Must not he be able to adapt
-himself to the exigencies of the time? Dilling required none to remind
-him that the whole fabric of Canada’s political life was changed, that
-the policy in ante-bellum days was, in many cases, inimical to the
-public good, to-day. He saw, clearly, that concentration of the
-Dominion’s resources upon Returned Soldiers and their re-establishment
-was an inevitable consequence of War. He knew that Freight, Elevator and
-Railway projects must be postponed. And he was in favour of postponing
-them. But Sullivan asked more. He asked that the very principles that
-had inspired his support be abandoned in exchange for a post of power.
-
-Ambition’s seductive voice whispered of compromise. What else is
-diplomacy, indeed? Supreme issues have been won by a trick;
-statesmanship is permitted greater latitude than is allowed the private
-individual.
-
-He had learned that a sensitive conscience is a disability in political
-life. If a man is revolted by the corruptness of his Party, he can not
-lead it with spirit, nor can he justify it as a medium for serving the
-State. It is sadly true that rather to his imperfections than to the
-fineness of his qualities is the success of the statesman due.
-
-On the other hand, public men of genius, in these days, are not excused
-for their _dulcia vitia_ as they used to be. “I would be damned,” he
-reflected, “for the frailties that seemed to endear Pitt to the
-populace. So long as a leader is chaste and sober, he may be
-unscrupulous with impunity.”
-
-His spirit cried out in anguish, and he was tortured by the whirling orb
-of thought that compels great minds to suffer the perturbation of a
-common life-time in the space of a moment. He raised his eyes to the
-window, unconsciously seeking strength from the glory framed there.
-Suddenly, his soul was quickened; he became alive to the wonder of God
-in Nature . . . the sun was setting in amber dust . . . pale greenish
-streaks stretched overhead and dissolved in a pansy mist. Upon the
-horizon, masses of heavy cloud lay banked like a mountain range bathed
-in violet rain.
-
-The words of the psalmist flashed across Dilling’s mind and he murmured,
-“‘I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.’
-If God can pour strength into a frail vessel, may He pour it generously
-into me.”
-
-There was a light tap on the door, and Azalea entered the room.
-
-Dilling stared at her without speaking. He had never attached much
-importance to coincidences. They were, he thought, significant only in
-the world of fiction. When they occurred in reality, they only
-emphasised the incoherency of the substance. But Azalea’s coming was
-like an answer to prayer. He could think of nothing to say.
-
-“Marjorie told me you had not come home,” she began, “and I thought that
-perhaps the work—Why, what is it?” Her tone changed. “What is the
-matter?”
-
-Briefly, he told her. “They have given me until to-morrow morning to
-make up my mind.”
-
-“Perhaps I’d better go,” she said.
-
-“No, no! Stay and help me. I don’t feel as if I could fight this thing
-out alone.”
-
-Heavily, he threw himself into a chair. His thinness, his pallor, his
-general air of frailness, made Azalea faint with pity for him. Sitting
-in the half-tone of departing daylight, his hair seemed silvered with
-frost, his face was drawn, his body sagged like that of an old man.
-
-“What do you think I should do?” he asked her.
-
-“What you know is right.”
-
-“But if I don’t know what is right?”
-
-“Ah, but you must! None knows it better. Education is only a matter of
-knowing what is right and then having the courage to do it.”
-
-He objected almost petulantly, supposing that he lacked the necessary
-courage. Azalea smiled, and there was pride behind the gesture.
-
-“That, above all others, is the virtue you possess. It is the foundation
-upon which all the rest are built. It is that which helps them to endure
-. . .”
-
-Dilling listened to the quiet confident voice with an emotion so
-profound that it was like a deep-bosomed bell ringing in his soul. He
-was conscious of a curious sensation, as though his spirit had escaped a
-crushing weight—(a weight that still cramped his body)—as though it
-had been set free.
-
-In a low voice, and in phrases that were disjointed and but half spoken,
-he began to talk about himself, his ambitions, his career; and Azalea
-listened feeling that part of him had died, and that she was hearing but
-the echo of his voice.
-
-“It never occurred to me that my life was barren,” she heard him say,
-“barren and grim . . . just a brain . . . a machine that, given
-direction, could drive on with peculiar force and vanquish those of
-different constitution . . . Never felt the need of friends . . . nor
-the lack of them . . . Alone and grim . . . But I loved Canada!” A
-suggestion of warmth stole into his voice. “I loved the West . . . I
-asked for nothing better than to serve my country—it may be that some
-men serve women that way . . . I wanted to get into the heart of it, to
-feel the throb, the life-waves beating out across the land . . . Then
-the Capital . . . so different . . . The men, the administration . . .
-Bewildering to find that I could take my place with those upon whom I
-had looked as gods . . . Poor Marjorie! This would mean much to her
-. . .”
-
-“When the facts are known, you will go down in history,” Azalea told
-him, “as a shining example of political integrity.”
-
-“I’m not so sure. More likely, I will be held up to illustrate the
-failure of Success. My God,” he cried, suddenly, “why can’t I live . . .
-why can’t I live?”
-
-His suffering was terrible for her to bear. Yet, she held herself in
-strict control. “Success has become an odious word to me,” she said, “a
-juggernaut to which Truth and Justice are too often sacrificed. You have
-achieved . . . there is achievement even in failure . . .”
-
-Her words filled him with bleak despair. He had hoped that she would
-argue his decision, try to persuade him to alter it, show him that he
-was wrong. For a fleeting second, he was guilty of resentment, doubting
-that she divined his pain at relinquishing his career. But he looked
-into her face and was ashamed.
-
-“Azalea!”
-
-“Raymond!”
-
-A flame of delight ran through his being. It was as though his whole
-body had been transfused with the ultimate beauty of life. “Do you think
-I have achieved?”
-
-“Yes . . . the expression of a great spiritual truth,” she answered. “No
-compromise, no diplomacy—another name for deceit. That you have been
-misunderstood and defamed was only to have been expected. It is the
-price men pay for putting forth the truth. But you, who have been so
-fearless—you are not weakening now?”
-
-“No,” he said. “I cannot weaken with you to help me. I will go back.
-There is no other way.”
-
-“Go back?” she echoed. “Go back to the West?”
-
-“Life would be intolerable here—especially for Marjorie.”
-
-“You will leave Ottawa altogether?” The words were scarcely audible. She
-had not anticipated this.
-
-“Not altogether. Part of me will remain. This is my soul’s graveyard,
-Azalea . . . They say a soul cannot die, but never was there a more
-soothing untruth spread abroad for the peace of the credulous. Mine died
-to-day—only a few hours after it was born.”
-
-“My dear, my dear,” she whispered, trying to keep her voice free from
-the coldness of death that lay upon her own spirit.
-
-They sat in silence a space, while waves of misery welled up about them.
-Then Azalea’s control broke. She covered her face with her hands.
-
-“Don’t!” cried Dilling, sharply. “Don’t! Tell me the truth—do you want
-me to stay?”
-
-“No!”
-
-Suddenly, he left his chair and knelt beside her, burying his face in
-the folds of her dress, and groping for her hand. For a time, he could
-not speak, could not tell how much he loved her, could not articulate
-the thought that hers was the power to make vocative his life’s stern
-purpose. He could only cling to her and suffer.
-
-“Azalea,” he cried, at last, “how can I go? I can’t live without
-you—I’m not even sure that I can die!”
-
-She felt strangled and heard words falling from her lips without
-understanding how she spoke them. “Are you forgetting the needs of the
-West—the opportunity for your talents, there? Will you close your ears
-to the call of your ambition?”
-
-He denied the existence of ambition. It had died when life was stricken
-from his soul.
-
-She raised his head between her hands. They trembled and were cold.
-
-“Raymond, do you love me?”
-
-“You know it.”
-
-“Then pick up the standard once more! Carry on! Respond to that inner
-voice that presently will cry out to you. Ambition is inspired by
-emotion rather than intellect. If you love me, don’t fling down the
-torch!”
-
-“But I need you,” he protested. “You are the fount, the source of all my
-power. You are my torch. Without you, the world is plunged in darkness.
-I can see to do nothing.”
-
-“There is an inextinguishable beam of friendship. More . . . When one
-achieves an understanding such as ours, one enters into a spiritual
-romance.”
-
-He bowed his head against her breast. Gently, she encircled his body
-with her arms. Twilight quivered in the still room.
-
-Presently, he looked up.
-
-“And what of you, my dear? Yours is the harder part . . . Will you
-suffer very much, Azalea?”
-
-She closed her eyes to hide from him her agony. “Emotions, even the most
-happy ones, are shot with pain,” she said.
-
-“Yes, I’m learning that, myself, God pity me! But I don’t want you to
-suffer through my love. Oh, Azalea . . . woman . . . you have been my
-white angel, my guiding star, that I took for granted as naturally as
-that one, in the sky! You have been for me the Truth and the Light, the
-balm for which I cried in all my agony and strife. You have accepted me
-as I am, nor asked a profession of my love in any way that was not _me_.
-And I leave you, never having served you. What is there of me that can
-hold a place in your life?”
-
-She thought a moment, then,
-
-“Listen,” she whispered. “Here is my answer. I wrote it yesterday . . .
-
- “Sometimes I wake and say, ‘I love him!’
- And sometimes, ‘He loves me!’
- But whichever way it is
- The day is filled with a finer purpose.”
-
-“Azalea, let me kneel at your feet!”
-
-“No, no! Kiss me . . . Oh, my dear love, kiss me . . .”
-
-For a time, they clung to one another, and when at last she withdrew
-from him, the room was plunged in utter darkness.
-
-
- CHAPTER 28.
-
-Of the five men who were left in Mr. Sullivan’s office, the Hon. Member
-for Morroway was not the least abashed. He had never confronted a moral
-quality like this in his whole experience. After all, he thought,
-recalling the sheer fineness of the man, men are something more than a
-mere merchantable commodity in the market of politics. Possibly, there
-are others who, like Dilling, disproved Walpole’s _mot_, that every man
-has his price . . .
-
-It was not, however, on the knees of the gods that Mr. Sullivan should
-be diverted from his purpose by considerations such as these. He felt
-that Dilling was the only man to play the lead in the interesting drama
-he desired to stage, that he must win him beyond all doubt, and soon.
-Nothing but a refusal could be expected if so lofty and withal so astute
-a mind had time for reflection.
-
-Dilling had just finished a solitary dinner—Marjorie served in a
-canteen every Wednesday evening—when his visitor was announced. The
-Hon. Member for Morroway was conscious of a change in him; there was the
-rapture of a seer in his eyes, and a bearing of victory—a jocund note
-of heroism in him.
-
-“Why did you follow me, Mr. Sullivan?” were his words of greeting. “I
-thought I said I needed time for my decision.”
-
-“Indeed, you did, Mr. Dilling. But it is important that I should have
-your answer at once, and besides, you gave me no chance to persuade you
-that you would be right in accepting the Premiership at this juncture in
-our history. Will you consent to hear what I would like to say?”
-
-Dilling led the way into his study and motioned the Hon. Member to a
-chair. He stood.
-
-“Proceed, Mr. Sullivan. I shall need much encouragement if I am to meet
-your views.”
-
-“Hang it all, Dilling, let’s get off our high horses and down to brass
-tacks—if you will allow me to mix my metaphors! You left us before I
-had a chance to show you, as I had intended, that the interests of
-Canada imperatively demand that no more money be spent at this time in
-facilitating the marketing of wheat—for that is what your Elevator and
-Railway policy means in the last analysis. First and foremost the
-Returned Soldiers are to be considered if we are to shut off Bolshevism
-from rearing its ugly head here. Are you in accord with me, so far?”
-
-“Quite,” returned Dilling. “What then?”
-
-“The inevitable. The Governmental money bags will be kept lean for some
-years in meeting the just demands of the returned men, and the sentiment
-of the whole community will be behind them. Not only will the bankers of
-Eastern Canada put a spoke in your wheel—for they are spiteful over
-losing so much money in the West—but you will find it difficult to
-borrow money in the States when the people recognise that an extension
-of Canadian railroads means hostility to the pet scheme of many of their
-financiers.”
-
-“Financiers are traditionally hostile,” said Dilling.
-
-“True, but the situation here is particularly acute, for these men to
-whom I refer have sought to obtain the sanction of this country to a
-greater utilisation of the Great Lakes and St. Lawrence waterways for
-transportation. They can scarcely be expected to lend money for a
-diverting project . . . and you can wring blood from a turnip as easily
-as you can borrow money in England!”
-
-“I’m afraid your last observation is only too true, Mr. Sullivan.”
-
-“I’m sure of it. I don’t think I need elaborate the national argument in
-favour of your change of front, I’ve said enough on that head. Coming to
-the more personal side of things, every statesman from Julius Cæsar to
-George Washington has had to compromise. You can’t be stiff in your
-adherence to principle even in appointments to government posts! Sir
-John Macdonald, Laurier—all of them—have had to appoint incompetent
-persons to the Civil Service over the heads of men thoroughly qualified
-in ability and character to serve the State in the finest way . . . a
-matter of expediency . . . expediency . . .”
-
-Dilling said nothing, so Sullivan went on.
-
-“What’s the use of quoting Lincoln as a model of probity in dispensing
-offices—Lincoln was the only man in the world who could be prophet,
-priest and king in politics at one and the same time—and _he_ couldn’t
-save his face, to-day!”
-
-Somewhere, a door closed, and the treble of childish voices blended in
-happy confusion.
-
-“Think of your wife and children, Dilling . . . Marjorie . . . I use her
-Christian name by right of a deep and esteemed friendship . . . Marjorie
-has suffered greatly from the snobocracy of Ottawa. She has confided
-much to me, that out of respect for your busy life, has been withheld
-from—er—her natural confidant, and it is only to be expected that you
-should seize the opportunity to furnish her the pleasure of playing a
-supreme stellar role in the social life of the nation. Moreover . . .”
-
-“Stop, Mr. Sullivan! You have said enough . . . more than enough! You
-have offended me by the casuistry of your argument on behalf of the
-public need for my desertion of the policies I have proclaimed. Your
-appeal on the personal side is a gross insult to me. However I may have
-seemed to waver until this moment, I now unhesitatingly and absolutely
-decline to accept your overtures. More than that, you have persuaded me
-that I must leave public life. No, I beg of you, say nothing further!
-Let me bid you good night, Mr. Sullivan—but do not leave me without the
-conviction that you have done me a real service.”
-
-Sullivan lowered his head as he left the room. A curious aching had
-taken possession of his throat. He had been accustomed to swear after
-unsuccessful interviews with politicians . . . Just now, profanity
-refused to rise at his command.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Marjorie’s tired voice roused him.
-
-“It’s very late, dearie,” she said. “Won’t you try to get some rest?”
-
-“Presently. I’ve something to tell you, first. Will you come in and sit
-down?”
-
-With unaccustomed gentleness, he arranged a chair for her. She dropped
-into it as though suddenly bereft of the power to stand. Her eyes were
-feverishly bright, and fixed upon him with apprehension that amounted
-almost to fear.
-
-Dilling was conscious of intense pity for her. How unequal she was to
-the demand he—his life—imposed! How gamely she had borne the strain!
-
-He hated her appearance to-night. Evidently, she had returned from the
-canteen only in time to dress for some more brilliant function. She wore
-a peach-coloured satin, covered with a sort of iridescent lace—a
-hideously sophisticated dress, too low and too light; it bedizened her,
-overlaid all her native simplicity. Dilling was, as a rule, oblivious to
-the details of women’s clothes, but to-night his perceptions were
-sharpened, and he examined his wife critically.
-
-As he did so, a horrid thought took possession of his mind. He saw her
-dress, her manner—her barricade of behavior—as something degrading,
-detestable, utterly foreign to her. A more imaginative man would have
-fallen back upon the fancy that the pure gold of her nature was being
-covered with the whitewash of social pretense. So deeply did it offend
-him.
-
-“I have been offered the Premiership,” he announced.
-
-“Oh!”
-
-That was all she could say. Months ago she had arrived at the point
-where she stood on guard over every act and utterance, fearing to
-proceed lest she should violate some sacred creed and call forth
-criticism and disdain. And now, when she wanted to speak, she could not.
-Inarticulate and frightened, she sat, like a person paralysed by
-nightmare.
-
-“Yes, this afternoon,” Dilling continued, and then as he had told
-Azalea, “they have given me until to-morrow morning to decide.”
-
-“It’s splendid,” said Marjorie. “It’s wonderful . . . but then you
-deserve it, dearie. You’ve worked so hard!”
-
-“So have you, Marjorie!”
-
-“Exactly what will it mean?” she questioned, timidly. “Will we have to
-move again, and do more entertaining?”
-
-“You take it for granted that I’ll accept?”
-
-“Oh! You _can’t_ refuse?”
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“Well—well—” Mr. Sullivan’s promptings eluded her entirely. “The
-premiership? . . . Oh, Raymond, you mustn’t refuse!”
-
-She began to argue, falteringly, but with a desperate earnestness that
-betrayed her own lack of conviction. And as he listened, an odious
-suspicion crept into Dilling’s mind.
-
-“Who’s been putting you up to this?” he demanded. “You are voicing
-arguments that are not your own. Tell me, Marjorie, who has been putting
-words into your mouth?”
-
-Marjorie refused to meet his eyes, but her lips framed the name
-“Sullivan”.
-
-It was her manner more than her speech that caused the dawn of a slow
-horror. Dilling recalled evidences of the man’s frequent visits—books,
-flowers, chocolates, games for the children—Yes, he remembered now,
-that the children called him “Uncle Rufus” . . . and hadn’t Sullivan,
-himself, hinted at an unsuspected intimacy? Had he not boasted of being
-Marjorie’s close confidant?
-
-“How long has this been going on?” he asked, pursuing his own line of
-thought.
-
-“Ever since we first came,” whispered his wife, failing wholly to follow
-him.
-
-“You don’t mean _years_?”
-
-She bowed her head.
-
-“Why did I never know?” He put the query more to himself than to her.
-
-“I never tried to keep it from you, Raymond!” she was stung into making
-a defence. “The very first night . . . you were right in the house. No,
-not this house—the other one. I should think you would have heard us
-coming downstairs . . . Always, I have tried not to bother you!”
-
-“Coming downstairs?” he echoed. “My God . . . my God!”
-
-A sudden blackness enshrouded him. He was swallowed up in the wreckage
-of a too-long life, lived in too short a span. His career had been swept
-away his love was denied him, and now he had lost his wife . . .
-
-“My God,” he said again—elemental words wrung by elemental anguish.
-
-A cry, low and terrible, penetrated his misery. Marjorie flung herself
-at his feet, and gasped,
-
-“No—no—not _that_, Raymond . . . Are you listening to me? Not _that_!”
-
-“What, then?” he muttered.
-
-“Oh, how could you, Raymond? You couldn’t think I would do a thing like
-that?”
-
-“Then what do you mean?”
-
-The story of her association with the Hon. Member for Morroway fell in
-broken sentences, often misleading, by reason of the very shame she felt
-in its avowal. As he listened to the innocent little tale, Dilling’s
-heart was torn with pity, and more clearly than before he saw the
-futility of attempting to mould their simplicity to the form of conduct
-required by their position. He thought of the West—his West—of a
-rugged people who were still alive to the practical advancement of
-idealism, divorced from stultifying subservience to convention. He felt
-an overpowering urge to return, to identify himself once again with
-those sturdy people, whom, he believed, would answer the guidance of his
-hand. He was theirs. They were his. The West was his kingdom, and there
-he would be content to reign.
-
-A crushing weight seemed lifted from his spirit. Shackles fell away.
-
-“Would you like to go home,” he asked Marjorie, “to go home for good and
-all, I mean?”
-
-The light in her face answered him. It is abundantly true that
-experiences realised, are a glorified incarnation of dead wishes. The
-promised return to Pinto Plains was, for Marjorie, a dream that was
-coming true. She knew the exquisite pain of seeing the complete
-fulfilment of a passionate desire. No words could translate her feeling.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And so, with gratulation that was void of all regret, they went back to
-happy mediocrity, far from The Land of Afternoon.
-
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