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-The Project Gutenberg eBook of The changed brides, by Emma Dorothy
-Eliza Nevitte Southworth
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-Title: The changed brides
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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE CHANGED BRIDES ***
-
-
-
-
-
- THE CHANGED BRIDES.
-
-
- BY
-
- MRS. EMMA D. E. N. SOUTHWORTH.
-
- AUTHOR OF “HOW HE WON HER,” “FAIR PLAY,” “THE BRIDES’ FATE,” “THE
- DISCARDED DAUGHTER,” “HAUNTED HOMESTEAD,” “RETRIBUTION,” “THE LOST
- HEIRESS,” “THE FORTUNE SEEKER,” “ALLWORTH ABBEY,” “THE FATAL MARRIAGE,”
- “THE MISSING BRIDE,” “THE TWO SISTERS,” “THE BRIDAL EVE,” “LADY OF THE
- ISLE,” “GIPSY’S PROPHECY,” “VIVIA,” “WIFE’S VICTORY,” “MOTHER-IN-LAW,”
- “INDIA,” “THE THREE BEAUTIES,” “THE CURSE OF CLIFTON,” “THE DESERTED
- WIFE,” “LOVE’S LABOR WON,” “FALLEN PRIDE,” “THE BRIDE OF LLEWELLYN,”
- “THE WIDOW’S SON,” “PRINCE OF DARKNESS.”
-
-
- ’TIS AN OLD TALE, AND OFTEN TOLD—
- A MAIDEN TRUE, BETRAYED FOR GOLD.—SCOTT.
-
-
- PHILADELPHIA:
- T. B. PETERSON & BROTHERS;
- 306 CHESTNUT STREET.
-
-
-
-
- Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by
-
- T. B. PETERSON & BROTHERS,
-
- In the Clerk’s Office of the District Court of the United States, in and
- for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania.
-
-
- MRS. EMMA D. E. N. SOUTHWORTH’S WORKS.
-
- Each Work is complete in one large duodecimo volume.
-
- _FAIR PLAY, OR, THE TEST OF THE LONE ISLE._
- _HOW HE WON HER, A SEQUEL TO FAIR PLAY._
- _THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS._
- _THE MOTHER-IN-LAW._
- _THE THREE BEAUTIES._
- _THE WIFE’S VICTORY._
- _THE CHANGED BRIDES._
- _THE BRIDES’ FATE. SEQUEL TO CHANGED BRIDES._
- _THE BRIDE OF LLEWELLYN._
- _THE GIPSY’S PROPHECY._
- _THE FORTUNE SEEKER._
- _THE DESERTED WIFE._
- _THE LOST HEIRESS._
- _RETRIBUTION._
- _FALLEN PRIDE; OR, THE MOUNTAIN GIRL’S LOVE._
- _THE FATAL MARRIAGE._
- _THE HAUNTED HOMESTEAD._
- _LOVE’S LABOR WON._
- _THE MISSING BRIDE._
- _LADY OF THE ISLE._
- _THE TWO SISTERS._
- _INDIA; OR, THE PEARL OF PEARL RIVER._
- _VIVIA; OR, THE SECRET OF POWER._
- _THE CURSE OF CLIFTON._
- _THE DISCARDED DAUGHTER._
- _THE WIDOW’S SON._
- _ALLWORTH ABBEY._
- _THE BRIDAL EVE._
-
- Price of each, $1.75 in Cloth; or $1.50 in Paper Cover.
-
-
-Above books are for sale by all Booksellers. Copies of any or all of the
-above books will be sent to any one, to any place, postage pre-paid, on
-receipt of their price by the Publishers,
-
- T. B. PETERSON & BROTHERS,
- 306 CHESTNUT STREET, PHILADELPHIA, PA.
-
-
-
-
- TO
-
- MISS EDITH HENSHAW,
-
- OF WASHINGTON CITY;
-
- THIS
-
- WORK IS INSCRIBED,
-
- WITH
-
- THE LOVE OF HER SISTER.
-
- PROSPECT COTTAGE,
- GEORGETOWN, D. C.
- MAY, 1869.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
-
- Chapter Page
- I. —ON THE EVE OF A GRAND WEDDING 23
- II. —AT THE OLD HALL 41
- III. —THE HOUSELESS WANDERER AND THE BRIDE ELECT 53
- IV. —A CHILD’S LOVE 57
- V. —THE CHILD MEETS HER FATE 71
- VI. —THE NEXT FEW YEARS 83
- VII. —THE GIRL’S FIRST GRIEF 94
- VIII. —FATAL LOVE 104
- IX. —BRIDAL FAVORS 113
- X. —WHAT WAS DONE WITH DRUSILLA 128
- XI. —JOY FOR DRUSILLA 142
- XII. —A REALLY HAPPY BRIDE 153
- XIII. —THE CHILD BRIDE AT HOME 162
- XIV. —THE WILD WOOD HOME BY DAY 167
- XV. —CLOUDLESS JOYS 176
- XVI. —A QUEEN OF FASHION 190
- XVII. —MORAL MADNESS 197
- XVIII. —A DARK RIDE 202
- XIX. —A NEGLECTED WIFE 211
- XX. —RIVALRY 217
- XXI. —THE SORROWS OF THE YOUNG WIFE 222
- XXII. —DIFFICULTIES OF DECEPTION 232
- XXIII. —SILENT SORROW 241
- XXIV. —THE SPECTRAL FACE 248
- XXV. —CAUGHT 255
- XXVI. —A MEMORABLE NIGHT 262
- XXVII. —A GREAT DISCOVERY 270
- XXVIII. —HIS LOVE 278
- XXIX. —HER LOVE 284
- XXX. —BREAKING 293
- XXXI. —FIRST ABSENCE 303
- XXXII. —BRIGHT HOPES 307
- XXXIII. —A SURPRISE 316
- XXXIV. —GONE FOR GOOD 326
- XXXV. —CRUEL TREACHERY 334
- XXXVI. —AGONY 346
- XXXVII. —SUSPENSE 355
- XXXVIII. —HOPING AGAINST HOPE 365
- XXXIX. —DICK HAMMOND IS ASTONISHED 372
- XL. —DICK’S NEWS 387
- XLI. —PROOFS 403
- XLII. —DRUSILLA’S DESTINATION 410
- XLIII. —THE DREARY NIGHT RIDE 419
- XLIV. —HOW SHE SPED 437
- XLV. —DRUSILLA’S ARRIVAL 445
- XLVI. —THE DESPERATE REMEDY 459
- XLVII. —EXPOSURE 478
- XLVIII. —BALM FOR THE BRUISED HEART 492
-
-
-
-
- THE CHANGED BRIDES.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I.
- ON THE EYE OF A GRAND WEDDING.
-
- Blow, blow, thou wintry wind!
- Thou art not so unkind
- As man’s ingratitude;
- Thy tooth is not so keen,
- Because thou art not seen,
- Altho’ thy breath be rude.
-
- Freeze, freeze, thou bitter sky!
- Thou dost not bite so nigh
- As benefits forgot;
- Tho’ thou the waters warp,
- Thy sting is not so sharp
- As friend remembered not.—SHAKSPEARE.
-
-
-A wild and wintry night, in a wild and wintry scene! The old turnpike
-road running through the mountain pass, lonely at the best times, seemed
-quite deserted now.
-
-The old Scotch toll-gate keeper sat shivering over his blazing hickory
-wood fire, and listening to the dashing rain and beating wind that
-seemed to threaten the destruction of his rude dwelling.
-
-His old wife sat near him, spinning yarn from a small wheel that she
-turned with the united action of hand and foot.
-
-“Ugh!” shuddered the old man, as a blast fiercer than ever shook the
-house, “it ’ill ding down the old dwelling next, and no harm done! An it
-were once blown away, the company would behoove to build us anither
-strong enough to stand the storms o’ these parts. Hech! but it’s awfu’
-cold.”
-
-“Pit anither log on the fire, gudeman. Wood’s plenty enough, that’s a
-blessing,” said the old woman, without ceasing to turn her wheel.
-
-“Wha’s the use, Jenny? Ye’ll no warm sic an old place as this. Eh,
-woman, but whiles my knees are roasting, my back is freezing.”
-
-“Aweel, then gae away to bed wid ye, Andy, and I’ll tuck ye up warm, and
-bring ye your hot toddy.”
-
-“Nay, Jenny, worse luck, I maun sit up to let the bridegroom through the
-gate.”
-
-“The bridegroom? Hoot, man! He’ll no pass the road on sic a wild night
-as this.”
-
-“Will he no, and his bonny bride waiting? Jenny, woman, what like o’
-wind or weather would ha’ stopt me the day we were gaun to be married?
-So ye maun gie me my pipe, gudewife, for I bide here to open the gate
-for the blithe bridegroom to pass through.”
-
-“But he maun see that no tender lassie can take the road in sic a storm
-as this, and they were to be married by special license at nine, and gae
-away in a grand travelling carriage at ten, to meet the steamboat at
-eleven. But that can no be now, for the rain is comin’ down like Noah’s
-flood, and the wind blowing a hurricane, to say naething o’ the roads
-all being turned into rinning rivers,” argued Jenny.
-
-“It will be for _her_ to decide whether it can or canna be. It will be
-for _him_ to take the road in the worst weather that ever fell from
-heaven, if it be to keep his tryst with his troth-plighted bride. So gie
-me my pipe, Jenny, for I’se stop up to let the bridegroom gae by.”
-
-“He willna come now, and so ye’ll see, gudeman,” said the wife, as she
-filled his pipe, and pressed the tobacco well down into the bowl with
-her big fore finger.
-
-“An he does na come through wind or rain or snow, or ony ither like o’
-weather the Lord please to send this night, and I were Miss Anna Lyon,
-I’d cast him off in the morn like old shoes,” nodded Andy, as he took
-the pipe from his wife and put it into his mouth.
-
-“But don’t ye see, gudeman, that it’ll be nae use. She _canna_ travel on
-sic a night as this.”
-
-“I’m no that sure she will be called upon to travel the night. I heard a
-rumor they had changed all that. And there was to be a grand wedding at
-the old Hall, and a hall and a supper, and that the bonny bride and
-bridegroom wouldna gae away till the morn. And I’se believe it,” said
-Andy, taking the big tongs, picking up a live coal, and beginning to
-light his pipe.
-
-“Hoot, man, that will be no decent. She’ll behoove to marry and gae away
-like ither brides, but she’ll no be married and gae away the night. The
-wedding maun be pit off,” said Jenny, resuming her place at the wheel.
-
-“Pit off! It hae been pit off twice a’ready, once when the old Judge
-Lyon died, then when the old lady died. An it be pit off a third time,
-it ’ill never take place. But it will no be put off. He’ll keep his
-tryst, and she’ll keep her word. Worse luck that I hae to bide up to let
-him through.”
-
-“An he maun come, pity he could na ha’ come sooner.”
-
-“Hoot, gudewife, how could he? The steamer does na stop at the Stormy
-Petrel Landing until nigh noon, and it will be a good fifty miles from
-here. And he travelling in his ain carriage without a change of horses
-all the way over sic roads, and in sic weather as this? How will he come
-sooner?”
-
-“Eh! but I wish he were here!” cried the old woman.
-
-“There he’ll be now!” exclaimed the old man, rising and listening, as in
-a temporary lull of the tempest the sound of carriage wheels was heard
-dashing, rumbling and tumbling along the road.
-
-“Take your big shawl about you,” said Jenny, rising and reaching down a
-heavy gray “maud” from its peg, and throwing it over Andy’s shoulders,
-as, with a lighted candle in his hand, he went to open the door.
-
-“Hech, sirs! what a night to take the road in! Naething but a waiting
-bride should fetch a man forth in sic weather!” exclaimed the old
-toll-taker, as a blast of wind and rain blew out his candle, and whirled
-his shawl up over his head.
-
-“Shut the door, gudeman, or we’ll both be drowned in our ain house, and
-bide a we till I bring ye the lantern. Ye’ll no be able to take a
-lighted candle out there,” said Jenny, as she ran to a corner cupboard
-and brought forth an old horn machine big enough for a lighthouse or a
-watch tower. She lit the candle end that was in it, and handed it to
-Andy.
-
-He having meanwhile, fastened his great shawl with several strong pins
-and skewers, once more opened the door, and went forth into the pitch
-dark night and raging storm.
-
-A spacious travelling carriage stood at the toll-gate, with two crimson
-lamps glowing luridly through the dark, driving tempest.
-
-Holding down his hat with one hand and carrying the lantern with the
-other, old Andy pushed on towards the carriage, and saw that its door
-stood open, and a young man in a heavy travelling cloak was leaning out.
-
-“Be gude to us, sir! is it yoursel’, sure enough? Troth, I said ye would
-come,” said Andy, with a welcoming smile.
-
-“Come! why, to be sure I would come. Did you think that any sort of
-weather would have stopped me on such an occasion as this? Why, Birney,
-I would have come if it had rained pitchforks, points downward, or wild
-cats and mad dogs,” laughed the young man.
-
-“Sae I said, sir; sae I said!”
-
-“But, Birney, my friend, I must get out and stretch my limbs a little. I
-want to be able to stand when I get to the Hall; but really, I have been
-cramped up in this close carriage so many hours, riding over this beast
-of a country so many miles, without seeing a single place where I could
-stop for refreshment, that—that—in short, Birney, you must let me out
-and let me in,” said the traveller.
-
-“Surely, Mr. Alexander! surely, sir! and much honor to my humble home,”
-said the old toll-taker, smiling, and bowing respectfully.
-
-The young man, notwithstanding his “cramped” condition, leaped lightly
-from his carriage, drew his travelling cloak closely around him, hoisted
-a large umbrella, and unceremoniously preceded his host to the house,
-where he burst suddenly in upon Jenny, who was in the act of taking a
-kettle of boiling water from the fire.
-
-“Gude save us! Mr. Alick, is it yoursel’? I could hardly believe ony
-gentleman in his sober sinses would take the road on sic a night!”
-
-“It is myself, Mistress Birney—that I know; but as to being in my sober
-senses, I am not quite so sure. I see you’ve got some hot water there. I
-hope you have also got a sample of that fine old Scotch whiskey your
-husband used to drink in remembrance of your old country. If so,
-Mistress Birney, I’ll thank you to make me a tumbler of hot toddy. It
-would be very acceptable in such weather as this,” said “Mr. Alick,” as
-he threw off his cloak and his cap, and dropped himself down into old
-Andy’s own arm-chair, in the warm chimney corner.
-
-“Surely, sir! surely, Mr. Alick! I’se make it directly. I’se e’en now
-just gaun to mix the gude man’s night drink for himsel’,” smiled Jenny,
-hospitably.
-
-“All right! mix mine at the same time,” said the young man, stretching
-out his feet to the fire, and indulging in a great yawn.
-
-“And mix it in the big stone pitcher with the zinc cover, so it will
-keep hot while we sit and drink the bonny bride, Miss Anna Lyon’s
-health,” said old Andy as he came in and closed the door to keep out the
-driving rain.
-
-“Oh, look here! You know I’ve no time for health-drinking; I’m due at
-the Hall these three hours; only this horrid weather, and these beastly
-roads have delayed me,” exclaimed Mr. Alick, rising impatiently and
-standing before the blazing fire.
-
-He was a very good-looking young fellow, as he stood there. He had a
-tall, well-proportioned form, fine regular features, a fair, roseate
-complexion, light yellow hair, and bright blue eyes—smiling eyes that
-seemed to love all they looked upon.
-
-Quickly and skilfully Jenny Birney made the toddy and poured it into
-large tumblers that she had previously heated by scalding them out with
-boiling water.
-
-Once more Mr. Alick dropped himself into old Andy’s chair, while he
-received one of the glasses from his host.
-
-“Eh, there sir; it’s as hot as love!” said the old man, as he passed the
-pitcher that his guest might replenish his glass at his pleasure.
-
-“It is very good,” admitted the young man when he had finished his
-second tumbler. “Many thanks to you, Mistress Birney for the aid and
-comfort you have given me. I feel as if you had saved my life. I can now
-do the distance between this and the Hall without breaking down. And now
-I must be off. Good evening to you, Mistress Birney.”
-
-And the traveller put on his cloak and cap, took up his umbrella, and
-escorted by Andy, left the cottage.
-
-“Oh, by the way, Birney, you may bring out some of that hot stuff to my
-coachman. Poor devil! it will do him no harm after he has been perched
-up there so long in the rain. But hark ye, Birney! don’t let it be too
-stiff; I don’t want the fellow to see more mists before his eyes than
-the night and the storm make,” said Mr. Alick as he got into the
-carriage.
-
-Old Andy toddled back to his house, and after a few minutes reappeared
-at the carriage with a mug of the same restorative for the man as he had
-lately administered to the master.
-
-The chilled and wearied coachman turned it down his throat almost at a
-gulp, returned the mug, and thanked the donor.
-
-Then he gathered up his reins, cracked his whip, and started his horses
-at as brisk a trot as might be deemed safe on that dark night over that
-rough road.
-
-The old turnpike-keeper hurried out of the storm into the shelter of his
-own cottage.
-
-“Hech! it’s an awfu’ night! I’m glad he’s come and gone. We may pit up
-the shutters now, gudewife; we’ll no be troubled wi’ ony more travellers
-the night,” said old Andy, as he shook his shawl free from the clinging
-rain drops, and hung it up in its place.
-
-“Now sit ye down in your own comfortable chair, gudeman, and I’ll brew
-ye a bowl o’ hot punch. Eh, hinney, ye’ll be needing it after sic’ an
-exposure to the elements,” said Jenny, as she replaced the kettle over
-the blaze, and drew Andy’s old arm-chair before the fire.
-
-With a sigh of infinite relief, he let himself sink into the inviting
-seat, kicked off his heavy shoes, and stretched his stockinged feet to
-the genial warmth of the hearth. Andy did not rejoice in the luxury of a
-pair of slippers.
-
-“Eh, Jenny, woman, it’s good to feel oneself at ease at one’s own
-fireside at last,” said the old man, as he took from the hand of his
-wife a smoking tumbler of punch.
-
-“‘It’s hot as love,’ as you say,” she nodded.
-
-“Eh, so it is; what’s the hour, gudewife?”
-
-“It’s gone weel on to ten,” she answered, glancing at the tall old clock
-that stood in the corner, and reached from floor to ceiling.
-
-“And I’se gaun to bed immediately, no to be bothered wi’ any more
-travellers the night,” said Andy, blowing and sipping his punch.
-
-But Andy reckoned without his host, as many of his betters do.
-
-Just at that moment there came a rap at the door, so low, however, that
-it could scarcely be heard amid the roaring of the storm.
-
-Yet both husband and wife turned and listened.
-
-It was repeated.
-
-“What’s that?” asked Andy.
-
-“There’s some one outside,” said Jenny.
-
-The rap was reiterated.
-
-“Who the de’il can it be, at this unlawful hour o’ the night? Gae see,
-Jenny, woman. And if it’s ony vagrants bang the door in their faces.
-I’se no be troubled wi’ ony more callers the night!” cried the old man,
-impatiently.
-
-Before he had well done grumbling, the old woman had gone to the door
-and opened it, letting in a furious blast of wind and rain.
-
-“Gude guide us!” she exclaimed, starting back, aghast, at what she saw
-without.
-
-“What the de’il is it then, gude wife?” nervously demanded Andy,
-starting up and seizing his old musket from its hooks above the
-chimney-piece. Andy was thinking only of thieves, as is usual with many
-who have little to lose.
-
-“Pit up your gun, gude man, it’s no what ye think,” said Jenny, once
-more approaching the door to peep out at the wretch that stood dripping
-and shivering outside.
-
-“For the love of Heaven, let me in a little while. I will not stay many
-minutes,” pleaded a plaintive voice from the darkness.
-
-“Who is it?” inquired Andy, coming cautiously forward in his stocking
-feet.
-
-“It’s some poor lassie, as far as I can make out. Come in wi’ ye then,”
-said Jenny, stretching the door wide open, though the wind and the rain
-rushed in, flooding the floor where they stood.
-
-“Ay, come in, and ye maun, and dinna stand there like a lunatic keeping
-the door open and letting in the weather,” growled Andy, as he toddled
-back to his comfortable chair and dropped into it.
-
-Before he had half uttered his churlish invitation, the stranger had
-entered, and now stood in the room, with the rain running from her dark
-raiment, while Jenny shut and bolted the door.
-
-“Now then, who are ye? and what brings ye tramping on sic a night as
-this?” sternly demanded Andy, as he turned and stared at the stranger.
-
-She wore a long dark gray cloak with a hood; the cloak completely
-concealed her form and its hood overshadowed her face. That was all that
-Andy could make of her appearance then.
-
-“Who are ye, I ask, and where are ye gaun the night,” he angrily
-repeated.
-
-The stranger did not answer except by dropping her face upon her open
-hands.
-
-“Andy, dinna ye see she canna speak? For the sake of our own poor lost
-Katie, we maun have pity. Come away to the fire, my poor lass, and dry
-your clothes, whiles I get ye something warm to take the chill out o’
-your poor shivering body,” said Jenny, kindly placing her hand upon the
-girl’s shoulder and gently urging her towards the fire-place.
-
-“I’m of opinion that ye’d better find out who she is, and where she came
-from, and where she’s gaun, before ye press upon her the hospitalities
-of an honest house,” grumbled Mr. Birney.
-
-“Whist, gude man! I might speer a dizzen questions, but dinna ye see for
-yoursel’ that she’s in na condition to answer ane?” said Jenny, in a low
-voice.
-
-Andy growled something in which the words “tramping hizzy” were the only
-ones audible.
-
-“Come, let me hae your cloak, hinny, to hang it up to dry. See, it’s
-wringing wet. Nay, nay, dinna resist gude offices,” said Mrs. Birney,
-with kind persistence, as she saw that the girl made some little, mute,
-pathetic resistance to the removal of her outer garment.
-
-Jenny gently took it off her and hung it on the back of a chair to dry
-by the fire.
-
-And the young stranger stood revealed in all her loveliness and sorrow.
-
-She was a young, slight, graceful creature, with a thin, pale face, dark
-hair and dark eyebrows, long, black eye-lashes, and large, soft, gray
-eyes, so full of pleading sadness that their glances went straight to
-the heart of Jenny Birney. It was a child’s face; but ah, woe! it was a
-matron’s form revealed there.
-
-“Wae-sooks!” exclaimed the good wife in consternation, as she gazed upon
-the young thing, and saw that, child-like as she looked, she had been
-married, or——ought to have been.
-
-Again the little, pale hands went up and covered the little, woe-forn
-face.
-
-“Sit ye down,” said Mrs. Birney, kindly. “Ye are no able to stand.”
-
-And she drew her own low, cushioned chair to the chimney corner, and
-with gentle force pushed the poor child into it. And then she took down
-her little black tea-pot from the corner cupboard and began to make tea.
-
-Mr. Birney watched the process in strong disapprobation.
-
-His wife raised a deprecating glance to his face, murmuring, in a low
-tone:
-
-“We maun be pitiful, Andy! for our poor lost Katy’s sake, we maun be
-pitiful.”
-
-He answered that appeal by growling forth the words:
-
-“Aweel, aweel, Jenny woman, hae your ain way! hae your ain way! Eh! but
-ye’ve had it these forty years and mair! And it’s no likely that ye’ll
-gie it up now!”
-
-And so saying, the old man put his pipe in his mouth and resigned
-himself to circumstances.
-
-Mrs. Birney made a cup of tea and a round of toast, and set them on a
-little stand beside her guest.
-
-“Now eat and drink and ye’ll be better. Nay, nay, dinna shake your poor
-little head! do as I bid ye. I had a child o’ my ain once. She has been
-in heaven, I hope, these twenty years. Sae ye see I hae a soft place in
-my heart for children, especially for lassies; sae eat and drink, and be
-comforted and strengthened, and then maybe ye’ll tell me how ye came to
-be out in the weather, and what I can do for ye besides giving you a bit
-and sup and a bed to lie on,” coaxed the good woman.
-
-“Thanks, thanks,” murmured the girl, as she raised the cup, and with a
-feverish thirst eagerly drank the tea.
-
-“Try some of the toast. It is done with milk; it will nourish ye,”
-hospitably urged Jenny.
-
-“Please—I cannot eat a morsel, and—I must go now,” answered the young
-stranger, rising.
-
-“Go now! Are ye daft?” exclaimed Mrs. Birney, in dismay; while Mr.
-Birney took the pipe from his mouth and stared.
-
-“No, I am not ‘daft,’ though I know how mad my purpose must seem,”
-calmly answered the girl, taking her cloak from the chair upon which it
-was drying by the fire.
-
-“But—I thought ye came here for a night’s lodging, and——”
-
-“Oh, no; I had no such design,” sighed the girl.
-
-“But—an ye didna come for a night’s lodging, what _did_ ye come for?”
-
-“I was nearly spent with struggling on in the face of the tempest. I was
-so beaten by the wind and the rain that I thought I should have dropped
-and died; I almost wish I had. But I saw the light in your window and I
-tried to reach it, and I did. I came in only to rest and breathe a
-little while, and get strength to go on again.”
-
-“But where did ye come from, my poor child?” inquired the pitying woman.
-
-“I came from Washington by the stage-coach. It put me down at the Cross
-Roads, ten miles from this place.”
-
-“Gude save us! and ye walked all that way through the storm?”
-
-“Yes, and was nearly exhausted; but now, thanks to your charity, I feel
-refreshed, and able to pursue my journey,” said the young girl, as she
-tied her cloak, and drew its hood over her head.
-
-“Indeed, then, and ye’ll no do onything o’ the sort. Eh, sirs, are we
-heathen to let a wee bit lassie gae forth alane on sic a stormy
-winter-night as this, when we wouldna turn an enemy’s dog from the door?
-Sit ye down, my lass, and dinna ye mind the gudeman’s growling. His bark
-is aye worse than his bite,” said Mrs. Birney.
-
-And here Mr. Birney took his pipe from his mouth, and spoke these
-gracious words:
-
-“Bide ye here for the present, an’ ye will. I dinna like tramps as a
-permanent institution in the house, but I’ll no turn ye out into the
-storm, sae bide where ye be.”
-
-And having uttered this oracle, old Andy replaced his pipe between his
-lips, and smoked vigorously to make up for lost time.
-
-“Ye hear what the gudeman says? Hark ye now to the wisdom of age, and
-bide ye quiet till I make ye a bed, and I’ll wrap ye weel and pit ye
-warm to sleep the night, and in the morn ye may gae where ye like.”
-
-“Thanks—a thousand thanks for your dear mercy! but in the morning it
-will be too late. Ah, heaven, yes!” exclaimed the girl, as a sudden
-terror wildly dilated her large gray eyes. “I must go on to-night, or
-fail, where failure would be despair and death!”
-
-“Gae on to-night! Gude save us! gae on where?” exclaimed the wondering
-woman.
-
-“To Old Lyon Hall,” answered the stranger, moving towards the door.
-
-“Stay—come back! Ye are stark daft! To the Hall?” cried Jenny, following
-her guest.
-
-“Yes, to the old Hall,” said the stranger, pausing courteously.
-
-“Why, that’s where the grand wedding will be the night.”
-
-“I know it,” said the girl.
-
-“But—ye’ll surely no be one o’ the invited guests?” exclaimed Jenny in
-bewilderment.
-
-“Oh, no,” replied the girl, with a strange smile.
-
-“Look ye, lass. Who be ye? What be your name, an ye have no objection to
-tell it?” gravely inquired Mrs. Birney.
-
-“I have no objection to tell my name; it has never been sullied by
-dishonor; it is Anna Lyon,” replied the girl, with her hand upon the
-door-latch.
-
-“ANNA LYON! Sign us, and save us! that is the name of the bride that is
-to be married to-night!” cried Jenny Birney, aghast.
-
-“I know it is,” quietly replied the girl.
-
-“And ye hae the same name?”
-
-“The very same,” said the stranger.
-
-“Gude save us! then ye’ll be kin to the family?”
-
-“No, no kin,” answered the girl, calmly. Then to herself she murmured,
-“_I_—‘a little more than kin,’ _he_ ‘a little less than kind.’”
-
-“What are ye muttering to yoursel’? Ye say ye’re no kin to the family,
-and if ye are no, what will be taking you to the old Hall the night?”
-
-“Something more than a matter of life and death! And oh, I must be
-gone!” said the girl, with the same look of terror that she had shown
-once before, now smiting all the remaining color from her pale face, and
-leaving it white as marble.
-
-“Good-bye—good-bye, and a thousand heart-felt thanks for all your
-kindness,” she added.
-
-While she spoke she deftly slid the bolts of the door, and as she ceased
-she quickly slipped through it, and ran away like one who feared to be
-hindered or pursued.
-
-“Stop! stop!” screamed Jenny, rushing after her, and looking out into
-the night.
-
-But her strange visitor had vanished in the darkness.
-
-“Hech! she’s clean daft, and she’ll perish in the storm!” cried Jenny in
-consternation, as she drew in her head.
-
-“Come away, gudewife, and shut the door!” bawled old Andy, provoked past
-his patience.
-
-“Eh, gude man, rin—rin after her. Ye may catch her an ye start now,”
-prayed Jenny, pulling down her husband’s shawl from its peg, and
-throwing it over his shoulders—“rin, rin for your life, Andy!”
-
-“De’il be in my legs, then, if I budge a foot from the fire! I’m in a
-condition to rin, am I no? wi’ both my shoes off and mysel’ soaking wi’
-sweat! I’ll no rin for ony daft lass or lad in Christendom!” grumbled
-the old man.
-
-“But for the Lord’s sake, Andy!” pleaded the woman.
-
-“I would do onything in reason for the Lord’s sake, an’ He distinctly
-called me, but I’m no conscious of any special call to pit myself
-forward in this work. Sae just shut up the house, Jenny, woman, and come
-away to bed. And I’ll no open again this night to man or woman, saint or
-devil, so there, now!” growled old Andy.
-
-“I’se shut the door, but I’se nae shut the window. And I’se no gaun to
-bed this night, I’se sit up and show a light, if the poor wandering
-lassie behooves to come back,” said Mrs. Birney, firmly, as she fastened
-the door, and sat the lantern on the little stand under the window, with
-the light turned towards the road.
-
-“The more fool you,” observed Mr. Birney, as he began to draw off his
-stockings, and prepare himself for his bed, that stood conveniently
-near, in a recess curtained off from the other portion of the room.
-
-Mrs. Birney drew her spinning wheel to the chimney corner nearest the
-window, where she had placed the light, and she sat down and began to
-spin.
-
-“Ye’ll no be whirling that machine and keeping me awake, Jenny, woman!”
-expostulated the old man as he got into bed.
-
-“But if I maun sit up, I maun na lose my time.”
-
-“Then knit or sew.”
-
-She good-humoredly put aside her wheel and took from the top of the
-corner cupboard her work-basket half filled with woolen socks, which she
-sat down to darn.
-
-Old Andy was soon snoring under his blankets.
-
-Jenny sat darning and sighing, and occasionally peering through the
-window into the darkness without. The violence of the storm seemed to be
-subsiding, though still it rained heavily.
-
-“It’s like murder,” she murmured. “And, if she be found cold and dead in
-the morn I shall never forgi’e mysel’. I shall never be able to sleep
-again. Eh! but I wish I had rin out after her mysel.’ But then the
-gudeman would na hae let me. Hech! but they get hard and selfish wi’ age
-and infirmities, these men. Eh! how he sleeps and snores, as if there
-was no misery in the world,” she added, glancing at the bed.
-
-But the old curmudgeon’s rest was destined to be broken.
-
-There came the sound of horse’s hoofs dashing along the flooded road.
-The toll-gate bar was cleared at a bound. Jenny heard the spring and
-splash, and she started to her feet, dropping her work-basket.
-
-The next moment there came a loud rapping at the door. It aroused the
-old man from his sleep.
-
-“What the de’il is that?” he exclaimed, angrily.
-
-“There’s ane without,” whispered Jenny, in a scared tone, trembling in
-spite of herself.
-
-“Worse luck! Is it a Witch’s Sabbath and are all the warlocks and
-witches riding to it by this road the night?” he growled.
-
-The knocking grew louder.
-
-“Who is it, Jenny?” he cried.
-
-“I dinna know,” whispered the woman.
-
-“Canna ye gae and see?”
-
-The knocking became vociferous, the horseman seemed to be hammering at
-the door with the loaded end of his riding-whip.
-
-“Haud your noise out there, will you then!” bawled the old man, bouncing
-out of bed, throwing a blanket around him and seizing his blunderbus,
-while Jenny crept to the door and cautiously opened it, keeping herself
-behind it.
-
-The rain had nearly ceased and the sky was clearing.
-
-A tall, stout, dark man, in a dark riding-coat, stood outside. With one
-hand he held the bridle of his horse, and with the other the handle of
-his riding-whip, with which he had just rapped.
-
-So much Jenny, cautiously peeping around the edge of the door, could
-make out.
-
-The old toll-taker came forward, wrapped in his blanket like a North
-American Indian, and carrying his musket in his hand, and growling:
-
-“Am I no to have ony peace or quiet the night? I’d as weel be keeper o’
-one o’ these new-fangled railway stations where the trains are aye
-coming and going day and night, instead o’ this once quiet toll-gate.
-Who be ye, sir, and what’s your will?” he growled at this second
-stranger.
-
-“I am a traveller going to Old Lyon Hall; and I wish to know the nearest
-road,” answered the horseman. But a sudden parting blast of wind drowned
-half his words.
-
-“And by the way, how came ye on this side of the road, when the great
-bar is up for the night?” angrily demanded the toll-taker.
-
-“Oh, my horse took it at a bound.”
-
-“An he had broken your neck it might hae been a gude job and saved the
-hangman trouble,” growled old Andy.
-
-“Thanks,” laughed the stranger, “but there was not a chance of it; my
-horse is a famous hunter. Will you direct me on my road?”
-
-“_Where_ did you say you were going?”
-
-“To Old Lyon Hall.”
-
-“To Old Lyon Hall!—Jenny, woman, here is anither one! It’s _there_ they
-are holding the witches’ dance and no wedding, for the warlocks and
-witches that flit by this way are no wedding guests,” said the old man,
-turning to his wife.
-
-“Will you be so good as to direct me to the Hall?” courteously persisted
-the traveller.
-
-“Oh, ay, I’ll direct ye fast enough; but be ye’ one o’ the wedding
-guests?”
-
-“No, not exactly,” laughed the man.
-
-“Hark to him Jenny! how much he talks like the ither one! Then what’s
-your business at the Hall the night? It’s unco late to make a visit, and
-varry oncivil to go oninvited where they’re handing a bridal. Wouldna
-the morn serve your turn just as weel?” mockingly inquired Andy.
-
-“No; the morning would be too late for my purpose. It is of the utmost
-importance that I should reach the Hall to-night!” said the horseman,
-beginning to grow restive under the influence of some hidden anxiety
-that he could not entirely conceal.
-
-“Is it an affair of ‘life and death?’” inquired Andy, with a touch of
-sarcasm in his tone, as he repeated the words that had been used by the
-unhappy girl who had preceded this stranger on this road.
-
-“More—much more than life and death is involved,” muttered the
-traveller, in a voice vibrating with the agitation that he could no
-longer control.
-
-“Hark to him again, Jenny!” grinned the old man. “Just the way the ither
-one talked. The de’il maun be holding a levee at the Hall!”
-
-“I beg you will not detain me; pray put me on my road,” impatiently
-urged the stranger.
-
-“Oh, ay! ye see the road before ye. Ye’ll just face it and follow your
-nose, and it will lead to the old Hall. Ye canna miss it. It stands off
-about a quarter mile from the road, on the right. There’s woods before
-it, and the Porcupine Mountains behind it. It will be the first grand
-like mansion ye’ll come to, and the only one, an’ ye were to ride a
-hunder miles in that direction.”
-
-“Thanks,” said the stranger, lifting his cap and remounting his horse.
-
-“And oh, kind gentleman,” said Jenny, coming forward, “an’ ye should
-meet wi’ a poor daft lassie who gaed before on the same road, ye’ll no
-let her perish for the want of a helping hand. For the love of the Lord,
-ye’ll get her under shelter or bring her back here.”
-
-“‘A poor daft lassie,’” repeated the stranger, bewildered by the woman’s
-words and manner.
-
-“Ay, sir; a poor bit child wha canna guide hersel’ to ony gude end.”
-
-“A young tramp, sir,” explained the old man. “A young tramp who passed
-this way an hour ago; and ye should get her pit into a House of
-Correction, ye might be doing her good service.”
-
-“I have no time to stop, but if I should see the young woman I will do
-what I can for her. Good night,” said the traveller, putting spurs to
-his horse, and galloping away as if determined not to be detained
-another moment.
-
-“I’ll tell you what, Jenny, there’s something unco wrong up at the old
-Hall! And now shut up the house and come away to bed,” said old Andy,
-turning from the door, and dragging his blanket behind him like a court
-train.
-
-“I couldna sleep a wink wi’out hearing what becomes o’ that poor
-houseless child. I’ll sit up and sew, and show a light i’ the window, in
-case she behooves to come back again,” replied Mrs. Birney, replacing
-the lantern on the stand before the window, resuming her seat on her low
-chair in the chimney corner, and taking up her work, while the old man,
-for the last time that night, shut up the house and went to bed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II.
- AT THE OLD HALL.
-
- Yes, there thou art below the hill,
- By evergreens encircled still,
- Old hall that time hath deigned to spare,
- Mid rugged rocks and forests fair,
- And nightshade o’er the casement creeping,
- And owlet in the crevice sleeping,
- And antique chairs and broidered bed,
- By housewife’s patient needle spread.—ANON.
-
-
-Old Lyon Hall lay at the foot of the Porcupine, an offshoot of the
-Alleghanies, in one of the wildest and most picturesque counties in
-Virginia.
-
-It was built in the Tudor style of domestic architecture, very
-irregularly, with many gable ends, gothic windows and twisted chimneys.
-Its walls of old red sandstone contrasted gloomily with the dark hue of
-the evergreen trees that bristled up above it, and gave the mountain its
-descriptive name.
-
-Heavy woods, bare, gray crags, and tumbling torrents surrounded it, and
-gave a savage and sombre aspect to the scene. Below the Hall a turbulent
-little river, spanned by a rustic bridge, rushed and roared along its
-rocky bed.
-
-The Hall was very old. It had been built nearly two hundred years ago by
-a Scotchman named Saul Sauvage Lyon, who had received a grant of the
-land from James the First. It had remained ever since in the family of
-the founder, whose descendants had frequently distinguished themselves,
-as soldiers, or statesmen, in every epoch of the country’s history,
-either as a colony or a commonwealth.
-
-Some few years since, being the date of this story, the master of the
-Old Lyon Hall and Manor was General Leonard Lyon, a retired army
-officer, and a veteran of the war of eighteen hundred and twelve.
-
-General Lyon had married very early in his youth, and had enjoyed many
-years of calm domestic happiness. But now his wife and children were all
-dead, and his only living descendant was his grandchild, the beautiful
-Anna Lyon, “sole daughter of ‘his’ house.”
-
-Added to the great sorrow of bereavement was vexation, that, for the
-want of male heirs, his old family estate must at last “fall to the
-distaff.”
-
-But there might be found a remedy to this lesser evil.
-
-General Lyon had a younger brother, Chief Justice Lyon, of Richmond. And
-the chief justice had an only son.
-
-Young Alexander Lyon was a bright, handsome, attractive lad, a few years
-older than his cousin Anna.
-
-Under all the circumstances, if it was not perfectly proper, it was at
-least natural and pardonable that old General Lyon should wish his
-grand-daughter to become the wife of his nephew, so that while she
-inherited his estate, she might perpetuate his name.
-
-Quite early in the childhood of the boy and girl, the general proposed
-their betrothal to the chief justice, who eagerly acceded to the plan.
-And so the affair was settled—by the parents. It was not considered
-necessary to consult the children.
-
-Alexander was sent to Yale College, where, for a few years, he led
-rather a fast life for a student.
-
-And Anna was placed at a fashionable boarding school in New York, where
-she had a great deal more liberty than was good for her.
-
-Twice a year the young persons were permitted to meet—when they spent
-the midsummer vacation at old Lyon Hall, where the chief justice and his
-wife also came on a visit to the general, and when they kept the
-Christmas holidays at the splendid town house of the chief justice at
-Richmond, where the general also went to pay back his brother’s visit.
-This arrangement was of course very agreeable to all parties.
-
-But as the boy and girl grew towards manhood and womanhood, it was
-thought well to change this routine. And so, sometimes in the midsummer
-vacation, the whole party, consisting of both families, would go for a
-tour through the most attractive places of summer resort. And at
-Christmas they would keep the holidays in Washington.
-
-On all these occasions the young lady and gentleman, under the auspices
-of their elders, entered very freely into the fashionable amusements of
-the season, with the understanding, however, that they were not to fall
-in love, or even to flirt with any one but each other.
-
-Miss Lyon and Mr. Alexander seemed at first to have no particular
-objection to this arrangement. They had always been fond of each other,
-much fonder than of any one else. But ah! theirs was not the love that
-would excuse, much less justify marriage.
-
-It has been said that when two persons of like complexion and
-temperament intermarry, wise nature and sacred love have had nothing to
-do with the union. And the truth spoken to-day is as old as the creation
-of man.
-
-Anna and Alexander were of the same complexion and the same temperament;
-both were plump, fair, blue-eyed and yellow-haired, both lively and fond
-of pleasure, and both, on the surface, and in matters of little moment,
-were amiable and yielding, but below the surface, and in affairs of
-importance, resolute and determined as destiny and death. In person and
-in character they were as much alike as twin brother and sister.
-
-This similarity, while it made their association as relatives very
-agreeable, utterly precluded the possibility of their becoming lovers,
-in the common sense of the word. They did not know this, when their
-hearts were entirely free from any other attachment that might have
-awakened their consciousness.
-
-There was no immediate hurry about the projected marriage. It was
-certain to take place, the parents concluded, and so they neither
-worried themselves nor their children prematurely.
-
-Alexander had to finish his college course, to graduate and to make the
-“grand tour,” as was usual with young gentlemen of his position.
-
-When he should have accomplished all this, he would be about
-twenty-three years of age and his bride elect would be about
-eighteen—both quite young enough to marry, the old folks argued.
-
-The plan was partly carried out.
-
-Alexander Lyon graduated with honors and embarked for Europe. He
-travelled over quite a considerable portion of the Eastern Continent. He
-was gone two years, at the end of which he returned to claim his
-promised bride.
-
-Active preparations were made for the marriage. But fate seemed to be
-against it. A few days before the one set apart for the ceremony, while
-the whole of both families were assembled at Old Lyon Hall to do honor
-to the occasion, Chief Justice Lyon was suddenly struck dead by
-apoplexy. Instead of a wedding there was a funeral, and the family went
-into mourning for a year.
-
-At the end of that time preparations were again made for the marriage,
-which was again arrested by the hand of death.
-
-A malignant fever was prevailing, and Mrs. Lyon, the widow of the chief
-justice, was one of its first victims.
-
-At length, at the close of this second term of mourning and seclusion,
-the household awoke as from a nightmare dream and busied itself with
-blithe bridal affairs.
-
-The splendid city mansion and the fine old country house of the late
-chief justice were both renovated and refurnished in costly style for
-the reception of the new mistress.
-
-It was settled that the marriage should take place early in November. In
-accordance with the old-time prejudices of General Lyon, it was to be
-solemnized, in the evening, in the great drawing-room of Old Lyon Hall,
-in the presence of a large party of friends, who were afterwards to be
-entertained with a ball and supper. The bride and groom were to leave
-the next morning for a short tour, after which they were to go to
-Richmond and settle down for the winter in their town house, where they
-were to be joined by the general.
-
-Such was the arrangement. But “man proposes and”—you know the rest.
-
-The autumn weather that had been glorious with the “excess of glory” in
-a genial, refulgent and prolonged Indian Summer, suddenly changed. The
-wedding-day dawned threateningly. No sun shone on it. Heavy black clouds
-darkened the sky; wild, mournful winds wailed through the woods; violent
-gusts of rain dashed suddenly down at intervals and as suddenly ceased.
-
-The inmates of the old Hall watched the weather in hope and fear. Would
-it clear up? Or would it grow worse? they asked themselves and each
-other. Certainly there was no sign of its clearing; quite the contrary,
-for as the day declined the storm thickened.
-
-Fires were kindled in every room of the old house.
-
-In the great drawing-room the two broad fire-places, one at each end,
-were piled high with huge hickory logs, that were burning and blazing
-and filling the long room with glowing light and genial warmth, all the
-more comfortable and delightful in contrast to the tempestuous weather
-without—shining on the tall brass andirons and fender; shining on the
-polished oak floor, with its rich Turkey rugs laid before each
-fire-place and sofa; shining on the wainscotted walls with their
-time-honored family portraits; shining on the bright black walnut
-furniture; and on every surface and point that could reflect a ray of
-light.
-
-This fine old-fashioned drawing-room was as yet vacant, waiting for the
-evening crowd of wedding guests, if indeed the state of the weather and
-the roads should permit them to assemble.
-
-Fires were kindled in the long dining-room, where a sumptuous supper was
-laid out for the expected company; and in all the bed-chambers which had
-been opened and aired, cleaned and decorated for such of the guests as
-should come from a distance, and need to change their dress and perhaps
-to lie down and rest.
-
-In one of the most spacious and comfortable of these upper-chambers,
-late in the afternoon of this day, sat the bride elect.
-
-She reclined in an easy chair, with her feet upon the fender and her
-eyes fixed moodily, dreamily upon the glowing fire before her, and
-listened to the beating storm without.
-
-Here in this room, also, the ruddy blaze shone on dark wainscotted
-walls, relieved by crimson damask window curtains, and on a polished
-oaken floor, bare of carpets, except for the rugs that lay upon the
-hearth before the dressing-table and beside the bed.
-
-This was indeed a lonely, silent, sombre scene in which to find a maiden
-on her bridal evening. The tempest raged without, and the wind and rain
-beat against the walls and windows as if they would batter them down. In
-the pauses of the storm she could hear the rushing of the swollen
-torrents and the roaring of the rising river. She knew that the roads
-must be almost impassable and the streams unfordable. In truth, no one
-had bargained for such weather on the wedding-day.
-
-Of the hundred and fifty guests who had been invited, not one had yet
-appeared; not one of her bridesmaids; not the minister who was to
-perform the marriage ceremony; not even her bridegroom! And yet all
-these had been expected at an early hour of the afternoon.
-
-Everything was ready for their reception and for the rites and festivals
-of the evening. Every nook and corner of the genial old home smiled its
-welcome in anticipation of the arrival of these expected guests; and yet
-not one of them came.
-
-Nor, when she listened to the howling of the tempest without, could the
-young bride elect wonder at their absence.
-
-Her rich and varied wardrobe and her rare and costly jewels were all
-packed in half a dozen large travelling-trunks that stood ready for
-removal outside her chamber door in the upper hall.
-
-Her wedding-dress of rich white velvet, her large veil of fine lace, her
-wreath of orange-flowers, and all the accessories of her bridal costume
-lay out upon the bed. Yet she doubted that she should be called to wear
-them that night: and she sat still gazing into the fire, listening to
-the storm, and making no motion towards her toilet.
-
-She looked a beautiful young creature as she sat there, with her
-graceful form, her perfect features, her pure complexion, her soft blue
-eyes and pale yellow hair.
-
-Of what was she dreaming as she sat gazing into the fire, and heaving
-deep, heavy sighs? Surely not only of the storm and the trifling delay
-of her marriage, for she must have known that it could only be a
-question of a few hours, and that whoever might stay away, her
-bridegroom would certainly keep his appointment. What serious subject of
-thought had she? what _possible_ subject of grief? Idlest with youth,
-health and beauty, with high birth, great wealth and many
-accomplishments, about to form the most brilliant marriage of the year,
-with a gentleman who seemed her equal in all respects, if not her
-superior in some, about to preside over the most splendid establishment
-in the city and the grandest old house in the country, and to reign
-everywhere a queen in society, what imaginable cause of discontent could
-she have?
-
-Ah, friends! did ever any of these things, in themselves alone, satisfy
-the hunger of any human heart—make any living creature happy?
-
-The darling daughter, the rich heiress, the beautiful bride elect, sat
-and sighed and gazed, and gazed and sighed as if her heart would break.
-
-There were secrets in the life of this motherless girl unknown to her
-nearest relatives, unsuspected by her appointed bridegroom. Of that more
-hereafter.
-
-She sat there without moving until dark afternoon deepened into black
-night, and the raging of the storm became terrific. How long she would
-have sat thus I do not know, for just as the little toy of a clock upon
-her mantle-piece chimed nine her door opened, and her own maid, Matty,
-entered the room.
-
-“I told you not to bring lights until I should ring for them,” said Miss
-Lyon, impatiently turning her head.
-
-“I know, Miss Anna; I didn’t bring no lights. I come to tell you how
-Marse Alesander has jus’ arroved.”
-
-“He has come—and through all this storm?” exclaimed Anna in a startled
-voice.
-
-“Yes, Miss, which Old Marse as’ed if you was ready, and sent me up to
-’quire.”
-
-“I can be ready soon, Matty. But—has any one else come?”
-
-“No, Miss.”
-
-“Not the minister?”
-
-“The which, Miss?”
-
-“The Reverend Doctor Barbar.”
-
-“No, Miss.”
-
-“Then I don’t see the use of my disturbing myself yet awhile. There can
-be no marriage without a minister,” said the bride elect, with something
-very much like a sigh of relief.
-
-“You may go, Matilda,” she added to the girl, who still lingered at the
-door.
-
-Matty vanished, and Miss Lyon resigned herself to her reverie.
-
-A few minutes passed, and Matty reappeared.
-
-“What now?” demanded the young lady.
-
-“Please, Miss, ole Marse have sent Jacob, with the close carriage, to
-fetch the min’s’er, and say he will be here in half an hour if you will
-get ready.”
-
-“Matty, where is your master?”
-
-“In his study, Miss.”
-
-“Alone?”
-
-“Yes, Miss.”
-
-“Where is Mr. Alexander?”
-
-“He’s gone up to his own room, Miss, to fix hisself.”
-
-“Very well,” said the young lady, as she arose and left her chamber.
-
-She passed up the broad upper hall that was now ruddy and cheerful with
-the light of many fires, that shone through the open doors of the
-waiting bedrooms, and she went straight to the little room with the bay
-window, at the front end, over the main entrance.
-
-She opened the door and found her grandfather seated in his big
-arm-chair by his writing table, on which lay books, papers, pens, and so
-forth.
-
-But the old gentleman was neither reading nor writing. He was simply
-sitting and waiting.
-
-He was a very fine-looking old man, tall and stout, with a full face,
-noble features, fair complexion, and snow white hair and beard. He wore
-an evening dress of black broadcloth, with a white vest and white
-cravat. His white gloves lay beside him, ready for use.
-
-“All alone, gran’pa?” inquired Anna, smiling.
-
-“Yes, my pet—yes, my darling,” said the old gentleman, rising and
-handing his grand-daughter to a seat with as much courtesy as if she
-were a princess. “But why are you not dressed, Anna? It is late, very
-late.”
-
-“Oh, gran’pa, what an awful night for a wedding! And there is no one
-here, and no one likely to come.”
-
-“Yes, my dear, but it is the night appointed, and your bridegroom is in
-the house, and the minister will soon be here.”
-
-“Gran’pa,” pleaded Anna, leaving her seat and coming and sitting on his
-knee, and putting her arm caressingly around his neck—“dear gran’pa, I
-cannot bear to be married under these evil auspices, without witnesses,
-without bridesmaids, and on a dark night and in a heavy storm. Why
-cannot the marriage be deferred until to-morrow morning? What difference
-can a few hours make? At least, what difference that is not very
-desirable? By to-morrow the storm will be over. The ceremony can be
-performed early in the morning. I can be married in my travelling dress.
-The supper will do for a breakfast. And we can start immediately upon
-our wedding tour. Say, gran’pa, may not the marriage be deferred until
-the morning? It is awful to be married in solitude, on a dark, stormy
-night. Say, dear gran’pa! _May_ not the marriage be put off until the
-morning?”
-
-“My dear, no; it cannot be.”
-
-“But—why not?”
-
-“For many reasons. For one—Anna, I confess, old soldier as I am, to a
-little superstition on some subjects. This marriage has been already put
-off _twice_. If it should be put off a third time, it will never take
-place. A marriage thrice deferred never comes to pass. There, my child,
-go and dress. It is nine o’clock. You are two hours behind time.
-Alexander is nearly ready, and the minister will be here in a few
-minutes,” said the old gentleman, rising and gently leading his favorite
-out of the room.
-
-“‘A marriage thrice deferred never comes to pass.’ I wish _I_ was sure
-of that, and could defer mine just _once_ more,” mused Anna, as she went
-back to her room. “And yet,” she added, compunctiously, “that is unjust
-and ungrateful to Alexander. Poor Alick! I dare say, in all these years,
-he has never even dreamed of any other girl but me, while I—while I—Ah,
-Heaven have pity on us! Well, well, I will bury the past deep in
-forgetfulness, and I will try to make him a good wife.”
-
-When she reached her room she found Matty and Matty’s mother, Marcy, who
-was her own old nurse, in attendance. The fire was mended, the hearth
-swept and the lamps lighted. The two on her dressing-table shone down
-upon an open casket of jewels that blazed with blinding radiance.
-
-Anna went wearily up to look at them.
-
-“Mars’ Alic sent them in by his man, honey,” said Aunt Jenny in
-explanation.
-
-It was a splendid set of diamonds, consisting of ear-rings, breastpin,
-necklace and bracelets.
-
-“You will wear them, honey, dough dere ain’t anybody to see them?”
-
-“Except the giver! Yes, auntie, I will wear them. Poor Alick!” sighed
-Anna, sitting down on her dressing-stool, and resigning herself into the
-hands of her attendants.
-
-They went willingly to work. The task of arranging their mistress for
-her bridal was with them a labor of love.
-
-Old Marcy standing behind the chair brushed and braided the beautiful
-hair. Young Matty on the floor, encased the dainty feet in silken hose
-and satin slippers. And then the beauty stood up and let them remove her
-wrapper and put on her robes and her wreath, and her veil. But with her
-own hands she clasped the diamond necklace around her throat and the
-diamond bracelets on her wrists, and put ear-rings in her ears, and the
-brooch upon her bosom.
-
-And when her toilet was completed she looked, if looks were all, a very
-royal bride, fit to share a young monarch’s throne.
-
-She sat down again and said:
-
-“Matty, you may go and tell your master that I am ready.”
-
-The girl left the room to take the message, but in the hall she ran
-against some one who seemed on his way to speak to the bride. And so she
-turned back to say.
-
-“Miss Anna, here’s Jake asking if he can have a word with you.”
-
-“Certainly. Tell the boy to come in,” said the young lady.
-
-The son of the coachman, one of the younger grooms, entered, hat in
-hand, bowing low.
-
-“Well, my boy, what is it?” inquired his mistress.
-
-“If you please, Miss, I telled her as she couldn’t, and she said as she
-_must_, and I telled her as she shouldn’t, and she said she _would_,”
-replied Jake, rather incoherently.
-
-“‘Would?’ what?—who? I don’t understand you, boy.”
-
-“Her, Miss. I telled her she couldn’t, nohow, but she ’lowed she _must_,
-anyhow. And I telled her she shouldn’t then, there! and she ’lowed she
-_would_, so there!”
-
-“Would what, Jake?”
-
-“See you immediate, Miss.”
-
-“_Who_ would see me?”
-
-“Her, Miss.”
-
-“Who is she?”
-
-“The young woman, which I think she is crazy, Miss, and not safe to be
-seed.”
-
-“Oh, dear! dear me, Jake, what young woman are you talking of?” said
-Miss Lyon, impatiently.
-
-“Her as runned in out’n the storm, Miss, and said how she must see you;
-and I telled her she wasn’t fit to be seed herself, being drippen’ wet,
-nor safe to be seed, being sort o’ cracked, and—oh my laws! there she is
-now, a followed of me!” exclaimed the boy, breaking off in dismay, to
-stare with wide mouth and eyes at the opening door.
-
-Miss Lyon turned her head in that direction, and saw standing there a
-slight, pale young creature, enveloped in a long gray cloak, with its
-hood drawn over her head and shading her face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III.
- THE HOUSELESS WANDERER AND THE BRIDE ELECT.
-
- They whispered—sin a shade had cast,
- Upon her youthful frame,
- And scornful murmurs as she past
- Were mingled with her name.
-
- “She is not beautiful,” they said,
- I saw that she was more;
- One of those women, women dread,
- Men fatally adore.—ANON.
-
-
-And the homeless wanderer through the wild winter-night, she who had
-called herself Anna Lyon, stood in the presence of the bride elect.
-
-“Drusilla! Drusilla Sterling! Is it you? Is it really you! Oh, my poor
-child, how happy I am to see you!” exclaimed Miss Lyon, in the utmost
-surprise and delight, as she advanced with extended hands to welcome her
-unexpected guest.
-
-Drusilla suffered her cold fingers to be clasped, and she raised her
-soft, appealing eyes to the young lady’s face; but she spoke no word in
-reply.
-
-“Oh, my dear child, how sorrowful we have been for you! Why did you
-leave your home? Where have you been? What have you been doing? Where
-did you come from last? And how came you out on such an awful night? And
-oh, poor girl! in what a state you have come back? Don’t try to answer
-any of my questions yet! You must be warmed and fed first,” said Miss
-Lyon, who in her excitement had hurried question upon question to the
-exhausted girl, and seeing that she could not answer, repented her own
-thoughtless vehemence, and turning to her servants, said:
-
-“Marcy, take off her cloak and hang it up, and sit her down in that
-arm-chair before the fire, and remove her wet shoes. And, Jacob, go down
-stairs and ask Mrs. Dill to send up a glass of hot port wine negus, and
-some warm, dry toast. And be quick about it!”
-
-Jake hurried away to do his errand.
-
-And the young wanderer permitted the old nurse to remove her cloak, and
-seat her in the chair before the fire, and take off her wet boots.
-
-Marcy had not failed to see the fact that had also been apparent to the
-old woman at the toll-gate. And as she was passing out of the room with
-the wet cloak over her arm, and the wet shoes in her hand, she stopped
-and whispered to her young mistress:
-
-“Lord pity her, poor thing, I’m right down sorry for her; but she is not
-fit to be in your presence, Miss Anna.”
-
-For an instant the pure and high-born maiden recoiled with a look of
-pain and horror; but then quickly recovering herself, she murmured:
-
-“Hush, no more of that. Take those damp things from the room and hang
-them before one of the spare fires, Marcy.”
-
-And when the woman had gone, Miss Lyon walked up to the poor wanderer
-and laid her hand tenderly on her shoulder.
-
-The little pale face turned itself around to hers. The soft pleading
-eyes were raised:
-
-“Yes, Miss Lyon, that is well. Send all your women from the room, for I
-must speak with you alone,” she murmured, in a voice vibrating with
-suppressed anguish.
-
-“Speak to me, then, my child; and speak freely. No mother could listen
-to your story with more sympathy than I shall,” said the heiress,
-drawing a chair to the fire and sitting down near the girl.
-
-“You are not yet married? the ceremony has not yet been performed?” the
-wanderer inquired, looking wistfully at the bride.
-
-“No, certainly not, or I should not be here; we are waiting for the
-minister. Did you want to see the pageantry, my child? If so, you can do
-so,” said the bride elect, smiling, as if to encourage her desponding
-protegée.
-
-“_I_ want to see it! No, Miss Lyon, I came here to-night to put a stop
-to it,” exclaimed the girl.
-
-“To put a stop to it! Drusilla, are you mad, my dear?” said Miss Lyon,
-in amazement.
-
-“I wish I was! I should have no duties to do then! Oh, Miss Lyon!”
-
-“Explain yourself, my dear Drusilla; for indeed I fear some great grief
-has distracted your mind.”
-
-“No, no; but oh, Miss Lyon, I am about to give you great pain! as great
-almost as I suffer myself. Would I could suffer alone! Would I could
-suffer for both!” moaned Drusilla, in a voice full of woe, as she bowed
-her head upon her hands.
-
-“Speak out; speak freely,” said Miss Lyon, gravely.
-
-“If I alone were concerned, I could be silent. If it were not to save
-one from crime and another from misery I could be silent.”
-
-“Nay now, nay now, you do alarm me, Drusilla! To the point, dear child!
-to the point!” urged Miss Lyon.
-
-“You are thinking ill of me?” asked the girl, raising those meek
-prayerful eyes to the face of the young lady.
-
-“No, Drusilla! No one can judge you with more leniency than I shall, my
-poor, dear child. Do not fear to open your heart to me,” said Miss Lyon.
-
-“I have no cause to fear on my own account, lady. You said that you
-would judge me with leniency. You meant that you would judge me with
-charity. But I am not a subject of charity, Miss Lyon, I am a subject
-for justice,” answered the girl, with gentle dignity.
-
-“I am waiting to hear your communication, Drusilla, whenever you please
-to tell it to me,” said Miss Lyon.
-
-But at that moment the door was opened, and Matilda entered with a tray
-in her hand.
-
-“If you please, Miss, ole Marse say how the carriage hasn’t come back
-long o’ the min’ser yet, and when he comes he will send and let you
-know,” the maid announced.
-
-“Very well, Matilda; what have you got covered up on that tray?”
-inquired Miss Lyon.
-
-“Please, I overtook Jake, awkward fellow, tumbling up stairs with this
-in his hands, which he said he was ordered to fetch it up for some one
-as was with you, and took it away from him to fetch it myself, because
-if I hadn’t, he’d have fallen down and broken all the glass and spilt
-all the wine,” answered the girl, turning a wistful glance upon the
-stranger.
-
-“Quite right! Put the tray on that little table, and set the table here
-by the fire, and leave the room,” said Miss Lyon.
-
-The maid obeyed orders.
-
-When she was gone Miss Lyon uncovered the tray, and pressed the
-refreshments upon her visitor.
-
-Drusilla eagerly drank the warm wine and water, but declined the dry
-toast.
-
-“I have so much thirst all the time, but I cannot swallow a morsel of
-food, for it always chokes me!” she said, in explanation.
-
-When the girl had emptied the glass, she seemed somewhat revived in
-strength, and Miss Lyon again suggested that she should make the
-communication she promised.
-
-With a deep sigh, with her head bowed upon her bosom and her hands
-clasped upon her knees, the girl began the story of her short life and
-long sorrow.
-
-But perhaps we had better tell it for her, because, for one reason, she
-suppressed much that would have vindicated herself; since to have
-related it would have criminated another. We will, with even-handed
-justice deal fairly by both.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV.
- A CHILD’S LOVE.
-
- It is an olden story,
- Yet, yet ’tis ever new,
- And whensoe’er it happens,
- It breaks the heart in two.
- —FROM THE GERMAN OF UNGER.
-
-
-The late Mrs. Chief Justice Lyon had been a notable manager. She had
-looked well to her household, utterly scorning the idea of entrusting
-her domestic affairs to the hands of any hired housekeeper, until the
-infirmities of age came upon her, and she could no longer rise early and
-sit up late, or go up and down stairs a dozen times a day, as she had
-been accustomed to do.
-
-Then she advertised for a housekeeper, who was required to be the
-nonpareil of matrons and managers, and to furnish the most
-unquestionable of references.
-
-She received, in reply, just thirty-three letters from applicants for
-the place. Thirty-two were read, and cast into the waste paper basket,
-without even the honor of an answer.
-
-The thirty-third was read and considered.
-
-It came from a highly respectable woman, the widow of a poor Baptist
-minister. Her age, her character, her competency and her references were
-all unexceptionable—so much so that old Mrs. Lyon seemed to think that
-the Lord had created the Baptist minister’s widow for the especial
-purpose of providing her with a housekeeper.
-
-But there was a drawback.
-
-The widow, Mrs. Sterling, had an “encumbrance,” as a child is cruelly
-called—a little girl, aged six years, from whom she was unwilling to
-part. In mentioning this “item,” Mrs. Sterling had said that, if allowed
-to bring her child, she would consent to come at half the salary offered
-by Mrs. Lyon.
-
-The old lady pondered over the letter. She was very anxious to have the
-housekeeper, but she did not want the “encumbrance.”
-
-Finally, as she could not come to any decision unaided, she took up the
-letter and waddled off to the old judge’s “study,” where he kept his law
-books and documents, and where he read the newspapers, and smoked or
-dozed the greater part of the day, but where he never “studied” for an
-hour.
-
-She sat down and read the letter to him, and then said:
-
-“You see she is just exactly the sort of woman that I want—and a
-clergyman’s widow, too—so respectable. If I were to advertise, and keep
-on advertising for a year, I might not meet with another so suitable.”
-
-“Well, then, engage her at once,” said the Chief Justice with more
-promptness of decision than he had often brought to bear upon his law
-cases.
-
-“Yes, but there’s a difficulty.”
-
-“In what? Doesn’t she like the terms?—Give her her own; you can afford
-it, if she suits you.”
-
-“She likes the terms well enough. Don’t you see she offers to come at
-half what I give, if permitted to bring her child.”
-
-“Then where on earth is the difficulty? _I_ don’t see it.”
-
-“Why, about the child, Judge.”
-
-“Oh, the little girl. Well, let the woman bring her child; what possible
-objection can there be to that?”
-
-“Yes, but she would be an encumbrance.”
-
-“On whom, I would like to know? Not on you, not on me, and certainly not
-on her mother. Nonsense, my dear, let the child come; never make a
-difficulty about that.”
-
-“But children are so troublesome—”
-
-“Especially when they are not our own. Tut, tut, if you don’t want the
-woman, don’t take her; but if you do want her, take her, and let her
-bring her little one. Bless my soul alive, haven’t we got five or six
-dogs, and seven or eight cats, and half a score of birds? and if one
-child can make a hundredth part of the noise that they do, I’m greatly
-mistaken.”
-
-“Yes, but children are not like them; children are always eating cake,
-or sucking toffy, and toddling about with nasty, sticky hands, laying
-hold of your skirts—”
-
-“My dear, don’t say mine; I don’t wear any. Nonsense, Sukey, take the
-woman and risk the child. Or stay—I see light at last. Take her on trial
-with the child, and then, if it should prove a nuisance, get rid of it,
-or of both.”
-
-“That’s just what I _can_ do. Thank you, Judge, you were always a wise
-counsellor,” said Mrs. Lyon, turning to leave the room.
-
-“Don’t know. But hark ye, Sukey, my dear. No cutting down of the poor
-woman’s salary on account of her ‘encumbrance.’ That is a reason for
-raising it, not for reducing it,” called the judge after his retreating
-wife.
-
-“Oh, I never intended to give her less than full pay,” replied Mrs.
-Lyon, as she went to her room to answer her letter.
-
-The result was the engagement of Mrs. Sterling, with her “encumbrance.”
-
-The widow and her child arrived one cold day in December, soon after the
-family were settled in their town house for the winter. She was the
-least in the world like the “poor widow” of poetry and fiction.
-
-She was a little, wiry, muscular looking body, with no encumbrance of
-flesh, whatever she might have of family, for she was rather thin in
-form and face. She had a high color, black hair and black eyes. She was
-cheerful, active and enterprising. She wore no widow’s weeds, because,
-she explained, it had been three years since she had lost her husband,
-and black was a bore, always catching dirt and showing all it caught,
-and making everybody gloomy. She wore serviceable browns and grays, or
-dark crimsons.
-
-She entered upon her duties with great energy, and soon had the house in
-perfect order, and the domestic machinery moving like magic. It is
-needless to say that she gave great satisfaction to her employers.
-
-“I do not know how I ever got along without her. I know I could not
-now,” said Mrs. Lyon, adding, “I would rather have her, even with two
-children instead of one, than any body else without any. And indeed the
-child is _not_ a nuisance, after all.”
-
-No, the child was not a nuisance. And neither did she bear the slightest
-resemblance to her mother. She was a delicate little creature, with a
-pure, pale face; large, soft, gray eyes, and bright, silky, brown hair.
-She was very quiet, thoughtful and industrious for such a mere infant.
-Her mother ruled her with the same rigid discipline with which she
-governed all the servants of the household committed to her charge.
-
-The little one was never allowed to go out of doors except on Sunday,
-when she was taken by her mother to church, or sent by herself to Sunday
-school. On all other days she was confined strictly to the housekeeper’s
-room, where, after learning one lesson, doing one sum, and writing one
-copy, she was kept stitching patch-work quilts from morning till night.
-
-The Chief Justice, who was an awful myth to the little girl, had never
-once set eyes on her.
-
-But old Mrs. Lyon, coming occasionally to the housekeeper’s room to give
-some orders, would see the demure little creature sitting on her low
-stool in the corner of the hearth, and stitching soberly at her
-patch-work, and she would say to the mother:
-
-“Mrs. Sterling, why don’t you let that child run out into the garden and
-play in this fine, clear, frosty weather? The air would do her good.”
-
-“Well, I don’t know, madam. You see how delicate she is; she might take
-cold.”
-
-“Delicate, and no wonder, Mrs. Sterling; kept mewed up in this close
-room at needle-work all the time, as if she was sewing for her living—a
-babe of six years old! If you are afraid to let her go into the garden,
-let her run about the house; don’t keep her here always.”
-
-“Thank you, madam; but I cannot let her do so. She might grow
-troublesome; and, besides, she _will_ have to sew for a living some day
-or other if she doesn’t do it now. She can’t have me always to look to;
-she will have to take care of herself, and so she must learn to be
-patient and industrious by times.”
-
-“Poor little thing,” murmured the old lady.
-
-“Don’t pity her, if you please, madam, or put into her head that she is
-ill-used, for she isn’t. I do everything for her good, and it’s not
-likely that I would do any thing else, for I am her own mother,” said
-the housekeeper, respectfully but firmly.
-
-“I don’t believe you know what is for her good, and if you are her own
-mother you treat her worse than any stepmother would,” the old lady
-thought and would have said, only that she was a little afraid of Mrs.
-Sterling.
-
-“She isn’t the least like you. Who is she like?” inquired Miss Lyon.
-
-“Her father. See, here is his miniature,” said the widow, drawing from
-her pocket a morocco case, and handing it to the old lady.
-
-“Yes, she is like her father. What a very interesting face he has. Has
-he been dead long?”
-
-“Three years last March; he died of consumption. I suppose she will go
-the same way,” said the widow, indicating her child.
-
-“You should not let her hear you say so; if she gets the impression that
-she is to die of consumption because her father did she will probably do
-so,” whispered Mrs. Lyon. Then aloud she spoke this truth: “Nobody need
-die of consumption or of anything else except old age, unless they have
-a mind to. Plenty of good food and proper clothing, and out-door
-exercise will prevent consumption.”
-
-And with a parting glance of pity at the pale child, the old lady left
-the room.
-
-“You mustn’t mind what Mrs. Lyon says; she is not like us. She is a
-great lady, and thinks of nothing but taking her ease and indulging
-herself, and she fancies that _we_ can do the same; but you know we
-can’t,” said the widow, applying the antidote to what she considered the
-poison that had been dropped into the child’s mind. “We must deny
-ourselves, and bear our burden, and after all it is easy enough to do.”
-
-“Yes,” said the mite in the corner, repeating her Sunday school
-Scripture text, for our Saviour said, ‘Whosoever will come after me let
-him deny himself, take up his cross and follow me.’
-
-“Yes, and if you don’t do it you know you will be eternally lost,” said
-the clergyman’s widow.
-
-“Oh, but our Saviour will never let me be lost, no never; I know that
-much.”
-
-“How do you know that? If you disobey him you will be lost.”
-
-“Oh, no! He will not let me be—no, never, not even if I was to steal
-away from my work and go and play in the garden. He would forgive me
-like he did Peter; and then I should feel sorry, and cry, and then he
-would make it all right again,” said the quaint little infant Theologian
-with an air of positive conviction.
-
-“Child! where did you learn such bad doctrines? Not at Sunday school, I
-know,” said the widow, in dismay.
-
-“Yes, I did, in the Sunday school, in the Bible texts, and they are
-good. Our Saviour was good and all that he did was good. Don’t he say
-that he was sent to seek and to save them that were _lost_? And I know
-he will never let me be lost, no nor the old lady neither, even if she
-does take her ease, because she is so good-hearted.”
-
-“Miss! don’t you know it is wrong to contradict your mother? And you
-have contradicted me several times.”
-
-“Yes, I know—but—I must say what is true about Our Saviour when we talk
-of him.”
-
-“Well, you shall sew one hour longer this evening, as a punishment for
-your disrespect to me.”
-
-“Well, mamma, I will sew all day and all night, if that will do you any
-good, so you will let me say what is true about Our Saviour. Sewing is
-easy enough, the dear knows—easier than being scourged and stoned, and
-all that, like some of his poor friends were for his sake,” said the
-child, as she carefully fitted the little squares of her patch-work
-together.
-
-“Only six years old and to talk like that! She is one of the children
-who are doomed to die early,” thought Mrs. Sterling.
-
-And indeed any one looking at that child, with her delicate frame, large
-brain and active intellect, must have come to the same conclusion. But
-they would every one have been mistaken. There was a wonderful vitality
-and power of endurance in that little slight nervous frame. No one is
-faultless. And if this little atom had a fault, it was that of being
-just a “wee bit” self-opinionated. She was a very promising pupil in a
-very orthodox Sunday school; yet from the very texts they had taught her
-she had received impressions that the teachers certainly never had
-intended to give her, and these impressions had become convictions in
-defence of which she was willing at six years to suffer the baby
-martyrdom of—“sewing all day and all night.”
-
-Meanwhile the Christmas Holidays were approaching, and the young son of
-the house was coming home to spend them. And his uncle and cousin were
-invited to meet him. Great preparations were made to entertain the
-party. Old Mrs. Lyon’s visits to the housekeeper’s room became more and
-more frequent as the time for the arrival of the visitors drew near.
-
-And whenever the old lady came, she inevitably found the quiet child
-sitting on her stool in the corner of the hearth sewing for dear life.
-
-But old Mrs. Lyon took no farther notice of the infant. Partly because
-she was too full of her own affairs and partly because she was
-displeased by the housekeeper’s disregard of her advice.
-
-But the demure child, listening to every word that passed, with the
-interest only a recluse could feel, heard a great deal about “Mr.
-Alexander.” Whoever else might be coming, it was for this darling only
-son that his mother planned. It was of his comfort and pleasure only
-that she thought and talked.
-
-And the little listening child grew to look upon “Mr. Alexander” as some
-young king of Israel—some splendid and magnificent Saul, or Solomon, who
-was to be the glory of the house. And because hero-worshipping was a
-necessity of her deep, earnest, reverent soul, she began to worship him.
-
-At length, two or three days before Christmas, the expected visitors
-began to arrive.
-
-First came General Lyon, the fine, martial-looking old man with his
-commanding form and snow white hair and beard; and his grand-daughter,
-the beautiful Anna Lyon, then a fair, blooming, blue-eyed and
-golden-haired hoyden of twelve years of age; both attended by their
-servants. And next came Mr. Alexander, then a rollicking young man of
-eighteen.
-
-The whole party was assembled in the drawing-room, and Mrs. Sterling
-happened to be with them when Mr. Alexander was announced and entered,
-in a great noisy bustle of joy.
-
-He shook hands heartily with his father and then with his uncle; and he
-embraced his mother and his cousin, and then, before he knew what he was
-about, he threw his arms around the housekeeper and hugged and kissed
-her.
-
-“Oh, see here! you know I didn’t mean it, I didn’t indeed, ma’am; I beg
-ten thousand pardons! but I am so much in the habit of kissing everybody
-I meet here that—that—I kissed you by mistake. But if you don’t mind it,
-_I_ don’t; or if you feel aggrieved, why, you may kiss and hug _me_, and
-that will make it all square between us,” laughed the boy, when he
-discovered his error.
-
-The clergyman’s widow curtsied very stiffly without moving a muscle of
-her face.
-
-“This is Mrs. Sterling, who manages our house, Alick,” said his mother,
-gravely.
-
-“Mrs. Sterling, I am very happy to have the honor of knowing you, and I
-am persuaded that the house is managed to perfection,” said the young
-man, bowing.
-
-The widow curtsied more stiffly than before, and then withdrew from the
-room.
-
-“I say, Anna, I wouldn’t kiss her again for the best hunter in your
-father’s stables; my lips got frost-bitten by that first encounter,”
-whispered the young man, with a smile, to his cousin.
-
-“Served you right, Alick. You should look before you leap,” laughed
-Anna.
-
-“That mightn’t always prevent my leaping, especially if the feat seemed
-a dangerous one, though it would have done so in this case, I admit.”
-
-They were interrupted by the arrival of another guest—an uninvited and
-unexpected, if not an unwelcome one.
-
-The door was opened by a servant, who grimly announced:
-
-“Mr. Richard Hammond.”
-
-And “Poor Dick,” the black sheep of the flock, entered the room, looking
-rather sheepish, it must be confessed.
-
-And yet he was a very handsome and gentlemanly youth, tall, slender,
-with a fine Grecian profile, with a clear brown complexion, black
-curling hair and dark changing eyes—with a frank countenance and an
-engaging smile that few, or none, could resist.
-
-But well he might look sheepish, poor outlawed fellow, for his entrance
-cast an instantaneous chill over the family circle.
-
-General Lyon drew himself up haughtily. The chief justice looked grave,
-his wife sad, and their son angry. Only Anna seemed pleased. And not
-only pleased, but delighted. For the instant she saw him she bounced up,
-overturning two or three chairs in her hurry and rushed to meet him,
-exclaiming:
-
-“Cousin Dick! Oh, dear Cousin Dick, I am so glad you’ve come! It would
-have been such a dull Christmas, indeed no Christmas at all, without
-you!”
-
-And she gave him both her hands and pressed and shook his, and drew him
-towards the group, and first instinctively presented him to the
-kind-hearted old lady:
-
-“Aunt Lyon, here is Cousin Dick. Are you not very glad to see him?”
-
-“How do you do, Richard?” said the old lady, offering her hand.
-
-And the black sheep stooped and kissed her.
-
-“Uncle, here’s Dick. Isn’t it a pleasant surprise?” asked Anna.
-
-And uncle had to come and shake the scape-grace by the hand.
-
-“Grandpa, look here; you don’t see Dick. Here’s Dick waiting to speak to
-you!” she persisted.
-
-And General Lyon had to turn and meet the engaging smile of the handsome
-boy.
-
-“Alick,” said Anna, in a low whisper, giving her betrothed a sharp dig
-in the ribs with her elbow, and a very vicious look from her angry blue
-eyes, “if you don’t stop glowering, and come and speak to Dick, I’ll
-never speak to _you_ again.”
-
-“Anything to keep peace in the family,” laughed Mr. Alexander, as he
-cleared up his brow, and went and welcomed the new comer.
-
-And in two minutes more Dick was seated in the circle around the fire,
-the life of the little company talking and laughing, telling jokes and
-singing songs, and keeping everybody pleased and amused, so that they
-forgot they did not want him, and almost fancied that they could not do
-without him.
-
-There was nothing very wrong about Dick Hammond. It is true that he was
-a very unpromising law student, being rather idle and extravagant—fonder
-of play than of work, and loving his “friends” better than himself. You
-know the sort of man—one of that sort of whom it is always said that he
-is “nobody’s enemy but his own.”
-
-Dick had a neat little patrimony, but his relations said that he was in
-a fair way of making “ducks and drakes” of it, and they discountenanced
-and disapproved of him accordingly.
-
-His one fast friend was his cousin Anna, and every year she was growing
-to be a stronger and more important one.
-
-At ten o’clock that night, Mr. Richard Hammond made a motion to go, but
-the chief justice said:
-
-“Stay all night, Dick.” And old Mrs. Lyon added:
-
-“Stay and spend the Christmas holidays with us, Dick.”
-
-So Mr. Richard stayed, and sent for his portmanteau from the hotel where
-he had stopped on his first coming to the city.
-
-And having the freedom of the house, he took more liberties in it than
-any one else would dare to do—going into any part of it, and at any hour
-he pleased; popping in and out of the chief justice’s secluded study,
-and breaking up his naps; popping in and out of the old lady’s sacred
-dressing-room, and startling her in the midst of the mysterious rites of
-the toilet; and bouncing in and out of the housekeeper’s room, the
-pantry or the kitchen, to the serious discomfiture of the manager, the
-butler and the cook.
-
-Yet everybody loved Dick, so long as the influence of his frank manners,
-sunny smile, and sweet voice was upon them. But when that was withdrawn,
-and they were left to their sober reason, they strongly disapproved of
-him.
-
-“Little pitchers have long ears and wide mouths,” says the proverb. And
-the little pitcher in Mrs. Sterling’s private apartment was no exception
-to the general rule. Sitting stitching at her patch-work, she often
-heard Mr. Richard’s shortcomings discussed, and she pitied him, for she
-thought that he had wandered away very far from the fold, and was in a
-very bad way indeed.
-
-One day when poor Dick popped into the housekeeper’s room, to ask for
-some brandy and salt to dip the wick of his candles in, to make “corpse
-lights” for ghosts to carry, and scare the maids with, he found no one
-there but the child, sitting in the corner and stitching patch-work as
-usual.
-
-She looked up at him solemnly, and nearly annihilated him with the
-following appalling question:
-
-“Young man, are you one of the lost sheep of the House of Israel?”
-
-“EH?” exclaimed Dick, starting.
-
-“I ask you, are you a lost sheep? They say you are a black sheep, and I
-believe it is the black sheep that go astray,” she said, gravely, and
-folding her hands and contemplating him.
-
-Dick burst out laughing, but when he recovered himself he answered very
-gravely:
-
-“Indeed, I fear I am a lost sheep, little girl.”
-
-“Well, that is bad, but don’t be frightened. Our Saviour knows where you
-are, and He will be sure to find you, and fetch you into the fold.
-Because, you know, He came to seek and to save those that are lost. And
-what he came to do He _will_ do, and nothing in this world can prevent
-him.”
-
-“I’ll be shot if that isn’t an encouraging doctrine if it is a true one,
-little girl. I sometimes wish somebody _would_ find me and fetch me into
-a place of safety; but I fear I shouldn’t be worth keeping when found,
-for I am a sad, foolish, naughty sheep, child,” said the young man, with
-a self-mocking laugh.
-
-“Never mind, don’t make game of yourself. If our Saviour thinks you
-worth looking for you are too good to be laughed at; and when He does
-find you and fetch you into the fold, He will make as good a sheep of
-you as—as—as—” The child seemed at a loss for a comparison, until her
-face suddenly lighted up, and she said: “As Mr. Alexander himself!”
-
-“As Mr. Alexander himself! Oh, my eye! catch me, somebody! Only there’s
-nobody to do it!” said Dick, rolling up against the wall and holding his
-sides.
-
-“What’s the matter? Have you got the stomach-ache? There’s some rum and
-molasses in the cupboard,” said the child.
-
-“No, oh no!” cried Dick, bursting into vociferous laughter. “You are the
-solemnest little quiz! To hold up Mr. Alexander as a model for me! Well!
-I’m bad enough, goodness knows, but—! Why, little one, Mr. Alexander
-isn’t a sheep at all, either good or bad! He’s a goat, a rank black
-goat, and never has been in the fold, and never would be let into it!”
-
-“Sir, it is very wrong in you to speak ill of a gentleman so in his
-absence,” gravely asserted the little monitor.
-
-“So it is; you are right there, little girl,” admitted the scape-grace.
-
-And the timely entrance of Mrs. Sterling put an end to this strange
-interview, and possibly saved the young man a serious lecture from the
-little child.
-
-Dick got his candles, brandy and salt, and whatever else he wanted of
-the housekeeper; for that strong-minded woman, no more than her weaker
-sisters and brethren, could resist Dick’s irresistible smile.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
- THE CHILD MEETS HER FATE.
-
- “The sun himself is coming up this way.”
-
-
-That night “a most horrid spectre,” wrapped in a long winding sheet, and
-bearing a corpse candle that cast a cadaverous color over his
-countenance, stalked through the lower regions of the house, frightening
-the maids, and the men too, for that matter, from their propriety, and
-raising such a row in the dignified residence of the chief justice as
-might have brought the police down upon any house of a less assured
-standing.
-
-And upon an investigation of the matter next morning, Mr. Richard was
-discovered to be at the bottom of the business.
-
-And the quiet little girl in the housekeeper’s room heard again of his
-delinquencies and pitied him and wished that he was more like Mr.
-Alexander, that splendid paragon of youth whom his mother was always
-praising. The child, closely confined to her mother’s chamber, had never
-seen the hero of her admiration. But the hour was near at hand when she
-was to meet him in an interview destined to determine the whole course
-of her future life.
-
-It was on Christmas Eve. All the preparations for the Christmas festival
-were made. The turkeys were already killed and dressed for the roaster;
-the hams were in soak; the plum pudding was mixed; the pies and cakes
-baked; and all the materials for the egg-nogg and apple-toddy laid out
-on the pantry table; and the notable housekeeper might have taken her
-ease but for one thing.
-
-There was to be a pantomime at the city theatres that evening. And the
-three young people were to go. And as there were no reserved seats, they
-were to go very early in order to secure good places, for it was
-foreseen that the house would be very much crowded. And thus dinner was
-ordered two hours earlier than usual, so that they might get off in
-time.
-
-Mrs. Sterling, having finished her morning’s work, was putting off her
-working gown of brown alpacca to put on a nice dress of black silk in
-honor of Christmas Eve, when old Mrs. Lyon came in to give the
-instructions about the dinner, and having given them, immediately left
-the room.
-
-The housekeeper was in no plight to go all the way down to the kitchen,
-so she sent the child to tell the cook to come up to her for orders.
-
-The little one went and delivered her message faithfully; and was
-returning to her mother’s room, when, in passing through the back hall,
-she suddenly met the god of her infant idolatry face to face. She knew
-him at once, either by instinct or because there was no other young man
-beside Mr. Richard (whom she knew by sight) in the house. She backed up
-into a corner to let him pass.
-
-“Heyday! Who have we here? A child in the house? I haven’t seen such a
-thing here for years! Or are you a fairy changling?” inquired Mr.
-Alexander, in surprise.
-
-The child did not reply, but—I am sorry to say—put her finger in her
-mouth, dropped her chin and rolled up her eyes in a shy glance at the
-splendid youth.
-
-“Ah bah! that’s very nasty! Don’t stick your finger in your mouth and
-stare, but hold up your head and answer when you are spoken to. Tell me
-who you are, little girl!” said Mr. Alexander.
-
-Prince Solomon had condescended to issue orders and they were
-immediately obeyed by his loyal subject. Down went the little finger; up
-went the little face, and she answered:
-
-“I am Mrs. Sterling’s little girl.”
-
-“And a very nice little girl, too, to do as you are bid. Always do so,
-do you hear?”
-
-“Yes sir.”
-
-“And so you are the housekeeper’s daughter?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“How is it that I haven’t seen anything of you before?”
-
-“Because mother never lets me go out of her room.”
-
-“Never lets you go out of her room?”
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“Why?”
-
-“Because she is afraid that the——” Here the child lowered her voice to a
-tone of mysterious awe—“_chief justice_ would be angry if he saw me
-about.”
-
-“Bosh about his being angry! He is not a King Herod to hate the sight of
-a child, or desire the death of the innocents. You don’t mean to tell me
-that you are cooped up in the housekeeper’s room all the time?”
-
-“Oh no, sir, I am not cooped up anywhere any of the time; only the
-poultry for Christmas was cooped up, and that was in the back yard; I
-saw them through the window. But I sit on a nice little stool in
-mother’s room and sew pretty quilt pieces.”
-
-“All day long?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And every day?”
-
-“Oh, no, sir, not every day. I go to Sunday school on Sundays.”
-
-“But on all other days you are kept confined to that room all day long?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Well, you look just as if you were, you poor little pale thing, and
-that is the truth. It is horrid. I’ll speak to my mother about it. Why,
-you ought to be romping all over the house, you know, and going to
-pantomimes o’ Christmas, like other children. Say, little a—a—What is
-your name?”
-
-“Anna Drusilla Sterling, sir,” said the child, beginning to grow restive
-under all this questioning, and to swing her shoulders from side to
-side, after the manner of some children when saying their lessons.
-
-“There—don’t do that; it’s ugly,” said Mr. Alexander.
-
-And the swinging instantly ceased.
-
-“‘Anna Drusilla Sterling?’ Well, I have one Anna already, so I shall
-call you Drusilla,” said the young man.
-
-“But my mother calls me Anny.”
-
-“Never mind what your mother calls you—I shall call you Drusilla. Well,
-little Drusilla, wouldn’t you like to go to the pantomime with us
-to-night?”
-
-“I don’t know, sir. Please, what is it?”
-
-“It is something got up to amuse little children like you, though big
-children like myself find it equally diverting. Wouldn’t you like to go?
-I should like to take you, and to see it through your great staring
-eyes, as well as through my own. It would be a ‘new sensation.’ Come,
-what do you say?”
-
-“Thank you, sir. Is it pretty?”
-
-“Beautiful!”
-
-“And good!”
-
-“It is heavenly!”
-
-“Then I think I should like to go, sir, if mother will let me.”
-
-“Oh, she will let you fast enough, for I shall make a point of it.”
-
-“What did you call it, sir, please?”
-
-“A pantomime.”
-
-“Oh, I know now,” said the child, with a sudden look of bright
-intelligence; “it is something about Moses and the children of Israel,
-isn’t it, sir?”
-
-“Eh? ‘Moses and the children of Israel?’ What put that into your little
-noddle?” laughed the young man.
-
-“Why, sir, you know the books of Moses are called the
-panta—panta—something; it’s a very hard word, sir.”
-
-“Oh, you are talking of the pentateuch?”
-
-“Yes, sir, a very hard word. I always miss it at the class, it is so
-very hard.”
-
-“Very,” laughed the young man.
-
-And now, as the voice of the housekeeper was heard calling her child,
-the little girl made her Sunday school curtsey, and ran away from her
-new friend to join her mother.
-
-Mr. Alexander gazed after her as he might if she had been sixteen
-instead of six, for he was fond of children, as well as of kittens and
-puppies, and all small creatures. They amused him. He was now determined
-that this quaint little child should go to the pantomime with himself
-and his friends, for he knew perfectly well that to watch _her_, and
-witness _her_ wonder and delight, would be as diverting as to see the
-play itself—it would, in that way double his own entertainment.
-
-Mr. Alick was benevolent, but not very scrupulous, I regret to confess.
-So, when he went to the housekeeper’s room to ask leave to take the
-child to the pantomime, judging that the Baptist preacher’s widow would
-set her face against all such exhibitions, he took a hint from the
-child’s mistake, and was so unprincipled as to persuade that pious
-matron that the spectacle in question was a historical affair,
-illustrative of the Israelites, and very instructive and edifying to the
-youthful mind. And so, with Mr. Richard to back him he talked the
-housekeeper into consenting that her child should accompany them,
-especially as Miss Anna was to be one of the party. And Mrs. Sterling
-began to dress little Drusilla—we shall call the child by her second
-name, for the same reason that Mr. Alexander did, to distinguish her
-from the other Anna.
-
-Immediately after dinner the young party set out, and reached the
-theatre in time to get good front seats.
-
-The pantomime was “Jack the Giant Killer.” But as Mr. Alexander kept
-little Drusilla beside himself, and kept the play bill in his own hands,
-he found it easy to persuade the simple child that the exhibition was of
-“David and Goliath,” Jack was David, and Jack’s first giant was Goliath.
-
-And the child was exceedingly edified, as well as highly entertained.
-
-Mr. Alexander found it “as good as a play,” and much better than a
-pantomime, to watch her. Her credulity was equal to her delight, and
-both were unbounded. But she thought it was not exactly like the
-Scripture story, after all.
-
-Mr. Alexander explained to her that they could not make it exactly like,
-because things were so different now to what they were then.
-
-Little Drusilla accepted the explanation in full faith, saying in her
-solemn way, that she supposed they did the best they could, and that we
-must “take the will for the deed.”
-
-The pantomime was over a little after ten o’clock, and the youthful
-party returned home.
-
-Little Drusilla, restored to her mother’s charge, would have rehearsed
-for her benefit all the great spectacle of “David and Goliath,” but that
-the good lady told her that it was time for her to be asleep, and made
-her go immediately to bed.
-
-Notwithstanding the late hour at which the young people had retired on
-Christmas Eve, they were all up by times on Christmas day. All was
-lively bustle throughout the house. Everybody had Christmas gifts, at
-which each pretended to be as much surprised as he or she was expected
-to be.
-
-Miss Anna had a little set of diamonds, consisting of ear-rings and
-brooch, presented by her grandfather; an ermine tippet and muff from her
-uncle; a set of antique lace from her aunt; a diamond bracelet from her
-betrothed; and from scape-grace Dick a real King Charles lap-dog, which
-she openly preferred to all her other presents, because she said it was
-alive, and could give love for love.
-
-The old lady had a new patent easy chair, a new pair of gold spectacles,
-and a set of sables.
-
-And the gentlemen of the party were overwhelmed with embroidered
-slippers, smoking-caps, dressing-gowns, penwipers, and so forth.
-
-The housekeeper was presented with a new brown silk dress. And there was
-not a servant in the house but received a present.
-
-“And who has got anything for little Drusilla?” inquired Mr. Alexander.
-
-But nobody answered him.
-
-“Well, I’m dashed! Only one bit of a baby in the house, and nobody has
-thought of her. And this especially a child’s festival, because it
-celebrates the birth of the Divine Child, who also loved little
-children! Say, mother, the shops are open in the city this morning, are
-they not?” inquired Mr. Alexander.
-
-“Until ten o’clock, Alick; not after,” replied the old lady.
-
-“All right, it is only eight now—plenty of time. I’m off; but I’ll be
-back to breakfast,” said Mr. Alexander, darting out of the drawing-room,
-seizing his hat in the hall, and rushing from the house.
-
-“Ah, what a kind heart has this child of our old age, John!” said the
-old lady, turning proudly and fondly to her husband.
-
-“Yes—yes; a good boy—a good boy,” answered the Chief Justice.
-
-“Ah, Anna, my dear, you will be a happy woman if you live long enough,
-for you will have a good husband,” she continued, turning to her
-intended daughter-in-law.
-
-Anna shrugged her shoulders.
-
-“You don’t seem to agree with me, Anna.”
-
-“Oh yes I do, Aunt Lyon, to some extent. I think Alick is really very
-kind when it amuses him; but I don’t think he would be kind to any
-living creature when it would bore him to be so. For instance, he would
-bring me home a present, and be really delighted with my delight in it;
-but he wouldn’t give up a skating party to take me to a wax-work show if
-I were to cry myself ill from disappointment.”
-
-“Oh, I suppose you have had a tiff with him; that’s of no consequence at
-all. ‘The quarrel of lovers is the renewal of love,’” said the old lady,
-laughing to herself.
-
-But Anna had had no tiff with her betrothed, and her judgment of him was
-a righteous one.
-
-Mr. Alick soon came rushing in with his arms full of packages, and
-looking like a railway porter. He set down three large ones on the
-floor, threw himself into a chair, and exclaimed:
-
-“Now then, mother, send for little Drusilla. It will be fun to watch her
-eyes when she sees these things.”
-
-Mrs. Lyon rang the bell, and sent a servant to fetch the little girl to
-the drawing-room.
-
-The child’s mother being in a particularly good humor since receiving
-the new brown silk dress, made no objection, but sent her along in
-charge of the servant.
-
-Little Drusilla entered the drawing-room, looking very pretty in her new
-red merino frock, which suited well with her dark hair and dark eyes,
-and clear, pale face.
-
-She made her little curtsy at the door, and then as Mr. Alexander held
-out his arms she ran straight up to him.
-
-“Now, then,” said the young gentleman, taking her on his knee, while the
-mysterious packages lay all around his feet, “if you could have your
-wish, what would you wish for?”
-
-“Mother says it is foolish and wicked to wish for anything, because if
-it is for our good, the Lord will give it to us whether or not.”
-
-“Well but suppose you were so foolish and wicked as to wish for
-anything, what would it be?” persisted the young man, while all the
-other members of the Christmas party looked on, smilingly.
-
-The child pondered gravely.
-
-“Come—what would it be?”
-
-“I think a work-box,” answered the child, looking up at length.
-
-“What! not a doll-baby?”
-
-“Oh, I would rather have a doll-baby, but I thought it would be _too_
-wicked to wish for that, because it is useless,” said the little one.
-
-“Well, look here, now! First, here’s the doll-baby,” said Mr. Alick,
-unwrapping one of the parcels, and taking from a mass of tissue paper a
-splendid wax doll, with rosy cheeks, blue eyes and golden hair, all
-dressed in blue satin and white lace.
-
-“Oh-h-h! m-y-y!” exclaimed the child, in breathless delight, as she took
-the doll and held it up before her, and gazed at it with ever-widening
-eyes.
-
-Mr. Alexander laughed and squeezed her, he so much enjoyed her
-enjoyment, and the whole party looked on, amused and interested.
-
-“Isn’t it a beauty?” asked the youth, giving the child another squeeze.
-
-“It is a love! it is a darling! it is as pretty as—as—as Miss Anna!” she
-exclaimed, turning her eyes from the golden-haired doll to the
-golden-haired girl.
-
-“Thank you, little one! That compliment is sincere, however flattering,”
-laughed the heiress.
-
-“And now look here!” said Mr. Alexander, taking up another parcel; “she
-is wearing her ball dress, you know, which is very proper for Christmas,
-but would never do for every day. And a thrifty little woman like you
-would never let her doll wear her best clothes for common; so you must
-fit her out with a wardrobe, and here are the goods to do it with.”
-
-And he unrolled a second parcel, and displayed a yard each of pink, blue
-and buff cambric, and several yards of white muslin, and some remnants
-of ribbon and lace.
-
-“And now,” he said, as the child was contemplating these additional
-treasures with increased delight, “now you will require something to
-make them up with, won’t you?”
-
-“Oh, no; I mustn’t wish for anything more. This is too much!” said the
-little one, with eyes dancing for joy.
-
-“Except what you wished for first of all, which I think was something
-like this,” said Mr. Alexander opening a third parcel, and producing a
-pretty little work-box fitted out with scissors, thimble, needles,
-thread, and every requisite for sewing.
-
-“Oh, how much I do thank you, sir. Once before I dreamt I had pretty
-things like these all to myself, and I was sorry I ever woke up. Do you
-think I’ll wake up this time, sir?” inquired the little girl, evidently
-perplexed between delight and dismay.
-
-Mr. Alexander laughed, and intensely enjoyed the pastime that he had
-purchased at so small an outlay, but the old lady said, very gravely:
-
-“You have bewildered the child, Alick. She is not used to presents, and
-you should have treated her upon the same principle as that upon which
-the doctors treat their patients, who have been suffering from a long
-starvation, and given her but a little at a time. And now put her off
-your knee and come to breakfast; or if you can’t part with her, bring
-her along.”
-
-Mr. Alexander immediately put the little creature down, and told her to
-take up her treasures and run away with them to her mother as fast as
-she could.
-
-Mr. Alexander could give the child presents and divert himself with her
-delight in them, but he could not consent to be bothered with her at the
-breakfast table, where he wished to give “his whole mind” to the
-business there to be on hand.
-
-His mother, more considerate, touched the bell, and told the servant who
-answered it to help the child to carry her presents to the housekeeper’s
-room.
-
-The man gathered the parcels up and took Drusilla by the hand; but as he
-led her from the room she suddenly looked back, impulsively broke away
-from her guard, and ran up to her benefactor and took his hand and
-kissed it.
-
-“Why, what a grateful little imp you are, to be sure! It is worth while
-trying to please _you_; one succeeds so well and one’s efforts are
-appreciated and thanked,” said the young man, raising the child in his
-arms and kissing her, and then darting a half-merry, half-reproachful
-glance at his cousin Anna.
-
-“If you meant that for _me_, Mr. Alick, I don’t see the point of it. You
-never do anything to please _me_, unless it still better pleases
-yourself. You are one of the sort of folk who would carelessly fling a
-dollar to a strange beggar, but would not lose an hour’s rest by the
-bedside of a sick friend,” said plain-spoken Anna.
-
-“Well, there’s somebody that will do both,” said Mr. Alexander, jerking
-his thumb over his shoulder in the direction of Dick. “He sat up with
-old Jerry Brown, who had the smallpox. I wonder if you would have liked
-him so well, Anna, if he had taken it; as he might have done; and lost
-his hair and eyebrows and been otherwise badly marked?”
-
-“Yes I would, Alick! But, thank goodness, Dick, darling, you didn’t get
-it, and you are not marked; but just as good-looking as ever,” said
-Anna, defiantly.
-
-“Come, come, this is pretty quarrelling among cousins on Christmas
-morning, too! Put a stop to it,” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-The young people laughed and obeyed. They were only “sparring.” And they
-all sat down to the breakfast table in high, good humor.
-
-And little Drusilla went back to her mother, as happy as it was possible
-for a child to be. And her happiness was all associated with the idea of
-Mr. Alexander, that splendid being who had been the central object of
-all her wonder, curiosity and admiration, long before she had set eyes
-on him. She had never dreamed of such bliss as she now enjoyed, and all
-through him!
-
-Up to this time her little life had been dreary enough, more dreary than
-even she knew since she had known nothing better with which to compare
-it. Her very earliest recollections were of her father’s sick room, and
-his long and painful illness; and then came his death, and her mother’s
-sorrow and their poverty; and finally, this situation in the family of
-the Chief Justice, where the child had been led to believe that her
-presence could be only tolerated for the sake of her mother’s valuable
-services, and upon condition of herself being kept out of the sight and
-hearing of the family.
-
-All these were very miserable and gloomy antecedents; but now they had
-passed away like the shadows of the night; for now came this bright,
-young Mr. Alexander, to bring daylight and sunshine into her infant
-life.
-
-His kindness to the pale orphan did not cease with Christmas Day. So
-long as the Christmas and New-Year’s holidays lasted, Mr. Alick insisted
-on little Drusilla sharing all the young people’s amusements; because,
-in point of fact, it greatly enhanced his enjoyment to have her with
-them.
-
-When the holidays were over, General Lyon took his grand-daughter back
-to school; Mr. Alexander returned to college; and the house was emptied
-of its visitors.
-
-In taking leave of his pet, Mr. Alick had said:
-
-“And now, Drusilla, when I am gone you must be my mother’s little girl,
-do you hear?”
-
-“Oh, how I wish I might! Oh, how I _do_ wish I might!” said the child,
-weeping and clinging to her friend.
-
-“Mother, when I am gone, you’ll be good to the poor little thing, if
-only for my sake, won’t you?” he inquired, as a feeling of real pity
-moved his heart.
-
-“Indeed I will, Alick,” earnestly replied the old lady.
-
-“And you will not let old Bishop Sterling keep her mewed up in that
-horrid room all the time?”
-
-“Not if I can prevent it, Alick.”
-
-With this promise Mr. Alick departed.
-
-And little Drusilla clung to the old lady’s skirts, and wept as if her
-heart would break.
-
-For her the day had departed with the sun that had made its light, and
-the darkness of the night had come again.
-
-You may depend upon it that the old lady sincerely sympathized with the
-child who wept for _her_ son’s departure, and so she petted little
-Drusilla, and took her out that day, when she went in the carriage to
-purchase some articles that were needed in the housekeeping.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI.
- THE NEXT FEW YEARS.
-
- When she commenced to love she could not say,
- Ere she began to tire of childish play.—WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-The little girl grew to be a great favorite with the old lady; first,
-for her beloved and only son’s sake.
-
-“Poor Alick was so fond of the child,” she said; though why she called
-the gay and prosperous young collegian “poor,” only aged mothers can
-tell.
-
-Afterwards she loved the little one for its own sake.
-
-“The child is such a quiet little creature,” she said, “and so
-intelligent and obliging.”
-
-Little Drusilla had the freedom of the house. When her tasks were over
-in the housekeeper’s room she might wander where she would, and was
-tolerated like a pet kitten.
-
-She would creep into the old lady’s sitting-room, and nestle down at her
-feet, ready to hold a skein of silk for her to wind; to pick up her
-scissors when she should drop them; to ring the bell for a servant, or
-to do anything else that her little hands and willing mind could
-accomplish.
-
-And so it came to pass that she became useful and even necessary to her
-benefactress.
-
-“You have no idea how many steps about my room the little creature saves
-me,” said Mrs. Lyon to the child’s mother.
-
-“I am very glad to hear it, madam; it is her duty to make herself
-useful,” replied the housekeeper.
-
-“And then she is so much company.”
-
-“I hope she knows her place, madam, and is not pert.”
-
-“She is a little dear, and I would not be without her for anything; so
-don’t be troubled.”
-
-“I trust in you, madam, to send her away whenever she becomes annoying
-to you.”
-
-“Quite right; when she becomes annoying I shall do so,” laughed the old
-lady.
-
-Whenever Mrs. Lyon got letters from Mr. Alexander she read them to
-little Drusilla; and in no one could she have found a more attentive,
-intelligent and sympathizing listener. In almost every letter the young
-gentleman wrote:
-
-“Give my love to my little pet, and kiss her for me,” or words to that
-effect.
-
-Whenever Mrs. Lyon wrote to Mr. Alexander she would smilingly ask the
-child what message she had to send; and little Drusilla would answer:
-
-“Please say I sent him a love and a kiss; and I ask our Father to bless
-him whenever I say my prayers.”
-
-And the message would be faithfully transmitted.
-
-Sometimes when Mrs. Lyon chanced to be out of her room the little girl
-would creep to the door of Judge Lyon’s study, and peep shyly in.
-
-And whether the old lady happened to be there or not the old gentleman
-would call the child in, and pat her head, and talk to her, and feel in
-all his pockets for stray pennies to give her.
-
-Little Drusilla had but one use for pennies—“to drop in the purse” that
-was carried around on Sundays in the Sunday school.
-
-Mrs. Sterling, seeing how really welcome her child was, “in hall and
-bower,” no longer tried to keep her confined to the housekeeper’s room.
-
-So the winter passed away, and the spring opened.
-
-Early in the season the family, with their whole establishment of
-servants, migrated to Crowood, the fine old country-seat of the chief
-justice, situated in the dense forest-land of the valley. Of course Mrs.
-Sterling and her child went along with them.
-
-Among woods, fields, and streams, birds, shrubs and flowers, little
-Drusilla seemed in her native element, and with her fellow-creatures.
-Her enjoyment of nature was intense and her delight unbounded. Her joy
-overflowed and communicated itself to every one in the family. Even the
-old justice said:
-
-“The child makes me long to have my grandchildren about my knees; for,
-after all, this little one isn’t ours.”
-
-“Well, if she isn’t she’s a pet of poor Alick’s, and that makes _me_
-think a deal of her,” answered Mrs. Lyon.
-
-The old lady was a great flora-culturist, and had one of the most
-beautiful flower-gardens in the country. It was her pleasure to tend it
-herself; and she passed much of her time in dibbling and digging,
-weeding and watering, planting and transplanting her favorite specimens.
-
-And on these occasions the child was always at her heels, with little
-spade, rake, hoe, watering-pot, or guano basket; and she soon learned to
-know the name, and watch the growth of every variety of flower as well
-and as carefully as her benefactress could.
-
-Mrs. Lyon was also a poultry fancier, and had some of the finest broods
-in the neighborhood. Moreover, she chose to look after her hen-roosts
-and nests in person.
-
-And whenever she visited her poultry yard for this purpose little
-Drusilla would walk behind her with a basket, which she would carry full
-of corn for the chickens, and bring back full of fresh eggs for
-breakfast. And the child knew the relative merits of bantam, dominicho,
-duck-legged, or Spanish broods, as well as their mistress. Shanghais and
-Cochin Chinas were unheard of in that day.
-
-But Mrs. Lyon’s pride of prides was her drove of cows—unexcelled and
-even unapproached in all the country around. And to these especially,
-the old lady often gave her personal attention.
-
-And whenever she walked down to the cow-pen in the afternoon
-milking-time, to see for herself that her cows were in a good condition,
-and that her milk-maids did their duty faithfully, little Drusilla
-walked behind her, with a little basket in her hand full of small, sweet
-apples to treat the pets. And with her own little hand she would hold a
-small apple up to the great mouth of some prize cow, and laugh to see
-the long red tongue thrust out and folded around the morsel to be
-crunched up by the teeth. And the child knew the name and pedigree of
-every prodigious prize cow there, and could tell the distinctive points
-of the Durham, Alderney, Ayrshire, or other breeds.
-
-In a word she became the old lady’s “shadow,” and she learned all the
-old lady could teach her without giving her teacher the least trouble,
-but on the contrary a great deal of assistance. She gained much
-practical knowledge, if but little book learning.
-
-Strangers who saw them together invariably took the little girl to be
-the old lady’s grand-daughter; and Mrs. Lyon was always rather pleased
-by the mistake.
-
-And little Drusilla was “as happy as the day was long.”
-
-So passed the spring and half the summer.
-
-But in the middle of July the chief justice and his wife went to the
-mountains, to old Lyon Hall, on a visit to the general and his daughter,
-where they expected to be joined by Mr. Alexander.
-
-Little Drusilla wept over the departure of her friends; but when they
-were gone she occupied herself with the commissions Mrs. Lyon had left
-to her—left with the purpose of interesting and amusing the lonely child
-during her own absence. These were to weed the flower beds, feed the
-chickens, and take small sweet apples to the favorite cows at the
-afternoon milking-time.
-
-All these pleasant tasks did the little girl gladly and faithfully
-perform.
-
-Nevertheless the days seemed long, now that her dear old friends were
-gone.
-
-But days and weeks, however tedious, pass away in time.
-
-At the end of six weeks, on the first of September, the chief justice
-and his wife come back to Crowood.
-
-Mrs. Lyon could not enough praise the fidelity of her little handmaiden.
-There was not a weed to be found in all the flower beds; the chickens
-were fat, and the cows in a good condition (though this last item was of
-course due more to the fine grazing than to the little treats of sweet
-apples tendered to them by the little Drusilla.)
-
-The old lady and the child became better friends than ever. Mrs. Lyon
-had a great deal to tell about Mr. Alexander, and little Drusilla was
-never tired of listening.
-
-And so three more pleasant months were passed at Crowood, and then the
-family went back to the city. They were comfortably settled in their
-town house by the first of December.
-
-Mrs. Lyon went out in the carriage to shop, and took Drusilla, and
-purchased for her pretty, bright colored merino dresses, suitable for
-childhood.
-
-Christmas came, and brought General Lyon, Miss Anna and Mr. Alexander,
-on their annual visit. And Mr. Richard Hammond came, an uninvited but
-not an unwelcome guest.
-
-Little Drusilla was now always with Mrs. Lyon. The housekeeper had
-fairly given the child up to the old lady.
-
-And Mr. Alexander, who, on this occasion was the first of the Christmas
-party to arrive, found Drusilla in the drawing-room, neatly dressed in a
-crimson merino frock, with a ruffled white apron, and with her pretty
-hair curled and tied back with crimson ribbons.
-
-After affectionately greeting his mother and father, he turned to the
-child.
-
-“Why—is this? No, it isn’t. Yes, it is actually my little Drusilla. Why,
-what a bright little bird you have grown, to be sure!” he exclaimed,
-snatching her up in his arms and kissing her boisterously, as she clung
-around his neck, smiling in delight, and timidly hiding her face.
-
-“Well, I will say, mother, she does you credit. You have quite
-transfigured her. What have you been doing to her to improve her so
-much?”
-
-“Giving her a little more sunshine, that is all, Alick,” smiled the old
-lady, greatly pleased because the son of her old age was so.
-
-“I declare I never saw such a change in any creature. I left her a year
-ago, a dingy little chimney swallow. I come back, and find her a
-brilliant oriole. Indeed, I didn’t know her at first, and I shouldn’t
-have known her at all, but for her eyes and forehead; _they_ will never
-change. I say, father, by the way, talking of her forehead, look at it.
-If there be any truth in phrenology _she_ must have intellect.”
-
-“I don’t think it requires an appeal to phrenology to prove that the
-child has rare intelligence,” said the chief justice.
-
-“Intellect is a snare as well as beauty; goodness is the quality most to
-be desired,” remarked Mrs. Lyon, gravely. Then, speaking to the child,
-she added:
-
-“Now run away into the garden and play for half an hour or so. This
-clear, frosty air outside is good for little girls.”
-
-Mr. Alexander put his pet down, and then the little creature ran out of
-the room.
-
-“I must beg you both, my husband and son, not to say such things as you
-have been saying in the child’s presence again. I have too real a regard
-for her to wish to have her spoiled.”
-
-“All right, mother; I wouldn’t do anything to spoil her for the world,”
-said Mr. Alexander.
-
-And the chief justice also acquiesced, for the old lady was
-queen-regnant in her own family kingdom.
-
-An hour later General Lyon and Miss Anna arrived. And at night Mr.
-Richard made his appearance. And with the coming of Dick the holidays
-really commenced.
-
-On Christmas morning a great many presents were interchanged. And while
-rich jewelry, furs, shawls, dresses, laces, slippers, caps, gowns and
-gloves were given and received, little Drusilla ran from one group to
-another, deeply interested and sincerely sympathizing in the pleasure
-and satisfaction of her friends.
-
-“I have not forgotten you this time, little one; see here, what a lot of
-pretty stories to read these long winter evenings,” said Mr. Alick,
-unwrapping a parcel from which he took a large volume of “Fairy Tales,”
-profusely illustrated with splendidly colored engravings.
-
-What child’s heart does not dote on Fairy Tales and on colored pictures?
-
-Little Drusilla’s eyes fairly leaped with joy, and she caught the young
-man’s hand and kissed it eagerly, and pressed it to her heart, and put
-it on her head. Apparently she could not do enough to express how much
-she was obliged to him.
-
-“Oh, nonsense; I’m not the Emperor of Morocco or Khan of Tartary, to be
-worshipped after that fashion,” laughed the young man, “and my knuckles
-must be knobby sort of kissing. Up here, crimson lips, and kiss me on
-the mouth, if nothing but kissing will relieve your mind. Come, Miss
-Anna won’t be jealous, not now, at least, though I don’t know what she
-might be if you were seventeen instead of seven.” And he took her up in
-his arms, and kissed her very fondly.
-
-“And now see here,” he said, as he put her down again, “here is
-something else I have got for you—a pretty little _papier mâché_ writing
-desk, furnished completely. See, here is an inkstand and a sand box,
-here are pens of several sizes, and pencils of all qualities, and here
-are envelopes and note-paper of every color and shade. Now I know you
-can write a little, as well as read a great deal. So, when I go away
-again, I want you, instead of sending me messages, to write me nice
-little notes, and give them to my mother, and she will put them inside
-of hers, and send them to me. Do you hear?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” said the child, gravely, as the tears stole down her cheeks.
-
-“Now, then, what are you crying for?”
-
-“Because you are so good to me, and—and you are going away again, and I
-shall not see you for—for—for a year,” sobbed the little Drusilla.
-
-“Whe-ew! here’s borrowing trouble! Why, I shall not go for six weeks
-yet, and who knows but the world may come to an end before that time,
-and we may all go to Heaven together? Come, stop crying. What! you
-can’t? Hey day! Do you love me as much as all that comes to?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” sobbed the child.
-
-“Well, then, if you do love me, mind what I say, and stop crying. It
-blubbers your face all up, and makes you ugly, and I couldn’t possibly
-love an ugly little girl.”
-
-Drusilla wiped her eyes by rubbing her fists into them, and then, little
-woman-like, turned her head aside, and stole a furtive glance at the
-mirror opposite, to see if she had made herself as ugly as Mr. Alexander
-said, and finding that she _had_, she began to compose herself.
-
-And in a few minutes afterwards she seemed deeply interested in sorting
-the contents of her writing desk.
-
-This was one of the merriest Christmas seasons that the young people of
-the Lyon family ever passed. The weather was very fine. Everybody was in
-good health and high spirits. Amusements were many and various. And
-where-ever the young party went they took little Drusilla with them. She
-was the family pet.
-
-Bright seasons must terminate, as well as dark ones, and the merry
-Christmas holidays came to an end, and the happy Christmas party
-separated.
-
-Again little Drusilla was inconsolable, until time reconciled her to the
-absence of her friend.
-
-But she obeyed his order, given half in jest and half in earnest. She
-wrote a little letter to him to be put in every one that his mother
-sent. And real love-letters they were too, though scratched in the most
-awkward of infantile hands.
-
-“I love you so; I do love you so much; I do love you more than anybody
-in the world; every time I say my prayers I thank Our Father for making
-you, and I pray to Him to bless you and to keep you good. And I do all
-you tell me to do, and it makes me feel glad. And I don’t do what you
-tell me not to do. And when anybody wants me to do anything well that is
-hard, they speak your name and then it seems easy for me. I let mother
-cut off all my long curls and did not cry, for she said that my hair
-would grow out so much nicer by the time you come back. But oh, how long
-it will be before you come back. But I won’t cry after you, for you say
-it makes me ugly and you couldn’t love an ugly little girl. Mother says
-I must not wish to be pretty; but oh, I do, because you like pretty
-people. But if I am good you will always like me, won’t you? Is there
-any little girl at college that you like as well as me? You’ve got the
-little dog, I know. You took him with you. To think you could take the
-little dog and couldn’t take me. It does seem hard, because I love you,
-oh so much more than the little dog could. I’m not jealous of the poor
-little dog; don’t think that, only it seems so hard, when I love you so
-much.”
-
-Such was the sort of ardent nonsense the little child wrote to her big
-hero; but after all, it was no worse nonsense than many of her grown-up
-sisters write to the heroes of _their_ imaginations.
-
-Old Mrs. Lyon never looked into little Drusilla’s scrawls—or, if she
-did, she never took the trouble to decipher them.
-
-Mr. Alick would smile over them; because they pleased him. He liked to
-be loved. The preference of any dumb brute was pleasing to him; how much
-more so then the worship—for it was little less—of this fervent,
-earnest, enthusiastic little girl?
-
-“How devoted to me the little quiz is, to be sure. Christopher Columbus!
-if this sort of thing should grow with her growth and strengthen with
-her strength, what will become of me? Bosh! by the time she is seventeen
-or eighteen some young prig of a parson will cut me out and there an
-end.”
-
-And Mr. Alick laughed at the conceit, and thought of the black-eyed girl
-he had danced with at the last party.
-
-But for all that he could not do without the child’s love or the child’s
-letters; and he cherished both.
-
-This first year of Drusilla’s life with the Lyon family was a sample of
-several that followed.
-
-Every Spring the family went to Crowood, taking the housekeeper and her
-child and all the servants with them; and Drusilla renewed her
-acquaintance with woods and fields and streams; and increased her
-knowledge of plants, poultry, cows, and animate and inanimate nature
-generally, from personal observation.
-
-Every midsummer she was left princess regent of the poultry yard, etc.,
-while her benefactors went to visit their relatives in Old Lyon Hall in
-the mountains.
-
-Every autumn the family returned to Richmond to spend the winter.
-
-And every Christmas came the grand family re-union, in which, to the
-child’s worshipping eyes, Mr. Alexander was the central figure. This
-Christmas gathering became to her the crowning glory of the year, for
-then she saw him. He became thus associated with all that was best and
-brightest in her life. He brought her the books and pictures for which
-already her intellect and imagination had begun to hunger. He always
-examined into the progress of her education; though that was scarcely
-necessary, for the constantly improving style of her letters to him
-revealed her steady advance. I believe that with her bright
-intelligence, she would have studied well from the pure love of
-knowledge, even if Mr. Alexander had never patronized her; but now all
-cooler motives were lost in the ardent desire to please her friend. And
-indeed she did please him; he was proud of her, vain of her, not as if
-he had been her father, but as if he had been her creator. He seemed to
-think, as she grew in beauty and bright intelligence, that he had made
-her what she was. To his apprehension, he was the sun and she the
-sun-flower, ever turning towards him for light and life.
-
-Every one, who is not blindly selfish, likes to patronize where to do so
-costs little or nothing. Mr. Alexander’s patronage of this child amused
-and interested him; cost him nothing; but won for him a vast return of
-love and gratitude.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII.
- THE GIRL’S FIRST GRIEF.
-
- One hurried kiss, one last, one long embrace,
- One yearning look upon her tearful face,
- And he was gone—C. H. W. ESLING.
-
-
-At ten years of age little Drusilla met her first great grief; and very
-heavy it was, for it nearly crushed out her life.
-
-Mr. Alexander being twenty-two years of age, and having completed his
-college course, graduated with some honors, and returned home to spend a
-week or two of the beautiful spring weather with his parents previous to
-starting on his travels.
-
-The family had not yet left the town house in Richmond, where General
-Lyon and Miss Anna, now a blooming young lady of sixteen, came to visit
-them.
-
-During this visit it was arranged that Mr. Alexander should travel for
-two years and then return and marry Miss Anna, and that the young couple
-should take up their permanent abode at Old Lyon Hall.
-
-But in all the interest and excitement of arranging his own and his
-promised bride’s affairs, Alexander did not neglect Drusilla. He had
-come into a little property of his own, left him by a bachelor brother
-of his mother; and so before he went away he said to the old lady:
-
-“Mother, little Drusilla is going on eleven years old and ought to be
-sent to school. And I wish you, if you please, to look out a good one
-for her, the best that can be found, and send her. I wish you to do this
-for me at my expense. My money is in the City Bank, and I will leave you
-a number of blank checks, to fill up as you may require them. Will you
-attend to this for me, mother?”
-
-Mrs. Lyon hesitated and pondered, and then answered:
-
-“Yes, Alick. I can’t refuse you anything on the eve of a voyage. And I
-don’t see any harm in this—a good common school education——”
-
-“Oh, mother, not that only; but the best—the very best—that can be got
-for her. See what a bright, intelligent, industrious little creature she
-is,” hastily interrupted Alexander.
-
-“What! do you mean that she shall learn languages and music, and——”
-
-—“Everything that a young lady is taught, mother. Everything that Anna
-knows. Why not? Think how small the cost, after all, to me; how great
-the good to her.”
-
-“That is true, Alick. You are really a very noble-minded young man. I
-must say it, if you are my son.”
-
-“Bosh, mother, begging your pardon, I’m nothing of the sort. But I like
-to do a good thing now and then.”
-
-“And this will be a good thing for her. It will enable her to get her
-living as a governess.”
-
-“Not a bit of it, mother; Heaven forbid that my child should ever become
-a governess, to be teased by stupid children and snubbed by insolent
-mammas.”
-
-“Then I am afraid you and Anna will have to adopt her,” said the old
-lady drily.
-
-“And what’s to hinder us? Think what a charming companion my child will
-be for Anna, and how much more charming if she should be well educated.”
-
-“Why, you talk as if you were her father.”
-
-“Well, I feel as if I was!” said the young man, as a real tenderness
-softened the expression of his face.
-
-The next day Mr. Alexander left home for his distant travels.
-
-No one took the parting hard but his mother and his “child.”
-
-His father and his uncle shook hands with him heartily, wishing him a
-good voyage. His mother held him to her heart and prayed and wept over
-him. Miss Anna kissed him with a cordial, cousinly smack, and told him
-not to forget her in foreign parts.
-
-But when he lifted Drusilla up, as he had been accustomed to do, and
-kissed her on the mouth once, twice, thrice, and said feelingly:
-
-“I cannot do this when I come back again, my child!”
-
-She clung to his bosom and gasped, but could make no reply, she was so
-suffocated with grief.
-
-He set her down very gently and went away.
-
-The general and the judge looked for the morning papers.
-
-Miss Anna sat down to cut the leaves of a new novel.
-
-But old Miss Lyon took the hand of the pale, tearless, motionless child,
-and led her away.
-
-Little Drusilla, sensitive, impressible and inexperienced, dropped under
-the heavy blow that had fallen on her with all the force of a first
-great sorrow. She fell ill, nearly unto death, moaning, in her
-semi-delirium, snatches of her grief:
-
-“Oh, don’t go! don’t go! Two years—two long, long years! Oh! so far
-away! His man could go with him, and not I—not I who will die about it!
-Oh, come back! come back, or I will die—indeed I will die!”
-
-Mrs. Lyon soothed this distress as well as she was able, and when, after
-weeks of illness, the little girl grew better, the old lady told her of
-all Mr. Alexander’s plans for her welfare—that he had decided she must
-be sent to school and educated like a young lady; that afterwards she
-was to be taken to live as a companion to Miss Anna.
-
-Drusilla listened very humbly and gratefully to this communication; but
-much as she loved knowledge, and anxious as she was to acquire it, she
-felt too bereaved and sorrowful to take delight in that or in anything
-else, as yet.
-
-As soon as the child recovered her health, she was fitted out and put to
-one of the best boarding schools in the city.
-
-Her mother made no objection, only mumbled to herself this piece of
-philosophy:
-
-“If we don’t know much of the future, of this we may be certain—when we
-expect anything to turn out _this_ way, it will be sure to turn out
-_that_. I thought the child was going to be a nuisance and a bore, and
-behold! she is a treasure and a pet! And so it is with everything!”
-
-And meanwhile, with one great bond of sympathy between them, the old
-lady and the little girl grew faster friends than ever.
-
-But her devotion to Alexander—it grew with her growth and strengthened
-with her strength. It was her one faith, hope, love—her inspiration, her
-religion, her soul; it was a part of herself—no, her _very_ self—this
-all-absorbing, all-concentrating, all-devoting love to him.
-
-His bosom was her home, though he might never let her into it; what the
-nest is to the bird his bosom was to her—the bourne of all her thoughts,
-the safe and happy resting-place of her heart, though as yet she was an
-exile from it.
-
-The sphere of study was around her; it did not govern her, but served
-her, for all that she could get from it was drawn in to help the one
-great moving power of her being. She loved learning so much for his
-sake, that she did not know whether she loved it for its own. Her
-expanding intellect seemed only her enlarging love. Her advancement in
-knowledge seemed only to be progress towards him.
-
-She seemed to herself to belong to him—to have been made _for_ him, made
-_of_ him, almost _by_ him. She was as the rib taken from her Adam’s
-side, conscious of her dislocation, and longing to be put back again,
-and made one with the life of her life. If Alexander had died at this
-time, I think that Drusilla would have ceased to live.
-
-One other such case as hers I have seen in common life, and that must be
-nameless, and one I have met in history, the love of the child-queen,
-Isabella, for her grown-up consort, Richard II. And that there are many
-other instances of such devotion, I have no doubt.
-
-Drusilla remained at the “Irving Institute” for nearly three years. With
-her love of knowledge and desire for improvement, her quick perception
-and retentive memory, her progress in education was both easy and rapid.
-
-As yet she had not seen enough of the world to know herself by
-comparison with others, so there were some things in her school life
-that gently moved her wonder; first, in the study hours, to see that the
-pursuits which were pastime and delight to her, were labor and vexation
-to most of her classmates; and second, at the school parties, to which
-the younger brothers of the pupils were invited, to see girls of her own
-age actually engaged in flirtations with boys who were no older than
-themselves, and who seemed to her, to be children.
-
-With the great religion, idolatry—call the passion what you will—that
-inspired her soul, she could not understand such silliness in her
-companions, and therefore, pretty and intelligent as she was, her
-reserve made her somewhat unpopular.
-
-She wrote to Mr. Alexander every week, because he had requested her to
-do so and she had promised, and also because writing to him was the
-greatest pleasure she had in this world except receiving his letters.
-
-She wrote to him regularly every week, as I said; and about once in two
-months, on an average, she got a letter from him; but she could not
-complain for his mother got one no oftener, and both made excuses for
-him; he had “so much to engage his attention,” they said.
-
-At length, when he had been gone more than two years, the letters
-ceased, or seemed to cease, altogether. Several months passed, and
-nothing was heard of Mr. Alexander. His father opined that he had passed
-over into Africa, where post-offices were few, and mails doubtful, and
-hoped that he would soon return into a more civilized section of the
-world, from which he would write to his relations.
-
-Old Mrs. Lyon grieved and complained. She was sure that he had been
-killed by the Arabs of the Desert, or sold into slavery by the Algerine
-pirates.
-
-Drusilla pined in silence, or if she opened her mouth to speak upon the
-subject, it was to try to encourage her old friend, and herself also.
-She told Mrs. Lyon that Bedouin outrages and Barbary piracies were
-horrors belonging to the past. She showed her the modern map of Africa,
-and pointed out how few and far apart were the points from which letters
-could be sent home, and she sought to demonstrate that the absence of
-post-offices and mail routes was the all-sufficient cause of the silence
-of the traveller in Africa. Thus she succeeded in cheering the old lady;
-and whenever Mrs. Lyon felt more discouraged than usual, she always
-sought Drusilla to be comforted by her.
-
-General Lyon thought as the judge thought, that Alexander being in
-Africa could not write home; and he wished as the judge did, that the
-wanderer might soon return to Europe, civilization, and post-offices.
-
-Miss Anna never troubled her head about the matter. She was his promised
-wife, and so his mother hoped that he might write to her, if to no one
-else. And Mrs. Lyon often wrote to Anna, to ask if she had heard from
-Alick yet. And Anna always answered—“I have not had a letter from him
-for ages. _He has forgotten me._” And Anna’s “wish was father to this
-thought.” And furthermore, she advised her correspondent not to be
-uneasy. Alick, she thought, would come back safe in time, no doubt.
-
-People who are not anxious can be so rational!
-
-But at length suspense was ended.
-
-It was early in December. The judge and Mrs. Lyon were in their town
-house, looking forward to the annual Christmas visit of the general and
-Miss Lyon, when the old lady received a letter from her son. It was
-dated from Paris, and contained the joyful news that he had returned
-from Africa in perfect health and spirits, and was going over to
-Southampton to take the first steamer bound for New York; and that soon
-after they should get his letter they might expect him in person.
-
-Mrs. Lyon, after reading this letter to her husband, and receiving his
-comment:
-
-“Well, I told you so. I shall be glad when he is safe at home, though;”
-hurried off to the Irving Institute, to tell the joyful news to the only
-one from whom she would be sure of perfect sympathy, in this her great
-happiness.
-
-She sent for Drusilla into the reception parlor, and told her all the
-news, and then read the letter to her.
-
-The girl clung to her old friend and wept with delight.
-
-“This letter came by the steamer that got into New York harbor on
-Wednesday. This is Friday, and there is another due this week! He may be
-in it!” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-“There is another due now, and he will be sure to be in it. Think,
-madam, the steamer that brought this letter should have been in last
-Saturday. The steamer that should have followed it in order must be at
-her pier now. We may expect Mr. Alexander by every train,” said
-Drusilla, as soon as she had recovered her composure.
-
-“That is true! So we may! And, my dear child, you always say something
-to comfort or delight me! And you shall go home with me directly, so as
-to be there to welcome him when he arrives. There is nobody in the world
-he will be gladder to see. And this is Friday afternoon, and of course
-there are to be no lessons Saturday or Sunday, and so you can just as
-well as not go home with me and stay over until Monday. I will speak to
-the principal about it.”
-
-And she rung the bell, and desired the parlor-maid who answered it to
-take her respects to Mrs. Irving, and say that she should be pleased to
-see her in the parlor.
-
-“I told the judge to write to the general, and let him and Anna know
-that Alick was expected every day, so they might hasten their coming.
-But la! you know, my dear, these cross-country mails are so slow, it
-will be impossible for them to receive the letter in time to get here to
-welcome him on his first arrival. However, I know they will come as soon
-as ever they can. And I suppose we may prepare for a gay wedding soon.
-And no doubt you will be one of the bridesmaids. You are quite old
-enough—nearly thirteen, and I like the bridesmaids to be much younger
-than the brides.”
-
-And so the delighted old lady twaddled on until the door opened, and
-Mrs. Irving entered the room.
-
-Old Mrs. Lyon soon told her news and made her boon.
-
-And the accomplished principal warmly congratulated her visitor, and
-graciously granted the request.
-
-And Drusilla left the parlor to prepare for her ride, and in ten minutes
-returned, ready to accompany Mrs. Lyon home.
-
-They reached the house in time for the old lady to hustle into the
-housekeeper’s room, and order sundry dishes of oysters, poultry, game,
-pastry, cakes and jellies added to the bill of fare for supper.
-
-“For you know he may arrive by the nine o’clock train—that is the first
-one in,” said the old lady.
-
-“Who may arrive, Madam?” inquired the housekeeper, who had not heard one
-word of the good news.
-
-“My son, to be sure, you stupid woman—who else?” exclaimed Mrs. Lyon,
-delightedly. And then she poured forth the news of the letter she had
-received from him.
-
-“Oh!” said Mrs. Sterling. And she turned and kissed her daughter,
-inquiring:
-
-“How came you out of school?”
-
-“Madame brought me home with her to welcome—my benefactor,” answered
-Drusilla, returning her mother’s kiss.
-
-“Oh,” said the housekeeper a second time. “Well, I’m going to be very
-busy to get up all these dishes in time for supper, so don’t interrupt
-me.”
-
-“Can I not help you?” asked Drusilla.
-
-“No, you would only hinder me. I have no time to direct new hands now,”
-answered her mother.
-
-“Come with me, Drusilla, my dear, and we will go and see that his rooms
-are opened and aired,” said the old lady, beckoning to her favorite.
-
-They went up stairs together, attended by Mary, the colored housemaid.
-This girl herself could have done the duty well enough alone; or at most
-with the instruction of either Mrs. Lyon or Drusilla; but both chose to
-see to the work and make it a labor of love.
-
-The handsome bed-chamber, with dressing-room and bath attached, was
-opened and aired. A fine fire of sea coal was lighted in the polished
-steel grate. His rich dressing gown was taken out from the sandal-wood
-chest into which it had been packed with sundry other garments he had
-left at home: and it was shaken well and hung over the resting chair
-beside the fire. His slippers were laid upon the rug. A complete and
-well-dried change of clothing was spread out upon the bed.
-
-“For you see, my dear, his luggage may not be here for hours after he
-arrives; and he will want to change his dusty travelling suit for clean
-clothes as soon as possible, so as to be sweet and nice and comfortable
-for the evening,” said Mrs. Lyon, as she laid a couple of fresh, scented
-pocket-handkerchiefs beside his other personal equipments.
-
-Then fine soap and fresh towels were laid upon his wash-stand. And the
-Bohemian glass bottles on his dressing-table were filled—one with
-Cologne water and the other with Macassar oil. Finally the wax candles
-each side the glass were lighted. And then, after a glance around to see
-that all was right, Mrs. Lyon called Drusilla and the housemaid to come
-after her, and left the apartment.
-
-She passed to her own chamber and put on her best black moire antique
-dress, and her finest point lace cap and collar.
-
-And then she went down into the drawing-room to wait for her son.
-
-“And after all, we have no assurance that he will come to-night. We do
-not even know that the steamer is in, or if it is, that he is aboard,”
-sighed the aged mother impatiently.
-
-“He will come to-night, Madam. In one hour he will be here. I feel sure
-that he will,” said Drusilla, cheerfully.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII.
- FATAL LOVE.
-
- Childhood’s lip and cheek
- Mantling beneath its earnest brow of thought;
- And in the flute-like voice murmuring low,
- Is woman’s tenderness, how soon her woe!
- Her lot is on thee, silent tears to weep,
- And patient smiles to wear through painful hours,
- And sumless riches from affection’s deep,
- To pour on broken reeds—a wasted shower!
- And to raise idols and to find them clay,
- And to bewail that worship—therefore pray.—HEMANS.
-
-
-He came, even before be was expected. By some happy chance the train was
-in half an hour earlier than usual.
-
-Old Mrs. Lyon had gone into the “study,” to have a chat with the judge.
-
-Drusilla was alone in the drawing-room, when a cab dashed swiftly up to
-the street-door, the bell rang sharply, and was answered quickly; and
-there was a pleasant bustle of arrival in the hall, and Mr. Alexander
-burst into the drawing-room.
-
-He looked not fatigued or travel-stained, but flushed and excited with
-exercise and anticipation.
-
-With an irrepressible cry of joy, Drusilla sprung to meet him, and then
-suddenly recoiled, blushed and trembled between delight, timidity and
-embarrassment.
-
-Alexander caught her hand, gazed in her face, and exclaimed:
-
-“Why—Who are you? I ought to know. Your face seems familiar, and
-yet—DRUSILLA!” he suddenly cried, as he recognized and caught her up in
-his arms, and covered her face with kisses.
-
-“Welcome! Oh, welcome!—I am so glad you have come at last!—I never was
-so happy in my life!” she tried to say, as she dropped her head upon his
-shoulder and wept with delight.
-
-“And my child is the first one to welcome me!” said Alexander, sitting
-down on a sofa and drawing her upon his knee, where she sat, painfully
-embarrassed yet unwilling to move, lest she should wound his affection
-on this, the first day of his return.
-
-“All are well?” he inquired.
-
-“Quite well,” she answered.
-
-“Ay, so the servant told me at the door. Where is my mother?”
-
-“Just stepped from the room. I expect her back every instant.”
-
-“Why, what a beautiful girl you are growing to be!” he said, looking
-down with earnest admiration at the long, black eye-lashes that, being
-cast down, shaded and softened the crimson cheeks.
-
-“Come! look up at me; I wish to see if your eyes are changed. I never
-could decide whether they were gray or hazel. Let me see!” he said,
-putting his hand under her chin to lift her face.
-
-She looked up with a quick and quickly withdrawn glance, and her cheeks
-deepened in their hue. She hated to sit on his knee, where years ago she
-had sat a hundred times, and she hated to hurt his feelings by leaving
-him; and she doubted whether she loved him now as well as she did then,
-and whether her love was not turning into something very much like
-distrust and dread; and she wondered why this should be so, and secretly
-blamed and disbelieved in herself.
-
-“Am I so altered by travel that you don’t like to look at me?” he asked,
-smilingly.
-
-“Oh no, sir, you are not altered, except to be—improved,” she forced
-herself to say, with courtesy.
-
-They were interrupted.
-
-“She is too great a girl for that sort of thing now, Mr. Alexander, if
-you please. Be so good as to put her down, sir.”
-
-It was the voice of the housekeeper that spoke, as she entered the room.
-
-“I beg your pardon, Mrs. Sterling,” said Alexander, laughing, and
-releasing his favorite; “but it is hard to realize that my little pet is
-growing up.”
-
-“She is thirteen, sir,” curtly answered the housekeeper.
-
-“Dear me! Is she so? Why I dandled her when she was a baby! What an old
-man I am growing to be, to be sure!”
-
-“Not quite old enough to be her father, Mr. Alexander, and therefore too
-young to make a pet of her.”
-
-“Come, now, this is a pretty way to welcome me home with a rebuke the
-first thing.”
-
-“I am very glad to see you home, sir, however; and—Here is Mrs. Lyon!”
-
-The housekeeper cut her speech short, as the old lady entered the room.
-
-“Oh, my son! my son!” she cried, and fell sobbing for joy in his arms.
-
-The housekeeper withdrew, taking her daughter with her, and leaving the
-mother and son alone together.
-
-Arrived in her own room, Mrs. Sterling sat her daughter down before her,
-and began to lecture her.
-
-Drusilla—she preached—must not allow Mr. Alexander to pet her and caress
-her _now_, as he had done before he went away. Drusilla was too great a
-girl now, for that sort of thing. Truly, she was not a woman yet; but
-she was growing into one, and so the familiarities that were quite
-innocent when she was a child, would be extremely improper now that she
-was almost a young woman. Such was the purport of the sermon.
-
-Drusilla trembled excessively, and wept a little over this exordium. In
-her heart she agreed with it, but grieved over it.
-
-It was just such a lecture as any prudent mother might have given her
-growing daughter under the circumstances. But Drusilla, while
-acquiescing in its propriety, was shocked by its plainness.
-
-Their interview was interrupted by the voice of Mrs. Lyon, who came
-herself in search of her favorite.
-
-“Where are you, Drusilla, my dear? Come and thank your benefactor for
-all that he has done for you, and show him how much you have profited by
-his kindness,” said the old lady, as she came in.
-
-Blushing and embarrassed, the girl followed the lady to the
-drawing-room.
-
-Mr. Alexander had changed his travelling suit for an evening dress, and
-was sitting talking to Judge Lyon about the voyage home.
-
-Drusilla, at a sign from Mrs. Lyon, seated herself near the talkers.
-
-“I want you to see how much your protegée has improved, Alick,” said
-Alick’s mother.
-
-“Oh, I _have_ seen, Madam,” answered Alexander with a smile.
-
-“After supper I want her to sing and play for you. She has a wonderful
-proficiency in music,” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-“I shall be glad to have a specimen of her skill, mother,” said the
-young man, turning to his father, and taking up the thread of the broken
-conversation, in order to relieve Drusilla, who was embarrassed by all
-this notice.
-
-What between her own half-consciousness and her mother’s severe lecture,
-Drusilla was perplexed and distressed. The great pleasure she had
-anticipated from the arrival of Alexander was mixed with strange pain—a
-pain not the less poignant because she could not understand it. To
-become the cold and formal stranger to him that her mother wished her to
-be, seemed impossible; while to continue the familiar child-pet that she
-had hitherto been to him was not to be thought of. If he had only been
-her brother, so that she might have had a right to his caresses, how
-happy she could have been, she dared to think.
-
-But as it was, she could scarcely venture to glance at him, because each
-glance thrilled her soul with such strange, wild emotion, half delight,
-half dread. Ah, friends, she was a child of the sun, fervent, earnest,
-devoted in all her ardent soul. She was already, all unknown to herself,
-deeply and passionately attached to Alexander Lyon. The budding love of
-years had this evening burst into full bloom. And yet it was even more
-religion than love, and more worship than passion.
-
-Supper was announced and every one arose.
-
-“Come, Drusilla, you are the only young lady present,” said Alexander,
-taking her hand to lead her in to supper.
-
-He felt that small hand flutter and throb within his own like the heart
-of a captured bird. He turned suddenly and looked at her. Her eyes were
-cast down, and her cheeks were crimson. He gazed on her for a moment in
-grave silence, and then slightly frowning, led her on into the dining
-room, and placed her in a chair at the table. He paid her all due
-attention at the supper, but with a certain reserve that he had never
-used with her before.
-
-The evening meal was, notwithstanding this, a very happy one.
-
-The judge chatted gaily with his restored son, encouraging him to talk
-of his wanderings in the old world.
-
-The old lady listened with pleased attention, and only once in a while
-broke her silence to ask whether he had been presented to all the queens
-in Europe, and which was the most beautiful woman among them, or some
-such question as that.
-
-Her son answered that he saw no woman in Europe prettier than some he
-found at home; and he glanced at Drusilla with a smile.
-
-The girl beaming in the light of his countenance, and drinking in the
-music of his voice was intensely happy and—vaguely wretched.
-
-When supper was over they went back into the drawing-room, and Mrs. Lyon
-made Drusilla sit down to the pianoforte and play and sing for
-Alexander.
-
-He shrugged his shoulders at the proposition, but politely acquiesced
-and prepared to be bored. Alexander was a connoisseur in music, and he
-had heard the very best singers of the day. Consequently he had little
-patience with the crude efforts of young misses.
-
-She, Drusilla, began with a very simple song—chosen in compliment to the
-newly-arrived son:
-
- “Home again! home again! from a foreign shore,
- And oh, it fills my soul with joy to meet my friends once more.”
-
-At first her voice trembled slightly; but the tremor only added to its
-pathos; and as she went on it gained strength and volume. She sang with
-much feeling and expression. And Alexander was surprised, and pleased
-and profoundly affected.
-
-“My child, you sing well; I tell you so, who have heard the best singers
-in the world. Your voice has reached the depths of my heart, Drusilla,
-and awakened it to a deeper consciousness of its joy in home-coming,” he
-whispered as she finished her song.
-
-She bowed her head, partly in meek acknowledgment of this praise, and
-partly to conceal the blush that overspread her cheeks.
-
-“Oh, that little song is very pretty and very appropriate, but it is
-nothing to what she can do. Sing Casta Diva, my dear,” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-Drusilla raised an imploring glance to the old lady’s face, but met with
-no reprieve there.
-
-“Come, my dear! the Casta Diva!” she repeated.
-
-With a deprecating look at Alexander the girl took down another volume
-of music, and turned to the selections from Norma. The piece chosen by
-Mrs. Lyon was a great trial to any immature and half-cultivated voice
-like Drusilla’s, however excellent the quality of that voice might
-naturally be; and Drusilla knew this, and thence her imploring and
-deprecating glances.
-
-“You are too exacting, mother. She cannot sing that; I do not think any
-woman under thirty years old could, unless she had had a very remarkable
-and precocious experience,” said Alexander, laughing.
-
-“Ay, you say that because you know nothing of the intuitions of genius.
-You must hear your protégée sing, and you will understand better,” said
-Mrs. Lyon.
-
-Thus urged on, Drusilla began to sing. Her voice arose tremulously, as
-at first, like a young bird fluttering out of its nest, but then it
-soared and swelled, gaining power and volume, until it filled all the
-air with the music of that wild, impassioned, agonized, terrible
-invocation and appeal.
-
-Certainly Drusilla had never known remorse, anguish or despair, yet all
-these wailed forth in her soul-thrilling tones.
-
-She ceased, and dropped her head, exhausted, on her book.
-
-Alexander made no comment, but took her hand and led her from the
-instrument, and then went and resolutely shut it down.
-
-“There! what do you think of that?” demanded the old lady, triumphantly.
-
-“I will tell you some other time,” said Alexander, and he took and
-lighted a bedroom candle, and put it into Drusilla’s hand, and said:
-
-“Good night! go to bed, my child.”
-
-Drusilla took the light and turned to the old lady, and held up her face
-for a kiss.
-
-And Mrs. Lyon stooped and touched her lips, saying, with a smile:
-
-“I suppose I may kiss you _now_.”
-
-Alexander held the door open until the girl had passed out, and then he
-shut it after her and returned to his seat.
-
-“Do you know, Alick, why I said to Drusilla just now, ‘I suppose I may
-kiss you _now_?’”
-
-“No, mother.”
-
-“Then I’ll tell you. You remember how you kissed her when you went
-away?”
-
-“I do.”
-
-“Ah, Alick! your departure nearly killed your poor little pet. If you
-had been her own father, she could not have grieved after you more than
-she did. She had a low fever, and after she got well she would not let
-any one kiss her. She said that you had kissed her last, and that no one
-else should touch her lips until you should return and kiss her again.”
-
-“Did she now, really,” exclaimed Alexander, with emotion.
-
-“She did indeed, and she kept her word.”
-
-Alexander reflected a moment, and then spoke:
-
-“Mother!”
-
-“Eh!”
-
-“Tell her teachers that I do not wish and will not permit, Drusilla to
-learn opera music or love songs. Let her confine herself to sacred music
-only.”
-
-“But Alick, my son, how absurd! I am particular enough, the dear knows,
-but I don’t see any harm in good opera music. All young ladies learn it,
-and you desired that she should learn all that young ladies do.”
-
-“I was hasty; and now I say that she must give up opera music and such
-like. Let her learn and practice sacred music to her heart’s content and
-her soul’s salvation. Let music be the means, not of drawing her
-affections down to earthly follies, but of fixing them more steadfastly
-upon heavenly things.”
-
-“Alick, you do astonish me.”
-
-“I astonish myself, sometimes.”
-
-“Pray have you got religion, as the phrase goes?”
-
-“No; I wish to the Lord I had. But I want her to have it. Mother!” he
-said, with sudden energy, going towards the old lady, “you don’t know
-_how_ I love that child; you can’t feel how I love her—how near and dear
-she seems to me—how near and dear she has always seemed since I first
-looked into her soft, sweet, patient eyes.”
-
-“I believe you love her as much as if you were her father.”
-
-“Her father! well, I suppose my affection for her has something paternal
-in it, but fathers seldom love their daughters as I love her. Instance:
-Fathers are willing to give their daughters away in marriage, but I am
-very sure that I would rather see Drusilla dead than married.”
-
-The old lady stared at the young man, utterly unable to comprehend him.
-He continued:
-
-“Mother, I tremble for that child. I trembled when I heard her sing that
-Casta Diva as I never heard a good or happy woman sing it. There could
-not have been _memory_—there must have been _prophecy_ in those wild,
-despairing wails.”
-
-“There was intuition, and nothing more. But you have been to Germany,
-and I suppose you have grown mystical,” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-“By which you mean mad. Very likely. Perhaps my previsions are
-illusions: but mother, I nevertheless must _insist_ that Drusilla shall
-drop opera and take up church music. Let her teachers know.”
-
-“Certainly, Alick. And now light my candle and wake up your father; it
-is bed time.”
-
-Alexander lighted and handed the wax taper to his mother, and then
-gently roused his father, who had been comfortably napping in his easy
-chair.
-
-And the trio separated and went to rest.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX.
- BRIDAL FAVORS.
-
- Love was to her impassioned soul,
- Not as to others, a mere part
- Of her existence, but the whole,—
- The very life-breath of her heart.—MOORE.
-
- The world was not for her, nor the world’s art
- For one as passionate as Sappho’s heart.
- Love was born with her, in her, so intense,
- It was her very spirit, not a sense.—BYRON.
-
-
-On Saturday morning Alexander walked out to renew his acquaintance with
-his native city.
-
-Mrs. Lyon said to her pet:
-
-“If you know any very fine sacred music, my dear, I wish you would
-select some pieces and practice them this forenoon, so as to be able to
-execute them well this evening for Alexander.”
-
-And Drusilla, glad to have her morning’s work laid out, sat down to go
-over portions of Handel’s Messiah.
-
-Alexander came home to luncheon, and in the afternoon attended his
-mother and Drusilla for a drive.
-
-They dined and tea’d together, and adjourned to the drawing-room, where,
-at Mrs. Lyon’s command, Drusilla sat down to the piano and sang to her
-own accompaniment on the instrument the all glorious “Te Deum.”
-
-Alexander was enraptured. It is scarcely too much to say that he was
-transported—listening to the heavenly notes of her voice and gazing on
-the inspired beauty of her face. As for her she seemed all unconscious
-of everything around her, as though her soul were winging its way to
-Heaven in those strains of divine music.
-
-When the last notes of her voice died away, there was silence in the
-room for some moments. It was gently broken by Alexander murmuring in
-her ear:
-
-“My child, sacred music is your forte. Consecrate your glorious gift to
-the worship of the Most High.”
-
-Drusilla bowed her head; and after a few moments said:
-
-“They want me to sing in the choir of St. John’s church. Would you like
-me to do so?”
-
-“My child, that must be as you please. Would you like it?”
-
-“Indeed I do not know until I hear your will,” she murmured.
-
-“Then I will you to sing there,” he smiled.
-
-“And I am sure I shall like it,” she said. “And now shall I sing the
-Hallelujah for you, and will you help me? There should be four voices,
-though.”
-
-“You shall sing no more to-night, my bird; but come to the centre table,
-where I have some gleanings of travel to show you.”
-
-Alexander’s servant had in fact just placed upon the table a large
-portfolio containing interesting views of natural scenery and of works
-of art, collected in their travels. And in examining these the remainder
-of the evening passed.
-
-On Sunday all the family went to St. John’s church together. But as
-Drusilla was not yet a member of the choir she sat in the Lyons’ pew.
-
-On Monday morning, Mr. Alexander himself took his protegée back to her
-school. He was known there as a “patron,” and his request that his young
-ward, Miss Sterling, should confine her musical studies to the sacred
-branch of the art, met with a prompt acquiescence.
-
-Leaving Drusilla under the charge of her teachers, he returned to his
-home to find it very dreary in the absence of his “child.”
-
-“A letter from your uncle, the general,” said Mrs. Lyon, as she received
-him in the drawing-room.
-
-“He says that Anna declines to hasten her visit upon ‘any gentleman’s
-account;’ and so they will not be with us before Christmas eve.”
-
-“Humph!” said Mr. Alexander, seating himself with much indifference.
-
-“I do not know that I can blame her. Certainly it is not _her_ place to
-run after _you_, Alick, even if she _is_ your promised bride. She must
-stand upon her dignity, I suppose.”
-
-“Ah, well, just as she pleases; but I cannot but compare her with one
-who consults her heart and not her dignity where I am concerned.”
-
-“Don’t be a coxcomb, Alick, my dear. You mean little Drusa? She’s a
-child and has everything to learn yet of proper self-respect in her
-association with gentlemen. But we are not talking of her just now. I
-hate to send you from me, Alick; but I really do think you are bound to
-pay Anna the respect of going to Old Lyon Hall. I would go myself, if I
-felt equal to the journey, and take you as an escort; but as I am, I
-must let you go alone. There is a coach leaves to-morrow at seven in the
-morning. What do you think of taking a place in it?”
-
-“I would as lief as not.”
-
-“Upon my word! If Anna is as indifferent in this matter as you are, I
-think it is a pity you two were ever betrothed,” said the old lady,
-looking over the tops of her spectacles.
-
-Alexander laughed.
-
-“Our betrothal is such an old story, mother, and we are used to it.
-Besides it rests upon such a solid foundation—having one foot upon
-Crowood and the other on Old Lyon Manor—that we feel secure in it. And
-wherever there is security there must be indifference.”
-
-“Where did you learn to sneer, Alick?”
-
-“I am not sneering. Heaven forbid. My Cousin Anna is a beautiful and
-accomplished young lady, for whom I have great respect and esteem. When
-I see her I shall press her to name an early day for the nuptials. And
-no doubt we shall get along as well as most people.”
-
-“Humph! when _I_ was young lovers were in love. I suppose you have
-‘changed all that now.’ Pray, Alick, did you see any lady in Europe whom
-you very much admired?”
-
-Alexander laughed.
-
-“Why, of course, mother! Scores and scores! But they are last summer’s
-leaves and blossoms, dispersed and forgotten. At least I shall bring to
-my bride a heart single to her service. For if I am not madly in love
-with Anna, I am not in love with any one else, unless you call my
-fatherly fondness for little Drusilla—”
-
-“Nonsense!” shortly interrupted the old lady—“that child! Don’t be
-profane, Alick. Have some reverence for innocence like hers.”
-
-Mr. Alexander fidgetted and made no answer.
-
-“But I didn’t mean to scold you, dear; only I would have you respect
-holy childhood, and let a girl be a child as long as possible. I hope
-and believe that you and Anna will make a happy couple. When you see
-her, of course you will say everything that is kind to her from me; and
-be sure you cannot say too much. You will either prevail on them to come
-immediately to us, or you will stay with them until they are ready to do
-so,” said Mrs. Lyon.
-
-Alexander agreed to everything she proposed.
-
-And then their interview was interrupted by the entrance of some
-visitors.
-
-The next morning Alexander went up the country to old Lyon Hall, where
-he used his powers of persuasion to such good purpose as to prevail on
-Miss Anna, and of course on her grandfather, to return with him
-immediately to Richmond.
-
-“If he will not go back with us, we must go with him, I suppose,
-grandpa. It would be a pity to deprive Aunt Lyon of her son’s society by
-keeping him here, so soon after his arrival from foreign parts,” said
-Miss Anna, expressing a sentiment with which the old gentleman sincerely
-sympathized.
-
-So the whole party reached the city by the following Saturday.
-
-The Christmas holidays were spent as merrily as ever before. Drusilla
-was brought from school to join in the festivities of the season, and
-she was loaded with presents and caresses.
-
-Mr. Richard Hammond also came, and was quite as much up to every species
-of fun and frolic as ever he had been in his earlier boyhood.
-
-He was very much with Anna, but neither her lover nor her relations
-seemed to take any exception to his attendance. She was so nearly
-married now that there could be no danger of his supplanting her
-betrothed, and besides, he was her near cousin, poor fellow, they
-argued, and so Mr. Dick was allowed to dance attendance upon Miss Anna,
-while Mr. Alexander amused and interested himself in his “child.”
-
-The wedding of the affianced pair was fixed to take place early in the
-new year, at Old Lyon Hall, whither the whole of both families would
-meet to do honor to the nuptials.
-
-“Anna, you have not invited me to the wedding,” said Dick one day, as
-they stood together in the recess of the bay window.
-
-“Well, I invite you now, Dick! Come and be Alick’s best man.”
-
-“I’d see him drowned first, dash him! I’d sooner be his headsman!” said
-the young man, grinding his teeth.
-
-“Then why do you wish to come to his wedding?” asked Anna, elevating her
-eyebrows.
-
-“Did I say I ‘wished’ it? Don’t jump to conclusions, Anna. I don’t wish
-it. I merely reminded you that I was not invited. You remember the fairy
-that was not invited to the princess’s christening? She came all the
-same, but her christening gift proved no blessing. I shall go to your
-wedding, Anna, but the wedding present that I shall lay upon your table
-will be no peace-offering,” he whispered between his white lips.
-
-She turned pale, and then red, and then she laughed to conceal her
-agitation, as she answered:
-
-“Don’t be melo-dramatic, whatever you are. None but stage-struck
-apprentices ever are so. All that sort of thing is obsolete. If a young
-man is crossed in love, he had better marry for money. Alick and I must
-marry and settle like other sensible people. He will devote himself to
-improving the race of oxen and the growth of corn, and amuse his leisure
-with politics; I shall draw prizes for poultry, butter, and perhaps
-flowers. Life is prose, not poetry, Dick.”
-
-“Look at that child. _She_ does not think as you do,” said Richard,
-bitterly.
-
-Anna raised her eyes and saw, at the opposite end of the room, in a
-recess filled with row above row of blooming flowers, this group:
-
-Alexander was reclining in an easy chair, holding in his right hand a
-small volume, from which he was reading in a subdued voice, and
-encircling with his left arm the shoulders of his “child,” who was
-sitting on a low seat beside him. His eyes were on his book, but hers
-were on him. Forgetting her timidity, forgetting herself, her inspired
-face was raised to his, with glowing crimson lips apart, and slender
-black eyebrows arched, and large, starry eyes fixed on him, as she
-listened breathlessly to his words. He finished a sentence, and then
-turned to speak to her. And instantly her eyes fell, and her color rose
-even to her brows.
-
-“Yes, I see; if she were a little older, or I a little more in love, I
-should be jealous,” thought Anna within herself. But she said nothing.
-
-At the end of Christmas holidays Drusilla was sent back to school.
-
-Anna, under the charge of old Mrs. Lyon, did a vast deal of shopping in
-the city, besides sending to New York for articles that could not be
-procured in Richmond.
-
-When all this was done, she returned with her grandfather to Old Lyon
-Hall, where they were soon to be joined by the judge and Mrs. Lyon, and
-Mr. Alexander, for the wedding.
-
-The day after the general and his grand-daughter left, Mrs. Lyon said to
-Mr. Alexander:
-
-“Alick, Anna wishes little Drusilla to be her sixth bridesmaid.”
-
-“I object to that. The girl is too young to have marrying and giving in
-marriage running in her head.”
-
-“Nonsense, Alick, you can’t keep this affair out; of course she knows
-you and Anna are about to be married.”
-
-“Of course she does, for she has heard nothing else talked of for a
-month past,” said Alexander, in a tone of vexation.
-
-“Then let her be Anna’s sixth bridesmaid.”
-
-“No, mother, if you please. It would take her from her studies.”
-
-“But, Alexander, you forget. She must be at the wedding any way, for it
-would never do to slight the child by omitting to take her to it.”
-
-“I do not see that. Let her know that it is by _my_ will that she is to
-be left at school, and she will easily submit to the disappointment.”
-
-“Well, Alick, I think that would be cruel.”
-
-“But I know it to be necessary for her own sake, mother.”
-
-The next morning the father, mother and son, attended by their men and
-maid servants, set out in their travelling carriage for Old Lyon Hall.
-
-Travelling by easy stages, and stopping at all the most comfortable inns
-on the road, to eat or sleep, they at length arrived safely on the
-evening of the third day at the old mansion.
-
-The house was full of company, and all alight from attic to basement. So
-many young friends of the bride were staying with her for the wedding.
-
-Our city party was very cordially received. Anna herself took the old
-lady to her room, and waited on her in person. But—
-
-“Where is Drusilla?” was one of the first questions she asked of
-Alexander.
-
-“At school. Where is Dick?” he answered and retorted.
-
-“At his office in the city, I suppose. But—Drusilla! why is she not
-here?”
-
-“I would not let her come. But—Dick! why is _he_ not here?”
-
-“I would not let him come. And—Drusilla was to have been my bridesmaid!”
-
-“And—Dick was to have been my groomsman!”
-
-And here the young cousins looked in each other’s faces and laughed.
-
-It was a merry party that gathered in the drawing-room that evening.
-Young ladies and gentlemen were grouped in small circles around various
-tables, engaged in diverting parlor games of one sort or another.
-
-The general and the old lady were playing chess together.
-
-The chief justice, only, complaining of cold and fatigue, excused
-himself from joining in any game, though he declined to go to bed, and
-sat in the most comfortable arm-chair in the warmest corner of the
-fire-place, sipping hot punch from a glass on a stand at his elbow.
-
-When his moderate glass was empty he spread his white handkerchief over
-his face, and lay back in his chair and dozed, undisturbed by all the
-musical chatter and silvery laughter around him.
-
-At ten o’clock there was a tray of refreshments brought in, and handed
-first to the old lady, who was served by the general.
-
-Next the tray was handed to the judge. The servant who carried it stood
-in silence for a moment, and then said:
-
-“If you please, sir, his honor is asleep.”
-
-Mrs. Lyon immediately turned and playfully whisked the handkerchief from
-her husband’s head and asked him what he meant by being so rude as to
-fall asleep.
-
-There was no response by word or motion.
-
-She bent forward and looked in his face, and then screamed.
-
-Her scream brought all the company in alarm around her. Her hand was on
-the old man’s pulse, and her face was pale and wild with fright.
-
-General Lyon gently replaced her in her seat, and went back to the
-judge.
-
-And in one moment more it was ascertained beyond a doubt that Chief
-Justice Lyon was dead.
-
-You may imagine what a terrible shock this sudden death gave. How the
-wedding-party broke up in confusion and dispersed in sadness; how the
-unavailing skill of the family physician was called in, to do no more
-than pronounce upon the cause of death—apoplexy; how the funeral was
-solemnized in his own old ancestral halls; and how his body was laid at
-last in the family vault at old Lyon Hall.
-
-Drusilla, who had not been permitted to attend the wedding, had been
-sent for to come to the funeral. She came, sorrowing bitterly over the
-sudden death of one who had been the kindest old friend to her.
-
-She did not go back again to school. Mrs. Lyon, overwhelmed by the loss
-of the life-partner with whom she had lived so long, needed constant and
-affectionate attention, and entreated that her favorite should be left
-with her.
-
-Under the circumstances of her bereavement Alexander could refuse his
-mother nothing. So Drusilla remained in attendance upon her
-benefactress.
-
-The widow, exhausted by grief and unable to travel, staid with the
-general and his grand-daughter all the winter.
-
-Alexander, engaged in setting his late father’s family affairs in order,
-preparatory to administering on his estate, went backwards and forwards
-between Richmond and Old Lyon Hall.
-
-Late in the following spring Mrs. Lyon went to Crowood, taking Drusilla
-with her.
-
-The first few days at the old country-seat, where she had passed so many
-tranquil, happy seasons with her lost husband, renewed all her grief.
-
-But Drusilla, guided by a happy instinct, drew her out among her
-flowers, and fowls, and cows and other pets and hobbies.
-
-Most fortunately, I say, all these had been grossly neglected during her
-absence, as though under the circumstances of her bereavement, her
-annual visit was not expected. And the old lady, the mourning widow,
-seeing the condition of her favorites, ceased to weep like Niobe, and
-began to scold like Xantippe.
-
-And of course she got better directly.
-
-It took her and her handmaid Drusilla, assisted by a staff of men and
-maids, the whole summer to bring flowers, poultry and cows up to the old
-lady’s standard of perfection. And by the time this was done her health
-and cheerfulness returned.
-
-There was nothing, now that the chief justice was off the bench forever,
-to call her to the city. So she determined to make Crowood her permanent
-residence. With this view she wrote to the housekeeper, who had remained
-in charge of the city house, to pack up her personal effects and forward
-them to Crowood, and then to come down herself, as the house was to be
-put into the hands of architects, decorators, and upholsterers, to be
-thoroughly renovated for the use of the young pair, whose wedding-day
-was again fixed.
-
-Mrs. Lyon was the more urgent for her housekeeper to hasten to Crowood,
-because there was a contagious fever of a very malignant type raging in
-Richmond.
-
-In answer to her letters, Mrs. Sterling sent down, by a wagon express,
-about seventy trunks, boxes and bundles, and within a week followed
-them.
-
-“I am very glad you have arrived, Sterling. I had not an easy hour while
-you remained in the city, exposed to that terrible fever. And Drusilla
-would have been as anxious as I was if she had known the danger; but I
-kept it concealed from her. It was of no use to trouble the child,” Mrs.
-Lyon said, in welcoming her housekeeper.
-
-But the poor old lady of Crowood congratulated herself before the danger
-was over.
-
-Apparently, Mrs. Sterling had brought down the seeds of fever in her
-system, for the day after her arrival she was taken with a shivering
-fit, followed by a glow of heat, head-ache, nausea and prostration, and
-in twenty-four hours she was in a raging fever and delirium.
-
-The old lady was not a coward; she was a conscientious Christian. Now
-that the fever had come, she faced it. She sent for the country doctor,
-and instead of trusting the sick woman to the care of servants, she,
-with Drusilla’s assistance, nursed the patient in person. This course of
-conduct was more magnanimous than prudent.
-
-Mrs. Sterling, “tough as a pine knot, and with no more nerves than it,”
-as the country doctor said, survived the fever and got up, though with a
-broken constitution, for all those whom that dreadful pestilence spared
-to life it ruined in health.
-
-But Mrs. Lyon contracted the disease, and it made but short work with
-the feeble old lady.
-
-In the beginning of her illness her son was summoned in haste from
-Richmond; but though he used his utmost speed in hurrying to her
-bedside, he only arrived in time to hear her last wishes and receive her
-dying blessing.
-
-“You must not grieve after me, Alick, my dear. Think what a long and
-happy life I have had up to this time. But think, now that your father
-is gone, how lonely I must be. I want to be with him, Alick.”
-
-These were almost her last words. She fell into stupor and revived only
-once more, long enough to lay her hand on her son’s head and bless him.
-
-By her expressed wish her body was carried to Old Lyon Hall, and placed
-in the vault beside that of her husband.
-
-And the wedding was put off for another year.
-
-“There is a fatality in it. We shall never be united, or if we should be
-the union will bring nothing but woe,” said Anna to her grandfather.
-
-“Wait until it is put off a third time, my dear, before you make such a
-fatal prediction,” answered the general.
-
-After the burial, Mr. Lyon went down to Crowood, where his presence was
-necessary to the settlement of some local business.
-
-There more melancholy news met him. Mrs. Sterling, whose brain had been
-seriously affected by the fever, was now certainly losing her reason,
-and Drusilla was almost broken-hearted between the death of her dear
-friend and the infirmity of her dear mother.
-
-It is said that madness often reverses the whole moral character. Mrs.
-Sterling who, in her proper senses, had been one of the most active,
-energetic and domineering of women, was now one of the meekest,
-gentlest, and most harmless of lunatics. Her illusions were all
-innocent, and some of them amusing. Sometimes she fancied herself the
-mistress of Crowood. At other times she imagined that Alexander and
-Drusilla were married, and making a visit to her there.
-
-Her pleasing illusions did not prevent her from performing all her
-household duties, only she discharged them in the capacity of mistress,
-not manager.
-
-Mr. Lyon consulted the country doctor, who told him that in Mrs.
-Sterling’s case there was a gradual softening of the brain that must
-prove fatal.
-
-A part of Alexander’s business at Crowood was to take Drusilla back to
-school. But it was now certain that she must not be separated from her
-mother.
-
-For Drusilla’s sake, he wished that Mrs. Sterling might have the best
-medical advice. So he decided to take her to Richmond, to be examined by
-the faculty there. But as she persisted in imagining herself mistress of
-Crowood, instead of the hired housekeeper of the master, to be directed
-by his will, she refused to leave the place.
-
-Then Alexander, taking advantage of the hallucination in regard to the
-supposed marriage of Drusilla and himself, let a day or two pass, to
-enable her to forget the first proposal, and then invited her to pay
-himself and her daughter a visit at their new house in the city.
-
-This the harmless lunatic readily consented to do. And she immediately
-began to prepare for the journey with a regularity and dispatch not to
-be excelled by the sanest mind. It was evident that her mental infirmity
-did not incapacitate her for the functions of her office.
-
-They went to Richmond and took up their abode in the town house, that
-had been thoroughly renovated and refurnished in honor of that expected
-marriage which had never yet come off.
-
-Mrs. Sterling was delighted with all she saw, and complimented her
-imagined son-in-law on his taste and liberality, and congratulated her
-daughter on her excellent husband and comfortable home.
-
-Poor Drusilla could only throw an appealing glance at the master, which
-seemed to pray forgiveness.
-
-But Alexander laughed and pressed her hand, as he whispered:
-
-“Never mind, my dear! Perhaps her imaginings are not _all_ lunacy. They
-may be _second-sight_. Who knows?”
-
-He spoke half in jest and half in earnest, and drew her to his bosom,
-and held her there for a moment. But when he felt the wild beating of
-her heart against his own, and when he saw the deadly paleness of her
-cheek as it rested against his breast, he suddenly released her, half
-repenting his act.
-
-Mrs. Sterling seemed to think such billing and cooing very foolish,
-though quite natural, between bride and bridegroom, for as she looked at
-them she murmured:
-
-“Ah, poor souls, they think it is always going to be just so. La! look
-at any middle-aged married couple you know, and see the difference.”
-
-Meanwhile Mr. Lyon, holding his “child’s” hand, stooped and whispered to
-her.
-
-“Drusilla, my little darling, I hope I have not hurt your feelings, have
-I?”
-
-She shook her head and tried to speak, but only gasped instead, and hid
-her face in her hands.
-
-“You are growing out of all this now, I know. Almost a young woman, you
-are, turned fourteen, but it is hard to think you so; you seem still to
-be my own precious child,” he whispered gently.
-
-Still she did not answer, but wept softly behind her hands.
-
-“Drusa, my daughter, you are not displeased with me, are you? I would no
-more willingly displease you than I would the highest lady in the land,”
-he continued.
-
-“Oh, no, no, no! You could not do so. Don’t mind me. I do not know why I
-weep. I don’t indeed. I am a fool, I think.”
-
-“That’s certain,” said Mrs. Sterling, dryly, “and so is he. Young people
-are apt to be fools in their honeymoon, but time cures them.”
-
-There was a very dry method in the madness of Mrs. Sterling.
-
-The housekeeper took possession of her old rooms, but as they too had
-been re-papered, painted and furnished, she scarcely recognized them
-again.
-
-Drusilla had the little chamber that had been given her by Mrs. Lyon,
-and was now renovated, as a spare room.
-
-Alexander had his own superb suit of apartments.
-
-Mr. Lyon called in the best medical science and skill to the aid of Mrs.
-Sterling. But the unanimous opinion of the faculty endorsed that of the
-country doctor, and there was little hope of the patient’s recovery.
-
-When the month of December opened, Mr. Lyon wrote to his uncle and to
-his betrothed, inviting them to come as usual, and spend the Christmas
-holidays at his house in Richmond, and reminding them that the meeting
-would be one of a quiet family party, excluding all other visitors, and
-abstaining from all gayety, in respect to the memory of the departed.
-
-Anna wrote back on behalf of her grandfather and herself, saying that
-she could not make a visit to a house where there was no lady to receive
-her, and she begged that Alexander would come for once and pass his
-Christmas at Old Lyon Hall.
-
-Of course Mr. Lyon could do nothing but accept this invitation.
-
-And he dutifully went to pass the season with his promised bride.
-
-And these were the most dismal Christmas holidays he had ever known. He
-missed his genial father, his loving mother, and yes, it must be
-confessed, he missed his “child,” and he could not help contrasting the
-warm devotion of his little “daughter” with the cool indifference of his
-promised wife.
-
-His visit to Old Lyon Hall came to a sudden end. He received a letter
-from one of the servants of the city house.
-
-Mrs. Sterling had died suddenly, if he pleased, and what was to be done
-with Miss Drusilla?
-
-Mr. Lyon showed that letter to Anna, made his excuses to the general,
-and set off at once for Richmond.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X.
- WHAT WAS DONE WITH DRUSILLA.
-
- Master, go on, and I will follow thee
- To the last gasp with truth and loyalty—SHAKSPEARE.
-
-
-Alexander arrived at his town house early in the afternoon. He was met
-by his confidential servant, Dorset, an old man who had been in the
-service of the family for nearly thirty years.
-
-“Well, Dorset, so the poor woman is gone?” sighed the young gentleman,
-as he entered the house.
-
-“Yes, sir; and not too soon, with reverence be it spoken. She had grown
-very foolish and helpless within the last few days. She died without
-illness or suffering, sir. She went to bed as usual one night and was
-found dead next morning. Miss Drusilla, sleeping by her side, heard no
-sound and felt no movement, and knew nothing of what had occurred until
-she arose for the day.”
-
-“How shocking! The second sudden death in the family within twelve
-months. And the third in all. Where is the poor girl?”
-
-“Miss Drusilla? She has not left the corpse, sir, since the death. She
-is watching by it now.”
-
-“That is very wrong. It should not have been permitted.”
-
-“Dear sir, who was to hinder her? There is no one, or I should say,
-there _was_ no one in authority here to prevent her.”
-
-“That is very true. But go now and tell the poor child that I am here,
-waiting to see her.”
-
-“Will you go to your room first, sir?”
-
-“No, I came up by the boat and made my toilet just before landing. I
-will wait here for Drusilla.”
-
-Dorset went away with the message.
-
-And in about ten minutes, Drusilla, pale, drooping and woe-worn, entered
-the room.
-
-Alexander arose and took her in his arms and silently folded her to his
-bosom. And she bowed her head upon his shoulder and wept softly.
-
-“My poor child! My poor, dear child, you don’t know how sorry I am for
-you,” said Alexander, tenderly caressing her, and repeating the same
-words over and over again, until at length through her sobs and tears
-she answered them.
-
-“Yes I do; oh, yes indeed I do know how good you are and how much you
-pity us both—poor mother, dying as she did, and—me too.”
-
-“My dear Drusilla, you shall never want a friend while I live, or a home
-while I have one,” he murmured, smoothing her disordered hair with his
-hand.
-
-“I know that too. It is not that. I am not afraid. But oh! if I had not
-slept that night, perhaps she would not have died,” cried the girl,
-breaking into fresh and passionate sobs and tears.
-
-“Drusilla, my dearest, you talk wildly,” he said, trying to soothe her.
-
-“Oh, no, no, no, I know what I am saying. If I had only sat up and
-watched her that night, I might have seen the change and saved her
-life.”
-
-“But, Drusilla, I learn that your poor mother was in her usual health of
-body when she went to bed.”
-
-“Oh, yes, sir, so she was; else I certainly would have sat up with her.
-Oh, I wish I had! I wish I had! I would give my life now to have done
-it. Oh, my poor mother! my poor dear mother. I slept on by your side and
-let you die—die alone, without help, without even a word of love. Oh, my
-mother!” cried the girl, utterly losing her self-command, and weeping
-and sobbing and raving as if her heart would break or her brain madden.
-
-Alexander let the wild gust of sorrow spend its strength, and then he
-said:
-
-“Drusilla, if you had been sitting by your mother’s bed, gazing on her
-sleeping face, you would never have suspected that she was dying and
-never known the moment of her death. My child, she had a fatal malady of
-the brain that was certain to end just as it did. She passed away
-peacefully in her sleep. Hers was an easy death. Drusilla, do not add
-causeless regrets to natural grief with these _ifs_. Nearly all persons
-do so, however. I never knew any one to die whose mourning friends did
-not add irrational remorse to rational sorrow by the means of these
-_ifs_. _If_ we had done this; _if_ we had not done that; _if_ such a
-doctor had been called, or such a remedy administered. These
-retrospective _ifs_ are illusions. Do not let them deceive you.”
-
-These words he spoke, while with a gentle mesmeric touch he smoothed her
-hair and her brow, and held her head close to his bosom.
-
-She had neither the power nor the will to leave her resting-place; but
-her wild weeping softened into low sobs, that became fewer and farther
-between, until at last they ceased entirely.
-
-Alexander looked down and saw that she was fast asleep.
-
-Like a baby she had cried herself to sleep on his sheltering bosom. She
-was no longer pale; her long-curved eye-lashes, gemmed with tears, lay
-on her flushed cheeks, and her slightly crimson lips showed the little
-pearly teeth within; her dark brown disordered hair fell around a
-forehead and down a neck as white as ivory.
-
-Even in that solemn hour, Alexander, looking down upon her, loved her
-for her wondrous beauty, seen in its new phase of sleep.
-
-But he had grace to know that such feelings were sacrilege against this
-pure maiden and sacred orphan; and so he gently arose and crossed the
-room to a large sofa and laid her on it. And then he touched the bell.
-
-Dorset answered it.
-
-“Send one of the women servants here,” said Alexander.
-
-The man bowed and went away, and was succeeded by a fat, motherly,
-middle-aged person who answered to the name of Molly.
-
-Alexander silently pointed to the form on the sofa.
-
-“Ah! Lors-a-messy! poor gall! So she’s gone to sleep at last. Well, sir,
-that will be the first sleep she’s had since Sunday night, and this is
-Wednesday. Night and day has she watched by the corpse and nobody to
-hinder her,” said the fat woman, holding her sides and panting, as she
-gazed on the sleeping orphan.
-
-“_You_ should have hindered her,” said Alexander.
-
-“Me! Lors-a-messy! I couldn’t ha’ done it except by main force, which I
-had no right to use.”
-
-“Well; let that pass. What I wish to know now is, whether she can be
-undressed and put to bed comfortably without being waked up.”
-
-“Lors-a-messy, yes, sir! When they’s been watching and weeping three
-days and nights and then draps down and falls asleep, they might’s well
-be in a trance, far’s waking up goes. Bless you, sir, you could hardly
-wake her up if you was to fire off a pistol over her head.”
-
-“I’m glad to hear you say so, but I have no wish to try the experiment.
-I will carry her up stairs myself. Do you go before and open the doors,”
-said Alexander, tenderly raising the sleeping girl in his arms and
-carrying her, preceded by Molly, up two flights of stairs, to Drusilla’s
-own little room. Here he laid her on the bed, and leaving her to the
-care of the woman, retired.
-
-He went to the dinner that had been hastily prepared for him. And when
-he had got through with it he went into the late justice’s study and
-called up Dorset to a consultation about the funeral.
-
-In answer to his master’s question, Dorset said that the late
-housekeeper was laid out in her own room; that orders had already been
-given for a plain, respectable funeral, which was fixed for the next
-day. And Dorset hoped that Mr. Lyon approved of what he had done.
-
-“Quite so. You have saved me so much trouble, that I almost think my
-presence here might have been dispensed with,” said Alexander.
-
-“If you please, sir, I only wrote to you to ask what should be done with
-Miss Drusilla, seeing that this would no longer be a proper home for
-her,” said the old man.
-
-“True; I must think about that after the funeral. Of course she can’t
-leave the house while her mother’s corpse remains in it,” said
-Alexander, musingly.
-
-And he mused so long that he forgot the presence of Dorset, until he
-happened to look up and see the old man still standing respectfully
-waiting orders.
-
-“Oh!—you may go now,” he then said.
-
-And the old servant bowed and retired.
-
-The next day at noon the funeral took place. The clergyman’s widow was
-carried to her grave in the cemetery attached to the church to which she
-belonged.
-
-Drusilla, the sole mourner, rode in a coach with Alexander. Her head,
-heavy with sorrow, rested on his shoulder, and his arm encircled her
-waist. She never thought whether this was right or wrong. She was borne
-down with grief, and she leaned upon him who was her only earthly
-support and comfort.
-
-She had never even thought of putting herself into “decent mourning” for
-her lost mother. She was still wearing black for old Mrs. Lyon, and so
-she really needed no new outfit, except the black crape bonnet and heavy
-crape veil; and these the forethought of the women servants had provided
-her with.
-
-Alexander sustained his “child” through all the last trying scene by the
-open grave. And when it was closed he took her home.
-
-On entering the house he gave her into the charge of the motherly Molly,
-with orders that she, Drusilla, should take a cup of tea, and go to her
-room and lie down for the rest of the day. This was Thursday.
-
-On Friday Alexander wrote to his cousin, giving an account of the
-housekeeper’s death and burial, and saying that henceforth he intended
-to adopt Drusilla, and that he should take her back to school on the
-following Monday.
-
-Could Alexander have foreseen the bitter mortification he was destined
-to meet there he would as soon have plunged into a fire as entered that
-school-house.
-
-Drusilla, grieving incessantly, kept her room until Sunday, when she
-came down to breakfast for the first time since the funeral.
-
-Alexander received her as if she had indeed been his daughter or his
-beloved younger sister. He kissed her and placed her in her seat. In the
-course of the meal he told her that on the next day he should take her
-back to the Irving Institute to resume and continue her studies until
-she should graduate.
-
-Drusilla tried to express her acquiescence in the plan, and her thanks
-for his kindness, but her voice faltered, and her eyes filled with
-tears.
-
-He looked wistfully in her face and read her thoughts, and answered
-them.
-
-“You weep at the idea of being sent away from——” He hesitated, and then
-continued: “from all you have left to love at a time when you want so
-much consolation. My dear child it is necessary for more reasons than
-one. But I shall spend the winter here as usual, Drusilla, and I will go
-to see you at the school at least twice a week.”
-
-“I know that you are very good and all that you do is perfectly right. I
-do not question these. But I must weep a little, and I feel you will
-have patience with your child,” she murmured.
-
-“My child never tries my patience,” said Alexander, tenderly.
-
-They arose from the table.
-
-Alexander was rather a negligent Christian, but on this day he attended
-Drusilla to church.
-
-On Monday morning he ordered the carriage, and took her to school.
-
-When they arrived they were shown as usual into the visitors’ parlor,
-where they waited while the parlor-maid took Mr. Lyon’s card up to the
-principal.
-
-A longer interval than usual on such occasions passed before the door
-swung open, and the stately Mrs. Irving entered. She bowed to Mr. Lyon,
-and started slightly on seeing Drusilla, and betrayed as much surprise
-and annoyance as it was possible for so cultivated and self-possessed a
-lady to exhibit. She sat down, however, and waited for her visitor to
-open his business.
-
-“I have brought your pupil back to you, Madam,” said Mr. Lyon, bowing
-and waving his hand towards Drusilla, who immediately arose and curtsied
-to her former schoolmistress, and then resumed her seat.
-
-“Ah!” said the lady, very coldly, “I regret to say that it is not
-convenient for us to receive Miss Sterling.”
-
-Alexander looked surprised, not so much at the words as at the coldness
-with which they were uttered.
-
-“I am sorry to hear you say so, Madam. Your house is full then, I
-presume.”
-
-The lady hesitated for a moment, and then seeing that Mr. Lyon was
-looking at her and waiting for an answer, she said:
-
-“No, it is not full.”
-
-Alexander was more surprised than ever.
-
-“Then, Madam, may I ask why—but I beg your pardon; you have certainly
-the right under any circumstances to decline a pupil. I would be glad to
-know, however, whether Miss Sterling’s tuition fees were in arrears at
-the time she was temporarily withdrawn, or if they are so now?”
-
-“No, sir; Mrs. Lyon settled the account.”
-
-“Then why—Again I beg pardon; I have no right, perhaps, to ask your
-reason for declining to receive my ward. But I will venture to say that
-if there was any misunderstanding as to the cause of her withdrawal
-twelve months ago, I am happy to assure you that it was from no
-dissatisfaction with the school or its teachers, or its discipline; and,
-in short, that no offence was meant, and I hope none was taken.”
-
-“None, I assure you sir; for we all quite understood that Miss Sterling
-was taken from school to attend upon her guardian, Mrs. Lyon.”
-
-Alexander’s surprise grew into amazement. If the school was not full, if
-the school-bills were punctually paid, if no offence had been given or
-taken, why in the name of wonder should the school mistress decline to
-receive back into her charge a profitable pupil.
-
-“Madam,” he said, rising to go, “I cannot demand an explanation of your
-refusal to receive my ward—”
-
-“And I would rather not give one, sir,” interrupted the lady, forgetting
-in her haste that it was not courteous to cut short a gentleman’s words,
-and that she herself would have rebuked any pupil of her school for
-doing such a thing.
-
-“I was about to say, Madam, that I could not demand such an explanation
-as a right, but that I would ask it as a favor. I will take Miss
-Sterling back to the carriage and return here immediately if you will be
-so kind as to await me.”
-
-“But, sir—” commenced the lady.
-
-Alexander only bowed low in response, took the hand of Drusilla and drew
-it under his arm and led her from the room and the house, and placed her
-in the carriage.
-
-He told the coachman to stop there, and then he went back to the parlor,
-where he found the principal of the school still waiting.
-
-“Madam,” he commenced, gravely but courteously standing before her,
-“there is something more in your refusal to receive my ward than
-appears. I respectfully ask you to tell me what it is.”
-
-“And I entreat you, sir, as you are a gentleman, not to press the
-question,” said Miss Irving very coldly.
-
-“Believe me, Madam, if I only were concerned I would press no unwelcome
-question upon any lady; but this is the case of an orphan girl who, for
-no fault of hers, has received a mortifying repulse. Forgive me if I
-still must press for an explanation.”
-
-“Sit down, sir, and if you must have it, I do not think Drusilla
-Sterling a fit or proper associate for the young ladies who are under my
-care.”
-
-“Madam! Is it possible that in a democratic country like this, the mere
-fact that a young girl happens to be the daughter of a respectable
-housekeeper should exclude her from the school where young ladies are
-educated? Consider; her mother, though in some sort a domestic servant,
-was still a most respectable person, the widow of a Baptist preacher,”
-said Alexander, with ill suppressed vexation.
-
-“Sir, it is not the girl’s position, but her character, that is so
-objectionable.”
-
-“MADAM!” exclaimed Alexander, firing up.
-
-“You have, by forcing me to an explanation, sir, brought all this
-unpleasantness upon yourself. I would willingly have spared my own
-feelings and yours by keeping silent,” said the lady, very gravely.
-
-“Madam, you have now said too much not to say more. Who is it that dares
-to question the blameless character of my young ward?”
-
-“Common rumor, sir!”
-
-“Common rumor!” exclaimed the young man, starting up. Then controlling
-his excited passion, and re-seating himself, he inquired grimly—“What is
-the nature of this injurious rumor?”
-
-“Her name is associated with yours in a manner that must be fatal to the
-reputation of any young girl.”
-
-Alexander stared blankly at the lady for a moment, and then exclaimed:
-
-“Heaven and earth, Madam, what is it that you mean?”
-
-“Sir, it is not courteous to cross-question me in this manner,” said
-Mrs. Irving, blushing between embarrassment and anger.
-
-“Not courteous! Am I to be on courteous terms with one who is
-stabbing.—Madam, if you were not a woman—But let that pass. I now
-_insist_ upon knowing what you mean by saying that Drusilla Sterling’s
-spotless name is associated with mine in a manner that must be fatal to
-her,” indignantly exclaimed Alexander.
-
-“It is said, then, that you are her favored lover, with no intention of
-becoming her husband,” coldly and curtly answered the lady.
-
-“Heaven of Heavens!” exclaimed the young man, starting up and striding
-across the room in his excitement, “was ever such an infamous
-calumny!—Your author, Madam! I demand to know your author!” he at length
-said, standing before her, pale with fury.
-
-“I said common rumor,” quietly replied Mrs. Irving.
-
-“No, but that will not do! Common rumor is an irresponsible thing. I
-must have your author—one who can be called to account, and made to
-swallow the calumny, though it should choke the calumniator.”
-
-“Then, sir, I fear you will have to call my whole school, with its
-patrons behind it, to account. For this rumor came in with the pupils
-who returned to the school after the Christmas holidays. They heard it
-at their homes, or in the social circles of the city where it was spoken
-of. Of course, when this report came to the knowledge of the teachers,
-they severely rebuked their pupils for such sort of conversation. I know
-nothing of the truth or falsehood of this report; it is quite enough
-that such exists to banish its subject, guilty or innocent, from young
-ladies’ society.”
-
-Alexander resumed his hurried walk to and fro in the room in much
-distress of mind. Then, pausing once more before the lady, he said:
-
-“Madam, I am wounded to the quick by these cruel and fatal slanders. But
-would it not have been more womanly, more Christian in you to have
-defended the good name of that innocent girl and friendless
-orphan?—Friendless, but for my friendship, which seems to have been her
-bane.”
-
-“Sir, you must please to remember that my position as the principal of a
-young ladies’ academy is a peculiar one. Had I even known your ward to
-be blameless, I could not, in the face of such reports, have received
-her without breaking up my school. Every pupil would have been removed
-by her friends, nor could I have blamed them. I regret to have pained
-you; but please also to remember that you brought this pain upon
-yourself by insisting on an explanation.”
-
-“And I was right! And I will drag the foul slander farther into the
-light. _Some_ one originated it, and I will make it my first business to
-discover and punish the originator. Good morning, Madam.”
-
-And with a very ceremonious bow Alexander Lyon left the room.
-
-When he entered the carriage, and seated himself by Drusilla’s side, she
-turned to him with a sweet, bright confiding look, that smote him to the
-heart.
-
-“Oh, do not smile on me so, my child! I have been too thoughtless of
-your good. But you shall have justice—full justice—grand justice! By the
-heavens above, you shall, cost it what it may!” he exclaimed.
-
-She looked at him now in much distress, and faltered forth the question:
-
-“Will you tell me what has so disturbed you?”
-
-He reflected for a moment, and then answered firmly, though kindly:
-
-“_No_, Drusilla—not for the world. To tell you would be to wrong you.
-Trust in me, my child.”
-
-“Oh, I do, I do, as I trust in heaven!” she answered, fervently.
-
-“And I will never betray that innocent trust, and may the Lord deal with
-me as I shall deal with you, my child!” he said, reverently lifting his
-hat.
-
-In the meantime the carriage, bowling along at a rapid rate, brought
-them back to the house.
-
-“You have forborne to ask me what passed in my interview with the school
-mistress, (Satan fly away with her!” he muttered between his teeth,)
-“and you have done well. If the conversation had been proper for you to
-hear, I should have repeated it to you,” said Alexander, as they entered
-the house.
-
-“But I trust in you,” Drusilla replied, as she bowed her head, and then
-went up stairs to take off her bonnet.
-
-Alexander Lyon went into the morning sitting-room and rang the bell, and
-then dropped, half dead with trouble, into his leathern arm-chair.
-
-Old Dorset answered the summons.
-
-“Come here—close to me,” said the young man.
-
-And Dorset; perplexed and disturbed by the looks and manners of his
-master, approached.
-
-“Dorset, you are an old, faithful and very discreet servant,” commenced
-Mr. Alexander.
-
-Dorset bowed humbly and silently.
-
-“I wish to speak to you upon a very delicate subject, which I would not
-name to any other person in the house, or even to you, except under the
-most urgent necessity. Dorset——” He paused, as if he found the greatest
-difficulty in proceeding. And Dorset bowed again, and waited in
-respectful attention. “Dorset,” he resumed, “while Miss Sterling has
-been in this house, have you heard any rumor prejudicial to her good
-name?”
-
-The old servant bowed his head upon his breast, and remained in a deep
-silence of grief and mortification.
-
-“That is enough!” said the young man, grimly; “your silence is more
-eloquent than words. But now open your mouth and speak, to tell me who
-started these reports, for, by the father of lies, I swear to visit them
-heavily upon the head of the slanderer!”
-
-The old servant shook his gray locks slowly and sadly, and then
-answered:
-
-“Ah, my dear master! in that case, I fear, you would have to punish the
-dead, and I scarcely believe that you would do that if you could, or
-could do it if you would.”
-
-“What do you mean, old man?”
-
-“Ah, sir, you might almost guess. The report started with that poor, mad
-woman’s fancies about you having married her daughter.”
-
-Alexander sprang from his chair, struck his forehead, and then sinking
-into his seat again, murmured:
-
-“I might have foreseen this; I ought to have foreseen it when I humored
-and almost encouraged the poor creature in her illusions. But how did
-this get out?”
-
-“Well, sir, it was in this way: her church friends came to see her, and
-she babbled to them about your fancied marriage with her daughter,
-which, of course, none of them believed. If you remember, sir, in
-speaking of the poor woman’s death, I told you she died easy and not too
-soon, for that she had grown more and more foolish every day. It seemed
-heartless to say so, sir, but indeed it was true; for from babbling of
-your marriage with her daughter, she got to babbling about your wronging
-of her daughter, in the very worst way a gentleman could wrong a young
-woman.”
-
-“Good heavens! was ever such a fatal calamity?” cried Alexander,
-starting up and pacing the room in great excitement. “Oh, my child! my
-child! my lamb! my dove! my dear, dear Drusilla! Go on, old man! go on!
-what next?”
-
-“Sir, they to whom she babbled believed this last lie, and took it into
-their addled heads that the mother’s madness was caused by the
-daughter’s ruin, and went and reported as they believed.”
-
-“_Who_ were they?”
-
-“Women, sir, more the pity! women of the church—old women who came to
-take tea and talk scandal with the housekeeper.”
-
-“And did Drusilla—did my poor child hear all this?”
-
-“I think not, sir. Mad as the mother was, she had sense enough left to
-send her daughter out of the room whenever she was about to babble. No,
-sir; I feel sure Miss Drusilla knows nothing about it.”
-
-“Thank heaven for that! She shall never know.”
-
-“These reports, sir, caused me, in writing to you of the housekeeper’s
-death, to ask you what should be done with Miss Drusilla; for I knew
-that this house was no longer a proper home for her, as I took the
-liberty of hinting to you, sir; for though Molly and myself and indeed
-all the servants, did all we could to put a stop to these rumors, we
-could not succeed in doing it. And so, sir,” repeated the old man, “I
-made so bold as to ask you what should be done with Miss Drusilla.”
-
-“I know NOW what shall be done with her. SHE SHALL BE MARRIED!” said
-Alexander Lyon, grimly. “And now, Dorset, you may go; and remember, not
-one word of this interview to any living creature!” he added.
-
-“Surely not, sir,” said the old man, bowing himself out of the room, and
-much wondering, if Miss Drusilla was to be married, where Mr. Lyon meant
-to find her a husband.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI.
- JOY FOR DRUSILLA.
-
- Joy trickled in her tears, joy filled the sob
- That rocked her heart till almost heard to throb;
- And paradise was breathing in the sigh
- Of nature’s child, in nature’s ecstacy.—BYRON.
-
-
-While Alexander Lyon paced the floor of his study, trembling with shame
-and anger, Drusilla sat in her little chamber, smiling with delight. The
-same event that thrilled his soul with a sense of wrong and
-mortification, filled her heart with joy. She was not to go back to
-school. She was to stay home with him; and this was all sufficient to
-her happiness. She neither knew, nor guessed, nor cared why she had been
-declined, as a pupil by Mrs. Irving. She had a vague impression that the
-school was full, or the staff of teachers incomplete; but she was too
-entirely absorbed in the happy thought of being at home for good with
-him, to speculate about the reason why she was so.
-
-During the last twelve months, while in attendance upon her late
-benefactress, and also while with her lost mother, Drusilla had had the
-entire charge of Alexander’s wardrobe. To keep it in perfect order was
-with her a labor of love. So, on this morning, when she was so
-unexpectedly and joyfully reprieved from banishment, she sat down with
-her little work-basket beside her, and occupied the hours in darning
-small holes in silk and lambs-wool socks; and so neatly she darned, that
-it would have required sharp eyes to have found out where the recent
-rents had been. She worked and sang at her work, for her heart was
-overflowing with happiness.
-
-Ah! even her mother was for the moment forgotten.
-
-Late in the afternoon she was sent for to join Mr. Lyon at dinner.
-
-She merely smoothed her hair and put on a fresh collar and pair of
-cuffs, and then went down into the dining-room.
-
-There had always been kindness and gentleness in his manner to her. But
-now, as he arose to meet her, there was a tenderness in his expression
-that she had never seen before.
-
-“My poor child! You are smiling; I really believe you are glad to be
-back at home,” he said, as he placed her in her chair.
-
-“Indeed I am, very glad,” answered Drusilla, truthfully.
-
-“Well, then—so am I,” said Alexander, smiling on her; and then adding,
-in a lower tone—“It is fate; who can resist it?”
-
-He helped her to the most delicate morsels, from each dish. And to
-please him she tried to eat a little; but, in truth, joy as surely takes
-appetite away as grief does; and added to her joy in being at home was a
-strange, vague presentiment of something about to happen, something
-imminent and momentous. All the spiritual atmosphere around her seemed
-as full of this, as the air before a storm is full of electricity.
-
-Alexander ate no more than she did. And neither spoke often or much.
-
-At length, when they had lingered some time over the dessert, he arose
-and said:
-
-“My child, are you too shy to withdraw, and are you waiting for me to
-dismiss you? Go, then, into the drawing-room, and presently I will come
-to you there, and you shall give me a cup of tea,” and so saying he
-opened the door, and held it open for her to pass out.
-
-“Mr. Alexander—you _are_ glad I am not going back to school, are you
-not?” she inquired, doubtfully and anxiously, as she paused in the
-doorway and raised her beautiful beseeching eyes to his face.
-
-“Yes! by all my hopes of happiness, I am glad!” he suddenly exclaimed;
-and then he added—(“I am always glad to have my fate decided for me,”)
-and then again laughing lightly, he said—“There, go away, little love! I
-will join you presently.”
-
-Drusilla went to the drawing-room; but she did not sit down; she walked
-slowly up and down the room, strangely perturbed by that presentiment,
-of which she could not yet know whether it was to be one of joy or great
-woe.
-
-Alexander remained in the dining-room alone; not drinking wine, or
-smoking cigars; neither of these small vices affected him. He was simply
-trying to commune with himself; a difficult task to one so unused to
-self-examination as Mr. Lyon. He had always loved his beautiful pet,
-more than he had ever loved any other living creature; and always, as he
-supposed, in a fatherly, or elder brotherly sort of fashion. But lately
-this pure love had burst forth into a fierce passion. From the hour in
-which he had soothed her sorrow, and hushed her to rest on his bosom,
-and gazed on her sleeping beauty, he had longed to make that beauty his
-own forever. True, from the very first, he had combatted this passion.
-From the very moment that he found himself contemplating the beautiful
-girl with other feelings than became the brotherly love he professed for
-her, he put her from his arms, and tried to put her from his heart, and
-made arrangements for placing her entirely out of his sight and out of
-his way, in the safe refuge of her school. How and why she was rejected
-by the principal of that school, the reader already knows.
-
-The very fact of rejection threw her back upon his hands, while the
-cause of it appealed to his manhood in her behalf.
-
-When sinners can find no other excuse for sin, they plead fate.
-
-Alexander, sitting and gazing dreamily into the lights and shadows of
-his glowing coal fire, said to himself that fate had set itself against
-his union with Anna, and fate had thrown Drusilla into his arms. He
-recalled the facts that his wedding with Anna, twice fixed, had been
-twice stopped by the hand of death; that Anna did not love him, and did
-love Richard Hammond: that he himself did not love Anna, but loved
-Drusilla; that Drusilla loved him, and had most innocently suffered
-reproach and injury on his account; that he had striven to overcome his
-passion for the beautiful orphan, even to the extent of taking her to
-school with the full intention of leaving her there, but that she had
-been repulsed and thrown back upon his charge.
-
-He had decided that in all this was the irresistible hand of fate. This
-and many other arguments he used to persuade himself that it would be
-altogether right for him to give up his cousin Anna, and take to his
-bosom the beautiful orphan Drusilla.
-
-And this would have been right, if he had only chosen to do it in the
-right way. If he had written to his betrothed and told _her_ all that he
-told _himself_, there is no doubt that she would have gladly released
-him from his engagement; and then if he had asked Drusilla to be his
-wife, and had married her in the face of all the world, his course would
-have been upright and honorable. But he did none of these things.
-Alexander Lyon was proud, and he wished to satisfy his love, without
-sacrificing his pride, so he resolved that his marriage with the late
-housekeeper’s daughter, should be a strictly secret one.
-
-Having made up his mind, he arose and walked into the drawing-room,
-where he found Drusilla still slowly pacing up and down the floor.
-
-“Why, you restless little creature! One would think your thoughts had
-been as perturbed as my own. Come, now! tell me truly, what you are
-dreaming of,” said Alexander, possessing himself of her hand, and
-drawing her down by his side on the sofa.
-
-Something in his look and manner, something that she had never seen
-there before, startled and almost terrified her. For the first time, in
-all their association, a swift, hot blush swept over her face and neck,
-crimsoning both, so that Alexander, already half mad with love, thought
-her more beautiful and bewitching than ever.
-
-“Come now! of what were you thinking?” he persisted.
-
-“Indeed, I do not know; I have forgotten;—of nothing, I believe; I was
-not thinking; I was—trembling,” faltered the girl.
-
-“Trembling, my darling? Why should you tremble? No evil shall come near
-you while I live,” said Alexander, tenderly. “Come, tell me why you were
-trembling?”
-
-“It was—but you will laugh at me?”
-
-“No, indeed, my sweet——”
-
-“It was with a sort of presentiment that oppressed me,” said Drusilla,
-in a tone deepened with awe.
-
-“A humming-bird is said to tremble before an approaching storm, though
-no cloud be in the sky. You are as sensitive as a humming-bird, my pet;
-do you tremble at an approaching storm?” smiled Alexander, gently
-caressing her.
-
-For the first time in her life, she shrank from him, yet immediately
-wondered at and reproached herself for doing so.
-
-“Come, my love, is it a good or evil presentiment that overawes you so?”
-
-“I do not know even _that_ much. I have felt all the evening as if
-something was hanging over me—I cannot tell what. Yes, the air is full
-of electricity,” she said, and stopped and shuddered.
-
-“My child, superstitious people say that dreams and presentiments go by
-contraries. If you dream of a death, it is a sign of a wedding; if you
-have a foreboding of evil, it is a sign some good is about to happen to
-you.”
-
-“But I do not know whether _my_ foreboding is of good or evil,” she
-said, softly smiling.
-
-“I will tell you, then, my darling. It is of _both_, since it
-foreshadows love and marriage, Drusilla,” he answered, gravely.
-
-She started slightly, shrank a little, and raised her eyes timidly to
-his face, but dropped them instantly, and blushed beneath the ardent
-gaze with which he was regarding her.
-
-“Drusilla,” he said, panting and speaking low, “do you know how I love
-you?”
-
-Had he asked her this question a week before, speaking in his usual
-tone, she would have answered him promptly and sweetly and calmly.
-
-But now she only trembled very much, without being able to utter a word.
-
-“Do you know how I love you, Drusilla?” he panted low, stealing his arm
-around her waist.
-
-“Oh, don’t, sir! please don’t!” gasped the girl, frightened at his
-caress.
-
-“Don’t what, my darling?” he whispered, drawing her closer to his heart.
-
-“Oh, don’t! let me go, please!” she faltered, gently trying to free
-herself.
-
-“‘Don’t let you go, please!’ I don’t intend to, my beautiful darling,”
-said Alexander, passionately pressing his lips to hers.
-
-At that moment the door was pushed gently open by Dorset, who entered
-with the tea tray, and stood still in astonishment.
-
-“What the—?—What do you want here?” angrily demanded Alexander barely
-able to repress an oath, as he saw Dorset and hastily released Drusilla.
-
-“If you please, sir, it is the tea tray,” said the old man, in growing
-wonder.
-
-“Hang the tea tray! What do you mean by bringing it here before it is
-wanted?”
-
-“Beg pardon, sir, but it is nine o’clock, when I allers brings it.”
-
-“Then why don’t you knock before entering a room? You servants are
-perfect vandals in your rudeness.”
-
-“Please, sir, I never was used to knock in the old Madam’s time, so I
-did not know as I was expected to do it now; but beg pardon, sir, I will
-allers knock for the future.”
-
-“Put the tray down and go.—No, stay and wait,” growled Alexander,
-beginning to feel conscious that if his kiss was an indiscretion, his
-fuss with the old man’s interruption of it was a still greater one.
-
-Dorset obediently sat the tray down on the table, arranged the tea
-service, bowed, and stood waiting.
-
-“Drusilla, my little daughter, you must preside,” said Alexander, trying
-to give a paternal aspect to his affection for the orphan.
-
-Drusilla, blushing deeply, took her place at the table and poured out
-the tea.
-
-Alexander purposely kept his old servant in waiting until they had
-finished. Then he bid Dorset remove the service.
-
-As soon as he found himself alone with Drusilla, he saw that the girl
-was trembling excessively.
-
-“Don’t be alarmed, dear love, and don’t distrust me,” he said, drawing
-his chair beside her. “I asked you just now if you knew how I loved you.
-You did not reply, but I will answer the question for you. No, Drusilla,
-you don’t know how I love, for I love you so much that I wish to make
-you my own forever and ever. Drusilla, you must be my wife, never to be
-parted from me again.”
-
-She looked up in his face, her arched brows, dilated eyes and parted
-lips expressing amazement, delight, and even terror.
-
-“You will be my wife, Drusilla?” he whispered, drawing her towards him.
-
-And then her overwrought heart found relief in tears, and she wept
-freely on his bosom. When at length she ceased to sob, and grew quiet,
-he bent his head down to hers and whispered:
-
-“All this means ‘yes,’ does it not, my own?”
-
-“But—but—Miss Anna!” murmured the girl, scarcely trusting her voice to
-speak.
-
-“Oh, Miss Anna——” He nearly uttered an oath consigning his cousin to
-perdition, but he caught himself in time, and added: “Miss Anna and
-myself are parted (by a hundred miles of space,”) was his mental
-reservation the first.
-
-“She has broken with you, then?” said Drusilla, who never dreamed of
-such a possibility as _his_ breaking faith with any one.
-
-“Yes, she has, (in effect,”) was his mental reservation the second.
-
-“Oh, how could—how could she do it?” inquired Drusilla, incredulously;
-for to her fond, worshipping heart, it seemed that any woman who could
-break faith with Alexander must be insane or lost.
-
-“She loves Richard Hammond’s little finger more than she does my
-immortal soul! (Come that is wholly true, at all events,”) he added
-mentally.
-
-“And you are grieved at this?” murmured the girl, mournfully.
-
-“I! I grieved at it? I never was so glad of anything in my life! My
-child, I never loved Anna except as a cousin. She never loved me in any
-other than a cousinly way. We were betrothed by our parents—a sure
-process to prevent our ever falling in love with each other. Ours was to
-be ‘a union of hands and a union of lands,’ but not ‘a union of hearts.’
-We really never wished to marry each other. She loved Richard as well as
-she can love anybody, and I—I love you as I never loved any other. Come,
-my darling, you are to be mine forever.”
-
-“But Mr. Alexander—a poor girl like myself—your late housekeeper’s
-child—only half educated, too—I am not fit to be your wife,” she said,
-raising her meek eyes to his face, and then suddenly dropping them.
-
-“Not fit to be my wife! If you are not, it is only because you are so
-much too good for me!” vehemently exclaimed Drusilla’s lover, and he
-spoke the truth.
-
-“Oh no! Oh no! please do not say such things to me. I am but a poor,
-ignorant child, of very humble position. You are a gentleman of rank and
-wealth. Indeed, sir, it is not suitable——”
-
-“Drusilla! You do not love me!” he exclaimed, as if he had been charging
-her with a great sin.
-
-A year before, she would have thrown her arms around his neck, and amid
-tears and caresses, she would have assured him that she loved him more
-than all others on earth. But she could make no such protestations now,
-though her love for him had in this year grown and strengthened, until
-it absorbed her whole being. She could only raise a quick and quickly
-withdrawn deprecating glance to his face.
-
-“Come, that means that you do love me a little. If so, let me be the
-judge of your fitness to be my wife,” he said, looking tenderly down on
-her bowed face.
-
-“I know you must be the best judge,” she meekly admitted.
-
-“Then, it is a settled thing. You are to be my own,” he whispered.
-
-“If you think that a poor girl like myself can comfort you for the loss
-of Miss Anna—”
-
-“Bosh! I beg your pardon, little love. But I don’t need comfort for the
-loss of Miss Anna. I require congratulations rather. Didn’t I tell you
-that I never was so glad of anything in my life? And didn’t I give you
-half a dozen reasons of being glad of it? I want you to be my love and
-joy. Come, darling, will you be my wife? Try to answer—”
-
-She stooped and whispered—
-
-“I will be anything you wish me to. If you should tell me to go and be a
-nun, I would go and be one.”
-
-He was not more than half pleased with this answer, which he did not
-understand.
-
-“So you only consent to marry me because I ask you to do it; and not
-because you love me, or because to do so would make you happy?” he
-asked.
-
-Again her shy, soft eyes were lifted to his face with a pleading glance
-and then cast down.
-
-“Answer me, Drusa,” he said.
-
-“It would make me happy to do anything you should ask me to do; for I
-love to feel that I belong to you, to do your bidding; and that you have
-a right to dispose of me as you please,” she murmured, in a very low and
-timid tone, hesitating and blushing to utter her own pure thoughts.
-
-“This is devotion, this is submission, but it may not be the love that
-makes happiness. Drusilla, apart from all this—your pleasure in pleasing
-me. Will it make you in yourself happy to be my wife and spend your
-whole life by my side?” he earnestly inquired.
-
-“As happy as an angel in Heaven,” she aspirated, in a low and fervent
-tone.
-
-He caught her closer to his bosom and pressed her there; he pressed
-kisses on her lips, her cheeks, her brow; he called her by every
-endearing name——
-
-There came a gentle, discreet knock at the door.
-
-“Well! Who’s there? Come in!” said Mr. Alexander impatiently, as he
-gently put Drusilla off his knee.
-
-The door opened and Dorset appeared.
-
-“What now? I really believe you are wantonly trying my temper!”
-exclaimed Alexander.
-
-“If you please, sir, I thought maybe you had retired, and I came to rake
-out the fire and turn off the gas, as usual, before going to bed
-myself.”
-
-“What! at _this_ hour?”
-
-“Beg pardon, sir, but this is the usual hour.”
-
-Alexander looked up at the clock on the mantle-piece, and saw with
-surprise, that it was past eleven.
-
-“My little daughter, I have kept you up too late. You must go to rest
-now. Good night,” he said, taking a bedroom candle from the side table,
-lighting it, and putting it in the hands of Drusilla, who immediately
-withdrew.
-
-She went to her room in a delirium of joy, every nerve thrilling, heart
-beating, brain whirling with joy. To be Alexander’s wife! It was a
-Heaven of Heavens she had never dreamed of. She dropped on her knees
-beside her bed, and fervently thanked God for her great happiness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII.
- A REALLY HAPPY BRIDE.
-
- How beautiful she looked, her conscious heart
- Glowed in her cheek and yet she felt no wrong.
- Oh, love, how perfect thy majestic art,
- Strengthening the weak and trampling on the strong!
- How self-deceitful is the sages’ part
- Of mortals whom thy art hath led along.—BYRON.
-
-
-I said that joy takes away the appetite as surely as grief does; and joy
-as well as grief banishes repose. Drusilla lay awake, in a happy
-reverie, until near morning, when she fell into fitful slumbers that
-soon deepened into dreamless sleep.
-
-It was late in the forenoon when she awoke.
-
-Ah! how many of us have awakened from such deep insensibility to the
-consciousness of some heavy but undefined and half-forgotten woe, that
-all too soon takes shape and distinctness to confront and overwhelm us!
-
-Drusilla, on the contrary, awoke in the golden mist of some great but
-vague joy, that soon shaped itself into the thought that she was to be
-the wife of one she loved more than her own soul, and only less than her
-God.
-
-But such exultation of the spirit seldom lasts long.
-
-Before the girl had finished her simple morning toilet, her joy was sunk
-in remorseful tenderness that she could rejoice in anything so soon
-after her poor mother’s death. And she wept; but though less exultant,
-she was scarcely less happy.
-
-She went down into the morning sitting-room. Alexander had waited for
-her, because he would not breakfast without her. He met her with a
-radiant smile, and he welcomed her with a warm embrace.
-
-After breakfast, he spoke to her of his plans for the future. He told
-her that he wished their marriage to take place almost immediately.
-
-She timidly expressed her feelings on this subject; the equal pain she
-would feel in opposing his wishes on the one hand, or, in marrying so
-soon after her mother’s death on the other.
-
-“But why should you feel pain at the thought of marrying so soon after
-your poor mother’s death, my darling?” tenderly inquired her lover.
-
-“It would seem heartless; it would seem disrespectful to her memory?”
-said the orphan.
-
-“Not at all, my love. Daughters are sometimes, when expedient, married
-even beside the death-beds of their mothers. You have heard or read of
-such cases?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Then why should you feel any scruple in marrying, if expedient, within
-a few weeks after your dear mother’s decease?”
-
-“But _is_ it expedient?” she inquired.
-
-“It is more. It is absolutely necessary. We must immediately marry,
-or——PART.”
-
-This last word struck her like a shot, as he intended that it should.
-She started, drew back, and gazed at him in consternation.
-
-“Drusilla, my innocent, ignorant child, does it not occur to you that it
-would be wrong for you, a young girl, and I, a young man, to live alone
-together, or with only servants in the house, unless we were married?”
-he gravely inquired.
-
-She flushed crimson over face and neck, but had no word to reply.
-
-“Drusilla, we must be married immediately,” he said, firmly, striking
-“while the iron was hot.”
-
-“But—so soon after my poor mother’s death. To be made so happy, when I
-ought to be weeping for her,” faltered the girl.
-
-“My darling, you shall weep for a year if you like, so that you weep in
-my arms, and give me a legal right to hold you there. Come, Drusilla! If
-our wedding were going to be a gay one, with fine dresses, and fine
-company and festivities, you might, indeed, object that it would be
-showing disrespect to your mother’s memory. But I propose that our
-wedding shall be a very very quiet one, as quiet as if it were
-solemnized at a death-bed. Come, what do you say to that?”
-
-“Mr. Alexander, I know you would not lead me into the least departure
-from the duty I owe to the memory of my dear, lost mother. Decide for
-me, Mr. Alexander,” she said very sweetly.
-
-“Then I will. But leave out the ‘Mr.,’ my darling. I do not like the
-formality of that word from your sweet lips. Shall I decide for you in
-_all_ things, my pet?”
-
-“In all things, yes. Whom have I in the world but you?” she said,
-lifting her dove-like eyes confidingly to his face.
-
-“No one indeed—thank heaven!” exclaimed Alexander, with triumph in the
-thought of how entirely this delicate, helpless, dependent child lay in
-his power and at his mercy.
-
-The thought should have awakened his magnanimity; but, unhappily, it
-only flattered his selfishness.
-
-He did decide all things for her. He decided that their marriage should
-be a strictly secret one; and he gave her plausible reasons why it must
-be so; but she needed for this, no other reason than his will. He
-decided that the house in Richmond was too gloomy in its associations of
-insanity, illness, and death, for their habitation, and that they should
-go to Washington to spend the winter. And he arranged that he himself
-should go in advance to the capital city and secure a home; and that on
-the receipt of a certain letter which he should write, she should
-secretly leave the house and join him in Washington.
-
-To all this Drusilla readily agreed. In the fulness of her faith she had
-placed her fate in his hands and left it there.
-
-This plan was carried out. The same day he told his old servant that
-urgent business called him away from home, and that he should leave for
-Baltimore the next morning.
-
-Dorset, prompt and punctual, had his master’s portmanteau packed and his
-breakfast on the table by eight o’clock.
-
-And Mr. Alexander left Richmond by the nine o’clock train for Baltimore,
-intending to take the next day’s train from the latter city to
-Washington.
-
-Drusilla knew that she could not hear from him for three or four days,
-so she waited three days and then went to the post-office, where, for
-greater secrecy, her letters were to be left until called for. Here she
-found a letter—the first genuine love letter she had ever received. She
-had, from childhood, written many letters to Alexander, and received
-many from him—all, his and hers, filled with love, but not such love as
-this. Drusilla eagerly read it over in the office, and then, “all on
-fire with joy,” she hurried home and locked herself in her own room, to
-feast on her letter undisturbed and at leisure.
-
-Every day she went to the post-office, and every day she received one of
-these ardent outpourings of love.
-
-Alexander had been absent about ten days, when one morning on inquiry,
-she received a letter that summoned her at once to Washington.
-
-That night Drusilla quietly packed her carpet bag with a few
-necessaries, and before day the next morning she slipped out of the
-house and took the early train for Washington.
-
-The train reached Alexandria early in the afternoon, and Drusilla found
-her lover on the platform at the station.
-
-“Come, dear love,” he said, “I have a carriage waiting. We must be
-married in this town, and then I will take you to Washington.”
-
-In a flutter of delight and embarrassment she let him take her from the
-train and place her in the carriage.
-
-He told the coachman to drive to Duke street, and as soon as the
-carriage was in motion, he caught his bride in his arms and pressed her
-to his bosom, amid the fondest caresses and tenderest words of
-endearment.
-
-He was interrupted at length by the stopping of the coach, and the voice
-of the coachman inquiring:
-
-“Where in Duke Street am I to drive, if you please, sir?”
-
-“To the Reverend Mr. Hopper’s—the new Methodist preacher’s,” replied
-Alexander.
-
-And a few more turns of the wheels brought the carriage to the house
-indicated.
-
-Alexander lifted his trembling companion to the sidewalk, and then led
-her up the steps to the door of Mr. Hopper’s residence.
-
-A servant answered his knock, and showed him into a plainly furnished
-parlor, where sat the preacher and the family, dressed in their Sunday’s
-best, and apparently waiting the bridal pair.
-
-Mr. Hopper arose at once and shook hands with the bridegroom, and
-presented him to his—the preacher’s—mother and sisters.
-
-Alexander, in turn, presented his bride to the ladies of the house.
-
-Then, as no time was to be lost, the young pair stood up side by side;
-the ladies of the party arranged themselves as attendants and witnesses,
-and the ceremony that made Alexander Lyon and Drusilla Sterling man and
-wife was performed.
-
-When the blessing had been pronounced, Alexander saluted his
-“child-wife” with the almost reverential tenderness due to her sacred
-isolation.
-
-The preacher shook hands with both and wished them much joy.
-
-Then the ladies of the family came up with their congratulations.
-
-The old lady kissed the youthful bride with much feeling, saying:
-
-“May the Lord bless you, poor, motherless little thing!—And you, sir,”
-she added, turning to the bridegroom—“Remember that her extreme youth
-and her recent orphanage claim a double amount of tenderness.”
-
-“I know it, madam; I feel it; and I thank you for the interest you take
-in my little wife,” said Alexander.
-
-He then slipped a hundred dollar note in the preacher’s hand, bowed his
-adieux to the whole party, and led his bride back to the carriage.
-
-“I am glad the dear old lady gave us her blessing. It seemed to hallow
-our union, as much as the ceremony did. But I wonder how she knew I was
-an orphan?” said Drusilla, as they crossed the sidewalk to the carriage
-door.
-
-“I told them as much of your circumstances as I deemed expedient to
-account for your coming unattended by ladies, and in a black dress,”
-said Alexander, as they paused while the driver got down and opened the
-door.
-
-“In a black dress! So I was married in a black dress—a black bombazine
-and crape dress, at that. The very deepest sort of mourning!” exclaimed
-Drusilla, in a low tone and with a terrified look.
-
-“Well, my darling, what of that?” smiled Alexander.
-
-“Oh, it is considered a bad omen for any one, though but a guest, to
-wear a black dress, even a black silk one, to a wedding. And for a bride
-to be married in black, especially in deep mourning, is the worst of all
-omens.”
-
-“Omens be—blessed! Are you so superstitious, little one?”
-
-“Ah! who is not? I never met any one in my life who did not believe in
-this omen.”
-
-“You’ve lived so long in this world, you have! and you’ve met, so many
-people!” laughed the bridegroom, as he put her into the carriage and
-seated himself beside her.
-
-“Where am I to drive to, sir, if you please?” inquired the coachman,
-touching his hat, as he held the door open.
-
-“Are your horses fresh?” demanded Mr. Lyon.
-
-“Quite so, sir.”
-
-“Can they take us to Washington? The distance by the river-road is nine
-miles, I think.”
-
-“Bless you, yes, sir! why they can take you to Washington, which is nine
-miles, and afterwards to Bladensburg, which is nine more, with the
-greatest of ease.”
-
-“All right—drive to Washington.”
-
-The coachman closed the door, mounted to his box and started.
-
-An hour’s drive along the beautiful wooded road, following the south
-bank of the Potomac, brought the travellers to the Long Bridge.
-
-They crossed the river by that bridge and entered the city.
-
-The near view of Washington from that point is not encouraging.
-
-Alexander felt this as he bade his young companion look beyond the flats
-of the “island” and behold the distant and majestic hill upon the summit
-of which rises our Capitol.
-
-The sun declined towards his setting, shone full upon the building’s
-western front, whose walls of white freestone and windows of crystal
-glass flashed back the rays, “in lines of dazzling light.”
-
-Drusilla uttered an exclamation of pleasure; but was interrupted by the
-stopping of the carriage, and the appearance of the coachman at the
-door, inquiring:
-
-“Where now, if you please, sir?”
-
-“To Seventh street north, and out by that road to the suburbs of the
-city.”
-
-The coachman re-mounted his box and started his horses once more. They
-crossed the canal bridge near the centre-market, and crossed
-Pennsylvania Avenue, and as they went on, Alexander pointed out to his
-companion, all the objects of interest within the range of their
-vision—a nearer view of the Capitol, then the General Post-Office, the
-National Patent Office, etc.
-
-A half hour’s drive up Seventh street north, took them beyond the limits
-of the city, and into the wild, picturesque and beautiful suburbs.
-
-The wilderness surroundings of our National Capitol have often been
-admired by strangers who are lovers of nature, and reproached by others
-who can see no beauty in anything but miles of brick walls and busy
-shops, or acres of ploughed fields and growing crops. We “to the manor
-born,” love the wild woods and rocks and waterfalls so near, as to be
-even within the limits of our city. A half hour’s drive from the Capitol
-in any direction will take the traveller into solitudes as deep as he
-can find anywhere west of the Alleghanies.
-
-A half hour’s drive up Seventh street north took our happy pair quite
-into what seemed a country road.
-
-It was bordered on the western side by evergreen woods, through which
-the last rays of the setting sun were shining and tipping every
-dark-hued leaf and twig with golden fire; and on the north by groves and
-fields and streams, with here and there a solitary, but cheerful cottage
-from whose windows the “household fires gleamed warm and bright.”
-
-Presently, Alexander pulled the check-string and ordered the driver to
-turn into an obscure road or lane, leading into the cedar wood on the
-left.
-
-“You have never asked me where I am taking you to, my darling,” said
-Alexander, when they had gone about a quarter of a mile into the woods.
-
-“No; because my trust in you is so perfect.”
-
-“Had you no curiosity?”
-
-“Oh yes; but I thought you would tell me when you should see fit; and I
-knew that I should find out when we should reach the spot. I am very
-much pleased, however, that our home will be in the country.”
-
-“Not the country, darling, though it looks so much like it; only the
-suburbs of the city.”
-
-“It is all the same to me, and I am so glad we are to live among the
-trees.”
-
-“I knew you would be, love, and so I chose our home in this
-neighborhood.”
-
-“But shall you not be lonesome, so far from the city; you, who are so
-fond of plays and concerts and operas?”
-
-“No, mine own. I shall be lonesome nowhere, with you by my side.
-Besides, thirty minutes’ drive would take us any evening to any place of
-amusement we might wish to attend in the city. But here we are at home!”
-he said, pulling the check-string and stopping the carriage at a rustic
-gate that crossed the lane in the very midst of the wood.
-
-Some one issued from a very small porter’s lodge on the right and opened
-the gate. They entered upon a semicircular drive, bordered on each side
-by cedar-trees, that led them up to the front of a picturesque cottage
-ornée, built in a sort of composite style.
-
-From every pretty latticed window of this little dwelling, the lights of
-fires and of lamps gleamed warm welcome.
-
-“Oh, what a lovely little wildwood home!” exclaimed Drusilla in delight,
-as Alexander lifted her from the carriage and seated her on a bench of
-the little rustic porch.
-
-“‘Business before pleasure,’ my darling,” he said, leaving her there,
-and going back to dismiss the carriage.
-
-He was happy and therefore he was extravagant. He never asked the
-coachman the price of his services, but put in his hand a twenty dollar
-bank note, about twice the amount of his fare; and when the latter
-fumbled in his pocket-book, said quickly:
-
-“No, I don’t want any change! It is now about five o’clock; you can
-easily get back to Alexandria by seven. Good night.”
-
-The coachman was profuse in his thanks, and hoped to have the pleasure
-of driving his honor often. And he mounted his box and drove off, no
-doubt wishing that he could have a bridal party for a fare every day of
-his life.
-
-And the bridegroom led his bride into the house.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII.
- THE CHILD BRIDE AT HOME.
-
- His house she enters there to be the light,
- Shining within when all without is night;
- A guardian angel o’er his life presiding,
- Doubling his pleasures, and his cares dividing.—ROGERS.
-
-
-“Welcome, mine own dear love, welcome to your home,” fervently whispered
-Alexander, as he led his bride across the threshold of the door that was
-held open by a pretty and neatly-dressed negro girl.
-
-The young wife smiled gratefully upon her husband, and then looked
-around with child-like interest.
-
-They stood in a cheerful little hall, illuminated by an antique lamp in
-a stained glass shade, that shed myriads of prismatic hues over the
-white and gilded wall and richly-carpeted floor. It was a hexagon-shaped
-hall, with a staircase opposite the front door, and with four other
-doors, two on each side, opening into the drawing-room and dining-room
-on the right, and the parlor and library on the left.
-
-“This is your little maid, Pina, my dear, and she will show you to your
-room, if you please,” said Alexander.
-
-Drusilla turned and smiled kindly on the bright-eyed negro girl, who
-took up a wax candle, and stood curtseying and waiting orders.
-
-“Go on then, Pina, and lead the way; I will follow,” said Drusilla.
-
-And Alexander placed the carpet bag that contained all the bride’s
-trousseau in the hands of the girl, who, with another curtsey, turned
-and led the way up stairs to an upper hexagon-shaped hall, with a bay
-window in the front end, and four doors, two on each side, leading into
-bedrooms and dressing-rooms.
-
-Pina opened the front door on the right hand.
-
-“Oh, what a sweet, what a pretty, what a delightful little room!”
-exclaimed Drusilla, on passing the threshold.
-
-The room deserved her praise. It had been designed by the hands of love
-to please the eyes of beauty. Its colors were white and rose. The walls
-were hung with a paper of a white ground, with a running vine of wild
-roses over it. The floor was covered with a carpet white with the same
-patterns of wild roses running over it. The windows were curtained with
-white lace, lined with rose-colored silk. The dressing-table that stood
-between the windows was draped to match them, in white lace over rose
-silk. The bed was spread with a white crochet counterpane, lined with
-rose satin. The chairs and sofas were covered with white damask
-embroidered in roses. All the little stands and tables were in white and
-rose enamel.
-
-It was a chamber to delight a child or a young girl. To crown all, a
-clear, bright wood-fire was burning on the white marble hearth.
-
-“It is—it is a heavenly little room!” exclaimed Drusilla gazing around.
-
-“And here, ma’am, is the dressing place,” continued the maid, opening an
-inner door, and showing her mistress into a smaller apartment fitted up
-in a plainer style as a bathroom.
-
-The young traveller, who really needed ablutions after her dusty ride in
-the train, opened her carpet bag, took out her dressing materials, and
-commenced her toilet.
-
-Pina waited on her.
-
-But little change could the poor bride make. Her carpet bag could not
-contain much. She had only brought a few clean linen collars, cuffs,
-handkerchiefs, and other absolute essentials.
-
-Seeing this, her handmaid said:
-
-“Let me carry your dress down stairs and brush it, ma’am: it won’t take
-me ten minutes. I will bring it up quite nice by the time you are ready
-to put it on again.”
-
-Drusilla thanked the little maid, and accepted the offer. And Pina ran
-away with the dress. And by the time Drusilla had taken her bath and
-dressed her hair the girl returned with the renovated garment.
-
-“Supper will be served, ma’am, as soon as you are ready for it,” said
-Pina, laying the dress over the back of a chair.
-
-Drusilla carefully but hastily completed her toilet, for she was eager
-to see Alexander and thank him for the care and taste he had bestowed
-upon the fitting up of her rooms.
-
-As she left her chamber she found Alexander in the hexagon-shaped hall
-outside. He smiled, and took her arm, saying:
-
-“While they are placing supper on the table I wish to show you over our
-little toy palace—for it is no more.”
-
-“And no less! Oh, how I thank you for the beautiful—”
-
-“Doll’s house!” laughed Alexander, stopping his bride in the outpouring
-of her gratitude.
-
-“Oh, but the rooms are so very beautiful!” she exclaimed.
-
-“Why, you have seen but two! Come, let me show you the others,” he said,
-taking her across the little hall, and opening an opposite door.
-
-The apartment they now entered corresponded in all respects to her
-chamber, except that it was fitted up as a sewing-room, and its wall
-paper, window curtains, chair-covers, carpet and enamelled stands and
-tables were all in white and green instead of white and rose.
-
-“See here, my love! I remember what a domestic little creature you were,
-how you liked to sit up stairs and sew by the hour or the day, and how
-the very first thing you ever wished for was a work-box, and so I had
-this room fitted up for you on purpose,” said Alexander, looking in her
-face to read her satisfaction.
-
-“Oh, how good, how good you are to me! What can I ever do to please you
-enough,” she said.
-
-“Love me dearly, and be very happy! That is all I ask you to do,” he
-replied. “And now look here, dear, I knew your wardrobe would want
-complete refitting, and I knew what a nice little needle-woman you were,
-so I have filled these bureau drawers and wardrobes with dress goods of
-every description—enough to furnish forth an Indian voyage or a country
-shop,” he said, as he went to one of the bureaus and drew out the
-drawers, one after another, to display their contents—rich silk, merino,
-and cashmere dress patterns, all in black, purple, or gray, or other
-mourning or half mourning hues; and whole pieces of fine muslin, linen,
-flannel, and other “staple” commodities, and rolls of ribbon, tape,
-gimp, and other dress trimmings.
-
-“You know I had no woman’s help in selecting these articles, and a man
-in a milliner’s establishment is just about us much out of place as a
-‘bull in a china shop,’ but I did the best I could.”
-
-“They are beautiful,” said Drusilla, in grateful delight.
-
-“And see here,” continued Alexander, opening the doors of a wardrobe—and
-displaying several shawls, cloaks, circulars, mantillas and so forth—“as
-these things fit almost any grown woman, I thought I could not make a
-mistake in getting them ready-made. What do _you_ think?”
-
-“Oh, you—you are too good to me; you are extravagant—here are more than
-I shall wear in ten years,” said Drusilla, between smiles and tears.
-
-“Not at all! There’s Anna will wear twice as many changes of apparel in
-ten days,” he said.
-
-“Ah, but Miss Anna is an heiress.”
-
-“And you are the wife of a—_wealthy_ man, if not a _good_ one,” laughed
-Alexander. “But come, I dare say supper is waiting and spoiling. I will
-show you the rest of your little house to-morrow, and also your little
-carriage and pair of ponies——”
-
-“Oh, _indeed_ you do too much for me.—I think I have not been used to
-having such things—of my own,” said Drusilla, meekly and confusedly.
-
-“I _could not_ do too much for you, dear love——”
-
-“But, Mr. Alexander——”
-
-“Leave out the ‘Mr.’ from this time, sweet Drusa. What were you going to
-say?”
-
-“I was about to ask you, please, not to make me so many presents.”
-
-“Oh, is that it? Why not?”
-
-“Because—I love you. And—I only want you to give me your love——”
-
-“I know all that, my pet. But let your conscience be at rest. Every
-thing I seem to give you, as well as every thing you have of your own is
-really not yours, but mine, because you yourself are mine.”
-
-“Is that so?” she smilingly inquired.
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Then so I would have it!”
-
-While they talked they left the room, he leading the way down the
-stairs, to the little drawing-room.
-
-This was a very elegant apartment, fitted up in crimson and gold
-curtains, chairs and sofas, rich mirrors and rare paintings, and
-recherché articles of _virtu_. At the lower end of the room a heavy
-curtain of crimson satin damask, with gold bullion fringe and gold cord
-and tassels, hung from the ceiling to floor.
-
-While Drusilla was still gazing with curiosity and delight upon the
-various objects of interest in the room, this curtain was drawn aside as
-by invisible hands, revealing an elegant little dining-room, where a
-luxurious supper was spread.
-
-Alexander, with a laughing assumption of ceremony, led Drusilla to the
-head of the table, bowed, and took his place at the foot.
-
-A handsome negro boy, so like Pina as to be recognizable at once for her
-brother, waited at table.
-
-“My dear, this is your other servant—footman, coachman, and groom—all in
-one. He is named Leander; but for convenience we shall call him ‘Leo.’
-Just as we call his sister, who exults in the imperial name of
-Agrippina, simply ‘Pina,’” said Alexander, as he placed the breast of a
-roast pheasant on Drusilla’s plate.
-
-It was a pleasant supper, as you may judge.
-
-And it was followed by a happy evening.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV.
- THE WILD WOOD HOME BY DAY.
-
- It is a quiet picture of delight,
- The pretty cottage hiding from the sun
- In the thick woods. We see it not till there,
- When at its porch ... quiet’s especial temple.—W. G. SIMMS.
-
-
-“I have the vaguest idea of the outside of our home—a pretty brown
-cottage in evergreen woods—that was all I could make out as we
-approached it in the twilight last evening; and that is all I can make
-out now, while peering through that crimson curtained window,” said
-Drusilla, as she sat at breakfast with her husband the next morning.
-
-“‘A pretty brown cottage, in evergreen woods.’ Well, that is all you
-would make out if you were to inspect the premises most carefully every
-day for a month. It is a new place, my little love. The house and stable
-only are finished and walled in. The grounds are not laid out or even
-cleared, as you may see by the thicket crowding up to the very windows,”
-replied Alexander.
-
-“But, I think I like it even better just so. There is something very
-fascinating to me in the deep, wild wood, where the trees may grow as
-they please, without touch of ax or pruning knife, and where birds may
-sing and rabbits run without fear of trap or fowling-piece,” said
-Drusilla.
-
-“Then if that be so, not a tree shall be felled, though we should have
-to send to the city market for all our fruit and vegetables,” laughed
-Alexander.
-
-“Oh no, no, no; don’t ‘Woodman, Spare That Tree’ on my account. The
-woods are very charming, but so is a garden with beds of growing
-vegetables and parterres of blooming flowers; and so are vineyards and
-orchards, and poultry-yards and cow-pens, none of which can be had
-without the sacrifice of the woods. And you know what a good little
-farmer your dear mother——” Here the tears rushed to the bride’s eyes,
-but she quickly wiped them away and smiled, saying: “No, I will not weep
-the day after our wedding. I will remember that she is in Heaven,
-and—happy as we may be, she is happier still.”
-
-“But what were you about to say, love, when you broke off?” gravely and
-gently inquired Alexander.
-
-“Oh, I was going to remind you what a skillful little farmer your dear
-mother had made of me, and to tell you how well I can manage a little
-place like this, with the help of the two servants.”
-
-“Yes, darling; but you will not need to do so. What? You worry with the
-cultivation of cabbage and onions, and the rearing of fowls and turkeys,
-and the feeding of cows and pigs? It is ridiculous, the idea!”
-
-“But your dear mother saw to all such things with her own eyes, and
-often helped among them with her own hands.”
-
-“My venerated mother belonged to an old school of housekeepers that are
-now obsolete, or fast passing away before the progress of civilization.
-Machinery does the work of laborers, and laborers have become
-intelligent directors of machinery. Nonsense! Even if this were not so,
-do you think I would let you spoil your exquisite beauty in the way you
-propose, Drusa? No, my darling, your beauty is too rare and rich to be
-put to any such uses. I think that even if I were a very poor man, I
-would rather labor day and night than you should soil your pretty
-hands,” he whispered, lifting one of the little members of which he
-spoke, and gazing on it with the eyes of a connoisseur and the smile of
-a lover.
-
-“Oh, Alexander! dear Alexander!” said the little bride, earnestly,
-“please do not prize my looks so much. It frightens me when you do so.”
-
-“But why?” smiled the bridegroom.
-
-“Oh, because—one’s looks——”
-
-“One’s beauty, you mean——”
-
-“Oh, Alexander, it is such an accidental and perishable thing to be
-loved for. Illness or chance might destroy it in a day; and time will
-certainly impair it in the course of years. And whether I lose it sooner
-or later, what shall I do if I lose your love also?”
-
-This was spoken so gravely and feelingly that the bridegroom burst into
-a laugh.
-
-“Why you solemn little quiz! You remind me of a little prig of a Sunday
-school scholar that I used to see perched up in the corner of the
-housekeeper’s room in my mother’s house in Richmond. A little ‘rum un’
-who used to sew quilt pieces and lecture lost sheep.”
-
-“But oh, tell me one thing. Even if I should grow ugly, you would love
-me still, would you not, Alexander?”
-
-“_You_ grow ugly? impossible! Your beauty, if you take common care of
-it, will last you until you are sixty years old, and by that time, I,
-who am so much your senior, will be so blind with age, or love, or
-habit, that I shall not know whether you are a Venus or a Gorgon,” said
-Alexander, laughing, and rising from the table.
-
-“Till I am sixty! So many years to live together, you and I, if Heaven
-should spare us. Such a long and happy life, if you only love me all the
-time. Oh, what can I do to keep you loving me all these long, long
-years?” aspirated Drusilla, in a sort of repressed fervor.
-
-“Be beautiful, be happy and love me—that is all,” he answered. “And now
-put on some outer garment and come with me, and I will show you what
-little is to be seen of our small place.”
-
-Drusilla took a gray hooded cloak from the hands of the maid who had run
-and fetched it for her, and she wrapped herself in it, drew the hood
-over her head, and took the offered arm of Alexander.
-
-He led her out of the front door and down the step of the porch to the
-broad carriage drive that had been cleared through the cedars from the
-house to the gate.
-
-It was a fine wintry day. A little snow had fallen during the night,
-just sufficient to cover the ground with a white garment and powder the
-cedars like coachmen’s wigs; but the sky was now clear and the sun
-bright.
-
-They walked down the drive to the gate, and then, at Alexander’s
-suggestion, turned about and leaned against the gate, and faced the
-front of the cottage to take a look at it.
-
-“A mere toy palace, or doll’s house, as I told you,” said Alexander,
-disparagingly.
-
-“It is a beauty. But perhaps you are comparing it with spacious Crowood
-or lofty Lyon Hall; in which case it must suffer by comparison in size,
-I grant you, but not in beauty,” said Drusilla, gazing on her home with
-perfect satisfaction.
-
-“I am very glad you approve of it, darling, even in its half finished
-condition. In another year I will see what money and taste can do to
-convert it into a paradise for you,” said Alexander.
-
-“The sweet spot is Arcadia already. But how were you so fortunate as to
-get it, dear Alexander? And have you rented it, or bought it?” she
-asked.
-
-“I have taken it on trial for a year, with the privilege of purchasing
-it, if I like it, at the end of that time.”
-
-“But why does the owner wish to sell such a pretty place, which he has
-only just built?”
-
-“Ah, love, it is a common case. The place was commenced by a poor old
-fellow, who was about to retire from business on a comfortable
-competency. But he put off living too long, for just as he was preparing
-to do it he died.”
-
-“Poor man! and he never enjoyed the pretty place.”
-
-“Let us hope that he enjoys a better one. Meanwhile we have the
-privilege of purchasing it, if we like.”
-
-“Oh, I do like it so much!”
-
-“Then consider it purchased, my pet.”
-
-“Not on my account. Oh, Alexander, dear, please do always what you judge
-to be best without thinking of me in the matter.”
-
-“But, darling, if I love you as you wish me to do, and as I certainly
-do, I _must_ think of your pleasure in everything.”
-
-She looked at him, secretly acknowledging the truth of his words, yet
-much perplexed by them.
-
-The house upon which they gazed, incomplete as were its surroundings,
-deserved all Drusilla’s praise.
-
-It was a charming little cottage ornée, which, if the truth may be
-spoken, was much more suitable as the home of a fresh young bride than
-the resting-place of a worn-out old worldling. It was built after no
-particular plan, and therefore perhaps all the more picturesque and
-pleasing in its aspect. It was so irregularly and fantastically erected
-as to defy all manner of description. From the outside it seemed an
-eccentric collection of low walls and steep roofs, gable ends, twisted
-chimneys, hanging balconies, bay-windows, porches, verandahs, and so
-forth. Its dark gray stone walls and dark green Venetian shutters and
-pillars and cornices, so harmonized in hue with the colors of the wintry
-woods, as at a short distance to mingle with them and be
-indistinguishable from them. Such was the outside of Drusilla’s little
-home.
-
-The inside was a collection of hexagon shaped halls, chambers, parlors,
-quaint closets, cosy recesses and sunny nooks.
-
-“Now I will take you round and show you the stable and the cow-house,”
-said Alexander, drawing his wife’s arm within his own, and leading her
-around to the rear of the house where, in a neat and well kept stable,
-he showed her a pretty pair of gray ponies and a neat little carriage.
-
-She looked up in his face to thank him with her eyes, but when she would
-have spoken, he stopped her with a kiss.
-
-Then he took her to an adjoining compartment of the same building, and
-showed her a white cow with a young calf beside her.
-
-“I can not thank you enough; no, I can not—not only for all that you
-have given me, but for the _beauty_ of every object and every living
-creature you have placed around me—the beautiful house and furniture,
-the beautiful carriage and ponies, the pretty white cow and calf. Dear
-Alexander, I thank you so much for all the beauty with which you have
-blessed my home,” smiled and faltered Drusilla, in a voice broken by
-happy emotions.
-
-“Beauty! why who was it that, just now, begged and prayed me not to love
-her for her beauty?” asked Alexander, quizzingly.
-
-“It was I, of course,” said Drusilla, blushing and laughing, “but that
-was because I wished you to love me for something deeper and more
-lasting.”
-
-“And so I do, darling; but come—confess that you like beautiful
-things—that you like even _me_ better for not being ill-looking.”
-
-“Oh, Alexander, not you! it was never your looks, although I like you to
-be handsome. But oh, dear Alick, if you were to be maimed by accident or
-marked by illness, I should love you quite as much as I do now, and even
-more tenderly, I think, as I know I shall love you when you are old and
-gray.”
-
-“Bah! I would rather die than grow old and gray; but the time for that
-is far enough off, thank Heaven!” said Alexander, as he led her back
-into the house.
-
-He took her into the drawing-room and showed her three musical
-instruments, each of the very best quality—a piano, a harp and a guitar.
-Upon a stand near was a collection of old standard music, and of all the
-best new pieces out.
-
-I suppose no one but a monomaniac in music can understand the delight of
-sitting down and trying the tone of a new instrument of the very best
-order.
-
-Drusilla placed herself at the piano, and ran her fingers up and down
-the keys to test its powers. And then she turned over her music and sang
-song after song, for hour after hour, without weariness. And Alexander
-leaned over her, and listened to her without flagging.
-
-When at length she arose from the piano, he led her from the
-drawing-room and across the hexagon hall to an opposite room, fitted up
-as a library. Here, in the elegant book cases, were collected some of
-the best standard works in English, French and German, also some choice
-Latin and Greek volumes, and a few of the most popular publications of
-the day.
-
-Here were neat writing desks, easy reading chairs, soft foot cushions,
-and every means and appliance of comfort and luxury.
-
-And on the walls were a few very choice pictures, and on stands stood
-statuettes and vases and other gems of art, to please a cultivated
-taste.
-
-“No words—you leave me no words to thank you for all these blessings,”
-Drusilla murmured.
-
-“I tell you they are all mine as you are mine, so there are no words
-wanted for thanks,” smiled Alexander.
-
-“Ah! but I know you did all this for me; I feel it and I must say it,
-Alick, dear Alick,” she murmured, with tears of love and joy in her
-eyes.
-
-All the time they were in the library they heard the songs of birds—a
-sound so unusual in that wintry season, that Drusilla had looked up once
-or twice with a startled expression; but as Alexander had only smiled at
-her surprise without attempting to gratify her unspoken curiosity, she
-forbore to ask him questions, and waited until he should explain the
-mystery.
-
-“Come now,” he said, “I have something else to show you.”
-
-And he led her down to the lower end of the room, to a green curtain
-that hung from ceiling to floor, and from side to side, and
-corresponded, except in color, with that one which divided the
-dining-room from the drawing-room.
-
-He drew aside this curtain and revealed a scene of enchantment.
-
-It was a room of crystal glass, in gilded sashes, and it was filled with
-the rarest and most beautiful exotic plants, most of them in full bloom.
-Among these plants hung large gilded cages, in which were birds of the
-most brilliant plumage and the sweetest notes, whose songs filled all
-the sunny and perfumed air with melody.
-
-Birds and flowers of all the objects in nature had always been
-Drusilla’s especial delight. Her love of them might have been called a
-passion. And it had never been gratified until now. And here she had
-them of the most beautiful sorts, gathered in one splendid crystal room
-like a fairy palace. And as she looked a smile of rapture lighted up her
-lovely face, and then she turned towards the giver of all these and
-tried to utter her feelings; but instead of speaking, she burst into
-tears, threw herself in his arms, and sobbed on his bosom.
-
-He had overwhelmed her with his gifts, as he had done once before.
-
-How smilingly he caressed and soothed her, until she lifted up her head,
-dashed away her tears, and said, laughing:
-
-“‘I am a fool to weep at what I am glad of,’ as Juliet, or Lady Macbeth,
-or Regan, or Goneril, or some one of Shakespeare’s women says.”
-
-“Miranda, my love; it was Miranda. Never misquote Shakespeare; never
-even in your most confidential communications to your most intimate
-friends; never even in soliloquy and in solitude!” said Alexander,
-shaking his head in mock gravity.
-
-“Indeed I wasn’t even sure it _was_ in Shakespeare,” said Drusilla.
-
-“And now to the dining-room. I think we have earned an appetite for
-dinner,” smiled Alexander, drawing her arm within his own, and leading
-her from the library.
-
-This evening was spent in the drawing-room, where tea was served.
-
-And so ended the second day of their bright honeymoon.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV.
- CLOUDLESS JOYS.
-
- Oh, pleasant was her welcome kiss,
- When day’s turmoil was o’er,
- And sweet the music of her step,
- That met him at the door.—DRAKE.
-
-
-For the first few days of their honeymoon, the bridegroom stayed home
-with his bride—walking, riding, or playing with her in the mornings, and
-reading, singing, or conversing with her in the evenings.
-
-On Sunday, she asked him to take her to church, and he took her to the
-nearest one of the sect to which she belonged.
-
-On Monday, he took her into the city, to show her the public buildings
-and other objects of interest.
-
-On Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, they remained quietly at home. The
-weather was very inclement. It had been raining three days, and the
-roads were very bad.
-
-Alexander spent the time in doors, in writing letters, examining
-accounts, and reading to Drusilla, while she worked with her needle. But
-the gay young man of the world found this life “slow.”
-
-On the third dull afternoon that the poor little bride had tried her
-best to enliven, while he sat reading to her as she sewed, he suddenly
-threw the book from him, got up, yawned, walked up and down the room a
-few turns, looked out of the window at the drizzling rain and gloomy
-sky, and then turning to his companion, said:
-
-“Drusa, the weather is infernal, but—the German Opera is in Washington,
-and our carriage is close. So what do you say to braving the rain and
-the wind to see _Der Freichutz_ by the best troupe of artists that has
-ever appeared in the city.”
-
-She looked up quickly, and saw that he was anxious to go. She replied:
-
-“I shall be delighted, Alick.”
-
-“You are not afraid of taking cold?”
-
-“Not a bit! I would go through Noah’s Flood to hear good music.”
-
-“That’s my girl! You’re a brick. I’m so glad you are not one of the
-timid or sickly sort. That little pale face of yours is very deceptive,
-Drusa. One would think to look at you that you were very delicate, but I
-never saw or heard of your being sick my life.”
-
-“Except when I cried myself into a fit of illness, when you went to
-Europe, Alick. Oh, I hope I shall never have another such a trouble as
-that, as long as I live in this world. I remember it yet. Alick, dear, I
-would rather die than lose you for another two years,” she said with
-much feeling.
-
-“Little goose! I’m not worth a tenth, a hundredth, no, not a thousandth
-part of the love you bestow on me,” he answered laughing.
-
-“Oh, Alick, I would not permit any one but yourself to say such things
-of you. And I—I won’t let you say them either, sir; so there, now.”
-
-“Come, run away and get ready. I will order the carriage.”
-
-And Drusilla tripped up stairs to make her toilet. And Alexander
-sauntered out of the room to give directions to his factotum.
-
-In less than half an hour Drusilla came down, dressed for the evening.
-
-The carriage was at the door.
-
-“I have no tickets, of course; and consequently no reserved seats. But,
-on such an inclement night as this, I do not doubt that we shall be able
-to obtain good places,” said Alexander, as he handed her into the
-carriage.
-
-The roads were heavy, and so, a drive, that in good weather could have
-been easily accomplished in thirty minutes, occupied them for
-forty-five.
-
-It was rather late when they reached the National Theatre, where the
-opera troupe were performing.
-
-The house was full, and the play had commenced.
-
-Upon inquiry at the ticket-office, Alexander ascertained that there were
-no good seats to be had, with the exception of those in a stage box,
-that happened to be disengaged.
-
-Alexander at once took that, and guided by an usher, led his companion
-thither.
-
-On taking her seat in the box, Drusilla’s eyes fell upon what seemed to
-her a scene of enchantment.
-
-The house was filled with a fashionable and well-dressed audience, and
-the opera was in full play. Drusilla had never been in an opera before.
-The Christmas pantomimes of her childhood comprised the whole of her
-experiences in the theatrical line. Her artistic eye and ear at once
-appealed to, she gazed with curiosity and interest, and listened with
-wonder and delight.
-
-Her attention was fixed upon the stage, but her bridegroom’s was fixed
-upon her. As once before, in her childhood, he had looked through her
-eyes, and heard through her ears, and derived more pleasure from _her_
-pleasure, than from the performance on the stage, so now he experienced
-a keener delight in watching and wondering at
-
- “The mind, the music breathing from her face,”
-
-than in listening to the most divine strains of the singer, who was
-charming the whole house.
-
-How beautiful she looked in her enthusiasm! She was lovely always, even
-when pale and still, but now her lips and cheeks glowed with that
-delicate, transparent fire, kindled of emotion, and her eyes beamed with
-light, her whole countenance was radiant and inspired.
-
-He was so much absorbed in contemplating her, that he did not perceive
-she had attracted and was receiving a great deal of attention from other
-quarters of the house. Next to the figures on the stage, the occupants
-of the “private” boxes have the most conspicuous position; and if there
-is a new beauty among them, she is sure to be discovered and stared at.
-Alexander had not thought of this, or perhaps he would not have
-exhibited his little beauty in a private box.
-
-At the end of the second act of the opera, however, he was unpleasantly
-reminded of the fact. The box door opened, and one of his gentleman
-acquaintances came in.
-
-Alexander arose and shook hands with him, but did not ask him to be
-seated, although there were two spare chairs; and did not present him to
-Drusilla, although the visitor looked enquiringly at her, and Drusilla
-glanced timidly in return.
-
-Before this gentleman left the box, another came, and then another,
-until the little place was full. And Alexander chatted gaily with them
-all, but presented not one of them to Drusilla.
-
-When the curtain arose for the third act, they all bowed and withdrew.
-
-And Drusilla’s whole attention was once more given to the stage, and
-Alexander’s to her.
-
-Yet, now that his notice had been attracted to the fact, he could not
-help seeing that several opera glasses were still levelled at his box.
-
-“I will never bring her here again,” he muttered to himself, frowning
-with a strangely blended feeling of gratified pride in the admiration
-his beautiful bride had unconsciously excited, and of morose jealousy
-that other eyes should gaze on her so publicly at will. There was
-something of the sultan in Mr. Lyon’s selfish nature, and he felt as if
-he would have liked to shut up his little beauty from all the world
-forever.
-
-He was heartily glad when the play was over. And while the performers
-were still curtseying and bowing, and the curtain was slowly rolling
-down, he hurried Drusilla up from her seat, wrapped her cloak around
-her, and took her off lest some of his unwelcome visitors should meet
-them on their way out.
-
-When they were seated in their carriage, and the horses were moving at a
-smart trot down Pennsylvania avenue towards Seventh street, Alexander
-turned to his now quiet companion, and said:
-
-“You were very much pleased, my little love?”
-
-“Oh, more than that; I have been in Heaven!” she aspirated.
-
-“You little enthusiast! But what makes you so quiet now?”
-
-“I have scarcely got back to earth, I suppose.”
-
-“Drusa, you saw those visitors that came into our box?”
-
-“Yes; they were friends of yours, and looked as if they expected you to
-introduce them to me.”
-
-“Yes, I dare say they did; but, Drusilla, did you wish me to do so?”
-
-“I? I had no wish on the subject. But any friends of yours, Alick, would
-be always most welcome to my acquaintance.”
-
-“Not so, little one. A man may have many friends that he would not like
-to present to his wife. And these—were roughs.”
-
-“‘Roughs?’”
-
-“Rude, unbroken colts, unfit for a gentlewoman’s society. But let them
-pass. I only wished to explain why I did not introduce them to you. Now
-as to the entertainment of the evening. How did you like Xitz?” he
-inquired, mentioning the tenor of the troupe.
-
-Drusilla went off into raptures over the tenor.
-
-And they talked of the opera and of nothing else until they reached
-home.
-
-Lights from the windows were gleaming through the trees as they drove up
-to the house.
-
-“How bright and cheerful our little home looks,” said Drusilla, as
-Alexander lifted her from the carriage.
-
-“I am glad you think so, love,” he whispered.
-
-Pina opened the door, and smilingly admitted them.
-
-She took her mistress’s hood and cloak, while her master relieved
-himself of his cap and overcoat.
-
-And then she opened the drawing-room door where a fine fire was burning.
-And while they stood and warmed themselves before its blaze she drew
-aside the crimson curtain that shut off the dining-room, and revealed an
-elegant little supper set out in readiness.
-
-And the evening closed as pleasantly as it had commenced.
-
-Alexander loved Drusilla; there is no doubt of that. But as the days
-wore on he found life alone with her rather dull. They had been married
-a fortnight before he left her alone for a day. But on a certain morning
-he had his horse saddled to ride in to Washington “to get the papers,”
-he said, and to make arrangements for having them sent to him every day.
-As he kissed Drusilla good-bye he added that he should be back as soon
-as possible.
-
-She begged that he would not hurry himself for her sake. She said she
-would occupy her time with dress-making during his absence.
-
-“But you will be quite alone my poor little love,” he said.
-
-“I shall have pleasant thoughts for company,” she answered; and she
-added: “Dear Alick, I do not wish to be a hamper to your motions; never
-think of me as any obstacle to your freedom. Please don’t.”
-
-“As if I ever thought of anything else but you!” replied the bridegroom,
-who was still a lover. And he kissed her again and rode away.
-
-As soon as Alick reached the city he put his horse up at a livery
-stable, and gave himself a holiday by sauntering up and down
-Pennsylvania avenue, and lounging into the various reading rooms of the
-hotels.
-
-In one of them he heard that an exciting polemic duel was to come off
-that day in the Senate Chamber between two distinguished Senators of
-opposite parties in politics. Mr. W. of Massachusetts was expected to
-make a speech, which Mr. C. of South Carolina was expected to answer.
-
-And Alexander determined to go with the crowd and hear them.
-
-He lost no time in hurrying to the Capitol, and making his way to the
-gallery of the Senate.
-
-It was the very height of the Washington season, and the city was as
-usual every winter, filled to overflowing.
-
-As many of the elite as could be pressed into that very limited space
-was crowded into the gallery of the Senate Chamber.
-
-Alexander with much difficulty made his way into this crowd. But Mr.
-Lyon was epicurean rather than intellectual, and would not endure
-personal discomfort for the sake of hearing the grandest burst of
-eloquence that ever thunderstruck the world. So after experiencing
-something of heat, pressure, and suffocation he turned his back upon the
-“Godlike,” and pushed his way through the crowd in the gallery to the
-crowd outside who were trying to get in, and so slowly progressed to the
-library, were the “population” was thinner and the air purer.
-
-He walked up to a table where several ladies and gentlemen were gathered
-to look at some new illustrated volumes that lay there for inspection.
-
-One of the ladies turned around, and he found himself face to face with
-his Cousin Anna.
-
-“_Good gracious, Alick_, who on earth would have expected to see you
-here!” she exclaimed in astonishment, as she offered her hand.
-
-He turned red and pale; took and pressed the offered hand, and then
-recovered himself and answered:
-
-“Or _you_, Anna. I thought you were still at Old Lyon Hall.”
-
-“And I thought you were at Richmond, or rather I had hoped you were by
-this time.”
-
-“My uncle is here with you, of course,” said Alexander, wishing to avoid
-a topic which he saw upon the lips of his cousin.
-
-“Oh, yes, certainly, my grandfather is here. Our coming was his act. He
-fancied—it was only fancy—that my health and spirits were drooping in
-the country, and that I needed a change, and so he brought me to
-Washington. Of course being in mourning, we do not go to balls, only to
-receptions where there is no dancing. But how is it that you are here?
-Why are you not in Richmond?”
-
-“I hope my uncle is quite well?” said Alexander, persistently ignoring
-her questions.
-
-“Yes, quite. I was asking you why——”
-
-“I do not see him; he is not with you this morning.”
-
-“No; he is on the floor of the Senate Chamber. But, Alexander, I asked
-you why you are here.”
-
-“Oh, I too, needed a change,” he answered, smiling.
-
-“Ah! but surely, Alexander, can you know——By the way, what have you been
-doing with yourself for the last month in which we have not heard from
-you?”
-
-“Here is a catechism! Wandering about to be sure; trying to shake off a
-very disagreeable companion—meaning myself.”
-
-While he spoke she was regarding him with a very grave face; but there
-was more of pity than rebuke in its expression.
-
-“Alick, you _cannot_ know. When did you hear from your home?”
-
-“Not for four or five weeks.”
-
-“Then you _don’t_ know. Oh, Alick, do you think it was right to leave
-your home without giving your address, in case anything should happen to
-require your presence. Oh, Alick!”
-
-“Anna, since the death of my dear father and mother, in addition to the
-grief for their loss I have been oppressed with the cares of the estate.
-I wished to get rid of trouble for a little while. And so, to prevent
-old Dorset from writing to me about business, I came away without
-leaving my address.”
-
-“And suppose, Alick, something of importance should have required your
-attention in the meantime? Some matter of life or death?”
-
-“Well, thank Heaven, no such matter has turned up. I see you before me
-in health and beauty. And I hear you say that my uncle is quite well.”
-
-“And yet something has happened. Come with me, Alick, to the window
-yonder,” said Anna, in a low voice, as she walked off to a distant part
-of the room.
-
-“Have you really heard nothing from Dorset, Alick?” she inquired, when
-they stood together at some distance from every one else in the library.
-
-“No; I hope nothing has happened to the poor old fellow?” said
-Alexander, uneasily.
-
-“Oh, no, not to him, or to any of the servants. Oh, Alick, I am so sorry
-to be the first to tell you.”
-
-“Of what in the name of Heaven, Anna, since you and your grandfather,
-and even old Dorset and the servants are well.”
-
-“Was there no one else in whom you took an interest?” she gravely
-inquired.
-
-“Richard Hammond? Poor Dick! Surely no misfortune——”
-
-“No, no misfortune has befallen Dick; and neither do I give you credit
-for caring a straw whether there has or has not. Nothing has happened to
-Dick but the inheritance of a large fortune from a bachelor uncle in
-Brazil, which has caused my grandfather to look on him with more
-tolerant eyes.”
-
-“I am very glad of Dick’s good fortune.”
-
-“I do not give you credit for caring a fig for his fortune, good or bad.
-But oh, Alick, I am grieved for you. Was there no one else, no one else
-you cared for, left at home?”
-
-“Indeed, I cannot think of any other creature in whom I could be
-expected to take so deep an interest.”
-
-“Not—poor little Drusilla?”
-
-Alexander gave a great guilty start and stood gazing at his cousin.
-Drusilla had not been associated in his mind with any one left at home;
-so he had had no suspicion that Anna spoke of her; and now he wondered
-whether Anna had any inkling of the truth. He doubted only an instant,
-and then he felt sure by her words, looks and manners that she had not.
-Yet he wished to know everything she had to say of Drusilla’s flight.
-
-“What of her?” he inquired.
-
-“Oh, Alick, poor little thing! I grieve so much to tell you. But after
-you left home, it seems she became moody, silent, absent, and altogether
-queer. She took to wandering off every day by herself. Dorset and Molly
-thought that she was going deranged as her poor mother had gone. So they
-watched her closely. But one day, about a fortnight after you left home,
-she eluded their vigilance and disappeared from the house. And though
-the most diligent search was made for her, she could not be found.”
-
-Anna paused, and Alexander tried to look as much shocked as she
-evidently expected him to be; but he could not yet trust himself to make
-any comment.
-
-“Old Dorset, nearly beside himself with distress, wrote to my
-grandfather, telling him of what had occurred, and asking for your
-address that he might communicate the matter to you. Of course, not
-knowing it, my grandfather could not give it. But I did hope the old man
-had discovered your whereabouts and written to you.”
-
-“No, he has not. Dear me! Poor girl, poor girl! how shocking! And no
-trace has been discovered of her yet?” said Alexander, acting grief and
-anxiety as well as any ordinary stage-player could.
-
-“None that I knew of.”
-
-“Bless my life, how dreadful! I must put advertisements in all the
-papers and employ the detectives. What motive does old Dorset assign to
-her act of leaving her home?”
-
-“Partial derangement, I tell you, inherited from her mother.”
-
-“Poor child! poor child! I will have inquiries set on foot immediately.
-But—here comes General Lyon,” said Alexander, glad to have a diversion
-from the very embarrassing subject of Drusilla.
-
-In fact, at that moment the old soldier entered the library, looking to
-the right and left in search of his grand-daughter.
-
-Attended by Alexander, she went to meet him.
-
-“Well, my dear, ready to go back to our hotel?—Ah, Alexander, how do you
-do, my boy? Glad to see you. How long have you been here?” he asked,
-cordially shaking hands with his nephew.
-
-“I reached the city early this morning,” said Alexander, speaking the
-_literal_ truth, but giving a false impression, as he meant to do.
-
-“Ah! by the first train, eh?” exclaimed the old man, jumping to the
-obvious conclusion. “But where do you hang out, eh, my boy?”
-
-“I have not taken rooms yet,” replied Alexander, who found that he
-needed all his presence of mind to answer these unexpected questions
-without betraying himself on the one hand and perjuring himself on the
-other.
-
-“Ah! left all your luggage at the station, eh? Well, I would advise you
-to take rooms at our hotel. We are pretty comfortable there?”
-
-“How long do you propose to stay here, sir?” inquired the young man.
-
-“Oh, the rest of the season, I suppose.”
-
-Here was a dilemma. Of course, Alexander might have ended all his
-embarrassments by candidly confessing his marriage with Drusilla. And
-why did he not do so? Simply because loving and admiring his young
-bride, as he certainly did, he was nevertheless ashamed of having wedded
-his housekeeper’s daughter; and he lacked moral courage to face the
-astonishment of his cousin and the indignation of his uncle, and to
-defend his own act and stand by his own wife.
-
-Ah! but there is a sort of pride that is below contempt.
-
-While Alexander was wondering what he should do to get out of his
-perplexities, his uncle changed the subject back to the other dangerous
-theme by saying:
-
-“Ah, by the way, that was a sad thing—the fate of poor little Drusilla.”
-
-“Very sad, indeed, sir,” replied Alexander, lugubriously.
-
-“It must have shocked you terribly,” said the old soldier.
-
-“Ah!” exclaimed Alexander.
-
-“Well, well, it can’t be helped, I suppose.”
-
-“I shall do all I can in the premises, sir.”
-
-“Oh, no doubt, no doubt. Come, my dear Anna, let us get on. Alick, come
-home with us to dinner.”
-
-Alexander would have made excuses. He was not dressed for dinner, he
-said. He had no means of making his toilet.
-
-But his uncle cut him short.
-
-“Nonsense, man, nonsense. Who expects you to be in full dress to-day?
-You are a traveller, just arrived in the city. You have left your
-luggage at the station, and you have not even engaged rooms yet.
-Besides—at a hotel table, who cares how you are dressed? Come along.
-There! give Anna your arm, and take her to the carriage.”
-
-What could Alick do?
-
-He offered his arm to his cousin and led her down the many broad steps
-leading to the east front of the capitol, where the carriage waited. He
-handed her carefully in to her cushioned seat, and bowed and attempted
-some excuse for leaving her.
-
-But Anna, seized with some inexplicable whim, perhaps inspired by the
-Spirit of Evil for his torment, would not let him off; but insisted upon
-his entering and taking a seat beside her.
-
-With a suppressed groan, Alexander obeyed.
-
-The old soldier followed them into the carriage.
-
-When he was comfortably seated and the horses had started, he rubbed his
-hands and said:
-
-“This is fortunate. I needed some one whom I could trust, to take Anna
-out in the evening. Who so proper an escort as her betrothed husband?
-Now this evening there is to be a grand reception at the Executive
-Mansion. I do not feel well enough to go out at night, so I must impress
-you into the service, my boy.”
-
-“I should be most happy, sir,” said the young man, actually trembling
-under his accumulating embarrassment. “I should indeed be delighted,
-but——”
-
-“But what?—Oh, nonsense, you cannot make any excuse about your toilet in
-this case; there is plenty of time to get your luggage from the station,
-and get yourself up for the evening in the most unexceptionable style.”
-
-“Yes, sir, but——”
-
-“But what, again? You cannot possibly have any other engagement. You
-have been in the city too short a time. Alexander, what has come to you?
-You are not like yourself at all. I really think your betrothed has a
-reason to feel piqued,” said the old man, gravely.
-
-“I beg your pardon and hers, sir—I am—if I must speak the truth, a
-little upset upon the subject of that poor girl,” said Alexander, in
-explanation, again speaking the literal truth, while intentionally
-giving a wrong impression.
-
-“Oh exactly, to be sure, my dear boy, and it does you credit. I am
-certain I ought to beg _your_ pardon, now, for doing injustice to your
-good feelings. But Alick, my lad, your compassion for that poor child
-need not prevent you from ordinary social pleasures. You really must
-escort your cousin to the President’s reception to-night.”
-
-“My dear grandfather,” put in Anna, “I will not, if you please, have any
-gentleman pressed into my service against his will, even though that
-gentleman should be my affianced husband. Dick is in Washington. He
-called on me this morning, and begged leave to attend me to the White
-House this evening. I told him I would hold his proposal in reserve, and
-let him know in time.”
-
-Now what was there in the name of his old rival, poor Dick, that should
-have raised Alexander’s jealousy? Mr. Lyon was a married man, and had no
-right to feel annoyed at the idea of Richard Hammond becoming the escort
-of his cousin. Nevertheless he _did_ feel annoyed, partly, perhaps,
-because he had once considered Anna his own property, and however
-lightly he had valued the possession, he could not, even now, see her
-pass over to another without a secret feeling of rage and jealousy; and
-so he hesitated to answer:
-
-“No, my dear cousin; if you please, I claim the right of attending you
-in person. I can not resign that right to Mr. Hammond.”
-
-“And _I_ claim the right of choosing my own escort,” said Anna, proudly.
-
-Alexander bowed.
-
-“Girl and boy, I will have no lovers’ quarrels here, Anna, you should
-feel that there is an impropriety in an engaged young lady accepting the
-attentions of another gentleman, when her betrothed is anxious to show
-her those attentions himself. Alexander, you are to take Anna to the
-reception this evening. Young people, both see that you obey me. _Some_
-respect should be paid to my gray head and my eighty years,” said the
-old soldier, with dignity.
-
-Both the young people bowed and acquiesced. And so it was settled that
-Alexander should attend Anna to the reception of the evening.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI.
- A QUEEN OF FASHION.
-
- Here high-born men were proud to wait,
- And beauty watched to imitate
- Her gentle voice, her lovely mien,
- And gather from her air and gait
- The graces of its queen.—BYRON.
-
-
-Alexander went with his uncle and cousin to their hotel.
-
-“And now, my boy,” said the old gentleman, after he had dismissed the
-carriage and taken his grand-daughter into the private entrance, “let us
-lose no time in going to the office and securing your rooms. Guests are
-arriving by every train, and the house is in a fair way of being crowded
-if it is not so already. Indeed, I fear you may not, even now, be able
-to obtain rooms here.”
-
-“Heaven grant I may not!” was the fervent, though silent, aspiration of
-Mr. Lyon, who was almost at his wits’ ends with perplexity.
-
-In the strong hope that there was no room to be had, he let his uncle
-drag him along to the counter of the office, which was crowded with
-applicants for accommodations. It was some minutes before General Lyon
-could get audience with the sorely embarrassed clerk of the house. When
-he did, it was to receive the answer that the crowded state of the
-office led him to anticipate.
-
-There was not a room nor a half a room, nor a bed nor a half a bed, at
-the disposal of the house.
-
-“I thought so. Well, Alick, I am sorry; but you must try to get rooms as
-near us as possible. I don’t think the Blank House is full yet. It is
-too far up town for strangers. But hark ye! it will be full in an hour
-from this time. ‘Make hay while the sun shines.’ Run, now; jump into a
-cab and drive for life to the Blank, and engage your rooms before this
-crowd gets there and tills the house.”
-
-Again, what could Alexander do? He saw at a glance that he must
-ostensively live at Washington—that he must have rooms at some hotel,
-though he might never, or very seldom, occupy them. And he was only too
-glad that he was not obliged to have rooms in the same house with his
-uncle, and so be always under the old gentleman’s eye.
-
-He thanked General Lyon for his advice, and said that he should avail
-himself of it.
-
-And he went out and jumped into the first cab that offered, and drove to
-the Blank House, where he happened to be in time to engage the only
-bedroom at the disposal of the proprietor.
-
-He took the key of his room, which he meant only to occupy on his
-occasional visits to the city, and then he drove to the “establishment”
-of a fashionable tailor and gentleman’s outfitter, and he suited himself
-with a full evening dress, including linen, gloves, perfumery, et
-cetera. These he ordered to be sent to his room at the Blank House.
-
-“I am booked for his Excellency’s reception this evening, and so it will
-be considerably after midnight before I can hope to get back to
-Cedarwood. Poor little Drusa! I hope she won’t be anxious, and sit up
-and lose her rest,” he said, as he hurried back to his hotel to make his
-toilet for the evening.
-
-While waiting for his parcel from the tailor’s he lounged into the
-reading room, and took up one of the evening papers; but its columns
-could scarcely engage his attention, which was wholly engrossed by his
-embarrassments.
-
-“It is now near sunset,” so ran his thoughts, “and poor little soul! she
-has been watching for me for hours, is watching for me at this moment,
-and will watch for me for hours longer, until long after midnight,
-tormented by nobody knows how many fears and fancies concerning me.
-Plague take the old man! what brought him bothering to Washington just
-at this time?” very irreverently muttered Mr. Lyon to himself, as his
-eyes ran over the news items of the paper without taking cognizance of
-their meaning.
-
-His ostensible reading and his real reverie was rudely interrupted by
-the clap of a hand upon his shoulder, and the ring of a laugh in his
-ear.
-
-He turned sharply around and recognized Captain Reding and Lieutenant
-Harpe, two young officers of the army, who had been among the visitors
-to his box on the evening when he had taken Drusilla to the German
-Opera.
-
-He bowed coldly in rebuke to their laughter, but they took no offence.
-
-“Hey, old boy! so here you are at last!” said Reding.
-
-“We have been looking for you for days—ever since we saw you at the
-German Opera with that pretty little girl,” said Harpe.
-
-“Where have you been hiding yourself all this time?” inquired Reding.
-
-“And above all, where have you hidden that little beauty, you churlish
-fellow?” added Harpe.
-
-“You never presented us to her,” said Reding.
-
-“Ah! we owe you one for that,” added Harpe.
-
-“Gentlemen,” answered Mr. Lyon, slowly and coldly collecting his
-thoughts, “if you will be good enough to speak, one at a time, and
-forbear a second question until a first is answered, perhaps I may be
-able to satisfy your curiosity. On the evening to which you allude I
-happened to be passing through Washington, having in my charge the
-daughter of a clergyman. She was the very young lady whom you saw with
-me at the opera. I made no stay in the city beyond that evening; but
-took my young charge immediately to her home.”
-
-And in this statement also Mr. Lyon told something near the literal
-truth, while intentionally giving a false impression.
-
-“Ah, well,” said Reding, “but why did you not introduce us to the little
-beauty?”
-
-“If you must have it, I did not think two gay young blades like
-yourselves very desirable acquaintances for a clergyman’s daughter,”
-said Mr. Lyon.
-
-“And you were!—oh! oh! oh!” laughed Reding.
-
-“Deuce take it, what do you mean by that, Alick?” inquired Mr. Harpe.
-
-“Nothing against your honor, gentlemen. If my charge for the evening had
-been any other young lady in the world, I would have presented you to
-her.”
-
-“Much obliged,” said Reding; “but to tell you the truth, Lyon, whether
-you like it or not, the young person in question did not impress us as
-being a young lady.”
-
-“What do you mean by _that_?” exclaimed Mr. Lyon, in a low, stern voice,
-as he glared at the speaker.
-
-“Oh, nothing against _her_ honor—nothing in the world. I mean simply
-that the little creature seemed to us to be, not exactly of ‘low birth,’
-but of ‘humble parentage,’ as the phrase goes. She had not the manners
-of good society,” answered Reding.
-
-“Heaven forbid she ever should have,” said Alexander, firmly. And yet
-the criticism galled him; all the more, perhaps, because he felt it to
-be the truth. His lovely young wife had not, as these critics said, the
-manners of “good society.” Yet it was hard to say what she lacked.
-Whatever it was, it was something in which Miss Anna Lyon, a very queen
-in society, excelled. What was it, then? Drusilla was pretty, graceful,
-well educated, and well-dressed. She excelled in many accomplishments,
-and was conversant with the history of the past and the literature of
-the present, and she conversed intelligently upon all these. She was
-sweet, gentle and courteous in her deportment to all persons. What then
-did she lack? I will tell you—self-esteem and self-possession—both of
-which qualities are in high favor in “good society.” Drusilla’s manner
-was that of one who had always occupied a subordinate position by living
-among her superiors. She had too little of assurance and too much of
-deference.
-
-And this delicate and retiring manner, which had been one of her
-sweetest charms in the eyes of her lover, now suddenly became
-objectionable in the estimation of her husband.
-
-“No,” he muttered to himself, “she has _not_ the air of a lady; she has
-the air of a maid-servant. Poor little thing! I fear I shall never be
-able to introduce her.”
-
-“No offence, I hope, Alick!” said young Harpe, good-humoredly, noticing
-Mr. Lyon’s gloomy abstraction.
-
-“None in the world,” answered Alexander.
-
-“Because, if there should be, I am ready to fight or apologize, or to
-give you any sort of satisfaction you may please to demand,” laughed the
-young lieutenant.
-
-“I ask as a favor that you will drop the subject of this young lady; for
-she is a lady by position, if not—according to your judgment—in manners.
-And now, gentlemen, as I have an engagement, I must wish you good
-evening,” said Mr. Lyon, bowing and withdrawing from their proximity.
-
-“No,” he said, as he went slowly up to his room, “I must not bring
-Drusilla into public again. Her beauty excites attention and her
-simplicity provokes criticism, and both raise questions difficult to
-meet. Poor little Drusa, she must always be a hidden treasure, a secret
-‘well-spring of joy’ to me. Well, she will not object to that, and she
-will be all the lovelier and the sweeter for this seclusion,” he added,
-in some self-satisfaction, as he entered his room and began to dress for
-the evening.
-
-As soon as he was ready he went down to the dining-room, took a single
-cup of strong tea, and then passed out to the sidewalk and called the
-best-looking cab that he saw upon the stand.
-
-A short drive took him to the hotel where his uncle and cousin were
-stopping. He was shown up into their private parlor, where they were
-awaiting him.
-
-“You are late, Alick,” said Anna, advancing from the fire to meet him
-half way across the room.
-
-“I had to wait for my parcels,” replied Alexander, bowing and smiling
-apologetically.
-
-“Oh, your luggage from the railway station? Well, the porters _are_
-slow, that is certain; but then they have so much to do,” said old
-General Lyon, drawing a natural inference.
-
-Alexander bowed in an absent sort of a manner, but did not reply. He was
-gazing at his cousin. How grandly beautiful she looked, how graceful,
-how stately! Ah! _she_ had the air, not only of “good society,” but of
-the best society! And that upstart puppy, that good for nothing Dick
-Hammond, to aspire to her. Ugh!
-
-Such was the tenor of Mr. Alexander’s thoughts as he stood for a moment
-contemplating his beautiful and imperious-looking cousin. In fact, Anna
-was at an age when every season added to her beauty. Always
-well-looking, she had never in her life looked so well as to-night.
-
-She wore a deep mourning full dress of black crape, over a black silk.
-It was made with a low corsage and short sleeves; both sleeves and
-corsage were edged with a narrow trimming of fine white thule; and the
-fairness of her perfect neck and arms were set off by a necklace and
-bracelets of jet. Her golden auburn hair was in plain rolls at the back
-of her head, and a band of jet above her forehead was its only ornament.
-This simple mourning dress set off her blonde beauty more completely
-than the most elaborate toilet could have done.
-
-“I am ready, Alick. What are you waiting for?” she inquired, breaking in
-upon the spell that bound him.
-
-“Nothing,” he answered, with a slight start. “I am at your service this
-instant.”
-
-And he stepped towards her, and fastened the glove on the hand that she
-held out to him. And then he wrapped her opera cloak carefully around
-her shoulders, tied the little hood under her chin, drew her arm within
-his own, and led her from the room down to the carriage, wondering all
-the way how it was that his cousin Anna, whom he had only known as a
-rather pretty girl so long, should so suddenly have become so beautiful
-in his eyes.
-
-Ah! Mr. Lyon, she had grown beautiful to you only in becoming
-unattainable by you. A common case.
-
-Old General Lyon followed them closely, and saw Alick put Anna into her
-seat, and tuck her wrappings carefully around her, and then get in and
-place himself beside her.
-
-“Take care of her, Alick; the night is growing colder,” said the old
-gentleman.
-
-“I shall take the best care of her, sir,” replied Alexander.
-
-“Anna, mind, you are not to stay late,” said Anna’s grandfather.
-
-“‘Late?’—Who stays late at a President’s reception? Everybody—that is,
-almost everybody, leaves before twelve. I shall be back by half-past
-eleven, sir. It is only to make one’s bow or courtesy to his Excellency
-in the Reception Room, and walk once or twice through the East Room, and
-come away,” laughed Anna.
-
-“Very well, I shall sit up for you,” said General Lyon, by way of
-sealing the bargain, as he retreated from the carriage door.
-
-The coachman put up the steps, clapped to the door, mounted his box, and
-drove off.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
- MORAL MADNESS.
-
- And she was all forgotten,
- Amid the dazzling hall,
- Amid the thundering music
- And maddening carnival.—ANON.
-
-
-“I was so upset by what you told me, Anna, that I really forgot to ask
-you how long you have been in the city,” said Alexander, as soon as the
-horses were in motion.
-
-“We have been here just four days,” answered Miss Lyon.
-
-“You have not been out much?”
-
-“No; my grandfather has a crotchet that one must make one’s first
-appearance in public at the President’s reception. This is the first one
-that has been held since our arrival, and consequently the first evening
-that I have been out.”
-
-“I am very fortunate in being here to go with you,” said Alexander, this
-time speaking, to his shame, quite truly; for he _was_ glad to escort
-his beautiful cousin, if only to prevent Richard Hammond from doing so.
-
-“Thanks,” she answered, very coldly, as if not believing his statement,
-or not valuing it.
-
-The very short distance between the hotel they had left and the palace
-to which they were going was soon accomplished, and the carriage was
-drawn up in the rear of some fifty others that occupied the drive
-leading to the doors of the Executive mansion.
-
-“There seems to be a great crowd here to-night,” said Alexander, while
-they waited their turn to drive up to the door.
-
-“There is always a crowd here in the month of February, I believe. It is
-in this month that the city is full of strangers—literally _full_,
-Alick,” replied Anna.
-
-It was twenty minutes before their carriage slowly worked its way up
-before the main entrance of the mansion. Then Alexander handed his
-companion down from her seat, and took her up the broad steps leading
-into the front hall of the palace.
-
-A President’s reception has been described so often that there is no
-need of a description here.
-
-The reception of this evening in its general features differed from none
-of its predecessors or its successors. There was the same crowd of
-carriages on the drive, the same stream of foot passengers on the walk,
-and the same crush of guests in the hall, in the cloak rooms, in the
-corridors, in the ante-rooms, in the audience-chamber, in the reception
-room, and in the east drawing-room.
-
-Having each deposited their outer wrappings respectively in the
-gentlemen’s and the ladies’ cloak rooms, Alexander and Anna met at the
-door of the latter. He drew her arm within his own, and they soon found
-themselves in a crush of crinoline and broadcloth, and an atmosphere of
-patchoula frangipani, being forced forward through the corridor and the
-ante-room into the reception room. In due time they were pressed up to
-the presence of the President and his suite; but they had scarcely made
-their respective bow and courtesy, and touched his Excellency’s hand,
-before they were carried onward through other rooms into the east
-drawing-room, where they found a little more space and freedom of
-motion.
-
-A military hand was playing a national march, to the measure of which
-nearly half the company were promenading in a procession around and
-around the saloon in a manner which, to a new comer, must have looked
-simply idiotic.
-
-Others of the assembly were seated on the various sofas and divans that
-lined the walls of the room.
-
-“Will you take a seat or a promenade?” inquired Alexander of his
-companion.
-
-“Oh, a promenade, by all means,” replied Anna. “I like the perfect
-vacuity of mind that falls upon one in that orbit.”
-
-Alexander drew her arm closer within his own, and they fell into the
-procession. Immediately before them walked a foreign minister, in his
-official costume, conducting a lady of high rank and fashion.
-Immediately behind them came a general officer with a reigning belle
-upon his arm.
-
-But the reign of this belle was over from this evening. Her successor
-had arrived.
-
-Alexander and Anna had not made the circuit of the room twice, before he
-saw that his companion was, “the observed of all observers” in the
-place. He saw eyeglasses levelled at her; he heard whispered questions
-concerning her:
-
-“Who is she, that beautiful girl in black crape and jet?”
-
-And he heard the whispered answers:
-
-“A new debutante in the beau monde, I fancy.” Or—
-
-“I don’t know, but that is young Lyon, of Richmond, who is escorting
-her.”
-
-“Splendid woman!”
-
-“Magnificent creature!” Etc., etc., etc.
-
-As he saw and heard all this, Alexander was strongly affected with
-contradictory emotions. If the beautiful girl by his side had been
-undisputably his own, he might have witnessed the sensation she created,
-with unmixed pride and pleasure. But he had by his own rash act, lost
-his own once exclusive right over her, and even put himself beyond the
-circle of ordinary aspirants for her favor. And now the universal
-admiration her beauty excited, aroused his dog-in-the-manger jealousy,
-rather than flattered his pride.
-
-And, upon the whole, not liking the situation, he stooped and whispered
-to his cousin:
-
-“Shall I lead you to a seat now, Anna?”
-
-“If you please,” she answered.
-
-And he took her to a distant sofa, gave her the corner of it, and placed
-himself by her side.
-
-But he gained nothing by the motion. On the contrary, he lost.
-
-No sooner were they seated, than up came Richard Hammond, confident and
-smiling.
-
-Anna received him with the utmost graciousness.
-
-And he stood before her, talking and laughing with her very gaily.
-
-Other gentlemen friends, whom Anna had met on former occasions, came up
-and paid their respects, and lingered near her. Her lady friends, a few
-of whom were present, also sought her out, and greeted her with much
-apparent gladness, and introduced _their_ friends to her.
-
-There was not room on the sofa for all these ladies. So Anna, deeming it
-discourteous to sit, where so many were standing, arose from her seat
-and stood up. And very soon a circle of the most distinguished men and
-the most brilliant women in the assembly was formed around her. And she
-seemed as a queen, receiving the homage of her court.
-
-Presently, a general buzz in the crowd announced some interesting event,
-and before the little excitement subsided, the commanding form of the
-President was seen passing with his suite through the room.
-
-In due course, he drew near the circle that surrounded Miss Lyon. On
-seeing that young beauty, he immediately passed through the circle that
-divided to admit him, and stood before her, holding out his hand, and
-saying, in a fatherly and familiar manner:
-
-“How do you do, my dear? I am very glad to see you here, this evening.
-But where is my old friend, the General?”
-
-Miss Lyon, with a deep courtesy, explained that her grandfather’s
-precarious state of health deprived him of the honor of waiting on his
-Excellency.
-
-The President expressed his regret at this. And then instead of passing
-on and dispensing his courtesies impartially among his guests, he
-lingered near the beautiful Anna, apparently as much fascinated by her
-charms, as the youngest man in his presence.
-
-Full half an hour he stood talking with the beauty, and then reluctantly
-bowed his adieux, and immediately left the room.
-
-This seemed the signal for the breaking up of the assembly.
-
-And then followed other leave-takings, and the pressure through the
-corridors to the cloak rooms; and the confusion of tongues and of
-properties there, and the crush in the hall, and finally, the escape
-into pure, bracing air of the clear starlight night on the outside.
-
-Alexander and Anna had to wait the turn of their carriage to drive up.
-
-When, at length, they were comfortably seated within it, Alexander took
-out his watch, and said:
-
-“Half-past twelve o’clock, and we promised to be home at half-past
-eleven. We have kept your grandfather waiting for an hour.”
-
-And he thought with compunction of one other whom he had kept waiting
-much more than an hour.
-
-They were driven rapidly to the hotel. On their arrival, Alexander
-helped Anna out of the carriage and hurried her into the house, for the
-night was sharp.
-
-They found General Lyon up, and expecting them, with much impatience.
-
-“An hour behind time, Anna,” he said.
-
-“The President detained me in conversation, to the envy of all his other
-lady guests,” laughed Anna.
-
-“And you will forgive her delay,” said Alexander, “in consequence of her
-conquest of our President. I consider it a great success.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII.
- A DARK RIDE.
-
- As yet ’tis midnight deep, the weary clouds,
- Slow meeting, mingle into solemn gloom,
- The while the drowsy world lies lost in sleep.—THOMSON.
-
-
-As soon as Alexander Lyon had bid good night to his uncle and cousin, he
-hurried to the livery stable where he had left his horse, doubting that
-it would be open at so late an hour.
-
-But it was not yet closed for the night; so upon Mr. Lyon’s requirement
-one of the hostlers led out the horse, already saddled and bridled for
-the road.
-
-“A dark night, sir,” said this official, as he put the reins in the
-hands of the rider.
-
-“Yes, and a dark road before me,” replied the young gentleman.
-
-“I hope for your sake it isn’t a long one, sir.”
-
-“It is about five miles directly in the face of the wind,” laughed Mr.
-Lyon.
-
-“Sorry to hear it on your account, sir. The weather’s sharpish. The
-wind’s got round to the northud and blows up pretty keenish. I wish you
-well at your journey’s end, sir.”
-
-“Thank you. Good night.”
-
-“Good night, sir.”
-
-Alexander rode briskly away.
-
-The night had grown bitterly cold; but his horse was fresh, and the
-rider thought that in such weather as this it would do the beast no harm
-to ride him hard. So he put him into a gallop, and soon left the
-gas-lighted, populous streets behind, and found himself in a dark and
-lonely road, where nothing was to be seen on either side but wintry
-woods and stubble fields, frozen brooks and straggling fences, and at
-long intervals some isolated dwelling.
-
-At length he came to the old turnpike road leading through the woods
-towards his home. Here it was necessary to slacken speed; for the road
-was obstructed in many places, and the sky was very dark. So he drew
-rein at the entrance of the wood, and went on in a walk.
-
-Notwithstanding the rapidity with which he had galloped over the five
-miles on the Seventh street road, his blood was half stagnant with the
-cold. His face, after smarting fiercely in the wind had lost all sense
-of feeling, and his hands were so numb that he could scarcely hold the
-bridle.
-
-In addition to his physical discomfort he experienced much mental
-disturbance; and both together made him irritable and angry with himself
-and all the world. He was vexed with his uncle and cousin for being in
-Washington: with Richard Hammond for being always at hand to wait upon
-the beautiful heiress; with the old man in Brazil for dying and leaving
-the young spendthrift a fortune to recommend him; and, above all, with
-himself—not exactly for having married poor little Drusilla, but
-certainly for having by his own act put it out of his power to marry
-Anna; and _worse_ than all, he was vexed in advance with his sweet
-little wife for the reception he felt sure she would give him when he
-should get home.
-
-As he rode slowly through the woods he muttered to himself:
-
-“I _know_ she has been watching for me ever since noon to-day, just
-because I said that I would be home then. She has been watching more
-than twelve hours. And now of course she has worried herself into a fit
-of intense anxiety, and most likely of illness besides. And there she
-is, no doubt, sitting with a pale face and red eyes, weeping over a
-smouldering fire, or an extinguished one. And she will meet me either
-with tears or sorrowful reproaches, or both! And, after all, what can I
-say for myself? Ah, bah, why will women take such things so much to
-heart? As if it was not enough to have been driven almost to mental
-distraction for her sake to-day, without being subjected to a scene
-to-night.”
-
-So growling within himself, the culprit rode slowly onward towards his
-home, and the nearer he got to it the more slowly he rode. He actually
-dreaded to meet Drusilla. But ride on slowly as he might, he could not
-put off forever the inevitable moment of arrival.
-
-He soon saw the light of his home gleaming through the trees.
-
-“There, I knew it!” he said to himself. “She _is_ sitting up for me.
-There are the drawing-room windows all ablaze, and not a shutter closed.
-I had a faint hope that she might have gone to bed and cried herself to
-sleep, like a child as she is. But that’s all over now. I’ve got to meet
-her with her red eyes and pale face. Confound it all, if she does get up
-a scene, I’ll teach her a lesson she’ll not soon forget!” he growled,
-trying to work himself up into a fit of rage in anticipation of the
-dreaded meeting. And yet, in the midst of all his efforts, his heart
-reproached him, and he relented a little towards his young wife. So now
-it was half in anger and half in compunction he drew near his home.
-
-To give himself more time, to postpone the evil hour as long as
-possible, he first rode around to the stable to put up his horse
-himself.
-
-And then he walked slowly to the house and knocked at the front door.
-
-It flew open on the instant.
-
-And there stood Drusilla, warm, glad, beaming with delight, radiant with
-welcome.
-
-“I heard you come,” she exclaimed—“I heard you ride around to the stable
-first, and so I was here ready to open for you. But oh! how cold you
-look. Come in quickly,” she said, taking him by his frozen hands and
-drawing him into the hall, and then closing and bolting the front door
-with her own nimble fingers.
-
-For an instant he was so “taken aback” by her unexpected manner that he
-positively shrank from her. But the next moment he caught her and folded
-her to his bosom, as he murmured:
-
-“My darling, darling child! My own dearest and best little Drusilla! how
-could I ever leave you! Heart of my heart, I will never leave you again
-for a whole day alone as long as I live in this world.”
-
-Rash vow! but he meant, at the moment, to keep it.
-
-“Yes, that is what I am,” she whispered—“heart of your heart. That is
-the sweetest and the truest name you ever called me. And now let me help
-you off with your overcoat, and then you can come into the drawing-room.
-There is a good fire.”
-
-He let her assist him in taking off his coat, and then he followed her
-into the drawing-room, where, as she had said, there was a good fire.
-His easy chair was standing before it, and his furred slippers were
-lying on the rug. And she had even brought down the boot-jack and laid
-it by the slippers.
-
-Near the easy chair stood a small round table, covered with a white
-damask cloth and laid for two persons.
-
-A bright tea-kettle sat singing before the fire, and two small silver
-covered dishes sat upon the hearth.
-
-Seeing these simple preparations for his comfort and seeing the happy
-little creature who had made them, his heart smote him, first for having
-left her alone so late, and then for having entertained such hard
-thoughts of her.
-
-“My darling child, how kind of you to do all this for me. But I am sorry
-you took the trouble,” he said, putting his arm around her and drawing
-her towards him where he sat in his resting chair.
-
-“But suppose it made me happy to do it? Suppose it interested and amused
-me while waiting for you?” she asked.
-
-“Ah, ‘waiting’ indeed! how long you have waited! I was in hopes that you
-had gone to bed and gone to sleep; but when I saw the lights in the
-drawing-room windows, I knew that you were still up.”
-
-“I left the shutters open on purpose; I thought the light would look
-cheerful to you as you rode home through the woods.”
-
-“Dear heart! I ought to have known your loving motive as I came along;
-but I didn’t. Ah, weren’t you tired and sleepy with waiting?” he asked,
-as he drew her on his knee.
-
-“Why no. It is not so _very_ late, after all. And I have sat up many and
-many a night later than this only to finish a piece of needle-work I
-happened to be pleased with, or book I was interested in. And wouldn’t I
-much sooner sit up to give my dearest a good warm supper after his long,
-cold ride?”
-
-“My pet, my love, my darling, my—oh! what can I call you that will be
-good enough and dear enough for you?”
-
-“Call me no hard names at all,” she said, gayly, kissing him and
-springing from his lap. “But take off your boots while I put supper on
-the table.”
-
-Poor little Drusilla, these arrangements of hers were not according to
-the usages of “good society.” Now, Anna Lyon would have let her husband
-go up to the top of the house in the cold before she would have
-permitted the boot-jack to be brought into the drawing-room; and would
-have let him broken his fast in a dreary dining-room, or even gone
-hungry and thirsty to bed, before she would have allowed a kettle to be
-boiled, or a supper to be laid, in the drawing-room. And only a few
-hours before this Alexander had been lamenting in his heart his little
-wife’s deficiencies in the manners of “good society.” But now he was
-hungry and cold, and so,—flagrant as her breach of etiquette was, he did
-not seem to see it; he only realized that he was at this moment the
-happiest man, with the loveliest wife, in existence.
-
-The supper was soon placed upon the table. Of the two silver covered
-dishes, one was found to contain a pair of nicely roasted partridges,
-and the other equally well roasted potatoes. Besides these, there was a
-fresh salad prepared, as he thought none but Drusilla could prepare it.
-And there were light biscuits and delicate jellies and fresh fruits. And
-there were “schnapps” and lemons and loaf sugar, and all the materials
-for the hot punch that she thought he would like after his cold ride.
-
-“Tell me, darling,” said Alexander, after he had refreshed himself with
-these viands, and was taking his ease between the table and the fire,
-“tell me how you have passed the lonely day. Were you very lonely and
-very anxious?”
-
-“No,” she answered, “I wasn’t lonely. I was very busy, and I was
-thinking of you, and looking for you. And—yes, I am forced to admit that
-I was a little anxious.”
-
-“Poor child! I had promised to be home at noon. What did you think, and
-what did you do when I failed to come?”
-
-“I thought something had detained you a little, and that you would be
-home very soon; and—I took a cup of tea and bit of toast for lunch,”
-laughed Drusilla.
-
-“And afterwards, when hour after hour passed, until our late dinner time
-came, what then?”
-
-“Oh, I waited, expecting you every minute, until some hours past our
-dinner-time, and then—I ate my own dinner and had yours put away to be
-kept warm.”
-
-“Wise little girl.”
-
-“But I scarcely thought you would need the dinner. I fancied you were
-dining with some friend you had met in the city, and that _that_ was
-keeping you.”
-
-“Little witch! And then when it grew dark and late?”
-
-“Oh, _then_ I grew a little nervous about you, and had ever so many
-foolish imaginations—that robbers had attacked you on the dark road, or
-that the horse had thrown you, or some other fatality had overtaken you;
-and so I was troubled with anxiety. But I reasoned and fought against
-that anxiety. I said to myself how much more likely it was that you were
-spending the evening with some friend; and then I recollected that the
-Italian Opera was in Washington, and I thought it most probable that you
-had gone there.”
-
-“Ah! well, and what next?”
-
-“Why, about ten o’clock I called in Pina and told her as the night was
-so sharp, and the ride so long, you would need a warm supper when you
-should arrive; and that we must get one up between us for you. And so
-Pina dressed the partridges, and I made the salad and set the table,
-and—that was how it was. And when all was ready I made Pina and Leo go
-to bed, because the poor creatures have to rise so early in the morning.
-And I told them to leave the shutters open, that the light might be a
-beacon to you on this dark night.”
-
-“My darling, darling child! I always knew that your nature was as sweet
-as a saint’s, but I never knew how heavenly sweet, until to-night! You
-have given me such loving welcome! You have not even _looked_ a reproach
-to me for disappointing you, and you have not once asked me why I did
-it.”
-
-She stopped his words with kisses. And with her arm around his neck, and
-her cheek laid against his, she whispered:
-
-“As if I hadn’t faith in you. As if I didn’t love you and trust you.”
-
-“Oh, you dove! I would not give you for Anna Lyon and all the fine
-ladies that live, or ever did, or ever will live!” he said, warmly
-embracing her.
-
-“I hope,” she whispered, softly, “that you would never wish to give me
-up for any one; not that I am better than others; not that I am so good
-as they; but because I am your own, and you love me. But what made you
-think of Miss Lyon just then, dearest?”
-
-“Oh, because, you know, it was planned between our parents, that Anna
-and I should marry, whether we liked to do it or not; fortunately,
-neither of us liked to do it.”
-
-“‘Fortunately;’ oh yes, how very fortunately! I cannot bear to think
-what I should have done, if you had married Miss Lyon,” said Drusilla,
-with a shudder.
-
-Alexander wished to divert the conversation from the dangerous topic to
-which he had so thoughtlessly led it, so he said:
-
-“And you thought I had gone to the Italian Opera, this evening, did you,
-my little love?”
-
-“Yes, I thought you had dined with some friend, and then had gone with
-him to see Lucia di’ Lammermoor. Had you not?”
-
-“No, my darling, no; I wouldn’t have left you alone all the evening, for
-the sake of hearing the grandest opera ever written and played.”
-
-“Wouldn’t you, Alick? But you might have done so. I shouldn’t have
-thought hard of it. I couldn’t expect you to be tied down to me all the
-time.”
-
-“But, my darling, I wouldn’t have, broken faith with you and stayed
-away, when I promised to be home, for any amusement under the sun. And
-nothing but the most urgent necessity should have kept me away on this
-occasion.”
-
-“Dear Alick, nothing disagreeable to you, I hope?”
-
-“Only disagreeable, love, in so far as it detained me from your side.”
-
-“Then I am glad.”
-
-“It was only—some unexpected business connected with my late father’s
-will,” said Alexander, hesitatingly, and again speaking a literal truth
-to give a false impression. For certainly his embarrassments with Anna
-Lyon did grow out of his father’s will—will that he, Alexander, should
-marry her.
-
-But Drusilla understood him as speaking in a financial sense only—as he
-intended that she should; and she brightened up and answered:
-
-“Ah, well, Alick, dear, since it was not very vexatious business, never
-mind if it _did_ keep you away from me a few hours longer than you or I
-expected. I can not hope to have you always here beside me; but you are
-here now; and all is made up to you, is it not?”
-
-“Yes, dear heart of my heart, all is made up to me now,” said Alexander,
-folding her fondly to his heart.
-
-And the night that he had dreaded so much closed in this perfect peace.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX.
- A NEGLECTED WIFE.
-
- He saw proud Clara’s face more fair,
- He knew her of broad lands the heir,
- Forgot his vows, his faith foreswore,
- And Constance was beloved no more.—SCOTT.
-
-
-The day and night described in the last chapter were the types of many,
-too many days and nights that followed them. Alexander Lyon had placed
-himself in a false position and had a very difficult part to play
-between his wife and his betrothed.
-
-On the morning after that little supper the young couple slept late;
-because on the previous evening they had found their bright fireside so
-delightful that they had remained there billing and cooing like a pair
-of lovers, as they still were, until the small hours, when at length
-they went to rest.
-
-She was the first of the two to rise in the morning; for she was an
-ardent little housewife, and she liked to have everything about her
-small home in perfect order.
-
-He slept on until noon, and then awoke with a weight upon his mind,
-though a very vague idea of what it meant. But presently, as his brain
-grew clearer, he remembered all the perplexing events of the preceding
-day and cursed his fate for bringing him into such an embarrassing
-position.
-
-As he made his morning toilet he reflected that his uncle, an “early
-bird,” like most old country gentlemen, had probably some hours before
-this called at his room at the Blank House and found him absent, and
-perhaps had been told by the servants there that he had not been in all
-night.
-
-What could the old gentleman think of such irregularity on the part of
-his nephew and intended son-in-law?
-
-Alexander scarcely dared to answer that question. But full of anxious
-and perplexing thoughts, he finished his toilet and went below stairs.
-
-In the breakfast room he found a fine fire, a neat table, and his lovely
-young wife in her pretty morning dress of white merino with black
-trimmings.
-
-She put aside the book she had been reading and arose to receive him. He
-kissed her in silence and then dropped heavily into his chair.
-
-She rang the bell and ordered breakfast served.
-
-“I hope you have not waited for me, dear?” he languidly remarked.
-
-“No; I had a cup of tea and a bit of dry toast when I first came down;
-but that was nine o’clock, and it is after one now; so I am quite ready
-to take breakfast with you. It will be my lunch.”
-
-Fragrant Mocha coffee, fresh eggs, smoked salmon, broiled chicken and
-light muffins were soon placed upon the table; and the two sat down to
-breakfast.
-
-But tempting as the viands were that stood, before him, Alexander could
-eat but little.
-
-Drusilla noticed his want of appetite and said:
-
-“You are not well, dear. Have you a head-ache? Shall I order some strong
-green tea made for you?”
-
-“No, Drusa; I never drink tea in the morning unless I am really sick.
-And I am quite well now; except that I am a little disturbed in regard
-to—to that business connected with my late father’s will,” said
-Alexander, evasively.
-
-“Oh, then it wasn’t settled yesterday?”
-
-“Oh, no; and I fear it will not be for many days yet.”
-
-“I am sorry, Alick. But never mind. Everybody must have some little
-thing to vex them; but it can’t last forever, you know. Try a little bit
-of this smoked salmon. It is very nice.”
-
-To please her he tried the salmon, and found that it gave him an
-appetite; and he made a better breakfast than he had expected to do.
-
-When he had finished, he rang the bell, which summoned Leo to the room.
-
-“Have my horse saddled and brought around here directly,” he said to the
-boy. Then, turning to his wife, he added:
-
-“I shall have to ride into town to-day to look after that business; but
-I will try to be back before night. I hope you won’t be very lonesome,
-dear?”
-
-An involuntary expression of surprise and disappointment clouded her
-face for an instant; but she chased the clouds away, and smilingly
-replied:
-
-“Oh, no, I shall be very busy. But if you will tell me at what hour you
-will be back, I will have dinner ready for you.”
-
-“Have dinner at the usual hour, my dear. I will be back in time for it
-if I possibly can. But do not wait for me beyond five o’clock, do you
-hear?”
-
-“Yes, Alick,” she answered, and again she had to chase away a rising
-cloud of disappointment by a sunny smile.
-
-He went out to prepare for his ride, and as soon as he was ready he
-kissed his young wife and begged her not to mope; and then he mounted
-his horse, that stood saddled at the door, and rode briskly away.
-
-She looked after him until he was out of sight, and then with a sigh
-turned into the house.
-
-Meanwhile Alexander rode rapidly into the city, and, after leaving his
-horse at the livery stable, hurried anxiously off to the hotel where his
-uncle and cousin were stopping, and sent up his card.
-
-They were both in, and he was soon ushered up into their private
-sitting-room.
-
-General Lyon, reclining in his resting chair, was reading the morning
-papers; and Miss Lyon, lolling on the sofa, was turning over the leaves
-of the libretto of the opera of the evening.
-
-Alexander felt a little guilty as he walked into their presence.
-
-But he was instantly consoled and reassured by the manners of both old
-gentleman and young lady.
-
-“Oh, is that you, Alick? Good morning. Sit down. Excuse me for not
-rising. This is a shocking version of Il Trovatore,” said Anna, without
-moving, or lifting her eyes from the pages she was studying.
-
-“Ah! how do you do? Glad to see you. Intended to walk around your way
-this morning and see how you were getting on. But really, in such sharp
-weather as this, it seems to require an effort to leave the chimney
-corner. Hope you’ll excuse my not calling.”
-
-“With all my heart, sir,” said Alexander, feeling immensely relieved,
-and blessing his stars that his uncle had not called on him and
-discovered his absence after all. “With all my heart, sir! I could not
-indeed expect, and would not wish you to take the trouble. It is rather
-my duty always to wait upon you—a duty that I shall always be most happy
-to perform.”
-
-“You’re a good lad, Alick, a good lad,” said the old soldier, frankly
-holding out his hand to his nephew.
-
-“I hope I shall always be so happy as to deserve your good opinion,
-sir,” said Alexander, taking the offered hand and bowing deeply over it.
-
-But as he lifted himself up again he encountered the laughing eyes of
-Anna, who was regarding him with a mocking smile.
-
-“Now, really, Alick, you know you are growing so Joseph Surfacish, that
-I am beginning to doubt your sincerity,” she said.
-
-Alexander’s countenance fell. But the old gentleman came to the rescue.
-
-“Never mind her, Alick. Who ever does mind Anna? But listen to me. I
-have made an engagement for you this evening.”
-
-Alexander started, with an unpleasant sensation about his heart; but the
-old gentleman, without noticing him, went on:
-
-“There have been several parties calling here this morning, to invite
-Anna to go and hear this celebrated Italian Opera Troupe. But I excused
-her to one and all, telling them she was engaged to go with you, and
-also giving them to understand that she was also engaged for life to
-you, so that they might not waste any attentions upon her. And I sent
-and took a private box for you both, for this evening. Come! no thanks.
-I don’t desire any. It was perfectly convenient for me to make these
-arrangements, to save you the trouble.”
-
-Alexander was dumb-foundered; he could not have returned thanks if he
-had tried. He dropped into the nearest seat, and wiped his face with his
-handkerchief, while the old gentleman went on to describe the
-attractions of the Italian Opera, and while Anna silently, with an
-amused expression of countenance, watched both.
-
-“I—I fear, sir, that I cannot have the honor intended for me. I—”
-
-—“Cannot have the honor intended for you? What the mischief do you mean
-by that, sir?” demanded the old gentleman, in surprise and displeasure.
-
-“A previous engagement, I regret to say, sir, stands in the way.”
-
-“What sort of an engagement, boy? What sort of an engagement?”
-
-“I had promised to dine with a friend—” began Alexander, speaking truly
-as to the letter, and falsely as to the spirit. But the old gentleman
-stopped him.
-
-“Oh, a friend! a gentleman, of course, for it isn’t possible that you
-should have promised to dine with any lady. Bosh, boy! Send the man an
-excuse; tell him here is a lady in the case; and take an early dinner
-with us, and be ready to attend Anna.”
-
-“Really, my dear grandfather, I wish you would not press this matter
-upon Mr. Lyon. You know that Dick is most anxious to be my escort,” said
-Miss Lyon, in very justifiable displeasure.
-
-Mr. Lyon and Dick. She called Alexander “Mr. Lyon,” and Richard Hammond
-“Dick.” Alexander noticed the distinction, and his blood fired; but
-before he could say a word, the old gentleman, with a flushed brow,
-struck in:
-
-“Dick? What the deuce do you mean, Anna? Do you suppose I am going to
-allow you to be gallanted about by Dick or any other man, for that
-matter, to set people gossipping? You an engaged young lady! And you,
-sir!” he exclaimed, turning angrily to Alexander—“Thunder and lightning!
-what do _you_ mean, sir, by your excuses and your hesitations? Do you
-mean to slight your betrothed, sir?”
-
-“Heaven forbid!” answered Alexander, earnestly. “I told you the reason
-why I hesitated—that I had an engagement to dinner, but that
-engagement—every lighter engagement—shall give way to your will, sir,
-and my dear cousin’s service.”
-
-And so saying he bowed to his uncle, and would have lifted his cousin’s
-hand to his lips, but that she drew it away with a mocking smile as she
-said:
-
-“Thanks, Mr. ‘Joseph Surface.’ As I am resolved to see the opera, and as
-I cannot do so without your escort, I suppose I must accept it. Though I
-tell you plainly that I would much rather have Dick’s company.”
-
-“Anna!” exclaimed the general, again breaking in before Alexander could
-reply; “Anna, this is unbearable! to tell your betrothed husband that
-you would rather have another man’s company than his!—But Alick, my boy,
-I must say that you brought it all on yourself by your tardiness and
-seeming indifference.”
-
-“I am very sorry if I have seemed to be indifferent, when in fact I was
-very far from _really_ being so. I hope my dear cousin will forgive me,”
-bowed Alexander.
-
-“Oh, of course she will. She spoke only from petulance—nothing else,”
-smiled the old gentleman.
-
-But Anna said nothing.
-
-At this most unpropitious moment Mr. Richard Hammond was announced and
-entered the room.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX.
- RIVALRY.
-
- And he was jealous, tho’ he would not show it,
- For jealousy dislikes the world to know it.—BYRON.
-
-
-For an instant the rivals glared at each other; and then remembering in
-whose presence they stood, they lowered their eyes.
-
-Richard Hammond shook hands with his uncle and his Cousin Anna and then
-turned towards Alexander, and the kindness of his heart overcoming all
-his jealousy for the moment, he frankly held out his hand, saying:
-
-“How do you do, Alick? I hope you are well!”
-
-“Thanks, quite so,” returned Lyon, stiffly.
-
-The general, a frank-hearted old soldier, did not like the reception
-that Alick had given Dick. He thought the successful rival, the accepted
-lover, the promised husband, might well afford to be more generous; and
-so to make up to Richard for the coldness of Alexander, he turned to the
-former and clapping him on the shoulder, exclaimed:
-
-“Come, my boy! what are you standing there for? Sit down! sit down! and
-make yourself at home. Stay and dine with us. We shall be quite a family
-party!”
-
-Dick laughed, thanked his uncle and took the offered seat.
-
-And really soon his presence seemed to be a godsend to the constrained
-party. His gay, good-humored manner and conversation soon raised the
-spirits and warmed the hearts of all the little group. Even Alexander
-had the grace to come out of his sulks, and to say:
-
-“I must congratulate you, Dick, upon your accession to a large fortune.”
-
-“Thank you, Alick. It came in good time, I tell you that. But Lord,
-Alick, maybe after all this fortune is only so much more steam clapped
-on the engine with which the demon is driving me on the road to ruin!”
-said Dick, with his usual outspoken truthfulness.
-
-“I hope not; I hope not,” said Alick.
-
-“And I _believe_ not,” put in the general. “I am very glad to know that
-my nephew Dick has given up all his wild companions, who having spent
-one fortune for him, would be very glad to spend another.”
-
-“Ran away from them, uncle, ran away from them. I hadn’t courage to give
-them up, so I gave them ‘leg bail’ and left them all behind in
-Richmond.”
-
-“Right my boy! right! whatever may be said of the heroism of braving
-bodily perils, it is much wiser to run away from moral danger than to
-face it.”
-
-“Dick cannot bear to give any one pain. And if he had stayed among his
-old associates in Richmond, he would have let them ruin him again,
-rather than he would have hurt their feelings by cutting their
-acquaintance,” explained Anna.
-
-“Exactly. Therefore I say it was wiser to run away, as it will also be
-wisest to stay away,” said the general. “But here comes the waiter to
-lay the cloth for dinner.”
-
-They all dined together; and afterwards, as there seemed scarcely any
-way of eluding the engagement, Alick took Anna to the Opera.
-
-It seemed really discourteous, as Alexander had a whole private box to
-himself and Anna, that he would not invite Dick to take a seat in it;
-but in fact he could not bring himself to do such violence to his own
-feelings of rivalry.
-
-Dick went to the opera, however; and he occupied an orchestra chair in a
-much better position for seeing and hearing than was Alexander’s and
-Anna’s private box.
-
-And when the curtain fell upon the first act, he came around to the box,
-without seeming to think that he was intruding, and gayly and
-good-humoredly talked and laughed with his cousins, until the curtain
-rose upon the second act. And in the intervals of all the succeeding
-acts he came round to their box. Though there were two vacant seats,
-Alexander never once invited him to take one of them. Anna always did,
-however, and pressed him cordially to sit down. But Dick always gayly
-declined, and merely leaning over the back of one of the unoccupied
-chairs, talked and laughed until the rising of the curtain warned him to
-make his bow and retreat.
-
-The performance was a very long one, so that it was some time after
-twelve o’clock when Alexander took Anna back to the hotel and gave her
-up to the charge of her grandfather.
-
-And it was after two o’clock, when, half frozen and half famished, worn
-out in body and harassed in mind, he reached his home.
-
-As on the evening previous the lights from the little drawing-room
-windows, gleaming through the wintry woods, cheered him on his approach
-and warned him that his loving wife was still up and waiting to welcome
-him home.
-
-And there he found a bright fire, a warm supper and a happy face to
-comfort him. As before she forbore to reproach or to question him, and
-she received his voluntary explanation without hesitation and without
-doubt;—but this explanation, while true to the letter as far as it went,
-was false in the spirit—giving her the impression that still “the
-troublesome business connected with his father’s will” detained him in
-town.
-
-Much of his conversation now, while being true to the letter, was false
-in the spirit. But how could this possibly be expected to last?
-
-Day after day Alexander rode in to town. Night after night he came back,
-never earlier than one o’clock, sometimes as late as three or four; for
-on these occasions he would have to escort his cousin to a ball where
-the festivities were kept up until near daylight. And though Anna being
-in half mourning refrained from dancing, she seldom retired from the
-scene until one or two o’clock.
-
-For many days and nights Drusilla bore this state of things with
-exceeding patience and cheerfulness; always accepting his excuses for
-leaving her in the morning, and always having the lighted windows, the
-warm drawing-room, the bright fire and the hot supper to welcome him at
-night. But ah! worship him as she would, she was but a soul encased in
-flesh and blood, and her health and spirits from loneliness and late
-hours, long continued, began to suffer. There was another cause, too,
-for the poor child’s failing strength, which had her husband known it,
-should have appealed strongly to his tenderness. But to do him justice
-in this particular, he did not know it any more than his wife did. She
-became nervous and irritable, and she wondered what could ail her, to
-make her so unlike her old self. She tried very hard first to overcome
-her nervous irritability, then to keep it from annoying him.
-
-After he would leave her each day she would begin to occupy herself
-diligently, so that her spirits might not droop. She inspected every
-portion of her house from roof to cellar, and kept all in perfect order.
-She did a great deal of needle-work, she read many books, she painted
-some pictures, and she perfected herself in some of the most difficult
-pieces of music. So at first she managed to get through her lonely days.
-
-When the day’s work was done, and the sky grew dark, and she knew that a
-long, lonely night was before her, she would have a bright fire lighted
-in the drawing-room and an exquisite little supper planned out for her
-husband.
-
-And then, when bed time came, in her kindness of heart she would send
-her servants to rest, and she would sit alone by the fire, reading and
-watching until his return. Sometimes, in the loneliness of the place,
-and of the hour, the stillness would grow almost awful to her, and she
-would feel that she must speak to some human creature, or go mad, and
-she would be tempted to go and call Pina up to sit with her. But there
-again her compassion came in and saved her servant from being disturbed.
-And so, rather than inconvenience another, she would sit on alone
-“through the dead waste and middle of the night,” until she became so
-nervous as to dread to hear the sound of her own low breathing, or to
-see the reflection of her own scared face in the glass.
-
-But then how welcome the sound of his horse’s feet, which her listening
-ears could hear in the deep silence even when he was riding along the
-open road before he turned into the wood.
-
-Then in a moment all was changed. The flush of joy chased the paleness
-from her cheeks; the light of love beamed from her eye; and she was
-ready to welcome him with her happy face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI.
- THE SORROWS OF THE YOUNG WIFE.
-
- Yet for all this, let him stand
- In my thoughts, untouched by blame,
- Could he help it, if my hand
- He had claimed, with hasty claim?
- That was wrong, perhaps, but then
- Such things be, and will again.
- Women cannot judge for men.—E. B. BROWNING.
-
-
-One morning near the last of February, when the young wife arose,
-leaving her husband still in bed heavily sleeping off his fatigue, she
-found that it was snowing fast, the flakes coming down fine and thick as
-sifted flour, and promising a deep and heavy fall. And she was glad to
-see it, for she said to herself:
-
-“Surely Alick cannot leave home on such a tempestuous day as this.”
-
-And if it had been possible for her fireside and breakfast table to have
-been brighter and more attractive than they always were, she would have
-made them so this morning for his sake. And the hope, the almost
-certainty of having him home all day long made her face radiant with joy
-and beauty.
-
-Presently he came down heavily enough.
-
-“What beastly weather!” he said, looking through the window at the
-thickly falling snow.
-
-Her face fell a little, she scarcely knew why. But she touched the bell
-and ordered the breakfast served.
-
-“And tell Leo to have my horse at the door in half an hour,” added
-Alick.
-
-“You are not going out on such a day as this, dear Alick,” she said.
-
-“Yes, I am. It is that horrid business. Now, Drusilla, my little woman,
-do try to be cheerful and don’t vex me by looking that way,” he said, as
-he saw her grave face.
-
-“I am only sorry, dear, that you have to leave home in such weather,
-that is all,” she answered, as she turned and busied herself with
-pouring out the coffee that was just then set upon the table.
-
-And he ate his breakfast in haste, dressed in haste and then mounted his
-horse and hurried off to town.
-
-The snow continued to fall and the day passed very heavily with the poor
-young wife. Still her thought was for her husband.
-
-“Oh, what a night he will have to come home in,” she said to herself
-again and again, as she saw that the weather grew worse and worse as the
-day waned later and later.
-
-At length towards evening she could keep her anxiety to herself no
-longer, and she said to her maid:
-
-“Oh, Pina, what a night for Mr. Lyon to ride home in!”
-
-“Indeed, ma’am, I don’t think he will come at all.”
-
-“Not come home at all!” echoed Pina’s mistress, aghast.
-
-“Why you see, ma’am, it will be dangerous. Only look out. The fences are
-nearly all covered and the snow is still falling,” said the girl,
-pointing through the windows of the kitchen where this conversation took
-place.
-
-“I see,” sighed the lonely wife, and her heart seemed to sink like lead
-in her bosom. But then she took herself to task and said:
-
-“Why should I feel so miserable because my husband must stay away from
-me for one night? I would much rather that he should stay all night in
-Washington than risk his life in attempting to return home in the
-darkness, through such a snow-storm as this, in which all landmarks seem
-to be lost.”
-
-And so she tried to reason with her longing heart.
-
-At night, however, it stopped snowing. But the wind came up from the
-northwest and blew very hard, and the new fallen snow began to freeze as
-firm as adamant.
-
-“What do you think now, Pina? Do you think your master can get home?”
-inquired the master’s wife of her maid.
-
-“Lor, ma’am, why this is worse than the other.”
-
-“What is, Pina?”
-
-“This freeze is worse than the falling snow, ma’am; because it will make
-the roads all as slippery as glass; so, even if his horse is rough shod,
-master will hardly be able to get home.”
-
-“Well, Pina, I trust that he will run no risk. But, in case he should
-come, we must have everything ready for him as usual. The worse the
-weather, the more comfort he will want. So you must dress the wild duck
-for the roaster, and I will make a little cabinet pudding,” said Pina’s
-mistress, tying on an apron and tucking up her sleeves.
-
-“We may prepare for him, ma’am, but he will never return such a night as
-this, you may take my word for that. It would be as much as his life and
-limbs are worth to attempt it,” answered the girl.
-
-These words made the young wife very uneasy. Much as she wished for his
-presence, she now prayed that he might not set out to return. And it was
-with some comfort she reflected that Alexander never unnecessarily ran
-any risk; that he would certainly be able to judge of the dangers of the
-roads, and would as certainly avoid them. Still, in the event of his
-returning that night, she was determined to have everything ready for
-him.
-
-As night deepened, it grew colder and colder. Outside it was like the
-polar regions. There
-
- “Dread winter spread his latest glooms
- And reigned tremendous—”
-
-—all darkness, snow and ice.
-
-Inside, all was light, warmth and comfort.
-
-In the drawing-room a large bright fire was burning; the little table
-was laid for supper; the easy chair and the warm slippers were ready.
-
-At ten o’clock, Drusilla, as usual, would have dismissed her maid to
-bed, but the girl pleaded to remain up “for this once” with her
-mistress.
-
-“If you please, ma’am, master will not be home to-night, I’m certain
-sure of it. But you’ll sit up all the same. So please let me sit up with
-you till you gives it up.”
-
-“As you like, Pina,” replied the young mistress.
-
-And the little lady settled herself in one of the easy chairs before the
-fire, and the maid nestled down among the foot cushions in the corner.
-
-In less than an hour, Pina, overcome with the heat of the fire and the
-heaviness of her own head, fell fast asleep.
-
-And Drusilla watched on, almost as much alone as if her maid had been a
-hundred miles away—as very likely she was, in the spirit.
-
-Drusilla was hoping against hope, that her too much loved husband might
-return home and in safety; but she could not justify this hope to her
-reason, for certainly this was a night in which no man in his senses,
-who valued his life and limbs, would take the road; and just as
-certainly, Alexander had a wholsome regard for his own; so it was not
-likely that he would risk them.
-
-Still, Drusilla waited and watched until the clock struck twelve. Then,
-as her maid was snoring sonorously, to say nothing of baking her head by
-getting it almost into the fire, Drusilla woke her up and ordered her
-off to bed.
-
-Pina, too utterly wearied with watching, and too stupid with sleep to
-make any resistance, stumbled off to her attic, finding her way as a
-somnambulist might.
-
-And Drusilla was left quite alone. The clock struck two. And still she
-watched on and on. She thought there was little use in doing so, but she
-could not help it. She continued, at intervals, to stare through the
-windows, and to listen to every sound without, though she saw nothing
-but the darkness of the night, and the glimmer of the snow-clad,
-spectral looking trees, and heard nothing but the howling of the wind
-and the rattling of the icicles.
-
-But suddenly, through all deeper sounds, she heard the merry ringing of
-sleigh-bells!
-
-And she started to her feet, for she knew in an instant, that her
-husband had come home in a sleigh—a possibility that had never occurred
-either to herself or her servant.
-
-She ran to the door and pulled it open. But Alexander had turned around
-to the stable, and so it was some ten minutes before he returned to the
-door.
-
-It flew open at his knock, and Drusilla threw herself in his arms; she
-could not help this, she was so overjoyed at his almost unhoped for
-return in safety that night.
-
-“Up still, my faithful little darling?” he said, kissing her.
-
-“Yes; and I hope you are very hungry this time, as well as very cold,
-dear Alick, for I have such a supper for you!”
-
-“Yes? Well you may swear that I am famished, for I have not broken my
-fast since luncheon,” he laughed.
-
-She helped him to draw off his overcoat, and hung it up in the hall; and
-then she pulled him with affectionate solicitude and playful force out
-from the cold hall into the snug little drawing-room, and made him
-comfortable.
-
-“Dear Alick, your hands are almost frozen! You must have had a real
-Laplander’s ride, and without the Laplander’s furs. How came you to
-undertake it, dear?” she asked, as she pushed him down in his arm-chair,
-and sat on a cushion at his side, and took his icy hands between her own
-warm ones, and rubbed them. “Why did you come, Alick, dear?”
-
-“My darling, it is bad enough for me to stay away from you as much as I
-do—as much as I am _compelled_ to do on account of that vexatious
-business; but really it would be too bad to stay away all night, and I
-never mean to do that,” he answered.
-
-“Oh, Alick dear, how glad I am to hear you say so. And I am so glad you
-came to-night, since you have reached home in safety. The servants
-thought that you would not come, that it would be too dangerous a
-journey to undertake on horseback.”
-
-“So it would, my dear, and that is the reason why I bought the sleigh;
-which, besides, I thought would be useful this winter.”
-
-“Oh, yes, indeed, so it will. And we are both so fond of sleighing. We
-shall have some fine sleighing together,” she said.
-
-He made no reply to the observation, for he knew full well that he
-should have no time to realize her anticipations.
-
-“Don’t you remember, Alick, the fine sleigh rides we used to have in the
-Christmas holidays, when you used to come home to spend them; and when
-you used to take Miss Anna out, and always insist that your ‘child,’ as
-you called me, should go along, too? Do you remember, Alick?”
-
-“Yes, little Drusa, quite well,” he answered gravely, and with some
-emotion, as he tenderly smoothed her hair with his hand.
-
-“Oh, can I ever forget all your kindness to me from that time to the
-very present? Can I ever do too much—can I ever do enough for you?”
-
-“Poor little Drusa!” he murmured.
-
-“But there, your hands are warm now, and I will set the supper on the
-table,” said the busy little housewife.
-
-When Alick was warmed and fed, and comforted and satisfied, he turned
-from the table and the fire towards his little wife, and said:
-
-“Well, Drusa, as I had the sleigh I thought I might as well bring
-something home in it besides myself. So I walked into several of the
-book stores and picked up the best of the new books that are published.”
-
-“New books! Oh, thank you, dear Alick; where are they?” eagerly
-exclaimed Drusilla, rising from her chair to look for them; for she who
-had so few amusements—so few?—I should have said no amusements at
-all,—was delighted at the mention of new books. “Where are they, Alick
-dear?” she repeated, glancing around the room.
-
-“Sit down, my pet. Do you think I could have brought them in my hand, or
-in my pocket? Why, they are an armful for a railway porter. I left them
-in the sleigh in the stable. You shall have a glorious time over them
-to-morrow; it is too late to look at them to-night even if we had them
-lying before us; for, do you see what o’clock it is?”
-
-Drusilla glanced up at the Ormolu time-piece on the mantle shelf, and
-saw, with surprise, that it was nearly two o’clock in the morning.
-
-And Alexander arose at the same moment to put up the guard and close the
-shutters, saying, with a smile,
-
-“We have to be our own servants when we are so unreasonable as to sit up
-so late, love.” And soon after both retired.
-
-The next day was intensely cold, but clear and brilliant; the ground was
-covered deep with hard frozen snow, and the trees were clothed with
-frost and ice, and the sun shone out of a bright blue sky, lighting up
-all the scene with blinding radiance.
-
-Immediately after breakfast, Mr. Lyon had the sleigh brought around to
-the door. The packages, left in it from the night before, were ordered
-to be taken out and brought into the drawing-room.
-
-“Here, little one! here are some dozens of new books that will help you
-to kill the time between this and my return,” said Alexander, directing
-her attention to the packages.
-
-“Oh, thank you, Alick. But must you go to town again to-day?”
-
-“Of course I must; I must go every day for some time yet.”
-
-Drusilla suppressed the sigh that arose to her lips, but she could not
-forbear the question:
-
-“And stay late, Alick?”
-
-“That is as it may be, Drusa. I shall return as soon as I can get away.
-Now amuse yourself with your books, and don’t mope.”
-
-“Oh, no, I won’t mope,” said Drusilla. “You are so good to me, Alick, I
-ought not to do so.”
-
-He jumped into his sleigh, and sped away to the ringing of the bells.
-And she watched him out of sight, and then turned into the drawing-room
-and sat down among her new books, and began to unwrap them. Most of my
-readers know the delight of opening and examining a package of new
-books. Drusilla was absorbed in the pleasure of opening package after
-package, and examining volume after volume, until at length she selected
-the book that she wished to read first, and laid it aside, and then she
-took the others into the library and put them in proper places.
-
-She had scarcely completed this pleasant piece of work, before she heard
-her maid calling to her:
-
-“Oh, ma’am, ma’am, come here, please, and see the snow-birds.”
-
-She who loved all living creatures, went into the kitchen and looked
-from the windows, and saw hopping about upon the frozen snow several
-hundred of these little creatures.
-
-Drusilla, who had always spent her summers in the country, but her
-winters in town, had never seen, or, if she had seen, had never
-particularly noticed, these birds before.
-
-“My! what a sight! What brings so many of them here, Pina?” she
-inquired, in astonishment.
-
-“Why, you see, ma’am, the ground and the bushes and the trees are all
-covered with frost and snow and ice, and they can’t find anything to eat
-in the woods or fields or lanes, and so they look for food about
-houses.”
-
-“Poor little things! What do they eat, Pina?”
-
-“Anything eatable, ma’am, that is small enough for them to
-swallow;—grains of rice, crumbs of bread, specks of meat——”
-
-“Oh, throw out whole handfuls of rice for them,” said Drusilla.
-
-“That would hardly do, ma’am. It would sink in the snow and be lost
-before the birds could get it. But if you will let me sprinkle food on
-all the window-sills around the house, you will see the little creatures
-come in scores to eat. And it will amuse you, like, ma’am, to sit and
-see the art of the little rogues, how one will watch from a bush to see
-the coast clear, and then notify the others to come and eat.”
-
-“Oh, then,” said Drusilla, with all the eagerness of a child, “crumble
-up several loaves of bread, and sprinkle every window-sill of the house
-full as it will hold.”
-
-“Would you like some traps set in the woods, ma’am?”
-
-“Traps, what for?”
-
-“To catch the birds, ma’am.”
-
-“To catch the birds?”
-
-“Yes, ma’am. They make excellent pies, and——”
-
-“Oh, hush—no!”
-
-“The boys will catch them, ma’am, if you don’t. They set traps in the
-woods. And they puts food under them. And the little birds go to get it,
-and are caught and killed.”
-
-“How cruel and treacherous! Poor little things, to be frozen out, and
-starved out, and to come to us for food and shelter, and to be killed
-and eaten. The boys shan’t trap them on our place, any way. So if you or
-Leo find a trap in our woods break it up, and if you find a trapper whip
-him!” said the little champion of birds, as she left the kitchen.
-
-That day passed with Drusilla less drearily than usual.
-
-When all her household duties had been discharged, she sat in her snug
-little drawing-room, feasting upon her new books, and furtively watching
-the snow-birds that were feasting upon the crumbs on the window-sill,
-and which as furtively watched her, and flew away the instant they
-caught her eyes, only to fly back the instant they saw them fall upon
-her book again; for these little raiders did not yet know their
-benefactress.
-
-So quiet was this place that the wild creatures of the woods feared not
-to approach it; and Drusilla, looking from her window, could see the
-squirrel seated on a twig and nibbling his nut, or the opossum curled up
-in his hole, or the fleet little hare race across the frozen snow, or
-the raccoon peeping from the hollow of his tree. It was well that this
-child of nature loved nature with all her children so well, for not a
-human being could Drusilla see from her window.
-
-Her beautiful wild wood home—beautiful even in the dead of winter—was
-separated on all sides by many acres of thick woods from any public
-thoroughfare. The road leading through the woods was a strictly private
-one leading to her house, and nowhere else.
-
-Drusilla sat alternately reading and watching her favorites, until two
-o’clock in the afternoon, when Pina brought in her mistress’s simple
-dinner of boiled chicken and custard pudding.
-
-It was a solitary dinner; for things had come to such a pass now that
-the little wife, instead of taking a luncheon in the middle of the day,
-and waiting dinner for the husband who never, never came to eat it,
-always now dined alone soon after noon.
-
-And now Drusilla consoled herself for the absence of her husband by
-thinking of the supper she would prepare for him and share with him in
-the evening.
-
-“Pina,” she said, as she saw the snow-birds fly away from the
-window-sill at her slightest motion; “Pina, will I never be able to tame
-these little creatures by kindness?”
-
-“Oh, yes, ma’am; you may make them so tame that they will come and eat
-out of your hand.”
-
-“How—how can I do that?”
-
-“By just doing as you do now, ma’am. They will soon find out as you mean
-them no harm but good, and they will cease to fear you and begin to love
-you,” answered the girl, as she removed the dinner service.
-
-And Drusilla spent the afternoon as she had spent the morning.
-
-That night Alexander, for a wonder, came home as early as eight o’clock.
-And the cheerful day was succeeded by a happy evening.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII.
- DIFFICULTIES OF DECEPTION.
-
- Ah, what a tangled web we weave,
- When first we venture to deceive.—SCOTT.
-
-
-Alexander had his troubles too, and they were not the less trying
-because he had brought them on himself by his own wrong-doing—rather the
-more so, in fact, since remorse was added to regret, and the loss of
-self-respect to the loss of domestic peace.
-
-He was learning by personal experience that “the way of the transgressor
-is hard.”
-
-He found it very difficult to play two parts and live in two places at
-the same time.
-
-This was the way his day passed. He usually arose at ten o’clock in the
-morning, with a bad head-ache and a worse heart-ache, made a quick
-toilet and a poor breakfast, then threw himself into the saddle and rode
-away as fast as his horse’s feet could carry him.
-
-He always contrived to be at his rooms in his hotel by eleven o’clock in
-the forenoon, lest his uncle should call for him and find him out. And
-always on entering his chamber he would tumble his bed and slop his
-wash-stand to deceive the servants of the hotel into the idea that he
-had slept there; for he was in constant dread lest his uncle should
-discover that he passed the night elsewhere.
-
-To carry on the deception, every day he breakfasted at the hotel table,
-and he dined with his uncle and cousin. And every evening he accompanied
-Anna to some place of amusement, where she was always the most admired
-beauty in the room, and where he was the most envied man, because it was
-generally understood that he was her betrothed husband.
-
-He seldom returned home before one o’clock, and sometimes not before
-three in the morning.
-
-You perceive by this how little time he had to bestow on his young wife.
-
-Meanwhile Drusilla was more lonely than words can tell.
-
-Just think of it.
-
-It was the depth of winter.
-
-She lived in a lone house in a thick wood. She had no companion in the
-house, no acquaintance in the neighborhood, and no correspondent in the
-world. She never made a visit, or had a visitor, or wrote a letter, or
-received one. Her one object in life was her husband; her one interest
-in the day his return at night; and if he had given her a little more of
-his company, if only an evening now and then, she could have been
-happy;—or if, when he did come home, he could have been more cheerful in
-her presence, she would have been less miserable.
-
-But, ah! friends, Alexander—as is always the case with an evil-doer—went
-on from bad to worse.
-
-And when morning after morning he gulped down his coffee in hot haste,
-and hurried away from his home, in eager anxiety; and when night after
-night he returned in the small hours, too cold, tired and harassed to
-notice the preparations she had made for his comfort, or to share the
-supper she had kept waiting for him, or even to bestow a kiss or a
-smile, or a look upon her; when, in fact, he seemed to have become
-estranged from her; then, indeed, her heart failed, her beauty faded,
-and she hung her head like a flower drooping in the cold.
-
-She tried very hard to keep up her spirits and preserve her beauty for
-his sake and for her own. For more than all earthly things she wished to
-retain his love. And she remembered how in her childhood, he had scolded
-her for crying, telling her that it made her ugly, and that he could not
-possibly love an ugly little girl; and how she had almost suffocated
-herself then, in her efforts to suppress her sobs, lest she should grow
-ugly and lose his love.
-
-Then he had been a mere thoughtless youth, teasing a timid child who
-loved him; now he was or seemed a heartless man, torturing a sensitive
-young woman, who had given her whole life into his hands.
-
-Yet these were not her thoughts of him; she did not blame him even to
-herself; she was more ingenious in finding excuses for his conduct, than
-even he would have been. But she was right in trying to be always bright
-and beautiful, so as to retain his love, since she valued it so
-highly—for he _did_ dislike ugly and sorrowful faces.
-
-And at length, when her powers of self-control were exhausted—when
-loneliness, late hours, fatigue of body and distress of mind had done
-their work upon her heart and frame, and broken down her health and
-spirits—her pale face, heavy eyes, languid motions and faltering tones
-irritated him, for they were so many severe, though silent and
-involuntary reproaches to him.
-
-“As if it were not enough,” he sometimes said to himself, “that for her
-sake, I have foolishly given up the most beautiful woman of the day, and
-sacrificed the most brilliant prospects of my life, and worse than all,
-placed myself in a false and degrading position, but that now, she must
-make me more miserable still, with her moping manners.”
-
-But here his faithful conscience always rebuked him for his injustice,
-and awakened his memory to remind him, that his poor young wife herself,
-child as she was, had at the time of his proposal for her hand, set all
-these possible regrets before him, and had warned him to pause and
-reflect, before taking the irrevocable step of making her his wife; and
-that he himself had been strong to overcome her hesitation and stubborn
-to maintain his own will.
-
-And then in a fit of remorse, he would break out upon himself with:
-
-“I am certainly the most infernal villain that Heaven ever let live!” or
-words to the same effect.
-
-In these moods he would go and buy something to take home to Drusilla,
-some set of jewels, piece of lace, rich shawl, gay dress, or other
-article of vanity.
-
-But soon he saw that his child bride, who was still wearing her first
-mourning for her dead mother, valued these things not in themselves, but
-only as proofs of his thought for her.
-
-And besides, how could jewels and fine clothes console the loving young
-wife for the lost society of her husband?
-
-But Alexander was provoked, that his efforts to please her were so
-utterly unavailing. He did not reflect that if she had been a vain,
-selfish woman, and had loved herself more than she loved him, she would
-have been happy in his _presents_, and indifferent to his _presence_.
-
-But as she was neither vain, nor selfish, as she loved him rather than
-herself, she pined amidst all her plenty, because he was almost always
-absent from her.
-
-This pining became evident in her appearance, notwithstanding all her
-efforts to conceal it.
-
-And sometimes it exasperated him so much that it was with difficulty he
-could restrain himself from reproaching her, and thus adding to the sum
-of his own injustice and her misery.
-
-Often, also, his temper was severely tried in town by what _he_ called
-the difficulties of his position, but what any one else might have
-called the hardships of the transgressor.
-
-One day especially, when he rode into the city a little later than
-usual, he found his uncle at his room waiting for him.
-
-“Where the deuce is it, Alick, that you gallop off to every morning of
-your life?” inquired the old gentleman, who had somehow or other got a
-hint that his nephew rode _into_ Washington every morning, but had no
-suspicion that he slept _out_ of the city every night. “Where the deuce
-is it that you go?” he repeated.
-
-Alick, taken by surprise, hesitated before he could summon the presence
-of his mind, and reply:
-
-“Oh, I make a practice of taking a gallop through the morning air for my
-health.”
-
-“Umph, umph, umph!” growled the old gentleman. “You look more like you
-made a practice of sitting over your wine until four or five, or six
-o’clock in the morning, for your illness.”
-
-Alick laughed rather lugubriously, it must be confessed, for he saw that
-the old gentleman’s suspicions were aroused, although, of course, they
-must have been of the vaguest character.
-
-“Well,” said the general, “you have got a busy day before you, Alick,
-and no time to lose. First, you have to escort Anna to St. John’s
-Church, to be present at the wedding of Senor Don Emillio Arayo, the son
-of the Brazilian Minister, with Mademoiselle Marie de Courcey, niece of
-the French Ambassador. All the world is going, and Anna is going with
-them, of course.”
-
-“Satan fly away with the Spanish puppy and the French ninny!” was
-Alick’s secret thought. But he bowed, and said:
-
-“Sir, I shall be most happy.”
-
-“And then you are engaged to dine at Major General Scott’s. And after
-that to go and take Anna, to see the great new tragedienne, Mrs. Starrs,
-in Lady Macbeth; after which you sup with me and Anna.”
-
-“What a fussy old Polonius uncle is getting to be, to be sure! I really
-think the old man is falling into his dotage,” thought Alick within
-himself. But he answered aloud:
-
-“A very pleasant programme, sir.”
-
-“Aye, I suppose you young people think it so. I confess I don’t. But,
-Alick, my boy, I must beg you to forego your gallop to-morrow morning.
-My old friend—and your late father’s oldest friend—Commodore Storms, is
-coming to breakfast with me at eight o’clock, and, of course, you must
-join us. It will be the only chance you will have of seeing him, as he
-is only passing through the city on his way south, and leaves by the
-mid-day train to-morrow.”
-
-Alexander stared in dismay, and then inquired:
-
-“Could I not see him to-day, sir?”
-
-“No, he is gone with a party to visit Mount Vernon. Besides, what time
-have you to do any thing to-day but what is appointed for you?”
-
-“None indeed,” said Alexander with an involuntary sigh, which did not
-escape the notice of the old man.
-
-“Does it afflict you so much then?” enquired the general.
-
-“What sir?”
-
-“The idea of your giving up your mysterious morning ride for a breakfast
-with two old Revolutionary relics like the commodore and myself,”
-answered the general, fixing a scrutinizing gaze upon his nephew’s face.
-
-“Oh no, sir! I—was thinking only how much rather I would see my father’s
-old friend sooner than later,” answered Alexander, again true in the
-letter but false in the spirit of his reply.
-
-And so Mr. Lyon concluded that there was no alternative for him but to
-stay in town all night as well as all day. And he did so, fully carrying
-out the programme sketched for him by his uncle, but feeling all the
-while great pain from the thought that his poor lonely young wife would
-sit up the whole night waiting anxiously for his return.
-
-The next day was quite as much taken up with engagements as any former
-day had been; and so it was long past midnight when Alick got home.
-
-He found Drusilla wan and wasted with waiting and watching there two
-days and nights of suspense and anxiety; but he saw no look of reproach
-in her gentle eyes, heard no word of blame from her sweet lips.
-
-He perceived her sufferings and was angry with himself for causing them,
-and he began some lame explanation of his absence.
-
-But she saw his embarrassment and stopped his faltering words with a
-kiss, and she said:
-
-“Dear Alick, it is enough that you are here again to make me happy. You
-do not need to render your poor little wife, who has not much wisdom of
-her own, an account of your actions.”
-
-And she told him the little news of the two days at home, and she
-laughed and jested and served his supper with her old cheerfulness and
-alacrity.
-
-The next morning Alexander went to town with the deliberate purpose of
-ending his own perplexities and his wife’s sufferings, by doing the
-right thing and confessing his secret marriage, to his uncle.
-
-But ah! it always happened whenever an especial fit of repentance moved
-Alexander to amendment, something occurred to throw him back upon his
-evil course and confirm him in it.
-
-So it was on this morning.
-
-He strolled into a reading-room and sat down at one of the tables and
-took up a paper to look at the news of the day. He had not been there
-more than five minutes when he heard his cousin Anna’s name mentioned in
-connection with his own. Impulsively he looked up and listened.
-
-The speakers, seated at a table near, were strangers to him, as he
-evidently was to them, since they discussed his private affairs so
-freely in his hearing.
-
-“I tell you there is not a word of truth in it. It is all a mistake. It
-is a false report. The beautiful Anna cares no more for young Lyon than
-she does for you or me. If she cares for any one on earth, it is for
-that handsome fellow, Dick Hammond, who has just come into a great
-fortune,” said the first speaker.
-
-“That may all be quite true. I am not saying who she cares for, but who
-she is going to marry. She may not care a pin for Lyon, and she may
-adore Hammond; but for all that she must marry Lyon and give Hammond the
-goby, since such was the will of the two ancient landed proprietors, her
-grandfather and granduncle, who long ago decided that their large
-estates should be united,” said the second speaker.
-
-“Well, if I were the lady’s choice, Dick Hammond, I think I should set a
-very serious impediment between the union of those said estates.”
-
-“And if I were the betrothed lover, Alexander Lyon, I would break Dick’s
-neck for his presumption,” said the last speaker, as both arose from the
-table and strolled away.
-
-Alexander’s anger and jealousy were both aroused, and his good
-resolutions were put to flight. He arose and followed the two speakers,
-but they had disappeared in the crowd.
-
-The days of duelling are past, thank Heaven; else Alexander would have
-liked to have sought out and called out one or both of these male
-gossips and exchanged a shot with either or both of them at ten paces.
-
-As it was he could only let his anger cool down and then acknowledge to
-himself that they had really neither done nor said anything very wrong.
-They had only unconsciously wounded his self-love and aroused his
-jealousy.
-
-Anna Lyon, his beautiful cousin, had always been intended for himself,
-he said, and Dick Hammond knew it. And even now, for all Dick Hammond
-knew to the contrary, he, Alick Lyon, had the exclusive right to Anna’s
-regards.
-
-How then did he, Dick Hammond, dare to set himself up as a lover of
-Anna, and a rival of her betrothed?
-
-Yes! and how dared Anna, in the face of her parent’s will and her own
-engagements, receive and favor him as such?
-
-Alick ground his teeth with rage and jealousy.
-
-“They must never know, they _shall_ never know, but that my claims to
-Anna’s hand are as good as they ever were!—At least they shall not know
-it until all possibility of Hammond’s union with Anna is destroyed,”
-said Alick to himself.
-
-And that day he devoted himself with lover-like assiduity to his Cousin
-Anna. And that night he remained in town all night.
-
-Alas, for Drusilla! She had fallen upon still darker days; for now she
-never even knew when waiting up for her husband, whether he would return
-or not.
-
-Still—still she strove against despondency and hoping against hope,
-assumed some cheerfulness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII.
- SILENT SORROW.
-
- And the little lady grew silent and thin,
- Paling and ever paling,
- As is the case with a hid chagrin,
- And they all said she was ailing.—ROBERT BROWNING.
-
-
-The young wife’s faith and hope were sinking under the pressure of
-coldness and solitude; and only her undying love survived in all its
-strength and beauty.
-
-She was seriously ill, though she still kept up, moving about the house
-to attend to her domestic affairs all day, and sitting up to receive her
-husband half the night.
-
-And these exhausting duties of course made her worse.
-
-And oh, illness in woman is very repulsive to most men, and especially
-to those of Alexander Lyon’s fastidious nature and self-indulgent
-habits. Illness pales the cheeks and dims the eyes; and worse than all,
-it frets the nerves and tries the temper.
-
-So it was with Drusilla: weary and anxious, suffering in mind and body,
-when Alexander came home near morning she could not always welcome him
-with the happy glances he had been accustomed to receive from her.
-
-And on these occasions her sad face and tearful eyes so displeased and
-irritated him, that he would go off to his own room without touching the
-refreshments that she had got ready for him, or even stopping to bestow
-a kind word upon her.
-
-He meant, by this conduct, to punish her for what, in his thoughts, he
-called “her sulks.” But this sort of punishment nearly broke her loving
-heart. He caused her depression and then blamed her for being depressed.
-It was as if he had crushed a violet and then blamed it for withering.
-
-It was a pity, too, that just at this time such a contrast should have
-been exhibited between his brilliant, beautiful and imperious cousin and
-his little, pale, drooping wife.
-
-He would spend the evening with Anna at some fashionable assembly, where
-he saw her, in all the splendor of beauty and pride of place, the
-all-admired belle of the season, the reigning queen of society;—and
-then, full of the intoxication of her new charms, he would return home
-to find Drusilla, pale, weary and depressed, and he would start off to
-his own room to curse the fate that had so long blinded him to the
-transcendent attractions of his high-born cousin, and bound him for life
-to the insignificant daughter of his housekeeper. And the very bitterest
-element in his misery was the thought that, sooner or later, his old
-rival, Richard Hammond, must win the priceless treasure that he himself
-had so madly cast away.
-
-It is to be feared that if at this time Alexander Lyon could possibly
-have devised any means of secretly and legally repudiating his young
-wife, he would not have hesitated to do so. As it was, he estranged
-himself from her, and passed more nights in his rooms at the hotel than
-in his home at Cedarwood. But he never gave the gentle creature a single
-harsh word or look; with all his madness—and his mood was little less
-than madness—he could not do either; he simply broke her spirit by
-coldness, neglect and avoidance.
-
-And yet, notwithstanding all this, if he had but known it, in his heart
-of hearts it was Drusilla he loved and not Anna.
-
-He had made no mistake in marrying this sweet girl; it had been a true
-inspiration that had drawn him towards her when he was a youth and she a
-child. She was the better half of his spirit, and the guardian angel of
-his life, as well as the true love of his youth. And once he knew all
-this to be true; but now he seemed to have forgotten.
-
-Besides, Drusilla—soul and body, beyond all doubt or question—was his
-own; and therefore was she undervalued and despised as something of
-little worth; while Anna was unattainable by him, and likely to become
-the wife of his rival; and therefore was Anna over-rated as a pearl
-beyond price, and desired with passionate eagerness. But whatever this
-phrenzy was, for the girl whom he had known from his boyhood up, and in
-his thoughts rejected as a wife years before—it was not love; it was
-probably a hallucination made up of pride, jealousy, admiration, and the
-fascination of the unattainable. Alexander Lyon had fancied many a
-beauty in his life; but he had never once loved any other than the
-young, devoted wife whom he now so insanely wronged and grieved.
-
-And ah! how severely she suffered in secret, how bitterly she wept over
-the ever-increasing estrangement; never blaming him, however, even in
-her thoughts; blaming herself, rather, for not being able to merit his
-love and make him happy; never losing faith in him, but losing faith in
-herself.
-
-Her love was without a taint of selfishness; but it was not without sin,
-for it was idolatrous.
-
-She seemed to herself to have no life but in him. Failing as she
-thought, to _merit_ his love, and failing to make him happy, she was
-willing to die to set him free and give him peace.
-
-“Poor Alick,” she said, in her heart, as she paced up and down her
-forsaken chamber floor, wringing her hands and weeping bitterly; “Poor
-Alick, it is not his fault that we are both so miserable, it is mine. I
-am not a fit wife for him; I never was; but I loved him so! I loved him
-so. Ah, but if I had loved him rightly I never would have let him
-shipwreck his life upon me—so unfit to be his mate. He married me out of
-pity, and I let him do it, and now I deserve to be wretched. But he is
-wretched too, though he don’t deserve to be so. Ah! what can I do to
-undo all this?”
-
-And in the climax of her hysterical passion she was almost ready to lay
-down her young life that her beloved might step over it into liberty and
-light.
-
-“Oh, why, oh, why did he ever ruin his hopes by wedding me? Why? Oh, I
-know too well why. Poor Alick! it was out of the goodness of his heart
-that he did it! He was always so good to me from my infancy up, calling
-me his child, giving me everything I needed, doing all I asked. And when
-he saw me a poor little motherless and homeless girl, he took pity on
-me, and raised me up and put me on his bosom and comforted me and tried
-to love me; but he cannot, because I am not lovable; and now, even now,
-he never gives me an unkind word or look, only stays away from me
-because he cannot love me, and he is too honest to feign a love he
-cannot feel. Oh, Alick! I would die to make you free and happy again, if
-it were not a sin! I would, dear, I would!”
-
-Such was the burden of her lamentations in her hours of secret
-suffering.
-
-No word of these sad plaints reached his ears. Her paroxysms of anguish
-would have exhausted themselves, or she would have obtained some degree
-of self-command before his late return home; so that though pale and
-sad, and bearing the traces of recent tears, she met him with composure;
-for she remembered, poor child, his abhorrence of an ugly, weeping face.
-
-But now he had no mercy on her; she seemed to him a fetter that galled
-him, and he pitied himself and not her.
-
-Sometimes, when she looked even more than usually pale and ill, he
-wondered whether she was going to die; but he wondered without alarm,
-and even without pity.
-
-Drusilla spent the long winter evenings in reading. She read a great
-number of books, but they were not always the most judiciously chosen,
-or the best calculated to cheer her spirits or strengthen her mind.
-
-Among the new works that Alexander brought home one night and threw
-carelessly upon the table, was Mrs. Crowe’s “Night Side of Nature.”
-
-And this book subsequently fell into Drusilla’s hands, and she seized
-and read it with avidity. And worse than all, she read it in her lonely
-night watches in that isolated country house.
-
-The work, written with great power to prove the reality of the
-re-appearance of departed spirits in this world, and filled with
-accredited stories of apparitions, haunted houses, marvellous visions,
-presentiments, omens, warnings, dreams, et cetera, had a great
-fascination for Drusilla, and night after night she pored over its dark
-pages with a morbid fervor.
-
-There was another book that came in her way about the same time, and
-exercised the same fatal spell over her impressible imagination. It was
-that volume of De Quincy’s works containing the “Three Memorable
-Murders,” and worked up with all the fearful intensity of the Opium
-Eater.
-
-The effect of these books upon her excitable nervous system was
-terrible.
-
-This was owing very much to the circumstances under which they were
-read. In a solitary house, in a deep wood, in the dead of night, and in
-the depth of winter. And often, her imagination would be so wrought
-upon, that she would not dare to lift her eyes to the looking-glass over
-the mantle-piece, lest she should meet there the reflection of some face
-other than her own, nor venture to glance at the windows on her left,
-for fear she should see some spectral form peering in through the
-darkness.
-
-And so, in the appalling solitude and silence of the scene, and of the
-hour, imaginary terrors were added to real troubles, and between them
-both her nervous system was nearly broken down.
-
-It is true that she might have ameliorated her condition in more than
-one way, but that she had too much consideration for others and too
-little for herself.
-
-She might have gone to bed early each night but that Alexander had no
-night key, and there was no one to let him in whenever he pleased to
-return, except herself.
-
-Also, she might have made Pina sit up to keep her company; but she would
-not deprive the girl of rest.
-
-Lastly, she could at least have closed the window shutters against that
-imaginary spectral form she always feared to see; but she chose to leave
-them open that the light from her drawing-room might cheer her beloved
-in his late approach to the house—whenever he chose to come home; which
-was not often at this period.
-
-But this state of things could not last forever; and a crisis was at
-hand.
-
-One dark, still, winter night, when not a star was to be seen in the
-sky, and the very air, as well as the earth and the water seemed
-frozen—between two and three o’clock after midnight, Drusilla sat alone
-in her drawing-room.
-
-To while away the tedious hours she had read until her eyes filmed and
-her brain reeled. And then she had been compelled to lay aside her book,
-and sink back in her resting chair.
-
-In the excited state of her nervous system she could not sleep, for she
-was listening through the dead stillness of deep night, hoping to hear
-the sound of the horse’s feet, that was always the warning of her
-husband’s approach.
-
-And yet she had no means of knowing whether he would return that night
-or not.
-
-As she sat there waiting and listening, she could but remember the
-possible dangers of her position.
-
-The house contained much of the sort of property that tempt
-burglars—property at once very valuable and very portable—such as silver
-and gold plate, jewels and money.
-
-She had been living in it now some months, and secludedly as she lived,
-her abode there, and the richness and defencelessness of the premises
-might well have come to the knowledge of the professional burglars,
-whose acuteness in discovering such rich mines of unprotected treasure
-is much finer than that of the detectives who are always supposed to be
-on their track.
-
-How easy—how perfectly easy it would be, she thought, for even one
-resolute villain to break through those unprotected glass windows, and
-murder her, and rob the house, in safety and at leisure.
-
-The cottage was half a mile from any other dwelling house, and a quarter
-of a mile from any public road. The wildest shriek that might ever rise
-from dying victim in its rooms, could never be heard by human ears
-without.
-
-As Drusilla remembered these circumstances her very soul grew sick with
-terror. And was it any wonder?
-
-She was a young, delicate, impressible woman. And on this dark night,
-and in this isolated house she was quite alone. Her man-servant was in
-his loft over the stables, where he slept, with pistols by his side, to
-guard the valuable horses. And her maid-servant was in her attic over
-the kitchen, in a distant part of the dwelling.
-
-Any determined thief could easily have entered the house and worked his
-will upon the poor young neglected wife and the property.
-
-“Oh Alick, dear Alick, if you could know how much I suffer, you would
-not leave me so,” she groaned, wringing her hands and rising in her
-restlessness to walk the floor.
-
-But almost immediately her worshipping heart rebuked her for having cast
-even a shadow of reproach upon her husband, and she hastened to add,
-
-“But it is my own fault. He has done everything for my comfort here;
-given me a beautiful home, and attentive servants. And I ought to be
-happy and courageous. Instead of that, I am sad and timid, and
-altogether unworthy to be called his wife. I do not wonder that he
-wearies of me.”
-
-So weeping and wringing her hands she paced up and down the floor, until
-in turning around she faced the front, unclosed windows, and suddenly
-uttered a piercing shriek and fell upon her face in a deadly swoon.
-
-And well she might. For peering in at the window, from the darkness
-without was a livid white face—a man’s stern face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV.
- THE SPECTRAL FACE.
-
- I felt my senses slackened with the fright
- And a cold sweat shrilled down, o’er all my limbs,
- As if I’d been dissolving into water.—DRYDEN.
-
- And now the morning sky resumes her light,
- And nature stands recovered of her night,
- My fear, the last of ills, remains behind,
- And horror heavy sick upon my mind.—IBID.
-
-
-When Drusilla recovered from her deathly swoon, the cold gray light of
-the winter morning was stealing through the unshuttered windows.
-
-She lifted herself upon her elbow and gazed around her in utter
-bewilderment. Slowly, slowly came memory back to her. And with it the
-sense of fear and the instinct of flight. But before she could command
-her chilled and benumbed limbs, observation and reflection both assured
-her that there was now no cause for alarm.
-
-The windows were still closed although the shutters were open.
-Everything in the room was in its usual place. Nothing had been
-disturbed. No intruder had been there. Whose ever the face had been that
-had looked in upon her through the window in the dead of night, it had
-done no harm.
-
-The feeling of relief with which Drusilla acknowledged all this was
-speedily followed by one of extreme depression; for by all the signs
-around her, she perceived that Alexander had not yet come home.
-
-The lamps were still burning brightly in the face of the broadening day.
-And the untasted supper sat in its covered dishes on the hearth. But the
-fire had burned out and the room was cold.
-
-Very drearily Drusilla arose; put out the lamps and then went up to her
-own chamber, and rang the bell for her servant, to make her a fire.
-
-“Good patience, ma’am!” exclaimed the girl when she entered the chamber
-and found the bed undisturbed, and her mistress in the dress of the
-evening before. “Surely ma’am, you have never been sitting up all
-night?”
-
-“I have not been in bed, as you see, Pina. Make me a fire as quickly as
-you can, for I am very cold. And then bring me some warm water and get
-me a cup of tea,” said Drusilla.
-
-When all these orders had been obeyed, and the unhappy young wife had
-refreshed herself with a wash, a change of dress and a cup of hyson, and
-reclined at rest in her easy chair, she said to her handmaid:
-
-“Pina—go and bring your brother here, I wish to question him in your
-presence.”
-
-The girl started at this unusual order, and looked alarmed, as if she
-supposed that herself and her brother were to be arraigned upon some
-grave charge.
-
-But her mistress perceived her fears and hastened to relieve them by
-saying:
-
-“Don’t be afraid, Pina; there is nobody in fault that I know of. I only
-wish to question your brother upon a circumstance that occurred last
-night. Now go at once and fetch him here.”
-
-The girl left the room and went to find her fellow servant, who was in
-the kitchen eating his breakfast.
-
-“You must just leave off gormandizing this minute and come up to _her_
-directly. Something’s up; but I don’t know what it is. She says she
-wants to question you about what happened last night, whatever that was,
-if you know, for I don’t. I hope you’ve not been having unproper
-company, and misbehaving of yourself up there in the stable loft,” said
-Pina, breathlessly, as she stood before her brother.
-
-Leo, with his mouth full and his eyes starting, stared at his sister in
-stupefaction.
-
-“Come, I say; come along with me up to the mistress,” repeated Pina.
-
-“What for? I haven’t been a doing of nothing!” exclaimed the boy.
-
-“Well, tell her so, then, and get her to believe it; but come along.”
-
-Leo reluctantly left his tea and muffins and bacon, and hesitatingly
-followed Pina to the presence of his mistress, where he also expected to
-be arraigned upon some charge of misconduct.
-
-But the first worst words of the little lady set him at ease.
-
-“Leo, have you seen any suspicious persons or any strangers lurking
-about here lately?” she inquired.
-
-“Lor, no ma’am, no person at all, not a soul, except ’twas master and
-you, ma’am, and Pina and me. The place is so out of the way, you know,
-ma’am. And so lonesome! Awful lonesome I calls it,” answered the boy.
-
-“No sportsmen after birds or other such small game?”
-
-“Not a one, ma’am.”
-
-“Nor boys setting traps for snow-birds?”
-
-“No, ma’am. Bless you, ma’am, hasn’t I just told you how I’ve never seen
-a human face about the place, except it is you and master’s and me and
-Pina’s.”
-
-“Well, _I_ saw a man’s face between two and three o’clock after
-midnight, peeping in at the drawing-room windows,” said the little lady
-very gravely.
-
-“Indeed, ma’am!—whose could it a been?” inquired the boy in
-astonishment.
-
-“That is what I do not know, and what I wished to ascertain.”
-
-The boy scratched his head and looked confounded.
-
-“A face a peeping in at the windows in the dead o’ night! Bless us and
-save us!” he muttered to himself.
-
-“I shall be feared to stay in the house nights when the master’s not
-in,” said Pina, turning as pale as one of her color could.
-
-“I hope there is nothing to fear. I shall speak to your master as soon
-as he comes home,” said Drusilla, to reassure her domestics.
-
-“But there’s so many bugglers about,” said Pina, with a shudder.
-
-“And to be sure, the house is very unprotected like and lonesome, and
-there’s a deal of silver and gold into it,” added Leo.
-
-“I don’t think the face was that of a burglar. If it had been, he might
-have entered the house and killed me, and taken what he wanted. There
-was nothing to prevent him,” said Drusilla.
-
-“Ah-h-h!” screamed Pina, “I shall never dare to sleep in the house when
-master is away.”
-
-“I shall ask your master to allow Leo to sleep in the house when he
-himself means to be absent,” said Drusilla.
-
-“But then they would steal the horses,” objected Leo.
-
-“Well, and if they do? Ain’t the mistress’s life, to say nothing of the
-gold and silver plate, and money and jewels, a deal more vallearble than
-the hosses, you——”
-
-Pina stopped her tongue in time not to call her brother bad names in her
-mistress’s presence.
-
-“You may both go now. And, Pina, say nothing of what has happened. And
-you, Leo, keep your faculties on the alert and try to discover this
-mystery,” said the little lady.
-
-“What—what is it I am to do with my factories, ma’am?” inquired the boy,
-doubtingly.
-
-“You are to keep your eyes and ears open and try to find out who it was
-that looked into my window,” said Drusilla, smiling even in the midst of
-her sadness.
-
-“Oh, yes, ma’am,” answered the boy, as he bowed himself out, followed by
-his sister.
-
-That day, owing to the alarm of the previous night and the long swoon,
-and the awakening in the cold room, Drusilla was unusually ill, both in
-mind and body; she remained in her chamber, wrapped in her dressing gown
-and reclining in her easy chair.
-
-But when evening came, from sheer force of habit, she roused herself and
-gave orders for a fire to be kindled and lamps to be lighted in the
-drawing-room, and supper to be prepared in case her husband should
-return.
-
-And she dressed herself with care and went down and seated herself in
-her usual place to be ready to receive him.
-
-But another long and lonely evening was before her, with an unusual
-trial at its close.
-
-At ten o’clock, as usual, Pina came in to ask her mistress if there were
-any more orders and to bid her good night.
-
-“No, Pina, I want nothing more this evening. You may go,” said Drusilla.
-
-“Won’t you let me close the shutters, ma’am, for fear that gashly face
-will look in again?”
-
-“No, Pina, they must be left open to guide your master home. The night
-is very dark, and here are no gas-lighted streets, you know,” smiled the
-little lady, determined not to yield to her fears.
-
-“Well, ma’am,” said the girl, hesitatingly—“Brother Leo, ma’am, he says
-if you would take the ’sponsibility to give him an order so to do, he
-would stay in the house until master comes home. Shall I tell him to do
-it, ma’am?”
-
-“Certainly not. Leo must not disobey his master; nor can I interfere
-with Mr. Lyon’s arrangements,” answered the faithful wife.
-
-Pina looked distressed; and raising and rolling her apron and casting
-down her eyes, she ventured to say:
-
-“Beg pardon, ma’am, but won’t you please be coaxed to let Brother Leo
-stay in the house to take care of us instead of the horses to-night?”
-
-“By no means, Pina. Say no more about it, my good girl,” answered the
-little matron, firmly.
-
-The girl looked up at her mistress to see if she was really in earnest,
-and then burst into tears and sobbed forth the broken words:
-
-“Well, ma’am, if you won’t let Brother Leo stay in here to take care of
-the house an’ us, plea—plea—please let me go long of him to the stable;
-becau—cau—cause I should die of fright to stay here with nobody but you,
-ma’am, please.”
-
-Drusilla looked at the maid in surprise and displeasure for a minute,
-and then her beautiful benevolence got the ascendancy over every other
-emotion, and she answered:
-
-“You poor, timid girl, go if you wish.”
-
-“And you won’t be ang—ang—angry long of me, ma’am, I hope?” inquired
-Pina, half ashamed of herself.
-
-“No more than I should be angry with a hare for running away. It is your
-nature, as it is the hare’s, to be cowardly.”
-
-“Well, then, ma’am, as Brother Leo is a waiting to know what he is to
-do, I may go now, mayn’t I?”
-
-“Yes, go.”
-
-“Good night, ma’am, please; and I hope the Lord will take care of you.”
-
-“I do not doubt that He will, Pina. Good night.”
-
-And so the girl retired.
-
-And Drusilla was left quite alone, not only in the room but in the
-house. At first she felt very desolate and depressed and inclined to
-cry. But presently she reasoned with herself:
-
-“That timid girl was really no protection. I am quite as safe without
-her as with her. I must trust in the Lord without whom ‘the watchman
-watcheth in vain.’ One of our wisest sages said, to become heroic, we
-must be sure to do that which we most fear to do. And I suppose his
-words must be received in their spirit rather than in the letter. I fear
-to jump into the fire, and I will not do so. And I fear, oh, how I fear,
-to stay in this house alone to-night! And all the more because I fear to
-do it, I _will_ do it, rather than break up my husband’s arrangements by
-calling Leo from the stables to guard me, and rather than torture that
-poor cowardly girl by making her stay here to keep me company. But I
-will not touch De Quincey’s or Mrs. Crowe’s works to-night to add to my
-morbid terrors. I will read the book of comfort.”
-
-And so saying, Drusilla took the Bible from its stand, and opened at the
-Psalms of David, those inspired outpourings of the soul, that have
-consoled and strengthened—how many millions of suffering and fainting
-hearts, for how many thousand years!
-
-We must now leave Drusilla to meet the events of the night, and we must
-turn to Alexander, and relate the circumstances that had kept him away
-from his home these three days past—circumstances more ominous of evil
-to his gentle wife than anything which had as yet happened at Cedarwood.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV.
- CAUGHT.
-
- There’s danger in that dazzling eye,
- That woos thee with its witching smile;
- Another when thou art not by,
- Those beaming looks would fain beguile.—FRANCES OSGOOD.
-
-
-This was the short session of Congress, which would close on the fourth
-of March. The fashionable season, therefore, was nearly over, and it was
-ending in true carnival style.
-
-There were morning concerts, theatricals, receptions, etc., all day; and
-there were evening concerts, theatricals, receptions, dinners, balls and
-parties all night. And “everybody who was anybody” was expected to
-“show” at all.
-
-The belle of the season went everywhere; and often appeared at half a
-dozen different scenes of festivity or revelry in one night.
-
-Her constant escort, Alexander Lyon, had no sinecure. He went with her
-everywhere; partly because his uncle willed that he should go with her,
-and he could not well refuse without explaining his reasons for doing
-so, and he could not explain, without acknowledging his secret marriage
-with Drusilla; partly because he imagined himself in love with his
-brilliant cousin; but mostly because he determined that Richard Hammond
-should not supplant him in his office of escort.
-
-For two days during which he had not appeared at his home, he had been
-on a “perpetual” round of pleasure with Anna. The first day he attended
-her to a breakfast given at the Executive Mansion; to a _matinèe
-musicale_ at the French minister’s; to an afternoon debate in the Senate
-Chamber; to a dinner party at General Stott’s; and to the theatre to see
-a celebrated comedienne; and, lastly, to a supper at General Lyon’s
-room; all this in one day and evening; so, of course, he could not get
-home that night. The next day he went with her, first to a wedding at
-St. John’s church, and to the wedding-breakfast at the house of the
-bride’s mother; then to hear part of a very interesting case at the
-Supreme Court; next to the reception of a cabinet minister; then to an
-exhibition of paintings; from that to a dinner party at the Brazilian
-minister’s; and, finally, to the very grandest hall of the carnival,
-given by the wife of a millionaire, who had taken a furnished house for
-the season, and reserved herself for this final magnificent affair.
-
-It was considered a great distinction to get an invitation to this ball.
-Only the “elite” were invited, and all the “elite” were there.
-
-Anna, restricted by her mourning to a certain style of dress was still,
-as always, the most beautiful and the most admired woman of the
-assembly. And Alexander was proud of her as his reputed betrothed.
-
-In all the success of the season Anna had never had such a dazzling
-triumph as upon this evening. She seemed to turn all heads with her
-bewitching beauty, until at length her own brain seem dizzied with her
-conquests. She grew capricious and exasperating. Alexander hovered
-around her; and he would not have left her for a moment that evening if
-she had not, with a furtive and angry flash of her blazing blue eyes,
-peremptorily ordered him to leave her. And to complete his mortification
-and despair, she beckoned Richard Hammond to come to her, and she
-retained him in her suite for the rest of the evening.
-
-Alexander was half maddened by this conduct of his cousin. His blood
-boiled when he saw her smiling upon his rival; and when he saw that
-rival basking in those smiles; and he would have liked to have throttled
-Richard then and there; but he knew that it would never do to make a
-scene in that place; so he stood scowling and muttering curses, and
-planning vengeance.
-
-General Lyon, who for once had been tempted to come out in the evening
-for the sake of being present at this great ball, and meeting many of
-his old friends whom he knew would be there, saw the provoking behavior
-of the young pair and resolved that as soon as he should have them at
-home he would favor the coquette and the rival with a good sound
-reprimanding lecture. But the festivities were kept up all night; and so
-the old soldier, who broke down at about one o’clock, was forced to
-retire and leave the beauty and her rival lovers to their own devices.
-
-Not, however, without whispering to each of the delinquents in turn:
-
-“I shall want to see you at my rooms to-morrow at twelve noon.”
-
-It was broad daylight when the ball broke up.
-
-Anna was at length under the necessity of giving Richard his congee, and
-resigning herself to the charge of Alexander, who, having escorted her
-to the ball, was of course obliged to take her home.
-
-On reaching her lodgings, Anna went to bed to sleep off her fatigue. And
-Alexander, who had hardly spoken during the drive home, hurried off to
-his rooms at the Blank House, to procure what rest he could before the
-hour at which he was to wait upon his uncle.
-
-At twelve o’clock precisely, the old soldier, having breakfasted, was
-seated in his private parlor waiting for his fractious young people.
-
-Anna was the first to come in. And her grandfather was just clearing his
-throat to begin upon her when the door was opened and Mr. Richard
-Hammond was announced.
-
-“Ah! very well, it is just as easy to speak to you both at the same
-time,” said the old gentleman, turning around in his chair and facing
-the culprits.
-
-And very imposing looked the veteran as he sat there with his majestic
-person, grave countenance and silver hair and beard.
-
-And the young cousins were certainly awed by the dignity of his aspect
-as well as abashed by a sense of their own follies.
-
-“Come and stand before me, sir and madam.” (This gentleman of the old
-school, always on ceremonious occasions, addressed ladies, whether
-married or single, by the title of “madam,” which in its true meaning is
-simply _ma dame_, or my lady, and applies with equal propriety to maids
-or matrons.)
-
-“Sir and madam, come and stand before me,” he said.
-
-And the young people, with the reverence they had been educated to show
-to age, approached and stood before the old man.
-
-Their ready obedience mollified him to a certain extent; for when he
-spoke again it was in a milder manner.
-
-“My daughter and my nephew,” he said, “your conduct lately, and
-especially your deportment last evening, has shamed and grieved me. It
-might be said of our ancient house, as it has been said of another noble
-line, that all the men were brave and all the women pure. Let me not see
-in you two the first exceptions to that proud rule.”
-
-The cheeks of the young lady and the brow of the young gentleman flushed
-crimson with mortification; but neither spoke, and the old gentleman
-continued:
-
-“No brave man ever tries to supplant an accepted suitor. And no pure
-woman ever encourages the rival of her betrothed.”
-
-The flush deepened on the cheeks of Anna and on the brow of Richard, and
-both cast down their eyes, but neither opened their lips.
-
-“And,” proceeded the veteran hero, “I should blush for the daughter of
-my house who should prove a coquette, as I should blush for the son who
-should prove a coward. My children, I hope I have said enough. Be brave
-as all the men of our line, and pure as all its women.”
-
-“Richard,” said Anna, with eyes flashing through their tears, “Cousin
-Richard, you must bid me farewell here, now, and forever.”
-
-He took the hand she extended to him, and holding it within his own,
-turned to his uncle and said:
-
-“Sir, you _have_ said enough, and so has my cousin. What it costs me to
-leave her, only heaven knows. But you have made an appeal that cannot be
-resisted, and I bow before it. Farewell, sir! And Anna, my cousin,
-good-bye! Good-bye! God bless you.”
-
-And after wringing Anna’s hand, he dropped it, bowed to his uncle, and
-hastened away to conceal the tears that rushed to his eyes.
-
-Anna threw herself down upon the sofa, buried her head in its pillows,
-and sobbed convulsively.
-
-The old man, with his hands clasped behind his back, and his
-silver-haired head bowed upon his bosom, walked slowly up and down the
-floor. At length, he came to his sobbing daughter, and laying his hand
-tenderly upon her head, said:
-
-“I am sorry, Anna. I am sorry, my child. I would I could bear all pain
-in your stead. But, Anna, I cannot bear this pang for you. And you know
-that faith must be kept, though hearts be grieved—aye, or——”
-
-Before he could finish his sentence, the door was opened, and Mr. Lyon
-was announced.
-
-On seeing Alexander enter, Anna started up from the sofa, and hurried
-from the room.
-
-“Good morning, sir. I hope I have not disturbed my cousin?” said Mr.
-Lyon, bowing, and shaking hands with his uncle.
-
-“Sit down, Alick,” said the old man, without replying to his
-observation. “I wish to speak to you.”
-
-Alexander seated himself, and looked attentive.
-
-“Alick, I saw how much annoyed you were last night by Richard’s marked
-attentions to Anna, and her seeming encouragement of them.”
-
-“‘Seeming,’ sir! It was more than seeming; and much more than mere
-‘encouragement.’ Sir, she solicited those attentions,” said Alexander,
-with scarcely suppressed indignation, and entirely forgetting that _he_
-certainly had no right to object to all this.
-
-“Tut, tut, tut, tut, boy, that is very strong language. However, I can
-overlook it, as the provocation was very great. But, Alick, it was only
-the mischievous spirit of a spoiled beauty on her part, and the vanity
-of a coxcomb on his. I have had them both up before me this morning, and
-spoken some words to them that they will not readily forget. Anna has
-dismissed Richard once for all. And he has bid us good-bye, and is gone
-for good.”
-
-Alexander looked up in surprise and pleasure.
-
-“Yes, it is so,” said the general.
-
-“Excuse me, sir, was that the reason why my cousin was so very much
-overcome, and ran from the room as soon as I came in?” questioned
-Alexander, his jealous doubts again awakening.
-
-“Um-m, well, you see I had said some pretty severe words to her and made
-her cry. But it is well she is gone, as I have something to say to you
-in private.”
-
-“Yes sir?” said Alexander, hesitatingly and with a guilty twinge, for
-his conscience immediately awakened his fears. What was it his uncle
-wanted to say to him? Had the old man got an inkling of the cottage at
-Cedarwood and its inmates? Scarcely likely he thought, but still he felt
-uneasy until the general said:
-
-“Alexander my boy, it is now nearly five months since the lamented death
-of your dear mother, my esteemed sister-in-law. And I do not for my
-part, see why your marriage with Anna should be longer deferred. Long
-engagements are very injudicious indeed; and your engagement has been an
-exceedingly prolonged one. And I think now that it should terminate in
-marriage. Come, what do you say?”
-
-Alexander turned hot and cold; attempted to speak and failed.
-
-The old gentleman ascribed all his emotion to excess of love, surprise
-and joy.
-
-“Yes, my boy, I really mean it,” he said, smiling. “To defer the affair
-longer would not be so much of a respectful tribute to the memory of
-your dear mother, as a superstitious observance. Come! find your tongue,
-man! find your tongue!”
-
-“The question must be referred to my beautiful betrothed sir. It will be
-for her to decide it,” said Alexander.
-
-“Oh, aye, certainly, to be sure; it will be for her to decide it; but it
-will be for _you_ to induce her to decide it in your favor, my lad,”
-chuckled the old gentleman. “And as you are to take her to see Saviola’s
-new picture to-day, you will have a fine opportunity of doing so,” he
-added.
-
-At that moment the door was again opened, and Commodore Staughton was
-announced.
-
-And as the old naval hero entered the room, Alexander arose and bowed
-and made his escape.
-
-But Mr. Lyon did not attend his cousin to the picture gallery that
-afternoon. Anna pleaded excessive fatigue, and with good reason, and
-kept her room until evening, when she went, attended by Alexander, to a
-reception at the Executive Mansion, that was the last and greatest of
-the season.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI.
- A MEMORABLE NIGHT.
-
- ’Tis only the obscure is terrible;
- Imagination frames events unknown,
- In wild fantastic shapes of hideous ruin,
- And what it fears, creates.—HANNAH MORE.
-
-
-It was two hours after midnight, on a keen March morning, when Alexander
-Lyon, in the face of a fierce northwest wind, rode on towards his almost
-forsaken home.
-
-His frame of mind was not enviable.
-
-Never since he had entered upon his life of deception had his
-double-dealing so much disturbed him. The discovery of his duplicity was
-now impending. His uncle had proposed his immediate marriage with his
-betrothed; and should the obstinate old gentleman persist in pushing on
-the project, and should Anna raise no objection to it, there would be no
-other course for Alexander to pursue but frankly to confess his secret
-marriage with Drusilla, and so brave the old soldier’s roused wrath, and
-bear the young beauty’s bitter scorn.
-
-Yet, still Mr. Lyon resolved to delay the degradation of such a
-disclosure, and the shame of such a scene as long as possible, for still
-he hoped, “out of this nettle danger to pluck the flower safety.”
-
-It was possible, he thought, that his uncle might not persevere in his
-purpose, and it was probable that Anna herself would be the first to
-object to a precipitated wedding, and would insist that the programme
-should be followed, and that the full year of mourning for his mother
-should elapse before Alexander should claim her hand.
-
-There yet remained nearly eight months to the end of this probation. In
-this time, how much, he reflected, might happen to deliver him from his
-disagreeable dilemma.
-
-_Drusilla might die._
-
-He felt a pang of shame and sorrow as this idea entered his mind. Yet
-still he entertained it. Drusilla was now declining in health, and she
-might die. And in such a case he should be free from the trammels of his
-reckless marriage, and from the necessity of making the humiliating
-confession that he had ever worn them.
-
-Agitated by these evil thoughts, he rode rapidly onward towards
-Cedarwood.
-
-As he entered the private road leading through the dark wood he saw the
-beacon lights of his home in the drawing-room windows, shining out to
-guide him on his way.
-
-“She is waiting for me, poor child,” he said, half in compassion, half
-in contempt. “Still waiting and watching as she has been doing no doubt,
-for the last three nights—the last three nights! Ah! and how many nights
-behind them! Poor little miserable! I wish I had never seen her!”
-
-So muttering to himself Alexander rode around to the stable and put up
-his horse, and then walked back to the house and knocked at the front
-door.
-
-It did not fly open as usual at his summons, so he knocked again, louder
-than before; but there was no response.
-
-Then he sounded an alarm upon the knocker, and waited for the result.
-
-But when the noise he made died away, all remained silent in the house.
-
-“What the deuce is the meaning of this, I should like to know?” he
-inquired of himself, as he went down the steps and climbed up to the
-sill of the front windows, and looked into the drawing-room.
-
-The room was brilliantly lighted up, but the fire in the grate had
-burned low; the untasted supper covered up on the hearth had probably
-grown cold; and the little guardian angel of the place was no where to
-be seen.
-
-“Where the mischief can she be?” he asked himself; and having frequently
-expressed annoyance that she should sit up late to let him in, he now
-felt vexation that she should have gone to rest, and left him to get in
-as he could.
-
-There was nothing now for him to do but to go back to the stable and
-rouse up his man-servant, and get the key of the kitchen door, by which
-that functionary always let himself in in the morning to make the fires.
-
-Leo slept in the loft over the carriage-room, which was shut off from
-the horse stalls, and locked within.
-
-And it required considerable knocking and calling before the man could
-be awakened.
-
-When at last he aroused he started up in terror shouting;
-
-“Who’s there? Thieves! murder! fire!—go away, or I’ll shoot!”
-
-“Coward, and fool!—come down and open the door!” loudly and angrily
-exclaimed his master.
-
-But before Mr. Lyon had fairly got the words out of his mouth Leo put
-his pistol out of the window, and pulled the trigger and blazed away.
-
-The ball whizzed past within an inch of the ear of Alexander, who
-instinctively dodged and shrank out of the range of fire, as he shouted:
-
-“Stop that, you villain! What do you mean, you poltroon? It is I, your
-master.”
-
-But the man was mad with terror; and even while his master spoke, fired
-again and again, until he had discharged six shots from his revolver;
-and then he retired from the window.
-
-“And now, you scoundrel!” again shouted Mr. Lyon, as soon as silence was
-restored. “Do you hear me—do you know me now? I am your master. Come
-down and open the door; I want you.”
-
-A minute passed, and then the voice of Leo was heard from above, calling
-cautiously:
-
-“Marse Alick, Marse Alick! Is it you, sir?”
-
-“Of course it is I, you cursed idiot! who else should it be? And it is
-very well for you that I am living to answer, and you are not a
-murderer. Come down instantly, I say, and open the door.”
-
-“Lor, Leo, chile, it is marster; I knows his speech. So let him in,”
-spoke another low voice, which Mr. Lyon, in astonishment, recognized as
-belonging to Pina.
-
-Another minute passed, and then Leo came down, with his teeth chattering
-from cold and fright, and opened the door.
-
-“And now, you villain! what have you got to say for yourself, that I
-shall not have you committed to jail to-morrow on charge of assault with
-intent to kill?” angrily demanded Mr. Lyon.
-
-“Oh, Marse Alick! I’m as much mortified at the mistake as ever I can be.
-Indeed, sir, I thought it was horse thieves, and I was duty bounden to
-’fend the hosses, you know, sir,” pleaded Leo.
-
-“Umph; well, you must be more careful another time, my man. Your mistake
-might have cost you your neck, you know.”
-
-“’Deed, sir, I—if I had been so misfortunate as to hurt you I shouldn’t
-a cared _that_ for my neck! I should a wanted to a’ hanged myself ’dout
-waitin’ for the judge to do it,” said the boy, so earnestly that he at
-once disarmed his master.
-
-“Very well, I dare say you speak truly. And now let me have the key of
-the back door; I wish to get in the house and go to bed. Your mistress
-has shut up the place and retired. I suppose she has given up all
-thoughts of seeing me to-night. Where is the key?”
-
-“Here it is, sir; shall I go on to the house with you?”
-
-“No, there is no need. Oh, by the way—was not that Pina’s voice I heard
-speaking to you?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And pray how comes she to be sleeping down here in the stable loft,
-when she should be in the house with her mistress? And now I think of
-it, how _is_ your mistress?”
-
-“Ah, purty much the same as usual, sir,” said Leo, trying to evade the
-‘previous question.’
-
-“I am glad to hear it. But about Pina; how comes she to be sleeping
-here?”
-
-“Well, sir, you see there’s been a ’larm at the house; and Pina, she was
-feared—”
-
-“‘An alarm at the house?’ What sort of an alarm?” anxiously inquired Mr.
-Lyon.
-
-“Well, sir, if you will please to let me walk along home with you I
-could tell you as I go along.”
-
-“Come then and be quick.”
-
-“Oh lor, Brother Leo, ask master to wait for me, please. I don’t dare to
-stay here all alone by myself!” exclaimed Pina, scuttling down from the
-loft as fast as she could come.
-
-“Hurry then, you provoking fool; and mind, I have an account to settle
-with you when you come,” said Mr. Lyon, as he stamped his feet and
-clapped his hands to keep his almost congealed blood in circulation,
-while the fierce wind whirled his riding-coat round and round.
-
-Meantime Leo quickly took down his own overcoat from its peg in the
-coach-room, and put it on.
-
-“Now then! How dared you to leave your mistress and come down here to
-sleep, eh?” angrily demanded Mr. Lyon, as Pina came to the side of her
-brother.
-
-“Please, sir, it was along of the fright. And mistress said I might. And
-no more wasn’t she angry long o’ me for it,” whimpered the girl.
-
-“Your kind mistress is never angry with anybody for anything,” answered
-Mr. Lyon, doing justice to his neglected young wife, on this occasion at
-least. “And,” he added, “I will hear what she has to say about the
-matter before I excuse you. And now, Leo,” he inquired, turning to the
-boy, “what about this alarm at the house? I hope it was a false one. Was
-it of thieves?”
-
-“Well, sir, I don’t rightly know whether it was a false alarm or not,
-nor likewise whether it was thieves.”
-
-“Tell me all you know of it.”
-
-“If you please, I don’t know anything about it personably myself. It was
-not me as seen the face at the window, in the dead hour of the night, it
-was my mistress.”
-
-“‘A face at the window in the dead of night?’” echoed Mr. Lyon, in
-astonishment.
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“What night?”
-
-“Last night, sir, about this hour, as I understand.”
-
-“Give me the particulars.”
-
-Leo began and related the story, as he had received it from his
-mistress.
-
-“That is most extraordinary and it must be investigated,” said Mr. Lyon,
-in a musing and anxious manner, as the boy finished the tale. “But,” he
-added, turning sternly to the two servants, “how came you, you cowardly
-brutes, to leave your young mistress alone in the house to-night after
-such an alarm? I feel inclined to part with you both.”
-
-“Oh, sir,” said Leo, “I begged my mistress to allow me to stay in the
-house to keep guard, I did, indeed, sir; but she wouldn’t so much as
-hear of it. She said how she wouldn’t interfere long of your
-arrangements, sir; and so she ordered me to go back to the stables and
-take care o’ the hosses.”
-
-“And indeed, master, indeed, sir,” put in Pina, “I did say to my
-mist’ess wasn’t her safety of more ’count than the dumb brutes; but she
-wouldn’t hear to me, no more’r to Brother Leo.”
-
-“And so she sent you both out of the house!” exclaimed Mr. Lyon,
-frowning darkly.
-
-“Indeed she did, sir,” answered Pina.
-
-“And remained in it alone?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” replied Leo.
-
-“Humph!” growled Mr. Lyon, and his anger was diverted from his offending
-servants to his neglected wife. An insane suspicion took possession of
-him, and he mentally connected the mysterious face at the window, with
-the circumstance of Drusilla’s sending her servants from the house, and
-he drew an inference which nothing but the madness of jealousy could
-have inspired, and he hurried on at a pace which even his agile young
-servants found it hard to keep up with.
-
-They went around to the back door and opened it, and Mr. Lyon, calling
-his servants to follow him through the house, groped his way along the
-dark back passages to the octagon hall and up the stairs to his wife’s
-chamber, which was dimly lighted by a night-taper on the mantle-piece
-and a smouldering fire in the grate. The room was vacant and evidently
-had not been occupied since the morning.
-
-“Where can she be?” he inquired, and in an accession of anxiety he
-hurried through the other rooms of the upper story; but found them all
-empty.
-
-Then, still attended by his servants, he went below stairs and searched
-the library and the bird room. But neither Drusilla nor any one else
-could be found.
-
-“I looked into the drawing-room before I entered the house—looked in
-through the unshuttered front windows and I saw that no one was in
-there. But I will look again,” muttered Mr. Lyon, in extreme
-astonishment and anxiety, as he passed into the apartment in question.
-
-It was still brilliantly lighted up and he could see into every corner
-of it; but he saw, besides the usual furniture, only the neatly spread
-little supper table; the untasted supper covered up on the hearth; and
-the easy chair and slippers near the blackened fire that had quite gone
-out.
-
-But his wife was nowhere to be seen in the room.
-
-“This is most inexplicable!” he exclaimed, in consternation, as he
-turned and looked at his servants, who stood near him aghast with
-terror. “At what hour did your mistress dismiss you?”
-
-“At ten o’clock, sir; but we didn’t go out of the house till nearly
-half-past, as it took us some little time to rake out the kitchen fire
-and fasten up the place,” answered Leo, while Pina fell to sobbing.
-
-“Stop that noise, will you, and follow me. I will search the rooms over
-the kitchen; though I suppose it will be quite in vain,” said Mr. Lyon,
-grimly, as there entered his mind the cruel suspicion that his neglected
-and lonely young wife had actually left her home.
-
-They searched first the kitchen, pantry and laundry, on the first floor
-of the back building. Then they went up and searched the servants’ rooms
-on the second floor. But without success.
-
-“She is gone,” said Mr. Lyon to himself, as he led the way back to the
-drawing-room. And in the strangely blended emotions of astonishment and
-mortification, there was also a delusive feeling of satisfaction and
-hope. If she was gone, he should be free. Her departure was his
-deliverance.
-
-As he re-entered the drawing-room, still attended by his servants, he
-saw the broad morning light streaming in at the front windows. He
-ordered Leo to take away the lamps and to clear out the grate and kindle
-a new fire. And he directed Pina to remove the supper service and
-prepare his breakfast; for, under all the circumstances, he felt too
-much excited to think of lying down to sleep.
-
-He walked up and down the room, while his servants quickly executed his
-orders. And soon every vestige of the evening’s untasted repast and
-extinguished fire was removed. And the clean hearth and glowing grate
-invited Alexander to repose himself in his easy chair.
-
-After a while Pina appeared with the table linen in her hand, and
-inquired, respectfully:
-
-“If you please, sir, will you have the breakfast laid here, or in the
-dining-room?”
-
-“In the dining-room, of course,” answered Mr. Lyon.
-
-“The dining-room,” as the reader knows, was but a cozy, elegant, little
-recess, curtained off from the drawing-room, and only large enough to
-hold a small table and two chairs, for the young couple’s tête-à-tête
-dinners.
-
-As Pina now drew aside the crimson curtain, she uttered a wild scream,
-and stood transfixed and gazing down upon some object near her feet.
-
-Alexander sprang up to see what had frightened her; but as he put aside
-the curtain, and saw what was under it, he started back with an
-irrepressible cry of horror.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
- A GREAT DISCOVERY.
-
- Oh, fatal opportunity!
- That work’st our thoughts into desires, desires
- To resolutions; and these being ripe and ready,
- Then giv’st them birth and brings’t them forth to action.—DENHAM.
-
- The means that fortune yields must be embraced
- And not neglected; else if fortune would,
- And we will not, her offers we refuse,
- And miss the means of action and success.—SHAKSPEARE.
-
-
-She whom they had sought so vainly, lay there, doubled up, on the floor,
-and partly covered by the dropping folds of the curtain.
-
-“Oh, master! Oh, sir! She is dead! She is murdered! She is, indeed, sir,
-and the thieves have been in and done it!” cried Pina, recovering her
-voice and wringing her hands in grief and terror.
-
-And her dreadful words seemed to be true.
-
-Mr. Lyon could not speak. He silently lifted the lifeless form, and
-shuddering to see how helplessly the head and limbs fell over his arms,
-he bore it into the drawing-room, and laid it on the sofa.
-
-Pina followed him, and stood sobbing and wringing her hands.
-
-He knelt down by the body and gazed on the marble face, the half-open
-eyes, and the rigid lips drawn tightly from the white and glistening
-teeth.
-
-He hastily unfastened the front of her dress, and put his hand in her
-bosom to feel if her heart yet beat. It seemed still.
-
-He put his ear down to listen if her lungs yet moved. They were
-motionless.
-
-He felt her hands and feet. They were cold and stiff.
-
-Then he arose and stood gazing upon the body.
-
-“Oh, is she dead? Is you sure?” inquired Pina, with tears streaming down
-her face.
-
-“Yes. She seems to have been dead some hours;” groaned Alexander, with
-his own face as white as that of the lifeless form before him.
-
-“Oh, master! Oh, sir! The thieves broke in and done it, didn’t they?
-Didn’t they?”
-
-“I don’t know,” said Mr. Lyon, speaking slowly and softly. “There is no
-evidence of the late presence of thieves in the house. Nothing as yet is
-missing. And there is no sign of blood upon her clothing.”
-
-“Oh, master, but her dress is black, and wouldn’t show it plain.”
-
-Alexander knew this to be true, and he also knew that some wounds bleed
-only inwardly. So he began to examine her body. First he unloosed her
-beautiful hair, and ran his fingers through its tresses, and felt all
-over her head. But apparently she had received no sort of injury there.
-
-While he was proceeding with this inspection, Pina suddenly started up
-and ran out of the room.
-
-He made a most careful examination, but found no mark of violence upon
-her person.
-
-And yet he thought she must have come to her death suddenly and
-violently; since she had been alive and in her usual health between ten
-and eleven o’clock on the preceding evening, and now was dead, and
-apparently had been so for several hours.
-
-He had scarcely finished his examination, when Pina rushed back into the
-room, holding a fragment of looking-glass in her hand, and exclaiming
-eagerly:
-
-“Try this! Oh, dear master, try this! Lay it to her lips and hold it
-there a minute or so, and if there’s any moisture on it, it is a sign
-that there’s a little life left, and where there’s life, you know, if
-there’s ever so little, there’s hope.”
-
-Mr. Lyon silently took the piece of glass, and laid it flat with the
-bright side to the cold lips, and stood watching the result.
-
-“Oh, sir, I’m glad I happened to think of it! I know’d a woman, I did,
-who fell down into a fit, and lay for dead all day long; for her breath
-had stopped, and her heart had stopped, and she was cold and stiff; and
-they were going to lay her out, when somebody said ‘try a glass,’ and so
-they tried it, and sure enough, after they held it over her lips a
-little while, there was a moisture on it, and so they knew she still
-breathed ever so little, though they couldn’t perceive it in any other
-way but by the glass—and so—”
-
-“Hush, stop,” said Mr. Lyon, interrupting the garrulous girl, and
-examining the glass.
-
-There was a dimness on its bright surface.
-
-“You are right. Life is not yet quite extinct. She still breathes
-slightly.”
-
-“Oh, sir, I’m so glad! I feel as glad as if—”
-
-“Hurry and make a fire in her bed-chamber, while I carry her up stairs,”
-said Mr. Lyon, again interrupting the stream of the girl’s talk.
-
-Pina flew down stairs to get kindling wood, and to startle her brother
-with the news that their mistress had been found in a fainting fit so
-deep that she seemed dead, or dying, at the last gasp, and it was
-doubtful whether she would ever come out of it.
-
-Meanwhile, Alexander lifted the insensible form and carried it up
-stairs, to the bed-chamber, and laid it on the bed.
-
-Pina soon came in with the kindling wood and rapidly revived the fire
-that had not yet gone out.
-
-Then, while her master ran down stairs and searched for restoratives,
-she undressed her mistress and put her between soft, warm blankets, in
-the bed, and began to rub her hands and feet in the hope of restoring
-the arrested circulation.
-
-Mr. Lyon returned with brandy and ammonia, and then master and maid used
-the most vigorous means for recovering the unconscious sufferer.
-
-For nearly two hours they worked over her; but their efforts seemed
-utterly unavailing.
-
-At length when they were almost ready to give over in despair, Alexander
-perceived a slight fluttering near the heart of his wife. With revived
-hope, he redoubled his efforts and soon had the satisfaction of seeing
-further signs of returning life. Her chest labored and heaved; her lips
-trembled and parted; and then she gasped and opened her eyes.
-
-“Drusa, Drusa, my darling, do you know me?” he inquired, looking
-anxiously in her face.
-
-But she only gazed at him, with wide open, soft inexpressive eyes,
-without replying.
-
-He hastily mixed a little ammonia and water and raised her head and put
-the cordial to her lips. She drank it mechanically; but it immediately
-revived her.
-
-“Drusa, my little Drusa, do you know me now?” he inquired, setting the
-glass aside and bending over her.
-
-She looked at him with infinite love, put her arms up around his neck,
-drew his head down to hers and kissed him tenderly.
-
-He returned her soft caresses, for while he gazed on her sweet, patient,
-loving face, and reflected that she was just rescued, as it were, from
-the jaws of death, he felt all his compassion, if not his affection for
-her, revived.
-
-“What caused your swoon, my little Drusa?” he inquired.
-
-But a spasm of pain, or fear, passed over her face and form, and she
-shuddered and closed her eyes.
-
-“Beg your pardon, sir, but if I was you, I wouldn’t ask no questions
-yet,” said Pina in a low respectful voice.
-
-“You are right again,” he answered.
-
-And he contented himself with sitting by his wife’s bed and holding her
-hand, and occasionally bending down and kissing her forehead.
-
-“If you please sir, to let me go down and bring my mistress up a cup of
-strong tea and a bit of dry toast, I think if she could be got to take
-it, it would do her good,” said Pina.
-
-“Go then,” replied Mr. Lyon.
-
-And as the girl left the room, he stooped and whispered to his wife.
-
-“I hope you are better, love.”
-
-“Yes,” she answered.
-
-“I will not try your strength with questions, now; but as soon as you
-are able, you will tell me what caused your deep swoon.”
-
-She drew his head down to hers and answered in a low, faint voice:
-
-“_It was the face at the window._”
-
-“The face at the window! again last night.”
-
-She nodded; and her lips grew so white and her eyes so wild with terror,
-that he hastened to soothe her.
-
-“There, there is no danger now, my little Drusa! I am here by your side.
-Compose yourself for the present, and when you have quite recovered you
-shall tell me all about it, and the affair shall be investigated.”
-
-He laid his hand upon her brow; and she with a sigh of relief, closed
-her eyes.
-
-Presently Pina came in with a little tray upon which stood a cup of tea
-and a small piece of dried toast.
-
-At Alexander’s entreaty and with his assistance, Drusilla sat up and
-drank the tea and ate the toast, and then sank back upon her pillow and
-after a while, with her hand in his, fell into a natural and refreshing
-sleep.
-
-Alexander still watched her for five or ten minutes longer, and then
-after glancing up at the time-piece on the mantle shelf and seeing that
-it was nearly eleven o’clock he slipped his hand from hers, told Pina to
-take his place by the bedside, and then left the chamber.
-
-He went down stairs into the drawing-room and rang the bell.
-
-Leo answered it.
-
-“Serve my breakfast immediately and then go and saddle my horse and
-bring him around to the door,” were Mr. Lyon’s directions.
-
-Leo, much wondering that his master should leave his mistress at such a
-time, went out of the room to obey his orders.
-
-Breakfast was soon served. Alexander dispatched it in haste, and then
-went up stairs to change his dress for his ride into town.
-
-When he found himself alone in his dressing-room, all the embarrassments
-of his false position—forgotten during the exciting events that had
-followed his late arrival at home—were now recalled to mind.
-
-In an hour or two he should meet his uncle and his cousin. The former
-would expect that he should make his proposal for immediate marriage
-with Anna, and the latter would be ready to meet it.
-
-He might either make the anticipated proposal or omit to do it.
-
-If he should make it, and his cousin should meet it favorably, the
-embarrassments of his position would be multiplied a thousand fold, for
-certainly he could not marry two wives; neither could he, after having
-committed himself by his proposal, confess his prior marriage.
-
-If he should omit to make the proposal at all, such omission would
-subject him to suspicion and severe cross-examination by his uncle and
-the grandfather of his betrothed.
-
-His first hope, then, was in being able to evade the dilemma by
-procrastination; and his second hope was that Anna herself might take
-the responsibility of insisting upon a further delay of the wedding.
-
-As for his secret marriage with Drusilla, he was now resolved, come what
-might, that he would never reveal it; because he felt sure, if he should
-do so, that his uncle and cousin would both discard him, and she would
-become the wife of his rival.
-
-But even in the midst of these evil thoughts, he started as an
-absent-minded walker might at seeing himself on the brink of a dreadful
-precipice,—yes, started with a sudden consciousness of what a villain he
-was growing to be—he who up to this time had been a man of stainless
-honor.
-
-While agitated by these emotions, he was mechanically dressing himself.
-He went to his wardrobe to search for a thick coat, for the morning was
-still bitterly cold, and the overcoat that he had worn on the previous
-day and night had received some damage from Leo’s frantic pistol shots.
-
-He took down coat after coat, but they were all too thin.
-
-At length, far back in the wardrobe, he found one that he had not worn
-for many months. It belonged to the travelling suit that he had worn
-when he went to Alexandria to meet Drusilla and went to the parson to
-marry her.
-
-With feelings of sadness, regret and compunction, he turned the garment
-about and looked at it. Then he carefully brushed it and put it on,
-buttoned it closely, and thrust both hands in his pockets to push them
-down. In doing so, he felt a folded paper. And in listless curiosity he
-took it out, opened it, and looked at it.
-
-In an instant all his listlessness vanished. He held it from him, and
-gazed, and gazed at it with his eyes dilating, his lips parting, and his
-face blanching with what would have seemed at first view to be amazement
-and horror, but which soon proved to be delight and triumph.
-
-He could scarcely believe the evidence of his senses. He suspected that
-he was dreaming. He pinched himself to prove that he was awake.
-
-Then he suddenly dropped into a chair, waved the paper above his head,
-and burst into a loud laugh.
-
-“Well,” he said, “if I had been the most consummate schemer that ever
-lived, I could not have plotted for myself better than fortune has
-planned for me. Now, then, Mr. Richard Hammond! Let us see now what are
-your prospects of ultimately winning the beauty and the heiress! But
-little Drusa! poor little Drusa! patient, loving little Drusa! Thank
-fortune that you neither know nor suspect anything of this matter! And
-you _must_ neither know nor suspect it yet awhile! For the knowledge, or
-even the very suspicion of this, would go near to kill you. Very, very
-gradually must you be prepared for it, my darling; very, very gently
-must the truth be broken to you, my poor little girl!”
-
-He felt now no embarrassment as to his relations, present or
-prospective, with his betrothed and her grandfather. He was ready to
-propose to Anna the next day, and to marry her in a month after, if
-expedient.
-
-For the paper that he had found in the pocket of his wedding coat, and
-now held in his hand, proved, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that his
-marriage with poor Drusilla was informal, null and void; that it had
-always been so, and that he was legally free to love and to wed
-whomsoever he should please.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII.
- HIS LOVE.
-
- His is the love that only lives,
- While the cheek is fresh and red;
- His is the love that only thrives,
- Where the pleasure feast is spread.—ELIZA COOK.
-
-
-Although that little paper furnished a proof that Alexander Lyon was as
-free from marriage-bonds as he wished to be, yet it would have been
-better for his own purpose for him to have burned it at once.
-
-But with that strange unwillingness which some people feel to destroy
-even a dangerous document, he carefully folded it up and put it into his
-little looking-glass drawer.
-
-Then he went into the next chamber and spoke to Pina, who was still
-watching by her mistress’s bed.
-
-“Has she moved?” he asked.
-
-“Oh no, sir, she sleeps very sound,” answered the girl.
-
-“That is well. Keep her very still. Keep the room dark and quiet. Do not
-leave her until my return. If she should wake in the meantime, tell her
-that I was compelled to ride into town this morning; but that I shall be
-back early. Do you hear?”
-
-“Yes, sir; and I will be very careful to do as you say.”
-
-Alexander then drew on his gloves and left the room. When he got down
-stairs he repeated to Leo his orders, that the house should be kept very
-quiet. Then he mounted his horse and rode rapidly towards the city. He
-was an hour behind his usual time, and it was noon when he reached his
-room at the hotel. He was glad to find out by inquiry that no one had
-called that morning to see him. So he went down stairs to call a cab, to
-take him to his uncle’s lodgings. He found the hotel halls, as well as
-the city streets, full of bustle. Yesterday had been the last day of the
-session of Congress, and to-day there was a general evacuation of the
-city, by members of the house and senate, and by the troops of friends
-and strangers that attend or follow them to and from Washington.
-
-Alick found it hard to get an empty cab, so he hailed an omnibus, and
-rode on as far as it would take him to his uncle’s lodgings, and then
-got out and walked the rest of the way.
-
-The general had just left his bedroom; but he received his visitor very
-cordially.
-
-“I tell you what, Alick, these fashionable hours don’t suit an
-old-fashioned fellow like myself. And I am heartily glad the season is
-over. As soon as Anna comes down I shall tell her to give orders to pack
-up; for we shall leave in a day or two—just as soon as the great crush
-of travellers shall thin off, so that the steamboats and the railway
-trains will not be so overcrowded. By the way, I hope you made it all
-right with Anna last night?”
-
-“Please to recollect, my dear sir, that I could not possibly get an
-opportunity of speaking to her in private. But I shall make one to-day.”
-
-“All right, my dear boy, and I will help you. And I hope you will make
-up your mind to leave this babel when we do. What is to prevent you, eh?
-You might go back with us to the old hall.”
-
-“I should be very happy to do so, sir; and if I can make arrangements——”
-
-“Oh, bosh about arrangements! What arrangements can an idle young man
-like you have to make? None that could not be made in twenty-four hours.
-And we shall not leave for at least forty-eight.”
-
-“I will try to be ready, sir.”
-
-As Alick spoke, Anna came in.
-
-She wore an elegant morning robe of white cashmere lined and faced with
-quilted white satin, and trimmed with black velvet and jet, and fastened
-around the waist with a black silk cord and tassels. She seemed no worse
-for her long season of fashionable dissipation, but looked stately,
-blooming and beautiful as ever.
-
-Alexander arose and greeted her with more than usual empressement, and
-led her to a seat.
-
-The breakfast was served. And the general telling Alexander that it
-would do quite as well for a luncheon, invited him to sit down to the
-table.
-
-While lingering over the late morning meal, they talked of the just
-closed session of Congress and season of fashion, and the general again
-pressed Alick to join his party at old Lyon Hall. And in the presence of
-his beautiful betrothed, Alick could neither refuse nor hesitate to
-accept the invitation. So he gave his promise to accompany his uncle and
-cousin to their home.
-
-After the breakfast was finished, and the service was removed, the
-general arose, saying that he would go down into the reading-room and
-look over the morning papers, he left the parlor.
-
-Alexander and Anna were alone.
-
-“At last, then, I have the opportunity of speaking to you, that I have
-so long desired,” whispered Alick, as he went and took a seat on the
-sofa, by the side of his betrothed.
-
-She received him very quietly, if not coldly.
-
-He then went on to lament the repeated interruptions that had so long
-delayed their union, and to press her to name an early day for the
-wedding.
-
-“Your great haste is of very late date, Alick. I saw no signs of such
-impatience, until within the last few weeks,” she answered coolly.
-
-He gave her a deprecating look, and pleaded:
-
-“My love was chilled and my pride was hurt by your marked preference for
-my rival.”
-
-“Hush!” said Anna, quickly. “Let poor Dick alone. He is honest, if he is
-wild. I have sent him away. Let him go in peace.”
-
-“Just so! Let him go. But you will grant my request?”
-
-“I have no wish to break off our engagement, Alick. I will not be the
-first woman of my race to break my pledged word. I will give you my
-promised hand; but not as soon as you ask. Let the year of mourning end
-first.”
-
-“That will be in November.”
-
-“Yes; you must wait until then.”
-
-Alexander heaved a deep sigh, and got up and walked the room, and looked
-a great deal more disappointed than he felt.
-
-In truth—now he knew that his hand was free from legal fetters to
-Drusilla, he felt that his heart was more bound to her by affection than
-he had lately believed. And now his hated rival was out of his way, he
-found that he was not half so much in love with his beautiful cousin as
-he had imagined.
-
-And so he really had no more desire to hurry the wedding than had Anna
-herself.
-
-He wanted more time to break with her whom he had so long taken for his
-wife. And as he walked up and down the floor, he was thinking most of
-her.
-
-“Poor little Drusa,” he thought. “Good little Drusa, from this hour she
-must be to me, only as a dear little sister. But our parting must not he
-abrupt. Such a shock would be her death-blow, poor child! Little by
-little I must leave her. This trip to the old hall will be a good start.
-She need not know where or why I go. I can tell her that this business
-connected with my father’s will, takes me into Virginia for a while—and
-this will be true, so far as it goes. After a few weeks I will return to
-her, but only as a brother, and will stay with her but a few days. And
-then the second absence shall be longer than the first, and the second
-return to her, shorter. And so, gently, most gently will I loose the tie
-that binds her to me, so that when the final parting comes, she shall
-scarcely feel it.”
-
-So, as falsely as wickedly, he reasoned. For it would have been more
-merciful to have broken with her at once than to leave her by degrees.
-Much kinder would be the quick, sharp death-blow that should end her woe
-instantly, than the slow, cruel torture that would as surely if not as
-swiftly destroy her life.
-
-Something of this truth seemed to strike his mind. He groaned slightly.
-Then he began to comfort his conscience.
-
-“I will provide for her,” he said to himself. “I will buy that little
-estate for her. She can live there as a young widow. She can——Oh, great
-Heaven, what a villain I am growing to be! But I cannot help it. I
-cannot remarry Drusilla because I am bound to Anna, and have been bound
-to her for many years. So I cannot but do as I do. I wonder if murderers
-can help killing, or thieves stealing? Or if really I can help being the
-wretch I am?” And as he mentally asked himself this question his face
-grew so dark with pain and remorse, that Anna, who had been watching him
-and who quite mistook his mood, laughed and said:
-
-“Why, Alick, one would really think, to see you, that you take this
-matter to heart.”
-
-“I take the matter to heart much more than you believe, Anna,” he
-answered, speaking, as had been his frequent manner of late, true in the
-letter and false in the spirit of his reply. Then lest his supposed
-disappointment should cause her to relent and to fix an earlier day for
-their marriage than would quite be convenient for him, he hastened to
-add: “But let it be as you will, fair cousin. I will wait with what
-patience I may until November.”
-
-Anna pouted, for although she was in no haste to marry she felt
-affronted that Alick should yield the point so readily.
-
-Alick staid and dined with his uncle and cousin that day. And after
-dinner he would have taken leave to go home, but his uncle stopped him,
-saying:
-
-“No, indeed, my boy. This is the first evening since we have been in
-Washington that I have had you all to myself, and I mean to have the
-good of you. Every other evening you have had to dance attendance on
-Anna to some place of amusement. There is no place to go to this
-evening, thank Heaven. And Anna is tired and is going to rest, so you
-just sit down and play a game of chess with me. Come, I will let you off
-at ten o’clock, but not a moment before.”
-
-So Alexander sat down to the chess-board with his uncle and played until
-ten o’clock; and then bade him good night, and started for home.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX.
- HER LOVE.
-
- Hers is the love which keeps
- A constant watch-fire light,
- With a flame that never sleeps
- Through the longest winter night.—ELIZA COOK.
-
-
-Meanwhile, Drusilla slept long and deeply, like one much worn in mind
-and body. It was afternoon when she opened her eyes. She saw Pina
-sitting by her side. At first, she thought it was yet early in the
-morning, and that she had awakened at her usual hour, and she wondered
-why her maid should be watching by her bed; but in another moment,
-memory returned and reminded her of all the events of the day. And she
-thought of Alexander’s loving kindness to her, and she smiled with
-delight. Then she asked:
-
-“Where is Mr. Lyon?”
-
-“He is gone to town, ma’am,” answered Pina.
-
-The little lady’s face fell. Its gladness was all gone in an instant.
-
-“Gone to town again, Pina?” she repeated in a sad tone.
-
-“Yes, ma’am, which he told me to tell you, as he was unwillin’ compelled
-for to go, and which he would be sure to come back very early,” said the
-girl, in her good nature; adding a little to her master’s message.
-
-“Oh! did he say that, Pina? Did he say he would come back very early?
-Are you sure, Pina?” And the little face brightened up again.
-
-“Sure as sure, ma’am; which ‘very early’ was his very words,” said Pina,
-telling a little white lie.
-
-“What time is it now?”
-
-“Near five, ma’am.”
-
-“Then he will soon be here,” she said. And strengthened by this hope,
-she threw off the counterpane, and got out of bed.
-
-With the help of her maid she dressed herself as carefully to please her
-husband’s taste, as a maiden might to attract a lover’s eyes.
-
-Then she went down stairs to see if the drawing-room was made
-comfortable for the evening. She found that Leo had done his duty in the
-matter. The fire in the grate was burning brightly; the hearth was
-shining clearly; the deep sofa was drawn up on one side of the chimney,
-and the easy chair on the other, and the round table was placed between
-them. The front blinds were left as usual unclosed until the master’s
-return; but the crimson curtains were drawn before the windows. The
-chandelier was lighted, and its rays were reflected back by the pictured
-walls, the gilded mirrors and the glowing draperies of the room, so that
-the little retreat looked very cozy and home-like.
-
-“Yes, this is all very well; but there are no flowers,” said this loving
-little wife; (for wife we must call her, notwithstanding Mr. Alick’s
-discovery;) and she went into her small conservatory and cut a few
-fragrant tea roses and lemon geraniums, and arranged them in a beautiful
-group, and placed them in a vase, and set them on the round table.
-
-And then she opened her piano and selected from her music some of her
-husband’s favorite pieces, and laid them in readiness.
-
-“He is so fond of music, and he likes my voice and touch, and yet he so
-seldom hears me sing or play now. Perhaps he will to-night, though,” she
-said, as she sat down to try the tone of her long neglected instrument.
-
-She had taken no food since morning, for in fact, her long sleep had
-kept her from feeling the want of it; but soon she felt faint from
-hunger, and she got up to ring the bell for a cup of tea.
-
-But Pina, who had not forgotten her mistress’s needs, was even now on
-her way to the drawing-room with the tea tray.
-
-She brought it in and sat it down on the table, and stood waiting
-orders.
-
-“Did your master say he would be home to dinner, Pina?” the little lady
-asked.
-
-“No, ma’am; he said ‘very early’ to _me_. And when Leo asked him if
-dinner should be prepared for him, he said ‘no,’ and that he should ‘be
-home to an early tea,’” the girl replied.
-
-“Then, here; I will only take half a cup of that oolong and half a
-biscuit to keep me up till he comes, for I wish to take tea with him
-this evening,” said the little wife, as she hastily took the bit and sup
-she spoke of.
-
-“Now, take this down, Pina; and listen,” she added, as she pushed away
-the tray. “Have a very nice tea got ready—the oolong and the imperial,
-mixed half and half as he likes it; and make some sweet muffins; and
-slice that venison tongue; and open those West India sweetmeats,
-especially the preserved green figs and the pineapples. Do you hear?”
-
-“Yes, madam.”
-
-“And will you remember all?”
-
-“Yes, madam, I will be sure to.”
-
-Pina left the room, and her mistress resumed her practising.
-
-She went over all his favorite pieces in turn, stopping at the end of
-each to go to the window, and watch and listen.
-
-But hour after hour passed by, and still he for whom she looked came
-not. As night deepened, her spirits sank.
-
-“Perhaps he will not come at all,” she said, with a sigh. “Something
-keeps him that he cannot help,” she added, in excuse for him.
-
-When the clock struck ten she could hardly keep back her tears.
-
-“He will not be home until very late, even if he comes to-night,” she
-said, with a deep sob, as she closed the piano and sat down by the fire.
-
-She waited then for her servants to come as usual for orders, before
-bidding her good night. Then, as they did not appear, she rang for them.
-
-And when Pina entered, her mistress said:
-
-“It is long past your bed time.”
-
-“I know it, madam; but master, he gave us such a rowing for leaving you
-alone last night, after you had been frightened the night before, that
-Leo and me, we daren’t go. We’ll sit in the kitchen, if you please,
-ma’am, or wait in the hall, as you order, until the master returns.”
-
-“He may not be able to get home to-night.”
-
-“Then, please, ma’am, we’ll have to sit up and watch, or sleep anywhere
-in the house as you’ll appoint.”
-
-Drusilla reflected for a moment, and then said:
-
-“You may sit up in the kitchen for an hour longer, and then come to me
-for orders.”
-
-The girl left the room, and her mistress sank back in her resting chair,
-repeating to herself,
-
-“He knows that I am ill and nervous, and almost unprotected here; and he
-left me word he would be back early. Oh, surely he will keep his
-promise, in part, at least, by coming back some time to-night. He will
-if he can! I am sure he will, if he can!” she added, confidingly.
-
-But as the next hour wore slowly on, her long tried courage utterly
-broke down, and she bowed her head upon the table and wept bitterly.
-
-The clock was striking eleven, when two sounds from opposite ways struck
-her ear. One was the galloping of a horse’s feet coming to the house.
-The other was the running of her servants up the back stairs.
-
-Drusilla hastily wiped her eyes as Pina entered the room.
-
-“Your master has come. Send Leo around to the stable to take his horse,
-and do you bring up the supper-tray,” she said.
-
-And the girl left the room to obey orders; but before going down stairs
-she went and unlocked the front door, and set it slightly ajar, that her
-master might enter at once when he should reach the house.
-
-Drusilla meanwhile tried to still the spasmodic sobs that were yet
-heaving her bosom, and to force back the tears that were yet wetting her
-eyes, and to put on a pleasant face to meet her beloved. But it is not
-so easy all at once to suppress nervous excitement.
-
-So when Alexander hurried through the hall door, locking it as he
-passed, and hurried into the drawing-room to see her, she was still
-sobbing and weeping.
-
-He stopped short in surprise and some anger.
-
-“Why, Drusa! why, what is all this row about?”
-
-“Oh, Alick, Alick!” she gasped, her nerves being all unstrung, “I did
-not think you would have stayed away from me to-night! I have been
-waiting for you so long, as I have waited for you so often! oh, so
-often!”
-
-“Is that meant for a reproach, Drusilla?” he asked, coldly, as he
-dropped into a chair.
-
-“Oh, no, Alick! no dear, no! but I can not—can not help it!”
-
-And she cried harder than ever.
-
-“Well, this is a pretty way to meet a man, upon my word, after he has
-taken a long cold ride to see you,” said Mr. Lyon, angrily.
-
-“I didn’t mean it, Alick! Indeed I didn’t, dear! I tried hard to help
-it; but I couldn’t. I broke down,” she cried, sobbing heavily between
-her words.
-
-“Humph, this is pleasant, upon my soul,” he said, grimly, watching her
-without making one attempt to soothe her.
-
-“I know—I know how bad it is in me to do so, Alick dear, and I’m trying
-to stop it; indeed I am. Bear with me a little, dear; I will stop soon,
-indeed I will,” she sobbed.
-
-“I hope it will be very soon. This looks very much as if you were
-accusing me of misusing you, Drusilla; do you mean to say that I do?”
-
-“Oh, no, no, no, Alick! I never even thought so! You are very good to
-me. It is not your fault, dear; it is mine. I don’t know what ails me
-that I cry so much at such little things. I feel like a baby that wants
-its mother’s lap,” she said, with a still heaving bosom.
-
-“That is very childish, Drusilla,” he answered, in a harsh,
-unsympathizing manner.
-
-“I know it is, dear. I am sorry I am so foolish; it is because I am so,
-so lonely, Alick. Oh, so lonely, dear, you can’t think; it is like
-death—like heart-break. But it is not your fault, dear; I don’t mean
-that; don’t you think that. You are not to blame, Alick; it is I. But
-then, dear, think of this, and bear with me a little. I have no one in
-the wide world but only you; and when you are away all is so still, so
-silent—oh, so dreary you don’t know. If I only had a mother to turn to
-when I feel so weak and foolish, and so lonesome—if I could only lay my
-head down on my mother’s shoulder when you are away, and cry a little I
-should be better; I should be all right when you should return home. But
-I have no mother to go to, Alick.”
-
-“If you had she would box your ears for such nonsense; that is, if I
-remember the old lady rightly,” said Alexander, brutally, as he arose
-from his chair and walked the room.
-
-But her nervous excitement was now subsiding. Her tears ceased to flow;
-her sobs were softer. Presently she wiped her eyes, and, smiling like
-sunshine through raindrops, she said:
-
-“It is all over now, Alick dear, all quite over. It was only a summer
-gust, dear, and it did me no harm; and you will excuse it this once,
-Alick?”
-
-“I shall hardly know how to do so if this exhibition is ever to be
-repeated,” he growled.
-
-“I hope it never will be, Alick,” she said, with a subsiding sigh, as
-she arose and touched the bell.
-
-“Drusilla, if you knew as much as I do you would very carefully avoid
-giving me any annoyance,” he said, in so meaning a manner that her hand
-dropped from the bell-pull, and she turned to him in dismay, and, gazing
-on him, asked:
-
-“What is it that you know, Alick, dear? Indeed I never wish to annoy
-you. But what is it you mean, dear?”
-
-“No matter! You will know some day; all too soon whenever that day shall
-come,” he said, evasively.
-
-“But, Alick dear, you frighten me. Please what is it?”
-
-“No matter what. Let the subject drop, Drusilla,” he replied, repenting
-the cruelty that made him allude to the guilty secret of his own breast.
-
-“But, dear Alick——” she re-commenced.
-
-“Let the subject drop, I say,” he interrupted her, in a tone so
-peremptory that she immediately bowed her head and obeyed.
-
-And Pina now entered the room with the tray, and laid the cloth for
-supper. And having done so she retired.
-
-When Mr. Lyon had supped to his satisfaction, and felt himself in a
-better humor, he turned around to the blazing fire, and said:
-
-“I have a mind to sit up and watch to-night for that face at the window”
-
-“Do, dear Alick, if you are not too tired,” she answered.
-
-“And I will sit with my revolver by my side.”
-
-“Yes, do; and with me also.”
-
-“But you are not able to sit up.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I am. You know I slept nearly all day. And I do wish to watch
-with you.”
-
-“So be it then. But we must draw the curtains back from the windows, as
-they were last night and all nights before. Who closed them to-night?”
-
-“Leo did, I suppose, to keep the face from looking in and frightening me
-again. And I did not change the arrangement, because I reflected that
-you could see the light almost as well through these fine crimson
-curtains as glass itself.”
-
-“That is true. It is a pity you or one of your servants had not thought
-of this before. It would have saved you a fright.”
-
-“But, Alick, dear, if any dangerous person were lurking about the
-premises, is it not better that I should have detected him, even at the
-cost of a fright, than that he should be let to go on and do the
-mischief he is plotting, whatever that is?”
-
-“There is something in what you say, my brave little wi—woman,” he
-answered.
-
-She did not perceive how he caught and corrected his words, for she was
-busy drawing back the curtains of one window, while he did the like with
-those of the other.
-
-Alexander went and got his small revolver from the pocket of his riding
-coat and laid it on the table beside him. And then they sat down to wait
-the issue.
-
-At first they talked a little in low voices. Alexander would make
-Drusilla tell him again and again the particulars of her two frights.
-But she had so little to tell.
-
-“Only a white stern face, looking in at me through the dark window.”
-
-Alexander questioned her as to the hour of its appearance.
-
-“It was at two o’clock on the first night. And at one o’clock on the
-second night,” she answered.
-
-“Exactly; and if it keeps on coming an hour later each night, it will
-appear at twelve precisely to-night. And it now wants just ten minutes
-to that time,” said Alexander, with a laugh.
-
-Then he questioned her as to her thoughts, feelings and occupations at
-the time she saw the face.
-
-Drusilla replied that she was reading, and confessed that she was
-thinking of supernatural beings and feeling a little afraid of looking
-over her shoulder.
-
-“Precisely; and now let me ask you _what_ were you reading?”
-
-“I had been reading ‘The Night Side of Nature,’” replied Drusilla.
-
-“Ha! ha! ha!” laughed Alexander, “the secret is out! The face at the
-window was an optical illusion created by your over-excited imagination.
-Next time, my little love, read Scott’s ‘Demonology.’ It will be a
-perfect antidote to the ‘Night Side of Nature.’ I don’t wonder, poor
-child! that you were afraid to look over your shoulder, or that you saw
-faces glaring at you through dark windows. I wonder you didn’t see a
-spectral face grinning through every single pane of glass. Ha! ha! ha!”
-
-“Ha! ha! ha!” echoed another voice—a strange, harsh, unearthly voice.
-
-Alexander started and looked at his companion, who was pale as death.
-
-“_Ha! ha! ha!_” shouted the voice again.
-
-He then seized his revolver and turned quickly to the window whence the
-voice seemed to come.
-
-“HA! HA! HA!” it shrieked a third time, as Alexander caught a glimpse of
-a ghastly, grinning face that showed itself for an instant at the
-window, and he levelled his pistol. But as he fired it, it dropped and
-disappeared.
-
-“Stay here while I search the grounds,” whispered Mr. Lyon to his
-panic-stricken companion.
-
-And revolver still in hand, he ran out of the house.
-
-Drusilla sat with her hands clasped tightly together, her face white as
-a sheet and her heart half paralyzed with fright. She had not long to
-wait. A pistol shot, followed by another and another in quick
-succession, startled her. With a wild cry she sprang to her feet and
-rushed out to the help of her husband.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX.
- BREAKING.
-
- They’d met e’er yet the world had come,
- To wither up the springs of truth;
- Amid the holy joys of home,
- And in the first warm flush of youth.
-
- They parted, not as lovers part,
- With earnest vows of constancy—
- She with her wronged and bleeding heart,
- And he rejoicing to be free!—ANONYMOUS.
-
-
-“Alick! Alick! Oh, Alick, where are you? Answer me! Speak to me, if you
-can! Oh, give me some sign where to search for you,” Drusilla cried,
-running wildly out into the wintry night, in the direction from which
-she had heard the shots, and fearing at every point to find her husband
-dead or wounded.
-
-“Hush!” whispered a voice through the darkness. And the next moment her
-husband stood by her side.
-
-“Oh, Alick, thank Heaven you are alive and safe! You _are_ safe, are you
-not, dear?” she eagerly inquired.
-
-“Yes; but that infernal villain has got off!”
-
-“Oh, never mind, so that you are not hurt. You are _not_ hurt, are you,
-Alick?”
-
-“No; I have not been in any danger; but that cursed caitiff! he has
-escaped!”
-
-“Oh dear, let him go; so you are sure you are not wounded? You _are_
-sure, are you not, dear? You are quite sure neither of those shots
-struck you?”
-
-“The shots were fired by my own hand, and I’m only sorry they missed
-their mark, and that diabolical scoundrel got off! He ran like a quarter
-horse, Devil fly away with him! I would have given a thousand dollars to
-have him here with my foot on his neck! By all I hold sacred, I would!”
-
-“Oh Alick, do stop thinking about him, and think about yourself! You are
-so excited I don’t believe you know whether you are wounded or not; you
-may be bleeding to death now, somewhere under your coat! Oh Alick, dear,
-come in the house and let me look.”
-
-“It is you who are excited, little goose. You are shaking like an ague!
-Come in the house yourself, and get warm and quiet,” he said, tucking
-her under his arm and leading her towards the cottage.
-
-“But Alick, dear, tell me, are you _very_ certain—”
-
-“No, I’m not ‘_very_’ certain; I’m only just _certain_ that I have not a
-single scratch. That—that—miserable miscreant was unarmed, I suppose,
-Satan burn him!”
-
-“Who was he, Alick, do you know?”
-
-“How should I? I only know that he was some felon spy, who has doubtless
-been hanging about the house, and peeping through the windows o’
-nights.”
-
-“A spy, Alick? Only a spy? Why I thought he was a robber and a
-murderer.”
-
-“My little love, a spy is the most dangerous character of the three. We
-may defend ourselves against robbers and murderers; but not against
-spies. The first are beasts of prey; but the last are venomous
-serpents—snakes in the grass. No one knows how long that infamous wretch
-has been lurking around our house, or how often he has been peeping in
-at our windows, or how much he has seen.”
-
-“Dear Alick, we have only seen _him_ three times.”
-
-“But he may have seen us, three hundred times. Of course our eyes were
-not always on the window.”
-
-“That is true; but, after all, what of it, Alick? He could not harm us
-by looking at us,” said the honest young creature, who knew she had
-nothing to hide.
-
-“Ugh! if I had him under my feet, I would not leave a whole bone in his
-body!” cried the double-dealing man, who was conscious that he had a
-great deal to conceal.
-
-“Well, never mind, Alick, dear. For my part, I am well content that the
-man got off, and you have no broken bones to account for. For, after
-all, he committed no great crime in looking in at a lighted window at
-night. Why, Alick, in walking through the streets of the city in the
-evening you and I used to do the same thing, only for the harmless
-pleasure of looking in to an interior, upon a pretty domestic picture of
-a family circle around their tea-table, or something of the sort. And
-this man might have had no worse purpose.”
-
-“His purpose, whatever it might have been, should have cost him his life
-if I had caught him!” said Mr. Lyon, grimly.
-
-“Then I am truly glad you did not catch him. Oh, be content, Alick, for
-you may be sure, now that the man has been seen and chased, he will
-never come to trouble us again!”
-
-“I don’t know that he will. But he didn’t seem to dread being seen,
-however. It was his taunting laugh, you know, that drew my notice to
-him. He seemed to try to catch my eye by mocking my laugh. I think he
-had seen all he wished to see, and that this was to be his last visit;
-so he let his presence be known, to annoy us. Ah! if I ever find out who
-he is, he shall pay dearly for his frolic!” exclaimed Alick.
-
-By this time they reached the house and entered it.
-
-Alexander made Drusilla sit down in the easy chair before the fire, and
-then he went and carefully closed and fastened the doors and windows,
-and finally came and took a seat by her side.
-
-And they sat there a little while to warm and rest themselves before
-going up stairs to bed.
-
-“Alick,” said Drusilla, “I hope if you ever do find out who that man is,
-you will do him no harm.”
-
-“I will be his death,” exclaimed Alexander, grinding his teeth.
-
-“No, no, no; he may have been some poor forlorn creature, who having no
-home of his own, looked in upon ours, as upon a paradise.”
-
-“He was, more likely, some vulgar wretch, who in prowling about here at
-night, after game, has found out that a very pretty little woman lives
-here, often all alone, and has made up his mind to get as many peeps at
-her as he can.”
-
-“Oh, Alick!”
-
-“That is the secret, now I come to think quietly over the matter, my
-dear; and your brilliantly lighted windows were the beacons that first
-drew him here to gaze on you at will; to feast his eyes on your beauty;
-perhaps to fall in love with you! Come, what do you think of it all
-now?” inquired Mr. Lyon, maliciously.
-
-“Oh, Alick, Alick, don’t talk so to me. I am your wife. Such thoughts——”
-She paused, and blushing deeply, turned away her head.
-
-“What is the matter, little love?” he laughed.
-
-“You should not breathe such thoughts to me, dear Alick. But—I shall
-draw the curtains before the windows every evening in future.”
-
-“I think it would be just as well you should do so. The light shining
-through their crimson folds will be enough to guide me home at night,”
-he said, as he arose and lighted the bedroom candles.
-
-She set the guard up before the grate, and put out the lamps.
-
-They left the drawing-room and went up stairs together; but when they
-reached their chamber door, he put one of the candles in her hand,
-saying kindly:
-
-“Good night, my dear child. I hope you will have a good sleep.”
-
-And before she could answer, he opened the door of an opposite chamber,
-passed in and locked it behind him, leaving her standing still in
-astonishment.
-
-This was the first time, while at home, that he had ever slept out of
-their mutual room. She could not imagine why he should do so now. If he
-had not spoken so kindly to her, she might have supposed he was angry
-with her. But his good night had been even unusually gentle and tender;
-it had seemed almost plaintive and deprecating. But then he had not only
-passed their chamber and gone into another room, but he had locked the
-door behind him, thus securing himself against possible intrusion. Whose
-intrusion? she asked herself—hers, his wife’s? Well, she was his wife,
-she thought; but dearly as she loved him, scarcely living, except by his
-side, she would never intrude upon his chosen solitude.
-
-She stood there in perplexed and painful thought, inquiring and
-wondering why he left her and locked her out. Perhaps, after all, she
-said to herself, he was still a little angry with her, for having cried
-so much that evening. She must find out. She could not go to rest, she
-would never be able to sleep without knowing whether he was really
-displeased with her, and reconciling him to herself. She would not
-intrude upon him, she thought, no, never! But she would rap at his door
-and ask if she had offended him, and if so, she would do all that she
-could to atone for such offence. For she must make friends with him
-before she left the spot, or—die!
-
-So she went and rapped at his door and then waited.
-
-She heard him moving about the room, but he made no response.
-
-She thought he had not heard her, so she rapped again.
-
-“Well! Who is there?” he inquired from within.
-
-“It is I, your little Drusa, Alick,” she answered, in a low and
-tremulous tone.
-
-“What do you want, Drusilla?”
-
-“Oh, Alick dear, my heart is breaking; please don’t be mad with me,” she
-pleaded, in her most plaintive voice.
-
-“I am not mad with you, child; why should you think so?”
-
-“Oh, Alick, I thought—I thought you were displeased, because—because—”
-She could not go on.
-
-“What reason could I have for being angry with you, child?” he asked
-again, putting his question in a form that he thought she could more
-easily answer.
-
-“Why, my crying so much this evening,” she said.
-
-“Oh, bosh! that is all over now. No, little Drusa, I have no cause, no
-just cause of complaint against you. If I am ever angry with you, it is
-from my own quick temper, and by no fault of yours, my child. Now go to
-bed like a good girl, or rather like a sweet little saint as you truly
-are. Good night, my little Drusa,” he said.
-
-“Good night, dear Alick,” she answered, turning sadly away.
-
-She went to her own room and set the candle on the mantle-piece, sank
-into her easy chair, and lapsed into sorrowful thought.
-
-“He said he was not angry with me; yes, he said so; but he never told me
-why he left my room, and he never even opened the door to speak to me,
-nor yet kissed me good night. No, he is not angry with me; not angry,
-but sick and tired of me, as I might have known he would be; for what am
-I to please him who has been used to ladies of the highest rank and
-culture? Yes, he is sick and tired of me, and it is not his fault—it is
-mine; and I wish, oh, I wish, it were no sin to die!”
-
-And she dropped her head upon the arm of her chair and wept bitterly;
-wept till she was so exhausted that she slipped from the chair to the
-carpet, and, grovelling there, wept on.
-
-Her tears like her grief, seemed inexhaustible; for, when the daylight
-dawned and the sun rose, she was still lying where she had sunk overcome
-with sorrow.
-
-At length when the morning was well advanced, she remembered her
-housewifely duties, and slowly got up and rang the bell for her maid.
-
-Then, lest her evening dress should excite the girl’s curiosity, as it
-did on a former occasion, she quickly took it off and threw around her a
-chamber wrapper.
-
-Pina came in and put fresh logs on the fire, and filled the ewers, and
-laid out clean towels, and then stood waiting.
-
-“There is nothing more, Pina; you may go,” said her mistress.
-
-And the maid left the room.
-
-Drusilla bathed her eyes and face, and combed her hair, and dressed
-herself as tastefully as if she had slept through a happy night and
-waked to a gladsome morning.
-
-And she went down stairs to see to the breakfast. The cozy drawing-room,
-the bright fire, the clean hearth, the neat table, all the accessories
-of her sweet home, and, above all, the clear sunshiny morning, early
-harbinger of spring, cheered her spirits and inspired more hopeful
-thoughts than had been hers on the evening previous.
-
-“Alick loved me from my childhood,” she said, “and chose me freely for
-his wife from all others that he might have had. And he is very good to
-me. He spoke gently to me even last night. Perhaps he is not so weary of
-me as I think. Perhaps he loves me still. And my doubts come only from
-my own fancies. Oh, Heaven grant that it may be so. I will see how he
-will meet me this morning. But, oh! if I should be so keen to note every
-word and look that he gives me, or don’t give me, how ill I should
-requite his love. Shall I turn jealous fool, and watch my Alick as if he
-were a foe to be suspected, and not my dear husband to be loved and
-trusted to the last? No, Alick, dear, no; I will do you no such wrong. I
-know I’m a big little fool, but not such a one as that, either. What if
-he did leave me last night. Perhaps he needed to be very quiet, after so
-much excitement as he has had these two nights. I am sure, I am so
-nervous sometimes that I cannot bear a movement or a ray of light in my
-room, and why should he not be subject to the same moods, even if he is
-a strong man? Come, I will trust my husband, as well as love him.”
-
-This reaction of feeling, brought about mostly by the blessed sunshine
-of morning and the benign influence of home, called back the color to
-the young wife’s cheeks and the light to her eyes.
-
-Alexander came down earlier than usual. And she arose from her seat to
-receive his morning kiss.
-
-But she did not get it. He passed her, and dropped into his chair, and
-said:
-
-“Ring for breakfast, Drusa. I must get off to town sooner by an hour
-this morning.”
-
-With a suppressed sigh, she pulled the bell; and when Pina appeared, she
-ordered breakfast to be served immediately.
-
-Alexander was thoughtful even to gloom. He had to break to Drusilla the
-news of his intended sudden departure. And he dreaded to do it, and he
-did not know how to begin.
-
-The morning meal was served. They sat down to the table. Drusilla poured
-out the coffee, and, in handing her husband his cup, she said:
-
-“You are not feeling well this morning, Alick, dear?”
-
-“No, Drusa, I am not well, in spirits at least. I have a very painful
-duty before me, little Drusa,” he answered, catching at this opening for
-his discourse.
-
-“I am very sorry, Alick,” she replied, and then waited for his further
-speech.
-
-“I shall be obliged to leave home for a short time. I did not like to
-tell you last night, lest it should disturb your rest,” he said, little
-knowing how utterly his desertion had deprived her of that rest.
-
-“Oh, Alick, dear, must you really go?”
-
-“I must really go, Drusilla. That business connected with my father’s
-will obliges me to do so,” he gravely said.
-
-“Shall you take me with you, Alick?” she asked, in a low, timid voice.
-
-“No, Drusa; of course not. If I could take you along I should not feel
-so badly about going,” he answered.
-
-“Oh, Alick, I am so sorry, dear.”
-
-“I shall not stay very long, Drusa. I shall come back to you as soon as
-I possibly can, my child.”
-
-“I know you will, Alick. Where do you go?”
-
-“Into Virginia, of course, where our estates lie.”
-
-“Oh, what a troublesome business that is connected with your father’s
-will, to be sure—to bother you so much as it has ever since we have been
-married. Why cannot lawyers make wills so clear that there can be no
-mistake about their meaning?”
-
-“Ah, why indeed?” repeated Mr. Lyon, laughing in spite of his secret
-self-reproach.
-
-“When do you start, dear Alick?”
-
-“To-morrow morning, my child.”
-
-“So soon! Oh, that is very sudden!”
-
-“These matters admit of no delay, Drusa. Now, my little woman, don’t
-look so downcast. It is unpleasant enough for me to have to leave you.
-Don’t add to my vexation by your looks.”
-
-“No, Alick, I will not if I can help it. You will want your clothes got
-ready,” she added, cheerfully, “and the time is short. Tell me at once,
-please, what you would like to take with you, and I will pack them up
-to-day.”
-
-“Oh, a dozen of each sort of under-garment; one morning and one evening
-suit; my dressing-case and writing-case; those are all, I think. Have
-them put into the little black Russia leather trunk.”
-
-“I will pack them myself, Alick dear, and then they will be sure to be
-done right.”
-
-“As you please, little woman.”
-
-“How long shall you be gone, Alick? Can you tell me that?”
-
-“Oh, not exactly. The length of my absence depends upon circumstances.
-Not more than a week or ten days at most.”
-
-“At least you will be sure to be back within the fortnight?”
-
-“Yes, certainly. But you know we can talk over all this to-night, when I
-get back from town. I shall certainly be home to tea,” said Mr. Lyon, as
-he arose from the table.
-
-“Then I shall hope to see you. And I know you will come if you _can_,
-Alick,” she answered, as she thought of her constant disappointments in
-this respect.
-
-He understood her, and he answered, as he drew on his riding-coat:
-
-“I _can_ be back this last evening, and I _will_. Good-bye until I see
-you again, little Drusa.”
-
-And he put on his hat and hurried out of the house, pulling on his
-gloves as he passed.
-
-And the next moment he mounted his horse and galloped away.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI.
- FIRST ABSENCE.
-
- I heard thy light, careless farewell, love,
- And patiently saw thee depart—
- Ay, patiently. But could words tell, love,
- The sorrow that swelled in my heart?
- Yet tearless and still though I stood, love,
- Thy last words are thrilling me yet,
- And my lips would now breathe if they could, love,
- The deep prayer—“Oh do not forget.”—ANON.
-
-
-Drusilla went to her own room, wept a little, and blamed herself for
-that weakness, and then she called her maid to help her, and she spent
-the whole day in preparing her husband’s wardrobe for his journey.
-
-It happened for once that Mr. Lyon could keep his word to his wife
-without much personal inconvenience, and so he kept it.
-
-When he reached the city that day he made a morning call upon his uncle
-and his cousin. He found the General was engaged to dine that evening
-with a veteran brother officer, and Miss Lyon would be occupied with the
-preparations for her journey, so that neither the old gentleman nor the
-young lady would be at liberty to entertain him longer than the morning.
-
-After lunching with his relatives, and arranging to join them at nine
-the next morning, he bade them good day.
-
-He went to his own hotel where he called for his bill, settled it in
-full, gave up the keys of his rooms, and so closed his connection with
-the house.
-
-From the hotel he went to the livery stable, mounted his horse and rode
-homeward.
-
-He reached Cedarwood at seven o’clock. He found his trunk ready packed,
-corded and labelled for his journey, and standing in the hall. He found
-the drawing-room as cozy and inviting as his wife always made it for his
-reception; the fire burning brightly, and the tea-table standing before
-it spread with all the dainties he most liked; and, above all, he found
-_her_, pretty, well-dressed, and cheerful as she could command herself
-to be.
-
-This was the first time for many weeks that he had taken tea with his
-wife, and she made it a festive occasion. He began again to realize that
-he loved her; he felt like pressing her to his heart as in the first
-days of their marriage, before the witchery of the world came between
-them, or he had discovered what he supposed to be the illegality of
-their marriage. Yes, he would have liked to have shown her these proofs
-of reviving affection; but he did not. He had decided, in the secrecy of
-his own insane mind, that she was henceforth to be only as a sister to
-him until he should be able to part with her entirely; and so he treated
-her now very gently but very coldly.
-
-After tea, which he took care should be prolonged as far into the
-evening as possible, he asked her to sing and play for him.
-
-And she very gladly sat down to the piano, and executed some of his
-favorite pieces in her very best style.
-
-He purposely kept her there, playing piece after piece, until she was
-really wearied.
-
-And then when she rose from the instrument he took the lead in the
-conversation, and would talk of nothing but music, musicians, and
-composers until the clock struck eleven. Then he suddenly said:
-
-“My little girl it is late, and you are tired; go to bed at once. I have
-letters to write that will detain me an hour or so. When I have finished
-them I will come up.”
-
-“Alick, dear, letters to write so late to-night when you have to start
-so early to-morrow?”
-
-“Yes, little Drusa.”
-
-“Why didn’t you write them earlier in the evening, then?”
-
-“Because I wanted to enjoy every moment of your company while you sat
-up, Drusa, and I knew I could write them after you had retired,” he
-artfully replied.
-
-“But I had rather not leave you at all this last evening, Alick. I will
-sit very quietly near you and not interrupt you the least while you
-write your letters.”
-
-“But I will not permit you to do so, Drusa. You are pale with want of
-rest even now; and you will make a point of getting up to-morrow morning
-even sooner than I shall—I know you will.”
-
-“I must, Alick dear, to see that you have a good breakfast ready in time
-to eat it leisurely before you go.”
-
-“Just so; therefore you must go to rest now. There, be a good girl, and
-clear out, will you?”
-
-“Yes, Alick,” she answered, in a depressed tone. “Good night;” and she
-put up her lips to kiss him.
-
-“Bosh! no good night in the case. Do you think I am going to sit up till
-day writing letters?” he said, laughing and evading her caress.
-
-Feeling that something was very wrong, yet trying not to think so, she
-left the room and went up stairs to bed.
-
-And after a little while, being almost worn out by so many nights’
-watching, she fell asleep and slept until morning.
-
-Meanwhile, Alexander wrote a couple of trifling letters, and then, not
-to disturb her, he stole on tip-toes up to his newly chosen room and
-went to rest.
-
-Drusilla was the first up in the morning, before even her servants were
-astir. She roused Pina and set her to work, and helped with her own
-hands, and to such good purpose that a very nice breakfast was soon
-ready and waiting for Alexander.
-
-He came down, and greeted Drusilla kindly, but without his usual morning
-kiss. And she felt the slight; but neither spoke nor looked her chagrin.
-
-“You were so still that I thought you were asleep when I went up stairs
-last night, so I took care not to wake you by entering your room; for
-you needed rest very much, little Drusa,” he said, in explanation of his
-second desertion.
-
-“Yes, Alick,” she answered, quietly; and she went on to make his coffee.
-
-When breakfast was over there came a hurried leave-taking.
-
-Alexander pulled on his riding-coat in great haste; drew on his gloves
-and then looked at Drusilla.
-
-“Well,” he muttered to himself, “she is henceforth only like my sister;
-but I should embrace my sister before leaving her to go on a journey.”
-
-“What are you saying, Alick dear?” inquired Drusilla, who caught the
-sound, but not the import of his words.
-
-“Nothing. Good-bye, my little Drusa, my darling little Drusa,” he said,
-folding her to his bosom and kissing her as no man ever kissed his
-sister yet, and as he had not kissed _her_ for many weeks.
-
-“You do love me then, after all, don’t you, Alick?” she said, in
-delight.
-
-“Love you! I think I do, little darling! But now I must tear myself from
-you, Drusa. You will find in my glass drawer a roll of bank-notes
-amounting to between five and six hundred dollars, for your use while I
-am gone.”
-
-“Oh, Alick, I shall never want the tenth part in so short a time as a
-fortnight; and you are to be home in a fortnight, are you not, Alick?”
-
-“Yes, yes, surely. Now then, good-bye!” he hastily exclaimed, giving her
-another tight hug and long kiss.
-
-“You will write soon, Alick?” she said, following him to the front door.
-
-“Very soon.”
-
-“But I shall want to write to you every day, beginning this evening.
-Where shall I direct the first letter, Alick?”
-
-“To the post-office at Richmond.”
-
-“Then you will find one from me in Richmond the day after you get
-there.”
-
-“Yes, yes, my darling! Thank you, pet! Good-bye! Good-bye! I have not an
-instant to lose,” he hurriedly exclaimed, wringing her hand and jumping
-into the carriage, upon which his luggage was already placed.
-
-Leo, who was in the driver’s seat, cracked his whip and started his
-horses.
-
-Drusilla watched the carriage out of sight, and then turned sadly and
-went into the house.
-
-Alexander drove rapidly to the town, and first to a hack stand, where he
-had his luggage taken and put upon a hack. Then he sent Leo back to
-Cedarwood with his carriage, and he himself got into the hack and drove
-to his uncle’s hotel, where he found the old gentleman impatiently
-waiting for him.
-
-And in an hour the whole family party had started on their voyage, and
-were steaming down the Potomac on their way to Richmond, where early the
-next morning they arrived safely.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII.
- BRIGHT HOPES.
-
- One precious pearl in sorrow’s cup
- Unmelted at the bottom lay,
- To shine again, when all drunk up
- The bitterness should pass away.
-
- And that was hope, a fair sweet hope;
- And oh, it woke such happy dreams,
- And gave her soul such tempting scope
- For all its dearest, fondest schemes.—MOORE.
-
-
-The loving little wife, the zealous little housekeeper, did not sit down
-in idleness and repining while her husband was absent. Occupation was
-always her great resource against melancholy.
-
-She was, besides, too much in sympathy with all nature not to feel the
-influence of the vitalizing spring season, with the reviving world
-around her.
-
-The sun was shining with a more genial splendor; the air was soft and
-warm; the ground was quickening with the springing grass and the trees
-with the rising sap and budding leaves. Birds were building their nests.
-All things inspired thoughts of renovation.
-
-Little Drusilla resolved to refresh her pretty wildwood home with a
-spring cleaning, so that it might possess new attractions for its truant
-master, when he should please to return.
-
-Not that her house required this—for it was already as clean and sweet
-as it was possible for any dwelling to be; and the process to which she
-subjected it was but the washing of what was already pure, and the
-polishing of what was already bright. But it was her maxim, as it had
-been her mother’s before her, that things should not be permitted to
-become soiled before they were cleaned; but that they should be kept
-clean.
-
-In the course of this work Drusilla opened the drawer of the
-looking-glass in Alexander’s dressing-room, and while putting its
-contents in order she found that little piece of paper which had
-produced so strange an effect upon his feelings and actions. Thinking it
-to be only some little receipt, or memorandum, she opened it and read
-it.
-
-Its effect upon her was very different from what it had been upon her
-husband. As she gathered its meaning her face softened with a sweet and
-tender smile, and she sat down in a chair to contemplate it at more
-leisure.
-
-“I never saw this before; or any other of the sort. How it brings back
-that day! that happy wedding-day! the happiest of my life! Dear Alick!
-dear, dear Alick, how blest you made me that day, in making me your own
-forever! forever and ever, my love! My joy seemed too much for earth,
-too much to be real. Even now, even now, I can scarcely realize how
-happy I am and ought to be! Oh, my love! my love! I hope I may never
-give you an uneasy moment as long as I live in this world! that I may
-never cease to please and serve you all my days! Dear little token!” she
-said, fondly gazing on that fatal piece of paper—“I will keep you for
-his sake. When I am sad and lonely I will look at you. I will cherish
-you like my wedding-ring.”
-
-And she went directly and made a little silk bag, put the paper in it,
-attached it to a ribbon, hung it around her neck and hid it in her
-bosom.
-
-Then smilingly she resumed her work.
-
-When she considered the house thoroughly cleansed and worthy of its
-summer hangings, she told Pina that crimson satin curtains should not be
-put up again until autumn.
-
-And she ordered Leo to put the horses into the carriage to take her to
-town.
-
-This was the first occasion upon which she had left home for many weeks.
-And she went now upon a shopping expedition, to purchase white lace
-curtains for her windows, and white linen to make summer covers for her
-crimson satin chair and sofa cushions.
-
-She spent the whole forenoon in making her selections; and then, feeling
-tired and hungry, she drove to a “Ladies’ Tea Room,” where she had once
-been with Alexander.
-
-She entered and sat down at one of the little tables and asked for a cup
-of chocolate and some seed cakes, which were soon brought.
-
-While she ate and drank she looked about her with the curiosity natural
-to one who had lately led so secluded a life. The room was half full of
-customers. At some of the tables small family parties of parents and
-children were gathered. At others ladies and gentlemen were seated. And
-at the table exactly opposite to her own there were two officers and two
-young women who were dining and drinking wine, laughing and talking, and
-conducting themselves generally in a manner not agreeable to quiet and
-well-disposed people.
-
-Drusilla glanced at this noisy party but once, and recognized the
-officers as the same who had intruded into her box on the night she went
-to hear the German opera troupe. Chiefly because the party were so
-ill-behaved, she was afraid to look towards them again. So she drew her
-veil around between the side of her face and her obnoxious neighbors,
-and she looked down into her plate.
-
-Natural as this action was, it caught the attention of the officers;
-and, innocent as it was, it gave umbrage to their female companions.
-
-“She sees that we recognize her,” said one of the men.
-
-And a low, derisive laugh came from one of the women.
-
-Very much abashed, and also a little alarmed, Drusilla left her luncheon
-half consumed and went to the counter to pay her bill.
-
-But one of the officers got up and followed her, and, as she turned to
-leave the room, he placed himself before her, and, lifting his hat,
-said:
-
-“How do you do, Miss?”
-
-Drusilla bowed in silence, and attempted to pass on.
-
-“Excuse me, but when did you reach town?”
-
-“I beg your pardon, sir; I have not the honor of your acquaintance,”
-said Drusilla, coldly, passing him by and quickly leaving the house.
-
-But he followed her out on the sidewalk, and joining her, said:
-
-“You ‘have not the honor of my acquaintance,’ eh? Well, the ‘honor’ is
-questionable, but the acquaintance is beyond a doubt, my dear! What!
-don’t you remember the night I came into the box, to chaff my friend
-Lyon on his pretty little acquisition, eh? By the way, how is Lyon?”
-
-By this time Drusilla had beckoned her servant, who drove up with the
-carriage, dismounted, opened the door, and let down the steps for his
-mistress.
-
-“But you didn’t tell me how my friend Lyon is. I hope he is well. I know
-he has left his rooms at the hotel. But if you will favor me with your
-address, Miss—”
-
-“Leo,” said Drusilla to her coachman, as she entered her carriage, “this
-person annoys me. If you see a policeman give him in charge, and—drive
-on.”
-
-“Yes, madam,” answered the man, heartily, cracking his whip and starting
-his horses.
-
-But the animals were not fresh, and they had not been fed or watered
-since morning. So they did not move with their usual spirit. And
-Drusilla had not gone far up Seventh street road, on her way home,
-before she perceived that she was followed by a hack that was gaining
-upon her every moment.
-
-At first she supposed this following to be accidental; but when the hack
-driving rapidly, caught up to her and might have passed her, yet did
-not; but, on the contrary, slackened its pace and kept just behind her;
-she suspected that there was something more than accident in the matter.
-
-And her suspicions were confirmed when she heard loud laughing and
-talking in the hack, and recognized the voices of the disreputable party
-who had insulted her in the tea room.
-
-She quickly let down the little window in front of her own carriage, and
-spoke to her coachman:
-
-“Leo—drive fast.”
-
-“Yes, ma’am, which it is necessary so to do.”
-
-“Who are those people behind, Leo?” she breathlessly inquired.
-
-“A intoxified set, ma’am, which is unbeknown to me; being always too
-well conducted to be acquainted with sich; which I think one of um is
-the person you complained of, ma’am.”
-
-“Yes! go on quickly, for Heaven’s sake, Leo; let us leave them behind as
-soon as possible,” hastily urged Drusilla.
-
-And the young coachman put his jaded horses to their utmost speed.
-
-But the horses in the hack were the fresher of the two sets, and they
-kept well up behind her carriage until they reached the gate of the
-private road leading through Cedarwood.
-
-Here Leo drew up his carriage, left his seat, opened the gate, propped
-it back, and took the reins to lead his horses through.
-
-They had but just cleared the gate, when Drusilla put her head from the
-window and said, hastily:
-
-“Leo, stop just where you are! stop the way! Those persons are preparing
-to follow us in. Tell them that they can not be permitted to do so; that
-this is a very private road leading to my own house, and no farther.”
-
-At the first word Leo had stopped the carriage, thus barring the way,
-and now he turned and spoke to the man who was the ringleader of the
-party, and who had now left his seat and was mounted beside the driver
-on the box.
-
-“If you please, sir, this road leads to my mist’ess’s house and no
-farther on,” he said.
-
-“Oh, we know where it leads! We are going to make a call there!” laughed
-the man.
-
-“Leo, Leo, do not let them pass, whatever you do,” breathlessly
-whispered Drusilla.
-
-“But, sir, if you please, my mist’ess don’t receive no strangers,”
-expostulated the servant.
-
-“Oh, we are not strangers! We know her very well! And we know Lyon, too!
-Come, clear the way, my man, and let us pass.”
-
-“But, sir, my mist’ess don’t see no visitors of no sort, neither
-strangers nor likewise acquaintances,” urged Leo.
-
-“But she’ll see us!” laughed the man on the box. And his laugh was
-loudly echoed by his companions inside the hack.
-
-During this controversy Drusilla had sat back in her seat, keeping as
-much out of sight as possible, and only leaning forward when obliged to
-speak to her servant.
-
-And Leo had been artfully manœuvering his horses, with a purpose that
-the party behind were too much confused by intoxication to detect.
-
-“Come, my man, get out of the way, will you?”
-
-“Yes sir, immediate!” answered Leo.
-
-And he suddenly wheeled round the carriage, clanged to the gate, and
-secured it in the face of the baffled pursuers.
-
-Then with a loud derisive laugh, the boy sprang up into his seat and
-drove off through the woods towards home.
-
-The discomfited party in the hack sent after him a volley of oaths, that
-he continued to hear until distance made them inaudible.
-
-When they reached Cedarwood, Drusilla got out of her carriage more dead
-than alive.
-
-Pina met her and supported her into the house, while Leo gave a hasty
-account of their adventure.
-
-“Try to compose yourself, ma’am. Lor! I wouldn’t let myself be upset by
-them rubbish!” said Pina as she held a glass of water to her mistress’s
-lips.
-
-“Who were they, Leo, and why did they pursue me?” inquired Drusilla,
-when she was somewhat restored.
-
-“Please, ma’am, I don’t know who they were, not being beknown to sich.
-But they were all intoxified, the whole lot of ’em.”
-
-“But why did they pursue me?”
-
-“Well, ma’am, they was on a lark, and seen you was afeard of ’em.”
-
-“There was more in it than that, Leo! Do you think they can get through
-the gate?”
-
-“No, ma’am; I locked it.”
-
-“But they can get out of the carriage and climb over it.”
-
-“No, ma’am, they’re too tipsy. They can hardly sit in their seats. The
-driver is the onliest sober one in the lot, and he’ll take them away,
-you may be sure, ma’am.”
-
-“Oh, what a horrible, what a revolting set! Oh, that such creatures
-should live in this world!” exclaimed Drusilla, with a shudder. And she
-seemed to have forgotten all her pretty, new purchases in which she had
-been so much interested.
-
-But neither of her young servants had done so. And Pina, in haste to
-bring the treasures in that she might have a sight at them, and Leo in a
-hurry to get rid of them, that he might take his horses round to the
-stable, went out together.
-
-Pina returned with her arms full of parcels.
-
-And soon Drusilla, who had laid off her bonnet, lost sight of her late
-disagreeable adventure, in the pleasing occupation of displaying her
-beautiful lace curtains to the admiring eyes of her handmaid.
-
-For the next few days, mistress and maid were agreeably employed in
-making up the curtains, and in cutting and fitting the white linen chair
-covers.
-
-And by Saturday evening the curtains were put up, and the chair covers
-put on, and the summer decoration of the pretty wild wood home was
-complete.
-
-This brought the end of the first week of Alexander’s absence. Drusilla
-was counting the days, and she knew that if he should keep his word, he
-would be home by the end of another week.
-
-She had written to him every evening, and sent the letter to the city
-post-office every morning by Leo, who was also instructed to inquire for
-letters for her. But as yet she had had but one from Alick, and that one
-only announced his safe arrival at Richmond, and acknowledged the
-receipt of her first note. Since that she had not heard from him. But
-she said to herself that he was very much engaged, and could not be
-expected to write to her more than once or twice a week. And so she
-comforted her longing heart.
-
-In the two weeks of Alexander’s absence, Drusilla’s health improved very
-much. The reasons were obvious.
-
-In the first place, the very tender leave he had taken of her had
-revived her fainting faith in his love, while the positive promise he
-had made her to return within the fortnight had given her something
-certain to anticipate.
-
-In the second she no longer sat up night after night, watching, waiting
-and weeping, in fatigue, suspense, and even terror, that wore her nerves
-and wasted her strength and tried her temper. She went to bed early,
-slept soundly, and rose refreshed.
-
-And in the third, she had made a discovery that filled her soul with
-joy. She knew now, for it was evident, even to her ignorance and
-inexperience, that she was to be blessed with the crowning blessing of
-woman’s life, maternity.
-
-Once again, on the Monday of the second week of her husband’s absence,
-she made a shopping expedition into the city. And on this occasion she
-shut up the house and took both her servants along—Leo to drive the
-carriage and Pina to sit inside with her. She took a luncheon basket
-too, that she might not be obliged to go into a refreshment room at the
-risk of meeting her disagreeable acquaintances—although reason assured
-her that there was not one chance in a thousand of her seeing them under
-the same circumstances again.
-
-This time Drusilla bought a quantity of fine flannel, linen, cambric,
-muslin and lace, and also flaxen and silken floss and Berlin wool for
-embroideries.
-
-And Pina, who had guessed the sweet domestic mystery long before her
-child-like mistress had suspected it, was as much interested in the
-purchase as their owner could be. Drusilla returned home without any
-unpleasant adventure. And the next day she commenced her delightful
-task. And seated in her pleasant chamber, surrounded by her pretty
-working materials, devising dainty little garments, and anticipating the
-joys in store for her, she felt happy.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII.
- A SURPRISE.
-
- One struggle more and I am free
- From pangs that rend my heart in twain;
- One long last sigh to love and thee,
- Then back to busy life again.—BYRON.
-
-
-Drusilla received no second letter from Alexander. On the day after his
-arrival in Richmond, he received and answered her first one. Then he
-went with his uncle and cousin down to Old Lyon Hall, where he lived
-very quietly with them for about ten days, all the party resting from
-their fashionable Washington campaign.
-
-At the end of that time, in order to keep the letter of his promise to
-Drusilla, he pleaded urgent business, and went up to Richmond, “for a
-day or two,” as he said.
-
-On reaching that city, he hurried to the post-office, where he found
-nearly a dozen letters from Cedarwood awaiting him. He did not stop to
-answer them; but took the first train to Washington, and arrived in the
-capital the same afternoon.
-
-There was plenty of time for him to have gone out to Cedarwood that
-evening. But, true to his plan of never sleeping under the same roof
-with Drusilla again, if he could help it, he stayed at one of the city
-hotels all night.
-
-In the morning, however, he hired a horse from a livery stable and set
-out to visit his home.
-
-That day Drusilla had also risen very early, saying to herself:
-
-“This is the last day of the fortnight, and Alick will be home to-night.
-That is to say, if nothing happens to prevent him—and surely there is
-nothing likely to happen—he will keep his pledged word with me and
-return to-night.”
-
-And so she busied herself with affectionate preparations for his
-arrival.
-
-There was nothing at all else that she could do to add to the
-attractions of the lovely home she had renovated and decorated for his
-comfort and pleasure. But there were certain dainty dishes that always
-delighted his epicurean taste; and these she had carefully prepared for
-him.
-
-When they were ready, she went up to her chamber and sat down to the
-liliputian dress-making that was now the sweetest task in the world to
-her.
-
-It was still early in the forenoon, being only ten o’clock, and she was
-intently engaged upon a miniature embroidered robe, when she heard the
-sound of horses’ feet approaching the house.
-
-Not expecting that Alexander would return at this unusual hour of the
-day, or in this manner, and supposing that the noise arose from Leo
-exercising one of the horses from the stable, she paid no attention to
-the matter.
-
-But the next moment she heard the sound of a man’s footsteps on the
-stairs, and the instant after the door was thrown open and Alexander
-entered the room.
-
-With a cry of joy, she sprang up to meet him and fell upon his bosom.
-
-“Why are you so glad to see me as all this comes to, my little Drusa?”
-he asked, remorsefully.
-
-She could not answer him. In her excess of feeling, she could not speak.
-But if he had come back from an absence of two years instead of two
-weeks, her delight and excitement could not have been greater.
-
-He kissed and embraced her very fondly—“as I should if she were my
-sister,” perhaps he said to himself. And then with gentle force he put
-her back in her chair, and seated himself in another one near her, and
-put his arm around her.
-
-“Oh, Alick dear, I’m so glad—so glad to see you!” she cried, as soon as
-she recovered her voice.
-
-“So am I to see you, little darling, especially when I see you looking
-so well. How pretty you are; how much you have improved!” he said,
-running his fingers through her glossy tresses, and gazing admiringly
-upon her bright face, with its flushed cheeks, parted lips, and eyes
-sparkling through tears of joy.
-
-“Oh, Alick, I am so happy to have you back again!” she eagerly repeated.
-
-“And yet it is very plain that you haven’t moped during my absence; have
-you now, little one?”
-
-“Oh, no indeed, Alick; I have been so cheerfully busy fixing up the
-place against you should come. The house looks so fresh and pretty in
-its spring dress, Alick dear, I am sure you will enjoy it.”
-
-“Not fresher or prettier than the house’s mistress, and I’m sure I shall
-like both,” he said.
-
-“Shall you, Alick? Are you sure that I shall be able to please you?”
-
-“It will be my fault if you are not.”
-
-“Now that the winter is over and the summer at hand, it will be
-pleasanter here in the country, Alick. And the grounds around this
-little place can be made very beautiful. Don’t you think so?”
-
-“Yes, little Drusa. And I intend to spare neither trouble nor expense in
-making this little estate a paradise for my peri. An ideal spot it shall
-be; everything shall be arranged according to your taste. The woods,
-since you love them, shall environ the ornamented grounds.”
-
-“Oh, Alick, dear! how good you are to me! But don’t sacrifice utility to
-beauty for my sake, Alick.”
-
-“Ah, Drusa! I would sacrifice a much greater thing for your sake,” he
-said, with a very deep sigh.
-
-She looked up at him suddenly.
-
-“You are well, Alick? quite well, I hope?” were the next words she
-addressed to him, as she gazed anxiously in his care-worn face.
-
-“Not very well, little Drusa,” he answered.
-
-And ah! who could be well with an evil conscience!
-
-“It is—nothing serious, dear Alick?” she inquired, growing pale with
-fear for his health.
-
-“No, little goose! only spring languor and the fatigue of my journey,”
-he answered, with a laugh that reassured her.
-
-“Oh; and perhaps you have not had breakfast,” she exclaimed, hastily
-rising.
-
-“Yes, yes, I have,” he said, gayly, pushing her back in her seat. “I had
-breakfast two hours ago. I don’t want that, nor do I want lunch yet, so
-you need give yourself no trouble about me for awhile.”
-
-“But would you like to go to your dressing-room? All is ready for you
-there.”
-
-“I’ll warrant; but I made my toilet where I got my breakfast, so I need
-not leave you even for that purpose.”
-
-“Your luggage, Alick, have they brought it up?”
-
-“I have no luggage; I came out on horseback.”
-
-“Oh, was that your horse I heard?” she inquired in surprise.
-
-“Yes; didn’t you know it?”
-
-“No; I thought you came in a cab.”
-
-“I preferred the saddle.”
-
-“But—how about your luggage, Alick dear? Shall I call Leo and order him
-to take the carriage and go after it? Where did you leave it? At the
-hotel where you breakfasted?”
-
-“Oh, you inquisitive little imp! Sit down and be quiet while I tell you.
-I brought very little luggage to Washington, and that I left, as you
-surmise, at the hotel where I breakfasted.”
-
-“Then let me send Leo for it. He can go and return in two hours,” she
-said, again starting up.
-
-“What a little fidget you are, to be sure! There is not the least need
-to send for my things from the hotel. And if you did but know what a
-little time I have to spend with you, you would not be so eager to run
-away from me.”
-
-These words had the desired effect. They prepared her to hear his cruel
-announcement. She dropped into her chair, and looking at him uneasily
-said:
-
-“Oh, Alick, dear, you are not going away again, are you?”
-
-“Yes, my child; I shall be compelled to leave you again, and very soon.
-Now listen to me and be reasonable, my good little girl. I have kept my
-word and come back at the time I said I would. Have I not?”
-
-“Yes, Alick,” she answered, in a low, meek voice.
-
-“Well, in order to keep my word with you, Drusa, I had to leave my
-business and come off in a great hurry. Do you understand?”
-
-“Yes, Alick.”
-
-“And the state in which I left my affairs makes it absolutely necessary
-for me to go back to Richmond immediately.”
-
-“Yes, Alick dear; but you will stay with me a day or two, at least?”
-
-“No; I came only to keep my word with you. I must go back this evening.”
-
-“Oh, Alick!” she exclaimed in a tone full of grief, as she let her work
-fall from her hands and gazed at him with a look of despair that she
-could not control.
-
-“Come, come, little Drusa, do be rational, little girl! See what an
-effort I have made to keep my word with you—dropping my most important
-business at a critical juncture, just to come home and see you. Now,
-really, I do everything in the world I can to please you,” he said, so
-earnestly that he almost persuaded even himself that he did.
-
-“Oh, yes, Alick, you do indeed; and you always have done so. What should
-I be, but for your loving kindness? A poor, desolate orphan, with no one
-to care for me! You are very good to me, Alick, and you always have been
-so; and I ought to be cheerful, as well as grateful, only I—cannot
-always—and——”
-
-She could say no more; her voice broke into sobs, and she dropped her
-face upon her hands and wept.
-
-“Humph, this is the thanks I get for travelling several hundred miles
-express to see you. I have but a few hours to spend with you, and you
-entertain me with tears! Very encouraging to me to come again, I must
-say!” he angrily exclaimed.
-
-She could not reply; her whole form was shaking with her convulsive
-sobs.
-
-He got up and walked about the room with his hands in his pockets, and
-whistled an opera tune.
-
-She tried hard to suppress her sobs and to command her voice, and when
-at length she succeeded in doing so, she held out her hands imploringly
-towards him, and pleaded:
-
-“Forgive me, Alick. I could not help it, dear; indeed I could not. It
-was because I loved you so. I love you so, Alick!”
-
-“Then I wish to the Lord you didn’t love me ‘so!’ that’s all,” he
-brutally exclaimed.
-
-“Oh, Alick!” she said, still holding out her hands.
-
-“It is a cursed bore to be loved ‘so!’” he repeated.
-
-“Oh, Alick, you did not use to say so!”
-
-“Perhaps I thought so, though! It’s an infernal nuisance to be loved so,
-I tell you, and I’m tired of it!”
-
-“Alick, Alick, you used to make me tell you over and over again how much
-I loved you. You used to say I couldn’t love you too much, I couldn’t
-even love you enough,” she murmured, dropping her pleading hands upon
-her lap.
-
-“Bosh! I must have been a great spoon in those days!”
-
-She did not reply to this, but again covered her face and wept softly.
-
-“Besides,” continued this moral philosopher, “such love as yours is—what
-do they call it in the prayer-books?—‘inordinate affection.’ And
-inordinate affection is very sinful, let me tell you, and will bring its
-own punishment. Sooner or later you will suffer for it.”
-
-“Oh, I have, I have suffered for it, have I not?”
-
-This wail came from her unawares, and the next moment she was sorry for
-having let it escape her, sorry for the feeling that prompted it; for
-she could not bear even in her thoughts to blame one whom she worshipped
-so madly.
-
-“Well, if you have suffered, it is your own fault.”
-
-“I know it, Alick—I know it; and I never meant to say that it was
-yours.”
-
-“Then what in this world is the matter with you? What do you need more
-than you have? Of what do you complain?”
-
-“Of nothing, Alick—I complain of nothing. I am out of my senses, I
-think.”
-
-“I think so too. Here you are in a position that would be envied by
-hundreds—yes, by thousands, by millions of your sex, as the height of
-woman’s happiness. You have a comfortable and even an elegant home; and
-I mean to settle it on you also. You have a luxurious table, a splendid
-wardrobe, attentive servants, horses, carriages—what in the world _can_
-you want in addition to these?”
-
-“Only a little more of my husband’s company, Alick,” she pathetically
-answered.
-
-“Bosh! You are a Christian, or you profess to be one. You read your
-Bible. Why don’t you go by it? St. Paul says, ‘Having food and raiment,
-be therewith content,’ or words to that effect. You have not only food
-and raiment, but every comfort and luxury that money can buy. Why cannot
-you be content?”
-
-“Oh, Alick, dear, ye! I have all _money_ can buy. But there are
-blessings that money cannot purchase. Oh, Alick, I could be content with
-very much less of this world’s goods than your wealth has given me; I
-could be happy with very little food and raiment, if only I had more of
-your society.”
-
-She was weeping softly, with her head bowed upon her hands.
-
-He was still walking up and down the floor.
-
-Presently she got up and met him with her hands held out.
-
-“Do not leave me, Alick, dear—oh, do not leave again so soon. You have
-made me your wife, and I have no life but in you—none, Alick, none! If
-you tear me from your heart, I shall wither and die like a plant pulled
-up by the roots. Oh, take me to your bosom again, for I have no life out
-of you Alick—Alick—”
-
-It was not in human nature, at least not in a young man’s nature, to
-resist her beauty, her pleading; and he folded her to his heart, covered
-her face with kisses, and then said:
-
-“Little Drusa! little Drusa! oh, my dear, dear child! what a misery for
-you that you should love me, wretch that I am!”
-
-“But why, Alick? Why? It is my life—my very life! and I have no other!”
-
-“Oh, Drusa! Drusa! Good Heaven! How is this to end! I wish from my soul
-you had never had the misfortune of meeting me!”
-
-“Oh, Alick, why do you say that?”
-
-“I don’t know!” he groaned. Then he answered evasively—“I am utterly
-unworthy of you. I cause you so much suffering.”
-
-“But that comes of my weakness, not of your fault, dear Alick. Besides I
-am happy now, very happy now that I see you love me.”
-
-“Little Drusa, did you ever doubt that?”
-
-“I never doubted your faith, Alick. When you have kept away from me, I
-have doubted my own worthiness of your love.”
-
-“My darling, if you were sure, entirely sure of my affection, could you
-then bear that I should be absent from you a great deal?”
-
-“No,” she answered, honestly; “I couldn’t even live, Alick. I couldn’t
-live away from you, any more than a flower broken off.”
-
-“Oh, my soul! what will become of you, child? Better with your strong
-affections, better you had died in your infancy!” he muttered to
-himself.
-
-“What is the matter, Alick? What are you saying?”
-
-“I am thinking of you. Poor child! With your nature you can never be
-happy in this world.”
-
-“Oh yes, I can, dear Alick! It takes so little to make me happy. Only
-let me live with you and I ask no more of earth, or Heaven.”
-
-“My darling, I do believe, I do believe, if all other things were
-conforming, you could also make me very happy,” he said gravely and
-tenderly.
-
-“I should try so zealously to do it, Alick. I would never vex you with
-weeping or moping. Because you know I never did weep for anything but
-your absence; and if I might be with you I should never have cause to
-weep again. If you must go back to Richmond, Alick, can’t you take me
-with you? I could get ready in half an hour, or in less time. And I
-wouldn’t be troublesome to you on the journey, indeed I wouldn’t, dear.
-Say, will you take me?”
-
-“My little Drusa, it is impossible. I should not be able to stop in
-Richmond over twenty-four hours. I should have to go into the country
-and travel from place to place, on this vexatious business. But don’t
-look so despairing, darling! I will not stay a day longer than I can
-help,” he said, putting her gently from his arms, and throwing himself
-down into a chair beside her work-table.
-
-She also resumed her seat. And she took up her needle-work.
-
-“What are you amusing yourself with, little Drusa? Dressing dolls?” he
-inquired, taking up and inspecting the little, embroidered robe that lay
-upon her lap. “Is this for a great doll!”
-
-“No, Alick,” she answered, while a rosy blush and tender smile of joy
-and embarrassment brightened her face. “It is not for a great doll, it
-is for a little angel who is coming to us soon.”
-
-“The d—l!” exclaimed Alexander, invoking his master and guide.
-
-She heard him and looked up hastily in surprise and pain.
-
-“I thought you would be glad, Alick,” she said.
-
-“Well, hem, so I——If I’m not glad, it is for your sake, Drusa,” he said,
-confusedly. Then, gathering more self-control, he added: “You are very
-young, little Drusa, to have the cares of maternity thrust upon you.”
-
-“Such sweet cares, Alick—not to be known from joys.”
-
-“But you are scarcely sixteen years old!—too young, too young, Drusa.”
-
-“But if I was old enough to be a wife, dear, I am old enough to be a
-mother.”
-
-“You are too young to be either, little Drusa.”
-
-“You didn’t use to think so. Oh, Alick, I thought you would be glad. I
-am sorry you are not.”
-
-And she folded her little robe up, and put it out of sight.
-
-“It seems I cannot open my lips without wounding you, Drusa,” he
-muttered, moodily.
-
-“Don’t say that, Alick. Come, let us go down. I want to show you how
-pretty the drawing-room looks. And I want to show you the young birds—I
-mean the new broods of canaries, hatched since you left,” she said,
-cheerfully, rising.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV.
- GONE FOR GOOD.
-
- One hurried kiss, one last, one long embrace,
- One yearning look upon her tearful face.
- And he was gone, and like a funeral knell
- The winds still sighed—Beloved, fare thee well!—MRS. ESLING.
-
-
-Suppressing all her mortification and sorrow at the cold reception her
-husband had given her sweet news, Drusilla took him through the
-renovated house and showed him all its new improvements.
-
-As if to make up for the previous surliness, he admired everything he
-saw and praised his little housekeeper for her taste.
-
-Then he said he would go to the stable and look at the horses; and he
-asked her to get her bonnet and come with him.
-
-She ran up stairs, calling Pina to follow her. And while she was putting
-on her thick shoes and her bonnet and mantle, she gave the girl
-particular directions about the dinner. For as Mr. Lyon had so short a
-time to stay, Drusilla did not wish to leave him long enough to pay a
-visit to the kitchen.
-
-Then she went down stairs and joined her husband. And they walked
-together to the stable.
-
-Everything there was found in a satisfactory condition and the horses
-were in fine order. Evidently Leo had done his duty, as well as, or
-better than, so young a groom could be expected to do it.
-
-Then Drusilla invited Alexander to walk through the ground, that she
-might show him the new garden she had laid out. And, as before, he
-expressed delight in all he saw, and approbation of her skill as a
-landscape gardener.
-
-“You take so much pains to beautify this place, and find so much
-pleasure in the task, that I hope you will be very happy here, little
-Drusa,” he said, as they turned to go back to the house.
-
-“I shall be very happy here, or anywhere else, dear Alick, when you have
-got through that troublesome business and can come and stay at home with
-me,” she replied.
-
-He shrugged his shoulders, but made no answer. She did not see his
-questionable gesture, so she continued:
-
-“For indeed, Alick, you and I live now more like mere acquaintances than
-like a married couple. And you seem less the master of the house than
-the occasional guest of the mistress.”
-
-He laughed at this conceit, and then sighed as he replied:
-
-“I don’t see how it can be helped, little Drusa. I wish it could be, in
-some way. Heaven knows how it pains me to part with you.”
-
-And Mr. Alick thought of Joe Smith and the Mormon Bible and wished that
-one had been a true prophet and the other a divine revelation.
-
-“Oh, dear Alick, it is selfish in me, I know, but I am glad it pains you
-to part with me; and I hope it may hurt you so badly that you may not be
-able to stay away,” said Drusilla, with a sweet smile.
-
-“Ah, little Drusa! however distressing it may be to me to absent myself
-from you, I must do so when duty requires the sacrifice,” sighed
-Alexander, piously. Then, to change the subject, he inquired—“You have
-seen nothing more of the face at the window, little Drusa?”
-
-“No, nothing at all. But then the windows, since you left, have always
-at nightfall been closed and curtained,” she answered.
-
-“Nor heard anything of the man lurking about here?”
-
-“No, not a word.”
-
-“Nor gained any clue to his identity?”
-
-“No, none.”
-
-“Then you have not been annoyed by any such intrusion since I left you?”
-
-“No, not by any.”
-
-“I am very glad to hear it, little Drusa.”
-
-As he spoke she recollected the disorderly party who had followed her
-carriage from the city; and thought that truth required her to mention
-the circumstance, so she added:
-
-“Oh, Alick, yes. I didn’t write to you about it, because I knew it would
-only make you anxious to no good purpose, and besides I only wished to
-write you good news——”
-
-“What now, Drusa? What is it? What have you been keeping from me, it is
-very wrong for you to keep any secret from me, let me tell you,”
-anxiously exclaimed Alexander, looking searchingly in her face.
-
-“Oh, Alick, it was no secret at all. It was only a little rudeness I was
-made to bear.”
-
-“Rudeness! From whom?”
-
-“From people who were scarcely responsible for their actions, Alick.”
-
-“Who were they? What rudeness did they offer you?”
-
-“You remember those officers that came into our box at the opera?”
-
-“Yes—vagabonds! vulgar wretches! what about them?”
-
-“They saw me in at a Ladies’ Tea Room in the city, one day when I went
-shopping.”
-
-“In a Ladies’ Tea Room! Drusilla, I am shocked that you should have gone
-into such a place unattended. I am annoyed beyond measure that you
-should have done so! No modest young woman, not to say lady, ever goes
-alone to such a place!”
-
-“Alick dear, it was the very room you used to take me to, whenever you
-took me to the city in the first days of our marriage. And I saw ladies
-there and young ladies and little girls, and even babies and nurses—and
-one always feels right and safe where there are babies, you know.”
-
-“No; I don’t know it. And besides the ladies and children you speak of
-were family parties; you went _alone;_ no wonder you were insulted.
-Which of the villains insulted you—or did both?”
-
-“Neither did, Alick dear. Please don’t be angry. One of the officers
-came up and spoke to me, calling me ‘Miss’ and claiming my acquaintance.
-But as you had not introduced him to me I would not know him.”
-
-“And—then?”
-
-“I left the Tea Room and got into the carriage and drove home.”
-
-“And was that all?”
-
-“No; the two officers and the two women that were with them jumped into
-a hack and followed me.”
-
-“Ten thousand demons!—_Home?_” burst forth Mr. Lyon.
-
-“Ah Alick dear, no; don’t be so violent. There was no harm done. I
-wouldn’t even have mentioned the matter, only you asked me a question
-that I was bound to answer truthfully,” pleaded the gentle creature.
-
-“How far did they follow you?”
-
-“Only to the gate of the road leading through the woods to our house—”
-
-“To our—” Here Alexander burst into an explosion of oaths and expletives
-that caused his wife to shudder with horror.
-
-“Oh, Alick, Alick, don’t, dear! don’t! It is a sin! Oh, Alick, hush! You
-frighten me so!” she pleaded almost breathlessly, clinging to his arm.
-
-“If I catch one of those villains I will blow his brains out. If I
-don’t, may the—” And here Alexander sealed his oath by invoking a
-terrible imprecation on his own soul if he failed to keep it.
-
-“Oh, my love, my dear, don’t, don’t. Heaven will never forgive you!”
-wept Drusilla.
-
-“Stop whimpering, you provoking little fool, and tell me. Did they
-attempt to follow you through the gate?”
-
-“Yes, Alick, but they couldn’t do it, because Leo closed it and locked
-it—”
-
-“Oh! let me only lay my eyes on them—that is all! If they get off with
-life may I be——”
-
-“_Hsh-sh!_ Oh, Alick, dear, this is awful!”
-
-“Hold your tongue, and take your hand from my lips! And now, if you can
-speak to some purpose, do so! How long was this ago that they dared to
-pursue you?”
-
-“About nine days since, Alick. But they scarcely knew what they were
-about. Indeed they did not, Alick love!”
-
-“Have they troubled you since?”
-
-“No, not once. I have neither seen nor heard of them since, nor has any
-one else annoyed me.”
-
-“That is well so far. But now I am convinced that one of those villains
-was identical with the spy who frightened you by looking through the
-window. I wish I had not to hurry back to Richmond to-night. If I could
-only remain in the city one day, I might settle accounts with these
-gentlemen!”
-
-“Oh, Alick, then for the first time I am—what I never thought I should
-be—glad that you are going away so soon! Ah, my own dear husband,
-absence is bitter, but not so bitter as sin and its consequences! Oh, my
-dear, dear Alick, I shall pray day and night that Heaven may keep you
-from blood guiltiness.”
-
-By this time they had reached the house, which they soon entered.
-
-But Alick did not get over his fit of fury until some hours later, when
-dinner was served and he had eaten a hearty meal, and drank several
-glasses of fine wine, and was luxuriating in the sedative vapors of a
-real Havana.
-
-The fragrant fumes of the good cigar did not drive Drusilla away. She
-sat near him with a little piece of crochet work in her fingers.
-
-“I want you to promise me one thing, Drusa,” said Alick, taking the weed
-from his lips.
-
-“I will promise you anything in the world,” she answered.
-
-“I dare say! But would you perform it?”
-
-“Yes, indeed, Alick.”
-
-“If you could.”
-
-“Oh, of course that is understood! Providence permitting, I will do
-whatever you wish.”
-
-“Well, the promises I wish you to make me will not be very hard to keep.
-In the first place, I want you to give me your word that you will not go
-into Washington unless in case of necessity.”
-
-“You have my word for that, Alick.”
-
-“And when obliged to go, that you will show yourself as little as
-possible; that you will never recognize or speak with any acquaintance,
-old or new, whom you may happen to meet.”
-
-“I give you my word for these also, Alick.”
-
-“And that you will never under any circumstances whatever, or to any
-person whoever, give your name or address, or mine.”
-
-“Take my word for that, too. I promise—solemnly promise to remember and
-obey all your directions, Alick.”
-
-“That is right,” he said. And he resumed his cigar, and smoked in
-comfort for some minutes, and then threw away the stump, and got up,
-saying:
-
-“I must see about going.”
-
-“Oh, Alick! So soon, dear!” she exclaimed, in dismay.
-
-“So soon? Why, it is seven o’clock now, and the boat leaves at nine. I
-have but two hours to get it.”
-
-“Leo can drive you there easily in one hour, Alick. The horses are quite
-fresh, and will go like the wind. And besides, I want you to take tea
-with me before you leave,” she said, touching the bell.
-
-“Well, I can take a cup of tea while Leo is putting the horses to the
-carriage, I suppose,” he admitted, resuming his seat.
-
-Pina came in to answer the bell.
-
-Drusilla told her to set the table for tea. And Mr. Lyon directed her to
-tell Leo to put the horses to the carriage and bring it around to the
-door, and to get himself ready to drive to town.
-
-Pina went out to obey both her orders.
-
-“You will not be long absent this time, will you, Alick?” inquired
-Drusilla.
-
-“I do not know, Drusa; but not a day longer than is necessary,” he
-evasively replied.
-
-“But—can’t you give me some little idea, Alick, just to comfort me while
-you are away? Will you be gone a week, ten days, a fortnight—or how long
-do you think, dear Alick?”
-
-“Now, Drusa, my child, you must not seek to bind me by any promise to
-return at any fixed time. See how it has inconvenienced me on this
-occasion, and without giving you much gratification either. Here,
-because I felt bound by the promise I had given you, I was compelled to
-drop my business at a most important crisis, and hurry on here just to
-see you for a few hours, and then hurry back. If you had not bound me by
-that promise, I _might_ possibly, by staying a few days longer in
-Richmond, and putting my business in a better state of progress, have
-been enabled to come and stay longer with you. But as it is, I must be
-off at once. So you see the evil of binding a man to any fixed time.”
-
-“Yes, Alick. I don’t wish to bind you to anything, dear. I will only
-trust that you will come back to me as soon as you can,” she meekly
-replied.
-
-“As soon as it shall be proper to do so, I will come back,” he answered
-evasively.
-
-Pina came in and set the table, and brought in the tea service and
-arranged it.
-
-They—the faithful wife and faithless husband sat down together for the
-last time at that table.
-
-She filled his cup and handed it to him, and urged upon him the delicate
-dainties that she had prepared for him.
-
-And Alick, whose appetite seldom suffered under any circumstances,
-enjoyed the luxuries of the tea-table as much as if he had not dined
-sumptuously a few hours previous.
-
-But as soon as he heard the carriage approaching the door, he got up,
-went into the hall, followed by Drusilla.
-
-Here he put on his overcoat and gloves, snatched his wife to his bosom
-for one hasty embrace and adieu; then took his hat, ran out of the
-house, jumped into the carriage, and ordered the coachman to drive fast
-towards town.
-
-The carriage started.
-
-And this time Alexander was gone for good.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV.
- CRUEL TREACHERY.
-
- And be these juggling fiends no more believed,
- That palter with us in a double sense;
- That keep the word of promise to the ear
- And break it to the hope.—SHAKSPEARE.
-
-
-Alexander had come and gone like a dream. And, in truth, his flying
-visit had given his young wife little comfort. He had spent more than
-half the few hours he had passed at home in grumbling.
-
-As usual, she could not find it in her heart to blame him. To keep up
-her spirits, she set about putting in order her little house that had
-been somewhat disarranged by his sudden arrival and departure. In the
-words of another wronged woman, she was “resigned, but not happy.”
-
-Her days passed quietly, if not cheerfully. She occupied herself with
-her small household affairs; with making up the pretty liliputian
-wardrobe upon which she was engaged; with taking care of her birds; and
-with gardening, walking and riding during the day.
-
-She spent her evenings in reading and writing, or singing and playing.
-
-She was comforted with three sweet hopes: the first was for his letters,
-the second his return, and the third the arrival of the little stranger.
-
-She arose with the earliest dawn of day, and she retired early in the
-evening, and so her health continued to improve.
-
-But day succeeded day, until a week had passed away, and still she
-received no letter from her absent husband. Then she grew weary and sad.
-
-The truth is that Alexander, with a false mercy in keeping with his
-false course at this time, was putting into practice his sapient plan of
-“breaking with her gradually,” which was just distilling to her, drop by
-drop, the bitterness of “despised love;” inflicting on her the
-intolerable torture of a slow heart-breaking.
-
-After ten days had gone by she received a note from him; it was short,
-cool and dry. He said that he had reached Richmond in safety, but had
-been too busy to write before; that he was well and hoped she was; and
-that he remained her affectionate—“A.” There were not half a dozen lines
-in the whole letter, and Drusilla thought the writing did not look like
-Alexander’s hand. But she read it over and over again, and her tears
-dropped slowly down upon it as she murmured:
-
-“‘Too busy to write’ to me—‘too busy to write.’ Oh, Alick, dear, what
-sort of business would it be that could keep me from writing to you for
-ten whole days? But, then, I am a woman and you are a man, and that
-makes all the difference, I suppose. But, oh, my heart is so weak—so
-weak, my Heavenly Father!” she cried, suddenly, in her sorrow, appealing
-to the All Compassionate.
-
-And then again she betook herself to work as an antidote to despair.
-
-After this a heart-sickening month of silence passed away, in which she
-heard no word from him. And then she got a second note, dated from some
-distant village in New England, from which he wrote to tell her that he
-had been travelling for the last four weeks, and he was travelling still
-upon that business growing out of his father’s will; that it would be
-useless for her to write to him, as he was continually moving rapidly
-from place to place, and could not wait to receive her letters. His
-health continued good, and he hoped that hers did. And he was ever her
-friend—“A.”
-
-This letter filled less than half a page, and the writing was even less
-like Alexander’s than that of the other one had been. And Drusilla wept
-bitterly over it.
-
-“If I were not his wife, I should think he was deserting me by degrees,”
-she sobbed, hitting at last the very truth.
-
-In addition to all her other causes of distress, she had the bitterness
-of knowing that he had not waited to get one of the affectionate daily
-letters she had directed to him at Richmond; that they were all wasted,
-like her love, because he had not even taken the trouble to tell her
-that he was going to travel.
-
-And now one word about Alexander’s duplicity, which he called
-discretion. (If people could be got to call crimes by their right names,
-perhaps they would not commit them.) When Alexander was at home, having
-access to all Drusilla’s boxes, he secretly got possession of all the
-letters he had ever written to her and he destroyed them. His first
-subsequent letter was written from Richmond, to which he had come with
-his uncle and cousin for a sojourn of a few days previous to setting out
-with them on a tour of pleasure. His second one was from a hamlet in the
-Green Mountains, where he was staying with the General and Miss Anna, in
-these first warm days of July. Both letters were written in a disguised
-hand, and signed only with his initial, lest they should ever be brought
-up against him.
-
-Some suspicion of his bad faith was forcing its way even into the
-confiding bosom of his wife. But the heart-wasting weariness of the next
-few weeks, who can tell? To keep her heart from breaking, she kept
-steadily at work. Ah, work! How great is the love of our Heavenly Father
-in commuting the very curse laid upon man at his fall into blessings; in
-infusing into the very punishment of his sins consolation for his
-suffering. For surely, in addition to its creative and productive force,
-work has consoling power, since, next after religion, it is to the
-desolate and wearyhearted the greatest comfort on earth.
-
-Drusilla found it so; for, if occupation did not give her happiness, it
-certainty kept her from despair. The months rolled slowly on. One of the
-most distressing elements in her misery was the fact she could not even
-write to her husband, not knowing where to direct her letters; and this
-was farther embittered by the knowledge that he himself had cut off all
-such communication between them.
-
-Still she continued to send Leo daily to the post-office in the hope of
-getting a letter from him; but week after week wore away without
-bringing news of Alexander.
-
-In the hope of hearing of him, if she could not hear from him, she wrote
-and ordered the principal daily papers from all the great cities in the
-north. And huge was the bundle that Leo brought every day from the news
-agent in Washington.
-
-And when she was disappointed in getting a letter, as she was always
-sure to be, she would, with a morbid eagerness, carefully con over the
-names in the list of arrivals at the various hotels in all the cities,
-in the faint hope of seeing his name in some one of them.
-
-But this was worse than “hunting for a needle in a haystack,” for it was
-hunting for what was lost somewhere else.
-
-Sometimes in fear and trembling she would even look over the deaths and
-the casualties, in the dread of seeing his name among the victims. But
-she never saw it anywhere. We could have told her, “Naught is never in
-danger.” If she did not see the name of her truant husband, she saw
-something else that startled her, and it was this:
-
- NEXT OF KIN.—If the heirs of the late Reverend Malcomb Sterling should
- see this advertisement they will please to communicate immediately
- with the undersigned, from whom they will hear something to their
- advantage.
-
- KENT & HENEAGE,
- Solicitors, 33 Bar street, Baltimore.
-
-Drusilla stared at this notice in astonishment. And then she read it
-over again two or three times. _She_ was the only living representative
-of the late Malcomb Sterling. Her father’s last pastoral charge had been
-in Baltimore. This advertisement appeared in a Baltimore paper, and the
-firm to be communicated with were Baltimore lawyers. Clearly the notice
-originated with some one who had taken pains to trace her poor father’s
-last abiding place, in order to advertise there for his heirs. It must,
-therefore, be of considerable importance.
-
-Her first impulse was to cut out the piece and enclose it in a letter to
-her husband, that he might deal with it as he should deem proper. But
-then she instantly recollected that she was ignorant of Mr. Lyon’s
-address.
-
-After a little reflection she concluded that it was her own duty to
-communicate with the advertising parties.
-
-So she sat down and wrote to the firm of Kent & Heneage, and told them
-that she was the only child of the late Reverend Malcomb Sterling, by
-his wife Anna.
-
-She sent off this letter; and soon forgot all about the matter in her
-all-engrossing anxiety to hear from her husband.
-
-As before, she every day sent Leo to the post office, with orders if he
-should find a letter by the first mail to hasten home with it
-immediately; if not, to wait for the second mail.
-
-On a fresh and brilliant morning of the third day after she had written
-to the lawyers, Drusilla was at work in her flower-garden, when she saw
-Leo galloping toward the house, and holding out at arm’s length a
-letter.
-
-The face of the boy, who had seen and understood his mistress’s daily
-disappointment, was beaming with delight, as he drew rein before her,
-sprang from his saddle, and handed her the letter.
-
-She seized it eagerly, believing it to be from her husband, and
-exclaimed in her joy:
-
-“Oh, thank you, Leo! At last—at last! Oh, I’m so glad!”
-
-“’Deed, so am I, ma’am—glad as if I’d had a fortin left me,” answered
-the boy, showing in every tone and look as much sympathy as he could
-combine with very much respect, “which it is from master, ma’am, and I
-hope he is well?”
-
-But the little lady’s face had fallen. The letter was not from her
-beloved husband, announcing his speedy arrival. It was only from the
-firm of Kent & Heneage, and it _only_ informed her of her inheritance of
-a vast estate, by the decease of a bachelor great-uncle, who was a
-merchant of San Francisco with a corresponding house in Baltimore, and
-who had recently died intestate in the first mentioned city.
-
-This news would have made some women very happy. But not Drusilla. The
-reaction with her was great. Tears of disappointment swelled her
-eyelids, and dropped upon the open page.
-
-Leo, who was watching her in reverential interest, seeing her tears, now
-spoke:
-
-“I hope nothing is amiss with master, ma’am!”
-
-“No—I don’t know. Oh, Leo! it is not from your master; it is nothing but
-a mere business letter from a lawyer!” said the little lady, with a
-sigh.
-
-“Is that all, ma’am?” responded the boy in a disappointed tone.
-
-“All, Leo,” his mistress answered, as she turned sadly towards the
-house.
-
-She did not care a farthing for the death or the inheritance of the old
-bachelor uncle, of whom she had not heard mention made more than three
-times in her life, and who, while he was rolling in wealth, had left her
-dying father, her mother and herself to suffer the bitterest pains of
-poverty.
-
-She neglected to answer the lawyer’s letter, and gave herself up to
-grief and anxiety about her careless but still beloved husband, until a
-week had passed away, when she received another, and a very urgent
-letter from Messrs. Kent & Heneage, asking to hear from her by return
-mail.
-
-This one she immediately answered. And this was the beginning of a long
-epistolary correspondence between Drusilla and Kent & Heneage of
-Baltimore, and Speight & Wright of San Francisco. In the course of this
-correspondence the heiress learned that both those legal firms had been
-the solicitors of her uncle, the millionaire, and that the first had
-managed his business in Baltimore, and the last in San Francisco; that
-the whole estate, comprising the property in both cities, was estimated
-at three millions of dollars, and consisted in warehouses, shipping
-goods, and bank stock. But she was also advised that she would be
-required to prove her identity, and establish every link in the chain of
-evidence that connected her with her uncle before she could take
-possession of the property. And Messrs. Kent & Heneage tendered her the
-help of all their legal skill, learning and experience, in establishing
-her claims.
-
-Young as she was, Drusilla saw at once that there would be no difficulty
-in proving herself the lawful heiress of the deceased Crœsus. So she
-wrote to the lawyers that the genealogical line to be traced was very
-plain, short and straight; that every point in its progress could be
-proved by church registers, court records, private letters, and personal
-friends.
-
-Then the firm wrote to her requesting a personal interview, and offering
-either to receive her at their office in Baltimore, or to visit her at
-her own home in Washington.
-
-And here arose Drusilla’s first difficulty. She had dated her letters,
-not from Cedarwood, but simply from Washington City, and though she had
-signed them Drusilla Sterling Lyon, she had not said one word about her
-state as a married woman, thus unconsciously leaving it to be assumed
-that she was a widow, acting upon her own responsibility. She could not
-write of her marriage, because it had been her husband’s will that it
-should be kept secret from all but the faithful servants who were in
-their confidence. And for this cause, also, she could neither visit the
-lawyers at their office, nor receive them at her house. She was puzzled
-how to act.
-
-“Oh, Alick, Alick, dear,” she sighed, as she read over again the
-lawyer’s letter; “Oh, Alick, darling, how your long absence and this
-forced secrecy does constantly compromise me. I find myself in a cruelly
-false position. What shall I do now? Wait till I see you before I take
-another step in this matter? That is what I must do.”
-
-And she sat down and wrote to Messrs. Kent & Heneage, telling them that
-it was not just at present convenient for her to leave home, or to
-receive visitors, but that she hoped it might be so in a few weeks.
-
-“And this looks very like a subterfuge,” she said to herself as she
-revised her own lines. “And what will they think of me for putting them
-off in this foolish way? Think me an impostor as likely as not. And who
-can wonder if they do? Oh, Alick! Alick!”
-
-She sent her letter off, and for a week or ten days, she heard no more
-of her legal friends. This correspondence, embarrassing as it was to
-her, and difficult as it was for her to manage, upon account of her
-false position as a secretly wedded wife, had nevertheless done her
-good, in distracting her thoughts from the intense grief and anxiety she
-had suffered from the long absence and total silence of her husband.
-
-Meanwhile, the summer wore wearily away. On the first of September, she
-received another letter from her new legal acquaintances, praying her no
-longer to neglect so important a manner as the establishment of her
-claims to the heirship of the great Sterling property.
-
-Amid painful feelings of shame that she might not speak out plainly,
-that she must be secretive and seem deceitful, she penned a reply,
-asking the lawyer’s pardon for having appeared neglectful; beseeching
-them yet to have a little patience with her; telling them that
-circumstances which she could not at present command, precluded her from
-proceeding farther in this matter; but expressing an earnest hope that
-in a short time she might be able to do so. She begged to assure them
-that as she was truly the lawful heiress of her deceased uncle, Charles
-Sterling, being the only surviving descendant of his only brother, and
-he having left no other kindred, so her claim to the estate could not
-fail to be established; and that when it should be, she begged them to
-believe, that they should find that their time and labor, and kind
-interest in her affairs, had not been thrown away.
-
-There was a simple, earnest truthfulness and good feeling in this other
-mystifying letter, that must have carried conviction of the writer’s
-good faith even to the unbelieving legal mind. For within three days,
-Drusilla received an answer from the firm, saying that they regretted
-the delay upon her own account, but would wait her pleasure and
-convenience.
-
-And so this correspondence ceased for the time being.
-
-September passed slowly away, without bringing any letter from Mr. Lyon.
-And oh, in what weariness, heaviness, sorrow and soreness of heart, it
-passed with the young neglected wife, who can describe, or even imagine?
-She was almost dying of hope deferred. A fatal suspicion of her
-husband’s falsehood was slowly, but surely, eating its way into her
-heart and life. And still the bitterest element in her sorrow was the
-fact that she could make no appeal to any remaining tenderness he might
-have for her, not even knowing where to write to him.
-
-October came, and then,—
-
- “When hope was coldest, and despair most deep,”
-
-a letter arrived from Alexander. She was that evening sitting and
-shivering, not from cold, but from nervousness, over a bright little
-fire in her dressing-room, when Pina ran in, without the ceremony of
-rapping, and exclaimed, breathlessly:
-
-“It’s Leo, ma’am, which he’s just brung a letter from the post-office,
-as he says must be from master, because it’s got Richmond printed onto
-it, and he can read print, though not writing. And he says how he’ll
-bring the letter in and put it into your hands himself, and here he is—”
-
-Before Pina had finished half her speech, Drusilla had jumped up and run
-to meet Leo.
-
-As he entered the room, with his face beaming with pleasure, she
-snatched the letter from his grasp, tore it open and devoured its
-contents.
-
-Ah! poor child! little comfort that long-looked for letter brought her.
-It was shorter, drier and colder than any that had gone before it.
-Alexander vouchsafed not one word of excuse for his long silence. He
-announced his arrival at Richmond; and told her that he could not with
-propriety pay her a visit that autumn, for reasons that he would explain
-to her in a subsequent letter; he hoped that she was in as good health
-and spirits as he begged to assure her that he himself was; and he
-subscribed himself her friend and well-wisher, “A.”
-
-Drusilla dropped the letter, and burst into a passion of sobs and tears,
-that much alarmed her loving servants.
-
-They thought no less than that their master had met with a fatal
-accident, or was smitten with a deathly disorder, if he was not already
-dead and buried.
-
-They tried to help and comfort her.
-
-Leo went and brought her a glass of ice-water.
-
-Pina poured some Florida water upon a handkerchief and offered her,
-saying caressingly:
-
-“Oh, mist’ess, dear, don’t take on so. It’s the Lord’s will, you know.”
-
-“It is NOT, Pina! The sin of man is NOT the will of God!” passionately
-broke forth the long-suffering soul.
-
-“Oh, mist’ess, dear, ’scuse me. I didn’t know ’twas sin. I thought ’twas
-only sickness, or something.”
-
-“I—hush!—I spoke hastily—I spoke without thinking. There, Pina, that
-will do. Thank you, child. Go, leave me now; I am better by myself; _do_
-go. Leo, take her away,” with difficulty gasped Drusilla.
-
-And when she had got her servants out of the room and bolted the door,
-she threw herself into her chair and gave free vent to the suppressed
-sobs and tears that had been nearly choking her.
-
-“Oh, what a letter to write me! After such a long and cruel silence too!
-Cannot pay me a visit this autumn! ‘_Pay me a visit!_’ What does he mean
-by that? This is his home and I am his wife. And he signs himself my
-friend and well-wisher. ‘_Friend and well-wisher!_’ And no more than
-that? Why he is my husband! Oh, _what_ does he mean by this cruel
-letter?” she cried, with streaming eyes and heaving breast.
-
-Then she drew from her bosom the small black silk bag, took from it the
-piece of paper of which mention has already made, read it through her
-tear-dimmed eyes, then kissed and replaced it, saying:
-
-“If it was not for this precious little document, I should think he
-meant to abandon me. I should fear that I was not his wife. I should
-fear I had been fooled by a false marriage. But this bit of paper proves
-that I am truly his lawful wife—though he treats me more like a—Ah,
-Heaven forgive him! I am very glad I found this little document. It
-reassures me when I doubt. And this great grief so clouds my mind that I
-suppose I can’t help doubting, even when such doubt is mere madness. But
-I have the paper, and ‘seeing is believing,’” she sighed.
-
-Ah! how little the poor young creature knew that the document upon which
-she founded her faith in the indissoluble legality of her marriage was
-the very same upon which Alexander Lyon, her husband, based his belief
-in his freedom from matrimonial bonds.
-
-But this is a mystery.
-
-As soon as she had recovered some degree of composure, she availed
-herself of her knowledge of his address to write to him the first letter
-she had been able to send him in some months. In this letter so entirely
-was she taken up by her love and her sorrow, that she utterly forgot to
-mention the enormous fortune that had been left her. She wrote him a
-long, earnest, impassioned appeal, praying him by the love he once bore
-her, and by the love that she must ever bear him, since it was the life
-of her life, to come to her, if only for a little while; she said,
-pathetically, that she would never ask it again.
-
-“Oh, these words are cold and lifeless,” she wrote. “But if you were
-here, my soul would find some means of reaching yours. My lips and my
-eyes and my hands would show you that they only live when they meet
-yours. Oh, come home! I die, Alick! I die! Come and save me! Come, if
-only for a little while. Oh, my beloved, my whole heart and soul and
-life goes out in this cry—_Come home!_”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI.
- AGONY.
-
- _The peace that others seek they find;
- The heaviest storms not longest last;
- Heaven grants even to the guilty mind,
- An amnesty for what is past.
- I only pray to know the worst,
- And wish, as if my heart would burst._—WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-As before, day after day passed slowly and sadly over the head of the
-young forsaken wife. The golden month of October was declining towards
-its close, and still she received no letter from her husband in answer
-to her last impassioned appeal.
-
-She wrote again and again; but with no better success. How he must have
-steeled his breast against her to resist the pleading of her letters,
-where every word seemed a tear of blood wrung from her crushed and
-bleeding heart. But most likely he did not even trust himself to read
-them.
-
-In this agony of suspense, she must have either maddened or died, but
-for the “little angel” she expected; for it is scarcely possible for the
-mother of an unborn babe, even under the greatest trials and heaviest
-sorrows, either to lose her reason, or break her heart. In making ready
-for the little one, and in looking for its coming, she found an antidote
-against despair.
-
-But her moods, of course, varied with the state of her nerves. There
-were times in which she hoped, when her hour should come, that both she
-and her babe might be permitted to die, and go to their eternal rest.
-
-“Where I shall never trouble him more; or, perhaps regret him, either,
-though this is doubtful. Oh, Alick! Alick!” she would exclaim, with a
-burst of tears and sobs.
-
-But these miserable spells of despondency she always repented as sins.
-And she, afterwards, prayed that her babe might live, and that she might
-be forgiven, and spared and strengthened to raise it.
-
-She was so young and inexperienced that she did not know when to count
-upon the advent of the little stranger; but she felt sure that the time
-could not be far off.
-
-It was in the last days of October, that she received another letter
-from her recreant husband. She was standing at the window of her
-bed-chamber, watching for the arrival of Leo from the post-office, as
-she had watched for so many days, when she saw the boy riding towards
-the house.
-
-She tapped on the glass panes to attract his attention; and he heard
-her, and he pulled a letter from his pocket, and held it up to view as
-he struck the spurs to his horse’s flanks and dashed rapidly up to the
-door.
-
-She rushed down to meet him, and snatched the letter.
-
-“From Richmond, madam,” he said; “which I hope master is well, and is
-coming home.”
-
-“Yes, from Richmond,” she said, tearing the envelope open, and beginning
-to run her eyes over it, as she went back to her room and sank into her
-resting chair. For the poor young wife and expectant mother could not
-now rush about and excite herself with impunity.
-
-She sank, faint, dizzy and breathless, into her chair, and tried to read
-her letter; but the words ran together, and the lines reeled before her
-eyes; and some minutes passed before she was sufficiently recovered and
-calmed to do so. And as she gathered the meaning of this most cruel of
-all his heartless letters, her pale face grew paler still, her breath
-came in short gasps, and her frame shook as with an ague fit.
-
-Before she had quite finished reading it, she let it drop from her
-hands, threw up her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, fell forward to
-the floor.
-
-And well she might.
-
-This murderous letter Alexander had sent to his wronged wife as a _coup
-de grace_.
-
-In it he told her that humanity had induced him to prepare her, by a
-long abstinence from her society, for the painful communication he was
-about to make. He dared to hope that by this time she must have seen
-that there was something wrong in their union, and some good cause other
-than he had before stated for his keeping away from her. He said that
-now he believed she was ready to learn, without a great shock, which he
-had studied to spare her, the true cause of his parting from her. He
-then went on to tell her that early in the month of March he had
-discovered, to his own great astonishment, that their union was utterly
-null, void, and illegal; that he could not find it in his heart at that
-time to shock her with the fatal news; but he made up his mind to
-prepare her for it by degrees, and finally to break it to her very
-slowly. He begged to remind her that since the day upon which he had
-made the discovery of the unlawfulness of their connection he had never
-wronged her by intruding into her private apartments, or treating her
-otherwise than with the reserve due to a lady and the affection owed to
-a sister. He repeated that he had tried to spare her pain in the
-breaking of this tie, the severance of which was as distressing to him
-as it could possibly be to her. He assured her that, though duty forbade
-him ever to see her face again, he should provide for her future
-welfare, by securing to her the little estate upon which she lived. He
-concluded by telling her, that as propriety required all possible
-intercourse, even by writing, to cease between them, and as he himself
-was about to leave town for the country, it would be useless for her to
-reply to his letter.
-
-It is to be noted that in this cruel communication he took care to say
-no more than was absolutely necessary to quell and quiet her claims on
-him. He did not even call her by name, but addressed her as “my poor
-little friend.” He did not acknowledge the receipt of any of her
-letters. And, worse than all, he failed to specify the cause of the
-alleged illegality of their marriage—whether it had chanced in any
-informality of the ceremony, which might be remedied by a second and
-more careful solemnization of the rites; or whether it existed in the
-shape of some insurmountable impediment that must forbid their union.
-Nor did he venture to allude to his former betrothal and his approaching
-wedding with his cousin Anna. Indeed, all proper names of persons and
-places seemed studiously left out. The writing also, was in a disguised
-hand, and without date or signature.
-
-Altogether it was a careful work of a cautious man, who would have been
-an astute villain and a successful schemer if he had not, in the
-blindness of his selfishness, overreached even himself.
-
-It bore no internal signs of the writer or of the person to whom it was
-written. It might have been sent by another man to another woman. It
-could never be successfully produced in evidence against any one in any
-court.
-
-But if he took this precaution with the idea that his deeply wronged
-wife could ever drag her domestic sorrows before a public tribunal, and
-expose his private letters for her own vindication, he had studied her
-character to very little purpose.
-
-The blow he had dealt had well nigh proved her death stroke. It struck
-her to the floor. Her cry and her fall aroused her servants, who came
-running to her room in haste. They found her stretched in a swoon on the
-carpet, with the open letter beside her.
-
-“Master’s dead now, for sure!” exclaimed Leo, in consternation.
-
-“And no harm done if he is!” cried Pina, who had, with her woman’s wit,
-long ago detected the bad faith.
-
-“But it’s killed mist’ess!” groaned the boy.
-
-“It hain’t! it’s only overcome her like! Help me to get her up, and
-don’t stand there blubbering!” said the girl.
-
-Between them they tenderly lifted their mistress and laid her on her
-bed.
-
-“Now, Leo, you go out and stop in the passage, so as to be in calling
-distance if I want anything. And leave me alone with my madam. I’ve seen
-her in these here fainty fits before, and I know what to do with her.
-Come, now!” impatiently exclaimed Pina, seeing that her brother still
-lingered, “be off with you, will you? It ain’t no ways proper for you to
-be looking on while I’m unloosening of her clothes!”
-
-This hint drove the boy in haste from the room.
-
-Pina proceeded to undress her mistress, turning her about very gently on
-the bed, until she had freed all her fastenings so as to give her lungs
-the fullest play. Then she applied the usual potent stimulants, and
-after much patient effort, she had the pleasure of seeing the little
-lady open her eyes.
-
-But Drusilla recovered her senses only to fall into the most violent
-paroxysms of grief and despair. Convulsive sobs shook her whole frame;
-bitter groans burst from her lips; tears gushed in torrents from her
-eyes. As her passion of grief arose, she wrung her hands, and writhed,
-and threw herself from side to side, moaning piteously. Then in her
-frenzy of despair, she sprang up and began walking about the room,
-striking her hands together, and uttering piercing cries.
-
-In truth, hers was not a mute grief. Your “silent sorrow” belongs to a
-little later period of life, when years have taught the sufferer such
-resignation that she will “die and make no sign.” But on this stricken
-young wife a blow had fallen, heavy enough to crush the strongest woman,
-while she was yet little more than a child. And she felt it with all a
-child’s intense sensibility, and she grieved with a child’s excessive
-vehemence.
-
-Vainly her maid tried to restrain her or to comfort her, Pina followed
-her mistress up and down the room, weeping for company, and pleading
-with her—
-
-“Oh, mist’ess darling, don’t take on so dreadful! Don’t mist’ess, that’s
-a dear! Oh, what has happened? Tell your true servant, who never left
-you but only once, and never will do so wicked an act again, never, if
-there’s twenty robbers in the house. Oh, mist’ess, what’s the matter?”
-
-“Oh, girl, girl, he has left me, he has left me forever,” cried the poor
-young wife, with another gush of tears.
-
-And it showed how utterly abject and self-abandoned she was in her
-profound and terrible sorrow, when she could forget her dignity, and
-make complaint in the presence of her youthful servant.
-
-“He has left me, Pina! Oh, he has left me forever!” she repeated,
-wringing her hands and sobbing violently. “He has gone, he has gone for
-good!”
-
-“Blest if I don’t think it _is_ for good! and a good riddance of
-uncommon bad rubbish!” grumbled the girl in a low voice; but she did not
-dare to let her words be heard.
-
-“Oh, what shall I do? Oh, what shall I do?” cried the wretched wife,
-walking wildly about the room and wringing her hands. “He has left me
-forever! forever and ever!”
-
-“Don’t you believe one word of that, ma’am, now, don’t, that’s a dear
-lady! Lors, he wouldn’t have the heart! he couldn’t stay away from you
-forever, no, not if he was to try to ever so hard,” said Pina,
-soothingly, as she followed her mistress.
-
-“But he says so himself! he says so!” exclaimed Drusilla, with a
-passionate burst of weeping.
-
-“Well, he says so, and maybe he thinks so, but he can’t do it. It’s only
-because some wicked woman has got the whip hand of him now. But lor
-bless you, _that_ can’t last. All men is fools, ma’am. I know that much,
-if I don’t know any more. But lor! the foolishest of ’em knows gold from
-brass, and is sure to come back to the old love and the true love, for
-their _own_ interests. Goodness knows they never does anything for ours!
-He’ll come back, ma’am! Bad pennies always does.”
-
-“Oh,” moaned Drusilla, “how low I have fallen! how low, to say what I
-have said, and to hear what I have heard! Pina, my girl, hush. You must
-not speak of your master in this manner, especially in my presence. It
-is untrue of him and disrespectful to us both,” she added, as calmly as
-she could force herself to speak, as she dropped into her resting chair.
-
-This was but a short lull in the storm of her grief; for presently, the
-keen sense of her husband’s desertion and her own desolation, pierced
-her heart, and she fell into a fresh paroxysm of sobs and tears, and
-leaving her chair, walked distractedly about the room, raving and
-wringing her hands as before.
-
-Pina went to her and threw her arms around her, saying:
-
-“Oh, mist’ess, mist’ess, don’t do so! You’ll kill yourself and kill your
-child!”
-
-“Better I were dead! better my child should never be born!” cried the
-frantic woman, abandoning herself to the wildest excesses of despair.
-
-“Oh, mist’ess, don’t say so! and don’t rave so! If you have no pity for
-yourself, have some for the poor little blind and breathless baby that
-depends on you for its life; and don’t kill it before it has even a soul
-to be saved!” pleaded Pina, touching the most sensitive chord in the
-mother’s heart and in the Christian conscience.
-
-“Give me something! Give me something to benumb this keen pang, then.
-Give me opium! Give me anything that will dull my heart and brain
-without doing harm,” she demanded, sitting down in her chair, and making
-a great effort to control the violence of her emotions.
-
-Pina mixed a composing draught of tincture of valerian and water and
-brought it to her mistress.
-
-Drusilla drank it, and its effect upon her sensitive system was
-instantaneous and powerful. Though her eyes still streamed with tears,
-the convulsive heavings of her bosom subsided, and she became
-comparatively calm.
-
-“Now, mist’ess, darlin’, you just let me help you to bed and you lay
-still and keep quiet. And I will darken the room and sit by you. And may
-be you will go to sleep and then you will be better.”
-
-And Drusilla, docile as a child now, suffered her maid to put her to
-bed.
-
-While the girl was smoothing the white counterpane and making everything
-tidy about the dainty couch, Drusilla suddenly put her hand to her
-throat and with a frightened look cried out:
-
-“Where—where is—?”
-
-“Oh, you mean the little black silk bag, ma’am, that was tied around you
-neck?” inquired Pina.
-
-“Yes! yes! where is it?”
-
-“I took it off when I undressed you, while you were in your fainty fit.”
-
-“Where did you put it?”
-
-“In your upper bureau drawer, ma’am, where it is quite safe.”
-
-“Oh, Pina, bring it back to me directly.”
-
-The girl obeyed.
-
-“Is it a relic, ma’am?” inquired Pina.
-
-“Yes,” answered her mistress. And so it was, though not of the sort Pina
-was thinking of.
-
-“Oh, I beg pardon—I didn’t know, ma’am.”
-
-“And now, Pina, no matter how ill I may become, you must never let this
-be removed from my bosom again. It is more precious to me than anything
-I have in the world except my Bible and my wedding-ring,” said Drusilla,
-as she fastened the treasure around her neck.
-
-“Indeed, ma’am! Then I will be very careful not to have it removed. Now
-try to compose yourself, ma’am,” said Pina, as she proceeded to close
-the shutters and draw the curtains to darken the room.
-
-Drusilla complied with this good advice, and folding her hands as if in
-prayer, lay very quietly.
-
-Pina went to the chamber door and spoke to Leo, who had remained on duty
-in the passage for some hours. She told him that their mistress was now
-better, and that he might go down stairs and look after his own affairs,
-and that she would call him if his services should be needed.
-
-Leo, glad to hear of the little lady’s improvement, glad also to be
-relieved from duty, hurried down into the kitchen to look for something
-to eat, of which he stood greatly in need, not having broken his fast
-since he went to the post-office in the morning.
-
-Pina took her place by her mistress’s bed, and patiently watched there.
-
-Night deepened; but the girl lighted no lamp, finding the subdued glow
-of the low wood-fire on the hearth sufficient to see by.
-
-Drusilla lay so motionless that Pina thought she slept. But by bending
-down and looking attentively at the supposed sleeper, the watcher saw
-that her lips were moving as in silent prayer. And soon deep sighs arose
-from the sufferer’s bosom, and large tears rolled down her face. She was
-awake and weeping.
-
-Pina silently arose and mixed another dose of the beneficial composing
-draught, and brought it to the bedside.
-
-Drusilla drank it. And soon after she fell asleep. And the youthful
-watcher, with her heavy head dropped upon the side of the bed, also
-slept well.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVII.
- SUSPENSE.
-
- Oh, weary struggle! Silent tears
- Tell seemingly no doubtful tale;
- And yet they leave it short, and fears
- And hopes are strong and will prevail.
- My calmest fate escapes not pain;
- And, feeling that the hope is vain,
- I think that he will come again.—WORDSWORTH.
-
-
-At daylight Pina awoke. Finding her mistress still sleeping heavily
-under the influence of the sedative, she arose and replenished the fire
-and then went down stairs and got her own breakfast.
-
-After which she prepared some very strong coffee and some delicate milk
-toast, and took it up to the lady’s chamber and set it upon the hearth
-to be kept warm until her mistress should awake.
-
-But with the hapless young wife the awakening was but the return to
-anguish.
-
-With great difficulty Pina prevailed on her to take a little food. There
-was but one argument the girl could successfully use with the expectant
-mother—her child. To keep up her strength for its sake, Drusilla tried
-to eat and drink, though even the coffee and the soft toast seemed to
-choke her in her effort to swallow them.
-
-After this little repast she fell back upon her pillow, too
-spirit-broken to wish to leave her bed.
-
-Pina opened the front windows to let in the cheerful light of the golden
-autumn morning; and then she took the breakfast tray down into the
-kitchen.
-
-Leo was sitting there, polishing his cutlery.
-
-“How’s mist’ess?” inquired the boy.
-
-“It’s hard to say. I know I’d rather see her in a rale bad spell of
-illness, like the typus fever, or something, than this way. Her heart’s
-broke; that’s how she is. And I tell you what, Leo, long’s master’s done
-broke faith with mist’ess I don’t see how we got any call to keep faith
-long o’ him,” grumbled the girl.
-
-“Broke faith with her?” echoed the boy, pausing in his work.
-
-“Yes, that letter he writ said he wasn’t coming back no more. And that’s
-what’s killed her.”
-
-“My goodness!”
-
-“And now look here, Leo—if _he’s_ not coming back to take care of her,
-somebody must, that is certain. I don’t know enough, although I did help
-mammy to bring up all my little brothers and sisters.”
-
-“Well, what do you want _me_ to do? I’ll do anything in the world for
-mist’ess.”
-
-“Well, I tell you. Leo, I want you to go down to Alexdry and fetch mammy
-to her.”
-
-“But good gracious me alive, that is as much as my ears are worth!
-Didn’t master order us not to have any followers, not even our own kin
-folks?”
-
-“But I told you before, if master don’t keep faith long o’ mist’ess, we
-ain’t got no call to keep faith long o’ him, ’specially when it’s to
-rist her life.”
-
-“Oh, if that’s the case, I’ll go at once,” answered the boy. For it was
-only necessary to convince him that his mistress’s safety depended on
-“mammy’s” arrival to make him eager to go and fetch her.
-
-Yet just as he was about to leave the kitchen he turned and inquired;
-
-“But isn’t better to ask mist’ess first?”
-
-“_No_; she would be sure to object, though it’s for her own safety. You
-go and fetch mammy. And then I’ll let on to mist’ess how she come on a
-wisit to me, promiscuous like, and I’ll ’vise mist’ess to see mammy.”
-
-“All right; but if you get me into a scrape for nothing, you know, Pina,
-it will be your own fault.”
-
-“Just so; and I’ll be willing to bear all the blame.”
-
-Leo went upon his errand, and Pina hurried up to her mistress’s chamber.
-
-Drusilla had thrown herself out of bed, and was walking distractedly up
-and down the room, with her dark hair falling down over her white
-night-dress, her face pale, her eyes wild, and her fingers wreathed and
-wrung together in an agony of grief.
-
-Vain were all Pina’s efforts to soothe her.
-
-“Oh, I do but feel my trouble more and more! more and more as the hours
-go by! If I only could see him! If I could see him once and speak to
-him, he would hear me! he could not let me die before his sight,” she
-sobbed forth, with her eyes streaming with tears, whose fountains seemed
-exhaustless.
-
-“It’s like p’isoning of her to save her life; but it’s what the doctors
-do, and I must do it,” said Pina, as she poured out a large dose of
-valerian and coaxed the sufferer to drink it.
-
-As before, the powerful sedative quickly took effect. And Drusilla let
-her maid lead her to her resting chair near the window, and seat her in
-it, and put a foot cushion under her feet.
-
-“There, mist’ess, sit there and be quiet. I wouldn’t lay down on the bed
-too much. It isn’t good for you. Sit by the window and look out at the
-Lord’s good sunshine. Bless you, the sun shines still, spite of all the
-fools and wilyuns in the world. And here, I’ll bring you your Bible and
-set it on your little stand before you. You used to take comfort in your
-Bible. Lor’! if we only loved _Him_ half as well as we do some of his
-onworthy creeturs we needn’t have our hearts broke by ’em,” said Pina,
-as she made the arrangement she proposed. But her last sentiment was
-spoken _sotto voce_ and did not reach the ears of her inattentive
-mistress.
-
-Instead of deriving the consolation from the sacred volume which indeed
-she was too much overcome to seek, Drusilla dropped her head upon its
-open pages and seemed to pray, or weep, in silence.
-
-“To think, when she gets wiolent, I have to knock her down with a dose
-of walerian this way! It’s a most like murder. And how’s it a gwine to
-end? I wish mammy would come. I hope she ’aint got no engagement nowhere
-else,” muttered Pina to herself as she went and made up the bed.
-
-At noon it was a work of difficulty and of diplomacy for Pina to get her
-mistress to swallow a few spoonfuls of the chicken broth she had
-prepared for her.
-
-In the afternoon Drusilla was so much prostrated that Pina assisted her
-to bed, and darkened the room, that she might sleep, if possible.
-
-Late in the evening Leo returned from Alexandria, bringing with him a
-middle-aged, motherly-looking colored woman, who called herself “Aunt
-Hector, honey,” but whom Pina rushed to embrace as “mammy.”
-
-As soon as the overjoyed daughter had relieved her mammy of bonnet,
-shawl and umbrella, and had sent them by Leo with the “big box, little
-box, ban-box and bundle,” up to the servants’ bedrooms over the kitchen,
-she set about getting tea for the traveller.
-
-She laid a cloth upon which she arranged her own best service, with cold
-ham, fried chicken, fresh butter, Maryland biscuits, and, lastly, a pot
-of fragrant imperial.
-
-While Leo was out in the stable attending to his horses, the mother and
-daughter sat down to the table together.
-
-“Now what sort of a home is this here you’ve got here, gal, where the
-marser is allus gone and the missus allus grievin’ day in and day out?”
-
-“Well, mammy, you know as one follows the other; and if the master’s
-always gone the mist’ess is likely to be always grieving, if so be she
-cares for him, which our mist’ess do.”
-
-“What’s he gone so much for? It looks bad.”
-
-“So it do, mammy, which it is bad too.”
-
-“But what’s he gone _for_?”
-
-“He say business—let me see—connected—yes, that’s it—with his late
-father’s will.”
-
-“Um hum; allus some excuse with them men. To begin so airly, too; ‘fore
-he’s married a year. Lor’, I thought you was agoing to have such a happy
-home, living fellow sarvint with your own dear brother, long of a young
-married pair with the highest of wages, and no ’sideration but to live
-quiet and keep away company. But, deary me! who can count on anything?
-Well, gal, I’m glad to get leave to come to see you at last. But what
-can I do for you? That boy, Leo, I couldn’t get nothink out’n him, ’cept
-’twas the marser was allus gone and the missus was allus grievin’, and
-you wanted me to come and nuss her.”
-
-“Yes, mammy, that was it. And I hope you can stop now you are here.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I can stop fast enough. I have just got through nussin Mrs.
-Porter with her fifth. And Liza Jane, she’s out of service now and
-stopping home with me to mend up her clothes; so she can take care of
-the house and chillun.”
-
-“How is sister Liza Jane and the rest?”
-
-“Oh, they’s well enough. All had the fever ’n agur in the airly part of
-the season, but when the frost came it killed it. But where’s the young
-madam?”
-
-“Sleeping now, mammy. I had to give her a great big dose of walerian.”
-
-“_You—you_ dare to dose a lady? Look here, gal, don’t you set yourself
-up for a doctoress because your mammy’s one.”
-
-“Lor’, mammy, what’s walerian? I’ve seen you give it to ladies for the
-hysterics by tea spoonfuls.”
-
-“Seen _me_? Yes, but I tell you what, gal, you’ve got to p’izen a great
-many patients before you can be trusted to give physic like an ole
-’oman. But don’t you try that on again, gal, I tell you.”
-
-“Lor’, mammy, what on the yeth was I to do with her, when she was raving
-distracted mad a-most? a pacing up and down the room a tearing of her
-beautiful hair out by the roots, and wringing and a twisting of her
-fingers often her hands all but! I ’clare to the Lord and man I was
-’fraid of my soul as she’d dash herself against a wall, or fling herself
-out’n the window. And nothing on yeth but walerian would quell her.
-That’s the reason I sent for you. I didn’t like to take the
-’sponsability to keep on a knocking of her over with that there weepon;
-but I couldn’t let her ’stroy herself neither, so I had to give it to
-her, whether or no, till you came.”
-
-“But what on the yeth did the creetur take on so about? Not _his_ being
-away.”
-
-“Yes, it was, mammy. His being away and his disappointing of her by not
-coming back when he promised. Men is such wilyuns!”
-
-“And wimmin is sich fools! For my part, when the chillun’s well the men
-may go to Old Nick for me! But she ’aint got no chillun to comfort her,
-poor young thing.”
-
-“Not _yet_, mother,” said Pina, significantly.
-
-“‘Not yet?’ What do you mean, gal? _Soon will!_”
-
-“Yes, mammy.”
-
-“When?”
-
-“Don’t know exactly; neither does she; but soon; and that’s another
-reason why I sent for you.”
-
-“Um hum. Well, if that’s so, she’s not to be let to go raving and
-tearing about, let who will come or stay away,” said the wise woman.
-
-The abrupt entrance of Leo put an end to this part of the gossip.
-
-The boy sat down at the table and took his tea.
-
-“And now, mammy,” said Pina, “as it’s late and you’re tired, I’ll show
-you where you are to sleep. _I_ shall have to stop in the room with the
-mist’ess.”
-
-“And mind you, don’t give her any more physic, ’out calling me fust,”
-said mammy, as she followed her daughter up to the little room above the
-kitchen.
-
-Pina dismissed Leo to the stable loft, fastened up the house, raked out
-the kitchen fire, and then returned to her mistress’s chamber.
-
-The poor little lady was in a troubled sleep, broken by fitful sighs and
-sobs, and muttered words of which “Alick” was the only one to be
-distinctly heard.
-
-Pina just loosened her own clothes and sat down in the lounging chair by
-the side of the bed to watch or sleep, as the case might be. She slept,
-of course; and her sleep was so deep that she did not know her, mistress
-awoke and arose a little after midnight and paced the floor, weeping and
-wringing her hands, until daylight, when she fell exhausted upon the bed
-and dropped into a short and fitful slumber, disturbed with gasps and
-starts.
-
-By sunrise Pina opened her own eyes, and seeing her mistress lying very
-much as she had left her when she fell asleep, the girl arose and
-replenished the fire and went down into the kitchen.
-
-Here she found “mammy” making herself at home and in full blast before
-the range getting the breakfast.
-
-“Well, and when am I to see the madam, I’d like to know?” inquired Aunt
-Hector.
-
-“Soon’s ever she wakes, mammy; which you know you couldn’t see her last
-night, ’pon account of you being tired and she sleepy.”
-
-“How is she this morning?”
-
-“Sleeping like an angel, which so she’s been a doing of all night.”
-
-“Um hum, you been a giving of her more o’ that walerian!”
-
-“Deed I aint, mammy, which she hasn’t needed of it.”
-
-When Pina and her mother and brother had had their breakfast, the girl
-prepared some rich and delicate chocolate and some nice light muffins
-for her mistress’s morning meal, and took them up to the lady’s chamber.
-
-Drusilla was awake, though pale and worn.
-
-After having bathed her face and hands with diluted Florida water, she
-consented to take a little of the refreshments that Pina brought and sat
-upon a stand by her bedside.
-
-While Drusilla sat up in bed and sipped her chocolate, Pina broached the
-subject of her mother’s presence in the house.
-
-“Mist’ess, I want to tell you, ma’am, as my ole mammy has come to see
-me, a little bit. I hope you has nothing of no objection _now_, ma’am?”
-
-“None in the world, Pina. Mr. Lyon——” She had nearly broken down and
-wept again when she pronounced his name; but she gasped, recovered
-herself and went on—“Mr. Lyon used to object to having even your
-relatives come to the house, but now that he is not here their coming or
-going can make no difference.”
-
-“And you don’t object on your own account, ma’am?”
-
-“No, Pina, no; I don’t. It is good to have your mother to come to see
-you. I wish, oh, how I _do_ wish I had a mother to come to see me, in my
-great trouble!” she added, with a little sob.
-
-The tears rose to Pina’s eyes, as she answered:
-
-“My mammy is only a poor colored ’oman; but indeed, ma’am, if you will
-let her, she will do for you as loving and as tender as any mother.”
-
-“Will she stay with you long, Pina!”
-
-“She would like to stay some weeks, if you would let her, ma’am.”
-
-“She can stay as long as she likes, for your sake, my good girl. But
-your mother—she must be in years, Pina?”
-
-“She’s past fifty, ma’am, I believe.”
-
-“Is she—experienced?”
-
-“Beg pardon, ma’am?”
-
-“Is she—wise, skillful, knowing, I mean, about sickness and about
-children?”
-
-“Oh! yes, ma’am, which that is her perfession, brought up to it, ma’am.”
-
-“Then I think it very providential that she is here now. Oh, I am very
-inexperienced and helpless! Pina, I think I should like to see your
-mother and have a little talk with her. When you take away this service
-you may bring her up.”
-
-“Oh yes, ma’am! thank you, ma’am. She’ll be so glad to pay her ’spects
-to you,” said the girl, delighted that the proposal she had so much
-dreaded to make, had been so kindly received.
-
-But the moment Pina left the room, Drusilla fell back upon her pillow in
-a storm of sobs and tears, and gasping forth at intervals:
-
-“Oh, Alick! Alick dear, to leave me at such a time as this, and I so
-friendless and so ignorant, I might die! I wish I could!”
-
-After a few moments, hearing footsteps on the stairs, she ceased
-sobbing, and tried to compose herself.
-
-Pina discreetly knocked at the door.
-
-“Wait a moment,” said Drusilla, wiping her eyes and smothering the last
-convulsive throes of her bosom. And then——“Come in,” she called.
-
-Pina entered, showing in her mother.
-
-Drusilla turned with forced calmness to welcome the stranger.
-
-“How do you do? What is your name?” she inquired, in a gentle tone.
-
-“My name’s Aunt Hector, honey, ladies’ nuss, which I have recommendments
-to show from the head doctors, ma’am,” answered “mammy,” curtseying.
-
-“I think it very fortunate for me that you are here. I hope you will be
-able to stay with me.”
-
-“Which it is my intention so to do, long as I shall be wanted, honey,
-and no longer.”
-
-“Thank you, I would like to talk with you a little. I have no mother,
-and I am as ignorant as a child of many things I ought to know—Pina, my
-good girl, you may leave the room, and you needn’t come back until you
-are called. I wish to speak in private to this good nurse.”
-
-As Pina left the room and closed the door behind her, mammy turned to
-her patient, and said:
-
-“I hope, ma’am, that gal does her duty, which it is always my pride and
-ambition to bring up my chillun so to do.”
-
-“She is a very good girl, and pleases me perfectly.”
-
-“I am oncommon glad to hear it, ma’am.”
-
-“And now I wish to speak to you of——” Drusilla hesitated.
-
-“Yes, honey, I understand. Speak out and don’t mind me. I’m an ole nuss,
-you know, chile.”
-
-Thus encouraged, Drusilla began to speak of the state of her own health,
-of her youthful inexperience, and of her forlorn circumstances.
-
-In doing this she tried to cover the sin of her guilty husband, by
-explaining his absence in the stereotyped manner that he himself had
-often used, and putting it upon the ground of “business connected with
-his late father’s will.”
-
-But this effort was too much for her superficial composure. The very
-name of Mr. Lyon overthrew her self-control. In speaking of him her
-voice faltered, then she choked, gasped and broke into a violent fit of
-sobs and tears that shook her fragile frame almost to the point of
-dissolution.
-
-The nurse was much too wise to coax or scold her patient. But the sly
-old fox, who had blown her daughter up for meddling with dangerous
-drugs, went herself and mixed a composing draught for the sufferer—and
-not of the harmless valerian that had been administered by Pina, but of
-potent morphine that in a few moments sent Drusilla into a sleep that
-lasted all that afternoon and night.
-
-But, ah! when she did at length awake, on this the third morning after
-the great blow had fallen on her, she awoke but to the renewal of
-anguish intolerable; of sorrow that refused to be comforted; of despair
-that had forgotten the very existence of hope.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVIII.
- HOPING AGAINST HOPE.
-
- ’Tis hard, so young—so young as I am still,
- To feel forevermore from life depart
- All that can flatter the poor human will,
- Or fill the heart.
-
- Yet there was nothing in that sweet and brief.
- And perished intercourse, now closed to me,
- To add one thought unto my bitterest grief
- Upbraiding thee. —OWEN MEREDITH.
-
-
-It would be too painful to follow the young and deeply wronged wife
-through the first weeks of her great trouble.
-
-They were passed in paroxysms of vehement and inconsolable sorrow,
-alternating with periods of dull stupor, partly the result of reaction
-from high excitement, and partly the influence of the nervine sedative
-administered by her nurse.
-
-The course pursued by this woman in the treatment of her young patient
-was upon the whole very judicious. She did not lecture her on the
-subject of her inordinate abandonment to grief and despair. But she
-artfully drew her attention away from the contemplation of her troubles,
-to the consideration of those last and most important preparations for
-the arrival of the little expected stranger, in which mothers and nurses
-usually find such absorbing interest.
-
-She amused the youthful matron with certain necessary alterations in the
-arrangements of her chamber, with fitting up of an adjoining room as a
-nursery, with the decorating and furnishing of an infant’s basket, and a
-berceaunette or wicker cradle, and with the arranging of the liliputian
-wardrobe in a beautiful miniature bureau.
-
-In these natural and pleasing occupations, Drusilla found some relief
-from her heavy sorrow.
-
-The late October weather was glorious with all the gorgeous splendor of
-the Indian summer, glowing through the heavens and the earth, and
-kindling up the foliage around the wildwood home with a beauty and
-refulgence of color, richer and brighter than those of spring or summer.
-
-With the advice of the nurse, Drusilla every morning took a short drive
-through the woods, and every afternoon a slow saunter into the flower
-garden.
-
-Under happier auspices, this child of nature would have derived much
-enjoyment from the season and the scene. Even in her misery she felt
-something of their soothing and cheering influence.
-
-And the beneficial effect of this course was soon apparent in her. Her
-paroxysms of grief became less frequent and violent. Her nerves grew
-calmer, and her brain clearer. With this healthy reaction came
-reflection. She thought upon the fixed past, the troubled present, and
-the doubtful future.
-
-She now exonerated Alexander of all blame in his cruel neglect of her.
-He thought, she mused, that their marriage was illegal, and therefore he
-was just in his avoidance of her. He knew that the separation would go
-near to kill her, and therefore he was merciful in gently loosening the
-tie, instead of suddenly wrenching it apart. He felt that loving and
-tender letters would but melt and weaken her heart, and therefore he was
-wise in writing shortly and coldly. No doubt he suffered—poor Alick! as
-much as she did, though he would not add to her distress by telling her
-so. He had loved her so much! so much! and now he was heroic in his
-self-restraint for her sake! So she justified him to her own heart. For
-to honor him was with her even a greater necessity than to love him.
-
-But she wondered that he did not tell her the reason why he thought his
-marriage with her was illegal. And more than all she wondered what that
-untold reason could be. Her conjectures wandered over every possible and
-impossible theory of the case:
-
-First, that Alexander while at college, or while in Europe, had
-contracted a secret marriage; that when he wedded her he believed
-himself a widower; and that he had recently discovered the existence of
-his first wife. But this theory was no sooner conceived than rejected;
-for she remembered that he had been solemnly betrothed to his Cousin
-Anna from her earliest youth, and that upon his return from Europe he
-had been about to marry her, when the wedding was arrested by the death
-of his father.
-
-Secondly, that this very pre-contract to Anna Lyon, might have rendered
-his marriage with her (Drusilla) illegal. But this was also set aside as
-unreasonable, for she recollected that the contract had been broken by
-Miss Lyon, as he himself had assured his bride.
-
-Thirdly, that Alexander had discovered some very near blood relationship
-between himself and his wife that made their union unlawful. But this
-was at once repudiated as quite impossible, for she knew his genealogy,
-as well as her own, could be too distinctly and too far traced to admit
-of such an idea.
-
-So imagination traversed the whole field of possibility and
-impossibility, and found nothing to invalidate her marriage.
-
-Then she came to this conclusion: (and in it her instinct sided with her
-reason)—that there never had existed any sort of impediment to her union
-with her husband, and her marriage was perfectly lawful and righteous.
-
-And _now_ did she blame him?
-
-Oh no! she ascribed his whole conduct to——
-
-MONOMANIA!
-
-And when she found this answer to her inexplicable riddle, she could
-have sung and danced for joy!
-
-Her marriage was not illegal; it was only private. And her adored
-husband was not faithless; he was only mistaken.
-
-She had been told of monomania—she had heard how men might be a little
-insane for a time upon one single subject, while perfectly sane upon all
-others. She knew also that this was not a dangerous type of madness, but
-was often only the transient effects of fever, passing off with
-returning health. She wondered whether he had been ill.
-
-Under this view of the case, she resolved to write to him. True, he had
-forbidden her to do so; and even assured her it would be useless for her
-to write, as he was about to leave Richmond for a tour through the
-counties.
-
-But she reflected he must have left directions at the Richmond
-post-office to have his letters forwarded to him wherever he should be,
-and her letter directed to Richmond would be sent after him with the
-rest of his correspondents’.
-
-So she sat down and wrote him a letter—patient, loving, pitiful, and
-even cheerful; gravely reasoning with him upon the fallacy of his idea
-that their marriage could possibly be unlawful; playfully inviting him
-to return that she might convince him how very righteous and legal their
-union was; then tenderly pleading with him to come and be with her in
-her approaching hour of trial and danger. She said no word, dropped no
-hint of the bitter anguish his letter had inflicted upon her, of how
-nearly her brain had been crazed, her heart broken, and her life lost in
-despair. Nothing that could possibly distress him did she write; but all
-she could think of to convince, comfort and cheer him. And she prayed
-Heaven to bless him; and she signed herself his true wife, for time and
-for eternity.
-
-When she had sent off this letter, which she did early on a splendid
-morning of the last days of Indian summer, she felt so hopeful and so
-light-hearted, that she longed for a pleasant gossip with some one. So
-she rang for her old nurse.
-
-“Well, honey! gracious knows it does me good to see you so chirping!”
-said the old woman, dropping cozily into a soft, low chair by the fire.
-
-“Nurse,” said Drusilla, cautiously approaching the subject that now
-occupied her thoughts—for she was determined to keep her husband’s name
-out of the question—“nurse, in all your professional experience did you
-ever encounter monomaniacs?”
-
-“’Count—_which_, honey? ‘Many money knacks?’ What’s that? tricks to make
-money? No, child, I can’t say as I ever did.”
-
-“I meant to ask,” said Drusilla, smiling, “if in all your tending of the
-sick in these many years you ever met with anybody who was mad on one
-subject only and sane on all others.”
-
-“Cracked in one place? Yes, child, many and many a one.”
-
-“Tell me about them.”
-
-“There was young Rowse Jordan—I mean young Mr. Rowsby Jordan. He had
-typhoid fever, and after he got well for ever so long he fancyfied
-himself to be a coffee-pot and sat roosted upon the top of the table
-with one arm curved around for a handle and the other stuck out straight
-for a spout.”
-
-“How long did the hallucination last?”
-
-“The—hally—which, honey?”
-
-“Tut! How long did he fancy himself a tea-pot?”
-
-“Coffee-pot, honey—it was coffee-pot.—Oh, for days and days.”
-
-“Did he get quite well again?”
-
-“Oh yes, honey, and laughs now at his mad notion, for he ’members all
-about it.”
-
-“Tell me some more.”
-
-“Well, there was a lady patient of my own who would have it her legs was
-made of glass, and she kept them propped up against the wall behind the
-bed and wouldn’t let anybody come near for fear of breaking of ’em.”
-
-“Was her head right on other things?”
-
-“As right as yours or mine.”
-
-“And she got over it?”
-
-“Yes, when she got well.”
-
-“Nurse, tell me—When a person is mad upon one subject, it is no sign
-that his mind is unsound, is it?”
-
-“When his brain pan is cracked in one place, you mean?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Hi, honey, if a bowl leaks anywheres you can’t call it whole, can you?”
-
-“Certainly not.”
-
-“Well, then, no more can’t you call a man’s brain pan sound if it’s
-cracked ever so little,” argued the old woman.
-
-“But they get over it. You have proved to me that they get over it,”
-said Drusilla, anxiously.
-
-“Oh yes, they get over it. Bowls and brain pans both may be mended.”
-
-“Nurse, such a monomania is only a temporary affair, like the delirium
-of fever, is it not? It leaves no after ill effects upon the mind, does
-it?” she eagerly inquired.
-
-Mammy, who did not quite understand the question, but perceived that her
-patient was, for some reason or other unknown to her, troubled upon this
-subject, hastened to soothe her by replying:
-
-“Lors, no, indeed, honey—not the leastest bit in the world. ’Taint
-nothink, honey, only somethink to laugh at when it’s all over.”
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad to hear that,” said Drusilla, with a sigh of relief.
-
-“And now, honey, if you’ll scuse me, I’ll go down in the kitchen and see
-arter the chicking jelly for your dinner. I know as how that gal, Pina
-’ll spile it if I leaves it to her.”
-
-“Very well, nurse, go.”
-
-“And I ’vises of you, ma’am, to put on your hat and go for a walk in the
-garden. It’s right to go out and joy these fine days, which few of ’em
-will be left for this season, and if there was you wouldn’t be likely to
-get the good of ’em.”
-
-“Thanks, nurse, I think I will take your advice.”
-
-And mammy went down to her fancy cooking.
-
-And mammy’s young patient put on her hat and cloak, caught up a little
-hand-basket and went out and took a turn in the garden among the broad
-parterres of gorgeous autumn flowers that studded the spacious lawn in
-front of the house. She amused herself with carefully gathering the
-falling seed and tying up each sort in a separate paper, and putting it
-in her little basket, for future use.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIX.
- DICK HAMMOND IS ASTONISHED.
-
- A party of friends, all light-hearted and gay,
- At a certain French cafe, where every one goes,
- Are met in a well-curtained, warm CABINET,
- Overlooking a street there, which every one knows.
-
- The dinner is done, the Lafitte in its basket,
- The champagne in its cooler is passed in gay haste;
- Whatever you wish for, you have but to ask it;
- Here are coffee, cigars and liqueurs, to your taste.—O. MEREDITH.
-
-
-While the young, forsaken wife was occupying her lonely hours with these
-simple pursuits, and waiting from day to day to hear from her faithless
-husband, and hoping against hope to see him, events were transpiring in
-Washington calculated to have an important influence on her destiny.
-They were but trifles in themselves, however momentous in their effects.
-They were only a few bachelors’ wine suppers, card parties, and such
-like means of ruin. But that fate hangs upon trifles, is a truth as old
-as the history of Eden lost for an apple.
-
-This was the way of it:
-
-After Mr. Richard Hammond had received his final dismissal from Miss
-Anna Lyon, “that unlucky dog,” as his uncle called him, “fell among
-thieves.”
-
-FELL AMONG THIEVES. That is the best way to characterize his misfortune
-in sinking again into the society of that dissipated set of men who ate
-his dinners, drank his wines, won his money, demoralized his habits and
-destroyed his reputation.
-
-On a certain evening about this time, poor Dick entertained a few of his
-“friends” at supper in his rooms, at one of our fashionable hotels.
-
-Among his guests were Captain Reding and Lieutenant Harpe, those two
-gallant officers of the Loafers’ Guard, who had once affronted Alexander
-Lyon by obtruding themselves into his opera box, and afterwards insulted
-Drusilla by following her home.
-
-A lady friend, whose husband, in his profane bachelor days, had been
-present at this orgie, told me something of what passed there.
-
-When the cloth was removed, and wines, liquors, olives, hookahs, tobacco
-and cigars were placed upon the table, the “gentlemen” became more than
-ever at ease.
-
-The conversation, that had wandered over the general subjects of
-politics, field sports, operas, singers’ throats, dancers’ feet and
-beauties’ points, now became personal.
-
-“By the way, Hammond,” said Captain Reding, taking the mouth-piece of
-his hookah from between his lips, and speaking through a cloud of smoke,
-“I see by the ‘Valley Courier,’ which I found upon your table, that Miss
-Lyon is really going to marry that prig Alexander. Is it quite true?”
-
-“I believe so, sir,” said Dick, changing color, and helping himself to a
-deep draught of cognac.
-
-“How the deuce was it that you let the heiress escape you?”
-
-“The heiress, sir? I am not a fortune hunter.”
-
-“Oh, bosh! you know what I mean, well enough. Who the deuce would ever
-accuse _you_ of being a fortune hunter?”
-
-“Who, indeed? Fortune lavisher would fit you better! Eh, my boy?” put in
-the gentleman who afterwards reported this conversation, and who must
-therefore be nameless.
-
-“But to return to the previous question,” said Reding, “the previous
-question with an amendment. How was it that you let the beauty elude
-you?”
-
-“The beauty, sir? I fail to comprehend you,” said Dick, coldly.
-
-“Ah, bah!” exclaimed young Lieutenant Harpe, rushing recklessly into the
-subject, for he was very much the worse for wine. “Why the deuce can’t
-you speak out plainly, Cap’, and call people by their names?— Miss Lyon!
-the beautiful Miss Lyon! the elegant Miss Lyon! the accomplished Miss
-Lyon! the belle of the season! the queen of the haut ton! the adored of
-Dick Hammond, whom she also adores! the betrothed of Alick Lyon, whom
-she abhors! And here’s to her!” And with this, he tossed off a big
-bumper of brandy.
-
-“Yes, that’s so!” said Reding, “and that being so, why the mischief
-don’t you run off with the girl, eh, Hammy, my boy?”
-
-Now if Dick had not been drinking a great deal more than was good for
-him, he would never have let his cousin’s name come up in such a
-company. Even as it was, he rather resented its introduction now, by
-keeping silence.
-
-“Did you hear me, Hammy, my boy?” persisted Reding. “I asked you
-why—seeing she liked you so much better than she did that rum curse she
-was engaged to marry—why you didn’t cut him out and run off with the
-girl?”
-
-“In the first place,” answered Dick, coldly, looking down into his empty
-glass, “it is not to be presumed possible that the ‘girl,’ as you
-ventured to call the lady, would have consented to run off with me.”
-
-“Then I’d be blown to atoms if I hadn’t kidnapped her!” burst forth
-young Harpe, who was very far gone in inebriation.
-
-“That would scarcely be practicable in the nineteenth century and in
-Washington city, Lieutenant,” answered Dick.
-
-“No,” laughed Reding; “telegraph wires and detective policemen have been
-the death and destruction of all gallant enterprises of that sort.
-Neither do I think such a violent measure would have been necessary in
-this instance. He could have carried her off with her own consent, and
-nobody on earth could have prevented _that_, as they were both of age.
-Why didn’t you do it, my boy, eh? You haven’t answered that question
-satisfactorily yet.”
-
-“Because he didn’t dare to!” recklessly interrupted Harpe. “He’s one of
-the ‘faint hearts’ that will never ‘win fair lady.’ He didn’t dare to.”
-
-“I will answer you in the words of another weak wretch who was stung by
-sarcasm into crime:
-
- ‘I dare do _all_ that may become a man;
- Who dares do _more_ is none.’
-
-In other words, Messieurs, I am quite as incapable of running off with
-another man’s betrothed as I should be in making love to another man’s
-wife,” said Dick, very gravely.
-
-“Hear! hear! hear!” shouted Harpe; “he wouldn’t run off with another
-man’s betrothed! oh, no, not he! even when he knows he loves her, and
-she him! oh, no! no! sooner than he’d make love to another man’s wife.
-As for me, I’d do either, as often as I could get a chance.”
-
-“Why, man alive,” said Reding to Dick, “we are not in Spain, nor France,
-nor Germany, nor any other country where betrothal is held to be almost
-as sacred as marriage; we are in America, where betrothal means simply a
-conditional engagement between a young man and young woman to marry each
-other at a definite or indefinite time, _provided_ in the meanwhile
-neither party should happen to meet with any one he or she likes better.
-Bosh! such engagements don’t end in marriage once in ten times! Under
-the circumstances, I don’t think you were bound to respect the
-betrothal.”
-
-“I differ with you,” said Dick.
-
-“As for me,” put in Harpe, defiantly, “I never in all my life fell
-desperately in love with a woman, until some other man called my
-attention to her merits by getting possession of her himself.”
-
-“You’ll end in getting the sausage meat you call your brains blown out,
-some of these days, my fine fellow, if you don’t take care of yourself,”
-laughed the nameless gentleman.
-
-“I’d like to know who’s going to do it!” swaggered Harpe.
-
-“Some indignant husband or lover, of course.”
-
-“Let ’em try it,” crowed Harpe.
-
-“I think, Hammond,” continued Captain Reding, “common gallantry required
-you to try your fortune with that young lady.”
-
-“I wish, Reding, that you would drop the subject here,” said Dick.
-
-“As she never took the least trouble to conceal her preference for you
-over Lyon, I do not see why we may not discuss the subject here. Why,
-Dick, it was evident to everybody who saw you three together, that she
-loathed Lyon and liked you. The thing was clear, it was patent, it was
-_flagrant_, under the circumstances! Now, come, Dick, honor bright! Why
-_didn’t_ you marry her?”
-
-“I have answered that question already.”
-
-“Humph! Well! we all thought you would certainly carry off the prize.
-Why, you were always following her, hovering over her, waiting on her,
-and even apparently making love to her, which, by the way, was not very
-consistent with your present declaration that you would be incapable of
-marrying another man’s betrothed.”
-
-“Hear! hear! hear!” shouted young Harpe.
-
-“That is so,” frankly confessed Dick. “It is true that I sunned myself
-too much in the light of that bright lady’s smiles. It was the old, old
-story of the moth and the flame. But no one was hurt except myself. I
-was smartly singed. I should, perhaps, have been entirely consumed but
-for a mercifully severe hand that took me away from the fatal light and
-warmth of the flame, and put me out in the cold and dark. And so—saved
-me.”
-
-And, saying this, Dick lighted his hookah and withdrew into a cloud of
-incense.
-
-“Come, Dick, talk prose, not poetry. We’re a practical party here, we
-are! The mercifully severe hand that took you away from the fire and put
-you out in the cold, was no other than the fair lady’s hand that
-tendered you the traditional mitten. I thought so!” laughed Reding.
-
-“No; it was the war-worn hand of a veteran soldier. My uncle had me up
-before him one morning; actually arraigned me in the most magisterial
-manner; set Alick’s rights, Anna’s duties, and my own trespasses
-squarely before me, and then appealed to my honor; to which, I need not
-say, Messieurs, no one ever yet appealed in vain. I have never seen my
-fair cousin since that day.”
-
-“Quite right, Hammond. I honor your principles,” said the nameless
-gentleman.
-
-“Ume-me-me!” groaned young Harpe, rising sanctimoniously. “My brethren,
-let us _awle_ unite in prayer.”
-
-“Hold your profane tongue, sir,” said Captain Reding, pushing the mocker
-down into his seat. “And don’t drink any more brandy! You’re crazy now.
-You’ll be under the table presently.”
-
-“Sober as any man here,” laughed Harpe, dropping into his chair.
-
-“Appealed to your honor, did he, Hammond?” said Reding, turning to Dick.
-“Well, I suppose the word has some meaning for you and for the gallant
-old gentleman. But I wonder how Alick Lyon understands honor, and how he
-reconciles it with his present course.”
-
-“His present course. What do you mean?” inquired Dick.
-
-“I should have said the course he has pursued the whole winter.”
-
-“What was that? I don’t like Lyon. I can not now. I all but hate him.
-But, still, I do not think him capable of doing anything dishonorable.
-He is too proud to do so, for one thing,” said Alick’s generous foe.
-
-“Well, may be so. But I’d like to know what his ideas of honor are; or
-how he can _honorably_ reconcile his position in respect to Miss Lyon
-with his relations to the little beauty at Cedarwood.”
-
-“‘The little beauty at Cedarwood!’” echoed Dick, in astonishment.
-
-“Yes, little Drusa!”
-
-“Little Drusa—”
-
-“Come, now, Dick, don’t you be Forestic, Murdochic, Wallackic, or tragic
-after any of these schools. They’re not in your line. So leave off
-echoing my words and staring at me.”
-
-“But you said something about a girl that he has got hidden away at
-Cedarwood?”
-
-“Yes, I did.”
-
-“I don’t believe it!” said Dick, bluntly. Then remembering that he was
-the host speaking to his guest, he courteously added: “You are mistaken,
-sir. Lyon, with all his faults, is not a villain.”
-
-“Who said he was? I didn’t. All I say is, that he has got just the
-sweetest little beauty you ever saw in your life cozily concealed in a
-pretty cottage orneé at Cedarwood. And he is very fond of her, and she
-is entirely devoted to him; and he calls her sweet love, and little
-Drusa. And she is just the loveliest little creature the sun ever shone
-upon, with a clear pale face, and lustrous dark hair and eyes, of such
-unfathomable depths of passion and of thought that she might well be
-supposed to be from the East, and be a daughter of the Druses.”
-
-“Are you _sure_ of this?” asked Dick, with emphasis.
-
-“I’ll swear to it.”
-
-“_Who_ is she then?”
-
-“Ah! that I don’t know.”
-
-“_What_ is she to him?”
-
-“Can’t undertake to say. I’ll swear that this little beauty is living
-under his protection in his house at Cedarwood. But whether she is his
-wife, or his sister, or his mother, or his maiden aunt, of course, I
-can’t tell. Doubtless it is some highly respectable connection of that
-sort, Mr. Alexander Lyon being master of the house. If it was _you_,
-Dick, you see we should all know what to think!” laughed Captain Reding.
-
-Dick Hammond had been gazing steadily into the face of the speaker, and
-rubbing his own brows very thoughtfully and occasionally frowning
-painfully. But now he suddenly started up, struck his hand upon his
-forehead, and exclaimed:
-
-“Good Heaven! It must be Drusilla Sterling!”
-
-“Humph! Forestic again! You know her then?” said Captain Reding.
-
-“Know her? I’ve known her from childhood. Poor little thing! So this is
-what became of her!” said Dick, in a voice of great pain, as he dropped
-dejectedly into his seat again.
-
-“How look here, you know; none of that! Don’t you be gettin’ up any
-interest in her; because, you see, I’ve made up my own mind that way.
-And when Lyon marries I mean to take the pretty cottage and the pretty
-girl both off his hands,” drawled Harpe, very drowsily, for he was in
-the last stage of intoxication, and almost asleep.
-
-“You can so well afford that sort of thing, with your lieutenant’s pay!”
-laughed “nameless.”
-
-“Who is this girl, Dick, since you know her?” inquired Reding.
-
-“She is as pure and good a girl as lives in this world. And, gentlemen,
-if she is at Cedarwood, as you say, under Alick’s protection, my life
-and soul on it, she is his wife, or she believes herself to be such!”
-said Dick, earnestly and almost angrily, as if he challenged even the
-thoughts of men if they wronged the friendless girl.
-
-No one seemed disposed to contradict him in words, no matter how much
-they may have differed from him in opinion.
-
-“But who is she then, Hammond?” persisted Captain Reding, who never, if
-he could help it, left a point unsettled.
-
-“Drusilla Sterling, a clergyman’s orphan; brought up in Alexander Lyon’s
-family; a protegée of his mother, a pet of his father. Little less than
-a year ago she disappeared from her home, and could never be traced by
-her friends. So she is with him, the hypocritical scoundrel! But she is
-his wife, or thinks herself so! My life and soul on it, she does, for
-she could not fall—she could not. I have known her from her earliest
-childhood—the sweetest child that ever lived—a little saint!”
-
-“But are you sure she is the same with Alick’s girl?” inquired Reding.
-
-“I fear there is no doubt of it. The coincidence of name and
-circumstance is so complete. I can’t think why I didn’t recognize her
-when you first mentioned her; though in truth I never heard her called
-Drusa, but Drusilla; and I never thought of her as a woman, but merely
-as a child, and most certainly couldn’t associate her memory with any
-thoughts of license, but always with the most sacred sanctities of
-home.”
-
-“Were you her lover in the past as you are her champion in the present,
-Hammond?” laughed Reding.
-
-“No—yes—I don’t know.”
-
-“Clear, to the point, and satisfactory, that answer!” laughed the
-captain.
-
-“I mean to say that I loved her, but not in the sense you mean. I loved
-her only as a great New Foundland dog might love a baby; as a big brute
-like myself might love such a little angel as she was,” said Dick,
-gravely.
-
-“Oh, yes, all women are angels until they are—found out!” mused
-Lieutenant Harpe, rousing himself.
-
-“What did you say, sir?” coolly inquired Dick.
-
-“I say,” defiantly answered Harpe, “that all women are angels until they
-are found out, and then they are fallen angels, every one of ’em!”
-
-“Speak for the women you know best, sir! for those you have been brought
-up with; for those you associate with; for those nearest and dearest to
-you. For, _of course_, of them only _can_ you speak from knowledge! As
-for me, I judge a man and his family by his judgment of women. He who
-traduces the sex defames his own mother—and his sisters, wife, and
-daughters if he has them!” said Dick, indignantly.
-
-Instead of attempting a reply to this scathing rebuke, the weak traducer
-of woman looked around on his companions, with a tipsy smile, and
-winking knowingly, said: “_I_ don’t mind _him_, bless you! _He_ don’t
-know what he’s talking about; he’s _tight_—tight as ever he can be! He
-wants to quarrel now; he’s always quarrelsome in his cups!”
-
-And having delivered himself of this opinion, he crossed his arms upon
-the table, dropped his head upon them, and resigned himself to sleep.
-
-“Poor Harpe, he has a very weak brain,” said Captain Reding.
-
-No one else made any comment.
-
-“Reding,” said Dick Hammond, turning to the captain, “I want you to tell
-me how you discovered the residence of this poor girl at Cedarwood.”
-
-“Why, you see we first saw her with him at the opera. It was quite early
-in the season, and they were in a private box. Harpe and I were in the
-orchestra seats. When the curtain fell on the first act we went around
-there to get a nearer view of the pretty creature, hoping also to get an
-introduction to her. But Lord bless you, Lyon scowled at us as if he
-thought we had come to pick his pockets. We wouldn’t take notice of his
-black looks, but by being perfectly civil and self-possessed ourselves
-we compelled him to treat us with something like courtesy. But it was
-_only_ something-like; it wasn’t the genuine article itself; for he
-wouldn’t ask us to sit down, nor he wouldn’t present us to the pretty
-girl. And from that day I don’t think he ever brought her into the city
-again.”
-
-“Then how did you discover her residence and her relations to him?”
-
-“I am going to tell you. Some days after that we met Lyon in the
-reading-room of the Brown House. We chaffed him about the mysterious
-little beauty, you may be sure. But he stopped us by telling us that she
-was the daughter of a clergyman, and was only passing through the city
-under his escort, and that she had returned to her home in the country.”
-
-“A mere evasion, of course.”
-
-“Yes; but we did not question the fact at the time; although we did
-wonder how Alick come to be trusted with the escort of a young lady.”
-
-“I should think so. Pray go on.”
-
-“A little later we discovered the truth by chance. I went to spend a few
-days with an acquaintance I have living about a mile from Cedarwood. And
-while there, guided by some negroes, I went on a coon-hunt by
-torch-light. Did you ever see a coon-hunt by torch-light?”
-
-“Often, when I was a boy; never since.”
-
-“Well, the sport was quite new to me, and as a natural consequence I got
-separated from the dogs and darkies, and got lost in the woods.”
-
-“A good beginning for an adventure,” said the nameless gentleman.
-
-“Yes. Well, to resume—while I was trying to find a path, I saw a bright,
-indeed a brilliant light, shining through the trees at some distance. I
-went towards it, and found a beautiful cottage ornée, with its front
-windows splendidly illuminated.
-
-“There was a party,” said one of the guests.
-
-“No; though as it was now between two and three o’clock in the morning,
-on seeing the lighted windows I was struck with the same thought. They
-are having a blow out in there, I said to myself. But it was nothing of
-the kind, my friends!”
-
-“What was it, then?” inquired Dick, anxiously.
-
-“Wait till I tell you. I pushed on towards the house, and when I came up
-to it, I saw no carriages, no servants, no life, no motion. Everything
-was as still as death. In fact, the whole house was closed up except the
-two brilliantly illumined windows, from which the light streamed far
-across the lawn, and deep into the woods.”
-
-“Go on! go on!” said Reding’s companions, speaking in a chorus. And the
-captain, who had only paused to take a drink, continued:
-
-“‘Well,’ I said to myself, ‘this is rum go, anyway!’ And after walking
-around and around the pretty place, without seeing or hearing anything,
-I just climbed up to the window-sill and peeped through the lighted
-window.”
-
-Here the captain paused for pure aggravation.
-
-“Well! well! what did you see?” exclaimed several voices.
-
-“What did I see? Ah, my friends, I had a full view of a small
-terrestrial paradise! and a beautiful mortal houri! a little domestic
-Eden, with a sweet little Eve within it! an enchanted bower, with a
-sleeping beauty!”
-
-“Do speak plainly, Reding! that’s a good fellow!” said the nameless
-gentleman.
-
-“Well, then, I saw a nice, cozy drawing-room, the very picture of
-elegance and comfort; a fine fire of sea coal in the grate; a luxurious
-little supper set forth in a splendid service on a round marble table;
-by its side an easy chair, and a pair of slippers; at a short distance
-and nearer the chimney corner a little stand, with an astral lamp and
-some books; and near it a lovely young creature, reclining in a resting
-chair, fast asleep, with the book she had been reading fallen upon her
-lap.”
-
-“What a beautiful picture,” said one of the company, while the others
-listened in silence.
-
-“I immediately recognized the beauty of the opera box; but as I live,
-gentlemen, I did not then connect her in my thoughts with Alexander
-Lyon. On the contrary, I believed his account of her, and I said to
-myself—‘There is the little darling waiting up for her clerical papa,
-who has gone to make a pastoral call on some one of his parishioners who
-is dying.’ And I hung there by the sill of the window, and looked in and
-fed my eyes upon the sweetness of the scene.
-
-“Well? what then?”
-
-“Then I heard horse’s feet coming. ‘Papa is returning,’ I said to
-myself. And I dropped from the sill and hid myself in some thick bushes
-below it, to wait till papa should pass, so that I might make my retreat
-unobserved. It appears that the horseman went first around to the
-stable; for soon I heard rapid footsteps approaching the house. And you
-may judge my surprise when I saw a young man run lightly up the stairs,
-and saw the door fly open, letting out a flood of light, and the little
-beauty rush into the arms of the new comer, whom I then plainly
-recognized as Alexander Lyon.”
-
-“Great Heaven!” exclaimed Dick Hammond, in agitation.
-
-“As if it had not been enough to know him by his face and form, I had
-his voice also in evidence of his identity. ‘Are you as glad to see me
-as all this, my little Drusa?’ he asked. And she answered with a shower
-of soft caresses and silvery tones.”
-
-“And then?” inquired Dick.
-
-“Why, then, of course, the house swallowed them up. The door was shut
-and locked, and the brilliant windows were darkened, and they had their
-happiness all to themselves, while I was left out in the cold.”
-
-“You could not have been mistaken in what you supposed you saw and
-heard?” inquired Dick.
-
-“No; how could I? That was not the only time I looked in at those
-windows either. A sort of fascination drew me there, to look in upon
-that lovely young creature. While I remained in the neighborhood, under
-the cover of coon hunting, I paid a visit to the lighted windows every
-night. Ah! night after night! night after night did that sweet little
-creature sit there waiting for him, leaving the windows open to guide
-him home, and keeping his supper warm, while he, sorry dog, was engaged
-gallanting Miss Anna about to balls and theatres, and scowling at better
-men than himself if they so much as looked at the belle.”
-
-“Reding, I am deeply grieved to hear this; scarcely less so than I
-should be if the poor child were my own sister. But I repeat and
-reiterate most emphatically this truth, that she is really his wife, or
-believes herself to be so!” said Dick, earnestly.
-
-“I think you are quite right, Hammond! The young creature herself, and
-all her surroundings breathed so sweetly of what you called ‘the
-sanctities of home life’ that no one looking on her could think evil of
-her. Indeed I thought evil of _myself_ though, sometimes, for seeming to
-play the spy. But I couldn’t resist the temptation of looking into that
-beautiful interior. I meant no harm.”
-
-“And your contraband pastime was never discovered?”
-
-“Oh yes,” laughed Reding. “She rose once and turned round so suddenly,
-that she saw me before I could drop from my perch. She screamed and
-disappeared; and I could have scourged myself for frightening her.”
-
-“And then, I suppose, your stolen visits ceased.”
-
-“Not a bit of it. I was only more cautious. But one night I purposely
-let myself be seen by _him_, on a rare occasion, when he happened to
-come home before daylight. It was to be my last visit, for I was about
-to leave the neighborhood.”
-
-“Did he know you?”
-
-“No! for as soon as he got a glimpse of my face, he blazed away at me
-with his revolver, and you may rest assured, I didn’t stop to claim his
-acquaintance! All, he had a good chase after me, and I had a good run
-and a good laugh! When I returned to the city, I couldn’t keep the joke
-to myself. I had to tell Harpe, for which I was afterwards sorry; for
-the scurvy fellow, with a party of his companions, having met the poor
-little girl in the city after Lyon had left, took advantage of her
-unprotected state and followed her home, and would have intruded into
-her house, if they had not been prevented by her servants.”
-
-“Reding,” said Dick, gravely, “after what I have told you of this young
-lady, I hope and trust that you will abstain from speaking of her
-anywhere, and from doing anything to annoy her at any time. In a word, I
-appeal to your manhood, to treat her in all respects as you would treat
-the most honored woman of your acquaintance.”
-
-“I never wished to do otherwise, and as I never expect to see the little
-angel again, I shall never have a chance of doing otherwise. But here, I
-declare, the day is breaking! And we ought to do the same! Wake up,
-Harpe! Come! Good night, Hammond!”
-
-And so the party separated.
-
-Dick Hammond remained, walking up and down the room in deep thought. At
-length he took a sudden resolution—to seek Drusilla.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XL.
- DICK’S NEWS.
-
- If Sorrow has taught me anything,
- She has taught me to weep for you,
- If falsehood has left me a tear to shed
- For Truth, those tears are true.—OWEN MEREDITH.
-
-
-The greenness of the grass, the freshness of the flowers, and the
-splendor of the sunshine, still lingered; the glorious Indian summer
-still lived on through the gorgeous month of October, and even staid to
-welcome the arrival of sad November.
-
-At high noon, one day about this time, Drusilla was sauntering slowly
-through her garden, trying to gather strength and comfort from the
-beauty and refulgence of the scene and hour, when she suddenly heard the
-outer gate open.
-
-She looked up to see the cause, and she started violently and changed
-color; for she saw—
-
-Mr. Richard Hammond!
-
-He was now walking up the avenue towards the house.
-
-On seeing him, her first natural emotion was that of astonishment; her
-first clear impression was that he came from her husband on some errand
-to herself. All in a tumult of delight, she hastened to meet him.
-
-“Mrs. Alexander Lyon, I believe,” said Dick, at a hazard, and
-respectfully raising his hat as he came on to greet her.
-
-“Yes, that is my now name,” answered the young matron, with a smile and
-a blush of happiness, not of confusion, as the questioner particularly
-noticed.
-
-“I knew it!” he exclaimed, emphatically and involuntarily.
-
-“Knew what? knew me?” she inquired, pleasantly. “Of course you did. Why
-should you not? It has been but two years since we met. And I knew YOU
-at a glance.”
-
-“Very likely; for an old fellow like myself does not change in two
-years, while a young lady like you grows up and gets married in the
-meantime, which makes _some_ little difference,” answered Dick, archly,
-partly to cover his confusion at having spoken his thoughts aloud, and
-partly to procure her confirmation of what he firmly believed—namely,
-that she truly or falsely imagined herself to be a wife.
-
-“Oh, yes,” she replied, still blushing and smiling, “I am married; and
-as you know that fact, which you could have learned only from my
-husband, of course you come from him. He is well?” she inquired, anxiety
-now betraying itself in her look and tone.
-
-“Quite well,” said Dick, who was now beginning to feel the embarrassment
-of the duty he had taken upon himself to do.
-
-“And you bring me a letter from him? I have been looking for one by the
-mail; but I am glad he sent it by you?”
-
-Dick hesitated and looked confused.
-
-“Give me my letter, please,” she said, holding out her hand with a
-smile.
-
-“My dear Mrs. Lyon, I regret to say I have no letter for you,” he
-answered, as calmly as he could.
-
-“No letter!” she repeated, with a look of disappointment; and she sank
-down in the garden seat, because from excess of emotion she was unable
-to stand. Then, soon brightening up with new hope, she exclaimed—“Oh,
-then, he has charged you with a message for me! Sit down here and tell
-me all he says.”
-
-Dick took the offered seat, but remained silent.
-
-“How, then, Mr. Hammond, tell me! tell me quickly what does Alick say?
-And, oh, forgive my impatience! but it has been so long since I have
-heard from my husband, and I have been so uneasy about him!” she said,
-and her hurried tones, her eager face and trembling frame, all betrayed
-the excess of anxiety that agitated her.
-
-But Dick Hammond sat silent and immovable, cursing the fate that had
-thrust upon him a duty he found so hard to perform.
-
-“Why don’t you answer me? Why are you silent? Why do you look so
-strangely, avoiding my eyes? What is the matter? Oh, Heaven, what has
-happened?” she cried, turning pale and beginning to twist her fingers.
-
-“Mrs. Lyon,” said Dick, with an effort, “I have neither letter nor
-message from Alexander.”
-
-“Neither letter nor message from my husband? I thought you came from
-him! I thought you came with his sanction. Else why are you here at
-all?” she asked, shivering with a vague alarm.
-
-“Madam!” cried Dick, jumping up, flushing red, and, between his pity for
-her and his rage at Alick, losing all his self-command; “Madam, I came
-here to tell you that Alexander Lyon is a reproach to his name and to
-manhood! and totally unworthy of your regard, or of the notice of any
-honest woman!”
-
-Drusilla was struck dumb.
-
-For a few moments she gazed at him in blank wonder, while he strode up
-and down the garden walk before her, wiping his brows and trying to
-subdue his excitement. Then she arose slowly, stretched out her arm, and
-pointing to the outer gate said, quietly:
-
-“Leave this place, sir.”
-
-He stopped in his furious walk and looked at her. She had ceased to
-speak, but was still standing pale and grim and pointing his way out.
-
-He felt that he must keep his ground, and do his duty at any cost. He
-was sorry that his own rashness had raised obstacles in his path. He
-approached her and said:
-
-“Madam, I take back my words. I beg your pardon for having uttered them.
-I will beg it on my bent knee to content you. Forgive me, and consider
-my rash words unsaid.”
-
-“Indeed, I know not how to forgive you.”
-
-“But when penitence is professed and forgiveness asked, it is a
-Christian’s duty to extend it,” said Dick, appealing to her conscience.
-
-“Admit, then, that your words—the injurious epithets you dared to apply
-to my husband—were untrue.”
-
-“Do _you_, who have so much trust in him, need to be assured that they
-were untrue?” inquired Dick, evasively.
-
-“No, indeed, I do not. I know that Alexander Lyon is the very soul of
-honor.”
-
-Dick bowed deeply and a little ironically, saying:
-
-“But you require a fuller apology than I have yet made?”
-
-“I do.”
-
-“Well, I make it. I feel very sorry that I forgot myself so far as to
-use those terms in respect to the gentleman in question. I take them
-back unreservedly, and I beg you, as you are a Christian, to forgive
-me.”
-
-She bowed, still a little coldly, and then said:
-
-“Sir, I know that you have come here this morning, if not directly from
-my husband, at least in his interests, or upon his affairs. If you are
-an authorized agent, pray explain the nature of the business that has
-brought you here.”
-
-Under the forced calmness of her words he perceived that a terrible
-anxiety was torturing her soul. He answered gently:
-
-“Madam, yes, I come here on his affairs and in his interests, since it
-is certainly important to him that he be prevented from taking a certain
-step that he contemplates.”
-
-“What step is that?” she breathlessly inquired.
-
-“Will you permit me first to see you into the house? The explanation I
-have to make is not a pleasant one, and you are already something
-overcome by what has passed. You had better hear the rest of what I have
-to say in your own parlor.”
-
-Drusilla hesitated. She still resented the words he had used in
-reference to her husband, although he had recanted and begged pardon;
-and for this reason she shrank from taking him across the threshold of
-her house. But she reflected that, as he had assured her he came upon
-Alexander’s affairs and in his interests, she could do no less than open
-her doors to his entrance.
-
-“Come, then,” she said, rising and leading the way into the cottage.
-
-She walked very fast, her impatience overcoming her weariness.
-
-She showed him into the drawing-room and signed him into a seat, and
-sank herself down on a corner of the sofa, for she was quite out of
-breath.
-
-“Now, now, Mr. Hammond,” she exclaimed, as soon as she could articulate
-the words. “Explain yourself! I know well, I knew from the first, that
-you did not come here for the sole purpose of making me a call. I feel
-now that the nature of your errand is painful. Tell it at once. You must
-know that anything is better than suspense.”
-
-Dick attempted to answer, but looked in her face and failed. It was as
-hard to obey her as it would have been to gaze in the eyes of a lamb and
-slay it.
-
-“Still silent?” she said, clasping her hands. “Ah, Heaven, do not
-torture me so! I have suffered so much already! so much, just Lord! I
-can bear no more! Tell me your worst news at once, and kill me with it.
-It would be mercy.”
-
-Still, still, Dick’s answer, like Macbeth’s amen, “stuck in his throat.”
-
-“Oh, Heaven, what is this? Why don’t you speak? Alick! Alick! my
-husband! You said that he was well! Yes, you said so! But they say of
-the _dead_ that they are well!” she cried, clasping her hands, and in
-her excessive alarm forgetting that Dick had certainly, in the early
-part of their interview, spoken of Alick as a living man about to take
-an objectionable step.
-
-Her complexion curdled into white and livid spots, her features quivered
-with the intense agony of suspense, as she stretched out her hands and
-gasped forth the word:
-
-“Tell—tell—is Alick—DEAD?”
-
-“No!” thundered Dick, emphatically, as he found his voice, “he is not!
-No such good luck. The rope is not ready for him yet,” he added, under
-his breath.
-
-She heard only the first words of his reply.
-
-“Thank Heaven for that, at least. It is well to know that. I think now I
-can bear everything else,” she sighed, as the tension of her nerves
-relaxed, and she sank down among the cushions and closed her eyes. This
-reaction from her illogical but deadly terror was so great, that she
-nearly swooned. And now to feel certain that he was alive and well
-seemed all sufficient for her satisfaction.
-
-Dick did not disturb her by a word, look, or gesture. He was pleased to
-put off the evil hour of explanation as long as possible, even if it
-were to be forever; and he mentally bemoaned the hardship of the duty he
-felt compelled to do, and he wished himself anywhere else but where he
-was.
-
-In a few minutes Drusilla recovered herself, and with an effort sat up
-and said:
-
-“Mr. Hammond, you assure me that my husband is alive and well; as indeed
-I ought to have known from your previous conversation; only that in my
-sudden alarm I did not remember it. I am not very rational, I think. But
-now that my fears for his safety are set at rest, I do not dread to hear
-any other ill news that you may have to tell me. So speak out freely and
-without fear for me. I am strong enough to sustain the shock of common
-calamities,” she added, with a smile.
-
-And in saying these words, she only thought of Mr. Lyon’s supposed
-lawsuit, “connected with his late father’s will,” and she fancied that
-Dick had come to tell her of its failure.
-
-“Then I will do so, Mrs. Lyon—Drusilla! I wish you would let me call you
-so, as I used to do when you were a little child,” said Dick, gently and
-gravely.
-
-“You may call me anything that my husband will permit, Mr. Hammond. But
-until you have his sanction, you must call me Mrs. Lyon.”
-
-“Ah, my dear child,” said Dick, mournfully, “I fear that is the very
-last name he will be willing to accord you.”
-
-“What is it that you say, sir? What do you mean?” questioned Drusilla,
-in a low, breathless, hurried tone, as with his words there rushed upon
-her mind the recollection of her husband’s cruel letter, in which he had
-declared his union with her to be illegal, null and void, and to have
-always been so. And now she instantly connected Hammond’s visit and his
-untold news with that letter and its cruel communications. And she
-wondered if Dick knew anything about Alick’s supposed monomania; and if
-so, whether he rightly understood it, or whether he was misled by it.
-
-As Dick did not immediately answer her questions, she spoke to him
-again.
-
-“Why do you not reply to me, Mr. Hammond?”
-
-“Ah, my poor child! my dear child! you readily surmised that I had
-painful matters to communicate, but you never divined how painful,” said
-Dick, sorrowfully.
-
-“You alarm me again. For Heaven’s sake, speak and shorten this torture,”
-she pleaded.
-
-“You believe yourself to be the wife of Alexander Lyon?” said Dick,
-modulating his voice to a tone of the deepest and most respectful
-sympathy.
-
-“‘_Believe_,’ sir? I am so,” answered Drusilla, drawing herself up with
-a proud and confident smile.
-
-“I feel assured that you think as you say. My long knowledge of you, my
-earnest esteem for you will not permit me to question your good faith.
-But my poor Drusilla, my dear girl, I fear, I greatly fear that you are
-mistaken.”
-
-“I am not, sir. I cannot be mistaken on such a subject,” answered
-Drusilla. And as all the deep dishonor implied in the doubt rushed over
-her mind, her face and neck were suffused with the crimson flush of
-wounded delicacy and offended pride, and she added, “You must know, sir,
-that to question my wifehood is to insult me.”
-
-“Heaven is my witness, how far from my heart is the wish to offend you,
-how profound and respectful is my sympathy for you, and how deeply it
-pains me to give you pain. But I must do my duty. Most willingly would I
-have avoided this task, if I could have done so; but I could not. And I
-come to serve and to save you, and one who is dearer to me than all
-others besides,” said Dick, earnestly.
-
-“I think I know why you speak to me in this manner. You have suffered
-yourself to be misled by the transient imaginings of a monomaniac, who
-is so sane on all other subjects, and with one exception so strong and
-clear in judgment and understanding, that you have failed to discover
-his hallucination to be what it is. But I will soon convince you that it
-is _you_ who are mistaken, and not I,” replied Drusilla, with much
-dignity.
-
-And she drew from her bosom the little black silk bag:, took from it the
-small piece of paper and placed it in the hands of her visitor, saying:
-
-“There, Mr. Hammond, read that, and confess that you have alarmed
-yourself for nothing.”
-
-Dick, who had been listening to her and watching her in wonder and
-curiosity, took the paper, and with a bow, began to examine it. As he
-read it slowly and attentively, he gathered his brows into a thoughtful
-and troubled frown, and as he finished it, he looked at her with a
-compassionate expression and inquired:
-
-“My dear child, how came this little document into your keeping?”
-
-“I found it while clearing out Alick’s dressing-glass drawer. And as it
-was as much mine as his, and as he did not seem to set much value on it,
-judging by the place in which he left it, I took possession of it. And I
-am very glad now that I have it to show you,” she answered, smiling
-confidently.
-
-“Because you consider it a proof positive of your marriage?” he
-inquired, gravely.
-
-“Why, of course. And so it is,” she exclaimed, triumphantly. “Why, look
-at it! Read it! It is quite plain and conclusive! A child could
-comprehend it! Don’t you see for yourself that this is the most positive
-proof of my marriage that could possibly be produced?”
-
-“No, Drusilla,” he answered, mournfully, “I see nothing of the sort.
-Quite the contrary.”
-
-“Then you don’t understand English when you see it!” retorted the sorely
-tried young creature, losing a little of her saintly patience.
-
-“I understand _this_, but too well!” replied Dick, grimly regarding the
-document that he still held in his hand.
-
-“In mercy’s name, what do you mean now?”
-
-“I mean that this piece of paper proves no marriage. It only indicates
-that at the time of its being filled out, Lyon probably had sincere
-intention to marry you. But so far from its being a proof of your
-marriage, as it lies here before us, it affords an incontrovertible
-evidence that no such marriage ever took place!”
-
-“Come! what next, I wonder? Are you also a monomaniac on this subject?
-And is madness infectious? If so, pray leave my presence before you
-inoculate me with the same mania!”
-
-“I would to Heaven that you were right and that I were talking at
-random! But it is not so, Drusilla! ‘I speak the words of truth and
-soberness.’ This document proves that you were never married,” said
-Hammond, with as much earnestness as sadness.
-
-“You are raving! In the name of reason how can you talk so frantically?
-_That_ paper, of all things in the world, proves I never was married?
-Can _any_ thing in the universe prove that I was never married, when I
-know I was? I am not a fool, or a lunatic, or a visionary, to imagine
-things that never happened. I saw and heard myself married to Alick by a
-regularly ordained minister, with a special license, and in the presence
-of a dozen witnesses. You talk wildly, Mr. Hammond! Yes, and very
-offensively!” she added.
-
-“I beg you to forgive me and to bear with me, Drusilla,” he answered
-sadly, “but——”
-
-“Call me by my husband’s name! I have a right to it!” interrupted the
-young matron, proudly, but mournfully.
-
-“Yes, Heaven knows that you _have_ a right to it! The holiest, if not
-the most lawful right, and I cannot refuse it to you. But, Mrs. Lyon, as
-I told you, I came here to serve and to save _you_ if possible, and also
-one who is dearest of all to me; so in her service and in yours, I must
-convince you of the truth of what I have just said, however distressing
-it may be for me to press, or for you to believe,” said Dick, solemnly.
-
-The earnestness and solemnity of his words deeply impressed her. A new
-terror struck all the color from her face—doubt, like the iron, entered
-her soul. She gazed at him transfixed.
-
-“It is so,” said Hammond, turning away his eyes that he might not meet
-the agonizing appeal in hers. “It is so.
-
-“You _ought_ to be, but you are _not_ the wife of Alexander Lyon.”
-
-“Not his wife—not Alick’s wife! Oh, Alick, Alick! my own! my dear! my
-love! my husband! I _am_ your wife! I am—I am!” cried the wronged and
-wretched young creature, with a sob and a gasp, as she sank back among
-her cushions.
-
-Dick could have wept for company, but he only cursed Alick and pitied
-her, while he watched and waited for her to recover herself.
-
-Ah! how many tears she had shed in her short married life of less than a
-year!
-
-Presently her anguish broke forth in a sharp and bitter cry:
-
-“Why, oh why, do you say such terrible things to me, Mr. Hammond?”
-
-“Because it is absolutely necessary that you should know them,” he
-answered, kindly.
-
-“Have you no pity—_none_—that you drive this sorrow-like a sword into my
-heart?” she cried.
-
-“Heaven knows how much pity and how much respect I have for you,” he
-said.
-
-“Oh, what—oh what,” she sobbed, wringing her hands in her agony, “oh,
-what makes you say that I am not his wife—not my dear Alick’s wife? When
-I told you—_I told you_ how I was married; with a special license, by a
-regularly ordained minister, and in the presence of a dozen witnesses?
-How _can_ you say, in the face of all this, that I am not Alick’s wife?”
-
-“My dear Drusilla, on my honor as a gentleman, by my knowledge as a
-lawyer, and on my faith as a Christian, I assure you, that though your
-nuptial ceremony had been pronounced by a bishop, and in the presence of
-a thousand witnesses, the very existence of this little document as it
-lies before us proves that ceremony to have been illegal and of no
-effect.”
-
-She clasped her hands and gazed on him with such a look of unutterable
-woe in her voice, that he could no more bear to meet her eyes than could
-the heroes of old endure Medusa’s glance and live. Yet withal she was
-now very calm, though with a calmness that was but a restrained frenzy;
-but it must have deceived Dick as to her powers of endurance, or he
-would not have driven the spear home to her heart as in a few moments he
-did.
-
-“And Alick knew this?” she asked.
-
-“I am not sure he knew it or thought of it on the wedding-day. But I am
-sure that he knows it now,” sighed Dick.
-
-“And so his fancy was a fact after all; and he was no monomaniac?”
-
-“No, he was no monomaniac,” said Dick. “He was only a scoundrel,” he
-added, under his breath.
-
-“Alick knows this! Then this is the discovery he made in March?”
-
-“Probably, if he made any.”
-
-“He told me he had discovered then our marriage was not legal. He has
-absented himself from me ever since. Heaven help me! I thought he was
-suffering from a hallucination that would pass away. And it was a
-reality!”
-
-“Yes, it was,” said Dick, wondering at her apparent composure and misled
-by it.
-
-“But Alick will remedy the evil now. He will marry me over again. You
-know he will, Mr. Hammond?”
-
-“I know he ought to do so; I know he is bound by the holiest obligations
-that can bind a man to do so; I know if he had one spark of honor in him
-he _would_ do so; but I do not believe he will,” growled Dick.
-
-“How dare you say that?”
-
-“Because if he had the slightest intention of doing you justice, he
-would never even dream of the step he is now actually about to take, and
-of which I came here on purpose to warn you.”
-
-“What step? You said something of this when you first arrived. What is
-it?”
-
-“A step which, (were you his wife, as you ought in justice to be) would
-take him across the threshold of a state’s prison, for it would be a
-felony,” answered Hammond, speaking distinctly and emphatically, and
-hoping that she would understand him, and save him the pain of a more
-particular explanation.
-
-But she did not even suspect his meaning. She only clasped her hands,
-and gazed at him with piteous and beseeching eyes, and murmured:
-
-“What is it? Speak plainly.”
-
-He turned away his head that he might not witness her despair, as he
-replied:
-
-“He is about to take advantage of the discovery he has made by marrying
-Miss Anna Ly——”
-
-His words were cut short by a piercing shriek that rang like the cry of
-a lost soul through the air. He started up and confronted Drusilla.
-
-She was standing before him, in motionless, speechless anguish. Her face
-was blanched to the hue of death, her eyes were dilated and strained,
-her hands were extended, her form rigid. As one struck with catalepsy,
-for a moment she stood thus, and then fell.
-
-Hammond caught her before she struck the floor, and laid her tenderly on
-the sofa, and then in great alarm, he rang for assistance.
-
-Her servants were at that hour gathered around the kitchen table eating
-their dinner, and talking of the strange visitor whom they had all seen
-enter the house in company with their mistress. They heard the shriek
-that rang through the air, followed by the loud peals of the
-parlor-bell, and they started up in a body and ran to see what the
-matter could be.
-
-They found their mistress in a swoon on the sofa, and a strange
-gentleman standing over her, beside himself with fear and grief.
-
-“For Heaven’s sake do something. I fear Mrs. Lyon is dying or dead!” he
-exclaimed.
-
-“What caused it, sir?” demanded “mammy,” putting aside the intruder, and
-kneeling down to examine her patient.
-
-“I was so unhappy as to be the bearer of bad news to her,” Dick
-confessed.
-
-“Then, sir, you ought to a-knowed better than for to a-told it to her in
-her state of health. It may a-killed her,” said the nurse severely, as
-is the custom of her class in rebuking the common enemy.
-
-Dick looked guilty and wretched.
-
-Pina pitied him.
-
-“No, mammy, it aint killed her—she aint dead; ’deed she aint, mammy.
-She’s only in one of her fainty fits. She’s subject to ’em, mammy,” said
-the girl.
-
-“You hold your tongue, gal. What do you know? Come here and help me to
-rub her hands. And Mr. Leo, you go ’bout your business. What call you go
-to be poking ’round where there’s a lady sick? And _you_, sir,” said
-mammy, turning to the unhappy Dick, “now you’s done all the harm you can
-do, you go ’way too.”
-
-Dick turned a long, lingering look to the inanimate form on the sofa,
-and then reluctantly followed his companion in banishment from the room.
-
-When they reached the hall, Leo politely opened the front door for the
-exit of the visitor.
-
-But Dick loitered.
-
-“Come here, boy,” he said, beckoning Leo close to his side. “Is your
-mistress realty subject to these swooning fits?”
-
-“Yes sir; and so has been ever since master took to his ways,” answered
-the boy, sulkily, because for the time being he hated all mankind, and,
-most of all, his master, for his mistress’s sake.
-
-“What ways?” asked Dick.
-
-“Gentlemen’s ways, sir,” growled Leo.
-
-“But—she gets over these attacks?” asked Dick, anxiously.
-
-The boy looked at the questioner askance, and answered, ironically:
-
-“No, Sir; slight as they is, she allus dies of ’em.”
-
-Dick smiled, even in the midst of his trouble, and said:
-
-“Come, I pardon your impertinence for the sake of the regard that I see
-you bear your mistress. Don’t mock me again, but answer me truly—these
-swoons are not dangerous, are they?”
-
-“Well, sir, I don’t think they is. The women allus gets her out of ’em
-in an hour or so,” said Leo, somewhat mollified by the sincere interest
-this stranger took in his mistress.
-
-“Well, my boy, when your mistress is quite well, say to-morrow morning,
-if she is well enough to be up, I wish you to give her this packet,”
-said Dick offering Leo a large, long, well-filled yellow envelope.
-
-Leo backed several paces, and put his hands behind him.
-
-“What’s that for?” inquired the visitor. “Why don’t you take this?”
-
-“Is it a writ?” asked the boy.
-
-Dick laughed now.
-
-“No, stupid! I have been more used to having writs served upon _me_,
-than to serving them upon _others_. Do I look like a bum baillie?”
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“Well, then, take this and give it to your mistress when she gets
-better.”
-
-But the boy backed farther, and kept his hands behind him.
-
-“Are you crazy?” asked Dick, impatiently.
-
-“No, sir; but I want to know what is in that there yaller hang-wallop,
-before I tetches of it to take it to my mist’ess, ’cause she’s been put
-upon bad enough a’ready, the dear knows,” said Leo, stubbornly.
-
-Mr. Hammond good-humoredly opened the yellow envelope, and for the boy’s
-satisfaction displayed its contents, which consisted of two open
-letters, one sealed letter and a newspaper.
-
-“There,” he said, as he replaced them, “you see there is nothing very
-dangerous in the packet. It is for your mistress’s benefit that I wish
-to send it.”
-
-“Well, sir, I’ll take it to her; and I hope, sir, you’ll ’scuse me for
-hanging back and doubting,” said Leo.
-
-“Certainly; I respect your scruples, and I like you all the better for
-your fidelity to your mistress. And now, listen. I want you to do
-something else for me.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“You know the ‘Drovers’ Rest?’”
-
-“Is it that little shady inn on the road, just before you turn into our
-woods, sir?”
-
-“The very same; it is the only inn within half a mile. I shall wait
-there until evening to hear how your mistress is. Do you think you can
-slip across there to bring me news of her this afternoon?”
-
-“I’ll try, sir—yes, sir, I’ll come, sir,” said the boy, first
-hesitating, and then consenting.
-
-“Thank you. Don’t forget to do so,” said Mr. Hammond, dropping a small
-gold coin into Leo’s hand, and then hurrying from the house.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLI.
- PROOFS.
-
- Concealment is no more; facts speak
- All circumstance that may compel
- Full credence to the tale they tell,
- And now her tortured heart and ear,
- Hath nothing more to feel, or hear.—BYRON.
-
-
-It was long, very long, before the most strenuous and persevering
-efforts of her servants could bring the stricken and unconscious
-sufferer back to consciousness. As always before, the return to
-sensibility was but the return to sorrow. But the nurse prepared a dose
-of morphine, and, murmuring to her of her babe, persuaded her to take
-it. And soon she was buried in the blessed oblivion of sleep.
-
-Leo sat over the kitchen fire, wishing himself a man and a white man,
-that he might avenge the wrongs of his worshipped mistress. In his small
-way, very much as the child Willie Douglas felt towards the beautiful
-and discrowned Mary Stuart, felt this poor fellow towards the wronged
-lady of his own allegiance. Late in the evening, to him, sitting there,
-came Pina.
-
-“Well, and how is she now?” inquired the boy.
-
-“Gone to bed. Mammy give her something to put her to sleep. Mammy knows
-what to do. My goodness, Leo, what a blessing it is that we fetched
-mammy to her!”
-
-“Yes, indeed, that it was, Pina.”
-
-“And now you clear out here. I want to get some supper ready for mammy
-to eat. She hasn’t had no dinner, nor even a mortal bite since
-breakfast. My gracious, what a tiresome thing it is to have a house
-always up side down like ours. Just as if there was a somebody a being
-buried or a being borned every day in the week! and all on account of
-that man! Yes, I _will_ call him ‘that man,’ if I’m hashed for it!—that
-man! that man! that man! there, now! And I don’t see no use no men ever
-is, ’cept ’tis to make a fuss in the family! And I know as the Lord made
-the wimmin; but I b’lieve in my heart and soul the debil made all the
-men, jest to spile the Lord’s work! And I wish there wasn’t a man in the
-world, ’cept ’tis _you_, Leo, and Cousin Charley, and daddy! So there,
-now! And now why don’t you go ’bout your business and leave me room to
-move ’round the range and get supper?”
-
-Leo, with a certain sense of shame in belonging to that offending and
-prescribed sex created by the devil for the confusion of the world,
-gladly took himself out of the kitchen and went to keep his appointment
-with his fellow sinner.
-
-He found Mr. Richard Hammond in the little back parlor of the suburban
-inn.
-
-Dick was seated at a table; with writing materials, and also, alas! with
-brandy, tobacco and pipes before him.
-
-“Your mistress? I hope she is better?” exclaimed Dick, eagerly, on
-seeing his messenger.
-
-“Yes, sir; the wimmin, they have fetched her out’n her fainty fit all
-right, and they have put her to sleep comfortable,” replied the boy.
-
-“Thank Heaven!” exclaimed Dick.
-
-“Well, sir, that is all I have to tell you; and now, as I may be missed,
-I think I had better hurry back,” said Leo.
-
-“Wait; here is a letter I wish you to take to your mistress.”
-
-“Another one, sir?” inquired the boy, distrustfully.
-
-“Yes; but _this_ letter is to prepare her for the receipt of the packet.
-I wish you to give her _this_ letter _first_. And after she has read it,
-hand her the packet.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And here is your reward,” said Mr. Hammond, putting a piece of gold in
-the boy’s hand.
-
-“If you please, sir, I don’t like to take any pay for serving of her,”
-said Leo, hesitatingly.
-
-“Nonsense! Take it for serving me, then,” laughed Dick, forcing the
-money upon the youth.
-
-Leo pocketed the fee, and hurried home.
-
-It was quite dark when he reached the house.
-
-All that night mammy sat up and watched by the bedside of her charge.
-Drusilla slept soundly and late.
-
-All dreaded her awakening. But to the surprise and relief of her
-attendants, she awoke quite calmly; though whether her quietude was the
-lethargy produced by the continued influence of the morphine, or whether
-it was the apathy of despair, it was hard to tell. She permitted the
-nurse to bathe her face and hands, and to smoothe her hair. She partook
-slightly of the light breakfast that was brought her. But beyond these
-she scarcely moved, looked or spoke. After an hour or two she intimated
-that she would rise; and, with the assistance of her nurse, she got up,
-dressed herself, and went to her easy chair. And there she sat, pale,
-mute, and still as death.
-
-“Mammy,” whispered Pina, “speak to her—make her talk. Indeed it scares
-me all but to death to see her that away.”
-
-“Hush,” muttered the nurse, “let her alone. ‘It’s ill waking sleeping
-dogs’—which I mean to say, long as she’s quiet be thankful for it, and
-don’t ’sturb her.”
-
-“But I’d rather see her cry, and scream, and rave, than see her so.”
-
-“That’s because you’s a fool; for I hadn’t, and that’s a fact, in her
-sitivation, too! Go ’long gal; what you know?”
-
-Meanwhile, Leo watched for an opportunity to execute the commission
-entrusted to him. He did not find one until the afternoon, when mammy
-and Pina being seated at their early dinner, sent Leo with an armful of
-wood up to the lady’s chamber to replenish the fire.
-
-When the boy had done that duty, swept up the hearth, and replaced the
-shovel and tongs, he turned to where his mistress sat, in her chair,
-pale, silent, and motionless as a statue, and he drew the letter from
-his pocket, and offered her, saying, respectfully:
-
-“From the gentleman who was here yesterday, ma’am.”
-
-Drusilla mechanically took the letter, and stared blankly at the boy for
-a moment.
-
-“Where did you get this?” she inquired, as she broke the seal; and her
-voice sounded strangely to her attendant as she asked the question.
-
-“From the gentleman who was here yesterday, ma’am, as I said,” repeated
-Leo.
-
-“Is he here to-day?”
-
-“No, ma’am.”
-
-“When then did you get this?”
-
-“Yesterday, ma’am, before he left the neighborhood,” answered the boy.
-
-Drusilla read the letter. It was directed very formally to Mrs.
-Alexander Lyon, Cedarwood Cottage. It ran thus:
-
- DROVERS’ REST, Tuesday Evening.
-
- MY DEAREST LADY.—As the executioner, kneeling, begs pardon of the
- victim he is about to slay, so humbly at your feet I would implore
- forgiveness for the blow I am fated to strike you, as well as for all
- the pain I have already been forced to give you. But after having
- stated some strange facts to you, I feel bound to prove the truth of
- my statement. The bearer of this will also deliver to you certain
- papers, to which I beg leave to call your particular attention. Your
- own pure spirit will teach you how to act in the premises. And now, my
- dear Mrs. Lyon, I can not close this letter without entreating you to
- remember, and to take comfort in the remembrance, that in this great
- trial of yours you are only the sufferer, not the sinner; that in the
- judgment of all good and honorable people you will be held blameless.
- And as for myself, here in all honesty of purpose, as in the sight of
- Heaven, I offer you my utmost services. All that a brother might do
- for a beloved sister, or a father for an idolized daughter in her
- distress, I will do for you. I and all I possess shall be at your
- commands; and my business and my pleasure shall at any time give way
- to your requirements of me. A letter directed to me at the general
- post-office, Washington, will always find me, where-ever I may be, and
- always as Your respectful friend,
-
- RICHARD HAMMOND.
-
-Drusilla read this letter, and with a sigh, but without a syllable, she
-laid it aside, and held out her hand to Leo, saying:
-
-“Give me the other papers.”
-
-The boy drew from his pocket the large, yellow envelope, and delivered
-it to her.
-
-She opened it and emptied out its contents. The first that caught her
-eye was a newspaper with a marked passage in it. She took it up. It was
-the _Valley Courier_, a little local journal published in the county
-town near the county-seat of General Lyon. And the marked passage was as
-follows:
-
- MARRIAGE IN HIGH LIFE.—We understand that Alexander Lyon, Esq., of
- Crow Wood, only son and heir of the late eminent Chief Justice of that
- name, is about to lead to the hymeneal altar his cousin, the beautiful
- and accomplished Anna, the grand-daughter and sole heiress of the
- veteran General Lyon, of old Lyon Hall and of Revolutionary celebrity.
- The engagement has been of long standing, the nuptials having been
- twice arrested by the hand of death. Now however, we are happy to
- learn that, both at Crow Wood, the seat of the bridegroom, and at Old
- Lyon Hall, the home of the bride, the most splendid preparations are
- on foot in honor of the joyful occasion.
-
-Drusilla read this article and, without a word of comment, a movement of
-feature, or a change of color, she put it down and took up a letter with
-a broken seal. She unfolded and read it. It was from General Lyon to
-Richard Hammond.
-
- OLD LYON HALL, Nov. 1, 18—.
-
- MY DEAR DICK:—Alick and Anna are to be married on Thursday, the
- fifteenth instant. And now, my dear boy, I wish you, with your
- accustomed frankness and good humor, to “let by-gones be by-gones,”
- and to come down and be present at the wedding. I know it will be
- painful to you; but brave men do not shrink from pain. And, Dick, you
- know that there are but four of us left out of all the old stock—Dick,
- Alick, Anna and me. I have long passed the threescore and ten years
- allotted as the natural term of a man’s life, and so may daily look
- for my summons hence. Dick, Alick and Anna seem to me as my own
- children. Dick, you have never in your life pleased me with one single
- sight of your face at Old Lyon Hall. I know why you have kept away, my
- boy. But now I trust you will conquer your reluctance and come, rather
- than grieve the soul of Your loving uncle,
-
- LEONARD LYON.
-
-Still without a syllable of complaint, or a variation of complexion, she
-let this letter flutter down from her hand, and she raised the sole
-remaining one.
-
-This was a sealed envelope, directed to herself. She broke the seal and
-found an old and closely written communication from General Lyon to
-Richard Hammond, which it is unnecessary to give here at length. It was
-very necessary, however, for Drusilla’s knowledge of the whole truth
-that she should read every line of it. So at least thought Dick, and
-therefore he had sent it to her with the others, but _sealed_, lest
-other eyes should see its meaning. In this letter General Lyon spoke of
-the long season in Washington during which himself, Alick, Anna and Dick
-were always together. And thus Drusilla, for the first time, learned the
-true nature of that “business connected with his late father’s will”
-which had taken Alexander daily and nightly from her side. And now she
-discovered the double-dealing and the deep dishonor of the man she
-called her husband.
-
-She dropped this last letter, and it fell at her feet. Her face turned
-no paler, because in fact it was already as pale as it could possibly
-be, and had not a vestige of color to lose.
-
-She had already suffered so much, so much that it seemed impossible for
-her to suffer more. Blow after blow had fallen with cruel weight upon
-her young heart, until it seemed benumbed.
-
-Besides, what had she learned now worse than that which she had known
-and wept for many days—his treachery to her? Only through the numbness
-of her heart and the dullness of her head, one feeling and one thought
-clearly and strongly moved—that his marriage with Miss Lyon must be
-arrested and he himself saved from this last culmination of his criminal
-career.
-
-The extremity of sorrow, when it does not destroy life or reason, always
-strengthens the character. Such must have been its effect upon Drusilla
-to enable her to rise above her misery and her weakness, with the fixed
-determination to go in person to Old Lyon Hall, for the purpose of
-preventing that “MARRIAGE IN HIGH LIFE” which the _Valley Courier_ had
-announced to the world with such a grand flourish of editorial trumpets.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLII.
- DRUSILLA’S DESTINATION.
-
- One human hand my own to take,
- One human heart my own to raise,
- One loving human voice to break
- The silence of my days.
-
- Saviour, if this wild prayer be wrong
- And what I seek I may not find,
- Oh, make more hard, and stern, and strong
- The frame-work of my mind!—OWEN MEREDITH.
-
-
-Having finished reading all the letters and papers that had been
-submitted to her examination, in proof of the perfidy of her husband,
-Drusilla sat on, for a few moments, pale, still, and mute. She would not
-weep now—the fountain of her tears was dry at last. She could scarcely
-feel—her heart was stunned almost to insensibility.
-
-Now she knew the very worst. Now she could not doubt that her husband
-had deserted her and that he meditated the crime of marriage with his
-cousin Anna.
-
-Yes, the crime!
-
-For, notwithstanding all that Richard Hammond had said and thought to
-the contrary, she knew that she herself not only ought to have been, in
-right—but really was, in fact—the true wife of Alexander Lyon; and that
-it was but a slight legal informality, unsuspected by her and even by
-him at the time of their marriage, of which he was now about to avail
-himself in breaking the sacred bonds that bound him to his young wife,
-in order to unite himself to his wealthy cousin. She knew that this
-intended act would be a sin, and she feared that it might be construed
-into a felony. There was an ugly word in the dictionary called “bigamy,”
-and its penalty was uglier still—the state’s prison. To save Alexander
-in his moral insanity, from such guilt and such degradation, she
-resolved to go to Old Lyon Hall and stop the intended marriage, even
-though the adventure should cost her her life.
-
-“And the wedding is to be celebrated on the evening of the fifteenth,
-and this is the morning of the fourteenth, and I have but little more
-than twenty-four hours to do all that must be done to save him!” she
-said, speaking her mind aloud, to the infinite surprise and alarm of
-Leo, who was still standing before her and who now looked as if he
-thought his mistress had gone crazy,—and “well she might,” he said to
-himself, as he gazed on her where she sat with her hands clasped to her
-temples.
-
-Drusilla reflected intently for a few moments. There were several ways
-of reaching Old Lyon Hall,—one was to go by steamer down the Potomac to
-Chesapeake Bay and up James River to the Stormy Petrel landing, and then
-by turnpike to the Porcupine Mountain; another was to take the railway
-train from Alexandria to Richmond, and then the stage-coach across the
-country. Both these routes were favored by the Lyon family when they had
-leisure and were travelling for recreation. But both required two days
-of travel.
-
-Drusilla saw that she must take the third, which was the shortest if the
-roughest route—the old line of stagecoaches running between Washington
-city and Western Virginia. It is true this road was very dangerous,
-especially at night. It crossed the Blue Ridge, the Shenandoah, and the
-Alleghany mountains. It wound around terrible heights where there were
-many hundred feet of perpendicular rock above and below, with little
-width of way between. Once in a while you heard of a coach being crushed
-by the fall of the rocks from above, or dashed to pieces by going over
-the side of the precipice. Upon the whole this was not a favored route
-with travellers who could avoid it. But Drusilla resolved to take it
-because it was the shortest to her place of destination, and in less
-than twenty-four hours it would take her to a little mountain hamlet
-within ten miles of Old Lyon Hall. True, she might meet with an accident
-on the road, but if she should lose her life she might serve Alick by
-that means as well or better than by preventing his marriage with Anna,
-since if she (Drusilla) were dead, that marriage would be no longer
-criminal.
-
-“Leo,” she inquired, looking up at the anxious boy, “what is the hour?”
-
-Leo glanced at the ormolu clock on the mantle-piece, and answered:
-
-“It is nearly one, ma’am.”
-
-“Do you know what time the night coach for Western Virginia leaves
-Washington?”
-
-“I don’t know what time it leaves Washington, ma’am, but it passes
-through Alexandry at five.”
-
-“Then it must start at about three or half-past. Leo! hurry down stairs;
-tell your mother and Pina to come to me immediately. Then go to the
-stable and put the horses to the carriage, and prepare yourself to drive
-me to town, and be as quick as you possibly can; do you hear?”
-
-“Yes, ma’am,” answered the amazed boy, making his awkward bow, and going
-on his errand.
-
-Drusilla, with a marvellous new life in her system, arose and went to
-her bureau drawers and began hastily to select certain indispensable
-conveniences for her journey, and to pack them into a travelling bag.
-
-Ah! at that moment, and under those circumstances what painful feelings
-that pretty Turkey morocco bag awakened; for “sorrow’s crown of sorrow
-is the memory of happier days.”
-
-The bag had been given to her first, by old Mrs. Lyon, when that lady
-had hoped to take her favorite down to old Lyon Hall to the wedding of
-Alick and Anna. And well Drusilla remembered how much she was pleased
-with the gift that combined beauty with utility; how much she admired
-its construction, with its various pockets and recesses for the
-reception of all sorts of travelling necessaries. But she never went
-down to that wedding, which never took place, as you already know.
-
-Next, nearly two years afterward, she had packed this very bag for her
-journey to meet Alick and to be married to him, herself.
-
-And now she was packing it to go and prevent his marriage with his
-cousin. Truly, the little bag was associated with weddings for good or
-ill.
-
-While Drusilla was stowing away combs, brushes, soap, cologne, napkins,
-handkerchiefs, chamber-slippers, etc., into her travelling bag, and
-reflecting on all its happy and unhappy associations, she was
-interrupted by the hasty entrance of Pina and Pina’s mammy, both with
-their eyes wide open in astonishment; for Leo had startled them both
-with the announcement that his mistress had ordered the carriage quite
-suddenly to go the city.
-
-“And now, ma’am, what is all this, to be sure?” inquired “mammy,” with
-the authority, not to say the insolence, belonging even to the best of
-her sisterhood.
-
-“What is what, nurse?” questioned Drusilla, with calm dignity.
-
-“That boy—which I believe he’s lying, and if he is I will chastise him
-well for it—says how you has ordered the carriage to go to Washington
-immediate; which I know, ma’am, you would never think of doing nothing
-so unprudent; and I’ll give it to Leo well for scaring of me with his
-lies.”
-
-“Leo has told you no falsehood. I have ordered the carriage to take me
-to the city,” said Drusilla, calmly.
-
-“Well, ma’am, I hope you’ll follow my ’vice and think better of it, and
-do no such undiscreet thing,” said mammy, grimly.
-
-“I have no choice, nurse. This is not with me a matter of will, but of
-necessity. I must go to Washington to take the night coach for Western
-Virginia.”
-
-At this announcement, mammy stared for a moment in speechless
-consternation. Then lifting both her hands, she exclaimed:
-
-“To take the night coach for Wes’ Wirginy! Well, Lord! And is you
-crazy?”
-
-“No, not crazy; though I know how strange my purpose must seem to you,”
-answered Drusilla, quietly, as she folded some white linen collars, and
-placed them in her bag.
-
-“And DOES you know the dangers?”
-
-“Of the road? Well, I recollect that there was a coach upset on the
-Hogback Mountain, and nine passengers killed or wounded, only last
-spring.”
-
-“I don’t mean the road, though that’s as bad as bad can be, to my
-sartain knowledge, which has travelled of it once. I mean your
-siteration, there! do you know the dangers of _that_, a bumping and a
-thumping, and a tumbling and a rumbling over them rocky roads? I say, do
-you know the dangers of _that_?”
-
-“No, I don’t, nurse; I only know that whatever they are, I must face
-them,” said Drusilla, so calmly and so firmly, that the old woman knew
-at once that it would be utterly vain to try to turn her from her
-purpose.
-
-“But, for goodness sake, _why_ must you go?”
-
-“From imminent necessity, nurse, that I can’t stop now to explain. I
-wish you to be kind enough to pack up under clothing and other
-necessaries enough to last me a week. Pina, empty the little red trunk
-and bring it here to nurse.”
-
-“But, for patience’s sake, whar is you going, child?”
-
-“I am going to see my husband.”
-
-“You are going to your death!”
-
-“Perhaps. If so, I shall serve him just as well,” murmured Drusilla, in
-a low tone.
-
-“But, child, tell me, what’s the great ’cessity? What for must you go to
-see your husband sich a long distance over sich roads in your
-siteration, and to the rist of your life?”
-
-“He is—in imminent danger,” said Drusilla, evasively.
-
-“Lor! and that was the bad news as that gentleman brought you?”
-
-“Yes, it was.”
-
-“And it overcomed you so! Well, Lord! to think of the tender heart! But
-what is the matter of him, honey?—pleurisy, I shouldn’t wonder! That’s
-most in general what ails people this time of the year. Is it pleurisy,
-honey?”
-
-“No, not that; but do not stop now to ask questions. I have no time to
-answer them. Here is Pina with the trunk. And here are my keys. Go to my
-wardrobes and bureaus, and select what is needful for my journey. And
-pray be quick about it, for I have no time to lose.”
-
-“Well, but honey, hear me for one minute first. It may be that he is
-very ill, but he may get over it, ’out your gwine to see him. Yes, and
-if you go, he may get well and you may die. And anyway, I don’t see the
-use of two lives and maybe three lives risted instead of one. Take my
-’vice, honey, and stay quietly at home.”
-
-“Nurse, listen. I should suffer a thousand times more in _mind_ to stay
-here, than I possibly could to go the journey that I have fully resolved
-to take,” said Drusilla.
-
-“Well, honey, in either case your life must be risted, I suppose; and of
-course you have got a right to take your choice _how_ it shall be
-risted. So now, all I got to do is to make your journey as comfor’ble as
-I can.”
-
-“Thank you. That is indeed all that you can do,” said Drusilla.
-
-“But mind, honey, _I gwine long with you_,” said mammy, with grim
-resolution.
-
-“You? You going, nurse? I have not asked you!” exclaimed Drusilla, in
-astonishment.
-
-“No, honey, you haven’t axed me; which I believe you never even thought
-of so doing. But if you must travel—by night, too—surely you’d never
-think of travelling alone in your state of health.”
-
-“That is true—I never thought of it.”
-
-“Which it seems to me you never do think of yourself, honey.”
-
-“But it is a hard journey for you to undertake. Would not Pina do as
-well to go with me?”
-
-“Hi, honey, what good Pina going to be, case you taken ill on the road?
-No, child, long as you _will_ go, you must consent to take the ole ’oman
-along to look after you.”
-
-“I believe you are right; quite right; and I thank you very much. But
-now you must let Pina pack that little trunk for me, while you go and
-get ready to attend me.”
-
-“Yes, ma’am.”
-
-“And be very quick, nurse. See, it is half-past one. It will take us an
-hour to ride to Washington, and I wish to be there by three o’clock, so
-as to make sure of the coach.”
-
-“All right, ma’am. I will be ready in half an hour.”
-
-And the old woman hurried away, not ill pleased to vary the monotony of
-her life at Cedarwood by a journey, this fine weather, into the
-mountainous regions of Virginia. It is true that this was a measure she
-would not have recommended to her patient; but, since that lady was
-resolved upon it, “mammy” made the best of it, and determined to draw
-what good she might out of the change of scene and circumstances.
-
-In just ten minutes mammy returned to the room, dressed for her journey,
-and equipped with a carpet bag that contained all her travelling
-belongings.
-
-“You have been very quick,” said Drusilla, approvingly.
-
-“Yes, honey; which it is my pride and ambition always so to be. I had
-half an hour; that’s thirty minutes—three times ten. The first ten
-minutes I gives to getting myself ready. Now, the next ten minutes I
-gives to something else,” said mammy, speaking hastily, and, _while_
-speaking, drawing from a closet a small red morocco trunk, which she
-proceeded to pack with a full supply of body linen and all the
-necessaries of a baby’s first toilet, setting the baby’s basket in the
-tray in the top of the trunk.
-
-“What is all that for?” inquired Drusilla, who was busy hooking up her
-travelling dress.
-
-“Never you mind, honey. You go on a fixing of yourself, and leave me
-alone. And there, the second ten minutes is up!” said the old woman, as
-she fastened down and locked the trunk.
-
-“But what is that for?” persisted Drusilla.
-
-“Lor’, honey, does you forget? There’s three of us going this journey.
-And that trunk is for the third one. And now I have got only the last
-ten minutes left, and I must give that to something else still,” said
-mammy, as she flew down stairs.
-
-Meanwhile Drusilla, while putting on her cloak, bonnet and gloves, gave
-Pina many charges about the care of the house, the birds, the dogs, and
-all the pets of the establishment, which would be in her charge during
-the absence of the mistress.
-
-And Pina promised the utmost fidelity; but begged her lady to order Leo
-to sleep in the house, because she, Pina, would be afraid to sleep there
-alone.
-
-Drusilla had but just promised this, when “mammy” reappeared with a
-large and well-filled luncheon basket.
-
-“How thoughtful you are. And how thankful I ought to be that I have you
-to think for me and to take care of me at this crisis,” said Drusilla,
-with feeling.
-
-“Lor, honey, what’s the use of my having lived fifty year in this world
-if I _aint_ thoughtful? And what call you to be thankful to me, for
-doing of that which it is my bounden duty to do, seeing I’m paid for
-it?” replied mammy, laughing, for her spirits were rising with the
-excitement of the journey before her.
-
-“Ah, nurse, there are some services that cannot be purchased or paid
-for, and yours are of that sort.”
-
-“Not a bit, honey. And now the time is up and we’s all ready. And here’s
-everything you can possibly want. And Leo, he told me to tell you as the
-carriage was waiting.”
-
-“Thank you; we will go then.”
-
-“Yes, honey.——And, now, Pina, you be good gal and take care of the house
-while your missus is gone,” said the nurse, turning to her daughter.
-
-“Yes, mammy. When will missus be home?”
-
-“When you sees her, you fool; and not a minute sooner. And mind you have
-everything ready for her when she comes; fire made in her room and all;
-mind that, or it will be the worse for you.”
-
-“Yes, mammy.”
-
-Drusilla gave a last glance around the room, so full of pleasing and
-painful memories—the room which she felt she might never see again; and
-then, silently commending herself to Providence, she left it and led the
-way down stairs.
-
-The carriage stood ready; the luggage was piled on behind. Leo had the
-door open and the steps down. Drusilla entered, followed by her nurse.
-Both took a kind last leave of Pina, who thrust her head and hands in at
-the window for the purpose. And Leo cracked his whip and started his
-horses.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIII.
- THE DREARY NIGHT RIDE.
-
- Her brain is sick with thinking,
- Her heart is almost sinking,
- She cannot look before her,
- On the evil haunted way;
- Uphold her, oh! restore her!
- Thou Lord of life and day.—MONCTON MILNES.
-
-
-A few minutes after three o’clock, the carriage containing Drusilla and
-her attendant stopped before the office of the Washington and Western
-Virginia line of stage coaches.
-
-In great anxiety, Drusilla drew up the carriage curtain and looked out
-of the window.
-
-There was no sign of a coach near the office.
-
-“It is gone, it is gone,” she cried, clasping her hands in despair. “It
-is gone and I know I can never reach the place in time to save him!”
-
-“Now don’t you take on so, ma’am, that’s a dear child. The coach mayn’t
-have come yet, much less gone,” said mammy, soothingly.
-
-Meanwhile the porters about the office had come forward and commenced
-unstrapping the baggage from behind.
-
-Leo jumped off his seat and came and opened the carriage door and let
-down the steps.
-
-“Is it any use to alight, Leo? Is not the coach gone?” sighed the lady.
-
-“Lor’, no, ma’am—it haven’t gone out of the stable yet. We’ve lots of
-time.”
-
-“Oh, thank heaven!” exclaimed Drusilla, in a tone of great relief.
-
-Mammy gathered up her carpet bag, umbrella and big shawl—all carried for
-her mistress’s accommodation and not for her own—and prepared to alight.
-
-“Here, boy, you let me get out first, so I can help the madam,” she
-said, handing a part of her paraphernalia to her son, and then clumsily
-but safely tumbling herself down to the sidewalk.
-
-“Take care, mammy,” said the boy, when all the danger was over.
-
-“Now, that job’s done! I’m allus thankful when I can get out’n a
-carriage without hurting of myself or breaking anything. And now, honey,
-let me help _you_ out. Be careful, child,” she said, holding her arms
-forth to receive her charge.
-
-“Stand aside, please,” smiled Drusilla; and then, rather than avail
-herself of mammy’s dangerous assistance, she alighted without aid, and
-immediately entered the office, calling Leo to attend her.
-
-Seeing a lady’s waiting-room back of the office, she gave her purse to
-Leo, telling him to go to the clerk and secure their seats; but then, as
-the sudden thought that they might all be already taken flashed into her
-mind, she hurried after the boy up to the clerk’s desk and eagerly
-inquired:
-
-“Have you any seats left in the coach now about to start?”
-
-“Yes, Miss; lots. We have nine inside, and only one taken.”
-
-“Then I will take two at once,” said Drusilla, with another sigh of
-relieved anxiety.
-
-“Four, master, if you please; we’ll take four. _All_ the back seats and
-one of the others,” said mammy.
-
-“What is that for?” hastily whispered Drusilla.
-
-“’Cause, child, you can’t sit up all night. You must lie down, and you
-must have all the back seats to lie on like a sofy, you know,” whispered
-mammy, in reply.
-
-“How many seats will you take, Miss?” inquired the clerk, who had looked
-on, pen in hand, while this low-toned consultation was going forward.
-
-“Four,” answered Drusilla. “And my servant here will settle for them.
-Come, nurse, leave Leo to finish this business, and attend me to the
-ladies’ room.”
-
-“Yes, honey, in one minute. I just want to stop here and see the _back_
-seats secured all for you, all together, to lie down on. ’Twould be no
-use for you to have three seats ’stributed all about the coach, for how
-could you ’cline on them? Leave me to ’range for you, ma’am.”
-
-“Very well, nurse, do as you think best,” said Drusilla, passing on to
-the back room.
-
-There was a side window, opening upon an alley leading to the stables
-where the coaches were kept.
-
-Drusilla perceived this, and seated herself by the window to watch for
-the coming of the night coach. She was in such a state of feverish
-anxiety, that she could not rest. True, two great causes of uneasiness
-were removed. She was in time for the coach, and she could get seats
-enough; but still, in her eager impatience, she could not be at peace,
-and she longed to be on her journey, to feel herself whirled swiftly
-onward towards the place she was so ardently desirous to reach.
-
-Presently she was joined by mammy, who dropped her fat self down upon a
-chair, making it creak under her weight, and said, triumphantly:
-
-“Well, honey, it’s all right, and you’ll travel as easy as if you was a
-lying on your own sofy! I left that boy Leo to watch the luggidge.”
-
-“I’m very much obliged to you; but at the same time, if the coach should
-be full, and any one should want two of my places, they must have them,”
-said Drusilla.
-
-“Must they? What’s the use o’ our paying for them, if it wasn’t to keep
-out all ’truders that _did_ come? If the coach wasn’t _going_ to be
-full, we needn’t a paid for no extra seats, seeing as we might a had ’em
-for nothing, ma’am. And don’t you think so much of other people. Think a
-little more of yourself, ma’am. Take a _little_ bit of pity on yourself,
-which you never does, though the Lord knows you needs it.”
-
-Mammy’s discourse was interrupted by music as delightful to the eager
-ears of Drusilla as the sublimest strains of Handel—the rumbling of the
-stage-coach as it rolled out of the stable yard, and whirled around the
-corner and drew up before the office door.
-
-Drusilla was on her feet in an instant.
-
-“Now don’t be in such a hurry, ma’am. You be quiet. Bless you, it will
-be some time yet before it starts. They’ve got all the luggidge to put
-up yet. Leo, he’ll call us when it’s time to get in.”
-
-With a sigh Drusilla dropped into her seat. Moments seemed hours, and
-hours months to her, until she could reach old Lyon Hall and prevent the
-consummation of her Alick’s meditated crime.
-
-At length the long wished for signal came. Leo looked into the room,
-touched his hat, and said:
-
-“Coach ready, ma’am.”
-
-Drusilla arose in haste and excitement.
-
-Leo loaded himself with the light luggage.
-
-Mammy drew her big blanket shawl about her, and so they went out of the
-office.
-
-“Leo, my good boy, take great care of yourself and your sister, and of
-the house and the animals, while I am gone,” said the lady.
-
-“Yes, ma’am; you may trust me for that,” answered the boy, very
-earnestly.
-
-“And Leo, mind, go to the office every day; and if you find letters for
-me, put them in the directed and stamped envelopes I gave you, and post
-them with your own hand—do you hear?”
-
-“Yes, ma’am, and will be sure to remember,” said Leo, almost weeping.
-
-She shook hands with her servant, and sent her love by him to Pina, and
-bade him good-bye.
-
-In another moment Drusilla and her attendant were in the coach—the only
-passengers there.
-
-Drusilla sat reclining in the corner of the back seat, but mammy, who
-had not yet seated herself, was fussing about, stowing away such
-portable luggage as they had brought in their hands.
-
-“There, honey!” she said, as she placed a carpet bag in the other corner
-of the seat, where her lady sat, and spread a soft shawl doubled over
-it, “there, that will be a tolerable pillow for you when you want to lay
-down. And here’s another shawl that’ll do to spread over you. And I
-reckon I might’s well take the lunching basket and umberella on to the
-seat with me. And, dear knows, it looks as if we was agoing to have all
-the coach to ourselves, any way; so we had no call to pay for so many
-seats we might a had for nothing.”
-
-While mammy rambled on in this manner, apparently for no other purpose
-than the pleasure of hearing the sound of her own voice, Drusilla sat
-gazing out of the window at her own pretty little carriage, with her
-faithful boy perched upon the coachman’s seat. Poor Leo was waiting to
-see his beloved mistress off before leaving the spot.
-
-“And now let me see—whar shall I put this ’ere bundle so I won’t forget
-it? And here, ma’am, you better take this purty little reticule o’ yours
-in with you, ’cause——”
-
-“Nurse,” said Drusilla, drawing in her head, “you had better sit down
-and be still. The coach is about to start.”
-
-“Yes, ma’am, so I will, soon’s ever I find a convenient place for these
-gum shoes in case we have to get out in the wet, ’cause you see, honey—”
-
-The sudden starting of the coach stopped mammy’s oration short by
-jerking her forward upon her hands and knees.
-
-“Lor’ a massy upon me! This is a pretty beginning, isn’t it now? if it’s
-all agoing to be like this!” grumbled mammy, as she gathered herself up,
-and reeled to and fro with the swinging action of the coach before she
-could recover her equilibrium and take her seat.
-
-Drusilla, who was looking out of the window, and waving her hand in a
-last adieu to her poor devoted servant, did not perceive mammy’s
-summersault or her complaints.
-
-The coach swung on at a fearful rate until it reached Fourteenth street,
-where it stopped at the great hotel there.
-
-“I s’pects here’s where they’re gwine to pick up the other passenger,
-which sorry enough am I for it as anybody else should be intruding upon
-us,” said mammy, folding her arms and sitting up as if she had been in
-her own private equipage.
-
-But Drusilla lay back in her corner, not even caring enough about her
-unknown fellow-passenger to turn her eyes towards the sidewalk.
-
-A tall young man, wrapped in a dark cloak, with its collar turned up
-around his face, and wearing a cap pulled low over his brow, came out of
-the hotel, followed by a porter with some luggage.
-
-The luggage was put into the boot behind. The young man climbed up on
-top.
-
-“Oh, a outside passenger, after all, thank goodness,” said mammy,
-reposing herself cautiously back upon the cushions to avoid another jar
-as the horses started.
-
-The coach thundered down Fourteenth street south, and onward until it
-reached the foot of the Long Bridge, where it slackened speed, as “the
-law directs.”
-
-Ah, Heaven! what pleasing, painful memories were awakened in the poor
-child’s mind and heart by the sight of this old bridge.
-
-Upon just such a day and hour as this she had crossed it for the first
-time. Then as now, the gorgeous crimson rays of the afternoon sun blazed
-down upon the river, and the wintry wooded shores were reflected in deep
-shadows along the reddened waters. Then as now, the scene was
-transfigured by the hour into supernal beauty and glory.
-
-But _then_ she was a newly made and blessed bride, seated by her
-husband’s side and going to share his home and bless his life.
-
-Scarcely eleven months had passed, and now, now she was recrossing the
-same river, gazing on the same scene, at the same hour,—a deserted wife
-though an expectant mother—a nearly heart-broken woman because an
-accusing spirit, going to confront her husband, and confound his
-criminal plans. And at this hour on the morrow, where should she be? At
-Old Lyon Hall, bringing exposure and shame upon her guilty but still
-dear Alick—bringing mortification and sorrow to his expectant young
-bride—spreading consternation and gloom among the gay wedding guests.
-Could she bear to do this? But perhaps at this hour to-morrow she might
-be dead and “past her pain,” for who could say whether she would have
-strength to live through the terrors of the scene she was so resolved to
-brave?
-
-Her mournful reverie was interrupted by mammy. The slow motion of the
-coach was favorable to conversation, and mammy loved to let her tongue
-run.
-
-“You see that sunset, don’t you, ma’am?” asked the old woman, pointing
-to where the sun was slowly sinking behind some long black clouds that
-lay along the summits of the western hills.
-
-“Yes, I see them.”
-
-“That means bad weather, ma’am. All the good Indy summer goes down with
-that sun, ma’am. You may take my ’sperience for that. We gwine to have
-rain and wind, and may be snow and sleet. For my part I pray to the Lord
-as we may reach our journey’s end before it comes too severe. When does
-you expect to get there, ma’am?”
-
-“Some time to-morrow afternoon or evening; I do not exactly know the
-hour.”
-
-The coach reached the western terminus of the bridge, passed quietly
-through it, and then rapidly increasing its speed, thundered onward over
-the rough old turnpike road.
-
-Trees, houses, farms, forests flew past as the coach whirled onward up
-hill and down dale, until it reached Alexandria.
-
-It drew up in the midst of the old town, before its office, took the
-address of the single passenger for whom it was directed to call,
-changed horses for a fresh start, and swung around into Duke street.
-
-What was it here that suddenly aroused Drusilla from her painful
-absorption in her own troubled thoughts?
-
-The coach drew up before the house in which she had been married!
-
-She let down her veil, and, growing rapidly red and pale with
-excitement, looked out.
-
-Soon the door opened, and the young minister—the very one who had
-performed her marriage ceremony—came out, carpet bag in hand, and shawl
-over his shoulders.
-
-“You see I am quite punctual,” he said, speaking to the gentleman
-passenger on top.
-
-The other did not reply, but probably made a sign, for the minister
-nodded pleasantly, saying:
-
-“Yes. I am coming up there to sit by you. Besides, the night is so fine
-it would be a pity to box one’s self up inside.”
-
-And with this the reverend traveller climbed to his place, and the coach
-started.
-
-Drusilla sat back in her corner and drew aside her veil. Then she saw at
-the same moment mammy draw her head in from the other window and raise
-her eyes with a look of astonishment.
-
-“Well, if that don’t beat Injuns!”
-
-“What, nurse?” inquired Drusilla.
-
-“Why, honey, that gentleman as has just got up on top, is the Reberend
-Mr. Hopper.”
-
-“You have known him, then,” said Drusilla, with awakened interest.
-
-“Hi, honey, why wouldn’t I know my own pastors and masters and sponsors
-in baptism? Sure I does know him, good too. Didn’t I sit underneaf of
-his preaching ebber since here he’s been till I come to lib long o’ you?
-What you talking ’bout, honey? I knows him good as I do my own chillun.”
-
-“Is he an Alexandria man?”
-
-“Oh lor, no, honey, not he! He comes from the northud and hasn’t been in
-these here parts moren’ a year; no, nor come to think of it, that long,
-nyther; ’cause I ’members well, he come the first of last Janivary as
-ebber was.”
-
-“Then,” thought Drusilla to herself, “he could not have been but a few
-days in the State before he married Alick and me.” And speaking aloud,
-she asked—“What did you say his name was, nurse? I have forgotten.”
-
-“Hopper, child! Mr. Hopper, honey; the Reberent Mr. Hopper; which
-whoever heard tell of a reberent gentleman of the name o’ Hopper, which
-to my thinking is more besuited a dancing-master, or a skipping-jack nor
-a Methody minis’er. But so it is, honey; and I ’spose people aint to be
-blamed for their misfortnit names. But what _I_ would like to know is,
-what he gwine prowlywowling ’bout the country for?” said mammy.
-
-And Drusilla shared her curiosity, though she did not answer it.
-
-“What, indeed, could be taking this young Methodist minister, who had
-married her to Alick, and who could testify to the validity of the
-marriage? What _could_ be taking him on the same day, by the same
-conveyance, on the same journey with herself? Could his errand have any
-connection with Alick’s approaching iniquitous marriage, or with his
-prior one? Indeed it looked so.
-
-“But, nonsense, I am morbid and fanciful; the minister who married us
-happens to be journeying at the same time and in the same coach with
-myself, and I jump to the conclusion that he is going to the like place
-on the like business. What a weak fool my sorrows have made me, to be
-sure,” said Drusilla to herself, taking her imagination to task for its
-vagaries.
-
-But she could not quite stop its wanderings.
-
-“I’ll tell you what, honey, the night is a going to be a bad one. Them
-clouds over there is a banking up like mountains of soot. And the most
-_I_ care for is this:—it will drive them there passengers from the top
-to the inside, to moilest us,” said mammy, drawing her head in from the
-window.
-
-“Well, they have a right to come, nurse. You would not keep them out in
-the rain all night, would you?”
-
-“Yes; that I would; ’cause I want to have the coach all to ourselves,”
-said mammy, positively.
-
-It was quite dark and very cloudy when the coach reached the little,
-rural town of Drainsville, where the horses were to be changed and the
-passengers were to take tea.
-
-“Come, honey; les us get out,” said mammy, hiding away some of her
-treasures, while she loaded herself with others.
-
-“I think I would rather stay here, nurse,” said Drusilla, languidly.
-
-“No, no, no,” objected mammy, authoritatively, “not at all. I can’t
-allow it. The coach will be here for a good half an hour. You get out,
-and come in the house, and walk about a little to stretch your limbs;
-and take off your bonnet to ease your head, and have your tea
-comfortable. It will freshen you up a heap for the rest of the journey.
-
-“And the goodness gracious alive knows as you _need_ freshening up, and
-you won’t get another chance till the stage stops at Frostville to
-breakfast. And that will be a good twelve hour long. Think of that, now,
-and do as I ’vises of you.”
-
-Before mammy was half through her exordium, Drusilla, convinced by her
-eloquence, had risen to her feet, and was drawing her cloak around her.
-
-She saw through the darkness her fellow-travellers from the top get off
-and go into the bar-room of the neat and comfortable inn. And she gave
-her hand to the guard, who kindly came around to help her to alight.
-
-“There, Miss, there is the private door—a nice place, Miss, with a nice
-landlady and a good table; shall I take you in, Miss?” he inquired,
-hoisting a large umbrella, for it was now beginning to rain.
-
-“Thanks, yes,” returned Drusilla, “the ground seems slippery.”
-
-“This way, if you please, Miss.”
-
-“Bad manners to your imperence, this lady is a married lady, and not a
-young Miss,” said mammy, indignantly.
-
-“Beg pardon; but I thought the madam _looked_ young,” said the guard,
-laughing, yet not disrespectfully.
-
-He took her safely across the slippery way, and showed her into a neat,
-well warmed and lighted parlor, where the table was cleanly set for tea.
-
-The landlady, a cheerful, hospitable looking person, as a landlady
-should be, came to meet her.
-
-“Would you like to go to a bedroom, ma’am?” inquired the smiling
-hostess, who was led into no mistake by the child face of her guest,
-because her quick and experienced eye had discovered the truth at a
-glance.
-
-“Yes, please,” answered Drusilla.
-
-And preceded by the landlady and followed by the nurse, she was taken up
-stairs to a large bed room, whose red carpet, white walls and draperies,
-and bright fire, gave it a very pleasant aspect.
-
-Drusilla sauntered about, enjoying the privilege of locomotion.
-
-“You’ll have tea, I suppose, ma’am?” inquired the hostess.
-
-“Yes, please; and I will have it here,” answered Drusilla, as she took
-off her bonnet and laid it on the table.
-
-The landlady left the room to issue orders.
-
-While waiting for her tea, Drusilla washed her face and took down her
-hair and combed it out, and then did it up loosely in a net, so that she
-would be able to lie down and sleep with it so. Then she made the
-fastenings of her clothing easy.
-
-And by the time she had finished preparing her toilet for the night
-journey, a maid-servant appeared with a tablecloth and tea tray.
-
-Drusilla drank two cups of tea, for she was feverishly thirsty. And
-then, being scolded into the measure by mammy, who assured her that two
-lives depended on her feeding, she ate a buttered muffin, and the breast
-of a boiled chicken with cream sauce.
-
-Drusilla, in the child-like simplicity of her heart, would have made her
-nurse sit down to the table and partake her supper.
-
-But mammy asserted that she—Aunt Hector—knew her place. And so she
-filled the slop bowl brimming full of tea, piled up a plate with three
-quarters of the chicken and half a dozen muffins, went off to a distant
-corner of the room, seated herself upon an old chest, ranged her supper
-around her, and, with a promptness and dispatch that made her mistress
-stare, she dispatched all these edibles, and announced herself in
-condition to pursue her journey.
-
-“And now if the coach is ready, I is.”
-
-But if mammy and the coach were both ready, the passengers at the
-tea-table down stairs were not; but the coach was not so very strictly
-confined to time, and so it was a good quarter of an hour longer, and
-Drusilla had ample leisure to put on her bonnet, and to pay her bill,
-before she and her attendant were summoned to take their places.
-
-The guard kindly and carefully assisted the delicate young matron into
-her corner of the back seat, saying that he would warn the other
-passengers who were coming in for the night that the whole of it
-belonged to her.
-
-She thanked him, and then called to her nurse to make haste and enter.
-
-“Yes, honey, yes; I’m coming just as soon’s ever I catch my eyes on them
-two little red morocky trunks, which I haven’t seen ’em since we left
-Alexandry,” said mammy, who was behind the coach, engaged in a sharp
-argument with both coachman and hostler.
-
-“I tell you, woman,” said the former, “the blamed red trunks is all
-right. They is inside of the boot, kivered over with the ile skin to
-keep out the wet.”
-
-“Yes, so you say; but I’d a heap rather see ’em with my own two looking
-eyes. And believe you I won’t till I does,” snapped mammy.
-
-“There then, blast you, look for yourself,” said the hostler, pulling
-apart the leathern flaps of the boot.
-
-Mammy peeped through the aperture, and seeing the treasure safe, she
-smiled and said:
-
-“Thank ye, sir. Sorry to give you trouble; but seeing is believing, and
-nothing short of it aint.—Yes, honey; yes, honey, I’m coming now!” she
-exclaimed, in answer to her lady’s repeated summonses.
-
-Mammy tumbled up into the coach with even more than her usual blundering
-awkwardness; for it was as dark as Tophet, and the guard did not seem to
-consider it necessary to hold a light to such a refractory passenger.
-And so mammy, after fumbling blindly about to find the seat she had
-formerly occupied, turned and dropped herself heavily down upon a
-gentleman’s lap. A simultaneous—
-
-“Oh!”
-
-A cry of pain from the victim and of surprise from the oppressor arose.
-
-“Beg pardon, sir, I’m sure; but I’m a heavy ole ’oman, and you shouldn’t
-a hit up agin me.”
-
-“Hit up agin you! Oh!” exclaimed the injured party, in a tragi-comic
-groan.
-
-At the sound of his voice Drusilla started violently, and lowered her
-veil; though in fact it was too dark either to see or to be seen; for
-oh! with what a thrill of vague dread she recognized Dick Hammond’s
-tones, although she could not discern his face!
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t yowl out in that onyearthly way, sir; you’ll
-disturb a deliky lady I has in my charge,” expostulated mammy.
-
-“Oh, I’ll roar you softly an’ it were a sucking dove, and bear my
-tortures with the patience of a slaughtered lamb,” laughed Dick, in a
-lachrymose manner.
-
-“I hope it aint as bad as all that, sir. Take a sup o’ brandy out of my
-bottle,” said mammy, feeling about all the vacant seats with her big
-hands.
-
-At this instant the coach started so suddenly with such a violent lurch,
-that mammy was jerked back, and precipitated upon the knees of the
-unlucky Dick. And in scrambling upon her feet she laid hold of his hair
-to help herself up by.
-
-“Outch!” screeched the victim. “She’s finished me now. She has scalped
-me and broken both my legs. I know they’ll have to be amputated!”
-
-“Very sorry, sir, I’m sure,” said mammy, as she reeled about with the
-swinging of the coach, and finally dropped into a vacant seat. “Very
-sorry, but you _will_ keep a hitting up agin me. I hope you aint hurt
-much?”
-
-“Hurt much? I tell you you have crushed both my knees to a pulp, and I
-know I shall have to get them taken off.”
-
-“Very sorry, sir! but I can recommend you to a doctor as saws legs off
-beautiful, and likewise to a upholster who sells elegant wooden ones,”
-said mammy, sympathetically.
-
-“Many thanks! But how about my head? You have pulled two great handfuls
-of hair out by the roots, and I know I shall have to get the rest
-shaved!” laughed and groaned Dick.
-
-“Well, sir, I can direct you to a gentleman of the barbarous line of
-business, who will shave your head as clean as a peeled potaty, and sell
-you a lovely false wig.”
-
-“A million of gratitudes! When I require your valuable guidance I will
-seek it. But for the present, I begin to suspect that my limbs were not
-quite crushed, but only benumbed; and instead of being scalped outright
-I have only lost a handful of hair,” said Dick, as he settled himself
-comfortably in his seat, and subsided into silence.
-
-“How does you feel now, honey? Is you comformerble?” inquired mammy, in
-a low tone, addressing her charge.
-
-She received no answer.
-
-“I do b’lieve how she’s sleep. How is you getting along, honey?”
-repeated mammy. But with no better success.
-
-“I do ’spose she _is_ ’sleep! But, Lor’, I daren’t go nearer to her to
-see for fear I should fall on her, and mash her, which would be
-dreadful. Tell me if you is asleep, honey; ’cause if you is I won’t wake
-you up,” said mammy, raising her voice, and listening attentively.
-
-But still she received no reply,
-
-“Wonder what’s the matter with her?” muttered mammy, uneasily.
-
-“She’s asleep,” answered Dick.
-
-“Well, if she’s ’sleep, why couldn’t she tell me so when I axed her?”
-
-“She has told you so,” replied Dick.
-
-“Lor’! why she hasn’t said a single word!”
-
-“No; but she has told you so in the only way a sleeper could,—by her
-silence. If she had been awake, she would have spoken; wouldn’t she?”
-
-“Sure enough; I never thought of that before. See what it is to have a
-head-piece. But is you sartain sure she is asleep?”
-
-“Certain sure,” answered Dick, bending forward, and listening to the
-soft, low, regular breathing of his invisible fellow-passenger.
-
-“Well, thank Goodness for that!” said mammy, as she settled herself to
-rest.
-
-The stage-coach had been thundering on its way at a tremendous rate for
-several miles, but now it had to cross a broad but shallow stream and to
-go slowly.
-
-Suddenly, Dick yawned, and then, addressing his fat neighbor, inquired:
-
-“Does your ladyship object to smoking?”
-
-“Yes, sir,” replied mammy, sharply; “my ladyship _do_ very much so,
-indeed; and so do my missus,—which, sleeping or ’waking, I believe it
-would make her sick.”
-
-“Oh, your missus! True? Well, let’s see what sort of weather it is
-outside—though, in point of fact, I had rather bear the rain than
-forbear my cigar,” said Dick, as he opened the window and looked forth
-into the blackness of the night.
-
-The rain had ceased and the clouds had parted as with the promise of
-clearing off entirely. A few stars were shining out.
-
-“Come; not so bad a night after all. I have been out in worse. And as
-soon as we get upon dry land again, I think I will climb up on top and
-take a smoke. Eh, what do you say, Aunty? Shall I help you up also? I
-know you’d like your pipe!” said Dick.
-
-“I scorn your insiniwations, sir, and I ’vises of you, if you is agoing
-out in the damp night air, as you’d better take care and not get cold in
-your ‘raw head and bloody bones,’ as you was a-complaining of.”
-
-“Thanks for your caution, Aunty. I shall be sure to profit by it,”
-laughed Dick.
-
-And then as the coach was slowly crawling out of the mud that bordered
-the shallow stream, he called the coachman to halt.
-
-“I wish to get up on top,” said Dick.
-
-And when the man complied with his wishes, Dick left his seat and went
-up.
-
-There now remained two other passengers besides Drusilla and her
-attendant. These were two gentlemen that occupied the corners of the
-front seat, with their backs to the horses. But they sat so quietly that
-but for their breathing and an occasional cough or low-toned word, mammy
-would have been unconscious of their presence.
-
-And now Drusilla bent forward and cautiously touched the nurse, and
-whispered:
-
-“Mammy, come and sit by me. I have something to say to you. Don’t answer
-me aloud, but do as I tell you.”
-
-“Lor’, honey, is you waked up? It was that there man a-making of his
-noise, getting outn’t his seat. Some people can’t never keep quiet. But,
-honey, I’m afraid if I moves I might fall on you,” said mammy.
-
-“No, you won’t; we have no jolts here. Guide yourself by the left side
-of the seat, and I will give you my hand.”
-
-“Yes, honey,” said the old woman, and slowly and carefully she changed
-her “base,” and safely reached the haven beside her mistress.
-
-“Nurse,” whispered Drusilla, “I have not been asleep.”
-
-“My! haven’t you, honey? Why didn’t you answer me, then?”
-
-“Because I did not wish to talk. That gentleman who got in just the
-moment before you, is a passenger that was picked up at Drainsville, he
-is the same person who brought me the bad news yesterday.”
-
-“Don’t say!”
-
-“Hush! speak very low; we are not alone, you know.”
-
-“And to think I never knowed him agin.”
-
-“That is not strange. It is quite too dark for you to have seen his
-face. I only knew him by his voice.”
-
-“Well, I heard his woice too; but I didn’t know it agin.”
-
-“You heard it only in a moment of terror, and when its very sound was
-unnatural. It is not strange that you should not have recognized it
-again.”
-
-“Well, I’m sure! Where’s he going?”
-
-“I don’t know, nurse. Probably where _we_ are going. But I do not wish
-him to recognize _me_, lest he should like me to talk; and I cannot talk
-of my affairs. I say this to caution you. Be on you guard.”
-
-“Yes, honey, I’ll be on my guard. And you may keep yourself dark during
-the night; but I don’t see how you gwine to manage when it is daylight.”
-
-“I must keep my veil down,” said Drusilla.
-
-“Well, honey, I hope you will succeed.”
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLIV.
- HOW SHE SPED.
-
- The night drave on * * *
- The wind blew as ’twad blaun its last,
- The rattling showers rushed on the blast,
- The speedy gleams the darkness swallowed.
- Deep, lang and loud the tempest bellowed,
- From heav’n the clouds pour all their floods,
- The doubling storm roars through the woods.—BURNS.
-
-
-Light here and there, like sparks of fire in seas of darkness. Darkness
-within and without. The two red lamps that flanked the coachman’s seat,
-the single lantern carried by the guard, and the bright point of Dick’s
-cigar as he sat smoking on the top of the coach, only seemed by contrast
-to make that darkness deeper.
-
-The coach slowly clawed up a long hill at the summit of which was a
-country inn, with its usual accessories of grocery-store, blacksmith’s
-shop and post-office.
-
-Here all was cheerful bustle, with the glancing lights, the voices of
-men, the tramp of steeds, and all the merry movement of a way station.
-
-And here the coach stopped to change horses.
-
-The outside passenger jumped down and went into the little bar-room of
-the inn, which Drusilla could see from her window was half filled with
-country loafers and village politicians, drinking, smoking, discussing
-the news, and settling the elections. In two minutes the outside
-passenger was “hail fellow, well met,” with every one of them, and
-generously treating the whole company with the best in the bar. Ah, poor
-Dick!
-
-Meanwhile the guard came to the coach door with his lantern, and
-inquired if any of the ladies or gentlemen desired to get out for
-refreshments, as they should stop there fifteen minutes.
-
-The two gentlemen on the front seat at once left the coach. As they got
-out, Drusilla saw that one was the Reverend Mr. Hopper. The other was
-the stranger they had taken up first in Washington.
-
-When they had disappeared, the guard turned to Drusilla and repeated his
-question, whether she or her attendant would like to leave the coach.
-
-Drusilla politely declined to do so. But mammy got up and tumbled out of
-the coach, and called to one of the hostlers;
-
-“Hey! I say! Come here, you sir, and fetch a light this way.”
-
-The man who was thus summoned, thinking that some accident had happened,
-ran to the spot, demanding:
-
-“What is it?”
-
-“I want you just to look in that there leather place behind, and see if
-them there little red morocky trunks is all right.”
-
-“Blast you and your trunks too! Who do you think is going to be bothered
-with them?” angrily retorted the man as he left her.
-
-“Come in, nurse. Oh, _do_ come in,” pleaded Drusilla, from the window.
-“I am _sure_ the trunks are all safe.”
-
-But mammy was not in a very compliant humor. She ran splashing through
-slop and mire, and burst into the bar-room, exclaiming:
-
-“Oh, do, kind gentlemen, some of you come out and see if them there two
-little red morocky trunks of the madam’s is all right.”
-
-The company around the fire stared at her in astonishment and ridicule.
-
-But Dick, the most good-natured of all creatures, took up a light and
-followed her.
-
-“Here, sir,” she said, leading the way to the boot, “just you pull apart
-these here flaps and hold the light so I can peep in and see.”
-
-Dick laughingly complied with her request.
-
-“Yes, there they is, thank goodness, safe as _yet_. Thanky’ sir. Now
-I’ll get in the coach, please,” she said, with a courtesy as she
-returned to the side of her charge.
-
-“Is it raining?” inquired Drusilla.
-
-“No, honey, but black as Beelzebub; so it must come down heavy enough
-afore long. And now, honey, while them there men is all out’n the way
-let me make you comfortable for the night. You come over on this middle
-seat while I make you a bed on the back one.”
-
-Drusilla complied, for she was very, very weary with sitting up so long.
-
-Mammy, with the help of a softly-packed carpet bag, that served for a
-pillow, with a clean pocket handkerchief spread over it for a case, and
-two large shawls for coverings, made a very comfortable couch.
-
-Drusilla took off her bonnet and hung it up, and loosened her hair and
-her clothes, and lay down. And mammy tucked her up.
-
-Just at this moment came the guard with a tray and a tumbler.
-
-“One of the gentlemen from the inn has sent this to the lady with his
-respectful compliments, and begs she will take it,” he said, as he
-handed the oiler in at the window.
-
-“Yes, honey, you take it, and drink it, too. It’s a hot mulled port wine
-negus, spiced; and it will warm you and put you to sleep,” said mammy,
-as she took the glass from the messenger and passed it to the mistress.
-
-The poor, chilled, tired and nervous creature really needed and felt
-that she needed just such a cordial at just that hour. She inhaled its
-steamy, spicy fragrance with satisfaction and desire, yet she hesitated
-to take it.
-
-“I don’t know who sent it, nurse,” she said.
-
-“Now what the mischief _that_ got to do with it? Do _that_ make it
-hotter or worse? I s’pect the good-natured young man who ’cused me o’
-scalping him and breaking of his legs sent it. But that’s nyther here
-nor there. Whoever sent it, sent it in kindness; and don’t you ever
-’fuse human kindness when you needs it, come from where it will, ’cause
-it hurts the feelings in the saftest place. Here, honey, drink it while
-it’s steaming hot—hot as love.”
-
-“Well,” said Drusilla, taking the glass and sipping the cordial, “when
-you return the glass, send word to the gentleman that I thank him very
-much for his thoughtfulness in sending me this restorative, and that I
-know it will do me good.”
-
-Five minutes after, when Drusilla, having finished her cordial, was
-comfortably reposing on her couch, and the guard came for the glass,
-mammy delivered her message thus:
-
-“Tell the young man as sent this that the madam says how she’s very much
-obleeged to him for the hot stuff, which it has gone right to the right
-place, and done her good and no mistake.”
-
-The next moment the three gentlemen passengers took their places inside
-the coach, two of them sitting on the front seat in opposite corners,
-and one of them, Dick, sitting on the middle seat beside mammy.
-
-The coach started again. The night was so dark, and the down-hill road
-so steep, that its progress was cautiously slow.
-
-The male passengers wrapped themselves closely in their “mauds,” pulled
-their caps down over their eyes, and composed themselves to sleep.
-
-Mammy opened her luncheon basket, and, having first hospitably offered
-to share its contents with each and all of her fellow-passengers and
-been politely refused, set to work and ate a very hearty supplementary
-supper off the best it contained of food and drink, and then gathered up
-the fragments and put them away.
-
-Finally, she took off her best bonnet—of the Quaker or Methodist
-pattern,—hung it up beside her mistress’s, tied a little woollen shawl
-over her head, wrapped a big one around her shoulders, and resigned
-herself to rest.
-
-Soon all were sleeping except Drusilla, who, physically speaking, was
-more favorably placed for sleep than any of the others. She lay very
-comfortably, really rocked, not racked, by the swinging motion of the
-coach as it rolled down hill. She was very tired, and so, in a bodily
-sense, she almost enjoyed this soft reposing and easy rocking; but she
-was not sleepy, for her mind was too active with the thoughts of what
-lay around and before her.
-
-Where was Dick Hammond and Mr. Hopper going? Who was the tall, dark
-gentleman they had taken up at Washington, and who certainly seemed to
-be of the same party, since she had seen him signalling to Mr. Hopper?
-Was their errand in the country connected with the same sad business
-that was taking herself thither?
-
-Dick might be only going down in answer to his uncle’s invitation to the
-wedding, she reflected. “But, no, not so!” she thought, instantly
-repudiating the idea that Richard Hammond, after all that he had said in
-reprobation of the iniquitous marriage, could possibly sanction it by
-his presence.
-
-But what then was he going for? and why was he taking Mr. Hopper and
-that other gentleman—who looked as if he were in some way connected with
-the law, along with him?
-
-Was he going to denounce Alick to his uncle and cousin? Was he taking
-Mr. Hopper down as a witness to Alick’s former marriage? And the
-mysterious legal-looking gentleman as a prosecutor?
-
-As these thoughts chased themselves through her mind, she clasped her
-hands and moaned.
-
-Oh, were they all three combining to go and overwhelm her Alick, and
-cover him with humiliation and confusion? she asked herself; and for the
-moment her Alick appeared to her, not as a criminal pursued by the just
-avengers, but as a victim hunted down by relentless persecutors, of whom
-she saw herself the chief.
-
-“Oh, why—oh, why couldn’t I have kept still and let him marry his cousin
-and be happy with her? Oh, Alick! oh, poor Alick! But that would have
-been a crime. Ah, Heaven, how hard is my lot to have to choose between
-making him wretched or leaving him criminal!” she moaned, twisting her
-fingers and weeping.
-
-She dreaded the coming of the morning. She feared the daylight that
-might discover her face to these men, who she thought were confederated
-to ruin her husband. She dreaded their recognizing and speaking to her.
-But she was determined to have nothing to say to them, or to do with
-them; for, under present circumstances she felt that any intercourse
-between her and them would look too much like entering into their
-conspiracy. And now her whole gentle soul revolted in horror from those
-three harmless and unconscious gentlemen, who were reclining on the
-seats before her, and “sleeping the sleep of innocence.”
-
-Yes; all in the coach were at rest except herself. Nor could she, with
-all her mental distress, very long resist the influences that were
-wooing her to repose. Her excessive bodily fatigue, combined with the
-soporific qualities of the spiced cordial she had taken, the swinging
-motion of the coach and the lulling sound of the falling rain, soon
-overcame her consciousness, and she too slumbered in forgetfulness of
-all her sorrows.
-
-She slept on for several hours, until she was awakened by the flashing
-of lights, the hallooing of men and the trampling of beasts, as the
-coach stopped to change horses at one of the nosiest post-houses on the
-road.
-
-The other passengers were aroused at the same time.
-
-Mammy awoke from some dream of her professional duties, yawned,
-stretching her jaws almost to dislocation, and thereby discovering a
-most fearful abyss, and still dreaming, exclaiming:
-
-“Yaw-aw! Yes, honey! Tell the madam I’ll be up and dressed in one
-minute. And tell that boy to run for the doctor. Ow! Yaw-aw!”
-
-But at this noisy station the people were very active. And before the
-good woman could collect her faculties the coach started, and she
-herself was again precipitated down into the land of “Nod.”
-
-Drusilla could not sleep again, so to ease her position she sat up and
-reclined back in the corner of her seat, and in a dreamy, half-conscious
-condition she gazed through the opposite window.
-
-At first it seemed but a solid wall of darkness past which the coach was
-so swiftly whirling; but gradually, as her eyes accustomed themselves to
-the circumstances, this darkness grew less opaque, this obscurity less
-impenetrable, until at length she could dimly discern the boundaries of
-mountains, valleys, forests, and the outlines of rocks, trees and
-buildings.
-
-At long intervals she could perceive the form of some solitary
-farm-house, with its barn, shed, cattle-pen, field, orchard and garden.
-Half waking, she would wonder who lived and worked there; and half
-sleeping, she would people the place with the beings of her dream.
-
-Sometimes she saw a lonely woodcutter’s cottage on the edge of a forest,
-and vaguely conjectured what sort of life its denizens led. Once in such
-a place she saw a single light burning in the tiny window of a little
-upper chamber, in the interior of which the shadow of a woman was
-bending over the shadow of a sick-bed. She had but a glimpse of all
-this, as the coach rolled past, yet her ready sympathies went forth to
-the poor watcher and the suffering invalid.
-
-Once she was treated to a brilliant picture in the darkness—an oasis in
-the desert. It was a bran new, commodious country house, well seated on
-a hill; lights were glancing from every window; music was borne forth
-upon the wind; even in that inclement weather, somebody seemed to be
-giving a great party and to be keeping it up all night. But before she
-could observe more the coach had rushed by and left the festive scene
-far behind.
-
-Once she noticed a little road-side hut, and in its doorway, a poor, old
-woman, thinly clad, holding a lantern in her hand and bending outward in
-an attitude of intense anxiety, as if looking for some one. “In her poor
-way, she is watching and waiting, as I used to do. Has she a husband, or
-perhaps a son, who is breaking her heart?” mused Drusilla, as the coach
-swung onward and left this sad picture also in its rear.
-
-Such signs of life, however, were very rare, on that lonely road, at
-that late hour. The few hamlets, farms and huts they passed were for the
-most part shut up, dark and silent as graves.
-
-But they were now penetrating deeper and deeper into the mountain
-fastnesses; and farm-houses and villages were fewer and farther between.
-For miles and miles nothing but the most savage solitudes loomed in the
-blackness of darkness through which they passed. And Drusilla, reclining
-back in her corner, dreamily gazing forth through the rain-dimmed window
-upon this obscure scene, vaguely wondered when these solitudes would be
-peopled, when this wilderness would “bloom and blossom as the rose.”
-
-And so, while all her fellow-passengers were deeply buried in
-unconsciousness, she dreamed on her waking dream. But often in the midst
-of these reveries the sudden sharp recollection of her own trouble
-pierced her heart like a sword and drew from her lips a bitter groan.
-Then again the influence of the scene and hour, the obscurity, the
-picturesqueness, the rocking motion of the coach, the soothing sound of
-the falling rain without, the silence and stillness of all within,
-lulled her senses to repose if not to sleep.
-
-Thus, slumbering, dreaming, starting, waking, she passed this weird
-night, that ever in her after life seemed to her less like the reality
-than like the phantasmagoria of a hasheesh-conjured vision.
-
-Towards morning, being very much wearied with sitting up, she lay down
-again, and, as is usual with uneasy sleepers, just at daylight she fell
-into a deep and dreamless sleep.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLV.
- DRUSILLA’S ARRIVAL.
-
- What shall she be ere night?—BYRON.
-
-
-She slept profoundly and until she was rudely awakened by a shock of
-noise and action.
-
-It was now broad day, and it was raining hard. The coach was drawn up
-before the door of the large, low building, the one hotel in the
-mountain hamlet. Hostlers and porters were crowding around it.
-
-Drusilla lay quietly in her shadowy recess, resolved not to move until
-the male passengers had left the stage, which she saw they were
-preparing to do.
-
-First, Dick Hammond climbed over mammy, who was still fast asleep, and
-got out. Then the minister and the lawyer, one after the other,
-surmounted the same obstruction and passed on the same way. And these
-three gentlemen went into the bar-room.
-
-But mammy slept on.
-
-Drusilla sat up and quickly tightened her own dress and put on her
-bonnet. And then she tried to wake her attendant, but without success;
-for mammy did nothing but yawn and talk in her sleep and settle herself
-to rest again; until the guard came, and, shaking her roughly, shouted
-in her ears:
-
-“Come, come, old woman! wake up and get out! the coach stops here to
-breakfast.”
-
-“Yaw! yaw! I just said how it would be! I know’d it would happen before
-morning!” said mammy, yawning fearfully and then opening her eyes and
-exclaiming:
-
-“Oh, dear! why, what’s this? Where is we, to be sure? Oh, I members!
-This must be Frostville. And now I wonder if them there little red
-morocky trunks is safe?”
-
-“Yes, yes, nurse, of course they are safe. And now come and do let us
-get into the hotel as quickly as possible,” said Drusilla, impatiently,
-for she saw that the people in charge of the stage were vexed at the
-delay.
-
-“Why, Lor’, honey, is _you_ awake at last? Well, I declare! How sound
-you _did_ sleep all night, to be sure! and a blessed thing for you, too;
-but as for me, I couldn’t close my eyes all the whole night, for
-watching of you, and thinking of them there two little red morocky
-trunks. I wonder if they _is_ safe,” said mammy, uneasily.
-
-“Yes, yes, blame you! Come, get out! I can’t stop here waiting on you
-all day,” said the guard, half angrily. And with very little ceremony he
-bundled the old woman out of the coach.
-
-And then he hoisted an umbrella, and held it over the delicate young
-invalid as he helped her to alight, and led her across to the private
-door of the hotel.
-
-Mammy followed, dragging all her belongings, and grumbling:
-
-“I haven’t seen them there little red morocky trunks yet, which it is my
-private belief that the guards is in league with the highway robbers,
-same as they say the p’lice is with the burglarians in the towns; and
-they ’wides spiles, share and share alike, that I do. Goodness knows,
-one needs to have one’s eyes all around one’s head, and all of ’em wide
-open all the time, to watch these fellers.”
-
-“Nurse, be quiet. The trunks are safe; or, if they are not, the loss is
-mine,” said Drusilla.
-
-“The loss may be yours, but the illconweniency is mine, ma’am. How in
-the world am I to do my perfessional dooty without my proper
-conveniences?” inquired mammy.
-
-But before her question could be answered, the guard had conducted her
-mistress into the best parlor of the humble hotel.
-
-It was a very pleasant place to come into out of the rain; a spacious
-room with a low ceiling, and an ample fire-place with a huge fire of
-pine and oak wood roaring and blazing up the chimney; on the floor a
-home made carpet; at the windows, home made blue paper blinds; along the
-walls, country manufactured chip-bottomed chairs and chintz-covered
-sofas; over the wooden mantel-piece, the oldest fashioned looking-glass,
-ornamented with peacock’s feathers;—altogether it was a room breathing
-of real rustic life, and very refreshing after velvet carpets, satin
-damask draperies, gilded chairs, and cheval mirrors.
-
-Many doors opened from this large, low parlor into many other rooms, for
-in this mountain region the houses were all built on one floor and of
-one story, to protect them from injury by the high winds of that
-locality.
-
-Drusilla stood for a little while before this beautiful fire, basking in
-its genial warmth; and then to relieve her long cramped limbs, she
-walked up and down the cheerful room and looked through the windows upon
-the busy scene without, in which landlord, postmaster, coachman, guard
-and hostlers seemed all to take an important part.
-
-Tired of this view, she turned from the windows, and then, from an open
-door on the left side of the fire-place, she had a view of the long
-coffee-room, in which was set forth a very inviting breakfast. There all
-her fellow-passengers, as well as many other persons, were impatiently
-waiting for the signal to sit down to the table.
-
-Drusilla not wishing to join this company, went to the bell and rang it
-peremptorily.
-
-A chamber-maid answered the summons.
-
-“Can I have a bedroom at once?” inquired the lady.
-
-“Oh, yes, ma’am, certainly. This way, if you please,” smiled the woman,
-opening one of the many doors and leading the way into an inner chamber
-of the same general character as the parlor, except that it was
-furnished with a bed and a toilet table, with pure white dimity
-hangings, and a wash-stand with a plenty of fresh water and clean
-towels.
-
-Drusilla threw herself into the white draperied easy chair, before the
-blazing wood-fire, and then inquired—
-
-“Can I have breakfast for myself and my attendant served here?”
-
-“Oh, yes, ma’am, certainly,” assented the woman, in what seemed to be
-her stereotyped phrase.
-
-“Then I would like to have it soon, if you please,” said Drusilla.
-
-The girl went away to execute her orders.
-
-Drusilla, left alone with her nurse, laid off her bonnet, and bathed her
-face and hands and arranged her hair.
-
-While engaged in this refreshing process, she overheard voices speaking
-in the parlor she had just left.
-
-They appeared to belong to Dick and his companions, and they seemed to
-be discussing with the landlord the speediest manner in which to
-prosecute their journey.
-
-“You say the new Bee-line of coaches across country is started,
-landlord?” spoke Dick.
-
-“Yes, sir; started on Monday. The road was first opened on Saturday.”
-
-“At what hour do they pass here?”
-
-“At half-past ten, sir, almost to a minute.”
-
-“And they pass directly through Hammondsville?”
-
-“Directly, sir.”
-
-“And Hammondsville is within six or eight miles of Old Lyon Hall, while
-Saulsburg is nine or ten miles off. Besides, at Hammondsville, I shall
-be near enough to my place, Hammond Hill, to get my own horses, with
-altogether a better chance of reaching our destination to-night. Come! I
-have a good mind to have my luggage taken off, and to wait for the
-Bee-line coach. What do you say, gentlemen!” inquired Dick.
-
-“I say that we had best first be sure that we can get places in the new
-coach before we give up our seats in the old one. ‘A bird in the hand is
-worth two in the bush,’ you know,” answered the lawyer.
-
-“What are the chances of our obtaining places, landlord?” inquired the
-clergyman.
-
-“How many places do you want, gentlemen?” inquired ‘my host.’
-
-“Only three; and, rather than miss, we would not mind taking outside
-places.”
-
-“Oh, be at ease, sir; I can almost insure you places on these terms,
-either outside or inside. At this season of the year, the coaches are
-very seldom crowded.”
-
-“All right!” said Dick, “I will go and have our luggage taken off this
-one.”
-
-“Thank Heaven, we are going to lose our fellow-passengers!” exclaimed
-Drusilla.
-
-“I thanks Heaven, too, for that same. But long’s that young man’s gwine
-to have his luggidge took off I must go and see that he don’t get hold
-of them there two little red morocky trunks,” said mammy, starting off
-for the door.
-
-“Indeed you shall do no such thing,” said Drusilla, laying hold of her.
-
-“But why musn’t I then?”
-
-“Because in the first place the trunks are in no sort of danger.
-Gentlemen are not thieves.”
-
-“Oh, indeed!”
-
-“And in the second place, I would rather lose the whole of our luggage
-than have that gentleman recognize you, as I believe he fortunately
-failed to do last night. Sit down and keep quiet. I insist upon it,
-nurse!”
-
-The old woman dropped down into a chair, grumbling.
-
-“And I’d like to know what we is to do if them there two little red
-morocky trunks is lost or stolen!”
-
-“The risk is mine alone, nurse. And now hush, for here is the waiter
-come to lay the cloth for our breakfast,” said Drusilla.
-
-Very soon a most delicious morning meal was laid before them—fragrant
-coffee, maple-sugar, rich cream, hot rolls, fresh butter, venison
-steaks, pure honey—luxuries to be found in their perfections only on the
-mountains.
-
-Mammy inhaled the aromas arising from this breakfast table as though
-every breath was a delight. She coaxed and scolded her mistress into
-making a very good meal.
-
-And then she made a very much better one herself.
-
-After this they prepared to resume their journey.
-
-In going out to take her seat in the coach, Drusilla drew down her veil
-to avoid recognition, in any chance-meeting with Mr. Hammond. She need
-not have done so, for poor Dick was in the bar-room treating his
-friends.
-
-The weather was worse than ever. From the clouds above the rain was
-pouring in torrents; from the valleys below the vapors were rising in
-heavy fogs. The boundaries of the mountain scenery were lost in mist.
-
-The day was as dim with a white obscurity as the night had been with a
-black one.
-
-Drusilla and her attendant had the inside of the coach all to themselves
-for the next few hours.
-
-Drusilla, almost worn out with her journey, reclined at nearly full
-length upon the back seat.
-
-Mammy, having asked and obtained leave, lay down upon the front seat.
-
-The remainder of their journey passed monotonously enough, being varied
-only by the stopping of the coach at the regular post-houses to change
-horses, and by the altercations between mammy and the guard relative to
-the safety of “them there two little red morocky trunks,” which the
-guard mentally consigned to the demon full fifty times before they
-reached their destination.
-
-About noon they stopped to change horses at a small hamlet, where they
-were joined by other passengers—two honest, good-humored-looking
-countrymen, who immediately upon their entrance, began to talk of the
-great wedding which was to come off that same night at Old Lyon Hall.
-
-From their talk Drusilla understood that she was approaching the
-neighborhood of the old manor.
-
-Deeply interested in the subject of their conversation, she first forced
-herself to listen calmly, and then to speak.
-
-“Can you tell me how far we are from Old Lyon Hall?” she inquired of the
-elder man.
-
-“Well, goodness, no, Miss, not exactly; though if I were to hazard a
-guess, I should say betwixt twenty and thirty miles, more or less,”
-answered the man.
-
-“What is the nearest point at which the road passes the hall?” she next
-inquired.
-
-“Well, for the life of me, Miss, I could not tell! But the nearest
-stopping-place is Saulsburg; and that’s pretty near twenty miles off
-here, I know. Might you be going to the Old Hall, Miss?” inquired the
-traveller, feeling quite free to follow her example and ask questions in
-his turn.
-
-“I am going to Saulsburg,” answered Drusilla, evasively.
-
-“Ah!—There’s to be a grand wedding at the old Hall to-night, Miss,” said
-the traveller.
-
-“So I have heard,” coldly answered Drusilla, almost regretting that she
-had opened a conversation with this traveller, and wishing now to close
-it.
-
-But the good man was well started on the great subject of the day and
-the place, and he would talk of nothing but the wedding, and to nobody
-but Drusilla, thinking, doubtless, that a lady, and a young lady too,
-would be most likely to feel interested in the theme.
-
-Fortunately for Drusilla, her talkative fellow-passenger got out at the
-very next stopping-place.
-
-Now, having passed the greatest range of the mountains, they were coming
-into a rather better settled portion of the country, and way-passengers
-were getting in or out at every post-house; and the theme of
-conversation with every one of these was—not the crops, nor the races,
-nor the elections, but—the grand wedding to come off that night at old
-Lyon Hall.
-
-About three o’clock in the afternoon they reached the little hamlet of
-Saulsburg, consisting merely of a small inn and a half a dozen cottages,
-nestled at the foot of the Wild Mountain and upon the banks of the Wild
-River.
-
-Here Drusilla and her attendant got out, in a pouring rain.
-
-The kind-hearted guard hoisted his large umbrella, and led her into the
-shelter of the little inn parlor, and then went back to the coach to see
-to the removal of her luggage. He found mammy in high dispute with the
-porter—subject of debate, of course, “them there two little red morocky
-trunks.”
-
-“Here they are!” said the guard, as the treasures were taken from the
-boot and set upon the ground; “here they are, blast ’em, and I’m blowed
-if I don’t wish I may never set eyes on you or your blamed trunks again
-as long as ever I live in this world.”
-
-“And so I sees my little red morocky trunks safe, I shan’t tear the
-clothes offen my back for grief if I never sees _you_ again; so there
-now!” retorted mammy, as she loaded herself with shawls, carpet-bags,
-and umbrellas, and followed the porter who carried the precious little
-trunks into the house.
-
-The luggage was all set down in the hall, and, leaving it there, mammy
-went into the parlor, where she found her mistress still in her
-travelling dress, impatiently walking up and down the floor.
-
-“I want to see the landlord, nurse. I have rung twice, but no one has
-come. You go and try to find him and bring him here. I must have a
-carriage to convey me to Old Lyon Hall this afternoon.”
-
-“My goodness! ain’t you tired of travelling yet? And must you set off on
-another journey again directly,” exclaimed mammy, in dismay.
-
-“I am not at the end of my first journey yet, nurse, nor shall I be
-until I reach old Lyon Hall. It is there that I am bound. So go now and
-call the landlord to me,” urged Drusilla.
-
-Before mammy could either obey or expostulate, the landlord himself came
-in, in answer to Drusilla’s first summons.
-
-“Can I have a close carriage immediately, to take me to old Lyon Hall?”
-anxiously inquired Drusilla.
-
-The landlord looked surprised at such an unusual demand and, after
-staring and rubbing his head, answered, slowly:
-
-“Why, bless your heart, Miss, there ain’t such a thing as a close
-carriage in the whole willage!”
-
-“Well, an open one then—any sort of one, so that it can be got ready at
-once,” said Drusilla, impatiently.
-
-“But there ain’t any sort of a carriage about the place, Miss.”
-
-“A gig, then, a gig would do,” said Drusilla, eagerly.
-
-“We haven’t got such a thing, Miss.”
-
-“Good heavens, sir, I _must_ have some conveyance to take me to Old Lyon
-Hall this afternoon. I do not care what it costs!” said Drusilla,
-desperately.
-
-“Oh, you’ll be on your way to the wedding there, Miss?”
-
-“Yes, yes, I am going there. Can you get me a conveyance of some sort
-from some one in the neighborhood? I will pay well for the use of any
-sort of a carriage to take me to the old hall. And I will pay you well
-for your trouble in getting it for me. Answer, quickly—can you?”
-
-“Dear me, how anxious young folks is for weddings, to be sure!—Stay,
-let’s see—Yes! There’s old Mr. Simpkins—he would hire his carryall, I
-know, and glad to do it.”
-
-“Get it, then! I will pay whatever he asks. How long will it take you to
-get it?” asked Drusilla, breathlessly.
-
-“Why, you see,” said the landlord, very leisurely, “Old man Simpkins he
-lives about a mile from here; and if I put a boy on horseback and send
-him right off we might get the carryall here at the door inside of an
-hour.”
-
-“Do it then at once; pray hurry! I will pay you in proportion to the
-haste that you make.”
-
-The leisurely landlord sauntered out of the parlor to give his
-directions.
-
-Drusilla paced up and down the floor in great excitement. The nearer she
-came to her journey’s end the more anxious and agitated she felt.
-
-Mammy stood and watched her in growing wonder. Suddenly mammy spoke out:
-
-“What wedding this they all talking ’bout? I thought we was agoing to
-see a wery sick man, not a wedding.”
-
-“Perhaps to see both, nurse! But pray do not talk to me if you can help
-it. I am scarcely sane!”
-
-“Which such has been my opinion for some time past,” said mammy,
-sententiously, leaving her patient to pace up and down the room until
-the latter had paced off some of her excitement.
-
-The landlord put his head into the door, saying:
-
-“The boy has gone after the carriage, Miss, and you may rely on his
-being back here in an hour’s time.”
-
-“Thanks. How far do you really think it is from this place to old Lyon
-Hall?”
-
-“Why Miss, some people calls it ten miles, but I don’t believe it is
-more than eight at the outside.”
-
-“And how long will it take for me to get there?”
-
-“Let me see,” said the landlord in his leisurely way. “It’s three
-o’clock now, ain’t it? Yes—well, the boy’ll be back by four, and if you
-start then you’ll get there by six or seven. You’ll be there in time to
-dress for the wedding, Miss, which I hear is to be performed by special
-license at eight o’clock in the evening.”
-
-“Very well. Thank you.”
-
-“And now, Miss, is there anything else we can do for you?” inquired the
-slow host.
-
-“No; thanks. Yes! you may send a chamber-maid here,” replied Drusilla,
-incoherently, for in her intense excitement she scarcely knew what she
-was in need of, or what she was talking about.
-
-When the host had taken his little round head out of the doorway, mammy,
-who had kept silence for some time, said:
-
-“Now, ma’am, if so it is that you _will_ go farther and fare worse
-to-night, and if you have an hour before you I strongly ’vises of you to
-take a bedroom and lie down until it is time for you to start, and then
-to take a cup of tea before you _do_ start. You must keep up your
-strength. If the matter you come ’bout is so very important, it won’t do
-for you to break down, you know.”
-
-Drusilla stopped in her excited walk and reflected. The advice of the
-nurse was very good. There were other reasons besides care for her own
-comfort to induce her to engage rooms here. For one thing, she intended
-to leave her nurse in charge of the luggage, for she was resolved to
-have no more witnesses to the humiliation of her poor Alick than was
-absolutely unavoidable; and for another thing, she was resolved to stay
-no longer at the Old Hall than was necessary to do her painful errand
-there, but to return as soon as possible to the inn. Therefore, she
-answered mammy assentingly:
-
-“You are right, nurse. You generally are so, in fact. Here comes the
-chamber-maid I sent for, and I will order rooms.”
-
-A bright-eyed negro girl stood in the doorway, curtseying and waiting
-orders.
-
-In a few words the lady gave them.
-
-The girl went away to obey them.
-
-And in ten minutes Drusilla found herself in a small, clean, warm room,
-where she unloosed her clothes and lay down upon the bed, and, overcome
-by fatigue and excitement, fell fast asleep.
-
-“Well, thank the Goodness Gracious for that. But who in the world would
-have thought it?” said mammy, as she quietly closed the shutters and
-darkened the room, and sat down to watch by her patient to try to guard
-her from disturbance until the carriage should come.
-
-But the landlord’s hour stretched to two, and still the carriage did not
-appear and still the sleeper slept on.
-
-At last, however, mammy heard the sound of wheels.
-
-She went to the window, cautiously unclosed the shutters, looked out,
-and saw the most dilapidated old carryall she had ever set her eyes upon
-approaching the house.
-
-“That’s it! and a purty object it is!” said mammy, as she went and
-looked to see what time it was by her mistress’s watch that lay upon the
-dressing-table. It was a quarter past five.
-
-“Oh, dear me!” said the old woman in dismay, “when she finds out how
-late it is, and she so anxious to be off, she’ll just go and fling
-herself into fits, and then there! Let see! I gwine save her all that,
-and ’ceive her for her own good.”
-
-And so saying, mammy opened the watch and turned back the hands from a
-quarter _past five_ to a quarter _to four_.
-
-Then she stole out of the room and told the waiter to bring a cup of tea
-and a round of toast upstairs quicker than he ever did anything in his
-life before.
-
-Then she went back to her patient, lamenting that she must wake up out
-of such a refreshing sleep.
-
-But to her surprise and satisfaction, she found Drusilla already up and
-standing before the dressing-table, looking at her watch.
-
-“Oh, ma’am, are you awake? I’m so glad you got your sleep out! You _did_
-get it out, didn’t you, honey? Nobody waked you, did they?”
-
-“No, nurse, I woke because I had slept long enough; and I feel much
-strengthened and quite equal to pursue my journey. It is ten minutes to
-four. I am so glad I didn’t oversleep myself. I suppose the carriage
-will be here soon.”
-
-“The carriage has almost just this minute come, and a purty ramshackly
-old concern it is too.”
-
-“Never mind, nurse, so that it will take me to my destination. Come,
-help me to dress quickly. Dear me, what a very dark afternoon,” said
-Drusilla, going nearer the window for light.
-
-“Yes, ma’am, the clouds do make it very dark indeed,” said mammy,
-smiling in her sleeve at the deception she had played off upon her
-mistress—“but here, ma’am, here comes the waiter with lights and the tea
-tray,” she added, as she arose and set out a little table.
-
-“I have no time to spend in eating and drinking,” said Drusilla, as she
-hastily put on her bonnet.
-
-“But you must keep up your strength, ma’am,” urged mammy leading her
-charge to the table and making her sit down at it, while she herself
-poured out a cup of tea and handed it to her.
-
-“Nurse,” said Drusilla, as she received the cup from the old woman, “I
-shall leave you here in charge of the—_two little red morocco
-trunks_—until I return.”
-
-“My goodness, honey, you will never think of going alone?”
-
-“I must, nurse. There is no reason why I should not. I feel quite equal
-to the ride. I am going to see my husband.”
-
-“Well, honey, I know if you will do a thing, _you will do it_! When will
-you send for me and the luggage, honey?”
-
-“I may _come_ for you and the luggage even to-night.”
-
-“No, you mustn’t, indeed! No use for you to do that, nyther. I reckon I
-ain’t afraid to stay alone in a decent inn all night for once in a
-night.”
-
-“Very well, nurse; then you may expect me to come or send for you
-to-morrow. And now here is my purse—do you pay the landlord and make
-yourself comfortable. I am going now,” said Drusilla, rising to put on
-her waterproof cloak.
-
-The nurse helped her on with that and with her overshoes, and then
-accompanied her down stairs and saw her safely into the old carryall.
-
-“And here’s your umberel, honey. And you driver boy! when the madam gets
-out, you be sure to hoist the umberel and hold it over her head to ’vent
-her getting wet.”
-
-“All right, ma’am, I won’t forget to do it,” said the lad, cracking his
-whip, starting his old horse, and making the dilapidated vehicle rattle
-and shake, at every turn of the wheels, as if it would drop to pieces.
-
-Drusilla sat back in her seat, uncomfortably jolted in the miserable old
-carriage over that rough road, until, when about a mile from the house,
-it actually and hopelessly broke down.
-
-When Drusilla was sure of this mishap, she took off her bonnet, drew the
-hood of her waterproof cloak over her head, and set forth to walk the
-distance to Old Lyon Hall.
-
-Of that heroic effort, and of its successful issue—her safe arrival—the
-reader is already informed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVI.
- THE DESPERATE REMEDY.
-
- Let that pass, too. There breathes not one,
- Who would not do as I have done.—BYRON.
-
-
-The bride elect listened to the words of the forsaken wife, first in
-surprise and incredulity, then in pity and indignation, and last in a
-rapture of relief, ineffable and indescribable, and only to be equalled
-by the ecstacy a condemned criminal must feel when at the last moment
-before execution he receives a full pardon.
-
-When all was told, Drusilla sat pale and despairing. Anna flushed and
-resolute.
-
-“Not for myself,” said the poor young wife, “not for myself, Heaven
-knows, and not for you, but for his sake have I done this thing—to save
-him from doing, in his madness, a deed that the law might construe into
-a crime and punish with degradation. But oh, Miss Lyon, forgive me if in
-coming here I have brought you much sorrow!”
-
-“Hush! you have brought me no sorrow, but a great deliverance,” said
-Anna with a sigh of infinite relief.
-
-“Then you never loved him—as I do!” exclaimed Drusilla, raising her
-large eyes, full of questioning wonder to the face of Anna.
-
-Miss Lyon smiled haughtily, for all reply.
-
-“That, at least, is well,” mused the young wife.
-
-Anna arose, still flushed and resolute.
-
-“Give me that document of which you spoke, my child,” she said,
-extending her hand.
-
-Drusilla drew from her bosom the little black silk bag, took from it the
-piece of paper in question, and laid it before Anna.
-
-Anna read it over, with smiling eyes and a curling lip.
-
-“Does it prove or disprove my marriage?” anxiously inquired Drusilla.
-
-“I cannot tell, Drusilla; I do not know. But so much is certain—_your_
-fate, Alick’s, and your unborn child’s, and also my fate and Dick’s—all
-hang upon this precious little piece of paper, for which I would not
-take a mint of money,” said Anna, earnestly.
-
-“And yet you cannot tell me whether it proves or disproves my marriage.”
-
-“No; for I am not sufficiently learned in the law,” said Anna, moving
-towards the door.
-
-“You are going out?” said Drusilla, uneasily.
-
-“Yes; stay here until I come back, which will be in a few minutes.”
-
-“Oh, Miss Lyon! Miss Lyon, do not go to him yet! And do not upbraid him
-when you see him! Your provocation may have been very great, but wait
-until you are cool, and then you will be just,” pleaded the young wife,
-rising and laying her hands upon the lady’s robes, to stay her.
-
-“Child, I am not going to him. And I shall _never_ upbraid him,” replied
-Anna, with a superb and beautiful scorn.
-
-“Then you go——?”
-
-“To my grandfather’s study!”
-
-“To denounce him to his uncle? Oh, do not—not yet, not just yet! Wait,
-wait till you are calm! till you can speak only the words of justice and
-mercy. Do not denounce him yet!”
-
-“Drusilla, I am not going to denounce him now or ever. Wait _you_, and
-see what I shall do!”
-
-“What, what?”
-
-“I shall save the miserable sinner, if he is to be saved at all!”
-
-“But, how? oh, how?”
-
-“Wait _you_, and trust me!” answered Anna, flashing out of the room and
-taking the mysterious little document with her.
-
-She walked—no, in the exhilaration of her spirits, she almost danced
-down the hall, towards her grandfather’s little study, over the great
-entrance.
-
-As she tripped on she noticed the chamber-doors on each side wide open,
-and the fire light within shining down on the polished dark oak floors.
-In many of the rooms, the chamber-maids were putting on fresh logs.
-
-“I think you need not take that trouble. I fancy there will be no
-wedding guests here to-night,” said Anna, smiling, as she passed them.
-
-“Mr. Richard has come, Miss,” replied one of the women.
-
-“Ah!” exclaimed Anna, stopping short with a beating heart. A few seconds
-she paused to recover composure, and then she rushed on.
-
-“Well, my darling! have you come to show yourself to me in all your
-bridal glory, before you go down to be married? Ah! truly, you look very
-beautiful, my Anna. May Heaven make your spirit even more beautiful than
-its outward form,” said the fine old soldier, reaching out his hand to
-his grand-daughter, as she entered his room, and drawing her towards
-him.
-
-“I am very glad that you are pleased with me, grandfather,” she said, as
-she seated herself on his knee.
-
-“You look happier now, my Anna, than you did half an hour ago.”
-
-“I feel happier, dear sir.”
-
-“And what makes the difference?” he smiled.
-
-“‘A change has come over the spirit of my dream;’ that is all,” laughed
-Anna.
-
-“Ah, my dear! feminine caprice, but I am glad of it. Well, you are
-ready, Alick is ready, I am ready, and Dick is here; but we have no
-bridesmaid and no minister.”
-
-“Yes, grandpa, we have a bridesmaid!”
-
-“Ah! I am glad of that! Which of the six young ladies is it who has
-braved the storm for love of you?”
-
-“Annie,” answered Miss Lyon, evasively, meaning our Anna Drusilla, but
-wishing her grandpa to understand another Anna, as he did, for he
-immediately exclaimed.
-
-“Ah! little Annie Seymour! Well she lived nearest! and she must answer
-for the whole six. But my dear, the carriage has not yet returned with
-the minister.”
-
-“The way is long and the roads are very bad. Doubtless he will come; but
-it may be late. Was there a special license got out for us, dear
-grandpa?” inquired Anna, speaking with assumed carelessness.
-
-“Why, of course, there was, my dear!” answered the old soldier,
-elevating his eyebrows in astonishment, at the question.
-
-“Who got it?” dear grandpa.
-
-“Why, Alick, to be sure! who else?”
-
-“Who has it now, sir?”
-
-“Bless my soul, what an inquisitive little puss. What is it to you who
-has it? Are you afraid it is not all right? Would you like to inspect it
-for yourself?” laughed the general.
-
-“If you please; yes, sir, I should,” answered Anna, archly.
-
-“Lest there should be any informality in it, eh?”
-
-“Such things have happened, sir; but it is not the fear of that which
-prompts me; for I have always had a curiosity to look at a special
-marriage license; so if Alick has it, please get it from him, that I may
-gratify this wish. I only want it for a few minutes.”
-
-“Well, of all the whims of whimsical women, yours is certainly the most
-absurd!”
-
-“Will you get the license away from Alick, and let me look at it
-grandpa?”
-
-“You persist in this?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Then, fortunately, I have not got to go to Alick with such a ridiculous
-request as the loan of a license. I have it here with me.”
-
-“You have it?”
-
-“Yes. You see Alick, thinking from the state of the weather, and the
-looks of things generally, that he should have no groomsman for the
-ceremony, put his marriage license and the minister’s fee both in one
-envelope, and requested me, when the proper time should come, to hand it
-over to Dr. Barbar. But, now I hear that Dick has arrived—having so far
-conquered himself as to come to the wedding. I mean to conscript him
-into the service, arm him with this paper, and make him do duty as
-groomsman.”
-
-“Where is the packet, dear grandpa?”
-
-“Here, my dear, since you must needs see the license (which the
-officiating clergyman scarcely ever does, as he takes its contents for
-granted), you may read it at your leisure, while I go down stairs and
-inquire if my messenger has returned from the parsonage,” said General
-Lyon, as he handed a white embossed envelope to the bride elect, and
-then left the room.
-
-She sank down into an easy chair and opened the envelope, which of
-course was not sealed. She took out the marriage license, in which she
-found folded a five hundred dollar bank note.
-
-With a curling lip and flashing eyes she read over the form of license,
-and then, with a smile of scorn and triumph, she put it on the glowing
-fire and watched it blaze up and burn to ashes.
-
-Then she took that mysterious little document given her by Drusilla,
-wrapped it around the big bank note and put both in the envelope and
-folded it neatly.
-
-“Now, Mr. Alexander Lyon, whoever you may marry to-night, you will
-certainty not marry me!” she mused, maliciously, as she sat and waited
-for her grandfather’s return. Presently she heard footsteps coming up
-the corridor; but they were not those of the old General.
-
-She arose to her feet and her heart stood still.
-
-Dick Hammond entered.
-
-“Anna! You here? Pardon me, I expected only to find my uncle,” he
-exclaimed, in a voice vibrating with emotion.
-
-“Dick! dear Dick! you are welcome! Shake hands, Dick. No, take it! it is
-a free hand now. I know all, Dick!” exclaimed Anna trembling with excess
-of agitation.
-
-He clasped her hand and carried it to his lips.
-
-“I came here to tell your grandfather everything and to prove all that I
-should tell. But I have been anticipated.”
-
-“Yes, Drusilla is here.”
-
-“I knew she was on her way. I came a night’s journey with her in the
-coach. But I saw that she tried to escape recognition by me; for what
-reason I could not guess; so, not to trouble her with my presence, in
-the morning I got off the coach and took another route. I feared that
-she would not be able to continue her journey.”
-
-“She arrived this evening,” said Anna, calmly.
-
-“And she has told you all?”
-
-“All.”
-
-“And _what_ does your grandfather think of this?”
-
-“He does not know it.”
-
-“How? not know it?”
-
-“No, Dick. Drusilla told me only. I have not told my grandfather, nor do
-I intend to do so.”
-
-“Then I myself I will denounce the scoundrel to my uncle,” exclaimed
-Hammond, shaking with passion.
-
-“No, Dick, we will not denounce him. We will do a deal better than that.
-Listen, Dick: My dear old grandpa says he intends to conscript you into
-the service to do duty as groomsman.”
-
-“He does!” exclaimed Hammond, with his eyes flashing.
-
-“Yes, and, Dick, you must consent.”
-
-“Consent! _I_ consent! Anna, do you mean this iniquitous marriage to go
-on?”
-
-“Yes, I do. And Dick, you must be groomsman and hand the license and the
-fee both over to the minister. See, here they are in this pretty
-envelope. Grandpa got it ready for you. So, Dick, you must do it.”
-
-“If I do, may I he eternally consigned to the deepest pit in—”
-
-—“Hush, Dick, and don’t go off at a tangent. Look me in the face, sir!
-right in the eyes!”
-
-“Anna, what do you mean?” he inquired, meeting her steady gaze.
-
-“Do you see anything ‘iniquitous’ in my countenance?” she asked.
-
-“No; but I see a mystery there.”
-
-“A holy mystery, as I suppose a ‘pious fraud’ may be called. Now, sir,
-will you open this envelope, which is to be entrusted to you, to be
-delivered to the minister, and examine its contents?”
-
-“Why,” said Dick in perplexity, as he looked at the enclosure, “this
-is—”
-
-“Yes, it _is_. I have taken advantage of my grandpa’s absence to burn my
-marriage license and substitute this one. And _you_ must hand it
-enclosed in the envelope, with the fee, to the minister, when we stand
-up to be married. And _now_, Dick, do you begin to see daylight?”
-laughed Anna.
-
-“I think I do. Yet I do not quite comprehend yet. You mean—”
-
-“Here comes my grandfather, and we have not a minute more for
-explanation. Play the part assigned to you—blindly, if you must—and
-trust me with the issue. Will you, Dick?”
-
-“Yes, I WILL, Anna.”
-
-“And Dick, here, listen quick!—Just before I am to be sent for, go down
-into the great drawing-room and put out two thirds of the wax candles. I
-want a subdued light, not an illumination there. Will you remember,
-Dick, and do it yourself, so as to insure its being done?”
-
-“Yes, Anna, I will; and now I _do_ begin to understand you.”
-
-“Hush, here he is!” whispered Miss Lyon, as her grandfather came to the
-door.
-
-“Ah, Dick, my dear boy! how are you? so glad to see you!” exclaimed old
-General Lyon, entering and holding out his hand to Richard Hammond, who
-took and pressed it affectionately.
-
-“So very glad to see you here, Dick! Your very first visit to Old Lyon
-Hall! And now I shall expect you to stay and comfort me when my young
-people are gone.”
-
-“I shall be very happy to do so, sir,” answered Dick, sincerely.
-
-“But how the deuce did you find your way here, through this wilderness
-of a country, and over these dreadful roads?”
-
-“Oh, I inquired of your protegées, the old Scotch emigrants, at the
-turnpike gate,” answered Dick, laughing.
-
-“Old Andy and Jenny. Ay, poor souls! Well, Dick, you are here in a good
-hour. All our guests have failed us—groomsmen, and bridesmaids, and all,
-except little Annie Seymour. And so you must play groomsman, and lead
-Annie down.”
-
-“I shall be very happy to do so, sir, if Alick desires it.”
-
-“Oh, yes, he does. I heard that you were here, and so I looked in at
-Alick’s room and mentioned the matter to him. And he declared that he
-would be very much obliged if you would do him so much honor. So, you
-will see it is all right.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And here, Dick, is the license and the fee, both in this envelope,
-which it will be your duty as groomsman to hand to the officiating
-minister.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And, by the way, I hear wheels, and his carriage must be coming,” said
-the old gentleman, leaving the study to inquire.
-
-Meanwhile, the bride elect had returned to her own room.
-
-Drusilla still sat there in the easy chair, with her hands clasped upon
-her lap and her head bowed upon her breast.
-
-Anna went and took a seat beside her, and said, with earnestness almost
-amounting to solemnity:
-
-“Drusilla, if you wish to save Alick from guilt and remorse, and
-yourself and your child from wrong and shame, you must place your
-destiny in my hands to-night, and do as I direct you.”
-
-The helpless young wife looked up in the lady’s face, and murmured
-mournfully:
-
-“It is a great trust you seek, Miss Lyon.”
-
-“It _is_, Drusilla, a very great trust; yet I seek it. It is also for
-you a very great trial, yet I ask you to meet it.”
-
-“I would meet anything for Alick’s sake, Miss Lyon, if I may save him,
-as you say. Please to explain yourself, Miss Lyon,” she said.
-
-“Drusilla, you know that Alexander Lyon is waiting and expecting to
-marry me to-night,” said the bride elect.
-
-“Yes,” moaned the wronged wife.
-
-“And my grandfather and his household are equally waiting and expecting
-to witness a wedding.”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Well, they must not any of them be disappointed.”
-
-“Ah, what do you mean?” inquired Drusilla, with an anxious sigh.
-
-“Not to marry Alick myself, you may rest assured,” answered Anna,
-disdainfully.
-
-“Ah, no, for you could not do that.”
-
-“Of course not, as I consider him already married. You are his wife, in
-right, if not in law, Drusilla,” said Miss Lyon, emphatically.
-
-“I _know_ I am so by right, and I _believe_ I am so by law,” answered
-Drusilla solemnly.
-
-“Yet those who know more of law than we do differ from us. And this
-makes your position, Drusilla, very doubtful, very unsafe, and deeply
-humiliating.”
-
-“I know it, I feel it, through all my darkened spirit and in every pulse
-of my breaking heart.”
-
-“This state of affairs should not be permitted to exist for a moment,
-especially—oh, most especially—as you are so soon to be a mother. No
-question of the lawfulness of your union with Alexander Lyon should be
-permitted to arise.”
-
-“No, no, no!”
-
-“But how to silence such questions forever, how to legalize your union
-and legitimatize your child—there is the difficulty.”
-
-Drusilla moaned, but spoke no word in answer.
-
-“If I were to go now to Alick and tell him of your presence in the
-house, and urge him to resign my hand and to do you justice, he would
-not hear me.”
-
-“No, he would not,” wailed Drusilla.
-
-“If I were to appeal to my grandfather, the high-spirited old soldier
-would—kick him out doors!”
-
-“Ah!” gasped Drusilla, pierced more sharply by this idea of prospective
-insult to her Alick than she could be by any ignomy that might cover
-herself.
-
-“Then what is to be done?” inquired Anna.
-
-“Nothing, nothing,” sighed Drusilla. “I wish I were dead. I wish I were
-in Heaven!”
-
-“Yes; but you see we can’t die just when the whim seizes us; and if we
-could, we shouldn’t go to Heaven by _that_ means.”
-
-“Ah, Heaven have mercy! have mercy on me, for my state is desperate!”
-
-“Yes, Drusilla, your state _is_ desperate—desperate enough to drive you
-to despair.”
-
-“Despair! I have lived in it for months. I shall die in it!”
-
-“If you do you will never see Heaven at all. For despair is the last and
-most fatal of sins. But you needn’t give up to it just yet!”
-
-“Oh, what do you mean? What hope have I in this world?”
-
-“The hope that lasts as long as life. Listen, Drusilla. I said that your
-state was desperate—not that your cause was lost. ‘Desperate cases
-require desperate remedies.’ Your case is such a one, and my remedy is
-such a one.”
-
-“What remedy have you for me? However desperate, however dangerous, I
-will not refuse it or shrink from it! I would dare anything, suffer
-anything, to save my Alick from his sin and win him back to me again!”
-said the devoted wife, clasping her hands and gazing imploringly into
-the eyes of the lady who seemed now to hold her destiny.
-
-“Then attend to me, Drusilla, while I divulge my plan—the _only_ plan by
-which you can save your Alick from present guilt and future remorse, and
-yourself and your child from the greatest wrong and the deepest
-shame—the only plan, Drusilla, by which you may hope to WIN YOUR WAY!”
-
-“Speak on, tell me! I listen!” gasped Drusilla, in a breathless voice.
-
-“Well, as I said before, Alexander Lyon is confidently hoping to lead
-his bride before the minister this evening. His hopes must be
-fulfilled—in you, Drusilla!”
-
-“In me!”
-
-“Yes, in you! You must enact the bride this evening.”
-
-“In the name of Heaven, what is this that you are proposing to me?”
-exclaimed Drusilla, gazing in wonder at Miss Lyon.
-
-“That you shall take my place in this evening’s solemn farce and be fast
-married to your husband, if you never were before,” said Anna, calmly.
-
-“Impossible, Miss Lyon! He would reject me at first sight, and I!—I
-should die of mortification!”
-
-“Yes, if he should be permitted to recognize you, he might reject you.
-But he is not to be favored with a sight of your face until he is
-irrecoverably bound to you.”
-
-“Even then he would renounce me—renounce me with maledictions.”
-
-“Well, let him! I should thank him for freeing me, if I were you. Why
-should you care, so that his great wrong to you and to his child is
-righted—so that your good name is redeemed from unmerited reproach, and
-your innocent child from undeserved shame? After you are fast
-married—let him go, if he will, say I!”
-
-“Oh, Miss Lyon! Miss Lyon! I never deceived any one in all my life!
-Shall I begin by deceiving my dear Alick?” she said, wringing her poor
-little hands again.
-
-“Drusilla, this will be no deception, but a pious fraud—if ever there
-was such a thing in the world!”
-
-“Oh, Miss Lyon, you mean well; but I could not practise this ‘pious
-fraud’ upon any one, least of all upon my dear Alick! I could not, Miss
-Lyon, I could not!” fervently exclaimed the loyal young creature,
-tightly clasping her hands.
-
-“Then you accept the dishonor to which he has doomed you, rather than
-clear your fame in the manner I propose?” said Anna, curling her lovely
-lip.
-
-“Yes Miss Lyon, yes; rather than force myself in this way upon my dear
-Alick, if I have really no right to his name, I will accept the
-undeserved shame,” said Drusilla, sadly but firmly, while the devotion
-of a young martyr glowed through her beautiful pale face.
-
-Anna nodded her head two or three times, and then said:
-
-“So be it. You may have the right to immolate yourself upon this
-idolatrous altar of your inordinate affections. But who I pray you,
-young mother, who gave you the right to doom your innocent unborn child,
-your poor little helpless child, to the deep degradation of
-illegitimacy?” demanded Miss Lyon, solemnly fixing her eyes upon the
-face of Drusilla, and seeing her mouth tremble and the big tears roll,
-bead-like, down her cheeks.
-
-“Hush! oh, in pity, hush, Miss Lyon! Do not speak of this!” she pleaded.
-
-“But I must and will speak of it!” persisted Anna, who now discovered
-that she had touched a chord in Drusilla’s heart, through which she
-might draw her into the proposed plan.
-
-And though the poor, wronged girl wept and wrung her hands, Miss Lyon
-persevered in pleading this cause, mercilessly setting before the young
-mother the shames and woes that must attend her child through life,
-should she persist in her present resolution.
-
-Of course, Anna gained her point.
-
-“For the poor baby’s sake, I consent. Do with me as you will,” said
-Drusilla, weeping bitterly.
-
-“That is right. Come now and let me dress you. We have taken up too much
-time in talking. We have very little left. I expect every moment to hear
-that the minister has arrived,” said Anna.
-
-And she flew to the chamber door, and turned the key.
-
-And she quickly took off her bridal robes, and carefully dressed
-Drusilla in them.
-
-Then she placed the wreath of orange blossoms on her head, and laid the
-veil of white lace over all.
-
-“There,” said Anna, giving her a pair of white kid-gloves, “put these on
-while I dress as a bridesmaid—for while you personate Miss Lyon, I must
-seem to be Miss Seymour.”
-
-Just at that moment, some one rapped softly.
-
-Anna flew to answer the summons.
-
-“Well, what is wanted now?” she inquired, without opening the door.
-
-“If you please, Miss, the Reverend Dr. Barbar have come, and Mr. Alick
-and Mr. Dick is both waitin’; and Master’s compliments, and is you and
-Miss Annie ready to come down?” spoke the voice of Marcy from without.
-
-“No, we are not quite ready yet, but we soon shall be. Miss Annie is
-dressing. Ask them to come for us in about fifteen minutes,” said Anna.
-
-She then hurried to her wardrobes and bureaus, selected from her large
-outfit of clothing a white taffeta-silk dress, and a large white tulle
-veil, and quickly and carefully disguised herself in them. So much
-dispatch did she use that she, as well as Drusilla, was ready and
-waiting full five minutes before the summons came for them.
-
-“Courage now, my dear child! Remember how much is at stake, how much
-depends upon your self-possession. Draw your veil closely over your
-face. I will do the same with mine. They will ascribe this to our
-bashfulness. You must take Alick’s arm, I shall take Dick’s. Never mind
-if your hands tremble or your tongue falters—it will seem natural. Come
-now!” whispered Anna to her agitated companion, as she led her to the
-chamber door and opened it.
-
-Alick and Dick stood outside.
-
-“My adored Anna, this is the happiest moment of my existence!” gallantly
-whispered Alick, as he took the half-offered hand of Drusilla, pressed
-it fervently to his lips, and drew it within his arm.
-
-She bowed in silence. It seemed all that was expected of a bride under
-the circumstances.
-
-“Miss Seymour, I believe? Yes? Well, I am very glad to meet you again,
-Miss Annie, especially on this auspicious occasion,” said Dick, bending
-low over the hand of Anna, and then drawing it within his own and
-leading her after the bride and bridegroom who were walking before.
-
-“Dick,” whispered Anna, “are we both well disguised?”
-
-“Excellently,” returned Mr. Dick.
-
-“Did you partially darken the room by putting out two thirds of the
-lights?”
-
-“I nearly quite darkened it by putting out three quarters of them. I had
-a good opportunity of doing it, being alone in the drawing-room while
-Alick and the parson were closeted with the governor. He—the governor I
-mean—swore a few at the servants when he came down by himself to see
-that all was right. But the servants all declared ignorance of the cause
-of the lights going out, and as it was too late to remedy the evil he
-did not attempt it.”
-
-“Thanks, Dick. And now you understand my purpose; have you confidence in
-me?”
-
-“In your sincerity, _yes_: but in your success, _no_. I tremble for you,
-Anna, lest when all is done you should find yourself fast married to
-Alick. I do, indeed, Anna!”
-
-“How foolish of you, Dick. Why, I burned the license.”
-
-“I know you did, Anna; but—I wish you would keep as far as possible from
-the side of Alick Lyon when he stands before a minister who holds a
-prayer-book in his hands open at the marriage service!”
-
-“Be at ease, Dick, I shall place Alick’s wife between me and him. I
-shall consider her an insurmountable obstacle.”
-
-“Hush, Anna, we must not talk more! we are too near them,” whispered
-Dick, in a very low tone as they came up very close behind the foremost
-couple.
-
-And what were Drusilla’s feelings when she found herself again by her
-Alick’s side, her hand drawn closely within his protecting arm, and
-pressed frequently against his beating heart—knowing, as she did, that
-he was then meditating against her the deepest wrong man could inflict
-upon woman—feeling, as she did, that every caress bestowed upon her, in
-his ignorance of her identity, was intended for another; and going, as
-she was, to take from him, by a holy stratagem, those sacred rights of
-which he had so cruelly deprived her; and to brave and bear his terrible
-anger when that stratagem should be discovered, as it must be when the
-rites should be over—what were her feelings?
-
-A great medical philosopher has written that “Nature is before art with
-her anesthetics.”
-
-And Drusilla’s present state was an illustration of this. In the supreme
-crisis of her fate she scarcely realized her position. She was like one
-partially overcome by ether or chloroform; her head was ringing, her
-senses whirling, her reason tottering; she went on as a somnambulist,
-half conscious of her state, but unable to awake. It may be doubtful
-whether she would now have retreated if she could; but it is quite
-certain that she _could not_ have done so even if she would. She was
-under a potent spell that hurried her forward with all the irresistible
-force of destiny.
-
-The drawing-room doors were thrown open. The little bridal procession
-passed in.
-
-The room, thanks to Dick, was very dimly lighted.
-
-Upon the rug, with his back to the fire, and facing the advancing party,
-stood the officiating clergyman in his surplice.
-
-Near him was the grand and martial figure of the veteran soldier,
-General Lyon.
-
-At a respectful distance stood a group of the old family servants.
-
-The bridal party come on and formed before the minister—Alexander and
-Drusilla stood together in the center; on Alexander’s right stood
-Richard, on Drusilla’s left stood Anna.
-
-All were reverently silent.
-
-At a signal from General Lyon; Richard Hammond put the envelope supposed
-to contain the license and the fee into the hands of the minister, who
-merely, as a matter of form, glanced over it and then opened his book
-and began the sacred rite by reading the solemn exhortation with which
-they commence.
-
-The old, loving servants, who had hitherto kept at a reverential
-distance from their masters, now drew as near the scene of action as
-they dared do, so that they might hear every syllable of the ceremony
-that was to unite, as they supposed, their young mistress to the husband
-of her choice.
-
-When the minister, in the course of his reading, came to these awful
-words—awful at least, to one of the contracting parties, he delivered
-them with great effect.
-
-“‘If any man can show just cause, why these may not be joined together,
-let him now speak, or else hereafter forever hold his peace.’”
-
-The minister made the usual formal pause, for the answer that might
-often come, but never does; and then, with the most solemn emphasis, he
-addressed the pair before him:
-
-“‘I require and charge _you_, BOTH, as ye will answer at the dreadful
-day of judgment, when the secrets of all hearts shall be disclosed, that
-if either of _you_ know any impediment, why you may not be lawfully
-joined together in matrimony ye do now confess it. For be ye well
-assured, that if any persons are joined together, otherwise than God’s
-Word doth allow, their marriage is not lawful.’”
-
-As the minister read this dread adjuration, the face of the bridegroom
-was observed to flush and pale, and his form to tremble and shake as
-with a sudden ague fit.
-
-But though the minister made the customary pause, no one spoke.
-
-And the ceremony proceeded.
-
-“‘Alexander, wilt thou have this woman to be thy wedded wife?’” et
-cetera.
-
-And the bridegroom answered in a firm and almost defiant voice:
-
-“‘I WILL.’”
-
-The clergyman continued:
-
-“‘Anna, wilt thou have this man to be thy wedded husband?’” and so
-forth.
-
-And the bride, Anna Drusilla, faltered in whispering tones:
-
-“‘_I will._’”
-
-“‘Who giveth this woman to be married to this man?’” was the next
-question in the ritual.
-
-“‘I do,’” answered the sonorous voice of old General Lyon, as he came
-forward, took the hand of the bride and placed it in that of the
-minister.
-
-Then the brave old soldier stepped back and turned away his head, to
-hide the tears that filled those eyes which had never quailed in the
-battle’s deadliest brawl; though they wept now, at his giving away, as
-he supposed the last darling of his old age.
-
-But the minister was now joining the hands of the pair before him.
-
-And bridegroom and bride, in their turn plighted their troth each to the
-other.
-
-Alick uttered his vows in the firm and rather defiant tones in which he
-had made all his responses.
-
-Anna Drusilla breathed hers in murmurs low as the softest notes of the
-Æolian harp.
-
-Then the ring was given and received.
-
-The last prayers were said; the benediction was given, and the pair was
-pronounced to be man and wife.
-
-Alexander turned gaily and gallantly to salute his bride.
-
-Miss Lyon, as bridesmaid, lifted the veil.
-
-And the faithless husband stood face to face with the forsaken wife!
-
-“‘DRUSILLA!!’”
-
-He uttered but that one word, and reeled backward, white and ghastly, as
-if stricken by death.
-
-Drusilla stood pale and mute her head sunk upon her bosom, her hands
-hanging by her side.
-
-The parson, in his panic, dropped his prayer-book, and stood gazing in
-consternation.
-
-General Lyon bent forward in astonishment and perplexity.
-
-Dick was looking on in amusement.
-
-And Anna smiling in triumph.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVII.
- EXPOSURE.
-
- Away! upon this earth beneath
- There is no spot where thou and I
- Together, for an hour could breathe.—BYRON.
-
-
-General Lyon was the first to break the ominous silence. Turning to the
-bridegroom, he sternly demanded:
-
-“Sir! what is the meaning of this?”
-
-“Ask your beautiful grand-daughter, sir, who, doubtless, to serve her
-own pleasure, has lent herself to the basest fraud ever practised upon a
-man,” answered Alexander, now livid with suppressed rage.
-
-The old gentleman looked gravely upon the laughing face of Anna, and
-inquired, sadly:
-
-“What is this that you have done, my child?”
-
-Miss Lyon hesitated and looked confused.
-
-“Pray, my dear sir,” said Dick Hammond, taking advantage of the pause
-and advancing to her rescue, “let _me_ explain this humiliating affair.”
-
-“So _you_ were in it, were you?” fiercely exclaimed Alexander
-confronting Richard. “All right! here is _one_, at least whom I can and
-will call to a severe account.”
-
-“I am quite ready,” coolly replied Dick, “to admit and answer for my
-share in this matter!”
-
-“Dick! hold your tongue! How dare you, sir? This is _my_ thunder! And if
-you open your mouth again without leave, I’ll—discard you forever! Stand
-back, sir!” exclaimed Anna, with her blue eyes blazing upon the
-offender.
-
-He retreated as from before a fire, and stood laughing.
-
-“My dear grandfather,” said Anna, turning towards the veteran soldier,
-“this is solely _my_ affair. May I speak without interruption?”
-
-“Yes, Miss Lyon,” answered the old gentleman, with grave dignity, “I
-wait to hear.”
-
-“Then, sir, in a very few words, I will resolve the whole mystery. You
-must know that at the time Mr. Alexander Lyon sought the hand of your
-grand-daughter, he had already a living wife, or one who believed
-herself to be so!”
-
-“It is false!” burst forth from Alexander’s livid lips—“as false as——!
-My cousin has been deceived!”
-
-“It is as true as truth! I will prove it to be so!” put in Richard
-Hammond.
-
-“Dick! what did I tell you? If you speak again, I will have you turned
-out!” exclaimed Anna, who was most anxious to prevent a collision
-between the two young men.
-
-“He had a wife living and sought your hand?” exclaimed the gallant old
-soldier, slowly turning his eyes from Anna to Alick, and back again. “My
-child, you must mistake. Such were the act of a scoundrel, and none such
-ever bore the name of Lyon.”
-
-“Sir!” cried Alexander, in a voice thrilled and a countenance agonized
-by shame—“Sir, hear me, hear one word of my defence before you utterly
-condemn me! I do not any more than yourself, understand this strange
-scene, which seems to have been got up as a very bad joke against me.
-But—that my name _is_ Lyon should be an all-sufficient guarantee that I
-am no scoundrel, and quite incapable of seeking to wed one woman while
-legally bound to another.”
-
-“That is a denial, not a defence,” coldly replied General Lyon.
-
-“Then, sir,” said Alexander, withdrawing a few paces from the group and
-signaling to General Lyon to follow him—“I have to confess to somewhat
-of human frailty in order to exculpate myself from the charge of crime.”
-
-“Go on, sir,” curtly commanded the old gentleman, who had come to his
-side.
-
-Poor Drusilla had lifted her head, which had rested upon the bosom of
-Anna, and bent slightly forward to hear her fate.
-
-“Will you proceed, sir?” sternly inquired the General, seeing that his
-nephew hesitated.
-
-“It is an unpleasant story to tell. But lest you should have cause to
-think worse of me than I deserve, I must admit that the young person
-here present was my companion for a few months of youthful
-hallucination; but there was no marriage.”
-
-“_Oh, Alick! Alick! Oh! Alick! my Alick!_” impulsively burst from the
-pale lips of Drusilla with a low, long drawn wail of sorrow.
-
-But Anna once more put her arms around the feeble form, and drew the
-bowed head down upon her supporting bosom.
-
-“Well, sir, what then?” severely demanded the General.
-
-“I must admit,” said Alexander, with a flushed brow, and with some
-compunction awakened by the voice of her whom he had once loved, and
-with much shame at having to make the confession—“I must admit that,
-though there really was none, yet the poor girl supposed there was a
-marriage, since there was a semblance of one.”
-
-“What, sir!” thundered the grand old soldier, “deceive a maiden with the
-‘semblance’ of a marriage and call yourself a Lyon?”
-
-“Again you mistake me, sir!” cried Alexander, a hot blush rushing over
-his face. “I also believed at the time it was performed that the
-ceremony which united us was a legal one. I continued to believe so,
-even after the hallucination which led to the false and fatal step had
-passed away—continued to believe so until last March, when I chanced to
-discover that by the accidental omission of an important form my
-marriage with this girl was illegal.”
-
-“And of course, sir, having discovered such an error, you took the
-earliest opportunity of rectifying it and making your marriage legal?”
-said General Lyon, emphatically.
-
-“Ah, sir! have I not told you that the illusion which lured me to the
-folly of such a misalliance was past and gone? No, sir, I was too happy
-to be free to retrieve my errors, and to come back, as in duty bound, to
-my first love and first faith,” said Alexander, turning and bowing
-deeply to Anna, who drew herself proudly erect and bent upon him a look
-of ineffable contempt.
-
-“_Oh, Alick, my Alick!_” breathed Drusilla, in an almost expiring voice.
-
-“Hush, dear child, hush! Don’t you see and hear that he is utterly
-beneath your love and regret?” whispered Miss Lyon, tenderly drawing the
-young bowed head upon her shoulder and pressing the poor broken heart to
-her bosom.
-
-“Proceed, sir!” said General Lyon, scowling darkly.
-
-“There is little more to say but this,” muttered Alexander, in an
-intensely mortified and irritated tone. “From the moment in which I
-discovered the illegality of my union with this girl, of course I broke
-with her—not harshly, but very gently. From that moment I treated her
-only as a sister, and visited her with less and less frequency until I
-ceased altogether. Until this hour, I assure you, my dear sir, I had not
-seen this girl for months, in fact not since April last. I meant never
-to see her again, but I took measures to provide handsomely for her
-future support. Such, my dear uncle, is the ‘head and front of my
-offending’—a boyish error, heedlessly fallen into, deeply repented of
-and eagerly atoned for. It is seldom that a young man’s follies are so
-cruelly exposed as mine have been this evening,” added Alexander, with
-an injured air.
-
-“And this is your explanation?” haughtily demanded the General.
-
-“It is. For the girl’s sake I would willingly have concealed the
-circumstance; but in the present state of affairs I deemed the
-explanation due to yourself as well as to my lovely cousin,” replied
-Alexander, again turning with a bow to Anna, who again flashed back upon
-him a look of fiery scorn.
-
-“But how comes this unhappy young woman here, sir?” severely inquired
-General Lyon.
-
-“I beg to refer that question to the young woman herself, or to her two
-confederates, Miss Lyon and Mr. Hammond,” replied Alexander, making a
-sweeping bow that included the whole circle, and then stepping back.
-
-“How came this hapless young creature here, Anna?” questioned the old
-man, turning to his grand-daughter.
-
-“Permit me, if you please, to answer,” said Richard Hammond, coming
-forward.
-
-“Dick! be silent! If you speak again till I bid you, I will never speak
-to _you_ again! This is _my_ thunder, I tell you, and you have nothing
-to do with it. Grandpa, order him to be still!”
-
-“Be quiet, Richard. Proceed, Anna!”
-
-“Then listen, sir. You must know that this poor child, living alone in
-the isolated country house where her husband had immured her, suspected
-nothing of his wicked addresses to me until the day before yesterday,
-when suddenly she received authentic information—no matter from whom——”
-
-“It was from——” began Richard.
-
-“Hold you tongue, Dick! She received authentic information, I say, of
-his intended marriage with me. Believing herself as I believe her to be,
-his wife in law, as she is in right, and wishing to save him from the
-sin he meditated and the punishment she feared would be its consequence,
-willing also to save me from the precipice of ruin upon which I
-unconsciously stood, this young fragile creature, notwithstanding her
-delicate health and broken heart, all unfit as she was to travel, came
-by stage-coach the whole distance from Washington to Saulsburg, and
-finding no conveyance there, walked all the way through this dreadful
-weather on this dark night, over the worst roads in the country, from
-Saulsburg to this house. She came to me in my chamber, privately told me
-her story, shielding her faithless husband as much as she could; and she
-besought me to withdraw from the marriage, and save him from guilt and
-myself from fatal wrong.”
-
-“Then why has she attempted to force herself upon me in this shameless
-manner? And why have you aided and abetted her in the fraud?” fiercely
-demanded Alexander, his temper impetuously breaking through all his
-efforts to maintain a proud composure.
-
-Anna disdained to reply to him. Not one syllable would she condescend to
-address to Alexander Lyon. But turning again to her grandfather she
-said——
-
-“Drusilla did not do so; she will never attempt to force herself upon
-Mr. Lyon. The young wife came, as I said, to save him from committing a
-felony, and me from taking a fatal step; and not to force herself upon
-an unwilling husband. It will be well for him, when he shall come to
-himself, if he can by any means, woo her back.”
-
-“How happened it, then, my child?” inquired the General.
-
-“It was I, who for reasons that will be apparent, urged her to assume my
-dress and take my place in the wedding ceremony, and thus win back the
-sacred rights of which she had been so basely cheated!”
-
-“But—still—how was this to be done in such a way, my dear?”
-
-“By rectifying in this second marriage the informality that rendered the
-first one illegal.”
-
-“And I contend,” burst forth Alexander, “that this second marriage is no
-more legal than the first one was; _less_ so, if anything! for this is
-an imposture, a substitution of one person for another, besides being
-quite as irregular as the first marriage in the same particular of
-lacking a license!”
-
-“He mistakes, my dear grandfather, there was a license,” said Anna,
-quietly.
-
-“Yes; a license authorizing the marriage of Alexander and Anna Lyon.
-Such was the document placed in the hands of the minister!” angrily
-exclaimed Alick.
-
-“I _beg_ his pardon,” said Anna, still looking at, still speaking to her
-grandfather. “The license of which _he_ speaks I burned with my own
-hands this evening. The license of which _I_ speak duly authorizes the
-nuptial rites to be solemnized between Alexander Lyon and Anna Drusilla
-Sterling, and it is now in the possession of the minister.”
-
-“It was then taken out by somebody else in my name. It can be of no sort
-of legal effect,” cried Mr. Lyon.
-
-“Again I entreat his forgiveness; but this one was procured by Alexander
-Lyon himself, dear grandpa.”
-
-“It is FALSE!—I mean it is a mistake, Anna!” exclaimed Alexander,
-correcting himself. “I procured no such paper.”
-
-“I fancy that he has forgotten the circumstance, dear sir; but I will
-refresh his memory!” replied Anna. Then turning to the sorely
-embarrassed minister who had stood all this time an unwilling witness to
-this painful scene, she added: “Dr. Barbar, will you have the goodness
-to return the envelope handed you by Mr. Hammond?”
-
-The good clergyman complied. Anna opened the envelope, and took from it
-its enclosure, which she handed to General Lyon.
-
-The old gentleman put on his spectacles to examine it. Having silently
-read it, he exclaimed:
-
-“Why, this is—this is exactly what you represent it to be, my dear Anna!
-But it bears date—Heaven bless my soul, of last January!”
-
-Alexander started and turned ghastly pale, reeled, and recovered himself
-by a great effort.
-
-“How is this, my Anna? What does it all mean, my dear?” inquired the old
-soldier.
-
-Alexander, putting a strong constraint upon himself, bent forward to
-hear the answer.
-
-“It means this, my dear sir: You heard Mr. Lyon say that at the time of
-his first marriage with this fair child he supposed the union to be
-perfectly legal; but that afterwards he chanced to discover that through
-‘the accidental omission of an important form,’ that ceremony to have
-been quite invalid.”
-
-“Yes! yes!” said General Lyon, impatiently.
-
-“He had some reason for what he said. Listen, dear sir: When this man
-first prevailed over this poor child to intrust herself to his care, he
-seems to have meant honestly by her. He procured this license for their
-marriage; and he took her before a regularly ordained minister of the
-church. But by some strange oversight he never handed the license to the
-minister, who, being a Northern man and a new comer into Virginia, and
-ignorant of the law of the State which required a license to be shown
-before a marriage ceremony could be legally solemnized, never asked to
-see the document, but married them, as he would have done in his own
-State, without it. Months later Mr. Lyon discovered this oversight, and
-having tired of his fair bride, he resolved to profit by it in freeing
-himself from his obligations to her.”
-
-“And so this is the license he took out for his first marriage, but
-never used?” inquired General Lyon, who for the last few moments had
-maintained a wonderful composure.
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“But how came it into your possession?”
-
-“Sir, the poor child found it among her husband’s papers, and cherished
-it with a fond superstition, as she cherished her wedding-ring. When she
-came to me with her piteous story she put that piece of paper into my
-hands as a proof that she was no impostor. I saw at once how it might be
-used to get her rights, especially as her first Christian name, like
-mine, is Anna. So I burned my own license and substituted hers and
-closed the envelope, which you, dear sir, unconscious of its contents,
-delivered into Dick’s charge to be handed to the minister. Then, using
-such arguments as I thought must prevail over a wife and a Christian, I
-persuaded Drusilla to take my place, as I said. And now I am happy to
-announce that through my means, and mine only, the omission of that
-important form in Drusilla’s first marriage ceremony has been supplied
-in the second, and that she is now unquestionably the lawful wife of
-Alexander Lyon.”
-
-Drusilla lifted her head from Anna’s supporting bosom, and looked at her
-husband where he stood, enraged, baffled and covered with confusion.
-Then she left Anna’s sheltering arms and went towards him, and with
-outstretched hands, face pale as death, and beseeching eyes, she
-pleaded:
-
-“Oh, Alick! Alick love! it was not for myself! it was not for myself I
-did this! Oh Alick! try to pardon me, dear! and I will pray to die and
-set you free!”
-
-And as if no one had been present but themselves, she sank at his feet.
-
-“BEGONE!” cried Alexander, furiously stamping, and turning away.
-
-“Sir! you have disgraced yourself and the name you bear!” sternly
-exclaimed General Lyon, stooping and raising the poor little fallen
-figure, and supporting it on his arm.
-
-But Alexander was absolutely beside himself with fury. Forgetting that
-he stood in the presence of old age and young womanhood, forgetting that
-he was a man and a gentleman, he strode towards his heart-broken wife,
-and with livid face, starting eyes and brandishing hand, he exclaimed:
-
-“How dared you do this thing? How dared you bring me to this open shame?
-How dared you brave me thus? How dared you, I demand?”
-
-She did not speak; but with clasped hands and uplifted eyes, seemed to
-implore his forbearance.
-
-“You have repaid years of kindness by the blackest ingratitude; you have
-deceived me by the most infamous treachery; you have sought your object
-by the basest fraud; you have ventured to take the place of the lady I
-loved and wished to wed, and so, stolen my hand by the meanest trick! I
-asked you where you found the effrontery to do all this?” he demanded,
-grinding his teeth with rage and shaking his hand over her head.
-
-Still she uttered no word in her defence; but still with appealing hands
-and eyes, mutely besought his mercy.
-
-Dick, who had been champing and stamping, and held in leash only by
-Anna, during this assault, now utterly broke bounds, and cried out:
-
-“Come come, Lyon! I’m blest if I’ll stand by and see a lady brow-beaten
-so, if it is by her husband! If you don’t stop this instantly, I’ll——”
-
-“Be quiet, Richard Hammond, and let the man speak to his wife,” said
-General Lyon authoritatively, with covert irony, as he laid his hand on
-Dick and held him back.
-
-Richard yielded, seeing in this unnatural forbearance of the old
-soldier, only the ominous calm that portends the fiercest storm.
-
-But, as for Alexander Lyon, so absorbed was he by his own raging
-passions, that he perceived nothing of this bye-scene. Still brandishing
-his hand above her drooping head, he continued to pour out his wrath
-upon his wife.
-
-“You never loved me! You never loved any one but yourself! You never
-loved me, certainly, or you never would have betrayed me in this base
-manner,” he exclaimed.
-
-Her white lips quivered—parted, but only inarticulate murmurs issued
-from them.
-
-“But do not flatter yourself, girl, that your treachery shall serve your
-purpose. Such a marriage, so procured, can never stand in law. And here,
-in the presence of these witnesses, I utterly refuse to acknowledge its
-validity, or to recognize you as my wife! Here, I renounce you forever!”
-
-Her pleading hands were lifted in an agony of deprecation, and then
-dropped by her side, in despair.
-
-“Had you accepted the position I gave you, although I should never have
-seen your face again, yet I would have provided handsomely for your
-support. But now, since you have put this foul deception upon me, for
-all the help you can get from me, you may—PERISH!” he hissed.
-
-“Not so,” said the fine old gentleman, General Lyon, drawing the arm of
-the outraged and half crushed young creature, closer within his own.
-“Not so, by your leave. I charge myself with the care of _my niece_,
-Mrs. Alexander Lyon. Her home shall be _here_, with my grand-daughter
-and myself—_here_, where she shall live in peace and safety—loved and
-honored, until such times as you—madman!—shall come to your senses, and
-sue more humbly for the forgiveness of the wronged wife, than you ever
-did for the love of the unhappy maiden.”
-
-“You had better be quite sure that the girl in your arm _is_ a wife
-before you offer her the protection of your roof and the society of your
-grand-daughter!” sneered Alexander, bitterly.
-
-“Sir, you have struck the last blow to your own honor and my patience.
-Alexander Lyon, if you were not the son of my dead brother I would curse
-you where you stand! But go!” said the old man, lifting, up and
-stretching out his arm with an imperious gesture. “Leave this house, and
-never desecrate its halls again with your presence! and never again let
-me see your face!”
-
-Cursing and stamping with fury, Alexander turned and flung himself from
-the room.
-
-In the hall outside his voice was heard calling loudly to his servant to
-put his horses to his carriage and bring it around to the door.
-
-General Lyon gazed down upon the poor young wife at his side, and said:
-
-“Look up my child. Here is your home and your father and your sister. Be
-of good comfort, trust in God, and all will be well.”
-
-She answered nothing, but sunk heavily within his aged arms, that yet
-were quite strong enough to support her sinking form. She had succumbed
-to one of those fainting fits which, through the agonies she had so long
-endured, had now become habitual to her.
-
-“Grandpa, she has swooned! Marcy, come here quickly. You are strong;
-help to carry her to the sofa. Matty, go to the spare room opposite mine
-and turn down the bed; see to the fire, and come back and tell me when
-all is ready,” exclaimed Anna, rapidly issuing her orders, while she
-hastily took off Drusilla’s bridal wreath and veil, and unloosened her
-dress.
-
-Marcy who had been in the group of servants assembled to witness the
-marriage ceremony, was quickly on the spot, and with her assistance Anna
-bore the insensible form of Drusilla to the sofa and laid her on it.
-
-General Lyon followed, looking anxiously upon the pale face of the
-sufferer.
-
-Dr. Barbar and Mr. Hammond were left standing on the rug, and for the
-time being, forgotten by their host and hostess.
-
-All available means were used to revive the swooning girl, but all in
-vain. Anna bathed her face with eau de cologne, and applied strong
-smelling salts to her nose; and Marcy smartly slapped her hands, but
-without effect.
-
-While they were thus engaged Matty entered the drawing-room, and
-announced that the bed-chamber was ready.
-
-“We must take her there and undress her and put her to bed, Mercy; and
-then we shall have a better opportunity of applying restoratives,” said
-Miss Lyon.
-
-“Yes, Miss, for it’s little we can do here,” admitted Marcy.
-
-“Dear grandpa,” said Anna, addressing the old gentleman, who still stood
-watching with interest the face of the patient, “dear grandpa, you have
-been so worried this evening. Do sit down and rest and order some
-refreshment for yourself and for Dr. Barbar and Dick, who are being
-neglected. I shall take Drusilla to the Rose Room and see that every
-proper attention is given her.”
-
-“But she seems to be dead or dying,” said General Lyon, uneasily.
-
-“No, dear sir; she is only in a swoon, which is very natural under all
-the circumstances; but not at all dangerous.”
-
-“I hope you are certain of this?”
-
-“Quite certain, sir. Now, Marcy, help me to lift her,” said Anna.
-
-But Dick Hammond, who heard and saw all that was going on, hastened
-forward to offer his services as bearer.
-
-“Anna, do let me carry her up stairs. I can do so with so much more ease
-to her than you and Marcy could,” he said. And without waiting for
-leave, he tenderly raised the unconscious form and gently bore it after
-Marcy, who led the way up to the Rose Room.
-
-Anna bade good night to Dr. Barbar, and then turned and kissed her
-grandfather and asked for his usual blessing.
-
-“God bless you, my dear child, for you have done a righteous deed this
-night. Take care of the poor desolate girl upstairs, and if I can be of
-any service to her, do not hesitate to call on me, even if you should
-have to wake me up in the night. My house, my purse, and myself, Anna,
-are at her orders no less than at yours, as long as she has wants and I
-have means,” answered the grand old man, as he pressed a kiss upon his
-child’s brow and dismissed her.
-
-Anna hurried up stairs and met Dick on the landing. He had just
-deposited his charge on her couch and left her room.
-
-“Hallelujah, Dick!” exclaimed Anna.
-
-“Hallelujah, Anna!” responded Dick, as their hands met in a hearty,
-congratulatory clasp.
-
-“It is all right with us now, Anna?”
-
-“All quite right now, Dick, darling.”
-
-Dick looked gratefully and then pleadingly in her face, as he took her
-hand again and gently drew her towards him.
-
-But she laughingly broke away, exclaiming:
-
-“Not now, Dick; not now, darling. I must go to my patient. We must not
-neglect that poor girl, to whom we owe all our happiness.”
-
-“Indeed we must not,” earnestly agreed Dick.
-
-“Then good night, Dick. I will see you in the morning.”
-
-“Good night, my liege lady. But stay. If I can be of any use, pray
-command me at any hour of the day or night.”
-
-“That I will, Dick. Once more good night.”
-
-And Anna flitted past him and went into the Rose Room.
-
-There she found that Marcy and Matty had already divested Drusilla of
-her bridal robes and clothed her in a loose white wrapper and put her
-comfortably to bed.
-
-They now stood one on each side rubbing her hands.
-
-“How is she?” inquired Anna, approaching and bending over the pallid
-face.
-
-“No change yet, Miss; but we must be patient and keep up this friction,
-and she will come to presently,” answered Marcy.
-
-Anna went into her own chamber and quickly changed her splendid dress
-for a wadded white merino wrapper, and then returned to the sick
-chamber, and took her place beside the bed, saying;
-
-“Matty, you may retire to rest. Marcy and myself will remain here
-to-night.”
-
-Matty who was yawning fearfully, gladly availed herself of the
-permission and left the room.
-
-And Miss Lyon willingly, gratefully, undertook the long night’s watch
-over the suffering young creature to whose almost incredible energy and
-heroism she owed her own preservation from a fatal marriage and her
-hopes of happiness with the man she loved.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XLVIII.
- BALM FOR THE BRUISED HEART.
-
- Nay, but Nature brings her solace, for a tender voice will cry,—
- ’Tis a purer life than his, a lip to drain her trouble dry.
- Baby lips will laugh it down, his only rival bring her rest,
- Baby fingers, waxen touches, press it from the mother’s breast.
- —TENNYSON.
-
-
-The great old-fashioned hall clock was striking the quarter before
-twelve when Richard Hammond re-entered the drawing-room.
-
-He found General Lyon and Dr. Barbar still there, seated in large
-arm-chairs each side of the fire-place. They seemed to be discussing the
-events of the evening.
-
-“Yes, old friend, my dog of a nephew, like that other grand rascal of
-old, has ‘spoiled the feast, broke the good meeting, with, most admired
-disorder,’” sighed the general.
-
-“Ah, my dear sir, he is young, and we must be charitable. Even David,
-the man after the Lord’s own heart, had to pray that the sins of his
-youth might not be remembered against him. Give the young man time to
-recollect himself and to reform. But I feel very sorry for the poor
-wife—she seems but a mere child.”
-
-“She is but sixteen or seventeen,” said General Lyon.
-
-“Ah dear, how sad! She seems to love him much.”
-
-“She loves a villain then, and must suffer accordingly.”
-
-“Will he never be reconciled to her, do you think?”
-
-“Can she ever be reconciled to _him_? That is the question. ‘My spirit
-shall not always strive with man,’ saith the Lord. And if the Divine
-Spirit wearies of the fruitless struggle with Evil, how much sooner
-shall the human spirit sink? For myself, I should not wonder if she
-should experience such a revulsion of feeling as should make the very
-thought of that man hateful to her. But in any case her home is here,
-under our protection, until such time as he shall repent and show
-himself worthy to reclaim her hand, if that time ever should come. Ah!
-here is Dick. How did you leave our young charge, my boy?” inquired the
-general, for the first time conscious of Richard’s presence.
-
-“I left her in good hands, sir; otherwise much as she was when taken
-from this room. I understand, sir, that since her domestic sufferings
-commenced she has been very subject to these fainting fits. They are
-said to be not dangerous; but for my part, I should think there was
-reason to fear that her heart is affected,” answered Richard, seeking a
-seat between the two old gentlemen.
-
-“Dick, you were more engaged in this exposure of Alexander than Anna was
-willing to admit. You knew of his previous marriage before you came down
-here?” inquired the general.
-
-“Yes, sir; but only a few days before; and I came down here for the
-express purpose of divulging it to you; and I brought with me the
-minister who performed the first ceremony, as proof of it. But before I
-saw you I chanced to meet Anna, who proposed to me another plan, which I
-thought to be a better one than my own.”
-
-“Yes, Anna’s plan was assuredly the only one by which the ends of
-justice could be reached in this singular case.”
-
-“Shall I tell you, sir, how I came to be informed of the first
-marriage?”
-
-“Oh no, Dick, not to-night—to-morrow. Gentlemen, it is on the stroke of
-midnight. And though my sorry nephew has ‘spoiled the feast,’ et cetera,
-I see no reason why we should watch and fast the night through. We will
-have supper and then to bed. And although you are the only wedding
-guests, we will adjourn to the banqueting room,” said General Lyon,
-arising and leading the way to a brilliantly lighted and elegantly
-decorated saloon, where a sumptuous supper was laid out.
-
-The host led his two guests to the upper end of the table, and invited
-them to be seated.
-
-The two Jacobs, father and son, stood ready to wait on them.
-
-But what took away their appetites—whether it was the excitement of the
-evening, or the dreariness of a rich repast laid for many, and honored
-with the presence of but three; or the embarrassing variety of
-delicacies spread before them, is uncertain; but they could not eat. A
-broken biscuit and a glass of wine, was all that each took. And then,
-with mutual good nights and good wishes, they separated.
-
-General Lyon went to rest.
-
-Old Jacob showed Dr. Barbar to the best vacant bedroom, and young Jacob
-led Dick Hammond to the second best.
-
-It is to be hoped that the two old gentlemen slept well.
-
-Dick did not close his eyes.
-
-The revulsion from despair to hope, to certainty of happiness, was
-almost too much for him. He lay rolling and tossing from side to side
-all night; telling himself over and over again that it was no dream;
-that Anna was free; and that he might at last be made happy with her
-hand; and wondering how long it would be before he could coax Anna to
-name the happy day, and his uncle to give them his blessing. He heard
-the old hall clock strike every hour, and thought the night would never
-come to an end.
-
-At four o’clock on that winter morning, it was still very dark, when he
-heard rousing raps at his door.
-
-“Well! who’s there?” he cried.
-
-“It’s me, Master Dick,” answered the voice of Marcy.
-
-“Well! what do you want?”
-
-“Please sir, Miss Anna——”
-
-Dick was out of bed in an instant, drawing on his pantaloons.
-
-—“Says how young Mrs. Lyon is seemingly ill, and will you please to wake
-up the coachman, and tell him to take the fastest horse and ride quick
-as possible to Saulsburg for Dr. Leech.
-
-Dick was dressed and at the door by the time Marcy had done speaking.
-
-“Can I see Miss Anna for an instant?” he inquired.
-
-“I will ask her,” answered Marcy, hurrying down the passage.
-
-Dick hastened after her, and waited outside Drusilla’s door while Marcy
-went in to inquire.
-
-Anna came out with a large shawl wrapped around her.
-
-“Oh, hurry, Dick! don’t stop to talk! the poor child is very ill, and
-delay may be her death!” exclaimed Anna, as she appeared.
-
-“I merely stopped to tell you, Anna, that I shall trust to no servant,
-least of all to slow old Jacob! I shall saddle my own fast horse, and
-fly for the doctor myself.”
-
-“You’re a trump, Dick. Heaven bless you, be off?”
-
-And Anna disappeared within the sick chamber. And Dick ran down to the
-stable, saddled his horse, leaped upon his back, struck spurs to his
-flanks and was off like an arrow in the direction of Saulsburg. “He
-skelpit on through dub and mire,” so eager in his errand, that he
-scarcely noticed the storm was over, and the clouds were breaking
-overhead; a few pale stars were shining out, and day was faintly dawning
-in the East.
-
-When he came to the toll-gate, as once before, he cleared the bar with a
-bound, and dashed onward, to the infinite indignation of old Andy who
-had just opened his shutters in time to witness the feat, and who turned
-to his old wife, then busy over the fire cooking the breakfast, and then
-exclaimed:
-
-“Eh, Jenny, woman! the warlocks are flitting back frae the witches’
-Sabbath. There gaed are noo!—on a broomstick, or something unco like it,
-right over the toll-gate bar and awa’! We’ll hear the news the day,
-woman!”
-
-Heedless of what the guardian of the road might think of him, Dick raced
-on, sending flakes of mud from his horse’s heels.
-
-The sun was rising behind the farthest range of mountains, and sending
-his dazzling beams obliquely through the Wild Gap and athwart the Wild
-River, as Dick rode into Saulsburg and drew rein before the picturesque
-inn.
-
-He had not the slightest idea whereabouts in the village or its
-neighborhood the country doctor lived.
-
-So he inquired of the hostler who came to take his horse:
-
-“Do you know where Dr. Leech hangs out?”
-
-“I dunno where he hangs out, sir; but you can ax him hisself. He lives
-right down the street there, sir,” answered the man, pointing to a
-small, neat cottage, with a still smaller surgery beside it, and the
-name of “LEECH” over the door.
-
-Dick left his horse and went and knocked up the doctor, and, in a few
-urgent words, told him his services were instantly needed at Old Lyon
-Hall, where there was a lady in extremity, and entreated him to hasten
-immediately to her relief.
-
-The good doctor needed no second bidding, but loudly called to shop-boy
-and horse-boy to have his saddle-bags and his horse got ready, and then
-rushed into the house to put on his great-coat and hat.
-
-When Dick had seen the doctor fairly started on his journey, he turned
-his steps to the little inn, entered it, and ordered breakfast.
-
-“And have my horse well rubbed down and watered and fed. I must mount
-him again in an hour,” he added.
-
-At this time of the day there always happened to be more servants than
-guests at the “Foaming Tankard,” and so Dick and his horse were both
-promptly served.
-
-But while Mr. Hammond sat enjoying the fragrant coffee, light rolls,
-sweet butter, luscious ham and fresh eggs that formed the repast, for
-which his early ride had given him so keen an appetite, he was suddenly
-interrupted.
-
-It was “mammy” who burst in upon his privacy with more haste than
-ceremony, demanding:
-
-“If you please, sir, wasn’t you the gentleman as come down with us in
-the night coach from Drainsville and got off at Frostville?”
-
-“Yes! and wasn’t you the lady that scalped me and broke both my legs?”
-laughed Dick.
-
-“I hope you surwived it, sir? But that wasn’t what I comed to ax you.”
-
-“Yes; having a good constitution, I got over it. But what _did_ you come
-to ask me?”
-
-“Please, sir, no offence; but is it as the boys say, you come from Old
-Lyon Hall this morning?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Arter a doctor?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“For a lady in ’streme ’stress?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Young Mrs. Lyon, sir?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Then, sir, that was my own lady; and I jest knowed how it would be! I
-jest did! Sir, she left here in an old ramshackly concern as broke down
-with her afore she so much as got a mile from the place; and then she up
-and set out to walk all the way through the storm to the hall; and which
-if I’d a knowed, I’d a seen the old hall and everybody into it farther
-afore I’d a let her a risted of her life by so doing. But that there
-blamed boy,—Lord forgive me for swearing,—arter he’d upset her in the
-road, took all the rest of the evening to haul off the old wreck of a
-carriage, and never got back here till I had gone to bed. So I never
-knowed nothing about it till this morning, which a purty state my nerves
-has been in ever since.”
-
-And mammy, having talked herself out of breath, dropped down in a chair
-and panted.
-
-“You were this lady’s nurse?” inquired Dick, buttering a roll.
-
-“In course I was, sir; perfessionally so; and recommended by the highest
-gentlemen of the physical persuasion.”
-
-“Then, my good woman, I wonder why your patient didn’t take you along
-with her.”
-
-“So do I, sir. That was a very sensible remark of yours; but you see,
-sir, she preferred to leave me here in care of the baggidge, which I
-will say this—that mind can’t conceive, nor tongue tell the trouble I’ve
-had to pertect them there two little red morocky trunks from being
-stoled or left behind!”
-
-“Indeed?”
-
-“True as I tell you, sir; so I don’t much wonder at the madam wanting of
-me to stay behind to watch them.”
-
-“No, nor I,” said Dick, slily. “But, my good woman,” he added, “I think
-now that the best thing you can do is to go to your mistress.”
-
-“Which such is my intention so to do sir; and I would be obliged to you
-if you would be so good as to speak to that there pig-headed
-landlord—begging your pardon, sir, but so he is—to let me have a decent
-horse and wagon, that won’t break down, to take me and the baggidge to
-the old hall, which, if you are going back there, sir, yourself, you can
-show me the way.”
-
-“Yes,” said Dick, with good-natured alacrity, seeing at once how
-important it might be that Drusilla should have her nurse and her
-wardrobe. “Yes I will attend to it at once.”
-
-And he arose and rang the bell, and told the waiter who answered it to
-send the landlord to him.
-
-The slow host came sauntering in with his hands in his pockets, and in
-answer to Dick’s inquiries, deliberately acknowledged that he had “such
-a thing,” and a bargain was soon struck for a wagon, horse and driver to
-take mammy and her luggage to Old Lyon Hall.
-
-“But the bill is not yet paid,” said the landlord, hesitatingly, “and so
-I would rather keep a part of the luggage for security until it is
-settled. One of the little trunks, now, might do.”
-
-“Set you up with it, indeed!” fiercely exclaimed mammy, as much ruffled
-as a hen when her nest is threatened.
-
-“But who’s to pay the bill?” pursued the host.
-
-“I shall,” answered Dick, coldly.
-
-“No you won’t, sir, begging of your pardon; that wouldn’t be noways
-proper. The young madam left her port-munny long o’ me to settle all
-claims. Bring your ’count in here to me, mister landlord, and I’ll
-settle of it myself.”
-
-“And not to lose time while he is making it out you had better go and
-get ready to start,” counselled Dick.
-
-“So I had, sir; that’s another very sensible remark of yours. And I’ll
-not keep you waiting one minute; I’ll be ready as soon as the wagon is,”
-said the old woman, hurrying out of the room.
-
-And in less than twenty minutes mammy reappeared ready for her journey.
-The bill was paid, the wagon brought around and loaded with the luggage,
-and the nurse and the team started, escorted by Mr. Richard Hammond on
-horseback, and cheered by all the ragamuffins in the village.
-
-It does not take long after a storm is over for the water to run off the
-roads of that region, which are high roads in more senses than one; so
-the travel was not so bad as might have been expected.
-
-In little more than two hours the “procession” arrived at the toll-gate
-where old Andy was on duty.
-
-“Eh, sirs!” he exclaimed, on seeing Dick, “but ye’s a braw callant! Wha
-gave ye commission to loup twice over me bar, and cheat me of me toll?
-Eh, but ye’ll bide where ye be till ye pay me for a’, e’en to the
-uttermost fearthing, before I let ye by; for ye’s no jump your wagon
-over the gate, I’m thinking.”
-
-“Certainly, of course, all right. You see I was in too great a hurry to
-stop to make change, or to wait to have the gate opened when I passed
-here last night and early this morning. But now open quickly to me. And
-here! here is what will pay you for all the tolls and leave something
-besides to buy a winter gown for the gudewife,” said Dick, laughing, and
-tossing a ten dollar gold coin to the old man. “And tell her this from
-me,” added the kind-hearted fellow, “that the girl she took so much
-interest in is quite safe and well cared for.”
-
-But Andy was not concerned about the safety of the girl, he was stooping
-to pick up the gold eagle, and muttering to himself:
-
-“Eh! how the lad flings about his gowd, to be sure! It’s weel a carefu’
-body like mysel’ is nigh to gather it up. What was you saying anent the
-young hizzy, sir?” he inquired, looking up.
-
-“Tell your good wife that she is safe and well cared for.”
-
-“Ou, ay! it wad be i’ some house o’ correction; only there’s nae sic a
-useful institootion in the country,” growled Andy.
-
-“Never mind where she is, or who she is. Tell your wife she is all
-right!” said Dick, as he sauntered through the gate in advance of the
-wagon.
-
-The worst part of the road was past, and so in something less than an
-hour the “cortege” arrived at Old Lyon Hall.
-
-The doctor had been there already for some time, and he was then with
-young Mrs. Lyon, who seemed to all around her to be at the point of
-death.
-
-Such was the report of General Lyon, who immediately rang for a woman
-servant to show the nurse up to her patient.
-
-“And I am very glad you thought to fetch her, Dick,” added the honest
-old general.
-
-Dick explained that such thoughtfulness was no merit of his; that this
-woman had attended the young wife down from Washington, and had been
-left temporarily at Saulsburg, and had availed herself of his escort to
-come on to the hall.
-
-So mammy was taken up to her patient, whom she found much too ill to be
-scolded for her imprudence.
-
-In fact Drusilla was, as they said, almost at the point of death. Her
-life hung upon the slenderest thread for five days, at the end of which
-she became the mother of a beautiful boy.
-
-As her illness before his birth had been severe and dangerous, so her
-convalescence afterwards was slow and precarious. For many more days she
-lay in a mental and physical prostration, so profound that she was
-incapable of noticing her child, and even of realizing its existence.
-But her youth and her good constitution were very much in her favor.
-
-Gradually, very gradually, she came out of this depressed state.
-
-The first signs of reviving life she gave was the interest she showed in
-her babe.
-
-Before she had strength to speak above her breath, or sense to connect a
-sentence properly, she would mutely insist upon having him laid on her
-arm and next her bosom; and then with a serene smile she would sink into
-a tranquil sleep.
-
-And then, lest even the light weight of the infant should be too much
-for her feeble strength, the nurse would steal the sleeping child from
-the sleeping mother and lay him in the pretty berceaunette that had been
-purchased and decorated for him by Anna.
-
-As the weeks went on, the young mother continued to revive; and her
-interest in her infant boy became a passionate love, that grew with her
-growing strength.
-
-When she was able to be dressed and to recline in her easy chair, she
-would sit hours with the babe clasped to her bosom.
-
-Strangely enough, that female martinet, the monthly nurse, never
-objected to this.
-
-And to all Anna’s remonstrances Drusilla would answer:
-
-“Oh, Miss Lyon, you don’t know, you can’t know, what this soft little
-form is to me, as I hold it to my bosom. It is such a soothing balm—such
-a heavenly comfort.”
-
-Sometimes Anna would take an opportunity to speak to mammy on the
-subject; but mammy would answer:
-
-“You let her alone, Miss. It’s all natur’ and all right. The baby’ll
-save her life. It’ll draw all the soreness out’n her heart and heal it
-up; mind me.”
-
-But suddenly the thought came to the young mother that she was perhaps
-injuring her child by holding him in her lap so constantly. And then all
-her conduct with it changed. She would take him up only to nurse and get
-him to sleep. And then she would lay him in his little decorated cradle;
-but that cradle stood always by her side, so that, sleeping or waking,
-her infant son was never out of her sight.
-
-It was beautiful to see the interest that the old General and his
-grand-daughter took in this young mother and child.
-
-General Lyon visited Drusilla every morning, bringing some rare offering
-of fruit ordered from the city, or flowers from his own conservatory.
-
-Anna was seldom out of the chamber. Every forenoon she took her
-needle-work and went to keep Drusilla company.
-
-And often they might be seen sitting, working together, with the baby in
-the cradle between them.
-
-Dick, in his enthusiasm, said of this group, that it was “a sleeping
-cherub watched by two guardian angels.”
-
-“Watched by guardian angels,” in her home of peace, we will also leave
-the young, forsaken wife.
-
-Whether Drusilla ever was re-united with her husband, or whether Dick
-was ever really reclaimed from the clutches of his “friends,” and
-rewarded with the hand of Anna, will be duly related in the sequel to
-this book, which will immediately appear, under the title of “THE
-BRIDES’ FATE.”
-
-
- THE END.
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