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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN WHO WOULDN'T SIGN UP ***
-
-
-
-
-
- the man who wouldn't sign up
-
- By THOMAS E. PURDOM
-
- _Chances are you'll sympathize deeply
- with Henry Westing, who merely wanted
- to go on living his own life in his own
- manner. But under the same circumstances,
- how would you go about doing it?_
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Infinity October 1958.
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-All his life people had been trying to get Henry Westing to sign up.
-They were all signing up themselves and they wanted everybody else to
-sign up too.
-
-In college it had been the fraternities. Mr. Westing hadn't tried to
-join one.
-
-"But you've got to belong to something," they said. "Everybody does."
-
-"I don't."
-
-"Sure you do. You're just being rebellious."
-
-"Perhaps."
-
-"Everybody's got to belong. Ask any psychologist."
-
-"Perhaps. I wouldn't know."
-
-After college it had been work. He had lost three jobs in a row for
-the same reason.
-
-"We're sorry, Westing, but you just don't seem to fit in with the
-group."
-
-"Don't I do my work well?"
-
-"Yes, but you don't seem to _belong_. We like men who consider
-themselves part of The Company, not just people who work here."
-
-In the end he had found a job in a large travel agency in the center of
-Philadelphia. This is a business in which everyone at least pretends to
-be cynical about his work, so Westing was able to keep his position no
-matter how he acted. Of course by this time he had learned to keep his
-mouth shut.
-
-All around him he watched people signing up. "You've got to have
-something bigger than yourself," they said. "You've got to belong."
-
-He watched them do it and went on living his own life. He loved
-concerts and books and plays. He loved his friends, who were good
-company and whom he saw often. He loved a couple of girls, too, and
-hoped that someday he would love one well enough to marry her.
-
-He lived a very happy life and belonged to nothing.
-
-Then one night in January someone knocked on his door. It was a
-Saturday and he was just getting dressed to go to the Academy of Music.
-He opened the door of his apartment and looked into the hall.
-
-There was a young man standing there. He had black rimmed glasses and a
-crew cut. He wore a slim, well-tailored suit.
-
-"Mr. Westing?"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"I'm from the Organization. We'd like you to join."
-
-"What organization?"
-
-"_The_ Organization. The Organization for people who don't belong to
-any organization."
-
-"I'm afraid I'm not interested."
-
-"But you must be. It says here that you don't belong to anything. We're
-here to give you a chance to belong."
-
-"What's the purpose of the organization?"
-
-"It gives its members a feeling of belonging to something. Everybody's
-joining. You don't want to be left out, do you?"
-
-"Not if I can help it. But I'm afraid you'll have to try somebody else."
-
-"I can't. We never give up."
-
-"I see. Good night, young man."
-
-He tried to close the door. Before he was quite certain what was
-happening, the young man had slipped into the apartment.
-
-"I'm going to a concert," Mr. Westing said. "They're playing Brahms'
-First. I've never heard it and I've been looking forward to hearing it
-ever since I heard his Second. I'd appreciate it if you left."
-
-"But don't you _want_ to belong, Mr. Westing?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Not to anything?"
-
-"No."
-
-The young man shook his head. "But most people are glad to join. We
-offer them what they've been looking for all their lives."
-
-"Then go see them." He put on his jacket and adjusted his tie. "Care
-for a drink?"
-
-"I don't drink."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"It interferes with my work. We're out to double the size of the
-Organization. I work very hard at it."
-
-"Do you? Why?"
-
-"It gives me a sense of belonging."
-
-Mr. Westing started for the door. "I'm about to leave," he said. "I
-think it would be best if you left too."
-
-The young man sighed. "I can see where you're going to be a difficult
-case."
-
-"Probably. Will you turn off the light, please?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-He met his date and immediately put the incident out of his mind. They
-listened to Brahms' First and it was everything Westing had hoped it
-would be. Afterwards, when they were sitting in a bar, he told her
-about the Organization.
-
-The girl seemed surprised. It was the second time he had taken her out
-and she didn't know him very well.
-
-"You ought to belong to something," she said. "Why don't you join?"
-
-"You mean that?"
-
-"Everybody should belong to something. You can't be useless."
-
-"I'm not useless. I make my contribution. More than most people, in
-fact."
-
-"But you can't just live for yourself."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-She struggled. "Because you can't," she said.
-
-He took her home when the bar closed at midnight. The conversation was
-one he had engaged in with other girls but it still depressed him. He
-hopped the subway and went across the river to Camden, New Jersey,
-where they are more reasonable about the hours at which bars remain
-open.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The next morning he had a hangover. He was just pouring some tomato
-juice when someone knocked at his door.
-
-"Just a minute," he said.
-
-He opened the door. A man in a tweed suit stood in the hall. He had a
-relaxed, pleasant face and he smoked a pipe.
-
-"Mr. Westing?"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"I'm Dr. Cooper. May I come in?"
-
-"I didn't ask for a doctor. I could use one but I haven't called one
-yet."
-
-"Oh? What's your trouble?"
-
-"Hangover. I had a rugged night."
-
-"Why? What made you do a thing like that?"
-
-He shrugged. "It's hard to say."
-
-"Insecurity," Dr. Cooper said. "Many people try to evade their
-insecurities by drinking. Why don't you tell me about it?"
-
-He hesitated. "Well," he said. "It's early."
-
-Dr. Cooper started forward and he automatically stepped back to let him
-in.
-
-"Who sent you anyway?" he asked.
-
-"Didn't they tell you I was coming?"
-
-"Didn't who tell me you were coming?"
-
-"The Organization. I'm their head psychologist."
-
-"I should have known."
-
-"You sound annoyed."
-
-"I'm afraid I don't want to join the Organization. Ever."
-
-Dr. Cooper lit his pipe. "I think you should," he said. "It would
-relieve you of your insecurities. You obviously need to belong to
-something."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"It is a natural need in all human organisms. A man by himself is
-incomplete and unsatisfied. He has no outlet for his energies and his
-talents."
-
-"I have very little energy and no talent."
-
-"You're being modest. I understand you have a great deal of both."
-Cooper looked around the apartment. "Don't you _want_ to belong, Mr.
-Westing?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Don't you belong to anything?"
-
-"No."
-
-"You're sure? You were a political canvasser in the last election,
-weren't you?"
-
-"Yes, but that was different."
-
-"Didn't it give you a sense of belonging?"
-
-"Yes, but I didn't like it. I felt trapped."
-
-"Then why did you do it?"
-
-"I'm a citizen. I like to keep my accounts even."
-
-"Then you didn't really belong?" the doctor said.
-
-"Not the way you mean."
-
-"This is very interesting. You honestly think you can live without
-belonging to anything?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Don't you belong to the human race?"
-
-"Yes, and I try to keep my dues up, too. But it's more of a strain than
-a pleasure."
-
-Dr. Cooper puffed on his pipe. "I can see you're going to be a real
-challenge," he said.
-
-"Thank you. I intend to be."
-
-"I've got some literature outside. I think you should read it."
-
-"You can leave it if you like."
-
-"I will." A few more puffs. The psychologist looked extremely serene.
-"You know, you're a very sick man."
-
-"So I've been told."
-
-"Why don't you let me cure you?"
-
-"First you have to convince me I'm sick."
-
-"That's true."
-
-They talked aimlessly for another half-hour. Cooper left, and Westing
-looked over the literature.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He started to throw it away. Then his conscience twinged. If he was
-going to fight this thing, he was going to fight it honestly. He would
-meet their techniques of persuasion, not evade them.
-
-He sat down and read all the pamphlets. _The Need to Belong._ _The
-Sense of Unity._ Testimonials from members of the Organization who had
-found salvation in its ranks. It was all very well done and rather
-weakening to a man with a hangover.
-
-He sat for a long time in his apartment, brooding over it. Then he got
-up and threw all the literature in the trash.
-
-"They'll have to do better than that," he said.
-
-The next evening, when he got back from work, he found a package in his
-mail. It was a long-play, high-fidelity Calypso record. The notice said
-it was a Get-Acquainted Gift from the Jamaican Record Society.
-
-After supper he put the record on. When it had been playing for a while
-he got up and, as he often did, began to improvise dance steps to the
-music. It was great fun and the record was half over before he noticed
-the words had been subtly changing.
-
- "_House built on a rock foundation will not stand, oh no, oh no,_"
- _You must join the Organization, now now, now now...._"
-
-He snapped off the hi-fi. But the chanting went on in his mind. _You
-must join the Organization, you must join the Organization...._
-
-He put on his coat and went out for a walk. When he got back he didn't
-feel like reading so he turned on the television set. There was a very
-serious play on. He settled back to watch it. It was about a young man
-who lived all alone in the city and of his groping toward a better life.
-
-"If I could only belong someplace," the young man said to the girl
-during the second act. "I've never belonged anywhere."
-
-"Everybody should belong," the girl said.
-
-The young man nodded and groped with his hands. "Or else they'll be
-like Henry Westing," he mumbled.
-
-Mr. Westing got up and turned off the set. He rotated it and looked at
-the back. There was a little box screwed in one corner.
-
-"Very clever," he said. He tore the box off and went to bed.
-
-He was just falling asleep when the phone rang. He reached for it in
-the dark.
-
-"Westing speaking."
-
-"Mr. Westing? This is Miss Beyle from the Organization. We're calling
-up to see if there are any questions you may have."
-
-"I'm afraid I don't. I'm trying to sleep."
-
-"So early?"
-
-"I felt like it."
-
-"You must be terribly lonely. Why don't you come down to Headquarters
-for cakes and coffee? We're having a good time."
-
-"Miss Beyle, I've done some canvassing myself. You're doing a good job
-but you've got the wrong man."
-
-She laughed. It was a very pleasant laugh.
-
-"Thank you, Mr. Westing. You sound like the kind of man we need. We've
-got a big job to do and there's a place here for you anytime you want
-it."
-
-"Doing what?"
-
-"Recruiting new members."
-
-"Good evening, Miss Beyle. I've always tried to be a gentleman. I'd
-better hang up before I forget myself."
-
-He hung up and tried to sleep.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The next day an economist came to see him. The day after it was
-a social scientist and the day after that a political scientist.
-He listened patiently for a week as they sat in his apartment and
-explained the importance of the group to him.
-
-"Man is nothing," they said. "Unless he belongs to a group."
-
-"On the contrary," Mr. Westing said, "the group is nothing unless I
-belong to it."
-
-"That's egotism."
-
-"Probably."
-
-But he knew he was weakening. He held out with the stubborn feeling he
-was resisting the tides of history. He felt very brave and strong.
-
-There was a one-day lull. He woke up the morning after and heard a
-sound truck blasting away in the street one floor below.
-
-HENRY WESTING DOES NOT BELONG HENRY WESTING BELONGS TO NOTHING REFORM
-HENRY WESTING REFORM HENRY WESTING....
-
-"Outrageous," he said.
-
-He dressed, had breakfast and started for work. People stood on their
-doorsteps and stared at him when he stepped onto the sidewalk. He
-smiled pleasantly at the driver of the truck.
-
-"Good morning," he said. "Nice day, isn't it?"
-
-The driver nodded sullenly.
-
-_Very good_, Mr. Westing thought. _You're doing splendidly._
-
-At work he was tired and drawn out. He had trouble concentrating. The
-Department Manager commented on it.
-
-"You're not acting like a Company man, Henry."
-
-"I'm a little tired. I had a hard night."
-
-"What was she like?"
-
-"Dismal."
-
-Everything was dismal. The jingles ran through his head endlessly. So
-did the slogans and the words from the sound truck. He was beginning to
-doubt himself.
-
-Perhaps they were right. Perhaps he _did_ need to belong.
-
- * * * * *
-
-That night the sound truck was still there. It circled the block,
-advertising the Organization and denouncing Henry Westing.
-
-There were signs on all the houses too. _We Belong to the
-Organization_, the signs said. There was a sign on every door except
-his.
-
-He went upstairs and made dinner. Then he sat by the window and tried
-to think. Down below he could hear the sound truck.
-
-They're getting to you, he thought. A little more and they'll have you
-whipped. You'd better do something.
-
-He picked up the phone and dialed.
-
-"Yes?" a voice answered.
-
-"This is Henry Westing."
-
-"Ahh, Mr. Westing. I thought you'd be calling soon."
-
-"You may send your representative over to my apartment this evening.
-Tell him to bring everything."
-
-"Application forms?"
-
-"Everything. Whatever you use to close the deal."
-
-"He'll be there at eight."
-
-"I'll be waiting."
-
-At eight o'clock the young man rang his bell. He was burdened down with
-equipment.
-
-"Come in," Mr. Westing said.
-
-"Thank you."
-
-"What's all that you're carrying?"
-
-"Educational material. Mind if I set it up?"
-
-"Go right ahead."
-
-He poured himself a brandy and soda and watched. The young man seemed
-nervous and strained as he set up a hemispherical device which seemed
-to be a projector.
-
-Mr. Westing glanced at a leatherette folder the young man had put aside
-while he worked. The folder bore a neatly labelled title: _Prospects_.
-
-His heart skipped a beat.
-
-He made sure the young man was absorbed in his work. Then he carefully
-leafed through the book.
-
-"This Marline Harris looks like an interesting case. What's she like?"
-
-"Did I leave that there? I'm sorry, I can't let you look at it."
-
-"Sorry. I didn't know."
-
-The young man took the folder and went back to work.
-
-"Do you have a girl?" Mr. Westing asked.
-
-"Too busy."
-
-"Oh." He sipped his drink. "That Harris girl certainly has been holding
-out, hasn't she?"
-
-"She's a tough one. I've been to see her six times. It's funny, too,
-because she's so lonely."
-
-"Really?"
-
-"She's too independent. Men don't like her. And she's pretty
-nice-looking, too. It's a shame she can't act like a woman."
-
-"Yes, I guess it is."
-
-"There," the young man said. "Now if you'll just sit down there."
-
-"Care for a drink?"
-
-"I don't drink."
-
-"Not even to be sociable?"
-
-"Sociable? Perhaps I should at that."
-
-Mr. Westing poured another brandy and soda. There was a great deal more
-brandy than soda.
-
-"You work hard, don't you?" he said.
-
-"We're in the middle of a big drive now. This is a very important job."
-The young man took a drink, the kind a man who has always drunk water
-takes.
-
-"Yes, I guess it is rather important. Organizing, getting things done.
-A very active life."
-
-"That's what I like, activity. I like to _live_, not just sit around."
-
-"Very understandable."
-
-The young man took another drink. His face underwent a subtle change.
-
-"Let me turn the machine on. We'd better get started."
-
-"Did you have dinner yet?"
-
-"I've been too busy."
-
-"Good, good."
-
-"Good?"
-
-"Good that you work so hard. Shows character."
-
-"Thank you. Now if you'll just sit back there, we'll turn the machine
-on." The young man seemed to be having trouble focussing his eyes.
-
-Westing lit a good cigar and offered his guest one. "To be sociable,"
-he said.
-
-"In that case, all right."
-
-"You should have another brandy to go with it." He handed him one as he
-spoke.
-
-The young man took it, gulped it down automatically and turned on the
-machine. Westing pulled on his cigar and settled back in his chair. He
-made sure there was another drink by the boy's arm.
-
-"Do you know anything about drinking?"
-
-"Why no, I don't."
-
-"Three's the custom. Three drinks and you're friends. You belong."
-
-"Then I guess I better."
-
-The room turned dark. Stars covered the walls. The young man took
-another swallow.
-
-"To what do you belong?" a deep voice said. "Of what are you a part?
-In all this vast Universe, you alone are nothing. You alone have no
-meaning. But you as part of something bigger...."
-
-A sunrise crept along the walls. The coloring was very good and Mr.
-Westing enjoyed it immensely.
-
-Next to him he heard a low sound. The young man was singing.
-
-"It's nice to watch the room spin, isn't it?" Mr. Westing asked.
-
-"I was just thinking that. It's beautiful."
-
-"I know. Excuse me a minute."
-
- * * * * *
-
-He got up and took the phone into the next room. As soon as he was out
-of earshot, he dialed the number he had memorized earlier.
-
-The phone buzzed a few times. "Hello?" a woman answered.
-
-"Is this Miss Marline Harris?"
-
-"Yes, who is this?"
-
-"My name is Henry Westing. There's a man here trying to get me to join
-the Organization and I saw your name and your picture in his Prospects
-book."
-
-"Oh, are they after you, too?"
-
-"They've been after me for a long time. Your picture looks very
-attractive, Miss Harris."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-"Do you like music?"
-
-"Yes, I do."
-
-A few minutes later he tip-toed into the living room. The film was
-still playing, the persuasive voice still speaking. Now it was martial
-music and there were flags all over, waving, inspiring.
-
-It takes two, Westing thought. Alone they were getting me. But the two
-of us together will be stronger.
-
-He bent over the couch. The boy was asleep and dreaming. His face
-looked peaceful.
-
-Mr. Westing turned on a record. It was an unexpurgated reading of _The
-Arabian Nights_. He placed the speaker close to the boy's ear.
-
-Then he got dressed and went out to meet Marline. He had beaten them
-once again. Maybe they'd get him someday, but way down deep he didn't
-believe it.
-
-
-
+ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN WHO WOULDN'T SIGN UP *** + + + + + + the man who wouldn't sign up + + By THOMAS E. PURDOM + + _Chances are you'll sympathize deeply + with Henry Westing, who merely wanted + to go on living his own life in his own + manner. But under the same circumstances, + how would you go about doing it?_ + + [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from + Infinity October 1958. + Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that + the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.] + + +All his life people had been trying to get Henry Westing to sign up. +They were all signing up themselves and they wanted everybody else to +sign up too. + +In college it had been the fraternities. Mr. Westing hadn't tried to +join one. + +"But you've got to belong to something," they said. "Everybody does." + +"I don't." + +"Sure you do. You're just being rebellious." + +"Perhaps." + +"Everybody's got to belong. Ask any psychologist." + +"Perhaps. I wouldn't know." + +After college it had been work. He had lost three jobs in a row for +the same reason. + +"We're sorry, Westing, but you just don't seem to fit in with the +group." + +"Don't I do my work well?" + +"Yes, but you don't seem to _belong_. We like men who consider +themselves part of The Company, not just people who work here." + +In the end he had found a job in a large travel agency in the center of +Philadelphia. This is a business in which everyone at least pretends to +be cynical about his work, so Westing was able to keep his position no +matter how he acted. Of course by this time he had learned to keep his +mouth shut. + +All around him he watched people signing up. "You've got to have +something bigger than yourself," they said. "You've got to belong." + +He watched them do it and went on living his own life. He loved +concerts and books and plays. He loved his friends, who were good +company and whom he saw often. He loved a couple of girls, too, and +hoped that someday he would love one well enough to marry her. + +He lived a very happy life and belonged to nothing. + +Then one night in January someone knocked on his door. It was a +Saturday and he was just getting dressed to go to the Academy of Music. +He opened the door of his apartment and looked into the hall. + +There was a young man standing there. He had black rimmed glasses and a +crew cut. He wore a slim, well-tailored suit. + +"Mr. Westing?" + +"Yes?" + +"I'm from the Organization. We'd like you to join." + +"What organization?" + +"_The_ Organization. The Organization for people who don't belong to +any organization." + +"I'm afraid I'm not interested." + +"But you must be. It says here that you don't belong to anything. We're +here to give you a chance to belong." + +"What's the purpose of the organization?" + +"It gives its members a feeling of belonging to something. Everybody's +joining. You don't want to be left out, do you?" + +"Not if I can help it. But I'm afraid you'll have to try somebody else." + +"I can't. We never give up." + +"I see. Good night, young man." + +He tried to close the door. Before he was quite certain what was +happening, the young man had slipped into the apartment. + +"I'm going to a concert," Mr. Westing said. "They're playing Brahms' +First. I've never heard it and I've been looking forward to hearing it +ever since I heard his Second. I'd appreciate it if you left." + +"But don't you _want_ to belong, Mr. Westing?" + +"No." + +"Not to anything?" + +"No." + +The young man shook his head. "But most people are glad to join. We +offer them what they've been looking for all their lives." + +"Then go see them." He put on his jacket and adjusted his tie. "Care +for a drink?" + +"I don't drink." + +"Why not?" + +"It interferes with my work. We're out to double the size of the +Organization. I work very hard at it." + +"Do you? Why?" + +"It gives me a sense of belonging." + +Mr. Westing started for the door. "I'm about to leave," he said. "I +think it would be best if you left too." + +The young man sighed. "I can see where you're going to be a difficult +case." + +"Probably. Will you turn off the light, please?" + + * * * * * + +He met his date and immediately put the incident out of his mind. They +listened to Brahms' First and it was everything Westing had hoped it +would be. Afterwards, when they were sitting in a bar, he told her +about the Organization. + +The girl seemed surprised. It was the second time he had taken her out +and she didn't know him very well. + +"You ought to belong to something," she said. "Why don't you join?" + +"You mean that?" + +"Everybody should belong to something. You can't be useless." + +"I'm not useless. I make my contribution. More than most people, in +fact." + +"But you can't just live for yourself." + +"Why not?" + +She struggled. "Because you can't," she said. + +He took her home when the bar closed at midnight. The conversation was +one he had engaged in with other girls but it still depressed him. He +hopped the subway and went across the river to Camden, New Jersey, +where they are more reasonable about the hours at which bars remain +open. + + * * * * * + +The next morning he had a hangover. He was just pouring some tomato +juice when someone knocked at his door. + +"Just a minute," he said. + +He opened the door. A man in a tweed suit stood in the hall. He had a +relaxed, pleasant face and he smoked a pipe. + +"Mr. Westing?" + +"Yes?" + +"I'm Dr. Cooper. May I come in?" + +"I didn't ask for a doctor. I could use one but I haven't called one +yet." + +"Oh? What's your trouble?" + +"Hangover. I had a rugged night." + +"Why? What made you do a thing like that?" + +He shrugged. "It's hard to say." + +"Insecurity," Dr. Cooper said. "Many people try to evade their +insecurities by drinking. Why don't you tell me about it?" + +He hesitated. "Well," he said. "It's early." + +Dr. Cooper started forward and he automatically stepped back to let him +in. + +"Who sent you anyway?" he asked. + +"Didn't they tell you I was coming?" + +"Didn't who tell me you were coming?" + +"The Organization. I'm their head psychologist." + +"I should have known." + +"You sound annoyed." + +"I'm afraid I don't want to join the Organization. Ever." + +Dr. Cooper lit his pipe. "I think you should," he said. "It would +relieve you of your insecurities. You obviously need to belong to +something." + +"Why?" + +"It is a natural need in all human organisms. A man by himself is +incomplete and unsatisfied. He has no outlet for his energies and his +talents." + +"I have very little energy and no talent." + +"You're being modest. I understand you have a great deal of both." +Cooper looked around the apartment. "Don't you _want_ to belong, Mr. +Westing?" + +"No." + +"Don't you belong to anything?" + +"No." + +"You're sure? You were a political canvasser in the last election, +weren't you?" + +"Yes, but that was different." + +"Didn't it give you a sense of belonging?" + +"Yes, but I didn't like it. I felt trapped." + +"Then why did you do it?" + +"I'm a citizen. I like to keep my accounts even." + +"Then you didn't really belong?" the doctor said. + +"Not the way you mean." + +"This is very interesting. You honestly think you can live without +belonging to anything?" + +"Yes." + +"Don't you belong to the human race?" + +"Yes, and I try to keep my dues up, too. But it's more of a strain than +a pleasure." + +Dr. Cooper puffed on his pipe. "I can see you're going to be a real +challenge," he said. + +"Thank you. I intend to be." + +"I've got some literature outside. I think you should read it." + +"You can leave it if you like." + +"I will." A few more puffs. The psychologist looked extremely serene. +"You know, you're a very sick man." + +"So I've been told." + +"Why don't you let me cure you?" + +"First you have to convince me I'm sick." + +"That's true." + +They talked aimlessly for another half-hour. Cooper left, and Westing +looked over the literature. + + * * * * * + +He started to throw it away. Then his conscience twinged. If he was +going to fight this thing, he was going to fight it honestly. He would +meet their techniques of persuasion, not evade them. + +He sat down and read all the pamphlets. _The Need to Belong._ _The +Sense of Unity._ Testimonials from members of the Organization who had +found salvation in its ranks. It was all very well done and rather +weakening to a man with a hangover. + +He sat for a long time in his apartment, brooding over it. Then he got +up and threw all the literature in the trash. + +"They'll have to do better than that," he said. + +The next evening, when he got back from work, he found a package in his +mail. It was a long-play, high-fidelity Calypso record. The notice said +it was a Get-Acquainted Gift from the Jamaican Record Society. + +After supper he put the record on. When it had been playing for a while +he got up and, as he often did, began to improvise dance steps to the +music. It was great fun and the record was half over before he noticed +the words had been subtly changing. + + "_House built on a rock foundation will not stand, oh no, oh no,_" + _You must join the Organization, now now, now now...._" + +He snapped off the hi-fi. But the chanting went on in his mind. _You +must join the Organization, you must join the Organization...._ + +He put on his coat and went out for a walk. When he got back he didn't +feel like reading so he turned on the television set. There was a very +serious play on. He settled back to watch it. It was about a young man +who lived all alone in the city and of his groping toward a better life. + +"If I could only belong someplace," the young man said to the girl +during the second act. "I've never belonged anywhere." + +"Everybody should belong," the girl said. + +The young man nodded and groped with his hands. "Or else they'll be +like Henry Westing," he mumbled. + +Mr. Westing got up and turned off the set. He rotated it and looked at +the back. There was a little box screwed in one corner. + +"Very clever," he said. He tore the box off and went to bed. + +He was just falling asleep when the phone rang. He reached for it in +the dark. + +"Westing speaking." + +"Mr. Westing? This is Miss Beyle from the Organization. We're calling +up to see if there are any questions you may have." + +"I'm afraid I don't. I'm trying to sleep." + +"So early?" + +"I felt like it." + +"You must be terribly lonely. Why don't you come down to Headquarters +for cakes and coffee? We're having a good time." + +"Miss Beyle, I've done some canvassing myself. You're doing a good job +but you've got the wrong man." + +She laughed. It was a very pleasant laugh. + +"Thank you, Mr. Westing. You sound like the kind of man we need. We've +got a big job to do and there's a place here for you anytime you want +it." + +"Doing what?" + +"Recruiting new members." + +"Good evening, Miss Beyle. I've always tried to be a gentleman. I'd +better hang up before I forget myself." + +He hung up and tried to sleep. + + * * * * * + +The next day an economist came to see him. The day after it was +a social scientist and the day after that a political scientist. +He listened patiently for a week as they sat in his apartment and +explained the importance of the group to him. + +"Man is nothing," they said. "Unless he belongs to a group." + +"On the contrary," Mr. Westing said, "the group is nothing unless I +belong to it." + +"That's egotism." + +"Probably." + +But he knew he was weakening. He held out with the stubborn feeling he +was resisting the tides of history. He felt very brave and strong. + +There was a one-day lull. He woke up the morning after and heard a +sound truck blasting away in the street one floor below. + +HENRY WESTING DOES NOT BELONG HENRY WESTING BELONGS TO NOTHING REFORM +HENRY WESTING REFORM HENRY WESTING.... + +"Outrageous," he said. + +He dressed, had breakfast and started for work. People stood on their +doorsteps and stared at him when he stepped onto the sidewalk. He +smiled pleasantly at the driver of the truck. + +"Good morning," he said. "Nice day, isn't it?" + +The driver nodded sullenly. + +_Very good_, Mr. Westing thought. _You're doing splendidly._ + +At work he was tired and drawn out. He had trouble concentrating. The +Department Manager commented on it. + +"You're not acting like a Company man, Henry." + +"I'm a little tired. I had a hard night." + +"What was she like?" + +"Dismal." + +Everything was dismal. The jingles ran through his head endlessly. So +did the slogans and the words from the sound truck. He was beginning to +doubt himself. + +Perhaps they were right. Perhaps he _did_ need to belong. + + * * * * * + +That night the sound truck was still there. It circled the block, +advertising the Organization and denouncing Henry Westing. + +There were signs on all the houses too. _We Belong to the +Organization_, the signs said. There was a sign on every door except +his. + +He went upstairs and made dinner. Then he sat by the window and tried +to think. Down below he could hear the sound truck. + +They're getting to you, he thought. A little more and they'll have you +whipped. You'd better do something. + +He picked up the phone and dialed. + +"Yes?" a voice answered. + +"This is Henry Westing." + +"Ahh, Mr. Westing. I thought you'd be calling soon." + +"You may send your representative over to my apartment this evening. +Tell him to bring everything." + +"Application forms?" + +"Everything. Whatever you use to close the deal." + +"He'll be there at eight." + +"I'll be waiting." + +At eight o'clock the young man rang his bell. He was burdened down with +equipment. + +"Come in," Mr. Westing said. + +"Thank you." + +"What's all that you're carrying?" + +"Educational material. Mind if I set it up?" + +"Go right ahead." + +He poured himself a brandy and soda and watched. The young man seemed +nervous and strained as he set up a hemispherical device which seemed +to be a projector. + +Mr. Westing glanced at a leatherette folder the young man had put aside +while he worked. The folder bore a neatly labelled title: _Prospects_. + +His heart skipped a beat. + +He made sure the young man was absorbed in his work. Then he carefully +leafed through the book. + +"This Marline Harris looks like an interesting case. What's she like?" + +"Did I leave that there? I'm sorry, I can't let you look at it." + +"Sorry. I didn't know." + +The young man took the folder and went back to work. + +"Do you have a girl?" Mr. Westing asked. + +"Too busy." + +"Oh." He sipped his drink. "That Harris girl certainly has been holding +out, hasn't she?" + +"She's a tough one. I've been to see her six times. It's funny, too, +because she's so lonely." + +"Really?" + +"She's too independent. Men don't like her. And she's pretty +nice-looking, too. It's a shame she can't act like a woman." + +"Yes, I guess it is." + +"There," the young man said. "Now if you'll just sit down there." + +"Care for a drink?" + +"I don't drink." + +"Not even to be sociable?" + +"Sociable? Perhaps I should at that." + +Mr. Westing poured another brandy and soda. There was a great deal more +brandy than soda. + +"You work hard, don't you?" he said. + +"We're in the middle of a big drive now. This is a very important job." +The young man took a drink, the kind a man who has always drunk water +takes. + +"Yes, I guess it is rather important. Organizing, getting things done. +A very active life." + +"That's what I like, activity. I like to _live_, not just sit around." + +"Very understandable." + +The young man took another drink. His face underwent a subtle change. + +"Let me turn the machine on. We'd better get started." + +"Did you have dinner yet?" + +"I've been too busy." + +"Good, good." + +"Good?" + +"Good that you work so hard. Shows character." + +"Thank you. Now if you'll just sit back there, we'll turn the machine +on." The young man seemed to be having trouble focussing his eyes. + +Westing lit a good cigar and offered his guest one. "To be sociable," +he said. + +"In that case, all right." + +"You should have another brandy to go with it." He handed him one as he +spoke. + +The young man took it, gulped it down automatically and turned on the +machine. Westing pulled on his cigar and settled back in his chair. He +made sure there was another drink by the boy's arm. + +"Do you know anything about drinking?" + +"Why no, I don't." + +"Three's the custom. Three drinks and you're friends. You belong." + +"Then I guess I better." + +The room turned dark. Stars covered the walls. The young man took +another swallow. + +"To what do you belong?" a deep voice said. "Of what are you a part? +In all this vast Universe, you alone are nothing. You alone have no +meaning. But you as part of something bigger...." + +A sunrise crept along the walls. The coloring was very good and Mr. +Westing enjoyed it immensely. + +Next to him he heard a low sound. The young man was singing. + +"It's nice to watch the room spin, isn't it?" Mr. Westing asked. + +"I was just thinking that. It's beautiful." + +"I know. Excuse me a minute." + + * * * * * + +He got up and took the phone into the next room. As soon as he was out +of earshot, he dialed the number he had memorized earlier. + +The phone buzzed a few times. "Hello?" a woman answered. + +"Is this Miss Marline Harris?" + +"Yes, who is this?" + +"My name is Henry Westing. There's a man here trying to get me to join +the Organization and I saw your name and your picture in his Prospects +book." + +"Oh, are they after you, too?" + +"They've been after me for a long time. Your picture looks very +attractive, Miss Harris." + +"Thank you." + +"Do you like music?" + +"Yes, I do." + +A few minutes later he tip-toed into the living room. The film was +still playing, the persuasive voice still speaking. Now it was martial +music and there were flags all over, waving, inspiring. + +It takes two, Westing thought. Alone they were getting me. But the two +of us together will be stronger. + +He bent over the couch. The boy was asleep and dreaming. His face +looked peaceful. + +Mr. Westing turned on a record. It was an unexpurgated reading of _The +Arabian Nights_. He placed the speaker close to the boy's ear. + +Then he got dressed and went out to meet Marline. He had beaten them +once again. Maybe they'd get him someday, but way down deep he didn't +believe it. + + + *** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN WHO WOULDN'T SIGN UP ***
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-<div style='text-align:center'>*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN WHO WOULDN'T SIGN UP ***</div>
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-<h1>the man who wouldn't sign up</h1>
-
-<p class="ph1">By THOMAS E. PURDOM</p>
-
-<p><i>Chances are you'll sympathize deeply<br>
-with Henry Westing, who merely wanted<br>
-to go on living his own life in his own<br>
-manner. But under the same circumstances,<br>
-how would you go about doing it?</i></p>
-
-<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br>
-Infinity October 1958.<br>
-Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br>
-the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap">
-
-<p>All his life people had been trying to get Henry Westing to sign up.
-They were all signing up themselves and they wanted everybody else to
-sign up too.</p>
-
-<p>In college it had been the fraternities. Mr. Westing hadn't tried to
-join one.</p>
-
-<p>"But you've got to belong to something," they said. "Everybody does."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't."</p>
-
-<p>"Sure you do. You're just being rebellious."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps."</p>
-
-<p>"Everybody's got to belong. Ask any psychologist."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps. I wouldn't know."</p>
-
-<p>After college it had been work. He had lost three jobs in a row for
-the same reason.</p>
-
-<p>"We're sorry, Westing, but you just don't seem to fit in with the
-group."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't I do my work well?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, but you don't seem to <i>belong</i>. We like men who consider
-themselves part of The Company, not just people who work here."</p>
-
-<p>In the end he had found a job in a large travel agency in the center of
-Philadelphia. This is a business in which everyone at least pretends to
-be cynical about his work, so Westing was able to keep his position no
-matter how he acted. Of course by this time he had learned to keep his
-mouth shut.</p>
-
-<p>All around him he watched people signing up. "You've got to have
-something bigger than yourself," they said. "You've got to belong."</p>
-
-<p>He watched them do it and went on living his own life. He loved
-concerts and books and plays. He loved his friends, who were good
-company and whom he saw often. He loved a couple of girls, too, and
-hoped that someday he would love one well enough to marry her.</p>
-
-<p>He lived a very happy life and belonged to nothing.</p>
-
-<p>Then one night in January someone knocked on his door. It was a
-Saturday and he was just getting dressed to go to the Academy of Music.
-He opened the door of his apartment and looked into the hall.</p>
-
-<p>There was a young man standing there. He had black rimmed glasses and a
-crew cut. He wore a slim, well-tailored suit.</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Westing?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm from the Organization. We'd like you to join."</p>
-
-<p>"What organization?"</p>
-
-<p>"<i>The</i> Organization. The Organization for people who don't belong to
-any organization."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid I'm not interested."</p>
-
-<p>"But you must be. It says here that you don't belong to anything. We're
-here to give you a chance to belong."</p>
-
-<p>"What's the purpose of the organization?"</p>
-
-<p>"It gives its members a feeling of belonging to something. Everybody's
-joining. You don't want to be left out, do you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Not if I can help it. But I'm afraid you'll have to try somebody else."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't. We never give up."</p>
-
-<p>"I see. Good night, young man."</p>
-
-<p>He tried to close the door. Before he was quite certain what was
-happening, the young man had slipped into the apartment.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going to a concert," Mr. Westing said. "They're playing Brahms'
-First. I've never heard it and I've been looking forward to hearing it
-ever since I heard his Second. I'd appreciate it if you left."</p>
-
-<p>"But don't you <i>want</i> to belong, Mr. Westing?"</p>
-
-<p>"No."</p>
-
-<p>"Not to anything?"</p>
-
-<p>"No."</p>
-
-<p>The young man shook his head. "But most people are glad to join. We
-offer them what they've been looking for all their lives."</p>
-
-<p>"Then go see them." He put on his jacket and adjusted his tie. "Care
-for a drink?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't drink."</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?"</p>
-
-<p>"It interferes with my work. We're out to double the size of the
-Organization. I work very hard at it."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you? Why?"</p>
-
-<p>"It gives me a sense of belonging."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Westing started for the door. "I'm about to leave," he said. "I
-think it would be best if you left too."</p>
-
-<p>The young man sighed. "I can see where you're going to be a difficult
-case."</p>
-
-<p>"Probably. Will you turn off the light, please?"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>He met his date and immediately put the incident out of his mind. They
-listened to Brahms' First and it was everything Westing had hoped it
-would be. Afterwards, when they were sitting in a bar, he told her
-about the Organization.</p>
-
-<p>The girl seemed surprised. It was the second time he had taken her out
-and she didn't know him very well.</p>
-
-<p>"You ought to belong to something," she said. "Why don't you join?"</p>
-
-<p>"You mean that?"</p>
-
-<p>"Everybody should belong to something. You can't be useless."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not useless. I make my contribution. More than most people, in
-fact."</p>
-
-<p>"But you can't just live for yourself."</p>
-
-<p>"Why not?"</p>
-
-<p>She struggled. "Because you can't," she said.</p>
-
-<p>He took her home when the bar closed at midnight. The conversation was
-one he had engaged in with other girls but it still depressed him. He
-hopped the subway and went across the river to Camden, New Jersey,
-where they are more reasonable about the hours at which bars remain
-open.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The next morning he had a hangover. He was just pouring some tomato
-juice when someone knocked at his door.</p>
-
-<p>"Just a minute," he said.</p>
-
-<p>He opened the door. A man in a tweed suit stood in the hall. He had a
-relaxed, pleasant face and he smoked a pipe.</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Westing?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm Dr. Cooper. May I come in?"</p>
-
-<p>"I didn't ask for a doctor. I could use one but I haven't called one
-yet."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh? What's your trouble?"</p>
-
-<p>"Hangover. I had a rugged night."</p>
-
-<p>"Why? What made you do a thing like that?"</p>
-
-<p>He shrugged. "It's hard to say."</p>
-
-<p>"Insecurity," Dr. Cooper said. "Many people try to evade their
-insecurities by drinking. Why don't you tell me about it?"</p>
-
-<p>He hesitated. "Well," he said. "It's early."</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Cooper started forward and he automatically stepped back to let him
-in.</p>
-
-<p>"Who sent you anyway?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Didn't they tell you I was coming?"</p>
-
-<p>"Didn't who tell me you were coming?"</p>
-
-<p>"The Organization. I'm their head psychologist."</p>
-
-<p>"I should have known."</p>
-
-<p>"You sound annoyed."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid I don't want to join the Organization. Ever."</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Cooper lit his pipe. "I think you should," he said. "It would
-relieve you of your insecurities. You obviously need to belong to
-something."</p>
-
-<p>"Why?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is a natural need in all human organisms. A man by himself is
-incomplete and unsatisfied. He has no outlet for his energies and his
-talents."</p>
-
-<p>"I have very little energy and no talent."</p>
-
-<p>"You're being modest. I understand you have a great deal of both."
-Cooper looked around the apartment. "Don't you <i>want</i> to belong, Mr.
-Westing?"</p>
-
-<p>"No."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you belong to anything?"</p>
-
-<p>"No."</p>
-
-<p>"You're sure? You were a political canvasser in the last election,
-weren't you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, but that was different."</p>
-
-<p>"Didn't it give you a sense of belonging?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, but I didn't like it. I felt trapped."</p>
-
-<p>"Then why did you do it?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm a citizen. I like to keep my accounts even."</p>
-
-<p>"Then you didn't really belong?" the doctor said.</p>
-
-<p>"Not the way you mean."</p>
-
-<p>"This is very interesting. You honestly think you can live without
-belonging to anything?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you belong to the human race?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and I try to keep my dues up, too. But it's more of a strain than
-a pleasure."</p>
-
-<p>Dr. Cooper puffed on his pipe. "I can see you're going to be a real
-challenge," he said.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you. I intend to be."</p>
-
-<p>"I've got some literature outside. I think you should read it."</p>
-
-<p>"You can leave it if you like."</p>
-
-<p>"I will." A few more puffs. The psychologist looked extremely serene.
-"You know, you're a very sick man."</p>
-
-<p>"So I've been told."</p>
-
-<p>"Why don't you let me cure you?"</p>
-
-<p>"First you have to convince me I'm sick."</p>
-
-<p>"That's true."</p>
-
-<p>They talked aimlessly for another half-hour. Cooper left, and Westing
-looked over the literature.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>He started to throw it away. Then his conscience twinged. If he was
-going to fight this thing, he was going to fight it honestly. He would
-meet their techniques of persuasion, not evade them.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down and read all the pamphlets. <i>The Need to Belong.</i> <i>The
-Sense of Unity.</i> Testimonials from members of the Organization who had
-found salvation in its ranks. It was all very well done and rather
-weakening to a man with a hangover.</p>
-
-<p>He sat for a long time in his apartment, brooding over it. Then he got
-up and threw all the literature in the trash.</p>
-
-<p>"They'll have to do better than that," he said.</p>
-
-<p>The next evening, when he got back from work, he found a package in his
-mail. It was a long-play, high-fidelity Calypso record. The notice said
-it was a Get-Acquainted Gift from the Jamaican Record Society.</p>
-
-<p>After supper he put the record on. When it had been playing for a while
-he got up and, as he often did, began to improvise dance steps to the
-music. It was great fun and the record was half over before he noticed
-the words had been subtly changing.</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
- <div class="verse indent0">"<i>House built on a rock foundation will not stand, oh no, oh no,</i>"</div>
- <div class="verse indent0"><i>You must join the Organization, now now, now now....</i>"</div>
- </div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>He snapped off the hi-fi. But the chanting went on in his mind. <i>You
-must join the Organization, you must join the Organization....</i></p>
-
-<p>He put on his coat and went out for a walk. When he got back he didn't
-feel like reading so he turned on the television set. There was a very
-serious play on. He settled back to watch it. It was about a young man
-who lived all alone in the city and of his groping toward a better life.</p>
-
-<p>"If I could only belong someplace," the young man said to the girl
-during the second act. "I've never belonged anywhere."</p>
-
-<p>"Everybody should belong," the girl said.</p>
-
-<p>The young man nodded and groped with his hands. "Or else they'll be
-like Henry Westing," he mumbled.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Westing got up and turned off the set. He rotated it and looked at
-the back. There was a little box screwed in one corner.</p>
-
-<p>"Very clever," he said. He tore the box off and went to bed.</p>
-
-<p>He was just falling asleep when the phone rang. He reached for it in
-the dark.</p>
-
-<p>"Westing speaking."</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Westing? This is Miss Beyle from the Organization. We're calling
-up to see if there are any questions you may have."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid I don't. I'm trying to sleep."</p>
-
-<p>"So early?"</p>
-
-<p>"I felt like it."</p>
-
-<p>"You must be terribly lonely. Why don't you come down to Headquarters
-for cakes and coffee? We're having a good time."</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Beyle, I've done some canvassing myself. You're doing a good job
-but you've got the wrong man."</p>
-
-<p>She laughed. It was a very pleasant laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Mr. Westing. You sound like the kind of man we need. We've
-got a big job to do and there's a place here for you anytime you want
-it."</p>
-
-<p>"Doing what?"</p>
-
-<p>"Recruiting new members."</p>
-
-<p>"Good evening, Miss Beyle. I've always tried to be a gentleman. I'd
-better hang up before I forget myself."</p>
-
-<p>He hung up and tried to sleep.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The next day an economist came to see him. The day after it was
-a social scientist and the day after that a political scientist.
-He listened patiently for a week as they sat in his apartment and
-explained the importance of the group to him.</p>
-
-<p>"Man is nothing," they said. "Unless he belongs to a group."</p>
-
-<p>"On the contrary," Mr. Westing said, "the group is nothing unless I
-belong to it."</p>
-
-<p>"That's egotism."</p>
-
-<p>"Probably."</p>
-
-<p>But he knew he was weakening. He held out with the stubborn feeling he
-was resisting the tides of history. He felt very brave and strong.</p>
-
-<p>There was a one-day lull. He woke up the morning after and heard a
-sound truck blasting away in the street one floor below.</p>
-
-<p>HENRY WESTING DOES NOT BELONG HENRY WESTING BELONGS TO NOTHING REFORM
-HENRY WESTING REFORM HENRY WESTING....</p>
-
-<p>"Outrageous," he said.</p>
-
-<p>He dressed, had breakfast and started for work. People stood on their
-doorsteps and stared at him when he stepped onto the sidewalk. He
-smiled pleasantly at the driver of the truck.</p>
-
-<p>"Good morning," he said. "Nice day, isn't it?"</p>
-
-<p>The driver nodded sullenly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Very good</i>, Mr. Westing thought. <i>You're doing splendidly.</i></p>
-
-<p>At work he was tired and drawn out. He had trouble concentrating. The
-Department Manager commented on it.</p>
-
-<p>"You're not acting like a Company man, Henry."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm a little tired. I had a hard night."</p>
-
-<p>"What was she like?"</p>
-
-<p>"Dismal."</p>
-
-<p>Everything was dismal. The jingles ran through his head endlessly. So
-did the slogans and the words from the sound truck. He was beginning to
-doubt himself.</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps they were right. Perhaps he <i>did</i> need to belong.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>That night the sound truck was still there. It circled the block,
-advertising the Organization and denouncing Henry Westing.</p>
-
-<p>There were signs on all the houses too. <i>We Belong to the
-Organization</i>, the signs said. There was a sign on every door except
-his.</p>
-
-<p>He went upstairs and made dinner. Then he sat by the window and tried
-to think. Down below he could hear the sound truck.</p>
-
-<p>They're getting to you, he thought. A little more and they'll have you
-whipped. You'd better do something.</p>
-
-<p>He picked up the phone and dialed.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?" a voice answered.</p>
-
-<p>"This is Henry Westing."</p>
-
-<p>"Ahh, Mr. Westing. I thought you'd be calling soon."</p>
-
-<p>"You may send your representative over to my apartment this evening.
-Tell him to bring everything."</p>
-
-<p>"Application forms?"</p>
-
-<p>"Everything. Whatever you use to close the deal."</p>
-
-<p>"He'll be there at eight."</p>
-
-<p>"I'll be waiting."</p>
-
-<p>At eight o'clock the young man rang his bell. He was burdened down with
-equipment.</p>
-
-<p>"Come in," Mr. Westing said.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you."</p>
-
-<p>"What's all that you're carrying?"</p>
-
-<p>"Educational material. Mind if I set it up?"</p>
-
-<p>"Go right ahead."</p>
-
-<p>He poured himself a brandy and soda and watched. The young man seemed
-nervous and strained as he set up a hemispherical device which seemed
-to be a projector.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Westing glanced at a leatherette folder the young man had put aside
-while he worked. The folder bore a neatly labelled title: <i>Prospects</i>.</p>
-
-<p>His heart skipped a beat.</p>
-
-<p>He made sure the young man was absorbed in his work. Then he carefully
-leafed through the book.</p>
-
-<p>"This Marline Harris looks like an interesting case. What's she like?"</p>
-
-<p>"Did I leave that there? I'm sorry, I can't let you look at it."</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry. I didn't know."</p>
-
-<p>The young man took the folder and went back to work.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you have a girl?" Mr. Westing asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Too busy."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh." He sipped his drink. "That Harris girl certainly has been holding
-out, hasn't she?"</p>
-
-<p>"She's a tough one. I've been to see her six times. It's funny, too,
-because she's so lonely."</p>
-
-<p>"Really?"</p>
-
-<p>"She's too independent. Men don't like her. And she's pretty
-nice-looking, too. It's a shame she can't act like a woman."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I guess it is."</p>
-
-<p>"There," the young man said. "Now if you'll just sit down there."</p>
-
-<p>"Care for a drink?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't drink."</p>
-
-<p>"Not even to be sociable?"</p>
-
-<p>"Sociable? Perhaps I should at that."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Westing poured another brandy and soda. There was a great deal more
-brandy than soda.</p>
-
-<p>"You work hard, don't you?" he said.</p>
-
-<p>"We're in the middle of a big drive now. This is a very important job."
-The young man took a drink, the kind a man who has always drunk water
-takes.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I guess it is rather important. Organizing, getting things done.
-A very active life."</p>
-
-<p>"That's what I like, activity. I like to <i>live</i>, not just sit around."</p>
-
-<p>"Very understandable."</p>
-
-<p>The young man took another drink. His face underwent a subtle change.</p>
-
-<p>"Let me turn the machine on. We'd better get started."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you have dinner yet?"</p>
-
-<p>"I've been too busy."</p>
-
-<p>"Good, good."</p>
-
-<p>"Good?"</p>
-
-<p>"Good that you work so hard. Shows character."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you. Now if you'll just sit back there, we'll turn the machine
-on." The young man seemed to be having trouble focussing his eyes.</p>
-
-<p>Westing lit a good cigar and offered his guest one. "To be sociable,"
-he said.</p>
-
-<p>"In that case, all right."</p>
-
-<p>"You should have another brandy to go with it." He handed him one as he
-spoke.</p>
-
-<p>The young man took it, gulped it down automatically and turned on the
-machine. Westing pulled on his cigar and settled back in his chair. He
-made sure there was another drink by the boy's arm.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know anything about drinking?"</p>
-
-<p>"Why no, I don't."</p>
-
-<p>"Three's the custom. Three drinks and you're friends. You belong."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I guess I better."</p>
-
-<p>The room turned dark. Stars covered the walls. The young man took
-another swallow.</p>
-
-<p>"To what do you belong?" a deep voice said. "Of what are you a part?
-In all this vast Universe, you alone are nothing. You alone have no
-meaning. But you as part of something bigger...."</p>
-
-<p>A sunrise crept along the walls. The coloring was very good and Mr.
-Westing enjoyed it immensely.</p>
-
-<p>Next to him he heard a low sound. The young man was singing.</p>
-
-<p>"It's nice to watch the room spin, isn't it?" Mr. Westing asked.</p>
-
-<p>"I was just thinking that. It's beautiful."</p>
-
-<p>"I know. Excuse me a minute."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>He got up and took the phone into the next room. As soon as he was out
-of earshot, he dialed the number he had memorized earlier.</p>
-
-<p>The phone buzzed a few times. "Hello?" a woman answered.</p>
-
-<p>"Is this Miss Marline Harris?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, who is this?"</p>
-
-<p>"My name is Henry Westing. There's a man here trying to get me to join
-the Organization and I saw your name and your picture in his Prospects
-book."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, are they after you, too?"</p>
-
-<p>"They've been after me for a long time. Your picture looks very
-attractive, Miss Harris."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you like music?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I do."</p>
-
-<p>A few minutes later he tip-toed into the living room. The film was
-still playing, the persuasive voice still speaking. Now it was martial
-music and there were flags all over, waving, inspiring.</p>
-
-<p>It takes two, Westing thought. Alone they were getting me. But the two
-of us together will be stronger.</p>
-
-<p>He bent over the couch. The boy was asleep and dreaming. His face
-looked peaceful.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Westing turned on a record. It was an unexpurgated reading of <i>The
-Arabian Nights</i>. He placed the speaker close to the boy's ear.</p>
-
-<p>Then he got dressed and went out to meet Marline. He had beaten them
-once again. Maybe they'd get him someday, but way down deep he didn't
-believe it.
-</p>
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PURDOM</p> + +<p><i>Chances are you'll sympathize deeply<br> +with Henry Westing, who merely wanted<br> +to go on living his own life in his own<br> +manner. But under the same circumstances,<br> +how would you go about doing it?</i></p> + +<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br> +Infinity October 1958.<br> +Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br> +the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p> + +</div> + +<hr class="chap"> + +<p>All his life people had been trying to get Henry Westing to sign up. +They were all signing up themselves and they wanted everybody else to +sign up too.</p> + +<p>In college it had been the fraternities. Mr. Westing hadn't tried to +join one.</p> + +<p>"But you've got to belong to something," they said. "Everybody does."</p> + +<p>"I don't."</p> + +<p>"Sure you do. You're just being rebellious."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps."</p> + +<p>"Everybody's got to belong. Ask any psychologist."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps. I wouldn't know."</p> + +<p>After college it had been work. He had lost three jobs in a row for +the same reason.</p> + +<p>"We're sorry, Westing, but you just don't seem to fit in with the +group."</p> + +<p>"Don't I do my work well?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but you don't seem to <i>belong</i>. We like men who consider +themselves part of The Company, not just people who work here."</p> + +<p>In the end he had found a job in a large travel agency in the center of +Philadelphia. This is a business in which everyone at least pretends to +be cynical about his work, so Westing was able to keep his position no +matter how he acted. Of course by this time he had learned to keep his +mouth shut.</p> + +<p>All around him he watched people signing up. "You've got to have +something bigger than yourself," they said. "You've got to belong."</p> + +<p>He watched them do it and went on living his own life. He loved +concerts and books and plays. He loved his friends, who were good +company and whom he saw often. He loved a couple of girls, too, and +hoped that someday he would love one well enough to marry her.</p> + +<p>He lived a very happy life and belonged to nothing.</p> + +<p>Then one night in January someone knocked on his door. It was a +Saturday and he was just getting dressed to go to the Academy of Music. +He opened the door of his apartment and looked into the hall.</p> + +<p>There was a young man standing there. He had black rimmed glasses and a +crew cut. He wore a slim, well-tailored suit.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Westing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"I'm from the Organization. We'd like you to join."</p> + +<p>"What organization?"</p> + +<p>"<i>The</i> Organization. The Organization for people who don't belong to +any organization."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I'm not interested."</p> + +<p>"But you must be. It says here that you don't belong to anything. We're +here to give you a chance to belong."</p> + +<p>"What's the purpose of the organization?"</p> + +<p>"It gives its members a feeling of belonging to something. Everybody's +joining. You don't want to be left out, do you?"</p> + +<p>"Not if I can help it. But I'm afraid you'll have to try somebody else."</p> + +<p>"I can't. We never give up."</p> + +<p>"I see. Good night, young man."</p> + +<p>He tried to close the door. Before he was quite certain what was +happening, the young man had slipped into the apartment.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to a concert," Mr. Westing said. "They're playing Brahms' +First. I've never heard it and I've been looking forward to hearing it +ever since I heard his Second. I'd appreciate it if you left."</p> + +<p>"But don't you <i>want</i> to belong, Mr. Westing?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Not to anything?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>The young man shook his head. "But most people are glad to join. We +offer them what they've been looking for all their lives."</p> + +<p>"Then go see them." He put on his jacket and adjusted his tie. "Care +for a drink?"</p> + +<p>"I don't drink."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"It interferes with my work. We're out to double the size of the +Organization. I work very hard at it."</p> + +<p>"Do you? Why?"</p> + +<p>"It gives me a sense of belonging."</p> + +<p>Mr. Westing started for the door. "I'm about to leave," he said. "I +think it would be best if you left too."</p> + +<p>The young man sighed. "I can see where you're going to be a difficult +case."</p> + +<p>"Probably. Will you turn off the light, please?"</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>He met his date and immediately put the incident out of his mind. They +listened to Brahms' First and it was everything Westing had hoped it +would be. Afterwards, when they were sitting in a bar, he told her +about the Organization.</p> + +<p>The girl seemed surprised. It was the second time he had taken her out +and she didn't know him very well.</p> + +<p>"You ought to belong to something," she said. "Why don't you join?"</p> + +<p>"You mean that?"</p> + +<p>"Everybody should belong to something. You can't be useless."</p> + +<p>"I'm not useless. I make my contribution. More than most people, in +fact."</p> + +<p>"But you can't just live for yourself."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>She struggled. "Because you can't," she said.</p> + +<p>He took her home when the bar closed at midnight. The conversation was +one he had engaged in with other girls but it still depressed him. He +hopped the subway and went across the river to Camden, New Jersey, +where they are more reasonable about the hours at which bars remain +open.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>The next morning he had a hangover. He was just pouring some tomato +juice when someone knocked at his door.</p> + +<p>"Just a minute," he said.</p> + +<p>He opened the door. A man in a tweed suit stood in the hall. He had a +relaxed, pleasant face and he smoked a pipe.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Westing?"</p> + +<p>"Yes?"</p> + +<p>"I'm Dr. Cooper. May I come in?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't ask for a doctor. I could use one but I haven't called one +yet."</p> + +<p>"Oh? What's your trouble?"</p> + +<p>"Hangover. I had a rugged night."</p> + +<p>"Why? What made you do a thing like that?"</p> + +<p>He shrugged. "It's hard to say."</p> + +<p>"Insecurity," Dr. Cooper said. "Many people try to evade their +insecurities by drinking. Why don't you tell me about it?"</p> + +<p>He hesitated. "Well," he said. "It's early."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cooper started forward and he automatically stepped back to let him +in.</p> + +<p>"Who sent you anyway?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Didn't they tell you I was coming?"</p> + +<p>"Didn't who tell me you were coming?"</p> + +<p>"The Organization. I'm their head psychologist."</p> + +<p>"I should have known."</p> + +<p>"You sound annoyed."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I don't want to join the Organization. Ever."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cooper lit his pipe. "I think you should," he said. "It would +relieve you of your insecurities. You obviously need to belong to +something."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"It is a natural need in all human organisms. A man by himself is +incomplete and unsatisfied. He has no outlet for his energies and his +talents."</p> + +<p>"I have very little energy and no talent."</p> + +<p>"You're being modest. I understand you have a great deal of both." +Cooper looked around the apartment. "Don't you <i>want</i> to belong, Mr. +Westing?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Don't you belong to anything?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"You're sure? You were a political canvasser in the last election, +weren't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but that was different."</p> + +<p>"Didn't it give you a sense of belonging?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I didn't like it. I felt trapped."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you do it?"</p> + +<p>"I'm a citizen. I like to keep my accounts even."</p> + +<p>"Then you didn't really belong?" the doctor said.</p> + +<p>"Not the way you mean."</p> + +<p>"This is very interesting. You honestly think you can live without +belonging to anything?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Don't you belong to the human race?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I try to keep my dues up, too. But it's more of a strain than +a pleasure."</p> + +<p>Dr. Cooper puffed on his pipe. "I can see you're going to be a real +challenge," he said.</p> + +<p>"Thank you. I intend to be."</p> + +<p>"I've got some literature outside. I think you should read it."</p> + +<p>"You can leave it if you like."</p> + +<p>"I will." A few more puffs. The psychologist looked extremely serene. +"You know, you're a very sick man."</p> + +<p>"So I've been told."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you let me cure you?"</p> + +<p>"First you have to convince me I'm sick."</p> + +<p>"That's true."</p> + +<p>They talked aimlessly for another half-hour. Cooper left, and Westing +looked over the literature.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>He started to throw it away. Then his conscience twinged. If he was +going to fight this thing, he was going to fight it honestly. He would +meet their techniques of persuasion, not evade them.</p> + +<p>He sat down and read all the pamphlets. <i>The Need to Belong.</i> <i>The +Sense of Unity.</i> Testimonials from members of the Organization who had +found salvation in its ranks. It was all very well done and rather +weakening to a man with a hangover.</p> + +<p>He sat for a long time in his apartment, brooding over it. Then he got +up and threw all the literature in the trash.</p> + +<p>"They'll have to do better than that," he said.</p> + +<p>The next evening, when he got back from work, he found a package in his +mail. It was a long-play, high-fidelity Calypso record. The notice said +it was a Get-Acquainted Gift from the Jamaican Record Society.</p> + +<p>After supper he put the record on. When it had been playing for a while +he got up and, as he often did, began to improvise dance steps to the +music. It was great fun and the record was half over before he noticed +the words had been subtly changing.</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0">"<i>House built on a rock foundation will not stand, oh no, oh no,</i>"</div> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>You must join the Organization, now now, now now....</i>"</div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p>He snapped off the hi-fi. But the chanting went on in his mind. <i>You +must join the Organization, you must join the Organization....</i></p> + +<p>He put on his coat and went out for a walk. When he got back he didn't +feel like reading so he turned on the television set. There was a very +serious play on. He settled back to watch it. It was about a young man +who lived all alone in the city and of his groping toward a better life.</p> + +<p>"If I could only belong someplace," the young man said to the girl +during the second act. "I've never belonged anywhere."</p> + +<p>"Everybody should belong," the girl said.</p> + +<p>The young man nodded and groped with his hands. "Or else they'll be +like Henry Westing," he mumbled.</p> + +<p>Mr. Westing got up and turned off the set. He rotated it and looked at +the back. There was a little box screwed in one corner.</p> + +<p>"Very clever," he said. He tore the box off and went to bed.</p> + +<p>He was just falling asleep when the phone rang. He reached for it in +the dark.</p> + +<p>"Westing speaking."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Westing? This is Miss Beyle from the Organization. We're calling +up to see if there are any questions you may have."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I don't. I'm trying to sleep."</p> + +<p>"So early?"</p> + +<p>"I felt like it."</p> + +<p>"You must be terribly lonely. Why don't you come down to Headquarters +for cakes and coffee? We're having a good time."</p> + +<p>"Miss Beyle, I've done some canvassing myself. You're doing a good job +but you've got the wrong man."</p> + +<p>She laughed. It was a very pleasant laugh.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Mr. Westing. You sound like the kind of man we need. We've +got a big job to do and there's a place here for you anytime you want +it."</p> + +<p>"Doing what?"</p> + +<p>"Recruiting new members."</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Miss Beyle. I've always tried to be a gentleman. I'd +better hang up before I forget myself."</p> + +<p>He hung up and tried to sleep.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>The next day an economist came to see him. The day after it was +a social scientist and the day after that a political scientist. +He listened patiently for a week as they sat in his apartment and +explained the importance of the group to him.</p> + +<p>"Man is nothing," they said. "Unless he belongs to a group."</p> + +<p>"On the contrary," Mr. Westing said, "the group is nothing unless I +belong to it."</p> + +<p>"That's egotism."</p> + +<p>"Probably."</p> + +<p>But he knew he was weakening. He held out with the stubborn feeling he +was resisting the tides of history. He felt very brave and strong.</p> + +<p>There was a one-day lull. He woke up the morning after and heard a +sound truck blasting away in the street one floor below.</p> + +<p>HENRY WESTING DOES NOT BELONG HENRY WESTING BELONGS TO NOTHING REFORM +HENRY WESTING REFORM HENRY WESTING....</p> + +<p>"Outrageous," he said.</p> + +<p>He dressed, had breakfast and started for work. People stood on their +doorsteps and stared at him when he stepped onto the sidewalk. He +smiled pleasantly at the driver of the truck.</p> + +<p>"Good morning," he said. "Nice day, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>The driver nodded sullenly.</p> + +<p><i>Very good</i>, Mr. Westing thought. <i>You're doing splendidly.</i></p> + +<p>At work he was tired and drawn out. He had trouble concentrating. The +Department Manager commented on it.</p> + +<p>"You're not acting like a Company man, Henry."</p> + +<p>"I'm a little tired. I had a hard night."</p> + +<p>"What was she like?"</p> + +<p>"Dismal."</p> + +<p>Everything was dismal. The jingles ran through his head endlessly. So +did the slogans and the words from the sound truck. He was beginning to +doubt himself.</p> + +<p>Perhaps they were right. Perhaps he <i>did</i> need to belong.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>That night the sound truck was still there. It circled the block, +advertising the Organization and denouncing Henry Westing.</p> + +<p>There were signs on all the houses too. <i>We Belong to the +Organization</i>, the signs said. There was a sign on every door except +his.</p> + +<p>He went upstairs and made dinner. Then he sat by the window and tried +to think. Down below he could hear the sound truck.</p> + +<p>They're getting to you, he thought. A little more and they'll have you +whipped. You'd better do something.</p> + +<p>He picked up the phone and dialed.</p> + +<p>"Yes?" a voice answered.</p> + +<p>"This is Henry Westing."</p> + +<p>"Ahh, Mr. Westing. I thought you'd be calling soon."</p> + +<p>"You may send your representative over to my apartment this evening. +Tell him to bring everything."</p> + +<p>"Application forms?"</p> + +<p>"Everything. Whatever you use to close the deal."</p> + +<p>"He'll be there at eight."</p> + +<p>"I'll be waiting."</p> + +<p>At eight o'clock the young man rang his bell. He was burdened down with +equipment.</p> + +<p>"Come in," Mr. Westing said.</p> + +<p>"Thank you."</p> + +<p>"What's all that you're carrying?"</p> + +<p>"Educational material. Mind if I set it up?"</p> + +<p>"Go right ahead."</p> + +<p>He poured himself a brandy and soda and watched. The young man seemed +nervous and strained as he set up a hemispherical device which seemed +to be a projector.</p> + +<p>Mr. Westing glanced at a leatherette folder the young man had put aside +while he worked. The folder bore a neatly labelled title: <i>Prospects</i>.</p> + +<p>His heart skipped a beat.</p> + +<p>He made sure the young man was absorbed in his work. Then he carefully +leafed through the book.</p> + +<p>"This Marline Harris looks like an interesting case. What's she like?"</p> + +<p>"Did I leave that there? I'm sorry, I can't let you look at it."</p> + +<p>"Sorry. I didn't know."</p> + +<p>The young man took the folder and went back to work.</p> + +<p>"Do you have a girl?" Mr. Westing asked.</p> + +<p>"Too busy."</p> + +<p>"Oh." He sipped his drink. "That Harris girl certainly has been holding +out, hasn't she?"</p> + +<p>"She's a tough one. I've been to see her six times. It's funny, too, +because she's so lonely."</p> + +<p>"Really?"</p> + +<p>"She's too independent. Men don't like her. And she's pretty +nice-looking, too. It's a shame she can't act like a woman."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I guess it is."</p> + +<p>"There," the young man said. "Now if you'll just sit down there."</p> + +<p>"Care for a drink?"</p> + +<p>"I don't drink."</p> + +<p>"Not even to be sociable?"</p> + +<p>"Sociable? Perhaps I should at that."</p> + +<p>Mr. Westing poured another brandy and soda. There was a great deal more +brandy than soda.</p> + +<p>"You work hard, don't you?" he said.</p> + +<p>"We're in the middle of a big drive now. This is a very important job." +The young man took a drink, the kind a man who has always drunk water +takes.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I guess it is rather important. Organizing, getting things done. +A very active life."</p> + +<p>"That's what I like, activity. I like to <i>live</i>, not just sit around."</p> + +<p>"Very understandable."</p> + +<p>The young man took another drink. His face underwent a subtle change.</p> + +<p>"Let me turn the machine on. We'd better get started."</p> + +<p>"Did you have dinner yet?"</p> + +<p>"I've been too busy."</p> + +<p>"Good, good."</p> + +<p>"Good?"</p> + +<p>"Good that you work so hard. Shows character."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. Now if you'll just sit back there, we'll turn the machine +on." The young man seemed to be having trouble focussing his eyes.</p> + +<p>Westing lit a good cigar and offered his guest one. "To be sociable," +he said.</p> + +<p>"In that case, all right."</p> + +<p>"You should have another brandy to go with it." He handed him one as he +spoke.</p> + +<p>The young man took it, gulped it down automatically and turned on the +machine. Westing pulled on his cigar and settled back in his chair. He +made sure there was another drink by the boy's arm.</p> + +<p>"Do you know anything about drinking?"</p> + +<p>"Why no, I don't."</p> + +<p>"Three's the custom. Three drinks and you're friends. You belong."</p> + +<p>"Then I guess I better."</p> + +<p>The room turned dark. Stars covered the walls. The young man took +another swallow.</p> + +<p>"To what do you belong?" a deep voice said. "Of what are you a part? +In all this vast Universe, you alone are nothing. You alone have no +meaning. But you as part of something bigger...."</p> + +<p>A sunrise crept along the walls. The coloring was very good and Mr. +Westing enjoyed it immensely.</p> + +<p>Next to him he heard a low sound. The young man was singing.</p> + +<p>"It's nice to watch the room spin, isn't it?" Mr. Westing asked.</p> + +<p>"I was just thinking that. It's beautiful."</p> + +<p>"I know. Excuse me a minute."</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>He got up and took the phone into the next room. As soon as he was out +of earshot, he dialed the number he had memorized earlier.</p> + +<p>The phone buzzed a few times. "Hello?" a woman answered.</p> + +<p>"Is this Miss Marline Harris?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, who is this?"</p> + +<p>"My name is Henry Westing. There's a man here trying to get me to join +the Organization and I saw your name and your picture in his Prospects +book."</p> + +<p>"Oh, are they after you, too?"</p> + +<p>"They've been after me for a long time. Your picture looks very +attractive, Miss Harris."</p> + +<p>"Thank you."</p> + +<p>"Do you like music?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do."</p> + +<p>A few minutes later he tip-toed into the living room. The film was +still playing, the persuasive voice still speaking. Now it was martial +music and there were flags all over, waving, inspiring.</p> + +<p>It takes two, Westing thought. Alone they were getting me. But the two +of us together will be stronger.</p> + +<p>He bent over the couch. The boy was asleep and dreaming. His face +looked peaceful.</p> + +<p>Mr. Westing turned on a record. It was an unexpurgated reading of <i>The +Arabian Nights</i>. He placed the speaker close to the boy's ear.</p> + +<p>Then he got dressed and went out to meet Marline. He had beaten them +once again. Maybe they'd get him someday, but way down deep he didn't +believe it. +</p> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE MAN WHO WOULDN'T SIGN UP ***</div> +</body> +</html> |
