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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Yellow Butterflies, by Mary Raymond
-Shipman Andrews
-
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-Title: Yellow Butterflies
-
-Author: Mary Raymond Shipman Andrews
-
-Release Date: October 9, 2021 [eBook #66502]
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-
-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK YELLOW BUTTERFLIES ***
-
-
-
-
-
-_BY MARY R. S. ANDREWS_
-
-
-JOY IN THE MORNING
-
-THE ETERNAL FEMININE
-
-AUGUST FIRST
-
-THE ETERNAL MASCULINE
-
-THE MILITANTS
-
-BOB AND THE GUIDES
-
-CROSSES OF WAR (Poems)
-
-YELLOW BUTTERFLIES
-
-HIS SOUL GOES MARCHING ON
-
-HER COUNTRY
-
-OLD GLORY
-
-THE COUNSEL ASSIGNED
-
-THE COURAGE OF THE COMMONPLACE
-
-THE LIFTED BANDAGE
-
-THE PERFECT TRIBUTE
-
-
-_CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS_
-
-
-
-
-YELLOW BUTTERFLIES
-
-
- BY
- Mary Raymond Shipman Andrews
-
-
- “An Unknown American who
- gave his life in the World War.”
-
-
- NEW YORK
- Charles Scribner’s Sons
- 1922
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1922, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER’S SONS
-
-
-COPYRIGHT, 1922, BY THE CURTIS PUBLISHING CO.
-
-
-Printed in the United States of America
-
-
-Published December, 1922
-
-
-
-
- THIS STORY IS DEDICATED TO
- THOSE AMERICANS WHO GAVE
- IN THE GREAT WAR EVEN MORE
- THAN LIFE--TO THE BLINDED
-
-
-
-
-NOTE
-
-
-Throughout this story there are sentences and paragraphs quoted, taken
-bodily from a press account of the coming of the American Unknown
-Soldier. If other sentences or phrases occur for which proper credit
-has not been given, it is because the story-teller’s mind was so
-saturated with the beauty of this account that its wording seemed the
-inevitable form.
-
-For such borrowed grace the writer offers grateful acknowledgment to
-the young reporter who, given what is surely the most thrilling episode
-in all history to write about, has made what has been well-called “the
-finest bit of newspaper work ever done.” Acknowledgment and thanks to
-Mr. Kirk Simpson.
-
- MARY RAYMOND SHIPMAN ANDREWS.
-
-
-
-
-YELLOW BUTTERFLIES
-
-
-Out from the door of the house burst the laughing, shouting little lad.
-He raced across the grass and halted by the tulip-bed; there, with yet
-more shouts of full-throated baby laughter, he turned to look back at
-his young mother, racing after him, standing now in the doorway. His
-head was yellow as a flower, almost as yellow as the tulips, and the
-spun-silk, glittering hair of five years old curled tight in a manner
-of aureole. As the girl gazed at him, glorying in him, suddenly the sun
-came brilliantly from under a cloud, and, as if at a signal, out of the
-clover-patch at the edge of the lawn stormed a myriad of butterflies
-and floated about the golden head.
-
-“Oh, the butterflies take you for a flower, Dicky,” cried the girl.
-
-The little chap stood quite still, smiling and blinking through the
-winged sunshine, and then, behold, three or four of the lovely things
-fluttered down on his head. The young woman flashed out and caught him
-and hugged him till he squealed lustily.
-
-“Don’t, muvver,” remonstrated Dicky. “You’ll scare my ’ittle birds.
-They ’ike us, muvver.”
-
-“It’s good luck to have a butterfly light on you,” she informed him,
-and then, in a flash of some unplaced memory, with the quick mysticism
-of her Irish blood: “A butterfly is the symbol of immortality.”
-
-“’Esh,” agreed Dicky gravely. “’Esh a ’sympum--” and there he lost
-himself, and threw back his head and roared rich laughter at the droll
-long word.
-
-“It must have looked pretty,” the boy’s father agreed that night. “I
-wonder what sort they were. I used to collect them. There’s a book--”
-He went to the shelves and searched. “This is it.” There were pages
-here and there of colored pictures. “No. 2,” he read, and pointed to
-a list. “The Cloudless Sulphur. Were they solid yellow?” He turned
-a page. “‘The Cloudless Sulphur,’” he began reading aloud. “‘Large,
-two and a half inches. Wings uniform bright canary color. Likely to
-light on yellow flowers; social; it flies in masses and congregates
-on flowers. Habit of migrating in flocks from Southeast to Northwest
-in the spring and from Northwest to Southeast in the autumn. Food,
-cassia, etc. Family, Pieridæ.’ That’s the fellow,” decided the boy’s
-father, learned in butterflies. “A Pierid. ‘Many butterflies hide under
-clover,’” he read along, “‘and down in grasses--pass the nights there.
-Some sorts only come out freely in sunshine.’ Didn’t you say the sun
-came?”
-
-“All at once. They flew up then as if at a command.” She nodded.
-“That’s exactly the creature. And where it says about lighting on
-flowers of the same color--they did take Dicky’s head for a flower,
-didn’t they, Tom?”
-
-“It certainly seems as if they did.” The man smiled. “Kentucky is
-likely on the line of their spring migration Northwesterly. I reckon
-Dicky’s friends are the Cloudless Sulphur.”
-
-Dicky’s father died when the boy was eleven. The years ran on. Life
-adjusted itself as life must, and the child grew, as that other Child
-twenty centuries back, in wisdom and stature and in favor with God and
-man. There might have been more boys in America as upstanding in body
-and character, as loving and clever and strong and merry, as beautiful
-within and without as her boy, the woman considered, but she had never
-seen one. His very faults were dear human qualities which made him more
-adorable. With his tenderness and his roughness, his teachableness and
-his stubbornness, his terror of sentiment and his gusts of heavenly
-sweet love-making, the boy satisfied her to the end of her soul.
-Buoyancy found her again, and youth, and the joy of an uphill road with
-this gay, strong comrade keeping step along it. Then the war came. All
-his life she had missed no chance to make her citizen first of all
-things an American. And now that carefully fed flame of patriotism
-flamed to cover all America.
-
-“We must go in, mother. Gosh! it’s only decent. We could bring peace.
-We must go in,” he raged. He was too young to go across and he raged
-more at his youth. His mother gloried in and shivered at his rage. At
-last America was in, and the boy, who had trained in his university,
-could not fling himself fast enough into the service. The woman, as
-hundreds of thousands of other American women, was no slacker. There
-was a jingle in the papers:
-
- “America, he is my only one,
- My hope, my pride, and joy;
- But if I had another
- He should march beside his brother,
- America, here’s my boy!”
-
-The jingle hit straight at armies of women in those days.
-
-No officers’ training-camp for Dick; he would go as an enlisted man
-with the rank and file of American men.
-
-“But you’re officer material,” complained his mother. “Aren’t you
-wasting power that the country may need?”
-
-“If I can win shoulder-bars, honey, hooray!” said Dick. “Otherwise, me
-for a dough-boy.”
-
-So as a dough-boy he went to Camp Meade, but in three months wore the
-stripes of a sergeant. Radiant, he tumbled in at home a week later,
-such a joyful lad that he sputtered ecstasy and slang. Tremendous he
-looked in his uniform, fresh colored from cold barracks and constant
-exercise and in an undreamed pink of condition.
-
-“I never considered you a delicate person,” the woman spoke up to the
-six feet two of him, “but now you’re overpowering, you’re beefy.”
-
-“Couldn’t kill me with an axe,” assented Dick cheerfully, and back in
-her brain a hideous, unformed thought stirred, of things that were not
-axes, that could kill easily even this magnificent young strength.
-
-They were as gay together as if all the training and the uniform and
-the stir and panoply of war were merely a new and rather thrilling
-game. She saw to it that there were theatres and dances and girls
-doing, and the lad threw himself into everything with, however, a
-delicious grumble after each party:
-
-“I don’t get a chance to see you at all.” That was music.
-
-And then the short, gay leave was done and Dick back at Meade again.
-The winter months went, with letters thickly coming and going. And late
-in May he wrote that he had leave once more for two days, and instantly
-he was there. There was no word as to what the sudden leave meant, but
-they knew. When it was possible our soldiers due to sail were given
-this short flying visit to their homes. Transports were going all the
-time now; great ship followed great ship till it seemed as if the
-Atlantic must be brown with khaki. And not the nearest of any must know
-when his time was, for this was one bit of the national patriotism, to
-guard the knowledge of sailing ships from the enemy. So the boy told
-nothing, but his eyes embraced her with a burning word unspoken. And
-her eyes met them with certain knowledge.
-
-“Let’s cut out the girls and balls this time,” he said. And one day,
-apropos of nothing: “You’re a peach.”
-
-She smiled back cheerfully as women were smiling at boys all over the
-United States at that date. “I couldn’t bear it if you weren’t in the
-service,” she said.
-
-In a few minutes--it appeared--the two days were over. “Run across
-for one second and say good-by to Lynnette,” she suggested, when the
-racing hours were within three of their end. Lynnette was the girl next
-door who had grown up in the shadow of Dick’s bigness, a little thing
-two years younger, shy and blunt and not just a pretty girl, but with
-luminous eyes and a heart of gold. Dick had to be prodded a bit to be
-nice to Lynnette.
-
-“I don’t want to miss one second of you, honey,” he objected.
-
-“Don’t you dare stay over a second. But a glimpse would mean a lot to
-her, and she’s a darling to me.”
-
-“Oh, all right,” agreed Dick. “Because she’s a darling to you--” and he
-swung off.
-
-“Dick--” as he sprang from the gallery. He turned. “Kiss her good-by,
-Dick.”
-
-“What sort of a mother----!”
-
-“She’ll object, but she’ll like it.”
-
-“You little devil,” Dick chuckled, “can’t you let a fellow handle his
-own kissing?” And started again, easy, elastic, made of sliding muscles.
-
-“Oh, Dick!” called his mother once more, and once more the brown figure
-halted. “Now, then, woman?”
-
-“Don’t peck, Dick; kiss her a thorough one.”
-
-Dick’s laughter rang across the little place. The echo of that big
-laughter in the woman was not a quickened pulse of gladness as it had
-been all his days; a sick aching answered the beloved sound, and the
-stab of a thought--would ever Dick laugh across the garden again? With
-that he was back, grinning.
-
-“I did it,” stated Dick. “It’s not often a chap’s commanding officer
-sends him out with orders for a kissing attack, so I put my elbows into
-it and made a good job. She’s kissed to pieces.”
-
-“Dick!”
-
-“Well, now! It’ll teach you to go careful how you start a man on them
-tricks. Lynnette’s a worthy child, but I’d never have thought of
-kissing her. Yet it wasn’t so bad. Rather subtle.” He licked his lips
-tentatively.
-
-“Dicky! Vulgar, vulgar boy!”
-
-“You know, I believe she did like it,” confided Dick.
-
-Then very soon, in the middle of the sunshiny, warm morning he went.
-In the hall, where they had raced and played games long ago, she told
-him good-by, doing a difficult best to give him cheer and courage to
-remember, not heart-break. Something helped her unexpectedly, reaction,
-maybe, of a chord overstrained; likely the good Lord ordered it; His
-hand reaches into queer brain-twists. She said small, silly things that
-made the boy laugh, till at last the towering figure was upon her and
-she was crushed into khaki, with his expert rifleman’s badge digging
-into her forehead. She was glad of the hurt. The small defenses had
-gone down and she knew that only high Heaven could get her through the
-next five seconds with a proper record as a brave man’s mother. In five
-seconds he turned and fled, and with a leap was through the door. Gone!
-She tossed out her arms as if shot, and fled after him. Already he was
-across the lawn, by the tulip-bed, and suddenly he wheeled at the patch
-of color and his visored cap was off, and he was kissing his hand with
-the deep glow in his eyes she had seen often lately. It was as if the
-soul of him came close to the windows and looked out at her. His blond
-hair in the sunlight was almost as yellow as on that other day long ago
-when--What was this? Up from the clover in the ditch, filling all the
-air with fluttering gold, stormed again a flight of yellow butterflies,
-the Cloudless Sulphur on their spring migration. The boy as he stood
-looking back at her shouted young laughter and the winged things
-glittered about him, and with that two lighted on his head.
-
-“Good luck! It’s for good luck, mother,” he called.
-
-She watched, smiling determinedly, dwelling on details, the uniform,
-the folds of brown wool puttees, the bronze shine on his shoes, the
-gold spots of light flickering about his head. He wheeled, stumbling
-a bit, and then the light feet sprang away; there was no Dick there
-now, only a glimmering, moving cloud of yellow--meaningless. The
-tulip-bed--sunshine--butterflies--silence. The world was empty. She
-clutched at her chest as if this sudden, sick, dropping away of life
-were physical. His triumphant last word came back to her, “It’s for
-good luck, mother”; then other words followed, words which she had
-spoken years ago.
-
-“And for immortality.”
-
-Immortality! She beat her hands against the wall. Not Dick--not her
-boy--her one thing. Not immortality for him, yet. Not for years and
-years--fifty--sixty. He had a right to long, sweet mortal life before
-that terrible immortality. She wanted him mortal, close, the flesh and
-blood which she knew. It was not to be borne, this sending him away
-to--Oh, God! The thousands on thousands of strong young things like
-Dick who had already passed to that horrible, unknown immortality. The
-word meant to her then only death, only a frantic terror; the subtle,
-underlying, enormous hope of it missed her in the black hour.
-
-A letter came next day from camp, and the next, and every day for a
-week, and she pulled herself together and went about her busy hours
-minute by minute cheerfully, as one must. She disregarded the fact that
-inside of her an odd mental-moral-spiritual-physical arrangement which
-is called a heart lay quite defenseless, and that shortly a dagger
-was going to be struck into it. So when the dagger came, folded in a
-yellow Western Union envelope, it was exactly as bad as if there had
-been no preparation at all. Dick had sailed. She spun about and caught
-at a table. And then went on quietly with the five hundred little
-cheese-cloth “sponges” which she had promised to have at the Red Cross
-rooms to-morrow. Ghastly little things. So the boy went, one of two
-million to go, but yet, as most of the others were, the only one. And
-two weeks later, it might be, came another telegram; a queerly worded
-thing from the war office:
-
-“The ship on which I sailed has arrived safely in port.”
-
-What ship? What port? After what adventures? But the great fact
-remained; he was, at least, overseas, beyond the first great peril. She
-flung herself into war work and wrote every day a letter with its vague
-military address ending in A. E. F. And got back many letters full of
-enthusiasm, of adventure, of old friends and new, of dear French people
-who had been good to him--but everybody was good to this boy. Of hard
-training, too, and a word of praise from high quarters once or twice,
-passed on secretly, proudly to the one person to whom a fellow could
-repeat such things. It was a life crowded with happiness and hardship
-and comradeship and worth-while work. And then, soon, with danger.
-Through all sordidness and horror it was a life vitalized by enormous
-incentive, a life whose memory few of those who lived it would give up
-for everything else that any career might offer. The power of these
-gay, commonplace, consecrated boys’ lives reached across oceans and
-swung nations into consecration. Dick’s mother moved gladly in the huge
-orbit, for war work meant to her Dick. The days went. He was in action
-at times now, and wrote that his life was a charmed one, and that he
-walked safe through dangers; wrote also the pitiful bit of statistics
-which boys all told to their mothers, about the small percentage of
-killed and wounded; wrote as well the heroic sweet thoughts which came
-from depths of young souls which had never before known these depths.
-
-“If I’m killed, darling child, honey, after all it’s not much
-different. It wouldn’t be really long before we’d be playing together
-again. And I’ve had the joy and the usefulness of fifty years of living
-in these last months. What more could you ask? The best thing to do
-with a life is to give it away--you taught me that--and this certainly
-is the best way to give it, for our America. And don’t worry about my
-suffering if I’m wounded; there’s not much to that. Things hurt and you
-stand it--that happens in every life--and we wiggle and get through.
-It hurt like the dickens when I had pneumonia, don’t you remember? So,
-behold the straight dope of the wise man Dick, and follow thereby.
-Nothing can happen that’s unbearable; keep it in your mind, precious.
-Live on the surface--don’t go feeling any more than you can help.”
-
-Thousands of others found the sense of that sentence a way out of
-impossibility, as this woman did. She slept nights and worked days and
-wrote letters and rejoiced in getting them, and shunned like poison
-thoughts that thronged below the threshold, thoughts she dared not
-meet. Weeks wore on, months; the Germans were being pushed back; with a
-shivering joy she heard people say that the war could not last long; he
-might--he might come home safe. She knew as that shaft of golden hope
-winged across her brain, from the reeling rapture of it she knew how
-little hope she had ever had. But she whispered Dick’s wise sentence
-once in a while, “Nothing can happen that’s unbearable,” and she held
-her head high for Dick. Then the one thing which had never entered her
-mind happened. Dick was reported among the missing.
-
-Missing.
-
-Let any mother of a boy consider what that means. Anything. Everything.
-“Nothing can happen that’s unbearable,” said Dick. But this was. A
-woman can’t stay sane and face that word “missing”--can she? This woman
-gasped that question of herself. Yet she must stay sane, for Dick might
-come back. Oh, he might even come back safe and sound. They did come
-through prison camps--sometimes--and get back to health. Prison camps.
-She fell to remembering about nights when she had crept into his room
-to see that he was covered up. Mines. But that thought she could not
-think. And the difficult days crawled on, and no news came and no more
-gay letters, with their little half-sentences of love-making, shining
-like jewels out of the pages, pages each one more valuable than heaps
-of gold. No letters; no news; swiftly and steadily her fair hair was
-going gray. The Armistice arrived, and then, after a while, troops were
-coming home. Because Dick would have wanted it, because she herself
-must honor these glorious lads who were, each one, somehow partly Dick,
-she threw herself into the greetings, and many a boy was made happy
-and welcome by the slim, tall, still-young woman with the startling
-white hair, who knew so well what to say to a chap. Outwardly all her
-ways stayed the same. No one of her friends noticed a difference except
-that sometimes one would say: “I wonder what keeps her going? Does she
-hope yet that Dick may come back?” Surely she hoped it. She would not
-wear black. Till certainty came she must hope. Still, little by little,
-as drop by drop her heart’s blood leaked, she was coming to believe
-him dead; coming nearly to hope it. At the same time in the tortured,
-unresting brain, the brain that held so large an area of mysticism from
-Irish forbears, in that cave of weaving thoughts there was still hope
-of a miracle. The child next door, Lynnette, not realizing to what
-a dangerous borderland of sanity she was urging desperate footsteps,
-helped her frame her vague theory of comfort.
-
-“Nothing is sure yet. They don’t begin to know about all the missing,”
-argued Lynnette, dark eyes shining. “Dick may have been carried to the
-ends of the earth; he may not know even now that the war is over. He’s
-so strong, nothing could--could hurt him,” stammered Lynnette, and went
-scarlet with a stab of knowledge of things, things that even Dick’s
-splendid body could not weather.
-
-“Miracles do happen. Do you know, Lynnette, it’s as if somebody
-whispered that to me over and over. ‘Miracles do happen--miracles do
-happen.’ My brain aches with that sentence.” She was still a moment.
-“I saw what you were thinking. Of the--otherwise. I can’t face
-the--otherwise.” Her voice thinned to a whisper. “It’s worse than
-death, any possible otherwise, now. When all the prisoners are freed
-and all the soldiers are coming--home. Lynnette--I hope he’s dead.”
-
-The girl tossed up a hand.
-
-“Yes, child. But suffering--I can’t have him suffering--long pain. It
-can’t be. Oh, God, don’t let it be that!”
-
-Lynnette’s brown head dropped on the woman’s two hands and she kissed
-them with passion.
-
-“I’ve got another thought, honey-child, and I’ll try to tell you, but
-it’s complicated.” She was silent again, reviewing the waves of the
-ocean of her theory. The aching, unending thoughts had been busy
-with this theory. Harmlessly, unnoticed, the mind overwrought had
-been developing a mania. Peace. Had her boy, had all the boys, died
-for nothing? They went, the marching hundreds of thousands, with an
-ideal; no one who talked to any number of soldiers of our armies could
-fail to know that latent in practically all was an unashamed idealism.
-The roughest specimen would look you in the eye and--spitting first
-likely--make amazing statements about saving the world, about showing
-’em if Americans would fight for their flag, about paying our debt to
-France, and, yes--in a quiet, matter-of-fact way--about dying for his
-country.
-
- “To every man a different meaning, yet
- Faith to the thing that set him at his best,
- Something above the blood and dirt and sweat,
- Something apart. May God forget the rest.”
-
-The woman, appealing and winning, had seen this side of the enlisted
-man more than most; she had brooded over it, and over what was due to
-four millions of boys giving themselves to save the peace of the world.
-Shouldn’t peace, after such sacrifice, be assured? Should the great
-burnt offering fail? Should the war-to-end-war lead to other wars?
-God forbid. By infinite little links she came to tie her boy’s coming
-home to the coming of world peace. What more typical of America could
-there be than Dick? An enlisted man--she rejoiced in that now; of the
-educated classes, but representing the rank and file as well as the
-brains and gentle blood of this land; not too poor, yet not rich; in
-his youth and strength and forthgoing power the visible spirit of a
-young, strong, eager country. She put all this into halting yet clear
-enough words to the girl.
-
-“I see,” Lynnette picked up the thread. “Dick is America. He’s a
-symbol. Nobody else could combine so many elements as Dick.”
-
-“I think you understand. It’s wonderful to be able to tell it to
-some one who understands. It has eaten my soul.” She breathed fast.
-“Listen--this is what, somehow, I believe, and nothing could change my
-belief. Dick is going to bring peace to his country and to the world.
-God has chosen _him_--Dick. Alive or dead his coming will mean--peace.
-Peace!” The visions of many generations of mystic Gaels were in her
-eyes as they lifted and gazed out at the branches which swayed slowly,
-hypnotically across a pale sky. The girl’s twisting hands holding
-hers, she went on to unroll the fabric which had woven itself on the
-unresting loom of her brain, a fabric which was, judged by a medical
-standard, madness. The chain of crooked logic was after this fashion:
-America was the nation to bring at the last peace; Dick was the typical
-American; with his home-coming peace would come home to the country,
-and so to the world. Till Dick came home there could be no surety, no
-rest for the flag which he served. Other women died or went mad; this
-one alone, perhaps, fashioned her sorrow into a vigil for the salvation
-of her land.
-
-Then one day Lynnette flew across the lawn and stood before her.
-“You’ve seen the paper?”
-
-“I went to the Red Cross early. I haven’t read it.” Her pulse stopped.
-“Lynnette! Not--Dick?”
-
-“Oh, no--oh, no!” Lynnette went crimson painfully. Another girl
-would have had her arms around the woman, but not this one. To show
-feeling was like pulling teeth to Lynnette. “It’s not that,” she said.
-“But--there’s to be a peace conference. You know. And they want to
-bring back for us at that time, Armistice Day, an unknown soldier.”
-
-“The two things.” Yes--the two things. What could the two things mean
-but her vision, her hope for the world. Dick was coming. He was to
-be the unknown soldier. Dick was coming, carrying peace in his dead
-hands. Who else could it be? People, mere people, could not see how
-that was fitting and inevitable; but she saw it; she knew it; God would
-take care of it. The unknown soldier would be Dick. He would bring,
-mystically, certainly, success to the gathering in Washington. And the
-Lord God would give her a sign. Each day she rose hoping the sign might
-be that day. Each night she lay down sure of its coming, willing to
-wait.
-
-“Lynnette, I’ll wear--those clothes, now.”
-
-And when the girl came across the lawn and found her a few days later
-in new black, with the dramatic gold star on her arm, Lynnette dropped
-suddenly in a heap.
-
-“Oh,” the woman cried. “You hadn’t given up hope.” And then:
-“Lynnette--you loved Dicky, too.”
-
-With that Lynnette was standing before her, her head high, a trembling
-smile on her face. “I always loved him. And now I may tell you--he
-loved me.” The woman stared. “Yes,” Lynnette said. “I didn’t dream it
-till that last morning, when he ran across--and he kissed me. He’d
-never kissed me before. It--it wasn’t just a little kiss to--an old
-playmate.” The words came difficultly. “It--would be impossible to tell
-it except to you. But it was--a long kiss. He--didn’t say anything.
-I’ve thought it over and over and I think he--believed he shouldn’t.
-Somehow. But that kiss--said it. For me. I know Dick--loved me.”
-
-The woman caught the small figure so that the wet eyes could not see
-her. “My Lynnette!” Never on earth should the child know the true story
-of Dick’s kiss.
-
-Then it was November and she went to Washington. It meant saving money
-for months, but there was no question; the journey was as inevitable
-as death. Likely the Lord waited in Washington with that sign which
-she would know when it came. Many American women are tall and slender,
-with lines of distinction; this was one of them. In her sombre dress
-with sheer white at neck and wrists, with the shadowy veil falling
-and lifting about her shoulders and accenting her white hair, with
-her lithe young movement, and with that touch of mysticism, of
-other-worldness in eyes that shone jewel-gray from a carved face, she
-was an arresting person. In great Washington, packed with all human
-sorts, people turned to look at her.
-
-“The gold star! The black--the veil! What a face of tragedy!” Such
-things they said; more than once a man’s hand crept to his hat, and he
-stood bareheaded as she passed, as before the dead. But she who had
-lived for three years facing an unthinkable word drifted through the
-crowd unconscious, uncaring.
-
-A newspaper had printed a composite photograph of twenty-nine young
-soldiers, one from each of the combat divisions in France, and at
-breakfast in the hotel a woman whom she had never seen stepped across
-and laid it, the picture folded out, by her plate.
-
-“It’s your boy, too,” the woman spoke gently, and was gone.
-
-Dick’s mother stared at the vague, lovely face of an uncommonly
-handsome lad, dreamy, deep-eyed, steady-mouthed, a face rather
-short from brow to chin, with a wide facial arch between the
-cheek-bones--such as was Dick’s face. The sweet extreme of youth was
-like Dick, but a certain haunting, ethereal quality was not like him;
-yet, even so might her boy look at her through the veil of another
-world. There was in fact a manner of likeness, and to the woman whose
-soul was at white heat the likeness was the voice of Heaven saying
-“Amen” to her possessing thought. Yet this was not the sign. She would
-know that when it came. This was but an incident, making sure faith
-surer.
-
-All the steps of his journey home she had watched Dick--the Unknown.
-When the papers had told how Sergeant Younger, over there in France at
-Châlons-sur-Marne, on October 24th, would be sent into a room of the
-city hall alone, to choose one of four nameless dead boys lying, each
-so helpless to plead his cause, in four earth-stained coffins, she had
-known well, even then, which one. Over Dick’s quiet heart the Sergeant
-would lay the white roses. The French town decked with the colors of
-the Allies; troops about the city hall; an American flag at half-mast;
-an unseen band playing on muffled trumpets--all this while the Sergeant
-walked slowly through the still room where the dead boys waited, and
-walked slowly back and turned and went to the farthest on the right.
-Dick. He bent and laid down the white French roses--over Dick. She was
-sorry about the other boys, yet Dick meant all of them. It was ordered.
-Dick was the Peace Bringer. She read how the inscription carried the
-words: “An Unknown American who gave his life in the World War.” She
-smiled a little to think how she alone in the world knew the Unknown;
-how among more than two thousand unidentified soldiers buried on the
-battlefields where they fell, chosen by chance so that even the field
-where he had fallen might never be placed--she smiled to think how
-through this mist of circumstance she knew Dick. The woman was mad, it
-might have been said, had any one known her full thought; who among us,
-with imagination, but hides a small corner of madness from the world?
-
-Flower-heaped, carrying the cross of the Legion of Honor, moving like
-the mightiest king through weeping throngs, Dick came to the gray
-old cruiser _Olympia_, where Dewey had once said: “You may fire now,
-Gridley, if you are ready.” And they carried him on board, and a
-General was his escort home, and a guard of his comrades stood about
-him day and night as he slept among the flags, his faded French roses
-above his breast. The cruiser had steamed out from Havre through
-dipped flags and firing guns, and all the way across the Atlantic she
-was saluted by all ships large and small which sailed within vision.
-Because she carried Dick. With that it was November 9th and a raw,
-foggy, rainy day, but the woman went out from city noises, in the wet,
-where it was quiet, to listen for something. After a while she heard
-it--a far boom of guns--salutes to the _Olympia_ as she came slowly up
-the Potomac. The fog hid her, but fort after fort, post after post,
-took up the tale and thundered its solemn welcome to the nation’s dead
-boy. The boy’s mother was at the Navy Yard when the ship swung into
-dock. She saw the crew, standing high up, in dark-blue lines, stiff, at
-attention; astern, under the muzzle of a gun that had rung into history
-that May morning in Manila Bay, was an awning; beneath it something
-flag-draped--Dick. The woman shook in a tearless sob. Dick. What was
-it all--all the glory that the nations, that America could heap on
-him, when--ah, Dick! She seemed to see his eyes and the deep look in
-them as he turned by the tulip-bed and kissed his hands to her--as
-the Cloudless Sulphurs stormed up from the clover around his blond
-head. Dick! Her little, laughing Dick--her big, loving Dick. Then she
-was aware of a gun crashing, a band playing a dirge--the gun crashing
-again into the music; it was the “minute-guns of sorrow” they were
-firing. And then suddenly--a shrill sound and a heart-stirring--as they
-lifted the coffin to the gangway, the boatswain, in the old ceremony
-of the sea, “piped his comrade over the side.” Step by slow step they
-carried the lad down and the boatswain’s whistle called piercingly
-again as Dick, high on the shoulders of eight uniformed men, reached
-shore. Dick was home. The coffin wound between the lines of troops
-and marines, toward the gun-carriage, and the rigid young bluejackets
-far above watched still at attention, and with that a bugler blew
-flourishes and the band broke into the “Star-Spangled Banner,” the
-nation’s hymn. And still the minute-guns crashed through. And packed
-thousands of plain American citizens waited bareheaded for hours in the
-cold rain to see this beloved boy of America carried by.
-
-Many people remarked the slender, tall woman in her billowy black veil
-with the gold star on her arm. Some spoke of her. “A wonderful face,”
-they said, and: “Her eyes are burning her up.” And more than one
-thought: “Who knows? It may be her boy.”
-
-After that she stood hour after hour in a shadowy doorway of a large
-chamber and watched a marvellous procession file past, four abreast.
-Hour after hour. Without ceasing they came; it was as if the country
-poured itself out in one draft of love. Sometimes a group halted and
-there was a short ceremony. She saw the President place the silver
-shield with its forty-eight gold stars; she saw the Boy Scouts,
-fresh-faced, sturdy lads such as Dick had been five or six years ago,
-form and recite their oath by Dick’s coffin; she saw the embassies
-of England, of France, and Italy bring wreaths for Dick; she saw the
-ancient Indian fighters, led by General Miles, and the Belgians with
-their palm, and the old man of ninety-one who wore his old Victoria
-Cross, and Pershing, laying down his wreath and stepping back to salute
-his soldier, and the Chinese and the Japanese with their antique
-bowing, and the white-turbaned Hindus, and ever and ever the plain
-Americans in their thousands, “his own people from every nook of the
-nation, who gave him his reward.”
-
-The short gray day faded and night came and still the crowds poured,
-and Dick’s mother stood, still, unconscious of fatigue, and saw, as in
-a dream, the pageant, till the last ones allowed to come in had passed
-out and the swaying woman in black went also, and the boy was alone
-with his guard of five comrades, “his head eastward toward France and
-at his feet the twinkling lights of Washington.” Far above him on the
-great dome of the Capitol the brooding figure of Freedom, his comrade
-also, watched.
-
-Shortly after daylight next morning the tramp of marching men and
-clatter of hoofs and grinding of wheels before the Capitol told that
-the greatest parade of American history was forming, and the khaki
-tide rolled into ordered ranks. The woman saw this beginning, very
-early in the morning. She was there before the bugle sounded attention
-across the plaza and the cavalrymen snapped out their sabres and the
-infantrymen came to present and the officers to salute and the colors
-were dipped--and the sun sent a beam to Freedom on the dome and another
-to a casket moving through the doorway. She saw it carried down the
-long steps by the bravest of the brave, all decorated men, and placed
-on the black-draped caisson with its black horses, and its soldiers sat
-on their scarlet saddle-cloths. She saw that, and she saw the President
-and “Black Jack” Pershing, Commander-in-Chief of the A. E. F.,
-following as chief mourners--Pershing wearing, of all his decorations,
-only the Victory Medal to which every American soldier has a right--the
-caisson where lay--Dick. She saw the crowds dense up Pennsylvania
-Avenue, the historic road “where the tramping ghosts of Grant’s legions
-marked a course.” She saw the silent, attentive thousands who packed
-the sidewalks, standing there to take their part in what was theirs,
-the glory of the American people. “Out in the broad avenue was a
-simple soldier, dead for the honor of the flag. In France he had died
-as Americans have always been ready to die, for the flag and what it
-meant.” The woman saw the massed, reverent faces, and read this in them.
-
-“It’s Dick,” she said.
-
-Later, not remembering very much how she had come, she found herself
-at Arlington, at the Amphitheatre, with yet more thousands. There
-were bright colors of foreign dress uniforms and masses of khaki and
-light and shadow and the snowy gleam of columns against a background
-of trees. Later there was distant, solemn music through the trees.
-From the direction of the fort the dim color of troops came nearer and
-nearer, clearer and clearer; the marine band, half-step to the throb
-of drums, swung out and circled the colonnade. The caisson rolled up
-where a white-surpliced choir waited, and men in uniform with medals
-on their breasts lifted Dick, and the choir sang “The Son of God
-Goes Forth to War.” They carried him past the troops with rifles at
-“present,” past the bareheaded people, through the pillared colonnade,
-with the white choir and the clergy leading them, the great of many
-lands awaiting him. They placed him on a catafalque, flower-covered,
-and the great audience, all the thousands, rose and stood as he passed
-in--Dick--with Pershing still following, Pershing who had trudged seven
-miles from the Capitol behind his soldier.
-
-The coffin rested on its base as if held up by a mound of
-blossoms--and suddenly the woman felt stabbed with a knife, a frantic,
-unbearable feeling. Her boy lay there with no sign of her near him. The
-nation had heaped him with honor, but Dick would not be satisfied with
-the nation, missing his mother. In her hand was a bunch of roses; she
-wondered where she had gotten them, and vaguely recalled a florist’s
-shop on the way out. She sprang toward a guard, a soldier, and the man
-stared at her as people did.
-
-“Put these--put these--right close to him,” she begged in sliding
-Southern speech. “He’s--he’s my boy.” The soldier little guessed how
-literal the words were to her, but they went direct to his heart. A boy
-of hers lay in France; this one stood for him; so he understood it.
-“Yes, ma’am,” he said gently.
-
-He took the flowers and went away with them and in a moment she saw
-them laid on the coffin, their white heads against a gorgeous wreath of
-red roses. The President’s red roses--but the woman did not know that.
-The man came back then and found her a place in one of the first rows
-of the curving line of seats where were only men and women in black.
-
-The mighty service went on. The woman going through it with the others
-seemed aware of it through another’s senses, as if she were removed
-where her consciousness could not make contact with anything earthly.
-This was Dick’s funeral, but she was not sad. Only fused to a hazy
-exaltation. Maybe Dick’s light-hearted spirit was there, hovering
-over all this and lifting her spirit with him. In any case her flowers
-lay close to him, clinging whitely against that blood-red wreath.
-They must be, she was guessing, just above where the withered little
-French roses rested still on Dick’s dear cold heart. To see them there
-brought a manner of comfort to her. And the service went on. As Bishop
-Brent’s voice ended, the bells over in Washington were ringing noon,
-and sharply the clear, high notes of a trumpeter blew attention. She
-stood up with the thousands, the millions, the nation. For the nation
-paused during two minutes then to honor--Dick. All over America, in
-churches, in marketplaces, on railway lines, the rushing life of the
-country stopped and the populace stood silent with bowed heads for
-that tremendous moment, honoring the men who had died.
-
-Then it was over; a minute-gun boomed across the river at the base of
-the Washington Monument; led by the band the stirred multitude swung
-into “America.”
-
-“My country, ’tis of thee,” the people sang. And the woman sang with
-them. She could; she was dry-eyed and calm; this was Dick’s funeral,
-her little boy Dick, her splendid, big son. Yet she seemed to feel
-nothing. The Lord God was going to give her a sign that it was Dick.
-She was anxious about that. Certain, yes, of course; but a sign was
-to come. Nervousness caught her as the President began to speak; she
-wished the Lord God would hurry; it would do at any time, surely, yet
-this strain of waiting was difficult. It was hard to listen to the
-President while one was watching every moment for the sign. And with
-that his voice had slipped into words as familiar as her own name,
-words which she had taught to Dick.
-
-“Our Father which art in Heaven----”
-
-There was a soft, many-rustling sound of thousands rising, and all the
-voices took up the age-old words:
-
-“Hallowed be Thy Name--Thy will be done.”
-
-Yes, indeed. The Lord God knew that she had bowed to His will, even as
-to that word “missing.” She supposed it was His will. She had borne it,
-somehow. But now that Dick was dead, and carried home all these miles,
-bringing peace in his quiet hands, _now_ the Lord God ought to give her
-the sign. He ought, really. With that a quartet was singing something
-about how
-
- “Splendid they passed, the great surrender made
- Into the light that nevermore shall fade.”
-
-Oh, yes. But one doesn’t care so much about splendor and unfading
-light--when one misses Dick. The comforting thing was that Dick was to
-bring peace--peace forever. He would care about that; that would make
-him glad. And there was going to be a sign that this boy, this Unknown
-Soldier coming from his grave in France at the very moment of the Peace
-Conference--that this boy was Dick. How could she be otherwise than
-restless till the sign came?
-
-Back of the carved, calm face in which the gray Irish eyes glowed such
-thoughts were seething. Lawyers weighing evidence would hardly have
-found her argument valid. The desperate brain which made them more than
-half knew the sophistry. But the brain _was_ desperate. One cannot face
-the word “missing” for many months and keep coolly logical. This was
-the last straw to hold her to sanity--that Dick was the Peace Bringer;
-that this boy was Dick. These things she must believe. Must.
-
-Quietly she gazed as minute by splendid minute passed, each crowded
-with such things as America has never seen before. She watched an
-officer in uniform, a “Sam Browne” belt across his breast, step
-forward. What were they going to do now? The officer shifted the
-flowers toward the foot, and she gasped as the President’s great red
-wreath was moved; her roses were next; it was too bad to take her
-roses away from Dick. But see--they were left. The officer touched
-them, and left them; the little sheaf was not in the way. But what
-was going to happen? He rolled back the flag with its heavy gold
-fringe, and with that the President stood there and was reading
-something--citations--reverently, in his incisive voice; then he bent
-and pinned two precious things to the black cloth of the coffin--the
-Distinguished Service Cross and that which Americans believe the
-highest decoration in the world, the Congressional Medal of Honor. How
-pleased Dick would have been!
-
-“Won in mortality to be worn in immortality,” spoke the President.
-
-Was Dick’s gay spirit maybe even now hovering, watching it all, smiling
-the sweet, half-shy, one-sided smile she knew, laughing at himself
-a bit for being the centre of this stupendous ceremony? In quick
-succession one brilliant uniform succeeded another by the narrow box,
-each fastening to the black cloth an honor which men have died to win.
-Something contracted her throat with a short sob when General Jacques,
-the Belgian, unpinned from his own coat the Cross of War which his King
-had put there and placed it on Dick’s coffin. And was not that Foch who
-swept off his white-plumed Marshal’s hat before the presence of--Dick?
-How Dick would have taken in the scarlet baldric, the gold sash, and
-red trousers! Dick had an enormous enthusiasm for Foch; once he had
-seen him--a solemn old fellow in a faded horizon-blue uniform and very
-muddy boots, the letter said. Smoking a pipe.
-
-Medal after medal; such an array as the greatest soldier on earth had
-never worn. They rolled back the flag over it all till the judgment
-day, and Sergeant Woodfill and the seven other heroes lifted Dick
-again and carried him down the marble steps. The band was playing “Our
-Honored Dead”; she raised her eyes and saw the city across the river;
-the dome of the Capitol under which Dick had slept last night; where
-only dead Presidents had ever slept before; nearer was the yellow of
-ploughed Virginia fields and the green of winter wheat; about them the
-snowy white of the great Amphitheatre, and directly beneath the boy
-as they carried him around was “a great splash of black--thousands
-of Americans with hats held in their hands.” Between these and the
-Amphitheatre was a white place with a hole in it. Dick’s grave. She
-moved dreamily toward that place, and people stood back for the black,
-lonely figure with its gold star. Unconscious of them, she passed till
-she was close enough to see everything.
-
-“It will be now, I think,” she was saying. “The Lord God will send His
-sign when they put Dick----”
-
-The rest of the words couldn’t be framed. Of course Dick’s soul wasn’t
-there; it was somewhere about, above, close--much interested and a good
-deal amused as well as thrilled; she felt that. This was only Dick’s
-body they were putting away covered with medals and flowers, laid on
-that priceless earth brought from France, scattered down for him to
-rest on. It was only his body. But such a precious, dear body; it had
-been so warm and strong--Oh, God! She alone out of the thousands knew
-that it was Dick, and even she--The Lord God certainly was slow about
-sending His sign.
-
-The beautiful church service was read; Dick’s soul was committed to
-God and his body to the grave. Some one touched a silver bar and the
-coffin sank slowly; a man in uniform placed a final wreath--from all
-the men of all our fighting armies. Then an old Indian in magnificence
-of chief’s feathers hobbled up and took off his sweeping war-bonnet,
-whose white feathers trailed to his moccasins, and laid it with a sort
-of stick across the open tomb. It was the last tribute. The warrior
-of ancient America saluted America’s warrior of to-day. A salvo of
-artillery. Another salvo--and another. The woman stared about. Dick
-would bivouac to-night in great company. All around him were monuments
-cut with names that were echoes of thunder of guns. There lay Porter
-and Crook; yonder lay Dewey. The slope carries along innumerable
-headstones; over the ridge are the grass ramparts of old Fort Myer,
-graves thick about them; she sensed these things as the guns rang the
-salvoes.
-
-The guns had stopped; a bugler, standing out, was playing “Taps”--the
-soldier’s good night. With the final silver note the artillery broke
-into the roar of the national salute of twenty-one guns. The crowds
-moved, shifted, thinned. The bright uniforms scattered and disappeared.
-But the tall, black figure stood there, conscious of the people only
-as a swimmer in deep water is conscious of the waves. She was in them,
-of them, but they had no personality for her. Slowly the huge audience
-spread away through the trees. The pageant was over. The pageant--what
-matter was that? Dick; Dick was dead and buried, and she stood by the
-grave of an Unknown Soldier and reproached God. He had sent her no
-sign that this boy was hers. Down among the new white crosses in the
-cemetery below moved figures; there are always figures moving among
-those crosses--but the woman felt herself alone. All the pomp and
-ceremony being finished, she was alone with her boy. She knelt near the
-new grave; the black veil blew about her, covering and uncovering the
-gold star on her sleeve.
-
-“God,” she whispered, “bless the men to-morrow who are trying to bring
-peace. I don’t know whether they know that it’s Dick who’s bringing it
-or not. I don’t care. I know, God, and You know. Only let Dick be the
-Peace Bringer, and let an American speak the master word. I thought the
-sign would be to-day, but I’ll be patient if it isn’t to be to-day.
-But, mighty God, don’t fail me in the end. You know how I couldn’t bear
-that. It means having Dick again--ever--somehow--I can’t say it well,
-but you’re God and You know how those things are tied together. Peace
-and Dick’s immortality and the sign. Be merciful; give it to me.”
-
-A week later in Kentucky blunt little Lynnette was reasoning with her.
-“You can’t expect to set a date with the Almighty,” reasoned Lynnette.
-“I think it will come--I do think so, though I don’t know why I think
-it. Only that such a longing as yours focussed on one thing must be
-a psychological force. And, whatever God is, He does answer prayer
-somehow.”
-
-“Yes, He does,” said the woman. “Wasn’t Hughes’ word sent straight
-as lightning from heaven? It came the day after the funeral--Dick’s
-funeral. It came out of Dick’s tomb. I can’t help believing the good
-Lord did plan, along with the salvation of the nations, to make Dick
-His Peace Bringer.” She waited a moment, eyes glowing with deep light.
-Then: “‘Whatsoever ye ask in My name, believing, ye shall receive it.’”
-A thousand times she had repeated that.
-
-Lynnette nodded practically. “Uh-huh, that says it. God certainly did
-stir up Hughes when he got off that proposition. Why shouldn’t we
-believe it was partly, anyhow, the huge emotion of the Unknown Soldier
-that pushed him? The sign may come in some shape you’re not dreaming.
-Likely it will--but it’ll come. I’m sure.”
-
-“I can’t imagine in what shape--that terrifies me at times. It seems so
-impossible. And if it shouldn’t come!”
-
-“You mustn’t think that,” rebuked Lynnette. “It depends so much on
-psychology, and your will may be a big part. You don’t have to imagine
-what it will be. Yet I--do imagine things.”
-
-“You do? What?”
-
-“Oh, well,” Lynnette answered slowly, “nothing definite. Sometimes I
-fancy that the identity wasn’t lost to everybody, over in France. That
-maybe the soldiers who--who brought the four boys from the cemeteries
-found something to mark them, or one of them, and just said nothing
-about it. Maybe one of those soldiers might come to you. Why,” exploded
-Lynnette, “two or three times when I’ve seen a young, military-looking
-chap coming down this street my heart has been in my mouth. I’ve said:
-‘He’s the sign.’”
-
-“You have?” cried the woman. And then, with her arms reaching: “You
-little Lynnette! You loved Dick.”
-
-Lynnette nodded. “And Dick--loved me,” she whispered.
-
-She sprang up, and was gone. Outside she stopped a moment, staring at
-the sodden, round spot, half filled with snow, which had been a bed of
-dancing tulips.
-
-“I wonder if it’s a crime,” she reflected. “The engine skips. There’s
-no logic anywhere. But she’d go raving mad. And I love her.” Little,
-aggressive Lynnette flushed all by herself. “Dick left me, in a sort
-of way, to his mother. He said: ‘Be sweet to her, Lynnette.’ Well,”
-Lynnette ended defiantly, “I reckon I can lie a good while longer, if
-it helps her.”
-
-It is queer, considering what a small accident and what a second of
-time may end a life, that so many lives weather appalling shocks and
-years of heart-break. The woman, going softly with an ear alert always
-to catch a message, found that winter was past and spring coming in
-overnight jumps to her Southern land. With it the restlessness of
-spring crystallized into an overwhelming necessity to see the white
-tomb at Arlington. It was imperative, that desire. There was no money
-for travelling expenses, but some old mahogany went to a dealer, and
-on an April day she started. Spring comes easily in the South. It is
-much as if the lover you doubted turned all at once his face toward
-you lighted with the fire unmistakable, and you wondered in the warm
-flood of happiness if ever you did doubt. So in the turn of a hand
-in that God’s country there are vivid colors of tulips and jonquils
-and hyacinths--gold and purple and pink--and the hedges are dim with
-mists of juicy color, and the lawns have sprung to emerald, and the
-sunlight stipples the ground with gold laughter through the lace of
-boughs. And one wonders if ever there was melting snow and cold wind.
-Out at Arlington the sunlight played gaily on the headstones among the
-trees, dancing about the solemn things as if to say that, after all,
-life is only a moment; that it is sweet and fitting to die for one’s
-country, and that these light-hearted dead should be kept in bright
-memory. Till it came to the snow of the Amphitheatre and the white
-tomb on the terrace, and there the sunlight seemed to pour itself
-out in full-hearted golden tide. Dreamily, mystically, smilingly it
-wrapped in its arms the grave of America’s boy. All about the tomb
-the grass seemed greener, and the air of a richer sweetness. Fold on
-fold the calm hills dropped away to the Virginia horizon; the mast
-of the _Maine_ brought from Havana shot its slender spire beyond the
-Amphitheatre; the old house of history, the pillared, porticoed house
-of the Lees, peered out from the woods like a big, gentle, dumb
-creature, watching in its old age its family who had fought and come
-through to Peace.
-
-The woman scattered a quantity of yellow tulips on the grave till it
-was all golden with them. “God,” she prayed, kneeling close--closer
-than she could be in November--“God, I’ve come such a long way. I’ve
-waited such a long time. Only You can give what I’ve come for. I want
-it so. Give me Your sign.” A long time the black figure knelt amidst
-the whiteness and greenness and spring gaiety. Many things she prayed,
-and at the last for power to give up hope. For there was yet no sign.
-Perhaps there never would be. Sobbing a little, she bent and kissed the
-yellow tulips, and turned to go.
-
-As she drifted away step by step suddenly the bells over in Washington
-were ringing the noon-hour, and she faced about, remembering. As she
-turned, up from the grass below, over the white edge of the terrace,
-stormed a fluttering mass of bright wings, and filled all the air
-with beckoning gold. A moment they hung, twinkling over the tomb, and
-then fell, brilliant, incredible, and lighted on the gold cups of the
-tulips, and flickering, dancing, gathered the sunlight into their
-myriad wings.
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-The Cloudless Sulphurs; Dick’s butterflies; the symbol of immortality.
-The sign.
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