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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of An Episode in the Doings of the
-Dualized, by Eveleen Laura Mason
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-Title: An Episode in the Doings of the Dualized
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AN EPISODE IN THE DOINGS OF
-THE DUALIZED ***
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- AN EPISODE
- IN THE
- DOINGS OF THE DUALIZED.
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-
- “The truth is, a great mind must be androgynous.”
- —COLERIDGE.
-
- BY EVELEEN LAURA MASON,
- BROOKLINE, MASS.
- 1898.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
-
-
-This was the way it happened. Like all beginnings of things, the roots
-were in the dark. Ethelbert Daksha came of a family in which girls
-counted for a big half of all that was bright and interesting.
-
-The Dakshas were a delightful family every way, except, perhaps, in the
-matter of money-wealth. That seemed constitutionally lacking, because
-you will see yourself that people who take great interest in devising
-ways of spending money, and very little in devising ways of getting it
-to spend, in the constitution of things are lacking in money-wealth. But
-they had everything else except money, and their chief thought in regard
-to that lack was an amiable perplexity that it seemed to be such a
-desideratum in affairs of society. There was a big but exhausted English
-property on the mother’s side; and this strain of high English blood was
-mixed with a dash of hard-headed German culture and a few drops from the
-veins of a Spanish dame, lady-mother of the Hidalgos. So, you see, when,
-ninety years before, a discontent with something in the Old World
-society had set the elder Daksha down on American soil, various European
-nationalities were transplanted to root as best might be in American
-civilization. In addition to all this, as faith in all things high,
-bounded brightly in the Daniel O’Connell blood which coursed through
-Daniel Daksha’s veins, it was very natural that his daughter Ethelbert,
-considering as she did that all nationalities were equally admirable for
-different virtues, should be greatly astonished that there should be
-quarrels between those of different countries, when the blood of four
-nations coursed so amicably in her own veins. If ever there were a girl
-who, in the nature of things was a typical American, it was Ethelbert
-Daksha, with the race-drift of Europe, Asia and Africa in her individual
-veins, as our nation carries it in its aggregated citizenship.
-
-Mr. Daksha recognized all this. He was one of the dreamers who work, at
-whose feet life lays its crown of success; although so far his many
-admirable schemes for regenerating society had made him at once the most
-serviceable and the most impecunious of mortals. He had abundant means,
-but little money; and while it might be stretching a point to say the
-Dakshas cultivated a life of beauty on a little oatmeal, yet it would
-give a hint at the way in which beauty was cultivated in that simple
-home, where oatmeal was the chief of their diet; that is, if you leave
-out of the reckoning the best periodicals and old writings of all climes
-and ages. These things were really the chief of their diet, and had much
-to do with the fact that they, like the old lady who lived on the hill,
-were scarce ever quiet concerning the topic of the ideal order of
-society which is soon coming to our nation, and through us to the world.
-
-Life among the Dakshas was like a bit of Greek art transplanted to the
-robust civilization of this country, which is trying so hard to
-assimilate its many diverse elements. The theory of the elegant Greeks
-was: “What the spirit wills, the body must.” This theory had been
-practicalized more or less fully by O’Connell, who knew no law stronger
-than that of the _necessities_, which he deemed were laid on him as
-liberator of his people. The same theory had been the impelling power of
-the Spanish proverb which, translated, reads: “In his own soul, and not
-in that of another, must the principle of one’s actions be established.”
-While the German element, which fills the veins of England’s crowned
-family, in quick response to the same idea, cried out: “Let every man
-hear for himself, and hearing, then speak.”
-
-So as you may well suppose, the theory that spirit is master and body is
-only the good servant to do the spirit’s bidding, met some rebuffs as
-the Dakshas lived it out midst that portion of the newly rich who devote
-their energies to saving—not MAN, but money. And so much were the
-Dakshas in love with their beautiful ideals that but for their good
-common sense they would have become domineering dogmatists; and thus,
-properly, would have made themselves greatly disliked, and therefore,
-incapacitated for service.
-
-About forty odd years before this episode the heads of the Daksha family
-had settled themselves to the recognition that the inordinate frenzy for
-money-making which was deluging its possessors, would insure many low
-tragedies in high (?) life; and to the recognition that society was
-becoming but like a witch’s caldron with its seethe and bubble of toil
-and trouble, and with its inodorous stench of poison things, flung into
-it by the witches and wizards, as they carry out their passion-dance on
-the old Harry’s pavilion.
-
-Of course the Dakshas had their opinion of this besotted high (?) life,
-with its stimulation of that excitement which wrecks nerve and brain.
-But they did not presume to force the virtues of self-culture on persons
-whose highest dream of success was TO INCREASE THEIR CHANCES FOR THIS
-INDULGENCE IN HIGH OLD TIMES, and who were more than willing to pay for
-them, with the after years of that disease, remorse and reek of ill-fame
-in which “the name of the wicked rots.”
-
-Whatever they might choose to _do_ with their knowledge, the fact
-remained that the younger Dakshas _knew_ that they, by inheritance, were
-rooted in different purposes and back-history than such as this, which
-reveals itself in these forms of faith-breaking, love-outraging,
-humanity-destroying bewilderments. So when this other kind of girls and
-boys, with their mothers and fathers flying around in society’s
-whirligig, flitted about them, the Dakshas thought steadily on the truth
-as they knew it; and “hearing for themselves, then spoke,” thus giving
-their companions a chance to catch on at any point of spiritual contact
-which they found available.
-
-So the roots of Ethelbert Daksha’s life had gathered force and fibre in
-wisdom religions known in ancient America, Europe, Asia and Africa; and
-the might of this force was now annealed in her nature, and was forming
-into a unified strength of character, which to the ignorant seemed like
-a thing of very different quality.
-
-Reginald Grove altogether misunderstood Ethel when first they met; for
-he did not so much as know that there were girls in the world with
-character-roots so deep and far-reaching. There were two things he
-recognized at sight, but character was not one. He knew money when he
-saw it, and he thought he knew poverty, too. His father belonged to the
-class of people who laugh at “blood,” and worship money. His blood was
-made up of such things as a man who lays the reins on the neck of his
-impulses can get into his veins, if in his early days his father strikes
-a “money lead” and he “a society life”; but then he had a mother, too,
-and there came in the difference.
-
-Since he was seventeen years old Reginald had bought all the high-priced
-things that our fast civilization has to offer in exchange for “soul,”
-and now the ashes of that past were beginning to grit between his teeth;
-for he had a sweet memory of peace, purity and of an harmonious-purpose
-which glinted across his mind angelically as the remains of what had
-been his baby guesses at real manhood. But this dream, and the sainted
-mother who had inspired it, had both been devastated by the ignorant
-animalism of the elder Grove. So when the mother-spirit was released
-from earth’s control, little Regie’s waiting eyes turned to his father;
-and watching, he perceived that his father’s shrewd bargaining instincts
-resulted in increased wealth, which made it possible for him to sow a
-big crop of gilded misery, and still to pay his son’s bills, while he
-did likewise; and that doing all this he was yet flattered as a
-millionaire. So you see, beloved as was his mother’s memory and distinct
-as had been her teachings to his baby mind, they became but “woman’s
-notions” when contradicted by his father’s practices, and by the
-licensing laws of paternal government which assure young men they may
-sin freely, and yet be wealthy and wise; and healthy, too, if nostrums
-will make them so.
-
-For a time Reginald believed this, seeing the nation’s fathers had by
-license laws practically declared it. And as the wisdom of the nation’s
-mothers had been placed under silence as deep as the grave, “no cause or
-impediment being shown to forbid the banns” between his soul and
-corruption, he rushed on in the paths prepared for feet like his. But
-lately he did not feel very healthy; and as for his wealth, he feared
-that was getting a bit rickety, and his wisdom was hardly at par.
-
-So these were Reginald’s character “roots.” But it was the one little
-radical, or true-life fibre, which vibrated with a thrill when he first
-met Ethelbert Daksha. At the instant, it seemed to him as though the
-mirage which ever floated up from the fens of his unrecorded life, was
-swept away by a breath from over the jasper walls of the eternal city.
-That curious look out of Ethelbert’s eyes, so all-comprehending, pitiful
-and yet unmoved, held him, as his mother’s eyes had always done in the
-past; and he had not a word to say. He felt as such men feel when
-conscious of the moral distance between their private lives and the
-lives of sweet girl acquaintances.
-
-As usual he waited for Ethelbert to speak; but as is not usual she,
-recognizing his moral state, did not come down and hunt round for
-something to say on its level. “The great gulf fixed,” was fixed. She
-did not try to cross it; so she escaped falling and floundering therein,
-for her pains. Ethelbert believed not in self-abnegation, but in
-self-expression. She believed it right to stand squarely on her own fair
-heights; that from there, with the hand next her heart placed in
-Jehovah’s, she could give her _brain_-inspired right hand to brother man
-and then lift!
-
-“An Englishman dares be silent,” they say, and Ethelbert’s English
-quality was in the ascendant, when Reginald looked at her, wishing to
-know if those mother-eyes were backed by a brain filled with mother wit
-and wisdom. He met silence, and went away from that party with an
-unsatisfied hunger in his soul, which proved that that abused thing was
-not dead yet.
-
-After that they met casually often; and Ethelbert, who “pondered all
-these things in her heart,” which are brought by “ministering spirits to
-those who are _heirs_ of salvation,” knew Reginald better than as if
-they for years had talked much self-disguising trash together.
-
-One summer afternoon when she was sitting on the balcony of the Daksha
-home he passed and raised his hat, and she bowed in return, with the
-thought in mind and eyes, “that man is inherently a good man.” And he
-saw it, and halted, and then with direct purpose, crossed the street and
-seated himself on the step, asking no permission.
-
-“Miss Ethelbert, you always make me wish I were a boy five years old,”
-he said.
-
-“I wish you were,” said Ethelbert.
-
-This was sudden for Reginald; for though he was willing to recognize the
-failure he had made of manhood, Ethelbert’s businesslike way of
-accepting the idea was not flattering, and he was used to flattery.
-
-“Why do you wish it?” he said after knocking his teeth, not agreeably,
-with the head of his cane and gazing at her combatively.
-
-“So that you could cleave to the right. You are so old in your habits
-now, so undeveloped in the practice of judgment, and—oh, there is
-Bertha! Come right up here, Bertha. I was sitting here looking for you.
-Yes, you can have the newly cut lawn grass for your rabbits; but I want
-to see you first. I have saved the papers for you. Now, Mr. Grove, this
-is one of my friends, Bertha Gemacht; and Bertha, this is one of my
-friends, Reginald Grove.”
-
-Reginald had risen to his feet under this speech, the words of which are
-only recorded. The cool, helpful look which she turned on him in view of
-his moral mismanagement, and which was not in the least altered as she
-looked from him to Bertha, and from Bertha to him again, was as new to
-him as it was irritating and fascinating. For Bertha was to him a
-hard-looking woman as she laid her sack for holding the grass, down, and
-turned on him a look cowed, yet angry, and with another mixed expression
-indescribable.
-
-There was a little odor of whiskey about Bertha, and so there was about
-Reginald; and Ethelbert’s senses were as keen in one case as they were
-in the other; but she noticed that while Bertha seemed not in the least
-surprised that such a man as Reginald was found in a nice lady’s
-company, he was plainly indignant at seeing Bertha there; and that he
-watched them with disapprobation while they leaned over an illustrated
-paper together.
-
-“Now I would like you to read an account of the two women who took a
-homestead of one hundred and sixty acres; and for seven years worked it
-so well and wisely that they now have a delightful, valuable home, and
-have since added three other women to the household: women who had lost
-hope of happiness and honor, but are now becoming healthy and
-self-sustained by work,—honest, skillful work. Of course one has to have
-health in order to have nice clear brains.”
-
-“O Bertha, did you read and understand the health journal I loaned you?
-And did you think, after all the facts I told you, that you would better
-still sometimes use whiskey and—”
-
-“Indeed, Miss Daksha, I have not taken more than—”
-
-“Bertha,” Ethelbert interrupted. “Of course you will drink whiskey all
-you choose. I was only wishing you would choose not to drink it at all.
-Do you think rum drinking makes people healthy, wealthy and wise?”
-
-Bertha’s face had lighted up under the idea which had lately been
-brought to her by this friend, whose unvarying recognition of Bertha’s
-individuality, and of the fact that she could make of herself just such
-a woman as she chose to make, had opened a world of dignified
-possibilities before her. Her large eyes, which often had the look of an
-angry animal brought to bay, had now in them a puzzled, wondering look,
-full of startled expectancy.
-
-“Do you think I am healthier than you are?” said Ethelbert. Bertha
-nodded eagerly. “Would you wish to be like me?”
-
-“O Gott in Himmel! Would I not!” said Bertha, and she threw her old
-apron over her head; and the wild conflict within broke forth in a
-tempest of sobs.
-
-Reginald sat down on the steps with his back to them both, and looked
-out on the evening clouds; and Ethelbert, in that sharp fellowship with
-suffering which is part of the price paid by those whose soul-sight
-gives them redemptive power with the tempted and fallen, steadied
-herself under the pangs of the sudden remorse that had struck the heart
-of the man and of the woman anear.
-
-“There Bertha, now listen,” said she presently. “Let us, you and I, not
-do anything which will in the least harm the pure river of life, which,
-flowing through our veins, comes first from Jehovah, the fount of all
-life. See, Bertha!”
-
-The girl uncovered her eyes, and awe-struck, looked at Ethelbert as she
-bared her arm and showed the blue tracery there, and on her hand,
-adding: “See, the beautiful stream in the little river-beds here, flows
-on, and up through this big artery in my throat, over my brain. And
-Bertha,” she paused, and with a dramatic but perfectly unaffected
-gesture full of regnant poise, and with a light in her eyes never seen
-on sea or land, she said again, slowly: “And, Bertha, brain rules here!
-What the spirit wills, this body must. So my brain has commanded that
-nothing shall be put into my blood which shall send poisonous elements
-maddeningly up to the throne of reason. But Bertha, if you think it is
-wise to do as you do, you may have some good cause for it, that I know
-nothing about. Tell me, am I mistaken in my ideas? Shall I go with you
-where you went this afternoon, and put into my veins all that you did
-into yours?”
-
-“Gott bewahr! Oh, don’t say, don’t think of such things of your veins!”
-cried Bertha, almost throwing her arms round Ethelbert.
-
-Reginald sprang to his feet and looked at poor Bertha with a loathful
-vindictiveness hard to describe.
-
-“Is it too bad for me? Oh, then, it must be too bad for you,” said
-Ethelbert, with a pain intense in her tone. “You cut me to the heart
-just so when you violate your blood with things of horror. It is good
-German blood, and part of it flows in my veins, and all of it came from
-the great Fountain of Life who ‘made of one blood all nations of the
-earth,’ and who, in this, our beloved country, is gathering up all the
-nations of the earth into the life of this Republic’s inheritance. It is
-for women to secure to our nation a heritage better than golden crowns.”
-
-Ethelbert’s grey eyes were fixed on a floating cloud, and, absorbing
-into herself the doings of the beautiful world above, she broke up her
-reverie; and turning, looked at Bertha, saying explainingly: “You see
-yourself, Bertha, I mean that my parents and grandparents might have
-forgotten that I was coming to inherit their blood and their brains, and
-might have carelessly filled the fountain of their life with
-poison-loving elements. Now, if they had done so, what do you suppose I
-would now do about it myself?”
-
-“I’ll tell you what you would do about it,” interrupted Reginald. “You
-would have thought it the best blood in the land, madame, and would have
-scorned that girl as much as you scorn me, to whom you are reading this
-lesson over her shoulders. She don’t understand a word you’ve said; but
-do you think I am a fool?”
-
-“No,” said Ethelbert simply.
-
-Bertha looked after him as he walked off a few steps.
-
-“Is that man your friend?” she said sharply. “I understand not all your
-speaking words, but full well I know your wisdom in the thought of it,
-and well I know that the body is as a beast if the spirit shall not
-command what it will do. He thinks me a fool—too much fool to talk your
-wisdom-words. I are not fool. I choose this day. This head shall say,
-‘No more of beer and oder tings to my body. It has said so before this
-time, many days, but now, _the body must_!’ Now then, I, Bertha, ask
-you: Do you think I am a fool?”
-
-“No,” said Ethelbert.
-
-“Well, I shall be a fool if I steals away my brains some more.”
-
-“I think you will never do that any more. Brain force can be lost and
-wasted; or it can be treasured up, englobed delightsomely. Now, Bertha,
-take this rosebud and try to live as healthfully and sweet as roses do.
-Bertha, gather up your grass for the rabbits, and make the little things
-clean and happy, and then you can read your papers tonight, and come and
-get some more. Here is a pencil, so you can mark any little place you
-don’t quite understand, and I will tell you about it. Good-night.”
-
-“Good-night, Miss Daksha,” said Bertha, looking back enviously at
-Reginald, who stood striking the rosebush with his cane, and not yet
-dismissed.
-
-“You can’t put that rose together again,” said Ethelbert.
-
-“Who cares?” said he roughly. For, as Ethelbert would not flatter him,
-he unconsciously proposed not to flatter her. You see he had felt full
-of the ashes of the past; and those ashes, like a volatile alkali,
-needed only an acid admixture to ensure a sudden fermentation of soul.
-The truths which had seemed so sweet to Bertha had been acid to him, and
-a foam of wrath was choking him as he sputtered: “Who cares?”
-
-“That is the question,” said Ethelbert, gathering up the shattered rose:
-“Who cares?”
-
-He gave the bush another cut with his cane; for the fermentation of
-ideas within was quite unendurable. He had always supposed that women
-were made on purpose to flatter men, and he had always had so much of it
-that he was sick of it; but now when he cared a good deal to be thought
-well of, he felt it was a bit hard to be made to think of himself as he
-had been made to think all that morning. He had until now thought
-Ethelbert particularly attractive, because she was so bright; but now he
-thought her brightness was so overmuch of a good thing as to be
-perfectly detestable. The same hand that in wanton cruelty was whacking
-to pieces those exquisite moss rosebuds, would willingly have whacked
-out of existence all the high human tests of character which had
-stripped his soul bare before his gaze. Something of this, but not very
-clearly defined, made him hit the bush again as he looked at Ethelbert,
-who, free from a suggestion of reproof or sentiment of any kind,
-repeated: “Who cares?”
-
-“I don’t,” said Reginald; and after a pause: “Do you?”
-
-“Do I care that I can’t put the rose together again? I don’t aspire to
-do that; yet I do very much care to have all the power I can possibly
-obtain with which to arrest the destruction of beautiful life and
-orderly happiness.”
-
-“Oh, yes, much you care to make a fellow happy,” said Reginald sullenly.
-“Look at the cold-blooded way you sat there and talked to that miserable
-thing about me.” And after waiting again, he said with the combativeness
-of a man opposed by silence, when instead he longed for a quarrel: “Now
-this is all very well, Miss Daksha, but you know that if you
-noticed—noticed—well, as you might say—if you smelt whiskey on her (now
-you’ve got it), if you smelt whiskey on her, you could—you are sharp
-enough to notice—anything, in fact,” said he, stumbling on under her
-steady uplifted eyes, “Aren’t you?”
-
-“I notice many things,” said Ethelbert, like a little truthful child.
-
-He hit the rosebush again. “You are a queer girl,” he said. “You have no
-respect for a man’s feelings.”
-
-“What are those things?”
-
-“What things?”
-
-“A man’s feelings, I believe you called them,” said Ethelbert.
-
-He came near her, with red passion-flushes patching his face like
-Satan’s finger-prints; and stood angrily looking at her. And then he
-slashed the air close to her with his cane; but he might as well have
-shot glances of rage at a lily-cup, in the hope of arresting the sweet
-aura it exhaled. He turned angrily away. “Well, I can just believe you,”
-he said. “You neither know nor care what feelings are. You care more
-about that old rose.”
-
-“That depends,” said Ethelbert. “I care for the rose because it is
-sweet, orderly life. If a man’s feelings are the same, I care just as
-much for them. But character is not a question of feeling. It is a
-question of wise action.”
-
-He muttered a passionate oath, and hit the bush again. For the devils
-were “rending him,” and “that kind goeth not out, except by prayer and
-fasting.” He was not much of a praying man; and as for fasting, his
-habitual diet and incessant brandy quaffing did not come under that
-head, nor produce those calming results. Added to this, three months had
-passed since Ethelbert Daksha had seemed to him as no woman had ever
-seemed to him before; and in those three months he had been afraid to
-approach acquaintanceship, because of the infinite distance between
-them. This distance he, with all his unpublished record of
-demoralization, had decency enough to recognize. And now he had a
-feeling akin to hatred toward Ethelbert, that she should have the
-impudence to know anything of him except what his “good clothes,” not
-bad-featured face, and his hitherto very silent tongue might have told.
-
-He forgot that he was living in this new age in which something like
-occult powers are given to the “pure in heart,” who, seeing God, who is
-All, and in all, necessarily must see the truth as to the conditions
-which fill society. His spiritual and intuitional faculties were not
-dead, but sealed up, and enswathed in cerements of flesh. And so, as he
-now himself realized, he had nothing but a man’s feelings, hot, blind
-and passionate, to oppose to the percipient intelligence, that, cool and
-pure, looked steadily into the seething caldron of his heart.
-
-“If a man’s feelings are orderly, beautiful life, I care just as much
-for them,” she said again slowly. And as he stood before the Virgin
-Mother grace in her, an ineffable longing for purity and new creation
-took possession of him. He covered his eyes and sat down on the steps.
-
-“Mine were beautiful when I was three years old,” he said, “orderly,
-beautiful life. O good God, yes, they were!” It was a cry of remorse to
-his Creator, and Ethelbert understood it so.
-
-“I believe that readily, Reginald,” she said, simply; “and I have
-limitless reverence for them; they were as sweet as this bud.” He took
-from her hand the exquisite moss-covered wonder, and sat looking at it,
-while Ethelbert laid the mutilated rose, with its upgathered petals, on
-a book in her lap.
-
-“You mean that is about what my life is worth now,” said he, pointing at
-the leaves and torn blossom.
-
-“You choose to do it yourself,” said Ethelbert.
-
-“Who cares?” was the angry response, for he had often sentimentalized
-with girls over his ruined hopes, and had so led up to sweet
-flirtations; but Ethelbert’s remark and the level look of her eyes,
-nipped that sort of a thing in the bud; and his “ugly” was rising at
-about the rate of ten degrees a second, when she said: “I do.”
-
-“On your honor, do you?” he asked huskily.
-
-“On honor, yes, I care,” she said. He looked white and kept the bud in
-his hand. She wished to help him, but she did not wish to preach nor
-sentimentalize.
-
-“You have abused this rosebud fearfully,” rising and examining one on
-the bush. “You have shattered the rose and the leaves. Here is a bud
-which you have marred, but—” she stooped to examine it more closely;
-“but I see it is not beyond the power of performing good uses still and
-of opening to mature life.”
-
-These kind of analogies were not exactly in his line of thought, but
-somehow as with her he looked at this bud, with one side of the moss
-stripped off and the wound on the outer leaf, he became very sorry for
-the little Reginald Grove who buried his mother, and afterwards so badly
-mismanaged himself. For the moment he felt that all he had ever
-possessed which was worth caring about, was what he had had when,
-environed by mother-love, he grew up in her smiles. It was a presence
-about Ethelbert which made that time seem so valuable. He looked up at
-the simple house, and then at Ethelbert’s dainty but inexpensive dress.
-The fragrance of the rose seemed intoxicating with its story of possible
-redemption. Yet every instinct of his better nature told him it was
-impossible that his life could ever blend with Ethelbert’s, while also
-his best instincts, with an exigency of strong desire, demanded just
-that union. He was in a torture of soul, comparable with nothing he had
-ever before experienced. Suddenly he remembered his wealth, but it
-seemed only an abject thing. Yet presently, for some reason, he said:
-“Do you care for wealth?”
-
-“Immensely,” said Ethelbert.
-
-He looked up at her as though he could not believe his ears; but in his
-heart there was a hope, broken by doubt and darkened by disappointment;
-a hope that all-conquering wealth could win even her, but a
-disappointment in her if this could so be. After a moment he stumbled
-on, saying: “I—I somehow don’t see much good in it. After you have eaten
-all you can, and have drunken more than—than you ought, and made a
-fashion-block of yourself, and so on; in fact, you know money can’t give
-you back whatever there was in those old days,” said Reginald, motioning
-toward the rose; “it can’t make the now impossible possible.”
-
-“That depends,” said Ethelbert. “Money could make the now impossible
-possible to many people.”
-
-He looked at her with that same compound expression on his countenance;
-for you know this man, who had never grown to real manhood, being much
-bigger outside than he was in,—this man had for years stood on guard
-against the many girls whom he fancied wished to marry his money. So he
-said, with a dash of the Grove suspicious shrewdness: “Is there anything
-now impossible to you that it could make possible?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-He looked at her with lowering lights in his eyes.
-
-“Do you want that thing very much?”
-
-“I have set myself to obtain it.”
-
-“How much would you give?” said he, his heart beating thickly, and yet
-he could not look at her because of the mingled sense of victory and
-disappointment.
-
-“I shall give my life for it,” she said quietly. “I have settled that.”
-
-And while he was looking at her, utterly dazed as to her meaning, Judge
-Elkhorn threw himself from his horse and eagerly came up to Ethelbert,
-who received him with more alacrity than her still manner usually
-exhibited.
-
-Now Judge Elkhorn was a man head and shoulders above his fellows in much
-that makes average manhood. He was very wealthy, too; and Reginald
-thought of both these facts as he watched Ethelbert and the judge; and
-forty thousand fiends took hold of him within.
-
-The judge, intent on the object of his visit, had at first given that
-casual bow and glance with which one habitually recognizes the presence
-of a fellow-being; but the look on Reginald’s countenance arrested his
-notice, so that the two men for a moment faced each other with a
-well-defined stare; and during this moment Reginald’s countenance
-perceptibly grew more red, lowering, and akin to the bulldog character
-of expression, and Judge Elkhorn’s more self-poised.
-
-The next moment Reginald arose with an impulse to get away; but as
-Ethelbert had at the very same moment set forward two cane chairs, he
-seated himself composedly with a set to his jaw that was not lost to the
-notice of his hostess.
-
-The judge preserved silence with the air of a man who recognizes the
-fact that it was perfectly in order that the first visitor should take
-his departure; and an air that reminded one that he was suppressing all
-knowledge of the fact that this man’s presence was a very questionable
-advantage to the lady favored with it.
-
-Ethelbert, instead of running to the rescue and disguising these men’s
-characters from one another and herself by a flood of small talk, sat
-thinking faithfully on Reginald’s very best qualities, and looking at
-the moss rosebud which he held by the stem in such a way as to conceal
-from the eye the flower which was under his half-closed hand. And when
-she seated herself a trifle nearer him than to the judge, Reginald
-recognized the gentle influence, and with an impulse of some kind,
-pinned the bud on his coat lapel.
-
-The judge seemed absolutely entranced with the sunset clouds opposite
-him. His gaze was extremely abstracted, and when he turned it toward
-Ethelbert, Reginald really felt that his presence was honestly
-forgotten, as the judge, evidently taking up his last conversation with
-Ethelbert, said: “Miss Daksha, you are supported in your ingenious
-theory by Augustin, as well as others. Augustin says: ‘A knowledge of
-the truth is equal to the task both of discerning and confuting all
-false assertions and erroneous arguments, though never before met with,
-if only they may be freely brought forward.’ I have reconsidered my
-attempt to dissuade you from the (as I thought) quixotic undertaking on
-which you have set your heart. I was astonished at the self-confidence
-with which you virtually promise to give help to the struggling, counsel
-to the doubtful, light to the blind, hope to the despondent, and
-refreshment to the weary. But I perceive you propose to do this, not by
-dictating to others, but by simply setting forth the law of your own
-mind, and leaving it to the reasonableness or lack of reasonableness of
-those about you to act upon it for themselves. There! Have I stated this
-as you explained your plan to me in our delightful conversation?” said
-the judge, turning his eyes, with their hard will-power, upon Ethelbert.
-
-“Admirably,” said Ethelbert.
-
-“Do you read Petrarch?”
-
-“Why, really, no, I do not,” said Ethelbert in surprise at herself. “I
-suppose I have not yet gotten to it.”
-
-“I wondered whether it was your memory of that great author, or whether
-it were the wonderful reception of profoundest truth which blesses pure
-souls in all ages, bringing ever to the intelligent worker those few
-_fundamentals_ which relate to our moral natures. See, I copied this for
-you, that you might perceive not only that I was wrong in being against
-you, but that you have Petrarch on your side.”
-
-And he passed her a bit copied from “De Vita Solitaria,” which is
-substantially as quoted from Ethelbert’s own expression.
-
-“You remember,” said the judge, “you had said it was your own purpose to
-accumulate wisdom and employ all your acquirements and understanding in
-just the manner which would best ensure benefit to the people of this
-now nearly twenty-first century, and would help to solve the especial
-problems of our conglomerate American society. Petrarch substantially
-says the same of his efforts for his people in his epoch.”
-
-Reginald was turning over in his mind something which echoed down from
-babydom. He remembered a little book among his mother’s choice few, with
-letters on the back. Did he not in childhood spell out the letters there
-P-E-T-R-A-R-C-H? And what else was it he “knew about the old fellow”?
-Oh, he had an idea now. He dimly remembered many talks with his mother;
-but he thought he would let these people talk on with their high themes,
-while he sat pulling out his mustache and getting a word or two together
-in such good form as would show this snob whom he was.
-
-“All I have to say then, is,” commenced the little Captain Grove coolly,
-“Petrarch is rather coming up in reputation when he finds himself able
-to keep up with the thoughts of Miss Daksha. I knew old Pete; he was one
-of my mother’s favorites. You know he was mashed on a girl called
-‘Laura.’”
-
-A merry peal from Ethelbert quite cleared the atmosphere; but, in the
-sharp, bright handling of the subject that followed, Reginald felt
-himself completely stranded again. So he had shrewdness enough to retire
-on his laurels, and to take his departure at a moment when a pretty
-little sentiment as to his arrested development along very nice lines of
-life, had quite taken possession of Mrs. Daksha, as well as of the rest.
-
-He walked direct from this visit to a bookstore and inquired for
-Petrarch’s works, much to the amazement of the man who had hitherto
-supplied him with another style of literature. And then in his room in
-his hotel he recommenced an acquaintance with that author, or his
-mother, or with the moss rosebud which he had placed at his elbow, in a
-vase, or with Miss Ethelbert, or with himself. With which, or with how
-many of these he recommenced an acquaintance that evening, it would have
-been hard for him to say. But when he arose from the long half-reverie
-he was in a new frame of mind; and, too, he fancied he had stolen a
-march on Miss Daksha in regard to at least one book.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
-
-
-After dinner Reginald seated himself in the office of his hotel. There
-were the usual number of men about the place, talking and smoking, and
-watching the women who passed through the office now and then. Hotel
-life, with its ordinary distractions of seeing and being seen, and
-newsmongering and time-killing, was rather a bore to Reginald. But he
-had had little idea of anything else, unless it were a big house on
-something of the same plan of social divertisement and high hilarity. He
-had had spells of the blues, of course, in which he longed for something
-indefinable; and now that his nerves and health were breaking down
-pretty fast, he had these blues more often than ever. His regular cure
-for these attacks was a visit to the bar, and then a couple of cigars
-after it, then more blues, and then more cigars; so, of course, a
-permanent removal of the cause and the effect did not seem very likely
-to be secured.
-
-There were one or two women at his hotel, acquaintances of his, who had
-led the life of dressing, dining, party-going and evening dancing or
-riding, for an indefinite number of years; women who had tried every
-popular watering-place in the summer and many southern resorts in the
-winter, and who were getting stout and flashy, both as to diamonds and
-general effect; women who had money enough not to need to marry, and
-knowledge enough of the general quality of some of the men about them,
-not to care to marry; and such a general sense of loneliness and
-dissatisfaction with the dullness, staleness, flatness and
-unprofitableness of life, as made them not to care to live, and quite
-too keen a certainty of a life to come, to at all desire to risk
-embarking on that unknown sea on which diamonds and dinners, whist and
-mature old flirtations, could not be taken as cargo.
-
-Reginald had often wondered as he sat and talked nothing by the hour to
-these women, whether he or they were the most utter failures and bores.
-When this problem got too deep for him, he usually went to the bar; in
-fact, the bar was his grand resort, most of the time. But when these
-same questions presented themselves to these women, very few of them
-went to the bar or had the bar brought to them. They usually set to
-thinking, and then sometimes cried themselves so sick that their suppers
-were sent up to their rooms and eaten with the salt of tears.
-
-Now the difference in these cases of inanity was, that while the first
-useless mortal drowned himself in liquor and the second in tears, the
-result was the inebriation and steady animalization of the faculties of
-the one, while the other certainly escaped being classed with those who
-never ate bread in sorrow, and knows not the unseen powers.
-
-The boarders said that there had been what they called “tender passages”
-in history, between Mrs. Mancredo and Reginald. She had soft Italian
-eyes, which had cried many passionate hours, but they were always cooled
-off and black-leaded up; and then with a little pink to make the
-tear-stain pinker still, Mrs. Mancredo never looked much the worse for
-the honest but baffled scrutiny which she had made of life in general
-and her own in particular. But on the reverse, she looked just so much
-the better, as she was for the time less hard and world encrusted.
-
-At these times, if Reginald had not been too recently to his throne of
-consolation, the bar, he felt quite impressed by the element of
-womanliness which was visible in her tear-brightened eyes.
-
-On the evening after he had ventured on Ethelbert’s fuller acquaintance,
-and had had that ethical and æsthetic conversation, and the interesting
-_tête-a-tête_ with the rosebud, Petrarch and himself, Mrs. Mancredo had
-had a good long cry, so-called.
-
-For a young bride had arrived at the hotel, wife of an invalid person;
-and in the good gossip after dinner, Mrs. Mancredo had chatted about
-herself (apparently) to this young bride, until she knew all the past
-history of the girl, and had a pretty clear forecast of her future
-history as well. Then she commenced with being very sorry for the
-pretty, ingenuous young thing, and more sorry for herself because of the
-years in which she was an unenviable wife, and still more sorry for
-herself in her present mature womanhood. So when she came down to supper
-she had her pretty round chin well up in the air, while her heavily
-leaded eyelashes drooped under the languor of her hard weeping. She had
-that strange sort of expectancy of something better, new, and more
-satisfactory at last, which sometimes follows on a new discovery of the
-great disproportion between human aspirations and the ordinary objects,
-which are palmed off upon them as satisfactory food.
-
-She glanced toward Reginald as she passed his table, and inwardly
-ejaculated “Horrid thing! Eternally eating, whenever he stops
-wine-bibbing and smoking long enough.” And then with a flutter and flow
-of drapery, she permitted the waiter to adjust the paraphernalia of the
-occasion, as with a flashing of finger-rings and twittering of the
-pendants in her ears, and heaving of the laces under the diamonds at her
-breast, she proceeded to practically assert the always conceded fact
-that she was a splendid-looking woman. Three or four newcomers
-recognized the fact, and the old habitués were as loyal as ever. She saw
-all that, while she read and reread the bill of fare, and while the
-patient John brushed off imaginary crumbs, and did many useless things
-to remind her he still lived, and lived but to serve. Then—“Oh,
-anything,” was her order. He had expected that would be all, but he was
-obliged to wait just the same for its utterance.
-
-Mrs. Mancredo meanwhile had not for a moment lost sight of the fact that
-Reginald had not once glanced toward her; and also that, though he had
-not changed his dress otherwise, the moss rosebud which he had worn
-before was gone now. She began to get up a theory about that rosebud.
-She had before never seen him with a buttonhole bouquet. Once when he
-had asked her for a flower he had only held it for a while; he hadn’t
-worn it. In a polite sort of a way, one time with another, she had
-snubbed Reginald often; but all the same, if he was going to wear
-rosebuds, she was going to know why and whence. So she watched him. He
-was not even reading his paper; he was eating, not without interest in
-the good things before him: he was not enough far gone in his new love
-for that. But he was so abstracted that he—oh, horrors!—he had
-deliberately, firmly, kept his clutch on his knife and fork, and, having
-struck the butt of the handle of each squarely down on the table, he
-held them points upwards in the air, while he industriously masticated
-his food and glared, unconscious, into the abysmal beyond.
-
-“There’s his lineage well defined,” said she to herself, determinedly
-watching him; till he with a start looked directly at her, and she
-holding his eye, with a quick gesture imitated his attitude, stare and
-all; and then sinking back in her chair, fanned herself in a pantomimic
-swoon.
-
-He shook his head across the dining-hall, signifying that he had an
-account to settle, for that manœuvre. And when he had picked at a grape
-or two for dessert, she significantly moved back the empty chair at her
-emptily table, and he came over and sat down with her.
-
-She sniffed the air as he approached.
-
-“I smell a moss rosebud,” said she, raising her fibbingly black
-eyelashes and fibbing lips towards him.
-
-Reginald had been getting quite bright that afternoon, and he answered
-to her direct gaze: “You have a perfect nose.” And just as she took in
-the compliment he went on, explanatorily, “a double-barrelled,
-back-action nose; a burglarious, lock-picking nose, that can shoot round
-three spiral staircases, down a back hall and unlock a door, all for the
-purpose of getting at a moss rosebud that you saw pinned on my lapel two
-hours ago, and which you don’t see there now! Do you know why you don’t
-see it there now? I’ll tell you. It is because it is in a little vase
-beside a copy of Petrarch’s works up in my room.”
-
-Now she dropped her eyes and pushed her chair back.
-
-“All right, my poetical friend. I believed all your parables till you
-came to a ‘copy of Petrarch’; but there are limits,” said she, and she
-looked at him in a way which, with the accompanying words and
-intonation, would have meant in a man’s mouth, “You are lying, and I
-know it and you know it.”
-
-Reginald had always taken a good deal of this sort of thing from the
-sort of women produced by society (?), some of whom think it persiflage,
-and some of whom habitually talk that way because of the habitual state
-of unfaith in men, which, with or without cause, fills their minds and
-hearts.
-
-Reginald had never at any time in his life liked this; for with all his
-arrest of high manhood, no man could truly accuse him of lying, or of
-dishonor along that line toward males. And as a boy he never did lie to
-his mother, and as a son he had never lied to his father; and when these
-jocular accusations first began to meet him from pretty girls’ lips, he
-disliked them much. But when he saw all the fellows had to take it, he
-began to think that was “high style,” and that, after all, may be, if
-women took it for granted that the fellows lied and were bad, and yet
-still petted them and invited them to their homes, badness might, after
-all, not be badness, nor lying be lying; and that, may be, one thing was
-as good as another, all through the catalogue. At any rate, that women
-seemed to think so and that no one fellow could stand against this tide,
-even if he wanted to do so. But he always disliked this thing just the
-same, and never saw the wit of it.
-
-The word “parables,” somehow, too, this evening, struck him worse than
-it would if she had said “lies”; for “parables,” as they were taught him
-at his mother’s knee, were “beautiful words of life”; and besides,
-“whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap,” was getting to be a
-fact which he was illustrating in himself.
-
-While he thought of these things he looked so glowering that Mrs.
-Mancredo said, lightly, “Now what ails you?”
-
-“How many times in a week, on the average, do you suppose you tell us
-fellows that we lie?”
-
-“Well, the times I tell you so, compared with the times you do it, are
-so infinitesimally small that a body could not be to the trouble of
-reckoning them,” said she lazily.
-
-He looked at her seriously. “Do you think men lie?” he said.
-
-She answered him in blank amazement: “Why, of course, child!”
-
-“All men?”
-
-“Might except a deaf mute or two, if you like.”
-
-“Will you except me?”
-
-“Did you say except or accept?”
-
-“I certainly said except. At this point in our conversation I could not
-ask you to accept me, for I can’t imagine what a woman would ever want
-of a liar.”
-
-She shrugged her shoulders and ejaculated: “Hobson’s choice as for
-that!”
-
-She looked as pretty as though she were being real good; in fact, she
-looked a great deal prettier. There was an impishness about her with
-which Reginald was more fully _en rapport_ than he was with high
-goodness. True, she expressed disbelief in him, even on the one point on
-which he could somewhat justly value himself; but she looked “sort of
-loving” out of her eyes all the time; and Reginald had never resisted
-that kind of flattery.
-
-And so they sat looking at one another; he a silly slave to her wiles,
-and crushing back the honest longing he had had for her approbation of
-his best virtue; and she, a slave to the conditions imposed on
-disfranchised womanhood, and crushing back her longing for his
-recognition of her individuality and her right to be of sound use to the
-world,—practical, sound use. She could not accuse him of deflection from
-that virtue which woman is taught to most strenuously hold herself, and
-man’s breach of which most cruelly afflicts her. So she accused him of
-lying,—a slave’s vice,—which he, not being a slave, need not lean
-toward. Thus they played at cross-purposes, neither helping the other
-out of the social tangle.
-
-When he rose from the table it was with an angry perplexity.
-
-“What in the mischief has set her to believe that I am such a liar?” he
-said to himself.
-
-And as she went up toward her pretty private parlor she was thinking to
-herself: “He is as truthful a fellow, as far as his words and promises
-go, as I happen to know. But his fickle passions are what I despise him
-for. He really thinks I doubt that he has the rosebud and the poem on
-his table. I as good as saw them when he said it. But that means another
-love; and that is what he was gazing at, with his knife and fork in the
-air like a farmer. I’ve got the idea now. They were farmer’s people when
-he was twelve or so. He of course had that habit then, and he was
-thinking of his early boyhood and fell back into those rough ways. This
-new love, this rosebud flame, has something to do with old times. She
-can’t be a very young girl, then.”
-
-And so soliloquizing, each within self, they walked up the broad
-stairway together.
-
-“Your rosebud took you to boyhood, didn’t it?” she asked, turning square
-upon him at the landing, and facing him as he stood on the step below.
-
-“It is no use saying yes or no; you don’t believe me,” said he, with a
-blunt boy-directness that seemed to touch her.
-
-“You great goose!” she said. “Of course I believe you.”
-
-“You said you didn’t.”
-
-“Well, what of that?”
-
-“A good deal of it,” said he, indignantly. “I believe you when you tell
-me a thing.”
-
-“More goose you!”
-
-He stood and looked at her like one dazed. He was trying so hard that
-day to bring his life to firmer foundations; and she stood there
-laughing at him as though lies and truths were all jokes together. “Good
-heavens, what do you mean! Do you mean that you lie?”
-
-“Yes, that’s what I mean; always do,” said she.
-
-“Then you are lying now?”
-
-“Of course.”
-
-“Oh, then, if you are lying when you say that you lie, you would be
-telling the truth then; only if you are telling the truth when you say
-you lie, then you are lying.”
-
-“You need to go to sleep and clear your head,” said she coolly.
-
-“Look here now, tell me once, are you truthful?”
-
-“Yes, I am full of truths of one kind and another: oppressively full. I
-should like to unload.”
-
-“And yet you say you are a liar?”
-
-“Oh, yes. Now let us go right over and over it again and again; it is
-only quarter past eleven,” said she, laughing at his eagerness.
-
-“You call this a great joke, don’t you?” with passionate intensity.
-
-“Perfectly convulsing,” she answered, with a look as if her patience was
-about gone, and as if, should he dare to browbeat her any longer with
-that look in his eyes, she would establish her claim to a new line of
-ability. This possibility was so evident on her countenance that he
-said:
-
-“I believe if you can lie like this, you can do anything.”
-
-“I seem to feel some undeveloped ability stirring within me myself,”
-said she; “nothing of course in the chewing, drinking, sweltering
-animalism line. But let us say some skillful, intellectual achievement,
-which might rid the world of a few thousands like yourself, and make
-room for a new race,” said she with a deliberate consideration that had
-in it the _savoir-faire_ of a society woman, wrought up beyond much more
-endurance of the life she had been forced to lead,—a life now coming in
-sight of the convincing truths of this liberalizing age.
-
-Poor Reginald stood actually aghast. His lower jaw had fallen and his
-eyes protruded, as, with his third finger pointed to his breast, he
-stammered: “Me! Rid the world of such as me? What have you against me?”
-
-She looked at him with fury suppressed; and at last, when she had
-controlled herself enough to speak, said, in a low tone, full of the
-sense of insult and degradation which our false social conditions have
-forced on thinking womanhood: “I have just that against you, which you
-would have against me, if my character, through and through, was a
-facsimile of yours. Sir, that is what I have against you!”
-
-He looked at her dumb. “I don’t understand, I—”
-
-“Oh, well, take the night to it! Think your life over, every step of the
-way up, since you have entered young hoodlumism; and just fancy that a
-twin sister of yours had kept with you all the way, step by step, in all
-your paths—where would she—”
-
-Reginald had leaned against the balustrade perfectly white. “You are a
-very fiend,” he said; and then he pulled up stairs as a man gropes who
-has been struck by blindness.
-
-Mrs. Mancredo was frightened. She wanted to help him up. “You—you’ve
-done enough,” he said thickly, without looking at her. And she went into
-her parlor and he went up to the next flight.
-
-When Reginald had closed and locked his door and mechanically thrown
-himself on a sofa, he lay there for some time—not thinking, yet not
-unconscious. The room had been quite shut up, and the bud, now half
-opened, had filled the air with its exquisite fragrance. He sensed this
-fragrance, and, in the half stupor which had come to him, he felt the
-presence of tender, soothing hands passing, not over his head, but near
-the very brain substance within his head. His mind seemed reëchoing the
-speech he had made about Petrarch’s Laura, on which he had prided
-himself. And as it repeated itself, there were withdrawn all gross
-elements, until the spiritualized worship which Petrarch had for his
-paragon of true virtue, seemed to enswathe his being with a heavenly
-marvel of pure love. A mellifluous rapture of mind, all separate from
-the senses, overflowed his highest being; and then, as clearly as ever
-he felt the sun’s rays, he felt his own mother’s presence, and knew, or
-thought he knew, that he was falling down and down serenely into her
-care, with an ecstasy of the annihilation of self, and all self-burdens.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The next morning Mrs. Mancredo took an early breakfast, and then stayed
-in the parlor a while, looking about. She breakfasted three times that
-morning, and then asked if any one had seen Mr. Grove. It was discovered
-that no one had. Then Mrs. Mancredo, remembering how he had groped up
-stairs, followed the matter through. The result was, they found him
-insensible in his room, and one glance at him told it was no inebriate’s
-sleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
-
-
-A partial paralysis had befallen Reginald Grove. At his first stage of
-consciousness, Mrs. Mancredo noticed that when a servant in clearing the
-room took up the withered rosebud, his heavy gaze followed it. She
-replaced it, and then bending over him said: “Do you want to see her?”
-
-The eagerness of his attempt to respond showed his wish. Mrs. Mancredo
-ordered her carriage for a drive past the gardens of the town, on the
-lookout for moss roses.
-
-“She must be a widow,” she was saying to herself, when her thoughts were
-interrupted by the sight of a rosebush, much beaten down on the side
-next the house-steps; and on the other, in the full glory of its mossy
-beauty.
-
-“Turn round, John, and go slowly back, and then come to this spot and
-on, till I tell you to stop.”
-
-As they passed the house the second time, Mrs. Mancredo had a good view
-of the roses, and of a young woman whose every nervous motion meant
-purpose, watering the bush. Mrs. Mancredo stopped the carriage and
-descended. On approaching Miss Daksha she looked at her steadily a
-moment, and then presented her card.
-
-“I came—I came to look at your moss roses, and to talk about them. What
-has happened to this bush?” she said abruptly.
-
-“It has been abused.”
-
-“Did you ever live on a farm?” said Mrs. Mancredo then, after a long
-pause.
-
-Ethelbert turned and looked at her, and then drawing chairs into the
-shade, said with a strange, sweet smile: “No, I never did. Now please
-sit here and I’ll sit with you, and you shall tell me what you really
-want to know.”
-
-Mrs. Mancredo was a bit overwhelmed; but she sat, and wheeling her guns,
-said as suddenly as possible: “Reginald Grove wants to see you.”
-
-“Is he ill?”
-
-“You know him, then?”
-
-“Why don’t you say whatever you have to say?” said Ethelbert simply.
-
-“If I did, I should say that you gave him a rosebud and loaned him a
-volume of Petrarch’s ‘De Vita Solitaria,’ and that he loves you, and is
-sick, paralyzed, dying!—and wants to see you,” she said with Italian
-impetuosity, leaning more and more toward Ethelbert, trying to shock the
-secret out of her, with each added word. “You know him, you gave him the
-rosebud—the book?”
-
-“I spoke to him for the first time yester-morn. I have seen him several
-times. I gave him the rosebud; I did not loan him the book.” She laid
-her cool hand on this woman’s burning hot hand, saying: “He is nothing
-to me more than any and every human being is. Any child five years old,
-with beautiful possibilities, is more interesting.”
-
-“Then why pin a rosebud on his coat?”
-
-“He pinned it there as a sort of symbol of his lost sweet childhood,
-which he wishes he could regain, and which I think he could.”
-
-“O, this is stupidity!” said Mrs. Mancredo in quick Italian. “We all
-know that can never be done! What is he, that he should have his
-childhood back again, more than I should—more than thousands? No! he has
-made his bed, and there he shall lie upon it, a paralyzed idiot, for
-what I know. He is a bad man! Do you understand what that means? And he
-is a rich bad man, and his visits to this simple house and to you mean
-no good! Do you understand that?”
-
-“I understand you,” said Ethelbert, rising and looking down upon her
-visitor, “but you don’t understand me, and cannot. Till you have known
-me a long while, you will misinterpret everything I say or do.”
-
-“How old are you?” was the next angry question.
-
-“Ages old. I am able to help you and this sick friend of yours. I am
-sorry for your trouble,” said Ethelbert, with a divine pity in her voice
-and look, and an uplifting power going forth like a cooling shadow
-displacing the glare and scorch of passion; until, in the cool of it,
-the tears which, unshed, had burned Mrs. Mancredo’s eyes ever since she
-had seen Reginald groping upstairs the night before his shock, came
-forth, relieving her spirit.
-
-Then altogether perplexed, but believing Ethel’s every word, she said:
-“Can you come down to the hotel and see if you can ease him? The doctor
-says that his paralysis comes from the ‘functional disorder of the
-nervous centers,’ whatever all-that-is.”
-
-“That is hemiplegia,” said Ethelbert, “and means ‘I strike one-half,’—so
-he is paralyzed on one side. If that is it, one corner of his mouth will
-be drawn a little, and one cheek will look in a sort, withered and
-drooping. If it is that, his mind will be curious.”
-
-“You are a cold-blooded thing, any way,” said Mrs. Mancredo, frightened
-and angry.
-
-Ethelbert opened her eyes reflectively.
-
-“Forgive me,” said the excitable woman, “and get into my carriage and
-come now.”
-
-“In a minute,” said Ethelbert; and in about that time she came back with
-her hat and her mother, whom she introduced, saying:
-
-“My mother will go, too.” And cutting some fresh roses she followed the
-two elder ladies into the carriage, and they drove away to the hotel.
-
-Reginald was awake when they entered; and Ethelbert had given the
-flowers to Mrs. Mancredo, who walked with them to the sick man. He
-smiled that strange half smile, which was contradicted by the paralyzed
-muscles on the other side of his mouth. “He will get on in a way, you
-know,—in a way,” said the physician. “He will perhaps be talking and
-about again, in a way, you know,—in a way.”
-
-“I found her, Reginald, she is here,” said Mrs. Mancredo, and she
-motioned to Miss Daksha to approach. A look of heavenly rapture
-overspread his countenance. In a strange, full voice he cried out: “My
-mother!”
-
-With an exclamation the physician started forward, but fell back, as
-Ethelbert said all motherly: “Yes, Reginald.”
-
-He looked at her with consuming eagerness. “You have been gone so long,”
-he said, a little thickly. “Where is Cousin Alitza?”
-
-A muffled shriek from Mrs. Mancredo thrilled through the room.
-
-“You know what he means!” asserted Ethelbert, looking at Mrs. Mancredo,
-who, with a perfectly bloodless face and a shrinking, stealthy step,
-approached. Reginald Grove looked at her puzzled, and then said
-fretfully, lifting his eyes to Ethelbert: “You have all been gone so
-long; see how she has grown.”
-
-There was an oppressive hush of bewilderment. The doctor was held back
-by the unmoved air with which Ethelbert kept her post, giving way to her
-as if she were the physician of the occasion in whom he trusted. She
-stood, gently stroking Reginald’s head. He raised his other hand and
-patted hers languidly, as a pleased child would do, and so presently
-fell asleep. Then the other physicians came in, and a little apart
-discussed the case, perplexed.
-
-“He called you Alitza. Your card was marked Corrinne,” said Ethelbert;
-and after scarce a moment’s halt Mrs. Mancredo said with truthful
-rapidity: “I am—I was—Alitza Corrinne Roccoca, his cousin. I have seen
-him but twice since I was seventeen, until I met him in this city. He
-loved me when we were children; he hated me when I was older. He never
-dreamed that Mrs. Mancredo was—is—Alitza.”
-
-Ethelbert was silent; she was thinking of his perplexed words: “You have
-all been away so long; see how she has grown,” and of the childlike
-manner in which he had clung to her and called her “mother.” She
-remembered a curious case of mental-aberration of which she had read.
-“Doctors,” she said, “your patient’s mind has become blank, back to the
-time before his mother’s death. Don’t you see? He thinks I am his
-mother; and his mother passed away when he was five years old. He is a
-child again; that is all.”
-
-“Yes, but a paralyzed one,” said the physicians.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-The doctor motioned them all to come with him to an adjoining room. And
-then Mrs. Mancredo told all she knew about the rosebud which had become
-associated in Reginald’s mind with his early life, and of the
-conversation which had taken place between them the night of his attack,
-adding:
-
-“I was in the family when he was a little fellow, before auntie died. We
-parted after that, and only met a few times when I was a tall, thin,
-sallow girl; and—and he did not know me when we met again here at this
-hotel this summer, in my robust maturity. He isn’t quick, Reginald
-isn’t, and I’ve puzzled him my share, one way and another. He has been
-getting in a bad way, poor Regie, and here’s the end of it.”
-
-And to this the doctors agreed. This was the end of poor Reginald Grove;
-and as his fate seemed settled, the older Mr. Grove, when he arrived,
-accepted the statement that Reginald was a wrecked man, body and mind.
-And when Mrs. Mancredo had made herself known to Mr. Grove on his
-arrival, in a softened state of feeling toward both the father and son
-she found herself promising more in the way of help and responsibility
-than she at first realized, or afterwards wanted to perform. And the
-elder Grove (deeply interested in speculations in Mexico, and interested
-in his own approaching third marriage) was well content to turn this
-responsibility over to Mrs. Mancredo, with (it was popularly said) the
-promise of all the money necessary for Reginald’s needs or fancies. It
-was not until Mr. Grove had steamed away to Mexico that Mrs. Mancredo
-really began to look about her; and then she did it with some disgust at
-her own stupidity, as she was pleased to name the sympathy that had
-overwhelmed her and swept her on to undertake, in an indefinite way, all
-that the care of Reginald involved.
-
-One warm day in the late fall she brought Reginald in her carriage down
-to the Dakshas. He was urgent to go there every day, and was often
-brought down and placed in a long-chair out on their piazza, where, with
-his volume of Petrarch (from which he was inseparable) he passed many
-pleasant hours. His facial disfigurement was not as marked as at first.
-But he was paralyzed through one arm and leg, and the sense of taste,
-touch and smell seemed deadened. His hearing and his sight were not
-perceptibly injured, and the childlike alertness of his questions seemed
-to show that the gray matter of the brain, like a galvanic battery,
-still generated the electric current sufficiently to produce and
-accumulate nervous force for the few demands which the partially
-deadened coarser part of the brain now made upon it. There was evinced
-by Reginald an utter deadness to the passions of fear, desire, etc. The
-central ganglia, which serves to do the drudgery of the brain, leaving
-the gray matter free for higher, more difficult kinds of work, was
-injured; thus overthrowing the balance of power between the highest
-meditative, spiritual faculties, and the seat of those practical
-faculties which insure energetic daily activities.
-
-It was as if the partial paralysis which had befallen Reginald Grove had
-sent a partial sleep to the abused and overtaxed faculties of his animal
-being; while the higher hemisphere of his brain, so long crippled by
-inaction, now arousing from that lethargy of disuse, put forth dormant
-strength. Whether true or not, this was Ethelbert’s theory of the case,
-and her study of developments confirmed her in it. He was, in a sense,
-helpless and forceless; yet the childlike, placid clearness of his
-ideals, and the exhalation of sentiment in view of nature’s beauties,
-were so inherently clear-cut and rare, that, broken and disorganized
-though he was, Reginald Grove was now a less disagreeable person to
-Ethelbert than he had been on his first tumultuous visit. He was seldom
-pettish or unmanageable when with Ethelbert; but to Mrs. Mancredo his
-talk was unendurable. She called him a miserable fellow, blaming him
-passionately to Ethelbert.
-
-“But I don’t think he is miserable,” said Ethelbert, in her quiet way.
-“He was miserable, when in other moments he loathed himself for his
-self-mismanagement. He acted like a soul in torment the first time he
-was here; and I fancy he was not then at his worst.”
-
-“I am sure I can’t understand your notions. Do you mean, you think he is
-less miserable than before?” said Mrs. Mancredo, looking toward
-Reginald, who sat reading the book from which he was inseparable, as a
-very little child reads. The sight of that book made her wild with
-nervousness. There seemed something uncanny in the way he had identified
-himself with the personages and ideas there. And his numerous polyglot
-questions asked in regard to things she could not explain, and his
-weird, childlike shrewdness of imagination as to some unseen world of
-mind and spirit, were getting to be the horrible thing to Mrs. Mancredo.
-
-From what in the apparently stolid, noncommittal old Reginald, this
-spirit of occult divination of the purposes, powers and results of
-Petrarch’s struggles, had evolved itself, she could not fancy. And she
-was getting so nervous at the steady illumination of his eyes that she
-would have given half she was worth to have removed from her memory all
-knowledge of his existence. Whether he had become absolutely foolish, or
-uncannily wise and weird, she did not know. But her refuge was
-Ethelbert; and Reginald’s unaltered fancy for calling Ethelbert
-“mother,” seemed to favor Mrs. Mancredo’s dawning hope of a way to get
-rid of him helpfully. And as she so thinking stood there, down in the
-garden, looking back at him up on the piazza, he called out: “Mother!
-mother!” and they both walked quickly to him.
-
-“Let’s have a nice read about ‘of such is the kingdom of heaven,’ and
-about the poor boy out of whom the devils were cast. I want to know
-about those mighty works, and how power did them.”
-
-Mrs. Mancredo, with an ignorant person’s horror of what may result from
-irregularity of mental action, felt it was awful that a man who had lost
-the gustatory appetites which render nice food a pleasure to the palate,
-should yet, as Ethelbert said, feast on the high thoughts and things of
-the unseen realms. For Ethelbert believed he did not _think_ in the
-sense of concentrating attention; but, instead, she believed his mind
-simply reflected back to his attention what passed in the realms of life
-above and anear him, as a lake reflects all that shadows itself upon its
-surface; and this she explained to Mrs. Mancredo, adding:
-
-“It is for this reason that I wish he could be always cared for by some
-discerning person, who, dwelling unmoved in that beautiful realm which
-now has hold on his mind, and who, reading his very thought, would thus
-sustain him at peace there, as a student under these angelic teachers,
-and so educate him for a real manhood which he would thus yet attain. Do
-you understand?”
-
-“No, I don’t understand,” was the blunt response. “All I know is, he has
-played out his little play on the stage of life, and has made a tragedy
-or farce of it, common enough in this age. He makes me wild with
-nervousness sometimes. What do you want me to _do_ with him, for
-heaven’s sake?”
-
-“You are right. It is for heaven’s sake that I want you to do it; for
-there is a heaven, and it belongs on earth,” said Ethel, slowly. “I
-believe it is only the organs at the base of his brain which are
-exhausted; and as they are nearly deadened, he seems like a fool to
-people who can only use their lower brain, which is the seat of the
-senses and passions—but—”
-
-“Do you mean that as I am not alert on those spiritual planes which
-arouse themselves in this ghostly way with him, and as he cannot use his
-common-sense faculties, which are alert enough in me, I probably seem to
-him to be as much of an idiot as he to me seems to be?”
-
-“I mean you have no common ground to meet upon just now. Not, however,
-that you are unspiritual, but because your nature is so closely knitted
-up, that you act and think as a well-constructed entity, dealing with
-entities, not with fragments.”
-
-“Well, we never did have any common ground,” said Mrs. Mancredo, just as
-Judge Elkhorn came on the scene. And then her mind took hold of the fact
-that if she could not get along with Reginald as a whole, she certainly
-did not want to deal with the ghastly fragments of him which seemed
-left. And this she told Ethel.
-
-“He never has been mentally whole,” said Ethel. “He is gathering up his
-fragments;” said Ethel. “Don’t you want to help him?”
-
-Then Mrs. Mancredo gave Judge Elkhorn a crude version of the story,
-appealing from Ethel to him, concerning the whole business, in a way
-which some women have; not because they are going to act on the advice
-they may receive, but because they understand themselves better after
-hearing themselves “talk out the whole problem.”
-
-Judge Elkhorn was a bright man in many regards, and had had an ambition
-to electrify the world with a theory which would give a new basis for
-action in reforms; but in dealing with such a case as this, he had
-certain serious limitations. For he prided himself on never going beyond
-the common-sense recognition of objects which he could taste, touch,
-feel, smell and see. But here was Reginald with the common-sense plane
-of mind (that is, the plane of mind on which practical people live
-externally and meet each other) terribly damaged, and with three out of
-five sense-avenues to knowledge, shut up. And yet Miss Ethelbert claimed
-he was living in a rather select sort of world of his own, after a
-tranquil fashion; not devoid of certain startling gleams of
-intelligence, nay, wisdom. But as for an unseen world, and “an education
-beyond the grave,” Judge Elkhorn was pleased to say, “he hoped he had
-left all faith in that sort of thing along with fear of spooks and the
-dark.” He was willing to call Reginald’s state “a curious phenomenon.”
-For the rest, he would have liked to have relegated this man to the
-obscurity of some asylum. For if he disliked Reginald when he was well
-(?) and obtrusively at home on Ethelbert’s balcony the day they first
-met, he disliked him vastly more now that he, as a child, was ensconced
-on Ethelbert’s attention.
-
-Judge Elkhorn thought the whole thing preposterous; and notwithstanding
-his fine humanitarian theories for helping misery in the mass, he would
-have liked to take prompt steps to hinder its being served up in
-individual cases, in polite society. He quite laid down the law on this
-subject to Miss Daksha, and interposed his particular likes and dislikes
-as if they were the code of the Medes and Persians. Ethel let him
-proceed. But she held to her faith in the final rehabilitation of
-Reginald, and expressed it.
-
-So, in language of his own, Judge Elkhorn at last reassured her that her
-concern for this case was really unfitting.
-
-“Who being judge?” said she.
-
-“I shall have to be judge of your conduct, if you desire to retain my
-friendship and respect.”
-
-“But that is _not_ my desire. My desire is to get Reginald Grove well,”
-she said quietly, holding Judge Elkhorn steady in the light of her
-self-directing intelligence, until, without more words, he himself saw
-that he had supposed her general friendliness for him was identified
-with an enfeebling dependence on his approbation.
-
-Then—
-
-“Mrs. Mancredo, what will _you_ do for this man?” Ethel cheerily asked.
-
-“What can I do?”
-
-“You could take Reginald away from the hotel-life which you dislike, and
-which you find so injurious to both of you; and you could get a nice,
-rightly adjusted home. And then, from the pure potencies of your
-splendid being, you could second nature’s recuperative forces in _him_;
-and they, unthwarted and assisted thus by you, will build him up again
-into health of body, by giving him a new affluence of mind. Then _mind_
-will recreate the body. To accomplish this would perhaps take years of
-real mothering-wit and wisdom. But—”
-
-“Years, Ethelbert? I should be an old woman by that time, near my
-fifties. What is a woman worth then? And what would this rejuvenated
-young scholar care for me? I mean—this is nonsense; and yes, _what would
-I be by that time?_”
-
-“You would be a woman who at least would have achieved one defined
-object in life. You are now sick of existence. Money spending, dressing,
-dining, and days spent in wishing that things and men were different,
-have given your active imagination and non-concentrated powers no
-comfort for years past. Neither could you get much good by running up
-and down the world, trying to get an audience to listen to your
-theories. Absolute, concentrated personal work, done well, on the spot
-you stand on, will not fatigue you any more than does the toil of mere
-self-exhibit and self-protection from the inroads of others on your
-property and yourself. You say twelve years hence you will be a woman in
-the fifties, if you give these years to work. How old will you be twelve
-years hence if you don’t?”
-
-“There are always asylums and skilled people,” she suggested, trembling
-with alarm, not so much at the work, as at undertaking to settle herself
-to a twelve-years’ job for him. She was very pale, and looked toward the
-man with a shrinking, like that in the eyes of a dumb creature being led
-at last to the altar of final sacrifice.
-
-“Yes,” said Ethelbert, “there are always asylums; and they are getting
-fuller and fuller of people who know so ill how to deal with time, that
-fearing, faltering and fightings have landed them there to die, while
-their friends outside, fearing, faltering and fighting against their
-fears, soon need asylums, too. This man’s trembling intellect would be
-ruined by a few months in the average insane asylum. You say you would
-be an old woman at fifty if you tried to save that man; tell me, then,
-what will you be if you don’t?”
-
-“Mother! mother! please call little Alitza; she can read me the story of
-the little leaden soldier; he didn’t fight well; he fell in the gutter.”
-
-Of course that was Reginald’s voice speaking out in good English this
-time, which was enfibred by the childish ring of a perfectly carefree
-mind, when it is filled with blithe imaginings.
-
-Judge Elkhorn looked at him with startled attention, and Mrs. Mancredo
-shuddered, half whispering: “We used to read ‘Comte d’Andersen’ in the
-French, with his mother. He was such a pretty little fellow, and took up
-French so easily. I learned it, too, though Italian was my baby tongue.
-My father was French. O dear, my life has amounted to nothing after all
-my efforts!”
-
-“How would it do, then, to cease efforts, and in a home be easily
-useful?”
-
-“It would make a scandal.”
-
-Ethelbert unconsciously drew herself up, till it seemed as if the
-universe did not contain air enough to fill her expanding lungs as she
-said:
-
-“‘Don’t talk of scandal. Needs break through stone walls. Take counsel
-of your own soul, though all the world should be scandalized thereby.’”
-And then, turning at the repeated call for “mother,” she went to
-Reginald, who could not be satisfied without a caressing touch of her
-health-giving hand. But then, contented, he went on with his reading,
-caring for the attention only as a petted child cares for an accustomed
-endearment which is hourly, perhaps, received.
-
-Yet Judge Elkhorn looked not incapable of striking the paralyzed
-creature. But the Italian, with an instant’s sharp scrutiny, saw only in
-the act that Diana-like integrity of purpose, which like a light
-reflected, beautified her own face, too, with the mother-tenderness that
-filled Ethelbert’s being, as she said:
-
-“Will you go to Alitza’s house, or stay with mother?”
-
-“Of course I shall stay with my mother. Alitza may come when she
-chooses,” said the invalid again in English. And Elkhorn, with arms high
-folded, looked on, forgetful of all else but the simple intelligent
-purpose which made radiant these workers. Was it that passion by them
-had been triturated into the high potency of a god-like vigor, which was
-sent now through the earth to bring redemption to universal man, and (at
-their hands) to this individual, by the way?
-
-“Yes, yes, take him, keep him here,” said Mrs. Mancredo. “Do as he says,
-Miss Daksha. He is coming to seem such a dreadful responsibility—guarded
-by angels, that—”
-
-“Oh, if this is the style of doing things which women are going to put
-on the world!” the judge exclaimed, “asylums and criminal courts will
-get to seem more devoted to miracle-working than the churches now are;
-and every idiot will become a center for spiritually scientific
-endeavor.”
-
-“They never should have been anything less. In fact, idiots don’t
-belong. They are transgressions of law, as much as criminals. They, with
-hundreds of other things, are but the results of women’s unnatural
-relation to the university-education, which must be by _her_ bestowed on
-man,” said Ethelbert, leading them away from proximity to Reginald.
-Because even though he seemed unobservant of what was going on about
-him, she thought that when he was not directly _addressed_ he (as if in
-echo) heard what was said to or about him. This manner of dealing with
-him rendered his visible presence in this world of effects a means by
-which those who were about him in this world were partially introduced
-to the other.
-
-The judge and Mrs. Mancredo stood drawn together, looking back at this
-alienated mentality. Then she half whispered:
-
-“They say at the hotel that he ought to—well—not be at the hotel, no
-matter what big bills I am willing to pay, and all that. So many people
-are in a rickety mental condition themselves, that—instead of _studying_
-a case like this, Miss Ethel, as _you_ do, it alarms them, and—and—well,
-I don’t know myself what it does to them—yes, and to me, too. I will
-confess I dislike sick men. And it sometimes seems to be not Reginald at
-all, but a ghost which has arisen out of his childhood—sort of waiting
-to have another try at what he can make of life.”
-
-“Yet there are hundreds of such men everywhere, and we can’t afford to
-use our brains over them. Why should women spend their lives doing such
-jobs? Men choose to go the pace that kills, one way and another, and
-will not hear one word from women till they drop down dead weights on
-the shoulders of—”
-
-Mrs. Mancredo broke forth into convulsive weeping. This was too much for
-Judge Elkhorn. He took sudden leave, assured of one thing: that was,
-that Mrs. Mancredo saw the cleansing work which would have to be done in
-society’s augean stables if women took up the business of turning these
-stables into ‘the home of the brave and the free.’ And he saw that the
-idea that she _ought_ to save this man, now had a hold on Mrs. Mancredo,
-and he knew that when a strong woman thinks she _ought_ to do a thing,
-the ship of state may as well clear its decks for an encounter from all
-the guns hitherto known or unknown in moral combat. For he had learned
-that women are constitutionally brave as well as educationally timid,
-and that they set no limits to their daring when once they enter the
-lists to do the thing that must be done.
-
-After he was gone, Mrs. Mancredo stood watching Reginald’s happy,
-superintelligent look. Then—
-
-“What have you done to him and to us all?” she said. “It is as if—as if
-we were watching by the hallowed dead.”
-
-“I think it is wonderful myself,” said Ethelbert. “I have concluded that
-the core of Reginald’s nature is the love of truth; and that this core
-of his being has not yet been ruined by social abuses; and that this
-love of truth is a radical root, from which a resurrected life will
-arise. There is hope of a tree, though it be cut down, that it shall
-live again if the roots are healthy. The roots of his life are better
-than the visible growths that have appeared,” said Ethelbert.
-
-“Oh, let me come here, too! Let us both come!” cried Mrs. Mancredo,
-after the strange, tremblant silence; “I can’t keep away from here. I am
-so much happier here than I have ever been in my life; I feel so broken
-up and stripped of everything, somehow. Let me fetch down a few things.
-You can crowd together a little and give me two rooms; or better still,
-throw out an addition across the house. You can make new parlors—so—with
-a veranda round them, and give Regie the sunny half, and—and take me in
-and educate me, too. You’ve tossed me all up, somehow. At the rate I am
-going on I shall be a selfish old woman at fifty, and have done neither
-Regie nor myself nor anyone any good. But really, you know, he don’t
-deserve a bit of this at my hands. Do you know the night he had the
-shock, I felt as though—as though—”
-
-She stopped and looked at Ethelbert’s impassive face. “You have never
-asked me what there was between Regie and me,” she said. “Sharp as you
-are, you must have known I hated him. Well, yes,” hesitated Mrs.
-Mancredo, “in a sort, I hated him. Have you never wondered what there is
-between us? You don’t look as if you cared now.”
-
-“I should be sorry to have anything between him and his best
-development, or you and yours. All the rest does not amount to much
-either way at this terrible social crisis,” said Ethelbert, as she gazed
-down the long ages which had been leading on to this stage of general
-social, chaotic development, which is but an outward sign of the
-particular state of the aggregated individual. “And instead of feeling
-frightened at wickedness, and planning a punitive reform, the simple
-thing to do is to recognize these conditions as _stages_ at which the
-fomentation takes place, which always precedes clarification. A thorough
-clarification of society is at hand, the outcome of which will be, ‘the
-new order of the new age.’”
-
-“I begin to think so myself,” said Mrs. Mancredo, after a long pause, in
-which she had watched the thought-gleams in Ethel’s eyes. Then, vexed at
-her own perplexity, she said uneasily:
-
-“I wonder if anything would interest you that was not purely
-metaphysical or psychological? I mean—in fact—I want—that is—I wonder—
-
-“Oh come, tell me. How far _would_ your ideas of old-fashioned duty
-carry you? Would they make you interfere with another person’s business?
-Would they make you make a body tell you all she knew about herself, and
-make you bring a body right down to the grindstone of confession, and
-bind her to your dictatorial law of ways and means of repentance?”
-
-Ethel laughed amiably, saying: “If you want to know my character, you
-would better glance at my life.”
-
-But still, with an alarmed, distrustful, quizzical look, the outgrowth
-of her experiences, Mrs. Mancredo said at last:
-
-“Do you think you can take better care of Reginald than I can?”
-
-“I can do my duty better than you can do my duty, but I cannot do yours;
-but on my way to do mine, if you are with me you ought to get some view
-of what your duty is, as I shall get new views from you regarding _my_
-work. That seems to be the whole of the affair,” said Ethel, taking Mrs.
-Mancredo’s hand cordially.
-
-“Is that so? Would you not dictate to me, nor talk to others about me,
-nor flinch from your duty if I neglected mine?”
-
-“I only know,” said Ethelbert after a pause, “whatever comes to me to be
-done, I shall do, but I shall accommodate my actions to new
-circumstances which may arise, for I should be sorry to have anything
-come between Reginald and his best development, or between you and
-yours. The development of the individual is the point; all else is
-inconsiderable.”
-
-“Now look at me,” said Mrs. Mancredo, taking her hand tightly, and
-looking her straight in the eyes. “Remember what you have said, for I
-shall not forget it. Listen: I am Reginald Grove’s wife.”
-
-Ethel caught her breath, for this she had not foreseen.
-
-“Now, then, how far will you practice your personal liberty principles?
-How much will you leave me in perfect freedom to choose my own duty?
-Remember, you have said you would be sorry to have anything come between
-Reginald and his best development, and me and mine, and that all the
-rest amounts to little either way.
-
-“Now, then,” she continued, starting off again after a little pause, “if
-you don’t want anything to come between me and my best development, you
-will let me give up my life there at the hotel, and you will make the
-changes in your house that I suggest, and let me pay you the hotel
-prices, and bring along my carriage and servant John, and take me into
-the family on the ‘personal liberty principle’ with which you four
-heavenly mortals control or don’t control each other’s lives. And you
-will angelically mind your heaven-appointed business of evoking Regie’s
-lost angel, and leave me to evolve my own as best I can.”
-
-By this time Ethelbert’s beryl eyes were looking into Mrs. Mancredo’s
-black ones, as if this arrangement were a simple plan for a lawn party.
-
-“Why don’t you look disgusted at a woman who passes as rich Mr.
-Mancredo’s widow, and who is really Reginald Grove’s wife, and has never
-been any other man’s wife, nor anything like it, in any way to anybody!”
-
-“Disgust must be too unpleasant a feeling to take on one’s self
-prematurely,” said Ethelbert, with her rare sweet smile, as she took
-Mrs. Mancredo’s hands in hers and sat looking way down through the
-turbulent surface of her eyes, into the sorrowful depths beneath; then:
-“When I learn all, I am sure I shall have reason to congratulate you,
-that with all your temptations and perplexities you have done so well.”
-
-“How well?”
-
-“I only know that you want nothing between you and your upward path; and
-that is well, absolutely well.”
-
-“That is true; and I have never wanted any evil thing, and I really
-doubt if anyone really wants evil things. Shall I tell you my history
-now?” she continued.
-
-“I don’t see why you should.”
-
-“Have you no curiosity?”
-
-“Not of that kind. I am curious to know just how Reginald’s brain looks,
-and if his tranquil, happy life is accumulating force in the superior
-brain faster than he is using it. I would like to see if recuperative
-energy can be stored up like money in a bank, ready for a heavy draft,
-and—”
-
-“If you weren’t so interested in all that, you would be more interested
-in my affairs.”
-
-“Yes, if I were not so much interested in life _as a
-religiously-scientific-problem_, I would be more interested in gossip,
-and would now bid you good-by, and immediately would set the town alive
-with a little romance; which, instead, you will tell me much later, and
-will tell the rest of the world when you choose.” And with a long grasp
-of the hand, Ethelbert moved away as she spoke.
-
-“Don’t you care to know?” said Mrs. Mancredo, following her up.
-
-“I don’t care to know anything except the resurrection-truth that you
-can still make your life as beautiful as you choose. You are thirty-five
-years old; you have forty-five years to live in this world,” said
-Ethelbert. “Think of that, and fashion circumstances accordantly with
-the result you would like to see.”
-
-“Well, I declare, I never thought of that way of doing,” said Mrs.
-Mancredo, after a pause. Then: “Do you really mean to say that you take
-me on trust?”
-
-“I do,” said Ethelbert; “and ‘equal exchange is no robbery.’ You take me
-so, too, do you not?” And a hand-grasp, peculiar and vitalizing, sealed
-the compact. And this was the last reference made to that matter till
-years afterward.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The house had not only been promptly enlarged, and Mrs. Mancredo very
-promptly domiciled there as she desired, but also within two years other
-developments had taken place. Mrs. Mancredo was now “one of them,” and
-participated in their many other lines of work, an account of which in
-the limits of this little booklet will not appear. This is but an
-episode in the doings of the dualized, and it must suffice to say that,
-under the best health conditions, physical and psychical, Reginald so
-improved that strangers recognized him but as a lame man, who had been
-paralyzed, but who was a person of winsome, gentle manners. His speech
-was inconsequent, and often polyglot and startling in its sudden
-outbreaks into good English concerning unknown themes related to realms
-unknown, and intangible to those who could not comprehend his mental
-movement.
-
-The home of the Dakshas was more than ever like themselves; or it would
-be truer to say, was as much as ever like themselves, since the changes
-which had developed were but outward signs of the average spiritual
-state of the occupants of that home.
-
-The house eventually was greatly enlarged. For Mrs. Mancredo and her
-servant having come to stay, the sustained condition of spiritual
-attraction necessitated a steady extension of the outward buildings.
-
-As, for instance, when Bertha Gemacht (whose life was a romance) had
-first heard of Reginald’s attack, and of Miss Daksha’s intention of
-restoring his faculties, she had presented herself to Ethelbert,
-internally necessitated to explain her relation to the problem in hand.
-For the memorable scene and conversation on the balcony had left with
-her a fixed belief that the vital force of vein and brain is the vigor
-of Jehovah in us; and that those who reverence it according to the law
-of right use, having englobed that vital force, are thereby enriched,
-and fitted for a great order of service. For that this wealth of vein
-and brain is wealth, indeed, of an absolutely empowering sort; and is,
-in itself, _power_. And she had fully learned that by its inherent
-_empowerment_ it naturally introduces its possessor to services which
-can only be carried forward on the plane of superordinary intelligence.
-
-Bertha had taken to this philosophy as naturally as she had to
-breathing. But her heart had lately become very sore with the fear that,
-as the workers were to be “the pure in heart” who see good and God, she,
-for cause known to herself, might not be considered “pure in heart,” and
-so might be rejected as not fitted to help even in the humblest way, in
-the splendid work here opening up. The bitterness of this dread had
-filled her mind for weeks,—yes, from the first. And the bitterness was
-none the less bitter from the fact that the very _circumstance_ in her
-life which she felt would be taken as ground for her rejection from this
-work for the new age, was in her good judgment the circumstance which
-had educated her to well do one line of work, that ought to be a
-collateral to the rest of it, as carried on here.
-
-So one day she came suddenly to see Miss Daksha, appearing at the
-sunlighted stretch of rooms, the abutting tower-end of which was
-connected with Reginald’s suite. She glanced furtively at him, halting
-as she knocked, and Ethel, understanding all, said at once:
-
-“Bertha, I call him—not bad, but bewildered; not sick, but being healed;
-not lost, _but in process of finding himself_. His helplessness now
-exists because Mother Wisdom Divine has _arrested_ him, by putting to
-sleep certain of his faculties, in order to the better releasement of
-his higher nature. As we understand this matter, he is mentally in
-communion now with saintly spirits. And if your angel and mine can but
-wisely conspire with angels higher yet, he will be safely carried
-through this crisis; and in a few years he will have forgotten all of
-the evil things of the past, and will be ready for a new life. And then
-all will go well, if but only people will then not remember against him
-his follies and transgressions.
-
-“For Bertha,” Ethel said, curiously looking into the steadfast German
-eyes, as if showing her a sight of “those invisible things of God, which
-are clearly seen, being understood by things which are made.” “Bertha,
-Reginald ought not to die yet physically. Dying as he now is would but
-necessitate that at his next incarnation some other woman would be
-tortured to give birth to perhaps an unchanged _distracted_ being, with
-the same self-destructive tendencies as those evinced the day when,
-years ago, he was beating the rosebush to pieces.
-
-“All that unfortunate waste of mother-pain can be prevented; for we here
-will now take up for him, and others, the work of being spiritual
-mothers, who will very simply, in this home, supplement the work of the
-other poor mothers who have had to give birth to ill-conditioned
-children, without being properly accoutred, with the time, money, and
-education requisite to enable them to teach these children the ways of
-life.
-
-“That day on the balcony when he was destroying the rosebud, his
-mother’s spirit touched mine (as mine now touches yours), and she urged
-me (as I am now urging you) to bring this child out of his state of
-arrested development into harmony with righteousness. She informed me
-that in the bonds of matrimony, as well as out, Bertha, mothers often
-endure abuse which no creature but man thrusts on his mate; abuse which
-devitalizes and poisons the fountain at which, born and unborn, the babe
-is fed; and which weakens the nerve substance of the child, by draining
-the vital forces of the mother, in a way more ruinous than would be a
-sword-thrust.
-
-“This mother with spiritual insistence urged me to keep her son in the
-body, and to carry him through this valley of the shadow of death, so as
-to enable him to attain a resurrection to newness of life in this body.”
-
-Bertha’s eyes were raised in soul-flaming sympathy with the sufferings
-hinted at. Such violence had been done her. For years she had been
-hurled into wraths and torments, and into the dangers of that moral
-defeat from which she had been delivered by Ethel’s comprehension of her
-inward righteousness, as opposed to the outward conditions that had been
-thrust upon her, and as opposed to the reputation which she had unjustly
-been made to bear.
-
-And of all this she thought. But Ethel’s stated recognition of the
-_commonness_ of the outrages put on woman as maid and mother, now
-aroused her intelligence as to the _general_ need for a general
-enlightenment. But her wrath was inexpressible, and she cried out
-suddenly: “O, but he is a fool, that Reginald! If he had treated me well
-I could have done him great good. I hate him! I wish he would cease to
-live in any world,—could be blasted, blotted out of all worlds, and made
-into nothing at all, with a lasting ache of shame to it! For he is a
-fool. Miss Ethelbert, it’s—it’s him! That’s who it was!” And she covered
-her face, stretched and distorted with loathing, and whispered
-dreadfully:
-
-“Let him die as the fool dies; withhold your breath of life from him.
-Dead he would be but for the vitality you exhale upon the upper realms
-of his being. Let him die! Let him be damned, as he has damned my poor
-Waldemar into being! I do hate, hate fools!”
-
-Just so had Mrs. Mancredo said: “I do—dislike sick men.”
-
-And Ethelbert, well knowing that woman’s dislike of folly and sickness
-would turn men away from both, if woman were free to rise to her own
-heights, said calmly: “It is precisely because you hate fools that you
-will conspire with me, his mother, and other angels of God, to
-annihilate the fool and evoke the man. Two children, Waldemar and
-Reginald,—is it not so? Your Waldemar is your son, and better born than
-Reginald. For after that assault you were deserted by your assailant,
-and lived in virginal conditions through all the time of the coming of
-your son to this present incarnation. You have lived since, loathing
-evil, seeking the good and pursuing it, and—in an humble sense—pondering
-these things in your heart, as did the mother of our Lord; and—”
-
-“Aye, I hate him! I would gladly have been like the Virgin Mother,
-reverently treated, by the spirit-of-life in some good man,—if not by
-the Angel of the Annunciation. Mystery and unfathomable mystery as it
-all is, I claim I should have had the highest and best. I am a good
-girl; I am from a good family. I love that story; I love the mystery as
-the good Father in our mountain village in Germany taught it. I meant
-always to be like Mary, blessed among women. Reginald betrothed me; and
-betrothal is almost marriage in my land.”
-
-She turned, and gazing again back toward Reginald’s chair, said again:
-“Aye, I hate him! Beast, brute! I think—I think I must kill him! I do
-hate him! What will my Waldemar think of me! I hate that _man_!”
-
-“Who?” said Ethelbert.
-
-“That man,” said Bertha, with a point of her finger, like a
-sword-thrust. And Reginald, as if shocked by an electric charge, sent
-forth a cry, springing forward as if galvanized; and Bertha, frightened,
-heard Ethelbert say, steadily:
-
-“There is no man there,—a crippled child, an absent spirit, a wraith, a
-wreck, a ghost, a ‘remains’ of the criminal who was arrested in the act
-of killing a citizen of this nation, called Reginald Grove; that
-‘remains’ is there; nothing more. A child waiting to come forth to the
-business of making one more try at self-management, is there.”
-
-“You were right,” Ethelbert continued, not unobservant meanwhile of
-Bertha’s alarm at the effect of the electric-battery which her finger
-had fired at Reginald, and at the flush which had mounted Reginald’s
-face. “You are right in saying there are too many born and buried. Let
-us not bury him (this ‘remains’), but let us electrify him into newness
-of spirit, and then he will not need rebirth of the body. Give him
-another chance. You and Waldemar shall have yours.”
-
-“No; for if he gets well you will be making him marry me. All the good
-ladies try to make those kind of men do that. And the men hate us, and
-we hate them; and even when they are of our own class, they always think
-we are worse for what was as bad for one as for the other. And they
-think they have done us great honor; and we keep on, never able to do
-anything that will make the wrong right; and all that comes of it is
-hate, hate, hate; and more babies are born, all of them full of hate;
-and the mothers can’t take care of so many; and it’s all nothing but
-hate, hate, hate. And the mother dies hating, and the children live
-hating; and it’s all foolishness and misery. You are my enemy if you
-make him marry me; and you can’t be my friend if you are his.”
-
-“Now, then, is he going to stay here?”
-
-“He will stay here,” said Ethel.
-
-“Then I must go.”
-
-“Must you?”
-
-“Yes madame, you would not have two such people under your roof!”
-
-“The clear dome above us is the roof I live under,” said Ethelbert, “and
-it covers all sorts of acting people. A few boards nailed together
-neither roofs life in nor shuts life out. People who are separated are
-separated by partitions thin as glass and strong as adamant, and
-repellant or death-dealing as a live electrical wire. Go or stay, as you
-choose. But, dear child, you need never fear that I should make Captain
-Grove marry you, or make anybody do anything. Liberty is the law of
-life. But I see your perception that you are to Reginald a part of a
-dreadful dream, the same as he is to you, may be true. A hundred
-marriage services would not in themselves unite you. All you say of the
-disaster which comes from these unintelligent methods of compelling
-legal-unions between persons who are abhorrent to each other, is true.
-You need have no fear of any compulsion.
-
-“We are living in a revolutionary epoch. My family believes marriage is
-the great sacrament of life. But we do not perceive, however, that all
-legal marriages are so formed and sustained as to render them
-sacramental to the parties concerned. Yet we do think that the highest
-type of marriage is symbolic of the kingdom of heaven. But I will tell
-you this: If your case were mine, I should not try to right up the wrong
-I had done by going on to do more wrongs under the shelter of legality.
-If you consider that Waldemar was damned into being (that was your term,
-not mine, I should not use it; I do not think he is), your next care
-should be to bless him out of that condemnatory state, by giving him
-such instruction and such simple joys in life as will secure him against
-perpetuating any form of wrong-doing. Put away sadness, Bertha, and
-remember not wrongs against your brother Reginald. Correct the past by
-dealing sensibly with the present. Truth and right living will bring
-good results to the future.
-
-“A large proportion of morals and manners today are unintelligent. Yours
-have been. But all that ceases today. Excessive emotional wrath at those
-who have blundered with us, does not help either them or us to better
-intelligence, nor to the best adjustment of results.”
-
-“Unintelligent? What a niddering word for, for—”
-
-“Yes, unintelligent. A fuller intelligence will render all the mysteries
-and miseries of life intelligible. For whatever is in the past, you are,
-with others, responsible. Now waste no more brain-substance in grief,
-shame or wrath, but conserve all your nervous force for your work.
-_Assume the motherhood_ which you _pre_sumed upon. Your mind is crowded
-with artificial distinctions. A few simple principles, held to amiably,
-will make all your life sweet and intelligent, even now.
-
-“You love purity. That characteristic is rooted deep in your nature. You
-are ethically valuable to the kind of work that must be done in this
-age, because of that characteristic. I will tell you five points of
-faith that abide with me. Then you will see why I say that any methods
-_of abusing the brain-substance is unintelligent_, and why I say that
-fuller intelligence concerning woman-nature and possibilities will
-render _intelligible_ the past miseries and mysteries of life, and will
-displace them with the spontaneous joyfulness of wisdom’s way of living.
-
-“Do you understand?”
-
-“Certainly I understand. Tell me your five points of faith,” said
-Bertha, clear-headedly.
-
-“One is, that purity is natural and inherent in humanity. Next, it
-consists in an invulnerable ability to garner up the vital force within
-the seven nerve-centers ready for use, just as the electric current is
-captured and held by the electric dynamo, ready to be put to use in a
-scientific and purposeful way; in order that great things may be
-achieved for the race, by means of its light-giving, heat-supplying,
-weight-lifting and propelling power. Next, I believe purity is a
-profitable, satisfactory personal possession. For it fills the nerves
-and brain with a reserve force which is a tremendous reconstructive
-energy. The possession of purity is always back of that steady
-brain-building which goes on, with its incessant increase of mental
-grasp and power of intuitive perception. So that those who have large
-reserves of the _wealth_ which _purity_ brings, can lay hold on the
-history of past ages, taking possession of such history in great blocks
-of time and events; and they can apprehend things which are to come, in
-time to prepare for crises, one after another, in such a way as to turn
-what would have been disaster into success. Purity gives one
-self-possession, and creates a simple, unsullied self, well worth
-possessing.
-
-“It enables people to dare to state themselves in unqualified correct
-terms. For their unmixed simple purposes bear each other out in the long
-run. And I say, Bertha, if all women were legally upheld in being what
-men delight to be called (that is, Right Honorable,) the sons of such
-women would be by nature ‘Right Honorables.’ I will uphold you in being
-right honorable, Bertha, and Waldemar shall be Right Honorable.”
-
-“Gott be danken.”
-
-“There cannot be a more profitable and satisfactory possession than
-purity. It fills one with courage and truth, and makes honor easy. Its
-joys fade not away. Its hopes are fulfilled, and I believe if we were
-all possessors of this type of purity, and understood how to live
-according to its law, the social result would be, that humanity would
-become like the angels of God: right, bright, agile and light; with
-probably less marrying and no divorcing; because of the well-poised,
-well-contented lives to which such men and women will have attained. If
-all possessed this type of purity, there would be an end to these
-inordinate desires which now make some people to be self-tormented
-monsters, and others to be their victims. When this type of purity
-exists, then family life, worthy the name, will be established on a
-plane of health-giving-comfort to all concerned. While those who, St.
-Paul says, ‘do better than to marry, though to marry may be to do well,’
-will be able, Bertha, to coöperate together in simple, unsullied service
-to the world, which always needs such service.
-
-“When people come once to know the buoyant delight way down to old, old
-age, which is ushered in by a scientific life of purity, they will never
-thereafter rack themselves with the disorders and maniacal nervelessness
-which comes, Bertha, one way and another, from the abuse of vitality.
-
-“It is doubtful if people, as a whole, will ever learn life’s true and
-refined joys until women are legally upheld in their own work of
-carrying out that law of liberty to all as opposed to license in any;
-which law enables the evolution of such a joyous love of decency, and
-such reverence for the God-power in the blood and brain of each, as
-shall secure health, wealth and vivacity to individuals and the nations
-throughout the earth.”
-
-“It is all true, true,” said Bertha. “But that comes from beliefs which
-are all one. But yet you said five points of faith, and I shall learn
-them all. So you would better name the fifth, by telling me what is
-purity. You say it is natural and inherent to humanity. And you tell me
-it is profitable; and what the social result would be if we all
-possessed it and lived according to its law. But what is it, what does
-it consist in?”
-
-“To be pure, the dictionary tells us, is to be unsullied, unmixed,
-genuine, unqualified. Purity is free from a burdensome sense of shame,
-and is full of an invigorating courage which is wide away from all
-necessity of making and loving those things which the Bible calls
-‘lies.’ Because a robust healthfulness fills with courage those who
-habitually practice the scientific law of purity. So that, in the
-character of a Right Honorable, purity, courage and truth knit each
-other up into a triuned power against which nothing can prevail. Purity
-knows how to deal in an offhand way with its own nature and needs, being
-full of the courage of its own convictions as to what it wants to do and
-be.
-
-“The courage of purity is full of simplicity and high achievement; quite
-the opposite of that bravado which, attached to inordinate desires, is
-full of duplicity and failure. Purity is not timid, for it is its own
-protector. It is genuine, unmixed God-power, and makes its possessor a
-partaker in omnipotent omniscience. This fact all can prove for
-themselves who enable themselves to do so.
-
-“It consists in an intelligent use of the vital element of blood and
-brain; and this intelligent use is religion itself. For, Bertha, the
-vitality within us is the divine creative power of Jehovah, and should
-be reverenced with awe. I repeat it, I distinctly believe this elusive,
-thrilling gladness-element of mind and nerve, is the joy-power, the
-intellectual vigor of that Vital One, the being whom we call God; who is
-the breath of our lives, and of whom we are competent to know more and
-more eternally.
-
-“Now the only real _class_ distinction between people is—not that some
-are rich and some are poor, not that some are university graduates and
-some are not, but—that some have cultivated and _know_ their
-possibilities of garnering up this vital force within their own nerve
-centers, ready for use, just as the electric dynamo captures and garners
-up the electric current, that it may be in readiness to achieve great
-results for this great age.
-
-“Those who have this order of self-sovereignty have what the world
-cannot give and cannot take away. Those whose self-sovereignty is
-founded on this unimpregnable purity of brain and nerve have entered
-into a permanent delight in life. And no matter to what retreat their
-humble duty calls them, they are among the rulers of the age.
-
-“Ach, Himmel! It is the secret of the sanctuary!” said Bertha. “We of
-the high mountain regions are taught it, in the old fatherland. Nothing
-can be wanted, if Waldemar and I have and hold this, and give it to the
-world.”
-
-So thus came Bertha into the home of the Dakshas.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V.
-
-
-As Bertha left the room Daniel entered it. Then, as do saints on the
-other shore when dealing with those who have come up out of great
-tribulations, so these two looked each into the eyes of the other, and
-met there, love-full-of-wisdom.
-
-In the silence they stood for a moment, thinking of the “foundation
-stone” on which the “builders build,”—a foundation stone which supports
-that gate of opulence which is coeval and consonant with the temple of
-life. A foundation stone, diamond-like in its adamantine strength, and a
-radiator of shafts of that light which has lighted every man who has
-come into the world. Rays of which, mingling with rays are emitted now
-everywhere, till the dispelling of all darkness is at hand.
-
-“I have heard from the Landseers,” said Daniel. Then, as if that
-statement were but in continuance of the thoughts which had swiftly
-glanced from mind to mind, he added: “The work of individual spiritual
-construction moves on so fast in the world today, that soon no man will
-question his neighbor, ‘Know ye the Lord?’ for all shall know that all
-others, too, do know him; and shall know _who_ he is; for they shall see
-him as he is, and know that he is He-vaw. It is becoming well understood
-that the pure in heart see He-vaw, and seeing He-vaw as he is, become
-like He-vaw. But we need for _use_, institutions for training our young
-men in this art of life.”
-
-Words were few and powerful in which Daniel and daughter treated the
-mysteries at stake in the swift transactions taking place under their
-roof, and under the broad dome of the blue above.
-
-As has been said, the Dakshas were what today’s people commonly
-recognize as “old, old souls.” So though by many this will be
-unbelievable, their opulent minds kept always in circulation the
-_thoughts to be uttered_. And their eyes and ears conveyed and received
-suggestions, information and impressions as swiftly as the electric
-current receives and carries messages. For “the wheels” which some joker
-declared were in the Daksha-brain, were there, and what is more, “the
-spirit of creative life was in the wheels.” But if (as it was said
-jocularly) there was a buzzing in their bonnets, the bees that buzzed
-there were all honey-makers for humanity.
-
-But Judge Elkhorn not only lacked all such activity of brain-substance,
-but was an inherent pauper concerning this order of social opulence.
-Moreover, he did not believe any one could have what he did not. So the
-wit about the wheels in the heads of the Daksha family and the buzzing
-of the bees in their bonnets was the judge’s own. Meanwhile he wished
-for their power. For he was a man as painfully curious to know
-everybody’s past, and the whys and wherefores of all that they did, as
-he was anxious to reservedly shield his own past, present and future
-plans from inspection.
-
-So, as Mrs. Mancredo did not explain to him her affairs, he only knew of
-them what had been reported at the hotel; namely, that she was an
-adopted sister of Reginald Grove. He knew that one of the women under
-the roof claimed to dislike Grove as a disagreeable sick man, and
-another had declared that she hated him as a furious fool. But as to
-Miss Daksha’s sentiment toward the man whom she was said to be saving,
-he could discover nothing. And therefore that matter uncomfortably
-occupied his mind. For, in his conjectures concerning Ethelbert, he had
-nothing to go upon but a more or less murky form of concluding that the
-acts of _all_ women were based upon some emotional, self-seeking
-foundation.
-
-He was not to say “a nice man,” this Judge Elkhorn. But of curiosity,
-persistence and “prod,” he had no lack. He had some things in stocks,
-some things in banks, and some things in mortgages on farms out West;
-but his poverty was extreme and corrosive. One form of it that was
-eating his vitals this day, made him peer sharply through his glasses
-and thrust his head forward in a way which caused his Adam’s apple to
-choke up against his collar; and that resulted in making him pitch his
-very hoarse voice up very high in the effort to get it, if possible, a
-bit higher than that collar, and so on a level with his greatly
-heightened curiosity.
-
-For this curiosity took form in the desire to know what conditions could
-have existed which made both Mrs. Mancredo and Bertha Gemacht look at
-Reginald as they had looked at him in the judge’s presence. For in the
-look of both was repulsion, dread, and distinctly a look of enslavement
-to him, to which was added a portrayed sense of angry restiveness under
-that enslavement. What is more, he had twice noticed how invariably they
-turned away from the sick man, and gazed appealingly (it could be called
-nothing else) into the eyes of Ethel. And he had seen that her
-superordinary manner steadied them, and correlated them with strength.
-For strengthened they were, as all are strengthened who are released
-from fear, and allied to that power which comes as direct from
-All-that-is as water comes into a basin from a reservoir to which its
-conductors are attached.
-
-Judge Elkhorn knew, too, that Mrs. Mancredo, her carriage and coachman,
-John Sullivan, and a North American “Indian-rubber,” as she called him,
-were all long since settled in the Daksha family. And he knew that the
-man Fleetwood liked himself very much; and often said: “We are the
-ancient people, and we know the laws of the spirit of peace and purity,
-and our medicine men deal with medicine of a secret sort, for those who
-can take it in faith.” Elkhorn also knew that there had come into the
-family a Madame Roland, a _religieuse_ in heart, and a companion of the
-toilet to Mrs. Mancredo in practice. He knew, too, that Robert one day
-had imported into the family a Japanese gardener and a Chinese
-laundryman. At last in answer to Elkhorn’s urgencies, Daniel Daksha
-provisionally admitted him to the family, under the promise to withdraw
-within two weeks unless he was asked to extend his stay. He was an
-expansive liberal-leagued man; but he did not like servants to forget
-their places, as he had told Robert. Then Robert had explained that, as
-their household was based on the principle that “a true aristocrat was
-one who best served the greatest number and asked least for self in
-return,” Ethel, Daniel and Althea were preëminently the servants of the
-family. But as for himself, Robert said, he did not pretend to live up
-to that ideal as yet.
-
-In this way Elkhorn learned that this conglomerate household was
-distinctly trying to practicalize the royal law of liberty; and that
-under that law, one person would no more force chains on any other than
-he would consent to wear chains himself. This sounded well to Elkhorn,
-until Robert, who did not stay his tongue, added:
-
-“It takes the age-long development that comes to the true old aristocrat
-(like Aristarchus) to carry out this ideal in a really royal way,
-because ordinary selfishness and self-conceit are unequal to the task.”
-
-Elkhorn did not like that. But then Robert didn’t wish him to like it,
-as he objected to having Judge Elkhorn come into the family at all.
-For he considered that Elkhorn had roots of character which rendered
-liberty for him, an unattainable glory. Because his progenitors had
-been through so much fighting and persecuting in trying to obtain
-liberty for their _own_ consciences and for Calvinism, that, though
-the tendency to persecute and fight remained with Elkhorn, liberty was
-neither yet obtained by him for himself, nor was it by him permitted
-to others. But this was exactly what Judge Elkhorn did not realize
-about himself. He figured as a liberty league man; but of late was
-beginning to realize it is a mighty acquisition to really be in league
-with liberty.... Meanwhile, Daniel liked Judge Elkhorn for many
-reasons. For though Judge Elkhorn got as excited over his negations as
-his progenitors had gotten over their affirmations of immortality, and
-though he became irascible at the suggestion that there was a realm of
-life beyond the ken of those senses called common; and though he got
-very angry with people who insisted on a knowledge of “the unseen
-world,” “invisible powers,” and the theory of a moral accountability
-beyond the grave, yet Daniel liked him, as a make-weight against the
-top-lofty theories of people who lived more in the unseen world than
-in the seen. And Daniel knew himself to be one of these last-mentioned
-people. And, too, Daniel knew the peculiar fact about Robert was, he
-at this time knew a terrifying amount about the unseen world, and was
-receiving as much from the psychical realm as he could support without
-becoming a maniac. And Daniel knew Robert did not relish having
-Elkhorn come into the family; for Elkhorn’s prowess consisted in
-trying to annihilate the popular and private reverence which the
-people of this nation have for their several partial-statements of
-religious truth. Meanwhile Robert knew it had never been Daniel’s way
-to say, “We—‘us and you’—will chum together against the rest of the
-world. We have uttered the last word.” But Robert also knew that the
-fact that Elkhorn was on the warpath against almost everything, had
-but caused Daniel to think his presence in the family might act as an
-antidote against any tendency to any form of unity which, when based
-on indolent, ignorant acquiescence, results in not unity, but
-_nullity_.
-
-Daniel comprehended the crisis which Robert was facing. Poor Robert, who
-had been singled out from the Daksha family by the not flattering title,
-“Robert le Diable.” Not that he was so really wicked, but because the
-singular goodness of his style of wickedness made the excessive
-wickedness of some good people’s goodness look very wicked, indeed.
-
-To this nearly overwhelming rush of contending forces, Robert at times
-submitted quite unresentingly. He knew appearances were certainly
-against him. He also knew that there was never a crisis at which liberty
-of individual action was to be more demanded by men and women than at
-this crisis at the end of the nineteenth century. Only those can
-understand Robert’s troubles who are touched with a feeling of that
-infirmity under which a brain staggers when the inflow of psychical life
-is to the full, as much as even the rapidly expanding braincell can
-carry. For he was still trying to keep his place in the outer world,
-while passing through such stress of mental weather as is better borne
-in seclusion, if such seclusion can anywhere be found in these too
-public times. For only those can carry this inflow of mental afflatus
-who have been taught to know that this pressure on the brain-cells will
-but happily result in an increase of the brain’s capacity to
-commodiously entertain the life that comes into these cells, if but this
-inflow of mental afflatus can be met with heroic faith and fortitude,
-_well instructed_.
-
-Daniel was his helper, and had told him that persons who were rightly
-taught these scientifically-religious facts do not fear, but on the
-reverse, _exult_ in this brain-cracking-pressure; being upheld by their
-faith that the pressure, endured as a good soldier of the cross should
-endure it, will but result in the upbuilding of more brain-cells, which
-will then serve gloriously as enlarged receptacles for the incoming of
-more brain substance; with the further result that as this development
-goes forward these good workers will construct a brain-building fitted
-to carry on an order of cerebration, finer and inconceivably swifter and
-more reliable than that which is now dreamed of by man as possible.
-
-But well assisted though he was by the dear old Daniel (who had walked
-that way before him), Robert was at a crisis when he was getting all the
-inflow of spiritual afflatus that he could carry. And he decided if
-Elkhorn were to be at the little evening “conversations,” dear to the
-Dakshas, this judge should not be allowed to badger him into discussing
-psychical matters, about which the judge was as uneasily curious as he
-was unenlightenable. For Daniel knew that such “growing pains” as
-afflict men whose mentalities are being adapted to the psychic burden
-they have to bear, are, to men devoid of these higher inspirational
-benefits, the unknown quantity in the problem of life. And he considered
-these experiences used to be called “strivings after God” and
-“visitations of grace” by Christians of the true spiritual type of the
-older time. And he believed that in turning his back on all forms of
-religion, Elkhorn had turned his face away from the very facts of
-spiritual development which he was yet curious to dissect now, as a new
-psychical scientific development.
-
-But Daniel knew that was a time (as it is even now in 1898) when a
-pressure was being brought to bear on the Committee of the Judiciary at
-the National Capitol, by a steadily increasing number of men, who
-(engaged in a religio-politico pull, year after year,) were trying to
-thrust on this country a creedal-constitution, by putting in a
-compulsory-religion amendment. Though the National Constitution
-distinctly provides for the exercise of liberty of conscience, and for
-the full right of the individual to self-government and self-expression.
-He believed intelligent, alert persons all knew that the insertion of
-the proposed words would not amend but would _annul_ and abrogate the
-National Constitution of this American Republic; a Constitution whose
-preamble states, that we hold it to be self-evident that men are born
-free, and have a right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness;
-and whose whole tenor is to protect the individual in freedom of thought
-and self-expression, and to protect every one from being politically
-discriminated against on account of religious or non-religious views.
-
-Daniel knew that at a recent hearing at the National Capitol, the
-Chairman of the Judiciary had said to the man who was editor of a paper
-called the _Christian Statesman_, and the maker of the little “Christian
-Manual,” in conformity with which he more or less modestly expected to
-have our American constitutional-liberty annihilated: “I see you refer
-to God the Father and to the Lord Jesus Christ as Ruler of the Nation?
-Why not to the Holy Spirit?” And in reply to this, the _Doctor_ of
-_Divinity_ had made answer: “It is not revealed to us that the _Holy
-Spirit_ has relations to nations.”
-
-So after such an answer as that, of course Daniel was sure that while
-people might not blame the man who, as a subject of the British lion,
-was little likely to have had it revealed to him that a HOLY _Spirit_
-has relations to nations, yet that their common sense would recognize
-that the ignorance which an unfortunate-national-environment had brought
-upon this Doctor of Divinity did not very specially fit him to go about
-trying to wipe out other people’s Constitution with his little “Manual.”
-
-Daniel knew that lofty souls from Africa, Asia, the nations of the
-Mediterranean and the islands of the sea (represented here as voting
-citizens allegiant to our National Constitution) had age-long been
-taught that life, _Life Itself_, is dependent on that Holy Spirit—the
-feminine in Deity—which continuously broods all-that-is into order; and
-he claimed no government but the one dominated by that desecrator of
-womanhood, Henry Tudor, and his followers, would wish to thrust the Holy
-Spirit out of “relations to nations”; and that _that_ government (?)
-whose hand is against every other knows well that if it can but starve,
-evict, stupefy and slay our people through annihilating their national
-money, their national lands, their religious liberty and (that once
-protective agency) their patriotic navy and army _made up of American
-citizens_, it can then easily entrap what is left into the present
-religio-politico-pull, which is bent on establishing on earth that
-particular form of hell that riots wherever that plundering, preaching,
-prostituting government (?) makes its lair.
-
-It was a wild epoch. And the increasing ecclesiastic assumptions of a
-new influx of salary-seeking teachers (?) was on the way to injure the
-simple purity of faith with which the religiously-philosophical science
-of the evolution of man had previously been bettering American society;
-and some men’s hearts were failing them for fear.
-
-But Daniel Daksha, who had been a simple-souled, devoted man from his
-cradle-days upward, and who had suffered many things for the truth’s
-sake, had no fear. For he was a prophet, and had known that in the last
-days it would come to pass that “the mountain of the Lord’s house would
-be exalted and would be established in the top of the mountains, and
-that all peoples would flow up to it.” He believed this was “the Woman
-Age,” and he was not among the men whose hope of existence lies in
-swamping women’s power, either by its subjection to animal-abuse in the
-home or in the shambles; wherein he believed the new movement was
-putting woman up as a licensed article, sellable for revenue to the
-would-be on-coming government of the brute, by the brute, and for the
-brute,—a would-be on-coming style of government which, in its nature,
-counts woman out of it, because she is human; and the brute-rule has set
-itself to consume her, when having annihilated her individuality,
-religiously and politically, it shall then have turned her into a
-“commodity,”—a commodity to be bought and sold in marriage and out, for
-the consumption of that brute-rule, to whom “it is not revealed that the
-_Holy Spirit_ has relations to nations.”
-
-In view of all these things, the Dakshas were more than content to have
-at their home not whist-parties and dancing-parties, but free
-discussions of these things.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-One evening after Judge Elkhorn’s arrival in the family when many guests
-were present, he opened up his warfare with Robert against credulity.
-
-Robert with a glance laid the discussion in Ethel’s hands, and then she
-said: “But if you should succeed in annihilating the reverence which
-people have for their different forms of religion, and should get them
-to believe they have nothing to do but eat, drink and die and decay,
-would they not so eat, drink and be merry as to decay before they died,
-and yet live long enough to multiply what you call ‘dangerous classes’?”
-
-“O!” said the judge, “I would enforce temperance, because I believe
-people get more happiness out of life by being decent.”
-
-“But suppose others think they get more happiness by being indecent,
-what then? What more has your belief to do with their affairs than the
-belief of religious people has to do with your affairs?”
-
-“Well, of course, as to that,” said the judge, with honest hesitation,
-“freedom given to the ignorant and passionate would annihilate society,
-and reduce countries to conditions of carnage. The problem is difficult,
-because ignorance is so brutish that brute force has to be used to
-repress it.”
-
-“Don’t repress it, enlighten it,” said one Paul Palmer, swiftly.
-
-But Elkhorn, lifting his voice a little, swung on: “And so it comes
-about that we have to control brutishness by brute force, or we have to
-make a compromise with it, by regulating it through license laws so as
-to repress its encroachments on law-abiding people.”
-
-“Where do you get your law-abiding people?” said Palmer; for Elkhorn
-spoke with the high air of one who has uttered that “last word” which so
-many are struggling to put forth in these last days; and had turned a
-crushing gaze on flippant Paul Palmer.
-
-“What!” said Ethel, “license evil so as to gain freedom from it? A
-liberty league man must know that liberty granted to all women and men
-is based on such freedom for each, that no one is accountable to any
-other, and therefore no one is empowered to either forbid or grant any
-act to anyone. Therefore, liberty is inherent only in—”
-
-“Oh, you’re getting on fast,” the judge interrupted. “On such grounds as
-that we should have anarchy. Besides, leave out all religion when you
-talk to me.”
-
-“——inherent only in the real individual. Therefore we want to secure
-that simple form of education to all, which will create a citizenship of
-real individuals,” said Ethel, with an amiable but marked imitation of
-Elkhorn’s manner of riding on serenely to the end of his subject;—a bit
-of _esprit_ which amiably amused him and them all, without distracting
-attention from the argument. And she continued:
-
-“Judge Elkhorn, if you believe in granting license, you believe in
-stultifying liberty. For liberty to all leaves no man to grant or forbid
-anything to anyone. License is the antagonist of liberty. For liberty is
-the use of law, and license is the abuse of law.
-
-“Briefly then, in this country, where everything consistent with the
-right of others is already constitutionally conceded to each one, the
-attempt to give anything more to anyone, is an encroachment on liberty.
-For it is plain that if among ten people everything is granted to each
-one which is consistent with the liberty of the other nine, then to
-grant more to five of the ten is to encroach on the other five, and at
-once converts the favored five into masters, and fixes the status of the
-other five as slaves. This has been done. The result is, liberty has
-been dethroned, and licentiousness is set up in her place.”
-
-“But,” said Elkhorn, “if it were agreed to all around, for the sake of
-peace?”
-
-“It would be an agreement to dethrone liberty, and the compactors would
-be traitors and self-made slaves; and war, not peace, would be the
-result. But it has never been agreed to all around. I never agreed to
-it. It was done by trickery and the feebleness of the enslaved, with the
-result that for the lack of courage to stand by the law of liberty, we
-have all become the slaves of license, and not peace, but war prevails
-concerning every question which is before the country, yes, before the
-world,—Europe, Asia, Africa, America and the islands of the sea.”
-
-“Miss Daksha,” said Palmer, “according to your opinion, how did all this
-muss creep in?”
-
-“In this era it practically was never out,” said Ethel. “Liberty, as
-formulated in the preamble of our Constitution, has failed of
-practicalization, because people were not, and are not, up to the level,
-requisite to even mentally grasp the idea. It is God-like, and far
-beyond the popular ideal of what God is like. And what makes matters
-worse, it is beyond what the average pulpit now claims God is like. But
-shall we feel badly about all this? No; let us rather say, that as yet
-we have not had time, conveniences nor methods adequate to the evolution
-of the ideal commonwealth of the United States, into which individual
-intelligence will be presently annealed.”
-
-The power of her thought reached every mind there, poorly as these words
-convey it on paper. But to invite fuller explanations, Mrs. Daksha said:
-“Ethel, what precisely do you mean by commonwealth? Anything in the
-ordinary communistic line, or on the Bellamy idea?”
-
-“Please take from my words the simplest dictionary sense of them, quite
-unrelated to any elaborated theory,” said Ethel, with that comfortable
-assurance which comes to each of us, that anyone ought to know what _we_
-are talking about, however misapprehended other theorists have chosen to
-make themselves to be, by their play upon words.
-
-“According to my idea,” said Ethel, “commonwealth consists in the common
-services which each can perform to others, in releasing and distributing
-those natural commodities which earth, water, air and the spiritual
-substance-of-the-universe put potentially into the possession of each
-individual.”
-
-“Ye Goths!” ejaculated Judge Elkhorn. “You are going into things deep
-and high.”
-
-“Things deep and high have gone into the question. That’s what makes an
-intelligent handling of it so difficult on the part of the
-gold-worshiping, materialistic class of irreligious-religionists who are
-trying to annihilate our present _real_ constitutional Theodicy, a
-_natural_ Theodicy in which ‘the voice of the people’ (might it be
-really but heard) is the voice of God, the Holy Spirit; that spirit
-which Churchianity declares before our judiciary ‘has not relations to
-nations’; and which that set of people apparently intend shall not have,
-if that _vox populi_, which is ‘the voice of God,’ can be silenced,”
-said Daniel Daksha.
-
-“It must be gone into deep, broad and high, if we are going to handle it
-on the square,” said Palmer, who was a most intelligent freemason.
-
-“In politely giving the masses possession of the universe,” said Elkhorn
-satirically, “how would you regulate people’s way of taking possession
-and working and sharing?”
-
-“If once we rightly got hold of the principle at stake, that matter
-would regulate itself. I accept the natural distinctions which now
-actually exist, and which really will eventually control everything, in
-spite of all our artificial attempts to the contrary.”
-
-“For instance,” said Elkhorn.
-
-“Will you admit that as we go on now, it takes much of our time to make
-and enforce laws for building up and hedging in artificial distinctions?
-And the rest of it to crush out those real distinctions that inhere in
-the nature of things?”
-
-“For instance,” said Elkhorn again.
-
-“I see Mr. Palmer has made a note of my definition of commonwealth,”
-said Ethel. “So instead of giving instances of what I mean by artificial
-distinctions, I will repeat my definition of commonwealth, and go on.
-Commonwealth consists of the common-sense service which each can perform
-to the other, by releasing and distributing those natural commodities,
-which earth, air, water and the spiritual substance of the universe put
-potentially into the possession of each individual. This commonwealth,
-then, is divisible into three classes of valuables; namely, personal
-common-sense services; secondly, the natural ‘commodities’ of earth,
-water and air, and the spiritual substance-of-the-universe, and for the
-third class of values—‘_credits_.’
-
-“Now my happy philosophy of the matter points to the fact, that one’s
-natural (not his artificial) desires are in the line of his ability,
-duty and destiny. So that if each man and woman is left free to follow
-intelligently his and her desires, each will attain the true development
-and best use of self, for self and others. Thus, a real civil service
-will come about, not by expending millions of dollars and days in
-arbitrarily dictating ways and measures by which individuals shall
-civilly be serviceable, but by leaving each individual intelligently and
-blithely free to use self-inherent possessions in a way which will
-occasion a self-adjusting supply of everything to the demands of
-everybody. This will naturally release and distribute first, personal
-services; second, the commodities which fill earth, air, water and the
-spiritual substance-of-the-universe, and will bring into play the third
-element in the class of values, recognized in the system of social
-economics; namely, credits.”
-
-“But what will be your medium,” said Elkhorn dubiously, “of exchange?”
-
-“Time,” said Ethel simply. “For of course to meet the orderly demands of
-each and all, with an orderly supply, will take a great deal of time.
-But then we each have _all the time there is_; and this, at the start,
-equalizes the distribution _of that_ medium of exchange. And our bank
-can never fail us, for when our drafts on it are _very_ large, we will
-still have reserves of it in eternity. So time is the medium of exchange
-for the common-sense services which will release and keep in
-distributive-circulation the commonwealth-commodities of which earth,
-water, air and the spiritual-substance-of-the-universe make each of us
-possessed. (Silence invited her to go on.) Time is a commodity, for as
-we all know, ‘commodities are a class of valuables organic and
-inorganic, which may be fitted by human effort to satisfy human
-desires.’
-
-“Franklin used to say ‘Time is money,’ but the point I make is, that
-time is _value per se_; so intrinsic in quality, so invariable in
-quantitative supply, that it is the natural medium of exchange for all
-the valuables precious to a morally sustained government of people, by
-and for people. But, though time is value, it is difficult to place an
-exact valuation on time without asking, Whose time? And that would seem
-like asking, Whose rain, whose air, and whose sunshine? Yet it is
-impossible to place an exact valuation on time without first getting an
-answer to the question, _Whose_ time, whose services? For the value of a
-person’s services depends on the use which the servitor has theretofore
-made of his or her time. So here comes in the matter of personal
-‘credits.’ So, in coming toward your question, Judge Elkhorn, concerning
-distinctions as to the way of ‘working and sharing,’ we might take it as
-an axiom in the morals of social economics, that the value of personal
-services, broadly considered, is measurable by the _use_ which the
-servitor has heretofore made of his or her time. And as time is the
-medium of exchange, a person who has not theretofore made skilled use of
-his time, might wish to contribute more of it to help out the works of a
-person who has made great use of his time. This would only include that
-one day from many people would have to be given to execute the plans
-which another person might have potentially worked out in the hours of a
-vision-filled night, as these plans thus led the way into that which
-would advance the interests of all concerned. All this, American
-economists of two hundred years ago must have known; judging by the zeal
-with which, in the midst of their straightened circumstances, they held
-themselves to the business of developing the capacity of children (the
-born citizens of their ideal on-coming Republic). These true
-human-economists bound themselves to cultivate in humanity a capacity to
-utilize _time_. For the development in each little citizen of the
-capacity to _well-use-time_, enabled each such well-developed person to
-hold the other in well-poised personal liberty; while each chose for
-self such an order (or such orders) of personal service as makes each
-one to be of most value to himself and others.”
-
-“Oh, oh, oh!” ejaculated the judge. “Who are the fellows who really did
-this? Name them, do, Miss Daksha.”
-
-Ethel halted at this onslaught from the man who claimed to believe of
-everybody and everything only what his external senses revealed to him
-concerning them. Everybody laughed good-naturedly; and Ethel laughed
-with them at herself. For she knew there was a line between things,
-perceivable only to the inner senses and those perceptible to the outer
-senses. But she, like her father Daniel, was a dreamer who worked; and
-therefore took care to protect herself from seeming like a dreamer who
-_lied_, as she saw Elkhorn thought and meant to hint to her that she
-was. She felt what she said was truth, as to the interior aspirational
-thoughts which were held by many women and men, who, like Hawthorne,
-Emerson and others of earlier date, had philosophized, romanced and
-poetized over common-sense facts, and had thus enthroned them; till they
-now, at least, were lodged in the memories of men like Elkhorn, as
-entertaining fictions.
-
-Luckily for Ethel she had a merry soul, as well as a philosophically
-religious one. And, too, she had the faculty of standing off at a
-distance from herself in a way that enabled her to see herself as others
-saw her. She was not self-conceited, though to others she seemed so. If
-she had been, her gift of seeing herself as others often saw her (so
-frequently was she misunderstood), would have many times a day taken
-down her self-conceit.
-
-She saw the confusion in Elkhorn’s mind concerning her. She knew he was
-a stoical man, and had no power of imaging the unseen. He was like the
-men of that class which long ago sprung up and outlawed the poets, and
-repressed everything of that sort (music included, I believe); because
-these things, according to these realists (?) led to lies, and were
-lies. All this was in Ethel’s mind as she caught Daniel’s eye, and they
-both laughed out cheerily. For Daniel had often been called a —— (that
-name you know) and, too, he had been quite outlawed long ago by deacons,
-who called him a “rationalist.” And then when he patiently inquired if
-they would rather he should become “irrational,” he was churched for it.
-So when Ethel and Daniel had rung forth that swift chime of laughter, it
-had rung up memories of these things to the ears of all who heard it.
-
-Her pleasantness and just estimate of others seemed to have cleared the
-atmosphere. And Judge Elkhorn said cordially, but a little quizzically,
-“Well, we’ll take all that on the strength of our faith in you, Miss
-Daksha. But go on, and take your time.”
-
-“Yes, take your time,” said Robert, accenting significantly. “This is
-not half bad that you are saying, Ethel, but it is quite a fairy tale to
-everybody who is listening to you, you know.”
-
-“On, on with the fairy story,” said Paul Palmer.
-
-“I am talking to you about the realness of these men’s ideals; men like
-William Ellery Channing, Warren, Emerson, Thoreau and men of earlier and
-later date than either of these; men some of them who had the serious
-scholasticism which was held in the college of ‘Mary and William,’ of
-Baltimore. And I receive from them proofs that they had hold of the fact
-that the _spiritual essence_ of the social economics of a self-governed
-people, was their goal; and that their idea of real social economics
-included a full,—a supernal evolution of national moral-power.
-
-“These men and women of early and later date steadily put forth
-teachings which impressed the fact that, to the faithfulness of the
-individual conscience, the liberties of the race were committed. And so
-I legitimately conclude that national moral-power must now be evolved by
-persons who, with leisurely intelligence, apply themselves to dealing
-with the commodities of earth, air, sea and _the spiritual substance of
-the universe_ as they engage themselves in graciously exchanging mutual
-services. America has such men and women, and needs many.
-
-“There is time; there are personal services. What hinders us that we are
-not baptized in the water of life, flowing out from the throne of
-supernal power? A social waste hinders us, and that waste results from a
-fallacy which seeks to sustain the relation of supply and demand, on the
-basis of the legal tender of a money token; as if to say: “I know that
-man is hungry, the money in his hand shows it.”
-
-“But, Miss Daksha, we can’t keep brutes in order with these elusive,
-transcendental theories,” said Elkhorn.
-
-“Yes,” said Palmer, “the question is, How can we keep brutes in order
-without throwing license as a ‘sop to Cerberus’?”
-
-“To keep brutes in order is not this nation’s problem, as woman, the
-mother of man, understands it,” she answered swiftly. “We are not
-dealing with a menagerie. We are dealing with a nation of immortals
-whose native air is liberty. And as to raising the question as to
-whether all people shall be allowed to breathe their native air of
-liberty, that would be but insolence on my part, if I should name it.
-These, ‘_the people_,’ are endowed with certain inalienable rights,
-among which are life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. How, then,
-can any two or three people talk of keeping the rest in bounds?”
-
-“But, Mr. Palmer, the simile is fortunate which compares license to a
-sop thrown to Cerberus, that hundred-brained-monster. For you remember
-in the Greek story, that sop was flung _up_ to Cerberus, by those who
-dwelt _down_ in Pluto’s regions, and who wished to keep Cerberus down
-there to guard the mouth of Pluto’s regions, and who wished to keep him
-content with being chained there.”
-
-“Do you see? It is in exact correspondence with the doings of modern
-Pluto-crats who toss the sop of license up to the enchained masses, to
-keep them content with conditions which are hell-on-earth to us all.”
-
-Such angelic tones filled her voice, such angelic pity illumined her
-paling countenance, as she said these hard-sounding words, that that
-hell-on-earth appeared at once to be what it is, a hideous intrusion on
-a fair realm. And two men sprang to their feet, as if to smite the thing
-back to the under world, and deliver Cerberus from his chains.
-
-Ethel stood beside them, one with them in the purpose; saying, swiftly,
-with the flame of a white-light-spreading through the very pores of her
-fine face:
-
-“Hold to your present thought! And take home now the part of the story
-popularly forgotten: Pluto promised Cerberus, as a gift to whomsoever
-could release and bring him to the upper air _without the use of
-weapons_.
-
-“The promise holds good today. But—but among the Greeks there was a
-man—Hercules. He did it.
-
-“There are such men among Americans. Hercules did it. How? Certainly not
-by licensing Cerberus to remain chained down in Pluto’s regions. What
-Hercules did do, was this: he brought Cerberus a morsel fresh from the
-feast of the ‘gods of Olympus’; and Cerberus, at the taste, aflame for
-more, burst his chains, and willingly he went away with Hercules to the
-upper air, where such feasts awaited him.
-
-“Men of America, the trouble with our nation is, there is a dearth of
-deities at our Capitol! There is still a lack of Herculean power! We
-want more there at the moral-feasts of our Olympus, the flavor of which
-would be new to our desiring, fighting, frenzied Cerberi! It is not that
-our ‘masses’ are so greatly degraded. It is that our superiors are so
-little superior; are, in fact, so much at one quality with the chained
-Cerberi, that, for the gift of Cerberus, no man has yet been able to
-bring him to the upper air. Worse than that, faith is nearly gone, that
-there _is_ any upper air, or that there are at our Olympus any
-Capitolian gods.”
-
-“No. The smoke of hades and the ‘sop’ flung up by Pluto are there; and
-the snapping of the jaws of the Cerberi-congress, as they jump this way
-and that to catch ‘the sop.’ These things are there,” said Elkhorn.
-
-“Plus—some men who are to be honored,” said Paul Palmer. “Still, that is
-only partly the fashion of that place,” continued he; “the smoke of the
-torment still ascends. But the question there honestly today is, What is
-to be done about it? There is an upper air somewhere, and there are men
-in the Congress of the United States, and in the parliament of Britain,
-and in the legislative bodies among the peoples of every country in the
-world, who are seeking for these heights.” He halted, then looking out
-from under his deep brows, in intensity of upflaming hope, he said with
-ferocious directness:
-
-“Ethel Daksha, I ask you, what _can_ be kept restrainingly before the
-masses, if (according to your idea of liberty) we take away from them
-fear of punishment? If no man or woman is amenable to any other, will it
-not be grab, tear and carnage, by the hundred-headed-monster?”
-
-“What is it now?” said Ethel, “when everyone is presuming to frighten
-and to dictate to everyone else? But I will ask a better question than
-that. I will ask if _you_ are kept up to duty by fear of punishment? If
-not, by what?”
-
-It was long before he spoke, and no one thought of breaking the silence,
-for it was a solemn one.
-
-“Whatever rectitude there is in me,” he said, “comes from an inherent
-repugnance to making chains for myself by forming habits that would fit
-me to dwell in Pluto’s region. Yes, it is a repugnance to the smoke,
-stench and torment of the Pluto-cratical domain, which was graphically
-and practically explained to me in earliest childhood, by my most
-vigorous mother. It is this deep-seated repugnance to moral smoke,
-stench and torment, which keeps me up to my idea of duty. And then, Miss
-Ethel, I certainly am not better than other men, but I surmise I was
-vastly better taught than some men are, from babyhood, and before birth.
-For, like thousands of men everywhere today, there comes to me a sort of
-homesick, perplexed feeling, at having to sojourn amid such
-‘hell-let-loose’ conditions as (so-called) _society_ today represents.
-But we all seem to be chained, paralyzed, hypnotized,—heaven knows what,
-and unable to break up the influence, which has its grip on the church,
-and which the church wants to clamp on to the state.”
-
-“Paul Palmer,” said Ethel, with Quaker-like simplicity, “if thy mother
-had been at the Capitol, those who now conduct like Cerberi would have
-long since known themselves for what they are—not brutes, but interiorly
-pure spirits—perplexed and homesick at having ever to breathe the miasma
-of the Plutonic shores.
-
-“Look at this picture.” Ethel showed one of Flaxman’s engravings of
-Psyche in the lower regions: a fair spirit, standing in a dark defile,
-gazing upward in a maze of wonder, as with hope astrain. “Believe me,
-brothers, that is the spirit of the new age. A beautiful thing,
-intelligently expectant of soon being _itself_. We are all immortal men,
-and those whom Pluto seems to have chained, are not chained except by
-the fetters of one delusion—they deludedly think themselves beasts. But
-they are inherently of the so-called Dios Kouroi. And the Dios Kouroi
-know there is food in the upper air, and place and pleasures there
-convenient for the hundred-brained Cerberi who are but undeveloped gods.
-
-“Believe me,” she said slowly, a look of infinite joy glorifying her
-upraised countenance, “the Herculean power of the _Dios Kouroi_ can,
-when ordered, bring from the upper air a morsel to the Cerberi, and
-without weapons win them away to the heights.”
-
-Then to her it was as if down-reaching mighty arms, with clasped hands
-passed under her feet, lifted her with blissful enswathement to an
-electric oneness with delight-in-right.
-
-Elkhorn felt as if he were walking on a wave of light, whose warmth
-filled the marrow of his bones. Feeling, too, he was one of the very
-gods for whom Ethel had asked, he opened his mouth to boast: “I have
-tasted, I can give,” when it all passed, and he dared not boast of what
-he now doubted having for the moment received.
-
-Paul Palmer had covered his eyes, and stood trembling, white, radiant
-and reverently assured forever, that there was an “upper air,” and that
-there was a goddess there; and that for him life held but one
-purpose,—and that was to do Herculean work for the hundred-headed masses
-who all hated their chains as heartily as did he. Masses all of whom
-would win away to the heights, to go no more down forever, could they
-but be fed with such morsels as these there, in that moment of
-transfiguration had tasted.
-
-“There will be no more working against nature when in the near future
-the mountain of the house of Yod He-Vaw shall be established in the top
-of the mountain,” said Daniel, “for the center of gravitation will be
-established in the upper air when woman, released from bondage to
-brutality, bounds up and stands at her post. Then all men will scale
-Alpine heights of purity, wisdom and wealth, for the love of the
-womanhood there, the eternal feminine in Deity.”
-
-“Alpine heights! Woman there!”
-
-It was a cry of rapture from beyond the portière, in the added suite of
-rooms which had been built on for Reginald Grove’s use.
-
-Ethel heard it, and explaining it as if she were double-brained, said:
-“He is in the garden of Eden, the place of innocence where spirits in
-liberty live, as live the lilies of God; neither fearing, fighting, nor
-desiring desires; but where, welcoming the will-of-wisdom, they become
-like the self-unioned One. See?”
-
-With a swift impulse, turning on one toe-poised limb, winding so, her
-clinging gown about her svelt figure, with arms extended, head thrown
-back and face upraised, she stood, a radiant image of dual being,
-unified in cruciform.
-
- * * * * *
-
-What had come to her? Had the ecstasy of the “real cross” drawn her up
-into itself? Had she for a finality won away into the company of those
-who unintermittingly do the will-of-wisdom?
-
-Free and far through Emperean space on wings of vision fleetly she fled,
-gleaming from the gladness of the star-filled air the truth (known to
-the intelligences) of the meaning of that victory won over Semiramis,
-when defeated on the banks of the Indus she flew away in the form of a
-dove. For the starry hosts were showing them the meaning of the
-“whirling wheel of Ixion,” on which the spirit of the world will still
-be crucified until the coming-woman, by self-use, shall have expressed
-to the race her relation to the world’s work, and worship; and so shall
-have healed it of its woes.
-
-And the two men to whom Ethel was giving participance in all she was
-sharing with the angels, heard jubilates in the upper air, pitifully
-tremulant, yet glad, which revealed that the cries of the world are but
-the growing pains which all endure while getting the growths that bring
-forth new forms of life, of knowledge and beauty.
-
-To Paul Palmer’s entranced uplook, it seemed as if the bounding moon,
-shining through the great window back of where Ethel stood, could hardly
-wait for gladness in going through the blue; where the sparkling stars
-were the dust of the wisdom of the ages, transmuted into the gold of
-those supernal heights.
-
-And lovingly laughing together, the moon and earth and they seemed
-bounding through realms where old beyond compare had grown that
-seed-thought, which now, falling to earth, is sowing itself and
-springing up daily in the electrical doings of those who, inwardly
-yearning for it, put forth the deeds which the reception of this seed
-enables.
-
-On, on, through spheres where the inhabitants know full well that the
-crassness of selfhood is but the undeveloped manner of the creature, as
-it struggles toward the real humanity, whose spirit is a form of WILL
-refined to WISDOM.
-
-On and on—till—oh, ecstasy—next—
-
-“Ethel, my daughter.”
-
-It was to the three as if those words had buffeted their way to them
-across ages of absence and realms of peace. Then, somewhere in the
-star-garden it seemed Daniel must have met them. As friendlily near,
-with swiftness indescribable, they shot earthward together (or thus it
-seemed) lighting so, as a thistle-down alights upon the earth.
-
-Ethel’s eyes met Daniel’s as he stood beside her; and with the memory of
-how the star-seed was sowing the earth with thoughts for this new age,
-she cried out ringingly: “Was such bravery of beauty ever before seen by
-you, Daniel?” Then—“oh, I understand,” she whispered hushedly, steadying
-herself and them all.
-
-For she perceived what had befallen. But she well knew how to bridge the
-chasm between ecstasies and earth’s needs so as to turn raptures into
-rational-spiritualized results.
-
-Her first swift act was to concentrate on Reginald this focussed energy,
-in a way to fetch his wandering mind into harmony with the work of this
-epoch; not by sundering him suddenly from the realm he lived in, but by
-giving him an interior sense of the presence of those who stood there
-with her and with him, in that instant’s transfiguration on the mount of
-vision, when altogether they were allied to the doings of the dualized.
-
-Ethel never “lost herself”—as the term goes—in these ecstasies, any more
-than an eagle in the delight of its ascending flight to heights, even
-above the eyrie where it dwells, loses itself. It is an eagle still, and
-knows its way aloft and below. Nevertheless, she knew that when she went
-aloft this time, it was as if at the sound of a triumphal trump, persons
-there rallied and sped away with her. And upborne by her wings and
-seeing with her un-sun-blinded eyes, they saw what she saw, and learned
-what she knew. For when the urgency of her need rang through the
-silence, calling on life, that Life _per se_ should show itself to those
-who knew it not, that the sight of it should baptize this household into
-fitness for the Herculean-labors of this epoch, she knew trusted helpers
-then, with an under-lift, had upborne her and hers into participation
-with all-creative bliss. And that what they then learned no art, not
-even music’s own, with octaves ever so many, can hint to mortal ears.
-
-For what these seers then saw, tones, nor half-tones, quarters nor
-eighths, in octaves ever so many, not yet have learned to melodize.
-
-“Grace of heaven, Daksha, is she living woman, or spirit only?” said
-Paul Palmer breathlessly.
-
-“I only know,” said Robert, in tones muffled by his heart’s quick pulse,
-“that one day the spirit of harmony came and dwelt under the roof, where
-I had had cradle. And this is she.”
-
-“Yes, yes, it is the new Madonna,” whispered Reinsvelt, Robert’s artist
-friend. And he sped away out at the path from the house to the street.
-
-“He does well,” said Paul. “He goes to whiten white canvas with that
-white ‘vision’s inward illuminings.’ Visions, which will ‘pierce gross
-sight, and with mild persistence urge man’s search to vaster issues,
-whose growing sway controls the growing life of man.’”
-
-“He has caught the art-thought of the new age. For you see, Robert, as
-the pictures of the Crucified Man have tortured woman’s soul to a
-devotion of self-sacrificing desire to rescue man from the cross which
-man’s passions make for him,—so the new picture of that dearer self, in
-ecstatic union with the gladsome heights above, will arouse _men_
-themselves to become the sanctuary of nuptial rites. For see you not the
-meaning of George Eliot’s most wonderful poem? ‘Oh, Might I Join the
-Choir Invisible?’ Robert, Madonna, self-crossed by the will-of-wisdom is
-Elohim; the cabalistic feminine-duad of the Hebrew. And it lacks not the
-mother there, but ‘shapes it forth before the multitude, divinely human,
-raising worship so, to reverence more mixed with’ WISDOM.”
-
-And Paul Palmer, like Reinsvelt, as if empowered by some dynametrical
-battery affixed to the forces of heaven, sped away to write of new deeds
-for the redemption of that hundred-headed power, the Cerberi—the masses
-of the people. Seeing that we are all of the mass—_the high mass_.
-
-For as Ethel, raised from private considerations, lived amid public and
-illustrious thoughts, those whom she attracted were attracted not to
-her, but to the _public and illustrious thoughts_ which were her realest
-and most entirely creative self. So that the centripetal attraction
-toward this self was balanced by the centrifugal force which sent those
-who admired her out and far away from her bodily-presence to work the
-work of that force which sent them on its way.
-
-As had done Paul and Reinsvelt, so did the rest, one after another. For
-they speedily bethought them of deeds that should be wrought at once,
-impelled by the new force to high enterprise.
-
-For the centripetal power that attracted people to Ethel was like that
-of the sun or of mightier Arcturus, never absorbing them emotionally
-into her atmosphere; but on the reverse, filling them with the vigor of
-God, and sending them to achieve newly discerned lines of public
-beneficence.
-
-Thus Ethel suddenly found herself standing alone. For everyone had
-fallen away from her presence, away and out to do the will-of-wisdom.
-And for an instant she halted, with a sense of sudden and unaccountable
-desertion; forgetting for the moment how many hundred times the same
-thing had befallen her, after one of those mystical uplifts had filled
-with power those who had entered with her into the moment of full
-vision, and who from thence had hastened gladly down among the multitude
-to practicalize there what the vision had but illustrated.
-
-“’Twas but that ‘loneliness which inures to oneliness,’” she said to
-herself; entering then herself again into the at-one-ment with the
-divine purpose.
-
-Then it came. And reeling under the sudden inflow of the might of the
-Eternal, as it surged through brain and nerve, she knew some great need
-was at hand, calling for all the power with which she was now being
-surcharged. Then arms trembling with the eagerness of a shuddering
-soul’s necessities, closed around her.
-
-“I have waited years. Love me, Ethel. I am friendless, distrusted and
-forlorn. Let me tell you fully now, my story and Reginald’s. For I have
-a suspicion that haunts me, and I want to get square with all moral
-questions all round. But all stands still, while Reginald is as he is.
-It is time he was well.”
-
-In external stature Ethel was a grand, large woman. And with a solemn
-glorifying of her power, inhaling a breath which attendant hosts
-supplied, seating herself, she took to her arms her courageous friend,
-holding her commodiously, and saying: “Your hour has come. Tell me what
-you will. Your work is ready for you now, and you for your work, choose
-what you may.”
-
-And as great Isis might have held a woman, childlike in proportion to
-herself, so held she Alitza Roccoca, bathing her spirit in a _love_ now
-again becoming known to mortals in this passion-wearied age.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-Then,—
-
-“But Reginald’s mother died,” said Alitza, in a singularly half-muffled
-tone, as if she had been long going forward with the story, and now but
-made an addition. “Then Uncle George (as I called old Grove) sent me to
-a good school. It was thought by some to be very good of him; but there
-was much more back of all that, you must know. I was a thin ghost of a
-girl then; thinner than I have now become, and I had cross-eyes (as
-people call it), and I was sallow. But little Reg was used to me; so to
-come to it at once, the summer I was seventeen I came home from school
-to the old Grove place. There was no one there but one old servant and
-Reg, who had been suspended from the academy on some charge; so there we
-were together two months, as good as in a wilderness.
-
-“The first thing I knew we were engaged to be married, and then nothing
-would do for Reg but a drive to Hartford, to the minister’s; but I knew
-the minister would not marry us if he knew we were both under age. So as
-quick as he asked how old we were, I said I was eighteen and Reg was
-twenty-one. And then came the trouble; for truth, of a sort, was always
-Reg’s strong point. And as we rode away together, married tight enough
-by the minister, he looked at me with absolute dislike, and wanted to
-know what I told that story for.
-
-“I told him that as he had been teasing me for six weeks to marry him,
-and as I had at last said I would, some one had got to tell the lie; and
-as he hated to, I did it for him out of kindness. I felt bad about it
-myself. And then the minister had looked at us in a queer way; and
-Ethel, I was such a simple, ignorant little child, that I did not even
-know then what disagreeable thing the minister might have been thinking,
-other than that I was telling a lie. And I knew I was, and that made me
-color up; and that had made Reginald mad. And so the outcome of his
-haste to tie me to him by that ceremony was that he had called me a
-liar, and I had told him I hated him. Then I would do nothing other but
-drive straight to the old home, half frightened to death at what I had
-done.
-
-“Then you must know, as we drove up to the house up came a common sort
-of a fellow on horseback; and the first thing he did was to joke Reg for
-riding with me, when he was suspended for a flirtation, at least, with a
-common sort of a girl who lived in the academy town. I was as mad as a
-lunatic at that; for though I understood nothing about such sort of
-talk, I loathed the least breath of it as badly as Reg hated lying. And
-while I was in a frenzy of wrath, and tearing away at both of the
-impossible rowdy boys, up came old Grove, driving in from somewhere with
-‘friends’ to whom he was going to sell the so-called Grove place. The
-sight of me there made him mad anyway, for a reason that I can now
-understand; and in a minute the other young boor had let out all about
-our foolish work at the minister’s house; and, too, Reg’s affair with
-the other girl; all this—imagine it—was blazed out before those four
-men; mixing me, Reginald’s good straight maiden wife, up with things
-which I simply felt sure were very detestable.
-
-“Well, I went to my old nurse’s room (she had always staid there in the
-family for my sake), and I got from her papers which auntie had gotten
-from old Grove before she died, and had made nurse keep privately for
-me, though he had hunted for them everywhere. For you must know that
-they were legal documents which showed that the estate we lived on and
-every cent of money on which he had been speculating was my money, which
-he, as one guardian, held in trust for me, and was bound to invest for
-me. So the more successfully he turned it over, the richer I was
-growing. Well, you see? But the point with me was, I knew the possession
-of this paper gave me a jack-wrench to put on old Grove, whenever I got
-ready. But I loved Reg then in a way, and could not disgrace his father
-without disgracing him. And I didn’t see how I could go to my other
-guardian without letting him know how bad old Grove was. My nurse had
-talked a good deal to me about it, and I had made up my mind the week
-before, romantically, that I would marry Reg and turn my property all
-over to him, and save his feelings, and keep him as rich as he thought
-himself to be, and give him a surprise the day after we should be
-married, by telling him all about it.
-
-“What I did do was to take all those papers and my wedding certificate
-and get away, carrying with me a look as if I would just as lief kill
-anyone who spoke to me disrespectfully, like old Grove had done. I was
-hateful enough looking to get on quite well. I got a good place to do
-housework under the name of Jane Collins. I stayed there two years,
-saving money, and terribly frightened lest Grove or Reg should find me.
-Next, the lady I worked for recommended me as housekeeper for a
-half-paralyzed old man, because I was good, and as ugly looking as
-gloomy sin. I was a good nurse, and he said my touch made him stronger.
-He was kind, but rather romantic; and finally I had to tell him my
-story, because he wanted to marry me. I showed him my certificate, and
-then I showed him my other papers; and because I could trust him, I told
-him I had a plan of my own. I wanted a very fine education, and I wanted
-to put my other guardian on old Grove’s track, so as to get my money all
-into my own hands clear and fair, and then make it all over to Reg, who
-wasn’t fit to rough it, somehow. But that I had got to do carefully, for
-I was legally his wife, and so the money was his in a way; but that I
-would never be Reg’s wife any longer than till the day I could find
-myself in a condition to be divorced, and could make him marry the girl
-who had been a good girl till he ruined her. My idea was that she really
-was (law or no law) his wife more than I was. Heaven knows I didn’t want
-ever to see him again. Yet I had that romantic, real, dispassionate sort
-of principle which made me determined to keep my vow to do him good and
-not evil, all the days of his life. So, as I say, I was bound he should
-have the money, and marry the girl of whom I have told you, but whom I
-never could find.
-
-“All this seemed just fun to old Mr. Mancredo, and he took so much
-interest in the ‘joke of the thing,’ as he called it, putting a lawyer
-on Grove’s track, and fixing things up a little, while getting at facts,
-that he grew better in health under it; and he had my eyes straightened,
-and gave me the best of teachers, of which he was chief. And with
-kindness, approbation, good treatment and all, by the time I was
-twenty-four I was not only quite handsome, but had everything all about
-my business in my own hands. But the poor little girl had died,—so
-somebody said, but I’m not sure,—and that took my courage down. And Reg
-was at West Point, ‘swinging round on my money,’ Mr. Mancredo said. But
-you see Reg had called me a liar, and I loathed the whole mess. But you
-see I had a woman’s pride in being, myself, _intrinsic wealth_ of a
-finer sort than that thing called ‘money’ can fully represent. I wanted
-to know how to do well (and in a way which would be of marketable value)
-every sort of thing which could be needed in the economics of a broad
-social-system. It made me sick to see men, who inherently had nothing
-worth exchanging, quarreling so much to get their clutch on the ‘medium
-of exchange’ called money. But not to stop about all that now, I can
-only tell you that old Mr. Mancredo laughed so much, and had such a good
-time over my theories, that he legally adopted me as his heiress and
-daughter, and then got so well that we travelled all over Europe and the
-Nile country, and he made my guardian stop bothering about the laws of
-the matter, and appearances, and the rest of it. For why should I go
-back to Reginald, who hated me, and force on him my money as a gift,
-which he now was enjoying much better under the supposition that it was
-his of right? Besides, I was really punishing old John Grove most
-deliciously; and I relished that. For he was a singularly offensive old
-animal; and besides, ‘if your enemy thirst, give him drink,’ and he was
-awful on the money-thirst. And I was helping him to pour gold down his
-own throat, with just enough of a scare with every gulp to make life a
-terror to the old animal; and it was fun to me. But just before we
-sailed for the Mediterranean I did send Reg one ringing slap. For I was
-angry that he was such a coward as not to have fought for me against his
-father. But then he was afraid as death of his ‘old dad,’ as he called
-him; just as his mother had been. I wrote to him that his mother in
-heaven would never forgive him for his treatment of me; for that she had
-left me in his care, as a younger sister. And that now, however low he
-sunk, he might look about him in the sloughs there, for any woman whom
-he met might be the sister to whom he had betrayed his trust. I did not
-mean to give him a chance to take much comfort in his badness. But I
-meant to do more than to merely put a ‘death’s head’ at the feast of
-life which he had spoiled for me. I knew that this letter would put him
-on the wrong track, so that he would never look for me among the
-cultivated, scholarly, useful women, whom I intended to lead before I
-was forty. And besides, I felt it would give him an idea of the fact
-that all women are the sisters of all men, and that a man is a felon if
-he betrays their trust. So I thought this letter hit off all these
-things pretty well; don’t you see that it did?
-
-“Well, we travelled everywhere, Mr. Mancredo and I, and I cultivated a
-leisurely, haughty manner, and grew high-colored, with magnificent eyes,
-they said, and then I knew how to dress. And people commonly called me
-‘Mrs. Mancredo.’ Sometimes I corrected it and sometimes I did not. The
-world was so full of tangles that I scorned to bother myself about
-names. I knew how staunch I was. And besides, I had such an innate
-passion for chastity and continence, that the other sort of life seemed
-as idiotic to me as to have dashed my brains out a little every day
-would have seemed. Dear old Mancredo called me a very brainy woman, and
-I valued that, and I enjoyed being good without letting anybody know it,
-if you can imagine such a notion. But then, always, Miss Ethel, I have
-devotedly loved my guardian angel.”
-
-She became silent, and the silence was preserved. Then—
-
-“We lived in Italy several years. My mother was an Italian, and so was
-Mr. Mancredo, and I felt to be the middle-aged, rich Italian woman whom,
-by adapting myself to dear Mr. Mancredo’s language and needs, in his
-lameness, I was becoming. When he died I was as much a widowed heart as
-if I had been his wife. He called me always a truthful, sound nature,
-and encouraged me to believe that my last ‘slap’ at Reginald would
-sicken him of vice, which, by the way, he curiously enough did not
-believe Reginald was particularly guilty of. He said the false
-conditions of woman’s environment had cultivated lack of frankness in
-me, and that a certain sort of farcical manœuvering even now made me
-like to put people in the wrong, to my own disadvantage, rather than to
-allow them to intrude on my business, which is true. ‘You are too fond
-of being privately good,’ said he, which was a funny fact.
-
-“After everything was over and I had gotten back to America, Mr.
-Mancredo’s lawyer (and he was my guardian) wanted me to come down on old
-Grove, whose touch was turning everything to gold. They had come out
-West here, and Reg was riding the social wave buoyed up by my money, and
-I decided to come West and take a look at him, with the agreement that
-at a word from me my lawyer should come on and fetch old Grove with him,
-for he was under close surveillance on two accounts.
-
-“And then at the hotel I found the poor fellow, awfully gone down, and
-drinking away like a man with something on his conscience. I felt vexed
-with him for getting nothing but brandy-slings out of all that money,
-for there were people who needed it, and could have used it if he
-couldn’t. I found it was said that he was a fellow who was afraid of
-women. He had a queer way of looking at them, and his way with me was
-his general way. Perhaps he thought any one of them might be me, and the
-dread _wore_ on him. But he did not know me, and I rather had to press
-myself on his attention, to try to make things come about so we could
-settle on a divorce. But my attention to him made him shyer and more
-distrustful than ever; yet he was perplexed by a half recognition at
-times, too, I think.
-
-“He never knew me, though, till that night on the stairs when I asked
-him what would have become of that sister of his if she had been as
-unprincipled as he had been. And then, oh dear, poor fellow, that was
-the end of all for him! I have never been much to him, and never
-anything to anyone else, but I have always been true to myself and to my
-guardian angel.”
-
-She stopped and gave way to the weeping that had twice interrupted her,
-then said, drawing a full breath:
-
-“So I am honestly and only Mrs. Reginald Grove.”
-
-“Oh, my good Lord!”
-
-It was Reginald’s voice, in full manhood’s tone.
-
-“Oh, go to him, Ethel, I am afraid!” said Alitza.
-
-But Reginald, parting the blinds, stepped out of the long window and
-stood in the moonlight looking about him, with his hand to his head,
-gazing at Ethel, who, rosy-red with joy, looked into the eyes of an
-irate but not insane man.
-
-“I have had enough of this talking outside my window. I tell you I don’t
-know where I am. Send for Mrs. Mancredo. She’s a straight woman, but by
-George, how she _will_ lie. Why, Miss Ethel, I didn’t know you. You are
-looking old and queer, somehow. I’m frightened somehow. This room and
-place—? Send for Robert. He’ll take me round to my hotel in his trap, as
-he did yesterday.”
-
-“Take my arm for a moment, and we will walk up and down the balcony,”
-said Ethel. “Your foot feels as if it were asleep, does it not?”
-
-“It feels as though it were waking up. Get out, man! Hold off there!”
-said he, bracing back against the wall ready to strike out at Fleetwood,
-his nurse, who approached too much in the character of an attendant to
-escape distrust.
-
-“I am here, Captain Grove,” said Ethel. “You are my guest.”
-
-“I am your guest, Miss Ethel? Well, that’s all right then. You hear
-that, you peeping idiot back there? I’m Miss Ethel’s guest; but I tell
-you others, the whole posse of you, to keep away from me, or I’ll knock
-you all down, like ninepins in an alley. They are for shutting me up
-somewhere. I have heard lots of talk about it, and if that dark fellow
-isn’t a doctor, what is he, with his soft-stepping ways?
-
-“There, look at that. There are my roses, not wilted yet; and there is
-my Petrarch. There’s no drunk about me. I was here yesterday. I remember
-everything: only I forget some of it. Oh,—oh, Miss Ethel, what has
-happened?”
-
-“Just this: you have been ill, but you are getting well now.”
-
-“There now, you’re telling the truth. But when have I been ill, and
-where have I been ill?” said he, reassured, yet with the anger of a
-proud man fighting against the treachery of his faculties. “Look here.
-That’s—_that’s_ Mrs. Mancredo that I hear crying somewhere. It breaks me
-all up to have that woman so unhappy. Come, Miss Ethel, if you believe
-in prayer, down on your knees, and tell them up there to keep paralysis
-off a fellow like me. I’m not half a bad lot, I tell you. No, indeed;
-I’m not half bad.”
-
-At last Ethel brought him to see that if he would submit to patient
-thought he would soon bridge the mental hiatus that now afflicted him,
-since his mind had been abstracted from things about him. But that only
-made him anxious to have one good fight with the best fellow there, to
-prove that there was nothing the matter with him, and never had been.
-
-“Well, then, take me,” said Daniel Daksha, coming up; his presence so
-full of blessed content that Reginald laid his hand in that man’s with a
-comforted sense that “old Heem,” as he was sometimes called, would see
-him through all right.
-
-It was held to be desirable that Reginald should be saved from the
-sudden shock of the knowledge that as thirty odd years had been blotted
-out of his memory at the time of his paralysis, so now at this crisis of
-probable recovery the years which had since intervened, with their life
-of other worldliness and other consciousness, were swept away for the
-moment, like a dream forgotten.
-
-Daniel’s full comprehension of a brief but similar lapse from
-consciousness that had once befallen him, prepared him to help Reginald
-thoroughly.
-
-Reginald was singularly, courteously grateful for the care which he saw
-had been taken of him, in bringing him to this private home. But his
-mind was full of shadowy incidents related to the two worlds in which he
-had lived. And Daniel well knew the terrors and mental perils of a man
-recently returned as from a far country. He knew Reginald Grove felt
-badgered and broken-hearted at the incongruous, conflicting memories
-which bewildered him; and he felt that presently, when Reginald should
-begin to recall the blissful states of existence now left behind him as
-in a dreamland, he would fall into conditions of homesickness for those
-states of exaltation, which might result in settled melancholia or
-suicide.
-
-The possibility of this man’s being mentally wrecked, after all the
-lofty care which had been bestowed on him, seemed a disaster which could
-and should be diverted. For it was Daniel’s theory that a man who had
-gone through such an experience as this, should find a way to make
-himself of use to others tempted and tried in a like way; and that
-therefore he must pull through.
-
-So rising to his feet, and standing between Reginald and Ethel, he said
-staunchly, looking at Reginald:
-
-“Ethel, he is well now; and what I have to say is, that a man who has
-been so expensively educated by angels in heaven and on earth, as this
-Captain Reginald Grove has been, will of course be honorable and
-soldierly enough to review coolly all the extraordinary lessons he has
-learned, digesting the facts which seem confusing, and winning out of
-them at last an order of knowledge which will fit him to do for other
-needy fellows the same things which we Dakshas have done for him.”
-
-Reginald looked up with a glad, proud expectancy, now quite sure that
-all was right enough with him, and that he had had some unusually good
-thing befall him, which in some way fitted him to be quite a friend with
-the Dakshas, and a coworker with them in unusual lines.
-
-Then with the strong tone of one determined to get at facts, he said:
-“Miss Ethel, what whitened your hair since—since the day on the
-balcony?”
-
-“It turned white in one night. For I will tell you this: there is a
-world where a day is as a thousand years; and we learn fast in a few
-seconds there.”
-
-“And did you go to that world?”
-
-“I did,” said Ethel.
-
-“How did you get back?”
-
-“It was my inner self that went. No one looking at my outer self—my
-body—could have seen that I was away.”
-
-“Well,” said Reginald, after a prolonged look into her face and his own
-memories: “I see that you are the same old truthful young girl, who said
-kind words to me one day out on your balcony, all about my mother and
-roses, and the goodness of wealth, and that you wished, with me, that I
-was but five years old. Now what you say would look to some people
-uncommon unlikely. But—but if you don’t know about your own hair—whose
-hair should—” He heard an hysterical giggle.
-
-“Oh, there she is at her old tricks. There’s Mrs. Mancredo making fun of
-a fellow,” he said irritably.
-
-“But then, you see,” said Ethel, “she’s not been away, as you and Daniel
-and I have. But you will soon find your way back; we did, though it
-seemed unnatural at first, and we felt homesick for the upper air. Sleep
-now; in the morning all will seem more natural, and Mrs. Mancredo will
-help you.”
-
-He slept, and slept soundly. In the morning he was up early. What he
-wanted to see now, was Mrs. Mancredo. She seemed to him somehow to be
-his oldest friend; and a homesickness for old, old friends had begun to
-lay hold on him.
-
-He warily looked about. The doors were open; he would go out. If any one
-stopped him he would know they thought him mad; and if they did, he
-would knock them down and run. But no one seemed to care where he was
-going. He passed Ethel and she bowed to him, with a cordial
-good-morning; and Daniel Heem, who was reading on the other balcony,
-bowed cordially; but it was all with the air that they were all alike,
-and at their ease in that house.
-
-There were two men down by the lake-bluffs. But no one seemed to care
-where he was going. The air and the sunshine were good; and it felt
-strangely good (though queer) to use his own legs. He looked about
-warily, tarrying in the rose-garden. But no infant ever longed more than
-he for caressing love; and no man fired with wrath against some
-tormenting thing, felt readier than he to deal a death-blow. Yes, he
-would get away to the little old arbor in the shrubbery, and there, all
-alone, he would cry his heart free (he told himself) for something he
-had lost. Then crying as he ran, and running as he cried, he at last
-flung himself down on the breast of mother earth, longing for some
-unnamable treasure.
-
-What had befallen? Realms of being had been opened to his knowledge,
-whose delights the repeating power of his brain could not repicture. He
-felt as if starving for what he had lost. He bit at the earth, with
-inarticulate cries of soul-bereftness.
-
-Suddenly two arms closed about him, lifting him till his head rested on
-a throbbing bosom. They tightened till he felt himself swayed gently to
-and fro, while sobs, strong as his own, shook the rocking form which
-held him. As he lay extended, half along the ground and half in this
-sheltering care, there came to him something of that sort of peace in
-which his senses had been enveloped when he before had floated away into
-that child-kingdom from which he had had last night so rude an
-awakening. He waited wonderingly.
-
-A hand pressed back the hair from his forehead.
-
-“Don’t you know me, Reginald?”
-
-He opened his eyes and saw black velvet. Was he dead? Was coffin couch
-so soft? Did angel arms so sweetly clasp poor mortal form within that
-narrow bound?
-
-Not yet, at least. For bending over him he saw black orbs and cheeks
-tear-flushed. The velvet was a woman’s dress; and laces there rose and
-fell with the palpitations of a woman’s heart.
-
-It was Mrs. Mancredo; and she held him tight, as if she would never let
-him go.
-
-“I thought you were my mother,” he said.
-
-“Ethel Daksha, do you mean?” she asked, after a strange pause.
-
-“No-o-o, my own dear mother. I thought I was well dead at last; I wish I
-were. I have been so knocked about.”
-
-Presently he said, out of the silence, in a good common-sense way: “I
-must be awfully sick, or you wouldn’t hold me—like this, as if—as if I
-were fainted, you know.”
-
-She shivered. “Don’t you know me?” He sat up and looked at her, and
-wondered if he must doubt his own senses next. No, the flush on the dark
-cheek, the soft brown orbs and wealth of black hair, were all beauties
-possessed by his tormenting friend, Mrs. Mancredo. Like a summer
-night-lightning memory flashed, sending him to search her face to find
-in it—the link lost in his twice-dissevered life.
-
-“Of course I know you,” he said angrily; “and as I don’t seem to be
-dying, I’ll stand on my feet.” And he gave her his hand, helping her to
-rise, with his wits all about him.
-
-Something in his act and look whelmed the soul of this strange woman who
-had been his playmate from childhood up, and had parted from him on the
-bridal hour. And sinking on the arbor-seat she wept violently. With a
-scowl of distress and of another emotion, in which there was no liking,
-tortured by the mental hiatus which the sight of Mrs. Mancredo
-intensified, he said suddenly: “Why do you tell such falsehoods? I hate
-it in woman.”
-
-Astonished, and giggling nervously at his queer starts and turns, her
-eyes shining like lambent stars through the mist, chiefly concerned not
-to startle him, and falling back into the way which, as “little Alitza,”
-she had had to use toward him for the last five years, she gently said:
-
-“Well, Regie, I never will again.”
-
-“Oh, oh, they speak like that where I just came from!” he cried. “Tell
-me, oh, tell me, was it a trance? I cannot endure this cloud over my
-mind which is so thin that I can almost see through it, and yet so dense
-that it stifles me. Tell me all!” he pleaded.
-
-“I will. Stop me if I skip anything that you want explained. You have
-been for quite a while with the Dakshas. I have been here, too. You have
-lived a double existence; and though I could see you every day, you
-seemed never to see Mrs. Mancredo, but instead, your thoughts were away
-in some other world and time. You thought Ethel Daksha was your mother,
-and always called her so. And once I dreamed, or I saw you, with your
-real mother and Ethel Daksha together in the unseen world, and—”
-
-“Yes, yes, angels and my mother’s touch—and—Laura and Petrarch, and
-sustained ecstasies she brought in on my soul, flooding my very brain
-with joys, warm, white, flying joys—which—oh, it is gone, I am lost
-again. No, no, I have it. There was great whiteness, great light, Alpine
-heights and woman there, in the grace and glory of electric might,
-competent to make man mount as on wings, as eagle’s wings ascending
-heights, else inaccessible! I was a boy, always playing with joys,
-sweeter than wine and more freely fine. No one blamed another there, and
-no one hurried. And I saw always Alitza there; and nothing had harmed
-her, for her angels had guarded her at every step. Oh, take me back! No,
-no, I will not go back! You think I rave; I do not, I only remember too
-much at once. I must remember that Daniel just said—you heard it
-yourself—that a man so expensively educated by angels of earth and
-heaven must be honorable and soldierly, and gather himself to do for
-others what has been done for his redemption to good use on earth. Come,
-oh, once more try and bring me what I lack!”
-
-“You know, Reginald, after we all had last night a strange, a heavenly
-strange evening, you suddenly roused out of your long, long inattention
-to what was going on about you. And now you seem to have forgotten
-everything since the night five years ago when you quarrelled (are you
-listening?) with Mrs. Mancredo on the stairs of the hotel, when—”
-
-“Oh where, where is little Alitza—playmate, sister, and—she, you—it is
-strange you are both such liars!”
-
-“Reginald Grove! You miserable thing,” she said in wholesome anger; “is
-that all you can remember about me—us? You are not worth saving.”
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Mancredo, you are—are only and honestly Mrs. Reginald Grove! I
-heard you say it. Wait, my brain can’t stand it. You are—”
-
-“Only and honestly Mrs. Reginald Grove,” she repeated. “My only marriage
-is with you, just as you understand and remember its limitation, nothing
-more. We are all seeking a simple life here, with little marriage or
-giving in marriage, because the power of the angels, with whom we
-co-operate for the redemption of the Cerberi, is all and in all for us.
-
-“And Reginald, listen to me carefully: No one blames another here; no
-one hurries or worries, or enters on wordy discussions of past blunders
-or future plans. We act, leaving no room for license, but taking the
-liberty to each one be his or her best self, according to individual
-judgment.
-
-“Now, Reginald, my permanent relation to you is that of sister. I have
-in no real sense ever been, or wanted to be, your wife; neither shall I
-ever be. You will hear from the lawyer tomorrow how absolutely sisterly
-was the affection which impelled me to agree to your wish for our
-marriage, such as it was; and you will see that the plans I laid in my
-own mind at eighteen, will be carried out if you like them, now in our
-maturity. I shall then be legally divorced from you, and—”
-
-She looked at him. His face was bright and cheerful, interested, and
-perhaps a little perplexed; but above all, cheerful, alert and rather
-exhilarated.
-
-She continued. “Remember this: We here are all dwellers on the threshold
-which is between things seen with the physical vision (so to say) and
-the things which are invisible to those eyes. We are chiefly interested
-in getting ourselves (and keeping ourselves) in right relations to the
-realms of supersensuous life, with which we may choose to surround
-ourselves. For of course we draw about us spirits, which in tendencies
-and longings are like ourselves. Listen to me: One of the family here,
-who has a far-reaching inheritance of psychic-faculty and self-poised
-spiritual power, is—”
-
-“Is,” said Reginald, “the one woman in the world who is, in a way, my
-wife more than you are.”
-
-Alitza sprang to her feet, flushed and with blazing eyes. For however
-thoroughly she ought to have been glad that the way was so clear, and
-Reginald so evidently relieved and ready to give her up, she was not
-prepared for this raw style of arriving at the conclusion. Till,
-suddenly, “Truth is his strong point, you know,” seemed uttered in her
-ears, as if in Ethel’s distant spirit tone. She caught herself up and
-steadied her angry pulse, and listened, trembling and expectant; but
-there was nothing more.
-
-Then “Very well, you know your business and I know mine,” she said, and
-left him.
-
-He had all his wits about him, and filled with a sudden sense of the
-electric shock which Bertha’s finger-point had sent through him on the
-day of Ethel’s conversation with her, he gathered up (with a tingling
-sense of shame) all that they together had one day said of him, as being
-“a fool not worth mothering.”
-
-The blood surged through his brain, bubbling up cleansingly through all
-the stagnant cells, bringing him in its parts and as a whole, a memory
-of the things which had been going on about him for the five years of
-double-consciousness through which he had lived.
-
-Later in the day he felt strangely happy, and clear-headed and proud,
-and ready for life; as if he had been assured by competent judges that
-he was really a much more level-headed man, and had always been more
-level-headed, with a much clearer eye for the main point at stake, than
-anything in his stultified life heretofore had proved.
-
-He saw perfectly well that the story of his life could not end here amid
-the congratulations of his friends over his return to health, and their
-assurances in relation to Mrs. Mancredo that he was a lucky fellow, with
-a wife possessed of such faithfulness and maturity of youthful power.
-For of course the story that she was his wife, and all the rest of it,
-had gotten abroad. And Reginald knew it had.
-
-Perhaps if his mental grasp as to moral relations had been as bewildered
-as it was when, five years before, he regularly turned to his “drinks”
-in order to quiet his perplexities, he would have accepted the
-congratulations and slipped along the lines as publicly expected of him.
-But five years’ immersion in the blithesome delights of a world where
-righteousness reigned, had fortified Reginald in his inherent love of
-truth and straightforward dealing, and had enabled him to adopt as
-theories to be immediately practicalized, the methods of honor (founded
-on simplicity and courage) toward which the Dakshas aspired.
-
-So when a few days later he found Alitza had legally passed over to him
-a good little fortune, and had taken steps to secure (on some of the
-many available pleas) a legal release from the results of that
-marriage-ceremony, he said, cheerfully and blithely: “That’s all right.”
-And when he further learned that Alitza had deeded a further amount of
-wealth to Bertha Gemacht, he said: “That’s all wrong; I won’t allow it.
-I hope to marry her, and so right up things. And the other money is
-enough for both of us,” showing that, as Alitza said to herself, “five
-years, even in the society of angels, could not rid the Grove blood of
-the thought that a man can cast off a woman when he chooses, and then
-marry her when he gets ready; but that, having married her, such a man
-felt it was better for him that she should possess as little of that
-legal tender called money, as possible; seeing (to the Grove notion of
-things) it was sum and substance of independence. She told Ethel that
-the irrepressible young hoodlum stood confessed at this touchstone, as
-far as his relations to what he would have called ‘this sort of a woman’
-were concerned. Then she said to Grove: “It seems difficult for you to
-understand that you have nothing to do with what money someone else may
-choose to give to a third person, let that third person be whom it may.”
-For quarrel these two people must, by nature. And glad Alitza was that
-she had always kept him beyond arm’s length, and now had not let her
-sympathy with his sickness, or her joy at his recovery, cause her to
-abbreviate the distance between their ineradicable antagonisms.
-
-“This is a different case,” said he.
-
-“All cases are alike here, for all are individuals,” said she.
-
-“But—she—she’s to be my wife.”
-
-“That’s what you don’t yet know,” said Alitza. “Pah, it takes more than
-a visit to paradise to take that sort of stuff out of your brains. I see
-the use of purgatory now. You ought to have gone there and staid longer.
-We’ve all agreed to let you drop, the next time you knock yourself to
-pieces. So look out!”
-
-“All right, then, I won’t take your money,” said he.
-
-“Well, leave it; or you can put it into the sinking fund for the
-enterprise of this family,” she said. “No one is overinfluenced here.”
-
-And he did it that day.
-
-And then the divorce was amicably enough accomplished, but the other
-marriage did not occur.
-
-He said to Ethel afterwards, with wide eyes full of childlike wonder:
-“How queer! Do you know _she_ refused me? I’m—I’m afraid, you know,
-she’s somehow gone wrong, in spite of all your good opinions.”
-
-And Alitza, speaking of this remark, said, irate, to Daniel: “After all,
-it does seem as if it took a burial six feet under ground to get that
-stuff out of him and his like. Why can’t they take to decency as
-naturally as women do?”
-
-“Oh, all he needs is some real misery,” said Daniel. “Leave him to get
-it in his own way. He has dreamed of heaven and languished sentimentally
-in paradise, but his business is now to pull himself up out of sluggish
-uselessness to others. Turning away that money of yours into the public
-good, is a hint at something courageous.”
-
-“Anyway,” said Alitza, “Regie’s as truthful as a dumb brute, even when
-he is tossed about by his instincts. He told me, today that he had never
-had any feeling toward me but a brother’s anxiety and sense of
-responsibility, and that he knew all about the property matter from the
-nurse; and that he did hate his ‘old dad,’ and had a sort of hankering
-after revenge; and besides, felt it was too mean for the old man to be
-cheating me out of my money. And when the nurse said ‘there was enough
-for both, and for him to ask me to marry him,’ he thought it would be
-about the only way to fix things up easy all round. Yet that when it was
-done, and we quarreled all the way home from the minister’s, he felt
-sick of it. For he had no love for me like that. And the sight of his
-‘old dad’s’ fury threw him into confusion and terror, and a sort of dumb
-sickness, just as he had seen in his mother many a time. So he said
-today, in his simple way, he was as glad as anything that I had pulled
-through life so splendidly; and was glad, in a way, that we didn’t in
-the least care for each other, and could be divorced all comfortably.”
-
-“It’s a queer case, and, in a way, uncommonly sweet, take it altogether,
-as these sorts of confusing marital troubles go in these days. For I was
-privately planning to marry him, so that he could have the house and
-money that he thought were his own, without creating any fuss with old
-Grove over the affair. And he was chivalrously going to marry me (in
-fact did in a way) so as to deliver me and my money out of old Grove’s
-clutches without disgracing his father. Of course it was all quite as if
-the question of managing the money were the one question on earth to be
-considered. Isn’t it disgraceful? Think of the confusion that comes of
-unintelligent conduct, in regard to what real love and real marriage is.
-In a way, Reg is a lovable fellow, and has some common sense in him. He
-is my own cousin, anyway, and I would do anything to save him except to
-marry him, and luckily he don’t want me to do that; so I can mother him
-still, as I have always done. I promised his mother I would do my best
-for him; and I find he had promised to do the same by me. And I think we
-have both blunderingly tried.”
-
-“Oh, he’ll be well mothered among them all,” said Robert, when Daniel
-one day told him all this. “And the queer part is, it is my opinion that
-Mrs. Mancredo loves him with the soundest kind of a real wife love,
-whether she knows it or not. But as for him, he says he has never had a
-permanent attraction toward any woman except the mother of his child.
-And now she dreads him with a furious fear, lest he should somehow set
-up a claim, and get power over her boy. I’ve seen women like that
-before. I wonder where these transitional states will land us all.”
-
-“It is the great question of the day,” said Daniel. “But manœuvres on
-the part of men to disguise from women the conditions of this crucial
-epoch will not help the cause along. Men must come into recognition of
-the fact that perfect frankness between men and women will lead up to a
-natural settlement of the matter as nothing else will do. In fact, it
-depends altogether upon the courageous doings of the dualized.”
-
-“Just what do you mean by dualized?” said Robert.
-
-“I mean first, as Bacon says, the men and women ‘who have procured the
-will to obey the reason, not to invade it.’”
-
-“He called that the moralization of the whole being; you call it the
-dualization. But you include something else,” said Robert, “in your last
-meaning.”
-
-“Oh, that last point comes later. And no person is ready even to discuss
-that, until first the subjection of the will to the reason is
-accomplished by them and in them. That includes the real moralization of
-the whole being, body and spirit,” said Daniel.
-
-“And so, Robert,” said Ethel, “it is mother-wisdom, full of divinest
-love which impels Bertha to protect herself and child against what she
-fears in Reginald. But perhaps the same mother-wisdom, full of divine
-love, will—now that she is financially independent of him—bring her, in
-the near future, to be as noble a wife-friend to Reginald as ever a
-poor, struggling fellow-creature had. She is a noble woman, rightly
-considered.”
-
-“She is,” said Mrs. Mancredo. “And she is quite the person to never rest
-until she puts one for whom she feels responsible (as she now does for
-Reginald) into the way of finding his best self. She wants to help
-Reginald exactly as she will Waldemar. That is, to tell him all the
-facts, and then leave him free to become what he adores in—well—that
-is—oh, how can one express it!
-
-“For my part,” she resumed, “my love for humanity is and always has been
-broader, more intelligent and spiritualizing than a self-arrested,
-masculine soul can imagine. The fact is, men in the past have praised a
-_simulacrum_ of womanhood which with dire ARTS and infernal-wizzardry
-they, themselves demonologically concocted. Then they have set up before
-the _androgynous_ mind of a vigorous, virginal womanhood, this unclean
-SIMULACRUM of woman, as the thing that she must emulate, or be damned,
-to use ‘pulpit words.’
-
-“It is of no use opening your eyes, Robert; I may take my departure the
-_next_ moment, but I will tell the truth _this_. But the best way to
-stop talking disagreeable things is to set vigorously about doing
-agreeable things. So now what I have to propose is this: In this house
-we bachelor-maids (glancing toward Ethel) and MAIDENLY-MOTHERS who
-_enjoy_ a celibate life, and who are legally and financially independent
-of men, should hold on to our shekels and our homes (NOT AS FOOLISH
-SOCIAL-CENTERS or as unremunerative idols, to be scrubbed and garnished,
-but) as centers where we can do what the Bible speaks of when it says,
-‘He sets the solitary in families.’
-
-“It takes so much time to run up and down the earth and to salary
-officers to show us how _not_ to do it, that I would rather permanently
-go right on here, ready for emergencies, with an occasional timely
-home-extension.”
-
-“Oh, I imagine that really would be about like our Daniel’s idea, when I
-was a little fellow,” said Robert. “When we first came out West, and
-when we had plenty of grain and three or four cows, and a well-built,
-sunny house, and the big windows full of plants, and an outfit of
-kinder-garden ‘gifts’ and Daniel’s perfect knowledge of the
-philosophically-religious-science of child-gardening; and when I had
-agreed to buy all the clothes for as many children as happened to come
-to the door, and when we were hindered, because the mother there,” he
-said, halting with a quizzical glance at Althea, “would not have all
-sorts of nondescript children homing themselves in our house. Your
-thought, Mrs. Mancredo, is about like Daniel’s and mine then was.
-
-“But, Mrs. Mancredo, my mother was queen of that home, and was a
-splendid homemaker, with Daniel’s help; only in our case she was the
-money-maker, and Daniel was the family philosopher. Yet she would no
-more tolerate the thought than as if there were some moral taint, in
-being simply good to folks. And as Daniel was taking the part of
-mother-man and Althea of the _man-mother_, Daniel succumbed. Now seeing
-we are all telling the truth, JUST AS IF THE LIGHT THAT LIGHTETH EVERY
-MAN WAS SHINING RIGHT THROUGH US, REVEALING ALL THAT IN EACH OF US
-HINDERS THE GROWTH OF ‘THE LILIES’ OF THIS RESURRECTION TIME,—let’s have
-the man-mother tell us, if she can, why she did not let other children
-share Ethel’s ideal surroundings and true academical-advantages, which
-that man-of-men, Daniel, was so lavishly bestowing on one little
-solitary girl. Will you tell us, lady?” said Robert.
-
-The giant was timid and fragmentary in his statements, like one whose
-brain was crowded full of self-adjusting ideals. His headaches made him
-distrustful of himself in these days. But better times were coming.
-
-Althea, the man-mother, the business head of the family (for that she
-had been), looked perturbed. She wished Robert had not brought up that
-question, either publicly or privately. She looked at him in a way that
-meant: “Robert, tell them it’s no matter about it.” But he did not tell
-them so; he wanted to know. They were all hunting for truth, and women
-were wanting men to tell the truth squarely to them, so that men could
-start _and eventually_ “square the circle.” By inference, women are to
-now explicitly unveil the remote recesses of their mental-hidingplaces;
-and that was what the judicial-looking Robert now said blankly to
-Althea.
-
-Althea, quite amazed, raised her eyes, so like Robert’s, with a
-half-challenging shake of the head. But he looked stringent and unmoved.
-
-She rose a little uneasily on her chair, quaintly folding her handsome
-hands, like a child who “did not know the answer.” No one smiled. All
-gazed at her unflinchingly, every eye magisterially beholding her.
-
-For all the years of the children’s lives _she_ had taken _them_ to task
-like this, saying: “Of course you know _why_ you do each act; or, of
-course you would refrain from action till you found out.”
-
-_She_ had never been taken to task before, and had rushed through too
-many strokes of big business to submit to much interference.
-
-It was not that she was unwilling to explain the facts of this affair;
-it was that she did not “understand such a little thing.” So she said:
-“I do not know.”
-
-“Oh, oh, Robert, would _you_ ever dare to ‘NOT KNOW’?” said Ethel,
-folding her hands in imitation of Althea.
-
-“Not in my wildest moments,” said Robert.
-
-“Why,” interposed Althea, “what else would you have me say, when I
-don’t? Doubtless it is something to do with some two or
-three-thousand-year-old-scare which some antediluvian ghost of you men
-put on my ancient shade, when you tried to tell as bad falsehoods as are
-betimes told now, concerning woman’s nature, duty and—concerning the
-_secrecy_ necessary to be sustained about home-affairs, because of the
-untellable horrors prevalent within palace and hut,—where worse than
-brute passions usurp control over the priestesses of what—home? No, that
-is a word very generally needing to be illustrated by a new style of
-marital life. However, Daniel and I know what home is; and so do my
-children. There was nothing in our home which would not have bettered
-the world to know about. That is the reason I can’t tell you _why_ I was
-averse to have a lot of little children educated and homed and cared for
-with Ethel,” she said perplexed. “Perhaps I was feeling stingy and
-tired. At any rate, I remember I wanted to get rich.
-
-“But Daniel; consider what an exclusive home I was born and bred in, and
-how long ago it was, and what departures from old-fashioned dependency I
-even then had risked. The fact that of old, woman was chiefly protected
-in an enforced-penury, of which she was bitterly ashamed, tended to give
-her that preposterous fashion of (metaphorically) peeping out of doors
-and windows, and scurrying round to make the best of things before
-admitting eyes (much less individuals) into the secrets of the domicile
-where she slaved (as I never did); but where she did not intellectually
-and morally reign, as Daniel and I together did.
-
-“Now, Robert, I hope you are satisfied. I have told the truth as to an
-age-long tendency in women ‘to want their home all to themselves.’ But
-other things and complications there might have been about it, too. I am
-tired of that subject now, Robert.”
-
-“But just one word. Why should women feel so afflicted about this penury
-business?”
-
-Althea, for reasons of her own, did not like this following up of this
-matter, and Ethel took on herself to answer:
-
-“The reason was and is, because the world is the continent of every form
-of life, knowledge and beauty necessary for all the needs and delights
-of an intellectualized humanity. So woman’s discontent, anger and unrest
-at stagnant, self-stultifying conditions, are elements especially
-serviceable to her less alert and foreseeing companion.”
-
-Adding: “‘The sense of beauty, _next to the miraculous, divine suasion_,
-is the means through which HUMAN character is purified and elevated.’”
-
-“I like that answer well,” said Robert. “And I think the power which
-beauty has over us all makes us more amenable to that ‘miraculous,
-divine suasion’ through which man is finally purified and elevated.
-
-“Well, that’s finely finished, and I think we are to be congratulated on
-the success of our attempt at square dealing,” continued Robert. “But
-you know, Ethel, in the old days you and Daniel had some mysterious
-talisman by which you discovered if any _goddesses_ came to town in the
-Civil (?) War-time days, when so many unhappy babies were likely to be
-neglected. Other kinds than the goddess sort you seemed to think were
-material not worth your time and attention. I have thought of your way
-of discriminating then, in association with the amount of time which you
-blessed souls have since seen fit to give to that Reginald?”
-
-He put this in the form of a question, and Ethel said:
-
-“There is in Reginald ‘a little seed of immortal power, which will save
-its kind alive.’ Therefore he was especially worth saving. He will help
-progress toward conditions in which the ARTS OF PEACE will prosper. For
-this progress is dependent on the _intelligibility of the doings of
-dualized_—self-harmonized natures. _He_ will make such things
-intelligible when he gains equilibrium.
-
-“Bertha, now, is such an one. She has come up out of the scarth of great
-tribulation, and she has washed her robes white in the life-blood of her
-own bleeding heart, image as it is of the bleeding heart of the Mother
-of divine Humanity. She, the outraged, has become pitiful to him who
-crucified her and put her to open shame—a shame which she will never
-forget. And,” continued Ethel, after a strange pause, “which I should be
-sorry to see her forget. For such dealings with woman are not to be
-permitted nor condoned. Nevertheless, Reginald is worth saving, though
-he should not be encouraged, Mrs. Mancredo, to suppose Bertha will have
-anything more to say to him than to—”
-
-“What, Miss Ethel, do you really mean that you women are going to
-conspire to make all other women leave us men alone in peace?” said
-Reginald, walking out from his secluded chair in the corner behind the
-portières, where he had half relapsed into his old fashion of floating
-away into union with _reflective agencies_. “Do you mean,” he repeated
-stumblingly, as he came into their circle, “Do you mean that women are
-to be taught somehow to leave us men to mind our business? We men are
-dead tired of women, all of us; but we can’t really get rid of them. We
-often feel like shrieking out at women: ‘For heaven’s sake, take
-yourselves out of sight and hearing for a thousand years. Get out of our
-light, and give us a chance to find _ourselves_!’
-
-“They take too much out of our self-esteem when they tell the truth; and
-when they don’t, they take too much out of our esteem for _them_, which
-is worse yet, for our comfort. We know there is something wrong about
-us, but as we don’t quite understand ourselves, of course we can’t make
-them understand us. The reason I want to shriek out at them is—well—it
-is queer, but it is because I like _them so much_.”
-
-Robert laughed out, as if he had a fellow feeling for Reginald in this
-difficulty.
-
-“Now that sounds queer, but it is the truth, isn’t it, Robert?” he said,
-with translucent, beautiful orbs raised in integrity. For Reginald was
-having an amazing good time, telling the truth as he understood it. But
-then he went on and told other truths so simply and helpfully, that they
-began to fear he was really getting sick again.
-
-“See that? Now look at that,” he said. “I have been listening to you, to
-see how much you would bear in the way of real endeavor at
-truth-tellings. And now, when I speak as plainly as I can, you think my
-brain is giving way. Now listen to me. If a lot of good men and women
-don’t speak the truth about this matter of love, a lot of good brains
-will give way under the contradictory teachings that some sorts of
-churches are by silence consenting to, while protecting men in
-debauching woman-power, in marriage and out. Protestant churches never,
-in my experience of their doings, assist women to establish themselves
-on their own moral heights; even though these churches know that,
-standing thus and there, women would lift men up to these heights, and
-so easily hasten forward man’s truly human development. Besides, such
-women’s sons would be born right the first time, and have less need of a
-second birth. Woman could do so much for us if we would only give her a
-fair chance to work according to her genius.
-
-“You know how it was with LAURA?” Nothing could exceed his tenderness
-and devotion as Reginald uttered this name, once so dear to Petrarch.
-And then, as if reciting a memorized matter he went on in his distant,
-ventriloquized voice:
-
-“If that idolized object of Petrarch’s vehement passion had not held to
-her rectitude (notwithstanding the harsh vicissitudes of her home), that
-man Petrarch would never have known that _that_ woman’s personal
-attractions were not her _real_ charm for him. For that _they_ were
-excelled by her inherent moral glory and her spiritual-percipience.
-
-“He would not have known that what he really adored was her _interior_
-SELF, which SELF it was his business by the grace of HE-VAH to develop
-_in himself_. And if by lack of rectitude she had failed of holding him
-up to the business of understanding her spirit (instead of merely
-possessing her personal attractions), he might not have learned the
-truth as to WHAT LOVE FOR WOMAN IS FOUNDATIONED UPON EVEN IN THIS LIFE.
-And in that case he would not, at her translation to the unseen world,
-have been carried forward by his love to THE TRIUMPHS OF SELF-DISCOVERY
-which befalls us when the Lord into his garden comes and the LILIES GROW
-AND THRIVE.”
-
-He was looking straight into the air as one does when remembering (or
-putting together again) the parts of a total, which, though perfect in
-its whole, is yet painfully puzzling in its stages of partial
-development.
-
-He was looking into the air much as he had been used to do before his
-recovery of speech, when in mellifluous tones, scarcely audible, he had
-talked on in a language quite unknown as the listening Ethel upbore his
-highest intelligence, aiding him as he tried to tell what Petrarch had
-sought and at last had found in his “VITA SOLITARIA.”
-
-“As it was, after Laura’s translation to the unseen world his love for
-her spiritualized into a worship for that _love-full-of wisdom_ which
-our Lord promised to send to lead us into all truth, and which he called
-‘the Comforter,’ which was to dwell in disciples of holiness.
-
-“Well would it be for us if we could first, chastely love all womanhood
-as sisters; and then as mothers, noble and dignified, which is far from
-being cold and proud. I am sure woman could (if we cleared her way
-respectfully) put us at our ease with her on her own supernal plane,
-without descending to us from it. If woman remained on her lawful
-heights she would leave us men always aspiring toward some veiled and
-virgin loveliness which would quicken each dulled spirit, and set it
-free from the chains that bind _thought_ to the person, instead of to
-the _spiritual-principle_ toward which, in reality, man’s interior
-nature aspires.
-
-“Of course all this is only saying that woman is a help, able to meet
-her brother’s painful needs at this _fin de siècle_. And that she is
-awfully benevolent to do it, when she has a right to better enjoyments
-than that of the misery of birthing and burying babies—many of whom are
-not fit to be born—and to better enjoyment than this taking care of men,
-who are not fair enough to secure to _her_ those advantages which would
-enable her to act freely, according to the teachings of supernal light.
-
-“I have always been sure,” added Reginald, “that at a certain stage in
-man’s development the best thing a wisely-helpful-woman can do for a
-man, is to set him absolutely free from love to _her_. That, chained to
-_her no more_, she can then, with kind demeanor and dear reserve,
-explain him to himself by revealing to him the mental-mystery of that
-finished femininity, which is type and potency of the ‘sleeping beauty’
-within his own being,—a sleeping beauty yet to be electrified into
-activity by man’s strenuous englobement of his brain substance. Thus, a
-fair face will conduct men by a fairer way to his one means of
-self-releasement from loving an extraneous self, and will bring him to
-the treasured bliss which will ne’er abandon the man who attains it!
-Thus man—like woman—will become wholly sexed: neither male nor female,
-but-both; being self-whole, self-harmonized, like the lilies of the
-Resurrection.”
-
-Robert had grasped Reginald’s hand.
-
-A silence had settled upon them.
-
-Then Robert, with smouldering rage, broke forth relative to
-he—knew—what—
-
-“And yet in the face of all this, think of the embrutalized form of
-marriage-ceremony which thrusts words into the mouth of a spiritual man
-who is suitor for a life-long union with a woman who is an image of the
-feminine in Deity! Think of a decent man having to take into his mouth
-that indecent, shoppy remark; a remark which is prescribed to him by a
-shoppy-church in response to woman’s enforced promise that she will obey
-him. The decent man is made to say (and worse still, the
-intellectually-hungry maiden is made to hear him say) ‘With my body (why
-not with my brain?) I thee worship.’ ‘And with all my worldly goods (why
-not with his best intelligence?) I thee endow.’”
-
-“Is there not some immediate way to lift the grace of fine living out of
-the sloughs with which a most materialistic on-striding form of religion
-is saturating it?” he asked impatiently. “It is you women who are to
-blame for upholding this materialistic-sacerdotalism,” continued Robert.
-
-“There is a way,” said Daniel.
-
-“And we will fetch it forward,” said they all at once, steadying poor
-Robert, who had had a peculiar state of nature, added to a sight of “the
-better way,” to rightly adjust.
-
-“Yes,” said Daniel, “there is a way; and it is bourgeoning forth on
-every side. It is the Resurrection-dawn, for now the Lord into his
-garden has come, and the lilies grow and thrive.”
-
-
-
-
- AD FINIS.
-
-
-“... the lover ascends to the highest beauty (to the love and knowledge
-of the Divinity) by steps on this ladder of created souls. Somewhat like
-this the truly-wise have told us of love, in all ages; the doctrine is
-not old nor is it new.
-
-“If Plato, Plutarch and Apuleius taught it, so have Petrarch, Angelo and
-Milton. It awaits a truer unfolding in opposition and rebuke to that
-subterranean prudence which presides at marriage, with words that take
-hold on the upper world, whilst one eye is prowling in the cellar; so
-that its greatest discourse has a savor of hams and powdering tubs.
-
-“Worst, when this sensualism intrudes on the education of young women,
-and teaches that marriage means nothing but a housewife’s thrift; and
-that woman’s life has no other aim.”—_Emerson._
-
-
- _FINIS._
-
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- 1. Silently corrected obvious typographical errors and variations in
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