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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in
-prose and rhyme, by L. Maria Child
-
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-Title: Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
-
-Author: L. Maria Child
-
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUTUMNAL LEAVES: TALES AND
-SKETCHES IN PROSE AND RHYME ***
-
-
-
-
-
- AUTUMNAL LEAVES.
-
-
-
-
- AUTUMNAL LEAVES:
-
- TALES AND SKETCHES
-
- IN
-
- PROSE AND RHYME.
-
-
- BY
-
- L. MARIA CHILD.
-
-
- I speak, as in the days of youth,
- In simple words some earnest truth.
-
-
- NEW YORK:
- C. S. FRANCIS & CO., 554 BROADWAY.
- BOSTON:--53 DEVONSHIRE STREET.
- 1857.
-
-
- Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1856,
- BY C. S. FRANCIS & CO.,
-In the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the United States, for the
- Southern District of New York.
-
-
-
-
-Several of the articles contained in this volume have appeared in
-various periodicals ten or twelve years ago. Others have been recently
-written, during the hours that could be spared from daily duties.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS.
-
-
- PAGE
-
-THE EGLANTINE, 9
-
-A SERENADE, 46
-
-THE JURYMAN, 47
-
-THE FAIRY FRIEND, 65
-
-WERGELAND, THE POET, 72
-
-THE EMIGRANT BOY, 79
-
-HOME AND POLITICS, 96
-
-TO THE TRAILING ARBUTUS, 119
-
-THE CATHOLIC AND THE QUAKER, 121
-
-THE RIVAL MECHANICIANS, 143
-
-A SONG, 165
-
-UTOUCH AND TOUCHU, 166
-
-THE BROTHER AND SISTER, 181
-
-THE STREAM OF LIFE, 200
-
-THE MAN THAT KILLED HIS NEIGHBOURS, 203
-
-INTELLIGENCE OF ANIMALS, 221
-
-THE WORLD THAT I AM PASSING THROUGH, 231
-
-JAN AND ZAIDA, 233
-
-TO THE NASTURTIUM, 268
-
-THE ANCIENT CLAIRVOYANT, 269
-
-SPIRIT AND MATTER, 291
-
-THE KANSAS EMIGRANTS, 302
-
-I WANT TO GO HOME, 364
-
-
-
-
-THE EGLANTINE,
-
-A simple Love Story,
-
-FOUNDED ON A ROMANTIC INCIDENT, WHICH OCCURRED IN THE FAR WEST, ABOUT
-TEN YEARS AGO.
-
- “A form more fair, a face more sweet,
- Ne’er hath it been my lot to meet.
- And her modest answer, and graceful air,
- Show her wise and good, as she is fair.
- Would she were mine; and I to-day
- A simple harvester of hay;
- With low of cattle, and song of birds,
- And health, and quiet, and loving words.”
- Then he thought of his sister, proud and cold,
- And his mother, vain of her rank and gold.
- J. G. WHITTIER.
-
-
-“What a remarkably pretty girl Mrs. Barton has for a nursery maid,” said
-Mrs. Vernon to her daughter.
-
-“Yes, mamma; and it seems quite useless for a servant to be so handsome.
-What good will it do _her_?” She glanced at the mirror, as she spoke,
-and seemed less satisfied than usual with her own pretty face. She was
-thinking to herself, “If I had as much beauty as _she_ has, I shouldn’t
-despair of winning a duke.”
-
-A similar idea flashed across Mrs. Vernon’s mind, as she noticed the
-involuntary appeal to the mirror. Therefore, she sighed as she answered,
-“Instead of doing her good, it will doubtless prove a misfortune. Some
-dissipated lord will take a fancy to her; but he will soon become weary
-of her, and will marry her to the first good-natured clown, who can be
-hired to take her.”
-
-“Very likely,” replied Miss Julia; “and after living with a nobleman,
-she can never be happy with a person of her own condition.” The prospect
-of such a future in reserve for the rustic beauty seemed by no means
-painful to the aristocratic young lady. Indeed, one might conjecture,
-from her manner, that she regarded it as no more than a suitable
-punishment for presuming to be handsomer than her superiors in rank.
-
-A flush passed over the countenance of her brother Edward, who sat
-reading at the opposite window; but the ladies, busy with their
-embroidery and netting, did not observe it. The lower extremity of their
-grounds was separated from Mrs. Barton’s merely by a hedge of hawthorns.
-A few weeks previous, as he was walking there, his attention had been
-attracted by joyful exclamations from their neighbour’s children, over a
-lupine that began to show its valves above the ground. He turned
-involuntarily, and when he saw the young girl who accompanied them, he
-felt a little glow of pleasant surprise curl around his heart, as if
-some entirely new and very beautiful wild flower had unexpectedly
-appeared before him. That part of the garden became his favourite place
-of resort; and if a day passed without his obtaining a glimpse of the
-lovely stranger, he was conscious of an undefined feeling of
-disappointment. One day, when the children were playing near by, their
-India-rubber ball bounced over into Mrs. Vernon’s grounds. When he saw
-them searching for it among the hawthorns, he reached across the hedge
-and presented it to their attendant. He raised his hat and bowed, as he
-did so; and she blushed as she took it from his hand. After this
-accidental introduction, he never passed her without a similar
-salutation; and she always coloured at a mark of courtesy so unusual
-from a gentleman to a person in her humble condition. The degree of
-interest she had excited in his mind rendered it somewhat painful to
-hear his mother’s careless prophecy of her future destiny.
-
-A few days afterward, he was walking with his sister, when Mrs. Barton’s
-maid passed with the children. Miss Julia graciously accosted the little
-ones, but ignored the presence of their attendant. Seeing her brother
-make his usual sign of deferential politeness, she exclaimed, “What a
-strange person you are, Edward! One would suppose you were passing a
-duchess. I dare say you would do just the same if cousin Alfred were
-with us.”
-
-“Certainly I should,” he replied. “I am accustomed to regulate my
-actions by my own convictions, not by those of another person. You know
-I believe in such a thing as _natural_ nobility.”
-
-“And if a servant happens to have a pretty face, you consider her a born
-duchess, I suppose,” said Julia.
-
-“Such kind of beauty as that we have just passed, where the pliant limbs
-move with unconscious dignity, and harmonized features are illuminated
-by a moral grace, that emanates from the soul, _does_ seem to me to have
-received from Nature herself an unmistakeable patent of nobility.”
-
-“So you _know_ this person?” inquired his sister.
-
-He replied, “I have merely spoken to her on the occasion of returning a
-ball, that one of the children tossed over into our grounds. But
-casually as I have seen her, her countenance and manners impress me with
-the respect that _you_ feel for high birth.”
-
-“It’s a pity you were not born in the back-woods of America,” retorted
-his sister, pettishly.
-
-“I sometimes think so myself,” he quietly replied. “But let us gather
-some of these wild flowers, Julia, instead of disputing about
-conventional distinctions, concerning which you and I can never agree.”
-
-His sister coldly accepted the flowers he offered. Her temper was
-clouded by the incident of the morning. It vexed her that Edward had
-never said, or implied, so much concerning _her_ style of beauty; and
-she could not forgive the tendencies of mind which spoiled him for the
-part she wished him to perform in the world, as a means of increasing
-his own importance, and thereby advancing her interests. She had the
-misfortune to belong to an English family extensively connected with the
-rich and aristocratic, without being themselves largely endowed with
-wealth. Cousin Alfred, the son of her father’s older brother, was heir
-to a title; and consequently she measured every thing by his standard.
-The income of the family was more than sufficient for comfort and
-gentility; but the unfortunate tendency to assume the habits of others
-as their standard rendered what might have been a source of enjoyment a
-cause of discontent.
-
-Their life was a constant struggle to keep up appearances beyond their
-means. All natural thoughts and feelings were kept in perpetual harness;
-drilled to walk blindfolded the prescribed round of conventional forms,
-like a horse in a bark-mill; with this exception, that _their_ routine
-spoiled the free paces of the horse, without grinding any bark. Edward’s
-liberal soul had early rebelled against this system. He had experienced
-a vague consciousness of walking in fetters ever since he was reproved
-for bringing home a favourite school-mate to pass the vacation with him,
-when he was twelve years old. He could not _then_ be made to understand
-why a manly, intelligent, large-hearted boy, who was a tradesman’s son,
-was less noble than young Lord Smallsoul, cousin Alfred’s school-friend;
-and within the last few weeks, circumstances had excited his thoughts
-to unusual activity concerning natural and artificial distinctions. As
-he walked in the garden, book in hand, he never failed to see the
-beautiful nursery-maid, if she were anywhere within sight; and she
-always perceived _him_. In her eyes, _he_ was like a bright, far-off
-star; while he was refreshed by a vision of _her_, as he was by the
-beauty of an opening flower. Distinction of rank was such a fixed fact
-in the society around them, that the star and the flower dreamed of
-union as much as they did. But Cupid, who is the earliest republican on
-record, willed that things should not remain in that state. A bunch of
-fragrant violets were offered with a smile and received with a blush;
-and in the blush and the smile an arrow lay concealed. Then volumes of
-poems were loaned with passages marked; and every word of those passages
-were stereotyped on the heart of the reader. For a long time, he was
-ignorant of her name; but hearing the children call her Sibella, he
-inquired her other name, and they told him it was Flower. He thought it
-an exceedingly poetic and appropriate name; as most young men of twenty
-would have thought, under similar circumstances. He noticed the
-sequestered lanes where she best loved to rove, when sent out with the
-children for exercise; and those lanes became his own favourite places
-of resort. Wild flowers furnished a graceful and harmless topic of
-conversation; yet Love made even those simple things his messengers.
-Patrician Edward offered the rustic Sibella an Eglantine, saying, “This
-has a peculiar charm for me, above all flowers. It is so fragrant and
-delicately tinted; so gracefully untrained, and so modest in its
-pretensions. It always seems to me like a beautiful young maiden,
-without artificial culture, but naturally refined and poetic. The first
-time I saw you, I thought of a flowering Eglantine; and I have never
-since looked at the shrub, without being reminded of you.” She listened,
-half abashed and half delighted. She never saw the flower again without
-thinking of _him_.
-
-The next day after this little adventure, she received a copy of Moore’s
-Melodies, with her name elegantly written therein. The songs, all
-sparkling with fancy and warm with love, were well suited to her sixteen
-years, and to that critical period in her heart’s experience. She saw in
-them a reflection of her own young soul dreamily floating in a
-fairy-boat over moon-lighted waters. The mystery attending the gift
-increased its charm. The postman left it at the door, and no one knew
-whence it came. Within the same envelope was a pressed blossom of the
-Eglantine, placed in a sheet of Parisian letter-paper, gracefully
-ornamented with a coloured arabesque of Eglantines and German
-Forget-me-nots. On it the following verses were inscribed:--
-
-TO SIBELLA FLOWER.
-
- There is a form more light and fair,
- Than human tongue can tell,
- It seems a spirit of the air.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- The lovely cheek more faintly flushed
- Than ocean’s rosy shell,
- Is like a new-found pearl that blushed,
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- Her glossy hair in simple braid,
- With softly curving swell,
- Might well have crowned a Grecian maid.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- Her serious and dove-like eyes
- Of gentle thoughts do tell;
- Serene as summer ev’ning skies.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- Her graceful mouth was outlined free
- By Cupid’s magic spell,
- A bow for his sure archery.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- And thence soft silv’ry tones do flow,
- Like rills along the dell,
- Making sweet music as they go.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
- Fairer still is the modest mind,
- Pure as a crystal well,
- In mountain solitude enshrined.
- She is a flower _si belle_!
-
-A note at the bottom of the verses explained that the French word _si
-belle_ meant _so beautiful_. The poetry was that of a young man of
-twenty; but a simple maiden of sixteen, who was herself the subject of
-the lines, saw more beauty in them, than a critic could find in the best
-inspirations of Shakespeare or Milton. And then to think that a
-gentleman, who understood _French_, should write verses to _her_! It was
-wonderful! She would as soon have dreamed of wearing the crown of
-England. The next time she met Edward Vernon, her cheeks were flushed
-_more_ deeply than “ocean’s rosy shell.” But she never alluded to the
-book or the verses; for she said to herself, “Perhaps he did’nt send
-them; and then I should feel so ashamed of _supposing_ he did!” The
-secret was half betrayed on his part; whether intentionally or
-unintentionally, she did not know. He began by calling her Miss Flower;
-then he called her Sibella; but ever after the reception of the verses,
-he said Sibelle.
-
-They were so reserved toward each other, and Mrs. Barton’s children were
-apparently so much the objects of his attention, during their rambles,
-that their dreamy romance might have gone on uninterrupted for months
-longer, had not a human foot stepped within their fairy circle. Lord
-Smallsoul, as he rode abroad one day, was attracted by “the flower _si
-belle_.” As his grosser nature and more selfish habits were uncurbed by
-the respectful diffidence, which restrained Edward’s love, he became
-bold and importunate in his attentions; as if he took it for granted
-that any rural beauty could be purchased with a nobleman’s gold. The
-poor girl could not stir out of doors, without being liable to his
-unwelcome intrusion; the more unwelcome because the presence of the
-false lover expelled the true one. Edward kept carefully aloof, watching
-the proceedings of the profligate nobleman with jealous indignation. He
-painfully felt that he had no right to assume guardianship over the
-young girl, and that any attempt to do so would bring him into collision
-with her persecutor; likely to end in publicity by no means favourable
-to her reputation. The rural belle was inexperienced in the world’s
-ways, but she had been trained by a prudent mother, and warned against
-the very dangers that now beset her path. Therefore, with many blushes,
-she begged Mrs. Barton to excuse her from walking out with the children;
-confessing that Lord Smallsoul sought every opportunity of urging her to
-go and live with him in Italy, though she never would accept one of the
-many rich presents he was always offering her. Mrs. Barton warmly
-commended her, and promised protection. After some conversation, she
-said, “The children tell me that Mr. Vernon has often joined you in
-your walks. Did _he_ ever say he was in love with you?” Sibella promptly
-replied, “Never. He is always very respectful.” “And he has never made
-you any presents, has he?” inquired the lady. The maiden lowered her
-eyes and blushed deeply. She had been trained to a strict observance of
-the truth; but she did not know certainly who sent Moore’s Melodies; and
-heart and conscience both pleaded with her not to say any thing that
-might involve her friend in blame. After a moment’s hesitation, she
-answered, evasively, “He has sometimes offered me flowers, madam, when
-he was gathering them for the children; and I thought it no harm to take
-them.” The book of poems, and the wonderful verses framed in flowery
-arabesques, remained a secret between herself and him who sent them. But
-Mrs. Barton noticed the sudden blush, and the involuntary hesitation;
-and she resolved to elicit some information from the children, in a
-manner not likely to excite their curiosity.
-
-Lord Smallsoul, who from infancy had been an object of excessive
-indulgence, was not to be easily baffled in his selfish plans. Night and
-day, he, or his confidential servant, was prowling about Mrs. Barton’s
-grounds. His assiduities became a positive nuisance, and excited much
-gossip in the neighbourhood. Miss Julia Vernon took occasion to say to
-Mrs. Barton, “It is really surprising his lordship should make himself
-so ridiculous, instead of bestowing his attentions upon beautiful
-ladies whose rank in life is nearer to his own. He knows, however, that
-_ladies_ would scorn to accept such homage as he bestows upon your
-servant; and I suppose he is not yet ready to enter into matrimonial
-bonds.”
-
-Mrs. Barton thought to herself that the dissolute nobleman would receive
-a very prompt and gracious answer, if he invited Miss Julia to enter
-into such bonds. She, however, suppressed the smile that was rising to
-her lips, and said, “I don’t wonder at his being fascinated by Sibella;
-for she is gifted with extraordinary beauty. I am truly thankful, on her
-own account, and for the sake of her worthy parents, that she is
-discreet as she is lovely. I confess, I should myself rejoice in such a
-daughter.”
-
-There was a slightly contemptuous motion in the muscles of Miss Vernon’s
-mouth, as she replied, “You appear to think her a paragon. The girl is
-pretty enough; too pretty for her own good, since she was born to be a
-servant. But I cannot imagine what attractions she can have for a
-gentleman, who is accustomed to the distinguished air of ladies of
-rank.”
-
-“Some people prefer the Eglantine to the Garden Rose,” replied Mrs.
-Barton. “Your _brother_ is accustomed to ladies of rank; but I imagine
-he appreciates Sibella’s beauty more highly than you do.”
-
-“What reason have you for thinking so?” quickly inquired Miss Julia.
-
-Half mischievously, and altogether imprudently, Mrs. Barton replied,
-“The children heard him tell her that she was like an Eglantine, which,
-of all flowers was his favourite; and they say he always wore an
-Eglantine in his vest, as long as there was one to be found.”
-
-Up rose Miss Vernon, hastily, and with a haughty toss of the head, said
-emphatically, “I thank you _very_ much for having told me this. Good
-morning, madam.”
-
-The amiable neighbour, foreseeing a storm, immediately repented of what
-she had said; but it was impossible to recall it. She looked out of the
-window, and saw that Miss Vernon was excited to such a degree as to make
-her forget the patrician languor, which usually characterized her
-movements. Obeying an impulse, for once in her life, she walked rapidly
-across the garden to the paternal mansion. As if a case of life and
-death were impending, she startled her mother with this abrupt
-annunciation: “Do go directly to cousin Alfred, and tell him he _must_
-devise some means to remove Edward from this neighbourhood, forthwith.
-You know, he has been promising, for some time past, to secure a
-suitable situation for him; and unless you see to having it done
-immediately, you may prepare yourself to have your son disgrace the
-whole family by marrying a servant.” She then repeated what she had
-just heard, and added: “You know, mother, that Edward never _could_ be
-induced to pay so much regard to the distinctions of rank, as he ought
-to do. It would be just like him to go off to Gretna Green with a
-servant girl, if he happened to take it into his foolish head that she
-was a paragon of beauty and virtue.”
-
-Great was the consternation in all branches of the Vernon family; and
-their alarm was not a little increased when Edward frankly declared that
-it would be easy to procure a suitable education for Sibella, and then
-she would be a desirable companion for any gentleman in the land. How
-his father glowered at him, how his mother wept, and what glances his
-sister hurled from her haughty eyes, need not be told. He retreated to
-his own apartment, and for several days remained there most of the time,
-revolving plans for the future; some of them of the most romantic kind.
-He longed for a secret interview with Sibella, to avow his love, promise
-eternal constancy, and obtain from her a similar pledge in return. But
-his nice sense of honour restrained him from taking any step that might
-cast a shadow upon her. He made several attempts to see her openly, but
-he was closely watched, and she never appeared; for Mrs. Barton informed
-her that the family had taken offence at the attentions he paid her.
-
-The anxious conferences in Edward’s family ended with an announcement
-from his father that he must prepare to start for Italy the next week,
-as traveling companion for a young nobleman, about to make the tour of
-Europe.
-
-Meanwhile, Mrs. Vernon and her daughter vented some of their
-mortification and vexation upon Mrs. Barton; blaming her for keeping
-such a handsome servant, to make trouble in gentlemen’s families. That
-lady, becoming more and more uneasy at the state of things, deemed it
-prudent to write a warning letter to Sibella’s parents; and the good
-mother came to her child immediately. She found her darling in the
-depths of girlish misery; alleviated, however, by the happy
-consciousness that she had nothing to conceal. Weeping on the maternal
-bosom, she told all her simple story; not even reserving the secret of
-the book and the verses. But when her mother said they ought to be
-returned to Mr. Vernon, she remonstrated warmly. “Oh no, mother, don’t
-ask me to do _that_! If you do, I shall be sorry I told you. I don’t
-_know_ that he sent them. He never _said_ so. The Eglantine made me
-_think_ that he did; but I am afraid I should seem to him like a bold,
-vain girl, if he _knew_ that I thought so.” Her mother, being assured
-that no presents had been offered, and love never spoken of, yielded to
-her argument. She was allowed to retain the precious volume, and the
-wonderful verses, which were hidden away as carefully as a miser’s
-treasures.
-
-Mr. Vernon, the father, had a private conversation with Mrs. Flower,
-the morning after her arrival. He assumed so proud a tone, that he
-roused a corresponding degree of pride in the worthy woman, who curtly
-assured him that her daughter would find no difficulty in forming a good
-connection, and would never be permitted to enter any family that
-objected to her. The gentleman thanked her, with cold politeness, and
-she parted from him with a very short courtesy. That evening a note came
-for Miss Sibella Flower. Mrs. Barton placed it in the mother’s hand, who
-opened it and read:
-
- “DEAR SIBELLE,
-
- “Forgive me for venturing to call you so. I am compelled to depart
- for Italy to-morrow; and that must be my excuse. I have reflected
- much upon the subject, and young as I am, I feel that it is my duty
- not to refuse the eligible situation my relatives have procured for
- me. It has given me great pain to come to this conclusion; but I
- console myself with the reflection that some day or other, I shall
- be free to follow my own inclinations. I can never forget you,
- never cease to love you; and I cannot part without saying farewell,
- and conjuring you to cherish the memory of the blissful moments we
- have passed together. Do ask Mrs. Barton to allow me an hour’s
- interview with you this evening. She and your mother can both be
- present, if they think proper. They will see by this request that
- my views are honourable, and my professions sincere.
-
- “Yours, with undying affection,
-
- “E. V.”
-
-Mrs. Flower promptly decided to see the young gentleman herself. He was
-accordingly sent for, and came full of love and hope. But Sibella, who
-was kept in ignorance of the note, was requested not to intrude upon
-their conference; therefore, he saw the mother only. In answer to all
-his vehement protestations and earnest entreaties, she answered,
-“Sibella is a mere child; and it is my duty to guard her inexperience.
-Next to seeing her deceived by false professions, I have always dreaded
-her marrying into a proud family, who would look down upon her.”
-
-“I will go to America, and make a position for myself, independent of my
-family, before I ask her to share my destiny,” replied the enthusiastic
-lover.
-
-“I thank you, Mr. Vernon. You have behaved nobly toward my child; and my
-heart blesses you for it. But I had a sister, who married above her
-rank, and I cannot forget the consequences. They were very young when
-they were married, and never were two young creatures so much in love.
-She was as good as she was handsome; but his family treated her as if
-she was’nt worthy to black their shoes; and they had such an influence
-upon him, that he at last repented of the step he had taken. She felt
-it, and it made her very miserable. You are young, sir; too young to be
-certain that your mind won’t change.”
-
-“I know perfectly well that my mind can never change,” he replied
-eagerly. “This is not such a boyish whim as you seem to suppose. It is a
-deep, abiding feeling. It is _impossible_ that I can ever change.”
-
-The mother quietly replied, “My sister’s husband said the same; and yet
-he did change.”
-
-Edward Vernon internally cursed that sister’s heartless husband; but he
-contented himself with saying; “Such love as _his_ must have been very
-different from the feelings that inspire _me_.”
-
-His intreaties were unavailing to procure an interview with Sibella. The
-prudent mother concealed the fact that he had awakened an interest in
-her daughter’s heart. To all his arguments she would only shake her head
-and reply, “You are too young to know your own mind, Mr. Vernon.”
-
-Too _young_! How cold and contemptuous that sounded! He was not in a
-state of mind to appreciate the foresight and kindness, which strove to
-shield him from his own rashness. She seemed to him as proud and
-hard-hearted as his father; and perhaps pride did help her prudence a
-little. Yet when he was gone away, the good woman sat down and cried;
-she sympathized so heartily with the trouble of those young hearts.
-Sibella sobbed herself to sleep that night, though unconscious that
-Edward intended to leave England. He watched the window of her chamber
-till the light of her lamp went out in darkness. “That star will shine
-for me no more!” he said. He returned slowly to his own room, looked out
-upon the hawthorn-hedge for a long time, then laid himself down to weep,
-and dream of green lanes, fragrant with the Eglantine.
-
-The next morning, Mrs. Flower requested her daughter to prepare for
-their return home, since there was no other way of relieving Mrs. Barton
-from the perpetual intrusion of the shameless nobleman, and his
-troublesome servant. Gentle as Sibella was, she experienced a feeling of
-hatred toward Lord Smallsoul, who, like an odious beast, had rushed into
-her paradise, trampling its flowers. She did not dispute her mother’s
-decision, for she felt that it was judicious; but _she_ also stood at
-the window a long time, looking out upon the hawthorn-hedge, associated
-with so many pleasant memories. Her eyes were moist when she turned and
-said, “Mother, before we go away, I should like to bid good-bye to some
-of the old places, where I have walked with--with--the children. You can
-go with me, if you are afraid of my meeting Mr. Vernon.”
-
-Sadly and sympathizingly, her mother answered, “You cannot meet Mr.
-Vernon, my child; for he has gone to Italy.”
-
-“Gone!” she exclaimed; and the sudden paleness and the thrilling tone
-cut her mother’s heart. She soothed her tenderly, and, after a while,
-Sibella raised her head, with an effort to assume maidenly pride, and
-said, “He never _told_ me he loved me. I sometimes _thought_ he did. But
-it was very foolish of me. If he cared for me, he would have said
-good-bye. I will think no more about it.”
-
-The mother was strongly tempted to tell how ardently and how honourably
-he loved. But she thought to herself, “It would only serve to keep alive
-hopes destined to end in disappointment.” So she put strong constraint
-on her feminine sympathies, and remained silent. They went forth into
-the green lanes bright with sunshine, but gloomy to eyes that saw them
-through a veil of tears. When Sibella came to the bush from which Edward
-had broken the first Eglantine he offered her, she gazed at it
-mournfully, and throwing herself on the bosom of her best earthly
-friend, sobbed out, “Oh mother, _mother_! I have been so _happy_ here!”
-
-“My poor, dear child,” she replied, “You don’t know how sorry I am for
-you. But these feelings will pass away with time. You are very young;
-and life is all before you.”
-
-The maiden looked up with inexpressible sadness in her eyes, and
-answered, “Yes, mother, I _am_ young; but life is all _behind_ me.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-There is a wide chasm in the story, as there was in Sibella’s life. That
-brief dream of the past would not unite itself with the actual present.
-She could form no bridge between them. It remained by itself; like an
-island warm with sunshine, and fragrant with Eglantines, in the midst of
-cold grey waves. Because she herself was changed, all things around her
-seemed changed. The young men, especially, appeared like a different
-race of beings, since she had learned to compare them with that poetic
-youth, who gazed so reverently at the evening star, and loved the
-wild-flowers as if they were living things. He had kindled her
-imagination, as well as her heart. She perceived a _soul_ in Nature, of
-which she had been unconscious till _he_ revealed it. Ah, how lonely she
-was now! In all the wide world there was not one mortal who could
-understand what that simple country girl had found, or what she had
-lost. She herself did not comprehend it. She only had an uneasy sense of
-always seeking for something she could never find. She lived among her
-former associates like one who has returned from an excursion into
-fairy-land, finding the air of earth chilly, and its colours dim. But
-employments are Amaranths in the garden of life. They live through all
-storms, and survive all changes of the seasons. Her duties were numerous
-and conscientiously performed; and through this pathway of necessity,
-apparently so rugged, she soon arrived at a state of cheerful serenity.
-
-In a few months, her parents were induced to join a band of emigrants
-coming to America; and the novelty of change proved beneficial to her.
-That sunny island in her experience was not forgotten, but it smiled
-upon her farther in the distance. There was a joyful palpitation at her
-heart, when she found Eglantines growing wild in America, under the name
-of Sweet-Briar Roses. She opened the verses which had seemed to her “_si
-belle!_” The flower was faded, and its sweetness gone; but memory was
-redolent of its fragrance. She was never told that Edward Vernon had
-written two letters to her, after he left England; and she had almost
-persuaded herself that his looks and tones were not so significant as
-they had seemed. She had no materials to form a definite hope; but it
-became the leading object of her life so to improve herself, that he
-would have no cause to be ashamed of her, if he ever should happen to
-come to America. In the accomplishment of this project, she was
-continually stimulated by the example of American girls, who obtained
-the means of education by their own manual industry, and ended by
-becoming teachers of the highest class. Her parents were delighted with
-her diligence and perseverance, and did what they could to aid her;
-never suspecting that the impelling power came chiefly from a latent
-feeling, which they hoped was extinct. So she worked onwards and
-upwards, with hands and mind, and soon found pleasure in the development
-itself.
-
-Meanwhile, the beautiful English Flower attracted admirers of various
-grades. Her parents hoped she would give the preference to a merchant of
-good character, who was in very prosperous circumstances. She was aware
-that such a marriage would be a great advantage to them; and she loved
-them so much, that she wished her beauty could be the means of bringing
-them prosperity. She tried to love the worthy merchant; but her efforts
-were unavailing. She was always thinking to herself, “He never writes
-poetry to me, and he never tells me about the stars. Edward used to
-gather wild-flowers for me, and bind them so gracefully with wreaths of
-Ivy. But this gentleman buys hot-house flowers, tied into pyramids on
-wires. The poor things look _so_ uncomfortable! just as I shall feel, if
-I consent to be sold and tied up. Ah, if he were only more like Mr.
-Vernon! I should _like_ to oblige my good father and mother.” The
-soliloquy ended with humming to herself:
-
- “There’s nothing half so sweet in life
- As Love’s young dream.”
-
-When the time came for a definite answer to the merchant, she told her
-parents she had rather keep school than marry. They looked at each other
-and sighed; but they asked no questions concerning the memory of her
-heart.
-
-The prospect of owning a farm, combined with an eligible offer for
-Sibella as a teacher, soon afterward attracted them to the far West. The
-grandeur and freedom of Nature in that new region, the mighty forests,
-the limitless prairies, the luxuriant vegetation, produced a sudden
-expansion in that youthful soul, trained amid the cultivated gardens and
-carefully clipped hedges of England. Imagination experienced a new birth
-in poetry, as the heart experiences religion. All that she had
-previously known of beauty seemed tame and cold compared with the wild
-charm of that improvised scenery. But more than ever she was oppressed
-with a sense of mental loneliness. Nature was inspiring, but it had no
-sympathy with the human soul, which longed for more responsive
-companionship, more intimate communion. The maiden needed a friend, into
-whose soul the calm sunset of the prairies would infuse the same holy
-light that penetrated her own. In such moods, the looks and tones of
-Edward Vernon came back with vivid distinctness. At times, she longed
-inexpressibly to know whether he ever had such lively reminiscences of
-the poor country girl, whom his influence had led into the regions she
-never dreamed of before. Nature looked at her with the same tranquil
-smile, and gave no answer. Fortunately, the active duties of life left
-but few hours for such reveries; otherwise, the abrupt termination of
-her long dream might have proved as hazardous, as the sudden wakening of
-a somnambulist. A newly-arrived English emigrant visited her father’s
-farm. He came from Mrs. Barton’s neighbourhood, and in the course of
-conversation chanced to mention that Mr. Vernon’s son and daughter were
-both married. Until that moment, Sibella had not realized the strength
-of the hope she cherished. She veiled her disappointment from the
-observation of others; and her mother had the good sense to forbear
-saying, “I told you so.” No conversation passed between them on the
-subject; but when Sibella retired to her sleeping apartment, she gazed
-out on the moonlighted solitude of the prairie for a long time, and
-thought the expression of the scene never seemed so sad. She said to
-herself, “My mother told me truly. That beautiful experience was indeed
-a dream of early youth; and _only_ a dream.”
-
-She was under the necessity of returning to Chicago the next day, to
-attend to her school. In another department of the school, was a teacher
-from New England, a farmer’s son, who had worked with his hands in the
-summer, and studied diligently in the winter, till he had become a
-scholar of more than common attainments. He taught school during the
-week, and occasionally preached on Sunday, not because he was too
-indolent to perform manual labour, or because he considered it
-ungenteel. He was attracted toward books by a genuine thirst for
-knowledge; and he devoted himself to moral and intellectual teaching,
-for the simple reason that God had formed him for it. He loved the
-occupation, and was therefore eminently successful in it. This young man
-had for some time been in love with Sibella Flower, without obtaining
-any signs of encouragement from her. But there is much truth in the old
-adage about the facility of catching a heart at the rebound. He never
-wrote poetry, or spoke eloquently about the beauties of scenery; for his
-busy intellect employed itself chiefly with history, science, and
-ethics. But though he was unlike Edward Vernon, he was gentle, good, and
-wise; and, after her morning-dream had vanished utterly, Sibella became
-aware that his society furnished pleasant companionship for heart and
-mind. Their intimacy gradually increased, and they finally married.
-Being desirous to purchase land and build a house, they continued to
-earn money by teaching. The desired home, with its various belongings,
-seemed likely to be soon completed, without great expense; for William
-Wood had all the capabilities of a genuine Yankee. He could hew logs and
-plane them, make rustic tables, benches, and arbours, and mend his own
-shoes and saddles, during the intervals of preparing lectures on
-chemistry and astronomy. In this imperfect existence, there is perhaps
-no combination of circumstances more favourable to happiness, than the
-taste to plan a beautiful home, practical skill to embody the graceful
-ideas, and the necessity of doing it with one’s own hands. Those who
-have homes prepared for them by hired architects, gardeners, and
-upholsterers, cannot _begin_ to imagine the pleasure of making a nest
-for one’s self. William was always planning bridges, arbours, and
-fences, and Sibella never saw a beautiful wild shrub, or vine, without
-marking it to be removed to the vicinity of their cabin. She told him
-all about her early love-dream, and said she should always cherish a
-grateful remembrance of it, because it had proved such a powerful agent
-to wake up the dormant energies of her soul. “I am a Wood-Flower now,
-dear William,” said she, playfully; “and, after all, that is no great
-change for an Eglantine.” He smiled, and said he wished he was as poetic
-as she was. He _was_ poetic in his deeds. His young wife often found a
-bunch of fragrant wild-flowers on her pillow, when she woke, or in her
-plate, when they seated themselves at the breakfast-table. He made an
-arbour for her to rest in, when they rode out on horseback to visit
-their future homestead. It was shaded with wild vines, and an Eglantine
-bush was placed near the entrance, filling the whole arbour with the
-sweet breath of its foliage. The first time Sibella saw it, she looked
-at him archly, and said, “So you are not jealous of that foolish dream,
-dear William? Well, it is customary to plant flowers on graves; and this
-shall be sacred to the memory of a dream. Ah, what a bright little
-cluster of Pansies you have planted here!” “That is what you call them
-in _Old_ England,” said he; “but in _New_ England we name them Ladies’
-Delights, though some call them Forget-me-nots. Your romantic Edward
-preferred the Eglantine; but _this_ is an especial favourite with your
-practical William. I like it because it will grow in all soils, bloom at
-all seasons, and hold up its head bravely in all weathers. If I were
-like _you_, I should say it was the efflorescence of Yankee character.”
-She clapped her hands, and exclaimed, “Bravo! William. You are growing
-poetic. I will name your little favourite the Yankee’s Flower; and that
-will be _myself_, you see; for I am the Yankee’s Flower.” She looked
-into his honest eyes affectionately, and added, “There is _one_ Yankee
-character who is a Lady’s Delight.”
-
-Gambolling thus, like children, and happy in childish pleasures, their
-united lives flowed smoothly on, like some full, bright, unobstructed
-stream. The birth of a daughter was like the opening of a pure lily on
-the stream. Their happiness was now complete. Their grateful souls asked
-for nothing but a continuance of present blessings. But, alas, sudden as
-the rising of a thunder cloud, a deep shadow fell on their sunny
-prospect. William was called away a few days on business. He left home
-full of life and love, and was brought back a shattered corpse. He had
-been killed by an accident, in the rail-road cars. Never had Sibella
-known any sorrow approaching the intensity of this sorrow. It saddened
-her to bid farewell to that first love-picture, which never emerged out
-of the mistiness of dream-land; but this sober certainty of wedded
-happiness was such a living true reality, that all her heart-strings
-bled, when it was wrenched from her so suddenly. Her suffering soul
-would have been utterly prostrated by the dreadful blow, had it not
-been for the blessed ministration of her babe, and the necessity of
-continuing to labour for its future support and education. The body of
-William was buried in a pretty little grove on her father’s farm; and
-every year the mound was completely covered with a fresh bed of Ladies’
-Delights, which his little girl learned to call “Farder’s Fower.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Time passed and brought healing on its wings. Sibella never expected to
-know happiness again, but she had attained to cheerful resignation. Her
-little girl of three years lived at the farm, under the good
-grandmother’s care. She continued to teach in the city, spending all her
-vacations, and most of her Sundays, at the old homestead. In her memory
-lay a sunny island covered with Pansies, and often watered with tears.
-That other island of Eglantines had floated far away, and had scarcely a
-moonlighted existence. But one Sunday evening, as she returned from
-school, she found the little one watching for her, as usual. The
-indulgent grandmother had just given her an Eglantine blossom, for which
-she had been teazing. In her eagerness to bestow something on her
-mother, the child thrust it into her face, exclaiming “Mamma’s Fower!”
-That simple phrase awoke sleeping memories. Not for years had the
-blooming lanes of old England been so distinctly pictured in the mirror
-of her soul. That night, she dreamed Edward Vernon met her in the
-prairie and gave her a torch-flower he had gathered. The child’s
-exclamation had produced the train of thought of which the dream was
-born; and the dream induced her to look at the verses which had long
-remained unopened. Ten years had passed since they were written. The
-paper was worn at the edges, and the Eglantine blossom was yellow and
-wrinkled. Still the sight of it recalled the very look and tone with
-which it was offered. The halo of glory with which her youthful
-imagination had invested the rhymes was dimmer now; and yet they seemed
-to her “_si belle!_”
-
-The afternoon of that day, she sat with her mother, busily employed
-trimming a bonnet for their little darling, who was equally busy under
-the window, sticking an apron-full of wild-flowers into the ground, to
-make an impromptu garden. A voice called out, “Sir, will you have the
-goodness to give me a little help? My carriage has broken down.” Sibella
-started suddenly, and the bonnet fell from her hand. “What is the matter
-with you?” said her mother. “It is merely some traveler in trouble. That
-bad place in the road yonder _must_ be mended.” Sibella resumed her
-work, saying, “I am strangely nervous to-day.” But in the secret
-chambers of her own mind, there was a voice whispering, “My dream! My
-dream! _Can_ it be, as some people say, that there is a magnetic
-influence on the soul when certain individuals approach, each other?”
-Presently, her father entered, leading a small boy, “Take care of this
-little fellow,” said he, “his father’s carriage has broken down, out by
-the hill.” The young widow rose, and greeted the little stranger with
-such motherly tenderness, that he looked up in her face confidingly,
-with a half-formed smile. But she gazed into his eyes so earnestly, that
-he turned away partly afraid. The little girl offered him her flowers,
-and they sat down on the floor to play together. It was not long, before
-the farmer entered with the traveler; a refined looking gentleman,
-apparently about thirty years old. The old lady rose to greet him; but
-Sibella stooped to gather up the ribbons, which had fallen from her
-trembling hands. Browned as he was by wind and sun, she recognized him
-instantly. In fact she had already recognized his eyes and smile in the
-face of his son. She wondered whether he would know _her_. Was she like
-an Eglantine _now_? Having resumed a sufficient degree of self-command,
-while picking up the ribbons, she rose, and advanced toward him, with a
-blush and a smile. He started--uttered an exclamation of surprise--then
-seized her hand and kissed it.
-
-“Bless my soul! It’s Mr. Vernon! And I didn’t know him!” exclaimed Mrs.
-Flower. “Well this _is_ strange, I do declare!”
-
-When their mutual surprise had subsided, many questions about old
-England were asked and answered. But it was not until after supper that
-their guest spoke of his own plans. Pointing to his son, he said, “I am
-a lonely man, with only that one tie to bind me to the world. My father
-and mother are dead; and as it was for their sakes only that I consented
-to endure the fetters of over-civilized life, I formed the resolution of
-coming into these Western wilds, to live with nature in her freedom and
-simplicity. I was not altogether selfish in this movement, for I felt
-confident it was the best way to form a manly character for my son. No
-cousin Alfred will stand in his sunshine _here_. Come, Edward,” said he,
-“introduce your little friend to me.” The boy sprang forward joyfully,
-and climbed his father’s knee. “The little friend must sit on the other
-knee,” said he. “Go and bring her. You are not gallant to the little
-lady.” But the little lady was shy. She hid herself behind a chair, and
-would not be easily persuaded. At last, however, her mother coaxed her
-to be led up to the stranger gentleman, to see him open his gold watch.
-He placed her on his knee and asked her name; and, emboldened by his
-caresses, she looked up in his face, and answered, “Teena.” He glanced
-inquiringly toward her mother, who, blushing slightly, answered, “I
-named her Eglantina; but, in her lisping way, she calls herself Teena;
-and we have all adopted her fashion, except grandfather, who varies it a
-little by calling her Teeny.” A pleased expression went over Mr.
-Vernon’s face, as he replied, “You did well to name her for yourself;
-for she resembles you, as the bud of the Eglantine resembles the
-blossom.” As he spoke thus, the ten intervening years rolled away like a
-curtain, and they both found themselves walking again in the blooming
-lanes of old England.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Weeks passed, and Mr. Vernon still remained a guest at Flower Farm, as
-it was called. He entered into negotiations for a tract of land in the
-neighbourhood, and found pleasant occupation in hunting, fishing, and
-planning his house and grounds. Sibella and the children often
-accompanied him in his excursions. The wide-spread prairie, covered with
-a thick carpet of grass and brilliant flowers, and dotted with isolated
-groves, like islands, charmed him with its novelty of beauty. “I am
-perpetually astonished by the profusion and gorgeousness of nature in
-this region,” said he. He gathered one of the plants at his feet, and
-presenting it to Sibella, asked whether that glowing blossom was not
-appropriately named the Torch Flower. “What do you think of dreams?” she
-replied; then seeing that he was surprised by the abruptness of the
-question, she told him she had dreamed, the night before his arrival,
-that she met him on the prairie, and received a torch-flower from his
-hand. He smiled, and said, “Its flame-colour might answer for Hymen’s
-torch.” He looked at her smilingly as he spoke; for he was bolder now
-than when he wrote the verses. Seeing the crimson tide mount into her
-cheeks, he touched the flower in her hand, and said, “It blushes more
-deeply than my old favourite the Eglantine.” To relieve her
-embarrassment, Sibella began to inquire about Mrs. Barton and her
-neighbours; adding, “Among all these questions, I have not yet asked if
-your sister is living.”
-
-“She is what the world _calls_ living,” he replied. “She has married a
-wealthy old merchant, who dresses her in velvet and diamonds; and his
-lady rewards him by treating him with more indifference than she does
-her footman. Her acquaintance envy her elegant furniture and costly
-jewels; and when they exclaim, ‘How fortunate you are! You are
-surrounded by every thing the heart can desire!’ she replies, with a
-languid motion of her fan, ‘Yes, every thing--_except_ love.’ Julia
-never forgave me for marrying the daughter of a poor curate; but she was
-like _you_, Sibella, and that was what first interested me. If _she_ had
-lived, I probably should never have seen America; but after her death, I
-was lonely and restless. I wanted change. I knew that you had been in
-this country several years; but I cannot say you were distinctly
-connected with my plans. You never answered my letters, and I supposed
-you had long since forgotten me. But I never saw an Eglantine without
-thinking of you; and while I was crossing the Atlantic, I sometimes
-found myself conjecturing whether I should ever happen to meet you, and
-whether I should find you married.” Long explanations and confessions
-followed. The authorship of the mysterious verses was acknowledged, and
-their preservation avowed. The conversation was exceedingly interesting
-to themselves, but would look somewhat foolish on paper. It has been
-well said, that “the words of lovers are like the rich wines of the
-south; delicious in their native soil, but rendered vapid by
-transportation.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Mr. Vernon chose the site for his new dwelling with characteristic
-taste. It stood on an eminence, commanding a most lovely and extensive
-prospect. A flower-enamelled lawn, rich as embroidered velvet, and
-ornamented with graceful trees, descended from the front of the house to
-a bend in the river. It was all fresh from the hand of Nature. Nothing
-had been planted, and nothing removed, except a few trees to make room
-for a carriage-path. He had been advised to build an English villa; but
-he disliked the appearance of assuming a style of more grandeur than his
-neighbours; and Sibella thought a log-house, with its rough edges of
-bark, would harmonize better with the scenery. It was spacious and
-conveniently planned, and stood in the midst of a natural grove.
-Festoons of vines were trained all round it, clustering roses climbed up
-even to the roof, and the air was fragrant with Eglantines. The arbor,
-that William had made, was carefully removed thither, and placed in the
-garden, surrounded by a profusion of Ladies’ Delights, in memory of the
-lost friend.
-
-It was a fixed principle with Mr. Vernon that no man had a right to live
-in the world without doing his share of its work. He imported seeds and
-scions, which he planted and grafted himself, always distributing a
-liberal portion among his neighbours. “My fruit and vegetables will soon
-command a ready sale in the city market,” said he; “but the proceeds
-shall go toward a school-fund, and the establishment of a Lyceum. I do
-not desire that our children should inherit great wealth. Life
-sufficiently abounds with dangers and temptations, physical and mental,
-without adding _that_ glittering snare for their manhood and womanhood.
-The wisest and kindest thing we can do for them is to educate equally
-themselves and the people among whom they are to live.”
-
-“There spoke the same generous soul that chose the poor country-girl for
-a wife!” she exclaimed, “What can I ever do to prove the gratitude I
-feel?”
-
-Playfully he put his hand over her mouth, to stop that
-self-depreciation. They remained silent for a while, seated on the
-grassy slope, looking out upon the winding river and the noble trees.
-“How much this scene resembles the parks and lawns of old England,” said
-the happy bride. “If it were not for the deep stillness, and the
-absence of human habitations, I could almost imagine myself in my native
-land.”
-
-“I like it better than English parks and lawns, for two reasons,” he
-replied. “I prefer it, because it is formed by Nature, and not by Art;
-and Nature gives even to her quietest pictures peculiar touches of wild
-inimitable grace. Still more does the scene please me, because these
-broad acres are not entailed upon noblemen, who cannot ride over their
-estates in a week, while their poor tenantry toil through life without
-being allowed to obtain possession of a rood of land.”
-
-Sibella looked at him with affectionate admiration, while she replied,
-“Truly, ‘the child is father of the man.’ There spoke the same soul that
-invited a tradesman’s manly son to spend the vacation with him, in
-preference to Lord Smallsoul.”
-
-“I will never reprove _my_ boy, if he brings home the manly son of a
-wood-sawyer to spend his school vacations with us,” rejoined he. “But
-hark! Hear our children laughing and shouting! What sound is more
-musical than the happy voices of children? See the dear little rogues
-racing over the carpet of wild-flowers! How they seem to love each
-other! God be praised, they are free to enact the parts of Paul and
-Virginia in this lovely solitude. May no rich relatives tempt them into
-fashionable life, and make shipwreck of their happiness.”
-
-A SERENADE.
-
- Sleep well! Sleep well!
- To music’s spell;
- Thus hushing thee
- To reverie,
- Like ev’ning breeze,
- Through whisp’ring trees;
- Till mem’ry and the lay
- Float dreamily away.
- Sleep well! Sleep well!
-
- May dreams bring near
- All who are dear,
- With festal flow’rs
- From early hours;
- While, softly free,
- This melody
- Drifts through thy tranquil dream,
- Like lilies on a stream.
- Sleep well! Sleep well!
-
-
-
-
-THE JURYMAN.
-
- Soften his hard, cold heart! and show
- The power which in forbearance lies,
- And let him feel that mercy now
- Is better than old sacrifice!
- J. G. WHITTIER.
-
-
-Peter Barker belonged to that numerous class, who are neither better nor
-worse than other men. Left an orphan in his infancy, the paths of life
-were rough and lonely at the outset. He had a violent temper and a good
-heart. The first was often roused into activity, and punished with
-energy kindred to its own; the last remained almost undeveloped, for
-want of genial circumstances and reciprocated affection. One softening
-gleam fell upon his early path, and he loved it like the sunshine,
-without comprehending the great law of attraction that made it so very
-pleasant. When he attended school in the winter months, he always walked
-home with a little girl named Mary Williams. On the play-ground he was
-with her, always ready to do battle with anybody who disobliged her.
-Their comrades laughed, and called him Mary’s beau; and they blushed and
-felt awkward, though they had no idea what courting meant. Things had
-arrived at this state of half-revealed consciousness, he being fourteen
-years old, and Mary twelve, when her friends removed to the West, and
-the warm, bright influence passed out of his life. He never rightly knew
-whether he was in love with Mary; but years afterwards, when people
-talked to him about marrying, he thought of her, wondering where she
-was, and whether she remembered him. When he drove his cows home from
-pasture, the blackberry bushes on the way brought up visions of his
-favourite school-mate, with her clean cape-bonnet thrown back, her
-glossy brown hair playing with the winds, and her innocent face smiling
-upon him with friendly greeting. “She was the best and prettiest child I
-ever saw,” he often said to himself; “I wonder whether she would be as
-pleasant now.” Sometimes he thought of going to the West and seeking her
-out. But he knew not where to find her; his funds were small, and his
-courage fell at the thought; “Oh, it is many years ago since we were
-children together. Perhaps I should find her married.” Gradually this
-one ray of poetry faded out of his soul, and all his thoughts fell into
-the common prosaic mould. His lot was cast with rough people, who
-required much work, and gave little sympathy. The image of his little
-mate floated farther and farther away, and more and more seldom her
-clear blue eyes smiled upon him through the rainbow-mists of the past,
-or from the air-castles of the future. In process of time, he married,
-after the same fashion that a large proportion of men do; because it was
-convenient to have a wife, and there was a woman of good character in
-the neighbourhood, willing to marry whoever first offered her a
-respectable home. Her character bore the stamp of harmless mediocrity.
-She was industrious and patient, but ignorant, dull, and quietly
-obstinate. The neighbours said she was well suited to him, he was so
-rough and passionate; and in the main he thought so himself; though her
-imperturbable calmness sometimes fretted him, as a rock chafes the
-lashing ocean into foam. The child that was born to them, they both
-loved better than they had ever loved; and according to their light,
-they sincerely strove to do their duty. His bodily wants were well
-supplied, often at the cost of great weariness and self-sacrifice; but
-their own rude training had given them few good ideas concerning the
-culture of an immortal soul. The infant did more for them, than they for
-him. Angelic influences, unseen and unheard amid the hard struggles of
-their outward life, became visible and audible through the unconscious
-innocence of their little one. For the second time in his life, a vision
-of beauty and love gleamed across the rugged path of that honest,
-laborious man. Vague impressions of beauty he had constantly received
-from the great panorama of the universe. His heart sometimes welcomed a
-bright flower in the sunshine, or a cluster of lilies on the stream; he
-marvelled at the splendor of the rainbow, and sometimes gazed reverently
-at the sun sinking to rest in his rich drapery of purple and gold. But
-these were glimpses of the Infinite; their beauty did not seem to
-appertain to _him_; it did not enter like a magic charm into the sphere
-of his own existence, as did the vision of Mary Williams and his own
-little Joe. The dormant tenderness there was in him leaped up at the
-smile of his babe, and every pressure of the little fingers made a
-dimple in the father’s heart. Like the outbursts of spring, after a long
-cold winter, was this revelation of infancy to him. When he plodded
-home, after a hard day’s work, it rested him body and soul to have the
-little one spring into his arms for a kiss, or come toddling along,
-tilting his little porringer of milk, in eagerness to eat his supper on
-father’s knee.
-
-But though this new influence seemed to have an almost miraculous power
-over his nature, it could not quite subdue the force of temperament and
-habit. As the darling babe grew into boyhood, he was sometimes cherished
-with injudicious fondness, and sometimes repelled by bursts of passion,
-that made him run and hide himself from the over-indulgent father. Mr.
-Barker had himself been educated under the dispensation of punishment,
-rather than attraction, and he believed in it most firmly. If his son
-committed a fault, he thought of no other cure than severity. If a
-neighbour did him an ill turn, he would observe, in presence of the boy,
-“I will watch my chance to pay him for it.” If the dog stole their
-dinner, when they were at work in the woods, he would say, “Run after
-him, Joe, and give the rascal a sound beating.” When he saw the child
-fighting with some larger lad, who had offended him, he would praise his
-strength and courage, and tell him never to put up with an insult. He
-was not aware that all these things were education, and doing far more
-to form his son’s character than any thing he learned at school. He did
-not know it, because his thoughts had never been directed toward it. The
-only moral instruction he had ever received, had been from the minister
-of the parish; and he usually preached about the hardheartedness of Jews
-two thousand years ago, rather than the errors and temptations of men
-and boys, who sat before him.
-
-Once he received an admonition from his neighbour Goodwin, which, being
-novel and unexpected, offended him, as an impertinent interference with
-his rights. He was riding home with Joe, then a lad of thirteen, when
-the horse took fright at a piece of white paper, that the wind blew
-across the road. Mr. Barker was previously in an ill humor, because a
-sudden squall of rain had wet some fine hay, all ready for the barn.
-Pursuing the system on which he had himself been educated, he sprang to
-the ground and cudgelled the poor beast unmercifully. Mr. Goodwin, who
-was passing by, inquired the cause of so much severity, and remonstrated
-against it; assuring him that a horse was never cured of bad habits by
-violence. He spoke mildly, but Mr. Barker was irritated, and having told
-him to mind his own business, he continued to whip the poor frightened
-animal. The humane neighbour turned away, saying, “That is a bad lesson
-for your son, Mr. Barker.”
-
-“If you say much more, I will flog you, instead of the horse,” muttered
-the angry man. “It is’nt _his_ horse. What business is it to _him_?” he
-added, turning to his son.
-
-He did not reflect in what a narrow circuit he was nailing up the
-sympathies of his child, by such words as those. But when he was
-reseated in the wagon, he did not feel altogether pleased with himself,
-and his inward uneasiness was expended on the horse. The poor bewildered
-animal, covered with foam, and breathing short and hard, tried his
-utmost to do his master’s will, as far as he could understand it. But,
-nervous and terrified, constantly in expectation of the whip, he started
-at every sound. If he went too fast, he was reined in with a sudden
-jerk, that tore the corners of his mouth; if he went too slow, the cruel
-crack of the whip made him tear over the ground, to be again restrained
-by the violent jerk.
-
-The sun was setting, and threw a radiant glow on every tree and little
-shrub, jewelled by the recent shower. Cows grazed peacefully in verdant
-hollows; birds sang; a little brook rippled cosily by the wayside; winds
-played gently with the flowers, and kissed the raindrops from their
-faces. But all this loveliness passed unheeded by those human hearts,
-because they had at the moment no inward beauty to harmonize with
-nature. Perhaps the familiar landscape seemed quite otherwise to the
-poor horse, than it would have done, had he travelled along those
-pleasant paths guided by a wise and gentle hand.
-
-Had Joseph continued to be little Joe, his eager welcome and loving
-prattle might soon have tamed the evil spirit in his father’s soul that
-night. But he was a tall lad, who had learned to double up his fists,
-and tell other boys they had better let him alone, if they knew what was
-good for themselves. He still loved his father better than any thing
-else in the world, but the charm and the power of infancy were gone. He
-reflected back the vexed spirit, like a too faithful mirror. He was no
-longer a transparent, unconscious medium for the influence of angels.
-
-Indeed, paternal affection gradually became a hardening, rather than a
-softening influence. Ambition for his son increased the love of
-accumulation; and the gratification of this propensity narrowed his
-sympathies more and more. Joseph had within him the unexpanded germs of
-some noble qualities; but he inherited his father’s passionate
-temperament with his mother’s obstinacy; and the education of such
-circumstances as I have described turned his energies and feelings into
-wrong channels. The remark, “It is’nt _his_ horse; what business is it
-to _him_?” heard in his boyhood, expressed the views and habits of his
-later years. But his mental growth, such as it was, pleased his father,
-who often said exultingly, “There is no danger of Joe. He knows how to
-fight his own way through the world.”
-
-Such was their mutual product of character, when Mr. Barker was summoned
-to a jury, in a case involving life or death. He was vexed to be called
-away from his employments, and had never reflected at all upon the
-fearful responsibility of a juryman. James Lloyd, the prisoner, was a
-very young man, and his open, honest countenance gave no indication of
-capacity for crime; but he was accused of murder, and circumstantial
-evidence was strong against him. It was proved that a previous quarrel
-had existed between him and the murdered man; and that they had been
-seen to take the same road, the prisoner in a state of intoxication, the
-night the violent deed was committed. Most people thought there was no
-doubt of his guilt; others deemed the case by no means certain. Two of
-the jury were reluctant to convict him, and _wished_ to find the
-evidence insufficient; the penalty was so dreadful, and their feelings
-were so much touched by the settled misery of his youthful countenance.
-Others talked sternly of justice, and urged that the Scripture demanded
-blood for blood. Of this number was Peter Barker. From the beginning, he
-was against the prisoner. The lawyer who pleaded for him had once been
-employed in a law-suit against Mr. Barker, and had gained the cause for
-his client. The juryman cherished a grudge against him for his sarcastic
-eloquence on that occasion. Moreover, it so happened that neighbour
-Goodwin, who years ago had reproved his severity to the horse, took
-compassionate interest in the accused. He often consulted with his
-lawyer, and seemed to watch the countenances of the jury anxiously. It
-was a busy season of the year, and the jury were impatient to be at
-their workshops and farms. Mr. Barker would not have admitted it, even
-to himself, but all these circumstances helped to increase his hardness
-against the prisoner. By such inconceivably slight motives is the
-conduct of men often swayed on the most important occasions.
-
-“If the poor young fellow really did commit the act,” said one of the
-jury, “it seems likely that he did it in a state of intoxication. I was
-once drunk myself; and they told me afterward that I had quarrelled with
-a man, and knocked him down a high flight of steps; but I had no
-recollection of it. If I had killed him, and they had hung me for it,
-what an awful thing it would have been for my poor father and mother. It
-taught me a good lesson, for I was never again intoxicated. Perhaps
-this poor youth might profit by his dreadful experience, if a chance
-were allowed him. He is so young! and there is nothing bad in his
-countenance.”
-
-“As for his womanly face,” replied Mr. Barker, “there is no trusting to
-that. The worst villains are not always the worst-looking. As for his
-being intoxicated, there is no telling whether it is true or not. That
-cunning lawyer may have made up the story, for the sake of exciting
-compassion; and the witnesses may be more than willing enough to believe
-every thing strange in the prisoner’s conduct was the result of
-intoxication. Moreover, it won’t do to admit that plea in extenuation;
-for then, don’t you see, a man who wants to kill his enemy has only to
-get drunk in the first place? If anybody killed my Joe, drunk or not
-drunk, I should want him to swing for it.”
-
-By such remarks, urged in his vehement way, he swayed minds more timid
-and lenient than his own, without being fully aware of what he was
-doing. He was foreman of the jury; and when the awful moment arrived on
-which depended the life of a fellow being, he pronounced the word
-“Guilty,” in a strong, firm voice. The next instant his eye fell on the
-prisoner, standing there so pale, and still, looking at him with such
-fixed despair. There was something in the face that moved him strongly.
-He turned quickly away, but the vision was before him; always, and
-everywhere before him. “This is weakness,” he said to himself. “I have
-merely done my duty. The law required it. I have done my duty.” But
-still the pale young face looked at him; always, and everywhere, it
-looked at him.
-
-He feared to touch a newspaper, for he wished not to know when the day
-of execution would arrive. But officious neighbours, ignorant of his
-state of mind, were eager to talk upon the subject; and when drawn into
-such discourse, he strove to fortify his own feelings by dwelling on all
-the worst circumstances of the case. Notwithstanding all his efforts,
-the night preceding the execution, he had troubled dreams, in which that
-ghastly young face was always conspicuous. When he woke, he saw it in
-the air. It walked beside him as he ploughed the fields, it stood before
-him on the threshold of his own door. All that the merciful juryman had
-suggested came before him with painful distinctness. _Could_ there be a
-doubt that the condemned had really committed murder? _Was_ he
-intoxicated? _Might_ he have happened to be intoxicated for the _first_
-time in his life? And he so young! But he drove these thoughts away;
-saying ever to himself, “The law required it. I merely did my duty.”
-Still every thing looked gloomy to him. The evening clouds seemed like
-funeral palls, and a pale despairing face gazed at him forever.
-
-For the first time in his manhood, he craved a companion in the
-darkness. Neighbours came in, and described the execution; and while
-they talked, the agitated juryman beat the fire-brands into a thousand
-pieces, and spoke never a word. They told how the youth had written a
-long letter to his mother, and had died calm and resigned. “By the way,
-perhaps you knew his mother, Mr. Barker,” said one; “they tell me she
-used to live in this neighbourhood. Do you remember a girl by the name
-of Mary Williams?”
-
-The tongs dropped from Mr. Barker’s hand, as he gasped out, “Mary
-Williams! Was he _her_ son? God forgive me! Was he _her_ son?” And the
-strong man laid his head upon the table and wept.
-
-There was silence in the room. At last, the loquacious neighbour said,
-in a subdued tone, “I am sorry I hurt your feelings. I didn’t know she
-was a friend of yours.”
-
-The troubled juryman rose hastily, walked to the window, looked out at
-the stars, and, clearing his choked voice, said, “It is many years since
-I knew her. But she was a good-tempered, pretty girl; and it seems but
-yesterday that we used to go together to pick our baskets full of
-berries. And so she was _his_ mother? I remember now there was something
-in his eye that seemed familiar to me.”
-
-Perhaps the mention of Mary’s beauty, or the melting mood, so unusual
-with her husband, might have excited a vague feeling of jealousy in Mrs.
-Barker. Whatever might have been the motive, she said, in her demure
-way, without raising her eyes from her knitting, “Well, it was natural
-enough to suppose the young man _had_ a mother; and other mothers are
-likely to have hearts that can feel, as well as this Mary Williams.”
-
-He only answered by shaking his head slowly, and repeating, as if to
-himself, “Poor Mary! and so he was _her_ son.”
-
-Joseph came in, and the details of the dreadful scene were repeated and
-dwelt upon, as human beings are prone to dwell on all that excites
-strong emotion. To him the name of Mary Williams conjured up no smiling
-visions of juvenile love; and he strove to fortify his father’s
-relenting feelings, by placing in a strong light all the arguments in
-favour of the prisoner’s guilt. The juryman was glad to be thus
-fortified, and replied in a firm, reassured voice, “At all events, I did
-my duty.” Yet, for months after, the pale young face looked at him
-despairingly from the evening air, and came between him and the
-sunshine. But time, which softens all things, drifted the dreary spectre
-into dim distance; and Mr. Barker’s faculties were again completely
-absorbed in making money for his son.
-
-Joseph was called a fine, promising young man; but his conduct was not
-altogether satisfactory to his parents. He was fond of dress and
-company, and his impetuous temperament not unfrequently involved him in
-quarrels. On two or three of these occasions, they feared he had been a
-little excited by drink. But he was, in reality, a good-hearted fellow,
-and, like his rough father, had undeveloped germs of deep tenderness
-within him. His father’s life was bound up within his; his mother loved
-him with all the energy of which her sluggish nature was capable; and
-notwithstanding the inequalities of his violent and capricious temper,
-the neighbours loved him also.
-
-What, then, was their consternation, when it was rumoured that on his
-twenty-fourth birth-day he had been arrested for murder! And, alas! it
-was too true that his passions had thus far over-mastered his reason. He
-wished to please a young girl in the vicinity; and she treated him
-coolly, because a rival had informed her that he was seen intoxicated,
-and in that state had spoken over-boldly of being sure of her love. He
-drank again, to drown his vexation; and while the excitement of the
-draught was on him, he met the man who informed against him. His
-exulting rival was injudicious enough to exclaim, “Ho! here you are,
-drunk again! What a promising fellow for a husband!” Unfortunately, an
-axe was at hand, and, in the double fury of drink and rage, he struck
-with it again and again. One hour after, he would have given all he ever
-hoped to possess, nay, he would gladly have died, could he have restored
-the life he had so wantonly destroyed.
-
-Thus, Mr. Barker was again brought into a court of justice on an affair
-of life and death. How differently all questions connected with the
-subject presented themselves now! As he sat beside that darling son,
-the pride of his life, his only hope on earth, oh, how he longed for
-words of fire, to plead that his young existence might be spared for
-repentance and amendment! How well he remembered the juryman’s plea for
-youth and intoxication! and with what an agony of self-reproach he
-recalled his own hard answer! With intense anxiety he watched the
-countenance of the jury for some gleams of compassion; but ever and
-anon, a pale young face loomed up between him and them, and gazed at him
-with fixed despair. The vision of other years returned to haunt him; and
-Joseph, his best beloved, his only one, stood beside it, pale and
-handcuffed, as _he_ had been. The voice that pronounced his son guilty
-sounded like an awful echo of his own; and he seemed to hear Mary
-Williams whisper, “And _my_ son also was very young.”
-
-That vigorous off-shoot from his own existence, so full of life and
-feeling, and, alas, of passion, which misguides us all--he must die! No
-earthly power can save him. May the ALL MERCIFUL sustain that poor
-father, as he watches the heavy slumber of his only son in that dark
-prison; and while he clasps the cold hand, remembers so well the dimpled
-fingers he used to hold in his, when little Joe sat upon his knee and
-prattled childish love.
-
-And the ALL MERCIFUL _was_ with him, and sent influences to sustain him
-through that terrible agony. It did not break his heart; it melted and
-subdued him. The congealed sympathies of his nature flowed under this
-ordeal of fire; and, for the first time, he had a realizing sense that
-_every_ human being is, or has been, _somebody’s_ little Joe.
-
-“How kind you are to me!” said the prisoner, in answer to his soothing
-words and affectionate attentions.
-
-He replied meekly, “Would I had _always_ been so!” Then turning his face
-away, and earnestly pressing Joseph’s hand, he said, in an agitated
-voice, “Tell me truly, my son, does it ever occur to you, that I may
-have been to blame for this great misfortune that has befallen you?”
-
-“_You_, dear father!” he exclaimed. “I do not understand what you mean.”
-
-Still keeping his face turned away, and speaking with effort, Mr. Barker
-said, “Do you remember once, when I was beating my horse cruelly, (you
-were a boy of twelve then) neighbour Goodwin remarked to me, that I was
-giving a bad lesson to my son? I was angry with him at the time; and
-perhaps that resentment helped to make me hard toward a poor young
-fellow who is dead and gone; but his words keep ringing in my ears
-_now_. May God, in his mercy, forgive me, if I have ever done or said
-any thing to lead you into this great sin! Tell me, Joseph, do you ever
-think it might have happened otherwise, if you had had a less violent
-father?”
-
-“My poor father!” exclaimed the prisoner, pressing his hand
-convulsively, “it almost breaks my heart to hear you thus humble
-yourself before me, who so little deserve it at your hands. Only forgive
-me _my_ violent outbreaks, dear father! for in the midst of them all, I
-always loved you. You have always sought to do me good, and would rather
-have died, than have led me into any harm. But since I have been here in
-prison, I have thought of many things, that never occurred to me before.
-The world and all things in it are placed before me in a different
-light. It seems to me men are all wrong in their habits and teachings. I
-see now that retaliation and hatred are murder. I have read often, of
-late, the exhortation of Jesus to forgive our brother his offences, not
-only seven times, but seventy times seven; and I feel that thus it
-_ought_ to be with human beings in all their relations with each other.
-What I have done cannot be undone; but if it will be any satisfaction to
-you, rest assured that I did not intend to kill him. I was wretched, and
-I was fool enough to drink; and then I knew not what I did. Violent as
-my temper has been, I never conceived the thought of taking his life.”
-
-“I know it, my son; I know it,” he said; “and that reflection consoles
-me in some degree. While I have a loaf of bread, I will share it with
-the mother and sister of him you----” he hesitated, shuddered, and added
-in a low deep tone--“you murdered.”
-
-“I was going to ask that of you,” replied the prisoner; “and one thing
-more, dear father; try to bear up bravely under this terrible blow, for
-the sake of my poor patient mother.”
-
-“I will, I will,” he answered; “and now my dear misguided boy, say you
-forgive your poor father for the teachings of his violent words and
-actions. I did not foresee the consequences, my child. I did it in my
-ignorance. But it was wrong, wrong, all wrong.”
-
-The young man threw himself on his father’s bosom, and they had no other
-utterance but tears.
-
- * * * * *
-
-After his only strong link to life was broken by the violent arm of the
-law, Mr. Barker was a changed man; silent, and melancholy, patient,
-gentle, and forgiving to all. He never complained of the great sorrow
-that wasted away his life; but the neighbours saw how thin and sad he
-looked, and the roughest natures felt compassion for him.
-
-Every year, she who had been Mary Williams received a hundred dollar
-note. He never whispered to any mortal that it was sent by the juryman
-who helped to condemn her son to death; but when he died, a legacy of a
-thousand dollars to her showed that he never forgot the pale despairing
-face, that for years had haunted his dreams.
-
-
-
-
-THE FAIRY FRIEND.
-
- Spirit, who waftest me where’er I will,
- And see’st with finer eyes what infants see;
- Feeling all lovely truth,
- With the wise health of everlasting youth.
- LEIGH HUNT.
-
-
-In these rational days, most people suppose that fairies do not exist;
-but they are mistaken. The mere fact that fairies have been imagined
-proves that there are fairies; for fancy, in her oddest freaks, never
-paints any thing which has no existence. She merely puts invisible
-agencies into visible forms, and embodies spiritual influences in
-material facts. It seems a wild fiction when we read of beautiful young
-maidens floating in gossamer, and radiant with jewels, who suddenly
-change into mocking old hags, or jump off into some slimy pool, in the
-form of a frog; or like the fair Melusina, doomed to become a fish on
-certain days of the year, and those who happened to see her in that
-plight could never again see her as the Fair Melusina. Yet who that has
-grown from youth to manhood, who that has been in love and out of love,
-has not found the fairies of his life playing him just such tricks?
-
-In the fascinating ballet of Giselle, so poetic in conception, and so
-gracefully expressed in music, there is deep and tender meaning for all
-who have lived long, or lived much. Is not Memory a fairy spirit, like
-Giselle, dancing round graves, hovering between us and the stars,
-flitting across our woodland rambles, throwing us garlands and
-love-tokens from the past, coming to us in dreams, so real that we clasp
-our loved ones, and gliding away when morning gleams on the material
-world?
-
-Oh yes there _are_ fairies, both good and bad; and they are with us
-according as we obey or disobey their laws of being. One, with whom I
-made acquaintance as soon as I could run alone, has visited me ever
-since; though sometimes she pouts and hides herself, and will not soon
-come back. I am always sad when she is gone; for she is a wonder-working
-little sprite, and she takes all my wealth away with her. If you were to
-gaze on a field of dandelions, if _she_ were not at your elbow, you
-would merely think they were pretty posies, and would make excellent
-greens for dinner. But if _she_ touches you, and renders you
-clairvoyant, they will surprise you with their golden beauty, and every
-blossom will radiate a halo. Sometimes she fills the whole air with
-rainbows, as if Nature were out for a dance, with all her ribbons on. A
-sup of water, taken from a little brook, in the hollow of her hand, has
-made me more merry than would a goblet of wine. She has often filled my
-apron with opals, emeralds, and sapphires, and I was never weary of
-looking at them; but those who had wandered away from the fairy, and
-forgotten her treasures, sneered at my joy, and said, “Fie upon thee!
-Wilt thou _always_ be a child? They are nothing but pebbles.”
-
-Last Spring, my friendly little one guided me to a silver-voiced
-waterfall at Weehawken, where a group of German forget-me-nots were
-sitting with their feet in the water. Their little blue eyes laughed
-when they saw me. I asked what made them smile in my face so lovingly.
-They answered, “Because we hear a pleasant song, and _you_ know what it
-says to us.” It was not I who knew; it was the fairy; but she had
-magnetized me, and so I heard all that was said to her.
-
-A wealthy invalid passed by, afflicted with dyspepsia. He did not see
-the flowers smile, or hear the waterfall singing his flowing melody of
-love to the blue eyes that made his home so beautiful. He had parted
-from the fairy long ago. He told her she was a fool, and that none would
-ever grow rich, who suffered themselves to be led by her. She laughed
-and said, “Thou dost not know that I alone am rich; always, and every
-where, rich. But go thy ways, vain worldling. Shouldst thou come back to
-me, I will ask if thou hast ever found any thing equal to my gems and
-rainbows.” She gazed after him for a moment, and laughed again, as she
-exclaimed, “Aha, let him try!”
-
-The gay little spirit spoke truly; for indeed there is nothing so real
-as her unrealities. Those who have parted from her complain that she
-made them large promises in their early time, and has never kept them;
-but to those who remain with her trustfully, she more than fulfils all.
-For _them_ she covers the moss-grown rock with gold, and fills the
-wintry air with diamonds. It is many years since she first began to tell
-me her fine stories. But this very last New Year’s day she led me out
-into the country, and lighted up all the landscape as I went, so that it
-seemed lovelier than the rarest pictures. The round bright face of the
-moon smiled at me, and said, “I know thee well. Thou hast built many
-castles up here. Come to them whenever thou wilt. Their rose-coloured
-drapery, with rainbow fringes, is more real than silken festoons in
-Broadway palaces.” I was glad at heart, and I said to my fairy, “The
-sheriff cannot attach _our_ furniture, or sell _our_ castles at
-auction.” “No indeed,” she replied. “He cannot even _see_ them. He has
-forgotten me. He thinks all the gems I show are only pebbles, and all my
-prismatic mantles mere soap-bubbles.”
-
-This simple little sprite says much richer things than the miracles she
-does. Her talk is all alive. She is a poet, though she knows it not; or,
-rather _because_ she knows it not. She tells me the oddest and most
-brilliant things; and sometimes I write them down imperfectly, as well
-as I can remember them. Matter-of-fact persons shake their heads, and
-say, “What on earth does the woman mean? I never see and hear such
-things.” And grave people raise their spectacles and inquire, “Can you
-point me out any moral, or any use, in all this stuff?” “There is no
-sense in it,” says one; “The writer is insane,” says another; “She’s an
-enthusiast, but we must pardon _that_ weakness,” says a third, more
-magnanimous than others. The fairy and I have great fun together, while
-we listen to their jokes and apologies. The frolicsome little witch
-knows very well that it is _she_ who says the things that puzzle them;
-and _she_ knows the meaning very well; but she never tells it to those
-who “speer questions.”
-
-She is a philosopher, too, as well as a poet, without being aware of it.
-She babbles all manner of secrets, without knowing that they _are_
-secrets. If you were to propound to her a theory concerning the relation
-between tones and colours, she would fold her wings over her face and
-drop asleep. But sound a flute, and she will leap up and exclaim, “Hear
-that beautiful, bright azure sound!” And if oboës strike in, she will
-smile all over, and say, “Now the yellow flowers are singing. How pert
-and _naïve_ they are!” It was she who led the little English girl to the
-piano, and put a melody of cowslip meadows in her brain; and as the
-child improvised, she smiled, and said ever to herself, “This is the
-tune with the golden spots.”
-
-But this genial little fairy is easily grieved and estranged. Her
-movements are impulsive, she abhors calculators, and allows no
-questions. If she shows you a shining gem, be careful not to inquire
-what would be its price in the market; otherwise its lustre will fade
-instantly, and you will have to ask others whether the thing you hold in
-your hand has any beauty or value. If she beckons into blooming paths,
-follow her in simple faith, whether she leads to castles in the moon, or
-lifts up a coverlet of leaves to peep at little floral spirits sound
-asleep, with their arms twined round the fragrant blossoms of the
-arbutus. She carries with her Aladdin’s lamp, and all the things she
-looks upon are luminous with transfigured glory. Take heed not to
-inquire where the path will lead to, whether others are accustomed to
-walk in it, or whether they will believe your report of its wonderful
-beauty. Above all, be careful not to wish that such visions may be kept
-from the souls of others, that your own riches may seem marvellous and
-peculiar. Wish _this_ but for a single instant and you will find
-yourself all alone, in cold gray woods, where owls hoot, and spectral
-shadows seem to lie in wait for you. But if with a full heart you crave
-forgiveness for the selfish thought, and pray earnestly that the divine
-Spirit of Beauty may be revealed to all, and not one single child of God
-be excluded from the radiant palace, then will the fairy come to you
-again, and say, “Now thou and I are friends again. Give me thy hand, and
-I will lead thee into gardens of paradise. Because thou hast not wished
-to shut up _any_ thing, therefore thou shalt possess _all_ things.”
-Instantly the cold gray woods shine through a veil of gold; the shadows
-dance, and all the little birds sing, “Joy be with thee.” A spirit nods
-welcome to you from every cluster of dried grass; a soul beams through
-the commonest pebble; ferns bow before you more gracefully than the
-plumes of princes; and verdant mosses kiss your feet more softly than
-the richest velvets of Genoa.
-
-Trust the good little fairy. Be not disturbed by the mockery of those
-who despise her simple joys. She said truly, “I alone am rich; always,
-and everywhere, rich.”
-
-
-
-
-WERGELAND, THE POET.
-
- The busy bees, up coming from the meadows
- To the sweet cedar, fed him with soft flowers,
- Because the Muse had filled his mouth with nectar.
- LEIGH HUNT.
-
-
-Wergeland was one of the most popular poets Norway has ever produced. He
-rhymed with wonderful facility, and sometimes, when a rush of
-inspiration came upon him, he would write verses during a whole day and
-night, with untiring rapidity, scarcely pausing to eat, or to rest his
-hand. In the poems which expressed his own inward life there was often
-something above common comprehension; but, in addition to those higher
-efforts, he wrote a great number of verses for the peasantry, in all the
-peculiar dialects of their various districts. The merest trifle that
-flowed from his pen is said to have contained some sparkling fancy, or
-some breathing of sentiments truly poetic. He was an impassioned lover
-of nature, and in his descriptions of natural objects was peculiar for
-making them seem alive. Thus in one of his poems he describes the winds
-coming through clefts of rock, forming a powerful current in the fiord,
-driving white-crested waves before them, like a flock of huge
-storm-birds. A lawyer, who passes through the current in a boat,
-imagines the great waves to be angry spectres of the many poor clients
-whom he has wronged. He throws one ten dollars, another twenty, another
-fifty, to pacify them. At last, a wondrous tall wave stretches forth his
-long neck, as if to swallow him. The terrified lawyer throws him a
-hundred dollars, imploring him to be merciful. Just then, the boat turns
-a corner of the rock, out of the current. The great wave eagerly bends
-his long arm round the rock, and tries to clutch him; then retreats,
-disappointed at his escape.
-
-Wergeland had a strongly marked head, full of indentations, like a bold
-rocky shore. He was an athletic, earnest, jovial man, and enjoyed life
-with a keen zest. His manner of telling a story was inimitably funny and
-vivacious. While he was settling his spectacles, before he began to
-speak, a smile would go mantling all over the lower part of his face,
-announcing that something good was coming. His soul went forth with warm
-spontaneousness to meet all forms of being; and this lively sympathy
-seemed to attract both men and animals toward him magnetically. He was
-accustomed to saddle his own horse, which stood loose in the barn, among
-pet rabbits, pet pigeons, pet birds, all sorts of poultry, and a
-favourite cat. These creatures all lived in the greatest friendship
-together. They knew their master’s voice perfectly well; and the moment
-he opened the door, they would all come neighing, purring, cooing,
-singing, crowing, capering and fluttering about him. His cottage was a
-picturesque place, ornamented with all sorts of mosses, vines, and
-flowers. Under it was a grotto made of rocks and shells, in which were
-an old hermit, with a long beard, and various other grotesque figures,
-carved in wood. The grotto was occasionally lighted up in the evening,
-and the images, seen among flickering shadows, excited great awe in the
-minds of peasant children.
-
-This gifted and genial man, who lived in such loving companionship with
-nature, was called away from the earth, which seemed to him so cheerful,
-before he had passed the middle term of human life. The news of his
-death was received with lamentation by all classes in Norway. Crowds of
-people went to Christiana to bid farewell to the lifeless body of their
-favorite poet. While in the last stage of consumption, in May, 1845, he
-wrote the following verses, which were read to me by one of his
-countrymen, who translated them literally, as he went along. Even
-through this imperfect medium, my heart was deeply touched by their
-childlike simplicity and farewell sadness. The plaintive voice seemed to
-become my own, and uttered itself thus, in English rhyme, which
-faithfully preserves the sense of the original:
-
-
-SUPPLICATION TO SPRING.
-
- Oh, save me, save me, gentle Spring!
- Bring healing on thy balmy wing!
- I loved thee more than all the year.
- To no one hast thou been more dear.
-
- Bright emeralds I valued less,
- Than early grass, and water-cress.
- Gem of the year I named _thy_ flower,
- Though roses grace fair Summer’s bower.
-
- The queenly ones, with fragrant sighs,
- Tried to allure thy poet’s eyes;
- But _they_ were far less dear to me,
- Than _thy_ simple wild anemone.
-
- Bear witness for me, little flower!
- Beloved from childhood’s earliest hour;
- And dandelions, so much despised,
- Whose blossoms more than gold I prized.
-
- I welcomed swallows on the wing,
- And loved them for their news of Spring.
- I gave a feast for the earliest one,
- As if a long-lost child had come,
-
- Blest harbingers of genial hours,
- Unite _your_ voices with the flowers!
- Dear graceful birds, pour forth your prayer,
- That nature will her poet spare!
-
- Plead with the Maker of the rain!
- That he will chilling showers restrain;
- And my poor breast no longer feel
- Sharp needle-points of frosty steel.
-
- Thou beautiful old maple tree!
- For my _love’s_ sake, pray _thou_ for me!
- Thy leaf-buds, op’ning to the sun,
- Like pearls I counted ev’ry one.
-
- I wished I might thy grandson be,
- Dear, ven’rable old maple tree!
- That my young arms might round thee twine,
- And mix my vernal crown with thine.
-
- Ah, even now, full well I ween,
- Thou hast thy robe of soft light-green.
- I seem to hear thee whisp’ring slow
- To the vernal grass below.
-
- Stretch thy strong arms toward the sky,
- And pray thy poet may not die!
- I will heal thy scars with kisses sweet,
- And pour out wine upon thy feet.
-
- Blessings on the patriarch tree!
- Hoarsely he intercedes for me;
- And little flowers, with voices mild,
- Beg thee to spare thy suff’ring child.
-
- Fair season, so beloved by me!
- Thy young and old _all_ plead with thee.
- Oh, heal me, with thy balmy wing!
- I have so _worshipped_ thee, sweet Spring!
-
-The following lines, written two days before he died, were addressed to
-a fragrant, golden-coloured flower whose English name I cannot
-ascertain.
-
-
-TO THE GULDENLAK.
-
- Sweet flower! before thy reign is o’er,
- I shall be gone, to return no more,
- Before thou losest thy crown of gold,
- I shall lie low in the cold dark mould.
-
- Open the window, and raise me up!
- My last glance must rest on her golden cup.
- My soul will kiss her, as it passes by
- And wave farewell from the distant sky.
-
- Yea, _twice_ will I kiss thy fragrant lip,
- Where the wild honey-bee loves to sip.
- The _first_, I will give for thy _own_ dear sake;
- The _second_, thou must to my _rose-bush_ take.
-
- I shall sleep sound in the silent tomb,
- Before the beautiful bush will bloom;
- But ask her the first fair rose to lay
- On her lover’s grave, to fade away.
-
- Give her the kiss I gave thee to keep,
- And bid her come on my breast to sleep;
- And, glowing flower, with sweetest breath,
- Be thou our bridal torch in death!
-
-
-
-
-THE EMIGRANT BOY.
-
- ’Tis lone on the waters,
- When eve’s mournful bell,
- Sends forth to the sunset
- A note of farewell.
-
- When, borne with the shadows
- And winds, as they sweep,
- There comes a fond memory
- Of home o’er the deep.
- HEMANS.
-
-
-In the old town of Rüdesheim, on the Rhine, is one of those dilapidated
-castles, which impart such picturesque beauty to the scenery of Germany.
-Among the ruins, Karl Schelling, a poor hard-working peasant, made for
-himself a home. With him dwelt his good wife Liesbet, and two blue-eyed
-children, named Fritz and Gretchen. A few cooking utensils, and wooden
-stools, constituted all their furniture; and one brown-and-white goat,
-was all they had to remind them of flocks and herds. But these poor
-children led a happier life, than those small imitations of humanity,
-who are bred up in city palaces, and drilled to walk through existence
-in languid drawing-room paces. From moss-grown arches in the old ruins,
-they could watch boats and vessels gliding over the sparkling Rhine,
-and see broad meadows golden with sunshine. On the terrace of the
-castle, the wind had planted many flowers. It was richly carpeted with
-various kinds of moss, tufts of grass, blue-bells, and little pinks.
-Here Karl often carried his goat to feed, and left the children to tend
-upon him. There had been a stork’s nest on the roof, from time
-immemorial; and the little ones were early taught to reverence the
-birds, as omens of blessing. Their simple young souls were quite
-unconscious of poverty. The splendid Rhine, with all its islands--the
-broad pasture-lands, with herds peacefully grazing--houses nestling
-among woody hills--all seemed to belong to them; and in reality, they
-possessed them more truly than many a rich man, who
-
- “One moment gazes on his flowers,
- The next they are forgot;
- And eateth of his rarest fruits,
- As though he ate them not.”
-
-On their little heaps of straw, brother and sister slept soundly in each
-other’s arms; and if the hooting of an owl chanced to wake them, some
-bright star looked in with friendly eye, through chinks in the walls,
-and said, “Go to sleep, little ones; for all little children are dear to
-the good God.”
-
-Thus, with scanty food and coarse clothes, plenty of pure air and blue
-sky, Fritz and his sister went hand in hand over their rugged but
-flower-strewn path of life, till he was nearly seven years old. Then
-came Uncle Heinrich, his mother’s brother, and said the boy could be
-useful to him at the mill, where he worked; and if the parents were
-willing to bind him to his service, he would supply him with food and
-clothing, and give him an outfit when he came of age. Tears were in
-Liesbet’s eyes; for she thought how lonely it would seem to her and
-little Gretchen, when they should no longer hear Fritz mocking the
-birds, or singing aloud to the high heaven. But they were very poor, and
-the child must earn his bread. So, with much sorrow to part with father
-and mother, and Gretchen, the goat and the stork, and with some gladness
-to go to new scenes, Fritz departed from the old nest that had served
-him for a home. Mounted with Uncle Heinrich, on the miller’s donkey, he
-ambled along through rocky paths, by deep ravines and castle-crowned
-hills, with here and there glimpses of the noble river, flowing on,
-bright and strong, reflecting images of spires, cottages, and
-vine-covered slopes. When he arrived at his new home, the good
-grandmother gave him right friendly welcome, and promised to set up on
-her knitting-needles a striped blue cap for him to wear. Uncle Heinrich
-was kind, in his rough way; but he thought it an excellent plan for boys
-to eat little and work hard. Fritz, remembering the blossom-carpet of
-the old castle, was always delighted to spy a clump of flowers. His
-uncle told him they looked well enough, but he wondered anybody should
-ever plant them, since they were not useful either to eat or wear; and
-that when he grew older, he would doubtless think more of pence than
-posies. Thus the child began to be ashamed, as of something wrong, when
-he was caught digging a flower. But his laborious and economical
-relative taught him many orderly and thrifty ways, which afterward had
-great influence on his success in life; and fortunately a love for the
-beautiful could not be pressed out of him. Kind, all-embracing Nature
-took him in her arms, and whispered many things to preserve him from
-becoming a mere animal. All day long he was hard at work; but the
-blossoming tree was his friend, and the bright little mill-stream
-chatted cozily, and smiled when the good grandmother gave it his clothes
-to wash. The miller’s donkey, ambling along through sun-lighted paths
-over the hills, was a picture to him. From his small garret window he
-could see the mill-wheel scattering bright drops in the moonlight; and
-he fell asleep to the gentle lullaby of ever-flowing water. Other
-education than this he had not.
-
- “His only teachers had been woods and rills;
- The silence that is in the starry sky,
- The sleep that is among the lonely hills.”
-
-An aged neighbour, cotemporary with the grandmother, took a great liking
-to Fritz; and on Sundays, when no work could be done, he was often
-allowed to go and take dinner or supper there. The old man had traversed
-nearly all Germany as a peddler, and had come to die in the old
-homestead near the mill, where he had worked when a boy. He knew by
-heart all the wild fairy legends of the country, and, in his character
-of peddler-guest, had acquired a talent for relating them in a manner
-peculiarly amusing and exciting to children. In the course of his
-travels, he had likewise collected many things which seemed very
-remarkable to the inexperienced eye of Fritz; such as curious
-smoking-pipes and drinking-cups, and images in all the various costumes
-of Germany. But what most attracted his attention was an ancient clock,
-brought from Copenhagen when the peddler’s father was a young man. When
-this clock was in its right mind, it could play twelve tunes, about as
-simple as “Molly put the kettle on.” But the friction of many years had
-so worn the cogs of the wheels, that it was frightfully out of tune.
-This did not trouble the boy’s strong nerves, and he was prodigiously
-amused with the sputtering, seething, jumping, jabbering sounds it made,
-when set in motion. To each of the crazy old tunes he gave some droll
-name. “There goes the Spitting Cat,” he would say; “now let us hear the
-Old Hen.”
-
-Father Rudolph called the rickety old machine his Blacking Box; because
-he had bought it with the proceeds of a peculiar kind of blacking, of
-his own manufacture. He was always praising this blacking; and one day
-he said, “I have never told any one the secret of making it; but if you
-are a good boy, Fritz, I will show you how it is done.” The child could
-not otherwise than respect what had procured such a wonderful clock; and
-when he fell asleep that night, there floated through his mind undefined
-visions of being able, some time or other, to purchase such a comical
-machine for himself. This seemed a very unimportant incident of his
-childhood; but it was the introduction of a thread, that reappeared
-again in his web of life.
-
-Fritz passed at the old mill four years of health, happiness, and hard
-labor. For three years, Father Rudolph was an unfailing source of
-entertainment. Alternately with his comic old songs, and wild legends of
-fairies and goblins, he imparted much of a traveller’s discursive
-observation, and thorough practical knowledge concerning the glossy jet
-blacking. At last he fell asleep, and the boy heard that pleasant old
-voice no more, except in the echoing caves of memory. The good
-grandmother survived the companion of her youth only a few months. The
-ancient ballads she used to croon at her spinning-wheel, had caught
-something of the monotonous flow of the water, which forever accompanied
-them; and Fritz, as he passed up and down from the mill to the brook,
-missed the quaint old melodies, as he would have missed the rustling of
-the leaves, the chirping of crickets, or any other dear old familiar
-sound. He missed, too, her kind motherly ways, and the little comforts
-with which her care supplied him. With the exception of his rough, but
-really kind-hearted uncle, he was now alone in the world. He had visited
-Rüdesheim but once, and had then greatly amused Gretchen with his
-imitations of the crazy clock. But his parents had since removed to a
-remote district, and he knew not when he should see dear Gretchen again.
-As none of them could read or write, there came no tidings to cheer the
-long years of separation. How his heart yearned at times for the good
-mother and the joyous little sister!
-
-But when Uncle Heinrich announced his intention of removing to America,
-the prospect of new adventures, and the youthful tendency to look on the
-bright side of things, overbalanced the pain of parting from
-father-land. It is true the last night he slept at the old mill, the
-moonlight had a farewell sadness in its glance, and the little stream
-murmured more plaintively as it flowed. Fritz thought perhaps they knew
-he was going away. They certainly seemed to sigh forth, “We shall see
-thee no more, thou bright, strong child! We remain, but thou art passing
-away!”
-
-When the emigrants came to the sea-port, every thing was new and
-exciting to the juvenile imagination of Fritz. The ships out in the
-harbor looked like great white birds, sailing through the air. How
-pleasant it must be thus to glide over the wide waters! But between a
-ship in the distance, and the ship we are in, there exists the usual
-difference between the ideal and the actual. There was little romance in
-the crowded cabin, with hundreds of poor emigrants eating, drinking, and
-smoking, amid the odour of bilge-water, and the dreadful nausea of the
-sea. Poor Fritz longed for the pure atmosphere and fresh-flowing brook,
-at the mill. However, there was always America in prospect, painted to
-his imagination like Islands of the Blest. Uncle Heinrich said he should
-grow rich there; and a fairy whispered in his ear that he himself might
-one day possess a Copenhagen clock, bright and new, that would play its
-tunes decently and in order. “No, no,” said Fritz to the fairy, “I had
-rather buy Father Rudolph’s clock; it was such a funny old thing.” “Very
-well,” replied the fairy, “be diligent and saving, and perhaps I will
-one day bring Father Rudolph’s clock to crow and sputter to thee in the
-New World.”
-
-But these golden dreams of the future received a sad check. One day,
-there was a cry of “A man overboard!” It occasioned the more terror,
-because a shark had been following in the wake of the vessel for several
-days. Boats were lowered instantly; but a crimson tinge on the surface
-of the water showed that their efforts were useless. It was not till
-some minutes after the confusion subsided, that Fritz perceived his
-Uncle Heinrich was missing. Terrible had been that crimson stain on the
-water; but now, when he knew it was the life-blood of his last and only
-friend, it made him faint and dizzy, as if it were flowing from his own
-veins.
-
-Uncle Heinrich’s hard-earned savings were fastened within the belt he
-wore; and a bundle of coarse clothes, with a few tools, were all that
-remained of his worldly possessions. The captain had compassion on the
-desolate child, and charged nothing for his passage, or his food. When
-the vessel came within sight of port, the passengers, though most of
-them poor, raised a small fund for him by contribution. But who can
-describe the utter loneliness of the emigrant boy, when he parted from
-his ship-companions, and wandered through the crowded streets of New
-York, without meeting a single face he had ever seen before? Lights
-shone in cheerful basements, where families supped together; but his
-good-hearted mother, and his dear little blue-eyed Gretchen--where were
-they? Oh, it was very sad to be so entirely alone, in such a wide, wide
-world! Sometimes he saw a boy turn round to stare at his queer little
-cap, and outlandish frock; but he could not understand what he said,
-when he sung out, “There goes what they call a Flying Dutchman.” Day
-after day he tried for work, but could obtain none. His funds were
-running very low, and his heart was extremely heavy. As he stood
-leaning against a post, one day, a goat walked slowly towards him from a
-neighboring court. How his heart leaped up to greet her! With her came
-back images of the castle on the Rhine, the blooming terrace, his kind
-father, his blessed mother, and his darling little sister. He patted the
-goat’s head, and kissed her, and looked deep into her eyes, as he had
-done with the companion of his boyhood. A stranger came to lead the
-animal away; and when she was gone, poor Fritz sobbed as if his heart
-would break. “I have not even a goat for a friend now,” thought he. “I
-wish I could get back to the old mill again. I am afraid I shall starve
-here in this foreign land, where there is nobody to bury me.”
-
-In the midst of these gloomy cogitations, there was an alarm of fire;
-and the watchmen sprung their rattles. Instantly a ray of hope darted
-through his soul! The sound reminded him of Father Rudolph’s Blacking
-Box; for one of its tipsy tunes began with a flourish exactly like it.
-“I will save every cent I can, and buy materials to make blacking,”
-thought he. “I will sleep under the planks on the wharves, and live on
-two pence a day. I can speak a few words of English. I will learn more
-from some of my countrymen, who have been here longer than I. Then,
-perhaps, I can sell blacking enough to buy bread and clothes.”
-
-And thus he did. At first, it went very hard with him. Some days he
-earned nothing; and a week of patient waiting brought but one shilling.
-But his broad face was so clean and honest, his manners so respectful,
-and his blacking so uncommonly good, that his customers gradually
-increased. One day, a gentleman who traded with him made a mistake, and
-gave him a shilling instead of a ten-cent piece. Fritz did not observe
-it at the moment; but the next day, when the gentleman passed to his
-counting-house, he followed him, and touched him on the arm. The
-merchant inquired what he wanted. Fritz showed the coin, saying, “Dat
-not mine.” “Neither is it mine,” rejoined the merchant; “what do you
-show it to me for?” The boy replied, in his imperfect English, “Dat too
-mooch.” A friend, who was with the merchant, addressed him in German;
-and the poor emigrant’s countenance lighted up, as if it had become
-suddenly transparent, and a lamp placed within it. Heaving a sigh, and
-blushing at his own emotion, he explained, in his native tongue, that he
-had accidently taken too much for his blacking, the day before. They
-looked at him with right friendly glances, and inquired into his
-history. He told them his name and parentage, and how Uncle Heinrich had
-attempted to bring him to America, and had been devoured by a shark on
-the way. He said he had not a single friend in this foreign land, but he
-meant to be honest and industrious, and he hoped he should do well. The
-gentlemen assured him that they should always remember him as Fritz
-Shilling, and that they would certainly speak of him to their friends.
-He did not understand the joke of his name, but he did understand that
-they bought all his blacking, and that customers increased more rapidly
-after that interview.
-
-It would be tedious to follow the emigrant through all the process of
-his gradually-improving fortune. As soon as he could spare anything from
-necessary food and clothing, he went to an evening school, where he
-learned to read, write, and cipher. He became first a shop-boy, then a
-clerk, and finally established a neat grocery-store for himself. Through
-all these changes, he continued to sell the blacking, which arrived at
-the honour of poetical advertisements in the newspapers, under the name
-of Schelling’s Best Boot Polisher.
-
-But the prosperity thus produced was not the only result of his
-acquaintance with Father Rudolph. The dropped stitches of our life are
-sometimes taken up again strangely, through many intervening loops. One
-day, as Fritz was passing through the streets, when he was about sixteen
-years old, he stopped and listened intently; for he heard far off the
-sounds of a popular German ballad, which his grandmother and the peddler
-often used to sing together. Through all the din and rattle of the
-streets, he could plainly distinguish the monotonous minor cadence,
-which had often brought tears to his eyes when a boy. He followed the
-tones, and soon came in sight of an old man and his wife singing the
-familiar melody. A maiden, apparently somewhat younger than himself,
-played a tamborin at intervals. When he spoke to her in German, her face
-kindled, as his own had done, at the first sound of his native tongue in
-a strange land. “They call me Röschen,” she replied; “these are my
-father and mother. We came from the ship last night, and we sing for
-bread, till we can get work to do.” The soul looked simply and kindly
-through her blue eyes, and reminded him of sister Gretchen. Her wooden
-shoes, short blue petticoat, and little crimson jacket might seem vulgar
-to the fashionable, and picturesque to the artist; but to him it was
-merely the beloved costume of his native land. It warmed his heart with
-childish recollections; and when they sang again the quaint, sad melody,
-he seemed to hear the old brook flow plaintively by, and see the
-farewell moonlight on the mill. Thus began his acquaintance with the
-maiden, who was afterwards his wife, and the mother of his little
-Gretchen.
-
-Of these, and all other groups of emigrants, for many years, he inquired
-concerning his parents and his sister; but could obtain no tidings. At
-last, a priest in Germany, to whom he wrote, replied that Gretchen had
-died in childhood; and that the father and mother had also recently
-died. It was a great disappointment to the affectionate heart of Fritz
-Schelling; for through all his expanding fortunes he had cherished the
-hope of returning to them, or bringing them to share his comfortable
-home in the New World. But when he received the mournful news, he had
-Röschen to love, and her parents to care for, and a little one that
-twined herself round his heart with fresh flower-garlands every day.
-
-At thirty-five, he was a happy and a prosperous man. So prosperous, that
-he could afford to live well in the city, and yet build for himself a
-snug cottage in the country. “We can go out every Saturday and return on
-Monday,” said he to Röschen. “We can have fresh cream, and our own sweet
-butter. It will do the children good to roll on the grass, and they
-shall have a goat to play with.”
-
-“And, perhaps, by-and-by, we can go there to live all the time,”
-rejoined Röschen. “It is so quiet and pleasant in the country; and
-what’s the use of being richer than enough?”
-
-The site chosen for the cottage overlooked the broad, bright river,
-where high palisades of rock seemed almost like the ruins of an old
-castle. Fritz said he would make a flower-carpet on the rocks, for the
-goat to browse upon; and if a stork would only come and build a nest on
-his thatched roof, he could almost fancy himself in Germany. At times,
-the idea of importing storks crossed his mind; but his good sense
-immediately rejected the plan. It is difficult to imagine how those
-venerable birds, with their love of the antique and the unchangeable,
-could possibly live in America. One might as well try to import loyal
-subjects, or an ancient nobility.
-
-When house and barn were completed, the first object was to secure
-honest, industrious German tenants to till the soil. Fritz heard of a
-company of emigrants, who wished to sell themselves for a specified
-time, in order to pay their passage; and he went on board the ship to
-see them. A hale man, who said he was about sixty years old, with a wife
-some five or six years younger, attracted his attention by their extreme
-cleanliness and good expression of countenance. He soon agreed to
-purchase them; and in order to prepare the necessary papers, he inquired
-their names.
-
-“Karl Schelling and Liesbet Schelling,” replied the old man.
-
-Fritz started, and his face flushed, as he asked, “Did you ever live in
-the old castle at Rüdesheim?”
-
-“That we did for several summers,” rejoined Karl.
-
-“Ah, can you tell us any thing of our son Fritz?” exclaimed Liesbet,
-eyeing him eagerly. “God bless him wherever he is! We came to America to
-find him.”
-
-“Mother! Mother! do you not know me?” he said; and threw himself into
-her open arms, and kissed the honest, weather-beaten face.
-
-“I see it has gone well with you, my son. Now, thanks be to God, and
-blessed be His holy name,” said Karl, reverently uncovering his head.
-
-“And where is Gretchen?” inquired Fritz, earnestly.
-
-“The All-Father took her home, to Himself, soon after you came to see us
-at Rüdesheim,” replied Liesbet. “She was always mourning for the
-brother, poor little one! It troubled us to go away and leave you behind
-us, without saying farewell; and I feared no blessing would follow it.
-But we were very poor, and we thought then we should come to you in two
-or three years.”
-
-“Don’t speak of that,” said Fritz. “You were always good parents to me,
-and did the best you could. Blessings _have_ followed me; and to meet
-you thus is the crowning blessing of all. Come, let us hasten home. I
-want to show you my good Röschen, and our Gretchen, and Karl, and
-Liesbet, and Rudolph, and baby Röschen. My small farm overlooks a river
-broad and beautiful as the Rhine. The rocks look like castles, and I
-have bought a goat for the children to play with. The roof of our
-cottage is thatched, and if a stork would only come and build her nest
-there, then dear father and mother might almost imagine themselves again
-at Rüdesheim, with plenty to eat, drink, and wear. If Father Rudolph’s
-Blacking Box were only here,” added he, laughing, “I should have all
-but one of my boyish dreams fulfilled. Ah, if dear Gretchen were only
-here!”
-
-The fairy who whispered to Fritz when he was crossing the Atlantic, told
-him if he were diligent and saving, she would perhaps bring him the old
-clock; and she kept her promise better than fairies sometimes do; for it
-chanced that the heir of Father Rudolph came to America, and brought it
-with him. The price Fritz offered for it was too tempting, and it now
-stands in his thatched cottage. Its carved black case, inlaid with
-grotesque figures of birds and beasts in pearl, is more wonderful than a
-picture-book to the children. When any of them are out of health, or out
-of humour, their father sets the old bewildered tunes agoing, and they
-soon join in a merry mocking chorus, with “Cluck, cluck, cluck! Whirr,
-whirr, whirr! Rik a rik a ree!”
-
-NOTE.--The accidental purchase of his parents by a German emigrant
-actually occurred a few years since; and this story was suggested by the
-fact.
-
-
-
-
-HOME AND POLITICS.
-
- FOUNDED ON AN INCIDENT THAT OCCURRED IN NEW YORK, DURING THE
- EXCITEMENT ATTENDING THE ELECTION OF PRESIDENT POLK.
-
- O friendly to the best pursuits of man!
- Friendly to thought, to virtue, and to peace,
- Domestic life.
- COWPER.
-
-
-At the bend of a pleasant road winding under the shade of a large elm,
-stood a small school-house. It was a humble building; and the little
-belfry on the top seemed hardly large enough for the motions of the
-cow-bell suspended there. But it was a picturesque feature in the
-landscape. The elm drooped over it with uncommon gracefulness, and
-almost touched the belfry with its light foliage. The weather-beaten,
-moss-grown shingles were a relief to the eye of the traveller, weary of
-prim staring white houses. Moreover, a human soul had inscribed on the
-little place a pastoral poem in vines and flowers. A white Rose bush
-covered half one side, and carried its offering of blossoms up to the
-little bell. Cypress vines were trained to meet over the door, in a
-Gothic arch, surmounted by a cross. On the western side, the window was
-shaded with a profusion of Morning Glories; and a great rock, that
-jutted out into the road, was thickly strewn with Iceland moss, which in
-the springtime covered it with a carpet of yellow stars.
-
-It was at that season it was first seen by George Franklin, a young New
-York lawyer, on a visit to the country. He walked slowly past, gazing at
-the noble elm slightly waving its young foliage to a gentle breeze. Just
-then, out poured a flock of children, of various ages. Jumping and
-laughing, they joined hands and formed a circle round the elm. A clear
-voice was heard within the school-house, singing a lively time, while
-measured strokes on some instrument of tin marked the time. The little
-band whirled round the tree, stepping to the music with the rude grace
-of childhood and joy. After ten or fifteen minutes of this healthy
-exercise, they stopped, apparently in obedience to some signal. Half of
-them held their hands aloft and formed arches for the other half to jump
-through. Then they described swift circles with their arms, and leaped
-high in the air. Having gone through their simple code of gymnastics,
-away they scampered, to seek pleasure after their own fashion, till
-summoned to their books again. Some of them bowed and courtesied to the
-traveller, as they passed; while others, with arms round each other’s
-necks, went hopping along, first on one foot, then on the other, too
-busy to do more than nod and smile, as they went by. Many of them wore
-patched garments, but hands and faces were all clean. Some had a
-stolid, animal look; but even these seemed to sun their cold nature in
-the rays of beauty and freedom, which they found only at school. The
-whole scene impressed the young man very vividly. He asked himself why
-it could not be always thus, in the family, in the school, every where?
-Why need man forever be a blot on Nature? Why must he be coarse and
-squalid, and gross and heavy, while Nature is ever radiant with fresh
-beauty, and joyful with her overplus of life? Then came saddening
-thoughts how other influences of life, coarse parents, selfish
-employers, and the hard struggle for daily bread, would overshadow the
-genial influences of that pleasant school, which for a few months gilded
-the lives of those little ones.
-
-When he repassed the spot, some hours after, all was still, save the
-occasional twittering of birds in the tree. It was sunset, and a bright
-farewell gleam shone across the moss-carpet on the rock, and made the
-little flowers in the garden smile. When he returned to the city, the
-scene often rose before his mind as a lovely picture, and he longed for
-the artist’s skill to re-produce it visibly in its rustic beauty. When
-he again visited the country after midsummer, he remembered the little
-old school-house, and one of his earliest excursions was a walk in that
-direction. A profusion of crimson stars, and white stars, now peeped out
-from the fringed foliage of the Cypress vines, and the little front
-yard was one bed of blossoms. He leaned over the gate, and observed how
-neatly every plant was trained, as if some loving hand tended them
-carefully every day. He listened, but could hear no voices; and
-curiosity impelled him to see how the little building looked within. He
-lifted the latch, peeped in, and saw that the room was empty. The rude
-benches and the white-washed walls were perfectly clean. The windows
-were open on both sides, and the air was redolent with the sweet breath
-of Mignonette. On the teacher’s desk was a small vase, of Grecian
-pattern, containing a few flowers tastefully arranged. Some books lay
-beside it, and one had an ivory folder between the leaves, as if
-recently used. It was Bettine’s Letters to Günderode; and, where it
-opened at the ivory folder, he read these lines, enclosed in pencil
-marks; “All that I see done to children is unjust. Magnanimity,
-confidence, free-will, are not given to the nourishment of their souls.
-A slavish yoke is put upon them. The living impulse, full of buds, is
-not esteemed. No outlet will they give for Nature to reach the light.
-Rather must a net be woven, in which each mesh is a prejudice. Had not a
-child a world within, where could he take refuge from the deluge of
-folly that is poured over the budding meadow-carpet? Reverence have I
-before the destiny of each child, shut up in so sweet a bud. One feels
-reverence at touching a young bud, which the spring is swelling.”
-
-The young man smiled with pleased surprise; for he had not expected to
-find appreciation of such sentiments in the teacher of a secluded
-country school. He took up a volume of Mary Howitt’s Birds and Flowers,
-and saw the name of Alice White written in it. On all blank spaces were
-fastened delicate young fern leaves, and small bits of richly-tinted
-moss. He glanced at the low ceiling, and the rude benches. “This seems
-not the appropriate temple for such a spirit,” thought he. “But, after
-all, what consequence is that, since such spirits find temples
-everywhere?” He took a pencil from his pocket, and marked in Bettine’s
-Letters: “Thou hast feeling for the every-day life of nature. Dawn,
-noon-tide, and evening clouds are thy dear companions, with whom thou
-canst converse when no man is abroad with thee. Let me be thy scholar in
-simplicity.”
-
-He wrote his initials on the page. “Perhaps I shall never see this young
-teacher,” thought he; “but it will be a little mystery, in her
-unexciting life, to conjecture what curious eye has been peeping into
-her books.” Then he queried with himself, “How do I know she is a
-_young_ teacher?”
-
-He stood leaning against the window, looking on the beds of flowers, and
-the vine leaves brushed his hair, as the breeze played with them. They
-seemed to say that a young heart planted them. He remembered the clear,
-feminine voice he had heard humming the dancing-tune, in the spring
-time. He thought of the mosses and ferns in the book. “Oh, yes, she
-_must_ be young and beautiful,” thought he. “She cannot be otherwise
-than beautiful, with such tastes.” He stood for some moments in half
-dreaming reverie. Then a broad smile went over his face. He was making
-fun of himself. “What consequence is it to me whether she be either
-beautiful or young?” said he inwardly. “I must be hungry for an
-adventure, to indulge so much curiosity about a country schoolmistress.”
-
-The smile was still on his face, when he heard a light step, and Alice
-White stood before him. She blushed to see a stranger in her little
-sanctuary, and he blushed at the awkwardness of his situation. He
-apologized, by saying that the beauty of the little garden, and the
-tasteful arrangement of the vines, had attracted his attention, and,
-perceiving that the school-house was empty, he had taken the liberty to
-enter. She readily forgave the intrusion, and said she was glad if the
-humble little spot refreshed the eyes of those who passed by, for it had
-given her great pleasure to cultivate it. The young man was
-disappointed; for she was not at all like the picture his imagination
-had painted. But the tones of her voice were flexible, and there was
-something pleasing in her quiet but timid manner. Not knowing what to
-say, he bowed and took leave.
-
-Several days after, when his rural visit was drawing to a close, he
-felt the need of a long walk, and a pleasant vision of the winding road
-and the little school-house rose before him. He did not even think of
-Alice White. He was ambitious, and had well nigh resolved never to
-marry, except to advance his fortunes. He admitted to himself that grace
-and beauty might easily bewitch him, and turn him from his prudent
-purpose. But the poor country teacher was not beautiful, either in face
-or figure. He had no thought of her. But to vary his route somewhat, he
-passed through the woods, and there he found her gathering mosses by a
-little brook. She recognized him, and he stopped to help her gather
-mosses. Thus it happened that they fell into discourse together; and the
-more he listened, the more he was surprised to find so rare a jewel in
-so plain a setting. Her thoughts were so fresh, and were so simply said!
-And now he noticed a deep expression in her eye, imparting a more
-elevated beauty than is ever derived from form or colour. He could not
-define it to himself, still less to others; but she charmed him. He
-lingered by her side, and when they parted at the school-house gate, he
-was half in hopes she would invite him to enter. “I expect to visit this
-town again in the autumn,” he said. “May I hope to find you at the
-little school-house?”
-
-She did not say whether _he_ might hope to find her there; but she
-answered with a smile, “I am always here. I have adopted it for my
-home, and tried to make it a pleasant one, since I have no other.”
-
-All the way home his thoughts were occupied with her; and the memory of
-her simple, pleasant ways, often recurred to him amid the noises of the
-city. He would easily have forgotten her in that stage of their
-acquaintance, had any beautiful heiress happened to cross his path; for
-though his nature was kindly, and had a touch of romance, ambition was
-the predominant trait in his character. But it chanced that no woman
-attracted him very powerfully, before he again found himself on the
-winding road where stood the picturesque little school-house. Then came
-frequent walks and confidential interviews, which revealed more
-loveliness of mind and character than he had previously supposed. Alice
-was one of those peculiar persons whose history sets at naught all
-theories. Her parents had been illiterate, and coarse in manners, but
-she was gentle and refined. They were utterly devoid of imagination, and
-she saw every thing in the sunshine of poetry. “Who is the child like?
-Where did she get her queer notions?” were questions they could never
-answer. They died when she was fourteen; and she, unaided and unadvised,
-went into a factory to earn money to educate herself. Alternately at the
-factory and at school, she passed four years. Thanks to her notable
-mother, she was quick and skilful with her needle, and knew wonderfully
-well how to make the most of small means. She travelled along unnoticed
-through the by-paths of life, rejoicing in birds, and flowers, and
-little children, and finding sufficient stimulus to constant industry in
-the love of serving others, and the prospect of now and then a pretty
-vase, or some agreeable book. First, affectionate communion, then beauty
-and order, were the great attractions to her soul. Hence, she longed
-inexpressibly for a home, and was always striving to realize her ideal
-in such humble imitations as the little school-house. The family where
-she boarded often disputed with each other, and, being of rude natures,
-not all Alice’s unassuming and obliging ways could quite atone to them
-for her native superiority. In the solitude of the little school-house
-she sought refuge from things that wounded her. There she spent most of
-the hours of her life, and found peace on the bosom of Nature. Poor, and
-without personal beauty, she never dreamed that domestic love, at all
-resembling the pattern in her own mind, was a blessing she could ever
-realize. Scarcely had the surface of her heart been tremulous with even
-a passing excitement on the subject, till the day she gathered mosses in
-the wood with George Franklin. When he looked into her eyes, to
-ascertain what their depth expressed, she was troubled by the
-earnestness of his glance. Habitually humble, she did not venture to
-indulge the idea that she could ever be beloved by him. But when she
-thought of his promised visit in autumn, fair visions sometimes floated
-before her, of how pleasant life would be in a tasteful little home,
-with an intelligent companion. Always it was a _little_ home. None of
-her ideas partook of grandeur. She was a pastoral poet, not an epic
-poet.
-
-George did come, and they had many pleasant walks in beautiful October,
-and crowned each other with garlands of bright autumnal leaves. Their
-parting betrayed mutual affection; and soon after George wrote to her
-thus: “I frankly acknowledge to you that I am ambitious, and had fully
-resolved never to marry a poor girl. But I love you so well, I have no
-choice left. And now, in the beautiful light that dawns upon me, I see
-how mean and selfish was that resolution, and how impolitic withal. For
-is it not happiness we all seek? And how happy it will make me to fulfil
-your long-cherished dream of a tasteful home! I cannot help receiving
-from you more than I can give; for your nature is richer than mine. But
-I believe, dearest, it is always more blessed to give than to receive;
-and when two think so of each other, what more need of heaven?
-
-“I am no flatterer, and I tell you frankly I was disappointed when I
-first saw you. Unconsciously to myself, I had fallen in love with your
-soul. The transcript of it, which I saw in the vines and the flowers
-attracted me first; then a revelation of it from the marked book, the
-mosses and the ferns. I imagined you _must_ be beautiful; and when I saw
-you were not, I did not suppose I should ever think of you more. But
-when I heard you talk, your soul attracted me irresistibly again, and I
-wondered I ever thought you otherwise than beautiful. Rarely is a
-beautiful soul shrined within a beautiful body. But loveliness of soul
-has one great advantage over its frail envelope, it need not decrease
-with time, but ought rather to increase.
-
-“Of one thing rest assured, dear Alice; it is now impossible for me ever
-to love another, as I love you.”
-
-When she read this letter, it seemed to her as if she were in a
-delightful dream. Was it indeed possible that the love of an
-intelligent, cultivated soul was offered to her, the poor unfriended
-one? How marvellous it seemed, that when she was least expecting such a
-blossom from Paradise, a stranger came and laid it in the open book upon
-her desk, in that little school-house, where she had toiled with patient
-humility through so many weary hours! She kissed the dear letter again
-and again; she kissed the initials he had written in the book before he
-had seen her. She knelt down, and, weeping, thanked God that the great
-hunger of her heart for a happy home was now to be satisfied. But when
-she re-read the letter in calmer mood, the uprightness of her nature
-made her shrink from the proffered bliss. He said he was ambitious.
-Would he not repent marrying a poor girl, without beauty, and without
-social influence of any kind? Might he not find her soul far less lovely
-than he deemed it? Under the influence of these fears, she answered him:
-“How happy your precious letter made me, I dare not say. My heart is
-like a garden when the morning sun shines on it, after a long, cold
-storm. Ever since the day we gathered mosses in the wood, you have
-seemed so like the fairest dreams of my life, that I could not help
-loving you, though I had no hope of being beloved in return. Even now, I
-fear that you are acting under a temporary delusion, and that hereafter
-you may repent your choice. Wait long, and observe my faults. I will try
-not to conceal any of them from you. Seek the society of other women.
-You will find so many superior to me, in all respects! Do not fear to
-give me pain by any change in your feelings. I love you with that
-disinterested love, which would rejoice in your best happiness, though
-it should lead you away from me.”
-
-This letter did not lower his estimate of the beauty of her soul. He
-complied with her request to cultivate the acquaintance of other women.
-He saw many more beautiful, more graceful, more accomplished, and of
-higher intellectual cultivation; but none of them seemed so charmingly
-simple and true, as Alice White. “Do not talk to me any more about a
-change in my feelings,” he said, “I like your principles, I like your
-disposition, I like your thoughts, I like your ways; and I always
-_shall_ like them.” Thus assured, Alice joyfully dismissed her fears,
-and became his wife.
-
-Rich beyond comparison is a man who is loved by an intelligent woman, so
-full of home-affections! Especially if she has learned humility, and
-gained strength, in the school of hardship and privation. But it is only
-beautiful souls who learn such lessons in adversity. In lower natures it
-engenders discontent and envy, which change to pride and extravagance in
-the hour of prosperity. Alice had always been made happy by the simplest
-means; and now, though her husband’s income was a moderate one, her
-intuitive taste and capable fingers made his home a little bower of
-beauty. She seemed happy as a bird in her cozy nest; and so grateful,
-that George said, half in jest, half in earnest, he believed women loved
-their husbands as the only means society left them of procuring homes
-over which to preside. There was some truth in the remark; but it pained
-her sensitive and affectionate nature, because it intruded upon her the
-idea of selfishness mingled with her love. Thenceforth, she said less
-about the external blessings of a home; but in her inmost soul she
-enjoyed it, like an earthly heaven. And George seemed to enjoy it almost
-as much as herself. Again and again, he said he had never dreamed
-domestic companionship was so rich a blessing. His wife, though far less
-educated than himself, had a nature capable of the highest cultivation.
-She was always an intelligent listener, and her quick intuitions often
-understood far more than he had expressed or thought. Poor as she was,
-she had brought better furniture for his home, than mahogany chairs and
-marble tables.
-
-Smoothly glided a year away, when a little daughter came into the
-domestic circle, like a flower brought by angels. George had often
-laughed at the credulous fondness of other parents, but he really
-thought _his_ child was the most beautiful one he had ever seen. In the
-countenance and movements he discovered all manner of rare gifts. He was
-sure she had an eye for color, an eye for form, and an ear for music.
-She had her mother’s deep eye, and would surely inherit her quick
-perceptions, her loving heart, and her earnestness of thought. His whole
-soul seemed bound up in her existence. Scarcely the mother herself was
-more devoted to all her infant wants and pleasures. Thus happy were
-they, with their simple treasures of love and thought, when, in evil
-hour, a disturbing influence crossed their threshold. It came in the
-form of political excitement; that pestilence which is forever racing
-through our land, seeking whom it may devour; destroying happy homes,
-turning aside our intellectual strength from the calm and healthy
-pursuits of literature or science, blinding consciences, embittering
-hearts, rasping the tempers of men, and blighting half the talent of our
-country with its feverish breath.
-
-At that time, our citizens were much excited for and against the
-election of General Harrison. George Franklin threw himself into the
-melée with firm and honest conviction that the welfare of the country
-depended on his election. But the superior and inferior natures of man
-are forever mingling in all his thoughts and actions; and this generous
-ardor for the nation’s good gradually opened into a perspective of
-flattering prospects for himself. By the study and industry of years, he
-had laid a solid foundation in his profession, and every year brought
-some increase of income and influence. But he had the American
-impatience of slow growth. Distinguished in some way he had always
-wished to be; and no avenue to the desired object seemed so short as the
-political race-course. A neighbour, whose temperament was peculiarly
-prone to these excitements, came in often and invited him to clubs and
-meetings. When Alice was seated at her work, with the hope of passing
-one of their old pleasant evenings, she had a nervous dread of hearing
-the door-bell, lest this man should enter. It was not that she expected,
-or wished, her husband to sacrifice ambition and enterprise, and views
-of patriotic duty, to her quiet habits. But the excitement seemed an
-unhealthy one. He lived in a species of mental intoxication. He talked
-louder than formerly, and doubled his fists in the vehemence of
-gesticulation. He was restless for newspapers, and watched the arrival
-of mails, as he would once have watched over the life of his child. All
-calm pleasures became tame and insipid. He was more and more away from
-home, and staid late in the night. Alice at first sat up to wait for
-him; but finding that not conducive to the comfort of their child, she
-gradually formed the habit of retiring to rest before his return. She
-was always careful to leave a comfortable arrangement of the fire, with
-his slippers in a warm place, and some slight refreshment prettily laid
-out on the table. The first time he came home and saw these silent
-preparations, instead of the affectionate face that usually greeted him,
-it made him very sad. The rustic school-house, with its small belfry,
-and its bright little garden-plat, rose up in the perspective of memory,
-and he retraced, one by one, all the incidents of their love. Fair and
-serene came those angels of life out of the paradise of the past. They
-smiled upon him and asked, “Are there any like us in the troubled path
-you have now chosen?” With these retrospections came some
-self-reproaches concerning little kind attentions forgotten, and
-professional duties neglected, under the influence of political
-excitement. He spoke to Alice with unusual tenderness that night, and
-voluntarily promised that when the election was fairly over, he would
-withdraw from active participation in politics. But this feeling soon
-passed away. The nearer the result of the election approached, the more
-intensely was his whole being absorbed in it. One morning, when he was
-reading the newspaper, little Alice fretted and cried. He said,
-impatiently, “I wish you would carry that child away. Her noise disturbs
-me.” Tears came to the mother’s eyes, as she answered, “She is not well;
-poor little thing! She has taken cold.” “I am sorry for that,” he
-replied, and hurried to go out and exult with his neighbour concerning
-the political tidings.
-
-At night, the child was unusually peevish and restless. She toddled up
-to her father’s knees, and cried for him to rock her to sleep. He had
-just taken her in his arms, and laid her little head upon his bosom,
-when the neighbour came for him to go to a political supper. He said the
-mails that night must bring news that would decide the question. The
-company would wait for their arrival, and then have a jubilee in honour
-of Harrison’s success. The child cried and screamed, when George put her
-away into the mother’s arms; and he said sternly, “Naughty girl! Father
-don’t love her when she cries.” “She is not well,” replied the mother,
-with a trembling voice, and hurried out of the room.
-
-It was two o’clock in the morning before George returned; but late as it
-was, his wife was sitting by the fire. “Hurrah for the old coon!” he
-exclaimed. “Harrison is elected.”
-
-She threw herself on his bosom, and bursting into tears, sobbed out,
-“Oh, hush, hush, dear George! Our little Alice is dead!” Dead! and the
-last words he had spoken to his darling had been unkind. What would he
-not have given to recall them now? And his poor wife had passed through
-that agony, alone in the silent midnight, without aid or consolation
-from him. A terrible weight oppressed his heart. He sank into a chair,
-drew the dear sufferer to his bosom, and wept aloud.
-
- * * * * *
-
-This great misfortune sadly dimmed the glory of his eagerly-anticipated
-political triumph. When the tumult of grief subsided, he reviewed the
-events of his life, and weighed them in a balance. More and more, he
-doubted whether it were wise to leave the slow certainties of his
-profession, for chances which had in them the excitement and the risks
-of gambling. More and more seriously he questioned whether the
-absorption of his faculties in the keen conflicts of the hour was the
-best way to serve the true interests of his country. It is uncertain how
-the balance would have turned, had he not received an appointment to
-office under the new government. Perhaps the sudden fall of the
-triumphal arch, occasioned by the death of General Harrison, might have
-given him a lasting distaste for politics, as it did to many others. But
-the proffered income was more than double the sum he had ever received
-from his profession. Dazzled by the prospect, he did not sufficiently
-take into the account that it would necessarily involve him in many
-additional expenses, political and social, and that he might lose it by
-the very next turn of the wheel, without being able to return easily to
-his old habits of expenditure. Once in office, the conviction that he
-was on the right side combined with gratitude and self-interest to make
-him serve his party with money and personal influence. The question of
-another election was soon agitated, and these motives drove him into the
-new excitement. He was kind at home, but he spent little time there. He
-sometimes smiled when he came in late, and saw the warm slippers by the
-fire, and a vase of flowers crowning his supper on the table; but he did
-not think how lonely Alice must be, nor could he possibly dream what she
-was suffering in the slow martyrdom of her heart. He gave dinners and
-suppers often. Strangers went and came. They ate and drank, and smoked,
-and talked loud. Alice was polite and attentive; but they had nothing
-for her, and she had nothing for them. How out of place would have been
-her little songs and her fragrant flowers, amid their clamor and
-tobacco-smoke! She was a pastoral poet living in a perpetual battle.
-
-The house was filled with visitors to see the long Whig procession pass
-by, with richly-caparisoned horses, gay banners, flowery arches, and
-promises of protection to every thing. George bowed from his chariot and
-touched his hat to her, as he passed with the throng, and she waved her
-handkerchief. “How beautiful! How magnificent!” exclaimed a visitor, who
-stood by her. “Clay will certainly be elected. The whole city seems to
-be in the procession. Sailors, printers, firemen, every thing.”
-
-“There are no women and children,” replied Alice; and she turned away
-with a sigh. The only protection that interested _her_, was a protection
-for _homes_.
-
-Soon after came the evening procession of Democrats. The army of horses;
-temples of Liberty, with figures in women’s dress to represent the
-goddess; raccoons hung, and guillotined, and swallowed by alligators;
-the lone star of Texas everywhere glimmering over their heads; the whole
-shadowy mass occasionally illuminated by the rush of fire-works, and the
-fitful glare of lurid torches; all this made a strange and wild
-impression on the mind of Alice, whose nervous system had suffered in
-the painful internal conflicts of her life. It reminded her of the
-memorable 10th of August in Paris; and she had visions of human heads
-reared on poles before the windows, as they had been before the palace
-of the unfortunate Maria Antoinette. Visitors observed their watches,
-and said it took this procession an hour longer to pass than it had for
-the Whig procession. “I guess Polk will beat after all,” said one.
-George was angry and combated the opinion vehemently. Even after the
-company had all gone, and the street noises had long passed off in the
-distance, he continued remarkably moody and irritable. He had more cause
-for it than his wife was aware of. She supposed the worst that could
-happen, would be defeat of his party and loss of office. But
-antagonists, long accustomed to calculate political games with a view to
-gambling, had dared him to bet on the election, being perfectly aware of
-his sanguine temperament; and George, stimulated solely by a wish to
-prove to the crowd, who heard them, that he considered the success of
-Clay’s party certain, allowed himself to be drawn into the snare, to a
-ruinous extent. All his worldly possessions, even his watch, his books,
-and his household furniture, were at stake; and ultimately all were
-lost. Alice sympathized with his deep dejection, tried to forget her own
-sorrows, and said it would be easy for her to assist him, she was so
-accustomed to earn her own living.
-
-On their wedding day, George had given her a landscape of the rustic
-school-house, embowered in vines, and shaded by its graceful elm. He
-asked to have this reserved from the wreck, and stated the reason. No
-one had the heart to refuse it; for even amid the mad excitement of
-party triumph, everybody said, “I pity his poor wife.”
-
-She left her cherished home before the final breaking up. It would have
-been too much for her womanly heart, to see those beloved household
-goods carried away to the auction-room. She lingered long by the astral
-lamp, and the little round table, where she and George used to read to
-each other, in the first happy year of their marriage. She did not weep.
-It would have been well if she could. She took with her the little vase,
-that used to stand on the desk in the old country school-house, and a
-curious Wedgewood pitcher George had given her on the day little Alice
-was born. She did not show them to him, it would make him so sad. He was
-tender and self-reproachful; and she tried to be very strong, that she
-might sustain him. But health had suffered in these storms, and her
-organization fitted her only for one mission in this world; that was, to
-make and adorn a home. Through hard and lonely years she had longed for
-it. She had gained it, and thanked God with the joyfulness of a happy
-heart. And now her vocation was gone.
-
-In a few days, hers was pronounced a case of melancholy insanity. She
-was placed in the hospital, where her husband strives to surround her
-with every thing to heal the wounded soul. But she does not know him.
-When he visits her, she looks at him with strange eyes, and still
-clinging to the fond ideal of her life, she repeats mournfully, “I
-_want_ my _home_. Why don’t George come and take me _home_?”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Thus left adrift on the dark ocean of life, George Franklin hesitated
-whether to trust the chances of politics for another office, or to start
-again in his profession, and slowly rebuild his shattered fortunes from
-the ruins of the past. Having wisely determined in favor of the latter,
-he works diligently and lives economically, cheered by the hope that
-reason will again dawn in the beautiful soul that loved him so truly.
-
-His case may seem like an extreme one; but in truth he is only one of a
-thousand similar wrecks continually floating over the turbulent sea of
-American politics.
-
-
-
-
-TO THE TRAILING ARBUTUS.
-
-
- Thou delicate and fragrant thing!
- Sweet prophet of the coming Spring!
- To what can poetry compare
- Thy hidden beauty, fresh and fair?
-
- Only they who search can find
- Thy trailing garlands close enshrined;
- Unveiling, like a lovely face,
- Surprising them with artless grace.
-
- Thou seemest like some sleeping babe,
- Upon a leafy pillow laid;
- Dreaming, in thy unconscious rest,
- Of nest’ling on a mother’s breast.
-
- Or like a maiden in life’s May,
- Fresh dawning of her girlish day;
- When the pure tint her cheeks disclose
- Seems a reflection of the rose.
-
- More coy than hidden love thou art,
- With blushing hopes about its heart;
- And thy faint breath of fragrance seems
- Like kisses stolen in our dreams.
-
- Thou’rt like a gentle poet’s thought,
- By Nature’s simplest lessons taught,
- Reclining on old moss-grown trees,
- Communing with the whisp’ring breeze.
-
- Like timid natures, that conceal
- What others carelessly reveal;
- Reserving for a chosen few
- Their wealth of feeling, pure and true.
-
- Like loving hearts, that ne’er grow old,
- Through autumn’s change, or winter’s cold;
- Preserving some sweet flowers, that lie
- ’Neath withered leaves of years gone by.
-
- At sight of thee a troop upsprings
- Of simple, pure, and lovely things;
- But half thou sayest to my heart,
- I find no language to impart.
-
-
-
-
-THE CATHOLIC AND THE QUAKER.
-
- For _thee_, the priestly rite and prayer
- And holy day, and solemn psalm;
- For _me_, the silent reverence, where
- My brethren gather, slow and calm.
- J. G. WHITTIER.
-
-
-It was one of Ireland’s greenest lanes that wound its way down to a
-rippling brook, in the rear of Friend Goodman’s house. And there, by a
-mound of rocks that dipped their mossy feet in the rivulet, Friend
-Goodman walked slowly, watching for his little daughter, who had been
-spending the day with some children in the neighbourhood. Presently, the
-small maiden came jumping along, with her bonnet thrown back, and the
-edges of her soft brown ringlets luminous in the rays of the setting
-sun. Those pretty curls were not Quakerly; but Nature, who pays no more
-attention to the regulations of Elders, than she does to the edicts of
-Bishops, would have it so. At the slightest breath of moisture, the
-silky hair rolled itself into spirals, and clustered round her pure
-white forehead, as if it loved the nestling-place. Jumping, likewise,
-was not a Quakerly proceeding. But little Alice, usually staid and
-demure, in imitation of those around her, had met with a new companion,
-whose temperament was more mercurial than her own, and she was yielding
-to its magnetic influence.
-
-Camillo Campbell, a boy of six years, was the grandson of an Italian
-lady, who had married an Irish absentee, resident in Florence. Her
-descendants had lately come to Ireland, and taken possession of estates
-in the immediate neighbourhood of Friend Goodman, where little Camillo’s
-foreign complexion, lively temperament, and graceful broken language,
-rendered him an object of very great interest, especially among the
-children. He it was with whom little Alice was skipping through the
-green lane, bright and free as the wind and sunshine that played among
-her curls. As the sober father watched their innocent gambols, he felt
-his own pulses quicken, and his motions involuntarily became more rapid
-and elastic than usual. The little girl came nestling up to his side,
-and rubbed her head upon his arm, like a petted kitten. Camillo peeped
-roguishly from behind the mossy rocks, kissed his hand to her, and ran
-off, hopping first on one foot and then on the other.
-
-“Dost thou like that little boy?” inquired Friend Goodman, as he stooped
-to kiss his darling.
-
-“Yes, Camillo’s a pretty boy, I like him,” she replied. Then with a
-skip and a bound, which showed that the electric fluid was still leaping
-in her veins, she added, “He’s a funny boy, too: he swears _you_ all the
-time.”
-
-The simple child, being always accustomed to hear _thee_ and _thou_,
-verily thought _you_ was a profane word. Her father did what was very
-unusual with him: he laughed outright, as he replied, “What a strange
-boy is that!”
-
-“He asked me to come down to the rock and play, to-morrow. May I go,
-after school?” she asked.
-
-“We will see what mother says,” he replied. “But where didst thou meet
-Camillo?”
-
-“He came to play with us in the lane, and Deborah and John and I went
-into his garden to see the birds. Oh, he has got such pretty birds!
-There’s a nice little meeting-house in the garden; and there’s a woman
-standing there with a baby. Camillo calls her my donny. He says we
-mustn’t play in there. Why not? Who _is_ my donny?”
-
-“The people of Italy, where Camillo used to live, call the Mother of
-Christ Madonna,” replied her father.
-
-“And who is Christ?” she asked.
-
-“He was a holy man, who lived a great many years ago. I read to thee one
-day about his taking little children in his arms and blessing them.”
-
-“I guess he loved little children almost as well as thou, dear father,”
-said Alice. “But what do they put his mother in that little
-meeting-house for?”
-
-Not deeming it wise to puzzle her busy little brain with theological
-explanations, Friend Goodman called her attention to a small dog, whose
-curly white hair soon displaced the Madonna, and even Camillo, in her
-thoughts. But the new neighbour, and the conservatory peopled with
-birds, and the little chapel in the garden, made a strong impression on
-her mind. She was always talking of them, and in after years they
-remained by far the most vivid picture in the gallery of childish
-recollections. Nearly every day, she and Camillo met at the mossy rock,
-where they planted flowers in blossom, and buried flies in
-clover-leaves, and launched little boats on the stream. When they
-strolled toward the conservatory, the old gardener was always glad to
-admit them. Flowering shrubs and gaudy parrots, so bright in the warm
-sunshine, formed such a cheerful contrast to her own unadorned home,
-that little Alice was never weary with gazing and wondering. But from
-all the brilliant things, she chose two Java sparrows for her especial
-favorites. The old gardener told her they were Quaker birds, because
-their feathers were all of such a soft, quiet color. Bright little
-Camillo caught up the idea, and said, “I know what for you so much do
-like them: Quaker lady-birds they be.”
-
-“And she’s a Quaker lady-bird, too,” said the old gardener, smiling, as
-he patted her on the head; “she’s a nice little lady-bird.” Poll Parrot
-heard him, and repeated, “Lady-bird.” Always after that, when Alice
-entered the conservatory, the parrot laughed and screamed, “Lady-bird!”
-
-Near the door were two niches partially concealed by a net-work of
-vines; and in the niches were statues of two winged children. Alice
-inquired who they were; and Camillo replied, “My little sister and
-brother. Children of the Madonna now they is.” His mother had told him
-this, and he did not understand what it meant; neither did Alice. She
-looked up at the winged ones with timid love, and said, “Why don’t they
-come down and play with us?”
-
-“From heaven they cannot come down,” answered Camillo.
-
-Alice was about to inquire the reason why, when the parrot interrupted
-her by calling out, “Lady-bird! Lady-bird!” and Camillo began to mock
-her. Then, laughing merrily, off they ran to the mossy rock to plant
-some flowers the gardener had given them.
-
-That night, while Alice was eating her supper, Friend Goodman chanced to
-read aloud something in which the word heaven occurred. “I’ve been to
-heaven,” said Alice.
-
-“Hush, hush, my child,” replied her father.
-
-“But I _have_ been to heaven,” she insisted. “Little children have wings
-there.”
-
-Her parents exchanged glances of surprise, and the mother asked, “How
-dost thou know that little children have wings in heaven?”
-
-“Because I saw them,” she replied. “They wear white gowns, and they are
-the children of my donny. My donny lives in the little meeting-house in
-Camillo’s garden. She’s the mother of Christ that loved little children
-so much; but she never said any thing to me. The birds call me
-lady-bird, in heaven.”
-
-Her mother looked very sober. “She gets her head full of strange things
-down there yonder,” said she. “I tell thee, Joseph, I don’t like to have
-the children playing together so much. There’s no telling what may come
-of it.”
-
-“Oh, they are mere babes,” replied Joseph. “The my donny, as she calls
-it, and her doll, are all the same to her. The children take a deal of
-comfort together, and it seems to me it is not worth while to put
-estrangement between them. Divisions come fast enough in the human
-family. When he is a lad, he will go away to school and college, and
-will come back to live in a totally different world from ours. Let the
-little ones enjoy themselves while they can.”
-
-Thus spake the large-hearted Friend Joseph; but Rachel was not so easily
-satisfied. “I don’t like this talk about graven images,” said she. “If
-the child’s head gets full of such notions, it may not prove so easy to
-put them out.”
-
-Truly, there seemed some ground for Rachel’s fears; for whether Alice
-walked or slept, she seemed to live in the neighbour’s garden. Sitting
-beside her mother in the silent Quaker meeting, she forgot the row of
-plain bonnets before her, and saw a vision of winged children through a
-veil of vines. At school, she heard the old green parrot scream,
-“Lady-bird!” and fan-tailed doves and Java sparrows hopped into her
-dreams. She had never heard a fairy story in her life; otherwise, she
-would doubtless have imagined that Camillo was a prince, who lived in an
-enchanted palace, and had some powerful fairy for a friend.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It came to pass as Joseph had predicted. These days of happy
-companionship soon passed away. Camillo went to a distant school, then
-to college, and then was absent awhile on the Continent. It naturally
-happened that the wealthy Catholic family had but little intercourse
-with the substantial Quaker farmer. Years passed without a word between
-Alice and her former playfellow. Once, during his college life, she met
-him and his father on horseback, as she was riding home from meeting, on
-a small gray mare her father had given her. He touched his hat and said,
-“How do you do, Miss Goodman?” and she replied, “How art thou, Camillo?”
-His father inquired, “Who is that young woman?” and he answered, “She is
-the daughter of Farmer Goodman, with whom I used to play sometimes,
-when I was a little boy.” Thus like shadows they passed on their
-separate ways. He thought no more of the rustic Quaker girl, and with
-her, the bright picture of their childhood was like the remembrance of
-last year’s rainbow.
-
-But events now approached, which put all rainbows and flowers to flight.
-A Rebellion broke out in Ireland, and a terrible civil war began to rage
-between Catholics under the name of Pikemen, and Protestants under the
-name of Orangemen. The Quakers being conscientiously opposed to war,
-could not adopt the emblems of either party, and were of course exposed
-to the hostility of both. Joseph Goodman, in common with others of his
-religious persuasion, had always professed to believe, that returning
-good for evil was a heavenly principle, and therefore safe policy. Alice
-had received this belief as a traditionary inheritance, without
-disputing it, or reflecting upon it. But now came times that tested
-faith severely. Every night, they retired to rest with the consciousness
-that their worldly possessions might be destroyed by fire and pillage
-before morning, and perhaps their lives sacrificed by infuriated
-soldiers. At the meeting-house, and by the way-side, earnest were the
-exhortations of the brethren to stand by their principles, and not
-flinch in this hour of trial. Joseph Goodman’s sermon was brief and
-impressive. “The Gospel of Love has power to regenerate the world,”
-said he; “and the humblest individual, who lives according to it, has
-done something for the salvation of man.”
-
-His strength was soon tried; for the very next day a party of Pikemen
-came into the neighbourhood and set fire to all the houses of the
-Orangemen. Groans, and shrieks, and the sharp sound of shots, were heard
-in every direction. Fierce men rushed into their peaceful dwelling,
-demanding food, and ordering them to give up their arms.
-
-“Food I will give, but arms I have none,” replied Joseph.
-
-“More shame for you!” roared the commander of the troop. “If you can’t
-do any thing more for your country than that, you may as well be killed
-at once, for a coward, as you are.”
-
-He drew his sword, but Joseph did not wink at the flash of the
-glittering blade. He looked him calmly in the eye, and said, “If thou
-art willing to take the crime of murder on thy conscience, I cannot help
-it. I would not willingly do harm to thee, or to any man.”
-
-The soldier turned away abashed, and putting his sword into the
-scabbard, he muttered, “Well, give us something to eat, will you?”
-
-The hours that followed were frightful with the light of blazing houses,
-the crash of musketry, and the screams of women and children flying
-across the fields. Many took refuge in Joseph’s house, and he did all
-he could to soothe and strengthen them.
-
-At sunset, he went forth with his serving-men to seek the wounded and
-the dead. Along the road and among the bushes, mangled bodies were lying
-in every direction. Those in whom life remained, they brought with all
-tenderness and consigned to the care of Rachel and Alice; and, as long
-as they could see, they gathered the dead for burial. In the evening,
-the captain of the Pikemen returned in great wrath. “This is rather too
-much,” he exclaimed. “We did’nt spare your house this morning to have it
-converted into a hospital for the damned Orangemen. Turn out every dog
-of ’em, or we will burn it down over your heads.”
-
-“I cannot stay thy hand, if thou hast the heart to do it,” mildly
-replied Joseph. “But I will not desert my fellow-creatures in their
-great distress. If the time should come when thy party is routed, we
-will bury thy dead, and nurse thy wounded, as we have done for the
-Orangemen. I will do good to all parties, and harm to none. Here I take
-my stand, and thou mayest kill me if thou wilt.”
-
-Again the soldier was arrested by a power he knew not how to resist.
-Joseph seeing his embarrassment, added: “I put the question to thee as a
-man of war: Is it manly to persecute women and children? Is it brave to
-torture the wounded and the dying? Wouldst thou feel easy to think of
-it in thy dying hour? Let us part in peace, and when thou hast need of
-a friend, come to me.”
-
-After a brief hesitation, the soldier said, “It would be a happier world
-if all thought as you do.” Then, calling to his men, he said, “Let us be
-off, boys. There’s nothing to be done here.”
-
-A fortnight after, triumphant Orangemen came with loud uproar to destroy
-the houses of the Catholics. It was scarcely day-break, when Alice was
-roused from uneasy slumbers by the discharge of musketry, and a lurid
-light on the walls of her room. Starting up, she beheld Colonel
-Campbell’s house in a blaze. The beautiful statues of the Madonna and
-the winged children were knocked to pieces, and crushed under the feet
-of an angry mob. Vines and flowers crisped under the crackling flames,
-and the beautiful birds from foreign climes fell suffocated in the
-smoke, or flew forth, frightened, into woods and fields, and perished by
-cruel hands. In the green lane, once so peaceful and pleasant, ferocious
-men were scuffling and trampling, shooting and stabbing. Everywhere the
-grass and the moss were dabbled with blood. Above all the din, were
-heard the shrill screams of women and children; and the mother of
-Camillo came flying into Joseph’s house, exclaiming, “Hide me, oh, hide
-me!” Alice received her in her arms, laid the throbbing head tenderly on
-her bosom, put back the hair that was falling in wild disorder over her
-face, and tried to calm her terror with gentle words. Others came
-pouring in, and no one was refused shelter. To the women of Colonel
-Campbell’s household Alice relinquished her own little bedroom, the only
-corner of the house that was not already filled to overflowing. She drew
-the curtain, that the afflicted ones need not witness the bloody
-skirmishing in the fields and lane below. But a loud shriek soon
-recalled her to their side. Mary Campbell had withdrawn the curtain, and
-seen her husband fall, thrust at by a dozen swords. Fainting-fits and
-hysterics succeeded each other in quick succession, while Alice and her
-mother laid her on the bed, and rubbed her hands and bathed her temples.
-Gradually the sounds of war died away in the distance. Then Joseph and
-his helpers went forth to gather up the wounded and the dead. Colonel
-Campbell was found utterly lifeless, and the brook where Camillo used to
-launch his little boats, was red with his father’s blood. They brought
-him in tenderly, washed the ghastly wounds, closed the glaring eyes, and
-left the widow and the household to mourn over him. Late in the night
-they persuaded her to go to rest; and, when all was still, the weary
-family fell asleep on the floor; for not a bed was unoccupied.
-
-This time, they hoped to escape the conquerors’ rage. But early in the
-morning, a party of them came back, and demanded that all the Catholics
-should be given up to them. Joseph replied, as he had done before: “I
-cannot give up my helpless and dying neighbours, whether they be
-Pikemen or Orangemen. I will do good to all, and harm to none, come to
-me what may.”
-
-“That’s impartial, anyhow,” said the captain. He took some Orange
-cockades from his pocket, and added, “Wear these, and my men will do you
-no harm.”
-
-“I cannot conscientiously wear one,” replied Joseph, “because they are
-emblems of war.”
-
-The captain laughed half scornfully, and handing one to Alice, said,
-“Well, my good girl, you can wear one, and then you need not be afraid
-of our soldiers.”
-
-She looked very pleasantly in his face and answered, “I _should_ be
-afraid if I did not trust in something better than a cockade.”
-
-The leader of the Orangemen was arrested by the same spell that stopped
-the leader of the Pikemen. But some of his followers, who had been
-lingering about the door, called out, “What’s the use of parleying?
-Isn’t the old traitor nursing Catholics, to fight us again when they get
-well? If he won’t serve the government by fighting for us, he will at
-least do to stop a bullet as well as a braver man. Bring him out, and
-put him in the front ranks to be shot at!” One of them seized Joseph to
-drag him away; but Alice laid a trembling hand on his arm, and said,
-beseechingly, “Before you take him, come and see the wounded Orangemen,
-with their wives and children, whom my father and mother have fed and
-tended night and day.” A pale figure, with bandaged head and one arm in
-a sling, came forth from an adjoining room and said, “Comrades, you
-surely will not harm these worthy people. They have fed our children,
-and buried our dead, as if we were their own brothers.” The soldiers
-listened, and, suddenly changing their mood, went off shouting, “Hurrah
-for the Quakers!”
-
-Some days of comparative quiet followed. Colonel Campbell was buried in
-his own garden, with as much deference to the wishes of his widow as
-circumstances would permit. She returned from the funeral calmer than
-she had been, and quietly assisted in taking care of the wounded. But
-when she retired to her little room, and saw a crucifix fastened on the
-wall at the foot of her bed, she burst into tears and said, “Who has
-done this?”
-
-Alice gently replied, “I did it. I found it in the mud, where the little
-chapel used to stand. I know it is a sacred emblem to thee, and I
-thought it would pain thee to have it there; so I have washed it
-carefully and placed it in thy room.”
-
-The bereaved Catholic kissed the friendly hand that had done so kind a
-deed; and tears fell on it, as she murmured, “Good child! may the Holy
-Virgin bless thee!”
-
-Balmy is a blessing from any human heart, whether it be given in the
-name of Jesus or Mary, God or Allah. Alice slept well, and guardian
-angels rejoiced over her in heaven.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Success alternated between the contending parties, and kept the country
-in a state of perpetual alarm. One week, the widow of Colonel Campbell
-was surrounded by victorious friends, and the next week, she was in
-terror for her life. At last, Camillo himself came with a band of
-successful insurgents. During a brief and agitated interview with his
-mother, he learned how kindly she had been sheltered in their
-neighbour’s house, and how tenderly the remains of his father had been
-treated. When she pointed to the crucifix on the wall, and told its
-history, his eyes filled with tears. “Oh, why cannot we of different
-faith always treat each other thus?” was his inward thought; but he
-bowed his head in silence. Hearing loud voices, he started up suddenly,
-exclaiming, “There may be danger below!” Following the noise, he found
-soldiers threatening Friend Goodman, who stood with his back firmly
-placed against the door of an inner room. Seeing Camillo enter, and
-being aware of the great influence his family had with the Catholics, he
-said, “These men insist upon carrying out the dying Orangemen who are
-sheltered here, and compelling me to see them shot. Is it thy will that
-these murders should be committed?”
-
-The young man took his hand, and in tones of deep respect answered,
-“Could you believe that I would suffer violence to be done to any under
-_your_ roof, if I had power to prevent it?” Then turning to his
-soldiers, he said, “These excellent people have injured no one. Through
-all these troubled times, they have been kind alike to Pikemen and
-Orangemen; they have buried our dead, and sheltered our widows. If you
-have any respect for the memory of my father, treat with respect all who
-wear the peaceful garb of the Quakers.” The men spoke apart for awhile,
-and soon after left the house.
-
-As Camillo passed by the kitchen door, he saw Alice distributing boiled
-potatoes to a crowd of hungry children. A soldier stood by her,
-insisting that she should wear a cross, which was the emblem of the
-Pikemen. She mildly replied, “I cannot consent to _wear_ the cross, but
-I hope God will enable me to _bear_ it.” The rude fellow, who was
-somewhat intoxicated, touched her under the chin, and said, “Come,
-mavourneen, do be a little more obliging.” Camillo instantly seized his
-arm, and, exclaiming, “Behave decently, my lad! behave decently!” he led
-him to the door. As he went, he turned towards Alice with an expression
-she never forgot, and said, in a low deep tone, “Words are poor to thank
-you for what you have done for my mother.”
-
-The next day, when he met Alice walking to meeting, he touched his hat
-respectfully and said, “I scarcely deem it prudent for you to be in the
-roads at this time, Miss Alice. Armed insurgents are everywhere abroad;
-and though there is a prevailing disposition not to injure the Quakers,
-still many of our men are too desperate to be always controlled.”
-
-She smiled and answered, “I thank thee for thy friendly caution; but I
-trust in the Power that has hitherto protected me.”
-
-After a short pause, he said, “Your place of meeting is two miles from
-here. Where is the horse you used to ride?”
-
-“A soldier took it from me, as I rode from meeting several weeks ago,”
-she replied.
-
-“You see then it is, as I have said, unsafe for you to go,” he rejoined.
-“Had you not better turn back?”
-
-With great earnestness she answered, “Friend Camillo, I cannot otherwise
-than go. Our people are afflicted and bowed down. The soldiers have
-nearly consumed our provisions. Our women are almost worn out with the
-fatigue of constant nursing and perpetual alarms. All are not unwavering
-in their faith. It is the duty of the strong to sustain the weak; and
-therefore it is needful that we meet together for counsel and
-consolation.”
-
-The young man looked at her with affectionate reverence. The fair
-complexion and shining ringlets of childhood were gone, but a serene and
-deep expression of soul imparted a more elevated beauty to her
-countenance. He parted from her with a blessing, simply and fervently
-uttered; but he entered the adjoining fields, and as he walked along he
-kept her within sight until she arrived safely at the place of meeting.
-While he thus watched her unseen, he recollected how often his taste had
-been offended by the quaint awkwardness of the Quaker garb; and uttering
-aloud the sequel to his thoughts, he said, “But beautiful and graceful
-will her garments be in heaven.”
-
-Soon after this interview, he departed with a strong escort to convey
-his mother and other Catholic women into a less turbulent district.
-Alice bade them farewell with undisguised sadness; for we learn to love
-those whom we serve, and there seemed little probability that they would
-ever return to reside in that troubled neighborhood.
-
-The next time she saw Camillo, he was brought into her father’s house on
-a litter, senseless, and wounded, as it was supposed, unto death. All
-the restoratives they could think of were applied, and at last, as Alice
-bent over him, bathing his temples, he opened his eyes with a dull
-unconscious stare, which gradually relaxed into a feeble smile, as he
-whispered, “My Quaker lady-bird.” Some hours afterward, when she brought
-him drink, he gently pressed her hand, and said, “Thank you, dear
-Alice.” The words were simple, but the expression of his eyes and the
-pressure of his hand sent a thrill through the maiden, which she had
-never before experienced. That night, she dreamed of winged children
-seen through flowering vines, and Camillo laughed when the parrot called
-her “Lady-bird.”
-
-Sorrow, like love, levels all distinctions, and melts all forms in its
-fiery furnace. In the midst of sickness and suffering, and every-day
-familiarity with death, there was small attention paid to customary
-proprieties. No one heeded whether Camillo were tended by Alice or her
-mother; but if Alice were long absent, he complained that she came so
-seldom. As his health improved, they talked together of the flowers they
-used to plant on the mossy rock, and the little boats they launched on
-the rippling brook. Sometimes, in their merriest moods, they mocked the
-laughing of the old green parrot, and the cooing of the fan-tailed
-doves. Thus walking through the green lanes of their childhood, they
-came unconsciously into the fairy-land of love! All was bright and
-golden there, and but one shadow rested on the sunshine. When Camillo
-spoke of the “little meeting-house in the garden,” and the image of “My
-donny,” she grew very thoughtful; and he said with a sigh, “I wish, dear
-Alice, that we were of one religion.” She smiled sweetly as she
-answered, “Are we not both of the religion of Jesus?”
-
-He kissed her hand, and said, “Your soul is always large and liberal,
-and noble and kind; but others are not like you, dear Alice.”
-
-And truly, when the war had ceased, and Camillo Campbell began to
-rebuild his demolished dwelling, and the young couple spoke of marriage,
-great was the consternation in both families. Even the liberal-minded
-Joseph was deeply-pained to have his daughter “marry out of Society,” as
-their phrase is; but he strove to console Rachel, who was far more
-afflicted than himself. “The young people love each other,” he said,
-“and it does not seem to be right to put any constraint on their
-affection. Camillo is a goodly youth; and I think the dreadful scenes he
-has lately witnessed have exercised his mind powerfully on the subject
-of war. I have observed that he is thoughtful and candid; and if he does
-but act up to his own light, it is all I ask of him. He promises never
-to interfere with the freedom of Alice; and as she has adopted most of
-our principles from her own conviction, I do not fear she will ever
-depart from them.”
-
-“Don’t comfort thyself with any such idea,” replied Rachel. “She will
-have pictures of the Virgin Mary in her house, and priests will come
-there to say over their mummery; and small beginnings make great
-endings. At all events, one thing is certain. Alice will lose her
-membership in our Society; and that it is which mainly grieves me. She
-is such a serious, sensible girl, that I always hoped to see her an
-esteemed minister among us.”
-
-“It is a disappointment to me also,” replied Joseph; “but we must bear
-it cheerfully. It certainly is better to have our child go out of the
-Society and keep her principles, than it would be to have her stay in
-Society and depart from her principles, as many do.”
-
-Mary Campbell was more disturbed than Rachel Goodman. In the first
-paroxysm of her distress, she said she wished she had been killed in the
-war, rather than live to see her only son married to a black Protestant.
-
-“Not a black Protestant, dear mother, only a dove-colored one,” rejoined
-Camillo, playfully. Then he kissed her, and reminded her of the story of
-the crucifix, and told her how noble and gentle, and good and sensible,
-his Alice was. As he talked, a vision rose before her of the little
-bedroom in the Quaker’s farm-house; she saw Rachel and Alice supporting
-the drooping-heads of poor homeless Catholics, while they offered drink
-to their feverish lips; and memory melted bigotry. She threw herself
-weeping into Camillo’s arms and said, “Truly they did treat us like
-disciples of Jesus. I once said to Alice, ‘May the Holy Virgin bless
-thee;’ and I now say, from my heart, May the Holy Virgin bless you both,
-my son.”
-
-And so Catholic and Quaker were married, according to the forms of both
-their churches.
-
-The Society of Friends mostly withdrew from companionship with Alice,
-though they greeted her kindly at their meetings. The Catholics shook
-their heads and complained that Camillo Campbell was already half a
-Quaker. Both prognosticated evil consequences from such a union. But the
-worst that happened was, Alice learned that there might be superstition
-in the cut of a garment, as well as in veneration for an image; and
-Camillo became convinced that hatred and violence were much greater sins
-than eating meat on Fridays.
-
-NOTE.--The course here described as generally pursued by Quakers during
-the Irish Rebellion, and the effect stated to be produced on the
-soldiers of both parties, are strictly true.
-
-
-
-
-THE RIVAL MECHANICIANS.
-
-
-“I am growing old; my sight is failing very fast,” said a famous
-watch-maker of Geneva, as he wiped his spectacles to examine several
-chronometers, which his two apprentices laid before him. “Well done!
-Very well done, my lads,” said he. “I hardly know which of you will best
-supply the place of old Antoine Breguet. Thirty years ago, (pardon an
-old man’s vanity,) I could have borne away the palm from a hundred like
-ye. But my sight is dim, and my hands tremble. I must retire from the
-place I have occupied in this busy world; and I confess I should like to
-give up my famous old stand to a worthy successor. Whichever of you
-produces the most perfect piece of mechanism before the end of two years
-shall be my partner and representative, if Rosabella and I both agree in
-the decision.”
-
-The grand-daughter, who was busily spinning flax, looked up bashfully,
-and met the glance of the two young men. The countenance of one flushed,
-and his eye sparkled; the other turned very pale, and there was a
-painfully deep intensity in his fixed gaze.
-
-The one who blushed was Florien Arnaud, a youth from the French
-Cantons. He was slender and graceful in figure, with beautiful features,
-clear blue eyes, and a complexion fresh as Hylas, when the enamored
-water-nymphs carried him away in their arms. He danced like a zephyr,
-and sang little airy French romanzas in the sweetest of tenor voices.
-
-The one who turned pale was Pierre Berthoud, of Geneva. He had massy
-features, a bulky frame, and clumsy motions. But the shape of his head
-indicated powerful intellect, and his great dark eyes glowed from under
-the pent-house of his brows, like a forge at midnight. He played on the
-bass-viol and the trombone, and when he sang, the tones sounded as if
-they came up from deep iron mines.
-
-Rosabella turned quickly away from their expressive glances, and
-blushing deeply resumed her spinning. The Frenchman felt certain the
-blush was for him; the Genevan thought he would willingly give his life
-to be sure it was for _him_. But unlike as the young men were in person
-and character, and both attracted toward the same lovely maiden, they
-were yet extremely friendly to each other, and usually found enjoyment
-in the harmonious contrast of their different gifts. The first feeling
-of estrangement that came between them was one evening, when Florien
-sang remarkably well, and Rosabella accompanied him on her guitar. She
-evidently enjoyed the graceful music with all her soul. Her countenance
-was more radiantly beautiful than usual, and when the fascinating
-singer rose to go, she begged him to sing another favorite song, and
-then another and another. “She never urges _me_ to sing with her,” said
-Pierre, as he and Florien retired for the night. “And with very good
-reason,” replied his friend, laughing. “Your stentorian tones would
-quite drown her weak sweet voice, and her light touch on the guitar. You
-might as well have a hammer-and-anvil accompaniment to a Canary bird.”
-Seeing discontent in the countenance of his companion, he added
-soothingly, “Nay, my good friend, don’t be offended by this playful
-comparison. Your voice is magnificently strong and beautifully correct,
-but it is made for grander things than those graceful little garlands of
-sound, which Rosabella and I weave so easily.”
-
-Pierre sprang up quickly, and went to the other side of the room.
-“Rosabella and I,” were sounds that went hissing through his heart, like
-a red-hot arrow. But his manly efforts soon conquered the jealous
-feeling, and he said cheerfully, “Well, Florien, let us accept the offer
-of good Father Breguet. We will try our skill fairly and honorably, and
-leave him and Rosabella to decide, without knowing which is your work
-and which is mine.”
-
-Florien suppressed a rising smile; for he thought to himself, “_She_
-will know _my_ workmanship, as easily as she could distinguish my fairy
-romanzas from your Samson solos.” But he replied, right cordially,
-“Honestly and truly, Pierre, I think we are as mechanicians very nearly
-equal in skill. But let us both tax our ingenuity to invent something
-which will best please Rosabella, Her birth-day comes in about six
-months. In honor of the occasion, I will make some ornaments for the
-little arbor facing the brook, where she loves to sit, in pleasant
-weather, and read to the good old grandfather.”
-
-“I will do the same,” answered Pierre; “only let both our ornaments be
-machines.” They clasped hands, and looking frankly into each other’s
-eyes, ratified the agreement. From that hour, they spoke no more to each
-other on the subject till the long-anticipated day arrived. The old
-watch-maker and his grandchild were invited to the arbor, to pass
-judgment on the productions of his pupils. A screen was placed before a
-portion of the brook, and they sat quietly waiting for it to be removed.
-“That duck is of a singular color,” exclaimed the young girl. “What a
-solemn looking fellow he is!” The bird, without paying any attention to
-her remarks, waddled into the water, drank, lifted up his bill to the
-sky, as if giving thanks for his refreshment, flapped his wings, floated
-to the edge of the brook, and waddled on the grass again. When Father
-Breguet threw some crumbs of cake on the ground, the duck picked them up
-with apparent satisfaction. He was about to scatter more crumbs, when
-Rosabella exclaimed, “Why, grandfather, this is not a duck! It is made
-of bronze. See how well it is done.”
-
-The old man took it up and examined it. “Really, I do not think any
-thing could be more perfect than this,” he said. “How exquisitely the
-feathers are carved! and truly the creature seems alive. He who beats
-this must be a skilful mechanician.”
-
-At these words, Pierre and Florien stepped forward, hand in hand, and
-bowing to their master, removed the temporary screen. On a black marble
-pedestal in the brook was seated a bronze Naiad, leaning on an
-overflowing vase. The figure was inexpressibly graceful; a silver star
-with brilliant points gleamed on her forehead, and in her hand she held
-a silver bell, beautifully inlaid with gold and steel. There was a smile
-about her mouth, and she leaned over, as if watching for something in a
-little cascade which flowed down a channel in the pedestal. Presently,
-she raised her hand and sounded the bell. A beautiful little gold fish
-obeyed the summons, and glided down the channel, his burnished sides
-glittering in the sun. Eleven times more she rang the bell, and each
-time the gold fish darted forth. It was exactly noon, and the
-water-nymph was a clock.
-
-The watch-maker and his daughter were silent. It was so beautiful, that
-they could not easily find words to express their pleasure. “You need
-not speak, my master,” said Pierre, in a manly but sorrowful tone; “I
-myself decide in favor of Florien. The clock is his.”
-
-“The interior workmanship is not yet examined,” rejoined his amiable
-competitor. “There is not a better mechanician in all Switzerland, than
-Pierre Berthoud.”
-
-“Ah, but you know how to invest equally good workmanship with grace and
-beauty,” replied the more heavily moulded Genevan.
-
-“Study the Graces, my boy; make yourself familiar with models of
-beauty,” said old Antoine Breguet, laying a friendly hand upon the young
-man’s shoulder.
-
-“I should but imitate, and he creates,” answered Pierre, despondingly;
-“and worst of all, my good master, I hate myself because I envy him.”
-
-“But you have many and noble gifts, Pierre,” said Rosabella, gently.
-“You know how delightfully very different instruments combine in
-harmony. Grandfather says your workmanship will be far more durable than
-Florien’s. Perhaps you may both be his partners.”
-
-“But which of us will be _thine_?” thought Pierre. He smothered a deep
-sigh, and only answered, “I thank you, Rosabella.”
-
-Well aware that these envious feelings were unworthy of a noble soul, he
-contended with them bravely, and treated Florien even more cordially
-than usual. “I will follow our good master’s advice,” said he; “I will
-try to clothe my good machinery in forms of beauty. Let us both make a
-watch for Rosabella, and present it to her on her next birth-day. You
-will rival me, no doubt; for the Graces threw their garlands on you
-when you were born.” “Bravo!” shouted Florien, laughing and clapping his
-hands. “The poetry is kindling up in your soul. I always told you that
-you would be a poet, if you could only express what was in you.”
-
-“And your soul expresses itself _so_ easily, _so_ fluently!” said
-Pierre, with a sigh.
-
-“Because my springs lie so near the surface, and yours have depths to
-come from,” replied his good-natured companion.
-
-“The worst of it is, the cord is apt to break before I can draw up my
-weighty treasures,” rejoined Pierre, with a smile. “There is no help for
-it. There will always be the same difference between us, that there is
-in our names. I am a rock, and you are a flower. I might be hewed and
-chiselled into harmonious proportions; but you grow into beauty.”
-
-“Then be a rock, and a magnificent one,” replied his friend, “and let
-the flower grow at your feet.”
-
-“That sounds modestly and well,” answered Pierre; “but I wish to be a
-flower, because----”
-
-“Because what?” inquired Florien, though he half guessed the secret,
-from his embarrassed manner.
-
-“Because I think Rosabella likes flowers better than rocks,” replied
-Pierre, with uncommon quickness, as if the words gave him pain.
-
-On New Year’s day, the offerings, enclosed in one box, were presented by
-the good grandfather. The first was a golden apple, which opened and
-revealed on one side an exquisitely neat watch, surrounded by a garland
-tastefully wrought in rich damaskeening of steel and gold; on the other
-side was a rose intertwined with forget-me-nots, very perfectly done in
-mosaic. When the stem of the apple was turned, a favourite little tune
-of Rosabella’s sounded from within.
-
-“This is surely Florien’s,” thought she; and she looked for the other
-gift with less interest. It was an elegant little gold watch, with a
-Persian landscape, a gazelle and birds of Paradise beautifully engraved
-on the back. When a spring was touched, the watch opened, a little
-circular plate of gold slid away, and up came a beautiful rose, round
-which a jewelled bee buzzed audibly. On the edge of the golden circle
-below were the words _Rosa bella_ in ultramarine enamel. When another
-spring was touched, the rose went away, and the same melody that sounded
-from the heart of the golden apple seemed to be played by fairies on
-tinkling dew-drops. It paused a moment, and then struck up a lively
-dance. The circular plate again rolled away, and up sprung an inch-tall
-opera-dancer, with enamelled scarf, and a very small diamond on her
-brow. Leaping and whirling on an almost invisible thread of gold, she
-kept perfect time to the music, and turned her scarf most gracefully.
-Rosabella drew a long breath, and a roseate tinge mantled her beautiful
-face, as she met her grandfather’s gaze fixed lovingly upon her. She
-thought to herself, “There is no doubt now which is Florien’s;” but she
-said aloud, “They are both very beautiful; are they not, dear
-grandfather? I am not worthy that so much pains should be taken to
-please me.” The old man smiled upon her, and fondly patted the luxuriant
-brown hair, which shone like threads of amber in the sun. “Which dost
-thou think _most_ beautiful?” said he.
-
-She evaded the question, by asking, “Which do _you_?”
-
-“I will tell thee when thou hast decided,” answered he.
-
-She twisted and untwisted the strings of her boddice, and said she was
-afraid she should not be impartial. “Why not?” he inquired. She looked
-down bashfully, and murmured, in a very low voice, “Because I can easily
-guess which is Florien’s.”
-
-“Ah, ha,” exclaimed the kind old man; and he playfully chucked her under
-the chin, as he added, “Then I suppose I shall offend thee when I give a
-verdict for the bee and the opera-dancer?”
-
-She looked up blushing, and her large serious brown eyes had for a
-moment a comic expression, as she said, “I shall do the same.”
-
-Never were disciples of the beautiful placed in circumstances more
-favourable to the development of poetic souls. The cottage of Antoine
-Breguet was
-
- “In a glade,
- Where the sun harbours; and one side of it
- Listens to bees, another to a brook.
- Lovers, that have just parted for the night,
- Dream of such spots when they have said their prayers;
- Or some tired parent, holding by the hand
- A child, and walking toward the setting sun.”
-
-In the stillness of the night, they could hear the “rushing of the
-arrowy Rhone.” From a neighbouring eminence could be seen the
-transparent Lake of Geneva, reflecting the deep blue heaven above.
-Mountains, in all fantastic forms, enclosed them round; now draped in
-heavy masses of sombre clouds, and now half revealed through sun-lighted
-vapour, like a veil of gold. The flowing silver of little waterfalls
-gleamed among the dark rocks. Grape-vines hung their rich festoons by
-the roadside, and the beautiful barberry bush embroidered their leaves
-with its scarlet clusters. They lived under the same roof with a
-guileless good old man, and with an innocent maiden, just merging into
-beautiful womanhood; and more than all, they were both under the
-influence of that great inspirer, Love.
-
-Rosabella was so uniformly kind to both, that Pierre could never
-relinquish the hope that constant devotedness might in time win her
-affections for himself. Florien, having a more cheerful character, and
-more reliance on his own fascinations, was merely anxious that the
-lovely maiden should prefer his workmanship, as decidedly as she did
-his person and manners. Under this powerful stimulus, in addition to the
-ambition excited by the old watch-maker’s proposal, the competition
-between them was active and incessant. But the groundwork of their
-characters was so good, that all little heart-burnings of envy or
-jealousy were quickly checked by the predominance of generous and kindly
-sentiments.
-
-One evening, Rosabella was reading to her grandfather a description of
-an albino squirrel. The pure white animal, with pink eyes and a feathery
-tail, pleased her fancy extremely, and she expressed a strong desire to
-see one. Pierre said nothing; but not long after, as they sat eating
-grapes after dinner, a white squirrel leaped on the table, frisked from
-shoulder to shoulder, and at last sat up with a grape in its paws.
-Rosabella uttered an exclamation of delight. “Is it alive?” she said.
-“Do you not see that it is?” rejoined Pierre. “Call the dog, and see
-what he thinks about it.”
-
-“We have so many things here, which are alive and yet not alive,” she
-replied, smiling.
-
-Florien warmly praised the pretty automaton; but he was somewhat vexed
-that he himself did not think of making the graceful little animal for
-which the maiden had expressed a wish. Her pet Canary had died the day
-before, and his eye happened to rest on the empty cage hanging over the
-flower-stand. “I too will give her a pleasure,” thought he. A few weeks
-after, as they sat at breakfast, sweet notes were heard from the cage,
-precisely the same the Canary used to sing; and, looking up, the
-astonished maiden saw him hopping about, nibbling at the sugar and
-pecking his feathers, as lively as ever. Florien smiled, and said, “Is
-it as much alive as Pierre’s squirrel?”
-
-The approach of the next birth-day was watched with eager expectation;
-for even the old man began to feel keen pleasure in the competition, as
-if he had witnessed a race between fleet horses. Pierre, excited by the
-maiden’s declaration that she mistook his golden apple for Florien’s
-workmanship, produced a much more elegant specimen of art than he had
-ever before conceived. It was a barometer, supported by two knights in
-silver chain-armour, who went in when it rained, and came out when the
-sun shone. On the top of the barometer was a small silver basket, of
-exceedingly delicate workmanship, filled with such flowers as close in
-damp weather. When the knights retired, these flowers closed their
-enamelled petals, and when the knights returned, the flowers expanded.
-
-Florien produced a silver chariot, with two spirited and finely
-proportioned horses. A revolving circle in the wheels showed on what day
-of the month occurred each day of the week, throughout the year. Each
-month was surmounted by its zodiacal sign, beautifully enamelled in
-green, crimson and gold. At ten o’clock the figure of a young girl,
-wearing Rosabella’s usual costume, and resembling her in form and
-features, ascended slowly from behind the wheel, and at the same moment,
-the three Graces rose up in the chariot and held garlands over her. From
-the axle-tree emerged a young man, in Florien’s dress, and kneeling
-offered a rose to the maiden.
-
-It was so beautiful as a whole, and so exquisitely finished in all its
-details, that Pierre clenched his fingers till the nails cut him, so
-hard did he try to conceal the bitterness of his disappointment at his
-own manifest inferiority. Could he have been an hour alone, all would
-have been well. But, as he stepped out on the piazza, followed by
-Florien, he saw him kiss his hand triumphantly to Rosabella, and she
-returned it with a modest but expressive glance. Unfortunately, he held
-in his hand a jewelled dagger, of Turkish workmanship, which Antoine
-Breguet had asked him to return to its case in the workshop. Stung with
-disappointed love and ambition, the tempestuous feelings so painfully
-restrained burst forth like a whirlwhind. Quick as a flash of lightning,
-he made a thrust at his graceful rival. Then frightened at what he had
-done, and full of horror at thoughts of Rosabella’s distress, he rushed
-into the road, and up the sides of the mountain, like a madman.
-
- * * * * *
-
-A year passed, and no one heard tidings of him. On the anniversary of
-Rosabella’s birth, the aged grandsire sat alone, sunning his white
-locks at the open window, when Pierre Barthoud entered, pale and
-haggard. He was such a skeleton of his former self that his master did
-not recognize him, till he knelt at his feet, and said, “Forgive me,
-father. I am Pierre.”
-
-The poor old man shook violently, and covered his face with trembling
-hands. “Ah, thou wretched one,” said he, “how darest thou come hither,
-with murder on thy soul?”
-
-“Murder?” exclaimed Pierre, in a voice so terribly deep and distinct,
-that it seemed to freeze the feeble blood of him who listened. “Is he
-then dead? Did I kill the beautiful youth, whom I loved so much?” He
-fell forward on the floor, and the groan that came from his strong chest
-was like an earthquake tearing up trees by the roots.
-
-Antoine Breguet was deeply moved, and the tears flowed fast over his
-furrowed face. “Rise, my son,” said he, “and make thy escape, lest they
-come to arrest thee.”
-
-“Let them come,” replied Pierre, gloomily; “Why should I live?” Then
-raising his head from the floor, he said slowly, and with great fear,
-“Father, where is Rosabella?”
-
-The old man covered his face, and sobbed out, “I shall never see her
-again! These old eyes will never again look on her blessed face.” Many
-minutes they remained thus, and when he repeated, “I shall never see her
-again!” the young man clasped his feet convulsively, and groaned in
-agony.
-
-At last the housekeeper came in; a woman whom Pierre had known and loved
-in boyhood. When her first surprise was over, she promised to conceal
-his arrival, and persuaded him to go to the garret and try to compose
-his too strongly excited feelings. In the course of the day she
-explained to him how Florien had died of his wound, and how Rosabella
-pined away in silent melancholy, often sitting at the spinning wheel
-with the suspended thread in her hand, as if unconscious where she was.
-During all that wretched night the young man could not close his eyes in
-sleep. Phantoms of the past flitted through his brain, and remorse
-gnawed at his heart-strings. In the deep stillness of midnight, he
-seemed to hear the voice of the bereaved old man sounding mournfully
-distinct, “I shall never see her again!” He prayed earnestly to die; but
-suddenly an idea flashed into his mind, and revived his desire to live.
-Full of his new project, he rose early and sought his good old master.
-Sinking on his knees he exclaimed, “Oh, my father, say that you forgive
-me! I implore you to give my guilty soul that one gleam of consolation.
-Believe me, I would sooner have died myself, than have killed him. But
-my passions were by nature so strong! Oh, God forgive me, they were _so_
-strong! How I have curbed them, He alone knows. Alas, that they should
-have burst the bounds in that one mad moment, and destroyed the two I
-best loved on earth. Oh, father, _can_ you say that you forgive me?”
-
-With quivering voice he replied, “I do forgive you, and bless you, my
-poor son.” He laid his hand affectionately on the thick matted hair, and
-added, “I too have need of forgiveness. I did very wrong thus to put two
-generous natures in rivalship with each other. A genuine love of beauty,
-for its own sake, is the only healthy stimulus to produce the beautiful.
-The spirit of competition took you out of your sphere, and placed you in
-a false position. In grand conceptions, and in works of durability and
-strength, you would always have excelled Florien, as much as he
-surpassed you in tastefulness and elegance. By striving to be what he
-was, you parted with your own gifts, without attaining to his. Every man
-in the natural sphere of his own talent, and all in harmony; this is the
-true order, my son; and I tempted you to violate it. In my foolish
-pride, I earnestly desired to have a world-renowned successor to the
-famous Antoine Breguet. I wanted that the old stand should be kept up in
-all its glory, and continue to rival all competitors. I thought you
-could super-add Florien’s gifts to your own, and yet retain your own
-characteristic excellencies. Therefore, I stimulated your intellect and
-imagination to the utmost, without reflecting that your heart might
-break in the process. God forgive me; it was too severe a trial for poor
-human nature. And do thou, my son, forgive this insane ambition; for
-severely has my pride been humbled.”
-
-Pierre could not speak, but he covered the wrinkled hands with kisses,
-and clasped his knees convulsively. At last he said, “Let me remain
-concealed here for a while. You _shall_ see her again; only give me
-time.” When he explained that he would make Rosabella’s likeness, from
-memory, the sorrowing parent shook his head and sighed, as he answered,
-“Ah, my son, the soul in her eye, and the light grace of her motions, no
-art can restore.”
-
-But to Pierre’s excited imagination there was henceforth only one object
-in life; and that was to re-produce Rosabella. In the keen conflict of
-competition, under the fiery stimulus of love and ambition, his strong
-impetuous soul had become machine-mad; and now overwhelming grief
-centered all his stormy energies on one object. Day by day, in the
-loneliness of his garret, he worked upon the image till he came to love
-it, almost as much as he had loved the maiden herself. Antoine Breguet
-readily supplied materials. From childhood he had been interested in all
-forms of mechanism; and this image, so intertwined with his affections,
-took strong hold of his imagination also. Nearly a year had passed away,
-when the housekeeper, who was in the secret, came to ask for Rosabella’s
-hair, and the dress she usually wore. The old man gave her the keys,
-and wiped the starting tears, as he turned silently away. A few days
-after, Pierre invited him to come and look upon his work. “Do not go too
-suddenly,” he said; “prepare yourself for a shock; for indeed it is very
-like our lost one.”
-
-“I will go, I will go,” replied the old man, eagerly. “Am I not
-accustomed to see all manner of automata and androides? Did I not myself
-make a flute-player, which performed sixteen tunes, to the admiration of
-all who heard him? And think you I am to be frightened by an image?”
-
-“Not frightened, dear father,” answered Pierre; “but I was afraid you
-might be overcome with emotion.” He led him into the apartment, and
-said, “Shall I remove the veil now? Can you bear it, dear father?”
-
-“I can,” was the calm reply. But when the curtain was withdrawn, he
-started, and exclaimed, “Santa Maria! It _is_ Rosabella! She _is_ not
-dead!” He tottered forward, and kissed the cold lips and the cold hands,
-and tears rained on the bright brown hair, as he cried out, “My child!
-my child!”
-
-When the tumult of feeling had subsided, the aged mourner kissed
-Pierre’s hands, and said, “It is wonderfully like her, in every feature
-and every tint. It seems as if it would move and breathe.”
-
-“She _will_ move and breathe,” replied Pierre; “only give me time.”
-
-His voice sounded so wildly, and his great deep-set eyes burned with
-such intense enthusiasm, that his friend was alarmed. They clasped each
-other’s hands, and spoke more quietly of the beloved one. “This is all
-that remains to us, Pierre,” said the old man. “We are alone in the
-world. You were a friendless orphan when you came to me: and I am
-childless.”
-
-With a passionate outburst of grief, the young man replied, “And it was
-I, my benefactor, who made you so. Wretch that I am!”
-
-From that time the work went on with greater zeal than ever. Pierre
-often forgot to taste of food, so absorbed was he in the perfection of
-his machine. First, the arms moved obedient to his wishes, then the eyes
-turned, and the lips parted. Meanwhile, his own face grew thinner and
-paler, and his eyes glowed with a wilder fire.
-
-Finally, it was whispered in the village that Pierre Berthoud was
-concealed in Antoine Breguet’s cottage: and officers came to arrest him.
-But the venerable old watch-maker told the story so touchingly, and
-painted so strongly the young man’s consuming agony of grief and
-remorse, and pleaded so earnestly that he might be allowed to finish a
-wonderful image of his beautiful grandchild, that they promised not to
-disturb him till the work was accomplished.
-
-Two years from the day of Pierre’s return, on the anniversary of the
-memorable birth-day, he said. “Now, my father, I have done all that art
-_can_ do. Come and see the beautiful one.” He led him into the little
-room where Rosabella used to work. There she sat, spinning diligently.
-The beautifully formed bust rose and fell under her neat boddice. Her
-lips were parted, and her eyes followed the direction of the thread. But
-what made it seem more fearfully like life, was the fact that ever and
-anon the wheel rested, and the maiden held the suspended thread, with
-her eye-lids lowered, as if she were lost in thought. Above, the
-flower-stand, near by, hung the bird-cage, with Florien’s artificial
-canary. The pretty little automaton had been silent long; but now its
-springs were set in motion, and it poured forth all its melodies.
-
-The bereaved old man pressed Pierre’s hand, and gazed upon his darling
-grand-child silently. He caused his arm-chair to be brought into the
-room, and ever after, while he retained his faculties, he refused to sit
-elsewhere.
-
-The fame of this remarkable android soon spread through all the region
-round about. The citizens of Geneva united in an earnest petition that
-the artist might be excused from any penalty for the accidental murder
-he had committed. Members of the State Council came and looked at the
-breathing maiden, and touched the beautiful flesh, which seemed as if it
-would yield to their pressure. They saw the wild haggard artist, with
-lines of suffering cut so deeply in his youthful brow, and they at once
-granted the prayer of the citizens.
-
-But Pierre had nothing more to live for. His work in the world was done.
-The artificial energy, supplied by one absorbing idea was gone; and the
-contemplation of his own work was driving him to madness. It so closely
-resembled life that he longed more and more to have it live. The
-lustrous eyes moved, but they had no light from the soul, and they would
-not answer to his earnest gaze. The beautiful lips parted, but they
-never spoke kind words, as in days of yore. The image began to fill him
-with supernatural awe, yet he was continually drawn toward it by a magic
-influence. Three months after its completion, he was found at daylight,
-lying at its feet, stone dead.
-
-Antoine Breguet survived him two years. During the first eighteen
-months, he was never willing to have the image of his lost darling out
-of sight. The latter part of the time, he often whistled to the bird,
-and talked to her, and seemed to imagine that she answered him. But with
-increasing imbecility, Rosabella was forgotten. He sometimes asked, “Who
-_is_ that young woman?” At last he said, “Send her away. She looks at
-me.”
-
-The magic-lantern of departing memory then presented a phantom of his
-wife, dead long ago. He busied himself with making imaginary watches and
-rings for her, and held long conversations, as if she were present.
-Afterward, the wife was likewise forgotten, and he was occupied
-entirely with his mother, and the scenes of early childhood. Finally he
-wept often, and repeated continually, “They are all waiting for me; and
-I want to go home.” When he was little more than eighty years old,
-compassionate angels took the weary pilgrim in their arms, and carried
-him home.
-
-
-
-
-A SONG.
-
-
- Hush! hush! Love lies at rest,
- Like a bird in her nest,
- Like dew in a lily’s breast,
- Love is sleeping.
- Roses breathe fragrant sighs
- Over his drowsy eyes,
- But, ah, how still he lies!
- Love is sleeping.
-
- Drive the honey-bees away!
- Let not the sun’s bright ray
- Over his features play!
- Love is sleeping.
- Lest his slumbers should fly,
- Gentle Music draw nigh,
- With your sweet lullaby!
- _Keep_ him sleeping!
-
- Ha! his cheek grows warm
- Under the magic charm,
- And he moves his white arm!
- Love is dreaming,
- His little limbs shiver,
- His soft eye-lids quiver,
- Like rays on a river:
- Love is waking.
-
-
-
-
-UTOUCH AND TOUCHU.
-
- “Nothing left
- But what _you_ touch, and not what _touches you_.”
- LEIGH HUNT.
-
- “Thou hast the fairy coin, which, in wrong hands
- Is merely stones and leaves;--in thine, true gold.”
- J. R. LOWELL.
-
-
-It was a bright autumnal day, when two boys went forth to gather nuts.
-One was keen-eyed and self-important in his gait. The other had mild,
-deep eyes, and his motions were like flowers swaying to a gentle breeze.
-Alfred, the keen-eyed, mounted the tree and shook it. “I should like to
-own a dozen such trees,” said he, “and have all the nuts to myself.”
-
-“Oh, see how beautifully the setting sun shines slanting through the
-boughs, on the trunk, and branches! It glows like gold!” exclaimed
-Ernest.
-
-“If the sun were like old Midas, that we read about at school, there
-would be some fun in it,” replied Alfred; “for if it turned all it
-touched into gold, I could peel off the bark and buy a horse with it.”
-
-Ernest gazed silently at the golden sea of clouds in the west, and then
-at the warm gleams it cast on the old walnut tree. He stood thus but a
-moment; for his companion aimed a nut at his head, and shouted, “Make
-haste to fill the basket, you lazy fellow!”
-
-The nuts were soon gathered, and the boys stretched themselves on the
-grass, talking over school affairs. A flock of birds flew over their
-heads towards the south. “They are flying away from winter,” said
-Ernest. “How I should like to go with them where the palms and cocoas
-grow! See how beautifully they skim along the air!”
-
-“I wish I had a gun,” rejoined Alfred; “I would have some of them for
-supper.”
-
-It was a mild autumnal twilight. The cows had gone from the pastures,
-and all was still, save the monotonous noise of the crickets. The fitful
-whistling of the boys gradually subsided into dreamy silence. As they
-lay thus, winking drowsily, Ernest saw a queer little dwarf peep from
-under an arching root of the walnut tree. His little dots of blue eyes
-looked cold and opaque, as if they were made of turquoise. His hands
-were like the claws of a bird. But he was surely a gentleman of property
-and standing, for his brown velvet vest was embroidered with gold, and a
-diamond fastened his hat-band. While Ernest wondered who he could be,
-his attention was attracted by a bright little vision hovering in the
-air before him. At first, he thought it was a large insect, or a small
-bird; but as it floated ever nearer and nearer, he perceived a lovely
-little face, with tender, luminous eyes. Her robe seemed like
-soap-bubbles glancing in the sun, and in her bonnet, made of an inverted
-White Petunia blossom, the little ringlets shone like finest threads of
-gold. The stamen of a White Lily served her for a wand, and she held it
-towards him, saying, in tones of soft beseechment, “_Let_ me touch your
-eyes!”
-
-“You had better touch _my_ wand. You will find it much more to the
-purpose,” croaked the dwarf under the walnut root. “Look here! wouldn’t
-you like to have this?” and he shook a purse full of coins, as he spoke.
-
-“I don’t like your cold eyes and your skinny fingers,” replied Ernest.
-“Pray, who _are_ you?”
-
-“My name is Utouch,” answered the gnome: “and I bring great luck
-wherever I go.”
-
-“And what is your name, dear little spirit of the air?” asked Ernest.
-
-She looked lovingly into his eyes, and answered, “My name is Touchu.
-Shall I be your friend for life?”
-
-He smiled, and eagerly replied, “Oh yes! oh yes! your face is so full of
-love!”
-
-She descended gracefully, and touched his eyes with her Lily-stamen. The
-air became redolent with delicate perfume, like fragrant Violets kissed
-by the soft south wind. A rainbow arched the heavens, and reflected its
-beautiful image on a mirror of mist. The old tree reached forth friendly
-arms, and cradled the sunbeams on its bosom. Flowers seemed to nod and
-smile at Ernest, as if they knew him very well, and the little birds
-sang into his inmost soul. Presently, he felt that he was rising slowly,
-and undulating on the air, like a winged seed when it is breathed upon;
-and away he sailed, on fleecy clouds, under the arch of the rainbow. A
-mocking laugh roused him from his trance, and he heard Utouch, the
-gnome, exclaim jeeringly, “There he goes on a voyage to one of his
-air-castles in the moon!” Then he felt himself falling through the air,
-and all at once he was on the ground. Birds, flowers, rainbows, all were
-gone. Twilight had deepened into dreary evening; winds sighed through
-the trees, and the crickets kept up their mournful creaking tones.
-Ernest was afraid to be all alone. He felt round for his companion, and
-shook him by the arm, exclaiming, “Alfred! Alfred, wake up! I have had a
-wonderful fine dream here on the grass.”
-
-“So have I,” replied Alfred, rubbing his eyes. “Why need you wake me
-just as the old fellow was dropping a purse full of money into my hand?”
-
-“What old fellow?” inquired Ernest.
-
-“He called himself Utouch,” answered Alfred, “and he promised to be my
-constant companion. I hope he will keep his word; for I like an old
-chap that drops a purse of gold into my hand when I ask for it.”
-
-“Why, I dreamed of that same old fellow,” said Ernest, “but I didn’t
-like his looks.”
-
-“Perhaps he didn’t show you the full purse?” said Alfred.
-
-“Yes, he did,” replied Ernest; “but I felt such a love for the little
-fairy with tender eyes and heart-melting voice, that I choose _her_ for
-my life-friend. And oh, she made the earth _so_ beautiful!”
-
-His companion laughed and said, “I dreamed of her, too. So you have
-preferred that floating soap-bubble, did you? I should have guessed as
-much. But come, help me carry the nuts home, for I am hungry for my
-supper.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Years passed, and the boys were men. Ernest sat writing in a small
-chamber, that looked toward the setting sun. His little child had hung a
-prismatic chandelier-drop on the window, and he wrote amid the rainbows
-that it cast over his paper. In a simple vase on his desk stood a stalk
-of blossoms from the brilliant wild flower, called the Cardinal. Unseen
-by him, the fairy Touchu circled round his head and waved her
-Lily-stamen, from which the fine gold-coloured dust fell on his hair in
-a fragrant shower. In the greensward below, two beautiful yellow birds
-sat among the catnip-blossoms, picking the seed, while they rocked
-gracefully on the wind-stirred plant. Ernest smiled as he said to
-himself, “Gone are the dandelion blossoms, which strewed my grass-carpet
-with golden stars; and now come these winged flowers to refresh the eye.
-When _they_ are gone to warmer climes, then will the yellow butterflies
-come in pairs; and when even they are gone, here in my oboë sleep the
-soft yellow tones, ever ready to wake and cheer me with their child-like
-gladness.”
-
-He took up the instrument as he spoke, and played a slight flourish. A
-little bird that nestled among the leaves of a cherry tree near by,
-caught the tones of the oboë and mocked it with a joyous trill, a little
-sunny shower of sound. Then sprang the poet to his feet, and his
-countenance lighted up like a transfigured one. But a slight cloud soon
-floated over that radiant expression. “Ah, if thou only wert not afraid
-of me!” he said. “If thou wouldst come, dear little warbler, and perch
-on my oboë, and sing a duet with me, how happy I should be! Why are man
-and nature thus sundered?”
-
-Another little bird in the Althea bush, answered him in low sweet notes,
-ending ever with the plaintive cadence of the minor-third. The deep,
-tender eyes of the child-man filled with tears. “We are _not_ sundered,”
-thought he. “Surely my heart is in harmony with Nature; for she responds
-to my inmost thought, as one instrument vibrates the tones of another to
-which it is perfectly attuned. Blessed, blessed is nature in her
-soothing power.” As he spoke, Touchu came floating on a zephyr, and
-poured over him the fragrance of mignonette she had gathered from the
-garden below.
-
- * * * * *
-
-At the same hour, Alfred walked in his conservatory among groves of
-fragrant Geraniums and richly-flowering Cactuses. He smoked a cigar, and
-glanced listlessly from his embroidered slippers to the marble pavement
-without taking notice of the costly flowers. The gardener, who was
-watering a group of Japonicas, remarked, “This is a fine specimen that
-has opened to-day. Will you have the goodness to look at it, sir?” He
-paused in his walk a moment, and looked at a pure white blossom, with
-the faintest roseate blush in the centre. “It _ought_ to be handsome,”
-said he. “The _price_ was high enough. But after all the money I have
-expended, horticulturists declare that Mr. Duncan’s Japonicas excel
-mine. It’s provoking to be outdone.” The old gnome stood behind one of
-the plants, and shrugged his shoulders and grinned. Without perceiving
-his presence, Alfred muttered to himself, “Utouch promised my flowers
-should be unequalled in rarity and beauty.”
-
-“That was last year,” croaked a small voice, which he at once
-recognized.
-
-“Last year!” retorted Alfred, mocking his tone. “Am I then to be always
-_toiling_ after what I never _keep_? That’s precious comfort, you
-provoking imp!”
-
-A retreating laugh was heard under the pavement, as the rich man threw
-his cigar away, exclaiming impatiently, “The devil take the Japonicas!
-what do I care? they’re not worth fretting about.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-Weeks passed and brought the returning seventh day of rest. The little
-child, who caused homemade rainbows to flicker over the father’s poem,
-lay very ill, and the anxious parents feared that this beautiful vision
-of innocence might soon pass away from the earth. The shadows of a
-Madeira-vine now and then waved across the window, and the chamber was
-filled with the delicate perfume of its blossoms. No sound broke the
-Sabbath stillness, except the little bird in the Althea bush, whose
-tones were sad as the voice of memory. The child heard it, and sighed
-unconsciously, as he put his little feverish hand within his mother’s,
-and said, “Please sing me a hymn, dear mother.” With a soft, clear
-voice, subdued by her depth of feeling, she sang Schubert’s Ave Maria.
-Manifold and wonderful are the intertwining influences in the world of
-spirits! What was it that touched the little bird’s heart, and uttered
-itself in such plaintive cadences? They made the child sigh for a hymn;
-and bird and child together woke Schubert’s prayerful echoes in the
-mother’s bosom. And now from the soul of the composer in that far-off
-German land, the spirit of devotion comes to the father, wafted on the
-wings of that beautiful music. Ernest bowed his head reverently, and
-sank kneeling by the bed-side. While he listened thus, Touchu glided
-softly into his bosom and laid her wand upon his heart. When the sweet
-beseeching melody had ceased, Ernest pressed the hand of the singer to
-his lip, and remained awhile in silence. Then the strong necessity of
-supplication came over him, and he poured forth an ardent prayer. With
-fervid eloquence, he implored for themselves an humble and resigned
-spirit, and for their little one, that, living or dying, good angels
-might ever carry him in their protecting arms. As they rose up, his wife
-leaned her head upon his shoulder, and with tearful eyes whispered:
-
- “God help us, this and every day,
- _To live_ more nearly as we _pray_.”
-
- * * * * *
-
-That same morning, Alfred rode to church in his carriage, and a servant
-waited with the horses, till he had performed his periodical routine of
-worship. Many-coloured hues from the richly-stained windows of the
-church glanced on wall and pillar, and imparted to silk and broadcloth
-the metallic lustre of a peacock’s plumage. Gorgeous in crimson mantle,
-with a topaz glory round his head, shone the meek son of Joseph the
-carpenter; and his humble fishermen of Galilee were refulgent in robes
-of purple and gold. The fine haze of dust, on which the sunbeams fell,
-gleamed with a quivering prismatic reflection of their splendour. From
-the choir descended the heavenly tones of Schubert’s Ave Maria. They
-flowed into Alfred’s ear, but no Touchu was with him to lay her wand
-upon his heart. To a visitor, who sat in his cushioned pew, he whispered
-that they paid the highest price for their music, and had the best that
-money could command. The sermon urged the necessity of providing some
-religious instruction for the poor; for otherwise there could be no
-security to property against robbery and fire. Alfred resolved within
-himself to get up a subscription immediately for that purpose, and to
-give twice as much as Mr. Duncan, whatever the sum might be. Utouch, who
-had secretly suggested the thing to him, turned somersaults on the
-gilded prayer-book, and twisted diabolical grimaces. But Alfred did not
-see him; nor did he hear a laugh under the carriage, when, as they
-rolled home, he said to his wife, “My dear, why didn’t you wear your
-embroidered shawl? I told you we were to have strangers in the pew. In
-so handsome a church, people expect to see the congregation elegantly
-dressed, you know.”
-
-But though Utouch was a mocking spirit, Alfred could not complain that
-he had been untrue to his bargain. He had promised to bestow any thing
-he craved from his kingdom of the outward. He had asked for honour in
-the church, influence at the exchange, a rich handsome wife, and superb
-horses. He had them all. Whose fault was it, that he was continually
-looking round anxiously to observe whether _others_ had more of the
-goods he coveted? He had wished for a luxurious table, and it stood
-covered with the rarest dainties of the world. But with a constrained
-smile he said to his guests, “Is it not provoking to be surrounded with
-luxuries I cannot eat? That pie-crust would torment my sleep with a
-legion of nightmares. It is true, I do not crave it much; for I sit at a
-loaded table ‘half-famished for an appetite,’ as the witty Madame de
-Sevigné used to say. Again and again, he asked himself, why all the
-fruit that seemed so ripe and tempting on the outside was always dry and
-dusty within. And if he was puzzled to understand why he _seemed_ to
-have all things, and yet really _had_ nothing, still more was he puzzled
-to explain how Ernest _seemed_ to have so little, and yet in reality
-possessed _all_ things. One evening, at a concert, he happened to sit
-near Ernest and his wife, while they listened to the beautiful Symphony
-by Spohr, called the Consecration of the Tones. Delighted as children
-were they, when they began to hear the winds murmur through the music,
-the insects pipe, and one little bird after another chirp his notes of
-gladness. How expressively they looked at each other, during the tender
-lulling Cradle-Song! and how the expression of their faces brightened
-and softened, as the enchanting tones passed through the lively allegro
-of the Dance, into the exquisite melody of the Serenade! But when
-Cradle-Song, Dance, and Serenade all moved forward together in
-delightful harmony, a three-fold chord of lovely melodies, the
-transparent countenance of Ernest became luminous with his inward joy.
-It was evident that Touchu had again laid her thrilling wand upon his
-heart.
-
-“How the deuce does he contrive always to delight himself?” thought
-Alfred. “I wonder whether the music really _is_ any thing uncommon.”
-
-In order to ascertain, he turned from Ernest to watch the countenance of
-a musical critic near by; one of those unfortunate men, who enjoy music
-as the proof-reader enjoys the poetry he corrects in a printing-office.
-How can a beautiful metaphor please him, while he sees a comma
-topsy-turvy, or a period out of place? How can he be charmed by the
-melodious flow of the verse, while he is dotting an i, or looking out
-for an inverted s? The critic seemed less attentive to his business than
-the proof-reader; for he was looking round and whispering, apparently
-unconscious that sweet sounds filled the air. Nevertheless, Utouch
-whispered to Alfred that the critic was the man to inform him whether he
-_ought_ to be delighted with the music, or not. So, at the close of the
-Symphony, he spoke to him, and took occasion to say, “I invited a French
-amateur to come here this evening, in hopes he would receive a
-favourable impression of the state of music in America. You are an
-excellent judge of such matters. Do you think he will be satisfied with
-the performance?”
-
-“He may be _pleased_, sir, but not _satisfied_,” replied the critic.
-“The composition is a very fine one, but he has doubtless heard it in
-Paris; and until you have heard a French orchestra, sir, you can have no
-conception of music. Their accuracy in rhythmical time, amounts to
-absolute perfection.”
-
-“And do you think the orchestra have played well to-night?”
-
-“Tolerably well, sir. But in the Cradle-Song the clarionet lagged a
-little, once or twice; and the effect of the Serenade was injured,
-because the violoncello was tuned one-sixteenth of a note too low.”
-
-Alfred bowed, and went away congratulating himself that he had not been
-more delighted than was proper.
-
-The alleged impossibility of having any conception of music unless he
-went to Europe, renewed a wish he had long indulged. He closed his
-magnificent house, and went forth to make the fashionable tour. Ernest
-was a painter, as well as a poet; and it chanced that they met in Italy.
-Alfred seemed glad to see the friend of his childhood; but he soon
-turned from cheerful things, to tell how vexed he was about a statue he
-had purchased. “I gave a great price for it,” said he, “thinking it was
-a real antique; but good judges now assure me that it is a modern work.
-It is so annoying to waste one’s money!”
-
-“But if it be really beautiful, and pleases you, the money is _not_
-wasted,” replied Ernest; “though it certainly is not agreeable to be
-cheated. Look at this ivory head to my cane! It is a bust of Hebe, which
-I bought for a trifle, yesterday. But small as is the market value, its
-beauty is a perpetual delight to me. If it be not an antique, it
-deserves to be. It troubles me that I cannot find the artist, and pay
-him more than I gave for it. Perhaps he is poor, and has not yet made a
-name for himself; but whoever he may be, a spark of the divine fire is
-certainly in him. Observe the beautiful swell of the breast, and the
-graceful turn of the head!”
-
-“Yes, it is a pretty thing,” rejoined Alfred, half contemptously. “But I
-am too much vexed with that knave who sold me the statue, to go into
-raptures about the head of a cane just now. What makes it more provoking
-is, that Mr. Duncan purchased a _real_ antique last year, for less money
-than I threw away on this modern thing.”
-
-Having in vain tried to impart his own sunny humour, Ernest bade him
-adieu, and returned to his humble lodgings, out of the city. As he
-lingered in the orange-groves, listening to the nightingales, he thought
-to himself, “I wish that charming little fairy, who came to me in my
-boyish dream, would touch Alfred with her wand; for the purse the old
-gnome gave him seems to bring him little joy.” He happened to look up
-at the moment, and there, close by his hand, was Touchu balancing
-herself tip-toe on an orange-bud. She had the same luminous, loving
-eyes, the same prismatic robe, and the same sunny gleam on her hair. She
-smiled as she said, “Then you do not repent your early choice, though I
-could not give you a purse full of money?”
-
-“Oh, no indeed,” replied he. “Thou hast been the brightest blessing of
-my life.”
-
-She kissed his eyes, and, waving her wand over him, said affectionately,
-“Take then the best gift I have to offer. When thou art an old man, thou
-shalt still remain, to the last, a simple, happy child.”
-
-
-
-
-THE BROTHER AND SISTER.
-
- But show me, on thy flowery breast,
- Earth, where thy _nameless_ martyrs rest!
- The thousands, who, uncheered by praise,
- Have made one offering of their days.
- MRS. HEMANS.
-
-
-“Hurra!” exclaimed John Golding to his sister Esther. “See what Mr.
-Brown has bought with Biddy’s eggs!”
-
-The boy’s eyes sparkled, and his hands trembled with delight, while
-Esther’s more serious countenance lighted up with a quick smile.
-
-The treasure John exhibited with such exultation, was a worn copy of
-Goldsmith’s Manners and Customs. The title-page declared that it was
-_adorned_ with plates; but readers accustomed to the present more
-beautiful style of publishing would have been slow to admit that the
-straight, lank figures, daubed with engraver’s ink, were any ornament to
-the volumes. To the unpractised eyes of John and his sister, they were,
-however, gems of Art; and the manner in which they were obtained greatly
-increased their value. The children had received a cake and two little
-chickens from a neighbour, in payment for picking cranberries. Never did
-chickens give rise to such extensive speculations; not even the
-imaginary brood of the famous milk-maid. The chickens would become hens,
-and the hens would lay eggs, and Mr. Brown, who drove the market-wagon,
-would sell the eggs, and there were ever so many books in Boston, and
-who could guess what wonderful stories they would buy with their eggs?
-The vision was realized in due time. The chickens did become hens, and
-laid eggs; and Mr. Brown listened good-naturedly to John’s request to
-sell them and buy “a book, that had pictures in it, and told about
-countries a way off.” Goldsmith’s Manners and Customs came as the fruit
-of these instructions, and was hailed with an outburst of joy.
-
-Most boys would have chosen to buy marbles or a drum; but John’s
-earliest passion had been for a book. The subtle influences which
-organize temperaments and produce character, are not easily traced. His
-intellectual activity certainly was not derived from either of his
-parents; for they were mere healthy sluggish animals. But there was a
-tradition in the neighbourhood, that his maternal grandmother was “an
-extraordinary woman in her day; that few folks knew so much as she did;
-and if her husband had been half as smart and calculating, they would
-have been very fore-handed people!”
-
-The children of the “extraordinary woman” inherited her husband’s inert
-temperament, but her own energetic character re-appeared in her
-grandchildren; and they had the good fortune to be born in New England
-where the moral atmosphere stimulates intellect, and the stream of
-knowledge flows free and full to all the people. Esther was as eager for
-information, as her more vivacious brother; and though, as a woman, her
-pathway of life was more obstructed, and all its growth more stinted,
-she helped to lead him into broader avenues than she herself was allowed
-to enter. Being two years older than he, it was her delight to teach him
-the alphabet, as soon as he could speak; and great was her satisfaction
-when he knew all the letters in her little, old primer, and could recite
-the couplet that belonged to each. They conveyed no very distinct idea
-to his mind, but Esther’s praise made him very vain of this
-accomplishment. A dozen times a day, he shouted the whole twenty-four,
-all in a row, and was quite out of breath when he arrived at:
-
- “Zaccheus he
- Did climb a tree,
- His Lord to see!”
-
-The mother, who was a kindly but dull woman, took little interest in
-their childish scrambling after literature; but she sent them to the
-town-school, for the sake of having them out of the way; and she was
-somewhat proud that her children could “read joining-hand,” as she
-called it, earlier than neighbours of the same age. One day, when the
-minister of the village called, she told John to bring his book about
-Manners and Customs, and let the minister hear how well they could read.
-The good old man was much pleased with the bright boy and his
-intelligent, motherly sister. When their mother told him the story of
-the eggs, he patted them on the head and said: “That’s right, my
-children. You can’t be too fond of your books. They are the best friends
-in the world. If you ask them, they will tell you about every thing!”
-This remark, uttered in a very serious tone, made a deep impression.
-That evening, as brother and sister sat on the door-step, eating their
-supper of bread and milk, the sun set bright and clear after a transient
-shower, and a beautiful rainbow arched the entire heavens. “Oh, Esther,
-look at that pretty rainbow!” exclaimed John. “Ah, see! see! now there
-are two of ’em!” He gazed at the beautiful phenomenon with all his soul
-in his eyes, and added: “As soon as we have eggs enough, we will get Mr.
-Brown to buy a book that tells how rainbows are made, and where they
-come from.” Esther replied, that she did wish the hens would lay three
-eggs a day.
-
-When the market-man was commissioned to purchase another volume, he
-declared himself unable to find one that told where rainbows came from.
-In lieu thereof, he brought Bruce’s Travels; and an unfailing source of
-entertainment it proved. Thus month by month their little library
-increased, and their intellectual craving grew fast by the food it fed
-on. They gathered berries, picked chips, ran on errands, rose early, and
-worked late, to accumulate sixpences.
-
-When this is done merely to obtain animal indulgences, or for the sake
-of possessing more than others, there is something degrading in the
-servile process; but when the object is pursuit of knowledge for its own
-sake, all creeping things become winged. Beautiful it is to see human
-souls thus struggling with poverty and toil, sustained only by those
-ministering angels, Hope and Faith! Those who have life enough to
-struggle thus, are all the stronger for the contest. For the vigorous
-intellect it is better to be so placed than to be born in palaces. Jean
-Paul says truly: “Wealth bears far heavier on talent than poverty. Under
-gold mountains and thrones, who knows how many a spiritual giant may lie
-crushed down and buried?”
-
-Esther and her brother were troubled with no ambitious conjectures
-whether or not they could ever become spiritual giants; they simply felt
-that the acquisition of knowledge was present delight. They thought
-little of hats and shoes, till father and mother said these must be
-bought with a portion of their wages; but after that, they were doubly
-careful of their hats, and often carried their shoes in their hands.
-Thus were they, in their unconscious earnestness, living according to
-laws which highest reason would prescribe for the whole social fabric.
-They worked industriously at manual labor, but always with a spiritual
-end in view; and that spiritual end was their own chosen recreation.
-They practised the most careful economy, but it was neither mean nor
-painful, because it was for a noble use, not for the mere sake of
-accumulation.
-
-Though the poor parents were obliged to appropriate a portion of the
-children’s juvenile earnings, there was one little fund that was
-entirely their own. The two chickens had a progeny of chickens, and
-these, in process of time, likewise laid eggs. John picked up every
-stray grain of oats he could find, because he had heard it was a good
-kind of food to increase eggs; and busy little Esther saved all the
-oyster shells she could find, to pound for the hens in winter, when
-there was no gravel to furnish material for the shells. The cackling of
-a hen was to them an important event. Esther smiled at her knitting as
-she heard it, and John, as he plucked the weeds, raised up his head to
-listen. Hens have been often laughed at for proclaiming all abroad that
-another egg is in the world; but John’s brood had a right to crow over
-their mission. Cackle away to thy heart’s content, thou brown little
-feather-top! Never mind their jibes and jeers! Thy human superiors often
-become world-famous by simply obeying an impulse, which, unconsciously
-to themselves, evolves extensive and progressive good; and thou art not
-the first prattling egotist, who has worked for far higher results than
-he had the ability to comprehend. Let him who laughs at thy cackling,
-measure, if he can, what share thy new-laid egg may have in changing the
-destiny of man! It will aid in the culture of a human soul. It will help
-to develop and stimulate individual thought. And if generously aimed and
-fearlessly uttered, may not that individual thought pervade and modify
-the entire opinion of society? And is not law the mere record of
-aggregate opinion?
-
-Truly the cackling hen brought no such thoughts to simple Esther and her
-brother John. To them it merely announced that another egg was laid, and
-thereby another cent gained toward the purchase of a new book. They
-talked the stories over by the light of the moon, or recited to each
-other favorite passages from Burns and Bloomfield. When the
-field-labourers took their noon-day rest, you would be sure to find John
-hidden away in the shade of a haystack, devouring a book. His zeal
-attracted the minister’s attention, and he often stopped to talk with
-him. One day, he said to the mother, “This boy will make something
-extraordinary. He must get an education. He must go to college, ma’am.”
-
-“Bless my heart, I might as well think of sending him to the moon!” she
-replied.
-
-But Esther heard it with a quick blush of pleasure and pride; and
-henceforth the one absorbing thought of her life was how to assist in
-sending John to college. Busily she calculated how much could be earned
-in two years by knitting, and binding shoes, and braiding straw. John
-listened with rapture to her plans, but his triumph was checked midway
-by the recollection that his sister could not go to college with him.
-“Why, Esther, you have always been my teacher,” he said. “You learn
-faster than I do, and you remember better. Why don’t _women_ go to
-college?”
-
-“They couldn’t be lawyers, and ministers, and judges, if they _did_,”
-answered Esther.
-
-“Why not?” said John.
-
-Esther’s knowledge and reflection on the subject stopped there, and she
-simply replied that women never _had_ done such things.
-
-“Why, yes, they have,” said John. “The Bible says that Deborah was a
-judge; and Queen Elizabeth was more than a judge; and we read the other
-day that Isabella of Spain knew how to direct an army, and govern the
-state, better than her husband, King Ferdinand. I am sure I don’t see
-why women _shouldn’t_ go to college.”
-
-The boy, in the eagerness of brotherly love, had started ideas which he
-was too ignorant to follow. But in his simple question lies the germ of
-thoughts that will revolutionize the world. For as surely as there is a
-God of harmony in the universe, so surely will woman one day become the
-acknowledged equal and co-worker of man, in _every_ department of life;
-and yet be more truly gentle and affectionate than she now is.
-
-But Esther was too young to reflect on such matters. She loved her
-brother, and she wanted him to go to college; and with unquestioning
-diligence she applied her faculties to the purpose, in every way that
-was left open for her. She scarcely allowed herself time to eat and
-sleep, and grudged herself every article of apparel, so zealous was her
-sisterly love. Poor girl! there was no one to teach her the physical
-laws, and she knew not that toiling thus perpetually, without exercise
-for the body, or recreation for the mind, was slow suicide. Month after
-month she laboured, and seldom spoke of pains in her side, and confused
-feelings in her head. Even her favourite luxury of reading was almost
-entirely relinquished; and John had little leisure to read to her such
-books as were entertaining. The minister had offered to hear him recite
-Latin and Greek once a week, and he was too busy with the classics, to
-have time for Voyages and Travels. He often repeated his lessons to his
-sister, and from his bald translations she here and there gleaned a few
-ideas; but this kind of mental effort was little profitable, and less
-enlivening. Blessed Nature stood ever ready to refresh and strengthen
-her. The golden dandelion blossoms smiled brightly in her face, and the
-trees stretched their friendly arms over her in blessing; but she had
-no time to listen to their kind voices. It would have been difficult to
-lure her aside from her arduous path, even if she had known that it
-would lead to an open tomb.
-
-When an object is pursued with such concentrated aim and persevering
-effort, it is almost always attained. John taught school in the winters,
-and worked at whatever his hand could find to do in the summers. Esther
-hoarded all her earnings, to add to the Education Fund, as they called
-it: and their good friend the minister borrowed a hundred dollars for
-them, to be repaid according to their own convenience. At last, the
-darling hope of many years was realized. John went to college, and soon
-ranked among the best scholars of his class. His sister still toiled,
-that he might have a sufficiency of books and clothing. He studied hard,
-and taught school during college vacations, and returned home at the end
-of four years, attenuated almost to a skeleton.
-
-The new milk and cheese-whey, the breath of the cows, and the verdure of
-the fields, refreshed him, and in some degree restored his exhausted
-strength. But now he was fretted with the question, what to do with the
-education he had acquired with so much hardship. An additional
-expenditure of time and money was required to fit him for either of the
-professions. He was not stimulated by any strong preference for either
-of them, and his generous soul resisted the idea of taxing his sister’s
-strength any further for his own advantage. The old question of his
-boyhood returned with additional force. Why should she, with her noble
-nature and admirable faculties, be forever penned up within the small
-routine of petty cares, and mere mechanical efforts? Why should she not
-share his destiny, and enjoy with him a more expansive atmosphere for
-soul and body? To this end he resolved to labour. He would earn money by
-the readiest means that offered, and devote his earnings to her
-improvement. But Esther said, “If you educate me, dear John, what can I
-_do_ with my education? I can do nothing but teach school; and for that
-I am sure my health is not adequate. The doctor says I must take as much
-exercise as possible.”
-
-“The doctor!” exclaimed John. “Why, Esther, you never told me you had
-been ill enough to consult a physician.”
-
-“It is merely a slight difficulty in my lungs,” she replied. “I am going
-to spin on the great wheel this winter; and I think that will cure me.
-Do not trouble your kind heart about me, my dear John. While I have any
-health and strength, I will never consent to be a burden upon you,
-however much you may urge it. I do not believe that sisters ought to
-depend on brothers for support. I am sure it is far better for the
-characters of women to rely on their own energies. But sometimes I
-think we have not a fair chance in the world. I often wish, as you do,
-that it was easy for us to obtain a more liberal education, and
-customary to use that education in a freer scope for all our faculties.
-But never mind, dear brother, the door of _your_ cage is open, and the
-world is all before you. Go where you will, I know you will never forget
-the sister, who loves you so dearly. You are destined to go far ahead of
-me in life; but your good heart will never allow you to be ashamed of
-your poor untutored Esther.”
-
-John folded her close to his heart, and turned away to hide the
-gathering tears. He was more than ever desirous to do something for the
-high culture of that generous and affectionate soul. The way to earn a
-moderate income was soon opened to him. The widowed sister of one of the
-college professors wanted a private tutor for her sons; and John Golding
-was recommended by her brother. Here he came in contact, for the first
-time, with the outward refinements of life. Charming music, harmonious
-colours, elegant furniture, and, above all, the daily conversation of a
-cultivated woman, breathed their gentle and refining influences over his
-strong and honest soul. At first, he was shy and awkward, but the kindly
-atmosphere around him, gradually unfolded the sleeping flower-buds
-within, and without thinking of the process, the scholar became a
-gentleman. By careful economy, he repaid Esther the sums she had
-advanced for his education; but the question was forever renewed how he
-should manage to have her share his advantages, without sacrificing her
-noble spirit of independence. His visits to the old homestead reminded
-him, sometimes a little painfully, that he was leaving his family far
-behind him in the career of knowledge and refinement. His father chewed
-tobacco, without much regard to cleanliness. His kind old mother _would_
-cut the butter with the same knife she had used in eating. She had done
-so all her life, but he had never before noticed it, and it vexed him to
-the heart to find himself so much annoyed by it now. His serious, gentle
-sister, was endowed with an unusual degree of natural refinement, which
-is usually a better teacher of manners, than mere conventional
-politeness. But once, when he brought home one of his pupils, she came
-out to meet them dressed in a new gown, of dingy blue and brick-red,
-with figures large enough for bed-curtains. He blushed, and was for a
-moment ashamed of her; then he reproached himself that his darling
-Esther could seem to him in any respect vulgar. The next week he sent
-her a dress of delicate material and quiet colours, and she had tact
-enough to perceive, that this was a silent mode of improving her taste.
-
-The most painful thing connected with his own superior culture was the
-spiritual distance it produced between him and his honest parents. Their
-relative positions were reversed. Father and mother looked up with
-wondering deference to their children. Like hens that have hatched
-ducks, they knew not what to make of their progeny, thus launching out
-on a fluid element, which they had never tried. But he perceived the
-distance between them far more clearly than they could. He could receive
-the whole of _their_ thought, but was constantly obliged to check the
-utterance of his own, from a consciousness that allusions the most
-common to him, would be quite unintelligible to them. “The butterfly may
-remember the grub, but the grub has no knowledge of the butterfly.” With
-Esther he had unalloyed pleasure of companionship; for though ignorant
-of the world, and deficient in culture, she was an intelligent listener,
-and it charmed him to see her grow continually under the influence of
-the sunshine he could bring to her. How he loved to teach her! How he
-longed to prove his gratitude by the consecration of all his faculties
-and means to her use!
-
-In little more than a year after he left college, a delightful change
-came over his prospects. A brother of the widow in whose family he had
-been tutor, was appointed ambassador to Spain, and through her influence
-he selected John Golding for his private secretary. Esther, true to her
-unselfish nature, urged him by all means to accept the offer. “When you
-were a little boy,” said she, “you were always eager to know about
-countries a great way off. But we little thought then that our cackling
-hens would ever bring you such a golden opportunity.”
-
-John’s satisfaction would have been complete, if he could have taken
-Esther with him to that balmy clime. But she had many objections to
-offer. She said her rustic manners unfitted her for the elegant circles
-in which he would move; and he replied that she would catch the tone of
-polished society far more readily than he could. She reminded him that
-their parents needed his assistance to repair the old dilapidated
-homestead, and to purchase cows; and that he had promised to devote to
-their use the first money he could spare. He sighed, and made no answer;
-for he felt that his pecuniary resources were altogether inadequate to
-his generous wishes. Again the question returned, “Why cannot women go
-abroad, and earn their own way in the world, as well as men?” The coming
-ages answered him, but he did not hear the prophecy.
-
-At last the hour of parting came. Painful it was to both, but far more
-painful to Esther. The young man went forth to seek novelty and
-adventure; the young woman remained alone, in the dull monotony of an
-uneventful life. And more than this, she felt a mournful certainty that
-she should never behold her darling brother again, while he was cheered
-by hopes of a happy reunion, and was forever building the most romantic
-“castles in Spain.” She never told him how very ill she was; and he
-thought her interrupted breath was caused merely by the choking emotions
-of an over-charged heart.
-
-He deposited with a friend more money than he could have prevailed upon
-her to accept, and made a choice collection of books and engravings, to
-cheer her during his absence. To the last moment, he spoke of coming for
-her next year, and carrying her to the sunny hills of Spain. With a
-faint smile she promised to learn Spanish, that she might be able to
-talk with her brother Don Scolardo; and so with mutual struggle to
-suppress their tears, the brother and sister, who had gone so lovingly,
-hand in hand, over the rough paths of life, parted just where the
-glancing summit of his hopes rose bright before him.
-
-A letter written on board ship was full of cheerful visions of the quiet
-literary home they would enjoy together in the coming years. The next
-letter announced his arrival in Spain. Oh, the romantic old castles, the
-picturesque mills, the rich vineyards, the glowing oranges, the great
-swelling bunches of grapes! He was half wild with enthusiasm, and seemed
-to have no annoyance, except the fact that he could not speak modern
-languages. “I ought not,” said he, “to complain of the college-education
-for which we toiled so hard, and which has certainly opened for me the
-closed gateway of a far nobler life than I could probably have entered
-by any other means. But after all, dear Esther, much of my time and
-money was spent for what I cannot bring into use, and shall therefore
-soon for get. Even my Latin was not taught me in a way that enables me
-to talk freely with the learned foreigners I meet. By the light of my
-present experience, I can certainly devise a better plan of education
-for my son, if I ever have one. Meanwhile, dear sister, do not work too
-hard; and pray study French and Spanish with all diligence; for laugh as
-thou wilt at my ‘castles in Spain,’ I will surely come and bring thee
-here. Think of the golden oranges and great luscious grapes, which thou
-wilt never see in their beauty, till thou seest them here! Think of
-seeing the Alhambra, with its golden lattice-work, and flowery
-arabesques! Above all, imagine thyself seated under a fig-tree, leaning
-on the bosom of thy ever-loving brother!”
-
-Poor Esther! This description of a genial climate made her sigh; for
-while she read it, the cold East winds of New England were cutting her
-wounded lungs like dagger-points. But when she answered the precious
-letter, she made no allusion to this. She wrote playfully, concerning
-the health of the cows and the hens; asked him to inform her what was
-cackle in Spanish, for she reverenced the word, and would fain know it
-in all languages. Finally, she assured him, that she was studying
-busily, to make herself ready to reside in the grand castle he was
-building. The tears came to her eyes, as she folded the letter, but she
-turned hastily aside, that they might not drop on the paper. Never in
-her life had she been willing to let her shadow cross his sunshine.
-
-It was the last letter she ever wrote. She had sought to crown her
-brother with laurels on earth, and his ministering angel crowned her
-with garlands in heaven.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Three years afterwards, John stood by her humble grave in his native
-village. The tears flowed fast, as he thought to himself, “And I once
-blushed for thee, thou great and noble soul, because thou wert clothed
-in a vulgar dress! Ah, mean, ungrateful wretch, that I was! And how
-stinted was thy life, thou poor one!--A slow grinding martyrdom from
-beginning to end.”
-
-He remembered the wish she had so meekly expressed, that women might
-have a more liberal education, and a wider scope for their faculties.
-“For thy sake, thou dear one,” said he, “I will be the friend and
-brother of all women. To their improvement and elevation will I
-consecrate my talent and my education. This is the monument I will build
-to thee; and I believe thy gentle spirit will bless me for it in
-heaven.”
-
-He soon after married a young woman, whose character and early history
-strongly resembled his beloved sister’s. Aided by her, he devoted all
-his energies to the establishment of a Normal School for Young Women.
-Mind after mind unfolds under his brotherly care, and goes forth to aid
-in the redemption of woman, and the slow harmonizing of our social
-discords.
-
-Well might little brown feather-top cackle aloud; for verily her mission
-was a great one.
-
-
-
-
-THE STREAM OF LIFE
-
-
- In morning hours,
- Full of flowers,
- Our swift boats glide
- O’er life’s bright tide;
- And every time the oars we raise
- The falling drops like diamonds blaze.
-
- From earth and sky
- Comes melody;
- And ev’ry voice
- Singeth, “Rejoice!”
- While echoes all around prolong
- The cadence of that wondrous song.
-
- Above each boat
- Bright fairies float,
- Mounting on air
- To castles there.
- The earth is full of glorious things
- All tinged with light from rainbow wings.
-
- Dear Friendship’s smile,
- And Love’s sweet wile,
- Make Life all bright
- With genial light,
- And seem to shine with steady ray,
- That ne’er can change, or fade away.
-
- * * * * *
-
- More slowly glides life’s _evening_ boat,
- And withered flowers around it float.
- The drops fall dark from weary oars,
- And dismal fogs shroud all the shores.
-
- Like widowed bird that mourns alone,
- Sings Music, in her minor tone,
- Of flowers that blossom but to die;
- And echoes answer plaintively.
-
- Bright fairies change to limping hags;
- Their rainbow wings to dingy rags.
- Dark heavy clouds sail through the air,
- Where golden castles shone so fair.
-
- Strong hearts grow faint, and young ones old;
- Friendships decline, and Love is cold.
- Dim twilight changes morn’s ideal
- To flick’ring shadows, all unreal.
-
- But joy remains, if we have thrown
- Fresh flowers to boats around our own.
- Though currents part us far and wide,
- Sweet perfumes live from flowers that died.
-
- Or if our blossoms formed good seeds,
- Such as the growing future needs,
- Those little germs perchance may yield
- Rich waving crops in Time’s ripe fields.
-
- Though dark the tide we’re drifting o’er,
- It brings us near that brighter shore,
- Where longing souls at length will know
- The use of this world’s changing show.
-
- Meanwhile, though sunlight has gone down,
- Life’s ev’ning wears a starry crown,
- Where weary ones, who look above,
- May read the letters, “God is love.”
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN THAT KILLED HIS NEIGHBOURS.
-
-THE PRINCIPAL INCIDENTS OF THIS STORY ARE FACTS.
-
- Send thou abroad a love for all who live,
- And feel the deep content in turn they give.
- Kind wishes and good deeds--they make not poor;
- They’ll home again, full laden to thy door.
- The streams of love flow back where they begin;
- For springs of outward joys lie deep within.
- R. W. DANA.
-
-
-It is curious to observe how a man’s spiritual state reflects itself in
-the people and animals around him; nay, in the very garments, trees and
-stones.
-
-Reuben Black was an infestation in the neighbourhood where he resided.
-The very sight of him produced effects similar to the Hindoo magical
-tune, called Raug, which is said to bring on clouds, storms, and
-earthquakes. His wife seemed lean, sharp, and uncomfortable. The heads
-of his boys had a bristling aspect, as if each individual hair stood on
-end with perpetual fear. The cows poked out their horns horizontally, as
-soon as he opened the barn-yard gate. The dog dropped his tail between
-his legs, and eyed him askance, to see what humour he was in. The cat
-looked wild and scraggy, and had been known to rush straight up the
-chimney when he moved toward her. Fanny Kemble’s expressive description
-of the Pennsylvanian stage-horses was exactly suited to Reuben’s poor
-old nag. “His hide resembled an old hair-trunk.” Continual whipping and
-kicking had made him such a stoic, that no amount of blows could quicken
-his pace, and no chirruping could change the dejected drooping of his
-head. All his natural language said, as plainly as a horse _could_ say
-it, that he was a most unhappy beast. Even the trees on Reuben’s
-premises had a gnarled and knotted appearance. The bark wept little
-sickly tears of gum, and the branches grew awry, as if they felt the
-continual discord, and made sorry faces at each other, behind their
-owner’s back. His fields were red with sorrel, or run over with mullein.
-Every thing seemed as hard and arid as his own visage. Every day, he
-cursed the town and the neighbourhood, because they poisoned his dogs,
-and stoned his hens, and shot his cats. Continual law-suits involved him
-in so much expense, that he had neither time nor money to spend on the
-improvement of his farm.
-
-Against Joe Smith, a poor labourer in the neighbourhood, he had brought
-three suits in succession. Joe said he had returned a spade he borrowed,
-and Reuben swore he had not. He sued Joe, and recovered damages, for
-which he ordered the sheriff to seize his pig. Joe, in his wrath,
-called him an old swindler, and a curse to the neighbourhood. These
-remarks were soon repeated to Reuben. He brought an action for slander,
-and recovered twenty-five cents. Provoked at the laugh this occasioned,
-he watched for Joe to pass by, and set his big dog upon him, screaming
-furiously, “Call me an old swindler again, will you?” An evil spirit is
-more contagious than the plague. Joe went home and scolded his wife, and
-boxed little Joe’s ears, and kicked the cat; and not one of them knew
-what it was all for. A fortnight after, Reuben’s big dog was found dead
-by poison. Whereupon he brought another action against Joe Smith, and
-not being able to prove him guilty of the charge of dog-murder, he took
-his revenge by poisoning a pet lamb, belonging to Mrs. Smith. Thus the
-bad game went on, with mutual worriment and loss. Joe’s temper grew more
-and more vindictive, and the love of talking over his troubles at the
-grogshop increased upon him. Poor Mrs. Smith cried, and said it was all
-owing to Reuben Black; for a better-hearted man never lived than her
-Joe, when she first married him.
-
-Such was the state of things when Simeon Green purchased the farm
-adjoining Reuben’s. The estate had been much neglected, and had caught
-thistles and mullein from the neighbouring fields. But Simeon was a
-diligent man, blessed by nature with a healthy organization and a genial
-temperament; and a wise and kind education had aided nature in the
-perfection of her goodly work. His provident industry soon changed the
-aspect of things on the farm. River-mud, autumn leaves, old shoes, and
-old bones, were all put in requisition to assist in the production of
-use and beauty. The trees, with branches pruned, and bark scraped free
-from moss and insects, soon looked clean and vigorous. Fields of grain
-waved where weeds had rioted. Persian lilacs bowed gracefully over the
-simple gateway. Michigan roses covered half the house with their
-abundant clusters. Even the rough rock which formed the door-step, was
-edged with golden moss. The sleek horse, feeding in clover, tossed his
-mane and neighed when his master came near; as much as to say “The world
-is all the pleasanter for having you in it, Simeon Green!” The old cow,
-fondling her calf under the great walnut tree, walked up to him with
-serious friendly face, asking for the slice of sugar-beet he was wont to
-give her. Chanticleer, strutting about, with his troop of plump hens and
-downy little chickens, took no trouble to keep out of his way, but
-flapped his glossy wings, and crowed a welcome in his very face. When
-Simeon turned his steps homeward, the boys threw up their caps and ran
-out shouting, “Father’s coming!” and little Mary went toddling up to
-him, with a dandelion blossom to place in his button-hole. His wife was
-a woman of few words, but she sometimes said to her neighbours, with a
-quiet kind of satisfaction, “Everybody loves my husband that knows him.
-They can’t help it.”
-
-Simeon Green’s acquaintance knew that he was never engaged in a law-suit
-in his life; but they predicted that he would find it impossible to
-avoid it now. They told him his next neighbour was determined to quarrel
-with people, whether they would or not; that he was like John Liburne,
-of whom Judge Jenkins said, “If the world was emptied of every person
-but himself, Liburne would still quarrel with John, and John with
-Liburne.”
-
-“Is _that_ his character?” said Simeon, in his smiling way. “If he
-exercises it upon _me_, I will _soon_ kill him.”
-
-In every neighbourhood there are individuals who like to foment
-disputes, not from any definite intention of malice or mischief, but
-merely because it makes a little ripple of excitement in the dull stream
-of life, like a contest between dogs or game-cocks. Such people were not
-slow in repeating Simeon Green’s remark about his wrangling neighbour.
-“Kill _me_! will he?” exclaimed Reuben. He said no more; but his tightly
-compressed mouth had such a significant expression, that his dog dodged
-him, as he would the track of a tiger. That very night, Reuben turned
-his horse into the highway, in hopes he would commit some depredations
-on neighbour Green’s premises. But Joe Smith, seeing the animal at
-large, let down the bars of Reuben’s own corn-field, and the poor beast
-walked in, and feasted as he had not done for many a year. It would have
-been a great satisfaction to Reuben if he could have brought a lawsuit
-against his horse; but as it was, he was obliged to content himself with
-beating him. His next exploit was to shoot Mary Green’s handsome
-chanticleer, because he stood on the stone wall and crowed, in the
-ignorant joy of his heart, two inches beyond the frontier line that
-bounded the contiguous farms. Simeon said he was sorry for the poor
-bird, and sorry because his wife and children liked the pretty creature;
-but otherwise it was no great matter. He had been intending to build a
-poultry yard, with a good high fence, that his hens might not annoy his
-neighbours; and now he was admonished to make haste and do it. He would
-build them a snug warm house to roost in; they should have plenty of
-gravel and oats, and room to promenade back and forth, and crow and
-cackle to their heart’s content; there they could enjoy themselves, and
-be out of harm’s way.
-
-But Reuben Black had a degree of ingenuity and perseverance, which might
-have produced great results for mankind, had those qualities been
-devoted to some more noble purpose than provoking quarrels. A pear tree
-in his garden very improperly stretched over a friendly arm into Simeon
-Green’s premises. Whether the sunny state of things there had a
-cheering effect on the tree I know not; but it happened that this
-over-hanging bough bore more abundant fruit, and glowed with a richer
-hue, than the other boughs. One day, little George Green, as he went
-whistling along, picked up a pear that had fallen into his father’s
-garden. The instant he touched it, he felt something on the back of his
-neck, like the sting of a wasp. It was Reuben Black’s whip, followed by
-such a storm of angry words, that the poor child rushed into the house
-in an agony of terror. But this experiment failed also. The boy was
-soothed by his mother, and told not to go near the pear tree again; and
-there the matter ended.
-
-This imperturbable good nature vexed Reuben more than all the tricks and
-taunts he met from others. Evil efforts he could understand, and repay
-with compound interest; but he did not know what to make of this
-perpetual forbearance. It seemed to him there must be something
-contemptuous in it. He disliked Simeon Green more than all the rest of
-the town put together, because he made him feel so uncomfortably in the
-wrong, and did not afford him the slightest pretext for complaint. It
-was annoying to see every thing in his neighbour’s domains looking so
-happy, and presenting such a bright contrast to the forlornness of his
-own. When their wagons passed each other on the road, it seemed as if
-Simeon’s horse tossed his head higher, and flung out his mane, as if he
-knew he was going by Reuben Black’s old nag. He often said he supposed
-Green covered his house with roses and honeysuckles on purpose to shame
-_his_ bare walls. But he didn’t care--not he! He wasn’t going to be fool
-enough to rot _his_ boards with such stuff. But no one resented his
-disparaging remarks, or sought to provoke him in any way. The roses
-smiled, the horse neighed, and the calf capered; but none of them had
-the least idea they were insulting Reuben Black. Even the dog had no
-malice in his heart, though he did one night chase home his geese, and
-bark at them through the bars. Reuben told his master, the next day; he
-swore he would bring an action against him, if he didn’t keep that dog
-at home; and Simeon answered very quietly that he would try to take
-better care of him. For several days a strict watch was kept, in hopes
-Towzer would worry the geese again; but they paced home undisturbed, and
-not a solitary bow-wow furnished excuse for a law-suit.
-
-The new neighbours not only declined quarrelling, but they occasionally
-made positive advances towards a friendly relation. Simeon’s wife sent
-Mrs. Black a large basket full of very fine cherries. Pleased with the
-unexpected attention, she cordially replied, “Tell your mother it was
-_very_ kind of her, and I am very much obliged to her.” Reuben, who sat
-smoking in the chimney-corner, listened to this message once without any
-manifestation of impatience, except whiffing the smoke through his pipe
-a little faster and fiercer than usual. But when the boy was going out
-of the door, and the friendly words were again repeated, he exclaimed,
-“Don’t make a fool of yourself, Peg. They want to give us a hint to send
-a basket of our pears; that’s the upshot of the business. You may send
-’em a basket, when they are ripe; for I scorn to be under obligation,
-especially to your smooth-tongued folks.” Poor Peggy, whose arid life
-had been for the moment refreshed with a little dew of kindness,
-admitted distrust into her bosom, and the halo that radiated round the
-ripe glowing cherries departed.
-
-Not long after this advance towards good neighbourhood, some labourers
-employed by Simeon Green, passing over a bit of marshy ground, with a
-heavy team, stuck fast in a bog occasioned by long continued rain. The
-poor oxen were entirely unable to extricate themselves, and Simeon
-ventured to ask assistance from his waspish neighbour, who was working
-at a short distance. Reuben replied gruffly, “I’ve got enough to do to
-attend to my own business.” The civil request that he might be allowed
-to use his oxen and chains for a few moments being answered in the same
-surly tone, Simeon silently walked off, in search of a more obliging
-neighbour.
-
-The men, who were left waiting with the patient, suffering oxen, scolded
-about Reuben’s ill-nature, and said they hoped he would get stuck in
-the same bog himself. Their employer rejoined, “If he does, we will do
-our duty, and help him out.”
-
-“There is such a thing as being _too_ good-natured,” said they. “If
-Reuben Black takes the notion that people are afraid of him, it makes
-him trample on them worse than ever.”
-
-“Oh, wait a while,” replied Mr. Green, smiling, “I will kill him before
-long. Wait and see if I don’t kill him.”
-
-It chanced, soon after, that Reuben’s team did stick fast in the same
-bog, as the workmen had wished. Simeon observed it, from a neighbouring
-field, and gave directions that the oxen and chains should be
-immediately conveyed to his assistance. The men laughed, shook their
-heads, and said it was good enough for the old hornet. They, however,
-cheerfully proceeded to do as their employer had requested. “You are in
-a bad situation, neighbour,” said Simeon, as he came alongside of the
-foundered team. “But my men are coming with two yoke of oxen, and I
-think we shall soon manage to help you out.”
-
-“You may take your oxen back again,” replied Reuben; “I don’t want any
-of your help.”
-
-In a very friendly tone Simeon answered, “I cannot consent to do that;
-for evening is coming on, and you have very little time to lose. It is a
-bad job any time, but it will be still worse in the dark.”
-
-“Light or dark, I don’t ask _your_ help,” replied Reuben, emphatically.
-“I would’nt help you out of the bog, the other day, when you asked
-_me_.”
-
-“The trouble I had in relieving my poor oxen teaches me to sympathize
-with others in the same situation,” answered Simeon. “Don’t let us waste
-words about it, neighbour. It is impossible for me to go home and leave
-you here in the bog, and night coming on.”
-
-The team was soon drawn out, and Simeon and his men went away, without
-waiting for thanks. When Reuben went home that night, he was unusually
-silent and thoughtful. After smoking a while, in deep contemplation, he
-gently knocked the ashes from his pipe, and said, with a sigh, “Peg,
-Simeon Green _has_ killed me!”
-
-“What do you mean?” said his wife, dropping her knitting with a look of
-surprise.
-
-“You know when he first came into this neighbourhood, he _said_ he’d
-kill me,” replied Reuben; “and he has done it. The other day, he asked
-me to help draw his team out of the bog, and I told him I had enough to
-do to attend to my own business. To-day, my team stuck fast in the same
-bog, and he came with two yoke of oxen to draw it out. I felt sort of
-ashamed to have _him_ lend me a hand, so I told him I didn’t want any of
-his help; but he answered, just as pleasant as if nothing contrary had
-ever happened, that night was coming on, and he was not willing to leave
-me there in the mud.”
-
-“It was very good of him,” replied Peggy. “He is a pleasant-spoken man,
-and always has a pretty word to say to the boys. His wife seems to be a
-nice neighbourly body, too.”
-
-Reuben made no answer; but after meditating a while, he remarked, “Peg,
-you know that big ripe melon down at the bottom of the garden? you may
-as well carry it over there, in the morning.” His wife said she would,
-without asking him to explain where “over there” was.
-
-But when the morning came, Reuben walked back and forth, and round and
-round, with that sort of aimless activity, often manifested by hens, and
-by fashionable idlers, who feel restless, and don’t know what to run
-after. At length, the cause of his uncertain movements was explained, by
-his saying, in the form of a question, “I guess I may as well carry the
-melon myself, and thank him for his oxen? In my flurry down there in the
-marsh, I did’nt think to say I was obliged to him.”
-
-He marched off toward the garden, and his wife stood at the door, with
-one hand on her hip, and the other shading the sun from her eyes, to see
-if he really would carry the melon into Simeon Green’s house. It was the
-most remarkable incident that had happened since her marriage. She could
-hardly believe her own eyes. He walked quick, as if afraid he should not
-be able to carry the unusual impulse into action if he stopped to
-reconsider the question. When he found himself in Mr. Green’s house, he
-felt extremely awkward, and hastened to say, “Mrs. Green, here is a
-melon my wife sent you, and we reckon it’s a ripe one.” Without
-manifesting any surprise at such unexpected courtesy, the friendly
-matron thanked him, and invited him to sit down. But he stood playing
-with the latch of the door, and without raising his eyes said, “May be
-Mr. Green ain’t in, this morning?”
-
-“He is at the pump, and will be in directly,” she replied; and before
-her words were spoken, the honest man walked in, with a face as fresh
-and bright as a June morning. He stepped right up to Reuben, shook his
-hand cordially, and said, “I am glad to see you, neighbour. Take a
-chair. Take a chair.”
-
-“Thank you, I can’t stop,” replied Reuben. He pushed his hat on one
-side, rubbed his head, looked out of the window, and then said suddenly,
-as if by a desperate effort, “The fact is, Mr. Green, I didn’t behave
-right about the oxen.”
-
-“Never mind, never mind,” replied Mr. Green. “Perhaps I shall get into
-the bog again, some of these rainy days. If I do, I shall know whom to
-call upon.”
-
-“Why you see,” said Reuben, still very much confused, and avoiding
-Simeon’s mild clear eye, “you see the neighbors about here are very
-ugly. If I had always lived by such neighbours as you are, I shouldn’t
-be just as I am.”
-
-“Ah, well, we must try to be to others what we want them to be to us,”
-rejoined Simeon. “You know the good book says so. I have learned by
-experience that if we speak kind words, we hear kind echoes. If we try
-to make others happy, it fills them with a wish to make us happy.
-Perhaps you and I can bring the neighbourhood round, in time. Who knows?
-Let us try, Mr. Black! Let us try! But come and look at my orchard. I
-want to show you a tree, which I have grafted with very choice apples.
-If you like I will procure you some scions from the same stock.”
-
-They went into the orchard together, and friendly chat soon put Reuben
-at his ease. When he returned home, he made no remarks about his visit;
-for he could not, as yet, summon sufficient greatness of soul to tell
-his wife that he had confessed himself in the wrong. A gun stood behind
-the kitchen door, in readiness to shoot Mr. Green’s dog for having
-barked at his horse. He now fired the contents into the air, and put the
-gun away in the barn. From that day, henceforth, he never sought for any
-pretext to quarrel with either the dog or his master. A short time
-after, Joe Smith, to his utter astonishment, saw him pat Towzer on the
-head, and heard him say, “Good fellow!”
-
-Simeon Green was far too magnanimous to repeat to any one that his
-quarrelsome neighbour had confessed himself to blame. He merely smiled
-as he said to his wife, “I thought we should kill him, after a while.”
-
-Joe Smith did not believe in such doctrines. When he heard of the
-adventures in the marsh, he said, “Sim Green’s a fool. When he first
-came here he talked very big about killing folks, if they didn’t mind
-their Ps and Qs. But he don’t appear to have as much spirit as a worm;
-for a worm will turn when its trod upon.”
-
-Poor Joe had grown more intemperate and more quarrelsome, till at last
-nobody would employ him. About a year after the memorable incident of
-the water-melon, some one stole several valuable hides from Mr. Green.
-He did not mention the circumstance to any one but his wife; and they
-both had reasons for suspecting that Joe was the thief. The next week,
-the following anonymous advertisement appeared in the newspaper of the
-county:
-
-“Whoever stole a lot of hides on Friday night, the 5th of the present
-month, is hereby informed that the owner has a sincere wish to be his
-friend. If poverty tempted him to this false step, the owner will keep
-the whole transaction a secret, and will gladly put him in the way of
-obtaining money by means more likely to bring him peace of mind.”[A]
-
-[A] This advertisement is a literal copy of one actually published, and
-it produced the effects here related.
-
-This singular advertisement of course excited a good deal of remark.
-There was much debate whether or not the thief would avail himself of
-the friendly offer. Some said he would be a greenhorn if he did; for it
-was manifestly a trap to catch him. But he who had committed the
-dishonest deed alone knew whence the benevolent offer came; and he knew
-that Simeon Green was not a man to set traps for his fellow creatures.
-
-A few nights afterward a timid knock was heard at Simeon’s door, just as
-the family were retiring to rest. When the door was opened, Joe Smith
-was seen on the steps, with a load of hides on his shoulder. Without
-raising his eyes, he said in a low, humble tone, “I have brought these
-back, Mr. Green. Where shall I put them?”
-
-“Wait a moment, till I can get a lantern, and I will go to the barn with
-you,” he replied. “Then you will come in, and tell me how it happened.
-We will see what can be done for you.”
-
-Mrs. Green knew that Joe often went hungry, and had become accustomed to
-the stimulus of rum. She therefore hastened to make hot coffee, and
-brought from the closet some cold meat and a pie.
-
-When they returned from the barn, she said, “I thought you might feel
-the better for a little warm supper, neighbour Smith.” Joe turned his
-back toward her, and did not speak. He leaned his head against the
-chimney, and after a moment’s silence, he said in a choked voice, “It
-was the first time I ever stole any thing; and I have felt very bad
-about it. I don’t know how it is. I didn’t think once I should ever come
-to be what I am. But I took to quarrelling, and then to drinking. Since
-I began to go down hill, everybody gives me a kick. You are the first
-man that has offered me a helping hand. My wife is feeble, and my
-children starving. You have sent them many a meal, God bless you! and
-yet I stole the hides from you, meaning to sell them the first chance I
-could get. But I tell you the truth, Mr. Green, it is the first time I
-ever deserved the name of thief.”
-
-“Let it be the last, my friend,” said Simeon, pressing his hand kindly.
-“The secret shall remain between ourselves. You are young, and can make
-up for lost time. Come, now, give me a promise that you will not drink
-one drop of intoxicating liquor for a year, and I will employ you
-to-morrow, at good wages. Mary will go to see your family early in the
-morning, and perhaps we may find some employment for them also. The
-little boy can at least pick up stones. But eat a bit now, and drink
-some hot coffee. It will keep you from wanting to drink any thing
-stronger to-night. You will find it hard to abstain, at first, Joseph;
-but keep up a brave heart, for the sake of your wife and children, and
-it will soon become easy. When you feel the need of coffee, tell my
-Mary, and she will always give it to you.”
-
-Joe tried to eat and drink, but the food seemed to choke him. He was
-nervous and excited. After an ineffectual effort to compose himself, he
-laid his head on the table and wept like a child.
-
-After a while, Simeon persuaded him to bathe his head in cold water, and
-he ate and drank with a good appetite. When he went away, the
-kind-hearted host said, “Try to do well, Joseph, and you shall always
-find a friend in me.”
-
-The poor fellow pressed his hand and replied,--“I understand now how it
-is you kill bad neighbours.”
-
-He entered in Mr. Green’s service the next day, and remained in it many
-years, an honest and faithful man.
-
-
-
-
-INTELLIGENCE OF ANIMALS.
-
- “The whole subject of the brute creation is to me one of such
- painful mystery, that I dare not approach it.”--DR. ARNOLD.
-
- “If we deny them _soul_, we must admit that they have _some spirit
- direct from God_, what we call unerring instinct, which holds the
- place of it.”--SIR ISAAC NEWTON.
-
-
-Any reflecting person who has lived much in the country, and been
-observant of animals, must have had thoughts similar to those expressed
-in the above mottoes. Even the smallest and most common animals
-sometimes give indications of thought, feeling, and memory, almost as
-remarkable as those related of the “half-reasoning elephant.” If we
-could penetrate into the mysteries of their domestic arrangements, and
-learn of the humming-bird why she makes her little thimble of a nest so
-exactly the color of the tree on which it is placed, and of the
-mason-bee why he makes his small mortared cell to resemble so closely
-the stones of the wall where he inserts it, we should probably be still
-more puzzled to define the boundary between instinct and reason.
-
-Several times in my life my attention has been arrested, and my mind
-excited to activity, by singular manifestations of intelligence in
-animals that came under my observation. A few summers ago, when I was
-living at an old farm-house in New York, I chanced to go into the garret
-late in the afternoon. The sun was setting in a blaze of glory, and I
-knelt at the western window, looking out long and lovingly upon the
-broad expanse of field and meadow, on which he was throwing a shower of
-gold as he passed away. After a while, my attention was diverted from
-this beautiful scene by the motions of a wasp, that emerged from a
-crevice in the old window, and began to nibble off thin, soft slivers of
-the decaying wood, to be used in constructing her nest. I bent very near
-to her, trying to ascertain by what process she cut up the materials so
-dexterously. Suddenly, she stopped working, drew back a little, and
-appeared to watch _me_ as closely as I watched _her_. At first, I
-thought this was a delusion of my imagination; for I supposed her eyes
-were too small to see me. So I continued gazing at her, waiting to
-observe what she would do. She remained motionless, in an attitude that
-expressed surprise and consternation as plainly as an insect _could_
-express them. Presently, another wasp came up from the same crevice, and
-began to nibble at the rotten wood. The first wasp immediately put out
-one of her antennæ, and pulled the antenna of her neighbour, as I would
-jog the elbow of a companion, if I wished to call her attention to
-something extraordinary. The second wasp drew back instantly, in the
-same attitude, and, without stirring, appeared to gaze at me fixedly. A
-third wasp came. One of her antennæ was cautiously pulled by the second
-comer; and she did precisely as they had done. It may seem absurd to say
-I was troubled by the fixed stare of three wasps; but there was
-something so _human_ about their proceedings, that I _was_ troubled. I
-was in the presence of a mystery. I asked myself, What _am_ I to them?
-Do I appear like a vision of some superior being from another world?
-From this thought, I came down to the recollection that the sun was
-gleaming brightly on my eyes, and that, perhaps, their attention had
-been arrested merely by two great orbs of glittering light. What were
-they thinking of? Would they finally conclude to attack my eyes? I
-turned away suddenly, deeming it imprudent to stay any longer to
-ascertain that point. I was so much impressed by this little incident,
-that I frequently related it to my friends; and for years afterward, I
-frequently found myself conjecturing what those wasps thought of the
-apparition by which they were so obviously startled.
-
-At the same farm-house there were two cats. Tom, who was old, heavy, and
-cross; and Mouser, who was remarkably active and nimble. Her hunting
-qualities were famous throughout the neighbourhood. She kept the
-premises clear of rats and mice, and visited all the barns and fields in
-the vicinity for the same purpose. While I was there, she had three
-kittens, which seemed to be the especial objects of Tom’s ill nature.
-When they began to open their eyes and stagger about, they sometimes
-stumbled over him; for which they were sure to receive a smart box on
-the ear. More than once, I saw his heavy paw knock the little blundering
-things topsy-turvy when they came near him. He even kept up a
-threatening growl if they seemed to be approaching from a distance.
-Things were in this state, when Mouser came into the kitchen one day,
-writhing and moaning, and giving every indication of great pain. Her
-body soon began to swell, and her manifestations of suffering grew more
-and more violent. The family were remarkably kind to animals, and Mouser
-was such a valuable creature, that they were very desirous to save her
-life. They knew not whether she had been poisoned, or kicked by the
-horse, during her frequent visits to the barn; and of course, they were
-doubtful what remedies to apply. They put her in a warm bath, and tried
-to pour catnip tea down her throat; but their efforts were unavailing.
-In an hour or two, poor pussy was dead.
-
-While she was in this agonizing extremity, Tom seemed to rouse from his
-usual state of drowsy indifference. He lay with his head between his
-paws, watching her earnestly for awhile; then he rose up and walked
-round her, evidently much disquieted. When he saw her lying stiff and
-cold on the floor, he made no whining noise; but his proceedings seemed
-to indicate that he knew what had happened. The kittens were nestled
-together on the platform of the old Dutch “stoop.” He went out to them,
-and began to lick their fur in the most affectionate manner. After that,
-he was never seen to knock them about, and never heard to growl at them.
-Their own mother could not have treated them with more tenderness, or
-submitted to their gambols with more patience. Apparently, they mistook
-the gruff old fellow for their mother; for they went to him for
-nourishment, and he made no resistance. Again and again, I saw him
-stretched on the floor of the “stoop,” while the kittens appeared to be
-sucking with all diligence, moving their little paws, as if satisfied
-and happy. This circumstance, of course, excited surprise in the family.
-One asked another whether it was possible that they obtained milk, or
-whether they drew blood for their sustenance. Tom never gave any
-indications of suffering inconvenience from this singular imitation of
-the maternal office. He must have nourished them in _some_ way; for they
-did not learn to lap milk for several days; yet they lived, and seemed
-comfortable and thriving. After Tom took upon himself the care of the
-orphans, he seemed to become really fond of them, and to enjoy the
-frolics that had formerly made him so angry. The voluntary exercise of
-benevolence improved his temper wonderfully for the time being, and
-evidently made him a much happier cat.
-
-An intimate friend has often mentioned to me incidents that occurred on
-his farm, illustrative of brute sagacity. He owned a noble great ox,
-uncommonly strong, docile, and intelligent. One day, when he and another
-ox were ploughing swampy land, they sank very deep into a quagmire.
-Having made vigorous exertions to extricate himself, and finding the
-utmost exertion of his strength was ineffectual, he quietly waited for
-human aid. But his companion had an impatient and irritable disposition,
-to which the lessons of experience could teach no wisdom. He continued
-to struggle violently, at intervals, and every motion wrenched the neck
-of his suffering yoke-fellow. The gentle creature bore it patiently for
-a while; but at last it became insupportable. His owner was standing
-completely behind him, leaning on the plough, until more help could be
-brought to draw them out of the “slough of despond,” into which they had
-fallen. The much-enduring animal turned his long neck slowly round, and
-fixed his large patient eyes upon the man, with such an earnest,
-imploring gaze, so _human_ in its expression, that it could never be
-forgotten. It said, as plainly as a look _could_ say it, “Can you not
-contrive some way to relieve me from this tormenting companion?” His
-owner understood the silent appeal, and immediately divorced the unhappy
-couple, by removing the yoke from the restless one; thus leaving him
-free to waste his own strength, without injuring his more philosophic
-companion. This happened fifteen years ago; but I was reminded of it
-yesterday, by hearing my friend utter his often-repeated exclamation:
-“If I live to be a hundred years old, I shall never forget how that ox
-looked at me.”
-
-The same person often speaks of the sagacity manifested by another ox on
-his farm. It was late in the evening, and all the animals were safely
-lodged in the barn, when his attention was arrested by loud knocks in
-that direction. They continued to be repeated, at intervals of ten or
-fifteen minutes, for an hour or more; and the idea that some vagrant
-might be in the barn doing mischief, at last induced him to go out with
-a lantern to examine the premises. Finding nothing unusual, he gave up
-the search and retired to rest. But the heavy, measured sound continued,
-and excited curiosity to such a degree, that it was impossible to sleep.
-Another examination of the barn was made with the same result as before;
-but this time, my friend ensconced himself in a corner, and waited for a
-recurrence of the mysterious noise. In a few minutes, he saw an ox raise
-one of his hind hoofs, and strike the floor heavily three times.
-Supposing the animal must have some cause for dissatisfaction, he
-examined his stable, and found that the man had forgotten to furnish the
-usual supply of fresh straw for him to lie down upon. His demand for
-clean sheets was complied with, and no more knockings were heard from
-him.
-
-Another agricultural friend owned a colt endowed with uncommon beauty
-and intelligence. He was about a year and a half old when he first saw a
-string of bells suspended round his mother’s neck when she was harnessed
-for a drive. The novel sound immediately arrested his attention, and
-seemed to enliven him greatly. He stood with uplifted ears, watching and
-listening, till the sleigh had passed out of sight and hearing; then,
-giving a snort and a rear, he capered round the barn-yard, in a state of
-unusual excitement. When the mare returned, the sound of the bells
-attracted him from afar, and he appeared to observe them closely when
-they were taken off and laid in the sleigh with the harness. As soon as
-the man had left them, the playful creature seized them between his
-teeth and trotted up and down the road, shaking them with prodigious
-satisfaction. This manner of playing old horse was evidently as
-entertaining to him, as it is to a boy to imitate the trainers with his
-feathered cap and drum.
-
-The natural dispositions of animals differ, as do those of mankind; but
-the intelligence and docility of brutes, as well as of human beings, is
-wonderfully increased when they are judiciously reared, and treated with
-habitual kindness. It is not easy to tell how far the superiority of
-Arabian horses may be attributed to the affectionate companionship that
-exists between them and their masters. The whip is a detestable
-instrument. The evil it produces is immensely disproportioned to the
-temporary convenience it promotes. It compels submission for the time
-being; but it stupefies the intellect, and infuses malignity into the
-disposition, whether tried on children, slaves, or animals. The common
-practice of whipping a horse, to cure him of being frightened by some
-particular object, usually has the effect of giving him two causes of
-fear, instead of one. I remember reading of a much more judicious
-method, in Mrs. Hamilton’s Essays on Education, published in England
-about thirty years ago. A horse of an excellent disposition had been
-frightened by a drum, when he was a colt, and nothing could overcome his
-excessive terror of that instrument. The whippings he received, when he
-reared and plunged at the sound, rendered his associations with it so
-exceedingly painful, that his whole nervous system was excited to
-violent agitation, the instant he heard it approaching. He was finally
-purchased by a gentleman, who believed more in the efficacy of kindness,
-than he did in coercion. He kept him without food till he was hungry,
-and then spread oats on a drum-head. As soon as he began to eat, the
-groom began to drum. The frightened animal ran away, and could not be
-lured back again by the tempting display of provender. He was deprived
-of food for a still longer time, and the experiment was again tried
-with similar result. But the third time, hunger proved stronger than
-fear, and he devoured his oats with the hated noise sounding louder and
-louder in his ears. After being thus rationally convinced that a drum
-would do him no harm, he ceased to be troublesome, and voluntarily
-walked toward the sound which had become so pleasantly associated in his
-memory.
-
-If men would educate animals in a sensible and patient manner, and treat
-them with habitual gentleness, it would produce intelligence and
-docility apparently miraculous, and realize on earth the prophecies of
-the millenium.
-
-
-
-
-THE WORLD THAT I AM PASSING THROUGH.
-
-
- Few, in the days of early youth,
- Trusted like me in love and truth.
- I’ve learned sad lessons from the years;
- But slowly, and with many tears;
- For God made me to kindly view
- The world that I was passing through.
-
- How little did I once believe
- That friendly tones could e’er deceive!
- That kindness, and forbearance long,
- Might meet ingratitude and wrong!
- I could not help but kindly view
- The world that I was passing through.
-
- And though I’ve learned some souls are base,
- I would not, therefore, hate the race;
- I still would bless my fellow men,
- And trust them, though deceived again.
- God help me still to kindly view
- The world that I am passing through!
-
- Through weary conflicts I have passed,
- And struggled into rest at last;
- Such rest as comes when the rack has broke
- A joint, or nerve, at ev’ry stroke.
- But the wish survives to kindly view
- The world that I am passing through.
-
- From all that fate has brought to me
- I strive to learn humility;
- And trust in Him who rules above,
- Whose universal law is love.
- Thus only can I kindly view
- The world that I am passing through.
-
- When I approach the setting sun,
- And feel my journey nearly done,
- May earth be veiled in genial light,
- And her last smile to me seem bright!
- Help me, till then, to kindly view
- The world that I am passing through!
-
- And all who tempt a trusting heart
- From faith and hope to drift apart,
- May they themselves be spared the pain
- Of losing power to trust again!
- God help us all to kindly view
- The world that we are passing through!
-
-
-
-
-JAN AND ZAIDA.
-
-FOUNDED ON CIRCUMSTANCES WHICH ACTUALLY OCCURRED AT GRÉSIK, ISLAND OF
-JAVA, IN 1854.
-
- Our life is turned
- Out of her course, wherever man is made
- An offering or a sacrifice; a tool
- Or implement; a passive thing, employed
- As a brute mean, without acknowledgment
- Of common right or interest in the end;
- Used or abused, as selfishness may prompt.
- WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-A native of the island of Celebes, who had been captured by
-slave-traders, was sold to Mr. Philip Van der Hooft, of Surabaya, in the
-north-eastern part of Java. A Hindoo slave was given to the captive for
-a wife; and she died, leaving a son two years old. This child Mr. Van
-der Hooft gave to his sister Maria, a girl of fifteen, who had taken a
-great fancy to him when he was a babe. She was amused at the idea of
-receiving little Jan among her birthday presents, but he pleased her,
-perhaps, as much as any of them; not as an article of property, but as a
-pretty plaything. He was, in fact, a child of singular beauty. His
-features were small, his limbs finely formed, and his large, dark,
-Hindoo eyes, even at that age, were tender and almost sad in expression.
-His sense of sound was exceedingly acute. Maria was musical; and the
-moment he heard her piano, or guitar, he would drop his playthings and
-run into the parlour. There, he would creep under the table, to be out
-of the way, and sit listening, with all his soul shining through the
-varying expression of his countenance. Sometimes he was so excited that
-he would quiver all over, and end by clapping his hands with a loud crow
-of delight; but more frequently he was moved to tears. Being a general
-favourite, and the especial pet of his young mistress, he was seldom
-ejected from the parlour, when he chose to wander there. When Maria was
-busy at her embroidery frame, if she raised her eyes, she would often
-see his little dark head peeping in, watching for her to take notice of
-him; and as soon as she said, “Ah, here comes my little brownie!” he
-would run to her with a jump and a bound, and stand gazing at the bright
-colours she was weaving into her work. If she was singing or playing
-when he entered, she would give him a nod and a smile; and not
-unfrequently she seated him in her lap, and allowed him to play on the
-piano. His fingers were too short to reach an octave, but he would touch
-thirds continually; smiling, and laughing, and wriggling all over with
-delight. Sometimes she amused herself by touching the first and seventh
-note of the gamut together, and then he would cringe, as if she had put
-her finger in his eye.
-
-He was but three years old when his mistress married Lambert Van der
-Veen, and removed with him to a country-seat near the neighbouring city
-of Grésik. Little Jan did not thoroughly like that gentleman, because he
-was often sent out of the parlour when he came; and Maria was so
-engrossed with her lover, that she sometimes forgot to nod and smile
-when “little brownie” peeped into the room. He was very exclusive in his
-affections. He wanted to have those he loved all to himself. Therefore,
-though the young man spoke kindly to him, and often gave him
-sugar-plums, a shadow always passed over his expressive face, when,
-running eagerly at the sound of the piano, he looked into the parlour
-and saw his rival there.
-
-But after Maria was married, he became, if possible, more of a petted
-plaything than ever; for her husband was engaged in commercial pursuits,
-which often took him far from home, and their house, being two miles
-from the city, was more quiet than her father’s place of residence had
-been. She occupied many of her lonely hours in teaching Jan various
-infantile accomplishments, and especially in developing his remarkable
-powers of imitation. The birds greatly attracted his attention; and in a
-few months he could mock them so perfectly, that they mistook his voice
-for their own. He soon did the same with the buzz and whirr of every
-insect, and laughed to hear how all the little creatures answered him.
-Nature had made him almost as sensitive to colours, as to sounds; and
-whenever his mistress went into the garden, he would run after her to
-beg for a flower. She liked the sound of his little padding feet, and
-often smiled to watch his pliant motions and graceful form, clothed only
-with a large party-coloured bamboo hat, and a girdle of broad fringe
-about his loins. When the master was at home, he was obliged to find his
-entertainment more among the slaves. They generally liked to sing or
-whistle to him, and would laugh merrily at his eager attempts to
-imitate. But some, who had children of their own, envied the high favour
-he enjoyed, and consequently bore no good will toward him. They did not
-dare to strike him, but they devised many ways of making him
-uncomfortable. Decidedly, he liked the parlour better than the slaves’
-quarters. He preferred it in the first place, because he was more
-attended to there; and in the next place, because he could hear so many
-pleasant sounds, and see so many pretty things. He liked the cool straw
-carpet, and the pale green walls. The big china jars were an object of
-perpetual delight. He was never weary of putting his little fingers on
-the brilliant flowers and butterflies, with which they were plentifully
-adorned. But what excited his wonder more than any thing else, was a
-folding screen of oriental workmanship, which separated the parlour
-from the dining-room; for there were gilded pagodas, Chinese mandarins
-with peacock’s feathers in their caps, and two birds-of-paradise, as
-large as life; a great deal larger, in fact, than the mandarins or the
-pagodas. Then it was so pleasant to peep out into the garden, through
-the vine-embowered lattice-work of the verandah; to see the blooming
-roses, and the small fountain’s silvery veil; to inhale the fragrance of
-the orange blossoms, and listen to the cool trickling of the tiny water
-drops. All this was in reality his; for he knew not that he was a little
-slave; and it is the privilege of unconscious childhood to own
-whatsoever it delights in. In this point of view, it all belonged to
-little Jan more truly than it did to Mr. Van der Veen. No wonder he
-sighed when the master returned, since it condemned him, for a time, to
-a degree of exile from his paradise. Perhaps there was some slight
-jealousy on the other side, also; for though the gentleman was always
-kind to his wife’s favourite, he sometimes hinted at the danger of
-spoiling him, and the intercourse between them was never very familiar.
-At first, little Jan was afraid to approach the parlour at all, when he
-was at home. But on one occasion, when his stay was unusually prolonged,
-his patience became exhausted waiting for his departure. He began by
-peeping in slyly through the folding screen. Seeing himself observed, he
-ran away; but soon came again and peeped, and receiving a smile from his
-mistress, he came in timidly, and offering his master a geranium
-blossom, said, “_May_ little Jan stay?” Maria immediately said, “Oh yes,
-let him stay: he is so happy here.” But there was no occasion to plead
-his cause; for there was no resisting his pretty looks and his graceful
-offering. Mr. Van der Veen patted his head, and he crept under the table
-to listen to the piano. After that, he never avoided his master, though
-he still continued to come in timidly, and if not encouraged by a smile,
-would run off to bring a flower as an admission-fee.
-
-When he was about four years old, a more dangerous rival than a husband
-appeared. Maria had an infant son, which of course greatly engrossed her
-attention, and little Jan eyed it as a petted kitten does a new lap-dog.
-His face assumed an exceedingly grieved expression, the first time he
-saw her caressing the babe. He did not cry aloud, for he was a very
-gentle child; but he silently crept away under the table with the
-flowers he had brought in for his mistress; and as he sat there, in a
-very disconsolate attitude, tears dropped on the blossoms. Some of the
-servants made the matter much worse, by saying, in his hearing, “Now
-missis has a young one of her own, she won’t make such a fool of that
-little monkey.” His heart swelled very much; and he ran with all haste
-to ask Madame Van der Veen if she loved little Jan. When he entered the
-parlour the fond mother happened to be showing her son to visitors; and
-as she turned, she held him toward the petted slave, saying, “Look at
-him, Janniken! Isn’t he a little beauty?” “No,” replied he, louder than
-any one had ever heard him speak; “_ugly_ baby!” and he gave his rival a
-thrust with his little fist. He was of course sent away in disgrace; and
-the slave-mothers, seeing him in trouble, greeted him with the
-exclamation, “Ha, ha, little whistler! I thought _your_ nose would be
-put out of joint.”
-
-A clergyman of the Reformed Dutch Church, who witnessed this
-manifestation of hostility toward the baby, adduced it as a proof of the
-inherent depravity of the human heart. But time showed that the
-depravity was not very deep. Jan felt the bitter pang of being
-superseded where he loved, but he had a disposition too kindly to retain
-ill-will. His heart soon adopted the infant, and they became friends and
-playmates. When little Lambert grew old enough to toddle about, it was
-the prettiest of all imaginable sights to see them together among the
-vine-leaves that crept through the green lattice-work of the verandah.
-The blue-eyed baby, plump and fair, draped in white muslin, formed a
-beautiful contrast to his brown companion. They looked like two cupids
-at play; one in marble, the other in bronze. But though they were almost
-inseparable companions, and extremely fond of each other, it came to
-pass through a process of painful weaning, on the part of little Jan.
-Many a time he “sighed among his playthings,” when he saw Maria
-caressing her babe, without noticing that he was in the room. Many a
-time tears fell on his neglected offering of flowers.
-
-He was, however, far more fortunate than most slaves who happen to be
-petted playthings in their childhood; for he only passed out of an
-atmosphere of love into an atmosphere of considerate kindness. His quick
-ear for all variations of sound continued to be a great source of
-gratification to himself and his indulgent mistress. His voice was
-small, like himself, but it had a bird-like sweetness; and its very
-imperfections, resulting as they did from weakness and inexperience,
-imparted an infantine charm to his performances, like the lisping of
-childish prattle, or the broken utterance of a foreigner. When he could
-sing two or three simple melodies, Madame Van der Veen gave him a little
-guitar, and taught him to accompany his voice. The population of Java is
-an assemblage of various nations; and as he listened intently to
-whatever he heard hummed, whistled, or played, in the parlour or in the
-slave-quarters, he knew snatches of a great variety of tunes when he was
-six years old. It was his pleasure to twine Hindoo, Arab, Javanese,
-English, and Dutch melodies into improvised fantasias, which resembled
-grotesque drawings, representing birds and monkeys, flowers, fruit, and
-human faces, bound together in a graceful tangle of vines. At eight
-years old, he was often trusted to go to Grésik on errands. Following
-his usual habits of listening and observing, during these visits to the
-city he added greatly to his stock of popular airs, and soon learned to
-imitate all manner of instruments, as he had formerly imitated the
-birds. Hindoo lullabies, Arab dances, the boat-songs of the Javanese, as
-they passed up and down the river, English marches, Dutch drinking
-songs, and Chinese jingle-jangles, he could give a lively version of
-them all; and he was frequently called into the parlour to repeat them
-for the entertainment of company.
-
-His master said it was time he was taught to labour. Maria assented, but
-made an arrangement by which duty and inclination were enabled to go
-hand in hand. She knew that his acutely sensuous nature reveled in
-perfumes and bright colours; therefore she told the Dutch gardener to
-take him for an assistant, and teach him all the mysteries of his art.
-It is never a toilsome employment to rear flowers and train vines; and
-in that sunny, fertile region of the earth, light labour is repaid by a
-lavish tribute of fragrant blossoms and delicious fruit all the year
-round. Jan had an instinctive sense, which taught him what colours
-harmonized, and what forms were graceful. His mistress often praised his
-bouquets and garlands, and affection for her stimulated him, to attain
-as much perfection as possible in the flowery decorations of her room,
-her table, and her dress. Little Lambert had a great desire to be
-helpful, also, in the garden, but the exercise heated him, and he so
-often pulled up flowers instead of weeds, that his mother deemed it
-necessary to retain him in the house. This arrangement made him so
-restless and unhappy, that Jan undertook the responsibility of supplying
-him with flowers in the cool arbours, and keeping strict watch upon his
-movements. He often decorated him with a multitude of small bouquets,
-and twined garlands round his broad palm-leaf hat, till he looked like a
-dwarf May-pole, and then sent him into the house to show himself to his
-fond mother, who was always ready to feign ignorance, and inquire what
-little boy that could be; a manœuvre invariably rewarded by an infantile
-laugh. In the course of one of these floral exhibitions, two
-humming-birds followed him in the garden walks. His mother, who was
-watching him through the verandah lattice, saw the brilliant creatures
-circling round her darling’s head, thrusting their long bills into the
-blossoms with which he was decorated; and she clapped her hands in an
-ecstasy of delight. After that, it was a favourite amusement with Jan to
-attract the humming-birds and butterflies round little master’s hat. The
-next greatest entertainment was to teach him to imitate the birds, and
-to make him laugh or look solemn while he listened to merry or dolorous
-music.
-
-Thus bound together by the pleasant links of love, and flowers, and
-song, they stood together on the threshold of life, unable as yet to
-conceive the idea of master and slave. But when little Lam, as they
-called him, was six years old, he was attacked by one of the violent
-fevers incident to the climate, and all the care unbounded affection
-could lavish upon him failed to save his life. During his illness he was
-unwilling to lose sight of Jan, who strewed his pillow with flowers, and
-sang soothing lullabies with unwearied patience. If the invalid dozed
-under the influence of his drowsy monotonous tones, he was still unable
-to leave his post; for the little hand clasped his, as if fearful he
-would go away. When the spirit of the dear child departed, and the
-lovely form that once contained it was consigned to the earth, no one
-but the father and mother mourned like Jan. The first time they visited
-the grave, they found it covered with flowers he had planted there. In
-the house, in the garden, everywhere, he missed the noise of the little
-feet, which seemed like an echo of his own, so constantly they followed
-him. For a while, all music was saddened to him, because every air he
-whistled or sung reminded him of some incident connected with the
-departed playmate. Months afterward, when he found among the shrubbery a
-wooden toy he had made for him, he sobbed aloud, and all day long the
-earth seemed darkened to his vision. This tender bond between him and
-the lost one revived all the affectionate interest Madame Van der Veen
-had ever felt for the “little brownie.” But the playfulness of their
-intercourse was gone; being alike unsuited to the sadness of her
-spirit, and the increasing stature of her favourite.
-
-The young mother drooped under the blow, like flowers stricken by a
-black frost, never to revive again. The healing hand of time rendered
-her placid and resigned, but her former cheerfulness never returned. She
-became very devout, and all her music was an utterance of prayer.
-Looking on this life with the eye of one weary of its illusions, she
-steadfastly fixed her thoughts on that world whither her darling had
-gone. From the youthful soul of Jan the shadow was more easily lifted.
-Again he revelled in the bright colours, the pungent perfumes, and the
-varied sounds of that luxuriant region of the earth. Again he began to
-mock the birds and the boatmen, and to mingle in dances with the other
-young slaves. About two years after he lost his best beloved playmate,
-he met with a companion who more than supplied his place, and who
-imparted to his existence a greater degree of vivacity and joyfulness,
-than he had ever known. Walking toward Grésik, one morning, to execute
-some commission for his mistress, he heard a pleasant voice in the
-distance, singing a merry tune. The sounds approached nearer and nearer,
-and they were so lively, that involuntarily his feet moved faster.
-Presently, a young girl emerged from a clump of tamarind trees, with a
-basket of fruit on her head; and the tune stopped abruptly. The
-expression of her countenance was extremely innocent and modest, and
-though her complexion was of a deeper brown than his own, a blush shone
-through it, like the glow of wine through a dark bottle in the sunshine.
-Jan noticed this as she passed; and something, he knew not what, made
-him remember her face very distinctly, and wish to see it again. He
-never went to Grésik without thinking of the merry voice in the
-distance, and never passed the clump of tamarind trees without recalling
-the bright vision he met there. Many weeks elapsed before he obtained
-another glimpse of her; but at last he overtook her with her basket on
-the way to Grésik; and this time they did not meet to pass each other;
-for their path lay in the same direction. With mutual bashfulness they
-spoke and answered; and each thought the other handsomer than they had
-at first supposed. The acquaintance thus begun rapidly ripened into
-intimacy. He was not yet thirteen years old, and she was not eleven. But
-in that precocious clime, Cupid shoots at children with a bow of
-sugar-cane; and this little maiden carried a store of his arrows in her
-large lustrous eyes. After that, Jan was seized with redoubled zeal to
-do all the errands to Grésik; and it so happened that he often overtook
-her on the way, or found her resting herself among the tamarind trees.
-Then her road homeward was, for a mile, the same as his own. Thus they
-travelled back and forth with their baskets, making the air musical as
-they went; as happy as the birds, and as thoughtless of the coming
-years. During these frequent interviews, he learned that she was a
-slave; that her mother was from the island of Bali; and that her Arab
-father had given her the name of Zaida. Before many months elapsed,
-Madame Van der Veen heard, from the other servants, that Jan was in love
-with a pretty girl, whose master lived not far from Grésik; and when she
-questioned him, he bashfully confessed the fact. Then she spoke very
-seriously to him, and told him how sorry she should be to see him doing
-as many did around him. She said if Zaida was a good girl, and wished to
-marry him, she would try to buy her; and if they would promise to be
-faithful and kind to each other, they should have a handsome wedding at
-her house, and a bamboo hut to live in. This almost maternal kindness
-excited his sensitive soul to tears. She seized that impressible moment
-to talk to him concerning his duties to God, and to explain how He had
-made man for a higher destiny than to mate, like the birds, for a
-season.
-
-The negotiation for the purchase of Zaida was somewhat prolonged, and
-she was at last obtained at an unusually high price; for her master took
-advantage of Madame Van der Veen’s well-known character for generosity
-and indulgence to the inmates of her household. Meanwhile, the gentle
-lady allowed her slave frequent opportunities of seeing his beloved.
-Once a week, he took his guitar and spent two or three hours with his
-singing-bird. Every errand to Grésik was intrusted to him, and Zaida
-found many occasions for going thither at the same hour. Very beautiful
-were the scenes through which they passed in those happy days. South of
-them was a range of mountains, blue and softened in the distance. On the
-north was the bright sea, with the island of Madura lying like an
-emerald gem on its bosom. Bamboo cottages, shaded by a mass of luxuriant
-vegetation, dotted the level landscape, as it were, with little islands,
-whose deep verdure formed a lovely contrast with the rich yellow of the
-ripened rice fields. Here, the large scarlet blossoms of a pomegranate,
-beautiful above all other trees, filled the air with fragrance; and
-there, a tall cocoa-palm reared its great feathery head high above the
-light elegant foliage of a tamarind grove. Arum lilies held up their
-large white cups among the luxuriant vines that lay tangled by the
-wayside. Wild peacocks and other gorgeous birds flitted across their
-path, glittering in the sunlight, like jewels from fairy land. The
-warbling of birds, the buzzing of bees, the whiz and the whirr of
-numerous insects, all the swarming sounds of tropical life, mingled with
-the monotonous tones of boatmen coming down the river Solo with their
-merchandise, singing with measured cadence,
-
- “Pull and row, brothers! pull and row!”
-
-Only one discordant note disturbed the chorus which nature sang to
-love. Near the house where Zaida’s master dwelt, there lived a Dutchman
-and his wife, who were notoriously cruel to their slaves. Zaida
-recounted some shocking instances of severity, and especially expressed
-pity for a girl little older than herself, who had formerly belonged to
-a very kind master and mistress. When they died, she was sold at
-auction, and had the misfortune to pass into the hands of their inhuman
-neighbour, whose wife was jealous, and lost no opportunity of tormenting
-her. When Jan was singing some of the plaintive melodies to which his
-own taste always inclined him, or when, to amuse the merry Zaida, he
-imitated Chinese jingle jangles, sometimes the sound of the lash,
-accompanied with shrieks, would break in upon the music or the
-merriment, and put their spirits out of tune. Nature had made Jan more
-sensitive than reflective; and he had been brought up so like a
-humming-bird among flowers, that he had never thought any thing about
-his own liabilities as a slave. Now, for the first time, it occurred to
-him, “What if _my_ master and mistress should die, and _I_ should be
-sold?”
-
-An English family lived very near Madame Van der Veen’s, and, as both
-were musical, an intimacy had grown up between them. The father and
-mother of this family were very strongly opposed to slavery, and not
-unfrequently discussed the subject. Jan, as he passed in and out of the
-parlour, waiting upon the guests, had been accustomed to hear these
-conversations as though he heard them not. In fact, he often wished the
-old Englishman would stop talking, and give his son an opportunity to
-accompany Madame Van der Veen’s piano with his flute. But after those
-lashes and shrieks had waked up his mind to the possibility of auction
-and transfer, he listened more attentively, and carried with him into
-riper years the memory of many things he heard.
-
-When he was fourteen years old, and Zaida was twelve, they were married.
-Madame Van der Veen furnished cake and lemonade for the wedding, and
-gave gay dresses to the juvenile bride and bridegroom, who looked
-extremely well in their new finery. Jan had lost something of his
-childish beauty, but he was still handsome. His yellow complexion was
-rendered paler by the contrast of his jet black hair and the bright
-turban that surmounted it. His limbs were slender and flexible, his
-features small and well proportioned, and his large antelope eyes had a
-floating, plaintive expression, as if there was always a tear in his
-soul. Zaida was rounder, and browner, and ruddier. Her dark hair was
-combed entirely back, and twisted into a knot, ornamented with scarlet
-flowers. The short downy hairs about the forehead curled themselves into
-a little wavy fringe. From her small ears were suspended two large
-gilded hoops, a bridal present from the old Englishman. From her Arab
-father she inherited eyes more beautifully formed than belonged to her
-mother’s race. The long dark lashes curled upward, and imparted a
-smiling expression, even in her most serious moments; and when she was
-amused, her eyes laughed outright. There was a harmonized contrast
-between her and her bridegroom, which was extremely agreeable. The young
-Englishman compared them to the major and minor mode; and Madame Van der
-Veen said they looked like hope and memory. Personal comeliness is rare
-among the natives of those islands. Little Zaida was like a ruby among
-pudding-stones.
-
-A bamboo hut, raised two feet from the ground, and consisting of two
-apartments, without windows, was their bridal home. It was all they
-needed in a climate where, more than half the year, all household
-occupations could be most conveniently performed out of doors. There was
-a broad verandah in front, sheltered from rain and sun by the projecting
-roof. In front was a grove of orange and lemon trees, and in the rear
-was a group of plantains, whose immensely long broad leaves and yellow
-spikes of nodding flowers cast refreshing shadows.
-
-A grass mat, of Jan’s own weaving, and pillows filled with a kind of
-silky down from a wild plant, answered for a bed. Gourd shells, a few
-earthern dishes, and a wooden waiter from which they ate their meals,
-seated on the floor, constituted their simple furniture. The rooms,
-which received light from the open door, were used only for eating and
-sleeping. The verandah was the place where all their sedentary
-occupations were pursued. There, Zaida might be seen busy at her
-spinning-wheel and loom; there, Jan wove mats and baskets for his
-master’s household; and there stood his gambang, a musical instrument,
-with wooden bars of graduated lengths, which he struck with a mallet, to
-accompany the simple Javanese melodies that he and Zaida were accustomed
-to sing together.
-
-Years passed over their heads without any more serious variations than
-slight dissensions with the other slaves, occasional illness, and the
-frequent birth of children. Some of them resembled the father, others
-the mother; and some had their eyes obliquely set, like the island
-ancestry from whom they descended. Some were bright, some dull, some
-merry and some pensive; but Madame Van der Veen pronounced them all very
-good children; and they certainly were trained to be devotedly attentive
-to her. During their first years, it cost nothing to clothe them, for
-they ran about naked; and it required almost as little expense to
-furnish them with food, where rice was so easily cultivated, and
-plantains, cocoas and oranges grew wild. The warmth of the climate, the
-lavish bounty of the soil, the improvident habits which every human
-being must necessarily form, who acquires no property by economy, and
-the extreme indulgence with which he had always been treated by his
-gentle-hearted mistress, all conspired to render Jan forgetful of the
-precarious tenure by which he held the external blessings of his mere
-animal existence. Sometimes, when he went to Grésik, he passed by a
-slave-auction, and the sight always gave him a pang; for it brought up a
-picture of Zaida and her children standing there amid the indecent jests
-and rude handling of a crowd of men. Sometimes he witnessed despotic and
-cruel treatment of slaves, and still more frequently he heard of such
-instances. Then came recollections of the lashes and shrieks, that used
-to interrupt his music and merriment in the days of courtship; and
-always they brought with them the question, “What if Zaida and our
-daughters should ever be sold to such people as that cruel Dutchman and
-his jealous wife?” While any instances were fresh in his mind, he
-listened attentively to whatever was said about slavery by his master
-and the English family. From them he learned how the English, during
-their brief possession of Java, had interdicted slave traffic with the
-neighbouring islands; had passed laws forbidding slaves to be sold,
-except with their own consent; and had allowed them to hold, as their
-own, any property they were able to acquire. Mr. Van der Veen tried to
-excuse the Dutch for renewing their slave-trade, by urging that it was a
-necessity imposed upon them, because there was no other method of
-procuring servants. The Englishman denied any such necessity. He
-maintained that the natives of Java were intelligent, teachable and
-honest, and very willing to render services for money. He highly
-commended the native princes for never permitting any of their own
-people to be slaves. He told of one of those princes, who had inherited
-fifty slaves; but when the British Government declared that all should
-become free, unless publicly registered by their masters, within a
-specified time, he said, “Then I will _not_ register my slaves. They
-shall be free. I have kept them hitherto, because it was the custom, and
-because the Dutch liked to be attended by slaves when they visited the
-palace. But as that is not the case with the British, they shall cease
-to be slaves; for I have long felt shame, and my blood has run cold,
-when I have reflected on what I once saw at Batavia and Semarang, where
-human beings were exposed at public sale, placed on a table, and
-examined like sheep and oxen.” The Englishman declared that he lost no
-opportunity of talking with all classes of people on the subject, and of
-circulating publications, translated into Dutch, and sent to him from
-England for that purpose; and he expressed a strong belief that the
-Dutch would soon abolish slavery. In these conversations, nothing
-interested Jan so much as his master’s statement, that, according to
-existing laws, slaves might purchase themselves. He resolved to save all
-the small coins he might receive; and visions flitted through his brain,
-of mats and baskets to be made, when his daily tasks were completed. But
-when he received this information, he already had a brood of children;
-he despaired of ever being able to collect money enough to buy _them_;
-and his anxious thoughts were far more on their account, than on his
-own. He always solaced himself with the thought that his mistress would
-not allow them to be sold while she lived, and that she would certainly
-make provision for them before she died.
-
-Sixteen years of his married life had passed away, and during all that
-time such forecasting thoughts had been mere transient clouds fleeting
-across the sunshine of contentment. But the time came when Mr. Van der
-Veen was summoned to Batavia, on account of some entanglement in his
-commercial affairs; and three weeks afterwards, tidings were brought
-that he had died suddenly in that unhealthy city. Again Jan saw his
-mistress bowed to the earth with sorrow; and it was beautiful to witness
-the delicate expressions of sympathy, which nature taught him. He moved
-noiselessly, and spoke softly. He and Zaida sang only religious hymns
-and soothing tunes, such as she loved to hear after her little Lam was
-taken away. His prettiest child, then nearly three years old, was sent
-every morning with a fresh bouquet of the flowers she loved best. He
-would never lie down for the night until he believed she was sleeping;
-and his first waking thoughts were devoted to her. It soon became known
-that Mr. Van der Veen had died in debt, and that a large portion of his
-property must be assigned to creditors. In this assignment were
-included many slaves, in various cities, and some belonging to his
-domestic establishment. Quite a small fortune for the widow was saved
-from the wreck of his wealth; and in that she expressly stipulated that
-Jan and all his family should be included, together with the estate on
-which she had always lived since her marriage. By this unexpected turn
-of affairs, the remote contingency, which had sometimes created
-temporary uneasiness in Jan’s mind, was brought frightfully near. He
-never again forgot, for a single day, scarcely for a single hour, that
-he was merely a favoured slave, and that all the lives intertwined with
-his held their privileges by the same precarious tenure. He never hinted
-his anxiety to any one but Zaida; but Madame Van der Veen had the
-thoughtful kindness to assure him that she would dispossess herself of
-every thing, rather than part with him and his family; saying, at the
-same time, that there was no danger of her being called upon to make any
-such sacrifice, as there was enough property left to enable them all to
-live comfortably. He deeply and gratefully felt her kindness; but the
-shadow of her death fell darkly across the consolation it imparted. Not
-for the world would he have told her so; lest the suggestion should
-increase her melancholy, by making her suppose that even the most
-attached of her servants, and the only ones she had left, wanted to be
-free to quit her service.
-
-Their English neighbour, being involved in the same commercial
-difficulties that had deranged Mr. Van der Veen’s affairs, concluded to
-sell all his property in Java, and remove to Calcutta. He and his family
-spent their last evening with the widow of their deceased friend. While
-Jan was arranging fruit for their refreshment in the adjoining room, he
-heard his own name and that of Zaida uttered in low tones, accompanied
-with the disjointed words, “So much petted”--“the more hard”--“make
-provision.” In her usual soft tones, but so clearly that he heard every
-word, Madame Van der Veen replied, “I have thought of all that, my good
-friend. I will never part with any of them while I live; and when I die,
-I will leave them all free.” “Why not now?” urged the importunate
-Englishman. She answered, “My heart is heavy to-night, and business
-oppresses me; but I assure you, most solemnly, that I will attend to it
-very soon.” She never knew what a heavy load those words removed from
-the soul of her favourite slave. After he heard them, he seemed to step
-on air. Zaida, to whom the important discovery was forthwith imparted,
-was even more elated. They hugged and kissed their little ones that
-night, with a feeling they had never known before; and zeal in the
-service of their good mistress was thenceforth redoubled. At the
-departure of the English family, they gave some gay calico dresses to
-Zaida and the children, and a violin to Jan. The old gentleman put a
-golden ducat in his hand, saying, “I thank you, my good fellow, for all
-your attentions to me and mine. There is a trifling keepsake. May the
-blessing of heaven go with it, as mine does. I shall remember you all in
-my prayers. Farewell, Jan! Always continue to be faithful and honest.”
-The poor slave had never possessed a piece of gold before, and small as
-it was, it seemed to him a Golconda mine. First, he buried it in the
-ground, and put a stone over it. Then he was afraid some creature might
-dig it up in the night. So he sewed it into a pouch, which he fastened
-securely within the girdle he constantly wore. The cares and anxieties
-of wealth had come upon him.
-
-While the carriage was waiting to convey the Englishman away, he walked
-over to Madame Van der Veen’s, to bid a final farewell. His last words
-were, “My dear Madame, don’t forget the talks we have had together;
-especially what we said last night. Since I have lived in Java, I have
-done my utmost to sow good seed on this subject, and I trust it will
-spring up and bring forth a harvest, sooner or later. From time to time,
-I shall send the magistrates publications, that will prevent their
-forgetting what I have so often urged upon them. A blessing will rest
-upon this beautiful island in proportion as they attend to this.
-Remember it in your prayers, my dear friend, and use your influence
-aright. Don’t say it is small. You have seen in your garden how great a
-growth comes from one little seed. My friend, there are
-responsibilities in human society, for which we shall have to answer
-unto our God. And now, farewell. The voice of the old man will never
-urge you more. May the blessing of heaven be with you all.”
-
-The tendered-hearted widow wept freely; for he had been her husband’s
-friend, and the words he spoke were solemn. She resolved to make her
-will, and have it duly witnessed, that very day. But a visitor came, and
-after her departure, she felt a degree of lassitude, which unfitted her
-for exertion. The next day, she looked over letters from her husband,
-and brought on headache by inordinate weeping. She was indolent, by
-temperament and by habit, and she was oppressed with melancholy. Weeks
-passed on, without any more definite result than a frequent resolution
-to make her will. She had gone to bed with a mind much impressed with
-what her English friend said at parting, and troubled with
-self-accusation that she had neglected it so long, when Zaida was
-summoned to her bedside at midnight, and found her head hot, and her
-pulse throbbing. In the morning, she was delirious, and looked wildly
-upon her faithful attendants without recognizing them. With her
-incoherent ravings, during the day, were frequently mixed the words,
-“Jan--Zaida--children--free.” The slaves listened tearfully to these
-broken sentences, and felt fresh assurance that she had provided for
-them. The physician thought otherwise; but he merely said that
-something disturbed her mind, and if her life was not spared, he hoped
-she would have an interval of reason before she died. At the sound of
-that dreadful “_if_,” Jan rushed out of the room, rolled himself on the
-floor, and sobbed convulsively. There was no selfishness in his sorrow;
-for he had not the slightest doubt that she, who never broke a promise,
-had cared thoughtfully for the future welfare of himself and his family.
-It was simply the agony of parting from his earliest and best friend.
-She lingered four days, but reason never returned. Into that brief
-period was compressed more misery than Jan had experienced during his
-whole life. Gloomy forebodings brought all the superstitions of the
-island in their train. The first night his mistress was taken ill, he
-shook his head, and said, “Ah, Zaida, don’t you remember she went to
-Surabaya to dine, the very day we heard of master’s death? I told you
-then it was a very bad sign to go abroad the same day that you hear of
-the death of a friend.” The next night he was startled by an unusual
-noise, attributed to explosions among the distant volcanic mountains;
-and that was regarded as a certain prognostic of impending disaster. The
-following day was unusually sultry, and in the evening he saw phosphoric
-light quivering over the nasturtiums in the garden. He had never
-witnessed the phenomenon before, and he was not aware that such a
-peculiarity had been previously observed in that glowing plant. He had
-no doubt that the light came from Spirits, who were waiting for Madame
-Van der Veen’s soul. On the fourth morning, he saw two crows fighting in
-the air; and thenceforth he had no hope.
-
-The spirit of his beloved mistress departed from her body at midnight.
-The rainy season was then approaching, attended by the usual
-characteristic of violent storms. The house trembled with the rolling
-thunder, and flashes of intensely vivid lightning illumined the bed
-where the corpse lay, imparting, for a moment, an appalling glare to its
-ghastly paleness. Jan and Zaida were familiar with such storms, but
-never before had they seemed so awful, as amid the death-loneliness of
-that deserted house. A friendly neighbour pitied their grief and terror,
-and offered to remain with them until after the funeral. It was like
-tearing Jan’s heart out, to see that dear face carried away, where he
-could behold it no more. Exquisitely sensitive by nature, his whole
-being was now all nerve and feeling, lacerated to the extremest degree
-of suffering. She was placed by the side of her little Lam, and there he
-planted the flowers she had best loved. He laid himself down on the
-ground, and moaned like a faithful dog, on his master’s grave. He
-thought of the stories others had told him concerning his petted
-childhood; he remembered her sympathy and good advice when he was first
-in love with Zaida; he recalled a thousand instances of her indulgent
-kindness; the whole crowned by the precious gift of freedom. He _could_
-not reconcile himself to the thought that he should never again have her
-to rely upon. He had no heart for any thing, but to tend the flowers on
-those graves.
-
-When this storm of grief began to subside, he consoled himself with the
-thought, “Whatever happens now, I can never again suffer as I _have_
-suffered.” More than a week passed, before he heard that Madame Van der
-Veen had left no will; that she had survived all her immediate
-relatives; and that the nearest heir to the property resided at Manilla.
-This was a stunning blow. Zaida reminded him how their good mistress had
-instructed them to pray to God when they were in trouble; and many a
-fervent imploring supplication ascended from their humble hut. Jan
-resolved to plead earnestly with the heir, and he comforted himself with
-the idea that the physician would tell him how their kind mistress had
-spoken of their freedom during her illness. But even if his entreaties
-should prevail with the stranger, where could they live? Could they be
-sure of finding employment? He spent every leisure moment in weaving
-mats and baskets for sale, and the children were kept busy gathering
-wild fruits for the market. Those things sold for a very low price, and
-it would be a long time indeed before he could acquire a piece of land
-and a hut by that process. But the gold piece! He felt of his girdle to
-ascertain if it was safe. Yes, it was there; a nest-egg, from which his
-imagination hatched a large brood of chickens. Hope struggled with
-anxiety for a few weeks, and Zaida, who always looked on the bright
-side, continually repeated her belief that every thing would turn out
-well. But, at last, news arrived that the heir did not intend to visit
-Java; that he had intrusted the business to an agent with instructions
-to sell all the property, of every description, and remit the proceeds
-to him. Poor Jan thought he could never again suffer as he had suffered;
-but he was mistaken. This last blow broke him down entirely. A vision of
-the auction-stand, with his children bid off to different purchasers,
-was always before him. The lashes and shrieks, which had so much
-impressed his youthful mind, forever resounded in his imagination; but
-now the shrieks came from Zaida and their little ones.
-
-During the three weeks that preceded the sale, he could scarcely eat or
-sleep. He became emaciated and haggard, to such a degree that all who
-knew him felt pity for him. The sympathizing feeling was, however, soon
-quieted by saying to themselves, “It is a hard case, but it cannot be
-helped. Poor fellow! I hope they will find kind masters.” The physician
-spoke to many people in Grésik and its neighbourhood, declaring there
-could be no manner of doubt that Madame Van der Veen had fully intended
-they should all be free. He told the agent how her mind was troubled
-upon the subject during her delirium. He replied that he was very sorry
-the lady had left no will, but it was no affair of his; he must obey the
-instructions he had received. The case excited a good deal of interest.
-Many of the Dutch residents shook their heads when they heard of it, and
-said, “The English are in the right; this system is a disgrace and a
-blight upon our island.”
-
-All the day preceding the auction, Jan lay moaning at the grave of his
-mistress. All night he wandered round, looking at the flowers in the
-moonlight. He had tended them so long they seemed to know him, and to
-nod a sorrowful farewell. Sadder still it was to look upon the bamboo
-hut and its enclosure, connected with the garden by a little open-work
-gate. That bridal home, which his kind mistress had provided for them,
-and which was consecrated to his memory by so many years of humble
-happiness, never had it seemed so dear to him as now. There stood the
-loom, where he had so often seen Zaida at work. There was the gambang he
-had made for himself, the sounds, of which his departed master and
-mistress used to love to hear mingled with their voices, softened by the
-evening air on which they floated across the garden. There hung the old
-guitar she had given him in boyhood; and by its side was the violin, a
-parting present from the young Englishman. Even if he was allowed to
-retain these, would they ever sound again, as they had sounded there? As
-the dawning light revealed each familiar object, a stifling pain swelled
-more and more within his heart. When he saw his children eating what
-would, perhaps, be their last breakfast together, every gourd shell that
-contained their little mess of rice seemed more valuable, in his eyes,
-than crown jewels to a dethroned monarch. Overcome with the struggle, he
-laid himself down on the mat and sobbed. Zaida, always hopeful, had
-borne up tolerably well till now; but now she yielded to despair, and
-rocked backward and forward violently, groaning aloud. Eight children,
-the oldest a lad of fourteen, the youngest a girl of three years old,
-sat on the floor weeping, or hiding their heads in their mother’s lap.
-Thus they were found by the man who came to take them to the auction at
-Grésik. Poor Jan! how often, in the latter years, had vague
-presentiments of this flitted across his mind, when he passed that
-dreadful place! He too well remembered the heartless jokes and the
-familiar handling, which had made him shrink from the possibility of
-such a fate for his wife and children. Zaida, indeed, was no longer an
-object of jealousy for any cruel master’s wife. She was not hideously
-ugly, like most slaves of her age, in that withering climate; but her
-girlish beauty had all departed, except a ghost of it still lingering in
-her large dark eyes. Their light was no longer mirthful, but they were
-still beautiful in colour, and expressed, as it were, the faint echo of
-a laugh, in their peculiar outline and long curling lashes. By her side
-stood a daughter, twelve years old, quite as handsome as she was at
-that age; and another, of ten, with her father’s gazelle eyes, and the
-golden yellow complexion, which Javanese poets are accustomed to praise
-as the perfection of loveliness. The wretched aspect of the father and
-mother struck all beholders. When Jan mounted the stand, he cast one
-despairing glance around him, and lingered longest on the smallest lamb
-of his flock, who was crying with terror, and clinging fast to her
-mother’s skirts. He tossed his arms wildly upward, gave one loud groan,
-then bowed his head and wept in silence. Poor Zaida hid her face on his
-shoulder, and the whole group trembled like leaves in a storm. The
-auctioneer called out, “Here’s a valuable lot, gentlemen. Eight healthy,
-good-looking children. The father and mother still young enough to do a
-good deal of work, and both of excellent character. Whoever will bid six
-thousand florins [$2,333] for them may have them; and it will be a great
-bargain.” It was no comfort to the poor victims to be offered in a lot;
-for they might be bought by speculators, who would separate them. Jan
-listened, with all his soul in his ears. Not a voice was heard. The
-auctioneer waited a moment before he called out, “Will you say four
-thousand florins, gentlemen?” No one spoke. “Shall I have two thousand
-florins? That is really too cheap.” Still all remained silent.
-
-Jan had never forgotten that his master had said the law allowed slaves
-to buy themselves. His poverty had hitherto prevented his deriving any
-consolation from that thought. But now a ray of hope darted through his
-soul. He raised his drooping head suddenly, and a gleam, like the rising
-sun, passed over his pale, haggard countenance, as he said, eagerly, “I
-will give a golden ducat.” Then, dropping on his knees, he exclaimed, in
-imploring tones, which intense emotion rendered thrilling, “Oh,
-gentlemen, _don’t_ bid over me. It is all I have in the world. Oh, good
-gentlemen, _don’t_ bid over me!” Tears dropped from the eyes of many
-young people; the agent swallowed hard; and even the auctioneer was
-conscious of a choking feeling in his throat. There was deep silence for
-a while. The interval was very brief; but to Jan’s anxious heart it
-seemed long enough for the world to revolve on its axis. At last, the
-sound of the heavy hammer was heard, followed by these words: “The whole
-lot is going for a ducat. [$2 20 cents.] Going! going! _gone_! to Jan
-Van der Veen!”
-
-It was one of humanity’s inspired moments; when men are raised above the
-base influences of this earth, and see things as Spirits see them in the
-light of heaven. Hats, turbans, and handkerchiefs waved, and a cheerful
-“hurra!” met the ears of the redeemed captives. Jan belonged to himself,
-and owned all his family! Verily, the blessing of heaven did go with the
-Englishman’s golden ducat, to a degree far beyond what he dreamed of
-when he gave it. Jan could hardly credit his own senses. The reaction
-from despair to such overwhelming joy was too much for him. His brain
-was dizzy, and his limbs trembled. When he tried to rise, he tottered,
-and would have fallen, if Zaida had not caught him in her arms. “Poor
-fellow! poor fellow!” murmured some of the spectators. A man took off
-his hat, dropped a florin into it, and passing it round, said, “Give him
-a trifle, gentlemen, to set himself up with. He has always been a good,
-industrious fellow, and his mistress meant to provide for him. Give him
-a trifle, gentlemen!” There was a noise of falling coin. Zaida pulled
-her husband by the sleeve, and whispered in his ear, “Thank the
-gentlemen.” He seemed like one half awake; but he made an effort, and
-said, “Thank you, good gentlemen! May God bless you and your----” He
-would have added children; but his eye happened to rest on his own
-smallest darling, and the thought that nobody could take her from him
-now choaked his utterance. He covered his face with his thin hands, and
-wept.
-
-Was the golden ducat _all_ that poor despairing slave owed to the good
-Englishman? No; that was the smallest part of the debt; for to the moral
-influence of his conversation, and the books and papers he scattered in
-the neighbourhood, might mainly be attributed the changing public
-sentiment, which rendered the crowd silent at that mournful scene, and
-thus enabled the auctioneer to exclaim, “The whole lot going for a
-ducat! Going! _gone_! to Jan Van der Veen! Hurra!”
-
-
-
-
-TO THE NASTURTIUM;
-
-WHICH LINNÆUS DESCRIBES AS EMITTING PHOSPHORESENCE IN THE DARK.
-
-
- Glorious flower! so gorgeously bright!
- As if thou wert formed of orient light!
- In topaz, and gold, and velvet array,
- Like an Eastern Queen on her bridal day!
- Rich jewels the Sun to the Earth dropped down,
- And the Earth gave him back thy floral crown.
-
- Thy tints, glowing warm as a summer noon,
- Seem painted tones from some amorous tune;
- And surely thy varying flushes came
- From Italian music’s radiant flame;
- Or, when Apollo touched his golden lyre,
- Earth answered the sounds with thy brilliant fire.
-
- Thy ardent blossoms were at first unfurled,
- A love-letter written to all the world;
- And not by day only, but even by night,
- The writing shines through with phosphoric light.
- That letter of love the Tropics sent forth,
- Sealed full of sunshine, a gift to the North.
-
- Bright Summer is proud thy garland to wear;
- It shines like rich gems in Autumn’s pale hair;
- And it warms our homes with a sunny glow,
- When earth has assumed her mantle of snow.
- Wealth of bright beauty hast thou for thy dower,
- Resplendent, warm-hearted, tropical flower!
-
-
-
-
-THE ANCIENT CLAIRVOYANT.
-
- Thou, while listening with thy inward ear,
- The ocean of eternity didst hear,
- Along its coming waves; and thou didst see
- Its spiritual waters, as they rolled through thee;
- Nor toiled, in hard abstractions of the brain,
- Some guess of immortality to gain;
- For far-sought truths within thy soul did rise,
- Informing visions to thine inward eyes.
- R. H. DANA.
-
-
-Many centuries ago, a child named Hermotimus was born in the genial
-climate of Ionia. From infancy, his hold on material life seemed
-exceedingly slight. He was a delicate, frail blossom;
-
- “By living rays refined,
- A trembler of the wind;
- A spiritual flower
- Sentient of breeze and shower.”
-
-But the slender thread that bound him to this mortal existence did not
-break. The babe crawled from his cradle and toddled into the fields,
-where he would sit motionless for hours, by the side of some flower he
-loved. A grave smile would illumine his countenance if a butterfly
-rested on it, or a passing bird brushed it with her wing. He always
-expected to see the flower fly, too; and therefore he watched it so
-patiently, as it swayed under their light pressure. In very early
-childhood, he was remarkable for the keenness of his senses and the
-vividness of his dreams. He heard distant sounds, inaudible even to the
-quick ear of his playmate the hound; and the perfume of a rose made him
-faint, before he was old enough to explain why he turned so pale. At
-vintage time, when processions in honor of Bacchus passed through the
-village, his mother dared not take him to the show, where all other
-children were dancing and capering; for once, when she carried him with
-her to the rustic festival, he fell into violent fits at the sound of
-the shrill pipes and the clashing cymbals. His dreams furnished a theme
-for all the gossips of the neighborhood; for the scenes he witnessed in
-sleep impressed themselves on his mind with such singular distinctness,
-that nothing could persuade the child he had not actually seen them.
-Sometimes, when they gave him his little bowl of goat’s milk for supper,
-he would cry for the lamb with beautiful rose-coloured wool, that had
-eaten a portion of his milk the night before; and it was quite useless
-to try to persuade him that there was no such creature as a
-rose-coloured lamb. To all their assertions, he would answer, with
-lively pertinacity, “I did _see_ him! I did _see_ him; and he did drink
-from my bowl.” As he grew older, he sometimes hummed snatches of tunes,
-which he said were sung to him by maidens in white robes, with garlands
-about their heads; and the melodies were unlike any known in the
-neighbourhood. Several times, as he walked along the road, he started
-suddenly at the approach of a stranger, and ran away shuddering. When
-his companions asked why he did so, he would answer, “Ah, that was a
-very bad man. He made me feel all over cold.”
-
-It was no wonder that the simple villagers became superstitious
-concerning such a singular child. Some remembered that, before he was
-born, his mother had carried offerings into a consecrated grotto, where
-stood a statue of Apollo; and that, being overcome by the warmth of the
-day, she had fallen asleep there. This gave rise to the story that in
-her dreams she had heard the god playing upon his golden lyre; that the
-divine sounds had pervaded her whole being, and endowed her child with
-Apollo’s gift of prophecy. Others declared that the altar in the sacred
-grotto had for several years been loaded with her devout offerings, and
-that she had been heard to say the statue sometimes smiled upon her.
-Such tokens of approbation from celestial beings were by no means deemed
-incredible; but they implied that the worshipper was a favourite with
-the deity she served. From this belief it was easy to infer that the
-extraordinary child, who saw and heard things invisible and inaudible to
-other mortals, might be a veritable son of Apollo. Some old crones shook
-their heads mournfully, and said children who received peculiar
-endowments from the gods generally died young.
-
-But the little Hermotimus wandered about with his father’s shepherds,
-and was gradually invigorated by air and exercise. He no longer fainted
-at perfumes, or shared his supper with rose-coloured lambs. His mother
-still noticed a peculiar dreaminess in the expression of his eyes, and
-when he was alone, she sometimes heard him singing melodies, which came
-to him from some mysterious source. She kept her thoughts in the privacy
-of her own heart, but she retained her belief that his remarkable
-boyhood was the forerunner of something extraordinary in manhood. With
-his improving health, the gossip of the neighbourhood gradually
-subsided, and was only occasionally revived by some eccentricities in
-his manners. The change pleased his father well; for he wanted a son to
-aid him in the acquisition of wealth, and had no desire to see him
-become either poet or prophet. He charged his wife never to talk to him
-about his childish dreams, and he was annoyed by any allusions to her
-sleep in Apollo’s grotto. Of course, the lad was aware that things had
-been said of him, which his mother believed, and his father disliked to
-have mentioned. This mystery made him think more about himself, than he
-would otherwise have done, and increased his tendency to lonely
-wanderings and profound reveries. His father did his utmost to allure
-him to convivial meetings with young people; saying to himself that a
-sharp shot from Cupid’s bow was the best thing to wake him up
-thoroughly. But the timid youth scarcely ventured to raise his eyes in
-the presence of maidens, and appeared to take even less notice of their
-charms, than he did of flowers and birds, and other beautiful things.
-His father thought that a mate as unlike himself as possible would be
-most likely to counteract his peculiar tendencies. He therefore selected
-Praxinoë, a buxom merry-hearted lass, who was so healthy, she never had
-but one dream she remembered in the whole course of her life; and that
-was of being at a vintage festival, where she pelted the young men with
-clusters of grapes, till the wine ran down their chins and made her wake
-with laughing. Certainly, she would have chosen quite another sort of
-mate, than Hermotimus with his soft voice and dreamy eyes. But it was
-the belief in those days, and it has kept its ground pretty well ever
-since, that women have no right to an opinion of their own. So the
-parents arranged the affair between them, and the passive young couple
-were married.
-
-Praxinoë was energetic and ambitious. She prided herself on the
-excellent cheeses she made, and the quantity of grapes she dried for
-the market. She was always talking of these, and Hermotimus tried to
-listen patiently, though she unconsciously tormented him to a greater
-degree than ever his thrifty father had done. Sometimes he even praised
-her industry, and smiled, in his absent sort of way; for he had a kind
-of pleasure in the company of his pretty young bride, as he had in the
-presence of a lively twittering bird. Had a modern caricaturist made a
-picture of their wedded life, he would have painted it as the marriage
-of a solemn young owl with a chattering wren. Hermotimus was often
-bewildered by her volubility, and her incessant activity sometimes made
-him feel weary, as if he had himself been hard at work. He loved to sit
-for hours in silent thought, meditating on the nature of the soul;
-revolving in his mind whether the gods ever _did_ unite themselves with
-mortals; and whether those philosophers had spoken truly, who had
-affirmed that there was something divine within the body, which would
-lay aside its temporary garment of flesh, resume its native wings, and
-return to a celestial home, to dwell among immortals. While his thoughts
-were plunged in such profound meditations, it not unfrequently happened
-that Praxinoë came to inquire whether he remembered how many cheeses she
-had sent to market, or how many bushels of grapes were in readiness; and
-if he forgot the number she had told him, as he generally did, her
-cheerful temper became over-clouded with consciousness that the energy
-and industry, on which she prided herself, were altogether
-unappreciated. It was a hard disappointment for her to bear; for she
-loved luxury, and was born to sun herself in the pleasures of this
-world. Hermotimus would have pitied her if he could; but he never was in
-that region where she lived, and he did not know what people enjoyed or
-suffered there. Praxinoë had as little idea of the worlds through which
-_he_ wandered; and the glimpses she obtained from his occasional remarks
-were by no means attractive to her. She had much less desire for
-celestial wings, than she had for fine woolens and glossy silks; and the
-shadow-land of disembodied souls presented to her mind no pleasant
-pictures of comfortable housekeeping. Her favourite topics of
-conversation were embroidered mantles, and robes of Tyrian dye; and if
-her husband sought to check her, by remarking that such expensive
-articles could never be obtained by them, she answered impatiently, “Why
-not? People can have what they will. The Greeks got into Troy, didn’t
-they?” Sometimes she would add, in an undertone of vexation, “But they
-were not such Greeks as thou art.”
-
-Undoubtedly, he _was_ a vexation to an earth-born woman--that mild,
-dreamy, saintly man! The distance between them inevitably grew wider and
-wider; and the process was hastened by changes in the condition of
-Hermotimus. Though he had become more healthy in youth, than he was in
-infancy, there had never been a complete union between his soul and
-body. The inner and outer circles of his being, instead of clasping into
-each other, touched only at one point, and so remained nearly strangers.
-At the time of his marriage, he was believed to have outgrown the
-feebleness of his childhood, and to have lost the power of prophecy. But
-two years afterward, he fell asleep one day in the same grotto of Apollo
-to which his mother had been accustomed to carry offerings. He came out
-pale and chill, and was that night seized with a singular kind of fits,
-which continued to attack him more and more frequently. The old gossip
-was renewed. The neighbours said his father, the divine Apollo, had
-kissed him in his sleep, and he would never be like other men. Praxinoë
-nursed him carefully, for she had a kindly heart. But when the fits were
-on him, he inspired a degree of awe amounting almost to terror; for his
-looks and words impressed her with a strong conviction that he was some
-sort of a Spirit, and not a mortal man. At times, he told her the most
-secret thoughts of her heart, and repeated word for word what had been
-said to her, when he was out of hearing. He frequently described
-magnificent cities, gorgeous birds, and beautiful flowers, she had never
-seen or heard of. But what made her shudder more than all else, was the
-familiar intercourse he described with relatives and friends long since
-dead. If she were alone with him, during these strange visitations, he
-never answered when she spoke, or gave any indication that he was aware
-of her presence. But there was one person, to whose questions he always
-replied. In the neighbouring city of Clazomenæ lived a Pythagorean
-philosopher, named Prytanes. He heard rumours of the singular childhood
-of Hermotimus, and of the extraordinary fits that had come upon him in
-manhood; and he was desirous to ascertain how far these accounts had
-been exaggerated. When he made his first visit to him who was called The
-Sleeping Prophet, he found him lying upon a couch motionless and
-senseless. He took hold of his hand, and found it cold and rigid; but a
-change went over the countenance, like the light which drives shadows
-across the fields; and Hermotimus said, “I am glad you have come again;
-for, above all things, I have enjoyed our pleasant walks together in the
-groves, talking of the wings of the soul.” This seemed marvellous to
-Prytanes; for never, to his knowledge, had he spoken with Hermotimus.
-But when he asked questions concerning their conversations, the sleeper
-revealed to him many thoughts, which he remembered to have passed
-through his own mind, at various times, and which had seemed to him, at
-the moment, as if they did not originate in himself, but had come to him
-from some unknown source; thoughts which he in fact believed to have
-been imparted by supernal beings. When Prytanes returned to Clazomenæ,
-he gave an account of this wonderful experience, in public discourses to
-his disciples; and the fame of Hermotimus spread more and more widely.
-Priests and philosophers came to listen to his conversations with
-Prytanes; and while some went away incredulous, others were deeply
-impressed with awe. From far and near, people brought the diseased to
-him, begging him to prescribe a cure; and the rumour went round that
-sometimes, when he merely passed his hands over them, their pains
-departed. In these days, he would have been called a clairvoyant; but
-what we style animal-magnetism had then never been mentioned; though its
-phenomena were occasionally manifested, as they always have been,
-wherever the spiritual and physical circle of man’s compound existence
-is partially disjoined. Scientific causes were then little investigated.
-Health, beauty, eloquence, poetry, and all other things, were supposed
-to be direct and special gifts from some god. No wonder then that many
-believed Hermotimus to be really the son of Apollo, receiving the gift
-of healing and of prophecy from immediate and continual intercourse with
-his divine father.
-
-If the wise and thoughtful were puzzled, it may well be supposed that
-the busy little Praxinoë often felt as if she were walking among shadows
-in a fog. Her ambition was in some degree gratified by her husband’s
-fame, and by the distinguished persons who came to visit him. But, in
-confidential conversation with her gossips, she complained that these
-numerous visitors interrupted her avocations, beside bringing a great
-deal of dust into the house, and asking for a draught of her fresh wine
-rather oftener than was convenient. “I admire hospitality,” she would
-say; “and I wish I were rich enough to feast all Ionia, every week, and
-send each guest away with a golden bracelet. But the fact is, these
-dreams of Hermotimus, though they are full of palaces and fountains, do
-not help in the least to build such things; and he brings home no wine
-from the beautiful vineyards he describes. Then I can’t help thinking,
-sometimes, that it would be pleasant to know for a certainty whether
-one’s husband were really dead, or alive.”
-
-One thing became daily more obvious to her and to all who saw him. The
-continual questions he was called upon to answer, and the distant places
-of the earth he was required to visit, exhausted the little bodily
-strength he possessed. The priests at the neighbouring temple of
-Æsculapius said he needed more quiet, and ought to drink a strong
-decoction of vervain, gathered when the moonlight rested on it. He
-himself, when questioned, during his miraculous slumbers, declared that
-the air of the valleys was not good for him. Therefore his friends
-removed him to a residence among the hills. Praxinoë made no objection;
-for though her spiritualized mate failed to call forth all the warmth
-of her loving nature, she had a friendly feeling for him, and would
-gladly have done any thing for the recovery of his health. But the
-change was by no means agreeable to her lively disposition. She liked to
-live where she could see festive processions passing with garlands, and
-gaily dressed youths and maidens dancing to the sound of cymbals and
-flutes.
-
-News from the city became more rare; for Hermotimus recovered his
-health, and with it lost what was called his gift of prophecy;
-consequently, visitors came less and less frequently. Urged by Praxinoë,
-the diseased one sometimes tried to render himself practically useful.
-But his heart was in such occupations even less than it had formerly
-been. Companionship with philosophers had excited his intellect, and
-induced the habit of watching his own soul with intense interest. He was
-absorbed in reverie most of the time, and Prytane, who came occasionally
-to see him, was the only person with whom he conversed freely. Their
-conversation was more wearisome to Praxinoë than his dreamy silence. She
-said they might be as wise as owls, for all she knew to the contrary,
-but that _she_ could see no more sense in their talk, than she did in
-the hooting of those solemn birds of darkness. In another respect,
-Hermotimus seemed to her like an owl. His eyes became so nervously
-sensitive to light, that he winked continually in the sunshine, and was
-prone to seek the shelter of grottoes and shady groves. His childish
-habit of vivid dreams returned; and the explanation of these dreams
-occupied his thoughts continually. One morning, he told Praxinoë he had
-dreamed that she held in her hand a crystal globe, that reflected all
-things in the universe; that she threw it into the flames, where it
-cracked asunder, and there rose from it a radiant Spirit, with large
-white wings. She laughed, and said if she had such a globe, she would
-not break it till she had taken a peep at Corinth, to see the
-embroidered silks and golden girdles that the women wore there. He was
-thinking of the winged Spirit, and her remark passed through his ears
-without reaching his mind. Had he listened to the observation, it would
-have seemed to him very much like looking through the universe to watch
-a butterfly. Nothing was interesting to him but the process of attaining
-wings to his soul. He thought of this, till the body seemed an
-encumbrance, and its necessities a sin. He ate sparingly at all times,
-and fasted often. When he spoke at all, his talk was ever of mortifying
-the senses, that the soul might be enabled to rise to the ethereal
-spheres from which it had fallen into this world. Praxinoë was impatient
-with such discourse. “To think of _his_ talking of mortifying the
-senses!” exclaimed she; “when he never _had_ any senses to mortify. Why,
-never since I knew him has he eaten enough to keep a nightingale alive.
-For my part, I think it is a blessing to have plenty of good food, and
-an excellent appetite for it.”
-
-In her present situation, she was not sustained through her trials, as
-she had been near Clazomenæ, by the reverence which her husband
-inspired. Their dwelling was isolated, and in the nearest village were
-many scoffers and skeptics. She had formed an intimacy with a wealthy
-dame, named Eucoline; and from her she learned that people said
-Hermotimus neglected to provide for his family, because he was too
-indolent to work; that he injured his health by frequent fasts, and made
-himself crazy with thinking, merely for the sake of being stared at by
-the common people; and as for his pretended visions and prophecies, they
-were undoubtedly impositions. Praxinoë, who habitually looked outward
-for her standard of thought and action, was much influenced by these
-remarks. She had sometimes wept in secret over her cheerless destiny;
-but discontent had been restrained by a reverent sense of being
-connected with some solemn mystery, which others respected. Now, she
-began to doubt whether the eccentricities she daily witnessed might not
-be assumed, from the motives imputed by their neighbours. This tendency
-was increased by the influence of Eratus, the gay, luxurious husband of
-Eucoline. He professed to be a disciple of Epicurus, but he was one of
-those who had perverted the original doctrines of that teacher; for
-while he thought happiness was the only good, he believed there was no
-enjoyment higher than that of the senses. To his volatile mind all
-things in life afforded subjects for jest and laughter. If he met
-Praxinoë, on her way to his wife’s apartments, he would say, “How is the
-good Hermotimus, to-day? Has he gone to talk with the gods, and thrown
-his body on the couch till he returns?” These sneers were not pleasant;
-and the habit of comparing her situation with that of Eucoline increased
-her discontent. The handsome and healthy Eratus was growing richer every
-day by his own energy and enterprise. “Such robes as he buys for _his_
-wife!” said she to herself, “I can make better wine than she can; I can
-weave handsomer cloth; and I think the gods have endowed me with more
-beauty; but I can never hope to wear such robes. Ah, if my good
-Hermotimus were only more alive!”
-
-This involuntary comparison did no great harm, until her friend Eucoline
-chanced to die suddenly. Then the idea came into her head, “If I could
-marry Eratus, what a noble span we should make! We might ride in our own
-chariot, inlaid with ivory and gold. Perhaps it _may_ happen some day,
-Who knows? Didn’t the Greeks get into Troy?” She tried to drive away the
-pleasing vision, but it _would_ intrude itself; and worse still, the
-handsome Eratus often came in person to bring choice grapes and figs, in
-the prettiest of all imaginable vases and baskets. He was always
-friendly with Hermotimus; and if his body had wandered away, carried by
-the soul, which was so generally absent from this material world, the
-Epicurean would inquire, in this jocular way, “Where is the good
-Hermotimus, pretty one? Has he gone off to converse with the gods? If
-Venus had given _me_ such a beautiful companion at home, all Olympus
-wouldn’t tempt me away from her.” The gay, graceful, flattering man! He
-was a dangerous contrast to her pale silent husband, hiding himself in
-groves and grottoes, thinking only of obtaining wings for his soul.
-Eratus was conscious of his power, and betrayed it by expressive glances
-from his large dark eyes. Sparks fell from them into the heart of the
-neglected wife, and kindled a fire there which glowed through her
-cheeks. Her eyelids drooped under his ardent gaze, and she avoided
-looking at him when he spoke; but she could not shut out the melting
-tenderness of his tones. It was a hard trial to poor Praxinoë. Her
-nature had such tropical exuberance! She was born with such love of
-splendour, such capacity for joy! and the cruel Fates had cast her
-destiny in such cold and shady places! Her pride had sometimes been an
-evil companion, but it now proved a friend in need. If she could not be
-the wife of Eratus, she resolved not to give Cupid any more
-opportunities to shoot arrows from his eyes, or play amorous tunes with
-his musical voice. When she saw the flatterer approaching, she retreated
-hastily and left an old servant to receive him, and thank him for the
-grapes he had brought for Hermotimus. Eratus smiled at the veil she thus
-endeavoured to throw over his attentions; and to deprive her of the
-subterfuge, he sent her a golden bracelet and ear-rings, for which she
-could not thank him in the name of her husband. She returned the costly
-gift, though affection, vanity, and love of elegance strongly tempted
-her to retain it. She was a brave woman. The prudes in the
-neighbourhood, who were accustomed to shake their heads and say she
-laughed and talked more than was consistent with decorum, never knew
-half how brave she was.
-
-This prudent reserve of course rendered her more interesting to the
-enamored widower. The more he thought of her, the more he was vexed that
-such a vivacious creature, with mantling complexion, laughing eyes, and
-springing step, should be appropriated by a pale devotee, who took no
-notice of her charms, and who in fact despised even the most beautiful
-body, regarding it merely as a prison for the soul. At last, he plainly
-expressed a wish to marry her; and he proposed to ask Hermotimus to
-divorce her for that purpose, which the laws of the country enabled him
-to do. Praxinoë, with bashful frankness, confessed her willingness, and
-said she did not think Hermotimus would observe whether she were present
-or absent. “If he understands my proposition,” replied Eratus, laughing,
-“he will give me a grave lecture, and tell me how the wings of his soul
-are growing, by with drawing from all the pleasures of this world. Let
-them grow!”
-
-The sudden and alarming illness of Hermotimus arrested the progress of
-affairs; for the kindness of Praxinoë overcame all other feelings, and
-she said she would not leave him to the care of hirelings. He recovered
-slowly, and again wandered forth into the groves, with feeble steps.
-Eratus watched him impatiently; and when at last he seemed sufficiently
-recovered to enter into conversation, he sought an interview. He found
-him lying on the ground, in one of his favourite groves, cold and rigid
-as a corpse. He called servants to convey him to the house. Praxinoë
-manifested no surprise. She said she had not seen him in such a state
-for two years, but that in former times he would often lie senseless for
-a long time, and then wake up to tell of wonderful countries he had
-visited. Day passed after day, and he did not wake. The disciples of
-skeptical philosophers came and looked at him, and went away laughing
-with each other about the stories they had heard of his former visions,
-prophecies, and miraculous cures. They concluded their remarks by
-saying, “It can do no harm to burn his body, whether he is dead or not.
-The soul he had so much faith in was always longing to get out of
-prison. It would be conferring a favour upon him to give him a chance to
-try his wings.”
-
-The parents of Hermotimus were dead. Eratus summoned priests of
-Æsculapius, who decidedly pronounced his slumber the sleep of death; and
-the relatives of Praxinoë sympathized with his impatience for the
-funeral. But she continued to doubt, and insisted upon first sending for
-the Pythagorean philosopher, whom Hermotimus had always answered, when
-he was in those strange trances. The messenger returned with tidings
-that he had gone to Athens. The funeral-pile was erected, and the
-good-hearted widow wept to find that the certainty of his death was such
-a relief to her mind. This consciousness was the more unpleasant to her,
-because she said to herself, “If he _is_ in one of those trances, he
-knows all I am thinking.” When they lifted him from the couch where he
-had lain so still, she shuddered violently, and exclaimed, “Surely he is
-not quite so pale as he was!” But they reasoned with her, and said, “He
-looks just as he has for the last three days.” She saw his body placed
-on the funeral-pile, and when the flames began to curl round it, she
-listened to hear if there were any audible signs of life. But all was
-still, save the crackling of the wood; and in a short time, a heap of
-ashes was all that remained.
-
-That night, she dreamed that she held a crystal globe in her hands, and
-threw it from her into the flames. The globe cracked, and a radiant
-Spirit, with white wings, rose from it and soared high into the air. He
-smiled as he passed her, and said, “I foretold this.” The countenance
-looked as that of Hermotimus had sometimes looked in his trances, when
-he told his friend Prytanes that he was listening to white-robed
-maidens, who played on golden harps; but though similar in expression,
-it was far more glorious. Did memory cause that dream? Or was it
-imparted from some other source, beyond herself? She woke trembling and
-afraid, and with a strong impression that she had seen Hermotimus. This
-belief excited uneasy thoughts, which she dared not mention, for fear of
-slanderous tongues. But she secretly confessed to Eratus that she feared
-her husband was not dead when they burned his body. He replied, “It is
-foolish to trouble yourself about a dream, my lovely one. It is enough
-that all who saw him thought he was dead. You know it often puzzled
-wiser folks than you or I to tell whether he was alive or not. Whatever
-phantom it was that sailed through the ivory gate of dreams, he smiled
-and seemed happy. Then why be disturbed about it? Life was given for
-enjoyment, dearest.” He laughed and began to sing, “I’ll crown my love
-with myrtle;” and his looks and tones drove all phantoms from her
-thoughts.
-
-She soon became his wife, and her ambitious hopes were more than
-realized. Eratus placed a high value on worldly possessions, and knew
-very well how to obtain them. She never had occasion to remind _him_
-that the Greeks entered Troy.
-
-But where there is sunshine, there is always shadow. Her prosperity
-excited envy; which some manifested by saying, “If every body could burn
-a poor husband for the sake of marrying a rich one, other folks could
-wear silk mantles, too.” Remarks of that kind reached the ears of many
-who were firm believers in the inspiration of The Sleeping Prophet. They
-made anxious inquiries concerning the manner of his death; to which
-certain envious women answered: “Praxinoë was always a very good
-neighbour. _We_ have nothing to say against her; though _some_ people
-thought she was rather free, and not a little vain. The old nurse says
-Eratus was always sending her presents, long before her husband died;
-and _some_ people do think it was very obliging in poor Hermotimus to
-die, just when he was so much wanted out of the way.” These whisperings
-soon grew into a report that the rich Epicurean had bribed the priests
-of Æsculapius to pronounce the slumberer a dead man. Of course, some
-persons were good-natured enough to repeat these rumours to the parties
-implicated. Finding their solemn assertions of innocence received with
-significant silence, or annoying innuendoes, they resolved to remove
-from the neighbourhood. Praxinoë had always greatly desired to see
-Corinth; and to please her, Eratus chose it for their future residence.
-In that gay luxurious city, her love of splendour was abundantly
-gratified with pompous processions and showy equipage. Her beauty
-attracted attention whenever she was seen in public, and her husband
-took pride in adorning her with rich embroidery and costly jewels. In
-such an atmosphere, the wings of her soul had small chance to grow; but
-that subject never occupied her thoughts.
-
-It was generally believed in Clazomenæ and its vicinity that Hermotimus
-was not dead when his emaciated body was consumed on the funeral-pile.
-This idea occasioned a good deal of excitement among those who had been
-cured of diseases by his directions, or startled to hear their inmost
-thoughts revealed. His frequent conversations with spirits of the
-departed had strongly impressed them with the belief that some god spoke
-through him, while his senses were wrapped in profound slumber; and no
-skeptical witticisms or arguments could diminish their faith in the
-prophet. They erected a temple to his memory, where they placed his
-ashes in a golden urn; and because his wife had consented that his body
-should be burned, while his soul was absent on one of its customary
-visits to the gods, they never allowed any woman to enter within the
-consecrated precincts.
-
-
-
-
-SPIRIT AND MATTER.
-
-A REVERIE.
-
- Not in another world, as poets prate,
- Dwell we apart, above the tide of things,
- High floating o’er earth’s clouds on fairy wings;
- But our pure love doth ever elevate
- Into a holy bond of brotherhood,
- All earthly things, making them pure and good.
- J. R. LOWELL.
-
-
-One of the most wonderful things connected with the mysterious
-soul-power, with which we limited mortals are endowed, is the capacity
-to rise into the infinite from the smallest earth-particle of the
-finite. How often some circumstance, trifling as the motions of a
-butterfly, plunges us into a profound reverie! How often, from the
-smallest and lowliest germ, are thoughts evolved, which go revolving
-round in ascending circles, forming a spiral ladder, ascending from
-earth to heaven!
-
-A pair of white-breasted swallows that built a nest in a little bird-box
-near my chamber-window, sent my soul floating dreamily upward, till it
-lost its way in wide ethereal regions. The mother-bird was a lively
-little thing, making a deal of musical twittering at her work, and
-often coquetting gracefully with her mate. I took an affectionate
-interest in her proceedings, though I had private suspicions that she
-was something of a female gossip, in her small way; for I observed that
-she watched the motions of other birds with inquisitive curiosity, and
-often stood at her front-door, prattling with them as they passed by.
-But they seemed to take it all in good part, and it was no concern of
-mine. I loved the pretty little creature, gossip or no gossip; and, for
-many days, my first waking thought was to jump up and take a peep at
-her. Though I rose before the sun, I always found her awake and active,
-chattering with her mate, or carrying straws and feathers into her
-dwelling, to make a bed for their little ones. I should have been half
-ashamed to have had any very wise person overhear the things I said to
-her. She had such “peert,” knowing ways, that I could not remember her
-inability to understand human speech. It always seemed to me that she
-_must_ be aware of my sympathy, and that she rejoiced in it.
-
-One bright morning, when I looked out to salute her as usual, I was
-filled with dismay to see a grisly cat seated on the bird-box, peeping
-into the door with eager eyes. She had descended from the roof, and was
-watching for a chance to devour the inmates of that happy little
-dwelling. I always had an antipathy to the stealthy and cruel habits of
-the feline race; but I think I never detested any creature as I did
-that cat; for a few minutes. The wish to do her harm, was, however,
-easily conquered by the reflection that she was obeying a natural
-instinct, as the bird was in catching insects; but I resolved that
-neither my dear little Lady Swallow nor her babes should furnish a
-repast for her voracious jaws. So I climbed a ladder, and took down the
-box, which contained a nest, with two pretty little white eggs. I was
-distressed with the idea that the hateful cat might have destroyed my
-favourites before I perceived their danger; but my anxiety was soon
-relieved by their approach. They circled round and round the well-known
-spot, peered about in every direction, perched on the platform where
-their home had stood, and chattered together with unusual volubility.
-Again and again they returned, bringing other birds with them, and
-repeating the same motions. They were evidently as much astonished, as
-we should be to wake up in the morning and find that an earthquake had
-swallowed a neighbour’s house during the night. Whether there were
-scientific swallows among them, that tried to frame satisfactory
-theories in explanation of the phenomenon, or whether any feathered
-clericals taught them to submit to the event as a special providence, we
-can never know. The natural presumption is, that they will always
-wonder, to the end of their days, what mysterious agency it could have
-been that so suddenly removed their nest, house and all. As for
-conjecturing _why_ it was done, the mere query was probably beyond the
-range of their mental powers.
-
-I was watching them all the time, but their bird eyes could not see me,
-and their bird-nerves conveyed no magnetic intimation of my close
-vicinity. Their surprise and their trouble were partially revealed to me
-by their motions and their utterance; but, though they were intelligent
-swallows, they could form no idea of such a fact. I had removed their
-dwelling to save their lives; but between their plane of existence and
-my own there was such an impassable chasm, that no explanation of my
-kindness and foresight could possibly be conveyed to them.
-
-I thought of all this, and longed in vain to enlighten their ignorance,
-and relieve their perplexity. The earnestness of my wish, and the
-impossibility of accomplishing it, suggested a train of thought. I said
-to myself, perhaps some invisible beings are now observing _me_, as I am
-observing these swallows; but I cannot perceive them, because the laws
-of their existence are too far removed from my own. Perhaps they take a
-friendly interest in my affairs, and would gladly communicate with me,
-if I were so constituted that I could understand their ideas, or their
-mode of utterance. These cogitations recalled to my mind some remarks by
-the old English writer, Soame Jenyns. In his “Disquisition on the Chain
-of Universal Being,” he says: “The superiority of man to that of other
-terrestrial animals is as inconsiderable, in proportion to the immense
-plan of universal existence, as the difference of climate between the
-north and south end of the paper I now write upon, with regard to the
-heat and distance of the sun. There is nothing leads us into so many
-errors concerning the works and designs of Providence, as the foolish
-vanity that can persuade such insignificant creatures that all things
-were made for their service; from whence they ridiculously set up
-utility to _themselves_ as the standard of good, and conclude every
-thing to be evil, which appears injurious to them or their purposes. As
-well might a nest of ants imagine this globe of earth created only for
-them to cast up into hillocks, and clothed with grain and herbage for
-their sustenance; then accuse their Creator for permitting spades to
-destroy them, and ploughs to lay waste their habitations. They feel the
-inconveniences, but are utterly unable to comprehend their uses, as well
-as the relations they themselves bear to superior beings.
-
-“When philosophers have seen that the happiness of inferior creatures is
-dependent on our wills, it is surprising none of them should have
-concluded that the good order and well-being of the universe might
-require that our happiness should be as dependent on the wills of
-superior beings, who are accountable, like ourselves, to one common Lord
-and Father of all things. This is the more wonderful, because the
-existence and influence of such beings has been an article in the creed
-of all religions that have ever appeared in the world. In the beautiful
-system of the Pagan theology, their sylvan and household deities, their
-nymphs, satyrs, and fawns, were of this kind. All the barbarous nations
-that have ever been discovered, have been found to believe in, and
-adore, intermediate spiritual beings, both good and evil. The Jewish
-religion not only confirms the belief of their existence, but of their
-tempting, deceiving, and tormenting mankind; and the whole system of
-Christianity is erected entirely on this foundation.”
-
-Dr. Johnson wrote a satirical review of Soame Jenyns, which had great
-popularity at the time. He passes without notice the fact that men of
-all ages, and of all religions, have believed that malicious Spirits
-cause diseases, and tempt men, in many ways, to their destruction; while
-benevolent Spirits cure physical and mental evils, forewarn men in
-dreams, and assist them in various emergencies. There was, therefore,
-nothing very new or peculiar in the suggestion of Mr. Jenyns; but Dr.
-Johnson, in his rough way, caricatures it thus: “He imagines that as we
-have animals not only for food, but some for our diversion, the same
-privilege may be allowed to beings above us, who may deceive, torment,
-or destroy us, for the ends only of their own pleasure or utility. He
-might have carried the analogy further, much to the advantage of his
-argument. He might have shown that these hunters, whose game is man,
-have many sports analogous to our own. As we drown whelps and kittens,
-they amuse themselves now and then with sinking a ship; and they stand
-round the fields of Blenheim, or the walls of Prague, as we encircle a
-cock-pit. As we shoot a bird flying, they knock a man down with
-apoplexy, in the midst of his business or pleasure. Perhaps some of them
-are virtuosi, and delight in the operations of an asthma, as human
-philosophers do in the effects of an air-pump. Many a merry bout have
-these frolic beings at the vicissitudes of an ague; and good sport it is
-to see a man tumble with an epilepsy, and revive and tumble again; and
-all this he knows not why. Perhaps now and then a merry being may place
-himself in such a situation as to enjoy at once all the varieties of an
-epidemic disease, or amuse his leisure with the tossings and contortions
-of every possible pain exhibited together.”
-
-It occurred to me what bearish paws the old Doctor, in his gruff sport,
-would lay upon modern Spiritualists, if he were about in these days. I
-smiled to think what an inexhaustible theme for skeptical wit was
-afforded by the awkward and tedious process of communication employed.
-But after a little reflection, I said to myself, is not the common
-action of Spirit upon Matter, while we are here in the body, quite as
-inexplicable? If we were not accustomed to it, would it not seem nearly
-as inconvenient and laborious? The Spirit which dwells within me, (I
-know not where, or how,) wishes to communicate with a Spirit dwelling in
-some other body, in another part of the world. Straightway, the
-five-pronged instrument, which we call a hand, is moved by Spirit, and
-promptly obeys the impulse. It dips a piece of pointed steel into a
-black fluid, and traces hieroglyphic characters invented by Spirit to
-express its thought. Those letters have been formed into words by slow
-elaboration of the ages. They partake of the climate where they grew. In
-Italy, they flow smoothly as water. In Russia, they clink and clatter
-like iron hoofs upon a pavement. It appears that Spirit must needs
-fashion its utterance according to the environment of Matter, in the
-midst of which it is placed. By a slow and toilsome process, the child
-must learn what ideas those words represent; otherwise he can scarcely
-be able to communicate at all with the Spirits in other bodies near him.
-If they are distant, and his Spirit wills to converse with them, it must
-impel the five-pronged instrument of bone and sinew to take up the
-pointed steel, and trace, on a substance elaborately prepared from
-vegetable fibres, certain mystic characters, which, according to their
-arrangement, express love or hatred, joy or sorrow. If Spirits _out_ of
-the body do indeed tip tables and rap the alphabet, to communicate with
-Spirits _in_ the body, it must be confessed that the machinery we poor
-mortals are obliged to employ, in order to communicate with each other,
-is nearly as tedious and imperfect as theirs.
-
-Ancient oriental philosophers, and some of the Gnostics at a later
-period, believed in a gradation of successive worlds, gradually
-diminishing in the force of spiritual intelligence, and consequently in
-outward beauty. They supposed that each world was an attenuated
-likeness, a sort of reflected image of the world above it; that it must
-necessarily be so, because, in all its parts, it was evolved from that
-world. They believed that the inhabitants of each world knew of those in
-the world next below them, and were attracted toward them; but that the
-world below was unconscious of the higher sphere whence it emanated.
-
-Swedenborg teaches that all the inferior grades of being in _this_ world
-are representative forms of the spiritual state of mankind, and owe
-their existence to the thoughts and feelings in human souls. Thus if men
-had no bad passions, there would be no lions and tigers; and if they
-were inwardly pure, there would be no vermin. In other words, he teaches
-that the lower forms of Nature are reflected images of man, as the
-orientals taught concerning successive worlds; and in this case also the
-higher is attracted toward the lower, and wishes to communicate with it,
-while the lower remains ignorant of the existence of the higher. I knew
-something of the swallows, and wanted to talk with them, but they knew
-nothing of me.
-
-Swedenborg teaches successive spheres of existence, as did the
-orientals, though in another form. He says Spirits in the sphere nearest
-to this earth are attracted towards us, and wish to communicate with us;
-but that some of them are in a low state, and capable of great
-duplicity. Many people are satisfied with the theory that these are the
-Spirits who are believed to be rapping and tipping tables in all parts
-of the country. Certain it is, many of the phenomena that actually occur
-cannot possibly be the result of jugglery; though miracles sometimes
-seem to be performed by that adroit agency. Candid minds cannot, I
-think, avoid the conclusion that Spirit is acting upon Matter in _some_
-way not explainable by any known laws of our being. Whether it is Spirit
-_in_ the body, or _out_ of the body, seems difficult to decide. The
-agents, whoever they are, are obviously nearly on a level with our own
-spiritual condition; for they tell nothing which had not been previously
-known or imagined; and they do not always tell the truth.
-
-Minds of mystical tendencies find joy in believing that all inspirations
-in religion, science, or art, come to us from above, through the medium
-of ministering Spirits, who dwell in higher spheres of intelligence and
-love, and are attracted towards us by our inward state. The
-fast-increasing strength of evil, which often leads men to think the
-Devil drives them into some crime, they account for by supposing that
-the indulgence of wrong thoughts and feelings brings us into affinity
-with Spirits below us, who are thus enabled to influence our souls by
-the operation of laws as universal and unchangeable as those which
-regulate the attraction and repulsion of material substances.
-
-Rationalists, on the other hand, deem that all mental influences,
-whether good or evil, may be sufficiently accounted for by the activity
-of the soul in any particular direction; that the indulgence of any
-class of thoughts and feelings renders them continually stronger and
-stronger, as the pedestrian’s leg, or the wood-cutter’s arm is
-invigorated by frequent use.
-
-All these thoughts grew out of the removal of a swallow’s nest. They
-left me where they found me. Temperament, and early habits of thought,
-inclined me toward mystical theories; while increasing caution, learned
-by the experience of many fallacies, beckoned toward the less poetical
-side of austere rationality. I remained balanced between the opposite
-forces, candidly willing to admit the claims of either. I could only bow
-my head in reverent humility, and say, “On these subjects we cannot
-certainly _know_ any thing, in this imperfect state of being. Verily,
-mysterious is the action of Spirit upon Spirit, and of Spirit upon
-Matter.” As I thus dismissed the subject from my mind, a voice from some
-corner of my soul said, “The swallows did not _know_ that you took away
-their nest, but you _did_.”
-
-
-
-
-THE KANSAS EMIGRANTS.
-
- And unto thee, in Freedom’s hour
- Of sorest need, God gives the power
- To ruin or to save,
- To wound or heal, to blight or bless,
- With fruitful soil, or wilderness,
- A free home, or a grave.
- J. G. WHITTIER.
-
-
-“You are silent to-night, William,” said Alice May to her lover, as they
-walked through a green lane, toward the setting sun.
-
-“Yes, dearest,” he replied, “I have that on my mind which makes me
-thoughtful.” After a pause, he added, “That book I was reading to you,
-before these golden-edged clouds tempted us out into the fields, has
-made a very strong impression on me. I never before realized how much
-depends on the state of mind we are in when we read. The story of our
-forefathers was all familiar to me; and I always reverenced the
-Puritans; but the grandeur of their character never loomed up before my
-mental vision as it does now. With all their faults, they were a noble
-set of men and women.”
-
-“And what has anointed your eyes to see this more clearly than ever
-to-night?” asked Alice.
-
-“All the while I was reading, I was thinking of John Bradford’s project
-of going to Kansas; and, while we have been walking in the fields, my
-eyes have involuntarily turned away from the glorious sunset clouds, to
-glance at the neat dwellings dotted all over the landscape; to the mill
-whirling sparkling water-drops into the air; to the school-house, with
-its broad play-ground; to the church-spire, gleaming brightly in the
-sun. All these we owe to those heroic pilgrims, who left comfortable
-homes in England and came to a howling wilderness to establish a
-principle of freedom; and what they have done for Massachusetts, John
-Bradford and his companions may do for Kansas. It is a glorious
-privilege to help in laying the foundation of states on a basis of
-justice and freedom.”
-
-“I see that John has magnetized you with his enthusiasm,” she replied;
-“and he has magnetized cousin Kate also. How brave she is, to think of
-following him, with their little child!”
-
-“Kate is hopeful by temperament,” said William; “but I think she is
-hardly more brave than you are. You are both afraid of a snake and a
-gun.”
-
-“I was thinking more of the long journey, the parting from friends, and
-living among strangers, than I was of snakes and guns,” replied Alice.
-“Then everybody says there are so many discomforts and hardships in a
-new country. And the Indians, William! Only think of going within sound
-of the Indian war-whoop!”
-
-“The Indians are in a very different state now,” he replied, “from what
-they were when the Puritan women followed their husbands into the
-wilderness of this new world. They are few in numbers now. Their spirit
-has been tamed by accumulated wrongs, and they are too well aware of the
-power of the United States’ government, to make any aggressions upon
-those who are under its protection. Besides, you know it is my opinion
-that the Indians never would have made unprovoked aggressions. Who can
-read Catlin’s account, without being struck with the nobility of
-character often manifested by their much-injured race? I am fully
-persuaded that it is easy to make firm friends of the Indians, by
-treating them with justice and kindness, and with that personal respect,
-which they so well know how to appreciate.” He pressed her arm to his
-side, and took her hand within his, as he added, “You seemed greatly to
-admire that young Puritan bride, who cheerfully left home and friends
-behind her, and crossed the tempestuous ocean, to brave cold and hunger
-by her husband’s side, in a wilderness where wolves and savages were
-howling.”
-
-Her hand trembled within his; for something in the earnestness of his
-look, and the tender modulation of his tones, suddenly revealed to her
-what was passing in his mind. She knew he was not thinking of cousin
-John’s wife, while he spoke thus of the pilgrim’s bride. It was the
-first time that such a possibility had been suggested to her mind; and
-it made the blood run cold in her veins. After a painful pause, she
-said, with a forced calmness of voice, “We often admire virtues we are
-not strong enough to imitate.”
-
-He pressed her hand, and remained silent, till an outburst of tears made
-him stop suddenly, and fold her to his heart. “Don’t weep, my beloved,”
-he said, “I will never require, or even ask, such a sacrifice of you.
-Such a delicate flower as you are needs to be sheltered from the blast
-and the storm. But you have conjectured rightly, dearest, that my heart
-is set upon accompanying these emigrants. I feel that all there is of
-manhood within me, will be developed by the exigencies of such a career.
-My character and my destiny will grow more grand with the
-responsibilities that will devolve upon me. If I remain here, I never
-shall do half I am capable of doing for myself and for posterity. To
-speak the plain truth, dear Alice, I have something of the old Puritan
-feeling, that God calls me to this work. You have promised to be my wife
-within a few weeks; but I absolve you from that promise. If you prefer
-it, I will go and prepare a comfortable home for you in that new region,
-and endeavour to draw a circle of our mutual friends around me, before
-I ask you to leave your New England home.”
-
-She looked up at him, through her tears, with a half-reproachful glance,
-which seemed to say, “Do you then suppose there can be any hardship so
-great, as separation from the one I love best in the world?”
-
-He understood the mute appeal, and answered it by saying, “Don’t be
-rash, clear Alice. Reflect upon it till next Sunday evening, and then
-tell me what is your decision. I shall not love you one particle the
-less if you tell me that years must pass before you can be the partner
-of my life. No duties, no excitements, no lapse of time, can remove your
-image from my heart.”
-
-Few more words were spoken, as they returned homeward, lighted by the
-crescent moon. It was not until long after midnight that Alice fell
-asleep, to dream of standing by a wide chasm, vainly stretching her hand
-toward William, on the other side.
-
-During the following days, she asked no counsel, save of God and her
-mother. Her mother laid her hand tenderly on her head, and said, “I dare
-not advise you. Follow your own heart, my child;” and when she prayed to
-God, she seemed to hear an echo of those words. She saw William often,
-but she spoke no word to dissuade him from his purpose. Had he been
-going to California to dig gold, she would have had much to say in
-favour of the humblest home under the protection of the old
-order-loving Commonwealth; but he had spoken so seriously of his sense
-of duty, that her womanly nature reverenced the manliness of his
-convictions; and she prayed that _his_ courage to dare might be equalled
-by _her_ fortitude to endure. It rained heavily on Sunday evening, so
-that the lovers could not take their accustomed walk; and the presence
-of others prevented a confidential interview. But when they parted at
-the door, Alice slipped a small package into William’s hand. When he
-arrived at home, he opened it with nervous haste, and found a small
-Bible, with a mark within it. An anchor was embroidered on the mark,
-with the word FAITH beneath it; and his eye was caught by pencil lines
-on the page, encircling the words: “Where thou goest, I will go; where
-thou lodgest, I will lodge; thy people shall be my people, and thy God
-my God.” “God bless her!” he exclaimed. “Now I can go forward with an
-undivided heart.” He kissed the anchor again and again, and, bowing his
-head on his hands, he wept as he had not wept since boyhood. To his deep
-and earnest nature, love and duty were sacred realities.
-
-Great was the joy of cousin Kate and her husband, when it was known that
-William Bruce had determined to join the band of emigrants, and that
-Alice had acquiesced. William was a young man of such good judgment and
-stedfast principles, that they all felt he would be a balance-wheel in
-the machinery of any society where he moved. John Bradford was equally
-good and true, but his temperament induced more volubility of speech,
-and more eagerness of action. When the band of emigrants heard of
-William’s decision, they said laughingly to each other, “Now we shall
-have both Moses and Aaron to guide us into Canaan.” Kate’s widowed
-mother, and a younger brother and sister, resolved to join the
-enterprising band. A little nephew of five years old was of the same
-mind; and when told that he was too small to be of any use, he declared
-himself fully able to catch a bear. Alice’s father and mother had
-prospective plans of following their daughter, accompanied by their
-oldest son, in case those who went before them should send up a good
-report of the land. Her adhesive affections suffered terribly in this
-rupture of old ties. But in such natures love takes possession of the
-whole being. She would have sacrificed life itself for William. All her
-friends knew it was harder for her than for others, to go into a strange
-land and enter into entirely new modes of existence. Therefore, they all
-spoke hopefully to her, and no one but William ever presented the
-clouded side of the picture to her view. He did it from a conscientious
-scruple, lest she should go forward in the enterprise with eyes blinded
-to its difficulties. But the hardships he described in such tender
-tones, never _seemed_ like hardships. His warnings were always met with
-the affectionate response, “What a proud and happy woman I shall be,
-dear William, if I can do any thing to sustain you through the trials
-you will have to encounter.” She never spoke despondingly, never told
-the fears that sometimes swarmed in her imagination. If she could not
-strengthen him, she at least would not unnerve him, she said to herself;
-and as for cousin Kate, she would have been ashamed to acknowledge to
-_her_ what a faint heart was beating within her bosom. Kate, who had
-earned her own living ever since she was sixteen, and assisted her
-widowed mother, and educated her younger brother and sister, in a manner
-well adapted to make them useful and active members of society, was just
-the woman to emigrate to the West. Sometimes Alice sighed, and wished
-she was more like Kate. She did not know how many anxious thoughts were
-concealed under her cousin’s cheerful tones, her bright frank smile, and
-her energetic preparations for departure.
-
-Thick and fast came in the parting memorials from relatives and
-schoolmates; and what showers of tears fell upon them as they were
-stowed away in the closely packed chests! That last night at the old
-homesteads, oh, how the memories crowded upon those suffocated hearts!
-When Alice stole out in the moonlight, and wept, while she kissed the
-old elm, from whose boughs she had swung in childhood, she did not know
-that the roots were already moistened with Katie’s tears.
-
-To the experienced and the thoughtful, all weddings are solemn
-occasions; for when they see the young unmooring their boat from its old
-fastenings, and floating away so gaily on the sun-rippled stream, they
-know full well that shadows are ahead, and that many a rock lies hidden
-under the bright waters. The marriage of William and Alice was solemn
-even to sadness; for they were to depart for Kansas on the morrow. The
-farewell moment had been so dreaded for days preceding, that all felt as
-if it would be a relief to have the agony over. Alice clung to her
-parents as the drowning cling. The mother lifted up her voice and wept,
-and the old father choked, as he strove to say, “Very pleasant hast thou
-been unto me. God bless thee, my child.” But cousin Katie, whose mission
-it was to strengthen everybody, came up and pressed their hands, and
-said “Good bye, dear uncle; good bye, dear aunt. We’ll make a beautiful
-home for you in Kansas; and Willie and Ally will come to bring you to
-us.”
-
-As they mounted the wagons, children, who used to attend Mrs. Bradford’s
-school, came up with bunches of violets; and the little nephew, who
-thought himself such a mighty hunter, called out, “send me a bear!”
-
-“Oh yes, Georgy,” replied Kate. “Will you have him roasted?”
-
-“I want to tie him up in the _darden_, and feed him,” shouted George.
-But no one heard him. The wagons had rolled away before he finished the
-sentence; and those who watched them forgot that any thing else existed.
-
-The last glimpse of Alice showed her head bowed down on her husband’s
-shoulder, her waist encircled by his arm. The last tones of Katie’s
-voice had been strong and clear; and no one but her kind-hearted John
-saw how the tears rained down on her infant’s face, as they rode through
-their native village. They had never fully realized, until now, how
-beautiful were the elms in the delicate verdure of spring; how precious
-were the golden blossoms profusely strewn over the meadows; how happy
-and safe the homes seemed to nestle in the scenery. As they passed the
-church, all turned and looked back at that place of pleasant meetings
-with relatives, friends and neighbours.
-
-“They will miss our voices in the choir, dear William,” said Alice.
-
-“Yes,” he replied; “but, by the blessing of God, we will sing hymns in
-the wilderness, and waken musical echoes among the silent hills.”
-
-“And we will sing ‘Home Sweet Home’ together,” said Alice, with a faint
-smile.
-
-“We’ll all join in the tune,” said Katie; “and John, who is ‘up to all
-sort o’ fixens’, as the Westerners say, will make some new variations,
-on purpose for the occasion.”
-
-Then came the bustle of depôts, the whizzing of steam, and visions of
-fields and hills racing away. As usual, the hearts that went recovered
-serenity sooner than the hearts left behind. The new excitement of
-travelling waked up hope, who shoved memory aside for awhile, and
-produced from her portfolio a series of sketches, painted in colours
-more prismatic than Rossiter’s. They talked of the genial climate, and
-beautiful scenery of Kansas, and foretold that it would be the Italy of
-the western world.
-
-“I hope it will be like Italy only in its externals,” said Kate. “I
-trust there will be no lazaroni, no monks, no banditti, no despots to
-imprison men for talking about the laws that govern them.”
-
-“Why do you _want_ to make a new Italy of it?” inquired Alice. “What
-better destiny can you wish for it, than to be like our dear New
-England?”
-
-“Nothing better _can_ be wished for it,” rejoined William. “Had I not
-been deeply impressed with the conviction that the institutions, and
-manners, and consequent welfare of states, depend greatly on the
-character of first settlers, I should never have encouraged emigration
-from the old Commonwealth by my own example.”
-
-“But the climate and scenery of Italy would be an improvement to
-Massachusetts,” said John, “if we could have it without losing the
-active soul and strong muscle of New England.”
-
-“That is it exactly, John,” rejoined Katie. “We will have it a young New
-England; but it shall be under sunny skies, with Italian dress.”
-
-Several days passed before the emigrants began to be much aware of the
-discomforts and fatigue of a long journey. The babies crowed, and seemed
-to think the huge machine was invented expressly to furnish them with a
-pleasanter motion than cradle or go-cart; while maturer minds found
-amusement in observing the passengers that came and went, and pleasure
-in the varying scenery, as they were whirled along, past the thriving
-farms of New York, the tall forests of Canada, and the flower-dappled
-prairies of Illinois. But after a while, even the strongest became aware
-of aching bones, and the most active minds grew drowsy. The excessive
-weariness of the last days no pen can adequately describe. The
-continuous motion of the cars, without change of posture; the disturbed
-night on board steamboats full of crying children; the slow floating
-over Missouri waters, now wheeling round to avoid a snag, now motionless
-for hours on a sand-bar, waiting for the drifting tide, while twilight
-settles darkly down over uninhabited forests, stretching away in the dim
-distance. The hurry and scramble of arriving at strange places, farther
-and farther away from home, and always with a dreary feeling at their
-hearts that no home awaited them.
-
-“If I could only make it seem as if we were going anywhere, I don’t
-think I should feel so tired,” said Alice, with a kind of weary
-bewilderment in the expression of her sweet countenance.
-
-Worn out as Katie was, she summoned a cheerful smile, and replied, “Keep
-up a brave heart, Alice, dear. Those who are going nowhere are pretty
-sure to arrive.”
-
-After eight days’ travel, they arrived at Kansas City, in Missouri.
-There they bade adieu to cars and steamboats, and entered the Indian
-Territory, closely stowed away in great wagons, covered with sail-cloth,
-and furnished with rough boards for seats. In some places the road swept
-along in graceful curves, through miles of smooth open prairie, belted
-with noble trees, and sprinkled with wild flowers, as copiously as
-rain-drops from a summer shower. The charming novelty of the scene was
-greeted with a child-like outburst of delight from all the weary party.
-Even the quiet, home-loving Alice, clapped her hands, and exclaimed,
-“How beautiful!” without adding with a sigh, “But it isn’t like dear New
-England.”
-
-William smiled affectionately at her enthusiastic surprise, and said,
-“Virtuous and industrious people can build up happy homes in such
-solitudes as these, dear Alice.”
-
-Anon, they descended into deep ravines, which jolted the rough boards,
-and knocked their heads together. Through these steep passes the wagons
-were jerked by patient mules, till they were brought into streams whose
-uncertain depths made the women and children scream; or into creeks
-sparkling in the sunshine, whose shallow waters covered holes, easier to
-pass by leaving the wagons, and jumping from stone to stone. Then
-scrambling up another steep bank, they found marks of wheels to indicate
-a road. They packed themselves into the huge wagons again, with their
-baskets and babies, bread and cheese, and went tumbling along with
-bonnets knocked into cocked-hats, and hats that had lost all appearance
-of being wide-awake. Katie was conjecturing, now and then, how many
-bowls and plates would arrive in Kansas unbroken; while Alice had a
-foggy idea that they were going nowhere; but there was a rainbow across
-the fog, because William was going there, too.
-
-Tired out in mind and body, they came at last to the river Wakarusa,
-which they crossed slowly at the fording-place, and rode up a bank that
-seemed steep enough to set the wagons on end. This brought them into
-fields of grass, dotted here and there with small cabins. To New England
-eyes it presented little resemblance to a village; but it was called a
-town, and bore the honoured name of Franklin. A few miles to the left,
-smoothly rounded hills rose on the horizon, terrace-like, one behind the
-other. Between those beautiful hills and the thickly-wooded banks of
-the river, was the infant town of Lawrence, the destined capital of
-Free Kansas.
-
-Here the travellers rested to greet old friends, who had preceded them,
-and to form plans for the future. They all agreed that a more beautiful
-nestling place for a village had rarely been seen; and really,
-considering it was little more than eight months old, it had quite a
-grown-up look. There were several neat houses, and many cabins, the
-appearance of which indicated industrious inmates, who would rapidly
-increase their comforts, and enlarge their borders. The bright river
-made a graceful curve, fringed with trees, which the skill of man could
-not have arranged so tastefully as nature had done. Hills rose to the
-horizon in gradually ascending series, their verdant slopes lighted up
-with golden sunshine. One of grander proportions than the others, called
-Blue Mound, was immediately singled out by Mr. Bradford as the site of a
-future Free State University; and his equally active-minded wife
-forthwith matured the plan, by proposing that William Bruce should be
-its first president, and her baby become a professor of some ’ology or
-other.
-
-“I am afraid we can’t wait long enough for _him_,” replied her husband,
-smiling. “We shall have to choose _you_ for a professor, Kate; I, for
-one, will give you my vote.”
-
-The rough hands of the settlers, and their coarse garments, soiled with
-prairie mud, were offensive to Kate’s ideas of neatness, and still more
-so to the delicate tastes of Alice. But on Sundays, when they were
-dressed, in their best, and met together to read and sing, they looked
-like quite different people. As they became more acquainted, it was an
-agreeable surprise to find so large a proportion of them intelligent and
-well educated. With a pervading character of sobriety, industry and
-enterprise, they seemed to require nothing but time, and a small
-allowance of that, to build up thriving towns and form a prosperous
-state. Certainly, the manner of living was rude, for many of them ate
-their dinner from boards laid across the tops of barrels. The labour
-also was hard, for there was much to do, and few to do it; and, as yet,
-wells were not dug, or machinery introduced. But where all worked, no
-one felt his dignity lessened by toil. They had the most essential
-element of a prosperous state; the respectability of labour. The next
-most important element they also had; for they placed a high value on
-education, and were willing to sacrifice much to secure it for their
-children. The absence of conventional forms, and the constant exercise
-of ingenuity, demanded by the inconveniences and emergencies of a
-settler’s life, have a wonderful effect in producing buoyancy and energy
-of character. The tendency to hope for every thing, and the will to do
-every thing desirable to be done, were so contagious, that Alice was
-surprised to discover the amount of her hitherto undeveloped
-capabilities.
-
-There was a cabin for sale, built by one of the earliest settlers, who
-had died of fever. Its picturesque situation, on a rising ground
-overlooking the river, was attractive to Mr. Bradford and his wife, and
-it became their home. It consisted of one long room with a loft above,
-from which it was separated by a floor of loosely-laid boards. The long
-room was converted into two, by a cotton curtain running on iron rings;
-and the loft was divided into two apartments in the same manner. When
-these arrangements were completed, it afforded a temporary shelter for
-the two families of Katie and Alice, including eight persons. In the
-absence of closets, it was necessary to hang all sorts of articles from
-the boards above. A dried salt fish was near neighbour to a very pretty
-work-basket, and a bag of potatoes was suspended between a new quilt and
-a handsome carpet-bag.
-
-“I hope we shall soon be able to stow the salt fish and potatoes away
-somewhere,” said Alice.
-
-“Oh, never mind!” replied Katie, laughing. “If Hans Christian Andersen
-would only come this way, he would make a fine story about the salt fish
-falling in love with the pretty basket, and becoming thinner every day,
-because his genteel neighbour preferred the carpet-bag, and took no
-pains to conceal her disgust of his vulgar appearance and disagreeable
-breath. _She_ listen to the vows of a salt fish? Not she! Did’nt he
-know that her handsome relative, the carpet-bag, from Brussels, had done
-as good as make proposals to her? Then the poor fish would be stimulated
-to hunt up a pedigree. He might claim to have descended from Jonah’s
-whale. He, on his part, might feel his dignity offended by the
-neighbourhood of dirty potatoes. And the potatoes, like sturdy
-republicans, might tell him they did not care a darn for his pedigree.
-They should like to know whether he could _grow_; if he could’nt, he was
-an old fogy, and the less he said the better; for he was among folks
-that believed in growing, and did’nt believe in any thing else.” Alice
-laughed at her conceits, and said it was a blessing to have such a
-lively companion in a lonesome place.
-
-As soon as the first hurry was over, the men of the family converted
-packing-boxes into shelves for books and utensils, and made divers
-grotesque-looking stools, with cotton cloth and unpeeled boughs of wood,
-after the fashion of portable garden-chairs. There was talk of a table
-to be hewn from a black walnut tree; but as yet the tree was growing,
-and boards on barrel-tops must answer meanwhile. The salt-cellars were
-broken when the wagons were pitching down some of the ravines; but the
-shell of a turtle, which Kate’s brother Thomas had brought among his
-traps, made a tolerable substitute. The women missed the smooth, white
-table-cloths, and the orderly arrangement of dishes, to which they had
-been accustomed; but they agreed with the men, that no food had ever
-tasted so good as the corn-cakes, venison, and wild game cooked in that
-humble cabin, where they mutually served each other in love. Then the
-unpacking of the deep trunks and boxes, bringing to light memorials of
-old places and dear friends, was a pleasure which only the far-off
-emigrant from home may realize. Some mutual secrets had been kept, which
-made little sunny ripples of surprise in their quiet stream of life.
-Alice’s father and mother had packed their photograph likenesses in
-Katie’s trunk, with a charge that they should not be opened till they
-were settled in their new home. Katie had pressed mosses and ferns from
-the old well near Uncle May’s garden-gate. They were twined with pendant
-blossoms from the old elm, and woven into a garland round the words,
-“From the well, whose waters Katie and Allie drank in childhood, and
-from the old elm-tree from whose boughs they used to swing.” She had
-framed it neatly with cones, gathered in a pine grove, where they had
-walked together many an hour. These souvenirs of the dear old home so
-stirred the deep fountains of feeling in her cousin’s soul, that she
-burst into tears. But Katie soon made her laugh, by exhibiting a
-crockery bear, which little Georgy had packed among the things, to
-remind them of the living bear he expected to receive from Kansas.
-
-Alice said she had a little secret too. She retreated to her division
-of the room, and brought forth a pencil-drawing of the house where Katie
-was born, and where her mother had always lived; and across the green
-lane was Uncle May’s house, with the old well shaded by the elm. She had
-a talent for drawing, and the dear familiar scene was brought faithfully
-before the eye, though a little idealized by the softness of the
-shading.
-
-“Dear me!” exclaimed the vivacious Katie. “How can I put it where I can
-see it often, yet contrive to keep it free from smoke and dust?” She
-gave a forlorn kind of glance at the unplastered walls, through chinks
-of which glimpses of the sky were visible. The fact was, neither they
-nor their friends had been aware of the rough conditions of a settler’s
-life; and the cousins had brought with them many pretty little
-keepsakes, which they could find no places for. But it was a rule with
-them to utter no complaints, to add to the weight of cares already
-resting on their noble husbands. So the forlorn look quickly gave place
-to a smile, as Kate kissed her cousin, and said, “I’ll tell you what I
-will do, Allie dear. I will keep it in my heart.”
-
-“It is a large place, and blesses all it keeps. That I can bear witness
-to,” said John. * * * *
-
-There was need that the women of Kansas should overlook their own
-inconveniences, and be silent about their own sufferings; for a
-thunder-cloud was gathering over the heads of the emigrants, and every
-week it grew blacker and blacker. It needed less quickness of
-observation than Katie possessed, to perceive, almost immediately after
-their arrival, that they were surrounded by dangerous enemies.
-
-Her husband, knowing the reliable strength of her character, did not
-hesitate to confide to her his anxieties and fears for Kansas. But, as
-far as possible, they kept danger out of sight in their conversations
-with Alice. They had seen proof enough that she was strong in
-self-sacrifice, with abundant fortitude to endure for those she loved;
-but they knew that the life-blood of her soul was in her affections, and
-that perils in her husband’s path would undermine the strength she
-needed for her own. Her busy hands were almost entirely employed with
-in-door occupations; sewing and mending for the whole family, keeping
-the rooms tidy, and assisting about the daily cooking. If it was
-necessary to purchase a pail, or pan, or any other household
-convenience, it was Katie who sallied forth into Massachusetts street to
-examine such articles as were for sale at the little shanty shops. If
-water was wanted, when the men were absent, she put on her deep
-cape-bonnet, and took the pail to the nearest spring, nearly a quarter
-of a mile distant; for there was so much work pressing to be done in
-Lawrence, that as yet there had been no time found to construct wells;
-and the water of the river became shallow and turbid under the summer
-sun. These excursions were at first amusing from their novelty, and she
-came home with a lively account of odd-looking Missouri cattle-drovers,
-and Indian squaws, with bags full of papooses strapped to their
-shoulders. But gradually the tone of merriment subsided; and when she
-had occasion to go into the street, she usually returned silent and
-thoughtful. Fierce-looking Missourians, from the neighbouring border,
-scowled at her as she passed, and took pleasure in making their horses
-rear and plunge across her path. In the little shops she often found
-more or less of these ruffians, half-tipsy, with hair unkempt, and
-beards like cotton-cards, squirting tobacco-juice in every direction,
-and interlarding their conversation with oaths and curses. Every one
-that entered was hailed with the interrogatory, “Stranger, whar ar yer
-from?” If their answer indicated any place north of the Ohio, and east
-of the Mississippi, the response was, “Damn yer, holler-hearted Yankees!
-What business have you in these diggens? You’d better clar out, I tell
-yer.”
-
-On one of these occasions, a dirty drunken fellow said to Kate, “They
-tell me you are an all-fired smart woman. Are you pro-slave? or do you
-go in for the abolitionists?”
-
-Concealing the disgust she felt, she quietly replied, “I wish to see
-Kansas a Free State, because I have her prosperity at heart.”
-
-“Damn yer imperdence!” exclaimed the brute. “I should like to see you
-chained up with one of our niggers. I’ll be cussed if I would’nt help to
-do it.” And he finished by stooping down and squirting a quantity of
-tobacco-juice into her face.
-
-There was another Missourian in the shop, a tall burly looking cattle
-drover, with a long whip in his hand. He seized the other roughly by the
-arm, saying, “I tell you what, my boy, that’s puttin it on a little
-_too_ thick. I’m pro-slave. If you’re for a far fight with the Yankees,
-Tom Thorpe’s the man for yer work. But I’m down on all sich fixens. Let
-the woman alone!”
-
-The rowdy drew his bowie-knife, with a volley of oaths, and Katie darted
-from the shop, leaving her purchases uncompleted. When she returned, she
-found her mother busy about dinner, and Alice sitting at the window,
-making a coarse frock. She raised her head and smiled, when her cousin
-entered, but immediately looked out toward Mount Oread. When she first
-saw that verdant slope, she had fallen in love with its beauty; then she
-had been attracted by the classic name, conferred on it by a scholar
-among the emigrants. There was something romantic in thus transporting
-the Mountain Spirits of ancient Greece into the loveliest portions of
-this new Western World. William often quoted Leigh Hunt’s verses, about
-
- “The Oreads, that frequent the lifted mountains;
- * * * * * * * and o’er deep ravines
- Sit listening to the talking streams below.”
-
-Then Governor Robinson’s house, on the brow of the hill, was a pleasant
-object in the scenery; for he was a courteous and cultivated man, with a
-good library, always at their disposal. There was so much quiet gentle
-strength about him, that his presence seemed to ensure protection. The
-last and strongest reason why Alice loved Mount Oread was that William
-had taken land a little beyond it, and there was to be their future
-home, snug as a bird’s nest, in a “sunny nook of greenery.” He was
-building a cabin there, and every day she saw him descending toward
-Lawrence, with the axe on his shoulder; and as he came nearer, she could
-hear him whistling, “Home, sweet home.” She was watching for him now,
-and hoping he would return in season for dinner. Therefore she had not
-noticed the flurried manner with which Kate hastened to wash her face,
-and wipe the tobacco stains from her bonnet. While she was thus
-employed, the old lady said to her youngest daughter, “Flora, go and
-call John and Thomas from the field. Dinner is nearly ready.”
-
-“No, mother! No!” exclaimed Katie. “Never send _her_ out! _Never!_”
-Perceiving that her quick emphatic manner had arrested the attention of
-all the inmates of her dwelling, she added in a lower tone, “I will go,
-myself.”
-
-But her words had aroused a train of thoughts, which was becoming more
-and more familiar to Alice. The men in the vicinity often came to ask
-council of Mr. Bradford and Mr. Bruce; and of course their talk was
-mainly concerning the neighbouring state of Missouri. She heard them
-tell how ruffians and rowdies came over the border with bowie-knives and
-pistols to drive the free citizens of Kansas away from the polls; to
-deprive them of liberty to make their own laws, and compel them to be
-governed by the code of Missouri, which in many ways violated their
-moral sense. She heard them say that spies from Missouri were in every
-neighbourhood, watching those emigrants who dared to say any thing in
-favour of having the soil of Kansas free. Why was Katie so flushed and
-flurried? Was the danger approaching nearer than she was aware of? She
-turned anxiously toward Mount Oread, and longed for a sight of William.
-What if he should not return till after night-fall? He, whose honest
-mouth would never utter a word that was false to freedom, whatever might
-be his personal risk? Unable to keep back the crowding tears, she
-slipped behind the cotton curtain that screened their sleeping
-apartment, and kneeling beside their rude couch, she prayed earnestly to
-God to protect her husband.
-
-William had not arrived when they sat down to dine, and his wife made
-various pretences for rising to remove a plate, or bring a cup of water;
-but in reality to look out upon Mount Oread. At last, she heard his
-voice, and rushed out to meet him, with an outburst of emotion that
-surprised them all. John shook his head mournfully, and sighed as he
-said, “Poor Alice! How she idolizes him!”
-
-Katie had the discretion not to mention her rencontre with the Border
-Ruffian to any but her husband, who grew red in the face and clenched
-his fist, while he listened, but immediately subsided into a calmer
-mood, and said, “We must be careful never to lose sight of the best
-interests of Kansas, in our resentment at the wrongs and insults we are
-continually receiving. We will give these lawless rascals no excuse for
-molesting us, and wait with patience for the American government to
-protect its unoffending citizens.”
-
-On the afternoon of the same day, a gawky lad, with a “long nine” in his
-mouth, and hands in his trowsers pockets, came to the door, saying, “The
-ole woman’s tuk wi’ fits almighty strong; and the ole man wants you to
-cum, and bring along some o’ yer doctor’s stuff. He’s heern tell that
-yer death on fits.”
-
-Mrs. Bradford had become so accustomed to the South-Western lingo, that
-she understood “the ole man” to be the lad’s father. She knew very well
-that he was a Missouri spy, of the lowest order, an accomplice in many
-villainous proceedings against the free-soil citizens of Kansas. She
-felt a loathing of the whole family, not unmingled with resentment; but
-she rose quickly to prepare the medicines; thinking to herself, “What
-hypocrisy it is for me to profess to be a believer in Christianity, if
-I cannot cheerfully return good for evil, in such a case as this.” She
-administered relief to the sufferer, as tenderly as if she had been her
-own sister; and the poor woman expressed gratitude for it, in her
-uncouth way. When Kate remarked that they would feel more kindly toward
-the Yankees, if they knew them better, she replied, “I allers tole my
-ole man I wished they wouldn’t keep up such a muss. But Lor’, what the
-use o’ speakin’. It’s jist like spittin’ agin the wind.”
-
-That night, Mr. Bradford’s horse and saddle were stolen. They never knew
-by whom; but they were afterward seen in Missouri.
-
-In the midst of discouragements and dangers, the brave band of settlers
-went on with their work. Better stores were erected, and, one after
-another, the temporary cabins gave place to comfortable stone houses.
-
-An Emigrant Aid Society had been formed in the North, whose object it
-was to assist in the erection of mills, school-houses, and other
-buildings, for the public benefit. Their motive was partly financial,
-inasmuch as all such improvements rapidly increased the value of
-property in Kansas; and they were well aware that the outward
-prosperity, as well as the moral strength of a state depended greatly
-upon encouraging emigrants to go from communities where they had been
-accustomed to free institutions, educational privileges, orderly habits,
-and salutary laws. Their motives in extending a helping hand to these
-infant colonies, were both morally good and worldly wise. There was no
-partiality in their management of affairs. Emigrants from the Southern
-states shared their benefits equally with those from the North. Settlers
-were pouring in from all sections of the country; but chiefly from the
-North and West, because the hardy inhabitants of those states are always
-ready for enterprise and toil. Many of them had large families of
-children, and the small half-furnished tavern, called the Cincinnati
-House, was quite insufficient to afford them shelter while cabins were
-prepared for them. In the course of their first summer, John Bradford
-and his band of pilgrims had the satisfaction of seeing a noble stone
-hotel, of three stories, rise in Massachusetts street, making the place
-beautiful with its glazed windows, and doors of polished black walnut.
-
-Unfortunately, the only route to Kansas, by rail-road or steamboat,
-passed through Missouri. Baggage-wagons were continually plundered, and
-letters broken open and destroyed, by the Border Ruffians. Supplies of
-provisions, purchased by the settlers, or sent to them by their friends,
-went to enrich their enemies. Money enclosed in letters met with the
-same fate. Still the settlers of Kansas pursued a pacific course toward
-their persecutors. They came from communities where laws were reliable
-for protection, and, following their old habits, they appealed to the
-laws; desirous, at all hazards, not to involve the country in civil
-war. This conscientious patriotism was not appreciated. The banditti on
-the borders laughed it to scorn; while the slaveholding gentlemen and
-statesmen, who used them as puppets, to do the disgraceful work they
-were ashamed to do openly themselves, smiled at the Yankees’ reverence
-for the Union, and successfully played their old game of practicing on
-conscientious love of country, in order to tighten the serpent coil of
-slavery more securely about the neck of freedom. Missourians had voted
-their own creatures into most of the offices of Kansas. Some of them
-pitched a tent in that Territory for a while, while others did not even
-assume the appearance of residing there. From _such_ officers of justice
-the citizens of Kansas could find no redress for the robberies and
-wrongs continually inflicted on them, by the band of ruffians
-commissioned to drive them out of the Territory, by any means that would
-do it most effectually. Our wrongs from the British government were
-slight, compared with theirs. Still these Western Colonies refrained
-from revolution. They sent agents to Washington, with well-attested
-evidence of their outrageous wrongs. They received fair words, and no
-relief. Every day it became more evident that the President of the
-United States was in league with the power that was crushing free
-Kansas. The Missourians, emboldened by their knowledge of this fact,
-played their bad game more and more openly. They paid men a dollar a
-day, with plenty of whiskey, and free passage across the ferries, to go
-into Kansas and vote down the rights of the citizens. More and more, the
-conviction grew upon the people of Kansas that they could not trust the
-government of the United States, and consequently had only their own
-energies to rely upon. They published a paper called the Herald of
-Freedom, in which they maintained the right of all American citizens to
-choose their own magistrates, and make their own laws. They rejected the
-legislators imposed upon them by the rabble of Missouri, at the point of
-the bayonet. They declared that a large majority of the settlers were
-desirous to have Kansas a Free State, and that they would maintain their
-right to be heard. To this paper, John Bradford and William Bruce were
-constant contributors, and Kate’s brother, Thomas, was diligent in
-setting the types. Of course, the family became odious to those who were
-bent on driving freedom out of Kansas.
-
-A Convention of the free-soil citizens of the Territory was called at
-Topeka. There were representatives from nearly all sections of the
-Union. Emigrants from Carolina, Virginia, and Missouri, agreed with
-emigrants from Ohio and Massachusetts, that the introduction of slavery
-would prove disastrous to the prosperity of the state. They framed a
-Constitution for Kansas, and chose legislators. Some required that free
-coloured people should be excluded from the Territory, as well as
-slaves. Others deemed that such a regulation would be an infringement
-upon freedom, and urged that no man could calculate the future bad
-consequences of introducing one wrong principle into the basis of their
-government. No one urged this point more strenuously, than did William
-Bruce, in his mild firm way. But Southern emigrants were opposed to that
-view of the case, and the Convention, desirous to concede as far as
-possible, yet unwilling to introduce such a clause into their
-Constitution, concluded to leave that question to the votes of the
-people.
-
-It was a trying time for the women in Lawrence. The wisest and bravest
-men were absent in Topeka, which was twenty-five miles further up the
-river. The Convention excited great wrath in Missouri. They called
-_themselves_ lovers of “law and order,” and denounced those as
-“traitors” who dared to make other laws than those imposed upon them
-with bowie-knives and revolvers. The wildest stories were circulated.
-The most moderate of them was a rumour that Mr. Bruce insisted upon
-having “niggers” become members of the legislature. This they regarded
-as the greatest monstrosity a republican _could_ be guilty of; for they
-were blind to the fact that hundreds of coloured slaves could be found,
-who were more fit for the office, than the white ones they had appointed
-to rule over Kansas. Insults multiplied, and curses and threats grew
-louder. Every family in Lawrence went to bed each night with the
-feeling that they might be murdered before morning.
-
-When the delegates returned, John Bradford thought his wife seemed at
-least ten years older, than when she came to Kansas, the preceding
-spring. The baby, who could now toddle alone, had caught the trick of
-fear, and hid himself, when his father knocked at the fastened door.
-
-William was alarmed to find Alice so thin and pale, and to see her
-gentle eyes look so large and frightened. He folded her closely in his
-arms, and as she wept upon his bosom, he said, “O my wife! My loving and
-generous wife! How I reproach myself for accepting the sacrifice you
-offered! Yet had I foreseen this state of things, I never would have
-consented that you should follow me into Kansas.”
-
-“Don’t say that!” she exclaimed nervously. “It will be easier to die
-with you, than it would have been to live without you. But oh, William,
-why _need_ they persecute us so? There are thousands of acres of land
-uncultivated in Missouri. What makes them covet _our_ land?”
-
-“Ah, dearest, it is a complicated question, and you don’t understand it.
-They care little for the land, except as a means of increasing their
-political power. They want more Slave States, to be represented by
-slaveholders in the councils of the Union; and they do _not_ want that
-any more Free States should come into the Union, to balance their
-influence. Therefore they are not content with stretching their
-dominions to the Gulf of Mexico, and seizing Texas. They wish to grasp
-the Northern Territories also, that they may be secure of keeping the
-Free States in political subjection. It is a long story, my love. For
-many years, they have been artfully availing themselves of every means
-to increase their power. The antagonistic principles of slavery and
-freedom have come to a death-grapple here in Kansas; and you, my
-delicate little flower, are here to be trampled, in the struggle.”
-
-Alice sighed, and wished she was more like Kate; for then she would not
-be such a weight upon his spirits. But he declared that he would not for
-the world have her in any way different from her own dear self. Then
-they fell to talking about their future home, which was now in
-readiness. Two of William’s brothers had arrived with their families. An
-addition to the cabin had been built for one of them, and the other
-would live within call. Katie was loth to part from her cousin; but she
-said they would be far more comfortable in their new quarters, and as
-for safety, there was safety nowhere; least of all, in Lawrence.
-
-Gradually they fell into a more cheerful strain of conversation. The
-husbands spoke hopefully, and really felt so; for they had strong faith
-that their beautiful Kansas would become a free and prosperous state.
-
-Various boxes from Massachusetts, directed to William Bruce, had arrived
-in Kansas City. Some of them contained comfortables and blankets for the
-winter, which Mrs. May had prepared for her darling daughter; her “stray
-lamb in the wilderness,” as she was wont to call her. Could all that
-mother’s thoughts and feelings have been daguerreotyped on the cloth,
-while those stitches were taken, it would have been an epic poem of
-wondrous pathos. What visions of Alice sleeping in her cradle; of her
-wakening smile; of her soft curls waving in the summer breeze, as she
-came running with a flower; of her girlish bloom, delicate as the
-sweet-pea blossom; of her clear melodious voice in the choir at church;
-of the bashful blushing ways, that betrayed her dawning love for
-William; of the struggle in her soul, when she must choose between him
-and her parents; of her parting look, when she turned from the home of
-her childhood, to follow her husband into the wilderness. In Alice’s
-soul those stitches, by the old, fond, faithful hand, would also waken a
-poem of reminiscences. How she longed for those boxes, to see what
-mother had sent her! Above all, for the letters from dear New England;
-especially the long letter from mother!
-
-It was agreed that William’s brothers should go with a wagon to bring
-them. They reached Kansas city in safety, and the boxes were delivered
-to them. Passing through Franklin, on their return, they found fifty or
-sixty Missouri ruffians carousing round a rum-shop, built of logs. A man
-with ragged trowsers and dirty checked shirt, too tipsy to stand alone,
-was leaning against a corner of the shop, scraping a fiddle, while his
-comrades sung:
-
- “We’ve camped in the wilderness,
- For a few days, for a few days;
- And then we’re going home,
- We’ve a right up yonder.
- We’ll vote, and shoot the Yankees,
- For a few days, for a few days;
- And then we’re going home,
- We’ve a right up yonder.”
-
-As soon as this drunken crew espied the baggage-wagon, wending its way
-toward Kansas, they set up a frightful yell, and, making a rush at the
-horses, called out, “Hallo, stranger! whar are you going? and what are
-you toting?”
-
-“To Lawrence, with a load of household goods,” they replied.
-
-“That’s a damned nest of Yankee abolitionists!” cried one.
-
-“We’re gwine to wipe it out,” shouted another.
-
-“The goods must be overhauled, boys!” bawled a third.
-
-It was vain to remonstrate, and useless to fight against such desperate
-odds. They unloaded the wagons, tore open the boxes, and pulled out the
-home treasures, which would have been so precious to Alice. The young
-men pleaded hard for the letters; but the mob said they must carry them
-to the Governor, to see if there was treason in them.
-
-“The Governor shall be informed of this, and if there’s justice to be
-obtained in the land, we’ll have it,” said the brothers.
-
-“Shut up, you damned rascals!” shouted the rabble. “ Git into yer waggin
-and be off, or we’ll stop yer jawing!”
-
-Poor Alice! The blessed words, warm from her mother’s heart, that would
-have poured such balm into her own, would be used to light the pipes of
-Missouri ruffians. The quilts, so neatly made by those dear old hands,
-would be spread on muddy floors for drunken revels. It was hard to bear;
-but she knew this was only one of a thousand wrongs, and she said, “I
-will never murmur while my dear good William is spared to me.”
-
-From the time of her betrothal, her loving heart had dreamed of a neat
-little wedded home, cozy and comfortable, with a few simple adornments
-of pictures and vases. The loosely-built cabins of Kansas, with their
-rough “cotton-board” floors, brown with prairie mud, had driven away the
-illusion; but still it hovered there over Mount Oread, and the Mountain
-Spirits seemed to sing a prophetic song of love and peace in a sunny
-future. She found the new home provided with more conveniences than the
-one she had left; for William, in the midst of all his cares, never
-forgot her, and snatched an hour, whenever he could, to work for her
-comfort.
-
-It was the morning of a sunny day when they entered their new abode, and
-all things looked neat and cheerful. William, who was reverential by
-temperament, viewed all the common duties and affairs of life in a
-religious light. They stood for a moment, hand in hand, gazing at the
-humble little cabin, with moistened eyes. Then he removed his hat, and
-looking earnestly to heaven, he threw water on the roof, saying, “I
-baptize thee the Freeman’s Home. May the blessing of God descend upon
-thee!” There was a saddened pleasure in thus consecrating their
-encampment in the wilderness.
-
-In Lawrence, darker, and darker yet, the storm was lowering. Autumn was
-coming on with heavy dews, and cold winds from the mountains swept
-across the open prairie, whistling through the loopholes of the fragile
-cabins, as they went. The dampness and the chill brought with them that
-dreadful demon of the settler’s life, fever and ague. The arms of strong
-men were palsied by it, and the little children looked like blossoms
-blighted by a sudden frost. The active, generous-hearted Katie found
-time to run hither and thither with gruel and medicine, though her own
-little one was shivering, as if his joints would fall asunder. Many a
-murmured blessing followed her footsteps from cabin to cabin, and many a
-grateful tear fell on her hand, from home-sick souls, sorrowful, even
-unto death. In the midst of this calamity, rumours of invasion by the
-Missourians increased daily. In John Bradford’s cabin all slept so
-lightly, that the slightest unusual sound startled them to instant
-wakefulness. The distant whoop of Indians on the prairie, and the
-howling of hungry wolves disturbed them not. They were in dread of a
-more infernal sound than these; the midnight yell of Border Ruffians. A
-few weeks after the departure of Alice, they were waked from uneasy
-slumbers by that frightful noise, at the very walls of their cabin.
-Katie rose hastily, and laying her sick child on the floor, covered him
-with a thick cotton comfortable; hoping that the rifle-balls, if they
-whizzed through the cabin, would either fly over him, or lose their
-force in the wadding. There was a random shot, but the ball stuck in the
-boards at their bed’s head. The next moment the door was burst open by
-twenty or thirty fierce-looking men, armed with bowie-knives and
-revolvers. Never, out of the infernal pit, was heard such a volley of
-blasphemy and obscenity, as poured from their foul mouths. The purport
-of it all was that they had sworn to “wipe out Lawrence;” and that they
-had come to shoot this “damned Yankee abolitionist,” who had had the
-impudence to write in the paper that Kansas would yet be a Free State.
-They attempted to seize Mr. Bradford, but his wife threw herself across
-him, and said, “If you murder him, it shall be through my heart’s
-blood.” They struck her with their fists, they tried to pull her away;
-but she clung with a convulsive power that was too strong for them. Her
-brother, Thomas, was out that night, watching with a neighbour who was
-“down” with fever and ague; and it had been previously arranged that
-young Flora and her mother should remain hidden in the loft, in case of
-such an emergency. No screams ascended to their ears, for Katie had
-outgrown a woman’s weakness. But the listening mother heard the scuffle
-below, and, bidding Flora to hide in the darkest corner, she hastened
-down the ladder, and threw her arms round John and Katie, saying, “You
-shall kill _me_ first.” They cursed her, and spit at her, and, knocking
-the night-cap from her head, made mockery of her gray hairs. The lurid
-light of their torch fell on the scene, and all the while, the wailing
-of the sick child was heard: “Mammy! Johnny’s _’faid_. Mammy! Johnny’s
-_’faid_.”
-
-How the struggle might have ended, none can tell, had not a tall figure
-suddenly burst into the room, exclaiming, “Boys! I’m down on all sich
-fixens. Let the women alone! I’ll be darned if I don’t _like_ to see a
-woman stick to her husband in trouble, if he _is_ a damned abolitionist.
-Let her alone, I tell ye! Wait till the time comes for a far fight. It’s
-all fired _mean_, boys! Sich a posse arter one man and two women.”
-Seeing the human wolves reluctant to quit their prey, he brandished a
-bowie-knife, and exclaimed, in a thundering voice, “I tell ye what,
-boys, if ye don’t let them ar women alone, I’ll pitch into yer, as sure
-as my name’s Tom Thorpe!”
-
-This remonstrance excited a feeling of shame in some of the gang, while
-others were willing enough to avoid a quarrel with such a powerful
-antagonist.
-
-The ruffians, thus adjured, swaggered away, saying, “We a’nt afeerd o’
-Tom Thorpe, or the devil.” They swore frightful oaths, smashed Kate’s
-small stock of crockery, and seized whatever they could lay hands on, as
-they went. And all the while, the sick babe was wailing, “Mammy!
-Johnny’s _’faid_. Mammy! Johnny’s _’faid_.”
-
-Kate took the poor attenuated child in her arms. Those arms, so strong a
-few moments ago, were trembling now; and tears were dropping from the
-eyes that lately glared so sternly on her husband’s enemies. Tom Thorpe
-lingered a moment, and was turning silently away, when she rose, with
-the child resting on her shoulder, and took his hand in hers. “I thank
-you, Mr. Thorpe,” she said. “This is the second time you have protected
-me from insult and injury. I will never forget it. And if a helpless
-Missourian should ever need my aid, though he be the worst of Border
-Ruffians, I will remember Tom Thorpe, and help him for _his_ sake. I am
-sorry you stand up for slavery; you seem to have a soul too noble for
-that. I am sure if you lived in a Free State for a while, you would be
-convinced that slavery has a bad effect on all concerned in it.”
-
-The mother here laid her hand on his arm, and said, “We are a persecuted
-people, Mr. Thorpe; persecuted without provocation; and, I believe,
-something in your own heart tells you so. God bless you for what you
-have done to-night.”
-
-Mr. Bradford, who had been looking through the chinks in the wall, to
-watch the course the ruffians had taken, now came up to add his thanks,
-and ask him if he would take any refreshment.
-
-“Thankee, stranger,” said Tom. “I’ve no ’casion. I’ve been drovin cattle
-roun in the Territory; and I knows that ar yell of theirn. So I thought
-I’d jist cum and see what they was cuttin up. I’m down on all sich
-fixens. Allers tole the boys so. Tom Thorpe’s fur a far fight, says I.”
-
-Mr. Bradford tried to convince him that the inhabitants of Kansas wished
-to be peaceable, just, and kind in their dealings with the Missourians,
-and with all men; and that there was no need of a “fair fight,” and no
-excuse for ruffian violence. And Kate threw in an argument now and then,
-to aid her husband. But Tom Thorpe had the idea firmly fixed inside his
-shaggy head, that a “far fight” was somehow necessary for the honor of
-Missouri, though he was unable to explain why. The mighty drover rolled
-the quid in his mouth, passed a huge hand through his thick mass of
-hair, and strode out into the darkness, repeating, “Tom Thorpe’s down
-on all sich fixens.” As he walked along, he muttered to himself, “That
-ar’s an almighty smart woman. What a fetchin up she must a had! No such
-fetchin up in _our_ diggins. I’m pro-slave, myself. But them ar
-free-soilers use a feller all up. I swar, I bleeve they’re more’n half
-right. I’ll be darned if I don’t.”
-
-Meanwhile, the inmates of the cabin were canvassing his merits. As he
-passed out of the door, Katie said, “There goes an honest kind heart,
-under that rough exterior!”
-
-“A little foggy about right and wrong,” replied her husband; “but with
-instincts like a powerful and generous animal.”
-
-“That’s owing to his ‘fetchin up,’ as _they_ say, rejoined Kate. “What a
-man he _might_ have made, if he had been brought up under free
-institutions!”
-
-“Bless your generous soul!” ejaculated John. “But tell me now truly,
-Katie, don’t you begin to be sorry we ever came to Kansas?”
-
-She raised her eyes to his, and said calmly, “No, John; never. The more
-I know of those Missouri ruffians, the more deeply do I feel that it is
-worth the sacrifice of many lives to save this fair territory from the
-blighting curse of slavery.”
-
-“True as steel! True as steel!” exclaimed John, giving her a hearty
-kiss. “How manfully you stood by me!”
-
-“How womanfully, you mean,” she replied, smiling.
-
-“I assure you, Kate, it required more courage to refrain from seizing my
-rifle, than it would have done to discharge its contents among those
-rascals. Though we stand pledged to avoid bloodshed, I verily believe I
-should have broken my pledge, if your voice had not pleaded all the
-time, ‘Don’t, John! Don’t!’”
-
-“Oh if the government at Washington would only do its duty!” sighed
-Kate. “How _can_ they trifle thus with the lives of innocent citizens?”
-
-“It’s worse than that,” rejoined her husband. “Their influence protects
-the wolfish pack. Slavery always has need of blood-hounds to keep down
-the love of freedom in the human soul; and these Border Ruffians are its
-human blood-hounds.”
-
-“I wonder whether Frank Pierce has any small children,” said Katie. “If
-he has, I wish he and his wife could have heard the feeble voice of this
-little one, in the midst of those shocking oaths and curses, calling
-out, ‘Mammy! Johnny’s _’faid_.’ God of mercy! Shall I ever _forget_ that
-sound!” She drew the sleeping child to her heart, with a gentle
-pressure, and the tears of father and mother fell fast upon him. The
-grandmother sat apart with her head leaning on the table, and wept also.
-
- * * * * *
-
-For two or three weeks after this transaction, there was a lull in the
-tempest. Missourian wagoners came into Lawrence often, with loads of
-apples, potatoes, and flour. They met with honest and kindly treatment.
-No one sought to take reprisals for the many loads of provisions
-plundered from Kansas. The bravely patient people still waited for
-redress by law. Soon there came news of a peaceable, industrious settler
-in the neighbourhood of Lawrence, who had been shot dead by a scouting
-party of Missourians, in mere sport, while he was pursuing his
-avocations. A few days after, a gang of armed ruffians entered the house
-of a citizen in Lawrence and carried him off, under the pretence of
-arresting him for treason. On their way, they were met by a company of
-young men from Lawrence, who had been out to inquire about the recent
-murder. They hailed the Missourians, and as they could show no legal
-authority for what they had done, they took their neighbour into their
-own ranks, to guard him home. They offered no violence, but, in answer
-to the threats of their enemies, replied, with a firmness not to be
-trifled with, “We are all armed; and we shall take this man home.”
-
-Though their own horses and cattle had been seized and driven off into
-Missouri, drove after drove, they inquired of their neighbour whether
-the horse he rode belonged to those who had arrested him; and when he
-answered in the affirmative, they asked him to dismount and return the
-animal to his owners. Truly the forbearance of that persecuted people
-was wonderful! The United States’ government, where was vested the only
-power that could legally protect them, continued to receive their
-remonstrances and appeals with fair promises and adroit evasions; while
-its alliance with the slaveholding interest, in all its machinations,
-was too thinly veiled to be for a moment doubted. In pursuance of this
-policy, the President appointed Governor Shannon to rule over the
-Territory; a man in league with the Missourians, and bent upon carrying
-out their plans, as openly as it was prudent to do. Somehow or other, no
-outrages upon Kansas could find redress at his hands. The settlers were
-told to obey the laws, and be good children to their father, President
-Pierce, and they should be protected. “The laws!” exclaimed they. “Why
-these are Missouri laws, forced upon us at the point of the bayonet.”
-They were answered, “The President commands you to obey the laws, and if
-you rebel against _his_ authority, you will be declared guilty of
-treason!” Meanwhile, many a smooth-tongued plotter tried to gain
-concessions from the friends of freedom; talking of the value of the
-Union, the danger of civil war, and the policy of bending before the
-storm; a favourite piece of advice in the mouths of those politicians,
-who set the storm in motion, and are guiding it in the hollow of their
-hands!
-
-Was ever a people so hard bested? Disheartened by sickness; plundered of
-provisions; lying down every night with the prospect of murder before
-morning; mocked at by the government of their country; their
-conscientious scruples appealed to, to keep the peace where there _was_
-no peace; lured into concessions, by fair promises and false
-professions; threatened with a traitor’s doom, if they dared to defend
-their homes! And all this while, the Free States were looking on with
-drowsy indifference. The whig said, with bland self-importance, “They’d
-better obey the powers that be. I am a friend to law and order.” The
-democrat refused to read well-authenticated testimony on the subject,
-and repeated, with blind obstinacy, “I don’t believe half the stories;
-and if _any_ of them are true, I dare say the free-soilers are full as
-much to blame as the Missourians.”
-
-Verily, they need the trumpet of doom to waken them. And the trumpet of
-doom they will _have_, when wakening comes too late, if their slumber
-lasts much longer.
-
-That little city of cabins, nestling among the lonely hills, has called
-and called in vain for redress and protection. The murders and robberies
-still go on. The Border Ruffians are assembling their forces at Franklin
-below, and at Douglass above. In their drunken frankness, they say they
-will shoot the men, violate the women, kill the children, and burn the
-houses; that their commission is to drive all the Yankee settlers out of
-the territory, by _any_ means, and _all_ means; and that no man will
-dare to prosecute them, whatever they may do. The settlers all feel
-that the hour for self-defence has come. Stacks of Sharpe’s rifles stand
-in the cabins ready loaded. Forts are erected, and breast-works thrown
-up. Companies of men work at them by turns, all day and all night, by
-the light of blazing wood. Volunteers come in from the neighbouring
-settlements. The Wyandott tribe of Indians offer their aid in case of
-need; for they have been justly treated by the Kansas people, and are
-unwilling to have them “wiped out.” Sentinels guard the doors of the
-Free State Hotel. All night, mounted patrols ride round the settlement.
-The drummer watches at his post, ready to beat the alarm; for they have
-learned that their cowardly, treacherous foes, assassin-like, prefer the
-midnight hour. Ever and anon, random shots come from ruffians concealed
-in dark corners. Women look anxiously at the doors, expecting to see the
-bleeding bodies of husbands, sons, or brothers, brought in. Governor
-Robinson, now General of the forces, still pursues his course of
-moderation, and orders the men not to fire till the very last extremity.
-
-There was a small store of powder and percussion-caps in the vicinity,
-and various plans were devised to bring it in safely, through the
-scouting-parties of Missourians. “I will do it,” said Mrs. Bradford.
-“They will never suspect that women carry such luggage.” Another woman
-in the neighbourhood promptly offered to accompany her, and they
-started in a wagon for that purpose. They were accosted by Missouri
-scouts, but as their place of destination seemed to imply nothing more
-than visiting a friend, they deemed it gallant to let the ladies pass
-unmolested. The kegs of powder were covered by their ample skirts, and
-brought safely into Lawrence. The young men on guard threw up their
-caps, and cried, “Hurra! Worthy of the women of ’76!”
-
-Alice also was brave in her way. She resigned herself patiently to the
-long and frequent absence of her beloved husband, and no out-of-door
-work seemed too hard for her to perform. All through the autumn, she and
-the other women of the household had helped to gather the crops, tend
-the cows, and feed the horses. When it came William’s turn to patrol
-Lawrence, or to work at the trenches through the night, she never asked
-him to stay with her. She only gave him a tenderer kiss, a more
-lingering pressure of the hand, which seemed to say, “This may be our
-last farewell.”
-
-Upon one of these occasions, he had been absent several days, and she
-sat at her sewing, longing, longing to hear the sound of his voice. The
-tramp of a horse was heard. She sprung up, and looked from the little
-window. William was not there, kissing his hand to her, as he was wont
-to do. She ran out of the door, and meeting one of his brothers, said,
-in a disappointed tone, “I thought William had come. He sent word he
-would come to-day.” He answered that it was merely one of the horses
-that had got loose. But as she went into the house, he looked at his
-wife, and said, “Poor Alice! God grant that it may not be as we fear.”
-
-Alas, it was William’s horse, that had rushed by so fleetly, without a
-rider, and with the saddle turned. Too soon they learned that he had
-been shot in the back by a party of ruffians, after he had told them he
-was unarmed and going home to see his family. He supposed that even
-Border Ruffians would not be so cowardly as to take his life under such
-circumstances.
-
-The day passed without any one’s being able to muster sufficient courage
-to tell the mournful tidings to his widow. She had long expected it, and
-she met it with a dreadful calmness. She uttered no scream, and shed no
-tear. She became pallid as marble, and pressed her hand hard upon her
-heart. She was stupefied and stunned by that overwhelming agony.
-
-Of all the outrages none had produced so much excitement as this. It was
-so dastardly to shoot an unarmed man in the back, without provocation!
-Then Mr. Bruce was universally beloved. His justice and moderation were
-known unto all men. The Indians knew how to respect those qualities,
-which they so rarely meet in white men. The Chiefs of the Delawares and
-the Shawnees came to offer their aid; and General Robinson received
-them with that personal respect, which so peculiarly commends itself to
-Indian dignity. As the news spread through the Territory, small bands of
-volunteers came in from all directions. There were five hundred armed
-men in Lawrence. Every cabin was a barrack. The Free State Hotel was
-crowded with men earnestly discussing what measures should be taken for
-the public safety. General Robinson, pale and anxious, moved among them,
-renewing his advice to be patient and forbearing. Up to this period, the
-citizens of Kansas had made no aggressions on their merciless foes, and
-had used no violence in self-defence. But it was not easy to restrain
-them now. Human nature had been goaded beyond endurance, and men were in
-the mood to do, or die. When he told them Governor Shannon was coming to
-inquire into the state of things, some shook their heads despondingly,
-while the more fiery spirits cursed Governor Shannon, and contemptuously
-asked what good could be expected from _him_. Out on the prairie, troops
-were being drilled to the tunes of ’76. The Wyandotts’ were riding in,
-single-file, sitting their noble steeds like centaurs. The mettlesome
-Colonel Lane was in his element. He descanted, with untiring volubility,
-on the rights of American citizens, and the cruel circumstances
-attending the death of Bruce. Men clenched their rifles and drew their
-breath hard, while they listened. There is no mistaking the symptoms.
-The old spirit of Lexington and Concord is here! They had better not
-trifle with the Puritan blood much longer!
-
-Anon, they brought in the body of the murdered man. His countenance was
-placid, as the sleep of childhood. The widow asked to see him, and
-tenderly they brought her to that couch of death. Oh, what a shriek was
-there! Father of mercies! it went up to thy throne. Wilt thou not answer
-it? In view of that suffocating agony, the soldiers bowed their heads
-and wept.
-
-When Governor Shannon, with his escort, came riding across the prairie,
-there was none to invoke a blessing on him. General Robinson went out to
-receive him, and some one suggested that the chief magistrate appointed
-by the President ought to be received with cheers. The door of the room
-where the murdered body lay was open, and men saw it, as they passed in
-and out. The sobs of the broken hearted widow were heard from the room
-adjoining. His reception was very much like that of Richard Third, who
-caused the murder of his brother’s children. John Bradford went through
-a formal introduction to Governor Shannon, but Katie turned quickly
-away, saying, “If _he_ had done his duty, this would not have happened.”
-The brothers of William Bruce turned away also, and said coldly, “We
-have no faith in that man.” The Governor saw plainly enough that the
-blood of Kansas was up to fever heat, and that it was prudent to cool it
-down. He was very courteous and conciliatory, and promised to disperse
-the bands of ruffians at Franklin and elsewhere. General Robinson
-co-operated with him in these efforts at pacification. He addressed the
-people in a speech setting forth mutual mistakes and misrepresentations,
-which he trusted time would correct. He had always shown himself brave
-in danger, and they knew that he was cautious for the good of Kansas,
-not for his own interest or safety. Most of them yielded to his
-arguments, and accepted his invitation to a supper at the Free State
-Hotel, in honor of peace restored. But some walked away, contemptuously,
-saying, “Governor _Sham_!”
-
-The settlers, far and near, formed a procession to escort the body of
-William Bruce to its last resting place. Alice kept up her strength to
-witness all the ceremonies, and only low stifled sobs came from her
-breaking heart when the coffin was lowered from her sight. But after
-that she broke down rapidly. The long-continued pressure of fears and
-horrors had completely shattered her nervous system. She rejected food,
-and seemed never to sleep. As she appeared to feel more at home with
-Katie, than she did with any one else, they concluded to establish her
-in the humble apartment where she had first lived with William. Pale and
-silent she had been ever since she lost him; but gradually a strange
-fixed expression came over her face, as if the body was vacated by the
-soul. Soon she was utterly helpless, and Katie fed and tended her, as
-if she were an infant. The winter proved, as the Indians had predicted,
-cold beyond any within the memory of man. The settlers, many of them
-plundered of all their money, and most of their clothing, suffered
-cruelly. Not a few of them returned to their homes in Ohio,
-Pennsylvania, and New England. Indications multiplied that peace would
-be of short duration. Poor Kate! How she had changed! Thin as a
-skeleton, with eyes so large and bright! But thinking always of others
-before herself, she said, “Mother, dear, worse troubles are coming upon
-us, than we have ever had. John and I have resolved that, living or
-dying, we will abide by Kansas. But had’nt you, and Flora, and Tom,
-better return to Massachusetts?”
-
-The mother looked at her younger children and awaited their answer. “I
-have lived through scenes that make men of boys,” said Thomas. “I will
-have a free home, or a grave, in Kansas.”
-
-“And you Flora?” inquired the mother.
-
-“The men of Kansas have need of nurses for the sick and wounded,” she
-replied, “I will stay and help Katie.”
-
-“I will abide by my children, my _brave_ children,” said the mother.
-“God help us all to do our duty!”
-
-Alice sat bolstered in her chair by the fire, unconscious of the solemn
-compact. “Alas,” said Katie, “how I wish we could convey her safely to
-her mother! but she is too feeble to be removed.”
-
-Emerging from the terrible winter of 1855, the returning sunshine
-brought some gleams of hope to the suffering colony. They hoped that
-more emigrants would come in, and they knew the fertile soil would yield
-abundant crops, if there were hands to till it. But the Border Ruffians
-soon dashed the cup of pleasant anticipation from their lips. They swore
-they would stop all Yankee emigrants from going into Kansas; and they
-renewed their threats to “wipe out Lawrence.” Again they made inroads
-into the Territory, robbing the already impoverished settlers, and
-especially seeking to deprive them of arms. During one of these forays,
-they seized a woman, whom they suspected of concealing ammunition, and
-dragged her into the woods, where she was subjected to their brutal
-outrages.
-
-When Kate Bradford heard of this, her naturally pleasant countenance
-assumed an expression stern almost to fierceness. “I called them
-_savages_” she said, “when they scalped some of their victims; but I did
-injustice to the savages; for, in their worst cruelties, _they_ always
-respected the modesty of women.” From that time, she practiced with
-rifle and pistol, and became expert in using them. A similar spirit was
-roused in several of the women, who agreed to act under her command, if
-the emergencies of the time required it. Circumstances had goaded her
-to this. Her nature was kindly as ever, and she prayed fervently to God
-that no blood might ever rest upon her hands. All along, she had been
-sustained by the belief that aid would come to Kansas. She had such
-pride in American institutions, she _could_ not believe that the
-government of her country was in league with such abominations and
-outrages, until the return of messenger after messenger sent to
-Washington, made the damning proof too strong to be resisted. Then her
-old love of New England increased a hundred-fold; for all her hopes
-centred _there_. The Pilgrims that came over in the May Flower, the men
-and women of ’76, had always been the heroes of her imagination; and the
-crisis, in which she now found _herself_ living and acting, rendered
-_their_ crown of glory more luminous in her memory. “Massachusetts will
-help us,” she was wont to say, with somewhat of filial pride in the
-confident tones of her voice. “_Massachusetts_ will not look on with
-indifference, while her emigrant children are driven into a pen-fold to
-be slaughtered like sheep, by those whom long habits of slaveholding
-have made familiar with every form of violence and wrong.”
-
-Drearily, drearily, the weeks passed away. Men and women were limping
-about, with feet that had been frozen during the winter’s severest cold.
-Many had no guns to shoot game, to protect them from the wolves, or from
-enemies far worse than wolves. Their ammunition had been stolen from
-them, provisions were intercepted on the way, and every breeze brought
-rumours that the ruffians were making ready to “wipe out Lawrence.”
-Newspapers from the North, and letters from friends, were long delayed,
-and often destroyed on the way. The haggard settlers looked at each
-other with forlorn helplessness. They had reached the extremest point of
-desolation. Still John and Katie said, “Massachusetts will help us.
-_Depend_ upon it, Massachusetts will not desert her children in their
-utmost need.” And other brave hearts responded to the cheering words,
-saying, “Ohio will help us.” “Connecticut will not forget us.” “Illinois
-will come to the rescue.”
-
-They had said this to each other, at the close of one of their darkest
-days, when lo! a messenger, sent to Kansas city for letters and papers
-consigned to a friend there, was seen riding across the prairie. Through
-various perils, he had brought the packages safely to Lawrence. They
-were seized and torn open with eager, trembling hands. A crowd of men
-and women assembled at the printing-office, to hear the news. Mr.
-Bradford was reading aloud to them, when his countenance suddenly fell.
-“Go on! Go on!” cried the anxious listeners. He gasped out,” “The
-Legislature of Texas has voted to give fifty thousand dollars to make
-Kansas a Slave State.”
-
-“And Massachusetts? What has Massachusetts done?” asked Kate, with
-nervous eagerness.
-
-He lowered his eyes, as one ashamed of his mother, while he answered,
-“The Legislature of Massachusetts has voted not to give one dollar to
-make Kansas a Free State.”
-
-In the midst of all the sufferings that had harrowed her soul, Katie had
-always remained calm and collected. Now, for the first time, she groaned
-aloud; and, throwing her arms wildly toward heaven, she exclaimed, in
-tones of bitter anguish, “Oh, Massachusetts! How I have _loved_ thee!
-How I have _trusted_ in thee!” Then bowing her head in her hands, she
-sobbed out, “I _could_ not have believed it.” But Massachusetts was far
-off. The Governor and Legislature of her native state did not hear her
-appeal. They were busy with other things that came home to their
-_business_, not to their _bosoms_.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the 21st of May, 1856, Lawrence _was_ “wiped out.” Companies of
-Ruffians encamped around it; a furious tipsy crew, in motley garments.
-One band carried a banner with a tiger ready to spring; the motto, “You
-Yankees tremble! and abolitionists fall?” Another carried a flag marked,
-“South Carolina,” with a crimson star in the centre, the motto,
-“Southern Rights.” Over Mount Oread floated a blood-red pirate flag, fit
-emblem of the Border Ruffians; and by its side, a suitable companion for
-it now, floated the United States flag. What cared New England that
-_her_ six stars were there, in shameful “Union” with that blood-red
-flag?
-
-President Pierce issued a proclamation, which made it treason for the
-citizens to defend themselves. The best and truest men were arrested and
-imprisoned as traitors, because they had no respect for the laws passed
-upon them by a Missouri rabble, with bowie-knives and revolvers.
-
-The printing-press was broken in pieces; the types scattered; the Free
-State Hotel demolished; General Robinson’s house, with its valuable
-library, burned to the ground; and many of the cabins set on fire. No
-time was allowed to remove any thing from the dwellings. Trunks and
-bureaus were ransacked; daguerreotypes and pictures of dear home friends
-were cut and smashed; and letters scattered and trampled in the mud. The
-women and children had been ordered out, at the commencement of these
-outrages. Mothers were weeping, as they fled across the prairies, and
-the poor bewildered little ones were screaming and crying in every
-direction.
-
-What cared New England that _her_ six stars were looking down upon the
-scene, in shameful “Union” with that blood-red flag?
-
-Above the noise of tumbling stones, and crackling roofs, and screaming
-children, rose that horrid yell of the Border Ruffians. “Damn the
-Yankees!” “Give ’em hell!”
-
-A figure, tall as Ajax, loomed up above the savage crowd, calling out,
-“I’m down on all _sich_ fixens. Allers tole yer ’twas darned mean to
-come over into the Territory an vote for these fellers. I’m pro-slave
-myself. I’d like to see him that dar’d to call me an abolitionist; but I
-tell yer what, boys, this ere’s cuttin up a little _too_ high.” He was
-interrupted with shouts of, “Hold your jaw!” “Shut up! you damned ole
-fool!” Still he remonstrated: “This is a breakin down the rights o’
-American citizens. You might jist as well smash my ole woman’s bureau.
-Them ar traps are personal property. I’m down on all sich fixens.”
-
-“Pitch into him!” cried the rabble; and they did “pitch into him,” amid
-yells and laughter. Tom Thorpe was silenced. He learned the uselessness
-of trying to moderate slavery, or ameliorate murder.
-
-Katie’s first care had been to consign little Johnny to her brother; and
-the next was to place the helpless Alice in her mother’s arms, to be
-conveyed to a hut half a mile off. Then she held a hurried conference
-with her husband about a suitable place to conceal some fire-arms for
-future use; and snatching up a box of letters and small valuables, she
-fled with Flora, pistol in hand. When Alice had been cared for, as well
-as the exigencies of the moment would permit, she ran back to aid some
-of her sickly neighbours, who were breaking down with the weight of
-their clinging children. Then, swift as an ostrich, the daring woman ran
-back to Lawrence, to pick up some of the scattered clothes and bedding,
-which her husband and his neighbours carried off as fast as she could
-heap it on their shoulders. The Ruffians were so busy with the
-printing-press and the Hotel, and she watched opportunities so
-cautiously, that she had rescued many things from the wreck, before they
-noticed her. They drove her off with oaths and ribald jests. She stood
-within sight of her blazing home, and her hand was on her pistol. The
-temptation was strong. But she remembered the oft-repeated words of
-General Robinson: “Act _only_ on the defensive. Make no aggressions.
-Keep the cause of Kansas sacred.” She only turned upon her pursuers to
-say, “You _think_ you have silenced the Herald of Freedom, because you
-have demolished the printing-press; but you are mistaken. That trumpet
-will sound across the prairies yet.”
-
-“What a hell of a woman!” exclaimed one of the mob; and they laughed
-aloud in their drunken mirth, while the lurid flame of blazing homes
-lighted her across the prairies.
-
-What cared New England that _her_ six stars were looking down upon the
-scene, in shameful “Union” with that blood-red flag?
-
- * * * * *
-
-The rapid removal of Alice, and the discomforts of her situation in the
-empty hut, brought on fever. In states of half wakefulness, she murmured
-continually, “I want my _mother_! I want to go home to my _mother_!”
-
-“Yes, dear, you _shall_ go home,” said Katie, tenderly smoothing back
-her straggling hair. “Who _are_ you?” inquired the sufferer. “I am
-Katie. Don’t you know Katie?” The words seemed to waken no remembrance.
-She closed her eyes, and tears oozed slowly from them, as she murmured
-piteously, “I want to go home to my _mother_.”
-
-In this state of half consciousness she lingered two or three days. It
-was a mild, bright morning, and the terraced hills looked beautiful in
-the golden light, when she woke from a deep slumber, with a natural
-expression in her eyes, and asked, “Where am I?” “You are in Kansas,
-dear,” replied Katie. A shadow passed quickly over the thin pale face,
-and she pressed her emaciated hand against her heart. Again the eyelids
-closed, and the tears oozed through, as she answered feebly, “Yes--I
-remember.”
-
-All was still, still, in the wilderness. The human wolves were for the
-present glutted with their prey, and Lawrence lay silent in its ruins.
-Mr. Bradford was in prison, in danger of a traitor’s death. The inmates
-of the hut looked at each other mournfully, but no one spoke. Presently,
-the invalid made a restless movement, and Katie stooped over her, to
-moisten her parched lips. She opened her eyes, which now seemed
-illuminated with a preternatural, prophetic light; and, for the first
-time since her husband was murdered, she smiled. “Oh, Katie,” she said,
-“I have been with William, having such a happy time walking over the
-hills! From Mount Oread, he showed me the prairies all covered with
-farm-houses and fields of corn. Bells were ringing, and swarms of
-children pouring into the school houses. All round the horizon were
-church-spires, and beautiful houses, with windows glittering in the
-sunlight. When I told him it seemed just like dear New England, he
-smiled, and said, ‘This is Free Kansas!’ Then he pointed to a great
-University on the highest of the hills, and said, ‘Little Johnny is
-President, and the Blue Mound is called Free Mont.’”
-
-“I hail the omen!” exclaimed Kate. The thin lips of Alice quivered
-tremulously. It was her last smile on earth.
-
-
-
-
-I WANT TO GO HOME.
-
-
- There once wandered with me a beautiful child,
- With eyes like the antelope, lambent and mild;
- And she looked at me long, with an earnest gaze,
- As I watched the sun sink in a golden haze.
-
- She knew not the thoughts that were floating away,
- Through the closing gates of that radiant day;
- But a something she read in my dreaming eyes,
- Of the pale autumn leaves, and the sunset skies;
-
- And a chill came over her, she knew not whence--
- ’Twas the shadow of older experience.
- She looked up afraid at the heaven’s blue dome,
- And murmured, “I’m _tired_. I want to go _home_.”
-
- The child’s timid glance, and her quivering tone,
- Came gliding like ghosts, when my soul was alone;
- And oft, when I gazed at the heaven’s blue dome,
- She seemed to be saying, “I want to go _home_.”
-
- She grew up a woman, that lovely young child,
- With eyes like the antelope, lambent and mild;
- But she lived not to see life’s drear autumn day
- Fade slowly in silence and darkness away.
-
- In her spring-time of freshness, fragrance, and bloom,
- Disease stole her roses to strew on the tomb.
- Then often she looked at the heaven’s blue dome,
- And sighed, “I am _tired_. I want to go _home_.”
-
- My autumn of life is fast passing away,
- Bringing on the long night, and cold winter day;
- And I often remember her childish sigh,
- As she turned from my face to the twilight sky.
-
- When I sit on her grave, at sunset, alone,
- Her voice seems to speak in that tremulous tone;
- And longing I look up to heaven’s blue dome,
- Saying, “Father! I’m _tired_. I want to go _home_.”
-
-
- THE END.
-
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