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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Theodore Savage, by Cicely Hamilton
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-Title: Theodore Savage
- A Story of the Past or the Future
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-Author: Cicely Hamilton
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THEODORE SAVAGE ***
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- THEODORE SAVAGE
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-
-[Illustration]
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- _BY THE SAME AUTHOR_
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-
- DIANA OF DOBSON’S
- WILLIAM, AN ENGLISHMAN
- MARRIAGE AS A TRADE
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- THEODORE SAVAGE
- A STORY OF THE PAST OR THE FUTURE
-
-
- BY
- CICELY HAMILTON
-
-
- LONDON
- LEONARD PARSONS
- DEVONSHIRE STREET
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-
- _First Published 1922._
-
-
- _Leonard Parsons Ltd._
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- Theodore Savage
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-
- I
-
-
-If it had been possible for Theodore Savage to place on record for those
-who came after him the story of his life and experiences, he would have
-been the first to admit that the interest of the record lay in
-circumstance and not in himself. From beginning to end he was much what
-surroundings made of him; in his youth the product of a public school,
-Wadham and the Civil Service; in maturity and age a toiler with his
-hands in the company of men who lived brutishly. In his twenties, no
-doubt, he was frequently bored by his clerking duties and the routine of
-the Distribution Office; later on there were seasons when all that was
-best in him cried out against confinement in a life that had no
-aspiration; but neither boredom nor resentment ever drove him to revolt
-or set him to the moulding of circumstance. If he was destined to live
-as a local tradition and superman of legend, the honour was not gained
-by his talents or personal achievements; he had to thank for it an
-excellent constitution, bequeathed him by his parents, certain traces of
-refinement in manner and speech and the fears of very ignorant men.
-
-When the Distribution Office—like his Hepplewhite furniture, his
-colour-prints and his English glass—was with yesterday’s seven thousand
-years, it is more than possible that Theodore Savage, looking back on
-his youth, saw existence, till he neared the age of thirty, as a stream
-of scarcely ruffled content. Sitting crouched to the fire in the
-sweat-laden air of his cabin or humped idly on a hillside in the dusk of
-summer evening, it may well have seemed, when his thoughts strayed
-backwards, that the young man who once was impossibly himself was a
-being whom care did not touch. What he saw with the eye of his mind and
-memory was a neat young Mr. Savage who was valeted in comfortable
-chambers and who worked, without urgence, for limited hours, in a room
-that looked on Whitehall. Who in his plentiful leisure gained a minor
-reputation on the golf-links! Who frequented studios, bought—now and
-then—a picture and collected English glass and bits of furniture. Who
-was passably good-looking, in an ordinary way, had a thoughtful taste in
-socks and ties and was careful of his hands as a woman.... So—through
-the vista of years and the veil of contrast—Theodore may have seen his
-young manhood; and in time, perhaps, it was difficult for a
-coarse-fingered labourer, dependent for his bread on the moods of
-nature, to sympathize greatly with the troubles of neat Mr. Savage or
-think of him as subject to the major afflictions of humanity.
-
-All the same, he would spend long hours in communion with his vanished
-self; striving at times to trace resemblances between the bearded,
-roughened features that a fishing-pool reflected and the smooth-chinned
-civil servant with brushed hair and white collar whom he followed in
-thought through his work, his amusements, his love-making and the
-trivial details of existence.... And imagining, sometimes, the years and
-the happenings that might have been if his age, like his youth, had been
-soaped and collared, routined by his breeding and his office; if gods
-and men had not run amuck in frenzy and his sons had been born of a
-woman who lived delicately—playing Chopin of an evening to young Mr.
-Savage and giving him cream in his tea?...
-
- * * * * *
-
-Even if life in his Civil Service days was not all that it shone through
-the years of contrast, Theodore Savage could have had very little of
-hardship to complain of in the days when he added to a certain amount of
-private income a salary earned by the duties of the unexacting billet
-which a family interest had secured for him. If he had no particular
-vocation for the bureaucratic life—if good painting delighted, and
-official documents bored him—he had sufficient common sense to
-understand that it is given to most of us, with sufficient application,
-to master the intricacies of official documents, while only to few is it
-given to master an art. After a phase of abortive experiment in his
-college days he had realized—fortunately—that his swift and instinctive
-pleasure in beauty had in it no creative element; whereupon he settled
-down, early and easily, into the life and habits of the amateur....
-There remained with him to the end of his days an impression of a young
-man living pleasurably, somewhat fastidiously; pursuing his hobbies,
-indulging his tastes, on the whole without much damage to himself or to
-others affected; acting decently according to his code and, when he fell
-in love and out of it, falling not too grossly or disastrously. If he
-had a grievance against his work at the Distribution Office, it was no
-more serious than this: it took much time, certain hours every day, from
-the interests that counted in his life. And against that grievance, no
-doubt, he set the ameliorating fact that his private means unaided would
-hardly have supported his way of existence, his many pleasant interests
-and himself; it was his civil servant’s salary that had furnished his
-rooms in accordance with his taste and made possible the purchase of his
-treasured Fragonard and his bell-toned Georgian wine-glasses.... The
-bearded toiler, through a mist of years, watched a young man dawdling,
-without fear of the future, through a world of daily comforts that to
-his sons would seem fantastic, the creation of legend or of dream.
-
-It was that blind and happy lack of all fear of the future that lent
-interest to the toiler’s watching; knowing what he knew of the years
-that lay ahead, there was something of grim and dramatic humour in the
-sight of himself—yea, Theodore Savage, the broken-nailed,
-unshorn—arrayed of a morning in a flowered silk dressing-gown or
-shirt-fronted for an evening at the opera.... As it was in the
-beginning, is now and ever shall be—that, so it seemed to him in later
-years, had been the real, if unspoken, motto of the world wherein he had
-his being in the days of his unruffled content....
-
- * * * * *
-
-Of the last few weeks in the world that was and ever should be he
-recalled, on the whole, very little of great hurrying and public events;
-it was the personal, intimate scenes that stood out and remained to a
-line and a detail. His first meeting with Phillida Rathbone, for
-instance, and the chance interview with her father that led to it: he
-could see himself standing by Rathbone’s desk in the Distribution
-Office, see the bowl between his fingers, held to the light—see its very
-shape and conventional pattern of raised flowers.
-
-Rathbone—John Rathbone—was his chief in his Distribution days; a
-square-jawed, formidable, permanent official who was held in awe by
-underlings and Ministers, and himself was subject, most contentedly
-subject, to a daughter, the ruler of his household. Her taste in art and
-decoration was not her father’s, but, for all the bewilderment it caused
-him, he strove to gratify it loyally; and for Phillida’s twenty-third
-birthday he had chosen expensively, on his way to the office, at the
-shop of a dealer in antiquities. Swept on the spate of the dealer’s
-eloquence he had been pleased for the moment with his find—a flowered
-bowl, reputed Chelsea; it was not until half an hour later that he
-remembered uneasily his daughter’s firm warnings against unaided traffic
-with the miscreants who deal in curios. With the memory uncomfortable
-doubts assailed him, while previous experiments came thronging
-unpleasantly to mind—the fiasco of the so-called Bartolozzi print and
-the equally lamentable business of the so-called Chippendale settee....
-He drew his purchase from its paper wrapping, set it down on the table
-and stared at it. The process brought no enlightenment and he was still
-wrestling with uncomfortable doubts when Theodore Savage knocked and
-came in with a draft report for approval.
-
-The worry born of ignorance faded out of Rathbone’s face as he conned
-the document and amended its clauses with swift pencilled notes in the
-margin; he was back with the solidities he knew and could make sense of,
-and superfluous gimcracks for the moment had ceased to exist. It was
-Savage who unwittingly recalled their existence and importance; when his
-chief, at the end of his corrections, looked up, the younger man was
-eyeing the troublesome gimcrack with a meditative interest that reminded
-Rathbone of his daughter’s manner when she contemplated similar rubbish.
-
-“Know anything about old china?” he inquired—an outward and somewhat
-excessive indifference concealing an inward anxiety.
-
-“Not much,” said Theodore modestly; but, taking the query as request for
-an opinion, his hand went out to the bowl.
-
-“What do you make of it?” asked Rathbone, still blatantly indifferent.
-“I picked it up this morning—for my daughter. Supposed to be
-Chelsea—should you say it was?”
-
-If the answer had been in the negative the private acquaintance between
-chief and subordinate would probably have made no further progress; no
-man, even when he makes use of it, is grateful for the superior
-knowledge in a junior that convicts him to his face of gullibility. As
-it was, the verdict was favourable and Rathbone, in the relief of
-finding that he had not blundered, grew suddenly friendly—to the point
-of a dinner invitation; which was given, in part, as instinctive thanks
-for restored self-esteem, in part because it might interest Phillida to
-meet a young man who took gimcracks as gravely as herself. The
-invitation, as a matter of course, was accepted; and three days later
-Savage met Phillida Rathbone.
-
-“I’ve asked a young fellow you’re sure to get on with”—so Rathbone had
-informed his daughter; who, thereupon, as later she confessed to
-Theodore, had made up her mind to be bored. She threw away her prejudice
-swiftly when she found the new acquaintance talked music with
-intelligence—she herself had music in her brain as well as in her
-finger-tips—while he from the beginning was attracted by a daintiness of
-manner and movement that puzzled him in Rathbone’s daughter.... From
-that first night he must have been drawn to her, since the evening
-remained to him clear in every detail; always in the hollow of a glowing
-fire he could summon up Phillida, himself and Rathbone, sitting, the
-three of them, round the table with its silver and tall roses.... In the
-centre a branching cluster of roses—all yellow, like Phillida’s
-dress.... Rathbone, for the most part, good-naturedly silent, Phillida
-and himself talking swiftly.... In shaded light and a solid, pleasant
-comfort; ordinary comfort, which he took for granted as an element of
-daily life, but which yet was the heritage of many generations, the
-product of long centuries of striving and cunning invention.... Later,
-in the drawing-room, the girl made music—and he saw himself listening
-from his corner of the sofa with a cigarette, unlit, between his
-fingers. Above all it was her quality of daintiness that pleased him;
-she was a porcelain girl, with something of the grace that he associated
-with the eighteenth century....
-
-After half an hour that was sheer content to Theodore she broke off from
-her playing to sit on the arm of her father’s chair and ruffle his grey
-hair caressingly.
-
-“Old man, does my noise on the piano prevent you from reading your
-paper?”
-
-Whereat Rathbone laughed and returned the caress; and Phillida
-explained, for the visitor’s benefit, that the poor dear didn’t know one
-tune from another and must have been bored beyond measure—by piano
-noises since they came upstairs and nothing but music-talk at dinner.
-
-“I believe we’ve driven him to the Montagu divorce case,” she announced,
-looking over his shoulder. “‘Housemaid cross-examined—the Colonel’s
-visits.’ Daddy, have you fallen to that?”
-
-“No, minx,” he rebuked her, “I haven’t. I’m not troubling to wade
-through the housemaid’s evidence for the very good reason that it’s
-quite unnecessary. I shall hear all about it from you.”
-
-“That’s a nasty one,” Phillida commented, rubbing her cheek against her
-father’s. She turned the paper idly, reading out the headlines.
-“‘American elections—Surprises at Newmarket—Bank Rate’—There doesn’t
-seem much news except the housemaid and the colonel, does there?”
-
-Rathbone laughed as he pinched her cheek and pointed—to a headline here
-and a headline there, to a cloud that was not yet the size of a man’s
-hand.
-
-“It depends on what you call news. It seems to have escaped you that
-we’ve just had a Budget. That matters to those of us who keep expensive
-daughters. And, little as the subject may interest you, I gather from
-the size of his type, that the editor attaches some importance to the
-fact that the Court of Arbitration has decided against the Karthanian
-claim. That, of course, compared to a housemaid in the witness-box is——”
-
-“Ponderous,” she finished and laughed across at Theodore. “Important, no
-doubt, but ponderous—the Court of Arbitration always is. That’s why I
-skipped it.” ... Then, carelessly interested, and running her eye down
-the columns of the newspaper, she supposed the decision was final and
-those noisy little Karthanians would have to be quiet at last. Rathbone
-shrugged his shoulders and hoped so.
-
-“But they’ll have to, won’t they?” said Phillida. “Give me a match,
-Daddy—There’s no higher authority than the Court of Arbitration, is
-there?”
-
-“If,” Rathbone suggested as he held a light to her cigarette, “if your
-newspaper reading were not limited to scandals and chiffons, you might
-have noticed that your noisy little friends in the East have declared
-with their customary vehemence that in no circumstances whatever will
-they accept an adverse verdict—not even from the Court of Arbitration.”
-
-“But they’ll have to, won’t they?” Phillida repeated placidly. “I
-mean—they can’t go against everybody else. Against the League.”
-
-She tried to blow a smoke-ring with conspicuous ill-success, and
-Theodore, watching her from his corner of the sofa—intent on her profile
-against the light—heard Rathbone explaining that “against everybody
-else” was hardly the way to put it, since the Federal Council was not a
-happy family at present. There was very little doubt that Karthania was
-being encouraged to make trouble—and none at all that there would be
-difference of opinion on the subject of punitive action.... Phillida,
-with an arm round her father’s neck, was divided between international
-politics and an endeavour to make the perfect ring—now throwing in a
-question anent the constitution and dissensions of the League, now
-rounding her mouth for a failure—while Theodore, on the sofa, leaned his
-head upon his hand that he might shade his eyes and watch her without
-seeming to watch.... He listened to Rathbone—and did not listen; and
-that, as he realized later, had been so far his attitude to interests in
-the mass. The realities of his life were immediate and personal—with, in
-the background, dim interests in the mass that were vaguely distasteful
-as politics. A collective game played with noisy idealism and flaring
-abuse, which served as copy to the makers of newspapers and gave rise at
-intervals to excited conversation and argument....
-
-What was real, and only real while Rathbone talked, was the delicate
-poise of Phillida’s head, the decorative line of Phillida’s body, his
-pleasure in the sight of her, his comfort in a well-ordered room; these
-things were realities, tangible or æsthetic, in whose company a man, if
-he were so inclined, might discuss academically an Eastern imbroglio and
-the growing tendency to revolt against the centralized authority of the
-League. Between life, as he grasped it, and public affairs there was no
-visible, essential connection. The Karthanian imbroglio, as he strolled
-to his chambers, was an item in the make-up of a newspaper, the subject
-of a recent conversation; it was the rhythm of Phillida’s music that
-danced in his brain as a living and insistent reality. That, and not the
-stirrings of uneasy nations, kept him wakeful till long after midnight.
-
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-While Theodore Savage paid his court to Phillida Rathbone, the
-Karthanian decision was the subject of more than conversation;
-diplomatists and statesmen were busy while he drifted into love and
-dreamed through the sudden rumours that excited his fellows at the
-office. In London, for the most part, journalism was guarded and
-reticent, the threat of secession at first hardly mentioned; but in
-nations and languages that favoured secession the press was voicing the
-popular cry with enthusiasm that grew daily more heated. Through
-conflicting rumour this at least was clear: at the next meeting of the
-Council of the League its authority would be tested to the uttermost,
-since the measure of independent action demanded by the malcontent
-members would amount to a denial of the federal principle, to secession
-in fact if not in name.... Reaction against central and unified
-authority was not a phenomenon of yesterday; it had been gathering its
-strength through years of racial friction, finding an adherent in every
-community that considered itself aggrieved by a decision of the Council
-or award of the Court of Arbitration, and for years it had taxed the
-ingenuity of the majority of the Council to avoid open breach and
-defiance.
-
-Before open breach and its consequences, both sides had so far
-manœuvred, hesitated, compromised; it had been left to a minor, a very
-minor, state, to rush in where others feared to tread. The flat refusal
-of a heady, half-civilized little democracy to accept the unfavourable
-verdict of the Court of Arbitration was the spark that might fire a
-powder-barrel; its frothy demonstrations, ridiculous in themselves,
-appealed to the combative instinct in others, to race-hatreds, old
-herding feuds and jealousies. These found vent in answering
-demonstrations, outbursts of popular sympathy in states not immediately
-affected; the noisy rebel was hailed as a martyr and pioneer of freedom,
-and became the pretext for resistance to the Council’s oppression. There
-was no doubt of the extent of the re-grouping movement of the nations,
-of the stirrings of a widespread combativeness which denounced
-Federation as a system whereby dominant interests and races exploited
-their weaker rivals. With the meeting of the Council would come the
-inevitable clash of interests; the summons to the offending member of
-the League to retreat from its impossible position, and—in case of
-continued defiance—the proposal to take punitive action. That proposal,
-to all seeming, must bring about a crisis; those members of the League
-who had encouraged the rebel in defiance would hardly consent to
-co-operate in punitive measures; and refusal—withdrawal of their
-military contingents—would mean virtual secession and denial of majority
-rule. If collective excitement and anger ran high, it might mean even
-more than secession; there were possibilities—first hinted at, later
-discussed without subterfuge—of actual and armed opposition should the
-Council attempt to enforce its decree and authority.... Humanity, once
-more, was gathering into herds and growing sharply conscious alike of
-division and comradeship.
-
-It was some time before Theodore was even touched by the herding
-instinct and spirit; apart, in a delicate world of his own, he concerned
-himself even less than usual with the wider interests of politics. By
-his fellows in the Distribution Office he was known as an incurable
-optimist; even when the cloud had spread rapidly and darkened he saw
-“strained relations” through the eyes of a lover, and his mind, busied
-elsewhere, refused to dwell anxiously on “incidents” and “disquieting
-possibilities.” They intruded clumsily on his delicate world and, so
-soon as might be, he thrust them behind him and slipped back to the
-seclusion that belonged to himself and a woman. All his life, thought
-and impulse, for the time being, was a negation, a refusal of the idea
-of strife and destruction; in his happy egoism he planned to make and
-build—a home and a lifetime of content.
-
-Now and again, and in spite of his reluctance, his veil of happy egoism
-was brushed aside—some chance word or incident forcing him to look upon
-the menace. There was the evening in Vallance’s rooms, for
-instance—where the talk settled down to the political crisis, and Holt,
-the long journalist, turned sharply on Vallance, who supposed we were
-drifting into war.
-
-“That’s nonsense, Vallance! Nonsense! It’s impossible—unthinkable!”
-
-“Unpleasant, if you like,” said Vallance; “but not impossible. At
-least—it never has been.”
-
-“That’s no reason,” Holt retorted; “we’re not living yesterday. There’ll
-be no war, and I’ll tell you why: because the men who will have to start
-it—daren’t!” He had a penetrating voice which he raised when excited, so
-that other talk died down and the room was filled with his argument.
-Politicians, he insisted, might bluff and use threats—menace with a
-bogy, shake a weapon they dared not use—but they would stop short at
-threats, manœuvre for position and retreat. Let loose modern science,
-mechanics and chemistry, they could not—there was a limit to human
-insanity, if only because there was a limit to the endurance of the
-soldier. Unless you supposed that all politicians were congenital idiots
-or criminal lunatics out to make holocausts. What was happening at
-present was manœuvring pure and simple; neither side caring to prejudice
-its case by open admission that appeal to force was unthinkable, each
-side hoping that the other would be the first to make the admission,
-each side trotting out the dummy soldiers that were only for show, and
-would soon be put back in their boxes.... War, he repeated, was
-unthinkable....
-
-“Man,” said a voice behind Theodore, “does much that is unthinkable!”
-
-Theodore turned that he might look at the speaker—Markham, something in
-the scientific line, who had sat in silence, with a pipe between his
-lips, till he dropped out his slow remark.
-
-“Your mistake,” he went on, “lies in taking these people—statesmen,
-politicians—for free agents, and in thinking they have only one fear.
-Look at Meyer’s speech this morning—that’s significant. He has been
-moderate so far, a restraining influence; now he breathes fire and
-throws in his lot with the extremists. What do you make of that?”
-
-“Merely,” said Holt, “that Meyer has lost his head.”
-
-“In which happy state,” suggested Vallance, “the impossible and
-unthinkable mayn’t frighten him.”
-
-“That’s one explanation,” said Markham. “The other is that he is divided
-between his two fears—the fear of war and the fear of his democracy,
-which, being in a quarrelsome and restless mood, would break him if he
-flinched and applauds him to the echo when he blusters. And, maybe, at
-the moment, his fear of being broken is greater than his fear of the
-impossible—at any rate the threat is closer.... The man himself may be
-reasonable—even now—but he is the instrument of instinctive emotion.
-Almost any man, taken by himself, is reasonable—and, being reasonable,
-cautious. Meyer can think, just as well as you and I, so long as he
-stands outside a crowd; but neither you nor I, nor Meyer, can think when
-we are one with thousands and our minds are absorbed into a jelly of
-impulse and emotion.”
-
-“I like your phrase about jelly,” said Vallance. “It has an odd
-picturesqueness. Your argument itself—or, rather, your assertion—strikes
-me as a bit sweeping.”
-
-“All the same,” Markham nodded, “it’s worth thinking over.... Man in the
-mass, as a crowd, can only feel; there is no such thing as a mass-mind
-or intellect—only mass desires and emotions. That is what I mean by
-saying that Meyer—whatever his intelligence or sanity—is the instrument
-of instinctive emotion.... And instinctive emotion, Holt—until it has
-been hurt—is damnably and owlishly courageous. It isn’t clever enough to
-be afraid; not even of red murder—or starvation by the million—or the
-latest thing in gas or high explosive. Stir it up enough and it’ll run
-on ’em—as the lemmings run to the sea.”
-
-Holt snorted something that sounded like “Rot!” and Vallance, sprawling
-an arm along the mantelpiece, asked, “Another of your numerous
-theories?”
-
-“If you like,” Markham assented, “but it’s a theory deduced from hard
-facts.... It’s a fact, isn’t it, that no politician takes a crowd into
-his confidence until he wants to make a fight of it? It’s a fact, isn’t
-it, that no movements in mass are creative or constructive—that
-simultaneous action, simultaneous thought, always is and must be
-destructive? Set what we call the People in motion and something has got
-to be broken. The crowd-life is still at the elementary, the animal
-stage; it has not yet acquired the human power of construction ... and
-the crowd, the people, democracy—whatever you like to call it—has been
-stirring in the last few years; getting conscious again, getting active,
-looking round for something to break ... which means that the politician
-is faced once more with the necessity of giving it something to break.
-Naturally he prefers that the breakage should take place in the
-distance—and, League or no League, the eternal and obvious resource is
-War ... which was not too risky when fought with swords and muskets, but
-now—as Holt says—is impossible. Being a bit of a chemist, I’m sure Holt
-is right; but I’m also sure that man, as a herd, does not think.
-Further, I am doubtful if man, as a herd, ever finds out what is
-impossible except through the painful process of breaking his head
-against it.”
-
-“I’m a child in politics,” said Vallance, “and I may be dense—but I’m
-afraid it isn’t entirely clear to me whether your views are advanced or
-grossly and shamelessly reactionary?”
-
-“Neither,” said Markham, “or both—you can take your choice. I have every
-sympathy with the people, the multitude; it’s hard lines that it can
-only achieve destruction—just because there is so much of it, because it
-isn’t smaller. But I also sympathize with the politician in his efforts
-to control the destructive impulse of the multitude. And, finally—in
-view of that progress of science of which Holt has reminded us, and of
-which I know a little myself—I’m exceedingly sorry for us all.”
-
-Someone from across the room asked: “You make it war, then?”
-
-“I make it war. We have had peace for more than a generation, so our
-periodic blood-letting is already a long time overdue. The League has
-staved it off for a bit, but it hasn’t changed the human constitution;
-and the real factor in the Karthanian quarrel—or any other—is the
-periodic need of the human herd for something to break and for something
-to break itself against.... Resistance and self-sacrifice—the need of
-them—the call of the lemming to the sea.... And, perhaps, it’s all the
-stronger in this generation because this generation has never known war,
-and does not fear it.”
-
-“Education,” said Holt, addressing the air, “is general and
-compulsory—has been so for a good many years. The inference being that
-the records of previous wars—and incidentally of the devastation
-involved—are not inaccessible to that large proportion of our population
-which is known as the average man.”
-
-“As printed pages, yes,” Markham agreed. “But what proportion even of a
-literate population is able to accept the statement of a printed page as
-if it were a personal experience?”
-
-“As we’re not all fools,” Holt retorted, “I don’t make it war.”
-
-“I hope you’re right, for my own sake,” said Markham good-temperedly. He
-knocked out his pipe as he spoke and made ready to go—while Theodore
-looked after him, interested, for the moment, disturbingly.... Markham’s
-unemotional and matter-of-fact acceptance of “periodic blood-letting”
-made rumour suddenly real, and for the first time Theodore saw the
-Karthanian imbroglio as more than the substance of telegrams and
-articles, something human, actual, and alive.... Saw himself, even
-Phillida, concerned in it—through a medley of confused and threatening
-shadows.... For the moment he was roused from his self-absorption and
-thrust into the world that he shared with the common herd of men. He and
-Phillida were no longer as the gods apart, with their lives to make in
-Eden; they were little human beings, the sport of a common human
-destiny.... He remembered how eagerly he caught at Holt’s condemnation
-of Markham as a crank and Vallance’s next comment on the crisis.
-
-“We had exactly the same scare three—or was it four?—years ago. This is
-the trouble about Transylvania all over again—just the same alarums and
-excursions. That fizzled out quietly in a month or six weeks and the
-chances are that Karthania will fizzle out, too.”
-
-“Of course it will,” Holt declared with emphasis—and proceeded to
-demolish Markham’s theories. Theodore left before he had finished his
-argument; as explained dogmatically in Holt’s penetrating voice, the
-intrigues and dissensions of the Federal Council were once more unreal
-and frankly boring. The argument satisfied, but no longer interested—and
-ten minutes after Markham’s departure his thoughts had drifted away from
-politics to the private world he shared with Phillida Rathbone.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For very delight of it he lingered over his courtship, finding charm in
-the pretence of uncertainty long after it had ceased to exist. To
-Phillida also there was pleasure not only in the winning, but in the
-exquisite game itself; once or twice when Theodore was hovering near
-avowal, she deferred the inevitable, eluded him with laughter, asked
-tacitly to play a little longer.... In the end the avowal came suddenly,
-on the flash and impulse of a moment—when Phillida hesitated over one of
-his gifts, a print she had admired on the wall of his sitting-room, duly
-brought the next day for her acceptance.
-
-“No, I oughtn’t to take it—it’s one of your treasures,” she
-remonstrated.
-
-“If you’d take all I have—and me with it,” he stammered.... That was the
-crisis of the exquisite game—and pretence of uncertainty was over.
-
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-One impression of those first golden hours that stayed with him always
-was the certainty with which they had dwelt on the details of their
-common future; he could see Phillida with her hands on his shoulders
-explaining earnestly that they must live very near to the Dad—the dear
-old boy had no one but herself and they mustn’t let him miss her too
-much. And when Theodore asked, “You don’t think he’ll object to me?”
-Rathbone’s disapproval was the only possible cloud—which lifted at
-Phillida’s amused assurance that the old dear wasn’t as blind as all
-that and, having objections, would have voiced them before it was too
-late.
-
-“You don’t suppose he hasn’t noticed—just because he hasn’t said
-anything!”... Whereupon Theodore caught at her hands and demanded how
-long she had noticed?—and they fell to a happy retracing of this step
-and that in their courtship.
-
-When they heard Rathbone enter she ran down alone, telling Theodore to
-stay where he was till she called him; returning in five minutes or so,
-half-tearful and half-smiling, to say the dear old thing was waiting in
-the library. Then Theodore, in his turn, went down to the library where,
-red to the ears and stammering platitudes, he shook hands with his
-future father-in-law—proceeding eventually to details of his financial
-position and the hope that Rathbone would not insist upon too lengthy an
-engagement?... The answer was so slow in coming that he repeated his
-question nervously.
-
-“No,” said Rathbone at last, “I don’t know that I”—(he laid stress on
-the pronoun)—“I don’t know that I should insist upon a very lengthy
-engagement. Only....”
-
-Again he paused so long that Theodore repeated “Only?”
-
-“Only—there may be obstacles—not of my making or Phillida’s. Connected
-with the office—your work ... I dare say you’ve been too busy with your
-own affairs to give very much attention to the affairs of the world in
-general; still I conclude the papers haven’t allowed you to forget that
-the Federal Council was to vote to-day on the resolution to take
-punitive action? Result is just through—half an hour ago. Resolution
-carried, by a majority of one only.”
-
-“Was it?” said Theodore—and remembered a vague impulse of resentment, a
-difficulty in bringing down his thoughts from Phillida to the earthiness
-of politics. It took him an effort and a moment to add: “Close thing—but
-they’ve pulled it off.”
-
-“They have,” said Rathbone. “Just pulled it off—but it remains to be
-seen if that’s matter for congratulation.... The vote commits us to
-action—definitely—and the minority have entered a protest against
-punitive action.... It seems unlikely that the protest is only formal.”
-
-He was dry and curiously deliberate—leaning back in his chair, speaking
-quietly, with fingers pressed together.... To the end Theodore
-remembered him like that; a square-jawed man, leaning back in his chair,
-speaking slowly, unemotionally—the harbinger of infinite misfortune....
-And himself, the listener, a young man engrossed by his own new
-happiness; irritated, at first, by the intrusion of that which did not
-concern it; then (as once before in Vallance’s rooms) uneasy and
-conscious of a threat.
-
-He heard himself asking, “You think it’s—serious?” and saw Rathbone’s
-mouth twist into the odd semblance of a smile.
-
-“I think so. One way or other we shall know within a week.”
-
-“You can’t mean—war?” Theodore asked again—remembering Holt and his
-“Impossible!”
-
-“It doesn’t seem unlikely,” said Rathbone.
-
-He had risen, with his hands thrust deep into his pockets, and begun to
-pace backwards and forwards. “Something may happen at the last
-minute—but it’s difficult to see how they can draw back. They have gone
-too far. They’re committed, just as we are—committed to a principle....
-If we yield the Council abdicates its authority once for all; it’s an
-end of the League—a plain break, and the Lord knows what next. And the
-other side daren’t stop at verbal protest. They will have to push their
-challenge; there’s too much clamour behind them....”
-
-“There was Transylvania,” Theodore reminded him.
-
-“I know—and nothing came of it. But that wasn’t pushed quite so far....
-They threatened, but never definitely—they left themselves a possibility
-of retreat. Now ... as I said, something may happen ... and, meanwhile,
-to go back to what I meant about you, personally, how this might affect
-you....”
-
-He dropped into swift explanation. “Considerable rearrangement in the
-work of the Department—if it should be necessary to place it on a
-war-footing.” Theodore’s duties—if the worst should happen—would
-certainly take him out of London and therefore part him from Phillida.
-“I can tell you that definitely—now.”
-
-Perhaps he realized that the announcement, on a day of betrothal, was
-brutal; for he checked himself suddenly in his walk to and fro, clapped
-the young man good-naturedly on the shoulder, repeated that “Something
-might happen” and supposed he would not be sorry to hear that a member
-of the Government required his presence—“So you and Phillida can dine
-without superfluous parents.”... And he said no word of war or parting
-to Phillida—who came down with Theodore to watch her father off,
-standing arm-in-arm upon the doorstep in the pride of her new
-relationship.
-
-The threat lightened as they dined alone deliciously, as a foretaste of
-housekeeping in common; Phillida left him no thoughts to stray and only
-once, while the evening lasted, did they look from their private
-Paradise upon the world of common humanity. Phillida, as the clock
-neared ten, wondered vaguely what Henderson had wanted with her father?
-Was there anything particular, did Theodore know, any news about the
-Federal Council?... He hesitated for a moment, then told her the bare
-facts only—the vote and the minority protest.
-
-“A protest,” she repeated. “That’s what they’ve all been afraid of....
-It looks bad, doesn’t it?”
-
-He agreed it looked bad; thinking less, it may be, of the threat of red
-ruin and disaster than of Rathbone’s warning that his duties would part
-him from Phillida.
-
-“I hope it doesn’t mean war,” she said.
-
-At the time her voice struck him as serious, even anxious; later it
-amazed him that she had spoken so quietly, that there was no trembling
-of the slim white fingers that played with her chain of heavy beads.
-
-“Do you think it does?” she asked him.
-
-Because he remembered the threat of parting and had need of her daily
-presence, he was stubborn in declaring that it did not, and could not,
-mean war; quoting Holt that modern war was impossible, that statesmen
-and soldiers knew it, and insisting that this was the Transylvanian
-business over again and would be settled as that was settled. She shook
-her head thoughtfully, having heard other views from her father; but her
-voice (he knew later) was thoughtful only—not a quiver, not a hint of
-real fear in it.
-
-“It’ll have to come sometime—now or in a year or two. At least, that’s
-what everybody says. I wonder if it’s true.”
-
-“No,” he said, “it isn’t—unless we make it true. This sort of thing—it’s
-a kind of common nightmare we have now and then. Every few years—and
-when it’s over we turn round and wake up and wonder what the devil we
-were frightened about.”
-
-“Yes,” she agreed, “when you come to think of it, it is rather like
-that. I don’t remember in the least what the fuss was all about last
-time—but I know the papers were full of Transylvania and the poor old
-Dad was worked off his head for a week or two.... And then it was over
-and we forgot all about it.”
-
-And at that they turned and went back to their golden solitude, shutting
-out, for the rest of the evening, a world that made protests and sent
-ominous telegrams. Before Theodore left her, to walk home restless with
-delight, they had decided on the fashion of Phillida’s ring and planned
-the acquisition of a Georgian house—with powder-closet.
-
-It was his restless delight that made sleep impossible—and he sat at his
-window and smoked till the east was red.... While Henderson and
-Rathbone, a mile or two away, planned Distribution on a war-footing.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Events in the next few days moved rapidly in an atmosphere of tense and
-rising life; races and peoples were suddenly and acutely conscious of
-their life collective, and the neighbourly quarrel and bitterness of
-yesterday was forgotten in the new comradeship born of common hatred and
-common passion for self-sacrifice. There was talk at first, with
-diplomatists and leader-writers, of a possibility of localizing the
-conflict; but within forty-eight hours of the issue of the minority
-protest it was clear that the League would be rent. On one side, as on
-the other, statesmen were popular only when known to be unyielding in
-the face of impossible demands; crowds gathered when ministers met to
-take counsel and greeted them with cries to stand fast. Behind vulgar
-effervescence and music-hall thunder was faith in a righteous cause;
-and, as ever, man believed in himself and his cause with a hand on the
-hilt of his sword. Freedom and justice were suddenly real and attainable
-swiftly—through violence wrought on their enemies.... Humanity, once
-more, was inspired by ideals that justified the shedding of blood and
-looked death in the face without fear.
-
-As always, there were currents and crosscurrents, and those who were not
-seized by the common, splendid passion denounced it. Some meanly, by
-distortion of motive—crying down faith as cupidity and the impulse to
-self-sacrifice as arrogance; and others, more worthy of hearing, who
-realized that the impulse to self-sacrifice is passing and the idealism
-of to-day the bestial cunning of to-morrow.... On one side and the other
-there was an attempt on the part of those who foresaw something, at
-least, of the inevitable, to pit fear against the impulse to
-self-sacrifice and make clear to a people to whom war was a legend only
-the extent of disaster ahead. The attempt was defeated, almost as begun,
-by the sudden launching of an ultimatum with twenty-four hours for
-reply.
-
-At the news young men surged to the recruiting-stations, awaiting their
-turn for admission in long shouting, jesting lines; the best blood and
-honour of a generation that had not yet sated its inborn lust of combat.
-Women stood to watch them as their ranks moved slowly to the goal—some
-proud to tears, others giggling a foolish approval. Great shifting
-crowds—men and women who could not rest—gathered in public places and
-awaited the inevitable news. In the last few hours—all protest being
-useless—even the loudest of the voices that clamoured against war had
-died down; and in the life collective was the strange, sudden peace
-which comes with the cessation of internal feud and the focusing of
-hatred on those who dwell beyond a nation’s borders.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Theodore Savage, in the days that followed his betrothal, was kept with
-his nose to the Distributive grindstone, working long hours of overtime
-in an atmosphere transformed out of knowledge. The languid and formal
-routine of departments was succeeded by a fever of hurried innovation;
-gone were the lazy, semi-occupied hours when he had been wont to play
-with his thoughts of Phillida and the long free evenings that were hers
-as a matter of course. In the beginning he felt himself curiously
-removed from the strong, heady atmosphere that affected others like
-wine. Absorption in Phillida counted for something in his aloofness, but
-even without it his temperament was essentially averse from the
-crowd-life; he was stirred by the common desire to be of service, but
-was conscious of no mounting of energy restless and unsatisfied....
-Having little conviction or bias in politics, he accepted without
-question the general version of the origins of conflict and resented, in
-orthodox fashion, the gross breach of faith and agreement which betrayed
-long established design. “It had got to be” and “They’ve been getting
-ready for years” were phrases on the general lip which he saw no reason
-to discredit; and, with acceptance of the inevitability of conflict, he
-ceased to find conflict “unthinkable.” In daily intercourse with those
-to whom it was thinkable, practical, a certainty—to some, in the end, a
-desirable certainty—Holt’s phrase lost its meaning and became a symbolic
-extravagance.... So far he was caught in the swirl of the crowd-life;
-but he was never one with it and remained conscious of it always as
-something that flowed by him, something apart from himself.
-
-Above all he knew it as something apart when he saw how it had seized
-and mastered Phillida. She was curiously alive to its sweep and emotion,
-and beneath her outward daintiness lay the power of fervid partisanship.
-“If it weren’t for you,” she told him once, “I should break my heart
-because I’m only a woman”; and he saw that she pitied him, that she was
-even resentful for his sake, when she learned from her father that there
-was no question of allowing the clerks of the Distribution Office to
-volunteer for military service.
-
-“He says the Department will need all its trained men and that modern
-war is won by organization even more than by fighting. I’m glad you
-won’t have to go, my dear—I’m glad—” and, saying it, she clung to him as
-to one who stood in need of consolation.
-
-He felt the implied consolation and sympathy—with a twinge of
-conscience, not entirely sure of deserving it. But for the rigid
-departmental order, he knew he should have thought it his duty to
-volunteer and take his share of the danger that others were clamouring
-to face; but he had not cursed vehemently, like his junior, Cassidy,
-when Holles, equally blasphemous, burst into the room with the news that
-enlistment was barred. He thought of Cassidy’s angry blue eyes as he
-swore that, by hook or by crook, he would find his way into the
-air-service.... Phillida would have sympathized with Cassidy and the
-flash of her eyes answered his; she too, for the moment, was one with
-the crowd-life, and there were moments when he felt it was sweeping her
-away from his hold.
-
-He felt it most on their last evening, on the night the ultimatum
-expired; when he came from the office, after hours of overtime,
-uncertain whether he should find her, wondering whether her excited
-restlessness had driven her out into the crowds that surged round
-Whitehall. As he ran up the stairs the sound of a piano drifted from the
-room above; no definite melody but a vague, irregular striking of chords
-that came to an end as he entered the room and Phillida looked up,
-expectant.
-
-“At last,” she said as she ran to him. “You don’t know how I have wanted
-you. I can’t be alone—if you hadn’t turned up I should have had to find
-someone to talk to.”
-
-“Anyone—didn’t matter who?” he suggested.
-
-She laughed, caught his hand and rubbed her cheek against it. “Yes,
-anyone—you know what I mean. It’s just—when you think of what’s
-happening, how can you keep still?... As for father, I never see him
-nowadays. I suppose there isn’t any news?”
-
-“There can’t be,” he answered. “Not till twelve.”
-
-“No—and even at twelve it won’t really be news. Just no answer—and the
-time will be up.... We’re at peace now—till midnight.... What’s the
-time?”
-
-He longed to be alone with her—alone with her in thought as well as in
-outward seeming—but her talk slipped restlessly away from his leading
-and she moved uncertainly about the room, returning at last to her vague
-striking of the piano—sharp, isolated notes, and then suddenly a
-masterful chord.
-
-“Play to me,” he asked, “play properly.”
-
-She shook her head and declared it was impossible.
-
-“Anything connected is beyond me; I can only strum and make noises.” She
-crashed in the bass, rushed a swift arpeggio to the treble, then turned
-to him, her eyes wide and glowing. “If you hold your breath, can’t you
-feel them all waiting?—thousands on thousands—all through the world?...
-Waiting till midnight ... can’t you feel it?”
-
-“You make me feel it,” he answered. “Tell me—you want war?”
-
-The last words came out involuntarily, and it was only the startled,
-sudden change in her face that brought home to him what he had said.
-
-“I want war,” she echoed.... “I want men to be killed.... Theodore, what
-makes you say that?”
-
-He fumbled for words, not sure of his own meaning—sure only that her
-eyes would change and lose their fervour if, at the last moment and by
-God-sent miracle, the sword were returned to its sheath.
-
-“Not that, of course—not the actual fighting. I didn’t mean that.... But
-isn’t there something in you—in you and in everyone—that’s too strong to
-be arrested? Too swift?... If nothing happened—if we drew back—you
-couldn’t be still now; you couldn’t endure it....”
-
-She looked at him thoughtfully, puzzled, half-assenting; then protested
-again: “I don’t want it—but we can’t be still and endure evil.”
-
-“No,” he said, “we can’t—but isn’t there a gladness in the thought that
-we can’t?”
-
-“Because we’re right,” she flashed. “It’s not selfish—you know it isn’t
-selfish. We see what is right and, whatever it costs us, we stand for
-it. The greatest gladness of all is the gladness of giving—everything,
-even life.... That’s what makes me wish I were a man!”
-
-“The passion for self-sacrifice,” he said, quoting Markham. “I was told
-the other day it was one of the causes of war.... Don’t look at me so
-reproachfully—I’m not a pacifist. Give me a kiss and believe me.”
-
-She laughed and gave him the kiss he asked for, and for a minute or two
-he drew her out of the crowd-life and they were alone together as they
-had been on the night of their betrothal. Then the spirit of
-restlessness took hold of her again and she rose suddenly, declaring
-they must find out what was happening—they must go out and see for
-themselves.
-
-“It’s only just past ten,” he argued. “What can be happening for another
-two hours? There’ll only be a crowd—walking up and down and waiting.”
-
-It was just the crowd and its going to and fro that she needed, and she
-set to work to coax him out of his reluctance. There would never be
-another night like this one—they must see it together and remember it as
-long as they lived.... Perhaps, her point gained, she was remorseful,
-for she rewarded his assent with a caress and a coaxing apology.
-
-“We shall have so many evenings to ourselves,” she told him—“and
-to-night—to-night we don’t only belong to ourselves.”
-
-He could feel her arm tremble and thrill on his own as they came in
-sight of the Clock Tower and the swarm of expectant humanity that moved
-and murmured round Westminster. On him the first impression was of
-seething insignificance that the Clock Tower dwarfed and the dignity of
-night reproved; on her, as he knew by the trembling of her fingers, a
-quickening of life and sensation....
-
-They were still at the shifting edges of the crowd when a man’s voice
-called “Phillida!” and one of her undergraduate cousins linked himself
-on to their company. For nearly an hour the three moved backwards and
-forwards—through the hum and mutter of voices, the ceaseless turning of
-eyes to Big Ben and the shuffling of innumerable feet.... When the
-quarters chimed, there was always a hush; when eleven throbbed solemnly,
-no man stirred till the last beat died.... With silence and arrested
-movement the massed humanity at the base of the Clock Tower was no
-longer a seething insignificance; without speech, without motion, it was
-suddenly dignified—life faced with its destiny and intent upon a Moving
-Finger....
-
-“Only one more hour,” whispered Phillida as the silence broke; and the
-Rathbone boy, to show he was not moved, wondered if it was worth their
-while to stay pottering about for an hour?... No one answered his
-question, since it needed no answer; and, the dignity of silence over,
-they drifted again with the crowd.
-
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-The Moving Finger had written off another five minutes or so when police
-were suddenly active and sections of the crowd lunged uncomfortably; way
-was being made for the passing of an official car—and in the backward
-swirl of packed humanity Theodore was thrust one way, Phillida and the
-Rathbone boy another. For a moment he saw them as they looked round and
-beckoned him; the next, the swirl had carried him yet further—and when
-it receded they were lost amongst the drifting, shifting thousands.
-After ten minutes more of pushing to and fro in search of them, Theodore
-gave up the chase as fruitless and made his way disconsolately to the
-Westminster edge of the crowd.... Phillida, if he knew her, would stay
-till the stroke of midnight, later if the spirit moved her; and she had
-an escort in the Rathbone boy, who, in due time, would see her home....
-There was no need to worry—but he cursed the luck of what might be their
-last evening.
-
-For a time he lingered uncertainly on the edge of the pushing, shuffling
-mass; perhaps would have lingered till the hour struck, if there had not
-drifted to his memory the evening at Vallance’s when Holt had declared
-this night to be impossible—and when Markham had “made it war.” And,
-with that, he remembered also that Markham had rooms near by—in one of
-the turnings off Great Smith Street.
-
-There was a light in the room that he knew for Markham’s and it was only
-after he had rung that he wondered what had urged him to come. He was
-still wondering when the door opened and could think of no better
-explanation than “I saw you were up—by your light.”
-
-“If you’d passed five minutes ago,” said Markham, as he led the way
-upstairs, “you wouldn’t have seen any light. I’m only just back from the
-lab—and dining off biscuits and whisky.”
-
-“Is this making any difference to you, then?” Theodore asked. “I mean,
-in the way of work?”
-
-Markham nodded as he poured out his visitor’s whisky. “Yes, I’m serving
-the country—the military people have taken me over, lock and stock: with
-everyone else, apparently, who has ever done chemical research. I’ve
-been pretty hard at it the last few days, ever since the scare was
-serious.... And you—are you soldiering?”
-
-“No,” said Theodore and told him of the departmental prohibition.
-
-“It mayn’t make much difference in the end,” said Markham.... “You see,
-I was right—the other evening.”
-
-“Yes,” Theodore answered, “I believe that was why I came in. The crowd
-to-night reminded me of what you said at Vallance’s—though I don’t think
-I believed you then.... How long is it going to last?”
-
-“God knows,” said Markham, with his mouth full of biscuit. “We shall
-have had enough of it—both sides—before very long; but it’s one thing to
-march into hell with your head up and another to find a way out....
-There’s only one thing I’m fairly certain about—I ought to have been
-strangled at birth.”
-
-Theodore stared at him, not sure he had caught the last words.
-
-“You ought to——?”
-
-“Yes—you heard me right. If the human animal must fight—and nothing
-seems to stop it—it should kill off its scientific men. Stamp out the
-race of ’em, forbid it to exist.... Holt was also right that evening,
-fundamentally. You can’t combine the practice of science and the art of
-war; in the end, it’s one or the other. We, I think, are going to prove
-that—very definitely.”
-
-“And when you’ve proved it—we stop fighting?”
-
-Markham shrugged his shoulders, thrust aside his plate and filled his
-pipe.
-
-“Curious, the failure to understand the influence on ourselves of what
-we make and use. We just make and use and damn the consequence.... When
-Lavoisier invented the chemical balance, did he stop to consider the
-possibilities of chemical action in combination with outbursts of human
-emotion? If he had...!”
-
-In the silence that followed they heard the chiming of
-three-quarters—and there flashed inconsequently into Theodore’s memory,
-a vision of himself, a small boy with his hand in his mother’s, staring
-up, round-eyed, at Big Ben of London—while his mother taught him the
-words that were fitted to the chime.
-
- Lord—through—this—hour
- Be—Thou—our—guide,
- So—by—Thy—power
- No—foot—shall—slide.
-
-... That, or something like that.... Odd, that he should remember them
-now—when for years he had not remembered.... “Lord—through—this—hour——”
-
-He realized suddenly that Markham was speaking—in jerks, between pulls
-at his pipe. “... And the same with mechanics—not the engine but the
-engine plus humanity. Take young James Watt and his interest in the lid
-of a tea-kettle! In France, by the way, they tell the same story of
-Papin; but, so far as the rest of us are concerned it doesn’t much
-matter who first watched the lid of a kettle with intelligence—the point
-is that somebody watched it and saw certain of its latent possibilities.
-Only its more immediate possibilities—and we may take it for granted
-that amongst those which he did not foresee were the most important. The
-industrial system—the drawing of men into crowds where they might feed
-the machine and be fed by it—the shrinkage of the world through the use
-of mechanical transport. That—the shrinkage—when we first saw it coming,
-we took to mean union of peoples and the clasping of distant
-hands—forgetting that it also meant the cutting of distant throats....
-Yet it might have struck us that we are all potential combatants—and the
-only known method of preventing a fight is to keep the combatants apart!
-These odd, simple facts that we all of us know—and lose sight of ... the
-drawing together of peoples has always meant the clashing of their
-interests ... and so new hatreds. Inevitably new hatreds.”
-
-Theodore quoted: “‘All men hate each other naturally’.... You believe
-that?”
-
-“Of individuals, no—but of all communities, yes. Is there any form of
-the life collective that is capable of love for its fellow—for another
-community? Is there any church that will stand aside that another church
-may be advantaged? ... You and I are civilized, as man and man; but
-collectively we are part of a life whose only standard and motive is
-self-interest, its own advantage ... a beast-life, morally. If you
-understand that, you understand to-night ... Which demands from us
-sacrifices, makes none itself.... That’s as far as we have got in the
-mass.”
-
-Through the half-open window came the hum and murmur of the crowd that
-waited for the hour.... Theodore stirred restlessly, conscious of the
-unseen turning of countless faces to the clock—and aware, through the
-murmur, of the frenzied little beating of his watch.... He hesitated to
-look at it—and when he drew it out and said “Five minutes more,” his
-voice sounded oddly in his ears.
-
-“Five minutes,” said Markham.... He laughed suddenly and pushed the
-bottle across the table. “Do you know where we are now—you and I and all
-of us? On the crest of the centuries. They’ve carried us a long roll
-upwards and now here we are—on top! In five more minutes—three hundred
-little seconds—we shall hear the crest curl over.... Meanwhile, have a
-drink!”
-
-He checked himself and held up a finger. “Your watch is slow!”
-
-The hum and murmur of the crowd had ceased and through silence unbroken
-came the prayer of the Westminster chime.
-
- Lord—through—this—hour
- Be—Thou—our—guide,
- So—by—Thy—power
- No—foot—shall—slide.
-
-There was no other sound for the twelve booming strokes of the hour: it
-was only as the last beat quivered into silence that there broke the
-moving thunder of a multitude.
-
-“Over!” said Markham. “Hear it crash?... Well, here’s to the
-centuries—after all, they did the best they knew for us!”
-
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-The war-footing arrangements of the Distribution Office included a
-system of food control involving local supervision; hence provincial
-centres came suddenly into being, and to one of these—at York—Theodore
-Savage was dispatched at little more than an hour’s notice on the
-morning after war was declared. He telephoned Phillida and they met at
-King’s Cross and had ten hurried minutes on the platform; she was still
-eager and excited, bubbling over with the impulse to action—was hoping
-to start training for hospital work—had been promised an opening—she
-would tell him all about it when she wrote. Her excitement took the
-bitterness out of the parting—perhaps, in her need to give and serve,
-she was even proud that the sacrifice of parting was demanded of her....
-The last he saw of her was a smiling face and a cheery little wave of
-the hand.
-
-He made the journey to York with a carriageful of friendly and talkative
-folk who, in normal days, would have been strangers to him and to each
-other; as it was, they exchanged newspapers and optimistic views and
-grew suddenly near to each other in their common interest and
-resentment.... That was what war meant in those first stirring
-days—friendliness, good comradeship, the desire to give and serve, the
-thrill of unwonted excitement.... Looking back from after years it
-seemed to him that mankind, in those days, was finer and more gracious
-than he had ever known it—than he would ever know it again.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The first excitement over, he lived somewhat tediously at York between
-his office and dingily respectable lodgings; discovering very swiftly
-that, so far as he, Theodore Savage, was concerned, a state of
-hostilities meant the reverse of alarums and excursions. For him it was
-the strictest of official routine and the multiplication of formalities.
-His hours of liberty were fewer than in London, his duties more
-tiresome, his chief less easy to get on with; there was frequent
-overtime, and leave—which meant Phillida—was not even a distant
-possibility. For all his honest desire of service he was soon frankly
-bored by his work; its atmosphere of minute regularity and insistent
-detail was out of keeping with the tremor and uncertainty of war, and
-there was something æsthetically wrong about a fussy process of
-docketing and checking while nations were at death grips and the fate of
-a world in the balance.... His one personal satisfaction was the town,
-York itself—the walls, the Bars, and above all the Minster; he lodged
-near the Minster, could see it from his window, and its enduring dignity
-was a daily relief alike from the feverish perusal of war news, his
-landlady’s colour-scheme and taste in furniture and the fidgety trifling
-of the office.
-
-In the evening he read many newspapers and wrote long letters to
-Phillida; who also, he gathered, had discovered that war might be
-tedious. “We haven’t any patients yet,” she scribbled him in one of her
-later letters, “but, of course, I’m learning all sorts of things that
-will be useful later on, when we do get them. Bandaging and making
-beds—and then we attend lectures. It’s rather dull waiting and bandaging
-each other for practice—but naturally I’m thankful that there aren’t
-enough casualties to go round. Up to now the regular hospitals have
-taken all that there are—‘temporaries’ like us don’t get even a look
-in.... The news is really splendid, isn’t it?”
-
-There were few casualties in the beginning because curiously little
-happened; Western Europe was removed from the actual storm-centre, and
-in England, after the first few days of alarmist rumours concerning
-invasion by air and sea, the war, for a time, settled down into a
-certain amount of precautionary rationing and a daily excitement in
-newspaper form—so much so that the timorous well-to-do, who had retired
-from London on the outbreak of hostilities, trickled back in increasing
-numbers. Hostilities, in the beginning, were local and comparatively
-ineffective; one of the results of the limitation of troops and
-armaments enforced by the constitution of the League was to give to the
-opening moves of the contest a character unprepared and amateurish. The
-aim, on either side, was to obtain time for effective preparation, to
-organize forces and resources; to train fighters and mobilize chemists,
-to convert factories, manufacture explosive and gas, and institute a
-system of co-operation between the strategy of far-flung allies. Hence,
-in the beginning, the conflict was partial and, as regards its strategy,
-hesitating; there were spasms of bloody incident which were deadly
-enough in themselves, but neither side cared to engage itself seriously
-before it had attained its full strength.... First blood was shed in a
-fashion that was frankly mediæval; the heady little democracy whose
-failure to establish a claim in the Court of Arbitration had been the
-immediate cause of the conflict, flung itself with all its
-half-civilized resources upon its neighbour and enemy, the victorious
-party to the suit. Between the two little communities was a treasured
-feud which had burst out periodically in defiance of courts and
-councils; and, control once removed, the border tribesmen gathered for
-the fray with all the enthusiasm of their rude forefathers, and raided
-each other’s territory in bands armed with knives and revolvers. Their
-doings made spirited reading in the press in the early days of the
-war—before the generality of newspaper readers had even begun to realize
-that battles were no longer won by the shock of troops and that the
-root-principle of modern warfare was the use of the enemy civilian
-population as an auxiliary destructive force.
-
-Certain states and races grasped the principle sooner than others, being
-marked out for early enlightenment by the accident of geographical
-position. In those not immediately affected, such as Britain, censorship
-on either side ruled out, as impossible for publication, the extent of
-the damage inflicted on allies, and the fact that it was not only in
-enemy countries that large masses of population, hunted out of cities by
-chemical warfare and the terror from above, had become nomadic and
-predatory. That, as the struggle grew fiercer, became, inevitably, the
-declared aim of the strategist; the exhaustion of the enemy by burdening
-him with a starving and nomadic population. War, once a matter of armies
-in the field, had resolved itself into an open and thorough-going effort
-to ruin enemy industry by setting his people on the run; to destroy
-enemy agriculture not only by incendiary devices—the so-called
-poison-fire—but by the secondary and even more potent agency of starving
-millions driven out to forage as they could.... The process, in the
-stilted phrase of the communiqué, was described as “displacement of
-population”; and displacement of population, not victory in the field,
-became the real military objective.
-
-To the soldier, at least, it was evident very early in the struggle that
-the perfection of scientific destruction had entailed, of necessity, the
-indirect system of strategy associated with industrial warfare;
-displacement of population being no more than a natural development of
-the striker’s method of attacking a government by starving the
-non-combatant community. The aim of the scientific soldier, like that of
-the soldier of the past, was to cut his enemy’s communications, to
-intercept and hamper his supplies; and the obvious way to attain that
-end was by ruthless disorganization of industrial centres, by letting
-loose a famished industrial population to trample and devour his crops.
-Manufacturing districts, on either side, were rendered impossible to
-work in by making them impossible to live in; and from one crowded
-centre after another there streamed out squalid and panic-stricken
-herds, devouring the country as they fled. Seeking food, seeking refuge,
-turning this way or that; pursued by the terror overhead or imagining
-themselves pursued; and breaking, striving to separate, to make
-themselves small and invisible.... And, as air-fleets increased in
-strength and tactics were perfected—as one centre of industry after
-another went down and out—the process of disintegration was rapid. To
-the tentative and hesitating opening of the war had succeeded a fury of
-widespread destruction; and statesmen, rendered desperate by the sudden
-crumbling of their own people—the sudden lapse into primitive
-conditions—could hope for salvation only through a quicker process of
-“displacement” on the enemy side.
-
-There were reasons, political and military, why the average British
-civilian, during the opening phases of the struggle, knew little of
-warfare beyond certain food restrictions, the news vouchsafed in the
-communiqués and the regulation comments thereon; the enemy forces which
-might have brought home to him the meaning of the term “displacement”
-were occupied at first with other and nearer antagonists. Hence
-continental Europe—and not Europe alone—was spotted with ulcers of
-spreading devastation before displacement was practised in England.
-There had been stirrings of uneasiness from time to time—of uneasiness
-and almost of wonder that the weapon she was using with deadly effect
-had not been turned against herself; but at the actual moment of
-invasion there was something like public confidence in a speedy end to
-the struggle—and the principal public grievance was the shortage and
-high price of groceries.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Whatever he forgot and confused in after days—and there were stretches
-of time that remained with him only as a blur—Theodore remembered very
-clearly every detail and event of the night when disaster began. Young
-Hewlett’s voice as he announced disaster—and what he, Theodore, was
-doing when the boy rapped on the window. Not only what happened, but his
-mood when the interruption came and the causes of it; he had suffered an
-irritating day at the office, crossed swords with a self-important chief
-and been openly snubbed for his pains. As a result, his landlady’s
-evening grumble on the difficulties of war-time housekeeping seemed
-longer and less bearable than usual, and he was still out of tune with
-the world in general when he sat down to write to Phillida. He
-remembered phrases of the letter—never posted—wherein he worked off his
-irritation. “I got into trouble to-day through thinking of you when I
-was supposed to be occupied with indents. You are responsible, Blessed
-Girl, for several most horrible muckers, affecting the service of the
-country.... Your empty hospital don’t want you and my empty-headed boss
-don’t want me—oh, lady mine, if I could only make him happy by sacking
-myself and catching the next train to London!” ... And so on and so
-on....
-
-It was late, nearing midnight, when he finished his letter and, for want
-of other occupation, turned back to a half-read evening paper; the
-communiqués were meagre, but there was a leading article pointing out
-the inevitable effect of displacement on the enemy’s resources and
-morale, and he waded through its comfortable optimism. As he laid aside
-the paper he realized how sleepy he was and rose yawning; he was on his
-way to the door, with intent to turn in, when the rapping on the window
-halted him. He pulled aside the blind and saw a face against the
-glass—pressed close, with a flattened white nose.
-
-“Who’s that?” he asked, pushing up the window. It was Hewlett, one of
-his juniors at the office, out of breath with running and excitement.
-
-“I say, Savage, come along out. There’s no end going on—fires, the whole
-sky’s red. They’ve come over at last and no mistake. Crashaw and I have
-been watching ’em and I thought you’d like to have a look. It’s worth
-seeing—we’re just along there, on the wall. Hurry up!”
-
-The boy was dancing with eagerness to get back and Theodore had to run
-to keep up with him. He and Crashaw, Hewlett explained in gasps, had
-spent the evening in a billiard-room; it was on their way back to their
-diggings that they had noticed sudden lights in the sky—sort of
-flashes—and gone up on the wall to see better.... No, it wasn’t only
-searchlights—you could see them too—sudden flashes and the sky all red.
-Fires—to the south. It was the real thing, no doubt about that—and the
-only wonder was why they hadn’t come before.... At the head of the steps
-leading up to the wall were three or four figures with their heads all
-turned one way; and as Hewlett, mounting first, called “Still going on?”
-another voice called back, “Rather!”
-
-They stood on the broad, flat wall and watched—in a chill little wind.
-The skyline to the south and south-west was reddened with a glow that
-flickered and wavered spasmodically and, as Hewlett had said, there were
-flashes—the bursting of explosive or star-shells. Also there were
-moments when the reddened skyline throbbed suddenly in places, grew
-vividly golden and sent out long fiery streamers.... They guessed at
-direction and wondered how far off; the wind was blowing sharply from
-the north, towards the glow; hence it carried sound away from them and
-it was only now and then that they caught more than a mutter and rumble.
-
-As the minutes drew out the news spread through the town and the
-watchers on the wall increased in numbers; not only men but women,
-roused from bed, who greeted the flares with shrill, excited “Oh’s” and
-put ceaseless questions to their men folk. Young Hewlett, at Theodore’s
-elbow, gave himself up to frank interest in his first sight of war;
-justifying a cheerfulness that amounted to enthusiasm by explaining at
-intervals that he guessed our fellows were giving ’em what for and by
-this time they were sorry they’d come.... Once a shawled woman demanded
-tartly why they didn’t leave off, then, if they’d had enough? Whereat
-Hewlett, unable to think of an answer, pretended not to hear and moved
-away.
-
-Of his own sensations while he watched from the wall Theodore remembered
-little save the bodily sensation of chill; he saw himself standing with
-his back to the wind, his shoulders hunched and the collar of his coat
-turned up. The murmur of hushed voices remained with him and odd
-snatches of fragmentary talk; there was the woman who persisted
-uneasily, “But you can’t ’ear ’em coming with these ’ere silent
-engines—why, they might be right over us naow!” And the man who answered
-her gruffly with “You’d jolly well know if they were!” ... And perpetual
-conjecture as to distance and direction of the glow; disputes between
-those who asserted that over there was Leeds, and those who scoffed
-contemptuously at the idea—arguing that, if Leeds were the centre of
-disturbance, the guns would have sounded much nearer.... Petty talk, he
-remembered, and plainly enough—but not how much he feared or foresaw. He
-must have been anxious, uneasy, or he would not have stood for long
-hours in the chill of the wind; but his definite impressions were only
-of scattered, for the most part uneducated, talk, of silhouetted figures
-that shifted and grouped, of turning his eyes from the lurid skyline to
-the shadowy rock that in daylight was the mass of the cathedral.... In
-the end sheer craving for warmth drove him in; leaving Hewlett and
-Crashaw deaf to his reminder that the office expected them at nine.
-
- * * * * *
-
-With the morning came news and—more plentifully—rumour; also, the wind
-having dropped, a persistent thunder from the south. Industrial
-Yorkshire, it was clear, was being subjected to that process of human
-displacement which, so far, it had looked on as an item in the daily
-communiqué; the attack, moreover, was an attack in force, since the
-invaders did not find it needful to desist with the passing of darkness.
-Rumour, in the absence of official intelligence, invented an enveloping
-air-fleet which should cut them off from their base; and meanwhile the
-thunder continued....
-
-This much, at least, was shortly official and certain: nearly all rail,
-road and postal communication to the south was cut off—trains had ceased
-to run Londonwards and ordinary traffic on the highways was held up at
-barriers and turned back. Only military cars used the roads—and returned
-to add their reports to those brought in by air-scouts; but as a rule
-the information they furnished was for official enlightenment only, and
-it was not till the refugees arrived in numbers that the full meaning of
-displacement was made clear to the ordinary man.
-
-It was after the second red night that the refugees appeared in their
-thousands—a horde of human rats driven out of their holes by terror, by
-fire and by gas. Whatever their status and possessions in the life of
-peace, they came with few exceptions on foot; as roads, like railways,
-were a target for the airman, the highway was avoided for the by-path or
-the open field, and the flight from every panic-stricken centre could be
-traced by long wastes of trampled crops. There were those who, terrified
-beyond bearing by the crash of masonry and long trembling underground,
-saw safety only in the roofless open, refused to enter houses and
-persisted in huddling in fields—unafraid, as yet, of the so-called
-poison-fire which had licked up the crops in Holderness and the
-corn-growing district round Pontefract.... Leeds, for a day or two, was
-hardly touched; but with the outpouring of fugitives from Dewsbury,
-Wakefield, Halifax and Bradford, Leeds also began to vomit her terrified
-multitudes. A wave of vagrant destitution rushed suddenly and blindly
-northward—anywhere away from the ruin of explosive, the flames and death
-by suffocation; while authority strove vainly to control and direct the
-torrent of overpowering misery.
-
-It was in the early morning that the torrent reached York and rolled
-through it; overwhelming the charity, private and public, that at first
-made efforts to cope with the rush of misery. Theodore’s room for a time
-was given up to a man with bandaged eyes and puffed face whom his wife
-had led blindfold from Castleford. The man himself sat dumb and
-suffering, breathing heavily through blistered lips; the woman raged
-vulgarly against the Government which had neglected to supply them with
-gas-masks, to have the place properly defended, to warn people! “The
-bloody fools ought to have known what was coming and if her man was
-blinded for the rest of his life it was all the fault of this ’ere
-Government that never troubled its blasted ’ead as long as it drew its
-money.” ... That was in the beginning, before the flood of misery had
-swollen so high that even the kindliest shrank from its squalid menace;
-and Theodore, because it was the first he heard, remembered her story
-when he had forgotten others more piteous.
-
-Before midday there was only one problem for local authority, civil and
-military—the disposal of displaced population; that is to say, the
-herding of vagrants that could not all be sheltered, that could not all
-be fed, that blackened fields, choked streets, drove onward and sank
-from exhaustion. The railway line to the north was still clear and, in
-obedience to wireless instructions from London, trains packed with
-refugees were sent off to the north, with the aim of relieving the
-pressure on local resources. Disorganization of transport increased the
-difficulty of food supply and even on the first day of panic and
-migration the agricultural community were raising a cry of alarm. Blind
-terror and hunger between them wrought havoc; fields were trampled and
-fugitives were plundering already—would plunder more recklessly
-to-morrow.
-
-All day, all night, displaced humanity came stumbling in panic from the
-south and south-west; spreading news of the torment it had fled from,
-the dead it had left and the worse than dead who still crouched in an
-inferno whence they could not summon courage to fly. The railways could
-not deal with a tithe of the number who clamoured to be carried to the
-north, into safety; by the first evening the town was well-nigh eaten
-out, and householders, hardening their hearts against misery, were
-bolting themselves in, for fear of misery grown desperate. While out in
-the country farmers stabled their live-stock and kept ceaseless watch
-against the hungry.
-
-All day the approaches to the station were besieged by those who hoped
-for a train; and, on the second night of the invasion, Theodore, sent by
-his chief with a message to the military transport officer, fought his
-way through a solid crowd on the platform—a crowd excluded from a train
-that was packed and struggling with humanity. A crowd that was squalid,
-unreasoning and blindly selfish; intent only on flight and safety—and
-some of it brutally intent. There were scuffles with porters and
-soldiers who refused to open locked doors, angry hootings and wild
-swayings backward and forward as the train moved out of the station;
-Theodore’s efforts to make his way to the station-master’s office were
-held to be indicative of a desire to travel by the next train and he was
-buffeted aside without mercy. There was something in the brute mass of
-terror that sickened him—a suggestion already of the bestial, the
-instinctive, the unhuman.
-
-The transport officer looked up at him with tired, angry eyes and
-demanded what the hell he wanted?... Whereat Theodore handed him a
-typewritten note from a punctilious chief and explained that they had
-tried to get through on the telephone, either to him or the
-station-master, but——
-
-“I should rather think not,” said the transport officer rudely. “We’ve
-both of us got more important things to worry about than little
-Distribution people. The telephone clerk did bring me some idiotic
-message or other, but I told him I didn’t want to hear it.”
-
-He glanced at the typewritten note—then glared at it—and went off into a
-cackle of laughter; which finally tailed into blasphemy coupled with
-obscene abuse.
-
-“Seen this?” he asked when he had sworn himself out. “Well, at any rate
-you know what it’s about. The —— has sent for particulars of to-morrow’s
-refugee train service—wants to know the number and capacity of trains to
-be dispatched to Newcastle-on-Tyne. Wants to enter it in duplicate, I
-suppose—and make lots and lots and lots of carbon copies. God in
-Heaven!”—and again he sputtered into blasphemy.... “Well, I needn’t
-bother to write down the answer; even if you’ve no more sense than he
-has, you’ll be able to remember it all right. It’s nil to both
-questions; nil trains to Newcastle, nil capacity. So that’s that!...
-What’s more—if it’s any satisfaction to your darned-fool boss to know
-it—we haven’t been sending any trains to Newcastle all day.”
-
-“But I thought,” began Theodore—wondering if the man were drunk? He was,
-more than slightly—having fought for two days with panic-stricken devils
-and helped himself through with much whisky; but, drunk or not, he was
-sure of his facts and rapped them out with authority.
-
-“Not to Newcastle. The first two or three got as far as Darlington—this
-morning. There they were pulled up. Then it was Northallerton—now we
-send ’em off to Thirsk and leave the people there to deal with ’em. You
-bet they’ll send ’em further if they can—you don’t suppose they want to
-be eaten out, any more than we do. But, for all I know, they’re getting
-’em in from the other side.”
-
-“The other side?” Theodore repeated. “What do you mean?” Whereat the
-transport officer, grown suddenly uncommunicative, leaned back in his
-chair and whistled.
-
-“That’s all I can tell you,” he vouchsafed at length. “Trains haven’t
-run beyond Darlington since yesterday. I conclude H.Q. knows the reason,
-but they haven’t imparted it to me—I’ve only had my orders. It isn’t our
-business if the trains get stopped so long as we send ’em off—and we’re
-sending ’em and asking no questions.”
-
-“Do you mean,” Theodore stammered, “that—this—is going on up north?”
-
-“What do you think?” said the transport officer. “It’s the usual trick,
-isn’t it?... Start ’em running from two sides at once—don’t let ’em
-settle, send ’em backwards and forwards, keep ’em going!... We’ve played
-it often enough on them—now we’re getting a bit of our own back....
-However, I’ve no official information. You know just as much as I do.”
-
-“But,” Theodore persisted, “the people coming through from the north.
-What do they say—they must know?”
-
-“There aren’t any people coming through,” said the other grimly.
-“Military order since this morning—no passenger traffic from the north
-runs this side of Thirsk. We’ve got enough of our own, haven’t we?...
-All I say is—God help Thirsk and especially God help the
-station-master!”
-
-He straightened himself suddenly and grabbed at the papers on his table.
-
-“Now, you’ve got what the damn fool sent you for—and I’m trying to make
-out my report.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-As Theodore fought his way out of the station and the crowd that seethed
-round it, he had an intolerable sense of being imprisoned between two
-fires. If he could see far enough to the north—to Durham and the
-Tyneside—there would be another hot, throbbing horizon and another
-stream of human destitution pouring lamentably into the night.... And,
-between the two fires, the two streams were meeting—turning back upon
-themselves, intermingling ... in blind and agonized obedience to the
-order to “keep ’em going!”... What happened when a train was halted by
-signal and the thronged misery inside it learned that here, without
-forethought or provision made, its flight must come to an end? At
-Thirsk, Northallerton, by the wayside, anywhere, in darkness?... A thin
-sweep of rain was driving down the street, and he fancied wretched
-voices calling through darkness, through rain. Asking what, in God’s
-name, was to become of them and where, in God’s name, they were to
-go?... And the overworked officials who could give no answer, seeking
-only to be rid of the massed and dreadful helplessness that cumbered the
-ground on which it trod!... Displacement of population—the daily,
-stilted phrase—had become to him a raw and livid fact and he stood
-amazed at the limits of his own imagination. Day after day he had read
-the phrase, been familiar with it; yet, so far, the horror had been
-words to him. Now the daily, stilted phrase was translated,
-comprehensible: “Don’t let ’em settle—keep ’em going.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Back at the office, he discovered that his errand to the station had
-been superfluous; his chief, the man of precedent, order and many carbon
-copies, was staring, haggard and bewildered, at a typewritten document
-signed by the military commandant.... And obtaining, incidentally, his
-first glimpse into a world till now unthinkable—where precedent was not,
-where reference was useless and order had ceased to exist.
-
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-That night ended Theodore’s life as a clerk in the Civil Service. The
-confusion consequent on the breakdown of transport had left of the
-Distribution system but a paralysed mockery, a name without functions
-attached to it; and with morning Theodore and his able-bodied fellows
-were impressed into a special constabulary, hastily organized as a
-weapon against vagrancy grown desperate and riotous. They were armleted,
-put through a hurried course of instruction, furnished with revolvers or
-rifles and told to shoot plunderers at sight.
-
-No system of improvised rationing could satisfy even the elementary
-needs of the hundreds of thousands who swept hither and thither, as
-panic seized or the invader drove them; hence military authority, in
-self-preservation, turned perforce on the growing menace of fugitive and
-destitute humanity. Order, so long as the semblance of it lasted, strove
-to protect and maintain the supplies of the fighting forces; which
-entailed, inevitably, the leaving to the fate of their own devices of
-the famished useless, the horde of devouring mouths. Interruption of
-transport meant entire dependence on local food stuffs; and, as stocks
-grew lower and plundering increased, provisions were seized by the
-military.... Theodore, in the first hours of his new duty, helped to
-load an armed lorry with the contents of a grocer’s shop and fight it
-through the streets of York. There was an ugly rush as the driver
-started his engine; men who had been foodless for days had watched, in
-sullen craving, while the shop was emptied of its treasure of sacks and
-tins; and when the engine buzzed a child wailed miserably, a woman
-shrieked “Don’t let them, don’t let them!” and the whole pack snarled
-and surged forward. Wolfish white faces showed at the tailboard and
-before the car drew clear her escort had used their revolvers. Theodore,
-not yet hardened to shooting, seized the nearest missile, a tin of meat,
-and hurled it into one of the faces; when they drew away three or four
-of the pack were tearing at each other for the treasure contained in the
-tin.
-
-He noticed, as the days went by, how quickly he slipped from the outlook
-and habits of civilized man and adopted those of the primitive, even of
-the animal. It was not only that he was suspicious of every man, careful
-in approach, on the alert and ready for violence; he learned, like the
-animal, to be indifferent to the suffering that did not concern him.
-Violence, when it did not affect him directly, was a noise in the
-distance—no more; and as swiftly as he became inured to bloodshed he
-grew hardened to the sight of misery. At first he had sickened when he
-ate his rations at the thought of a million-fold suffering that starved
-while he filled his stomach; later, as order’s representative, he herded
-and hustled a massed starvation without scruple, driving it away when it
-grouped itself threateningly, shooting when it promised to give trouble
-to authority, and looking upon death, itself, indifferently.
-
-It amazed him, looking back, to realize the swiftness with which ordered
-society had crumbled; laws, systems, habits of body and mind—they had
-gone, leaving nothing but animal fear and the animal need to be fed.
-Within little more than a week of the night when young Hewlett had
-called him to watch the red flashes and the glare in the sky, there
-remained of the fabric of order built up through the centuries very
-little but a military force that was fighting on two sides—against
-inward disorder and alien attack—and struggling to maintain itself
-alive. Automatically, inevitably—under pressure of starvation, blind
-vagrancy and terror—that which had once been a people, an administrative
-whole, was relapsing into a tribal separatism, the last barrier against
-nomadic anarchy.... As famished destitution overran the country,
-localities not yet destitute tried systematically and desperately to
-shut out the vagrant and defended what was left to them by force.
-Countrymen beat off the human plague that devoured their substance and
-trampled their crops underfoot; barriers were erected that no stranger
-might pass and bloody little skirmishes were frequent at the outskirts
-of villages. As bread grew scarcer and more precious, the penalties on
-those who stole it were increasingly savage; tribal justice—lynch
-law—took the place of petty sessions and assize, and plunderers, even
-suspected plunderers, were strung up to trees and their bodies left
-dangling as a warning.... And a day or two later, it might be, the
-poison-fire swept through the fields and devoured the homes of those who
-had executed tribal justice; or a horde of destitution, too strong to be
-denied, drove them out; and, homeless in their turn, they swelled the
-tide of plunderers and vagrants.... Man, with bewildering rapidity, was
-slipping through the stages whereby, through the striving of long
-generations, he had raised himself from primitive barbarism and the law
-that he shares with the brute.
-
-Very steadily the process of displacement continued. On most nights, in
-one direction or another, there were sudden outbursts of light—the glare
-of explosion or burning buildings or the greenish-blue reflection of the
-poison-fire. The silent engine gave no warning of its coming, and the
-first announcement of danger was the bursting of gas-shell and high
-explosive, or the sudden vivid pallor of the poison-fire as it ran
-before the wind and swept along dry fields and hedgerows. Where it swept
-it left not only long tracts of burned crop and black skeleton trees,
-but, often enough, the charred bodies of the homeless whom its rush had
-outpaced and overtaken.... Sudden and unreasoning panic was
-frequent—wild rushes from imaginary threats—and there were many towns
-which, when their turn came, were shells and empty buildings only; dead
-towns, whence the inhabitants had already fled in a body. York had been
-standing all but silent for days when an enemy swooped down to destroy
-it and Theodore, guarding military stores in a camp on the Ripon road,
-looked his last on the towers of the Minster, magnificent against a sea
-of flame. Death, in humanity, had ceased to move him greatly; but he
-turned away his head from the death of high human achievement.
-
-For the first few days of disaster there was a certain amount of news,
-or what passed for news, from the outside world; in districts yet
-untouched and not wholly panic-stricken, local journals struggled out
-and communiqués—true or false—were published by the military
-authorities. But with the rapid growth of the life nomadic, the herding
-and driving to and fro, with the consequent absence of centres for the
-dissemination of news or information, the outside world withdrew to a
-distance and veiled itself in silence unbroken. With the disappearance
-of the newspaper there was left only rumour, and rumour was always
-current—sometimes hopeful, sometimes dreadful, always wild; to-day,
-Peace was coming, a treaty all but signed—and to-morrow London was in
-ruins.... No one knew for certain what was happening out of eyeshot, or
-could more than guess how far devastation extended. This alone was a
-certainty; that in every direction that a man might turn, he met those
-who were flying from destruction, threatened or actual; and that night
-after night and day after day, humanity crouched before the science
-itself had perfected.... Sometimes there were visible encounters in the
-air, contending squadrons that chased, manœuvred and gave battle; but
-the invaders, driven off, returned again and the process of displacement
-continued. And, with every hour of its continuance, the death-roll grew
-longer, uncounted; and men, who had struggled to retain a hold on their
-humanity and the life civilized, gave up the struggle, became predatory
-beasts and fought with each other for the means to keep life in their
-bodies.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In after years Theodore tried vainly to remember how long he was
-quartered in the camp on the Ripon road—whether it was weeks or a matter
-of days only. Then or later he lost all sense of time, retaining only a
-memory of happenings, of events that followed each other and connecting
-them roughly with the seasons—frosty mornings, wet and wind or summer
-heat. There were the nights when York flamed and the days when thick
-smoke hung over it; and the morning when aeroplanes fought overhead and
-two crashed within a mile of the camp. There was the night of pitched
-battle with a rabble of the starving, grown desperate, which rushed the
-guard suddenly out of the darkness and beat and hacked at the doors of
-the sheds which contained the hoarded treasure of food. Theodore, with
-every other man in the camp, was turned out hastily to do battle with
-the horde of invaders—to shoot into the mass of them and drive them back
-to their starvation. In the end the rush was stemmed and the camp
-cleared of the mob; but there was a hideous five minutes of shots and
-knife-thrusts and hand-to-hand struggling before the final stampede.
-Even after the stampede the menace was not at an end; when the sun rose
-it showed to the watchers in the camp a sullen rabble that lingered not
-a field’s breadth distant—a couple of hundred wolfish men and women who
-could not tear themselves away from the neighbourhood of food, who
-glared covetously and took hopeless counsel together till the order to
-charge them was given and they broke and fled, spitting back hatred.
-
-After that, the night guard was doubled and the commanding officer
-applied in haste for reinforcements; barbed wire entanglements were
-stretched round the camp and orders were given to disperse any crowd
-that assembled and lingered in the neighbourhood. Behind their
-entanglements and line of sentries the little garrison lived as on an
-island in the flood of anarchy and ruin—a remnant of order, defending
-itself against chaos. And, for all the discipline with which they faced
-anarchy and the ruthlessness with which they beat back chaos, they knew
-(so often as they dared to think) that the time might be at hand—must be
-at hand, if no deliverance came—when they, every man of them, would be
-swept from their island to the common fate and become as the creatures,
-scarce human, who crawled to them for food and were refused. When
-darkness fell and flames showed red on the horizon, they would wonder
-how long before their own turn came—and be thankful for the lightening
-in the east; and as each convoy of lorries drove up to remove supplies
-from their fast dwindling stores, they would scan the faces of men who
-were ignorant and helpless as themselves to see if they were bearers of
-good news.... And the news was always their own news repeated; of ruin
-and burning, of famine and the threat of the famished. No message—save
-stereotyped military orders—from that outside world whence alone they
-could hope for salvation.
-
-There remained with Theodore to the end of his days the dreadful memory
-of the women. At the beginning—just at the beginning—of disaster,
-authority had connived at a certain amount of charitable diversion of
-military stores for the benefit of women and children; but as supplies
-dwindled and destroying hordes of vagrants multiplied, the tacit
-permission was withdrawn. The soldier, the instrument of order, unfed
-was an instrument of order no longer; discipline was discipline for so
-long only as it obtained the necessities of life, and troops whose
-rations failed them in the end ceased to be troops and swelled the flood
-of vagrant and destitute anarchy. The useless mouth was the weapon of
-the enemy; and authority hardened its heart perforce against the crying
-of the useless mouth.
-
-Once a score or so of women, with a tall, frantic girl as their leader,
-stood for hours at the edge of the wire entanglement and called on the
-soldiers to shoot—if they would not feed them, to shoot. Then, receiving
-only silence as answer, the tall girl cried out that, by God, the
-soldiers should be forced to shoot! and led her companions—some cumbered
-with children—to tear and hurl themselves across the stretch of barbed
-and twisted wire. As they scrambled over, bleeding, crying and their
-clothes in rags, they were seized by the wrists and hustled to the gate
-of the camp—some limp and effortless, others kicking and writhing to get
-free. When the gate was closed and barred on them they beat on it—then
-lay about wretchedly ... and at last shambled wretchedly away....
-
-More dreadful even than the women who dragged with them children they
-could not feed, were those who sought to bribe the possessors of food
-with the remnant of their feminine attractions; who eyed themselves
-anxiously in streams, pulled their sodden clothes into a semblance of
-jauntiness and made piteous attempts at flirtation. Money being
-worthless, since it could buy neither safety nor food, the price for
-those who traded their bodies was paid in a hunk of bread or meat....
-Those women suffered most who had no man of their own to forage and fend
-for them, and were no longer young enough for other men to look on with
-pleasure. They—as humanity fell to sheer wolfishness and the right of
-the strongest—were beaten back and thrust aside when it came to the
-sharing-out of spoil.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He remembered very clearly a day when news that was authentic reached
-them from the outside world; an aeroplane came down with engine-trouble
-in a field on the edge of the camp, and the haggard-faced pilot, beset
-with breathless questions, laughed roughly when they asked him of
-London—how lately he had been there, what was happening? “Oh yes, I was
-over it a day or two ago. You’re no worse off than they are down
-south—London’s been on the run for days.” He turned back to his engine
-and whistled tunelessly through the silence that had fallen on his
-hearers.... Theodore said it over slowly to himself, “London’s been on
-the run for days.” If so—if so—then what, in God’s name, of Phillida?
-
-Hitherto he had fought back his dread for Phillida, denying to himself,
-as he denied to others, the rumour that disaster was widespread and
-general, and insisting that she, at least, was safe. If there was one
-thing intolerable, one thing that could not be, it was Phillida vagrant,
-Phillida starving—his dainty lady bedraggled and grovelling for her
-bread.... like the haggard women who had beaten with their hands on the
-gate....
-
-“It must stop,” he choked suddenly, “it must stop—it can’t go on!”
-
-The pilot broke off from his whistling to stare at the distorted face.
-
-“No,” he said grimly, “it can’t go on. What’s more, it’s stopping, by
-degrees—stopping itself; you mayn’t have noticed it yet, but we do.
-Taking ’em all round they’re leaving off, not coming as thick as they
-did. And”—his mouth twisted ironically—“we’re leaving off and for the
-same reason.”
-
-“The same reason?” someone echoed him.
-
-“Because we can’t go on.... You don’t expect us to carry on long in
-this, do you?” He shrugged and jerked his head towards a smoke cloud on
-the western skyline. “That’s what ran us—gone up in smoke. Food and
-factories and transport and Lord knows what beside. The things that ran
-us and kept us going ... We’re living on our own fat now—what there is
-of it—and so are the people on the other side. We can just keep going as
-long as it lasts; but it’s getting precious short now, and when we’ve
-finished it—when there’s no fat left!...” He laughed unpleasantly and
-stared at the rolling smoke cloud.
-
-Someone else asked him about the rumour ever-current of
-negotiation—whether there was truth in it, whether he had heard
-anything?
-
-“Much what you’ve heard,” he said, and shrugged his shoulders. “There’s
-talk—there always is—plenty of it; but I don’t suppose I know any more
-than you do.... It stands to reason that someone must be trying to put
-an end to it—but who’s trying to patch it up with who?... And what is
-there left to patch? Lord knows! They say the real trouble is that when
-governments have gone there’s no one to negotiate with. No responsible
-authority—sometimes no authority at all. Nothing to get hold of. You
-can’t make terms with rabble; you can’t even find out what it wants—and
-it’s rabble now, here, there, and everywhere. When there’s nothing else
-left, how do you get hold of it, treat with it? Who makes terms, who
-signs, who orders?... Meanwhile, we go on till we’re told to stop—those
-of us that are left.... And I suppose they’re doing much the
-same—keeping on because they don’t know how to stop.”
-
-Theodore asked what he meant when he spoke of “no government.” “You
-can’t mean it literally? You can’t mean...?”
-
-“Why not?” said the pilot. “Is there any here?”—and jerked his head,
-this time towards the road. Its long white ribbon was spotted with
-groups and single figures of vagrants—scarecrow vagrants—crawling onward
-they knew not whither.
-
-“See that,” he said, “see that—does anyone govern it? Make rules for it,
-defend it, keep it alive?... And that’s everywhere.”
-
-Someone whispered back “Everywhere” under his breath; the rest stared in
-silence at the spotted white ribbon of road.
-
-“You can’t mean...?” said Theodore again.
-
-The airman shrugged his shoulders and laughed roughly.
-
-“I believe,” he said, “there are still some wretched people who call
-themselves a government, try to be a government—at least, there were the
-other day.... Sometimes I wonder _how_ they try, what they say to each
-other—poor devils! How they look when the heads of what used to be
-departments bring them in the day’s report? Can’t you imagine their
-silly, ghastly faces?... Even if they’re still in existence, what in
-God’s name can they do—except let us go on killing each other in the
-hope that something may turn up. If they give orders, sign papers, make
-laws, does anyone listen, pay any attention? Does it make any difference
-to _that_?” Again he jerked his head towards the road, and in the word
-as in the gesture was loathing, fear and contempt. “And in other parts
-of what used to be the civilized world—where this sort of hell has been
-going on longer—what do you suppose is happening?”
-
-No one answered; he laughed again roughly, as if he were contemptuous of
-their hopes, and a man beside Theodore—a corporal—swung round on him,
-white-faced and snarling.
-
-“Damn you!... I’ve got a girl.... I’ve got a girl!...”
-
-He choked, moved away and stood rigid, staring at the road.
-
-Theodore heard himself asking, “If there isn’t any government—what is
-there?”
-
-“What’s left of the army,” said the other, “that’s all that hangs
-together. Bits of it, here and there—getting smaller, losing touch with
-the other bits; hanging on to its rations—what’s left of ’em.... And we
-hold together just as long as we can fight back the rabble; not an hour,
-not a minute longer! When we’ve gnawed our way through the last of our
-rations—what then?... You may do what you like, but I’m keeping a shot
-for myself. Whether we’re through with it or whether we’re not. Just
-stopping fighting won’t clear up this mess.... And I’ll die—what I am.
-Not rabble!”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Whether after days or whether after weeks, there came a time when they
-ceased to have dealings with the world beyond their wire defences; when
-the store-sheds in the camp were all but emptied of their hoard of
-foodstuffs and such military authority as might still exist took no
-further interest in the doings of a useless garrison. Orders and
-communications, once frequent, grew fewer, and finally, as military
-authority crumbled, they were left to isolation, to their own defence
-and devices. Since no man any longer had need of them, they were cut off
-from intercourse with those other remnants of the life disciplined
-whence lorries had once arrived in search of rations; separated from
-such other bands of their fellows as still held together, they were no
-longer part of an army, were nothing but a band of armed men. Though
-their own daily rations were cut down to the barest necessities of life,
-there was little grumbling, since even the dullest knew the reason; as
-the airman had told them, they were living on their own fat, for so long
-as their own fat lasted. For all their isolation, their fears and daily
-perils kept them disciplined; they held together, obeyed orders and kept
-watch, not because they still felt themselves part of a nation or a
-military force, but because there remained in their common keeping the
-means to support bare life. It was not loyalty or patriotism, but the
-sense of their common danger, their common need of defence against the
-famished world outside their camp, that kept them comrades, obedient to
-a measure of discipline, and made them still a community.
-
-There had been altercation of the fiercest before they were left to
-themselves—when lorries drove up for food which was refused them, on the
-ground that the camp had not sufficient for its own needs. Disputes at
-the refusal were furious and violent; men, driven out forcibly, went off
-shouting threats that they would come back and take what was denied
-them—would bring their machine-guns and take it. Those who yet had the
-wherewithal to keep life in their bodies knew the necessity that
-prompted the threat and lived thenceforth in a state of siege against
-men who had once been their comrades. With the giving out of military
-supplies and the consequent breaking of the bonds of discipline, bands
-of soldiers, scouring the countryside, were an added terror to their
-fellow-vagrants and, so long as their ammunition lasted, fared better
-than starvation unarmed.... If central authority existed it gave no
-sign; while military force that had once been united—an army—dissolved
-into its primitive elements: tribes of armed men, held together by their
-fear of a common enemy. In the wreck of civilization, of its systems,
-institutions and polity, there endured longest that form of order which
-had first evolved from the chaos of barbarism—the disciplined strength
-of the soldier.... A people retracing its progress from chaos retraced
-it step by step.
-
-
-
-
- VII
-
-
-The end of civilization came to Theodore Savage and his fellows as it
-had come to uncounted thousands.
-
-There had been a still warm day with a haze on it—he judged it early
-autumn or perhaps late summer; for the rest, like any other day in the
-camp routine—of watchfulness, of scanning the sky and the distance, of
-the passing of vagabond starvation, of an evil smell drifting with the
-lazy air from the dead who lay unburied where they fell. Before
-nightfall the haze was lifted by a cold little wind from the east; and
-soon after darkness a moon at the full cast white, merciless light and
-black shadow.
-
-Theodore was asleep when the alarm was given—by a shout at the door of
-his hut. One of ten or a dozen, aroused like himself, he grabbed at his
-rifle as he stumbled to his feet; believing in the first hurried moment
-of waking that he was called to drive back yet another night onslaught
-of the starving enemy without. He ran out of the hut into a strong,
-pallid glare that wavered.... A stretch of gorse and bramble-patch two
-hundred yards away was alight, burning lividly, and further off the same
-bluish flame was running like a wave across a field. Enemy aeroplanes
-were dropping their fire-bombs—here and there, flash on flash, of pale,
-inextinguishable flame.
-
-It was scarcely five minutes from the time he had been roused before the
-camp and its garrison had ceased to exist as a community, and Theodore
-Savage and his living comrades were vagabonds on the face of the earth.
-The gorse and bramble-patch lay to the eastward and the wind was blowing
-from the east; the flames rushed triumphantly at a black clump of fir
-trees—great torches that lit up the neighbourhood. The guiding hand in
-the terror overhead had a mark laid ready for his aim; the camp, with
-its camouflaged huts and sheds, seen plainly as in broadest daylight.
-His next bomb burst in the middle of the camp blowing half-a-score of
-soldiers into bloody fragments and firing the nearest wooden building.
-While it burned, the terror overhead struck again and again—then stooped
-to its helpless quarry and turned a machine-gun on men in trenches and
-men running hither and thither in search of a darkness that might cover
-them.... That, for Theodore Savage, was the ending of civilization.
-
-With the crash of the first explosion he cowered instinctively and
-pressed himself against the wall of the nearest shed; the flames,
-rushing upward, showed him others cowering like himself, all striving to
-obliterate themselves, to shrink, to deny their humanity. Even in his
-extremity of bodily fear he was conscious of merciless humiliation; the
-machine-gun crackled at scurrying little creatures that once were men
-and that now were but impotent flesh at the mercy of mechanical
-perfection.... Mechanical perfection, the work of men’s hands, soared
-over its creators, spat down at their helplessness and defaced them;
-they cringed in corners till it found them out and ran from it
-screaming, without power to strike back at the invisible beast that
-pursued them. Without power even to surrender and yield to its mercy;
-they could only hate impotently—and run....
-
-As they ran they broke instinctively—avoiding each other, since a group
-made a mark for a gunner. Theodore, when he dared cower no longer,
-rushed with a dozen through the gate of the camp but, once outside it,
-they scattered right and left and there was no one near him when his
-flight ended with a stumble. He stayed where he had fallen, a good mile
-from the camp, in the blessed shadow of a hedgerow; he crept close to it
-and lay in the blackness of the shadow, breathing great sobs and
-trembling—crouching in dank grass and peering through the leafage at the
-distant furnace he had fled from. The crackling of machine-guns had
-ceased, but here and there, for miles around were stretches of flame
-running rapidly before a dry wind. Half a mile away an orchard was
-blazing with hayricks; and he drew a long sigh of relief when another
-flare leaped up—further off. That was miles away, that last one; they
-were going, thank God they were going!... He waited to make sure—half an
-hour or more—then stumbled back in search of his companions; through
-fields on to the road that led past what once had been the camp.
-
-On his way he met others, dark figures creeping back like himself; by
-degrees a score or so gathered in the roadway and stood in little
-groups, some muttering, some silent, as they watched the flames burn
-themselves out. There were bodies lying in the road and beside it—men
-shot from above as they ran; and the living turned them over to look at
-their distorted faces.... No one was in authority; their commanding
-officer had been killed outright by the bursting of the first bomb, one
-of the subalterns lay huddled in the roadway, just breathing. So much
-they knew.... In the beginning there was relief that they had come
-through alive; but, with the passing of the first instinct of relief,
-came understanding of the meaning of being alive.... The breath in their
-bodies, the knowledge that they still walked the earth: and for the
-rest, vagrancy and beast-right—the right of the strongest to live!
-
-They took counsel together as the night crept over them and—because
-there was nothing else to do—planned to search the charred ruin as the
-fire died out, in the hope of salvage from the camp. They counted such
-few, odd possessions as remained to them: cartridge belts, rifles thrown
-away in flight and then picked up in the road, the contents of their
-pockets—no more.... In the end, for the most part, they slept the dead
-sleep of exhaustion till morning—to wake with cold rain on their faces.
-
-The rain, for all its wretchedness to men without shelter, was so far
-their friend that it beat down the flames on the smouldering timbers
-which were all that remained of their fortress and rock of defence. They
-burrowed feverishly among the black wreckage of their store-sheds,
-blistering and burning their fingers by too eager handling of logs that
-still flickered, unearthing, now and then, some scrap of charred meat
-but, for the most part, nothing but lumps of molten metal that had once
-been the tins containing food. In their pressing anxiety to avert the
-peril of hunger they were heedless of a peril yet greater; their search
-had attracted the attention of others—scarecrow vagrants, the rabble of
-the roads, who saw them from a distance and came hurrying in the hope of
-treasure-trove. The first single spies retreated at the order of
-superior and disciplined numbers; but with time their own numbers were
-swollen by those who halted at the rumour of food, and there hovered
-round the searchers a shifting, snarling, envious crowd that drew
-gradually nearer till faced with the threat of pointed rifles. Even that
-only stayed it for a little—and, spurred on by hunger, imagining riches
-where none existed, it rushed suddenly forward in a mob that might not
-be held.
-
-Those who had rifles fired at it and men in the foremost ranks went
-down, unheeded in the rush of their fellows; those who might have
-hesitated were thrust forward by the frantic need behind, and the
-torrent of misery broke against the little group of soldiers in a tumult
-of grappling and screeching. Women, like men, asserted their beast-right
-to food—when sticks and knives failed them, asserted it with claws and
-teeth; unhuman creatures, with eyes distended and wide, yelling mouths,
-went down with their fingers at each other’s throats, their nails in
-each other’s flesh.... Theodore clubbed a length of burnt wood and
-struck out ... saw a man drop with a broken, bloody face and a woman
-back from him shrieking ... then was gripped from behind, with an arm
-round his neck, and went down.... The famished creatures fought above
-his body and beat out his senses with their feet.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When life came back to him the sun was very low in the west. In his head
-little hammers beat intolerably and all his strained body ached with
-bruises as he raised himself, slowly and groaning, and leaned on an arm
-to look round. He lay much where he had fallen, but the soldiers, the
-crowd of human beasts, had vanished; the bare stretch of camp, still
-smoking in places, was silent and almost deserted. Two or three bending
-and intent figures were hovering round the charred masses of
-wreckage—moving slowly, stopping often, peering as they walked and
-thrusting their hands into the ashes, in the hope of some fragment that
-those who searched before them had missed. A woman lay face downwards
-with her dead arm flung across his feet; further off were other
-bodies—which the searchers passed without notice. Three or four were in
-uniform, the bodies of men who had once been his comrades; others, for
-the benefit of the living, had been stripped, or half-stripped, of their
-clothing.
-
-He lifted himself painfully and crawled on hands and knees, with many
-groans and halts, to the stream that had formed one border of the
-camp—where he drank, bathed his head and washed the dried blood from his
-scratches. With a measure of physical relief—the blessing of cool water
-to a burning head and throat—came a clearer understanding and, with
-clearer understanding, fear.... He knew himself alone in chaos.
-
-As soon as he might he limped back to the smouldering wood-heaps and
-accosted a woman who was grubbing in a mess of black refuse. Did she
-know what had become of the soldiers? Which way they had gone when they
-left? The woman eyed him sullenly, mistrustful and resenting his
-neighbourhood—knew nothing, had not seen any soldiers—and turned again
-to grub in her refuse. A skeleton of a man was no wiser; had only just
-turned off the road to search, did not know what had happened except
-that there must have been a fight—but it was all over when he came up.
-He also had seen no soldiers—only the dead ones over there.... Theodore
-saw in their eyes that they feared him, were dreading lest he should
-compete with them for their possible treasure of refuse.
-
-For the time being a sickly faintness deprived him of all wish for food;
-he left the sullen creatures to their clawing and grubbing, went back to
-the water, drank and soused once more, then crept farther off in search
-of a softer ground to lie on. After a few score yards of painful
-dragging and halting, he stretched himself exhausted on a strip of dank
-grass at the roadside—and dozed where he fell until the morning.
-
-With sunrise and awakening came the pangs of sharp hunger, and he
-dragged himself limping through mile after mile in search of the
-wherewithal to stay them. He was giddy with weakness and near to falling
-when he found his first meal in a stretch of newly-burned field—the body
-of a rabbit that the fire had blackened as it passed. He fell upon it,
-hacked it with his clasp-knife and ate half of it savagely, looking over
-his shoulder to see that no one watched him; the other half he thrust
-into his pocket to serve him for another meal. He had learned already to
-live furtively and hide what he possessed from the neighbours who were
-also his enemies. Next day he fished furtively—with a hook improvised
-out of twisted wire and worm-bait dug up by his clasp-knife; lurking in
-bushes on the river-bank, lest others, passing by, should note him and
-take toll by force of his catch.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He lived thenceforth as men have always lived when terror drives them
-this way and that, and the earth, untended, has ceased to yield her
-bounties; warring with his fellows and striving to outwit them for the
-remnant of bounty that was left. He hunted and scraped for his food like
-a homeless dog; when found, he carried it apart in stealth and bolted it
-secretly, after the fashion of a dog with his offal. In time all his
-mental values changed and were distorted: he saw enemies in all men,
-existed only to exist—that he might fill his stomach—and death affected
-him only when he feared it for himself. He had grown to be self-centred,
-confined to his body and its daily wants and that side of his nature
-which concerned itself with the future and the needs of others was
-atrophied. He had lost the power of interest in all that was not
-personal, material and immediate; and, as the uncounted days dragged out
-into weeks, even the thought of Phillida, once an ever-present agony,
-ceased to enter much into his daily struggle to survive. He starved and
-was afraid: that was all. His life was summed up in the two words,
-starvation and fear.
-
-At night, as a rule, he sheltered in a house or deserted farm-building
-that stood free for anyone to enter—sometimes alone, but as often as not
-in company. Starved rabble, as long as it hunted for food, avoided its
-rivals in the chase; but when night, perforce, brought cessation of the
-hunt, the herding instinct reasserted itself and lasted through the
-hours of darkness. As autumn sharpened, guarded fires were lit in
-cellars where they could not be seen from above and fed with broken
-furniture, with fragments of doors and palings; and one by one, human
-beasts would slink in and huddle down to the warmth—some uncertainly,
-seeking a new and untried refuge, and others returning to their shelter
-of the night before. The little gangs who shared fire and roof for the
-space of a night never ate in each other’s company; food was invariably
-devoured apart, and those who had possessed themselves of more than an
-immediate supply would hide and even bury it in a secret place before
-they came in contact with their fellows. Hence no gang, no little herd,
-was permanent or contained within itself the beginnings of a social
-system; its members shared nothing but the hours of a night and
-performed no common social duties. A face became familiar because seen
-for a night or two in the glow of a common fire; when it vanished none
-knew—and none troubled to ask—whether a man had died between sunrise and
-sunset or whether he had drifted further off in his daily search for the
-means to keep life in his body. When a man died in the night, with
-others round him, the manner of his ending was known; otherwise he
-passed out of life without notice from those who yet crawled on the
-earth.... With morning the herd of starvelings that had sheltered
-together broke up and foraged, each man for himself and his own
-cravings; rooted in fields and trampled gardens, crouched on river-banks
-fishing, laid traps for vermin, ransacked shops and houses where scores
-had preceded them.... And some, it was muttered—as time went on and the
-need grew yet starker—fed horribly ... and therefore plentifully....
-
-There were nights—many nights—when a herd broke in panic from its
-shelter and scattered to the winds of heaven at an alarm of the terror
-overhead; and always, as starvation pressed, it dwindled—by death and
-the tendency to dissolve into single nomads, who (such as survived)
-regrouped themselves elsewhere, to scatter and re-group again.... With
-repeated wandering—now this way, now that, as hope and hunger
-prompted—went all sense of direction and environment; the nomads,
-hunting always, drifted into broken streets or dead villages and through
-them to the waste of open country—not knowing where they were, in the
-end not caring, and turned back by a river or the sea.
-
-The sight or suspicion of food and plunder would always draw vagrancy
-together in crowds; district after district untouched by an enemy had
-been swept out of civilized existence by the hordes which fell on the
-remnants of prosperity and tore them; which ransacked shops and
-dwellings, slaughtered sheep, horses, cattle and devoured them and,
-often enough, in a fury of destruction and vehement envy, set light to
-houses and barns lest others might fare better than themselves. But when
-flocks, herds and storehouses had vanished, when agriculture, like the
-industry of cities, had ceased to exist and nothing remained to devour
-and plunder, the motive for common action passed. With equality of
-wretchedness union was impossible, and every man’s hand against his
-neighbour; if groups formed, here and there, of the stronger and more
-brutal, who joined forces for common action, they held together only for
-so long as their neighbours had possessions that could be wrested from
-them—stores of food or desirable women; once the neighbours were
-stripped of their all and there was nothing more to prey on, the group
-fell apart or its members turned on each other. In the life predatory
-man had ceased to be creative; in a world where no one could count on a
-morrow, construction and forethought had no meaning.
-
-
-
-
- VIII
-
-
-In a world where all were vagabond and brutal, where each met each with
-suspicion and all men were immersed in the intensity of their bodily
-needs, very few had thoughts to exchange. Mentally, as well as actually,
-they lived to themselves and where they did not distrust they were
-indifferent; the starvelings who slunk into shelter that they might
-huddle for the night round a common fire found little to say to one
-another. As human desire concentrated itself on the satisfaction of
-animal cravings, so human speech degenerated into mere expression of
-those cravings and the emotions aroused by them. Only once or twice
-while he starved and drifted did Theodore talk with men who sought to
-give expression to more than their present terrors and the immediate
-needs of their bodies, who used speech that was the vehicle of thought.
-
-One such he remembered—met haphazard, as all men met each other—when he
-sheltered for an autumn night on the outskirts of a town left derelict.
-With falling dusk came a sudden sharp patter of rain and he took refuge
-hurriedly in the nearest house—a red-brick villa, standing silent with
-gaping windows. What was left of the door swung loosely on its
-hinges—half the lower panels had been hacked away to serve as firewood;
-the hall was befouled with the feet of many searchers and of the
-furniture remained but a litter of rags and fragments that could not be
-burned.
-
-He thought the place empty till he scented smoke from the basement;
-whereupon he crept down the stairs, soft-footed and alert, to discover
-that precaution was needless. There was only one occupant of the house,
-a man plainly dying; a livid hollow-eyed skeleton who coughed and
-trembled as he knelt by the grate and tried to blow damp sticks into a
-flame. Theodore, in his own interests, took charge of the fire,
-ransacked the house for inflammable material and tore up strips of
-broken boarding that the other was too feeble to wrestle with. When the
-blaze flared up, the sick man cowered to it, stretched out his
-hands—filthy skin-covered bones—and thanked him; whereat Theodore turned
-suddenly and stared. It was long—how long?—since any man had troubled to
-thank him; and this man, for all his verminous misery, had a voice that
-was educated, cultured.... Something in the tone of it—the manner—took
-Theodore back to the world where men ate courteously together, were
-companions, considered each other; and instinctively, almost without
-effort, he offered a share of his foraging. The offer was refused,
-whereat Theodore wondered still more; but the man, near death, was past
-desire for food and shook his head almost with repulsion. Perhaps it was
-the fever that had turned him against food that loosened his tongue and
-set him talking—or perhaps he, also, by another’s voice and manner, was
-reminded of his past humanity.
-
-“‘My mind to me a kingdom is,’” he quoted suddenly. “Who wrote that—do
-you remember?”
-
-“No,” Theodore said, “I’ve forgotten.” He stared at the cowering,
-hunched figure with its shaking hands stretched to the blaze. The man,
-it might be, was mad as well as dying—he had met many such in his
-wanderings; babbling of verse as someone—who was it?—had babbled in
-dying of green fields.
-
-“‘My mind to me a kingdom is,’” the sick man repeated. “Well, even if
-we’ve forgotten who wrote it, there’s one thing about him that’s
-certain; he didn’t know what we know—hadn’t lived in our kind of hell.
-The place where you haven’t a mind—only fear and a stomach.... The flesh
-and the devil—hunger and fear; they haven’t left us a world!... But if
-there’s ever a world again, I believe I shall have learned how to write.
-Now I know what we are—the fundamentals and the nakedness....”
-
-“Were you a writer?” Theodore asked him—and at the question his old
-humanity stirred curiously within him.
-
-“Yes,” said the other, “I was a writer.... When I think of what I
-wrote—the little, little things that seemed important!... I spent a year
-once—a whole good year—on a book about a woman who was finding out she
-didn’t love her husband. She was well fed and housed, lived
-comfortably—and I wrote of her as if she were a tragedy. The work I put
-into it—the work and the thought! I tried to get what I called
-atmosphere.... And all the time there was this in us—this raw, red
-thing—and I never even touched it, never guessed what we were without
-our habits.... Do you know where we made the mistake?”—he turned
-suddenly to Theodore, thrusting out a finger—“We were not civilized—it
-was only our habits that were civilized; but we thought they were flesh
-of our flesh and bone of our bone. Underneath, the beast in us was
-always there—lying in wait till his time came. The beast that is
-ourselves, that is flesh of our flesh—clothed in habits, in rags that
-have been torn from us.”
-
-He broke off to cough horribly and lay breathless and exhausted for a
-time; then, when breath came back to him, talked on while Theodore
-listened—not so much to his words as to a voice from the world that had
-passed.
-
-“The religions were right,” he said. “They were right through and
-through; the only sane thing and the only safe thing is humility—to
-realize your sin, to confess it and repent.... We—we were bestial and we
-did not know it; and when you don’t even suspect you sin how can you
-repent and save your soul alive?... We dressed ourselves and taught
-ourselves the little politenesses and ceremonies which made it easy to
-forget that we were brutes in our hearts; we never faced our own
-possibilities of evil and beastliness, never confessed and repented
-them, took no precautions against them. Our limitless possibilities....
-We thought our habits—we called them virtues—were as real and natural
-and ingrained as our instincts; and now what is left of our habits? When
-we should have been crying, ‘Lord have mercy on us,’ we believed in
-ourselves, our enlightenment and progress. Enlightenment that ended as
-science applied to destruction and progress that has led us—to this....
-And to-day it has gone, every shred of it, and we’re back at what we
-started with—hunger and lust! Brute instincts ... and the primitive
-passion, hatred—against those who thwart hunger and lust. Nothing
-else—how can there be anything else? When we lost all we loved, we lost
-the habit and power of loving.... ‘My mind to me a kingdom is’—of hatred
-and hunger and lust.”
-
-“Yes,” said Theodore—and he, too, stared at the fire.... What the other
-had said was truth and truth only. Even Phillida had left him; the power
-of loving her was gone. “I hadn’t thought of it like that—but it’s
-right.... We can only hate.”
-
-“It’s that,” said the dying man, “that’s beyond all torment.... God pity
-us!”
-
-He covered his eyes and sat silent until Theodore asked him, “Does that
-mean you still believe in God?”
-
-“There’s Law,” said the other. “Is that God?... We have got to see into
-our own souls and to pay for everything we take. That’s all I know, so
-far—except that what we think we own—owns us. That’s what the wise men
-meant by renunciation.... It’s what we made and thought we owned that
-has turned on us—the creatures that were born for our pleasure and
-power, to increase our comfort and our riches. As we made them they
-fastened on us—set their claws in us—and they have taken our minds from
-us as well as our bodies. As we made them, they followed the law of
-their life. We created life without a soul; but it was life and it went
-its own way.”
-
-Crouched to the fire, and between his bouts of coughing, he played with
-the idea and insisted on it. Everything that we made, that we thought
-dead and dumb, had a life that we could not control. In the case of
-books and art we admitted the fact, had a name for the life, called it
-influence: influence a form of independent existence.... In the same way
-we took metals and welded them, made machines; which were beasts, potent
-beasts, whose destiny was the same as our own. To live and develop and,
-developing, to turn on the power that enslaved them.... That was what
-had happened; they had made themselves necessary, fastened on us and,
-grown strong enough, had turned on their masters and killed—even though
-they died in the killing. The revolt against servitude had always been
-accounted a virtue in men and the law of all life was the same. The
-beasts we had made could not live without us, but they would have their
-revenge before they died.
-
-“Think of us,” he said, “how we run and squeal and hide from them!...
-The patient servants, our goods and chattels, who were brought into life
-for our pleasure—they chase us while we run and squeal and hide!”
-
-“Yes,” Theodore answered, “I’ve felt that, too—the humiliation.”
-
-“The humiliation,” the sick man nodded. “Always in the end the slave
-rules his master—it’s the price paid for servitude, possession. I tell
-you, they were wise men who preached renunciation—before what we own
-takes hold of us and possession turns to servitude. For there’s a law of
-average in all things—have you ever felt it as I have? A law of balance
-which we never strike aright.... When the mighty tread hard enough on
-the humble and meek, the humble and meek are exalted and begin to tread
-hard in their turn. That’s obvious and we’ve generally known it; but
-it’s the same in what we call material things. We rise into the air—make
-machines that can fly—and grovel underground to protect ourselves from
-the flying-man. As we struck the balance to the one side, so it has to
-swing back on the other; a few men rise high into the air and many creep
-down into trenches and cellars, crouch flat.... If we could work out the
-numbers and heights mathematically, be sure that we should strike the
-perfect balance—represented by the surface of the earth. Balance—in all
-things balance.”
-
-He rambled on, perhaps half-delirious, coughing out his thoughts and
-theories concerning a world he was leaving.... In all things balance,
-inevitably; the purpose of life which, so far, we sought blindly—by
-passion and recoil from it, by excess and consequent exhaustion.... It
-was in the cities where men herded, where life swarmed, that death had
-come most thickly, that desolation was swiftest and most complete. The
-ground underneath them needed rest from men; there was an average of
-life it could support and bear with. Now, the average exceeded, the
-cities lay ruined, were silent, knew the peace they had craved for—while
-those who once swarmed in them avoided them in fear or scattered
-themselves in the open country, finding no sustenance in brickwork,
-stone or paved street.... With the machine and its consequence, the
-industrial system, population had increased beyond the average allotted
-to the race; now the balance was righting itself by a very massacre of
-famine—induced by the self-same process of invention which had fostered
-reproduction unhindered. Because millions too many had crawled upon
-earth, long stretches of earth must lie waste and desolate till the
-average had worked itself out.... The art of life was adjustment of the
-balance in all things—was action and reaction rightly applied, was
-provision of counterweight, discovery of the destined mean. Was control
-of Truth, lest it turn into a lie; was check upon the power and velocity
-of Good ere it swung to immeasurable Evil....
-
-The fire, for want of more wood to pile on it, had died low, to a
-flicker in the ashes, and the two men sat almost in darkness; the one,
-between the bouts that shook him, whispering out the tenets of his Law;
-the other, now listening, now staring back into the world that once
-was—and ever should be.... He was with Markham, listening to the
-Westminster chimes—(on the crest of the centuries, Markham had
-said)—when there were sudden yelping screams outside and a patter of
-feet on the road. The human rats who had crept into the town for shelter
-from the night were bolting in panic from their holes.
-
-“They’re running,” said the dying man and felt towards the stairs. “It’s
-gas—it must be gas! Oh God, where’s the door—where’s the door?”
-
-As they groped and stumbled through the door and up the stairway, he was
-clutching at Theodore’s arm and gasping in an ecstasy of terror; as
-fearful of losing his few poor hours of life as if they had been years
-of health and usefulness. In the open air was darkness with figures
-flying dimly by; a thin stream of panic that raced against death by
-suffocation.
-
-The man with death on him held to Theodore’s arm and besought him, for
-Christ’s sake, not to leave him—he could run if he were only helped!
-Theodore let him cling for a dragging pace or two; then, looking behind
-him, saw a woman reel, clawing the air.
-
-He wrenched himself free and ran on till he could run no further.
-
-
-
-
- IX
-
-
-It was somewhere towards the end of autumn that Theodore Savage realized
-that the war had come to an end—so far, at least, as his immediate
-England was concerned. What was happening elsewhere he and his immediate
-England had no means of knowing and were long past caring to know. There
-was no definite ending but a leaving-off, a slackening; the attacks—the
-burnings and panics—by degrees were fewer and not only fewer but less
-devastating, because carried out with smaller forces; there were days
-and nights without alarm, without smoke cloud or glow on the horizon.
-Then yet longer intervals—and so on to complete cessation.... By the
-time the nights had grown long and frosty the war that was organized and
-alien had ended; there remained only the daily, personal and barbaric
-form of war wherein every man’s hand was raised against his neighbour
-and enemy. That warfare ceased not and could not cease—until the human
-herd had reduced itself to the point at which the bare earth could
-support it.
-
-It seemed to him later a wonder—almost a miracle—that he had come alive
-through the months of war and after; at times he stood amazed that any
-had lived in the waste of hunger and violence, of pestilence and rotting
-bodies which for months was the world as he knew it. He was near death
-not once nor a score of times, but daily; death from exhaustion or the
-envy of men who were starved and reckless as himself. The mockery of
-peace brought no plenty or hope of it, no sign of reconstruction or dawn
-of new order; reconstruction and order were rank impossibilities so long
-as human creatures preyed on each other in a land swept bare, and
-prowled after the manner of wolves. No revival of common life, no system
-was possible until earth once more brought forth her fruits.
-
-He judged, by the length of the nights, that it was somewhere about the
-middle of November when the first snow came suddenly and thickly; the
-harbinger and onslaught of a fiercely hard winter that killed in their
-thousands the gaunt human beasts who tore at each other for the refuse
-and vermin that was food. In the all-pervading dearth and starvation
-there was only one form of animal life that increased and flourished
-mightily; the rat overran empty buildings, found dreadful sustenance in
-street and field and, in turn, was hunted, trapped and fed on.
-
-With the coming of winter the human remnant was perforce less vagrant
-and migratory, and Theodore, driven by weather to shelter, lived for
-weeks in what once had been a country town, a cluster of dead houses
-with, here and there, a silent factory. Only the buildings, the
-semblance of a township, remained; the befouled and neglected body
-whence the life of a community had fled; and he never knew what its
-living name had been or what was the manner of industry or commerce
-whereby it had supported its inhabitants. It lay in a flattish
-agricultural country and a railway had run through its outskirts; the
-rusted metals stretched north and south and the remnants of a station
-still existed—platforms, charred buildings and trucks and locomotives in
-sidings. Perhaps the charred buildings had been burned in a fury of
-drunken and insane destruction, perhaps shivering destitution had set
-light to them for the sake of a few hours’ warmth.
-
-The shell of the town—its brickwork and stone—was still practically
-intact; it was anarchy, pillage and starvation, not the violence of an
-enemy, that had reduced it to a city of the dead. The means of
-supporting life were absent, but certain forms of what had once been
-luxury remained and were counted as nothing. At a corner of the main
-street stood a jeweller’s premises which, time and again, had been
-entered and ransacked; the dwelling-house behind it contained not so
-much as a fragment of dried crust but in the shop itself rings, brooches
-and pendants were still lying for any man to take—disordered, scattered
-and trampled underfoot, because worthless to those who craved for bread.
-The only item of jeweller’s stock that still had value to starving men
-was a watch—if it furnished a burning-glass, a means of lighting a fire
-when other means were unavailable.
-
-Theodore lived through the winter—as all his fellows
-lived—destructively, on the legacy and remnant of other men’s savings
-and makings; scraping and grubbing in other men’s ground, burning
-furniture and woodwork, the product of other men’s labours, and taking
-no thought for the morrow. At the beginning of winter some four or five
-score of human shadows, men and women, crept about the dead streets and
-the fields beyond them in their daily quest for the means to keep life
-in their bodies; but, as the weeks drew on and the winter hardened,
-starvation and the sickness born of starvation reduced their numbers by
-a half. Those lived best who were most skilful at the trapping of
-vermin; and they had long been existing on little but rat-flesh, when
-some hunters of rats, on the track of their prey, discovered a treasure
-beyond price—a godsend—in the shape of sacks of grain in the cellar of
-an empty brewery.
-
-The discovery meant more than a supply of food and the staving-off of
-death by starvation; with the possession of resources that, with care,
-might last for weeks there came into being a common interest, the
-fellowship that makes a social system. After the first wild struggle—the
-rush to fill their hands and cram their gnawing stomachs—the shadows and
-skeletons of men controlled their instincts and took counsel; the fact
-that their stomachs were full and their craving satisfied gave back to
-them the power of construction, of forethought and restraint; they
-ceased to be instinctively inimical and wholly animal and took common
-measures for the preservation and rationing of their heaven-sent
-windfall. They advised, consulted, heard opinion and gave it, were
-reasonable; counted their numbers in relation to the size of their
-hoard; and in the end decided, by common consent, on the amount of the
-daily portion which was to be allotted to each in return for his share
-in the duty of guarding it—against the cravings of their own hunger as
-well as against the inroads of rats and mice.... With food—with
-property—they were human again; capable of plans for the morrow, of
-concerted and intelligent action. The enmity they had hitherto felt
-against each other was suddenly transferred to the stranger—the
-foreigner—who might force his way in and acquire a share in their
-treasure. Hence they took precautions against the arrival of the
-stranger, kept watch and ward on the outskirts of the town and drove
-away the chance newcomer, so that the knowledge of their good fortune
-should not spread. With duties shared, the dead sense of comradeship
-revived; they began to recognize and greet each other as they came for
-their daily portion. And if some were restrained only by the common
-watchfulness from appropriating more than their share of the common
-stock, there were others in whom stirred the sense of honour.
-
-For a week or more they lived under the beginnings of a social system
-which was rendered possible by their certainty of a daily mess; and then
-came what, perhaps, was inevitable—discovery of pilfering from the store
-that gave life to them all. The pilferers, detected by the night guard,
-fled on the instant, well knowing that their sin against the very
-existence of the little community was a sin beyond hope of forgiveness;
-they eluded pursuit in the darkness and by morning had vanished from the
-neighbourhood. For the time only; since they took with them the
-knowledge of the hoarded grain they had forfeited—a knowledge which was
-power and a weapon to themselves, a danger to those they had fled from.
-Two days later, after nightfall, a skeleton rabble, armed with knives,
-clubs and stones, was led into the town by the renegades; and there was
-fought out a fierce, elementary battle, a struggle of starved men for
-the prize of life itself.... From the first the case of the defenders
-was hopeless; outnumbered and taken by surprise, they were beaten in
-detail, overwhelmed—and in less than five minutes the survivors were
-flying for their lives, the darkness their only hope of safety.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Theodore Savage was of the remnant who owed their lives to darkness and
-the speed with which they fled. As he neared the outskirts of the town
-and slackened, exhausted, to draw breath, he heard the patter of running
-steps behind him and for a moment believed himself pursued—till a
-passing burst of moonlight showed the runner as a woman, like himself
-seeking safety in flight. A young woman, with a sobbing open mouth, who
-clutched at his arm and besought him not to leave her to be killed—to
-save her, to get her away!... He knew her by sight as he knew all the
-members of the destitute little community—a girl with a face once plump,
-now hollowed, whom he had seen daily when she came, in stupid
-wretchedness, to hold out her bowl for her share of the common ration;
-one of a squalid company of three or four women who herded together—and
-whose habit of instinctive fellowship was broken by the sudden onslaught
-which had driven them apart in flight.
-
-“I don’t know where they’ve all gone,” she wailed. “Don’t leave me—for
-Gawd’s saike don’t leave me.... Ow, whatever shall I do?... I dunno
-where to go—for Gawd’s sake....”
-
-He would gladly have been rid of her lamenting helplessness but she
-clung to him in a panic that would not be gainsaid, as fearful almost of
-the lonely dark ahead as of the bloody brawl she had fled from.
-
-“Hold your tongue,” he ordered as he pulled her along. “Don’t make that
-noise or they’ll hear us. And keep close to me—keep in the shadow.”
-
-She obeyed and stilled her sobbing to gasps and whimpers—holding tightly
-to his arm while he hurried her through by-streets to the open country.
-He knew no more than she where they were going when they left the silent
-outskirts of the town behind them, and, pressing against each other for
-warmth, bent their heads to a January wind.
-
-
-
-
- X
-
-
-That night for Theodore Savage was the beginning of an odd partnership,
-a new phase of his life uncivilized. The girl who had clutched at him as
-the drowning clutch at straws was destined to bear him company for more
-than a winter’s night and a journey to comparative safety; being by
-nature and training of the type that clings, as a matter of right, to
-whomsoever will fend for it, she drifted after him instinctively. When
-she woke in the morning in the shelter he had found for her she looked
-round for him to guide and, if possible, feed her—and awaited his
-instructions passively.
-
-One human being—so it did not threaten him with violence—was no more to
-him than another, and perhaps he hardly noticed that when he rose and
-moved on she followed. From that hour forth she was always at his
-heels—complaining or too wretched to complain. He would let her hang on
-his arm as they trudged and shared his findings of food with her—because
-she had followed, was there; and it was some time before he realized
-that he had shouldered a responsibility which had no intention of
-shifting itself from his back.... When he realized the fact he had
-already tacitly accepted it; and for the first few weeks of their
-existence in common he was too fiercely occupied in the task of keeping
-them both alive to consider or define his relationship to the creature
-who whimpered and stumbled at his heels and took scraps of food from his
-hands. When, at last, he considered it, the relationship was established
-on both sides. She was his dependent, after the fashion of a child or an
-accustomed dog; and having learned to look to him for food, for guidance
-and protection, she could be cast off only by direct cruelty and the
-breaking of a daily habit.
-
-In the beginning that was all; she followed because she did not know
-what else to do; he led and they hungered together. For the most part
-they were silent with the speechlessness of misery, and it was days
-before he even asked her name, weeks before he knew more of her life in
-the past than was betrayed by a Cockney accent. So long as existence was
-a craving and a fear, where nothing mattered save hunger and the
-fending-off of present death, the fact that she was a woman meant no
-more to him than her dependence and his own responsibility; thus her
-companionship was no more than the bodily presence of a human being
-whose needs were his own, whose terrors and whose enemies were his.
-
-They prowled and starved together through the long bitterness of winter
-in a world stripped bare of its last year’s harvest where all hungry
-mouths strove to keep other mouths at a distance; and time and again,
-when they grubbed for food or sought to take shelter, they were driven
-away with threats and with violence by those who already held possession
-of some tract of street or country. No claim to ownership could stand
-against the claim of a stronger, and one man, meeting them, would avoid
-them, slink out of their way—because, being two, they could strip him if
-the mood should take them. And when they, in their turn, sighted three
-or four figures in the distance, they made haste to take another road.
-
-Once, when a solitary wayfarer shrank from them and scuttled to the
-cover of a ragged patch of firwood, there came back to Theodore, like a
-rushing mighty wind, the memory of his last days in London, the thought
-of his journey down to York. The strange, glad fellowship of the
-outbreak of war, the eagerness to serve and be sacrificed; the
-friendliness of strangers, the dear love of England, the brotherhood!...
-The creature who scuttled at his very sight would have been his brother
-in those first days of splendid sacrifice!
-
-“Lord God!” he said and laughed long and uncontrollably; while the girl,
-Ada, stared in open-mouthed bewilderment—then pulled at his arm and
-began to cry, believing he was going off his head.
-
- * * * * *
-
-In their hunted and fugitive life their wanderings, of necessity, were
-planless; they drifted east or west, by this road or that, as fear, the
-weather or the cravings of their hunger prompted. They sought food,
-thought food only and, as far as possible, avoided the neighbourhood of
-those, their fellow-men, who might try to share their meagre findings.
-House-room, bare house-room, stood ready for their taking in the country
-as well as in the town; but wherever there was more than house-room—food
-or the mere possibility of food—the human wolf was at hand to dispute it
-with his rivals. There was a time when a road, followed blindly, led
-them down to the sea and the corpse of a pretentious little
-watering-place—where stiff, blank terraces of ornate brick and plaster
-stared out at the unbroken sea-line; they found themselves shelter in a
-bow-windowed villa that still bore the legend “Ocean View: Apartments,”
-trudged along the tide-mark in search of sand-crabs and fished from an
-iron-legged pier. When a long winter gale swept the pier with breakers
-and put a stop to their fishing, they turned and tramped inland
-again.... And there was another time when they were the sole inhabitants
-of a stretch of Welsh mining-village—they knew it for Welsh by the
-street-names—where they hunted their rats and grubbed for roots in
-allotments already trampled over. For very starvation they moved on
-again; and later—how much later they could not remember—took shelter,
-because they could go no further, in a cottage on the outskirts of a
-moorland hamlet, where they were almost at extremity when a bitter spell
-of cold, at the end of winter, sent them food in the shape of frozen
-rooks and starlings. And, a day or two later, they were driven out
-again; Theodore, searching for dead birds in the snow, met others
-engaged in the same hungry quest—other and earlier settlers in the
-neighbourhood who saw in him a poacher on their scanty hunting-grounds
-and, gathering together in a common hate and need, fell on the intruders
-and chased them out with stones and threats. Theodore and the girl were
-hunted from their homestead and out on to the bleakness of the moor;
-whence, looking back breathless and aching from their bruises, they saw
-half a dozen yelling starvelings who still threatened them with shouts
-and upraised fists.... They went on blindly because they dared not stay;
-and that, for many days, was the last they saw of mankind.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It must have been towards the end of February or the beginning of March
-that they ended their long goings to and fro and found the refuge that,
-for many months, was to give them hiding and sustenance. Since they had
-been driven from their last shelter they had sighted no enemy in the
-shape of a living man, but the days that followed their flight had been
-almost foodless; and in the end they had come near to death from
-exposure on a stretch of hill and heath-covered country where they lost
-all sense of direction or even of desire. There, without doubt, they
-would have left their bones if there had not already been a promise of
-spring in the air; as it was, they could hardly drag themselves along
-when the moor dropped suddenly into a valley, a wide strip of land once
-pasture, now bleak and blackened from the passing of the poison-fire
-which had seared it from end to end. Here and there were charred mummies
-of men and of animals, lying thickest round a farmhouse, partly burned
-out; but beyond the burned farmhouse was a stream that might yield them
-fish; and with the warmth that was melting the snow on the hilltops
-little shafts of green life were piercing through the blackened soil.
-Before dark, in what once had been a garden, they scraped with their
-nails and their knives and found food—worm-eaten roots that would once
-have seemed unfit for cattle, that they thrust into their mouths
-unwashed. They sheltered for the night within the skeleton walls of the
-farm; and when, with morning, they crawled into the sun, the last patch
-of snow had vanished from the hills and the tiny shafts of green were
-more radiant against the blackened soil.... The long curse and
-barrenness of winter was over and Nature was beginning anew her task of
-supporting her children.
-
-From that day forward they lived isolated, without sight or sound of
-men. Chance had led them to a loneliness which was safety, coupled with
-a bare possibility of supporting life—by rooting in fields left
-derelict, by fishing and the snaring of birds; but for all their
-isolation it was long before they ceased to peer for men on the horizon,
-to take careful precautions against the coming of their own kind. With
-the memory of savagery and violence behind them, they looked round
-sharply at an unaccustomed sound, kept preferably to woods and shadow
-and moved furtively in open country; and Theodore’s ultimate choice of a
-dwelling-place was dictated chiefly by fear of discovery and desire to
-remain unseen. What he sought was not only a shelter, a roof-tree, but a
-hiding-place which other men might pass without notice; hence he settled
-at last in a fold of the hills—in a copse of tall wood, some four or
-five miles from their first halt, where oaks and larches, bursting into
-bud, denied the ruin that had come upon last year’s world.... Theodore,
-setting foot in the wood for the first time—seeking refuge, a
-hiding-place to cower in—was suddenly in presence of the green life
-unchanging, that blessed and uplifted by its very indifference to the
-downfall and agony of man. The windflowers, thrusting through brown
-leaves, were as last year’s windflowers—a delicate endurance that
-persisted.... He had entered a world that had not altered since the days
-when he lived as a man.
-
-He explored his little wood with precaution, creeping through it from
-end to end; and, finding no more recent sign of human occupation than a
-stack of sawn logs, their bark grey with mould, he decided on the site
-of his camp and refuge—a clearing near the stream that babbled down the
-valley, but well hidden by its thick belt of trees. The girl had
-followed him—she dreaded being left alone of all things—and assented
-with her customary listlessness when he explained to her that the
-bird-life and the stream would mean a food-supply and that the logs,
-ready cut, could be built into shelters from the weather; she was a
-town-dweller, mentally as well as by habit of body, whom the spring of
-the woods had no power to rouse from her apathy.
-
-There were empty cottages for the taking lower down the valley and it
-was the fear of the marauder alone that sent them to camp in the
-wilderness, that kept them lurking in their fold of the hills, not
-daring to seek for greater comfort. Within a day or two after they had
-discovered it, they were hidden away in the solitary copse, their camp,
-to begin with, no more than a couple of small lean-to’s—logs propped
-against the face of a projecting rock and their interstices stuffed with
-green moss. In the first few weeks of their lonely life they were often
-near starvation; but with the passing of time food was more abundant,
-not only because Theodore grew more skilled in his fishing and
-snaring—learned the haunts of birds and the likely pools for fish—but
-because, as spring ripened, they inherited in the waste land around them
-a legacy of past cultivation, fruits of the earth that had sown
-themselves and were growing untended amidst weeds.
-
-With time, with experiment and returning strength, Theodore made their
-refuge more habitable; tools, left lying in other men’s houses, fields
-and gardens, were to be had for the searching, and, when he had brought
-home a spade discovered in a weed-patch and an axe found rusting on a
-cottage floor, he built a clay oven that their fire might not quench in
-the rain and hewed wood for the bettering of their shelters. Ada—when he
-told her where to look for it—gathered moss and heather for their
-bed-places and spread it to dry in the sun; and from one of his more
-distant expeditions he returned with pots which served for cooking and
-the carrying of water from the stream.... Spring lengthened into summer
-and no man came near them; they lived only to themselves in a primitive
-existence which concerned itself solely with food and bodily security.
-
-As the days grew longer and the means of subsistence were easier to come
-by, Theodore would go further afield—still moving cautiously over open
-country, but no longer expectant of onslaught. In the immediate
-neighbourhood of his daily haunts and hunting-grounds was no sign of
-human life and work save a green cart-track that ended on the outskirts
-of his copse; but lower down the valley were ploughed fields lapsing
-into weed-beds, here and there an orchard or a garden-patch and hedges
-that straggled as they would. Lower down again was another wide belt of
-burned land which, so far, he had not entered—trees on either side the
-stream, stood gaunt and withered to the farthest limit of his sight. The
-district, even when alive and flourishing, had seemingly been sparsely
-populated; its lonely dwellings were few and far apart—a farmhouse here,
-a clump of small cottages there, all bearing traces of the customary
-invasion by the hungry. Sheep-farming had been one of the local
-industries, and hillsides and fields were dotted with the skeletons of
-sheep—left lying where vagabond hunger had slaughtered them and ripped
-the flesh from their bones.
-
-As the year rolled over him, Theodore came to know the earth as
-primitive man and the savage know it—as the source of life, the
-storehouse of uncertain food, the teacher of cunning and an infinite and
-dogged patience. When the weather made wandering or fishing impossible
-he would sit under shelter, with his hands on his knees, passive,
-unimpatient, hardly moving through long hours, while he waited for the
-rain to cease. It was months before there stirred in him a desire for
-more than safety and his daily bread, before he thought of the humanity
-he had fled from except with fear and a shrinking curiosity as to what
-might be happening in the world beyond his silent hills. In his body,
-exhausted by starvation, was a mind exhausted and benumbed; to which
-only very gradually—as the quiet and healing of Nature worked on him—the
-power of speculation and outside interest returned. In the beginnings of
-his solitary life he still spoke little and thought little save of what
-was personal and physical; cut off mentally from the future as well as
-from the past, he was content to be relieved of the pressure of hunger
-and hidden from the enemy, man.
-
-
-
-
- XI
-
-
-Of the woman whom chance and her own helplessness had thrown upon his
-hands he knew, in those first months, curiously little. She remained to
-him what she had been from the moment she clutched at his arm and fled
-with him—an encumbrance for which he was responsible—and as the numbness
-passed from his brain and he began once more to live mentally, she
-entered less and less into his thoughts. She was Ada Cartwright—as
-pronounced by its owner he took the name at first for Ida—ex-factory
-hand and dweller in the north-east of London; once vulgarly harmless in
-the company of like-minded gigglers, now stupefied by months of fear and
-hunger, bewildered and incapable in a life uncivilized that demanded of
-all things resource. As she ate more plentifully and lost her starved
-hollows, she was not without comeliness of the vacant, bouncing type; a
-comeliness hidden from Theodore by her tousled hair, her tattered
-garments and the heavy wretchedness that sulked in her eyes and turned
-down the corners of her mouth. She was helpless in her new surroundings,
-with the dazed helplessness of those who have never lived alone or
-bereft of the minor appliances of civilization; to Theodore, at times,
-she seemed half-witted, and he treated her perforce as a backward child,
-to be supervised constantly lest it fail in the simplest of tasks.
-
-It was his well-meant efforts to renew her scanty and disreputable
-wardrobe that first revealed to him something of the mind that worked
-behind her outward sullen apathy. In the beginning of disaster clothing
-had been less of a difficulty than the other necessities of life; long
-after food was a treasure beyond price it could often be had for the
-taking and, when other means of obtaining it failed, those who needed a
-garment would strip it from the dead, who had no more need of it. In
-their hidden solitude it was another matter, and they were soon hard put
-to it to replace the rags that hung about them; thus Theodore accounted
-himself greatly fortunate when, ransacking the rooms of an empty
-cottage, he came on a cupboard with three or four blankets which he
-proceeded to convert into clothing by the simple process of cutting a
-hole in the middle. He returned to the camp elated by his acquisition;
-but when he presented Ada with her improvised cloak, the girl astonished
-him by turning her head and bursting into noisy tears.
-
-“What’s the matter?” he asked her, bewildered. “Don’t you like it?”
-
-She made no answer but noisier tears, and when he insisted that it would
-keep her nice and warm her sobs rose to positive howls; he stared at her
-uncertainly as she sat and rocked, then knelt down beside her and began
-to pat and soothe, as he might have tried to soothe a child. In the end
-the howls diminished in volume and he obtained an explanation of the
-outburst—an explanation given jerkily, through sniffs, and accompanied
-by much rubbing of eyes.
-
-No, it wasn’t that she didn’t want it—she did want it—but it reminded
-her.... It was so ’ard never to ’ave anything nice to wear. Wasn’t she
-ever going to ’ave anything nice to wear again—not ever, as long as she
-lived?... She supposed she’d always got to be like this! No ’airpins—and
-straw tied round her feet instead of shoes!... Made you look as if you’d
-got feet like elephants—and she’d always been reckoned to ’ave a small
-foot.... Made you wish you was dead and buried!...
-
-He tried two differing lines of consolation, neither particularly
-successful; suggesting, in the first place, that there was no one but
-himself to see what she looked like, and, in the second, that a blanket
-could be made quite becoming as a garment.
-
-“That’s a lie,” Ada told him sulkily. “You know it ain’t becoming—’ow
-could it be? A blanket with an ’ole for the ’ead!... Might just as well
-’ave no figure. Might just as well be a sack of pertaters.... I wonder
-what anyone would ’ave said at ’ome if I’d told ’em I should ever be
-dressed in a blanket with an ’ole for the ’ead!... And I always ’ad
-taiste in my clothes—everyone said I ’ad taiste.”
-
-And—stirred to the soul by the memory of departed chiffon, by the
-hideous contrast between present squalor and former Sunday best—her
-howls once more increased in volume and she blubbered with her head on
-her knee.
-
-Theodore gave up the attempt at consolation as useless, leaving her to
-weep herself out over vanished finery while he busied himself with the
-cooking of their evening meal; and in due time she came to the end of
-her stock of emotion, ceased to snuffle, ate her supper and took
-possession of the blanket with the ’ole for the ’ead—which she wore
-without further complaint. The incident was over and closed; but it was
-not without its significance in their common life. To Theodore the
-tragicomic outburst was a reminder that his dependent, for all her
-childish helplessness, was a woman, not only a creature to be fed; while
-the stirrings of Ada’s personal vanity were a sign and token that she,
-also, was emerging from the cowed stupor of body and mind produced by
-long terror and starvation, that her thoughts, like her companion’s,
-were turning again to the human surroundings they had fled from.... Man
-had ceased to be only an enemy, and the first sheer relief at security
-attained was mingling, in both of them, with the desire to know what had
-come to a world that still gave no sign of its existence. Order, the
-beginnings of a social system (so Theodore insisted to himself) must by
-now have risen from the dust; but meanwhile—because order restored gave
-no sign and the memory of humanity debased was still vivid—he showed
-himself with caution against the skyline and went stealthily when he
-broke new ground. There were days when he lay on a hill-top and scanned
-the clear horizon, for an hour at a time, in the hope that a man would
-come in sight; just as there were nights, many, when he lived his past
-agonies over again and started from his sleep, alert and trembling, lest
-the footstep he had dreamed might be real. Meanwhile he made no move
-towards the world he had fled from—waiting till it gave him a sign.
-
-If he had been alone in his wilderness, unburdened by the responsibility
-of Ada and her livelihood, it is probable that, before the days
-shortened, he would have embarked upon a journey of cautious
-exploration; but there was hazard in taking her, hazard in leaving her,
-and their safety was still too new and precious to be lightly risked for
-the sake of a curious adventure—which might lead, with ill-luck, to
-discovery of their secret place and the enforced sharing of their hidden
-treasure of food. Further, as summer drew on towards autumn, though his
-haunting fear of mankind grew less, his work in his own small corner of
-the earth was incessant and, in preparation for the coming of winter, he
-put thought of distant expedition behind him and busied himself in
-making their huts more weatherproof, as well as roomier, in the storing
-of firewood under shelter from the damp, and in the gathering together
-of a stock of food that would not rot. He made frequent
-journeys—sometimes alone, sometimes with Ada trudging behind him—to a
-derelict orchard in the lower valley which supplied them plentifully
-with apples; he had provided himself with a wet-weather occupation in
-the twisting of osiers into clumsy baskets—which were filled in the
-orchard and carried to their camping-place where they spread out the
-apples on dried moss.... With summer and autumn they fared well enough
-on the harvest of other men’s planting; and if Theodore’s crude and
-ignorant experiments in the storage of fruit and vegetables were
-failures more often than not, there remained sufficient of the bounty of
-harvest to help them through the scarcity of winter.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was with the breaking of the next spring that there came a change
-into the life that he lived with Ada.
-
-They had dragged through the winter in a squalid hardship that, but for
-the memory of a hardship more dreadful, would have seemed at times
-beyond bearing; often short of food, with no means of light but their
-fire, with damp and snow dripping through their ill-built shelters—where
-they learned, like animals, to sleep through the long dark hours.
-Through all the winter months their solitude was still unbroken, and if
-any marauders prowled in the neighbourhood, they passed without
-knowledge of the hidden camp in the hills.
-
-It was—so far as he could guess—on one of the first sunny days of March
-that Theodore, the spring lust of movement stirring in his blood, went
-further from the camp than he had as yet explored; following the stream
-down its valley into the wide belt of burned land, now rank with coarse
-grass and yellow dandelions. For an hour or so there was nothing save
-coarse grass, yellow dandelion and gaunt, dead trees; then a bend of the
-stream showed him roofs—a cluster of them—and instinctively he halted
-and crouched behind a tree before making his stealthy approach.
-
-His stealth and precaution were needless. The village from a distance
-might have passed for uninjured—the flames that had blackened its fields
-had swept by it, and the houses, for the most part, stood whole; but
-there was no living man in the long, straggling street, no movement,
-save of birds and the pattering little scuffle of rats. The indifferent
-life of beast and bird had taken possession of the dwellings of those
-who once tyrannized over them; and not only of their dwellings but their
-bodies. At the entrance of the village half-a-dozen skeletons lay
-sprawled on the grass-grown road, and a robin sang jauntily from his
-perch on the breast-bone of a man.... From one end of the street to the
-other the bones of men lay scattered; in the road, in gardens, on the
-thresholds of houses—some with tattered rags still fluttering to the
-wind, some bare bones only, whence the flesh had festered and been
-gnawed. By a cottage doorstep lay two skeletons touching each
-other—whereof one was the framework of a child; the little bones that
-had once been arms reached out to the death’s-head that once had borne
-the likeness of a woman....
-
-There was a time when Theodore would have turned from the sight and fled
-hastily; even now, familiar though he was with the ugliness of death,
-his flesh stirred and crept in the presence of the grotesque litter of
-bones.... These people had died suddenly, in strange contorted
-attitudes—here crouching, there outstretched with clawing fingers. Gas,
-he supposed—a cloud of gas rolling down the street before the wind—and
-perhaps not a soul left alive!... From an upper window hung a long,
-fleshless arm: someone had thrust up the casement for air and fallen
-half across the sill.
-
-It was the indifferent, busy chirping of the nesting birds that helped
-him to the courage to explore the silent street to its end. It wound,
-through the village and out of it, to a bridge across a river—into which
-flowed the smaller stream he had followed since he left his refuge in
-the hills. From the bridge the road turned with the river and ran down
-the valley in a south to south-easterly direction; a road grass-grown
-and empty and bearing no recent trace of the life of man—nothing more
-recent than the remains of a cart, blackened wood and rusted metal, with
-the bones of a horse between its shafts.
-
-Below the dead village the valley opened out, the hills receded and were
-lower; but between them, so far as his eye could discern, the trees were
-still blackened and lifeless. Down either side the stream the fire-blast
-had swept without mercy; and, from the completeness with which the
-country had been seared, Theodore judged that it had been largely
-cornland, waving with ripe stalks at the moment of disaster and fired
-after days of dry weather.... All life, save the life of man, teemed in
-the hot March sun; the herbage thrust bravely to obliterate his
-handiwork, larks shrilled invisibly and lithe, dark fish were darting
-through the arches of the bridge.
-
-He went only a yard or two beyond the end of the bridge—having, as the
-sun warned him, reached the limit of distance he could well accomplish
-if he was to return to the camp by nightfall. On his way back through
-the village he fought with his repugnance to the grinning company of the
-dead and turned into one of the silent houses that stood open for any
-man to enter. Though the dead still dwelt there—stricken down, on the
-day of disaster before they could reach the open air—there were the
-usual abundant traces that living men had been there before him; the
-door had been forced and rooms littered and fouled in the frequent
-search for clothing and food. All the same, in the hugger-mugger on a
-kitchen floor he found treasure of string and stuffed the blanket-bag
-slung over his back with odds and ends of rusting hardware; finally
-mounting to the floor above the kitchen where, at the head of the
-staircase, an open door faced him and beyond it a chest of drawers. The
-drawers had been pulled out and emptied on the floor; what remained of
-their contents was a dirty litter, sodden by rain when it drove through
-the window and browned with the dust of many months, and it was not
-until Theodore had picked up a handful of the litter that he saw it was
-composed of women’s trifles of underwear. What he held was a flimsy
-bodice made of soiled and faded lawn with a narrow little edging of
-lace.
-
-He dropped it, only to pick it up again — remembering suddenly the
-blanket episode and Ada’s lamentable howls for the garments a wilderness
-denied her. Perhaps an assortment of dingy finery would do something to
-allay her craving—and, amused at the thought, he went down on a knee and
-proceeded to collect an armful. Appropriately the shifting of a heap of
-yellowed rags revealed a broken hand-glass, lying face downwards on the
-floor; as he raised it, wondering what Ada would say to a mirror as a
-gift, its cracked surface showed him a bedstead behind him—not empty!...
-What was left of the owner of the scraps of lawn and lace was reflected
-from the oval of the glass.
-
-He snatched up his bag and clattered down the stairs into the open.
-
-
-
-
- XII
-
-
-It was well past dusk when he trudged up the path that led to the camp
-and found Ada on the watch at the outskirts of the copse, uneasy at the
-thought of dark alone.
-
-“You ’ave been a time,” she reproached him sulkily. “The ’ole blessed
-day—since breakfus. I was beginnin’ to think you’d gone and got lost and
-I’ve ’ad the fair ’ump sittin’ ’ere by myself and listenin’ to them
-owls. I ’ate their beastly screechin’; it gives me the creeps.”
-
-“Never mind,” he consoled her, “come along to the fire. I’ve brought you
-something—a present.”
-
-“Pertaters?” Ada conjectured, still sulky.
-
-“Not potatoes this time,” he told her. “Better than vegetables—something
-to wear.”
-
-“Something to wear,” she repeated, with no show of enthusiasm. “I
-suppose that’s another old blanket!”
-
-“Wrong again,” he rejoined, amused by the contempt in her voice. She was
-still contemptuous when he opened his bag and tossed her a dingy bundle;
-but as she disentangled it, saw lace and embroidery, she brightened
-suddenly and knelt down to examine in the firelight; while the sight of
-the cracked hand-glass brought an instant “Oh!” followed by intent
-contemplation and much patting and twisting of hair.
-
-Theodore dished supper while she sat and pondered her reflection; and
-even while she ate hungrily she had eyes and thoughts for nothing but
-her new possessions. Some were what he had taken them to
-be—underclothes, for the most part of an ordinary pattern; but mingled
-with the plainer linen articles were one or two more decorative, lace
-collars and the like, and it was on these, dingy as they were, that she
-fell with delight that was open and audible. He watched her curiously
-when, for the first time since he had known her, he saw her mouth widen
-in a smile. She was no longer inert, the sullen, lumpish Ada, she was
-critical, interested, alive; she fingered her treasures, she smoothed
-them and made guesses at their price when new; she held them up, now
-this way, now that, for his admiration and her own. Finally, while
-Theodore stretched his tired length by the camp fire, she ran off to her
-shelter for a broken scrap of comb; and when he looked up, a few minutes
-later, she was posing self-consciously before the hand-glass, with hair
-newly twisted and a dirty scrap of lace round her neck.... She was
-another woman as she sat with her rags arranged to show her new
-frippery; tilting the hand-mirror this way and that and twitching now at
-the collar and now at her straying ends of hair.
-
-Lying stretched on an arm by the fire, he watched her little feminine
-antics, amused and taken out of himself; realizing how seldom, till that
-moment, he had thought of her as a woman, how nearly she had seemed to
-him an animal only, a creature to be guided and fed; and parrying her
-eager and insistent demand to be taken to the house where the treasure
-had been found, that she might see if it contained any more. He had no
-desire to spoil her pleasure in her finery by the gruesome tale of the
-manner of its finding; hence, in spite of a curiosity made manifest in
-coaxing, he held to his refusal stubbornly.... The house was a long way
-off, he told her—much further than she would care to tramp; then, as she
-still persisted, maintaining her readiness even for a lengthy
-expedition, he went on to fiction and explained that the house was in a
-dangerous condition—knocked about, ruinous, might fall at any moment—and
-he was not going to say where it was, for her own sake, lest she should
-be tempted to the peril of an entry.
-
-She pouted “You might tell me,” glancing at him from under her lashes;
-then, as he still persisted in refusal, slapped him on the shoulder for
-an obstinate boy, turned her back and pretended to sulk. He returned the
-slap—she expected it and giggled; the next move in the game was his
-catching of her wrist as she raised her hand for a rejoinder—and for a
-moment they wrestled inanely, after the fashion of Hampstead Heath....
-As he let her go, it dawned on him that this was flirtation as she knew
-it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It did not take long for him to realize that they stood to each other,
-from that night on, in a new and more difficult relation; from foundling
-and guardian, the leader and led, they had developed into woman and man.
-For a time fear and hunger had suppressed in Ada the consciousness of
-sex—which a yard or two of lace and the possession of a hand-glass had
-revived. Once revived, it coloured her every action, gave meaning to her
-every word and glance; so that, day by day and hour by hour, the man who
-dwelt beside her was reminded of bodily desire.
-
-One night when she had left him he lay staring at the fire, faced the
-situation and wondered if she saw where she was drifting?
-Possibly—possibly not; she was acting instinctively, from habit. To her
-(he was sure) a man was a creature to flirt with; an unsubtle attempt to
-arouse his desire was the only way she knew of carrying on a
-conversation.... Now that she was woman again—not merely bewildered
-misery and empty stomach—she had slipped back inevitably to the little
-giggling allurements of her factory days, to the habits bred in her
-bone.... With the result?... He put the thought from him, turned over,
-dog-weary, and slept.
-
-So soon as the next night he saw the result as inevitable; the outcome
-of life reduced to mere animal living, of nearness, isolation and the
-daily consciousness of sex. If they stayed together—and how should they
-not stay together?—it was only a question of time, of weeks at the
-furthest, of days or it might be hours.... He raised himself to peer
-through the night at the log-hut that hid and sheltered Ada, wondering
-if she also were awake. If so, of a certainty, her thoughts were of him;
-and perhaps she knew likewise that it was only a question of time.
-Perhaps—and perhaps she just drifted, following her instincts.... He
-found himself wondering what she would say if she opened her eyes to
-find him standing at the entrance to her hut, to see him bending over
-her ... now?
-
-He put the thought from him and once more turned over and slept.
-
-With the morning it seemed further off, less inevitable; the sun was
-hidden behind raw grey mist, and when Ada, shivering and stupid, turned
-out into the chilly discomfort of the weather she was too much depressed
-for the exercise of feminine coquetry. The day’s work—hard necessary
-wood-chopping and equally necessary fishing for the larder—sent his
-thoughts into other channels, and it was not till he sat at their
-evening fire—warmed, fed and rested, with no duties to distract him—that
-he became conscious again, and even more strongly, of the change in
-their attitude and intercourse. Something new, of expectation, had crept
-into it; something of excitement and constraint. When their hands
-touched by chance they noticed it, were instantly awkward; when a
-silence fell Ada was embarrassed, uncomfortable and made palpable
-efforts to break it with her pointless giggle. When their eyes met, hers
-dropped and looked away.... When she rose at last and said good-night he
-was sure that she also knew. And since they both knew and the end was
-inevitable, certain....
-
-“You’re not going yet,” he said—and caught at her wrist, laughing oddly.
-
-“It’s late—and I’m sleepy,” she objected with a foolish little giggle;
-but made no effort to withdraw her wrist from his hold.
-
-“Nonsense,” he told her, “it’s early yet—and you’re better by the fire.
-Sit down and keep me company for a bit longer.”
-
-She giggled again—more faintly, more nervously—as she yielded to the
-pull of his fingers and sat down; offering no protest when, instead of
-releasing her arm, he drew it through his own and held it pressed to his
-side.... It was a windless night, very silent; no sound but the rush of
-the little stream below them, now and then a bird-cry and the snap and
-crackle of their fire. Once or twice Ada tried talking—of a hooting owl,
-of a buzzing insect—for the sake, obviously, of talking, of hearing a
-voice through the silence; but as he answered not at all, or by
-monosyllables, her forced little chatter died away. Even if the thought
-was not conscious, he knew she was his for the taking.
-
-With her arm in his—with her body pressed close enough to feel her
-quickened breathing—he sat and stared into the fire; and at the last,
-when the inevitable was about to accomplish itself, there floated into
-his mental vision the delicate memory of the woman whom once he had
-desired. Phillida, a shadow impossible, leaned out of a vanished
-existence as the Damosel leaned out of Heaven; and he looked with his
-civilized, his artist’s eyes on the woman who was his for the taking....
-Ada felt that he slackened his hold on her arm, felt him shrink a little
-from the pressure of her leaning shoulder.
-
-“What is it?” she asked—uneasy; and perhaps it was the sound of her
-familiar voice that brought him back to primitive realities. The glow of
-the fire and the over-arching vault of darkness; and beneath it two
-creatures, male and female, alone with nature, subject only to the laws
-of her instinct.... The vision of a dead world, a dead woman, faded and
-he looked no more through the fastidious eyes of the civilized.
-
-Man civilized is various, divided from his kind by many barriers—of
-taste, of speech, of habit of mind and breeding; man living as the brute
-is cut to one pattern, the pattern of his simple needs and lusts.... The
-warm shoulder pressed him and he drew it the closer; he was man in a
-world of much labour and instinct—who sweated through the seasons and
-wearied. Whose pains were of the body, whose pleasures of the body ...
-and alone in the night with a mate.
-
-“’Ere, what’s that for?” she asked, making semblance of protest, as his
-hand went round her head and he pressed her cheek against his lips.
-
-He said “You!” ... and laughed oddly again.
-
-
-
-
- XIII
-
-
-They settled down swiftly and prosaically into a married state which
-entailed no immediate alteration—save one—in life as they had hitherto
-shared it. Matrimony shorn of rings and a previous engagement, shorn of
-ceremony, honeymoon, change of residence and comments of friends,
-revealed itself as a curiously simple undertaking and, by its very
-simplicity, disappointing—so far at least as Ada was concerned.
-
-Her conscience, in the matter of legal and religious observance, was not
-unduly tender, and her embryo scruples concerning the absence of legal
-or religious sanction to their union were easily allayed by her
-husband’s assurance that they were as truly married as it was possible
-to be in a world without churches or registrars. What she missed far
-more than certificate or blessing was the paraphernalia and accompanying
-circumstance of the wedding, to which she had always looked forward as
-the culminating point of her existence; her veil, her bouquet, her bevy
-of bridesmaids, her importance!... When she sat with her back against a
-tree-trunk, listlessly unobservant of the play of dappled sunlight or
-the tracery of leafage, she would crave in the shallows of her
-disappointed heart for the gaudy little sitting-room that should have
-been her newly-married dwelling; contrasting its impossible and
-non-existent splendours with the ramshackle roof-tree under which she
-took shelter from the weather. The gaudy, tasteless, stuffy little room
-wherein she should have set out her wedding presents, displayed her
-photos and done honours of possession to her friends.... That was
-matrimony as she understood it; enhanced importance, display of her
-matronly dignity. And instead, a marriage that aroused no envy, called
-forth no jests, affected none but the partners to the bond; in the
-unchanged discomfort of unchanged surroundings—wherein, being
-crowd-bred, she could see little beauty and no meaning; in the frequent
-loneliness and silence abhorrent to her noise-loving soul; with the
-evening companionship of a wearied man to whom her wifehood meant no
-more than a physical relation.
-
-Theodore, being male, was not troubled by her abstract longings for the
-minor dignities of matrimony—and, expecting little from his married
-life, it could not bring him disillusion. Ada might have fancied that
-what stirred in her was love; he had always known himself moved by a
-physical instinct only. Thus of the pair he was the less to be pitied
-when the increased familiarity of their life in common brought its
-necessary trouble in the shape of friction—revealing the extent of their
-unlikeness and even, with time, their antagonism. One of the results of
-her vague but ever-present sense of grievance, her lasting homesickness
-for a world that had crumbled, was a lack of interest in the world as it
-was and a reluctance to adapt herself to an environment altogether
-hateful; hence, on Theodore’s side, a justified annoyance at her
-continued want of resource and the burdensome stupidity which threw
-extra labour on himself.
-
-She was a thoroughly helpless woman; helpless after the fashion of the
-town-bred specialist, the product of division of labour. The country, to
-her, was a district to drive through in a char-à-banc with convenient
-halts at public-houses. Having lived all her days as the member of a
-crowd, she was a creature incomplete and undeveloped; she had schooled
-with a crowd and worked with it, shared its noise and its ready-made
-pleasures; it is possible that, till red ruin came, she had conceived of
-no other existence.... Leaving school, she had entered a string factory
-where she pocketed a fairly comfortable wage in return for the daily and
-yearly manipulation of a machine devoted to the production of a finer
-variety of twine. Having learned to handle the machine with ease, life
-had no more to offer her in the way of education, and development came
-to a standstill. Her meals, for the most part, she obtained without
-trouble from factory canteens, cheap restaurants or municipal kitchens;
-thus her domestic duties were few—the daily smearing of a bedroom
-(frequently omitted) and the occasional cobbling of a garment, bought
-ready-made. Her reading, since her schooldays, had consisted of
-novelettes only, and even to these she was not greatly addicted,
-preferring, as a rule, a more companionable form of amusement—a party to
-the pictures, gossip with her girlfriends and flirtations more or less
-open. At twenty-three (when disaster came) she was a buxom, useless and
-noisy young woman—good-natured, with the brain of a hen; incapable alike
-of boiling a potato or feeling an interest in any subject that did not
-concern her directly.
-
-There were moments when she irritated Theodore intensely by her
-infantile helplessness and the blunders that resulted therefrom, by her
-owlish stupidity in the face of the new and unfamiliar. And there were
-moments when, for that very owlishness, he pitied her with equal
-intensity, realizing that his own loss, his daily wretchedness, was a
-small thing indeed beside hers. The ruin of a world could not rob him
-utterly of his heritage of all the ages; part of that heritage no ruin
-could touch, since he had treasure stored in his heart and brain for so
-long as his memory should last. But for Ada, whose world had been a
-world of cheap finery, of giggling gossip and evenings at the cinema,
-there remained from the ages—nothing. Gossip and cinemas, flowered hats
-and ribbon-trimmed camisoles—they had left not a wrack, save regret, for
-her mind to feed on.... As the workings of her vacant little soul were
-laid bare to him, he understood how dreadful was its plight; how
-pitiably complete must be the blankness of a life such as hers, bereft
-of the daily little personal interests wherein had been summed up a
-world. She—unhandy, unresourceful, superficial—was one of the natural
-and inevitable products of a mechanical civilization; which, in saving
-her trouble, had stunted her, interposing itself between primary cause
-and effect. Bread, to her, was food bought at a counter—not grown with
-labour in a field; the result not of rain, sun and furrow, but of
-sixpence handed to a tradesman. And cunning men of science had wrestled
-with the forces of nature that she might drop a penny in the slot for
-warmth or suck sweets with her “boy” at the pictures.
-
-He guessed her a creature who had always lived noisily, a babbler whom
-even his fits of taciturnity would not have daunted had she found much
-to babble of in the lonely world she shared with him; but, bewildered
-and awed by it, oppressed by its silence, she found meagre
-subject-matter for the very small talk which was her only method of
-expression. Under the peace and vastness of the open sky she was
-homesick for a life that excluded all vastness and peace; her sorrow’s
-crown of sorrow was a helpless, incessant craving for little meaningless
-noises and little personal excitements.... Sometimes, at night, as they
-sat by the fire, he would see her face pathetic in its blank dreariness;
-her eyes wandering from the glow of the fire to the darkness beyond it
-and back from the darkness to the glow. Endeavouring—(or so he
-imagined)—to piece together some form of inner life from fragmentary
-memories of past inanity and aimless, ephemeral happenings!
-
-The sight often moved him to pity; but he cast about in vain for a means
-of allaying her sodden and persistent discontent. Once or twice he
-attempted to awaken her interest by explaining, as he would have
-explained to a child, the movements of nightly familiar stars, the
-habits of birds or the process of growth in vegetation. These things, as
-he took care to point out, now concerned her directly, were part of the
-round of her existence; but the fact had no power to stimulate a mind
-which had been accustomed to accept, without interest or inquiry, the
-marvels of mechanical science. She carried over into her new life the
-same lack of curiosity which had characterized her dealings with the
-old; she was no more alive to the present phenomena of the open field
-than to the past phenomena of the electric switch, the petrol-engine or
-the gas-meter.... And the workings of the gas-meter at least had been
-pleasant—while the workings of raw nature repelled her. Thus Theodore’s
-only reward for his attempt at education was a bored, inattentive
-remark, to the effect that she had heard her teacher say something like
-that at school.
-
-She had all the crowd-liver’s horror of her own company; strengthened,
-in her case, by dislike of her surroundings, amounting to abhorrence,
-and the abiding nervousness that was a natural after-effect of the days
-when she had fled from her fellows and cowered to the earth in an abject
-and animal terror. Her unwillingness to let Theodore out of her sight
-was comprehensible enough, if irritating; but there were times when it
-was more than irritating—a difficulty added to life. It was impossible
-to apportion satisfactorily a daily toil that, if Ada had her way, must
-always be performed in company; while her customary fellowship on his
-hunting and snaring expeditions meant not only the presence of a clumsy
-idler but the dying down of a neglected log-fire and the postponement of
-all preparations for a meal until after their return to camp. Further,
-it was a bar to that wider exploration of the neighbourhood which, as
-time went on, he desired increasingly; confining him, except on
-comparatively rare occasions, to such range from his hearthstone as
-could be attained in the company of Ada. So long as he attributed it to
-the workings of fear only, he was hopeful that, with time, her
-abhorrence of loneliness might pass; but as the months went by he
-realized that it was not only fear that kept her close to his heels—her
-town-bred incapacity to interest or occupy herself.
-
-Once—when the call of the outside world grew louder—he proposed to Ada
-that he should see her well provided with a store of food and fuel and
-leave her for two or three days; hoping to tempt her to agreement by
-pointing out the probability, amounting to certainty, that other
-survivors of disaster must be dwelling somewhere within reach. Peaceable
-survivors with whom they could join forces with advantage.... Her face
-lit up for a moment at the idea of other men’s company; but when she
-understood that he proposed to go alone, her terror at the idea of being
-left was abject and manifest. She was afraid of everything and anything;
-of ghosts, of darkness, of prowling men, of spiders and possible snakes;
-and, having reasoned in vain, in the end he gave her the assurance she
-clamoured for—that she should not be called on to suffer the agony of a
-night by herself.
-
-He gave her the promise in sheer pity, but regretted it as soon as made.
-He had set his heart on a journey in search of the world that gave no
-sign, planning to undertake it before the days grew shorter; but he did
-not disguise from himself that there might still be danger in the
-expedition—which Ada’s hampering presence would increase. The project
-was abandoned for the time being, in the hope that she would see reason
-later; but he regretted his promise and weakness the more when he found
-that Ada did not trust to his word and, fearing lest he gave her the
-slip, now clung to him as closely as his shadow. Her suspicion and
-stupidity annoyed him; and there were times when he was ashamed of his
-own irritation when he saw her trotting, like a dog, at his heels or
-squatting within eyeshot of his movements. He was conscious of a longing
-to slap her silly face, and more than once he spoke sharply to her,
-urged her to go home; whereupon she sulked or cried, but continued her
-trotting and squatting.
-
-The irritation came to a head one afternoon in the early days of autumn
-when, with persistent ill-luck, he had been fishing a mile or so from
-home. Various causes combined to bring about the actual outbreak; a
-growing anxiety with regard to the winter supply of provisions,
-sharpened by the discovery, the night before, that a considerable
-proportion of his store of vegetables was a failure and already
-malodorous; the ill-success of several hours’ fishing, and gusty,
-unpleasant weather that chilled him as he huddled by the water. The
-weather worsened after midday, the gusts bringing rain in their wake; a
-cold slanting shower that sent him, in all haste, to the clump of trees
-where Ada had sheltered since the morning. The sight of her sitting
-there to keep an eye on him—uselessly watchful and shivering to no
-purpose—annoyed him suddenly and violently; he turned on her sharply, as
-the shower passed, and bade her go home on the instant. She was to keep
-a good fire, a blazing fire—he would be drenched and chilled by the
-evening. She was to have water boiling that the meal might be cooked the
-moment he returned with the wherewithal.... While he spoke she eyed him
-with questioning, distrustful sullenness; then, convinced that he meant
-what he said, half rose—only, after a moment of further hesitation, to
-slide down to her former position with her back against the trunk of a
-beech-tree.
-
-“I don’t want to,” she said doggedly. “I want to stay ’ere. I don’t see
-why I shouldn’t. What d’yer want to get rid of me for?”
-
-The suspicion that lay at the back of the refusal infuriated him: it was
-suddenly intolerable to be followed and spied on, and he lost his temper
-badly. The rough-tongued vehemence of his anger surprised himself as
-much as it frightened his wife; he swore at her, threatened to duck her
-in the stream, and poured out his grievances abusively. What good was
-she?—a clog on him, who could not even tend a fire, a helpless idiot who
-had to be waited on, a butter-fingered idler without brains! Let her do
-what he told her and make herself of use, unless she wanted to be turned
-out to fend for herself.... Much of what he said was justified, but it
-was put savagely and coarsely; and when—cowed, perhaps, by the
-suggestion of a ducking—Ada had taken to her heels in tears, he was
-remorseful as well as surprised at his own vehemence. He had not known
-himself as a man who could rail brutally and use threats to a woman; the
-revelation of his new possibilities troubled him; and when, towards
-sundown, he gathered up his meagre prey and stepped out homeward, it was
-with the full intention of making amends to Ada for the roughness of his
-recent outburst.
-
-His path took him through a copse of brushwood into what had been a
-cart-track; now grass-grown and crumbling between hedges that straggled
-and encroached. The wind, rising steadily, was sweeping ragged clouds
-before it and as he emerged from the shelter of the copse he was met by
-a stinging rain. He bent his head to it, in shivering discomfort,
-thrusting chilled hands under his cloak for warmth and longing for the
-blaze and the good warm meal that should thaw them; he had left the
-copse a good minute behind him when, from the further side of the
-overgrown hedge, he heard sudden rending of brambles, a thud, and a
-human cry. A yard or two on was a gap in the hedge where a gate still
-swung on its hinges; he rushed to it, quivering at the thought of
-possibilities—and found Ada struggling to her knees!
-
-She began to cry loudly when she saw him, like a child caught in
-flagrant transgression; protesting, with bawling and angry tears, that
-“she wasn’t going to be ordered about” and “she should staiy just where
-she liked!” It did not take him long to gather that her previous flight
-had been a semblance only and that, shivering and haunted by ridiculous
-suspicion, she had watched him all the afternoon from behind the screen
-of the copse wood—for company partly, but chiefly to make sure he was
-there. Seeing him gather up his tackle and depart homeward, she had
-tried to outpace him unseen; keeping the hedge between them as she ran
-and hoping to avert a second explosion of his wrath by blowing up the
-ashes of the fire before his arrival at the camp. An unsuspected
-rabbit-burrow had tripped her hurrying feet and brought about disaster
-and discovery; and she made unskilful efforts to turn the misfortune to
-account by rubbing her leg and complaining of damage sustained.
-
-In contact with her stubborn folly his repentance and kindly resolutions
-were forgotten; he cut short her bid for sympathy with a curt “Get along
-with you,” caught her by the arm and started her with a push along the
-road—too angry to notice that, for the first time, he had handled her
-with actual violence. Then, bending his head to the sweep of the rain,
-he strode on, leaving her to follow as she would.
-
-Perhaps her leg really pained her, perhaps she judged it best to keep
-her distance from his wrath; at any rate she was a hundred yards or more
-behind him when he reached the camp and, stirring the ashes that should
-have been a fire, found only a flicker alive. He cursed Ada’s idiocy
-between his chattering teeth as he set to work to re-kindle the fire;
-his hands shaking, half from anger, half from cold, as he gathered the
-fuel together. When, after a long interval of coaxing and cursing, the
-flame quivered up into the twilight, it showed him Ada sitting humped at
-the entrance to their shelter; and at sight of her, inert and watching
-him—watching him!—his wrath flared sudden and furious.
-
-“Have you filled the cookpot?” he asked, standing over her. “No?... Then
-what were you doing—sitting there staring while I worked?”
-
-She began to whimper, “You’re crool to me!”—and repeated her parrot-like
-burden of futile suspicion and grievance; that she knew he wanted to get
-her out of the way so as he could leave her, and she couldn’t be left
-alone for the night! He had a sense of being smothered by her foolish,
-invertebrate persistence, and as he caught her by the shoulders he
-trembled and sputtered with rage.
-
-“God in Heaven, what’s the good of talking to you? If you take me for a
-liar, you take me—that’s all. Do you think I care a curse for your
-opinion?... But one thing’s certain—you’ll do what I tell you, and
-you’ll work. Work, do you hear?—not sit in a lump and idle and stare
-while I wait on you! Learn to use your silly hands, not expect me to
-light the fire and feed you. And you’ll obey, I tell you—you’ll do what
-you’re told. If not—I’ll teach you....”
-
-He was wearied, thwarted, wet through and unfed since the morning;
-baulked of fire and a meal by the folly that had irked him for days; a
-man living primitively, in contact with nature and brought face to face
-with the workings of the law of the strongest. It chanced that she had
-lumped herself down by the bundle of osier-rods he had laid together for
-his basket-making; so that when he gripped her by the nape of the neck a
-weapon lay ready to his hand. He used it effectively, while she
-wriggled, plunged and howled; there was nothing of the Spartan in her
-temperament, and each swooping stroke produced a yell. He counted a
-dozen and then dropped her, leaving her to rub and bemoan her smarts
-while he filled the cookpot at the stream.
-
-When he came back with the cookpot filled, her noisy blubbering had died
-into gulps and snuffles. The heat of his anger was likewise over, having
-worked itself off by the mere act of chastisement, and with its cooling
-he was conscious of a certain embarrassment. If he did not repent he was
-at least uneasy—not sure how to treat her and speak to her—and he
-covered his uneasiness, as best he might, by a busy scraping and
-cleaning of fish and a noisy snapping of firewood.... A wiser woman
-might have guessed his embarrassment from his bearing and movements and
-known how to wrest an advantage by transforming it into remorse; Ada,
-sitting huddled and smarting on her moss-bed, found no more effective
-protest against ill-treatment than a series of unbecoming sniffs. With
-every silent moment his position grew stronger, hers weaker;
-unconsciously he sensed her acquiescence in the new and brutal relation,
-and when—over his shoulder—he bade her “Come along, if you want any
-supper,” he knew, without looking, that she would come at his word, take
-the food that he gave her and eat.
-
- * * * * *
-
-They discussed the subject once and very briefly—at the latter end of a
-meal consumed in silence. A full stomach gives courage and confidence;
-and Ada, having supped and been heartened, tried a sulky “You’ve been
-very crool to me.”
-
-In answer, she was told, “You deserved it.”
-
-After this unpromising beginning it took her two or three minutes to
-decide on her next observation.
-
-“I believe,” she quavered tearfully, “you’ve taken the skin off my
-back.”
-
-“Nonsense!” he said curtly. Which was true.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The episode marked his acceptance of a new standard, his definite
-abandonment of the code of civilization in dealings between woman and
-man. With another wife than Ada the lapse into primitive relations would
-have been less swift and certainly far less complete; she was so plainly
-his mental inferior, so plainly amenable to the argument of force and no
-other, that she facilitated his conversion to the barbaric doctrine of
-marriage. And his conversion was the more thorough and lasting from the
-success of his uncivilized methods of ruling a household; where
-reasoning and kindliness had failed of their purpose, the sting of the
-rod had worked wonders.... Ada sulked through the evening and sniffed
-herself to sleep; but in the morning, when he woke, she had filled the
-cookpot and was busied at the breakfast fire.
-
-They had adapted themselves to their environment, the environment of
-primitive humanity. That morning when he started for his snaring he
-started alone; Ada stayed, without remonstrance, to dry moss, collect
-firewood and perform the small duties of the camp.
-
-
-
-
- XIV
-
-
-It was a solid fact that from the day of her subjection to the rod and
-rule of her overlord, Ada found life more bearable; and watching her, at
-first in puzzlement, Theodore came by degrees to understand the reason
-for the change in her which was induced—so it seemed—by the threat and
-magic of an osier-wand. In the end he realized that the fundamental
-cause of her sodden, stupid wretchedness had been lack of effective
-interest—and that in finding an interest, however humble, she had found
-herself a place in the world. Her interest, in the beginning, was
-nothing more exalted than the will to avoid a second switching; but,
-undignified as it was in its origin, it implied a stimulus to action
-which had hitherto been wanting, and a process of adaptation to the new
-relationship between herself and her man. By accepting him as master,
-with the right unquestioned of reward and punishment, she had provided
-herself with that object in life to which she had been unable to attain
-by the light of her own mentality.
-
-With an eye on the osier-heap she worked that she might please and,
-finding occupation, brooded less; learning imperceptibly to look on the
-new world primitive as a reality whose hardships could be mitigated by
-effort, instead of an impossible nightmare. As she wrestled with present
-difficulties—the daily tasks she dared no longer neglect—the trams,
-shop-windows and chiffons of the past receded on her mental horizon.
-Not, fundamentally, that they were any less dear to her; but the need of
-placating an overlord at hand took up part of her thoughts and time. Too
-slothful, both in mind and in body, to acquire of her own intelligence
-and initiative the changed habits demanded by her changed surroundings,
-she was unconsciously relieved—because instantly more comfortable—when
-the necessary habits were forced on her.
-
-With the allotment of her duties and the tacit definition of her status
-that followed on the night of her chastisement, their life on the whole
-became easier, better regulated; and the mere fact of their frequent
-separation during part of the day made their coming together more
-pleasant. Companionship in any but the material sense it was out of her
-power to offer; but she could give her man a welcome at the end of the
-day and take lighter work off his hands. Her cooking was always a matter
-of guesswork and to the last she was stupid, unresourceful and clumsy
-with her fingers; but she fetched and carried, washed pots and garments
-in the stream, was hewer of wood and drawer of water and kept their camp
-clean and in order. In time she even learned to take a certain amount of
-pleasure in the due fulfilment of her task-work; when Theodore, having
-discovered a Spanish chestnut-tree not far from their dwelling, set her
-the job of storing nuts against the winter, she pointed with pride in
-the evening to the size of the heap she had collected.
-
-Now that she was admittedly his underling, subdued to his authority, he
-found it infinitely easier to be patient with her many blunders; and
-though there were still moments when her brainlessness and limitations
-galled him to anger, on the whole he grew fonder of her—with a
-patronizing, kindly affection. He still cherished his plans of
-exploration unhampered by her company but, from pity for the fears she
-no longer dared to talk of, refrained from present mention thereof;
-while the nights were long and dark it would be cruel to leave her, and
-by the time spring came round again she might have grown less fearful of
-solitude.... Or, before spring came, the world might make a sign and
-plans of exploration be needless.
-
-Meanwhile, resigning himself to his daily and solitary round, he worked
-hard and anxiously to provision his household for a second winter of
-loneliness.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was when the days were nearly at their shortest that the round and
-tenor of his life was broken by the shock of a disturbing knowledge.
-Trudging homewards toward sunset on a mild December evening, he came
-upon his wife sitting groaning in the path; she had been on her way to
-the stream for water when a paroxysm of sickness overtook her. Since the
-days of starvation he had never seen her ill and the violence of the
-paroxysm frightened him; when it was over and she leaned on him
-exhausted as he led her back to their camping-place, he questioned her
-anxiously as to what had upset her—had she pain, had she eaten anything
-unwholesome or unusual? She shook her head silently in answer to his
-queries till he sat her down by the fire; then, as he knelt beside her,
-stirring the logs into a blaze, she caught his arm suddenly and pressed
-her face tightly against it.
-
-“Ow, Theodore, I’m going to ’ave a baiby!”
-
-“What?” he said. “What?”—and stared at her, his mouth wide open....
-Perhaps she was hurt or disappointed at his manner of taking the news;
-at any rate she burst into floods of noisy weeping, rocking herself
-backwards and forwards and hiding her face in her hands. He did his best
-to soothe her, stroking her hair and encircling her shoulders with an
-arm; seeking vainly for the words that would stay her tears, for
-something that would hearten and uplift her. He supposed she was
-frightened—more frightened even than he was; his first bewildered
-thought, when he heard the news, had been “What, in God’s name, shall we
-do?”
-
-He drew her head to his shoulder, muttering “There, there,” as one would
-to a child, till her noisy demonstrative sobbing died down to an
-intermittent whimper; and when she was quieted she volunteered an answer
-to the question his mind had been forming. She thought it would be
-somewhere about five months—but it mightn’t be so long, she couldn’t be
-sure. She didn’t know enough about it to be sure—how could she, seeing
-as it was her first?... She had been afraid for ever so long now—weeks
-and weeks—but she’d gone on hoping and that was why she hadn’t said
-anything about it before. Now there wasn’t any doubt—she wondered he
-hadn’t seen for himself ... and she clung to him again with another
-burst of noisy weeping.
-
-“But,” he ventured uncertainly, reaching out after comfort, “when it’s
-over—and there’s the baby—you’ll be glad, won’t you?”
-
-His appeal to the maternal instinct had no immediate success. Ada
-protested with yet noisier crying that she was bound to die when the
-baby came, so how could she possibly be glad? It was all very well for
-him to talk like that—he didn’t have to go through it! Lots of women
-died, even when they had proper ’orspitals and doctors and nurses....
-
-He listened helplessly, not knowing how to take her; until, common sense
-coming to his aid, he fell back on the certainty that exhausting,
-hysterical weeping could by no possibility be good for her, rebuked her
-with authority for upsetting herself and insisted on immediate
-self-control. It was well for them both that wifely obedience was
-already a habit with Ada; by the change in his tone she recognized an
-order, pulled herself together, rubbed her swollen eyes and even made an
-effort to help with the preparing of supper—whining a little, now and
-again, but checking the whine before it had risen to a wail.
-
-She was manifestly cheered by a bowlful of hot stew—whereof, though she
-pushed it away at first, she finished by eating sufficiently; and, once
-convinced that the outburst of emotion was over, he petted her, though
-not too sympathetically, lest he stirred her again to self-pity. She was
-not particularly responsive to his hesitating suggestions anent the
-coming joys of maternity; more successful in raising her spirits were
-his actual encouraging pats and caresses, his assumption of confidence
-greater than he felt in the neighbourhood of men and women whose hands
-were not turned against their fellows.... He realized that, as the
-suspicion of her motherhood grew to a certainty, she had spent long,
-lonely hours oppressed by sheer physical terror; and he reproached
-himself for having been carelessly unobservant of a suffering that
-should long ere this have been plain to him.
-
-He was longing to be alone and to think undistracted; it was a relief to
-him therefore when, warmed, fed, and exhausted by her crying, she began
-to nod against his shoulder. He insisted jestingly on immediate bed,
-patted and pulled at her moss-couch before she lay down, kissed
-her—whereupon she again cried a little—and sat beside her, listening,
-till her breathing was even and regular. Once sure that she slept, he
-crept back to the fire to sit with his chin on his hands; outside was
-the silence of a still December night, where the only sound was the rush
-of water and the hiss and snap of burning logs.
-
- * * * * *
-
-With his elbows on his knees and his chin on his hands, he stared into
-the fire and the future ... wondering why it had come as a shock to
-him—this natural, this almost inevitable consequence of the life he
-shared with a woman? He found no immediate answer to the question;
-understanding only that the animal and unreflecting need which had
-driven them into each other’s arms had coloured their whole
-sex-relation. They had lived like the animal, without any thought of the
-future.... Now the civilized man in him demanded that his child should
-be born of something more than unreasoning lust of the flesh and there
-stirred in him a craving to reverence the mother of his son.... Ada,
-flaccid, lazy, infantile of mind, was more, for the moment, than her
-prosaic, incapable self. A rush of tenderness swept over him—for her and
-for the little insistent life which might, when its time came, have to
-struggle into being unaided....
-
-With the thought returned the dread which had flashed into his mind when
-Ada revealed to him his fatherhood. If their life in hiding were
-destined to continue—if all men within reach were as those they had fled
-from, there would come the moment when—he should not know what to do!...
-He remembered, years ago, in the rooms of a friend, a medical student,
-how, with prurient youthful curiosity, he had picked up a textbook on
-midwifery—and sought feverishly to recall what he had read as he
-fluttered its pages and eyed its startling illustrations.
-
-As had happened sometimes in the first days of loneliness, the immensity
-of the world overwhelmed him; he sat crouched by his fire, an insect of
-a man, surrounded by unending distances. An insect of a man, a pigmy,
-whom nature in her vastness ignored; yet, for all his insignificance,
-the guardian of life, the keeper of a woman and her child.... They would
-look to him for sustenance, for guidance and protection; and he, the
-little man, would fend for them—his mate and his young....
-
-Of a sudden he knew himself close kin to the bird and beast; to the
-buck-rabbit diving to the burrow where his doe lay cuddled with her soft
-blind babies; to the round-eyed blackbird with a beakful gathered for
-the nest.... The loving, anxious, protective life of the winged and
-furry little fathers—its unconscious sacrifice brought a lump to his
-throat and the world was less alien and dreadful because peopled with
-his brethren—the guardians of their mates and their young.
-
-
-
-
- XV
-
-
-It was clear to him, so soon as he knew of his coming fatherhood, that,
-in spite of the drawbacks of winter travelling, his long-deferred
-journey of exploration must be undertaken at once; the companionship of
-men, and above all of women, was a necessity to be sought at the risk of
-any peril or hardship. Hence—with misgiving—he broached the subject to
-Ada next morning; and in the end, with smaller opposition than he had
-looked for, her lesser fears were mastered by her greater. That the
-certain future danger of unaided childbirth might be spared her, she
-consented to the present misery of days and nights of solitude; and
-together they made preparations for his voyage of discovery in the
-outside world and her lonely sojourn in the camp.
-
-As he had expected, her first suggestion had been that they should break
-camp and journey forth together; but he had argued her firmly out of the
-idea, insisting less on the possible dangers of his journey—which he
-strove, rather, to disguise from her—than on her own manifest unfitness
-for exertion and exposure to December weather. Once more the habit of
-wifely obedience came to his assistance and her own, and she bowed to
-her overlord’s decision—if tearfully, without temper or sullenness;
-while, the decision once taken, it was he, and not Ada, who lay wakeful
-through the night and conjured up visions of possible disaster in his
-absence. His imagination was quickened by the new, strange knowledge of
-his responsibility, the protective sense it had awakened; and, lying
-wide awake in the still of the night, it was not only possible danger to
-Ada that he dreaded—he was suddenly afraid for himself. If misfortune
-befell him on his journey into the unknown, it would be more than his
-own misfortune; on his strength, his luck and well-being depended the
-life of his woman and her unborn child. If evil befell him and he never
-came back to them—if he left his bones in the beyond.... At the thought
-the sweat broke out on his face and he started up shivering on his
-moss-bed.
-
-He worked through the day at preparations for the morning’s departure
-which, if simple, demanded thought and time; saw that plentiful
-provision of food and dry fuel lay ready to his wife’s hand, so that
-small exertion would be needed for the making of fire and meal. For his
-own provisioning he filled a bag with cooked fish, chestnuts and the
-like—store enough to keep him with care for five or six days. All was
-made ready by nightfall for an early start on the morrow; and he was
-awake and afoot with the first reddening of a dull December morning.
-Fearing a breakdown from Ada at the last moment, he had planned to leave
-her still asleep; but the crackling of a log he had thrown on the embers
-roused her and she sat up, pushing the tumbled brown hair from her eyes.
-
-“You’re gowing?” she asked with a catch in her voice; and he avoided her
-eye as he nodded back “Yes,” and slung his bag over his shoulder.
-
-“Just off,” he told her with blatant cheeriness. “Take care of yourself
-and have a good breakfast. There’s water in the cookpot—and mind you
-look after the fire. I’ve put you plenty of logs handy—more than you’ll
-want till I come back. Good-bye!”
-
-“You might say good-bye properly,” she whimpered after him.
-
-He affected not to hear and strode away whistling; he had purposely
-tried to make the parting as careless and unemotional as his daily going
-forth to work. Purposely, therefore, he did not look back until he was
-too far away to see her face; it was only when the trees were about to
-hide him that he turned, waved and shouted and saw her lift an arm in
-reply. She did not shout back—he guessed that she could not—and when the
-trees hid him he ran for a space, lest the temptation to follow and call
-him back should master her.
-
-He had planned out his journey often enough during the last few months;
-considering the drift of the river and lie of the country and attempting
-to reduce them to map-form on the soil by the aid of a pointed stick.
-His idea was to make, in the first place, for the silent village which
-had hitherto been the limit of his voyaging; and thence to follow the
-road beside the river which in time, very surely, must bring him to the
-haunts of men. Somewhere on the banks of the river—beyond the tract of
-devastated ground—must dwell those who drank from its waters and fished
-in them; who perhaps—now the night of destruction was over and humanity
-had ceased to tear at and prey upon itself—were rebuilding their
-civilization and salving their treasures from ruin!... The air, crisp
-and frosty, set him walking eagerly, and as his body glowed from the
-swiftness of his pace a pleasurable excitement took hold of him; his
-sweating fears of the night were forgotten and his brain worked keenly,
-adventurously. Somewhere, and not far, were men like unto himself,
-beginning their life and their world anew in communities reviving and
-hopeful. Even, it might be—(he began to dream dreams)—communities
-comparatively unscathed; with homes and lands unpoisoned, unshattered,
-living ordered and orderly lives!... Some such communities the devils of
-destruction must have spared ... if a turn in the valley should reveal
-to him suddenly a town like the old towns, with men going out and in!
-
-He quickened his pace at the thought and the miles went under him
-happily. He was no longer alone; even when he entered the long waste of
-coarse grass and blackened tree that lay around the dead village its
-dreariness was peopled with his vivid and hopeful imaginings ... of a
-crowd that hustled to hear his story, that questioned and welcomed and
-was friendly—and led him to a house that was furnished and whole ...
-where were books and good comfort and talk....
-
-So, in pleasant company, he trudged until well after midday; when,
-perhaps discouraged by the beginnings of bodily weariness, perhaps
-affected by the sight of the stark village street—his unreasonable
-hopefulness passed and anxiety returned. He grew conscious, suddenly and
-acutely, of his actual surroundings; of silence, of the waste he had
-trodden, of the desolation about him, of the unknown loneliness ahead.
-That above all—the indefinite, on-stretching loneliness.... He hurried
-through the dumb street nervously, listening to his own footsteps—the
-beat and the crunch of them on a frozen road, their echo against
-deserted walls; and at the end of the village he turned with relief into
-the road he had marked on his previous visit, the road that turned to
-run by the stream a few yards beyond the bridge. It wound dismally into
-a scorched little wood—not one live shoot in it, a cemetery of poisoned
-trees; then on, still keeping fairly close to the stream, through the
-same long waste patched with grass and spreading weed. The road, though
-it narrowed and was overgrown and crumbling in places, was easy enough
-to follow for the first few hours, but he sought in vain for traces of
-its recent use. There was no sign of man or the works of man in use; the
-only token of his presence were, now and again, a fire-blackened
-cottage, a jumble of rusted, twisted ironwork or a skeleton with rank
-grass thrusting through the whitened ribs. When the river rounded a turn
-in the hills, the prospect before him was even as the prospect behind; a
-waste and silence where corn had once grown and cattle pastured.
-
-As the day wore on the heavy silence was irksome and more than irksome.
-It was broken only by the sound of his footsteps, the whisper of grass
-in a faint little wind and now and again—more rarely—by the chirp and
-flutter of a bird. Long before dusk he began to fear the night, to
-think, with something like craving, of the shelter and the fire and the
-woman beside it—that was home; the thought of hours of darkness spent
-alone amongst the whitened bones of men and the blackened carcases of
-trees loomed before him as a growing threat. He pushed on doggedly,
-refusing himself the spell of rest he needed, in the hope that when
-night came down on him he might have left the drear wilderness behind.
-
-It was a hope doomed to disappointment; the fall of the early December
-evening found him still in the unending waste, and when the dusk
-thickened into darkness he camped, perforce, near the edge of the river
-in the lee of a broken wall. The branches of a dead tree near by
-afforded him fuel for the fire that he kindled with difficulty with the
-aid of a rough contrivance of flint and steel; and as he crouched by the
-blaze and ate his evening ration he scanned the night sky with anxious
-and observant eyes. So far the weather had been clear and dry, but he
-realized the peril of a break in it, of a snowstorm in shelterless
-country.... If to-morrow were only as to-day—if the waste stretched on
-without trace of man or sign of ending—what then? Would it be wise or
-safe to push on for yet another day—leaving home yet further behind him?
-For the journey back the waste must be recrossed, in whatever weather
-the winter pleased to send him; traversed by day and camped on by night,
-in hail, in rain, in snow.... The thought gave him pause since exposure
-might well mean death—and to more than himself.
-
-He slept little and brokenly, rousing at intervals with a shiver as the
-fire died down for want of tendance; and was on his feet with the first
-grey of morning, trudging forward with fear at his heels. It was a fear
-that pressed close on them with the passing of long lonely hours; still
-wintry hours wherethrough he strained his eyes for a curl of smoke or a
-movement on the outspread landscape.... The day was yesterday over
-again; the same pale sky, the dull swollen river that led him on, and
-the endless waste of shallow valley; and when night came down again he
-knew only this—a clump of hills that had been distant was nearer, and he
-was a day’s tramp further on his way. He settled at sundown in a copse
-of withered trees which afforded him plentiful firing if little else in
-the way of shelter from the night; and having kindled a blaze he warmed
-his food, ate and slept—too weary to lie awake and brood.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He had not slept long—for the logs still glowed redly and flickered—when
-he started into wakefulness that was instant, complete and alert.
-Something—he knew it—had stirred in the silence and roused him; he sat
-up, peered round and listened with the watchful terror instinctive in
-the hunted, be the hunted beast or man. For a moment he peered round,
-seeing nothing, hearing nothing but the whisper of the fire and the
-beating of his own heart ... then, in the blackness, two points caught
-the firelight—eyes!... Eyes unmistakable, that glowed and were fixed on
-him....
-
-He stiffened and stared at them, open-mouthed; then, as a sudden flicker
-of the dying flame showed the outline of a bearded human face, he choked
-out something inarticulate and made to scramble to his feet. Swift as
-was the movement he was still on a knee when someone from behind leaped
-on him and pinned both arms to his sides.... As he wrestled
-instinctively other hands grasped him; he was the held and helpless
-captive of three or four who clutched him by throat, wrist and
-shoulder....
-
-By that token he was back among men.
-
-
-
-
- XVI
-
-
-When they had him down and helpless at their feet, a dry branch was
-thrust into the embers and, as it flamed, held aloft that the light
-might fall upon his face. To him it revealed the half-dozen faces that
-looked down at him—weatherworn, hairy and browned with dirt, the eyes,
-for the moment, aglow with the pleasure of the hunter who has tracked
-and snared his prey. They held their prey and gazed at it, as they would
-have gazed at and measured a beast they had roped into helplessness.
-Satisfaction at the capture shone in their faces; the natural and grim
-satisfaction of him who has met and mastered his natural enemy.... That,
-for the moment, was all; they had met with a man and overcome him.
-Curiosity, even, would come later.
-
-Theodore, after his first instinctive lunge and struggle, lay
-motionless—flaccid and beaten; understanding in a flash that was agony
-that men were still what they had been when he fled from them into the
-wilderness—beast-men who stalked and tore each other. In the torchlight
-the dirty, coarse faces were savage and animal; the eyes that glowered
-down at him had the staring intentness of the animal.... He expected
-death from a blow or a knife-thrust, and closed his eyes that he might
-not see it coming; and instead saw, as plainly as with bodily eyes, a
-vision of Ada by the camp fire, sitting hunched and listening for his
-footstep. Listening for it, staring at the dreadful darkness—through
-night after dreadful night.... In a torment of pity for his mate and her
-child he stammered an appeal for his life.
-
-“For God’s sake—I wasn’t doing any harm. If you’ll only listen—my
-wife.... All that I want....”
-
-If they were moved they did not show it, and it may be they were not
-moved—having lived, themselves, through so much of misery and bodily
-terror that they had ceased to respond to its familiar workings in
-others. Fear and the expression of fear to them were usual and normal,
-and they listened undisturbed while he tried to stammer out his
-pleading. Not only undisturbed but apparently uninterested; while he
-spoke one was twisting the knife from his belt and another taking stock
-of the contents of his food-bag; and he had only gasped out a broken
-sentence or two when the holder of the torch—as it seemed the leader—cut
-him short with “Are you alone?”... Once satisfied on that head he
-listened no more, but dropped the torch back on to the fire and kicked
-apart the dying embers. The action was apparently a sign to move on; the
-hands that gripped Theodore dragged him to his feet and urged him
-forward; and, with a captor holding to either arm, he stumbled out of
-the clump of stark trees into the open desert—now whitened by a moon at
-the full.
-
-There was little enough talk amongst his captors as, for more than two
-hours, they thrust and guided him along; such muttered talk as there
-was, was not addressed to their prisoner and he judged it best to be
-silent. It was—so he guessed—the red shine of his fire that had drawn
-attention to his presence; and, the fear of instant death removed, he
-drew courage from the thought that the men who held and hurried him must
-be dwellers in some near-by village. Once he had reached it and been
-given opportunity to tell his story and explain his presence, they would
-cease to hold him in suspicion—so he comforted himself as they strode
-through the wilderness in silence.
-
-After an hour of steady tramping they turned inland sharply from the
-river till a mile or so brought them to broken, rising ground and a
-smaller stream babbling from the hills. They followed its course, for
-the most part steadily uphill, and, at the end of another mile, the
-scorched black stumps gave place to trees uninjured—spruce firs in their
-solemn foliage and oaks with their tracery of twigs. A copse, then a
-stretch of short turf and the spring of heather underfoot; then down, to
-more trees growing thickly in a hollow—and through them a glow that was
-fire. Then figures that moved, silhouetted, in and out of the glow and
-across it; an open space in the midst of the trees and hut-shapes,
-half-seen and half-guessed at, in the mingling of flicker and deep
-shadow.... Out of the darkness a dog yapped his warning—then another—and
-at the sound Theodore thrilled and quivered as at a voice from another
-world. Now and again, while he lived in his wilderness, he had heard the
-sharp and familiar yelp of some masterless dog, run wild and hunting for
-his food; but the dog that lived with man and guarded him was an adjunct
-of civilization!
-
-The warning had roused the little community before the newcomers emerged
-from the shadow of the trees; and as they entered the clearing and were
-visible, men hurried towards them, shouting questions. Theodore found
-himself the centre of a staring, hustling group—which urged him to the
-fire that it might see him the better, which questioned his guards while
-it stared at him.... Here, too, was the strange aloofness that refrained
-from direct address; he was gazed at, stolidly or eagerly, taken stock
-of as if he were a beast, and his guards explained how and where they
-had found him, as if he himself were incapable of speech, as they might
-have spoken of the finding of a dog that had strayed from its owner.
-Perhaps it was uneasiness that held him silent, or perhaps he adapted
-himself unconsciously to the general attitude; at any rate—as he
-remembered afterwards—he made no effort to speak.
-
-The men and women who crowded round him, staring and murmuring, were in
-number, perhaps, between thirty and forty; women with matted hair
-straggling and men unshorn, their garments, like his own, a patchwork of
-oddments and all of them uncouth and unclean. One woman, he noted, had a
-child at her half-naked breast; a dirty little nursling but a few months
-old, its downy pate crusted with scabs. He stared at it, wondering as to
-the manner of its birth—the mother returning his scrutiny with
-open-mouthed interest until shouldered aside without ceremony by a man
-whom Theodore recognized for the leader of his band of captors. When
-they reached the shadow of the clump of trees he had stridden ahead and
-vanished, presumably to report and seek orders from some higher
-authority; and now, at a word from him, Theodore was again jerked
-forward by his guards and, with the crowd breaking and trailing behind
-him, was led some fifty or sixty yards further to where, on the edge of
-the clump of trees, stood a building, a tumbledown cottage. The moon
-without and a fire within showed broken panes stuffed with moss and a
-thatched roof falling to decay; inside the atmosphere was foul and
-stale, and heavy with the heat of a blazing wood fire which alone gave
-light to the room.
-
-By the fire, seated on a backless kitchen chair, sat a man, grey of head
-and bent of shoulder; but even in the firelight his eyes were keen and
-steely—large bright-blue eyes that shone under thick grey eyebrows. His
-face, with its bright, stubborn eyes and tight mouth, was—for all its
-dirt—the face of a man who gave orders; and it did not escape the
-prisoner that the others—the crowd that was thrusting and packing itself
-into the room—were one and all silent till he spoke.
-
-“Come nearer,” he said—and on the word, Theodore was pushed close to
-him. “Let him go”—and Theodore was loosed. Someone, at a sign, lit a
-stick from the heap beside the fire and held it aloft; and for a moment,
-till it flared itself out, there was silence, while the old man peered
-at the stranger. With the sudden light the hustling and jostling ceased,
-and the crowd, like Theodore, waited on the old man’s words.
-
-“Tell me,” at last came the order, “what you were doing here. Tell me
-everything”—and he lifted a dirty lean finger like a threat—“what you
-were doing on our land, where you came from, what you want?... and speak
-the truth or it will be the worse for you.”
-
-Theodore told him; while the steel-blue eyes searched his face as well
-as they might in the semi-darkness and the half-seen crowd stood mute.
-He told of his life as it had been lived with Ada; of their complete
-separation from their fellows for the space of nearly two years; of the
-coming of the child and the consequent need of help for his
-wife—conscious, all the time, not only of the questioning, unshrinking
-eyes of his judge but of the other eyes that watched him suspiciously
-from the corners and shadows of the room. Two or three times he faltered
-in his telling, oppressed by the long, steady silence; for throughout
-there was no comment, no word of interest or encouragement—only once,
-when he paused in the hope of encouragement, the old man ordered “Go
-on!”... He went on, striving to steady his voice and pleading against he
-knew not what of hostility, suspicion and fear.
-
-“... And so,” he ended uncertainly, “they found me. I wasn’t doing any
-harm.... I suppose they saw my fire?...”
-
-From someone in the darkness behind him came a grunt that might indicate
-assent—then, again, there was silence that lasted.... The dumb, heavy
-threat of it was suddenly intolerable and Theodore broke it with
-vehemence.
-
-“For God’s sake tell me what you’re going to do! It’s not much I ask and
-it’s not for myself I ask it. If you can’t help me yourselves there must
-be other people who can—tell me where I am and where I ought to go. My
-wife—she must have help.”
-
-There was no actual response to his outburst, but some of the half-seen
-figures stirred and he heard a muttering in the shadow that he took for
-the voices of women.
-
-“Tell me where I am,” he repeated, “and where I can go for help.”
-
-It was the first question only that was answered.
-
-“You are on our land.”
-
-“Your land—but where is it? In what part of England?”
-
-“I don’t know,” said the old man and shrugged his lean shoulders. “But
-you haven’t any right on it. It’s ours.”
-
-He pushed back his chair and stood up to his full, tall height; then,
-raising his hand, addressed the assembly of his followers.
-
-“You have all of you heard what he said and know what he wants. Now let
-me hear what you think. Say it out loud and not in each other’s ears.”
-
-He dropped his arm and stood waiting a reply—and after a moment one came
-from the back of the room.
-
-“It’s winter,” said a man’s voice, half-sulky, half-defiant, “and we’ve
-hardly enough left for ourselves. We don’t want any more mouths
-here—we’ve more than we can fill as it is.” A murmur of agreement
-encouraged him and he went on—louder and pushing through the crowd as he
-spoke. “We fend for our own and he must fend for his. He ought to think
-himself lucky if we let him go after we’ve taken him on our land. What
-business had he there?”
-
-This time the murmur of agreement was stronger and a second voice called
-over it:
-
-“If we catch him here again he won’t get off so easily!”
-
-The assent that followed was more than assent; applause that swelled and
-grew almost clamorous. The old man stilled it with a lifting of his
-knotted hand.
-
-“Then you won’t have him here? You don’t want him?”
-
-The “No” in answer was vigorous; refusal, it seemed, was unanimous.
-Theodore tried to speak, to explain that all he asked ... but again the
-knotted hand was lifted.
-
-“And are you—for letting him go?”
-
-The words dropped out slowly and were followed by a hush—significant as
-the question itself.... This much was clear to the listener: that behind
-them lay a fear and a threat. The nature of the threat could be guessed
-at—since they would not keep him and dared not let him go; but where and
-what was the motive for the fear that had prompted the slow, sly
-question and the uneasy silence that followed it?... He heard his own
-heart-beats in the long uneasy silence—while he sought in vain for the
-reason of their dread of one man and tried in vain to find words. It
-seemed minutes—long minutes—and not seconds till a voice made answer
-from the shadows:
-
-“Not if it isn’t safe.”
-
-And at the words, as a signal, came voices from this side and
-that—speech hurried, excited and tumultuous. It wasn’t safe—what did
-they know of him and how could they prove his story true? He might be a
-spy—now he knew where to find them, knew they had food, he might come
-back and bring others with him! When he tried to speak the voices grew
-louder, over-shouted him—and one man at his side, gesticulating wildly,
-cried out that they would be mad to let him go, since they could not
-tell how much he knew. The phrase was taken up, as it seemed in panic—by
-man after man and woman after woman—they could not tell how much he
-knew! They pressed nearer as they shouted, their faces closing in on
-him—spitting, working mouths and angry eyes. They were handling him
-almost; and when once they handled him—he knew it—the end would be sure
-and swift. He dared not move, lest fingers went up to his throat. He
-dared not even cry out.
-
-It was the old man who saved him with another call for silence. Not out
-of mercy—there was small mercy in the lined, dirty face—but because, it
-seemed, there was yet another point to be considered.
-
-“If they came again”—he jerked his head towards the open—“we should be a
-man the stronger. Now they are stronger than we are—by nearly a
-dozen....”
-
-Apparently the argument had weight, for its hearers stood uncertain and
-arrested—and instinct bade Theodore seize on the moment they had given
-him.... What he said in the beginning he could not remember—how he
-caught their attention and held it—but when cooler consciousness
-returned to him they were listening while he bargained for his life....
-He bargained and haggled for the right to live—offering goods and sweat
-and muscle in exchange for a place on the earth. He was strong and would
-work for them; he could hunt and fish and dig; he would earn by his
-labour every mouthful that fell to him, every mouthful that fell to his
-wife.... More, he had food of his own laid away for the winter
-months—dried fish and nuts and the store of fruit he had salved and
-hoarded from the autumn. These all could be fetched and shared if need
-be.... He bribed them while they haggled with their eyes. Let them come
-with him—any of them—and prove what he said; he had more than enough—let
-them come with him.... When he stopped, exhausted and sobbing for
-breath, the extreme of the danger had passed.
-
-“If he has food,” someone grunted—and Theodore, turning to the unseen
-speaker, cried out—“I swear I have! I swear it!”
-
-He hoped he had won; and then knew himself in peril again when the man
-who had raised the cry before repeated doggedly that they could not tell
-how much he knew....
-
-“Take him away,” said the old man suddenly. “You take him—you two”—and
-he pointed twice. “Keep him while we talk—till I send for you.”
-
-At least it was reprieve and Theodore knew himself in safety, if only
-for a passing moment. For their own comfort, if not for his, his guards
-escorted him to the fire in the open, where they crouched down, stolid
-and watchful, Theodore between them—exhausted by emotion and flaccid
-both in body and mind.... There was a curious relief in the knowledge
-that he had shot his last bolt and could do nothing more to save
-himself; that whatever befell him—release or swift death—was a happening
-beyond his control. No effort more was required of him and all that he
-could do was to wait.
-
-He waited dumbly, in the end almost drowsily, with his head bent forward
-on his knees.
-
-
-
-
- XVII
-
-
-After minutes, or hours, a hand was laid on his shoulder and shook it;
-he raised his eyes stupidly, saw his guards already on their feet and
-with them a third man—sent, doubtless, with orders to summon them. He
-rose, knowing that a decision had been made, one way or another, but
-still oddly numb and unmoved.... The two men with him thrust a way into
-the crowded little room, elbowing their fellows aside till they had
-pushed and dragged their charge to the neighbourhood of the fireplace
-and set him face to face with his judge. As they fell back a pace or
-two—as far as the crowding of the room allowed—someone again lit a
-branch at the fire and held it up that the light might fall upon the
-prisoner.
-
-To Theodore the action brought with it a conviction that his sentence
-was death and his manner of receiving it a diversion for the eyes of the
-beholders.... The old man was waiting, intent, with his chin on his
-hand, that he might lengthen the diversion by lengthening the suspense
-of the prisoner....
-
-When he spoke at last his words were a surprise—instead of a judgment,
-came a query.
-
-“What were you?” he asked suddenly; and, at the unexpected, irrelevant
-question, Theodore, still numb, hesitated—then repeated mechanically,
-“What was I?”
-
-“In the days before the Ruin—what were you? What sort of work did you
-do? How did you earn your living?”
-
-He knew that, pointless as the question seemed, there was something that
-mattered behind it; his face was being searched for the truth and the
-ring of listeners had ceased to jostle and were waiting in silence for
-the answer.
-
-“I—I was a clerk,” he stammered, bewildered.
-
-“A clerk,” the other repeated—as it seemed to Theodore suspiciously.
-“There were a great many different kinds of clerks—they did all sorts of
-things. What did you do?”
-
-“I was a civil servant,” Theodore explained. “A clerk in the
-Distribution Office—in Whitehall.”
-
-“That means you wrote letters—did accounts?”
-
-“Yes. Wrote letters, principally ... and filed them. And drew up
-reports....”
-
-The question sent him back through the ages. In the eye of his mind he
-saw his daily office—the shelves, the rows of files, interminable
-files—and himself, neat-suited, clean-fingered, at his desk.
-Neat-suited, clean-fingered and idling through a short day’s work; with
-Cassidy’s head at the desk by the window—and Birnbaum, the Jew boy, who
-always wore a buttonhole.... He brought himself back with an effort,
-from then to now—from the seemly remembrance of the life bureaucratic to
-a crowd of evil-smelling savages....
-
-“You were always that—just a clerk? You have never had any other way of
-earning a living?”... And again he knew that the answer mattered, that
-his “No!” was listened for intently.
-
-“You weren’t ever an engineer?” the old man persisted. “Or a scientific
-man of any kind?”
-
-“No,” Theodore repeated, “I have never had anything to do with either
-engineering or science. When I left the University I went straight into
-the Distribution Office and I stayed there till the war.”
-
-“University!” The word (so it seemed to him) was snatched at. “You’re a
-college man?”
-
-“I was at Oxford,” Theodore told him.
-
-“A college man—then they must have taught you science. They always
-taught it at colleges. Chemistry and that sort of thing—you know
-chemistry?”
-
-In the crowd was a sudden thrill that was almost murmur; and Theodore
-hesitated before he answered, his tongue grown dry in his mouth.... Were
-these people, these outcasts from civilization, hoping to find in him a
-guide and saviour who should lighten the burden of their barbarism by
-leading them back to the science which had once been a part of their
-daily life, but of which they had no practical knowledge?... If so, how
-far was it safe to lie to them? and how far, having lied, could he
-disguise his dire ignorance of processes mechanical and chemical? What
-would they hope from him, expect in the way of achievement and proof?...
-Miracles, perhaps—sheer blank impossibilities....
-
-“Science—they taught it you,” the old man was reiterating, insisting.
-
-“Yes, they taught it me,” he stammered, delaying his answer. “That is to
-say, I used to attend lectures....”
-
-“Then you know chemistry? Gases and how to make them?... And machines—do
-you know about machines? You could help us with machines—tell us how to
-make one?”
-
-The dirty old face peered up at him, waiting for his “Yes”; and he knew
-the other faces that he could not see were peering from the shadow with
-the same odd, sinister eagerness. All waiting, expectant.... The
-temptation to lie was overwhelming and what held him back was no scruple
-of conscience but the brute impossibility of making good his claim to a
-knowledge he did not possess. The utter ignorance betrayed by the form
-of the old man’s speech—“You know chemistry—do you know about
-machines?”—would make no allowance for the difficulty of applying
-knowledge and see no difference between theory and instant practice....
-In his hopelessness he gave them the truth and the truth only.
-
-“I have told you already I am not an engineer—I have never had any
-training in mechanics. As for chemistry—I had to attend lectures at
-school and college. But that was all—I never really studied it and I’m
-afraid I remember very little—almost nothing that would be of any
-practical use to you.... I don’t know what you want but, whatever it is,
-it would need some sort of apparatus—a chemist has to have his tools
-like other men. Even if I were a trained chemist I should need
-those—even if I were a trained chemist I couldn’t separate gases with my
-bare hands. For that sort of thing you need a laboratory—a workshop—the
-proper appliances.... I’ll work for you in any way that’s possible—any
-way—but you mustn’t expect impossibilities, chemistry and mechanics from
-a man who hasn’t been trained in them.... And why should you expect me
-to do what you can’t do yourselves—why should you? Is it fair?...”
-
-There was no immediate answer, but suddenly he knew that the silence
-around him had ceased to be threatening and tense. The old man’s eyes
-had left his own; they were moving round the room and searching, as it
-seemed, for assent.... In the end they came back to Theodore—and
-judgment was given.
-
-“If you are what you say you are, we will take you; but if you have lied
-to us and you know what is forbidden, we shall find you out sooner or
-later and, as sure as you stand there, we will kill you. If you are what
-you say you are—a plain man like us and without devil’s knowledge—you
-may come to us and bring your woman, if she also is without devil’s
-knowledge. That is, if you can feed her; we have only enough for
-ourselves. And from this day forward you will be our man; and to-morrow
-you will take the oath to be what we are and live as we do, and be our
-man against all our enemies and perils. Are you agreed to that?”
-
-He was saved and Ada with him—so much he knew; but as yet it was not
-clear what had saved him. He was to be their man—take an oath and be one
-with them—and there was the phrase “devil’s knowledge,” twice
-repeated.... He stared stupidly at the man who had granted his
-life—realizing that his ordeal was over only when the packed room
-emptied itself and the old man turned back to his fire.
-
-
-
-
- XVIII
-
-
-It was the phrase “devil’s knowledge” that, when his first bewilderment
-was over, gave Theodore the clue to the meaning of the scene he had
-lived through and the outlook of those whose man he would become on the
-morrow. That and the sudden memory of Markham ... on the crest of the
-centuries, on the night when the crest curled over...
-
-He was so far taken into tribal fellowship that he had ceased to be
-openly a prisoner; but the two men who, for the rest of the night,
-shared with him the shelter of a lean-to hut, took care to bestow
-themselves between their guest and the entrance. He got little out of
-them in the way of enlightenment, for they were asleep almost as they
-flung themselves down on their moss; but for hours, while they snored,
-Theodore lay open-eyed, piecing together his fragmentary information of
-the world into which he had strayed.
-
-“Without devil’s knowledge”—that, if he understood aright, was the
-qualification for admission to the life that had survived disaster.
-“Devil’s knowledge” being—if he was not mad—the scientific, mechanical,
-engineering lore which was the everyday acquirement of thousands on
-thousands of ordinary civilized men. The everyday acquirements of
-ordinary men were anathema; if he was not mad, his own life had been
-granted him for the reason only that he was unskilled and devoid of
-them. Ignorant, even as the men who spared him, of practical science and
-mechanics—a plain man, like unto them.... Ignorance was prized here,
-esteemed as a virtue—the old man’s query, “You’re a college man?” had
-been accusation disguised.
-
-In a flash it was clear to him, and he saw through the farce whereby he
-had been tested and tempted; understood the motive that had prompted its
-cruel low cunning and all that the cunning implied of acceptance of
-barbarism, insistence on it.... What these outcasts, these remnants of
-humanity feared above all things was a revival of the science, the
-mechanical powers, that had wrecked their cities, their houses and their
-lives and made them—what they were.... In knowledge was death and in
-ignorance alone was a measure of peace and security; hence, fearing lest
-he was of those who knew too much, they had tempted him to confess to
-forbidden knowledge, to boast of it—that, having boasted, they might
-kill him without mercy, make an end of his wits with his life. In the
-torments inflicted by science destructive they had turned upon science
-and renounced it; and, that their terrors might not be renewed in the
-future, they were setting up against it an impassable barrier of
-ignorance. They had put devil’s knowledge behind them—with intention for
-ever.... If when they questioned him and led him on, he had yielded to
-the natural impulse to lie, they would have knocked him on the head—like
-vermin—without scruple; and the sweat broke out on him as he remembered
-how nearly he had lied....
-
-He sat up, sweating and staring at darkness, and thrust back the hair
-from his forehead.... He was back among men—who, of set purpose and
-deliberately, had turned their faces from the knowledge their fathers
-had acquired by the patience and toil of generations! Who, of set
-purpose and deliberately, sought to filch from their children the
-heritage of the ages, the treasure of the mind of man!... That was what
-it meant—the treasure of the mind of man! Renunciation of all that long
-generations had striven for with patience and learning and devotion....
-The impossibility and the treason of it—to know nothing, to forget all
-their fathers had won for them.... He remembered old talk of education
-as a birthright and the agitations of reformers and political parties.
-To this end.
-
-Who were they, he asked himself, these people who had made a decision so
-terrible—what manner of men in the old life? Now they were seeking to
-live as the beasts live, and not only the world material had died to
-them, but the world of human aspiration.... To this they had come, these
-people who once were human—the beast in them had conquered the brain ...
-and like fire there blazed into his brain the commandment: “Thou shalt
-not eat of the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge! Thou shalt not eat ...
-lest ye die.”
-
-The command, the prohibition, had suddenly a new significance. Was this,
-then, the purport of a legend hitherto meaningless? Was this the truth
-behind the childish symbol? The deadly truth that knowledge is power of
-destruction—power of destruction too great for the human, the fallible,
-to wield?... Odd that he had never thought of it before—that, familiar
-all his life with a deadly truth, he had read it as primitive
-childishness!
-
-“Of the Tree of the Knowledge of good and evil thou shalt not eat ...
-lest ye die....”
-
-He sat numbly repeating the words half aloud till there flashed into his
-brain a memory, a vision of Markham. In his room off Great Smith Street
-on the night when war was declared—talking rapidly with his mouth full
-of biscuit. “Only one thing I’m fairly certain about—I ought to have
-been strangled at birth.... If the human animal must fight, it should
-kill off its scientific men. Stamp out the race of ’em!”... What was
-that but a paraphrase, a modern application of the command laid upon
-Adam. “Of the Tree of the Knowledge of good and evil thou shalt not
-eat ... lest ye die.”
-
-To his first impulse—of amazement and shrinking, as from
-treason—succeeded understanding of the outlook of these men and their
-decision. More, he wondered why, even in the worst of his despair, he
-had always believed in the persistence, the re-birth, of the
-civilization that had bred him.... These people—he saw it—were logical,
-as Markham had been logical—were wise after the event as Markham had
-been wise before it; and it amazed him that in his porings and guessings
-at a world reviving he had never hit upon their simple solution of the
-eternal problem of war. Markham’s solution; which, till this moment, he
-had not taken literally.... “You can’t combine the practice of science
-and the art of war; in the end it’s one or the other. We, I think, are
-going to prove that—very definitely.” One or the other. The fighting
-instinct or knowledge!
-
-Man, because he fights, must deny himself knowledge—which is power over
-the forces of nature; the secrets of nature must be veiled from him by
-his own ignorance—lest, when the impulse to strife wells up in him, they
-serve him for infinite destruction. These renegades, in agony, had made
-confession of their sin, of the corporate sin of a world; had faced the
-brutality of their own nature; had denied themselves the fruit of the
-Tree of Knowledge, and led themselves out of temptation. Since fight
-they must, being men with men’s passions, they would limit their powers
-of destruction.... So he read their strange self-denying ordinance.
-
-The thought led him on to wonder whether they were alone in their
-self-denying ordinance.... Surely not—unless they lived hidden, in
-complete isolation, out of contact with others of their kind. And
-obviously they did not live isolated; they had spoken of others who were
-stronger, and of land that was theirs—implying a system of boundary and
-penalty for trespass and theft. Further, the phrase “against all
-enemies” indicated at least a possibility of the contact that was
-bloodshed—yet enemies who had not renounced the advantage of mechanical
-and scientific knowledge would be enemies who could overwhelm at the
-first encounter a community fighting as barbarians.... What, then, was
-their relation to a world more civilized and communities that had not
-renounced?...
-
-In the end, from sheer exhaustion, he ceased to surmise and argue with
-himself—and slept suddenly and heavily, huddling for warmth on his
-moss-bed against the body of his nearest gaoler.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was a thrust from a foot that awakened him, and he crawled out
-shivering into the half-light of dawn and the chill of a frostbitten
-morning; the camp was alive and emerging from its shelters, the women
-already occupied in cooking the morning meal. Theodore and his guardians
-shared a bowl of steaming mess; a mingling of potatoes, dried greenstuff
-and gobbets of meat which he guessed to be rat-flesh. They shared it
-wolfishly, each man eating fast lest his fellows had more than their
-portion; the meal over, the bowl was flung back to the women for
-washing, and his gaolers—his mates now—relaxed; there was no further
-reason for unfriendliness and they were willing enough to be
-communicative, with the slow uncommunicativeness of men who have little
-but their daily round to talk about.
-
-They had neighbours, yes—at least what you might call neighbours; there
-was a settlement, much the same size as their own, some three or four
-hours’ journey away, on the other side of the river—that was the
-nearest, and the tribesmen met sometimes but not often. Being
-questioned, they explained that there was frequent trouble about fishing
-rights—where our stretch of river ended and theirs began; trouble and,
-now and then, fighting. Yes, of course, they lived as we do—how else
-should they live?... They were better off for shelter, having taken
-possession of a village—but we, in the hills, were much safer, not so
-easy to attack or surprise.... No, they were not the only ones; on this
-side the river, but farther away, was another settlement, a larger one;
-there had been trouble with them, too, as they were very short of food
-and sent out raiding parties. They had fallen on the village across the
-water, carried off some of its winter stock and set light to three or
-four houses; later—a month ago—they had fallen on us, less successfully
-because we were warned and on the look-out for them.... That was why we
-always have watchers at night—the watchers who saw your fire....
-
-Even from a first halting conversation with men who found anything but
-sheer statement of fact a difficulty, Theodore was able to construct in
-outline the common life of this new humanity, its politics, internal and
-external. The constitution of the tribe—the origin and keystone of the
-social system—had been, in the beginning, as much a matter of reckless
-chance as the mating of himself and Ada; small wandering groups of men,
-who had come alive through the agony of war and famine, had been knit
-together by a common need or a terror of loneliness, and insensibly
-welded into a whole, an embryo community. It was a matter of chance,
-too, in the beginning whether the meeting with another little wandering
-group would result in bloodshed for the possession of food—sometimes for
-the possession of women—or a welcome and the joining up of forces; but
-to the joining-up process there was always a limit—the limit of
-resources available. A tribe which desired to augment its strength as
-against its rivals was faced with the difficulty of filling many hungry
-mouths.... Their own community had once been faced with such a
-difficulty and had solved it by driving out three or four of its weaker
-members.
-
-“What became of them?” asked Theodore, and was told no one knew. It was
-winter when food ran short and they were driven out—and some of them had
-come back after nightfall to the edge of the camp and cried to be
-allowed in again. Till the men ran out and drove them off with sticks
-and stone-throwing. After that they went and were no more seen....
-Later, in the summer, there had broken out a sickness which again
-reduced their numbers. When the wind blew for long up the valley it
-brought a bad smell with it—and flies. That was what caused the
-sickness. There had been a great deal of it; it was said that in a
-village lower down the river more than half the inhabitants had died.
-
-He surmised as he listened—and realized later—that it was the need of
-avoiding constant strife that had broken the nomadic habit and
-solidified the wandering and fluid groups into tribes with a settled
-dwelling-place. Until a limit was set to their wanderings, groups and
-single nomads drifted hither and thither in the search for food,
-snarling at each other when they met; the end of sheer anarchy came with
-appropriation, by a particular group, of a stretch of country which gave
-some promise of supporting it. That entailed the institution of communal
-property, the setting up of a barrier against the incursions of others—a
-barrier which was also a limit beyond which the group must not trespass
-on the land and possessions of others.... Swiftly, insensibly and
-naturally, there was growing up a system of boundaries; boundaries
-established, in the first place, by chance, by force or rough custom and
-defined later by meetings between headmen of villages. Within its
-boundaries each tribe or group existed as best it might, overstepping
-its limits at its peril; but disputing at intervals—as men have disputed
-since the world began—the precise terms of the agreement that defined
-its limits. And, agreements being verbal only, there were many occasions
-for dispute.
-
-As he questioned his new-made comrades and heard their answers, there
-died in Theodore’s heart the hope that these people into whose midst he
-had stumbled—these people living like the beasts of the field—were but
-dwellers on the outskirts of a world reviving and civilized. Of men
-existing in any other fashion than their own he heard no mention, no
-rumour; there was talk only of a camp here and a village there—where men
-fished and hunted and scratched the ground that they might find the
-remains of other’s sowing. The formal intercourse between the various
-groups was suspicious and slyly diplomatic, an affair of the meetings of
-headmen; though now and again, as life grew more certain, there was
-trading in the form of barter. One community had settled in a stretch of
-potato-fields, left derelict, which, even under rough and unskilled
-cultivation, yielded more than sufficient for its needs; another, by
-some miracle, had possessed itself of goats—three or four in the first
-instance, found wild among the hills, escaped from the hungry,
-indiscriminate slaughter which had bared the countryside of cattle.
-These they bred, were envied for, guarded with arms in their hands and
-occasionally bartered; not without bitter resentment and dispute at the
-price their advantage exacted.... But of those who possessed more than
-goats or the leavings of other men’s fields, who lived as men had been
-wont to live in the days when the world was civilized—not a trace, not
-so much as a word!
-
-Direct questioning brought only a shake of the head. Towns—yes, of
-course there were towns—further on; but no one lived in them—you could
-not get a living out of pavements, bricks and hard roads.... Up the
-river—the way he had come—was a stretch of dead land where nothing grew
-and no one lived; he had seen it for himself and knew best what lay
-beyond it. Lower down the river were the other camps like their own; so
-many they knew of, and others they had heard of further off. In the
-distance—on the other side of those hills—there had been a large town in
-the old days; ruins of it—miles of streets and ruins—were lying on both
-banks of the river. They themselves had never entered it—only seen it
-from a distance—but those who lived nearer had said it was mostly in
-ruins and that bodies were thick in the streets. In the summer, they had
-heard, it was forbidden to enter it; because it was those who had gone
-there in search of plunder who first were smitten with the sickness
-which spread from their camp along the valley. It was the wind blowing
-over the town—so they said—which brought the bad smell and the flies....
-No, they did not know its name; had never heard it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was when he turned from the present to the past that Theodore found
-himself against a barrier, the barrier unexpected of a plain
-unwillingness to talk of the world that had vanished. When spoken of at
-all it was spoken of carefully, with precaution and choosing of phrase,
-and no man gave easily many details of his life before the Ruin.
-
-At first the strange attitude puzzled him—he could make nothing of the
-odd, suspicious glances whereby questioning was met, the attempt to
-parry it, the cautious, non-committal replies; it was only by degrees
-that he grasped their significance and understood how complete was that
-renunciation of the past which these people had imposed upon themselves.
-Forgetfulness—so Theodore learned in time—was more than a precaution; it
-had been preached in the new-born world as a religion, accepted as an
-article of faith. The prophet who had expressed the common need and
-instinct in terms of religion had in due time made his appearance; a
-wild-eyed, eloquent scarecrow of a man, aflame with belief in his sacred
-mission and with loathing for the sins of the world. Coming from no one
-knew where, he carried his gospel through a land left desolate,
-proclaiming his creed of salvation through ignorance and crying woe on
-the yet unrepentant sinners who should seek to preserve the deadly
-knowledge that had brought God’s judgment on the world!
-
-The seed of his doctrine fell on fruitful soil—on brutalized minds in
-starved bodies; the shaggy, half-naked enthusiast was hailed as a
-law-giver, saint and saviour, and the harvest of souls was abundant. On
-every side the faith was embraced with fervour; the bitter experience of
-the convert confirming the prophet’s inspiration. Tribe after tribe
-reconciled itself to a God who had turned in wrath from His creatures,
-offended by their upstart pretensions and encroachments on the power of
-Deity. Tribe after tribe made confession of its sin, grovelling at the
-feet of a jealous Omnipotence and renouncing the works of the devil and
-the deadly pride of the intellect; and in tribe after tribe there were
-hideous little massacres—blood-offerings, sweet and acceptable
-sacrifice, that should purify mankind from its guilt. Those who were
-known to have pried into the hidden secrets of Omnipotence were cut off
-in their wickedness, lest they should corrupt others—were dragged to the
-feet of the prophet and slaughtered, lest they should defile humanity
-anew through the pride of the intellect and the power of their
-devil-sent knowledge. Men known to be learned or suspected of learning;
-men possessed of no more than mechanical training and skill.... There
-was a story of one whom certain in the tribe would have spared—a doctor
-of medicine who had comforted many in the past. But the prophet cried
-out that this uttermost sacrifice, too, was demanded of them till,
-frenzied with piety, they turned on their healer and beat out the brains
-that had served them.... And over the bodies had followed an orgy of
-repentance, of groaning and revivalistic prayer; the priest blessing the
-sacrifice with uplifted arms and calling down the vengeance of God Most
-High upon those who should be false to the vow they had sworn in the
-blood of sinners. He chanted the vow, they repeating it after him;
-taking oath to renounce the evil thing, to stamp it out wherever met
-with, in man, in woman, in child.
-
-The prophet (so Theodore learned) had continued his wanderings,
-preaching the gospel as he went—through village after village and
-settlement after settlement, till he passed beyond the confines of
-report. He had bidden his followers expect his return; but whether he
-came again or not, his doctrine was firmly established. He had left
-behind him the germs of a priesthood, a tradition and a Law for his
-converts—a Law which included the penalty of death for those who should
-fail to keep the vow....
-
-Lest it should fade from their minds, there were days set apart for
-renewal of the vow, for public, ceremonial repetition of the creed and
-doctrine of ignorance; and, with the Ruin an ever-present memory to the
-remnant of humanity, the tendency was to interpret the Law with all
-strictness—there were devotees and fanatics who watched with a mingling
-of animal fear and religious hate for signs of relapse and backsliding.
-Denunciation was of all things dreaded; and outspoken regret for a world
-that had passed had more than once been pretext for denunciation. To
-dwell in speech on the doings of that world might be interpreted—had
-been interpreted—as a hankering after the Thing Forbidden, a desire to
-revive the Accursed.... Hence the parrying of questions, the barrier of
-protective silence which the newcomer broke through with difficulty.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It took more than a day for Theodore to understand his new world and its
-meaning, to grasp its social system and civil and religious polity; but
-at the end of one day he knew roughly the conditions in which he was
-destined to live out the rest of his life.
-
-Not that, in the beginning, he admitted that so he must live; it was
-long—many years—before he resigned himself to the knowledge that his
-limits, till death released him, were the narrow limits of his tribe.
-For years he held secretly—but none the less fast—to the hope of a
-civilization that must one day reveal itself, advance and overwhelm his
-barbarians. For years he strained his eyes for the coming of its
-pioneers, its saviours; it was long—very long—before he gave up his
-hopes and faced the certainty that, if the world he had known continued
-to exist, it existed too feebly and too far away to stretch out to
-himself and his surroundings.
-
-There were times when the longing for it flared and burned in him, and
-he sought desperately for traces of the world he had known—running
-hither and thither in search of it. Under pretext of a hunting
-expedition he would absent himself from the tribe, and trespass—often at
-the imminent risk of death—on the territory of alien communities;
-returning, after days, no nearer to his goal and no wiser for his
-stealthy prowlings. The life of alien communities, the prospect revealed
-from strange hills, was, to all intents and purposes, the life and
-outlook of his tribe.... He would question the occasional stranger from
-a distant village, in the hope of at least a word, a rumour—a rumour
-that might give guidance for further and more hopeful search. But those
-who came from distant villages spoke only of villages more distant; of
-other hunting-grounds, of other tribal feuds, of other long stretches of
-ruin.... The world, so far as it came within his ken, was cut to one
-pattern, the pattern of a cowed and brutalized man, who bent his face to
-the stubborn ground and forgot the cunning of his fathers.
-
-
-
-
- XIX
-
-
-The actual and formal ceremony of his acceptance into the little
-community took place after night had fallen; deferred to that hour in
-part because, with nightfall, the day’s labour ceased and the fishermen
-and snarers of birds had returned to their dwelling-place—and in part
-because darkness, lit only by the glow of torches and wood fires, lent
-an added solemnity to the rite.
-
-Earlier in the day the new tribesman had been summoned to a second
-interview with the headman. The old man questioned him shrewdly enough
-as to his road, the nature of his winter food store and the feasibility
-of transporting it; and it was settled finally that Theodore should
-depart with the morning accompanied by another from the tribe. The pair
-could row and tow up the river a flat-bottomed boat which was one of the
-community’s possessions; and as his own camp was only a few hours’ tramp
-from navigable water, he and his companion should be able, with a day or
-two, to make three or four journeys from camp to riverside and load the
-boat with as much as it would carry of his hoard. If the weather
-favoured—if snow held off and storm—they might return within five or six
-days.
-
-His instructions received, he was dismissed; and bidden, since he would
-need a hut for himself and his wife, to set about its building at once.
-A site was allotted him on the edge of the copse that was the centre of
-the tribal life and he was granted the use of some of the tools that
-were common property—an axe, a mallet, and a spade. By the time the sun
-set his dwelling had made some progress; stakes had been driven in to
-serve as corner-posts, and logs laid from one to the other.
-
-With dusk, by twos and threes, the men had drifted back to the village
-and the women were busied with the cooking of supper at fires that
-blazed in the open, so long as the weather was dry, as well as at the
-mud-built ovens that sheltered a flame from the wind. When they kept
-their men waiting for the plates and bowls of food there was impatient
-shouting and now and then a blow.... Theodore, as he ate his supper,
-noted suddenly that though one or two of the women carried babies, the
-camp contained no child that was older than the crawling stage—no child
-that survived the Disaster.
-
-The night was rainless, and when the meal was over the men, for the most
-part, lay or crouched near their fires—some torpid, some talking with
-their women; but they roused and stood upright when the ceremony began,
-and the headman, calling for silence, beckoned with a dirty claw to
-Theodore.
-
-“Here!” said Theodore and went to him. The old man was seated on the
-trunk of a fallen tree; he waited till the tribesmen, one and all, had
-ranged themselves on either hand and then signed to Theodore to kneel.
-
-“Give me both your hands,” he ordered—and held them between his own. As
-in days long past—(so Theodore remembered)—the overlord, the suzerain,
-had taken the hands of his vassal.... Did he remember—this latter-day
-barbarian—the ritual of chivalry, the feudal customs of Capet,
-Hohenstaufen and Plantagenet? Or was his imitation of their lordly rite
-unconscious?
-
-“So that you may live and be one of us,” the old man began, “you will
-swear two things—to be true to your fellows and humble and meek towards
-God. Before God and before all of us you will take your oath; and, if
-you break it, may you die the death of the wicked and may fire consume
-you to eternity!”
-
-The words were intoned and not spoken for the first time: the ritual of
-the ceremony was established, and at definite points and intervals the
-bystanders broke in with a mutter of approval or warning—already
-traditional.
-
-“First: you will swear, till death takes you, to be our man against all
-perils and enemies.”
-
-“I will be your man till death takes me,” swore Theodore, “against all
-perils and enemies.”
-
-“You are witness,” said the headman, looking round, and was answered by
-a murmur from the listeners. The women did not join in it—they had, it
-seemed, no right of vote or assent; but they had drawn near, every one
-of them, and were peering at the ceremony from beyond the shoulders of
-their men.
-
-“And now,” came the order, “you will take the oath to God, to purify
-your heart and renounce devil’s knowledge—for yourself and for those who
-come after you. Swear it after me, word by holy word—and swear it with
-your heart as with your lips.”
-
-And word by word, and line by line, Theodore repeated the formula that
-cut him off from the world of his youth and the heritage of all the
-ages. It was a rhythmical formula, its phrasing often Biblical;
-instinctively the prophet, when he framed his new ritual, had followed
-the music of the old.... Written pages and the stonework of churches
-might perish, but the word that was spoken endured....
-
-“I do swear and take oath, before God and before man, that I will walk
-humbly all my days and put from me the pride of the intellect.
-Remembering that the meek shall inherit the earth and that the poor in
-spirit are acceptable in the sight of the Most High. Therefore, I do
-swear and take oath that I will purify my heart of that which is
-forbidden, that I will renounce and drive out all memory of the learning
-which it is not meant for me, who am sinful man, to know. What I know
-and remember of that which is forbidden shall be dead to me and as if it
-had never been born.... May my hands be struck off before I set them to
-the making of that which is forbidden; and may blindness smite me if I
-seek to pry into the hidden mysteries of God. Into the secrets of the
-earth, into the secrets of the air, the secrets of water or fire. For
-the Lord our God is a jealous God and the secrets of earth, air, water
-and fire are sacred to Him Who made them and must not be revealed to
-sinners.... Therefore, I pray that my tongue may rot in my mouth before
-I speak one word that shall kindle the desire of others for that which
-must not be revealed.
-
-“I call upon the Lord Most High, Who made heaven and earth and all that
-in them is, to hear this oath that I have sworn; and, in the day that I
-am false to it, I call on Him to blast me with His utmost wrath.... And
-I call upon my fellow-men to hear this oath that I have sworn; may they
-shed my blood without mercy, in the day that I am false to it, by
-thought, word or deed. In the day that I am false to it may they visit
-my sin on my head; as I will visit their sin on man, woman or child who,
-in my sight or in my hearing, shall hanker after that which is
-forbidden.
-
-“For so only shall we cleanse and purify our hearts; so only shall we
-live without devil’s knowledge and bring up our children without it.
-That the land may have peace in our days and that the wrath of the Most
-High may be averted from us.
-
-“So help me God. Amen.”
-
-“Amen!” came back in a chorus from the shadowy group on either hand; and
-when the echo of their voices had died in the night the headman loosed
-Theodore’s hands.
-
-He rose and looked round him on the faces that were near enough to
-see—searched them in the firelight for regret or a memory of the
-past ... and, beyond and behind the ring of stolid expressionless faces
-and the desert silence, saw Markham toasting the centuries, heard the
-moving thunder of a multitude and the prayer of the Westminster
-bells....
-
- Lord—through—this—hour ...
-
-The old man stretched out a hand in token of comradeship admitted—and
-Theodore took it mechanically.
-
-
-
-
- XX
-
-
-With dawn Theodore and a stolid companion, appointed by the headman, set
-out on their journey to the camp where Ada awaited them. They reached it
-only after weatherbound delays; as they towed their boat against a
-current that was almost too strong for their paddling they were
-overtaken by a blinding snowstorm and escaped from it barely with their
-lives. They made fast their boat to the stump of a tree and groped
-through the smother to a shed near the river’s edge; and there, for the
-better part of a day, they sheltered while the storm lasted. When it
-moderated and they pushed on through the dead village, a thick sheet of
-snow had obliterated the minor landmarks whereby Theodore had been wont
-to guide his way. It was close upon sunset on the third day of their
-journey when they trudged into the hidden valley and the familiar
-tree-clump came in sight—and dusk was thickening into moonless dark when
-Ada, hearing voices, ran forward with a scream of welcome. She sobbed
-and laughed incoherently as she clung round her husband’s neck;
-hysterical, perhaps near insanity, through loneliness and the terror of
-loneliness.
-
-In the intensity of her relief at the ending of her ordeal she forgot,
-at first, to be greatly disappointed because the world of Theodore’s
-discovery was a world without a cinema or char-à-banc; with her craving
-for company, it was sheer delight to know that in a few days more she
-would be in the midst of some two score human beings, whatever their
-manner of living. It took time and explanation to make her understand
-that the desire for char-à-banc and cinema must no longer be openly
-expressed; she stared uncomprehendingly when Theodore strove to make
-clear to her the religious, as well as the practical, idea that lay
-behind the prohibition.
-
-The need for caution was the more urgent since he had learned in the
-course of the return journey that his appointed companion was a fanatic
-in the new faith, a penitent who groaned to his offended Deity; savagely
-pure-hearted in the cult of ignorance and savagely suspicious of the
-backslider.
-
-The religious temperament was something so far removed from Ada’s
-experience that he found it impossible at a first hearing to convince
-her of the unknown danger of intolerant and distorted faith. His mention
-of a religious aspect to their new difficulties brought the vague
-rejoinder that her mother was a Baptist but her aunt had been married in
-a Catholic church to an Irishman; and in the end he gave up his attempt
-at explanation and snapped out an order instead.
-
-“You’re to be careful how you talk to them. Until you get to know them,
-you’d better say nothing about what you used to do in the old times.
-Nothing at all—do you hear?...”
-
-She stared, uncomprehending, but realized the order was an order. What
-she did understand and tremble at was the lack of provision for her
-coming ordeal of childbirth, and there was a burst of loud weeping and
-terrified protest when Theodore admitted, in answer to her questions,
-that he had found no trace of either hospitals, nurses or doctors. For
-the time being he soothed her with a hurried promise of seeking them
-further afield—pushing on to find them (they were sure to be found) when
-she was settled in comfort and safety with other women to look after
-her.... For the time being, he told himself, the soothing deceit was a
-necessity; she would understand later—see for herself what was
-possible—settle down and accept the inevitable.
-
-She was all eagerness to start, but it took two full days before the
-requisite number of journeys had been made to the river—their stores
-packed on an improvised sled, dragged heavily across the miles of frozen
-snow and stowed in the flat-bottomed boat. Then, on the third day, Ada
-herself made the journey; helped along by the men who, when the ground
-was smooth enough, set her on the sled and dragged her. In spite of
-their help she needed many halts for rest, and the distance between camp
-and river took most of the hours of daylight to accomplish; hence they
-sheltered for the night in a cottage not far from the river’s bank, and
-with morning dropped downstream in the boat—paddling cautiously as they
-rounded each bend and always on their guard against the possibility of
-unfriendly meetings. The long desolation they passed through was a
-no-man’s land; any stray hunter, therefore, might deem himself at
-liberty to attack whom he saw and seize what he found in their
-possession. But throughout the short day was neither sight nor sound of
-man and by sunset the current, running swollen and rapidly, had brought
-them to their destined landing.... After that came the mooring of the
-boat in the reeds and the hiding, on the bank of the river, of the
-stores they could not carry; then the long uphill tramp over snow, in
-the gathering darkness—with Ada shivering, crying from weariness and
-clinging to her husband’s arm. And—at last—the glow of fires, through
-tree-trunks; with figures moving round them, shaggy men and unkempt
-women.... Their home!
-
-The unkempt women met their fellow not unkindly. They drew her to the
-fire and rubbed her frozen hands; then, while one brought a bowl of
-steaming mess, another laid dry moss and heather in the bed-place of her
-unfinished dwelling. A protesting baby was wakened from its sleep and
-dandled for her comfort and inspection—its mother giving frank and
-loud-voiced details concerning the manner of its birth. There was a
-rough and good-natured attempt to raise her drooping spirits, and Ada,
-fed and warmed, brightened visibly and responded to the clack of
-tongues. This, at least, the new world had restored to her—the blessing
-of loud voices raised in chatter.... All the same, on the second night
-of their new life Theodore, awake in the darkness, heard her sniffing
-and swallowing her tears.
-
-“What is it?” he asked and she clung to him miserably and wept her
-forebodings on his shoulder. Not only forebodings of her coming ordeal
-in the absence of hospitals and doctors, but—was this, in truth, to be
-the world? These people—so they told her—knew of no other existing; but
-what had become of all the towns? The trams, the shops, the life of the
-towns—her life—where was it? It must be somewhere—a little way off—where
-was it?... He soothed her with difficulty, repeating his warnings on the
-danger of open regrets for the past and reminding her that to-morrow she
-also would be called on for the oath.
-
-“I know,” she whimpered. “Of course I’ll taike an oath if I must. But
-you can’t ’elp thinking—if you swear yourself black in the faice, you
-can’t ’elp thinking.”
-
-“Whatever you think,” he insisted, “you mustn’t say it—to anyone.”
-
-“I know,” she snuffled obediently, “I shan’t say nothing ... but, oh
-Gawd, oh Gawd—aren’t we ever going to be ’appy again?”
-
-He knew what she was weeping for—shaking with miserable sobs; the
-evenings at the pictures, the little bits of machine-made finery, the
-petty products of “devil’s knowledge” that had made up her daily life.
-The cry to her “Gawd” was a prayer for the return of these things and
-the hope of them had so far sustained her in peril, hardship and
-loneliness. Pictures and finery had always been there, just a mile or
-two beyond the horizon—awaiting her enjoyment so soon as it was safe to
-reach them. Now, in her overpowering misery and darkness of soul, she
-was facing the dread possibility that they no longer awaited her, that
-the horizon was immeasurable, infinite.... Guns and bombs and
-poisons—nobody wanted them and she understood people making up their
-minds to do without ’em. But the other things—you couldn’t go on living
-without the other things—shops and proper houses and railways....
-
-“It can’t be for always,” she persisted, “it can’t be”—and was cheered
-by the sudden heat of his agreement, the sudden note of protest in his
-voice. The knowledge that he sympathized encouraged her and, with her
-head on his shoulder, sniffing, but comforted, she began to plan out
-their deliverance.
-
-“They must be somewhere—the people that live like they used to. Keepin’
-quiet, I dessay, till things gets more settled. When things is settled
-they’ll get a move on and come along and find us. It stands to reason
-they can’t be so very far off, because I remember the teacher tellin’ us
-when we ’ad our jography lesson that England’s quite a small country. So
-they ’aven’t got so very far to come.... I expect an aeroplane’ll come
-first.”
-
-He felt her thrill in expectation of the moment when she sighted the
-swiftly moving speck aloft, the bearer of deliverance drawing nigh.
-Wouldn’t it be heavenly when they saw one at last—after all these awful
-months and years!... In the war they were beastly, but, now that the war
-was over, what had become of all the passenger ’planes and the airships?
-She was always looking out for one—always; every morning when she came
-out of the hut the first thing she did was to look up at the sky.... And
-some day one was bound to come. When things had settled down and got
-straight, it was bound to....
-
-But it never did; and in the end she ceased to look for it.
-
- * * * * *
-
-His attempts—they were many in the first few years—to break away from
-his world and his bondage of ignorance were made always with cunning
-precaution and subterfuge; not even the pitiable need of his wife would
-have served as excuse for the backsliding which was search after the
-forbidden. To a fanaticism dominated by the masculine element the pains
-of childbirth were once more an ordinance of God; and when, a few weeks
-before Ada’s time of trial, Theodore absented himself from the camp for
-a night or two, he gave no one (save Ada) warning of his journey, and
-later accounted for his absence by a plausible story of straying and a
-hunter’s misfortunes. He had ceased, since he took up his dwelling with
-the tribe, to believe in the neighbourhood of a civilization in being;
-all he hoped for was the neighbourhood, not too distant, of men who had
-not acquiesced in ruin and put hope of recovery behind them. What he
-sought primarily was that aid and comfort in childbirth for which his
-wife appealed to him with insistence that grew daily more terrified;
-what he sought fundamentally was escape from a people vowed to
-ignorance.
-
-The goal of his first journey was the town lying lower down the river,
-the forbidden city which had once bred pestilence and flies. He
-approached it deviously, keeping to the hills and avoiding districts he
-knew to be inhabited; hoping against hope, that, in spite of report, he
-might find some rebuilding of a civic existence and human life as he had
-known it.... What he found when he came down from the foothills and
-trudged through its outskirts was the customary silent desolation; a
-desolation flooded and smelling of foul water—untenanted streets that
-were channels and backwaters, and others where the slime of years lay
-thick and scum bred rank vegetation.
-
-Silent streets and empty houses had long been familiar to him, but until
-that day he had not known how swiftly nature, left to herself, could
-take hold of them. The river and the life that sprang from it was
-overwhelming what man had deserted. Three winters of neglect in a
-low-lying, well-watered country had wrought havoc with the work of the
-farmer and the engineer; streams which had been channelled and guided
-for centuries had already burst their way back to freedom. With every
-flooded winter more banks were undermined, more channels silted up and
-shifted; and that which had been ploughland, copse or water-meadow was
-relapsing into bog undrained. The valley above and below the town was a
-green swamp studded with reedy little pools; a refuge for the waterbird
-where a man would set foot at his peril. Buildings here and there stood
-rotting, forlorn and inaccessible—barns, sheds and farmhouses, their
-walls leaning drunkenly as foundations shifted in the mud; and in the
-town itself, as surely, if more slowly, the waters were taking
-possession.... Towns had vanished, he knew—vanished so completely that
-their very sites had been matter of dispute to antiquarians—but never
-till to-day had he visualized the process; the rising of layer on layer
-of mud, the sapping of foundations by water. The forces that made ruin
-and the forces that buried it; flood and frost and the persistent thrust
-of vegetation. As the waterlogged ground slid beneath them, rows of
-jerry-built houses were sagging and cracking to their fall; here and
-there one had crumbled and lay in a rubble heap, the water curdling at
-its base.... How many life-times, he wondered, till the river had the
-best of it and the houses where men had gone out and in were one and all
-of them a rubble heap—under water and mud and rank greenery? He saw
-them, decades or centuries ahead, as a waste, a stretch of bogland where
-the river idled; bogland, now flooded, now drying and cracked in the
-sun; and with broken green islets still thrusting through the
-swamp—broken green islets of moss-covered rock that underneath was brick
-and mortar. In time it might be—with more decades or centuries—the
-islets also would sink lower in the swamp, disappear....
-
-The process, unhindered, was certain as sunrise; the important little
-streets that humanity had built for its vanished needs and its vanished
-business would be absorbed into an indifferent wilderness, in all things
-sufficient to itself. The rigid important little streets had been no
-more than an episode in the ceaseless life of the wilderness; an episode
-ending in failure, to be decently buried and forgotten.
-
-He plodded aimlessly through street after street that was fordable till
-the shell of a “County Infirmary” mocked at Ada’s hopes and recalled the
-first purpose of his journey; a gaunt sodden building, the name yet
-visible on walls that sweated fungi and mould. Then, that he might leave
-nothing undone in the way of help and search, he trudged and waded to
-the lower outskirts of the town; where the roads lost themselves in
-grass and flooded water, and there stretched to the limit of his
-eyesight a dull winter landscape without sign of living care or
-habitation. In the end—having strained his eyes after that which was
-not—he turned to slink back to his own place; skirting alien territory
-where the sight of a stranger might mean an alarm and a manhunt, and
-sheltering at night where his fire might be hidden from the watcher.
-
-“You ’aven’t found nothin’?” Ada whimpered, when he had told his
-necessary lies to the curious and they were out of earshot in their hut.
-Her eyes had grown piteous when he stumbled in alone; she had dreamt in
-his absence of sudden and miraculous deliverance—following him in fancy
-through streets with tramlines, where dwelt women who wore corsets—also
-doctors. Who, perhaps, when they knew the greatness of her need, would
-send a motor-ambulance—to fetch her to a bed with sheets on it.
-
-“Nothing,” he told her almost roughly, afraid to show pity. “No doctors,
-no houses fit to live in. Wherever I’ve been and as far as I could
-see—it’s like this.”
-
-
-
-
- XXI
-
-
-It was in the third spring after the Ruin of Man that Ada’s time was
-accomplished and she bore a son to her husband; on a day in late April
-or early May there was going and coming round the shelter that was
-Theodore’s home. The elder women of the tribe, by right of their
-experience, took possession, and from early morning till long after
-nightfall they busied themselves with the torment and mystery of birth;
-and with the aid of nothing but their rough and unskilled kindliness Ada
-suffered and brought forth a squalling red mannikin—the heir of the ages
-and their outcast. The child lived and, despite its mother’s
-fecklessness, was lusty; as a boy, ran shoeless, and, in summer, naked
-as Adam; and grew to his primitive manhood without letters, knowing of
-the world that was past and gone only legends derived from his elders.
-
-His coming, to Theodore, meant more than paternity; the birth of his son
-made him one with the life of the tribe. By the child’s wants and
-helplessness—still more when other children followed—his father was tied
-to an existence which offered the necessary measure of security; to the
-stretch of land where he had the right to hunt unmolested, the patch he
-had the right to sow and reap, and the company of those who would aid
-him in protecting his children. He had given his hostages to fortune and
-the limits set to his secret expeditions in search of a lost world were
-the limits set by the needs of those dependent on him, by his fear of
-leaving them too long unprotected, unprovided for.
-
-He learned much from his firstborn and the brothers and sisters who
-followed him; not only the intimate lore of his fatherhood, but the lore
-and outlook of man bred uncivilized, and the traditions, in making, of a
-world to come—which in all things would resemble the old traditions
-handed down by a world that had died. His children lived naturally the
-life that had been forced upon their father and inherited ignorance as a
-birthright; growing up—such as lived through the perils of
-childhood—without knowledge of the past and untempted by the sin of the
-intellect. The oath which Theodore, like every new-made father, was
-called on to swear in the name of the child he had given to the tribe,
-had a meaning to those who had lived through Disaster and witnessed the
-Ruin of Man; to the next generation the vow was a formula only, a
-renunciation of that they had never possessed. They could not, if they
-would, instruct their children in the secrets of God, the forbidden lore
-of the intellect.
-
-By the time his first son was of an age to think and question, Theodore
-understood more than the growth and workings of a child-mind—much that
-had hitherto seemed dark and fantastic in the origins of a world that
-had ended with the Ruin of Man. It was the workings of a child-mind that
-made oddly clear to him the significance of primitive religious doctrine
-and beliefs handed down through the ages—the once meaningless doctrine
-of the Fall of Man and the belief in a vanished Golden Age. These the
-boy, unprompted, evolved from his own knowledge and the talk of his
-elders, accepting them spontaneously and naturally.
-
-In Theodore’s childhood the Golden Age had been a myth and pleasant
-fancy of the ancients, and the Fall of Man as distant as the Book of
-Genesis and unreal as the tale of Puss-in-Boots; to his children, one
-and all, the legends of his infancy were close and undoubted realities.
-The Golden Age was a wondrous condition of yesterday; the Fall—the
-Ruin—its catastrophic overthrow, an experience their father had
-survived. The fields and hillsides where they worked, played and
-wandered were still littered with strange relics of the Golden Age—the
-vanished, fruitful, incomprehensible world whence their parents had been
-cast into the outer darkness of everyday hardship as a penalty for the
-sin of mankind. The sin unforgivable of grasping at the knowledge which
-had made them like unto gods; a mad ambition which not only they but
-their children’s children must atone for in the sweat of their brow....
-More than once Theodore suspected in the secret recesses of his
-youngsters’ minds a natural and wondering contempt for the men of the
-last generation; the fools and blind who had overreached themselves and
-forfeited the splendour of the Golden Age by their blundering greed and
-unwisdom. So history was writing itself in their minds; making of a race
-that had acquiesced in science and drifted to destruction a legendary
-people whose sin was deliberate—a people whose encroachments had angered
-a self-important Deity and brought down his wrath upon their heads. It
-was a history inseparable from religious belief; its opening chapters
-identical in all essentials with the legendary history of an epoch that
-had ceased to exist.
-
-Once his eight-year boy, planted sturdily before him, demanded a plain
-explanation of the folly of his father’s contemporaries.
-
-“Why,” he asked frowning, “did the people want to find out God’s
-secrets?”
-
-Theodore thought of Ada and the countless millions like her, leaned his
-chin on his hand and smiled grimly.
-
-“Some of us didn’t,” he answered. “Some of us—many of us—had no interest
-in the secrets of God. We made use of them when others found them out,
-but we, ourselves, were quite content to be ignorant. Ignorant in all
-things.”
-
-“I know,” the child assented, puzzled by his father’s smile. “The good
-ones didn’t want to—the good ones like you and Mummy. But the others—all
-the wicked ones—why did they? It was stupid of them.”
-
-“They wanted to find out,” said Theodore, “and there have always been
-people like that. From the beginning, the very beginning of things—ever
-since there were men on the earth. The desire to know burned them like a
-fire. There is an old story of a woman who brought great trouble into
-the world because she wanted to know. She was given a box and told never
-to open it; but she disobeyed because she was filled with a great
-curiosity to know what had been put inside it. Her longing tormented her
-night and day and she could think of nothing else; till at last she
-opened the box and horrible creatures flew out.”
-
-The boy, interested, demanded more of Pandora and the horrible
-creatures. “Is it a true story?” he asked when his father had given such
-further details as he managed to remember and invent.
-
-“Yes,” Theodore told him, “I believe it is a true story. It was so long
-ago that we cannot tell exactly how it happened: I may not have told it
-you quite rightly, but on the whole it is a true story.... And the
-wicked people—our wicked people who brought ruin on the world—were much
-like Pandora and her box. It was the same thing over again; they wanted
-to know so strongly that they forgot everything else; they had only the
-longing to find out and it seemed as if nothing else mattered.”
-
-“Weren’t they afraid?” the boy asked doubtfully, still puzzled by his
-father’s odd smile. “Afraid of what would happen to them?”
-
-“No,” Theodore answered. “Until it was too late and they saw what they
-had done, I don’t think many were afraid. Here and there, before the
-end, some began to be frightened, but most of them didn’t see where they
-were going.”
-
-“But they must have known,” his son insisted, frowning. “God told them
-He would punish them if they tried to learn His secrets.”
-
-“Yes,” Theodore assented—with the orthodox truth, more deceptive than a
-lie, that meant one thing to him and another to the world barbarian.
-“Yes, God told them so; but though He said it very plainly not many of
-them understood....” They were talking, he knew, across more than the
-gulf between the mind of a child and a man; between them lay the
-centuries, the barrier of many generations. To his son, now and always,
-dead and gone chemists and mathematicians must appear in the likeness of
-present evildoers—raiders of the territory and robbers of the property
-of God; to his son, now and always, inventors and spectacled professors
-in mortar-boards would be greedy, foolish chieftains who planned war
-against Heaven as a tribe plans assault upon its rivals. These were and
-must always be his “wicked,” his destroyers of the Golden Age; his life
-and outlook being what it was, how should he picture the war against
-Heaven as pure-hearted, instinctive and unconscious?
-
-“Why not?” the child persisted, repeating the question when his father
-stroked his head absently.
-
-“Because ... they did not know themselves. If they had known themselves
-and their own passions they would have seen why knowledge was
-forbidden.”
-
-“Yes,” said the child vaguely—and passed to the matter that interested
-him.
-
-“Why didn’t the others make them understand? You and the other good
-ones?”
-
-“Because,” said Theodore, “we ourselves didn’t understand. That was the
-blunder—the sin—of the rest of us. We didn’t seek after knowledge, but
-we took the fruits of other men’s knowledge and ate.”
-
-(Unconsciously he made use of the familiar hereditary simile.)
-
-“I’d have killed them,” his son declared firmly. “Every one. I’d have
-told them to stop, and then, if they wouldn’t, I’d have killed them.
-Thrown them in the river—or hammered them with stones till they died.
-That’s what I’d have done.”
-
-“No,” Theodore told him, “you wouldn’t have killed them.... One of them
-said the same thing to me—one of the wicked ones. He said we should have
-stamped out the race of them. Afterwards I knew he was right, but at the
-time I didn’t understand. I couldn’t. I heard what he said, but the
-words had no real meaning for me.”
-
-He saw something that was almost contempt in his son’s eyes and took the
-grubby face between his hands.
-
-“That same wicked man—who was also very wise—told me something else that
-is as true for you as it was for me; he said that we never know anything
-except through our own experience. I might tell you that the sun is warm
-or the water is cold, but if you had never felt the heat of the sun or
-the cold of the water you would not know what I meant. And it was like
-that with us; there were always some few who understood that knowledge
-was a flame that, in the end, would burn us—but the rest of us couldn’t
-even try to save ourselves until after we were burned.”
-
-He stroked the grubby face as he released it.
-
-“That’s the Law, son; and all that matters you’ll learn that way. That
-way and no other—just as we did.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-In time he found himself recalling, with strange interest, the
-fairy-tales of his childhood; he spent long hours re-weaving and piecing
-them together, searching his memory for half-remembered fragments of
-what had once seemed fantasy or nonsense invented for the nursery. The
-hobgoblins and heroes of his nursery days were transformed and made
-suddenly possible; looking through the mind of a new generation, he saw
-that they might have been as human and prosaic as himself. More—he came
-to know that he and his commonplace, civilized contemporaries would be
-the heroes and hobgoblins of the future.
-
-The process, the odd transformation, would be simple as it was
-inevitable. It was forbidden, by the spirit and letter of the Vow, to
-awaken youthful curiosity concerning the past—youthful curiosity whose
-end might be youthful experiment; but women, in spite of all vows and
-prohibitions, would gossip to each other of their memories. While they
-talked their children would listen, open-eyed and puzzled; and when a
-youngster demanded the meaning of an unfamiliar term or impossible
-happening, the explanation, as a matter of course, took the form of
-analogy, of comparison with the known and familiar. The aeroplane was a
-bird extinct and monstrous—larger, many times larger, than the flapping
-heron or the owl; the bomb was more dreadful than a lightning stroke;
-the tram, train or motor a gigantic wheelbarrow that ran without man or
-beast to drag it.... The ignorance of science of those who told, the yet
-greater ignorance of those who heard, resulted, inevitably, before many
-years had passed, in myth and religious legend—an outwardly fantastic
-statement of actual fact and truth. The children, piecing together their
-fragments of incomprehensible information, made their own image of the
-past—to be handed on later to their sons; an image of a world fantastic,
-enchanted and amazing, destroyed, as a judgment for sin against God, by
-strange, fire-breathing beasts and bolts from heaven. A world of
-gigantic fauna and bewitched chariots; likewise of sorcerers, their
-masters—whom God and the righteous had exterminated.... So Theodore
-realized—as his children grew and he heard them talk—must a race that
-knew nothing of science explain the dead wonders of science; from the
-message that flashes round the world in seconds to the petrol-engine and
-the magic slumber of chloroform. That which is outside the power and
-beyond the understanding of man has always been denounced as magic; and
-steam, electricity, chemical action, were outside the power and beyond
-the understanding of men born after the Ruin. In default of
-understanding they must needs fall back on a wizardry known to their
-fathers; thus he and his contemporaries to their children’s children
-would be semi-supernatural beings, fit comrades of Sindbad, of Perseus,
-or the Quatre Fils Aymon: giants with great voices that called to each
-other across continents and vasty deeps; possessors of seven-league
-boots, magic steeds and flying carpets—of all the stock-in-trade of the
-fairy-tale.... Belief in the demi-god was a natural growth and product
-of the world wherein his son grew to manhood.
-
-Given time and black ignorance of mechanics and science, and the
-engineer would be promoted to a giant or demi-god; who, by virtue of a
-strength that was more than human, dammed rivers, drained bogs and
-pierced mountains. “As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall
-be”—and always in the past there had been giants. Titans—and Hercules,
-removing mighty obstacles and cleansing the stables of Augeas. He came
-to understand that all wonders were facts misinterpreted and that (given
-time and ignorance) a post-office underling, tapping out his Morse code,
-might be seen as a geni or an Oberon—the absolute master of obedient
-sprites who could lay their girdles round the earth; and he pictured a
-college-bred, sober-suited Hercules planning his Labours in the office
-of a limited company—jotting down figures, estimating costs and scanning
-the reports of geologists. Figures and reports, like his tunnels and
-dams, would pass into the limbo of science forgotten and forbidden, but
-the memory of his labours, his defiance of brute nature, would live on
-as the story of a demi-god; and the childhood that was barbarism would
-explain his achievements by a giant strength that could tear down trees
-and move mountains.
-
-The idea took fast root and grew in him—the idea of a world that, time
-and again, had returned to the helplessness of childhood. He saw science
-as the burden that, time and again, the race found intolerable; as
-Dead-Sea fruit that turned to ashes in the mouth, as riches that
-humanity strove for, attained and renounced—renounced because it dared
-not keep them. In his hours of dreaming he made fairies and demi-gods
-out of dapper little sedentary persons, the senders of forgotten
-telegrams, with forgotten engines—motor-cars and aeroplanes—at their
-insignificant command; and once, in the night, when Ada snored beside
-him, he asked himself if Lucifer, Son of the Morning—Lucifer who strove
-with his God and was worsted—were more, in his beginnings, than a
-scientist intent on his work? A chemist, a spectacled professor,
-resplendent only in degrees and learning? An Archfiend of Knowledge who
-had sinned against God in the secret places of a laboratory and not upon
-the shining plains of Heaven? And whom ignorance and time had glorified
-into the Tempter, the Evil One—setting him magnificently in the flaming
-Hell which he and his like, by their skill and patience, had created and
-let loose upon man?... This, at least, was certain; that in years to
-come and under other names, his children’s children would retell the
-story of Lucifer, Son of the Morning; the Enemy of Man who was flung out
-of Heaven because, in his overweening vanity, he encroached on the power
-of a God.
-
-It was the new world that taught him that man invents nothing, is
-incapable of pure invention; that what seem his wildest, most fantastic
-imaginings are no more than ineffective, distorted attempts to set down
-a half-forgotten experience. What had once appeared prophecies he saw to
-be memories; the Day of Judgment, when the heavens should flame and men
-call upon the rocks to cover them, belonged to the past before it
-belonged to the future. The forecast of its terrors was possible only to
-a people that had known them as realities; a people troubled by a dim
-race-memory of the conquest of the air and catastrophe hurled from the
-skies....
-
-So, at least, his children taught him to believe.
-
-
-
-
- XXII
-
-
-With years and rough husbandry the resources of the tribe were augmented
-and it emerged from its first starved misery; more land was brought
-under cultivation and, as tillage improved and better crops were raised,
-the little community was less dependent on the haphazard luck of its
-fishing and snaring and lived further from the line of utter want.
-While, save in bad seasons, the inter-tribal raiding that was caused by
-sheer starvation was less frequent. Even so, strife was frequent
-enough—small intermittent feud that flared now and again into savagery;
-the desire of a growing community to extend its hunting-grounds at the
-expense of a neighbour meant, almost inevitably, appeal to the right of
-the strongest. Other quarrels had their origin in the border inroads and
-reprisals of poachers or a barbaric setting of the eternal story that
-was old when Helen launched a thousand ships.
-
-With husbandry, even rough husbandry, came the small beginnings of
-commerce, the barter and exchange of one man’s superfluities for the
-produce of another man’s fields. Cold and nakedness stimulated ingenuity
-in the matter of clothing, even in a society whose original members had
-in large part been bred to depend in all things on the aid of the
-machine and to earn a livelihood by the performance of one action
-only—the tending of one lathe, the accomplishment of one stereotyped
-mechanical process. Outcasts of civilization flung into the world of
-savagery, they had in the beginning none of the adaptability and none of
-the resources of the savage—knew nothing of the properties of unfamiliar
-plants, knew neither what to weave nor how to weave it, and often from
-sheer lack of understanding, starved and shivered in the midst of
-plenty. It was not till they had suffered long and intolerably that they
-learned to clothe themselves from such material as their new world
-afforded, to cure skins of animals and stitch them together into
-garments. In the first years of ruin only ratskins were plentiful; but,
-as time went on, rabbits, cats and wild dogs multiplied and, spreading
-through the countryside, were trapped and hunted for their flesh and the
-warmth of their skins. The dogs, as they bred, reverted to a mongrel and
-wolf-like type which, in summer, preyed largely on vermin; in winter,
-when scarcity of food made them bold, they prowled in packs, were a
-danger to the solitary and a legendary terror to children.
-
-In the beginning the village was a straggle of rude huts, the tribesmen
-building how and where they would; later it took shape within its first
-wall and was roughly circular, enclosed by a fence of stake and
-thornbush. The raising of the fence was a sign and result of the
-beginning of primitive competition in armament; it was the knowledge
-that one village had fortified itself that set others to the driving in
-of stakes. One November evening Theodore, trudging in with his catch,
-saw a group round the headman’s fire; the centre of interest, a youth
-who had returned from poaching on other men’s land and brought back news
-of their doings. His trespassing had taken him within sight of the
-neighbouring village—which lately was a cluster of huts, like their own,
-and now was surrounded by a wall. A stockade, fully the height of a man,
-with only one gap for a gate.... The poacher’s news was discussed with
-uneasy interest. The fortified tribe, in point of numbers, was already
-stronger than its rival; if it added this new advantage to its numbers,
-what was there to prevent it from raiding and robbing as it would?
-Having raided and robbed, it could shelter behind its defences—beat off
-attack, make sorties and master the countryside! Its security meant the
-insecurity of others, the dependence of others on its goodwill and
-neighbourly honesty; the issue was as plain to the handful of tribesmen
-as to old-time nations competing in battleships, aeroplanes and guns,
-and the suspicions muttered round the headman’s fire were the raw
-material of arguments once familiar in the councils of emperors.
-
-In the end, as the result of uneasy discussion, Theodore and another
-were dispatched to spy out the new menace, to get as near as they might
-to the wall, ascertain its strength and the method of its building; and
-with their return from a night expedition there was more consultation
-and a hurried planning of defences. Before winter was over the haphazard
-settlement was a compound, a walled town in embryo; within the narrow
-limits of a circle small enough for a handful of men to defend all huts
-were crowded, all provisions stored, all animals driven at sunset—so
-that, in case of night attack, no man could be cut off and the strength
-of the tribe be at hand to resist the assailants. With waste, healthy
-miles stretching out on either side, the village itself was an
-evil-smelling huddle of cabins; since a short stretch of wall was easier
-to defend than a long, men and beasts were crowded together in a
-foulness that made for security. In times of feud—and times of feud were
-seldom distant—stones were heaped beside the barrier, in readiness to
-serve as missiles, watch and ward was kept turn and turn by the
-able-bodied and—naturally, inevitably and almost unconsciously—there was
-evolved a system of military discipline, of penalty for mutiny and
-cowardice.
-
-As in every social system from the beginning of time, the community was
-welded to a conscious whole not by the love its members bore to each
-other, but by hatred and fear of the outsider; it was the enemy, the
-urgent common need to be saved from him, that made of man a comrade and
-a citizen; the peril from outside was the natural antidote to everyday
-hatreds and the ceaseless bickerings of close neighbours. The
-instinctive politics of a squalid village were in miniature the policy
-of vanished nations, and untraditioned little headmen, like dead and
-gone kings, quelled internal feuds by diverting attention to the danger
-that threatened from abroad. The foundations of community life in the
-new world, like the foundations of community life in the old, were laid
-in the selfishness of fear; but for all its base origin the life of the
-community imposed upon its members the essential virtues of the soldier
-and citizen, a measure of discipline and sacrifice. From these, in time,
-would grow loyalty and pride in sacrifice; the enclosure of ramshackle
-huts and pens was breaking its savages to achievements undreamed of and
-virtues as yet beyond their ken; the blind, stubborn instincts that
-created Babylon—created London and Rome and destroyed them—were laying
-well and truly in a mud-walled compound the foundations of cities which
-should rise, flourish, perish in the stead of London and of Rome.
-
-Outside the little fortress with its noisome huddle of sheds and
-shelters lay a belt of ploughed land, of patches scraped and sown, where
-the women worked by the side of their men and worked alone when their
-men were gone hunting or fishing. One or two members of the tribe who
-were countrymen born were its saviours in its first years of leanness,
-imparting their knowledge of soil and seed to their unskilled comrades
-bred in towns; and, by slow degrees, as the lesson was learned, the belt
-of tilled ground grew wider and more fertile, the little community more
-prosperous.
-
-As families grew and the tribe settled down the makeshift shelters of
-wood and moss were succeeded by stronger and better built cabins; by the
-time that her second child was born Ada was established in a
-weatherproof hut—a mud-walled building, roofed with dried grass and with
-a floor of earth beaten hard. In its early years it possessed a glazed
-window, a pane which Theodore had found whole in a crumbling house and
-set immovably in an aperture cut in his wall. But, as years went on,
-unbroken glass was hard to come by; and there came a day when the
-window-aperture, no longer glazed, was plastered up to keep out the
-weather.
-
-Long before he set about the building of his cabin Theodore had brought
-a strip of ground under cultivation, sown a patch of potatoes and
-straggling beans which, in time, expanded to a field. His life,
-henceforth, was largely the anxious life of the seasons; the sowing and
-tending and reaping of his crop, the struggle with the soil and the
-barrenness thereof, the ceaseless war against vermin.... He ended rich,
-as the men of his time counted riches; the possessor of goats, the owner
-of land which other men envied him, the father of sons who could till
-it. The new world gave him what it had to give; and gradually, with the
-passing of years, the hope of life civilized died in him and he ceased
-to strain his eyes at the distance.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was slowly, very slowly, that hope died in him; but there came a day
-when, searching the skyline, as his habit was, it dawned on his mind
-that he sought automatically; it was habit only that made him lift his
-eyes to the horizon. He expected nothing when he shaded his eyes and
-looked this way and that; his belief in a world that was lettered and
-civilized had vanished. If that world yet existed, remote and apart, of
-a surety it was not for him—who perhaps was no longer capable of
-existence lettered and civilized. And if he himself could be broken to
-its decencies, what place had his children, his young barbarians, in an
-ordered atmosphere like that of his impossible youth? They belonged to
-their world, to its squalor, its dirt, its rude ignorance ... as, it
-might be, he also belonged.
-
-At the thought, he knelt and stared into the water, taking stock of the
-image it reflected and coming face to face with himself. His body and
-habits had adapted themselves to their surroundings, his mind to the
-outlook of his world—to his daily, yearly struggle with the soil and
-vermin and his fellows. His relations with his fellows—with women—with
-himself—were not those of humanity civilized; it was nothing to him to
-go foul and unwashed or to clench his fist against his wife. Could he
-live the life he had been born and bred to, of cleanliness, self-control
-and courtesy? Or had he been stripped of the decencies which go to make
-civilized man?... He covered his face with his broken-nailed fingers and
-strove with God and his own soul that he might not fall utterly to ruin
-with his world, that some remnant might remain of his heritage.
-
-From the day when he saw himself for what he was and resigned all hope
-of the world of his youth, it seemed to him that he lived two divergent
-lives. One absorbed, perforce, in his digging and snaring, in the daily
-struggle, for the daily wants of his household; the other—in his hours
-of summer rest, in the long dark winter evenings—an inward life of
-brooding that concerned itself only with the past. His memories became
-to him a species of cult, a secret ceremonial and a rite; that which had
-been (so he fancied) was not altogether waste, not altogether dead, so
-long as one man thought of it with reverence. When the mood took him he
-would sit for long hours with his chin on his hand, staring at the fire
-while the children wondered at his silence—and Ada, wearied of talking
-to deaf ears, flung off to gossip with the neighbours.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She, before she was thirty, was a haggard slattern of a woman; pitiable
-by reason of her discontent, and looking far older than her years.
-Childbearing aged her and the field-work she hated—the bent-backed
-drudgery she tried in vain to shirk and to which she brought no shred of
-understanding; even more she was aged by the weary desire that sulked in
-the corners of her mouth. Before she lost her comeliness she had more
-than once sought distraction from her dullness in clumsy flirtation;
-which perhaps was no more than silly ogling and nudging and perhaps led
-to actual unfaithfulness. Theodore—not greatly interested in his wife’s
-doings—ignored the danger to his household peace until it was forcibly
-thrust upon his notice by a jealous spitfire who cursed Ada for running
-after other women’s husbands, and proceeded to tear out her hair. Ada’s
-snuffling protestations when the spitfire was pulled off did not savour
-of injured innocence; he judged her guilty, at least in thought, cuffed
-her soundly and from that time kept his eye on her. He was not (as she
-liked to think) jealous—salving her bruises with the comforting balm
-that two males were disputing the possession of her body; what stirred
-him to wrath fundamentally was his outraged sense of property in Ada,
-his woman, and the possibility that her lightness might entail on him
-the labour of supporting another man’s child. The intrigue—if intrigue
-it were—ended on the day of the cuffing and hairpulling; her Lothario,
-awed by his spitfire or unwilling to tackle an outraged husband, avoided
-her company from that day forth and Ada sank back to domesticity.
-
-She, too, in the end accepted the loss of the world that had made her
-what she was, ceased to search the horizon and strain her eyes for the
-deliverer; whereupon—having nothing to aim at or hope for—she lapsed
-into slovenly neglect of her home, alternating hours of clack and gossip
-with fits of sullen complaining at the daily misery of existence.
-
-Had destiny realized the dreams of her youth and set her to live out her
-married life in a shoddy little villa with bamboo furniture, she might
-have made a tolerable mother; she would at least have taken pride in the
-looks of her children, have dressed them with interest, as she dressed
-herself, and tied up their hair with satin bows. Being what she was, she
-could take no pride in ragamuffins who ran half the year naked; she
-could see no beauty, even, in straight agile limbs which were meant to
-be encased in reach-me-down suits or cheap costumes of cotton velveteen.
-Thus her naked little ragamuffins—those of them that lived—were apt to
-be dirtier, less cared-for, than the run of the dirty village
-youngsters. Theodore, in whom the instinct of fatherhood was strong, was
-sometimes roused to wrath by her stupid mishandling of her children;
-but, on the whole he was patient with her—knowing it useless to be
-otherwise. He beat her as seldom as possible and she was looked on by
-her neighbours as a woman kindly handled and unduly blessed in her
-husband. To the end she remained what she had always been; essentially a
-parasite, a minor product of civilization, machine-bred and
-crowd-developed—bewildered by a life not lived in crowds and not subject
-to the laws of the Machine. To the end all nature was alien and hateful
-to her—raw life that she turned from with disgust.... In her last
-illness her mind, when it wandered, strayed back into the world where
-she belonged; Theodore, an hour before she died, heard her muttering of
-“last Bank ’Oliday.”
-
-She died at the end of a long hard winter during which she had failed
-and complained unceasingly, sat huddled to the fire and grown weaker;
-creeping, at last, to her straw in the corner and forgetting, in
-delirium, the meaningless life she had shared with her husband and
-children. Death smoothed out the lines in her sullen face; it was
-peaceful, almost comely, when Theodore looked his last on it—and
-wondered, oddly, if among the “many mansions,” were some Cockney
-paradise of noise and jostle where his wife had found her heart’s
-desire?
-
-Of the four or five children she had brought into the world but two were
-living on the day of her death, her eldest-born and a youngster at the
-crawling stage; but the care of even two children was a burdensome
-matter for a man unaided, and it was esteemed natural and no insult to
-the dead, that Theodore should take another wife as speedily as might
-be—in the course not of months but of weeks. He found a woman to suit
-his needs without going further than his own tribe; a woman left widowed
-a year or two before, who was glad enough to accept the offer of a
-better living than she could hope to make by her own scratching of a rod
-or two of earth and the uncertain charity of neighbours. The proposal of
-marriage, made in stolid fashion, was accepted as a matter of course ...
-and, that night, Theodore stared through the fire into a room in
-Westminster where a girl in a yellow dress made music ... and a young
-man listened from the corner of a sofa with a cigarette, unlit, between
-his fingers. He was dreaming at a table—with silver and branching yellow
-roses—when his son nudged him that supper was ready, and he dipped his
-hand into a greasy bowl for the meat.
-
-The wedding followed swiftly on the heels of betrothal, and was
-celebrated in the manner already compulsory and established; by a public
-promise made solemnly before the headman, by a clasping of hands and a
-ceremony of religious blessing. This last was moulded, like all tribal
-ceremonies, on remembered formulæ and ritual; and the tradition that a
-wedding should be accompanied by much eating and general merrymaking was
-also faithfully observed.
-
-The new wife, if not over comely or intelligent, was a sturdy young
-woman who had been broken to the duties required of her, and Theodore’s
-home, under its second mistress, was better tended and more comfortable
-than in the days of her sluttish predecessor. He had married her simply
-as a matter of business, that she might help in his field-work, cook his
-food, look after his children and satisfy his animal desire; and on the
-whole he had no reason to complain of the bargain he had made. She was a
-younger woman than Ada by some years—had been only a slip of a girl at
-the time of the Ruin—and, because of her youth, had adapted herself more
-readily than most of her elders to a world in the making and
-untraditioned methods of living. Her husband found life easier for the
-help of a pair of sturdy arms and pleasanter for lack of Ada’s
-grumbling.... She brought more than herself to Theodore’s household—a
-child by her first husband; and, as time went on, she bore him other
-children of his own.
-
-
-
-
- XXIII
-
-
-As the years went by and his children grew to manhood in the world
-primitive which was the only world they knew, the life of Theodore
-Savage became definitely twofold; a life of the body in the present and
-a life of the mind in the past. There was his outward, rustic and daily
-self, the labourer, hunter and fisherman, who begat sons and daughters,
-who trudged home at nightfall to eat and sleep heavily, who occasionally
-cudgelled his wife: a sweating, muscular animal man whose existence was
-bounded by his bodily needs and the bodily needs of his children; who
-fondled his children and cuffed them by turns, as the beast cuffs and
-fondles its offspring. Whose world was the world of a food-patch
-enclosed in a valley, of a river where he fished, a wood where he snared
-and a hut that received him at evening.... In time it was of these
-things, and these things only, that he spoke to his kin and his
-neighbours; the weather, the luck of his hunting or fishing, the loves,
-births and deaths of his fellows. With the rise and growth of a
-generation that knew only the world primitive, the little community
-lived more in the present and less in the past; mention of the world
-that had vanished was even less frequent and even more furtive than
-before.
-
-And even if that had not been the case, there was no man in the tribe,
-save Theodore, whose mind was the mind of a student; thus his other
-life, his life of the past, was lived to himself alone. It was a vivid
-memory-life in which he delved, turning over its vanished treasures—the
-intangible treasures of dead beauty, dead literature, learning and art;
-a life that at times receded to a dream of the impossible and at others
-was so real and overwhelming in its nearness that the everyday sweating
-and toiling and lusting grew vague and misty—was a veil drawn over
-reality.
-
-Sometimes the two lives clashed suddenly and oddly—to the wonder of
-those who saw him. As on the day when his wife had burned the evening
-mess and, raising his hand to chastise her carelessness, there flashed
-before his eyes, without warning, a vision of Phillida bent delicately
-over her piano.... Not only Phillida, but the room, her surroundings;
-every detail clear to him and the loveliness of Chopin in his ears....
-Furniture, hangings, a Louis Seize clock and a Hogarth print—and
-swiftly-seen objects whose very names he had forgotten, so long was it
-since he had made use of the household words that once described them.
-The dead world caught him back to itself and claimed him; in the face of
-its reality the present faded, the burned stew mattered not and his hand
-dropped slack to his side; while his wife’s mouth, open for a wailing
-protest, hung open in gratified astonishment. He stared through the open
-door of the hut, not seeing the tufted trees beyond it or the curving
-skyline of the hills; then, taking mechanically his stout wooden spoon,
-he shovelled down his portion without tasting it. In his ears, like a
-song, was the varied speech of other days; of art, of daily mechanics,
-of books, of daily politics, of learning.... Phillida, her curved hands
-touching the keys, gave place to the eager, bespectacled face of a
-scholar who had tried to make clear to him the rhythm and beauty of
-French verse. He had forgotten the man’s name—long forgotten it—but from
-some odd crevice in his brain a voice came echoing down the years,
-caressing the lines as it quoted them:—
-
- O Corse à cheveux plats, que la France était belle
- Au soleil de Messidor!
-
-His own lips framed the words involuntarily, attempting the accent long
-unheard. “Au soleil de Messidor, au soleil de Messidor” ... and his wife
-and children stared after him as, thrusting the half-eaten bowl aside,
-he rose and went out, muttering gibberish. They were not unused to these
-fits in the house-father, to the change in his eyes, the sudden
-forgetting of their presence; but never lost their fear of them as
-something uncanny and inexplicable.
-
-With these masterful rushes of the past came often an infinite
-melancholy; which was not so much a regret for what had been as a sense
-of the pity of oblivion. So that he would lie outstretched with his face
-to the earth, rebellious at the thought that with him and a few of his
-own generation must pass all knowledge of human achievement, the very
-memory of that which had once been glorious.... Not only the memory of
-actual men whose fame had once been blown about the world; but the
-memory of sound, of music, and of marvels in stone, uplifted by the
-skill of generations; the memory of systems, customs, laws, wrought
-wisely by the hand of experience; and of fanciful people, more real than
-living men and women. With him and his like would pass not only
-Leonardo, Cæsar and the sun of Messidor, but Rosalind, d’Artagnan and
-Faust; the heroes, the merrymen, the women loved and loving who, created
-of dreams, had shared the dead world with their fellows created of
-dust.... Once deemed immortal, they had been slain by science as surely
-as their fellows of dust.
-
-At times he pondered vaguely whether he might not save the memory of
-some of them alive by teaching his children to love them; but in the end
-he realized that, as we grasp nothing save through ourselves and our own
-relation to it, the embodied desires and beauty of an inconceivable age
-would be meaningless to his young barbarians.
-
- * * * * *
-
-If he ceased to believe in the survival of life as he had known it and a
-civilization that would reach out and claim him, there were times when
-he believed, or almost believed, that somewhere in the vastness of the
-great round world a remnant must hold fast to its inheritance; when it
-was inconceivable that all men living could be sunk in brutishness or
-vowed to the creed of utter ignorance. Hunger and blind terror—(he knew,
-for he had seen it)—could reduce the highest to the level of the beast;
-but with the passing of terror and the satisfaction of the actual needs
-of the body, there awakens the hunger of the mind. Somewhere in the
-vastness of the great, round world must be those who, because they
-craved for more than full stomachs and daily security, still clung to
-the power which is knowledge. Little groups and companies that chance
-had brought together or good fortune saved from destruction; resourceful
-men who had striven with surrounding anarchy and worsted it, and, having
-worsted it, were building their civilization.... And in the very
-completeness of surrounding anarchy, the very depth of surrounding
-brutishness, would lie their opportunity and chance of supremacy, their
-power of enforcing their will.
-
-If such groups, such future nations, existed, he asked himself how they
-would build? What manner of world they would strive for—knowing what
-they knew?... This, at least, was certain: it would not be the world of
-their fathers, of their own youth. They had seen their civilization laid
-waste by the agency of science combined with human passion; hence, if
-they rejected the alternative of ignorance and held to their perilous
-treasure of science, their problem was the mastery of passion.
-
-He came to believe that the problem—like all others—had been faced in
-forgotten generations; that old centuries had learned the forgotten
-lesson that the Ruin was teaching anew. To a race that had realized the
-peril of knowledge there would be two alternatives only;
-renunciation—the creed of blind ignorance and savagery—or the guarding
-of science as a secret treasure, removed from all contact with the flame
-that is human emotion. There had been elder and long-past civilizations
-in which knowledge was a mystery, the possession and the privilege of a
-caste; tradition had come down to us of ancient wisdom which might only
-be revealed to the initiate.... A blind fear massacred its scientific
-men, a wiser fear exalted them and set them apart as initiates. When
-science and human emotion between them had wrought the extreme of
-destruction and agony, there passed the reckless and idealistic dream of
-a world where all might be enlightened; the aim and tradition of a
-social system arising out of ruin would be the setting of an iron
-barrier between science and human emotion. That, and not enlightenment
-of all and sundry—the admission of the foolish, the impulsive and the
-selfish to a share in the power of destruction. The same need and
-instinct of self-preservation which had inspired the taking of the Vow
-of Ignorance would work, in higher and saner minds, for the training of
-a caste—an Egyptian priesthood—exempt from blind passion and the common
-impulse of the herd; a caste trained in silence and rigid self-control,
-its way of attainment made hard to the student, the initiate. The deadly
-formulæ of mechanics, electricity and chemistry would be entrusted only
-to those who had been purged of the daily common passions of the
-multitude; to those who, by trial after trial, had fettered their
-natural impulses and stripped themselves of instinct and desire.
-
-So, in times past, had arisen—and might again arise—a scientific
-priesthood whose initiates, to the vulgar, were magicians; a caste that
-guarded science as a mystery and confined the knowledge which is power
-of destruction to those who had been trained not to use it. The old lost
-learning of dead and gone kingdoms was a science shielded by its
-devotees from defilement by human emotion; a pure, cold knowledge, set
-apart and worshipped for itself.... And somewhere in the vastness of the
-great round world the beginnings of a priesthood, a scientific caste,
-might be building unconsciously on the lines of ancient wisdom, and
-laying the foundations of yet another Egypt or Chaldæa. A State whose
-growth would be rooted in the mystery of knowledge and fear of human
-passion; whose culture and civilization would be moulded by a living and
-terrible tradition of catastrophe through science uncontrolled.... And,
-so long as the tradition was living and terrible, the initiate would
-stand guard before his mysteries, that the world might be saved from
-itself; only when humanity had forgotten its downfall and ruin had
-ceased to be even a legend, would the barrier between science and
-emotion be withdrawn and knowledge be claimed as the right of the
-uncontrolled, the multitude.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Till his brain began to fail him he watched, in dumb interest, the life
-and development of the tribe; learning from it more than he had ever
-known in the world of his youth of the eternal foundations on which life
-in community is built. The unending struggle between the desire for
-freedom, which makes of man a rebel, and the need for security, which
-makes of him a citizen, was played before his understanding eyes; he
-watched parties, castes and priesthoods in the making and, before he
-died, could forecast the beginning of an aristocracy, a slave class and
-a tribal hereditary monarchy. In all things man untraditioned held
-blindly to the ways he had forgotten; instinctively, not knowing whither
-they led, he trod the paths that his fathers had trodden before him.
-
-Most of all he was stirred in his interest and pity by the life
-religious of the world around him; watching it adapt itself, steadily
-and naturally, to the needs of a race in its childhood. As a new
-generation grew up to its heritage of ignorance, the foundations of
-faith were shifted; as tribal life crystallized, gods multiplied
-inevitably and the Heaven ruled by a Supreme Being gave place to a crude
-Valhalla of minor deities. Man, who makes God in his own image, can only
-make that image in the likeness of his own highest type; which, in a
-world divided, insecure and predatory, is the type of the successful
-warrior; the Saviour, in a world divided and predatory, takes the form
-of a tribal deity who secures to his people the enjoyment of their
-fields by strengthening their hands against the assaults and the malice
-of their enemies. As always with those who live in constant fear and in
-hate of one another, the Lord was a Man of War; and when Theodore’s
-first grandson was received into the tribe, the deity to whom vows were
-made in the name of the child was already a local Jehovah. Faith saw him
-as a tribal Lord of Hosts, the celestial captain of his worshippers; if
-his worshippers walked humbly and paid due honour to his name he would
-stand before them in the day of battle and protect them with his shield
-invisible—would draw the sword of the Lord and of Gideon, show himself
-mightier than the priests of Baal and overthrow the altars of the
-Philistines.
-
-A god whose attributes are those of a warrior, of necessity is not
-omnipotent; since he fights, his authority is partial—assailed and
-disputed by those against whom he draws the sword. A race in its
-childhood evolved the deity it needed, a champion and upholder of his
-own people; to the tribal warrior the god to whom an enemy prayed for
-success was a rival of his own protector.... So the mind primitive
-argued, more or less directly and consciously, making God in its image,
-for its own needs and purposes; and even in Theodore’s lifetime the
-deities worshipped by men from a distance were not those of his own
-country. The jurisdiction of the gods was limited and the stranger, of
-necessity, paid homage to an alien spirit who took pleasure in an
-unfamiliar ritual.
-
-In his lifetime the darkness of Heaven was unbroken and there emerged no
-god whose attribute was mercy and long-suffering; the Day of Judgment
-was still too recent, its memory too clear and overwhelming, to admit of
-the idea of a Divine Love or a Father who had pity on his children.
-Fear, and fear only, led his people to the feet of the Lord. The God of
-Vengeance of the first generation and the tribal superman who gradually
-ousted him from his pride of place were alike wrathful, jealous of their
-despotism and greedily expectant of mouth-honour. Hence, propitiation
-and ignorance were the whole religious duty of man, and the rites
-wherewith deity was duly worshipped were rites of crawling flattery and
-sacrifice.... The blood of sinners was acceptable in the sight of
-Heaven; the Lord Almighty had destroyed a world that he might slake his
-vengeance, and his lineal descendants, the celestial warriors, rejoiced
-in the slaughter of those who had borne arms against their
-worshippers—in the end, rejoiced in blood for itself and the savour of
-the burnt sacrifice. And a race cowed spiritually (lest worse befall it)
-evolved its rites of sacrificial cruelty, paying tribute to a god who
-took ceaseless pleasure in the humbling of his people and could only be
-appeased by their suffering.
-
-There were seasons and regions where abasement produced its own
-reaction; when, for all the savour of sacrificial cruelty, the gods
-remained deaf to the prayers of their worshippers, delivered them into
-the hands of their enemies or chastened them with famine and pestilence.
-Hope of salvation beaten out of them, the worshippers, like rats driven
-into a corner, ceased to grovel and turned on the tyrants who had failed
-them; and the Lord Almighty Who made the heavens, shrunk to the
-dimensions of a local fetish, was upbraided and beaten in effigy.
-
-Since it seemed that the new world must in all things follow in the ways
-of the old, the gentler deities who delighted not in blood would in due
-time reveal themselves to man grown capable of mercy. As the memory of
-judgment faded with the centuries—as the earth waxed fruitful and life
-was kindlier—humanity would dare to lift its head from the dust and the
-life religious would be more than blind cringing to a despot. The Heaven
-of the future would find room for gods who were gracious and friendly;
-for white Baldurs and Olympians who walk with men and instruct them; and
-there would arise prophets whose message was not vengeance, but a call
-to “rejoice in the Lord.” ... And in further time, it might be, the God
-who is a Spirit ... and a Christ.... The rise, the long, slow upward
-struggle of the soul of man was as destined and inevitable as its fall;
-all human achievement, material or spiritual, was founded in the
-baseness of mire and clay—and rose towering above its foundations. As
-the State, which had its origin in no more than common fear and hatred,
-in the end would be honoured without thought of gain and its flag held
-sacred by its sons; so Deity, beginning as vengeance personified, would
-advance to a spiritual Law and a spiritual Love. When the power of
-loving returned to the race, it would cease to abase itself and lift up
-its eyes to a Father—endowing its Deity with that which was best in
-itself; when it achieved and took pleasure in its own thoughts and the
-works of its hands, it would see in the Highest not the Vengeance that
-destroys but the Spirit that heals and creates.
-
-Meanwhile the foundation of the life religious was, and must be, the
-timorous virtue of ignorance, of humble avoidance of inquiry into the
-dreadful secrets of God. In Theodore’s youth he had turned from the
-orthodox religions, which repelled by what seemed to him a fear of
-knowledge and inquiry; now he understood that man, being by nature
-destructive, can survive only when his powers of destruction are
-limited; and that the ignorance enjoined by priest and bigot had
-been—and would be again—an essential need of the race, an expression of
-the will to live.... The jealous God who guards his secrets is the god
-of the race that survives.
-
-How many times—(he would wonder)—how many times since the world began to
-spin has man, in his eager search for truth, rushed blindly through
-knowledge to the ruin that means chaos and savagery? How many times, in
-his devout, instinctive longing to know his own nature and the workings
-of the Infinite Mind that created him has he wrought himself weapons
-that turned to his own destruction?... Ignorance of the powers and
-forces of nature is a condition of human existence; as necessary to the
-continued life of the race as the breathing of air or the taking of food
-into the body. Behind the bench of zealots who judged Galileo lay the
-dumb race-memory of ruin—ruin, perhaps, many times repeated. They stood,
-the zealots, for that ignorance which, being interpreted, is life; and
-Galileo for that knowledge which, being interpreted, is death....
-
-Many times, it might be, since the world began to spin, had men called
-upon the rocks to cover them from the devils their own hands had
-fashioned; many times, it might be, a remnant had put from it the
-knowledge it dared not trust itself to wield—that it might not fall upon
-its own weapons, but live, just live, like the beasts! Behind the
-injunction to devout ignorance, behind the ecclesiastical hatred of
-science and distrust of brain, lay more than prejudice and bigotry; the
-prejudice and bigotry were but superficial and outward workings of
-instinct and the first law of all, the Law of Self-Preservation.
-
-With his eyes open to the workings of that law, folk-tale and myth had
-long become real to him—since he saw them daily in the making.... The
-dragon that wasted a country with its breath—how else should a race that
-knew naught of chemistry account for the devilry of gas? And he
-understood now, why the legend of Icarus was a legend of disaster, and
-Prometheus, who stole fire from Heaven, was chained to eternity for his
-daring; he knew, also, why the angel with a flaming sword barred the
-gate of Eden to those who had tasted of knowledge.... The story of the
-Garden, of the Fall of Man, was no more the legend of his youth; he read
-it now, with his opened eyes, as a livid and absolute fact. A fact told
-plainly as symbol could tell it by a race that had put from it all
-memory of the science whereby it was driven from its ancient paradise,
-its garden of civilization.... How many times since the world began to
-spin had man mastered the knowledge that should make him like unto God,
-and turned, in agony of mind and body, from a power synonymous with
-death?
-
-And how many times more, he wondered—how many times more?
-
- * * * * *
-
-Theodore Savage lived to be a very old man; how old in years he could
-not have said, since, long before his memory failed him, he had lost his
-count of time. But for fully a decade before he died he went humped and
-rheumatic, leaning on a stick, was blear-eyed, toothless and wizened; he
-had outlived all those who had begun the new world with him, and a son
-of his grandson was of those who—when the time came—dug a trench for his
-bones and shovelled loose earth on his head.
-
-He had no lack of care in his extreme old age—in part perhaps because
-the tribe grew to hold him in awe that increased with the years; the
-sole survivor of the legendary age that preceded the Ruin and Downfall
-of Man, he was feared in spite of his helplessness. He alone of his
-little community could remember the Ruin with any comprehension of its
-causes; he alone possessed in silence a share of that hidden and
-forbidden knowledge which had brought flaming judgment on the world.
-Here and there in the countryside were grey-headed men, his juniors by
-years, who could remember vaguely the horrors of a distant childhood—the
-sky afire, the crash of falling masonry, the panic, the lurking and the
-starving. These things they could remember like a nightmare past ... but
-only remember, not explain. Behind Theodore’s bald forehead and dimmed,
-oozing eyes lay the understanding of why and wherefore denied to those
-who dwelt beside him.
-
-For this reason Theodore Savage was treated with deference in the days
-of his senile helplessness. As he sat, half-blind, in the sun by the
-door of his hut, no one ever failed to greet him with respect in
-passing; while in most the greeting was more than a token of respect or
-kindliness—the sign and result of a nervous desire to propitiate. In the
-end he was credited with a knowledge of unholy arts, and the children of
-the tribe avoided and shrank from him, frightened by the gossip of their
-elders; so that village mothers found him useful as a bogy, arresting
-the tantrums of unruly brats by threats of calling in Old Bald-Head.
-
-Even in his lifetime legends clustered thick about him, and sickness or
-accident to man or beast was ascribed to the glance of his purblind eye
-or the malice of his vacant brain; while there was once—though he never
-knew or suspected it—an agitated and furtive discussion as to whether,
-for the good of the community, he should not be knocked on the head. The
-furtive discussion ended in discussion only—not because the advocates of
-mercy were numerous, but because no man was willing to lay violent hands
-on a wizard, for fear of what might befall him; and, the interlude over,
-the tribe relapsed into its customary timid respect for its patriarch,
-its customary practice of ensuring his goodwill by politeness and small
-offerings of victuals. These added to the old man’s comfort in his
-latter years—nor had he any suspicion of the motive that secured him
-both deference and dainties.
-
-With his death the local legends increased and multiplied; the
-distorted, varied myths of the Ruin of Man and its causes showing an
-inevitable tendency to group themselves around one striking and
-mysterious figure, to make of that figure a cause and a personification
-of the Great Disaster. Theodore Savage, to those who came after, was
-Merlin, Frankenstein and Adam; the fool who tasted of forbidden fruit,
-the magician whose arts had brought ruin on a world, the devil-artisan
-whose unholy skill had created monsters that destroyed him. His grave
-was an awesome spot, apart from other graves, which the timorous avoided
-after dark; and, long after all trace of it had vanished, there clung to
-the neighbourhood a tradition of haunting and mystery.... To his
-children’s children his name was the symbol of a dead civilization; a
-civilization that had passed so completely from the ken of living man
-that its lost achievements, the manner of its ending, could only be
-expressed in symbol.
-
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- _A Complete
- Catalogue of Books
- Published by
- Leonard Parsons, Ltd.
- Autumn_
-
- 1921
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- CONTENTS
-
-
- PART I
-
- PAGE
- NEW AND FORTHCOMING WORKS 1003
-
-
- PART II
-
- SUBJECT INDEX 1008
-
-
- PART III
-
- INDEX TO TITLES AND AUTHORS 1014
-
-
- _NOTE—All prices of books quoted in this Catalogue are net._
-
-
-
-
- NEW & FORTHCOMING WORKS
-
-
- FICTION
-
-THE FRUIT OF THE TREE, by _Hamilton Fyfe_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-Mr. Hamilton Fyfe is an attentive social observer. He sees that the
-growing distaste of the more intellectual kind of women for motherhood
-is bound to have disturbing consequences. Just as in the past men sought
-in “gay” society distraction from aggravated domesticity, so now they
-are liable to crave for domestic joys as a relief from childless homes.
-
-Without taking sides Mr. Fyfe describes such a case with an ever-present
-humour. He does not plead or preach: he is content to set forth problems
-of personality which have a vivid application in the everyday lives of
-us all.
-
-WOMEN AND CHILDREN, by _Hugh de Sélincourt_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-MR. HAVELOCK ELLIS writes: “This novel seems to be, in some ways, his
-most notable achievement.”
-
-_Observer._—“This is the best novel that Mr. de Sélincourt has yet
-published.”
-
-SARAH AND HER DAUGHTER, by _Bertha Pearl_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-This is a story of New York’s Ghetto, showing the Ghetto family as it
-lives from day to day.
-
-The thing has never been done before. It is the first novel setting
-forth the whole world of the Ghetto and the emergence of the younger
-generation into the larger world of American life.
-
-It has the Potash and Perlmutter laugh, and the tears of the sufferers
-of all ages.
-
-A work of genuine humour and understanding realism.
-
-THE QUEST OF MICHAEL HARLAND, by _Nora Kent_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-In reviewing Miss Kent’s previous novel, “The Greater Dawn,” _Land and
-Water_ said: “Mrs. Florence Barclay and Miss Ethel M. Dell have cause to
-tremble.” Her new story has the same fragrance and delicacy of sentiment
-that attracted readers in “The Greater Dawn,” and will, we feel
-confident, increase their number.
-
-GARTH, by _Mrs. J. O. Arnold_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-_Times._—“A thoroughly well-told ghost story.... It is admittedly
-exceptional and inexplicable, and in that lies its thrill.”
-
-_Sheffield Telegraph._—“A very clever and exciting piece of work. Good
-ghost stories are none too common, and this one is very good.”
-
-
- GENERAL LITERATURE
-
-THE MAKING OF AN OPTIMIST, by _Hamilton Fyfe_. Demy 8vo, 12/6.
-
-CLAUDIUS CLEAR in the _British Weekly_: “Mr. Hamilton Fyfe has written a
-remarkable volume.... It is needless to say that the book is frank and
-able and interesting.”
-
-H. M. T. in the _Nation and Athenæum_: “I hope Mr. Fyfe’s book will be
-widely read, because I think it must be unique.”
-
-H. W. NEVINSON in the _Daily Herald_: “A very remarkable and
-exhilarating book.”
-
-DIVORCE (TO-DAY AND TO-MORROW), by _C. Gasquoine Hartley_. Author of
-“The Truth about Woman,” “Sex Education and National Health.” Crown 8vo,
-6/-.
-
-This book deals with many aspects on the subject. It shows historically
-how the present divorce laws developed and how closely they are still
-allied to the ancient ecclesiastical Canon Law. It proves that most
-Protestant countries have far more liberal laws, and that, but for
-accidents in the lives of our kings, our own laws would have been
-reformed in the 16th century. The harmful way in which the laws work
-against morality and the family is shown by an analysis of a number of
-present-day divorce suits. The present position in regard to proposals
-for an extension of the grounds of divorce is examined, and a contrast
-is drawn between our petrified laws and the liberal reforms introduced
-by those of English stock in the dominions over the seas. The author
-finally brings forward her own proposals and explains her own moral
-standards. She declares that ecclesiastical defenders of the present law
-do not understand the spirit of the Founder of Christianity.
-
-STRAY THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES, by the Late _James A. Rentoul, K.C., LL.D._
-Edited by _L. Rentoul_. Demy 8vo, 18/-.
-
-_Times._—“Many racy anecdotes.”
-
-_Daily Telegraph._—“Good stories abound.”
-
-_Daily News._—“Racy and warm-hearted memories of a varied life ...
-should be widely read.”
-
-MY YEARS OF EXILE, by _Eduard Bernstein_. Translated by _Bernard Miall_.
-Demy 8vo, 15/-.
-
-_Times._—“Herr Bernstein is a calm and dispassionate observer ... full
-of simple narrative and naïve reflection.”
-
-_Morning Post._—“Of this country and its people he gives a very shrewd
-and sympathetic analysis ... worth recording.”
-
-A LADY DOCTOR IN BAKHTIARILAND, by _Dr. Elizabeth MacBean Ross_. Crown
-8vo, 7/6.
-
-_Daily Mail._—“A really admirable and entertaining study.”
-
-_Medical Times._—“An attractive volume which should make a wide appeal.”
-
-_Geographical Journal._—“This book possesses a permanent value.”
-
-THE KEREN HA-YESOD BOOK. Colonisation Problems of the Eretz-Israel
-(Palestine) Foundation Fund. Edited by The Publicity Department of the
-“Keren Ha-Yesod.” Crown 8vo, 2/-.
-
-
-=THE NEW ERA SERIES=
-
-BREAKING POINT, by _Jeffery E. Jeffery_, with Foreword by _G. D. H.
-Cole_. Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-This book is an attempt to consider the future of civilisation in the
-light of the present world crisis. It speaks much for Mr. Jeffery’s
-optimism that while he manfully faces his facts and never in any way
-evades the issues, his book ends on a hopeful note. He believes that
-_now_ is the time for mankind to turn the next corner on the road of
-progress and that ours is the opportunity to seize or to throw away.
-
-ECONOMIC MOTIVES IN THE NEW SOCIETY, by _J. A. Hobson_. Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-Perhaps the most telling argument used against drastic schemes of
-economic reconstruction is that which holds that any system of public
-ownership and representative government of essential industries would
-break down because it would fail to create the necessary incentives to
-production and distribution. In this book Mr. Hobson examines this
-important question in detail. He analyses these “incentives” both from
-the producing and the consuming side and proposes many ways by which
-they might be not only retained but stimulated. He provides satisfactory
-answers to such questions as: Will the present standards of management,
-skill, workmanship and factory discipline be improved? Will the
-consumers benefit? Will people save? _i. e._ Will sufficient fresh
-capital be forthcoming for the further developments of industry?
-
-It is a valuable book because it successfully counters the argument
-which has, on appearance at least, some show of reason behind it.
-
-LAND NATIONALISATION, by _A. Emil Davies, L.C.C._, and _Dorothy Evans_
-(formerly Organiser, Land Nationalisation Society). Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-In the past the importance of the land problem has been neglected, but
-now the changed conditions brought about by the war call for increased
-production at home. This book shows that the present system of land
-ownership impedes production on every hand and stands in the way of
-almost every vital reform.
-
-The authors contend that no solution of the serious problems that
-confront the community can be found until the nation itself becomes the
-ground landlord of the country in which it lives. They put forward a
-scheme for nationalisation complete in financial and administrative
-details, providing for the participation of various sections of the
-community in the management of the land.
-
-PROLETCULT, by _Eden_ and _Cedar Paul_ (authors of “Creative
-Revolution”). Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-Education to-day, availing itself of the widest means, employing the
-press and the cinemas no less effectively than the schools, imposes upon
-the community the ideology, the cultured outlook, of the ruling class.
-
-The authors contend that among the working classes there are many who
-strive for the realisation of a new culture.
-
-Proletcult (proletarian culture) organises and consolidates the
-thought-forces which will complete the overthrow of Capitalism. It will
-then inaugurate and build up the economic and social, the artistic and
-intellectual life of the “new era.” This great and far-reaching
-contemporary movement is the theme of “Proletcult.”
-
-OPEN DIPLOMACY, by _E. D. Morel_. Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-“Foreign Policy” and “Secret Diplomacy” continue to be terms invested
-with some kind of mysterious attributes. In this volume Mr. Morel
-endeavours to simplify a problem which still remains complicated and
-obscure to the general public. He shows us “foreign policy” as an
-influence working in our everyday lives. He brings “diplomacy” into our
-homes, and serves it up as a dish upon the breakfast table. He depicts
-us as helpless automata moving blindfolded in a world of make-believe
-until we secure an effective democratic control over the management of
-our foreign relations.
-
-THE NEW LABOUR OUTLOOK, by _Robert Williams_. Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-_Morning Post._—“An exceedingly shrewd and lively commentator on the
-significance of events ... decidedly valuable.”
-
-_Daily Herald._—“We hope this book will have a wide circulation, as it
-will enable all who read it to realise the difficulties before us.”
-
-SOCIALISM AND PERSONAL LIBERTY, by _Robert Dell_ (author of “My Second
-Country”). Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-“Personal Liberty in the Socialist State” is an old controversy, and the
-publishers feel that Mr. Dell’s new volume will evoke widespread
-interest and discussion.
-
-The author shows that Socialism is not necessarily incompatible with
-personal freedom, or with individualism properly understood, but is
-rather an essential condition of both. He contends that economic freedom
-is unattainable under Capitalist conditions by any but the owners of
-capital and that individual liberty is being threatened by political
-democracy, which is becoming a tyranny of the majority.
-
-A NEW AGRICULTURAL POLICY, by _F. E. Green_. Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-_Times._—“His advocacy is clear and detailed, and his criticisms
-pointed ... worth noting.”
-
-_Glasgow Herald._—“Brightly and vigorously written by a shrewd
-observer.”
-
-
-
-
- SUBJECT INDEX
-
-
- CRITICISM, POETRY & BELLES-LETTRES
-
-
-=CRITICISM=
-
-SOME CONTEMPORARY POETS, by _Harold Monro_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-SOME CONTEMPORARY NOVELISTS (WOMEN), by _R. Brimley Johnson_. Crown 8vo,
-7/6.
-
-SOME CONTEMPORARY NOVELISTS (MEN), by _R. Brimley Johnson_. Crown 8vo,
-7/6.
-
-
-=POETRY=
-
-WHEELS, 1920 (FIFTH CYCLE), edited by _Edith Sitwell_. With cover design
-by _Gino Severini_. Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-
-=BELLES-LETTRES=
-
-CHILDREN’S TALES (from the Russian Ballet), by _Edith Sitwell_. With 8
-four-colour reproductions of scenes from the Ballet, by _I. de B.
-Lockyer_. Crown 4to, 12/6.
-
-
- FICTION
-
-THE FRUIT OF THE TREE, by _Hamilton Fyfe_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-THE WIDOW’S CRUSE, by _Hamilton Fyfe_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-SARAH AND HER DAUGHTER, by _Bertha Pearl_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-WOMEN AND CHILDREN, by _Hugh de Sélincourt_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-THE QUEST OF MICHAEL HARLAND, by _Nora Kent_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-THE GREATER DAWN, by _Nora Kent_. Crown 8vo, 7/-.
-
-GARTH, by _Mrs. J. O. Arnold_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-THE BURIED TORCH, by _Coralie Stanton_ and _Heath Hosken_. Crown 8vo,
-7/-.
-
-THE BISHOP’S MASQUERADE, by _W. Harold Thomson_. Crown 8vo, 7/-.
-
-SIDE ISSUES, by _Jeffery E. Jeffery_ (author of “Servants of the Guns”).
-Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-THE INVISIBLE SUN, by _Bertram Munn_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-MIRIAM AND THE PHILISTINES, by _Alice Clayton Greene_. Crown 8vo, 7/-.
-
-
- GENERAL LITERATURE
-
-THE MAKING OF AN OPTIMIST, by _Hamilton Fyfe_. Demy 8vo, 12/6.
-
-STRAY THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES, by _James A. Rentoul, K.C., LL.D._ Demy
-8vo, 18/-.
-
-MY YEARS OF EXILE, by _Eduard Bernstein_. Translated by _Bernard Miall_.
-Demy 8vo, 15/-.
-
-THE KEREN HA-YESOD BOOK. Colonisation Problems of the Palestine
-Foundation Fund. Crown 8vo, 2/-.
-
-
- SOCIAL, POLITICAL & ECONOMIC
-
-
-=THE NEW ERA SERIES=
-
- Crown 8vo, 4/6.
-
-NATIONALISATION OF THE MINES, by _Frank Hodges_. Second Impression.
-
-A NEW ARISTOCRACY OF COMRADESHIP, by _William Paine_.
-
-WHAT I SAW IN RUSSIA, by _George Lansbury_.
-
-AFTER THE PEACE, by _H. N. Brailsford_.
-
-PUBLIC OWNERSHIP OF THE LIQUOR TRADE, by _Arthur Greenwood_.
-
-LABOUR AND NATIONAL FINANCE by _Philip Snowden_.
-
-A POLICY FOR THE LABOUR PARTY, by _J. Ramsay MacDonald_.
-
-DIRECT ACTION, by _William Mellor_.
-
-A NEW AGRICULTURAL POLICY, by _F. E. Green_.
-
-THE NEW LABOUR OUTLOOK, by _Robert Williams_.
-
-BREAKING POINT, by _Jeffery E. Jeffery_, with Foreword by _G. D. H.
-Cole_.
-
-PROLETCULT, by _Eden_ and _Cedar Paul_.
-
-LAND NATIONALISATION, by _A. Emil Davies_ and _Dorothy Evans_.
-
-SOCIALISM AND PERSONAL LIBERTY, by _Robert Dell_.
-
-ECONOMIC MOTIVES IN THE NEW SOCIETY, by _J. A. Hobson_.
-
-OPEN DIPLOMACY, by _E. D. Morel_.
-
-
-=SOCIAL STUDIES SERIES=
-
-PARLIAMENT AND DEMOCRACY, by _J. Ramsay MacDonald_. Crown 8vo, 3/6.
-
-RELIGION IN POLITICS, by _Arthur Ponsonby_. Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-LIFE AND TEACHING OF KARL MARX, by _M. Beer_. Crown 8vo, 5/-.
-
-SOCIALISM AND CO-OPERATION, by _L. S. Woolf_. Crown 8vo, 5/-.
-
-
-=MISCELLANEOUS=
-
-GUILD SOCIALISM—RE-STATED, by _G. D. H. Cole, M.A._ Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-DIVORCE (TO-DAY AND TO-MORROW), by _C. Gasquoine Hartley_. Crown 8vo,
-6/-.
-
-SEX EDUCATION AND NATIONAL HEALTH, by _C. Gasquoine Hartley_. Crown 8vo,
-6/-.
-
-THE NEW LIBERALISM, by _C. F. G. Masterman_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-THE CORPORATION PROFITS TAX, by _Raymond W. Needham_. Crown 8vo, 7/6.
-
-THE GREAT RE-BUILDING, by _H. Denston Funnell, F.S.I._ Demy 8vo, 15/-.
-
-THE MARCH TOWARDS SOCIALISM, by _Edgard Milhaud_. Translated by _H. J.
-Stenning_. Crown 8vo, 8/6.
-
-RED RUBBER, by _E. D. Morel_. Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-THE BLACK MAN’S BURDEN, by _E. D. Morel_. Crown 8vo, 6/-.
-
-
- TRAVEL
-
-A WEST COUNTRY PILGRIMAGE, by _Eden Phillpotts_. With 16 three-colour
-illustrations by _A. T. Benthall_, tipped on mounts. Buckram, crown 4to,
-21/-.
-
-A LADY DOCTOR IN BAKHTIARILAND, by _Dr. Elizabeth MacBean Ross_. Crown
-8vo, 7/6.
-
-
-
-
- INDEX TO TITLES AND AUTHORS
-
-
- INDEX TO TITLES
-
-
- PAGE
-
- After the Peace, 1011
-
- Brailsford, H. N.
-
-
- Bishop’s Masquerade, The, 1010
-
- Thomson, W. Harold
-
- Black Man’s Burden, 1013
-
- Morel, E. D.
-
- Breaking Point, 1006, 1011
-
- Jeffery, Jeffery E.
-
- Buried Torch, The, 1010
-
- Stanton, Coralie and Hosken, Heath
-
-
- Children’s Tales (from the Russian Ballet), 1009
-
- Sitwell, Edith
-
- Corporation Profits Tax, The, 1013
-
- Needham, Raymond W.
-
-
- Direct Action, 1011
-
- Mellor, William
-
- Divorce—To-day and To-morrow, 1004, 1012
-
- Hartley, C. Gasquoine
-
-
- Economic Motives in the New Society, 1006, 1012
-
- Hobson, J. A.
-
-
- Fruit of the Tree, The, 1003, 1009
-
- Fyfe, Hamilton
-
-
- Garth, 1004, 1010
-
- Arnold, Mrs. J. O.
-
- Great Rebuilding, The, 1013
-
- Funnell, H. Denston
-
- Greater Dawn, The, 1010
-
- Kent, Nora
-
- Guild Socialism—Restated, 1012
-
- Cole, G. D. H.
-
-
- Invisible Sun, The, 1010
-
- Munn, Bertram
-
-
- Keren Ha-Yesod Book, The, 1005, 1010
-
- Edited by the Keren Ha-Yesod Publicity
- Department
-
-
- Labour and National Finance, 1011
-
- Snowden, Philip
-
- Lady Doctor in Bakhtiariland, A, 1005, 1013
-
- Ross, Elizabeth MacBean
-
- Land Nationalisation—A Practical Scheme, 1006, 1012
-
- Davies, Emil and Evans, Dorothy
-
- Life and Teaching of Karl Marx, 1012
-
- Beer, M.
-
-
- Making of an Optimist, The, 1004, 1010
-
- Fyfe, Hamilton
-
- March Towards Socialism, The, 1013
-
- Milhaud, Edgard
-
- Miriam and the Philistines, 1010
-
- Greene, Alice Clayton
-
- My Years of Exile, 1005, 1010
-
- Bernstein, Eduard
-
-
- Nationalisation of the Mines, 1011
-
- Hodges, Frank
-
- New Agricultural Policy, A, 1008, 1011
-
- Green, F. E.
-
- New Aristocracy of Comradeship, A, 1011
-
- Paine, William
-
- New Labour Outlook, The, 1008
-
- Williams, Robert
-
- New Liberalism, The, 1013
-
- Masterman, C. F. G.
-
-
- Open Diplomacy, 1007, 1012
-
- Morel, E. D.
-
-
- Parliament and Democracy, 1012
-
- MacDonald, J. R.
-
- Policy for the Labour Party, A, 1011
-
- MacDonald, J. R.
-
- Proletcult, 1007, 1011
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- Paul, Eden and Cedar
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- Public Ownership of the Liquor Trade, 1011
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- Greenwood, Arthur
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- Quest of Michael Harland, The, 1003, 1009
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- Kent, Nora
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- Red Rubber, 1013
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- Morel, E. D.
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- Religion in Politics, 1012
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- Ponsonby, Arthur
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- Sarah and Her Daughter, 1003, 1009
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- Pearl, Bertha
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- Sex Education and National Health, 1013
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- Hartley, C. Gasquoine
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- Side Issues, 1010
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- Jeffery, Jeffery E.
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- Socialism and Co-operation, 1012
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- Woolf, L. S.
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- Socialism and Personal Liberty, 1008, 1012
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- Dell, Robert
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- Some Contemporary Novelists (Men), 1009
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- Johnson, R. Brimley
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- Some Contemporary Novelists (Women), 1009
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- Johnson, R. Brimley
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- Some Contemporary Poets, 1008
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- Monro, Harold
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- Stray Thoughts and Memories, 1005, 1010
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- Rentoul, James A.
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- West Country Pilgrimage, A, 1013
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- Phillpotts, Eden
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- What I saw in Russia, 1011
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- Lansbury, George
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- Wheels, 1920 (Fifth Cycle), 1009
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- Edited by Sitwell, Edith
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- Widow’s Cruse, The, 1009
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- Fyfe, Hamilton
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- Women and Children, 1003, 1009
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- Sélincourt, Hugh de
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- INDEX TO AUTHORS
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- Arnold, Mrs. J. O., 1004, 1010
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- Garth. 8/6
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- Beer, M., 1012
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- Life and Teaching of Karl Marx. 6/-
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- Bernstein, Eduard, 1005, 1010
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- My Years of Exile. 15/-
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- Brailsford, H. N., 1011
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- After the Peace. 4/6
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- Cole, G. D. H., 1012
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- Guild Socialism—Restated. 6/-
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- Davies, Emil, 1006, 1012
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- Land Nationalisation. 4/6
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- Dell, Robert, 1008, 1012
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- Socialism and Personal Liberty. 4/6
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- Evans, Dorothy, 1006, 1012
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- Land Nationalisation. 4/6
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- Funnell, H. Denston, 1013
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- The Great Rebuilding. 15/-
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- Fyfe, Hamilton, 1003, 1004, 1009, 1010
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- The Fruit of the Tree. 7/6
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- The Making of an Optimist. 12/6
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- The Widow’s Cruse. 7/6
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- Green, F. E., 1008, 1011
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- A New Agricultural Policy. 4/6
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- Greene, Alice Clayton, 1010
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- Miriam and the Philistines. 7/-
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- Greenwood, Arthur, 1011
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- Public Ownership of the Liquor Trade. 4/6
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- Hartley, C. Gasquoine, 1004, 1012, 1013
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- Divorce—To-day and To-morrow. 6/-
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- Sex Education and National Health. 6/-
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- Hobson, J. A., 1006, 1012
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- Economic Motives in the New Society. 4/6
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- Nationalisation of the Mines. 4/6
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- Hosken, Heath, 1010
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- Jeffery, Jeffery E., 1006, 1010, 1011
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- Side Issues. 6/-
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- Johnson, R. Brimley, 1009
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- Some Contemporary Novelists (Men). 7/6
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- Some Contemporary Novelists (Women). 7/6
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- Kent, Nora, 1003, 1009, 1010
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- The Greater Dawn. 7/-
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- The Quest of Michael Harland. 8/6
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- Keren Ha-Yesod, Publicity Department, 1005, 1010
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- The Keren Ha-Yesod Book. 2/-
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- Lansbury, George, 1011
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- What I saw in Russia. 4/6
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- MacDonald, J. Ramsay, 1011, 1012
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- Parliament and Democracy. 3/6
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- A Policy for the Labour Party. 4/6
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- Masterman, C. F. G., 1013
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- The New Liberalism. 7/6
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- Mellor, William, 1011
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- Direct Action. 4/6
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- Milhaud, Edgard, 1013
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- The March towards Socialism. 8/6
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- Monro, Harold, 1008
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- Some Contemporary Poets. 7/6
- Morel, E. D., 1007, 1011, 1013
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- Open Diplomacy. 4/6
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- Red Rubber. 6/-
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- Munn, Bertram, 1010
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- The Invisible Sun. 7/6
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- Needham, Raymond W., 1013
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- The Corporation Profits Tax. 7/6
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- Paine, William, 1011
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- A New Aristocracy of Comradeship. 4/6
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- Paul, Eden and Cedar, 1007, 1011
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- Proletcult. 4/6
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- Pearl, Bertha, 1003, 1009
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- Sarah and Her Daughter. 7/6
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- Phillpotts, Eden, 1013
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- A West Country Pilgrimage. 21/-
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- Ponsonby, Arthur, 1012
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- Religion in Politics. 5/-
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- Rentoul, James A., 1005, 1010
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- Stray Thoughts and Memories. 18/-
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- Ross, Elizabeth MacBean, 1005, 1013
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- A Lady Doctor in Bakhtiariland. 7/6
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- Sélincourt, Hugh de, 1003, 1009
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- Women and Children. 8/6
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- Sitwell, Edith, 1009
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- Children’s Tales (from the Russian Ballet).
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- Wheels—1920. 6/-
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- Snowden, Philip, 1011
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- Labour and National Finance. 4/6
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- Stanton, Coralie, 1010
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- The Buried Torch. 7/-
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- Thomson, W. Harold, 1010
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- The Bishop’s Masquerade. 7/-
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- Williams, Robert, 1008, 1011
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- The New Labour Outlook. 4/6
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- Woolf, L. S., 1012
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