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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***
-
-
-
-
-
- AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP
-
- By WILLIAM F. NOLAN
-
- Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA
-
- _He knew, to the exact minute, when he was
- going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach...._
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Infinity August 1958.
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
-Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
-Earth--an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space--he
-waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
-absolute, that hope no longer existed.
-
-Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
-the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
-was taking Robert Murdock home.
-
-Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
-street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
-Home--after two decades among the stars.
-
-Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
-endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.
-
-He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
-his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
-could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
-before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
-father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
-and white-haired.
-
-And what of himself?
-
-He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
-had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
-labored--but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
-Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
-under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.
-
-He was a stranger going home to strangers.
-
-Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
-flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.
-
- _Dearest Bob,_
-
- _Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
- on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
- us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
- have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
- him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
- the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
- are_ not _to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
- God you will come back safely._
-
- _All our love,
- Mother_
-
-Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
-hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
-impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.
-
-The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:
-
- But I have promises to keep,
- And miles to go before I sleep
-
-He had promised his parents that he would come home--and he meant to
-keep that promise.
-
-The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
-death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
-breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
-alien disease was incurable.
-
-But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.
-
-Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
-down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
-narrow metal walkway.
-
-He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.
-
-Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
-A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
-motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
-adjustment.
-
-The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
-his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
-man's face was hard and square-featured.
-
-"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
-uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
-paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."
-
-Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.
-
-"How much longer do you have, sir?"
-
-"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
-Murdock.
-
-"I--I'm sorry," said the tall figure.
-
-Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
-experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.
-
-You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
-parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.
-
-"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.
-
-"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
-is over they'll see me board a rocket for space--and they'll understand
-that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
-the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
-the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
-well."
-
-Yes, Murdock told himself, it _will_ go well; every detail has been
-considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
-pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
-their death. They will never know I'm gone.
-
-"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.
-
-Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."
-
-And they began to walk down the long corridor.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
-accepted for Space Training--the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
-But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
-boys, those who failed, had not _lived_ the dream as he had lived it.
-From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
-beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
-stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
-great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
-frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
-stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.
-
-He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
-he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
-surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
-before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
-room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
-white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
-and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
-somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
-rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
-away ...
-
-_Away._
-
- * * * * *
-
-The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
-and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
-were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
-Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.
-
-Now he would sleep forever in space.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
-Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
-his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
-uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.
-
-At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
-trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
-blowing white, her eyes shining.
-
-When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
-clinging tight to his arms.
-
-Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."
-
-His companion sighed and shook his head. "I _still_ don't think it's
-right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."
-
-"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
-wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
-death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
-years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
-against the sun. "And they _are_ perfect, aren't they? He'll never
-know."
-
-"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."
-
-And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
-they were out of sight.
-
-
-
+
+*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***
+
+
+
+
+
+ AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP
+
+ By WILLIAM F. NOLAN
+
+ Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA
+
+ _He knew, to the exact minute, when he was
+ going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach...._
+
+ [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
+ Infinity August 1958.
+ Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
+ the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
+
+
+Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
+Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
+Earth--an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space--he
+waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
+absolute, that hope no longer existed.
+
+Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
+the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
+was taking Robert Murdock home.
+
+Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
+street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
+Home--after two decades among the stars.
+
+Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
+endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.
+
+He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
+his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
+could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
+before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
+father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
+and white-haired.
+
+And what of himself?
+
+He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
+had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
+labored--but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
+Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
+under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.
+
+He was a stranger going home to strangers.
+
+Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
+flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.
+
+ _Dearest Bob,_
+
+ _Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
+ on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
+ us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
+ have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
+ him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
+ the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
+ are_ not _to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
+ God you will come back safely._
+
+ _All our love,
+ Mother_
+
+Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
+hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
+impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.
+
+The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:
+
+ But I have promises to keep,
+ And miles to go before I sleep
+
+He had promised his parents that he would come home--and he meant to
+keep that promise.
+
+The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
+death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
+breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
+alien disease was incurable.
+
+But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.
+
+Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
+down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
+narrow metal walkway.
+
+He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.
+
+Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
+A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
+motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
+adjustment.
+
+The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
+his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
+man's face was hard and square-featured.
+
+"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
+uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
+paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."
+
+Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.
+
+"How much longer do you have, sir?"
+
+"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
+Murdock.
+
+"I--I'm sorry," said the tall figure.
+
+Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
+experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.
+
+You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
+parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.
+
+"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.
+
+"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
+is over they'll see me board a rocket for space--and they'll understand
+that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
+the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
+the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
+well."
+
+Yes, Murdock told himself, it _will_ go well; every detail has been
+considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
+pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
+their death. They will never know I'm gone.
+
+"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.
+
+Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."
+
+And they began to walk down the long corridor.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
+accepted for Space Training--the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
+But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
+boys, those who failed, had not _lived_ the dream as he had lived it.
+From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
+beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
+stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
+great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
+frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
+stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.
+
+He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
+he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
+surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
+before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
+room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
+white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
+and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
+somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
+rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
+away ...
+
+_Away._
+
+ * * * * *
+
+The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
+and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
+were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
+Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.
+
+Now he would sleep forever in space.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
+Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
+his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
+uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.
+
+At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
+trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
+blowing white, her eyes shining.
+
+When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
+clinging tight to his arms.
+
+Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.
+
+ * * * * *
+
+"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."
+
+His companion sighed and shook his head. "I _still_ don't think it's
+right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."
+
+"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
+wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
+death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
+years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
+against the sun. "And they _are_ perfect, aren't they? He'll never
+know."
+
+"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."
+
+And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
+they were out of sight.
+
+
+
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-<h1>AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP</h1>
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-<p class="ph1">By WILLIAM F. NOLAN</p>
-
-<p>Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA</p>
-
-<p><i>He knew, to the exact minute, when he was<br>
-going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach....</i></p>
-
-<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br>
-Infinity August 1958.<br>
-Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br>
-the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
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-<p>Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
-Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
-Earth—an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space—he
-waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
-absolute, that hope no longer existed.</p>
-
-<p>Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
-the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
-was taking Robert Murdock home.</p>
-
-<p>Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
-street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
-Home—after two decades among the stars.</p>
-
-<p>Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
-endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.</p>
-
-<p>He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
-his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
-could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
-before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
-father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
-and white-haired.</p>
-
-<p>And what of himself?</p>
-
-<p>He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
-had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
-labored—but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
-Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
-under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.</p>
-
-<p>He was a stranger going home to strangers.</p>
-
-<p>Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
-flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p><i>Dearest Bob,</i></p>
-
-<p><i>Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
-on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
-us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
-have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
-him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
-the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
-are</i> not <i>to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
-God you will come back safely.</i></p>
-
-<p class="ph2"><i>All our love,<br>
-Mother</i></p>
-</div>
-
-<p>Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
-hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
-impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.</p>
-
-<p>The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
- <div class="verse indent0"><i>But I have promises to keep,</i></div>
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-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>He had promised his parents that he would come home—and he meant to
-keep that promise.</p>
-
-<p>The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
-death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
-breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
-alien disease was incurable.</p>
-
-<p>But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.</p>
-
-<p>Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
-down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
-narrow metal walkway.</p>
-
-<p>He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
-A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
-motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
-adjustment.</p>
-
-<p>The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
-his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
-man's face was hard and square-featured.</p>
-
-<p>"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
-uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
-paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."</p>
-
-<p>Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.</p>
-
-<p>"How much longer do you have, sir?"</p>
-
-<p>"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
-Murdock.</p>
-
-<p>"I—I'm sorry," said the tall figure.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
-experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.</p>
-
-<p>You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
-parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.</p>
-
-<p>"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
-is over they'll see me board a rocket for space—and they'll understand
-that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
-the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
-the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
-well."</p>
-
-<p>Yes, Murdock told himself, it <i>will</i> go well; every detail has been
-considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
-pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
-their death. They will never know I'm gone.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."</p>
-
-<p>And they began to walk down the long corridor.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
-accepted for Space Training—the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
-But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
-boys, those who failed, had not <i>lived</i> the dream as he had lived it.
-From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
-beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
-stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
-great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
-frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
-stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.</p>
-
-<p>He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
-he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
-surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
-before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
-room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
-white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
-and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
-somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
-rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
-away ...</p>
-
-<p><i>Away.</i></p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
-and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
-were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
-Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.</p>
-
-<p>Now he would sleep forever in space.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
-Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
-his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
-uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.</p>
-
-<p>At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
-trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
-blowing white, her eyes shining.</p>
-
-<p>When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
-clinging tight to his arms.</p>
-
-<p>Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."</p>
-
-<p>His companion sighed and shook his head. "I <i>still</i> don't think it's
-right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."</p>
-
-<p>"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
-wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
-death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
-years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
-against the sun. "And they <i>are</i> perfect, aren't they? He'll never
-know."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."</p>
-
-<p>And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
-they were out of sight.
-</p>
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+
+<h1>AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP</h1>
+
+<p class="ph1">By WILLIAM F. NOLAN</p>
+
+<p>Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA</p>
+
+<p><i>He knew, to the exact minute, when he was<br>
+going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach....</i></p>
+
+<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br>
+Infinity August 1958.<br>
+Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br>
+the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
+
+</div>
+
+<hr class="chap">
+
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+
+<p>Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
+Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
+Earth—an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space—he
+waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
+absolute, that hope no longer existed.</p>
+
+<p>Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
+the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
+was taking Robert Murdock home.</p>
+
+<p>Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
+street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
+Home—after two decades among the stars.</p>
+
+<p>Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
+endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.</p>
+
+<p>He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
+his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
+could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
+before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
+father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
+and white-haired.</p>
+
+<p>And what of himself?</p>
+
+<p>He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
+had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
+labored—but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
+Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
+under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.</p>
+
+<p>He was a stranger going home to strangers.</p>
+
+<p>Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
+flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.</p>
+
+<div class="blockquot">
+
+<p><i>Dearest Bob,</i></p>
+
+<p><i>Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
+on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
+us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
+have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
+him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
+the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
+are</i> not <i>to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
+God you will come back safely.</i></p>
+
+<p class="ph2"><i>All our love,<br>
+Mother</i></p>
+</div>
+
+<p>Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
+hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
+impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.</p>
+
+<p>The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:</p>
+
+<div class="poetry-container">
+<div class="poetry">
+ <div class="stanza">
+ <div class="verse indent0"><i>But I have promises to keep,</i></div>
+ <div class="verse indent0"><i>And miles to go before I sleep</i></div>
+ </div>
+</div>
+</div>
+
+<p>He had promised his parents that he would come home—and he meant to
+keep that promise.</p>
+
+<p>The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
+death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
+breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
+alien disease was incurable.</p>
+
+<p>But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.</p>
+
+<p>Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
+down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
+narrow metal walkway.</p>
+
+<p>He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.</p>
+
+<p>Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
+A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
+motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
+adjustment.</p>
+
+<p>The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
+his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
+man's face was hard and square-featured.</p>
+
+<p>"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
+uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
+paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."</p>
+
+<p>Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.</p>
+
+<p>"How much longer do you have, sir?"</p>
+
+<p>"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
+Murdock.</p>
+
+<p>"I—I'm sorry," said the tall figure.</p>
+
+<p>Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
+experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.</p>
+
+<p>You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
+parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.</p>
+
+<p>"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.</p>
+
+<p>"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
+is over they'll see me board a rocket for space—and they'll understand
+that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
+the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
+the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
+well."</p>
+
+<p>Yes, Murdock told himself, it <i>will</i> go well; every detail has been
+considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
+pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
+their death. They will never know I'm gone.</p>
+
+<p>"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.</p>
+
+<p>Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."</p>
+
+<p>And they began to walk down the long corridor.</p>
+
+<hr class="tb">
+
+<p>Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
+accepted for Space Training—the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
+But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
+boys, those who failed, had not <i>lived</i> the dream as he had lived it.
+From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
+beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
+stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
+great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
+frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
+stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.</p>
+
+<p>He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
+he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
+surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
+before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
+room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
+white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
+and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
+somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
+rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
+away ...</p>
+
+<p><i>Away.</i></p>
+
+<hr class="tb">
+
+<p>The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
+and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
+were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
+Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.</p>
+
+<p>Now he would sleep forever in space.</p>
+
+<hr class="tb">
+
+<p>When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
+Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
+his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
+uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.</p>
+
+<p>At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
+trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
+blowing white, her eyes shining.</p>
+
+<p>When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
+clinging tight to his arms.</p>
+
+<p>Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.</p>
+
+<hr class="tb">
+
+<p>"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."</p>
+
+<p>His companion sighed and shook his head. "I <i>still</i> don't think it's
+right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."</p>
+
+<p>"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
+wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
+death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
+years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
+against the sun. "And they <i>are</i> perfect, aren't they? He'll never
+know."</p>
+
+<p>"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."</p>
+
+<p>And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
+they were out of sight.
+</p>
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