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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Rich Men’s Children, by Geraldine
-Bonner
-
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-Title: Rich Men’s Children
-
-Author: Geraldine Bonner
-
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-
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK RICH MEN’S CHILDREN ***
-
-
-
-
-
-RICH MEN’S CHILDREN
-
-[Illustration: “Oh, Rose, if I could see you now and then--only for a
- moment like this” _Page 282_]
-
-
-
-
- RICH MEN’S CHILDREN
-
- _By_
- GERALDINE BONNER
-
- Author of
- The Pioneer, Tomorrow’s Tangle, etc.
-
- WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY
- C. M. RELYEA
-
- INDIANAPOLIS
- THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY
- PUBLISHERS
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT 1906
-
- THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY
-
- OCTOBER
-
-
- PRESS OF
- BRAUNWORTH & CO.
- BOOKBINDERS AND PRINTERS
- BROOKLYN, N. Y.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- CHAPTER PAGE
-
- I THE BONANZA KING 1
-
- II A YOUNG MAN MARRIED 17
-
- III THE DAUGHTER OF HETH 28
-
- IV OUT OF NIGHT AND STORM 44
-
- V NURSE AND PATIENT 64
-
- VI IN WHICH BERNY WRITES A LETTER 83
-
- VII SNOW-BOUND 109
-
- VIII THE UNKNOWN EROS 125
-
- IX THE SONS OF THEIR FATHERS 146
-
- X DOMINICK COMES HOME 172
-
- XI THE GODS IN THE MACHINE 192
-
- XII BERNY MAKES A DISCOVERY 214
-
- XIII THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL 236
-
- XIV THE GOD DESCENDS 248
-
- XV THE MOONLIGHT NIGHT 270
-
- XVI FAMILY AFFAIRS 284
-
- XVII A CUT AND A CONFESSION 300
-
- XVIII BUFORD’S GOOD LUCK 324
-
- XIX ROSE’S POINT OF VIEW 334
-
- XX THE LITTLE SPIDER 354
-
- XXI THE LION’S WHELP 376
-
- XXII OUT OF THE FULLNESS OF THE HEART 391
-
- XXIII THE WALL ACROSS THE WAY 413
-
- XXIV FRIEND OR FOE 432
-
- XXV THE ACTOR’S STORY 447
-
- XXVI THE LAST INTERVIEW 465
-
- XXVII THE STORM CENTER MOVES 486
-
-
-
-
-RICH MEN’S CHILDREN
-
-
-
-
-RICH MEN’S CHILDREN
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE BONANZA KING
-
-
-The cold of foot-hill California in the month of January held the
-night. The occupants of the surrey were too cramped and stiffened by
-it, and too uncomfortably enwrapped against it, to speak. Silence
-as complete as that which lay like a spell on the landscape brooded
-over them. At the last stopping place, Chinese Gulch, a scattering of
-houses six miles behind them on the mountain road, they had halted at
-the main saloon, and whisky and water had been passed to the driver
-and to the burlier figure on the back seat. The watchers that thronged
-to the saloon door had eyed the third occupant of the carriage with
-the intent, sheepish curiosity of the isolated man in presence of the
-stranger female. Afterward, each one was voluble in his impressions of
-her face, pale in the smoky lamplight, and the hand that slid, small
-and white, out of its loose glove when the warming glass was offered
-her.
-
-Since then both she and her companion had leaned back in their several
-corners and preserved an unbroken silence. Even the driver’s tongue had
-showed the benumbing effects of the darkness and cold, and the flow of
-conversation with which, earlier in the day, he had entertained his
-fares, gradually languished and died.
-
-The surrey sped swiftly along the road which wound in spectral pallor
-over the shoulder of the foot-hill, now dipping into the blackness
-of a ravine, then creeping up a bare slope, where the horses’ hoofs
-dug in laboriously amid loosened stones. The solemn loneliness of
-the landscape, faintly revealed by the light of large, clear stars,
-seemed to find appropriate expression in this frosty, smoke-breathing
-stillness. There was not a sign of human life. The gray patches of
-fields melted into the clouded darkness of trees. The domes of the
-live-oaks were like cairns of funereal rock in the open spaces.
-Steep, woody slopes swept upward, in the daytime shivering coppices
-of wintry leafage pierced by spires of fir and pine, now densely
-black and mysterious under the transforming magic of the night. Over
-all an expanse of sky arched, the vast, calm sky of mountain regions
-and Nature’s undesecrated places, crystal-clear and velvet-dark, the
-light of its stars seeming to come, tapping messages in an unknown
-telegraphy, from illimitable distances.
-
-The larger figure on the back seat moved, and turned a face, all of
-which was hidden save the eyes, toward its companion.
-
-“Hungry?” queried a deep bass voice; the inquiring polysyllable shot
-out suddenly over an upturned bulwark of collars.
-
-“Fearfully,” came the answer in a muffled feminine treble, that suited
-the more diminutive bulk.
-
-“Get a move on, Jake,” to the driver. “This girl’s most famished.”
-
-“Hold your horses,” growled the other man; “we’re just about there.”
-
-At these words the woman pricked up her ears, and, leaning forward,
-peered ahead. As they rounded a protruding angle of hill, a huddle of
-roofs and walls spotted with lights came into view, and the sight drew
-her hand forward with an eagerly-pointing finger.
-
-“So that’s Rocky Bar!” she cried. “Have we really got there at last?”
-
-The driver chuckled.
-
-“That’s Rocky Bar all right. Now get your appetite good and ready.”
-
-“No need,” she responded gaily; “it’s been ready and waiting for hours.
-I was beginning to think that you’d lost your way.”
-
-“Me!” with an accent of incredulous scorn. “Ah, get out! How does it
-come, Governor, that Bill Cannon’s girl don’t know no more about these
-parts than a young lady from New York?”
-
-“She’s never been up here before,” said the man on the back seat,
-beginning to untangle himself from his enfolding rugs. “I’ve brought
-her up with me this time to show her some of the places where her pa
-used to work round with the boys, long before _she_ was ever thought
-of.”
-
-A loud barking of dogs broke out as they approached the first detached
-houses of the settlement. Shapes appeared at the lighted doorways,
-and as the surrey drew up at the hotel balcony a crowding of heads
-was seen in the windows. The entire population of Rocky Bar spent its
-evenings at this hospitable resort, in summer on the balcony under the
-shade of the locust trees, in winter round the office stove, spitting
-and smoking in cheery sociability. But at this hour the great event of
-Rocky Bar’s day was over. The eight stages, the passengers of which
-dined at the hotel, had long passed onward on their various routes up
-and down the “mother lode” and into the camps of the Sierra. That the
-nightly excitement of the “victualing up” was to be supplemented by a
-late arrival in a surrey, driven by Jake McVeigh, the proprietor of
-the San Jacinto stables, and accompanied by a woman, was a sensational
-event not often awarded to Rocky Bar, even in the heyday of
-summer-time.
-
-The occupants of the office crowded into the doorway and pressed
-themselves against the windows. They saw that the man who alighted was
-a thick-set, portly figure, with a short, gray beard and a suggestion
-of gray hair below the brim of a black wide-awake. Of the lady, shown
-but dimly by the light of the open door, only a slim, cloaked outline
-and a glint of fair hair were discernible. But, anyway, it was a woman,
-and of a kind unusual in Rocky Bar, and the men stared, sunk in bashful
-appreciation of a beauty that they felt must exist, if it were only to
-be in keeping with the hour, the circumstances, and their own hopeful
-admiration.
-
-The hotel proprietor, an ancient man with a loosened vest, and trousers
-tucked into long boots, dispersed them as he ushered the strangers into
-the office. That they were travelers of distinction was obvious, as
-much from their own appearance as from the fact that Jake McVeigh was
-driving them himself, in his best surrey and with his finest team. But
-just how important they were no one guessed till McVeigh followed them
-in, and into ears stretched for the information dropped the sentence,
-half-heard, like a stage aside:
-
-“It’s Bill Cannon and his daughter Rose.”
-
-Upon the proprietor it had an electric effect. He sped from the room
-with the alertness of youth, promising “a cold lunch” in a minute. To
-the others it came as a piece of intelligence that added awe to the
-lighter emotions of the occasion. By common consent their eyes focused
-on the great man who stood warming his hands at the stove. Even the
-rare, unusual woman, revealed now as sufficiently pretty to be an
-object of future dreams, was interesting only to the younger and more
-impressionable members of the throng. All but these gazed absorbed,
-unblinking, at Bill Cannon, the Bonanza King.
-
-He was used to it. It had been a part of his life for years. Eying
-his admirers with a genial good humor, he entered into conversation
-with them, his manner marked by an easy familiarity, which swept away
-all shades of embarrassment, and drew the men around the stove, eager
-to respond to his questions as to the condition and prospects of the
-locality. The talk was becoming general and animated, when the ancient
-man returned and announced that the “cold lunch” was ready and to
-please “step after him into the dining-room.”
-
-This gaunt apartment, grimly unadorned and faintly illumined, an
-occasional lantern backed by a tin reflector projecting a feeble
-light into its echoing emptiness, was swept of all intruders, and
-showed a barn-like bareness of wall and loftiness of roof. Lines of
-tables, uncovered between flanking wooden benches, were arranged
-down its length. Across the end of one of these a white cloth was
-spread and three places set. Jake McVeigh, less innocently democratic
-than the hotel proprietor, was about to withdraw from the society of
-his distinguished patron and seat himself in seemly loneliness at an
-adjacent table, when Bill Cannon’s voice arrested him.
-
-“What are you going off there for, sonny, as if you were a leper? Come
-over here and sit side of us.”
-
-The driver, greatly pleased, not only to enjoy the companionship of
-the richest man in California but to let the peeping heads in the
-doorway see him in this moment of proud apotheosis, took the third seat
-with modest complacence. Like most of his kind, the sense of social
-inferiority was unknown to him. He was simply and naturally himself as
-he would be anywhere in any company. Even the proximity of Miss Cannon
-did not abash him, and he dexterously propelled the potatoes into his
-mouth with his knife and cut fiercely at his meat with a sawing motion,
-talking the while with all the freedom and more than the pleasure with
-which he talked to his wife in the kitchen at San Jacinto.
-
-Cannon, his overcoat removed, was seen to be a powerful, thick-set man,
-with a bulkiness that was more a matter of broad build and muscular
-development than fat. His coat set ill upon him and strained at the
-buttons. It had the effect of having worked up toward the shoulders,
-noticeable in the clothes of men who are deep-chested and sit bunchily.
-He had a short neck which he accommodated with a turn-down collar, a
-gray beard, clipped close to his cheeks and square on the chin, and
-gray hair, worn rather long and combed sleekly and without parting back
-from his forehead. In age he was close to seventy, but the alertness
-and intelligence of a conquering energy and vitality were in his
-glance, and showed in his movements, deliberate, but sure and full
-of precision. He spoke little as he ate his dinner, leaning over his
-plate and responding to the remarks of his daughter with an occasional
-monosyllable that might have sounded curt, had it not been accompanied
-with a lazy cast of his eye upon her that was as full of affection as a
-caress.
-
-The young lady, who had also put off her outer wraps, still wore her
-hat, which was wide-brimmed and cast a shadow over the upper part of
-her face. Below it her hair showed a fine, bright blonde, giving forth
-silky gleams in the lamplight. To the peeping heads in the doorway she
-seemed a creature instinct with romantic charm, which was expressed
-in such delicacies of appearance as a pearl-white throat, a rounded
-chin, and lips that smiled readily. These graces, eagerly deciphered
-through dimness and distance, had the attraction of the semi-seen,
-and imagination, thus given an encouraging fillip, invested Bill
-Cannon’s girl with a haunting beauty. It was remarked that she bore no
-resemblance to her father in coloring, features, or build. In talking
-it over later, Rocky Bar decided that she must favor her mother, who,
-as all California knew, had been a waitress in the Yuba Hotel at
-Marysville, when Bill Cannon, then a miner in the Freeze-Out, had wooed
-and won her.
-
-The conversation between the diners was desultory. They were beyond
-doubt hungry. Even the young lady was seen to consume the viands set
-before her with more gusto than a restraining sense of romantic fitness
-would have dictated. Once or twice, as she bit a semicircle out of a
-round of buttered bread, her eye, questing sidewise full of sly humor,
-caught McVeigh’s, and a sputter of laughter left her with humped-up
-shoulders, her lips lightly compressed on the mouthful.
-
-It was toward the end of the meal, that, looking at the opposite wall,
-her glance was caught by a large clock to which she drew her father’s
-attention:
-
-“Half-past nine! How fashionable we are! And when are you going to get
-us up to Antelope, Mr. McVeigh?”
-
-McVeigh studied the clock ponderingly as he felt in his breast pocket
-for his toothpick.
-
-“Well,” he said, “if we leave here at ten and make good time the hull
-way--it’s up hill pretty much without a break--I’ll get you there about
-midnight.”
-
-She made a little grimace.
-
-“And it will be much colder, won’t it?”
-
-“Colder ’n’ colder. You’ll be goin’ higher with every step. Antelope’s
-on the slope of the Sierra, and you can’t expect to be warm up there in
-the end of January.”
-
-“If you hadn’t wanted to come,” said her father, “you’d have been just
-about getting ready for Mrs. Ryan’s ball. Isn’t this about the magic
-hour when you begin to lay on the first layer of war-paint?”
-
-The girl looked at the clock, nodding with a faint, reminiscent smile.
-
-“Just about,” she said. “I’d have been probably looking at my dress
-laid out on the bed and saying to myself, ‘Now I wonder if it’s worth
-while getting into that thing and having all the bother of going to
-this ball.’ On the evenings when I go out, there’s always a stage when
-that happens.”
-
-McVeigh, with his toothpick in full operation, looked at her, admiring
-and half comprehending, for the first time feeling himself an outsider.
-She caught his eye, read its meaning, and with the quick tact of a
-delicate nature, said:
-
-“It’s Mrs. Cornelius Ryan in San Francisco. She has a ball to-night
-and I was going, but I came up here with papa instead. I don’t care for
-balls.”
-
-“Sort of late to be primping up for a ball,” said McVeigh, restoring
-the toothpick to his pocket and pushing back his chair. “I’ll go and
-have a look at the horses. And, Governor, if you’ll be ready in fifteen
-minutes I’ll be round at the porch waiting.”
-
-Cannon nodded, and, as the driver clumped off over the board floor,
-said to his daughter,
-
-“I wonder if Dominick Ryan’ll be there--at the ball, I mean. His
-mother’s made up her mind not to recognize the woman he’s married, and
-to freeze her out, but I wonder if she’ll have the nerve not to ask her
-to-night.”
-
-“I don’t see how she could do that,” said the girl. “This is one of the
-largest balls ever given in San Francisco. She can’t leave her son out,
-and she couldn’t ask him without his wife.”
-
-“Couldn’t she?” said the old man, with a narrowing of his eyes and a
-knowing wag of his head. “You don’t know Delia Ryan. I do. I’ve known
-her forty years, ever since she was first married and did washing on
-the back porch of her shanty in Virginia City. She was a good deal of
-a woman then, a strong, brainy woman, and she’s the same to-day, but
-hard as nails. I’ll bet a hat she hasn’t asked Dominick’s wife to that
-ball.”
-
-“What do you suppose he’ll do?” asked the daughter, somewhat aghast at
-this glimpse of the Ryan family skeleton.
-
-“Don’t ask me such conundrums. I’m glad I’m not in it, that’s all I
-know. When two women lock horns I’m ready to step quietly down and out.
-I never to my knowledge saw Dominick’s wife, but I’ve heard about her,
-and take it she’s a pretty hard kind of a proposition. They say she
-married the boy for money and position, and hasn’t got either. Delia,
-who has the money, hasn’t given them a cent since the marriage; made up
-her mind, people say, to force Mrs. Dominick out. She doesn’t seem to
-have done it, and I guess it’s been sort of aggravating to her. Just
-the same I’d like to know if she’s had the nerve not to send the woman
-an invitation to the ball. That would be pretty tough.”
-
-“I’ve never seen either Dominick or his wife,” said the girl. “It seems
-odd when I know Mrs. Ryan and Cornelia so well. But he married the
-year I came back from Europe, and he’s never been anywhere since. I
-don’t believe he ever goes to his mother’s. There’s Mr. McVeigh in the
-doorway; we’d better be going.”
-
-Once again in the carriage they were soon clear of the last straggling
-shanty, and speeding along the pale, ascending road. The silence
-that held the trio before their arrival at Rocky Bar again fell
-on them. Wrapped in overcoats and rugs, Bill Cannon appeared to
-slumber, every now and then--as the wheels jolted over a piece of
-rough road-bed--shaken into growling wakefulness. McVeigh also rolled
-sleepily in his seat, occasionally leaning sidewise to spit over the
-wheel. Only the girl seemed alert and wide-awake, her face craning out
-from the shadowed back seat, her eyes strained to pierce the obscurity
-and see for the first time the landscape of foot-hill California, of
-which her father had so often told her.
-
-Now it was all a dark, formless background of broken blacknesses, where
-the light, open spaces of fields alternated with blotches of woods and
-trees. At intervals they passed a lone cabin, solitary in its pale
-clearing, the red eye of a stove sending a gleam through an uncurtained
-pane. Once they woke the echoes in the single street of a tiny town,
-sleeping behind its shuttered windows. Dogs barked, the shout of a
-belated reveler rose from a congeries of gaudily-bright doorways, and
-over all, imposing its mighty voice on the silence, came the roar
-of the stamp-mill on the hill above. It rose into the night like a
-fortress, a black mass looming from the slant of vast dumps, lines of
-lit windows puncturing its sides. The thunder of its stamps was loud on
-the night, fierce and insistent, like the roar of a monster round whose
-feet the little town cowered.
-
-McVeigh looked back over his shoulder, saw the bright eyes under the
-hat-brim, and said softly,
-
-“The Silver Crescent stamp-mill. The last big mine we’ll see.”
-
-It was the last town they passed; even the groups of buildings that
-marked embryo mines grew rare. The dimly-seen country became wilder,
-seemed to shake off the signs of man’s encroachment and to be sweeping
-up into mountain majesty. The ascending road crept along the edges of
-ravines whence the sound of running water came in a clear clinking,
-dived down into black caverns of trees unlighted by the feeblest ray of
-star-shine, and then climbed in slow, laborious loops the bare bulwarks
-of the mountain. Had the girl been able to see plainly she would have
-noticed the change in the foliage, the disappearance of the smaller
-shrubs and delicate interlacement of naked boughs, and the mightier
-growth of the pines, soaring shafts devoid of branches to a great
-height. Boulders appeared among their roots, straight falls of rock
-edged the road like the walls of a fort.
-
-McVeigh turned again, and again caught the bright eye.
-
-“Seems like your paw must think a lot of what he’s heard about the new
-strike at Greenhide to come all this way,” he whispered.
-
-“I guess he does,” came the response in the same key.
-
-“It sort of stumps me to know why you came along with him,” he
-continued, his eyes on the horses, but leaning back to catch her answer.
-
-“Mightn’t I just want to see the country?”
-
-“Well, mebbe you might, but it don’t seem to me that you’re seein’ much
-of it to-night.”
-
-He heard her smothered laugh, shot his glance back to see her face, and
-laughed himself, turning to his horses, and then turning back to her.
-
-“You’re a lively girl, ain’t you?” he said.
-
-“I don’t feel very lively just at this minute. I’m a cold girl, the
-coldest in California, I think.”
-
-That made him laugh, too, but he turned back to his horses, saying with
-quick consideration:
-
-“I guess you are. Come boys,” to the horses, “we’ve got to get a move
-on. We can’t let this young lady catch cold.”
-
-The horses quickened their pace and there was no more talk. An hour
-later the first broken lights of Antelope sparkled along the road. The
-old mining camp, in a hollow between two buttresses of the Sierra, lay
-shuttered and dreaming under the starlight. A lamp-lit window, here and
-there, showed the course of its straggling main street, and where the
-hotel stood, welcoming rays winked between the boughs of leafless trees.
-
-As the thud of the approaching hoof-beats woke the echoes a sudden
-violent barking of dogs broke out. Antelope was evidently not as
-sound asleep as it looked. At the hotel, especially, there was life
-and movement. The bar disgorged a throng of men, and Perley, the
-proprietor, had to push his way through them to welcome his midnight
-guests. Antelope, though remote, was in telegraphic communication
-with the world, and the operator at Rocky Bar had wired Perley to be
-ready for the distinguished arrivals,--news that in a half-hour was
-known throughout the town and had brought most of the unattached male
-population into the hotel.
-
-Jake McVeigh was pulling the luggage from under the seats and Cannon
-was interchanging the first greetings with his landlord, when the
-girl, who had gone to the balcony railing and was looking out into the
-darkness, cried:
-
-“Why, papa, snow!”
-
-The information seemed to startle every one. The men crowded from
-the doorway and balcony into the street. McVeigh set down the bags,
-and, turning his weather-beaten face to the sky, uttered a smothered
-ejaculation of a profane character. Cannon came forward to where his
-daughter stood and looked into the blackness beyond. The girl had drawn
-off her glove and held her bare hand out, then stepping back to the
-light of the window, she showed it to her father. The white skin was
-sprinkled with snow crystals.
-
-“Sure enough,” he said in a thoughtful voice. “Well, it won’t be the
-first time I’ve been snowed up at Antelope.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-A YOUNG MAN MARRIED
-
-
-That same evening, at the hour when Bill Cannon and his daughter were
-setting out from Rocky Bar, Dominick Ryan was walking up Van Ness
-Avenue toward his mother’s house.
-
-Dominick did not know at what hours balls of the kind Mrs. Ryan was
-giving that evening were supposed to begin. It was nearly three years
-since he had been a participant in such festal gatherings. He had not
-been at a dance, or a dinner, or a theater party since his marriage.
-He had heard that these “functions,” as people now called them, began
-later than they did in his day. Stopping by a lamp he drew out his
-watch--ten o’clock. It was later than he expected. In truth, as he had
-seen the house looming massively from its less imposing neighbors, his
-foot had lagged, his approach had grown slower and slower. It was his
-mother’s home, once his own, and as he drew nearer to it his reluctance
-to enter grew stronger, more overpoweringly oppressive.
-
-In the clear, lamp-dotted night it looked much larger and more splendid
-than by day. When Cornelius Ryan had built it he had wanted to have
-the finest house in San Francisco, and he certainly had achieved the
-most spacious and ornate. Its florid ornamentation was now hidden by
-the beautifying dark, and on its vast façade numerous windows broke the
-blackness with squares of light. In the lower ones the curtains were
-drawn, but slivers and cracks of radiance slipped out and penetrated
-the dusk of a garden, where they encountered the glossy surfaces of
-leaves and struck into whispering darknesses of shrubbery.
-
-The stimulating unquiet of festival was in the air. Round the mouth
-of the canvas tunnel that stretched from the door a dingy crowd was
-assembled, staring in at nothing more inspiring than the blank visage
-of the closed portal. At every passing footstep each face turned to the
-street, hopefully expectant of the first guest. The whining of catgut
-strings, swept by tentative bows, struck on Dominick’s ear as he pushed
-his way through the throng and passed up the tunnel. Before he touched
-the bell the door swung back and a man-servant he had never seen before
-murmured in politely low tones,
-
-“Gentlemen’s dressing-room first floor to the right.”
-
-Dominick stood uncertain. He was only a rare, occasional visitor at
-his mother’s house, and to-night the hall stripped for revelry looked
-strangely unfamiliar. The unexpectedness of a great, new mirror,
-surmounted by gold heraldic devices, confused him. The hall chairs were
-different. The music, loud now and beginning to develop from broken
-chords and phrases into the languorous rhythm of a waltz measure,
-came from behind a grove of palms that stood back under the stairs,
-where the organ was built into the wall. Both to the right and left,
-wide, unencumbered rooms opened, brilliantly lighted, with flowers
-banked in masses on the mantels and in the corners. The scent of these
-blossoms was rich on the air and seemed to blend naturally--like
-another expression of the same sensuous delightfulness--with the dreamy
-sweetness of the music.
-
-“Gentlemen’s dressing-room first floor to the right,” repeated the
-servant, and Dominick became aware of the man’s eyes, fixed on him with
-a gleam of uneasy scrutiny shining through cultivated obsequiousness.
-
-“Where is my----” he was going to say “mother,” but checked himself,
-amending it with, “Where is Mrs. Ryan?”
-
-The servant indicated the open doorway to the right and Dominick
-passed in. Through the vista of two rooms, their connecting archways
-uncurtained, he saw the shining spaciousness of the ball-room, the
-room his mother had added to the house when Cornelia, his sister, had
-“come out.” It seemed empty and he walked toward it, stepping softly on
-rugs of tiger skin and polar bear. He noticed the ice-like polish of
-the oak floor, the lines of gilt chairs, and a thick, fat garland of
-roses--leaves and blossoms combined--that was festooned along the wall
-and caught up at each sconce.
-
-As he entered he saw his mother and Cornelia. They had been standing
-in one corner, Cornelia adjusting the shade of an electric light. One
-white arm was raised, and her skirt of lace was reflected clearly in
-the parquet. The light shone along her bare shoulders, having a gloss
-like old marble. From the nape of her neck her hair, a bright, coarse
-red, was drawn up. She seemed all melting shades of cream color and
-ivory, but for this flaming crest of copper color.
-
-Her mother was standing beside her watching the arranging hand. She was
-sixty-eight years of age and very stout, but her great wealth made it
-possible for her to employ dressmakers who were artists and experts,
-and her Parisian costume made her look almost shapely. It fell about
-her in dignified black folds, sparkling discreetly with some jetted
-garnishings. With their shifting gleam the glint of diamonds mingled.
-She also wore pearls round her neck and some diamond ornaments in her
-elaborately-dressed gray hair.
-
-The coarseness of her early beginnings could not be hidden by the most
-proficient artificers in millinery or jewels. Delia Ryan had come from
-what are vulgarly called “the lower orders,” having, in her ragged
-childhood, crossed the plains at the tail-board of an ox cart, and
-in her girlhood been a general servant in a miners’ boarding-house
-at Sonora. Now, as she stood watching her daughter’s moving hand,
-her face, set in a frowning rigidity of observation, was strong but
-unbeautiful. Her small eyes, shrewd and sharp, were set high in her
-head under brows almost rubbed away. The nose was short, with an
-undeveloped bridge and keen, open nostrils. Her mouth had grown thinner
-with years; the lips shut with a significant firmness. They had never
-been full, but what redness and ripeness they had had in youth were now
-entirely gone. They were pale, strong lips, the under one a little more
-prominent than the upper.
-
-“There!” said Cornelia. “Now they’re all even,” and she wheeled slowly,
-her glance slipping along the veiled lights of the sconces. In its
-circuit it encountered Dominick’s figure in the doorway.
-
-“Dominick!” she cried, and stood staring, naïvely astonished and
-dismayed.
-
-Mrs. Ryan turned with a start, her face suffused with color. The
-one word seemed to have an electrifying effect upon her, joyous,
-perturbing--unquestionably exciting.
-
-“My boy!” she said, and she rustled across the room with her hands out.
-
-Dominick walked toward her. He was grave, pale, and looked thoroughly
-miserable. He had his cane in one hand, his hat in the other. As he
-approached her he moved the hat to his left hand and took hers.
-
-“You’ve come!” she said fondly, “I knew you would. That’s my boy. I
-knew you’d come when your mother asked you.”
-
-“Yes, I’ve come,” he said slowly, and looking down as if desiring to
-avoid her eyes. “Yes, I’ve come, but----”
-
-He stopped.
-
-His mother’s glance fell from his face to his figure and saw under
-the loose fronts of his overcoat that he wore his business suit. Her
-countenance instantly, with almost electric suddenness, stiffened into
-antagonism. Her eye lost its love, and hardened into a stony look of
-defiant indignation. She pulled her hand from his and jerked back the
-front of his coat with it.
-
-“What’s this mean?” she said sharply. “Why aren’t you dressed? The
-people will be here in a minute. You can’t come this way.”
-
-“I was going home to dress,” he said. “I am not sure yet that I can
-come.”
-
-“Why?” she demanded.
-
-His face grew red. The mission on which he had come was more difficult,
-more detestable, than he had supposed it would be. He looked down at
-the shining strip of floor between them and said, trying to make his
-voice sound easy and plausible:
-
-“I came to ask you for an invitation for Berny.”
-
-“Hah!” said his mother, expelling her breath in an angry ejaculation of
-confirmed suspicion. “That’s it, is it? I thought as much!”
-
-“Mama!” said the girl who had been standing by, uneasily listening.
-“Mama dear----”
-
-Her voice was soft and sweet, a placating woman’s voice. And as she
-drew nearer to them, her figure seeming to float over the shining
-parquet in its pale spread of gauzy draperies, her tone, her face, and
-her bearing were instinct with a pleading, feminine desire to soothe.
-
-“Keep quiet, Cornie,” said her mother, “you’re not in this”--turning to
-Dominick. “And so your wife sent you up here to beg for an invitation?
-She’s got you under her thumb to that extent? Well, go back to her and
-tell her that she can send you forty times and you’ll not get it. She
-can make you crawl here and you’ll not get it--not while this is my
-house. When I’m dead you can do what you like.”
-
-She turned away from him, her face dark with stirred blood, her body
-quivering. Anger was not the only passion that shook her. Deeper than
-this went outraged pride, love turned to gall, impotent fury that the
-woman her son had married had power over him so to reduce his pride and
-humble his manhood--her only son, the joy and glory of her old age, her
-Benjamin.
-
-He looked after her, uncertain, frowning, desperate.
-
-“It’s not right,” he protested. “It’s not fair. You’re unjust to her
-and to me.”
-
-The old woman moved across the room to the corner where she had been
-standing when he entered. She did not turn, and he continued:
-
-“You’re asking people to this ball that you hardly know. Everybody in
-San Francisco’s going. What harm has Berny done that you should leave
-her out this way?”
-
-“I don’t want women with that kind of record in my house. I don’t
-ask decent people here to meet that sort,” said his mother over her
-shoulder.
-
-He gave a suppressed exclamation, the meaning of which it was difficult
-to read, then said,
-
-“Are you never going to forget the past, mother?”
-
-She wheeled round toward him almost shouting,
-
-“No--no--no! Never! Never! Make your mind up to that.”
-
-They looked at each other across the open space, the angry defiance
-in their faces not hiding the love and appeal that spoke in their
-eyes. The mother longed to take her son in her arms; the son longed
-to lay his head on her shoulder and forget the wretchedness and
-humiliations of the last two years. But they were held apart, not
-only by the specter of the absent woman, but on the one side by a
-fierce, unbendable pride, and on the other by an unforgettable sense of
-obligation and duty.
-
-“Oh, mother!” he exclaimed, half-turning away with a movement of
-despair.
-
-His mother looked at him from under her lowered brows, her under lip
-thrust out, her face unrelenting.
-
-“Come here whenever you like,” she said, “as often as you want.
-It’s your home, Dominick, mine and yours. But it’s not your wife’s.
-Understand that.”
-
-She turned away and again moved slowly toward the corner, her rich
-skirts trailing fanwise over the parquet. He stood, sick at heart,
-looking at the tip of his cane as it rested on the floor.
-
-“Dominick,” said his sister’s voice beside him, “go; that’s the only
-thing to do. You see it’s no use.” She made a backward jerk of her
-head toward their mother, and then, struck by the misery of the eyes
-he lifted to her face, said tenderly, “I’m so sorry. You know I’d have
-sent it if I could. But it’s no use. It’s just the same old fight over
-again and nothing gained. Tell your wife it’s hopeless. Make her give
-it up.”
-
-He turned slowly, his head hanging.
-
-“All right,” he said, “I’ll tell her. Good-night, mother.”
-
-“Good-night, Dominick,” came the answer.
-
-“Good-night, Cornie,” he said in a muffled voice and left the room.
-
-He passed through the brilliantly bright, flower-scented parlors and
-was shown out by the strange man-servant. The crowd at the mouth of the
-canvas tunnel had increased. Clumps of staring white faces edged the
-opening and presented themselves to his eye, not like reality, but like
-a painting of pale visages executed on the background of the night.
-They drew away as he approached them, making a lane of egress for him,
-then turned and eyed him--a deserter from the realms of joy--as he
-stopped by a lamp-post to look at his watch. A quarter past ten. He had
-been in the house only fifteen minutes. He did not need to go home for
-a while yet. He could walk about and think and arrange how he would
-tell Berny.
-
-He was a man in the full vigor of his youth, strong and brave, yet at
-this moment he feared, feared as a child or a timid woman might fear,
-the thought of his wife. He dreaded to meet her; he shrank from it, and
-to put it off he wandered about the familiar streets, up one and down
-the other, trying to overcome his sick reluctance, trying to make up
-his mind to go to her, trying to conquer his fear.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE DAUGHTER OF HETH
-
-
-He walked for nearly an hour, along quiet, lamp-lit streets where large
-houses fronted on gardens that exhaled moist earth scents and the
-breaths of sweet, unseen blossoms, up hills so steep that it seemed
-as if an earthquake might have heaved up the city’s crust and bent it
-crisply like a piece of cardboard. From these high places he looked
-down on the expanse of the bay, a stretch of ink surrounded by black
-hills, here and there spangled with the clustered sparklings of little
-towns. In the hollows below him he saw the lights of the city swimming
-on its darkness, winking and trembling on receding depths of blackness,
-like golden bubbles seething on the surface of thick, dense wine.
-
-He looked down unseeing, thinking of the last three years.
-
-When he had first met Bernice Iverson, she had been a typewriter
-and stenographer in the office of the Merchants and Mechanics Trust
-Company. He was twenty-four at the time, the only son of Cornelius
-Ryan, one of the financial magnates of the far West. The career of Con
-Ryan, as he was familiarly called, had been as varied as the heart of
-a public, who loves to dwell on the sensational fortunes of its great
-men, could have wished. In the early days of Virginia City, Con Ryan
-had been a miner there, had a claim of his own and lost all he had in
-it before the first Crown Point excitement, had run a grocery store in
-Shasta, moved to Sacramento, speculated successfully in mining stock
-and real estate, and in the bonanza days had had money to play the
-great game which made millionaires of the few and beggars of the many.
-He had played it daringly and with profit. When he died he left his
-widow complete control of a fortune of ten millions.
-
-She had been a sturdy helpmeet--it was generally said that she was
-the best man of the two--and would keep the fortune safe for the two
-children, Dominick and Cornelia. Neither she nor Con believed in young
-men having control of large fortunes. They had seen what came of it in
-the sons of their bonanza friends. Dominick was sent to the East to
-college, and on his return, being then twenty-three years of age, was
-placed in the Oregon and California Bank, of which his father had been
-one of the founders. He was soon promoted to a position where he earned
-a salary of three thousand a year. This was all he had when he met
-Bernice Iverson.
-
-She was seven years older than he, but told him they were the same
-age. It was not a wasted lie, as she undoubtedly looked much younger
-than she was, being a slight, trimly-made woman who had retained a
-girlish elasticity of figure and sprightliness of manner. She came of
-respectable, hard-working people, her father, Danny Iverson, having
-been a contractor in a small way of business, and her two sisters
-being, one a teacher in the primary school department, the other a
-saleswoman in a fashionable millinery. She herself was an expert in
-her work, in office hours quiet, capable and businesslike, afterward
-lively, easy-going and companionable. The entrapping of young Ryan
-was a simple matter. He had never loved and knew little of women. He
-did not love her, but she made him think he did, threw herself at
-him, led him quickly to the point she wished to reach, and secretly,
-without a suspicion on the part of her family, became his mistress. Six
-months later, having driven him to the step by her upbraidings and her
-apparent sufferings of conscience under the sense of wrong-doing, she
-persuaded him to marry her.
-
-The marriage was a bombshell to the world in which young Ryan was a
-planet of magnitude. His previous connection with her--though afterward
-discovered by his mother--was at the time unknown. Bernice had induced
-him to keep the marriage secret till its hour of accomplishment, for
-she knew Mrs. Ryan would try to break it off and feared that she might
-succeed. Once Dominick’s wife she thought that the objections and
-resentment of the elder woman could be overcome. But she underrated the
-force and obstinacy of her adversary and the depth of the wound that
-had been given her. Old Mrs. Ryan had been stricken in her tenderest
-spot. Her son was her idol, born in her middle-age, the last of four
-boys, three of whom had died in childhood. In his babyhood she had
-hoarded money and worked late and early that he might be rich. Now she
-held the great estate of her husband in trust for him, and dreamed of
-the time when he should marry some sweet and virtuous girl and she
-would have grandchildren to love and spoil and plan for. When the news
-of his marriage reached her and she saw the woman he had made his wife,
-she understood everything. She knew her boy through and through and she
-knew just how he had been duped and entangled.
-
-She was of that race of pioneer Californians who had entered an
-uninhabited country, swept aside Indian and Spaniard, and made it their
-own. They were isolated figures in a huge landscape, their characters,
-uncramped and bold, developing unrestricted in an atmosphere of
-physical and moral liberty. They grew as their instincts dictated;
-the bough was not bent into convenient forms by expediency or pressure
-from without. Public opinion had little or no weight with them, for
-there was none. It was the pleasure of this remote group in this rich
-and exuberant land to do away with tradition and be a law and precept
-unto themselves. What other people thought and did did not influence
-them. They had one fixed, dominating idea in a fluctuating code of
-morals--they knew what they wanted and they were determined to get
-it. They were powerful individualities whether for good or evil, and
-they resented with a passion any thwarting of their plans or desires,
-whether by the interposition of man or the hand of God.
-
-Delia Ryan’s life had been a long, ascending series of hardly-won
-triumphs. She had surmounted what would have seemed to a less bold
-spirit unsurmountable obstacles; gone over them, not around them. She
-had acquired the habit of success, of getting what she wanted. Failure
-or defiance of her plans amazed her as they might have amazed the
-confident, all-conquering, pagan gods. The center of her life was her
-family; for them she had labored, for them she would have died. Right
-and wrong in her mind were clearly defined till it came to her husband
-or children, and then they were transmuted into what benefited the
-Ryans and what did not. Rigidly fair and honorable in her dealings with
-the outside world, let a member of that world menace the happiness
-of one of her own, and she would sacrifice it, grind the ax without
-qualms, like a priestess grimly doing her duty.
-
-The marriage of her son was the bitterest blow of her life. It came
-when she was old, stiffened into habits of dominance and dictatorship,
-when her ambitions for her boy were gaining daily in scope and
-splendor. A blind rage and determination to crush the woman were her
-first feelings, and remained with her but slightly mitigated by the
-softening passage of time. She was a partizan, a fighter, and she
-instituted a war against her daughter-in-law which she conducted with
-all the malignant bitterness that marks the quarrels of women.
-
-Dominick had not been married a month when she discovered the previous
-connection between him and his wife, and published it to the winds. A
-social power, feared and obeyed, she let it be known that to any one
-who received Mrs. Dominick Ryan her doors would be for ever closed.
-Without withdrawing her friendship from her son she refused ever to
-meet or to receive his wife. In this attitude she was absolutely
-implacable. She imposed her will upon the less strong spirits about
-her, and young Mrs. Ryan was as completely shut off from her husband’s
-world as though her skirts carried contamination. With masculine
-largeness of view in other matters, in this one the elder woman
-exhibited a singular, unworthy smallness. The carelessly large checks
-she had previously given Dominick on his birthday and anniversaries
-ceased to appear, and masculine gifts, such as pipes, walking-sticks,
-and cigar-cases, in which his wife could have no participating
-enjoyment, took their place. She had established a policy of exclusion,
-and maintained it rigidly.
-
-Young Mrs. Ryan had at first believed that this rancor would melt away
-with the flight of time. But she did not know the elder woman. She was
-as unmeltable as a granite rock. The separation from her son, now with
-age growing on her, ate like an acid into the mother’s heart. She saw
-him at intervals, and the change in him, the growth of discouragement,
-the dejection of spirit that he hid from all the world, but that her
-eye, clairvoyant from love, detected, tore her with helpless wrath and
-grief. She punished herself and punished him, sacrificed them both, in
-permitting herself the indulgence of her implacable indignation.
-
-Bernice, who had expected to gain all from her connection with the
-all-powerful Ryans, at the end of two years found that she was an
-ostracized outsider from the world she had hoped to enter, and that the
-riches she had expected to enjoy were represented by the three thousand
-a year her husband earned in the bank. Her attempts to force her way
-into the life and surroundings where she had hoped her marriage would
-place her had invariably failed. If her feelings were not of the same
-nature as those of the elder Mrs. Ryan, they were fully as poignant and
-bitter.
-
-The effort to get an invitation to the ball had been the most daring
-the young woman had yet made. Neither she nor Dominick had thought
-it possible that Mrs. Ryan would leave her out. So confident was she
-that she would be asked that she had ordered a dress for the occasion.
-But when Dominick’s invitation came without her name on the envelope,
-then fear that she was to be excluded rose clamorous in her. For days
-she talked and complained to her husband as to the injustice of this
-course and his power to secure the invitation for her if he would. By
-the evening of the ball she had brought him to the point where he had
-agreed to go forth and demand it.
-
-It was a hateful mission. He had never in his life done anything so
-humiliating. In his shame and distress he had hoped that his mother
-would give it to him without urging, and Bernice, placated, would be
-restored to good humor and leave him at peace. She could not have
-gained such power over him, or so bent him to her bidding, had she not
-had in him a fulcrum of guilty obligation to work on. She continually
-reminded him of “the wrong” he had done her, and how, through him, she
-had lost the respect of her fellows and her place among them. All
-these slights, snubs and insults were his fault, and he felt that this
-was true. To-night he had gone forth in dogged desperation. Now in
-fear, frank fear of her, he went home, slowly, with reluctant feet, his
-heart getting heavier, his dread colder as he neared the house.
-
-It was one of those wooden structures on Sacramento Street not far
-from Van Ness Avenue where the well-to-do and socially-aspiring crowd
-themselves into a floor of seven rooms, and derive satisfaction from
-the proximity of their distinguished neighbors who refuse to know them.
-It contained four flats, each with a parlor bay-window and a front
-door, all four doors in neighborly juxtaposition at the top of a flight
-of six marble steps.
-
-Dominick’s was the top flat; he had to ascend a long, carpeted stairway
-with a turn half-way up to get to it. Now, looking at the bay-window,
-he saw lights gleaming from below the drawn blinds. Berny was still up.
-A lingering hope that she might have gone to bed died, and his sense
-of reluctance gained in force and made him feel slightly sick. He was
-there, however, and he had to go up. Fitting his key into the lock he
-opened the hall door.
-
-It was very quiet as he mounted the long stairs, but, as he drew near
-the top, he became aware of a windy, whistling noise and looking into
-the room near the stair-head saw that all the gas-jets were lit and
-turned on full cock, and that the gas, rushing out from the burner in a
-ragged banner of flame, made the sound. He was about to enter and lower
-it when he heard his wife’s voice coming from the open door of her room.
-
-“Is that you, Dominick?” she called.
-
-Her voice was steady and high. Though it was hard, with a sort of
-precise clearness of utterance, it was not conspicuously wrathful.
-
-“Yes,” he answered, “it’s I,” and he forgot the gas-jets and walked up
-the hall. He did not notice that in the other rooms he passed the gas
-was turned on in the same manner. The whistling rush of its escape made
-a noise like an excited, unresting wind in the confined limits of the
-little flat.
-
-The door of Berny’s room was open, and under a blaze of light from
-the chandelier and the side lights by the bureau she was sitting in
-a rocking-chair facing the foot of the bed. She held in her hand a
-walking-stick of Dominick’s and with this she had been making long
-scratches across the foot-board, which was of walnut and was seamed
-back and forth, like a rock scraped by the passage of a glacier. As
-Dominick entered, she desisted, ceased rocking, and turned to look at
-him. She had an air of taut, sprightly impudence, and was smiling a
-little.
-
-“Well, Dominick,” she said jauntily, “you’re late.”
-
-“Yes, I believe I am,” he answered. “I did not come straight back. I
-walked about for a while.”
-
-He slowly crossed the room to the fireplace and stood there looking
-down. There were some silk draperies on the mantel matched by those
-which were festooned over the room’s single window. He fastened his
-eyes on the pattern stamped on the looped-up folds, and was silent. He
-thought Berny would realize from the fact that he had not come directly
-home that the invitation had been denied. This was his bungling,
-masculine way of breaking the news.
-
-“Took a walk,” she said, turning to the bed and beginning to rock.
-“It’s a queer sort of hour to choose for walking,” and lifting the
-cane she recommenced her occupation of scratching the foot-board with
-it, tracing long, parabolic curves across the entire expanse, watching
-the cane’s tip with her head tilted to one side. Dominick, who was not
-looking at her, did not notice the noise.
-
-“I thought,” she said, tracing a great arc from one side to the other,
-“that you were with your loving family--opening the ball, probably.”
-
-He did not move, but said quietly,
-
-“It was impossible to get the invitation, Berny. I tried to do it and
-was refused. I want you to understand that as long as I live I’ll
-never do a thing like that again.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you will,” she said, laughing and shaking her head like an
-amused child. “Oh, yes, you will.” She threw her head back and, looking
-at the ceiling, laughed still louder with a note of fierceness in the
-sound. “You’ll do it and lots more things like it. You’ll do it if I
-want you to, Dominick Ryan.”
-
-He did not answer. She hitched her chair closer to the bed as if
-to return to an engrossing pastime, and, leaning back luxuriously,
-resumed her play with the cane. This time Dominick noticed the noise
-and turned. She was conscious that he was looking at her, and began to
-scratch with an appearance of charmed absorption, such as an artist
-might display in his work. He watched her for a moment in silent
-astonishment and then broke out sharply,
-
-“What are you doing?”
-
-“Scratching the bed,” she responded calmly.
-
-“You must be mad,” he said, striding angrily toward her and stretching
-a hand for the cane. “You’re ruining it.”
-
-She whipped the cane to the other side, out of his reach.
-
-“Am I?” she said, turning an eye of fiery menace on him. “Maybe I am,
-and what’s that matter?” Then, turning back to the bed, “Too bad, isn’t
-it, and the set not paid for yet.”
-
-“Not paid for!” he exclaimed, so amazed by the statement that he forgot
-everything else. “Why, I’ve given you the money for it twice!”
-
-“Three times,” she amended coolly, “and I spent it on things I liked
-better. I bought clothes, and jewelry with it, and little fixings I
-wanted. Yes, the bedroom set isn’t all paid for yet and we’ve had it
-nearly two years. Who would have thought that the son of Con Ryan
-didn’t pay his bills!”
-
-She rose, threw the cane into the corner, and, turning toward him,
-leaned back, half-sitting on the foot-board, her hands, palm downward,
-pressed on its rounded top. The chandelier was directly over her head
-and cast a powerful light on her face. This was small, pointed, and
-of that sallow hue which is often noticeable in the skins of brunette
-women who are no longer in their first youth. She had a nose that
-drooped a little at the tip and an upper lip which was long and closed
-firmly and secretively on the lower one. Her dark eyes, large and
-brilliant, had the slightest tendency toward a slanting setting, the
-outer corners being higher than the inner ones. Under the shower of
-light from above, her thick hair, bleached to a reddish auburn and worn
-in a loose knot on top of her head, cast a shadow over her forehead,
-and below this her eyes blazed on her husband. Many men would have
-thought her an unusually pretty woman, but no man, save one of her own
-sort, could have faced her at this moment without quailing.
-
-Dominick and she had had many quarrels, ignominious and repulsive, but
-he had never before seen her in so savage a mood. Even yet he had not
-lost the feeling of responsibility and remorse he felt toward her. As
-he moved from the mantelpiece his eye had fallen on the ball-dress that
-lay, a sweep of lace and silver, across the bed, and on the bureau he
-had seen jewels and hair ornaments laid out among the powder boxes and
-scent bottles. The pathos of these futile preparations appealed to him
-and he made an effort to be patient and just.
-
-“It’s been a disappointment,” he said, “and I’m sorry about it. But
-I’ve done all I could and there’s no use doing any more. You’ve got to
-give it up. There’s no use trying to make my mother give in. She won’t.”
-
-“Won’t she?” she cried, her voice suddenly loud and shaken with rage.
-“We’ll see! We’ll see! We’ll see if I’ve married into the Ryan family
-for nothing.”
-
-Her wrath at last loosened, her control was instantly swept away. In a
-moment she was that appalling sight, a violent and vulgar woman in a
-raging passion. She ran round the bed and, seizing the dress, threw it
-on the floor and stamped on it, grinding the delicate fabric into the
-carpet with her heels.
-
-“There!” she cried. “That’s what I feel about it! That’s the way I’ll
-treat the things and the people I don’t like! That dress--it isn’t paid
-for, but I don’t want it. I’ll get another when I do. Have I married
-Con Ryan’s son to need money and bother about bills? Not on your life!
-Did you notice the gas? Every burner turned on. Well, I did it just
-to have a nice bright house for you when you came home without the
-invitation. We haven’t paid the bill for two months--but what does that
-matter? We’re related to the Ryans. _We_ don’t have to trouble about
-bills.”
-
-He saw that she was beyond arguing with and turned to leave the room.
-She sprang after him and caught him by the arm, pouring out only
-too coherent streams of rage and abuse. It was the old story of the
-“wrongs” she had suffered at his hands, and his “ruin” of her. To-night
-it had no power to move him and he shook her off and left the room. She
-ran to the door behind him and leaning out, cried it after him.
-
-He literally fled from her, down the hallway, with the open doorways
-sending their lurid light and hissing noise across his passage. As he
-reached the dining-room he heard her bang the door and with aggressive
-noise turn the key in the lock and shoot the bolt. Even at that moment
-the lack of necessity for such a precaution caused a bitter smile to
-move his lips.
-
-[Illustration: Her wrath at last loosened, her control was instantly
- swept away _Page 41_]
-
-He entered the dining-room and sat down by the table, his head on
-his hands. It was very quiet; no noise came from the street outside,
-sinking into the deep restfulness of midnight, and from within there
-was only the tearing sound of the flaring gases and an occasional cool
-dropping from the filter in the pantry. He sat thus for some hours,
-trying to think what he should do. He found it impossible to come to
-any definite conclusion for the future; all he could decide upon now
-was the necessity of leaving his wife, getting a respite from her,
-withdrawing himself from the sight of her. He had never loved her, but
-to-night the pity and responsibility he had felt seemed to be torn from
-his life as a morning wind tears a cobweb from the grass.
-
-The dawn was whitening the window-panes when he finally got pen and
-paper and wrote a few lines. These, without prefix or signature, stated
-that he would leave the city for a short time and not to make any
-effort to find where he had gone or communicate with him. He wrote her
-name on the folded paper and placed it in front of the clock. Then he
-stole into his bedroom--they had occupied separate rooms for over six
-months--and packed a valise with his oldest and roughest clothes. After
-this he waited in the dining-room till the light was bright and the
-traffic of the day loud on the pavement, before he crept down the long
-stairway and went out into the crystal freshness of the morning.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-OUT OF NIGHT AND STORM
-
-
-When Rose Cannon woke on the morning after her arrival at Antelope, a
-memory of the snowflakes of the evening before made her jump out of
-bed and patter barefooted to the window. It seemed to her it would be
-“lots of fun” to be snowed up at Antelope, and when she saw only a thin
-covering of white on the hotel garden and the diminishing perspective
-of roofs, she drew her mouth into a grimace of disappointment.
-
-With hunched-up shoulders, her hands tucked under her arms, she stood
-looking out, her breath blurring the pane in a dissolving film of
-smoke. It was a cold little world. Below her the garden--the summer
-pride of Perley’s Hotel--lay a sere, withered waste, its shrubs stiff
-in the grip of the cold. The powdering of snow on its frost-bitten
-leaves and grizzled grass added to its air of bleakness. Beyond rose
-the shingled roofs of Antelope’s main street. From their white-coated
-slopes black stovepipes sent aloft spirals of smoke, a thinner,
-fainter gray than the air into which they ascended. The sky lowered,
-low-hanging and full of menace. The snowflakes that now and then idly
-circled down were dark against its stormy pallor. Rose, standing gazing
-up, wondered if her father would go on to Greenhide, the new camp
-twenty miles from Antelope, where an important strike had recently been
-made.
-
-Half an hour later when they met at breakfast he told her he would not
-leave for Greenhide that morning. Perley had warned him not to attempt
-it, and he for his part knew the country well enough to realize that
-it would be foolhardy to start under such a threatening sky. It would
-be all right to stop over at Antelope till the weather made up its
-mind what it meant to do. It might not be fun for her, but then he had
-warned her before they left San Francisco that she would have to put up
-with rough accommodations and unaccustomed discomforts.
-
-Rose laughed. Her father did not understand that the roughness and
-novelty of it all was what she enjoyed. He was already a man of means
-when she was born, and she had known nothing of the hardships and
-privations through which he and her mother had struggled up to fortune.
-Rocky Bar the night before and Antelope this morning were her first
-glimpses of the mining region over which the pioneers had swarmed in
-’49, Bill Cannon, only a lad in his teens, among them.
-
-Now she sat sidewise in her chair, sweeping with animated eyes the
-primitive dining-room, its walls whitewashed, its low ceiling hung
-with strands of pinked-out, colored paper, its board floor here and
-there crossed by strips of cocoanut matting. At one end a hole in the
-wall communicated with the kitchen and through this the naked arms of
-the Chinaman, brown against the uprolled ends of his white sleeves,
-protruded, offering dishes to the single waitress who was not always
-there to receive them.
-
-The girl, Cora by name, was particularly delinquent this morning.
-Several times the Chinaman was forced to remove his arms and substitute
-his face in the opening while he projected an enraged yell of “Corla!”
-among the hotel guests. Her dereliction of duty was caused by an
-overpowering interest in the Cannons, round whom she hovered in
-enchanted observation. On ordinary occasions Cora was content to wait
-on the group of men, local bachelors whose lonely state made it more
-convenient for them “to eat” at the hotel, and who sat--two bending
-lines of masculine backs--at either side of a long table. Cora’s usual
-method was to set the viands before them and then seat herself at the
-end of the table and enliven the meal with light conversation. To-day,
-however, they were neglected. She scarcely answered their salutations,
-but, banging the dishes down, hasted away to the Cannon table, where
-she stood fixedly regarding the strange young lady.
-
-Perley’s warnings of bad weather were soon verified. Early in the
-afternoon the idle, occasional snowflakes had begun to fall thickly,
-with a soft, persistent steadiness of purpose. The icy stillness of the
-morning gave place to a wind, uncertain and whispering at first, but,
-as the day advanced, gathering volume and speed. The office and bar
-filled with men, some of them--snow powdered as if a huge sugar-sifter
-had been shaken over them--having tramped in from small camps in the
-vicinity. Clamor and vociferations, mixed with the smell of strong
-drinks and damp woolens, rose from the bar. Constant gusts of cold air
-swept the lower passages, and snow was tramped into the matting round
-the hall stove.
-
-At four o’clock, Willoughby, the Englishman who had charge of the
-shut-down Bella K. mine, came, butting head down against the wind, a
-group of dogs at his heels, to claim the hospitality of the hotel. His
-watchman, an old timer, had advised him to seek a shelter better stored
-with provisions than the office building of the Bella K. Willoughby,
-whose accent and manner had proclaimed him as one of high distinction
-before it was known in Antelope that he was “some relation to a lord,”
-was made welcome in the bar. His four red setter dogs, shut out from
-that hospitable retreat by the swing door, grouped around it and
-stared expectantly, each shout from within being answered by them with
-plaintive and ingratiating whines.
-
-The afternoon was still young when the day began to darken. Rose
-Cannon, who had been sitting in the parlor, dreaming over a fire of
-logs, went to the window, wondering at the growing gloom. The wind had
-risen to a wild, sweeping speed, that tore the snow fine as a mist.
-There were no lazy, woolly flakes now. They had turned into an opaque,
-slanting veil which here and there curled into snowy mounds and in
-other places left the ground bare. It seemed as if a giant paint-brush,
-soaked in white, had been swept over the outlook. Now and then a
-figure, head down, hands in pockets, the front of the body looking as
-though the paint-brush had been slapped across it, came into view,
-shadowy and unsubstantial in the mist-like density.
-
-Rose looked out on it with an interest that was a little soberer than
-the debonair blitheness of her morning mood. If it kept up they might
-be snowed in for days, Perley had said. That being the case, this room,
-the hotel’s one parlor, would be her retreat, her abiding place--for
-her bedroom was as cold as an ice-chest--until they were liberated.
-With the light, half-whimsical smile that came so readily to her lips,
-she turned from the window and surveyed it judicially.
-
-Truly it was not bad. Seen by the light of the flaming logs pulsing
-on the obscurity already lurking in the corners, it had the charm of
-the fire-warmed interior, tight-closed against outer storm. A twilight
-room lit only by a fire, with wind and snow outside, is the coziest
-habitation in the world. It seemed to Rose it would make a misanthrope
-feel friendly, prone to sociable chat and confidence. When the day grew
-still dimmer she would draw the curtains (they were of a faded green
-rep) and pull up the old horsehair arm-chairs that were set back so
-demurely in the corners. Her eyes strayed to the melodeon and then to
-the wall above it, where hung a picture of a mining millionaire, once
-of the neighborhood, recently deceased, a circlet of wax flowers from
-his bier surrounding his head, and the whole neatly incased in glass.
-Washington crossing the Delaware made a pendent on the opposite wall.
-On the center-table there were many books in various stages of unrepair
-and in all forms of bindings. These were the literary aftermath left
-by the mining men, who, since the early sixties, had been stopping at
-Antelope on their hopeful journeys up and down the mineral belt.
-
-She was leaving the window to return to her seat by the fire when the
-complete silence that seemed to hold the outside world in a spell was
-broken by sudden sounds. Voices, the crack of a whip, then a grinding
-thump against the hotel porch, caught her ear and whirled her back
-to the pane. A large covered vehicle, with the whitened shapes of
-a smoking team drooping before it, had just drawn up at the steps.
-Two masculine figures, carrying bags, emerged from the interior, and
-from the driver’s seat a muffled shape--a cylinder of wrappings which
-appeared to have a lively human core--gave forth much loud and profane
-language. The isolation and remoteness of her surroundings had already
-begun to affect the town-bred young lady. She ran to the door of the
-parlor, as ingenuously curious to see the new arrivals and find out who
-they were as though she had lived in Antelope for a year.
-
-Looking down the hall she saw the front door open violently inward
-and two men hastily enter. The wind seemed to blow them in and before
-Perley’s boy could press the door shut the snow had whitened the damp
-matting. No stage passed through Antelope in these days of its decline,
-and the curiosity felt by Rose was shared by the whole hotel. The
-swing door to the bar opened and men pressed into the aperture. Mrs.
-Perley came up from the kitchen, wiping a dish. Cora appeared in the
-dining-room doorway, and in answer to Miss Cannon’s inquiringly-lifted
-eyebrows, called across the hall:
-
-“It’s the Murphysville stage on the down-trip to Rocky Bar. I guess
-they thought they couldn’t make it. The driver don’t like to run no
-risks and so he’s brought ’em round this way and dumped ’em here. There
-ain’t but two passengers. That’s them.”
-
-She indicated the two men who, standing by the hall stove, were
-divesting themselves of their wraps. One of them was a tall upright old
-man with a sweep of grizzled beard covering his chest, and gray hair
-falling from the dome of a bald head.
-
-The other was much younger, tall also, and spare to leanness. He wore a
-gray fedora hat, and against its chill, unbecoming tint, his face, its
-prominent, bony surfaces nipped by the cold to a raw redness, looked
-sallow and unhealthy. With an air of solicitude he laid his overcoat
-across a chair, brushing off the snow with a careful hand. Buttoned
-tight in a black cutaway with the collar turned up about his neck, he
-had an appearance of being uncomfortably compressed into garments too
-small for him. His shiny-knuckled, purplish hands, pinching up the
-shoulders of his coat over the chair-back, were in keeping with his
-general suggestion of a large-boned meagerly-covered lankness. The
-fact that he was smooth-shaven, combined with the unusual length of
-dark hair that appeared below his hat-brim, lent him a suggestion of
-something interestingly unconventional, almost artistic. In the region
-where he now found himself he would have been variously set down as
-a gambler, a traveling clergyman, an actor, or perhaps only a vender
-of patent medicines who had some odd, attractive way of advertising
-himself, such as drawing teeth with an electric appliance, or playing
-the guitar from the tail-board of his showman’s cart.
-
-Now, having arranged his coat to its best advantage, he turned to
-Perley and said with a curiously deep and resonant voice,
-
-“And, mine host, a stove in my bedroom, a stove in my bedroom or I
-perish.”
-
-Cora giggled and threw across the hall to Miss Cannon a delighted
-murmur of,
-
-“Oh, say, ain’t he just the richest thing?”
-
-“You’ve got us trapped and caged here for a spell, I guess,” said the
-older man. “Any one else in the same box?”
-
-“Oh, you’ll not want for company,” said Perley, pride at the importance
-of the announcement vibrating in his tone. “We’ve got Willoughby here
-from the Bella K. with his four setter dogs, and Bill Cannon and his
-daughter up from the coast.”
-
-“Bill Cannon!”--the two men stared and the younger one said,
-
-“Bill Cannon, the Bonanza King from San Francisco?”
-
-“That’s him all right,” nodded Perley. “Up here to see the diggings at
-Greenhide and snowed in same as you.”
-
-Here, Rose, fearing the conversation might turn upon herself, slipped
-from the doorway into the passage and up the stairs to her own room.
-
-An hour later as she stood before the glass making her toilet for
-supper, a knock at the door ushered in Cora, already curled, powdered
-and beribboned for that occasion, a small kerosene lamp in her hand.
-In the bare room, its gloom only partly dispelled by the light from
-a similar lamp on the bureau and the red gleam from the stove,
-Miss Cannon was revealed in the becoming half-dusk made by these
-imperfectly-blending illuminations, a pink silk dressing-gown loosely
-enfolding her, a lightly brushed-in suggestion of fair hair behind her
-ears and on her shoulders. Her comb was in her hand and Cora realized
-with an uplifting thrill that she had timed her visit correctly and was
-about to learn the mysteries of Miss Cannon’s coiffure.
-
-“I brung you another lamp,” she said affably, setting her offering
-down on the bureau. “One ain’t enough light to dress decently by. I
-have three,” and she sank down on the side of the bed with the air of
-having established an intimacy, woman to woman, by this act of generous
-consideration.
-
-“Them gentlemen,” she continued, “are along on this hall with you and
-your pa. The old one’s Judge Washburne, of Colusa, a pioneer that used
-to know Mrs. Perley’s mother way back in Sacramento in the fifties, and
-knew your pa real well when he was poor. It’s sort of encouraging to
-think _your_ pa was ever poor.”
-
-Rose laughed and turned sidewise, looking at the speaker under the arch
-of her uplifted arm. There were hair-pins in her mouth and an upwhirled
-end of blond hair protruded in a gleaming scattering of yellow over her
-forehead. She mumbled a comment on her father’s early poverty, her lips
-showing red against the hair-pins nipped between her teeth.
-
-“And the other one,” went on Cora, her eyes riveted on the
-hair-dressing, her subconscious mind making notes of the disposition of
-every coil, “his name’s J. D. Buford. And I’d like you to guess what
-he is! An actor, a stage player. He’s been playing all up the state
-from Los Angeles and was going down to Sacramento to keep an engagement
-there. It just tickles me to death to have an actor in the house. I
-ain’t never seen one close to before.”
-
-The last hair-pin was adjusted and Miss Cannon studied the effect with
-a hand-glass.
-
-“An actor,” she commented, running a smoothing palm up the back of her
-head, “that’s just what he looked like, now I think of it. Perhaps
-he’ll act for us. I think it’s going to be lots of fun being snowed up
-at Antelope.”
-
-The sound of a voice crying “Cora” here rose from the hallway and that
-young woman, with a languid deliberation of movement, as of one who
-obeys a vulgar summons at her own elegant leisure, rose and departed,
-apologizing for having to go so soon. A few minutes later, the hour of
-supper being at hand, Rose followed her.
-
-She was descending the stairs when a commotion from below, a sound
-of voices loud, argumentative, rising and falling in excited chorus,
-hurried her steps. The lower hall, lit with lamps and the glow of its
-stove, heated to a translucent red, was full of men. A current of cold
-could be felt in the hot atmosphere and fresh snow was melting on the
-floor. Standing by the stove was a man who had evidently just entered.
-Ridges of white lay caught in the folds of his garments; a silver hoar
-was on his beard. He held his hands out to the heat and as Rose reached
-the foot of the stairs she heard him say,
-
-“Well, I tell you that any man that started to walk up here from Rocky
-Bar this afternoon must have been plumb crazy. Why, John L. Sullivan
-couldn’t do it in such a storm.”
-
-To which the well-bred voice of Willoughby answered,
-
-“But according to the message he started at two and the snow was hardly
-falling then. He must have got a good way, past the Silver Crescent
-even, when the storm caught him.”
-
-A hubbub of voices broke out here, and, seeing her father on the edge
-of the crowd, Rose went to him and plucked his sleeve, murmuring,
-
-“What’s happened? What’s going on?”
-
-He took his cigar out of his mouth and turned toward her, speaking low
-and keeping his eyes on the men by the stove.
-
-“The telegraph operator’s just had a message sent from Rocky Bar that a
-man started from there this afternoon to walk up here. They don’t think
-he could make it and are afraid he’s lost somewhere. Perley and some of
-the boys are going out to look for him.”
-
-“What a dreadful thing! In such a storm! Do you think they’ll ever find
-him?”
-
-He shrugged, and replaced his cigar in his mouth.
-
-“Oh, I guess so. If he was strong enough to get on near here they ought
-to. But it’s just what the operator says. The feller must have been
-plumb crazy to attempt such a thing. Looks as if he was a stranger in
-the country.”
-
-“It’s a sort of quiet, respectable way of committing suicide,” said the
-voice of the actor behind them.
-
-Rose looked over her shoulder and saw his thin, large-featured face, no
-longer nipped and reddened with cold, but wreathed in an obsequious and
-friendly smile which furrowed it with deep lines. Her father answered
-him and she turned away, being more interested in the preparations for
-the search party. As she watched these she could hear the desultory
-conversation behind her, the actor’s comments delivered with an
-unctuous, elaborate politeness which, contrasted with her father’s
-gruff brevity, made her smile furtively to herself.
-
-A jingle of sleigh bells from without threw the party into the sudden
-bustle of departure. Men shrugged themselves into their coats and tied
-comforters over their ears. Perley emerged from the bar, shrouded in
-outer wrappings, and crowding a whisky flask into his pocket. The
-hall door was thrown open, and through the powdery thickness of the
-atmosphere the sleigh with its restive horses could be seen drawn up
-at the porch steps. Those left behind pressed into the doorway to
-speed the departure. Shouted instructions, last suggestions as to the
-best methods for conducting the search filled the air, drowning the
-despairing whines that Willoughby’s dogs, shut in the bar, sent after
-their master. With a broken jingle of bells the sleigh started and in a
-moment was swallowed up in the blackness of the storm.
-
-Supper was an animated meal that evening. The suddenly tragic interest
-that had developed drew the little group of guests together with the
-strands of a common sympathy. The judge and the actor moved their seats
-to the Cannons’ table. Cora was sent to request the doctor--a young
-man fresh from his graduation in San Francisco who took his meals
-at the bachelor’s table--to join them and add the weight of medical
-opinion to their surmises as to the traveler’s chances of survival.
-These, the doctor thought, depended as much upon the man’s age and
-physical condition, as upon the search party’s success in finding him.
-And then they speculated as to the man himself, drawing inferences from
-the one thing they knew of him, building up his character from this
-single fact, deducing from it what manner of man he should be, and why
-he should have done so strangely foolhardy a thing.
-
-After supper they retired to the parlor, piled the fire high and sat
-grouped before it, the smoke of cigars and cigarettes lying about their
-heads in white layers. It was but natural that the conversation should
-turn on stories of the great storms of the past. Rose had heard many
-such before, but to-night, with the wind rocking the old hotel and the
-thought of the lost man heavy at her heart, she listened, held in a
-cold clutch of fascinated attention, to tales of the emigrants caught
-in the passes of the Sierra, of pioneer mining-camps relieved by mule
-trains which broke through the snow blockade as the miners lay dying
-in their huts, of men risking their lives to carry succor to comrades
-lost in their passage from camp to camp on just such a night as this.
-Now and then one of Willoughby’s dogs, long since broken from the
-confinement of the bar, came to the door and put in an inquiring head,
-the ears pricked, the eyes full of hopeful inquiry, a feathered tail
-wagging in deprecating friendliness. But its master was not there and
-it turned away, disappointed, to run up the hall, sniffing under closed
-doors and whimpering in uneasy loneliness.
-
-Rose sat crouched over the fire, and as the fund of stories became
-exhausted and silence gradually settled on the group, her thoughts
-turned again to the traveler. She had been shocked at first, as the
-others were, by the thought of a fellow creature lost in the storm; but
-as the evening advanced, and the talk threw round his vague, undefined
-figure the investiture of an identity and a character, she began to see
-him less as a nebulous, menaced shape than as a known individuality. He
-seemed to be advancing out of the swirling blackness of the night into
-extending circles of the acquainted and the intimate. He was drawing
-near, drawing out of the limbo of darkness and mystery, into the light
-of their friendly fire, the grasp of their welcoming hands. He took
-shape in her imagination; she began to see his outline forming and
-taking color. With every tick of the clock she felt more keenly that he
-was some one who needed her help, and whom she must rescue. By ten she
-was in a ferment of anguished expectancy. The lost traveler was to her
-a man who had once been her friend, now threatened by death.
-
-The clock hand passed ten, and the periods of silence that at intervals
-had fallen on the watchers grew longer and more frequent, and finally
-merged into a stillness where all sat motionless, listening to the
-storm. It had increased with the coming of the dark and now filled the
-night with wildness and tumult. The wind made human sounds about the
-angles of the house, which rocked and creaked to its buffets. The gale
-was fitful. It died away almost to silence, seeming to recuperate its
-forces for a new attack, and then came back full of fresh energies. It
-struck blows on the doors and windows, like those of a fist demanding
-entrance. Billowing rushes of sound circled round the building, and
-then a rustling passage of sleet swept across the curtained pane.
-
-It was nearly eleven, and for fifteen minutes no one had spoken a word.
-Two of the dogs had come in and lain down on the hearth-rug, their
-noses on their paws, their eyes fixed brightly and ponderingly on the
-fire. In the midst of the motionless semicircle one of them suddenly
-raised its head, its ears pricked. With its muzzle elevated, its eyes
-full of awakened intelligence, it gave a low, uneasy whimper. Almost
-simultaneously Rose started and drew herself up, exclaiming, “Listen!”
-The sound of sleigh bells, faint as a noise in a dream, came through
-the night.
-
-In a moment the lower floor was shaken with movement and noise. The bar
-emptied itself on to the porch and the hall doors were thrown wide. The
-sleigh had been close to the hotel before its bells were heard, and
-almost immediately its shape emerged from the swirling whiteness and
-drew up at the steps. Rose, standing back in the parlor doorway, heard
-a clamor of voices, a rising surge of sound from which no intelligible
-sentence detached itself, and a thumping and stamping of feet as the
-searchers staggered in with the lost traveler. The crowd separated
-before them and they entered slowly, four men carrying a fifth, their
-bodies incrusted with snow, the man they bore an unseen shape covered
-with whitened rugs from which an arm hung, a limp hand touching the
-floor. Questions and answers, now clear and sharp, followed them, like
-notes upon the text of the inert form:
-
-“Where’d you get him?”
-
-“About five miles below on the main road. One of the horses almost
-stepped on him. He was right in the path, but he was all sprinkled over
-with snow.”
-
-“He’s not dead, is he?”
-
-“Pretty near, I guess. We’ve pumped whisky into him, but he ain’t shown
-a sign of life.”
-
-“Who is he?”
-
-“Search me. I ain’t seen him good myself yet. Just as we got him the
-lantern went out.”
-
-There was a sofa in the hall and they laid their burden there, the
-crowd edging in on them, horrified, interested, hungrily peering. Rose
-could see their bent, expressive backs and the craning napes of their
-necks. Then a sharp order from the doctor drove them back, sheepish,
-tramping on one another’s toes, bunched against the wall and still
-avidly staring. As their ranks broke, the young girl had a sudden,
-vivid glimpse of the man, his head and part of his chest uncovered. Her
-heart gave a leap of pity and she made a movement from the doorway,
-then stopped. The lost traveler, that an hour before had almost assumed
-the features of a friend, was a complete stranger that she had never
-seen before.
-
-He looked like a dead man. His face, the chin up, the lips parted under
-the fringe of a brown mustache, was marble white, and showed a gray
-shadow in the cheek. The hair on his forehead, thawed by the heat, was
-lying in damp half-curled semicircles, dark against the pallid skin.
-There was a ring on the hand that still hung limp on the floor. The
-doctor, muttering to himself, pulled open the shirt and was feeling
-the heart, when Perley, who had flown into the bar for more whisky,
-emerged, a glass in his hand. As his eye fell upon the man, he stopped,
-stared, and then exclaimed in loud-voiced amaze:
-
-“My God--why, it’s Dominick Ryan! Look here, Governor”--to Cannon who
-was standing by his daughter in the parlor doorway, “come and see for
-yourself. If this ain’t young Ryan I’m a Dutchman!”
-
-Cannon pushed between the intervening men and bent over the prostrate
-figure.
-
-“That’s who it is,” he said slowly and unemotionally. “It’s Dominick
-Ryan, all right. Well, by ginger!” and he turned and looked at the
-amazed innkeeper, “that’s the queerest thing I ever saw. What’s brought
-him up here?”
-
-Perley, his glass snatched from him by the doctor who seemed entirely
-indifferent to their recognition of his patient, shrugged helplessly.
-
-“Blest if I know,” he said, staring aimlessly about him. “He was here
-last summer fishing. But there ain’t no fishing now. God, ain’t it a
-good thing that operator at Rocky Bar had the sense to telegraph up!”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-NURSE AND PATIENT
-
-
-When Dominick returned to consciousness he lay for a space looking
-directly in front of him, then moved his head and let his eyes sweep
-the walls. They were alien walls of white plaster, naked of all
-adornment. The light from a shaded lamp lay across one of them in a
-soft yet clear wash of yellow, so clear that he could see that the
-plaster was coarse.
-
-There were few pieces of furniture in the room, and all new to him. A
-bureau of the old-fashioned marble-topped kind stood against the wall
-opposite. The lamp that cast the yellow light was on this bureau; its
-globe, a translucent gold reflection revealed in liquid clearness in
-the mirror just behind. It was not his own room nor Berny’s. He turned
-his head farther on the pillow very slowly, for he seemed sunk in an
-abyss of suffering and feebleness. On the table by the bed’s head was
-another lamp, a folded newspaper shutting its light from his face, and
-here his eyes stopped.
-
-A woman was sitting by the foot of the bed, her head bent as if
-reading. He stared at her with even more intentness than he had at the
-room. The glow of the lamp on the bureau was behind her--he saw her
-against it without color or detail, like a shadow thrown on a sheet.
-Her outlines were sharply defined against the illumined stretch of
-plaster,--the arch of her head, which was broken by the coils of hair
-on top, her rather short neck, with some sort of collar binding it,
-the curve of her shoulders, rounded and broad, not the shoulders of a
-thin woman. He did not think she was his wife, but she might be, and he
-moved and said suddenly in a husky voice,
-
-“What time is it?”
-
-The woman started, laid her book down, and rose. She came forward and
-stood beside him, looking down, the filaments of hair round her head
-blurring the sharpness of its outline. He stared up at her, haggard
-and intent, and saw it was not his wife. It was a strange woman with
-a pleasant, smiling face. He felt immensely relieved and said with a
-hoarse carefulness of utterance,
-
-“What time did you say it is?”
-
-“A few minutes past five,” she answered. “You’ve been asleep.”
-
-“Have I?” he said, gazing immovably at her. “What day is it?”
-
-“Thursday,” she replied. “You came here last night from Rocky Bar.
-Perhaps you don’t remember.”
-
-“Rocky Bar!” he repeated vaguely, groping through a haze of memory.
-“Was it only yesterday? Was it only yesterday I left San Francisco?”
-
-“I don’t know when you left San Francisco--” the newspaper shade
-cracked and bent a little, letting a band of light fall across the
-pillow. She leaned down, arranging it with careful hands, looking from
-the light to him to see if it were correctly adjusted.
-
-“Whenever you left San Francisco,” she said, “you got here last night.
-They brought you here, Perley and some other men in the sleigh. They
-found you in the road. You were half-frozen.”
-
-He looked at her moving hands, then when they had satisfactorily
-arranged the shade and dropped to her sides, he looked at her face. Her
-eyes were soft and friendly and had a gentle, kind expression. He liked
-to look at them. The only woman’s eyes he had looked into lately had
-been full of wrathful lightenings. There seemed no need to be polite or
-do the things that people did when they were well and sitting talking
-in chairs, so he did not speak for what seemed to him a long time. Then
-he said,
-
-“What is this place?”
-
-“Antelope,” said the woman. “Perley’s Hotel at Antelope.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” he answered with an air of weary recollection, “I was going
-to walk there from Rocky Bar, but the snow came down too hard, and
-the wind--you could hardly stand against it! It was a terrible pull.
-Perley’s Hotel at Antelope. Of course, I know all about it. I was here
-last summer for two weeks fishing.”
-
-She stretched out her hand for a glass, across the top of which a book
-rested. He followed the movement with a mute fixity.
-
-“This is your medicine,” she said, taking the book off the glass. “You
-were to take it at five but I didn’t like to wake you.”
-
-She dipped a spoon into the glass and held it out to him. But the young
-man felt too ill to bother with medicine and, as the spoon touched his
-lips, he gave his head a slight jerk and the liquid was spilt on the
-counterpane. She looked at it for a rueful moment, then said, as if
-with gathering determination,
-
-“But you _must_ take it. I think perhaps I gave it wrong. I ought to
-have lifted you up. It’s easier that way,” and before he could answer
-she slipped her arm under his head and raised it, with the other
-hand setting the rim of the glass against his lips. He swallowed a
-mouthful and felt her arm sliding from behind his head. He had a hazy
-consciousness that a perfume came from her dress, and for the first
-time he wondered who she was. Wondering thus, his eyes again followed
-her hand putting back the glass, and watched it, white in the gush of
-lamplight, carefully replacing the book. Then she turned toward him
-with the same slight, soft smile.
-
-“Who are _you_?” he said, keeping his hollowed eyes hard on her.
-
-“I’m Rose Cannon,” she answered. “Rose Cannon from San Francisco.”
-
-“Oh, yes,” with a movement of comprehension, the name striking a chord
-of memory. “Rose Cannon from San Francisco, daughter of Bill Cannon. Of
-course I know.”
-
-He was silent again, overwhelmed by indifference and lassitude. She
-made a step backward from the bedside. Her dress rustled and the same
-faint perfume he had noticed came delicately to him. He turned his head
-away from her and said dryly and without interest,
-
-“I thought it was some one else.”
-
-The words seemed to arrest her. She came back and stood close beside
-him. Looking up he could see her head against the light that ran up
-from the shaded lamps along the ceiling. She bent down and said,
-speaking slowly and clearly as though to a child,
-
-“The storm has broken the wires but as soon as they are up, papa will
-send your mother word, so you needn’t worry about that. But we don’t
-either of us know your wife’s address. If you could tell us----”
-
-She stopped. He had begun to frown and then shut his eyes with an
-expression of weariness.
-
-“That doesn’t matter,” he said. “Don’t bother about it. Let her alone.”
-
-Again there was one of those pauses which seemed to him so long. He
-gave a sigh and moved restlessly, and she said,
-
-“Are your feet very painful?”
-
-“Yes, pretty bad,” he answered. “What’s the matter with them?”
-
-“They were frost-bitten, one partly frozen.”
-
-“Oh--” he did not seem profoundly interested. It was as if they were
-some one else’s feet, only they hurt violently enough to obtrude
-themselves upon his attention. “Thank you very much,” he added. “I’ll
-be all right to-morrow.”
-
-He felt very tired and heard, as in a dream, the rustle of her dress
-as she moved again. She said something about “supper” and “Mrs. Perley
-coming,” and the dark, enveloping sense of stupor from which he had
-come to life closed on him again.
-
-Some time later on he emerged from it and saw another woman, stout and
-matronly, with sleekly-parted hair, and an apron girt about her. He
-asked her, too, who she was, for the fear that he might wake and find
-his wife by his bedside mingled with the pain of his feet, to torment
-him and break the vast, dead restfulness of the torpor in which he lay.
-
-It broke into gleams of interest and returning consciousness during
-the next two days. He experienced an acuter sense of illness and
-pain, the burning anguish of his feet and fevered misery of his body,
-bitten through with cold, brought him back to a realization of his own
-identity. He heard the doctor murmuring in the corner of “threatened
-pneumonia” and understood that he was the object threatened. He began
-to know and separate the strange faces that seemed continually to be
-bending over him, asking him how he felt. There was the doctor, Perley,
-Bill Cannon, and the old judge and three different women, whom he had
-some difficulty in keeping from merging into one composite being who
-was sometimes “Miss Cannon,” and sometimes “Mrs. Perley,” and then
-again “Cora.”
-
-When on the fourth day the doctor told him that he thought he would
-“pull through” with no worse ailment than a frozen foot, he had
-regained enough of his original vigor and impatience under restraint
-to express a determination to rise and “go on.” He was in pain, mental
-and physical, and the ministrations and attentions of the satellites
-that so persistently revolved round his bed rasped him into irritable
-moodiness. He did not know that all Antelope was waiting for the latest
-bulletins from Mrs. Perley or Cora. The glamour attaching to his
-sensational entry into their midst had been intensified by the stories
-of the wealth and position that had been his till he had married a poor
-girl, contrary to his mother’s wishes. He was talked of in the bar,
-discussed in the kitchen, and Cora dreamed of him at night. The very
-name of Ryan carried its weight, and Antelope, a broken congeries of
-white roofs and black smoke-stacks emerging from giant drifts, throbbed
-with pride at the thought that the two greatest names of California
-finance were snow-bound in Perley’s Hotel.
-
-The doctor laughed at his desire to “move on.” The storm was still
-raging and Antelope was as completely cut off from the rest of the
-world as if it were an uncharted island in the unknown reaches of the
-Pacific. Propping the invalid up among his pillows he drew back the
-curtain and let him look out through a frost-painted pane on a world
-all sweeping lines and skurrying eddies of white. The drifts curled
-crisp edges over the angles of roofs, like the lips of breaking waves.
-The glimpse of the little town that the window afforded showed it
-cowering under a snow blanket, almost lost to sight in its folds.
-
-“Even if your feet were all right, you’re tied here for two weeks
-anyway,” said the doctor, dropping the curtain. “It’s the biggest storm
-_I_ ever saw, and there’s an old timer that hangs round the bar who
-says it’s as bad as the one that caught the Donner party in forty-six.”
-
-The next day it stopped and the world lay gleaming and still under
-a frosty crust. The sky was a cold, sullen gray, brooding and
-cloud-hung, and the roofs and tree-tops stood out against it as
-though executed in thick white enamel. The drifts lay in suave curves,
-softly undulating like the outlines of a woman’s body, sometimes
-sweeping smoothly up to second stories, here and there curdled into an
-eddy, frozen as it twisted. A miner came in from an outlying camp on
-skees and reported the cold as intense, the air clear as crystal and
-perfectly still. On the path as he came numerous fir boughs had broken
-under the weight of snow, with reports like pistol shots. There was
-a rumor that men, short of provisions, were snowed up at the Yaller
-Dog mine just beyond the shoulder of the mountain. This gave rise to
-much consultation and loud talking in the bar, and the lower floor of
-Perley’s was as full of people, noise and stir, as though a party were
-in progress.
-
-That afternoon Dominick, clothed in an old bath-robe of the doctor’s,
-his swathed feet hidden under a red rug drawn from Mrs. Perley’s
-stores, was promoted to an easy chair by the window. The doctor, who
-had helped him dress, having disposed the rug over his knees and tucked
-a pillow behind his back, stood off and looked critically at the effect.
-
-“I’ve got to have you look your best,” he said, “and you’ve got to act
-your prettiest this afternoon. The young lady’s coming in to take care
-of you while I go my rounds.”
-
-“Young lady!” exclaimed Dominick in a tone that indicated anything but
-pleasurable anticipation. “What young lady?”
-
-“_Our_ young lady,” answered the doctor. “Miss Cannon, the Young Lady
-of Perley’s Hotel. Don’t you know that that’s the nicest girl in the
-world? Maybe you don’t, but that’s because your powers of appreciation
-have been dormant for the last few days. The people here were most
-scared to death of her at first. They didn’t know how she was going to
-get along, used to the finest, the way she’s always been. But, bless
-your heart, she’s less trouble than anybody in the place. There’s
-twelve extra people eating here, besides you to be looked after, and
-Mrs. Perley and Cora are pretty near run to death trying to do it. Miss
-Cannon wanted to turn in and help them. They wouldn’t have it, but they
-had to let her do her turn here taking care of you.”
-
-“It’s very kind of her,” said the invalid without enthusiasm. “I
-noticed her here several times.”
-
-“And as easy as an old shoe,” said the doctor. “Just as nice to
-Perley’s boy, who’s a waif that the Perleys picked up in the streets
-of Stockton, as if he was the Prince of Wales. I tell you heredity’s
-a queer thing. How did Bill Cannon come to have a girl like that? Of
-course there’s the mother to take into account, but--”
-
-A knock on the door interrupted him. To his cry of “Come in,” Rose
-entered, a white shawl over her shoulders, a book in her hand. While
-she and Dominick were exchanging greetings, the doctor began thrusting
-his medicines into his bag, alleging the necessity of an immediate
-departure, as two cases of bronchitis and three of pneumonia awaited
-him.
-
-“You didn’t know there were that many people in Antelope,” he said as
-he snapped the clasp of the bag and picked up his hat. “Well, I’ll
-swear to it, even if it does seem the prejudiced estimate of an old
-inhabitant. So long. I’ll be back by five and I hope to hear a good
-report from the nurse.”
-
-The door closed behind him and Dominick and the young girl were left
-looking rather blankly at each other. It was the first time he had seen
-her when he had not been presented to her observation as a prostrate
-and fever-stricken sufferer of whom nothing was expected but a docile
-attitude in the matter of medicines. Now he felt the subjugating power
-of clothes. It did not seem possible that the doctor’s bath-robe and
-Mrs. Perley’s red rug could cast such a blighting weight of constraint
-and consciousness upon him. But with the donning of them his invalid
-irresponsibility seemed gone for ever. He had a hunted, helpless
-feeling that he ought to talk to this young woman as gentlemen did who
-were not burdened by the pain of frozen feet and marital troubles.
-Moreover, he felt the annoyance of being thus thrust upon the care of
-a lady whom he hardly knew.
-
-“I’m very sorry that they bothered you this way,” he said awkwardly.
-“I--I--don’t think I need any one with me. I’m quite comfortable here
-by myself,” and then he stopped, conscious of the ungraciousness of his
-words, and reddening uncomfortably.
-
-“I dare say you don’t want me here,” said Rose with an air of meekness
-which had the effect of being assumed. “But you really have been too
-sick to be left alone. Besides, there’s your medicine, you must take
-that regularly.”
-
-The invalid gave an indifferent cast of his eye toward the glass on the
-bureau, guarded by the familiar book and spoon. Then he looked back at
-her. She was regarding him deprecatingly.
-
-“Couldn’t I take it myself?” he said.
-
-“I don’t think I’d trust you,” she answered.
-
-His sunken glance was held by hers, and he saw, under the deprecation
-of her look, humor struggling to keep itself in seemly suppression. He
-was faintly surprised. There did not seem to him anything comic in the
-fact of her distrust. But as he looked at her he saw the humor rising
-past control. She dropped her eyes to hide it and bit her under lip.
-This did strike him as funny and a slow grin broke the melancholy of
-his face. She stole a stealthy look at him, her gravity vanished at
-the first glimpse of the grin, and she began to laugh, holding her
-head down and making the stifled, chuckling sounds of controlled mirth
-suddenly liberated. He was amused and a little puzzled and, with his
-grin more pronounced than before, said,
-
-“What are you laughing at?”
-
-She lifted her head and looked at him with eyes narrowed to slits,
-murmuring,
-
-“You, trying to get rid of me and being so polite and helpless. It’s
-too pathetic for words.”
-
-“If it’s pathetic, why do you laugh?” he said, laughing himself, he did
-not know why.
-
-She made no immediate reply and he looked at her, languidly interested
-and admiring. For the first time he realized that she was a pretty
-girl, with her glistening coils of blond hair and a pearl-white skin,
-just now suffused with pink.
-
-“Why did you think I wanted to get rid of you?” he asked.
-
-“You’ve almost said so,” she answered. “And then--well, I can see you
-do.”
-
-“How? What have I done that you’ve seen?”
-
-“Not any especial thing, but--I _think_ you do.”
-
-He felt too weak and indifferent to tell polite falsehoods. Leaning his
-head on the pillow that stood up at his back, he said,
-
-“Perhaps I did at first. But now I’m glad you came.”
-
-She smiled indulgently at him as though he were a sick child.
-
-“I should think you wouldn’t have wanted me. You must be so tired of
-people coming in and out. Those days when you were so bad the doctor
-had the greatest difficulty in keeping men out who didn’t know you and
-had never seen you. Everybody in the hotel wanted to crowd in.”
-
-“What did they want to do that for?”
-
-“To see you. _We_ were the sensation of Antelope first. But then you
-came and put us completely in the shade. Antelope hasn’t had such an
-excitement as your appearance since the death of Jim Granger, whose
-picture is down stairs in the parlor and who comes from here.”
-
-“I don’t see why I should be an excitement. When I was up here fishing
-last summer nobody was in the least excited.”
-
-“It was the way you came--half-dead out of the night as if the sea had
-thrown you up. Then everybody wanted to know why you did it, why you, a
-Californian, attempted such a dangerous thing.”
-
-“There wasn’t anything so desperately dangerous about it,” he said,
-almost in a tone of sulky protest.
-
-“The men down stairs seemed to think so. They say nobody could have got
-up here in such a storm.”
-
-“Oh, rubbish! Besides, it wasn’t storming when I left Rocky Bar. It was
-gray and threatening, but there wasn’t a flake falling. The first snow
-came down when I was passing the Silver Crescent. It came very fast
-after that.”
-
-“Why did you do it--attempt to walk such a distance in such uncertain
-weather?”
-
-Dominick smoothed the rug over his knees. His face, looking down, had a
-curious expression of cold, enforced patience.
-
-“I was tired,” he said slowly. “I’d worked too hard and I thought the
-mountains would do me good. I can get time off at the bank when I want
-and I thought I’d take a holiday and come up here where I was last
-summer. I knew the place and liked the hotel. I wanted to get a good
-way off, out of the city and away from my work. As for walking up here
-that afternoon--I’m very strong and I never thought for a moment such a
-blizzard was coming down.”
-
-He lifted his head and turned toward the window, then raising one hand
-rubbed it across his forehead and eyes. There was something in the
-gesture that silenced the young girl. She thought he felt tired and had
-been talking too much and she was guiltily conscious of her laughter
-and loquacity.
-
-They sat without speaking for some moments. Dominick made no attempt to
-break the silence when she moved noiselessly to the stove and pushed in
-more wood. His face was turned from her and she thought he had fallen
-asleep when he suddenly moved and said,
-
-“Isn’t it strange that I have never met you before?”
-
-She was relieved. His tone showed neither feebleness nor fatigue, in
-fact it had the fresh alertness of a return to congenial topics. She
-determined, however, to be less talkative, less encouraging to the
-weakening exertions of general conversation. So she spoke with demure
-brevity.
-
-“Yes, very. But you were at college for four years, and the year you
-came back I was in Europe.”
-
-He looked at her ruminatingly, and nodded.
-
-“But I’ve seen you,” he said, “at the theater. I was too sick at first
-to recognize you, but afterward I knew I’d seen you, with your father
-and your brother Gene.”
-
-It was her turn to nod. She thought it best to say nothing, and waited.
-But his eyes bent inquiringly upon her, and the waiting silence seemed
-to demand a comment. She made the first one that occurred to her:
-
-“Whom were _you_ with?”
-
-“My wife,” said the young man.
-
-Rose felt that an indefinite silence would have been better than this.
-All she knew of Dominick Ryan’s wife was that she was a person who had
-not been respectable and whose union with Dominick had estranged him
-from his people. Certainly, whatever else she was, young Mrs. Ryan
-was not calculated to be an agreeable subject of converse with the man
-who in marrying her had sacrificed wealth, family, and friends. The
-doctor’s chief injunction to Rose had been to keep the invalid in a
-state of tranquillity. Oppressed by a heavy sense of failure she felt
-that nursing was not her forte.
-
-She murmured a vague sentence of comment and this time determined not
-to speak, no matter how embarrassing the pause became. She even thought
-of taking up her book and was about to stretch her hand for it, when he
-said,
-
-“But it seems so queer when our parents have been friends for years,
-and I know Gene, and you know my sister Cornelia so well.”
-
-She drew her hand back and leaned forward, frowning and staring in
-front of her, as she sent her memory backward groping for data.
-
-“Well, you see a sort of series of events prevented it. When we were
-little our parents lived in different places. Ages ago when we first
-came down from Virginia City you were living somewhere else, in
-Sacramento, wasn’t it? Then you were at school, and after that you went
-East to college for four years, and when you got back from college I
-was in Europe. And when I came back from Europe--that’s over two years
-ago now--why then----”
-
-She had again brought up against his marriage, this time with a shock
-that was of a somewhat shattering nature.
-
-“Why, then,” she repeated falteringly, realizing where she was--“why,
-then--let’s see--?”
-
-“Then I had married,” he said quietly.
-
-“Oh, yes, of course,” she assented, trying to impart a suggestion of
-sudden innocent remembrance to her tone. “You had married. Why, of
-course.”
-
-He vouchsafed no reply. She was distressed and mortified, her face
-red with anger at her own stupidity. In her embarrassment she looked
-down, smoothing her lace cuffs, and waiting for him to say something
-as he had done before. But this time he made no attempt to resume the
-conversation. Stealing a sidelong glance at him she saw that he had
-turned to the window and was gazing out. There was an expression of
-brooding gloom on his profile, his eyebrows drawn low, his lips close
-set. She judged rightly that he did not intend to speak again, and she
-took up her book and opened it.
-
-Half an hour later, rising to give him his medicine, she saw that
-he had fallen asleep. She was at his side before she discovered it,
-thinking his eyes were drooped in thought. Standing with the glass
-in her hand she looked at him with something of a child’s shrinking
-curiosity and a woman’s pity for a strong creature weakened and brought
-low. The light in the room was growing gray and in it she saw his
-face, with the shadows in its hollows, looking thin and haggard in
-the abandonment of sleep. For the first time, seeing him clothed and
-upright, she realized that he was a personable man, a splendid man, and
-also for the first time she thought of him outside this room and this
-house, and a sort of proud resentment stirred in her at the memory of
-the marriage he had made--the marriage with the woman who was not good.
-
-An hour later when the doctor came back she was kneeling on the
-floor by the open stove door, softly building up the fire. From the
-orifice--a circle of brilliance in the dim room--a red glow painted
-her serious, down-bent face with a hectic color, and touched with a
-bright, palpitating glaze the curves of her figure. At the sound of the
-opening door she looked up quickly, and, her hands being occupied, gave
-a silencing jerk of her head toward the sleeping man.
-
-The doctor looked at them both. The scene was like a picture of some
-primitive domestic interior where youth and beauty had made a nest,
-warmed by that symbol of life, a fire, which one replenished while the
-other slept.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-IN WHICH BERNY WRITES A LETTER
-
-
-The morning after the quarrel Bernice woke late. She had not fallen
-asleep till the night was well spent, the heated seething of her rage
-keeping the peace of repose far from her. It was only as the dawn paled
-the square of the window that she fell into a heavy slumber, disturbed
-by dreams full of stress and strife.
-
-She looked up at the clock; it was nearly ten. Dominick would have left
-for the bank before this, so the wretched constraint of a meeting with
-him was postponed. Sallow and heavy-eyed, her head aching, oppressed by
-a sense of the unbearable unpleasantness of the situation, she threw on
-her wrapper, and going to the window drew the curtain and looked out.
-
-The bedroom had but one window, wedged into an angle of wall, and
-affording a glimpse of the green lawn and clipped rose trees of the
-house next door. There was a fog this morning and even this curtailed
-prospect was obliterated. She stood yawning drearily, and gazing out
-with eyes to which her yawns had brought tears. Her hair made a wild
-bush round her head, her face looked pinched and old. She was one of
-those women whose good looks are dependent on animation and millinery.
-In this fixity of inward thought, unobserved in unbecoming disarray,
-one could realize that she had attained the thirty-four years she could
-so successfully deny under the rejuvenating influences of full dress
-and high spirits.
-
-During her toilet her thoughts refused to leave the subject of last
-night’s quarrel. She and her husband had had disagreements before--many
-in the last year when they had virtually separated, though the world
-did not know it--but nothing so ignominiously repulsive as the scene of
-last evening had yet degraded their companionship. Bernice was ashamed.
-In the gray light of the dim, disillusioning morning she realized that
-she had gone too far. She knew Dominick to be long-suffering, she knew
-that the hold she had upon him was a powerful one, but the most patient
-creatures sometimes rebel, the most compelling sense of honor would
-sometimes break under too severe a strain. As she trailed down the long
-passage to the dining-room she made up her mind that she would make
-the first overture toward reconciliation that evening. It would be
-difficult but she would do it.
-
-She was speculating as to how she would begin, in what manner she would
-greet him when he came home, when her eyes fell on the folded note
-against the clock. Apprehension clutched her as she opened it. The few
-lines within frightened her still more. He had gone--where? She turned
-the note over, looking at the back, in a sudden tremble of fearfulness.
-He had never done anything like this before, left her, suddenly cut
-loose from her in proud disgust. She stood by the clock, staring at
-the paper, her face fallen into scared blankness, the artificial
-hopefulness that she had been fostering since she awoke giving place to
-a down-drop into an abyss of alarm.
-
-The door into the kitchen creaked and the Chinaman entered with the
-second part of the dainty breakfast cooked especially for her.
-
-“What time did Mr. Ryan leave this morning?” she said without turning,
-throwing the question over her shoulder.
-
-“I dunno,” the man returned, with the expressionless brevity of his
-race particularly accentuated in this case, as he did not like his
-mistress. “He no take blickfuss here. He no stay here last night.”
-
-She faced round on him, her eyes full of a sudden fierce intentness
-which marked them in moments of angry surprise.
-
-“Wasn’t here last night?” she demanded. “What do you mean?”
-
-He arranged the dishes with careful precision, not troubling himself
-to look up, and speaking with the same dry indifference.
-
-“He not here for blickfuss. No one sleep in his bed. I go make bed--all
-made. I think he not here all night.”
-
-His work being accomplished he turned without more words and passed
-into the kitchen. Berny stood for a moment thinking, then, with a shrug
-of defiance, left her buckwheat cakes untasted and walked into the
-hall. She went directly to her husband’s room and looked about with
-sharp glances. She opened drawers and peered into the wardrobes. She
-was a woman who had a curiously keen memory for small domestic details,
-and a few moments’ investigation proved to her that he had taken some
-of his oldest clothes, but had left behind all the better ones, and
-that the silver box of jewelry on the bureau--filled with relics of the
-days when he had been the idolized son of his parents--lacked none of
-its contents.
-
-More alarmed than she had been in the course of her married life she
-left the room and passed up the hall to the parlor. The brilliant,
-over-furnished apartment in which she had crowded every fashion in
-interior decoration that had pleased her fancy and been within the
-compass of her purse, looked slovenly and unattractive in the gray
-light of the morning. The smell of smoke was strong in it and the butts
-and ashes of cigars Dominick had been smoking the evening before lay
-in a tray on the center-table. She noticed none of these things, which
-under ordinary circumstances would have been ground for scolding, for
-she was a woman of fastidious personal daintiness. A cushioned seat
-was built round the curve of the bay-window, and on this she sat down,
-drawing back the fall of thick écru lace that veiled the pane. Her
-eyes were fastened with an unwinking fixity on the fog-drenched street
-without; her figure was motionless.
-
-Her outward rigidity of body concealed an intense inward energy of
-thought. It suddenly appeared to her as if her hold on Dominick, which
-till yesterday had seemed so strong that nothing but death could break
-it, was weak, was nothing. It had been rooted in his sense of honor,
-the sense that she fostered in him and by means of which she had been
-able to make him marry her. Was this sense not so powerful as she
-believed, or--dreadful thought!--was it weakening under the friction of
-their life together? Had she played on it too much and worn it out? She
-had been so sure of Dominick, so secure in his blind, plodding devotion
-to his duty! She had secretly wondered at it, as a queer characteristic
-that it was fortunate he possessed. Deep in her heart she had a slight,
-amused contempt for it, a contempt that had extended to other things.
-She had felt it for him in those early days of their marriage when he
-had looked forward to children and wanted to live quietly, without
-society, in his own home. It grew stronger later when she realized he
-had accepted his exclusion from his world and was too proud to ask his
-mother for money.
-
-And now! Suppose he had gone back to his people? A low ejaculation
-escaped her, and she dropped the curtain and pressed her hand, clenched
-to the hardness of a stone, against her breast.
-
-The mere thought of such a thing was intolerable. She did not see how
-she could support the idea of his mother and sister winning him from
-her. She hated them. They were the ones who had wronged her, who had
-excluded her from the home and the riches and the position that her
-marriage should have given her. Her retaliation had been her unwavering
-grip on Dominick and the careful discretion with which she had
-comported herself as his wife. There was no ground of complaint against
-her. She had been as quiet, home-keeping and dutiful a woman as any in
-California. She had been a good housekeeper, a skilful manager of her
-husband’s small means. It was only within the last year that she had,
-in angry spite, run into the debts with which she had taunted him. No
-wife could have lived more rigorously up to the letter of her marriage
-contract. It was easy for her to do it. She was not a woman whom light
-living and license attracted. She had sacrificed her honor to win
-Dominick, grudgingly, unwillingly, as close-fisted men part with money
-in the hope of rich returns. She did not want to be his mistress, but
-she knew of no other means by which she could reach the position of his
-wife.
-
-Now suppose he had gone back to his people! It was an insupportable, a
-maddening thought. It plunged her into agitation that made her rise and
-move about the room with an aimless restlessness, like some soft-footed
-feline animal. Suppose he had gone home and told them about last night,
-and they had prevailed upon him not to come back!
-
-Well, even if they had, hers was still the strong position. The
-sympathy of the disinterested outsider would always be with her. If she
-had been quarrelsome and ugly, those were small matters. In the great
-essentials she had not failed. Suppose she and the Ryans ever did come
-to an open crossing of swords, would not her story be _the_ story of
-the two? The world’s sympathy would certainly not go to the rich women,
-trampling on the poor little typewriter, the honest working-girl, who
-for one slip, righted by subsequent marriage, had been the object of
-their implacable antagonism and persecution.
-
-She said this opposite the mirror, extending her hands as she had seen
-an actress do in a recent play. As she saw her pointed, pale face, her
-expression of worry gave way to one of pleased complacence. She looked
-pathetic, and her position was pathetic. Who would have the heart to
-condemn her when they saw her and heard her side of the story? Her
-spirits began to rise. With the first gleam of returning confidence she
-shook off her apprehensions. A struggle of sunshine pierced the fog,
-and going to the window she drew the curtains and looked out on the
-veil of mist every moment growing brighter and thinner. The sun finally
-pierced it, a patch of blue shone above, and dropping the curtains she
-turned and looked at the clock. It was after eleven. She decided she
-would go out and take lunch with her sisters, who were always ready to
-listen and to sympathize with her.
-
-These sisters were the only intimate friends and companions Bernice
-had, their home the one house to which she was a constant visitor. With
-all her peculiarities and faults she possessed a strong sense of kin.
-In her rise to fairer fortune, if not greater happiness, her old home
-had never lost its hold upon her, nor had she weakened in a sort of
-cross-grained, patronizing loyalty to her two sisters. This may have
-been accounted for by the fact that they were exceedingly amiable and
-affectionate, proud to regard Bernice as the flower of the family,
-whose dizzy translation to unexpected heights they had watched with
-unenvious admiration.
-
-Hannah, the oldest of the family, was the daughter of a first
-marriage. She was now a spinster of forty-five, and had taught school
-for twenty years. Hazel was the youngest of the three, she and Bernice
-having been the offspring of Danny Iverson’s second alliance with a
-woman of romantic tendencies, which had no way of expressing themselves
-except in the naming of her children. Hazel, while yet in her teens,
-had married a clerk in a jewelry store, called Josh McCrae. It had been
-a happy marriage. After the birth of a daughter, Hazel had returned to
-her work as saleslady in a fashionable millinery. Both sisters, Josh,
-and the child, had continued to live together in domestic harmony, in
-the house which Hannah, with the savings of a quarter of a century,
-had finally cleared of all mortgages and now owned. No household could
-have been more simply decent and honest; no family more unaspiringly
-content. In such an environment Bernice, with her daring ambitions and
-bold unscrupulousness, was like that unaccounted-for blossom which in
-the floral world is known as a “sport.”
-
-But it did not appear that she regarded herself as such. With the
-exception of a year spent in Los Angeles and Chicago she had been
-a member of the household from her childhood till the day of her
-marriage. The year of absence had been the result of a sudden revolt
-against the monotony of her life and surroundings, an upwelling of
-the restless ambitions that preyed upon her. A good position had been
-offered her in Los Angeles and she had accepted it with eagerness,
-thankful for the opportunity to see the world, and break away, so she
-said, from the tameness of her situation, the narrowness of her circle.
-The spirit of adventure carried her farther afield, and she penetrated
-as far across the continent as Chicago, where she was employed in
-one of the most prosperous business houses, earning a large salary.
-But, like many Californians, homesickness seized her, and before the
-year was out she was back, inveighing against the eastern manners,
-character, and climate, and glad to shake down again into the family
-nest. Her sisters were satisfied with her account of her wanderings,
-not knowing that Bernice was as much of an adept at telling half a
-story as she was at taking down a dictation in typewriting. She was too
-clever to be found out in a lie; they were altogether too simple to
-suspect her apparent frankness.
-
-After the excursion she remained at home until her marriage. Her
-liaison with Dominick was conducted with the utmost secrecy. Her
-sisters had not a suspicion of it, knew nothing but that the young man
-was attentive to her, till she told them of her approaching marriage.
-This took place in the parlor of Hannah’s house, and the amazed
-sisters, bewildered by Berny’s glories, had waited to see her burst
-into the inner circles of fashion and wealth with a tiara of diamonds
-on her head and ropes of pearls about her throat. That no tiara was
-forthcoming, no pearls graced her bridal parure, and no Ryan ever
-crossed the threshold of her door, seemed to the loyal Hannah and Hazel
-the most unmerited and inexplicable injustice that had ever come within
-their experience.
-
-It took Bernice some time to dress, for she attached the greatest
-importance to all matters of personal adornment, and the lunch hour
-was at hand when she alighted from the Hyde Street car and walked
-toward the house. It was on one of those streets which cross Hyde near
-the slope of Russian Hill, and are devoted to the habitats of small,
-thrifty householders. A staring, bright cleanliness is the prevailing
-characteristic of the neighborhood, the cement sidewalks always swept,
-the houses standing back in tiny squares of garden, clipped and trimmed
-to a precise shortness of grass and straightness of border. The sun
-was now broadly out and the house-fronts engarlanded with vines, their
-cream-colored faces spotless in fresh coats of paint, presented a line
-of uniform bay-windows to its ingratiating warmth. Hannah’s was the
-third, and its gleaming clearness of window-pane and the stainless
-purity of its front steps were points of domestic decency that its
-proprietor insisted on as she did on the servant girl’s apron being
-clean and the parlor free from dust.
-
-Berny had retained her latch-key, and letting herself in passed
-into the dustless parlor which connected by folding doors with the
-dining-room beyond. Nothing had been changed in it since the days
-of her tenancy. The upright piano, draped with a China silk scarf,
-stood in the old corner. The solar print of her father hung over the
-mantelpiece on which a gilt clock and a pair of China dogs stood at
-accurately-measured distances. The tufted arm-chairs were placed far
-from each other, severely isolated in the corners, as though the room
-were too remote and sacred even to suggest the cheerful amenities of
-social intercourse. A curious, musty smell hung in the air. It recalled
-the past in which Dominick had figured as her admirer. The few times
-that he had been to her home she had received him in this solemn,
-unaired apartment in which the chandelier was lit for the occasion,
-and Hannah and Hazel had sat in the kitchen, breathless with curiosity
-as to what such a call might portend. She had been married here, in
-the bay-window, under a wedding bell of white roses. The musty smell
-brought it all back, even her sense of almost breathless elation, when
-the seal was set on her daring schemes.
-
-From beyond the folding doors a sound of conversation and smitten
-crockery arose, also a strong odor of cooking. The family were already
-at lunch, and opening the door Berny entered in upon the midday meal
-which was being partaken of by her two sisters, Josh, and Hazel’s
-daughter Pearl, a pretty child of eight.
-
-Neither of her sisters resembled her in the least. Hannah was a
-woman who looked more than her age, with a large, calm face, and
-gentle, near-sighted eyes which blinked at the world behind a pair of
-steel-rimmed glasses. Her quarter-century of school teaching had not
-dried or stiffened her. She was fuller of the milk of human kindness,
-of the ideals and enthusiasms of youth, than either of her sisters. All
-the love of her kindly, maternal nature was given to Pearl, whom she
-was bringing up carefully to be what seemed to Hannah best in woman.
-
-Hazel was very pretty and still young. She had the fresh, even bloom
-of a Californian woman, a round, graceful figure, and glossy brown
-hair, rippled and arranged in an elaborate coiffure as though done by
-a hair-dresser. She could do this herself as she could make her own
-clothes, earn a fair salary at the milliner’s, and sing to the guitar
-in a small piping voice. Her husband was ravished by her good looks
-and accomplishments, and thought her the most wonderful woman in the
-world. He was a thin, tall, young man with stooping shoulders, a long,
-lean neck, and an amiable, insignificant face. But he seemed to please
-Hazel, who had married him when she was nineteen, being haunted by the
-nightmare thought that if she did not take what chances offered, she
-might become an old maid like Hannah.
-
-Berny sat down next to the child, conscious that under the pleasant
-friendliness of their greetings a violent curiosity as to whether she
-had been to the ball burned in each breast. She had talked over her
-chances of going with them, and Hazel, whose taste in all such matters
-was excellent, had helped her order the dress. Now, drawing her plate
-toward her and shaking out her napkin, she began to eat her lunch, at
-once too sore and too perverse to begin the subject. The others endured
-their condition of ignorance for some minutes, and then Hazel, finding
-that to wait was useless, approached the vital topic.
-
-“Well, Berny, we’ve been looking over the list of guests at the ball in
-the morning papers and your name don’t seem to be down.”
-
-“I don’t see why it should,” said Berny without looking up,
-“considering I wasn’t there.”
-
-“You weren’t there!” ejaculated Hannah. “They didn’t ask you?”
-
-“That’s right,” said Berny, breaking a piece of bread. “They didn’t ask
-me.”
-
-“Well, I’ll be jiggered!” exclaimed Josh. “That beats the Dutch!”
-
-“I didn’t believe Mrs. Ryan would do that,” said Hannah, so pained that
-her generally observant eye took no note of the fact that Pearl was
-putting her fingers in her plate. “You’re as good as her own flesh and
-blood, too,--her son’s wife. It’s not Christian, and I don’t understand
-it.”
-
-“It’s tough,” said Josh, “that’s what it is, tough!”
-
-“If I were you,” said Hazel with spirit, “husband or no husband, I’d
-never want to go inside that house or have any dealings with that crowd
-again. If they were down on their knees to me I’d never go near them.
-Just think what it would be if Josh’s mother thought herself too good
-to know me! I’d like to know what I’d feel about it.”
-
-“But she wouldn’t, dearie,” said Josh placatingly. “She’d be proud to
-have you related to her.”
-
-“I guess she’d better be,” said Hazel, fixing an indignant glare on her
-spouse. “She’d find she’d barked up the wrong tree if she wasn’t.”
-
-Considering that Josh’s mother had been dead for twelve years and in
-her lifetime had been a meek and unassuming woman who let lodgings,
-Hazel’s proud repudiation at her possible scorn seemed a profitless
-wasting of fires, and Josh forthwith turned the conversation back to
-the ball.
-
-“Perhaps they did send you an invitation,” he said to Berny, “and it
-got lost in the mails. That does happen, you know.”
-
-Berny’s cheeks, under the faint bloom of rouge that covered them,
-flamed a sudden, dusky red. She had never been open with these simple
-relations of hers and she was not going to begin now. But she felt
-shame as she thought of Dominick’s humiliating quest for the invitation
-that was refused.
-
-“Oh, no,” she said hurriedly. “It wasn’t sent, that’s all. Mrs. Ryan
-won’t have me in the house. That’s the fact and there’s no use trying
-to get round it. Well, she can do without me. I seem able to support my
-existence without her.”
-
-Her tone and manner, marked by a sort of hard bravado, did not deceive
-her sisters, who had that extreme naïveté in expressing their intimate
-feelings which is peculiar to Californians. They looked at her with
-commiserating sympathy, not quite comprehending her attitude of
-independence, but feeling sorry for her, whatever pose she adopted.
-
-“And your dress,” said Hazel, “what will you do with that? When will
-you ever wear it--a regular ball-dress like that?”
-
-“Oh, I’ll wear it,” said Berny with an air of having quantities of
-social opportunities not known by her sisters. “It won’t be a loss.”
-
-“You could put a guimpe in and have sleeves to the elbow and wear it
-to the theater. With a white hat with plumes it would be a dead swell
-costume. And if you met any of the Ryans they’d see you were holding up
-your end of the line and not _quite_ ready yet to go to the alms-house.”
-
-Hannah shook her head.
-
-“I don’t see how she could do that--transparent neck and all. I don’t
-think that’s the kind of dress to wear in a theater. It’s too sort of
-conspicuous.”
-
-“I think Hannah’s right,” said Josh solemnly, nodding at Berny. “It
-don’t seem to me the right thing for a lady. Looks fast.”
-
-“What do you know about it, Josh McCrae?” said Hazel pugnaciously.
-“You’re a clerk in a jewelry store.”
-
-“Maybe I am,” retorted Josh, “but I guess that don’t prevent me from
-knowing when a thing looks fast. Clerks in jewelry stores ain’t such
-gummers as you might think. And, anyway, I don’t see that being a clerk
-in any kind of a store has anything to do with it.”
-
-Hazel was saved the effort of making a crushing repartee, by Pearl, who
-had been silently eating her lunch, now suddenly launching a remark
-into the momentary pause.
-
-“Did Uncle Dominick go to the ball?” she asked, raising a pair of
-limpid blue eyes to Berny’s face.
-
-An instantaneous, significant silence fell on the others, and all eyes
-turned inquiringly to Berny. Her air of cool control became slightly
-exaggerated.
-
-“No, he stayed at home with me,” she replied, picking daintily at the
-meat on her plate.
-
-“But I suppose he felt real hurt and annoyed,” said Hannah. “He
-couldn’t have helped it.”
-
-Berny did not reply. She knew that she must sooner or later tell
-her sisters of Dominick’s strange departure. They would find it out
-otherwise and suspect more than she wanted them to know. They, like the
-rest of the world, had no idea that Berny’s brilliant marriage was not
-the domestic success it appeared on the surface. She moved her knife
-and fork with an arranging hand, and, as Hazel started to speak, said
-with as careless an air as she could assume,
-
-“Dominick’s gone. He left this morning.”
-
-The news had even more of an effect than she had expected. Her four
-companions stared at her in wonderment. A return of the dread and
-depression of the morning came upon her when she saw their surprise.
-She felt her heart sink as it had done when she read his note.
-
-“Gone where?” exclaimed Hazel. This was the test question and Berny had
-schooled herself in an answer in the car coming up.
-
-“Oh, up into the country,” she said nonchalantly. “He’s worn out. They
-work the life out of him in that horrible bank. He’s getting insomnia
-and thought he’d better take a change now before he got run completely
-down, so he left this morning and I’m a gay grass widow.”
-
-She laughed and drank some water. Her laugh did not sound to her own
-ears convincing and she was aware that, while Hannah was evidently
-satisfied by her explanation, Hazel was eying her ponderingly.
-
-“Well, if he’s got insomnia,” said Hannah, “he’d better take his
-holiday right now. That’s the best thing to do. Take it in the
-beginning. Before father took ill----”
-
-Here Josh interrupted her, as Hannah’s reminiscences of the late
-contractor’s last illness were long and exhaustive.
-
-“Where’d you say he’d gone?” he queried.
-
-“I can’t remember the name,” Berny answered with skilfully-assumed
-indifference; “somewhere down toward Santa Cruz and Monterey, some new
-place. And he may not stay there. If he doesn’t like it, he’ll just
-move around from place to place.”
-
-“Why didn’t you go, too?” said Pearl.
-
-This was the second question Berny had dreaded. Now suddenly she felt
-her throat contract and her lips quiver. Her usually iron nerve had
-been shaken by her passion of the night before and the shock of the
-morning. The unwonted sensations of gloom and apprehension closed in on
-her again, and this time made her feel weak and tearful.
-
-“I didn’t want to. I hate moving round,” she said, pushing her chair
-back from the table. Her voice was a little hoarse, and suddenly
-feeling the sting of tears under her eyelids she raised her hands to
-her hat and began to fumble with her veil. “Why should I leave my
-comfortable flat to go trailing round in a lot of half-built hotels?
-That sort of thing doesn’t appeal to me at all. I like my own cook, and
-my own bed, and my own bath-tub. I’m more of an old maid than Hannah.
-Well, so long, people. I must be traveling.”
-
-She laid her napkin on the table and jumped up with an assumption
-of brisk liveliness. She paid no attention to the expostulations
-of her relatives, but going to the glass arranged her hat and put
-on her gloves. When she turned back to the table she had regained
-possession of herself. Her veil was down and through it her cheeks
-looked unusually flushed, and her dark eyes, with their slanting
-outer corners, brighter and harder than ever. She hurried through her
-good-bys on the plea that she had shopping to do, and almost ran out of
-the house, leaving a trail of perfumery and high, artificial laughter
-behind her.
-
-For the next week she waited for news from Dominick and none came.
-It was a trying seven days. Added to her harassment of mind, the
-loneliness of the flat was almost unendurable. There was no one to
-speak to, no one to share her anxieties. Her position was unusually
-friendless. When her marriage had lifted her from the ranks of working
-women she had shown so cold a face to her old companions that they had
-dropped away from her, realizing that she wished to cut all ties with
-the world of her humble beginnings. New friends had been hard to make.
-The wives of some of the bank officials, and odd, aspiring applicants
-for such honors as would accrue from even this remote connection with
-the august name of Ryan, were all she had found wherewith to make a
-circle and a visiting list.
-
-But she was intimate with none of them and was now too worried to
-seek the society of mere acquaintances. She ate her solitary meals
-in oppressive silence, feeling the Chinaman’s eyes fixed upon her
-in ironic disbelief of the story she had told him to account for
-Dominick’s absence. Eat as slowly as she would, her dinner could not be
-made to occupy more than twenty minutes, and after that there was the
-long evening, the interminable evening, to be passed. She was a great
-reader of newspapers, and when she returned from her afternoon shopping
-she brought a bundle of evening papers home in her hand. She would
-read these slowly, at first the important items, then go over them for
-matters of less moment, and finally scan the advertisements. But even
-with this occupation the evenings were of a vast, oppressive emptiness,
-and her worries crowded in upon her, when, the papers lying round her
-feet in a sea of billowing, half-folded sheets, she sat motionless,
-the stillness of the empty flat and the deserted street lying round her
-like an expression of her own blank depression.
-
-At the end of the week she felt that she must find out something,
-and went to the bank. It was her intention to cash a small check and
-over this transaction see if the paying teller would vouchsafe any
-information about Dominick. She pushed the check through the opening
-and, as the man counted out the money, said glibly,
-
-“Do you hear anything of my wandering husband?”
-
-The teller pushed the little pile of silver and gold through the window
-toward her and leaning forward, said, with the air of one who intends
-to have a leisurely moment of talk,
-
-“No, we haven’t. Isn’t it our place to come to you for that? We were
-wondering where he’d gone at such a season.”
-
-Berny’s delicately-gloved fingers made sudden haste to gather up the
-coins.
-
-“Oh, he’s just loafing about,” she said as easily as was consistent
-with the disappointment and alarm that gripped her. “He’s just
-wandering round from place to place. He was getting insomnia and wanted
-a change of scene.”
-
-She snapped the clasp of her purse before the man could ask her further
-questions, nodded her good-bys, and turned from the window. Her face
-changed as she emerged on the wide, stone steps that led to the street.
-It was pinched and pale, two lines drawn between the eyebrows. She
-descended the steps slowly, the flood of magnificent sunshine having
-no warming influence upon the chill that had seized upon her. Many
-of the passing throng of men looked at her--a pretty woman in her
-modishly-made dress of tan-colored cloth and her close-fitting brown
-turban with a bunch of white paradise feathers at one side. Under her
-dotted veil her carefully made-up complexion looked naturally clear and
-rosy, and her eyes, accentuated by a dark line beneath them, were in
-attractive contrast to her reddened hair. But she was not thinking of
-herself or the admiration she evoked, a subject which was generally of
-overpowering interest. Matters of more poignant moment had crowded all
-else from her mind.
-
-The next week began and advanced and still no news from Dominick. He
-had been gone fourteen days, when one evening in her perusal of the
-paper she saw his name. Her trembling hands pressed the sheet down on
-the table, and her eyes devoured the printed lines. It was one of the
-many short despatches that had come from the foot-hill mining towns on
-the recent storms in the Sierra. It was headed Rocky Bar and contained
-a description of the situation at Antelope and the snow-bound colony
-there. Its chief item of information was that Bill Cannon and his
-daughter were among the prisoners in Perley’s Hotel. A mention was
-made, only a line or two, of Dominick’s walk from Rocky Bar, but it was
-treated lightly and gave no idea of the real seriousness of that almost
-fatal excursion.
-
-Berny read the two short paragraphs many times, and her spirits went up
-like the needle of a thermometer when the quicksilver is grasped in a
-warm hand. Her relief was intense, easeful and relaxing, as the sudden
-cessation of a pain. Not only was Dominick at last found, but he was
-found in a place as far removed from his own family and its influences
-as he was from her. And best of all he was shut up, incarcerated, with
-Bill Cannon, the Bonanza King. What might not come of it? Berny was
-not glad of the quarrel, but it seemed a wonderful piece of luck that
-that unpleasant episode should have sent him into the very arms of the
-man that she had always wanted him to cultivate and who was the best
-person in the world for him to impress favorably. If Bill Cannon, who
-had been a friend of his father’s, took a fancy to Dominick, there was
-no knowing what might happen. In a sudden reaction of relief and hope
-Berny saw them almost adopted children of the Bonanza King, flouting
-the Ryans in the pride of their new-found honors.
-
-It made her feel lenient to Dominick, whose indifference and neglect
-had put her to the torments of the last fortnight. After all, he could
-not have let her know his whereabouts. The wires were only just up,
-and the rural mail-carrier had not yet been able to effect an entrance
-into the snow-bound town. Why Dominick had chosen to go in this
-direction and had attempted an impossible walk in a heavy snowstorm
-Berny did not know, nor just now care much. A sensation as near remorse
-and tenderness as she could feel possessed her. Under its softening
-influence--spurred to generosity and magnanimity by the lifting of the
-weight of anxiety--she decided that she would write to him. She would
-write him a letter which would smooth out the difficulties between them
-and bring him home ready to forgive and be once more his old self,
-kind, quiet, and indulgent, as he had been in the first year of their
-marriage.
-
-Then and there, without further waiting, she wrote the letter. It ran
-as follows:
-
- “MY DEAR HUSBAND:--I have only just seen in the paper where you
- are, and, oh, the relief! For two weeks now I have been half crazy,
- wondering about you, waiting to hear from you. And nothing ever
- came. Dominick, dear, if you had seen me sitting here alone in the
- den every evening, thinking and waiting, looking at the clock and
- listening all the time, even when I was trying to read--listening
- for your footsteps which never came--you would have felt very sorry
- for me; even you, who were so angry that you left me without a word.
- It’s just been hell this last two weeks. You may not think by the
- way I acted that I would have cared, but I did, I do. If I didn’t
- love you would I mind how your people treated me? That’s what makes
- it so hard, because I love you and want you to be happy with me,
- and it’s dreadful for me to see them always getting in between us,
- till sometimes lately I have felt they were going to separate us
- altogether.
-
- “Oh, my dear husband, don’t let that happen! Don’t let them drive me
- away from you! If I have been bad-humored and unreasonable, I have
- had to bear a lot. I am sorry for the past. I am sorry for what I
- said to you that night, and for turning on the gas and scratching
- the bed. I am ready to acknowledge that I was wrong, and was mean
- and hateful. And now you ought to be ready to forgive me and forget
- it all. Come back to me. Please come back. Don’t be angry with me. I
- am your wife. You chose me of your own free will. That I loved you
- so that I forgot honor and public opinion and had no will but yours,
- you know better than any one else in the world. It isn’t every man,
- Dominick, that gets that kind of love. I gave it then and I’ve never
- stopped giving it, though I’ve often been so put upon and enraged
- that I’ve said things I didn’t mean and done things I’ve been ready
- to kill myself for. Here I am now, waiting for you, longing for you.
- Come back to me.
- Your loving wife,
-
- BERNY.”
-
-She read the letter over several times and it pleased her greatly. So
-anxious was she to have it go as soon as possible that, though it was
-past ten, she took it out herself and posted it in the letter-box at
-the corner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-SNOW-BOUND
-
-
-While the world went about its affairs, attended to its business, read
-its papers, sent its telegrams and wrote its letters, the little group
-at Antelope was as completely cut off from it as though marooned on
-a strip of sand in an unknown sea. A second storm had followed the
-original one, and the end of the first week saw them snowed in deeper
-than ever, Antelope a trickle of roofs and smoke-stacks, in a white,
-crystal-clear wilderness, solemn in its stillness and loneliness as the
-primeval world.
-
-The wires were down; the letter-carrier could not break his way in to
-them. They heard no news and received no mail. Confined in a group
-of rude buildings, crouched in a hollow of the Sierra’s flank, they
-felt for the first time what it was to be outside that circle of busy
-activity in which their lives had heretofore passed. They were face
-to face with the nature they thought they had conquered and which
-now in its quiet grandeur awed them with a sense of their own small
-helplessness. Pressed upon by that enormous silent indifference they
-drew nearer together, each individual unit gaining in importance
-from the contrasting immensity without, each character unconsciously
-declaring itself, emerging from acquired reticences and becoming bolder
-and more open.
-
-They accepted their captivity in a spirit of gay good humor. The only
-two members of the party to whom it seemed irksome were Bill Cannon
-and the actor, both girding against a confinement which kept them
-from their several spheres of action. The others abandoned themselves
-to a childish, almost fantastic enjoyment of a situation unique in
-their experience. It was soon to end, it would never be repeated. It
-was an adventure charged with romance, accidental, unsought, as all
-true adventures are. The world was forgotten for these few days of
-imprisonment against the mountain’s mighty heart. It did not exist for
-them. All that was real was their own little party, the whitewashed
-passages and walls of Perley’s, the dining-room with its board floor
-and homely fare, and the parlor at night with a semicircle of faces
-round the blazing logs.
-
-On the afternoon of the sixth day Dominick made his first appearance
-down stairs. He achieved the descent with slow painfulness, hobbling
-between Perley and the doctor. The former’s bath-robe had been cast
-aside for a dignified dark-brown dressing-gown, contributed to his
-wardrobe by Cannon, and which, cut to fit the burly proportions of
-the Bonanza King, hung around the long, lank form of the young man in
-enveloping folds.
-
-The parlor was empty, save for Miss Cannon sitting before the fire.
-Dominick had ceased to feel bashfulness and constraint in the presence
-of this girl, who had been pushed--against his will if not against
-her own--into the position of his head attendant. The afternoon when
-they had sat together in his room seemed to have brushed away all
-his shyness and self-consciousness. He thought now that it would be
-difficult to retain either in intercourse with a being who was so
-candid, so spontaneous, so freshly natural. He found himself treating
-her as if she were a young boy with whom he had been placed on a sudden
-footing of careless, cheery intimacy. But her outward seeming--what she
-presented to the eye--was not in the least boyish. Her pale, opaque
-blondness, her fine, rich outlines, her softness of mien, were things
-as completely and graciously feminine as the most epicurean admirer of
-women could have wished.
-
-Now, at the sight of her bending over the fire, he experienced a
-sensation of pleasure which vaguely surprised him. He was hardly
-conscious that all the time he had been dressing and while he came down
-stairs he had been hoping that she would be there. He sent a quick
-glance ahead of him, saw her, and looked away. The pain of his feet
-was violent, and without again regarding her he knew that while he was
-gaining his chair and his attendants were settling him, she had not
-turned from her contemplation of the fire. He already knew her well
-enough to have a comfortable assurance of her invariable quick tact. It
-was not till the two men were leaving the room that she turned to him
-and said, as if resuming an interrupted conversation,
-
-“Well, how do you like the parlor? Speak nicely of it for I feel as if
-it belonged to me.”
-
-“It’s a first-rate parlor,” he answered, looking about him. “Never saw
-a better one. Who’s the gentleman with the wreath of wax flowers round
-his head?”
-
-“That’s Jim Granger. He comes from here, you know; and you mustn’t
-laugh at those flowers, they came off his coffin.”
-
-“My father knew him,” said the young man indifferently. “There were
-lots of queer stories about Jim Granger. He killed a man once up at
-Bodie. You’ve a fine fire here, haven’t you?”
-
-“Fine. It’s never allowed to go out. What do you think I intend to do
-this afternoon? I’ve a plan for amusing and instructing you.”
-
-“What is it?” he said somewhat uneasily. “I don’t feel in the least as
-if I wanted to be instructed.”
-
-She rose and moved to the center-table which was covered with an
-irregular scattering of books.
-
-“Before you came down I was looking over these books. There are lots of
-them. Mrs. Perley says they’ve been accumulating for years. Mining men
-have left them and some of them have the names of people I know written
-in them. I thought perhaps you might like to read some of them.”
-
-Dominick sent a lazily disparaging glance over the books. He was not
-much of a reader at the best of times.
-
-“What are they,” he said, “novels?”
-
-“Mostly.” She sat down by the table and took up the volume nearest to
-her. “Here’s _Tale of Two Cities_. That’s a fine one.”
-
-“I’ve read it. Yes, it’s splendid. It’s all about the French
-Revolution. The hero’s like a real person and heroes in books hardly
-ever are, only I’d have liked him better if he’d stopped drinking and
-married his girl.”
-
-“I thought perhaps you might like me to read to you,” she said, turning
-a tentative glance on him. “That’s how I was going to amuse and
-instruct you.”
-
-“I’m sure it would be much more amusing and probably just as
-instructive if you talked to me.”
-
-“You’ve got to stay down here two hours. How could I talk and be
-amusing and instructive for two hours? You’d probably have a relapse
-and I’m quite sure the doctor’d find me in a dead faint on the hearth
-when he came in.”
-
-“All right. Let’s try the books. Don’t let’s risk relapses and dead
-faints.”
-
-“Very well, then, that’s understood. We’ll go through the library now.
-I’ll read the titles and you say if you like any of them.”
-
-“Suppose I don’t?”
-
-“You’ll surely have a preference.”
-
-“All right. I’ll try to. Go on.”
-
-“Here’s _Foul Play_, by Charles Reade. It seems to have been a good
-deal read. Some of the paragraphs are marked with a pencil.”
-
-“I think I’ve read it, but I’m not sure. It sounds like a murder story.
-No, let’s pass on that.”
-
-“Well, here’s _Mrs. Skaggs’ Husbands_, by Bret Harte. Does that sound
-as if you’d like it?”
-
-“‘Husbands!’ No. We don’t want to read about a woman who has husbands.
-Pass on that, too.”
-
-“The next is very nicely bound and looks quite fresh and new, as if
-nobody had read it much. It’s called _The Amazing Marriage_.”
-
-“Oh, pass on that! I had it once and stuck in the third chapter. The
-last time I went East somebody gave it to me to read on the train. I
-read three chapters and I was more amazed than anybody in sight. The
-porter was a fresh coon and I gave it to him as my revenge. I’ll bet
-it amazed him.”
-
-“You don’t seem to have anything in the nature of a preference, so far.
-I wonder how this will suit you. _Notre Dame de Paris_, by Victor Hugo.”
-
-“I don’t understand French.”
-
-“It’s in English and it’s quite worn out, as if it had been read over
-and over. Several of the pages are falling out.”
-
-“Oh, I’ve read that. I just remember. It’s a rattling good story, too.
-About the hunchback and the gipsy girl who tells fortunes and has a pet
-goat. The priest, who’s a villain, falls off the steeple and clings
-to a gutter by his finger nails with his enemy watching him. It’s the
-finest kind of a story.”
-
-“What a pity that you’ve read it! Oh, here’s one that’s evidently
-been a great favorite. It’s in paper and it’s all thumbed and torn.
-Somebody’s written across the top, ‘Of all the damned fool people----’.
-Oh, I beg your pardon, I read it before I realized. The name is _Wife
-in Name Only_. It doesn’t seem the kind of title that makes you want to
-read the book, does it?”
-
-“‘Wife in Name Only!’” he gave a short laugh. “It certainly isn’t the
-kind of name that would make _me_ want to read a book.”
-
-“Nor me,” said a deep voice behind them.
-
-They both turned to see Buford, the actor, standing back of the table,
-his tall, angular figure silhouetted against the pale oblong of the
-uncurtained window. He was smiling suavely, but at the same time with
-a sort of uneasy, assumed assurance, which suggested that he was not
-unused to rebuffs.
-
-“That, certainly,” he said, “is not a name to recommend a book to any
-man--any man, that is, who has or ever had a wife.”
-
-He advanced into the circle of the firelight, blandly beaming at the
-young man, who, leaning back in his chair, was eying him with surprised
-inquiry, never having seen him before. The look did not chill the
-friendly effusion of the actor who, approaching Dominick, said with the
-full, deep resonance of his remarkable voice,
-
-“Congratulations, my dear sir, congratulations. Not alone on your
-recovery, but on the fact that you are here with us at all.” He held
-out his large hand, the skin chapped and red with the cold, and the
-long fingers closed with a wrenching grip on Dominick’s. “We were not
-sure, when you arrived among us a few nights ago, that we would have
-the felicity of seeing you so soon up and around--in fact, we were
-doubtful whether we would _ever_ see you up and around.”
-
-“Thanks, very kind of you. Oh, I’m all right now.” Dominick pressed the
-hand in return and then, bending a little forward, sent a glance of
-imploring query round the stranger’s shoulder at Rose.
-
-She caught the eye, read its behest, and presented the new-comer:
-
-“Mr. Ryan, this is Mr. Buford who is snowed in here with us. Mr. Buford
-came here the same day as you, only he came on the Murphysville stage.”
-
-Buford sat down between them on one of the horsehair chairs that were
-sociably arranged round the table. The firelight threw into prominence
-the bony angles of his thin face and glazed the backward sweep of his
-hair, dark-brown, and worn combed away from his forehead, where a
-pair of heavy, flexible eyebrows moved up and down like an animated
-commentary on the conversation. When anything surprising was said they
-went up, anything puzzling or painful they were drawn down. He rested
-one hand on his knee, the fingers turned in, and, sitting bolt upright,
-buttoned tight into his worn frock-coat, turned a glance of somewhat
-deprecating amiability upon the invalid.
-
-“You had a pretty close call, _a-pretty-close-call_,” he said. “If the
-operator at Rocky Bar hadn’t had the sense to wire up here, that would
-have been the end of _your_ life story.”
-
-Dominick had heard this from every member of the snowed-in party.
-Repetition was not making it any more agreeable, and there was an
-effect of abrupt ungraciousness in his short answer which was merely a
-word of comment.
-
-“Didn’t the people at the Rocky Bar Hotel try to dissuade you from
-starting?” said Buford. “They must have known it was dangerous. They
-must have been worried about you or they wouldn’t have telegraphed up.”
-
-“Oh, I believe they did.” The young man tried to hide the annoyance the
-questions gave him under a dry brevity of speech. “They did all that
-they ought to have done. I’ll see them again on my way down.”
-
-“And yet you persisted!” The actor turned to Rose with whom, as he
-sat beside her at table, he had become quite friendly. “The blind
-confidence of youth, Miss Cannon, isn’t it a grand, inspiring thing?”
-
-Dominick shifted his aching feet under the rug. He was becoming
-exceedingly irritated and impatient, and wondered how much longer he
-would be able to respond politely to the conversational assiduities of
-the stranger.
-
-“Now,” continued Buford, “kindly satisfy my curiosity on one point.
-Why, when you were told of the danger of the enterprise, did you start?”
-
-“Perhaps I liked the danger, wanted it to tone me up. I’m a bank clerk,
-Mr. Buford, and my life’s monotonous. Danger’s a change.”
-
-He raised his voice and spoke with sudden rude defiance. Buford looked
-quickly at him, while his eyebrows went up nearly to his hair.
-
-“A bank clerk, oh!” he said with a falling inflection of
-disappointment, much chagrined to discover that the child of millions
-occupied such a humble niche. “I--I--was not aware of that.”
-
-“An assistant cashier,” continued Dominick in the same key of
-exasperation, “and I managed to get a holiday at this season because my
-father was one of the founders of the bank and they allow me certain
-privileges. If you would like to know anything else ask me and I’ll
-answer as well as I know how.”
-
-His manner and tone so plainly indicated his resentment of the
-other’s curiosity that the actor flushed and shrank. He was evidently
-well-meaning and sensitive, and the young man’s rudeness hurt rather
-than angered him. For a moment nothing was said, Buford making no
-response other than to clear his throat, while he stretched out one arm
-and pulled down his cuff with a jerking movement. There was constraint
-in the air, and Rose, feeling that he had been treated with unnecessary
-harshness, sought to palliate it by lifting the book on her lap and
-saying to him,
-
-“This is the book we were talking about when you came in, Mr. Buford,
-_Wife in Name Only_. Have you read it?”
-
-She handed him the ragged volume, and holding it off he eyed it with
-a scrutiny all the more marked by the way he drew his heavy brows down
-till they hung like bushy eaves over his eyes.
-
-“No, my dear young lady. I have not. Nor do I feel disposed to do so.
-‘Wife in Name Only!’ That tells a whole story without reading a word.
-Were _you_ going to read it?”
-
-“No; Mr. Ryan and I were just looking over them. We were thinking about
-reading one of them aloud. This one happened to be on the pile.”
-
-“To me,” continued Buford, “the name is repelling because it suggests
-sorrows of my own.”
-
-There was a pause. He evidently expected a question which undoubtedly
-was not going to come from Dominick, who sat fallen together in the
-arm-chair looking at him with moody ill-humor. There was more hope from
-Rose, who gazed at the floor but said nothing. Buford was forced to
-repeat with an unctuous depth of tone, “Suggests sorrows of my own,”
-and fasten his glance on her, so that, as she raised her eyes, they
-encountered the commanding encouragement of his.
-
-“Sorrows of your own?” she repeated timidly, but with the expected
-questioning inflection.
-
-“Yes, my dear Miss Cannon,” returned the actor with a melancholy which
-was full of a rich, dark enjoyment. “_My_ wife is one in name only.”
-
-There was another pause, and neither of the listeners showing any
-intention of breaking it, Buford remarked,
-
-“_That_ sorrow is mine.”
-
-“_What_ sorrow?” said Dominick bruskly.
-
-“The sorrow of a deserted man,” returned the actor with now, for the
-first time, something of the dignity of real feeling in his manner.
-
-“Oh,” the monosyllable was extremely non-committal, but it had an air
-of finality as though Dominick intended to say no more.
-
-“Has she--er--left you?” said the girl in a low and rather awe-stricken
-voice.
-
-The actor inclined his head in an acquiescent bow:
-
-“She has.”
-
-Again there was a pause. Unless Buford chose to be more biographical,
-the conversation appeared to have come to a deadlock. Neither of the
-listeners could at this stage break into his reserve with questions and
-yet to switch off on a new subject was not to be thought of at a moment
-of such emotional intensity. The actor evidently felt this, for he said
-suddenly, with a relapse into a lighter tone and letting his eyebrows
-escape from an overshadowing closeness to his eyes,
-
-“But why should I trouble you with the sorrows that have cast their
-shadow on me? Why should my matrimonial troubles be allowed to darken
-the brightness of two young lives which have not yet known the joys and
-the perils of the wedded state?”
-
-The pause that followed this remark was the most portentous that had
-yet fallen on the trio. Rose cast a surreptitious glance at the dark
-figure of young Ryan, lying back in the shadows of the arm-chair. As
-she looked he stirred and said with the abrupt, hard dryness which had
-marked his manner since Buford’s entrance,
-
-“Don’t take too much for granted, Mr. Buford. I’ve known some of the
-joys and perils of the wedded state myself.”
-
-The actor stared at him in open-eyed surprise.
-
-“Do I rightly understand,” he said, “that you are a married man?”
-
-“You do,” returned Dominick.
-
-“Really now, I never would have guessed it! Pardon me for not having
-given you the full dues of your position. Your wife, I take it, has no
-knowledge of the risk she recently ran of losing her husband?”
-
-“I hope not.”
-
-“Well,” he replied with a manner of sudden cheery playfulness, “we’ll
-take good care that she doesn’t learn. When the wires are up we’ll
-concoct a telegram that shall be a masterpiece of diplomatic lying.
-Lucky young man to have a loving wife at home. Of all of us _you_ are
-the one who can best realize the meaning of the line, ‘’Tis sweet to
-know there is an eye to mark our coming and----’”
-
-Dominick threw the rug off and rose to his feet.
-
-“If you can get Perley to help me I’ll go up stairs again. I’m tired
-and I’ll go back to my room.”
-
-He tried to step forward, but the pain of his unhealed foot was
-unbearable, and he caught the edge of the table and held it, his face
-paling with sudden anguish. The actor, startled by the abruptness of
-his uprising, approached him with a vague proffer of assistance and was
-arrested by his sharp command:
-
-“Go and get Perley! He’s in the bar probably. I can’t stand this way
-for long. Hurry up!”
-
-Buford ran out of the room, and Rose somewhat timidly drew near the
-young man, braced against the table, his eyes down-bent, his face hard
-in the struggle with sudden and unfamiliar pain.
-
-“Can’t I help you?” she said. “Perley may not be there. Mr. Buford and
-I can get you up stairs.”
-
-“Oh, no,” he answered, his words short but his tone more conciliatory.
-“It’s nothing to bother about. I’d have wrung that man’s neck if I’d
-had to listen to him five minutes longer.”
-
-Here Perley and Buford entered, and the former, offering his support to
-the invalid, led him hobbling out of the door and into the hall. The
-actor looked after them for a moment and then came back to the fire
-where Miss Cannon was standing, thoughtfully regarding the burning logs.
-
-“I’ve no doubt,” he said, “that young Mr. Ryan is an estimable
-gentleman, but he certainly appears to be possessed by a very
-impatient and ugly temper.”
-
-Buford had found Miss Cannon one of the most amiable and charming
-ladies he had ever met, and it was therefore a good deal of a surprise
-to have her turn upon him a face of cold, reproving disagreement, and
-remark in a voice that matched it:
-
-“I don’t agree with you at all, Mr. Buford, and you seem quite to
-forget that Mr. Ryan has been very sick and is still in great pain.”
-
-Buford was exceedingly abashed. He would not have offended Miss Cannon
-for anything in the world, and it seemed to him that a being so compact
-of graciousness and consideration would be the first to censure an
-exhibition of ill-humor such as young Ryan had just made. He stammered
-an apologetic sentence and it did not add to his comfort to see that
-she was not entirely mollified by it and to feel that she exhaled a
-slight, disapproving coldness that put him at a great distance and made
-him feel mortified and ill at ease.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE UNKNOWN EROS
-
-
-The ten days that followed were among the most important of Dominick
-Ryan’s life. Looking back at them he wondered that he had been so
-blind to the transformation of his being which was taking place. Great
-emotional crises are often not any more recognized, by the individuals,
-than great transitional epochs are known by the nations experiencing
-them. Dominick did not realize that the most engrossing, compelling
-passion he had ever felt was slowly invading him. He did not argue that
-he was falling in love with a woman he could never own and of whom it
-was a sin to think. He did not argue or think about anything. He was as
-a vessel gradually filling with elemental forces, and like the vessel
-he was passive till some jar would shake it and the forces would run
-over. Meantime he was held by a determination, mutinous and unreasoning
-as the determination of a child, to live in the present. He had the
-feeling of the desert traveler who has found the oasis. The desert lay
-behind him, burning and sinister with the agony of his transit, and
-the desert lay before him with its horrors to be faced, but for the
-moment he could lie still and rest and forget by the fountain under the
-cool of the trees.
-
-He did not consciously think of Rose. But if she were not there he was
-uneasy till she came again. His secret exhilaration at her approach,
-the dead blankness of his lack of her when she was absent, told him
-nothing. These were the feelings he had, and they filled him and left
-no cool residue of reason wherewith to watch and guard. He was taken
-unawares, so drearily confident of his allegiance to his particular
-private tragedy that he did not admit the possibility of a defection.
-A sense of rest was on him and he set it down--if he ever thought of
-it at all--to the relief of a temporary respite. Poor Dominick, with
-his inexperience of sweet things, did not argue that respite from pain
-should be a quiescent, contented condition of being, far removed from
-that state of secret, troubled gladness that thrilled him at the sound
-of a woman’s footstep.
-
-No situation could have been invented better suited for the fostering
-of sentiment. His helpless state demanded her constant attention. The
-attitude of nurse to patient, the solicitude of the consoling woman
-for the disabled, suffering man, have been, since time immemorial,
-recognized aids to romance. Rose, if an unawakened woman, was enough
-of one to enjoy richly this maternal office of alternate cossetting
-and ruling one, who, in the natural order of things, should have stood
-alone in his strength, dictating the law. Perhaps the human female so
-delights in this particular opportunity for tyranny because it is one
-of her few chances for indulging her passion for authority.
-
-Rose, if she did not quite revel in it, discreetly enjoyed her period
-of dominance. In the beginning Dominick had been not a man but a
-patient--about the same to her as the doll is to the little girl. Then
-when he began to get better, and the man rose, tingling with renewed
-life, from the ashes of the patient, she quickly fell back into the
-old position. With the inherited, dainty deceptiveness of generations
-of women, who, while they were virtuous, were also charming, she
-relinquished her dominion and retreated into that enfolded maidenly
-reserve and docility which we feel quite sure was the manner adopted by
-the ladies of the Stone Age when they felt it necessary to manage their
-lords.
-
-She was as unconscious of all this as Dominick was of his growing
-absorption in her. If he was troubled she was not. The days saw her
-growing gayer, more blithe and light-hearted. She sang about the
-corridors, her smile grew more radiant, and every man in the hotel
-felt the power of her awakening womanhood. Her boyish frankness of
-demeanor was still undimmed by the first blurring breath of passion.
-If Dominick was not in the parlor her disappointment was as candid as
-a child’s whose mother has forgotten to bring home candy. All that she
-showed of consciousness was that when he was there and there was no
-disappointment, she concealed her satisfaction, wrapped herself in a
-sudden, shy quietness, as completely extinguishing of all beneath as a
-nun’s habit.
-
-The continued, enforced intimacy into which their restricted quarters
-and indoor life threw them could not have been more effectual in
-fanning the growing flame if designed by a malicious Fate. There was
-only one sitting-room, and, unable to go out, they sat side by side in
-it all day. They read together, they talked, they played cards. They
-were seldom alone, but the presence of Bill Cannon, groaning over the
-fire with a three-weeks-old newspaper for company, was not one that
-diverted their attention from each other; and Cora and Willoughby,
-as opponents in a game of euchre, only helped to accentuate the
-comradeship which leagued them together in defensive alliance.
-
-The days that were so long to others were to them of a bright,
-surprising shortness. Playing solitaire against each other on either
-side of the fireplace was a pastime at which hours slipped by. Quite
-unexpectedly it would be midday, with Cora putting her head round
-the door-post and calling them to dinner. In the euchre games of the
-afternoon the darkness crept upon them with the stealthy swiftness of
-an enemy. It would gather in the corners of the room while Cora was
-still heated and flushed from her efforts to instruct Willoughby in
-the intricacies of the game, and yet preserve that respectful attitude
-which she felt should be assumed in one’s relations with a lord.
-
-The twilight hour that followed was to Dominick’s mind the most
-delightful of these days of fleeting enchantment. The curtains were
-drawn, a new log rolled on the fire, and the lamp lit. Then their
-fellow prisoners began dropping in--the old judge stowing himself away
-in one of the horsehair arm-chairs, Willoughby and Buford lounging in
-from the bar, Mrs. Perley with a basket of the family mending, and the
-doctor all snowy from his rounds. The audience for Rose’s readings had
-expanded from the original listener to this choice circle of Antelope’s
-elect. The book chosen had been _Great Expectations_, and the spell of
-that greatest tale of a great romancer fell on the snow-bound group and
-held them entranced and motionless round the friendly hearth.
-
-The young man’s eyes passed from face to face, avoiding only that of
-the reader bent over the lamp-illumined page. The old judge, sunk
-comfortably into the depths of his arm-chair, listened, and cracked the
-joints of his lean, dry fingers. Willoughby, his dogs crouched about
-his feet, looked into the fire, his attentive gravity broken now and
-then by a slow smile. Mrs. Perley, after hearing the chapter which
-describes Mrs. Gargery’s methods of bringing up Pip “by hand,” attended
-regularly with the remark that “it was a queer sort of book, but some
-way or other she liked it.” When Cora was forced to leave to attend to
-her duties in the dining-room, she tore herself away with murmurous
-reluctance. The doctor slipped in at the third reading and asked Rose
-if she would lend him the book in the morning “to read up what he had
-missed.” Even Perley’s boy, in his worn corduroys, his dirty, chapped
-hands rubbing his cap against his nose, was wont to sidle noiselessly
-in and slip into a seat near the door.
-
-The climax of the day was the long evening round the fire. There was no
-reading then. It was the men’s hour, and the smoke of their pipes and
-cigars lay thick in the air. Cut off from the world in this cranny of
-the mountains, with the hotel shaking to the buffets of the wind and
-the snow blanket pressing on the pane, their memories swept back to the
-wild days of their youth, to the epic times of frontiersman and pioneer.
-
-The judge told of his crossing of the plains in forty-seven and the
-first Mormon settlement on the barren shores of Salt Lake. He had
-had encounters with the Indians, had heard the story of Olive Oatman
-from one who had known her, and listened to the sinister tale of the
-Donner party from a survivor. Bill Cannon had “come by the Isthmus”
-in forty-eight, a half-starved, ragged lad who had run away from
-uncongenial drudgery on a New York farm. His reminiscences went back
-to the San Francisco that started up around Portsmouth Square, to the
-days when the banks of the American River swarmed with miners, and the
-gold lay yellow in the prospector’s pan. He had worked there shoulder
-to shoulder with men who afterwards made the history of the state and
-men who died with their names unknown. He had been an eye witness of
-that blackest of Californian tragedies, the lynching of a Spanish girl
-at Downieville, had stood pallid and sick under a pine tree and watched
-her boldly face her murderers and meet her death.
-
-The younger men, warmed to emulation, contributed their stories. Perley
-had reminiscences bequeathed to him by his father who had been an
-alcalde in that transition year, when California was neither state nor
-territory and stood in unadministered neglect, waiting for Congress
-to take some notice of her. Buford had stories of the vicissitudes
-of a strolling player’s life. He had been in the Klondike during the
-first gold rush and told tales of mining in the North to match those
-of mining on the “mother lode.” Willoughby, thawed out of his original
-shyness, added to the nights’ entertainments stories of the Australian
-bush, grim legends of the days of the penal settlements at Botany
-Bay. Young Ryan was the only man of the group who contributed nothing
-to these Sierran Nights’ Entertainments. He sat silent in his chair,
-apparently listening, and, under the shadow of the hand arched over his
-eyes, looking at the girl opposite.
-
-But the idyl had to end. Their captivity passed into its third week,
-and signs that release was at hand cheered them. They could go out. The
-streets of Antelope were beaten into footpaths, and the prisoners, with
-the enthusiasm of children liberated from school, rushed into open-air
-diversions and athletic exercise. The first word from the outside world
-came by restored telegraphic communication. Consolatory messages poured
-in from San Francisco. Mrs. Ryan, the elder, sent telegrams as long
-as letters and showered them with the prodigality of an impassioned
-gratitude on the camp. Perley had one that he could not speak of
-without growing husky. Willoughby had one that made him blush. Dominick
-had several. None, however, had come from his wife and he guessed that
-none had been sent her, his remark to Rose to “let her alone” having
-been taken as a wish to spare her anxiety. It was thought that the mail
-would be in now in a day or two. That would be the end of the fairy
-tale. They sat about the fire on these last evenings discussing their
-letters, what they expected, and whom they would be from. No one told
-any more stories; the thought of news from “outside” was too absorbing.
-
-It came in the early dusk of an afternoon near the end of the third
-week. Dominick, who was still unable to walk, was standing by the
-parlor window, when he saw Rose Cannon run past outside. She looked in
-at him as she ran by, her face full of a joyous excitement, and held up
-to his gaze a small white packet. A moment later the hall door banged,
-her foot sounded in the passage, and she entered the room with a rush
-of cold air and a triumphant cry of:
-
-“The mail’s come!”
-
-He limped forward to meet her and take from her hand the letter she
-held toward him. For the first moment he looked at her, not at the
-letter, which dwindled to a thing of no importance when their eyes met
-over it. Her face was nipped by the keen outside air into a bright,
-beaming rosiness. She wore on her head a man’s fur cap which was pulled
-well down, and pressed wisps of fair hair against her forehead and
-cheeks. A loose fur-lined coat enveloped her to her feet, and after she
-had handed him his letter she pulled off the mittens she wore and began
-unfastening the clasps of the coat, with fingers that were purplish and
-cramped from the cold.
-
-“There’s only one for you,” she said. “I waited till the postmaster
-looked all through them twice. Then I made him give it to me and
-ran back here with it. The entire population of Antelope’s in the
-post-office and there’s the greatest excitement.”
-
-Her coat was unfastened and she threw back its long fronts, her figure
-outlined against the gray fur lining. She snatched off her cap and
-tossed it to an adjacent chair and with a quick hand brushed away the
-hair it had pressed down on her forehead.
-
-“I got seven,” she said, turning to the fire, “and papa a whole bunch,
-and the judge, quantities, and Willoughby, three. But only one for
-you--poor, neglected man!”
-
-Spreading her hands wide to the blaze she looked at him over her
-shoulder, laughing teasingly. He had the letter in his hands still
-unopened.
-
-“Why,” she cried, “what an extraordinary sight! You haven’t opened it!”
-
-“No,” he answered, turning it over, “I haven’t.”
-
-“I’ve always heard that curiosity was a feminine weakness but I never
-knew it till now,” she said. “Please go on and read it, because if you
-don’t I’ll feel that I’m preventing you and I’ll have to go up stairs
-to my own room, which is as cold as a refrigerator. Don’t make me
-polite and considerate against my will.”
-
-Without answering her he tore open the letter and, moving to the light
-of the window, held the sheet up and began to read.
-
-There was silence for some minutes. The fire sputtered and snapped, and
-once or twice the crisp paper rustled in Dominick’s hands. Rose held
-her fingers out to the warmth, studying them with her head on one side
-as if she had never seen them before. Presently she slid noiselessly
-out of her coat, and dropped it, a heap of silky fur, on a chair beside
-her. The movement made it convenient to steal a glance at the young
-man. He was reading the letter, his body close against the window-pane,
-his face full of frowning, almost fierce concentration. She turned
-back to the fire and made small, surreptitious smoothings and jerks of
-arrangement at her collar, her belt, her skirt. Dominick turned the
-paper and there was something aggressive in the crackling of the thin,
-dry sheet.
-
-“Perley got a letter from your mother,” she said suddenly, “that he was
-reading in a corner of the post-office, and it nearly made him cry.”
-
-There was no answer. She waited for a space and then said, projecting
-the remark into the heart of the fire,
-
-“Yours must be a most _interesting_ letter.”
-
-She heard him move and looked quickly back at him, her face all gay
-challenge. It was met by a look so somber that her expression changed
-as if she had received a check to her gaiety as unexpected and
-effectual as a blow. She shrank a little as he came toward her, the
-letter in his hand.
-
-“It _is_ an interesting letter,” he said. “It’s from my wife.”
-
-Since those first days of his illness, his wife’s name had been rarely
-mentioned. Rose thought it was because young Mrs. Ryan was a delicate
-subject best left alone; Dominick, because anything that reminded him
-of Berny was painful. But the truth was that, from the first, the
-wife had loomed before them as a figure of dread, a specter whose
-presence congealed the something exquisite and uplifting each felt
-in the other’s heart. Now, love awakened, forcing itself upon their
-recognition, her name came up between them, chilling and grim as the
-image of death intruding suddenly into the joyous presence of the
-living.
-
-The change that had come over the interview all in a moment was
-startling. Suddenly it seemed lifted from the plane of every-day
-converse to a level where the truth was an obligation and the language
-of polite subterfuge could not exist. But the woman, who hides and
-protects herself with these shields, made an effort to keep it in the
-old accustomed place.
-
-“Is--is--she well?” she stammered, framing the regulation words almost
-unconsciously.
-
-“She’s well,” he answered, “she’s very well. She wants me to come home.”
-
-He suddenly looked away from her and, turning to the chimneypiece,
-rested one hand upon it and gazed down at the logs. A charred end
-projected and he pushed it in with his slippered foot, his down-bent
-face, the lips set and brows wrinkled, looking like the face of a
-sullen boy who has been unjustly punished. An icy, invading chill of
-depression made Rose’s heart sink down into bottomless depths. She
-faltered in faint tones,
-
-“Well, you’ll be there soon now.”
-
-“I don’t know,” he answered without moving. “I don’t know whether I
-shall.”
-
-“You don’t know whether you’ll be home soon? The roads are open; the
-postman has come in.”
-
-“I don’t know whether I’ll go home,” he repeated.
-
-The snapping of the fire sounded loud upon the silence that followed.
-The thrill of strong emotions rising toward expression held them in a
-breathless, immovable quietude.
-
-“Don’t you want to go home?” said the young girl. Her voice was low and
-she cleared her throat. In this interchange of commonplace sentences
-her heart had begun to beat so violently that it interfered with the
-ease of her speech.
-
-Dominick leaned forward and dropped the crumpled letter into the fire.
-
-“No, I don’t want to. I hate to.”
-
-To this she did not reply at all, and after a moment he continued:
-“My home is unbearable to me. It isn’t a home. It’s a place where I
-eat and sleep, and I’d prefer doing that anywhere else, in any dirty
-boarding-house or fourth-rate hotel--I’d rather----”
-
-He stopped abruptly and pushed the log farther in. The letter was
-caught up the chimney in a swirl of blackened scraps.
-
-“But your wife?” said Rose.
-
-This time her voice was hoarse but she did not know it. She had lost
-the consciousness of herself. It was a profound moment, the deepest she
-had so far known, and all the forces of her being were concentrated
-upon it. The young man answered with deliberation, still not moving.
-
-“I don’t want to see my wife. We are--we are--uncongenial. There is
-nothing but unhappiness between us.”
-
-“Don’t you love her?” said the girl.
-
-“No. I never did,” he answered.
-
-For a moment neither dared speak. They did not look at each other
-or stir. They hardly seemed to breathe. A movement, a touch, would
-have rent the last thin crust of reserve that covered what were no
-longer unsuspected fires. Dominick knew it, but the girl did not. She
-was seized by what to her was a sudden, inexplicable fear, and the
-increased, suffocating beating of her heart made her feel dizzy. She
-suddenly wished to fly, to escape from the room, and him, and herself.
-She turned to go and was arrested by Cora’s voice in the hall:
-
-“Say, you folks, are you in there?”
-
-Cora’s visage followed her voice. She thrust it round the door-post,
-beamingly smiling under a recently-applied coat of powder.
-
-“Do you want to tackle a game of euchre? Mr. Willoughby and I’ll lay
-you out cold unless that British memory of his has gone back on him and
-he’s forgot all I taught him last time.”
-
-They were too bewildered to make any response. Rose gathered up her
-coat and dropped it again, looking stupidly from it to the intruder.
-Cora turned back to the passage, calling,
-
-“Here they are, Mr. Willoughby, all ready and waiting for us. Now we’ll
-show them how to play euchre.”
-
-Before Willoughby appeared, responsive to this cheerful hail, Cora had
-pulled the chairs round the table and brought out the cards. A few
-moments later, they were seated and the game had begun. Cora and her
-partner were soon jubilant. Not only did they hold the cards, but their
-adversaries played so badly that the tale of many old scores was wiped
-off.
-
-The next day the first movements of departure began. Early in the
-afternoon Buford and Judge Washburne started for Rocky Bar in Perley’s
-sleigh. The road had been broken by the mail-carrier, but was still
-so deeply drifted that the drive was reckoned a toilsome undertaking
-not without danger. Perley’s two powerful horses were harnessed in
-tandem, and Perley himself, a mere pillar of wrappings, drove them,
-squatted on a soap box in front of the two passengers. There were cries
-of farewell from the porch and tappings on the windows as the sleigh
-started and sped away to the diminishing jingle of bells. A sadness
-fell on those who watched it. The little idyl of isolation was over.
-
-On the following day Bill Cannon and his daughter were to leave. A
-telegram had been sent to Rocky Bar for a sleigh and horses of the
-proper excellence to be the equipage of a Bonanza Princess. Rose had
-spent the morning packing the valises, and late in the afternoon began
-a down-stairs search for possessions left in the parlor.
-
-The dusk was gathering as she entered the room, the corners of which
-were already full of darkness, the fire playing on them with a warm,
-varying light. Waves of radiance quivered and ran up the ceiling, here
-and there touching the glaze on a picture glass or china ornament. The
-crude ugliness of the place was hidden in this unsteady, transforming
-combination of shadow and glow. It seemed a rich, romantic spot,
-flushed with fire that pulsed on an outer edge of mysterious obscurity,
-a center of familiar, intimate life, round which coldness and the dark
-pressed.
-
-She thought the room was unoccupied and advanced toward the table, then
-started before the uprising of Dominick’s tall figure from a chair
-in a shadowed corner. It was the first time they had seen each other
-alone since their conversation of the day before. Rose was startled
-and agitated, and her brusk backward movement showed it. Her voice,
-however, was natural, almost easy to casualness as she said,
-
-“I thought there was no one here, you’ve hidden yourself in such a dark
-corner. I came to gather up my books and things.”
-
-He advanced into the light, looking somberly at her.
-
-“It’s true that you’re going to-morrow?” he said almost gruffly.
-
-“Oh, yes, we’re really going. Everything’s been arranged. Horses and a
-sleigh are expected any moment now from Rocky Bar. They rest here all
-night and take us down in the afternoon. I think papa’d go crazy if we
-had to stay twenty-four hours longer.”
-
-“I’ll follow in a day or two,” he said, “probably go down on Tuesday,
-the doctor says.”
-
-She began gathering up the books, reading the titles, and putting aside
-those that were not hers.
-
-“I’m so sorry it’s over,” she said in a preoccupied voice without any
-particular regret in it. “_The Mill on the Floss_ is Mrs. Perley’s, I
-think.”
-
-“I’m sorry, too,” he commented, very low.
-
-She made no reply, selected another book, and as she held it up looking
-at the back, said,
-
-“But it’s not like a regular good-by. It’s not as if you were going
-in one direction and we in another. We’ll see you in San Francisco, of
-course.”
-
-“I don’t think so,” he answered.
-
-She laid the book on the table and turned her face toward him. He stood
-looking into the fire, not seeing the face, but conscious of it, of its
-expression, of its every line.
-
-“Do you mean that we’re not going to see you down there at all?”
-
-“Yes, that’s just about what I meant,” he replied.
-
-“Mr. Ryan!” It was hardly more than a breath of protest, but it was as
-stirring to the man as the whisper of love.
-
-He made no comment on it, and she said, with a little more of
-insistence and volume,
-
-“But why?”
-
-“It’s best not,” he answered, and turned toward her.
-
-His shoulders were squared and he held his head as a man does who
-prepares himself for a blow. His eyes, looking straight into hers,
-enveloped her in a glance soft and burning, not a savage glance, but
-the enfolding, possessive glance, caressing and ardent, pleading and
-masterful, of a lover.
-
-The books that she was holding fell to the table, and they looked at
-each other while the clock ticked.
-
-“It’s best for me not to come,” he said huskily, “never to come.”
-
-“Very well,” she faltered.
-
-He came a little nearer to her and said,
-
-“You know what I mean.”
-
-She turned away, very pale, her lips trembling.
-
-“And you’d like me to come if I could--if I were free?”
-
-He was close to her and looked down to see her face, his own hard, the
-bones of the jaw showing through the thin cheeks.
-
-“You’d like me to?” he urged.
-
-She nodded, her lips too dry to speak.
-
-“O Rose!” he whispered, a whisper that seemed to melt the strength
-of her heart and make her unvanquished, maiden pride dissolve into
-feebleness.
-
-He leaned nearer and, taking her by the arms just above the elbows,
-drew her to himself, into an embrace, close and impassioned, that
-crushed her against him. She submitted passively, in a dizzy dream that
-was neither joy nor pain, but was like a moment of drugged unreality,
-fearful and beautiful. She was unconscious of his lips pressed on her
-hair, but she felt the beating of his heart beneath her cheek.
-
-They stood thus for a moment, rising above time and space. They seemed
-to have been caught up to a pinnacle of life where the familiar world
-lay far beneath them. A joy, divine and dreamy, held them clasped
-together, motionless and mute, for a single point of time beyond and
-outside the limitations that had heretofore bound them.
-
-Bill Cannon had a question to ask his daughter and he came down stairs
-to the parlor where she had told him she was going. He had dressed
-himself for supper, the most important item of his toilet being a
-pair of brown leather slippers. They were soft and made no sound, and
-stepping briskly in them he advanced to the half-open parlor door,
-pushed it open and entered the quiet room. On the hearth-rug before the
-fire stood a woman clasped in the arms of Dominick Ryan.
-
-Though the face was hidden, the first glance told him it was his
-daughter. The young man’s head was bowed on hers, his brown hair rising
-above the gleaming blondness of hers. They were absolutely motionless
-and silent. For an amazed moment the father stared at them, then turned
-and tiptoed out of the room.
-
-He mounted several steps of the staircase and then descended, stepping
-as heavily as he could, and, as he advanced on the parlor, coughed
-with aggressive loudness. He was on the threshold when he encountered
-his daughter, her head lowered, her gait quick, almost a run. Without
-a word he stepped aside and let her pass, the rustling of her skirt
-diminishing as she ran up the hall and mounted the stairs.
-
-[Illustration: They stood thus for a moment, rising above time and
- space _Page 143_]
-
-Dominick was standing on the hearth-rug, his head raised like a stag’s;
-his eyes, wide and gleaming, on the doorway through which she had
-passed. Cannon stopped directly in front of him and fixed a stony,
-menacing glare on him.
-
-“Well, Dominick Ryan,” he said in a low voice, “I saw that. I came in
-here a moment ago and saw that. What have you got to say about it?”
-
-The young man turned his eyes slowly from vacancy to the angry face
-before him. For a moment he looked slightly dazed, staring blankly at
-Cannon. Then wrath gathered thunderously on his brow.
-
-“Let me alone!” he said fiercely, thrusting him aside. “Get out of my
-way and let me alone! I can’t talk to you now.”
-
-He swept the elder man out of his path, and, lurching and staggering on
-his wounded feet, hurled himself out of the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-THE SONS OF THEIR FATHERS
-
-
-It was at the end of the Bonanza times, that period of startling
-upheavals and downfalls, when miners had suddenly become millionaires,
-and rich men found themselves paupers, that Bill Cannon built his
-mansion in San Francisco. He had made his fortune in Virginia City,
-not in a few meteoric years, as the public, who loves picturesque
-histories, was wont to recount relishingly, but in a series of broken
-periods of plenty with lean years in between. The Crown Point and
-Belcher rise made him a man of means, and its collapse was said to
-have ruined him. Afterward, wiseacres shook their heads and there were
-rumors that it was not Bill Cannon who was ruined. In the dead period
-which followed this disastrous cataclysm of fortune and confidence, he
-was surreptitiously loyal to the capricious town from which men had
-withdrawn their affection and belief as from a beguiling woman, once
-loved and trusted, now finally proved false.
-
-In those short years of mourning and lost faith between the downfall of
-Crown Point and the rise of the Con. Virginia and the Rey del Monte,
-Bill Cannon “lay low.” His growing reputation as an expert mining man
-and a rising financier had suffered. Men had disbelieved in him as they
-did in Virginia, and he knew the sweetness of revenge when he and the
-great camp rose together in titanic partnership and defied them. His
-detractors had hardly done murmuring together over the significant fact
-that Crown Point “had not scooped every dollar he had” when the great
-ore-body was struck on the thousand-foot level of the Rey del Monte,
-and Bill Cannon became a Bonanza King.
-
-That was in seventy-four. The same year he bought the land in San
-Francisco and laid the foundation for the mansion on Nob Hill. His wife
-was still living then, and his son and daughter--the last of seven
-children, five of whom had died in infancy--were as yet babies. A year
-later the house was completed and the Cannon family, surrounded by an
-aura of high-colored, accumulating anecdote, moved down from Nevada and
-took possession.
-
-Mrs. Cannon, who in her girlhood had been the prettiest waitress in
-the Yuba Hotel at Marysville and had married Bill Cannon when he was
-an underground miner, was the subject of much gossip in the little
-group which at that time made up San Francisco’s fashionable world.
-They laughed at her and went to her entertainments. They told stories
-of her small social mistakes, and fawned on her husband for positions
-for their sons. He understood them, treated them with an open cynical
-contempt, and used them. He was big enough to realize his wife’s
-superiority, and it amused him to punish them for their patronizing
-airs by savage impertinences that they winced under but did not dare
-resent. She was a silent, sensitive, loving woman, who never quite
-fitted into the frame his wealth had given her. She did her best to
-fill the new rôle, but it bewildered her and she did not feel at ease
-in it. In her heart she yearned for the days when her home had been
-a miner’s cabin in the foot-hills, her babies had known no nurse but
-herself, and her husband had been all hers. Those were her _beaux
-jours_.
-
-She died some twelve years after the installation in San Francisco.
-Bill Cannon had loved her after his fashion and always respected her,
-and the withdrawal of her quiet, sympathetic presence left a void
-behind it that astonished, almost awed him. The two children, Eugene
-and Rose, were eighteen and thirteen at the time. She had adored
-them, lived for them, been a mother at once tender and intelligent,
-and they mourned her with passion. It was to dull the ache left by
-her death, that Gene, a weak and characterless changeling in this
-vigorous breed, sought solace in drink. And it was then that Rose,
-assuming her mother’s place as head of the establishment, began to show
-that capacity for management, that combination of executive power and
-gentle force--bequests from both parents--that added admiration to the
-idolizing love the Bonanza King had always given her.
-
-The house in which this pampered princess ruled was one of those
-enormous structures which a wealth that sought extravagant ways of
-expending itself reared upon that protuberance in the city’s outline
-called by San Franciscans Nob Hill. The suddenly-enriched miners of the
-Comstock Lode and the magnates of the railway had money waiting for
-investment, and the building of huge houses seemed as good a one as any
-other.
-
-Here, from their front steps, they could see the city sweeping up from
-its low center on to the slopes of girdling hills. It was a gray city,
-crowding down to the edge of the bay, which, viewed from this height,
-extended far up into the sky. In summer, under an arch of remote, cold
-blue, its outlines blurred by clouds of blown dust, it looked a bleak,
-unfriendly place, a town in which the stranger felt a depressing,
-nostalgic chill. In winter, when the sun shone warm and tender as a
-caress, and the bay and hills were like a mosaic in blue and purple
-gems, it was a panorama over which the passer-by was wont to linger.
-The copings of walls offered a convenient resting-place, and he could
-lean on them, still as a lizard in the bath of sun.
-
-Bill Cannon’s house had unbroken command of this view. It fronted on
-it in irregular, massive majesty, with something in its commanding
-bulkiness that reminded one of its owner. It was of that epoch when
-men built their dwellings of wood; and numerous bay-windows and a
-sweep of marble steps flanked by sleeping stone lions were considered
-indispensable adjuncts to the home of the rich man who knew how
-to do things correctly. Round it spread a green carpet of lawns,
-close-cropped and even as velvet, and against its lower story deep
-borders of geraniums were banked in slopes of graduated scarlet and
-crimson. The general impression left by it was that of a splendor that
-would have been ostentatious and vulgar had not the studied elegance of
-the grounds and the outflung glories of sea, sky and hills imparted to
-it some of their own distinction and dignity.
-
-On the day following their departure from Antelope, Cannon and his
-daughter reached home at nightfall. The obsequiously-welcoming
-butler--an importation from the East that the Bonanza King confided to
-Rose he found it difficult to refrain from kicking--acquainted them
-with the fact that “Mr. Gene had been up from San Luis Obispo” for two
-days, waiting for their arrival. Even as he spoke a masculine voice
-uttered a hail from the floor above and a man’s figure appeared on the
-stairway and ran quickly down. Cannon gave a careless look upward.
-
-“Ah there, Gene,” he observed, turning to the servant who was helping
-him off with his coat. “Come up to town for a spell?”
-
-The young man did not seem to notice anything especially ungracious in
-the greeting or probably was used to it.
-
-“Yes, just up for a look around and to see how you and Rosey were. Got
-snowed in, didn’t you?” he said, looking at his sister.
-
-She kissed him affectionately and drew him to the light where she
-subjected him to a sharp, exploring scrutiny. Evidently the survey was
-satisfactory, for she gave him a little slap on the shoulder and said,
-
-“Good boy, Gene, San Luis is agreeing with you. Yes, we were snowed in
-for nearly three weeks. Papa’s been half crazy. And you’ve been in town
-two days, Prescott says. It must have been dull here all alone.”
-
-“Oh, I haven’t been dull. I’ve been going round seeing the boys
-and”--his sister’s sudden, uneasy look checked him and he answered
-it with quick reassurance of glance and tone. “Everything strictly
-temperance. Don’t you get uneasy. I’ve lived up to my promises. The
-ranch is mine all right, father.”
-
-He had a high, rather throaty voice, which, without seeing his face,
-would have suggested weakness and lack of purpose. Now as he looked at
-his father with a slight and somewhat foolish air of triumph, the old
-man responded to his remark with a sound which resembled a grunt of
-scornful incredulity.
-
-“Really, Gene,” said his sister, her manner of fond gratification in
-marked contrast to her father’s roughness, “that’s the best news I’ve
-heard for a year. It’s worth being snowed up to hear that when you come
-out. Of course you’ll get the ranch. I always knew you would. I always
-knew you could pull up and be as straight as anybody if you tried.”
-
-The old man, who had been kicking off his rubbers, here raised his head
-with a bull-like movement, and suddenly roared at the retreating butler
-who was vanishing toward the dining-room.
-
-“My cigars. Where in hell are they? Why doesn’t somebody attend here?”
-
-The servant, with a start of alarm and a murmured excuse, disappeared
-for a moment, to reappear, hurrying breathlessly with a box of cigars.
-Cannon selected one and turned to the stairway.
-
-“How long are you down for?” he said to his son as he began ascending.
-
-“I thought a week, perhaps two,” answered the young man. “A feller gets
-darned lonely, down there in the country.”
-
-There was something apologetic, almost pleading in his words and way
-of speech. He looked after his father’s receding figure as if quite
-oblivious to the rudeness of the large, retiring back and the manner of
-careless scorn.
-
-“Make it three,” said the Bonanza King, turning his head slightly and
-throwing the sentence over his shoulder.
-
-Gene Cannon was now twenty-nine years of age and had drunk since his
-eighteenth year. His mother had died in ignorance of his vice. When
-his father discovered it, it simply augmented the old man’s impatience
-against the feeble youth who would carry on his name and be one of
-the inheritors of his fortune. Bill Cannon had never cared much for
-his only son. He had early seen the stuff of which the boy was made.
-“Doesn’t amount to a hill of beans,” he would say, throwing the words
-at his wife over the bitten end of his cigar. He could have forgiven
-the drinking, as he could other vices, if Gene had had some of his own
-force, some of that driving power which had carried him triumphant over
-friend and foe. But the boy had no initiative, no brains, no energy.
-“How did _I_ ever come to have such a son?” he queried sometimes in an
-access of disgust in which the surprise was stronger than the disgust.
-The question possessed a sort of scientific interest for him which was
-deeper than the personal and over which the disappointed magnate would
-ponder.
-
-As Gene grew older and his intemperance assumed more serious
-proportions, the father’s scorn grew more open and was augmented by
-a sort of exasperated dislike. The Bonanza King had no patience with
-those who failed from ill-health or the persistent persecutions of
-bad luck. His contention was that they should not have been ill, and
-they should have conquered their bad luck. He had no excuses for those
-who were beaten back against the wall--only death should be able to
-do that. But when it came to a useless, hampering vice, a weakness
-that in itself was harmless enough, but that was allowed to gain
-paralyzing proportions, his original contempt was intensified into a
-fierce intolerance which would have been terrifying if it had not been
-tempered with an indifferent disdain.
-
-Rose’s attitude toward her brother was a source of secret wonder to
-him. She loved the feeble youth; a tie of the deepest affection existed
-between them, upon which Gene’s intemperance seemed to have no effect.
-The Bonanza King had always admitted that the ways of the gentler sex
-were beyond his comprehension, but that the two women he had known
-best--his wife and his daughter--should have lavished the tenderest
-love upon an intemperate, incompetent, useless weakling was to him one
-of the fathomless mysteries of life.
-
-It was Rose’s suggestion that Gene should be withdrawn from temptation
-by sending him to the country. As the only son of Bill Cannon he was
-the object of a variety of attentions and allurements in the city to
-which a stronger-willed man might have succumbed. The father readily
-agreed to the plan. He could graciously subscribe to all Rose said, as
-the removal of Gene’s amiable visage and uninspired conversation would
-not cause him any particular distress or sense of loss.
-
-But when Rose unfolded the whole of her scheme he was not so
-enthusiastically in accord with her. It was that Gene should be put on
-his father’s ranch--the historic Rancho of the Santa Trinidad near San
-Luis Obispo--as manager, that all responsibility should be placed in
-his hands, and that if, during one year’s probation, he should remain
-sober and maintain a record of quiet conduct and general good behavior,
-the ranch should be turned over to him as his own property, to be
-developed on such lines as he thought best.
-
-The Rancho of the Santa Trinidad was one of the finest pieces of
-agricultural property in California. The Bonanza King visited it once
-a year, and at intervals received crates of fruit and spring chickens
-raised upon it. This was about all he got out of it, but when he heard
-Rose calmly arranging to have it become Gene’s property, he felt like
-a man who suddenly finds himself being robbed. He had difficulty in
-restraining a roar of refusal. Had it been any one but Rose he would
-not have restrained it.
-
-Of course he gave way to her, as he always did. He even gave way
-gracefully with an effect of a generosity too large to bother over
-trifles, not because he felt it but because he did not want Rose to
-guess how it “went against him.” Under the genial blandness of his
-demeanor he reconciled himself to the situation by the thought that
-Gene would certainly never keep sober for a year, and that there was
-therefore no fear of the richest piece of ranch land in the state
-passing into the hands of that dull and incapable young man.
-
-The year was nearly up now. It had but three months to run and Gene’s
-record had been exemplary. He had come to the city only twice, when
-his father noticed with a jealously-watchful eye that he had been
-resolutely abstemious in the matter of liquor and that his interest
-in the great property he managed had been the strongest he had so far
-evinced in anything. The thought that Gene might possibly live up
-to his side of the bargain and win the ranch caused the old man to
-experience that feeling of blank chagrin which is the state of mind of
-the unexpectedly swindled. He felt like a king who has been daringly
-and successfully robbed by a slave.
-
-At dinner that evening Gene was very talkative. He told of his life on
-the ranch, of its methodical monotony, of its seclusion, for he saw
-little of his neighbors and seldom went in to the town. Rose listened
-with eager interest, and the old man with a sulky, glowering attention.
-At intervals he shot a piercing look at his boy, eying him sidewise
-with a cogitating intentness of observation. His remarks were few, but
-Gene was so loquacious that there was little opportunity for another
-voice to be heard. He prattled on like a happy child, recounting the
-minutest details of his life after the fashion of those who live much
-alone.
-
-In the light of the crystal lamp that spread a ruffled shade of yellow
-silk over the center of the table, he was seen to be quite unlike his
-father or sister. His jet-black hair and uniformly pale skin resembled
-his mother’s, but his face in its full, rounded contours, slightly
-turned-up nose, and eyebrows as thick as strips of fur, had a heaviness
-hers had lacked. Some people thought him good-looking, and there was
-a sort of unusual, Latin picturesqueness in the combination of his
-curly black hair, which he wore rising up in a bulwark of waves from
-his forehead, his white skin, and the small, dark mustache, delicate
-as an eyebrow, that shaded his upper lip. It was one of his father’s
-grievances against him that he would have made a pretty girl, and that
-his soft, affectionate character would have been quite charming in
-a woman. Now, listening to him, it seemed to the older man as if it
-were just the kind of talk one might expect from Gene. The father had
-difficulty in suppressing a snort of derision when he heard the young
-man recounting to Rose his troubles with his Chinese cook.
-
-Before dinner was over Gene excused himself on the plea that he was
-going to the theater.
-
-“I’m such a hayseed now,” he said as he rose, “that I don’t want to
-miss a thing. Haven’t seen a play for six months and I’m just crazy to
-see anything, _Monte Cristo_, _Uncle Tom’s Cabin_, _East Lynne_. I’m
-not proud, anything’ll suit me.”
-
-“Don’t you ever go into San Luis?” growled his father sulkily. “They
-have plays there sometimes, I suppose.”
-
-“Oh yes, but I’m keeping out of harm’s way. The boys in San Luis don’t
-know how it is with me. They don’t understand and I’m not going to put
-myself in the way of temptation. You know, father, I _want that ranch_.”
-
-He turned a laughing glance on his father; and the old man, with a
-sheepishly-discomfited expression, grunted an unintelligible reply and
-bent over his plate.
-
-He did not raise his head till Gene had left the room, when, looking
-up, he leaned back in his chair and said with a plaintive sigh,
-
-“What a damned fool that boy is!”
-
-Rose was up in arms at once.
-
-“Why, papa, how can you say that! Especially when you see how he’s
-improved. It’s wonderful. He’s another man. You can tell in a minute
-he’s not been drinking, he takes such an interest in everything and is
-so full of work and plans.”
-
-“Is he?” said her father dryly. “Maybe so, but that don’t prevent him
-from being a damned fool.”
-
-“You’re unjust to Gene. Why do you think he’s a fool?”
-
-“Just because he happens to be one. You might as well ask me why I
-think the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. That’s what it
-does, and when I say it does, I’m not criticizing or complaining, I’m
-only stating the plain facts.”
-
-Rose made a murmur of protest and he went on.
-
-“You’re queer cattle, you women. I suppose a feller could live in the
-world a hundred years and not understand you. There’s Delia Ryan, for
-example, the brainiest woman I know, could give most men cards and
-spades and beat ’em hands down. Last night at Rocky Bar they were
-telling me that she’s written to the operator there and told him she’ll
-get him a position here in the Atlantic and Pacific Cable Company,
-in which she’s a large stock-holder, that’ll double his salary and
-give him a chance he’d never have got in this world. She wants to pay
-off a mortgage on a ranch Perley has in the Sacramento Valley and
-she’s sent Mrs. Perley a check for five hundred dollars. She’s offered
-Willoughby a first-rate job on the Red Calumet group of mines near
-Sonora in which Con had a controlling interest, and she’s written to
-the doctor to come down and become one of the house physicians of the
-St. Filomena Hospital, which she practically runs. She’s ready to do
-all this because of what they did for Dominick, and yet she, his own
-mother, won’t give the boy a cent and keeps him on starvation wages,
-just because she wants to spite his wife.”
-
-He looked at his daughter across the table with narrowed eyes. “What
-have you got to say for yourself after that, young woman?” he demanded.
-
-Rose had evidently nothing to say. She raised her eyebrows and shook
-her head by way of reply. Her face, in the flood of lamplight, looked
-pale and tired. She was evidently distrait and depressed; a very
-different-looking Rose from the girl he had taken away with him four
-weeks earlier. He regarded her for an anxiously-contemplative moment
-and then said,
-
-“What’s the matter? Seems to me you look sort’er peaked.”
-
-“I?” she queried with a surprised start. “Why, I’m quite well.”
-
-“Well’s you were before you went up to the mines?”
-
-A color came into her cheeks and she lowered her eyes:
-
-“I’m a little tired, I think, and that always makes me look pale. It
-was a hard sort of trip, all those hours in the sleigh, and that hotel
-at Rocky Bar was a dreadful place. I couldn’t sleep. There was a cow
-somewhere near--it sounded as if it were in the next room--and the
-roosters all began to crow in the middle of the night. I’ll be all
-right to-morrow.”
-
-Her father drew his coffee-cup toward him and dropped in a lump of
-sugar. No word had passed between him and his daughter as to the scene
-he had witnessed two days before in the parlor of Perley’s Hotel. She
-was ignorant of the fact that he had seen it and he intended that
-she should remain ignorant of it. But the next morning he had had
-an interview with Dominick Ryan, in which the young man, confronted
-with angry questions and goaded past reserve by shame and pain, had
-confessed the misery of his marriage and the love that in an unguarded
-moment had slipped beyond his control.
-
-Cannon had said little to him. Beyond telling him that he must not see
-Miss Cannon again, his comments on Dominick’s confessions had been
-brief and non-committal. It was not his business to preach to Delia
-Ryan’s boy, and a large experience of men had given him a practically
-limitless tolerance of any and all lapses of which the human animal
-is capable. They only concerned him as they bore on his own affairs.
-In this particular case they did bear on his affairs, closely and
-importantly, on the affair of all others dearest and nearest to
-him--the happiness of his daughter. He knew that in this three weeks of
-imprisonment she had come to feel for Dominick Ryan a sentiment she had
-never before felt for any man. He had seen her in the young man’s arms,
-and, knowing Rose as he knew her, that was enough.
-
-Driving down from Antelope in the sleigh he thought about it hard,
-harder than he had ever before in his life thought of any sentimental
-complication. He was enraged--coldly and grimly enraged--that his girl
-should have stumbled into such a pitfall. But it was not his habit to
-waste time and force in the indulgence of profitless anger. The thing
-had happened. Rose, who had been courted many times and never warmed
-to more than pity for her unsuccessful suitors, had suddenly, by a
-fateful, unpremeditated chance, met her mate--the man she loved. And
-the most maddening part of it was that he was the man of all others her
-father would have chosen for her had such a choice been possible.
-
-He bit on his cigar, turning it over between his teeth, and looked
-sidewise at her as she sat silent in the sleigh beside him. She
-was unquestionably pale, pale and listless, her body wrapped in
-enveloping furs, sunk in an attitude of weariness, her eyes full of
-dejected reverie. Even to his blindly-groping, masculine perceptions
-her distrait looks, her dispirited silence, told of melancholy
-preoccupation. She was not happy--his Rose, who, if she had wanted it
-and he could have bought, begged or stolen it, would have had the moon.
-
-To-night, in her white dress, the mellow radiance of the lamp throwing
-out her figure against the shadowy richness of the dining-room walls,
-she bore the same appearance of despondency. Her luster was dimmed, her
-delicate skin had lost its dazzling, separated bloom of pink and white,
-her glance was absent and unresponsive. Never, since the death of her
-mother, now ten years back, had he seen her when it was so obvious that
-she harbored an inner, unexpressed sense of trouble.
-
-“I guess the city’s the best place for you,” he said. “Roughing
-it don’t seem to suit you if cows and chickens keep you awake all
-night. I’ve seen the time when the hotel at Rocky Bar would have been
-considered the top notch of luxury. I wish you could see the places
-your mother lived in when I first took her up there. You’re a spoiled
-girl, Rose Cannon.”
-
-“Who spoiled me, I wonder?” she said, looking at him with a gleam of
-humor in her eyes.
-
-“We’re not calling names to-night,” he answered, “anyway, not since
-Gene’s gone. All my desire to throw things and be ugly vanishes when
-that boy gets out. So the noises at Rocky Bar kept you awake?”
-
-“Yes, and I was wakeful, anyway.”
-
-She looked down at her cup, stirring her coffee. He thought she
-appeared conscious and said,
-
-“What made you wakeful, guilty conscience?”
-
-“Guilty conscience!” she repeated in a tone that was full of indignant
-surprise. “Why should I have a guilty conscience?”
-
-“Lord knows! Don’t fire off these conundrums at me. I don’t know all
-your secrets, honey.”
-
-She did not answer. He glanced furtively at her and saw that her face
-had flushed. He took a cigar from the box the butler had set at his
-elbow and bit off the end:
-
-“How should I know the secrets of a young lady like you? A long time
-ago, perhaps, I used to, after your mother died and you were my little
-Rosey, fourteen years old. Lord, how cunning you were then! Just
-beginning to lengthen out, a little woman and a little girl, both in
-one. You didn’t have secrets in those days or wakeful nights either.”
-
-He applied a match to the end of the cigar and drew at it, his ears
-strained for his daughter’s reply. She again made none and he shot a
-quick glance at her. She was still stirring her coffee, her eyebrows
-drawn together, her eyes on the swirl of brown in the cup. He settled
-himself in his chair, a bulky figure, his clothes ribbed with creases,
-his head low between his shoulders, and a reek of cigar smoke issuing
-from his lips.
-
-“How’d you like it up there, anyway?”
-
-“Up where?”
-
-“Up at Antelope. It was a sort of strange, new experience for you.”
-
-“Oh, I liked it so much--I loved part of it. I liked the people much
-better than the people down here, Mrs. Perley, and Cora, and Perley,
-and Willoughby--did you ever know a nicer man than Willoughby?--and
-Judge Washburne. _He_ was a real gentleman, not only in his manners but
-down in his heart. And even Perley’s boy, he was so natural and awkward
-and honest. I felt different from what I do here, more myself, less as
-if outside things were influencing me to do things I didn’t always like
-to do or mean to do. I felt as if I were doing just what I ought to
-do--it’s hard to express it--as if I were being true.”
-
-“Oh,” said her father with a falling inflection which had a sound of
-significant comprehension.
-
-“Do you know what I mean?” she asked.
-
-“I can make a sort of guess at it.”
-
-He puffed at his cigar for a moment, then took it from his mouth, eyed
-the lit end, and said,
-
-“How’d you like Dominick Ryan? You haven’t said anything about him.”
-
-Her voice, in answering, sounded low and careful. She spoke slowly, as
-if considering her words:
-
-“I thought he was very nice, and good-looking, too. He’s not a bit like
-Cornelia Ryan, or his mother, either. Cornelia has such red hair.”
-
-“No, looks like the old man. Good deal like him in character, too.
-Con Ryan was the best feller in the world, but not hard enough, not
-enough grit. His wife had it though, had enough for both. If it hadn’t
-been for her, Con would never have amounted to anything--too soft and
-good-natured, and the boy’s like him.”
-
-“How?” She raised her head and looked directly at him, her lips
-slightly parted.
-
-“Soft, too, just the same way, soft-hearted. An easy mark for any one
-with a hard-luck story and not too many scruples. Why did he marry that
-woman? I don’t know anything about it, but I’d like to bet she saw the
-stuff he was made of and cried and teased and nagged till she got him
-to do it.”
-
-“I don’t see that he could have done anything else.”
-
-“That’s a woman’s--a young girl’s view. That’s the view Dominick
-himself probably took. It’s the sort of idea you might expect him to
-have, something ornamental and impractical, that’s all right to keep in
-the cupboard and take out and dust, but that don’t do for every-day
-use. That sort of thing is all very well for a girl, but it doesn’t
-do for a man. It’s not for this world and our times. Maybe it was all
-right when a feller went round in armor, fighting for unknown damsels,
-but it won’t go in California to-day. The woman was a working woman,
-she wasn’t any green girl. She earned her living in an office full of
-men, and I guess there wasn’t much she didn’t know. She saw through
-Dominick and gathered him in. It’s all very well to be chivalrous, but
-you don’t want to be a confounded fool.”
-
-“Are you a ‘confounded fool’ when you’re doing what you think right?”
-
-“It depends on what you think right, honey. If it’s going to break up
-your life, cut you off from your kind, make an outcast of you from your
-own folks, and a poverty-stricken outcast at that, you’re a confounded
-fool to think it’s right. You oughtn’t to let yourself think so. That
-kind of a moral attitude is a luxury. Women can cultivate it because
-they don’t have to get out in the world and fight. They keep indoors
-and get taken care of, and the queer ideas they have don’t hurt
-anybody. But men----”
-
-He stopped, realizing that perhaps he was talking too frankly. He
-had long known that Rose harbored these Utopian theories on duty and
-honor, which he thought very nice and pretty for her and which went
-gracefully with her character as a sheltered, cherished, and unworldly
-maiden. It was his desire to see what effect the conversation was
-having on her that made him deal so unceremoniously with ideals of
-conduct which were all very well for Bill Cannon’s daughter but were
-ruinous for Dominick Ryan.
-
-“If you live in the world you’ve got to cut your cloth by its measure,”
-he continued. “Look at that poor devil, tied to a woman that’s not
-going to let him go if she can help it, that he doesn’t care for----”
-
-“How do you know he doesn’t care for her?” The interruption came in a
-tone of startled surprise and Rose stared at him, her eyes wide with it.
-
-For a moment the old man was at a loss. He would have told any lie
-rather than have let her guess his knowledge of the situation and the
-information given him by Dominick. He realized that his zeal had made
-him imprudently garrulous, and, gazing at her with a slightly stupid
-expression, said in a slow tone of self-justification,
-
-“Well, that’s my idea. I guessed it. I’ve heard one thing and another
-here and there and I’ve come to the conclusion that there’s no love
-lost between them. It’s the natural outcome of the situation, anyway.”
-
-“Yes, perhaps,” she murmured. She placed her elbow on the table and
-pressed the tips of her fingers against her cheek. Her hand and arm,
-revealed by her loose lace sleeve, looked as if cut out of ivory.
-
-“And then,” went on her father remorselessly, “the results of being a
-confounded fool don’t stop right there. That’s one of the worst things
-of allowing yourself the luxury of foolishness. They go on--roll right
-along like a wheel started on a down-hill grade. Some day that boy’ll
-meet the right woman--the one he really wants, the one that belongs
-to him. He’ll be able to stand it all right till then. And then he’ll
-realize just what he’s done and what he’s up against, and things may
-happen.”
-
-The smoke wreaths were thick in front of his face, and peering through
-them he saw the young girl move her fingers from her cheek to her
-forehead, where she gently rubbed them up and down.
-
-“Isn’t that about the size of it?” he queried, when she did not answer.
-
-“Yes, maybe,” she said in a voice that sounded muffled.
-
-“It’ll be a pretty tough proposition and it’s bound to happen. A decent
-feller like that is just the man to fall in love. And he’d be good to
-a woman, he’d make her happy. He’s a good husband lost for some nice
-girl.”
-
-Rose’s fingers ceased moving across her forehead. Her hand rested
-there, shading her eyes. For a moment the old man--his vision
-precipitated into the half-understood wretchedness of Dominick Ryan’s
-position--forgot her, and he said in a hushed voice of feeling,
-
-“By God, I’m sorry for the poor boy!”
-
-His daughter rose suddenly with a rustling of crushed silks. The sound
-brought him back in an instant and he leaned over the arm of his chair,
-his cigar in his left hand, his right waving the smoke wreaths from
-before his face. Rose’s hand, pressing her crumpled napkin on the
-table, shone pink in the lamplight, her shoulder gleamed white through
-its lace covering, but her face was averted.
-
-“Going up now?” he asked, leaning still farther over the chair-arm to
-see her beyond the lamp’s wide shade.
-
-She appeared not to hear and moved toward the door.
-
-“Going to bed already, Rosey?” he asked in a louder key.
-
-“Yes, I’m tired,” her voice came a little hoarse and she did not
-look at him. At the doorway she stopped, her hand on the edge of the
-portière, and without turning, cleared her throat and said, “The cow
-and the chickens were too much for me. I’m too sleepy to talk any more.
-Good night, papa.”
-
-“Good-night, Rosey,” he answered.
-
-The portière fell softly behind her, and her footfall was lost in the
-thickness of the carpets. Though he had not seen her face, her father
-had an alarming, an almost terrifying idea, that his darling had left
-the table in tears.
-
-He sat on for some time, stonily motionless, save for the movement of
-his lips as he puffed out clouds of smoke. The soft-footed servants,
-coming to clear the table, fled before his growled command to “get out
-and let him alone.” As he smoked he looked straight before him with
-fixed, unwinking eyes, his face set in furrows of thought. At long
-intervals he stirred in his chair, ponderously, like an inert, heavy
-animal, and now and then he emitted a short sound, like a grunted
-comment on some thought, which, by its biting suddenness, seemed to
-force an ejaculation out of him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-DOMINICK COMES HOME
-
-
-Three days after the return of the Cannons, Dominick Ryan also came
-home. He had answered Berny’s letter the day the Cannons left, a few
-hours after that interview with the Bonanza King, in which, driven to
-bay by the old man’s questions, he had torn the veil from his married
-life.
-
-After that there was a period of several hours when he sat in his room
-thinking over what had happened. It seemed to him that he had played
-a dastardly part. He saw himself a creature of monumental, gross
-selfishness, who had cajoled a young girl, in a moment of softness
-and sentiment, into an action which had done nothing but distress and
-humiliate her. He, who should have been the strong one, had been weak.
-It was he who should have seen how things were going; he, the married
-man, who had allowed himself to feel and to yield to a love that ought
-to have been hidden for ever in his own heart.
-
-He felt that it would be a sort of expiation to go back to his wife.
-That was where he belonged. Rose must never again cross his path, have
-a place in his thoughts, or float, a soft beguiling image, in his
-memory. He had a wife. No matter what Berny was, she was the woman he
-had married. She had not deceived him. It was he who had done her a
-wrong, and he owed her a reparation.
-
-In his raw state, his nerves still thrilling with the memory of that
-moment’s embrace, he saw Berny from her own point of view. He lost
-the memory of the complacent mistress in the picture of the unloved
-wife, on whose side there was much to be said. Morbidness colored his
-vision and exaggerated his sense of culpability. If she had an ugly
-temper, had it not been excited, fed and aggravated by the treatment
-she had received from his family? If they had maintained a different
-attitude toward her, the poor girl might have been quite a pleasant,
-easy-going person. In all other ways she had been a good wife. Since
-their marriage, no other man had ever won a glance from her. She had
-often enough assured Dominick of that fact, and he, for his part, knew
-it to be true. She had struggled to keep a comfortable home on their
-small income. If she was not congenial to him--if her companionship was
-growing daily more disagreeable--was it all her fault? He had known her
-well before he married her, six months of the closest intimacy had
-made him acquainted with every foible of her character. It was no story
-of a youth beguiled and deceived by a mature woman in the unequal duel
-of a drawing-room courtship.
-
-Her letter intensified his condition of self-accusation, chafed and
-irritated his soreness of shame till it became a weight of guilt. It
-also stirred afresh the pity, which was the strongest feeling he had
-for her. It was the tenderest, the most womanly letter, Berny had
-ever written him. A note of real appeal sounded through it. She had
-humiliated herself, asked his pardon, besought of him to return. As he
-thought of it, the vision of her alone in the flat, bereft of friends,
-dully devoid of any occupation, scornful of her old companions,
-fawningly desirous of making new ones who refused to know her, smote
-him with an almost sickening sense of its pitifulness. He felt sorry
-for her not alone because of her position, but because of what she was,
-what her own disposition had made her. She would never change, her
-limitations were fixed. She would go on longing for the same flesh-pots
-to the end, believing that they represented the highest and best.
-
-Berny had realized that her letter was a skilful and moving production,
-but she did not know that it was to gain a hundredfold in persuasive
-power by falling on a guilty conscience. It put an end to Dominick’s
-revolt, it quenched the last sparks of the mutinous rage which had
-taken him to Antelope. That same afternoon in his frigid bedroom at
-the hotel, he answered it. His reply was short, only a few lines. In
-these he stated that he would be back on the following Saturday, the
-tenderness of his injured foot making an earlier move impossible.
-
-The letter reached Berny Friday and threw her into a state of febrile
-excitement. Her deadly dread of Dominick’s returning to his family had
-never quite died out. It kept recurring, sweeping in upon her in moods
-of depression, and making her feel chilled and frightened. Now she knew
-he was coming back to her, evidently not lovingly disposed--the letter
-was too terse and cold for that--but, at any rate, he was coming home.
-Once there, she would set all her wits to work, use every art of which
-she was mistress, to make him forget the quarrel and enter in upon a
-new era of sweet reasonableness and mutual consideration.
-
-She set about this by cleaning the house and buying new curtains for
-the sitting-room. Such purifications and garnishments would have
-agreeably impressed her on a home-coming and she thought they would
-Dominick. In the past year she had become much more extravagant than
-she had been formerly, a characteristic which had arisen in her from a
-state of rasped irritation against the restricted means to which Mrs.
-Ryan’s rancor condemned her. She was quite heavily in debt to various
-tradespeople; and to dressmakers and milliners she owed sums that
-would have astounded her husband had he known of them. This did not
-prevent her from still further celebrating his return by ordering a new
-dress in which to greet him and a new hat to wear the first time they
-went out together. How she was to pay for these adornments, she did
-not know nor care. The occasion was so important that it excused any
-extravagance, and Berny, in whose pinched, dry nature love of dress was
-a predominant passion, was glad to have a reason for adding new glories
-to her wardrobe.
-
-On the Saturday morning she went out betimes. Inquiry at the railway
-office told her that the train which connected with the branch line
-to Rocky Bar did not reach the city till six in the evening. She
-ordered a dinner of the choicest viands and spent part of the morning
-passing from stall to stall in the market on Powell Street spying about
-for dainties that might add a last elaborating touch to the lengthy
-menu. The afternoon was dedicated to the solemn rites of massaging,
-manicuring, and hair-waving at a beauty doctor’s. On an ordinary
-occasion these unwonted exertions in the pursuit of good looks would
-have tired her, but to-day she was keyed to a pitch where she did not
-notice small outside discomforts.
-
-Long before six she was dressed, and standing before the mirror in her
-room she laid on the last perfecting touches with a short stick of
-hard red substance and a circular piece of mossy-looking white stuff,
-which she rubbed with a rotary motion round and round her face. Her new
-dress of raspberry pink crape betrayed the hand of an expert in its
-gracefully-falling folds and the elegance with which it outlined her
-slim, long-waisted shape. Her artificially-reddened hair waved back
-from her forehead in glossy ripples; her face, all lines and hollows
-rubbed from it, looked fresh and youthful. With the subdued light
-falling on her through the silk and paper lamp shades, she looked a
-very pretty woman, the darkness of her long brilliant eyes thrown into
-higher relief by the whiteness of her powdered face.
-
-She was tremulously nervous. Every sound caused her to start and
-move to that part of the parlor whence she could look down the long
-passageway to the stair-head. Large bunches of greenery were massed
-here in the angles of the hall and stood in the corners of the
-sitting-room. Bowls filled with violets and roses were set on the table
-and mantelpiece, and the scent of these flowers, sweet and delicate,
-mingled with the crude, powerful perfume that the woman’s draperies
-exhaled with every movement. At intervals she ran into her bedroom,
-seized the little, round, soft wad of white and rubbed it over her
-face with a quick concentric movement, drawing her upper lip down as
-she did so, which gave to her countenance with its anxious eyes an
-exceedingly comical expression.
-
-It was nearly seven o’clock when the bell rang. With a last hasty look
-in the glass, she ran down the passageway to the stair-head. It was
-necessary to descend a few steps to a turn on the stairs from whence
-the lever that opened the door could be worked. As she stood on the
-small landing, thrown out in bright relief by a mass of dark leafage
-that stood in the angle of the wall, the door opened and Dominick
-entered. He looked up and saw her standing there, gaily dressed, a
-brilliant, animated figure, smiling down at him.
-
-“Ah, Berny,” he said in a quiet, unemotional voice, “is that you?”
-
-It was certainly not an enthusiastic greeting. A sensitive woman
-would have been shriveled by it, but Berny was not sensitive. She had
-realized from the start that she would probably have to combat the
-lingering surliness left by the quarrel. As Dominick ascended, her
-air of smiling welcome was marked by a bland cheery unconsciousness
-of any past unpleasantness. She was not, however, as unconscious as
-she looked. She noted his heaviness of demeanor, the tired expression
-of his lifted face. He came up the stairs slowly, not yet being
-completely recovered, and it added to the suggestion of reluctance, of
-difficult and spiritless approach, that seemed to encompass him in an
-unseen yet distinctly-felt aura.
-
-As he rose on a level with her, she stretched out her hands and, laying
-them on his shoulders, drew him toward her and kissed him. The coldness
-of his cheek, damp with the foggy night air, chilled the caress and she
-drew back from him, not so securely confident in her debonair, smiling
-assurance. He patted her lightly on the shoulder by way of greeting and
-said,
-
-“How are you? All right?”
-
-“Oh, I’m all right,” she answered with brisk, determined sprightliness.
-“You’re the one to ask about. You walk stiff, still. How are your feet?”
-
-She was glad to turn her eyes away from his face. It looked very tired,
-and the slight smile with which he had greeted her stayed only on his
-lips and did not extend to his fatigued eyes. He was evidently angry
-still, angry and unforgiving, and that he should be so, when she was
-so anxious to forget the ugly episode of the quarrel and be gay and
-friendly again, dashed her spirits and made her feel unsure of herself
-and upset. She was determined, however, to show him that she had
-forgotten all about it, and as he turned the angle of the stairway she
-thrust her hand inside his arm and walked up beside him. They might
-have been a happy married couple, reunited after an absence, slowly
-coming up the stairs together arm in arm.
-
-A few minutes later they were seated opposite each other at dinner.
-The little table glowed and gleamed, all Berny’s bravery of silver and
-glass mustered for its adornment. The choice and delicate dinner began
-with a soup that Dominick especially liked, a fact which Berny hoped
-he would notice and mention. She was one of those women who have an
-unfailing memory for what people like to eat; a single expression of
-preference would remain in her mind for years. Dominick and she had not
-lived together for a month before she knew everything in the way of
-food he liked or disliked. When she was annoyed with him, or especially
-bitter against his mother, she would order nothing but dishes that
-he did not care for, and when she was in a more friendly mood, as
-to-night, she would take pains and time to arrange a menu composed
-of those he preferred. He usually did not notice these rewards and
-punishments, but Berny always thought he did and was “too stubborn,” as
-she expressed it to herself, to show that he was affected by them.
-
-She observed to-night that he neither remarked, nor seemed to relish
-his food, but she made no comment, talking on in a breathless, lively
-way, asking questions of his trip, his accident, and the condition of
-his feet, as though there were no mortifying recollections connected
-with the cause of his sudden departure. Her only indication of
-embarrassment was a tendency to avoid anything like a moment of silence
-and to fly from one subject to another. Dominick answered her questions
-and told her of his wanderings with a slow, careful exactness. Save in
-the freezing of his feet, which matter he treated more lightly than it
-deserved, he was open with her in recounting the small happenings of
-what he called “his holiday,” from the time of his walk from Rocky Bar
-to the day of his departure from Antelope.
-
-They had progressed through the fish to the entrée when her questions
-passed from his personal wanderings and adventures to his associates.
-She had been very anxious to get to this point, as she wanted to know
-what degree of intimacy he had reached with the Bonanza King. Several
-times already she had tried to divert the conversation toward that
-subject, but it had been deflected by the young man, who seemed to
-find less personal topics more to his taste. Now she was advancing
-openly upon it, inquiring about the snow-bound group at Perley’s, and
-awarding to any but the august name for which her ears were pricked
-a perfunctory attention. It was part of the natural perversity of
-man that Dominick should shy from it and expend valuable time on
-descriptions of the other prisoners.
-
-“There was an actor there,” he said, “snowed in on his way to
-Sacramento, a queer-looking chap, but not bad.”
-
-“An actor?” said Berny, trying to look interested. “What did he act?”
-
-“Melodrama, I think. He told me he played all through the northwest and
-east as far as Denver. The poor chap was caught up there and was afraid
-he was going to lose a Sacramento engagement that I guess meant a good
-deal to him. He was quite interesting, been in the Klondike in the
-first rush and had some queer stories about the early days up there.”
-
-Berny’s indifferent glance became bright and fixed under the steadying
-effect of sudden interest.
-
-“Been in the Klondike?” she repeated. “What was his name?”
-
-“Buford, James Defay Buford. He’d been an actor at the opera house at
-Dawson.”
-
-“Buford,” said Berny, turning to place a helping of pease on the plate
-the Chinaman held toward her. “I never heard of him. I thought perhaps
-it might have been some actor I’d seen play. I’d like to know an actor
-in private life. They must be so different.”
-
-She ladled a second spoonful of pease on to her own plate, and as she
-began to eat them, said,
-
-“It must have been interesting having the Cannons up there. When I read
-in the paper that they were up at Antelope too, I was awfully glad
-because I thought it would be such a good thing for you to get to know
-the old man well, as you would, snowed in that way together.”
-
-“I knew him before. My father and mother have been friends of his for
-years.”
-
-“I know that. You’ve often told me. But that’s a different thing. I
-thought if he got to know you intimately and liked you, as he probably
-would”--she glanced at him with a coquettish smile, but his face was
-bent over his plate--“why, then, something might come of it, something
-in a business way.” She again looked at him, quickly, with sidelong
-investigation, to see how he took the remark. She did not want to
-irritate him by alluding to his small means, anyway on this night of
-reconciliation.
-
-“It would be so useful for you to get solid with a man like Bill
-Cannon,” she concluded with something of timidity in her manner.
-
-Despite her caution, Dominick seemed annoyed. He frowned and gave his
-head an impatient jerk.
-
-“Oh, there was nothing of that kind,” he said hurriedly. “We were just
-snowed in at the same hotel. There was no question of intimacy or
-friendship about it, any more than there was between Judge Washburne
-and me, or even the actor.”
-
-Berny was exceedingly disappointed. Had the occasion been a less
-momentous one she would have expressed herself freely. In her mind she
-thought it was “just like Dominick” to have such an opportunity and let
-it go. A slight color deepened the artificial rose of her cheeks and
-for a moment she had to exert some control to maintain the silence that
-was wisdom. She picked daintily at her food while she wrestled with her
-irritation. Dominick showed no desire to resume the conversation, and a
-silence of some minutes’ duration rested over them, until she broke it
-by saying with a resolute cheerfulness of tone,
-
-“Rose Cannon was there too, the paper said. I suppose you got to know
-her quite well?”
-
-“I don’t know. I saw a good deal of her. There was only one
-sitting-room and we all sat there. She was there with the others.”
-
-“What’s she like?” said Berny, her curiosity on the subject of this
-spoiled child of fortune overcoming her recent annoyance.
-
-“You’ve seen her,” he answered, “you know what she looks like.”
-
-“I’ve never seen her to know who she was. I suppose I’ve passed her on
-the streets and at the theaters. Is she cordial and pleasant, or does
-she give herself airs because she’s Bill Cannon’s daughter?”
-
-Dominick moved his feet under the table. It was difficult for him to
-answer Berny’s questions politely.
-
-“She doesn’t give herself the least airs. She’s perfectly simple and
-natural and kind.”
-
-“That’s just what I’ve heard,” his wife said, giving her head an
-agreeing wag. “They say she’s just as easy and unassuming as can be.
-Did you think she was pretty when you saw her close to?”
-
-“Really, Berny, I don’t know,” answered the victim in a tone of goaded
-patience. “She looks just the same close to as she does at a distance.
-I don’t notice people’s looks much. Yes, I suppose she’s pretty.”
-
-“She has blonde hair,” said Berny, leaning forward over her plate
-in the eagerness of her interest. “Did it look to you as if it was
-bleached?”
-
-He raised his eyes, and his wife encountered an unexpected look of
-anger in them. She shrank a little, being totally unprepared for it.
-
-“How should I know whether her hair was bleached or not?” he said
-sharply. “That’s a very silly question.”
-
-Berny was quite taken aback.
-
-“I don’t see that it is,” she said with unusual and somewhat stammering
-mildness. “Most blonde-haired women, even if they haven’t bleached
-their hair, have had it ‘restored.’”
-
-Dominick did not answer her. The servant presented a dish at his elbow
-and he motioned it away with an impatient gesture.
-
-Berny, who was not looking at him, went on.
-
-“What kind of clothes did she wear? They say she’s an elegant dresser,
-gets almost everything from Paris, even her underwear. I suppose she
-didn’t have her best things up there. But she must have had something,
-because the papers said they’d gone prepared for a two weeks’ trip.”
-
-“I never noticed anything she wore.”
-
-“Well, isn’t that just like you, Dominick Ryan!” exclaimed his wife,
-unable, at this unmerited disappointment, to refrain from some
-expression of her feelings. “And you might know I’d be anxious to hear
-what she had on.”
-
-“I’m very sorry, but I haven’t an idea about any of her clothes. I
-think they were always dark, mostly black or brown.”
-
-“Did you notice,” almost pleadingly, “what she wore when she went out?
-Mrs. Whiting, the forelady at Hazel’s millinery, says she imported a
-set of sables, muff, wrap and hat, for her this autumn. Hazel says it
-was just the finest thing of its kind you ever laid your eyes on. Did
-she have them up there?”
-
-“I couldn’t possibly tell you. I don’t know what sables are. I saw
-her once with a fur cap on, but I think it belonged to Willoughby, an
-Englishman who was staying there, and used to have his cap hanging on
-the pegs in the hall. It’s quite useless asking me these questions. I
-don’t know anything about the subject. Did you wind the clock while I
-was away?”
-
-He looked at the clock, a possession of his own, given him in the days
-when his mother and sister delighted to ornament his rooms with costly
-gifts and in which he had never before evinced the slightest interest.
-
-“Of course, I wound it,” Berny said with an air of hurt protest.
-“Haven’t I wound it regularly for nearly three years?”
-
-This brought the subject of Rose Cannon to an end and she was not
-alluded to again during the dinner. The conversation reverted to such
-happenings in the city as Berny thought might interest her husband,
-and it seemed to her that he was more pleased to sit and listen to her
-chatter of her sisters, the bank, the theaters, and the shops, than to
-dilate any further on his adventures in the snow-bound Sierra.
-
-When the dinner was over, they returned to the front of the flat,
-where next to the parlor there was a tiny hall-room fitted up as
-a smoking-room and den. It was merely a continuation of the hall,
-and “the cozy corner” which Berny had had a Polk Street upholsterer
-construct in it, occupied most of the available space, and crowded such
-visitors as entered it into the corners. It had been Berny’s idea to
-have this room “lined with books” as she expressed it, but their joint
-possessions in this line consisting of some twenty-five volumes, and
-the fact that the contracted space made it impossible to accommodate
-both the books and the cozy corner, Berny had decided in favor of the
-latter. She now seated herself on the divan that formed the integral
-part of this construction, and, piling the pillows behind her, leaned
-luxuriously back under the canopy of variegated stuffs which was
-supported by two formidable-looking lances.
-
-Dominick sat in his easy chair. He always smoked in this room and read
-the papers, and presently he picked them up from the table and began
-to look them over. The conversation languished, became spasmodic, and
-finally died away. Berny, leaning back on the cushions, tried several
-times to revive it, but her husband from among the spread sheets of
-the evening press answered her with the inarticulate sounds of mental
-preoccupation, and sometimes with no sound at all, till she abandoned
-the attempt and leaned back under the canopy in a silence that was not
-by any means the somnolent quietude of after-dinner torpor.
-
-The clock hands were pointing to half-past nine when a ring at the bell
-was followed by the appearance of the Chinaman at the door, stating
-that the expressman had come with Mr. Ryan’s valises. Dominick threw
-down his papers and left the room. As Berny sat silent, she could hear
-the expressman’s gruff deep voice in the hall and the thuds of the
-valises as he thumped them down at the stair-head. Dominick answered
-him and there were a few more remarks, followed by the retreating
-sound of the man’s heavy feet on the stairs and the bang of the hall
-door. She sat looking at the clock, waiting for her husband to return,
-and then as he did not come and the hall seemed singularly quiet she
-leaned forward and sent an exploring glance down its dim length.
-Dominick was not there, but a square of light fell out from the open
-doorway of his room.
-
-“Dominick,” she called, “what are you doing?”
-
-He came to the door of the room in his shirt-sleeves, a tall figure
-looking lean and powerful in this closer-fitting and lighter garb.
-
-“I’m unpacking my things, and then I’m going to bed.”
-
-“Oh!” she answered with a falling inflection, leaning forward, with her
-elbows planted on her knees, craning her neck to see more plainly down
-the narrow passageway. “It’s only half-past nine; why do you want to go
-to bed so early?”
-
-“I’m tired, and it will take me some time to get these things put away.”
-
-“Can I help you?” she asked without moving.
-
-“No, thanks. There’s nothing much to bother about. Good night, Berny,”
-and he stepped back into the room and shut the door.
-
-Berny sat as he had left her for a space, and then drew back upon the
-divan and leaned against the mound of pillows. She made the movement
-charily and slowly, her face set in a rigidity of thought to which
-her body seemed fixed and obedient. She sat thus for an hour without
-moving, her eyes staring before her, two straight lines folded in the
-skin between her brows.
-
-So he was still angry, angry and unforgiving. That was the way she
-read his behavior. The coldness that he exhaled--that penetrated even
-her unsensitive outer shell--she took to be the coldness of unappeased
-indignation. He had never before been just like this. There was a
-something of acquired forbearance and patience about him--a cultivated
-thing, not a spontaneous outward indication of an inner condition of
-being--which was new to her observation. He was not sulky or cross; he
-was simply withdrawn from her and trying to hide it under a manner of
-careful, guarded civility. It was different from any state she had yet
-seen him in, but it never crossed her mind that it might be caused by
-the influence of another woman.
-
-He was still angry--that was what Berny thought; and sitting on the
-divan under the canopy with its fiercely-poised lances she meditated on
-the subject. His winning back was far from accomplished. He was not as
-“easy” as she had always thought. A feeling of respect for him entered
-into her musings, a feeling that was novel, for in her regard for her
-husband there had previously been a careless, slighting tolerance
-which was not far removed from contempt. But if he had pride enough
-to keep her thus coldly at arm’s length, to withstand her attempts at
-forgiveness and reconciliation, he was more of a man than she thought,
-and she had a harder task to handle than she had guessed. She did not
-melt into anything like self-pity at the futility of her efforts,
-which, had Dominick known of them, would have seemed to him extremely
-pathetic. That they had not succeeded gave her a new impetus of force
-and purpose, made her think, and scheme with a hard, cool resolution.
-To “make up” and gain ascendancy over Dominick, independent and proudly
-indifferent, was much more worth while than to bully Dominick, patient,
-enduring, and ruled by a sense of duty.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-THE GODS IN THE MACHINE
-
-
-On the second Sunday after their return from Antelope, Bill Cannon
-resolved to dedicate the afternoon to paying calls. This, at least, was
-what he told his daughter at luncheon as he, she, and Gene sat over
-the end of the meal. To pay calls was not one of the Bonanza King’s
-customs, and in answer to Rose’s query as to whom he was going to honor
-thus, he responded that he thought he’d “start in with Delia Ryan.”
-
-Rose made no comment on this intelligence. The sharp glance he cast
-at her discovered no suggestion of consciousness in the peach-like
-placidity of her face. It gratified him to see her thus unsuspecting,
-and in the mellowing warmth of his satisfaction he turned and addressed
-a polite query to Gene as to how he intended spending the afternoon.
-Gene and Rose, it appeared, were going to the park to hear the band.
-Gene loved a good band, and the one that played in the park Sunday
-afternoons was especially good. The Sunday before, Gene had heard it
-play _Poet and Peasant_ and the _Overture of William Tell_, and it
-was great! That was one of the worst things about living on a ranch,
-Gene complained, you didn’t have any music except at the men’s house at
-night when one of the Mexicans played on an accordion.
-
-The old man, with his elbow on the table, and a short, blunt-fingered
-hand stroking his beard, looked at his son with narrowed eyes full of
-veiled amusement. When he did not find Gene disagreeably aggravating as
-his only failure, he could, as it were, stand away from him and realize
-how humorous he was if you took him in a certain way.
-
-“What’s the Mexican play?” he growled without removing his hand.
-
-“_La Paloma_,” answered Gene, pleased to be questioned thus amicably
-by his autocratic sire, “generally _La Paloma_, but he _can_ play _The
-Heart Bowed Down_ and the Toreador song from _Carmen_. I want him to
-learn the _Miserere_ from _Trovatore_. It’s nice to sit on the porch
-after dinner and listen while you smoke.”
-
-“Sort of Court Minstrel,” said his father, thumping down his napkin
-with his hand spread flat on it. “Don Eugenio Cannon, with his minstrel
-playing to him in the gloaming! It’s very picturesque. Did you ever
-think of having a Court Fool too, or perhaps you don’t feel as if you
-needed one?”
-
-He arose from his chair before Gene, who never quite understood the
-somewhat ferocious humor of his parent, had time to reply.
-
-“Well, so long,” said the old man; “be good children and don’t get
-into mischief, and Rose, see that your brother doesn’t get lost or so
-carried away by the _Poet and the Peasant_ that he forgets the dinner
-hour. _Adios_, girlie.”
-
-A half-hour later he walked down the flight of marble steps that
-led in dignified sweep from the front door to the street. It was a
-wonderful day and for a moment he paused, looking with observing eyes
-at the prospect of hill and bay which seemed to glitter in the extreme
-clearness of the atmosphere. Like all Californians he had a strong,
-natural appreciation of scenic and climatic beauty. Preoccupied with
-thoughts and schemes which were anything but uplifting, he yet was
-sensitively responsive to the splendors of the view before him, to
-the unclouded, pure blue of the vault above, to the balmy softness of
-the air against his face. Some one had once asked him why he did not
-live in Paris as the ideal home of the man of great wealth and small
-scruples. His answer had been that he preferred San Francisco because
-there were more fine days in the year there than anywhere else he knew
-of.
-
-Now he paused, sniffing the air with distended nostril and inhaling
-it in deep, grateful inspirations. His eye moved slowly over the
-noble prospect, noted the deep sapphire tint of the bay, the horizon,
-violet dark against a pale sky, and the gem-like blues and amethysts
-of the distant hills. He turned his glance in the other direction and
-looked down the gray expanse of the street, the wide, clear, stately
-street, with its air of clean spaciousness, sun-bathed, silent, almost
-empty, in the calm quietude of the Sabbath afternoon. The bustling
-thoroughfares of greater cities, with their dark, sordid crowds, their
-unlovely, vulgar hurry, their distracting noise, were offensive to him.
-The wonder crossed his mind, as it had done before, how men who could
-escape from such surroundings chose to remain in them.
-
-He walked forward slowly, a thick-set, powerful figure, his frock-coat
-buttoned tight about the barrel-like roundness of his torso, a soft,
-black felt hat pulled well down on his head. His feet were broad and
-blunt like his hands, and in their square-toed shoes he planted them
-firmly on the pavement with a tread of solid, deliberate authority.
-His forward progress had something in it of an invincible, resistless
-march. He was thinking deeply as he walked, arranging and planning, and
-there was nothing in his figure, or movements, or the expression of his
-face, which suggested the sauntering aimlessness of an afternoon stroll.
-
-When he turned into Van Ness Avenue the Ryan house was one block
-beyond him, a conglomerate white mass, like a crumbling wedding cake
-slowly settling on a green lawn. He surveyed it as he approached,
-noting its ugliness with a musing satisfaction. Its size and the
-bright summery perfection of surrounding grass and flower beds lent it
-impressiveness and redeemed it from the position of a colossal blight
-on the prospect to which architect and builder had done their best to
-relegate it. Prosperity, a complacent, overwhelming prosperity, was
-suggested not only by its bulk but by the state of studied finish and
-neatness that marked mansion and grounds. There did not seem to be
-a wilting flower bed or withered leaf left on a single stalk in the
-garden borders. Every window-pane gleamed like a mirror innocent of
-dust or blemishing spot. The marble steps up which Cannon mounted were
-as snowily unsullied as though no foot had passed over them since their
-last ablution.
-
-The door was opened by a Chinaman, who, taking the visitor’s card,
-left him standing in the hall, and, deaf to his queries as to where
-he should go, serenely mounted the stairs. Cannon hesitated a moment,
-then hearing a sound of voices to his right, entered the anteroom that
-gave on that suite of apartments into which Dominick had walked on the
-night of the ball. They were softly lit by the afternoon sun filtering
-through thin draperies, and extended in pale, gilt-touched vista to
-the shining emptiness of the ball-room. The old man was advancing
-toward the voices when he suddenly saw whence they proceeded, and
-stopped. In the room just beyond him Cornelia Ryan and a young man
-were sitting on a small, empire sofa, their figures thrown out in high
-relief against the background of silk-covered wall. Cornelia’s red head
-was in close proximity to that of her companion, which the intruder
-saw to be clothed with a thatch of sleek black hair, and which he
-recognized as appertaining to a young man whose father had once been
-shift boss on the Rey del Monte, and who bore the patronymic of Duffy.
-
-Cornelia and Jack Duffy had the appearance of being completely
-engrossed in each other’s society. In his moment of unobserved survey,
-Cannon had time to note the young woman’s air of bashful, pleased
-embarrassment and the gentleman’s expression of that tense, unsmiling
-earnestness which attends the delivery of sentimental passages.
-Cornelia was looking down, and her flaming hair and the rosy tones
-of her face, shading from the faintest of pearly pinks to deepening
-degrees of coral, were luminously vivid against the flat surface of
-cream-colored wall behind her, and beside the black poll and thin,
-dark cheek of her companion. That something very tender was afoot was
-quickly seen by the visitor, who softly withdrew, stepping gingerly
-over the fur rugs, and gaining the entrance to the hall with a
-sensation of flurried alarm.
-
-An open door just opposite offered a refuge, and, passing through it
-with a forward questing glance alert for other occupants who might
-resent intrusion, the old man entered a small reception-room lit by
-the glow of a hard coal fire. The room was different in furnishings
-and style from those he had left. It had the austere bleakness of
-aspect resultant from a combination of bare white walls and large
-pieces of furniture of a black wood upon which gold lines were traced
-in ornamental squares. An old-fashioned carpet was on the floor, and
-several tufted arm-chairs, begirt with dangling fringes, were drawn
-up sociably before the fire. This burned cheerily, a red focus of
-heat barred by the stripes of a grate, and surmounted by a chastely
-severe white marble mantelpiece. He had been in the room often before
-and knew it for Mrs. Ryan’s own particular sanctum. When a celebrated
-decorator had been sent out from New York to furnish the lower floor of
-the house, she had insisted on retaining in this apartment the pieces
-of furniture and the works of art which she approved, and which the
-decorator wished to banish to the garret. Mrs. Ryan had her way as
-she always did, and the first fine “soote” of furniture which she and
-Con had bought in the days of their early affluence, and various oil
-paintings also collected in the same era of their evolution, went to
-the decking of the room she used for her own and oftenest sat in.
-
-Cannon approached the fire, and stood there looking up at the life-size
-portrait in oils of the late Cornelius Ryan, which hung over the
-chimneypiece. The artist had portrayed him as a thickly-whiskered
-man with the complexion of a healthy infant and eyes of baby blue. A
-watch chain, given him by his colleagues in the old days at Shasta,
-and formed of squares of quartz set in native gold, was painted with
-a finished carefulness which had pleased Mrs. Ryan even more than the
-likeness had done. In showing the picture, she was wont to say proudly,
-“Just look at the watch chain! Seems as if you could almost hear the
-ticking of the watch.”
-
-Cannon was speculating as to the merits of the likeness when he heard
-the silken rustling of skirts, and turned to greet his old friend.
-She came in smiling, with extended hand, richly clad, the gleam of
-a fastening jewel at her neck. Her hair was dressed with a shining,
-smooth elaboration, drawn up tightly at the sides and arranged over her
-forehead in careful curls. As she and her visitor exchanged the first
-sentences of greeting he noticed that she looked much older and more
-worn than she had done the last time he had seen her, but her face was
-as full of pugnacious force as ever. While Delia Ryan’s body lived her
-spirit would hold its dominion. She had ruled all her life and would do
-so to the end.
-
-They sat down on either side of the fire and the old man said,
-
-“I don’t know whether I ought to be in here. The Chinaman left me to my
-fate, and I had to nose about myself and find out where I belonged.”
-
-“Oh, that’s Lee,” she answered with a short laugh. “He waits on the
-door every other Sunday. We’ve had him ten years and no one’s ever
-been able to make him show people into the parlor. He thinks it better
-to leave them standing in the hall till one of us sees the card. Then
-he’ll go down and tell them as sociably as you please ‘to go right in
-and sit down.’ I asked him why he didn’t do it at first, and he said
-‘they might steal something.’”
-
-Cannon looked into the fire with an amused eye.
-
-“I guess he thought I was after the spoons. It’s a dangerous habit, for
-I took the first turning to the right and butted into Cornelia and a
-young man who gave me to understand I’d come the wrong way around.”
-
-“What did they say?” said the mother, her face stiffening with sudden
-disapproving surprise.
-
-“They didn’t say anything. That was just it. They didn’t even see me.
-But they certainly led me to believe that I’d got somewhere where I
-wasn’t wanted. I may not be smart, but a hint doesn’t have to be much
-harder than the kick of a mule for me to see it.”
-
-Mrs. Ryan looked at him consideringly.
-
-“Yes,” she said, nodding, “it’s a case, I guess.”
-
-“It ought to be satisfactory,” he answered. “Pat Duffy, the father of
-those boys, was one of the finest fellers I ever knew. He was shift
-boss on the Rey del Monte in seventy-one when I was the superintendent.
-He got out of Virginia with his pile, didn’t lose it like the others.
-He had an easy three million when he came down here and bought the
-Bristed house on Pine Street. And Jack’s the best of his children.
-Maggie, who married the English baronet, was a nice sort of girl, but
-she’s never come back, and Terry’s smart enough, but not the kind you
-can bank on. Jack’s a good, straight boy. Cornelia couldn’t do better.”
-
-“That’s what I think,” said the mother, who, however, looked grave and
-worried. “Cornelia’s thirty. It’s time for her to settle, and she’ll
-make a good wife. They’ll live here, too. There’ll be no kicking up of
-their heels and going off to Europe or New York and thinking themselves
-too good to come back to California, like Maggie Duffy and her baronet.
-I want them here. I want to see some grandchildren round this house
-before I die. I want to know where Con’s money is going to.”
-
-She sighed, and it was obvious that her heart was heavy.
-
-“Yes,” she said, “it’s a good marriage and I’m pleased at it. Jack’s a
-Roman Catholic but you can’t have everything down here in this world.”
-
-The Ryans were Protestants, almost the only prominent Irish-American
-family in San Francisco which belonged to that church. Cornelius Ryan
-had been a North-country man, and went out with the Orange men when
-they paraded. He had been firm in his faith and so had his wife, and
-with the Hibernian’s violent devotion to creed they had made public
-their antipathy to the Church of Rome and their hopes that their
-children would not make alliances with its members.
-
-“Oh well,” said Cannon with a shrug of vague tolerance, “a man’s
-beliefs don’t matter. With a woman it’s a different thing. She brings
-up the children and takes her religion hard. Jack won’t interfere with
-Cornelia that way.”
-
-“Perhaps not,” said the mother. There was a slight pause and then she
-said with a sigh,
-
-“Well, thank God, one of my children’s going to marry as I want.”
-
-She was gazing into the fire and did not notice the quick look, sly
-and piercing, that her companion shot at her. The conversation had
-suddenly, without any effort of his, fallen upon the subject to which
-he had intended directing it.
-
-“Yes,” he said, looking away from her, “you’ve had one disappointment.
-That’s enough.”
-
-“Disappointment!” she echoed in a loud voice. “Disappointment? I’ve
-lost my son; lost him as if he was dead--worse than if he was dead, for
-then I’d know he was happy and safe somewhere.”
-
-It was a cry of pain, Rachel mourning for her child. The note of
-feeling in it checked the remark on Cannon’s lips. He understood what
-her suffering was and respected it.
-
-“Why, Bill Cannon,” she went on, turning the perturbed fierceness of
-her face on him, “how often do you think I see my boy? What ties do you
-think he has with his home? He came up here after he’d got back from
-Antelope, but before that I’d only seen him once in six weeks.”
-
-“That’s pretty hard,” he commented, his elbow on the arm of the chair,
-his chin sunk in the cup of his up-curled hand. “That’s pretty tough. I
-didn’t know it was as bad as that.”
-
-“Nobody knows anything about him. He won’t let them. He won’t let me.
-He’s proud, and trying to hide it all. That’s the reason he comes up
-here so seldom. He knows I can see into him, see through him, clear
-through him, and he don’t want me to see how miserable he is.”
-
-“Oh!” said the old man, moving slightly and raising his eyes to look
-at her. The interjection was full of significance, pregnant with
-understanding, appreciation and enlightenment. He was surprised
-himself. He had thought, and had understood from Dominick, that no
-one, especially no one of his own people, knew of the young man’s
-domestic infelicities. Neither of them was shrewd enough to realize
-that the mother would guess, would know by instinct.
-
-“And what do you suppose he came up for that once?” pursued Mrs. Ryan.
-“You could guess a lot of times but you’d never strike it. He came up
-here the night of my ball to ask me to give him an invitation for his
-wife!”
-
-She stared at her visitor with her face set in a stony hardness, a
-hardness reminiscent of that which had marked it when Dominick had
-asked for the invitation. Cannon saw it and checked the remark that
-rose to his lips. He was going to say “Why didn’t you give it to
-him?” and he saw that it was too light a comment for what had been a
-tragic occasion. All he did was to utter a grunt that might have meant
-anything and was consequently safe.
-
-“That’s what his marriage has done for him, and that’s the state that
-woman has ground him down to. She’d worked on him till she’d got him to
-come up here and ask for it a few minutes before the people began to
-arrive! That’s what she made him do.”
-
-“And you wouldn’t give it?” he inquired mildly, inwardly surprised, as
-he had been often before, at the rancor displayed by women in their
-quarrels.
-
-“Give it?” she exclaimed, “well, I guess not. It would have been my
-surrender. I’d have thrown up the fight for ever when I did that.”
-And then as if she had read his thoughts: “It’s not natural meanness
-either. There’s only one hope for me--for me and for Dominick, too.
-Divorce.”
-
-He did not move his chin from its resting-place in his up-curled hand,
-but made a slight assenting motion with his head, and said,
-
-“I suppose that’s the only thing.”
-
-“That’s been my hope since the day when I first saw her. I didn’t know
-then she’d been anything to Dominick before the marriage, but I knew
-the first look I had at her what she was. That long, mean nose and
-those sly eyes, and seven years older than the boy if she was a day.
-You didn’t have to tell me any more. I saw then just like a flash in
-the dark what my son had let himself in for. And then, not a month
-after, I heard the rest about her, and I knew that Dominick had started
-in to ruin his life about the best way he knew how.”
-
-Cannon gave another grunt, and this time it contained a recognizable
-note of sympathy. She went on, absorbed in her recital, anxious to pour
-out her griefs, now that she had begun.
-
-“Right there from the start I thought of divorce. I knew it was the
-only way out and was bound to come in time. The woman had married
-Dominick for money and position. I knew that, saw it in her face along
-with other things. There was no love in that face, just calculation,
-hard and sharp as a meat ax. I shut down on the money right there and
-then. Dominick had three thousand a year, so I knew he couldn’t starve,
-but three thousand a year wasn’t what she’d married him for.”
-
-“She’s got along on it for over two years.”
-
-“That’s it. She’s beaten me so far. I’m the keeper of Con Ryan’s
-fortune and I just closed my hand on it and said to her in so many
-words, ‘Not a cent of this for you.’ I thought she’d tire of struggling
-along in a flat with one Chinaman and not a soul to come near her.
-But she’s stood it and she’s going to go on standing it. Where she’s
-concerned, I did something the smartest men and women sometimes
-do--underrated the brains of my enemy.”
-
-“She’s pretty smart, I guess,” said Cannon, raising a gravely-commenting
-eye to his companion’s face.
-
-“That’s what she is,--smart and long-headed. She’s more far-sighted
-than women of her kind usually are and she’s got her eye on the future.
-She’s not going to give us a chance for divorce. She’s not going to
-make any breaks or mistakes. There’s not a more respectable woman in
-San Francisco. She doesn’t go with any one but her husband and her
-own sisters, two decent women that you can’t believe have the same
-blood in them. She’s the quietest, most domestic kind of a wife. It
-don’t matter, and nobody knows, that she’s making her husband the most
-miserable man in the country. That doesn’t cut any ice. What does is
-that there’s no ground for divorce against her. If she had the kind of
-husband that wouldn’t put up with anything from a woman, all he could
-do would be to leave her and she’d go round then getting everybody’s
-sympathies as a virtuous, deserted wife.”
-
-The old man gave his head an appreciative jerk, and murmured,
-
-“A pretty smart woman, all right.”
-
-“She’s all that--that and more. It’s the future that she’s banking
-on. I’m nearly seventy years of age, Bill Cannon, and this has broken
-me up more than anything that’s gone before. I’m not the woman I was
-before my boy married. And what’s going to happen when I die? I’ve only
-got two living children. Outside them there’s nobody but some distant
-relations that Con made settlements on before he died. If I left all
-I’ve got to Cornelia, or divided it up between Cornelia and charity,
-cutting off my son because he’d made a marriage I didn’t like, would
-such a will as that stand? Why had I left nothing to my only son?
-Because he’d married a woman I didn’t think good enough? And what was
-there against her? She’d been a typewriter and her husband’s mistress
-for six months before he married her. The mistress part of it had
-been condoned by marriage and good conduct--and after all, how many
-families in San Francisco and other places were founded on just those
-beginnings? As for her being a typewriter, Delia Ryan herself had been
-a washerwoman, washed for the miners with these hands;”--she held out
-her blunt, beringed hands with one of those dramatic gestures natural
-to the Irish--“when Con was working underground with his pick I was
-at the wash-tub, and I made money that way for him to run the mine.
-Where’s the California jury that would hesitate to award Dominick, and
-through him, his wife her part of the fortune that Con and I made?”
-
-“Well, that’s all possible,” Cannon said slowly, “but it’s so far off.
-It’s all surmise. You may live twenty years yet. I fancy she’d find a
-twenty-years’ wait under the present conditions rather wearying.”
-
-The old woman shook her head, looking very sad.
-
-“I’m not the woman I was,” she repeated, “this last thing’s broken me
-more than anything that went before. I lost three children by death,
-and it wasn’t as hard as losing my youngest boy the way I have.”
-
-“Have you any idea whether Dominick has ever thought of divorce?” he
-asked.
-
-“I’ve the clearest kind of an idea that he hasn’t. You don’t know
-Dominick. He’s the best boy in the world. He’ll blame himself for
-everything that’s gone wrong, not that woman. She’s smart enough to
-let him, too. And suppose he was a different kind and did think of
-it? That’s all the good it would do him. Men don’t sue women for
-divorce except under the greatest provocation, and Dominick’s got
-no provocation at all. My hopes were that the woman herself would
-sue--that we’d freeze her out with small means and cold shoulders--and
-you see that’s just what she’s determined not to do!”
-
-Cannon dropped his supporting hand on the chair-arm and began to caress
-gently a large tassel that hung there.
-
-“She could be approached in another way,” he said with a suggestion of
-pondering deliberation.
-
-“What way?”
-
-“You say she married Dominick for money. Have you never thought of
-buying her off?”
-
-He looked at Mrs. Ryan and met her eyes staring anxiously and, in a
-sort of way, shyly into his.
-
-“Yes,” she said in a low voice, “I have.”
-
-“Have you tried it?”
-
-“No,--I--I--I don’t think I dared,” she said almost desperately. “It
-was my last trump.”
-
-He realized, and, though he was unmoved by it, felt the pathos of this
-admission from the proud and combative woman who had so long and so
-successfully domineered over her world.
-
-“I suppose it _is_ a sort of death-bed remedy,” he said, “but it seems
-to me it’s about time to try it. Your idea that she’s going to wait
-till you die and then claim part of the estate as Dominick’s wife is
-all very well, but she’s not the kind of woman to be willing to wait
-patiently through the rolling years on three thousand dollars per
-annum. She’s a good bit older than he is and it isn’t making her any
-happier to see her best days passing with nothing doing. I should think
-you stood a pretty good chance of getting her to listen to reason.”
-
-“Offering her a sum down to leave him?” she said, looking at the fire,
-her brows knit.
-
-“Exactly. Offer her a good sum on the stipulation that she leaves him
-and goes away to New York or Europe. Then in the course of time she
-can write him asking him to grant her a divorce on some such technical
-grounds as desertion, or incompatibility, or anything else that’s
-respectable. He’ll have to give it to her. He can’t do anything else.
-And there you are!”
-
-“What if she refuses?” she said in a low voice, and he saw she was
-afraid of this refusal which would shatter her last hope.
-
-“Raise your offer,” he answered briskly. “She probably will refuse the
-first time.”
-
-She pondered, eying the fire with heavy immobility.
-
-“Yes,” she said, nodding. “It sounds reasonable. It’s about the only
-thing left.”
-
-“If I can be of any assistance to you,” he said, “you just call on me.
-I’m willing to help in this thing all I can. It goes against me to see
-Dominick caught in a trap this way just at the beginning of his life.”
-
-“A boy,” said his mother, “that would have made some good girl so
-happy.”
-
-Cannon rose from his chair.
-
-“That’s just it!” he said, “and there are not so many of ’em round that
-we can afford to lose one of the best. I’ve always liked Dominick and
-getting to know him so well up at Antelope I grew downright fond of
-him. He’s a fine boy.”
-
-He smiled at her with his most genial air, beaming with disinterested
-affection for Dominick and the desire to be helpful in a grievous
-strait. Mrs. Ryan looked brighter and more hopeful than she had done at
-the beginning of the interview.
-
-“It’s very good of you,” she said, “to come and listen to an old
-woman’s complaints. But as we get on, we seem to take them harder. And
-you know what my boy was to me?”
-
-“About the same thing that my girl is to me,” Cannon answered as he
-turned away to look on the table for his hat.
-
-There was a little more talk, and then the set phrases of farewell
-brought the interview to a close. Though momentous, it had not lasted
-long. As he left the room, Cannon heard the single note of half-past
-three chime from the clock on the mantelpiece.
-
-Outside he stood for a moment on the top of the marble steps, looking
-downward with absent eyes. He was completely engrossed with the
-just-ended conversation, parts of which repeated themselves in his mind
-as he stared unseeingly down the wide, unencumbered vista of the street.
-
-Carriages flashed past through strips of sunshine; automobiles whirred
-by, leaving dust and gasoline in their wake. On the sidewalks there
-were many foot passengers: lazily sauntering couples, lovers, family
-parties, and little groups bound for the cars which would whisk them
-over the dunes to the park. As he slowly began to descend, one of
-these groups, formed of three women, a man, and a child, approached
-the bottom of the steps. They were walking down the avenue in a close,
-talkative bunch. The descending magnate was apprised of their proximity
-by the high, cackling sound of the women’s voices and an aura of
-perfume which extended from them into the surrounding ether. He paid no
-attention to them, his eye, with its look of inward brooding, passing
-indifferently over the faces turned eagerly toward him.
-
-They were not so unmoved. Their glances were trained full on him, their
-eyes wide in the unblinking intensity of their scrutiny. Even the
-child, who was skipping along beside the eldest of the women, inspected
-him with solemn care. Brushing by in their gay Sunday raiment they
-drew together to discuss him, their heads in a cluster, their voices
-lowered. He was so used to being the object of such interest that he
-did not bother to look at them, and was therefore unaware that one of
-the women, quite pretty, with reddish hair and dark eyes, had turned as
-she moved away and surveyed him over her shoulder.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-BERNY MAKES A DISCOVERY
-
-
-It was near eleven o’clock on that same Sunday morning, when Berny,
-wrappered and heavy-eyed, emerged from her room. She shuffled down the
-passage to the dining-room, sending her voice before her in a shrill
-summons to the Chinaman. The morning papers were scattered over the
-table as Dominick had left them and she gathered them up, sitting
-sidewise in her chair and running her eye down their columns, while
-the servant set out her breakfast. She was still sleepy, and frequent
-yawns interrupted her perusal of the lines of print which interested
-her above all written matter. A kimono clothed her slim form and from
-beneath its hem her foot protruded, thrust bare into a furred slipper.
-She folded the paper over to bring the society column into a prominence
-easy of access, and, propping it up against a bowl of fruit, read as
-she ate her breakfast.
-
-Toward the end of the meal she inquired of the servant at what time her
-husband had gone out, and received the reply that Mr. Ryan had had
-his breakfast and left the flat two hours earlier. There was nothing
-disconcerting or unusual about this, as Dominick always went for a
-walk on fine Sunday mornings, but her mind was far from easy and she
-immediately fell to wondering why he had departed so early, and the
-slight ferment of disquietude that was always with her stirred again
-and made her forget the society column and let her Spanish omelet grow
-cold.
-
-There was something strange about Dominick since he had come back,
-something that intrigued her, that she could not satisfactorily
-explain. She assured herself that he was still angry, but in the deeper
-places of her understanding the voice that whispers the truth and
-will not be gainsaid told her it was not that. Neither was it exactly
-antagonism. In a way he had been studiously kind and polite to her, a
-sort of consciously-guarded politeness, such as one might practise to
-a guest with whom one was intimate without being friendly. She tried
-to explain to herself just what this change was, and when it came to
-putting the matter in words she could not find the right ones. It was
-a coldness, a coldness that was not harsh and did not express itself
-in actions or phrases. It went deeper; it was exhaled from the inner
-places of his being.
-
-Sometimes as she talked to him she would meet his eyes fixed on her
-with a deep, vacant glance, which she suddenly realized was unseeing
-and unheeding. In the evening as he sat reading in the cramped confines
-of the den she surreptitiously watched him and saw that a moment often
-came when he dropped his book, and with his long body limp in the
-arm-chair, his chin sunk on his breast, would sit with a brooding gaze
-fixed on nothing. Once, as he was dreaming this way, she said suddenly,
-
-“What are you thinking of, Dominick? Antelope?”
-
-He started and turned upon her a face that had reddened consciously.
-
-“Why should I think of Antelope?” he said, and she was aware that her
-remark had startled him and made him uncomfortable.
-
-“For no particular reason,” she answered lightly; “you just looked as
-if you were thinking of something a long way off.”
-
-She tried to reassure herself that it all rose from the quarrel. To
-believe that comforted her and gave her confidence, but it was hard to
-think it, for not only did her own instinct proclaim against it, but
-Dominick’s manner and attitude were in distinct refutation of any such
-theory. He was not sullen, he was absent; he was not resentful, he was
-indifferent. And in small outward ways he tried to please her, which
-was not after the manner of a sore and angry man. On this very Sunday
-he had agreed to meet her and her family in the park at the band stand
-at four. She always dined with her sisters on Sunday and if the weather
-was fine they went to the park and listened to the music. It was nearly
-a year now since Dominick had joined these family parties, preferring
-to walk on the Presidio hills and the Cliff House beach with a friend
-from the bank. But on the evening before he had promised to meet them;
-been quite agreeable about it, Berny had thought, when her pleadings
-and importunities had finally extorted from him a promise to join them
-there.
-
-She left the dining-room and walked up the hallway to the parlor, her
-head drooped, anxieties gnawing at her. The little room was flooded
-with sunshine, and she parted the lace curtains and, throwing up the
-window, leaned out. The rich, enveloping warmth surrounded her, clasped
-her, seemed to sink deep into her and thaw the apprehensions that
-were so cold at her heart. She drew in the sweet, still air, that did
-not stimulate but that had in it something of a crystalline youth and
-freshness, like the air of an untainted world, concerned with nothing
-but the joy of living. The scents of flowers were in it; the mellowness
-of the earth and its fruits. Peace was the message of this tranquil
-Sunday morning, peace was in the sunshine, in the sound of bells with
-which the air was full, in the fall of feet--light, joyous feet--on
-the pavement, in the voices of passers-by and the laughter, sweet and
-broken, of children. It was not right for any one to harbor cankering
-cares on such a day. The earth was happy, abandoned to the sunshine,
-irresponsible, care free, rejoicing in the perfect moment. The woman
-felt the restoring processes that Nature, in its tireless generosity,
-offers to all who will take them. She felt eased of her troubles,
-soothed and cheered, as though the enwrapping radiance that bathed
-her held an opiate for jangled nerves. Blinking in the brightness she
-leaned on the window-sill, immovable, quieted, feeling the warmth
-suffuse her and dissipate those alarms that half an hour earlier had
-been so chill and heavy.
-
-As she dressed, the sense of well-being and confidence increased. She
-looked very well this morning. Since Dominick’s return she had looked
-haggard and thin. Sometimes she had seemed to see, showing shadowy
-through her reflected face in the mirror, the lines and hollows of
-that face when time should have put a stamp on it that neither massage
-nor pigments would efface. A sudden moment of revelation showed her
-herself as an old woman, her nose pointed, her mouth a thin, tight
-line. This morning the glass gave her back none of these disconcerting
-hints. She was at her best, and as she dressed carefully and slowly,
-she had the satisfaction of seeing that each added article of apparel
-increased her good looks. When she finally put on her new hat--the one
-she had bought in celebration of Dominick’s return--and over it tied
-a white and black dotted veil, she was so gratified with the picture
-she presented that she was reluctant to leave it and pirouetted slowly
-before the glass, surveying her back and side views, and finally
-lifting her skirt that she might see the full effect of her lilac
-petticoat as it burst into sight in an ebullition of pleats and frills.
-
-Walking up the avenue she was bridlingly conscious that her brilliant
-appearance drew its tribute of glances. Many people looked at her, and
-their sidelong admiration was an even more exhilarating tonic than the
-sunshine. She walked with a light, elastic step, spreading perfume on
-the air, her progress accompanied by a rich, seductive rustle. Once or
-twice she passed members of that exclusive world from which she had
-stolen Dominick. She swept by them, languidly indifferent, her eyes
-looking with glacial hauteur over their heads. The sound made by her
-brushing silk petticoats was gratifyingly aggressive. She imparted to
-them a slight disdainful swing, and lifted her dress skirt daintily
-higher, conscious of the impeccable amplitude of her emerging lilac
-frills.
-
-The habit of dining with her own people on Sunday had been one she had
-never abandoned, even in the first aspiring days of her marriage.
-It was a sort of family reunion and at first Dominick had been a not
-unwilling participant in its domestic festivities. The solid bourgeois
-respectability of his wife’s relations appealed to him. For all his
-advantages in money and education he was of the same class himself,
-and while Berny was, if not a beloved spouse, a yet endurable one, he
-had found the Sunday gatherings and subsequent hejira to the park not
-entirely objectionable. For over a year now he had escaped from it,
-pleading the need of open air and exercise, and his sisters-in-law, who
-had at first protested, had grown used to his absence and accepted it
-as something to bear uncomplainingly.
-
-The day was so fine that they hurried through their dinner, a hearty
-and lavish meal, the _chef-d’œuvre_ of Hannah’s housekeeping, and,
-loath to lose a moment of the sunshine, determined to walk down to Van
-Ness Avenue and there catch an outgoing car to the park. It was the
-middle of the afternoon and the great thoroughfare lay still and idle
-in the slanting light. There was something foreign, almost tropical
-in its vista, in the scene that hung like a drop curtain at the limit
-of sight--pale blue hills dotted with ochre-colored houses--in the
-background of sky deep in tint, the foliage dark against it as if
-printed upon its intense glaring blue, in the sharp lines of palms
-and spiky leaves crossing stuccoed walls. The people that moved slowly
-along the sidewalks fitted into this high-colored exotic setting.
-There was no hurry or crowding among them. They progressed with an
-un-American deliberation, tasting the delicate sweetness of the air,
-rejoicing in the sky and the sun, pausing to look at the dark bushiness
-of a dracæna against a wash of blue, the skeleton blossom of a Century
-plant, the pool of thick scarlet made by a parterre of geranium.
-
-The three sisters--Hannah and Pearl leading, Berny and Hazel walking
-behind with Josh--fared buoyantly down the street. As they passed, they
-commented on the houses and their inmates. They had plenty of stories
-of the dwellers in those solemn palaces, many of whom were people whose
-humble beginnings they knew by heart, and whose rapid rise had been
-watched almost awe-stricken by an admiring and envious community.
-
-As the Ryan house loomed into view their chatter ceased and their eyes,
-serious with staring attention, were fixed on the mansion which had
-so stubbornly closed its doors on one of them. Sensations of varying
-degrees of animosity stirred in each of them, except the child, still
-too young to be tainted by the corroding sense of worldly injustice.
-She skipped along sidewise, her warm, soft hand clasped in her Aunt
-Hannah’s decently-gloved palm. Some wave or vibration of the intense
-feelings of her elders passed to her, and as they drew nearer the house
-she, too, began to grow grave, and her skipping quieted down into a
-sober walk.
-
-“That’s Uncle Dominick’s house, isn’t it?” she said to Hannah.
-
-Hannah nodded. By far the most amiable and wide-minded of the sisters,
-she could not rise above the sense of rankling indignation that she
-felt against the Ryans for their treatment of Berny.
-
-“That’s the biggest house in San Francisco,” said Pearl over her
-shoulder to her parents. “Ain’t it, Popper?”
-
-“I guess it is,” answered Josh, giving his head a confirmatory wag,
-“and even if it ain’t, it’s big enough, the Lord knows!”
-
-“I can’t see what a private family wants with all that room,” said
-Hannah with a condemnatory air. “There must be whole sootes of rooms on
-that upper floor that nobody lives in.”
-
-“Don’t you fret. They’re all occupied,” said Berny. “Each one of them
-has their own particular soote. Cornie has three rooms all of her own,
-and even the housekeeper has a private bath!”
-
-“And there’s twelve indoor servants,” said Hazel. “They want a lot of
-space for them. Twelve servants, just think of it!”
-
-“Twelve servants!” ejaculated Hannah almost with a groan. “Well, that
-don’t seem to me right.”
-
-They were close to the house now and silence fell on them, as though
-the antagonism of its owners was exhaled upon them from the mansion’s
-aggressive bulk, like an unspoken curse. They felt overawed, and at
-the same time proud that one of their number should have even the most
-distant affiliations with a family too exclusive to know her. The
-women with their more responsive and sensitive natures felt it more
-delicately than Josh, who blunderingly expressed one of the thoughts of
-the moment by remarking,
-
-“Some day you’ll live in there, Berny, and boss the twelve servants.”
-
-“Rats!” said Berny, giving her head an angry toss. “I’d rather live in
-my flat and boss Sing.”
-
-Josh’s whistle of facetious incredulity died away incomplete, for at
-that moment the hall door opened and a portly masculine shape emerged
-upon the porch. Berny, at the first glance, was not sure of its
-identity, but her doubts were dispelled by her brother-in-law’s quick
-sentence, delivered on the rise of a surprised breath.
-
-“Bill Cannon, by gum! What’s he doing there?”
-
-This name, as powerful to conjure with in the city as in the
-mining-camps, cast its instantaneous spell upon the sisters, who stared
-avid-eyed upon the great man. He for his part seemed oblivious to
-their glances and to their presence. He stood on the top step for a
-musing moment, looking down with that sort of filmy fixity of gaze
-which is noticeable in the glance of the resting eagle. His appearance
-was a last crowning touch to the proud, unapproachable distinction of
-the Ryans.
-
-“Don’t he look as if he was thinking?” said Hazel in a whisper. “I
-wonder what’s on his mind.”
-
-“Probably that Monday’s pay-day and he don’t know whether he can
-scratch through,” said the jocose Josh.
-
-Berny did not say anything. She felt the interest in Cannon that she
-did in all conquering, successful people, and in her heart it gave her
-a sense of added importance to think that the family she had married
-into and who refused to know her was on friendly terms with the Bonanza
-King.
-
-A half-hour later they had found seats in front of the band stand in
-the park, and, settling themselves with a great rustling and preening
-of plumage, prepared to enjoy the music. Hannah and Pearl were given
-two chairs at the end of a row, and Hazel and Berny, with Josh as
-escort, secured four on the line immediately behind. Dominick had not
-yet appeared, so the sisters spread their skirts over a vacant seat
-between them, and Berny, in the intervals of inspecting the people
-around her, sent exploring glances about for the tall figure of her
-husband.
-
-She was very fond of the park and band stand on such Sunday afternoons.
-To go there had been one of the great diversions of her girlhood. She
-loved to look at this holiday gathering of all types, among which her
-own class was largely represented. The outdoor amphitheater of filled
-benches was to her what the ball-room and the glittering horseshoe at
-the opera are to the woman of society. She saw many old friends among
-the throng, girls who had been contemporaries of hers when she had
-first “gone to work,” and had long since married in their own world and
-now dragged children by the hand. She looked them over with an almost
-passionate curiosity, discomfited to see the fresh youth of some, and
-pleased to note that others looked weighed down with maternal cares.
-Berny regarded women who had children as fools, and the children
-grouped about these mothers of her own age--three and four sometimes,
-with the husband carrying a baby--were to her only annoying, burdensome
-creatures that made the party seem a little ridiculous, and had not
-half the impressiveness or style of her elegant costume and lilac
-frills.
-
-The magnificent afternoon had brought out a throng of people. Every
-seat in the lines of benches was full and foot passengers kept
-constantly coming up, standing for a few measures, and then moving on.
-They were of all kinds. The beauty of the day had even tempted the more
-fashionable element out, and the two sisters saw many elegantly-dressed
-ladies of the sort on whom Hazel fitted hats all day, and that evoked
-in Berny a deep and respectful curiosity. Both women, sitting high in
-their chairs, craned their necks this way and that, spying through
-breaks in the crowd, and following attractive figures with dodging
-movements of their heads. When either one saw anything she liked or
-thought interesting she laid a hand on the other’s knee, giving it a
-slight dig, and designated the object of her attention in a few broken
-words, detached and disconnected like notes for a sentence.
-
-They were thus engaged when Hazel saw Dominick and, rising, hailed
-him with a beckoning hand. He made his way toward them, moving
-deliberately, once or twice pausing to greet acquaintances. He was
-taller than any man in the surrounding throng and Berny, watching
-him, felt a sense of proprietary pride swelling in her when she noted
-his superiority. The son of an Irish laborer and a girl who had begun
-life as the general servant in a miner’s boarding-house, he looked as
-if his forebears might have been the flower of the nation. He wore a
-loose-fitting suit of gray tweed, a wide, gray felt sombrero, and round
-his waist a belt of yellow leather. His collar turning back from his
-neck exposed the brown strength of his throat, and on lifting his hat
-in a passing salutation, his head with its cropped curly hair, the ears
-growing close against it, showed golden brown in the sunlight.
-
-With a phrase of greeting he joined them, and then as they swept their
-skirts off the chair they had been hiding, slipped in front of Berny
-and sat down. Hazel began to talk to him. Her conversation was of a
-rallying, joking sort, at which she was quite proficient. Berny heard
-him laugh and knew by the tone of his voice that he was pretending
-and was not really amused. She had nothing particular to say to him,
-feeling that she had accomplished enough in inducing him to join them,
-and, sitting forward on the edge of her chair, continued to watch the
-people. A blonde coiffure some rows in front caught her eye and she was
-studying its intricacies through the interstices that came and went
-between the moving heads, when the sudden emergence into view of an
-unusually striking female figure diverted her attention. The woman had
-come up from behind and, temporarily stopped by the crowd, had come
-to a standstill a few rows in front of where the sisters sat. She was
-accompanied by a young man dressed in the Sunday dignity of frock-coat
-and silk hat. As he turned to survey the lines of filled chairs, Berny
-saw that he had a pale skin, a small black mustache, and dark eyes.
-
-But her interest in him was of the slightest. Her attention was
-immediately riveted upon the woman, who became the object of a glance
-which inspected her with a piercing eagerness from her hat to the hem
-of her shirt. Berny could not see her face, but her habiliments were of
-the latest mode and of an unusual and subdued elegance which bespoke an
-origin in a more sophisticated center than San Francisco. Berny, all
-agog with curiosity, stared at the lady’s back, noting not only her
-clothes but a certain carelessness in the way they were put on. Her hat
-was not quite straight. The comb, which crossed the back of her head
-and kept her hair smooth, was crooked, and blonde wisps hung from it
-over her collar. The hand that held up her skirt in a loose perfunctory
-manner, as though these rich encasings were possessions of no moment,
-was covered by a not particularly clean white glove.
-
-Such unconsciousness added the distinction of indifference to the
-already marked figure. Berny wondered more than ever who it was and
-longed to see the averted face. She was about to lean across Dominick
-and attract Hazel’s attention by a poking finger directed against her
-knee, when the woman, with a word to her companion, moved her head and
-let a slow glance sweep over the rows of faces.
-
-“Hazel,” Berny hissed across Dominick, “look at that girl. Who is she?”
-
-She did not divert her eyes from the woman’s face, which she now saw
-in profile. It was pretty, she thought, more from a rich, unmingled
-purity of coloring than from any particular beauty of feature. The head
-with its gravely-traveling glance continued to turn till Berny had the
-satisfaction of seeing the face in three-quarters. A moment later the
-moving eyes lighted indifferently on Hazel, then ceased to progress,
-suddenly, bruskly, as though checked by the imperative stoppage of
-regulating machinery.
-
-Only a person watching closely would have noticed it, but Berny was
-watching with the most vigilant closeness. She saw the infusion of a
-new and keener interest transform the glance, concentrate its lazy,
-diffused attention into something that had the sharpness and suddenness
-of a leaping flame. The next moment a flood of color rose clearly pink
-over the face, and then, most surprising of all, the lady bent her head
-in a grave, deliberate bow.
-
-Berny turned, startled--and in a vague, undefined way, disturbed,
-too--to see who had been the object of this salutation. To her
-astonishment it was Dominick. As she looked at him, he replaced
-his hat and she saw--to the augmentation of that vague sense of
-disturbance--that he was as pale as the bowing woman was pink.
-
-“Dominick,” she exclaimed, “who’s that?”
-
-“Miss Cannon,” he said in a low tone.
-
-“Rose Cannon?” hissed Hazel on the other side of him, her face thrust
-forward, and tense in the interest of the moment, “Bill Cannon’s
-daughter?”
-
-“Yes. I met her at Antelope.”
-
-“Berny, did you see her dress?” Hazel hung over her brother-in-law in
-her excitement. “That’s straight from Paris, I’ll bet you a dollar.”
-
-“Yes, I saw it,” said Berny in a voice that did not sound particularly
-exhilarated; “maybe it is.”
-
-She looked back at Miss Cannon who had turned away and was moving off
-through the crowd with her escort. Then she leaned toward Dominick. His
-voice had not sounded natural; as she placed her arm against his she
-could feel that he trembled.
-
-She said nothing but settled back in her chair, dryly swallowing. In
-those few past moments her whole world had undergone a revolution
-that left her feeling dazed and a little sick. It was as if the earth
-had suddenly whirled around and she had come up panting and clutching
-among familiar things reversed and upset. In an instantaneous flash
-of illumination she saw everything--the look in the woman’s eyes, her
-rush of color, Dominick’s voice, his expression, the trembling of his
-arm--it was all perfectly plain! This was the girl he had been shut in
-Antelope with for three weeks. Now she knew what the change was, the
-inexplicable, mysterious change that had so puzzled her.
-
-She felt bewildered, and under her bewilderment a pain, a fierce,
-unfamiliar pain, gripped her. She did not for the moment say anything
-or want to speak, and she felt as a child does who is dazed and
-stupefied by an unexpected assault of ill treatment. The slight
-sensation of inward sinking, that made her feel a little sick,
-continued and she sat in a chilled and drooping silence, all her
-bridling conceit in herself and her fine clothes stricken suddenly out
-of her.
-
-She heard Hazel asking Dominick questions about Miss Cannon, and she
-heard Dominick’s answers, brief and given with a reticent doggedness.
-Then Hazel asked him for the time and she was conscious of his elbow
-pressing against her arm as he felt for his watch. As he drew it out
-and held it toward the questioner, Berny suddenly leaned forward, and,
-catching his hand with the watch in it, turned its face toward her.
-The hand beneath hers was cold, and shook. She let it go and again
-sank back in her chair. The feeling of sickness grew stronger and was
-augmented by a sense of physical feebleness, of being tremulous and
-cold deep down in her bones.
-
-Hazel rose to her feet, shaking her skirts into place.
-
-“Let’s go on,” she said, “it’s getting chilly. Come along, Josh. I
-suppose if you were let alone, you’d sit here till sundown listening to
-the music in a trance.”
-
-Dominick and Josh rose and there was an adjusting and putting-on of
-wraps. Berny still sat motionless, her hands, stiff in their tight
-gloves, lying open on her lap.
-
-“Come along, Berny,” said Hazel. “It’s too cold to sit here any longer.
-Why, how funny you look, all pale and shriveled up! You’re as bad as
-Josh. You and he ought to have married each other. You’d have been a
-prize couple.”
-
-Josh laughed loudly at this sally, leaning round the figure of his wife
-to present his foolish, good-humored face, creased with a grin, to
-Berny.
-
-“Are you willing, Berny?” he cried gaily. “I can get a divorce whenever
-you say. It will be dead easy; brutal and inhuman treatment. Just say
-the word!”
-
-“There’ll be brutal and inhuman treatment if you don’t move on and stop
-blocking the way, Josh McCrae,” said Hazel severely. “I want to go out
-that side and there you are right in the path, trying to be funny.”
-
-The cheerful Josh, still laughing, turned and moved onward between the
-seats, the others following him. The mass of the crowd was not yet
-leaving, and as the little group moved forward in a straggling line
-toward the drive, the exciting opening of the _William Tell Overture_
-boomed out from the sounding board. It was a favorite piece, and they
-left lingeringly, Hazel and Josh particularly fascinated, with heads
-turned and ears trained on the band. Josh’s hand, passed through his
-wife’s arm, affectionately pressed her against his side, for despite
-the sharpness of their recriminations they were the most loving of
-couples.
-
-Berny was the last of the line. In the flurry of departure her silence
-had passed unnoticed, and that she should thus lag at the tail of the
-procession was not in any way remarkable, as, at the best of times,
-she was not much of a walker and in her high-heeled Sunday shoes her
-progress was always deliberate.
-
-Looking ahead of her, she saw the landscape still as a picture under
-the slanting, lurid sunlight. It seemed to be painted with unnaturally
-glaring tints, to be soaked in color. The grass, crossed with long
-shadows, was of the greenness of an aniline dye. The massed foliage
-of tree groups showed a melting richness of shades, no one clearly
-defined, all fused in a thick, opaque lusciousness of greens. The
-air was motionless and very clear. Where a passing carriage stirred
-the dust the powdery cloud rose, spreading a tarnishing blur on the
-crystalline clarity of the scene. The sun injected these dust films
-with gold, and they settled slowly, as if it made them heavy like
-ground-up particles of metal.
-
-Yet, to Berny, this hectic prospect looked gray; all color seemed
-sucked from it. It appeared pale and alien, its comfortable intimacy
-gone. She was like a stranger walking in a strange place, a forlorn,
-remote land, where she felt miserable and homesick. The sense of being
-dazed was passing from her. Walking forward with short, careful steps,
-she was slowly coming to the meaning of her discovery--adjusting
-herself to it, realizing its significance. She had an uncomfortable
-sensation of not being able to control the muscles round her mouth, so
-that if spoken to she would have had difficulty in answering, and would
-have been quite unable to smile.
-
-An open carriage passed her, and she drew aside, then mechanically
-looked after it as it rolled forward. There was a single figure in
-it--a woman. Berny could see her head over the lowered hood, and the
-little parasol she held, white with a black lace cover and having a
-joint in the handle. Her eyes followed this receding head, moving so
-evenly against the background of trees. It soared along without sinking
-or rising, with the even, forward flight of a bird, passed Hannah and
-Josh and Hazel, turning to drop on them quick looks, which seemed, from
-its elevated position and the shortness of the inspection, to have
-something of disdain in them.
-
-As the carriage drew near Dominick, who walked at the head of the line
-with Pearl by the hand, Berny saw the head move, lean forward, and
-then, as the vehicle overhauled and passed the young man, turn at right
-angles and bow to him. The wheel almost brushed his shoulder. He drew
-back from it with a start and lifted his hat. Hazel, who was walking
-just in front of Berny, turned and projecting her lips so that they
-stood out from her face in a red circle, hissed through them,
-
-“Old Lady Ryan!” and then in a slightly louder key,
-
- “You take a hatchet and I’ll take a saw,
- And we’ll cut off the head of my mother-in-law.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL
-
-
-The conversation with her old friend had upset Mrs. Ryan. These were
-grievances she did not talk of to all the world, and the luxury of such
-plain speaking was paid for by a re-awakened smart. The numb ache of a
-sorrow was always with her, but her consciousness of it was dulled in
-the diversion of every day’s occupations. Bringing it to the surface
-this way gave it a new vitality, and when the conversation was over and
-the visitor gone it refused to subside into its old place.
-
-She went slowly up stairs, hearing the low murmur of voices from the
-sitting-room where Cornelia and Jack Duffy were still secluded. Even
-the thought of that satisfactorily-budding romance did not cheer her as
-it had done earlier in the day. As she had told Cannon, she was not the
-woman she had been. Old age was coming on her and with it a softening
-of her iron nature. She wanted her son, her Benjamin, dearly beloved
-with all the forces of her maturity as his father had been with all
-the glow of her youth.
-
-In her own room she threw aside the lace curtains, and looking out on
-the splendor of the afternoon, determined to seek cheer in the open
-air. Like all Californians she had a belief in the healing beneficence
-of air and sunlight. As the sun had soothed Berny of her sense of care
-so now it wooed her enemy also to seek solace in its balm. She rang for
-the servant and ordered the carriage. A few minutes later, clad in rich
-enshrouding black, a small and fashionable bonnet perched on her head,
-she slowly made her way down stairs and out to the sidewalk where the
-victoria, glittering in the trim perfection of its appointments and
-drawn by a pair of well-matched chestnuts, stood at the curb.
-
-The man on the box touched his hat with respectful greeting and the
-Chinese butler, who had accompanied her down the steps, arranged the
-rug over her knees and stepped back with the friendly “good-by,” which
-is the politeness of his race. They respected, feared, and liked her.
-Every domestic who had ever worked in Delia Ryan’s service from the
-first “hired girl” of her early Shasta days to the staff that now
-knew the rigors of her dominion, had found her a just and generous
-if exacting mistress. She had never been unfair, she had never been
-unkind. She was one of themselves and she knew how to manage them,
-how to make them understand that she was master, and that no drones
-were permitted in her hive; how to make them feel that she had a heart
-that sympathized with them, not as creatures of an alien class remotely
-removed from her own, but as fellow beings, having the same passions,
-griefs and hopes as herself.
-
-As the carriage rolled forward she settled back against the cushioned
-seat and let her eyes roam over the prospect. It was the heart of the
-afternoon, still untouched by chill, not a breath stirring. Passing up
-the long drive which leads to the park, the dust raised by wheels hung
-ruddy in the air. The long shadows of trees striped the roadway in an
-irregular black pattern, picked out with spatterings of sunshine, like
-a spilled, gold liquid. Belts of fragrance, the breaths of flowering
-shrubs, extended from bushy coppices, and sometimes the keen, acrid
-odor of the eucalyptus rose on the air. From this lane of entrance
-the park spread fan-like into a still, gracious pleasance. The rich,
-golden light slept on level stretches of turf and thick mound-shaped
-groups of trees. The throb of music--the thin, ethereal music of
-out-of-doors--swelled and sank; the voices of children rose clear and
-fine from complicated distances, and once the raucous cry of a peacock
-split the quietness, seeming to break through the pictorial serenity of
-the lovely, dreamy scene.
-
-Mrs. Ryan sat without movement, her face set in a sphinx-like
-profundity of expression. People in passing carriages bowed to her but
-she did not see them and their salutes went unreturned. Her vision was
-bent back on scenes of her past, so far removed from what made up the
-present, so different and remote from her life to-day, that it did not
-seem as if the same perspective could include two such extremes. Even
-her children were not links of connection between those old dead times
-and now. They had been born when Con’s fortunes were in the ascendant.
-They had known none of the privations of the brave days when she and
-her man had faced life together, young, and loving, and full of hope.
-
-The carriage ascended a slight rise, and the sea, a glittering plain,
-lay in full view. It met the sky in a white dazzle of light. All its
-expanse coruscated as if each wave was crested with tinsel, and where
-they receded from the beach it was as though a web of white and shining
-tissue was drawn back, torn and glistening, from the restraining clutch
-of the sand. The smooth bareness of fawn-colored dunes swept back from
-the shore. They rose and fell in undulations, describing outlines of a
-suave, fluid grace, lovely as the forms of drifting snow, or the swell
-of waves. Ocean and dunes, for all the splendor of sky and sun that
-overarched and warmed them, suggested a gaunt, primeval desolation.
-They had the loneliness of the naked earth and the unconquerable
-sea--were a bit of the primordial world before man had tamed and
-softened it.
-
-Mrs. Ryan swept them with a narrow, inward gaze which saw neither,
-but, in their place, the house in Virginia City, where she and Con
-had lived when they were first married in the early sixties. It was
-of “frame”--raw, yellow boards with narrow strips of wood nailed over
-every seam to keep the wind out. There had been a rough porch on one
-side where her wash-tub had stood. Out-of-doors there in the summer
-weather she had bent over the wash-board most of the day. She had made
-enough money to furnish the prospect hole that Con was working, with
-tools and miner’s supplies. Little Dick was born there; he had died
-afterward in Shasta. He used to lie in a wash-basket on the soiled
-linen in the sun. He would have been forty-five now, sixteen years
-older than Dominick.
-
-She gave an order to the coachman who, drawing up, turned the horses,
-and the carriage started on its return trip. The sun was behind it,
-painting with level, orange rays the thick foliage of trees and the
-backs of foot passengers. Whatever it touched had the appearance of
-being overlaid with a gilded glaze through which its natural colors
-shone, deepened and brilliant.
-
-Mrs. Ryan’s memories had leaped from Virginia City to Shasta.
-After Con’s prospect at Gold Hill had “petered” they had moved to
-California, been members of that discouraged route which poured,
-impoverished in pocket and enfeebled in health, from the wreck of the
-gutted Nevada camp back to their own Golden State and its beguiling
-promises. They had opened a grocery in Shasta in sixty-eight, first a
-little place where Con and she waited behind the counter, then, when
-they began to prosper, a big store on the corner. “Ryan’s” was written
-over the entrance in the beginning, when they had no money to spend, in
-black on a strip of canvas, after that in gold letters on a handsome
-sign. She had kept the books there while Con had managed the business,
-and they had done well. It was the beginning of their prosperity and
-how they had worked for it! Night after night up till midnight and the
-next morning awake before the birds. Two children had died there and
-three had been born. It had been a full life, a splendid life, the best
-a woman could know, working for her own, making them a place in the
-world, fighting her way up, shoulder to shoulder with her man.
-
-Money had been her goal. She had not wanted to hoard it; of itself it
-meant nothing to her. She had wanted it for her children: to educate
-them better than she had been educated, to give them the advantages
-she had never known, to buy pleasures and position and consideration
-for them. She had felt the insignificance of poverty, and she was
-determined that they should never feel it. They should have the power
-that it seemed to Delia Ryan money alone gave, the thing she had none
-of, when, in her ragged girlhood, she winced and chafed under the
-dominance of those she felt to be her inferiors. She was a materialist
-by nature, and life had made her more of one. Money conquered, money
-broke the trail that led everywhere, money paid the gate entrance to
-all paradises. That was what she had always thought. And now when she
-was close on seventy, and her strength to fight for the old standards
-and ward off the creeping chill of age was weakened, she had come to
-realize that perhaps it was not the world-ruling power she had thought
-it. She had come to see it could turn upon one in strange ways. It
-carried power and it carried a curse. Dominick, whose life it was to
-have made brilliant, whose career it was to have crowned, Dominick had
-lost all through it.
-
-She was thinking this as the carriage swept into the wider reach of
-the drive near the band stand. Though the music was still throbbing
-on the air, people were already leaving. Broken lines were detaching
-themselves from the seated mass in the chairs, disappearing among
-the trees, and straggling out into the road. The wheels of the
-victoria almost brushed the shoulders of a little party that moved
-in irregular file between the grass edge and the drive. Mrs. Ryan let
-her uninterested glance touch the hatted heads of the women and then
-move forward to the man who headed the column. He held by the hand a
-pretty, fair-haired child, who, leaning out from his restraining grasp,
-walked a little before him, looking back laughingly into his face. Mrs.
-Ryan’s eyes, alighting on his back, became suddenly charged with a
-fierce fixity of attention. The carriage overhauled him and before he
-looked up she leaned forward and saw his profile, the brow marked by a
-frown, the child’s gay prattle causing no responsive smile to break the
-brooding gravity that held his features.
-
-As he felt the vibration of the wheel at his shoulder he started
-aside and looked up. When he recognized his mother his face reddened,
-and, with a quick smile, he lifted his hat. Her returning salute was
-serious, almost tragically somber. Then the victoria swept on, and he
-and the child, neither for a moment speaking, looked after the bonneted
-head that soared away before them with a level, forward vibration, like
-a floating bird, the little parasol held stiffly erect on its jointed
-handle.
-
-As Mrs. Ryan passed down the long park entrance she thought no more
-of the past. The sight of her son, heading the file of his wife’s
-relations, his face set in an expression of heavy dejection, scattered
-her dreams of retrospect with a shattering impact. She had never seen
-him look so frankly wretched; and to intensify the effect of his
-wretchedness was the sprawling line of Iversons which surrounded him.
-They seemed, to her furious indignation, like a guard cutting him off
-from his kind, imprisoning him, keeping him for themselves. They were
-publicly dragging him at their chariot wheels for all the world to see.
-His wife instead of getting less was getting more power over him. She
-had made him ask for the invitation to the ball and now she made him
-escort herself and her sisters about on holidays.
-
-The old woman’s face was dark with passion, her pale lips set into a
-tight line. Money! Money might make trouble and bring disappointment,
-but it would talk to those people. Money was all they were after. Well,
-they could have it!
-
-She let three days go by before she made the move she had determined
-on ten minutes after she had passed Dominick. The Wednesday morning
-following that Sunday--apparently a day of innocuous and simple
-happenings, really so fraught with Fate--she put on her outdoor things
-and, dispensing with the carriage, went down town on the car to see
-Bill Cannon.
-
-The Bonanza King’s office was on the first floor of a building owned
-by himself on one of the finest Montgomery Street corners. It had been
-built in the flush times of the Comstock and belonged to that epoch of
-San Francisco architecture where long lines of windows were separated
-by short columns and overarched by ornate embellishments in wood. As
-Mrs. Ryan approached, the gold letters on these windows gleamed bravely
-in the sun. They glittered even on the top-story casements, and her
-eye, traveling over them, saw that they spelled names of worth, good
-tenants who would add to the dignity and revenues of such an edifice.
-She owned the corner opposite, and it gave her a pang of emulative envy
-to notice how shabby her building looked, a relic of the sixties which
-showed its antiquity in walls of brick, painted brown, and a restrained
-meagerness of decoration in the matter of cornices. For some time she
-had been thinking of tearing it down and raising a new, up-to-date
-structure on the site. It would yield a fine interest on the investment
-and be a good wedding jointure for Cornelia.
-
-With her approach heralded by a rustling of rich stuffs and a subdued
-panting, she entered the office. A long partition down one side of the
-room shut off an inner sanctum of clerks. Through circular openings she
-could see their faces, raised expectantly from ledgers as their ears
-caught the frou-frou of skirts and a step, which, though heavy, was
-undoubtedly feminine. She stopped at one of the circular openings where
-the raised face looked older and graver than its fellows, and inquired
-for Mr. Cannon, giving her name. In a moment the clerk was beside
-her, knocking at a door which gave egress to still more sacred inner
-precincts. Opening this, he bowed her into the dimly-lit solemnity
-of the Bonanza King’s private office. Back in the outer room among
-the clerks he relieved the strained curiosity of their faces with the
-remark,
-
-“Greek’s meeting Greek in there. It’s Mrs. Con Ryan.”
-
-The private office looked out on an alley shut in a perpetual twilight
-by the towering walls of surrounding buildings. The long windows that
-ran from the floor to the ceiling could not let in enough light ever to
-make it a bright room, and the something of dimness seemed appropriate
-to the few massive pieces of furniture and the great safe in the
-corner, with its lock glimmering from the dusk of continual shadow. Men
-from windows across the alley could look into the office and see to
-whom Bill Cannon was talking, and it was known that, for this reason,
-he had another suite of rooms on one of the upper floors. But that that
-most competent of business women, Con Ryan’s widow, should come to his
-lair to parley with him was natural enough, and if the watchers across
-the alley saw her it only added to their sober respect for the man who
-was visited in his office by the richest woman in California.
-
-She did not waste time beating about the bush. Sitting beside the desk,
-facing the pale light from the long windows, she very quickly plunged
-into the matter of her errand. It was a renewal of the conversation
-of the previous Sunday. Cannon sat in his swivel chair, looking
-meditatively at her. He had expected her, but not so soon, and as he
-watched her his face showed a mild friendly surprise breaking through
-its observant attention. It would have been difficult for any one,
-even so astute a woman as Mrs. Ryan, to guess that her request for his
-assistance in severing Dominick’s marriage bonds was affording the old
-man the keenest gratification.
-
-Their talk lasted nearly an hour. Before the interview ended they had
-threshed out every aspect of the matter under discussion. There would
-be no loose ends or slighted details in any piece of work which engaged
-the attention of this bold and energetic pair of conspirators. The men
-on the other side of the alley looked down on them, wondering what
-business was afoot between Mrs. Con Ryan and Bill Cannon, that they
-talked so long in the big dim office with its gloomy mahogany furniture
-and the great black safe looming up in the corner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-THE GOD DESCENDS
-
-
-Two days after this momentous combination of her enemies, Berny was
-sitting in the parlor of her flat, writing a letter. It was three
-o’clock in the afternoon and she had just dressed herself for her
-daily jaunt down town, where she spent an hour or two looking into
-the shop windows, pricing articles of apparel, taking a glass of soda
-water, and stopping for chats with acquaintances under awnings and
-in open doorways. Her life was exceedingly barren of occupation and
-companionship. When she had married, she had dropped all work save
-such as seemed to her fitting for the wife of a rich man. Outside her
-sisters she had no friends. She knew the wives of several of the bank
-officials and to them, as representing a rise in the social scale, she
-clung hopefully. The letter she was now writing was to one of them who
-had taken a sick child to the country.
-
-She had finished it, and was inscribing her signature, when a ring at
-the bell caught her ear. She raised her head listening, and then bent
-it again over the letter. Visitors were too rare at the Sacramento
-Street flat for her to cherish any delusive hopes. Writing the address
-in her best hand, she did not hear a foot ascending the stairs, nor
-know that it actually was a visitor, till a tap on the door-post of the
-room made her turn and ejaculate a startled “Come in!” The door that
-led from the parlor to the hall had been removed, and a bamboo portière
-hung in the opening. A large masculine hand thrust apart the hanging
-strands, and Bill Cannon, hat in hand, confident and yet apologetic,
-entered the room.
-
-He had been surprised when he had seen how small and unpretentious
-was the home of Con Ryan’s only son. He was more than ever surprised
-when the Chinaman, with the unveiled impudence of those domestics when
-the employes of masters they do not like, had waved his proffered
-card aside, and with a jerk of his head motioned him forward to a
-doorway at the end of the passage. Now, on entering, he took in, in an
-impressionistic sweep, the overcrowded, vulgar garishness of the little
-room, saturated with the perfume of scents and sachets, and seeming to
-be the fitting frame for the woman who rose from a seat by the desk.
-
-She looked at him inquiringly with something of wariness and distrust
-in her face. She was the last of the ascending scale of surprises he
-had encountered, for she was altogether better-looking, more a person
-to be reckoned with, than he had expected. His quick eye, trained to
-read human nature, recognized the steely determination of this woman
-before she spoke, saw it in the level scrutiny of her eyes, in the
-decision of her close mouth. He felt a sensation, oft experienced and
-keenly pleasurable, of gathering himself together for effort. It was
-the instinct of an old warrior who loves the fray.
-
-Berny, on her side, knew him at the first glance, and her sensations
-were those of disturbance and uneasiness. She remembered him to be a
-friend of the Ryans’, and she had arrived at the stage when any friend
-of the Ryans’ was an enemy of hers. She was instantly in arms and on
-the defensive. Rose had not yet taken shape in her mind as a new,
-menacing force conniving against her. Besides, she had no idea that
-Rose reciprocated the sentiment that Dominick cherished for her. Her
-discovery had only made her certain that Dominick loved another woman.
-But this had shaken her confidence in everything, and she looked at the
-old man guardedly, ready for an attack and bracing herself to meet it.
-
-“You’ll pardon this intrusion, won’t you?” he said in a deep,
-friendly voice, and with a manner of cordial urbanity. “I tried to
-do it correctly, but the Chinaman had other designs. It was he who
-frustrated me. Here’s the card I wanted him to take to you.”
-
-He approached her, holding out a card which she took, still unsmiling,
-and glanced at. Her instinct of dissimulation was strong, and, uneasy
-as she was, she pretended to read the name, not wanting him to see that
-she already knew him.
-
-“Mr. William G. Cannon,” she read, and then looked up at him and made
-a slight inclination of her head as she had seen actresses do on the
-stage. “Won’t you sit down, Mr. Cannon?” she added, and completed the
-impressiveness of her greeting by a gesture, which also suggested a
-histrionic origin, toward an adjacent chair.
-
-He backed toward the chair, pulling it out into the unencumbered space
-in the middle of the floor, his movements deliberate and full of
-design, as if he felt comfortably at home. Subsiding into the seat,
-which had arms and was rather cramped for his large bulk, he laid his
-hat among the knick-knacks of a near-by table and said smilingly,
-
-“Now, let me make my apologies for coming. In the first place, I’m an
-old man. We’ve got a few privileges to compensate us for the loss of so
-much that’s good. Don’t you think that’s fair, Mrs. Ryan?”
-
-Berny liked him. There was something so easy and affable in his manner,
-something that made her feel he would never censure her for her past,
-or, in fact, think about it at all. But she was still on her guard,
-though the embarrassment she had felt on his entrance disappeared.
-
-“I don’t know,” she said vaguely. “I don’t know why an old man should
-have more privileges than a young one.”
-
-“But you do know,” he said quickly, and giving a short, jolly laugh,
-“that an old man who’s known your husband all his life can have the
-privilege of calling on you without an introduction. You’ll admit that,
-won’t you?”
-
-He leaned out of the narrow chair, his broad face creased with a
-good-humored smile, and his eyes, keen and light-colored, sharp on
-hers. Berny felt doubtful as to whether she liked him so much. She,
-too, had a large experience of men, and the hard intelligence of the
-eyes in the laughing face made her more than ever on the defensive.
-
-“I’m sure I’m very glad you came,” she said politely; “any friend of
-Dominick’s is welcome here.”
-
-“I’ve been that for a good many years. My friendship with the Ryans
-goes back to the days before Dominick was born. I knew Con and Delia
-well in the old times in Virginia when we were all young there
-together, all young, and strong, and poor. I’ve known Dominick since he
-was a baby, though I haven’t seen much of him of late years.”
-
-“Nor of his wife either,” Berny was going to say, but she checked
-herself and substituted, “Is that so?” a comment which seemed to
-her to have the advantages of being at once dignified and elegantly
-non-committal.
-
-“Yes, I knew Con when he was working on a prospect of his own called
-the Mamie R at Gold Hill. I was a miner on the Royal Charles close by
-on steady wages. Con was in for himself. He was playing it in pretty
-hard luck. If it hadn’t been for his wife he couldn’t have hung on as
-long as he did. She was a fine, husky, Irish girl, strong as a man; and
-the washing she used to do on the back porch of the shanty kept them.”
-
-“Yes, I’ve heard that,” said Berny, much interested, and hoping that
-her visitor would continue to indulge in further reminiscences of Mrs.
-Ryan’s lowly beginnings.
-
-“That was forty-five years ago,” he went on, “and the fellows that were
-on top then are underneath now, and vice versa. But Delia Ryan’s just
-about the same. There’s no shifting, or changing, or not knowing her
-own mind about her. She’s one of the strongest women in California; one
-of the biggest women anywhere.”
-
-This was not what Berny had expected, and was more than she could
-subscribe to. The distinguished position of her guest made her want to
-be polite, but there was a limit to her powers of diplomatic agreement.
-A silver blotter stood on the desk, and she took it up and began
-absently rolling it back and forth over her letter.
-
-“She seems to be a great friend of yours?” she said, watching the
-blotter with lowered eyes.
-
-“She’s all that,” he answered heartily. “One of the greatest. She is
-to any one who knows her well. She’s a big nature; nothing picayune
-or small about her. A true friend and a fair enemy. She’s the most
-generous woman I ever knew.”
-
-“We haven’t seen much of her generosity,” said Berny. Her words did
-not come with suddenness, but slowly, with a measured and biting
-deliberation.
-
-“You’ve got your chance to see it now,” answered the old man.
-
-Berny looked at him, a side glance from the corner of one long, dark
-eye. Her face was perfectly grave and the eyes fixed on him were imbued
-with a considering, apprehensive expectancy. He looked very large,
-squeezed into the small chair, but he seemed oblivious to the fact that
-there was anything ridiculous in his appearance, as well as to his own
-discomfort. The easy good-humor had gone from his face. It was alert,
-shrewd, and eagerly interested. Berny knew now that he had not come to
-pay his respects to Dominick’s wife. A sensation of internal trembling
-began to possess her and the color deepened in her face.
-
-“How have I got my chance?” she said. “I guess if you know the Ryans
-so well you must know that they won’t have anything to do with me.”
-
-“They’ll have a good deal to do with you if you’ll let them,” he
-answered.
-
-There was a momentary pause, during which--now conscious of battle and
-menace--Berny strove to control her rising excitement and keep her head
-cool. He watched her with a glance which had the boring penetration of
-a gimlet.
-
-“That’s funny,” she said, “not wanting to speak to me for two years and
-then all of a sudden wanting to have a good deal to do with me. It’s a
-sort of lightning-change act, like you see at the Orpheum. I guess I’d
-understand it better if I knew more about it.”
-
-“Then I’ll tell you. Will you let me speak frankly, Mrs. Ryan? Have I
-got your permission to go right ahead and talk the plain talk that’s
-the only way a plain man knows?”
-
-“Yes,” said Berny. “Go right ahead.”
-
-He looked at the carpet for a considering moment, then raised his eyes
-and, gazing into hers with steady directness, said,
-
-“It wouldn’t be fair if I pretended not to know that you and your
-husband’s family are unfriendly. I know it, and that they have, as you
-say, refused to know you. They’ve not liked the marriage; that’s the
-long and the short of it.”
-
-“And what right have they got--” began Berny, raising her head with a
-movement of war, and staring belligerently at him. He silenced her with
-a lifted hand:
-
-“Don’t let’s go into that. Don’t let’s bother ourselves with the
-rights and wrongs of the matter. We could talk all afternoon and be
-just where we were at the beginning. Let’s have it understood that
-our attitude in this is businesslike and impersonal. They don’t like
-the marriage--that’s admitted. They’ve refused to know you--that’s
-admitted. And let us admit, for the sake of the argument, that they’ve
-put you in a damned disagreeable position.”
-
-Berny, sitting stiffly erect, all in a quiver of nerves, anger, and
-uncertainty, had her eyes fixed on him in a glare of questioning.
-
-“That’s all true,” she said grimly. “That’s a statement I’ll not
-challenge.”
-
-“Then we’ll agree that your position is disagreeable, and that it’s
-been made so by the antagonism of your husband’s family. Now, Mrs.
-Ryan, let me tell you something that maybe you don’t understand. You’re
-never going to conquer or soften your mother-in-law. I don’t know
-anything about it, but perhaps I can make a guess. You’ve thought you’d
-win her over, that you’d married her son and made him a good wife and
-that some day she’d acknowledge that and open her doors and invite you
-in. My dear young lady, just give up building those castles in the
-air. There’s nothing in them. You don’t know Delia Ryan. She’ll never
-bend and the one thing that’ll break her is death. She’s got no hard
-feelings against you except as her son’s wife. That’s the thing she’ll
-never forgive you for. I’m not saying it’s not pretty tough on you. I’m
-just stating a fact. What I do say is that she’s never going to be any
-different about it. She’s started on her course, and she’s going to
-go straight along on the same route till she comes to the place where
-we’ve all got to jump off.”
-
-At the commencement of this speech, a surge of words had boiled up
-within Berny. Now as he stopped she leaned toward him and the words
-burst out of her lips.
-
-“And what right has she got to act that way, I’d like to know? What’s
-she got against me? What’s wrong with me? Dominick Ryan married me of
-his own free will. He chose me and he was of age. I’d been a typewriter
-in the Merchants and Mechanics Trust Company, honestly earning my
-living. Is that what she don’t like about me? I might have got my
-living another way, a good sight easier and pleasanter, but I wasn’t
-that kind. Maybe she didn’t like a decent working-girl for her son’s
-wife? And what was she to kick? Didn’t you just say now she washed for
-the miners in Virginia? Didn’t she used to keep a two-room grocery at
-Shasta? I don’t see that there’s anything so darned aristocratic about
-that. There were no more diamond tiaras and crests on the harness in
-her early days than there are in mine. She’s forgetting old times. You
-can just tell her I’m not.”
-
-She came to a breathless close, her body bent forward, her dark eyes
-burning with rage and excitement. This suddenly sank down, chilled,
-and, as it were, abashed by the aspect of her listener, who was sitting
-motionless in his chair, his hands clasped over the curving front of
-his torso, his chin sunk on his collar, and his eyes fixed upon her
-with a look of calm, ruminating attention. Her words had not only
-failed to heat him to controversy, but he had the air of patiently
-waiting for them to cease, when he could resume the matter under
-discussion.
-
-“It’s natural enough that you should feel that way about it,” he said,
-“but let’s put out of the argument these purely personal questions.
-You think one way and Mrs. Ryan thinks another. We recognize that and
-assume that it is so. We’re not passing judgment. I’d be the last one
-to do that between two ladies. What I came to talk of to-day was not
-the past but the present; not the wrongs you’ve suffered from the
-Ryans, but the way they can be righted.”
-
-“There’s only one way they can be righted,” she said.
-
-“Well now, let’s see,” persuasively. “We’re both agreed that your
-position in San Francisco is hard. Here you are in the town where you
-were born and raised, leading a lonely life in what, considering your
-marriage, we might call reduced circumstances. You have--you’ll excuse
-my plain talking--little or no social position. Your life is monotonous
-and dull, when, at your age, it should be all brightness and pleasure.
-In the height of your youth and beauty you’re cramped in a small flat,
-deprived of the amusements of your age, ostracized from society, and
-pinched by lack of money. That seems to me a pretty mean position for a
-woman of your years and appearance.”
-
-Berny made no answer. She was confused by his thus espousing her cause,
-using almost the words she herself would have used in describing her
-unmerited trials. She was one of those women who, with an almost
-unbreakable nerve, when attacked or enraged, tremble. She was seized
-now with this trembling and to control it clasped her hands tight in
-her lap and tried to hold her body stiff by will power.
-
-“It is from this situation,” he went on, his voice slightly lowered,
-“that Mrs. Ryan offers to release you.”
-
-A gleam of light zigzagged through the woman’s uncomprehension, and the
-trembling seemed to concentrate in her knees and stomach.
-
-“To release me?” she repeated with a rising inflection.
-
-“Yes. She’ll make it possible for you to escape from all this, to live
-in the way you ought to live, and to have the position and amusements
-you are entitled to. As I said to you before, she’s got no ill feeling
-toward you except as her son’s wife. She wishes you well, and to prove
-it she is ready to make you the most generous offer.”
-
-Berny’s rigidity relaxed and she leaned against the chair-back. She
-said nothing, but her eyes remained fixed on his face.
-
-“I told you she was generous and see if I am not right,” he continued.
-“She will make you a rich woman, independent of any one, the money
-yours to do with as you like, if you’ll consent to the few conditions
-she exacts.”
-
-“What are they?”
-
-“That you will leave your husband for a year and at the end of that
-time ask him to give you your liberty, he suing you for divorce on the
-ground of desertion.”
-
-There was a pause. Berny had moved her eyes from the old man’s face,
-and was looking at the blotter upon which her hand had again closed.
-The cheek turned to him was a deep rose pink. He looked at her
-unembarrassed and inquiring, as though he had made an ordinary business
-proposition.
-
-“It’s a bribe,” she said slowly, “a bribe to leave my husband.”
-
-“Oh, I wouldn’t say _that_,” he answered with a deprecating shrug.
-“Call it a deal, a settlement. The terms are easy and favorable. You’ll
-not find one of them unjust or unfair. You’re to leave the city, going
-preferably to Chicago or New York and staying there for the period of
-desertion. Seven thousand dollars will be set aside for your expenses.
-At the end of the year you are to write to Dominick telling him you no
-longer want to live with him and asking him to give you your freedom.
-After the divorce is granted the sum of fifty thousand dollars will be
-handed over to you, the one condition being that you will leave the
-country and go to Europe. It is also understood, of course, that the
-matter’s to be kept a secret from Dominick. He must think that you are
-acting entirely from your own free will. He mustn’t guess his mother’s
-had any part in it.”
-
-“She’s not ashamed to try to buy me off, but she’s ashamed to have her
-precious boy know it!”
-
-The old man looked at her with a slight, indulgent smile, inwardly
-wondering how Dominick Ryan had endured life with this woman.
-
-“Oh, it’s best not to have Dominick know,” he said easily; “not because
-there’s anything to be ashamed of, but on general principles it’s best
-to have as few complications as possible in the way of other people’s
-butting in. What good would there be in Dominick’s knowing?”
-
-She rolled the blotter back and forth for a moment without answering,
-then said,
-
-“So Mrs. Ryan offers me fifty thousand dollars to desert my husband?”
-
-“With one condition--that you leave the country. Just look what that’s
-going to mean!” He rose from the narrow, upholstered seat, took a light
-chair that stood near by and, setting it close to her, sat sidewise on
-it, one hand extended toward her. “Fifty thousand dollars is a good
-bit of money over here, but over there it’s a fortune. You’d be a rich
-woman with that amount in your own right. You could take an apartment
-in Paris, or a slice of some prince-feller’s palace down in Rome. On
-the income of that capital, safely invested, you could live in a style
-that only a millionaire can manage over here--have your own carriage,
-dress like a queen, go to the opera. They like Americans, especially
-when they’ve got money. First thing you know you’d be right in it,
-knowing everybody, and going everywhere. You’re nobody here, worse than
-nobody. Over there you’d be one of the people everybody was talking
-about and wanted to know. You’re not only a pretty woman, you’re a
-smart woman; you could get on top in no time, marry into the nobility
-if you wanted.”
-
-Berny, her eyes on the blotter, said nothing.
-
-“And what’s the alternative over here?” the tempter continued. “Staying
-on as an outsider, being in a position where, though you’re lawfully
-married and are living decently with your husband, you’re ostracized as
-completely as if you weren’t married at all; where you’ve hardly got
-enough to pay your way, cramped up in a corner like this, never going
-anywhere or seeing anybody. Does that kind of life appeal to you? Not
-if _I_ know anything.”
-
-Berny lifted her head and looked at him. The color was now burning in
-her cheeks and her eyes seemed to hold all the vitality of her rigid
-face.
-
-“You tell Mrs. Ryan,” she said slowly, “that I’ll lie dead in my coffin
-before I’ll take her money and leave my husband.”
-
-They looked at each other for a silent moment, two strong and
-determined antagonists. Then the old man said mildly and pleasantly,
-
-“Now don’t be too hasty; don’t jump at a decision in the heat of the
-moment. Just at the first glimpse this way, you may feel surprised--may
-take it as sort of out of the way and interfering. But when you’ve
-thought it over, it will look different. Take time. You don’t have to
-make your mind up now, or to-morrow, or the day after. Turn it over,
-look at the other side, sleep on it for a few nights. Think a bit of
-the things I’ve said. You don’t want to be hasty about it. It’s not the
-kind of offer you get every day.”
-
-“No, it’s not!” said Berny fiercely. “It’s too dirty for most people.
-It’s too dirty for any one but Mrs. Ryan, and you can tell her I said
-so.”
-
-She rose to her feet, still clenching the blotter in her hand. He rose
-too, interested, annoyed and disappointed, for he knew with a cynical
-certainty just about what she was going to say.
-
-“Yes,” she cried, stiff and quivering like a leaf, “go and tell her!
-Tell her just what I said. I’ll see her in hell before I’ll take a cent
-of her money, or budge an inch out of this house. She’s a fine one to
-give herself such airs, and think herself too good to know me and then
-offer to buy me off like a kept woman. Tell her I’m her son’s wife, and
-I’ll stay so till she’s good and dead, and Dominick’s got his share of
-his father’s estate. Tell her I’m here to stay, right here, here in
-this flat, just round the corner from where she lives, and that I’m
-Mrs. Ryan as well as she is, and that I’m going to stay so. This is my
-home, here in San Francisco, where she’s tried to ruin me and freeze me
-out, and here I stick.”
-
-She glared at him as he stood, one hand on the back of his chair, his
-eyes thoughtfully fixed on her.
-
-“I wouldn’t be too hasty if I were you,” he said pacifically. “Things
-done in a hurry are rarely satisfactory. It’s a bad way to do business.
-You’re apt to let good chances slip by.”
-
-[Illustration: “I’ll lie dead in my coffin before I’ll take her
- money” _Page 263_]
-
-“Don’t be afraid,” she said with grim significance. “I’m not going
-to let mine slip by. I’ve married Dominick Ryan and I’m going to stay
-by him.”
-
-He turned to the table and picked up his hat, which was a soft, black
-felt wide-awake. As he dented it into shape, he said,
-
-“You’re sort of heated up and excited now, and a person’s brain don’t
-work well in that state. You don’t want to come to any important
-conclusions when you’re not cool and able to think. Sleep on this thing
-for one night, anyway. You can call me up on the telephone to-morrow,
-or probably it would be better to send a line by a messenger.”
-
-“You’re very much interested in this affair, aren’t you?” she said with
-sudden malicious meaning.
-
-For the first time in the interview he was slightly taken aback. Her
-face held a reserve of knowledge with which she seemed to be silently
-taunting him.
-
-“Naturally,” he said with an air of simple frankness, “as an old family
-friend would be.”
-
-“And that’s the only reason?”
-
-“What other could there be?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know”--she turned and dropped the blotter on the desk with
-a nonchalant movement--“I was just wondering.”
-
-He eyed her for a second without speaking, and in this one moment of
-scrutiny allowed a look of dislike and menace to creep into his face.
-Then he said genially,
-
-“Well, I guess this brings our interview to an end. It’s not been just
-what you’d call a pleasant one, but I for one can say it’s left no hard
-feelings. I hope you’ll admit as much.”
-
-She shrugged her shoulders and turned to the desk.
-
-“I’m not a good one at lies,” she said. “I leave that to the Ryans and
-their old family friends.”
-
-He laughed good-humoredly and answered,
-
-“That’s all right. You never can hurt me by plain speaking. That’s the
-only kind I know. I guess we’re neither of us great at guff. Remember
-that I’ll expect a visit or a letter from you.”
-
-“You’ll have to wait a long time for either,” she said without moving.
-
-“Well, I’m a patient man, and everything comes to him who waits.”
-
-She looked over her shoulder with a slight acid smile.
-
-“Not _everything_,” she said.
-
-“So long,” he answered, giving his hat a farewell wave at her. “I’ve
-enjoyed meeting you and hope we’ll soon meet again in a more friendly
-way. _Hasta Manana, Señora!_”
-
-She wheeled so that she faced him and gave a short nod, then watched
-him as he walked to the door. Here he turned, bowed deeply and
-respectfully, and passed out into the hall, the bamboo strands of the
-portière clashing together behind him. A moment later she heard the
-bang of the street door.
-
-She stood motionless in the middle of the room, her face deeply
-flushed, her eyes fixed on the swaying curtain. For the first few
-moments a blind excitement held her, and then from the welter of this,
-her thoughts separated themselves and took definite directions. Rage,
-triumph, bewilderment, alarm, surged to the surface of her mind.
-Shaken by one after another she stood rigid in the intensity of her
-preoccupation, not noticing the shaking of her knees or the thumping of
-her heart.
-
-Her two predominant sensations were rage and triumph. The insult of the
-bribe burned in her--this flinging money at her as it might be flung at
-a cast-off mistress. It deepened her detestation of the Ryans, and at
-the same time gave her a sense of intimacy with them. It made them more
-on a par with her, drew them down from the lofty heights whence they
-had scornfully ignored her, to a place beside her, a place where they,
-as well as she, did underhand, disreputable things they did not want
-known.
-
-And it showed her her power. Standing in the middle of the room with
-her eyes still staring at the now motionless portière strands, she saw,
-stretching away into a limitless gilded distance, her negotiations
-with her husband’s family. If their desire to rupture the marriage took
-them thus far, where might it not take them? She stared into a future
-where she saw herself extracting money in vast amounts from them. It
-was fortune--twice, three times this first paltry sum--waiting for her
-when she chose to stretch her hand and take it. She could be rich, as
-the old man said; she could go abroad, see the world, have all the joys
-that riches give, when she chose to let Mrs. Ryan humbly pay her such a
-sum as she would accept.
-
-With a quick catch of her breath, she turned and moved to the window,
-stirred to her depth with the exultation of unexpected power. And
-standing there, the thought of the old man suddenly swept across
-her, and with it, transfixing her in an attitude of frozen, inward
-contemplation, the memory of his daughter. New vistas, extending away
-through the abruptly-illuminated dimness of her previous ignorance,
-suddenly opened before her, and she sent her startled vision exploring
-down them. At the end of them, waiting for Dominick in an attitude of
-welcome, was the pink and white girl she had seen in the park.
-
-The discovery was made so quickly, came upon her flushed complacency
-with such a shock of unexpectedness, that even her sharp, suspicious
-mind could not for the moment take it in. Then Miss Cannon’s face,
-as she had seen it in that moment of recognition in the park, rose
-with confirming clearness on her memory, and she saw straight to the
-heart of the plot. It was not the Ryans alone who wanted to buy her
-off. It was the Cannons as well. They not only wanted Dominick to get
-rid of her; they wanted him to get rid of her so that he could marry
-Rose Cannon. The other girl was behind it all, accounted for the
-participation of the Bonanza King, accounted probably for the whole
-move--the pink and white girl in the French clothes who had all her
-life had everything and now wanted Berny Iverson’s husband.
-
-Poor Dominick, whom Berny had held contemptuously as a disappointing
-and aggravating appurtenance of hers, suddenly rose in her estimation
-into a valuable possession whose worth she had not before realized.
-It was enough that another woman wanted him, was, through underhand
-channels, trying to get him. All in a minute, Berny had changed from
-the negligent proprietor of a valueless and lightly-held object, to the
-possessor of an article of rare worth, which she was prepared jealously
-to guard. With a sort of proud challenge she felt that she stood
-valiantly facing the marauders, protecting her treasure against their
-predatory advances. And her hatred against Mrs. Ryan began to extend
-toward Bill Cannon, and beyond him toward the fair-faced girl, who grew
-red to her forehead when she accidentally encountered Dominick Ryan.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-THE MOONLIGHT NIGHT
-
-
-A few nights after this, there was a full moon. Dominick, walking
-home from the bank, saw it at the end of the street’s vista, a large,
-yellowish-pink disk floating up into the twilight. The air about it was
-suffused with a misty radiance, and its wide glowing face, having a
-thin look like a transparency of paper with a light behind it, seemed,
-though not yet clear of the housetops, already to dominate the sky.
-The evening was warm, like the early summer in other climates; and
-Dominick, walking slowly and watching the great yellow sphere deepening
-in color as it swam majestically upward, thought of evenings like this
-in the past when he had been full of the joy of life and had gone forth
-in the spirit of love and adventure.
-
-The sight of his home dispelled these memories and brought upon him
-the sense of his daily environment and its distastefulness. The
-determination to accept his fate which had been with him on his return
-from Antelope had of late been shaken by stirrings of rebellion.
-Uplifted by the thought of his love for a woman hopelessly removed from
-him, but who would always be a lodestar to worship reverently and to
-guide him up difficult paths, he had been able to face his domestic
-tragedy with the high resolution of the martyr. But this exalted
-condition was hard to maintain in the friction of daily life with
-Berny. Before, she had merely been a disagreeable companion of whom he
-had to make the best. Now, she was that, intensified by a comparison
-which threw out her every fault and petty vulgarity into glaring
-prominence. And more than that--she was the angel with the flaming
-sword, the self-incurred, invited, domesticated angel--the angel come
-to stay--who barred the way to Paradise.
-
-She seemed to him to have changed within the last week. When he had
-first come home from Antelope she had been Berny in one of her less
-familiar but recognizable moods--Berny trying to be agreeable, wearing
-her best clothes every day, ordering the things for dinner he liked,
-talking loudly and incessantly. Then, quite suddenly, he became aware
-of a change in her. She grew silent, absent-minded, morose. He had
-tried to make their lives easier by always being polite and carefully
-considerate of her and she had responded to it. For the last few days
-she had made no effort to assist him in this laudable design. Instead,
-she had been unresponsive, preoccupied, uninvitingly snappish in her
-replies. Several times he had been forced into the novel position of
-“making conversation” throughout dinner, exerting his wits for subjects
-to talk about that he might lift the gloom and elicit some response
-from the mute, scowling woman opposite.
-
-To-night, the period of ill-humor seemed over. Berny was not only once
-again her animated self, she was almost feverishly garrulous. Dinner
-had not progressed past the fish when she began to question him on his
-recent experiences at Antelope. The subject had come up several times
-since his return, but for the last few days he had had a respite from
-it, and hoped its interest had worn away. She had many queries to make
-about Bill Cannon, and from the father it was but a natural transition
-to the daughter, so much the more attractive of the pair. Dominick was
-soon inwardly writhing under an exceedingly ingenious and searching
-catechism.
-
-Had he been less preoccupied by his own acute discomfort, he might have
-noticed that Berny herself gave evidence of disturbance. As she prodded
-him with her questions, her face was suffused with unusual color, and
-the eagerness of her curiosity shone through the carelessness with
-which she sought to veil it. Certain queries she accompanied with a
-piercing glance of investigation, watching with hungry sharpness the
-countenance of the persecuted man. Fearful of angering her, or, still
-worse, of arousing her suspicions, Dominick bore the examination with
-all the fortitude he had, but he rose from the table with every nerve
-tingling, rasped and galled to the limit of endurance.
-
-He did not come into the den immediately but roamed about, into the
-parlor, down the passage, and into his own room. He spread the scent of
-his cigar and its accompanying films of smoke all through the flat, a
-thing that Berny would never have ordinarily allowed. To-night she was
-too occupied in listening to his prowling steps to bother about minor
-rules and regulations. She saw in his restlessness a disturbance evoked
-by her questionings.
-
-“Aren’t you coming into the den?” she called, as she heard him pacing
-steadily along the passageway.
-
-“No,” he called back. “The moonlight’s shining in at every window. It
-makes me restless. I don’t feel like sitting still.”
-
-She sat on the divan, a paper spread before her face, but her eyes
-were slanted sidewise, unblinking in the absorption of her attention.
-Suddenly she heard a rattling sound which she knew to be from the canes
-and umbrellas in the hat-rack. She cast away the paper, and, drawing
-herself to the edge of the divan, peered down the passage. Dominick was
-standing by the hat-rack, his hat on the back of his head, his hand
-feeling among the canes.
-
-“You’ve got your hat on,” she called in a high key of surprise. “You’re
-not going out?”
-
-“Yes, I am,” he answered, drawing out the cane he wanted. “It’s a fine
-night, and I’m going for a walk.”
-
-“For a walk?”--there was hesitancy in her tone, and for a horrible
-moment, he thought she was going to suggest coming with him. “Where are
-you going to?”
-
-“Oh, I don’t know, just prowl about. I want some exercise.”
-
-“Are you going to your mother’s?” she ventured, not without some
-timidity.
-
-“No,” he said, “I’m not going anywhere in particular. Good night.”
-
-She sat forward, listening to his descending feet and the bang of the
-hall door. A glance at the window showed her it was, as he said, a fine
-night, deluged with the radiance of the moon. Probably he _was_ just
-going out for a walk and not to see anybody. He was always doing queer
-things like that. But,--Berny sat staring in front of her, biting her
-nails and thinking. Uneasiness had been planted in her by Dominick’s
-flight to Antelope. More poignant uneasiness had followed that first
-attack. Now the bitter corrosive of jealousy began to grow and expand
-in her. Sitting huddled on the divan, she thought of Dominick, walking
-through the moonlight to Rose Cannon, and another new and griping pang
-laid hold upon her.
-
-Outside, Dominick walked slowly, keeping to the smaller and less
-frequented streets. It was a wonderful night, as still as though the
-moon had exerted some mesmeric influence upon the earth. Everything was
-held motionless and without sound in a trance-like quietude. In the
-gardens not a blossom stirred. Where leaves extended from undefined
-darknesses of foliage, they stood out, stem and fiber, with a carven
-distinctness, their shadows painted on the asphalt walks in inky
-silhouette. There was no lamplight to warm the clear, still pallor of
-the street’s vista. It stretched between the fronts of houses, a river
-of light, white and mysterious, like a path in a dream.
-
-It was a night for lovers, for trysts, and for whispered vows.
-Dominick walked slowly, feeling himself an outsider in its passionate
-enchantment. The scents that the gardens gave out, and through which
-he passed as through zones of sweetness, were part of it. So were the
-sounds that rose from the blotted vagueness of white figures on a
-porch, from impenetrable depths of shadow--laughter, low voices, little
-cries. In the distance people were singing snatches of a song that rose
-and fell, breaking out suddenly and as suddenly dropping into silence.
-
-His course was not aimless, and took him by a slow upward ascent to
-that high point of the city, whence the watcher can look down on the
-bay, the rugged, engirdling hills, and the hollow of North Beach. Here
-he stood, resting on his cane, and gazing on the far-flung panorama,
-with the white moon sailing high and its reflection glittering across
-the water. Along the bases of the hills the clotted lights of little
-towns shone in faintly-glimmering agglomerations. At his feet the
-hollow lay like a black hole specked with hundreds of sparks. Each
-spark was the light of a home, symbol of the fire of a hearth. He stood
-looking down on them, thinking of what they represented, that cherished
-center round which a man’s life revolves, and which he, by his own sin
-and folly, had lost for ever.
-
-He walked on, skirting the hollow, and moving forward through streets
-where old houses brooded in overgrown gardens. The thin music of
-strings rose on the night, and two men passed him playing on the
-mandolin and guitar. They walked with quick, elastic steps, their
-playing accurately in accord, their bodies swaying slightly to its
-rhythm. They swung by him, and the vibrating harmonies, that sounded so
-frail and attenuated in the suave largeness of the night, grew faint
-and fainter, as if weighed upon and gradually extinguished by the dense
-saturation of the moonlight.
-
-Music was evidently a mode of expression that found favor on this
-evening of still brilliance. A few moments later a sound of singing
-rose on the air and a youthful couple came into view, walking close
-together, their arms twined about each other, caroling in serene
-indifference to such wayfarers as they might meet. They passed him,
-their faces uplifted to the light, their mouths open in the abandon
-of their song. Unconscious of his presence, with upraised eyes and
-clasping arms, they paced on, filling the night with their voices--a
-boy and girl in love, singing in the moonlight. Dominick quickened his
-steps, hastening from the sound.
-
-The moon was now high in the sky and the town lay dreaming under its
-spell. Below him he could see the expanse of flat roofs, shining
-surfaces between inlayings of shadow, with the clefts of the streets
-cut through at regular intervals like slices made by a giant knife. Now
-and then he looked up at the dome above, clear and solemn, the great
-disk floating in solitary majesty across the vast and thoughtful heaven.
-
-That part of California Street which crested the hill was but a few
-blocks beyond him, and before his mind would acknowledge it, his feet
-had borne him that way. He thought only to pass the Cannon house, to
-look at its windows, and see their lights. As it rose before him, a
-huge, pale mass checkered with shadows, the longing to see it--the
-outer shell that hid his heart’s desire--passed into a keener,
-concentrated agitation that seemed to press out from his soul like a
-cry to her.
-
-The porch yawned black behind pillars that in the daytime were painted
-wood and now looked like temple columns wrought in marble. Dominick’s
-glance, sweeping the lines of yellowed windows, finally rested on this
-cavern of shadow, and he approached stealthily, as a robber might, his
-body close to the iron fence. Almost before his eyes had told him, he
-knew that a woman was standing there, leaning against the balustrade
-that stretched between the columns. A climbing rose spread, in a
-mottling of darkness, over the wall beside her. Here and there it was
-starred with the small white faces of blossoms. As the young man drew
-near she leaned over the balustrade, plucked one of the blossoms, and,
-slowly shredding the leaves from the stem, stretched out her hand and
-let them fall, like a languid shower of silver drops, to the grass.
-
-Dominick halted below her, leaning against the fence and looking up.
-She did not see him and stretched out her hand again for another
-blossom. The petals of this one fell through her fingers, one by one,
-and lay, a scattering of white dots, on the darkness of the grass. She
-bent over the balustrade to look at them, and in doing so, her eyes
-encountered the man below.
-
-For a moment they looked at each other without speaking, then she
-said, her voice at the lowest note that would reach him,
-
-“What are you doing there?”
-
-“Watching you.”
-
-“Have you been standing there long?”
-
-“No, only a few minutes. Why are you pulling the roses to pieces?”
-
-She gave a little laugh and said something that sounded like “I don’t
-know,” and moved back from the balustrade.
-
-He thought she was going, and clutched the iron spikes of the fence,
-calling up to her in a voice of urgent feeling, curiously out of
-keeping with the words, the first remark that came into his head:
-
-“This is very different from Antelope, isn’t it?”
-
-She came forward again and looked out and up at the sky.
-
-“Yes,” she said gravely, “we had no moonlight there, nothing but storms
-and gray clouds.”
-
-“But it was lovely,” he answered in the same key. “The clouds and the
-storms didn’t matter. Those were three--three great weeks.”
-
-He ended lamely but they were the best words he could get, trying to
-say something that would keep her there, trying to see her through the
-vaporous light. She bent over the railing looking for another rose, but
-there were no more within her reach and she gave the short, nervous
-laugh she had given before and turned her eyes on him again. Then
-he realized that she was agitated. The knowledge augmented his own
-perturbation and for a moment he did not trust himself to speak. He
-gazed at her fixedly, the look of a lover, and was not conscious that
-she wavered under it, till she suddenly drew a quick breath, turned her
-head sidewise, and said, with an effort at naturalness,
-
-“Well, I must go in. The roses are all picked and papa’ll be wondering
-where I am.”
-
-It seemed to Dominick just then that he could not lose her. She must
-stay a moment longer. Urgency that was imploring was in his voice as he
-said,
-
-“Don’t go! don’t go! Stay just one moment longer! Can’t you come down
-and talk for a minute? Come part of the way down. I want to speak to
-you for a little bit longer. It may be months before I see you again.”
-
-She listened, wavered, and was won over. Without answer she turned from
-the shadow of the porch into the light on the top of the steps, and
-from there slowly descended, her skirt gathered in one hand, and the
-other touching the baluster. She was in black and from its dead density
-her arms, bare to the elbow, shone as white as the arms of a marble
-woman. The baluster ended in a lion crouching in sleep on a slab of
-stone, and she paused here and Dominick went up the few steps from the
-street to meet her. With the sleeping lion between them they looked at
-each other with troubled eyes.
-
-The moonlight seemed to have drawn from the meeting the artificialities
-of worldly expression, which in the sensible, familiar daylight would
-have placed it on the footing of a casual, to-be-expected encounter.
-The sun beating down on lovers beats some of their sentimental
-transports out of them. Now in this mystic, beautifying luminosity,
-the acquired point of view, the regard for the accepted conventions
-of every-day seemed to have receded to a great distance, to be thin,
-forgotten things that had nothing to do with real life. For a moment
-Berny ceased to be a living presence, standing with a flaming sword
-between them. They almost forgot her. The memory that pressed upon them
-was that of their last meeting. It shone in their eyes and trembled
-on their lips. The sleeping lion that separated them was a singularly
-appropriate symbol.
-
-Low-voiced and half-spoken sentences belonged to this romantic moment.
-The moonlit night around them was still and empty, but Dominick spoke
-as though other ears than hers were listening:
-
-“I’ve wanted so to see you. I came by to-night hoping that perhaps I
-could catch a glimpse of your shadow on the curtain. I didn’t expect
-anything like this.”
-
-He stopped, looking at her, and not listening to the few words of her
-answer.
-
-“I think I wanted you so that my will called you out,” he said in an
-impassioned whisper.
-
-She said nothing and suddenly his hand sought hers, clasped it tight on
-the head of the lion, and he whispered again,
-
-“Oh, Rose, if I could see you now and then--only for a moment like
-this.”
-
-He felt her hand, small and cold, crush softly inside his, and almost
-immediately was conscious of her effort to withdraw it. He instantly
-loosened his fingers, let hers slide from his grasp, and drew back.
-
-“Good night,” she said hurriedly, and without looking at him turned and
-went up the steps.
-
-“Good night,” he called after her, following her ascending figure with
-his eyes.
-
-When she reached the shadow at the top of the steps, she called
-“Good-by,” passed into the engulfing blackness, and was gone. He waited
-till he heard the door bang behind her, then descended the steps and
-walked slowly home, his eyes on the pavement.
-
-Berny was in her own room ready for bed when she heard his ascending
-footsteps. She was occupied in rubbing a skin-food into her face, with
-careful circular motions and pinchings of her finger-tips. It was a
-task that required deep attention and which she performed three nights
-in the week with conscientious regularity. With her face gleaming with
-grease she crept to her door and listened, heard his cane slide into
-the umbrella holder, and the door of his room shut with a softness
-which told her that he thought her asleep. She walked back to the glass
-and resumed her manipulations, but with diminished zeal. The clock
-on the bureau marked the hour at half-past ten. Dominick had been
-out two hours. Would a man walk round a city--even a crank like her
-husband--all by himself for two hours?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-FAMILY AFFAIRS
-
-
-Every summer afternoon the trade winds blow through San Francisco,
-winging their way across miles of chill, salt sea, and striking the
-bulwarked city with a boisterous impact. The long streets seem as
-paths, lines of least resistance, and the winds press themselves into
-the narrow limits and whoop buoyantly along, carrying before them dust,
-rags, scraps of paper--sometimes hats.
-
-Their period of highest recognized activity is from May till September,
-but before that, vagrant breezes, skirmishers sent out in advance,
-assault the city. They follow on still, sunny mornings, which show not
-the slightest warning symptom of the riotous forces which are designing
-to seize upon and disrupt the tranquillity of the afternoon. Eleven
-sees them up and stirring; by midday they have begun the attack. The
-city, in a state of complete unpreparedness, is at their mercy and
-they sweep through it in arrogant triumph, veiled in a flying scud of
-dust. Unsuspecting wayfarers meet them at corners, and stand, helpless
-victims of a playfulness, fierce and disconcerting as that of tigers.
-Hats, cleverly running on one rim, career along the sidewalk. Ladies
-have difficulties with parasols, heretofore docile and well-behaved.
-Articles of dress, accustomed to hang decorously, show sudden ambitions
-to rise and ride the elements. And those very people who in winter
-speak gratefully of the winds as “the scavengers of San Francisco” may
-be heard calling curses down on them.
-
-Such a wind, the first of the season, was abroad on a bright morning in
-early April, and Cornelia Ryan was out in it. It was a great morning
-for Cornelia. Even the wind could not ruffle her joyousness. She was
-engaged. Two evenings before, Jack Duffy, who had been hovering round
-the subject for a month, poised above it, as a hawk above delightful
-prey, had at last descended and Cornelia’s anxieties were at an end.
-She had been so relieved, elated, and flustered that she had not
-been able to pretend the proper surprise, but had accepted blushing,
-stammering and radiant. She had been blushing, stammering and radiant
-when she told her mother that night, and to-day, forty-eight hours
-later, she was still blushing, stammering, and radiant.
-
-It was not alone that she was honestly in love with Jack, but Cornelia,
-like most maidens in California and elsewhere, was in love with being
-admired, deferred to, and desired. And despite her great expectations
-and her prominent position, she had had rather less of this kind of
-delightful flattery than most girls. Walking down town in the clear,
-sun-lit morning, she was, if not handsome, of a fresh and blooming
-wholesomeness, which is almost as attractive and generally wears
-better. The passers-by might readily have set her down as a charming
-woman, for whom men sighed, and in this surmise been far from the
-mark. She had had few lovers before Jack Duffy. That matter-of-fact
-sturdiness, that absence of softness and mystery so noticeable in
-Californian women, was particularly accentuated in her case, and had
-robbed her of the poetic charm of which beauty and wealth can never
-take the place.
-
-But to-day she was radiant, a sublimated, exultant Cornelia, loved
-at last and by a man of whom she could completely and unreservedly
-approve. There were times when Cornelia--she was thirty--had feared
-that she might have to go abroad and acquire a foreign husband, or,
-worse still, move to New York and make her selection from such relics
-of decayed Knickerbocker families as were in the market. She was woman
-enough to refuse to die unwed. Now these dark possibilities were
-dispelled. In her own state, in her own town, she had found her mate,
-Jack Duffy, whose father had known her father and been shift boss under
-Bill Cannon in the roaring days of Virginia City. It was like royalty
-marrying into its own order, the royalty of Far Western millions,
-knowing its own ramifications having its own unprinted Almanach de
-Gotha--deep calling unto deep!
-
-The wind was not yet out in force; its full, steady sweep would not be
-inaugurated till early in the afternoon. It came now in gusts which
-fell upon Cornelia from the back and accelerated her forward progress,
-throwing out on either side of her a flapping sail of skirt. Cornelia,
-who was neat and precise, usually resented this rough handling, but
-to-day she only laughed, leaning back, with one hand holding her hat.
-In the shops where she stopped to execute various commissions she had
-difficulty in suppressing her smiles. She would have liked to delay
-over her purchases and chat with the saleswomen, and ask them about
-their families, and send those who looked tired off for a month into
-the country.
-
-It was after midday when she found herself approaching that particular
-block, along the edge of which the flower-venders place their baskets
-and display their wares. In brilliantly-colored mounds the flowers
-stood stacked along the outer rim of the sidewalk, a line of them,
-a man behind each basket vociferating the excellence of the bouquet
-he held forward to the passer’s inspection. In the blaze of sun that
-overlaid them, the piled-up blossoms showed high-colored and variegated
-as a strip of carpeting.
-
-Cornelia never bought flowers at the street corners. The town house
-was daily supplied from the greenhouses at the country place at Menlo.
-When sick friends, anniversaries, or entertainment called for special
-offerings they were ordered from expensive florists and came in made-up
-bunches, decorated with sashes of ribbon. But to-day she hesitated
-before the line of laden baskets. Some of the faces behind them looked
-so dreary, and Cornelia could not brook the sight of a dreary face on
-this day of joy. The dark, wistful eyes of an Italian boy holding out
-a bunch of faded jack roses, stiffly set in a fringe of fern, made a
-sudden appeal to her and she bought the roses. Then the old man who was
-selling carnations looked so lean and grizzled that he must be cheered,
-and two bunches of the carnations were added to the roses. The boys and
-men, seeing that the brilliant lady was in a generous mood, collected
-about her, shouting out the excellences of their particular blossoms,
-and pressing sample bunches on her attention.
-
-Cornelia, amused and somewhat bewildered, looked at the faces and
-bought recklessly. She was stretching out her hand to beckon to the
-small boy with the wilted pansies, who was not big enough to press
-through the throng, when a man’s voice behind her caught her ear.
-
-“Well, Cornelia, are you trying to corner the curb-stone market?”
-
-She wheeled swiftly and saw her brother, laughing and looking at the
-stacked flowers in the crook of her arm.
-
-“Dominick!” she exclaimed, “you’re just the person I want to see. I was
-going to write to you. I’ve got lots to tell you.”
-
-“Come along then and take lunch with me. I was on my way up to
-Bertrand’s when I saw you. They’ll give us a good lunch there and you
-can tell me all your secrets.”
-
-The flower sellers, who had been listening with unabashed eagerness,
-realized that their prey was about to be ravished from them, and raised
-their voices in a chorus of wailing appeal. As Cornelia moved forward
-they moved round her, thrusting bouquets under her eyes in a last hope,
-the boy with the wilted pansies, on the brink of tears, hanging on the
-outskirts of the crowd. Cornelia might have forgotten him, but her eye,
-sweeping back for an absent moment, saw his face, bereft of all hope--a
-face of childish despair above his drooping pansies.
-
-“Here, boy with the pansies,” she called, and sent a silver dollar
-through the air toward him, “that’s for you. Keep it and the flowers,
-too. I’ve too many now and can’t carry any more. Maybe he’ll sell them
-to some one else,” she said to Dominick, as they crossed the street.
-“He’s such a little boy to be earning his bread!”
-
-They walked up the street toward Bertrand’s, a French restaurant which
-for years had enjoyed the esteem of the city’s gourmets. The wind was
-now very high. It tore at Cornelia’s clothes and made it necessary for
-Dominick to hold his hat on, his hand spread flat on the crown. A trail
-of blossoms, torn from the flowers each carried, sprinkled the pavement
-behind them. Cornelia, with her head down and her face toward her
-brother, shouted remarks at him, every now and then pausing in a stifle
-of laughter to struggle with her draperies, which at one moment rose
-rebellious, and at the next were wound about her in an umbrella-like
-sheath.
-
-They had often met this way in the past, when the elder Mrs. Ryan’s
-wrath had been in its first, untameable freshness, and her son had
-seen her seldom. In those days of estrangement, Cornelia had been the
-tie between Dominick and his home. She loved her brother and was sorry
-for him, and had felt the bitterness of the separation, not alone as
-a family misfortune, but as a scandal over which mean people talked.
-Had it rested with her, she would long ago have overlooked the past
-and have opened the door to her sister-in-law. Not that she felt any
-regard or interest in Berny Iverson; her feeling for her was now, and
-always would be, largely composed of that undying unfriendliness and
-repugnance that the naturally virtuous woman feels for her sister with
-the _tache_. But Cornelia was of a younger and milder generation
-than her mother. She had not fought hard for what she had and, like
-Dominick, there was more of the sunny-tempered, soft-hearted Con Ryan
-in her than of the strong and valiant woman who had made him and given
-him his place in the world.
-
-In the restaurant they found a vacant table in a corner, and Cornelia
-had to bottle up her good news while Dominick pondered over the bill
-of fare. She was impatient and drummed on the table with her fingers,
-while her eyes roamed about the room. Once or twice, she bowed to
-people that she knew, then let her glance pass in an uninterested
-survey over the bare walls and the long line of windows that gave
-on the street. The place had an austerely severe, unadorned air.
-Its bleakness of naked wall and uncovered stone floor added to the
-foreignness that was contributed by the strong French accent of the
-waiters, and the arrangement of a cashier’s desk near the door, where a
-pleasant-faced woman sat between a large bouquet of roses and a drowsy
-gray cat.
-
-The orders given and the first stages of lunch appearing, Cornelia
-could at last claim her brother’s full attention. Planting her elbows
-on the table and staring at him, she said,
-
-“I told you how awfully anxious I was to see you, and how I was going
-to write to you, didn’t I?”
-
-Dominick nodded. He was buttering a piece of bread and showed no
-particular acceleration of curiosity at this query.
-
-“Well, now, what do you suppose I was going to write about?” asked his
-sister, already beginning to show a heightened color.
-
-“Can’t imagine. Nothing wrong with mother, I hope?”
-
-Since his marriage Cornelia had been in the habit of communicating
-frequently with her brother by letter. It was the best way of keeping
-him informed of family affairs. The telephone at the senior Ryan
-house was sufficiently secluded to make it a useful medium of private
-communication, but the telephone at the junior Ryan house did not share
-this peculiarity, and Dominick discouraged his sister’s using it.
-
-“No, mother’s all right,” said Cornelia. “And it’s nothing wrong
-about anybody. Quite the other way; it’s something about me, and it’s
-something cheerful. Guess!”
-
-Her brother looked up and his eye was caught by her rosily-blushing
-cheeks.
-
-“Dear me, Cornie,” he said with a look of slowly-dawning comprehension,
-“it really isn’t--it really can’t be----?”
-
-The waiter here interrupted further confidence by setting forth the
-lunch with many attentive bowings and murmurings. By the time he had
-presented one dish for Cornelia’s approval, removed it with a flourish
-and presented another, her impatience broke out in an imploring,
-
-“Yes, Etienne, it’s all _perfectly_ lovely. _Do_ put it on the table
-and let’s eat it. That’s what it’s for, not to hand round and be stared
-at, as if it were a diamond necklace that I was thinking of buying.”
-
-Etienne, thus appealed to, put the viands on the table, and Dominick,
-deeply interested, leaned forward and said,
-
-“What is it? Go ahead. I’m burning up with curiosity.”
-
-“Guess,” said his sister, bending over her plate.
-
-“Is it that you’re going to be married? Oh, Cornie, it can’t be.”
-
-“And why can’t it be?” looking very much hurt. “What’s there so queer
-about that?”
-
-“Nothing, only I meant that I hadn’t heard any rumors about it. _Is_ it
-_that_?”
-
-“Yes, it is, Dominick Ryan, and I don’t see why you should be so
-surprised.”
-
-“Surprised! I’m more than surprised. I’m delighted--haven’t been so
-pleased for years. Who is it?”
-
-“Jack Duffy.”
-
-“Oh, Cornie, that’s the best yet! That’s great! It’s splendid. I wish I
-could kiss you, but I can’t here in the open restaurant. Why didn’t you
-tell me somewhere where we would be alone? I’d just like to give you a
-good hug.”
-
-Cornelia, who had been a little hurt at her brother’s incredulity, was
-now entirely mollified and once again became bashfully complacent.
-
-“I thought you’d like it,” she said. “I thought you’d think that was
-just about right. Any girl would be proud of _him_.”
-
-“He’s one of the best fellows in the state--one of the best anywhere.
-He’ll make you a first-rate husband. You’re a lucky girl.”
-
-“I know I am. You needn’t tell me. There are not many men anywhere
-like Jack Duffy. I’ve always said I wouldn’t marry the tag, rag and
-bobtail other girls are satisfied with. _My_ husband was going to be a
-gentleman, and if Jack’s anything, he’s that.”
-
-“You’re right there. He’s one of Nature’s gentlemen--the real kind.”
-
-Cornelia thought this savored of condescension, and said, rallying to
-the defense of her future lord,
-
-“Well, that’s all right, but he’s educated too. He’s not one of those
-men who have good hearts and noble yearnings but look like anarchists
-or sewing-machine agents. Jack graduated high at Harvard. He went there
-when he was only eighteen. There’s no one’s had a better education or
-done better by it. His father may have been Irish and worked as shift
-boss on the Rey del Monte, but Jack’s quite different. He’s just as
-much of a gentleman as anybody in this country.”
-
-Cornelia’s attitude on matters of genealogy was modern and
-Californian. Ireland was far behind her and Jack, as were also those
-great days in Nevada of which her mother and Bill Cannon spoke, as the
-returned Ulysses might have spoken of the ten years before Troy. She
-and Jack would eventually regard them as a period of unsophistication
-and social ferment which it were wisest to touch on lightly, and of
-which they would teach their children nothing.
-
-“And then,” Cornelia went on, determined not to slight any detail of
-her fiance’s worthiness, “there’s never been anything fast or wild
-about Jack. He’s always been straight. There’s been no scandalous
-stories about him, as there have about Terence.”
-
-“Never. Terence committed all the scandals for the family.”
-
-“Well, Terence is in New York, thank Heaven!” said Cornelia with pious
-fervor, “and we won’t have to have anything to do with him or his wife
-either. Even if we go to Europe, we need only stay there a few days.”
-
-The irregular career of Terence had been a thorn in the side of
-the respectable Duffys, he, some years earlier, having married his
-mistress, a chorus girl in a local theater, and attempted to force her
-upon the exclusive circles in which his people moved. It was not the
-least galling feature of Terence’s unconventional course that, having
-doubled his fortune by successful speculations, he had removed to New
-York where, after several spirited assaults and vigorous rebuffs, his
-wife had reached social heights toward which other Californians of
-spotless record and irreproachable character had clambered in vain.
-
-“Well,” said Dominick, “mother ought to be satisfied with _this_
-marriage. It’s a good thing one of her children is going to settle down
-the way she likes.”
-
-“Oh, she’s delighted. She’s not been in such good spirits for a long
-time, and she’s as interested as I am in arranging everything. We
-want to have a large house wedding; the two families and all their
-connections, and all our intimate friends, and all the people who’ve
-entertained us,--and--and--the whole crowd. Of course, it’ll be a lot
-of people. Mommer said she didn’t see how we could cut it down to less
-than five or six hundred. But I don’t see why we need to, the house is
-big enough.”
-
-“Plenty,” said Dominick. He set down his knife and fork and looked at
-his sister. “Our family don’t take up much room. There’s just three of
-us.”
-
-“Then you’re coming?” she said quickly, her anxiety flashing out into
-an almost pained intensity of eagerness. “You’ll come? You must,
-Dominick. You’ve got to give me away.”
-
-He looked away from her in moody discomfort. The eternal discussions
-created by his marriage were becoming more and more hateful to him.
-Why should his unloved and unloving wife perpetually stand between
-him and his own people--his mother and sister--women to whom he owed
-allegiance, even as he did to her? The call of his home and the binding
-ties of kin were growing stronger as the obligation of his marriage had
-weakened and lost its hold.
-
-Cornelia leaned across the table and spoke with low-toned, almost
-tremulous earnestness:
-
-“You know that if it were I, I’d ask your wife. You know that all the
-hard feelings I may once have had against her have gone. If it were for
-me to say, I’d have received her from the start. What I’ve always said
-is, ‘What’s the good of keeping up these fights? No one gets anything
-by them. They don’t do any one any good.’ But you know mommer. The
-first thing she said when we talked about the house wedding, and I said
-you’d give me away, was, ‘If he’ll come without his wife.’ Those were
-her very words, and you know when she says a thing she means it. And,
-Dominick, you _will_ come? You’re the only brother I’ve got. You’re the
-only man representative of the family. You can’t turn me down on my
-wedding day.”
-
-There were tears in her eyes and Dominick saw them and looked down at
-his plate.
-
-“All right,” he said quietly. “I’ll come. When is it to be?”
-
-“Oh, Dominick,” his sister breathed in an ecstasy of relief and
-gratitude. “I knew you would. And I’ll do anything for you I can. If
-mommer wouldn’t get so dreadfully angry, I’d call on your wife, but you
-know I can’t offend her. She’s my mother, and I can’t stand up against
-her. But some day I’ll pay you back--I will indeed.”
-
-“Oh, that’s all right, Cornie,” he said, turning to summon the waiter.
-“I can’t let my sister get married without me. Tell mother I’ll come.
-You haven’t yet told me when it’s to be.”
-
-“June,” said the prospective bride, once more beginning to blush and
-beam, “early in June. The roses are so fine then, and we can have
-the house so beautifully decorated. We’ve already begun to plan the
-trousseau. It’s going to be just stunning, I tell you; the dresses from
-New York and all the lingerie and things like that from Paris. Mommer
-says she’ll give me fifteen thousand dollars for it. And she’s going to
-give me, besides, a string of pearls that hangs down to here”--Cornelia
-indicated a point on her person with a proud finger--“or else a house
-and lot anywhere in town that I like. Which would you take?”
-
-Dominick was saved from the responsibility of stating a preference on
-this important point by Etienne, the waiter, presenting his hat to him
-with the low bow of the well-tipped garçon. With a scraping of chair
-legs, they rose and, threading their way among the now crowded tables,
-passed out into the wind-swept streets. Here they separated, Cornelia,
-with her armful of wilting flowers, going home, and Dominick back to
-the bank.
-
-He was entering the building when he met Bill Cannon, also returning
-to his office from a restaurant lunch at a small Montgomery Street
-chop-house, where, every day at one, he drank a glass of milk and ate
-a sandwich. The Bonanza King stopped and spoke to the young man, his
-greeting marked by a simple friendliness. Their conversation lasted a
-few minutes, and then Dominick entered the bank.
-
-Two hours later, while he was still bending over his books, in the
-hushed seclusion of the closed building, Bill Cannon was talking to
-Berny in the parlor of the Sacramento Street flat. This interview was
-neither so long, and (on Berny’s part) did not show the self-restraint
-which had marked the first one. The offer of one hundred thousand
-dollars which the old man made her was refused with more scorn and less
-courtesy than had been displayed in her manner on the former occasion.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-A CUT AND A CONFESSION
-
-
-Berny was extremely unsettled. She had never been in such a
-condition of worry and indecision. She was at once depressed and
-elated, triumphant and cast down, all in a bubble of excitement and
-uncertainty. A combination of violent feelings, hostile to one another,
-had possession of her and used her as a battle-ground for shattering
-encounters.
-
-She loved money with the full power of her nature--it was her
-strongest, her predominating passion--and now for the first time in her
-life it was within her grasp. She could at any moment become possessed
-of a fortune, undisputedly her own, to do with as she liked. She lay
-awake at night thinking of it. She made calculations on bits of paper
-as she footed up the bills at her desk.
-
-But then on the other hand, there was Dominick, Dominick suddenly
-become valuable. He was like a piece of jewelry held in slight esteem
-as a trifling imitation and suddenly discovered to be real and of rich
-worth. Insignificant and strange are the happenings which determine
-the course of events. The sage had told her that one more inch in the
-length of Cleopatra’s nose would have altered the face of the world and
-changed the course of history. Had Berny not gone to the park on that
-Sunday afternoon, and seen a woman’s face change color at the sight of
-her husband, she might have come to terms with Mrs. Ryan and now have
-been on her way to Chicago in the first stage of the plan of desertion.
-
-It was another woman’s wanting Dominick that made Berny more determined
-to cling to him than if he had been the Prince Charming of her dreams.
-She carried about with her a continual feeling of self-congratulation
-that she had discovered the full significance of the plot in time.
-Her attitude was that of the quarreling husband and wife who fight
-furiously for the possession of a child for which neither cares. To
-herself she kept saying, “They want my husband, do they? Well, I’ll
-take mighty good care, no matter how much they want him and he wants to
-go, they don’t get him.”
-
-It made her boil with rage to think of them all, with Dominick at their
-head, getting everything they wanted and sending her off to Paris, even
-though Paris might be delightful, and she have a great deal better time
-there than she ever had in San Francisco.
-
-All these thoughts were in her mind as she walked down town one
-afternoon for her usual diversion of shopping and promenading. Of late
-she had not been sleeping well and the fear that this would react
-upon her looks had spurred her to the unwonted exertion of walking.
-The route she had chosen was one of those thoroughfares which radiate
-from Market Street, and though not yet slums, are far removed from
-the calm, wide gentility of the city’s more dignified highways. With
-all her cleverness, she had never shaken off the tastes and instincts
-of the class she had come from. She felt more at home in this noisy
-byway, where children played on the pavements and there were the
-house-to-house intimacies, the lack of privacy, of the little town,
-than she did on the big, clean-swept streets where the houses presented
-a blank exterior to the gaze, and most of the people were transported
-in cars or carriages. Even the fact that the Tenderloin was in close
-proximity did not modify her interest with a counteracting disgust;
-though she was not one of the women who have a lively curiosity as to
-that dark side of life, it did not, on the other hand, particularly
-repel her. She viewed it with the same practical utilitarianism with
-which she regarded her own virtue. That possession had been precious to
-her for what she could gain with it. When she had sacrificed it to her
-ambition, she had not liked giving it up at all, but had reconciled
-herself to doing so because of the importance of the stake involved.
-
-Walking loiteringly forward she crossed Powell Street, and approached
-the entrance of that home of vaudeville, the Granada Theater. This
-was a place of amusement that she much favored, and of which she was
-a frequent patron. Dominick did not like it, so she generally went to
-the matinée with one of her sisters. There had been a recent change of
-bill, and as she drew near she looked over the posters standing by the
-entrance on which the program for the coming week was printed in large
-letters. Midway down one of these, her eye was caught by a name and she
-paused and stood reading the words:
-
- “JAMES DEFAY BUFORD
- _The Witty, Brilliant and Incomparable_
- MONOLOGIST
- _In His Unrivaled Monologue
- Entitled_
- KLONDIKE MEMORIES”
-
-She remembered at once that this was the actor Dominick had spoken of
-as having been snowed in with them at Antelope. Dominick had evidently
-not expected he would come to San Francisco. He had said the man had
-been going to act in Sacramento. After standing for some moments
-looking at the words, she moved on again with the short, mincing step
-that was habitual to her, and which always made walking a slow and
-undesirable mode of progression. She seemed more thoughtful than she
-had been before she saw the program, and for some blocks her face wore
-an absent and somewhat pensive air of musing.
-
-Her preoccupation lasted up Grant Avenue and down Post Street till
-it was finally dispelled by the sight of that attractive show-window
-in which a large dry-goods establishment exhibits the marvels of new
-millinery. It was April, and the spring fashions were just in from
-Paris, filling the window with a brilliant display of the newest
-revolutionary modes of which San Francisco had so far only heard. Women
-stood staring, some dismayed at the introduction of styles which they
-felt would have a blighting, not to say obliterating effect on their
-own beauty. Others, of practical inclinations, studied the new gowns
-with an eye to discoveries whereby their wardrobes might be induced to
-assume a deceptive air of second youth.
-
-Berny elbowed her way in among them and pressed herself close to the
-glass, exploring, with a strained glance, the intricacies of back
-draperies turned from view. She wished Hazel was there with her. Hazel
-was wonderfully sharp at seeing how things were put together, and
-could carry complications of trimming and design in her head without
-forgetting them or getting them mixed. The discovery that skirts
-were being cut in a new way gave Berny a shock of painful surprise,
-especially when she thought of her raspberry crape, still sufficiently
-new to be kept in its own box between layers of tissue paper, and yet
-at the stage when the necessity of paying for it was at a comfortable,
-unvexing distance.
-
-She was standing with her back to the street when a woman next her
-gave a low exclamation and uttered the name of Mrs. Con Ryan. Berny
-wheeled about just as the exceedingly smart victoria of Mrs. Cornelius
-Ryan drew up at the curb and that august matron prepared to descend
-from it. In these afternoon shopping excursions she had often met her
-mother-in-law, often met her and invariably seen her turn her head and
-fix her eyes in the opposite direction. Now, however, matters were on
-another footing. If Mrs. Ryan had not recognized Berny, or spoken to
-her, or received her, she had at least opened negotiations with her,
-negotiations which presupposed a knowledge of her existence if not a
-desire for her acquaintance. Berny did not go so far as to anticipate
-a verbal greeting, but she thought, in consideration of recent
-developments, she was warranted in expecting a bow.
-
-She moved forward almost in Mrs. Ryan’s path, paused, and then
-looked at the large figure moving toward her with a certain massive
-stateliness. This time Mrs. Ryan did not turn her head away. Instead,
-she looked at the young woman directly and steadily, looked at her full
-in the eye with her own face void of all recognition, impassive and
-stonily unmoved as the marble mask of a statue. Berny, her half-made
-bow checked as if by magic, her face deeply flushed, walked on. She
-moved down the street rapidly, her head held high, trembling with
-indignation.
-
-Such are the strange, unaccountable contradictions of the female
-character that she felt more incensed by this cut than by any previous
-affront or slight the elder woman had offered her. The anticipated bow,
-neither thought of nor hoped for till she had seen Mrs. Ryan alighting
-from the carriage, was suddenly a factor of paramount importance in
-the struggle between the two. So small a matter as a nod of the elder
-woman’s head would have made the younger woman more pliable, more
-tractable and easily managed, than almost any other action on her
-mother-in-law’s part. Berny, bowed to, would have been a more docile,
-reasonable person than either Mrs. Ryan or Bill Cannon had had yet to
-deal with; while Berny, cut, flamed up into a blaze of mutinous fury
-that, had they known it, would have planted dismay in the breasts of
-those bold conspirators.
-
-As she walked down the street she was at first too angry to know where
-she was going, but after a few moments of rapid progress she saw that
-she was approaching the car line which passed close to her old home.
-In the excitement of her wrath, the thought of her sisters--the only
-human beings who could be relied on unquestioningly and ungrudgingly to
-offer her sympathy--came to her with a sense of consolation and relief.
-A clock in a window showed her it was nearly five. Hannah would have
-been home for some time, and Hazel might be expected within an hour.
-Without more thought she hailed an up-town car.
-
-As the car whisked her up the long hill from Kearney Street she thought
-what she would say to her sisters. Several times of late she had
-contemplated letting them into the secrets--or some of the secrets--of
-her married life and its present complications. She wanted their
-sympathy, for they were the only people she knew who were interested
-in her through affection, and did not blame her when she did things
-that were wrong. She also wanted to surprise them and to impress them.
-She wanted to see their eyes grow round, and their faces more and more
-startled, as she told of what Mrs. Ryan was trying to do, and how the
-sum of one hundred thousand dollars was hers--their sister’s--when she
-chose to take it. They were good people, the best people for her to
-tell it to. They did not know too much. They could be relied upon for a
-blind, uninquiring loyalty, and she could now (as she had before) tell
-them, not all--just enough--suppressing, as women do, those facts in
-the story which it were best for her to keep to herself.
-
-She found them both at home, Hazel having been allowed to leave her
-work an hour earlier than usual. Sitting in a small room in the back of
-the house, they were surrounded by the outward signs of dressmaking.
-Yards of material lay over the chairs, and on a small wooden table,
-which fitted close to her body and upon which portions of the material
-lay neatly smoothed out, Hannah was cutting with a large pair of shears.
-
-Hazel sat near by trimming a hat, a wide, flat leghorn, round which
-she twined a wreath of brier roses. Black velvet bows held the wreath
-in place, and Hazel skewered these down with long black pins, several
-of which she held in her mouth. Berny knew of old this outburst of
-millinery activity which always marked the month of April. It was the
-semi-annual rehabilitation of Pearl’s wardrobe, and was a ceremonial
-to which all the females of the family were supposed to contribute. In
-her own day she herself had given time and thought to it. She had even
-been in sympathy with the idea of the family’s rise and increase of
-distinction through Pearl, who was going to be many steps farther up
-the social ladder than her mother and her aunt, if those devoted women
-could possibly accomplish it.
-
-Now, watching her sisters bent over their tasks after the heat and
-burden of their own day’s work, she felt a deep, heartfelt sense
-of gratitude that she had escaped from this humble, domestic sphere
-in which they seemed so content. Whether Pearl’s summer hat should
-be trimmed with pink or blue had once been a question which she had
-thought worthy of serious consideration. How far she had traveled from
-the world of her childhood could not have been more plainly shown her
-than by the complete indifference she now felt to Pearl, her hat, and
-its trimmings.
-
-She had come prepared to surprise her sisters, and to shake out of
-them, by her revelations, the amazed and shocked sympathy she felt
-would ease her of her present wrath and pain. She was too overwrought
-to be diplomatic or to approach the point by preparatory gradations.
-Thrown back in the one arm-chair in the room, her head so pressed
-against its back that her hat was thrust forward over her forehead,
-she told them of her meeting with Mrs. Ryan, and the cut which she had
-received.
-
-Neither Hannah nor Hazel expressed the outraged astonishment at
-this insult that Berny had anticipated. In fact, they took it with
-a tranquillity which savored of indifference. For the moment, she
-forgot that they knew nothing of her reason for expecting Mrs. Ryan
-to recognize her, and to her quivering indignation was added a last
-wounding sense of disappointment. The sight of Hazel, holding the
-leghorn hat off at arm’s length and studying it with a preoccupied,
-narrowed eye, was even more irritating than her remark, made mumblingly
-because of the pins in her mouth:
-
-“I don’t see why you should feel so bad about that. I should think
-you’d have got sort of used to it by this time. She’s been cutting you
-for over two years now.”
-
-“Do you think that makes it any better?” said Berny in a belligerent
-tone, not moving her head, but shifting her eyes to stare angrily at
-Hazel from under her projecting hat-brim. “Do you think you’d get used
-to it if Josh’s mother cut you on the street?”
-
-It was hard to compass the idea of Josh’s deceased parent, who had left
-behind her a memory of almost unique meekness, cutting anybody. It made
-Hazel laugh and she had to bend her head down and take the pins out of
-her mouth before she could answer.
-
-“Well, if she’d been doing it for over two years, I think I’d have got
-sort of broken to it by now,” she said. “What makes you so mad about it
-all of a sudden?”
-
-“Maybe things aren’t just the same as they’ve been for the last two
-years,” said Berny darkly. “Maybe there’s a reason for Mrs. Ryan’s
-bowing to me.”
-
-These words had the effect that the victim of the cut desired. Her
-sisters paused in their work and looked at her. There had been times
-lately when Hannah had felt uneasy about Berny’s fine marriage, and
-she now eyed the younger woman with sober intentness over the glasses
-pushed down toward the tip of her nose.
-
-“Reason?” said Hazel. “What reason? Have you and she been trying to
-make up?”
-
-“I don’t know whether you’d call it that or not,” said Berny.
-
-“Have things really changed between you and her, Berny?” she asked
-gravely.
-
-Hannah put down the shears and laid her hands on the table. She felt
-the coming revelations.
-
-“Well, yes, I guess you’d say they have,” said Berny slowly, letting
-every word make its impression. “She’s trying to buy me off to leave
-Dominick. I suppose you’d call that a change.”
-
-If Berny wanted to surprise her sisters, she certainly now had the
-satisfaction of realizing her hopes. For a moment they stared at
-her, too amazed to speak, even Hannah, who had scented difficulties,
-being completely unprepared--after the way of human nature--for the
-particular difficulty that had cropped up. It was Hazel who first spoke.
-
-“Buy you off to leave Dominick? Give you money to go away from him, do
-you mean?”
-
-“That’s what I said,” returned her sister with dry grimness. “She’s
-made me two offers to leave my husband, wants me to get out and, after
-I’ve gone for a year, ask him to bring suit for desertion.”
-
-“My Lord!” murmured Hannah in a hushed voice of horror.
-
-“Well, that beats anything I’ve ever heard!” exclaimed Hazel. “That
-beats the ball, and not speaking to you, and all the rest. It’s the
-worst yet! What’s made her do it? What’s the matter with her?”
-
-“The same thing that’s always been the matter with her--she doesn’t
-like me, she wants to get rid of me. She tried to freeze me out first
-by not speaking to me, and leaving us to scramble along the best way we
-could on Dominick’s salary. Now, she’s seen that that won’t work, and
-she’s gone off on a new tack. She’s a woman of resources. If she finds
-the way blocked in one direction, she tries another.”
-
-“She’s actually offered you money to leave Dominick?” asked Hannah.
-“Said she’d give it to you if you’d desert him and let him get a
-divorce?”
-
-“That’s it,” returned her sister, in the same hard tone, tapping with
-her finger-tips on the arms of the chair. “That’s the flattering offer
-she’s made me twice now.”
-
-“How much did she offer you?” said Hazel.
-
-This was a crucial question. Berny knew its importance and sat up,
-pushing back her disarranged hat.
-
-“One hundred thousand dollars,” she said calmly.
-
-There was a second pause which seemed charged with astonishment, as
-with electrical forces. The sisters, their hands fallen in their laps,
-fastened their eyes on the speaker in a stare of glassy amaze.
-
-“A hundred thousand dollars!” gasped Hazel. “Why--why--Berny!”
-
-She stopped, almost trembling in the excitement of her stunned
-incredulity.
-
-“_A hundred thousand dollars!_” Hannah echoed, each word pronounced
-with slow, aghast unbelief. “Oh, it _can’t_ be that much!”
-
-“It’s that much now,” said Berny, her calmness accentuated to the point
-of nonchalance, “and if I want I can make them double it, raise it to a
-quarter of a million. Two hundred and fifty thousand dollars isn’t so
-much when you’ve got millions in trunks. What’s that to the Ryans?”
-
-She looked at her sisters with a cool, dispassionate glance, feeling
-that it had been worth while to tell them. Hannah’s face was a pale,
-uninteresting mask of shocked surprise--the kind of face with which
-one would imagine Hannah’s greeting such intelligence. But through
-the astonishment of Hazel’s a close and intimate understanding of the
-possibilities of the situation, an eagerness of rising respect for it
-and for the recipient of such honors, was discernible and appealed to
-Berny’s vanity and assuaged her more uncomfortable sensations.
-
-“You could get a quarter of a million?” Hazel persisted. “How do you
-know that?”
-
-Berny looked at her with disdain which was softened by a slight,
-indulgent smile.
-
-“My dear, if they want it bad enough to offer one hundred thousand,
-they want it bad enough to offer two. The money is nothing to them,
-and I’m a good deal. I shouldn’t be surprised if I could get more.”
-She thought of Bill Cannon’s participation in the matter, and let an
-expression of sly, knowing mysteriousness cross her face. But Bill
-Cannon’s participation was a fact she did not intend to mention. He was
-a part of the story that she had decided to suppress.
-
-“But two hundred and fifty thousand dollars!” said Hazel. “Why, it’s
-a fortune! The interest on it alone would make you rich. You could go
-to Europe. You could have a house on Pacific Avenue. Just fancy! And
-three years ago you were working for twenty a week in the Merchants and
-Mechanics Trust Company. Do you remember when they agreed to give you
-that you thought you were on velvet? Twenty dollars a week! That looks
-pretty small now, doesn’t it?”
-
-“But she doesn’t intend to take it, Hazel McCrae!” said Hannah in a
-deep voice of shocked disapproval. “You talk as if she was going to
-accept their outrageous offer.”
-
-Hazel’s face, which, as her fancy ranged over these attractive
-possibilities, had shown varying stages of flushed and exhilarated
-excitement, now suddenly fell. Conscious that she had exhibited a
-condition of mind that was low and sordid, she hastily sought to
-obliterate the effect of her words by saying sharply,
-
-“Of course, I knew she wasn’t going to accept. I never had such an
-idea. I’d be the first one to turn it down. I was just thinking what
-she _could_ do if she _did_.”
-
-“Oh, there’s any amount of things I could do,” said Berny. “They want
-me to go abroad and live there. That was”--she was going to say “one
-of the conditions,” but this, too, she decided to suppress, and said
-instead--“one of the things they suggested. They told me the income
-of the money would go twice as far there. Then the year while I was
-deserting Dominick--I was to go to Chicago, or New York, and desert him
-that way--I’d have seven thousand dollars for my expenses. They weren’t
-mean about it, I’ll say that much for them.”
-
-“And then laying it all out like that!” said Hannah. “It’s just the
-most scandalous thing I’ve ever heard of. I’ve never had much opinion
-of Mrs. Ryan, but I really didn’t believe she’d go that far.”
-
-“But Dominick?” said Hazel suddenly; “what about Dominick? What did he
-say?”
-
-The matter of Dominick was the difficult part of the revelation. Berny
-felt the necessity of a certain amount of dissembling, and it helped to
-chill the excitement and heat that had carried her up to her sisters
-and on to this point. Dominick’s part of the story was one of the
-subjects upon which she had decided to let her remarks be as notes
-about the text, and expurgated notes at that. Now, she realized it was
-a complicated matter of which to tell only half, and looking on the
-floor pricked the carpet with the tip of her parasol, and tried to
-maintain her tone of airy indifference.
-
-“Dominick doesn’t know anything about it,” she said. “He’s never to
-know. They were pretty decided on that point. He’s to be deserted
-without his own knowledge or consent.”
-
-“But to take his wife away from him!” Hannah cried. “To rob him of her!
-They must be crazy.”
-
-“Dominick can get along all right without me,” said Dominick’s wife,
-looking at the tip of her parasol as she prodded the carpet.
-
-Hazel, the married sister, heard something in these words that the
-spinster did not recognize. A newly-wakened intelligence, startled and
-suspicious, dawned on her face.
-
-“Dominick’s not so dead in love with me,” continued Berny, with her
-eyes following the parasol tip. “He could manage to bear his life
-without me. He--” she paused, and then said, enraged to hear that her
-voice was husky--“doesn’t care a button whether I live or die.”
-
-The pause that greeted this statement was entirely different from its
-predecessors. There was amazement in it, and there was pain. Neither
-listener could for a moment speak; then Hannah said with a solemnity
-full of dignity,
-
-“I can’t believe that, Berny.”
-
-“You needn’t if you don’t want to,” returned Berny, still not looking
-up. “If you like to keep on believing lies, it’s all the same to
-me. But I guess I know more about Dominick Ryan, and what he feels,
-than you do, and I tell you he doesn’t care a hang for me. He gave
-up caring”--she paused, a memory of the ball, the quarrel, and the
-fatal visit to Antelope flashing through her mind--“over a year ago. I
-guess,” she raised her head and looked coolly at her sisters, “he won’t
-lay awake nights at the thought of losing me.”
-
-They looked at her without speaking, their faces curiously different
-in expression from what they had been after her first confessions. All
-excitement had gone from them. They looked more wounded and hurt than
-she did. They were women, dashed and mortified, by a piece of news that
-had abashed them in its admitted failure and humiliation of another
-woman.
-
-“I--I--can’t believe it,” faltered Hannah. “Dominick’s always so kind,
-so attentive, so----”
-
-She came to a stop, checked by an illuminating memory of the Sundays
-on which Dominick now never came to dinner, of his absence from their
-excursions to the park, of his mysterious mid-winter holiday to the
-Sierra.
-
-“Have you had a row?” said Hazel. “Everybody has them some time and
-then you make up again, and it’s just the same as it was before.
-Fighting with your husband’s different from other fighting. It doesn’t
-matter much, or last.”
-
-Berny looked down at the parasol tip. Her lips suddenly began to
-quiver, and tears, the rare burning tears of her kind, pricked into her
-eyes.
-
-“We haven’t lived together for over eight months,” she said.
-
-The silence that greeted this remark was the heaviest of all the
-silences.
-
-“Why didn’t you tell us before?” said Hazel, in a low, awed voice.
-
-For a moment, Berny could not answer. She was ashamed and angry at the
-unexpected emotion which made it impossible for her to command her
-voice, and made things shine before her eyes, brokenly, as through
-crystal. She was afraid her sisters would think she was fond of
-Dominick, or would guess the real source of the trouble.
-
-“I was afraid something was wrong,” said Hannah, mechanically picking
-up the shears, her face pale and furrowed with new anxieties.
-
-The concern in her tone soothed Berny. It was something not only to
-have astonished her family, but to have disturbed their peace by a
-forced participation in her woes. It had been enraging to think of them
-light-heartedly going their way while she struggled under such a load
-of care.
-
-“It was all right till last autumn,” she said in a stifled voice, “and
-then it all got wrong--and--and--now it’s all gone to pieces.”
-
-“But what made Dominick change?” said Hazel, with avid, anxious
-eagerness. “Everything was happy and peaceful a year ago. What got hold
-of him to change him?”
-
-Berny felt that she had told enough. It had been harder telling, too,
-than she had imagined. The last and greatest secret that she had
-determined to keep from her sisters was that of Dominick’s love for
-another woman--what she regarded as his transfer of affection, not yet
-having guessed that his heart had never been hers. Now she raised her
-head and looked at the two solemn-faced women, angrily and bitterly,
-through the tears that her eyes still held.
-
-“I don’t know, and I don’t care what’s changed him,” she said
-defiantly. “I stood by my side of the bargain, and that’s all I know.
-I’ve made him a good wife, as good a one as I knew how. I’ve been
-bright and pleasant when his family treated me like dirt. I’ve not
-complained and I’ve made the best of it, staying indoors and going
-nowhere, when any other woman would have been getting some sort of fun
-out of her life. I’ve managed that miserable little flat on not half
-enough money, and tried to keep out of debt, when any one else in the
-world would have run up bills all over for Mrs. Ryan to pay. Nobody can
-say I haven’t done my part all right. Maybe I’ve got my faults--most of
-us have--but I haven’t neglected my duty this time.”
-
-She rose abruptly from her seat, pushing it back and feeling that
-she had better go before she said too much. She realized that in her
-hysterical and overwrought state she might become too loquacious and
-afterward regret it. For the moment she believed all she said. Her
-sisters, full of sincere sympathy for her, believed it too, though in
-periods of cooler reflection they would probably question some of her
-grievances; notably that one as to the small income, three thousand a
-year, representing to them complete comfort, not to say affluence.
-
-As she rose, Hazel rose too, her face full of suspicious concern.
-
-“It’s not another woman, is it, Berny?” she almost whispered.
-
-Berny had told so many lies that she did not bother about a few more.
-Moreover, she was determined not to let her sisters know about Rose
-Cannon--not yet, anyway.
-
-“No,” she said with short scorn, turning to pick up her feather boa.
-“Of course it’s not. He’s not that kind of a man. He’s too much of a
-sissy. Another woman! I’d like to tell him that.”
-
-She gave a sardonic laugh and turned to the glass, disposing her boa
-becomingly and adjusting her hat. Hannah, shaking herself loose from
-the encircling embrace of the cutting table, rose too, exclaiming,
-
-“Don’t go yet. You must tell us more of this. I’ve not heard anything
-for years that’s upset me so. If Dominick’s not in love with somebody
-else, what’s got into him? Why doesn’t he care for you any more? A man
-doesn’t stop loving his wife for no cause whatever. It isn’t in human
-nature.”
-
-“Well, it’s in Dominick’s nature,” said Dominick’s wife, pulling on her
-gloves. “Maybe that isn’t human nature, but it’s the nature of the man
-I’m married to and that’s all that concerns me. Remember, you’re not to
-say a word about this. It’s all a secret.”
-
-“Why should we talk about it?” said the practical Hazel. “It’s bad
-enough to have had it happen. You don’t want to go round gossiping
-about a member of your family getting thrown down.”
-
-To their pressing invitations to remain longer, Berny was deaf. She had
-said her say and wanted to go. The interview had undoubtedly eased her
-of some of the choking exasperation that had followed Mrs. Ryan’s cut;
-and it was a source of comfort to think that she had now broken the ice
-and could continue to come and pour out her wrongs and sorrows into
-the ever-attentive ears of her sisters. But now she wanted to get away
-from them, from their penetrative questions, and their frank curiosity,
-the curiosity of normal, healthy-minded women, whose lives had lacked
-the change and color of which hers had been full. She cut her good-bys
-short and left them to their own distracted speculations, staring
-blankly at each other, amid the scattered millinery of the disordered
-room.
-
-When she reached home, she found on the hall table a note which the
-Chinaman told her had been left by a messenger. It was from Bill Cannon
-and contained but a few lines. These, of a businesslike brevity,
-expressed the writer’s desire to see her again, and politely suggested
-that, if she could come to his office on any one of the three specified
-afternoons, between the hours of two and four, he would be deeply
-honored and obliged.
-
-Berny, frowning and abstracted, was standing with the note in her
-hand when Dominick opened the hall door and came up the stairs. His
-eye casually fell on the square of paper, but he asked no question
-about it, hardly seemed to see it. Yet her state of suspicion was so
-sensitively active that his lack of interest seemed fraught with
-meaning, and pushing the letter back into its envelope she remarked
-that it was a note from her dressmaker. Even the fact that his answer
-was an indifferent, barely-articulated sound seemed significant to her,
-and she took the letter into her bedroom and hid it in her handkerchief
-box, as though her husband, instead of being the least, was the most
-curious and jealous of men.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-BUFORD’S GOOD LUCK
-
-
-In his “Klondike Monologue” at the Orpheum, Buford, the actor, made
-a sudden and unexpected hit. The morning after his first appearance,
-both Dominick and Berny read in the paper eulogistic notices of the
-new star. Dominick was particularly interested. He remembered Buford’s
-state of worry while at Antelope and was glad to see that the unlucky
-player was, in the parlance of his own world, “making good.”
-
-The evening papers contained more laudatory paragraphs. Buford’s act
-was spoken of with an enthusiasm which taxed the vocabulary of the
-writers who found that the phrases they had been using to describe the
-regular vaudeville performances were not adequate for so sparkling an
-occasion.
-
-It was a rambling monologue of mining-camp anecdotes, recollections,
-and experiences, delivered with confidential, simple seriousness.
-Buford’s appearance in an immense, fur-lined overcoat with buttons made
-of gold nuggets and a voluminous fur cap on his head, was given the
-last touch of grotesqueness by a tiny tinsel spangle fastened on the
-end of his nose. This adornment, on his entrance hardly noticeable, was
-soon the focusing point of every eye. It looked as if it grew on its
-prominent perch, and as he spoke, a slight, vibrating movement, which
-he imparted to that portion of his visage, made the tinsel send out
-continuous, uneasy gleams. The more serious his discourse was and the
-more portentously solemn his face, the more glimmeringly active was the
-spangle, and the more hysterically unrestrained became the laughter
-of the audience. Altogether, Buford had made a success. Three days
-after his first appearance, people were talking about “The Klondike
-Monologue” as a few weeks before they had been talking about the last
-play of Pinero’s as presented by a New York company.
-
-From what Buford had told him, Dominick knew that the actor’s luck had
-been bad, and that the period of imprisonment at Antelope was a last,
-crowning misfortune. Through it he feared that he had forfeited his
-Sacramento engagement, and the young man had a painful memory of the
-long jeremiad that Buford, in his anxiety and affliction, had poured
-out to himself and Rose Cannon. That the actor was evidently emerging
-from his ill fortune was gratifying to Dominick, who, in the close
-propinquity forced upon them by the restricted quarters of Perley’s
-Hotel, had grown to like and pity the kindly, foolish and impractical
-man.
-
-Now, from what he heard, Buford’s hard times should be at an end. Such
-a hit as he had made should give him the required upward impetus. Men
-Dominick knew, who had theatrical affiliations, told him that Buford
-was “made.” The actor could now command a good salary on any of the
-vaudeville circuits in the country, and if “he had it in him” he might
-ascend the ladder toward the heights of legitimate comedy. His humorous
-talent was unique and brilliant. It was odd, considering his age, that
-it had not been discovered sooner.
-
-Berny was very anxious to see him. Hazel and Josh had seen him on one
-of the first evenings and pronounced him “simply great.” She extorted
-a promise from Dominick that, at the earliest opportunity, he would
-buy tickets for her, and, if he could not accompany her himself, she
-could go with one of her sisters. Dominick did not want to go. He had
-no desire to see Buford and be reminded of the three weeks’ dream which
-had interrupted the waking miseries of his life, and more than that he
-hated, secretly and intensely, sitting beside Berny, talking to her
-and listening to her talk, during the three hours of the performance.
-The horrible falseness of it, the appearance of intimacy with a woman
-toward whom he only felt a cold aversion, the close proximity of her
-body which he disliked, even accidentally, to brush against, made him
-shrink from the thought as from the perpetration of some mean and
-repulsive deception.
-
-He stopped to buy the tickets one midday on his way to lunch. He made
-up his mind to buy three, then Berny could either take her two sisters,
-or Hazel and Josh, whose craving for the theater was an unassuageable
-passion. The good seats were sold out for days ahead and he had to be
-content with three orchestra chairs for an evening at the end of the
-following week. He was turning from the ticket office window when a
-sonorous voice at his elbow arrested him:
-
-“Mr. Ryan,” it boomed out, “do I see you at last? Ever since my
-arrival in the city I have hoped for the opportunity of renewing our
-acquaintance.”
-
-It was Buford, but a rejuvenated and prosperous Buford, the reflection
-of his good fortune shining from his beaming face and fashionable
-figure. The red rasped look had left his features and the hollows
-beneath his high cheek-bones were filled out. He was dressed in
-gray with an almost foppish nicety, a fedora hat of a paler tint on
-his head, and a cravat of a dull red rising in a rich puffed effect
-below his collar. His shoes shone with the glassy polish of new
-patent leather; the red-brown kid gloves that he carried exhaled an
-attractive odor of russia-leather. He held out his hand to Dominick,
-and the young man grasped it with real heartiness.
-
-“Glad to see you, Buford,” he said, “and glad to hear you’ve made such
-a success of it. I haven’t seen it myself, but I hear it’s a great
-show.”
-
-Buford, who had seen him buying the tickets, said blandly,
-
-“But you’re going? You’ve been buying tickets, haven’t you? Oh, I’ve
-got to have your opinion--nobody’s I’d think more of than Mr. Dominick
-Ryan’s.”
-
-Dominick, with the consciousness that he had just been planning not to
-go reddening his face, stammered with embarrassed evasiveness,
-
-“I’ve just been buying tickets and couldn’t get them before the end of
-next week. You’re such a confounded success that everything’s sold out
-days ahead. My wife wants to see you, and that’s the best I could do
-for her. Her sister went on the second night and says you’re the hit of
-the program. And then the papers! You’ll soon be one of the stars of
-the nation.”
-
-Buford acknowledged these compliments with cool, acquiescent
-complacence.
-
-“I have struck my gait,” he said, nodding his head in condescending
-acceptance. “I have at last won my spurs.”
-
-“But you didn’t expect to come down here when you were at Antelope.
-Didn’t you tell me your engagement was for two weeks in Sacramento, and
-that you were afraid you’d forfeited it by being snowed in there? How
-was it you came down after all?”
-
-“The luck turned. The tide that comes in the affairs of men came in
-mine. I must say it had got down to about the lowest ebb. You’re right
-about forfeiting my engagement. Got to Sacramento three weeks behind
-time and found they’d procured a substitute, and all I had for my pains
-was a blackguarding because the Lord had seen fit to snow me in in the
-Sierras.”
-
-Dominick laughed, and the actor allowed a slight, sour smile to disturb
-the professional gravity of his face.
-
-“Yes,” he nodded, “that’s the way of the transgressor, especially when
-his transgressions ain’t of his own doing. After I’d been there two
-weeks, I hadn’t a V between me and starvation. I looked for jobs with
-the water squelching in my boots, and finally I had to do a turn in a
-fifth-rate variety performance that showed in a sort of cellar down
-a flight of stairs. That’s where the ‘Klondike Monologue’ was born.
-Like lots of other good things, it had a pretty mean beginning. I just
-pieced it together from bits and scraps that were the tailings of the
-two years I had spent in that Arctic mill up there. It caught on from
-the start--let the public alone to recognize a good thing when they
-see one! That dirty cellar was pretty well sprinkled the first week,
-and the second they had the standing room signs out. I didn’t introduce
-the spangle till the end of the engagement. Some people think it a
-great touch.”
-
-He looked with sober questioning at Dominick, who said apologetically,
-
-“So I hear, but I haven’t seen it.”
-
-Buford raised his flexible brows with an air of stimulated, excusing
-memory.
-
-“True, true,” he replied, “I had forgotten. Two nights after I had
-introduced the spangle, one of the ‘Granada’ people saw me. I didn’t
-know it at the time, but I am a true artist; whatever my audience, I
-give it of my best, and, in that instance, it was only one more case of
-bread cast upon the waters. There’d been a vacancy here. Estradilla,
-the Spanish Snake Dancer, was taken suddenly sick, collapsed after her
-third performance, tied her intestines up in a knot with her act, they
-say, and the wonder was she hadn’t done it before. Anyhow, they had to
-substitute in a hurry, heard of my Klondike act and sent a man up to
-see if I’d do to fill in. The next week I was here and--you know the
-rest.”
-
-“They say every man has his chance. You didn’t suppose the snowstorm
-that caught you at Antelope was going to be the foundation of yours?”
-
-Buford raised his brows till they about touched his hair, and said with
-his most magisterial sonority of tone,
-
-“No, no indeed. The ways of Fate--or let me say Providence--are truly
-inscrutable. I thought that lock-up in the Sierras would be my undoing,
-and I’m sure I never imagined the two years I spent in that accursed
-Arctic were going to return to roost as blessings. I turned my face to
-the North in a bitter hour, and it was in a bitter hour that I adopted
-the stage.”
-
-Dominick was exceedingly surprised. He had supposed Buford always to
-have been an actor, to have been born to it. If he had heard that the
-man had made his debut as an infant prodigy or even in his mother’s
-arms in swaddling clothes, he would have felt it was in keeping
-with Buford’s character, and just what he suggested. Now, in a tone
-expressing his surprise, the young man queried,
-
-“Then you went on the stage up there? You’ve only been on a few years?”
-
-“Nearly four,” said the actor. He looked down at his shoe for a moment
-as if considering, and repeated without looking up, “It will be four
-next September. Trouble drove me to those far distant lands and hard
-luck drove me on the stage. I’d never had anything to do with it till
-then; I hadn’t a stage game about me. There’d even been a time when I
-had a strong prejudice against the theater and never went to one. But
-a man must live and----”
-
-He stopped, his attention arrested by a hand laid softly on his sleeve.
-A youth of Hebraic countenance had issued from a door behind him, and,
-touching his arm with a hesitating, unclean finger, began to speak in
-a low tone. Buford turned to the boy. Dominick backed away from them
-toward the box-office window. As they conferred he took a card out of
-his wallet, and hastily traced the address of the flat below his name.
-He had it ready to offer Buford, when the actor, his conference over,
-came toward him.
-
-“Duty calls,” said Buford. “I am sorry, but they want me inside. But
-this is not going to be our only meeting. I’m booked for two weeks
-longer here, and I’m hoping to see something more of you.”
-
-Dominick gave him the card, with assurances that he would be glad to
-see him, and that his own home was a better meeting-place than the
-bank. At this mark of friendship, the actor was openly gratified. He
-looked at the card with a smile and said,
-
-“Most certainly I’ll avail myself of this privilege. I hope later to be
-able to place a box at your disposal. Madame, you say, is very desirous
-of seeing me. Well, I’ll see to it that she does so under the most
-favorable conditions. Though I have never met her, I think I may ask
-you to convey my respects to her.”
-
-He bowed impressively as though saluting Berny in person, and then,
-with a last dignified farewell to Dominick, turned toward the door
-which opened at his approach, disclosing the waiting Jew boy. As
-the actor drew near, Dominick heard the boy break into low-toned
-remonstrances, and then the door closed upon Buford’s sonorous and
-patronizing notes of reproval.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-ROSE’S POINT OF VIEW
-
-
-The following Sunday, at ten o’clock in the morning, Dominick
-noiselessly descended the stairs of the flat and let himself out into
-the street. He had had a sleepless night, and as he stood in the
-dazzling sunshine, debating which way he should go, his face showed the
-hollows and lines left by hours of worried wakefulness.
-
-His day--the holiday of his week of steady work--was without
-engagement. The friend with whom he usually walked over the suburban
-hills had moved to the country. His rest from labor would take the form
-of a day spent away from his home in the open air. As he had eaten
-his breakfast he had planned his itinerary, carefully considering the
-best distribution of these twelve treasured hours of liberty. He would
-spend the morning walking, anywhere--the direction did not matter
-much--anywhere where there was quiet and a view. He would take his
-lunch at any little joint--country hotel, city chop-house--he happened
-to pass, and in the afternoon he would walk again, on for hours,
-probably over the Presidio Hills where the poppies were beginning to
-gild the slopes, or along the beach where there were unfrequented nooks
-in which a man could lie and look at the water, and think. A whole
-day away from Berny and the flat, in the healing balm of the sunshine
-and the clean, untroubled air, was the best way to renew the fund of
-philosophy and patience that of late he had felt was almost exhausted.
-
-The ferment of his wakeful night was still in his blood as he walked
-across the city, aiming for the eminence of Telegraph Hill. He walked
-slowly without looking up; his eyes on the tip of his cane as it struck
-the pavement. It was a superb day, calm, still, breathing peace, like
-that other Sunday when he had gone to the park with the Iversons and
-seen Rose Cannon. But the splendors of the morning did not divert
-his mind from its heavy musings. With down-drooped head, watching
-the striking tip of the cane as though in it there lay some mystic
-solution of his difficulties, he walked on, a slow-moving figure, a man
-wrestling with his own particular world-problem, facing his fate and
-repudiating it.
-
-There had been times lately when he had felt he could no longer
-endure the present conditions of his life. As he had lain thinking in
-the darkness of the previous night, it had come upon him, with the
-clearness of conviction, that he could not stand it. The future with
-Berny had loomed before him, crushing, unbearable, and he had seen no
-end to it, and repeated to himself that he must be free of it. It had
-been awful as a nightmare, and turning on his bed he had wondered how
-he had endured the situation so long.
-
-Now, as he walked through the sweet, gay morning he felt a renewal
-of courage and reasoned with himself, using the old arguments with
-which for two years he had been subduing his rebellion and curbing
-the passion and impatience of his youth. Because a man had married
-an uncongenial woman, was that an excuse for him to leave her, to
-put her away from him when she had honestly tried to live up to her
-marriage contract? Summing it all up in a sentence--his wife had a bad
-temper and he had ceased to care for her, was that a reason for him to
-separate from her?
-
-Last night he had used none of these arguments. He had felt too
-strongly to reason about the righteousness of moral obligation. Lying
-in the dark, listening to the striking of the clocks, he had said to
-himself that he could not stand Berny any longer--he could not live
-in the house with her. He did not hate her, it was far from that. He
-wished her well; to hear that she was happy and prosperous somewhere
-where he did not have to dine with her and sit in the den with her
-every evening, would have given him the greatest satisfaction. He felt
-that the sight of her was daily growing more unbearably and unnaturally
-obnoxious to him. Little personal traits of hers had a strange,
-maddening power of exciting his dislike. In the evening the rustling of
-the sheets of the newspaper as she turned and folded them filled him
-with a secret anger. He would sit silent, pretending to read, waiting
-for that regular insistent rustling, and controlling himself with an
-effort. As they sat opposite each other at breakfast, the sound she
-made as she crunched the toast seemed to contain something of her
-own hard, aggressive personality in it, and he hated to hear it. In
-the dead depression of the night, he had felt that to listen to that
-rustling of newspapers every night and that crunching of toast every
-morning was a torment he could no longer bear.
-
-In the clear light of the morning, patience had come and the old
-standards of restraint and forbearance reasserted themselves. The
-familiar pains, to which he had thought himself broken, had lost much
-of their midnight ghoulishness. The old ideals of honor and obligation,
-with which he had been schooling himself for two years, came back
-to his mind with the unerring directness of homing pigeons. He went
-over the tale of Berny’s worthiness and his own responsibility in the
-misfortunes of her life and disposition. It was a circular process of
-thought that always returned to the starting place: what right had he
-to complain of her? Had not most of the disappointments that had soured
-and spoiled her come from his doing, his fault, his people?
-
-He breathed a heavy sigh and looked up. To this question and its humbly
-acquiescing answer these reflections always brought him. But to-day
-it was hard to be acquiescent. The rebellion of the night was not
-all subdued. The splendor of the morning, the pure arch of sky, the
-softness of the air, called to him to rejoice in his strength, to be
-glad, and young. He raised his head, breathing in the sweet freshness,
-and took off his hat, letting the sun pour its benediction on his head.
-His spirit rose to meet this inspiring, beneficent nature, not in
-exhilaration, but in revolt. The thought of Rose gripped him, and in
-the strength of his manhood he longed for her.
-
-He ascended the hill by one of the streets on its southern slope,
-violently steep, the upward leaps of its sidewalk here and there
-bridged by flights of steps. Every little house was disgorging its
-inmates, garbed in the light Sunday attire of the Californian on
-pleasure bent. The magnificent day was calling them, not to prayer and
-the church, but to festival. Families stood on the sidewalks, grouped
-round the Sunday symbol of worship, a picnic-basket. Lovers went by in
-smiling pairs, arm linked in arm. A pagan joy in life was calling from
-every side, from the country clothed in its robe of saffron poppies,
-from the sky pledged to twelve hours of undimmed blue, from the air
-mellowed to a warmth that never burns, from the laughter of light
-hearts, the smiles of lovers, the eyes of children.
-
-Dominick went up the hill in the clear, golden sunlight, and in his
-revolt he pushed Berny from his mind, and let Rose come in her place.
-His thoughts, always held from her, sprang at her, encircled her,
-seemed to draw her toward him as once his arms had done. She was a
-sacred thing, the Madonna of his soul’s worship, but to-day she seemed
-to bend down from her niche with less of the reverenced saint than of
-the loving woman in the face his fancy conjured up.
-
-Standing on the summit of the hill, where the wall of the quarry drops
-down to the water front and the wharves, he relinquished himself to
-his dream of her. The bay lay at his feet, a blue floor, level between
-rusty, rugged hills. There was an island in it, red-brown, incrusted
-with buildings, that seemed to clutch their rocky perch with long
-strips and angles of wall. In the reach of water just below there was
-little shipping, only a schooner beating its way to sea. The wind
-was stiffer down there than on the sheltered side of the hill. The
-schooner, with sails white as curds against the blue, was tacking, a
-long, slantwise flight across the ruffled water. She left a thin,
-creamy line behind her which drifted sidewise into eddying curves like
-a wind-lashed ribbon. Dominick, his eyes absently on her, wondered if
-she were bound for the South Seas, those waters of enchantment where
-islands, mirrored in motionless lagoons, lie scattered over plains of
-blue.
-
-A memory crossed his mind of a description of some of these islands
-given him by a trader he had once met. They were asylums, lotus-eating
-lands of oblivion, for law-breakers. Those who had stepped outside the
-pale, who had dared defy the world’s standards, found in them a haven,
-an elysian retreat. They rose before his mental vision, palm-shaded,
-lagoon-encircled, played upon by tropic breezes, with glassy waves
-sliding up a golden beach. There man lived as his heart dictated,
-a real life, a true life, not a bitter tale of days in protesting
-obedience to an immutable, heart-breaking law. There he and Rose might
-live, lost to the places they had once filled, hidden from the world
-and its hard judgments.
-
-The thought seized upon his mind like a drug, and he stood in a tranced
-stillness of fascinated imagination, his eyes on the ship, his inner
-vision seeing himself and Rose standing on the deck. He was so held
-under the spell of his exquisite, enthralling dream, that he did not
-see a figure round the corner of the rough path, nor notice its slow
-approach. But he felt it, when its casual, roaming glance fell on him.
-As if called, he turned sharply and saw Rose standing a few yards away
-from him, looking at him with an expression of affrighted indecision.
-As his glance met hers, the dream broke and scattered, and he seemed
-to emerge out of a darkness that had in it something beautiful and
-baleful, into the healthy, pure daylight.
-
-The alarm in Rose’s face died away, too. For a moment she stood
-motionless, then moved toward him slowly, with something of reluctance
-about her approach. She seemed to be coming against her will, as if
-obeying a summons in his eyes.
-
-“I wasn’t sure it was you,” she said. “And then when I saw it was, I
-was going to steal away before you saw me. But you turned suddenly as
-if you heard me.”
-
-“I felt you were there,” he answered.
-
-It was natural that with Rose he should need to make no further
-explanation. She understood as she would always understand everything
-that was closely associated with him. He would never have to explain
-things to her, as he never, from their first meeting, felt that he
-needed to talk small talk or make conversation.
-
-She came to a stop beside him, and they stood for a silent moment,
-looking down the bare wall of the quarry, a raw wound in the hill’s
-flank, to the docks below where the masts of ships rose in a forest,
-and their lean bowsprits were thrust over the wharves.
-
-“You came just in time,” he said. “I walked up here this morning to
-have a think. I don’t know where the think was going to take me when
-you came round that corner and stopped it. What brought you here?”
-
-“Nothing in particular. It was such a fine morning I thought I’d just
-ramble about, and I came this way without thinking. My feet brought me
-without my knowledge.”
-
-“My think brought you,” he said. “That’s the second time it’s happened.
-It was a revolutionary sort of think, and there was a lot about you in
-it.”
-
-He looked down at her, standing by his shoulder, and met her eyes. They
-were singularly pellucid, the clearest, quietest eyes he thought he had
-ever looked into. His own dropped before them to the bay below, touched
-and then quickly left the schooner which was beating its way toward
-them on the return tack.
-
-“If you could only always come this way when I want you, everything
-would be so different, so much easier,” he said in a low tone. “I was
-surrounded by devils and they were getting tight hold of me when you
-came round that corner.”
-
-He glanced at her sidewise with a slight, quizzical smile.
-
-This time she did not answer his look, but with her eyes on the bay,
-her brows drawn together, asked,
-
-“New devils or old ones?”
-
-“The old ones, but they’ve grown bigger and twice as hard to manage
-lately. They----” he broke off, his voice suddenly roughened, and said,
-“I don’t seem to know how to live my life.”
-
-He turned his face away from her. The demons she had exorcised had left
-him weakened. In the bright sunshine, with the woman he loved beside
-him, he felt broken and beaten down by the hardships of his fate.
-
-“Sit down and talk to me,” she said quietly. “No one can hear you. It’s
-like being all alone in the world up here on the hilltop. We can sit on
-this stone.”
-
-There was a broken boulder behind them, close to the narrow foot-way,
-and she sat on it, motioning him to a flat piece of rock beside her.
-Her hands were thrust deep in the pockets of her loose gray coat, the
-wisps of fair hair that escaped below the rim of her hat fanning up and
-down in faint breaths of air, like delicate threads of seaweed in ocean
-currents.
-
-“Tell me the whole thing,” she said. “You and I have never talked much
-about your affairs. And what concerns you concerns me.”
-
-He pricked at the earth with the tip of his cane, ashamed of his moment
-of weakness, and yet fearing if he told her of his cares it might
-return.
-
-“It’s just what you know,” he began slowly. “Only as every day goes by
-it seems to get worse. I’ve never told you much about my marriage. I’ve
-never told anybody. Many men make mistakes in choosing a wife and find
-out, and say to themselves early in the game, that they _have_ made a
-mistake and must abide by it. I don’t think I’m weaker than they are,
-but somehow----”
-
-He stopped and looked at the moving tip of his cane. She said nothing,
-and after taking a deep breath he went on.
-
-“I knew all about her when I married her. I was young, but I wasn’t a
-green fool. Only I didn’t seem to realize, I didn’t guess, I didn’t
-dream, that she was going to stay the way she was. I seemed to be at
-the beginning of a sort of experiment that I was sure was going to turn
-out well. I didn’t love her, but I liked her well enough, and I was
-going to try my best to have things go smoothly and make her happy.
-When she was my wife, when I’d try to make everything as comfortable
-and pleasant as I could, then I expected she’d--she’d--be more like the
-women men love, and even if they don’t love, manage to get on with. But
-it didn’t seem to go well even in the beginning, and now it’s got worse
-and worse. Perhaps it’s my fault. I’m not one of those fellows who
-can read a woman like a book. When a person tells me a thing, I think
-they mean it; I’m not looking into them to see if they mean just the
-opposite.”
-
-He stopped again and struck lightly at a lump of earth with his cane.
-He had pushed his hat back from his forehead and his face bore an
-expression of affected, boyish nonchalance which was extremely pathetic
-to Rose.
-
-“Maybe there are men who could stand it all right. She’s very nice part
-of the time. She’s a first-class housekeeper. I give her two hundred
-dollars a month, and on that little bit she runs the flat beautifully.
-And she’s quiet. She doesn’t want to be out all the time, the way some
-women do. She’s as domestic as possible, and she’s been very decent
-and pleasant since I came back. The way she was treated over the ball
-would have r’iled any woman. I didn’t tell you about that--it’s a mean
-story--but she got no invitation and was angry and flared up. We had
-a sort of an uncomfortable interview, and--and--that was the reason I
-went to Antelope. I didn’t think I’d ever go back to her then. I was
-pretty sore over it. But--” he paused, knocking the lump of clay into
-dust, “I thought afterward it was the right thing to do. I’d married
-her, you see.”
-
-Rose did not speak, and after a moment he said in a low voice,
-
-“But it’s--it’s--awfully hard to live with a person you don’t get on
-with. And it’s the sort of thing that goes on and on and on. There
-isn’t any end; there isn’t any way out.”
-
-Once more he stopped, this time clearing his throat. He cleared it
-twice, and then said,
-
-“I oughtn’t to say this. I oughtn’t to complain. I know I’m a chump and
-a coward to talk this way to you, but--” he dropped his voice to a note
-of low, inward communing, and said, “it’s so hopeless. I can’t see what
-to do.”
-
-He leaned forward and rested his forehead on the head of his cane,
-hiding his face from her. The silence between them vibrated with
-the huskiness of his voice, the man’s voice, the voice of power and
-protection, roughened with the pain he was unused to and did not know
-how to bear.
-
-Rose sat looking at him, her soul wrung with sympathy. Her instinct was
-to take the bowed head in her arms and clasp it to her bosom, not as a
-woman in love, but as a woman torn by pity for a suffering she could
-not alleviate. She made no movement, however, but kept both hands deep
-in her pockets, as she said,
-
-“I don’t see why you shouldn’t talk this way to me. I think I’m the one
-person in the world that you ought to speak to about it.”
-
-“I can’t talk to anybody else, not to any friend, not to my own mother.
-It’s my affair. No one else had any responsibility in it. I brought
-it on myself and I’ve got to stand by it myself. But you--you’re
-different.”
-
-He drew himself up, and, staring out into the great wash of sun and air
-before him, went on in a louder voice, as if taking a new start.
-
-“I was thinking last night about it, looking it in the face. The
-dark’s the best time for that, you seem to see things clearer, more
-truthfully. And I came to the conclusion it would be better if I ended
-it. I didn’t see that I had any obligation to go on martyrizing myself
-for ever. I didn’t see that anybody was benefiting by it. I thought
-we’d be happier and make something better of our lives if we were
-apart, in different houses, in different towns.”
-
-“Does she want to leave you?”
-
-The question seemed to touch a nerve that startled and then stiffened
-him. He answered it with his head turned half toward her, the eyebrows
-lifted, a combative note in his voice:
-
-“I don’t know whether she does or not.” He stopped and then said, with
-his face flushing, “No, I don’t think she does.”
-
-“How can you leave her then?”
-
-“Well, I can--” he turned on her almost angrily and met her clear eyes.
-“Oh, I can’t go into particulars,” he said sharply, looking away again.
-“It’s not a thing for you and me to discuss. Incompatibility is a
-recognized ground of separation.”
-
-He fell to striking the lump of clay again, and Rose said, as if
-offering the remark with a sort of tentative timidity,
-
-“You said just now you had nothing to complain of against her. It
-doesn’t seem fair to leave a woman--a wife--just because she’s hard to
-live with and you no longer like her.”
-
-“Would you,” he said with a manner so full of irritated disagreement as
-to be almost hectoring, “advocate two people living on together in a
-semblance of friendship, who are entirely uncongenial, rub each other
-the wrong way so that the sight of one is unpleasant to the other?”
-
-“Are you sure that’s the way she feels about you?”
-
-He again looked away from her, and answered in a sullen tone, as though
-against his will,
-
-“I don’t know.”
-
-They were silent for a space, and he went on.
-
-“Doesn’t it strike you as wrong, cowardly, mean, for a man and woman
-to tear their lives to pieces out of respect for what the world says
-and thinks? Every semblance of love and mutual interest has gone from
-our companionship. Isn’t it all wrong that we should make ourselves
-miserable to preserve the outward forms of it? We’re just lying to the
-world because we haven’t got the sand to tell the truth. You ask me if
-my views on this matter are hers. I don’t know, that’s the truth.” A
-memory of Berny’s futile and pathetic efforts to make friends with him
-on his return swept over him and forced him to say, “Honestly, I don’t
-think she wants to leave me. I think the situation doesn’t drive her
-crazy the way it does me. I think she doesn’t mind it. I don’t know
-why, but she doesn’t seem to. But surely, any woman living would rather
-be free of a man she no longer cared for, than forced to live on in
-a false relation with him, one irritating the other, the two of them
-every day growing more antagonistic.”
-
-“She would not want to be free if she loved him.”
-
-“Loved him!” he ejaculated, with angry scorn. “She never loved me or
-anybody else. Love is not in her. Oh, you don’t know! I thought last
-night I’d offer her all I had, the flat, the furniture, my salary,
-everything I could rake and scrape together, and then I’d tell her
-I was going to leave her, that I couldn’t stand living that way any
-longer. I was going to take a room somewhere and give her everything I
-could. I was going to be as generous to her as I knew how. I’d not say
-one word against her to anybody. That was what I thought I’d do last
-night.”
-
-“But this morning you think differently.”
-
-“How do you know that?”
-
-“Because those are not your real thoughts--they’re the dark,
-exaggerated ones that come when a person lies awake at night. It’s as
-if, because you couldn’t see your surroundings, you were in another
-sort of world where the proportions are different. You couldn’t do that
-to your wife. You couldn’t treat her that way. You say in many ways
-she’s been a good wife. It isn’t she that’s stopped caring, or finds
-her life with you disagreeable.”
-
-“Then, am I to suffer this way for ever--see my life ruined for a fault
-man after man commits and goes scott free?”
-
-“Your life isn’t ruined. Things don’t last at such a pressure.
-Something will change it. By and by, you’ll look back on this and
-it’ll seem hundreds of miles away and you’ll wonder that you were so
-discouraged and hopeless.”
-
-“Yes,” he said bitterly, “maybe when I’m fifty. It’s a long time
-between then and now, a long time to be patient.”
-
-Manlike, he was wounded that the woman of his heart should not side
-with him in everything, even against his own conscience. Had Rose been
-something closer to him, a sister, a wife, this would have been one of
-the occasions on which he would have found fault with her and accused
-her of disloyalty.
-
-“I thought you’d understand,” he said, “I thought you’d see how
-impossible it is. You make me feel that I’m a whining coward who has
-come yelping round like a kicked dog for sympathy.”
-
-“I care so much that I do more than sympathize,” she said in a low
-voice.
-
-This time he did not answer, feeling ashamed at his petulance.
-
-“With any one else it would be just sympathy,” she said, “but with you
-there’s more than that. It’s because I care, that I expect more and
-demand more. Other men can do the small, cowardly, mean things that
-people do, and find excuses for, but not you. I could make excuses for
-them too, but I must never have to make excuses for you. You’re better
-than that, you’re yourself, and you do what’s true to yourself and
-stand on that. You’ve got to do and be the best. Maybe it won’t be what
-you want or what’s most comfortable, but that mustn’t matter to you.
-If you’re not to be happy that mustn’t matter either. What pleases you
-and me mustn’t matter if it’s not the thing for a man like you to do.
-You can’t shirk your responsibilities. You can’t stick to something
-you’ve done just while it’s pleasant and then, when it’s hard, throw
-it up. Lots of people do that, thousands of them. Just as you said
-now--hundreds of men do what you have done and go scott free. That’s
-for them to do if they want to, but not for you. Let them drop down if
-they want, that’s no reason why you should. Let them go on living any
-way that’s agreeable to them, _you_ know what you ought to do and you
-must do it. It doesn’t matter about them, or the world, or what anybody
-says. The only thing that matters is that the thing you know in your
-heart is the thing that’s true for you.”
-
-“You expect too much of weak human nature,” he said.
-
-“No,” she answered, “I don’t. I only expect what you can do.”
-
-He turned and looked at her.
-
-“Then I’m to live for the rest of my life with a wife I don’t care for,
-separated from the woman I love? What is there in that to keep a man’s
-heart alive?”
-
-“The knowledge that we love each other. That’s a good deal, I think.”
-
-It was the first time she had said in words that she loved him. There
-was no trace of embarrassment or consciousness on her face; instead
-she seemed singularly calm and steadfast, much less moved than he.
-Her words shook him to the soul. He turned his eyes from her face and
-grasping for her hand, clasped it, and pressed it to his heart, and to
-his lips, then loosed it and rose to his feet, saying, as if to himself,
-
-“Yes, that’s a good deal.”
-
-There was silence between them for some minutes, neither moving, both
-looking out at the hills and water. From the city below, sounds of
-church bells came up, mellow and tranquil, ringing lazily and without
-effort. Other sounds mingled with them, refined and made delicate by
-distance. It was like being on an island floating in the air above the
-town. Rose got up and shook the dust from her coat.
-
-“The churches are coming out, it must be nearly one. It will be
-lunch-time before I get home.”
-
-He did not turn or answer, but stood with his hand on the metal rope
-that protected the quarry’s ledge, looking down. Her eyes followed his,
-and then brought up on the schooner bearing away on its long tack,
-strained and careening in the breeze that, down there in the open, blew
-fresh and strong from the great Pacific.
-
-“It’s a schooner,” she said absently. “Where do you suppose it’s going?”
-
-“I don’t know. Somewhere a long way off, I hope. My devils are sailing
-away on it.”
-
-They stood side by side, gazing down at it till she moved away with a
-sudden “Good-by.”
-
-“Good-by,” he answered, and stretched out his hand.
-
-But she was already some feet in advance and had begun to move quickly.
-
-“Good-by, Rose,” he cried after her, with something in his voice of the
-wistful urgency in a child’s when it is left behind.
-
-“Good-by,” she called over her shoulder without looking back. “Good-by.”
-
-He followed her with his eyes till she disappeared round the bend of
-the path, then turned back and again dropped his glance to the schooner.
-
-He stood watching it till it passed out of sight beneath the shoulder
-of the hill, straining and striving like a wild, free creature in its
-forward rush for the sea.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-THE LITTLE SPIDER
-
-
-Berny had been turning over in her mind the advantages of accepting the
-money--had been letting herself dwell upon the delights of possible
-possession--when at the Sunday dinner that afternoon Josh McCrae threw
-her back into the state of incensed rejection with which she had
-met the first offer. With his face wreathed in joyous grins, he had
-apprised her of the fact that only an hour earlier, while walking on
-Telegraph Hill, he had seen Dominick there talking with Miss Cannon.
-
-A good deal of query followed Josh’s statement. There was quite an
-outburst of animated interrogations rising from the curiosity the
-Iversons felt concerning Bill Cannon’s daughter, and under cover
-of it Berny controlled her face and managed to throw in a question
-or two on her own account. There had been a minute--that one when
-Josh’s statement had struck with a shocking unexpectedness on her
-consciousness--when she had felt and looked her wrath and amaze.
-Then she had gripped her glass and drunk some water and, swallowing
-gulpingly, had heard her sister’s rapid fire of questions, and Josh,
-proud to have imparted such interesting information, answering
-importantly. Putting down her glass, she said quite naturally,
-
-“Where did you say you saw them--near the quarry?”
-
-“Just by the edge, talking together. I was going to walk along and join
-them, and then I thought they looked so sort of sociable, I’d better
-not butt in. Dominick got to know her real well up in the Sierra,
-didn’t he?”
-
-“Yes, of course,” she said hurriedly. “They grew to be quite friends.
-They must have met by accident on the hill. Dominick’s always walking
-in those queer, deserted places.”
-
-“You haven’t got acquainted with her yet, have you?” said the simple
-Josh, whose touch was not of the lightest. “It would be a sort of grind
-on the Ryans if you get really solid with her.”
-
-“Oh, I can know her whenever I want,” Berny answered airily, above a
-discomfort of growing revelation that was almost as sharp as a pain.
-“Dominick’s several times asked me if I wanted to meet her, but it
-always was at times when I’d other things to do. We’re going to ask her
-to the flat to tea some time.”
-
-On ordinary occasions, Berny would never have gone to this length of
-romantic invention, for she was a judicious liar and believed, with
-the sage, that a lie was too valuable a thing to waste. But just now
-she was too upset, too preyed upon by shock and suspicion, to exercise
-an artistic restraint, and she lied recklessly, unmindful of a future
-when her listeners would expect to see her drafts on the bank of truth
-cashed.
-
-She was quiet for the rest of the afternoon, but it was not till she
-had reached her own home, silent in its untenanted desertion, that she
-had an opportunity to turn the full vigor of her mind on what she had
-heard.
-
-She had been jealous of Rose since that fatal Sunday when she had
-discovered why Dominick was changed. It was not the jealousy of
-disprized love, it was not the jealousy of thwarted passion. It
-was a subtle compound of many ingredients, the main one a sense of
-bursting indignation that two people--one of them a possession of
-her own--should dare to seek for happiness where she had found only
-dullness and disappointment. She had an enraging premonition that Rose
-would probably succeed where she had failed. It made her not only
-jealous of Rose, it made her hate her.
-
-Josh’s words increased this, and caused her suspicions, which, if not
-sleeping, had of late been dormant, to wake into excited activity.
-Dominick’s lonely Sunday walks she now saw shared by the girl
-who was trying to buy his freedom. Incidents that before she had
-taken at their face value now were suddenly fraught with disturbing
-significance. Why did Dominick go out so often in the evening? Since
-the moonlight night, he had been out twice, once not coming back till
-eleven. The confirmation of sight could hardly have made her more
-confident that he must spend these stolen hours with Rose Cannon in
-the palatial residence on Nob Hill. And it was not the most soothing
-feature in the case that Berny should picture them in one of the
-artistically-furnished parlors of which she had heard so much and seen
-nothing but the linings of the window curtains. Here, amid glories of
-upholstery, from the sight of which she was for ever debarred, Rose and
-Dominick talked of the time when he should be free. Berny, like the
-tiger lashing itself to fury with its own tail, thought of what they
-said, till she became sure her imaginings were facts; and the more she
-imagined, the more enraged and convinced she became.
-
-She put from her mind all intention of ever taking the money. She
-wanted it desperately, terribly; she wanted it so much that when she
-thought of it it made her feel sick, but the joys of its possession
-were at the unrealizable distance of dreams, while the fact of her
-husband’s being enticed away by another woman was a thing of close,
-immediate concern, a matter of the moment, as if some one were trying
-to pick her pocket. As an appurtenance of hers, Dominick might not have
-been a source of happiness, but that was no reason why he should be a
-source of happiness to some one else.
-
-Berny did not argue with any such compact clearness. She was less
-lucid, less defined and formulated in her ideas and desires than she
-had been when Bill Cannon made the first offer. Anger had thickened and
-obscured her clarity of vision. Suspicions, harbored and stimulated
-by a mind which wished for confirmation of the most extravagant, had
-destroyed the firm and well-outlined conception of what she wanted and
-was willing to fight for. In fact, she had passed the stage in the
-controversy when she was formidable because she stood with the strength
-of sincerity in her position, her demands, and refusals. Now the
-integrity of her defiance was gone. She wanted the money. She wanted
-to take it, and her refusal to do so was false to herself and to her
-standards.
-
-She knew that the interview for which Bill Cannon had asked was for a
-last, deciding conversation. He was to make his final offer. It was a
-moment of torture to her when she wondered what it would be, and her
-mind hovered in distracted temptation over the certain two hundred
-thousand dollars and the possible quarter of a million. It was then
-that she whipped up her wrath, obscured for the moment by the mounting
-dizziness of cupidity, and thought of Rose and Dominick in the Japanese
-room, or the Turkish room, or the Persian room, into which she had
-never been admitted. The thought that they were making love received a
-last, corrosive bitterness from the fact that Berny could not see the
-beautiful and expensive surroundings of these sentimental passages.
-
-She was in this state of feverish distractedness when she went to
-Bill Cannon’s office. She had chosen the last of the three days he
-had specified in his note, and had left the flat at the time he had
-mentioned as the latest hour at which he would be there. She had
-chosen the last day as a manner of indicating her languid interest in
-the matter to be discussed, and had also decided to be about fifteen
-minutes late, as it looked more indifferent, less eager. Bill Cannon
-would never know that she was dressed and ready half an hour before
-she started, and had lounged about the flat, watching the clocks, and
-starting at every unrecognized sound.
-
-She was received with a flattering deference. As her footstep sounded
-on the sill of the outer office, a face was advanced toward one of the
-circular openings in the long partition, immediately disappeared, and
-then a door was thrown back to admit to her presence a good-looking,
-well-dressed young man. His manner was all deferential politeness.
-A murmur of her name, just touched with the delicately-questioning
-quality imparted by the faintest of rising inflections, accompanied
-his welcoming bow. Mr. Cannon was expecting her in the private office.
-Special instructions had been left that she should be at once admitted.
-Would she be kind enough to step this way?
-
-Berny followed him down the long strip of outer office where it flanked
-the partition in which the regularly-recurring holes afforded glimpses
-of smooth bent heads. She walked lightly, and had an alert, wary air
-as though it might be a good thing to be prepared for an ambush. She
-had been rehearsing her part of the interview for days; and like
-other artists, now that the moment of her appearance was at hand,
-felt extremely nervous, and had a sense of girding herself up against
-unforeseen movements on the part of the foe.
-
-Nothing, however, could have been more disarmingly friendly than the
-old man’s greeting. As the door opened and the clerk pronounced her
-name, he rose from his seat and welcomed her in a manner which was a
-subtle compound of simple cordiality and a sort of masonic, unexpressed
-understanding, as between two comrades bound together by a common
-interest. Sitting opposite him in one of the big leather chairs, she
-could not but feel some of her resentment melting away, and her
-stiffly-antagonistic pose losing something of its rigidity as he smiled
-indulgently on her, asking about herself, about Dominick, finally about
-her sisters, with whose names and positions he appeared flatteringly
-familiar.
-
-Berny answered him cautiously. She made a grip at her receding anger,
-conscious that she needed all her sense of wrong to hold her own
-against this crafty enemy. Even when he told her he had heard with
-admiration and wonder of Hannah’s fine record in the primary school
-department, her smile was guarded, her answer one of brief and watchful
-reserve. She wished he would get to the point of the interview. Her
-mind could not comfortably contain two subjects at once, and it was
-crammed and running over with the all-important one of the money. Her
-eyes, fixed on him, did not stray to the furnishings of the room or the
-long windows that reached to the ceiling and through the dimmed panes
-of which men on the other side of the alley stood looking curiously
-down on her.
-
-“Well,” he said, when he had disposed of Hannah’s worthiness and even
-celebrated the merits of Josh in a sentence of appreciation, “it’s
-something to have such a good sterling set of relations. They’re
-what make the ‘good families’ in our new West out here. And they’re
-beginning to understand that in Europe. When they see your people in
-Paris, they’ll recognize them as the right kind of Americans. The
-French ain’t as effete as you’d think from what you hear. They know
-the real from the imitation every time. They’ve had their fill of Coal
-Oil Johnnys and spectacular spenders. What they’re looking for is the
-strong man and woman who have carved out their own path.”
-
-Berny’s eyes snapped into an even closer concentration of attention.
-
-“Maybe that’s so,” she said, “but I don’t see when my sisters are ever
-going to get to Paris.”
-
-“They’ll go over to see you,” he answered. “I guess I could manage now
-and then to get ’em passes across the continent.”
-
-He rested one elbow on the desk against which he was sitting, and with
-his hand caressing his short, stubby beard, he looked at Berny with
-eyes of twinkling good nature.
-
-“Come to think of it,” he added, “I guess I could manage the
-transportation across the ocean, too. It oughtn’t to cost ’em, all
-told, more’n fifty dollars. It seems hard luck that Miss Hannah, after
-a lifetime of work, shouldn’t see Paris, and----”
-
-“What makes you think I’m going to be there?” said Berny sharply. She
-found any deviation from the subject in hand extremely irritating, and
-her manner and voice showed it.
-
-“Oh, of course you are,” he said, with a little impatient, deprecating
-jerk of his head. “You can’t be going to persist in a policy that’s
-simply cutting your own throat.”
-
-“I rather fancy I am,” she answered in a cool, hard tone. To lend
-emphasis to her words, she unbent from her upright attitude and leaned
-against the chair-back in a sudden assumption of indifference. Her
-eyes, meeting his, were full of languid insolence.
-
-“I don’t feel that I’ll go to Paris at all,” she said. “I think little
-old San Francisco’s good enough for me.”
-
-He looked away from her at the papers on the desk, eyed them for a
-thoughtful moment, and then said,
-
-“I didn’t think you were as short-sighted as that. I’ll tell you fair
-and square that up to this I’ve thought you were a pretty smart woman.”
-
-“Well, I guess from this on, you’ll have to put me down a fool.”
-
-She laughed, a short, sardonic laugh, and her adversary smiled politely
-in somewhat absent response. With his eyes still on the papers, he said,
-
-“No, no--I can’t agree to that. Short-sighted is the word. You’re not
-looking into the future, you’re not calculating on your own powers of
-endurance. How much longer do you think you can stand this battle with
-your husband and the Ryans?”
-
-In the dead watches of the night, Berny had asked herself this
-question, and found no answer to it. She tried to laugh again, but it
-was harder and less mirthful than before.
-
-The old man leaned forward, shaking an admonitory forefinger at her.
-
-“Don’t you know, young woman, that’s a pretty wearing situation?
-Don’t you know to live in a state of perpetual strife will break down
-the strongest spirit? The dropping of water will wear away a stone.
-You _can’t_ stand the state of siege and warfare you’ve got yourself
-into much longer. Your rage is carrying you along now. You’re mad as
-a whole hive full of hornets and the heat of it’s keeping you going,
-furnishing fuel to the engines, so to speak. But you can’t keep up such
-a clip. You’ll break to pieces and you’ll break suddenly. Then what’ll
-happen? Why, the Ryans’ll come with a big broom and sweep the pieces
-out. They won’t leave one little scrap behind. That flat on Sacramento
-Street will be swept as clean of you as if you’d never had your dresses
-hanging in the cupboard or your toothbrush on the wash-stand. Old
-Delia’s a great housekeeper. When she gets going with a broom there’s
-not a speck escapes her.”
-
-His narrowed eyes looked into hers with that boring steadiness that
-she was beginning to know. He was not smiling now, rather he looked a
-man who knew he was talking of very momentous things and wanted his
-companion to know it too.
-
-“That’s all talk,” Berny snapped. “If that’s all you’ve got to say to
-me, I’d better be going.”
-
-“No, no,” he stretched out an opened hand and with it made a
-down-pressing gesture that was full of command. “Don’t move yet. These
-are just suggestions of mine, suggestions I was making for your good.
-Of course, if you don’t care to follow them, it’s your affair, not
-mine. I’ve done my duty, and, after all, that’s what concerns me most.
-What I asked you to come here for to-day was to talk about this matter,
-to talk further, to thresh it out some more. I’ve seen Mrs. Ryan since
-our last meeting.”
-
-He paused, and Berny sat upright, her eyes on him in a fixity of
-listening that was almost a glare. She was tremulously anxious and yet
-afraid to hear the coming words.
-
-“What did she say?” she asked with the same irritation she had shown
-before.
-
-“She doubles her offer to you. She’ll give you two hundred thousand
-dollars to leave her son.”
-
-“Well, I won’t,” said Berny, drawing herself to the edge of the chair.
-“She can keep her two hundred thousand dollars.”
-
-“That two hundred thousand dollars, well invested, would give an income
-of from twelve to fifteen thousand a year. On that, in Paris, you’d be
-a rich woman.”
-
-“I guess I’ll stay a poor one in San Francisco.”
-
-He eyed her ponderingly over the hand that stroked his beard.
-
-“I wonder,” he said slowly, “what’s making you act like this? You stump
-me. Here you are, poor, treated like dirt, ostracized as if you were a
-leper, with the most powerful family in California your open enemy, and
-you won’t take a fortune that’s offered you without a condition, and go
-to a place where you’d be honored and courted and could make yourself
-anything you’d like. I can’t make it out. You beat me.”
-
-Berny was flattered. Even through the almost sickening sense of longing
-that the thought of the lost two hundred thousand dollars created in
-her, she was conscious of the gratified conceit of the woman who is
-successfully mysterious.
-
-“Don’t bother your head about it,” she said as lightly as she could.
-“Think I’m crazy, if that makes it any easier for you.”
-
-“I can’t think _that_,” he answered, conveying in the accented
-monosyllable his inability to think lightly of her mental equipment.
-“There’s something underneath it all I don’t know. You’ve not been
-quite open, quite as open as I think _my_ frankness deserves. But, of
-course, a man can’t force a lady’s confidence. If you don’t want to
-give me yours, I’ve got to be content without it.”
-
-Berny emitted a vague sound of agreement. She once more drew herself to
-the edge of the chair, taking the renewed, arranging grip of departure
-on her purse. She wanted to go.
-
-“Well,” she said with the cheerful lengthening of the word, which is
-the precursor of the preliminary sentence of farewell, “I guess----”
-but he stopped her again with the outspread, authoritative hand.
-
-“Don’t be in such a hurry; I’ve not finished yet. There’s more to be
-said, and it’s worth losing a few moments over.” His face was so much
-more commanding than his words that she made no attempt to move, though
-each minute deepened her desire to leave.
-
-“This is just between you and me,” he went on slowly, his voice
-lowered, dropped to the key of confidences. “It’s a little matter
-between us that no one else needs to know anything about. My part of
-it just comes from the fact that I want to do a good turn not only to
-Delia Ryan, but to you. I’m sorry for you, young woman, and I think
-you’re up against it. Now, here’s my proposition; I’ll add something
-to that money myself. I’ll give you another hundred thousand. I’ll put
-it with Mrs. Ryan’s pile, and it’ll run your fortune up well past a
-quarter of a million.”
-
-His eyes fixed upon her were hard in his benevolently-smiling face.
-
-“What do you think about it?” he asked, as she was speechless. “Three
-hundred thousand dollars in a lump’s a goodish bit of money.”
-
-Berny felt dizzy. As her rancor had seemed slipping from her in the
-earlier part of the interview, now she felt as if her resolution was
-suddenly melting. She was confused between the strangling up-rush of
-greed and the passion that once again rose in her against the old man,
-who showed such a bold determination to sweep her from his daughter’s
-path. She was no longer mistress of herself. Inward excitement, the
-unfamiliar struggle with temptation, had upset and unnerved her. But
-she did not yet know it, and she answered slowly, with a sort of
-sullenness, that might have passed as the heaviness of indifference.
-
-“What do you want to give it to me for?”
-
-“Because I’m sorry for you. Because I want you to get out of this hole
-you’re in, and go and make something of your life.”
-
-Before she knew it, Berny said low, but with a biting incisiveness,
-
-“Oh, you liar!”
-
-Cannon was surprised. He looked for a staring moment at her pale face,
-stiff over its strained muscles, and said in a tone of cheerful amaze,
-
-“Now, what do you mean by that?”
-
-“Just what I say,” she said. “You’re a liar and you know it. Every word
-you’ve said to me’s been a lie. Why, Mrs. Ryan’s better than you. She
-don’t come covering me with oily stories about wanting me to be happy.
-You think that I don’t know why you’re offering me this money. Well,
-old man, I do. You want to get my husband for your own daughter, Rose
-Cannon.”
-
-It was Cannon’s turn to be speechless. He had not for years received so
-unexpected and violent a blow. He sat in the same attitude, not moving
-or uttering a sound, and looking at Berny with a pair of eyes that each
-second grew colder and more steely. Berny, drawn to the edge of her
-chair, leaned toward him, speaking with the stinging quickness of an
-angry wasp.
-
-“You thought I didn’t know it. Well, I do. I know the whole thing. I’ve
-just sat back and watched you two old thieves thinking everything was
-hidden, like a pair of ostriches. And you being so free with your glad
-hand and being sorry for me and wanting me to make the most of my life!
-You said I was a smart woman. Well, I’m evidently a lot smarter than
-you thought I was.”
-
-“So it seems,” he said. “Smart enough to do some very neat inventing.”
-
-“Inventing!” she cried, “I wish there was some inventing about it. _I_
-don’t take any pleasure in thinking that another woman’s trying to buy
-my husband.”
-
-He dropped his hand from his chin, and moved a little impatiently in
-his chair.
-
-“Come,” he said with sudden authority, “I can’t waste my time this
-way. Are you going to take the money or not?”
-
-His manner, as if by magic, had changed. Every suggestion of deference,
-or consideration had gone from it. The respect, with which he had been
-careful to treat her, had suddenly vanished; there was something subtly
-brutal in his tone, in the very movement of impatience he made. It was
-as if the real man were at last showing himself.
-
-She uttered a furious phrase of denial and sprang to her feet. His
-manner was the last unbearable touch on the sore helplessness of her
-futile rage. His chair had been standing sidewise toward the desk, and
-now, with a jerk of his body, he swept it back into position.
-
-“All right, then go!” he said, without looking at her.
-
-Berny had intended going, rushing out of the place. Now at these words
-of dismissal, flung at her as a bone to a dog, she suddenly was rooted
-to the spot. All her reason, balance, and common sense were swept away
-in the flood of her quivering, blind anger.
-
-“I will _not_ go,” she cried, at the pitch of folly, “I will _not_ till
-I’m good and ready. Who are you to order me out? Who are you to tell
-me what I’m to do? A man who tries to buy another woman’s husband for
-his daughter, and then pretends he and she are such a sweet, innocent
-pair! Wouldn’t people be surprised if they knew that Miss Rose Cannon
-wanted my husband, was getting her father to make bids for him, and was
-meeting him every Sunday!”
-
-“Stop!” thundered the old man, bringing his open hand down on the table
-with a bang.
-
-The tone of his voice was bull-like, and the blow of his hand so
-violent that the fittings of the heavy desk rattled. Berny, though not
-frightened, was startled and drew back. For a moment she thought he
-was going to rise and forcibly put her out. Then she looked sidewise
-and saw two men at a window on the other side of the alley gazing
-interestedly down at them. Cannon was conscious of the observers at the
-same time. He restrained the impulse to spring to his feet which had
-made her shrink, and rose slowly.
-
-“Look here,” he said quietly, “you don’t seem to understand that this
-interview’s at an end.”
-
-“No,” she said with a stubborn shake of her head, “I’m not through yet.”
-
-“There’s nothing more for you to say unless you want to accept Mrs.
-Ryan’s offer.”
-
-“Yes, there is, there’s lots more for me to say, but since you seem in
-such a hurry to get rid of me, I’ll have to wait and say it to your
-daughter next time I see her.”
-
-She paused, daring and impudently bold. She was a woman of remarkable
-physical courage, and the old man’s aspect, which might have affrighted
-a less audacious spirit, had no terrors for her. He stood by the desk,
-his hands on his hips, the fingers turned toward his back, and his
-face, the chin drawn in, fronting her with a glowering fixity of menace.
-
-“When do _you_ ever see my daughter?” he asked, the accented pronoun
-pregnant with scorn.
-
-“Oh, on the streets, in the stores, walking round town. I often meet
-her. I’ve wanted several times lately to stop and tell her what I think
-of the way she’s acting. She doesn’t think that I know all about what
-she’s doing. She’ll be surprised when she hears that I do and what _I_
-think about it.”
-
-She faced the old man’s motionless visage with an almost debonair
-audacity.
-
-“You can offer me money,” she said, “but you can’t muzzle me.”
-
-Cannon, without changing his attitude, replied,
-
-“I can do a good many things you don’t think of. Take my advice, young
-woman, and muzzle yourself. Don’t leave it for me to do. I’ve had
-nothing but friendly feelings for you up to this, and I’d hate to have
-you see what a damned ugly enemy I can be.”
-
-He gave his head a nod, dropped his hands and turned from her. As he
-moved, a small spider that had been hidden among the papers on the
-desk started to scuttle over the yellow blotting pad. It caught his eye.
-
-“Look there,” he said, indicating it, “that little spider thinks it can
-have things all its own way on my desk. But--” and he laid his great
-thumb on it, crushing it to a black smudge--“that’s what happens to it.
-Now, Mrs. Dominick Ryan, that’s not the first little spider that’s come
-to grief trying to run amuck through my affairs. And it don’t seem, as
-things look now, as if it was going to be the last. It’s not a healthy
-thing for little spiders to think they can run Bill Cannon.”
-
-He rubbed his soiled thumb on the edge of the blotter, and Berny looked
-at the stain that had been the spider.
-
-“Best not butt into places where little spiders are not wanted,” he
-said, and then looking at her sidewise, “Well, is it good-by?”
-
-Something in the complete obliteration of the adventurous insect--or
-the words that had accompanied its execution--chilled Berny. She
-was not frightened, nor less determined, but the first ardor of her
-defiance was as though a cold breath had blown on it. Still she did not
-intend to leave, ignominiously withdrawing before defeat. She wanted to
-say more, rub it in that she knew the reason for his action, and let
-him see still plainer in how slight esteem she held his daughter. But
-the interlude of the spider had been such a check that she did not know
-exactly how to begin again. She stood for a moment uncertain, and he
-said,
-
-“Will you take the money?”
-
-“No!” she said loudly. “Don’t ask me that again!”
-
-“All right,” he answered quietly, “that ends our business. Do you know
-your way out, or shall I ring for Granger to see you to the door?”
-
-There was a bell on the desk and he extended his hand toward it. She
-guessed that Granger was the polished and deferential young man who had
-greeted her on her entrance, and the ignominy of being escorted out
-under a cloud--literally shown the door by the same youth, probably no
-longer polished or deferential, was more than she could bear.
-
-“I’m going,” she said fiercely. “Don’t dare to touch that bell! But
-just be sure of one thing, Bill Cannon, this is not the last you or
-your daughter will hear of me.”
-
-He bowed with an air of irony that was so slight it might not have been
-noticed.
-
-“Any messages from you will be received by me with pleasure. But when
-it comes to other things”--her hand was on the door-knob but she had to
-listen--“remember the little spider.”
-
-“Rats!” she said furiously, and tore open the door.
-
-“Good afternoon, Mrs. Ryan,” he cried. “Good afternoon!”
-
-She did not answer, but even in her excitement was conscious that the
-clerks behind the partition might be listening, and so shut the door,
-not with the bang her state of mind made natural, but with a soft,
-ladylike gentleness. Then she walked, with a tapping of little heels
-and a rustle of silken linings, down the long, narrow office and out
-into the street.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-THE LION’S WHELP
-
-
-It was late, almost dark, that evening when Cannon left his office. He
-had sat on after Berny’s departure, sunk in a reverie, which was not
-compounded of those gentle thoughts that are usually associated with
-that state of being. In the past, when he had been struggling up from
-poverty, he had had his fierce fights, and his mortifying defeats. He
-had risen from them tougher and more combative than ever, filled with
-the lust of vengeance which in the course of time was assuaged. But of
-late years few (and these antagonists of his own measure) had had the
-temerity to cross swords with him.
-
-Now he had been defied in his stronghold and by the sort of person
-that he looked upon as a worm in the path--the kind of worm a man did
-not even tread on but simply brushed aside. It was incredible in its
-audacity, its bold insolence. As he walked down Montgomery Street
-to the car, he pondered on Berny, wonderingly and with a sort of
-begrudging, astonished admission of a courage that he could not but
-admire. What a nerve the woman had to dare to threaten him! To threaten
-Bill Cannon! There was something wild, uncanny, preposterous in it
-that was almost sublime, had the large, elemental quality of a lofty
-indifference to danger, that seemed to belong more to heroic legend
-than to modern life in the West. But his admiration was tempered by his
-alarm at the thought of his daughter’s learning of the sordid intrigue.
-The bare idea of Rose’s censuring him--and he knew she would if she
-ever learned of his part in the plot--was enough to make him decide
-that some particularly heavy punishment would be meted out to the woman
-who dared shatter the only ideal of him known to exist.
-
-But he did not for a moment believe that Berny would tell. She was
-angry and was talking blusteringly, as angry women talk. He did not
-know why she was in such a state of ill temper, but at this stage of
-the proceedings he did not bother his head about that. For the third
-time she had refused the money--that was the only thing that concerned
-him. If she refused three hundred thousand dollars, she would refuse
-anything. It was as much to her as a million would be. She would know
-it was as large a sum as she could expect. If that would not buy her,
-nothing would. Her threats were nonsense, bluff and bluster; the
-important thing was, she had determined, for some reason of her own,
-to stick to Dominick Ryan.
-
-How she had found out about Rose he could not imagine, only it was
-very enraging that she should have done so. It was the last, and most
-detestable fact in the whole disagreeable business. Brooding on the
-subject as the car swept him up the hill, he decided that she had
-guessed it. She was as sharp as a needle and she had put this and that
-together, the way women do, and had guessed the rest. Pure ugliness
-might be actuating her present line of conduct, and that state of mind
-was rarely of long duration. The jealous passions of women soon burn
-themselves out. Those shallow vessels could not long contain feelings
-of such a fiery potency, especially when harboring the feeling was so
-inconvenient and expensive. No one knew better than Berny how well
-worth her while it would be to cultivate a sweet reasonableness. This
-was the only gleam of hope left. Her power to endure the present
-conditions of her life might give out.
-
-That was all the consolation the Bonanza King could extract from the
-situation, and it did not greatly mitigate his uneasiness and bad
-humor. This latter condition of being had other matter to feed it,
-matter which in the interview of the afternoon had been pushed into
-the background, but which now once again obtruded itself upon his
-attention. It was the first of May. By the morning’s mail he had
-received a letter from Gene announcing, with the playful blitheness
-which marked all the young man’s allusions to the transfer of the Santa
-Trinidad Ranch, that the year of probation was up and he would shortly
-arrive in San Francisco to claim his own.
-
-Gene’s father had read this missive in grim-visaged silence. The
-sense of self-approval that he might have experienced was not his; he
-only felt that he had been “done”. Two months before, thinking that
-the ranch was slipping too easily from his grasp, that he was making
-too little effort to retain his own, he had hired a detective to go
-to San Luis Obispo and watch the career of Gene for signs of his old
-waywardness. On the thirtieth of April the man had reported that Gene’s
-course had been marked by an abstinence as genuine and complete as the
-most exacting father could wish.
-
-The old man crumpled up the letter and threw it into the waste-paper
-basket, muttering balefully, like a cloud charged with thunder. It
-was not that he wished Gene to drink again; it was that he hated most
-bitterly giving him the finest piece of ranch land in California. It
-was not that he did not wish his son to be prosperous and respectable,
-only he wished that this happy condition had been achieved at some one
-else’s expense.
-
-His mood was unusually black when he entered the house. The servant,
-who came forward to help him off with his coat, knew it the moment
-he saw the heavy, scowling face. The piece of intelligence the man
-had to convey--that Mr. Gene Cannon had arrived half an hour earlier
-from San Luis Obispo--was not calculated to abate the Bonanza King’s
-irritation. He received it with the expressionless grunt he reserved
-for displeasing information, and, without further comment or inquiry,
-went up the stairs to his own rooms. From these he did not emerge till
-dinner was announced, when he greeted Gene with a bovine glance of
-inspection and the briefest sentence of welcome.
-
-Gene, however, was not at all abashed by any lack of cordiality. At
-the best of times, he was not a sensitive person, and as this had been
-his portion since his early manhood, he was now used to it. Moreover,
-to-night he was in high spirits. In his year of exile he had learned
-to love the outdoor life for which he was fitted, and had conceived
-a passionate desire to own the splendid tract of land for which he
-felt the love and pride of a proprietor. Now it was his without let or
-hindrance. He was the owner of a principality, the lord of thousands
-of teeming acres, watered by crystal streams and shadowed by ancient
-oaks. He glowed with the joy of possession, and if anything was needed
-to complete his father’s discomfiture, it was Gene’s naïve and bridling
-triumph.
-
-Always a loquacious person, a stream of talk flowed from him to which
-the old man offered no interruption, and in which even Rose found it
-difficult to insert an occasional, arresting question. Gene had any
-number of new plans. His head was fuller than it had been for years
-with ideas for the improvement of his land, the development of his
-irrigating system, the planting of new orchards, the erecting of
-necessary buildings. He used the possessive pronoun continually, rolled
-it unctuously on his tongue with a new, rich delight. He directed most
-of his conversation toward Rose, but every now and then he turned
-on his father, enthusiastically dilating on a projected improvement
-certain to increase the ranch’s revenues by many thousands per annum.
-
-The old man listened without speaking, his chin on his collar, his eyes
-fixed in a wide, dull stare on his happy boy. At intervals--Gene almost
-clamoring for a response--he emitted one of those inarticulate sounds
-with which it was his custom to greet information that he did not like
-or the exact purport of which he did not fathom.
-
-The only thing which would have sweetened his mood would have been a
-conversation, peaceful and uninterrupted, with his daughter. He had not
-seen as much of her as usual during the last few days, as she had been
-confined to her room with a cold. This was the first evening she had
-been at dinner for four days, and the old man had looked forward to
-one of their slow, enjoyable meals together, with a long, comfortable
-chat over the black coffee, as was their wont. Even if Rose did not
-know of his distractions and schemes, she soothed him. _She_ never,
-like this chattering jackass from San Luis Obispo--and he looked
-sulkily at his son--rubbed him the wrong way. And he had hardly had a
-word with her, hardly, in fact, had heard her voice during the whole
-meal.
-
-When it was over, and she rose from her seat, he asked her to play on
-the piano in the sitting-room near by.
-
-“Give us some music,” he said, “I want to hear something pleasant. The
-whole day I’ve been listening to jays and knaves and fools, and I want
-to hear something different that doesn’t make me mad or make me sick.”
-
-Rose left the room and presently the sound of her playing came softly
-from the sitting-room across the hall. Neither of the men spoke for a
-space, and the old man, casting a side look at Gene, was maliciously
-gratified by the thought that his son was offended. But he had reckoned
-without his offspring’s amiable imperviousness to the brutalities
-of the parental manner, wrought to-night to a condition of absolute
-invulnerability by the young man’s unclouded gladness. Gene, his eyes
-on his coffee-cup, was in anything but a state of insulted sullenness,
-as was proved by his presently looking up and remarking, with innocent
-brightness,
-
-“You didn’t expect I’d get it, did you, Pop? I knew from the start you
-were sure I’d slip up before the year was out.”
-
-His father eyed him without replying, a blank, stony stare, before
-which Gene did not show the slightest sign of quailing. He went on
-jubilantly in his high, throaty voice.
-
-“I wasn’t dead certain of it myself at the start. You know it isn’t
-the easiest thing in the world to break off drinking habits that have
-had you as long as mine had me. But when I went down there and lived
-right on the land, when I used to get up in the morning and look out
-of my window across the hills and see the cattle dotted all over them,
-and the oaks thick and big and bushy, and feel the air just as soft as
-silk, I said to myself, ‘By gum, Gene Cannon, you’ve got to have this
-ranch if you die for want of whisky.’”
-
-“Well, you’ve got it!” said his father in a loud, pugnacious tone.
-“You’ve got it, haven’t you?”
-
-“Well, I guess I have,” said Gene, his triumph tempered by an air of
-modesty, “and I guess I earned it fair. I stuck to the bargain and
-there were times when I can tell you it was a struggle. I never once
-slipped up. If you don’t believe my word, I can bring you men from down
-there that know me well, and they’ll testify that I speak the truth.”
-
-The father raised his eyebrows but said nothing. If there was anything
-further needed to show him what a complete, consistent fool his son
-was, it was the young man’s evident impression that the Santa Trinidad
-Ranch had been relinquished upon his own unsupported testimony. That
-was just like Gene. For weeks the detective had trotted at his heels,
-an entirely unsuspected shadow.
-
-“It was Rose who really put me up to it,” he went on. “She’d say to me
-I could do it, I only had to try; any one could do anything they really
-made their minds up to. If you said you couldn’t do a thing, why, then
-you couldn’t, but if you said you could, you got your mind into that
-attitude, and it wasn’t hard any more. And she was right. When I got
-my mind round to looking at it that way, it came quite easily. Rose’s
-always right.”
-
-This, the first statement of his son’s to which the Bonanza King could
-subscribe, did not placate the old man. On the contrary, it still
-further inflamed his sense of angry grievance. It was bad enough to
-have Gene stealing the ranch--that’s all it was--but to have him
-chuckling and grinning over it, when that very day Rose’s chances of
-happiness had come to a deadlock, was just what you might expect of
-such a fool. Out of the fullness of the heart the mouth spoke, growled
-rather,
-
-“I was just waiting to hear you give some credit to Rose. Here you are
-talking all through dinner like a megaphone all about yourself and your
-affairs, and not giving a thought to your sister.”
-
-Gene stared at his parent in ingenuous, concerned amaze.
-
-“Not a thought to Rose?” he repeated, in a high, surprised key. “Oh,
-yes I have--lots of thoughts. I was just telling you now about how she
-braced me up.”
-
-“Braced you up! Of course she braced you up. Hasn’t she been doing it
-all her life? But you can’t think of anything but yourself. Don’t you
-ever look at your sister and think about her and how _she_ feels?”
-
-“Yes,” said Gene, giving his head a confirmatory wag, “I do, I do
-whenever I’m in town. You see, being away on the ranch so much----”
-
-The old man leaned back in his chair, emitting a loud, interrupting
-groan. Gene stared at him with a dawning uneasiness. He had begun
-to grasp the fact that his father was in a state of mind which had
-complications that included more than the old familiar contemptuousness
-of his every-day mood. He decided to advance more gingerly, for even
-Gene’s imperviousness to snubs did not make him proof against the
-Bonanza King’s roused displeasure.
-
-“I’m sure,” he said mildly, “no man ever had a more unselfish sister
-than I have, or was more devoted to her than I am.”
-
-“Then, why the hell,” said the old man, “do you go on talking about
-yourself and your damned concerns, bothering the life out of her when
-she’s got troubles of her own?”
-
-The look of foolish amaze on Gene’s face deepened into one of genuine
-concern.
-
-“Troubles of her own? What troubles has she got?”
-
-One of the most aggravating features of the situation was that Gene
-could not be told why Rose was troubled and his father was cross. While
-they were bent under unaccustomed cares, he went happy and free, with
-nothing to think of except the ranch he had stolen. If he had been
-any other kind of person, he could have been taken into the secret
-and might have helped them out. The Bonanza King had thought of ways
-in which a young and intelligent man could have been of assistance in
-inducing Mrs. Dominick Ryan to listen to reason. Gene, if he’d had any
-ability, if he’d had the brains of a mouse, could have made love to
-her, induced her to run away with him, and then they could have given
-her the money and got rid of her without any more fuss. He could have
-been of incalculable value and here he was, perfectly useless, too much
-of a fool even to be _told_ the position, moved by the mere gross
-weight of his stupidity into an outside place of tranquil ignorance.
-That his father could not force him to be a sharer in the family
-troubles made the old man still more angry, and it was a poignant
-pain to him that the only way he could show his rage was by roaring
-wrathfully.
-
-“Yes, Rose has troubles. Of course she has, but what have they got to
-do with you, who don’t care about a thing but your damned ranch?”
-
-“What’s the matter with her?” said Gene, roused into active uneasiness
-and quite oblivious to his father’s insults. “I didn’t know anything
-was wrong. She didn’t tell me.”
-
-“No, and she won’t,” said the father. “And let me tell you if I catch
-you asking her any questions or giving her any hints that I’ve said
-anything to you, you can stay on your ranch and never come back into
-this house. I won’t have Rose worried and upset by every fool that
-comes along.”
-
-“Well, but how am I to find out what’s the matter with her,” said the
-altogether baffled brother, “if you won’t tell me, and I’m not to ask
-her?”
-
-“You needn’t find out. It’s her affair--hers and mine. Don’t you go
-poking your nose in and trying to find out. I don’t want you butting
-into Rose’s affairs.”
-
-“Just now,” said Gene in an aggrieved tone, “you said I didn’t take
-any interest in anything but my ranch. Now, when I want to take an
-interest in Rose, you tell me not to butt in. I love my sister more
-than most men, and I’d like to know if anything’s wrong with her.”
-
-“She’s got a cold,” said Cannon.
-
-He spoke sharply and looked at Gene with a sidelong eye full of
-observant malice. The young man gazed back at him, confused, for
-a moment half inclined to laugh, thinking his father, in a sudden
-unaccustomed playfulness, was joking with him.
-
-“Well, if it’s only a cold,” he stammered, “it’s nothing to tear up the
-ground about. I thought it was something serious, that Rose was unhappy
-about something. But a cold----”
-
-He was interrupted by the sudden appearance of Rose herself, her hand
-drawing back the portière that veiled the doorway. She, who knew her
-father so well, had decided that in his present mood it was better to
-curtail his after-dinner chat with Gene. Her quick eye took in their
-two faces, and she felt that her brother had probably had a trying
-half-hour.
-
-“I’m tired of making music,” she said. “I’ve played my whole
-repertoire. Now I want Gene to come back into the sitting-room with me
-and tell me about the linen and the furniture I’m to send down to the
-ranch. We’ll talk it over to-night and make a list and arrange for the
-packing to-morrow.”
-
-The young man rose, very glad to go with her, still uneasy and puzzled.
-
-“How’s your cold, Rosey?” he said. “I didn’t know it was bad or I’d
-have asked more about it.”
-
-“Oh, it’s all right,” she said carelessly. “It was never really bad,
-but I stayed in my room for a few days to be safe.” Her eye caught
-her father’s, half-shut and full of brooding scorn, shot through with
-a gleam of sardonic humor. Gene’s half-hour must have been even more
-trying than she had at first thought.
-
-“Come along, Gene,” she said, holding out her hand to him, “we’ll leave
-the old man to his dreams. I know he never listened to a note of my
-music and only told me to play as an excuse to get rid of me.”
-
-She threw a laughing look at her father, who answered it with a lazy,
-fond cast of his eye in her direction. Taking Gene’s hand, she drew him
-into the hall and dropped the portière. The father could hear their
-voices diminishing and growing muffled as they passed up the hall to
-the sitting-room.
-
-He sat on as they had left him in his favorite crumpled-up attitude.
-After all, it was a good thing the boy did not know, was of the kind
-who could not be trusted with any information of importance. He did
-not want Gene or anybody else to interfere. He, Rose’s father, and he
-alone, without any outside assistance, would reach up and pick out
-for her any star that sparkled in the heavens, any moon for which she
-might choose to cry. She wanted Dominick Ryan for her husband. She
-should have him and it would be her father who would get him for her.
-He would give her Dominick Ryan, as he would a pearl necklace or a new
-automobile to which she had taken a fancy.
-
-It whetted the old man’s lust of battle that Dominick was so hard to
-get. Sitting fallen together in his chair he thought about new ways of
-approaching Berny, new ways of bribing, or wheedling, or terrifying
-her into giving up her husband. He was not at the end of his rope
-yet, by any means. And it lent an added zest to the game that he had
-an adversary of so much spirit. He was beginning to respect her. Even
-if he had not been fighting for Rose, he would have gone on with the
-struggle for its own sake. It was not Bill Cannon’s way to enter a
-contest, and then be beaten--a contest with a spitfire woman at that.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-OUT OF THE FULLNESS OF THE HEART
-
-
-That night it was Berny’s turn to be wakeful. In the silence of the
-sleeping house and the warm darkness of her curtained room, she lay
-tossing on her bed, hearing the clear, musical striking of the parlor
-clock as it marked the hours. When the first thin streak of gray
-painted a pale line between the window curtains she rose and took a
-sleeping powder and soon after fell into a heavy slumber.
-
-This held her in the dead, motionless unconsciousness that a drug
-brings, through the long morning hours. Dominick’s noiseless departure
-hardly disturbed the hushed quiet of the little flat. The Chinaman,
-trained by his exacting mistress to make no sound while she slept, went
-about his work with a stealthy step and cautious touch, even in the
-kitchen, shut off by space and muffling doors, continuing his care. He
-had had more than one experience with the wrath of Mrs. Ryan when she
-had been roused from late slumbers by a banged door or a dropped pan.
-
-It was nearly lunch-time when she awoke, slowly emerging from the
-black, unbroken deadness of her sleep to a momentarily augmenting
-sense of depression. She rose, her body seeming to participate in the
-oppressed discomfort of her mind, and, going to the bedroom window,
-drew the curtain and looked out.
-
-The day promised little in the way of cheering influences. Fog hung
-heavy in the air, a gray veil depending from a gray haze of sky.
-That portion of her neighbor’s garden which the window commanded was
-drenched with it, the flowers drooping moistly as if it weighed on
-them like a heavy substance under the pressure of which they bent and
-dripped. The stretch of wall that she could see gleamed with dampness.
-A corner of stone, on which a drop regularly formed, hung and then
-fell, held her eyes for a few vacantly-staring moments. Then she turned
-away, muttering to herself,
-
-“Good Lord, what a day!”
-
-She was at her lunch when the telephone bell rang. She dropped her
-napkin and ran to the instrument which was in the hall. She did not
-know what she expected--or rather she did not expect anything in
-particular--but she was in that state of feverish tension when she
-seemed the focus of portentous happenings, the point upon which events
-of sinister menace might, at any moment, bear down. Bill Cannon might
-be calling her up, for what purpose she could not guess, only for
-something that would be disagreeable and perturbing.
-
-It was, however, her husband’s voice that answered her. He spoke
-quickly, as if in a hurry, telling her that he would not be home to
-dinner, as a college friend of his from New York had just arrived and
-he would dine and go to the theater with him that evening. Berny’s
-ear, ready to discover, in the most alien subjects, matter bearing
-on her husband’s interest in Rose Cannon, listened intently for the
-man’s name. As Dominick did not give it she asked for it, and to her
-strained and waiting attention it seemed to come with an intentional
-indistinctness.
-
-“What is his name?” she called again, her voice hard and high. “I
-didn’t catch it.”
-
-It was repeated and for the second time she did not hear it. Before she
-could demand it once more, Dominick’s “Good-by” hummed along the wire
-and the connection was cut.
-
-She did not want any more lunch and went into the parlor, where she
-sat down on the cushioned window-seat and looked out on the vaporous
-transparencies of the fog. She had waked with the sense of weight
-and apprehension heavy on her. As she dressed she had thought of the
-interview of yesterday with anger and also with something as much like
-fear as she was capable of feeling. She realized the folly of the rage
-she had shown, the folly and the futility of it, and she realized the
-danger of an open declaration of war with the fierce and unscrupulous
-old man who was her adversary. This, with her customary bold courage,
-she now tried to push from her mind. After all, he couldn’t kill her,
-and that was about the only other way he could get rid of her. Even
-Bill Cannon would hardly dare, in the present day in San Francisco,
-cold-bloodedly to murder a woman. The thought caused a slight,
-sarcastic smile to touch her lips. Fortunately for her, the lawless
-days of California were passed.
-
-With the curtain caught between her finger-tips, her figure bent
-forward and motionless, she looked out into the street as if she
-saw something there of absorbing interest. But she saw nothing. All
-her mental activity was bent on the problem of Dominick’s telephone
-message. She did not believe it. She was in that state where trifles
-light as air all point one way, and to have Dominick stay out to dinner
-with a sudden and unexpected “friend from New York” was more than a
-trifle. She assured herself with slow, cold reiteration that he was
-dining with Rose Cannon in the big house on California Street. If they
-walked together on Sunday mornings, why shouldn’t they dine together
-on week-day nights? They were careful of appearances and they would
-never let themselves be seen together in any public place till they
-were formally engaged. The man from New York was a fiction. She--that
-immaculate, perfect girl--had invented him. Dominick could not invent
-anything. He was not that kind of man. But Berny knew that all women
-can lie when the occasion demands, and Rose Cannon could thus supply
-her lover’s deficiencies.
-
-With her blankly-staring eyes fixed on the white outside world, her
-mental vision conjured up a picture of them at dinner that night,
-sitting opposite each other at a table glistening with the richest
-of glass and silver, while soft-footed menials waited obsequiously
-upon them. Bill Cannon was not in the picture. Berny’s imagination
-had excluded him, pushing him out of the romance into some unseen,
-uninteresting region where people who were not lovers dined dully by
-themselves. She could not imagine Rose and Dominick otherwise than
-alone, exchanging tender glances over the newest form of champagne
-glasses filled with the choicest brand of champagne.
-
-A sound escaped her, a sound of pain, as if forced from her by the
-grinding of jealous passions within. She dropped the curtain and rose
-to her feet. If they married it would be always that way with them.
-They would have everything in the world, everything that to Berny made
-life worth while. Even Paris, with her three hundred thousand dollars
-to open all its doors, would be a savorless place to her if Rose and
-Dominick were to be left to the enjoyment of all the pleasures and
-luxuries of life back in California.
-
-Unable to rest, fretted by jealousy, tormented by her longing for the
-offered money, oppressed by uneasiness as to Cannon’s next move, the
-thought of the long afternoon in the house was unendurable to her. She
-could not remain unemployed and passive while her mind was in this
-state of disturbance. Though the day was bad and there was nothing to
-do down town, she determined to go out. She might find some distraction
-in watching the passers-by and looking at the shop windows.
-
-By the time she was dressed, it was four o’clock. The fog was thicker
-than ever, hanging over the city in an even, motionless pall of vapor.
-Its breath had a keen, penetrating chill, like that exhaled by the
-mouth of a cavern. Coming down the steps into it she seemed to be
-entering a white, still sea, off which an air came that was pleasant
-on the heated dryness of her face. She had no place to go to, no
-engagement to keep, but instinctively turned her steps in the down-town
-direction. Walking would pass more time than going on the car, and
-she started down the street which slanted to a level and then climbed
-a long, dim reach of hill beyond. Its emptiness--a characteristic
-feature of San Francisco streets--struck upon her observation with a
-sense of griping, bleak dreariness. She could look along the two lines
-of sidewalk till they were lost in the gradual milky thickening of
-the fog, and at intervals see a figure, faint and dreamlike, either
-emerging from space in slow approach, or melting into it in phantasmal
-withdrawal.
-
-It was a melancholy, depressing vista. She had not reached the top
-of the long hill before she decided that she would walk no farther.
-Walking was only bearable when there was something to see. But she did
-not know what else to do or where to go. Indecision was not usually a
-feature of her character. To-day, however, the unaccustomed strain of
-temptation and worry seemed to have weakened her resourcefulness and
-resolution. The one point on which she felt determined was that she
-would not go home.
-
-The advancing front of a car, looming suddenly through the mist,
-decided her. She hailed it, climbed on board, and sank into a seat on
-the inside. There was no one else there. It smelt of dampness, of wet
-woolens and rubber overshoes, and its closed windows, filmed with fog,
-showed semicircular streaks across them where passengers had rubbed
-them clean to look out. The conductor, an unkempt man, with an unshaven
-chin and dirty collar, slouched in for her fare, extending a grimy paw
-toward her. As he took the money and punched the tag, he hummed a tune
-to himself, seeming to convey in that harmless act a slighting opinion
-of his passenger. Berny looked at him severely, which made him hum
-still louder, and lounge indifferently out to the back platform where
-he leaned on the brake and spat scornfully into the street.
-
-Berny felt that sitting there was worse than walking. There was no
-one to look at, there was nothing to be seen from the windows. The
-car dipped over the edge of an incline, slid with an even, skimming
-swiftness down the face of the hill, and then, with a series of small
-jouncings, crossed the rails of another line. Not knowing or caring
-where she was, she signaled the conductor to stop, and alighted. She
-looked round her for an uncertain moment, and then recognized the
-locality. She was close to the old Union Street plaza on which the
-Greek Church fronted. Here in the days before her marriage, when she
-and Hazel had been known as “the pretty Iverson girls,” she had been
-wont to come on sunny Sunday mornings and sit on the benches with such
-beaux as brightened the monotony of that unaspiring period.
-
-She felt tired now and thought it would not be a bad idea to cross to
-the plaza and rest there for a space. She was warmly dressed and her
-clothes would not be hurt by the damp. Threading her way down the
-street, she came out on the opening where the little park lies like an
-unrolled green cloth round which the shabby, gray city crowds.
-
-She sank down on the first empty bench, and looking round she saw other
-dark shapes, having a vague, huddled appearance, lounging in bunched-up
-attitudes on the adjacent seats. They seemed preoccupied. It struck her
-that they, like herself, were plunged in meditation on matters which
-they had sought this damp seclusion silently to ponder. The only region
-of activity in the dim, still scene was where some boys were playing
-under the faintly-defined outline of a large willow tree. They were
-bending close to the ground in the performance of a game over which
-periods of quietness fell to be broken by sudden disrupting cries. As
-Berny took her seat their imp-like shapes, dark and without detail,
-danced about under the tree in what appeared a fantastic ecstasy,
-while their cries broke through the woolly thickness of the air with
-an intimate clearness, strangely at variance with the remote effect of
-their figures.
-
-The fact that no one noticed her, or could clearly see her, affected
-her as it seemed to have done the other occupants of the benches. She
-relaxed from her alert sprightliness of pose, and sank against the
-back of the seat in the limpness of unobserved indifference. Sitting
-thus, her eyes on the ground, she heard, at first unheeding, then
-with a growing sense of attention, footsteps approaching on the gravel
-walk. They were the short, quick footsteps of a woman. Berny looked up
-and saw the woman, a little darker than the atmosphere, emerging from
-the surrounding grayness, as if she were slowly rising to the surface
-through water.
-
-Her form detached itself gradually from the fog, the effect of
-deliberation being due to the fact that she was dressed in gray, a
-long, loose coat and a round hat with a film of veil about it. She
-would have been a study in monochrome but for the color in the cheek
-turned to Berny, a glowing, rose-tinted cheek into which the damp
-had called a pink brighter than any rouge. Berny looked at it with
-reluctant admiration, and the woman turned and presented her full face,
-blooming as a flower, to the watcher’s eye. It was Rose Cannon.
-
-If in these wan and dripping surroundings the young girl had not looked
-so freshly fair and comely, Berny might have let her pass unchecked.
-But upon the elder woman’s sore and bitter mood the vision of this
-rosy youthfulness, triumphant where all the rest of the world sank
-unprotesting under the weight of a common ugliness, came with a sense
-of unbearable wrong and grievance. As Rose passed, Berny, with a sudden
-blinding up-rush of excitement, leaned forward and rose.
-
-“Miss Cannon,” she said loudly. “Oh, Miss Cannon,--just a moment.”
-
-Rose turned quickly, looking inquiringly at the owner of the voice. She
-had had a vague impression of a figure on the bench but had not looked
-at it. Now, though the face she saw was unfamiliar, she smiled and said,
-
-“Did you want to speak to me?”
-
-The ingratiating amiability of her expression added to Berny’s swelling
-sense of injury and injustice. Thus did this siren smile upon Dominick,
-and it was a smile that was very sweet. The excitement that had seized
-upon the older woman made her tremble, but she was glad, fiercely,
-burningly glad, that she had stopped Miss Cannon.
-
-“Yes,” she said, “just for a moment, if you don’t mind.”
-
-Rose had never seen the woman before, and at the first glance supposed
-her to be some form of peddler or a person selling tickets. The
-daughter of Bill Cannon was eagerly sought by members of her own sex
-who had wares for sale, and it did not strike her as odd that she
-should be stopped in the plaza on a foggy afternoon. But a second
-glance showed her that the woman before her was better dressed, more
-assured in manner than the female vender, and she felt puzzled and
-interested.
-
-“You had something to say to me?” she queried again, the questioning
-inflection a little more marked.
-
-“Yes, but not much. I won’t keep you more than a few moments. Won’t you
-sit down?”
-
-Berny designated the bench and they sat on it, a space between them.
-Rose sat forward on the edge of the seat, looking at the strange woman
-whose business with her she could not guess.
-
-“You’ve never seen me before, have you, Miss Cannon?” said Berny. “You
-don’t know who I am?”
-
-The young girl shook her head with an air of embarrassed admission.
-
-“I’m afraid I don’t,” she said. “If I’ve ever met you before, it must
-have been a long time ago.”
-
-“You’ve never met me,” said Berny, “but I guess you’ve heard of me. I
-am the wife of Dominick Ryan.”
-
-She said the words easily, but her eyes were lit with devouring fires
-as they fastened on the young woman’s face. Upon this, signs of
-perturbation immediately displayed themselves. For a moment Rose was
-shaken beyond speech. She flushed to her hair, and her eyes dropped. To
-a jealous observation, she looked confused, trapped, guilty.
-
-“Really,” she said after the first moment of shock, “I--I--I really
-don’t think I ever did meet you.” With her face crimson she raised her
-eyes and looked at her companion. “If I have, I must have forgotten it.”
-
-“You haven’t,” said Berny, “but you’ve met my husband.”
-
-Rose’s color did not fade, but this time she did not avert her eyes.
-Pride and social training had come to her aid. She answered quietly and
-with something of dignity.
-
-“Yes, I met Mr. Ryan at Antelope when we were snowed up there. I
-suppose he’s told you all about it?”
-
-“No,” said Berny, her voice beginning to vibrate, “he hasn’t told me
-_all_ about it. He’s told me just as much as he thought I ought to
-know.”
-
-Her glance, riveted on Rose’s face, contained a fierce antagonism that
-was like an illumination of hatred shining through her speech. “He
-didn’t think it was necessary to tell me _everything_ that happened up
-there, Miss Cannon.”
-
-Rose turned half from her without answering. The action was like that
-of a child which shrinks from the angry face of punishment. Berny
-leaned forward that she might still see her and went on.
-
-“He couldn’t tell me _all_ that happened up at Antelope. There are some
-things that it wouldn’t have done for him to tell me. A man doesn’t
-tell his wife about his affairs with other women. But sometimes, Miss
-Cannon, she finds them out.”
-
-Rose turned suddenly upon her.
-
-“Mrs. Ryan,” she said in a cold, authoritative voice, “what do you want
-to say to me? You stopped me just now to say something. Whatever it is,
-say it and say it out.”
-
-Berny’s rages invariably worked themselves out on the same lines. With
-battle boiling within her, she could preserve up to a certain point a
-specious, outward calm. Then suddenly, at some slight, harmless word,
-some touch as light as the pressure on the electric button that sets
-off the dynamite explosion, the bonds of her wrath were broken and
-it burst into expression. Now her enforced restraint was torn into
-shreds, and she cried, her voice quavering with passion, shaken with
-breathlessness:
-
-“What do you suppose I want to say? I want to ask you what right you’ve
-got to try and steal my husband?”
-
-“I have _no_ right,” said Rose.
-
-Berny was, for the moment, so taken aback, that she said nothing but
-stared with her whole face set in a rigidity of fierce attention. After
-a moment’s quivering amaze she burst out,
-
-“Then what are you doing it for?”
-
-“I am not doing it.”
-
-“You’re a liar,” she cried furiously. “You’re worse than a liar. You’re
-a thief. You’re trying to get him every way you know how. You sit there
-looking at me with a face like a little innocent, and you know there’s
-not a thing you can do to get him away from me you’re not doing. If
-a common chippy, a gutter girl, acted that way they’d call her some
-pretty dirty names, names that would make you sit up if you thought
-any one would use them to you. But I don’t see where there’s any
-difference. You think because you’re rich and on top of the heap that
-you can do anything. Just let me tell you, Miss Rose Cannon, you can’t
-steal Dominick Ryan from me. You may be Bill Cannon’s daughter, with
-all the mines of the Comstock behind you, but you can’t buy my husband.”
-
-Rose was aghast. The words of Berny’s outburst were nothing to her,
-sound and fury, the madness of a jealous woman. That this was a loving
-wife fighting for the husband whose heart she had lost was all she
-understood and heard. That was the tragic, the appalling thought. The
-weight of her own guilty conscience seemed dragging her down into
-sickened silence. The only thing it seemed to her she could honestly
-say was to refute the woman’s accusations that Dominick was being
-stolen from her.
-
-“Mrs. Ryan,” she implored, “whatever else you may think, do _please_
-understand that I am not trying to take your husband away from you.
-You’re making a mistake. I don’t know what you’ve heard or guessed, but
-you’re distracting yourself without any necessity. How could I ever do
-that? I never meet him. I never see him.”
-
-She leaned forward in her eagerness. Berny cast a biting, sidelong look
-at her.
-
-“How about Sunday morning on Telegraph Hill?” she said.
-
-“I did meet him there, that’s true,”--a memory of the conversation
-augmented the young girl’s sense of guilt. If half this woman said was
-madness, half was fact. Dominick loved Rose Cannon, not his wife, and
-to Rose that was the whole tragedy. Meetings, words, renouncements were
-nothing. She stammered in her misery.
-
-“Yes,--but--but--you must believe me when I tell you that that time
-and once before--one evening in the moonlight on the steps of our
-house--were the only times I’ve seen your husband since I came back
-from Antelope.”
-
-“Well, I don’t,” said Berny, “I don’t for a moment believe you. You
-must take me for the easiest fruit that ever grew on the tree if you
-think I’ll swallow a fairy tale like that. If you met once on Telegraph
-Hill, and once in the moonlight, what’s to prevent your meeting at
-other times, and other places? You haven’t mentioned the visits up at
-your house and the dinner to-night.”
-
-Rose drew back, frowning, uncomprehending.
-
-“What dinner to-night?” she said.
-
-“The one you’re going to take with my husband.”
-
-For the first time in the interview, the young girl was lifted from the
-sense of dishonesty that crushed her by a rising flood of angry pride.
-
-“I take dinner with my father to-night in our house on California
-Street,” she said coldly.
-
-“Bosh!” said Berny, giving her head a furious jerk. “You needn’t bother
-wasting time on lies like that to me. I’m not a complete fool.”
-
-“Mrs. Ryan,” said Rose, “I think we’d better end this talk. We can’t
-have any rational conversation when you keep telling me what I say is
-a lie. I am sorry you feel so badly, and I wish I could say something
-to you that you’d believe. All I can do to ease your mind is to assure
-you that I never, except on those two occasions, have seen your husband
-since his return from the country and I certainly never intend to see
-him again.”
-
-She rose from the bench and, as she did so, Berny cried,
-
-“Then how do you account for the money that was offered me yesterday?”
-
-“Money?” said the young girl, pausing as she stood. “What money?”
-
-“The three hundred thousand dollars that your father offered me
-yesterday afternoon to leave my husband and let him get a divorce from
-me.”
-
-Rose sat down on the bench and turned a startled face on the speaker.
-
-“Tell me that again,” she said. “I don’t quite understand it.”
-
-Berny gave a little, dry laugh.
-
-“Oh, as many times as you like,” she said with her most ironical air
-of politeness, “only, I should think it would be rather stale news to
-you by this time. Yesterday afternoon your father made me his third
-offer to desert my husband and force him to divorce me at the end of
-a year. The offers have gone up from fifty thousand dollars--that was
-the first one, and, all things considered, I thought it was pretty
-mean--to the three hundred thousand they tried me with yesterday. Mrs.
-Ryan was supposed to have made the first offer, but your father did
-the offering. This last time he had to come out and show his hand and
-admit that one-third of the money was from him.” She turned and looked
-at Rose with a cool, imperturbable impudence. “It’s good to have rich
-parents, isn’t it?”
-
-Rose stared back without answering. She had become very pale.
-
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- me yesterday?” _Page 407_]
-
-“That,” said Berny, giving her head a judicial nod, and delivering
-her words with a sort of impersonal suaveness, “is the way it was
-managed; you were kept carefully out. I wasn’t supposed to know there
-was a lady in the case, but of course I did. You can’t negotiate the
-sale of a husband as you do that of a piece of real estate, especially
-when his wife objects. That, Miss Cannon, was the difficulty. While
-all you people were so anxious to buy, _I_ was not willing to sell. It
-takes two to make a bargain.”
-
-Rose, pale now to her lips, said in a low voice,
-
-“I don’t believe it. It’s not true.”
-
-Berny laughed again.
-
-“Well, that’s only fair,” she said with an air of debonair
-large-mindedness. “I’ve been telling you what you say is lies and now
-you tell me what _I_ say is lies. It’s not, and you know it’s not. How
-would I have found out about all this? Do you think Dominick told me?
-Men don’t tell their wives when they want to get rid of them. They’re
-stupid, but they’re not _that_ stupid.”
-
-Rose gave a low exclamation and turned her head away. Berny was waiting
-for a second denial of her statements, when the young girl rose to her
-feet, saying in a horrified murmur,
-
-“How awful! How perfectly awful!”
-
-“Of course,” Berny continued, addressing her back, “I was to understand
-_you_ didn’t know anything about it. I had my own opinions on that.
-Fathers don’t go round buying husbands for their daughters unless they
-know their daughters are dead set on having the husbands. Bill Cannon
-was not trying to get Dominick away from me just because he wanted to
-be philanthropic. Neither was Mrs. Ryan. You’re the kind of wife she
-wanted for her boy, just as Dominick’s the husband your father’d like
-for you. So you stood back and let the old people do the dirty work.
-You----”
-
-Rose turned quickly, sat down on the edge of the bench, and leaned
-toward the speaker. Her face was full of a quivering intensity of
-concern.
-
-“You poor, unfortunate woman!” she said in a shaken voice, and laid her
-hand on Berny’s knee.
-
-Berny was so astonished that for the moment she had no words, but
-stared uncomprehending, still alertly suspicious.
-
-“You poor soul!” Rose went on. “If I’d known or guessed for a moment
-I’d have spoken differently. I can’t say anything. I didn’t know. I
-couldn’t have guessed. It’s the most horrible thing I ever heard of.
-It’s--too--too----”
-
-She stopped, biting her lip. Berny saw that she was unable to command
-her voice, though she had no appearance of tears. Her face looked quite
-different from what it had at the beginning of the interview. All its
-amiable, rosy softness was gone. The elder woman was too astounded
-to say anything. She had a feeling that, just for that moment,
-nothing could be said. She was silenced by something that she did not
-understand. Like an amazed child she stared at Rose, baffled, confused,
-a little awed. After a minute of silence, the young girl went on.
-
-“I can’t talk about it. I don’t altogether understand. Other
-people--they must explain. I’ve been--no, not deceived--but kept in the
-dark. But be sure of one thing, yesterday was the end of it. They’ll
-never--no one that I have any power over--will ever make you such
-offers again. I’ll promise you that. I don’t know how it could have
-happened. There’s been a mistake, a horrible, unforgivable mistake.
-You’ve been wronged and insulted, and I’m sorry, sorry and humiliated
-and ashamed. There are no words----”
-
-She stopped again with a gesture of helpless indignation and disgust,
-and rose to her feet. Berny, through the darkness of her stunned
-astonishment, realized that she was shaken by feelings she could not
-express.
-
-“You didn’t know anything about it then?” the wife said sullenly,
-wanting still to be defiant and finding all her defiance overwhelmed by
-an invading sensation of feeling small, mean and contemptible.
-
-“Know it?” said the girl, letting a glance of scorn touch the
-questioner. “Know it and let it go on? But I suppose you’ve a right to
-ask me such a question.”
-
-“I guess I have,” said Berny, but her voice did not have any assurance
-of her conviction on the subject. It sounded flat and spiritless.
-
-“You have. You seem to me to have a right to say anything savage and
-angry and insulting. And I can only say to you I’m sorry, I’m sorry,
-and I ask your pardon--for me and for the others. And that doesn’t make
-it any easier for you to bear, or do you any good.”
-
-Berny swallowed dryly and said,
-
-“No, it doesn’t.”
-
-“All I can do now is to promise you that it stops to-day and for ever.
-You’ll never be bothered again by anything of the kind. You can go back
-to your home and feel that never again will any one belonging to me try
-to come between you and your husband. I can’t say any more. I can’t
-talk about it. Good-by.”
-
-She turned away as she spoke and without a backward look walked rapidly
-down the gravel walk to the street. With an immovable, unwinking gaze,
-Berny followed her figure as it melted into the fog. It seemed only a
-moment before it was gone, appearing to dissolve into the curd-like
-currents that surrounded it.
-
-Berny sat without moving on the bench, staring in the direction in
-which it had disappeared. Her hands lay limp in her lap, the fog beaded
-in a crystal hoar on her clothes. She did not notice its growing chill
-nor the rapid downcoming of the dark. Her body was as motionless as a
-statue, but her mind was like a still, rankly-overgrown lake, suddenly
-churned into activity by unexpected gales of wind.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-THE WALL ACROSS THE WAY
-
-
-It was dark when Rose reached home. She had walked rapidly,
-mechanically taking familiar turns, cresting the long slope of the hill
-at a panting speed, rounding corners where gushes of light revealed her
-as a dark, flitting figure hurrying by almost at a run.
-
-She was as oblivious to her surroundings as Berny, left motionless on
-the park bench. Never before in her life had anything like this touched
-her. Such few troubles as she had known had been those of a sheltered
-domestic life--the life of a cherished child whose dainty self-respect
-had never been blurred by a coarse breath. Now had come this horrible
-revelation. It shook the pretty world she had lived in like an
-earthquake. Idols lay broken in the dust. She had often seen her father
-rough and brutal as he was to Gene, but that was a different thing to
-her father’s buying that wretched woman’s husband, buying him for her.
-Berny’s face rose upon the darkness with its pitiful assumption of
-jaunty bravado, its mean shrewishness under the coating of powder and
-rouge.
-
-“How could they do it?” the girl panted to herself. “How could they
-ever do such a thing?”
-
-She did not suspect Dominick. She could not have believed he was party
-to such an action unless he had told her so with his own lips. As she
-hurried on the thought that this was the woman he had bound himself to
-for the rest of his life mingled with the other more poignantly-hateful
-thoughts, with a last sickening sense of wretchedness. The sudden,
-aghast consciousness of chaos, of an abrupt demolishing of the
-pleasant, familiar settings of a life that never comes to some, came to
-Rose that evening as she ran home through the fog.
-
-She entered the house noiselessly and sped up to her room. It was time
-to dress for dinner, and an old woman-servant who had once been her
-nurse was waiting to help her. The mistress and maid were on terms of
-affectionate intimacy and the progress of the toilet was generally
-enlivened by gossip and laughter. To-night the girl was singularly
-silent, responding with monosyllables and sometimes not at all to
-the remarks of her assistant. As the woman drew the fastenings of
-the dress together, she could feel that the body the gown clipped so
-closely quivered, like the casing of machinery, vibrating to powerful
-concussions within.
-
-The silence that continued to hold her throughout dinner passed
-unnoticed, as Gene was there and enlivened the passage of the meal by
-contributing an almost unbroken stream of talk. The night before he had
-been to a play, the plot of which, and its development in four acts, he
-now related with a fullness of detail which testified to the closeness
-of his attention and the accuracy of his memory. As each course was
-removed from the table, and the young man could once more give his
-undivided attention to the matter of discourse, he leaned back in his
-chair and took up the dropped thread with a fresh zest and some such
-remarks as:
-
-“In the beginning of the next act, the hero comes in with his hat on,
-and first he says”--and so on.
-
-With each of these renewals of the narrative the Bonanza King subsided
-against his chair-back in a limp attitude, staring with gloomy fixity
-at his boy, and expelling his breath in a long audible rush of air,
-which was sometimes a sigh and sometimes approached the proportions of
-a groan.
-
-At the end of dinner, when Gene announced his intention of leaving as
-he was to attend a vaudeville performance, the old man began to show
-signs of reviving animation, going so far as politely to ask his son
-where he was going and with whom. His manner was marked by a warm,
-hearty encouragement, as he said,
-
-“Get the whole vaudeville program down by heart, Gene, and you can tell
-it to us to-morrow night. There’ll be about twelve parts to it, and
-Rose can order two extra courses for dinner, and we might hire some men
-with stringed instruments for an accompaniment.”
-
-Gene, with innocent good-humor, responded gaily.
-
-“All right, father, I’ll give it my best attention, and if there’s
-anything especially good, I’ll report to you. You and Rose might like
-to go some night.”
-
-His father, disappointed that his shaft had made no impression upon the
-young man’s invulnerable amiability, emitted a scornful snort, and made
-no further response to Gene’s cheery “Good night.”
-
-“There,” he said, in tones expressing his relief, as the portière
-dropped behind his son’s departing figure, “he’s gone! Now, Rosey, you
-and I can have a talk.”
-
-“Yes,” said his daughter, looking at her coffee-cup, “that’s what I
-wanted. I want to have a long talk with you to-night, papa.”
-
-“Fire away,” said the old man. “I’ve had to listen to that fool for an
-hour, and it’s broken my spirit. You can say anything you like.”
-
-“Not here,” said his daughter; “in the sitting-room. I’ll go in there
-and wait for you.”
-
-“Why not here? What’s the matter with here? I like it better than the
-sitting-room. I’m more comfortable.”
-
-“No, the servants will want to clear the things away, and I don’t want
-them to hear what I say.”
-
-“Tell the servants to go to hell,” said the old man, who, relieved by
-Gene’s departure, was becoming more cheerful.
-
-“No, this is something--something serious. I’ll go into the
-sitting-room and wait for you. When you’ve finished your coffee, come
-in.”
-
-She rose from her chair and walked to the door. He noticed that she was
-unusually unsmiling and it occurred to him that she had been so all
-through dinner.
-
-“What is it, honey,” he said, extending his hand toward her, “short on
-your allowance?”
-
-“Oh, no, it’s just--just something,” she said, lifting the portière.
-“Come when you’re ready, I’ll be there.”
-
-She walked up the hall to the sitting-room and there sat down in a low
-chair before the chimneypiece. The chill of the fog had penetrated
-the house and a fire had been kindled in the grate. On its quivering
-fluctuation of flame she fixed her eyes. With her hands pressed between
-her knees she sat immovable, thinking of what she was going to say, and
-so nervous that the blood sang in her ears and the palms of her hands,
-clasped tight together, were damp. She had never in her life shrunk so
-before an allotted task. It sickened her and she was determined to
-do it, to thresh it out to the end. When she heard her father’s step
-in the passage her heart began to beat like a woman’s waiting for her
-lover. She straightened herself and drew an inspiration from the bottom
-of her lungs to try to give herself breath wherewith to speak.
-
-The old man flung himself into an arm-chair at one side of the
-fireplace, jerked a small table to his elbow, reached creakingly for an
-ash tray, and, having made himself comfortable, took his cigar from his
-mouth and said,
-
-“Well, let’s hear about this serious matter that’s making you look like
-a tragedy queen.”
-
-“It _is_ serious,” she said slowly. “It’s something that you won’t like
-to hear about.”
-
-“Hit me with it,” he said, wondering a little what it could be. “Gene’s
-gone and a child could eat out of my hand now.”
-
-Looking into the fire, Rose said,
-
-“I was out walking this afternoon and down in the Union Street plaza
-a woman stopped me. I’d never seen her before. She was Mrs. Dominick
-Ryan.”
-
-The old man’s face became a study. A certain whimsical tenderness that
-was generally in it when he spoke to his daughter vanished as if by
-magic. It was as if a light had gone out. He continued to look at her
-with something of blankness in his countenance, as if, for the first
-moment of shock, every faculty was held in suspense, waiting for the
-next words. He held his cigar, nipped between a pair of stumpy fingers,
-out away from him over the arm of the chair.
-
-“Well,” he said quietly, “and what had she to say to you?”
-
-“The most disagreeable things I think any one ever said to me in my
-life. If they’re true, they’re just too dreadful----” she stopped,
-balking from the final disclosure.
-
-“Suppose you tell me what they were?” he said with the same almost
-hushed quietness.
-
-“She said that you and Mrs. Ryan were offering her money--a good
-deal of money, three hundred thousand dollars was the amount, I
-think--to leave her husband so that he could get a divorce from her,
-and then--” she swallowed as if to swallow down this last unbearable
-indignity,--“and then be free to marry me.”
-
-So Berny had told all. If deep, unspoken curses could have killed her,
-she would have died that moment.
-
-“Is it true?” Rose asked.
-
-“Well, yes,” said the old man in a perfectly natural tone of dubious
-consideration, “it’s a fairly accurate statement.”
-
-“Oh, papa,” cried his daughter, “how could you have done it? How could
-you have done such a thing? Such a hateful, horrible thing.”
-
-“Horrible thing?” he repeated with an air of almost naïve astonishment.
-“What’s horrible about it?”
-
-“You know. I don’t have to tell you; you know. Don’t say to me that you
-don’t think it’s horrible. Don’t make me feel as if we were suddenly
-thousands of miles apart.”
-
-The Bonanza King knew that in many matters, in most matters involving
-questions of ethics, they were more thousands of miles apart than she
-even now suspected. That was one of the reasons why he would have liked
-to kill Berny, who, for the first time, had brought this dissimilarity
-in their points of view to his daughter’s unwilling consideration. He
-spoke slowly and vaguely to gain time. He knew it was a critical moment
-in the relations between himself and the one creature in the world he
-loved.
-
-“I don’t want you to feel that way, dearie,” he said easily. “Maybe
-there are things in this matter you don’t know about or understand.
-And, anyway, what’s there so horrible in trying to separate a man and
-woman who are unhappily married and can’t bear the sight of each other?”
-
-“You were separating them for me,” she said in a low voice.
-
-“Well, now,” he answered with a slight rocking movement of his
-shoulders and a manner of almost bluff deprecation, “I can say that I
-wasn’t, but suppose I was?”
-
-She paid no attention to the last part of the sentence, and replied,
-
-“The woman said you were.”
-
-He did not answer for a minute, the truth being that he did not know
-what it was best to say, and wanted to wait and let her make statements
-that he could either contradict or seek to justify.
-
-“What made you think I wanted to marry Dominick Ryan?” she said slowly,
-her eyes on the fire.
-
-This was a question that went to the core of the subject. He knew
-now that he could not put her off, or slip from the responsibilities
-of the occasion. Drawing himself to the edge of his chair, he leaned
-forward and spoke with a sincerity and feeling that made his words very
-impressive.
-
-“One evening when I was at Antelope, I came into the sitting-room and
-saw my daughter in the arms of Dominick Ryan. I knew that my girl
-wasn’t the woman to let a man do that unless she loved him. That was
-how I came to know.”
-
-“Oh,” said Rose in a faint tone.
-
-“Afterward I heard from Dominick of what his marriage was. I heard from
-his mother, too. Then I saw his wife and I got a better idea from her
-what it was than I did from either of the others. That fellow, the man
-my daughter cared for, was tied up in a marriage that was hell. He was
-bound to a woman who could only be managed with a club, and Dominick
-was not the kind that uses a club to a woman. What liking he’d had for
-her was gone. She stuck to him like a barnacle because she wanted to
-get money, was ready to hang on, feet and hands, till Delia Ryan was
-dead and then put up a claim for a share of the estate. Do you think a
-man’s doing such a horrible thing to break up a marriage like that?”
-
-“Yes,” said Rose, “I do. It was a marriage. They’d taken each other
-for better or for worse. They’d made the most solemn promises to each
-other. Neither you nor any one else had a right to interfere.”
-
-She spoke with a hard determination, with something of an inflexible,
-unrelenting positiveness, that was very unusual in her, which surprised
-and, for the moment, silenced her father. It rose from a source of
-conviction deeper than the surface emotions of likes and dislikes, of
-loves and hates, of personal satisfactions and disappointments. At the
-core of her being, with roots extending through all the ramifications
-of her mental and moral nature, was a belief in the inviolability of
-the marriage tie. It was a conviction founded on neither tradition,
-nor reason, nor expediency, a thing of impulse, of sex, an hereditary
-instinct inherited from generations of virtuous women, who, in the
-days of their defenselessness, as in the days of their supremacy,
-knew that the most sacred possessions of their lives--their husbands,
-their children, their homes--rested on its stability. All the small,
-individual preoccupations of her love for Dominick, her pity for his
-sufferings, were swept aside by this greater feeling that she did not
-understand or reason about. She obeyed an instinct, elemental as the
-instinct of motherhood, when she refused to admit his right to break
-the bond he had contracted.
-
-Her father stared at her for the moment, chilled by a sense of
-unfamiliarity in her sudden assumption of an attitude of challenge
-and authority. He had often heard her inveigh against the divorces so
-lightly obtained in the world about them. He had thought it one of
-those pretty ornamental prejudices of hers, that so gracefully adorned
-her youth and that he liked her to have when they did not interfere
-with anything of importance. Now, set up like a barrier in the path, he
-stopped before this one particular prejudice, perplexed at its sudden
-intrusion, unwilling to believe that it was not a frail, temporary
-obstruction to be put gently aside.
-
-“Now listen, honey,” said he persuasively, “that’s all very well. I’ve
-got no right to interfere, and neither, we’ll admit, has anybody.
-But sometimes you have to push away these little rights and polite
-customs. They’re very nice for every-day use, but they’re not for big
-occasions. I suppose the Good Samaritan didn’t really have any right
-to stop and bind up the wounds of the man he found by the wayside. But
-I guess the feller he bound up was almighty glad that the Samaritan
-didn’t have such a respect for etiquette and wait till he’d found
-somebody to introduce them.”
-
-“Oh, papa, that was different. Don’t confuse me and make me seem
-a fool. I can’t talk like you. I can’t express it all clearly and
-shortly. I only know it’s wrong; it’s a sin. I wouldn’t marry Dominick
-Ryan if he was divorced that way if it killed me to give him up.”
-
-“So if the woman voluntarily took the money and went away and got
-Dominick to grant her the divorce, Dominick being, as we know, a man of
-good record and spotless honor, you’d refuse to marry him?”
-
-“I would, certainly I would. It would be perfectly impossible for me to
-marry him under those circumstances. I should consider I was committing
-a sin, a particularly horrible and unforgivable sin.”
-
-“See here now, Rosey, just listen to me for a minute. Do you know what
-Dominick Ryan’s marriage is? I don’t suppose you do. But you do know
-that he married his mistress, a woman who lived with him eight months
-before he made her his wife. She wasn’t an innocent young girl by any
-means. She knew all right where she was going. She established that
-relation with him with the intention of marrying him. She’s a darned
-smart woman, and a darned unscrupulous one. That’s not the kind of
-woman a man feels any particular respect for, or that a girl like you’d
-give a lot of sympathy to, is it?”
-
-“I don’t see that that would make any difference,” she said. “I’m not
-thinking of her character, I’m thinking of her rights.”
-
-“And don’t her character and her rights sort of dovetail into each
-other?”
-
-“No, I don’t see that they do. The law’s above the character or the
-person. It’s the law, without any question of the man or the woman.”
-
-“Oh Rosey, dear, you’re talking like a book, not like a girl who’s got
-to live in a world with ordinary people in modern times. This woman,
-that you’re arguing about as if she was the mother of the Gracchi,
-hasn’t got any more morality or principle than you could put on the
-point of a pin.”
-
-“She’s been quite good and proper since her marriage.”
-
-“Well, now, let’s leave her and look at Dominick’s side. He marries her
-honorably and lives with her for nearly three years. Every semblance
-of affection that he had for her gets rubbed off in those three years,
-every illusion goes. He’s tied to a woman that he can’t stand. He went
-up to Antelope that time because they’d had some sort of a scrap and
-he felt he couldn’t breathe in the same house with her. He told me
-himself that they’d not lived as man and wife for nearly a year. Now, I
-don’t know what you’re going to say, but _I_ think to keep on living in
-_that_ state is all wrong. I’ll borrow your expression, I think it’s a
-sin.”
-
-She answered doggedly:
-
-“It’s awful, but she’s his wife. Oh, if you’d seen her face when she
-talked to me, her thin, mean, common face, all painted and powdered and
-so miserable!”
-
-He thought she was wavering, that he saw in this unreasonable,
-illogical dodging of the point at issue a sign of defeat, and he pushed
-his advantage.
-
-“And you--a girl of heart and feeling like you--would condemn that man
-and woman to go on living that lie, that useless, purposeless lie? I
-can’t understand it. What good comes of it? What’s the necessity for
-it? Do you realize what a man Dominick might be if he was married to
-the right woman, and had a decent home where he could live like a
-Christian? Why, he’d be a different creature. He’d have a future. He’d
-make his place in the community. All the world would be before him, and
-he’d mount up to where he belongs. And what is he now? Nothing. All the
-best in him’s paralyzed by this hell of a box he’s got himself into.
-The man’s just withering up with despair.”
-
-It was almost too much. For a moment she did not answer, then said in a
-small voice like a child’s,
-
-“You’re making this very hard for me, papa.”
-
-“My God, Rosey!” he cried, exasperated, “you’re making it hard for
-yourself. It’s you with your cast-iron prejudices, and your obstinacy,
-who are making it hard.”
-
-“Well, I’ve got them,” she said, rising to her feet. “I’ve got them,
-and they’ll stay with me till I die. Nothing’s going to change me in
-this. I can’t argue and reason about them. They’re part of me.”
-
-She approached the mantelpiece, and, leaning a hand on it, looked down
-at the fire. The light gilded the front of her dress and played on her
-face, down-drooped and full of stern decision.
-
-“It’s quite true,” she said slowly, “that I love Dominick. I love him
-with the best I’ve got. It’s true that I would like to be his wife. It
-would be a wonderful happiness. But I can’t have it, and so there’s no
-good thinking about it, or trying to bring it about. It can’t be, and
-we--you too, papa--must give it up.”
-
-He pressed himself back in his chair, looking at her with lowering,
-somber disapprobation--a look he had seldom had cause to level at his
-daughter.
-
-“So you’re going to condemn this poor devil, who loves you and whom you
-say you love, to a future that’s going to kill any hope in him? You’re
-going to say to him, ‘You can be free, and make something of your life,
-and have the woman you want for your wife, but _I_ forbid all that, and
-I’m going to send you back to prison.’ I can’t seem to believe that
-it’s my Rosey who’s saying that, and who’s so hard and inhuman.”
-
-Rose turned from the fire. He noted an expression almost of austerity
-on her face that was as new to him as the revelation of obstinacy and
-indifference to his will she had shown to-night.
-
-“Papa, you don’t understand what I feel. It’s not what you want, or
-what I want, or what Dominick wants. It’s not what’s going to please
-us and make us comfortable and happy. It’s something that’s much more
-important than that. I can’t make Dominick happy and let him make his
-life a success at the expense of that woman. I can’t take him out
-of prison, as you call it, because he’s got a responsibility in the
-prison, that he voluntarily took on himself, and that he’s got to stand
-by. A man can’t stay by his marriage only as long as it’s pleasant. He
-can’t throw down the woman he’s made his wife just because he finds he
-doesn’t like her. If she’s been disagreeable that’s a misfortune, but
-it doesn’t liberate him from the promises he’s made.”
-
-“Then you think when a man like Dominick Ryan, hardly more than a boy,
-makes a mistake that ruins his life, he’s got to stay by it?”
-
-“Yes, he must. He’s given a solemn promise. He must keep it. Mistake or
-sin doesn’t matter.”
-
-The old man was silent. He had presented his case as strongly and
-persuasively as he knew how, and he had lost it. There was no longer
-any use in arguing with that unshakable feminine obstinacy, rooted,
-not in reason but in something rock-like, off which the arguments of
-reason harmlessly glanced. He had a dim, realizing sense that at the
-bottom of the woman’s illogical, whim-driven nature, there was that
-indestructible foundation of blind, governing instincts, and that in
-them lay her power.
-
-“I guess that lets me out,” he said, turning to knock off the long ash
-on his cigar. “I guess there’s no use, Rosey, for you and me to try to
-come to an agreement on this matter.”
-
-“No, there isn’t. And don’t let’s talk about it any more.” She turned
-from the fire and came toward him. “But you must promise me one
-thing--that that woman is to be let alone, that no one--you or any one
-you have any control over--makes any more offers of money to her.”
-
-She came to a stand beside his chair. He wanted to hold out his hand to
-her as was his custom when she stood near him, but he was afraid that
-she might not take it.
-
-“Yes, I can promise that,” he said. “I’ll not offer her any more money.
-I don’t want to see her again, God knows.”
-
-It was an easier promise to make than Rose guessed. The old man, under
-an air of mild concurrence in her demands, experienced a sensation of
-cynical amusement at the thought that the first move for a reopening of
-negotiations must come from Berny.
-
-“Oh, yes, I’ll promise that,” he said amicably. “You needn’t be afraid
-that I’m going to go on offering her a fortune. The thing’s been done,
-the woman’s refused it, and there it stands. I’ve no desire to open it
-again.”
-
-She leaned down to take his hand. He relinquished it to her with an
-immense lightening of his heart, and peace fell on him as he felt her
-rub her cheek against his knuckles.
-
-“So you’re not mad at the old man, after all?” he said almost shyly.
-
-“No,” she murmured, “not at _him_. I was angry at what he was doing.”
-
-It was a subtly feminine way of getting round the delicate points
-of the situation--that inconsistently feminine way which separates
-judgment of the individual from judgment of his acts. But it relieved
-the Bonanza King of the heaviest weight that had lain upon him for many
-years, and, for once, he gave thanks for the irrationalness of women.
-
-“Well, good-night, honey,” he said, “no matter what crazy notions
-you’ve got you’re the old man’s girl all right.”
-
-She kissed him.
-
-“And you won’t forget your promise?” she murmured.
-
-“Of course not,” he said stoutly, not sure just what she was alluding
-to. “Any promise I make to you stands put till the Day of Judgment.
-Good night.”
-
-When she left him, he lit another cigar, sank lower in his chair and
-stared at the fire.
-
-It was a deadlock. In his helplessness, the enraged helplessness of the
-man who had ridden triumphantly over all obstacles that fate had set
-in his path, his prevailing thought was how much he would like to kill
-Berny. She had done all this. This viper of a woman, the kind to tread
-on if she raised her head, had baffled and beaten them all. He could
-not murder her, but he thought with grim lips of how he could crush and
-grind her down and let her feel how heavy Bill Cannon’s hand could be.
-
-It seemed for the moment as if everything were over. They had reached
-a place where a blank wall stretched across the road. Berny’s refusing
-the money had been a serious obstacle, but not an unconquerable one.
-Rose to-night had given the whole plot its death blow. With lowering
-brows he puffed at his cigar, groping in his mind for some way that
-might yet be tried. He could not brook the thought of defeat. And yet
-the more he meditated the more impregnable and unscalable appeared the
-wall that stretched across the way.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-FRIEND OR FOE
-
-
-For some time after Rose had left her, Berny remained on the bench, not
-moving, her glance resting on that part of the path whence the young
-girl’s figure had faded from view.
-
-The night slowly deepened, impregnating the gray atmosphere with
-a velvety depth of shadow that oozed through it like an infusion
-of a darker, denser element. Lights came out. First sporadically,
-here and there blooming through the opaque dusk, not suddenly, but
-with an effect of gradualness, as though the air was so thick it
-took some time to break through it. Then came more. Rows of windows
-appeared in long, magnified sputters. All round the plaza there was a
-suggestion of effaced brightness, as of a painting which had once been
-sharply outlined and brilliant but was now rubbed into a formless,
-impressionist study of shadows and undefined, yellow blurs. The golden
-halos of lamps blotted the dark at intervals, and now and then the
-figures, which had occupied the benches, passed into the circles of
-vaporous illumination, and passed out of them, as if they had been
-crossing the stage of a theater.
-
-Berny did not move and did not notice the increasing chill of the
-hour or the moisture beading on her clothes like wintry rime. She was
-sunk in an abyss of thought, a suspended trance of contemplation, of
-receptivity to new ideas. In one hour her basic estimate of human
-nature, her accepted measurement of motives and standards, had been
-suddenly upset. Her point of view was like a kaleidoscope, which is
-unexpectedly turned. Sitting motionless on the bench she saw the
-familiar aspect of life fallen into new shapes, taking on alien forms.
-
-She realized that Dominick had never been happy with her, and, for
-the first time, she understood the gulf between them. She saw what
-the life was that he had wanted to lead, and that he could have led
-with the other woman. It would have been that very form of existence
-which Berny had always derided, and thought an outward expression of
-the inward dullness of people who had children, looked shabby, and did
-not care for money. Now she felt unsure as to whether her scorn of it
-was not foolish and unenlightened. As in a sudden forward shoot of a
-search-light, she saw them--Dominick and Rose--happy in a way she had
-never dreamed of being happy, in a world so far from hers that she had
-never before had a clear look at it, a man and woman concentrated upon
-the piece of life that belonged to them, living passionately for each
-other, indifferent to all that seemed to her of value.
-
-She brought her mental vision back from this upon herself and felt
-shaken and slightly sick. Seeing beyond the circle of her own
-experience and sensation for the first time, she would have said to
-any companion who might have shared her thoughts, “No wonder Dominick
-didn’t get on with me!” For a dispassionately-contemplative moment she
-saw herself in Dominick’s eyes; she saw their married life as it had
-been to him. She felt sorry for both of them--for him in his forced
-acquiescence with the conditions around him, for herself because of her
-ignorance of all he had wanted and expected.
-
-“I couldn’t be any different,” she whispered to herself, “that’s the
-way I am.”
-
-She never could be any different. She was one kind of woman and Rose
-Cannon was another, and Dominick belonged to Rose Cannon’s kind. She
-did not know that it was so much better than her kind but it was
-different. They made her feel like an outsider in a distant world, and
-the feeling gave her a sensation of deadly depression. The burning heat
-of resentment that had made her speak to Rose was gone. All the burning
-heats and angers of the last two months seemed to belong to the past.
-An icy, nostalgic ache of loneliness had hold of her. The accustomed
-sense of intimacy and warm, enjoying interest in the world--what we
-mean when we talk of “living”--had been completely drawn out of her.
-
-The cold, biting in to her marrow, at last woke her to a realization of
-her surroundings, and she sat upright, looking blinkingly to the right
-and left. The half-lit plaza lay like a lake of shadow surrounded by a
-circlet of light and girdled by noise. It was like the brightness and
-animation of the world flowing round her but not touching her, as she
-sat alone in the darkness.
-
-She rose suddenly, determined to escape from her gloomy thoughts, and
-walked toward the upper end of the square, directing her steps to the
-Spanish and Italian section of the city which is called the Latin
-Quarter. She walked slowly, not knowing where to go, only determined
-that she would not go home. She thought for a moment of her sisters’,
-where she could have dinner and find the cheer of congenial society.
-But on consideration she felt that this, too, was more than she could
-just now bear. They would torment her with questions and she felt in no
-mood to put them off or to be confidential. Finally she remembered a
-Mexican restaurant, to visit which had at one time been a fashion. She
-had been there with Hazel and Josh, and once in a party with some of
-the bank people. She knew where the place was and felt that she could
-dine there with no fear of encountering any one she knew.
-
-With an objective point in view, her step gained decision, and she
-moved forward briskly, leaving the plaza and plunging into the
-congeries of picturesque streets which harbor a swarming foreign
-population. The lights of shops and open stalls fell out into the
-fog, transforming it into thick, churning currents of smoky pallor.
-Wet walls and sidewalks showed a gold veneer, and lingering drops,
-trembling on cornices, hung like tiny globes of thin yellow glass.
-
-People and things looked magnified and sometimes horrible seen through
-this mysterious, obscuring medium. Once behind a pane of glass she
-saw lines of detached, staring eyes, fastened glaringly on her as she
-advanced. It was the display in an optician’s show-window, where glass
-eyes were disposed in fanciful lines, like a decoration. She looked at
-them askance, feeling that there was something sinister in their wide,
-unwinking scrutiny. She hurried by the market stalls, where the shawled
-figures of women stood huddled round the butcher’s block. They looked
-as if they might be grouped round a point of interest, bending to stare
-at something lying there, something dreadful, like a corpse, Berny
-thought.
-
-When she saw the Mexican restaurant she felt relieved. The strange
-atmospheric conditions seemed to have played upon her nerves and she
-was glad to get somewhere where she could find warmth and light and
-people. The place, a little shabby house dating from the era of the
-projecting shingle roof and encircling balcony, stood on a corner with
-windows on two streets. It was built upon a slope so sharp that the
-balcony, which in front skirted the second story, in the back was on
-a level with the sidewalk. The bright light of gas-jets, under shades
-of fluted white china, fell over the contents of the show-window. They
-were not attractive. A dish of old and shriveled oranges stood between
-a plate of tamales and another of red and green peppers. There were
-many flies in the window, and, chilled by the cold, they stood along
-the inside of the glass in a state of torpor.
-
-Berny pushed open the door and entered. The front part of the place was
-used as a grocery store and had a short counter at one side, behind
-which stood shelves piled high with the wares demanded by the Mexican
-and Spanish population. Back of this were the tables of the restaurant.
-The powerful, aromatic odors of the groceries blended with the even
-more powerful ones of the Mexican menu. The room was close and hot. In
-a corner, his back braced against the wall, a Spaniard, with inky hair
-and a large expanse of white shirt bosom, was languidly picking at a
-guitar.
-
-Berny knew that there was an inner sanctum for the guests that
-preferred more secluded quarters, and walked past the counter and
-between the tables. An arched opening connected with this room.
-Coarse, dirty, lace curtains hung in the archway and, looped back
-against gilt hooks, left a space through which a glimpse of the
-interior was vouchsafed to the diners without. It was smaller than the
-restaurant proper, and was fitted up with an attempt at elegance. Lace
-curtains--also coarse and dirty--veiled the windows, and two large
-mirrors, with tarnished and fly-spotted gilt frames, hung on the wall
-opposite the entrance.
-
-Just now it was sparsely patronized. In one corner two women in
-mourning and a child were sitting. They glanced at Berny with languid
-curiosity and then resumed a loud and voluble conversation in
-Spanish. A party of three Jews, an over-dressed woman and two young
-men--evidently visitors from another part of town--sat near them. On
-the opposite side there was no one. Berny slipped noiselessly into a
-chair at the corner table, her back against the partition that shut
-off the rest of the dining-room. She felt sheltered in this unoccupied
-angle, despite the fact that the mirror hanging opposite gave a
-reflection of her to any one standing in the archway.
-
-The cloth was dirty and here and there showed a hole. Her ineradicable
-fastidiousness was strong in her even at this hour, when everything
-that was a manifestation of her own personality seemed weak and
-devitalized. She was disgustedly clearing away the crumbs of the last
-occupant with daintily-brushing movements of her finger-tips, when the
-waiter drew up beside her and demanded her order. It was part of this
-weird evening, when natural surroundings seemed to combine with her own
-overwrought condition to create an effect of strangeness and terror,
-that the waiter should have been an old, shriveled man of shabby and
-dejected mien, with a defect in one eye, which rendered it abnormally
-large and prominent under a drooping, reddened lid. In order to see
-well it was necessary for him to hold his head at a certain angle and
-bring the eye, staring with alarming wildness, upon the object of his
-attention. His aspect added still further to Berny’s dissatisfaction.
-She resolved to eat little and leave the place as soon as possible.
-
-When her soup came, a thin yellow liquid in which dark bits of leaves
-and herbs floated, she tasted it hesitatingly, and, after a mouthful or
-two, put down her spoon and leaned back against the wall. She felt very
-tired and incapable of any more concentration of mind. Her thoughts
-seemed to float, disconnectedly and indifferently, this way and that,
-like a cobweb stirred by air currents and half held by a restraining
-thread. To her dulled sense of observation the laughter of the Jewish
-party came mingled with the tinkling of the guitar outside, and the
-loud, continuous talk from the Spanish women in the corner.
-
-The waiter brought fish--a fried smelt--and she roused herself and
-picked up her fork. She did not notice that a man was standing near her
-in the archway, the edge of the lace curtain in his hand, looking about
-the room. He threw a side glance at her which swept her shoulders, her
-hat, and her down-bent profile, and looked away. Then, as if something
-in this glimpse had suddenly touched a spring of curiosity, he looked
-back again. His second survey was longer. The glance he bent upon her
-was sharp and grew in intensity. He made no attempt to enter or to move
-nearer her, but any one watching him would have seen that his interest
-increased with the prolongation of his scrutiny.
-
-As if afraid of being observed he cast a quick surreptitious look over
-the room, which in its circuit crossed the mirror. Here, reflected
-from a different point of view, Berny was shown in full face, her
-eyes lowered, her hands moving over her plate. The man scanned the
-reflection with immovable intentness. Berny laid down her fork and
-pushed the fish away with a petulant movement, and the watcher drew
-back behind the lace curtain. Through its meshes he continued to stare
-at the mirror, his lips tightly shut, his face becoming rigid in the
-fixity of his observation.
-
-The waiter entered, his arms piled with dishes, and she made a
-beckoning gesture to him. He answered with a jerk of his head, and,
-going to the table where the Spanish women sat, unloaded his cargo
-there, as he set it out exchanging remarks with the women in their own
-language and showing no haste to answer Berny’s summons. She moved
-in her chair and muttered angrily. The man behind the lace curtain
-advanced his head and through the interstices of the drapery tried to
-look directly at her. In this position he could only catch a glimpse of
-her, but he saw her hand stretched forward to take one of the red beans
-from the glass saucer in the middle of the table. It was an elegant
-hand, the skin smooth and white, the fingers covered with rings. She
-again beckoned, this time peremptorily, and the waiter came. The
-listener could hear her voice distinctly as he watched her reflection
-in the glass.
-
-“Why didn’t you come when I beckoned?” she said sharply.
-
-“Because I had other people to wait on,” said the waiter with equal
-asperity. “They was here before you.”
-
-“What’s the matter with the dinner to-night? It’s all bad.”
-
-“I ain’t cooked it,” retorted the man, growing red with indignation,
-his swollen eye glaring fiercely at her. “And no one else’s complained.
-I guess it’s what’s the matter with you?”
-
-Berny made an angry movement--sometimes alluded to as “flouncing”--and
-turned her head away from him.
-
-“Get me an enchilada,” she said peremptorily, “and after that some
-frijoles. I don’t want anything else.”
-
-The waiter moved away and the man behind the curtain, as if satisfied
-by his long survey, also turned back into the general room. Close to
-the opening there was an unoccupied table, and at this he sat down,
-laid his hat on the chair beside him, and unfastened his coat. To the
-servant who came for his order, he asked for a cup of black coffee and
-a liqueur glass of brandy. He also requested an evening paper. With the
-sheet open before him he sat sipping the coffee, the slightest noise
-from the inner room causing him to start and lift the paper before his
-face.
-
-He sat thus for some fifteen minutes. The Spanish women and the child
-emerged from the archway and left the restaurant, and a few moments
-later he heard the scraping of chair legs and Berny’s voice as she
-asked for her bill. He lifted the paper and appeared buried in its
-contents, not moving as Berny brushed back the lace curtain and passed
-him. Her eyes absently fell on him and she had a vague impression of
-the dark dome of a head emerging from above the opened sheets of the
-journal. As she rustled by he lowered the paper and followed her with
-a keen watchful glance. He did not move till the street door closed
-behind her, when he threw the paper aside, snatched up his hat and
-flicked a silver dollar on to the cloth.
-
-“No change,” he said to the waiter, who came forward.
-
-The surprised servant, unaccustomed to such tips, stared astonished
-after him as he hurried down the passage between the tables, quickly
-opened the door and disappeared into the darkness of the street.
-
-Berny was only a few rods away, moving forward with a slow, loitering
-step. It was an easy night to follow without being observed. Walking at
-a prudent distance behind her, he kept her in sight as she passed from
-the smaller streets of the Latin Quarter into the glare and discord
-of the more populous highways, along Kearney Street, past the lower
-boundary of Portsmouth Square. He noticed that she walked without
-haste, now and then glancing at a window or a passer-by. She was like a
-person who has no objective point in view, or at least is in no hurry
-to reach it.
-
-But this did not seem to be the case, for when she reached the square
-she took her stand on the corner where the Sacramento Street cars
-stop. The man drew back into a doorway opposite. They were the only
-passengers who boarded the car at that corner, Berny entering the
-closed interior, the man taking a seat on the outside. He had it
-to himself here, and chose the end seat by the window. Muttering
-imprecations at the cold, he turned up his overcoat collar and drew
-his soft felt hat down over his ears. By turning his head he could
-see between the bars that cross the end windows, the interior of the
-car shining with light, its polished yellow woodwork throwing back
-the white glare of the electricity. There were only three passengers,
-two depressed-looking women in dingy black, and Berny on a line with
-himself in the corner by the door. He could see her even better here
-than in the restaurant. She sat, a small dark figure, pressed into
-the angle of the seat, her hands clasped in her lap, her eyes down.
-Her hat cast a shadow over the upper part of her face, and below this
-the end of her nose, her mouth and chin were revealed as pale and
-sharply-cut as an ivory carving. She seemed to be sunk in thought and
-sat motionless; the half of her face he could see, looking very white
-against her black fur collar.
-
-He was furtively surveying her, when she started, glanced out of the
-window and signed to the conductor to stop. The man on the front
-dropped to the ground and stole lightly round the car, so that its
-moving body hid him from her. Emptiness and silence held the street,
-and he could easily follow her as she walked upward along the damp and
-deserted sidewalk. Halfway up the block a building larger than those
-surrounding it rose into the night. A mounting file of bay-windows
-broke its façade, and, a few steps above the level of the pavement,
-a line of doors with numbers showing black on illuminated transoms
-revealed it to the man opposite as a flat building. Here Berny stopped
-and without hesitation, evidently as one who was familiar with the
-place, mounted the steps and walked to the last of the doors.
-
-The man, with soft and careful footsteps, crossed the street. As he
-drew nearer he saw that she was not using a latch-key, but was waiting
-to be admitted, leaning as if tired against the wall. He had reached
-the sidewalk when the door opened, vouchsafing him a bright, unimpeded
-view of a long flight of stairs carpeted in green. Berny entered and
-for a moment, before the door closed, he saw her mounting the stairs.
-She had not asked for any one, or indeed made a sound of greeting or
-inquiry. She was therefore either expected or an habitué of the place.
-When the door was shut he, too, mounted the porch steps and read the
-number on the transom. He whispered it over several times, the light
-falling out on his thin, aquiline face with a sweep of dark hair
-drooping downward toward his collar.
-
-Satisfied with his investigation, he left the porch and walked rapidly
-down the street to the corner. Here there was a lamp, and halting
-under its light he drew from his pocket a leather wallet and took
-therefrom Dominick Ryan’s card with an address written on it. The
-penciled numbers were the same as those on the door he had just left,
-and he stood looking fixedly at the card, an expression of excitement
-and exultation growing on his face.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-THE ACTOR’S STORY
-
-
-The afternoon of the next day Dominick came home earlier than usual.
-His New York friend, who was en route to Japan, had but a couple of
-days in San Francisco, and again claimed his company for dinner. The
-theater was to follow and Dominick had come home to change his clothes,
-and incidentally either to see Berny and explain his absence or to
-leave a message for her with the Chinaman.
-
-He felt rather guilty where she was concerned. He had seen nothing
-of her for two days. The only time they met was in the evening after
-business hours, the only meal they took together was dinner. With every
-spark of affection dead between them, their married life the hollowest
-sham, she had so long and so sternly trained him to be considerate of
-her and keep her on his mind, that he still instinctively followed the
-acquired habit of thinking of her comfort and arranging for it. He knew
-she would be annoyed at the two lonely dinners, and hoped to see her
-before he left and suggest to her that she telephone for one of her
-sisters to join her.
-
-The flat was very quiet when he entered, and after looking into one or
-two rooms for her he called the Chinaman, who said Mrs. Ryan had gone
-out early in the afternoon, leaving no message except that she would be
-home to dinner. Dominick nodded a dismissal and walked into the den.
-He carried the evening papers in his hand, and looking at the clock he
-saw that he had an hour before it would be necessary for him to dress
-and leave the house. Berny would undoubtedly be home before then; she
-was rarely out after six. Meantime, the thought that she was not in
-and that he could read the papers in unmolested, uninterrupted silence
-caused a slight sense of relief to lighten the weight that was now
-always with him.
-
-He had hardly opened the first sheet when a ring at the bell dispelled
-his hopes. It was one of his wife’s habits never to carry a latch-key,
-which she looked upon as a symbol of that bourgeois, middle-class
-helpfulness that she had shaken off with her other working-girl manners
-and customs. Dominick dropped the paper, waiting for her entrance, and
-framing the words with which he would acquaint her with the fact that
-he was to be absent again. Instead, however, of the rustle of feminine
-skirts, he heard the Chinaman’s padding steps, and the servant entered
-and presented him with a card. Traced on it in a sprawling handwriting
-was the name “James Defay Buford.” Dominick remembered his invitation
-to the man to call, and realized that this probably was the only time
-that the actor could conveniently do so. There was an hour yet before
-dinner would be served, and turning to the servant Dominick told him to
-show the gentleman up.
-
-A moment later, Buford entered, smiling, almost patronizingly urbane
-and benign. He was dressed with a rich and careful elegance which gave
-him a somewhat dandified air. After bestowing upon Dominick greetings
-that sounded as unctuous as a benediction, he took his seat at the
-end of the cozy corner facing the door which led into the hall. From
-here he looked at the young man with a close, attentive scrutiny, very
-friendly and yet holding, under its enfolding blandness, something of
-absence, of inattention, as though his mind were not in the intimate
-customary connection with the words that issued from his lips. This
-suggestion of absence deepened, showed more plainly in an eye that
-wandered to the door, or, as Dominick spoke, fell to the carpet and
-remained there, hidden by a down-drawn bush of eyebrow. Dominick was
-in the middle of a query as to the continued success of the “Klondike
-Monologue” when the actor raised his head and said politely, but with
-a politeness that contained a note of haste and eagerness beneath it,
-
-“Is Madame at home?”
-
-“No, she’s not at home,” said Madame’s husband. “But she may be in any
-moment now. She generally goes out for the afternoon and gets back
-about this time.”
-
-“Perhaps you can tell me,” said Buford, looking sidewise at his gloves
-and cane as they lay on the end of the divan, “who--you’ll pardon my
-seeming curiosity, but I’ll explain it presently--who was the lady that
-came in here last night at about half-past seven?”
-
-He looked up and Dominick was suddenly aware that his face was charged
-with the tensest, the most vital interest. Thrust forward, it showed a
-hungriness of anticipation that was almost passionate. The young man
-was not only surprised at the expression but at the question.
-
-“I haven’t an idea,” he said. “I wasn’t home to dinner last night, and
-didn’t get in till late. Why do you want to know?”
-
-“For many reasons, or for one, perhaps--for one exceedingly important
-reason.”
-
-He paused, his eyes again turned slantingly on the stick and gloves,
-his lips tight-pressed, one against the other.
-
-“How did you know any woman came in here last night at that hour? Did
-you come up to call?” asked Dominick.
-
-“No--no--” the other spoke with quick impatience evidently from the
-surface of his mind, “no, it was--at first, anyway--purely accidental.
-I saw the woman--and--and--afterward I saw her enter here. Mr. Ryan,”
-he said suddenly, looking at his vis-à-vis with piercing directness and
-speaking with an intensity of urgency that was almost a command, “can
-you give me half an hour of your time and your full attention? I want
-to speak to you of a matter, that to me, at least, is of great--the
-greatest--importance. You can help me; at least you can, I hope, throw
-some light on what is a dark subject. Have I your permission to talk
-freely to you, freely and at length?”
-
-Dominick, who was beginning to feel as if he were in a play, and was
-exceedingly surprised and intrigued, nodded, remarking,
-
-“Why, certainly, go on. If I can be of any help to you or explain
-anything for you, nothing would give me greater pleasure. Let me hear
-what it is.”
-
-The actor dropped his glance to the floor for what seemed an
-anxiously-considering moment, then he raised his head and, looking
-directly at his host, said,
-
-“You may remember that, while at Antelope, I once spoke to you of
-having been married--of having, in fact, been unfortunate enough to
-lose my wife.”
-
-Dominick remembered, but it seemed imperfectly, for he said in a
-doubtful tone, which had more than a suggestion of questioning,
-
-“She--er--she died?”
-
-“No,” said the other, “she did not die. I lost her in a way that I
-think was more painful than death. She left me, voluntarily, of her own
-free will.”
-
-“Oh, of course,” said the young man hastily. “I remember perfectly, one
-day by the sitting-room fire. I remember it all as clearly as possible
-now.”
-
-“That was the time--the only time I mentioned the subject to you. On
-another occasion I spoke to that lovely and agreeable young lady, Miss
-Cannon, on the matter, and told her more fully of my domestic sorrows.
-But to you I made but that one allusion. May I now, more at length,
-tell you of the misfortunes--I may say tragedy--of my married life?”
-
-Dominick, mystified, nodded his head. He could not imagine why Buford
-should come to him at this particular moment and in this particularly
-theatrical manner with the history of his domestic troubles. But he
-was undeniably interested, and feeling himself more than ever like a
-character in a play, said,
-
-“Go on. Tell me anything you like. And if in any way I can be of use to
-you, I’ll be only too happy to do it.”
-
-Looking at the carpet, a heat of inward excitement showing through the
-professional pomposity of his manner, Buford began slowly and solemnly:
-
-“I’ll go back to seven years ago, when I was in Chicago. Previous to
-that, Mr. Ryan, I will tell you in confidence I had been a preacher, a
-Methodist, of good reputation, though, I am fain to confess, of small
-standing in the church. I left that esteemed body as I felt there
-were certain tenets of the faith I could not hold to. I am nothing
-if not honest, and I was too honest to preach doctrines with all of
-which I could not agree. I left the church as a pastor though I have
-never deserted it as a disciple, and have striven to live up to its
-standards.”
-
-He paused, and Dominick, feeling that he spoke sincerely, said,
-
-“That was the only thing to do.”
-
-“So it seemed to me. I left the town where I was living and moved
-to Chicago where, through the influences of a friend, I obtained a
-position in a school of acting and elocution. I instructed the pupils
-in voice production. You may have noticed that I have an unusually deep
-and resonant voice. Through that, I obtained this work and received
-the stipend of thirty-five dollars a week. It was fairly good pay, the
-hours were not too long, there was no demand made of a sacrifice of
-conscience, and I confess that I felt much freer and more contented
-than I had in the church.
-
-“It was at this stage of my career that I met the lady who became
-my wife. We lived at the same boarding-house--Mrs. Heeney’s, a most
-elegant, well-kept place, and Mrs. Heeney a lovely woman of one of
-the best southern families. It was at her table that I met the girl
-who was destined to have such a fatal influence on my life. She was a
-stenographer and typewriter in one of the largest firms in the city,
-earning her twenty dollars a week, as she was an expert and not to
-be beaten in the state. She was very pretty, the brunette type of
-beauty, black-eyed, and as smart as a steel trap. She was as dainty as
-a pink, always well-dressed and up-to-date, never anything sloppy or
-slouchy about her. Ask her to go to the theater and there wouldn’t be
-a woman in the house who could beat her for looks and style. Besides
-that, she was a fine conversationalist, could talk as easily as a book
-on any subject. If I brought her a novel, she’d read it and have the
-whole plot at her finger-ends, and be able to talk it all over, have
-her own opinions about every character. Oh, she was an accomplished,
-fascinating woman, if I say it myself! Any man might have taken to her.
-She was for ever telling me about California, and how she wanted to get
-back there--”
-
-“California?” interrupted Dominick. “Did she come from California?”
-
-“From here--from San Francisco. She was a native daughter of the state
-and the town. I was interested in California myself at that time,
-though I’d never seen it, and we’d talk of that and other things till,
-bit by bit, we drifted nearer and nearer together and the day came when
-we were engaged. I thought that was the happiest day of my life, and it
-would have been if she’d stayed true to her promises.”
-
-The clock struck the single silvery note of the half-hour and Dominick
-heard it. He was interested in the story, but he had only another
-half-hour to give, and said as Buford paused,
-
-“Go on. It’s very interesting. Don’t stop.”
-
-“The first step in our married life that seemed to me strange, that
-cast, not what you’d call a cloud, but a shadow, over my happiness,
-was that she insisted on keeping the marriage secret. She had several
-reasons, all of which seemed good and sufficient to her. She said her
-people would not like her marrying a stranger away from home, and that
-they’d cut up very ugly when they heard it. Her principal reason, and
-the only one that seemed to me to have any force, was that she feared
-she’d lose her job. She had it on good authority that the firm where
-she worked wouldn’t employ married women, and if they knew she’d got
-a husband who was making a fair salary, they’d give her the sack.
-Whether it was for all the reasons together, or for just this one I
-don’t know, but she’d only marry me if I’d solemnly promise to keep
-the matter secret. I’d have promised her anything. She’d out and out
-bewitched me.
-
-“So we were married and went to housekeeping in a little flat in a
-suburb. We had our mail sent to our old address at Mrs. Heeney’s. She
-was in our secret, the only person who was. We had to let her know
-because of the letters, and inquiries that might have been made for
-us from time to time. We were married in the winter, and that winter
-was the happiest time of my life. I’ll never forget it. That little
-flat, and that little black-eyed woman,--they were just Paradise and
-the angel in it for me. Not but what she had her faults; she was
-hot-tempered, quick to flare up, and sharp with her tongue. But _I_
-never cared--just let her sputter and fizz till she’d worked it all
-off and then I’d take things up where they were before the eruption
-began. It was a happy time--a man in love and a woman that keeps him
-loving--you can’t beat it this side of Heaven.”
-
-Dominick made no answer. The actor for a moment was silent and then
-with a sigh went on.
-
-“I suppose it was too good to last. Anyway, it ended. We’d lived that
-way for six months when in the beginning of June the Dramatic School
-failed and I lost my job. It came on us with almost no warning, and it
-sort of knocked us out for a bit. _I_ wasn’t as upset by it as Mrs.
-Carter was, but she--”
-
-“Who’s Mrs. Carter?” said Dominick.
-
-“My wife. That’s my name, Junius Carter. Of course the name I use on
-the stage is not my own. I took that in the Klondike, made it up from
-my mother’s and the name of a pard I had who died. Well, as I was
-saying, Mrs. Carter took it hard. She couldn’t seem to get reconciled
-to it. I tried to brace her up and told her it would only be temporary,
-and I’d get another place soon, but she was terribly upset. We’d lived
-well, not saved a cent, furnished the flat nicely and kept a servant.
-There was nothing for it but to live on what she made. It was hard on
-her, but I’ve often thought she might have been easier on me. I didn’t
-_want_ to be idle or eat the bread she paid for, the Lord knows! I
-tried hard enough to get work. I tramped those streets in sun and rain
-till the shoes were falling off my feet. But the times were hard, money
-was tight, and good jobs were not to be had for the asking. One of the
-worst features of the case was that I hadn’t any regular line of work
-or profession. The kind of thing I’d been doing don’t fit a man for any
-kind of job. If I couldn’t do my own kind of stunt I’d have to be just
-a general handy-man or stevedore, and I’m not what you’d call rugged.
-
-“It was an awful summer! The heat was fierce. Our little flat was
-like an oven and, after my long day’s tramp after work, I used to go
-home just dead beat and lie on the lounge and not say a word. My wife
-was worn out. She wasn’t accustomed to warm weather, and that and the
-worry and the hard work sort of wore on her, and there were evenings
-when she’d slash round so with her tongue that I’d get up, half-dead
-as I was, and go out and sit on the door-step till she’d gone to bed.
-I’m not blaming her. She had enough to try her. Working at her machine
-all day in that weather would wear anybody’s temper to a frazzle. But
-she said some things to me that bit pretty deep. It seemed impossible
-it could be the same woman I’d got to know so well at Mrs. Heeney’s.
-We were both just about used up, thin as fiddle-strings, and like
-fiddle-strings ready to snap at a touch. Seems queer to think that
-thirty-five dollars a week could make such a difference! With it we
-were in Paradise; without it we were as near the other place as people
-can get, I guess.
-
-“Well, it was too much for her. She was one of those women who can’t
-stand hardships and she couldn’t make out in the position she was
-in. Love wasn’t enough for her, there had to be luxury and comfort,
-too. One day I came home and she was gone. No,” in answer to a look
-of inquiry on Dominick’s face, “there was no other man. She wasn’t
-that kind, always as straight as a string. No, she just couldn’t stand
-the grind any longer. She left a letter in which she said some pretty
-hard things to me, but I’ve tried to forget and not bear malice. It
-was a woman half crazy with heat and nerves and overwork that wrote
-them. The gist of it was that she’d gone back to California, to her
-sisters who lived there, and she was not coming back. She didn’t like
-it,--marriage, or me, or Chicago. She was just going to throw the whole
-business overboard. She told me if I followed her, or tried to hold
-her, she’d disappear, hinted that she’d kill herself. That was enough
-for me. God knows if she didn’t want me I wasn’t going to force myself
-upon her. And, anyway, she knew fast enough I couldn’t follow her.
-I hadn’t money to have my shoes patched, much less buy a ticket to
-California.
-
-“After that there were some dark days for me. Deserted, with no money,
-with no work, and no prospects--I tell you that’s the time the iron
-goes down into a man’s soul. I didn’t know what was going to become of
-me, and I didn’t care. One day on the street I met an old chum of mine,
-a fellow called Defay, that I hadn’t seen for years. He was going to
-the Klondike, and when he heard my hard-luck story, he proposed to me
-to join forces and go along with him. I jumped at it, anything to get
-away from that town and state that was haunted with memories of her.
-
-“It was just the beginning of the gold rush and we went up there and
-stayed for two years. Defay was one of the finest men I ever knew.
-Life’s all extremes and contrasts; there’s a sort of balance to it if
-you come to look close into it. I’d had an experience with the kind of
-woman that breaks a man’s heart as you might a pipe-stem, then I ran
-up against the kind of man that gives you back your belief in human
-nature. He died of typhoid a year and a half after we got there. I had
-it first and nearly died; in fact, the rumor went out that it was I
-that was dead and not Defay. As I changed my name and went on the stage
-soon afterward, it was natural enough for people to say Junius Carter
-was dead.
-
-“I was pretty near starving when I drifted on the stage. I had learned
-some conjuring tricks, and that and my voice took me there. I just
-about made a living for a year, and then I floated back down here.
-I never played in San Francisco till now. I acted on the western
-circuits, used to go as far East as Denver and Kansas City, and then
-swing round the circle through the northwestern cities and Salt Lake. I
-managed to make a living and no more. I was cast in parts that didn’t
-suit me. The ‘Klondike Monologue’ was the first thing I did that was in
-my line.”
-
-“Did you never see or hear of your wife?”
-
-“Not a word. I didn’t know whether she was dead or living till last
-night.”
-
-Buford raised his eyes and looked piercingly into the young man’s face.
-Dominick forgot the time, his engagement, Berny’s anticipated entrance.
-He drew himself up in his chair and said in a loud, astonished voice,
-
-“Last night? Then the woman you saw here last night was your _wife_?”
-
-The actor gravely inclined his head.
-
-“I saw my wife,” he said solemnly, “last night at Deledda’s restaurant.
-It was entirely by accident. I liked the Mexican cooking and had been
-more than once to that place. Last night I was about to enter the
-back part of the restaurant when I saw her sitting there alone in the
-corner. For a moment I could not believe my eyes. I got behind a lace
-curtain and watched her. She was changed but it was she. I heard her
-speak to the waiter and if I’d never seen her face I’d have known the
-voice among a thousand. She’d grown stouter and I think even prettier,
-and she looked as if she were prosperous. She was well-dressed and her
-hands were covered with rings. When she went out I followed her and she
-came straight here from the restaurant and rang the bell and came in.”
-
-“Are you sure she didn’t go into one of the other flats? There are four
-in the building.”
-
-“No, she came in here. I compared the number on the transom with the
-address you’d given me on the card.”
-
-“What an extraordinary thing!” said Dominick. “It’s evidently some one
-my wife knows who came to see her that evening, probably to keep her
-company while I was out. But I can’t think who it could be.”
-
-He tried to run over in his mind which one of Berny’s acquaintances the
-description might fit and could think of no one. Probably it was some
-friend of her working-girl days, who had dropped out of her life and
-now, guided by Fate had unexpectedly reappeared.
-
-“It’s certainly a remarkable coincidence,” he went on, “that she should
-have come to this flat, one of the few places in the city where you
-know the people. If she’d gone to any of the others----”
-
-A ring at the bell stopped him.
-
-“There!” he said, “that’s Mrs. Ryan. Now we’ll hear who it was.”
-
-For a moment they both sat silent, listening, the actor with his face
-looking sharp and pale in the suspense of the moment, the muscles of
-his lean cheeks working. The rustle of Berny’s dress sounded from the
-stairway and grew in volume as she slowly ascended. The two men rose to
-their feet.
-
-“Come in the den for a moment, Berny,” Dominick called. “There’s a
-gentleman here who wants to see you.”
-
-The rustle advanced up the hall, and the portière was drawn back.
-Bernice, brilliantly dressed, a mauve orchid pinned on her bosom, stood
-in the aperture, smiling.
-
-Buford’s back was against the light, and, for the first moment she
-only saw him as a tall masculine outline and her smile was frank and
-natural. But he saw her plain as a picture and before Dominick could
-frame the words of introduction, started forward, crying,
-
-“Bernice Iverson!”
-
-She drew back as if struck and made a movement to drag the portière
-over her. Her face went white to the lips, the patches of rouge
-standing out on her cheeks like rose-leaves pasted on the sickly skin.
-
-“Who--who’s that?” she stammered, turning a wild eye on Dominick.
-
-“Mr. Ryan,” the actor cried, beside himself with excitement, “_this_
-is my wife! This is the woman I’ve been talking of! Bernice, don’t you
-know me? Junius Carter?”
-
-“He’s crazy,” she faltered, her lips so loose and tremulous they could
-hardly form the words. “I never saw him before. I don’t know what he’s
-talking about. Who’s Junius Carter?”
-
-“This is my wife, Mr. Buford,” said Dominick, who had been staring from
-one to the other in blank astonishment. “We’ve been married nearly
-three years. I don’t understand----”
-
-“It’s Bernice Iverson, the girl I married in Chicago, that I’ve
-just been telling you about, that I saw last night at the Mexican
-restaurant. Why, she can’t deny it. She can’t look at me and say she
-doesn’t know me--Junius Carter, the man she married in the Methodist
-chapel, seven years ago, in Chicago. Bernice----”
-
-He approached her and she shrank back.
-
-“Keep away from me,” she cried hoarsely, stretching out a trembling
-hand. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. You’re crazy. Junius
-Carter’s dead--” then suddenly turning on Dominick with a blazing look
-of fury--“It’s you that have done this! It’s you, you snake! I’ll be
-even with you yet!”
-
-She tore herself out of the folds of the portière which she had
-clutched to her and rushed into the hall and into her own room. The
-banging of the door behind her shook the house.
-
-The two men stood as she had left them, staring at each other, not
-knowing what to say, speechless and aghast.
-
-[Illustration: “Mr. Ryan,” the actor cried, “_this_ is my wife”
- _Page 463_]
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-THE LAST INTERVIEW
-
-
-The night was falling when Buford left. He and Dominick had sat on in
-the den, talking together in low voices, going over past events in the
-concatenation of circumstances that had led up to the extraordinary
-situation in which they now found themselves. Both listened with
-strained ears for the opening of Bernice’s door, but not a sound came
-from her room. Each silently, without expressing his thoughts to the
-other, wondered what she would do, what sensational move might now be
-expected of her. While they talked, it was evident she intended to make
-no sign of life.
-
-After Buford had left, Dominick called up his friend on the telephone
-telling him that he would be unable to meet him at dinner. He knew that
-Berny could hear every word he uttered, and with indescribable dread
-he expected that she would open her door and accost him. But again she
-preserved an inviolate invisibility, though beneath her portal he could
-see a crack of light and could hear her moving about in the room.
-
-He went into his own room, lit the gas, and began packing his trunks.
-He was dazed and stupefied by what had occurred, and almost the only
-clearly-defined idea he had was to leave the house and get far from the
-presence of the woman who had so ruthlessly poisoned his life. He was
-in the midst of his packing when the Chinaman summoned him to dinner,
-but he told the man he cared for nothing and would want no breakfast
-on the following morning. The servant, who by this time was well aware
-that the household was a strange one, shrugged his shoulders without
-comment and passed on to the door of his mistress’ room, upon which he
-knocked with the low, deferential rap of the Chinese domestic. Berny’s
-voice sounded shrilly, through the silence of the flat:
-
-“Go away! Let me alone! If that’s dinner I don’t want any.”
-
-The sound of her voice pierced Dominick with a sense of loathing
-and horror. He stopped in his packing, suddenly deciding to leave
-everything and go, go from the house and from her as soon as he could
-get away. He thrust into a valise such articles as he would want for
-the night and set the bag by the stair-head while he went into the
-parlor to find some bills and letters of his that he remembered to
-have left in the desk. As he passed Berny’s door, it flew open and she
-appeared in the aperture. The room behind her was a blaze of light,
-every gas-jet lit and pouring a flood of radiance over the clothes
-outspread on the bed, the chairs, and the floor. She, herself, in a
-lace-trimmed petticoat and loose silk dressing-sack, stood in the
-doorway staring at Dominick, her face pinched, white, and fierce.
-
-“What are you doing?” she said abruptly. “Going away?”
-
-“Yes,” he answered, stopping at the sight of the dreaded apparition.
-“That’s my intention.”
-
-“Where are you going?” she demanded.
-
-He gave her a cold look and made no answer.
-
-“Are you going to your mother’s?” she cried.
-
-He moved forward toward the parlor door and she came out into the
-passage, looking after him and repeating with a tremulous, hoarse
-persistence, “Dominick, answer me. Are you going to your mother’s?”
-
-“Yes, I am,” he said over his shoulder.
-
-He had an unutterable dread that she would begin to speak of the
-situation, of Buford, of her past life; that she would try to explain
-and exonerate herself and they would be plunged into a long and
-profitless discussion of all the sickening, irremediable wretchedness
-of the past. He could not bear the thought of it; he would have
-done anything to avoid it. He wanted to escape from her, from the
-house where she had tortured him, where he seemed to have laid down
-his manhood, his honor, his faith, and seen her trample on them.
-The natural supposition that he would want to confront her with her
-deception and hear her explanation was the last thing he desired doing.
-
-“Don’t go to your mother’s,” she cried, following him up the hall, “for
-to-night, Dominick, please. And don’t tell her. I beg, I pray of you,
-don’t tell her till to-morrow.”
-
-Her manner was so pleadingly, so imploringly insistent, that he turned
-and looked somberly at her. She was evidently deeply in earnest, her
-face lined with anxiety.
-
-“This is the last thing I’ll ever ask of you. I know I’ve got no right
-to ask anything, but you’re generous, you’ve been kind to me in the
-past, and it’ll not cost you much to be kind just once again. Go to a
-hotel, or the club, or anywhere you like, but not to your mother’s and
-don’t tell her till to-morrow afternoon.”
-
-He stared at her without speaking, wishing she would be silent and
-leave him.
-
-“I’ll not trouble you after to-morrow. I’ll go, I’ll get out. You’ll
-never be bothered by me any more.”
-
-“All right,” he said, “I’ll go to the club. Let me alone, that’s all,
-and let me go.”
-
-“And--and,” she persisted, “you won’t tell her till to-morrow,
-to-morrow afternoon?”
-
-He had entered the parlor in which the Chinaman had lit the lamps,
-and opening the desk began hunting for his papers. To her last words
-he returned no answer, and she crept in after him and stood in the
-doorway, leaning against the woodwork of the door-frame.
-
-“You won’t tell her till to-morrow--to-morrow, say, after three?”
-
-He found the letters and drew them out of their pigeonhole.
-
-“All right,” he almost shouted. “I won’t tell her. But, for God’s sake,
-leave me alone and let me go. If you keep on following me round this
-way I won’t answer for what I’ll do.”
-
-“You promise then,” she said, ignoring his heat. “You promise you’ll
-not tell her till after three?”
-
-He turned from the desk, gave her a look of restrained passion, and
-said, “I promise,” then passed by her as she stood in the doorway and
-walked to the stair-head. Here his valise stood, and snatching it up he
-ran down the stairs and out of the house.
-
-Bernice, hearing the door shut, returned to her room and went on with
-the work of sorting her wardrobe and packing her trunks. She did it
-deliberately and carefully, looking over each garment, and folding the
-choicer articles between sheets of tissue paper. At midnight she had
-not yet finished, and under the blaze of the gases, looking very tired,
-she went on smoothing skirts and pinching up the lace on bodices as she
-laid them tenderly on the trays that stood on the bed, the table, and
-the sofa. The night was far spent before everything was arranged to her
-satisfaction and she went to bed.
-
-She was up betimes in the morning. Eight o’clock had not struck
-when she was making a last tour of the parlor, picking up small
-articles of silver and glass that she crowded down into cracks in the
-tightly-packed trunks. At breakfast the Chinaman, an oblique, observant
-eye on her, asked her what he should prepare for lunch. Conscious
-that if she told him she would not be back he might become alarmed at
-the general desertion and demand his wages, she ordered an even more
-elaborate menu than usual, telling him she would bring home a friend.
-
-She breakfasted in her wrapper and after the meal finished her toilet
-with the extremest solicitude. Never had she taken more pains with
-herself. Though anxiety and strain had thinned and sharpened her, the
-fever of excitement which burnt in her temporarily repaired these
-ravages. Her eyes were brilliant without artificial aid; her cheeks
-a hot dry crimson that needed no rouge. The innate practicality of
-her character asserted itself even in this harassed hour. Last night
-she had put the purple orchid in a glass of water on the bureau.
-Now, as she pinned it on her breast, she congratulated herself for
-her foresight, the pale lavender petals of the rare blossom toning
-altogether harmoniously with her dress of dark purple cloth.
-
-Before she left the room she locked the trunks and left beside them a
-dress suit-case packed for a journey. Standing in the doorway she took
-a hurried look about the apartment--a last, farewell survey, not of
-sentiment but of investigation, to see if she had forgotten anything. A
-silver photograph frame set in rhinestones caught her eye and she went
-back and took it up, weighing it uncertainly in her hand. Some of the
-rhinestones had fallen out, and she finally decided it was not worth
-while opening the trunks to put in such a damaged article.
-
-It was only a quarter past nine when she emerged from the flat. She
-took the down-town car and twenty minutes later was mounting the
-steps to Bill Cannon’s office. She had been motionless and rigidly
-preoccupied on the car, but, as she approached the office, a change was
-visible in her gait and mien. She moved with a light, perky assurance,
-a motion as of a delicate, triumphant buoyancy seeming to impart itself
-to her whole body from her shoulders to her feet. A slight, mild smile
-settled on her lips, suggesting gaiety tempered with good humor. Her
-eye was charged with the same expression rendered more piquant by a
-gleam--the merest suggestion--of coquettish challenge.
-
-The Bonanza King was already in his office. The same obsequious clerk
-who had shown her in on a former occasion took her card in to the inner
-sanctum where the great man, even at this early hour, was shut away
-with the business which occupied his crowded days. In a moment the
-young man returned smiling and quite as murmurously polite as he had
-been on her former visit, and Berny was once again ushered into the
-presence of the enemy.
-
-The old man had read the name on the card with a lowering glance. His
-command to admit the visitor had been hardly more than an inarticulate
-growl which the well-trained clerk understood, as those about deaf
-mutes can read their half-made signs. Cannon was not entirely surprised
-at her reappearance, and mingled feelings stirred in him as he turned
-his swivel chair away from the table, and sat hunched in it, his elbows
-on its arms, his hands clasped over his stomach.
-
-She came in with an effect of dash, confidence, and brilliancy that
-astonished him. He had expected her almost to sidle in in obvious,
-guilty fear of him, her resistance broken, humbly coming to sue for
-the money. Instead, a rustling, scented apparition appeared in the
-doorway, more gracious, handsome, and smiling than he had ever thought
-she could be. She stood for a moment, as if waiting for his invitation
-to enter, the whole effect of her rich costume, her feverishly high
-coloring, and her debonair and self-confident demeanor, surprising
-him into silence. A long white feather on her hat made a background
-for her darkly-flushed face and auburn hair. There were some amethysts
-round her neck, their purple lights harmonizing richly with the superb
-flower pinned on her breast. Her eyes looked very black, laughing, and
-provocative through her spotted veil.
-
-“Well,” she said in a gay voice, “here I am again! Is it a surprise?”
-
-She advanced into the room, and the old man, almost unconsciously, rose
-from his chair.
-
-“Yes, sort of,” he said dryly.
-
-She stopped by the desk, looked at him sidewise, and said,
-
-“Do we shake hands?”
-
-His glance on her was hard and cold. Berny met it and could not
-restrain a sinking of the courage that was her most admirable
-characteristic and that she had screwed far past its ordinary
-sticking-point that morning. She sank down into the same arm-chair that
-she had occupied on her former visit and said, with a little languid
-effect of indifference,
-
-“Oh, well, never mind. We don’t have to waste time being polite. That’s
-one of the most convenient things about our interviews. We just say
-what we really think and there’s no need bothering about humbug.”
-
-“So glad to hear it,” said the old man with his most ironical air.
-“Suppose then you let me know what you’ve come down to say.”
-
-“Can’t you guess?” she answered, with an expression that was almost one
-of flirtatious interrogation.
-
-“Nup,” he answered, looking steadily at her. “I have to have it said in
-that plain style with no politeness that you say is the way we always
-talk.”
-
-“All right,” she answered briskly. “Here it is as plain as A B C. I’ve
-decided to accept your offer and take the money.”
-
-She looked up at him, smiling gallantly. But as her eye caught his her
-smile, try as she would to keep it, died. He suddenly realized that she
-was extremely nervous, that her lips were dry, and the hand she put up
-to adjust her veil, and thus hide her intractable mouth, was shaking.
-The admiration he had of late felt for her insolent fearlessness
-increased, also he began to feel that now, at last, he was rising to
-the position of master of the situation. He leaned back in the swivel
-chair and glowered at her.
-
-“You know,” he said slowly, “you’ve a gall that beats anything I’ve
-ever seen. Two days ago you busted this business higher than a kite by
-stopping my daughter on the public street and telling her the whole
-story. You did the one thing you knew I’d never forgive; and you ended
-the affair, hammered the nails in its coffin and buried it. Now you
-come flourishing into my office as if nothing had happened and say
-you’ll take the money. It beats me how you’ve got the nerve to dare to
-show your face in here.”
-
-Berny listened with the hand holding the veil pressed against her mouth
-and her eyes staring over it.
-
-“It’s all straight enough,” she burst out, “what you say about telling
-your daughter. I did it and I was crazy. I’ll admit that. But you’ll
-have to admit on your side that it was pretty rough the way I was
-treated here, ordered out like a peddler. I was sore, and it was you
-that made me so. And I’ll not deny that I wanted to hit you back. But
-you brought it on yourself. And, anyway, what does it matter if I go?
-Maybe your daughter’s mad and disgusted now, but women don’t stay that
-way for ever. If I get out, drop out of sight, the way I intend to do,
-give Dominick his freedom, isn’t she going to forget all about what I
-said? Wouldn’t any woman?”
-
-The Bonanza King made no answer. He had no intention of talking with
-this objectionable woman about his daughter. But in his heart hope
-sprang at the words. They were an echo of his own desires and opinions.
-If this woman took the money and went, would not Rose, in the course of
-time, relent in her attitude of iron disapproval, and smile on the man
-she loved? Could any woman hold out for ever in such a position?
-
-“See here,” Berny went on, “I’ll leave a statement. I’ll put it in your
-hands that I changed my mind and voluntarily left. I’ll draw it up
-before a notary if you want. And it’s true. She needn’t think that I’m
-being forced out to make a place for her. I’m glad to go.”
-
-She had leaned nearer to him from the chair, one finger tapping the
-corner of the desk to emphasize her words. Scrutinizing her as she
-spoke, he became more than ever impressed with the conviction that she
-was held in a tremor of febrile excitement. Her voice had an under note
-of vibration in it, like the voice of one who breathes quickly. The
-orchid on her breast trembled with the trembling of her frame.
-
-“Look here,” he said quietly, “I want to understand this thing. What’s
-made you change your mind so suddenly? A few days ago you were all up
-on fiddle-strings at the suggestion of taking that money. Here, this
-morning, in you pop, and you’re all of a tremble to get it. What’s the
-meaning of it?”
-
-“I can’t stand it any more,” she said. “When you said I couldn’t the
-other day, that I’d break down, you were right. I can’t stand it.
-Nobody could. It’s broken me to pieces. I want to get away from it all.
-I want to go somewhere where I’m at peace, where the people don’t hate
-me and hound me----”
-
-Her voice suddenly grew hoarse and she stopped. He looked at her in
-surprise. She bent her face down, biting her under lip, and picked
-tremulously at the leaves of the purple orchid as if arranging them.
-
-“You’ve beaten me,” she said in a suddenly strangled voice, “you’ve
-beaten me. I can’t fight any longer. Give me some money and let me go.
-I’m beaten.”
-
-She lowered her head still farther and burst into tears. So unexpected
-were they that she had no preparations for them. Her handkerchief
-was in the bead purse that hung on her wrist, and, blinded by tears,
-she could not find the clasp. Her fumbling hand tried for a possible
-reserve supply in her belt, and then in despair went up to her face and
-lifted her veil trying to brush away the falling drops. The Bonanza
-King stared at her amazed, as much surprised as if he had seen a man
-weep. Finally he felt in his own pocket, produced a crisply-laundered
-square of white linen and handed it to her, observing soothingly,
-
-“Here, take mine. You’re all broke up, aren’t you?”
-
-She seized his offering and mopped her cheeks with it, sniffing and
-gasping, while he watched her in genuine solicitude.
-
-“What’s wore you down to this state?” he said. “You’re the nerviest
-woman I ever saw.”
-
-“It’s--it’s--all this thing,” she answered in a stifled voice. “I’m
-just worn out. I haven’t slept for nights,”--a memory of those
-miserable nights of perturbation and uncertainty swept over her and
-submerged her in a wave of self-pity. The tears gushed out again, and
-she held the old man’s large handkerchief against her eyes, uttering
-small, sobbing noises, sunk in abandoned despondence in the hollow of
-the chair.
-
-The Bonanza King was moved. The facile tears of women did not affect
-him, but the tears of this bold, hard, unbreakable creature, whom
-he had regarded only as an antagonist to be vanquished, stirred
-him to a sort of abashed sympathy. There was something singularly
-pathetic about the completeness of her breakdown. She, who had been so
-audacious an adversary, now in all her crumpled finery weeping into his
-handkerchief, was so entirely and utterly a feeble, crushable thing.
-
-“Come, brace up,” he said cheeringly. “We can’t do any talking while
-you’re acting this way. What’s the proposition again?”
-
-“I want some money and I want to go.” She raised her head and lowered
-the handkerchief, speaking with a strained, throaty insistence like a
-child. “I can’t live here any more. I can’t bear it. It would give a
-prize fighter nervous prostration. I can’t bear it.” Her voice grew
-small and high. “Really I can’t,” she managed to articulate, and then
-dissolved into another flood.
-
-The old man, high in his swivel chair, sat with his hands in his
-pockets, his lips pursed and his eyes on the floor. Once or twice he
-whirled the chair slightly from one side to the other. After a pause of
-some minutes he said,
-
-“Are you prepared to agree to everything Mrs. Ryan and I demanded?”
-
-After the last outbreak she had completely abandoned herself to the
-hysterical condition that was beyond her control. Now she made an
-effort to recover herself, sat up, swallowing and gasping, while she
-wiped her eyes.
-
-“I’m ready to do it all,” she sniffed, “only--only--” she paused on the
-verge of another collapse, suppressed it, and said with some show of
-returning animation, “only I must have some money now--a guarantee.”
-
-“Oh,” he said with the descending note of comprehension. “As I
-remember, we agreed to pay you seven thousand dollars for the first
-year, the year of desertion.”
-
-She lowered the handkerchief entirely, presenting to him a disfigured
-face, all its good looks gone, but showing distinct signs of attention.
-
-“I don’t want the seven thousand. I’ll waive it. I want a sum down, a
-guarantee, an advance. You offered me at first fifty thousand dollars.
-Give me that down and I’ll go this afternoon.”
-
-“That wasn’t our original arrangement,” he said to gain time.
-
-“Deduct it from the rest. I must have it. I can’t go without it. If you
-give me the check now I’ll leave for New York to-night.”
-
-Her reviving interest and force seemed to have quenched the sources of
-her tears as suddenly as her exhausted nerves had made them flow. But
-her disfigured face, her figure which seemed to have shrunken in its
-fine clothes, were extremely pathetic.
-
-“If you don’t trust me send one of your clerks with me to buy my
-ticket, send one to see me off. I’ve left my husband for good, for
-ever. I can’t live here any longer. Give me the money and let me go.”
-
-“I don’t see that I’m going to have any security that you’re going to
-carry out the whole plan. How do I know that you’re not going to New
-York to have a good time and then, when you’ve spent the money, come
-back here?”
-
-She sat up and sent a despairing look about the room as if in a wild
-search for something that would convince him of her sincerity.
-
-“I _swear_, I _promise_,” she cried with almost frantic emphasis, “that
-I’ll never come back. I’m going for good and I’m going to set Dominick
-free. Oh, _do_ believe me. _Please._ I’m telling the truth.”
-
-He was impressed by her manner, as he had been by her tears. Something
-undoubtedly had happened which had suddenly caused her to change her
-mind and decide to leave her husband. He did not think that it was what
-she had told him. Her excitement, her overwrought condition suggested
-a cause less gradual, more like a shock. He ran over in his mind the
-advantages of giving her the money. Nothing would be jeopardized by it.
-It would simply be an advance made on the sum they had agreed upon.
-
-“Fifty thousand’s too much,” he said slowly. “But I’ll be square to you
-and I’ll split the difference and give you twenty-five. I’ll give you
-the check now and you can take it and go to-night.”
-
-She shook her head obstinately.
-
-“It won’t do,” she said. “What difference does it make to you whether
-you give it to me now or next year? I’ll give you a receipt for it.
-There won’t be any trouble about it. It’s as broad as it’s long. It’s
-simply an advance on the main sum.”
-
-He looked moodily at her and then down. Her demand seemed reasonable
-enough, but he distrusted her.
-
-“If you don’t believe me,” she insisted, “send out that clerk of yours
-to buy my ticket to New York. Tell him to go up to the flat and he’ll
-see my trunks all packed and ready. I tell you you’ve beaten me. You
-and Mrs. Ryan are one too many for me.”
-
-He again looked at her, his lips pressed together, his eye coldly
-considering.
-
-“I’ll give you thirty thousand dollars and it’s understood that you’re
-to leave the city to-night.”
-
-She demurred, but with less show of vigor, and, for a space, they
-haggled over the sum till they finally agreed upon thirty-five thousand
-dollars.
-
-As the old man drew the check she watched him with avid eagerness,
-restraining by force the hand that trembled in its anxiety to become
-possessed of the slip of paper. He noticed, as she bent over the desk
-to sign the receipt, that her fingers shook so they could hardly direct
-the pen. She remarked it herself, setting it down to her upset nerves,
-and laughing at the sprawling signature.
-
-With the check in her hand she rose, something of the airy buoyancy of
-demeanor that had marked her on her entrance returning to her.
-
-“Well,” she said, opening her purse, “this is the real beginning of our
-business relations. I feel as if we were partners.”
-
-The old man gave a short, dry laugh. He could not rid his mind of
-suspicions of her and the whole proceeding, though he did not see just
-how she could be deceiving him.
-
-“Wait till next year,” he said. “When I see the divorce papers I’ll
-feel a lot surer of the partnership.”
-
-She snapped the clasp of her purse, laughing and moving to the door.
-She was wild to get away, to escape from the dark room that held such
-unpleasant memories, and the old man, whose steely penetrating eye,
-fastened on her, was full of unsatisfied query.
-
-“Well, so long!” she cried, opening the door. “Next time we meet it
-will be more sociable, I hope. We really ought to be old friends by
-this time.”
-
-She hardly knew what she was saying, but she laughed with a natural
-gaiety, and in the doorway turned and bowed her jaunty good-bys to
-him. He stood back and nodded good-humoredly at her, his face showing
-puzzlement under its slight, ironic smile.
-
-Once in the street her demeanor again changed. Her step became sharp
-and quick, her expression keenly absorbed and concentrated. A clock
-showed her that it was nearly half-past ten, and she walked, with a
-speed that was as rapid a mode of progression as it could be without
-attracting attention, to the great bank on which the check was drawn.
-On the way down on the car she had thought out all her movements, just
-what she would do, and where she would go. Her mind was as clear, her
-movements as systematic as though she were moved by mechanism.
-
-She ran up the steps to the bank and presented the check at the paying
-teller’s window.
-
-“In one-thousand dollar bills, if you please,” she said, trying not to
-speak breathlessly, “all but five hundred, and you can give me that in
-one-hundreds.”
-
-The man knew her, made some vaguely-polite remark, and took the slip
-of paper back into unseen regions. Berny stood waiting, throbbing from
-head to foot with excitement. She was not afraid they would refuse to
-cash the check. Her sole fear was that Cannon, as soon as she was gone,
-might have regretted his action and telephoned from his office to stop
-the payment on it. She knew that once the money was hers he would not
-make any attempt to get it back. His own reputation and that of his
-daughter were too inextricably bound up with the transaction for him to
-dare to apprehend or punish Berny for her deception.
-
-Her heart gave a wild leap as she saw the teller returning, and then
-pause behind the netting of his golden cage while he counted out the
-bills. She tried to speak lightly to him as he laid them one by one
-on the glass slab. She was hardly conscious of what she said; all
-she realized was that the crisp roll of paper in her fingers was her
-possession, if not of great fortune, at least of something to stand
-between her and the world.
-
-When she left the bank she walked forward slowly, the excitement which
-had carried her on to this point having suddenly left her feeling weak
-and tired. She entered the railway office and bought her ticket for
-New York for that evening’s train. Then once more emerging into the
-sunshine she directed her steps to the car which would take her to her
-sisters. She had decided to spend her last day in San Francisco with
-them. As the car whisked her up the hills she carefully pondered on how
-much she would tell them, where truth was advisable and where fiction
-would serve a better purpose.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-THE STORM CENTER MOVES
-
-
-As soon as Berny had left his office Bill Cannon wrote a note to
-Mrs. Ryan, telling her of the interview he had just had with her
-daughter-in-law. He did not mention the check, simply stating Berny’s
-decision to accept their proposal and leave her husband. The matter was
-of too intimate a nature to trust to the telephone and he sent the note
-by one of his own clerks, who had instructions to wait for an answer,
-as the old man did not know what Mrs. Ryan might already have heard
-from Dominick.
-
-It threw its recipient into a state of agitated, quivering exultation.
-Mrs. Ryan had heard nothing from her son, and her hopes of the
-separation had sunk to the lowest ebb. Not so prudent as Cannon, she
-called up Dominick at the bank, asking him if it were true that his
-wife had left him, and beseeching him simply to tell her “yes” or “no.”
-The young man, hampered by the publicity of his surroundings and his
-promise to Berny, answered her with the utmost brevity, telling her
-that there had been a change in his domestic life but that he could not
-enter into details now. He begged her to ask him no further questions
-as he would be at home at three o’clock that afternoon, when he would
-explain the whole matter to her.
-
-She wrote this to the Bonanza King and sent it by his waiting
-messenger. The old man felt relieved when he read the letter. He was
-confident now that Berny had not deceived him. She had told the truth,
-and was leaving the town and her husband, for what reason he could not
-yet be sure, but there seemed no doubt that she was going. They would
-ignore the subject before Rose, and, in the course of time, Dominick
-would break down the unflinching resistance she had threatened to make
-to his suit. The old man felt buoyant and exhilarated. It looked as if
-things were at last going their way.
-
-He sent a message to Mrs. Ryan, asking her to let him know as soon as
-possible what Dominick said, and waited in his office in a state of
-tension very foreign to his usual iron stolidity. It was four o’clock
-before word came from her in the form of a telephone message, demanding
-his presence at her house at the earliest possible moment. He responded
-to it at once, and in the sitting-room of the Ryan mansion heard from
-Dominick’s own lips the story of his false and tragic marriage.
-
-The old man listened, unwinking, speechless, immovable. It was the one
-thing he had never thought of, a solution of the situation that was as
-completely unexpected to him as death would have been. He said nothing
-to Dominick about the money he had given Berny, did not mention having
-seen her. A sharp observer might have noticed that he looked a little
-blank, that, the first shock of surprise over, there was a slight
-expression of wandering attention in his eye, a suggestion of mental
-faculties inwardly focusing on an unseen point, about his manner.
-
-He walked home, deeply thinking, abashed a little by the ease with
-which Fate unties the knots that man’s clumsy fingers work over in
-vain. And it was untied. They were free--the boy and girl he loved--to
-realize his and their own dreams. It would need no years of wooing to
-melt Rose from stony resistance. Nobody had been sacrificed.
-
-He felt a sense of gratitude toward Berny. Down in his heart he
-was conscious of a stirring of something that was kindly, almost
-affectionate, toward her. It did not require a great stretch of
-imagination to see himself and her as two knowing, world-battered
-rogues who had combined to let youth and innocence have their
-happiness. He could almost feel the partnership with her she had spoken
-of, a sort of bond of Masonic understanding, a kindred attitude in
-matters of ethics. They had a mutually low estimate of human nature,
-a bold, cool unscrupulousness, a daring courage that never faltered.
-In fact, he was sorry he had not given Berny the whole fifty thousand
-dollars.
-
-“She could have got it out of me,” he said to himself, pondering
-pensively. “If she’d stuck out for it I’d have given it to her. And she
-might just as well have had it.”
-
-That evening for the first time in nearly three years Dominick Ryan
-dined with his mother in the great dining-room of the Ryan mansion.
-Cornelia was out with Jack Duffy, so Mrs. Ryan had her boy all to
-herself and she beamed and glowed and gloated on him as he sat opposite
-her, the reddened light of the candles falling on his beloved, familiar
-face.
-
-After dinner they went into the sitting-room, the sanctum with the
-ebonized cherry furniture where the family always retired when
-important matters were afoot. Here, side by side, they sat before the
-fireplace with the portrait of the late Cornelius Ryan looking benignly
-down on them. They did not talk much. The subject of the young man’s
-marriage had been thoroughly gone over in the afternoon. Later on, his
-mother would extract from him further particulars, till she would be as
-conversant with that miserable chapter of his life as if she had lived
-it herself.
-
-To-night they were both in the quiescent state that follows turmoil
-and strife. They sat close together, staring into space, now and then
-dropping one of the short disconnected sentences that indicate a fused,
-understanding intimacy. The young man’s body was limp in his chair, his
-mind lulled in the restorative lethargy, the suspension of activities,
-that follows a struggle. His thoughts shrank shudderingly from the
-past, and did not seek to penetrate the future. He rested in a torpor
-of relief through which a dreamy sense of happiness came dimly, as if
-in the faintest, most delicate whispers.
-
-His mother’s musings were definite and practical. She could now make
-that settlement, share and share alike, on both children that she
-had long desired--Cornelia’s would be a dowry on her wedding day and
-Dominick’s--well, Dominick had had hard times enough. She would go down
-to-morrow morning and see her lawyer about it.
-
-At the same hour, in the house of the other rich man, the Bonanza King,
-having driven the servants from the room with violent words that did
-not indicate bad humor so much as high spirits, told his daughter the
-story. He told it shortly, hardly more than the main facts, and when it
-was concluded, forbore to make comments or, in fact, to look at her.
-It was a great deliverance, but he was not quite sure that his darling
-would experience the frank, unadulterated joy that had possessed both
-himself and Mrs. Ryan without restraining qualms. He did not know what
-to say to Rose. There were mysterious complexities in her character
-that made him decide to confine his statement to a recital of facts,
-eliminating those candid expressions of feeling which he could permit
-himself when talking to Mrs. Ryan or Berny.
-
-As soon as he had told it all he rose from his chair as if ending the
-interview. His daughter rose too, pale and silent, and he put his arm
-round her shoulders and pressed her against his chest in a good-night
-hug. She kissed him and went up stairs to her own rooms, and he
-returned to his arm-chair at the end of the dining-table. Here, as was
-his wont, he sat smoking and pondering, turning over in his head the
-various aspects of the curious story and its unexpected outcome. Once,
-as the memory of Berny weeping into his handkerchief recurred to him,
-he stirred uneasily and muttered to himself,
-
-“Why didn’t the damned fool stick out for the whole fifty thousand? I’d
-have given it to her as soon as not.”
-
-Meantime the storm center, the focus round which the hopes and angers
-and fears of this little group had circled, was speeding eastward in
-the darkness of the early night. Berny sat in the corner of her section
-with her luggage piled high on the seat before her, a pillow behind her
-head. In the brightly clear light, intensified by reflections from
-glazed woodwork and the surfaces of mirrors, she looked less haggard,
-calmer and steadier, than she had looked for many weeks. Relief was at
-her heart. Now that she had turned her back on it she realized how she
-had hated it all--the flat, the isolation, the unsuccessful struggle,
-Dominick and his superior ways.
-
-The excitement of change, the desire of the new, the unfamiliar, the
-untried, which had taken her far afield once before, sang in her blood
-and whispered its siren song in her ear. She had missed a fortune, but
-still she had something. She was not plunging penniless into the great
-outside world, and she pressed her hand against her chest where the
-thirty-five thousand dollars was sewed into the lining of her bodice.
-Thirty-five thousand dollars! It was a good deal if it wasn’t three
-hundred thousand.
-
-As the train thundered on through the darkness she saw before her the
-lights of great cities, and heard the call of liberty, the call of the
-nomad and the social vagabond, the call of the noisy thoroughfare, of
-the bright places, of the tumult and the crowd. The roving passion of
-the wanderer, to whom the spell of home is faint as a whisper in the
-night, passed into her veins like the invigorating heat of wine. She
-exulted in the sense of her freedom, in the magic of adventure, in the
-wild independence of the unknown.
-
-
-
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