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I thoroughly disapprove of the expedition of +which this dance is the inauguration. I consider that even by +contemplating such a tour alone into the desert with no chaperon or +attendant of her own sex, with only native camel drivers and servants, +Diana Mayo is behaving with a recklessness and impropriety that is +calculated to cast a slur not only on her own reputation, but also on +the prestige of her country. I blush to think of it. We English cannot +be too careful of our behavior abroad. No opportunity is slight enough +for our continental neighbours to cast stones, and this opportunity is +very far from being slight. It is the maddest piece of unprincipled +folly I have ever heard of." + +"Oh, come, Lady Conway! It's not quite so bad as all that. It is +certainly unconventional and--er--probably not quite wise, but remember +Miss Mayo's unusual upbringing----" + +"I am not forgetting her unusual upbringing," interrupted Lady Conway. +"It has been deplorable. But nothing can excuse this scandalous +escapade. I knew her mother years ago, and I took it upon myself to +expostulate both with Diana and her brother, but Sir Aubrey is hedged +around with an egotistical complacency that would defy a pickaxe to +penetrate. According to him a Mayo is beyond criticism, and his +sister's reputation her own to deal with. The girl herself seemed, +frankly, not to understand the seriousness of her position, and was +very flippant and not a little rude. I wash my hands of the whole +affair, and will certainly not countenance to-night's entertainment by +appearing at it. I have already warned the manager that if the noise is +kept up beyond a reasonable hour I shall leave the hotel to-morrow." +And, drawing her wrap around her with a little shudder, Lady Conway +stalked majestically across the wide verandah of the Biskra Hotel. + +The two men left standing by the open French window that led into the +hotel ballroom looked at each other and smiled. + +"Some peroration," said one with a marked American accent. "That's the +way scandal's made, I guess." + +"Scandal be hanged! There's never been a breath of scandal attached to +Diana Mayo's name. I've known the child since she was a baby. Rum +little cuss she was, too. Confound that old woman! She would wreck the +reputation of the Archangel Gabriel if he came down to earth, let alone +that of a mere human girl." + +"Not a very human girl," laughed the American. "She was sure meant for +a boy and changed at the last moment. She looks like a boy in +petticoats, a damned pretty boy--and a damned haughty one," he added, +chuckling. "I overheard her this morning, in the garden, making +mincemeat of a French officer." + +The Englishman laughed. + +"Been making love to her, I expect. A thing she does not understand and +won't tolerate. She's the coldest little fish in the world, without an +idea in her head beyond sport and travel. Clever, though, and plucky as +they are made. I don't think she knows the meaning of the word fear." + +"There's a queer streak in the family, isn't there? I heard somebody +yapping about it the other night. Father was mad and blew his brains +out, so I was told." + +The Englishman shrugged his shoulders. + +"You can call it mad, if you like," he said slowly. "I live near the +Mayos' in England, and happen to know the story. Sir John Mayo was +passionately devoted to his wife; after twenty years of married life +they were still lovers. Then this girl was born, and the mother died. +Two hours afterwards her husband shot himself, leaving the baby in the +sole care of her brother, who was just nineteen, and as lazy and as +selfish then as he is now. The problem of bringing up a girl child was +too much trouble to be solved, so he settled the difficulty by treating +her as if she was a boy. The result is what you see." + +They moved nearer to the open window, looking into the brilliantly lit +ballroom, already filled with gaily chattering people. On a slightly +raised platform at one end of the room the host and hostess were +receiving their guests. The brother and sister were singularly unlike. +Sir Aubrey Mayo was very tall and thin, the pallor of his face +accentuated by the blackness of his smoothly brushed hair and heavy +black moustache. His attitude was a mixture of well-bred courtesy and +languid boredom. He seemed too tired even to keep the single eye-glass +that he wore in position, for it dropped continually. By contrast the +girl at his side appeared vividly alive. She was only of medium height +and very slender, standing erect with the easy, vigorous carriage of an +athletic boy, her small head poised proudly. Her scornful mouth and +firm chin showed plainly an obstinate determination, and her deep blue +eyes were unusually clear and steady. The long, curling black lashes +that shaded her eyes and the dark eyebrows were a foil to the thick +crop of loose, red-gold curls that she wore short, clubbed about her +ears. + +"The result is worth seeing," said the American admiringly, referring +to his companion's last remark. + +A third and younger man joined them. + +"Hallo, Arbuthnot. You're late. The divinity is ten deep in would-be +partners already." + +A dull red crept into the young man's face, and he jerked his head +angrily. + +"I got waylaid by Lady Conway--poisonous old woman! She had a great +deal to say on the subject of Miss Mayo and her trip. She ought to be +gagged. I thought she was going on talking all night, so I fairly +bolted in the end. All the same, I agree with her on one point. Why +can't that lazy ass Mayo go with his sister?" + +Nobody seemed to be able to give an answer. The band had begun playing, +and the floor was covered with laughing, talking couples. + +Sir Aubrey Mayo had moved away, and his sister was left standing with +several men, who waited, programme in hand, but she waved them away +with a little smile and a resolute shake of her head. + +"Things seem to be getting a hustle on," said the American. + +"Are you going to try your luck?" asked the elder of the two +Englishmen. + +The American bit the end off a cigar with a little smile. + +"I sure am not. The haughty young lady turned me down as a dancer very +early in our acquaintance. I don't blame her," he added, with a rueful +laugh, "but her extreme candour still rankles. She told me quite +plainly that she had no use for an American who could neither ride nor +dance. I did intimate to her, very gently, that there were a few little +openings in the States for men beside cattle-punching and cabaret +dancing, but she froze me with a look, and I faded away. No, Sir +Egotistical Complacency will be having some bridge later on, which will +suit me much better. He's not a bad chap underneath if you can swallow +his peculiarities, and he's a sportsman. I like to play with him. He +doesn't care a durn if he wins or loses." + +"It doesn't matter when you have a banking account the size of his," +said Arbuthnot. "Personally, I find dancing more amusing and less +expensive. I shall go and take my chance with our hostess." + +His eyes turned rather eagerly towards the end of the room where the +girl was standing alone, straight and slim, the light from an +electrolier gilding the thick bright curls framing her beautiful, +haughty little face. She was staring down at the dancers with an absent +expression in her eyes, as if her thoughts were far away from the +crowded ballroom. + +The American pushed Arbuthnot forward with a little laugh. + +"Run along, foolish moth, and get your poor little wings singed. When +the cruel fair has done trampling on you I'll come right along and mop +up the remains. If, on the other hand, your temerity meets with the +success it deserves, we can celebrate suitably later on." And, linking +his arm in his friend's, he drew him away to the card-room. + +Arbuthnot went through the window and worked slowly round the room, +hugging the wall, evading dancers, and threading his way through groups +of chattering men and women of all nationalities. He came at last to +the raised dais on which Diana Mayo was still standing, and climbed up +the few steps to her side. + +"This is luck, Miss Mayo," he said, with an assurance that he was far +from feeling. "Am I really fortunate enough to find you without a +partner?" + +She turned to him slowly, with a little crease growing between her +arched eyebrows, as if his coming were inopportune and she resented the +interruption to her thoughts, and then she smiled quite frankly. + +"I said I would not dance until everybody was started," she said rather +doubtfully, looking over the crowded floor. + +"They are all dancing. You've done your duty nobly. Don't miss this +ripping tune," he urged persuasively. + +She hesitated, tapping her programme-pencil against her teeth. + +"I refused a lot of men," she said, with a grimace. Then she laughed +suddenly. "Come along, then. I am noted for my bad manners. This will +only be one extra sin." + +Arbuthnot danced well, but with the girl in his arms he seemed suddenly +tongue-tied. They swung round the room several times, then halted +simultaneously beside an open window and went out into the garden of +the hotel, sitting down on a wicker seat under a gaudy Japanese hanging +lantern. The band was still playing, and for the moment the garden was +empty, lit faintly by coloured lanterns, festooned from the palm trees, +and twinkling lights outlining the winding paths. + +Arbuthnot leaned forward, his hands clasped between his knees. + +"I think you are the most perfect dancer I have ever met," he said a +little breathlessly. + +Miss Mayo looked at him seriously, without a trace of +self-consciousness. + +"It is very easy to dance if you have a musical ear, and if you have +been in the habit of making your body do what you want. So few people +seem to be trained to make their limbs obey them. Mine have had to do +as they were told since I was a small child," she answered calmly. + +The unexpectedness of the reply acted as a silencer on Arbuthnot for a +few minutes, and the girl beside him seemed in no hurry to break the +silence. The dance was over and the empty garden was thronged for a +little time. Then the dancers drifted back into the hotel as the band +started again. + +"It's rather jolly here in the garden," Arbuthnot said tentatively. His +heart was pounding with unusual rapidity, and his eyes, that he kept +fixed on his own clasped hands, had a hungry look growing in them. + +"You mean that, you want to sit out this dance with me?" she said with +a boyish directness that somewhat nonplussed him. + +"Yes," he stammered rather foolishly. + +She held her programme up to the light of the lantern. "I promised this +one to Arthur Conway. We quarrel every time we meet. I cannot think why +he asked me; he disapproves of me even more than his mother does--such +an interfering old lady. He will be overjoyed to be let off. And I +don't want to dance to-night. I am looking forward so tremendously to +to-morrow. I shall stay and talk to you, but you must give me a +cigarette to keep me in a good temper." + +His hand shook a little as he held the match for her. "Are you really +determined to go through with this tour?" + +She stared at him in surprise. "Why not? My arrangements have been made +some time. Why should I change my mind at the last moment?" + +"Why does your brother let you go alone? Why doesn't he go with you? +Oh, I haven't any right to ask, but I do ask," he broke out vehemently. + +She shrugged her shoulders with a little laugh. "We fell out, Aubrey +and I. He wanted to go to America. I wanted a trip into the desert. We +quarrelled for two whole days and half one night, and then we +compromised. I should have my desert tour, and Aubrey should go to New +York; and to mark his brotherly appreciation of my gracious promise to +follow him to the States without fail at the end of a month he has +consented to grace my caravan for the first stage, and dismiss me on my +way with his blessing. It annoyed him so enormously that he could not +order me to go with him, this being the first time in our wanderings +that our inclinations have not jumped in the same direction. I came of +age a few months ago, and, in future, I can do as I please. Not that I +have ever done anything else," she conceded, with another laugh, +"because Aubrey's ways have been my ways until now." + +"But for the sake of one month! What difference could it make to him?" +he asked in astonishment. + +"That's Aubrey," replied Miss Mayo drily. + +"It isn't safe," persisted Arbuthnot. + +She flicked the ash from her cigarette carelessly. "I don't agree with +you. I don't know why everybody is making such a fuss about it. Plenty +of other women have travelled in much wilder country than this desert." + +He looked at her curiously. She seemed to be totally unaware that it +was her youth and her beauty that made all the danger of the +expedition. He fell back on the easier excuse. + +"There seems to be unrest amongst some of the tribes. There have been a +lot of rumours lately," he said seriously. + +She made a little movement of impatience. "Oh, that's what they always +tell you when they want to put obstacles in your way. The authorities +have already dangled that bogey in front of me. I asked for facts and +they only gave me generalities. I asked definitely if they had any +power to stop me. They said they had not, but strongly advised me not +to make the attempt. I said I should go, unless the French Government +arrested me.... Why not? I am not afraid. I don't admit that there is +anything to be afraid of. I don't believe a word about the tribes being +restless. Arabs are always moving about, aren't they? I have an +excellent caravan leader, whom even the authorities vouch for, and I +shall be armed. I am perfectly able to take care of myself. I can shoot +straight and I am used to camping. Besides, I have given my word to +Aubrey to be in Oran in a month, and I can't get very far away in that +time." + +There was an obstinate ring in her voice, and when she stopped speaking +he sat silent, consumed with anxiety, obsessed with the loveliness of +her, and tormented with the desire to tell her so. Then he turned to +her suddenly, and his face was very white. "Miss Mayo--Diana--put off +this trip only for a little, and give me the right to go with you. I +love you. I want you for my wife more than anything on earth. I shan't +always be a penniless subaltern. One of these days I shall be able to +give you a position that is worthy of you; no, nothing could be that, +but one at least that I am not ashamed to offer to you. We've been very +good friends; you know all about me. I'll give my whole life to make +you happy. The world has been a different place to me since you came +into it. I can't get away from you. You are in my thoughts night and +day. I love you; I want you. My God, Diana! Beauty like yours drives a +man mad!" + +"Is beauty all that a man wants in his wife?" she asked, with a kind of +cold wonder in her voice. "Brains and a sound body seem much more +sensible requirements to me." + +"But when a woman has all three, as you have, Diana," he whispered +ardently, his hands closing over the slim ones lying in her lap. + +But with a strength that seemed impossible for their smallness she +disengaged them from his grasp. "Please stop. I am sorry. We have been +good friends, and it has never occurred to me that there could be +anything beyond that. I never thought that you might love me. I never +thought of you in that way at all, I don't understand it. When God made +me He omitted to give me a heart. I have never loved any one in my +life. My brother and I have tolerated each other, but there has never +been any affection between us. Would it be likely? Put yourself in +Aubrey's place. Imagine a young man of nineteen, with a cold, reserved +nature, being burdened with the care of a baby sister, thrust into his +hands unwanted and unexpected. Was it likely that he would have any +affection for me? I never wanted it. I was born with the same cold +nature as his. I was brought up as a boy, my training was hard. Emotion +and affection have been barred out of my life. I simply don't know what +they mean. I don't want to know. I am very content with my life as it +is. Marriage for a woman means the end of independence, that is, +marriage with a man who is a man, in spite of all that the most modern +woman may say. I have never obeyed any one in my life; I do not wish to +try the experiment. I am very sorry to have hurt you. You've been a +splendid pal, but that side of life does not exist for me. If I had +thought for one moment that my friendship was going to hurt you I need +not have let you become so intimate, but I did not think, because it is +a subject that I never think of. A man to me is just a companion with +whom I ride or shoot or fish; a pal, a comrade, and that's just all +there is to it. God made me a woman. Why, only He knows." + +Her quiet, even voice stopped. There had been a tone of cold sincerity +in it that Arbuthnot could not help but recognise. She meant everything +that she said. She said no more than the truth. Her reputation for +complete indifference to admiration and her unvarying attitude towards +men were as well known as her dauntless courage and obstinate +determination. With Sir Aubrey Mayo she behaved like a younger brother, +and as such entertained his friends. She was popular with everybody, +even with the mothers of marriageable daughters, for, in spite of her +wealth and beauty, her notorious peculiarities made her negligible as a +rival to plainer and less well-dowered girls. + +Arbuthnot sat in silence. It was hardly likely, he thought bitterly, +that he should succeed where other and better men had failed. He had +been a fool to succumb to the temptation that had been too hard for him +to resist. He knew her well enough to know beforehand what her answer +would be. The very real fear for her safety that the thought of the +coming expedition gave him, her nearness in the mystery of the Eastern +night, the lights, the music, had all combined to rush to his lips +words that in a saner moment would never have passed them. He loved +her, he would love her always, but he knew that his love was as +hopeless as it was undying. But it was men who were men whom she wanted +for her friends, so he must take his medicine like a man. + +"May I still be the pal, Diana?" he said quietly. + +She looked at him a moment, but in the dim light of the hanging +lanterns his eyes were steady under hers, and she held out her hand +frankly. "Gladly," she said candidly. "I have hosts of acquaintances, +but very few friends. We are always travelling, Aubrey and I, and we +never seem to have time to make friends. We rarely stay as long in one +place as we have stayed in Biskra. In England they call us very bad +neighbours, we are so seldom there. We generally go home for three +months in the winter for the hunting, but the rest of the year we +wander on the face of the globe." + +He held her slender fingers gripped in his for a moment, smothering an +insane desire to press them to his lips, which he knew would be fatal +to the newly accorded friendship, and then let them go. Miss Mayo +continued sitting quietly beside him. She was in no way disturbed by +what had happened. She had taken him literally at his word, and was +treating him as the pal he had asked to be. It no more occurred to her +that she might relieve him of her society than it occurred to her that +her continued presence might be distressing to him. She was totally +unembarrassed and completely un-self-conscious. And as they sat silent, +her thoughts far away in the desert, and his full of vain longings and +regrets, a man's low voice rose in the stillness of the night. "_Pale +hands I loved beside the Shalimar. Where are you now? Who lies beneath +your spell_?" he sang in a passionate, vibrating baritone. He was +singing in English, and yet the almost indefinite slurring from note to +note was strangely un-English. Diana Mayo leaned forward, her head +raised, listening intently, with shining eyes. The voice seemed to come +from the dark shadows at the end of the garden, or it might have been +further away out in the road beyond the cactus hedge. The singer sang +slowly, his voice lingering caressingly on the words; the last verse +dying away softly and clearly, almost imperceptibly fading into +silence. + +For a moment there was utter stillness, then Diana lay back with a +little sigh. "The Kashmiri Song. It makes me think of India. I heard a +man sing it in Kashmere last year, but not like that. What a wonderful +voice! I wonder who it is?" + +Arbuthnot looked at her curiously, surprised at the sudden ring of +interest in her tone, and the sudden animation of her face. + +"You say you have no emotion in your nature, and yet that unknown man's +singing has stirred you deeply. How do you reconcile the two?" he +asked, almost angrily. + +"Is an appreciation of the beautiful emotion?" she challenged, with +uplifted eyes. "Surely not. Music, art, nature, everything beautiful +appeals to me. But there is nothing emotional in that. It is only that +I prefer beautiful things to ugly ones. For that reason even pretty +clothes appeal to me," she added, laughing. + +"You are the best-dressed woman in Biskra," he acceded. "But is not +that a concession to the womanly feelings that you despise?" + +"Not at all. To take an interest in one's clothes is not an exclusively +feminine vice. I like pretty dresses. I admit to spending some time in +thinking of colour schemes to go with my horrible hair, but I assure +you that my dressmaker has an easier life than Aubrey's tailor." + +She sat silent, hoping that the singer might not have gone, but there +was no sound except a cicada chirping near her. She swung round in her +chair, looking in the direction from which it came. "Listen to him. +Jolly little chap! They are the first things I listen for when I get to +Port Said. They mean the East to me." + +"Maddening little beasts!" said Arbuthnot irritably. + +"They are going to be very friendly little beasts to me during the next +four weeks.... You don't know what this trip means to me. I like wild +places. The happiest times of my life have been spent camping in +America and India, and I have always wanted the desert more than either +of them. It is going to be a month of pure joy. I am going to be +enormously happy." + +She stood up with a little laugh of intense pleasure, and half turned, +waiting for Arbuthnot. He got up reluctantly and stood silent beside +her for a few moments. "Diana, I wish you'd let me kiss you, just +once," he broke out miserably. + +She looked up swiftly with a glint of anger in her eyes, and shook her +head. "No. That's not in the compact. I have never been kissed in my +life. It is one of the things that I do not understand." Her voice was +almost fierce. + +She moved leisurely towards the hotel, and he paced beside her +wondering if he had forfeited her friendship by his outburst, but on +the verandah she halted and spoke in the frank tone of camaraderie in +which she had always addressed him. "Shall I see you in the morning?" + +He understood. There was to be no more reference to what had passed +between them. The offer of friendship held, but only on her own terms. +He pulled himself together. + +"Yes. We have arranged an escort of about a dozen of us to ride the +first few miles with you, to give you a proper send-off." + +She made a laughing gesture of protest. "It will certainly need four +weeks of solitude to counteract the conceit I shall acquire," she said +lightly, as she passed into the ballroom. + +A few hours later Diana came into her bedroom, and, switching on the +electric lights, tossed her gloves and programme into a chair. The room +was empty, for her maid had had a _vertige_ at the suggestion that +she should accompany her mistress into the desert, and had been sent +back to Paris to await Diana's return. She had left during the day, to +take most of the heavy luggage with her. + +Diana stood in the middle of the room and looked at the preparations +for the early start next morning with a little smile of satisfaction. +Everything was _en train_; the final arrangements had all been +concluded some days before. The camel caravan with the camp equipment +was due to leave Biskra a few hours before the time fixed for the Mayos +to start with Mustafa Ali, the reputable guide whom the French +authorities had reluctantly recommended. The two big suit-cases that +Diana was taking with her stood open, ready packed, waiting only for +the last few necessaries, and by them the steamer trunk that Sir Aubrey +would take charge of and leave in Paris as he passed through. On a +chaise-longue was laid out her riding kit ready for the morning. Her +smile broadened as she looked at the smart-cut breeches and high brown +boots. They were the clothes in which most of her life had been spent, +and in which she was far more at home than in the pretty dresses over +which she had laughed with Arbuthnot. + +She was glad the dance was over; it was not a form of exercise that +appealed to her particularly. She was thinking only of the coming tour. +She stretched her arms out with a little happy laugh. + +"It's the life of lives, and it's going to begin all over again +to-morrow morning." She crossed over to the dressing-table, and, +propping her elbows on it, looked at herself in the glass, with a +little friendly smile at the reflection. In default of any other +confidant she had always talked to herself, with no thought for the +beauty of the face staring back at her from the glass. The only comment +she ever made to herself on her own appearance was sometimes to wish +that her hair was not such a tiresome shade. She looked at herself now +with a tinge of curiosity. "I wonder why I'm so especially happy +to-night. It must be because we have been so long in Biskra. It's been +very jolly, but I was beginning to get very bored." She laughed again +and picked up her watch to wind. It was one of her peculiarities that +she would wear no jewellery of any kind. Even the gold repeater in her +hand was on a plain leather strap. She undressed slowly and each moment +felt more wide-awake. Slipping a thin wrap over her pyjamas and +lighting a cigarette she went out on to the broad balcony on to which +her bedroom gave. The room was on the first floor, and opposite her +window rose one of the ornately carved and bracketed pillars that +supported the balcony, stretching up to the second story above her +head. She looked down into the gardens below. It was an easy climb, she +thought, with a boyish grin--far easier than many she had achieved +successfully when the need of a solitary ramble became imperative. But +the East was inconvenient for solitary ramble; native servants had a +disconcerting habit of lying down to sleep wherever drowsiness overcame +them, and it was not very long since she had slid down from her balcony +and landed plumb on a slumbering bundle of humanity who had roused half +the hotel with his howls. She leant far over the rail, trying to see +into the verandah below, and she thought she caught a glimpse of white +drapery. She looked again, and this time there was nothing, but she +shook her head with a little grimace, and swung herself up on to the +broad ledge of the railing. Settling herself comfortably with her back +against the column she looked out over the hotel gardens into the +night, humming softly the Kashmiri song she had heard earlier in the +evening. + +The risen moon was full, and its cold, brilliant light filled the +garden with strong black shadows. She watched some that seemed even to +move, as if the garden were alive with creeping, hurrying figures, and +amused herself tracking them until she traced them to the palm tree or +cactus bush that caused them. One in particular gave her a long hunt +till she finally ran it to its lair, and it proved to be the shadow of +a grotesque lead statue half hidden by a flowering shrub. Forgetting +the hour and the open windows all around her, she burst into a rippling +peal of laughter, which was interrupted by the appearance of a figure, +imperfectly seen through the lattice-work which divided her balcony +from the next one, and the sound of an irritable voice. + +"For Heaven's sake, Diana, let other people sleep if you can't." + +"Which, being interpreted, is let Sir Aubrey Mayo sleep," she retorted, +with a chuckle. "My dear boy, sleep if you want to, but I don't know +how you can on a night like this. Did you ever see such a gorgeous +moon?" + +"Oh, damn the moon!" + +"Oh, very well. Don't get cross about it. Go back to bed and put your +head under the clothes, and then you won't see it. But I'm going to sit +here." + +"Diana, don't be an idiot! You'll go to sleep and fall into the garden +and break your neck." + +"_Tant pis pour moi. Tant mieux pour toi,_" she said flippantly. +"I have left you all that I have in the world, dear brother. Could +devotion go further?" + +She paid no heed to his exclamation of annoyance, and looked back into +the garden. It was a wonderful night, silent except for the cicadas' +monotonous chirping, mysterious with the inexplicable mystery that +hangs always in the Oriental night. The smells of the East rose up all +around her; here, as at home, they seemed more perceptible by night +than by day. Often at home she had stood on the little stone balcony +outside her room, drinking in the smells of the night--the pungent, +earthy smell after rain, the aromatic smell of pine trees near the +house. It was the intoxicating smells of the night that had first +driven her, as a very small child, to clamber down from her balcony, +clinging to the thick ivy roots, to wander with the delightful sense of +wrong-doing through the moonlit park and even into the adjoining gloomy +woods. She had always been utterly fearless. + +Her childhood had been a strange one. There had been no near relatives +to interest themselves in the motherless girl left to the tender +mercies of a brother nearly twenty years her senior, who was frankly +and undisguisedly horrified at the charge that had been thrust upon +him. Wrapped up in himself, and free to indulge in the wander hunger +that gripped him, the baby sister was an intolerable burden, and he had +shifted responsibility in the easiest way possible. For the first few +years of her life she was left undisturbed to nurses and servants who +spoiled her indiscriminately. Then, when she was still quite a tiny +child, Sir Aubrey Mayo came home from a long tour, and, settling down +for a couple of years, fixed on his sister's future training, modelled +rigidly on his own upbringing. Dressed as a boy, treated as a boy, she +learned to ride and to shoot and to fish--not as amusements, but +seriously, to enable her to take her place later on as a companion to +the man whose only interests they were. His air of weariness was a +mannerism. In reality he was as hard as nails, and it was his intention +that Diana should grow up as hard. With that end in view her upbringing +had been Spartan, no allowances were made for sex or temperament and +nothing was spared to gain the desired result. And from the first Diana +had responded gallantly, throwing herself heart and soul into the +arduous, strenuous life mapped out for her. The only drawback to a +perfect enjoyment of life were the necessary lessons that had to be +gone through, though even these might have been worse. Every morning +she rode across the park to the rectory for a couple of hours' tuition +with the rector, whose heart was more in his stable than in his parish, +and whose reputation was greater across country than it was in the +pulpit. His methods were rough and ready, but she had brains, and +acquired an astonishing amount of diverse knowledge. But her education +was stopped with abrupt suddenness when she was fifteen by the arrival +at the rectory of an overgrown young cub who had been sent by a +despairing parent, as a last resource, to the muscular rector, and who +quickly discovered what those amongst whom she had grown up had hardly +realised, that Diana Mayo, with the clothes and manners of a boy, was +really an uncommonly beautiful young woman. With the assurance +belonging to his type, he had taken the earliest opportunity of telling +her so, following it with an attempt to secure the kiss that up to now +his own good looks had always secured for him. But in this case he had +to deal with a girl who was a girl by accident of birth only, who was +quicker with her hands and far finer trained than he was, and whose +natural strength was increased by furious rage. She had blacked his +eyes before he properly understood what was happening, and was dancing +around him like an infuriated young gamecock when the rector had burst +in upon them, attracted by the noise. + +What she left he had finished, and then, breathless and angry, had +ridden back across the park with her and had briefly announced to Sir +Aubrey, who happened to be at home upon one of his rare visits, that +his pupil was both too old and too pretty to continue her studies at +the rectory, and had taken himself off as hurriedly as he had come, +leaving Sir Aubrey to settle for himself the new problem of Diana. And, +as before, it was settled in the easiest possible way. Physically she +was perfectly able to take up the role for which he had always intended +her; mentally he presumed that she knew as much as it was necessary for +her to know, and, in any case, travelling itself was an education, and +a far finer one than could be learned from books. So Diana grew up in a +day, and in a fortnight the old life was behind her and she had started +out on the ceaseless travels with her brother that had continued for +the last six years--years of perpetual change, of excitements and +dangers. + +She thought of it all, sitting on the broad rail of the balcony, her +head slanted against the column on which she leaned. "It's been a +splendid life," she murmured, "and to-morrow--to-day begins the most +perfect part of it." She yawned and realised suddenly that she was +desperately sleepy. She turned back into her room, leaving the windows +wide, and, flinging off her wrap, tumbled into bed and slept almost +before her head was on the pillow. + +It must have been about an hour later when she awoke, suddenly wide +awake. She lay quite still, looking cautiously under her thick lashes. +The room was flooded with moonlight, there was nothing to be seen, but +she had the positive feeling that there was another presence in the +room beside her own; she had had a half-conscious vision in the moment +of waking of a shadowy something that had seemed to fade away by the +window. As the actual reality of this thought pierced through the sleep +that dulled her brain and became a concrete suggestion, she sprang out +of the bed and ran on to the balcony. It was empty. She leaned over the +railing, listening intently, but she could see nothing and hear +nothing. Puzzled, she went back into her room and turned on the lights. +Nothing seemed to be missing: her watch lay where she had left it on +the dressing table; and the suit-cases had apparently not been tampered +with. By the bedside the ivory-mounted revolver that she always carried +was lying as she had placed it. She looked around the room again, +frowning. "It must have been a dream," she said doubtfully, "but it +seemed very real. It looked tall and white and solid, and I _felt_ +it there." She waited a moment or two, then shrugged her shoulders, +turned out the lights, and got into bed. Her nerves were admirable, and +in five minutes she was asleep again. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The promised send-off had been enthusiastic. The arrangements for the +trip had been perfect; there had been no hitch anywhere. The guide, +Mustafa Ali, appeared capable and efficient, effacing himself when not +wanted and replying with courteous dignity when spoken to. The day had +been full of interest, and the long, hot ride had for Diana been the +height of physical enjoyment. They had reached the oasis where the +first night was to be passed an hour before, and found the camp already +established, tents pitched, and everything so ordered that Sir Aubrey +could find nothing to criticise; even Stephens, his servant, who had +travelled with him since Diana was a baby, and who was as critical as +his master on the subject of camps, had no fault to find. + +Diana glanced about her little travelling tent with complete content. +It was much smaller than the ones to which she had always been +accustomed, ridiculously so compared with the large one she had had in +India the previous year, with its separate bath--and dressing-rooms. +Servants, too, had swarmed in India. Here service promised to be +inadequate, but it had been her whim on this tour to dispense with the +elaborate arrangements that Sir Aubrey cultivated and to try +comparative roughing it. The narrow camp cot, the tin bath, the little +folding table and her two suit-cases seemed to take up all the +available space. But she laughed at the inconvenience, though she had +drenched her bed with splashing, and the soap had found its way into +the toe of one of her long boots. She had changed from her riding +clothes into a dress of clinging jade-green silk, swinging short above +her slender ankles, the neck cut low, revealing the gleaming white of +her soft, girlish bosom. She came out of the tent and stood a moment +exchanging an amused smile with Stephens, who was hovering near +dubiously, one eye on her and the other on his master. She was late, +and Sir Aubrey liked his meals punctually. The baronet was lounging in +one deck-chair with his feet on another. + +Diana wagged an admonishing forefinger. "Fly, Stephens, and fetch the +soup! If it is cold there will be a riot." She walked to the edge of +the canvas cloth that had been thrown down in front of the tents and +stood revelling in the scene around her, her eyes dancing with +excitement as they glanced slowly around the camp spread out over the +oasis--the clustering palm trees, the desert itself stretching away +before her in undulating sweeps, but seemingly level in the evening +light, far off to the distant hills lying like a dark smudge against +the horizon. She drew a long breath. It was the desert at last, the +desert that she felt she had been longing for all her life. She had +never known until this moment how intense the longing had been. She +felt strangely at home, as if the great, silent emptiness had been +waiting for her as she had been waiting for it, and now that she had +come it was welcoming her softly with the faint rustle of the +whispering sand, the mysterious charm of its billowy, shifting surface +that seemed beckoning to her to penetrate further and further into its +unknown obscurities. + +Her brother's voice behind her brought her down to earth suddenly. +"You've been a confounded long time." + +She turned to the table with a faint smile. "Don't be a bear, Aubrey. +It's all very well for you. You have Stephens to lather your chin and +to wash your hands, but thanks to that idiot Marie, I have to look +after myself." + +Sir Aubrey took his heels down leisurely from the second chair, pitched +away his cigar, and, screwing his eyeglass into his eye with more than +usual truculence, looked at her with disapproval. "Are you going to rig +yourself out like that every evening for the benefit of Mustafa Ali and +the camel-drivers?" + +"I do not propose to invite the worthy Mustafa to meals, and I am not +in the habit of 'rigging myself out,' as you so charmingly put it, for +any one's benefit. If you think I dress in camp to please you, my dear +Aubrey, you flatter yourself. I do it entirely to please myself. That +explorer woman we met in London that first year I began travelling with +you explained to me the real moral and physical value of changing into +comfortable, pretty clothes after a hard day in breeches and boots. You +change yourself. What's the difference?" + +"All the difference," he snapped. "There is no need for you to make +yourself more attractive than you are already." + +"Since when has it occurred to you that I am attractive? You must have +a touch of the sun, Aubrey," she replied, with uplifted eyebrows, +drumming impatiently with her fingers on the table. + +"Don't quibble. You know perfectly well that you are good-looking--too +good-looking to carry through this preposterous affair." + +"Will you please tell me what you are driving at?" she asked quietly. +But the dark blue eyes fixed on her brother's face were growing darker +as she looked at him. + +"I've been doing some hard thinking to-day, Diana. This tour you +propose is impossible." + +"Isn't it rather late in the day to find that out?" she interrupted +sarcastically; but he ignored the interruption. + +"You must see for yourself, now that you are face to face with the +thing, that it is impossible. It's quite unthinkable that you can +wander for the next month all alone in the desert with those damned +niggers. Though my legal guardianship over you terminated last +September I still have some moral obligations towards you. Though it +has been convenient to me to bring you up as a boy and to regard you in +the light of a younger brother instead of a sister, we cannot get away +from the fact that you are a woman, and a very young woman. There are +certain things a young woman cannot do. If you had been the boy I +always wished you were it would have been a different matter, but you +are not a boy, and the whole thing is impossible--utterly impossible." +There was a fretful impatience in his voice. + +Diana lit a cigarette slowly, and swung round on her chair with a hard +laugh. "If I had not lived with you all my life, Aubrey, I should +really be impressed with your brotherly solicitude; I should think you +really meant it. But knowing you as I do, I know that it is not anxiety +on my behalf that is prompting you, but the disinclination that you +have to travel alone without me. You have come to depend on me to save +you certain annoyances and inconveniences that always occur in +travelling. You were more honest in Biskra when you only objected to my +trip without giving reasons. Why have you waited until to-night to give +me those reasons?" + +"Because I thought that here, at least, you would have sense enough to +see them. In Biskra it was impossible to argue with you. You made your +own arrangements against my wishes. I left it, feeling convinced that +the impossibility of it would be brought home to you here, and that you +would see for yourself that it was out of the question. Diana, give up +this insane trip." + +"I will not." + +"I've a thundering good mind to make you." + +"You can't. I'm my own mistress. You have no right over me at all. You +have no claim on me. You haven't even that of ordinary brotherly +affection, for you have never given me any, so you cannot expect it +from me. We needn't make any pretence about it, I am not going to argue +any more. I will not go back to Biskra." + +"If you are afraid of being laughed at----" he sneered; but she took him +up swiftly. + +"I am not afraid of being laughed at. Only cowards are afraid of that, +and I am not a coward." + +"Diana, listen to reason!" + +"Aubrey! I have said my last word. Nothing will alter my determination +to go on this trip. Your arguments do not convince me, who know you. It +is your own considerations and not mine that are at the bottom of your +remonstrances. You do not deny it, because you can't, because it is +true." + +They were facing each other across the little table. An angry flush +rose in Sir Aubrey's face, and his eyeglass fell with a little sharp +tinkle against a waistcoat button. + +"You're a damned obstinate little devil!" he said furiously. + +She looked at him steadily, her scornful mouth firm as his own. "I am +what you have made me," she said slowly. "Why quarrel with the result? +You have brought me up to ignore the restrictions attached to my sex; +you now round on me and throw them in my face. All my life you have set +me an example of selfishness and obstinacy. Can you wonder that I have +profited by it? You have made me as hard as yourself, and you now +profess surprise at the determination your training has forced upon me. +You are illogical. It is your fault, not mine. There was bound to be a +clash some day. It has come sooner than I expected, that's all. Up till +now my inclinations have gone with yours, but this seems to be the +parting of the ways. As I reminded you before, I am my own mistress, +and I will submit to no interference with my actions. Please understand +that clearly, Aubrey. I don't want to wrangle any more. I will join you +in New York as I promised. I am not in the habit of breaking my +promises, but my life is my own to deal with, and I will deal with it +exactly as I wish and not as any one else wishes. I will do what I +choose when and how I choose, and I will _never_ obey any will but +my own." + +Sir Aubrey's eyes narrowed suddenly. "Then I hope to Heaven that one +day you will fall into the hands of a man who will make you obey," he +cried wrathfully. + +Her scornful mouth curled still more scornfully. "Then Heaven help +him!" she retorted scathingly, and turned away to her tent. + +But, alone, her anger gave way to amusement. It had been something, +after all, to rouse the lazy Aubrey to wrath. She knew exactly the +grievance he had been nursing against her during the last few weeks in +Biskra. Though he travelled perpetually and often in remote and +desolate places, he travelled with the acme of comfort and the minimum +of inconveniences. He put himself out for nothing, and the inevitable +difficulties that accrued fell on Diana's younger and less blase +shoulders. She had always known the uses he put her to and the +convenience she was to him. He might have some latent feelings with +regard to the inadvisability of her behavior, he might even have some +prickings of conscience on the subject of his upbringing of her, but it +was thoughts of his own comfort that were troubling him most. That she +knew, and the knowledge was not conducive to any kinder feeling towards +him. He always had been and always would be supremely selfish. The +whole of their life together had been conducted to suit his +conveniences and not hers. She knew, too, why her company was +particularly desired on his visit to America. It was a hunting trip, +but not the kind that they were usually accustomed to: it was a wife +and not big game that was taking Sir Aubrey across the ocean on this +occasion. It had been in his mind for some time as an inevitable and +somewhat unpleasant necessity. Women bored him, and the idea of +marriage was distasteful, but a son to succeed him was imperative--a +Mayo must be followed by a Mayo. An heir was essential for the big +property that the family had held for hundreds of years. No woman had +ever attracted him, but of all women he had met American women were +less actively irritating to him, and so it was to America that he +turned in search of a wife. He proposed to take a house in New York for +a few months and later on in Newport, and it was for that that Diana's +company was considered indispensable. She would save him endless +trouble, as all arrangements could be left in her hands and Stephens'. +Having made up his mind to go through with a proceeding that he +regarded in the light of a sacrifice on the family altar, his wish was +to get it over and done with as soon as possible, and Diana's +interference in his plans had exasperated him. It was the first time +that their wills had crossed, and she shrugged her shoulders +impatiently, with a grimace at the recollection. A little more and it +would have degenerated into a vulgar quarrel. She banished Aubrey and +his selfishness resolutely from her mind. It was very hot, and she lay +very still in the narrow cot, wishing she had not been so rigid in the +matter of its width, and wondering if a sudden movement in the night +would precipitate her into the bath that stood alongside. She thought +regretfully of a punkah, and then smiled derisively at herself. + +"Sybarite!" she murmured sleepily. "You need a few discomforts." + +She was almost aggressively cheerful next morning at breakfast and for +the time that they lingered at the oasis after the baggage camels had +started. Sir Aubrey was morose and silent, and she exchanged most of +her badinage with Stephens, who was superintending the packing of the +tiffin basket that would accompany her in charge of the man who had +been selected as her personal servant, and who was waiting, with +Mustafa Ali and about ten men, to ride with her. + +The time for starting came. Stephens was fussing about the horse that +Diana was to ride. + +"Everything all right, Stephens? Up to your standard? Don't look so +glum. I wish you were coming to look after me, but it couldn't be done. +Sir Aubrey would be lost without you." + +The idea of a tour without Stephens in the background seemed suddenly +momentous, and the smile she gave him was more serious than she meant +it to be. She went back to her brother, who was pulling his moustache +savagely. "I don't think there's any use waiting any longer. You won't +want to hurry yourself too much, and you will want to be in Biskra in +time for dinner," she said as casually as she could. + +He swung towards her. "Diana, it's still not too late to change your +mind. For Heaven's sake give up this folly. It's tempting Providence." +For the first time there was a genuine ring in his voice, and for a +moment Diana wavered, but only for a moment. Then she looked at him +with a slow smile. + +"Do I fall on your neck and say, 'Take me back, dear Guardian; I will +be good,' or do I prostrate myself at your feet and knock my head on +your boots, and whine, in the language of the country, 'Hearing is +obeying'? Don't be ridiculous, Aubrey. You can't expect me to change my +mind at the eleventh hour. It's perfectly safe. Mustafa Ali will take +care that everything goes smoothly. He has his reputation in Biskra to +think of. You know the character the authorities gave him. He is not +likely to throw that away. In any case I can take care of myself, +thanks to your training. I don't mind owning to being conceited about +my shooting. Even you admit that I am a credit to your teaching." + +With a gay little laugh she whipped out the ivory-mounted revolver, and +aiming at a low flat rock, some distance away, fired. She was an +unusually good revolver shot, but this time she seemed to have missed. +There was no mark on the stone. Diana stared at it stupidly, a frown of +perplexity creasing her forehead. Then she looked at her brother, and +back to the revolver in her hand. + +Sir Aubrey swore. "Diana! What a senseless piece of bravado!" he cried +angrily. + +She took no notice of him. She was still staring at the smooth rock +fate. "I don't understand it. How could I miss? It's as big as a +house," she murmured thoughtfully, and raised the revolver again. + +But Sir Aubrey caught her wrist. "For God's sake don't make a fool of +yourself a second time. You have lowered your prestige quite enough +already," he said in a low voice, with a glance at the group of +watching Arabs. + +Diana jerked the little weapon back into its place reluctantly. "I +don't understand it," she said again. "It must be the light." She +mounted and wheeled her horse alongside of Sir Aubrey's, and held out +her hand. "Good-bye, Aubrey. Expect me a month after you arrive. I will +cable to you from Cherbourg. Good luck! I shall roll up in time to be +best man," she added, laughing, and with a nod to Mustafa Ali she +turned her horse's head southwards. + +For a long time she rode in silence. The quarrel with Aubrey had left a +nasty taste in her mouth. She knew that what she was doing was +considered unconventional, but she had been brought up to be +unconventional. She had never even thought, when she planned her tour, +of possible criticism; it would have made no difference to her if she +had thought, and she had been amazed and amused at the sensation that +her proposed trip had caused. The publicity to which it had given rise +had annoyed her intensely; she had been scornful that people could not +occupy themselves with their own affairs and leave her to deal with +hers. But that Aubrey should join in the general criticism and present +such a complete _volte-face_ to the opinions he had always held +was beyond her comprehension. She was angry with him, and contempt was +mingled with her anger. It was inconsistent with the whole of his +lifelong attitude toward her, and the discovery of his altered ideas +left her rather breathless and more than ever determined to adhere to +her own deeply-rooted convictions. Aubrey was responsible for them, he +had instilled them, and if he chose now to abandon them that was his +look-out. For her own part she saw no reason to change principles she +had been brought up in. If Aubrey really thought there was danger in +this expedition he could have sacrificed himself for once and come with +her. As Jim Arbuthnot had said, it was only a month, a negligible +length of time, but Aubrey's selfishness would not allow him to make +that concession any more than her own obstinacy would allow her to give +way. It was too much to expect. And this was the desert! It was the +expedition that she had dreamed of and planned for years. She could not +give it up. The idea of danger brought a little laugh to her lips. How +could anything in the desert hurt her? It had been calling to her +always. There was nothing strange about the scene that lay all around +her. Her surroundings seemed oddly familiar. The burning sun overhead +in the cloudless sky, the shimmering haze rising from the hot, dry +ground, the feathery outline of some clustering palm trees in a tiny +distant oasis were like remembrances that she watched again with a +feeling of gladness that was fuller and deeper than anything that she +had been conscious of before. She was radiantly happy--happy in the +sense of her youth and strength, her perfect physical fitness, happy in +the capacity of her power of enjoyment, happy with the touch of the +keen, nervous horse between her knees, exhilarated with her new +authority. She had looked forward so eagerly, and realisation was +proving infinitely greater than anticipation. And for a whole month +this perfect happiness was to be hers. She thought of her promise to +Aubrey with impatience. To give up the joyous freedom of the desert for +the commonplace round of American social life seemed preposterous. The +thought of the weeks in New York were frankly tedious; Newport would be +a little less bad, for there were alleviations. The only hope was that +Aubrey would find the wife he was looking for quickly and release her +from an obligation that was going to be very wearisome. Aubrey was +counting on her, and it would be unsporting to let him down; she would +have to keep her promise, but she would be glad when it was over. +Aubrey married would settle definitely the possibility of any further +disagreements between them. She wondered vaguely what the future Lady +Mayo would be like, but she did not expend much pity on her. American +girls as a rule were well able to care for themselves. She stroked her +horse with a little smile. Aubrey and his possible wife seemed +singularly uninteresting beside the vivid interest of the moment. A +caravan that had been visible for a long time coming towards them drew +nearer, and Diana reined in to watch the long line of slow, lurching +camels passing. The great beasts, with their disdainful tread and long, +swaying necks, never failed to interest her. It was a large caravan; +the bales on the camels' backs looked heavy, and beside the merchants +on riding camels and a motley crowd of followers--some on lean little +donkeys and others on foot--there was an armed guard of mounted men. It +took some time to pass. One of two of the camels carried huddled +figures, swathed and shapeless with a multitude of coverings, that +Diana knew must be women. The contrast between them and herself was +almost ridiculous. It made her feel stifled even to look at them. She +wondered what their lives were like, if they ever rebelled against the +drudgery and restrictions that were imposed upon them, if they ever +longed for the freedom that she was revelling in, or if custom and +usage were so strong that they had no thoughts beyond the narrow life +they led. The thought of those lives filled her with aversion. The idea +of marriage--even in its highest form, based on mutual consideration +and mutual forbearance--was repugnant to her. She thought of it with a +shiver of absolute repulsion. To Aubrey it was distasteful, but to her +cold, reserved temperament it was a thing of horror and disgust. That +women could submit to the degrading intimacy and fettered existence of +married life filled her with scornful wonder. To be bound irrevocably +to the will and pleasure of a man who would have the right to demand +obedience in all that constituted marriage and the strength to enforce +those claims revolted her. For a Western woman it was bad enough, but +for the women of the East, mere slaves of the passions of the men who +owned them, unconsidered, disregarded, reduced to the level of animals, +the bare idea made her quiver and bring her hand down heavily on her +horse's neck. The nervous creature started sharply and she let him go, +calling to Mustafa Ali as she cantered past him. He had ridden to meet +the caravan and was dismounted, deep in conversation with the chief of +the armed guard. With the thoughts that it had provoked the caravan had +lost all interest for Diana. She wanted to get away from it, to forget +it, and she rode on unmindful of her escort, who, like her guide, had +stopped to speak with the traders. Diana's horse was fleet, and it was +some time before they caught her up. There was a look of annoyance on +Mustafa Ali's face as she turned on hearing them behind her and signed +to him to ride beside her. + +"Mademoiselle is not interested in the caravan?" he asked curiously. + +"No," she replied shortly, and asked for some details connected with +her own expedition. The man talked easily and well, in fluent French, +and after giving the required information, volunteered anecdotes +relating to various well-known people whom he had guided in the desert. +Diana watched him interestedly. He seemed a man of about middle age, +though it was difficult to guess more than approximately, for the +thick, peaked beard that hid both mouth and chin made him look older +than he really was. His beard had been his only drawback from Diana's +point of view, for she judged men by their mouths. Eyes were +untrustworthy evidences of character in an Oriental, for they usually +wavered under a European's. Mustafa Ali's were wavering now as she +looked at him, and it occurred to her that they had not seemed nearly +so shifty in Biskra when she had engaged him. But she attached no +importance to the thought, and dismissed it as much less interesting +than the great difference displayed in their respective modes of +riding. The Arab's exaggeratedly short stirrup would have given her +agonies of cramp. She pointed the difference with a laugh of amusement +and drew the man on to speak of his horses. The one Diana was riding +was an unusually fine beast, and had been one of the greatest points in +the guide's favour when he had brought it for her inspection. He was +enthusiastic in its praise, but volubly vague as to its antecedents, +which left Diana with the conviction that the animal had either been +stolen or acquired in some irregular manner and that it would be +tactless to pursue further inquiries. After all it was no business of +hers. It was enough that her trip was to be conducted on the back of a +horse that it was a pleasure to ride and whose vagaries promised to +give interest to what otherwise might have been monotonous. Some of the +horses that she had seen in Biskra had been the veriest jades. + +She asked Mustafa Ali about the country through which they were +passing, but he did not seem to have much information that was really +of interest, or what seemed important to him appeared trivial to her, +and he constantly brought the conversation back to Biskra, of which she +was tired, or to Oran, of which she knew nothing. The arrival at a +little oasis where the guide suggested that the midday halt might be +made was opportune. Diana swung to the ground, and, tossing down her +gloves, gave herself a shake. It was hot work riding in the burning sun +and the rest would be delightful. She had a thoroughly healthy +appetite, and superintended the laying out of her lunch with interest. +It was the last time that it would be as daintily packed. Stephens was +an artist with a picnic basket. She was going to miss Stephens. She +finished her lunch quickly, and then, with her back propped against a +palm tree, a cigarette in her mouth, her arms clasped round her knees, +she settled down happily, overlooking the desert. The noontime hush +seemed over everything. Not a breath of wind stirred the tops of the +palms; a lizard on a rock near her was the only living thing she could +see. She glanced over her shoulder. The men, with their big cloaks +drawn over their heads, were lying asleep, or at any rate appeared to +be so; only Mustafa Ali was on foot, standing at the edge of the oasis, +staring fixedly in the direction in which they would ride later. + +Diana threw the end of her cigarette at the lizard and laughed at its +precipitant flight. She had no desire to follow the example of her +escort and sleep. She was much too happy to lose a minute of her +enjoyment by wasting it in rest that she did not require. She was +perfectly content and satisfied with herself and her outlook. She had +not a care or a thought in the world. There was not a thing that she +would have changed or altered. Her life had always been happy; she had +extracted the last ounce of pleasure out of every moment of it. That +her happiness was due to the wealth that had enabled her to indulge in +the sports and constant travel that made up the sum total of her +desires never occurred to her. That what composed her pleasure in life +was possible only because she was rich enough to buy the means of +gratifying it did not enter her head. She thought of her wealth no more +than of her beauty. The business connected with her coming of age, when +the big fortune left to her by her father passed unreservedly into her +own hands, was a wearisome necessity that had been got through as +expeditiously as possible, with as little attention to detail as the +old family lawyer had allowed, and an absence of interest that was +evidenced in the careless scrawl she attached to each document that was +given her to sign. The mere money in itself was nothing; it was only a +means to an end. She had never even realised how much was expended on +the continuous and luxurious expeditions that she had made with Sir +Aubrey; her own individual tastes were simple, and apart from the +expensive equipment that was indispensable for their hunting trips, and +which was Aubrey's choosing, not hers, she was not extravagant. The +long list of figures that had been so boring during the tedious hours +that she had spent with the lawyer, grudging every second of the +glorious September morning that she had had to waste in the library +when she was longing to be out of doors, had conveyed nothing to her +beyond the fact that in future when she wanted anything she would be +put to the trouble of writing out an absurd piece of paper herself, +instead of leaving the matter in Aubrey's hands, as she had done +hitherto. + +She had hardly understood and had been much embarrassed by the formal +and pedantic congratulations with which the lawyer had concluded his +business statement. She was not aware that she was an object of +congratulation. It all seemed very stupid and uninteresting. Of real +life she knew nothing and of the ordinary ties and attachments of +family life less than nothing. Aubrey's cold, loveless training had +debarred her from all affection; she had grown up oblivious of it. Love +did not exist for her; from even the thought of passion she shrank +instinctively with the same fastidiousness as she did from actual +physical uncleanliness. + +That she had awakened an emotion that she did not understand herself in +certain men had been an annoyance that had become more intolerable with +repetition. She had hated them and herself impartially, and she had +scorned them fiercely. She had never been so gentle and so human with +any one as she had been with Jim Arbuthnot, and that only because she +was so radiantly happy that night that not even the distasteful +reminder that she was a woman whom a man coveted was able to disturb +her happiness. But here there was no need to dwell on annoyances or +distasteful reminders. + +Diana dug her heels into the soft ground with a little wriggle of +content; here she would be free from anything that could mar her +perfect enjoyment of life as it appeared to her. Here there was nothing +to spoil her pleasure. Her head had drooped during her thoughts, and +for the last few minutes her eyes had been fixed on the dusty tips of +her riding-boots. But she raised them now and looked up with a great +content in them. It was the happiest day of her life. She had forgotten +the quarrel with Aubrey. She had put from her the chain of ideas +suggested by the passing caravan. There was nothing discordant to +disturb the perfect harmony of her mind. + +A shade beside her made her turn her head. Mustafa Ali salaamed +obsequiously. "It is time to start, Mademoiselle." + +Diana looked up in surprise and then back over her shoulder at the +escort. The men were already mounted. The smile faded from her eyes. +Mustafa Ali was guide, but she was head of this expedition; if her +guide had not realised this he would have to do so now. She glanced at +the watch on her wrist. + +"There is plenty of time," she said coolly. + +Mustafa Ali salaamed again. "It is a long ride to reach the oasis where +we must camp to-night," he insisted hurriedly. + +Diana crossed one brown boot over the other, and scooping up some sand +in the palm of her hand trickled it through her fingers slowly. "Then +we can ride faster," she replied quietly, looking at the shining +particles glistening in the sun. + +Mustafa Ali made a movement of impatience and persisted doggedly. +"Mademoiselle would do well to start." + +Diana looked up swiftly with angry eyes. Under the man's suave manner +and simple words a peremptory tone had crept into his voice. She sat +quite still, her fingers raking the warm sand, and under her haughty +stare the guide's eyes wavered and turned away. "We will start when I +choose, Mustafa Ali," she said brusquely. "You may give orders to your +men, but you will take your orders from me. I will tell you when I am +ready. You may go." + +Still he hesitated, swaying irresolutely backwards and forwards on his +heels. + +Diana snapped her fingers over her shoulder, a trick she had learned +from a French officer in Biskra. "I said go!" she repeated sharply. She +took no notice of his going and did not look back to see what orders he +gave the men. She glanced at her watch again. Perhaps it was growing +late, perhaps the camp was a longer ride than she had thought; but +Mustafa Ali must learn his lesson if they rode till midnight to reach +the oasis. She pushed her obstinate chin out further and then smiled +again suddenly. She hoped that the night would fall before they reached +their destination. There had been one or two moonlight riding picnics +out from Biskra, and the glamour of the desert nights had gone to +Diana's head. This riding into the unknown away from the noisy, +chattering crowd who had spoiled the perfect stillness of the night +would be infinitely more perfect. She gave a little sigh of regret as +she thought of it. It was not really practical. Though she would wait +nearly another hour to allow the fact of her authority to sink into +Mustafa Ali's brain she would have to hasten afterwards to arrive at +the camp before darkness set in. The men were unused to her ways and +she to theirs. She would not have Stephens' help to-night; she would +have to depend on herself to order everything as she wished it, and it +was easier done in daylight. One hour would not make much difference. +The horses had more in them than had been taken out of them this +morning; they could be pushed along a bit faster with no harm happening +to them. She eyed her watch from time to time with a grin of amusement, +but suppressed the temptation to look and see how Mustafa Ali was +taking it, for her action might be seen and misconstrued. + +When the time she had set herself was up she rose and walked slowly +towards the group of Arabs. The guide's face was sullen, but she took +no notice, and, when they started, motioned him to her side again with +a reference to Biskra that provoked a flow of words. It was the last +place she wanted to hear of, but it was one of which he spoke the +readiest, and she knew it was not wise to allow him to remain silent to +sulk. His ill-temper would evaporate with the sound of his own voice. +She rode forward steadily, silent herself, busy with her own thoughts, +heedless of the voice beside her, and unconscious of the fact when it +became silent. + +She had been quite right about the capabilities of the horses. They +responded without any apparent effort to the further demand made of +them. The one in particular that Diana was riding moved in a swift, +easy gallop that was the perfection of motion. + +They had been riding for some hours when they came to the first oasis +that had been sighted since leaving the one where the midday halt was +made. Diana pulled up her horse to look at it, for it was unusually +beautiful in the luxuriousness and arrangement of its group of palms +and leafy bushes. Some pigeons were cooing softly, hidden from sight +amongst the trees, with a plaintive melancholy that somehow seemed in +keeping with the deserted spot. Beside the well, forming a triangle, +stood what had been three particularly fine palm trees, but the tops +had been broken off about twenty feet up from the ground, and the +mutilated trunks reared themselves bare and desolate-looking. Diana +took off her heavy helmet and tossed it to the man behind her, and sat +looking at the oasis, while the faint breeze that had sprung up stirred +her thick, short hair, and cooled her hot head. The sad notes of the +pigeons and the broken palms, that with their unusualness vaguely +suggested a tragedy, lent an air of mystery to the place that pleased +her. + +She turned eagerly to Mustafa Ali. "Why did you not arrange for the +camp to be here? It would have been a long enough ride." + +The man fidgeted in his saddle, fingering his beard uneasily, his eyes +wandering past Diana's and looking at the broken trees. "No man rests +here, Mademoiselle. It is the place of devils. The curse of Allah is +upon it," he muttered, touching his horse with his heel, and making it +sidle restlessly--an obvious hint that Diana ignored. + +"I like it," she persisted obstinately. + +He made a quick gesture with his fingers. "It is accursed. Death lurks +beside those broken palm trees," he said, looking at her curiously. + +She jerked her head with a sudden smile. "For you, perhaps, but not for +me. Allah's curse rests only upon those who fear it. But since you are +afraid, Mustafa Ali, let us go on." She gave a little light laugh, and +Mustafa Ali kicked his horse savagely as he followed. + +The distance before her spread out cleanly with the sharp distinctness +that precedes the setting sun. She rode on until she began to wonder if +it would indeed be night-fall before she reached her destination. They +had ridden longer and faster than had ever been intended. It seemed odd +that they had not overtaken the baggage camels. She looked at her watch +with a frown. "Where is your caravan, Mustafa Ali?" she called. "I see +no sign of an oasis, and the darkness will come." + +"If Mademoiselle had started earlier----" he said sullenly. + +"If I had started earlier it would still have been too far. To-morrow +we will arrange it otherwise," she said firmly. + +"To-morrow----" he growled indistinctly. + +Diana looked at him keenly. "What did you say?" she asked haughtily. + +His hand went to his forehead mechanically. "To-morrow is with Allah!" +he murmured with unctuous piety. + +A retort trembled on Diana's lips, but her attention was distracted +from her annoying guide to a collection of black specks far off across +the desert. They were too far away for her to see clearly, but she +pointed to them, peering at them intently. "See!" she cried. "Is that +the caravan?" + +"As Allah wills!" he replied more piously than before, and Diana +wished, with a sudden feeling of irritation, that he would stop +relegating his responsibilities to the Deity and take a little more +active personal interest in his missing camel train. + +The black specks were moving fast across the level plain. Very soon +Diana saw that it was not the slow, leisurely camels that they were +overtaking, but a band of mounted men who were moving swiftly towards +them. They had seen nobody since the traders' caravan had passed them +in the morning. For Diana the Arabs that were approaching were even +more interesting than the caravan had been. She had seen plenty of +caravans arriving and departing from Biskra, but, though she had seen +small parties of tribesmen constantly in the vicinity of the town, she +had never seen so large a body of mounted men before, nor had she seen +them as they were here, one with the wild picturesqueness of their +surroundings. It was impossible to count how many there were, for they +were riding in close formation, the wind filling their, great white +cloaks, making each man look gigantic. Diana's interest flamed up +excitedly. It was like passing another ship upon a hitherto empty sea. +They seemed to add a desired touch to the grim loneliness of the scene +that had begun to be a little awe-inspiring. Perhaps she was hungry, +perhaps she was tired, or perhaps she was only annoyed by the bad +arrangements of her guide, but before the advent of the mounted Arabs +Diana had been conscious of a feeling of oppression, as if the silent +desolation of the desert was weighing heavily upon her, but the body of +swiftly moving men and horses had changed the aspect utterly. An +atmosphere of life and purpose seemed to have taken the place of the +quiet stagnation that had been before their coming. + +The distance between the two parties decreased rapidly. Diana, intent +on the quickly advancing horsemen, spurred ahead of her guide with +sparkling eyes. They were near enough now to see that the horses were +beautiful creatures and that each man rode magnificently. They were +armed too, their rifles being held in front of them, not slung on their +backs as she had seen in Biskra. They passed quite close to her, only a +few yards away--a solid square, the orderly ranks suggesting training +and discipline that she had not looked for. Not a head turned in her +direction as they went by and the pace was not slackened. Fretted by +the proximity of the galloping horses, her own horse reared +impatiently, but Diana pulled him in, turning in her saddle to watch +the Arabs pass, her breath coming quick with excitement. + +"What are they?" she called out to Mustafa Ali, who had dropped some +way behind her. But he, too, was looking back at the horsemen, and did +not seem to hear her question. Her escort had lagged still further +behind her guide and were some distance away. Diana watched the rapidly +moving, compact square eagerly with appreciatory eyes--it was a +beautiful sight. Then she gave a little gasp. The galloping horses had +drawn level with the last stragglers of her own party, and just beyond +they stopped suddenly. Diana would not have believed it possible that +they could have stopped so suddenly and in such close formation while +travelling at such a pace. The tremendous strain on the bridles flung +the horses far back on their haunches. But there was no time to dwell +on the wonderful horsemanship or training of the men. Events moved too +rapidly. The solid square split up and lengthened out into a long line +of two men riding abreast. Wheeling behind the last of Mustafa's men +they came back even faster than they had passed, and circled widely +round Diana and her attendants. Bewildered by this manoeuvre she +watched them with a puzzled frown, striving to soothe her horse, who +was nearly frantic with excitement. Twice they galloped round her +little band, their long cloaks fluttering, their rifles tossing in +their hands. Diana was growing impatient. It was very fine to watch, +but time and the light were both going. She would have been glad if the +demonstration had occurred earlier in the day, when there would have +been more time to enjoy it. She turned again to Mustafa Ali to suggest +that they had better try to move on, but he had gone further from her, +back towards his own. She wrestled with her nervous mount, trying to +turn him to join her guide, when a sudden burst of rifle shots made her +start and her horse bound violently. Then she laughed. That would be +the end of the demonstration, a parting salute, the _decharge de +mousqueterie_ beloved of the Arab. She turned her head from her +refractory horse to look at them ride off, and the laugh died away on +her lips. It was not a farewell salute. The rifles that the Arabs were +firing were not pointing up into the heavens, but aiming straight at +her and her escort. And as she stared with suddenly startled eyes, +unable to do anything with her plunging horse, Mustafa Ali's men were +blotted out from her sight, cut off by a band of Arabs who rode between +her and them. Mustafa Ali himself was lying forward on the neck of his +horse, who was standing quiet amidst the general confusion. Then there +came another volley, and the guide slid slowly out of his saddle on to +the ground, and at the same time Diana's horse went off with a wild +leap that nearly unseated her. + +Until they started shooting the thought that the Arabs could be hostile +had not crossed her mind. She imagined that they were merely showing +off with the childish love of display which she knew was +characteristic. The French authorities had been right after all. +Diana's first feeling was one of contempt for an administration that +made possible such an attempt so near civilisation. Her second a +fleeting amusement at the thought of how Aubrey would jeer. But her +amusement passed as the real seriousness of the attack came home to +her. For the first time it occurred to her that her guide's descent +from his saddle was due to a wound and not to the fear that she had at +first disgustedly attributed to him. But nobody had seemed to put up +any kind of a fight, she thought wrathfully. She tugged angrily at her +horse's mouth, but the bit was between his teeth and he tore on +frantically. Her own position made her furious. Her guide was wounded, +his men surrounded, and she was ignominiously being run away with by a +bolting horse. If she could only turn the wretched animal. It would +only be a question of ransom, of that she was positive. She must get +back somehow to the others and arrange terms. It was an annoyance, of +course, but after all it added a certain piquancy to her trip, it would +be an experience. It was only a "hold-up." She did not suppose the +Arabs had even really meant to hurt any one, but they were excited and +some one's shot, aimed wide, had found an unexpected billet. It could +only be that. It was too near Biskra for any real danger, she argued +with herself, still straining on the reins. She would not admit that +there was any danger, though her heart was beating in a way that it had +never done before. Then as she hauled ineffectually at the bridle with +all her strength there came from behind her the sound of a long, shrill +whistle. Her horse pricked up his ears and she was conscious that his +pace sensibly lessened. Instinctively she looked behind. A solitary +Arab was riding after her and as she looked she realised that his horse +was gaining on hers. The thought drove every idea of stopping her +runaway from her and made her dig her spurs into him instead. There was +a sinister air of deliberation in the way in which the Arab was +following her; he was riding her down. + +Diana's mouth closed firmly and a new keenness came into her steady +eyes. It was one thing to go back voluntarily to make terms with the +men who had attacked her party; it was quite another thing to be +deliberately chased across the desert by an Arab freebooter. Her +obstinate chin was almost square. Then the shadow of a laugh flickered +in her eyes and curved her mouth. New experiences were crowding in upon +her to-day. She had often wondered what the feelings of a hunted +creature were. She seemed in a fair way of finding out. She had always +stoutly maintained that the fox enjoyed the run as much as the hounds; +that remained to be proved, but, in any case, she would give this hound +a run for his money. She could ride, and there seemed plenty yet in the +frightened animal under her. She bent down, lying low against his neck +with a little, reckless laugh, coaxing him with all her knowledge and +spurring him alternately. But soon her mood changed. She frowned +anxiously as she looked at the last rays of the setting sun. It would +be dark very soon. She could not go chasing through the night with this +tiresome Arab at her heels. The humour seemed to have died out of the +situation and Diana began to get angry. In the level country that +surrounded her there were no natural features that could afford cover +or aid in any way; there seemed nothing for it but to own herself +defeated and pull up--if she could. An idea of trying to dodge him and +of returning of her own free will was dismissed at once as hopeless. +She had seen enough in her short glimpse of the Arabs' tactics when +they had passed her to know that she was dealing with a finished +horseman on a perfectly trained horse, and that her idea could never +succeed. But, perversely, she felt that to that particular Arab +following her she would never give in. She would ride till she dropped, +or the horse did, before that. + +The whistle came again, and again, in spite of her relentless spurring, +her horse checked his pace. A sudden inspiration came to her. Perhaps +it was the horse she was riding that was the cause of all the trouble. +It was certainly the Arab's whistle that had made it moderate its +speed; it was responding clearly to a signal that it knew. Her guide's +reluctance to give any particulars of his acquisition of the horse came +back to her. There could not be much doubt about it. The animal had +unquestionably been stolen, and either belonged to or was known to the +party of Arabs who had met them. + +The _naivete_ that paraded a stolen horse through the desert at +the risk of meeting its former owner made her smile in spite of her +annoyance, but it was not a pleasant smile, as her thoughts turned from +the horse to its present owner. The sum of Mustafa Ali's delinquencies +was mounting up fast. But it was his affair, not hers. In the meantime +she had paid for the horse to ride through the desert, not to be +waylaid by Arab bandits. Her temper was going fast. + +She urged the horse on with all her power, but perceptibly he was +slowing up. She flashed another backward look. The Arab was close +behind her--closer than she had been aware. She had a momentary glimpse +of a big white figure, dark piercing eyes, and white gleaming teeth, +and passionate rage filled her. With no thought of what the +consequences or retaliation might be, with no thought at all beyond a +wild desire to rid herself of her pursuer, driven by a sudden madness +which seemed to rise up in her and which she could not control, she +clutched her revolver and fired twice, full in the face of the man who +was following her. He did not even flinch and a low laugh of amusement +came from him. And at the sound of his laugh Diana's mouth parched +suddenly, and a cold shiver rippled across her spine. A strange feeling +that she had never experienced before went through her. She had missed +again as she had missed this morning. How, she did not know; it was +inexplicable, but it was a fact, and a fact that left her with a +feeling of powerlessness. She dropped the useless revolver, trying +vainly to force her horse's pace, but inch by inch the fiery chestnut +that the Arab was riding crept up nearer alongside. She would not turn +to look again, but glancing sideways she could see its small, +wicked-looking head, with flat laid ears and vicious, bloodshot eyes, +level with her elbow. For a moment or two it remained there, then with +a sudden spurt the chestnut forged ahead, and as it shot past it +swerved close in beside her, and the man, rising in his stirrups and +leaning towards her, flung a pair of powerful arms around her, and, +with a jerk, swung her clear of the saddle and on to his own horse in +front of him. His movement had been so quick she was unprepared and +unable to resist. For a moment she was stunned, then her senses came +back to her and she struggled wildly, but, stifled in the thick folds +of the Arab's robes, against which her face was crushed, and held in a +grip that seemed to be slowly suffocating her, her struggles were +futile. The hard, muscular arm round her hurt her acutely, her ribs +seemed to be almost breaking under its weight and strength, it was +nearly impossible to breathe with the close contact of his body. She +was unusually strong for a girl, but against this steely strength that +held her she was helpless. And for a time the sense of her helplessness +and the pain that any resistance to the arm wrapped round her gave her +made her lie quiet. She felt the Arab check his horse, felt the +chestnut wheel, spinning high on his hind legs, and then bound forward +again. + +Her feelings were indescribable. She did not know what to think. Her +mind felt jarred. She was unable to frame any thoughts coherently. What +had happened was so unexpected, so preposterous, that no conclusion +seemed adequate. Only rage filled her--blind, passionate rage against +the man who had dared to touch her, who had dared to lay his hands on +her, and those hands the hands of a native. A shiver of revulsion ran +through her. She was choking with fury, with anger and with disgust. +The ignominy of her plight hurt her pride badly. She had been +outridden, swept from her saddle as if she were a puppet, and compelled +to bear the proximity of the man's own hateful body and the restraint +of his arms. No one had ever dared to touch her before. No one had ever +dared to handle her as she was being handled now. How was it going to +end? Where were they going? With her face hidden she had lost all sense +of direction. She had no idea to what point the horse had turned when +he had wheeled so suddenly. He was galloping swiftly with continual +disconcerting bounds that indicated either temper or nerves, but the +man riding him seemed in no way disturbed by his horse's behavior. She +could feel him swaying easily in the saddle, and even the wildest leaps +did not cause any slackening of the arm around her. + +But by degrees as she continued to lie still the pressure on her body +was relieved slightly, and she was able to turn her head a little +towards the air for which she was almost fainting, but not enough to +enable her to see what was passing around her. She drank in the cool +air eagerly. Though she could not see she knew that the night had come, +the night that she had hoped would fall before she reached her +destination, but which now seemed horrible. The fresh strength that the +air gave her fanned the courage that still remained with her. +Collecting all her force she made a sudden desperate spring, trying to +leap clear of the arm that now lay almost loosely about her, her +spurred heels tearing the chestnut's flank until he reared +perpendicularly, snorting and trembling. But with a quick sweep of his +long arm the Arab gathered her back into his hold, still struggling +fiercely. His arms were both round her; he was controlling the maddened +horse only with the pressure of his knees. + +"Doucement, doucement." She heard the slow, soft voice indistinctly, +for he was pressing her head again closely to him, and she did not know +if the words were applied to herself or to the horse. She fought to +lift her head, to escape the grip that held her, straining, striving +until he spoke again. + +"Lie still, you little fool!" he snarled with sudden vehemence, and +with brutal hands he forced her to obey him, until she wondered if he +would leave a single bone unbroken in her body, till further resistance +was impossible. Gasping for breath she yielded to the strength that +overpowered her, and ceased to struggle. The man seemed to know +intuitively that she was beaten, and turned his undivided attention to +his horse with the same low laugh of amusement that had sent the +strange feeling through her when her shots had missed him. It had +puzzled her then, but it grew now with a horrible intensity, until she +knew that it was fear that had come to her for the first time in her +life--a strange fear that she fought against desperately, but which was +gaining on her with a force that was sapping her strength from her and +making her head reel. She did not faint, but her whole body seemed to +grow nerveless with the sudden realisation of the horror of her +position. + +After that Diana lost all sense of time, as she had already lost all +sense of direction. She did not know if it was minutes or hours that +passed as they still galloped swiftly through the night. She did not +know if they were alone or if the band of Arabs to which this man +belonged were riding with them, noiseless over the soft ground. What +had happened to her guide and his men? Had they been butchered and left +where they fell, or were they, too, being hurried unwillingly into some +obscure region of the desert? But for the moment the fate of Mustafa +Ali and his companions did not trouble her very much; they had not +played a very valiant part in the short encounter, and her own +situation swamped her mind to the exclusion of everything else. + +The sense of fear was growing on her. She scorned and derided it. She +tried to convince herself it did not exist, but it did exist, torturing +her with its strangeness and with the thoughts that it engendered. She +had anticipated nothing like this. She had never thought of a +contingency that would end so, that would induce a situation before +which her courage was shuddering into pieces with the horror that was +opening up before her--a thing that had always seemed a remote +impossibility that could never touch her, from even the knowledge of +which her life with Aubrey had almost shielded her, but which now +loomed near her, forcing its reality upon her till she trembled and +great drops of moisture gathered on her forehead. + +The Arab moved her position once, roughly, but she was glad of the +change for it freed her head from the stifling folds of his robes. He +did not speak again--only once when the chestnut shied violently he +muttered something under his breath. But her satisfaction was +short-lived. A few minutes afterwards his arm tightened round her once +more and he twined a fold of his long cloak round her head, blinding +her. And then she understood. The galloping horse was pulled in with +almost the same suddenness that had amazed her when she had first seen +the Arabs. She felt him draw her close into his arms and slip down on +to the ground; there were voices around her--confused, unintelligible; +then they died away as she felt him carry her a few paces. He set her +down and unwound the covering from her face. The light that shone +around her seemed by contrast dazzling with the darkness that had gone +before. Confused, she clasped her hands over her eyes for a moment and +then looked up slowly. She was in a big, lofty tent, brightly lit by +two hanging lamps. But she took no heed of her surroundings; her eyes +were fixed on the man who had brought her there. He had flung aside the +heavy cloak that enveloped him from head to foot and was standing +before her, tall and broad-shouldered, dressed in white flowing robes, +a waistcloth embroidered in black and silver wound several times about +him, and from the top of which showed a revolver that was thrust into +the folds. + +Diana's eyes passed over him slowly till they rested on his brown, +clean-shaven face, surmounted by crisp, close-cut brown hair. It was +the handsomest and cruellest face that she had ever seen. Her gaze was +drawn instinctively to his. He was looking at her with fierce burning +eyes that swept her until she felt that the boyish clothes that covered +her slender limbs were stripped from her, leaving the beautiful white +body bare under his passionate stare. + +She shrank back, quivering, dragging the lapels of her riding jacket +together over her breast with clutching hands, obeying an impulse that +she hardly understood. + +"Who are you?" she gasped hoarsely. + +"I am the Sheik Ahmed Ben Hassan." + +The name conveyed nothing. She had never heard it before. She had +spoken without thinking in French, and in French he replied to her. + +"Why have you brought me here?" she asked, fighting down the fear that +was growing more terrible every moment. + +He repeated her words with a slow smile. "Why have I brought you here? +Bon Dieu! Are you not woman enough to know?" + +She shrank back further, a wave of colour rushing into her face that +receded immediately, leaving her whiter than she had been before. Her +eyes fell under the kindling flame in his. "I don't know what you +mean," she whispered faintly, with shaking lips. + +"I think you do." He laughed softly, and his laugh frightened her more +than anything he had said. He came towards her, and although she was +swaying on her feet, desperately she tried to evade him, but with a +quick movement he caught her in his arms. + +Terror, agonising, soul-shaking terror such as she had never imagined, +took hold of her. The flaming light of desire burning in his eyes +turned her sick and faint. Her body throbbed with the consciousness of +a knowledge that appalled her. She understood his purpose with a horror +that made each separate nerve in her system shrink against the +understanding that had come to her under the consuming fire of his +ardent gaze, and in the fierce embrace that was drawing her shaking +limbs closer and closer against the man's own pulsating body. She +writhed in his arms as he crushed her to him in a sudden access of +possessive passion. His head bent slowly down to her, his eyes burned +deeper, and, held immovable, she endured the first kiss she had ever +received. And the touch of his scorching lips, the clasp of his arms, +the close union with his warm, strong body robbed her of all strength, +of all power of resistance. + +With a great sob her eyes closed wearily, the hot mouth pressed on hers +was like a narcotic, drugging her almost into insensibility. Numbly she +felt him gather her high up into his arms, his lips still clinging +closely, and carry her across the tent through curtains into an +adjoining room. He laid her down on soft cushions. "Do not make me wait +too long," he whispered, and left her. + +And the whispered words sent a shock through her that seemed to wrench +her deadened nerves apart, galvanising her into sudden strength. She +sprang up with wild, despairing eyes, and hands clenched frantically +across her heaving breast; then, with a bitter cry, she dropped on to +the floor, her arms flung out across the wide, luxurious bed. It was +not true! It was not true! It could not be--this awful thing that had +happened to her--not to her, Diana Mayo! It was a dream, a ghastly +dream that would pass and free her from this agony. Shuddering, she +raised her head. The strange room swam before her eyes. Oh, God! It was +not a dream. It was real, it was an actual fact from which there was no +escape. She was trapped, powerless, defenceless, and behind the heavy +curtains near her was the man waiting to claim what he had taken. Any +moment he might come; the thought sent her shivering closer to the +ground with limbs that trembled uncontrollably. Her courage, that had +faced dangers and even death without flinching, broke down before the +horror that awaited her. It was inevitable; there was no help to be +expected, no mercy to be hoped for. She had felt the crushing strength +against which she was helpless. She would struggle, but it would be +useless; she would fight, but it would make no difference. Within the +tent she was alone, ready to his hand like a snared animal; without, +the place was swarming with the man's followers. There was nowhere she +could turn, there was no one she could turn to. The certainty of the +accomplishment of what she dreaded crushed her with its surety. All +power of action was gone. She could only wait and suffer in the +complete moral collapse that overwhelmed her, and that was rendered +greater by her peculiar temperament. Her body was aching with the grip +of his powerful arms, her mouth was bruised with his savage kisses. She +clenched her hands in anguish. "Oh, God!" she sobbed, with scalding +tears that scorched her cheeks. "Curse him! Curse him!" + +And with the words on her lips he came, silent, noiseless, to her side. +With his hands on her shoulders he forced her to her feet. His eyes +were fierce, his stern mouth parted in a cruel smile, his deep, slow +voice half angry, half impatiently amused. "Must I be valet, as well as +lover?" + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The warm sunshine was flooding the tent when Diana awoke from the deep +sleep of exhaustion that had been almost insensibility, awoke to +immediate and complete remembrance. One quick, fearful glance around +the big room assured her that she was alone. She sat up slowly, her +eyes shadowy with pain, looking listlessly at the luxurious +appointments of the tent. She looked dry-eyed, she had no tears left. +They had all been expended when she had grovelled at his feet imploring +the mercy he had not accorded her. She had fought until the unequal +struggle had left her exhausted and helpless in his arms, until her +whole body was one agonised ache from the brutal hands that forced her +to compliance, until her courageous spirit was crushed by the +realisation of her own powerlessness, and by the strange fear that the +man himself had awakened in her, which had driven her at last moaning +to her knees. And the recollection of her abject prayers and weeping +supplications filled her with a burning shame. She loathed herself with +bitter contempt. Her courage had broken down; even her pride had failed +her. + +She wound her arms about her knees and hid her face against them. +"Coward! Coward!" she whispered fiercely. Why had she not scorned him? +Or why had she not suffered all that he had done to her in silence? It +would have pleased him less than the frenzied entreaties that had only +provoked the soft laugh that made her shiver each time she heard it. +She shivered now. "I thought I was brave," she murmured brokenly. "I am +only a coward, a craven." + +She lifted her head at last and looked around her. The room was a +curious mixture of Oriental luxury and European comfort. The lavish +sumptuousness of the furnishings suggested subtly an unrestrained +indulgence, the whole atmosphere was voluptuous, and Diana shrank from +the impression it conveyed without exactly understanding the reason. +There was nothing that jarred artistically, the rich hangings all +harmonised, there were no glaring incongruities such as she had seen in +native palaces in India. And everything on which her eyes rested drove +home relentlessly the hideous fact of her position. His things were +everywhere. On a low, brass-topped table by the bed was the half-smoked +cigarette he had had between his lips when he came to her. The pillow +beside her still bore the impress of his head. She looked at it with a +growing horror in her eyes until an uncontrollable shuddering seized +her and she cowered down, smothering the cry that burst from her in the +soft pillows and dragging the silken coverings up around her as if +their thin shelter were a protection. She lived again through every +moment of the past night until thought was unendurable, until she felt +that she would go mad, until at last, worn out, she fell asleep. + +It was midday when she awoke again. This time she was not alone. A +young Arab girl was sitting on the rug beside her looking at her with +soft brown eyes of absorbed interest As Diana sat up she rose to her +feet, salaaming, with a timid smile. + +"I am Zilah, to wait on Madame," she said shyly in stumbling French, +holding out a wrap that Diana recognised with wonder as her own. She +looked behind her. Her suit-cases were lying near her, open, partially +unpacked. The missing baggage camels had been captured first, then. She +was at least to be allowed the use of her own belongings. A gleam of +anger shot into her tired eyes and she swung round with a sharp +question; but the Arab girl shook her head uncomprehendingly, drawing +back with frightened eyes; and to all further questions she remained +silent, with down-drooping mouth like a scared child. She was little +more. She evidently only half understood what was said to her and could +give no answer to what she did understand, and turned away with obvious +relief when Diana stopped speaking. She went across the tent and pulled +aside a curtain leading into a bathroom that was as big and far better +equipped than the one that Diana had had in the Indian tent, and which, +up to now, had seemed the last word in comfort and luxury. Though the +girl's knowledge of French was limited her hands were deft enough, but +her ignorance of the intricacies of a European woman's toilette was +very apparent, and constantly provoked in her a girlish giggle that +changed hurriedly to a startled gravity when Diana looked at her. +Laughter was very far from Diana, but she could not help smiling now +and again at her funny mistakes. + +The girl, with her big, wondering eyes, her shy, hesitating French and +childish curiosity, in some indefinable way gave back to Diana the +self-control that had slipped from her. Her pride reasserted itself, +rigidly suppressing any sign of feeling or emotion that could be +noticed by the gentle, inquisitive eyes fixed on her. + +The hot bath that took the soreness out of her limbs brought back the +colour to her face and lips. She even tubbed her head, rubbing the +glistening curls dry with fierce vigour, striving to rid herself of the +contamination that seemed to have saturated her. Yet the robes against +which they had been pressed were spotless, and the hands that had held +her were fastidiously clean, even to the well-kept nails. + +She came back into the bedroom to find Zilah on her knees poring over +her scanty but diverse wardrobe with bewilderment, fingering the +evening dresses with shy hands, and finally submitting tentatively to +Diana the tweed skirt that had been packed with her other things for +the journey when Oran should be reached. But Diana put it aside, and +pointed to the riding clothes she had worn the previous day. In them +she felt more able to face what might be before her, the associations +connected with them seemed to give her moral strength, in them she +would feel herself again--Diana the boy, not the shivering piece of +womanhood that had been born with tears and agony last night. She bit +her lip as she stamped her foot down into the long boot. + +She sent the girl away at last, and noticed that she avoided passing +into the adjoining room, but vanished instead through the curtains +leading into the bathroom. Did that mean that in the outer room the +Arab Sheik was waiting? The thought banished the self-control she had +regained and sent her weakly on to the side of the bed with her face +hidden in her hands. Was he there? Her questions to the little +waiting-girl had only been concerned with the whereabouts of the camp +to which she had been brought and also of the fate of the caravan; of +the man himself she had not been able to bring herself to speak. The +strange fear that he had inspired in her filled her with rage and +humiliation. The thought of seeing him again brought a shame that was +unspeakable. But she conquered the agitation that threatened to grow +beyond restraint, pride helping her again. It was better to face the +inevitable of her own free will than be fetched whether she would or +not. For she knew now the strength of the man who had abducted her, +knew that physically she was helpless against him. She raised her head +and listened. It was very silent in the next room. Perhaps she was to +be allowed a further respite. She jerked her head impatiently at her +own hesitation. "Coward!" she whispered again contemptuously, and flung +across the room. But at the curtains she halted for a moment, then with +set face drew them aside and went through. + +The respite had been granted, the room appeared to be empty. But as she +crossed the thick rugs her heart leapt suddenly into her throat, for +she became aware of a man standing in the open doorway. His back was +turned to her, but in a moment she saw that the short, slim figure in +white linen European clothes bore no resemblance to the tall Arab she +had expected to see. She thought her footsteps were noiseless, but he +turned with a little quick bow. A typical Frenchman with narrow, alert, +clean-shaven face, sleek black hair and dark restless eyes. His legs +were slightly bowed and he stooped a little; his appearance was that of +a jockey with the manners of a well-trained servant. Diana coloured +hotly under his glance, but his eyes were lowered instantly. + +"Madame is doubtless ready for lunch." He spoke rapidly, but his voice +was low and pleasant. His movements were as quick and as quiet as his +voice, and in a dream Diana found herself in a few moments before a +lunch that was perfectly cooked and daintily served. The man hovered +about her solicitously, attending to her wants with dexterous hands and +watchful eyes that anticipated every need. She was bewildered, faint +from want of food, everything seemed unreal. For the moment she could +just sit still and be waited on by the soft-footed, soft-spoken +manservant who seemed such a curious adjunct to the household of an +Arab chief. + +"Monseigneur begs that you will excuse him until this evening. He will +return in time for dinner," he murmured as he handed her a cous-cous. + +Diana looked up blankly. "Monseigneur?" + +"My master. The Sheik." + +She flushed scarlet and her face hardened. Hypocritical, Oriental beast +who "begged to be excused"! She refused the last dish curtly, and as +the servant carried it away she propped her elbows on the table and +rested her aching head on her hands. A headache was among the new +experiences that had overwhelmed her since the day before. Suffering in +any form was new to her, and her hatred of the man who had made her +suffer grew with every breath she drew. + +The Frenchman came back with coffee and cigarettes. He held a match for +her, coaxing the reluctant flame with patience that denoted long +experience with inferior sulphur. + +"Monseigneur dines at eight. At what hour will Madame have tea?" he +asked, as he cleared away and folded up the table. + +Diana choked back the sarcastic retort that sprang to her lips. The +man's quiet, deferential manner, that refused to see anything +extraordinary in her presence in his master's camp, was almost harder +to bear than flagrant impertinence would have been. That she could have +dealt with; this left her tingling with a feeling of impotence, as if a +net were gradually closing round her in whose entangling meshes her +vaunted liberty was not only threatened, but which seemed destined even +to stifle her very existence. She pulled her racing thoughts up with a +jerk. She must not think if she was going to keep any hold over herself +at all. She gave him an answer indifferently and turned her back on +him. When she looked again he was gone, and she heaved a sigh of +relief. She had chafed under his watchful eyes until the feeling of +restraint had grown unbearable. + +She breathed more freely now that he was gone, flinging up her head and +jerking her shoulders back with an angry determination to conquer the +fear that made her ashamed. Natural curiosity had been struggling with +her other emotions, and she gave way to it now to try and turn the +channel of her thoughts from the fixed direction in which they tended, +and wandered round the big room. The night before she had taken in +nothing of her surroundings, her eyes had been held only by the man who +had dominated everything. Here, also, were the same luxurious +appointments as in the sleeping-room. She had knowledge enough to +appreciate that the rugs and hangings were exquisite, the former were +Persian and the latter of a thick black material, heavily embroidered +in silver. The main feature of the room was a big black divan heaped +with huge cushions covered with dull black silk. Beside the divan, +spread over the Persian rugs, were two unusually large black bearskins, +the mounted heads converging. At one end of the tent was a small +doorway, a little portable writing-table. There were one or two Moorish +stools heaped with a motley collection of ivories and gold and silver +cigarette cases and knick-knacks, and against the partition that +separated the two rooms stood a quaintly carved old wooden chest. +Though the furniture was scanty and made the tent seem even more +spacious than it really was, the whole room had an air of barbaric +splendour. The somber hangings gleaming with thick silver threads +seemed to Diana like a studied theatrical effect, a setting against +which the Arab's own white robes should contrast more vividly; she +remembered the black and silver waistcloth she had seen swathed round +him, with curling scornful lip. There was a strain of vanity in all +natives, she generalised contemptuously. Doubtless it pleased this +native's conceit to carry out the colour scheme of his tent even in his +clothes, and pose among the sable cushions of the luxurious divan to +the admiration of his retainers. She made a little exclamation of +disgust, and turned from the soft seductiveness of the big couch with +disdain. + +She crossed the tent to the little bookcase and knelt beside it +curiously. What did a Francophile-Arab read? Novels, probably, that +would harmonise with the atmosphere that she dimly sensed in her +surroundings. But it was not novels that filled the bookcase. They were +books of sport and travel with several volumes on veterinary surgery. +They were all in French, and had all been frequently handled, many of +them had pencilled notes in the margins written in Arabic. One shelf +was filled entirely with the works of one man, a certain Vicomte Raoul +de Saint Hubert. With the exception of one novel, which Diana only +glanced at hastily; they were all books of travel. From the few +scribbled words in the front of each Diana could see that they had all +been sent to the Arab by the author himself--one even was dedicated to +"My friend, Ahmed Ben Hassan, Sheik of the Desert." She put the books +back with a puzzled frown. She wished, with a feeling that she could +not fathom, that they had been rather what she had imagined. The +evidence of education and unlooked-for tastes in the man they belonged +to troubled her. It was an unexpected glimpse into the personality of +the Arab that had captured her was vaguely disquieting, for it +suggested possibilities that would not have existed in a raw native, or +one only superficially coated with a veneer of civilisation. He seemed +to become infinitely more sinister, infinitely more horrible. She +looked at her watch with sudden apprehension. The day was wearing away +quickly. Soon he would come. Her breath came quick and short and the +tears welled up in her eyes. + +"I mustn't! I mustn't!" she whispered in a kind of desperation. "If I +cry again I shall go mad." She forced them back, and crossing to the +big black divan that she had scorned before dropped down among the soft +cushions. She was so tired, and her head throbbed persistently. + +She was asleep when the servant brought tea, but she started up as he +put the tray on a stool beside her. + +"It is Madame's own tea. If she will be good enough to say if it is +made to her taste," he said anxiously, as if his whole happiness was +contained in the tiny teapot at which he was frowning deprecatingly. + +His assiduity jarred on Diana's new-found jangling nerves. She +recognised that he was sincere in his efforts to please her, but just +now they only seemed an added humiliation. She longed to shout "Go +away!" like an angry schoolboy, but she managed to give him the +information he wanted, and putting cigarettes and matches by her he +went out with a little smile of satisfaction. The longing for fresh air +and the desire to see what place she had been brought to grew +irresistible as the evening came nearer. She went to the open doorway. +A big awning stretched before it, supported on lances. She stepped out +from under its shade and looked about her wonderingly. It was a big +oasis--bigger than any she had seen. In front of the tent there was an +open space with a thick belt of palm trees beyond. The rest of the camp +lay behind the Chief's tent. The place was alive with men and horses. +There were some camels in the distance, but it was the horses that +struck Diana principally. They were everywhere, some tethered; some +wandering loose, some exercising in the hands of grooms. Mounted Arabs +on the outskirts of the oasis crossed her view occasionally. There were +groups of men engaged on various duties all around her. Those who went +by near her salaamed as they passed, but took no further notice of her. +A strange look came into Diana's eyes. This was the desert indeed, the +desert as she had never expected to see it, the desert as few could +expect to see it. But the cost! She shuddered, then turned at a sudden +noise near her. A biting, screaming chestnut fury was coming past close +to the tent, taking complete charge of the two men who clung, yelling, +to his head. He was stripped, but Diana recognised him at once. The one +brief view she had had of his small, vicious head as he shot past her +elbow the evening before was written on her brain for all time. He came +to a halt opposite Diana, refusing to move, his ears laid close to his +head, quivering all over, snatching continually at his grooms, who +seemed unable to cope with him. Once he swung up on his hind legs and +his cruel teeth flashed almost into the face of one of the men, who was +taken off his guard, and who dropped on to the ground, rolling out of +the way with a howl that provoked a shout of laughter from a knot of +Arabs who had gathered to watch the usual evening eccentricities of the +chestnut. The French servant, coming from behind the tent, stopped to +speak to the man as he picked himself up and made a grab at the horse's +head, and then turned to Diana with his pleasant smile. + +"He is rightly named Shaitan, Madame, for he is assuredly possessed of +a devil," he said, indicating the chestnut, who, at that moment, with a +violent plunge, broke away from the men who were holding him and headed +for the edge of the oasis with the Arabs streaming after him. "The +mounted men will catch him," he added with a little laugh, in response +to Diana's exclamation. + +"Is he amusing himself, or is it really vice?" she asked. + +"Pure vice, Madame. He has killed three men." + +Diana looked at him incredulously, for his tone was casual and his +manner did not indicate any undue feeling. + +"He ought to be shot," she said indignantly. + +The man shrugged. "Monseigneur is fond of him," he said quietly. + +And so because Monseigneur was fond of him the vicious animal was +surrounded with every care that his master's pleasure might not be +interfered with. Evidently the lives of his wretched people were of +less value to him than that of a favourite horse. It sounded compatible +with the mercilessness she had herself experienced. What she would not +have believed yesterday to-day seemed terribly credible. The courage +that the relief of his absence brought back was sinking fast, as fast +as the red ball glowing in the heavens was sinking down towards the +horizon. She turned from her own fearful thoughts to look at some more +horses that were being led away to the lines on the other side of the +camp. + +"The horses are magnificent, but they are bigger than any Arabs I have +seen before." + +"They are a special breed, Madame," replied the Frenchman. "The tribe +has been famous for them for generations. Monseigneur's horses are +known through all the Barbary States, and as far as France," he added, +with a little accent of pride creeping into his voice. + +Diana looked at him speculatively. There was an inflection in his voice +each time he mentioned his master that indicated a devotion that she +was unable to accredit to the brute for whose treatment she was still +suffering. But her thoughts were broken into abruptly. + +"There is Monseigneur," said the servant suddenly. He spoke as if she, +too, must be glad of his coming. Did the valet imagine for one moment +that she was here of her own free will? Or was it all a part of the +hypocrisy in which she seemed to be enveloped? She flashed one glance +at the horseman riding through the belt of trees that fringed the oasis +and an icy perspiration chilled her from head to foot. She shrank back +under the awning and into the coolness of the tent, raging against the +mastering fear that she could not overcome. But just inside the open +doorway she stood firm; even her fear could make her go no further. She +would meet him here, not cowering into the inner room like a trembling +creature skulking in the furthest corner of its cage. That much pride +at least was left. + +From the shelter of the tent she watched the troop arrive at the open +space before her. The horse the Sheik was riding was jet black, and +Diana looked from the beautiful creature's satiny coat to the man's +white robes with angry contempt. + +"Black and white! Black and white! Mountebank!" she muttered through +her clenched teeth. Then as he swung to the ground every thought fell +from her but the terror he inspired. She waited, breathless, the swift +racing of her heart an actual physical pain. + +He lingered, fondling the great black horse, and even after it had been +led away he stood looking after it, talking to a tall young Arab who +had ridden in with him. At last he turned and came leisurely towards +the tent. He paused at the door to speak to the Frenchman, a +picturesque, barbaric figure, with flowing robes and great white cloak, +the profile of his lean face clean cut against the evening sky, the +haughty poise of his head emphasised by the attitude in which he was +standing, arrogant, dominating. He moved his hands when he spoke with +quick, expressive gestures, but his voice was slow and soft, pitched in +a deep musical key, but with all its softness unmistakably +authoritative. He pointed with outstretched, steady hand to something +beyond her line of vision, and as he turned to enter the tent he +laughed softly, and she shivered involuntarily. Then he swept in, and +she drew back from him with lowered eyes. She would not look at him; +she would not meet his look. His presence was an offence, she was +scorched with shame. Every fibre of her being cried out in protest at +his proximity. She wished with passionate fierceness that she could +die. She shook feverishly and caught her quivering lip between her +teeth to keep it still, and the red-gold curls lay wet against her +forehead. Her breast heaved stormily with the rapid beating of her +heart, but she held herself proudly erect. He crossed the tent with a +long noiseless stride. + +"I hope that Gaston took care of you properly and gave you everything +that you wanted?" he said easily, stooping to a little table to light a +cigarette. The coolness of his words and manner were like a dash of +cold water. She had been prepared for anything but this calm +nonchalance in a situation that was intolerable. His tone conveyed the +perfunctory regret of a host for an unavoidable absence. Her fear gave +way to rage, her body stiffened, her hands clenched. + +"Is it not time that this ended? Haven't you done enough?" she burst +out passionately. "Why have you committed this outrage?" + +A thin thread of smoke drifted towards her, as if the hand holding the +cigarette had moved in her direction in one of the gestures that she +had noticed outside, but there was no answer. His silence infuriated +her and she grew utterly reckless. + +"Do you think that you can keep me here, you fool? That I can vanish +into the desert and no notice be taken of my disappearance--that no +inquiries will be made?" + +"There will be no inquiries," he answered calmly. + +She ground the heel of her boot into the soft carpet. "There +_will_ be inquiries," she choked furiously. "I am not such a +nonentity that nothing will be done when I am missed. The English +authorities will make the French Government find out who is +responsible, and you will have to pay for what you have done." + +He laughed--the little amused laugh that sent the same cold feeling of +dread through her that she had felt the day before. + +"The French Government has no jurisdiction over me. I am not subject to +it. I am an independent chief, my own master. I recognise no +government. My tribe obey me and only me." + +Her shaking fingers found the handkerchief for which they were groping, +and she wiped the moisture that had gathered on the palms of her hands. + +"When I am missed----" she began desperately, trying to keep a bold +front, but her assurance was leaving her. + +"You will not be missed for so long that it will be too late," he +replied drily. + +"Too late! What do you mean?" she gasped. + +"Your own plans will stop any possibility of inquiry for some time to +come." He paused, and behind her, Diana heard him strike another match. +The banal little incident nearly snapped her nerves that were stretched +to breaking-point. She put her hands to her head to try and stop the +throbbing in her temples. + +"You engaged a caravan in charge of Mustafa Ali," he went on evenly, +"to travel in the desert for a month. You set out from Biskra, but your +intention was at the end of the time to travel northward to Oran and +there dismiss the caravan. From there you were to cross to Marseilles, +then to Cherbourg, where you would embark for America to follow your +brother, who has already started." + +She listened breathlessly with an ever-increasing fear growing in her +eyes. The slow, casual voice detailing her itinerary with the quiet +certainty of perfect knowledge filled her with a terror that made her +want to scream. She swayed a little as she stood, her eyes fixed on the +endless strip of desert and gold-flecked sky visible through the +opening of the tent, but she saw nothing of the undulating sand, nor +the red glory of the setting sun. + +"How do you know--all--this?" she whispered with dry lips that +trembled. + +"I wished to know. It was quite simple." The answer was given +carelessly, and again the thin thread of smoke drifted across her face. + +Her anger flamed up again. "Is it money that you want? Are you holding +me for ransom?" But her scornful voice faltered and died away on the +last word, and it did not need his silence to convince her that it was +no question of ransom. She had only spoken to try and stifle the inner +conviction that grew despite her efforts to crush it. Her hands were +locked together tightly, her eyes still staring out unseeing at the +wonderful sunset. She felt dazed, hopeless, like a fugitive who has +turned into a cul-de-sac, hemmed in on every side; there seemed no way +out, no loophole of escape. She wrung her hands convulsively and a +great shudder shook her. Then in her despair a faint ray of hope came. + +"Mustafa Ali, or one of the caravan men may have given the alarm +already in Biskra--if you have not--murdered them all," she whispered +jerkily. + +"I have not murdered them all," he rejoined shortly, "but Mustafa Ali +will not give any alarm in Biskra." + +"Why?" She tried to keep silent, but the question was forced from her, +and she waited tense for his answer. Tales of ruthless Arab cruelty +surged through her mind. What had been the fate of the unfortunate +caravan leader? Her eyes closed and her throat grew dry. + +"There was no need for any murder," he continued sarcastically. "When +you come to know me better you will realise that I do not leave too +much to chance. 'All things are with Allah, blessed be his name.' Good! +But it is well to remember that Allah does not always concern himself +with the affairs of men, and arrange accordingly. If I had left this +affair to chance there might very easily have been, as you suggest, +murder done--though we do not call it murder in the desert. It was very +simple. _Voyons_! You paid Mustafa Ali well to guide you in the +desert. I paid him better to lead you to me. I paid him well enough to +make him content to remove himself from Biskra, where awkward questions +might be asked, to another sphere of usefulness where he is not known, +and where he can build up for himself a new reputation as a caravan +leader." + +There was another silence and her hands went groping to her throat. It +had been no chance affair then--no accidental meeting that the Arab +chief had turned to his own account, but an organised outrage that had +been carefully planned from the beginning. From the very outset she had +been a dupe. She ground her teeth with rage. Her suave, subservient +guide had been leading her the whole time, not in the direction that +had been mapped out in Biskra, but towards the man who had bought him +to betray his trust. Mustafa Ali's shifting eyes, his desire to hurry +her from the oasis where they had rested at mid-day, his tone were all +explained. He had acted well. The last touch--the imaginary wound that +had toppled him slowly out of his saddle had been a masterpiece, she +reflected bitterly. Nothing had been omitted to make the attempt a +success. The horse that had been given her to ride was the Sheik's +beyond all doubt, trained to his whistle. Even her revolver had been +tampered with. She had not missed, as she had thought. She remembered +the noise, the fleeting vision she had had in the hotel at Biskra. It +had been some one in her room, Mustafa Ali himself, or one of his men, +who had stolen in and substituted the blank cartridges. The possibility +of Aubrey changing his mind and accompanying her must also have been +thought of, for the Sheik had provided against the resistance that +would certainly have then been made by the number of followers he had +brought with him--a large enough force to frustrate easily any +attempted opposition to the attack. + +The net that she had felt closing round her earlier in the afternoon +seemed wrapped round her now inextricably, drawing tighter and tighter, +smothering her. She gasped for breath. The sinking sun seemed suddenly +to leap up wildly into the heavens; then she pulled herself together +with a tremendous effort. "Why have you done this?" she murmured +faintly. + +Then for a moment her heart stood still, her eyes dilating. He had come +close behind her, and she waited in an agony, until he caught her to +him, crushing her against him, forcing her head back on his arm. + +"Because I wanted you. Because one day in Biskra, four weeks ago, I saw +you for a few moments, long enough to know that I wanted you. And what +I want I take. You played into my hands. You arranged a tour in the +desert. The rest was easy." + +Her eyes were shut, the long dark lashes quivering on her pale cheeks +so that she could not see his face, but she felt him draw her closer to +him and then his fierce kisses on her mouth. She struggled frantically, +but she was helpless, and he laughed softly as he kissed her lips, her +hair, her eyes passionately. He stood quite still, but she felt the +heavy beating of his heart under her cheek, and understood dimly the +passion that she had aroused in him. She had experienced his tremendous +strength. She realised from what he had told her that he recognised no +law beyond his own wishes, and was prepared to go to any lengths to +fulfil them. She knew that her life was in his hands, that he could +break her with his lean brown fingers like a toy is broken, and all at +once she felt pitifully weak and frightened. She was utterly in his +power and at his mercy--the mercy of an Arab who was merciless. + +She gave in suddenly, lying quiet in his arms. She had touched the +lowest depths of degradation; he could do nothing more to her than he +had done. For the moment she could fight no further, she was worn out +and utterly weary. A numb feeling of despair came over her and with it +a sense of unreality, as if it were a hideous nightmare from which she +would wake, for the truth seemed too impossible, the setting too +theatrical. The man himself was a mystery. She could not reconcile him +and the barbaric display in which he lived with the evidences of +refinement and education that the well-worn books in the tent evinced. +The fastidious ordering of his appointments puzzled her; it was strange +to find in such a place. A dozen incongruities that she had noticed +during the day crowded into her recollection until her head reeled. She +turned from them wearily; she was too tired to think, too spent in mind +and body. And with the despair a kind of indifference stole over her. +She had suffered so much that nothing more mattered. + +The strong arms around her tightened slowly. "Look at me," he said in +the soft slow voice that seemed habitual to him, and which contrasted +oddly with the neat, clipping French that he spoke. She shivered and +her dark lashes flickered for a moment. "Look at me." His voice was +just as slow, just as soft, but into it had crept an inflection that +was unmistakable. + +Twenty-four hours ago Diana Mayo had not known the meaning of the word +fear, and had never in all her life obeyed any one against her +inclination, but in twenty-four hours she had lived through years of +emotions. For the first time she had pitted her will against a will +that was stronger than her own, for the first time she had met an +arrogance that was greater and a determination that was firmer than +hers. For the first time she had met a man who had failed to bow to her +wishes, whom a look had been powerless to transform into a willing +slave. In a few hours that had elapsed she had learned fear, a terrible +fear that left her sick with apprehension, and she was learning +obedience. Obedient now, she forced herself to lift her eyes to his, +and the shamed blood surged slowly into her cheeks. His dark, +passionate eyes burnt into her like a hot flame. His encircling arms +were like bands of fire, scorching her. His touch was torture. +Helpless, like a trapped wild thing, she lay against him, panting, +trembling, her wide eyes fixed on him, held against their will. +Fascinated she could not turn them away, and the image of the brown, +handsome face with its flashing eyes, straight, cruel mouth and strong +chin seemed searing into her brain. The faint indefinite scent of an +uncommon Turkish tobacco clung about him, enveloping her. She had been +conscious of the same scent the previous day when he had held her in +his arms during the wild ride across the desert. + +He smiled down at her suddenly. "_Bon Dieu_! Do you know how +beautiful you are?" he murmured. But the sound of his voice seemed to +break a spell that had kept her dumb. She struggled again to free +herself. + +"Let me go!" she cried piteously, and it was her complete immunity from +him that she prayed for, but he chose wilfully to misunderstand her. +The passion faded from his eyes, giving place to a gleam of mockery. + +"There is plenty of time. Gaston is the most discreet servant. We shall +hear him when he comes," he said with a low laugh. + +But she persisted with the courage of desperation. "When will you let +me go?" + +With an exclamation of impatience he put her from him roughly, and +going to the divan flung himself down on the cushions, lit another +cigarette and picked up a magazine that was lying on an inlaid stool +beside him. + +She bit her lips to keep back the hysterical sobs that rose in her +throat, nerving herself with clenched hands, and followed him. "You +_must_ tell me. I _must_ know. When will you let me go?" + +He turned a page with deliberation, and flicked the ash from his +cigarette before looking up. A heavy scowl gathered on his face, and +his eyes swept her from head to foot with a slow scrutiny that made her +shrink. "When I am tired of you," he said coldly. + +She shuddered violently and turned away with a little moan, stumbling +blindly towards the inner room, but as she reached the curtains his +voice arrested her. He had thrown aside the magazine and was lying back +on the divan, his long limbs stretched out indolently, his hands +clasped behind his head. + +"You make a very charming boy," he said lightly, with a faint smile, +"but it was not a boy that I saw in Biskra. You understand?" + +Beyond the curtains she stood a moment, shaking all over, her face +hidden in her hands, able to relax a little the hold she was keeping on +herself. Yes! She understood, plainly enough. The understanding had +already been forced upon her. It was an order from one who was prepared +to compel his commands, to make herself more attractive with all that +it implied in the eyes of the man who held her in his power and who +looked at her as no other man had ever dared to look, with appraising +criticism that made her acutely conscious of her sex, that made her +feel like a slave exposed for sale in a public market. + +She must take off the boyish clothes that somehow seemed to lend her +courage and substitute, to gratify the whim of the savage in the next +room, the womanly dress that revealed more intimately the slender lines +of her figure and intensified the uncommon beauty of her face. + +She went to the dressing table with lagging feet and stared resentfully +at the white face and haggard eyes that looked back at her from the +mirror. It was like the face of a stranger. Aubrey's words came back to +her with an irony that was horrible. To-night she did not dress to +please herself. Her face was set, her eyes almost black with rage, but +behind the rage there was lurking apprehension. She started at every +sound that came from the adjoining room. Her fingers, wet with +perspiration, seemed almost unable to fulfil their task. She hated him, +she hated herself, she hated her beauty that had brought this horror +upon her. She would have rebelled if she had dared, but instinctively +she hurried--fear had already driven her so far. But when she was ready +she did not move from the table beside which she stood. Fear had forced +her to haste, but her still struggling pride would not permit her to +obey her fear any further. She raised her eyes to the glass again, +glowering angrily at the pale reflection, and the old obstinacy mingled +with the new pain that filled them. Must she endure his mocking glance +with chalk-like cheeks and eyes like a beaten hound? Had she not even +courage enough left to hide the fear that filled her with +self-contempt? The wave of anger that went through her rushed the +colour into her face and she leaned nearer the glass with a little +murmur of satisfaction that stopped abruptly as her fingers gripped the +edge of the table, and she continued staring into the mirror not at her +own face, but at the white robes that appeared behind her head, +blotting out the limited view she had had of the room. + +The Sheik was standing behind her. He had come with the peculiar +noiseless tread that she had noticed before. He swung her round to look +at her and she writhed under his eyes of admiration, straining from him +as far as his grip allowed. Holding her with one hand he took her chin +in the other and tilted her face up to his with a little smile. "Don't +look so frightened. I don't want anything more deadly than some soap +and water. Surely even an Arab may be allowed to wash his hands?" + +His mocking voice and his taunt of fear stung her, but she would not +answer and, with a laugh and a shrug, he lot her go, picking up a razor +from the table and lounging into the bathroom. + +With crimson cheeks Diana fled into the outer room, His manner could +not have been more casual if she had been his wife a dozen years. She +waited for him in a tumult of emotions, but with the advent of Gaston +and dinner he returned to the attitude of dispassionate, courteous host +that he had assumed when he first came in. He was a few minutes late, +and apologised gravely as he sat down opposite her. He maintained the +attitude throughout dinner, and conscious of the watching manservant +Diana made herself reply to his easy conversation. + +He talked mainly of the desert and the sport that it offered, as if he +had studied her tastes and chosen the topic to please her. He spoke +well; what he said was interesting, and showed complete knowledge of +the subject, and at any other time Diana would have listened fascinated +and absorbed, but now the soft, slow, cultured voice only seemed to add +to the incongruity of the situation. The role of willing guest that he +was forcing upon her was almost more than she could play, and the +necessity of sitting still and responding was taxing her endurance to +the utmost. And all the time she was aware acutely of his constant +surveillance. Reluctantly her own furtive glance was drawn frequently +to his face, and always his dark fierce eyes were watching her with a +steadiness that racked her nerves, till she was reminded irresistibly +of an exhibition that she had seen in a circus in Vienna, where a lion +tamer had concluded an unusually daring performance by dining in the +lions' cage, surrounded by savage snarling brutes very different from +the sleepy half-drugged creatures ordinarily shown. Interested in the +animals, she had gone behind with Aubrey after the performance, and +while fondling some tiny lion cubs that had been brought for her to see +had chatted with the tamer, a girl little older than herself. She had +been somewhat unapproachable until she had realised from Diana's +friendly manner that her questions were prompted by real interest and +not mere curiosity, and had unbent with surprising swiftness, accepting +Diana's proffered cigarettes and taking her to see her special lions, +who were boxed for the night. Diana had wandered up and down before the +narrow cages, looking at the big brutes still restless from the show, +rubbing her cheek on the soft little round head of the cub she was +holding in her arms, smiling at its sleepy rasping purr. + +"Are you ever afraid?" she had asked suddenly--"not of the ordinary +performance, but of that last act, when you dine all alone with them?" + +The girl shrugged her shoulders, blowing a little cloud of smoke into +the cub's face, and her eyes had met Diana's slowly over his little +yellow body. "One does not taste very much," she had said drily. + +And it was so with Diana. She had eaten mechanically everything that +had been put before her, but she had tasted nothing. She had one +thought in her mind that excluded everything else--to hide from the +probing eyes that watched her ceaselessly the overmastering fear that +augmented every moment. One thing she had noticed during the meal. For +her only the servant poured out the light French wine that he had +brought. Her eyes wandered to the Sheik's empty glass, and meeting her +glance he smiled, with a little inclination. + +"Excuse me. I do not drink wine. It is my only virtue," he added, with +a sudden gleam leaping into his eyes that drove the blood into her +cheeks and her own eyes on to her plate. + +She had forgotten that he was an Arab. + +The dinner seemed interminable, and yet she wished that it would never +end. While the servant was in the room she was safe; the thought of his +going sent a cold shudder through her. With the coffee came a huge +Persian hound, almost upsetting the Frenchman in the entrance in his +frantic endeavour to precede him through the doorway. He flung his long +grey body across the Sheik's knees with a whine of pleasure and then +turned his head to growl at Diana. But the growl died away quickly, and +he lumbered down and came to her side curiously, eyeing her for a +moment and then thrusting his big head against her. + +The Sheik laughed. "You are honoured. Kopec makes few friends." + +She did not answer. The natural reply was almost certain to provoke a +retort that she did not desire, so she remained silent, smoothing the +hound's rough coat. With her heart turning slowly to lead she lingered +over her coffee until there was no further possible pretext for +remaining at the table, then rose with a short, sharp sigh. + +For some minutes the Sheik had sat silent, his own coffee long since +finished. He made no comment when she got up, and went himself to the +big divan, followed by the hound, who had gone back to him as soon as +he moved. + +Diana turned to the little bookcase, snatching at the opportunity it +offered for further silence, and took a book at random. She did not +know what she was looking at, she did not care. She only prayed +fervently that she might be left alone, that the sudden silent fit that +had come over him might continue. + +Near her Gaston was clearing away the table and as he finished he +paused to speak to his master. Diana heard the words "le petit Sheik," +but the rest was in Arabic and unintelligible to her. The Sheik frowned +with a gesture of annoyance, then nodded, and the servant left the +tent. + +A few moments after a voice that she had not heard before made her look +up. + +The young Arab who had ridden in with the Sheik was standing beside the +divan. The fierce eyes that were watching her every movement met hers, +and his cigarette was waved towards the young man. "My lieutenant, +Yusef, a son of the desert with the soul of a _flaneur._ His body +is here with me, but his heart is on the _trottoirs_ of Algiers." + +The tall lad laughed and salaamed profoundly, then straightened +himself, posing magnificently until a curt word from the Sheik recalled +him to his errand and his swagger changed swiftly to a deference of +which the significance was not lost on Diana. The Arab might unbend to +his people if it so pleased him, but he kept them well in hand. She +looked at the lieutenant as he stood before his chief. He was tall and +slender as a girl, with an air of languid indolence that was obviously +a pose, for it was slipping from him now fast as he talked. His face +was strikingly handsome, only saved from effeminacy by a firm chin. He +was patently aware of his good looks. But he was also patently in awe +of his chief, and the news that he brought was apparently not welcome. + +Through her thick lashes Diana watched them intently. The younger man +voluble, gesticulating, at times almost cringing. The Sheik silent, +except for an occasional word, the heavy scowl back on his face, +growing blacker every moment. At last with a shrug of impatience he got +up and they went out together, the hound following them. Diana subsided +on to the thick rug beside the bookcase. For a moment again she was +alone, free of the watching eyes that seemed to be burning into her all +the time, free of the hated proximity. She dropped her head on her +knees with a little whimper of weariness. For a moment she need not +check the tide of misery that rushed over her. She was tired in mind +and body, exhausted with the emotion that had shaken her until she knew +that no matter what happened in the future the Diana of yesterday was +dead, and her new self was strange and unfamiliar. She did not trust +it; she feared its capacity for maintaining the struggle she had +resolved upon. The old courageous self had never failed her, this new +shrinking fearful personality filled her with distrust. Her confidence +in herself was gone. Her contempt of herself was unutterable. The +strength that remained was not sufficient to conquer the fear that had +taken so strong a hold upon her. She could only hope to hide it, to +deny him at least that much satisfaction. She had grovelled at his feet +once and it had amused him. He had laughed! She would die rather than +afford him a similar amusement. She could never wipe out the +recollection of her cowardice; he would remember always, and so would +she; but she could atone for it if her strength held. And she prayed +that it might hold, until a sob broke from her and her hands cramped +around her knees. She pushed her hair off her forehead with a heavy +sigh, and she looked back over her shoulder at the empty room. It had +changed since this morning in the indefinable way a strange room does +change after a few hours' association. If she could leave it now and +never see it again in all her life no single detail of it would ever be +forgotten. Its characteristics had been stamped upon her as familiarly +as if the hours passed in it had been years. And yesterday was years +ago, when the poor silly fool that had been Diana Mayo had ridden +blindly into the trap from which her boasted independence had not been +able to save her. She had paid heavily for the determination to ignore +the restrictions of her sex laid upon her and the payment was not yet +over. Her tired body shrank from the struggle that must recommence so +soon. If he would only spare her until this numbing weariness that made +her so powerless should lessen. She heard his voice at the door and her +icy fingers grasped at the book that had slipped to the ground. The +thick rugs deadened the sound of his movements, but she knew +instinctively that he had come in and gone back to the divan where he +had been sitting before. She knew that he was looking at her. She could +feel his eyes fixed on her and she quivered with the consciousness of +his stare. She waited, shivering, for him to speak or move. His methods +of torture were diverse, she thought with dreary bitterness. Behind the +tent in the men's lines a tom-tom was beating, and the irregular rhythm +seemed hammering inside her own head. She could have shrieked with the +agony of it. + +"Come here--Diane." + +She started, for a moment hardly recognising the Gallic rendering of +her name, and then flushed angrily without answering or moving. It was +a very little thing to stir her after all that had been done, but the +use of her name flamed the anger that had been almost swamped in fear. +The proprietory tone in his voice roused all her inherent obstinacy. +She was not his to go at his call. What he wanted he must take--she +would never give voluntarily. She sat with her hands gripped tightly in +her lap, breathing rapidly, her eyes dark with apprehension. + +"Come here," he repeated sharply. + +Still she took no notice, but the face that he could not see was +growing very white. + +"I am not accustomed to having my orders disobeyed," he said at last, +very slowly. + +"And I am not accustomed to obeying orders," she retorted fiercely, +though her lips were trembling. + +"You will learn." The sinister accent of his voice almost shattered her +remaining courage. + +She crouched, gasping, on the ground, the same horrible terror that had +come to her last night stealing over her irresistibly, paralysing her. +Waiting, listening, agonising, the tom-tom growing louder and +louder--or was it only the throbbing in her own head? With a choking +cry she leaped to her feet suddenly and fled from him, back till the +side of the tent stopped her and she stood, with wide-flung arms, +gripping the black and silver hangings until he reached her. + +Stooping he disengaged her clinging fingers from the heavy drapery and +drew her hands slowly together up to his breast with a little smile. +"Come," he whispered, his passionate eyes devouring her. + +She fought against the fascination with which they dominated her, +resisting him dumbly with tight-locked lips till he held her +palpitating in his arms. + +"Little fool," he said with a deepening smile. "Better me than my men." + +The gibe broke her silence. + +"Oh, you brute! You brute!" she wailed, until his kisses silenced her. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +"A month! Thirty-one days! Oh, God! Only thirty-one days. It seems a +lifetime. Only a month since I left Biskra. A month! A month!" + +Diana flung herself on to her face, burying her head deeply into the +cushions of the divan, shutting out from her sight the barbaric luxury +of her surroundings, shuddering convulsively. She did not cry. The +complete breakdown of the first night had never been repeated. Tears of +shame and anger had risen in her eyes often, but she would not let them +fall. She would not give her captor the satisfaction of knowing that he +could make her weep. Her pride was dying hard. Her mind travelled back +slowly over the days and nights of anguished revolt, the perpetual +clash of will against will, the enforced obedience that had made up +this month of horror. A month of experience of such bitterness that she +wondered dully how she still had the courage to rebel. For the first +time in her life she had had to obey. For the first time in her life +she was of no account. For the first time she had been made conscious +of the inferiority of her sex. The training of years had broken down +under the experience. The hypothetical status in which she had stood +with regard to Aubrey and his friends was not tolerated here, where +every moment she was made to feel acutely that she was a woman, forced +to submit to everything to which her womanhood exposed her, forced to +endure everything that he might put upon her--a chattel, a slave to do +his bidding, to bear his pleasure and his displeasure, shaken to the +very foundation of her being with the upheaval of her convictions and +the ruthless violence done to her cold, sexless temperament. The +humiliation of it seared her proud heart. He was pitiless in his +arrogance, pitiless in his Oriental disregard of the woman subjugated. +He was an Arab, to whom the feelings of a woman were non-existent. He +had taken her to please himself and he kept her to please himself, to +amuse him in his moments of relaxation. + +To Diana before she had come to Africa the life of an Arab Sheik in his +native desert had been a very visionary affair. The term sheik itself +was elastic. She had been shown Sheiks in Biskra who drove hard +bargains to hire out mangy camels and sore-covered donkeys for trips +into the interior. Her own faithless caravan-leader had called himself +"Sheik." But she had heard also of other and different Sheiks who lived +far away across the shimmering sand, powerful chiefs with large +followings, who seemed more like the Arabs of her imaginings, and of +whose lives she had the haziest idea. When not engaged in killing their +neighbours she visualized them drowsing away whole days under the +influence of narcotics, lethargic with sensual indulgence. The pictures +she had seen had been mostly of fat old men sitting cross-legged in the +entrance of their tents, waited on by hordes of retainers, and looking +languidly, with an air of utter boredom, at some miserable slave being +beaten to death. + +She had not been prepared for the ceaseless activity of the man whose +prisoner she was. His life was hard, strenuous and occupied. His days +were full, partly with the magnificent horses that he bred, and partly +with tribal affairs that took him from the camp for hours at a time. +Upon one or two occasions he had been away for the whole night and had +come back at daybreak with all the evidences of hard riding. Some days +she rode with him, but when he had not the time or the inclination, the +French valet went with her. A beautiful grey thoroughbred called Silver +Star was kept for her use, and sometimes on his back she was able to +forget for a little time. So the moments of relaxation were less +frequent than they might have been, and it was only in the evenings +when Gaston had come and gone for the last time and she was alone with +the Sheik that an icy hand seemed to close down over her heart. And, +according to his mood, he noticed or ignored her. He demanded implicit +obedience to his lightest whim with the unconscious tyranny of one who +had always been accustomed to command. He ruled his unruly followers +despotically, and it was obvious that while they loved him they feared +him equally. She had even seen Yusef, his lieutenant, cringe from the +heavy scowl that she had, herself, learned to dread. + +"You treat them like dogs," she said to him once. "Are you not afraid +that one day they will rise against you and murder you?" + +And he had only shrugged his shoulders and laughed, the same low laugh +of amusement that never failed to make her shiver. + +The only person whose devotion seemed untinged by any conflicting +sentiment was the French valet, Gaston. + +It was the Sheik's complete indifference to everything beyond his own +will, his Oriental egoism, that stung her most. He treated her +supplications and invectives with a like unconcern. The paroxysms of +wild rage that filled her periodically made no impression on him. He +accorded them a shrug of ennui or watched her with cold curiosity, his +lips parted in a little cruel smile, as if the dissection of her +lacerated feelings amused him, until his patience was exhausted, and +then, with one of the lithe, quick movements that she could never +evade, his hands would grip and hold her and he would look at her. Only +that, but in the grasp of his lean, brown fingers and under the stare +of his dark, fierce eyes her own would drop, and the frantic words die +from her lips. She was physically afraid of him, and she hated him and +loathed herself for the fear he inspired. And her fear was legitimate. +His strength was abnormal, and behind it was the lawlessness and +absolutism that allowed free rein to his savage impulses. He held life +and death in his hand. + +A few days after he had taken her she had seen him chastise a servant. +She did not know what the man's fault had been, but the punishment +seemed out of all proportion to anything that could be imagined, and +she had watched fascinated with horror, until he had tossed away the +murderous whip, and without a second glance at the limp, blood-stained +heap that huddled on the ground with suggestive stillness had strolled +back unconcerned to the tent. The sight had sickened her and haunted +her perpetually. His callousness horrified her even more than his +cruelty. She hated him with all the strength of her proud, passionate +nature. His personal beauty even was an additional cause of offence. +She hated him the more for his handsome face and graceful, muscular +body. His only redeeming virtue in her eyes was his total lack of +vanity, which she grudgingly admitted. He was as unconscious of himself +as was the wild animal with which she compared him. + +"He is like a tiger," she murmured deep into the cushions, with a +shiver, "a graceful, cruel, merciless beast." She remembered a tiger +she had shot the previous winter in India. After hours of weary, +cramped waiting in the machan the beautiful creature had slipped +noiselessly through the undergrowth and emerged into the clearing. He +had advanced midway towards the tree where she was perched and had +stopped to listen, and the long, free stride, the haughty poise of the +thrown-back head, the cruel curl of the lips and the glint in the +ferocious eyes flashing in the moonlight, were identical with the +expression and carriage of the man who was her master. Then it had been +admiration without fear, and she had hesitated at wantonly destroying +so perfect a thing, until the quick pressure of her shikari's fingers +on her arm brought her back to facts and reminded her that the "perfect +thing" was reported to have eaten a woman the previous week. And now it +was fear with a reluctant admiration that she despised herself for +according. + +A hand on her shoulder made her start up with a cry. Usually her nerves +were in better control, but the thick rugs deadened every sound, and +she had not expected him so soon. He had been out since dawn and had +come in much past his usual time, and had been having a belated siesta +in the adjoining room. + +Angry with herself she bit her lip and pushed the tumbled hair off her +forehead. He dropped on to the divan beside her and lit the inevitable +cigarette; he smoked continuously every moment he was not in the +saddle. She glanced at him covertly. He was lying with his head thrown +back against the cushions, idly blowing smoke-rings and watching them +drift towards the open door-way. And as she looked he yawned and turned +to her. + +"Zilah is careless. Insist that she puts away your boots, and does not +leave your clothes lying on the floor. There was a scorpion in the +bathroom to-day," he said lazily, stretching out his long legs. + +She flushed hotly, as she always did when he made any casual reference +to the intimacy of their life. It was his casualness that frightened +her, the carelessly implied continuance of a state that scorched her +with shame. His attitude invariably suggested a duration of their +relations that left her numb with a kind of helpless despair. He was so +sure of himself, so sure of his possession of her. + +She felt the warm blood pouring over her face now, up to the roots of +her bright hair and dyeing her slender neck, and she put her hands up +to her head, her fingers thrust through her loose curls, to shield her +face from his eyes. + +She gave a sigh of relief when Gaston came in bringing a little tray +with two filigree-cased cups of coffee. + +"I have brought coffee; Madame's tea is finished," he murmured in tones +of deepest distress, and with a gesture that conveyed a national +calamity. + +There had been just enough tea taken on the tour to last a month. It +was another pin-prick, another reminder. She set her teeth, moving her +head angrily, and found herself looking into a pair of mocking eyes, +and, as always, her own dropped. + +Gaston said a few words in Arabic to his master, and the Sheik +swallowed the boiling coffee and went out hastily. The valet moved +about the tent with his usual deft noiselessness, gathering up +cigarette ends and spent matches, and tidying the room with an +assiduous orderliness that was peculiarly his own. Diana watched him +almost peevishly. Was it the influence of the desert that made all +these men cat-like in their movements, or was the servant consciously +or unconsciously copying his master? With a sudden fit of childish +irritability she longed to smash something, and, with an impetuous +hand, sent the little inlaid table with the tray and coffee-cups +flying. She was ashamed of the impulse even before the crash came, and +looked at Gaston clearing up the debris with anxious eyes. What was the +matter with her? The even temper on which she prided herself and the +nerves that had been her boast had vanished, gone by the board in the +last month. If her nerve failed her utterly what would become of her? +What would she do? + +Gaston had gone, and she looked around the tent with a hunted +expression. There seemed no escape possible from the misery that was +almost more than she could bear. + +There was a way out that had been in her mind often, and she had +searched frequently in the hope that she might find the means. But the +Sheik had also thought and had taken precautions. One day it seemed as +if her desperate wish might be fulfilled, and she had had only a +moment's hesitation as she stretched out her hand to take the revolver +that had been left lying on a table, but as her fingers closed on the +butt a muscular hand closed over hers. He had come in with his usual +silent step and was close to her without her knowing. He had taken the +weapon from her quietly, holding her eyes with his own, and had jerked +it open, showing the empty magazine. "Do you think that I am quite a +fool?" he had asked without a trace of expression in his voice. + +And since then she had been under a ceaseless, unobtrusive surveillance +that had left her no chance of carrying out her terrible resolve. She +buried her face in her hands. "Oh, my God! Is it never going to end? Am +I never going to get away from him?" + +She sprang to her feet and walked restlessly round the tent, her hands +clasped behind her back, her head thrown up, and her lips pressed close +together. She panted as if she had been running, and her eyes had a +far-away, unseeing look. Gradually she got command of herself again and +the nervous excitement died down, leaving her weary and very desolate. +The solitude seemed suddenly horrible. Anything would be better than +the silent emptiness of the great tent. A noise outside attracted her, +and she wandered to the doorway and out under the awning. Near her the +Sheik with Gaston and Yusef stood watching a mad, ramping colt that was +being held with difficulty by two or three men, who clung to him +tenaciously in spite of his efforts to break away, and beyond was a +semi-circle of Arabs, some mounted and some on foot, leaving a wide, +open space between them and the tent. They were intensely excited, +talking and gesticulating, the mounted men riding round the outer ring +that they formed. Diana leaned against one of the lances that supported +the awning and watched the scene with growing interest. This camp was +many miles to the south of the one to which she had first been brought, +and which had been broken up a few days after her capture. The setting +was wonderful, the far-off hills dusky in the afternoon light, the +clustering palms behind the tents, the crowd of barbaric figures in +picturesque, white robes, the horsemen moving continuously up and down, +and in the midst of everything the beautiful, wild creature, frenzied +by the noise, kicking and biting at the men holding him. After a moment +the Sheik held up his hand, and a man detached himself from the +chattering crowd and came to him salaaming. The Sheik said a few words, +and with another salaam and a gleam of white teeth, the man turned and +approached the struggling group in the centre of the ring. + +Diana straightened up with interest. The frantic colt was going to be +broken. It was already saddled. Several additional men ran forward, and +between them the horse was forcibly held for a moment--only for a +moment, but it was long enough for the man who leaped like a flash on +to his back. The others fell away, racing from the reach of the +terrible lashing heels. Amazed for the moment at the sudden +unaccustomed weight, the colt paused, and then reared straight up, till +it seemed to Diana that he must fall backward and crush the man who was +clinging to him. But he came down at last, and for a few moments it was +almost impossible to follow his spasmodic movements as he strove to rid +himself of his rider. The end came quickly. With a twisting heave of +his whole body he shot the Arab over his head, who landed with a dull +thud and lay still, while the men who had been holding the colt dashed +in and secured him before he was aware of his liberty. Diana looked +towards the fallen man; a little crowd were gathered around him, and +her heart beat faster as she thought that he was dead. Dead so quickly, +and only a moment before he had been so full of life and strength. +Death meant nothing to these savages, she thought bitterly, as she +watched the limp body being carried away by three or four men, who +argued violently over their burden. She glanced at the Sheik. He seemed +perfectly unconcerned and did not even look in the direction of the man +who had fallen. On the contrary, he laughed, and, turning to Yusef, put +his hand en his shoulder and nodded towards the colt. Diana gave a +gasp. He spared no one. He was going to make the young man take his +chance as the rough-rider had taken his. She knew that the lieutenant +rode well, as did all Ahmed Ben Hassan's followers, and that his +languid manner was only a pose, but he looked so young and boyish, and +the risk seemed enormous. She had seen colts broken before many times, +but never a colt so madly savage as this one. But to Yusef the chance +was evidently welcome. With an answering laugh, he swaggered out into +the arena, where the men greeted him with shouts. There was the same +procedure as before, and Yusef bounded up lightly into the saddle. This +time, instead of rearing, the frightened beast dashed forward in a wild +effort to escape, but the mounted men, closing up, headed him into the +middle of the ring again, and he went back to his first tactics with a +rapidity that was too much for the handsome lad on his back, and in a +few moments he was thrown heavily. With a shrill scream the colt turned +on him open-mouthed, and Yusef flung up one arm to save his face. But +the men reached him in time, dragging the colt from him by main force. +He rose to his feet unsteadily and limped to the tents behind. Diana +could not see him easily for the throng around him. + +Again she looked at the Sheik and ground her teeth. He was stooping to +light a cigarette from a match that Gaston was holding, and then they +walked together nearer to the colt. The animal was now thoroughly +maddened, and it was increasingly difficult to hold him. They went up +close to the struggling, yelling grooms, and the next minute Diana saw +Gaston sitting firmly in the empty saddle. The little man rode +magnificently, and put up a longer fight than the others had done, but +at last his turn came, and he went flying over the colt's head. He came +down lightly on his hands and knees, and scrambled to his feet in an +instant amidst a storm of shouts and laughter. Laughing himself he came +back to the Sheik with a shrug of the shoulders and outspread, eloquent +hands. They spoke together for a moment, too low for Diana to hear, and +then Ahmed Ben Hassan went again into the middle of the ring. Diana's +breath came more quickly. She guessed his intention before he reached +the colt, and she moved forward from under the awning and joined +Gaston, who was wrapping his handkerchief round a torn hand. + +"Monseigneur will try?" she asked a little breathlessly. + +Gaston looked at her quickly. "Try, Madame?" he repeated in a queer +voice. "Yes, he will try." + +Again the empty saddle was filled, and a curious hush came over the +watching crowd. Diana looked on with bright, hard eyes, her heart +beating heavily. She longed passionately that the colt might kill him, +and, at the same time, illogically, she wanted to see him master the +infuriated animal. The sporting instinct in her acknowledged and +responded to the fight that was going on before her eyes. She hated him +and she hoped that he might die, but she was forced to admire the +wonderful horsemanship that she was watching. The Sheik sat like a +rock, and every effort made to unseat him was unsuccessful. The colt +plunged wildly, making furious blind dashes backward and forward, +stopping dead in the hope of dislodging his rider, twirling round +suddenly until it seemed impossible that he could keep his feet. Then +he started rearing, straight up, his forelegs beating the air, higher +and higher, and then down, to commence again without a moment's +breathing-space. + +Diana heard Gaston's breath whistle through his teeth. "Look, Madame!" +he cried sharply, and Diana saw the Sheik give a quick glance behind +him, and, as the colt shot up again, almost perpendicular, with a jerk +he pulled him deliberately over backwards, leaping clear with a +tremendous effort as the horse crashed to the ground. He was in the +saddle again almost before the dazed creature had struggled to its +feet. And then began a scene that Diana never forgot. It was the final +struggle that was to end in defeat for either man or horse, and the +Sheik had decided that it was not to be for the man. It was a +punishment of which the untamed animal was never to lose remembrance. +The savagery and determination of the man against the mad determination +of the horse. It was a hideous exhibition of brute strength and +merciless cruelty. Diana was almost sick with horror from the +beginning; she longed to turn away, but her eyes clung fascinated to +the battle that was going on. The hush that had fallen on the crowd had +given way to roars of excitement, and the men pressed forward eagerly, +to give back precipitately when the still-fighting animal's heels +flashed too near. + +Diana was shaking all over and her hands were clenching and unclenching +as she stared at the man, who seemed a part of the horse he was sitting +so closely. Would it never end? She did not care now which killed the +other so that it would only stop. The man's endurance seemed mere +bravado. She clutched Gaston's arms with a hand that was wringing wet. +"It is horrible," she gasped with an accent of loathing. + +"It is necessary," he replied quietly. + +"Nothing can justify that," she cried passionately. + +"Your pardon, Madame. He must learn. He killed a man this morning, +threw him, and what you call in English 'savaged' him." + +Diana hid her face in her hands. "I can't bear it," she said pitifully. + +A few minutes later Gaston clicked his tongue against his teeth. "See, +Madame. It is over," he said gently. + +She looked up fearfully. The Sheik was standing on the ground beside +the colt, who was swaying slowly from side to side with heaving sides +and head held low to the earth, dripping blood and foam. And as she +looked he tottered and collapsed exhausted. There was a rush from all +sides, and Gaston went towards his master, who towered above the crowd +around him. + +Diana turned away with an exclamation of disgust. It was enough to have +seen a display of such brutality; it was too much to stand by while his +fellow-savages acclaimed him for his cruelty. + +She went slowly back into the tent, shaken with what she had seen, and +stood in undecided hesitation beside the divan. The helpless feeling +that she so often experienced swept over her with renewed force. There +was nowhere that she could get away from him, no privacy, no respite. +Day and night she must endure his presence with no hope of escape. She +closed her eyes in a sudden agony, and then stiffened at the sound of +his voice outside. + +He came in laughing, a cigarette dangling from one blood-stained hand, +while with the other he wiped the perspiration from his forehead, +leaving a dull red smear. She shrank from him, looking at him with +blazing eyes. "You are a brute, a beast, a devil! I hate you!" she +choked furiously. + +For a moment an ugly look crossed his face, and then he laughed again. +"Hate me by all means, _ma belle_, but let your hatred be +thorough. I detest mediocrity," he said lightly, as he passed on into +the other room. + +She sank down on to the couch. She had never felt so desperate, so +powerless. She stared straight before her, shivering, as she went over +the scene she had just witnessed, her fingers picking nervously at the +jade-green silk of her dress. She longed for some power that would +deaden her feelings and blunt her capacity for suffering. She looked at +Gaston with hard eyes when he came in. He had approved of what the +Sheik had done, would have done it himself if he had been able. They +were all alike. + +"The man who was hurt first," she asked abruptly, with a touch of her +old hauteur in her voice, "is he dead?" + +"Oh no, Madame. He has concussion but he will be all right. They have +hard heads, these Arabs." + +"And Yusef?" + +Gaston grinned. "_Le petit_ Sheik has a broken collar-bone. It is +nothing. A few days' holiday to be petted in his harem, _et +voila_!" + +"His harem?" echoed Diana in surprise. "Is he married?" + +"_Mais oui_, Madame. He has two wives." + +At Diana's exclamation he shrugged deprecatingly. "_Que +voulez-vous?_ It is the custom of the country," he said tolerantly, +with the air of conceding a melancholy fact with the best grace +possible. + +The customs of the country was dangerous ground, and Diana changed the +subject hastily. "Where did you learn to ride, Gaston?" + +"In a racing-stable at Auteuil, Madame, when I was a boy. Then I was +five years in the French cavalry. After that I came to Monseigneur." + +"And you have been with him--how long?" + +"Fifteen years, Madame." + +"Fifteen years," she repeated wonderingly. "Fifteen years here, in the +desert?" + +"Here and elsewhere, Madame," he answered rather more shortly than +usual, and with a murmur of excuse left the tent. + +Diana leaned back against the cushions with a little sigh. Gaston need +not have been afraid that she was trying to learn his master's secrets +from him. She had not fallen as low as that. The mystery of the man +whose path had crossed hers so terribly seemed to augment instead of +lessen as the time went on. What was the power in him that compelled +the devotion of his wild followers and the little French ex-cavalryman? +She knit her forehead in perplexity and was still puzzling over it when +he came back. Immaculate and well-groomed he was very different from +the dishevelled, bloodstained savage of half-an-hour before. She shot a +nervous glance at him, remembering her outburst, but he was not angry. +He looked grave, but his gravity seemed centred in himself as he passed +his lean fingers tenderly over his smooth chin. She had seen Aubrey do +similarly hundreds of times. Occidental or Oriental, men seemed very +alike. She waited for him to speak and waited vainly. One of the +taciturn fits to which she had grown accustomed had come over +him--hours sometimes in which he simply ignored her altogether. The +evening meal was silent. He spoke once to Gaston, but he spoke in +Arabic, and the servant replied only with a nod of compliance. And +after Gaston was gone he did not speak for a long time, but sat on the +divan, apparently absorbed in his thoughts. + +Restless, Diana moved about the tent, listlessly examining objects that +she knew by heart, and flirting over the pages of the French magazines +she had read a dozen times. Usually she was thankful for his silent +moods. To-night with a woman's perversity she wanted him to speak. She +was unstrung, and the utter silence oppressed her. She glanced over her +shoulder at him once or twice, but his back looked unapproachable. Yet +when he called her, with a swift revulsion of feeling, she wished he +had kept silent. She went to him slowly. She was too unnerved to-night +to struggle against him. What would be the use? she thought wearily; it +would only end in defeat as it always did. He pulled her down on the +divan beside him, and before she realised what he was doing slipped a +long jade necklace over her head. For a moment she looked stupidly at +the wonderful thing, almost unique in the purity of its colour and the +marvellous carving on the uniform square pieces of which it was +composed, and then with a low cry she tore it off and flung it on the +ground. + +"How dare you?" she gasped. + +"You don't like it?" he asked in his low, unruffled voice, his eyebrows +raised in real or assumed surprise. "Yet it matches your dress," and +lightly his long fingers touched the folds of green silk swathed across +the youthful curve of her breast. He glanced at an open box filled with +shimmering stones on a low stool beside him. + +"Pearls are too cold and diamonds too banal for you," he said slowly. +"You should wear nothing but jade. It is the colour of the evening sky +against the sunset of your hair." + +He had never spoken like that to her before, or used that tone of +voice. His methods had been more fierce than tender. She glanced up +swiftly at his face, but it baffled her. There was no love in his eyes +or even desire, nothing but an unusual gentleness. "Perhaps you would +prefer the diamonds and the pearls," he went on, pointing disdainfully +at the box. + +"No, no. I hate them! I hate them all! I will not wear your jewels. You +have no right to think that I am that kind of woman," she cried +hysterically. + +"You do not like them? _Bon Dieu!_ None of the other women ever +refused them. On the contrary, they could never get enough," he said +with a laugh. + +Diana looked up with a startled glance, a look of horror dawning in her +eyes. "Other women?" she repeated blankly. + +"You didn't suppose you were the first, did you?" he asked with brutal +candour. "Don't look at me like that. They were not like you, they came +to me willingly enough--too willingly. Allah! How they bored me! I +tired of them before they tired of me." + +She flung her arm across her eyes with a dry sob, straining away from +him. She had never thought of that. In the purity of her mind it had +never occurred to her. She was only one of many, one of a succession of +mistresses, taken and discarded at his whim. She writhed with the shame +that filled her. "Oh, you hurt me!" she whispered very low, and then +anger killed all other feeling. He had loosened his arm about her and +she wrenched herself free and sprang to her feet. "I hate you, do you +understand? I hate you! I hate you!" + +He lit a cigarette leisurely before answering and moved into a more +comfortable position on the divan. "So you have already told me this +afternoon," he said at length coolly, "and with reiteration your remark +becomes less convincing, _ma cherie_." + +Her anger ebbed away. She was too tired to be angry. She was humiliated +and hurt, and the man before her had it in his power to hurt her more, +but she was at his mercy and to-night she could not fight. She pushed +the hair off her forehead with a heavy sigh and looked at the Sheik's +long length stretched out on the couch, the steely strength of his +limbs patent even in the indolent attitude in which he was lying, at +his brown handsome face, inscrutable as it always was to her, and the +feeling of helplessness came back with renewed force and with it the +sense of her own pitiful weakness against his force, compelling her to +speak. "Have you never felt pity for a thing that was weaker than +yourself? Have you never spared anything or any one in all your life? +Have you nothing in your nature but cruelty? Are all Arabs hard like +you?" she said shakily. "Has love never even made you merciful?" + +He glanced up at her with a harsh laugh, and shook his head. "Love? +_Connais pas!_ Yes, I do," he added with swift mockery, "I love my +horses." + +"When you don't kill them," she retorted. + +"I am corrected. When I don't kill them." + +There was something in his voice that made her reckless, that made her +want to hurt him. "If you give no love to the--the women whom you bring +here, do you give love to the women of your harem? You have a harem, I +suppose, somewhere?" she braved him with curling lip and scornful +voice, but as she spoke she knew that she had only hurt herself and her +voice faltered. + +His hand reached out suddenly and he dragged her down into his arms +again with a laugh. "And if I have, are you jealous? What if the nights +I spent away from you were passed in my harem--what then?" + +"Then may Allah put it into the heart of one of your wives to poison +you so that you never come back," she said fiercely. + +"Allah! So beautiful and so bloodthirsty," he said in bantering +reproof. Then he turned her face up to his, smiling into her angry eyes +with amusement. "I have no harem and, thanks be to Allah, no wives, +_cherie._ Does that please you?" + +"Why should I care? It is nothing to me," she replied sharply, with a +vivid blush. + +He held her closer, looking deeply into her eyes, holding them as he +could when he liked, in spite of her efforts to turn them away--a +mesmerism she could not resist. + +"Shall I make you care? Shall I make you love me? I can make women love +me when I choose." + +She went very white and her eyes flickered. She knew that he was only +amusing himself, that he was utterly indifferent to her feelings, that +he did not care if she hated or loved him, but it was a new form of +torture that was more detestable than anything that had gone before it. +It infuriated her that he could even suggest that she could come to +care for him, that she could ever look on him as anything but a brutal +savage who had committed a hideous outrage, that she could ever have +any feeling for him except hatred and loathing. That he should class +her with the other women he spoke of revolted her, she felt degraded, +soiled as she had never done before, and she had thought that she had +felt the utmost humiliation of her position. + +The colour rushed back into her face. "I would rather you killed me," +she cried passionately. + +"So would I," he said drily, "for if you loved me you would bore me and +I should have to let you go. While as it is"--he laughed softly--"as it +is I do not regret the chance that took me into Biskra that day." + +He let her go and got up with a yawn, watching her approvingly as she +crossed the tent. The easy swing of her boyish figure and the defiant +carriage of her head reminded him of one of his own thoroughbred +horses. She was as beautiful and as wild as they were. And as he broke +them so would he break her. She was nearly tamed now, but not quite, +and by Allah! it should be quite! As he turned his foot struck against +the jade necklace lying on the rug where she had thrown it. He picked +it up and called her back. She came reluctantly, slowly, with mutinous +eyes. + +He held out the necklace silently, and silently she stared not at it +but at him. Her heart began to beat faster, and the colour slowly left +her face. "Take it. I wish it," he said quietly. + +"No." It was little more than a gasp. + +"You will wear it to please me," he went on in the same soft voice, and +the old hateful mockery crept into his eyes, "to please my artistic +soul. I have an artistic soul even though I am only an Arab." + +"I will not!" + +The mockery was wiped out of his eyes in a flash, giving place to the +usual ferocity, and his forehead knit in the dreaded heavy scowl. +"Diane, obey me!" + +She clenched her teeth on her lower lip until a rim of blood stained +their whiteness. If he would only shout or bluster like the average +angry man she felt that she could brave him longer, but the cold quiet +rage that characterised him always was infinitely more sinister, and +paralysed her with its silent force. She had never heard him raise his +voice in anger or quicken his usual slow, soft tone, but there was an +inflection that came into his voice and a look that came into his eyes +that was more terrible than any outburst. She had seen his men shrink +when, standing near him, she had barely been able to hear what he had +said. She had seen a look from him silence a clamorous quarrel that had +broken out among his followers too close to his own tent for his +pleasure. And that inflection was in his voice and that look was in his +eyes now. It was no longer use to resist. The fear of him was an agony. +She would have to obey, as in the end he always forced her to obey. She +wrenched her eyes away from his compelling stare, her bosom heaving +under the soft silk, her chin quivering, and reached out blindly and +took it from him. But the sudden chill of it against her bare breast +seemed to revive the courage that was not yet dead in her. She flung up +her head, the transient colour flaming into her cheeks, and her lips +sprang open, but he drew her to him swiftly, and laid his hand over her +mouth. "I know, I know," he said coldly. "I am a brute and a beast and +a devil. You need not tell me again. It commences to grow tedious." His +hand slipped to her shoulder, his fingers gripping the delicate, +rounded arm. "How much longer are you going to fight? Would it not be +wiser after what you have seen to-day to recognise that I am master?" + +"You mean that you will treat me as you treated the colt this +afternoon?" she whispered, her eyes drawn back irresistibly to his in +spite of all her efforts. + +"I mean that you must realise that my will is law." + +"And if I do not?" He guessed rather than heard the words. + +"Then I will teach you, and I think that you will learn--soon." + +She quivered in his hands. It was a threat, but how much of it he meant +to be taken literally she did not know. Again every ghastly detail of +the afternoon passed with lightning speed through her mind. When he +punished he punished mercilessly. To what lengths would he go? The Arab +standards were not those of the men amongst whom she had lived. The +position of a woman in the desert was a very precarious one. There were +times when she forgot altogether that he was an Arab until some chance, +as now, drove the hard fact home indisputably. He was an Arab, and as a +woman she need expect no mercy at his hands. His hands! She looked down +for a second sideways at the fingers gripping her shoulder and she saw +them again stained with blood, saw them clenched round the dripping +thong. She knew already by bitter experience the iron grip of his lean +fingers and the compelling strength of his arms. Her quick imagination +leaped ahead. What she had already suffered would be nothing compared +with what would be. The remembrance of the stained, huddled figure of +the servant he had chastised rose before her. And as she battled with +herself, still torn in her passionate desire to make her strong will +and courageous spirit triumph over her coward woman's body that shrank +instinctively from physical torture, his arm tightened around her and +she felt the hard muscles pressing against her shoulders and soft, bare +neck, a suggestion of the force lying dormant beside her. She looked up +at him slowly. + +His expression was unchanged, his forehead was still drawn together in +the heavy frown and there was no softening in his eyes. The cruel lines +about his mouth were accentuated and the tiger-look in his face was +more marked than ever. He was not threatening idly; he meant what he +said. + +"You had better kill me," she said drearily. + +"That would be to admit my own defeat," he replied coolly. "I do not +kill a horse until I have proved beyond all possible doubt that I +cannot tame it. With you I have no such proof. I can tame you and I +will. But it is for you to choose and to choose to-night if you will +obey me willingly or if I must make you. I have been very patient--for +me," he added, with an odd smile flitting across his face, "but my +patience is exhausted. Choose quickly." Insensibly he drew her closer +to him till his arm felt like an inflexible steel band about her, and +she thought with a shudder of the coils of a great serpent closing +round its victim. She made a final effort to conquer herself, but +between her and the broad chest so close to her she seemed to see a +horse's head held low in agony, blood and foam dripping from his +lacerated mouth, and a horse's flanks heaving piteously, torn with the +cruel punishment he had undergone. A sudden nausea came over her, +everything seemed to swim before her eyes, and she swayed against the +man who was holding her. Her bodily fear overruled her mind. She could +not bear any more. + +"I will obey you," she whispered heavily. + +He took her chin in his fingers and jerked her head up sharply, staring +at her intently until she felt he was looking into her very soul. The +heavy scowl smoothed away but the fierceness lingered in his eyes. +"Good!" he said at length briefly. "You are wise," he added +significantly. He tilted her head further back, bending his own down +until his lips were nearly touching hers. She shivered involuntarily, +an anguished appeal leaping into her eyes. He smiled ironically. "Do +you hate them so much, my kisses?" + +She swallowed convulsively. + +"You are at least candid if you are not complimentary;" and with that +he released her and turned away. + +She reached the curtain that divided the two rooms, her heart beating +wildly, giddy with the strain that she had gone through. She paused a +moment and looked back at him, amazed at her own temerity. He had +unbuttoned the flap of the tent and was standing in the entrance +looking out into the night. The scent of the peculiar tobacco he used +drifted to her with the draught from the open door. Her eyes grew +puzzled. Would she ever understand him? To-night he had given her a +choice instead of simply enforcing his will, he had made her choose to +save herself, he had proved his determination and his mastery over her. +And with his last words the unexpected gentleness had come into his +voice again and the cruel lines about his mouth had relaxed in a smile +of amusement. It was the swift transition from ferocity to gentleness +that she could never fathom. His complex nature was beyond her +understanding. She would not try to understand him; she could never +know the depths of his baffling personality. She only knew that for +some reason of his own he had spared her, and she feared him more than +ever. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +Under the awning of the tent Diana was waiting for Gaston and the +horses, pulling on her thick riding-gloves nervously. She was wrought +up to the utmost pitch of excitement. Ahmed Ben Hassan had been away +since the previous day and it was uncertain if he would return that +night or the next. He had been vague as to how long he would be +absent. There had been a constant coming and going amongst his +followers--messengers arriving on exhausted horses at all hours of the +day and night, and the Sheik himself had seemed unusually preoccupied. +He had not condescended to give any reason for the special activity of +his people and she had not asked him. + +In the four weeks that had elapsed since she had promised him her +obedience she had been very silent. The fear and hatred of him grew +daily. She had learned to stifle the wild fits of rage and the angry +words that leaped to her lips. She had learned to obey--a reluctant +obedience given with compressed lips and defiant eyes, but given, and +with a silence that surprised even herself. Day after day she had +followed the usual routine, dumb unless he spoke to her; and with his +own attention occupied with matters beyond the four walls of his tent +he had not noticed or did not trouble to heed her silence. Lately he +had left her very much alone; she had ridden with him almost daily +until the last week, when he had announced curtly that in the meantime +the length of her rides must be curtailed and that Gaston would +accompany her. He had not offered any explanation, and she had not +sought one. She had chosen to see in it merely another act of tyranny +imposed on her by the man whose arbitrary exercise of power over her +and whose tacit possession of her galled her continually. And under the +sullen submission a wild fury of revolt was raging. She searched +feverishly for means of flight, and now the Sheik's absence seemed to +have given her the chance she had been waiting for. In the solitude of +the previous night she had tossed impatiently from side to side of the +big couch, vainly trying to find some means of taking advantage of her +comparative freedom to effect her escape. Surely she could find some +way of avoiding Gaston's vigilance. Excitement had kept her awake half +the night, and in the morning she had had hard work to keep her +agitation hidden and to appear as usual. She had even been afraid to +order the horses any earlier in her nervous terror lest the valet +should suspect there was any reason behind the simple request. After +her _petit dejeuner_ she had paced the tent, unable to sit still, +dreading lest any moment might bring the return of the Sheik and +frustrate her hopes. She looked back into the room with a shudder as +her eyes travelled over the luxurious appointments and different +objects that had become so curiously familiar in the last two months. +The unexpected equipments and the man's own baffling personality would +remain in her recollection always as an enigma that she would never be +able to solve. So much had been so inexplicable in himself and in his +mode of life. She drew a long breath and went out hastily into the +sunshine. + +The horses were waiting, and Gaston was standing ready to hold her +stirrup. She fondled the beautiful grey horse's soft nose and patted +his satiny neck with a hand that trembled a little. She loved the horse +and to-day he should be the means of saving her. He responded to her +caresses, gentling her with slobbering mouth and whinnying softly. With +one last look at the big double tent and the rest of the camp behind it +she mounted and rode away without another backward glance. She had to +exercise a rigid control over herself. She longed to put Silver Star +into a hand gallop at once and shake off Gaston, but she was still too +near the camp. She must be patient and put a certain number of miles +between herself and the possibility of pursuit before she attempted +anything. Too early an endeavour would only bring the whole horde in +wild chase at her heels. The thought of the promise she had given to +the man from whom she was flying came back to her. She had promised +obedience, but she had not promised that she would not try to escape, +and, if she had, no promise wrung from her by fear was valid in her +opinion. + +She rode steadily forward at a slow, swinging canter, instinctively +saving her horse, plan after plan passing through her brain to be +rejected as impracticable. Silver Star fretted continually at the +moderate pace, tossing his head and catching at his bit. She took no +heed of the time beyond the fact that it was passing quickly, and that +if anything was to be done it must be done as soon as possible. But +Gaston, riding a few paces behind her, was very much alive to the hour +and had looked several times at his watch. He ranged alongside of her +now with a murmured apology. "Pardon, Madame. It grows late," and +submitted his wrist watch for her inspection. + +Diana glanced mechanically at her own wrist and then remembered that +she had broken her watch the day before. She pulled up, and tilting her +helmet back mopped her hot forehead, and, as she did so, a sharp breeze +sprang up, the curious wind that comes and goes so rapidly in the +desert. An idea flashed into her mind. It was a poor chance, but it +might succeed. She shot a glance at Gaston. He was looking in the +opposite direction, and, raising her hand, she fluttered her +handkerchief a moment in the breeze and then let it go. The wind +carried it some distance away. She gave a little cry and caught at the +bridle of the valet's horse. + +"Oh, Gaston, my handkerchief!" and pointed to where the morsel of +cambric lay white against a rock. With a comical exclamation of dismay +he slipped to the ground and started to run across the sand. + +She waited until he had got well on his way, sitting tense with shining +eyes and thumping heart, then, snatching off her helmet, she brought it +down with a resounding smack on the hindquarters of the servant's +horse, stampeding it in the direction of the camp, and, wheeling Silver +Star, headed for the north, deaf to Gaston's cries. + +Wild with excitement and free to go his own pace at last her mount +galloped swiftly and the wind whistled past Diana's ears. To the +possible fate of the little Frenchman left on foot so far from the +encampment she gave no heed. For the moment she did not even think of +him, she had no thought for anybody but herself. Her ruse by its very +simplicity had succeeded. She was free and she did not care about +anything else. She had no plans or ideas what she should do or where +she should go beyond the fact that she would keep riding northward. She +had vague hopes that she might fall in with friendly Arabs who, for a +promised reward, would guide her to civilisation. Most of them could +speak a little French, and for the rest her small stock of Arabic must +do. She knew that she was mad to attempt to ride across the desert +alone, but she did not mind. She was free. She was too excited to think +coherently. She laughed and shouted like a mad thing and her madness +communicated itself to the grey, who was going at racing speed. Diana +knew that he was out of control, that she could not stop him if she +tried, but she did not want to try, the faster the better. In time he +would tire himself, but until then let him go as he pleased. She was +fast putting miles between herself and the camp that had been a prison, +between herself and the brute who had dared to do what he had done. At +the thought of the Sheik a sick feeling of fear ran through her. If +anything should happen? If he should catch her again? She shuddered, +and a cry burst from her lips, but she gripped herself at once. She was +idiotic, contemptible; it was impossible. It would be hours, perhaps +even the next day, before the alarm was given; he would not know in +what direction she had gone. She would have miles of start on one of +the fleetest of his horses. She tried to put him out of her mind. She +had escaped from him and his cruelty, it was a nightmare that was over. +The effects would remain with her always, nothing would ever be the +same again, but the daily dread, the daily contamination would be gone, +the helpless tortured feeling, the shame of submission that had filled +her with an acute self-loathing that was as intense as her passionate +hatred of the man who had forced her to endure his will. The memory of +it would live with her for ever. He had made her a vile thing. Her +cheeks scorched with the thought and she shivered at the remembrance of +all that she had gone through. She had been down into the depths and +she would carry the scars all her life. The girl who had started out so +triumphantly from Biskra had become a woman through bitter knowledge +and humiliating experience. + +The pace was less killing now. Silver Star had settled down into the +steady tireless gallop for which Ahmed Ben Hassan's horses were famous. +The little breeze had died away as quickly as it had sprung up, and it +was very hot. Diana looked about her with glowing eyes. Everything +seemed different. From the first she had loved the desert, but back of +everything and mingled with everything had been the feeling of fear, +the continual restraint, the perpetual subservience to the whims of her +captor which had dominated everything. But now the whole aspect was +changed. She loved the endless, undulating expanse stretching out +before her, and as the grey topped each rise her interest grew keener. +What might not be behind the next one? For an hour or more the ground +rose and fell in monotonous succession, and then the desert grew level +again and quite suddenly she could see for miles. About two miles away +a few palm trees showed clustering together, and Diana turned in their +direction. They probably meant a well, and it was time she rested her +horse and herself. It was the tiniest little oasis, and she drew rein +and dismounted with fears for the well she had hoped to find. But there +was one, very much silted up, and she set to work to clear it as well +as she could to procure enough for herself and Silver Star, who was +frantically trying to get to the water. It was exhausting work, but she +managed to satisfy the grey, and, having unloosed his girths, she flung +herself down on the ground in a small patch of shade. She lit a +cigarette and lay flat on her back with her helmet over her eyes. + +For the first time since she had shaken off Gaston she began to think +seriously. What she had done was madness. She had no food for herself +or her horse, no water, and Heaven alone knew where the next well might +be. She was alone in an uncivilised country among a savage people with +no protection of any kind. She might fall in with friendly Arabs or she +might not. She might come across an encampment, or she might wander for +days and see no one, in which case death from hunger and thirst stared +her in the face. What would she do when night came? With a sharp cry +she leaped to her feet. What was she to do? She looked all around the +little oasis with startled eyes, at the few palm trees and clumps of +camel thorn, the broken well and the grey horse still snuffing about +its mouth. She felt frightened for the first time; she was alone and +about her was unending space, and she felt an atom, insignificant, the +least of all things. She looked up into the clear sky and the blue +vastness appalled her. + +Then the sudden panic to which she had given way subsided and her +courage rose with a bound. It was only midday, anything might happen +between then and nightfall. Of one thing only she was sure, she did not +repent of what she had done. Behind her was Ahmed Ben Hassan and before +her was possibly death, and death was preferable. She was quite calm +again and lay down in the patch of shade once more with a resolute +determination to mind. Time to think of them when they came. For the +next hour or two she must rest and escape the intense heat. She rolled +over on her face with her head in her arms and tried to sleep, but she +was too excited, and soon gave up the attempt. And in any case, she +argued with herself, she might sleep too long and lose precious time. +She stretched luxuriously on the soft ground, thankful for the shade +from the burning sun. The grey, tired of nosing round the well and +blowing disdainfully at the thorn bushes, wandered over to her side and +nuzzled her gently. She caught at his velvety nose and drew it down +beside her face. He was a very affectionate beast and gentler than most +of the other horses, and he pressed close up to her, whinnying softly +and looking at her with large expressive eyes. "I haven't anything to +give you, poor old boy," she said regretfully, kissing his muzzle and +then pushing him away from her. She looked up again into the sky, a +dark speck sailed overhead, the slow heavy flight of a vulture. In a +few hours he might be picking her bones! Merciful Heavens! Why did such +thoughts come into her head? Had she nothing left of the courage that +had once been second nature? If she let her nerves get the upper hand +she might as well make no further effort, but lie down and die at once. +With shaking fingers she took another cigarette; smoking would soothe +her. Yet she hesitated before she lit it; there were only a few left +and her need might still be greater. But with a reckless laugh she +snapped the thin case to, and carefully scraped the evil-smelling +sulphur match torn from a flat wood strip. She settled herself +comfortably again full length. All around her were the innumerable tiny +noises of the desert, the hum of countless insect life, the rustling of +the sand and the occasional dry crackle of the camel thorns made by the +slipping of a twig or the displacing of a branch, sounds that would +have been incomprehensible some weeks before. For a few minutes a sand +spider attracted her attention and she watched his hurried painstaking +operations with wondering interest. Gradually a drowsy feeling stole +over her and she realised suddenly that the air was impregnated with +the scent of the tobacco that was always associated with the Sheik. It +was one of his cigarettes that she was smoking. She had always been +powerfully affected by the influence of smell, which induced +recollection with her to an extraordinary degree, and now the uncommon +penetrating odour of the Arab's cigarettes brought back all that she +had been trying to put out of her mind. With a groan she flung it away +and buried her face in her arms. The past rose up, and rushed, +uncontrolled, through her brain. Incidents crowded into her +recollection, memories of headlong gallops across the desert riding +beside the man who, while she hated him, compelled her admiration, +memories of him schooling the horses that he loved, sitting them like a +centaur, memories of him amongst his men, memories more intimately +connected with herself, of his varying moods, his swift changes from +savage cruelty to amazing gentleness, from brutal intolerance to sudden +consideration. There had even been times when he had interested her +despite herself, and she had forgotten the relationship in which they +stood towards each other in listening to his deep, slow voice, till a +word or a gesture brought back the fact vividly. Memories of moments +when she had struggled against his caresses, and he had mocked her +helplessness with his great strength, when she had lain in his arms +panting and exhausted, cold with fear and shrinking from his fierce +kisses. She had feared him as she had never believed it possible to +fear. His face rose before her clearly with all the expressions she had +learned to know and dread. She tried to banish it, striving with all +her might to put him from her mind, twisting this way and that, +writhing on the soft sand as she struggled with the obsession that held +her. She saw him all the time plainly, as though he were there before +her. Would he pursue her always, phantom-like? Would the recollection +of the handsome brown face haunt her for ever with its fierce eyes and +cruel mouth? She buried her head deeper in her arms, but the vision +persisted until with a scream she started up with heaving chest and +wild eyes, standing rigid, staring towards the south with a desperate +fixedness that made her eyeballs ache. The sense of his presence had +been terribly real. She dropped on to the ground again with an +hysterical laugh, and pushed the thick hair off her forehead wearily. +Silver Star laying his muzzle suddenly on her shoulder made her start +again violently with heavy, beating heart. A frightened look went +across her face. "I'm nervous," she muttered, looking round with a +little shiver. "I shall go mad if I stay here much longer." The little +oasis that she had hailed so joyfully had become utterly repugnant and +she was impatient to get away from it. She climbed eagerly into the +saddle, and, with the rapid motion, she regained her calm and her +spirits rose quickly. + +She shook off the feeling of apprehension that had taken hold of her +and her nervous fears died away. A reckless feeling, like the +excitement of the morning, came over her, and she urged the grey on +with coaxing words, and responding to her voice, and hardly feeling her +light weight, he raced on untiringly. All around was silence and a +solitude that was stupendous. The vast emptiness was awe-inspiring. The +afternoon was wearing away; already it was growing cooler. Diana had +seen no sign of human life since she had left Gaston hours before and a +little feeling of anxiety stirred faintly deep down in her heart. +Traces of caravans she passed several times, and from the whitening +bones of dead camels she turned her head in aversion--they were too +intimately suggestive. She had seen a few jackals, and once a hyena +lumbered away clumsily among some rocks as she passed. She had got away +from the level desert, and was threading her way in and out of some low +hills, which she felt were taking her out of her right course. She was +steering by the setting sun, which had turned the sky into a glory of +golden crimson, but the intricate turnings amongst the rocky hills were +bewildering. The low, narrow defile seemed hemming her in, menacing her +on all sides, and she was beginning to despair of finding her way out +of the labyrinth, when, on rounding a particularly sharp turn, the +rocks fell away suddenly and she rode out into open country. She +breathed a sigh of relief and called out cheerily to the grey, but, as +she looked ahead, her voice died away, and she reined him in sharply +with a quickening heart-beat. Across the desert about a mile away she +saw a party of Arabs coming towards her. There were about fifty of +them, the leader riding a big, black horse some little distance in +front of his followers. In the clear atmosphere they seemed nearer than +they were. It was not what she wished. She had hoped for an encampment, +where there would be women or a caravan of traders whose constant +communication with the towns would make them realise the importance of +guiding her to civilisation unharmed. This band of fighting men, for +she could see their rifles clearly, and their close and orderly +formation was anything but peaceful, filled her with the greatest +misgivings. Only the worst might be expected from the wild, lawless +tribesmen towards a woman alone amongst them. She had fled from one +hideousness to another which would be ten times more horrible. Her face +blanched and she set her teeth in desperation. The human beings she had +prayed for were now a deadly menace, and she prayed as fervently that +they might pass on and not notice her. Perhaps it was not too late, +perhaps they had not yet seen her and she might still slip away and +hide in the twisting turnings of the defile. She backed Silver Star +further into the shadow of the rock, but as she did so she saw that she +had been seen. The leader turned in his saddle and raised his hand high +above his head, and with a wild shout and a great cloud of dust and +sand his men checked their horses, dragging them back on to their +haunches, while he galloped towards her alone. And at the same moment +an icy hand clutched at Diana's heart and a moan burst from her lips. +There was no mistaking him or the big black horse he rode. For a moment +she reeled with a sudden faintness, and then with a tremendous effort +she pulled herself together, dragging her horse's head round and urged +him back along the track which she had just left, and behind her raced +Ahmed Ben Hassan, spurring the great, black stallion as he had never +done before. With ashy face and wild, hunted eyes Diana crouched +forward on the grey's neck, saving him all she could and riding as she +had never ridden in her life. Utterly reckless, she urged the horse to +his utmost pace, regardless of the rough, dangerous track. Perhaps she +could still shake off her pursuer among the tortuous paths of the +hills. Nothing mattered but that. Better even an ugly toss and a broken +neck than that he should take her again. Panic-stricken she wanted to +shriek and clenched her teeth on her lips to keep back the scream that +rose in her throat. She dared not look behind, but straight ahead +before her, riding with all her skill, hauling the grey round perilous +corners and bending lower and lower in the saddle to aid him. In her +terror she had forgotten what a little distance the hills stretched +from where she had entered them, and blindly she turned into the track +by which she had come, leaving the main hills on her right hand and +emerging on to the open desert on the south side of the range. There +was nothing now but the sheer speed of her horse to save her, and how +long could she count on it? Then with a little glimmer of hope she +remembered that the Sheik was riding The Hawk, own brother to the grey, +and she knew that neither had ever outpaced the other. She had ridden +hard all day, but it was probable that Ahmed Ben Hassan had ridden +harder; he never spared his horses, and his weight was considerably +greater than hers. Would it not be possible for Silver Star, carrying +the lighter burden, to outdistance The Hawk? It was a chance. She would +take it, but she would never give in. The perspiration was rolling down +her face and her breath was coming laboriously. Suddenly, a few minutes +after she had left the hills behind, the Sheik's deep voice came +clearly across the space between them. + +"If you do not stop I will shoot your horse. I give you one minute." + +She swayed a little in the saddle, clutching the grey's neck to steady +herself and for a moment she closed her eyes, but she did not falter +for an instant. She would not stop; nothing on earth should make her +stop now. Only, because she knew the man, she kicked her feet clear of +the stirrups. He had said he would shoot and he would shoot, and if the +grey shied or swerved a hair's breadth she would probably receive the +bullet that was meant for him. Better that! Yes, even better that! + +Silver Star tore on headlong and the minute seemed a lifetime. Then +before even she heard the report he bounded in the air and fell with a +crash. Diana was flung far forward and landed on some soft sand. For a +moment she was stunned by the fall, then she staggered dizzily to her +feet and stumbled back to the prostrate horse. He was lashing out +wildly with his heels, making desperate efforts to rise. And as she +reached him the black horse dashed up alongside, stopping suddenly, and +rearing straight up. The Sheik leaped to the ground and ran towards +her. He caught her wrist and flung her out of his way, and she lay +where she had fallen, every nerve in her body quivering. She was beaten +and with the extinguishing of her last hope all her courage failed her. +She gave way to sheer, overwhelming terror, utterly cowed. Every +faculty was suspended, swallowed up in the one dominating force, the +dread of his voice and the dread of the touch of his hands. She heard a +second report and knew that he had put Silver Star out of his misery, +and then, in a few seconds, his voice beside her. She got up +unsteadily, shrinking from him. + +"Why are you here, and where is Gaston?" + +In a stifled voice she told him everything. What did it matter? If she +tried to be silent he would force her to speak. + +He made no comment, and bringing The Hawk nearer tossed her up roughly +into the saddle and swung up behind her, the black breaking at once +into the usual headlong gallop. She made no kind of resistance, a +complete apathy seemed to have come over her. She did not look at the +body of Silver Star, she looked at nothing, clinging to the front of +the saddle, and staring ahead of her unseeingly. She had dropped her +helmet when she fell and she had left it, thankful to be relieved of +the pressure on her aching head. Her mental collapse had affected her +physically, and it needed a real effort of will-power to enable her to +sit up right. Very soon they would join the horsemen, who were waiting +for them, and for her pride's sake she must concentrate all her energy +to avoid betraying her weakness. + +Ahmed Ben Hassan did not go back through the defile, he turned into a +little path that Diana had overlooked and which skirted the hills. In +about half-an-hour the troop met them, riding slowly from the opposite +direction. She did not raise her eyes as they approached, but she heard +Yusef's clear tenor voice calling out to the Sheik, who answered +shortly as the men fell in behind him. Back over the ground that she +had traversed so differently. She knew that it had been madness from +the first. She should have known that it could never succeed, that she +could never reach civilisation alone. She had been a fool ever to +imagine that she could win through. The chance that had thrown her +again into the Sheik's power might just as easily have thrown her into +the hands of any other Arab. Luck had helped Ahmed Ben Hassan even as +she herself had unknowingly played into his hands when he had captured +her first. Fate was with him. It was useless to try and struggle +against him any more. Her brain was a confused medley of thoughts that +she was too tired to unravel, strange, conflicting ideas chasing wildly +through her mind. She did not understand them, she did not try. The +effort of thinking made her head ache agonisingly. She was conscious of +a great unrest, a dull aching in her heart and a terrible depression +that was altogether apart from the fear she felt of the Sheik. She gave +up trying to think; she was concerned only with trying to keep her +balance. + +She lifted her head for the first time and looked at the magnificent +sky. The sun had almost set, going down in a ball of molten fire, and +the heavens on either side were a riot of gold and crimson and palest +green, shading off into vivid blue that grew blacker and blacker as the +glory of the sunset died away. The scattered palm trees and the far-off +hills stood out in strong relief. It was a country of marvellous +beauty, and Diana's heart gave a sudden throb as she realised that she +was going back to it all. She was drooping wearily, unable to sit +upright any longer, and once or twice she jolted heavily against the +man who rode behind her. His nearness had ceased to revolt her; she +thought of it with a dull feeling of wonder. She had even a sense of +relief at the thought of the strength so close to her. Her eyes rested +on his hands, showing brown and muscular under the folds of his white +robes. She knew the power of the long, lean fingers that could, when he +liked, be gentle enough. Her eyes filled with sudden tears, but she +blinked them back before they fell. She wanted desperately to cry. A +wave of terrible loneliness went over her, a feeling of desolation, and +a strange, incomprehensible yearning for what she did not know. As the +sunset faded and it grew rapidly dusk a chill wind sprang up and she +shivered from time to time, drooping more and more with fatigue, at +times only half conscious. She had drifted into complete oblivion, when +she was awakened with a jerk that threw her back violently against the +Sheik, but she was too tired to more than barely understand that they +had stopped for something, and that there were palm trees near her. She +felt herself lifted down and a cloak wrapped round her, and then she +remembered nothing more. She awoke slowly, shaking off a persistent +drowsiness by degrees. She was still tired, but the desperate weariness +was gone, and she was conscious of a feeling of well-being and +security. The cool, night air blew in her face, dissipating her +sleepiness. She became aware that night had fallen, and that they were +still steadily galloping southward. In a few moments she was wide +awake, and found that she was lying across the saddle in front of the +Sheik, and that he was holding her in the crook of his arm. Her head +was resting just over his heart, and she could feel the regular beat +beneath her cheek. Wrapped warmly in the cloak and held securely by his +strong arm at first she was content to give way only to the sensation +of bodily rest. It was enough for the moment to lie with relaxed +muscles, to have to make no effort of any kind, to feel the soothing +rush of the wind against her face, and the swift, easy gallop of The +Hawk as he carried them on through the night. Them! With a start of +recollection she realised fully whose arm was round her, and whose +breast her head was resting on. Her heart beat with sudden violence. +What was the matter with her? Why did she not shrink from the pressure +of his arm and the contact of his warm, strong body? What had happened +to her? Quite suddenly she knew--knew that she loved him, that she had +loved him for a long time, even when she thought she hated him and when +she had fled from him. She knew now why his face had haunted her in the +little oasis at midday--that it was love calling to her subconsciously. +All the confusion of mind that had assailed her when they started on +the homeward journey, the conflicting thoughts and contrary emotions, +were explained. But she knew herself at last and knew the love that +filled her, an overwhelming, passionate love that almost frightened her +with its immensity and with the sudden hold it had laid upon her. Love +had come to her at last who had scorned it so fiercely. The men who had +loved her had not had the power to touch her, she had given love to no +one, she had thought that she could not love, that she was devoid of +all natural affection and that she would never know what love meant. +But she knew now--a love of such complete surrender that she had never +conceived. Her heart was given for all time to the fierce desert man +who was so different from all other men whom she had met, a lawless +savage who had taken her to satisfy a passing fancy and who had treated +her with merciless cruelty. He was a brute, but she loved him, loved +him for his very brutality and superb animal strength. And he was an +Arab! A man of different race and colour, a native; Aubrey would +indiscriminately class him as a "damned nigger." She did not care. It +made no difference. A year ago, a few weeks even, she would have +shuddered with repulsion at the bare idea, the thought that a native +could even touch her had been revolting, but all that was swept away +and was nothing in the face of the love that filled her heart so +completely. She did not care if he was an Arab, she did not care what +he was, he was the man she loved. She was deliriously, insanely happy. +She was lying against his heart, and the clasp of his arm was joy +unspeakable. She was utterly content; for the moment all life narrowed +down to the immediate surroundings, and she wished childishly that they +could ride so for ever through eternity. The night was brilliant. The +stars blazed against the inky blackness of the sky, and the light of +the full moon was startlingly clear and white. The discordant yelling +of a pack of hunting jackals came from a little distance, breaking the +perfect stillness. The men were riding in unusual silence, though a low +exclamation or the subdued jingle of accoutrements was heard +occasionally, once some one fired at a night creature that bounded out +from almost under his horse's feet. But the Sheik flung a word of +savage command over his shoulder and there were no more shots. Diana +stirred slightly, moving her head so that she could see his face +showing clearly in the bright moonlight, which threw some features into +high relief and left the rest in dark shadow. She looked at him with +quickening breath. He was peering intently ahead, his eyes flashing in +the cold light, his brows drawn together in the characteristic heavy +scowl, and the firm chin, so near her face, was pushed out more +doggedly than usual. + +He felt her move and glanced down. For a moment she looked straight +into his eyes, and then with a low, inarticulate murmur she hid her +face against him. He did not speak, but he shifted her weight a little, +drawing her closer into the curve of his arm. + +It was very late when they reached the camp. Lights flashed up in the +big tent and on all sides, and they were surrounded by a crowd of +excited tribesmen and servants. In spite of the hard day's work The +Hawk started plunging and rearing, his invariable habit on stopping, +which nothing could break, and at a word from the Sheik two men leaped +to his head while he transferred Diana to Yusef's outstretched arms. +She was stiff and giddy, and the young man helped her to the door of +the tent, and then vanished again into the throng of men and horses. + +Diana sank wearily on to the divan and covered her face with her hands. +She was trembling with fatigue and apprehension. What would he do to +her? She asked herself the question over and over again, with shaking, +soundless lips, praying for courage, nerving herself to meet him. At +last she heard his voice and, looking up, saw him standing in the +doorway. His back was turned, and he was giving orders to a number of +men who stood near him, for she could hear their several voices; and +shortly afterwards half-a-dozen small bands of men rode quickly away in +different directions. For a few moments he stood talking to Yusef and +then came in. At the sight of him Diana shrank back among the soft +cushions, but he took no notice of her, and, lighting a cigarette, +began walking up and down the tent. She dared not speak to him, the +expression on his face was terrible. + +Two soft-footed Arab servants brought a hastily prepared supper. It was +a ghastly meal. He never spoke or showed in any way that he was +conscious of her presence. She had had nothing to eat all day, but the +food nearly choked her and she could hardly swallow it, but she forced +herself to eat a little. It seemed interminable until the servants +finally withdrew, after bringing two little gold-cased cups of native +coffee. She gulped it down with difficulty. The Sheik had resumed his +restless pacing, smoking cigarette after cigarette in endless +succession. The monotonous tramp to and fro worked on Diana's nerves +until she winced each time he passed her, and, huddled on the divan, +she watched him continually, fascinated, fearful. + +He never looked at her. From time to time he glanced at the watch on +his wrist and each time his face grew blacker. If he would only speak! +His silence was worse than anything he could say. What was he going to +do? He was capable of doing anything. The suspense was torture. Her +hands grew clammy and she wrenched at the soft open collar of her +riding-shirt with a feeling of suffocation. + +Twice Yusef came to report, and the second time the Sheik came back +slowly from the door where he had been speaking to him and stopped in +front of Diana, looking at her strangely. + +She flung out her hands instinctively, shrinking further back among the +cushions, her eyes wavering under his. "What are you going to do to +me?" she whispered involuntarily, with dry lips. + +He looked at her without answering for a while, as if to prolong the +torture she was enduring, and a cruel look crept into his eyes. "That +depends on what happens to Gaston," he said at length slowly. + +"Gaston?" she repeated stupidly. She had forgotten the valet, in all +that had occurred since the morning she had forgotten his very +existence. + +"Yes--Gaston," he said sternly. "You do not seem to have thought of +what might happen to him." + +She sat up slowly, a puzzled look coming into her face. "What could +happen to him?" she asked wonderingly. + +He dragged back the flap of the tent and pointed out into the darkness. +"Over there in the south-west, there is an old Sheik whose name is +Ibraheim Omair. His tribe and mine have been at feud for generations. +Lately I have learned that he has been venturing nearer than he has +ever before dared. He hates me. To capture my personal servant would be +more luck than he could have hoped for." + +He dropped the flap and began walking up and down again. There was a +sinister tone in his voice that made Diana suddenly comprehend the +little Frenchman's peril. Ahmed Ben Hassan was not the man to be easily +alarmed on any one's behalf. That he was anxious about Gaston was +apparent, and with her knowledge of him she understood his anxiety +argued a very real danger. She had heard tales before she left Biskra, +and since then she had been living in an Arab camp, and she knew +something of the fiendish cruelty and callous indifference to suffering +of the Arabs. Ghastly mental pictures with appalling details crowded +now into her mind. She shuddered. + +"What would they do to him?" she asked shakily, with a look of horror. + +The Sheik paused beside her. He looked at her curiously and the cruelty +deepened in his eyes. "Shall I tell you what they would do to him?" he +said meaningly, with a terrible smile. + +She gave a cry and flung her arms over her head, hiding her face. "Oh, +do not! Do not!" she wailed. + +He jerked the ash from his cigarette. "Bah!" he said contemptuously. +"You are squeamish." + +She felt sick with the realisation of what could result to Gaston from +her action. She had had no personal feeling with regard to him. On the +contrary, she liked him--she had not thought of him, the man, when she +had stampeded his horse and left him on foot so far from camp. She had +looked upon him only as a jailer, his master's deputy. + +The near presence of this hostile Sheik explained many things she had +not understood: Gaston's evident desire daring their ride not to go +beyond a certain distance, the special activity that had prevailed of +late amongst the Sheik's immediate followers, and the speed and silence +that had been maintained during the headlong gallop across the desert +that evening. She had known all along the Arab's obvious affection for +his French servant, and it was confirmed now by the anxiety that he did +not take the trouble to conceal--so unlike his usual complete +indifference to suffering or danger. + +She looked at him thoughtfully. There were still depths that she had +not fathomed in his strange character. Would she ever arrive at even a +distant understanding of his complex nature? There was a misty yearning +in her eyes as they followed his tall figure up and down the tent. His +feet made no sound on the thick rugs, and he moved with the long, +graceful stride that always reminded her of the walk of a wild animal. +Her new-found love longed for expression as she watched him. If she +could only tell him! If she had only the right to go to him and in his +arms to kiss away the cruel lines from his mouth! But she had not. She +must wait until she was called, until he should choose to notice the +woman whom he had taken for his pleasure, until the baser part of him +had need of her again. He was an Arab, and to him a woman was a slave, +and as a slave she must give everything and ask for nothing. + +And when he did turn to her again the joy she would feel in his embrace +would be an agony for the love that was not there. His careless kisses +would scorch her and the strength of his arms would be a mockery. But +would he ever turn to her again? If anything happened to Gaston--if +what he had suggested became a fact and the servant fell a victim to +the blood feud between the two tribes? She knew he would be terribly +avenged, and what would her part be? She wondered dully if he would +kill her, and how. If the long, brown fingers with their steely +strength would choke the life out of her. Her hands went up to her +throat mechanically. He stopped near her to light a fresh cigarette, +and she was trying to summon up courage to speak to him of Gaston when +the covering of the doorway was flung open and Gaston himself stood in +the entrance. + +"Monseigneur--" he stammered, and with his two hands outstretched, palm +uppermost, he made an appealing gesture. + +The Sheik's hand shot out and gripped the man's shoulder. "Gaston! +_Enfin, mon ami!_" he said slowly, but there was a ring in his low +voice that Diana had never heard before. + +For a moment the two men stared at each other, and then Ahmed Ben +Hassan gave a little laugh of great relief. "Praise be to Allah, the +Merciful, the Compassionate," he murmured. + +"To his name praise!" rejoined Gaston softly, then his eyes roved +around the tent towards Diana, and there was no resentment in them, but +only anxiety. + +"Madame is----" he hesitated, but the Sheik cut him short. + +"Madame is quite safe," he said dryly, and pushed him gently towards +the door with a few words in rapid Arabic. He stood some time after +Gaston had gone to his own quarters looking out into the night, and +when he came in, lingered unusually over closing the flap. Diana stood +hesitating. She was worn out and her long riding-boots felt like lead. +She was afraid to go and afraid to stay. He seemed purposely ignoring +her. The relief of Gaston's return was enormous, but she had still to +reckon with him for her attempted flight. That he said no word about it +at the moment meant nothing; she knew him too well for that. And there +was Silver Star, the finest of all his magnificent horses--she had yet +to pay for his death. The strain that she had gone through since the +morning was tremendous, she could not bear much more. His silence +aggravated her breaking nerves until she felt that her nerves would go. +He had moved over to the writing-table and was tearing the wrapping off +a box of cartridges preparatory to refilling the magazine of his +revolver. The little operation seemed to take centuries. She started at +each separate click. She gripped her hands and passed her tongue over +her dry lips. If he would not speak she must, she could endure it no +longer. + +"I am sorry about Silver Star," she faltered, and even to herself her +voice sounded hoarse and strange. He did not answer, but only shrugged +his shoulders as he dropped the last cartridge into its place. + +The gesture and his uncompromising attitude exasperated her. "You had +better have shot me," she said bitterly. + +"Perhaps. You would have been easier replaced. There are plenty of +women, but Silver Star was almost unique," he retorted quickly, and she +winced at the cold brutality of his tone. + +A little sad smile curved her lips. "Yet you shot your horse to get me +back," she said in a barely audible voice. + +He flung round with an oath. "You little fool! Do you know so little of +me yet? Do you think that I will let anything stand between me and what +I want? Do you think that by running away from me you will make me want +you less? By Allah! I would have found you if you had got as far as +France. What I have I keep, until I tire of it--and I have not tired of +you yet." He jerked her to him, staring down at her passionately, and +for a moment his face was the face of a devil. "How shall I punish +you?" He felt the shudder he expected go through her and laughed as she +shrank in his arms and hid her face. He forced her head up with +merciless fingers. "What do you hate most?--my kisses?" and with +another mocking laugh he crushed his mouth to hers in a long +suffocating embrace. + +Then he let her go suddenly, and, blind and dizzy, she reeled from him +and staggered. He caught her as she swayed and swept her into his arms. +Her head fell back against his shoulder and his face changed at the +sight of her quivering features. He carried her into the adjoining room +and laid her on the couch, his hands lingering as he drew them from +her. For a moment he stood looking down with smouldering eyes on the +slight, boyish figure lying on the bed, the ferocity dying out of his +face. "Take care you do not wake the devil in me again, _ma +belle,"_ he said sombrely. + +Alone Diana turned her face into the pillows with a moan of anguish. +Back in the desert a few hours ago, under the shining stars, when the +truth had first come to her, she had thought that she was happy, but +she knew now that without his love she would never be happy. She had +tasted the bitterness of his loveless kisses and she knew that a worse +bitterness was to come, and she writhed at the thought of what her life +with him would be. + +"I love him! I love him! And I want his love more than anything in +Heaven and earth." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Diana was sitting on the divan in the living-room of the tent lingering +over her _petit dejeuner_, a cup of coffee poised in one hand and +her bright head bent over a magazine on her knee. It was a French +periodical of fairly recent date, left a few days before by a Dutchman +who was touring through the desert, and who had asked a night's +hospitality. Diana had not seen him, and it was not until the traveller +had been served with dinner in his own tent that the Sheik had sent the +usual flowery message conveying what, though wrapped in honeyed words, +amounted practically to a command that he should come to drink coffee +and let himself be seen. Only native servants had been in attendance, +and it was an Arab untinged by any Western influence who had received +him, talking only Arabic, which the Dutchman spoke fluently, and +placing at his disposal himself, his servants and all his belongings +with the perfunctory Oriental insincerity which the traveller knew +meant nothing and accepted at its own value, returning to the usual set +phrases the customary answers that were expected of him. Once or twice +as they talked a woman's subdued voice had reached the Dutchman's ears +from behind the thick curtains, but he knew too much to let any +expression betray him, and he smiled grimly to himself at the thought +of the change that an indiscreet question would bring to the stern face +of his grave and impassive host. He was an elderly man with a tender +heart, and he wondered speculatively what the girl in the next room +would have to pay for her own indiscretion in allowing her voice to be +heard. He left the next morning early without seeing the Sheik again, +escorted for some little distance by Yusef and a few men. + +Diana read eagerly. Anything fresh to read was precious. She looked +like a slender boy in the soft riding-shirt and smart-cut breeches, one +slim foot in a long brown boot drawn up under her, and the other +swinging idly against the side of the divan. She finished her coffee +hastily, and, lighting a cigarette, leaned back with a sigh of content +over the magazine. + +Two months had slipped away since her mad flight, since her dash for +freedom that had ended in tragedy for the beautiful Silver Star and so +unexpectedly for herself. Weeks of vivid happiness that had been mixed +with poignant suffering, for the perfect joy of being with him was +marred by the passionate longing for his love. Even her surroundings +had taken on a new aspect, her happiness coloured everything. The +Eastern luxury of the tent and its appointments no longer seemed +theatrical, but the natural setting of the magnificent specimen of +manhood who surrounded himself by all the display dear to the heart of +the native. How much was for his own pleasure and how much was for the +sake of his followers she had never been able to determine. The +beauties and attractions of the desert had multiplied a hundred times. +The wild tribesmen, with their primitive ways and savagery, had ceased +to disgust her, and the free life with its constant exercise and simple +routine was becoming indefinitely dear to her. The camp had been moved +several times--always towards the south--and each change had been a +source of greater interest. + +And since the night that he had carried her back in triumph he had been +kind to her--kind beyond anything that she had expected. He had never +made any reference to her fight or to the death of the horse that he +had valued so highly; in that he had been generous. The episode over, +he wished no further allusion to it. But there was nothing beyond +kindness. The passion that smouldered in his dark eyes often was not +the love she craved, it was only the desire that her uncommon type and +her utter dissimilarity from all the other women who had passed through +his hands had awakened in him. The perpetual remembrance of those other +woman brought her a constant burning shame that grew stronger every +day, a shame that was only less strong than her ardent love, and a wild +jealousy that tortured her with doubts and fears, an ever-present demon +of suggestion reminding her of the past when it was not she who lay in +his arms, nor her lips that received his kisses. The knowledge that the +embraces she panted for had been shared by _les autres_ was an +open wound that would not heal. She tried to shut her mind to the past. +She knew that she was a fool to expect the abstinence of a monk in the +strong, virile desert man. And she was afraid for the future. She +wanted him for herself alone, wanted his undivided love, and that he +was an Arab with Oriental instincts filled her with continual dread, +dread of the real future about which she never dared to think, dread of +the passing of his transient desire. She loved him so passionately, so +completely, that beyond him was nothing. He was all the world. She gave +herself to him gladly, triumphantly, as she would give her life for him +if need be. But she had schooled herself to hide her love, to yield +apathetically to his caresses, and to conceal the longing that +possessed her. She was afraid that the knowledge that she loved him +would bring about the disaster she dreaded. The words that he had once +used remained continually in her mind: "If you loved me you would bore +me, and I should have to let you go." And she hid her love closely in +her heart. It was difficult, and it hurt her to hide it from him and to +assume indifference. It was difficult to remember that she must make a +show of reluctance when she was longing to give unreservedly. She +dropped the end of the cigarette hissing into the dregs of the coffee +and turned a page, and, as she did so, she looked up suddenly, the +magazine dropping unheeded on the floor. Close outside the tent the +same low, vibrating baritone was singing the Kashmiri love song that +she had heard last the night before she left Biskra. She sat tense, her +eyes growing puzzled. + +_"Pale hands I loved beside the Shalimar. Where are you now? Who lies +beneath your spell?"_ + +The voice came nearer and he swept in, still singing, and came to her. +_"Pale hands, pink tipped,"_ he sang, stopping in front of her and +catching her fingers in his up to his lips, but she tore them away +before he kissed them. + +"You do know English?" she cried sharply, her eyes searching his. + +He flung himself on the divan beside her with a laugh. "Because I sing +an English song?" he replied in French. "_La! la!_ I heard a +Spanish boy singing in 'Carmen' once in Paris who did not know a word +of French beside the score. He learned it parrot-like, as I learn your +English songs," he added, smiling. + +She watched him light a cigarette, and her forehead wrinkled +thoughtfully. "It was you who sang outside the hotel in Biskra that +night?" she asked at last, more statement than question. + +"One is mad sometimes, especially when the moon is high," he replied +teasingly. + +"And was it you who came into my bedroom and put the blank cartridges +in my revolver?" + +His arm stole round her, drawing her to him, and he lifted her head up +so that he could look into her eyes. "Do you think that--I would have +allowed anybody else to go to your room at night?--I, an Arab, when I +meant you for myself?" + +"You were so sure?" + +He laughed softly, as if the suggestion that any plan of his could be +liable to miscarriage amused him infinitely, and the smouldering +passion flamed up in his dark eyes. He strained her to him hungrily, as +if her slim body lying against his had awakened the sleeping fires +within him. She struggled against the pressure of his arm, averting her +head. + +"Always cold?" he chided. "Kiss me, little piece of ice." + +She longed to, and it almost broke her heart to persevere in her +efforts to repulse him. A wild desire seized her to tell him that she +loved him, to make an end once and for all of the misery of doubt and +fear that was sapping her strength from her, and abide by the issue. +But the spark of hope that lived in her heart gave her courage, and she +fought down the burning words that sought utterance, forcing +indifference into her eyes and a mutinous pout to her lips. + +His black brows drew together slowly. "Still disobedient? You said you +would obey me. I loathe the English, but I thought their word----" + +She interrupted him with a quick gesture, and, turning her face to his, +for the first time kissed him voluntarily, brushing his tanned cheek +with swift, cold lips. + +He laughed disdainfully. "_Bon Dieu_! Has the hot sun of the +desert taught you no better than that? Have you learned so little from +me? Has the vile climate of your detestable country frozen you so +thoroughly that nothing can melt you? Or is there some man in England +who has the power to turn you from a statue to a woman?" he added, with +an angry snarl. + +She clenched her hands with the pain of his words. "There is no one," +she muttered, "but I--I don't feel like that." + +"You had better learn," he said thickly. "I am tired of holding an +icicle in my arms," and sweeping her completely into his masterful +grasp he covered her face with fierce, burning kisses. + +And for the first time she surrendered to him wholly, clinging to him +passionately, and giving him kiss for kiss with an absolute abandon of +all resistance. At last he let her go, panting and breathless, and +leaped up, drawing his hand across his eyes. + +"You go to my head, Diane," he said, with a laugh that was half anger, +and shrugging his shoulders moved across the tent to the chest where +the spare arms were kept, and unlocking it took out a revolver and +began to clean it. + +She looked at him bewildered. What had he meant? How could she +reconcile what he said with the advice that he had given her before? +Was he totally inconsistent? Did he, after all, want the satisfaction +of knowing that he had made her love him--of flattering himself on the +power he exercised over her? Did he care that he was able to torture +her heart with a refinement of cruelty that took all and gave nothing? +Did he wish her to crawl abjectly to his feet to give him the pleasure +of spurning her contemptuously, or was it only that he wanted her +senses merely to respond to his ardent, Eastern temperament? Her face +grew hot and shamed. She knew the fiery nature that was hidden under +his impassive exterior and knew the control he exercised over himself, +knew, too, that the strain he put upon himself was liable to be broken +with unexpected suddenness. It was an easy thing to rule his wild +followers, and she guessed that the relaxation that he looked for in +the privacy of his own tent meant more to him than he would ever have +admitted, than perhaps he even know. The hatred and defiance with which +she had repelled him had provoked and amused him, but it had also at +times angered him. + +He was very human, and there must have been moments when he wanted a +willing mate rather than a rebellious prisoner. She gave a quick sigh +as she looked at him. He was so strong, so vigorous, so intensely +alive. It was going to be very difficult to anticipate his moods and be +subservient to his temper. She sighed again wearily. If she could but +make him and keep him happy. She ruffled her loose curls, tugging them +with a puzzled frown, a trick that was a survival of her nursery days, +when she clutched frantically at her red-gold mop to help her settle +any childish difficulty. + +She knelt up suddenly on the cushions of the divan. "Why do you hate +the English so bitterly, Monseigneur?" She had dropped almost +unconsciously into Gaston's mode of address for some time; it was often +awkward to give him no name, and she shrank from using his own; and the +title fitted him. + +He looked up from his work, and, gathering the materials together, +brought them over to the divan. "Light me a cigarette, _cherie_, +my hands are busy," he replied irrelevantly. + +She complied with a little laugh. "You haven't answered my question." + +He polished the gleaming little weapon in his hand for some time +without speaking. "_Ma petite_ Diane, your lips are of an adorable +redness and your voice is music in my ears, but--I detest questions. +They bore me to a point of exasperation," he said at last lightly, and +started humming the Kashmiri song again. + +She knew him well enough to know that all questions did not bore him, +but that she must have touched some point connected with the past of +which she was ignorant that affected him, and to prove her knowledge +she asked another question. "Why do you sing? You have never sung +before." + +He looked at her with a smile of amusement at her pertinacity. +"Inquisitive one! I sing because I am glad. Because my friend is +coming." + +"Your friend?" + +"Yes, by Allah! The best friend a man ever had. Raoul de Saint Hubert." + +She flashed a look at the bookcase with a jerk of her head, and he +nodded. "Coming here?" she queried, and the dismay she felt sounded in +her voice. + +He frowned in quick annoyance at her tone. "Why not?" he said +haughtily. + +"No reason," she murmured, sinking down among the cushions again and +picking up the magazine from the floor. The advent of a stranger--a +European--was a shock, but she felt that the Sheik's eyes were on her +and she determined to show no feeling in his presence. "What time will +you be ready to ride?" she asked indifferently, with a simulated yawn, +flirting over the pages. + +"I can't ride with you to-day. I am going to meet Saint Hubert. His +courier only came an hour ago. It is two years since I have seen him." + +Diana slipped off the couch and went to the open doorway. A detachment +of men were already waiting for him, and, close by the tent, Shaitan of +the ugly temper was biting and fidgeting in the hands of the grooms. +She scowled at the beautiful, wicked creature's flat-laid ears and +rolling eyes. She would have backed him fearlessly herself if the Sheik +had let her, but she was nervous for him every time he rode the vicious +beast. No one but the Sheik could manage him, and though she knew that +he had perfect mastery over the horse, she never lost the feeling of +nervousness, a sensation the old Diana had never, never experienced, +and she wished to-day that it had been any other horse but Shaitan +waiting for him. + +She went back to him slowly. "It makes my head ache, to stay in all +day. May Gaston not ride with me?" she asked diffidently, her eyes +anywhere but on his face. He had not allowed her to ride with any one +except himself since her attempted escape, and to her tentative +suggestions that the rides with the valet might be resumed he had given +a prompt refusal. He hesitated now, and she was afraid he was going to +refuse again, and she looked up wistfully. "Please, Monseigneur," she +whispered humbly. + +He looked at her for a moment with his chin squarer than usual. "Are +you going to run away again?" he asked bluntly. + +Her eyes filled slowly with tears, and she turned her head away to hide +them. "No, I am not going to run away again," she said very low. + +"Very well, I will tell him. He will be delighted, _le bon_ +Gaston. He is your very willing slave in spite of the trick you played +him. He has a beautiful nature, _le pauvre diable_. He is not an +Arab, eh, little Diane?" The mocking smile was back in his eyes as he +turned her face up to his in the usual peremptory way. Then he held out +the revolver he had been cleaning with sudden seriousness. "I want you +to carry this always now when you ride. Ibraheim Omair is still in the +neighbourhood." + +She looked at it blankly. + +"But----" she stammered. + +He knew what was in her mind, and he stooped and kissed her lightly. "I +trust you," he said quietly, and went out. + +She followed him to the door, the revolver dangling from her hand, and +watched him mount and ride away. His horsemanship was superb and her +eyes glowed as they followed him. She went back into the tent and +slipped the revolver into the holster he had left lying on a stool, +and, tucking it and Saint Hubert's novel, which she took from the +bookcase, under her arm, went into the bed-room and, calling to Zilah +to pull off her riding-boots, threw herself on the bed to laze away the +morning, and to try and picture the author from the book he had +written. + +She hated him in advance; she was jealous of him and of his coming. The +Sheik's sudden new tenderness had given rise to a hope she hardly dared +allow herself to dwell upon. Might not the power that she had exercised +over other men be still extended to him in spite of the months that he +had been indifferent to anything except the mere physical attraction +she had for him? Was it not possible that out of that attraction might +develop something finer and better than the primitive desire she had +aroused? Oriental though he was, might he not be capable of a deep and +lasting affection? He might have loved her if no outside influence had +come to interrupt the routine that had become so intimately a part of +his life. Those other episodes to which he had referred so lightly had +been a matter of days or weeks, not months, as in her case. He might +have cared but for the coming of this Frenchman. She hurled Saint +Hubert's book across the room in a fit of girlish rage and buried her +head in her arms. He would be odious--a smirking, conceited egotist! +She had met several French writers and she visualised him +contemptuously. His books were undoubtedly clever. So much the worse; +he would be correspondingly inflated. His novel revealed a passionate, +emotional temperament that promised to complicate the situation if he +should be pleased to cast an eye of favour on her. She writhed at the +very thought. And that he was to see her was evident; the Sheik had +left no orders to the contrary. It was not to be the case of the Dutch +traveller, when the fact that she belonged to an Arab had been brought +home to her effectually by Ahmed Ben Hassan's peremptory commands, and +she had experienced for the first time the sensation of a woman kept in +seclusion. + +The emotions of the morning and the disappointment of the intended +ride, together with the dismay produced by the unexpected visitor, all +combined to agitate her powerfully, and she worked herself up into a +fever of self-torture and unhappiness. She ended by falling asleep and +slept heavily for some hours. Zilah waked her with a shy hand on her +arm and a soft announcement of lunch, and Diana sat up, rubbing her +eyes, flushed and drowsy. She stared uncomprehendingly for a moment at +the Arab girl, and then waved her away imperiously and buried her head +in the pillows again. Lunch, when her heart was breaking! + +Mindful of her lord's deputy, who was waiting in the next room, and +whom she regarded with awe, Zilah held her ground with a timid +insistence until Diana started up wrathfully and bade her go in tones +that she had never used before to the little waiting-girl. Zilah fled +precipitately, and, thoroughly awakened, Diana swung her heels to the +ground and with her elbows on her knees rested her hot head in her +hands. She felt giddy, her head ached and her mouth was parched and +dry. She got up languidly, and going to the table studied her face in +the mirror intently. She frowned at the reflection. She had never been +proud of her own beauty; she had lived with it always and it had seemed +to her a thing of no consequence, and now that it had failed to arouse +the love she wanted in Ahmed Ben Hassan she almost hated it. + +"Are you going to have fever or are you merely bad-tempered?" she asked +out loud, and the sound of her own voice made her laugh in spite of her +heavy heart. She went into the bathroom and soused her head in cold +water. When she came back a frightened Zilah was putting a small tray +on the brass-topped table by the bed. + +"M'seiur Gaston," she stammered, almost crying. + +Diana looked at the tray, arranged with all the dainty neatness dear to +the valet's heart, and then at the travelling clock on the table beside +it, and realised that it was an hour past her usual lunch-time and that +she was extremely hungry, after all. A little piece of paper on the +tray caught her eye, and, picking it up, she read in Gaston's clear +though minute handwriting, "At what hour does Madame desire to ride?" + +The servant clearly had no intention of giving up the programme for the +afternoon without a struggle. She smiled as she added a figure to the +end of the note, and went to the curtains that divided the rooms. +"Gaston!" + +"Madame!" + +She passed the paper silently through the curtains and went back to her +lunch. When she sent Zilah away with the empty tray she rescued the +Vicomte de Saint Hubert's book from the floor where she had thrown it +and tried to read it dispassionately. She turned to the title-page and +studied the pencilled scrawl "Souvenir de Raoul" closely. It did not +look like the handwriting of a small-minded man, but handwriting was +nothing to go by, she argued obstinately. Aubrey, who was the essence +of selfishness, wrote beautifully, and had once been told by an expert +that his writing denoted a generous love of his fellow-men, which +deduction had aroused no enthusiasm in the baronet, and had given his +sister over to helpless mirth. She turned the pages, dipping here and +there, finally forgetting the author altogether in the book. It was a +wonderful story of a man's love and faithfulness, and Diana pushed it +aside at last with a very bitter sigh. Things happened so in books. In +real life they happened very differently. She looked round the room +with pain-filled eyes, at the medley of her own and the Sheik's +belongings, her ivory toilet appointments jostling indiscriminately +among his brushes and his razors on the dressing-table, and then at the +pillow beside her where his head rested every night. She stooped and +kissed it with a little quivering breath. "Ahmed. Oh, Monseigneur!" she +murmured longingly. Then, with an impatient jerk of the head, she +sprang up and dragged on her boots. She pulled a soft felt hat down +over her eyes and picked up the revolver the Sheik had given her. She +paused a moment, looking at it with an odd smile before buckling it +round her slim waist. Gaston's face lit up with genuine pleasure when +she came out to the horses. She had felt a momentary embarrassment +before she left the tent, thinking of the last time he had ridden with +her, but she had known from the moment he came back that night that he +bore no malice, and the look on his face and his stammered words to the +Sheik had indicated that the fear he felt for her was not for what +might have happened in the desert, but for what might yet happen to her +at the hands of his master and hers. + +The horse that she rode always now was pure white, not so fast as +Silver Star and very tricky, called The Dancer, from a nervous habit of +dancing on his hind-legs at starting and stopping, like a circus-horse. +He was difficult to mount, and edged away shyly as Diana tried to get +her foot into the stirrup. But she swung up at last, and by the time +The Dancer had finished his display of _haute ecole_ Gaston was +mounted. "After riding The Dancer I feel confident to enter for the +_Concours Hippique_," she laughed over her shoulder, and touched +the horse with her heel. + +She wanted exercise primarily, hard physical exercise that would tire +her out and keep her mind occupied and prevent her from thinking, and +the horse she rode supplied both needs. He required watching all the +time. She let him out to his full pace for his own sake and hers, and +the air and the movement banished her headache, and a kind of +exhilaration came over her, making her almost happy. After a while she +reined in her horse and waved to Gaston to come alongside. "Tell me of +this Vicomte de Saint Hubert who is coming. You know him, I suppose, as +you have been so long with Monseigneur?" + +Gaston smiled. "I knew him before Monseigneur did. I was born on the +estate of Monsieur le Comte de Saint Hubert, the father of Monsieur le +Vicomte. I and my twin brother Henri. We both went into Monsieur's le +Comte's training stables, and then after our time in the Cavalry Henri +became valet to Monsieur le Vicomte, and I came to Monseigneur." + +Diana took off her hat and rubbed her forehead thoughtfully. Fifteen +years ago Ahmed must have been about twenty. Why should an Arab chief +of that age, or any age, indulge in such an anomaly as a French valet, +or for that matter why should a French valet attach himself to an Arab +Sheik and exile himself in the wilds of the desert? Whichever way she +turned, the mystery of the man she loved seemed to crop up. She started +arguing with herself in a circle--why should the Sheik have a European +servant or why should he not, until she gave it up in hopeless +confusion. + +She turned to Gaston with the intention of asking further of the coming +visitor, and, keeping The Dancer as still as she could, sat looking at +the valet with great, questioning eyes, fanning her hot face with her +hat. Gaston, whose own horse stood like a rock, was frankly mopping his +forehead. Dianna decided against any more questions. Gaston would +naturally be hopelessly biased, having been born and brought up in the +shadow of the family, and after all she would rather judge for herself. +One inquiry only she permitted herself: "The family of Saint Hubert, +are they of the old or the new _noblesse?"_ + +"Of the old, Madame," replied Gaston quickly. + +Diana coaxed her nervous mount close beside his steadier companion, +and, thrusting his bridle and her hat into Gaston's hands, slipped to +the ground and walked away a little distance to the top of a small +mound. She sat down on the summit with her back to the horses and her +arms clasped round her knees. All that the coming of this strange man +meant to her rushed suddenly over her. He was a man, obviously, who +moved in the world, her world, since he apparently travelled +extensively and his father was wealthy enough to run a racing stable as +a hobby and was a member of the dwindling class of _ancienne +noblesse_. It was characteristic of her that she put first what she +did. How could she bear to meet one of her own order in the position in +which she was? She who had been proud Diana Mayo and now--the mistress +of an Arab Sheik? She laid her face on her knees with a shudder. The +ordeal before her cut like a knife into her heart. The pride that Ahmed +Ben Hassan had not yet killed flamed up and racked her with humiliation +and shame, the shame that still seared her soul like a hot iron, so +that there were moments she could not bear even the presence of the man +who had made her what she was, in spite of the love she bore him, and, +pleading fever, prayed to be alone. Not that he ever granted her +prayer, for he knew fever when he saw it, but would pull her down +beside him with a mocking laugh that still had the power to hurt so +much. The thought of what it would be to her to meet his friend had +presumably never entered his mind, or if it had it had made no +impression and been dismissed as negligible. It was the point of view, +she supposed drearily; the standpoint from which he looked at things +was fundamentally different from her own--racially and temperamentally +they were poles apart. To him she was only the woman held in bondage, a +thing of no account. She sat very still for a while with her face +hidden, until a discreet cough from Gaston warned her that time was +flying. She went back to the horses slowly with white face and +compressed lips. There was the usual trouble in mounting, and her +strained nerves made her impatient of The Dancer's idiosyncrasies, and +she checked him sharply, making him rear dangerously. + +"Careful, Madame," cried Gaston warningly. + +"For whom--me or Monseigneur's horse?" she retorted bitterly, and +ignoring her hat, which Gaston held out to her with reproachful eyes, +she spurred the horse viciously, making him break into a headlong +gallop. It had got to be gone through, so get it over as soon as +possible. And behind her, Gaston, for the first time in all his long +service, cursed the master he would cheerfully have died for. + +The horse's nerves, like her own, were on edge, and he pulled badly, +his smooth satiny neck growing dark and seamed with sweat; Diana needed +all her knowledge to control him, and she began to wonder if when they +came to the camp she would be able to stop him. She topped an +undulation that was some little distance from the tents with +misgivings, and wrapped the reins round her hands to prevent them +slipping through her fingers. As they neared she saw the Sheik standing +outside his tent, with a tall, thin man beside him. She had only a +glimpse of dark, unruly hair and a close-cut beard as she shot past, +unable to pull up The Dancer. But just beyond the tent, with the reins +cutting into her hands, she managed to haul him round and bring him +back. A couple of grooms jumped to his head, but, owing to his peculiar +tactics, landed short, and he pranced to his own satisfaction and +Diana's rage, until the amusement of it passed and he let himself be +caught. Diana had done nothing to stop him once she had managed to turn +him. If the horse chose to behave like a fool she was not going to be +made to look foolish by fighting him when she knew that it was useless. +In the hands of the men he sidled and snorted, and, dropping the reins, +Diana pulled off her gloves and sat for a moment rubbing her sore +hands. Then the Sheik came forward and she slid down. Before looking at +him she turned and, catching at The Dancer's head, struck him angrily +over the nose with her thick riding-gloves and watched him led away, +plunging and protesting, pulling the gloves through her fingers +nervously, until Ahmed Ben Hassan's voice made her turn. + +"Diane, the Vicomte de Saint Hubert waits to be presented to you." + +She drew herself up and the colour that had come into her face drained +out of it again. Slowly she glanced up at the man standing before her, +and looked straight into the most sympathetic eyes that her own sad, +defiant ones had ever seen. Only for a moment, then he bowed with a +conventional murmur that was barely audible. + +His lack of words gave her courage. "Monsieur," she said coldly in +response to his greeting, then turned to the Sheik without looking at +him. "The Dancer has behaved abominably. Gaston, my hat, please! +Thanks." And vanished into the tent without a further look at any one. + +It was late, but she lingered over her bath and changed with slow +reluctance into the green dress that the Sheik preferred--a concession +that she despised herself for making. She had taken up the jade +necklace when he joined her. + +He turned her to him roughly, with his hands on her shoulders, and the +merciless pressure of his fingers was indication enough without the +black scowl on his face that he was angry. "You are not very cordial to +my guest." + +"Is it required of a slave to be cordial towards her master's friends?" +she replied in a stifled voice. + +"What is required is obedience to my wishes," he said harshly. + +"And is it your wish that I should please this Frenchman?" + +"It is my wish." + +"If I were a woman of your own race----" she began bitterly, but he +interrupted her. + +"If you were a woman of my own race there would be no question of it," +he said coldly. "You would be for the eyes of no other man than me. But +since you are not----" He broke off with an enigmatical jerk of the +head. + +"Since I am not you are less merciful than if I was," she cried +miserably. "I could wish that I was an Arab woman." + +"I doubt it," he said grimly. "The life of an Arab woman would hardly +be to your taste. We teach our women obedience with a whip." + +"Why have you changed so since this morning," she whispered, "when you +told me that you trusted no one to climb to my balcony in the hotel but +yourself? Are you not an Arab now as then? Have I become of so little +value to you that you are not even jealous any more?" + +"I can trust my friend, and--I do not propose to share you with him," +he said brutally. + +She winced as if he had struck her, and hid her face in her hands with +a low cry. + +His fingers gripped her shoulder cruelly. "You will do as I wish?" The +words were a question, but the intonation was a command. + +"I have no choice," she murmured faintly. + +His hands dropped to his sides and he turned to leave the room, but she +caught his arm. "Monseigneur! Have you no pity? Will you not spare me +this ordeal?" + +He made a gesture of refusal. "You exaggerate," he said impatiently, +brushing her hand from his arm. + +"If you will be merciful this once----." she pleaded breathlessly, but +he cut her short with a fierce oath. "If?" he echoed. "Do you make +bargains with me? Have you so much yet to learn?" + +She looked at him with a little weary sigh. The changing mood that she +had set herself to watch for had come upon him suddenly and found her +unprepared. The gentleness of the morning had vanished and he had +reverted to the tyrannical, arbitrary despot of two months ago. She +knew that it was her own fault. She knew him well enough to know that +he was intolerant of any interference with his wishes. She had learned +the futility of setting her determination against his. There was one +master in his camp, whose orders, however difficult, must be obeyed. + +His attention had concentrated on a broken fingernail, and he turned to +the dressing-table for a knife. She followed him with her eyes and +watched him carefully trimming the nail. She had often, amongst the +many things that puzzled her, wondered at the fastidious care he took +of his well-manicured hands. The light of the lamp fell full on his +face, and there was a dull ache in her heart as she looked at him. He +demanded implicit obedience, and only a few hours before she had made +up her mind to unreserved submission, and she had broken down at the +first test. The proof of her obedience was a hard one, from which she +shrank, but it was harder far to see the look of anger she had provoked +on the face of the man she loved. For two months of wild happiness it +had been absent, the black scowl she had learned to dread had not been +directed at her, and the fierce eyes had looked at her with only +kindness or amusement shining in their dark depths. Anything could be +borne but a continuance of his displeasure. No sacrifice was too great +to gain his forgiveness. She could not bear his anger. She longed so +desperately for happiness, and she loved him so passionately, so +utterly, that she was content to give up everything to his will. If she +could only get back the man of the last few weeks, if she had not +angered him too far. She was at his feet, tamed thoroughly at last, all +her proud, angry self-will swamped in the love that was consuming her +with an intensity that was an agony. Love was a bitter pain, a torment +that was almost unendurable, a happiness that mocked her with its +hollowness, a misery that tortured her with visions of what might have +been. She went to him slowly, and he turned to her abruptly. + +"Well?" His voice was hard and uncompromising, and the flash of his +eyes was like the tiger's in the Indian jungle. + +She set her teeth to keep down the old paralysing fear. + +"I will do what you want. I will do anything you want, only be kind to +me, Ahmed," she whispered unsteadily. She had never called him by his +name before; she did not even know that she had done so now, but at the +sound of it a curious look crossed his face, and he drew her into his +arms with hands that were as gentle as they had been cruel before. She +let him lift her face to his, and met his searching gaze bravely. +Holding her look with the mesmerism that he could exert when he chose, +he read in her face her final surrender, and knew that while it pleased +him to keep her he had broken her utterly to his hand. A strange +expression grew in his eyes as they travelled slowly over her. She was +like a fragile reed in his strong grasp that he could crush without an +effort, and yet for four months she had fought him, matching his +determination with a courage that had won his admiration even while it +had exasperated him. He knew she feared him, he had seen terror leap +into her flickering eyes when she had defied him most. Her defiance and +her hatred, which had piqued him by contrast with the fawning adulation +to which he had been accustomed and which had wearied him infinitely, +had provoked in him a fixed resolve to master her. Before he tired of +her she must yield her will to him absolutely. And to-night he knew +that the last struggle had been made, that she would never oppose him +again, that she was clay in his hands to do with as he would. And the +knowledge that he had won gave him no feeling of exultation, instead a +vague, indefinite sense of irritation swept over him and made him swear +softly under his breath. The satisfaction he had expected in his +triumph was lacking and the unaccountable dissatisfaction that filled +him seemed inexplicable. He did not understand himself, and he looked +down at her again with a touch of impatience. She was very lovely, he +thought, with a strange new appreciation of the beauty he had +appropriated, and very womanly in the soft, clinging green dress. The +slim, boyish figure that rode with him had a charm all its own, but it +was the woman in her that sent the hot blood racing through his veins +and made his heart beat as it was beating now. His eyes lingered a +moment on her bright curls, on her dark-fringed, pleading eyes and on +her bare neck, startlingly white against the jade green of her gown, +then he put her from him. + +"_Va_," he said gently, "_depeche-toi_." + +She looked after him as he went through the curtains with a long, +sobbing sigh. She was paying a heavy price for her happiness, but she +would have paid a heavier one willingly. Nothing mattered now that he +was not angry any more. She knew what her total submission meant: it +was an end to all individualism, a complete self-abnegation, an +absolute surrender to his wishes, his moods and his temper. And she was +content that it should be so, her love was prepared to endure whatever +he might put upon her. Nothing that he could do could alter that, and +nothing should make her own her love. She had hidden it from him, and +she would hide it from him--cost what it might. Though he did not love +her he wanted her still; she had read that in his eyes five minutes +ago, and she was happy even for that. + +She turned to the glass suddenly and wrenched the silk folds off her +shoulder. She looked at the marks of his fingers on the delicate skin +with a twist of the lips, then shut her eyes with a little gasp and hid +her bruised arm hastily, her mouth quivering. But she did not blame +him, she had brought it on herself; she knew his mood, and he did not +know his own strength. + +"If he killed me he could not kill my love," she murmured, with a +little pitiful smile. + +The men were waiting for her, and with a murmured apology for her +lateness she took her place. The Sheik and his guest resumed the +conversation that her entrance had interrupted. Diana's thoughts were +in confusion. She felt as if she were in some wild, improbable dream. +An Arab Sheik, a French explorer, and herself playing the conventional +hostess in the midst of lawless unconventionalism. She looked around +the tent that had become so familiar, so dear. It seemed different +to-night, as if the advent of the stranger had introduced a foreign +atmosphere. She had grown so accustomed to the routine that had been +imposed upon her that even the Vicomte's servant standing behind his +master seemed strange. The man's likeness to his twin brother was +striking, the only difference being that while Gaston's face was +clean-shaven, Henri's upper lip was hidden by a neat, dark moustache. +The service was, as always, perfect, silent and quick. + +She glanced at the Sheik covertly. There was a look on his face that +she had never seen and a ring in his voice that was different even from +the tone she had heard when Gaston had come back on the night of her +flight. That had been relief and the affection of a man for a valued +servant, this was the deep affection of a man for the one chosen +friend, the love passing the love of women. And the jealousy she had +felt in the morning welled up uncontrollably. She looked from the Sheik +to the man who was absorbing all his attention, but in his pale, clever +face, half hidden by the close beard, she saw no trace of the +conceited, smirking egotist she had imagined, and his voice, as low as +the Sheik's, but more animated, was not the voice of a man unduly +elated or conscious of himself. And as she looked her eyes met his. A +smile that was extraordinarily sweet and half-sad lit up his face. + +"Is it permitted to admire Madame's horsemanship?" he asked, with a +little bow. + +Diana coloured faintly and twisted the jade necklace round her fingers +nervously. "It is nothing," she said, with a shy smile that his +sympathetic personality evoked in spite of herself. "With The Dancer it +is all foolishness and not vice. One has to hold on very tightly. It +would have been humiliating to precipitate myself at the feet of a +stranger. Monseigneur would not have approved of the concession to The +Dancer's peculiarities. It is an education to ride his horses, +Monsieur." + +"It is a strain to the nerves to ride _beside_ some of them," +replied the Vicomte pointedly. + +Diana laughed with pure amusement. The man whose coming she had loathed +was making the dreadful ordeal very easy for her. "I sympathise, +Monsieur. Was Shaitan very vile?" + +"If Monsieur de Saint Hubert is trying to suggest to you that he +suffers from nerves, Diane," broke in the Sheik, with a laugh, +"disabuse yourself at once. He has none." + +Saint Hubert turned to him with a quick smile. _"Et toi,_ Ahmed, +eh? Do you remember----?" and he plunged into a flood of reminiscences +that lasted until the end of dinner. + +The Vicomte had brought with him a pile of newspapers and magazines, +and Diana curled up on the divan with an armful, hungry for news, but, +somehow, as she dipped into the batch of papers her interest waned. +After four months of complete isolation it was difficult to pick up the +threads of current events, allusions were incomprehensible, and +controversies seemed pointless. The happenings of the world appeared +tame beside the great adventure that was carrying her on irresistibly +and whose end she could not see and dared not think of. She pushed them +aside carelessly and kept only on her knee a magazine that served as a +pretext for her silence. + +When Gaston brought coffee the Vicomte hailed him with a gay laugh. +"_Enfin,_ Gaston, after two years the nectar of the gods again! +There is a new machine for you amongst my things, _mon ami,_ +providing it has survived Henri's packing." + +He brought a cup to Diana and set it on a stool beside her. "Ahmed +flatters himself I come to see him, Madame. I do not. I come to drink +Gaston's coffee. It has become proverbial, the coffee of Gaston. I +propitiate him every time I come with a new apparatus for making it. +The last is a marvel of ingenuity. Excuse me, I go to drink it with the +reverence it inspires. It is a rite, Madame, not a gastronomic +indulgence." + +Once more the sympathetic eyes looked straight into hers, and the quick +blood rushed into her face as she bent her head again hurriedly over +the magazine. She knew instinctively that he was trying to help her, +talking nonsense with a tact that ignored her equivocal position. She +was grateful to him, but even his chivalry hurt. She watched him under +her thick lashes as he went back to the Sheik and sat down beside him, +refusing his host's proffered cigarettes with a wry face of disgust and +a laughing reference to a "perverted palate," as he searched for his +own. The hatred she had been prepared to give him had died away during +dinner--only the jealousy remained, and even that had changed from its +first intensity to an envy that brought a sob into her throat. She +envied him the light that shone in the Arab's dark eyes, she envied him +the intonation of the soft slow voice she loved. Her eyes turned to the +Sheik. He was leaning back with his hands clasped behind his head, +talking with a cigarette between his teeth. His attitude towards his +European friend was that of an equal, the haughty, peremptory accent +that was noticeable when he spoke to his followers was gone, and a flat +contradiction from Saint Hubert provoked only a laugh and a gesture of +acceptance. + +As they sat talking the contrast between the two men was strongly +marked. Beside the Frenchman's thin, spare frame and pale face, which +gave him an air of delicacy, the Sheik looked like a magnificent animal +in superb condition, and his quiet repose accentuated the Vicomte's +quick, nervous manner. Under the screen of her thick lashes Diana +watched them unheeded. Their voices rose and fell continuously; they +seemed to have a great deal to say to each other, and they talked +indiscriminately French and Arabic so that much that they said was +incomprehensible to her. She was glad that it should be so, she did not +want to know what they were saying. It seemed as if they had forgotten +her presence with the accumulated conversation of two years. She was +thankful to be left alone, happy for the rare chance of studying the +beloved face unnoticed. It was seldom she had the opportunity, for when +they were alone she was afraid to look at him much lest her secret +should be betrayed in her eyes. But she looked at him now unobserved, +with passionate longing. She was so intent that she did not notice +Gaston come in until he seemed suddenly to appear from nowhere beside +his master. He murmured something softly and the Sheik got up. He +turned to Saint Hubert. + +"Trouble with one of the horses. Will you come? It may interest you." + +They went out together, leaving her alone, and she slipped away to the +inner room. In half-an-hour they came back, and for a few minutes +longer stayed chatting, then the Vicomte yawned and held out his watch +with a laugh. The Sheik went with him to his tent and sat down on the +side of his guest's camp-bed. Saint Hubert dismissed the waiting Henri +with a nod and started to undress silently. The flow of talk and ready +laugh seemed to have deserted him, and he frowned as he wrenched his +things off with nervous irritability. + +The Sheik watched him for a while, and then took the cigarette out of +his mouth with a faint smile. "_Eh, bien!_ Raoul, say it," he said +quietly. + +Saint Hubert swung round. "You might have spared her," he cried. + +"What?" + +"What? Good God, man! Me!" + +The Sheik flicked the ash from his cigarette with a gesture of +indifference. "Your courier was delayed, he only came this morning. It +was too late then to make other arrangements." + +Saint Hubert took a hasty turn up and down the tent and stopped in +front of the Sheik with his hands thrust deep in his pockets and his +shoulders hunched up about his ears. "It is abominable," he burst out. +"You go too far, Ahmed." + +The Sheik laughed cynically. "What do you expect of a savage? When an +Arab sees a woman that he wants he takes her. I only follow the customs +of my people." + +Saint Hubert clicked his tongue impatiently. "Your people!--which +people?" he asked in a low voice. + +The Sheik sprang to his feet with flashing eyes, his hand dropping +heavily on Saint Hubert's shoulder. + +"Stop, Raoul! Not even from you----!" he cried passionately, and then +broke off abruptly, and the anger died out of his face. He sat down +again quietly, with a little amused laugh. "Why this sudden access of +morality, _mon ami?_ You know me and the life I lead. You have +seen women in my camp before now." + +Saint Hubert dismissed the remark with a contemptuous wave of the hand. +"There is to comparison. You know it as well as I," he said succinctly. +He moved over slowly to the camp table, where his toilet things had +been laid out, and began removing the links from the cuffs of his +shirt. "She is English, surely that is reason enough," he flung over +his shoulder. + +"You ask me, _me_ to spare a woman because she is English? My good +Raoul, you amuse me," replied the Sheik, with an ugly sneer. + +"Where did you see her?" asked Saint Hubert curiously. + +"In the streets of Biskra, for five minutes, four months ago." + +The Vicomte turned quickly. "You love her?" he shot out, with all the +suddenness of an American third degree. + +The Sheik exhaled a long, thin cloud of blue smoke and watched it +eddying towards the top of the tent. "Have I ever loved a woman? And +this woman is English," he said in a voice as hard as steel. + +"If you loved her you would not care for her nationality." + +The Sheik spat the end of his cigarette on to the floor contemptuously. +"By Allah! Her cursed race sticks in my throat. But for that----" He +shrugged his shoulders impatiently and got up from the bed on which he +was sitting. + +"Let her go then," said Saint Hubert quickly. "I can take her back to +Biskra." + +The Sheik turned to him slowly, a sudden flame of fierce jealousy +leaping into his eyes. "Has she bewitched you, too? Do you want her for +yourself, Raoul?" His voice was as low as ever, but there was a +dangerous ring in it. + +Saint Hubert flung his hands out in a gesture of despair. "Ahmed! Are +you mad? Are you going to quarrel with me after all these years on such +a pretext? _Bon Dieu!_ What do you take me for? There has been too +much in our lives together ever to let a woman come between us. What is +a woman or any one to me where you are concerned? It is for quite a +different reason that I ask you, that I beg you to let this girl go." + +"Forgive me, Raoul. You know my devilish temper," muttered the Sheik, +and for a moment his hand rested on Saint Hubert's arm. + +"You have not answered me, Ahmed." + +The Sheik turned away. "She is content," he said evasively. + +"She has courage," amended the Vicomte significantly. + +"As you say, she has courage," agreed the Sheik, without a particle of +expression in his voice. + +_"Bon sang----"_ quoted Saint Hubert softly. + +The Sheik swung round quickly. "How do you know she has good blood in +her?" + +"It is very evident," replied Saint Hubert drily. + +"That is not what you mean. What do you know?" + +The Vicomte shrugged his shoulders, and, going to his suit-case, took +from it an English illustrated paper, and opening it at the central +page handed it to the Sheik silently. + +Ahmed Ben Hassan moved closer to the hanging lamp so that the light +fell directly on the paper in his hands. There were two large +full-length photographs of Diana, one in evening dress and the other as +the Vicomte had first seen her, in riding breeches and short jacket, +her hat and whip lying at her feet, and the bridle of the horse that +was standing beside her over her arm. + +Under the photographs was written: "Miss Diana Mayo, whose protracted +journey in the desert is causing anxiety to a large circle of friends. +Miss Mayo left Biskra under the guidance of a reputable caravan-leader +four months ago, with the intention of journeying for four weeks in the +desert and returning to Oran. Since the first camp nothing has been +heard of Miss Mayo or her caravan. Further anxiety is occasioned by the +fact that considerable unrest is reported amongst the tribes in the +locality towards which Miss Mayo was travelling. Her brother, Sir +Aubrey Mayo, who is detained in America as the result of an accident, +is in constant cable communication with the French authorities. Miss +Mayo is a well-known sports-woman and has travelled widely." + +For a long time the Sheik studied the photographs silently, then with +slow deliberation he tore the page out of the paper and rolled it up. +"With your permission," he said coolly, and held it over the flame of +the little lamp by the bedside. He held it until the burning paper +charred to nothing in his hand and then flicked the ashes from his long +fingers. "Henri has seen this?" + +"Unquestionably. Henri reads all my papers," replied Saint Hubert, with +a touch of impatience. + +"Then Henri can hold his tongue," said the Sheik nonchalantly, +searching in the folds of his waist-cloth for his case and lighting +another cigarette with elaborate carelessness. + +"What are you going to do?" asked Saint Hubert pointedly. + +"I? Nothing! The French authorities have too many affairs on hand and +too high an appreciation of Ahmed Ben Hassan's horses to prosecute +inquiries in my direction. Besides, they are not responsible. +Mademoiselle Mayo was warned of the risks she ran before she left +Biskra. She chose to take the risks, _et voila!"_ + +"Will nothing make you change your mind?" + +"I am not given to changing my mind. You know that. And, besides, why +should I? As I told you before, she is content." + +Saint Hubert looked him full in the face. "Content! Cowed is the better +word, Ahmed." + +The Sheik laughed softly. "You flatter me, Raoul. Do not let us speak +any more about it. It is an unfortunate contretemps, and I regret that +it distresses you," he said lightly; then with a sudden change of +manner he laid his hands on the Vicomte's shoulders. "But this can make +no difference to our friendship, _mon ami;_ that is too big a +thing to break down over a difference of opinion. You are a French +nobleman, and I----!" He gave a little bitter laugh. "I am an +uncivilised Arab. We cannot see things in the same way." + +"You could, but you will not, Ahmed," replied the Vicomte, with an +accent of regret. "It is not worthy of you." He paused and then looked +up again with a little crooked smile and a shrug of defeat. "Nothing +can ever make any difference with us, Ahmed. I can disagree with you, +but I can't wipe out the recollection of the last twenty years." + +A few minutes later the Sheik left him and went out into the night. He +traversed the short distance between the tents slowly, stopping to +speak to a sentry, and then pausing outside his own tent to look up at +the stars. The Persian hound that always slept across the entrance +uncurled himself and got up, thrusting a wet nose into his hand. The +Sheik fondled the huge creature absently, stroking the dog's shaggy +head mechanically, hardly conscious of what he was doing. A great +restlessness that was utterly foreign to his nature had taken +possession of him. He had been aware of it growing within him for some +time, becoming stronger daily, and now the coming of Raoul de Saint +Hubert seemed to have put the crowning touch to a state of mind that he +was unable to understand. He had never been given to thinking of +himself, or criticising or analysing his passing whims and fancies. All +his life he had taken what he wanted; nothing on which he had ever laid +eyes of desire had been denied him. His wealth had brought him +everything he had ever wished. His passionate temper had been +characteristic even when he was a child, but these strange fits of +unreasonable irritability were new, and he searched for a cause vainly. +His keen eyes looked through the darkness towards the south. Was it the +nearness of his hereditary enemy, who had presumed to come closer than +he had ever done before to the border of the country that Ahmed Ben +Hassan regarded as his own, that was causing this great unrest? He +laughed contemptuously. Nothing would give him greater pleasure than +coming into actual collision with the man whom he had been trained from +boyhood to hate. As long as Ibraheim Omair remained within his own +territory Ahmed Ben Hassan held his hand and kept in check his fierce +followers, whose eyes were turned longingly towards the debatable land, +but once let the robber Sheik step an inch over the border, and it was +war, and war until one or both of the chiefs were dead. And if he died +who had no son to succeed him; the huge tribe would split up in +numerous little families for want of a leader to keep them together, +and it would be left to the French Government to take over, if they +could, the vast district that he had governed despotically. And at the +thought he laughed again. No, it was not Ibraheim Omair who was +troubling him. He pushed the hound aside and went into the tent. The +divan where Diana had been sitting was strewn with magazines and +papers, the imprint of her slender body still showed in the soft, +heaped-up cushions, and a tiny, lace-edged handkerchief peeped out +under one of them. He picked it up and looked at it curiously, and his +forehead contracted slowly in the heavy black scowl. He turned his +burning eyes toward the curtains that divided the rooms. Saint Hubert's +words rang in his ears. "English!" he muttered with a terrible oath. +"And I have made her suffer as I swore any of that damned race should +if they fell into my hands. Merciful Allah! Why does it give me so +little pleasure?" + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Diana came into the living-room one morning about a week after the +arrival of the Vicomte de Saint Hubert. She had expected to find the +room empty, for the Sheik had risen at dawn and ridden away on one of +the distant expeditions that had become so frequent, and she thought +his friend had accompanied him, but as she parted the curtains between +the two rooms she saw the Frenchman sitting at the little writing-table +surrounded by papers and writing quickly, loose sheets of manuscript +littering the floor around him. It was the first time that they had +chanced to be alone, and she hesitated with a sudden shyness. But Saint +Hubert had heard the rustle of the curtain, and he sprang to his feet +with the courteous bow that proclaimed his nationality. + +"Your pardon, Madame. Do I disturb you? Tell me if I am in the way. I +am afraid I have been very untidy," he added, laughing apologetically, +and looking at the heap of closely-written sheets strewing the rug. + +Diana came forward slowly, a faint colour rising in her face. "I +thought you had gone with Monseigneur." + +"I had some work to do--some notes that I wanted to transcribe before I +forgot myself what they meant; I write vilely. I have had a hard week, +too, so I begged a day off. I may stay? You are sure I do not disturb +you?" + +His sympathetic eyes and the deference in his voice brought an +unexpected lump into her throat. She signed to him to resume his work +and passed out under the awning. Behind the tent the usual camp hubbub +filled the air. A knot of Arabs at a little distance were watching one +of the rough-riders schooling a young horse, noisily critical and +offering advice freely, undeterred by the indifference with which it +was received. Others lounged past engaged on the various duties +connected with the camp, with the Eastern disregard for time that +relegated till to-morrow everything that could possibly be neglected +to-day. Near her one of the older men, more rigid in his observances +than the generality of Ahmed Ben Hassan's followers, was placidly +absorbed in his devotions, prostrating himself and fulfilling his +ritual with the sublime lack of self-consciousness of the Mohammedan +devotee. + +Outside his own tent the valet and Henri were sitting in the sun, +Gaston on an upturned bucket, cleaning a rifle, and his brother +stretched full length on the ground, idly flapping at the flies with +the duster with which he had been polishing the Vicomte's riding-boots. +Both men were talking rapidly with frequent little bursts of gay +laughter. The Persian hound was lying at their feet. He raised his head +as Diana appeared, and, rising, went to her slowly, rearing up against +her with a paw on each shoulder, making clumsy efforts to lick her +face, and she pushed him down with difficulty, stooping to kiss his +shaggy head. + +She looked away across the desert beyond the last palms of the oasis. A +haze hung round about, shimmering in the heat and blurring the outline +of the distant hills. A tiny breeze brought the acrid smell of camels +closer to her, and the creaking whine of the tackling over the well +sounded not very far away. Diana gave a little sigh. It had all grown +so familiar. She seemed to have lived no other life beside this nomad +existence. The years that had gone before faded into a kind of dim +remembrance, the time when she had travelled ceaselessly round the +world with her brother seemed very remote. She had existed then, +filling her life with sport, unconscious of the something that was +lacking in her nature, and now she was alive at last, and the heart +whose existence she had doubted was burning and throbbing with a +passion that was consuming her. Her eyes swept lingeringly around the +camp with a very tender light in them. Everything she saw was connected +with and bound up in the man who was lord of it all. She was very proud +of him, proud of his magnificent physical abilities, proud of his hold +over his wild turbulent followers, proud with the pride of primeval +woman in the dominant man ruling his fellow-men by force and fear. + +The old Arab had finished his prayers and rose leisurely from his +knees, salaaming with a broad smile. All the tribesmen smiled on her, +and would go out of their way to win a nod of recognition from her. She +faltered a few words in stumbling Arabic in reply to his long, flowery +speech, and with a little laugh beat a hasty retreat into the tent. + +She paused beside the Vicomte. "Is it another novel?" she asked shyly, +indicating the steadily increasing pile of manuscript. + +He turned on his chair, resting his arms on the rail, twirling a +fountain pen between his fingers, and smiled at her as she curled up on +the divan with Kopec, who had followed her into the tent. "No, Madame, +Something more serious this time. It is a history of this very curious +tribe of Ahmed's. They are different in so many ways from ordinary +Arabs. They have been a race apart for generations. They have beliefs +and customs peculiarly their own. You may, for instance, have noticed +the singular absence among them of the strict religious practices that +hold among other Mohammedans. Ahmed Ben Hassan's tribe worship first +and foremost their Sheik, then the famous horses for which they are +renowned, and then and then only--Allah." + +"Is Monseigneur a Mohammedan?" + +Saint Hubert shrugged. "He believes in a God," he said evasively, +turning back to his writing. + +Diana studied him curiously as he bent over his work. She smiled +when she thought of the mental picture she had drawn of Saint Hubert +before he came, and contrasted it with the real man under her eyes. +During the week that he had been in the camp he had forced her +liking and compelled her confidence by the sympathetic charm of his +manner. He had carried off a difficult position with a delicacy and +_savoir-faire_ that had earned him her gratitude. He had saved her +a hundred humiliations with a tact that had been as spontaneous as it +had been unobtrusive. And they had the bond between them of the common +love they had for this strange leader of a strange tribe. What had been +the origin of the friendship between these utterly dissimilar men--a +friendship that seemed to go back to the days of their boyhood? The +question intrigued her and she pondered over it, lying quietly on the +divan, smoothing the hound's huge head resting on her knee. + +The Vicomte wrote rapidly for some time and then flung down his pen +with an exclamation of relief, gathered up the loose sheets from the +floor and, stacking them in an orderly heap on the table, swung round +on his chair again. He looked at the girl's slender little figure lying +with the unconsciously graceful attitude of a child against the +heaped-up cushions, her face bent over the dog's rough, grey head, and +he felt an unwonted emotion stirring in him. The quick sympathy that +she had aroused from the first moment of seeing her had given place to +a deeper feeling that moved him profoundly, and with it a chivalrous +desire to protect, a longing to stand between her and the irremediable +disaster that loomed inevitably ahead of her. + +She felt his concentrated gaze and looked up. "You have done your +work?" + +"All I can do at the moment. Henri must unravel the rest; he has a +passion for hieroglyphics. He is an invaluable person; I could never +get on without him. He bullied me when we were boys together--at least +that is what I called it. He called it 'amusing Monsieur le Vicomte,' +and for the last fifteen years he has tyrannised over me +wholeheartedly." He laughed and snapped his fingers at Kopec, who +whined and rolled his eyes in his direction, but did not lift his head +from Diana's knee. + +There was a pause, and Diana continued fondling the hound absently. "I +have read your books, Monsieur--all that Monseigneur has here," she +said at last, looking up gravely. + +He gave a little bow with a few murmured words that she did not catch. + +"Your novel interested me," she went on, still stroking the hound, as +if the nearness of the great beast helped her. + +"As a rule novels bore me, the subjects they deal with have been of no +interest to me, but this one gripped me. It is unusual, it is +wonderful, but--is it real?" She had spoken dispassionately with the +boyish candour that was characteristic, not complimenting an author on +a masterpiece, but stating a fact simply, as it appeared to her. + +Saint Hubert leaned forward over the back of his chair. "In what +way--real?" he asked. + +She looked at him squarely. "Do you think there really exists such a +man as you have drawn--a man who could be as tender, as unselfish, as +faithful as your hero?" + +Saint Hubert looked away, and, picking up his pen, stabbed idly at the +blotting-pad, drawing meaningless circles and dots, with a slow shrug. +The scorn in her voice and the sudden pain in her eyes hurt him. + +"Do you know such a man, Monsieur, or is he wholly a creature of your +imagination?" she persisted. + +He completed a complicated diagram on the sheet of blotting-paper +before answering. "I do know a man who, given certain circumstances, +has the ability to develop into such a character," he said eventually +in a low voice. + +She laughed bitterly. "Then you are luckier than I. I am not very old, +but during the last five years I have met many men of many +nationalities, and I have never known one who in any degree resembles +the _preux chevalier_ of your book. The men who have most +intimately touched my life have not known the meaning of the word +tenderness, and have never had a thought for any one beyond themselves. +You have been more fortunate in your acquaintances, Monsieur." + +A dull red crept into the Vicomte's face, and he continued looking at +the pen in his fingers. "Beautiful women, Madame," he said slowly, +"unfortunately provoke in some men all that is basest and vilest in +their natures. No man knows to what depths of infamy he may stoop under +the stress of a sudden temptation." + +"And the woman pays," cried Diana vehemently. "Pays for the beauty God +curses her with--the beauty she may hate herself; pays until the beauty +fades. How much----" She pulled herself up short, biting her lips. +Moved by the sense of the sympathy that had unconsciously been +influencing her during the past week and which had shaken the +self-suppression that she had imposed upon herself, her tongue had run +away with her. She was afraid of the confidence that his manner was +almost demanding of her. Her pride restrained her from the compassion +that her loneliness had nearly yielded to. + +"Excuse me," she said coldly, "my ideas cannot possibly interest you." + +"On the contrary, you interest me profoundly," he corrected quickly. + +She noticed the slight difference in his words and laughed more +bitterly than before. "As what?--a subject for vivisection? Get on your +operating coat and bring your instruments without delay. The victim is +all ready for you. It will be 'copy' for your next book!" + +"Madame!" + +He had sprung to his feet, and she looked up at him miserably, her hand +held out in swift contrition. "Oh, forgive me! I shouldn't have said +that. You haven't deserved it. You have been--kind. I am grateful. +Forgive me and my rudeness. It must be the heat, it makes one very +irritable, don't you think?" + +He ignored her pitiful little subterfuge and raised her outstretched, +quivering fingers to his lips. "If you will honour me with your +friendship," he said, with a touch of the old-world chivalry that was +often noticeable in him, "my life is at your service." + +But as he spoke his voice changed. The touch of her cold fingers sent a +rush of feeling through him that for an instant overpowered him. + +She let her hand lie in his, and for a few moments she avoided his eyes +and looked down at the rough head in her lap. Then she met his gaze +frankly. "Your offer is too rare a thing to put on one side. If you +will be my friend, as you are Monseigneur's friend----" she faltered, +turning her head away, and her fingers lying in his trembled slightly. + +He started and crushed the hand he was holding unknowingly, as the +thought was forced on him. Monseigneur's friend! He realized that in +the last few moments he had forgotten the Sheik, had forgotten +everything, swept off his feet by an intense emotion that staggered him +with its unexpectedness, except the loveliness and helplessness of the +girl beside him. His head was reeling; his calmness, his loyalty, his +earlier feelings of dispassionate pity had given way to an extreme +agitation that was rushing him headlong and threatening to overwhelm +him. His heart beat furiously and he clenched his teeth, fighting to +regain his usual _sang-froid_. The emotional temperament that +Diana had divined from his novel had sprung uppermost with a bound, +overthrowing the rigid repression of years. The blood beat in his ears +as he strove to master himself, to crush the madness that had come upon +him. + +He had closed his eyes with the shock of self-revelation, he opened +them now and looked down at her hesitatingly, almost fearfully, +clasping her hand closer in his and leaning nearer to her, drawn +irresistibly by the intoxication of her nearness. He saw her through a +mist that cleared gradually, saw that she was ignorant of the emotion +she had awakened in him, and, conscious only of his sympathy, had left +her hand in his as she would have left it in her brother's. She was +bent low over the hound, her face almost touching his big head, and as +Saint Hubert looked a glistening tear dropped on Kopec's rough, grey +neck. She had forgotten him, forgotten even that he was standing beside +her, in the one predominant thought that filled her mind. With an +immense effort he got command of himself. Somehow he must conquer this +sudden insanity. The loyalty that had hung trembling in the balance +reasserted itself and a self-disgust seized him. He had been within an +ace of betraying the man who had been for twenty years nearer to him +than a brother. She belonged to his friend, and now he had not even the +right to question the ethics of the Sheik's possession of her. The calm +that he had lost came back to him. The wound would heal though it might +always throb, but he was strong enough to hide its existence even from +the jealous eyes that had watched him ceaselessly since his outburst on +the night of his arrival. He had been conscious of them daily. Even +this morning the Sheik had made every effort short of a direct command +to induce him to go with him on the expedition that had taken him away +so early. Sure of himself now, he lifted her fingers to his lips again +reverently with a kind of renunciation in his kiss, and laid her hand +down gently. He turned away with a smothered sigh and a little pang at +her complete absorption, and, as he did so, Henri came in quickly. + +"Monsieur le Vicomte! Will you come? There has been an accident." + +With a cry that Saint Hubert never forgot Diana leaped to her feet, her +face colourless, and her lips framed the word "Ahmed," though no sound +came from them. She was shaking all over, and the Vicomte put his arm +round her instinctively. She clung to him, and he knew with a bitter +certainty that the support of a table or a chair would have meant no +less to her. + +"What is it, Henri?" he said sharply, with a slight movement that +interposed himself between Diana and his servant. + +"One of the men, Monsieur le Vicomte. His gun burst, and his hand is +shattered." + +Saint Hubert nodded curtly towards the door and turned his attention to +Diana. She sank down on the divan and, gathering the hound's head in +her arm, buried her face in his neck. "Forgive me," she murmured, her +voice muffled in the rough, grey hair. "It is stupid of me, but he is +riding that brute Shaitan to-day. I am always nervous. Please go. I +will come in a minute." + +He went without a word. "I am always nervous." The tales he had heard +of Diana Mayo as he passed through Biskra did not include nerves. His +face was set as he ran hurriedly across the camp. + +Diana sat quite still after he had gone until the nervous shuddering +ceased, until Kopec twisted his head free of her arms and licked her +face with an uneasy whine. She brushed her hand across her eyes with a +gasp of relief, and went out into the bright sunlight with the hound at +her heels. + +The noisy clamour of excited voices guided her to the scene of the +accident, and the surrounding crowd opened to let her pass through. The +wounded man was sitting holding up his hand stoically for Saint +Hubert's ministrations with a look of mild interest on his face. In +response to Diana's smile and cheery word he grinned sheepishly with a +roll of his fine eyes. Saint Hubert looked up quickly. "It is not a +pleasant sight," he said doubtfully. + +"I don't mind. Let me hold that," she said quietly, rolling up her +sleeves and taking a crimson-spattered basin from Henri. Saint Hubert +flashed another look at her, marvelling at her steady voice and even +colour when he thought of the white-faced girl who had clung trembling +to him ten minutes earlier. Outside of Ahmed Ben Hassan she still +retained the fearless courage that she had always had; it was only when +anything touched him nearly that the new Diana, with the coward anxiety +of love, rose paramount. + +She watched the Vicomte's skilful treatment of the maimed hand with +interest. There was a precision in his movement and a deft touch that +indicated both knowledge and practise. "You are a doctor?" + +"Yes," he said, without looking up from his work, "I studied when I was +a young man and passed all the necessary examinations. It is +indispensable when one travels as I do. I have found it invaluable." + +He took up some dressing that Henri held ready for him, and Diana +handed the now unwanted bowl to Gaston. She looked again at the Arab, +whose impassive face showed no sign of any feeling. "Does he feel it +very much, do you think?" she asked the valet. + +He laughed and shrugged his shoulders. "Less than I should, Madame. +What is really troubling him is the thought of what Monseigneur will +say when he hears that Selim was fool enough to buy a worthless gun +from one of the servants of the Dutchman who passed here last week," +and he added a few teasing words in Arabic which made Selim look up +with a grimace. + +Saint Hubert finished adjusting the bandages and stood up, wiping the +perspiration from his forehead. + +"Will he do all right now?" asked Diana anxiously. + +"I think so. The thumb is gone, as you saw, but I think I can save the +rest of the hand. I will watch him carefully, but these men of Ahmed's +are in such excellent condition that I do not think there will be any +trouble." + +"I am going to ride," said Diana, turning away. "It is rather late, but +there is just time. Will you come?" + +It was a temptation and he hesitated, gathering together the +instruments he had been using, but prudence prevailed. + +"I should like to, but I ought to keep an eye on Selim," he said +quietly, snatching at the plausible excuse that offered. He found her +later before the big tent as she was ready to start, and waited while +she mounted. + +"If I am late don't wait for me. Tell Henri to give you your lunch," +she called out between The Dancer's idiotic prancings. + +He watched her ride away, with Gaston a few paces behind and followed +by the escort of six men that the Sheik had lately insisted upon. The +continual presence of these six men riding at her heels irked her +considerably. The wild, free gallops that she had loved became quite +different with the thought of the armed guard behind her. They seemed +to hamper her and put a period to her enjoyment. The loneliness of her +rides had been to her half their charm; she had grown accustomed to and +oblivious of Gaston, but she was acutely conscious of the six pairs of +eyes watching her every movement. She did not see the necessity for +them. She had never been aware of anything any time when she was riding +that seemed to justify the Sheik's order. The oasis was not on a +caravan route, and if she ever saw Arabs at any distance from the camp +they always proved to be Ahmed Ben Hassan's own men. She had thought of +remonstrating with him, but her courage had failed her. His mood, since +the coming of Saint Hubert, had been of the coldest--almost repellant. +The weeks of happiness that had gone before had developed the intimacy +between them almost into a feeling of camaraderie. He had been more +humane, more Western, more considerate than he had ever been, and the +fear that she had of him had lain quiescent. She could have asked him +then. But since the morning of Raoul's arrival, when the unexpected +fervour of his embrace had given new birth to the hope that had almost +died within her, he had changed completely into a cold reserve that +chilled her. His caresses had been careless and infrequent, and his +indifference so great that she had wondered miserably if the flame of +his passion for her was burning out and if this was the end. And yet +throughout his indifference she had been conscious, like Saint Hubert, +of the surveillance of constant jealous eyes that watched them both +with a fierce scrutiny that was felt rather than actually seen. But the +spark of hope that the knowledge of this jealousy still fanned was not +great enough to overcome the barrier that his new mood had raised +between them. She dared ask no favour of him now. Her heart tightened +at the thought of his indifference. It hurt so. This morning he had +left her without a word when he had gone out into the early dawn, and +she was hungry for the kisses he withheld. She was used to his taciturn +fits, but her starved heart ached perpetually for tangible recognition. +Love, the capacity for which she had so long denied, had become a force +that, predominating everything, held her irresistibly. The accumulated +affection that, for want of an outlet, had been stemmed within her, had +burst all restraint, and the love that she gave to the man to whom she +had surrendered her proud heart was immeasurable--a love of infinite +tenderness and complete unselfishness, a love that had made her +strangely humble. She had yielded up everything to him, he dominated +her wholly. Her imperious will had bent before his greater +determination, and his mastery over her had provoked a love that craved +for recompense. She only lived for him and for the hope of his love, +engulfed in the passion that enthralled her. Her surrender had been no +common one. The feminine weakness that she had despised and fought +against had triumphed over her unexpectedly without humiliating +thoroughness. Sex had supervened to overthrow all her preconceived +notions. The womanly instincts that under Aubrey's training had been +suppressed and undeveloped had, in contact with the Sheik's vivid +masculinity and compelling personality, risen to the surface with +startling completeness. + +To-day she was almost desperate. His callousness of the morning had +wounded her deeply, and a wave of rebellion welled up in her. She would +not be thrown aside without making any effort to fight for his love. +She would use every art that her beauty and her woman's instinct gave +her. Her cheek burned as she thought of the role she was setting +herself. She would be no better than "those others" whose remembrance +still made her shiver. But she crushed down the repugnant feeling +resolutely, flinging up her head with the old haughty gesture and +drawing herself straighter in the saddle with compressed lips. She had +endured so much already that she could even bear this further outrage +to her feelings. At no matter what cost she must make him care for her. +Though she loathed the means she would make him love her. But even as +she planned the doubt of her ability to succeed crept into her mind, +torturing her with insidious recollections. + +Ahmed Ben Hassan was no ordinary man to succumb to the fascinations of +a woman. She had experienced his obstinacy, and knew the inflexibility +of his nature. His determination was a rock against which she had been +broken too many times not to know its strength. For a moment she +despaired, then courage came to her again, thrusting away the doubts +that crowded in upon her and leaving the hope that still lingered in +her heart. A faint tremulous smile curved her lips, and she looked up, +forcing her thoughts back to the present with an effort. + +At the beginning of the ride they had passed several vedettes sitting +motionless on their impatient horses. The men had swung their rifles +high in the air in salute as she passed, and once or twice Gaston had +shouted a question as he galloped after her. But for the last hour they +had seen no one. The desert was undulating here, rising and falling in +short, sharp declivities that made a wide outlook impossible. + +Gaston spurred to Diana's side. "Will Madame please to turn?" he said +respectfully. "It is late, and it is not safe riding amongst these +slopes. One cannot see what is coming and I am afraid." + +"Afraid, Gaston?" she rallied laughingly. + +"For you, Madame," he answered gravely. + +She reined in The Dancer as she spoke; but it was too late. Even as she +turned her horse's head innumerable Arabs seemed to spring up on all +sides of them. Before she realised what was happening her escort +flashed past and wheeled in behind her, shooting steadily at the horde +of men who poured in upon them, and, with a groan, Gaston seized her +bridle and urged the horses back in the direction from which they had +come. The noise was deafening, the raucous shouting of the Arabs and +the continuous sharp crack of the rifles. Bullets began to whizz past +her. + +Gaston tucked his reins under his knee, and with one hand grasping The +Dancer's bridle and his revolver in the other, rode looking back over +his shoulder. Diana, too, glanced behind her, and mechanically her +fingers closed over the shining little weapon that the Sheik had given +her the previous week. She saw with a sudden sickening the six men who +had formed her escort beaten back by the superior numbers that enclosed +them on every side. Already two were down and the rest were on foot, +and, as she watched, they were swallowed up in the mass of men that +poured over them, and, at the same time, a party of about twenty +horsemen detached themselves from the main body and galloped towards +her and Gaston. + +She seized his arm. "Can't we do something? Can't we help them? We +can't leave them like that," she gasped, wrenching the revolver from +the holster at her waist. + +"No, no, Madame, it is impossible. It is a hundred to six. You must +think of yourself. Go on, Madame. For God's sake, ride on. We may have +a chance." He loosed her bridle and dropped behind her, interposing +himself between her and the pursuing Arabs. A fierce yelling and a hail +of bullets that went wide made Diana turn her head as she crouched low +in the saddle. She realised the meaning of Gaston's tactics and checked +her horse deliberately. + +"I won't go first. You must ride with me," she cried, wincing as a +bullet went close by her. + +"_Mon Dieu!_ What are you stopping for? Do you think I can face +Monseigneur if anything happens to you, Madame?" replied Gaston +fiercely. "Do as I tell you. Go on!" Deference was gone in the fear +that roughened his voice. + +He looked back and his face grew grey. For himself he had no fear, but +for the girl beside him he dared not even think. They were Ibraheim +Omair's men who had trapped them, and he cursed his folly in allowing +Diana to come so far. Yet it had seemed safe enough. The scout's +reports had lately proved that the robber Sheik had up to now respected +the boundary line between the two territories. This must be a sudden +tentative raid which had met with unlooked-for success. The bait would +be too tempting to allow of any slackening on the part of the raiders. +The white woman, who was Ahmed Ben Hassan's latest toy, and his +servant, whom he was known to value so highly, would be a prize that +would not be lightly let go. For himself it would be probably torture, +certainly death, and for her----! He set his teeth as he looked at her +and the perspiration poured down his face. He would kill her himself +before it came to that. And as he looked she turned her head, and met +his agonised eyes for a moment, smiling bravely. He had refrained up +till now from shooting, trying to reserve his ammunition for a last +resource, but he saw that he must delay no longer. He fired slowly and +steadily, picking his men with careful precision. It was a forlorn +hope, but by checking the leaders even for a few moments he might gain +time. The accuracy of his aim, that every time proved effectual, might +keep back the onrush until they got clear of the undulating country, +until they got out into the open where the sounds of the firing might +reach some of the outpost sentinels, until they got too near to the +Sheik's camp for pursuit to be possible. The bullets pattered +continuously round them, but the men who fired them were not Ahmed Ben +Hassan's carefully trained marksmen. But still Gaston knew that their +position was almost hopeless. Any moment a bullet might reach one of +them. + +Their pursuers, too, seemed to guess his thoughts and opened out into +an irregular, extended line, swerving and manoeuvring continually, +making accurate shooting impossible, while they urged their horses to a +terrific pace trying to outflank them. Diana was shooting now. The +thought of her escort's annihilation and her own and Gaston's peril had +overcome the reluctance she had had at first, and she had even a moment +to wonder at her coolness. She did not feel afraid, the death of +Ahmed's men had made her angry, a fierce revengeful anger that made her +see red and filled her with a desire to retaliate in kind. She fired +rapidly, emptying her revolver, and she had just reloaded with steady +fingers when The Dancer stumbled, recovering himself for a few steps, +and then lurched slowly over on to his side, blood pouring from his +mouth. Diana sprang clear, and in a moment Gaston was beside her, +thrusting her behind him, shielding her with his own body, and firing +steadily at the oncoming Arabs. + +The same feeling of unreality that she had experienced once before the +first day in the Sheik's camp came over her. The intense stillness--for +the Arabs had ceased shouting--the hot, dry sand with the shimmering +heat haze rising like mist from its whispering surface, the cloudless +deep blue sky overhead, the band of menacing horsemen circling nearer +and nearer, the dead Dancer, with Gaston's horse standing quietly +beside his prostrate companion, and lastly, the man beside her, brave +and devoted to the end, all seemed fantastic and unreal. She viewed it +dispassionately, as if she were a spectator rather than a participant +in the scene. But for a moment only, then the reality of the situation +came clearly to her again. Any minute might mean death for one or other +or both of them, and with an instinctive movement she pressed closer to +Gaston. They were both silent, there seemed nothing to say. The valet's +left hand clenched over hers at the involuntary appeal for +companionship that she made, and she felt it contract as a bullet +gashed his forehead, blinding him for a moment with the blood that +dripped into his eyes. He let go her hand to brush his arm across his +face, and as he did so the Arabs with suddenly renewed shouting bore +down upon them. + +Gaston turned sharply and Diana read his purpose in the horror in his +eyes. She held up her head with a little nod and the same brave smile +on her white lips. "Please," she whispered, "quickly!" A spasm crossed +his face, "Turn your head," he muttered desperately. "I cannot do it if +you----" + +There was a rattle of shots, and with a gasp he crumpled up against +her. For a moment it was pandemonium. Standing over Gaston's body she +fired her last shot and flung the empty revolver in the face of a man +who sprang forward to seize her. She turned with a desperate hope of +reaching Gaston's horse, but she was hemmed in, and for a second she +stood at bay, hands clenched and teeth set, braving the wild faces that +surrounded her, and were closing in upon her, with flashing defiant +eyes. Then she was conscious of a crashing blow on her head, the ground +heaved up under her feet, everything went black before her eyes, and +without a sound she fell senseless. + +Late in the afternoon Saint Hubert was still writing in the big tent. +Henri had deciphered the notes that had baffled his master in the +morning, and the Vicomte had taken advantage of the solitude to do some +long-neglected work. He had forgotten the time, forgotten to be +surprised at Diana's continued absence, immersed in the interesting +subject he was dealing with, and not realising the significance of her +delayed return. Ahmed had spoken of the proximity of his hereditary +enemy, but Saint Hubert had not grasped how near the robber Sheik had +ventured. + +He was too engrossed to notice the usual noise in the camp that +heralded the Sheik's arrival, and he looked up with a start when Ahmed +Ben Hassan swept in. The Sheik's dark eyes glanced sombrely around the +tent and without a word he went through into the inner room. In a +moment he came hack. + +"Where is Diane?" + +Saint Hubert got up, puzzled at his tone. He looked at his watch. "She +went for a ride this morning. _Dieu!_ I had no idea it was so +late." + +"This morning!--and not back yet?" repeated the Sheik slowly. "What +time this morning?" + +"About ten, I think," replied Saint Hubert uneasily. "I'm not sure. I +didn't look. There was an accident, and she delayed to watch me tie up +one of your foolish children who had been playing with a worthless +gun." + +The Sheik moved over to the doorway. "She had an escort?" he asked +curtly. + +"Yes." + +Ahmed Ben Hassan's face hardened and the heavy scowl contracted his +black brows. Had she all these weeks been tricking him--feigning a +content she did not feel, lulling his suspicions to enable her to seize +another opportunity to attempt to get away? For a moment his face grew +dark, then he put the thought from him. He trusted her. Only a week +before she had given him her word, and he knew she would not lie to +him. And, besides, the thing was impossible. Gaston would never be +caught napping a second time, and there were also the six men who +formed her guard. She would never be able to escape the vigilance of +seven men. But it was the trust he had in her that weighed most with +him. He had never trusted a woman before, but this woman had been +different. The others who had come and gone so lightly had not even +left a recollection behind them; they had faded into one concrete cause +of utter boredom. There had never been any reason to trust or mistrust +them, or to care if they came or went. Satiety had come with possession +and with it indifference. But the emotion that this girl's uncommon +beauty and slender boyishness had aroused in him had not diminished +during the months she had been living in his camp. Her varying moods, +her antagonism, her fits of furious rage, and, lastly, her unexpected +surrender, had kept his interest alive. He had grown accustomed to her. +He had come to looking forward with a vague, indefinite pleasure, on +returning from his long expeditions, to seeing the dainty little figure +curled up among the cushions on the big divan. Her presence seemed to +pervade the atmosphere of the whole tent, changing it utterly. She had +become necessary to him as he had never believed it possible that a +woman could be. And with the change that she had made in his camp there +had come a change in himself also. + +For the first time a shadow had risen between him and the man whose +friendship had meant everything to him since, as a lad of fifteen, he +had come under the influence of the young Frenchman, who was three +years his senior. He realized that since the night of Raoul's arrival +he had been seething with insensate jealousy. He had relied on the +Western tendencies that prompted him to carry off the difficult +situation, but his ingrained Orientalism had broken through the +superficial veneer. He was jealous of every word, every look she gave +Saint Hubert. Pride had prevented an open rupture with the Vicomte this +morning, but he had ridden away filled with a cold rage that had +augmented every hour and finally driven him back earlier than he had +intended, riding with a recklessness that had been apparent even to his +men. The sight of Raoul sitting alone absorbed in his work had in part +allayed his suspicions, and he had gone on into the other room with a +feeling of new expectancy that had changed to a sudden chill at its +emptiness. The vacant room had brought home to him abruptly all that +the girl meant to him. A latent anxiety crept into his eyes. + +He went out under the awning and clapped his hands, and a servant +answered the summons almost immediately. He gave an order and waited, +his hands thrust into the folds of his waist-cloth and his teeth +clenched on a cigarette that he had forgotten to light. + +Saint Hubert joined him. "What do you think?" he asked, with a touch of +diffidence. + +"I don't know what to think," replied the Sheik shortly. + +"But is there any real danger?" + +"There is always danger in the desert, particularly when that devil is +abroad." He motioned to the south with an impatient jerk of his head. + +Saint Hubert's breath whistled sharply through his teeth. "My God! You +don't imagine----" + +But the Sheik only shrugged his shoulders and turned to Yusef, who had +come up with half-a-dozen men. There was a rapid interchange of +questions and answers, some brief orders, and the men hurried away in +different directions, while Ahmed Ben Hassan turned again to Saint +Hubert. + +"They were seen by three of the southern patrols this morning, but of +course it was nobody's business to find out if they had come back or +not. I will start at once--in about ten minutes. You will come with me? +Good! I have sent for reinforcements, who are to follow us if we are +not back in twelve hours." His voice was expressionless, and only Raoul +de Saint Hubert, who had known him since boyhood, could and did +appreciate the significance of a fleeting look that crossed his face as +he went back into the tent. + +For a moment the Vicomte hesitated, but he knew that not even he was +wanted inside that empty tent, and a half-bitter, half-sad feeling that +the perfect friendship and confidence that had existed between them for +twenty years would never again be the same came to them, the regretful +sense of inevitable change, the consciousness of personal relegation. +Then fear for Diana drove out every other consideration, and he went to +his own quarters with a heavy heart. + +When he came back in a few minutes with Henri following him the camp +had undergone a transformation. With the promptness of perfect +discipline the hundred men who had been chosen to go on the expedition +were already waiting, each man standing by his horse, and the Sheik, +quiet and impassive as usual, was superintending the distribution of +extra ammunition. A groom was walking The Hawk slowly up and down, and +Yusef, whose gloomy eyes had been fixed reproachfully on his chief, +chafing against the order to remain behind to take command of the +reinforcements should they be needed, went to him and took the horse's +bridle from him and brought him to the Sheik. Even as he held the +stirrup Saint Hubert could see that he was expostulating with an +unusual insistence, begging for permission to accompany them. But the +Sheik shook his head, and the young man stood sullenly aside to avoid +The Hawk's hoofs as he reared impatiently. + +Ahmed Ben Hassan motioned Saint Hubert to his side and in silence the +cavalcade started at the usual swift gallop. The silence impressed +Raoul, who was accustomed to the Arab's usual clamour. It affected his +sensitive temperaments, filling him with a sinister foreboding. The +silent band of stern-faced horsemen riding in close and orderly +formation behind them suggested something more than a mere relief +party. The tradition of reckless courage and organised fighting +efficiency that had made the tribe known and feared for generations had +been always maintained, and under the leadership of the last two +holders of the hereditary name to so high a degree that the respect in +which it was held was such that no other tribe had ventured to dispute +its supremacy, and for many years its serious fighting capacities had +not been tested. + +Even Ibraheim Omair had inherited a feud that was largely traditional. +Only once during the lifetime of the last Ahmed Ben Hassan had he dared +to come into open conflict, and the memory of it had lasted until now. +Skirmishes there had been and would always be inevitably sufficient to +keep the tribesmen in a state of perpetual expectancy, and for this +Ahmed Ben Hassan preserved the rigid discipline that prevailed in his +tribe, insisting on the high standard that had kept them famous. The +life-work that his predecessor had taken over from his father the +present Ahmed Ben Hassan had carried on and developed with autocratic +perseverance. The inborn love of fighting had been carefully fostered +in the tribe, the weapons with which they were armed were of the newest +pattern. Raoul knew with perfect certainty that to the picked men +following them this hasty expedition meant only one thing--war, the war +that they had looked forward to all their lives, precipitated now by an +accident that gave to a handful of them the chance that hundreds of +their fellow-tribesmen were longing for, a chance that sent them +joyfully behind their chief, careless whether the reinforcements that +had been sent for arrived in time or not. The smallness of their +numbers was a source of pleasure rather than otherwise; if they won +through to them would be the glory of victory; if they were annihilated +with them would rest the honour of dying with the leader whom they +worshipped, for not one of them doubted that Ahmed Ben Hassan would not +survive his bodyguard, the flower of his tribe, the carefully chosen +men from whose ranks his personal escort was always drawn. With them he +would crush his hereditary enemy or with them he would die. + +The short twilight had gone and a brilliant moon shone high in the +heavens, illuminating the surrounding country with a clear white light. +At any other time the beauty of the scene, the glamour of the Eastern +night, the head-long gallop in company with this band of fierce +fighting men would have stirred Saint Hubert profoundly. His artistic +temperament and his own absolute fearlessness and love of adventure +would have combined to make the expedition an exciting experience that +he would not willingly have foregone. But the reason for it all, the +peril of the girl whom he loved so unexpectedly, changed the whole +colour of the affair, tinging it with a gravity and a suspense that +left a cold fear in his heart. And if to him, what then to the man +beside him? The question that Ahmed Ben Hassan had negatived so +scornfully a week before had been answered differently in the swift +look that had crossed his face this evening. He had not spoken since +they started, and Saint Hubert had not felt able to break the silence. +They had left the level country and were in amongst the long, +successive ranges of undulating ground, the summits standing out silver +white in the gleaming moonlight, the hollows filled with dark shadow, +like black pools of deep, still water. And at the bottom of one of the +slopes the Sheik pulled up suddenly with a low, hissing exclamation. A +white shape was lying face downwards, spread-eagled on the sand, almost +under The Hawk's feet, and at their approach two lean, slinking forms +cantered away into the night. The Sheik and Henri reached the still +figure simultaneously and Saint Hubert almost as quickly. He made a +hurried examination. The bullet that had stunned Gaston had glanced +off, leaving an ugly cut, and others that had hit him at the same time +had ploughed through his shoulder, breaking the bone and causing +besides wounds that had bled freely. He had staggered more than a mile +before he had fainted again from loss of blood. He came to under Saint +Hubert's handling, and lifted his heavy eyes to the Sheik, who was +kneeling beside him. + +"Monseigneur--Madame--Ibraheim Omair," he whispered weakly, and +relapsed into unconsciousness. + +For a moment the Sheik's eyes met Raoul's across his body, and then +Ahmed Ben Hassan rose to his feet. "Be as quick as you can," he said, +and went back to his horse. He leaned against The Hawk, his fingers +mechanically searching for and lighting a cigarette, his eyes fixed +unseeingly on the group around Gaston. The valet's broken words had +confirmed the fear that he had striven to crush since he discovered +Diana's absence. + +He had only seen Ibraheim Omair once when, ten years before, he had +gone with the elder Ahmed Ben Hassan to a meeting of the more powerful +chiefs at Algiers, arranged under the auspices of the French +Government, to confer on a complicated boundary question that had +threatened an upheaval amongst the tribes which the nominal protectors +of the country were afraid would be prejudicial to their own prestige, +as it would have been beyond their power to quell. He had chafed at +having to meet his hereditary enemy on equal terms, and only the +restraining influence of the old Sheik, who exacted an unquestioning +obedience that extended even to his heir, had prevented a catastrophe +that might have nullified the meeting and caused infinitely more +complications than the original boundary dispute. But the memory of the +robber Sheik remained with him always, and the recollection of his +bloated, vicious face and gross, unwieldy body rose clearly before him +now. + +Ibraheim Omair and the slender daintiness that he had prized so +lightly. Diane! His teeth met through the cigarette in his mouth. His +senseless jealousy and the rage provoked by Raoul's outspoken criticism +had recoiled on the innocent cause. She, not Saint Hubert, had felt the +brunt of his anger. In the innate cruelty of his nature it had given +him a subtle pleasure to watch the bewilderment, alternating with +flickering fear, that had come back into the deep blue eyes that for +two months had looked into his with frank confidence. He had made her +acutely conscious of his displeasure. Only last night, when his lack of +consideration and his unwonted irritability had made her wince several +times during the evening and after Saint Hubert had gone to his own +tent, he, had looked up to find her eyes fixed on him with an +expression that, in his dangerous mood, had excited all the brutality +of which he was capable, and had filled him with a desire to torture +her. The dumb reproach in her eyes had exasperated him, rousing the +fiendish temper that had been hardly kept in check all the previous +week. And yet, when he held her helpless in his arms, quivering and +shrinking from the embrace that was no caress, but merely the medium of +his anger, and the reproach in her wavering eyes changed to mute +entreaty, the pleasure he had anticipated in her fear had failed him as +it had before, and had irritated him further. The wild beating of her +heart, the sobbing intake of her breath, the knowledge of his power +over her, gave him no gratification, and he had flung her from him +cursing her savagely, till she had fled into the other room with her +hands over her ears to shut out the sound of his slow, deliberate +voice. And this morning he had left her without a sign of any kind, no +word or gesture that might have effaced the memory of the previous +night. He had not meant to, he had intended to go back to her before he +finally rode away, but Saint Hubert's refusal to accompany him had +killed the softer feelings that prompted him, and his rage had flamed +up again. + +And now? The longing to hold her in his arms, to kiss the tears from +her eyes and the colour into her pale lips, was almost unbearable. He +would give his life to keep even a shadow from her path, and she was in +the hands of Ibraheim Omair! The thought and all that it implied was +torture, but no sign escaped him of the hell he was enduring. The +unavoidable delay seemed interminable, and he swung into the saddle, +hoping that the waiting would seem less with The Hawk's restless, +nervous body gripped between his knees, for though the horse would +stand quietly with his master beside him, he fretted continually at +waiting once the Sheik was mounted, and the necessity for soothing him +was preferable to complete inaction. + +Saint Hubert rose to his feet at last, and, leaving behind Henri and +two Arabs, who were detailed to take the wounded man back to the camp, +the swift gallop southward was resumed. On, over the rising and falling +ground along which Gaston had stumbled, blind and faint with loss of +blood and the pain of his wounds, past the dead body of The Dancer, +ghostly white in the moonlight, lying a little apart from the +semicircle of Arabs that proved the efficiency of Gaston's shooting +where Diana and he had made their last stand. The Sheik made no sign +and did not check the headlong gallop, but continued on, The Hawk +taking the fallen bodies that lay in his path in his stride, with only +a quiver of repugnance and a snort of disgust. Still on, past the +huddled bundles of tumbled draperies that marked the way significantly, +avoiding them where the moonlight illuminated brightly, and riding over +them in the deep hollows, where once Raoul's horse stumbled badly and +nearly fell, recovering himself with a wild scramble, and the Vicomte +heard the dead man's skull crack under the horse's slipping hoof. + +The distant howling of jackals came closer and closer until, topping +one long rise and descending into a hollow that was long enough and +wide enough to be fully lit by the moon, they came to the place where +the ambush had been laid. Instinctively Ahmed Ben Hassan knew that +amongst the jostling heaps of corpses and dead horses lay the bodies of +his own men. Perhaps amongst the still forms from which the jackals, +whose hideous yelling they had heard, had slunk away, there might be +one left with life enough to give some news. One of his own men who +would speak willingly, or one of Ibraheim Omair's who would be made to +speak. His lips curled back from his white teeth in a grin of pure +cruelty. + +The silence that had prevailed amongst his men broke suddenly as they +searched quickly among the dead. The Sheik waited impassively, silent +amidst the muttered imprecations and threats of vengeance of his +followers as they laid beside him the six remains of what had been +Diana's escort, slashed and mutilated almost beyond recognition. But it +was he who noticed that the last terrible figure stirred slightly as it +was laid down, and it was into his face, grown suddenly strangely +gentle, that the dying Arab looked with fast-filming eyes. The man +smiled, the happy smile of a child that had obtained an unexpected +reward, and raised his hand painfully in salute, then pointed mutely to +the south. + +The Sheik caught his follower's nerveless fingers as they fell in his +own strong grasp, and with a last effort the Arab drew his chief's hand +to his forehead and fell back dead. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Slowly and painfully, through waves of deadly nausea and with the +surging of deep waters in her ears, Diana struggled back to +consciousness. The agony in her head was excruciating, and her limbs +felt cramped and bruised. Recollection was dulled in bodily pain, and, +at first, thought was merged in physical suffering. But gradually the +fog cleared from her brain and memory supervened hesitatingly. She +remembered fragmentary incidents of what had gone before the oblivion +from which she had just emerged. Gaston, and the horror and resolution +in his eyes, the convulsive working of his mouth as he faced her at the +last moment. Her own dread--not of the death that was imminent, but +lest the mercy it offered should be snatched from her. Then before the +valet could effect his supreme devotion had come the hail of bullets, +and he had fallen against her, the blood that poured from his wounds +saturating her linen coat, and rolled over across her feet. She +remembered vaguely the wild figures hemming her in, but nothing more. + +Her eyes were still shut; a leaden weight seemed fixed on them, and the +effort to open them was beyond her strength. "Gaston," she whispered +feebly, and stretched out her hand. But instead of his body or the dry +hot sand her fingers had expected to encounter they closed over soft +cushions, and with the shock she sat up with a jerk, her eyes staring +wide, but, sick and faint, she fell back again, her arm flung across +her face, shielding the light that pierced like daggers through her +throbbing eye-balls. For a while she lay still, fighting against the +weakness that overpowered her, and by degrees the horrible nausea +passed and the agony in her head abated, leaving only a dull ache. The +desire to know where she was and what had happened made her forget her +bruised body. She moved her arm slightly from before her eyes so that +she could see, and looked cautiously from under thick lashes, screened +by the sleeve of her coat. She was lying on a pile of cushions in one +corner of a small-tented apartment which was otherwise bare, except for +the rug that covered the floor. In the opposite corner of the tent an +Arab woman crouched over a little brazier, and the smell of native +coffee was heavy in the air. She closed her eyes again with a shudder. +The attempted devotion of Gaston had been useless. This must be the +camp of the robber Sheik, Ibraheim Omair. + +She lay still, pressing closely down amongst the cushions, and +clenching the sleeve of her jacket between her teeth to stifle the +groan that rose to her lips. A lump came into her throat as she thought +of Gaston. In those last moments all inequality of rank had been swept +away in their common peril--they had been only a white man and a white +woman together in their extremity. She remembered how, when she had +pressed close to him, his hand had sought and gripped hers, conveying +courage and sympathy. All that he could do he had done, he had shielded +her body with his own, it must have been over his lifeless body that +they had taken her. He had proved his faithfulness, sacrificing his +life for his master's play-thing. Gaston was in all probability dead, +but she was alive, and she must husband her strength for her own needs. +She forced the threatening emotion down, and, with an effort, +controlled the violent shivering in her limbs, and sat up slowly, +looking at the Arab woman, who, hearing her move, turned to gaze at +her. Instantly Diana realised that there was no help or compassion to +be expected from her. She was a handsome woman, who must have been +pretty as a girl, but there was no sign of softness in her sullen face +and vindictive eyes. Instinctively Diana felt that the glowing menace +of the woman's expression was inspired by personal hatred, and that her +presence in the lent was objectionable to her. And the feeling gave a +necessary spur to the courage that was fast coming back to her. She +stared with all the haughtiness she could summon to her aid; she had +learned her own power among the natives of India the previous year, and +here in the desert there was only one Arab whose eyes did not fall +beneath hers, and presently with a muttered word the woman turned back +to her coffee-making. + +Diana's muscles relaxed and she sat back easily on the cushions, the +little passage of wills had restored her confidence in herself. She +moved her hand and it brushed against her jacket, coming away stained +and sticky, and she noticed for the first time that all one side and +sleeve were soaked with blood. She ripped it off with a shudder and +flung it from her, rubbing the red smear from her hands with a kind of +horror. + +The little tent was intensely hot, and there was a close, pungent smell +that was eminently _native_ that she never experienced in the cool +airiness and scrupulous cleanliness of Ahmed Ben Hassan's tents. Her +sensitive lip curled with disgust, all her innate fastidiousness in +revolt. The heat aggravated a burning thirst that was parching her +throat. She got up on to her feet slowly, and with infinite caution, to +prevent any jar that might start again the throbbing in her head; but +the effects of the blow were wearing off, and, though her head +continued to ache, it did no more than that, and the sick, giddy +feeling had gone completely. She crossed the tent to the side of the +Arab woman. + +"Give me some water," she said in French, but the woman shook her head +without looking up. Diana repeated the request in Arabic, one of the +few sentences she knew without stumbling. This time the woman rose up +hastily and held out a cup of the coffee she had been making. + +Diana hated the sweet, thick stuff, but it would do until she could get +the water she wanted, and she put out her hand to take the little cup. +But her eyes met the other's fixed on her, and something in their +malignant stare made her pause. A sudden suspicion shot through her +mind. The coffee was drugged. What beyond the woman's expression made +her think so she did not know, but she was sure of it. She put the cup +aside impatiently. + +"No. Not coffee. Water," she said firmly. + +Before she realised what was happening the woman thrust a strong arm +round her and forced the cup to her lips. That confirmed Diana's +suspicions and rage lent her additional strength. The woman was strong, +but Diana was stronger, younger and more active. She dashed the cup to +the floor, spilling its contents, and, with an effort, tore the +clinging hands from her and sent the woman crashing on to the ground, +rolling against the brazier, oversetting it, and scattering brass pots +and cups over the rug. The woman scrambled to her knees and beat out +the glowing embers, uttering scream after scream in a shrill, piercing +voice. And, in answer to her cries, a curtain at the side of the tent, +that Diana had not noticed, slid aside and a gigantic Nubian came in. +With outstretched hand shaking with rage, pointing at Diana, she burst +into voluble abuse, punctuating every few words with the shrieks that +had brought the negro. + +Diana could understand nothing of what she said, but her expressive +gestures told the story of the struggle plainly enough. The Nubian +listened with white teeth flashing in a broad grin, and shook his head +in response to some request urged with denunciatory fist. He picked up +the last remaining embers that had scattered on the rug, rubbing the +smouldering patches till they were extinguished, and then turned to +leave the room. But Diana called him back. She went a step forward, her +head high, and looked him straight in the face. + +"Fetch me water!" she said imperiously. He pointed to the coffee that +the woman had recommenced to make, her back turned to them, but Diana +stamped her foot. "Water! Bring me water!" she said again, more +imperiously than before. With a wider grin the negro made a gesture of +acquiescence and went out, returning in a few moments with a +water-skin. + +The thought of its condition made her hesitate for a moment, but only +for a moment. Her thirst was too great to allow niceties to interfere +with it. She picked up one of the clean coffee-cups that had rolled to +her feet, rinsed it several times, and then drank. The water was warm +and slightly brackish, but she needed it too much to mind. In spite of +being tepid it relieved the dry, suffocating feeling in her throat and +refreshed her. The Nubian went away again, leaving the woman still +crouching over the brazier. + +Diana walked back to the cushions and dropped down on to them gladly. +The events of the last few moments had tried her more than she +realised, her legs were shaking under her, and she was thankful to sit +down. But her courage had risen with a bound; the fact that she was +physically stronger than the woman who had been put to guard her, and +also that she had gained her point with the burly negro, had a great +moral effect on her, further restoring her confidence in herself. + +Her position was an appalling one, but hope was strong within her. The +fact that since she had regained consciousness she had seen only the +woman and the Nubian seemed to argue that Ibraheim Omair must be absent +from his camp; the thought that he might purposely be delaying the +moment of inspecting his captive with a view to prolonging her mental +torture she put from her as improbable. She did not credit him with so +much acumen. And from his absence her courage gained strength. If it +could only be prolonged until Ahmed reached her. That the Sheik would +come she knew, her faith in him was unbounded. If he only came in time! +Hours had passed since the ambuscade had surprised them. It had been +early afternoon then. Now the lighted lamp told her it was night. How +late she did not know. Her watch had been broken some months before, +and she had no means of even guessing the hour, but it must be well on +in the evening. By now the absence of herself and Gaston and their +escort would be discovered. He would know her peril and he would come +to her. Of that she had no doubt. Although he had changed so strangely +in the last few days, though the wonderful gentleness of the last two +months had merged again into indifference and cruelty, still she never +doubted. Even if desire had passed and indifference had become so great +that she was no longer necessary to him, still the Oriental jealousy +with which he was so deeply imbued would never allow him to let her +pass so lightly from his keeping. He might discard her at his own +pleasure, but no one would take her from him with impunity. Her woman's +intuition had sensed the jealousy that had actuated him during the +unhappy days since Saint Hubert had come. An inconsistent jealousy that +had been unprovoked and unjustified, but for which she had suffered. +She had known last night, when she winced under his sarcastic tongue, +and later, when Saint Hubert had left them and his temper had suddenly +boiled over, that she was paying for the unaccustomed strain that he +was putting on his own feelings. His curses had eaten into her heart, +and she had fled from him to stifle the coward instinct that urged her +to confess her love and beg his mercy. She had lain awake with +shivering apprehension waiting for him, but when, after nearly two +hours, he had sauntered in, the usual cigarette between his lips, +indifference had taken the place of rage, and he had ignored her, as +she had grown used to being ignored. And long after she knew from his +even breathing that he was asleep she had lain wide-eyed beside him, +grasping at what happiness she could, living for the moment as she had +schooled herself to live, trying to be content with just the fact of +his nearness. And the indifference of the night had been maintained +when he had left her at dawn, his persistent silence pointing the +continuance of his displeasure. But he would come, if for no other +reason than the same jealousy which held him in its inexorable grip. He +would come! He would come! She whispered it over to herself as if +merely the sound of the words gave her courage. He would not let +anything happen to her. Every moment that Ibraheim Omair stayed away +was so much gained, every moment he would be coming nearer. The +reversal of the role he played in her life brought a quivering smile to +her lips. For the advent of the man who a few weeks before she had +loathed for his brutal abduction of herself she now prayed with the +desperation of despair. He represented safety, salvation, everything +that made life worth living. + +A sudden noise and men's voices in the adjoining room sent her to her +feet with heaving breast and clenched hands. But the sharp, guttural +voice predominating over the other voices killed the wild hope that had +sprung up in her by its utter dissimilarity to the soft low tones for +which she longed. Ibraheim Omair! He had come first! She set her teeth +with a long, shuddering breath, bracing herself to meet what was +coming. + +The Arab woman turned to look at her again with a sneering smile that +was full of significance, but beyond a fleeting glance of disdain Diana +paid no attention to her. She stood rigid, one foot beating nervously +into the soft rug. She noticed irrelevantly at the moment that both her +spurs and the empty holster had been removed whilst she was +unconscious, and with the odd detachment that transfers a train of +thought from the centre of importance even at a supreme moment, she +wondered, with an annoyance that seemed curiously futile, why it had +been done. + +The voices in the next room continued, until Diana almost prayed for +the moment she was waiting for would come; suspense was worse than the +ordeal for which she was nerving herself, It came at last. The curtain +slid aside again, and the same huge negro she had seen before entered. +He came towards her, and her breath hissed in suddenly between her set +teeth, but before he reached her the Arab woman intercepted him, +blocking his way, and with wild eyes and passionate gestures poured out +a stream of low, frenzied words. The Nubian turned on her impatiently +and thrust her roughly out of his way, and, coming to Diana, put out +his hand as if to grasp her arm, but she stepped back with flashing +eyes and a gesture that he obeyed. + +Her heart was pounding, but she had herself under control. Only her +hands twitched, her long fingers curling and uncurling spasmodically, +and she buried them deep in her breeches' pockets to hide them. She +walked slowly to the curtain and nodded to the Nubian to draw it aside, +and slower still she passed into the other room. Only a little larger +than the one she had left, almost as bare, but her mind took in these +things uncomprehendingly, for all her attention was focussed on the +central figure in the room. + +Ibraheim Omair, the robber Sheik, lolling his great bulk on a pile of +cushions, a little inlaid stool with coffee beside him, and behind him, +standing motionless as if formed of bronze, two other negroes, so like +the one that had summoned her that they seemed like statues that had +been cast from one mould. + +Diana paused for a moment framed in the entrance, then, with head +thrown back and swaggering, boyish stride, she moved across the thick +rugs leisurely and halted in front of the chief, looking straight at +him with haughty, curling lips and insolent, half-closed eyes. The hold +she was exercising over herself was tremendous, her body was rigid with +the effort, and her hands deep down in her pockets clenched till the +nails bit into the palms. Every instinct was rebelling against the calm +she forced upon herself. She longed to scream and make a dash for the +opening that she guessed was behind her, and to take her chance in the +darkness outside. But she knew that such a chance was impossible; if +she ever reached the open air she would never be allowed to get more +than a few steps from the tent. Her only course lay in the bravado that +alone kept her from collapse. She must convey the impression of +fearlessness, though cold terror was knocking at her heart. Masked with +indifference her veiled eyes were watching the robber chief closely. +This was, indeed, the Arab of her imaginings, this gross, unwieldy +figure lying among the tawdry cushions, his swollen, ferocious face +seamed and lined with every mark of vice, his full, sensual lips parted +and showing broken, blackened teeth, his deep-set, bloodshot eyes with +a look in them that it took all her resolution to sustain, a look of +such bestial evilness that the horror of it bathed her in perspiration. +His appearance was slovenly, his robes, originally rich, were stained +and tumbled, the fat hands lying spread out on his knees were engrained +with dirt, showing even against his dark skin. His heavy face lit up +with a gleam of malicious satisfaction as Diana came towards him, his +loose mouth broadened in a wicked smile. He leaned forward a little, +weighing heavily on the hands that were on his knees, his eyes roving +slowly over her till they rested on her face again. + +"So! the white woman of my brother Ahmed Ben Hassan," he said slowly, +in villainous French, with a sudden, snarling intonation as he uttered +his enemy's name. "Ahmed Ben Hassan! May Allah burn his soul in hell!" +he added with relish, and spat contemptuously. + +He leaned back on the cushions with a grunt, and drank some coffee +noisily. + +Diana kept her eyes fixed on him, and under their unwavering stare he +seemed to be uneasy, his own inflamed eyes wandering ceaselessly over +her, one hand fumbling at the curved hilt of a knife stuck in his belt, +and at last he grew exasperated, hitching himself forward once more and +beckoning her to come nearer to him. She hesitated, and as she paused +uncertainly, there was a flutter of draperies behind her, and the Arab +woman from the inner room, evading the negro who stepped forward to +stop her, flung herself at the feet of Ibraheim Omair, clinging to his +knees with a low wailing cry. In a flash Diana realised the meaning of +the hatred that had gleamed in the woman's eyes earlier in the evening. +To her she was a rival, whose coming to share the favours of her lord +had aroused all the jealousy of the reigning favourite. A wave of +disgust mingled with the fear that was torturing her. She jerked her +head angrily, fighting against the terror that was growing on her, and +for a moment her lashes drooped and hid her eyes. When she looked up +again the woman was still crouched at the old Arab's feet, imploring +and distraught. + +Ibraheim Omair looked down on her curiously, his lips drawn back from +his blackened teeth in an evil grin, and then shook her off violently +with a swift blow in the mouth, but the woman clung closer, with +upturned, desperate face, a thin trickle of blood oozing from her lips, +and with a hoarse growl that was like the dull roar of a savage beast +the robber chief caught her by the throat and held her for a moment, +her frantic, clutching hands powerless against his strong grasp, then +slowly drew the long knife from the ample folds of his waist-cloth, and +as slowly drove it home into the strangling woman's breast. With savage +callousness, before he released his hold of her, he wiped the stained +knife carefully on her clothing and replaced it, and then flung the +dead body from him. It rolled over on the rug midway between him and +Diana. + +There was a momentary silence in the room, and Diana became conscious +of a muffled, rhythmical beat near her, like the ticking of a great +clock, and realised with dull wonder that it was her own heart beating. +She seemed turned to stone, petrified with the horror of the last few +moments. Her eyes were glued to the still figure on the rug before her +with the gaping wound in the breast, from which the blood was welling, +staining the dark draperies of the woman's clothes, and creeping slowly +down to the rug on which the body lay. She was dazed, and odd thoughts +flitted through her mind. It was a pity, she thought stupidly, that the +blood should spoil the rug. It was a lovely rug. She wondered what it +would have cost in Biskra--less, probably, than it would in London. +Then she forgot the rug as her eyes travelled upward to the woman's +face. The mouth was open and the streak of blood was drying, but it was +the eyes, protruding, agonised, that brought Diana abruptly to herself. +She seemed to wake suddenly to the full realisation of what had +happened and to her own peril. She felt physically sick for a moment, +but she fought it down. Very slowly she raised her head, and, meeting +Ibraheim Omair's eyes fixed on her, she looked full at him across the +dead woman's body and laughed! It was that or shriek. The curls were +clinging drenched on her forehead, and she wondered if her clenched +hands would ever unclose. She must make no sign, she must not scream or +faint, she must keep her nerve until Ahmed came. Oh, dear God, send him +quickly! The laugh wavered hysterically, and she caught her lip between +her teeth. She must do something to distract her attention from that +awful still shape at her feet. Almost unconsciously she grasped the +cigarette case in her pocket and took it out, dragging her eyes from +the horrible sight on which they were fixed, and chose and lit a +cigarette with slow care, flicking the still-burning match on to the +carpet between the feet of the negro who stood near her. He had not +moved since he had failed to stop the woman's entrance, and the two +stationed behind the pile of cushions had stood motionless, their eyes +hardly following the tragedy enacted before them. At a nod from the +chief they came now and carried away the body of the woman. One +returned in a moment, bringing fresh coffee, and then vanished +noiselessly. + +Then Ibraheim Omair leaned forward with a horrible leer and beckoned to +Diana, patting the cushions beside him. Mastering the loathing that +filled her she sat down with all the unconcern she could assume. The +proximity of the man nauseated her. He reeked of sweat and grease and +ill-kept horses, the pungent stench of the native. Her thoughts went +back to the other Arab, of whose habits she had been forced into such +an intimate knowledge. Remembering all that she had heard of the desert +people she had been surprised at the fastidious care he took of +himself, the frequent bathing, the spotless cleanliness of his robes, +the fresh wholesomeness that clung about him, the faint, clean smell of +shaving-soap mingling with the perfume of the Turkish tobacco that was +always associated with him. + +The contrast was hideous. + +She refused the coffee he offered her with a shake of her head, paying +no attention to his growl of protest, not even understanding it, for he +spoke in Arabic. As she laid down the end of her cigarette with almost +the feeling of letting go a sheet anchor--for it had at least kept her +lips from trembling--his fat hand closed about her wrist and he jerked +her towards him. + +"How many rifles did the Frenchman bring to that son of darkness?" he +said harshly. + +She turned her head, surprised at the question, and met his bloodshot +eyes fixed on hers, half-menacing, half-admiring, and looked away again +hastily. "I do not know." + +His fingers tightened on her wrist. "How many men had Ahmed Ben Hassan +in the camp in which he kept you?" + +"I do not know." + +"I do not know! I do not know!" he echoed with a sudden savage laugh. +"You will know when I have done with you." He crushed her wrist until +she winced with pain, and turned her head away further that she might +not see his face. Question after question relating to the Sheik and his +tribe followed in rapid succession, but to all of them Diana remained +silent, with averted head and compressed lips. He should not learn +anything from her that might injure the man she loved, though he +tortured her, though her life paid the price of her silence, as it +probably would. She shivered involuntarily. "Shall I tell you what they +would do to him?" She could hear the Sheik's voice plainly as on the +night when she had asked him what Gaston's fate would be at the hands +of Ibraheim Omair. She could hear the horrible meaning he had put into +the words, she could see the terrible smile that had accompanied them. +Her breath came faster, but her courage still held. She clung +desperately to the hope that was sustaining her. Ahmed must come in +time. She forced down the torturing doubts that whispered that he might +never find her, that he might come too late, that when he came she +might be beyond a man's desire. + +Ibraheim Omair ceased his questioning. "Later you will speak," he said +significantly, and drank more coffee. And his words revived the +agonising thoughts she had crushed down. Her vivid imagination conjured +up the same ghastly mental pictures that had appalled her when she had +applied them to Gaston, but now it was herself who was the central +figure in all the horrors she imagined, until the shuddering she tried +to suppress shook her from head to foot, and she clenched her teeth to +stop them chattering. + +Ibraheim Omair kept his hold upon her, and presently, with a horrible +loathing, she felt his hand passing over her arm, her neck, and down +the soft curves of her slim young body, then with a muttered +ejaculation he forced her to face him. + +"What are you listening for? You think that Ahmed Ben Hassan will come? +Little fool! He has forgotten you already. There are plenty more white +women in Algiers and Oran that he can buy with his gold and his devil +face. The loves of Ahmed Ben Hassan are as the stars in number. They +come and go like the swift wind in the desert, a hot breath--and it's +finished. He will not come, and if he does, he will not find you, for +in an hour we shall be gone." + +Diana writhed in his grasp. The hateful words in the guttural voice, +pronounced in vile French, the leering, vicious face with the light of +admiration growing in the bloodshot eyes, were all a ghastly nightmare. +With a sudden desperate wrench she freed herself and fled across the +tent--panic-stricken at last. But in her blind rush she tripped, and +with a swiftness that seemed incompatible with his unwieldiness +Ibraheim Omair followed her and caught her in his arms. Struggling he +carried her to the divan. For a moment he paused, and instinctively +Diana lay still, reserving her strength for the final struggle. + +"One hour, my little gazelle, one hour----" he said hoarsely, and bent +his face to hers. + +With a cry Diana flung her head aside and strained away from him, +fighting with the strength of madness. She fought like a boy with a +swift thought of gratitude for Aubrey's training, and twisting and +writhing she managed to slip through his grasp until her feet rested on +the ground. But his grip on her never relaxed; he dragged her back to +him, resisting fiercely, ripping the thin shirt from her shoulders, +baring her white, heaving bosom. Gasping, she struggled, until, little +by little, his arms closed round her again. She braced her hands +against his chest, fending him from her till she felt the muscles in +her arms must crack, but the crushing force of his whole weight was +bearing her steadily backwards, and downwards on to the soft cushions +beside them. His hot breath was on her face, the sickening reek of his +clothes was in her nostrils. She felt her resistance growing weaker, +her heart was labouring, beating with wild bounds that suffocated her, +the strength was going from her arms, only a moment more and her force +would be exhausted. Her brain was growing numbed, as it had been when +the man who held her had murdered the woman before her eyes. If he +would only kill her now. Death would be easy compared with this. The +faint hope that still lingered was almost extinguished. Ahmed had not +come, and in her agony the thought of him was a further torture. The +sneering words of Ibraheim Omair had not shaken her faith. He would +come, but he would come too late. He would never know now that she +loved him. Oh, God! How she loved him! Ahmed! Ahmed! And with the +soundless cry the last remnant of her strength went all at once, and +she fell weakly against the chief. He forced her to her knees, and, +with his hand twined brutally in her curls, thrust her head back. There +was a mad light in his eyes and a foam on his lips as he dragged the +knife from his waistbelt and laid the keen edge against her throat. She +did not flinch, and after a moment he dropped it with a horrible laugh. + +"No, afterwards," he said, and picked her up unresistingly. He flung +her on the cushions and for one awful moment she felt his hands on her. +Then from outside came a sudden uproar and the sharp crack of rifles. +Then in a lull in the firing the Sheik's powerful voice: "Diane! +Diane!" + +His voice and the knowledge of his nearness gave her new strength. She +leaped up in spite of Ibraheim Omair's gripping hands. "Ahmed!" she +screamed once, then the chief's hand dashed against her mouth, but, +frantic, she caught it in her teeth, biting it to the bone, and as he +wrenched it away, shrieked again, "Ahmed! Ahmed!" + +But it seemed impossible that her voice could be heard above the +demoniacal noise outside the tent, and she could not call again, for, +with a snarl of rage, the chief caught her by the throat as he had +caught the Arab woman. And like the Arab woman her hands tore at his +gripping fingers vainly. Choking, stifling with the agony in her +throat, her lungs seemed bursting, the blood was beating in her ears +like the deafening roar of waves, and the room was darkening with the +film that was creeping over her eyes. Her hands fell powerless to her +sides and her knees gave way limply. He was holding her upright only by +the clutch on her throat. The drumming in her ears grew louder, the +tent was fading away into blackness. Dimly, with no kind of emotion, +she realised that he was squeezing the life out of her and she heard +his voice coming, as it were, from a great distance: "You will not +languish long in Hawiyat without your lover. I will send him quickly to +you." + +She was almost unconscious, but she heard the sneering voice break +suddenly and the deadly pressure on her throat relaxed as the chief's +hands rapidly transferred their grip to her aching shoulders, swinging +her away from him and in front of him. To lift her head was agony, and +the effort brought back the black mist that had lessened with the +slackening of Ibraheim Omair's fingers round her neck, but it cleared +again sufficiently for her to see, through a blurring haze, the outline +of the tall figure that was facing her, standing by the ripped-back +doorway. + +There was a pause, a silence that contrasted oddly with the tumult +outside, and Diana wondered numbly why the Sheik did nothing, why he +did not use the revolver that was clenched in his hand Then slowly she +understood that he dared not fire, that the chief was holding her, a +living shield, before him, sheltering himself behind the only thing +that would deter Ahmed Ben Hassan's unerring shots. Cautiously Ibraheim +Omair moved backward, still holding her before him, hoping to gain the +inner room. But in the shock of his enemy's sudden appearance he +miscalculated the position of the divan and stumbled against it, losing +his balance for only a moment, but long enough to give the man whose +revolver covered him the chance he wanted. With the cold ring of steel +pressing against his forehead the robber chief's hands dropped from +Diana, and she slid weak and trembling on to the rug, clasping her +pulsating throat, moaning with the effort that it was to breathe. + +For a moment the two men looked into each other's eyes and the +knowledge of death leaped into Ibraheim Omair's. With the fatalism of +his creed he made no resistance, as, with a slow, terrible smile, the +Sheik's left hand reached out and fastened on his throat. It would be +quicker to shoot, but as Diana had suffered so should her torturer die. +All the savagery in his nature rose uppermost. Beside the pitiful, +gasping little figure on the rug at his feet there was the memory of +six mutilated bodies, his faithful followers, men of his own age who +had grown to manhood with him, picked men of his personal bodyguard who +had been intimately connected with him all his life, and who had served +him with devotion and unwavering obedience. They and others who had +from time to time fallen victims to Ibraheim Omair's hatred of his more +powerful enemy. The man who was responsible for their deaths was in his +power at last, the man whose existence was a menace and whose life was +an offence, of whose subtleties he had been trained from a boy to +beware by the elder Ahmed Ben Hassan, who had bequeathed to him the +tribal hatred of the race of whom Ibraheim Omair was head, and whose +dying words had been the wish that his successor might himself +exterminate the hereditary enemy. But far beyond the feelings inspired +by tribal hatred or the remembrance of the vow made five years ago +beside the old Sheik's deathbed, or even the death of his own +followers, was the desire to kill, with his bare hands, the man who had +tortured the woman he loved. The knowledge of her peril, that had +driven him headlong through the night to her aid, the sight of her +helpless, agonised, in the robber chief's hands, had filled him with a +madness that only the fierce joy of killing would cure. Before he could +listen to the clamouring of the new love in his heart, before he could +gather up into his arms the beloved little body that he was yearning +for, he had to destroy the man whose murders were countless and who had +at last fallen into his hands. + +The smile on his face deepened and his fingers tightened slowly on +their hold. But with the strangling clasp of Ahmed Ben Hassan's hands +upon him the love of life waked again in Ibraheim Omair and he +struggled fiercely. Crouched on the floor Diana watched the two big +figures swaying in mortal combat with wide, fearful eyes, her hands +still holding her aching throat. Ibraheim Omair wrestled for his life, +conscious of his own strength, but conscious also of the greater +strength that was opposed to him. The Sheik let go the hold upon his +throat and with both arms locked about him manoeuvred to get the +position he required, back to the divan. Then, with a wrestler's trick, +he swept Ibraheim's feet from under him and sent his huge body +sprawling on to the cushions, his knee on his enemy's chest, his hands +on his throat. With all his weight crushing into the chief's breast, +with the terrible smile always on his lips, he choked him slowly to +death, till the dying man's body arched and writhed in his last agony, +till the blood burst from his nose and mouth, pouring over the hands +that held him like a vice. + +Diana's eyes never left the Sheik's face, she felt the old paralysing +fear of him rushing over her, irresistibly drowning for the moment even +the love she had for him. She had seen him in cruel, even savage moods, +but nothing that had ever approached the look of horrible pleasure that +was on his face now. It was a revelation of the real man with the thin +layer of civilisation stripped from him, leaving only the primitive +savage drunk with the lust of blood. And she was afraid, with a +shuddering horror, of the merciless, crimson-stained hands that would +touch her, of the smiling, cruel mouth that would be pressed on hers, +and of the murderous light shining in his fierce eyes. But for the +dying wretch expiating his crimes so hideously she felt no pity, he was +beyond all sympathy. She had seen him murder wantonly, and she knew +what her own fate would have been if Ahmed Ben Hassan had not come. And +the retribution was swift. The Sheik was being more merciful to him +than the robber chief had been to many, a few moments of agony instead +of hours of lingering torture. + +The noise outside the tent was growing louder as the fighting rolled +back in its direction, and once or twice a bullet ripped through the +hangings. One that came closer than the others made Diana turn her head +and she saw what Ahmed Ben Hassan, absorbed in the fulfilment of his +horrible task, had not even thought of--the three big negroes and a +dozen Arabs who had stolen in silently from the inner room. For once, +in the intoxication of the moment, the Sheik was careless and caught +off his guard. Agony leaped into her eyes. The fear of him was wiped +out in the fear for him. She tried to warn him, but no sound would come +from her throbbing throat, and she crawled nearer to him and touched +him. He dropped the dead chief back into the tumbled cushions and +looked up swiftly, and at the same moment Ibraheim Omair's men made a +rush. Without a word he thrust her behind the divan and turned to meet +them. Before his revolver they gave way for a moment, but the burly +Nubians behind swept the Arabs forward. Three times he fired and one of +the negroes and two Arabs fell, but the rest hurled themselves on him, +and Diana saw him surrounded. His strength was abnormal, and for some +minutes the struggling mass of men strained and heaved about him. Diana +was on her feet, swaying giddily, powerless to help him, cold with +dread. Then above the clamour that was raging inside and out she heard +Saint Hubert's voice shouting, and with a shriek that seemed to rip her +tortured throat she called to him. The Sheik, too, heard, and with a +desperate effort for a moment won clear, but one of the Nubians was +behind him, and, as Saint Hubert and a crowd of the Sheik's own men +poured in through the opening, he brought down a heavy club with +crashing force on Ahmed Ben Hassan's head, and as he fell another drove +a broad knife deep into his back. For a few minutes more the tramping +feet surged backward and forward over the Sheik's prostrate body. Diana +tried to get to him, faint and stumbling, flung here and there by the +fighting, struggling men, until a strong hand caught her and drew her +aside. She strained against the detaining arm, but it was one of +Ahmed's men, and she gave in as a growing faintness came over her. +Mistily she saw Saint Hubert clear a way to his friend's side, and then +she fainted, but only for a few moments. Saint Hubert was still on his +knees beside the Sheik when she opened her eyes, and the tent was quite +quiet, filled with tribesmen waiting in stoical silence. The camp of +Ibraheim Omair had been wiped out, but Ahmed Ben Hassan's men looked +only at the unconscious figure of their leader. + +Saint Hubert glanced up hastily as Diana came to his side. "You are all +right?" he asked anxiously, but she did not answer. What did it matter +about her? + +"Is he going to die?" she said huskily, for speaking still hurt +horribly. + +"I don't know--but we must get away from here. I need more appliances +than I have with me, and we are too few to stay and risk a possible +attack if there are others of Ibraheim Omair's men in the +neighbourhood." + +Diana looked down on the wounded man fearfully. "But the ride--the +jolting," she gasped. + +"It has got to be risked," replied Saint Hubert abruptly. + +Of the long, terrible journey back to Ahmed Ben Hassan's camp Diana +never remembered very much. It was an agony of dread and apprehension, +of momentary waiting for some word or exclamation from the powerful +Arab who was holding him, or from Saint Hubert, who was riding beside +him, that would mean his death, and of momentary respites from fear and +faint glimmerings of hope as the minutes dragged past and the word she +was dreading did not come. Once a sudden halt seemed to stop her heart +beating, but it was only to give a moment's rest to the Arab whose +strength was taxed to the uttermost with the Sheik's inert weight, but +who refused to surrender his privilege to any other. Moments of +semi-unconsciousness, when she swayed against the arm of the watchful +tribesman riding beside her, and his muttered ejaculation of "Allah! +Allah!" sent a whispered supplication to her own lips to the God they +both worshipped so differently. He must not die. God would not be so +cruel. + +From time to time Saint Hubert spoke to her, and the quiet courage of +his voice steadied her breaking nerves. As they passed the scene of the +ambuscade he told her of Gaston. It was there that the first band of +waiting men met them, warned already of their coming by a couple of +Arabs whom the Vicomte had sent on in advance with the news. + +The dawn was breaking when they reached the camp. Diana had a glimpse +of rows of unusually silent men grouped beside the tent, but all her +mind was concentrated on the long, limp figure that was being carefully +lifted down from the sweating horse. They carried him into the tent and +laid him on the divan, beside which Henri had already put out all the +implements that his master would need. + +While Saint Hubert, with difficulty, cleared the tent of the Sheik's +men Diana stood beside the divan and looked at him. He was soaked in +blood that had burst through the temporary bandages, and his whole body +bore evidence of the terrible struggle that had gone before the blow +that had felled him. One blood-covered hand hung down almost touching +the rug. Diana lifted it in her own, and the touch of the nerveless +fingers sent a sob into her throat. She caught her lip between her +teeth to stop it trembling as she laid his hand down on the cushions. +Saint Hubert came to her, rolling up his shirt-sleeves significantly. + +"Diane, you have been through enough," he said gently. "Go and rest +while I do what I can for Ahmed. I will come and tell you as soon as I +am finished." + +She looked up fiercely. "It's no good telling me to go away, because I +won't. I must help you. I can help you. I shall go mad if you don't let +me do something. See! My hands are quite steady." She held them out as +she spoke, and Saint Hubert gave in without opposition. + +The weakness that had sent her trembling into his arms the day before +had been the fear of danger to the man she loved, but in the face of +actual need the courage that was so much a part of her nature did not +fail her. He made no more remonstrances, but set about his work +quickly. And all through the horrible time that followed she did not +falter. Her face was deadly pale, and dark lines showed below her eyes, +but her hands did not shake, and her voice was low and even. She +suffered horribly. The terrible wound that the Nubian's knife had made +was like a wound in her own heart. She winced as if the hurt had been +her own when Saint Hubert's gentle, dexterous fingers touched the +Sheik's bruised head. And when it was over and Raoul had turned aside +to wash his hands, she slipped on to her knees beside him. Would he +live? The courage that had kept her up so far had not extended to +asking Saint Hubert again, and a few muttered words from Henri, to +which the Vicomte had responded with only a shrug, had killed the words +that were hovering on her lips. She looked at him with anguished eyes. + +Only a few hours before he had come to her in all the magnificence of +his strength. She looked at the long limbs lying now so still, so +terribly, suggestively still, and her lips trembled again, but her +pain-filled eyes were dry. She could not cry, only her throat ached and +throbbed perpetually. She leaned over him whispering his name, and a +sudden hunger came to her to touch him, to convince herself that he was +not dead. She glanced back over her shoulder at Saint Hubert, but he +had gone to the open doorway to speak to Yusef, and was standing out +under the awning. She bent lower over the unconscious man; his lips +were parted slightly, and the usual sternness of his mouth was relaxed. + +"Ahmed, oh, my dear!" she whispered unsteadily, and kissed him with +lips that quivered against the stillness of his. Then for a moment she +dropped her bright head beside the bandaged one on the pillow, but when +the Vicomte came back she was kneeling where he had left her, her hands +clasped over one of the Sheik's and her face hidden against the +cushions. + +Saint Hubert put his hand on her shoulder. "Diane, you are torturing +yourself unnecessarily. We cannot know for some time how it will go +with him. Try and get some sleep for a few hours. You can do no good by +staying here. Henri and I will watch. I will call you if there is any +change, my word of honour." + +She shook her head without looking up. "I can't go. I couldn't sleep." + +Saint Hubert did not press it. "Very well," he said quietly, "but if +you are going to stay you must take off your riding-boots and put on +something more comfortable than those clothes." + +She realised the sense of what he was saying, and obeyed him without a +word. She even had to admit to herself a certain sensation of relief +after she had bathed her aching head and throat, and substituted a +thin, silk wrap for the torn, stained riding-suit. + +Henri was pouring out coffee when she came back, and Saint Hubert +turned to her with a cup in his outstretched hand. "Please take it. It +will do you good," he said, with a little smile that was not reflected +in his anxious eyes. + +She took it unheeding, and, swallowing it hastily, went to the side of +the divan again. She slid down on to the rug where she had knelt +before. The Sheik was lying as she had left him. For a few moments she +looked at him, then drowsily her eyes closed and her head fell forward +on the cushions, and with a half-sad smile of satisfaction Saint Hubert +gathered her up into his arms. + +He carried her into the bedroom, hesitating beside the couch before he +put her down. Surely one moment out of a lifetime might be granted to +him. He would never have the torturing happiness of holding her in his +arms again, would never again clasp her against the heart that was +crying out for her with the same mad passion that had swept over him +yesterday. He looked down longingly on the pale face lying against his +arm, and his features contracted at the sight of the cruel marks +marring the whiteness of her delicate throat. The love that all his +life he had longed for, that he had sought vainly through many +countries, had come to him at last, and it had come too late. The +helpless loveliness lying in his arms was not for him. It was Ahmed +whom she loved, Ahmed who had waked to such a tardy recognition of the +priceless gift that she had given him, Ahmed whom he must wrest from +the grim spectre that was hovering near him lest the light that shone +in her violet eyes should go out in the blackness of despair. And yet +as he looked at her with eyes filled with hopeless misery a demon of +suggestion whispered within him, tempting him. He knew his friend as no +one else did. What chance of happiness had any woman with a man like +Ahmed Ben Hassan, at the mercy of his savage nature and passionate +changeable moods? What reason to suppose that the love that had flamed +up so suddenly at the thought that he had lost her would survive the +knowledge of repossession? To him, all his life, a thing desired had +upon possession become valueless. With the fulfilment of acquisition +had come always disinterest. The pleasure of pursuit faded with +ownership. Would this hapless girl who had poured out such a wealth of +love at the feet of the man who had treated her brutally fare any +better at his hands? Her chance was slight, if any. Ahmed in the full +power of his strength again would be the man he had always been, +implacable, cruel, merciless. Saint Hubert's own longing, his +passionate, Gallic temperament, were driving him as they had driven him +the day before. The longing to save her from misery was acute, that, +and his own love, prompted by the urging of the desire within him. Then +he trembled, and a great fear of himself came over him. Ahmed was his +friend. Who was he that he should judge him? He could at least be +honest with himself, he could own the truth. He coveted what was not +his, and masked his envy with a hypocrisy that now appeared +contemptible. The clasp of his arms around her seemed suddenly a +profanation, and he laid her down very gently on the low couch, drawing +the thin coverlet over her, and went back slowly to the other room. + +He sent Henri away and sat down beside the divan to watch with a +feeling of weariness that was not bodily. The great tent was very +still, a pregnant silence seemed to hang in the air, a brooding hush +that strained Saint Hubert's already overstrained nerves. He had need +of all his calm, and he gripped himself resolutely. For a time Ahmed +Ben Hassan lay motionless, and then, as the day crept on and the early +rays of the warm sun filled the tent, he moved uneasily, and began to +mutter feverishly in confused Arabic and French. At first the words +that came were almost unintelligible, pouring out with rapid +indistinctness, then by degrees his voice slowed, and hesitating, +interrupted sentences came clearly from his lips. And beside him, with +his face buried in his hands, Raoul de Saint Hubert thanked God +fervently that he had saved Diana the added torture of listening to the +revelations of the past four months. + +The first words were in Arabic, then the slow, soft voice lapsed into +French, pure as the Vicomte's own. + +"Two hours south of the oasis with the three broken palm trees by the +well.... Lie still, you little fool, it is useless to struggle. You +cannot get away, I shall not let you go.... Why have I brought you +here? You ask me why? _Mon Dieu!_ Are you not woman enough to +know? No! I will not spare you. Give me what I want willingly and I +will be kind to you, but fight me, and by Allah! you shall pay the +cost!... I know you hate me, you have told me so already. Shall I make +you love me?... Still disobedient? When will you learn that I am +master?... I have not tired of you yet, you lovely little wild +thing, _garcon manque...._ You say she is cowed; I say she is +content--content to give me everything I ask of her.... For four months +she has fought me. Why does it give me no pleasure to have broken her +at last? Why do I want her still? She is English and I have made her +pay for my hatred of her cursed race. I have tortured her to keep my +vow, and still I want her.... Diane, Diane, how beautiful you are!... +What devil makes me hate Raoul after twenty years? Last night she only +spoke to him, and when he went I cursed her till I saw the terror in +her eyes. She fears me. Why should I care if she loves him.... I knew +she was not asleep when I went to her. I felt her quivering beside +me.... I wanted to kill Raoul when he would not come with me, but for +that I would have gone back to her.... Allah! how long the day has +been.... Has it been long to her? Will she smile or tremble when I +come?... Where is Diane?... Diane, Diane, how could I know how much you +meant to me? How could I know that I should love you?... Diane, Diane, +my sunshine. The tent is cold and dark without you.... Ibraheim Omair! +That devil and Diane! Oh, Allah! Grant me time to get to her.... How +the jackals are howling.... See, Raoul, there are the tents.... Diane, +where are you?... Grand Dieu! He has been torturing her!... You knew +that I would come, _ma bien aimee_, only a few moments while I +kill him, then I can hold you in my arms. _Dieu!_ If you knew how +much I loved you.... Diane, Diane, it is all black. I cannot see you, +Diane, Diane...." + +And hour after hour with weary hopelessness the tired voice went +on--"Diane, Diane...." + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +It was evening when Diana opened drowsy and heavy eyes, a bitter taste +in her mouth from the effects of the drug that Saint Hubert had given +her. Everything had been laid out in readiness for her waking with the +little touches that were characteristic of Zilah's handiwork, but the +Arab girl herself was not visible. The lamp was lighted, and Diana +turned her head languidly, still half confused, to look at the clock +beside her. The tiny chime sounded seven times, and with a rush of +recollection she leaped up. More than twelve hours since she had knelt +beside him after drinking the coffee that Raoul had given her. She +guessed what he had done and tried to be grateful, but the thought of +what might have happened during the twelve hours she had lain like a +log was horrible. She dressed with feverish haste and went into the +outer room. It was filled with Arabs, many of whom she did not +recognise, and she knew that they must belong to the reinforcements +that Ahmed Ben Hassan had sent for. Two, who seemed from their +appearance to be petty chiefs, were talking in low tones to Saint +Hubert, who looked worn and tired. The rest were grouped silently about +the divan, looking at the still-unconscious Sheik. The restlessness and +delirium of the morning had passed and been succeeded by a death-like +stupor. Nearest to him stood Yusef, his usual swaggering self-assurance +changed into an attitude of deepest dejection, and his eyes, that were +fixed on Ahmed Ben Hassan's face, were like those of a whipped dog. + +Gradually the tent emptied until only Yusef was left, and at last, +reluctantly, he too went, stopping at the entrance to speak to Saint +Hubert, who had just taken leave of the two headmen. + +The Vicomte came back, bringing a chair for Diana, and put her into it +with gentle masterfulness. "Sit down," he said almost gruffly. "You +look like a ghost." + +She looked up at him reproachfully. "You drugged that coffee, Raoul. If +he had died to-day while I was asleep I don't think I could ever have +forgiven you." + +"My dear child," he said gravely, "you don't know how near you were to +collapse. If I had not made you sleep I should have had three patients +on my hands instead of two." + +"I am very ungrateful," she murmured, with a tremulous little smile. + +Saint Hubert brought a chair for himself and dropped into it wearily. +He felt very tired, the strain of the past twenty-four hours had been +tremendous. He had a very real fear that was fast growing into a +conviction that his skill was going to prove unequal to save his +friend's life, and beside that anxiety and his physical fatigue he had +fought a bitter fight with himself all day, tearing out of his heart +the envy and jealousy that filled it, and locking away his love as a +secret treasure to be hidden for always. His devotion to Ahmed Ben +Hassan had survived the greatest test that could be imposed upon it, +and had emerged from the trial strengthened and refined, with every +trace of self obliterated. It had been the hardest struggle of his +life, but it was over now, and all the bitterness had passed, leaving +only a passionate desire for Diana's happiness that outweighed every +other thought. One spark of comfort remained. He would not be quite +useless. His help and sympathy would be necessary to her, and even for +that he was grateful. + +He looked across the divan at her, and the change that the last few +hours had made in her struck him painfully. The alert, vigorous +boyishness that had been so characteristic was gone. Her slim figure +drooping listlessly in the big chair, her white face with the new marks +of suffering on it, and her wide eyes burning with dumb misery, were +all purely womanly. And yet though he resented the change he wished it +could have gone further. The restraint she was putting on herself was +unnatural. She asked no questions and she shed no tears. He could have +borne them both easier than the silent anguish of her face. He feared +the results of the emotion she was repressing so rigidly. + +There was a long silence. + +Henri came in once and Diana roused herself to ask for Gaston, and then +relapsed into silent watchfulness again. She sighed once, a long +quivering sigh that nearly broke Saint Hubert's heart. He rose and bent +over the Sheik with his fingers on his wrist, and as he laid the +nerveless hand down again she leaned nearer and covered it with her +own. + +"His hand is so big for an Arab's," she said softly, like a thought +spoken aloud unconsciously. + +"He is not an Arab," replied Saint Hubert with sudden, impatient +vehemence. "He is English." + +Diana looked up at him swiftly with utter bewilderment in her startled +eyes. "I don't understand," she faltered. "He hates the English." + +"_Quand-meme_, he is the son of one of your English peers. His +mother was a Spanish lady; many of the old noble Spanish families have +Moorish blood in their veins, the characteristics crop up even after +centuries. It is so with Ahmed, and his life in the desert has +accentuated it. Has he never told you anything about himself?" + +She shook her head. "Sometimes I have wondered----" she said +reflectively. "He seemed different from the others, and there has been +so much that I could never understand. But then again there were times +when he seemed pure Arab," she added in a lower voice and with an +involuntary shiver. + +"You ought to know," said Saint Hubert. "Yes!" he went on firmly, as +she tried to interrupt him. "It is due to you. It will explain so many +things. I will take the responsibility. His father is the Earl of +Glencaryll." + +"But I know him," said Diana wonderingly. "He was a friend of my +father. I saw him only a few months ago when Aubrey and I passed +through Paris. He is such a magnificent-looking old man, so fierce and +sad. Oh, now I know why that awful frown of Ahmed's has always seemed +so familiar. Lord Glencaryll frowns like that. It is the famous Caryll +scowl. But I still don't understand." She looked from Saint Hubert to +the unconscious man on the divan and back to Saint Hubert with a new +trouble growing in her eyes. + +"I had better tell you the whole story," said Raoul, dropping back into +his chair. + +"Thirty-six years ago my father, who was as great a wanderer as I am, +was staying here in the desert with his friend the Sheik Ahmed Ben +Hassan. A chance acquaintance some years before over the purchase of +some horses had ripened into a very intimate friendship that was +unusual between a Frenchman and an Arab. The Sheik was a wonderful man, +very enlightened, with strong European tendencies. As a matter of pure +fact he was not too much in sympathy with the French form of +administration as carried on in Algeria, but he was not affected +sufficiently by it to make any real difficulty. The territory that he +regarded as his own lay too much to the south, and he kept his large +and scattered tribe in too good order for any interference to be +possible. He was unmarried, and the women of his own race seemed to +have no attraction for him. He was wrapped up in his tribe and his +horses. My father had come for a stay of some months. My mother had +recently died and he wanted to get away from everything that reminded +him of her. One evening, shortly after his arrival at the camp, a party +of the Sheik's men who had been absent for some days in the north on +the chief's affairs arrived, bringing with them a woman whom they had +found wandering in the desert. How she had got there, or from what +direction she had come, they did not know. They were nearer +civilisation than Ahmed Ben Hassan's camp at the time, but with true +native tendency to avoid responsibility they thought that the disposal +of her was a matter more for their Sheik than themselves. She could +give no account of herself, as, owing to the effects of the sun or +other causes, she was temporarily out of her mind. Arabs are very +gentle with any one who is mad--'Allah has touched them!' She was taken +to the tent of one of the headmen, whose wife looked after her. For +some days it was doubtful whether she would recover, and her condition +was aggravated by the fact that she was shortly to become a mother. She +did regain her senses after a time, however, but nothing could make her +say anything about herself, and questions reduced her to terrible fits +of hysterical crying which were prejudicial in her state of health. She +seemed calmest when she was left quite alone, but even then she started +at the slightest sound, and the headman's wife reported that she would +lie for hours on her bed crying quietly to herself. She was quite +young--seemingly not more than nineteen or twenty. From her accents my +father decided that she was Spanish, but she would admit nothing, not +even her nationality. In due course of time the child was born, a boy." + +Saint Hubert paused a moment and nodded towards the Sheik. "Even after +the child's birth she refused to give any account of herself. In that +she was as firm as a rock; in everything else she was the frailest, +gentlest little creature imaginable. She was very small and slender, +with quantities of soft dark hair and beautiful great dark eyes that +looked like a frightened fawn's. I have heard my father describe her +many times, and I have seen the water-colour sketch he made of her--he +was quite an amateur. Ahmed has it locked away somewhere. She nearly +died when the baby was born, and she never recovered her strength. She +made no complaint and never spoke of herself, and seemed quite content +as long as the child was with her. She was a child herself in a great +number of ways. It never seemed to occur to her that there was anything +odd in her continued residence in the Sheik's camp. She had a tent and +servants of her own, and the headman's wife was devoted to her. So were +the rest of the camp for that matter. There was an element of the +mysterious in her advent that had taken hold of the superstitious +Arabs, and the baby was looked upon as something more than human and +was adored by all the tribe. The Sheik himself, who had never looked +twice at a woman before in his life, became passionately attached to +her. My father says that he has never seen a man so madly in love as +Ahmed Ben Hassan was with the strange white girl who had come so oddly +into his life. He repeatedly implored her to marry him, and even my +father, who has a horror of mixed marriages, was impelled to admit that +any woman might have been happy with Ahmed Ben Hassan. She would not +consent, though she would give no reason for her refusal, and the +mystery that surrounded her remained as insolvable during the two years +that she lived after the baby's birth as it had been on the day of her +arrival. And her refusal made no difference with the Sheik. His +devotion was wonderful. When she died my father was again visiting the +camp. She knew that she was dying, and a few days before the end she +told them her pitiful little history. She was the only daughter of one +of the oldest noble houses in Spain, as poor as they were noble, and +she had been married when she was seventeen to Lord Glencaryll, who had +seen her with her parents in Nice. She had been married without any +regard to her own wishes, and though she grew to love her husband she +was always afraid of him. He had a terrible temper that was very easily +roused, and, in those days, he also periodically drank a great deal +more than was good for him, and when under the influence of drink +behaved more like a devil than a man. She was very young and +_gauche_, failing often to do what was required of her from mere +nervousness. He was exigent and made no allowance for her youth and +inexperience, and her life was one long torture. And yet in spite of it +all she loved him. Even in speaking of it she insisted that the fault +was hers, that the trouble was due to her stupidity, glossing over his +brutality; in fact, it was not from her, but from inquiries that he +made after her death, that my father learned most of what her life had +been. It seems that Lord Glencaryll had taken her to Algiers and had +wished to make a trip into the desert. He had been drinking heavily, +and she did not dare to upset his plans by refusing to go with him or +even by telling him how soon her child was going to be born. So she +went with him, and one night something happened--what she would not +say, but my father says he has never seen such a look of terror on any +woman's face as she hurried over that part of her story. Whatever it +was she waited until the camp was asleep and then slipped out into the +desert, mad with fear, with no thought beyond a blind instinct of +flight that drove her panic-stricken to face any danger rather than +remain and undergo the misery she was flying from. She remembered +hurrying onward, terrified by every sound and every shadow, frightened +even by the blazing stars that seemed to be watching her and pointing +out the way she had taken, until her mind was numb from utter weariness +and she remembered nothing more until she awoke in the headman's tent. +She had been afraid to say who she was lest she should be sent back to +her husband. And with the birth of the child she became more than ever +determined to preserve her secret. The boy should be spared the +suffering she had herself endured, he should not be allowed to fall +into the hands of his father to be at his mercy when the periodical +drinking fits made him a very fiend of cruelty. She made my father and +the Sheik swear that not until the boy grew to manhood should Lord +Glencaryll be told of his existence. She wrote a letter for her husband +which she gave into my father's keeping, together with her wedding +ring, which had an inscription inside of it, and a miniature of +Glencaryll which she had worn always hidden away from sight. She was +very contrite with the Sheik, begging his forgiveness for the sorrow +she had caused him and for keeping from his knowledge the fact that she +was not free. She loved her husband loyally to the end, but the last +few days that she lived the Sheik's devotion seemed to wake an +answering tenderness in her heart. She was happiest when he was with +her, and she died in his arms with his kisses on her lips. She left her +boy in his keeping, and Ahmed Ben Hassan adopted him formally and made +him his heir, giving him his own name--the hereditary name that the +Sheik of the tribe has borne for generations. His word was law amongst +his people, and there was no thought of any opposition to his wishes; +further, the child was considered lucky, and his choice of successor +was received with unanimous delight. All the passionate love that the +Sheik had for the mother was transferred to the son. He idolised him, +and the boy grew up believing that Ahmed Ben Hassan was his own father. +With the traits he had inherited from his mother's people and with his +desert upbringing he looked, as he does now, pure Arab. When he was +fifteen my father induced the Sheik to send him to Paris to be +educated. With his own European tendencies the Sheik had wished it +also, but he could not bring himself to part with the boy before, and +it was a tremendous wrench to let him go when he did. It was then that +I first saw him. I was eighteen at the time, and had just begun my +military training, but as my regiment was stationed in Paris I was able +to be at home a good deal. He was such a handsome, high-spirited lad. +Men mature very young in the desert and in many ways he was a great +deal older than I was, in spite of my three years' seniority. But, of +course, in other ways he was a perfect child. He had a fiendish temper +and resented any check on his natural lawless inclinations. He loathed +the restrictions that had to be put upon him and he hated the restraint +of town life. He had been accustomed to having his own way in nearly +everything, and to the constant adulation of the tribesmen, and he was +not prepared to give to anybody else the obedience that he gave +willingly to the Sheik. There were some very stormy times, and I never +admired my father in anything so much as his handling of that young +savage. His escapades were nerve-racking and his _beaux yeux_ led +him into endless scrapes. The only threat that reduced him to order was +that of sending him home to the Sheik in disgrace. He would promise +amendment and take himself off to the Bois to work off his superfluous +energy on my father's horses--until he broke out again. But in spite of +his temper and his _diableries_ he was very lovable and everybody +liked him. + +"After a year with us in Paris my father, always mindful of his real +nationality, sent him for two years to a tutor in England, where I had +myself been. The tutor was an exceptional man, used to dealing with +exceptional boys, and Ahmed did very well with him. I don't mean that +he did much work--that he evaded skilfully and spent most of his time +hunting and shooting. The only thing that he studied at all seriously +was veterinary surgery, which he knew would be useful to him with his +own horses, and in which his tutor was level-headed enough to encourage +him. Then at the end of two years he came back to us for another year. +He had gone to the desert every summer for his holidays, and on each +occasion the Sheik let him return with greater reluctance. He was +always afraid that the call of civilisation would be too much for his +adopted son, especially as he grew older, but although Ahmed had +changed very much from the wild desert lad who had first come to us, +and had developed into a polished man of the world, speaking French and +English as fluently as Arabic, with plenty of means to amuse himself in +any way that he wished--for the Sheik was very rich and kept him +lavishly supplied with money--and though in that last year he was with +us he was courted and feted in a way that would have turned most +people's heads, he was always secretly longing for the time when +he would go back to the desert. It was the desert, not civilisation +that called loudest to him. He loved the life and he adored the man +whom he thought was his father. To be the son and heir of Ahmed Ben +Hassan seemed to him to be the highest pinnacle that any man's ambition +could reach. He was perfectly indifferent to the flattery and attention +that his money and his good looks brought him. My father entertained +very largely and Ahmed became the fashion--'_Le bel Arabe_' he +was called, and he enjoyed a _succes fou_ which bored him to +extinction--and at the end of the year, having written to the Sheik for +permission to go home, he shook the dust of Paris off his feet and went +back to the desert. I went with him. It was my first visit and the +first time that I had experienced Ahmed _en prince_. I had never +seen him in anything but European clothes, and I got quite a shock when +I came up on deck the morning that we arrived at Oran and found an Arab +of the Arabs waiting for me. The robes and a complete change of +carriage and expression that seemed to go with them altered him +curiously and I hardly recognised him. Some of his men were waiting for +him on the quay and their excitement was extraordinary. I realised from +the deference and attention that the French officials paid to Ahmed the +position that the old Sheik had made for himself and the high esteem in +which he was held. We spent the rest of the day in arranging for the +considerable baggage that he had brought with him to be forwarded by +the camel caravan that had been sent for the purpose, and also in +business for the Sheik in Oran. We spent the night in a villa on the +outskirts of the town belonging to an old Arab who entertained us +lavishly, and who spent the evening congratulating Ahmed heartily on +having escaped from the clutches of the odious French, by no means +abashed when Ahmed pointed out that there was an odious Frenchman +present, for he dismissed me with a gesture that conveyed that my +nationality was my misfortune and not my fault, and in impressing on +him the necessity of immediately acquiring a wife or two and settling +down for the good of the tribe--all this in the intervals of drinking +coffee, listening to the most monotonous native music and watching +barbaric dances. There was one particularly well-made dancing girl that +the old man tried to induce Ahmed to buy, and he made a show of +bargaining for her--not from any real interest he took in her, but +merely to see the effect that it would have on me. But I refused to be +drawn, and as my head was reeling with the atmosphere I escaped to bed +and left him still bargaining. We started early next morning, and were +joined a few miles out of the town by a big detachment of followers. +The excitement of the day before was repeated on a very much larger +scale. It was a novel experience for me, and I can hardly describe my +feelings in the midst of that yelling horde of men, galloping wildly +round us and firing their rifles until it seemed hardly possible that +some accident would not happen. It was Ahmed's attitude that impressed +me most. He took it all quietly as his due, and when he had had enough +of it stopped it with a peremptory authority that was instantly obeyed, +and apologised for the exuberant behaviour of his children. It was a +new Ahmed to me; the boy I had known for four years seemed suddenly +transformed into a man who made me feel very young. In France I had +naturally always rather played elder brother, but here Ahmed was on his +own ground and the roles seemed likely to be reversed. The arrival at +the Sheik's camp was everything that the most lavish scenic producer +could have wished. Though I had heard of it both from my father and +Ahmed I was not quite prepared for the splendour with which the Sheik +surrounded himself. With Eastern luxury was mingled many European +adjuncts that added much to the comfort of camp life. The meeting +between the Sheik and Ahmed was most touching. I had a very happy time +and left with regret. The charm of the desert took hold of me then and +has never left me since. But I had to return to my medical studies. I +left Ahmed absorbed in his life and happier than I had ever seen him in +Paris. He was nineteen then, and when he was twenty-one my father had +the unpleasant task of carrying out Lady Glencaryll's dying wishes. He +wrote to Lord Glencaryll asking him to come to Paris on business +connected with his late wife, and, during the course of a very painful +interview, put the whole facts before him. With the letter that the +poor girl had written to her husband, with the wedding-ring and the +locket, together with the sketch that my father had made of her, the +proofs of the genuineness of the whole affair were conclusive. +Glencaryll broke down completely. He admitted that his wife had every +justification for leaving him, he spared himself nothing. He referred +quite frankly to the curse of which he had been the slave and which had +made him irresponsible for his actions when he was under its influence. +He had never known himself what had happened that terrible night, but +the tragedy of his wife's disappearance had cured him. He had made +every effort to find her and it was many years before he gave up all +hope. He mourned her bitterly, and worshipped her memory. It was +impossible not to pity him, for he had expiated his fault with agony +that few men can have experienced. The thought that he had a son and +that son her child almost overwhelmed him. He had ardently desired an +heir, and, thinking himself childless, the fact that his title and his +old name, of which he was very proud, would die with him had been a +great grief. His happiness in the knowledge of Ahmed's existence was +pathetic, he was consumed with impatience for his son's arrival. +Nothing had been said to Ahmed in case Lord Glencaryll should prove +difficult to convince and thereby complicate matters, but his ready +acceptance of the affair and his eagerness to see his son made further +delay unnecessary, and my father sent for Ahmed. The old Sheik let him +go in ignorance of what was coming. He had always dreaded the time when +his adopted son would have to be told of his real parentage, fearful of +losing him, jealous of sharing his affection and resenting anybody's +claim to him over his own. And so, with the only instance he ever gave +of want of moral courage, he sent Ahmed to Paris with no explanation, +and left to my father the task of breaking to him the news. I shall +never forget that day. It had been arranged that Ahmed should be told +first and that afterwards father and son should meet. Ahmed arrived in +the morning in time for _dejeuner_, and afterwards we went to my +father's study, and there he told him the whole story as gently and as +carefully as he could. Ahmed was standing by the window. He never said +a word the whole time my father was speaking, and when he finished he +stood quite still for a few moments, his face almost grey under the +deep tan, his eyes fixed passionately on my father's--and then his +fiendish temper broke out suddenly. It was a terrible scene. He cursed +his father in a steady stream of mingled Arabic and French blasphemy +that made one's blood run cold. He cursed all English people +impartially. He cursed my father because he had dared to send him to +England. He cursed me because I had been a party to the affair. The +only person whom he spared was the Sheik; who after all was as much +implicated as we were, but he never once mentioned him. He refused to +see his father, refused to recognise that he was his father, and he +left the house that afternoon and Paris that night, going straight back +to the desert, taking with him Gaston, who had arranged some time +before to enter his service as soon as his time in the cavalry was up. +A letter that Lord Glencaryll wrote to him, addressed to Viscount +Caryll, which is, of course, his courtesy title, begging for at least +an interview, and which he gave to us to forward, was returned +unopened, and scrawled across the envelope: _'Inconnu._ Ahmed Ben +Hassan.' And since that day his hatred of the English had been a +monomania, and he has never spoken a word of English. Later on, when we +used to travel together, his obvious avoidance of English people was at +times both awkward and embarrassing, and I have often had to go through +the farce of translating into French or Arabic remarks made to him by +English fellow-travellers, that is, when he condescended to notice the +remarks, which was not often. From the day he learned the truth about +himself for two years we saw nothing of him. Then the old Sheik asked +us to visit him. We went with some misgivings as to what Ahmed's +reception of us would be, but he met us as if nothing had happened. He +ignored the whole episode and has never referred to it. It is a closed +incident. The Sheik warned us that Ahmed had told him that any +reference to it would mean the breaking off of all relations with us. +But Ahmed himself had changed indescribably. All the lovable qualities +that had made him so popular in Paris were gone, and he had become the +cruel, merciless man he has been ever since. The only love left in him +was given to his adopted father, whom he worshipped. Later I was +allowed back on the old footing, and he has always been good to Gaston, +but with those three exceptions he has spared nobody and nothing. He is +my friend, I love him, and I am not telling you more than you know +already." + +Saint Hubert broke off and looked anxiously at Diana, but she did not +move or meet his gaze. She was sitting with her hand still clasped over +the Sheik's and the other one shading her face, and the Vicomte went on +speaking: "It is so easy to judge, so difficult to understand another +person's temptations. Ahmed's position has always been a curious one. +He has had unique temptations with always the means of gratifying +them." + +There was a longer pause, but still Diana did not move or speak. + +"The curse of Ishmael had taken hold of me by then and I wandered +continually. Sometimes Ahmed came with me; we have shot big game +together in most parts of the globe. A few times he stayed with us in +Paris, but never for long; he always wearied to get back to the desert. +Five years ago the old Sheik died; he was an exceptionally strong man, +and should have lived for years but for an accident which crippled him +hopelessly and from which he died a few months afterwards. Ahmed's +devotion during his illness was wonderful. He never left him, and since +he succeeded to the leadership of the tribe he has lived continuously +amongst his people, absorbed in them and his horses, carrying on the +traditions handed down to him by his predecessor and devoting his life +to the tribe. They are like children, excitable, passionate and +headstrong, and he has never dared to risk leaving them alone too long, +particularly with the menace of Ibraheim Omair always in the +background. He has never been able to seek relaxation further afield +than Algiers or Oran----" Saint Hubert stopped abruptly, cursing himself +for a tactless fool. She could not fail to realise the significance of +those visits to the gay, vicious little towns. The inference was +obvious. His thoughtless words would only add to her misery. Her +sensitive mind would shrink from the contamination they implied. If +Ahmed was going to die, she would be desolate enough without forcing on +her knowledge the unworthiness of the man she loved. He pushed his +chair back impatiently and went to the open doorway. He felt that she +wanted to be alone. She watched him go, then slipped to her knees +beside the couch. + +She had realised the meaning of Raoul's carelessly uttered words and +they had hurt her poignantly, but it was no new sorrow. He had told her +himself months ago, callously, brutally, sparing her nothing, +extenuating nothing. She pressed her cheek against the hand she was +holding. She did not blame him, she could only love him, no matter what +his life had been. It was Ahmed as he was she loved, his faults, his +vices were as much a part of him as his superb physique and the +alternating moods that had been so hard to meet. She had never known +him otherwise. He seemed to stand alone, outside the prescribed +conventions that applied to ordinary men. The standards of common usage +did not appear compatible with the wild desert man who was his own law +and followed only his own precedent, defiant of social essentials and +scornful of criticism. The proud, fierce nature and passionate temper +that he had inherited, the position of despotic leadership in which he +had been reared, the adulation of his followers and the savage life in +the desert, free from all restraint, had combined to produce the +haughty unconventionalism that would not submit to the ordinary rules +of life. She could not think of him as an Englishman. The mere accident +of his parentage was a factor that weighed nothing. He was and always +would be an Arab of the wilderness. If he lived! He _must_ live! +He could not go out like that, his magnificent strength and fearless +courage extinguished by a treacherous blow that had not dared to meet +him face to face--in spite of the overwhelming numbers--but had struck +him down from behind, a coward stroke. He must live, even if his life +meant death to her hopes of happiness; that was nothing compared with +his life. She loved him well enough to sacrifice anything for him. If +he only lived she could bear even to be put out of his life. It was +only he that mattered, his life was everything. He was so young, so +strong, so made to live. He had so much to live for. He was essential +to his people. They needed him. If she could only die for him. In the +days when the world was young the gods were kind, they listened to the +prayers of hapless lovers and accepted the life that was offered in +place of the beloved whose life was claimed. If God would but listen to +her now. If He would but accept her life in exchange for his. If----! +if----! + +Her fingers crept up lightly across his breast, fearful lest even their +tender touch should injure his battered body, and she looked long and +earnestly at him. His crisp brown hair was hidden by the bandages that, +dead white against his tanned face, swathed his bruised head. His +closed eyes with the thick dark lashes curling on his cheek, hiding the +usual fierce expression that gleamed in them, and the relaxation of the +hard lines of his face made him look singularly young. That youthful +look had been noticeable often when he was asleep, and she had watched +it wondering what Ahmed the boy had been like before he grew into the +merciless man at whose hands she had suffered so much. + +And now the knowledge of his boyhood seemed to make him even dearer +than he had been before. What sort of man would he have been if the +little dark-eyed mother had lived to sway him with her gentleness? Poor +little mother, helpless and fragile!--yet strong enough to save her boy +from the danger that she feared for him, but paying the price of that +strength with her life, content that her child was safe. + +Diana thought of her own mother dying in the arms of a husband who +adored her, and then of the little Spanish girl slipping away from +life, a stranger in a strange land, her heart crying out for the +husband whom she still loved, turning in ignorance of his love for +consolation in the agony of death to the lover she had denied, and +seeking comfort in his arms. A sudden jealousy of the two dead women +shook her. They had been loved. Why could not she be loved? Wherein did +she fail that he would not love her? Other men had loved her, and his +love was all she longed for in the world. To feel his arms around her +only once with love in their touch, to see his passionate eyes kindle +only once with the light she prayed for. She drew a long sobbing +breath. "Ahmed, _mon bel Arabe_," she murmured yearningly. + +She rose to her feet. She was afraid of breaking down, of giving way to +the fear and anxiety that racked her. She turned instinctively to the +help and sympathy that offered and went to Saint Hubert, joining him +under the awning. Usually at night the vicinity of the Sheik's tent was +avoided by the tribesmen, even the sentry on guard was posted at some +little distance. Kopec curled up outside the doorway kept ample watch. +But to-night the open space was swarming with men, some squatting on +the ground in circles, others clustered together in earnest +conversation, and far off through the palm trees she caught an +occasional glimpse of mounted men. Yusef and the headmen acting under +him were taking no risks, there was to be no chance of a surprise +attack. + +"You must be very tired, Raoul," she said, slipping her hand through +his arm, for her need was almost as much for physical as mental +support. The frank touch of her hand sent a quiver through him, but he +suppressed it, and laid his own hand over her cold fingers. + +"I must not think of that yet. Later on, perhaps, I can rest a little. +Henri can watch; he is almost as good a doctor as I am, the +incomparable Henri! Ahmed and I have always quarrelled over the +respective merits of our servants." + +He felt her hand tighten on his arm at the mention of the Sheik's name +and heard the smothered sigh that she choked back. They stood in +silence for a while watching the shifting groups of tribesmen. A little +knot of low-voiced men near them opened up, and one of their number +came to Saint Hubert with an inquiry. + +"The men are restless." Raoul said when the Arab had gone back to his +fellows with all the consolation the Vicomte could give him. "Their +devotion is very strong. Ahmed is a god to them. Their anxiety takes +them in a variety of ways. Yusef, who has been occupied with his duties +most of the day, has turned to religion for the first time in his life, +he has gone to say his prayers with the pious Abdul, as he thinks that +Allah is more likely to listen if his petitions go heavenward in +company with the holy man's." + +Diana's thoughts strayed back to the story that Saint Hubert had told +her. "Does Lord Glencaryll know that you see Ahmed?" she asked. + +"Oh yes. He and my father became great friends. He often stays with us +in Paris. We are a link between him and Ahmed. He is always hungry for +any news of him, and still clings to the hope that one day he will +relent. He has never made any further effort to open up relations with +him because he knows it would be useless. If there is to be any +_rapprochement_ between them it must come from Ahmed. They have +almost met accidentally once or twice, and Glencaryll has once seen +him. It was at the opera. He was staying in Paris for some months and +had a box. I had gone across from our own box on the other side of the +house to speak to him. There were several people with him. I was +standing beside him, talking. Ahmed had just come into our box opposite +and was standing right in the front looking over the theatre. Something +had annoyed him and he was scowling. The likeness was unmistakable. +Glencaryll gave a kind of groan and staggered back against me. 'Good +God! Who is that?' he said, and I don't think he knew he was speaking +out loud. + +"A man next him looked in the direction he was looking and laughed. +'That's the Saint Huberts' wild man of the desert. Looks fierce, +doesn't he? The women call him "_le bel Arabe_." He certainly +wears European clothes with better grace than most natives. He is said +to have a peculiar hatred of the English, so you'd better give him a +wide berth, Glencaryll, if you don't want to be bow-stringed or have +your throat cut, or whatever fancy form of death the fellow cultivates +in his native habitat. Raoul can tell you all about him.' + +"There was not any need for me to tell him. Fortunately the opera began +and the lights went down, and I persuaded him to go away before the +thing was over." + +Diana gave a little shiver. She felt a great sympathy coming over her +for the lonely old man, hoping against hope for the impossible, that +she had not felt earlier in the evening. He, too, was wearing his heart +out against the inflexible will of Ahmed Ben Hassan. + +She shivered again and turned back into the tent with Saint Hubert. +They halted by the couch and stood for a long time in silence. Then +Diana slowly raised her head and looked up into Raoul's face, and he +read the agonised question in her eyes. + +"I don't know," he said gently. "All things are with Allah." + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The night grew hotter and the atmosphere more oppressive. Wrapped in a +thin silk kimono Diana lay very still on the outside of the wide couch +in the inner room, propped high with pillows that the shaded light of +the little reading-lamp beside her might fall on the book she held, but +she was not reading. + +It was Raoul's latest book, that he had brought with him, but she could +not concentrate her mind on it, and it lay idle on her knee--while her +thoughts were far away. It was three months since the night that Saint +Hubert had almost given up hope of being able to save the Sheik's +life--a night that had been followed by days of suspense that had +reduced Diana to a weary-eyed shadow of her former vigorous self, and +had left marks on Raoul that would never be effaced. But thanks to his +great strength and splendid constitution the Sheik had rallied and +after the first few weeks convalescence had been rapid. When the +terrible fear that he might die was past it had been a wonderful +happiness to wait on him. With the determination to live for the +moment, to which she had forced herself, she had banished everything +from her mind but the joy of being near him and of being necessary to +him. It had been a very silent service, for he would lie for hours with +closed eyes without speaking, and something that she could not master +kept her tongue-tied in his presence when they were alone. Only once he +had referred to the raid. As she bent over him to do some small office +his fingers closed feebly round her wrist and his eyes, with a +searching apprehension in them, looked into hers for the first time +since the night when she had fled from his curses. + +"Was it--in time?" he whispered slowly, and as she nodded with crimson +cheeks and lowered eyes he turned his head away without another word, +but a shudder that he was too weak to control shook him. + +But the happiness of ministering to him passed very swiftly. As he grew +stronger he managed so that she was rarely alone with him, and he +insisted on her riding twice every day, sometimes with Saint Hubert, +sometimes with Henri, coolly avowing a preference for his own society +or that of Gaston, who was beginning to get about again. Later, too, he +was much occupied with headmen who came in from the different camps, +and as the days passed she found herself more and more excluded from +the intimacy that had been so precious. She was thrown much into the +society of Raoul de Saint Hubert. All that they had gone through +together had drawn them very closely to each other, and Diana often +wondered what her girlhood would have been like if it had been spent +under his guardianship instead of that of Sir Aubrey Mayo. The sisterly +affection she had never given her own brother she gave to him, and, +with the firm hold over himself that he had never again slackened, the +Vicomte accepted the role of elder brother which she unconsciously +imposed on him. + +It was hard work sometimes, and there were days when he dreaded the +daily rides, when the strain seemed almost more than he could bear, and +he began to make tentative suggestions about resuming his wanderings, +but always the Sheik pressed him to stay. + +Ahmed Ben Hassan's final recovery was quick, and the camp soon settled +down into normal conditions. The reinforcements were gone back to the +different camps from which they had been drawn. There was no further +need of them. Ibraheim Omair's tribe, with their leader dead, had +broken up and scattered far to the south; there was no chief to keep +them together and no headman strong enough to draw them round a new +chieftain, for Ibraheim had allowed no member of his tribe to attain +any degree of wealth or power that might prove him a rival; so they had +split up into numerous small bands lacking cohesion. In fulfilling the +vow made to his predecessor Ahmed Ben Hassan had cleared the desert of +a menace that had hung over it for many years. + +The relations between the Sheik and Saint Hubert had gone back to what +they had been the night of Raoul's arrival, before his candid criticism +had roused the Sheik's temper and fired his jealousy. The recollection +of the miserable week that had preceded the raid had been wiped out in +all that had followed it. No shadow could ever come between them again +since Raoul had voluntarily stood on one side and sacrificed his own +chance of happiness for his friend's. + +And with the Sheik's complete recovery his attitude towards Diana had +reverted to the cold reserve that had chilled her before--a reserve +that was as courteous as it was indifferent. He had avoided her as much +as had been possible, and the continual presence of Saint Hubert had +been a barrier between them. Unostensibly but effectually he had +contrived that Raoul should never leave them alone. Though he included +her in the general conversation he rarely spoke to her directly, and +often she found him looking at her with his fierce eyes filled with an +expression that baffled her, and as each time the quick blood rushed +into her face his forehead drew together in the heavy frown that was so +characteristic. During meals it was Raoul that kept the conversation +from lapsing with ready tact and an eloquent flow of words, ranging +over many subjects. In the evening the men became immersed in the +projection of Saint Hubert's new book, for details of which he was +drawing on the Sheik's knowledge, and long after Diana left them she +could hear the two voices, both deep and musical, but Raoul's quicker +and more emphatic, continuously rising and falling, till at last Raoul +would go to his own tent and Gaston would come--noiseless and +soft-toned as his master. Ordinarily the Sheik dispensed with him at +night, but since his wound, the valet, as soon as he had himself +recovered, had always been in attendance. Some nights he lingered +talking, and others the Sheik dismissed him in a few minutes with only +a curt word or two, and then there would be silence, and Diana would +bury her face in her pillow and writhe in her desperate loneliness, +sick with longing for the strong arms she had once dreaded and the +kisses she had once loathed. He had slept in the outer room since his +illness, and tossing feverishly on the soft cushions of the big empty +bed in which she lay alone Diana had suffered the greatest humiliation +she had yet experienced. He had never loved her, but now he did not +even want her. She was useless to him. She was less than nothing to +him. He had no need of her. She would lie awake listening wearily to +the tiny chimes of the little clock with the bitter sense of her +needlessness crushing her. She was humbled to the very dust by his +indifference. The hours of loneliness in the room that was redolent +with associations of him were filled with memories that tortured her. +In her fitful sleep her dreams were agonies from which she awakened +with shaking limbs and shuddering breath, and waking, her hand would +stretch out groping to him till remembrance came with cruel vividness. + +In the daytime, too, she had been much alone, for as soon as the Sheik +was strong enough to sit in the saddle the two men had ridden far +afield every day, visiting the outlying camps and drawing into Ahmed +Ben Hassan's own hands again the affairs that had had to be relegated +to the headmen. + +At last Raoul had announced that his visit could be protracted no +longer and that he must resume his journey to Morocco. He was going up +to Oran and from there to Tangier by coasting steamer, collecting at +Tangier a caravan for his expedition through Morocco. His decision once +made he had speeded every means of getting away with a despatch that +had almost suggested flight. + +To Diana his going meant the hastening of a crisis that could not be +put off much longer. The situation was becoming impossible. She had +said good-bye to him the night before. She had never guessed the love +she had inspired in him, and she wondered at the sadness in his eyes +and his unaccustomed lack of words. He had wanted to say so much and he +had said so little. She must never guess and Ahmed must never guess, so +he played the game to the end. Only that night after she had left them +the voices sounded in the adjoining room for a very short time. And +this morning he and Ahmed Ben Hassan had ridden away at daybreak. She +had not been asleep; she had heard them go, and almost she wished Raoul +back, for with his presence the vague fear that assailed her seemed +further away. The camp had seemed very lonely and the day very long. + +She had ridden with Gaston, and hurried over her solitary dinner, and +since then she had been waiting for the Sheik to come back. In what +mood would he come? Since Raoul's announcement of his departure he had +been more than usually taciturn and reserved. The book she held slipped +at length on to the floor, and she let it he unheeded. The usual +stillness of the desert seemed to-night unusually still-sinister +even--and the silence was so intense that the sudden squeal of a +stallion a little distance away made her start with madly racing heart +Earlier in the evening a tom-tom had been going persistently in the +men's lines, and later a native pipe had shrilled thinly in monotonous +cadence; but she had grown accustomed to these sounds; they were of +nightly occurrence and they soothed rather than irritated her, and when +they stopped the quiet had become intensified to such a degree that she +would have welcomed any sound. To-night her nerves were on edge. She was +restless and excited, and her thoughts were chaos. + +She was alone again at his mercy. What would his attitude be? Her hands +clenched on her knees. At times she lay almost without breathing, +straining to hear the faintest sound that would mean his return, and +then again lest she should hear what she listened for. She longed for +him passionately, and at the same time she was afraid, He had changed +so much that there were moments when she had the curious feeling that +it was a stranger who was coming back to her, and she both dreaded his +coming and yearned for it with a singular combination of emotions. She +looked round the room where she had at once suffered so much and been +so happy with troubled eyes. She had never been nervous before, but +to-night her imagination ran riot. There was electricity in the air +which acted on her overstrung nerves. The little shaded lamp threw a +circle of light round the bed, but left the rest of the room dim, and +the dusky corners seemed full of odd new shadows that came and went +illusively. Hangings and objects that were commonly familiar to her +took on fantastic shapes that she watched nervously, till at last she +brushed her hand across her eyes with a laugh of angry impatience. Was +the love that had changed her so completely also making her a coward? +Had even her common-sense been lost in the one great emotion that held +her? She understood perfectly the change that had taken place in her. +She had never had any illusions about herself, and had never attempted +to curb the obstinate self-will and haughty pride that had +characterized her. She thought of it curiously, her mind going back +over the last few months that had changed her whole life. The last mad +freak for which she had paid so dearly had been the outcome of an +arrogant determination to have her own way in the face of all protests +and advice. And with a greater arrogance and a determination stronger +than her own Ahmed Ben Hassan had tamed her as he tamed the magnificent +horses that he rode. He had been brutal and merciless, using no half +measures, forcing her to obedience by sheer strength of will and +compelling a complete submission. She thought of how she had feared and +hated him with passionate intensity, until the hatred had been swamped +by love as passionate and as intense. She did not know why she loved +him, she had never been able to analyse the passion that held her so +strongly, but she knew deep down in her heart that it went now far past +his mere physical beauty and superb animal strength. She loved him +blindly with a love that had killed her pride and brought her to his +feet humbly obedient. All the love that had lain dormant in her heart +for years was given to him. Body and soul she belonged to him. And the +change within her was patent in her face, the haughty expression in her +eyes had turned to a tender wistfulness, with a curious gleam of +expectancy that flickered in them perpetually; the little mutinous +mouth had lost the scornful curve. And with the complete change in her +expression she was far more beautiful now than she had ever been. But +with her love was the fear of him that she had learned during the first +hours of her captivity, the physical fear that she had never lost, even +during the happy weeks that had preceded the coming of Saint Hubert, +and the greater fear that was with her always, and that at times drove +her, with wide-stricken eyes, wildly to pace the tent as if to escape +the shadow that hung over her--the fear of the time when he should tire +of her. The thought racked her, and now, as always, she tried to put it +from her, but it continued, persistently haunting her like a grim +spectre. Always the same thought tortured her--he had not taken her for +love. No higher motive than a passing fancy had stirred him. He had +seen her, had wished for her and had taken her, and once in his power +it had amused him to break her to his hand. She realised all that. And +he had been honest, he had never pretended to love her. Often when the +humour took him he could be gentle, as in those last few weeks, but +gentleness was not love, and she had never seen the light that she +longed for kindle in his eyes. His caresses had been passionate or +careless with his mood. She did not know that he loved her. She had not +been with him during the long hours of his delirium and she had not +heard what Raoul de Saint Hubert had heard. And since his recovery his +attitude of aloofness had augmented her fear. There seemed only one +construction to put on his silence, and his studied and obvious +avoidance of her. The passing fancy had passed. It was as if the +fleeting passion he had had for her had been drained from him with the +blood that flowed from the terrible wound he had received. He was tired +of her and seeking for a means to disembarrass himself of her. Vaguely +she felt that she had known this for weeks, but to-night was the first +time that she had had courage to be frank with herself. It must be so. +Everything pointed to it; the curious expression she had seen in his +eyes and his constant heavy frown all confirmed it. She flung her arm +across her eyes with a little moan. He was tired of her and the bottom +had fallen out of her world. The instinct to fight for his love that +had been so strong in her the day that Ibraheim Omair had captured her +had died with the death of all her hopes. Her spirit was broken. She +knew that her will was helpless against his, and with a fatalism that +she had learned in the desert she accepted the inevitable with a +crushed feeling of hopelessness. + +She wondered numbly what would become of her. It did not seem to matter +much. Nothing mattered now that he did not want her any more. The old +life was far away, in another world. She could never go back to it. She +did not care. It was nothing to her. It was only here in the desert, in +Ahmed Ben Hassan's arms, that she had become alive, that she had +learned what life really meant, that she had waked both to happiness +and sorrow. + +The future stretched out blank and menacing before her, but she turned +from it with a great sob of despair. It was on him that her thoughts +were fixed. How would life be endurable without him? Dully she wondered +why she did not hate him for having done to her what he had done, for +having made her what she was. But nothing that he could do could kill +the love now that he had inspired. And she would never regret. She +would always have the memory of the fleeting happiness that had been +hers--in after years that memory would be all that she would have to +live for. Even in her heart she did not reproach him, there was no +bitterness in her misery. She had always known that it would come, +though she had fenced with it, shutting it out of her mind resolutely. +He had never led her to expect anything else. There was no link to +bring them closer together, no bond between them. If she could have had +the promise of a child. Alone though she was the sensitive colour +flamed into her cheeks, and she hid her face in the pillows with a +quivering sob. A child that would be his and hers, a child--a boy with +the same passionate dark eyes, the same crisp brown hair, the same +graceful body, who would grow up as tall and strong, as brave and +fearless as his father. Surely he must love her then. Surely the memory +of his own mother's tragic history would make him merciful to the +mother of his son. But she had no hope of that mercy. She lay shaking +with passionate yearning and the storm of bitter tears that swept over +her, hungry for the clasp of his arms, faint with longing. The pent-up +misery of weeks that she had crushed down surged over. There was nobody +to hear the agonising sobs that shook her from head to foot. She could +relax the control that she had put upon herself and which had seemed to +be slowly turning her to stone. She could give way to the emotion that, +suppressed, had welled up choking in her throat and gripped her +forehead like red-hot bands eating into her brain. Tears were not easy +to her. She had not wept since that first night when, with the fear of +worse than death, she had grovelled at his feet, moaning for mercy. She +had not wept during the terrible hours she was in the power of Ibraheim +Omair, nor during the days that Raoul de Saint Hubert had fought for +his friend's life. But to-night the tears that all her life she had +despised would not be denied. Tortured with conflicting emotions, +unsatisfied love, fear and uncertainty, utterly unnerved, she gave +herself up at last to the feelings she could no longer restrain. Prone +on the wide bed, her face buried in the pillows, her hands clutching +convulsively at the silken coverings, she wept until she had no more +tears, until the anguished, sobs died away into silence and she lay +quiet, exhausted. + +She wrestled with herself. The weakness that she had given way to must +be conquered. She knew that, without any possibility of doubt, his +coming would seal her fate--whatever it was to be. She must wait until +then. A long, shuddering sigh ran through her. "Ahmed! Ahmed Ben +Hassan," she murmured slowly, lingering with wistful tenderness on the +words. She pressed her face closer into the cushions, clasping her +hands over her head, and for a long time lay very still. The heat was +intense and every moment the tent seemed to grow more airless. The room +was stifling, and, with a little groan, Diana sat up, pushing the heavy +hair oft her damp forehead, and covered her flushed face with her +hands. A cicada began its shrill note close by, chirping with maddening +persistency. Quite suddenly her mind was filled with thoughts of her +own people, the old home in England, the family for whose honour her +ancestors had been so proudly jealous. Even Aubrey, lazy and +self-indulgent as he was, prized the family honour as he prized nothing +else on earth; and now she, proud Diana Mayo, who had the history of +her race at her fingers' ends, who had gloried in the long line of +upright men and chaste women, had no thankfulness in her heart that in +her degradation she had been spared a crowning shame. Beside her love +everything dwindled into nothingness. He was her life, he filled her +horizon. Honour itself was lost in the absorbing passion of her love. +He had stripped it from her and she was content that it should lie at +his feet. He had made her nothing, she was his toy, his plaything, +waiting to be thrown aside. She shuddered again and looked around the +tent that she had shared with him with a bitter smile and sad, hunted +eyes.... After her--who? The cruel thought persisted. She was torn with +a mad, primitive jealousy, a longing to kill the unknown woman who +would inevitably succeed her, a desire that grew until a horror of her +own feelings seized her, and she shrank down, clasping her hands over +her ears to shut out the insidious voice that seemed actually +whispering beside her. The Persian hound in the next room had whined +uneasily from time to time, and now he pushed his way past the curtain +and stalked across the thick rugs. He nuzzled his shaggy head against +her knee, whimpering unhappily, looking up into her face. And when she +noticed him he reared up and flung his long body across her lap, +thrusting his wet nose into her face. She caught his head in her hands +and rubbed her cheek against his rough hair, crooning over him softly. +Even the dog was comfort in her loneliness, and they both waited for +their master. + +She pushed him down at length, and with her hand on his collar went +into the other room. A solitary lamp burned dimly. She crossed to the +doorway and pulled aside the flap, and a small, white-clad figure rose +up before her. + +"Is that you, Gaston?" she asked involuntarily, though she knew that +the question was unnecessary, for he always slept across the entrance +to the tent when the Sheik was away. + +"_A votre service, Madame_." + +For a few minutes she did not speak, and Gaston stood silent beside +her. She might have remembered that he was there. He never stirred far +beyond the sound of her voice whenever she was alone in the camp. He +was always waiting, unobtrusive, quick to carry out her requests, even +to anticipate them. With him standing beside her she thought of the +time when they had fought side by side--all difference in rank eclipsed +in their common danger. The servant had been merged into the man, and a +man who had the courage to do what he had attempted when he had faced +her at what had seemed the last moment with his revolver clenched in a +hand that had not shaken, a man at whose side and by whose hand she +would have been proud to die. They were men, these desert dwellers, +master and servants alike; men who endured, men who did things, inured +to hardships, imbued with magnificent courage, splendid healthy +animals. There was nothing effete or decadent about the men with whom +Ahmed Ben Hassan surrounded himself. + +Diana had always liked Gaston; she had been touched by his unvarying +respectful attitude that had never by a single word or look conveyed +the impression that he was aware of her real position in his master's +camp. He treated her as if she were indeed what from the bottom of her +heart she wished she was. He was solicitous without being officious, +familiar with no trace of impertinence, He was Diana's first experience +of a class of servant that still lingers in France, a survival of +pre-Revolution days, who identify themselves entirely with the family +they serve, and in Gaston's case this interest in his master had been +strengthened by experiences shared and dangers faced which had bound +them together with a tie that could never be broken and had raised +their relations on to a higher plane than that of mere master and man. +Those relations had at first been a source of perpetual wonder to +Diana, brought up in the rigid atmosphere of her brother's +establishment, where Aubrey's egoism gave no opportunity for anything +but conventional service, and in their wanderings, where personal +servants had to be often changed. Even Stephens was, in Aubrey's eyes, +a mere machine. + +Very soon after she had been brought to Ahmed Ben Hassan's camp she had +realised that Gaston's devotion to the Sheik had been extended to +herself, but since the night of the raid he had frankly worshipped her. + +It was very airless even out-of-doors. She peered into the darkness, +but there was little light from the tiny crescent moon, and she could +see nothing. She moved a few steps forward from under the awning to +look up at the brilliant stars twinkling overhead. She had watched them +so often from Ahmed Ben Hassan's arms; they had become an integral part +of the passionate Oriental nights. He loved them, and when the mood was +on him, watched them untiringly, teaching her to recognise them, and +telling her countless Arab legends connected with them, sitting under +the awning far info the night, till gradually his voice faded away from +her ears, and long after she was asleep he would sit on motionless, +staring up into the heavens, smoking endless cigarettes. Would it be +given to her ever to watch them again sparkling against the +blue-blackness of the sky, with the curve of his arm round her and the +steady beat of his heart under her cheek? A stab of pain went: through +her. Would anything ever be the same again? Everything had changed +since the coming of Raoul de Saint Hubert. A weary sigh broke from her +lips. + +"Madam is tired?" a respectful voice murmured at her ear. + +Diana started. She had forgotten the valet. "It is so hot. The tent was +stifling," she said evasively. + +Gaston's devotion was of a kind that sought practical demonstration. +"_Madame veut du cafe?_" he suggested tentatively. It was his +universal panacea, but at the moment it sounded almost grotesque. + +Diana felt an hysterical desire to laugh which nearly turned into +tears, but she checked herself. "No, it is too late." + +"In one little moment I will bring it," Gaston urged persuasively, +unwilling to give up his own gratification in serving her. + +"No, Gaston. It makes me nervous," she said gently. + +Gaston heaved quite a tragic sigh. His own nerves were steel and his +capacity for imbibing large quantities of black coffee at any hour of +the day or night unlimited. + +"_Une limonade_?" he persisted hopefully. + +She let him bring the cool drink more for his pleasure than for her +own. "Monseigneur is late," she said slowly, straining her eyes again +into the darkness. + +"He will come," replied Gaston confidently. "Kopec is restless, he is +always so when Monseigneur is coming." + +She looked down for a moment thoughtfully at the dim shape of the hound +lying at the man's feet, and then with a last upward glance at the +bright stars turned back into the tent. All her nervous fears had +vanished in speaking to Gaston, who was the embodiment of practical +common sense; earlier, when unreasoning terror had taken such a hold on +her, she had forgotten that he was within call, faithful and devoted. +She picked up the fallen book, and lying down again forced herself to +read, but though her eyes followed the lines mechanically she did not +sense what she was reading, and all the time her ears were strained to +catch the earliest sound of his coming. + +At last it came. Only a suggestion at first--a wave of thought caught +by her waiting brain, an instinctive intuition, and she started up +tense with expectancy, her lips parted, her eyes wide, hardly +breathing, listening intently. And when he came it was with unexpected +suddenness, for, in the darkness, the little band of horsemen were +invisible until they were right on the camp, and the horses' hoofs made +no sound. The stir caused by his arrival died away quickly. For a +moment there was a confusion of voices, a jingle of accoutrements, one +of the horses whinnied, and then in the ensuing silence she heard him +come into the tent. Her heart raced suffocatingly. There was a murmur +of conversation, the Sheik's low voice and Gaston's quick animated +tones answering him, and then the servant hurried out. Acutely +conscious of every sound, she waited motionless, her hands gripping the +soft mattress until her fingers cramped, breathing in long, painful +gasps as she tried to stop the laboured beating of her heart. In spite +of the heat a sudden coldness crept over her, and she shivered +violently from time to time. Her face was quite white, even her lips +were colourless and her eyes, fixed on the curtain which divided the +two rooms, glittered feverishly. With her intimate knowledge every +movement in the adjoining room was as perceptible as if she had seen +it. He was pacing up and down as he had paced on the night when +Gaston's fate was hanging in the balance, as he always paced when he +was deliberating anything, and the scent of his cigarette filled her +room. Once he paused near the communicating curtain and her heart gave +a wild leap, but after a moment he moved away. He stopped again at the +far end of the tent, and she knew from the faint metallic click that he +was loading his revolver. She heard him lay it down on the little +writing-table, and then the steady tramping began once more. His +restlessness made her uneasy. He had been in the saddle since early +dawn. Saint Hubert had advised him to be careful for some weeks yet. It +was imprudent not to rest when opportunity offered. He was so careless +of himself. She gave a quick, impatient sigh, and the tender light in +her eyes deepened into an anxiety that was half maternal. In spite of +his renewed strength and his laughing protests at Raoul's warnings, +coupled with a physical demonstration on his less muscular friend that +had been very conclusive, she could never forget that she had seen him +lying helpless as a child, too weak even to raise his hand. Nothing +could ever take the remembrance from her, and nothing could ever alter +the fact that in his weakness he had been dependent on her. She had +been necessary to him then. She had a moment's fierce pleasure in the +thought, but it faded as suddenly as it had come. It had been an +ephemeral happiness. + +At last she heard the divan creak under his weight, but not until +Gaston came back bringing his supper. As he ate he spoke, and his first +words provoked an exclamation of dismay from the Frenchman, which was +hastily smothered with a murmured apology, and then Diana became aware +that others had come into the room. He spoke to each in turn, and she +recognised Yusef's clear, rather high-pitched voice arguing with the +taciturn head camelman, whose surly intonations and behaviour matched +the bad-tempered animals to whom he was devoted, until a word from +Ahmed Ben Hassan silenced them both. There were two more who received +their orders with only a grunt of acquiescence. + +Presently they went out, but Yusef lingered, talking volubly, half in +Arabic, half in French, but lapsing more and more into the vernacular +as he grew excited. Even in the midst of her trouble the thought of him +sent a little smile to Diana's lips. She could picture him squatting +before the Sheik, scented and immaculate, his fine eyes rolling, his +slim hands waving continually, his handsome face alight with boyish +enthusiasm and worship. At last he, too, went, and only Gaston +remained, busy with the _cafetiere_ that was his latest toy. The +aroma of the boiling coffee filled the tent. She could imagine the +servant's deft fingers manipulating the fragile glass and silver +appliance. She could hear the tinkle of the spoon as he moved the cup, +the splash of the coffee as he poured it out, the faint sound of the +cup being placed on the inlaid table. Why was Ahmed drinking French +coffee when he always complained it kept him awake? At night he was in +the habit of taking the native preparation. Surely to-night he had need +of sleep. It was the hardest day he had had since his illness. For a +few moments longer Gaston moved about the outer room, and from the +sound Diana guessed that he was collecting on to a tray the various +things that had to be removed. Then his voice, louder than he had +spoken before: + +_"Monseigneur desir d'autre chose?"_ + +The Sheik must have signed in the negative, for there was no audible +answer. + +_"Bon soir, Monseigneur."_ + +_"Bon soir, Gaston."_ + +Diana drew a quick breath. While the man was still in the adjoining +room the moment for which she was waiting seemed interminable. And now +she wished he had not gone. He stood between her and--what? For the +first time since the coming of Saint Hubert she was alone with him, +really alone. Only a curtain separated them, a curtain that she could +not pass. She longed to go to him, but she did not dare. She was pulled +between love and fear, and for the moment fear was in the ascendant. +She shivered, and a sob rose in her throat as the memory came to her of +another night during those two months of happiness, that were fast +becoming like a wonderful dream, when he had ridden in late. After +Gaston left she had gone to him, flushed and bright-eyed with sleep, +and he had pulled her down on to his knee, and made her share the +native coffee she detested, laughing boyishly at her face of disgust. +And, holding her in his arms with her head on his shoulder, he had told +her all the incidents of the day's visit to one of the other camps, and +from his men and his horses drifted almost insensibly into details +connected with his own plans for the future, which were really the +intimate confidences of a husband to a wife who is also a comrade. The +mingled pain and pleasure of the thought had made her shiver, and he +had started up, declaring that she was cold, and, lifting her till his +cheek was resting on hers, carried her back into the other room. + +But what she had done then was impossible now. He seemed so utterly +strange, so different from the man whom she thought she had grown to +understand. She was all at sea. She was desperately tired, her head +aching and confused with the terrible problems of the future. She dared +not think any more. She only wanted to lie in his arms and sob her +heart out against his. She was starving for the touch of his hands, +suffering horribly. + +She slid down on to her knees, burying her face in the couch. + +"Oh, God! Give me his love!" she kept whispering in agonised entreaty, +until the recollection of the night, months before, when in the same +posture she had prayed that God's curse might fall on him, sent a +shudder through her. + +"I didn't mean if," she moaned. "Oh, clear God! I didn't mean it. I +didn't know.... Take it back. I didn't mean it." + +She choked down the sobs that rose, pressing her face closer into the +silken coverings. + +There was silence in the next room except for the striking of a match +that came with monotonous regularity. And always the peculiar scent of +his tobacco drifting in through the heavy curtains, forcing a hundred +recollections with the association of its perfume. Why didn't he come +to her? Did he know how he was torturing her? Was he so utterly +indifferent that he did not care what she suffered? Did he even think +of her, to wonder if she suffered or not? The fear of the future rushed +on her again with overwhelming force. The uncertainty was killing her. +She raised her head and looked at the travelling clock beside the +reading-lamp. It was an hour since Gaston had left him. Another hour of +waiting would drive her mad. She must know what he was going to do. She +could bear anything but this suspense. She had reached the limit of her +endurance. She struggled to her feet, drawing the thin wrap closer +around her. But even then she stood irresolute, dreading the fulfilling +of her fears; she had not the courage voluntarily to precipitate her +fate. She clung to her fool's paradise. Her eyes were fixed on the +clock, watching the hands drag slowly round the dial. A quarter of an +hour crept past. It seemed the quarter of a lifetime, and Diana brushed +her hand across her eyes to clear away the dazzling reflection of the +staring white china face with its long black minute hand. No sound of +any kind came now from the other room. The silence was driving her +frantic. She was desperate; she must know, nothing could be worse than +the agony she was enduring. + +She set her teeth and, crossing the room, slipped noiselessly between +the curtains. Then she shrank back suddenly with her hands over her +mouth. He was leaning forward on the divan, his elbows on his knees, +his face hidden in his hands. And it was as a stranger that he had come +back to her, divested of the flowing robes that had seemed essentially +a part of him; an unfamiliar figure in silk shirt, riding breeches and +high brown boots, still dust-covered from the long ride. A thin tweed +coat lay in a heap on the carpet--he must have flung it off after +Gaston went, for the valet, with his innate tidiness, would never have +left it lying on the floor. + +She looked at him hungrily, her eyes ranging slowly over the long +length of him and lingering on his bent head. The light from the +hanging lamp shone on his thick brown hair burnishing it like bronze. +She was shaking with a sudden new shyness, but love gave her courage +and she went to him, her bare feet noiseless on the rugs. + +"Ahmed!" she whispered. + +He lifted his head slowly and looked at her, and the sight of his face +sent her on to her knees beside him, her hands clutching the breast of +his soft shirt. + +"Ahmed! What is it?... You are hurt--your wound----?" she cried, her +voice sharp with anxiety. + +He caught her groping hands, and rising, pulled her gently to her feet, +his fingers clenched round hers, looking down at her strangely. Then he +turned from her without a word, and wrenching open the flap of the +tent, flung it back and stood in the open doorway staring out into the +right. He looked oddly slender and tall silhouetted against the +darkness. A gleam of perplexity crept into her frightened eyes, and one +hand went up to her throat. + +"What is it?" she whispered again breathlessly. + +"It is that we start for Oran to-morrow," he replied. His voice sounded +dull and curiously unlike, and with a little start Diana realised that +he was speaking in English. Her eyes closed and she swayed dizzily. + +"You are sending me away?" she gasped slowly. + +There was a pause before he answered. + +"Yes." + +The curt monosyllable lashed her like a whip. She reeled under it, +panting and wild-eyed. "Why?" + +He did not answer and the colour flamed suddenly into her face. She +went closer to him, her breast heaving, trying to speak, but her throat +was parched and her lips shaking so that no words would come. + +"It is because you are tired of me?" she muttered at last hoarsely, +"--as you told me you would tire, as you tired of--those other women?" +Her voice died away with an accent of horror in it. + +Again he did not answer, but he winced, and his hands that were hanging +at his sides clenched slowly. + +Diana flung one arm across her face to shut him out from her sight. Her +heart was breaking, and she longed with a feeling of sick misery to +crawl to his feet, but a remnant of pride kept her back. + +He spoke at length in the same level, toneless voice. "I will take you +to the first desert station outside of Oran, where you can join the +train. For your own sake I must not be seen with you in Oran, as I am +known there. If you should by any chance be recognised or your identity +should leak out, you can say that for reasons of your own you extended +your trip, that your messages miscarried, anything that occurs to you. +But it is not at all likely to happen. There are many travellers +passing through Oran. Gaston can do all business and make all +arrangements for you. He will take you to Marseilles, and if you need +him he will go with you to Paris, Cherbourg, or London--whichever you +wish. As you know, you can trust him absolutely. When you do not need +him any longer, he will come back to me. I--I will not trouble you any +more. You need never be afraid that I will come into your life again. +You can forget these months in the desert and the uncivilised Arab who +crossed your path. To keep out of your way is the only amends I can +make." + +She flung up her head. Quick, suspicious jealousy and love and pride +contending nearly choked her. "Why don't you speak the truth?" she +cried wildly. "Why don't you say what you really mean?--that you have +no further use for me, that it amused you to take me and torture me to +satisfy your whim, but the whim is passed. It does not amuse you any +longer. You are tired of me and so you get rid of me with all +precautions. Do you think the truth can hurt me? Nothing that you can +do can hurt me now. You made me the vile thing I am for your pleasure, +and now for your pleasure you throw me on one side.... How many times a +year does Gaston take your discarded mistresses back to France?" Her +voice broke into a terrible laugh. + +He swung round swiftly and flung his arms about her, crushing her to +him savagely, forgetting his strength, his eyes blazing. "God! Do you +think it is easy to let you go, that you are taunting me like this? Do +you think I haven't suffered, that I'm not suffering now? Don't you +know that it is tearing my heart out by the roots to send you away? My +life will be hell without you. Do you think I haven't realised what an +infinitely damned brute I've been? I didn't love you when I took you, I +only wanted you to satisfy the beast in me. And I was glad that you +were English that I could make you suffer as an Englishman made my +mother suffer, I so loathed the whole race. I have been mad all my +life, I think--up till now. I thought I didn't care until the night I +heard that Ibraheim Omair had got you, and then I knew that if anything +happened to you the light of my life was out, and that I would only +wait to kill Ibraheim before I killed myself." + +His arms were like a vice hurting her, but they felt like heaven, and +she clung to him speechless, her heart throbbing wildly. He looked down +long and deeply into her eyes, and the light in his--the light that she +had longed for--made her tremble. His brown head bent lower and lower, +and his lips had almost touched her when he drew back, and the love in +his eyes faded into misery. + +"I mustn't kiss you," he said huskily, as he put her from him gently. +"I don't think I should have the courage to let you go if I did. I +didn't mean to touch you." + +He turned from her with a little gesture of weariness. + +Fear fled back into her eyes. "I don't want to go," she whispered +faintly. + +He paused by the writing-table and took up the revolver he had loaded +earlier, breaking it absently, spinning the magazine between his finger +and thumb, and replaced it before answering. + +"You don't understand. There is no other way," he said dully. + +"If you really loved me you would not let me go," she cried, with a +miserable sob. + +"_If_ I loved you?" he echoed, with a hard laugh. "_If_ I +loved you! It is because I love you so much that I am able to do it. If +I loved you a little less I would let you stay and take your chance." + +She flung out her hands appealingly. "I want to stay, Ahmed! I love +you!" she panted, desperate--for she knew his obstinate determination, +and she saw her chance of happiness slipping away. + +He did not move or look at her, and his brows drew together in the +dreaded heavy frown. "You don't know what you are saying. You don't +know what it would mean," he replied in a voice from which he had +forced all expression. "If you married me you would have to live always +here in the desert. I cannot leave my people, and I am--too much of an +Arab to let you go alone. It would be no life for you. You think you +love me now, though God knows how you can after what I have done to +you, but a time would come when you would find that your love for me +did not compensate for your life here. And marriage with me is +unthinkable. You know what I am and what I have been. You know that I +am not fit to live with, not fit to be near any decent woman. You know +what sort of a damnable life I have led; the memory of it would always +come between us--you would never forget, you would never trust me. And +if you could, of your charity, both forgive and forget, you know that I +am not easy to live with. You know my devilish temper--it has not +spared you in the past, it might not spare you in the future. Do you +think that I could bear to see you year after year growing to hate me +more? You think that I am cruel now, but I am thinking what is best for +you afterwards. Some day you will think of me a little kindly because I +had the strength to let you go. You are so young, your life is only just +beginning. You are strong enough to put the memory of these last months +out of your mind--to forget the past and live only for the future. No +one need ever know. There can be no fear for your--reputation. Things +are forgotten in the silence of the desert. Mustafa Ali is many hundreds +of miles away, but not so far that he would dare to talk. My own men +need not be considered, they speak or are silent as I wish. There is +only Raoul, and there is no question of him. He has not spared me his +opinion. You must go back to your own country, to your own people, to +your own life, in which I have no place or part, and soon all this will +seem only like an ugly dream." + +The sweat was standing out on his forehead and his hands were clenched +with the effort he was making, but her head was buried in her hands, +and she did not see the torture in his face, she only heard his soft, +low voice inexorably decreeing her fate and shutting her out from +happiness in quiet almost indifferent tones. + +She shuddered convulsively. "Ahmed! I go!" she wailed. + +He looked up sharply, his face livid, and tore her hands from her face. +"Good God! You don't mean--I haven't--You aren't----" he gasped hoarsely, +looking down at her with a great fear in his eyes. + +She guessed what he meant and the color rushed into her face. The +temptation to lie to him and let the consequences rest with the future +was almost more than she could resist. One little word and she would be +in his arms ... but afterwards----? It was the fear of the afterwards +that kept her silent. The colour slowly drained from her face and she +shook her head mutely. + +He let go her wrists with a quick sigh of relief and wiped the +perspiration from his face. Then he laid his hand on her shoulder and +pushed her gently towards the inner room. For a moment she resisted, +her wide, desperate eyes searching his, but he would not meet her look, +and his mouth was set in the hard straight line she knew so well, and +with a cry she flung herself on his breast, her face hidden against +him, her hands clinging round his neck. "Ahmed! Ahmed! You are killing +me. I cannot live without you. I love you and I want you--only you. I +am not afraid of the loneliness of the desert, it is the loneliness of +the world outside the shelter of your arms that I am afraid of. I am +not afraid of what you are or what you have been. I am not afraid of +what you might do to me. I never lived until you taught me what life +was, here in the desert. I can't go back to the old life, Ahmed. Have +pity on me. Don't shut me out from my only chance of happiness, don't +send me away. I know you love me--I know! I know! And because I know I +am not ashamed to beg you to be merciful. I haven't any shame or pride +left. Ahmed! Speak to me! I can't bear your silence.... Oh! You are +cruel, cruel!" + +A spasm crossed his face, but his mouth set firmer and he disengaged +her clinging hands with relentless fingers. "I have never been anything +else," he said bitterly, "but I am willing that you should think me a +brute now rather than you should live to curse the day you ever saw me. +I still think that your greater chance of happiness lies away from me +rather than with me, and for your ultimate happiness I am content to +sacrifice everything." + +He dropped her hands and turned abruptly, going back to the doorway, +looking out into the darkness. "It is very late. We must start early. +Go and lie down," he said gently, but it was an order in spite of the +gentleness of his voice. + +She shrank back trembling, with piteous, stricken face and eyes filled +with a great despair. She knew him and she knew it was the end. Nothing +would break his resolution. She looked at him with quivering lips +through a mist of tears, looked at him with a desperate fixedness that +sought to memorise indelibly his beloved image in her heart. The dear +head so proudly poised on the broad shoulders, the long strong limbs, +the slender, graceful body. He was all good to look upon. A man of men. +Monseigneur! Monseigneur! _Mon maitre et seigneur._ No! It would +never be that any more. A rush of tears blinded her and she stepped +back uncertainly and stumbled against the little writing-table. She +caught at it behind her to steady herself, and her fingers touched the +revolver he had laid down. The contact of the cold metal sent a chill +that seemed to strike her heart. She stood rigid, with startled eyes +fixed on the motionless figure in the doorway--one hand gripping the +weapon tightly and the other clutching the silken wrap across her +breast. Her mind raced forward feverishly, there were only a few hours +left before the morning, before the bitter moment when she must leave +behind her for ever the surroundings that had become so dear, that had +been her home as the old castle in England had never been. She thought +of the long journey northward, the agonised protraction of her misery +riding beside him, the nightly camps when she would lie alone in the +little travelling tent, and then the final parting at the wayside +station, when she would have to watch him wheel at the head of his men +and ride out of her life, and she would strain her eyes through the +dust and sand to catch the last glimpse of the upright figure on the +spirited black horse. It would be The Hawk, she thought suddenly. He +had ridden Shaitan to-day, and he always used one or other of the two +for long journeys. It was The Hawk he had ridden the day she had made +her bid for freedom and who had carried the double burden on the return +journey when she had found her happiness. The contrast between that +ride, when she had lain content in the curve of his strong arm, and the +ride that she would take the next day was poignant. She closed her +teeth on her trembling lip, her fingers tightened on the stock of the +revolver, and a wild light came into her sad eyes. She could never go +through with it. To what end would be the hideous torture? What was +life without him?--Nothing and less than nothing. She could never give +herself to another man. She was necessary to no one. Aubrey had no real +need of her; his selfishness wrapped him around with a complacency that +abundantly satisfied him. One day, for the sake of the family he would +marry--perhaps was already married if he had been able to find a woman +in America who would accept his egoism along with his old name and +possessions. Her life was her own to deal with. Nobody would be injured +by its termination. Aubrey, indeed, would benefit considerably. And +he----? His figure was blurred through the tears that filled her eyes. + +Slowly she lifted the weapon clear of the table with steady fingers and +brought her hand stealthily from behind her. She looked at it for a +moment dispassionately. She was not afraid. She was conscious only of +an overwhelming weariness, a longing for rest that should still the +gnawing pain in her breast and the throbbing in her head.... A flash +and it would be over, and all her sorrow would melt away.... But would +it? A doubting fear of the hereafter rushed over her. What if suffering +lived beyond the border-line? But the fear went as suddenly as it had +come, for with it came remembrance that in that shadowy world she would +find one who would understand--her own father, who had shot himself, +mad with heartbroken despair, when her mother died in giving her birth. + +She lifted the revolver to her temple resolutely. + +There had been no sound to betray what was passing behind him, but the +extra sense, the consciousness of imminent danger that was strong in +the desert-bred man, sprang into active force within the Sheik. He +turned like a flash and leaped across the space that separated them, +catching her hand as she pressed the trigger, and the bullet sped +harmlessly an inch above her head. With his face gone suddenly ghastly +he wrenched the weapon from her and flung it far into the night. + +For a moment they stared into each other's eyes in silence, then, with +a moan, she slipped from his grasp and fell at his feet in an agony of +terrible weeping. With a low exclamation he stooped and swept her up +into his arms, holding her slender, shaking figure with tender +strength, pressing her head against him, his cheek on her red-gold +curls. + +"My God! child, don't cry so. I can bear anything but that," he cried +brokenly. + +But the terrible sobs went on, and fearfully he caught her closer, +straining her to him convulsively, raining kisses on her shining hair. +"_Diane, Diane,_" he whispered imploringly, falling back into the +soft French that seemed so much more natural. "_Mon amour, ma +bien-aimee. Ne pleures pas, je t'en prie. Je t'aime, je t'adore. Tu +resteras pres de moi, tout a moi._" + +She seemed only half-conscious, unable to check the emotion that, +unloosed, overwhelmed her. She lay inert against him, racked with the +long shuddering sobs that shook her. His firm mouth quivered as he +looked down at his work. Gathering her up to his heart he carried her +to the divan, and the weight of her soft slim body sent the blood +racing madly through his veins. He laid her down, and dropped on his +knees beside her, his arm wrapped round her, whispering words of +passionate love. + +Gradually the terrible shuddering passed and the gasping sobs died +away, and she lay still, so still and white that he was afraid. He +tried to rise to fetch some restorative, but at the first movement she +clung to him, pressing closer to him. "I don't want anything but you," +she murmured almost inaudibly. + +His arm tightened round her and he turned her face up to his. Her eyes +were closed and the wet lashes lay black against her pale cheek. His +lips touched them pitifully. + +"Diane, will you never look at me again?" His voice was almost humble. + +Her eyes quivered a moment and them opened slowly, looking up into his +with a still-lingering fear in them. "You won't send me away?" she +whispered pleadingly, like a terrified child. + +A hard sob broke from him and he kissed her trembling lips fiercely. +"Never!" he said sternly. "I will never let you go now. My God! If you +knew how I wanted you. If you knew what it cost me to send you away. +Pray God I keep you happy. You know the worst of me, poor child--you +will have a devil for a husband." + +The colour stole back slowly into her face and a little tremulous smile +curved her lips. She slid her arm up and round his neck, drawing his +head down. "I am not afraid," she murmured slowly. "I am not afraid of +anything with your arms round me, my desert lover. Ahmed! Monseigneur!" + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Sheik, by E. M. Hull + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SHEIK *** + +This file should be named sheik10.txt or sheik10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, sheik11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, sheik10a.txt + +This eBook was produced by Suzanne L. Shell, Charles Franks, +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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