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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Marlborough and Other Poems, by
-Charles Hamilton Sorley
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-Title: Marlborough and Other Poems
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-POEMS ***
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- Marlborough
-
- and other poems
-
- CAMBRIDGE UNIVERSITY PRESS C. F. CLAY, MANAGER
- London: FETTER LANE. E.C. Edinburgh: 100 PRINCES STREET
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-
- Marlborough
-
- and other poems
-
- by
-
- CHARLES HAMILTON SORLEY
-
- LATE OF MARLBOROUGH COLLEGE
- SOMETIME CAPTAIN IN THE SUFFOLK REGIMENT
-
- _Third edition
- with illustrations in prose_
-
-
- Cambridge:
- at the University Press
- 1916
-
- _Published, January 1916_
- _Second edition, slightly enlarged, February 1916_
- _Reprinted, February, April, May 1916_
- _Third edition, with illustrations in prose, October 1916_
-
-
-
-
-PREFACE
-
-
-What was said concerning the author in the preface to the first edition
-may be repeated here. He was born at Old Aberdeen on 19 May 1895. From
-1900 onwards his home was in Cambridge. He was at Marlborough College
-from September 1908 till December 1913, when he was elected to a
-scholarship at University College, Oxford. After leaving school he spent
-a little more than six months in Germany, returning home on the outbreak
-of war. He was gazetted Second Lieutenant in the Seventh (Service)
-Battalion of the Suffolk Regiment in August 1914, Lieutenant in
-November, and Captain in the following August. His battalion was sent to
-France on 30 May. He was killed in action near Hulluch on 13 October
-1915. “Being made perfect in a little while, he fulfilled long years.”
-
-Many readers have asked for further information about the author or
-contributions from his pen. I am not able to give all that is asked for;
-but in this edition I have done what I can to meet the wishes of my
-correspondents by appending to the poems a certain number of
-illustrations in prose. With the exception of a few sentences from an
-early essay, these prose passages are all taken from his letters to his
-family and friends. They have been selected as illustrating some idea or
-subject mentioned in the poems and prominent in his own mind. But the
-relevancy is not always very close; the moods of the moment are
-sometimes expressed rather than matured judgments; and it has to be
-remembered that what was written was not intended for other eyes than
-those of the person to whom it was addressed.
-
-With the poems it is different; and, had he lived, he would probably
-himself have published a selection of them with such revision as he
-deemed advisable. But when a suggestion about printing was made to him,
-soon after he had entered upon his life in the trenches of Flanders, he
-put the proposal aside as premature, adding “Besides, this is no time
-for oliveyards and vineyards, more especially of the small-holdings
-type. For three years or the duration of the war, let be.” His warfare
-is now accomplished, and his relatives have felt themselves free to
-publish.
-
-The original order of the poems is retained in this edition. The first
-place is assigned to the title-poem; some early poems are printed at the
-end; the other contents are arranged in the order of their composition,
-as nearly as that order could be ascertained. When the date given
-includes the day of the month, it has been taken from the author’s
-manuscript; some of the other dates are approximate. Of the undated
-poems, XIII to XVI were received from him in October 1914, XVII to XXIV
-in April 1915, XXVII was found in his kit sent back from France, and
-XXVIII (which appeared for the first time in the second edition) was
-sent to a friend towards the end of July 1915. A single piece of
-imaginative prose has been included amongst the poems.
-
-Some further information regarding them has been obtained recently. XVI
-was written when he was at the Officers’ Training Camp at Churn early in
-September 1914, and XVII a few days later, XV had its origin in his
-journey from Churn to join his regiment at Shorncliffe on 18 September.
-The first draft of it was sent to a friend soon afterwards with the
-words: “enclosed the poem which eventually came out of the first day of
-term at Paddington. Not much trace of the origin left; but I think it
-should get a prize for being the first poem written since August 4th
-that isn’t patriotic.” This draft differs slightly from the final form
-of the poem, and instead of the present title (“Whom therefore we
-ignorantly worship”), it is preceded by the verse “And these all, having
-obtained a good report through faith, received not the promise.” The
-poem called “Lost” (XXIV) was sent to the same friend in December 1914.
-“I have tried for long,” he wrote, “to express in words the impression
-that the land north of Marlborough must leave”; and he added,
-“Simplicity, paucity of words, monotony almost, and mystery are
-necessary. I think I have got it at last.” The signpost, which figures
-here as well as elsewhere in the poems, stands at “the junction of the
-grass tracks on the Aldbourne down--to Ogbourne, Marlborough,
-Mildenhall, and Aldbourne. It stands up quite alone.”
-
-Three of the poems at least--II, VIII, and XII--were written entirely in
-the open air. Concerning one of these he said, “‘Autumn Dawn’ has too
-much copy from Meredith in it, but I value it as being (with ‘Return’) a
-memento of my walk to Marlborough last September [1913].” Sending his
-“occasional budget” in April 1915 he said, “You will notice that most of
-what I have written is as hurried and angular as the handwriting:
-written out at different times and dirty with my pocket: but I have had
-no time for the final touch nor seem likely to have for some time, and
-so send them as they are. Nor have I had time to think out (as I usually
-do) a rigorous selection as fit for other eyes. So these are my
-explanations of the fall in quality. I like ‘Le Revenant’ best, being
-very interested in the previous and future experience of the character
-concerned: but it sadly needs the file.”
-
-The letter in verse, fragments of which are given on pages 73-78, was
-sent anonymously to an older friend whose connexion with Marlborough is
-commemorated in the poem entitled “J. B.” J. B. discovered the
-authorship of the epistle by sending the envelope to a Marlborough
-master, and replied in the words which, by his permission, are printed
-on the opposite page.
-
-RIGHT
-W. R. S.
-
- _21 September 1916._
-
-
- From far away there comes a Voice,
- Singing its song across the sea--
- Song to make man’s heart rejoice--
- Of Marlborough and the Odyssey.
-
- A voice that sings of Now and Then,
- Of minstrel joys and tiny towns,
- Of flowering thyme and fighting men,
- Of Sparta’s sands and Marlborough’s Downs.
-
- God grant, dear Voice, one day again
- We see those Downs in April weather,
- And snuff the breeze, and smell the rain,
- And stand in C House Porch together!
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
-
-I Marlborough 1
-
-II Barbury Camp 5
-
-III What you will 9
-
-IV Rooks 12
-
-V Rooks (II) 13
-
-VI Stones 16
-
-VII East Kennet Church at Evening 18
-
-VIII Autumn Dawn 21
-
-IX Return 25
-
-X Richard Jefferies 27
-
-XI J. B. 29
-
-XII The Other Wise Man 31
-
-XIII The Song of the Ungirt Runners 40
-
-XIV German Rain 42
-
-XV Whom therefore we ignorantly worship 43
-
-XVI To Poets 44
-
-XVII “A hundred thousand million mites we go” 46
-
-XVIII Deus loquitur 48
-
-XIX Two Songs from Ibsen’s Dramatic Poems 50
-
-XX “If I have suffered pain” 53
-
-XXI To Germany 56
-
-XXII “All the hills and vales along” 57
-
-XXIII Le Revenant 60
-
-XXIV Lost 64
-
-XXV Expectans expectavi 65
-
-XXVI Two Sonnets 67
-
-XXVII A Sonnet 69
-
-XXVIII “There is such change in all those fields” 70
-
-XXIX “I have not brought my Odyssey” 73
-
-XXX In Memoriam S.C.W., V.C. 79
-
-XXXI Behind the Lines 80
-
- Earlier Poems:
-
-XXXII A Call to Action 87
-
-XXXIII Rain 91
-
-XXXIV A Tale of Two Careers 95
-
-XXXV Peace 100
-
-XXXVI The River 103
-
-XXXVII The Seekers 107
-
- Illustrations in prose 111
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-MARLBOROUGH
-
-
-I
-
- Crouched where the open upland billows down
- Into the valley where the river flows,
- She is as any other country town,
- That little lives or marks or hears or knows.
-
- And she can teach but little. She has not
- The wonder and the surging and the roar
- Of striving cities. Only things forgot
- That once were beautiful, but now no more,
-
- Has she to give us. Yet to one or two
- She first brought knowledge, and it was for her
- To open first our eyes, until we knew
- How great, immeasurably great, we were.
-
- I, who have walked along her downs in dreams,
- And known her tenderness, and felt her might,
- And sometimes by her meadows and her streams
- Have drunk deep-storied secrets of delight,
-
- Have had my moments there, when I have been
- Unwittingly aware of something more.
- Some beautiful aspect, that I had seen
- With mute unspeculative eyes before;
-
- Have had my times, when, though the earth did wear
- Her self-same trees and grasses, I could see
- The revelation that is always there,
- But somehow is not always clear to me.
-
-
-II
-
- So, long ago, one halted on his way
- And sent his company and cattle on;
- His caravans trooped darkling far away
- Into the night, and he was left alone.
-
- And he was left alone. And, lo, a man
- There wrestled with him till the break of day.
- The brook was silent and the night was wan.
- And when the dawn was come, he passed away.
-
- The sinew of the hollow of his thigh
- Was shrunken, as he wrestled there alone.
- The brook was silent, but the dawn was nigh.
- The stranger named him Israel and was gone.
-
- And the sun rose on Jacob; and he knew
- That he was no more Jacob, but had grown
- A more immortal vaster spirit, who
- Had seen God face to face, and still lived on.
-
- The plain that seemed to stretch away to God,
- The brook that saw and heard and knew no fear,
- Were now the self-same soul as he who stood
- And waited for his brother to draw near.
-
- For God had wrestled with him, and was gone.
- He looked around, and only God remained.
- The dawn, the desert, he and God were one.
- --And Esau came to meet him, travel-stained.
-
-
-III
-
- So, there, when sunset made the downs look new
- And earth gave up her colours to the sky,
- And far away the little city grew
- Half into sight, new-visioned was my eye.
-
- I, who have lived, and trod her lovely earth,
- Raced with her winds and listened to her birds,
- Have cared but little for their worldly worth
- Nor sought to put my passion into words.
-
- But now it’s different; and I have no rest
- Because my hand must search, dissect and spell
- The beauty that is better not expressed,
- The thing that all can feel, but none can tell.
-
- _1 March 1914_
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-BARBURY CAMP
-
-
- We burrowed night and day with tools of lead,
- Heaped the bank up and cast it in a ring
- And hurled the earth above. And Caesar said,
- “Why, it is excellent. I like the thing.”
- We, who are dead,
- Made it, and wrought, and Caesar liked the thing.
-
- And here we strove, and here we felt each vein
- Ice-bound, each limb fast-frozen, all night long.
- And here we held communion with the rain
- That lashed us into manhood with its thong,
- Cleansing through pain.
- And the wind visited us and made us strong.
-
- Up from around us, numbers without name,
- Strong men and naked, vast, on either hand
- Pressing us in, they came. And the wind came
- And bitter rain, turning grey all the land.
- That was our game,
- To fight with men and storms, and it was grand.
-
- For many days we fought them, and our sweat
- Watered the grass, making it spring up green,
- Blooming for us. And, if the wind was wet,
- Our blood wetted the wind, making it keen
- With the hatred
- And wrath and courage that our blood had been.
-
- So, fighting men and winds and tempests, hot
- With joy and hate and battle-lust, we fell
- Where we fought. And God said, “Killed at last then? What?
- Ye that are too strong for heaven, too clean for hell,
- (God said) stir not.
- This be your heaven, or, if ye will, your hell.”
-
- So again we fight and wrestle, and again
- Hurl the earth up and cast it in a ring.
- But when the wind comes up, driving the rain
- (Each rain-drop a fiery steed), and the mists rolling
- Up from the plain,
- This wild procession, this impetuous thing,
-
- Hold us amazed. We mount the wind-cars, then
- Whip up the steeds and drive through all the world.
- Searching to find somewhere some brethren.
- Sons of the winds and waters of the world.
- We, who were men.
- Have sought, and found no men in all this world.
-
- Wind, that has blown here always ceaselessly.
- Bringing, if any man can understand,
- Might to the mighty, freedom to the free;
- Wind, that has caught us, cleansed us, made us grand
- Wind that is we
- (We that were men)--make men in all this land,
- That so may live and wrestle and hate that when
- They fall at last exultant, as we fell,
- And come to God, God may say, “Do you come then
- Mildly enquiring, is it heaven or hell?
- Why! Ye were men!
- Back to your winds and rains. Be these your heaven and hell!”
-
- _24 March 1913_
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-WHAT YOU WILL
-
-
- O come and see, it’s such a sight,
- So many boys all doing right:
- To see them underneath the yoke,
- Blindfolded by the elder folk,
- Move at a most impressive rate
- Along the way that is called straight.
- O, it is comforting to know
- They’re in the way they ought to go.
- But don’t you think it’s far more gay
- To see them slowly leave the way
- And limp and loose themselves and fall?
- O, that’s the nicest thing of all.
- I love to see this sight, for then
- I know they are becoming men,
- And they are tiring of the shrine
- Where things are really not divine.
-
- I do not know if it seems brave
- The youthful spirit to enslave,
- And hedge about, lest it should grow.
- I don’t know if it’s better so
- In the long end. I only know
- That when I have a son of mine,
- He shan’t be made to droop and pine.
- Bound down and forced by rule and rod
- To serve a God who is no God.
- But I’ll put custom on the shelf
- And make him find his God himself.
-
- Perhaps he’ll find him in a tree,
- Some hollow trunk, where you can see.
- Perhaps the daisies in the sod
- Will open out and show him God.
- Or will he meet him in the roar
- Of breakers as they beat the shore?
- Or in the spiky stars that shine?
- Or in the rain (where I found mine)?
- Or in the city’s giant moan?
- --A God who will be all his own,
- To whom he can address a prayer
- And love him, for he is so fair,
- And see with eyes that are not dim
- And build a temple meet for him.
-
- _June 1913_
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-ROOKS
-
-
- There, where the rusty iron lies,
- The rooks are cawing all the day.
- Perhaps no man, until he dies,
- Will understand them, what they say.
-
- The evening makes the sky like clay.
- The slow wind waits for night to rise.
- The world is half-content. But they
-
- Still trouble all the trees with cries,
- That know, and cannot put away,
- The yearning to the soul that flies
- From day to night, from night to day.
-
- _21 June 1913_
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-ROOKS (II)
-
-
- There is such cry in all these birds,
- More than can ever be express’d;
- If I should put it into words,
- You would agree it were not best
- To wake such wonder from its rest.
-
- But since to-night the world is still
- And only they and I astir,
- We are united, will to will,
- By bondage tighter, tenderer
- Than any lovers ever were.
-
- And if, of too much labouring.
- All that I see around should die
- (There is such sleep in each green thing,
- Such weariness in all the sky),
- We would live on, these birds and I.
-
- Yet how? since everything must pass
- At evening with the sinking sun,
- And Christ is gone, and Barabbas,
- Judas and Jesus, gone, clean gone,
- Then how shall I live on?
-
- Yet surely, Judas must have heard
- Amidst his torments the long cry
- Of some lone Israelitish bird,
- And on it, ere he went to die,
- Thrown all his spirit’s agony.
-
- And that immortal cry which welled
- For Judas, ever afterwards
- Passion on passion still has swelled
- And sweetened, till to-night these birds
- Will take my words, will take my words,
-
- And wrapping them in music meet
- Will sing their spirit through the sky,
- Strange and unsatisfied and sweet--
- That, when stock-dead am I, am I,
- O, these will never die!
-
- _July 1913_
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-STONES
-
-
- This field is almost white with stone
- That cumber all its thirsty crust.
- And underneath, I know, are bones.
- And all around is death and dust.
-
- And if you love a livelier hue--
- O, if you love the youth of year,
- When all is clean and green and new,
- Depart. There is no summer here.
-
- Albeit, to me there lingers yet
- In this forbidding stony dress
- The impotent and dim regret
- For some forgotten restlessness.
-
- Dumb, imperceptibly astir,
- These relics of an ancient race,
- These men, in whom the dead bones were,
- Still fortifying their resting-place.
-
- Their field of life was white with stones;
- Good fruit to earth they never brought.
- O, in these bleached and buried bones
- Was neither love nor faith nor thought.
-
- But like the wind in this bleak place,
- Bitter and bleak and sharp they grew.
- And bitterly they ran their race,
- A brutal, bad, unkindly crew:
-
- Souls like the dry earth, hearts like stone.
- Brains like that barren bramble-tree:
- Stern, sterile, senseless, mute, unknown--
- But bold, O, bolder far than we!
-
- _14 July 1913_
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-EAST KENNET CHURCH AT EVENING
-
-
- I stood amongst the corn, and watched
- The evening coming down.
- The rising vale was like a queen,
- And the dim church her crown.
-
- Crown-like it stood against the hills.
- Its form was passing fair.
- I almost saw the tribes go up
- To offer incense there.
-
- And far below the long vale stretched.
- As a sleeper she did seem
- That after some brief restlessness
- Has now begun to dream.
-
- (All day the wakefulness of men,
- Their lives and labours brief,
- Have broken her long troubled sleep.
- Now, evening brings relief.)
-
- There was no motion there, nor sound.
- She did not seem to rise.
- Yet was she wrapping herself in
- Her grey of night-disguise.
-
- For now no church nor tree nor fold
- Was visible to me:
- Only that fading into one
- Which God must sometimes see.
-
- No coloured glory streaked the sky
- To mark the sinking sun.
- There was no redness in the west
- To tell that day was done.
-
- Only, the greyness of the eve
- Grew fuller than before.
- And, in its fulness, it made one
- Of what had once been more.
-
- There was much beauty in that sight
- That man must not long see.
- God dropped the kindly veil of night
- Between its end and me.
-
- _24 July 1913_
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-AUTUMN DAWN
-
-
- And this is morning. Would you think
- That this was the morning, when the land
- Is full of heavy eyes that blink
- Half-opened, and the tall trees stand
- Too tired to shake away the drops
- Of passing night that cling around
- Their branches and weigh down their tops:
- And the grey sky leans on the ground?
- The thrush sings once or twice, but stops
- Affrighted by the silent sound.
- The sheep, scarce moving, munches, moans.
- The slow herd mumbles, thick with phlegm.
- The grey road-mender, hacking stones,
- Is now become as one of them.
- Old mother Earth has rubbed her eyes
- And stayed, so senseless, lying down.
- Old mother is too tired to rise
- And lay aside her grey nightgown,
- And come with singing and with strength
- In loud exuberance of day,
- Swift-darting. She is tired at length,
- Done up, past bearing, you would say.
- She’ll come no more in lust of strife,
- In hedges’ leap, and wild birds’ cries,
- In winds that cut you like a knife,
- In days of laughter and swift skies,
- That palpably pulsate with life,
- With life that kills, with life that dies.
- But in a morning such as this
- Is neither life nor death to see,
- Only that state which some call bliss,
- Grey hopeless immortality.
- Earth is at length bedrid. She is
- Supinest of the things that be:
- And stilly, heavy with long years,
- Brings forth such days in dumb regret,
- Immortal days, that rise in tears,
- And cannot, though they strive to, set.
-
- * * * * *
-
- The mists do move. The wind takes breath.
- The sun appeareth over there,
- And with red fingers hasteneth
- From Earth’s grey bed the clothes to tear,
- And strike the heavy mist’s dank tent.
- And Earth uprises with a sigh.
- She is astir. She is not spent.
- And yet she lives and yet can die.
- The grey road-mender from the ditch
- Looks up. He has not looked before.
- The stunted tree sways like the witch
- It was: ’tis living witch once more.
- The winds are washen. In the deep
- Dew of the morn they’ve washed. The skies
- Are changing dress. The clumsy sheep
- Bound, and earth’s many bosoms rise,
- And earth’s green tresses spring and leap
- About her brow. The earth has eyes,
- The earth has voice, the earth has breath,
- As o’er the land and through the air,
- With wingéd sandals, Life and Death
- Speed hand in hand--that winsome pair!
-
- _16 September 1913_
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-RETURN
-
-
- Still stand the downs so wise and wide?
- Still shake the trees their tresses grey?
- I thought their beauty might have died
- Since I had been away.
-
- I might have known the things I love,
- The winds, the flocking birds’ full cry,
- The trees that toss, the downs that move,
- Were longer things than I.
-
- Lo, earth that bows before the wind,
- With wild green children overgrown,
- And all her bosoms, many-whinned,
- Receive me as their own.
-
- The birds are hushed and fled: the cows
- Have ceased at last to make long moan.
- They only think to browse and browse
- Until the night is grown.
-
- The wind is stiller than it was,
- And dumbness holds the closing day.
- The earth says not a word, because
- It has no word to say.
-
- The dear soft grasses under foot
- Are silent to the listening ear.
- Yet beauty never can be mute,
- And some will always hear.
-
- _18 September 1913_
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-RICHARD JEFFERIES
-
-(LIDDINGTON CASTLE)
-
-
- I see the vision of the Vale
- Rise teeming to the rampart Down,
- The fields and, far below, the pale
- Red-roofédness of Swindon town.
-
- But though I see all things remote,
- I cannot see them with the eyes
- With which ere now the man from Coate
- Looked down and wondered and was wise.
-
- He knew the healing balm of night,
- The strong and sweeping joy of day,
- The sensible and dear delight
- Of life, the pity of decay.
-
- And many wondrous words he wrote,
- And something good to man he showed,
- About the entering in of Coate,
- There, on the dusty Swindon road.
-
- _19 September 1913_
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-J. B.
-
-
- There’s still a horse on Granham hill,
- And still the Kennet moves, and still
- Four Miler sways and is not still.
- But where is her interpreter?
-
- The downs are blown into dismay,
- The stunted trees seem all astray,
- Looking for someone clad in grey
- And carrying a golf-club thing;
-
- Who, them when he had lived among,
- Gave them what they desired, a tongue.
- Their words he gave them to be sung
- Perhaps were few, but they were true.
-
- The trees, the downs, on either hand,
- Still stand, as he said they would stand.
- But look, the rain in all the land
- Makes all things dim with tears of him.
-
- And recently the Kennet croons,
- And winds are playing widowed tunes.
- --He has not left our “toun o’ touns,”
- But taken it away with him!
-
- _October 1913_
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-THE OTHER WISE MAN
-
-
- (SCENE: _A valley with a wood on one side and a road running up to
- a distant hill: as it might be, the valley to the east of West
- Woods, that runs up to Oare Hill, only much larger._ TIME: _Autumn.
- Four wise men are marching hillward along the road._)
-
- ONE WISE MAN
-
- I wonder where the valley ends?
- On, comrades, on.
-
- ANOTHER WISE MAN
-
- The rain-red road,
- Still shining sinuously, bends
- Leagues upwards.
-
- A THIRD WISE MAN
-
- To the hill, O friends,
- To seek the star that once has glowed
- Before us; turning not to right
- Nor left, nor backward once looking.
- Till we have clomb--and with the night
- We see the King.
-
- ALL THE WISE MEN
-
- The King! The King!
-
- THE THIRD WISE MAN
-
- Long is the road but--
-
- A FOURTH WISE MAN
-
- Brother, see,
- There, to the left, a very aisle
- Composed of every sort of tree--
-
- THE FIRST WISE MAN
-
- Still onward--
-
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
-
- Oak and beech and birch,
- Like a church, but homelier than church,
- The black trunks for its walls of tile;
- Its roof, old leaves; its floor, beech nuts;
- The squirrels its congregation--
-
- THE SECOND WISE MAN
-
- Tuts!
- For still we journey--
-
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
-
- But the sun weaves
- A water-web across the grass,
- Binding their tops. You must not pass
- The water cobweb.
-
- THE THIRD WISE MAN
-
- Hush! I say.
- Onward and upward till the day--
-
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
-
- Brother, that tree has crimson leaves.
- You’ll never see its like again.
- Don’t miss it. Look, it’s bright with rain--
-
- THE FIRST WISE MAN
-
- O prating tongue. On, on.
-
- THE FOURTH WISE MAN
-
- And there
- A toad-stool, nay, a goblin stool.
- No toad sat on a thing so fair.
- Wait, while I pluck--and there’s--and here’s
- A whole ring ... what?... berries?
-
-(_The Fourth Wise Man drops behind, botanizing._)
-
- THE WISEST OF THE REMAINING THREE WISE MEN
-
- O fool!
- Fool, fallen in this vale of tears
- His hand had touched the plough: his eyes
- Looked back: no more with us, his peers,
- He’ll climb the hill and front the skies
- And see the Star, the King, the Prize.
- But we, the seekers, we who see
- Beyond the mists of transiency--
- Our feet down in the valley still
- Are set, our eyes are on the hill.
- Last night the star of God has shone,
- And so we journey, up and on,
- With courage clad, with swiftness shod,
- All thoughts of earth behind us cast,
- Until we see the lights of God,
- --And what will be the crown at last?
-
- ALL THREE WISE MEN
-
- On, on.
-
-(_They pass on: it is already evening when the Other Wise Man limps
-along the road, still botanizing._)
-
- THE OTHER WISE MAN
-
- A vale of tears, they said!
- A valley made of woes and fears,
- To be passed by with muffled head
- Quickly. I have not seen the tears,
- Unless they take the rain for tears,
- And certainly the place is wet.
- Rain laden leaves are ever licking
- Your cheeks and hands ... I can’t get on.
- There’s a toad-stool that wants picking.
- There, just there, a little up,
- What strange things to look upon
- With pink hood and orange cup!
- And there are acorns, yellow--green ...
- They said the King was at the end.
- They must have been
- Wrong. For here, here, I intend
- To search for him, for surely here
- Are all the wares of the old year,
- And all the beauty and bright prize,
- And all God’s colours meetly showed,
- Green for the grass, blue for the skies,
- Red for the rain upon the road;
- And anything you like for trees,
- But chiefly yellow brown and gold,
- Because the year is growing old
- And loves to paint her children these.
- I tried to follow ... but, what do you think?
- The mushrooms here are pink!
- And there’s old clover with black polls
- Black-headed clover, black as coals,
- And toad-stools, sleek as ink!
- And there are such heaps of little turns
- Off the road, wet with old rain:
- Each little vegetable lane
- Of moss and old decaying ferns,
- Beautiful in decay,
- Snatching a beauty from whatever may
- Be their lot, dark-red and luscious: till there pass’d
- Over the many-coloured earth a grey
- Film. It was evening coming down at last.
- And all things hid their faces, covering up
- Their peak or hood or bonnet or bright cup
- In greyness, and the beauty faded fast,
- With all the many-coloured coat of day.
- Then I looked up, and lo! the sunset sky
- Had taken the beauty from the autumn earth.
- Such colour, O such colour, could not die.
- The trees stood black against such revelry
- Of lemon-gold and purple and crimson dye.
- And even as the trees, so I
- Stood still and worshipped, though by evening’s birth
- I should have capped the hills and seen the King.
- The King? The King?
- I must be miles away from my journey’s end;
- The others must be now nearing
- The summit, glad. By now they wend
- Their way far, far, ahead, no doubt.
- I wonder if they’ve reached the end.
- If they have, I have not heard them shout.
-
- _1 December 1913_
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-THE SONG OF THE UNGIRT RUNNERS
-
-
- We swing ungirded hips,
- And lightened are our eyes,
- The rain is on our lips,
- We do not run for prize.
- We know not whom we trust
- Nor whitherward we fare,
- But we run because we must
- Through the great wide air.
-
- The waters of the seas
- Are troubled as by storm.
- The tempest strips the trees
- And does not leave them warm.
- Does the tearing tempest pause?
- Do the tree-tops ask it why?
- So we run without a cause
- ’Neath the big bare sky.
-
- The rain is on our lips,
- We do not run for prize.
- But the storm the water whips
- And the wave howls to the skies.
- The winds arise and strike it
- And scatter it like sand,
- And we run because we like it
- Through the broad bright land.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-GERMAN RAIN
-
-
- The heat came down and sapped away my powers.
- The laden heat came down and drowned my brain,
- Till through the weight of overcoming hours
- I felt the rain.
-
- Then suddenly I saw what more to see
- I never thought: old things renewed, retrieved.
- The rain that fell in England fell on me,
- And I believed.
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-WHOM THEREFORE WE IGNORANTLY WORSHIP
-
-
- These things are silent. Though it may be told
- Of luminous deeds that lighten land and sea,
- Strong sounding actions with broad minstrelsy
- Of praise, strange hazards and adventures bold,
- We hold to the old things that grow not old:
- Blind, patient, hungry, hopeless (without fee
- Of all our hunger and unhope are we),
- To the first ultimate instinct, to God we hold.
-
- They flicker, glitter, flicker. But we bide,
- We, the blind weavers of an intense fate,
- Asking but this--that we may be denied:
- Desiring only desire insatiate,
- Unheard, unnamed, unnoticed, crucified
- To our unutterable faith, we wait.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-TO POETS
-
-
- We are the homeless, even as you,
- Who hope and never can begin.
- Our hearts are wounded through and through
- Like yours, but our hearts bleed within.
- We too make music, but our tones
- ’Scape not the barrier of our bones.
-
- We have no comeliness like you.
- We toil, unlovely, and we spin.
- We start, return: we wind, undo:
- We hope, we err, we strive, we sin,
- We love: your love’s not greater, but
- The lips of our love’s might stay shut.
-
- We have the evil spirits too
- That shake our soul with battle-din.
- But we have an eviller spirit than you
- We have a dumb spirit within:
- The exceeding bitter agony
- But not the exceeding bitter cry.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
- A hundred thousand million mites we go
- Wheeling and tacking o’er the eternal plain,
- Some black with death--and some are white with woe.
- Who sent us forth? Who takes us home again?
-
- And there is sound of hymns of praise--to whom?
- And curses--on whom curses?--snap the air.
- And there is hope goes hand in hand with gloom.
- And blood and indignation and despair.
-
- And there is murmuring of the multitude
- And blindness and great blindness, until some
- Step forth and challenge blind Vicissitude
- Who tramples on them: so that fewer come.
-
- And nations, ankle-deep in love or hate,
- Throw darts or kisses all the unwitting hour
- Beside the ominous unseen tide of fate;
- And there is emptiness and drink and power.
-
- And some are mounted on swift steeds of thought
- And some drag sluggish feet of stable toil.
- Yet all, as though they furiously sought,
- Twist turn and tussle, close and cling and coil.
-
- A hundred thousand million mites we sway
- Writhing and tossing on the eternal plain,
- Some black with death--but most are bright with Day!
- Who sent us forth? Who brings us home again?
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-DEUS LOQUITUR
-
-
- That’s what I am: a thing of no desire,
- With no path to discover and no plea
- To offer up, so be my altar fire
- May burn before the hearth continuously,
- To be
- For wayward men a steadfast light to see.
-
- They know me in the morning of their days,
- But ere noontide forsake me, to discern
- New lore and hear new riddles. But moonrays
- Bring them back footsore, humble, bent, a-burn
- To turn
- And warm them by my fire which they did spurn.
-
- They flock together like tired birds. “We sought
- Full many stars in many skies to see.
- But ever knowledge disappointment brought.
- Thy light alone, Lord, burneth steadfastly.”
- Ah me!
- Then it is I who fain would wayward be.
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-TWO SONGS FROM IBSEN’S DRAMATIC POEMS
-
-
-I BRAND
-
- Thou trod’st the shifting sand path where man’s race is.
- The print of thy soft sandals is still clear.
- I too have trodden it those prints a-near,
- But the sea washes out my tired foot-traces.
- And all that thou hast healed and holpen here
- I yearned to heal and help and wipe the tear
- Away. But still I trod unpeopled spaces.
- I had no twelve to follow my pure paces.
- For I had thy misgivings and thy fear,
- Thy crown of scorn, thy suffering’s sharp spear,
- Thy hopes, thy longings--only not thy dear
- Love (for my crying love would no man hear),
- Thy will to love, but not thy love’s sweet graces,
- That deep firm foothold which no sea erases.
- I think that thou wast I in bygone places
- In an intense eliminated year.
- Now born again in days that are more drear
- I wander unfulfilled: and see strange faces.
-
-
-II PEER GYNT
-
- When he was young and beautiful and bold
- We hated him, for he was very strong.
- But when he came back home again, quite old,
- And wounded too, we could not hate him long.
-
- For kingliness and conquest pranced he forth
- Like some high-stepping charger bright with foam.
- And south he strode and east and west and north
- With need of crowns and never need of home.
-
- Enraged we heard high tidings of his strength
- And cursed his long forgetfulness. We swore
- That should he come back home some eve at length.
- We would deny him, we would bar the door!
-
- And then he came. The sound of those tired feet!
- And all our home and all our hearts are his,
- Where bitterness, grown weary, turns to sweet,
- And envy, purged by longing, pity is.
-
- And pillows rest beneath the withering cheek,
- And hands are laid the battered brows above,
- And he whom we had hated, waxen weak,
- First in his weakness learns a little love.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-
- If I have suffered pain
- It is because I would.
- I willed it. ’Tis no good
- To murmur or complain.
- I have not served the law
- That keeps the earth so fair
- And gives her clothes to wear
- Raiment of joy and awe.
-
- For all that bow to bless
- That law shall sure abide.
- But man shall not abide,
- And hence his gloriousness.
- Lo, evening earth doth lie
- All-beauteous and all peace.
- Man only does not cease
- From striving and from cry.
-
- Sun sets in peace: and soon
- The moon will shower her peace.
- O law-abiding moon,
- You hold your peace in fee!
- Man, leastways, will not be
- Down-bounden to these laws.
- Man’s spirit sees no cause
- To serve such laws as these.
-
- There yet are many seas
- For man to wander in.
- He yet must find out sin,
- If aught of pleasance there
- Remain for him to store,
- His rovings to increase,
- In quest of many a shore
- Forbidden still to fare.
-
- Peace sleeps the earth upon,
- And sweet peace on the hill.
- The waves that whimper still
- At their long law-serving
- (O flowing sad complaint!)
- Come on and are back drawn.
- Man only owns no king,
- Man only is not faint.
-
- You see, the earth is bound.
- You see, the man is free.
- For glorious liberty
- He suffers and would die.
- Grudge not then suffering
- Or chastisemental cry.
- O let his pain abound,
- Earth’s truant and earth’s king!
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-TO GERMANY
-
-
- You are blind like us. Your hurt no man designed,
- And no man claimed the conquest of your land.
- But gropers both through fields of thought confined
- We stumble and we do not understand.
- You only saw your future bigly planned,
- And we, the tapering paths of our own mind,
- And in each other’s dearest ways we stand,
- And hiss and hate. And the blind fight the blind.
-
- When it is peace, then we may view again
- With new-won eyes each other’s truer form
- And wonder. Grown more loving-kind and warm
- We’ll grasp firm hands and laugh at the old pain,
- When it is peace. But until peace, the storm
- The darkness and the thunder and the rain.
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-
- All the hills and vales along
- Earth is bursting into song,
- And the singers are the chaps
- Who are going to die perhaps.
- O sing, marching men,
- Till the valleys ring again.
- Give your gladness to earth’s keeping,
- So be glad, when you are sleeping.
-
- Cast away regret and rue,
- Think what you are marching to.
- Little live, great pass.
- Jesus Christ and Barabbas
- Were found the same day.
- This died, that went his way.
- So sing with joyful breath.
- For why, you are going to death.
- Teeming earth will surely store
- All the gladness that you pour.
-
- Earth that never doubts nor fears,
- Earth that knows of death, not tears,
- Earth that bore with joyful ease
- Hemlock for Socrates,
- Earth that blossomed and was glad
- ’Neath the cross that Christ had,
- Shall rejoice and blossom too
- When the bullet reaches you.
- Wherefore, men marching
- On the road to death, sing!
- Pour your gladness on earth’s head,
- So be merry, so be dead.
-
- From the hills and valleys earth
- Shouts back the sound of mirth,
- Tramp of feet and lilt of song
- Ringing all the road along.
- All the music of their going,
- Ringing swinging glad song-throwing,
- Earth will echo still, when foot
- Lies numb and voice mute.
- On, marching men, on
- To the gates of death with song,
- Sow your gladness for earth’s reaping,
- So you may be glad, though sleeping,
- Strew your gladness on earth’s bed,
- So be merry, so be dead.
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-LE REVENANT
-
-
- He trod the oft-remembered lane
- (Now smaller-seeming than before
- When first he left his father’s door
- For newer things), but still quite plain
-
- (Though half-benighted now) upstood
- Old landmarks, ghosts across the lane
- That brought the Bygone back again:
- Shorn haystacks and the rooky wood;
- The guide post, too, which once he clomb
- To read the figures: fourteen miles
- To Swindon, four to Clinton Stiles,
- And only half a mile to home:
-
- And far away the one homestead, where--
- Behind the day now not quite set
- So that he saw in silhouette
- Its chimneys still stand black and bare--
-
- He noticed that the trees were not
- So big as when he journeyed last
- That way. For greatly now he passed
- Striding above the hedges, hot
-
- With hopings, as he passed by where
- A lamp before him glanced and stayed
- Across his path, so that his shade
- Seemed like a giant’s moving there.
-
- The dullness of the sunken sun
- He marked not, nor how dark it grew,
- Nor that strange flapping bird that flew
- Above: he thought but of the One....
-
- He topped the crest and crossed the fence,
- Noticed the garden that it grew
- As erst, noticed the hen-house too
- (The kennel had been altered since).
-
- It seemed so unchanged and so still.
- (Could it but be the past arisen
- For one short night from out of prison?)
- He reached the big-bowed window-sill,
-
- Lifted the window sash with care,
- Then, gaily throwing aside the blind,
- Shouted. It was a shock to find
- That he was not remembered there.
-
- At once he felt not all his pain,
- But murmuringly apologised,
- Turned, once more sought the undersized
- Blown trees, and the long lanky lane,
-
- Wondering and pondering on, past where
- A lamp before him glanced and stayed
- Across his path, so that his shade
- Seemed like a giant’s moving there.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-LOST
-
-
- Across my past imaginings
- Has dropped a blindness silent and slow.
- My eye is bent on other things
- Than those it once did see and know.
-
- I may not think on those dear lands
- (O far away and long ago!)
- Where the old battered signpost stands
- And silently the four roads go
-
- East, west, south and north,
- And the cold winter winds do blow.
- And what the evening will bring forth
- Is not for me nor you to know.
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-EXPECTANS EXPECTAVI
-
-
- From morn to midnight, all day through,
- I laugh and play as others do,
- I sin and chatter, just the same
- As others with a different name.
-
- And all year long upon the stage
- I dance and tumble and do rage
- So vehemently, I scarcely see
- The inner and eternal me.
-
- I have a temple I do not
- Visit, a heart I have forgot,
- A self that I have never met,
- A secret shrine--and yet, and yet
- This sanctuary of my soul
- Unwitting I keep white and whole
- Unlatched and lit, if Thou should’st care
- To enter or to tarry there.
-
- With parted lips and outstretched hands
- And listening ears Thy servant stands,
- Call Thou early, call Thou late,
- To Thy great service dedicate.
-
- _May 1915_
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-TWO SONNETS
-
-
-I
-
- Saints have adored the lofty soul of you.
- Poets have whitened at your high renown.
- We stand among the many millions who
- Do hourly wait to pass your pathway down.
- You, so familiar, once were strange: we tried
- To live as of your presence unaware.
- But now in every road on every side
- We see your straight and steadfast signpost there.
-
- I think it like that signpost in my land
- Hoary and tall, which pointed me to go
- Upward, into the hills, on the right hand,
- Where the mists swim and the winds shriek and blow,
- A homeless land and friendless, but a land
- I did not know and that I wished to know.
-
-
-II
-
- Such, such is Death: no triumph: no defeat:
- Only an empty pail, a slate rubbed clean,
- A merciful putting away of what has been.
-
- And this we know: Death is not Life effete,
- Life crushed, the broken pail. We who have seen
- So marvellous things know well the end not yet.
-
- Victor and vanquished are a-one in death:
- Coward and brave: friend, foe. Ghosts do not say
- “Come, what was your record when you drew breath?”
- But a big blot has hid each yesterday
- So poor, so manifestly incomplete.
- And your bright Promise, withered long and sped,
- Is touched, stirs, rises, opens and grows sweet
- And blossoms and is you, when you are dead.
-
- _12 June 1915_
-
-
-
-
-XXVII
-
-
- When you see millions of the mouthless dead
- Across your dreams in pale battalions go,
- Say not soft things as other men have said,
- That you’ll remember. For you need not so.
- Give them not praise. For, deaf, how should they know
- It is not curses heaped on each gashed head?
- Nor tears. Their blind eyes see not your tears flow.
- Nor honour. It is easy to be dead.
- Say only this, “They are dead.” Then add thereto,
- “Yet many a better one has died before.”
- Then, scanning all the o’ercrowded mass, should you
- Perceive one face that you loved heretofore,
- It is a spook. None wears the face you knew.
- Great death has made all his for evermore.
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII
-
-
- There is such change in all those fields,
- Such motion rhythmic, ordered, free,
- Where ever-glancing summer yields
- Birth, fragrance, sunlight, immanency,
- To make us view our rights of birth.
- What shall we do? How shall we die?
- We, captives of a roaming earth,
- Mid shades that life and light deny.
- Blank summer’s surfeit heaves in mist;
- Dumb earth basks dewy-washed; while still
- We whom Intelligence has kissed
- Do make us shackles of our will.
- And yet I know in each loud brain,
- Round-clamped with laws and learning so,
- Is madness more and lust of strain
- Than earth’s jerked godlings e’er can know.
-
- The false Delilah of our brain
- Has set us round the millstone going.
- O lust of roving! lust of pain!
- Our hair will not be long in growing.
- Like blinded Samson round we go.
- We hear the grindstone groan and cry.
- Yet we are kings, we know, we know.
- What shall we do? How shall we die?
-
- Take but our pauper’s gift of birth,
- O let us from the grindstone free!
- And tread the maddening gladdening earth
- In strength close-braced with purity.
- The earth is old; we ever new.
- Our eyes should see no other sense
- Than this, eternally to DO--
- Our joy, our task, our recompense;
- Up unexploréd mountains move,
- Track tireless through great wastes afar,
- Nor slumber in the arms of love,
- Nor tremble on the brink of war;
- Make Beauty and make Rest give place,
- Mock Prudence loud--and she is gone,
- Smite Satisfaction on the face
- And tread the ghost of Ease upon.
- Light-lipped and singing press we hard
- Over old earth which now is worn,
- Triumphant, buffetted and scarred,
- By billows howled at, tempest-torn,
- Toward blue horizons far away
- (Which do not give the rest we need,
- But some long strife, more than this play,
- Some task that will be stern indeed)--
- We ever new, we ever young,
- We happy creatures of a day!
- What will the gods say, seeing us strung
- As nobly and as taut as they?
-
-
-
-
-XXIX
-
-
- I have not brought my Odyssey
- With me here across the sea;
- But you’ll remember, when I say
- How, when they went down Sparta way,
- To sandy Sparta, long ere dawn
- Horses were harnessed, rations drawn,
- Equipment polished sparkling bright,
- And breakfasts swallowed (as the white
- Of Eastern heavens turned to gold)--
- The dogs barked, swift farewells were told.
- The sun springs up, the horses neigh,
- Crackles the whip thrice--then away!
- From sun-go-up to sun-go-down
- All day across the sandy down
- The gallant horses galloped, till
- The wind across the downs more chill
- Blew, the sun sank and all the road
- Was darkened, that it only showed
- Right at the end the town’s red light
- And twilight glimmering into night.
-
- The horses never slackened till
- They reached the doorway and stood still.
- Then came the knock, the unlading; then
- The honey-sweet converse of men,
- The splendid bath, the change of dress,
- Then--O the grandeur of their Mess,
- The henchmen, the prim stewardess!
- And O the breaking of old ground,
- The tales, after the port went round!
- (The wondrous wiles of old Odysseus,
- Old Agamemnon and his misuse
- Of his command, and that young chit
- Paris--who didn’t care a bit
- For Helen--only to annoy her
- He did it really, κ.τ.λ.)
- But soon they led amidst the din
- The honey-sweet ἀοιδὸς in,
- Whose eyes were blind, whose soul had sight,
- Who knew the fame of men in fight--
- Bard of white hair and trembling foot,
- Who sang whatever God might put
- Into his heart.
- And there he sung,
- Those war-worn veterans among,
- Tales of great war and strong hearts wrung,
- Of clash of arms, of council’s brawl,
- Of beauty that must early fall,
- Of battle hate and battle joy
- By the old windy walls of Troy.
- They felt that they were unreal then,
- Visions and shadow-forms, not men.
- But those the Bard did sing and say
- (Some were their comrades, some were they)
- Took shape and loomed and strengthened more
- Greatly than they had guessed of yore.
- And now the fight begins again,
- The old war-joy, the old war-pain.
- Sons of one school across the sea
- We have no fear to fight--
-
- * * * * *
-
- And soon, O soon, I do not doubt it,
- With the body or without it,
- We shall all come tumbling down
- To our old wrinkled red-capped town.
- Perhaps the road up Ilsley way,
- The old ridge-track, will be my way.
- High up among the sheep and sky,
- Look down on Wantage, passing by,
- And see the smoke from Swindon town;
- And then full left at Liddington,
- Where the four winds of heaven meet
- The earth-blest traveller to greet.
- And then my face is toward the south,
- There is a singing on my mouth:
- Away to rightward I descry
- My Barbury ensconced in sky,
- Far underneath the Ogbourne twins,
- And at my feet the thyme and whins,
- The grasses with their little crowns
- Of gold, the lovely Aldbourne downs,
- And that old signpost (well I knew
- That crazy signpost, arms askew,
- Old mother of the four grass ways).
- And then my mouth is dumb with praise,
- For, past the wood and chalkpit tiny,
- A glimpse of Marlborough ἐρατεινή!
- So I descend beneath the rail
- To warmth and welcome and wassail.
-
- * * * * *
-
- This from the battered trenches--rough,
- Jingling and tedious enough.
- And so I sign myself to you:
- One, who some crooked pathways knew
- Round Bedwyn: who could scarcely leave
- The Downs on a December eve:
- Was at his happiest in shorts,
- And got--not many good reports!
- Small skill of rhyming in his hand--
- But you’ll forgive--you’ll understand.
-
- _12 July 1915_
-
-
-
-
-XXX
-
-IN MEMORIAM
-
-S.C.W., V.C.
-
-
- There is no fitter end than this.
- No need is now to yearn nor sigh.
- We know the glory that is his,
- A glory that can never die.
-
- Surely we knew it long before,
- Knew all along that he was made
- For a swift radiant morning, for
- A sacrificing swift night-shade.
-
- _8 September 1915_
-
-
-
-
-XXXI
-
-BEHIND THE LINES
-
-
-We are now at the end of a few days’ rest, a kilometre behind the lines.
-Except for the farmyard noises (new style) it might almost be the little
-village that first took us to its arms six weeks ago. It has been a fine
-day, following on a day’s rain, so that the earth smells like spring. I
-have just managed to break off a long conversation with the farmer in
-charge, a tall thin stooping man with sad eyes, in trouble about his
-land: les Anglais stole his peas, trod down his corn and robbed his
-young potatoes: he told it as a father telling of infanticide. There may
-have been fifteen francs’ worth of damage done; he will never get
-compensation out of those shifty Belgian burgomasters; but it was not
-exactly the fifteen francs but the invasion of the soil that had been
-his for forty years, in which the weather was his only enemy, that gave
-him a kind of Niobe’s dignity to his complaint.
-
-Meanwhile there is the usual evening sluggishness. Close by, a
-quickfirer is pounding away its allowance of a dozen shells a day. It is
-like a cow coughing. Eastward there begins a sound (all sounds begin at
-sundown and continue intermittently till midnight, reaching their zenith
-at about 9 p.m. and then dying away as sleepiness claims their
-masters)--a sound like a motor-cycle race--thousands of motor-cycles
-tearing round and round a track, with cut-outs out: it is really a pair
-of machine guns firing. And now one sound awakens another. The old cow
-coughing has started the motor-bykes: and now at intervals of a few
-minutes come express trains in our direction: you can hear them rushing
-toward us; they pass going straight for the town behind us: and you hear
-them begin to slow down as they reach the town: they will soon stop: but
-no, every time, just before they reach it, is a tremendous railway
-accident. At least, it must be a railway accident, there is so much
-noise, and you can see the dust that the wreckage scatters. Sometimes
-the train behind comes very close, but it too smashes on the wreckage
-of its forerunners. A tremendous cloud of dust, and then the groans. So
-many trains and accidents start the cow coughing again: only another cow
-this time, somewhere behind us, a tremendous-sized cow, θαυμἀσιον ὄσιον,
-with awful whooping-cough. It must be a buffalo: this cough must burst
-its sides. And now someone starts sliding down the stairs on a tin tray,
-to soften the heart of the cow, make it laugh and cure its cough. The
-din he makes is appalling. He is beating the tray with a broom now,
-every two minutes a stroke: he has certainly stopped the cow by this
-time, probably killed it. He will leave off soon (thanks to the “shell
-tragedy”): we know he can’t last.
-
-It is now almost dark: come out and see the fireworks. While waiting for
-them to begin you can notice how pale and white the corn is in the
-summer twilight: no wonder with all this whooping-cough about. And the
-motor-cycles: notice how all these races have at least a hundred
-entries: there is never a single cycle going. And why are there no birds
-coming back to roost? Where is the lark? I haven’t heard him all to-day.
-He must have got whooping-cough as well, or be staying at home through
-fear of the cow. I think it will rain to-morrow, but there have been no
-swallows circling low, stroking their breasts on the full ears of corn.
-Anyhow, it is night now, but the circus does not close till twelve.
-Look! there is the first of them! The fireworks are beginning. Red
-flares shooting up high into the night, or skimming low over the ground,
-like the swallows that are not: and rockets bursting into stars. See how
-they illumine that patch of ground a mile in front. See it, it is deadly
-pale in their searching light: ghastly, I think, and featureless except
-for two big lines of eyebrows ashy white, parallel along it, raised a
-little from its surface. Eyebrows. Where are the eyes? Hush, there are
-no eyes. What those shooting flares illumine is a mole. A long thin
-mole. Burrowing by day, and shoving a timorous enquiring snout above the
-ground by night. Look, did you see it? No, you cannot see it from here.
-But were you a good deal nearer, you would see behind that snout a long
-and endless row of sharp shining teeth. The rockets catch the light from
-these teeth and the teeth glitter: they are silently removed from the
-poison-spitting gums of the mole. For the mole’s gums spit fire and,
-they say, send something more concrete than fire darting into the
-night. Even when its teeth are off. But you cannot see all this from
-here: you can only see the rockets and then for a moment the pale ground
-beneath. But it is quite dark now.
-
-And now for the fun of the fair! You will hear soon the riding-master
-crack his whip--why, there it is. Listen, a thousand whips are cracking,
-whipping the horses round the ring. At last! The fun of the circus is
-begun. For the motor-cycle team race has started off again: and the
-whips are cracking all: and the waresman starts again, beating his loud
-tin tray to attract the customers: and the cows in the cattle-show start
-coughing, coughing: and the firework display is at its best: and the
-circus specials come one after another bearing the merry makers back to
-town, all to the inevitable crash, the inevitable accident. It can’t
-last long: these accidents are so frequent, they’ll all get soon killed
-off, I hope. Yes, it is diminishing. The train service is cancelled (and
-time too): the cows have stopped coughing: and the cycle race is done.
-Only the kids who have bought new whips at the fair continue to crack
-them: and unused rockets that lie about the ground are still sent up
-occasionally. But now the children are being driven off to bed: only an
-occasional whip-crack now (perhaps the child is now the sufferer): and
-the tired showmen going over the ground pick up the rocket-sticks and
-dead flares. At least I suppose this is what must be happening: for
-occasionally they still find one that has not gone off and send it up
-out of mere perversity. Else what silence!
-
-It must be midnight now. Yes, it is midnight. But before you go to bed,
-bend down, put your ear against the ground. What do you hear? “I hear an
-endless tapping and a tramping to and fro: both are muffled: but they
-come from everywhere. Tap, tap, tap: pick, pick, pick: tra-mp, tra-mp,
-tra-mp.” So you see the circus-goers are not all gone to sleep. There is
-noise coming from the womb of earth, noise of men who tap and mine and
-dig and pass to and fro on their watch. What you have seen is the foam
-and froth of war: but underground is labour and throbbing and long
-watch. Which will one day bear their fruit. They will set the circus on
-fire. Then what pandemonium! Let us hope it will not be to-morrow!
-
- _15 July 1915_
-
-
-
-
-EARLIER POEMS
-
-
-
-
-XXXII
-
-A CALL TO ACTION
-
-
-I
-
- A thousand years have passed away,
- Cast back your glances on the scene,
- Compare this England of to-day
- With England as she once has been.
-
- Fast beat the pulse of living then:
- The hum of movement, throb of war,
- The rushing mighty sound of men
- Reverberated loud and far.
-
- They girt their loins up and they trod
- The path of danger, rough and high;
- For Action, Action was their god,
- “Be up and doing” was their cry.
-
- A thousand years have passed away;
- The sands of life are running low;
- The world is sleeping out her day;
- The day is dying--be it so.
-
- A thousand years have passed amain;
- The sands of life are running thin;
- Thought is our leader--Thought is vain;
- Speech is our goddess--Speech is sin.
-
-
-II
-
- It needs no thought to understand,
- No speech to tell, nor sight to see
- That there has come upon our land
- The curse of Inactivity.
-
- We do not see the vital point
- That ’tis the eighth, most deadly, sin
- To wail, “The world is out of joint”--
- And not attempt to put it in.
-
- We see the swollen stream of crime
- Flow hourly past us, thick and wide;
- We gaze with interest for a time,
- And pass by on the other side.
-
- We see the tide of human sin
- Rush roaring past our very door,
- And scarcely one man plunges in
- To drag the drowning to the shore.
-
- We, dull and dreamy, stand and blink,
- Forgetting glory, strength and pride,
- Half--listless watchers on the brink,
- Half--ruined victims of the tide.
-
-
-III
-
- We question, answer, make defence,
- We sneer, we scoff, we criticize,
- We wail and moan our decadence,
- Enquire, investigate, surmise;
- We preach and prattle, peer and pry
- And fit together two and two:
- We ponder, argue, shout, swear, lie--
- We will not, for we cannot, DO.
-
- Pale puny soldiers of the pen,
- Absorbed in this your inky strife,
- Act as of old, when men were men
- England herself and life yet life.
-
- _October 1912_
-
-
-
-
-XXXIII
-
-RAIN
-
-
- When the rain is coming down,
- And all Court is still and bare,
- And the leaves fall wrinkled, brown,
- Through the kindly winter air,
- And in tattered flannels I
- ‘Sweat’ beneath a tearful sky,
- And the sky is dim and grey,
- And the rain is coming down,
- And I wander far away
- From the little red-capped town:
- There is something in the rain
- That would bid me to remain:
- There is something in the wind
- That would whisper, “Leave behind
- All this land of time and rules,
- Land of bells and early schools.
- Latin, Greek and College food
- Do you precious little good.
- Leave them: if you would be free
- Follow, follow, after me!”
-
- When I reach ‘Four Miler’s’ height,
- And I look abroad again
- On the skies of dirty white
- And the drifting veil of rain,
- And the bunch of scattered hedge
- Dimly swaying on the edge,
- And the endless stretch of downs
- Clad in green and silver gowns;
- There is something in their dress
- Of bleak barren ugliness,
- That would whisper, “You have read
- Of a land of light and glory:
- But believe not what is said.
- ’Tis a kingdom bleak and hoary,
- Where the winds and tempests call
- And the rain sweeps over all.
- Heed not what the preachers say
- Of a good land far away.
- Here’s a better land and kind
- And it is not far to find.”
-
- Therefore, when we rise and sing
- Of a distant land, so fine,
- Where the bells for ever ring,
- And the suns for ever shine:
- Singing loud and singing grand,
- Of a happy far-off land,
- O! I smile to hear the song,
- For I know that they are wrong,
- That the happy land and gay
- Is not very far away,
- And that I can get there soon
- Any rainy afternoon.
-
- And when summer comes again,
- And the downs are dimpling green,
- And the air is free from rain,
- And the clouds no longer seen:
- Then I know that they have gone
- To find a new camp further on,
- Where there is no shining sun
- To throw light on what is done,
- Where the summer can’t intrude
- On the fort where winter stood:
- --Only blown and drenching grasses,
- Only rain that never passes,
- Moving mists and sweeping wind,
- And I follow them behind!
-
- _October 1912_
-
-
-
-
-XXXIV
-
-A TALE OF TWO CAREERS
-
-
-I SUCCESS
-
- He does not dress as other men,
- His ‘kish’ is loud and gay,
- His ‘side’ is as the ‘side’ of ten
- Because his ‘barnes’ are grey.
-
- His head has swollen to a size
- Beyond the proper size for heads,
- He metaphorically buys
- The ground on which he treads.
-
- Before his face of haughty grace
- The ordinary mortal cowers:
- A ‘forty-cap’ has put the chap
- Into another world from ours.
-
- The funny little world that lies
- ’Twixt High Street and the Mound
- Is just a swarm of buzzing flies
- That aimlessly go round:
-
- If one is stronger in the limb
- Or better able to work hard,
- It’s quite amusing to watch him
- Ascending heavenward.
-
- But if one cannot work or play
- (Who loves the better part too well),
- It’s really sad to see the lad
- Retained compulsorily in hell.
-
-
-II FAILURE
-
- We are the wasters, who have no
- Hope in this world here, neither fame,
- Because we cannot collar low
- Nor write a strange dead tongue the same
- As strange dead men did long ago.
-
- We are the weary, who begin
- The race with joy, but early fail,
- Because we do not care to win
- A race that goes not to the frail
- And humble: only the proud come in.
-
- We are the shadow-forms, who pass
- Unheeded hence from work and play.
- We are to-day, but like the grass
- That to-day is, we pass away;
- And no one stops to say ‘Alas!’
-
- Though we have little, all we have
- We give our School. And no return
- We can expect for what we gave;
- No joys; only a summons stern,
- “Depart, for others entrance crave!”
-
- As soon as she can clearly prove
- That from us is no hope of gain,
- Because we only bring her love
- And cannot bring her strength or brain.
- She tells us, “Go: it is enough.”
-
- She turns us out at seventeen,
- We may not know her any more,
- And all our life with her has been
- A life of seeing others score,
- While we sink lower and are mean.
-
- We have seen others reap success
- Full-measure. None has come to us.
- Our life has been one failure. Yes,
- But does not God prefer it thus?
- God does not also praise success.
-
- And for each failure that we meet,
- And for each place we drop behind,
- Each toil that holds our aching feet,
- Each star we seek and never find,
- God, knowing, gives us comfort meet.
-
- The School we care for has not cared
- To cherish nor keep our names to be
- Memorials. God hath prepared
- Some better thing for us, for we
- His hopes have known, His failures shared.
-
- _November 1912_
-
-
-
-
-XXXV
-
-PEACE
-
-
- There is silence in the evening when the long days cease,
- And a million men are praying for an ultimate release
- From strife and sweat and sorrow--they are praying for peace.
- But God is marching on.
-
- Peace for a people that is striving to be free!
- Peace for the children of the wild wet sea!
- Peace for the seekers of the promised land--do we
- Want peace when God has none?
-
- We pray for rest and beauty that we know we cannot earn,
- And ever are we asking for a honey-sweet return;
- But God will make it bitter, make it bitter, till we learn
- That with tears the race is run.
-
- And did not Jesus perish to bring to men, not peace,
- But a sword, a sword for battle and a sword that should not cease?
- Two thousand years have passed us. Do we still want peace
- Where the sword of Christ has shone?
-
- Yes, Christ perished to present us with a sword,
- That strife should be our portion and more strife our reward,
- For toil and tribulation and the glory of the Lord
- And the sword of Christ are one.
-
- If you want to know the beauty of the thing called rest,
- Go, get it from the poets, who will tell you it is best
- (And their words are sweet as honey) to lie flat upon your chest
- And sleep till life is gone.
-
- I know that there is beauty where the low streams run,
- And the weeping of the willows and the big sunk sun,
- But I know my work is doing and it never shall be done,
- Though I march for ages on.
-
- Wild is the tumult of the long grey street,
- O, is it never silent from the tramping of their feet?
- Here, Jesus, is Thy triumph, and here the world’s defeat
- For from here all peace has gone.
-
- There’s a stranger thing than beauty in the ceaseless city’s breast,
- In the throbbing of its fever--and the wind is in the west,
- And the rain is driving forward where there is no rest,
- For the Lord is marching on.
-
- _December 1912_
-
-
-
-
-XXXVI
-
-THE RIVER
-
-
- He watched the river running black
- Beneath the blacker sky;
- It did not pause upon its track
- Of silent instancy.
- It did not hasten, nor was slack,
- But still went gliding by.
-
- It was so black. There was no wind
- Its patience to defy.
- It was not that the man had sinned,
- Or that he wished to die.
- Only the wide and silent tide
- Went slowly sweeping by.
-
- The mass of blackness moving down
- Filled full of dreams the eye;
- The lights of all the lighted town
- Upon its breast did lie.
- The tall black trees were upside down
- In the river’s phantasy.
-
- He had an envy for its black
- Inscrutability;
- He felt impatiently the lack
- Of that great law whereby
- The river never travels back
- But still goes gliding by;
-
- But still goes gliding by, nor clings
- To passing things that die,
- Nor shows the secrets that it brings
- From its strange source on high.
- And he felt “We are two living things
- And the weaker one is I.”
-
- He saw the town, that living stack
- Piled up against the sky.
- He saw the river running black
- On, on and on: O, why
- Could he not move along his track
- With such consistency?
-
- He had a yearning for the strength
- That comes of unity:
- The union of one soul at length
- With its twin-soul to lie;
- To be a part of one great strength
- That moves and cannot die.
-
- * * * * *
-
- He watched the river running black
- Beneath the blacker sky.
- He pulled his coat about his back,
- He did not strive nor cry.
- He put his foot upon the track
- That still went gliding by
- The thing that never travels back
- Received him silently.
- And there was left no shred, no wrack
- To show the reason why:
- Only the river running black
- Beneath the blacker sky.
-
- _February 1913_
-
-
-
-
-XXXVII
-
-THE SEEKERS
-
-
- The gates are open on the road
- That leads to beauty and to God.
-
- Perhaps the gates are not so fair,
- Nor quite so bright as once they were,
- When God Himself on earth did stand
- And gave to Abraham His hand
- And led him to a better land.
-
- For lo! the unclean walk therein,
- And those that have been soiled with sin.
- The publican and harlot pass
- Along: they do not stain its grass.
- In it the needy has his share,
- In it the foolish do not err.
- Yes, spurned and fool and sinner stray
- Along the highway and the way.
-
- And what if all its ways are trod
- By those whom sin brings near to God?
- This journey soon will make them clean:
- Their faith is greater than their sin.
- For still they travel slowly by
- Beneath the promise of the sky,
- Scorned and rejected utterly;
- Unhonoured; things of little worth
- Upon the highroads of this earth;
- Afflicted, destitute and weak:
- Nor find the beauty that they seek,
- The God they set their trust upon:
- --Yet still they march rejoicing on.
-
- _March 1913_
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-ILLUSTRATIONS IN PROSE
-
-
-I
-
-RICHARD JEFFERIES (p. 27)
-
-I am sweatily struggling to the end of _Faust II_, where Goethe’s just
-showing off his knowledge. I am also reading a very interesting book on
-Goethe and Schiller; very adoring it is, but it lets out quite
-unconsciously the terrible dryness of their entirely intellectual
-friendship and (Goethe’s at least) entirely intellectual life. If Goethe
-really died saying “more light,” it was very silly of him: what _he_
-wanted was more warmth. G. and S. apparently made friends, on their own
-confession, merely because their ideas and artistic ideals were the
-same, which fact ought to be the very first to make them bore one
-another.
-
-All this is leading to the following conclusion. The Germans can act
-Shakespeare, have good beer and poetry, but their prose is cobwebby
-stuff. Hence I want to read some good prose again. Also it is summer.
-And for a year or two I had always laid up “The Pageant of Summer” as a
-treat for a hot July. In spite of all former vows of celibacy in the
-way of English, now’s the time. So, unless the cost of book-postage here
-is ruinous, could you send me a small volume of Essays by Richard
-Jefferies called _The Life of the Fields_, the first essay in the series
-being the Pageant of Summer? No particular hurry, but I should be
-amazingly grateful if you’ll send it (it’s quite a little book),
-especially as I presume the pageant of summer takes place in that part
-of the country where I should be now had----had a stronger will than
-you. In the midst of my setting up and smashing of deities--Masefield,
-Hardy, Goethe--I always fall back on Richard Jefferies wandering about
-in the background. I have at least the tie of locality with him. (_July
-1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-I’ve given up German prose altogether. It’s like a stale cake compounded
-of foreign elements. So I have laid in a huge store of Richard Jefferies
-for the rest of July, and read him none the less voraciously because we
-are countrymen. (I know it’s wrong of me, but I count myself as
-Wiltshire....) When I die (in sixty years) I am going to leave all my
-presumably enormous fortune to Marlborough on condition that a thorough
-knowledge of Richard Jefferies is ensured by the teaching there. I think
-it is only right considering we are bred upon the self-same hill. It
-would also encourage Naturalists and discourage cricketers....
-
-But, in any case. I’m not reading so much German as I did ought to. I
-dabble in their modern poetry, which is mostly of the morbidly religious
-kind. The language is massively beautiful, the thought is rich and
-sleek, the air that of the inside of a church. Magnificent artists they
-are, with no inspiration, who take religion up as a very responsive
-subject for art, and mould it in their hands like sticky putty. There
-are magnificent parts in it, but you can imagine what a relief it was to
-get back to Jefferies and Liddington Castle. (_July 1914._)
-
-
-II
-
-IBSEN (pp. 50-52)
-
-Ibsen’s last, _John Gabriel Borkman_, is a wonderfully fine play, far
-better than any others by Ibsen that I have read or seen, but I can
-imagine it would lose a good deal in an English translation. The acting
-of the two middle-aged sisters who are the protagonists was marvellous.
-The men were a good deal more difficult to hear, but also very striking.
-Next to the fineness of the play (which has far more poetry in it than
-any others of his I’ve read, though of course there’s a bank in the
-background, as there always seems to be in Ibsen)--the apathy of the
-very crowded house struck me most. There was very little clapping at the
-end at the acts: at the end of the play none, which was just as well
-because one of them was dead and would have had to jump up again. So
-altogether I am very much struck by my first German theatre, though the
-fineness of the play may have much to do with it. It was just a little
-spoilt by the last Act being in a pine forest on a hill with sugar that
-was meant to look like snow. This rather took away from the effect of
-the scene, which in the German is one of the finest things I have ever
-heard, possessing throughout a wonderful rhythm which may or may not
-exist in the original. What a beautiful language it can be! (_13
-February 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-I have been reading many criticisms of _John Gabriel Borkman_, and it
-strikes me more and more that it is the most remarkable play I have ever
-read. It is head and shoulders above the others of Ibsen’s I know: a
-much broader affair. John Gabriel Borkman is a tremendous character. His
-great desire, which led him to overstep the law for one moment, and of
-course he was caught and got eight years, was “Menschenglück zu
-schaffen.” One moment Ibsen lets you see one side of his character (the
-side he himself saw) and you see the Perfect Altruist: the next moment
-the other side is turned, and you see the Complete Egoist. The play all
-takes place in the last three hours of J. G. B.’s life, and in these
-three hours his real love, whom he had rejected for business reasons
-and married her twin-sister, shows him for the first time the Egoist
-that masqueraded all its life as Altruist. The technique is perfect and
-it bristles with minor problems. It is absolutely fair, for if J. G. B.
-had sacrificed his ideals and married the right twin, he would not have
-been deserted after his disgrace. And the way that during the three
-hours the whole past history of the man comes out is marvellous. The
-brief dialogue between the sisters which closes the piece is fine, and
-suddenly throws a new light on the problem of how the tragedy could have
-been evaded, when you thought all that could be said had been said. (_20
-February 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-I feel that this visit to Schwerin will spoil me for the theatre for the
-rest of my life. I have never ceased to see _John Gabriel Borkman_
-mentally since my second visit to it (when the acting was even liner
-than before and struck me as a perfect presentation of a perfect play).
-My only regret was that the whole family wasn’t there as well. I should
-so like to talk it over with you, and the way that at the very end of
-his last play Ibsen sums up the object against which all his battle was
-directed: “Es war viel mehr die Kälte die ihn tötete.” “Die Kälte, sagst
-du, die Kälte! die hat ihn schon längst getötet.”... “Ja, die
-Herzenskälte.” (_10 April 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-[The play] at the Königliches Schauspielhaus [Berlin] was Ibsen’s _Peer
-Gynt_ with Grieg’s incidental music--the Northern Faust, as it is
-called: though the mixture of allegory and reality is not carried off so
-successfully as in the Southern Faust. Peer Gynt has the advantage of
-being a far more human and amiable creature, and not a cold fish like
-Faust. I suppose that difference is also to be found in the characters
-of the respective authors. I always wanted to know why Faust had no
-relations to make demands on him. Peer Gynt is a charmingly light piece,
-with an irresistible mixture of fantastical poetry and a very racy
-humour. The scene where Peer returns to his blind and dying mother and,
-like a practical fellow, instead of sentimentalizing, sits himself on
-the end of her bed, persuades her it is a chariot and rides her up to
-heaven, describing the scenes on the way, the surliness of St Peter at
-the gate, the appearance of God the Father, who “put Peter quite in the
-shade” and decided to let mother Aasa in, was delightful. The acting was
-of course perfect. (_5 June 1914._)
-
-
-III
-
-THE ODYSSEY (p. 73)
-
-The _Odyssey_ is a great joy when once you can read it in big chunks and
-not a hundred lines at a time, being [forced] to note all the silly
-grammatical strangenesses. I could not read it in better surroundings
-for the whole tone of the book is so thoroughly German and domestic. A
-friend of sorts of the ----s died lately; and when the Frau attempted
-to break the news to Karl at table, he immediately said “Don’t tell me
-anything sad while I’m eating.” That very afternoon I came across
-someone in the _Odyssey_ who made, under the same circumstances,
-precisely the same remark[1]. In the _Odyssey_ and in Schwerin alike
-they are perfectly unaffected about their devotion to good food. In both
-too I find the double patriotism which suffers not a bit from its
-duplicity--in the _Odyssey_ to their little Ithaca as well as to Achaea
-as a whole; here equally to the Kaiser and the pug-nosed Grand Duke. In
-both is the habit of longwinded anecdotage in the same rambling
-irrelevant way, and the quite unquenchable hospitality. And the Helen of
-the _Odyssey_ bustling about a footstool for Telemachus or showing off
-her new presents (she had just returned from a jaunt to Egypt)--a
-washing-tub, and a work-basket that ran on wheels (think!)--is the
-perfect German Hausfrau. (_27 March 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-If I had the smallest amount of patience, steadiness or concentrative
-faculty, I could write a brilliant book comparing life in Ithaca, Sparta
-and holy Pylos in the time of Odysseus with life in
-Mecklenburg-Schwerin in the time of Herr Dr ----. In both you get the
-same unquenchable hospitality and perfectly unquenchable anecdotage
-faculty. In both whenever you make a visit or go into a house, they are
-“busying themselves with a meal.” Du lieber Karl (I mean Herr Dr ----)
-has three times, when his wife has tried to talk of death, disease or
-crime by table, unconsciously given a literal translation of
-Peisistratus’s sound remark οὐ γὰρ ἐγώ γε τέρπουʹ ὀδυρόμενος
-μεταδόρπιοσ[2]--and that is their attitude to meals throughout. Need I
-add the ἀγλαὰ δῶρα they insist on giving their guests, with the opinion
-that it is the host that is the indebted party and the possession of a
-guest confers honour and responsibility: and their innate patriotism,
-the οὔ τοι ἐγώ γε ἦς γαίης δύναμαι γλυκερώτερον ἄλλο ἰδέσθαι[3] spirit
-(however dull it is)--to complete the parallel? So I am really reading
-it in sympathetic surroundings, and when I have just got past the part
-where Helen shows off to Menelaus her new work-basket that runs on
-wheels, and the Frau rushes in to show me her new water-can with a spout
-designed to resemble a pig--I see the two are made from the same stuff
-(I mean, of course, Helen and Frau ----, not Frau ---- and the pig). Also,
-I enjoy being able to share in a quiet amateur way with Odysseus his
-feelings about “were it but the smoke leaping up from his own land.”
-(_23 April 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-Good luck to Helen of Troy. As you say, she loved her own sex as well.
-Her last appearance in Homer is when Telemachus was just leaving her and
-Menelaus after paying them a visit in Sparta, and she stood on the
-doorstep with a robe in her hand and spoke a word and called him ‘I also
-am giving thee a gift, dear child,--this, a memorial of Helen’s
-handiwork, against the day of thy marriage to which we all look forward,
-that thou mayest give it to thy wife: till then, let it be stored in thy
-palace under thy mother’s care.’” But she never gives to me the
-impression in Homer of being quite happy. I’m sure she was always dull
-down in Sparta with fatherly old Menelaus--though she never showed it of
-course. But there is always something a little wistful in her way of
-speaking. She only made other people happy and consequently another set
-of other people miserable. One of the best things in the _Iliad_ is the
-way you are made to feel (without any statement) that Helen fell really
-in love with Hector--and this shows her good taste, for of all the
-Homeric heroes Hector is the only unselfish man. She seems to me only to
-have loved to please Menelaus and Paris but to have really loved
-Hector--and naturally for Hector and Achilles, the altruist and the
-egoist, were miles nobler than any one else on either side--but Hector
-never gave any sign that he regarded her as anything more than his
-distressed sister-in-law. But after Hector’s death she must have left
-part of her behind her, and made a real nice wife to poor pompous
-Menelaus in his old age. She seems to have had a marvellous power of
-adaptability. (_April 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-I made my pilgrimage on Saturday, when, though I had to get up with the
-lark to hear the energetic old Eucken lecture at 7 a.m., I had no
-lecture after 10, and went straight off to Weimar. I spent the rest of
-the morning (actually) in the museum, inspecting chiefly Preller’s
-wall-paintings of the _Odyssey_. They are the best criticism of the book
-I have seen and gave me a new and more pleasant idea of Odysseus. Weimar
-does not give the same impression of musty age as parts of Jena. It
-seems a flourishing well-watered town, and I should like very much to
-live there, chiefly for the sake of the park. The name “Park” puts one
-off, but it is really a beautiful place like a college garden on an
-extensive scale. After I had wandered about there very pleasantly for an
-hour or so, I noticed a statue in a prominent position above me.
-“Another Goethe,” thought I; but I looked at it again, and it had not
-that look of self-confident self-conscious greatness that all the
-Goethes have. So I went up to it and recognised a countryman--looking
-down from this height on Weimar, with one eye half-closed and an
-attitude of head expressing amused and tolerant but penetrating
-interest. It was certainly the first satisfactory representation of
-Shakespeare I have ever seen. It appears quite new, but I could not
-discover the sculptor’s name. The one-eye-half-closed trick was most
-effective; you thought “this is a very humorous kindly human
-gentleman”--then you went round to the other side and saw the open eye!
-
-The blot in Weimar is the Schiller-Goethe statue in front of the
-theatre. They are both embracing rather stupidly--and O so fat! (_8 May
-1914._)
-
-
-IV
-
-GERMANY (p. 56)
-
-In the evening I am generally to be found avoiding a certain insincere
-type of German student, who hunts me down ostensibly to “tie a bond of
-good-comradeship,” but really to work up facts about what “England”
-thinks. Such people of undeveloped individuality tell me in return what
-“wir Deutschen” think, in a touching national spirit, which would have
-charmed Plato. But they don’t charm me. Indeed I see in them the very
-worst result of 1871. They have no idea beyond the “State,” and have
-put me off Socialism for the rest of my life. They are not the kind of
-people, as [the Irish R.M.] puts it, “you could borrow half-a-crown to
-get drunk with.” But such is only a small proportion and come from the
-north and west; they just show how Sedan has ruined one type of German,
-for I’m sure the German nature is the nicest in the world, as far as it
-is not warped by the German Empire. I like their lack of reserve and
-self-consciousness, our two national virtues. They all write poetry and
-recite it with gusto to any three hours’ old acquaintance. We all write
-poetry too in England, but we write it on the bedroom wash-stand and
-lock the bedroom door, and disclaim it vehemently in public. (_2 June
-1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-The two great sins people impute to Germany are that she says that might
-is right and bullies the little dogs. But I don’t think she means that
-might _qua_ might is right, but that confidence of superiority is right,
-and by superiority she means spiritual superiority. She said to Belgium,
-“We enlightened thinkers see that it is necessary to the world that all
-opposition to Deutsche Kultur should be crushed. As citizens of the
-world you must assist us in our object and assert those higher ideas of
-world citizenship which are not bound by treaties. But if you oppose us,
-we have only one alternative.” That, at least, is what the best of them
-would have said; only the diplomats put it rather more brusquely, She
-was going on a missionary voyage with all the zest of Faust--
-
- Er wandle so den Erdentag entlang;
- Wenn Geister spuken, geh’ er seinen Gang;
- Im Weiterschreiten find’ er Qual und Glück,
- Er, unbefriedigt jeden Augenblick![4]
-
---and missionaries know no law....
-
-So it seems to me that Germany’s only fault (and I think you often
-commented on it in those you met) is a lack of real insight and sympathy
-with those who differ from her. We are not fighting a bully, but a
-bigot. They are a young nation and don’t yet see that what they consider
-is being done for the good of the world may be really being done for
-self-gratification--like X. who, under pretence of informing the form,
-dropped into the habit of parading his own knowledge. X. incidentally
-did the form a service by creating great amusement for it, and so is
-Germany incidentally doing the world a service (though not in the way it
-meant) by giving them something to live and die for, which no country
-but Germany had before. If the bigot conquers he will learn in time his
-mistaken methods (for it is only of the methods and not of the goal of
-Germany that one can disapprove)--just as the early Christian bigots
-conquered by bigotry and grew larger in sympathy and tolerance after
-conquest. I regard the war as one between sisters, between Martha and
-Mary, the efficient and intolerant against the casual and sympathetic.
-Each side has a virtue for which it is fighting, and each that virtue’s
-supplementary vice. And I hope that whatever the material result of the
-conflict, it will purge these two virtues of their vices, and efficiency
-and tolerance will no longer be incompatible.
-
-But I think that tolerance is the larger virtue of the two, and
-efficiency must be her servant. So I am quite glad to fight against this
-rebellious servant. In fact I look at it this way. Suppose my platoon
-were the world. Then my platoon sergeant would represent efficiency and
-I would represent tolerance. And I always take the sternest measures to
-keep my platoon sergeant in check! I fully appreciate the wisdom of the
-War Office when they put inefficient officers to rule sergeants. Adsit
-omen.
-
-Now you know what Sorley thinks about it. And do excuse all his gassing.
-I know I already overdosed you on those five splendid days between
-Coblenz and Neumagen. But I’ve seen the Fatherland (I like to call it
-the Fatherland, for in many families Papa represents efficiency and
-Mamma tolerance ... but don’t think I’m W.S.P.U.) so horribly
-misrepresented that I’ve been burning to put in my case for them to a
-sympathetic ear. Wir sind gewiss Hamburger Jungen, as that lieber
-besoffener Österreicher told us. And so we must stand up for them, even
-while trying to knock them down. (_October 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-On return to England, by the way, I renewed my acquaintance with Robert
-Browning. The last line of _Mr Sludge the Medium_--“yet there is
-something in it, tricks and all”--converted me, and since then I have
-used no other. I wish we could recall him from the stars and get him to
-write a Dramatic Idyll or something, giving a soliloquy of the feelings
-and motives and quick changes of heat and cold that must be going
-through the poor Kaiser’s mind at present. He would really show that
-impartial sympathy for him, which the British press and public so
-doltishly deny him, when in talk and comment they deny him even the
-rights of a human being. R. B. could do it perfectly--or Shakespeare. I
-think the Kaiser not unlike Macbeth, with the military clique in Prussia
-as his Lady Macbeth, and the court flatterers as the three weird
-sisters. He’ll be a splendid field for dramatists and writers in days to
-come. (_October 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-It [a magazine article] brought back to me that little crooked old
-fellow that Hopkinson and I met at the fag-end of our hot day’s walk as
-we swung into Neumagen. His little face was lit with a wild uncertain
-excitement he had not known since 1870, and he advanced towards us
-waving his stick and yelling at us “Der Krieg ist los, Junge,” just as
-we might be running to watch a football match and he was come to tell us
-we must hurry up for the game had begun. And then the next night on the
-platform at Trier, train after train passing crowded with soldiers bound
-for Metz: varied once or twice by a truck-load of “swarthier alien
-crews,” thin old women like wineskins, with beautiful and piercing
-faces, and big heavy men and tiny aged-looking children: Italian
-colonists exiled to their country again. Occasionally one of the men
-would jump out to fetch a glass of water to relieve their thirst in all
-that heat and crowding. The heat of the night is worse than the heat of
-the day, and geistige Getränke were verboten. Then the train would
-slowly move out into the darkness that led to Metz and an exact
-reproduction of it would steam in and fill its place: and we watched the
-signal on the southward side of Trier, till the lights should give a
-jump and the finger drop and let in the train which was to carry us out
-of that highly-strung and thrilling land.
-
-At Cologne I saw a herd of some thirty American school-pmarms whom I had
-assisted to entertain at Eucken’s just a fortnight before. I shouted out
-to them, but they were far too upset to take any notice, but went
-bobbing into one compartment and out again and into another like people
-in a cinematograph. Their haste anxiety and topsyturviness were caused
-by thoughts of their own safety and escape, and though perfectly natural
-contrasted so strangely with all the many other signs of haste
-perturbation and distress that I had seen, which were much quieter and
-stronger and more full-bodied than that of those Americans, because it
-was the Vaterland and not the individual that was darting about and
-looking for the way and was in need: and the silent submissive
-unquestioning faces of the dark uprooted Italians peering from the
-squeaking trucks formed a fitting background--Cassandra from the
-backmost car looking steadily down on Agamemnon as he stepped from his
-triumphal purple chariot and Clytemnestra offered him her hand. (_23
-November 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-It is surprising how very little difference a total change of
-circumstances and prospects makes in the individual. The German (I know
-from the 48 hours of the war that I spent there) is radically changed,
-and until he is sent to the front, his one dream and thought will be how
-quickest to die for his country. He is able more clearly to see the
-tremendous issues, and changes accordingly. I don’t know whether it is
-because the English are more phlegmatic or more shortsighted or more
-egoistic or what, that makes them inwardly and outwardly so far less
-shaken by the war than at first seemed probable. The German, I am sure,
-during the period of training “dies daily” until he is allowed to die.
-We go there with our eyes shut. (_28 November 1914._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-We had a very swinging Christmas--one that makes one realize (in common
-with other incidents of the war) how near savages we are and how much
-the stomach (which Nietzsche calls the Father of Melancholy) is also the
-best procurer of enjoyment. We gave the men a good church--plenty of
-loud hymns--, a good dinner--plenty of beer--, and the rest of the day
-was spent in sleep. I saw then very clearly that whereas for the upper
-classes Christmas is a spiritual debauch in which one remembers for a
-day to be generous and cheerful and open-handed, it is only a more or
-less physical debauch for the poorer classes, who need no reminder,
-since they are generous and cheerful and open-handed all the year round.
-One has fairly good chances of observing the life of the barrack-room,
-and what a contrast to the life of a house in a public school! The
-system is roughly the same: the house-master or platoon-commander
-entrusts the discipline of his charge to prefects or corporals, as the
-case may be. They never open their mouths in the barrack-room without
-the introduction of the unprintable swear-words and epithets: they have
-absolutely no “morality” (in the narrower, generally accepted sense):
-yet the public school boy should live among them to learn a little
-Christianity: for they are so extraordinarily nice to one another. They
-live in and for the present: we in and for the future. So they are
-cheerful and charitable always: and we often niggardly and unkind and
-spiteful. In the gymnasium at Marlborough, how the few clumsy specimens
-are ragged and despised and jeered at by the rest of the squad; in the
-gymnasium here you should hear the sounding cheer given to the man who
-has tried for eight weeks to make a long-jump of eight feet and at last
-by the advice and assistance of others has succeeded. They seem
-instinctively to regard a man singly, at his own rate, by his own
-standards and possibilities, not in comparison with themselves or
-others: that’s why they are so far ahead of us in their treatment and
-sizing up of others.
-
-It’s very interesting, what you say about Athens and Sparta, and England
-and Germany. Curious, isn’t it, that in old days a nation fought another
-for land or money: now we are fighting Germany for her spiritual
-qualities--thoroughness, and fearlessness of effort, and effacement of
-the individual. I think that Germany, in spite of her vast bigotry and
-blindness, is in a kind of way living up to the motto that Goethe left
-her in the closing words of Faust, before he died.
-
- Ay, in this thought is my whole life’s persistence.
- This is the whole conclusion of the true:
- He only earns his Freedom, owns Existence,
- Who every day must conquer her anew!
- So let him journey through his earthly day,
- Mid hustling spirits, go his self-found way,
- Find torture, bliss, in every forward stride,
- He, every moment still unsatisfied![5]
-
-A very close parallel may be drawn between Faust and present history
-(with Belgium as Gretchen). And Faust found spiritual salvation in the
-end! (_27 December 1914._)
-
-
-V
-
-“MANY A BETTER ONE” (p. 69)
-
-----’s death was a shock. Still, since Achilles’ κάτθανε καί Πάτροκλος
-ὄ περ σέο πολλὸυ ἀμείνων[6], which should be read at the grave of every
-corpse in addition to the burial service, no saner and splendider
-comment on death has been made, especially, as here, where it seemed a
-cruel waste. (_28 November 1914._)
-
-
-VI
-
-“BLANK SUMMER’S SURFEIT” (p. 70)
-
-From the time that the May blossom is scattered till the first frosts of
-September, one is always at one’s worst. Summer is stagnating: there is
-no more spring (in both senses) anywhere. When the corn is grown and the
-autumn seed not yet sown, it has only to bask in the sun, to fatten and
-ripen: a damnable time for man; heaven for the vegetables. And so I am
-sunk deep in “Denkfaulheit,” trying to catch in the distant but
-incessant upper thunder of the air promise of October rainstorms: long
-runs clad only in jersey and shorts over the Marlborough downs, cloked
-in rain, as of yore: likewise, in the aimless toothless grumbling of the
-guns, promise of a great advance to come: hailstones and coals of fire.
-(_July 1915._)
-
-
-VII
-
-“ETERNALLY TO DO” (p. 71)
-
-Masefield has founded a new school of poetry and given a strange example
-to future poets; and this is wherein his greatness and originality lies:
-that he is a man of action not imagination. For he has one of the
-fundamental qualities of a great poet--a thorough enjoyment of life. He
-has it in a more pre-eminent degree than even Browning, perhaps the
-stock instance of a poet who was great because he liked life. Everyone
-has read the latter’s lines about “the wild joys of living, the leaping
-from rock up to rock.” These are splendid lines: but one somehow does
-not feel that Browning ever leapt from rock up to rock himself. He saw
-other people doing it, doubtless, and thought it fine. But I don’t think
-he did it himself ever....
-
-Masefield writes that he knows and testifies that he has seen.
-Throughout his poems there are lines and phrases so instinct with life,
-that they betoken a man who writes of what he has experienced, not of
-what he thinks he can imagine: who has braved the storm, who has walked
-in the hells, who has seen the reality of life: who does not, like
-Tennyson, shut off the world he has to write about, attempting to
-imagine shipwrecks from the sofa, or battles in his bed. Compare for
-instance _Enoch Arden_ and _Dauber_. One is a dream: the other, life....
-
-The sower, who reaps not, has found a voice at last--a harsh rough
-voice, compelling, strong, triumphant. Let us, the reapers where we have
-not sown, give ear to it. Are they not much better than we? The voice of
-our poets and men of letters is finely trained and sweet to hear; it
-teems with sharp saws and rich sentiment: it is a marvel of delicate
-technique: it pleases, it flatters, it charms, it soothes: it is a
-living lie. The voice of John Masefield rings rough and ill trained: it
-tells a story, it leaves the thinking to the reader, it gives him no
-dessert of sentiment, cut, dried,--and ready made to go to sleep on: it
-jars, it grates, it makes him wonder; it is full of hope and faith and
-power and strife and God. Till Mr Masefield came on earth, the poetry
-of the world had been written by the men who lounged, who looked on. It
-is sin in a man to write of the world before he has known the world, and
-the failing of every poet up till now has been that he has written of
-what he loved to imagine but dared not to experience. But Masefield
-writes that he knows and testifies that he has seen; with him expression
-is the fruit of action, the sweat of a body that has passed through the
-fire.
-
-We stand by the watershed of English poetry; for the vastness and wonder
-of modern life has demanded that men should know what they write about.
-Behind us are the poets of imagination; before us are the poets of fact.
-For Masefield as a poet may be bad or good: I think him good, but you
-may think him bad: but, good or bad, he has got this quality which no
-one can deny and few belittle. He is the first of a multitude of coming
-poets (so I trust and pray) who are men of action before they are men of
-speech and men of speech because they are men of action. Those whom,
-because they do not live in our narrow painted groove, we call the Lower
-Classes, it is they who truly know what life is: so to them let us look
-for the true expression of life. One has already arisen, and his name is
-Masefield. We await the coming of others in his train. (_Essay on
-Masefield_, _3 November 1912_.)
-
-The war is a chasm in time.... In a job like this, one lives in times a
-year ago--and a year hence, alternately. Keine Nachricht. A large amount
-of organized disorderliness, killing the spirit. A vagueness and a
-dullness everywhere: an unromantic sitting still 100 yards from Brother
-Bosch. There’s something rotten in the state of something. One feels it
-but cannot be definite of what. Not even is there the premonition of
-something big impending: gathering and ready to burst. None of that
-feeling of confidence, offensiveness, “personal ascendancy,” with which
-the reports so delight our people at home. Mutual helplessness and
-lassitude, as when two boxers who have battered each other crouch
-dancing two paces from each other, waiting for the other to hit.
-Improvised organization, with its red hat, has muddled out romance. It
-is not the strong god of the Germans--that makes their Prussian Beamter
-so bloody and their fight against fearful odds so successful. Our
-organization is like a nasty fat old frowsy cook dressed up in her
-mistress’s clothes: fussy, unpopular, and upstart: trailing the scent of
-the scullery behind her. In periods of rest we are billeted in a town of
-sewage farms, mean streets, and starving cats: delightful population:
-but an air of late June weariness. For Spring again! This is not Hell as
-I hoped, but Limbo Lake with green growths on the water, full of
-minnows.
-
-So one lives in a year ago--and a year hence. What are your feet doing,
-a year hence?... where, while riding in your Kentish lanes, are you
-riding twelve months hence? I am sometimes in Mexico, selling cloth: or
-in Russia, doing Lord knows what: in Serbia or the Balkans: in England,
-never. England remains the dream, the background: at once the memory and
-the ideal. Sorley is the Gaelic for wanderer. I have had a conventional
-education: Oxford would have corked it. But this has freed the spirit,
-glory be. Give me the _Odyssey_, and I return the New Testament to
-store. Physically as well as spiritually, give me the road.
-
-Only sometimes the horrible question of bread and butter shadows the
-dream: it has shadowed many, I should think. It must be tackled. But I
-always seek to avoid the awkward, by postponing it.
-
-You figure in these dreams as the pioneer-sergeant. Perhaps _you_ are
-the Odysseus, I am but one of the dog-like έταῖροι.... But however that
-may be, our lives will be πολύπλαγκτοι, though our paths may be
-different. And we will be buried by the sea--
-
- Timon will make his everlasting mansion
- Upon beachéd verge of a salt flood,
- Which twice a day with hid embosséd froth
- The turbulent surge shall cover.
-
-Details can wait--perhaps for ever. These are the plans. I sometimes
-almost forgive Tennyson his other enormities for having written
-_Ulysses_. (_16 June 1915._)
-
-
-VIII
-
-“THE GRANDEUR OF THEIR MESS” (p. 74)
-
-I am bleached with chalk and grown hairy. And I think exultantly and
-sweetly of the one or two or three outstandingly admirable meals of my
-life. One in Yorkshire, in an inn upon the moors, with a fire of logs
-and ale and tea and every sort of Yorkshire bakery, especially bears me
-company. And yet another in Mecklenburg-Schwerin (where they are very
-English) in a farm-house utterly at peace in broad fields sloping to the
-sea. I remember a tureen of champagne in the middle of the table to
-which we helped ourselves with ladles! I remember my hunger after three
-hours’ ride over the country: and the fishing-town of Wismar lying like
-an English town on the sea. In that great old farm-house where I dined
-at 3 p.m. as the May day began to cool, fruit of sea and of land joined
-hands together, fish fresh caught and ducks fresh killed: it was a
-wedding of the elements. It was perhaps the greatest meal I have had
-ever, for everything we ate had been alive that morning--the champagne
-was alive yet. We feasted like kings till the sun sank, for it was
-impossible to overeat. ’Twas Homeric and its memory fills many hungry
-hours. (_5 October 1915._)
-
-
-IX
-
-“THE OLD WAR-JOY, THE OLD WAR-PAIN” (p. 76)
-
-This is a little hamlet, smelling pleasantly of manure. I have never
-felt more restful. We arrived at dawn: white dawn across the plane trees
-and coming through the fields of rye. After two hours in an oily ship
-and ten in a grimy train, the “war area” was a haven of relief. These
-French trains shriek so: there is no sight more desolating than
-abandoned engines passing up and down the lines, hooting in their
-loneliness. There is something eerie in a railway by night.
-
-But this is perfect. The other officers have heard the heavy guns and
-perhaps I shall soon. They make perfect cider in this valley: still,
-like them. There are clouds of dust along the roads, and in the leaves:
-but the dust here is native and caressing and pure, not like the dust of
-Aldershot, gritted and fouled by motors and thousands of feet. ’Tis a
-very Limbo lake: set between the tireless railways behind and twenty
-miles in front the fighting. Drink its cider and paddle in its rushy
-streams: and see if you care whether you die to-morrow. It brings out a
-new part of oneself, the loiterer, neither scorning nor desiring
-delights, gliding listlessly through the minutes from meal-time to
-meal-time, like the stream through the rushes: or stagnant and smooth
-like their cider, unfathomably gold: beautiful and calm without mental
-fear. And in four-score hours we will pull up our braces and fight.
-These hours will have slipt over me, and I shall march hotly to the
-firing-line, by turn critic, actor, hero, coward, and soldier of
-fortune: perhaps even for a moment Christian, humble, with “Thy will be
-done.” Then shock, combustion, the emergence of one of these: death or
-life: and then return to the old rigmarole. I imagine that this, while
-it may or may not knock about your body, will make very little
-difference to you otherwise.
-
-A speedy relief from Chatham. There is vibration in the air when you
-hear “The Battalion will move across the water on....”
-
-The moon won’t rise till late, but there is such placid weariness in all
-the bearing earth, that I must go out to see. I have not been “auf dem
-Lande” for many years: man muss den Augenblick geniessen. (_1 June
-1915._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-Your letter arrived and awoke the now drifting ME to consciousness. I
-had understood and acquiesced in your silence. The re-creation of that
-self which one is to a friend is an effort: repaying if it succeeds,
-but not to be forced. Wherefore, were it not for the dangers dancing
-attendance on the adjourning type of mind--which a year’s military
-training has not been able to efface from me--I should not be writing to
-you now. For it is just after breakfast--and you know what breakfast is:
-putter to sleep of all mental energy and discontent: charmer, sedative,
-leveller: maker of Britons. I should wait till after tea when the
-undiscriminating sun has shown his back--a fine back--on the world, and
-oneself by the aid of tea has thrown off the mental sleep of heat. But
-after tea I am on duty. So with bacon in my throat and my brain like a
-poached egg I will try to do you justice....
-
-I wonder how long it takes the King’s Pawn, who so proudly initiates the
-game of chess, to realize that he is a pawn. Same with us. We are
-finding out that we play the unimportant if necessary part. At present a
-dam, untested, whose presence not whose action stops the stream from
-approaching: and then--a mere handle to steel: dealers of death which we
-are not allowed to plan. But I have complained enough before of the
-minion state of the “damned foot.” It is something to have no
-responsibility--an inglorious ease of mind....
-
-Health--and I don’t know what ill-health is--invites you so much to
-smooth and shallow ways: where a happiness may only be found by
-renouncing the other happiness of which one set out in search. Yet here
-there is enough to stay the bubbling surface stream. Looking into the
-future one sees a holocaust somewhere: and at present there is--thank
-God--enough of “experience” to keep the wits edged (a callous way of
-putting it, perhaps). But out in front at night in that no-man’s land
-and long graveyard there is a freedom and a spur. Rustling of the
-grasses and grave tap-tapping of distant workers: the tension and
-silence of encounter, when one struggles in the dark for moral victory
-over the enemy patrol: the wail of the exploded bomb and the animal
-cries of wounded men. Then death and the horrible thankfulness when one
-sees that the next man is dead: “We won’t have to _carry_ him in under
-fire, thank God; dragging will do”: hauling in of the great resistless
-body in the dark: the smashed head rattling: the relief, the relief that
-the thing has ceased to groan: that the bullet or bomb that made the man
-an animal has now made the animal a corpse. One is hardened by now:
-purged of all false pity: perhaps more selfish than before. The
-spiritual and the animal get so much more sharply divided in hours of
-encounter, taking possession of the body by swift turns. (_26 August
-1915._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-The chess players are no longer waiting so infernal long between their
-moves. And the patient pawns are all in movement, hourly expecting
-further advances--whether to be taken or reach the back lines and be
-queened. ’Tis sweet, this pawn-being: there are no cares, no doubts:
-wherefore no regrets. The burden which I am sure is the parent of
-ill-temper drunkenness and premature old age--to wit, the making up of
-one’s own mind--is lifted from our shoulders. I can now understand the
-value of dogma, which is the General Commander-in-chief of the mind. I
-am now beginning to think that free thinkers should give their minds
-into subjection, for we who have given our actions and volitions into
-subjection gain such marvellous rest thereby. Only of course it is the
-subjecting of their powers of will and deed to a wrong master on the
-part of a great nation that has led Europe into war. Perhaps afterwards,
-I and my likes will again become indiscriminate rebels. For the present
-we find high relief in making ourselves soldiers. (_5 October 1915._)
-
-
-X
-
- “PERHAPS THE ROAD UP ILSLEY WAY,
- THE OLD RIDGE-TRACK, WILL BE MY WAY” (p. 76)
-
-When I next come down to Marlborough it shall be an entry worthy of the
-place and of the enterer. Not in khaki, with gloves and a little cane,
-with creased trousers from Aldershot--“dyed garments from Bozrah”--but
-in grey bags, an old coat and a knapsack, coming over the downland from
-Chiseldon, putting up at the Sun! Then after a night there and a
-tattered stroll through the High Street, feeling perhaps the minor
-inconveniences of complete communion with Nature, I should put on a
-gentlemanly suit and crave admittance at your door, talk old scandal,
-search old Housebooks, swank in Court and sing in Chapel and be a
-regular O.M.: retaining always the right on Monday afternoon (it always
-rains on Mondays in Marlborough) to sweat round Barbury and Totter Down,
-what time you dealt out nasty little oblong unseens to the Upper VI.
-This would be my Odyssey. At present I am too cornered by my uniform for
-any such luxuries. (_May 1915._)
-
- * * * * *
-
-There is really very little to say about the life here. Change of
-circumstance, I find, means little compared to change of company. And as
-one has gone out and is still with the same officers with whom one had
-rubbed shoulders unceasingly for the last nine months, and of whom one
-had acquired that extraordinarily intimate knowledge which comes of
-constant συυουσία, one does not notice the change: until one or two or
-three drop off. And one wonders why.
-
-They are extraordinarily close, really, these friendships of
-circumstance, distinct as they remain from friendships of choice....
-Only, I think, once or twice does one stumble across that person into
-whom one fits at once: to whom one can stand naked, all disclosed. But
-circumstance provides the second best: and I’m sure that any gathering
-of men will in time lead to a very very close half-friendship between
-them all (I only say half-friendship because I wish to distinguish it
-from the other). So there has really been no change in coming over here:
-the change is to come when half of this improvised “band of brothers”
-are wiped away in a day. We are learning to be soldiers slowly--that is
-to say, adopting the soldierly attitude of complete disconnection with
-our job during odd hours. No shop. So when I think I should tell you
-“something about the trenches,” I find I have neither the inclination
-nor the power.
-
-This however. On our weekly march from the trenches back to our old
-farmhouse a mile or two behind, we leave the communication-trench for a
-road, hedged on one side only, with open ploughland to the right. It
-runs a little down hill till the road branches. Then half left up over
-open country goes our track, with the ground shelving away to the right
-of us. Can you see it? The Toll House to the First Post on Trainers Down
-on a small scale. There is something in the way that at the end of the
-hedge the road leaps up to the left into the beyond that puts me in mind
-of Trainers Down. It is what that turn into unhedged country and that
-leap promises, not what it achieves, that makes the likeness. It is
-nothing when you get up, no wildness, no openness. But there it remains
-to cheer me on each relief....
-
-I hear that a _very_ select group of public schools will by this time be
-enjoying the Camp “somewhere in England.” May they not take it too
-seriously! Seein’ as ’ow all training is washed out as soon as you turn
-that narrow street corner at Boulogne, where some watcher with a lantern
-is always up for the English troops arriving, with a “Bon courage” for
-every man.
-
-A year ago to-day--but that way madness lies. (_4 August 1915._)
-
-
- CAMBRIDGE:
- PRINTED BY J. B. PEACE, M. A., AT THE UNIVERSITY PRESS.
-
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[1] _Odyssey_, IV, 193, 194.
-
-[2] _Odyssey_, IV, 193, 194.
-
-[3] _Ibid._, IX, 27, 28.
-
-[4] _Faust_, II, 6820-3.
-
-[5] _Faust_, II, 6944-7, 6820-3.
-
-[6] _Iliad_, XXI, 107.
-
-
-
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