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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***
-
-
-
-
-
- AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP
-
- By WILLIAM F. NOLAN
-
- Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA
-
- _He knew, to the exact minute, when he was
- going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach...._
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Infinity August 1958.
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
-Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
-Earth--an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space--he
-waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
-absolute, that hope no longer existed.
-
-Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
-the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
-was taking Robert Murdock home.
-
-Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
-street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
-Home--after two decades among the stars.
-
-Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
-endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.
-
-He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
-his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
-could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
-before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
-father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
-and white-haired.
-
-And what of himself?
-
-He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
-had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
-labored--but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
-Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
-under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.
-
-He was a stranger going home to strangers.
-
-Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
-flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.
-
- _Dearest Bob,_
-
- _Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
- on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
- us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
- have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
- him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
- the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
- are_ not _to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
- God you will come back safely._
-
- _All our love,
- Mother_
-
-Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
-hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
-impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.
-
-The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:
-
- But I have promises to keep,
- And miles to go before I sleep
-
-He had promised his parents that he would come home--and he meant to
-keep that promise.
-
-The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
-death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
-breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
-alien disease was incurable.
-
-But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.
-
-Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
-down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
-narrow metal walkway.
-
-He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.
-
-Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
-A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
-motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
-adjustment.
-
-The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
-his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
-man's face was hard and square-featured.
-
-"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
-uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
-paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."
-
-Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.
-
-"How much longer do you have, sir?"
-
-"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
-Murdock.
-
-"I--I'm sorry," said the tall figure.
-
-Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
-experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.
-
-You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
-parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.
-
-"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.
-
-"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
-is over they'll see me board a rocket for space--and they'll understand
-that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
-the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
-the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
-well."
-
-Yes, Murdock told himself, it _will_ go well; every detail has been
-considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
-pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
-their death. They will never know I'm gone.
-
-"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.
-
-Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."
-
-And they began to walk down the long corridor.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
-accepted for Space Training--the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
-But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
-boys, those who failed, had not _lived_ the dream as he had lived it.
-From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
-beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
-stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
-great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
-frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
-stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.
-
-He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
-he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
-surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
-before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
-room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
-white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
-and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
-somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
-rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
-away ...
-
-_Away._
-
- * * * * *
-
-The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
-and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
-were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
-Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.
-
-Now he would sleep forever in space.
-
- * * * * *
-
-When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
-Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
-his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
-uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.
-
-At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
-trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
-blowing white, her eyes shining.
-
-When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
-clinging tight to his arms.
-
-Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."
-
-His companion sighed and shook his head. "I _still_ don't think it's
-right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."
-
-"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
-wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
-death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
-years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
-against the sun. "And they _are_ perfect, aren't they? He'll never
-know."
-
-"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."
-
-And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
-they were out of sight.
-
-
-
+ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP *** + + + + + + AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP + + By WILLIAM F. NOLAN + + Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA + + _He knew, to the exact minute, when he was + going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach...._ + + [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from + Infinity August 1958. + Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that + the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.] + + +Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers, +Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward +Earth--an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space--he +waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was +absolute, that hope no longer existed. + +Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly, +the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship +was taking Robert Murdock home. + +Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded +street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block. +Home--after two decades among the stars. + +Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the +endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering. + +He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for +his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he +could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments +before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his +father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old +and white-haired. + +And what of himself? + +He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas +had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had +labored--but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol. +Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep +under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed. + +He was a stranger going home to strangers. + +Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her +flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off. + + _Dearest Bob,_ + + _Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice + on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to + us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we + have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow + him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over + the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you + are_ not _to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray + God you will come back safely._ + + _All our love, + Mother_ + +Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief +hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an +impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive. + +The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind: + + But I have promises to keep, + And miles to go before I sleep + +He had promised his parents that he would come home--and he meant to +keep that promise. + +The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his +death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his +breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His +alien disease was incurable. + +But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed. + +Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking +down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the +narrow metal walkway. + +He was ready, at last, to keep his promise. + +Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial. +A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing +motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick +adjustment. + +The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in +his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The +man's face was hard and square-featured. + +"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol +uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He +paused. "And I am sound of mind and body." + +Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said. + +"How much longer do you have, sir?" + +"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied +Murdock. + +"I--I'm sorry," said the tall figure. + +Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not +experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words. + +You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my +parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them. + +"It must all be perfect," said Murdock. + +"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them +is over they'll see me board a rocket for space--and they'll understand +that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept +the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave +the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go +well." + +Yes, Murdock told himself, it _will_ go well; every detail has been +considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have +pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until +their death. They will never know I'm gone. + +"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently. + +Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now." + +And they began to walk down the long corridor. + + * * * * * + +Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally +accepted for Space Training--the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen. +But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other +boys, those who failed, had not _lived_ the dream as he had lived it. +From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known, +beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had +stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the +great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the +frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the +stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining. + +He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when +he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe +surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours +before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single +room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small, +white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof, +and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then, +somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a +rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ... +away ... + +_Away._ + + * * * * * + +The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock +and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android +were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert +Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end. + +Now he would sleep forever in space. + + * * * * * + +When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out +Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised +his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress +uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns. + +At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and +trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair +blowing white, her eyes shining. + +When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly, +clinging tight to his arms. + +Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space. + + * * * * * + +"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go." + +His companion sighed and shook his head. "I _still_ don't think it's +right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me." + +"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they +wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to +death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty +years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes +against the sun. "And they _are_ perfect, aren't they? He'll never +know." + +"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know." + +And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until +they were out of sight. + + + *** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***
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-<h1>AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP</h1>
-
-<p class="ph1">By WILLIAM F. NOLAN</p>
-
-<p>Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA</p>
-
-<p><i>He knew, to the exact minute, when he was<br>
-going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach....</i></p>
-
-<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br>
-Infinity August 1958.<br>
-Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br>
-the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
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-<p>Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers,
-Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward
-Earth—an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space—he
-waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was
-absolute, that hope no longer existed.</p>
-
-<p>Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly,
-the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship
-was taking Robert Murdock home.</p>
-
-<p>Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded
-street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block.
-Home—after two decades among the stars.</p>
-
-<p>Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the
-endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.</p>
-
-<p>He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for
-his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he
-could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments
-before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his
-father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old
-and white-haired.</p>
-
-<p>And what of himself?</p>
-
-<p>He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas
-had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had
-labored—but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol.
-Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep
-under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.</p>
-
-<p>He was a stranger going home to strangers.</p>
-
-<p>Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her
-flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p><i>Dearest Bob,</i></p>
-
-<p><i>Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice
-on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to
-us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we
-have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow
-him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over
-the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you
-are</i> not <i>to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray
-God you will come back safely.</i></p>
-
-<p class="ph2"><i>All our love,<br>
-Mother</i></p>
-</div>
-
-<p>Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief
-hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an
-impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.</p>
-
-<p>The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
-<div class="poetry">
- <div class="stanza">
- <div class="verse indent0"><i>But I have promises to keep,</i></div>
- <div class="verse indent0"><i>And miles to go before I sleep</i></div>
- </div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>He had promised his parents that he would come home—and he meant to
-keep that promise.</p>
-
-<p>The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his
-death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his
-breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His
-alien disease was incurable.</p>
-
-<p>But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.</p>
-
-<p>Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking
-down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the
-narrow metal walkway.</p>
-
-<p>He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial.
-A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing
-motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick
-adjustment.</p>
-
-<p>The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in
-his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The
-man's face was hard and square-featured.</p>
-
-<p>"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol
-uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He
-paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."</p>
-
-<p>Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.</p>
-
-<p>"How much longer do you have, sir?"</p>
-
-<p>"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied
-Murdock.</p>
-
-<p>"I—I'm sorry," said the tall figure.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not
-experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.</p>
-
-<p>You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my
-parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.</p>
-
-<p>"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them
-is over they'll see me board a rocket for space—and they'll understand
-that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept
-the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave
-the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go
-well."</p>
-
-<p>Yes, Murdock told himself, it <i>will</i> go well; every detail has been
-considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have
-pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until
-their death. They will never know I'm gone.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.</p>
-
-<p>Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."</p>
-
-<p>And they began to walk down the long corridor.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally
-accepted for Space Training—the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen.
-But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other
-boys, those who failed, had not <i>lived</i> the dream as he had lived it.
-From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known,
-beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had
-stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the
-great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the
-frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the
-stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.</p>
-
-<p>He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when
-he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe
-surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours
-before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single
-room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small,
-white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof,
-and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then,
-somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a
-rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ...
-away ...</p>
-
-<p><i>Away.</i></p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock
-and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android
-were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert
-Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.</p>
-
-<p>Now he would sleep forever in space.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out
-Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised
-his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress
-uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.</p>
-
-<p>At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and
-trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair
-blowing white, her eyes shining.</p>
-
-<p>When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly,
-clinging tight to his arms.</p>
-
-<p>Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb">
-
-<p>"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."</p>
-
-<p>His companion sighed and shook his head. "I <i>still</i> don't think it's
-right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."</p>
-
-<p>"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they
-wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to
-death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty
-years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes
-against the sun. "And they <i>are</i> perfect, aren't they? He'll never
-know."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."</p>
-
-<p>And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until
-they were out of sight.
-</p>
-<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***</div>
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NOLAN</p> + +<p>Illustrated by RICHARD KLUGA</p> + +<p><i>He knew, to the exact minute, when he was<br> +going to die. And Earth was too far away to reach....</i></p> + +<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br> +Infinity August 1958.<br> +Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br> +the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p> + +</div> + +<hr class="chap"> + +<figure class="figcenter illowp100" id="illus" style="max-width: 40.625em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/illus.jpg" alt=""> +</figure> + +<hr class="chap"> + +<p>Alone within the humming ship, deep in its honeycombed metal chambers, +Murdock waited for death. While the rocket moved inexorably toward +Earth—an immense silver needle threading the dark fabric of space—he +waited calmly through the final hours, knowing that the verdict was +absolute, that hope no longer existed.</p> + +<p>Electronically self-sufficient, the ship was doing its job perfectly, +the job it had been built to do. After twenty years in space, the ship +was taking Robert Murdock home.</p> + +<p>Home. Earth. Thayerville, a small town in Kansas. Clean air, a shaded +street, and a white, two-story house at the end of the block. +Home—after two decades among the stars.</p> + +<p>Sitting quietly before the round port, seeing and not seeing the +endless darkness surrounding him, Murdock was remembering.</p> + +<p>He remembered the worried face of his mother, her whispered prayers for +his safety as he mounted the rocket ramp those twenty years ago; he +could still feel the final, crushing handshake of his father moments +before the outer airlock slid closed. His mother had been 55 then, his +father 63. It was almost impossible to believe that they were now old +and white-haired.</p> + +<p>And what of himself?</p> + +<p>He was now 41, and space had weathered him as the plains of Kansas +had weathered his father. He, too, had labored as his father had +labored—but on strange, alien worlds, under suns far hotter than Sol. +Murdock's face was square and hard-featured, his eyes dark and deep +under thrusting ledges of bone. He had changed as they had changed.</p> + +<p>He was a stranger going home to strangers.</p> + +<p>Carefully, Murdock unfolded his mother's last letter, written in her +flowery, archaic hand, and received just before Earth take-off.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"> + +<p><i>Dearest Bob,</i></p> + +<p><i>Oh, we are so excited! Your father and I listened to your voice +on the tape over and over, telling us that you are coming home to +us at last. We are both so eager to see you, son. As you know, we +have not been too well of late. Your father's heart does not allow +him out much any more, and I have had a few fainting spells over +the past month. But Doctor Thom says that we are all right, and you +are</i> not <i>to worry. Just hurry home to us, Bob. We both pray +God you will come back safely.</i></p> + +<p class="ph2"><i>All our love,<br> +Mother</i></p> +</div> + +<p>Robert Murdock put the letter aside and clenched his fists. Only brief +hours remained to him, and the small Kansas town of Thayerville was an +impossible distance across space. He knew he would never reach it alive.</p> + +<p>The lines of an ancient poem by Robert Frost whispered through his mind:</p> + +<div class="poetry-container"> +<div class="poetry"> + <div class="stanza"> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>But I have promises to keep,</i></div> + <div class="verse indent0"><i>And miles to go before I sleep</i></div> + </div> +</div> +</div> + +<p>He had promised his parents that he would come home—and he meant to +keep that promise.</p> + +<p>The doctors had shown him that it was impossible. They had charted his +death; they had told him when his heart would stop beating, when his +breathing would cease. Death, for Robert Murdock, was a certainty. His +alien disease was incurable.</p> + +<p>But they had listened to his plan. They had listened, and agreed.</p> + +<p>Now, with less than a half-hour of life remaining, Murdock was walking +down one of the ship's long corridors, his boot-heels ringing on the +narrow metal walkway.</p> + +<p>He was ready, at last, to keep his promise.</p> + +<p>Murdock paused before a wall storage locker, twisted a small dial. +A door slid smoothly back. He looked up at the tall man standing +motionless in the darkness. Reaching forward, Murdock made a quick +adjustment.</p> + +<p>The tall man stepped down into the corridor, and the light flashed in +his deep-set eyes, almost hidden behind thrusting ledges of bone. The +man's face was hard and square-featured.</p> + +<p>"My name is Robert Murdock," said the tall figure in the neat patrol +uniform. "I am 41 years of age, a rocket pilot going home to Earth." He +paused. "And I am sound of mind and body."</p> + +<p>Murdock nodded slowly. "Indeed you are," he said.</p> + +<p>"How much longer do you have, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Another ten minutes. Perhaps a few seconds beyond that," replied +Murdock.</p> + +<p>"I—I'm sorry," said the tall figure.</p> + +<p>Murdock smiled. He knew that a machine, however perfect, could not +experience the emotion of sorrow, but it eased him to hear the words.</p> + +<p>You will be fine, he thought. You will serve well in my place and my +parents will never suspect that their son has not come home to them.</p> + +<p>"It must all be perfect," said Murdock.</p> + +<p>"Of course," said the machine. "When the month I am to spend with them +is over they'll see me board a rocket for space—and they'll understand +that I cannot return to them for another twenty years. They will accept +the fact that a spaceman must return to the stars, that he cannot leave +the service before he is 60. Let me assure you, sir, it will all go +well."</p> + +<p>Yes, Murdock told himself, it <i>will</i> go well; every detail has been +considered. My voice is his voice, my habits his own. The tapes I have +pre-recorded will continue to reach them at specified intervals until +their death. They will never know I'm gone.</p> + +<p>"Are you ready now, sir?" the tall figure asked gently.</p> + +<p>Murdock drew in his breath. "Yes," he said, "I'm ready now."</p> + +<p>And they began to walk down the long corridor.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>Murdock remembered how proud his parents had been when he was finally +accepted for Space Training—the only boy in Thayerville to be chosen. +But then, it was only right that he should have been the one. The other +boys, those who failed, had not <i>lived</i> the dream as he had lived it. +From the moment he'd watched the first moon rocket land he had known, +beyond any possible doubt, that he would become a rocketman. He had +stood there, in that cold December of 1980, a boy of 12, watching the +great rocket fire down from space, watching it thaw and blacken the +frozen earth. He had known that he would one day follow it back to the +stars, to vast and alien horizons, to worlds past imagining.</p> + +<p>He remembered his last night on Earth, twenty long years ago, when +he had felt the pressing immensity of the vast and terrible universe +surrounding him as he lay in his bed. He remembered the sleepless hours +before dawn, when he could feel the tension building within the single +room, within himself lying there in the heated stillness of the small, +white house. He remembered the rain, near morning, drumming the roof, +and the thunder roaring powerfully across the Kansas sky. And then, +somehow, the thunder's roar blended into the deep atomic roar of a +rocket, carrying him away from Earth, away to the burning stars ... +away ...</p> + +<p><i>Away.</i></p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>The tall figure in the neat patrol uniform closed the outer airlock +and watched the body drift into blackness. The ship and the android +were one; two complex and perfect machines doing their job. For Robert +Murdock, the journey was over, the long miles had come to an end.</p> + +<p>Now he would sleep forever in space.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>When the rocket landed, the crowds were there, waving and shouting out +Murdock's name as he appeared on the silver ramp. He smiled and raised +his hand in salute, standing there tall in the sun, his splendid dress +uniform reflecting the light in a thousand glittering patterns.</p> + +<p>At the far end of the ramp two figures waited. An old man, bowed and +trembling over a cane, and a seamed and wrinkled woman, her hair +blowing white, her eyes shining.</p> + +<p>When the tall spaceman reached them they embraced him feverishly, +clinging tight to his arms.</p> + +<p>Their son had returned. Robert Murdock had come home from space.</p> + +<hr class="tb"> + +<p>"Well," said a man at the fringe of the crowd, "there they go."</p> + +<p>His companion sighed and shook his head. "I <i>still</i> don't think it's +right somehow. It just doesn't seem right to me."</p> + +<p>"It's what they wanted, isn't it?" asked the other. "It's what they +wrote in their wills. They vowed their son would never come home to +death. In another month he'll be gone anyway. Back for another twenty +years. Why ruin it all for him?" The man paused, shading his eyes +against the sun. "And they <i>are</i> perfect, aren't they? He'll never +know."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you're right," nodded the second man. "He'll never know."</p> + +<p>And he watched the old man and the old woman and the tall son until +they were out of sight. +</p> +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AND MILES TO GO BEFORE I SLEEP ***</div> +</body> +</html> |
