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-*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SALOME'S BURDEN ***
-
-Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.
-
-[Illustration: SALOME'S FRESH, SWEET VOICE RANG CLEARLY
- THROUGH THE DIM CHURCH.]
-
-
-
- SALOME'S BURDEN
-
- OR
-
- THE SHADOW ON THE HOMES
-
-
- BY
-
- ELEANORA H. STOOKE
-
-
- AUTHOR OF
- "MOUSIE; OR, COUSIN ROBERT'S TREASURE,"
- "A LITTLE TOWN MOUSE," "SIR RICHARD'S GRANDSON,"
- "LITTLE MAID MARIGOLD." ETC.
-
-
- WITH FOUR ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
-
- LONDON
- S. W. PARTRIDGE & CO., LTD.
- E.C. 4.
-
-
-
- Made in Great Britain
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
-CHAPTER
-
- I. SALOME'S TROUBLE
-
- II. NEW ACQUAINTANCES
-
- III. THE FOWLERS AT HOME
-
- IV. "ABIDE WITH ME"
-
- V. SALOME'S HUMILIATION
-
- VI. PERFECTLY HAPPY
-
- VII. AN AFTERNOON'S OUTING
-
- VIII. AN AWFUL THING
-
- IX. THE BLOW FALLS
-
- X. MR. FOWLER'S RETURN
-
- XI. JOSIAH AT HIS WORST
-
- XII. A BRIEF REPENTANCE
-
- XIII. MRS. FOWLER AND SALOME
-
- XIV. A STORMY NIGHT
-
- XV. TROUBLE AT GREYSTONE
-
- XVI. DAYS OF SICKNESS
-
- XVII. THE SHADOW LIFTED
-
-XVIII. HAPPIER DAYS
-
-
-
- Salome's Burden.
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-Salome's Trouble.
-
-IT was summer time. The day had been oppressively hot; but now, as the
-sun disappeared like a ball of fire beyond the broad Atlantic, a cool
-breeze sprang up, and the inhabitants of the fishing village of Yelton
-came to their cottage doors and gossiped with each other, as they
-enjoyed the fresh evening air.
-
-Yelton was a small, straggling village on the north coast of Cornwall.
-It owned but two houses of importance—the Vicarage, a roomy old
-dwelling, which stood in its own grounds close to the church; and
-"Greystone," a substantial modern residence on a slight eminence
-beyond the village, overlooking the sea. The fishermen's cottages were
-thatched, and picturesque in appearance, having little gardens in front
-where hardy flowers flourished; these gardens were a-bloom with roses
-and carnations on this peaceful June evening, and the showiest of them
-all was one which, though nearer the sea than the others, yet presented
-the neatest appearance of the lot. This was Salome Petherick's garden,
-and Salome was a cripple girl of fourteen, who lived with her father,
-Josiah Petherick, in the cottage at the end of the village, close to
-the sea.
-
-Salome had been lame from birth, and could not walk at all without her
-crutches; with their help, however, she could move about nimbly enough.
-Many a happy hour did she spend in her garden whilst Josiah was out in
-his fishing boat. She was contented then, as she always was when her
-father was on the broad sea, for she felt he was in God's keeping, and
-away from the drink, which, alas! was becoming the curse of his life.
-Josiah Petherick was a brave man physically, but he was a moral coward.
-He would risk his life at any hour—indeed, he had often done so—for
-the sake of a fellow-creature in peril. He was fearless on the sea,
-though it had robbed him of relations and friends in the past, and if
-help was wanted for any dangerous enterprise, he was always the first
-to be called upon; but, nevertheless, there was no greater coward in
-Yelton, than Josiah Petherick on occasions. He had lost his wife, to
-whom he had been much attached, five years previously; and, left alone
-with his only child, poor little lame Salome, who had been anything but
-a congenial companion for him, he had sought amusement for his leisure
-hours at the "Crab and Cockle," as the village inn was called, and
-there had acquired the habit of drinking to excess.
-
-As Salome stood leaning on her crutches at the garden gate on this
-beautiful summer evening, her face wore a very serious expression,
-for she knew her father was at the "Crab and Cockle," and longed for,
-yet dreaded, his return. She was a small, slight girl, brown-haired
-and brown-eyed, with a clear, brunette complexion, which was somewhat
-sun-burnt, for she spent most of her spare time in the open air. Having
-passed the requisite standard, she had left school, and now did all
-the work of her father's cottage unaided, besides attending to her
-flowers; and Josiah Petherick was wont to declare that no man in Yelton
-had a more capable housekeeper. The neighbours marvelled that it was
-so, for they had not thought the lame girl, who had been decidedly
-cross-grained and selfish during her mother's lifetime, would grow up
-so helpful; but Mrs. Petherick's death had wrought a great change in
-Salome, who had promised faithfully "to look after poor father" in the
-years to come. Salome had endeavoured to be as good as her word; but
-her influence over her father had not proved strong enough to keep him
-in the straight path; and many an evening saw him ramble home from the
-"Crab and Cockle" in a condition of helpless intoxication.
-
-"Enjoying the cool breeze, Salome?"
-
-Salome, whose wistful, brown eyes had been turned in the direction
-of a row of cottages at some distance, outside one of which hung a
-sign-board representing on its varnished surface a gigantic crab and
-a minute cockle, started at the sound of a voice addressing her, but
-smiled brightly as she saw Mr. Amyatt, the vicar of the parish. He was
-an elderly man, with iron-grey hair, stooping shoulders, and a thin,
-clean-shaven face.
-
-Ten years previously, he had accepted the living of Yelton, when,
-broken down in health, he had been forced to resign his arduous
-duties in the large manufacturing town where he had laboured long and
-faithfully. And the fisher-folk had grown to love and respect him,
-though he never overlooked their failings or hesitated to reprove their
-faults.
-
-"I am waiting for father," Salome answered frankly. "His supper is
-ready for him, and I am afraid it will spoil if he does not come soon.
-It is a beautiful evening, is it not, sir?"
-
-"Very beautiful. I have been on the beach for the last two hours. How
-well your carnations are doing, Salome. Ah, they always flourish best
-by the sea."
-
-"Please let me give you some," the little girl said eagerly. "Oh, I
-don't mind picking them in the least. I should like you to have them."
-And moving about with agility on her crutches, she gathered some of the
-choicest blooms and presented them to Mr. Amyatt.
-
-"Thank you, Salome. They are lovely. I have none to be compared to them
-in the Vicarage gardens. You are a born gardener. But what is amiss,
-child?"
-
-"Nothing, sir; at least, nothing more than usual. I am anxious about
-father." She paused for a moment, a painful blush spreading over her
-face, then continued, "He spends more time than ever at the 'Crab and
-Cockle;' he's rarely home of an evening now, and when he returns, he's
-sometimes so—so violent! He used not to be that."
-
-The Vicar looked grave and sorry, He pondered the situation in silence
-for a few minutes ere he responded, "You must have patience, Salome;
-and do not reproach him, my dear. Reproaches never do any good, and
-it's worse than useless remonstrating with a man who is not sober."
-
-"But what can I do, sir?" she cried distressfully. "Oh, you cannot
-imagine what a trouble it is to me!"
-
-"I think I can; but you must not lose heart. Prayer and patience work
-wonders. Ask God to show your father his sin in its true light—"
-
-"I have asked Him so often," Salome interposed, "and father gets worse
-instead of better. It's not as though he had an unhappy home. Oh, Mr.
-Amyatt, it's so dreadful for me! I never have a moment's peace of mind
-unless I know father is out fishing. He isn't a bad father, he doesn't
-mean to be unkind; but when he's been drinking, he doesn't mind what he
-says or does."
-
-"Poor child," said the Vicar softly, glancing at her with great
-compassion.
-
-"Do you think, if you spoke to him—" Salome began in a hesitating
-manner.
-
-"I have already done so several times; but though he listened to
-me respectfully, I saw my words made no impression on him. I will,
-however, try to find a favourable opportunity for remonstrating with
-him again. Cheer up, my dear child. You have a very heavy cross to
-bear, but you have not to carry it alone, you know. God will help you,
-if you will let Him."
-
-"Yes," Salome agreed, her face brightening. "I try to remember that,
-but, though indeed I do love God, sometimes He seems so far away."
-
-"He is ever near, Salome. 'The eternal God is thy refuge, and
-underneath are the everlasting arms.' The everlasting arms are of
-unfailing strength and tenderness. See! Is not that your father coming?"
-
-Salome assented, and watched the approaching figure with anxious
-scrutiny.
-
-Josiah Petherick was a tall, strong man, in the prime of life, a
-picture of robust health and strength; he was brown-haired and
-brown-eyed, like his daughter, and his complexion was tanned to a fine
-brick-red hue. He liked the Vicar, though he considered him rather
-too quick in interfering in other people's affairs, so he smiled
-good-humouredly when he found him with Salome at the garden gate.
-
-"Good evening, Petherick," said Mr. Amyatt briskly, his keen eyes
-noticing that, though Josiah had doubtless been drinking, he was very
-far from being intoxicated at present; "you perceive I've been robbing
-your garden," and he held up the carnation blooms.
-
-"'Tis my little maid's garden, sir," was the response, "an' I know well
-you're welcome to take what flowers you please. What a hot day it's
-been, to be sure!"
-
-"Yes; but pleasanter out of doors than in the bar of the 'Crab and
-Cockle,' I expect," Mr. Amyatt answered meaningly.
-
-"'Tis thirsty weather," Josiah said with a smile; "don't you find it
-so, sir?"
-
-"Yes, indeed I do! But I don't take beer to quench my thirst. Beer's
-heating, and makes you hotter and thirstier, too. If you were a
-teetotaler like me, you wouldn't feel the heat quite so much."
-
-"That's as it may be, sir. I can't argue the point; but I hold that a
-glass of good, sound beer don't hurt anyone."
-
-Salome had retired into the cottage, remarking which fact, the Vicar
-seized the opportunity and spoke plainly.
-
-"Look here, Petherick," he said, "if you'd lived my life, you'd be a
-teetotaler like me—at least, I hope you would. The big town in which
-I worked so long owed most of its vice and misery to drink. I was in
-daily contact there with men and women lower than brute beasts on
-account of the drink you uphold—men and women who would sell their own
-and their children's clothes, and allow their offspring to go hungry
-and almost naked, that they might obtain the vile poison for which they
-were bartering their immortal souls. I made up my mind there, that
-drink was our nation's greatest curse; and here, in this quiet village,
-I see no reason to make me change my opinion, and allow that a glass of
-'good, sound beer,' as you call your favourite beverage, doesn't hurt
-anyone. Your one glass leads to more, and the result? You become unlike
-yourself, rough and threatening in your manner, unkind to your little
-daughter whom I am certain you dearly love, and whose chief aim in life
-is to make your home a happy one. I wish you would make up your mind,
-Petherick, never to enter the doors of the 'Crab and Cockle' again."
-
-"Why, sir, to hear you talk one would think I was drunk," Josiah cried,
-aggrievedly.
-
-"You are not that at this minute, I admit, but you have been drinking;
-and if you don't pull up in time, and turn over a new leaf, you'll
-go from bad to worse. Now, I've had my say, and have finished. Your
-supper's waiting, I know, so I'll bid you good evening."
-
-"Good evening, sir," Josiah responded rather shamefacedly, for in his
-heart, he acknowledged every word Mr. Amyatt had spoken to be truth.
-
-He watched the Vicar out of sight, then entered the cottage and sat
-down at the kitchen table to his supper of fried eggs and bacon.
-
-"I hope the eggs are not spoilt," Salome remarked. "But they've been
-cooked nearly half-an-hour, and I'm afraid they're rather hard, for I
-had to keep them warm in the oven."
-
-"Never mind, my dear," he returned. "If they're hard it's my fault, I
-ought to have been here before. By the way, I've brought you a piece of
-news."
-
-"Have you, father?" she said with a smile.
-
-"Yes. Greystone is taken by a rich gentleman from London, and he
-and his family are expected to arrive to-night. The house has been
-furnished in grand style, so I'm told."
-
-"Did you hear the gentleman's name?" Salome asked, looking interested,
-for Greystone had been untenanted for some time. The house had
-been built by a speculative builder, but it had not proved a good
-speculation, as, beautifully situated though it was, it was very
-lonely. "I wonder if Mr. Amyatt knew," she added reflectively, as her
-father shook his head.
-
-"Mr. Amyatt is a very nice man in his way," Josiah remarked, "an'
-I shall never forget how kind he was when your poor mother died,
-but he don't know how to mind his own business. If he likes to be a
-teetotaler, let him be one. If I enjoy my drops o' beer 'long with my
-friends at the 'Crab an' Cockle,' that's naught to do with him." And
-having finished his supper, he pushed away his plate, rose from the
-table, and strode out into the garden.
-
-Salome stayed to wash up the supper things, then went into the garden
-too, but by that time her father was nowhere to be seen. Hurrying to
-the gate, she caught sight of his stalwart figure disappearing in the
-distance, and knew that he was making his way to the inn again. She
-stood leaning against the garden gate, sore at heart, until a chill
-mist from the sea crept upwards and surrounded her; then she retreated
-into the cottage and waited patiently, listening to the ticking of the
-tall, eight-day clock in the kitchen. She knew her father would not
-return till the doors of the inn were shut for the night.
-
-At last she heard the click of the garden gate, and a minute later
-Josiah Petherick stumbled up the path, and, leaving the cottage door
-unlocked, crawled upstairs to his bedroom, muttering to himself as he
-went. Salome waited till everything was still, then she rose, locked
-the door, and swung herself, step by step, by the aid of her crutches,
-up the stairs.
-
-Before going to her own room, she peeped cautiously into her father's,
-which was flooded with moonlight, the blind being up; and a sob broke
-from her lips at the sight which met her eyes. The man had thrown
-himself, fully dressed as he was, upon the bed, and had already sunk
-into a heavy, drunken slumber. Salome stood looking at him, the tears
-running down her cheeks, mingled love and indignation in her aching
-heart. Then the love overcame all else, and she sank on her knees by
-her father's side, and prayed earnestly for him who was unfit to pray
-for himself, whilst the words the Vicar had spoken to her that evening—
-
- "'The eternal God is thy refuge,
- and underneath are the everlasting arms.'"
-
-—recurred to her memory, and fell like balm upon her sorrowful spirit.
-And she felt that she did not bear her trouble alone.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-New Acquaintances.
-
-WHEN Josiah Petherick came downstairs to breakfast on the following
-morning, his face wore a furtive, sullen expression, as though he
-expected to be taken to task for his behaviour of the night before.
-On previous occasions, Salome had, by tears and sorrowing words,
-reproached him for his unmanly conduct; but this morning she was
-perfectly composed, and the meal was eaten almost in silence.
-Afterwards, Josiah informed his little daughter that he should probably
-be away all day mackerel fishing, and went off in the direction of the
-beach. There was a fresh breeze blowing, and he looked forward to a
-successful day's work.
-
-Salome moved about the cottage with a very heavy heart. On account of
-her affliction, it took her longer than it would have most people to
-get over her household duties, so that it was past noon before she
-had everything ship-shape, and was at leisure. Then she put on a pink
-sun-bonnet, and went into the garden to look at her flowers, pulling
-weeds here and there, until the sounds of shrill cries made her hurry
-to the garden gate to ascertain what was going on outside.
-
-Salome stood gazing in astonishment at the scene which met her eyes.
-A boy of about six years old was lying on the ground, kicking and
-shrieking with passion, whilst a young woman was bending over him,
-trying to induce him to get up. At a short distance, a pretty little
-girl, apparently about Salome's own age, was looking on, and laughing,
-as though greatly amused.
-
-"Gerald, get up! Do get up, there's a good boy!" implored the young
-woman. "Dear, dear, what a temper you're in. You 're simply ruining
-that nice new sailor's suit of yours, lying there in the dust. Oh,
-Margaret—" and she turned to the little girl—"do try to induce your
-brother to be reasonable."
-
-"I couldn't do that, Miss Conway," was the laughing response, "for
-Gerald never was reasonable yet. Look at him now, his face crimson with
-passion. He's like a mad thing, and deserves to be whipped. He—"
-
-She stopped suddenly, noticing Salome at the garden gate. The boy,
-catching sight of the lame girl at that moment too, abruptly ceased his
-cries, and, as though ashamed of himself, rose to his feet, and stood
-staring at her. He was a fine, handsome little fellow, with dark-blue
-eyes and fair curly hair; but, as Salome afterwards learnt, he was a
-spoilt child, and as disagreeable as spoilt children always are. His
-sister, who was like him in appearance, was a bright-looking little
-girl; and her laughing face softened into sympathy as her eyes rested
-on Salome's crutches.
-
-"I am afraid my brother's naughty temper has shocked you," she said.
-"He likes to have his own way, and wanted to spend a longer time on the
-beach instead of going home. We have been on the beach all the morning
-with Miss Conway—this lady, who is our governess. What a pretty garden
-you have. We noticed it as we passed just now—didn't we, Miss Conway?"
-
-Miss Conway assented, smiling very kindly at Salome.
-
-"I had no idea flowers would flourish so close to the sea," she
-remarked. "It is to be hoped the Greystone gardens will prove equally
-productive."
-
-"Oh, are you—do you live at Greystone?" Salome questioned, much
-interested in the strangers.
-
-"Yes," nodded the little girl, "we arrived last night. My father, Mr.
-Fowler, has taken the house on a three years' lease. My mother is very
-delicate; she has been very ill, and the doctors say the north coast of
-Cornwall will suit her."
-
-"Let me see your garden," said the little boy imperatively, coming
-close to the gate, and peering between the bars.
-
-"You should say 'please,' Gerald," his governess reminded him
-reprovingly.
-
-Salome invited them all to enter, and when they had admired the
-flowers, Miss Conway asked if she might rest a few minutes on the
-seat under the porch. She was a delicate-looking young woman, and
-the tussle she had had with her unruly pupil had upset her. Gerald,
-however, was quite contented now, watching a bee labouring from flower
-to flower with its load of honey. His sister, Margaret, sat down by the
-governess' side, whilst Salome, leaning on her crutches, watched them
-shyly. There was a little flush of excitement on her cheeks, for it was
-an unusual experience for her to converse with strangers.
-
-"Who lives here with you, my dear?" Miss Conway inquired.
-
-"Only my father, miss. Mother died five years ago. Father's a
-fisherman; his name's Josiah Petherick, and I'm called Salome."
-
-"What a quaint, pretty name," Margaret exclaimed. "And you have you no
-sisters or brothers?"
-
-Salome shook her head.
-
-"Have you—have you always been lame?" Miss Conway questioned.
-
-"Yes, miss, always. I can't get about without my crutches."
-
-"How dreadful!" Margaret cried with ready sympathy. "Oh, I am, sorry
-for you."
-
-Salome looked gratefully at the speaker, and smiled as she made answer,
-"You see, miss, I'm accustomed to being a cripple. Often and often I've
-wished my legs were straight and strong like other people's, but as
-they are not, I must just make the best of them. Mr. Amyatt says—"
-
-"Who is Mr. Amyatt?" Miss Conway interposed.
-
-"Our Vicar, miss. He lives in that big house near the church. He's such
-a good, kind gentleman, you'll be sure to like him."
-
-"Well, what does he say?" Miss Conway inquired with a smile.
-
-"That God made me lame for some good purpose. I think myself He did it
-because I should stay at home, and keep house for father," Salome said
-simply. "Perhaps if I was able to get about like other people, I might
-neglect father, and be tempted—"
-
-She had been about to say "be tempted to leave him," but had stopped
-suddenly, remembering that the strangers knew nothing of her father;
-and she earnestly hoped they would never understand how miserable he
-made her at times.
-
-"As it is," she proceeded, "I do all the housework—I can take as long
-as I please about it, you know—and I attend to my flowers besides."
-
-"And have you always lived here?" Margaret asked.
-
-"Yes, miss, I was born in this cottage."
-
-"Doesn't the sea make you mournful in the winter?"
-
-"Oh, no! It's grand then, sometimes. The waves look like great
-mountains of foam. This is a very wild coast."
-
-"So I have heard," Miss Conway replied. "I should like to see a storm,
-if no ship was in danger. I suppose you never saw a wreck?"
-
-"Yes," said Salome with a shudder; "only last autumn a coasting vessel
-ran ashore on the rocks, and the crew was lost. You will notice in the
-churchyard many graves of people who have been drowned."
-
-"We have always lived in London until now," Margaret explained, "so
-we shall find life in the country a great change. I don't know that I
-shall dislike it during the summer, and Gerald is simply delighted with
-the beach; I expect he'll insist on going there every day, so you'll
-often see us passing here. Gerald generally gets his own way, doesn't
-he, Miss Conway?"
-
-"Yes," the governess admitted gravely, looking rather serious.
-
-"My mother spoils him," Margaret continued. "Oh, you needn't look at me
-like that, Miss Conway, for you know it's true."
-
-At that moment Gerald ran up to them. He was in high good-humour, for
-he was charmed with Salome's garden; but his face clouded immediately
-when Miss Conway remarked it was time for them to go home.
-
-"No, no," he pouted, "don't go yet, Miss Conway. Stay a little longer."
-
-"But if we do, we shall be late for luncheon, and then your father will
-be displeased."
-
-"You shall have this rose to take home with you," Salome said, in order
-to propitiate the child, and prevent a disturbance. She gathered, as
-she spoke, a beautiful pink moss-rose, and offered it to him. "Wouldn't
-you like to give it to your mother?" she suggested, as he accepted her
-gift with evident pleasure.
-
-"No," Gerald rejoined, "I shan't give it to mother, I shall keep it for
-myself."
-
-His sister laughed at this selfish speech; but the governess' face
-saddened as she took her younger pupil by the hand, and after a kind
-good-bye to Salome, led him away.
-
-"May I come and see you again?" Margaret asked as she lingered at the
-gate.
-
-"Oh, please do, miss," was the eager reply. "I should be so glad if you
-would. I really am very lonely sometimes."
-
-"So am I," the other little girl confessed with a sigh; and for the
-first time Salome noticed a look of discontent on her pretty face. The
-expression was gone in a minute, however, and with a smiling farewell
-Margaret Fowler hastened after her governess and Gerald.
-
-These new acquaintances gave Salome plenty of food for thought; and
-when her father returned in the afternoon she greeted him cheerfully,
-and told him that the family had arrived at Greystone. He was in good
-spirits, having caught a nice lot of mackerel; and acting on his
-daughter's suggestion, he selected some of the finest, and started for
-Greystone to see if he could not sell them there. Meanwhile, Salome
-laid the tea cloth, and got the kettle boiling. In the course of
-half-an-hour her father returned, having sold his fish.
-
-"I saw the cook," he informed Salome, "and she said any time I have
-choice fish to sell, she can do business with me. It seems she manages
-everything in the kitchen; she told me the mistress doesn't know what
-there's to be for dinner till it's brought to table."
-
-"How strange!" Salome cried. "But I forgot, Mrs. Fowler has been ill,
-so perhaps she is too great an invalid to attend to anything herself."
-
-"I don't know about that, I'm sure. It's likely to be better for us,
-Salome, now Greystone is occupied. Why, you're quite a business woman,
-my dear! I should never have thought of taking those mackerel up there,
-but for you. I should have let Sam Putt have the lot, as usual."
-
-Sam Putt was the owner of a pony and cart. He lived in the village,
-and often purchased fish, which he conveyed to a neighbouring town for
-sale, hawking it from door to door.
-
-Josiah continued to converse amicably during tea-time; and afterwards
-he went into the garden, and turned up a patch of ground in readiness
-for the reception of winter greens. To Salome's intense relief, he did
-not go to the "Crab and Cockle" that evening; but, instead, as soon as
-he had finished his gardening, suggested taking her for a sail.
-
-"Oh, father, how delightful!" she cried, her face flushing with
-pleasure. "Oh, I haven't been on the water for weeks! It will be such a
-treat!"
-
-So father and daughter spent the long summer evening on the sea, much
-to the contentment of both; and the sun had set before they returned to
-Yelton.
-
-Salome chatted merrily as, their boat safely moored, she followed her
-father up the shingly beach; but on reaching their garden gate, Josiah
-paused, glancing towards the swinging sign-board outside the "Crab and
-Cockle," still visible in the gathering dusk.
-
-In a moment, Salome read his thoughts, and cried involuntarily, "Oh,
-father, not to-night! Not to-night!"
-
-"What do you mean, child?" he asked with a decided show of displeasure
-in face and tone.
-
-"I mean, I want you to stay at home with me to-night, father! Do, dear
-father, to please me! I—I can't bear to see you as—as you are sometimes
-when you come back from the 'Crab and Cockle'! Oh, father, if you would
-only give up the drink how happy we should be!"
-
-"How foolishly you talk!" he cried irritably. "It is not seemly for a
-child to dictate to her father!"
-
-"Oh, father, I mean no harm! You know I love you dearly! It's supper
-time. Aren't you hungry? I'm sure I am."
-
-Josiah admitted he was, too, and followed his daughter into the
-cottage. He did not leave it again that night, for his good angel
-proved too strong for him; and when he kissed his little daughter at
-bedtime, his manner was unusually gentle, whilst the words he uttered
-sent her to rest with a very happy heart: "God bless you, child! I
-don't know what I should be but for you, Salome. You grow more like
-your dear mother every day you live."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-The Fowlers at Home.
-
-"PULL down the blind, Margaret. The sun is streaming right into my
-eyes."
-
-The speaker, Mrs. Fowler, was lying on a sofa in the handsomely
-furnished drawing-room at Greystone. She was a young-looking,
-very pretty woman, with fair hair and blue eyes; and she was most
-fashionably dressed. One would have thought her possessed of everything
-that heart could desire, but the lines of her face were discontented
-ones, and the tone of her voice was decidedly fretful. The only
-occupant of the room besides herself was her little daughter, who put
-down the book she had been reading, and going to the window, obediently
-lowered the blind.
-
-"There," she said, "that's better, isn't it? I won't pull the blind
-down altogether, mother, for that would keep out the fresh air, and you
-know the doctors said the sea breeze would be your best tonic. I do
-think this is a lovely place, don't you?"
-
-Mrs. Fowler agreed indifferently; and her little daughter continued,
-"Such a beautiful view we have right over the sea. And doesn't the
-village look pretty, and the old grey church? There are such a quantity
-of jackdaws in the tower. Mother, do you know, from my bedroom window,
-I can see the cottage where that poor lame girl lives? When you are
-strong enough, I'll take you to visit Salome."
-
-"I don't want to see her, Margaret. I don't like looking at deformed
-people, and I cannot think why you should feel so much interest in this
-Salome."
-
-"I have seen her several times now, and I like her so much. The Vicar
-has told me a lot about her, too. She lost her mother five years ago,
-poor girl!"
-
-Margaret paused, and glanced a trifle wistfully at the daintily-clad
-figure on the sofa, wondering if she was lame like Salome, whether
-her mother would cease to care for her altogether. Mrs. Fowler never
-evinced much affection for her daughter, whatever her feelings may have
-been, though she was pleased that she was growing up a pretty little
-girl, and took an interest in dressing her becomingly. But Gerald was
-her favourite of the two children, and upon him she lavished most of
-her love. She was fond of her husband, though she stood in awe of him.
-He was kind and attentive to her, but often grew impatient at the
-persistent way in which she indulged their little son.
-
-Mrs. Fowler had led a gay life in London for many years; but latterly,
-she had been in very indifferent health, and after an attack of severe
-illness, which had left her nerves in a shattered condition, Mr. Fowler
-had insisted on shutting up their house in town, and settling in the
-country. He had accordingly taken Greystone, and dismissing their old
-servants had engaged new ones, who received their orders from himself
-instead of from their mistress.
-
-During the first few weeks of her residence at Greystone, Mrs. Fowler
-had indeed been too ill to superintend the household; and though
-she was now better, she was far from strong, and was glad not to be
-troubled about anything. Margaret was very sorry for her mother, whose
-sufferings were apparent to everyone, for she started at the slightest
-unexpected sound, and the least worry brought on the most distressing
-headache.
-
-"Would you like me to read to you, mother?" the little girl inquired.
-
-"No, thank you, Margaret. What is the time?"
-
-"Half-past three."
-
-"Where is Gerald?"
-
-"Miss Conway has taken him down to the beach; she promised him this
-morning he should go, if he was good and attentive during lesson time.
-He likes talking to the fishermen."
-
-"Dear child! I hope they will not teach him to use bad language, though
-I expect they are a rough set."
-
-"I don't think so, mother. Mr. Amyatt says they are mostly sober,
-God-fearing men; of course, there are exceptions—Salome Petherick's
-father, for instance, often gets intoxicated, and it is a terrible
-trouble to her."
-
-"Does she complain of him to you?" Mrs. Fowler queried.
-
-"Oh, no, mother! It was Mr. Amyatt who told me. We were talking of
-Salome, and he said her father was very violent at times, quite cruel
-to her, in fact. Do you know, I think father's right, and that it's
-best to have nothing whatever to do with drink."
-
-Lately, since the Fowlers had left London, Mr. Fowler had laid down a
-rule that no intoxicating liquors of any description were to be brought
-into the house. He had become a teetotaler himself, for very good
-reasons, and had insisted on the members of his household following
-suit. No one had objected to this except Mrs. Fowler, and now she
-answered her little daughter in a tone of irritability.
-
-"Don't talk nonsense, child! I believe a glass of wine would do me good
-at this minute, and steady my nerves, only your father won't allow it!
-I haven't patience to speak of this new fad of his without getting
-cross. There, don't look at me so reproachfully. Of course what your
-father does is right in your eyes! Here, feel my pulse, child, and
-you'll know what a wreck I am!"
-
-Margaret complied, and laid her cool fingers on her mother's wrist. The
-pulse was weak and fluttering, and the little girl's heart filled with
-sympathy.
-
-"Poor mother," she said tenderly, kissing Mrs. Fowler's flushed cheek,
-and noticing her eyes were full of tears. "Shall I ring and order tea?
-It's rather early, but no doubt a nice cup of tea would do you good."
-
-"No, no! It's much too hot for tea!" And Mrs. Fowler made a gesture
-indicative of distaste, then broke into a flood of tears.
-
-Margaret soothed her mother as best she could; and presently, much to
-her satisfaction, the invalid grew composed and fell asleep. She was
-subject to these hysterical outbursts, and as Margaret bent anxiously
-over her, she noted how thin she had become, how hectic was the flush
-on her cheeks, and how dark-rimmed were her eyes.
-
-"She does indeed look very ill," the little girl thought sadly. "I
-wonder if she is right, and that some wine would do her good, and make
-her stronger; if so, it seems hard she should not have it. I'll go and
-speak to father at once."
-
-To think was to act with Margaret. She stole noiselessly out of the
-drawing-room, and went in search of her father. He was not in the
-house, but a servant informed her he was in the garden, and there she
-found him, reclining in a swing-chair, beneath the shade of a lilac
-tree. He threw aside the magazine he was reading as she approached, and
-greeted her with a welcoming smile.
-
-Mr. Fowler was a tall, dark man, several years older than his wife;
-his face was a strong one, and determined in expression, but his keen,
-deep-set eyes were wont to look kindly, and he certainly had the
-appearance of a person to be trusted.
-
-"Is anything wrong, my dear?" he inquired quickly, noticing that she
-looked depressed. "Where is your mother?"
-
-"Asleep in the drawing-room, father. She has had one of her crying fits
-again, and that exhausted her, I think. She seems very poorly, and
-low-spirited, doesn't she?"
-
-"Yes; but she is better—decidedly better than she was a few weeks ago.
-I have every hope that, ere many months have passed, she will be quite
-well again. There is no cause for you to look so anxious, child."
-
-"But she is so weak and nervous!" Margaret cried distressfully. "I was
-wondering if she had some wine—"
-
-The little girl paused, startled by the look of anger which flashed
-across her father's face. He made a movement as though to rise from the
-chair, then changed his intention, and curtly bade her finish what she
-had been about to say.
-
-"It was only that I was wondering if she had some wine, whether it
-might not do her good," Margaret proceeded timidly. "She told me
-herself she thought it would, and if so—you know, father, you used to
-take wine yourself, and—"
-
-"Did your mother send you to me on this mission?" he interrupted
-sternly.
-
-"No. I came of my own accord."
-
-"I am glad to hear that. But I cannot give my consent to your mother's
-taking wine, or stimulants of any kind; they would be harmful for her,
-the doctors agree upon that point. You have reminded me that I once
-drank wine myself, Margaret. I bitterly regret ever having done so."
-
-"Why?" she asked wonderingly, impressed by the solemnity of his tone.
-Then her thoughts flew to Salome Petherick's father, and she cried,
-"But, father, you never drank too much!"
-
-"I was never tempted to drink to excess, for I had no craving for
-stimulants. It is small credit to me that I was always a sober man;
-but people are differently constituted, and my example may have
-caused others to contract habits of intemperance. The Vicar here is a
-teetotaler from principle. He tells me that the force of example is
-stronger than any amount of preaching. Lately, I have had cause to
-consider this matter very seriously, and I am determined that never,
-with my permission, shall any intoxicating liquors be brought inside
-my doors. The servants understand this: I should instantly dismiss
-one who set my rule at defiance. As to your mother—" he paused a
-moment in hesitation, the expression of his countenance troubled, then
-continued—"she is weak, and still very far from well, but, in her heart
-of hearts, she knows I am right. Do not tell her you have broached this
-subject to me. Come, let us go and see if she is still asleep."
-
-"You are not angry with me, father?" Margaret asked, as she followed
-him into the house.
-
-"No, no! I am not, indeed!"
-
-Mrs. Fowler awoke with a start as her husband and little daughter
-entered the drawing-room. Mr. Fowler immediately rang for tea, and when
-it was brought, Margaret poured it out. At first, Mrs. Fowler would not
-touch it, but finally, to please the others, drank a cupful, and felt
-refreshed. A few minutes later, Mr. Amyatt was shown into the room,
-and she brightened up and grew quite animated. Margaret and her father
-exchanged pleased glances, delighted at the interest the invalid was
-evincing in the conversation.
-
-"I think I shall soon be well enough to go to church on Sundays," Mrs.
-Fowler informed the Vicar. "My husband tells me you have a very good
-choir."
-
-"Yes, that is so," Mr. Amyatt replied. "We are decidedly primitive in
-our ways at Yelton, and have several women in our choir, notably Salome
-Petherick, the lame girl with whom your daughter has already become
-acquainted."
-
-"Oh, yes. Margaret has been telling me about her. She sings in the
-choir, does she?"
-
-"Yes. She has a beautiful voice, as clear and fresh as a bird's! I
-train the choir myself, for our organist comes from N—, a neighbouring
-town, several miles distant."
-
-"By the way," said Mrs. Fowler with a smiling glance at Margaret, "my
-little girl is very desirous of learning to play the organ, and her
-governess would teach her, if you would allow her to practise on the
-organ in the church. Would there be any objection to that plan, Mr.
-Amyatt?"
-
-"None whatever," was the prompt reply.
-
-"Oh, thank you!" Margaret cried delightedly.
-
-"You will have to employ Gerald to blow for you," Mr. Fowler remarked
-with a smile.
-
-"I am sure he will not do that!" the little girl exclaimed. "He is far
-too disobliging."
-
-"Margaret, how hard you are on your brother," Mrs. Fowler said
-reproachfully.
-
-"Am I? I don't mean to be. Oh, here he is!"
-
-Gerald came into the room with his hat on his head, but meeting his
-father's eyes, removed it instantly. After he had shaken hands with the
-Vicar, his mother called him to her, pushed back his fair locks from
-his forehead, and made him sit by her side on the sofa whilst she plied
-him with sweet cakes. He was her darling, and she indulged him to his
-bent. When the governess entered the room, having removed her hat and
-gloves, there were no sweet cakes left. Mr. Fowler rang the bell for
-more, and upon the parlour-maid bringing a fresh supply, declined to
-allow Gerald to partake of them, at which the spoilt boy pouted and
-sulked, and his mother threw reproachful glances at her husband.
-
-Mr. Amyatt watched the scene in silence, wondering how anyone could
-allow affection to overcome judgment, as Mrs. Fowler had evidently
-done, as far as her little son was concerned, and marvelling that Mr.
-Fowler did not order the disagreeable child out of the room. When the
-Vicar rose to go, his host accompanied him as far as the garden gate,
-and they stood there talking some while before, at last, the Vicar said
-good-bye, and started down the hill towards the village.
-
-The Fowlers had now been several weeks in residence at Greystone,
-but, up to the present, Mr. Amyatt had been their only visitor. Mrs.
-Fowler had not been outside the grounds surrounding the house yet,
-but talked of going down to the beach the first day she felt strong
-enough to attempt the walk. The children, however, had made several
-acquaintances among the fisher-folk, and a great liking had sprung
-up between Margaret and Salome Petherick, for, though one was a rich
-man's daughter and the other only a poor fisherman's child, they found
-they had much in common, and, wide apart though they were to outward
-appearances, they bade fair to become real friends.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-"Abide with Me."
-
-THE Fowlers had been six weeks at Greystone, when, one evening towards
-the end of July, Mrs. Fowler, who was daily improving in health,
-accompanied Margaret and Miss Conway to the church, and wandered about
-the ancient building, reading the inscriptions on the monuments, whilst
-her little daughter had her music lesson. By-and-by she strolled into
-the graveyard, and, seating herself on the low wall which surrounded
-it, gazed far out over the blue expanse of ocean, which was dotted with
-fishing boats and larger crafts, on this calm summer evening.
-
-The churchyard at Yelton was beautifully situated, commanding a view of
-the whole village straggling nearly down to the beach, whilst on the
-eminence beyond the church was Greystone, against a background of green
-foliage.
-
-"Everything is very lovely," Mrs. Fowler said to herself, "and the air
-is certainly most invigorating. I feel almost well to-night. Who comes
-here? Why, this must be Salome Petherick!"
-
-It was the lame girl who had entered the churchyard, and was now
-approaching the spot where Mrs. Fowler sat. She paused at the sight of
-the figure on the wall, and a look of admiration stole into her soft,
-brown eyes. She had never seen such a pretty lady before, or anyone so
-daintily and becomingly dressed.
-
-Mrs. Fowler, who had shrunk with the nervous unreasonableness of a sick
-person from being brought into contact with the cripple girl, now that
-she was actually face to face with her, was interested and sympathetic
-at once. She smiled at Salome and addressed her cordially.
-
-"I think you must be Salome Petherick?" she said. "Yes, I am sure you
-are!"
-
-"Yes, ma'am," was the reply, accompanied by a shy glance of pleasure.
-
-"My little girl has spoken of you so often that I seem to know you
-quite well," Mrs. Fowler remarked. "Come and sit down on the wall by my
-side, I want to talk to you."
-
-Then as Salome complied willingly, she continued, "Does it not tire
-you to climb here every evening, as they tell me you do, to listen to
-the organ? The church is a good step from where you live. That is your
-home, is it not?" and she indicated the cottage nearest to the sea.
-
-"Yes," Salome assented, "it does tire me a little to come up the hill,
-but I love to hear music. After Miss Margaret has had her organ lesson,
-Miss Conway generally plays something herself."
-
-"Does she? Then I hope she will do so to-night. But my little daughter
-is still at the organ, so we will remain where we are until she has
-finished. Meanwhile we will talk. They tell me you live with your
-father, and that he is often away fishing. You must lead a lonely life."
-
-"Yes, ma'am, indeed it is very lonely sometimes," Salome acknowledged,
-"but I don't mind that much. I have plenty to do, keeping the cottage
-clean and tidy, and preparing father's meals, mending his clothes, and
-seeing to the flowers in the garden."
-
-"How busy you must be. And you have lost your mother, poor child."
-
-Salome pointed to a green mound at a little distance, whilst her brown
-eyes filled with tears.
-
-"She was such a good mother," she said softly, "oh, such a very good
-mother! And I was such a fretful, tiresome child. I used to grieve her
-so often, and I can't bear to think of it now."
-
-She paused, but, encouraged by the sympathy on her companion's face,
-she continued, "She used to be so patient with me when I was naughty
-and grumbled because I was not able to run about and play like other
-children. And, until she lay dying, I never thought how sorry I must
-have made her, and what a selfish girl I'd been. Then, I would have
-given anything if I'd been different, but it was too late." And the
-repentant tears streamed down Salome's cheeks.
-
-"Don't grieve," said Mrs. Fowler, a little huskily, for she was much
-touched at the other's evident remorse.
-
-"I am sure Miss Margaret never treated you, ma'am, as I used to treat
-my mother!" Salome exclaimed.
-
-Mrs. Fowler was silent as she acknowledged to herself that Margaret
-had always been patient and considerate when she had been an exacting
-invalid.
-
-"I suppose your father is out in his fishing boat?" she asked by way of
-changing the conversation.
-
-"No, ma'am," Salome replied, the look of grief deepening on her face.
-
-"Let us go into the church and hear Miss Conway play," Mrs. Fowler
-said, rising as she spoke. "I hear Margaret's lesson is at an end. Ah,
-here comes the Vicar. How do you do, Mr. Amyatt?"
-
-"I am glad to see you are better, Mrs. Fowler," the Vicar exclaimed.
-"What, you here, Salome? Don't go away; I want Mrs. Fowler to hear you
-sing."
-
-Salome smiled, and blushed. She followed the others into the church
-and seated herself in a pew near the door, whilst the Vicar pointed
-out beauties in the architecture of the building to his companion,
-which she had failed to notice. Miss Conway was at the organ, playing
-"The Heavens are telling," and when the last notes died away the Vicar
-beckoned to Salome, who swung herself up the aisle on her crutches,
-and, at his request, consented to sing.
-
-"I will play the accompaniment," Miss Conway said, smiling
-encouragingly at the lame girl, who felt a little shy at being called
-upon to sing alone. "What shall it be?" she inquired.
-
-"Whatever you please, miss," Salome answered.
-
-"Oh, no! You must choose," the Vicar declared decidedly.
-
-"Then I will sing 'Abide with Me.'"
-
-Mrs. Fowler and Margaret considerately withdrew to a side seat so that
-the sight of them should not embarrass the singer, and Mr. Amyatt
-followed them. Salome stood a little behind Miss Conway, who softly
-played the accompaniment of the hymn:
-
- "Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;
- The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide;
- When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."
-
-Salome's fresh, sweet voice rang clearly through the dim church, and
-its tender tones touched the hearts of her audience. She was very fond
-of "Abide with Me," for it had been her mother's favourite hymn, and
-to-night she sang her best.
-
- "Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;
- In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."
-
-The beautiful voice died lingeringly away, and for a few minutes there
-was a complete silence. Then Mrs. Fowler rose, and coming eagerly
-forward, took Salome by the hand, whilst she thanked her for giving her
-such a "rare treat" as she called it.
-
-Margaret was delighted to see what a favourable impression her lame
-friend had evidently made upon her mother, and great was her surprise
-when, on their all adjourning to the churchyard, Mrs. Fowler asked
-Salome to come and see them at Greystone.
-
-"I think you would be able to get as far as that, don't you?" she said
-with a winning smile. "I should like you to come and sing to me. Will
-you, one evening?"
-
-"Oh, yes," Salome replied. She had never been inside the doors of
-Greystone in her life, though she had often desired to see what the
-house was like, having been told it was a fine place.
-
-"Then that is settled. I shall expect you."
-
-Mrs. Fowler nodded and turned away, followed by Miss Conway, and
-Margaret who looked back to wave her hand in farewell as she
-disappeared through the churchyard gate. The Vicar accompanied them
-thus far, then turned back to speak a few words to Salome. The village
-lad who had been employed to blow the organ had taken a short cut
-homewards over the low wall.
-
-"You sang remarkably well to-night," Mr. Amyatt said, "I felt quite
-proud of my pupil. You showed excellent taste, too, in the hymn you
-chose. It was most suitable for the occasion. I wonder if you know the
-circumstances under which that hymn came to be written?"
-
-"No," Salome rejoined, shaking her head, "I don't know, sir."
-
-"Then I will tell you. It was composed more than fifty years ago
-by a sick clergyman of the name of Lyte, at a little fishing town
-called Brixham, in South Devon. He had become so seriously ill that
-the doctors had ordered him abroad for his health's sake, and, after
-service on the Sunday evening, prior to his leaving England, he went
-down to the sea-shore, sad at heart, for he was convinced that he
-had spoken to his parishioners, who were very dear to him, for the
-last time. He was sorrowful and low-spirited, but, by-and-by, the
-remembrance that his Saviour was ever near to help and sustain him
-brought him consolation. After watching the sunset, he went home, and
-immediately wrote the beautiful hymn you sang to-night."
-
-Salome had listened with deep interest, and she exclaimed earnestly:
-"Oh, Mr. Amyatt, I am glad you have told me this. I shall love 'Abide
-with Me' better than ever now."
-
-The Vicar smiled, then pointed towards the sea, over which a soft
-summer mist was creeping.
-
-"It is time for you to go home," he reminded her. "Where is your father
-this evening?"
-
-"At the 'Crab and Cockle,' sir."
-
-He shook his head sadly, but refrained from questioning her further.
-He saw she was thinner than she had been a few months previously, and
-wondered if she was sufficiently well fed, or if Josiah Petherick
-expended the money he should have spent on his home, on the friends he
-met at the inn. As he watched the little girl swinging herself slowly
-down the hill by the aid of her crutches, he felt very grieved and
-troubled on her account.
-
-"What a curse this drink is!" he thought. "And it's a curse that creeps
-in everywhere, too."
-
-In the village that afternoon, he had been told that Mr. Fowler had
-summarily dismissed a groom who had been discovered with a bottle of
-beer in the stable, and he had listened to various comments upon the
-strict notions of the master of Greystone. Most of the villagers were
-inclined to think that the man's fault in disobeying his master's rule
-that no intoxicating liquor should be brought on the premises might
-have been overlooked, as it was his first offence, whilst some few
-argued that Mr. Fowler had acted rightly.
-
-As Salome passed the "Crab and Cockle" on her way home, she heard
-sounds of hilarity within, and recognised her father's voice singing
-a rollicking sea song. She sighed, remembering how, during his wife's
-lifetime, Josiah had been a member of the church choir; it appeared
-unseemly to her that a voice which once had been raised to the praise
-and glory of God should lend itself to the entertainment of a set
-of half-drunken men in the bar of a public-house. As she paused,
-involuntarily listening, a whiff of foul air, laden with the mingled
-odour of smoke and beer, was wafted before her nostrils from the open
-doorway, and she moved on with a sickening sense of shame and disgust,
-her heart heavy as lead, her eyes smarting with tears. Oh, hers was a
-hard life, she thought bitterly.
-
-Arrived at home, she laid a frugal supper of bread and cheese, and soon
-afterwards her father reeled up the garden path and into the kitchen.
-Sitting down at the table, he helped himself to bread and cheese in
-silence, and commenced eating, whilst his little daughter took her
-accustomed place opposite to him.
-
-"Where've you been?" he questioned. "I saw you pass the inn."
-
-She told him how she had spent the evening, explaining that she had
-sung at the Vicar's request, and that Mrs. Fowler had invited her to
-Greystone.
-
-"I won't let you go there!" he cried. "I hate those new people! What
-did Mr. Fowler do yesterday, but dismiss as honest a chap as ever
-lived, at a moment's notice, just because he'd got a bottle o' beer in
-the stable! An' the man wasn't drunk either! No, you shan't go nigh
-folks as treats their servants like that."
-
-"Oh, father!" Salome exclaimed, disappointedly. She was wise enough,
-however, not to pursue the subject. After a brief silence, she asked,
-with some timidity, "Father, have you any money? Because, when Silas
-Moyle left the bread this afternoon, he said he couldn't supply us with
-any more unless you paid him what you owe."
-
-Silas Moyle was the one baker of the place, and the owner of the
-village shop, in which his wife served. Josiah Petherick had formerly
-paid ready money for everything, but latterly he had been spending at
-the "Crab and Cockle" what should have gone into Silas Moyle's pocket.
-This was an additional trouble to Salome, but her father did not appear
-to care. He was enraged, though, when he heard what the baker had
-said, and, as his creditor was not present to bear the brunt of his
-indignation, Salome had to stand it instead. She turned white when he
-swore at her, and sat perfectly still whilst he abused her roundly, but
-when he called her extravagant she began to protest.
-
-"Father, that's not fair of you! I'm as careful as ever I can be. We're
-obliged to have bread! Won't you see Silas yourself? Perhaps he'll
-continue to supply us, if you can arrange to pay him part of what we
-owe. Of course, he wants his money."
-
-"He's another of your teetotal humbugs!" sneered the angry man.
-
-"He isn't a humbug at all!" Salome retorted hotly, her indignation and
-sense of justice overcoming her fear of her father; "but he did say he
-wasn't minded to wait for his money when it was being squandered with
-that drunken crew at the 'Crab and Cockle.' Oh, father, it was terrible
-for me to hear that, and I couldn't contradict him!"
-
-With a fierce oath, Josiah pushed back his chair and rose from the
-table, declaring things had come to a pretty pass when his own
-daughter, a mere child, thought fit to discuss him with outsiders.
-
-Salome broke into passionate weeping at this, whereupon he flung
-himself out of the kitchen, and the next minute she heard his footsteps
-in the garden.
-
-"He's gone to the 'Crab and Cockle' again," thought the unhappy little
-girl. "Oh, how could he swear at me like that? Oh, how shall I bear
-it!" Presently she arose, put away the supper things and then sat down
-by the open window to wait, as she knew she would have to do, until
-the inn door was closed for the night, and her father would return.
-By-and-by, the soft lap, lap of the sea had a soothing effect upon her
-troubled spirit, the peacefulness of the summer night stole into her
-soul, and she murmured to herself the words of consolation she had sung
-an hour or so before in the dim, old church:
-
- "When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-Salome's Humiliation.
-
-JOSIAH PETHERICK sat on the beach mending his fishing nets in the
-shade of a tall rock. It was intensely hot, and there was scarcely a
-ripple on the glassy sea, whilst the sky was a broad canopy of blue.
-Josiah was thinking deeply. That morning, consequent on the information
-his daughter had given him on the previous evening, he had been to
-interview Silas Moyle, and had induced the baker to allow him further
-credit. Never in his life before had Josiah found himself in such
-a humiliating position, and he felt it all the more because it was
-entirely his own fault. He had always prided himself on being able to
-pay his way, and now he was not in the position to do so.
-
-Glancing up from his work presently, the fisherman saw three figures
-come down to the beach—a lady, a gentleman, and a small boy clad
-in a sailor's suit and broad-brimmed straw hat. He knew them to be
-Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and their little son. He had often held lengthy
-conversations with Gerald, who was always delighted to talk with anyone
-who could tell him about the manifold wonders of the sea, but he had
-never spoken to either of the boy's parents. Despite his disapproval of
-the strict teetotal principles of the master of Greystone, he regarded
-that gentleman with considerable interest, and when Mr. Fowler strolled
-up to him, and inquired from whom a boat might be hired, he answered
-him civilly, "You can have a boat from me, if you like, sir; but
-there's no wind for sailing to-day."
-
-"Perhaps you would row us around those high rocks yonder. My wife has a
-fancy to see what lies beyond that point."
-
-Josiah assented willingly, seeing an opportunity of earning a few
-shillings; and so it came to pass that he spent a very pleasant and
-lucrative morning, returning home to dinner in the best of spirits.
-
-"The new folks at Greystone have a liking for boating," he informed
-Salome; "and see here," tossing a half-crown as he spoke upon the
-table, "give that to Silas Moyle when he calls with the bread this
-afternoon."
-
-The lame girl's face brightened as she took up the coin, and looked at
-her father questioningly.
-
-"I saw Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and Master Gerald pass here on their way to
-the beach," she said. "Did you take them out in your boat, father?"
-
-"Yes. They treated me very fairly, I must admit that, an' Mrs.
-Fowler—she seems a nice lady—spoke of you."
-
-"Did she?"
-
-"She said you had a lovely voice, an' that she was looking forward to
-hear you sing again. I say, Salome, I shouldn't like to disappoint her,
-so if she really wants you to go and see her, you may—" and Josiah,
-mindful of all he had said on the preceding night, avoided meeting his
-little daughter's eyes as he made this concession.
-
-"Oh, thank you, dear father," she cried. "I should like to go to
-Greystone so much."
-
-"That little Master Gerald is a tiresome monkey," Josiah remarked. "He
-wouldn't sit still in the boat at first, though his mother kept on with
-him. At last his father spoke, an' after that, there was no need to
-tell him to be quiet again. Mr. Fowler looks a man as would have his
-own way."
-
-"Master Gerald is very disobedient, I know," Salome said, "and
-sometimes his governess has great trouble with him. Miss Margaret says
-her mother spoils him."
-
-"Then, 'tis a good job he's got a father who doesn't."
-
-After dinner, Josiah went on with his interrupted work of mending his
-fishing nets, whilst Salome tidied up the cottage and waited for Silas
-Moyle.
-
-The baker looked gratified as he took the half-crown the lame girl
-tendered him, for he had not expected to be paid even a small part of
-his account.
-
-"That's right," he said, as he pocketed the money; "it appears I did
-some good by speaking yesterday. Look here, my dear, you must try to
-keep that father of yours up to the mark. Can't you make him stay at
-home of an evening?"
-
-The little girl shook her head, and looked distressed as she replied,
-"I'm afraid not, Mr. Moyle."
-
-"He's not at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, I s'pose?"
-
-"No, he's on the beach mending his nets; and this morning he took Mr.
-and Mrs. Fowler and their little boy for a row in his boat."
-
-"It's a pity Mr. Fowler can't get your father to his way of
-thinking—about drink, I mean. I say the new folks at Greystone set an
-example that many in Yelton might follow with advantage. Theirs is a
-teetotal household, I'm told."
-
-"So I've heard," Salome responded.
-
-Silas Moyle nodded kindly, and took himself off, whilst Salome locked
-up the cottage and joined her father on the beach. She told him the
-baker had been pleased to receive the half-crown, and then tactfully
-changed the subject. Josiah and his daughter were always excellent
-friends when the former had not been drinking.
-
-"Look!" Salome exclaimed suddenly, "There's Master Gerald. Why, he
-seems to be alone. He sees us."
-
-The child came running towards them, laughing as he stumbled over the
-rough shingles, his face aglow with excitement, his broad-brimmed
-sailor's hat at the back of his head, revealing the fair curls which
-clustered thickly around his brow.
-
-"I've run away," he cried merrily. "I wanted Miss Conway to bring me
-down to the beach, but she would not—the disagreeable thing! She said
-it was too hot, and I must stay in the garden. So I came by myself."
-
-"Doesn't Miss Conway know where you are?" Salome inquired.
-
-"No one knows," he replied proudly. "I can take care of myself."
-
-"I'm not so sure of that, young gentleman," Josiah remarked, with a
-chuckle of amusement at Gerald's air of importance.
-
-"It was naughty of you to run away," Salome told him in a tone of
-reproof.
-
-The child made a grimace at her, and ran off towards some rocks which
-the receding tide had left uncovered.
-
-"He's a pretty handful," Josiah exclaimed, shaking his head.
-
-"I expect someone will be here looking for him soon," said Salome. "I
-hope so, for his mother will be anxious if she does not know where he
-is, and she is not strong."
-
-But nobody came in search of Gerald, who at last disappeared from sight
-beyond the rocks. In spite of her father's assurance that the boy could
-come to no harm, the little girl grew uneasy about him; and, by-and-by,
-rose and went to make certain he was safe. She found him lying flat on
-the wet beach, gazing into a pool between two rocks at some beautiful
-anemones; and tried to induce him to retrace his footsteps, but all to
-no purpose. In vain she told him that his mother would be worried about
-him, and that his father would be angry. The wayward child would pay no
-attention to her.
-
-"What's it to do with you?" he demanded rudely. "Mind your own
-business, if you please."
-
-As he absolutely refused to return, Salome left him with the intention
-of persuading her father to interfere; but, to her dismay, she found
-Josiah had deserted his nets, and as the key of the cottage door was in
-her pocket, she knew he had not gone home. In all probability he had
-betaken himself to the "Crab and Cockle" to obtain a drink. Whilst she
-was hesitating how to act, much to her surprise, Gerald appeared around
-the rocks and joined her. He was tired of the beach, he declared, and
-wanted to see her flowers, so she allowed him to accompany her home.
-And thus it was that the young tyrant was discovered in Salome's garden
-half-an-hour later by his much-tried governess.
-
-Poor Miss Conway! She almost wept with joy on finding Gerald in safety,
-and insisted on his return to Greystone immediately. She led him away
-in triumph, paying no attention to his request that he might be allowed
-to remain a little longer.
-
-Josiah did not return for his tea, so after waiting some time, Salome
-had hers, and then seated herself under the porch with her knitting.
-There Margaret Fowler found her as the evening was drawing in.
-
-"Mother has sent me to thank you for taking such good care of Gerald
-this afternoon," Margaret said as she complied with the lame girl's
-invitation to sit down opposite to her. "He is a very tiresome,
-disobedient boy, for father had told him never to go down on the beach
-by himself. He is not to be trusted. Father has punished him for his
-naughtiness by ordering him to bed. It was quite a shock to poor Miss
-Conway when she found Gerald was nowhere on the premises."
-
-"I noticed she looked pale," Salome said. "I am afraid Master Gerald is
-very troublesome."
-
-"Troublesome! I should think he is. It was kind of you to look after
-him, Salome. I have a message from my mother to know if you can come to
-see us to-morrow. Do try to come."
-
-"Oh, I should like to!" Salome cried, her eyes sparkling with
-excitement.
-
-"Then, will you manage to be at Greystone by five o'clock?"
-
-"Yes, miss, if all's well. Oh, please thank Mrs. Fowler for asking me!"
-
-"Mother wants to hear you sing again. She has taken quite a fancy to
-you, and I am so glad."
-
-"I think your mother is the prettiest, sweetest lady I ever saw," the
-lame girl said earnestly. "How dearly you must love her, Miss Margaret."
-
-"Yes," Margaret answered soberly, "but I do not think she cares for me
-much. Gerald is her favourite, you know. Oh, I'm not jealous of him,
-but I can't help seeing that though he teases and worries her, and I do
-all I can to please her, she loves him much better than she has ever
-loved me."
-
-Salome was surprised, and pained by the look of sadness on her
-companion's face.
-
-"Perhaps your mother shows her affection more to Master Gerald because
-he's so much younger than you," she suggested. "I cannot believe she
-loves him better really."
-
-Margaret made no reply to this, but by-and-by she said, "We have had
-several fusses at home these last few days. Did you hear that father
-dismissed one of the men-servants for bringing beer into the stable?"
-
-"Yes, I heard about it. I think Mr. Fowler was quite right," Salome
-declared decidedly.
-
-"Do you? I'm glad to hear you say that. Father always means to do
-right, I am sure. He is a teetotaler himself, you know, and so are we
-all, for that matter."
-
-At this point in the conversation the garden gate clicked, and Josiah
-strode up the path and hurried past the little girls into the cottage.
-His bronzed face was crimson; and he walked somewhat unsteadily; but he
-was sufficiently sober to realise that his wisest plan was to take no
-notice of his little daughter's visitor.
-
-Pitying Salome from the depths of her heart, Margaret rose, saying it
-was time for her to go home. The lame girl followed her silently to the
-garden gate, where they stood for a few minutes talking.
-
-"You'll be sure to come to-morrow, won't you?" Margaret said earnestly.
-
-"Yes, miss," was the grave reply, "if I possibly can; I hope nothing
-will prevent it, but—you see how it is with him sometimes," and she
-pointed towards the cottage.
-
-"Yes," Margaret admitted. "Oh, I'm so sorry! He must be a terrible
-trial for you. May God help you, Salome."
-
-"He does help me," the lame girl replied, "I couldn't bear it alone.
-Oh, how I wish my father was a teetotaler like yours."
-
-"I wish so, too."
-
-"I had hoped you would never find out about my poor father being a
-drinker, but I might have known that sooner or later you would learn
-the truth. Oh, miss, don't, please don't think, he's altogether a bad
-man. He isn't! When he's sober, there's not a kinder or better man in
-the world. But when the drink gets hold of him, he isn't himself at
-all." And Salome laid her head on the top rail of the gate and sobbed
-heartbrokenly.
-
-"Oh, don't cry so!" Margaret said imploringly, her own eyes full of
-tears. "Oh, perhaps he'll give up the drink some day."
-
-"I don't know, miss, I'm afraid he won't. He gets worse instead of
-better. The Vicar has spoken to him, but that's done no good. He has
-only come home for supper now; afterwards he'll go back to the 'Crab
-and Cockle.' But there, I mustn't cry any more, or he'll notice it!"
-
-[Illustration: SALOME LAID HER HEAD ON THE TOP RAIL OF THE GATE
- AND SOBBED HEART-BROKENLY.]
-
-"Good-bye, Salome! Mind you come to-morrow."
-
-"Oh, yes! I hope I shall. Oh, miss, I feel so ashamed that you should
-have seen my father to-night!"
-
-"There's nothing for you to be ashamed about. I think you're the
-pluckiest girl I know. Good night!" And Margaret ran off with a nod and
-a smile.
-
-She slackened her speed soon, however; and as she went up the hill
-beyond the church towards her home, paused now and again to look back
-the way she had come, and admire the beautiful view. At the entrance to
-the grounds of Greystone she met her father, and together they walked
-towards the house, whilst she told him of Josiah Petherick's condition
-that evening.
-
-"Oh, father, you are right to be a teetotaler!" she cried. "Drink is an
-awful thing!"
-
-"It is indeed, my dear," he replied with a deep sigh. "I found
-Petherick a well-informed, civil-spoken man, in fact I was favourably
-impressed with him this morning, and he talked of his little daughter
-as though he really loved her. Drink can slay affection, though," he
-concluded sorrowfully.
-
-"It's dreadful it should, father!"
-
-"When drink once gets hold of people, it makes them slaves, and kills
-their finest feelings. I am very sorry for that poor Salome!"
-
-"So am I. She is so brave, too, and sticks up for her father all she
-can. Oh, I think he ought to give up the drink for her sake. I wonder—I
-wonder if it would be any good for you to speak to him!" And Margaret
-looked wistfully and pleadingly into her father's face.
-
-"I will consider the matter," he rejoined thoughtfully.
-
-"Oh, father!" she cried, picturing afresh Salome's grief and
-humiliation, "What should I do, if I had such a trouble as that poor
-lame girl has to bear?"
-
-Mr. Fowler started, and a look of intense pain and trouble momentarily
-crossed his countenance, but he answered quietly, "In that case, I hope
-you would ask God to support and comfort you."
-
-"As Salome does. I could not be patient like she is, though."
-
-"I trust you would, my dear child."
-
-"Well, I am not likely to be tried," and Margaret regarded her father
-with a look of affectionate pride. She wondered at the sadness of
-the smile with which he returned her glance; and his answer, gravely
-spoken, puzzled her not a little.
-
-"We cannot tell how much our patience and our love may be tried," he
-said, "nor what trials the future may hold for us. We can only pray
-that God will help and strengthen us in our time of need."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-Perfectly Happy.
-
-"OH, I do hope she will come! It's nearly five o'clock, and she's not
-in sight yet. I wish I had thought of watching from my bedroom window,
-I could have seen then when she left the cottage."
-
-The speaker, Margaret Fowler, started up from her seat beneath the
-lilac tree, and ran across the lawn in the direction of the gate which
-led from the grounds of Greystone into the road. Beneath the lilac tree
-sat Mrs. Fowler in a comfortably padded wicker chair, with a small
-table laden with papers and magazines at her side. She glanced after
-her little daughter with a slightly amused smile, then remonstrated
-with Gerald, who was playing near by, for making a noise.
-
-"You will give me a headache, if you keep on doing that," she said, as
-he cannoned two croquet balls against each other. "Pray, be quiet!"
-
-Gerald chose not to obey. He continued his game, utterly regardless of
-his mother's command.
-
-"Do stop, Gerald!" she exclaimed. "I really cannot bear that noise any
-longer. Oh, where is Miss Conway? Why isn't she here to look after you?
-Gerald, to oblige me, find some other amusement, there's a dear boy!"
-
-"Why do you not obey your mother, sir?" demanded a stern voice. And
-suddenly the little boy dropped the croquet-mallet from his hand, and
-turned to face his father.
-
-"That's right, Gerald!" Mrs. Fowler said hastily. "He hasn't been doing
-anything wrong, Henry," she continued, glancing apprehensively at her
-husband, "only—you know how absurdly nervous I am—I can't bear any
-sharp, sudden noise. It's foolish of me, I know."
-
-Gerald now ran after his sister, and Mr. Fowler stood with his hand on
-the back of his wife's chair, looking, down at her with grave attention.
-
-"You should make the boy obey you, my dear," he said. "Has not your
-visitor arrived yet?"
-
-"No. Margaret has gone to the gate to see if she is coming. I thought
-we would have tea out here, for it is cooler and pleasanter in the
-garden than in the house, and it will be more informal. I should like
-you to hear this lame girl sing, Henry! I think I never heard a voice
-which touched me so deeply as hers. But you are not listening—"
-
-"I beg your pardon, my dear. I confess my thoughts were wandering. The
-fact is, to-morrow I shall have to go up to town for a few days, and I
-would far rather remain at home. But I am obliged to go."
-
-"You can leave with an easy mind," his wife told him reassuringly. "I
-am really quite strong now, and capable of managing the household, I
-believe I shall be better for something to do. By the way, you cannot
-think how much I enjoyed my drive this morning to N—" mentioning the
-nearest town. "I wanted some trifles from a draper's, and the shops
-were much better than I expected. Oh! Here come the children. They are
-bringing Salome with them."
-
-Mrs. Fowler rose and greeted the lame girl very cordially, placing her
-in a chair next to her own. Salome was looking her best, neatly attired
-in a clean cotton frock. There was a flush born of excitement on her
-cheeks, and her brown eyes shone with a happy light as she gave herself
-up to the enjoyment of the present hour.
-
-Tea was served beneath the lilac tree, such a luxuriant tea as Salome
-had never partaken of before, and everyone appeared determined that she
-should make a good meal—Gerald pointing out to her the most delectable
-of the dainties which he pressed her to eat, for in the depths of his
-selfish little heart, there was a warm spot for the lame girl who had
-so often given him flowers from her garden when he had certainly not
-deserved them.
-
-Salome was inclined to be a trifle shy at first of Mr. Fowler. From
-what she had heard of him she had imagined he must be an exceedingly
-stern, strict sort of man, but he talked to her so kindly and
-pleasantly that she soon grew at ease with him, and answered all the
-questions he put to her unreservedly. She told him she had only been a
-member of the choir during the last six months, and explained that she
-had not known she possessed a really good voice until the Vicar had
-informed her that such was the fact.
-
-"I always loved singing, even when I was a tiny thing," she said, "but
-I never thought of joining the choir till one day when Mr. Amyatt
-suggested it. He was passing our cottage, and heard me singing, and he
-came right in and said he would like me to come up to the Vicarage and
-let him try my voice. Father said I might go, so I did, and the next
-Sunday, I sang with the choir in church for the first time."
-
-"You must not sing too much," Mr. Fowler remarked, "for you are very
-young, and might permanently injure your voice if you strained it now.
-You must nurse it a bit."
-
-"That's what Mr. Amyatt says," Salome replied with a smile, "and I'm
-very careful."
-
-"It is a great gift to have a beautiful voice." Mr. Fowler looked with
-kindly interest at his little guest as he spoke; then his eyes wandered
-to the crutches which she had placed on the ground beside her chair,
-and she caught the swift glance of sympathy which crossed his face, and
-from that moment, he stood high in her estimation.
-
-"God is very merciful," he added softly, as though speaking to himself;
-"we are too apt to forget that He never sends a cross without its
-compensation."
-
-Salome was perfectly happy sitting there under the lilac tree, though
-she felt all the while as though she must be in a wonderful dream. Mrs.
-Fowler, in her light summer dress, with her fair hair and her lovely
-blue eyes, looked like a queen, she thought. Salome was more and more
-impressed with her grace and charm on every fresh occasion on which she
-saw her. How proud Miss Margaret must be of her mother! And how happy
-Miss Margaret must be in such a beautiful home, with kind parents, and
-everything that heart could desire! And yet, what was the meaning of
-that wistful look on her face; and why was Mr. Fowler's countenance
-so grave, and almost stern in expression at times? Salome's eyes were
-remarkably shrewd. She noticed how attentive Mr. Fowler was to his
-wife, almost seeming to anticipate her wishes and read her thoughts;
-and she was surprised when he was called away for a few minutes to see
-that Mrs. Fowler talked with greater freedom in his absence, as though
-his presence put a restraint upon her.
-
-As soon as all had finished tea, Margaret took Salome around the
-gardens, and afterwards led the way into the house. She showed Salome
-her own room, the walls of which were crowded with pictures and
-knickknacks. The lame girl had never seen such a pretty bedroom before
-as this one, with its little white-curtained bed, and white-enamelled
-furniture. Then Margaret opened a velvet-lined jewel case, and took out
-a small, gold brooch in the shape of a shell, which she insisted upon
-fastening into the neck of her visitor's gown.
-
-"It is for you," she said, "I bought it with my own money, so you need
-not mind taking it. I told mother I was going to give it to you. I want
-you to wear it for my sake, Salome."
-
-"Oh, Miss Margaret, how kind of you! Thank you so much. But ought I to
-take it? Are you sure Mrs. Fowler—"
-
-"Oh, yes!" Margaret interposed eagerly. "Mother would like you to have
-it. She said she thought it would be a very suitable gift for you. It
-is pretty, isn't it?"
-
-"It is lovely!" was the enthusiastic reply. "I shall value it always,
-Miss Margaret, for your sake," and there were tears of pleasure and
-gratitude in Salome's brown eyes as she spoke.
-
-"I am so very glad you like it," Margaret said earnestly; "but now,
-come downstairs to the drawing-room."
-
-Greystone appeared quite a palatial residence to the simple village
-girl, accustomed to her cottage home. She noticed how soft and thick
-were the carpets, how handsome was the furniture; and how everything in
-connection with the house had been done with a view to comfort. A sense
-of awe crept over her, as she cast one swift glance around the spacious
-drawing-room. Miss Conway was at the piano, but she ceased playing as
-the little girls entered; and Mrs. Fowler, who was standing by the open
-window conversing with her husband, turned towards them immediately and
-requested Salome to sing.
-
-So Salome stood, leaning upon her crutches, in the centre of the room,
-and lilted, without accompaniment, a simple little song she had often
-heard from her dead mother's lips. It was a lullaby, and she sang it
-so sweetly and unaffectedly that her listeners were delighted, and Mr.
-Fowler was surprised at the beauty of the voice which had had so little
-training. She gave them several other quaint west-country ballads; and
-then, at Mrs. Fowler's request, sang, "Abide with Me."
-
-"I like that best," Margaret said, as she drew Salome down on a sofa by
-her side. "Why, how you're trembling! And your hands are quite cold!"
-
-"Poor child! We have made her nervous, I fear," Mr. Fowler remarked.
-"Used your mother to sing, my dear?"
-
-"Yes, sir, sometimes, and father used to sing in the choir, but he
-doesn't now. If you please," she proceeded, glancing from one to the
-other hesitatingly, "I think I ought to go home. Father promised to
-meet me outside the gate at seven o'clock, and it must be that now."
-
-"It is a little after seven," Mr. Fowler replied, glancing at his watch.
-
-"Then I think I must go, sir."
-
-"You must come again soon," Mrs. Fowler said eagerly. "Thank you
-so much, my dear, for singing to us. You have given us very great
-pleasure."
-
-"I am very glad," Salome rejoined simply and earnestly, "and I should
-like to tell you how much I have enjoyed myself; and thank you for all
-your kindness to me."
-
-True to his promise, Josiah Petherick was waiting for his little
-daughter in the road outside the entrance to Greystone. He was
-perfectly sober, and as Salome caught sight of his stalwart figure, her
-face lit up with pleasure.
-
-"Well, have you had an enjoyable time?" he inquired, smilingly.
-
-"Oh, yes," she answered, and proceeded to give him a detailed account
-of all she had seen, and heard, and done. He admired Margaret's gift,
-and was secretly much gratified at the attention and kindness his
-little girl had received from the new-comers. Much to her relief, he
-accompanied her past the "Crab and Cockle," though it must be admitted,
-he cast a longing glance in the direction of the open doorway through
-which the stale odour of tobacco and beer was stealing forth as usual.
-And when they reached home, he followed her into the cottage, and
-continued the conversation whilst she set about getting supper. She
-feared he would take himself to the inn as soon as the meal was over,
-but, instead, he sat down under the porch and gazed thoughtfully out to
-sea.
-
-"That Mr. Fowler's a rare hand to talk," he remarked presently, when
-his little daughter joined him. "That comes of being educated, I
-s'pose. He can argue a bit, he can."
-
-"Can he?" Salome looked surprised. "How do you know, father?" she
-inquired.
-
-"'Cause I was foolish enough to try to argue with him, my maid!"
-
-"Oh! When was that?"
-
-"This morning, on the beach."
-
-"Oh!" she cried again, more and more astonished. "What did you argue
-about, father?" She ventured to ask.
-
-"Drink!" was the brief reply. And there was that in Josiah's manner
-which forbade further questioning.
-
-Salome nestled silently close to her father's side, her head resting
-against his arm, as she thought how nice it was to have him there with
-her, quite himself, and how dearly she loved him. She listened to the
-murmur of the sea, and tried to count the stars appearing in the sky,
-whilst Josiah recalled the argument he had had with Mr. Fowler, in
-which, he was obliged to admit, he had come off worst. At last, a deep
-sigh from Salome drew his attention to her, and he asked what was amiss.
-
-"Amiss?" she echoed in astonishment. "Nothing."
-
-"But you sighed, my dear."
-
-"Did I? Then it must have been for joy. I'm perfectly happy, perfectly!
-And so I should always be, if there was no such place as the 'Crab and
-Cockle' in Yelton."
-
-"Well, Salome, I've not been there to-night."
-
-"No, you have not, dear father," she answered affectionately, "and
-that's why I'm so perfectly happy. My mind's at rest!"
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-An Afternoon's Outing.
-
-MR. FOWLER was obliged to breakfast at seven o'clock, which was an
-hour-and-a-half before the usual breakfast hour at Greystone, on the
-morning following Salome's visit, as it was his intention to catch
-the first train to London from N—, and in order to do that he would
-have to leave home before eight o'clock, and drive several miles. His
-journey had been discussed on the previous night, and he had said
-good-bye to Miss Conway and the children then. But, when he entered the
-breakfast-room as the clock struck seven, he found his little daughter
-awaiting him.
-
-"Why, Margaret!" he exclaimed in pleased surprise as he kissed her.
-"I did not expect to see you, my dear! You are not generally an early
-bird."
-
-"I'm afraid I am rather sleepy-headed in the mornings, as a rule,"
-she confessed, "but I made up my mind last night that I would have
-my breakfast with you to-day, dear father, and see you off. Now do
-try to eat as much as ever you can," she added practically, as the
-servant appeared with a tray holding a couple of covered dishes and the
-coffee-pot.
-
-Mr. Fowler laughed, as he seated himself at the table with Margaret
-opposite to him, and said he would take her advice.
-
-"I am sorry I have to go," he remarked, "but I have no choice in the
-matter, as my lawyer wants to consult me upon important business. I
-shall leave your mother in your charge, Margaret."
-
-"In my charge?" Margaret said inquiringly, looking surprised. "But she
-is not ill now, father! See how cheerful and bright she was last night.
-And she has taken several walks. Oh, she is heaps better and stronger
-than she was! I don't think you need worry about her."
-
-"Perhaps not; but, nevertheless, I want you to devote as much of your
-time as you can to her during my absence. I have spoken to Miss Conway,
-and she has consented to give you a holiday till I return. Had I not
-seen you this morning, Miss Conway would have explained my wishes to
-you. I desire you to accompany your mother when she drives out, and
-when she goes into the village, or down to the beach—in short, make
-yourself her companion, my dear, until I return. Do you understand?"
-
-"Yes, father, I think so," Margaret replied, impressed by his serious
-tone. "I expect mother will be dull when you are gone, so I will do my
-best to brighten her up!"
-
-"That's a good child!"
-
-"Only, sometimes she much prefers to have Gerald with her to me!"
-
-"I would rather she had you. Remember what I have said, Margaret. I
-hope I shall not be away very long, but it will of course depend upon
-circumstances."
-
-Mr. Fowler made an excellent breakfast, and afterwards went upstairs
-to say good-bye to his wife, whilst Margaret waited for him in the
-hall. He kissed his little girl tenderly on his return, then, it being
-quite time for him to leave, entered the carriage which was waiting
-at the door, and was driven off. Margaret felt a little depressed as
-she listened to the sound of the carriage wheels dying away in the
-distance, for she was exceedingly attached to her father, and home did
-not seem like home without him.
-
-Knowing her mother must be awake, she went upstairs, and knocked at her
-bedroom door. On being told to come in, to her surprise, Mrs. Fowler
-declared her intention of getting up to breakfast.
-
-"But do you feel well enough?" Margaret asked, for up to the present
-Mrs. Fowler, having been an invalid, had always breakfasted in her own
-room at Greystone.
-
-"Oh, yes!" was the quick response. "I'm tired of being treated like a
-sick person! What a beautiful, bright morning it is, and not so hot, is
-it? Your father will have a fine day for his journey."
-
-"He did not want to go at all!"
-
-"No. But that was foolish of him!"
-
-"I think he did not like the thought of leaving you, mother. He feared
-you might be ill whilst he was away."
-
-"Oh, I am not likely to be ill again," Mrs. Fowler declared sanguinely.
-"I mean to throw off my invalid-ish ways now, and surprise your father
-on his return. Send Ross to me, Margaret, to help me dress."
-
-"Shall I help you, mother? Do let me. I am sure I can do your hair as
-well as Ross."
-
-Mrs. Fowler hesitated, but finally decided in favour of Ross; so
-Margaret went in search of her. Ross was a well-mannered, good-tempered
-young woman who waited upon Mrs. Fowler, and did the mending and sewing
-of the household. She expressed surprise and pleasure on hearing that
-her mistress intended getting up and joining the family breakfast-table.
-
-"It shows how much stronger she feels, Miss Margaret," she said. "I've
-often thought if she would bestir herself more she would be better in
-health and spirits."
-
-Gerald grumbled loudly when he discovered that he was to do lessons
-whilst his sister was to have a holiday. Why should Margaret be allowed
-nice drives with their mother when he was obliged to stay at home and
-work. It was most unfair, he declared; and it may be imagined that poor
-Miss Conway had rather a trying experience with her younger pupil on
-the first day of his father's absence, when, in the afternoon, Mrs.
-Fowler and Margaret drove to N—, and left him at home.
-
-The road to N— lay through some most beautiful scenery, and Margaret
-thoroughly enjoyed the drive. Now they were on an open common where
-the few trees to be seen were stunted and grown one-sided, a fact
-which puzzled the little girl until it was explained to her that the
-keen breeze blowing across the Atlantic was accountable for it, then
-she remarked that the bare side of the trees was the one which faced
-the sea; now they had left the common and were going down bill into a
-sheltered, wooded coomb, and by-and-by the road led upwards again till
-the town of N— was reached, situated almost at the top of the hill.
-
-At the entrance to the town, Mrs. Fowler and Margaret got out of
-the carriage, and walked up the main street—Fore Street it was
-called—looking into the shop windows. They had paused outside a small
-china shop in which was some pretty pottery, when a familiar voice
-addressed them in accents of pleasure and surprise.
-
-"Can I believe my eyes? Who would have thought of meeting you here!"
-
-Turning instantly they confronted a handsome, middle-aged lady, dressed
-as a widow, whose comely face was wreathed in smiles. She was called
-Mrs. Lute, and had been a near neighbour of theirs in London.
-
-"Oh, how glad I am!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed. "It is good to see you
-again! Are you staying in the neighbourhood?"
-
-"Yes; I have taken a furnished house at N— for two months. I saw it
-advertised, came to see it, and the result is that here I am! Why, how
-well you look! And you were such a wreck when you left town! Margaret,
-too, is looking all the better for the change of air! I suppose you are
-still at Yelton?"
-
-"Oh, yes! Why haven't you been to see us?"
-
-"I have only been here a week. But, come, walk home with me, and have a
-cup of tea."
-
-"I should like to, but I have some errands to execute. Oh, Margaret!"
-And Mrs. Fowler turned to her little daughter eagerly. "Surely you
-could do the errands! See, here is the list of what I want on this
-paper! Is your home far from here?" she inquired of Mrs. Lute.
-
-"No, you must have passed it—a thatched, whitewashed house, with a
-porch covered with clematis and roses."
-
-"Oh, yes, I noticed it!" Margaret cried. "Mother, why don't you and
-Mrs. Lute drive back in the carriage, and I will join you as soon as I
-have done the shopping?"
-
-Thus it was arranged. Margaret was quite excited at meeting an old
-acquaintance, for Mrs. Lute had long been on the friendliest terms with
-her neighbours in town. She was one of the kindest of women, and had
-been exceedingly sympathetic during Mrs. Fowler's serious illness in
-the spring.
-
-When Margaret had executed her list of errands, she made her way to the
-whitewashed house, outside which the carriage was waiting; and on being
-shown into the drawing-room which faced the road, found her mother and
-Mrs. Lute seated there conversing happily.
-
-"How warm the poor child looks!" the latter exclaimed. "Sit down in
-this comfortable chair, my dear, and let me give you some tea; or would
-you rather have a glass of wine, for you look tired, and—"
-
-"Oh, no, thank you!" Margaret interposed hastily.
-
-"Just as you like, my dear; but I persuaded your mother to take a
-little wine; I thought it would do her good after her long drive, and I
-think it has refreshed her. Here's your tea, my dear! Help yourself to
-cream and sugar, and do try this cake."
-
-"Thank you, Mrs. Lute."
-
-Margaret was startled for the moment to hear her mother had been
-drinking wine, remembering how her father had refused to allow her
-to take it. She thought Mrs. Fowler should have declined it; but the
-matter soon passed from her mind as Mrs. Lute began to question her
-about Yelton.
-
-"Everyone tells me it is a charming little village," Mrs. Lute said,
-"but your mother is not enthusiastic about it. I think she is beginning
-to feel the lack of society. I have been telling her she should be
-satisfied to have regained her health. She is looking wonderfully well."
-
-Margaret, glancing at her mother, agreed with Mrs. Lute. No one would
-have guessed at that moment that Mrs. Fowler had been an invalid so
-lately, for there was a pink colour in her cheeks, and her blue eyes
-were shining with a happy light. She was as glad as was Margaret to
-meet their old friend.
-
-"You must pay us a visit at Greystone as soon as my husband returns,"
-she said hospitably, "and then you will be able to form your own ideas
-of Yelton and its inhabitants. Margaret has struck up a friendship with
-a lame girl, Salome Petherick by name, and I believe Gerald has picked
-acquaintance with several fishermen."
-
-"Salome's father is a fisherman," Margaret remarked; "and oh, Salome
-has the most beautiful voice you can possibly imagine, hasn't she,
-mother?"
-
-"She certainly has. When you come to visit us, Mrs. Lute, you shall
-hear this Cornish singing-bird. Poor girl, she is a sad cripple, yet
-she makes herself very useful, attends to her father's cottage, and
-even does gardening!"
-
-"She uses a pair of crutches as a rule," Margaret explained, "but when
-she is gardening, she somehow manages to hop about on one, so that she
-has a hand free to work with. Poor Salome! Her father drinks, and that
-is a great trouble to her."
-
-"I should think so, indeed!" Mrs. Lute commented. "She ought to try to
-persuade him to take the pledge. Total abstinence from all intoxicants
-is the only thing for some people."
-
-"Father says," Margaret was beginning, when Mrs. Fowler somewhat
-abruptly changed the conversation by inquiring for a mutual friend in
-town. It struck the little girl that her mother did not wish her to air
-her father's teetotal views, so during the homeward drive she recurred
-to the subject.
-
-"Mother, I was going to tell Mrs. Lute that we are all teetotalers
-now," she said. "Don't you want her to know?"
-
-Mrs. Fowler hesitated and frowned slightly, refraining from meeting her
-little daughter's gravely inquiring gaze.
-
-"I suppose she will have to know, if she comes to stay with us at
-Greystone," she responded in tones of annoyance. "I had forgotten your
-father's fad when I invited her."
-
-"Oh, mother, don't call it a fad!" Margaret cried distressfully.
-
-"That's what it is, child! Mrs. Lute is accustomed to take wine, yet no
-one can say she is not a strictly temperate woman. Your father, I do
-not doubt, would like her to be a total abstainer. Such nonsense! He
-used not to be so fastidious!" And Mrs. Fowler looked quite angry.
-
-Margaret made no answer. She had perfect faith in her father's
-judgment, but she felt herself incapable of arguing the matter from his
-point of view.
-
-On reaching home they found a telegram from Mr. Fowler, acquainting
-them with his safe arrival in London. As Mrs. Fowler read it, the
-displeasure left her face for a softer, gentler expression.
-
-"How thoughtful he always is!" she exclaimed.
-
-She was in exceedingly good spirits all the evening, and retired to
-rest apparently perfectly well; but about midnight, Margaret was
-awakened by a sound in the room, and starting up in bed, found her
-mother standing by her side in her night-gown, with a lighted candle in
-her hand.
-
-"What is it, mother? Are you ill?" The little girl inquired in alarm.
-
-"No, but I am nervous, and cannot sleep! I wish your father had not
-gone! Did I frighten you? I hope not. I felt I must have company."
-
-Margaret was greatly astonished, for the thought had continually
-crossed her mind during the day that Mrs. Fowler was relieved at her
-husband's absence. She jumped out of bed immediately, and led her
-mother back to her own room.
-
-"I will stay with you to-night, dear mother," she said gently. "You
-won't feel nervous then."
-
-So mother and daughter lay down side by side, but not to sleep as yet,
-for the latter was restless and sighed continually.
-
-"You are sure you are not ill?" Margaret asked with loving anxiety.
-
-"No, I am not ill, but I am very unhappy," was the response in a tone
-of great sadness. "Oh, child, I wish you had a better mother!"
-
-"You are the dearest mother in the world," Margaret cried earnestly.
-
-"But very far from being the best. I am very troubled—no, I cannot tell
-you what about. No, you couldn't help me. No one can."
-
-"Yes, God can, mother," Margaret reminded her; then she quoted softly—
-
- "When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."
-
-Mrs. Fowler caught her breath with a little sob; but doubtless, the
-words of Salome's favourite hymn comforted her, for presently, Margaret
-knew by her regular breathing that she had fallen asleep.
-
-The little girl lay awake wondering what trouble her mother could
-possibly have, or if she was only nervous and imaginative; and it was
-not until the first streaks of dawn peeped into the room that she slept
-too.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-An Awful Thing.
-
-WHEN Margaret awoke, she was alone. At first she was surprised to
-find herself in bed in her mother's room, but in a few moments, she
-remembered how that happened to be the case. Before, however, she had
-time to dwell much upon the matter, the door opened and her mother
-entered, fully dressed, bearing a breakfast tray in her hands, which
-she placed on the dressing-table.
-
-"Have I overslept myself?" Margaret inquired. "I am so sorry."
-
-"You need not be, my dear," Mrs. Fowler replied, smiling as she came to
-the bedside and kissed her little daughter. "You had a disturbed night
-on my account. How foolish it was of me to be too nervous to sleep
-alone! I blame myself for spoiling your rest. But, see, I have brought
-your breakfast, so sit up and eat it at once; after you have had it,
-you can dress and come down on the beach with me."
-
-Mrs. Fowler looked alert and well. She talked brightly whilst Margaret
-was taking her breakfast, and pulling a letter out of her pocket, which
-she had received from her husband by the morning's post, read it aloud.
-It merely told of his journey to town, and concluded with his love to
-the children, and a hope that Mrs. Fowler would take care of herself.
-
-"I shall not tell him how silly I was last night," she said. "I suppose
-I cannot be quite so strong as I thought. My late illness played sad
-havoc with my nerves. It is such a glorious day, Margaret, that I am
-sure we ought to spend it out of doors."
-
-Margaret assented willingly, and went to her own room to dress.
-By-and-by, she and her mother strolled down to the beach, and passed
-a pleasant morning in the welcome shade of a big rock. And in the
-afternoon, Mrs. Fowler declared her intention of again driving to N—.
-
-"Won't you be very tired, mother?" Margaret asked dubiously. "You
-mustn't overdo it, you know."
-
-"Oh, I will be careful, my dear!" Mrs. Fowler rejoined. "But I want to
-get some things I forgot yesterday. Meeting Mrs. Lute so unexpectedly
-put everything else quite out of my head. Miss Conway and Gerald can
-accompany us."
-
-It was not such a pleasant drive as the one of the previous day, for
-Gerald was tiresome, and continually stood up in the carriage to look
-at different objects of interest which attracted his attention. Miss
-Conway begged him to sit still, but he would not obey her. And, at
-last, he was jolted into his mother's lap, much to her annoyance and
-to his amusement. She declared she wished she had left him at home,
-and that it would be a long time before she would take him for a drive
-again. Whereupon, he only laughed, for he did not believe she meant
-what she said.
-
-"Are you going to see Mrs. Lute, mother?" Margaret inquired as they
-neared the town.
-
-"No, not to-day. I will get out at the bottom of Fore Street, and you
-others shall drive on a little farther and return for me. No, I will
-not have you, Gerald! You are to stay with Miss Conway and your sister."
-
-Mrs. Fowler spoke with decision in her tones; she was evidently
-determined to do her shopping alone.
-
-Accordingly, she got out of the carriage at the entrance to the town,
-and the others saw her go into a grocer's shop as they were driven
-on. When the carriage returned a quarter of an hour later, she was
-standing waiting outside the same shop. The shopman came out and placed
-a parcel in the carriage, then Mrs. Fowler took her seat and gave the
-order—"Home." She seemed lost in deep thought during the remainder
-of the drive, and spoke but seldom, paying slight attention to the
-conversation the others carried on. She was evidently glad to reach
-Greystone.
-
-"I expect she is really very tired," Margaret reflected, "but does not
-like to confess it." And she was confirmed in this opinion when she saw
-how quiet and languid Mrs. Fowler appeared during the evening. She did
-not request Miss Conway to play to her as she usually did, but lay on
-the sofa with a book in her lap, yawning occasionally as though weary
-of the day, so that neither Margaret nor the governess were surprised
-when she declared her intention of going to bed early. She would not
-hear of Margaret sleeping with her, however, but kissed both of her
-children good night in the drawing-room, and told them not to disturb
-her when they went upstairs to bed.
-
-It was only eight o'clock when Mrs. Fowler retired for the night.
-At half-past eight Gerald was put to bed, after which Margaret and
-her governess sat down together to their supper. Each seemed rather
-depressed, Miss Conway even more so than her little pupil.
-
-"It is so dull without father," Margaret sighed. "I hope he will not
-stay away very long. Oh, dear! I think mother is very, very tired
-to-night, don't you? I am afraid she has been doing too much."
-
-"I hope not," was the serious reply. "You did not walk far this
-morning, did you?"
-
-"Oh, no! We were sitting down on the beach most of the time. Mother
-read the newspaper and talked and seemed all right then."
-
-"Did you see anything of Salome Petherick?"
-
-"Nothing, though we stood outside her garden several minutes looking at
-her flowers. I suppose she was busy in the cottage. Oh, Miss Conway,
-how I do wish Salome's father was a teetotaler! I was telling Mrs. Lute
-about him yesterday, and she said Salome ought to try to persuade him
-to take the pledge."
-
-"I did not know that Mrs. Lute was a teetotaler," Miss Conway
-exclaimed, looking rather surprised.
-
-"She is not. Indeed, she offered me a glass of wine."
-
-"You did not take it?" the governess interposed hastily.
-
-"Oh, no!" A painful blush rose to Margaret's cheeks as she remembered
-that her mother had not declined the same offer. "Mrs. Lute said total
-abstinence from all intoxicants is the only thing for some people," she
-added.
-
-"She is quite right," was the grave response.
-
-There was silence for a few minutes. Miss Conway was asking herself
-what was the reason of her pupil's evident confusion, and Margaret was
-hoping she would not be questioned as to its cause.
-
-"I have been a teetotaler all my life," Miss Conway proceeded
-presently. "My father had a great horror of drink because his own
-father had been a drunkard, and he had suffered much on that account.
-It is sad to think that there is scarcely a family that does not
-possess at least one member given over to the vice of drinking to
-excess. Oh, Margaret! Mr. Fowler was right when he laid down the rule
-that no intoxicants should be brought into his house."
-
-"I am sure he was right," Margaret agreed heartily, "though everyone
-does not think so. Mother calls it a fad—"
-
-"Did your mother—" The governess hesitated momentarily, scarcely
-knowing how to put the question which trembled on her lips. "Perhaps
-you will think I have no right to ask you," she continued hastily,
-"but, believe me, Margaret, it is no idle curiosity which prompts me.
-Did your mother have any wine at Mrs. Lute's yesterday?"
-
-Margaret nodded gravely, observing her companion anxiously in order to
-read by her countenance what she thought. She was prepared to see her
-exhibit surprise, and perhaps disapproval, but Miss Conway appeared
-absolutely frightened, and her very lips turned white. She made no
-remark in response however, but when she kissed her pupil ere they
-separated for the night, there was marked tenderness in her manner and
-in her voice as she said, "God bless you, dear Margaret. You look tired
-out yourself. Try to have a good night's rest."
-
-The little girl was very sleepy, so, almost as soon as her head was on
-the pillow, she was in the land of dreams. But such unhappy, disturbing
-dreams they were. She imagined her mother was very ill, and that her
-father could not be sent for, because no one knew his address, and that
-she was in terrible grief and perplexity. At length, frightened and
-shaking in every limb, she awoke, and sprang out of bed with a shriek.
-The conviction was strong upon her that something was wrong with her
-mother, and she felt compelled to go and ascertain what was amiss.
-Lighting a candle, she took it up and hurried to Mrs. Fowler's room.
-A sigh of deep thankfulness escaped her lips as she found everything
-quiet there. Softly she stole to the bedside and saw her mother lying
-asleep, one hand beneath her cheek, her fair hair strewn over the
-pillow. Margaret thought how pretty she looked, and carefully shaded
-the candle with her hand as she gazed at the sleeper with love and
-admiration in her glance; but it would have taken more than the feeble
-rays of the candle to awaken Mrs. Fowler from that deep, dreamless
-sleep.
-
-Margaret would have liked to have kissed her mother's flushed cheek,
-but feared to disturb her; so she contented herself with pressing her
-lips to the soft, white hand which lay outside the counterpane, then
-stole back to her own room as quietly as she had left it, and after
-putting out the candle crept back to bed. She felt she could rest with
-an easy mind now, and was no longer disturbed by distressing dreams.
-
-The following day Mrs. Fowler did not go far. She appeared depressed
-and out of sorts until after tea-time, when her drooping spirits
-revived, and she spent the evening under the lilac tree with Miss
-Conway, whilst the children played croquet on the lawn. Suddenly she
-remembered that a letter she had written to her husband had not been
-posted, and suggested that Margaret and Gerald might take it to the
-post-office.
-
-"I'm afraid it's too late to catch to-night's post," she said
-regretfully, "but never mind. Your father will not be anxious, as he
-heard this morning. Still, you may as well post it. Dear me, what could
-have made me so forgetful!"
-
-So Margaret and Gerald hurried off to the post-office, which was only
-two doors from the village inn, from which it was divided by Samuel
-Moyle's shop.
-
-After posting the letter, they went into the shop to purchase some
-sweets, and whilst they were there, Josiah Petherick came out of the
-"Crab and Cockle," much the worse for drink, and staggered past on his
-way home.
-
-Mrs. Moyle, a rosy-cheeked dame, so stout that she appeared to be
-almost as thick as she was long, went to the door to stare after
-Josiah, whilst her husband, who was attending to the requirements of
-his customers, shook his head gravely and prophesied that "such a
-drunken beast," as he called him, "would come to a bad end," adding,
-with a touch of real feeling, "Ah, I'm sorry for that poor motherless
-maid of his!"
-
-Margaret returned to Greystone very sad at heart, full of the lame
-girl's trouble, and informed her mother and Miss Conway of the state
-Josiah was in; whilst Gerald, who had been more amused than disgusted,
-began to imitate the drunken man's rambling walk, a proceeding which
-his governess promptly put a stop to by grasping him forcibly by the
-shoulder and making him stand still.
-
-"For shame!" she cried with unusual severity in her tone. "How can
-you make fun of the unhappy man? Poor wretch! Never make a joke of a
-drunkard again."
-
-"Well, I won't," Gerald returned. "I meant no harm. Please let me go,
-Miss Conway. I promise you I won't do it again."
-
-"No, I do not think you meant any harm," the governess admitted. "You
-acted thoughtlessly, I know. But you must never laugh at what is
-wrong—remember that."
-
-"Isn't it terrible for poor Salome, mother?" Margaret said sadly.
-
-"Very," Mrs. Fowler replied. "It would be better for her if she had no
-father at all."
-
-"Oh, mother!" Margaret cried in shocked tones. "Do you mean that?"
-
-"Yes, I do. What can her father be, but a perpetual shame and trouble
-to her?"
-
-"But she loves him so dearly."
-
-"I don't know how she can!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed vehemently. "But,
-there, don't let us talk of Josiah any more. Of course, the letter was
-too late for to-night's post?"
-
-"Oh, yes. But I posted it all the same. I wonder when father will be
-home."
-
-"Not till the end of the week, I expect. It's getting chilly; we will
-go in." And rising, Mrs. Fowler moved towards the house, the others
-following.
-
-Margaret's thoughts were all of Salome during the remainder of the
-evening. And before she went to rest, she prayed earnestly that God
-would give His help and protection to the lame girl, and reward her
-patience and love in His own good time.
-
-"Drink is an awful thing," was her last waking thought that night, as
-she crept into her little, white-curtained bed, and laid her head down
-on the soft pillow. "I only wish poor Salome's father could be brought
-to see what an awful thing it is."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-The Blow Falls.
-
-IT was nearly noon, and quietude reigned over Yelton. The fishermen
-were all at sea, whilst their wives were busy with their domestic
-duties within doors, and the children were at school. The village
-looked actually deserted as Margaret Fowler walked soberly by the "Crab
-and Cockle." Not a living soul was in sight, and there was no one in
-Silas Moyle's shop, not even behind the counter, where Mrs. Moyle was
-generally to be found. Margaret strolled on to Josiah Petherick's
-cottage, and there was Salome seated in the porch, knitting rapidly
-whilst she sang to herself in a low, soft undertone. The lame girl's
-face lit up with a bright smile of pleasure at sight of Margaret, and
-she turned to reach the crutches by her side.
-
-"Oh, please don't get up!" Margaret cried quickly. "I'll sit down in
-the porch with you for a little while, if I may. How nice it is here!"
-
-"Yes. Isn't it a beautiful day, miss? Such a fine breeze! All the
-fishing boats are out. Father was off at daybreak this morning. I got
-up to give him his breakfast; so that's how it is my work's finished so
-early."
-
-"What are you making?" Margaret asked, noticing the thick, navy-blue
-fingering which Salome was knitting.
-
-"A jersey for father, miss. He'll want a new one against the winter."
-
-"What! Do you mean to say you knit your father's jerseys? How clever of
-you!"
-
-The lame girl smiled and blushed as she responded, "Mother taught me
-to knit when I was a very little girl, but it was not until after her
-death that I learnt to make father's jerseys. Mrs. Moyle taught me the
-way."
-
-"Mrs. Moyle? The baker's wife, do you mean?"
-
-"Yes, miss; she's always most kind to me."
-
-"She looks good-natured," Margaret remarked. "Mother is not very well,"
-she proceeded to explain, "so she is lying in bed this morning, and
-Gerald is at his lessons with Miss Conway, so I thought I would look
-you up, Salome."
-
-"I am very glad to see you, miss. But I am sorry to hear Mrs. Fowler is
-ill."
-
-"She is not ill exactly—at least, I hope not. She complained of a bad
-headache, so Ross advised her to remain in bed and rest. It worries me
-if she's not well, now father's away."
-
-"Then Mr. Fowler is not back yet, miss?"
-
-"No. We expected him to stay away only a few days, but his business is
-keeping him longer than he thought it would, so he will not be at home
-till next week. It is so dull without him."
-
-"I daresay it is, miss."
-
-"Before he went, he told me he left mother in my charge, and that's why
-I'm so anxious about her. You know, she was very, very ill before we
-came here. I never saw her for weeks then, and—oh, it was a terrible
-time!"
-
-"It must have been," Salome said sympathetically.
-
-"How bright you look to-day!" Margaret exclaimed presently, after
-observing her companion in silence for several minutes.
-
-"I feel bright," the lame girl acknowledged with a smile, "for I know
-father'll come home sober by-and-by, when the fishing boats return, and
-that's enough to make one happy."
-
-"How brave you are, Salome!" And Margaret wondered if she had Salome's
-trouble, whether she would ever be happy for a day or even an hour.
-
-The other shook her head. She did not think she was brave at all, but
-she took the sunshine of her life gratefully, and tried not to remember
-the hours of gloom.
-
-"I wish I could knit," said Margaret, as she watched the lame girl's
-busy fingers.
-
-"Why don't you learn, miss? Then you might knit your father's socks."
-
-"Do you think I could?"
-
-"Oh, yes, with a little practice. Would you—would you like me to teach
-you?" Salome asked somewhat diffidently.
-
-"Oh, I should be so much obliged to you if you would! Oh, thank you!
-I'll buy some wool and knitting needles the very next time we drive to
-N—. But I'm afraid you'll find me a very stupid pupil."
-
-"I can't believe that, miss. Besides, knitting is quite easy—of course
-it takes time to learn to knit fast. You can get knitting needles and
-wool at Mrs. Moyle's shop; she keeps a very good supply."
-
-"Does she? That's capital! Oh Salome, whatever has happened to that
-rose-bush by the gate? Why, it's smashed off close to the ground! What
-a pity!"
-
-"Yes," was the response, spoken in a low, pained tone.
-
-"How did it happen?" Margaret asked concernedly, noticing the tears had
-sprung into her companion's brown eyes.
-
-"Father did it."
-
-"Oh! Not on purpose?"
-
-"No, no! He—he fell over it. He was sorry—afterwards; but I'm so
-grieved, because mother planted that rose-bush herself not long before
-she died, and now it is quite ruined."
-
-"Oh, I am sorry!" Margaret cried.
-
-"It was an accident; but—but it wouldn't have happened, if he'd been
-sober. He's as upset about it as I am now—he is indeed. He valued that
-rose-bush for mother's sake."
-
-"Salome, why don't you try to persuade your father to take the pledge?"
-Margaret inquired very seriously.
-
-"I've tried heaps and heaps of times."
-
-"And he won't?"
-
-"No. Father says he hates teetotalers. I can't think he does really,
-though. Only, he likes drink, and he won't give it up."
-
-"It's very selfish of him. He ought to consider you. But, there, I
-won't run out against him, for I know you're very fond of him. Perhaps,
-he'll be different some day."
-
-"I pray every night that God will make him a sober man. He used to be
-so steady when mother was living. Mr. Amyatt will tell you the same. It
-seems so dreadful that her death should have changed him so. It was the
-trouble, I suppose, and having no one to speak to at home but me that
-drove him to the 'Crab and Cockle' first along; then he grew to like
-the drink, and now he can't bear the thought of going without it. Did
-you know Mr. Fowler spoke to father about it, miss?"
-
-"No; did he?"
-
-"Yes, he did indeed. They had an argument, and I fancy from father's
-manner that he was impressed by what Mr. Fowler said."
-
-Long the little girls talked, until Margaret declared she really must
-go, or she would be late for dinner. She hurried back to Greystone,
-to find that her mother was not up yet. On the landing, at the top of
-the stairs, she met Ross, who had that minute come from Mrs. Fowler's
-bedroom door.
-
-"Is mother's head no better?" Margaret inquired concernedly.
-
-"I'm afraid not," Ross answered. She looked somewhat perturbed, the
-little girl thought. "I've not seen the mistress since breakfast-time,
-miss," she proceeded hurriedly, "for she said she wished to be
-undisturbed, and now she has locked her door."
-
-"Locked her door!" Margaret echoed in utter astonishment.
-
-"Yes, and she won't open it, miss. I was going to ask Miss Conway what
-I should do—"
-
-Not waiting to hear the conclusion of the sentence, Margaret ran to
-her mother's bedroom door and tried to open it. The handle turned, but
-the door remained closed. She rapped sharply with her knuckles and
-listened; then, receiving no answer, knocked again.
-
-"Who there?"
-
-It was her mother's voice that asked the question; but something in
-its tone fell discordantly upon the ears of the listeners and did not
-lessen their uneasiness.
-
-"It is I—Margaret. Let me in, mother dear."
-
-"You can't come in; go away."
-
-"But, mother, I want to know how you are. Is your head better?"
-
-"Yes—no."
-
-"Please let me in. Why have you locked the door?"
-
-"I wish—to be alone."
-
-At that moment Miss Conway appeared upon the scene. She turned white as
-death when the situation was explained to her, and begged Margaret to
-go away, and let her try to persuade Mrs. Fowler to unlock the door.
-
-"No, no," cried the little girl. "Something must be amiss with mother,
-or she would never act so strangely. Mother, mother, let me in," and
-she knocked at the door louder than before.
-
-There were sounds inside the room of some one moving about, then the
-door was opened, and Mrs. Fowler, clad in a dressing-gown, with her
-hair streaming over her shoulders, appeared in the doorway.
-
-"What do you all want—coming here—disturbing me?" she questioned
-irritably; then she lurched forward, and would have fallen on her face,
-if Miss Conway had not sprung to her assistance and caught her.
-
-"Oh, she has fainted!" Margaret cried, terribly frightened and
-distressed.
-
-With the help of Ross, who was looking pale and scared, the governess
-succeeded in dragging Mrs. Fowler across the room, and laying her upon
-the bed; and then turned to her little pupil and told her to shut and
-lock the door. Wondering greatly, Margaret obeyed. Returning to the
-bedside, she looked from one to the other of her companions in mingled
-astonishment and reproach, for neither was making the least attempt to
-bring Mrs. Fowler back to consciousness. The tears were streaming down
-Miss Conway's cheeks, and Ross was murmuring—"I never guessed it. No, I
-never guessed it."
-
-"Oh, can't you do anything?" Margaret cried distractedly. "Oh, she is
-very ill!" And she bent over her mother, then suddenly drew back. Mrs.
-Fowler's cheeks were unusually flushed; she was breathing heavily,
-and upon her lips hung the smell of spirit. Margaret experienced a
-sensation as though an icy hand had gripped her heart. She looked
-inquiringly at Miss Conway, who avoided her glance, then her eyes
-travelled slowly around the room. On the dressing-table was a nearly
-empty brandy bottle, and by its side a glass.
-
-With an exceedingly bitter cry, Margaret realised the truth. Her mother
-was not ill—that is, not in the way she had supposed—but intoxicated.
-The blow had fallen, and everything was now plain to her.
-
-As in a dream, she heard Ross whispering to Miss Conway that she had
-never suspected her mistress of this, that she had never had such a
-shock in her life before, and listened to Miss Conway's answer that
-she herself would remain with Mrs. Fowler, and that the servants must
-be told she was ill. Then, the governess put her arms around her pupil
-and kissed her, begging her to be a brave girl. And all the while,
-Margaret was experiencing a strange feeling of unreality, as though she
-was living through a horrible nightmare. She watched Miss Conway fling
-the windows open wide, and place a blanket carefully over her mother's
-unconscious form, and the conviction grew upon her, that though the
-governess was deeply grieved, she was not surprised and shocked as she
-herself was and poor Ross who looked almost scared to death.
-
-Suddenly the governess pointed to the brandy bottle and appealed to the
-maid.
-
-"Did you supply her with that?" she questioned sternly.
-
-"No, miss, on my word of honour, I did not," Ross replied earnestly. "I
-never knew she had it; she must have kept it under lock and key."
-
-There was absolute truth in the girl's voice; and Miss Conway looked
-puzzled.
-
-"I can't make it out—how she obtained it, I mean," she said at
-last. "Ross, I think you had better leave your mistress to me for
-the present. I rely upon you not to speak of this downstairs. And
-Margaret—" the governess's voice softened to the tenderest pity—"will
-you take care of Gerald for the rest of the day? Tell him his mother is
-very poorly, and that he may have a half-holiday. You could take him
-down to the beach this afternoon. God help you to bear this trouble,
-poor child!"
-
-Margaret made no response. Ringing in her ears were words her father
-had spoken to her when they had been discussing Salome's trouble. "We
-cannot tell how much our patience and love may be tried, nor what
-trials and troubles the future may hold for us. We can only pray that
-God will strengthen us in our time of need."
-
-Had her father anticipated this hour for her? She could not tell, but
-she thought it more than likely.
-
-Meanwhile, Miss Conway was leading her to the door, begging her to put
-a brave face on matters, and to go down to dinner without her.
-
-"I feel my duty is here, my dear," she said impressively. "If any one
-questions you about your mother, you can truly say she is ill. Oh,
-Margaret, pray for her; she is greatly to be pitied!" And so saying,
-the governess opened the door and pushed her little pupil gently
-outside.
-
-For a few minutes Margaret stood perfectly still. Then the sound of
-Gerald's voice in the hall below reminded her that she must, as Miss
-Conway had said, put a brave face on matters. So she went downstairs
-and delighted her brother by promising to take him down to the beach.
-She was conscious that the burden of a great sorrow was upon her,
-and she felt bowed down with an intolerable weight of shame. But she
-devoted herself assiduously to Gerald for the remainder of the day;
-and it was not until nearly nine o'clock, when her charge was in bed
-and asleep, that she dared give way to her grief. Then, in the privacy
-of her own room, she flung herself upon the bed and wept as though her
-heart would break.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-Mr. Fowler's Return.
-
-"MARGARET! Oh, my dear little girl! Do not grieve so terribly. You will
-make yourself ill, if you go on like this."
-
-Margaret tried to stifle her sobs at the sound of the kind, pitying
-voice, and turned a swollen, tear-stained countenance towards
-Miss Conway, who had come in search of her. She longed to ask for
-her mother, but for the present, she was incapable of speech.
-Her governess, however, read aright her questioning eyes, and
-said reassuringly, "Your mother is better, my dear. She regained
-consciousness some time ago, since when she has had a cup of tea, and
-is now asleep. Ross is with her at present."
-
-Miss Conway drew a chair to the bedside and sat down, then she took
-one of her little pupil's hands and pressed it softly. "I have sent
-for your father," she continued; "after—after what has happened I
-considered it was my duty to do so. I did not think there was any
-necessity to alarm him by a telegram though, so I wrote by to-night's
-post and—explained. He will get my letter in the morning, and probably
-return home at once. So, dear Margaret, if all's well, he will
-doubtless be here to-morrow evening."
-
-The little girl was glad to hear this; but at the same time, she
-dreaded meeting her father with this new knowledge concerning her
-mother weighing on her mind. Her sobs had ceased now, and she could
-speak collectedly.
-
-"Miss Conway, do you think Ross has told the other servants?" she asked
-anxiously.
-
-"I am sure she has not, nor do I believe she will. Ross is a thoroughly
-good girl, and most sincerely attached to your mother. At first, I
-confess, I suspected her of having procured that—that poison, but I was
-quite wrong! Mrs. Fowler bought the brandy herself, the afternoon we
-drove to N— with her. Do you remember we drove on whilst she went into
-a grocer's shop? She obtained it there. Oh, it is a shame that grocers
-should be allowed licences for supplying intoxicating liquors! Poor
-soul, she has been telling me how sorely she was tempted! Oh, Margaret,
-this all comes of Mrs. Lute's offering her that glass of wine! She had
-not touched a stimulant since her illness till then, and had almost
-lost her craving for drink. That glass of wine, however, was too much
-for her, and she felt she must have more. I need not dwell on the
-result."
-
-"Oh, Miss Conway, how shameful, how degrading!" Margaret cried
-passionately. "Oh, to think that mother should be like that! Oh, no
-wonder father wished us all to be teetotalers!"
-
-She covered her flaming face with her hands and shuddered. "How
-long—how long have you known this—about mother?" she inquired
-hesitatingly.
-
-"Many months. Since—oh, long before her illness."
-
-"Was that illness—"
-
-"Caused by drink? Yes. Oh, my dear, I see you guess it all. Your father
-hoped you would never know. He trusted that the complete change from
-life in town to the quietude of the country, where Mrs. Fowler would
-meet comparatively few people of her own class, and where he believed
-she would be free from temptation, would ultimately cure her of the
-fatal habit she had acquired of drinking to excess, and I believe that
-would have been the happy result, if you had not unfortunately met Mrs.
-Lute. Little does Mrs. Lute—good, kind creature that she is—dream of
-the mischief she has wrought. Your poor mother is full of grief and
-remorse now; and oh, so shocked that you should have seen her to-day.
-She knows I have written to Mr. Fowler, and you can imagine how she is
-dreading his return; yet she knows he will not be hard upon her. He
-loves her too well for that!"
-
-Margaret felt at that moment that her affection for her mother was
-being swallowed up by a sickening sensation of disgust. She had always
-loved her very dearly; and had been so pleased and happy when people
-had admired her for her beauty and winning ways. Even when Mrs. Fowler
-had openly shown her preference for Gerald of her two children, the
-little girl, though often hurt, had never evinced any jealousy or
-resentment. She had accepted the fact that Gerald was her mother's
-favourite, and had loved her none the less on that account. But now,
-her love was being tried very severely.
-
-The remembrance of Mrs. Fowler as she had last seen her, lying on
-the bed with flushed cheeks, breathing stertorously, was absolutely
-revolting to her. She had many times asked herself how Salome could
-continue to love her drunken father; now, she asked herself, was it
-possible that she could continue to love her drunken mother? Oh, the
-horror of the thought that one so gentle and refined should be on a par
-with Josiah Petherick, fellow-victim to a disgraceful, degrading sin!
-
-Perhaps Miss Conway guessed some of the thoughts which were passing
-through her companion's mind, for she watched her anxiously, and
-presently remarked, "I daresay, you can faintly imagine how your poor
-mother is feeling now. She had hoped to keep the secret of her weakness
-and sin from your knowledge. Your father, too, will be terribly
-troubled when he hears you have learnt the truth; but I do not doubt,
-dear child, that God in His wisdom has ordered all for the best. You
-will understand now, as you never did before, how much Mrs. Fowler
-needs all your love and devotion. You can help her, if you will, to
-the restoration of that self-respect which, once lost, is so hard to
-regain. You can show her, by loving her as unfalteringly as Salome
-loves her erring father, that she can rise above this habit which has
-done so much to ruin her health, and happiness, and earn everyone's
-respect and her own as well!"
-
-Miss Conway paused, and there was a solemn silence which Margaret at
-length broke by saying with a sob, "I do love mother, I do indeed."
-
-"I am sure of it. Mrs. Fowler is a very sweet, lovable woman!"
-
-"Yes," Margaret agreed. "See what a lot of friends she had in town, and
-how popular she was! She was always going about—"
-
-"Yes, dear, I know," the governess interposed, "and that was how it
-was she commenced taking stimulants. She used to get tired with her
-constant gaieties, and then she would take a glass of wine, or some
-other intoxicant, to revive her, until she grew to like stimulants,
-and took more and more. The craving increased, and she drank to the
-injury of her health, yet no outsiders guessed it. Then she had nervous
-attacks, followed at last by a serious illness. The doctors told your
-father she was killing herself, and immeasurably horrified, he took the
-only course he saw could save his wife—became a teetotaler himself, and
-insisted that his household should follow suit. Mrs. Fowler knew he was
-acting wisely, and for her sake, but she would not admit it. However,
-she found total abstinence from all intoxicants was restoring her to
-health, and had made up her mind never to touch a stimulant again when
-temptation was put in her way, and she fell. God grant she may prove
-stronger in the future. Now, my dear, tell me, have you had any supper?"
-
-"No," Margaret replied, "I am not in the least hungry."
-
-"Oh, that's nonsense! You must eat whether you are hungry or not. Come
-with me."
-
-Margaret demurred at first, but her governess overruled all her
-objections. And after she had bathed her tear-stained face, the two
-went downstairs and had supper together. Miss Conway did not leave her
-pupil again until she saw her comfortably tucked up in bed for the
-night; then she kissed her, bade her try to sleep well, and left her to
-herself.
-
-And Margaret did sleep well, absolutely worn out with excitement and
-grief, whilst the governess spent the night in Mrs. Fowler's room. At
-daybreak, Ross came to take Miss Conway's place, and found her mistress
-sleeping tranquilly.
-
-"She looks more like herself, miss, doesn't she?" she whispered gladly.
-
-"Yes," Miss Conway answered; "I should let her sleep as long as she
-will."
-
-She did not say what a harrowing time she had endured during that night
-watch, or how Mrs. Fowler had implored her to give her a stimulant, and
-had declared she would die without it. But she went away quietly to her
-own room, and before she lay down to rest, prayed earnestly to Almighty
-God for the unhappy woman, whom she pitied from the depths of her heart.
-
-[Illustration: SHE WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR TO MEET MR. FOWLER.]
-
-Early in the morning, a telegram arrived from Mr. Fowler saying he
-would be at home that night, and ordering the carriage to be sent to N—
-to meet him at the railway station. The governess made no secret of the
-fact that she had written to inform him of his wife's illness, and as
-Ross kept her own counsel, the other servants supposed their mistress
-to be suffering from one of the hysterical, nervous attacks to which
-she had been subject on her arrival at Greystone.
-
-It was nearly eight o'clock before Mr. Fowler reached home. Margaret,
-who had spent most of the day on the beach with her brother, shrank
-sensitively from the thought of meeting her father. When she heard the
-carriage wheels nearing the house, she longed to run away and hide, but
-she knew it would never do to act in such a cowardly fashion as that.
-Appearances must be kept up, at any rate before the servants, so she
-went to the front door with Gerald to meet Mr. Fowler, and returned
-his loving kiss as quietly and composedly as though her heart was not
-beating almost to suffocation.
-
-As she had anticipated, he immediately went upstairs to his wife's
-room, and it was not until much later, that she found herself with him
-alone. Then, after Gerald had gone to bed, he joined her in the garden,
-and strolled up and down the lawn by her side, his arm around her
-shoulders. For some minutes he did not speak, and she could not see the
-expression of his face, for there was no moon, and the stars gave but
-little light.
-
-At last he said gravely, "Life is very hard, sometimes, Margaret."
-
-"Yes," she agreed, adding with a little sob: "Oh, father, you left her
-in my care, but I did not know, and if I had, it would not have made
-any difference."
-
-"No, no; I understand. She has told me everything herself."
-
-"Oh, father, it is shocking! Think of the disgrace. Oh, you can't
-imagine how dreadful I feel about it!"
-
-"I think I can," he replied sadly. "My poor child, I had hoped to
-have been allowed to keep this trouble from you, but God willed it
-otherwise. Have you seen your mother to-day?"
-
-"No, father. She said she did not wish to see me."
-
-"Ah, poor thing, she is ashamed to face you! If I were you, when you
-meet, I would not revert to—to her illness at all."
-
-"I will not."
-
-"I shall try and persuade Mrs. Lute to come and spend a few days with
-us, in order to cheer us all up."
-
-"Oh, father, Mrs. Lute was the cause of all this trouble."
-
-"I am aware of it; but her intention in offering your mother wine was
-an excellent one, she had no idea of working mischief. I shall simply
-explain to her that this is a teetotal household, and she is not the
-woman I take her to be if, after that, she refuses an invitation to
-visit us."
-
-"Did you finish your business in London, father?" Margaret questioned.
-
-"Not quite. It must stand over for a few weeks. I shall not leave home
-again for the present."
-
-Though he spoke so quietly, Margaret knew her father must be very sore
-at heart. She had often wondered why her mother was more at her ease
-when not in her husband's presence, and now she understood the reason.
-Mrs. Fowler was conscious that he was always keeping a watch upon her,
-that he did not trust her, and dear though he was to her, she stood in
-awe of him.
-
-Until her illness in the spring, he had always allowed her, her own
-way. But his alarm for her well-being once aroused, he had taken the
-reins of government into his own hands, and had shown her plainly that
-he meant his will to be law. She had always been a pleasure-seeking
-woman and fond of society; but, broken down in health, she had not
-found life at Yelton so utterly unbearable as she had anticipated.
-Her husband had devoted much of his time to her, and, thrown more
-in contact with her little daughter, she had begun to take a deeper
-interest in her than she had done before.
-
-She had always been pleased to notice her beauty, but of late,
-she had discovered that Margaret possessed other and higher
-attractions—goodness and unselfishness—which she could not but admire.
-She saw the little girl had inherited many of her father's excellent
-qualities of mind and heart, and uneasily conscious of her own weakness
-of character, she was delighted that it was so. Unfortunately there had
-never been the same sympathy of feeling between Margaret and her mother
-as there had always been between the little girl and her father.
-
-Now, as she strolled by Mr. Fowler's side up and down the lawn,
-she slipped her hand through his arm, whilst she leaned her head
-confidingly against his shoulder, as she said, "Father, I'm so very
-glad you've come home."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-Josiah at His Worst.
-
-THE afternoon subsequent to her husband's return, Mrs. Fowler was
-sufficiently well to come downstairs and lie on the sofa in the
-drawing-room. Margaret, who had gone back to her usual routine of work
-with Miss Conway, saw little of her mother during the next few days,
-and after Mr. Fowler drove to N— one morning, and brought Mrs. Lute
-home with him, Mrs. Fowler spent most of her time with her friend, and
-avoided her little daughter's society as much as possible.
-
-Mrs. Lute, though she had been much astonished when Mr. Fowler had
-frankly explained to her that his was now a teetotal household, was
-far too well-bred a woman to question him concerning what his wife had
-called his "fad;" and though she had been accustomed all her life to
-the sparing use of stimulants, she could very well do without them, and
-was perfectly satisfied and happy at Greystone.
-
-"So many people are teetotalers nowadays," she remarked pleasantly to
-Mr. Fowler on one occasion when she had been several days beneath his
-roof, "so really you are quite in the fashion."
-
-"I wish I could think that," he replied, with rather a sad smile.
-
-"Oh, one meets a great many people who are total abstainers!" she
-assured him. "Why, Miss Conway tells me she has always been one. It
-seems drink has been the cause of a great deal of trouble in her
-family. And your good Vicar here is a teetotaler too, so he informed
-me yesterday. He argues truly that he cannot teach what he does not
-practise. I was surprised to hear that even in this quiet little
-village drink is the curse of the place."
-
-"I believe that is so. There are several notorious drunkards amongst
-the fishermen, and one in whom we, as a family, are much interested, on
-his daughter's account, is likely to join their ranks."
-
-"You refer to that fine, strong man who took us out boating yesterday,
-I presume?"
-
-"Yes; Josiah Petherick. He is a most reliable man when sober, but when
-he has been drinking—which often happens now, I fear—he is a perfect
-brute. I have been hearing many tales to his discredit lately, and this
-morning I was told on reliable authority in the village, that he spends
-nearly all his earnings at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, and begrudges
-the money for the household accounts. Last night, he went home more
-intoxicated than usual—actually mad drunk—and smashed up some of the
-furniture in his cottage, after which he turned his little daughter
-out-doors. The poor child was forced to beg a night's lodging from Mrs.
-Moyle at the village shop, and to-day, all Yelton is talking about it."
-
-A faint exclamation of dismay caused Mrs. Lute and Mr. Fowler, who had
-been conversing in the garden, close outside the drawing-room window,
-to look around. They encountered Mrs. Fowler's shocked gaze. Hearing
-them talking, she had come to the window and had overheard all that had
-been said.
-
-"Oh, Henry, that poor Salome!" she cried, her blue eyes full of tears.
-"Have you seen her to-day?"
-
-"No; but the Vicar has. Hearing what had happened, he went down to
-Petherick's cottage the first thing this morning. Salome had just
-returned and was doing her utmost to put the place to rights, and her
-father had gone out in his boat in a very humbled, repentant state of
-mind, after having apologised to her for his abominable behaviour, and
-having promised he would not act so madly again."
-
-Mrs. Fowler sighed, whilst Mrs. Lute said gravely, "Let us hope he will
-keep his word."
-
-"He will not, without he gives up the drink," Mr. Fowler rejoined, with
-conviction in his tone. "No, he will go from bad to worse until, in one
-of his drunken frenzies, he will do something he will never cease to
-regret—perhaps some injury to his child."
-
-Mrs. Fowler sank into a chair looking pale and perturbed, whilst her
-husband and friend drifted into another channel of conversation. The
-news she had heard about the Pethericks had upset her, and when, a
-short while later, Margaret entered the room, the first question she
-put to her was to ask if she had seen Salome that day.
-
-"No, mother," the little girl answered. "Why?" she added, struck by the
-almost frightened expression on Mrs. Fowler's face.
-
-She listened in silence, her colour alternately coming and going, to
-all there was to tell, then exclaimed "Oh, I am sorry! Poor Salome! And
-it rained heavily last night. Perhaps she will come up to the church
-this evening to hear me practise the organ. Oh, I hope she will! When
-are you coming to hear me play again, mother?"
-
-"Oh, some time! Perhaps when Mrs. Lute has gone."
-
-"Wouldn't Mrs. Lute come too?"
-
-"Oh, I don't think you play well enough—" Mrs. Fowler paused abruptly,
-conscious of the hurt look on her little daughter's countenance. She
-had avoided Margaret lately, and Margaret had noticed the fact with
-acute pain. What had she done that her mother should abstain from
-meeting her gaze? An insurmountable barrier seemed to have sprung up
-between mother and child.
-
-Margaret's heart was full of bitterness as she turned away and left the
-room. She had endeavoured to show no feeling but that of love for her
-mother since her recent indisposition, but it had been impossible for
-Mrs. Fowler not to remark a slight difference in her manner, of which
-Margaret was unconscious herself. She thought she read reproach in the
-little girl's eyes, and shrank sensitively from being alone with her.
-She was ashamed in the presence of her own child.
-
-Had Margaret grasped the truth of the situation, she would have judged
-her mother less harshly; but failing to do so, she was deeply pained,
-and told herself that her mother liked her less than ever. Upon Gerald,
-Mrs. Fowler lavished all her affection. She would listen to his chatter
-untiringly, talking gaily in return; and, however much he teased her,
-she always found excuses for him.
-
-Miss Conway did not give Margaret a music lesson that evening, for Mrs.
-Fowler requested her to accompany Mrs. Lute and herself for a walk, and
-to bring Gerald with her, so Margaret went alone to the church.
-
-She practised for an hour, then dismissed the boy who had blown the
-organ for her, and was leaving the church when she caught sight of a
-small figure huddled up in a corner of a pew near the west door. It was
-Salome.
-
-"Is it you, Salome?" Margaret cried, hastening to her side, and laying
-her hand tenderly upon her shoulder. The lame girl lifted her bowed
-head, and in the dim light, Margaret saw she had been weeping, though
-there were no tears in her brown eyes now, and her lips were curved in
-a smile.
-
-"I've been asleep," she said. "I'm glad you didn't go without speaking
-to me, Miss Margaret. I came in whilst you were practising, and I was
-tired. I—I had little rest last night."
-
-"I know—I've heard," Margaret returned hurriedly, as the other paused
-in confusion.
-
-"Have you, miss? I'm glad of that, for now I shan't have to tell you,
-and I'd rather not talk of it."
-
-"Of course you would rather not."
-
-"I was tired," Salome proceeded; "so tired and worn out, that I
-couldn't help crying. My poor legs ached so—but oh! not so badly as
-my heart. The pain here—" clasping her hands against her breast—"was
-almost more than I could bear. Then I fell asleep, and I was dreaming
-when you awoke me."
-
-"I hope it was a pleasant dream," Margaret said softly.
-
-"Oh, very pleasant! I thought it was evening time—getting almost dark
-as it is now—and service was going on in the church. I could hear
-father's voice singing with the choir. You can't imagine what a deep,
-beautiful voice father has, Miss Margaret. I was listening to it when
-you awoke me. But I'm glad you happened to catch sight of me, though
-you did disturb my dream. Is anything wrong, miss?" And the lame girl's
-brown eyes peered anxiously at her companion.
-
-"I am not happy," Margaret confessed with a sigh.
-
-"Mrs. Fowler is not ill again?" Salome questioned in concerned tones.
-
-"No, no; she is perfectly well. We have an old friend visiting us, and
-that makes it pleasant for mother."
-
-"I saw a strange lady in church with you on Sunday, miss; and father
-took her out in his boat with Mrs. Fowler. She treated him very
-handsomely, he said; but I wish she hadn't."
-
-"Why?" Margaret asked in surprise.
-
-"Because he spent the money she gave him in drink at the public-house,
-and that was the beginning of the trouble last night. There, I didn't
-mean to talk of it, but, naturally, it's uppermost in my mind."
-
-"Of course it is. Did you—did you get wet last night?"
-
-"Dripping to the skin," Salome admitted. "But Mrs. Moyle—God bless
-her!—took me in and gave me dry clothes, and a bed too. But oh, I
-couldn't sleep for wondering what father was up to at home. You can
-never be certain what a drunken body will not do. How selfish I am,
-though, to talk so much of myself. Won't you tell me what troubles you,
-Miss Margaret?"
-
-"No, Salome, I can't," was the low response. "It's something I can
-never speak of."
-
-"Then try not to think too much about it, miss," the lame girl advised.
-"If I were you, I'd tell my trouble to God, and leave it to Him. That's
-what I do with mine."
-
-"By your trouble, you mean your father?" Margaret inquired diffidently.
-
-"Yes, miss. Do you remember saying to me that night you and I had been
-sitting in the porch, and father had come home drunk—'May God help you,
-Salome'? I think you saw God was the only One who could help me; and I
-want to remind you of those words of yours, because maybe He's the only
-One who can help you too! Why, how dark it's getting think, miss, we
-had better go."
-
-She reached for her crutches as she spoke, and swung herself out of the
-pew into the aisle. Margaret followed her silently through the west
-door into the churchyard. It was nearly dark, for it was September now,
-and the evenings were shortening fast; but whilst they lingered at the
-churchyard gate, the edge of the moon appeared in the eastern horizon,
-and slowly sailed upwards into the cloudless sky, illuminating the old
-grey church, surrounded with the graves of the quiet dead, and shedding
-its pale light on the little village and the broad surface of the
-peaceful sea.
-
-"How beautiful!" cried Margaret. "It is the harvest moon, so father
-said last night. But, Salome, it is late for you to be out alone. Shall
-I walk part of the way home with you?"
-
-"Oh, no, thank you, miss! I shall be perfectly safe. Besides, it's
-quite light now the moon has risen. Good night, miss."
-
-"Good night, Salome."
-
-Margaret went back to Greystone in a very thoughtful frame of mind. She
-considered that her friend was not half so depressed as she herself
-would have been under similar circumstances, not reflecting that
-Salome's trouble had come upon her by slow degrees. It had taken five
-years to change Josiah Petherick from a sober, God-fearing man into the
-desperate drunkard who had turned his only child out-doors last night.
-
-Meanwhile, Salome, as she swung herself down the hill, wondered what
-could be amiss with Miss Margaret. She had grown deeply attached to the
-pretty, fair-haired girl, who had, from the first time they had met,
-treated her with the greatest kindness and consideration. She had given
-her several lessons in the art of knitting, and the lessons had given
-pleasure to teacher and pupil alike; and both were much interested
-in the progression of the sock which Margaret was rather laboriously
-making under the other's instructions.
-
-The "Crab and Cockle" was lit up brightly as Salome passed by, and
-she sighed as she heard the hoarse murmur of voices within, for she
-imagined her father to be there; but great was her surprise on reaching
-home, to find him in the little yard at the back of the cottage bathing
-his face at the pump. When he came into the kitchen, she noticed not
-only that he was intoxicated, but that he had a cut on his cheek, and
-one eye was turning black. She asked no questions, however, for she saw
-he was in one of his worst moods; so she lit the lamp in silence, and
-proceeded to set the supper on the table. Presently, he remarked that
-he had quarrelled with someone, and they had come to blows.
-
-"'Twas Silas Moyle—" he was beginning, when, in her surprise, she
-interrupted him.
-
-"Silas Moyle!" she echoed, for the baker was a steady, peace-loving man.
-
-"Yes," he nodded; "the canting humbug!" He looked at her sullenly, even
-resentfully, she thought; and she trembled with fear as she noticed his
-shaking hands and quivering lips.
-
-Then he burst forth into a volley of oaths, and she gleaned that he
-was angry with her for having sought refuge with the Moyles on the
-preceding night. He stormed against her, against Silas and his wife,
-against everyone, in short, who had remonstrated with him that day.
-Apparently, his neighbours had been telling him some plain home truths
-which had not been pleasant hearing.
-
-"Oh, father, don't say any more!" Salome pleaded in great distress.
-"Oh, please don't swear so frightfully! What could I do? You turned me
-out of my home, and I did not know where to go, except to Mrs. Moyle's.
-Oh, don't speak of her like that! It was out of pure kindness she took
-me in. You would not have had me spend the night out of doors in that
-lashing rain, would you? Oh, father, you are cruel indeed!"
-
-The reproach in her sorrowful eyes enraged him beyond measure.
-
-"You dare stand up for those who insult your father!" he shouted in a
-fury; and clutching her by the shoulder, he shook her savagely, then
-flung her from him with some violence. Losing her hold of her crutches,
-they fell to the ground; and staggering forward with a frightened cry,
-she knocked her forehead against a corner of the mantelpiece, and the
-next moment, lay white and unconscious at her father's feet.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-A Brief Repentance.
-
-IT was about half-past nine o'clock that same night, that the Vicar of
-Yelton opened the Pethericks' garden gate, and stepping determinedly up
-the path, rapped at the door of the cottage.
-
-Returning from an evening's fishing an hour previously, he had been
-stopped in the village, on his way home, by Silas Moyle, who had poured
-into his ears an excited tale about Josiah, whom Silas had taken upon
-himself to remonstrate with upon his cruel conduct to his daughter on
-the previous night, with the result that Josiah, inflamed with drink,
-had struck him, and had received in return a black eye and an injured
-cheek.
-
-"You know, sir, I'm a man of peace, and don't hold with brawling,"
-Silas had said; "but I own I lost my temper to-night. Josiah's a
-regular blackguard when he's drunk."
-
-"It was foolish to remonstrate with a drunken man," Mr. Amyatt had
-answered. "Had you spoken to him in his sober moments, your words might
-have had a very different effect. Where is Josiah now?"
-
-"Gone home, swearing vengeance against me, sir. My great fear is, that
-he'll do some harm to poor Salome."
-
-That had been the Vicar's fear, too. So, instead of going straight to
-the Vicarage as he had intended, he had retraced his footsteps to the
-Pethericks' cottage, and now stood waiting for admittance at the door.
-
-As no one answered his knock, he rapped louder and listened. For a
-few moments there was silence; then came the sound of heavy, dragging
-footsteps, and Josiah opened the door and demanded hoarsely who was
-there.
-
-"It is I, Petherick," the Vicar answered, stepping uninvited across the
-threshold.
-
-"Where is your daughter?" he asked, fixing his eyes upon the fisherman,
-who stood staring at him in a dazed fashion.
-
-Receiving no reply, he turned into the kitchen, an exclamation of
-horror and dismay breaking from his lips, as he caught sight of the
-small, slight figure of the lame girl lying near the fireplace. Very
-tenderly, he lifted her and placed her in the one easy-chair in the
-room, calling to Josiah to bring some water immediately.
-
-"Water!" questioned Josiah stupidly. "What for? She's dead. She's been
-dead this half-hour or more; but I haven't dared touch her. Salome,
-Salome! I've killed you, my poor maid! Your own father's killed you,
-Salome;" and flinging himself on his knees at his daughter's side,
-Josiah wept like a child.
-
-"Don't be foolish, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said sternly. He had been
-feeling Salome's pulse, and had ascertained that it beat, though
-feebly. "She's not dead, but she has fainted. Come, be a man. Pull
-yourself together, and fetch some water at once."
-
-"Not dead," Josiah cried excitedly. "Are you sure? Then, God be thanked
-for that!" He rose from his knees, and went into the yard, returning in
-a few seconds with a basin of water.
-
-Very gently, the Vicar bathed Salome's white face until her eyelids
-flickered and a faint colour stole to her lips. Josiah, sobered by
-fright, explained what had happened, not sparing himself, but declaring
-he would not have injured a hair of his daughter's head, if he could
-have helped it, for Mr. Amyatt must know how much he loved her.
-
-"Tush, Petherick!" the Vicar responded impatiently, mingled pity and
-disgust in his tone. "Don't talk to me of your love for Salome. A nice
-way you have of showing it. Last night, you turned her out of doors in
-torrents of rain—"
-
-"I was drunk," Josiah interposed hastily. "She riled me, she did, with
-her tears, and—"
-
-"Having been drunk is no excuse," Mr. Amyatt interrupted in his turn.
-"Not content with your scandalous conduct last night, you must continue
-your unmanly behaviour to-day and knock Salome down, and—"
-
-"No, no," said a weak voice at this point. It was Salome who spoke. She
-had regained consciousness, and was sufficiently herself to understand
-what was going on. "No, no," she repeated, "it was an accident. He did
-not mean to hurt me."
-
-"I shook her, and—and pushed her," Josiah admitted, looking thoroughly
-ashamed of himself. "I meant her no harm, sir, but I was rough,
-and—oh, Salome, can you ever forgive me?" And the wretched man turned
-appealingly to the little figure in the easy-chair.
-
-"Yes," was the faint response. "I—I don't think I'm much hurt."
-
-"Are you in pain?" Mr. Amyatt asked gently.
-
-"No, sir; but my forehead is very sore. I must have knocked it in
-falling."
-
-"Yes, poor child, I see you did; there is a big bruise coming."
-
-"I suppose I fainted?" she inquired, looking wistfully from the Vicar
-to her father, who was regarding her in gloomy silence.
-
-"Yes, that was it, you fainted," Mr. Amyatt replied. "But you are much
-better now; and after a good night's rest, I have no doubt you will be
-almost yourself again."
-
-Salome glanced at her crutches, which were lying on the ground. Mr.
-Amyatt picked them up and placed them against her chair.
-
-"Thank you, sir," she said gratefully, lifting her brown eyes shyly to
-his face, which expressed so plainly his sympathy and concern. "I think
-I shall be all right now," she added. "Thank you for being so kind."
-
-"Does that mean you wish me to go?" he queried with a smile. "Well, I
-don't know that I can do any good by remaining longer. Good night, my
-dear."
-
-He took Salome's small, thin hand and pressed it reassuringly, then
-beckoned to her father to follow him to the door.
-
-"You must have someone in to see to that poor child to-night,
-Petherick," he said gravely. "Can you call upon assistance from one of
-your neighbours?"
-
-Josiah shook his head doubtfully.
-
-"Then, shall I ask Mrs. Moyle to look in and help get Salome to bed?"
-the Vicar suggested.
-
-A dull, shamed flush rose to the fisherman's face, and he began to
-stammer something about not knowing whether Mrs. Moyle would come
-inside his doors, seeing he had quarrelled with her husband only that
-evening; but the Vicar cut him short.
-
-"I know all about that, Petherick. Silas Moyle told me the tale himself
-not an hour ago. I heard it with great regret, for Silas is a sincere
-well-wisher of yours, and he and his wife would do anything in the
-world for your little girl. You had better let me send Mrs. Moyle to
-you—that is, if she will come; perhaps she will not. Shall I be the
-bearer of an apology from you to Silas?"
-
-"I'm sorry I hit him," Josiah acknowledged truthfully.
-
-"Shall I tell him that?"
-
-"If you please, sir. I admit, I deserved what he gave me. Oh, sir, I've
-had a fine fright this night! I thought I'd killed Salome."
-
-"You might have done so."
-
-"Then I should have been a murderer," Josiah groaned. "I'm a bad lot,
-sir, that's what I am."
-
-He seemed perfectly sober now, so Mr. Amyatt spoke a few solemn words
-to him, imploring him, for the sake of his little daughter, to give
-up the drink, and take the pledge. Josiah declared he would think
-seriously about doing so, and went back to Salome, whilst the Vicar
-hurried in search of Mrs. Moyle.
-
-At first, that good woman, kind-hearted and fond of the lame girl
-though she was, said nothing would make her enter the doors of one
-who had so insulted her husband as had Josiah. But, on Silas adding
-his entreaties to the Vicar's, she gave in and betook herself to the
-Pethericks' cottage, where, after having assisted Salome upstairs, and
-put her to bed, she declared her intention of remaining for the night.
-She was not going to leave "that poor motherless lamb," as she called
-Salome, "in the house alone with a maniac."
-
-Josiah Petherick did not look much like a maniac, however, as he sat
-in the kitchen listening to Mrs. Moyle's scathing remarks as she put
-away the supper things. He was in a wonderfully subdued and repentant
-frame of mind, and sat with his elbows on the table and his aching
-head resting in his hands. At last, he could bear his companion's home
-thrusts no longer, and exclaimed, "Good gracious, woman, do you imagine
-I don't know what a beast I am?"
-
-"Well, if you do know it, why don't you turn over a new leaf?" she
-inquired. "I mind what a steady young fellow you used to be. You're
-too easily led, that's what you are. Make up your mind to give up the
-drink."
-
-"I can't—not entirely; it's got too strong a hold on me," he confessed.
-
-"That's the way of it. Well, you'll have to choose between drink and
-Salome—that's my opinion—for you're killing her by slow degrees."
-
-Josiah started; but Mrs. Moyle did not pursue the subject further.
-She told him he had better go to bed, and make no noise to disturb
-his daughter. Accordingly, he took off his boots and crept upstairs
-in his stockinged feet, whilst Mrs. Moyle, having put out the lamp,
-and ascertained that the door of the cottage was securely fastened,
-returned to Salome, whom she found sleeping peacefully.
-
-The next day, Josiah put himself in the way of Silas Moyle, and
-actually apologised to him for having struck. And Silas was magnanimous
-and forgave him, though it must be admitted, he regarded the other's
-black eye and swelled cheek with a sense of satisfaction. They were
-marks that would remain to remind Josiah of his ill conduct for some
-days to come.
-
-Salome was poorly for nearly a week, and the first occasion on which
-she showed herself in the village, she was met on all sides by
-commiserating looks and words which showed her plainly that everyone
-was quite aware that her father had been the cause of her accident. The
-sympathy thus evinced towards her, though kindly offered, cut her to
-the heart, and she returned home utterly miserable.
-
-During the days which followed, Mr. Amyatt made several ineffectual
-attempts to induce Josiah to take the pledge. No, Josiah said, there
-was no need for him to do that; but he had made up his mind to turn
-over a new leaf, nevertheless, and the Vicar would see that he could
-take his glass of beer like other men and be none the worse for it. The
-Vicar shook his head at that, but Josiah was not to be moved, so the
-matter was, perforce, dropped.
-
-Margaret was the first of the inmates of Greystone to hear of Salome's
-accident. Mrs. Moyle gave her full particulars of it one morning when
-she had an errand at the shop. And before going home, she went to
-inquire for her lame friend, whom she found sitting in the porch of the
-cottage with such a bright, hopeful expression on her pale countenance,
-that she was surprised, and remarked upon it.
-
-"Oh, I am ever so much better!" Salome assured her with a smile.
-
-"Are you really?" Margaret asked anxiously. "You have a nasty bruise on
-your forehead."
-
-"Oh, that's nothing, indeed, miss! Have you heard how it happened?
-They haven't made you believe father did it on purpose, have they? He
-wouldn't hurt me for anything, if he could help it. Oh, Miss Margaret,
-I do believe father means to be steadier for the future!"
-
-"Is he going to be a teetotaler, then?" Margaret inquired eagerly.
-
-"No—o," was the dubious reply, "I'm afraid not; but he says he won't
-take more beer than is good for him. Oh, I know he has said that lots
-of times before, but I believe he really means it now. Indeed, he has
-been quite different these last few days—more like what he used to be
-when dear mother was alive."
-
-This was quite true. Mrs. Moyle's words that he would have to choose
-between drink and Salome had made a strong impression upon Josiah, and
-had caused him to notice how much thinner and paler his little daughter
-had become of late. His conscience reproached him on her account,
-for he knew that she was not very strong, and that she worked hard,
-besides which, his unsteady habits were a constant trouble to her. In
-his repentance, he felt capable of denying himself anything for her
-sake—except drink, and that, he solemnly vowed he would take sparingly.
-
-Seeing that Salome was so hopeful that her father meant to live a sober
-life for the future, Margaret had not the heart to express the doubts
-which occupied her mind; but on her return to Greystone, she saw, by
-Mr. Fowler's grave face when she explained the situation to him, that
-he did not believe Josiah's repentance would be lasting, and trembled
-for the safety and happiness of her little lame friend.
-
-"Don't you think he means to keep his word, and not get intoxicated
-again?" she questioned.
-
-"Oh, yes!" Mr. Fowler replied, "I think he means all he says. But I
-feel sure, if he does not give up drink altogether, it will soon have
-the mastery over him again. I believe he loves Salome very dearly, but
-he loves drink even better than his little daughter, or he would be
-willing to give it up for her sake. Poor Salome! I greatly fear she has
-more trouble in store for her with that father of hers."
-
-This proved to be the case. For before a fortnight had quite elapsed
-since Salome's accident, Josiah was drinking heavily again, and
-spending his evenings at the "Crab and Cockle," as he had done of
-old. His repentance had been of brief duration; and the lame girl's
-face grew pinched, and her dark brown eyes larger and sadder, as her
-father squandered more and more of his earnings at the village inn;
-whilst Silas Moyle grumbled when the Pethericks' bread account remained
-unpaid, and would have stopped the supply, but for Salome.
-
-"The poor little maid looks half-starved as it is," he remarked to his
-wife when she expressed surprise that he took no steps to obtain his
-rights. "Josiah's drinking what ought to be spent on his child; but it
-shall never be said that we begrudged her bread."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-Mrs. Fowler and Salome.
-
-WHEN Mrs. Lute returned to N—, she asked and obtained permission
-for Margaret to visit her. The little girl had not appeared very
-well lately, and it was thought a change would do her good, which it
-certainly did, for she came back at the end of a fortnight decidedly
-better in health and spirits.
-
-Mrs. Fowler greeted Margaret on her return with no very great show of
-pleasure, though secretly, she was delighted to see her looking so
-well. She never told her how glad she was to have her at home again, or
-that she had missed her, as she had actually done. And consequently,
-Margaret was not a little disappointed, and the kiss she gave her
-governess was far warmer than the one she imprinted on her mother's
-fair cheek—a fact Mrs. Fowler did not fail to notice.
-
-"I have forfeited her respect and affection," thought the mother
-bitterly.
-
-"She does not care for me, she never did," thought the child.
-
-So the estrangement between the two grew, till it was patent to
-everybody. Perhaps Mr. Fowler and the governess guessed the cause of
-it; but the servants blamed their mistress, and declared she was so
-wrapped up in Master Gerald, that she had no love to spare for her
-daughter.
-
-On her return to Greystone, Margaret resumed her organ lessons; but she
-was obliged to practise in the afternoons now, as the evenings were
-dark.
-
-The golden touch of autumn was upon everything; the orchards were
-being cleared of their fruit; and the village children scoured the
-country around Yelton for blackberries, and sloes, and mushrooms. At
-the end of September, the fine weather broke up, and was followed by
-the equinoctial gales, which did great damage in the Greystone gardens,
-the fierce wind tearing up shrubs by the roots, and the heavy rains
-beating down the summer flowers which had lingered late in bloom. Mr.
-Fowler braved the fury of the elements, and was out of doors every day;
-but the weather was too rough for the other inmates of Greystone, who
-remained in the house till the gales had passed.
-
-Thus it was, that Margaret and Salome did not see as much of each other
-as they had done hitherto. But one fine October afternoon, the former
-paid the latter a visit, and was shocked to see how worried and ill her
-lame friend was looking.
-
-The truth of the matter was, the bad weather had prevented any fishing
-being done, and Josiah Petherick, having no money in hand, it had been
-extremely short commons for him and Salome. Of course, Salome did not
-intimate this to Margaret, she would have been ashamed to do so; she
-merely said, when questioned, that she had not been very well, and
-turned the conversation to Margaret's late visit to N—.
-
-"Mrs. Lute gives up the house shortly, and returns to London," Margaret
-explained. "But she likes Cornwall so much, that she says she shall try
-to come again next year, if not to N—, then perhaps to some place near.
-By the way, Salome, mother and father are going to London for a few
-days soon. Shan't we be lonely at Greystone without them? Mother says
-she hopes you will come and see her before she goes. Will you?"
-
-Salome assented. She liked Mrs. Fowler, who had always been very kind
-to her, and admired her as much as she had ever done; she considered
-her the nicest, prettiest lady she knew.
-
-So one afternoon, a few days later, found the lame girl entering the
-Greystone grounds. She approached the house slowly, marking the havoc
-the late gales had worked, and went around to the back door, where she
-inquired of the servant who opened it in response to her knock, if Mrs.
-Fowler was at home. She was answered in the affirmative, and invited
-into the big, front kitchen to wait, whilst it was ascertained if the
-mistress was disengaged at present.
-
-"Sit down, my dear," said the cook—a stout, middle-aged woman, with a
-round, red face, and a pair of sharp though not unkindly eyes. "There,
-take that easy-chair and rest yourself; maybe the pull up the hill has
-tired you."
-
-She fetched a glass of milk and a big slice of cake, which she placed
-before her visitor. "You'll be better after a little refreshment," she
-added. "I know the mistress would wish you to have it."
-
-"Oh, thank you!" Salome replied gratefully, flushing with pleasure, for
-she had had a scanty dinner. She drank the milk and ate the cake, and
-did certainly feel better afterwards.
-
-"Miss Margaret's out," the cook remarked. "She's gone for a walk with
-Miss Conway and Master Gerald. But I daresay, she'll be back before
-long. She'd be sorry to miss you, my dear, for you're a rare favourite
-of hers, I can tell you."
-
-Salome smiled happily, as she replied, "I am so glad to hear you say
-that, for I love her dearly. I expect you're very fond of her yourself,
-aren't you?"
-
-"I believe she's a general favourite—but no, I'm wrong there. There's
-one in the house who doesn't appreciate her, and that's her own mother.
-Yes, you may well look surprised, but I assure you it's true. Mrs.
-Fowler doesn't make half as much of Miss Margaret as she does of Master
-Gerald—tiresome boy that he is. She wanted to take him to town with
-her, if you please, but the master won't allow that. I heard them
-talking about it in the garden. 'We'll take Margaret, if you like,'
-he said. 'No,' said she, 'I don't want Margaret.' She never does want
-her, and that's the fact, and yet, I believe there's not anything Miss
-Margaret would not do for her."
-
-The cook, who was an extremely garrulous person, paused breathlessly
-for a few moments, then proceeded: "And such a pretty, nice-mannered
-little girl Miss Margaret is too. I declare it's a shame her own mother
-shouldn't love her more. It puzzles me, that it does, why it should be
-so."
-
-Salome had listened in pain and surprise, wondering if this accounted
-for the sad expression which she had so often noticed on Margaret's
-pretty face. Was this the trouble that could not be told?
-
-Before, however, she had time to make a reply, Ross entered the
-kitchen, and said her mistress would like Salome to join her in the
-drawing-room.
-
-The lame girl found Mrs. Fowler alone, sitting by the fire, for though
-the weather was not actually cold, the day was dull, and the warmth was
-pleasant. Mrs. Fowler was very glad to have a visitor, and made Salome
-sit down near her and talk.
-
-"My husband and I are going up to town the day after to-morrow," she
-said, "and I wanted to see you before I went. You must stay until the
-others return and have some tea."
-
-Salome explained that the cook had already given her milk and cake;
-but Mrs. Fowler smilingly declared she knew she would be ready for tea
-when tea-time came, which would not be for another hour. She continued
-to talk pleasantly and easily, whilst the lame girl listened; and
-by-and-by, when Salome was questioned kindly and sympathetically as
-to the reason of her wan looks, she confessed, with some hesitation,
-however, that it was very tight times with her and her father at home.
-
-"The weather has been so bad that no boats have been able to go out,"
-she said; "and—" lowering her voice and colouring scarlet—"father's
-been worse than usual lately, and—and—he owes money to Silas Moyle, and
-how can we ever hope to pay it, if he spends so much at the 'Crab and
-Cockle'? It almost seems as though he doesn't care. And every day, I'm
-afraid Silas will say he won't let us have any more bread. Oh, it's
-dreadful—it's all through the drink, ma'am. Father'd be such a dear,
-good father if it wasn't for that."
-
-"And you really love him in spite of the way in which he goes on?" Mrs.
-Fowler asked wonderingly.
-
-"Oh, yes, ma'am, indeed I do!" was the earnest reply. "Whatever father
-did, I think I should love him just the same."
-
-"I don't know how you can, I'm sure; I believe if I were you, I should
-lose all patience with him. Think how selfish he is, how inconsiderate
-for your comfort, how violent—"
-
-"Ah, but that's only when he's been drinking!" Salome interposed
-hastily. "Father isn't like that really; it's only when the drink's in
-him, that he's all you say. If he would but give up the drink, he and I
-should be as happy as the day is long. Oh, I shall never cease hoping
-and praying that some day he may become a teetotaler! If I could get
-him to take the pledge, I believe all would be well."
-
-"Meanwhile, he is wearing you to death, poor child. Well, don't cease
-to pray for him. God knows he needs all your prayers."
-
-Mrs. Fowler sighed deeply, whilst she gazed sadly and thoughtfully into
-the fire. She was silent so long that Salome thought she must have
-forgotten her presence; but suddenly she glanced at her with a smile
-and asked, "How is Margaret getting on with her knitting?"
-
-"Oh, very well, ma'am!" was the reply. "But I am afraid she will not
-come so frequently now the winter days are at hand. Besides, father is
-oftener at home."
-
-Mrs. Fowler nodded. She put her hand into her pocket and drew therefrom
-her purse, as she inquired, "How much is it your father owes Silas
-Moyle?"
-
-"Nearly eighteen shillings," Salome admitted. "I know it's a lot of
-money," she added deprecatingly.
-
-"A lot of money!" Mrs. Fowler echoed with a faint, amused smile as she
-opened her purse and took out a sovereign. "Here, my dear," she said,
-pressing the coin into her visitor's hand, "you will be able to pay
-your bread account now. Yes, it is for you—a present—put it in your
-pocket."
-
-Salome was so astonished that she could find no words in which to
-speak her thanks; but her expressive eyes spoke for her, and told how
-deeply thankful she felt. She tied the sovereign up in one corner
-of her handkerchief, which she placed inside the bosom of her frock
-for greater safety. And then, having overcome her first sensation of
-intense surprise, she exclaimed, "Oh, ma'am, thank you! How good and
-kind you are! Oh, what will father say when he knows! It will be such
-a relief to be able to pay Silas Moyle, for we never owed him quite so
-much before. Oh, I shall be grateful to you as long as ever I live!"
-
-"There, there, say no more about it. I am glad it is in my power to
-lift a little of the load of trouble from your young shoulders; your
-heaviest trial is beyond the reach of human aid. But oh! Go on loving
-your father, child, if you can, for he must want all your affection, I
-am sure."
-
-To Salome's astonishment, she saw there were tears in Mrs. Fowler's
-blue eyes, and that her face was quivering with strong emotion. Before
-more could be said, however, Gerald flung open the door and rushed
-into the room, followed at a more decorous pace by his sister and Miss
-Conway, and a little later the master of the house appeared upon the
-scene.
-
-No one would hear of Salome's leaving, till she had had tea, so she
-remained. And afterwards, she willingly consented to sing, so that it
-was quite dark before she left Greystone; and Mrs. Fowler insisted on
-sending a servant to see her home in safety.
-
-Josiah Petherick was not sober that night, but the next morning,
-his daughter told him of the present Mrs. Fowler had made her, and
-expressed her determination of paying the baker that day. Nor would she
-hear of her father's settling the account, for, alas! she knew that he
-was not to be trusted. And that if she let him have the money, he would
-be more likely to betake himself to the "Crab and Cockle" than to Silas
-Moyle's shop.
-
-"The truth is, you won't trust me," he said bitterly.
-
-"I can't, father," she answered, the sound of tears in her voice. "You
-know I can't. Mrs. Fowler gave me the money on purpose for our bread
-account, and I must know it's paid. Oh, it was kind of her!"
-
-"Yes, it was," he admitted, adding with unexpected candour, "There
-never should have been need for her to do it; but your father's a
-good-for-naught. Yes, Salome, that's what everybody says. Folks pity
-you an' blame me. I know Mrs. Fowler has done this for your sake."
-
-"And for yours too, father. Oh, yes, I am certain of that. She told me
-to go on loving you, and—"
-
-"Did she though?" Josiah interposed in extreme surprise. "Well, you do
-amaze me. She's a real kind lady, anyway, and has proved herself our
-true friend."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-A Stormy Night.
-
-"HARK! What's that, Miss Conway? It sounds like a dog howling. There it
-is again!" And the speaker, Margaret Fowler, put down the book she had
-been reading, and rising from her chair by the fireplace, went to the
-window, and peered into the darkness.
-
-The governess and her two pupils were spending the hours between
-tea-time and supper in the schoolroom at Greystone. A very pleasant
-apartment it was, comfortably carpeted and curtained, with a bright
-wood fire burning in the grate. Miss Conway glanced up from her
-needlework as Margaret spoke, whilst Gerald ceased playing with the cat
-on the hearthrug and listened for a few moments.
-
-"I don't hear anything," the latter said.
-
-He turned his attention to his playfellow again, but puss was tired
-and had no desire to prolong the game. In vain, he dangled a piece
-of string before her eyes to entice her to spring at it. She had had
-enough of him, and sat on the hearthrug, complacently washing her face
-and blinking in the firelight.
-
-"Selfish thing!" he exclaimed, "I—oh, yes, I do hear something now!"
-And he joined his sister at the window.
-
-The sound which fell upon the ears of the listeners was like the low
-wail of some animal in distress. Margaret's fair cheeks paled as she
-listened, for there was something eerie in the faint, indistinct sound.
-
-"I don't think it's a dog," said Miss Conway doubtfully. "No, I believe
-it's the wind rising. If so, we shall have a wild night. Let us open
-the window and make certain what it is."
-
-They did so; and then ascertained that it was indeed the wind which
-they heard. The night was pitch dark, with heavy clouds overhead. It
-had been a still, sombre, autumn day, with that hush in the air which
-generally portends a storm. Now, the wind was rising, whilst the
-breakers could be heard dashing against the base of the cliffs.
-
-"Yes, it is only the wind," Miss Conway decided. "How mournful it
-sounds. Shut the window, children, and come back to the fire. How
-thankful we should be that we have a good roof over our heads! Gerald,
-don't tease the cat, my dear; she doesn't want to play any more."
-
-"Josiah Petherick said this afternoon that we were going to have a
-storm," Gerald remarked. "I saw him on the beach, tarring his boat.
-None of the fishermen had gone to sea."
-
-"I suppose they considered the weather too uncertain?" Miss Conway
-interrogated.
-
-"Yes," the boy replied. "Father says they are all very weather-wise. I
-don't mind a storm, do you, Miss Conway? I wonder if there will be a
-wreck."
-
-"Oh, I sincerely trust not!" the governess exclaimed hastily.
-
-"I should like to see a wreck," Gerald informed her. "Josiah Petherick
-has seen several, and he has saved the lives of heaps of people. He
-must be a very brave man. I don't believe he's afraid of anything.
-Can't we have our supper upstairs to-night instead of in the
-dining-room? It's so jolly and cosy here."
-
-Miss Conway assented. Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were in London, and the house
-seemed dull without them. Margaret had taken up her book again; but
-she was not reading, for the sound of the rising gale distracted her
-attention and made her feel restless and uneasy.
-
-"If we have a storm, perhaps there will be a wreck," Gerald proceeded
-presently. "It is so dark, that I should not be surprised, should you,
-Miss Conway, if a ship ran on the rocks?"
-
-"Oh, Gerald, pray don't suggest such a probability!" she cried, with a
-shudder.
-
-"If there was a wreck, would you let me go down to the beach?" he
-inquired eagerly. "Say you would, Miss Conway!"
-
-"I shall certainly say no such thing. If there was a wreck—which God
-forbid!—I should insist on your remaining in the house. Nothing would
-induce me to give you permission to go out in a storm. But we need not
-speak of it. Ring the bell, Gerald, and I will order supper."
-
-The boy obeyed, though with a cloud on his brow; he realised argument
-was of no avail when his governess spoke in that decided tone. After
-supper, he went to bed at his usual time, and forgetful of the rising
-storm, and the prospect of a wreck, was soon asleep. Miss Conway and
-Margaret sat up till ten o'clock, alternately talking and listening
-to the wind, which was now howling dolefully around the house, almost
-driving in the window-panes, and mingling its sobs and wails with the
-angry roar of the sea; and then they, too, retired to their respective
-rooms. The gale increased in fury however, and then came the rain.
-
-Meanwhile, the villagers were all alert, for there was little rest for
-anyone at Yelton on such a night as this, with a westerly gale raging,
-and the sea like great walls of foam. The fishermen hesitated to seek
-their beds, whilst some of the most venturesome braved the furious
-wind and the heavy rain, which was now descending in torrents, and
-kept watch by the sea-shore, their hearts anxiously expectant, as they
-recalled similar occasions when their assistance had been required to
-help those in peril on the sea.
-
-In the Pethericks' cottage, Salome stood by the kitchen window,
-listening to the storm, and patiently waiting for her father. He was
-not at the "Crab and Cockle," she was certain of that, but on the
-beach; and she felt no anxiety about him. He was accustomed to rough
-weather; and on such a night as this, she knew he would be his true
-self—brave, fearless, and reliable. As was her custom when alone, she
-was singing softly:
-
- "Lead us, heavenly Father, lead us
- O'er the world's tempestuous sea;
- Guide us, guard us, keep us, feed us,
- For we have no help but Thee,
- Yet possessing every blessing
- If our God our Father be."
-
-Seen by the subdued light of the lamp in the centre of the table, the
-little girl's face wore a look of great contentment. For the time, she
-had forgotten how troublous was her life, as her soul rose on the wings
-of faith to an altitude which set her far above the trials of this
-world. She sang the hymn from beginning to end in a soft undertone,
-with the wailing wind for an accompanyment; then, opening the window,
-she thrust out her head and listened. She heard hurrying footsteps
-passing the cottage, and men's hoarse voices shouting.
-
-"Who goes there?" Salome cried. "Is anything amiss?"
-
-"I hope nothing is wrong," she thought, as she received no answer; "but
-I suppose they are obliged to shout to make themselves heard."
-
-She tried in vain to pierce the darkness.
-
-"If a vessel had been in distress, the crew would fire guns, or send up
-rockets," she reflected.
-
-The rain beat against her face, so she drew back from the window,
-which she shut, and turned her attention to the fire, remembering that
-her father would certainly return drenched to the skin. Suddenly the
-cottage door was flung open, and Margaret Fowler, hatless, and with her
-fair hair hanging around her face, stood before her.
-
-"Oh, Salome!" she gasped breathlessly. "Is he here? Have you seen
-Gerald?"
-
-"No, miss. What is wrong?"
-
-"We've lost Gerald, and I thought he might have come here. All the
-servants are looking for him, and Miss Conway too. Oh, what shall we
-do? He went to bed as usual, and was fast asleep at ten o'clock, but
-when Miss Conway peeped into his room half-an-hour ago, to see if the
-storm had disturbed him, his bed was empty. He had dressed, and we
-believe, he must have gone out."
-
-"Perhaps he is somewhere hiding in the house," Salome suggested.
-"Surely he would not go out on a night like this."
-
-"Yes, I think he would. He wanted so much to see a wreck—he seemed
-to have made up his mind there would be one to-night—and he is quite
-fearless."
-
-"I expect he is safe. Oh, how wet you are, Miss Margaret!"
-
-"Yes, and the wind blew away my hat coming down the hill, but no
-matter. Oh, where can Gerald have gone? I believe he must be on the
-beach."
-
-"If he is, father will be sure to notice him and take care of him,"
-Salome said consolingly. "Don't be frightened, miss; I feel sure Master
-Gerald will come to no harm."
-
-"If he does, it will kill mother!" Margaret cried, despairingly. "She
-loves him so dearly. No, I mustn't stay; I must go and find Gerald if I
-can;" and opening the door, she rushed away into the darkness again.
-
-After a few minutes of indecision, Salome put on her jacket, tied a
-shawl around her head, and leaving the cottage door unlocked, hastened
-towards the beach. She had not gone far, however, before she came upon
-a group of fishermen, one of whom was her father. She explained that
-the little boy from Greystone was missing from his home, but no one
-had seen him. Her father was vexed that she had ventured out in such a
-storm, and peremptorily ordered her to return.
-
-"I'll look around an' see if I can find Master Gerald," he said. "But
-he'll come to no harm, I warrant."
-
-"Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!"
-
-It was Margaret who spoke. She had been led in the direction of the
-group by the sound of voices; and clutched Josiah by the arm to steady
-herself, as a fierce gust of wind nearly took her off her feet.
-
-"Do you go back with Salome, miss," he said. "This is no fit place for
-you two little maids. I promise I'll look for Master Gerald, and find
-him, too, if he's hereabouts."
-
-"Oh, thank you!" Margaret replied earnestly.
-
-She was really nearly done up with battling against the wind and the
-rain, so she raised no objection to returning with Salome. The little
-girls reached the cottage in safety, and upon entering, found Miss
-Conway in the kitchen. Having knocked in vain at the door, she had
-tried to open it, and finding it unlocked, had gone in; she too had
-thought it possible that Gerald might be there.
-
-"If he's on the beach, father will find him, you may depend upon that,"
-Salome assured her. "And he will bring him straight here. I fear you
-will both catch dreadful colds," and she glanced commiseratingly from
-Margaret to the governess.
-
-"We shan't mind that, so long as Gerald is safe," Margaret returned.
-She was shivering and her teeth were chattering, as much with fright on
-her brother's account as with cold. "Oh, Miss Conway, what shall we do
-if anything has happened to him? Mother will never forgive us if—"
-
-"Dear Margaret, don't be morbid; neither you nor I have been to
-blame," Miss Conway reminded her. "If harm has come to your brother,
-it has been through no fault of ours. Who would imagine that he would
-deliberately get up and dress and steal out of the house unknown to
-anyone? Whatever the result of this mad freak of his proves to be, will
-have been his own doing."
-
-"It is terrible to think what may have happened to him. The wind is
-high enough to blow him into the sea if he is really on the beach. Oh,
-mother will hate the sight of me for ever, if Gerald is drowned!" And
-Margaret burst into tears.
-
-"Don't, dear, don't!" Miss Conway said imploringly.
-
-"You know it is true," Margaret cried passionately. "If I was killed,
-mother would not care—not much; but Gerald is as the apple of her eye."
-
-Before any answer could be made to this, the cottage door opened, and
-Josiah strode into the kitchen, bearing Gerald in his arms. He had
-discovered the little boy crouched in the shelter of a boat which had
-been drawn high up on the beach, out of the reach of the tide.
-
-"There is no wreck," Gerald said disgustedly, as Josiah set him down on
-the floor, "and I'm cold and wet, and should like to go home."
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
-Trouble at Greystone.
-
-FOR once, Gerald had gone too far, as he discovered on the following
-day, when, for punishment, his governess insisted on keeping him
-locked up in his bedroom. In vain, he cried and protested against such
-treatment, Miss Conway was like adamant, and the boy had perforce
-to endure twenty-four hours of solitary confinement with no one to
-speak to, no one to play with, and nothing to do. A more salutary
-mode of punishment could not have been devised; and in consequence,
-Gerald appeared at the breakfast-table on the morning following his
-imprisonment, in a subdued and repentant frame of mind. He said he was
-sorry for his past conduct; but he could not extract a promise from
-either Miss Conway or Margaret that his father should not be informed
-of the anxiety and trouble he had caused the whole household.
-
-Margaret had caught a severe cold on the night of the storm, and spent
-the next few days shivering over the schoolroom fire, too unwell for
-lessons. Gerald's escapade had been a shock to her; she was overwrought
-and languid, and when, on the morning of the day that Mr. and Mrs.
-Fowler were expected home, she began to dress she felt so shaky that
-she went back to bed again.
-
-"Not up yet, Margaret?" asked Miss Conway's voice outside the door,
-half-an-hour later.
-
-"No," was the reply. "I am so sorry, but my cold is very bad, and I
-have such a dreadful headache."
-
-The governess entered the room immediately on hearing this and
-approached the bed. After kissing Margaret with affectionate concern,
-she felt her pulse and declared her to be a little feverish.
-
-"Stay where you are, my dear," she said kindly. "Why, you're shivering.
-Ross shall bring you a hot-water bottle for your feet and light the
-fire; then, I have no doubt, if you lie in bed and nurse your cold, you
-will soon be better."
-
-"I am so vexed, because mother and father are coming home to-night,"
-Margaret sighed.
-
-"I daresay you will be well enough to get up by the evening," Miss
-Conway responded hopefully. "I shall be with Gerald as usual, but
-I shall tell Ross to devote herself to you. If you want me, do not
-hesitate to send for me."
-
-Margaret could eat no breakfast, but she took a few sips of the milk
-Ross brought her a short while later, and afterwards fell into an
-uneasy sleep. The maid, moving about softly, lit the fire and dusted
-the room, then turned her attention to the flushed face on the pillow.
-
-"Poor little thing, she does look poorly," she murmured. "And it's all
-on account of that tiresome child, Master Gerald. 'Tis a shame of the
-mistress to spoil him so; everyone can see but her that she's ruining
-him, allowing him his own way as she does."
-
-Margaret moved restlessly and began to mutter. Ross bent over her,
-and caught the sound of Gerald's name. She laid her cool hand softly
-against the little girl's cheek and felt how it burnt.
-
-"She's very feverish," she thought. "I do hope she isn't going to be
-really ill. A nice home-coming it will be for master, if she is. I
-wonder if the mistress would trouble much?"
-
-Roes moved away to the fireplace, and taking up some sewing-work,
-stitched industriously, every now and again glancing towards the
-restless sleeper.
-
-Suddenly the little girl uttered a shriek and sprang up in bed,
-whereupon Ross dropped her work and hastened to the bedside.
-
-"What is it, dear?" she asked, putting her arms around Margaret's
-quivering form. "You've had a bad dream, I expect—but it was only a
-dream. See, now, don't tremble so, you're perfectly safe with Ross."
-
-"Where's Gerald?" Margaret demanded in a strange, hoarse voice.
-
-"Doing his lessons with Miss Conway."
-
-"Where's Gerald?" the little girl reiterated.
-
-Ross repeated her former answer, but it did not appear to satisfy
-Margaret.
-
-"Let me go and look for him," she said in a tone of distress.
-
-"No, dear; you're not well, you must lie down again."
-
-"You won't let me go!" Margaret struggled a minute in Ross' restraining
-arms, then sank back on the pillow. "I know why you won't let me go,"
-she cried; "he's dead. He's drowned."
-
-"No, no, darling, he's perfectly safe. Dear Miss Margaret, you've been
-dreaming."
-
-"He's drowned!" the little girl insisted. "And who's going to tell
-mother? Oh, it will kill her!"
-
-"Miss Margaret, I solemnly declare Master Gerald's living and well,"
-said Ross, growing more and more concerned. "I wouldn't tell you a
-story, why should I? You're poorly, dear, and you've had a bad dream."
-
-But Margaret wandered on: "Listen to the rain beating against the
-window, and the wind howling. And Gerald is out in it all! If he is on
-the beach, he will be blown into the sea. Look at that great wave! Oh,
-it has carried him away!" and she uttered a heartrending cry.
-
-"It is a lovely day," Ross assured her; "the sun is shining, and the
-sea is quite blue and calm. You've been dreaming about the storm, miss,
-and fancying all sorts of horrors that never happened."
-
-Margaret's blue eyes, wide open, were fixed upon Ross' face, but she
-evidently had not followed what the woman had said, for after a short
-silence she began to mutter distressfully about Gerald again.
-
-Ross was now exceedingly alarmed. She rang the bell, and sent for Miss
-Conway, who, in her turn, tried to pacify the sick child. But Margaret
-paid no more attention to her governess than she had to Ross.
-
-"I am afraid she is going to be very ill," Miss Conway said in much
-distress. "All her trouble seems to be about her brother. Fetch him,
-Ross; perhaps the sight of him will satisfy her."
-
-So Gerald was brought to his sister's bedside. He was somewhat
-frightened when told Margaret was ill; but in obedience to Miss Conway,
-he stooped over the bed to kiss her. She, however, pushed him away with
-feverish strength, and covered her eyes with her hand.
-
-"Take him away!" she cried. "What is that strange boy doing here?"
-
-"It's Gerald, dear Margaret," said the governess softly. "Your own
-brother come to show you that he is quite well, and—"
-
-"No, no; Gerald's drowned, I tell you! Oh, what will mother say? She
-loves him so."
-
-At this point, Gerald, realising that there was something very strange
-and unusual about his sister, began to cry, and was hurried out of the
-room.
-
-Thoroughly shocked, Miss Conway sent a groom to N— immediately, to
-fetch a doctor; and within a few hours, the news had spread through
-the village of Yelton that the little girl at Greystone was very ill.
-Mr. Amyatt, as soon as he heard the tidings, considerately invited
-Gerald to spend the remainder of the day at the Vicarage; and Salome
-Petherick arrived at the back door of Greystone in the afternoon to
-make inquiries.
-
-The cook, who had been stewing beef-tea, insisted on Salome's coming
-inside and resting in her easy-chair.
-
-"Mrs. Moyle told me of Miss Margaret's illness," the lame girl said,
-her face expressive of the deepest concern. "I hope it is nothing
-serious?"
-
-"I am afraid it is, my dear," was the grave rejoinder. "It's
-inflammation of the lungs. Dr. Vawdry has been here from N—, and he's
-coming again this evening. He says she's very ill; and if Mr. and Mrs.
-Fowler had not been returning to-night, they'd have been telegraphed
-for. Oh, dear, dear, I do trust the poor child's life may be spared!
-She's not been well for days, not since the night of the storm, when
-Master Gerald led us all such a dance after him. He's the one to be
-blamed for this. For once, I should think the mistress would see that."
-
-And the woman poked the fire viciously, as though the act was a vent
-for her feelings. "She's the nicest, sweetest, little creature I ever
-knew is Miss Margaret," she proceeded, "with always a kind word for
-us servants. Ross says she doesn't recognise anyone; she didn't know
-Master Gerald, and her incessant cry is that he is drowned. If only
-Miss Conway had turned the key in his bedroom door on the night of the
-storm. She kept him locked up the next day, and it broke his rebellious
-spirit—quite. She'd soon get him under subjection if his mother didn't
-pamper him so. Don't you take on, now, about Miss Margaret, my dear;
-maybe she'll get over this attack all right. She's young and healthy,
-and she'll have good nursing, and everything money can buy. I ordered
-some lean, gravy beef the minute I heard she was ill, but the doctor
-won't allow her anything but milk and soda water, so there's plenty of
-strong beef-tea going begging, and you'd better have a cupful. Will you
-have bread with it? Yes. I'm sure it will do you good."
-
-Salome was very glad of some refreshment. She took the beef-tea,
-whilst the cook talked on without waiting for replies; but when she
-rose to go, having learnt all there was to know, her heart was very
-heavy indeed. Her eyes were full of unshed tears as she passed out of
-the Greystone grounds, and commenced her descent of the hill. As she
-went by the church, she wondered if she would ever hear Miss Margaret
-practising on the organ again.
-
-And she was so engrossed with her sorrowful thoughts, that she was
-startled when, on reaching the Vicarage gate, a voice addressed her
-from inside. "Hi, Salome! Where have you been?"
-
-She paused and looked at the speaker, Gerald Fowler, who was peering
-at her laughingly between the bars of the gate. The boy was in high
-spirits at being the Vicar's guest, and he had not been informed that
-his sister was really seriously ill. He had been frightened when
-Margaret had failed to recognise him, but the impression he had then
-received had passed, and he was delighted at having this unexpected
-holiday.
-
-[Illustration: "YOU'D BETTER MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS,
- SALOME PETHERICK."]
-
-"I've been to Greystone, Master Gerald," Salome returned quietly.
-
-"To see Margaret, I suppose? She's ill, you know."
-
-"Yes, and I am so grieved and sorry."
-
-"Oh, I expect she'll soon be better!" Gerald remarked confidently.
-
-"I hope so," the lame girl replied dubiously. "But the doctor says she
-has inflammation of the lungs."
-
-"Does that ever kill people, Salome?"
-
-"Yes, Master Gerald, very often."
-
-"But Margaret won't die, will she? You don't think that, do you?"
-
-"No one can tell—but God. We must ask Him to take care of her. Oh,
-Master Gerald, see what has come of your ill conduct!"
-
-"What do you mean?" he inquired in amazement. "It isn't my fault that
-Margaret's ill."
-
-"Oh, yes, indeed it is! If you had not gone down to the beach on the
-night of the storm, she would not have got drenched to the skin and
-have caught such a dreadful cold. Oh, yes, it was your fault!" And
-Salome looked at him severely.
-
-His blue eyes filled with sudden tears, and his rosy cheeks paled as he
-gasped, "Oh, I never thought—I never thought—"
-
-"No, I don't suppose you did, Master Gerald, or if you did, it was
-yourself you thought of and no one else," Salome cried indignantly.
-"You 're the most selfish little boy I know."
-
-"You 're very unkind, and—and nasty."
-
-"I daresay you think I am; but I love Miss Margaret, and I know you've
-been the cause of her illness. I wonder what your mother and father
-will say."
-
-"Mother will say it was not my fault," Gerald declared stoutly. "I
-couldn't tell Margaret would be silly enough to go to look for me; and
-I think you'd better mind your own business, Salome Petherick," he
-concluded.
-
-He was impressed by the lame girl's plain speaking, and put on a show
-of anger to hide the fact.
-
-She shook her head at him gravely, as she turned away from the Vicarage
-gate and went down the hill.
-
-When she reached home, she lit the fire and boiled the kettle for
-tea, and by that time her father had appeared upon the scene, having
-had a good catch of fish. His face grew grave when Salome told him of
-Margaret's illness, and he expressed great regret, for he was grateful
-to the Fowlers for the notice they had taken of his child. And he
-volunteered to go to Greystone later on and inquire for the poor little
-sufferer. This he accordingly did, and brought back the news that
-Dr. Vawdry had visited the patient again, and had declared her to be
-dangerously ill, but that Mr. and Mrs. Fowler had not yet come. The
-carriage had gone to N— to meet them at the railway station, as had
-been arranged, and they were expected very soon now.
-
-"Don't take on so, my dear," said Josiah kindly, as he noticed Salome's
-brown eyes full of tears. "The little maid'll pull through, please
-God. I am grieved about her though—s'pose 'twas you," and he looked at
-his child with great affection as he reflected on the uncertainty of
-life. And because it would please her, and with the laudable desire
-of keeping her from dwelling too much on the thought of Margaret's
-illness, he spent the evening in her company, and that night his
-associates at the "Crab and Cockle" looked for him in vain.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-Days of Sickness.
-
-IT was nearly ten o'clock when Mr. and Mrs. Fowler reached Greystone
-that autumn night. Without waiting for assistance, the latter sprang
-out of the carriage and ran into the house, and almost into the arms
-of Miss Conway, who had come down from the sick-room to meet the
-travellers.
-
-"What is this I hear about Margaret?" Mrs. Fowler inquired, excitedly
-clutching the governess by the arm, and scanning her pale countenance
-with anxiety. "I am told she is ill. It is nothing much, I suppose?
-What ails her? A cold?"
-
-"She certainly did catch cold," Miss Conway rejoined in a grave tone,
-looking from Mrs. Fowler to her husband, who had quickly followed her.
-"She has been poorly for several days, but this morning she was taken
-much worse, and I sent immediately for Dr. Vawdry from N—. He has been
-twice during the day, and—and—" this in a faltering voice—"she is very
-ill with inflammation of the lungs. We are poulticing her; Ross is with
-her now, and—and—I'm so very glad you've come!" And, overwrought with
-anxiety, she burst into tears.
-
-"Come into the drawing-room, Miss Conway," Mr. Fowler said kindly. "No,
-my dear," he continued, laying a restraining hand upon his wife who had
-turned to rush upstairs, "let us hear all details about Margaret first
-of all. Besides, you must not allow her to see you looking frightened
-and distressed."
-
-"She would take no notice," Miss Conway said mournfully. "She
-recognises nobody, and is quite delirious. Dr. Vawdry says that need
-not alarm us, though, for it's frequently the case in inflammation of
-the lungs."
-
-"What has caused her illness?" Mrs. Fowler asked, as she followed the
-others into the drawing-room.
-
-Miss Conway wiped away her tears, and in a few minutes was sufficiently
-composed to explain all that had happened. When she had finished her
-story, Mr. Fowler inquired, "Where is Gerald now?"
-
-"In bed and asleep, I am thankful to say," Miss Conway answered. "Mr.
-Amyatt had him at the Vicarage until eight o'clock, when he brought him
-home. He begged me to allow him to sit up to see you, but I insisted on
-his having his supper and going to bed."
-
-"Quite right." Mr. Fowler's face was very stern, and he would not meet
-the glance of his wife's appealing eyes. "We see now the result of
-indulgence," he added emphatically. "Had Gerald been taught obedience
-and consideration for other people, this trouble would never have come
-upon us."
-
-Mrs. Fowler quailed beneath the mingled reproach and reproof of her
-husband's tone; for once she had no excuse to make for her favourite
-child. She had spent a very pleasant time in London, where she had met
-many old friends, including Mrs. Lute; but she had not been sorry to
-return to Greystone, acknowledging to herself that the quiet, healthful
-life there suited her. With her husband's presence to strengthen her,
-it had not been so very difficult to refuse stimulants when they had
-been offered to her. She was fully conscious of her own weakness now,
-and no longer deceived herself, as she had formerly done, with the
-fallacious idea that a little wine or spirit was good for her.
-
-When she recalled how, during her husband's brief absence from home a
-few weeks previously, she had been tempted from the mere fact of having
-taken one glass of wine to purchase a bottle of brandy, and drink it
-by stealth, she was obliged to confess that total abstinence from all
-intoxicating liquors was the only course for her to adopt to prevent
-the ruin of her happiness, and that of those she loved. At Greystone,
-she felt she was out of temptation's way. The news of her little
-daughter's illness, which had been imparted to her and Mr. Fowler at
-N—, had startled and shocked her immeasurably; and she had begged the
-coachman to drive home as quickly as possible, which he had accordingly
-done.
-
-Margaret was lying in a kind of stupor when her parents entered her
-bedroom, and they were careful not to disturb her. Mr. Fowler saw she
-was very ill, and his heart ached as he bent over her and listened to
-her laboured breathing. Glancing at his wife, he was astonished at the
-expression of her countenance, for, like everyone else, he had never
-thought she had cared for Margaret overmuch. But all the mother's love
-was alive in Mrs. Fowler at that moment, shining in her blue eyes, and
-illuminating her fair face with additional beauty.
-
-Anxious days and nights followed, during which Margaret lay between
-life and death. Her mother constituted herself head nurse, and showed
-wonderful ability in that capacity. Naturally a nervous, excitable
-woman, it was quite wonderful how she put a check upon her feelings,
-and was calm, and capable, and seemingly untiring. It was nothing to
-Margaret, at that time, who was attending to her, for she was utterly
-unconscious, sometimes in a drowsy condition, sometimes murmuring
-distressfully, going over again all that had happened on the night of
-the storm, always with the impression in her mind that Gerald had been
-drowned.
-
-"Who will tell mother?" she demanded again and again in an agony of
-grief. "She loves him so! He is her favourite."
-
-Meanwhile Gerald had been taken to task by his father for his conduct
-on the night of the storm. Mr. Fowler took no steps to punish him,
-but he talked to him so seriously, and pointed out to him that he was
-responsible for his sister's illness, that Gerald was reduced to tears,
-and for the first time in his life, on seeking his mother's support and
-sympathy, he found both lacking.
-
-"The blame is all yours," she told him gravely. "What your father has
-said to you is perfectly true."
-
-"Oh, mother, don't you think Margaret will get well again?" he asked
-with quivering lips, for beneath a veneer of selfishness, he owned an
-affectionate heart, and he was really much attached to his sister.
-
-"Only God knows that," was the solemn reply.
-
-"That's what Salome Petherick says," he remarked tearfully. "She was
-here inquiring for Margaret at the back door this morning. She comes
-every day, and she said all I could do was to pray."
-
-"She was right, Gerald; your sister is in God's hands. The doctor can
-do nothing for her—he has acknowledged that; but oh, my son, pray for
-her! Pray for her!"
-
-The little boy was greatly impressed by the solemnity of his mother's
-tone, and impetuously flinging his arms around her neck, he assured
-her, he would be a better boy for the future, and that he would pray to
-God to make his sister well. He was having a holiday from lessons, for
-Miss Conway was assisting Mrs. Fowler and Ross with the nursing, and so
-he spent most of his time with his father, from whom he had begged and
-obtained forgiveness for his past misbehaviour.
-
-"Yes, I forgive you, Gerald," Mr. Fowler had said sadly. "But you see,
-wrongdoing always brings its own punishment," he had added, noting the
-little boy's troubled countenance, and making a shrewd guess as to the
-state of his feelings with regard to Margaret.
-
-The servants crept quietly about the house speaking in hushed tones,
-for the angel of death seemed hovering near; and those who loved
-Margaret Fowler waited and watched unwearyingly. A second doctor from
-Plymouth had visited the patient. But he had agreed with Dr. Vawdry
-that nothing more could be done for her, and that it was merely a
-question of whether or not her strength would hold out and vanquish the
-disease.
-
-At last, the crisis came. And then, the glad news that the little
-sufferer was sleeping quietly and naturally was whispered through the
-house, and spread to the Vicarage, and from thence to the village,
-where Salome Petherick heard the good tidings in Silas Moyle's shop,
-and returned home with a joyful, thankful heart.
-
-The golden, autumn days were passing swiftly now, and there was a sharp
-feeling in the air in the morning, but a few hardy flowers lingered
-in Salome's garden; a big bush fuchsia which grew beneath the kitchen
-window was still in bloom, and the verbena close to the porch had not
-commenced to shed its leaves, whilst the white chrysanthemums which
-flourished year by year in the shelter of the wall which protected the
-garden on the side nearest to the sea were in full flower. The lame
-girl gathered a posy, and took it up to Greystone, where she left it at
-the back door with a request that it might be given to Miss Margaret,
-if she was well enough to receive it. She declined an invitation to
-rest awhile, saying she must hurry home to get her father's tea.
-
-So it came to pass, that when Margaret awoke from her refreshing sleep,
-she was conscious of a delightful perfume, and opening her eyes, they
-rested on a homely nosegay, composed of chrysanthemums, intermingled
-with sprigs of verbena, and drooping fuchsia sprays. The flowers lay on
-the counterpane, but when she tried to put out her hand to reach them,
-she found she could not. Then the bed curtain stirred, and she saw a
-face bending over her—a beautiful face full of love and a great joy.
-
-"Mother," she said weakly.
-
-"Yes, my dear," was the soft reply. "You have been ill, but you are
-better, and have had such a nice, long sleep. I want you to drink this
-milk and then go to sleep again."
-
-Mrs. Fowler slipped her arm beneath the pillow, and gently raised the
-little girl's head, whilst she held a cup to her lips. Margaret took a
-few sips of milk, but refused more.
-
-"The flowers," she said, as her mother laid her head down again.
-
-"Salome sent them to you with her love."
-
-Mrs. Fowler placed the nosegay close to Margaret's hand, and her thin
-fingers fastened around the stems of the flowers, then her tired eyes
-closed, and she slept once more.
-
-From that hour, Margaret commenced to recover. For days, she was too
-weak to move hand or foot—too weak almost to think; but by-and-by, with
-returning strength, she began to notice more what was going on around
-her. The tormenting thought that Gerald was dead had left her entirely,
-and she was conscious that it had been her mother who had nursed her so
-tenderly all along, and not a figure of her imagination as she had at
-first thought.
-
-She watched Mrs. Fowler with an inquiring expression which that lady
-failed to interpret, but which made her both anxious and uneasy. It
-was as though Margaret wondered at her solicitude, and was trying to
-find a reason for it. And as the little girl grew better, it was quite
-apparent that she preferred to have Miss Conway or Ross in attendance
-upon her to Mrs. Fowler. It was always—"Don't trouble, mother, Ross
-will do it," or "Miss Conway will read to me, I know." Till, deeply
-hurt, Mrs. Fowler made up her mind that she had for ever destroyed her
-little daughter's affection. And once Margaret had loved her so dearly,
-too!
-
-On the first occasion on which the patient was allowed to sit out in a
-chair by the fire, Mrs. Fowler wrapped her in a dressing-gown made of
-quilted silk which she had brought home for her from London. Margaret
-expressed great pleasure in the pretty garment, and called everyone's
-attention to it. Her father sat with her for a short while, and Gerald,
-at his earnest request, was permitted ten minutes of her society.
-
-"How white you look!" the latter exclaimed, regarding her with awe.
-"And your eyes are so big! But you're heaps better, aren't you,
-Margaret?"
-
-"Oh, yes!" she answered, smiling brightly.
-
-"That's right. I prayed to God to make you well, and so did everyone, I
-think."
-
-"That was very kind of everyone," Margaret murmured, much touched.
-
-"Josiah Petherick's drunk nearly every night now," Gerald next informed
-his sister. "I heard Mr. Amyatt tell father so."
-
-"Oh, dear!" cried Margaret in much distress. "Poor Salome!" At that
-moment, she caught her mother's eyes, and the sensitive colour flooded
-her face from chin to brow. Noticing the painful blush, Mrs. Fowler
-turned away, and walking to the window, gazed out unseeingly, her mind
-a tumult of conflicting thoughts.
-
-Meanwhile, Gerald chattered on, passing from Josiah to other of the
-villagers, until Mrs. Fowler, suddenly remembering that Margaret must
-not be allowed to overtire herself, interrupted the conversation, and
-sent the little boy away, promising he should come and sit with his
-sister again to-morrow.
-
-"Remember to give my love to Salome the next time you see her,"
-Margaret said. "Tell her, I hope we shall meet again soon."
-
-Then, as the door shut on her brother, she sighed, and her mother
-guessed aright by the sad expression of her face that her thoughts were
-troubled ones and anything but conducive to peace of mind.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-The Shadow Lifted.
-
-NOVEMBER was an unusually mild month that year, so that Margaret,
-during her convalescence, was enabled to take long drives without any
-risk of catching cold. On one occasion, Salome Petherick was invited
-to accompany her and Mrs. Fowler when they drove to N—. And it was
-pleasant to see how the lame girl's countenance shone with happiness
-as, forgetful of her worries for the time, she enjoyed the novelty of
-viewing hitherto unknown scenery, for she had never been beyond walking
-distance of Yelton before.
-
-"It was quite pathetic to watch the varying expressions on the poor
-little thing's face," Mrs. Fowler confided to her husband afterwards.
-"She shall accompany us again, if all's well. Have you noticed how she
-has changed lately? The first time I saw her, she had such a pretty
-brown complexion, and now she is so pale, and her eyes so big and
-hollow. I wonder what ails the child."
-
-"Privation and trouble, I'm afraid, judging from what I hear," Mr.
-Fowler responded gravely. "She is badly fed, works hard, and is always
-grieving on her father's account."
-
-Mrs. Fowler sighed. She was deeply interested in Salome, but there
-seemed little she could do for her. The idea crossed her mind that she
-might remonstrate with Josiah concerning his treatment of his little
-daughter, but she shrank sensitively from doing so.
-
-Meanwhile, there was little fishing being done at Yelton during those
-mild November days, when the ocean was as smooth as a duck pond, and
-there was not a breath of wind blowing, so that Josiah and his boon
-companions had plenty of time on their hands. The "Crab and Cockle" had
-most of their society, and their homes suffered in consequence.
-
-One night, after the inn was closed and most of the inhabitants of
-Yelton had gone to rest, the alarming cry of "Fire!" was heard. And
-men, women, and children dressed with all speed, and rushed out of
-doors exclaiming, questioning, and running against each other in their
-excitement and hurry.
-
-"Fire! Fire! Oh, help; for mercy's sake, help my father!"
-
-It was the lame girl who had raised the alarm, and who now stood
-outside Silas Moyle's shop, her face livid with terror. She managed
-somehow to explain that it was her home that was on fire, and that her
-father, on his return from the "Crab and Cockle," had clutched at the
-table-cloth which had covered the kitchen table, and had thus upset the
-lamp and caused the conflagration.
-
-On hearing this, there was a general rush in the direction of the
-Pethericks' cottage, but Silas Moyle, who had now arrived upon the
-scene, insisted upon Salome's staying with his wife, and lingered to
-inquire what had become of Josiah.
-
-"He's at home," Salome wailed. "I couldn't get him to leave; he was
-pouring buckets of water on the fire; but oh! He couldn't put it out,
-it was spreading terribly. Please, Mr. Moyle, do go and see that he's
-all right. He isn't sober, and oh, I'm so afraid for him."
-
-"There, there, don't you take on," said Mrs. Moyle, kindly. "Silas'll
-see to Josiah. Come you in, my dear," and the good woman led Salome
-into the parlour behind the shop and placed her in an easy-chair.
-
-Meanwhile, willing hands were helping Josiah in his attempts to put out
-the fire. But assistance proved of no avail, and in less than two hours
-the Pethericks' cottage was actually gutted, and all their possessions
-had been burnt. It had been impossible to save anything, for the
-woodwork of the cottage being old, and the roof of thatch, the flames
-had spread with great rapidity. Daybreak found Josiah, sober enough
-now, staring disconsolately at the four stone walls which was the only
-portion of his home that was left intact. He was feeling inexpressibly
-shocked, for his furniture was not insured, and he realised that he
-and his little daughter had nothing in the world but the clothes they
-were wearing. What was he to do? He could not tell, and he groaned in
-despair, as he looked at the smoking ruins, and the erstwhile trim
-garden, now spoilt by the trampling of many feet.
-
-"This is a bad business, Petherick."
-
-Turning at the sound of a voice addressing him, he saw Mr. Amyatt. The
-Vicar had been there some time, but Josiah had not noticed him amongst
-the rest.
-
-"Ay," was the gloomy response. "I'm ruined—that's what I am."
-
-"I daresay your landlord will rebuild the cottage, for no doubt it is
-insured."
-
-"What's the good of a cottage without furniture?" Josiah demanded
-almost fiercely. "Salome's homeless, an' through me. I ought to be
-thrashed."
-
-"Salome can bide with my missus," Silas Moyle interposed at that point.
-"She's a handy maid, and can make herself useful, an' you'll be able
-to get a lodging somewhere, Josiah, for the time; but you'd best come
-along with me now, an' get a bit of breakfast."
-
-Josiah hesitated. He was very grateful to the baker for his kindness,
-but he dreaded the meeting with Salome. He felt more ashamed of himself
-than he had ever done in his life before, and as he turned his back on
-the smoking ruins, he pictured the pretty, thatched cottage of which
-he had been so proud once upon a time. There he had brought his young
-bride, there Salome had been born, and his happy married life had been
-spent, and there his wife had died. Josiah rubbed his hard, brown hand
-across his eyes as memory was busy with him.
-
-"Come," said Silas, "pull yourself together, man. Let's go and get some
-breakfast. Your little maid's wanting you, I'll warrant."
-
-Such proved to be the case. For the minute Salome saw her father, she
-threw herself into his arms, and whispered how thankful she was that he
-was safe, and that nothing mattered besides—nothing.
-
-The first person to convey the news of the fire to Greystone was
-the postman, and great was the excitement when it became known that
-the Pethericks' cottage had been burnt down. Mr. Fowler started off
-immediately, with Gerald, to learn all particulars, and, in the
-afternoon, Mrs. Fowler, at Margaret's earnest request, went to see
-Salome. She found the little girl in better spirits than she had
-anticipated, though her brown eyes grew very wistful when she talked of
-her late home.
-
-"All my plants are trampled into the ground," she said, "but, never
-mind, father's safe, and that's the chief thing. I was so afraid for
-him."
-
-"And so you are to remain here?" Mrs. Fowler questioned, glancing
-around Mrs. Moyle's little parlour, which was a picture of neatness and
-cleanliness.
-
-"Yes, ma'am, for the time. Mrs. Moyle has kindly asked me to stay."
-
-"And your father?"
-
-"He's going to find out if our landlord will rebuild the cottage, and
-if so, father will get a lodging somewhere in the village. The worst
-of it is, all our furniture is burnt; but father says he'll be able to
-replace it by degrees, he hopes."
-
-After leaving Salome, Mrs. Fowler thought she would like to see the
-ruined cottage, so she turned her footsteps in that direction, and
-found Josiah leaning over the garden gate in conversation with the
-Vicar. The former would have moved away on her approach, but she
-stopped him, and explained that she had been to visit his little
-daughter.
-
-"I'm so sorry for you both," she told him kindly. "It is terrible to be
-burnt out of house and home."
-
-"It was my doing," Josiah confessed. "Maybe you've heard how it
-happened?"
-
-"Yes," she admitted, "you caught hold of the table-cloth, and pulled
-over the lamp, did you not?"
-
-The fisherman nodded, whilst the Vicar regarded him attentively.
-
-"I've been talking to Petherick very seriously," the latter said. "And
-have been trying to induce him to become a teetotaler and sign the
-pledge. I do earnestly entreat you, Petherick, to take warning by last
-night's work."
-
-"Why won't you take the pledge?" Mrs. Fowler asked, her fair face
-alternately paling and flushing. "I am sure it would be for your
-happiness and well-being if you did. And you should consider Salome.
-Oh, drink is a terrible curse! It kills all one's best qualities, and
-ruins one's self-respect."
-
-"I'm ashamed of myself," Josiah acknowledged, "but think how folks
-would laugh if I took the pledge. I'll be a teetotaler if I can; but
-no, I won't pledge myself to it."
-
-"Oh, don't say that!" Mrs. Fowler cried imploringly. "Think the matter
-over. I believe if you took the pledge, you would keep it, for I am
-sure you are a man of your word."
-
-Josiah's face expressed irresolution. He had solemnly vowed to himself
-that he would never touch intoxicating liquors again, so deeply had the
-past night affected him, but he hated the idea of taking the pledge,
-whilst Mr. Amyatt realised that his so doing would be the only thing
-which would hold him to his determination to abstain from drink.
-
-"I'm going to give up drink," Josiah declared decidedly, at length,
-"but I won't take the pledge. I understand everyone's a teetotaler at
-Greystone," he continued, as Mrs. Fowler was about to speak again,
-"but, excuse me, ma'am, I don't suppose you've signed the pledge, have
-you?"
-
-"No," Mrs. Fowler acknowledged, "I have not."
-
-Josiah was silent. He was evidently thinking, "Then, why should I?"
-
-Mrs. Fowler was silent too, and Mr. Amyatt regarded her a trifle
-curiously, for he saw she was struggling with some strong emotion.
-Presently she said very quietly, "I have made up my mind. I will
-certainly take the pledge."
-
-"You!" Josiah exclaimed in amazement. "You, ma'am!"
-
-"Yes," Mrs. Fowler rejoined, "it is the right thing for me to do, and
-you must do the same. Why should you object if I do not?"
-
-"You must give in now, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said quickly, "if Mrs.
-Fowler is ready to do this for your sake—"
-
-"I will do it for his sake, and for my own, and for the sake of all
-those we love," she interposed. "Oh, think of Salome!" she said
-earnestly to Josiah. "You have brought her untold trouble, and have
-made her homeless all through drink. Look at this ruined cottage, and
-reflect that but for the kindness of the Moyles, your child would be
-without shelter and food. How can you hesitate?"
-
-"I don't, ma'am."
-
-"Then, if I take the pledge, will you?" Mrs. Fowler inquired eagerly.
-
-"Yes," Josiah answered, "I don't see that I can say 'no' to that."
-
-An hour later, Mrs. Fowler entered the drawing-room at Greystone, where
-her little daughter was seated alone near the fire, reading. Margaret
-put down her book, whilst her mother, who had removed her walking
-garments, sank rather wearily into an easy-chair.
-
-"I have been talking to your father, my dear," Mrs. Fowler said with
-a smile. "I suppose, like him, you want to hear about Salome first of
-all," and she proceeded to give an account of her interview with the
-lame girl, and to explain the arrangement that had been made for her to
-remain with the Moyles for the present.
-
-"And did her father really set the cottage on fire?" Margaret inquired.
-
-"Yes. He was intoxicated, and pulled off the lamp in clutching at the
-table-cloth. It is fortunate neither he nor Salome was burnt. My dear,
-I have a piece of news for you."
-
-"Yes?" Margaret said, interrogatively, as Mrs. Fowler paused.
-
-"Josiah Petherick has consented to take the pledge, and I am going to
-take the pledge too!"
-
-"Mother!"
-
-Mrs. Fowler gave a brief account of her interview with the fisherman
-and Mr. Amyatt, to which her little daughter listened with breathless
-interest. When she had ceased speaking, Margaret went to her side and
-kissed her.
-
-"Oh, child!" cried Mrs. Fowler, encircling the slender form with her
-arms. "Do you really care for me? I thought I had for ever forfeited
-your love and respect. My dear, I never properly valued your affection
-until I feared I had lost it. I have been a selfish mother, but, please
-God, I'll be different in the future. When I faced the possibility of
-losing you, it nearly broke my heart."
-
-"Oh, mother! And I feared you did not like to have me with you! I
-thought—"
-
-"Was that why you shrank from me? Margaret—" and Mrs. Fowler spoke very
-impressively. "There has been a black shadow over my life for a long,
-long time. It stood between me and your father, between you and me, and
-even between my soul and God. I believe, and pray that it is gone."
-
-The little girl pressed her lips again to her mother's cheek, and
-though she made no reply, that gentle kiss, so tenderly and lovingly
-given, was the seal of a better understanding between these two who had
-been slowly drifting apart. And neither was likely to doubt the other's
-affection again.
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-Happier Days.
-
-ONCE more, it was summer time. Eight months had elapsed since the night
-when the Pethericks' home had been destroyed by fire. And in the place
-of the old thatched dwelling, a modern red-brick cottage had been
-built, which, though certainly not so picturesque as the former one,
-was very comfortable, and possessed a bow window to its little parlour,
-which was the envy and admiration of all the villagers. Already young
-ivy plants had been placed against the bare, red walls; and the garden
-had been coaxed into good order, and was now making a fine show with
-its summer flowers.
-
-The cottage was barely furnished, for though to the amazement of all
-Yelton, Josiah had become a pledged teetotaler, and had in very truth
-turned over a new leaf, he had not been able to earn much money during
-the winter months. And when the new home had been completed a fortnight
-previously, he had only been in a position to purchase a few cheap
-articles of furniture which were absolute necessaries, such as beds,
-and cooking utensils.
-
-One beautiful June evening, Salome sat inside the bow window from which
-there was an uninterrupted view of the beach, and the wide expanse
-of sea, her busy fingers knitting as usual, her fresh, sweet voice
-trilling a merry song. She was blissfully happy, for at that moment
-she had not a care in the world. Her father, now he had really given
-up drink, was kind and considerate as he had been in her mother's
-lifetime, and was doing all he possibly could to make up to her for the
-sorrow he had caused her in the past.
-
-God had been good to her, she told herself, for He had answered her
-earnest prayers on her father's behalf. And her love and patience, so
-often sorely tried, had not been in vain.
-
-A step on the gravel path caused Salome to raise her eyes from her
-work, and her face lit up with a glad, welcoming smile as she saw
-Margaret Fowler coming to the door.
-
-"Don't get up," Margaret called to her, "I'll let myself in, if I
-may," and a minute later she entered the room, her fair countenance
-aglow with health and happiness. She seated herself in the bow
-window opposite to Salome, and glanced around the bare, little
-parlour with smiling eyes undimmed by any shadow of trouble now.
-"I've been practising the organ," she said. "Mother and father have
-been listening, and criticising my performance. They both think I've
-improved wonderfully of late."
-
-"Indeed you have, Miss Margaret," Salome agreed heartily.
-
-"Mother and father have gone home; but I thought I would like a chat
-with you. I like this bow window, don't you?"
-
-"Yes, miss; it makes the room so light and airy. I'm afraid the place
-looks very bare, though, with no carpet, and no furniture but that deal
-table and these two chairs."
-
-"Never mind. I daresay you'll add to your stock of furniture later on."
-
-"That's what father says. We must try to pick things together gradually
-again. People have been so kind to us, you can't imagine how kind. Mrs.
-Moyle gave us her old dinner set, and some odd cups and plates; and Mr.
-Amyatt's housekeeper sent down some bedding from the Vicarage—of course
-Mr. Amyatt must have told her to do so. Then your dear mother, miss!
-See what she has done for us. Why, she made us a present of the very
-chairs we're sitting on, and—"
-
-"Oh, yes, I know!" Margaret interposed. "I think there's little mother
-wouldn't do for you, Salome."
-
-"But the best thing she ever did, was when she induced father to take
-the pledge. I am sure he would never have done so, if she had not set
-him the example. Oh, miss, I believe he regretted it, at first; but
-now, I'm certain, in his heart, he knows it has been his salvation. He
-isn't like the same man he was a year ago. Look at him now," pointing
-to a stalwart figure seated on the beach bending over a fishing net.
-"Last summer, you wouldn't have found him content to mind his business
-like that, he'd have been at the 'Crab and Cockle' drinking. I little
-thought when I heard Greystone was taken, what kind friends you all
-would be to father and me."
-
-"And I little thought when I first saw you leaning over the garden
-gate, Salome, how much you would do for me."
-
-"I!" cried the lame girl, opening her dark eyes wide in astonishment.
-"Why, I've done nothing, I've had no opportunity—"
-
-"Ah, you don't know all! I've learnt a great deal from you, I have
-indeed, though you mayn't know it—a great deal besides knitting,"
-Margaret said with a smile. "It was you who taught me, by your
-self-sacrificing love for your father, what love ought to be—faithful
-and long-suffering. That was a lesson I never learnt till I met you."
-
-Salome looked earnestly at her companion's expressive face, and was
-emboldened to put a question that had trembled on her lips many times
-of late:
-
-"That trouble you spoke to me about, Miss Margaret—is it gone?"
-
-Margaret nodded in silence.
-
-"I'm so glad," said Salome, simply.
-
-"Do you remember Mrs. Lute, the lady who stayed with us at Greystone
-last summer?" Margaret questioned presently. "Yes. Well, we are
-expecting her to visit us again. And mother says she hopes your father
-will be able to take us out boating frequently, because Mrs. Lute is
-so fond of being on the water. And mother feels safer with your father
-than with anyone else, because he knows the coast so well. You know,
-mother is still a little nervous at times."
-
-"But she is wonderfully better, isn't she?"
-
-"Oh, yes. Look! Surely I see Miss Conway and Gerald talking to your
-father on the beach. When they pass here, I'll join them, and we can
-walk home together."
-
-"How Master Gerald does grow!" Salome exclaimed. "And he has so
-improved too! That's come about since your illness last autumn, miss.
-He was in a terrible state of distress then."
-
-"So mother has since told me," Margaret replied. "Yes, he has improved;
-he's much more obedient than he used to be; Miss Conway was saying,
-only this morning, how little trouble she has with him now."
-
-The truth was, Mrs. Fowler had come to understand that her foolish
-indulgence had been likely to ruin her little son. And though she
-loved him no less, she wielded a firmer sway over him, and upheld
-his governess' discipline. With the result that he was a much more
-contented little boy than he had been, when he had had his own way. He
-still sometimes gave way to exhibitions of violent temper, but he was
-growing ashamed of these paroxysms, and they were becoming less and
-less frequent.
-
-When Miss Conway and Gerald left the beach, Margaret said good-bye to
-Salome, and joined the governess and her charge as they were passing
-the cottage.
-
-"We've been talking to Josiah Petherick," the little boy informed his
-sister, "and I've been telling him that Mrs. Lute's coming. Do you
-know, Margaret, that Josiah is going to be in the choir?"
-
-"No. Salome did not tell me; but I left her rather hurriedly when I saw
-you coming. I know he used to be in the choir before—"
-
-"Before he took to drink," said Gerald, finishing the sentence as she
-paused in hesitation. "Well, he doesn't drink now; wasn't it a good
-thing he gave it up? I like Josiah, he's so brave, and he knows such a
-lot about the sea, and ships."
-
-They had left the village, and were ascending the hill towards
-Greystone, now and again pausing, to look back the way they had come.
-
-"I don't think the Pethericks' new cottage is half so pretty as their
-old one, do you, Miss Conway?" Gerald asked, appealing to the governess.
-
-"Perhaps not—in spite of the bow window," she replied. "But the colour
-of the bricks will tone down with time."
-
-"Salome is very contented," remarked Margaret, "but then she would be
-that anywhere, I believe. She is wonderfully happy, and looks so well."
-
-"Yes," Miss Conway agreed, "a regular nut-brown maid; and, last autumn,
-she was such a pale, little soul. Mrs. Moyle was telling me yesterday
-how much she misses her. The Moyles have been good friends to the
-Pethericks."
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were seated beneath the lilac tree when the
-children and the governess entered the grounds. Gerald was the first
-to spy his parents; and he raced across the lawn to them; and informed
-them that he had told Josiah of their expected guest, and had bidden
-him clean his boat in readiness for use.
-
-When Mrs. Lute arrived on the morrow, she was agreeably surprised
-to note the improvement in Mrs. Fowler's health, and complimented
-her upon her "Cornish roses," as she called the bright colour in her
-friend's cheeks, whilst Margaret listened with secret satisfaction and
-happiness, and meeting her father's eyes, saw that he was delighted,
-too.
-
-Mrs. Fowler was no longer the neurotic, dissatisfied invalid who had
-been brought to Greystone almost against her will; but a bright,
-companionable woman, taking a lively interest in her household, and
-anxious for the welfare of those she loved. She and her little daughter
-had been drawn very closely together during the past few months; and
-they had discovered that they had many interests in common. Both were
-devoted to music, and Mrs. Fowler had of late fallen into the habit of
-accompanying Margaret to the church to hear her practise on the organ;
-and there, often, Salome would join them, and sing at the earnest
-request of the others her favourite hymn.
-
-
-
-It was Gerald who, when the family at Greystone was at breakfast on the
-morning after Mrs. Lute's arrival, began to talk of Josiah Petherick.
-Mrs. Lute had not heard the exciting story of the fire, and the little
-boy told it with considerable gusto, afterwards explaining what the new
-cottage was like.
-
-"You have missed the chief point of the story, Gerald," his father
-said, when at length the tale was brought to a conclusion.
-
-"Have I, father?"
-
-"Yes. You have not told how being burnt out of house and home affected
-Josiah." He turned to Mrs. Lute as he added: "The man has not touched a
-drop of any kind of intoxicating liquor since."
-
-"Well done!" she exclaimed heartily. "That is news worth hearing. I
-have so often wondered this past winter how those Pethericks were
-getting on. The sad, pale face of that lame girl haunted my memory for
-many a day. And, do you know, when I got home, I thought so much of the
-many discussions we had had upon the drink question, with the result
-that I came to the conclusion that I had been wrong all along. And that
-because I only took stimulants sparingly myself, I had no right to put
-temptation in the way of others; and so, I've banished intoxicating
-liquors from my house altogether. What do you say to that?"
-
-There was a murmur of surprise mingled with commendation, and everyone
-agreed that Mrs. Lute had done well. Certain it was that she had acted
-from the best possible motive—consideration for her fellow-creatures.
-She was one of the kindest of women; and the thought that she might do
-harm to a weaker brother or sister by allowing stimulants to be used
-in her household had never crossed her mind, until she had visited at
-Greystone, and the master of the house had unfolded his new principles
-to her. Thinking the matter over quietly afterwards, she had seen that
-he was right.
-
-And now it is time for us to say good-bye to this little village by the
-Cornish sea. But we will linger a moment to take a farewell glimpse
-of those whose lives we have followed for one short year as they are
-gathered together one Sunday evening in the old grey church. The
-Vicar has finished his sermon, and has given out the hymn with which
-the service will be brought to a close, and in another minute the
-congregation is singing "Abide with me."
-
-Margaret, from her position by her mother's side, can easily
-distinguish Salome's clear, bird-like notes, and Josiah Petherick's
-deep, bass voice; and as she joins in the well-known hymn, her soul
-rises to the throne of God in a fervent prayer of thanksgiving and joy.
-The church is growing dim and shadowy in the evening light; but the
-black shadow that threatened to ruin the happiness of two homes has
-fled; and there is no cloud on Margaret Fowler's fair face, whilst the
-lame girl's voice has a ring of triumph in its tone as she sings the
-concluding words of the beautiful hymn—
-
- "Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;
- In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."
-
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+ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SALOME'S BURDEN *** + +Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed. + +[Illustration: SALOME'S FRESH, SWEET VOICE RANG CLEARLY + THROUGH THE DIM CHURCH.] + + + + SALOME'S BURDEN + + OR + + THE SHADOW ON THE HOMES + + + BY + + ELEANORA H. STOOKE + + + AUTHOR OF + "MOUSIE; OR, COUSIN ROBERT'S TREASURE," + "A LITTLE TOWN MOUSE," "SIR RICHARD'S GRANDSON," + "LITTLE MAID MARIGOLD." ETC. + + + WITH FOUR ILLUSTRATIONS + + + + LONDON + S. W. PARTRIDGE & CO., LTD. + E.C. 4. + + + + Made in Great Britain + + + + CONTENTS. + +CHAPTER + + I. SALOME'S TROUBLE + + II. NEW ACQUAINTANCES + + III. THE FOWLERS AT HOME + + IV. "ABIDE WITH ME" + + V. SALOME'S HUMILIATION + + VI. PERFECTLY HAPPY + + VII. AN AFTERNOON'S OUTING + + VIII. AN AWFUL THING + + IX. THE BLOW FALLS + + X. MR. FOWLER'S RETURN + + XI. JOSIAH AT HIS WORST + + XII. A BRIEF REPENTANCE + + XIII. MRS. FOWLER AND SALOME + + XIV. A STORMY NIGHT + + XV. TROUBLE AT GREYSTONE + + XVI. DAYS OF SICKNESS + + XVII. THE SHADOW LIFTED + +XVIII. HAPPIER DAYS + + + + Salome's Burden. + +CHAPTER I. + +Salome's Trouble. + +IT was summer time. The day had been oppressively hot; but now, as the +sun disappeared like a ball of fire beyond the broad Atlantic, a cool +breeze sprang up, and the inhabitants of the fishing village of Yelton +came to their cottage doors and gossiped with each other, as they +enjoyed the fresh evening air. + +Yelton was a small, straggling village on the north coast of Cornwall. +It owned but two houses of importance—the Vicarage, a roomy old +dwelling, which stood in its own grounds close to the church; and +"Greystone," a substantial modern residence on a slight eminence +beyond the village, overlooking the sea. The fishermen's cottages were +thatched, and picturesque in appearance, having little gardens in front +where hardy flowers flourished; these gardens were a-bloom with roses +and carnations on this peaceful June evening, and the showiest of them +all was one which, though nearer the sea than the others, yet presented +the neatest appearance of the lot. This was Salome Petherick's garden, +and Salome was a cripple girl of fourteen, who lived with her father, +Josiah Petherick, in the cottage at the end of the village, close to +the sea. + +Salome had been lame from birth, and could not walk at all without her +crutches; with their help, however, she could move about nimbly enough. +Many a happy hour did she spend in her garden whilst Josiah was out in +his fishing boat. She was contented then, as she always was when her +father was on the broad sea, for she felt he was in God's keeping, and +away from the drink, which, alas! was becoming the curse of his life. +Josiah Petherick was a brave man physically, but he was a moral coward. +He would risk his life at any hour—indeed, he had often done so—for +the sake of a fellow-creature in peril. He was fearless on the sea, +though it had robbed him of relations and friends in the past, and if +help was wanted for any dangerous enterprise, he was always the first +to be called upon; but, nevertheless, there was no greater coward in +Yelton, than Josiah Petherick on occasions. He had lost his wife, to +whom he had been much attached, five years previously; and, left alone +with his only child, poor little lame Salome, who had been anything but +a congenial companion for him, he had sought amusement for his leisure +hours at the "Crab and Cockle," as the village inn was called, and +there had acquired the habit of drinking to excess. + +As Salome stood leaning on her crutches at the garden gate on this +beautiful summer evening, her face wore a very serious expression, +for she knew her father was at the "Crab and Cockle," and longed for, +yet dreaded, his return. She was a small, slight girl, brown-haired +and brown-eyed, with a clear, brunette complexion, which was somewhat +sun-burnt, for she spent most of her spare time in the open air. Having +passed the requisite standard, she had left school, and now did all +the work of her father's cottage unaided, besides attending to her +flowers; and Josiah Petherick was wont to declare that no man in Yelton +had a more capable housekeeper. The neighbours marvelled that it was +so, for they had not thought the lame girl, who had been decidedly +cross-grained and selfish during her mother's lifetime, would grow up +so helpful; but Mrs. Petherick's death had wrought a great change in +Salome, who had promised faithfully "to look after poor father" in the +years to come. Salome had endeavoured to be as good as her word; but +her influence over her father had not proved strong enough to keep him +in the straight path; and many an evening saw him ramble home from the +"Crab and Cockle" in a condition of helpless intoxication. + +"Enjoying the cool breeze, Salome?" + +Salome, whose wistful, brown eyes had been turned in the direction +of a row of cottages at some distance, outside one of which hung a +sign-board representing on its varnished surface a gigantic crab and +a minute cockle, started at the sound of a voice addressing her, but +smiled brightly as she saw Mr. Amyatt, the vicar of the parish. He was +an elderly man, with iron-grey hair, stooping shoulders, and a thin, +clean-shaven face. + +Ten years previously, he had accepted the living of Yelton, when, +broken down in health, he had been forced to resign his arduous +duties in the large manufacturing town where he had laboured long and +faithfully. And the fisher-folk had grown to love and respect him, +though he never overlooked their failings or hesitated to reprove their +faults. + +"I am waiting for father," Salome answered frankly. "His supper is +ready for him, and I am afraid it will spoil if he does not come soon. +It is a beautiful evening, is it not, sir?" + +"Very beautiful. I have been on the beach for the last two hours. How +well your carnations are doing, Salome. Ah, they always flourish best +by the sea." + +"Please let me give you some," the little girl said eagerly. "Oh, I +don't mind picking them in the least. I should like you to have them." +And moving about with agility on her crutches, she gathered some of the +choicest blooms and presented them to Mr. Amyatt. + +"Thank you, Salome. They are lovely. I have none to be compared to them +in the Vicarage gardens. You are a born gardener. But what is amiss, +child?" + +"Nothing, sir; at least, nothing more than usual. I am anxious about +father." She paused for a moment, a painful blush spreading over her +face, then continued, "He spends more time than ever at the 'Crab and +Cockle;' he's rarely home of an evening now, and when he returns, he's +sometimes so—so violent! He used not to be that." + +The Vicar looked grave and sorry, He pondered the situation in silence +for a few minutes ere he responded, "You must have patience, Salome; +and do not reproach him, my dear. Reproaches never do any good, and +it's worse than useless remonstrating with a man who is not sober." + +"But what can I do, sir?" she cried distressfully. "Oh, you cannot +imagine what a trouble it is to me!" + +"I think I can; but you must not lose heart. Prayer and patience work +wonders. Ask God to show your father his sin in its true light—" + +"I have asked Him so often," Salome interposed, "and father gets worse +instead of better. It's not as though he had an unhappy home. Oh, Mr. +Amyatt, it's so dreadful for me! I never have a moment's peace of mind +unless I know father is out fishing. He isn't a bad father, he doesn't +mean to be unkind; but when he's been drinking, he doesn't mind what he +says or does." + +"Poor child," said the Vicar softly, glancing at her with great +compassion. + +"Do you think, if you spoke to him—" Salome began in a hesitating +manner. + +"I have already done so several times; but though he listened to +me respectfully, I saw my words made no impression on him. I will, +however, try to find a favourable opportunity for remonstrating with +him again. Cheer up, my dear child. You have a very heavy cross to +bear, but you have not to carry it alone, you know. God will help you, +if you will let Him." + +"Yes," Salome agreed, her face brightening. "I try to remember that, +but, though indeed I do love God, sometimes He seems so far away." + +"He is ever near, Salome. 'The eternal God is thy refuge, and +underneath are the everlasting arms.' The everlasting arms are of +unfailing strength and tenderness. See! Is not that your father coming?" + +Salome assented, and watched the approaching figure with anxious +scrutiny. + +Josiah Petherick was a tall, strong man, in the prime of life, a +picture of robust health and strength; he was brown-haired and +brown-eyed, like his daughter, and his complexion was tanned to a fine +brick-red hue. He liked the Vicar, though he considered him rather +too quick in interfering in other people's affairs, so he smiled +good-humouredly when he found him with Salome at the garden gate. + +"Good evening, Petherick," said Mr. Amyatt briskly, his keen eyes +noticing that, though Josiah had doubtless been drinking, he was very +far from being intoxicated at present; "you perceive I've been robbing +your garden," and he held up the carnation blooms. + +"'Tis my little maid's garden, sir," was the response, "an' I know well +you're welcome to take what flowers you please. What a hot day it's +been, to be sure!" + +"Yes; but pleasanter out of doors than in the bar of the 'Crab and +Cockle,' I expect," Mr. Amyatt answered meaningly. + +"'Tis thirsty weather," Josiah said with a smile; "don't you find it +so, sir?" + +"Yes, indeed I do! But I don't take beer to quench my thirst. Beer's +heating, and makes you hotter and thirstier, too. If you were a +teetotaler like me, you wouldn't feel the heat quite so much." + +"That's as it may be, sir. I can't argue the point; but I hold that a +glass of good, sound beer don't hurt anyone." + +Salome had retired into the cottage, remarking which fact, the Vicar +seized the opportunity and spoke plainly. + +"Look here, Petherick," he said, "if you'd lived my life, you'd be a +teetotaler like me—at least, I hope you would. The big town in which +I worked so long owed most of its vice and misery to drink. I was in +daily contact there with men and women lower than brute beasts on +account of the drink you uphold—men and women who would sell their own +and their children's clothes, and allow their offspring to go hungry +and almost naked, that they might obtain the vile poison for which they +were bartering their immortal souls. I made up my mind there, that +drink was our nation's greatest curse; and here, in this quiet village, +I see no reason to make me change my opinion, and allow that a glass of +'good, sound beer,' as you call your favourite beverage, doesn't hurt +anyone. Your one glass leads to more, and the result? You become unlike +yourself, rough and threatening in your manner, unkind to your little +daughter whom I am certain you dearly love, and whose chief aim in life +is to make your home a happy one. I wish you would make up your mind, +Petherick, never to enter the doors of the 'Crab and Cockle' again." + +"Why, sir, to hear you talk one would think I was drunk," Josiah cried, +aggrievedly. + +"You are not that at this minute, I admit, but you have been drinking; +and if you don't pull up in time, and turn over a new leaf, you'll +go from bad to worse. Now, I've had my say, and have finished. Your +supper's waiting, I know, so I'll bid you good evening." + +"Good evening, sir," Josiah responded rather shamefacedly, for in his +heart, he acknowledged every word Mr. Amyatt had spoken to be truth. + +He watched the Vicar out of sight, then entered the cottage and sat +down at the kitchen table to his supper of fried eggs and bacon. + +"I hope the eggs are not spoilt," Salome remarked. "But they've been +cooked nearly half-an-hour, and I'm afraid they're rather hard, for I +had to keep them warm in the oven." + +"Never mind, my dear," he returned. "If they're hard it's my fault, I +ought to have been here before. By the way, I've brought you a piece of +news." + +"Have you, father?" she said with a smile. + +"Yes. Greystone is taken by a rich gentleman from London, and he +and his family are expected to arrive to-night. The house has been +furnished in grand style, so I'm told." + +"Did you hear the gentleman's name?" Salome asked, looking interested, +for Greystone had been untenanted for some time. The house had +been built by a speculative builder, but it had not proved a good +speculation, as, beautifully situated though it was, it was very +lonely. "I wonder if Mr. Amyatt knew," she added reflectively, as her +father shook his head. + +"Mr. Amyatt is a very nice man in his way," Josiah remarked, "an' +I shall never forget how kind he was when your poor mother died, +but he don't know how to mind his own business. If he likes to be a +teetotaler, let him be one. If I enjoy my drops o' beer 'long with my +friends at the 'Crab an' Cockle,' that's naught to do with him." And +having finished his supper, he pushed away his plate, rose from the +table, and strode out into the garden. + +Salome stayed to wash up the supper things, then went into the garden +too, but by that time her father was nowhere to be seen. Hurrying to +the gate, she caught sight of his stalwart figure disappearing in the +distance, and knew that he was making his way to the inn again. She +stood leaning against the garden gate, sore at heart, until a chill +mist from the sea crept upwards and surrounded her; then she retreated +into the cottage and waited patiently, listening to the ticking of the +tall, eight-day clock in the kitchen. She knew her father would not +return till the doors of the inn were shut for the night. + +At last she heard the click of the garden gate, and a minute later +Josiah Petherick stumbled up the path, and, leaving the cottage door +unlocked, crawled upstairs to his bedroom, muttering to himself as he +went. Salome waited till everything was still, then she rose, locked +the door, and swung herself, step by step, by the aid of her crutches, +up the stairs. + +Before going to her own room, she peeped cautiously into her father's, +which was flooded with moonlight, the blind being up; and a sob broke +from her lips at the sight which met her eyes. The man had thrown +himself, fully dressed as he was, upon the bed, and had already sunk +into a heavy, drunken slumber. Salome stood looking at him, the tears +running down her cheeks, mingled love and indignation in her aching +heart. Then the love overcame all else, and she sank on her knees by +her father's side, and prayed earnestly for him who was unfit to pray +for himself, whilst the words the Vicar had spoken to her that evening— + + "'The eternal God is thy refuge, + and underneath are the everlasting arms.'" + +—recurred to her memory, and fell like balm upon her sorrowful spirit. +And she felt that she did not bear her trouble alone. + + + +CHAPTER II. + +New Acquaintances. + +WHEN Josiah Petherick came downstairs to breakfast on the following +morning, his face wore a furtive, sullen expression, as though he +expected to be taken to task for his behaviour of the night before. +On previous occasions, Salome had, by tears and sorrowing words, +reproached him for his unmanly conduct; but this morning she was +perfectly composed, and the meal was eaten almost in silence. +Afterwards, Josiah informed his little daughter that he should probably +be away all day mackerel fishing, and went off in the direction of the +beach. There was a fresh breeze blowing, and he looked forward to a +successful day's work. + +Salome moved about the cottage with a very heavy heart. On account of +her affliction, it took her longer than it would have most people to +get over her household duties, so that it was past noon before she +had everything ship-shape, and was at leisure. Then she put on a pink +sun-bonnet, and went into the garden to look at her flowers, pulling +weeds here and there, until the sounds of shrill cries made her hurry +to the garden gate to ascertain what was going on outside. + +Salome stood gazing in astonishment at the scene which met her eyes. +A boy of about six years old was lying on the ground, kicking and +shrieking with passion, whilst a young woman was bending over him, +trying to induce him to get up. At a short distance, a pretty little +girl, apparently about Salome's own age, was looking on, and laughing, +as though greatly amused. + +"Gerald, get up! Do get up, there's a good boy!" implored the young +woman. "Dear, dear, what a temper you're in. You 're simply ruining +that nice new sailor's suit of yours, lying there in the dust. Oh, +Margaret—" and she turned to the little girl—"do try to induce your +brother to be reasonable." + +"I couldn't do that, Miss Conway," was the laughing response, "for +Gerald never was reasonable yet. Look at him now, his face crimson with +passion. He's like a mad thing, and deserves to be whipped. He—" + +She stopped suddenly, noticing Salome at the garden gate. The boy, +catching sight of the lame girl at that moment too, abruptly ceased his +cries, and, as though ashamed of himself, rose to his feet, and stood +staring at her. He was a fine, handsome little fellow, with dark-blue +eyes and fair curly hair; but, as Salome afterwards learnt, he was a +spoilt child, and as disagreeable as spoilt children always are. His +sister, who was like him in appearance, was a bright-looking little +girl; and her laughing face softened into sympathy as her eyes rested +on Salome's crutches. + +"I am afraid my brother's naughty temper has shocked you," she said. +"He likes to have his own way, and wanted to spend a longer time on the +beach instead of going home. We have been on the beach all the morning +with Miss Conway—this lady, who is our governess. What a pretty garden +you have. We noticed it as we passed just now—didn't we, Miss Conway?" + +Miss Conway assented, smiling very kindly at Salome. + +"I had no idea flowers would flourish so close to the sea," she +remarked. "It is to be hoped the Greystone gardens will prove equally +productive." + +"Oh, are you—do you live at Greystone?" Salome questioned, much +interested in the strangers. + +"Yes," nodded the little girl, "we arrived last night. My father, Mr. +Fowler, has taken the house on a three years' lease. My mother is very +delicate; she has been very ill, and the doctors say the north coast of +Cornwall will suit her." + +"Let me see your garden," said the little boy imperatively, coming +close to the gate, and peering between the bars. + +"You should say 'please,' Gerald," his governess reminded him +reprovingly. + +Salome invited them all to enter, and when they had admired the +flowers, Miss Conway asked if she might rest a few minutes on the +seat under the porch. She was a delicate-looking young woman, and +the tussle she had had with her unruly pupil had upset her. Gerald, +however, was quite contented now, watching a bee labouring from flower +to flower with its load of honey. His sister, Margaret, sat down by the +governess' side, whilst Salome, leaning on her crutches, watched them +shyly. There was a little flush of excitement on her cheeks, for it was +an unusual experience for her to converse with strangers. + +"Who lives here with you, my dear?" Miss Conway inquired. + +"Only my father, miss. Mother died five years ago. Father's a +fisherman; his name's Josiah Petherick, and I'm called Salome." + +"What a quaint, pretty name," Margaret exclaimed. "And you have you no +sisters or brothers?" + +Salome shook her head. + +"Have you—have you always been lame?" Miss Conway questioned. + +"Yes, miss, always. I can't get about without my crutches." + +"How dreadful!" Margaret cried with ready sympathy. "Oh, I am, sorry +for you." + +Salome looked gratefully at the speaker, and smiled as she made answer, +"You see, miss, I'm accustomed to being a cripple. Often and often I've +wished my legs were straight and strong like other people's, but as +they are not, I must just make the best of them. Mr. Amyatt says—" + +"Who is Mr. Amyatt?" Miss Conway interposed. + +"Our Vicar, miss. He lives in that big house near the church. He's such +a good, kind gentleman, you'll be sure to like him." + +"Well, what does he say?" Miss Conway inquired with a smile. + +"That God made me lame for some good purpose. I think myself He did it +because I should stay at home, and keep house for father," Salome said +simply. "Perhaps if I was able to get about like other people, I might +neglect father, and be tempted—" + +She had been about to say "be tempted to leave him," but had stopped +suddenly, remembering that the strangers knew nothing of her father; +and she earnestly hoped they would never understand how miserable he +made her at times. + +"As it is," she proceeded, "I do all the housework—I can take as long +as I please about it, you know—and I attend to my flowers besides." + +"And have you always lived here?" Margaret asked. + +"Yes, miss, I was born in this cottage." + +"Doesn't the sea make you mournful in the winter?" + +"Oh, no! It's grand then, sometimes. The waves look like great +mountains of foam. This is a very wild coast." + +"So I have heard," Miss Conway replied. "I should like to see a storm, +if no ship was in danger. I suppose you never saw a wreck?" + +"Yes," said Salome with a shudder; "only last autumn a coasting vessel +ran ashore on the rocks, and the crew was lost. You will notice in the +churchyard many graves of people who have been drowned." + +"We have always lived in London until now," Margaret explained, "so +we shall find life in the country a great change. I don't know that I +shall dislike it during the summer, and Gerald is simply delighted with +the beach; I expect he'll insist on going there every day, so you'll +often see us passing here. Gerald generally gets his own way, doesn't +he, Miss Conway?" + +"Yes," the governess admitted gravely, looking rather serious. + +"My mother spoils him," Margaret continued. "Oh, you needn't look at me +like that, Miss Conway, for you know it's true." + +At that moment Gerald ran up to them. He was in high good-humour, for +he was charmed with Salome's garden; but his face clouded immediately +when Miss Conway remarked it was time for them to go home. + +"No, no," he pouted, "don't go yet, Miss Conway. Stay a little longer." + +"But if we do, we shall be late for luncheon, and then your father will +be displeased." + +"You shall have this rose to take home with you," Salome said, in order +to propitiate the child, and prevent a disturbance. She gathered, as +she spoke, a beautiful pink moss-rose, and offered it to him. "Wouldn't +you like to give it to your mother?" she suggested, as he accepted her +gift with evident pleasure. + +"No," Gerald rejoined, "I shan't give it to mother, I shall keep it for +myself." + +His sister laughed at this selfish speech; but the governess' face +saddened as she took her younger pupil by the hand, and after a kind +good-bye to Salome, led him away. + +"May I come and see you again?" Margaret asked as she lingered at the +gate. + +"Oh, please do, miss," was the eager reply. "I should be so glad if you +would. I really am very lonely sometimes." + +"So am I," the other little girl confessed with a sigh; and for the +first time Salome noticed a look of discontent on her pretty face. The +expression was gone in a minute, however, and with a smiling farewell +Margaret Fowler hastened after her governess and Gerald. + +These new acquaintances gave Salome plenty of food for thought; and +when her father returned in the afternoon she greeted him cheerfully, +and told him that the family had arrived at Greystone. He was in good +spirits, having caught a nice lot of mackerel; and acting on his +daughter's suggestion, he selected some of the finest, and started for +Greystone to see if he could not sell them there. Meanwhile, Salome +laid the tea cloth, and got the kettle boiling. In the course of +half-an-hour her father returned, having sold his fish. + +"I saw the cook," he informed Salome, "and she said any time I have +choice fish to sell, she can do business with me. It seems she manages +everything in the kitchen; she told me the mistress doesn't know what +there's to be for dinner till it's brought to table." + +"How strange!" Salome cried. "But I forgot, Mrs. Fowler has been ill, +so perhaps she is too great an invalid to attend to anything herself." + +"I don't know about that, I'm sure. It's likely to be better for us, +Salome, now Greystone is occupied. Why, you're quite a business woman, +my dear! I should never have thought of taking those mackerel up there, +but for you. I should have let Sam Putt have the lot, as usual." + +Sam Putt was the owner of a pony and cart. He lived in the village, +and often purchased fish, which he conveyed to a neighbouring town for +sale, hawking it from door to door. + +Josiah continued to converse amicably during tea-time; and afterwards +he went into the garden, and turned up a patch of ground in readiness +for the reception of winter greens. To Salome's intense relief, he did +not go to the "Crab and Cockle" that evening; but, instead, as soon as +he had finished his gardening, suggested taking her for a sail. + +"Oh, father, how delightful!" she cried, her face flushing with +pleasure. "Oh, I haven't been on the water for weeks! It will be such a +treat!" + +So father and daughter spent the long summer evening on the sea, much +to the contentment of both; and the sun had set before they returned to +Yelton. + +Salome chatted merrily as, their boat safely moored, she followed her +father up the shingly beach; but on reaching their garden gate, Josiah +paused, glancing towards the swinging sign-board outside the "Crab and +Cockle," still visible in the gathering dusk. + +In a moment, Salome read his thoughts, and cried involuntarily, "Oh, +father, not to-night! Not to-night!" + +"What do you mean, child?" he asked with a decided show of displeasure +in face and tone. + +"I mean, I want you to stay at home with me to-night, father! Do, dear +father, to please me! I—I can't bear to see you as—as you are sometimes +when you come back from the 'Crab and Cockle'! Oh, father, if you would +only give up the drink how happy we should be!" + +"How foolishly you talk!" he cried irritably. "It is not seemly for a +child to dictate to her father!" + +"Oh, father, I mean no harm! You know I love you dearly! It's supper +time. Aren't you hungry? I'm sure I am." + +Josiah admitted he was, too, and followed his daughter into the +cottage. He did not leave it again that night, for his good angel +proved too strong for him; and when he kissed his little daughter at +bedtime, his manner was unusually gentle, whilst the words he uttered +sent her to rest with a very happy heart: "God bless you, child! I +don't know what I should be but for you, Salome. You grow more like +your dear mother every day you live." + + + +CHAPTER III. + +The Fowlers at Home. + +"PULL down the blind, Margaret. The sun is streaming right into my +eyes." + +The speaker, Mrs. Fowler, was lying on a sofa in the handsomely +furnished drawing-room at Greystone. She was a young-looking, +very pretty woman, with fair hair and blue eyes; and she was most +fashionably dressed. One would have thought her possessed of everything +that heart could desire, but the lines of her face were discontented +ones, and the tone of her voice was decidedly fretful. The only +occupant of the room besides herself was her little daughter, who put +down the book she had been reading, and going to the window, obediently +lowered the blind. + +"There," she said, "that's better, isn't it? I won't pull the blind +down altogether, mother, for that would keep out the fresh air, and you +know the doctors said the sea breeze would be your best tonic. I do +think this is a lovely place, don't you?" + +Mrs. Fowler agreed indifferently; and her little daughter continued, +"Such a beautiful view we have right over the sea. And doesn't the +village look pretty, and the old grey church? There are such a quantity +of jackdaws in the tower. Mother, do you know, from my bedroom window, +I can see the cottage where that poor lame girl lives? When you are +strong enough, I'll take you to visit Salome." + +"I don't want to see her, Margaret. I don't like looking at deformed +people, and I cannot think why you should feel so much interest in this +Salome." + +"I have seen her several times now, and I like her so much. The Vicar +has told me a lot about her, too. She lost her mother five years ago, +poor girl!" + +Margaret paused, and glanced a trifle wistfully at the daintily-clad +figure on the sofa, wondering if she was lame like Salome, whether +her mother would cease to care for her altogether. Mrs. Fowler never +evinced much affection for her daughter, whatever her feelings may have +been, though she was pleased that she was growing up a pretty little +girl, and took an interest in dressing her becomingly. But Gerald was +her favourite of the two children, and upon him she lavished most of +her love. She was fond of her husband, though she stood in awe of him. +He was kind and attentive to her, but often grew impatient at the +persistent way in which she indulged their little son. + +Mrs. Fowler had led a gay life in London for many years; but latterly, +she had been in very indifferent health, and after an attack of severe +illness, which had left her nerves in a shattered condition, Mr. Fowler +had insisted on shutting up their house in town, and settling in the +country. He had accordingly taken Greystone, and dismissing their old +servants had engaged new ones, who received their orders from himself +instead of from their mistress. + +During the first few weeks of her residence at Greystone, Mrs. Fowler +had indeed been too ill to superintend the household; and though +she was now better, she was far from strong, and was glad not to be +troubled about anything. Margaret was very sorry for her mother, whose +sufferings were apparent to everyone, for she started at the slightest +unexpected sound, and the least worry brought on the most distressing +headache. + +"Would you like me to read to you, mother?" the little girl inquired. + +"No, thank you, Margaret. What is the time?" + +"Half-past three." + +"Where is Gerald?" + +"Miss Conway has taken him down to the beach; she promised him this +morning he should go, if he was good and attentive during lesson time. +He likes talking to the fishermen." + +"Dear child! I hope they will not teach him to use bad language, though +I expect they are a rough set." + +"I don't think so, mother. Mr. Amyatt says they are mostly sober, +God-fearing men; of course, there are exceptions—Salome Petherick's +father, for instance, often gets intoxicated, and it is a terrible +trouble to her." + +"Does she complain of him to you?" Mrs. Fowler queried. + +"Oh, no, mother! It was Mr. Amyatt who told me. We were talking of +Salome, and he said her father was very violent at times, quite cruel +to her, in fact. Do you know, I think father's right, and that it's +best to have nothing whatever to do with drink." + +Lately, since the Fowlers had left London, Mr. Fowler had laid down a +rule that no intoxicating liquors of any description were to be brought +into the house. He had become a teetotaler himself, for very good +reasons, and had insisted on the members of his household following +suit. No one had objected to this except Mrs. Fowler, and now she +answered her little daughter in a tone of irritability. + +"Don't talk nonsense, child! I believe a glass of wine would do me good +at this minute, and steady my nerves, only your father won't allow it! +I haven't patience to speak of this new fad of his without getting +cross. There, don't look at me so reproachfully. Of course what your +father does is right in your eyes! Here, feel my pulse, child, and +you'll know what a wreck I am!" + +Margaret complied, and laid her cool fingers on her mother's wrist. The +pulse was weak and fluttering, and the little girl's heart filled with +sympathy. + +"Poor mother," she said tenderly, kissing Mrs. Fowler's flushed cheek, +and noticing her eyes were full of tears. "Shall I ring and order tea? +It's rather early, but no doubt a nice cup of tea would do you good." + +"No, no! It's much too hot for tea!" And Mrs. Fowler made a gesture +indicative of distaste, then broke into a flood of tears. + +Margaret soothed her mother as best she could; and presently, much to +her satisfaction, the invalid grew composed and fell asleep. She was +subject to these hysterical outbursts, and as Margaret bent anxiously +over her, she noted how thin she had become, how hectic was the flush +on her cheeks, and how dark-rimmed were her eyes. + +"She does indeed look very ill," the little girl thought sadly. "I +wonder if she is right, and that some wine would do her good, and make +her stronger; if so, it seems hard she should not have it. I'll go and +speak to father at once." + +To think was to act with Margaret. She stole noiselessly out of the +drawing-room, and went in search of her father. He was not in the +house, but a servant informed her he was in the garden, and there she +found him, reclining in a swing-chair, beneath the shade of a lilac +tree. He threw aside the magazine he was reading as she approached, and +greeted her with a welcoming smile. + +Mr. Fowler was a tall, dark man, several years older than his wife; +his face was a strong one, and determined in expression, but his keen, +deep-set eyes were wont to look kindly, and he certainly had the +appearance of a person to be trusted. + +"Is anything wrong, my dear?" he inquired quickly, noticing that she +looked depressed. "Where is your mother?" + +"Asleep in the drawing-room, father. She has had one of her crying fits +again, and that exhausted her, I think. She seems very poorly, and +low-spirited, doesn't she?" + +"Yes; but she is better—decidedly better than she was a few weeks ago. +I have every hope that, ere many months have passed, she will be quite +well again. There is no cause for you to look so anxious, child." + +"But she is so weak and nervous!" Margaret cried distressfully. "I was +wondering if she had some wine—" + +The little girl paused, startled by the look of anger which flashed +across her father's face. He made a movement as though to rise from the +chair, then changed his intention, and curtly bade her finish what she +had been about to say. + +"It was only that I was wondering if she had some wine, whether it +might not do her good," Margaret proceeded timidly. "She told me +herself she thought it would, and if so—you know, father, you used to +take wine yourself, and—" + +"Did your mother send you to me on this mission?" he interrupted +sternly. + +"No. I came of my own accord." + +"I am glad to hear that. But I cannot give my consent to your mother's +taking wine, or stimulants of any kind; they would be harmful for her, +the doctors agree upon that point. You have reminded me that I once +drank wine myself, Margaret. I bitterly regret ever having done so." + +"Why?" she asked wonderingly, impressed by the solemnity of his tone. +Then her thoughts flew to Salome Petherick's father, and she cried, +"But, father, you never drank too much!" + +"I was never tempted to drink to excess, for I had no craving for +stimulants. It is small credit to me that I was always a sober man; +but people are differently constituted, and my example may have +caused others to contract habits of intemperance. The Vicar here is a +teetotaler from principle. He tells me that the force of example is +stronger than any amount of preaching. Lately, I have had cause to +consider this matter very seriously, and I am determined that never, +with my permission, shall any intoxicating liquors be brought inside +my doors. The servants understand this: I should instantly dismiss +one who set my rule at defiance. As to your mother—" he paused a +moment in hesitation, the expression of his countenance troubled, then +continued—"she is weak, and still very far from well, but, in her heart +of hearts, she knows I am right. Do not tell her you have broached this +subject to me. Come, let us go and see if she is still asleep." + +"You are not angry with me, father?" Margaret asked, as she followed +him into the house. + +"No, no! I am not, indeed!" + +Mrs. Fowler awoke with a start as her husband and little daughter +entered the drawing-room. Mr. Fowler immediately rang for tea, and when +it was brought, Margaret poured it out. At first, Mrs. Fowler would not +touch it, but finally, to please the others, drank a cupful, and felt +refreshed. A few minutes later, Mr. Amyatt was shown into the room, +and she brightened up and grew quite animated. Margaret and her father +exchanged pleased glances, delighted at the interest the invalid was +evincing in the conversation. + +"I think I shall soon be well enough to go to church on Sundays," Mrs. +Fowler informed the Vicar. "My husband tells me you have a very good +choir." + +"Yes, that is so," Mr. Amyatt replied. "We are decidedly primitive in +our ways at Yelton, and have several women in our choir, notably Salome +Petherick, the lame girl with whom your daughter has already become +acquainted." + +"Oh, yes. Margaret has been telling me about her. She sings in the +choir, does she?" + +"Yes. She has a beautiful voice, as clear and fresh as a bird's! I +train the choir myself, for our organist comes from N—, a neighbouring +town, several miles distant." + +"By the way," said Mrs. Fowler with a smiling glance at Margaret, "my +little girl is very desirous of learning to play the organ, and her +governess would teach her, if you would allow her to practise on the +organ in the church. Would there be any objection to that plan, Mr. +Amyatt?" + +"None whatever," was the prompt reply. + +"Oh, thank you!" Margaret cried delightedly. + +"You will have to employ Gerald to blow for you," Mr. Fowler remarked +with a smile. + +"I am sure he will not do that!" the little girl exclaimed. "He is far +too disobliging." + +"Margaret, how hard you are on your brother," Mrs. Fowler said +reproachfully. + +"Am I? I don't mean to be. Oh, here he is!" + +Gerald came into the room with his hat on his head, but meeting his +father's eyes, removed it instantly. After he had shaken hands with the +Vicar, his mother called him to her, pushed back his fair locks from +his forehead, and made him sit by her side on the sofa whilst she plied +him with sweet cakes. He was her darling, and she indulged him to his +bent. When the governess entered the room, having removed her hat and +gloves, there were no sweet cakes left. Mr. Fowler rang the bell for +more, and upon the parlour-maid bringing a fresh supply, declined to +allow Gerald to partake of them, at which the spoilt boy pouted and +sulked, and his mother threw reproachful glances at her husband. + +Mr. Amyatt watched the scene in silence, wondering how anyone could +allow affection to overcome judgment, as Mrs. Fowler had evidently +done, as far as her little son was concerned, and marvelling that Mr. +Fowler did not order the disagreeable child out of the room. When the +Vicar rose to go, his host accompanied him as far as the garden gate, +and they stood there talking some while before, at last, the Vicar said +good-bye, and started down the hill towards the village. + +The Fowlers had now been several weeks in residence at Greystone, +but, up to the present, Mr. Amyatt had been their only visitor. Mrs. +Fowler had not been outside the grounds surrounding the house yet, +but talked of going down to the beach the first day she felt strong +enough to attempt the walk. The children, however, had made several +acquaintances among the fisher-folk, and a great liking had sprung +up between Margaret and Salome Petherick, for, though one was a rich +man's daughter and the other only a poor fisherman's child, they found +they had much in common, and, wide apart though they were to outward +appearances, they bade fair to become real friends. + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +"Abide with Me." + +THE Fowlers had been six weeks at Greystone, when, one evening towards +the end of July, Mrs. Fowler, who was daily improving in health, +accompanied Margaret and Miss Conway to the church, and wandered about +the ancient building, reading the inscriptions on the monuments, whilst +her little daughter had her music lesson. By-and-by she strolled into +the graveyard, and, seating herself on the low wall which surrounded +it, gazed far out over the blue expanse of ocean, which was dotted with +fishing boats and larger crafts, on this calm summer evening. + +The churchyard at Yelton was beautifully situated, commanding a view of +the whole village straggling nearly down to the beach, whilst on the +eminence beyond the church was Greystone, against a background of green +foliage. + +"Everything is very lovely," Mrs. Fowler said to herself, "and the air +is certainly most invigorating. I feel almost well to-night. Who comes +here? Why, this must be Salome Petherick!" + +It was the lame girl who had entered the churchyard, and was now +approaching the spot where Mrs. Fowler sat. She paused at the sight of +the figure on the wall, and a look of admiration stole into her soft, +brown eyes. She had never seen such a pretty lady before, or anyone so +daintily and becomingly dressed. + +Mrs. Fowler, who had shrunk with the nervous unreasonableness of a sick +person from being brought into contact with the cripple girl, now that +she was actually face to face with her, was interested and sympathetic +at once. She smiled at Salome and addressed her cordially. + +"I think you must be Salome Petherick?" she said. "Yes, I am sure you +are!" + +"Yes, ma'am," was the reply, accompanied by a shy glance of pleasure. + +"My little girl has spoken of you so often that I seem to know you +quite well," Mrs. Fowler remarked. "Come and sit down on the wall by my +side, I want to talk to you." + +Then as Salome complied willingly, she continued, "Does it not tire +you to climb here every evening, as they tell me you do, to listen to +the organ? The church is a good step from where you live. That is your +home, is it not?" and she indicated the cottage nearest to the sea. + +"Yes," Salome assented, "it does tire me a little to come up the hill, +but I love to hear music. After Miss Margaret has had her organ lesson, +Miss Conway generally plays something herself." + +"Does she? Then I hope she will do so to-night. But my little daughter +is still at the organ, so we will remain where we are until she has +finished. Meanwhile we will talk. They tell me you live with your +father, and that he is often away fishing. You must lead a lonely life." + +"Yes, ma'am, indeed it is very lonely sometimes," Salome acknowledged, +"but I don't mind that much. I have plenty to do, keeping the cottage +clean and tidy, and preparing father's meals, mending his clothes, and +seeing to the flowers in the garden." + +"How busy you must be. And you have lost your mother, poor child." + +Salome pointed to a green mound at a little distance, whilst her brown +eyes filled with tears. + +"She was such a good mother," she said softly, "oh, such a very good +mother! And I was such a fretful, tiresome child. I used to grieve her +so often, and I can't bear to think of it now." + +She paused, but, encouraged by the sympathy on her companion's face, +she continued, "She used to be so patient with me when I was naughty +and grumbled because I was not able to run about and play like other +children. And, until she lay dying, I never thought how sorry I must +have made her, and what a selfish girl I'd been. Then, I would have +given anything if I'd been different, but it was too late." And the +repentant tears streamed down Salome's cheeks. + +"Don't grieve," said Mrs. Fowler, a little huskily, for she was much +touched at the other's evident remorse. + +"I am sure Miss Margaret never treated you, ma'am, as I used to treat +my mother!" Salome exclaimed. + +Mrs. Fowler was silent as she acknowledged to herself that Margaret +had always been patient and considerate when she had been an exacting +invalid. + +"I suppose your father is out in his fishing boat?" she asked by way of +changing the conversation. + +"No, ma'am," Salome replied, the look of grief deepening on her face. + +"Let us go into the church and hear Miss Conway play," Mrs. Fowler +said, rising as she spoke. "I hear Margaret's lesson is at an end. Ah, +here comes the Vicar. How do you do, Mr. Amyatt?" + +"I am glad to see you are better, Mrs. Fowler," the Vicar exclaimed. +"What, you here, Salome? Don't go away; I want Mrs. Fowler to hear you +sing." + +Salome smiled, and blushed. She followed the others into the church +and seated herself in a pew near the door, whilst the Vicar pointed +out beauties in the architecture of the building to his companion, +which she had failed to notice. Miss Conway was at the organ, playing +"The Heavens are telling," and when the last notes died away the Vicar +beckoned to Salome, who swung herself up the aisle on her crutches, +and, at his request, consented to sing. + +"I will play the accompaniment," Miss Conway said, smiling +encouragingly at the lame girl, who felt a little shy at being called +upon to sing alone. "What shall it be?" she inquired. + +"Whatever you please, miss," Salome answered. + +"Oh, no! You must choose," the Vicar declared decidedly. + +"Then I will sing 'Abide with Me.'" + +Mrs. Fowler and Margaret considerately withdrew to a side seat so that +the sight of them should not embarrass the singer, and Mr. Amyatt +followed them. Salome stood a little behind Miss Conway, who softly +played the accompaniment of the hymn: + + "Abide with me; fast falls the eventide; + The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide; + When other helpers fail, and comforts flee, + Help of the helpless, O abide with me." + +Salome's fresh, sweet voice rang clearly through the dim church, and +its tender tones touched the hearts of her audience. She was very fond +of "Abide with Me," for it had been her mother's favourite hymn, and +to-night she sang her best. + + "Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee; + In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me." + +The beautiful voice died lingeringly away, and for a few minutes there +was a complete silence. Then Mrs. Fowler rose, and coming eagerly +forward, took Salome by the hand, whilst she thanked her for giving her +such a "rare treat" as she called it. + +Margaret was delighted to see what a favourable impression her lame +friend had evidently made upon her mother, and great was her surprise +when, on their all adjourning to the churchyard, Mrs. Fowler asked +Salome to come and see them at Greystone. + +"I think you would be able to get as far as that, don't you?" she said +with a winning smile. "I should like you to come and sing to me. Will +you, one evening?" + +"Oh, yes," Salome replied. She had never been inside the doors of +Greystone in her life, though she had often desired to see what the +house was like, having been told it was a fine place. + +"Then that is settled. I shall expect you." + +Mrs. Fowler nodded and turned away, followed by Miss Conway, and +Margaret who looked back to wave her hand in farewell as she +disappeared through the churchyard gate. The Vicar accompanied them +thus far, then turned back to speak a few words to Salome. The village +lad who had been employed to blow the organ had taken a short cut +homewards over the low wall. + +"You sang remarkably well to-night," Mr. Amyatt said, "I felt quite +proud of my pupil. You showed excellent taste, too, in the hymn you +chose. It was most suitable for the occasion. I wonder if you know the +circumstances under which that hymn came to be written?" + +"No," Salome rejoined, shaking her head, "I don't know, sir." + +"Then I will tell you. It was composed more than fifty years ago +by a sick clergyman of the name of Lyte, at a little fishing town +called Brixham, in South Devon. He had become so seriously ill that +the doctors had ordered him abroad for his health's sake, and, after +service on the Sunday evening, prior to his leaving England, he went +down to the sea-shore, sad at heart, for he was convinced that he +had spoken to his parishioners, who were very dear to him, for the +last time. He was sorrowful and low-spirited, but, by-and-by, the +remembrance that his Saviour was ever near to help and sustain him +brought him consolation. After watching the sunset, he went home, and +immediately wrote the beautiful hymn you sang to-night." + +Salome had listened with deep interest, and she exclaimed earnestly: +"Oh, Mr. Amyatt, I am glad you have told me this. I shall love 'Abide +with Me' better than ever now." + +The Vicar smiled, then pointed towards the sea, over which a soft +summer mist was creeping. + +"It is time for you to go home," he reminded her. "Where is your father +this evening?" + +"At the 'Crab and Cockle,' sir." + +He shook his head sadly, but refrained from questioning her further. +He saw she was thinner than she had been a few months previously, and +wondered if she was sufficiently well fed, or if Josiah Petherick +expended the money he should have spent on his home, on the friends he +met at the inn. As he watched the little girl swinging herself slowly +down the hill by the aid of her crutches, he felt very grieved and +troubled on her account. + +"What a curse this drink is!" he thought. "And it's a curse that creeps +in everywhere, too." + +In the village that afternoon, he had been told that Mr. Fowler had +summarily dismissed a groom who had been discovered with a bottle of +beer in the stable, and he had listened to various comments upon the +strict notions of the master of Greystone. Most of the villagers were +inclined to think that the man's fault in disobeying his master's rule +that no intoxicating liquor should be brought on the premises might +have been overlooked, as it was his first offence, whilst some few +argued that Mr. Fowler had acted rightly. + +As Salome passed the "Crab and Cockle" on her way home, she heard +sounds of hilarity within, and recognised her father's voice singing +a rollicking sea song. She sighed, remembering how, during his wife's +lifetime, Josiah had been a member of the church choir; it appeared +unseemly to her that a voice which once had been raised to the praise +and glory of God should lend itself to the entertainment of a set +of half-drunken men in the bar of a public-house. As she paused, +involuntarily listening, a whiff of foul air, laden with the mingled +odour of smoke and beer, was wafted before her nostrils from the open +doorway, and she moved on with a sickening sense of shame and disgust, +her heart heavy as lead, her eyes smarting with tears. Oh, hers was a +hard life, she thought bitterly. + +Arrived at home, she laid a frugal supper of bread and cheese, and soon +afterwards her father reeled up the garden path and into the kitchen. +Sitting down at the table, he helped himself to bread and cheese in +silence, and commenced eating, whilst his little daughter took her +accustomed place opposite to him. + +"Where've you been?" he questioned. "I saw you pass the inn." + +She told him how she had spent the evening, explaining that she had +sung at the Vicar's request, and that Mrs. Fowler had invited her to +Greystone. + +"I won't let you go there!" he cried. "I hate those new people! What +did Mr. Fowler do yesterday, but dismiss as honest a chap as ever +lived, at a moment's notice, just because he'd got a bottle o' beer in +the stable! An' the man wasn't drunk either! No, you shan't go nigh +folks as treats their servants like that." + +"Oh, father!" Salome exclaimed, disappointedly. She was wise enough, +however, not to pursue the subject. After a brief silence, she asked, +with some timidity, "Father, have you any money? Because, when Silas +Moyle left the bread this afternoon, he said he couldn't supply us with +any more unless you paid him what you owe." + +Silas Moyle was the one baker of the place, and the owner of the +village shop, in which his wife served. Josiah Petherick had formerly +paid ready money for everything, but latterly he had been spending at +the "Crab and Cockle" what should have gone into Silas Moyle's pocket. +This was an additional trouble to Salome, but her father did not appear +to care. He was enraged, though, when he heard what the baker had +said, and, as his creditor was not present to bear the brunt of his +indignation, Salome had to stand it instead. She turned white when he +swore at her, and sat perfectly still whilst he abused her roundly, but +when he called her extravagant she began to protest. + +"Father, that's not fair of you! I'm as careful as ever I can be. We're +obliged to have bread! Won't you see Silas yourself? Perhaps he'll +continue to supply us, if you can arrange to pay him part of what we +owe. Of course, he wants his money." + +"He's another of your teetotal humbugs!" sneered the angry man. + +"He isn't a humbug at all!" Salome retorted hotly, her indignation and +sense of justice overcoming her fear of her father; "but he did say he +wasn't minded to wait for his money when it was being squandered with +that drunken crew at the 'Crab and Cockle.' Oh, father, it was terrible +for me to hear that, and I couldn't contradict him!" + +With a fierce oath, Josiah pushed back his chair and rose from the +table, declaring things had come to a pretty pass when his own +daughter, a mere child, thought fit to discuss him with outsiders. + +Salome broke into passionate weeping at this, whereupon he flung +himself out of the kitchen, and the next minute she heard his footsteps +in the garden. + +"He's gone to the 'Crab and Cockle' again," thought the unhappy little +girl. "Oh, how could he swear at me like that? Oh, how shall I bear +it!" Presently she arose, put away the supper things and then sat down +by the open window to wait, as she knew she would have to do, until +the inn door was closed for the night, and her father would return. +By-and-by, the soft lap, lap of the sea had a soothing effect upon her +troubled spirit, the peacefulness of the summer night stole into her +soul, and she murmured to herself the words of consolation she had sung +an hour or so before in the dim, old church: + + "When other helpers fail, and comforts flee, + Help of the helpless, O abide with me." + + +CHAPTER V. + +Salome's Humiliation. + +JOSIAH PETHERICK sat on the beach mending his fishing nets in the +shade of a tall rock. It was intensely hot, and there was scarcely a +ripple on the glassy sea, whilst the sky was a broad canopy of blue. +Josiah was thinking deeply. That morning, consequent on the information +his daughter had given him on the previous evening, he had been to +interview Silas Moyle, and had induced the baker to allow him further +credit. Never in his life before had Josiah found himself in such +a humiliating position, and he felt it all the more because it was +entirely his own fault. He had always prided himself on being able to +pay his way, and now he was not in the position to do so. + +Glancing up from his work presently, the fisherman saw three figures +come down to the beach—a lady, a gentleman, and a small boy clad +in a sailor's suit and broad-brimmed straw hat. He knew them to be +Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and their little son. He had often held lengthy +conversations with Gerald, who was always delighted to talk with anyone +who could tell him about the manifold wonders of the sea, but he had +never spoken to either of the boy's parents. Despite his disapproval of +the strict teetotal principles of the master of Greystone, he regarded +that gentleman with considerable interest, and when Mr. Fowler strolled +up to him, and inquired from whom a boat might be hired, he answered +him civilly, "You can have a boat from me, if you like, sir; but +there's no wind for sailing to-day." + +"Perhaps you would row us around those high rocks yonder. My wife has a +fancy to see what lies beyond that point." + +Josiah assented willingly, seeing an opportunity of earning a few +shillings; and so it came to pass that he spent a very pleasant and +lucrative morning, returning home to dinner in the best of spirits. + +"The new folks at Greystone have a liking for boating," he informed +Salome; "and see here," tossing a half-crown as he spoke upon the +table, "give that to Silas Moyle when he calls with the bread this +afternoon." + +The lame girl's face brightened as she took up the coin, and looked at +her father questioningly. + +"I saw Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and Master Gerald pass here on their way to +the beach," she said. "Did you take them out in your boat, father?" + +"Yes. They treated me very fairly, I must admit that, an' Mrs. +Fowler—she seems a nice lady—spoke of you." + +"Did she?" + +"She said you had a lovely voice, an' that she was looking forward to +hear you sing again. I say, Salome, I shouldn't like to disappoint her, +so if she really wants you to go and see her, you may—" and Josiah, +mindful of all he had said on the preceding night, avoided meeting his +little daughter's eyes as he made this concession. + +"Oh, thank you, dear father," she cried. "I should like to go to +Greystone so much." + +"That little Master Gerald is a tiresome monkey," Josiah remarked. "He +wouldn't sit still in the boat at first, though his mother kept on with +him. At last his father spoke, an' after that, there was no need to +tell him to be quiet again. Mr. Fowler looks a man as would have his +own way." + +"Master Gerald is very disobedient, I know," Salome said, "and +sometimes his governess has great trouble with him. Miss Margaret says +her mother spoils him." + +"Then, 'tis a good job he's got a father who doesn't." + +After dinner, Josiah went on with his interrupted work of mending his +fishing nets, whilst Salome tidied up the cottage and waited for Silas +Moyle. + +The baker looked gratified as he took the half-crown the lame girl +tendered him, for he had not expected to be paid even a small part of +his account. + +"That's right," he said, as he pocketed the money; "it appears I did +some good by speaking yesterday. Look here, my dear, you must try to +keep that father of yours up to the mark. Can't you make him stay at +home of an evening?" + +The little girl shook her head, and looked distressed as she replied, +"I'm afraid not, Mr. Moyle." + +"He's not at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, I s'pose?" + +"No, he's on the beach mending his nets; and this morning he took Mr. +and Mrs. Fowler and their little boy for a row in his boat." + +"It's a pity Mr. Fowler can't get your father to his way of +thinking—about drink, I mean. I say the new folks at Greystone set an +example that many in Yelton might follow with advantage. Theirs is a +teetotal household, I'm told." + +"So I've heard," Salome responded. + +Silas Moyle nodded kindly, and took himself off, whilst Salome locked +up the cottage and joined her father on the beach. She told him the +baker had been pleased to receive the half-crown, and then tactfully +changed the subject. Josiah and his daughter were always excellent +friends when the former had not been drinking. + +"Look!" Salome exclaimed suddenly, "There's Master Gerald. Why, he +seems to be alone. He sees us." + +The child came running towards them, laughing as he stumbled over the +rough shingles, his face aglow with excitement, his broad-brimmed +sailor's hat at the back of his head, revealing the fair curls which +clustered thickly around his brow. + +"I've run away," he cried merrily. "I wanted Miss Conway to bring me +down to the beach, but she would not—the disagreeable thing! She said +it was too hot, and I must stay in the garden. So I came by myself." + +"Doesn't Miss Conway know where you are?" Salome inquired. + +"No one knows," he replied proudly. "I can take care of myself." + +"I'm not so sure of that, young gentleman," Josiah remarked, with a +chuckle of amusement at Gerald's air of importance. + +"It was naughty of you to run away," Salome told him in a tone of +reproof. + +The child made a grimace at her, and ran off towards some rocks which +the receding tide had left uncovered. + +"He's a pretty handful," Josiah exclaimed, shaking his head. + +"I expect someone will be here looking for him soon," said Salome. "I +hope so, for his mother will be anxious if she does not know where he +is, and she is not strong." + +But nobody came in search of Gerald, who at last disappeared from sight +beyond the rocks. In spite of her father's assurance that the boy could +come to no harm, the little girl grew uneasy about him; and, by-and-by, +rose and went to make certain he was safe. She found him lying flat on +the wet beach, gazing into a pool between two rocks at some beautiful +anemones; and tried to induce him to retrace his footsteps, but all to +no purpose. In vain she told him that his mother would be worried about +him, and that his father would be angry. The wayward child would pay no +attention to her. + +"What's it to do with you?" he demanded rudely. "Mind your own +business, if you please." + +As he absolutely refused to return, Salome left him with the intention +of persuading her father to interfere; but, to her dismay, she found +Josiah had deserted his nets, and as the key of the cottage door was in +her pocket, she knew he had not gone home. In all probability he had +betaken himself to the "Crab and Cockle" to obtain a drink. Whilst she +was hesitating how to act, much to her surprise, Gerald appeared around +the rocks and joined her. He was tired of the beach, he declared, and +wanted to see her flowers, so she allowed him to accompany her home. +And thus it was that the young tyrant was discovered in Salome's garden +half-an-hour later by his much-tried governess. + +Poor Miss Conway! She almost wept with joy on finding Gerald in safety, +and insisted on his return to Greystone immediately. She led him away +in triumph, paying no attention to his request that he might be allowed +to remain a little longer. + +Josiah did not return for his tea, so after waiting some time, Salome +had hers, and then seated herself under the porch with her knitting. +There Margaret Fowler found her as the evening was drawing in. + +"Mother has sent me to thank you for taking such good care of Gerald +this afternoon," Margaret said as she complied with the lame girl's +invitation to sit down opposite to her. "He is a very tiresome, +disobedient boy, for father had told him never to go down on the beach +by himself. He is not to be trusted. Father has punished him for his +naughtiness by ordering him to bed. It was quite a shock to poor Miss +Conway when she found Gerald was nowhere on the premises." + +"I noticed she looked pale," Salome said. "I am afraid Master Gerald is +very troublesome." + +"Troublesome! I should think he is. It was kind of you to look after +him, Salome. I have a message from my mother to know if you can come to +see us to-morrow. Do try to come." + +"Oh, I should like to!" Salome cried, her eyes sparkling with +excitement. + +"Then, will you manage to be at Greystone by five o'clock?" + +"Yes, miss, if all's well. Oh, please thank Mrs. Fowler for asking me!" + +"Mother wants to hear you sing again. She has taken quite a fancy to +you, and I am so glad." + +"I think your mother is the prettiest, sweetest lady I ever saw," the +lame girl said earnestly. "How dearly you must love her, Miss Margaret." + +"Yes," Margaret answered soberly, "but I do not think she cares for me +much. Gerald is her favourite, you know. Oh, I'm not jealous of him, +but I can't help seeing that though he teases and worries her, and I do +all I can to please her, she loves him much better than she has ever +loved me." + +Salome was surprised, and pained by the look of sadness on her +companion's face. + +"Perhaps your mother shows her affection more to Master Gerald because +he's so much younger than you," she suggested. "I cannot believe she +loves him better really." + +Margaret made no reply to this, but by-and-by she said, "We have had +several fusses at home these last few days. Did you hear that father +dismissed one of the men-servants for bringing beer into the stable?" + +"Yes, I heard about it. I think Mr. Fowler was quite right," Salome +declared decidedly. + +"Do you? I'm glad to hear you say that. Father always means to do +right, I am sure. He is a teetotaler himself, you know, and so are we +all, for that matter." + +At this point in the conversation the garden gate clicked, and Josiah +strode up the path and hurried past the little girls into the cottage. +His bronzed face was crimson; and he walked somewhat unsteadily; but he +was sufficiently sober to realise that his wisest plan was to take no +notice of his little daughter's visitor. + +Pitying Salome from the depths of her heart, Margaret rose, saying it +was time for her to go home. The lame girl followed her silently to the +garden gate, where they stood for a few minutes talking. + +"You'll be sure to come to-morrow, won't you?" Margaret said earnestly. + +"Yes, miss," was the grave reply, "if I possibly can; I hope nothing +will prevent it, but—you see how it is with him sometimes," and she +pointed towards the cottage. + +"Yes," Margaret admitted. "Oh, I'm so sorry! He must be a terrible +trial for you. May God help you, Salome." + +"He does help me," the lame girl replied, "I couldn't bear it alone. +Oh, how I wish my father was a teetotaler like yours." + +"I wish so, too." + +"I had hoped you would never find out about my poor father being a +drinker, but I might have known that sooner or later you would learn +the truth. Oh, miss, don't, please don't think, he's altogether a bad +man. He isn't! When he's sober, there's not a kinder or better man in +the world. But when the drink gets hold of him, he isn't himself at +all." And Salome laid her head on the top rail of the gate and sobbed +heartbrokenly. + +"Oh, don't cry so!" Margaret said imploringly, her own eyes full of +tears. "Oh, perhaps he'll give up the drink some day." + +"I don't know, miss, I'm afraid he won't. He gets worse instead of +better. The Vicar has spoken to him, but that's done no good. He has +only come home for supper now; afterwards he'll go back to the 'Crab +and Cockle.' But there, I mustn't cry any more, or he'll notice it!" + +[Illustration: SALOME LAID HER HEAD ON THE TOP RAIL OF THE GATE + AND SOBBED HEART-BROKENLY.] + +"Good-bye, Salome! Mind you come to-morrow." + +"Oh, yes! I hope I shall. Oh, miss, I feel so ashamed that you should +have seen my father to-night!" + +"There's nothing for you to be ashamed about. I think you're the +pluckiest girl I know. Good night!" And Margaret ran off with a nod and +a smile. + +She slackened her speed soon, however; and as she went up the hill +beyond the church towards her home, paused now and again to look back +the way she had come, and admire the beautiful view. At the entrance to +the grounds of Greystone she met her father, and together they walked +towards the house, whilst she told him of Josiah Petherick's condition +that evening. + +"Oh, father, you are right to be a teetotaler!" she cried. "Drink is an +awful thing!" + +"It is indeed, my dear," he replied with a deep sigh. "I found +Petherick a well-informed, civil-spoken man, in fact I was favourably +impressed with him this morning, and he talked of his little daughter +as though he really loved her. Drink can slay affection, though," he +concluded sorrowfully. + +"It's dreadful it should, father!" + +"When drink once gets hold of people, it makes them slaves, and kills +their finest feelings. I am very sorry for that poor Salome!" + +"So am I. She is so brave, too, and sticks up for her father all she +can. Oh, I think he ought to give up the drink for her sake. I wonder—I +wonder if it would be any good for you to speak to him!" And Margaret +looked wistfully and pleadingly into her father's face. + +"I will consider the matter," he rejoined thoughtfully. + +"Oh, father!" she cried, picturing afresh Salome's grief and +humiliation, "What should I do, if I had such a trouble as that poor +lame girl has to bear?" + +Mr. Fowler started, and a look of intense pain and trouble momentarily +crossed his countenance, but he answered quietly, "In that case, I hope +you would ask God to support and comfort you." + +"As Salome does. I could not be patient like she is, though." + +"I trust you would, my dear child." + +"Well, I am not likely to be tried," and Margaret regarded her father +with a look of affectionate pride. She wondered at the sadness of +the smile with which he returned her glance; and his answer, gravely +spoken, puzzled her not a little. + +"We cannot tell how much our patience and our love may be tried," he +said, "nor what trials the future may hold for us. We can only pray +that God will help and strengthen us in our time of need." + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Perfectly Happy. + +"OH, I do hope she will come! It's nearly five o'clock, and she's not +in sight yet. I wish I had thought of watching from my bedroom window, +I could have seen then when she left the cottage." + +The speaker, Margaret Fowler, started up from her seat beneath the +lilac tree, and ran across the lawn in the direction of the gate which +led from the grounds of Greystone into the road. Beneath the lilac tree +sat Mrs. Fowler in a comfortably padded wicker chair, with a small +table laden with papers and magazines at her side. She glanced after +her little daughter with a slightly amused smile, then remonstrated +with Gerald, who was playing near by, for making a noise. + +"You will give me a headache, if you keep on doing that," she said, as +he cannoned two croquet balls against each other. "Pray, be quiet!" + +Gerald chose not to obey. He continued his game, utterly regardless of +his mother's command. + +"Do stop, Gerald!" she exclaimed. "I really cannot bear that noise any +longer. Oh, where is Miss Conway? Why isn't she here to look after you? +Gerald, to oblige me, find some other amusement, there's a dear boy!" + +"Why do you not obey your mother, sir?" demanded a stern voice. And +suddenly the little boy dropped the croquet-mallet from his hand, and +turned to face his father. + +"That's right, Gerald!" Mrs. Fowler said hastily. "He hasn't been doing +anything wrong, Henry," she continued, glancing apprehensively at her +husband, "only—you know how absurdly nervous I am—I can't bear any +sharp, sudden noise. It's foolish of me, I know." + +Gerald now ran after his sister, and Mr. Fowler stood with his hand on +the back of his wife's chair, looking, down at her with grave attention. + +"You should make the boy obey you, my dear," he said. "Has not your +visitor arrived yet?" + +"No. Margaret has gone to the gate to see if she is coming. I thought +we would have tea out here, for it is cooler and pleasanter in the +garden than in the house, and it will be more informal. I should like +you to hear this lame girl sing, Henry! I think I never heard a voice +which touched me so deeply as hers. But you are not listening—" + +"I beg your pardon, my dear. I confess my thoughts were wandering. The +fact is, to-morrow I shall have to go up to town for a few days, and I +would far rather remain at home. But I am obliged to go." + +"You can leave with an easy mind," his wife told him reassuringly. "I +am really quite strong now, and capable of managing the household, I +believe I shall be better for something to do. By the way, you cannot +think how much I enjoyed my drive this morning to N—" mentioning the +nearest town. "I wanted some trifles from a draper's, and the shops +were much better than I expected. Oh! Here come the children. They are +bringing Salome with them." + +Mrs. Fowler rose and greeted the lame girl very cordially, placing her +in a chair next to her own. Salome was looking her best, neatly attired +in a clean cotton frock. There was a flush born of excitement on her +cheeks, and her brown eyes shone with a happy light as she gave herself +up to the enjoyment of the present hour. + +Tea was served beneath the lilac tree, such a luxuriant tea as Salome +had never partaken of before, and everyone appeared determined that she +should make a good meal—Gerald pointing out to her the most delectable +of the dainties which he pressed her to eat, for in the depths of his +selfish little heart, there was a warm spot for the lame girl who had +so often given him flowers from her garden when he had certainly not +deserved them. + +Salome was inclined to be a trifle shy at first of Mr. Fowler. From +what she had heard of him she had imagined he must be an exceedingly +stern, strict sort of man, but he talked to her so kindly and +pleasantly that she soon grew at ease with him, and answered all the +questions he put to her unreservedly. She told him she had only been a +member of the choir during the last six months, and explained that she +had not known she possessed a really good voice until the Vicar had +informed her that such was the fact. + +"I always loved singing, even when I was a tiny thing," she said, "but +I never thought of joining the choir till one day when Mr. Amyatt +suggested it. He was passing our cottage, and heard me singing, and he +came right in and said he would like me to come up to the Vicarage and +let him try my voice. Father said I might go, so I did, and the next +Sunday, I sang with the choir in church for the first time." + +"You must not sing too much," Mr. Fowler remarked, "for you are very +young, and might permanently injure your voice if you strained it now. +You must nurse it a bit." + +"That's what Mr. Amyatt says," Salome replied with a smile, "and I'm +very careful." + +"It is a great gift to have a beautiful voice." Mr. Fowler looked with +kindly interest at his little guest as he spoke; then his eyes wandered +to the crutches which she had placed on the ground beside her chair, +and she caught the swift glance of sympathy which crossed his face, and +from that moment, he stood high in her estimation. + +"God is very merciful," he added softly, as though speaking to himself; +"we are too apt to forget that He never sends a cross without its +compensation." + +Salome was perfectly happy sitting there under the lilac tree, though +she felt all the while as though she must be in a wonderful dream. Mrs. +Fowler, in her light summer dress, with her fair hair and her lovely +blue eyes, looked like a queen, she thought. Salome was more and more +impressed with her grace and charm on every fresh occasion on which she +saw her. How proud Miss Margaret must be of her mother! And how happy +Miss Margaret must be in such a beautiful home, with kind parents, and +everything that heart could desire! And yet, what was the meaning of +that wistful look on her face; and why was Mr. Fowler's countenance +so grave, and almost stern in expression at times? Salome's eyes were +remarkably shrewd. She noticed how attentive Mr. Fowler was to his +wife, almost seeming to anticipate her wishes and read her thoughts; +and she was surprised when he was called away for a few minutes to see +that Mrs. Fowler talked with greater freedom in his absence, as though +his presence put a restraint upon her. + +As soon as all had finished tea, Margaret took Salome around the +gardens, and afterwards led the way into the house. She showed Salome +her own room, the walls of which were crowded with pictures and +knickknacks. The lame girl had never seen such a pretty bedroom before +as this one, with its little white-curtained bed, and white-enamelled +furniture. Then Margaret opened a velvet-lined jewel case, and took out +a small, gold brooch in the shape of a shell, which she insisted upon +fastening into the neck of her visitor's gown. + +"It is for you," she said, "I bought it with my own money, so you need +not mind taking it. I told mother I was going to give it to you. I want +you to wear it for my sake, Salome." + +"Oh, Miss Margaret, how kind of you! Thank you so much. But ought I to +take it? Are you sure Mrs. Fowler—" + +"Oh, yes!" Margaret interposed eagerly. "Mother would like you to have +it. She said she thought it would be a very suitable gift for you. It +is pretty, isn't it?" + +"It is lovely!" was the enthusiastic reply. "I shall value it always, +Miss Margaret, for your sake," and there were tears of pleasure and +gratitude in Salome's brown eyes as she spoke. + +"I am so very glad you like it," Margaret said earnestly; "but now, +come downstairs to the drawing-room." + +Greystone appeared quite a palatial residence to the simple village +girl, accustomed to her cottage home. She noticed how soft and thick +were the carpets, how handsome was the furniture; and how everything in +connection with the house had been done with a view to comfort. A sense +of awe crept over her, as she cast one swift glance around the spacious +drawing-room. Miss Conway was at the piano, but she ceased playing as +the little girls entered; and Mrs. Fowler, who was standing by the open +window conversing with her husband, turned towards them immediately and +requested Salome to sing. + +So Salome stood, leaning upon her crutches, in the centre of the room, +and lilted, without accompaniment, a simple little song she had often +heard from her dead mother's lips. It was a lullaby, and she sang it +so sweetly and unaffectedly that her listeners were delighted, and Mr. +Fowler was surprised at the beauty of the voice which had had so little +training. She gave them several other quaint west-country ballads; and +then, at Mrs. Fowler's request, sang, "Abide with Me." + +"I like that best," Margaret said, as she drew Salome down on a sofa by +her side. "Why, how you're trembling! And your hands are quite cold!" + +"Poor child! We have made her nervous, I fear," Mr. Fowler remarked. +"Used your mother to sing, my dear?" + +"Yes, sir, sometimes, and father used to sing in the choir, but he +doesn't now. If you please," she proceeded, glancing from one to the +other hesitatingly, "I think I ought to go home. Father promised to +meet me outside the gate at seven o'clock, and it must be that now." + +"It is a little after seven," Mr. Fowler replied, glancing at his watch. + +"Then I think I must go, sir." + +"You must come again soon," Mrs. Fowler said eagerly. "Thank you +so much, my dear, for singing to us. You have given us very great +pleasure." + +"I am very glad," Salome rejoined simply and earnestly, "and I should +like to tell you how much I have enjoyed myself; and thank you for all +your kindness to me." + +True to his promise, Josiah Petherick was waiting for his little +daughter in the road outside the entrance to Greystone. He was +perfectly sober, and as Salome caught sight of his stalwart figure, her +face lit up with pleasure. + +"Well, have you had an enjoyable time?" he inquired, smilingly. + +"Oh, yes," she answered, and proceeded to give him a detailed account +of all she had seen, and heard, and done. He admired Margaret's gift, +and was secretly much gratified at the attention and kindness his +little girl had received from the new-comers. Much to her relief, he +accompanied her past the "Crab and Cockle," though it must be admitted, +he cast a longing glance in the direction of the open doorway through +which the stale odour of tobacco and beer was stealing forth as usual. +And when they reached home, he followed her into the cottage, and +continued the conversation whilst she set about getting supper. She +feared he would take himself to the inn as soon as the meal was over, +but, instead, he sat down under the porch and gazed thoughtfully out to +sea. + +"That Mr. Fowler's a rare hand to talk," he remarked presently, when +his little daughter joined him. "That comes of being educated, I +s'pose. He can argue a bit, he can." + +"Can he?" Salome looked surprised. "How do you know, father?" she +inquired. + +"'Cause I was foolish enough to try to argue with him, my maid!" + +"Oh! When was that?" + +"This morning, on the beach." + +"Oh!" she cried again, more and more astonished. "What did you argue +about, father?" She ventured to ask. + +"Drink!" was the brief reply. And there was that in Josiah's manner +which forbade further questioning. + +Salome nestled silently close to her father's side, her head resting +against his arm, as she thought how nice it was to have him there with +her, quite himself, and how dearly she loved him. She listened to the +murmur of the sea, and tried to count the stars appearing in the sky, +whilst Josiah recalled the argument he had had with Mr. Fowler, in +which, he was obliged to admit, he had come off worst. At last, a deep +sigh from Salome drew his attention to her, and he asked what was amiss. + +"Amiss?" she echoed in astonishment. "Nothing." + +"But you sighed, my dear." + +"Did I? Then it must have been for joy. I'm perfectly happy, perfectly! +And so I should always be, if there was no such place as the 'Crab and +Cockle' in Yelton." + +"Well, Salome, I've not been there to-night." + +"No, you have not, dear father," she answered affectionately, "and +that's why I'm so perfectly happy. My mind's at rest!" + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +An Afternoon's Outing. + +MR. FOWLER was obliged to breakfast at seven o'clock, which was an +hour-and-a-half before the usual breakfast hour at Greystone, on the +morning following Salome's visit, as it was his intention to catch +the first train to London from N—, and in order to do that he would +have to leave home before eight o'clock, and drive several miles. His +journey had been discussed on the previous night, and he had said +good-bye to Miss Conway and the children then. But, when he entered the +breakfast-room as the clock struck seven, he found his little daughter +awaiting him. + +"Why, Margaret!" he exclaimed in pleased surprise as he kissed her. +"I did not expect to see you, my dear! You are not generally an early +bird." + +"I'm afraid I am rather sleepy-headed in the mornings, as a rule," +she confessed, "but I made up my mind last night that I would have +my breakfast with you to-day, dear father, and see you off. Now do +try to eat as much as ever you can," she added practically, as the +servant appeared with a tray holding a couple of covered dishes and the +coffee-pot. + +Mr. Fowler laughed, as he seated himself at the table with Margaret +opposite to him, and said he would take her advice. + +"I am sorry I have to go," he remarked, "but I have no choice in the +matter, as my lawyer wants to consult me upon important business. I +shall leave your mother in your charge, Margaret." + +"In my charge?" Margaret said inquiringly, looking surprised. "But she +is not ill now, father! See how cheerful and bright she was last night. +And she has taken several walks. Oh, she is heaps better and stronger +than she was! I don't think you need worry about her." + +"Perhaps not; but, nevertheless, I want you to devote as much of your +time as you can to her during my absence. I have spoken to Miss Conway, +and she has consented to give you a holiday till I return. Had I not +seen you this morning, Miss Conway would have explained my wishes to +you. I desire you to accompany your mother when she drives out, and +when she goes into the village, or down to the beach—in short, make +yourself her companion, my dear, until I return. Do you understand?" + +"Yes, father, I think so," Margaret replied, impressed by his serious +tone. "I expect mother will be dull when you are gone, so I will do my +best to brighten her up!" + +"That's a good child!" + +"Only, sometimes she much prefers to have Gerald with her to me!" + +"I would rather she had you. Remember what I have said, Margaret. I +hope I shall not be away very long, but it will of course depend upon +circumstances." + +Mr. Fowler made an excellent breakfast, and afterwards went upstairs +to say good-bye to his wife, whilst Margaret waited for him in the +hall. He kissed his little girl tenderly on his return, then, it being +quite time for him to leave, entered the carriage which was waiting +at the door, and was driven off. Margaret felt a little depressed as +she listened to the sound of the carriage wheels dying away in the +distance, for she was exceedingly attached to her father, and home did +not seem like home without him. + +Knowing her mother must be awake, she went upstairs, and knocked at her +bedroom door. On being told to come in, to her surprise, Mrs. Fowler +declared her intention of getting up to breakfast. + +"But do you feel well enough?" Margaret asked, for up to the present +Mrs. Fowler, having been an invalid, had always breakfasted in her own +room at Greystone. + +"Oh, yes!" was the quick response. "I'm tired of being treated like a +sick person! What a beautiful, bright morning it is, and not so hot, is +it? Your father will have a fine day for his journey." + +"He did not want to go at all!" + +"No. But that was foolish of him!" + +"I think he did not like the thought of leaving you, mother. He feared +you might be ill whilst he was away." + +"Oh, I am not likely to be ill again," Mrs. Fowler declared sanguinely. +"I mean to throw off my invalid-ish ways now, and surprise your father +on his return. Send Ross to me, Margaret, to help me dress." + +"Shall I help you, mother? Do let me. I am sure I can do your hair as +well as Ross." + +Mrs. Fowler hesitated, but finally decided in favour of Ross; so +Margaret went in search of her. Ross was a well-mannered, good-tempered +young woman who waited upon Mrs. Fowler, and did the mending and sewing +of the household. She expressed surprise and pleasure on hearing that +her mistress intended getting up and joining the family breakfast-table. + +"It shows how much stronger she feels, Miss Margaret," she said. "I've +often thought if she would bestir herself more she would be better in +health and spirits." + +Gerald grumbled loudly when he discovered that he was to do lessons +whilst his sister was to have a holiday. Why should Margaret be allowed +nice drives with their mother when he was obliged to stay at home and +work. It was most unfair, he declared; and it may be imagined that poor +Miss Conway had rather a trying experience with her younger pupil on +the first day of his father's absence, when, in the afternoon, Mrs. +Fowler and Margaret drove to N—, and left him at home. + +The road to N— lay through some most beautiful scenery, and Margaret +thoroughly enjoyed the drive. Now they were on an open common where +the few trees to be seen were stunted and grown one-sided, a fact +which puzzled the little girl until it was explained to her that the +keen breeze blowing across the Atlantic was accountable for it, then +she remarked that the bare side of the trees was the one which faced +the sea; now they had left the common and were going down bill into a +sheltered, wooded coomb, and by-and-by the road led upwards again till +the town of N— was reached, situated almost at the top of the hill. + +At the entrance to the town, Mrs. Fowler and Margaret got out of +the carriage, and walked up the main street—Fore Street it was +called—looking into the shop windows. They had paused outside a small +china shop in which was some pretty pottery, when a familiar voice +addressed them in accents of pleasure and surprise. + +"Can I believe my eyes? Who would have thought of meeting you here!" + +Turning instantly they confronted a handsome, middle-aged lady, dressed +as a widow, whose comely face was wreathed in smiles. She was called +Mrs. Lute, and had been a near neighbour of theirs in London. + +"Oh, how glad I am!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed. "It is good to see you +again! Are you staying in the neighbourhood?" + +"Yes; I have taken a furnished house at N— for two months. I saw it +advertised, came to see it, and the result is that here I am! Why, how +well you look! And you were such a wreck when you left town! Margaret, +too, is looking all the better for the change of air! I suppose you are +still at Yelton?" + +"Oh, yes! Why haven't you been to see us?" + +"I have only been here a week. But, come, walk home with me, and have a +cup of tea." + +"I should like to, but I have some errands to execute. Oh, Margaret!" +And Mrs. Fowler turned to her little daughter eagerly. "Surely you +could do the errands! See, here is the list of what I want on this +paper! Is your home far from here?" she inquired of Mrs. Lute. + +"No, you must have passed it—a thatched, whitewashed house, with a +porch covered with clematis and roses." + +"Oh, yes, I noticed it!" Margaret cried. "Mother, why don't you and +Mrs. Lute drive back in the carriage, and I will join you as soon as I +have done the shopping?" + +Thus it was arranged. Margaret was quite excited at meeting an old +acquaintance, for Mrs. Lute had long been on the friendliest terms with +her neighbours in town. She was one of the kindest of women, and had +been exceedingly sympathetic during Mrs. Fowler's serious illness in +the spring. + +When Margaret had executed her list of errands, she made her way to the +whitewashed house, outside which the carriage was waiting; and on being +shown into the drawing-room which faced the road, found her mother and +Mrs. Lute seated there conversing happily. + +"How warm the poor child looks!" the latter exclaimed. "Sit down in +this comfortable chair, my dear, and let me give you some tea; or would +you rather have a glass of wine, for you look tired, and—" + +"Oh, no, thank you!" Margaret interposed hastily. + +"Just as you like, my dear; but I persuaded your mother to take a +little wine; I thought it would do her good after her long drive, and I +think it has refreshed her. Here's your tea, my dear! Help yourself to +cream and sugar, and do try this cake." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Lute." + +Margaret was startled for the moment to hear her mother had been +drinking wine, remembering how her father had refused to allow her +to take it. She thought Mrs. Fowler should have declined it; but the +matter soon passed from her mind as Mrs. Lute began to question her +about Yelton. + +"Everyone tells me it is a charming little village," Mrs. Lute said, +"but your mother is not enthusiastic about it. I think she is beginning +to feel the lack of society. I have been telling her she should be +satisfied to have regained her health. She is looking wonderfully well." + +Margaret, glancing at her mother, agreed with Mrs. Lute. No one would +have guessed at that moment that Mrs. Fowler had been an invalid so +lately, for there was a pink colour in her cheeks, and her blue eyes +were shining with a happy light. She was as glad as was Margaret to +meet their old friend. + +"You must pay us a visit at Greystone as soon as my husband returns," +she said hospitably, "and then you will be able to form your own ideas +of Yelton and its inhabitants. Margaret has struck up a friendship with +a lame girl, Salome Petherick by name, and I believe Gerald has picked +acquaintance with several fishermen." + +"Salome's father is a fisherman," Margaret remarked; "and oh, Salome +has the most beautiful voice you can possibly imagine, hasn't she, +mother?" + +"She certainly has. When you come to visit us, Mrs. Lute, you shall +hear this Cornish singing-bird. Poor girl, she is a sad cripple, yet +she makes herself very useful, attends to her father's cottage, and +even does gardening!" + +"She uses a pair of crutches as a rule," Margaret explained, "but when +she is gardening, she somehow manages to hop about on one, so that she +has a hand free to work with. Poor Salome! Her father drinks, and that +is a great trouble to her." + +"I should think so, indeed!" Mrs. Lute commented. "She ought to try to +persuade him to take the pledge. Total abstinence from all intoxicants +is the only thing for some people." + +"Father says," Margaret was beginning, when Mrs. Fowler somewhat +abruptly changed the conversation by inquiring for a mutual friend in +town. It struck the little girl that her mother did not wish her to air +her father's teetotal views, so during the homeward drive she recurred +to the subject. + +"Mother, I was going to tell Mrs. Lute that we are all teetotalers +now," she said. "Don't you want her to know?" + +Mrs. Fowler hesitated and frowned slightly, refraining from meeting her +little daughter's gravely inquiring gaze. + +"I suppose she will have to know, if she comes to stay with us at +Greystone," she responded in tones of annoyance. "I had forgotten your +father's fad when I invited her." + +"Oh, mother, don't call it a fad!" Margaret cried distressfully. + +"That's what it is, child! Mrs. Lute is accustomed to take wine, yet no +one can say she is not a strictly temperate woman. Your father, I do +not doubt, would like her to be a total abstainer. Such nonsense! He +used not to be so fastidious!" And Mrs. Fowler looked quite angry. + +Margaret made no answer. She had perfect faith in her father's +judgment, but she felt herself incapable of arguing the matter from his +point of view. + +On reaching home they found a telegram from Mr. Fowler, acquainting +them with his safe arrival in London. As Mrs. Fowler read it, the +displeasure left her face for a softer, gentler expression. + +"How thoughtful he always is!" she exclaimed. + +She was in exceedingly good spirits all the evening, and retired to +rest apparently perfectly well; but about midnight, Margaret was +awakened by a sound in the room, and starting up in bed, found her +mother standing by her side in her night-gown, with a lighted candle in +her hand. + +"What is it, mother? Are you ill?" The little girl inquired in alarm. + +"No, but I am nervous, and cannot sleep! I wish your father had not +gone! Did I frighten you? I hope not. I felt I must have company." + +Margaret was greatly astonished, for the thought had continually +crossed her mind during the day that Mrs. Fowler was relieved at her +husband's absence. She jumped out of bed immediately, and led her +mother back to her own room. + +"I will stay with you to-night, dear mother," she said gently. "You +won't feel nervous then." + +So mother and daughter lay down side by side, but not to sleep as yet, +for the latter was restless and sighed continually. + +"You are sure you are not ill?" Margaret asked with loving anxiety. + +"No, I am not ill, but I am very unhappy," was the response in a tone +of great sadness. "Oh, child, I wish you had a better mother!" + +"You are the dearest mother in the world," Margaret cried earnestly. + +"But very far from being the best. I am very troubled—no, I cannot tell +you what about. No, you couldn't help me. No one can." + +"Yes, God can, mother," Margaret reminded her; then she quoted softly— + + "When other helpers fail, and comforts flee, + Help of the helpless, O abide with me." + +Mrs. Fowler caught her breath with a little sob; but doubtless, the +words of Salome's favourite hymn comforted her, for presently, Margaret +knew by her regular breathing that she had fallen asleep. + +The little girl lay awake wondering what trouble her mother could +possibly have, or if she was only nervous and imaginative; and it was +not until the first streaks of dawn peeped into the room that she slept +too. + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +An Awful Thing. + +WHEN Margaret awoke, she was alone. At first she was surprised to +find herself in bed in her mother's room, but in a few moments, she +remembered how that happened to be the case. Before, however, she had +time to dwell much upon the matter, the door opened and her mother +entered, fully dressed, bearing a breakfast tray in her hands, which +she placed on the dressing-table. + +"Have I overslept myself?" Margaret inquired. "I am so sorry." + +"You need not be, my dear," Mrs. Fowler replied, smiling as she came to +the bedside and kissed her little daughter. "You had a disturbed night +on my account. How foolish it was of me to be too nervous to sleep +alone! I blame myself for spoiling your rest. But, see, I have brought +your breakfast, so sit up and eat it at once; after you have had it, +you can dress and come down on the beach with me." + +Mrs. Fowler looked alert and well. She talked brightly whilst Margaret +was taking her breakfast, and pulling a letter out of her pocket, which +she had received from her husband by the morning's post, read it aloud. +It merely told of his journey to town, and concluded with his love to +the children, and a hope that Mrs. Fowler would take care of herself. + +"I shall not tell him how silly I was last night," she said. "I suppose +I cannot be quite so strong as I thought. My late illness played sad +havoc with my nerves. It is such a glorious day, Margaret, that I am +sure we ought to spend it out of doors." + +Margaret assented willingly, and went to her own room to dress. +By-and-by, she and her mother strolled down to the beach, and passed +a pleasant morning in the welcome shade of a big rock. And in the +afternoon, Mrs. Fowler declared her intention of again driving to N—. + +"Won't you be very tired, mother?" Margaret asked dubiously. "You +mustn't overdo it, you know." + +"Oh, I will be careful, my dear!" Mrs. Fowler rejoined. "But I want to +get some things I forgot yesterday. Meeting Mrs. Lute so unexpectedly +put everything else quite out of my head. Miss Conway and Gerald can +accompany us." + +It was not such a pleasant drive as the one of the previous day, for +Gerald was tiresome, and continually stood up in the carriage to look +at different objects of interest which attracted his attention. Miss +Conway begged him to sit still, but he would not obey her. And, at +last, he was jolted into his mother's lap, much to her annoyance and +to his amusement. She declared she wished she had left him at home, +and that it would be a long time before she would take him for a drive +again. Whereupon, he only laughed, for he did not believe she meant +what she said. + +"Are you going to see Mrs. Lute, mother?" Margaret inquired as they +neared the town. + +"No, not to-day. I will get out at the bottom of Fore Street, and you +others shall drive on a little farther and return for me. No, I will +not have you, Gerald! You are to stay with Miss Conway and your sister." + +Mrs. Fowler spoke with decision in her tones; she was evidently +determined to do her shopping alone. + +Accordingly, she got out of the carriage at the entrance to the town, +and the others saw her go into a grocer's shop as they were driven +on. When the carriage returned a quarter of an hour later, she was +standing waiting outside the same shop. The shopman came out and placed +a parcel in the carriage, then Mrs. Fowler took her seat and gave the +order—"Home." She seemed lost in deep thought during the remainder +of the drive, and spoke but seldom, paying slight attention to the +conversation the others carried on. She was evidently glad to reach +Greystone. + +"I expect she is really very tired," Margaret reflected, "but does not +like to confess it." And she was confirmed in this opinion when she saw +how quiet and languid Mrs. Fowler appeared during the evening. She did +not request Miss Conway to play to her as she usually did, but lay on +the sofa with a book in her lap, yawning occasionally as though weary +of the day, so that neither Margaret nor the governess were surprised +when she declared her intention of going to bed early. She would not +hear of Margaret sleeping with her, however, but kissed both of her +children good night in the drawing-room, and told them not to disturb +her when they went upstairs to bed. + +It was only eight o'clock when Mrs. Fowler retired for the night. +At half-past eight Gerald was put to bed, after which Margaret and +her governess sat down together to their supper. Each seemed rather +depressed, Miss Conway even more so than her little pupil. + +"It is so dull without father," Margaret sighed. "I hope he will not +stay away very long. Oh, dear! I think mother is very, very tired +to-night, don't you? I am afraid she has been doing too much." + +"I hope not," was the serious reply. "You did not walk far this +morning, did you?" + +"Oh, no! We were sitting down on the beach most of the time. Mother +read the newspaper and talked and seemed all right then." + +"Did you see anything of Salome Petherick?" + +"Nothing, though we stood outside her garden several minutes looking at +her flowers. I suppose she was busy in the cottage. Oh, Miss Conway, +how I do wish Salome's father was a teetotaler! I was telling Mrs. Lute +about him yesterday, and she said Salome ought to try to persuade him +to take the pledge." + +"I did not know that Mrs. Lute was a teetotaler," Miss Conway +exclaimed, looking rather surprised. + +"She is not. Indeed, she offered me a glass of wine." + +"You did not take it?" the governess interposed hastily. + +"Oh, no!" A painful blush rose to Margaret's cheeks as she remembered +that her mother had not declined the same offer. "Mrs. Lute said total +abstinence from all intoxicants is the only thing for some people," she +added. + +"She is quite right," was the grave response. + +There was silence for a few minutes. Miss Conway was asking herself +what was the reason of her pupil's evident confusion, and Margaret was +hoping she would not be questioned as to its cause. + +"I have been a teetotaler all my life," Miss Conway proceeded +presently. "My father had a great horror of drink because his own +father had been a drunkard, and he had suffered much on that account. +It is sad to think that there is scarcely a family that does not +possess at least one member given over to the vice of drinking to +excess. Oh, Margaret! Mr. Fowler was right when he laid down the rule +that no intoxicants should be brought into his house." + +"I am sure he was right," Margaret agreed heartily, "though everyone +does not think so. Mother calls it a fad—" + +"Did your mother—" The governess hesitated momentarily, scarcely +knowing how to put the question which trembled on her lips. "Perhaps +you will think I have no right to ask you," she continued hastily, +"but, believe me, Margaret, it is no idle curiosity which prompts me. +Did your mother have any wine at Mrs. Lute's yesterday?" + +Margaret nodded gravely, observing her companion anxiously in order to +read by her countenance what she thought. She was prepared to see her +exhibit surprise, and perhaps disapproval, but Miss Conway appeared +absolutely frightened, and her very lips turned white. She made no +remark in response however, but when she kissed her pupil ere they +separated for the night, there was marked tenderness in her manner and +in her voice as she said, "God bless you, dear Margaret. You look tired +out yourself. Try to have a good night's rest." + +The little girl was very sleepy, so, almost as soon as her head was on +the pillow, she was in the land of dreams. But such unhappy, disturbing +dreams they were. She imagined her mother was very ill, and that her +father could not be sent for, because no one knew his address, and that +she was in terrible grief and perplexity. At length, frightened and +shaking in every limb, she awoke, and sprang out of bed with a shriek. +The conviction was strong upon her that something was wrong with her +mother, and she felt compelled to go and ascertain what was amiss. +Lighting a candle, she took it up and hurried to Mrs. Fowler's room. +A sigh of deep thankfulness escaped her lips as she found everything +quiet there. Softly she stole to the bedside and saw her mother lying +asleep, one hand beneath her cheek, her fair hair strewn over the +pillow. Margaret thought how pretty she looked, and carefully shaded +the candle with her hand as she gazed at the sleeper with love and +admiration in her glance; but it would have taken more than the feeble +rays of the candle to awaken Mrs. Fowler from that deep, dreamless +sleep. + +Margaret would have liked to have kissed her mother's flushed cheek, +but feared to disturb her; so she contented herself with pressing her +lips to the soft, white hand which lay outside the counterpane, then +stole back to her own room as quietly as she had left it, and after +putting out the candle crept back to bed. She felt she could rest with +an easy mind now, and was no longer disturbed by distressing dreams. + +The following day Mrs. Fowler did not go far. She appeared depressed +and out of sorts until after tea-time, when her drooping spirits +revived, and she spent the evening under the lilac tree with Miss +Conway, whilst the children played croquet on the lawn. Suddenly she +remembered that a letter she had written to her husband had not been +posted, and suggested that Margaret and Gerald might take it to the +post-office. + +"I'm afraid it's too late to catch to-night's post," she said +regretfully, "but never mind. Your father will not be anxious, as he +heard this morning. Still, you may as well post it. Dear me, what could +have made me so forgetful!" + +So Margaret and Gerald hurried off to the post-office, which was only +two doors from the village inn, from which it was divided by Samuel +Moyle's shop. + +After posting the letter, they went into the shop to purchase some +sweets, and whilst they were there, Josiah Petherick came out of the +"Crab and Cockle," much the worse for drink, and staggered past on his +way home. + +Mrs. Moyle, a rosy-cheeked dame, so stout that she appeared to be +almost as thick as she was long, went to the door to stare after +Josiah, whilst her husband, who was attending to the requirements of +his customers, shook his head gravely and prophesied that "such a +drunken beast," as he called him, "would come to a bad end," adding, +with a touch of real feeling, "Ah, I'm sorry for that poor motherless +maid of his!" + +Margaret returned to Greystone very sad at heart, full of the lame +girl's trouble, and informed her mother and Miss Conway of the state +Josiah was in; whilst Gerald, who had been more amused than disgusted, +began to imitate the drunken man's rambling walk, a proceeding which +his governess promptly put a stop to by grasping him forcibly by the +shoulder and making him stand still. + +"For shame!" she cried with unusual severity in her tone. "How can +you make fun of the unhappy man? Poor wretch! Never make a joke of a +drunkard again." + +"Well, I won't," Gerald returned. "I meant no harm. Please let me go, +Miss Conway. I promise you I won't do it again." + +"No, I do not think you meant any harm," the governess admitted. "You +acted thoughtlessly, I know. But you must never laugh at what is +wrong—remember that." + +"Isn't it terrible for poor Salome, mother?" Margaret said sadly. + +"Very," Mrs. Fowler replied. "It would be better for her if she had no +father at all." + +"Oh, mother!" Margaret cried in shocked tones. "Do you mean that?" + +"Yes, I do. What can her father be, but a perpetual shame and trouble +to her?" + +"But she loves him so dearly." + +"I don't know how she can!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed vehemently. "But, +there, don't let us talk of Josiah any more. Of course, the letter was +too late for to-night's post?" + +"Oh, yes. But I posted it all the same. I wonder when father will be +home." + +"Not till the end of the week, I expect. It's getting chilly; we will +go in." And rising, Mrs. Fowler moved towards the house, the others +following. + +Margaret's thoughts were all of Salome during the remainder of the +evening. And before she went to rest, she prayed earnestly that God +would give His help and protection to the lame girl, and reward her +patience and love in His own good time. + +"Drink is an awful thing," was her last waking thought that night, as +she crept into her little, white-curtained bed, and laid her head down +on the soft pillow. "I only wish poor Salome's father could be brought +to see what an awful thing it is." + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +The Blow Falls. + +IT was nearly noon, and quietude reigned over Yelton. The fishermen +were all at sea, whilst their wives were busy with their domestic +duties within doors, and the children were at school. The village +looked actually deserted as Margaret Fowler walked soberly by the "Crab +and Cockle." Not a living soul was in sight, and there was no one in +Silas Moyle's shop, not even behind the counter, where Mrs. Moyle was +generally to be found. Margaret strolled on to Josiah Petherick's +cottage, and there was Salome seated in the porch, knitting rapidly +whilst she sang to herself in a low, soft undertone. The lame girl's +face lit up with a bright smile of pleasure at sight of Margaret, and +she turned to reach the crutches by her side. + +"Oh, please don't get up!" Margaret cried quickly. "I'll sit down in +the porch with you for a little while, if I may. How nice it is here!" + +"Yes. Isn't it a beautiful day, miss? Such a fine breeze! All the +fishing boats are out. Father was off at daybreak this morning. I got +up to give him his breakfast; so that's how it is my work's finished so +early." + +"What are you making?" Margaret asked, noticing the thick, navy-blue +fingering which Salome was knitting. + +"A jersey for father, miss. He'll want a new one against the winter." + +"What! Do you mean to say you knit your father's jerseys? How clever of +you!" + +The lame girl smiled and blushed as she responded, "Mother taught me +to knit when I was a very little girl, but it was not until after her +death that I learnt to make father's jerseys. Mrs. Moyle taught me the +way." + +"Mrs. Moyle? The baker's wife, do you mean?" + +"Yes, miss; she's always most kind to me." + +"She looks good-natured," Margaret remarked. "Mother is not very well," +she proceeded to explain, "so she is lying in bed this morning, and +Gerald is at his lessons with Miss Conway, so I thought I would look +you up, Salome." + +"I am very glad to see you, miss. But I am sorry to hear Mrs. Fowler is +ill." + +"She is not ill exactly—at least, I hope not. She complained of a bad +headache, so Ross advised her to remain in bed and rest. It worries me +if she's not well, now father's away." + +"Then Mr. Fowler is not back yet, miss?" + +"No. We expected him to stay away only a few days, but his business is +keeping him longer than he thought it would, so he will not be at home +till next week. It is so dull without him." + +"I daresay it is, miss." + +"Before he went, he told me he left mother in my charge, and that's why +I'm so anxious about her. You know, she was very, very ill before we +came here. I never saw her for weeks then, and—oh, it was a terrible +time!" + +"It must have been," Salome said sympathetically. + +"How bright you look to-day!" Margaret exclaimed presently, after +observing her companion in silence for several minutes. + +"I feel bright," the lame girl acknowledged with a smile, "for I know +father'll come home sober by-and-by, when the fishing boats return, and +that's enough to make one happy." + +"How brave you are, Salome!" And Margaret wondered if she had Salome's +trouble, whether she would ever be happy for a day or even an hour. + +The other shook her head. She did not think she was brave at all, but +she took the sunshine of her life gratefully, and tried not to remember +the hours of gloom. + +"I wish I could knit," said Margaret, as she watched the lame girl's +busy fingers. + +"Why don't you learn, miss? Then you might knit your father's socks." + +"Do you think I could?" + +"Oh, yes, with a little practice. Would you—would you like me to teach +you?" Salome asked somewhat diffidently. + +"Oh, I should be so much obliged to you if you would! Oh, thank you! +I'll buy some wool and knitting needles the very next time we drive to +N—. But I'm afraid you'll find me a very stupid pupil." + +"I can't believe that, miss. Besides, knitting is quite easy—of course +it takes time to learn to knit fast. You can get knitting needles and +wool at Mrs. Moyle's shop; she keeps a very good supply." + +"Does she? That's capital! Oh Salome, whatever has happened to that +rose-bush by the gate? Why, it's smashed off close to the ground! What +a pity!" + +"Yes," was the response, spoken in a low, pained tone. + +"How did it happen?" Margaret asked concernedly, noticing the tears had +sprung into her companion's brown eyes. + +"Father did it." + +"Oh! Not on purpose?" + +"No, no! He—he fell over it. He was sorry—afterwards; but I'm so +grieved, because mother planted that rose-bush herself not long before +she died, and now it is quite ruined." + +"Oh, I am sorry!" Margaret cried. + +"It was an accident; but—but it wouldn't have happened, if he'd been +sober. He's as upset about it as I am now—he is indeed. He valued that +rose-bush for mother's sake." + +"Salome, why don't you try to persuade your father to take the pledge?" +Margaret inquired very seriously. + +"I've tried heaps and heaps of times." + +"And he won't?" + +"No. Father says he hates teetotalers. I can't think he does really, +though. Only, he likes drink, and he won't give it up." + +"It's very selfish of him. He ought to consider you. But, there, I +won't run out against him, for I know you're very fond of him. Perhaps, +he'll be different some day." + +"I pray every night that God will make him a sober man. He used to be +so steady when mother was living. Mr. Amyatt will tell you the same. It +seems so dreadful that her death should have changed him so. It was the +trouble, I suppose, and having no one to speak to at home but me that +drove him to the 'Crab and Cockle' first along; then he grew to like +the drink, and now he can't bear the thought of going without it. Did +you know Mr. Fowler spoke to father about it, miss?" + +"No; did he?" + +"Yes, he did indeed. They had an argument, and I fancy from father's +manner that he was impressed by what Mr. Fowler said." + +Long the little girls talked, until Margaret declared she really must +go, or she would be late for dinner. She hurried back to Greystone, +to find that her mother was not up yet. On the landing, at the top of +the stairs, she met Ross, who had that minute come from Mrs. Fowler's +bedroom door. + +"Is mother's head no better?" Margaret inquired concernedly. + +"I'm afraid not," Ross answered. She looked somewhat perturbed, the +little girl thought. "I've not seen the mistress since breakfast-time, +miss," she proceeded hurriedly, "for she said she wished to be +undisturbed, and now she has locked her door." + +"Locked her door!" Margaret echoed in utter astonishment. + +"Yes, and she won't open it, miss. I was going to ask Miss Conway what +I should do—" + +Not waiting to hear the conclusion of the sentence, Margaret ran to +her mother's bedroom door and tried to open it. The handle turned, but +the door remained closed. She rapped sharply with her knuckles and +listened; then, receiving no answer, knocked again. + +"Who there?" + +It was her mother's voice that asked the question; but something in +its tone fell discordantly upon the ears of the listeners and did not +lessen their uneasiness. + +"It is I—Margaret. Let me in, mother dear." + +"You can't come in; go away." + +"But, mother, I want to know how you are. Is your head better?" + +"Yes—no." + +"Please let me in. Why have you locked the door?" + +"I wish—to be alone." + +At that moment Miss Conway appeared upon the scene. She turned white as +death when the situation was explained to her, and begged Margaret to +go away, and let her try to persuade Mrs. Fowler to unlock the door. + +"No, no," cried the little girl. "Something must be amiss with mother, +or she would never act so strangely. Mother, mother, let me in," and +she knocked at the door louder than before. + +There were sounds inside the room of some one moving about, then the +door was opened, and Mrs. Fowler, clad in a dressing-gown, with her +hair streaming over her shoulders, appeared in the doorway. + +"What do you all want—coming here—disturbing me?" she questioned +irritably; then she lurched forward, and would have fallen on her face, +if Miss Conway had not sprung to her assistance and caught her. + +"Oh, she has fainted!" Margaret cried, terribly frightened and +distressed. + +With the help of Ross, who was looking pale and scared, the governess +succeeded in dragging Mrs. Fowler across the room, and laying her upon +the bed; and then turned to her little pupil and told her to shut and +lock the door. Wondering greatly, Margaret obeyed. Returning to the +bedside, she looked from one to the other of her companions in mingled +astonishment and reproach, for neither was making the least attempt to +bring Mrs. Fowler back to consciousness. The tears were streaming down +Miss Conway's cheeks, and Ross was murmuring—"I never guessed it. No, I +never guessed it." + +"Oh, can't you do anything?" Margaret cried distractedly. "Oh, she is +very ill!" And she bent over her mother, then suddenly drew back. Mrs. +Fowler's cheeks were unusually flushed; she was breathing heavily, +and upon her lips hung the smell of spirit. Margaret experienced a +sensation as though an icy hand had gripped her heart. She looked +inquiringly at Miss Conway, who avoided her glance, then her eyes +travelled slowly around the room. On the dressing-table was a nearly +empty brandy bottle, and by its side a glass. + +With an exceedingly bitter cry, Margaret realised the truth. Her mother +was not ill—that is, not in the way she had supposed—but intoxicated. +The blow had fallen, and everything was now plain to her. + +As in a dream, she heard Ross whispering to Miss Conway that she had +never suspected her mistress of this, that she had never had such a +shock in her life before, and listened to Miss Conway's answer that +she herself would remain with Mrs. Fowler, and that the servants must +be told she was ill. Then, the governess put her arms around her pupil +and kissed her, begging her to be a brave girl. And all the while, +Margaret was experiencing a strange feeling of unreality, as though she +was living through a horrible nightmare. She watched Miss Conway fling +the windows open wide, and place a blanket carefully over her mother's +unconscious form, and the conviction grew upon her, that though the +governess was deeply grieved, she was not surprised and shocked as she +herself was and poor Ross who looked almost scared to death. + +Suddenly the governess pointed to the brandy bottle and appealed to the +maid. + +"Did you supply her with that?" she questioned sternly. + +"No, miss, on my word of honour, I did not," Ross replied earnestly. "I +never knew she had it; she must have kept it under lock and key." + +There was absolute truth in the girl's voice; and Miss Conway looked +puzzled. + +"I can't make it out—how she obtained it, I mean," she said at +last. "Ross, I think you had better leave your mistress to me for +the present. I rely upon you not to speak of this downstairs. And +Margaret—" the governess's voice softened to the tenderest pity—"will +you take care of Gerald for the rest of the day? Tell him his mother is +very poorly, and that he may have a half-holiday. You could take him +down to the beach this afternoon. God help you to bear this trouble, +poor child!" + +Margaret made no response. Ringing in her ears were words her father +had spoken to her when they had been discussing Salome's trouble. "We +cannot tell how much our patience and love may be tried, nor what +trials and troubles the future may hold for us. We can only pray that +God will strengthen us in our time of need." + +Had her father anticipated this hour for her? She could not tell, but +she thought it more than likely. + +Meanwhile, Miss Conway was leading her to the door, begging her to put +a brave face on matters, and to go down to dinner without her. + +"I feel my duty is here, my dear," she said impressively. "If any one +questions you about your mother, you can truly say she is ill. Oh, +Margaret, pray for her; she is greatly to be pitied!" And so saying, +the governess opened the door and pushed her little pupil gently +outside. + +For a few minutes Margaret stood perfectly still. Then the sound of +Gerald's voice in the hall below reminded her that she must, as Miss +Conway had said, put a brave face on matters. So she went downstairs +and delighted her brother by promising to take him down to the beach. +She was conscious that the burden of a great sorrow was upon her, +and she felt bowed down with an intolerable weight of shame. But she +devoted herself assiduously to Gerald for the remainder of the day; +and it was not until nearly nine o'clock, when her charge was in bed +and asleep, that she dared give way to her grief. Then, in the privacy +of her own room, she flung herself upon the bed and wept as though her +heart would break. + + + +CHAPTER X. + +Mr. Fowler's Return. + +"MARGARET! Oh, my dear little girl! Do not grieve so terribly. You will +make yourself ill, if you go on like this." + +Margaret tried to stifle her sobs at the sound of the kind, pitying +voice, and turned a swollen, tear-stained countenance towards +Miss Conway, who had come in search of her. She longed to ask for +her mother, but for the present, she was incapable of speech. +Her governess, however, read aright her questioning eyes, and +said reassuringly, "Your mother is better, my dear. She regained +consciousness some time ago, since when she has had a cup of tea, and +is now asleep. Ross is with her at present." + +Miss Conway drew a chair to the bedside and sat down, then she took +one of her little pupil's hands and pressed it softly. "I have sent +for your father," she continued; "after—after what has happened I +considered it was my duty to do so. I did not think there was any +necessity to alarm him by a telegram though, so I wrote by to-night's +post and—explained. He will get my letter in the morning, and probably +return home at once. So, dear Margaret, if all's well, he will +doubtless be here to-morrow evening." + +The little girl was glad to hear this; but at the same time, she +dreaded meeting her father with this new knowledge concerning her +mother weighing on her mind. Her sobs had ceased now, and she could +speak collectedly. + +"Miss Conway, do you think Ross has told the other servants?" she asked +anxiously. + +"I am sure she has not, nor do I believe she will. Ross is a thoroughly +good girl, and most sincerely attached to your mother. At first, I +confess, I suspected her of having procured that—that poison, but I was +quite wrong! Mrs. Fowler bought the brandy herself, the afternoon we +drove to N— with her. Do you remember we drove on whilst she went into +a grocer's shop? She obtained it there. Oh, it is a shame that grocers +should be allowed licences for supplying intoxicating liquors! Poor +soul, she has been telling me how sorely she was tempted! Oh, Margaret, +this all comes of Mrs. Lute's offering her that glass of wine! She had +not touched a stimulant since her illness till then, and had almost +lost her craving for drink. That glass of wine, however, was too much +for her, and she felt she must have more. I need not dwell on the +result." + +"Oh, Miss Conway, how shameful, how degrading!" Margaret cried +passionately. "Oh, to think that mother should be like that! Oh, no +wonder father wished us all to be teetotalers!" + +She covered her flaming face with her hands and shuddered. "How +long—how long have you known this—about mother?" she inquired +hesitatingly. + +"Many months. Since—oh, long before her illness." + +"Was that illness—" + +"Caused by drink? Yes. Oh, my dear, I see you guess it all. Your father +hoped you would never know. He trusted that the complete change from +life in town to the quietude of the country, where Mrs. Fowler would +meet comparatively few people of her own class, and where he believed +she would be free from temptation, would ultimately cure her of the +fatal habit she had acquired of drinking to excess, and I believe that +would have been the happy result, if you had not unfortunately met Mrs. +Lute. Little does Mrs. Lute—good, kind creature that she is—dream of +the mischief she has wrought. Your poor mother is full of grief and +remorse now; and oh, so shocked that you should have seen her to-day. +She knows I have written to Mr. Fowler, and you can imagine how she is +dreading his return; yet she knows he will not be hard upon her. He +loves her too well for that!" + +Margaret felt at that moment that her affection for her mother was +being swallowed up by a sickening sensation of disgust. She had always +loved her very dearly; and had been so pleased and happy when people +had admired her for her beauty and winning ways. Even when Mrs. Fowler +had openly shown her preference for Gerald of her two children, the +little girl, though often hurt, had never evinced any jealousy or +resentment. She had accepted the fact that Gerald was her mother's +favourite, and had loved her none the less on that account. But now, +her love was being tried very severely. + +The remembrance of Mrs. Fowler as she had last seen her, lying on +the bed with flushed cheeks, breathing stertorously, was absolutely +revolting to her. She had many times asked herself how Salome could +continue to love her drunken father; now, she asked herself, was it +possible that she could continue to love her drunken mother? Oh, the +horror of the thought that one so gentle and refined should be on a par +with Josiah Petherick, fellow-victim to a disgraceful, degrading sin! + +Perhaps Miss Conway guessed some of the thoughts which were passing +through her companion's mind, for she watched her anxiously, and +presently remarked, "I daresay, you can faintly imagine how your poor +mother is feeling now. She had hoped to keep the secret of her weakness +and sin from your knowledge. Your father, too, will be terribly +troubled when he hears you have learnt the truth; but I do not doubt, +dear child, that God in His wisdom has ordered all for the best. You +will understand now, as you never did before, how much Mrs. Fowler +needs all your love and devotion. You can help her, if you will, to +the restoration of that self-respect which, once lost, is so hard to +regain. You can show her, by loving her as unfalteringly as Salome +loves her erring father, that she can rise above this habit which has +done so much to ruin her health, and happiness, and earn everyone's +respect and her own as well!" + +Miss Conway paused, and there was a solemn silence which Margaret at +length broke by saying with a sob, "I do love mother, I do indeed." + +"I am sure of it. Mrs. Fowler is a very sweet, lovable woman!" + +"Yes," Margaret agreed. "See what a lot of friends she had in town, and +how popular she was! She was always going about—" + +"Yes, dear, I know," the governess interposed, "and that was how it +was she commenced taking stimulants. She used to get tired with her +constant gaieties, and then she would take a glass of wine, or some +other intoxicant, to revive her, until she grew to like stimulants, +and took more and more. The craving increased, and she drank to the +injury of her health, yet no outsiders guessed it. Then she had nervous +attacks, followed at last by a serious illness. The doctors told your +father she was killing herself, and immeasurably horrified, he took the +only course he saw could save his wife—became a teetotaler himself, and +insisted that his household should follow suit. Mrs. Fowler knew he was +acting wisely, and for her sake, but she would not admit it. However, +she found total abstinence from all intoxicants was restoring her to +health, and had made up her mind never to touch a stimulant again when +temptation was put in her way, and she fell. God grant she may prove +stronger in the future. Now, my dear, tell me, have you had any supper?" + +"No," Margaret replied, "I am not in the least hungry." + +"Oh, that's nonsense! You must eat whether you are hungry or not. Come +with me." + +Margaret demurred at first, but her governess overruled all her +objections. And after she had bathed her tear-stained face, the two +went downstairs and had supper together. Miss Conway did not leave her +pupil again until she saw her comfortably tucked up in bed for the +night; then she kissed her, bade her try to sleep well, and left her to +herself. + +And Margaret did sleep well, absolutely worn out with excitement and +grief, whilst the governess spent the night in Mrs. Fowler's room. At +daybreak, Ross came to take Miss Conway's place, and found her mistress +sleeping tranquilly. + +"She looks more like herself, miss, doesn't she?" she whispered gladly. + +"Yes," Miss Conway answered; "I should let her sleep as long as she +will." + +She did not say what a harrowing time she had endured during that night +watch, or how Mrs. Fowler had implored her to give her a stimulant, and +had declared she would die without it. But she went away quietly to her +own room, and before she lay down to rest, prayed earnestly to Almighty +God for the unhappy woman, whom she pitied from the depths of her heart. + +[Illustration: SHE WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR TO MEET MR. FOWLER.] + +Early in the morning, a telegram arrived from Mr. Fowler saying he +would be at home that night, and ordering the carriage to be sent to N— +to meet him at the railway station. The governess made no secret of the +fact that she had written to inform him of his wife's illness, and as +Ross kept her own counsel, the other servants supposed their mistress +to be suffering from one of the hysterical, nervous attacks to which +she had been subject on her arrival at Greystone. + +It was nearly eight o'clock before Mr. Fowler reached home. Margaret, +who had spent most of the day on the beach with her brother, shrank +sensitively from the thought of meeting her father. When she heard the +carriage wheels nearing the house, she longed to run away and hide, but +she knew it would never do to act in such a cowardly fashion as that. +Appearances must be kept up, at any rate before the servants, so she +went to the front door with Gerald to meet Mr. Fowler, and returned +his loving kiss as quietly and composedly as though her heart was not +beating almost to suffocation. + +As she had anticipated, he immediately went upstairs to his wife's +room, and it was not until much later, that she found herself with him +alone. Then, after Gerald had gone to bed, he joined her in the garden, +and strolled up and down the lawn by her side, his arm around her +shoulders. For some minutes he did not speak, and she could not see the +expression of his face, for there was no moon, and the stars gave but +little light. + +At last he said gravely, "Life is very hard, sometimes, Margaret." + +"Yes," she agreed, adding with a little sob: "Oh, father, you left her +in my care, but I did not know, and if I had, it would not have made +any difference." + +"No, no; I understand. She has told me everything herself." + +"Oh, father, it is shocking! Think of the disgrace. Oh, you can't +imagine how dreadful I feel about it!" + +"I think I can," he replied sadly. "My poor child, I had hoped to +have been allowed to keep this trouble from you, but God willed it +otherwise. Have you seen your mother to-day?" + +"No, father. She said she did not wish to see me." + +"Ah, poor thing, she is ashamed to face you! If I were you, when you +meet, I would not revert to—to her illness at all." + +"I will not." + +"I shall try and persuade Mrs. Lute to come and spend a few days with +us, in order to cheer us all up." + +"Oh, father, Mrs. Lute was the cause of all this trouble." + +"I am aware of it; but her intention in offering your mother wine was +an excellent one, she had no idea of working mischief. I shall simply +explain to her that this is a teetotal household, and she is not the +woman I take her to be if, after that, she refuses an invitation to +visit us." + +"Did you finish your business in London, father?" Margaret questioned. + +"Not quite. It must stand over for a few weeks. I shall not leave home +again for the present." + +Though he spoke so quietly, Margaret knew her father must be very sore +at heart. She had often wondered why her mother was more at her ease +when not in her husband's presence, and now she understood the reason. +Mrs. Fowler was conscious that he was always keeping a watch upon her, +that he did not trust her, and dear though he was to her, she stood in +awe of him. + +Until her illness in the spring, he had always allowed her, her own +way. But his alarm for her well-being once aroused, he had taken the +reins of government into his own hands, and had shown her plainly that +he meant his will to be law. She had always been a pleasure-seeking +woman and fond of society; but, broken down in health, she had not +found life at Yelton so utterly unbearable as she had anticipated. +Her husband had devoted much of his time to her, and, thrown more +in contact with her little daughter, she had begun to take a deeper +interest in her than she had done before. + +She had always been pleased to notice her beauty, but of late, +she had discovered that Margaret possessed other and higher +attractions—goodness and unselfishness—which she could not but admire. +She saw the little girl had inherited many of her father's excellent +qualities of mind and heart, and uneasily conscious of her own weakness +of character, she was delighted that it was so. Unfortunately there had +never been the same sympathy of feeling between Margaret and her mother +as there had always been between the little girl and her father. + +Now, as she strolled by Mr. Fowler's side up and down the lawn, +she slipped her hand through his arm, whilst she leaned her head +confidingly against his shoulder, as she said, "Father, I'm so very +glad you've come home." + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Josiah at His Worst. + +THE afternoon subsequent to her husband's return, Mrs. Fowler was +sufficiently well to come downstairs and lie on the sofa in the +drawing-room. Margaret, who had gone back to her usual routine of work +with Miss Conway, saw little of her mother during the next few days, +and after Mr. Fowler drove to N— one morning, and brought Mrs. Lute +home with him, Mrs. Fowler spent most of her time with her friend, and +avoided her little daughter's society as much as possible. + +Mrs. Lute, though she had been much astonished when Mr. Fowler had +frankly explained to her that his was now a teetotal household, was +far too well-bred a woman to question him concerning what his wife had +called his "fad;" and though she had been accustomed all her life to +the sparing use of stimulants, she could very well do without them, and +was perfectly satisfied and happy at Greystone. + +"So many people are teetotalers nowadays," she remarked pleasantly to +Mr. Fowler on one occasion when she had been several days beneath his +roof, "so really you are quite in the fashion." + +"I wish I could think that," he replied, with rather a sad smile. + +"Oh, one meets a great many people who are total abstainers!" she +assured him. "Why, Miss Conway tells me she has always been one. It +seems drink has been the cause of a great deal of trouble in her +family. And your good Vicar here is a teetotaler too, so he informed +me yesterday. He argues truly that he cannot teach what he does not +practise. I was surprised to hear that even in this quiet little +village drink is the curse of the place." + +"I believe that is so. There are several notorious drunkards amongst +the fishermen, and one in whom we, as a family, are much interested, on +his daughter's account, is likely to join their ranks." + +"You refer to that fine, strong man who took us out boating yesterday, +I presume?" + +"Yes; Josiah Petherick. He is a most reliable man when sober, but when +he has been drinking—which often happens now, I fear—he is a perfect +brute. I have been hearing many tales to his discredit lately, and this +morning I was told on reliable authority in the village, that he spends +nearly all his earnings at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, and begrudges +the money for the household accounts. Last night, he went home more +intoxicated than usual—actually mad drunk—and smashed up some of the +furniture in his cottage, after which he turned his little daughter +out-doors. The poor child was forced to beg a night's lodging from Mrs. +Moyle at the village shop, and to-day, all Yelton is talking about it." + +A faint exclamation of dismay caused Mrs. Lute and Mr. Fowler, who had +been conversing in the garden, close outside the drawing-room window, +to look around. They encountered Mrs. Fowler's shocked gaze. Hearing +them talking, she had come to the window and had overheard all that had +been said. + +"Oh, Henry, that poor Salome!" she cried, her blue eyes full of tears. +"Have you seen her to-day?" + +"No; but the Vicar has. Hearing what had happened, he went down to +Petherick's cottage the first thing this morning. Salome had just +returned and was doing her utmost to put the place to rights, and her +father had gone out in his boat in a very humbled, repentant state of +mind, after having apologised to her for his abominable behaviour, and +having promised he would not act so madly again." + +Mrs. Fowler sighed, whilst Mrs. Lute said gravely, "Let us hope he will +keep his word." + +"He will not, without he gives up the drink," Mr. Fowler rejoined, with +conviction in his tone. "No, he will go from bad to worse until, in one +of his drunken frenzies, he will do something he will never cease to +regret—perhaps some injury to his child." + +Mrs. Fowler sank into a chair looking pale and perturbed, whilst her +husband and friend drifted into another channel of conversation. The +news she had heard about the Pethericks had upset her, and when, a +short while later, Margaret entered the room, the first question she +put to her was to ask if she had seen Salome that day. + +"No, mother," the little girl answered. "Why?" she added, struck by the +almost frightened expression on Mrs. Fowler's face. + +She listened in silence, her colour alternately coming and going, to +all there was to tell, then exclaimed "Oh, I am sorry! Poor Salome! And +it rained heavily last night. Perhaps she will come up to the church +this evening to hear me practise the organ. Oh, I hope she will! When +are you coming to hear me play again, mother?" + +"Oh, some time! Perhaps when Mrs. Lute has gone." + +"Wouldn't Mrs. Lute come too?" + +"Oh, I don't think you play well enough—" Mrs. Fowler paused abruptly, +conscious of the hurt look on her little daughter's countenance. She +had avoided Margaret lately, and Margaret had noticed the fact with +acute pain. What had she done that her mother should abstain from +meeting her gaze? An insurmountable barrier seemed to have sprung up +between mother and child. + +Margaret's heart was full of bitterness as she turned away and left the +room. She had endeavoured to show no feeling but that of love for her +mother since her recent indisposition, but it had been impossible for +Mrs. Fowler not to remark a slight difference in her manner, of which +Margaret was unconscious herself. She thought she read reproach in the +little girl's eyes, and shrank sensitively from being alone with her. +She was ashamed in the presence of her own child. + +Had Margaret grasped the truth of the situation, she would have judged +her mother less harshly; but failing to do so, she was deeply pained, +and told herself that her mother liked her less than ever. Upon Gerald, +Mrs. Fowler lavished all her affection. She would listen to his chatter +untiringly, talking gaily in return; and, however much he teased her, +she always found excuses for him. + +Miss Conway did not give Margaret a music lesson that evening, for Mrs. +Fowler requested her to accompany Mrs. Lute and herself for a walk, and +to bring Gerald with her, so Margaret went alone to the church. + +She practised for an hour, then dismissed the boy who had blown the +organ for her, and was leaving the church when she caught sight of a +small figure huddled up in a corner of a pew near the west door. It was +Salome. + +"Is it you, Salome?" Margaret cried, hastening to her side, and laying +her hand tenderly upon her shoulder. The lame girl lifted her bowed +head, and in the dim light, Margaret saw she had been weeping, though +there were no tears in her brown eyes now, and her lips were curved in +a smile. + +"I've been asleep," she said. "I'm glad you didn't go without speaking +to me, Miss Margaret. I came in whilst you were practising, and I was +tired. I—I had little rest last night." + +"I know—I've heard," Margaret returned hurriedly, as the other paused +in confusion. + +"Have you, miss? I'm glad of that, for now I shan't have to tell you, +and I'd rather not talk of it." + +"Of course you would rather not." + +"I was tired," Salome proceeded; "so tired and worn out, that I +couldn't help crying. My poor legs ached so—but oh! not so badly as +my heart. The pain here—" clasping her hands against her breast—"was +almost more than I could bear. Then I fell asleep, and I was dreaming +when you awoke me." + +"I hope it was a pleasant dream," Margaret said softly. + +"Oh, very pleasant! I thought it was evening time—getting almost dark +as it is now—and service was going on in the church. I could hear +father's voice singing with the choir. You can't imagine what a deep, +beautiful voice father has, Miss Margaret. I was listening to it when +you awoke me. But I'm glad you happened to catch sight of me, though +you did disturb my dream. Is anything wrong, miss?" And the lame girl's +brown eyes peered anxiously at her companion. + +"I am not happy," Margaret confessed with a sigh. + +"Mrs. Fowler is not ill again?" Salome questioned in concerned tones. + +"No, no; she is perfectly well. We have an old friend visiting us, and +that makes it pleasant for mother." + +"I saw a strange lady in church with you on Sunday, miss; and father +took her out in his boat with Mrs. Fowler. She treated him very +handsomely, he said; but I wish she hadn't." + +"Why?" Margaret asked in surprise. + +"Because he spent the money she gave him in drink at the public-house, +and that was the beginning of the trouble last night. There, I didn't +mean to talk of it, but, naturally, it's uppermost in my mind." + +"Of course it is. Did you—did you get wet last night?" + +"Dripping to the skin," Salome admitted. "But Mrs. Moyle—God bless +her!—took me in and gave me dry clothes, and a bed too. But oh, I +couldn't sleep for wondering what father was up to at home. You can +never be certain what a drunken body will not do. How selfish I am, +though, to talk so much of myself. Won't you tell me what troubles you, +Miss Margaret?" + +"No, Salome, I can't," was the low response. "It's something I can +never speak of." + +"Then try not to think too much about it, miss," the lame girl advised. +"If I were you, I'd tell my trouble to God, and leave it to Him. That's +what I do with mine." + +"By your trouble, you mean your father?" Margaret inquired diffidently. + +"Yes, miss. Do you remember saying to me that night you and I had been +sitting in the porch, and father had come home drunk—'May God help you, +Salome'? I think you saw God was the only One who could help me; and I +want to remind you of those words of yours, because maybe He's the only +One who can help you too! Why, how dark it's getting think, miss, we +had better go." + +She reached for her crutches as she spoke, and swung herself out of the +pew into the aisle. Margaret followed her silently through the west +door into the churchyard. It was nearly dark, for it was September now, +and the evenings were shortening fast; but whilst they lingered at the +churchyard gate, the edge of the moon appeared in the eastern horizon, +and slowly sailed upwards into the cloudless sky, illuminating the old +grey church, surrounded with the graves of the quiet dead, and shedding +its pale light on the little village and the broad surface of the +peaceful sea. + +"How beautiful!" cried Margaret. "It is the harvest moon, so father +said last night. But, Salome, it is late for you to be out alone. Shall +I walk part of the way home with you?" + +"Oh, no, thank you, miss! I shall be perfectly safe. Besides, it's +quite light now the moon has risen. Good night, miss." + +"Good night, Salome." + +Margaret went back to Greystone in a very thoughtful frame of mind. She +considered that her friend was not half so depressed as she herself +would have been under similar circumstances, not reflecting that +Salome's trouble had come upon her by slow degrees. It had taken five +years to change Josiah Petherick from a sober, God-fearing man into the +desperate drunkard who had turned his only child out-doors last night. + +Meanwhile, Salome, as she swung herself down the hill, wondered what +could be amiss with Miss Margaret. She had grown deeply attached to the +pretty, fair-haired girl, who had, from the first time they had met, +treated her with the greatest kindness and consideration. She had given +her several lessons in the art of knitting, and the lessons had given +pleasure to teacher and pupil alike; and both were much interested +in the progression of the sock which Margaret was rather laboriously +making under the other's instructions. + +The "Crab and Cockle" was lit up brightly as Salome passed by, and +she sighed as she heard the hoarse murmur of voices within, for she +imagined her father to be there; but great was her surprise on reaching +home, to find him in the little yard at the back of the cottage bathing +his face at the pump. When he came into the kitchen, she noticed not +only that he was intoxicated, but that he had a cut on his cheek, and +one eye was turning black. She asked no questions, however, for she saw +he was in one of his worst moods; so she lit the lamp in silence, and +proceeded to set the supper on the table. Presently, he remarked that +he had quarrelled with someone, and they had come to blows. + +"'Twas Silas Moyle—" he was beginning, when, in her surprise, she +interrupted him. + +"Silas Moyle!" she echoed, for the baker was a steady, peace-loving man. + +"Yes," he nodded; "the canting humbug!" He looked at her sullenly, even +resentfully, she thought; and she trembled with fear as she noticed his +shaking hands and quivering lips. + +Then he burst forth into a volley of oaths, and she gleaned that he +was angry with her for having sought refuge with the Moyles on the +preceding night. He stormed against her, against Silas and his wife, +against everyone, in short, who had remonstrated with him that day. +Apparently, his neighbours had been telling him some plain home truths +which had not been pleasant hearing. + +"Oh, father, don't say any more!" Salome pleaded in great distress. +"Oh, please don't swear so frightfully! What could I do? You turned me +out of my home, and I did not know where to go, except to Mrs. Moyle's. +Oh, don't speak of her like that! It was out of pure kindness she took +me in. You would not have had me spend the night out of doors in that +lashing rain, would you? Oh, father, you are cruel indeed!" + +The reproach in her sorrowful eyes enraged him beyond measure. + +"You dare stand up for those who insult your father!" he shouted in a +fury; and clutching her by the shoulder, he shook her savagely, then +flung her from him with some violence. Losing her hold of her crutches, +they fell to the ground; and staggering forward with a frightened cry, +she knocked her forehead against a corner of the mantelpiece, and the +next moment, lay white and unconscious at her father's feet. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A Brief Repentance. + +IT was about half-past nine o'clock that same night, that the Vicar of +Yelton opened the Pethericks' garden gate, and stepping determinedly up +the path, rapped at the door of the cottage. + +Returning from an evening's fishing an hour previously, he had been +stopped in the village, on his way home, by Silas Moyle, who had poured +into his ears an excited tale about Josiah, whom Silas had taken upon +himself to remonstrate with upon his cruel conduct to his daughter on +the previous night, with the result that Josiah, inflamed with drink, +had struck him, and had received in return a black eye and an injured +cheek. + +"You know, sir, I'm a man of peace, and don't hold with brawling," +Silas had said; "but I own I lost my temper to-night. Josiah's a +regular blackguard when he's drunk." + +"It was foolish to remonstrate with a drunken man," Mr. Amyatt had +answered. "Had you spoken to him in his sober moments, your words might +have had a very different effect. Where is Josiah now?" + +"Gone home, swearing vengeance against me, sir. My great fear is, that +he'll do some harm to poor Salome." + +That had been the Vicar's fear, too. So, instead of going straight to +the Vicarage as he had intended, he had retraced his footsteps to the +Pethericks' cottage, and now stood waiting for admittance at the door. + +As no one answered his knock, he rapped louder and listened. For a +few moments there was silence; then came the sound of heavy, dragging +footsteps, and Josiah opened the door and demanded hoarsely who was +there. + +"It is I, Petherick," the Vicar answered, stepping uninvited across the +threshold. + +"Where is your daughter?" he asked, fixing his eyes upon the fisherman, +who stood staring at him in a dazed fashion. + +Receiving no reply, he turned into the kitchen, an exclamation of +horror and dismay breaking from his lips, as he caught sight of the +small, slight figure of the lame girl lying near the fireplace. Very +tenderly, he lifted her and placed her in the one easy-chair in the +room, calling to Josiah to bring some water immediately. + +"Water!" questioned Josiah stupidly. "What for? She's dead. She's been +dead this half-hour or more; but I haven't dared touch her. Salome, +Salome! I've killed you, my poor maid! Your own father's killed you, +Salome;" and flinging himself on his knees at his daughter's side, +Josiah wept like a child. + +"Don't be foolish, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said sternly. He had been +feeling Salome's pulse, and had ascertained that it beat, though +feebly. "She's not dead, but she has fainted. Come, be a man. Pull +yourself together, and fetch some water at once." + +"Not dead," Josiah cried excitedly. "Are you sure? Then, God be thanked +for that!" He rose from his knees, and went into the yard, returning in +a few seconds with a basin of water. + +Very gently, the Vicar bathed Salome's white face until her eyelids +flickered and a faint colour stole to her lips. Josiah, sobered by +fright, explained what had happened, not sparing himself, but declaring +he would not have injured a hair of his daughter's head, if he could +have helped it, for Mr. Amyatt must know how much he loved her. + +"Tush, Petherick!" the Vicar responded impatiently, mingled pity and +disgust in his tone. "Don't talk to me of your love for Salome. A nice +way you have of showing it. Last night, you turned her out of doors in +torrents of rain—" + +"I was drunk," Josiah interposed hastily. "She riled me, she did, with +her tears, and—" + +"Having been drunk is no excuse," Mr. Amyatt interrupted in his turn. +"Not content with your scandalous conduct last night, you must continue +your unmanly behaviour to-day and knock Salome down, and—" + +"No, no," said a weak voice at this point. It was Salome who spoke. She +had regained consciousness, and was sufficiently herself to understand +what was going on. "No, no," she repeated, "it was an accident. He did +not mean to hurt me." + +"I shook her, and—and pushed her," Josiah admitted, looking thoroughly +ashamed of himself. "I meant her no harm, sir, but I was rough, +and—oh, Salome, can you ever forgive me?" And the wretched man turned +appealingly to the little figure in the easy-chair. + +"Yes," was the faint response. "I—I don't think I'm much hurt." + +"Are you in pain?" Mr. Amyatt asked gently. + +"No, sir; but my forehead is very sore. I must have knocked it in +falling." + +"Yes, poor child, I see you did; there is a big bruise coming." + +"I suppose I fainted?" she inquired, looking wistfully from the Vicar +to her father, who was regarding her in gloomy silence. + +"Yes, that was it, you fainted," Mr. Amyatt replied. "But you are much +better now; and after a good night's rest, I have no doubt you will be +almost yourself again." + +Salome glanced at her crutches, which were lying on the ground. Mr. +Amyatt picked them up and placed them against her chair. + +"Thank you, sir," she said gratefully, lifting her brown eyes shyly to +his face, which expressed so plainly his sympathy and concern. "I think +I shall be all right now," she added. "Thank you for being so kind." + +"Does that mean you wish me to go?" he queried with a smile. "Well, I +don't know that I can do any good by remaining longer. Good night, my +dear." + +He took Salome's small, thin hand and pressed it reassuringly, then +beckoned to her father to follow him to the door. + +"You must have someone in to see to that poor child to-night, +Petherick," he said gravely. "Can you call upon assistance from one of +your neighbours?" + +Josiah shook his head doubtfully. + +"Then, shall I ask Mrs. Moyle to look in and help get Salome to bed?" +the Vicar suggested. + +A dull, shamed flush rose to the fisherman's face, and he began to +stammer something about not knowing whether Mrs. Moyle would come +inside his doors, seeing he had quarrelled with her husband only that +evening; but the Vicar cut him short. + +"I know all about that, Petherick. Silas Moyle told me the tale himself +not an hour ago. I heard it with great regret, for Silas is a sincere +well-wisher of yours, and he and his wife would do anything in the +world for your little girl. You had better let me send Mrs. Moyle to +you—that is, if she will come; perhaps she will not. Shall I be the +bearer of an apology from you to Silas?" + +"I'm sorry I hit him," Josiah acknowledged truthfully. + +"Shall I tell him that?" + +"If you please, sir. I admit, I deserved what he gave me. Oh, sir, I've +had a fine fright this night! I thought I'd killed Salome." + +"You might have done so." + +"Then I should have been a murderer," Josiah groaned. "I'm a bad lot, +sir, that's what I am." + +He seemed perfectly sober now, so Mr. Amyatt spoke a few solemn words +to him, imploring him, for the sake of his little daughter, to give +up the drink, and take the pledge. Josiah declared he would think +seriously about doing so, and went back to Salome, whilst the Vicar +hurried in search of Mrs. Moyle. + +At first, that good woman, kind-hearted and fond of the lame girl +though she was, said nothing would make her enter the doors of one +who had so insulted her husband as had Josiah. But, on Silas adding +his entreaties to the Vicar's, she gave in and betook herself to the +Pethericks' cottage, where, after having assisted Salome upstairs, and +put her to bed, she declared her intention of remaining for the night. +She was not going to leave "that poor motherless lamb," as she called +Salome, "in the house alone with a maniac." + +Josiah Petherick did not look much like a maniac, however, as he sat +in the kitchen listening to Mrs. Moyle's scathing remarks as she put +away the supper things. He was in a wonderfully subdued and repentant +frame of mind, and sat with his elbows on the table and his aching +head resting in his hands. At last, he could bear his companion's home +thrusts no longer, and exclaimed, "Good gracious, woman, do you imagine +I don't know what a beast I am?" + +"Well, if you do know it, why don't you turn over a new leaf?" she +inquired. "I mind what a steady young fellow you used to be. You're +too easily led, that's what you are. Make up your mind to give up the +drink." + +"I can't—not entirely; it's got too strong a hold on me," he confessed. + +"That's the way of it. Well, you'll have to choose between drink and +Salome—that's my opinion—for you're killing her by slow degrees." + +Josiah started; but Mrs. Moyle did not pursue the subject further. +She told him he had better go to bed, and make no noise to disturb +his daughter. Accordingly, he took off his boots and crept upstairs +in his stockinged feet, whilst Mrs. Moyle, having put out the lamp, +and ascertained that the door of the cottage was securely fastened, +returned to Salome, whom she found sleeping peacefully. + +The next day, Josiah put himself in the way of Silas Moyle, and +actually apologised to him for having struck. And Silas was magnanimous +and forgave him, though it must be admitted, he regarded the other's +black eye and swelled cheek with a sense of satisfaction. They were +marks that would remain to remind Josiah of his ill conduct for some +days to come. + +Salome was poorly for nearly a week, and the first occasion on which +she showed herself in the village, she was met on all sides by +commiserating looks and words which showed her plainly that everyone +was quite aware that her father had been the cause of her accident. The +sympathy thus evinced towards her, though kindly offered, cut her to +the heart, and she returned home utterly miserable. + +During the days which followed, Mr. Amyatt made several ineffectual +attempts to induce Josiah to take the pledge. No, Josiah said, there +was no need for him to do that; but he had made up his mind to turn +over a new leaf, nevertheless, and the Vicar would see that he could +take his glass of beer like other men and be none the worse for it. The +Vicar shook his head at that, but Josiah was not to be moved, so the +matter was, perforce, dropped. + +Margaret was the first of the inmates of Greystone to hear of Salome's +accident. Mrs. Moyle gave her full particulars of it one morning when +she had an errand at the shop. And before going home, she went to +inquire for her lame friend, whom she found sitting in the porch of the +cottage with such a bright, hopeful expression on her pale countenance, +that she was surprised, and remarked upon it. + +"Oh, I am ever so much better!" Salome assured her with a smile. + +"Are you really?" Margaret asked anxiously. "You have a nasty bruise on +your forehead." + +"Oh, that's nothing, indeed, miss! Have you heard how it happened? +They haven't made you believe father did it on purpose, have they? He +wouldn't hurt me for anything, if he could help it. Oh, Miss Margaret, +I do believe father means to be steadier for the future!" + +"Is he going to be a teetotaler, then?" Margaret inquired eagerly. + +"No—o," was the dubious reply, "I'm afraid not; but he says he won't +take more beer than is good for him. Oh, I know he has said that lots +of times before, but I believe he really means it now. Indeed, he has +been quite different these last few days—more like what he used to be +when dear mother was alive." + +This was quite true. Mrs. Moyle's words that he would have to choose +between drink and Salome had made a strong impression upon Josiah, and +had caused him to notice how much thinner and paler his little daughter +had become of late. His conscience reproached him on her account, +for he knew that she was not very strong, and that she worked hard, +besides which, his unsteady habits were a constant trouble to her. In +his repentance, he felt capable of denying himself anything for her +sake—except drink, and that, he solemnly vowed he would take sparingly. + +Seeing that Salome was so hopeful that her father meant to live a sober +life for the future, Margaret had not the heart to express the doubts +which occupied her mind; but on her return to Greystone, she saw, by +Mr. Fowler's grave face when she explained the situation to him, that +he did not believe Josiah's repentance would be lasting, and trembled +for the safety and happiness of her little lame friend. + +"Don't you think he means to keep his word, and not get intoxicated +again?" she questioned. + +"Oh, yes!" Mr. Fowler replied, "I think he means all he says. But I +feel sure, if he does not give up drink altogether, it will soon have +the mastery over him again. I believe he loves Salome very dearly, but +he loves drink even better than his little daughter, or he would be +willing to give it up for her sake. Poor Salome! I greatly fear she has +more trouble in store for her with that father of hers." + +This proved to be the case. For before a fortnight had quite elapsed +since Salome's accident, Josiah was drinking heavily again, and +spending his evenings at the "Crab and Cockle," as he had done of +old. His repentance had been of brief duration; and the lame girl's +face grew pinched, and her dark brown eyes larger and sadder, as her +father squandered more and more of his earnings at the village inn; +whilst Silas Moyle grumbled when the Pethericks' bread account remained +unpaid, and would have stopped the supply, but for Salome. + +"The poor little maid looks half-starved as it is," he remarked to his +wife when she expressed surprise that he took no steps to obtain his +rights. "Josiah's drinking what ought to be spent on his child; but it +shall never be said that we begrudged her bread." + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +Mrs. Fowler and Salome. + +WHEN Mrs. Lute returned to N—, she asked and obtained permission +for Margaret to visit her. The little girl had not appeared very +well lately, and it was thought a change would do her good, which it +certainly did, for she came back at the end of a fortnight decidedly +better in health and spirits. + +Mrs. Fowler greeted Margaret on her return with no very great show of +pleasure, though secretly, she was delighted to see her looking so +well. She never told her how glad she was to have her at home again, or +that she had missed her, as she had actually done. And consequently, +Margaret was not a little disappointed, and the kiss she gave her +governess was far warmer than the one she imprinted on her mother's +fair cheek—a fact Mrs. Fowler did not fail to notice. + +"I have forfeited her respect and affection," thought the mother +bitterly. + +"She does not care for me, she never did," thought the child. + +So the estrangement between the two grew, till it was patent to +everybody. Perhaps Mr. Fowler and the governess guessed the cause of +it; but the servants blamed their mistress, and declared she was so +wrapped up in Master Gerald, that she had no love to spare for her +daughter. + +On her return to Greystone, Margaret resumed her organ lessons; but she +was obliged to practise in the afternoons now, as the evenings were +dark. + +The golden touch of autumn was upon everything; the orchards were +being cleared of their fruit; and the village children scoured the +country around Yelton for blackberries, and sloes, and mushrooms. At +the end of September, the fine weather broke up, and was followed by +the equinoctial gales, which did great damage in the Greystone gardens, +the fierce wind tearing up shrubs by the roots, and the heavy rains +beating down the summer flowers which had lingered late in bloom. Mr. +Fowler braved the fury of the elements, and was out of doors every day; +but the weather was too rough for the other inmates of Greystone, who +remained in the house till the gales had passed. + +Thus it was, that Margaret and Salome did not see as much of each other +as they had done hitherto. But one fine October afternoon, the former +paid the latter a visit, and was shocked to see how worried and ill her +lame friend was looking. + +The truth of the matter was, the bad weather had prevented any fishing +being done, and Josiah Petherick, having no money in hand, it had been +extremely short commons for him and Salome. Of course, Salome did not +intimate this to Margaret, she would have been ashamed to do so; she +merely said, when questioned, that she had not been very well, and +turned the conversation to Margaret's late visit to N—. + +"Mrs. Lute gives up the house shortly, and returns to London," Margaret +explained. "But she likes Cornwall so much, that she says she shall try +to come again next year, if not to N—, then perhaps to some place near. +By the way, Salome, mother and father are going to London for a few +days soon. Shan't we be lonely at Greystone without them? Mother says +she hopes you will come and see her before she goes. Will you?" + +Salome assented. She liked Mrs. Fowler, who had always been very kind +to her, and admired her as much as she had ever done; she considered +her the nicest, prettiest lady she knew. + +So one afternoon, a few days later, found the lame girl entering the +Greystone grounds. She approached the house slowly, marking the havoc +the late gales had worked, and went around to the back door, where she +inquired of the servant who opened it in response to her knock, if Mrs. +Fowler was at home. She was answered in the affirmative, and invited +into the big, front kitchen to wait, whilst it was ascertained if the +mistress was disengaged at present. + +"Sit down, my dear," said the cook—a stout, middle-aged woman, with a +round, red face, and a pair of sharp though not unkindly eyes. "There, +take that easy-chair and rest yourself; maybe the pull up the hill has +tired you." + +She fetched a glass of milk and a big slice of cake, which she placed +before her visitor. "You'll be better after a little refreshment," she +added. "I know the mistress would wish you to have it." + +"Oh, thank you!" Salome replied gratefully, flushing with pleasure, for +she had had a scanty dinner. She drank the milk and ate the cake, and +did certainly feel better afterwards. + +"Miss Margaret's out," the cook remarked. "She's gone for a walk with +Miss Conway and Master Gerald. But I daresay, she'll be back before +long. She'd be sorry to miss you, my dear, for you're a rare favourite +of hers, I can tell you." + +Salome smiled happily, as she replied, "I am so glad to hear you say +that, for I love her dearly. I expect you're very fond of her yourself, +aren't you?" + +"I believe she's a general favourite—but no, I'm wrong there. There's +one in the house who doesn't appreciate her, and that's her own mother. +Yes, you may well look surprised, but I assure you it's true. Mrs. +Fowler doesn't make half as much of Miss Margaret as she does of Master +Gerald—tiresome boy that he is. She wanted to take him to town with +her, if you please, but the master won't allow that. I heard them +talking about it in the garden. 'We'll take Margaret, if you like,' +he said. 'No,' said she, 'I don't want Margaret.' She never does want +her, and that's the fact, and yet, I believe there's not anything Miss +Margaret would not do for her." + +The cook, who was an extremely garrulous person, paused breathlessly +for a few moments, then proceeded: "And such a pretty, nice-mannered +little girl Miss Margaret is too. I declare it's a shame her own mother +shouldn't love her more. It puzzles me, that it does, why it should be +so." + +Salome had listened in pain and surprise, wondering if this accounted +for the sad expression which she had so often noticed on Margaret's +pretty face. Was this the trouble that could not be told? + +Before, however, she had time to make a reply, Ross entered the +kitchen, and said her mistress would like Salome to join her in the +drawing-room. + +The lame girl found Mrs. Fowler alone, sitting by the fire, for though +the weather was not actually cold, the day was dull, and the warmth was +pleasant. Mrs. Fowler was very glad to have a visitor, and made Salome +sit down near her and talk. + +"My husband and I are going up to town the day after to-morrow," she +said, "and I wanted to see you before I went. You must stay until the +others return and have some tea." + +Salome explained that the cook had already given her milk and cake; +but Mrs. Fowler smilingly declared she knew she would be ready for tea +when tea-time came, which would not be for another hour. She continued +to talk pleasantly and easily, whilst the lame girl listened; and +by-and-by, when Salome was questioned kindly and sympathetically as +to the reason of her wan looks, she confessed, with some hesitation, +however, that it was very tight times with her and her father at home. + +"The weather has been so bad that no boats have been able to go out," +she said; "and—" lowering her voice and colouring scarlet—"father's +been worse than usual lately, and—and—he owes money to Silas Moyle, and +how can we ever hope to pay it, if he spends so much at the 'Crab and +Cockle'? It almost seems as though he doesn't care. And every day, I'm +afraid Silas will say he won't let us have any more bread. Oh, it's +dreadful—it's all through the drink, ma'am. Father'd be such a dear, +good father if it wasn't for that." + +"And you really love him in spite of the way in which he goes on?" Mrs. +Fowler asked wonderingly. + +"Oh, yes, ma'am, indeed I do!" was the earnest reply. "Whatever father +did, I think I should love him just the same." + +"I don't know how you can, I'm sure; I believe if I were you, I should +lose all patience with him. Think how selfish he is, how inconsiderate +for your comfort, how violent—" + +"Ah, but that's only when he's been drinking!" Salome interposed +hastily. "Father isn't like that really; it's only when the drink's in +him, that he's all you say. If he would but give up the drink, he and I +should be as happy as the day is long. Oh, I shall never cease hoping +and praying that some day he may become a teetotaler! If I could get +him to take the pledge, I believe all would be well." + +"Meanwhile, he is wearing you to death, poor child. Well, don't cease +to pray for him. God knows he needs all your prayers." + +Mrs. Fowler sighed deeply, whilst she gazed sadly and thoughtfully into +the fire. She was silent so long that Salome thought she must have +forgotten her presence; but suddenly she glanced at her with a smile +and asked, "How is Margaret getting on with her knitting?" + +"Oh, very well, ma'am!" was the reply. "But I am afraid she will not +come so frequently now the winter days are at hand. Besides, father is +oftener at home." + +Mrs. Fowler nodded. She put her hand into her pocket and drew therefrom +her purse, as she inquired, "How much is it your father owes Silas +Moyle?" + +"Nearly eighteen shillings," Salome admitted. "I know it's a lot of +money," she added deprecatingly. + +"A lot of money!" Mrs. Fowler echoed with a faint, amused smile as she +opened her purse and took out a sovereign. "Here, my dear," she said, +pressing the coin into her visitor's hand, "you will be able to pay +your bread account now. Yes, it is for you—a present—put it in your +pocket." + +Salome was so astonished that she could find no words in which to +speak her thanks; but her expressive eyes spoke for her, and told how +deeply thankful she felt. She tied the sovereign up in one corner +of her handkerchief, which she placed inside the bosom of her frock +for greater safety. And then, having overcome her first sensation of +intense surprise, she exclaimed, "Oh, ma'am, thank you! How good and +kind you are! Oh, what will father say when he knows! It will be such +a relief to be able to pay Silas Moyle, for we never owed him quite so +much before. Oh, I shall be grateful to you as long as ever I live!" + +"There, there, say no more about it. I am glad it is in my power to +lift a little of the load of trouble from your young shoulders; your +heaviest trial is beyond the reach of human aid. But oh! Go on loving +your father, child, if you can, for he must want all your affection, I +am sure." + +To Salome's astonishment, she saw there were tears in Mrs. Fowler's +blue eyes, and that her face was quivering with strong emotion. Before +more could be said, however, Gerald flung open the door and rushed +into the room, followed at a more decorous pace by his sister and Miss +Conway, and a little later the master of the house appeared upon the +scene. + +No one would hear of Salome's leaving, till she had had tea, so she +remained. And afterwards, she willingly consented to sing, so that it +was quite dark before she left Greystone; and Mrs. Fowler insisted on +sending a servant to see her home in safety. + +Josiah Petherick was not sober that night, but the next morning, +his daughter told him of the present Mrs. Fowler had made her, and +expressed her determination of paying the baker that day. Nor would she +hear of her father's settling the account, for, alas! she knew that he +was not to be trusted. And that if she let him have the money, he would +be more likely to betake himself to the "Crab and Cockle" than to Silas +Moyle's shop. + +"The truth is, you won't trust me," he said bitterly. + +"I can't, father," she answered, the sound of tears in her voice. "You +know I can't. Mrs. Fowler gave me the money on purpose for our bread +account, and I must know it's paid. Oh, it was kind of her!" + +"Yes, it was," he admitted, adding with unexpected candour, "There +never should have been need for her to do it; but your father's a +good-for-naught. Yes, Salome, that's what everybody says. Folks pity +you an' blame me. I know Mrs. Fowler has done this for your sake." + +"And for yours too, father. Oh, yes, I am certain of that. She told me +to go on loving you, and—" + +"Did she though?" Josiah interposed in extreme surprise. "Well, you do +amaze me. She's a real kind lady, anyway, and has proved herself our +true friend." + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A Stormy Night. + +"HARK! What's that, Miss Conway? It sounds like a dog howling. There it +is again!" And the speaker, Margaret Fowler, put down the book she had +been reading, and rising from her chair by the fireplace, went to the +window, and peered into the darkness. + +The governess and her two pupils were spending the hours between +tea-time and supper in the schoolroom at Greystone. A very pleasant +apartment it was, comfortably carpeted and curtained, with a bright +wood fire burning in the grate. Miss Conway glanced up from her +needlework as Margaret spoke, whilst Gerald ceased playing with the cat +on the hearthrug and listened for a few moments. + +"I don't hear anything," the latter said. + +He turned his attention to his playfellow again, but puss was tired +and had no desire to prolong the game. In vain, he dangled a piece +of string before her eyes to entice her to spring at it. She had had +enough of him, and sat on the hearthrug, complacently washing her face +and blinking in the firelight. + +"Selfish thing!" he exclaimed, "I—oh, yes, I do hear something now!" +And he joined his sister at the window. + +The sound which fell upon the ears of the listeners was like the low +wail of some animal in distress. Margaret's fair cheeks paled as she +listened, for there was something eerie in the faint, indistinct sound. + +"I don't think it's a dog," said Miss Conway doubtfully. "No, I believe +it's the wind rising. If so, we shall have a wild night. Let us open +the window and make certain what it is." + +They did so; and then ascertained that it was indeed the wind which +they heard. The night was pitch dark, with heavy clouds overhead. It +had been a still, sombre, autumn day, with that hush in the air which +generally portends a storm. Now, the wind was rising, whilst the +breakers could be heard dashing against the base of the cliffs. + +"Yes, it is only the wind," Miss Conway decided. "How mournful it +sounds. Shut the window, children, and come back to the fire. How +thankful we should be that we have a good roof over our heads! Gerald, +don't tease the cat, my dear; she doesn't want to play any more." + +"Josiah Petherick said this afternoon that we were going to have a +storm," Gerald remarked. "I saw him on the beach, tarring his boat. +None of the fishermen had gone to sea." + +"I suppose they considered the weather too uncertain?" Miss Conway +interrogated. + +"Yes," the boy replied. "Father says they are all very weather-wise. I +don't mind a storm, do you, Miss Conway? I wonder if there will be a +wreck." + +"Oh, I sincerely trust not!" the governess exclaimed hastily. + +"I should like to see a wreck," Gerald informed her. "Josiah Petherick +has seen several, and he has saved the lives of heaps of people. He +must be a very brave man. I don't believe he's afraid of anything. +Can't we have our supper upstairs to-night instead of in the +dining-room? It's so jolly and cosy here." + +Miss Conway assented. Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were in London, and the house +seemed dull without them. Margaret had taken up her book again; but +she was not reading, for the sound of the rising gale distracted her +attention and made her feel restless and uneasy. + +"If we have a storm, perhaps there will be a wreck," Gerald proceeded +presently. "It is so dark, that I should not be surprised, should you, +Miss Conway, if a ship ran on the rocks?" + +"Oh, Gerald, pray don't suggest such a probability!" she cried, with a +shudder. + +"If there was a wreck, would you let me go down to the beach?" he +inquired eagerly. "Say you would, Miss Conway!" + +"I shall certainly say no such thing. If there was a wreck—which God +forbid!—I should insist on your remaining in the house. Nothing would +induce me to give you permission to go out in a storm. But we need not +speak of it. Ring the bell, Gerald, and I will order supper." + +The boy obeyed, though with a cloud on his brow; he realised argument +was of no avail when his governess spoke in that decided tone. After +supper, he went to bed at his usual time, and forgetful of the rising +storm, and the prospect of a wreck, was soon asleep. Miss Conway and +Margaret sat up till ten o'clock, alternately talking and listening +to the wind, which was now howling dolefully around the house, almost +driving in the window-panes, and mingling its sobs and wails with the +angry roar of the sea; and then they, too, retired to their respective +rooms. The gale increased in fury however, and then came the rain. + +Meanwhile, the villagers were all alert, for there was little rest for +anyone at Yelton on such a night as this, with a westerly gale raging, +and the sea like great walls of foam. The fishermen hesitated to seek +their beds, whilst some of the most venturesome braved the furious +wind and the heavy rain, which was now descending in torrents, and +kept watch by the sea-shore, their hearts anxiously expectant, as they +recalled similar occasions when their assistance had been required to +help those in peril on the sea. + +In the Pethericks' cottage, Salome stood by the kitchen window, +listening to the storm, and patiently waiting for her father. He was +not at the "Crab and Cockle," she was certain of that, but on the +beach; and she felt no anxiety about him. He was accustomed to rough +weather; and on such a night as this, she knew he would be his true +self—brave, fearless, and reliable. As was her custom when alone, she +was singing softly: + + "Lead us, heavenly Father, lead us + O'er the world's tempestuous sea; + Guide us, guard us, keep us, feed us, + For we have no help but Thee, + Yet possessing every blessing + If our God our Father be." + +Seen by the subdued light of the lamp in the centre of the table, the +little girl's face wore a look of great contentment. For the time, she +had forgotten how troublous was her life, as her soul rose on the wings +of faith to an altitude which set her far above the trials of this +world. She sang the hymn from beginning to end in a soft undertone, +with the wailing wind for an accompanyment; then, opening the window, +she thrust out her head and listened. She heard hurrying footsteps +passing the cottage, and men's hoarse voices shouting. + +"Who goes there?" Salome cried. "Is anything amiss?" + +"I hope nothing is wrong," she thought, as she received no answer; "but +I suppose they are obliged to shout to make themselves heard." + +She tried in vain to pierce the darkness. + +"If a vessel had been in distress, the crew would fire guns, or send up +rockets," she reflected. + +The rain beat against her face, so she drew back from the window, +which she shut, and turned her attention to the fire, remembering that +her father would certainly return drenched to the skin. Suddenly the +cottage door was flung open, and Margaret Fowler, hatless, and with her +fair hair hanging around her face, stood before her. + +"Oh, Salome!" she gasped breathlessly. "Is he here? Have you seen +Gerald?" + +"No, miss. What is wrong?" + +"We've lost Gerald, and I thought he might have come here. All the +servants are looking for him, and Miss Conway too. Oh, what shall we +do? He went to bed as usual, and was fast asleep at ten o'clock, but +when Miss Conway peeped into his room half-an-hour ago, to see if the +storm had disturbed him, his bed was empty. He had dressed, and we +believe, he must have gone out." + +"Perhaps he is somewhere hiding in the house," Salome suggested. +"Surely he would not go out on a night like this." + +"Yes, I think he would. He wanted so much to see a wreck—he seemed +to have made up his mind there would be one to-night—and he is quite +fearless." + +"I expect he is safe. Oh, how wet you are, Miss Margaret!" + +"Yes, and the wind blew away my hat coming down the hill, but no +matter. Oh, where can Gerald have gone? I believe he must be on the +beach." + +"If he is, father will be sure to notice him and take care of him," +Salome said consolingly. "Don't be frightened, miss; I feel sure Master +Gerald will come to no harm." + +"If he does, it will kill mother!" Margaret cried, despairingly. "She +loves him so dearly. No, I mustn't stay; I must go and find Gerald if I +can;" and opening the door, she rushed away into the darkness again. + +After a few minutes of indecision, Salome put on her jacket, tied a +shawl around her head, and leaving the cottage door unlocked, hastened +towards the beach. She had not gone far, however, before she came upon +a group of fishermen, one of whom was her father. She explained that +the little boy from Greystone was missing from his home, but no one +had seen him. Her father was vexed that she had ventured out in such a +storm, and peremptorily ordered her to return. + +"I'll look around an' see if I can find Master Gerald," he said. "But +he'll come to no harm, I warrant." + +"Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!" + +It was Margaret who spoke. She had been led in the direction of the +group by the sound of voices; and clutched Josiah by the arm to steady +herself, as a fierce gust of wind nearly took her off her feet. + +"Do you go back with Salome, miss," he said. "This is no fit place for +you two little maids. I promise I'll look for Master Gerald, and find +him, too, if he's hereabouts." + +"Oh, thank you!" Margaret replied earnestly. + +She was really nearly done up with battling against the wind and the +rain, so she raised no objection to returning with Salome. The little +girls reached the cottage in safety, and upon entering, found Miss +Conway in the kitchen. Having knocked in vain at the door, she had +tried to open it, and finding it unlocked, had gone in; she too had +thought it possible that Gerald might be there. + +"If he's on the beach, father will find him, you may depend upon that," +Salome assured her. "And he will bring him straight here. I fear you +will both catch dreadful colds," and she glanced commiseratingly from +Margaret to the governess. + +"We shan't mind that, so long as Gerald is safe," Margaret returned. +She was shivering and her teeth were chattering, as much with fright on +her brother's account as with cold. "Oh, Miss Conway, what shall we do +if anything has happened to him? Mother will never forgive us if—" + +"Dear Margaret, don't be morbid; neither you nor I have been to +blame," Miss Conway reminded her. "If harm has come to your brother, +it has been through no fault of ours. Who would imagine that he would +deliberately get up and dress and steal out of the house unknown to +anyone? Whatever the result of this mad freak of his proves to be, will +have been his own doing." + +"It is terrible to think what may have happened to him. The wind is +high enough to blow him into the sea if he is really on the beach. Oh, +mother will hate the sight of me for ever, if Gerald is drowned!" And +Margaret burst into tears. + +"Don't, dear, don't!" Miss Conway said imploringly. + +"You know it is true," Margaret cried passionately. "If I was killed, +mother would not care—not much; but Gerald is as the apple of her eye." + +Before any answer could be made to this, the cottage door opened, and +Josiah strode into the kitchen, bearing Gerald in his arms. He had +discovered the little boy crouched in the shelter of a boat which had +been drawn high up on the beach, out of the reach of the tide. + +"There is no wreck," Gerald said disgustedly, as Josiah set him down on +the floor, "and I'm cold and wet, and should like to go home." + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Trouble at Greystone. + +FOR once, Gerald had gone too far, as he discovered on the following +day, when, for punishment, his governess insisted on keeping him +locked up in his bedroom. In vain, he cried and protested against such +treatment, Miss Conway was like adamant, and the boy had perforce +to endure twenty-four hours of solitary confinement with no one to +speak to, no one to play with, and nothing to do. A more salutary +mode of punishment could not have been devised; and in consequence, +Gerald appeared at the breakfast-table on the morning following his +imprisonment, in a subdued and repentant frame of mind. He said he was +sorry for his past conduct; but he could not extract a promise from +either Miss Conway or Margaret that his father should not be informed +of the anxiety and trouble he had caused the whole household. + +Margaret had caught a severe cold on the night of the storm, and spent +the next few days shivering over the schoolroom fire, too unwell for +lessons. Gerald's escapade had been a shock to her; she was overwrought +and languid, and when, on the morning of the day that Mr. and Mrs. +Fowler were expected home, she began to dress she felt so shaky that +she went back to bed again. + +"Not up yet, Margaret?" asked Miss Conway's voice outside the door, +half-an-hour later. + +"No," was the reply. "I am so sorry, but my cold is very bad, and I +have such a dreadful headache." + +The governess entered the room immediately on hearing this and +approached the bed. After kissing Margaret with affectionate concern, +she felt her pulse and declared her to be a little feverish. + +"Stay where you are, my dear," she said kindly. "Why, you're shivering. +Ross shall bring you a hot-water bottle for your feet and light the +fire; then, I have no doubt, if you lie in bed and nurse your cold, you +will soon be better." + +"I am so vexed, because mother and father are coming home to-night," +Margaret sighed. + +"I daresay you will be well enough to get up by the evening," Miss +Conway responded hopefully. "I shall be with Gerald as usual, but +I shall tell Ross to devote herself to you. If you want me, do not +hesitate to send for me." + +Margaret could eat no breakfast, but she took a few sips of the milk +Ross brought her a short while later, and afterwards fell into an +uneasy sleep. The maid, moving about softly, lit the fire and dusted +the room, then turned her attention to the flushed face on the pillow. + +"Poor little thing, she does look poorly," she murmured. "And it's all +on account of that tiresome child, Master Gerald. 'Tis a shame of the +mistress to spoil him so; everyone can see but her that she's ruining +him, allowing him his own way as she does." + +Margaret moved restlessly and began to mutter. Ross bent over her, +and caught the sound of Gerald's name. She laid her cool hand softly +against the little girl's cheek and felt how it burnt. + +"She's very feverish," she thought. "I do hope she isn't going to be +really ill. A nice home-coming it will be for master, if she is. I +wonder if the mistress would trouble much?" + +Roes moved away to the fireplace, and taking up some sewing-work, +stitched industriously, every now and again glancing towards the +restless sleeper. + +Suddenly the little girl uttered a shriek and sprang up in bed, +whereupon Ross dropped her work and hastened to the bedside. + +"What is it, dear?" she asked, putting her arms around Margaret's +quivering form. "You've had a bad dream, I expect—but it was only a +dream. See, now, don't tremble so, you're perfectly safe with Ross." + +"Where's Gerald?" Margaret demanded in a strange, hoarse voice. + +"Doing his lessons with Miss Conway." + +"Where's Gerald?" the little girl reiterated. + +Ross repeated her former answer, but it did not appear to satisfy +Margaret. + +"Let me go and look for him," she said in a tone of distress. + +"No, dear; you're not well, you must lie down again." + +"You won't let me go!" Margaret struggled a minute in Ross' restraining +arms, then sank back on the pillow. "I know why you won't let me go," +she cried; "he's dead. He's drowned." + +"No, no, darling, he's perfectly safe. Dear Miss Margaret, you've been +dreaming." + +"He's drowned!" the little girl insisted. "And who's going to tell +mother? Oh, it will kill her!" + +"Miss Margaret, I solemnly declare Master Gerald's living and well," +said Ross, growing more and more concerned. "I wouldn't tell you a +story, why should I? You're poorly, dear, and you've had a bad dream." + +But Margaret wandered on: "Listen to the rain beating against the +window, and the wind howling. And Gerald is out in it all! If he is on +the beach, he will be blown into the sea. Look at that great wave! Oh, +it has carried him away!" and she uttered a heartrending cry. + +"It is a lovely day," Ross assured her; "the sun is shining, and the +sea is quite blue and calm. You've been dreaming about the storm, miss, +and fancying all sorts of horrors that never happened." + +Margaret's blue eyes, wide open, were fixed upon Ross' face, but she +evidently had not followed what the woman had said, for after a short +silence she began to mutter distressfully about Gerald again. + +Ross was now exceedingly alarmed. She rang the bell, and sent for Miss +Conway, who, in her turn, tried to pacify the sick child. But Margaret +paid no more attention to her governess than she had to Ross. + +"I am afraid she is going to be very ill," Miss Conway said in much +distress. "All her trouble seems to be about her brother. Fetch him, +Ross; perhaps the sight of him will satisfy her." + +So Gerald was brought to his sister's bedside. He was somewhat +frightened when told Margaret was ill; but in obedience to Miss Conway, +he stooped over the bed to kiss her. She, however, pushed him away with +feverish strength, and covered her eyes with her hand. + +"Take him away!" she cried. "What is that strange boy doing here?" + +"It's Gerald, dear Margaret," said the governess softly. "Your own +brother come to show you that he is quite well, and—" + +"No, no; Gerald's drowned, I tell you! Oh, what will mother say? She +loves him so." + +At this point, Gerald, realising that there was something very strange +and unusual about his sister, began to cry, and was hurried out of the +room. + +Thoroughly shocked, Miss Conway sent a groom to N— immediately, to +fetch a doctor; and within a few hours, the news had spread through +the village of Yelton that the little girl at Greystone was very ill. +Mr. Amyatt, as soon as he heard the tidings, considerately invited +Gerald to spend the remainder of the day at the Vicarage; and Salome +Petherick arrived at the back door of Greystone in the afternoon to +make inquiries. + +The cook, who had been stewing beef-tea, insisted on Salome's coming +inside and resting in her easy-chair. + +"Mrs. Moyle told me of Miss Margaret's illness," the lame girl said, +her face expressive of the deepest concern. "I hope it is nothing +serious?" + +"I am afraid it is, my dear," was the grave rejoinder. "It's +inflammation of the lungs. Dr. Vawdry has been here from N—, and he's +coming again this evening. He says she's very ill; and if Mr. and Mrs. +Fowler had not been returning to-night, they'd have been telegraphed +for. Oh, dear, dear, I do trust the poor child's life may be spared! +She's not been well for days, not since the night of the storm, when +Master Gerald led us all such a dance after him. He's the one to be +blamed for this. For once, I should think the mistress would see that." + +And the woman poked the fire viciously, as though the act was a vent +for her feelings. "She's the nicest, sweetest, little creature I ever +knew is Miss Margaret," she proceeded, "with always a kind word for +us servants. Ross says she doesn't recognise anyone; she didn't know +Master Gerald, and her incessant cry is that he is drowned. If only +Miss Conway had turned the key in his bedroom door on the night of the +storm. She kept him locked up the next day, and it broke his rebellious +spirit—quite. She'd soon get him under subjection if his mother didn't +pamper him so. Don't you take on, now, about Miss Margaret, my dear; +maybe she'll get over this attack all right. She's young and healthy, +and she'll have good nursing, and everything money can buy. I ordered +some lean, gravy beef the minute I heard she was ill, but the doctor +won't allow her anything but milk and soda water, so there's plenty of +strong beef-tea going begging, and you'd better have a cupful. Will you +have bread with it? Yes. I'm sure it will do you good." + +Salome was very glad of some refreshment. She took the beef-tea, +whilst the cook talked on without waiting for replies; but when she +rose to go, having learnt all there was to know, her heart was very +heavy indeed. Her eyes were full of unshed tears as she passed out of +the Greystone grounds, and commenced her descent of the hill. As she +went by the church, she wondered if she would ever hear Miss Margaret +practising on the organ again. + +And she was so engrossed with her sorrowful thoughts, that she was +startled when, on reaching the Vicarage gate, a voice addressed her +from inside. "Hi, Salome! Where have you been?" + +She paused and looked at the speaker, Gerald Fowler, who was peering +at her laughingly between the bars of the gate. The boy was in high +spirits at being the Vicar's guest, and he had not been informed that +his sister was really seriously ill. He had been frightened when +Margaret had failed to recognise him, but the impression he had then +received had passed, and he was delighted at having this unexpected +holiday. + +[Illustration: "YOU'D BETTER MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, + SALOME PETHERICK."] + +"I've been to Greystone, Master Gerald," Salome returned quietly. + +"To see Margaret, I suppose? She's ill, you know." + +"Yes, and I am so grieved and sorry." + +"Oh, I expect she'll soon be better!" Gerald remarked confidently. + +"I hope so," the lame girl replied dubiously. "But the doctor says she +has inflammation of the lungs." + +"Does that ever kill people, Salome?" + +"Yes, Master Gerald, very often." + +"But Margaret won't die, will she? You don't think that, do you?" + +"No one can tell—but God. We must ask Him to take care of her. Oh, +Master Gerald, see what has come of your ill conduct!" + +"What do you mean?" he inquired in amazement. "It isn't my fault that +Margaret's ill." + +"Oh, yes, indeed it is! If you had not gone down to the beach on the +night of the storm, she would not have got drenched to the skin and +have caught such a dreadful cold. Oh, yes, it was your fault!" And +Salome looked at him severely. + +His blue eyes filled with sudden tears, and his rosy cheeks paled as he +gasped, "Oh, I never thought—I never thought—" + +"No, I don't suppose you did, Master Gerald, or if you did, it was +yourself you thought of and no one else," Salome cried indignantly. +"You 're the most selfish little boy I know." + +"You 're very unkind, and—and nasty." + +"I daresay you think I am; but I love Miss Margaret, and I know you've +been the cause of her illness. I wonder what your mother and father +will say." + +"Mother will say it was not my fault," Gerald declared stoutly. "I +couldn't tell Margaret would be silly enough to go to look for me; and +I think you'd better mind your own business, Salome Petherick," he +concluded. + +He was impressed by the lame girl's plain speaking, and put on a show +of anger to hide the fact. + +She shook her head at him gravely, as she turned away from the Vicarage +gate and went down the hill. + +When she reached home, she lit the fire and boiled the kettle for +tea, and by that time her father had appeared upon the scene, having +had a good catch of fish. His face grew grave when Salome told him of +Margaret's illness, and he expressed great regret, for he was grateful +to the Fowlers for the notice they had taken of his child. And he +volunteered to go to Greystone later on and inquire for the poor little +sufferer. This he accordingly did, and brought back the news that +Dr. Vawdry had visited the patient again, and had declared her to be +dangerously ill, but that Mr. and Mrs. Fowler had not yet come. The +carriage had gone to N— to meet them at the railway station, as had +been arranged, and they were expected very soon now. + +"Don't take on so, my dear," said Josiah kindly, as he noticed Salome's +brown eyes full of tears. "The little maid'll pull through, please +God. I am grieved about her though—s'pose 'twas you," and he looked at +his child with great affection as he reflected on the uncertainty of +life. And because it would please her, and with the laudable desire +of keeping her from dwelling too much on the thought of Margaret's +illness, he spent the evening in her company, and that night his +associates at the "Crab and Cockle" looked for him in vain. + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Days of Sickness. + +IT was nearly ten o'clock when Mr. and Mrs. Fowler reached Greystone +that autumn night. Without waiting for assistance, the latter sprang +out of the carriage and ran into the house, and almost into the arms +of Miss Conway, who had come down from the sick-room to meet the +travellers. + +"What is this I hear about Margaret?" Mrs. Fowler inquired, excitedly +clutching the governess by the arm, and scanning her pale countenance +with anxiety. "I am told she is ill. It is nothing much, I suppose? +What ails her? A cold?" + +"She certainly did catch cold," Miss Conway rejoined in a grave tone, +looking from Mrs. Fowler to her husband, who had quickly followed her. +"She has been poorly for several days, but this morning she was taken +much worse, and I sent immediately for Dr. Vawdry from N—. He has been +twice during the day, and—and—" this in a faltering voice—"she is very +ill with inflammation of the lungs. We are poulticing her; Ross is with +her now, and—and—I'm so very glad you've come!" And, overwrought with +anxiety, she burst into tears. + +"Come into the drawing-room, Miss Conway," Mr. Fowler said kindly. "No, +my dear," he continued, laying a restraining hand upon his wife who had +turned to rush upstairs, "let us hear all details about Margaret first +of all. Besides, you must not allow her to see you looking frightened +and distressed." + +"She would take no notice," Miss Conway said mournfully. "She +recognises nobody, and is quite delirious. Dr. Vawdry says that need +not alarm us, though, for it's frequently the case in inflammation of +the lungs." + +"What has caused her illness?" Mrs. Fowler asked, as she followed the +others into the drawing-room. + +Miss Conway wiped away her tears, and in a few minutes was sufficiently +composed to explain all that had happened. When she had finished her +story, Mr. Fowler inquired, "Where is Gerald now?" + +"In bed and asleep, I am thankful to say," Miss Conway answered. "Mr. +Amyatt had him at the Vicarage until eight o'clock, when he brought him +home. He begged me to allow him to sit up to see you, but I insisted on +his having his supper and going to bed." + +"Quite right." Mr. Fowler's face was very stern, and he would not meet +the glance of his wife's appealing eyes. "We see now the result of +indulgence," he added emphatically. "Had Gerald been taught obedience +and consideration for other people, this trouble would never have come +upon us." + +Mrs. Fowler quailed beneath the mingled reproach and reproof of her +husband's tone; for once she had no excuse to make for her favourite +child. She had spent a very pleasant time in London, where she had met +many old friends, including Mrs. Lute; but she had not been sorry to +return to Greystone, acknowledging to herself that the quiet, healthful +life there suited her. With her husband's presence to strengthen her, +it had not been so very difficult to refuse stimulants when they had +been offered to her. She was fully conscious of her own weakness now, +and no longer deceived herself, as she had formerly done, with the +fallacious idea that a little wine or spirit was good for her. + +When she recalled how, during her husband's brief absence from home a +few weeks previously, she had been tempted from the mere fact of having +taken one glass of wine to purchase a bottle of brandy, and drink it +by stealth, she was obliged to confess that total abstinence from all +intoxicating liquors was the only course for her to adopt to prevent +the ruin of her happiness, and that of those she loved. At Greystone, +she felt she was out of temptation's way. The news of her little +daughter's illness, which had been imparted to her and Mr. Fowler at +N—, had startled and shocked her immeasurably; and she had begged the +coachman to drive home as quickly as possible, which he had accordingly +done. + +Margaret was lying in a kind of stupor when her parents entered her +bedroom, and they were careful not to disturb her. Mr. Fowler saw she +was very ill, and his heart ached as he bent over her and listened to +her laboured breathing. Glancing at his wife, he was astonished at the +expression of her countenance, for, like everyone else, he had never +thought she had cared for Margaret overmuch. But all the mother's love +was alive in Mrs. Fowler at that moment, shining in her blue eyes, and +illuminating her fair face with additional beauty. + +Anxious days and nights followed, during which Margaret lay between +life and death. Her mother constituted herself head nurse, and showed +wonderful ability in that capacity. Naturally a nervous, excitable +woman, it was quite wonderful how she put a check upon her feelings, +and was calm, and capable, and seemingly untiring. It was nothing to +Margaret, at that time, who was attending to her, for she was utterly +unconscious, sometimes in a drowsy condition, sometimes murmuring +distressfully, going over again all that had happened on the night of +the storm, always with the impression in her mind that Gerald had been +drowned. + +"Who will tell mother?" she demanded again and again in an agony of +grief. "She loves him so! He is her favourite." + +Meanwhile Gerald had been taken to task by his father for his conduct +on the night of the storm. Mr. Fowler took no steps to punish him, +but he talked to him so seriously, and pointed out to him that he was +responsible for his sister's illness, that Gerald was reduced to tears, +and for the first time in his life, on seeking his mother's support and +sympathy, he found both lacking. + +"The blame is all yours," she told him gravely. "What your father has +said to you is perfectly true." + +"Oh, mother, don't you think Margaret will get well again?" he asked +with quivering lips, for beneath a veneer of selfishness, he owned an +affectionate heart, and he was really much attached to his sister. + +"Only God knows that," was the solemn reply. + +"That's what Salome Petherick says," he remarked tearfully. "She was +here inquiring for Margaret at the back door this morning. She comes +every day, and she said all I could do was to pray." + +"She was right, Gerald; your sister is in God's hands. The doctor can +do nothing for her—he has acknowledged that; but oh, my son, pray for +her! Pray for her!" + +The little boy was greatly impressed by the solemnity of his mother's +tone, and impetuously flinging his arms around her neck, he assured +her, he would be a better boy for the future, and that he would pray to +God to make his sister well. He was having a holiday from lessons, for +Miss Conway was assisting Mrs. Fowler and Ross with the nursing, and so +he spent most of his time with his father, from whom he had begged and +obtained forgiveness for his past misbehaviour. + +"Yes, I forgive you, Gerald," Mr. Fowler had said sadly. "But you see, +wrongdoing always brings its own punishment," he had added, noting the +little boy's troubled countenance, and making a shrewd guess as to the +state of his feelings with regard to Margaret. + +The servants crept quietly about the house speaking in hushed tones, +for the angel of death seemed hovering near; and those who loved +Margaret Fowler waited and watched unwearyingly. A second doctor from +Plymouth had visited the patient. But he had agreed with Dr. Vawdry +that nothing more could be done for her, and that it was merely a +question of whether or not her strength would hold out and vanquish the +disease. + +At last, the crisis came. And then, the glad news that the little +sufferer was sleeping quietly and naturally was whispered through the +house, and spread to the Vicarage, and from thence to the village, +where Salome Petherick heard the good tidings in Silas Moyle's shop, +and returned home with a joyful, thankful heart. + +The golden, autumn days were passing swiftly now, and there was a sharp +feeling in the air in the morning, but a few hardy flowers lingered +in Salome's garden; a big bush fuchsia which grew beneath the kitchen +window was still in bloom, and the verbena close to the porch had not +commenced to shed its leaves, whilst the white chrysanthemums which +flourished year by year in the shelter of the wall which protected the +garden on the side nearest to the sea were in full flower. The lame +girl gathered a posy, and took it up to Greystone, where she left it at +the back door with a request that it might be given to Miss Margaret, +if she was well enough to receive it. She declined an invitation to +rest awhile, saying she must hurry home to get her father's tea. + +So it came to pass, that when Margaret awoke from her refreshing sleep, +she was conscious of a delightful perfume, and opening her eyes, they +rested on a homely nosegay, composed of chrysanthemums, intermingled +with sprigs of verbena, and drooping fuchsia sprays. The flowers lay on +the counterpane, but when she tried to put out her hand to reach them, +she found she could not. Then the bed curtain stirred, and she saw a +face bending over her—a beautiful face full of love and a great joy. + +"Mother," she said weakly. + +"Yes, my dear," was the soft reply. "You have been ill, but you are +better, and have had such a nice, long sleep. I want you to drink this +milk and then go to sleep again." + +Mrs. Fowler slipped her arm beneath the pillow, and gently raised the +little girl's head, whilst she held a cup to her lips. Margaret took a +few sips of milk, but refused more. + +"The flowers," she said, as her mother laid her head down again. + +"Salome sent them to you with her love." + +Mrs. Fowler placed the nosegay close to Margaret's hand, and her thin +fingers fastened around the stems of the flowers, then her tired eyes +closed, and she slept once more. + +From that hour, Margaret commenced to recover. For days, she was too +weak to move hand or foot—too weak almost to think; but by-and-by, with +returning strength, she began to notice more what was going on around +her. The tormenting thought that Gerald was dead had left her entirely, +and she was conscious that it had been her mother who had nursed her so +tenderly all along, and not a figure of her imagination as she had at +first thought. + +She watched Mrs. Fowler with an inquiring expression which that lady +failed to interpret, but which made her both anxious and uneasy. It +was as though Margaret wondered at her solicitude, and was trying to +find a reason for it. And as the little girl grew better, it was quite +apparent that she preferred to have Miss Conway or Ross in attendance +upon her to Mrs. Fowler. It was always—"Don't trouble, mother, Ross +will do it," or "Miss Conway will read to me, I know." Till, deeply +hurt, Mrs. Fowler made up her mind that she had for ever destroyed her +little daughter's affection. And once Margaret had loved her so dearly, +too! + +On the first occasion on which the patient was allowed to sit out in a +chair by the fire, Mrs. Fowler wrapped her in a dressing-gown made of +quilted silk which she had brought home for her from London. Margaret +expressed great pleasure in the pretty garment, and called everyone's +attention to it. Her father sat with her for a short while, and Gerald, +at his earnest request, was permitted ten minutes of her society. + +"How white you look!" the latter exclaimed, regarding her with awe. +"And your eyes are so big! But you're heaps better, aren't you, +Margaret?" + +"Oh, yes!" she answered, smiling brightly. + +"That's right. I prayed to God to make you well, and so did everyone, I +think." + +"That was very kind of everyone," Margaret murmured, much touched. + +"Josiah Petherick's drunk nearly every night now," Gerald next informed +his sister. "I heard Mr. Amyatt tell father so." + +"Oh, dear!" cried Margaret in much distress. "Poor Salome!" At that +moment, she caught her mother's eyes, and the sensitive colour flooded +her face from chin to brow. Noticing the painful blush, Mrs. Fowler +turned away, and walking to the window, gazed out unseeingly, her mind +a tumult of conflicting thoughts. + +Meanwhile, Gerald chattered on, passing from Josiah to other of the +villagers, until Mrs. Fowler, suddenly remembering that Margaret must +not be allowed to overtire herself, interrupted the conversation, and +sent the little boy away, promising he should come and sit with his +sister again to-morrow. + +"Remember to give my love to Salome the next time you see her," +Margaret said. "Tell her, I hope we shall meet again soon." + +Then, as the door shut on her brother, she sighed, and her mother +guessed aright by the sad expression of her face that her thoughts were +troubled ones and anything but conducive to peace of mind. + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +The Shadow Lifted. + +NOVEMBER was an unusually mild month that year, so that Margaret, +during her convalescence, was enabled to take long drives without any +risk of catching cold. On one occasion, Salome Petherick was invited +to accompany her and Mrs. Fowler when they drove to N—. And it was +pleasant to see how the lame girl's countenance shone with happiness +as, forgetful of her worries for the time, she enjoyed the novelty of +viewing hitherto unknown scenery, for she had never been beyond walking +distance of Yelton before. + +"It was quite pathetic to watch the varying expressions on the poor +little thing's face," Mrs. Fowler confided to her husband afterwards. +"She shall accompany us again, if all's well. Have you noticed how she +has changed lately? The first time I saw her, she had such a pretty +brown complexion, and now she is so pale, and her eyes so big and +hollow. I wonder what ails the child." + +"Privation and trouble, I'm afraid, judging from what I hear," Mr. +Fowler responded gravely. "She is badly fed, works hard, and is always +grieving on her father's account." + +Mrs. Fowler sighed. She was deeply interested in Salome, but there +seemed little she could do for her. The idea crossed her mind that she +might remonstrate with Josiah concerning his treatment of his little +daughter, but she shrank sensitively from doing so. + +Meanwhile, there was little fishing being done at Yelton during those +mild November days, when the ocean was as smooth as a duck pond, and +there was not a breath of wind blowing, so that Josiah and his boon +companions had plenty of time on their hands. The "Crab and Cockle" had +most of their society, and their homes suffered in consequence. + +One night, after the inn was closed and most of the inhabitants of +Yelton had gone to rest, the alarming cry of "Fire!" was heard. And +men, women, and children dressed with all speed, and rushed out of +doors exclaiming, questioning, and running against each other in their +excitement and hurry. + +"Fire! Fire! Oh, help; for mercy's sake, help my father!" + +It was the lame girl who had raised the alarm, and who now stood +outside Silas Moyle's shop, her face livid with terror. She managed +somehow to explain that it was her home that was on fire, and that her +father, on his return from the "Crab and Cockle," had clutched at the +table-cloth which had covered the kitchen table, and had thus upset the +lamp and caused the conflagration. + +On hearing this, there was a general rush in the direction of the +Pethericks' cottage, but Silas Moyle, who had now arrived upon the +scene, insisted upon Salome's staying with his wife, and lingered to +inquire what had become of Josiah. + +"He's at home," Salome wailed. "I couldn't get him to leave; he was +pouring buckets of water on the fire; but oh! He couldn't put it out, +it was spreading terribly. Please, Mr. Moyle, do go and see that he's +all right. He isn't sober, and oh, I'm so afraid for him." + +"There, there, don't you take on," said Mrs. Moyle, kindly. "Silas'll +see to Josiah. Come you in, my dear," and the good woman led Salome +into the parlour behind the shop and placed her in an easy-chair. + +Meanwhile, willing hands were helping Josiah in his attempts to put out +the fire. But assistance proved of no avail, and in less than two hours +the Pethericks' cottage was actually gutted, and all their possessions +had been burnt. It had been impossible to save anything, for the +woodwork of the cottage being old, and the roof of thatch, the flames +had spread with great rapidity. Daybreak found Josiah, sober enough +now, staring disconsolately at the four stone walls which was the only +portion of his home that was left intact. He was feeling inexpressibly +shocked, for his furniture was not insured, and he realised that he +and his little daughter had nothing in the world but the clothes they +were wearing. What was he to do? He could not tell, and he groaned in +despair, as he looked at the smoking ruins, and the erstwhile trim +garden, now spoilt by the trampling of many feet. + +"This is a bad business, Petherick." + +Turning at the sound of a voice addressing him, he saw Mr. Amyatt. The +Vicar had been there some time, but Josiah had not noticed him amongst +the rest. + +"Ay," was the gloomy response. "I'm ruined—that's what I am." + +"I daresay your landlord will rebuild the cottage, for no doubt it is +insured." + +"What's the good of a cottage without furniture?" Josiah demanded +almost fiercely. "Salome's homeless, an' through me. I ought to be +thrashed." + +"Salome can bide with my missus," Silas Moyle interposed at that point. +"She's a handy maid, and can make herself useful, an' you'll be able +to get a lodging somewhere, Josiah, for the time; but you'd best come +along with me now, an' get a bit of breakfast." + +Josiah hesitated. He was very grateful to the baker for his kindness, +but he dreaded the meeting with Salome. He felt more ashamed of himself +than he had ever done in his life before, and as he turned his back on +the smoking ruins, he pictured the pretty, thatched cottage of which +he had been so proud once upon a time. There he had brought his young +bride, there Salome had been born, and his happy married life had been +spent, and there his wife had died. Josiah rubbed his hard, brown hand +across his eyes as memory was busy with him. + +"Come," said Silas, "pull yourself together, man. Let's go and get some +breakfast. Your little maid's wanting you, I'll warrant." + +Such proved to be the case. For the minute Salome saw her father, she +threw herself into his arms, and whispered how thankful she was that he +was safe, and that nothing mattered besides—nothing. + +The first person to convey the news of the fire to Greystone was +the postman, and great was the excitement when it became known that +the Pethericks' cottage had been burnt down. Mr. Fowler started off +immediately, with Gerald, to learn all particulars, and, in the +afternoon, Mrs. Fowler, at Margaret's earnest request, went to see +Salome. She found the little girl in better spirits than she had +anticipated, though her brown eyes grew very wistful when she talked of +her late home. + +"All my plants are trampled into the ground," she said, "but, never +mind, father's safe, and that's the chief thing. I was so afraid for +him." + +"And so you are to remain here?" Mrs. Fowler questioned, glancing +around Mrs. Moyle's little parlour, which was a picture of neatness and +cleanliness. + +"Yes, ma'am, for the time. Mrs. Moyle has kindly asked me to stay." + +"And your father?" + +"He's going to find out if our landlord will rebuild the cottage, and +if so, father will get a lodging somewhere in the village. The worst +of it is, all our furniture is burnt; but father says he'll be able to +replace it by degrees, he hopes." + +After leaving Salome, Mrs. Fowler thought she would like to see the +ruined cottage, so she turned her footsteps in that direction, and +found Josiah leaning over the garden gate in conversation with the +Vicar. The former would have moved away on her approach, but she +stopped him, and explained that she had been to visit his little +daughter. + +"I'm so sorry for you both," she told him kindly. "It is terrible to be +burnt out of house and home." + +"It was my doing," Josiah confessed. "Maybe you've heard how it +happened?" + +"Yes," she admitted, "you caught hold of the table-cloth, and pulled +over the lamp, did you not?" + +The fisherman nodded, whilst the Vicar regarded him attentively. + +"I've been talking to Petherick very seriously," the latter said. "And +have been trying to induce him to become a teetotaler and sign the +pledge. I do earnestly entreat you, Petherick, to take warning by last +night's work." + +"Why won't you take the pledge?" Mrs. Fowler asked, her fair face +alternately paling and flushing. "I am sure it would be for your +happiness and well-being if you did. And you should consider Salome. +Oh, drink is a terrible curse! It kills all one's best qualities, and +ruins one's self-respect." + +"I'm ashamed of myself," Josiah acknowledged, "but think how folks +would laugh if I took the pledge. I'll be a teetotaler if I can; but +no, I won't pledge myself to it." + +"Oh, don't say that!" Mrs. Fowler cried imploringly. "Think the matter +over. I believe if you took the pledge, you would keep it, for I am +sure you are a man of your word." + +Josiah's face expressed irresolution. He had solemnly vowed to himself +that he would never touch intoxicating liquors again, so deeply had the +past night affected him, but he hated the idea of taking the pledge, +whilst Mr. Amyatt realised that his so doing would be the only thing +which would hold him to his determination to abstain from drink. + +"I'm going to give up drink," Josiah declared decidedly, at length, +"but I won't take the pledge. I understand everyone's a teetotaler at +Greystone," he continued, as Mrs. Fowler was about to speak again, +"but, excuse me, ma'am, I don't suppose you've signed the pledge, have +you?" + +"No," Mrs. Fowler acknowledged, "I have not." + +Josiah was silent. He was evidently thinking, "Then, why should I?" + +Mrs. Fowler was silent too, and Mr. Amyatt regarded her a trifle +curiously, for he saw she was struggling with some strong emotion. +Presently she said very quietly, "I have made up my mind. I will +certainly take the pledge." + +"You!" Josiah exclaimed in amazement. "You, ma'am!" + +"Yes," Mrs. Fowler rejoined, "it is the right thing for me to do, and +you must do the same. Why should you object if I do not?" + +"You must give in now, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said quickly, "if Mrs. +Fowler is ready to do this for your sake—" + +"I will do it for his sake, and for my own, and for the sake of all +those we love," she interposed. "Oh, think of Salome!" she said +earnestly to Josiah. "You have brought her untold trouble, and have +made her homeless all through drink. Look at this ruined cottage, and +reflect that but for the kindness of the Moyles, your child would be +without shelter and food. How can you hesitate?" + +"I don't, ma'am." + +"Then, if I take the pledge, will you?" Mrs. Fowler inquired eagerly. + +"Yes," Josiah answered, "I don't see that I can say 'no' to that." + +An hour later, Mrs. Fowler entered the drawing-room at Greystone, where +her little daughter was seated alone near the fire, reading. Margaret +put down her book, whilst her mother, who had removed her walking +garments, sank rather wearily into an easy-chair. + +"I have been talking to your father, my dear," Mrs. Fowler said with +a smile. "I suppose, like him, you want to hear about Salome first of +all," and she proceeded to give an account of her interview with the +lame girl, and to explain the arrangement that had been made for her to +remain with the Moyles for the present. + +"And did her father really set the cottage on fire?" Margaret inquired. + +"Yes. He was intoxicated, and pulled off the lamp in clutching at the +table-cloth. It is fortunate neither he nor Salome was burnt. My dear, +I have a piece of news for you." + +"Yes?" Margaret said, interrogatively, as Mrs. Fowler paused. + +"Josiah Petherick has consented to take the pledge, and I am going to +take the pledge too!" + +"Mother!" + +Mrs. Fowler gave a brief account of her interview with the fisherman +and Mr. Amyatt, to which her little daughter listened with breathless +interest. When she had ceased speaking, Margaret went to her side and +kissed her. + +"Oh, child!" cried Mrs. Fowler, encircling the slender form with her +arms. "Do you really care for me? I thought I had for ever forfeited +your love and respect. My dear, I never properly valued your affection +until I feared I had lost it. I have been a selfish mother, but, please +God, I'll be different in the future. When I faced the possibility of +losing you, it nearly broke my heart." + +"Oh, mother! And I feared you did not like to have me with you! I +thought—" + +"Was that why you shrank from me? Margaret—" and Mrs. Fowler spoke very +impressively. "There has been a black shadow over my life for a long, +long time. It stood between me and your father, between you and me, and +even between my soul and God. I believe, and pray that it is gone." + +The little girl pressed her lips again to her mother's cheek, and +though she made no reply, that gentle kiss, so tenderly and lovingly +given, was the seal of a better understanding between these two who had +been slowly drifting apart. And neither was likely to doubt the other's +affection again. + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Happier Days. + +ONCE more, it was summer time. Eight months had elapsed since the night +when the Pethericks' home had been destroyed by fire. And in the place +of the old thatched dwelling, a modern red-brick cottage had been +built, which, though certainly not so picturesque as the former one, +was very comfortable, and possessed a bow window to its little parlour, +which was the envy and admiration of all the villagers. Already young +ivy plants had been placed against the bare, red walls; and the garden +had been coaxed into good order, and was now making a fine show with +its summer flowers. + +The cottage was barely furnished, for though to the amazement of all +Yelton, Josiah had become a pledged teetotaler, and had in very truth +turned over a new leaf, he had not been able to earn much money during +the winter months. And when the new home had been completed a fortnight +previously, he had only been in a position to purchase a few cheap +articles of furniture which were absolute necessaries, such as beds, +and cooking utensils. + +One beautiful June evening, Salome sat inside the bow window from which +there was an uninterrupted view of the beach, and the wide expanse +of sea, her busy fingers knitting as usual, her fresh, sweet voice +trilling a merry song. She was blissfully happy, for at that moment +she had not a care in the world. Her father, now he had really given +up drink, was kind and considerate as he had been in her mother's +lifetime, and was doing all he possibly could to make up to her for the +sorrow he had caused her in the past. + +God had been good to her, she told herself, for He had answered her +earnest prayers on her father's behalf. And her love and patience, so +often sorely tried, had not been in vain. + +A step on the gravel path caused Salome to raise her eyes from her +work, and her face lit up with a glad, welcoming smile as she saw +Margaret Fowler coming to the door. + +"Don't get up," Margaret called to her, "I'll let myself in, if I +may," and a minute later she entered the room, her fair countenance +aglow with health and happiness. She seated herself in the bow +window opposite to Salome, and glanced around the bare, little +parlour with smiling eyes undimmed by any shadow of trouble now. +"I've been practising the organ," she said. "Mother and father have +been listening, and criticising my performance. They both think I've +improved wonderfully of late." + +"Indeed you have, Miss Margaret," Salome agreed heartily. + +"Mother and father have gone home; but I thought I would like a chat +with you. I like this bow window, don't you?" + +"Yes, miss; it makes the room so light and airy. I'm afraid the place +looks very bare, though, with no carpet, and no furniture but that deal +table and these two chairs." + +"Never mind. I daresay you'll add to your stock of furniture later on." + +"That's what father says. We must try to pick things together gradually +again. People have been so kind to us, you can't imagine how kind. Mrs. +Moyle gave us her old dinner set, and some odd cups and plates; and Mr. +Amyatt's housekeeper sent down some bedding from the Vicarage—of course +Mr. Amyatt must have told her to do so. Then your dear mother, miss! +See what she has done for us. Why, she made us a present of the very +chairs we're sitting on, and—" + +"Oh, yes, I know!" Margaret interposed. "I think there's little mother +wouldn't do for you, Salome." + +"But the best thing she ever did, was when she induced father to take +the pledge. I am sure he would never have done so, if she had not set +him the example. Oh, miss, I believe he regretted it, at first; but +now, I'm certain, in his heart, he knows it has been his salvation. He +isn't like the same man he was a year ago. Look at him now," pointing +to a stalwart figure seated on the beach bending over a fishing net. +"Last summer, you wouldn't have found him content to mind his business +like that, he'd have been at the 'Crab and Cockle' drinking. I little +thought when I heard Greystone was taken, what kind friends you all +would be to father and me." + +"And I little thought when I first saw you leaning over the garden +gate, Salome, how much you would do for me." + +"I!" cried the lame girl, opening her dark eyes wide in astonishment. +"Why, I've done nothing, I've had no opportunity—" + +"Ah, you don't know all! I've learnt a great deal from you, I have +indeed, though you mayn't know it—a great deal besides knitting," +Margaret said with a smile. "It was you who taught me, by your +self-sacrificing love for your father, what love ought to be—faithful +and long-suffering. That was a lesson I never learnt till I met you." + +Salome looked earnestly at her companion's expressive face, and was +emboldened to put a question that had trembled on her lips many times +of late: + +"That trouble you spoke to me about, Miss Margaret—is it gone?" + +Margaret nodded in silence. + +"I'm so glad," said Salome, simply. + +"Do you remember Mrs. Lute, the lady who stayed with us at Greystone +last summer?" Margaret questioned presently. "Yes. Well, we are +expecting her to visit us again. And mother says she hopes your father +will be able to take us out boating frequently, because Mrs. Lute is +so fond of being on the water. And mother feels safer with your father +than with anyone else, because he knows the coast so well. You know, +mother is still a little nervous at times." + +"But she is wonderfully better, isn't she?" + +"Oh, yes. Look! Surely I see Miss Conway and Gerald talking to your +father on the beach. When they pass here, I'll join them, and we can +walk home together." + +"How Master Gerald does grow!" Salome exclaimed. "And he has so +improved too! That's come about since your illness last autumn, miss. +He was in a terrible state of distress then." + +"So mother has since told me," Margaret replied. "Yes, he has improved; +he's much more obedient than he used to be; Miss Conway was saying, +only this morning, how little trouble she has with him now." + +The truth was, Mrs. Fowler had come to understand that her foolish +indulgence had been likely to ruin her little son. And though she +loved him no less, she wielded a firmer sway over him, and upheld +his governess' discipline. With the result that he was a much more +contented little boy than he had been, when he had had his own way. He +still sometimes gave way to exhibitions of violent temper, but he was +growing ashamed of these paroxysms, and they were becoming less and +less frequent. + +When Miss Conway and Gerald left the beach, Margaret said good-bye to +Salome, and joined the governess and her charge as they were passing +the cottage. + +"We've been talking to Josiah Petherick," the little boy informed his +sister, "and I've been telling him that Mrs. Lute's coming. Do you +know, Margaret, that Josiah is going to be in the choir?" + +"No. Salome did not tell me; but I left her rather hurriedly when I saw +you coming. I know he used to be in the choir before—" + +"Before he took to drink," said Gerald, finishing the sentence as she +paused in hesitation. "Well, he doesn't drink now; wasn't it a good +thing he gave it up? I like Josiah, he's so brave, and he knows such a +lot about the sea, and ships." + +They had left the village, and were ascending the hill towards +Greystone, now and again pausing, to look back the way they had come. + +"I don't think the Pethericks' new cottage is half so pretty as their +old one, do you, Miss Conway?" Gerald asked, appealing to the governess. + +"Perhaps not—in spite of the bow window," she replied. "But the colour +of the bricks will tone down with time." + +"Salome is very contented," remarked Margaret, "but then she would be +that anywhere, I believe. She is wonderfully happy, and looks so well." + +"Yes," Miss Conway agreed, "a regular nut-brown maid; and, last autumn, +she was such a pale, little soul. Mrs. Moyle was telling me yesterday +how much she misses her. The Moyles have been good friends to the +Pethericks." + +Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were seated beneath the lilac tree when the +children and the governess entered the grounds. Gerald was the first +to spy his parents; and he raced across the lawn to them; and informed +them that he had told Josiah of their expected guest, and had bidden +him clean his boat in readiness for use. + +When Mrs. Lute arrived on the morrow, she was agreeably surprised +to note the improvement in Mrs. Fowler's health, and complimented +her upon her "Cornish roses," as she called the bright colour in her +friend's cheeks, whilst Margaret listened with secret satisfaction and +happiness, and meeting her father's eyes, saw that he was delighted, +too. + +Mrs. Fowler was no longer the neurotic, dissatisfied invalid who had +been brought to Greystone almost against her will; but a bright, +companionable woman, taking a lively interest in her household, and +anxious for the welfare of those she loved. She and her little daughter +had been drawn very closely together during the past few months; and +they had discovered that they had many interests in common. Both were +devoted to music, and Mrs. Fowler had of late fallen into the habit of +accompanying Margaret to the church to hear her practise on the organ; +and there, often, Salome would join them, and sing at the earnest +request of the others her favourite hymn. + + + +It was Gerald who, when the family at Greystone was at breakfast on the +morning after Mrs. Lute's arrival, began to talk of Josiah Petherick. +Mrs. Lute had not heard the exciting story of the fire, and the little +boy told it with considerable gusto, afterwards explaining what the new +cottage was like. + +"You have missed the chief point of the story, Gerald," his father +said, when at length the tale was brought to a conclusion. + +"Have I, father?" + +"Yes. You have not told how being burnt out of house and home affected +Josiah." He turned to Mrs. Lute as he added: "The man has not touched a +drop of any kind of intoxicating liquor since." + +"Well done!" she exclaimed heartily. "That is news worth hearing. I +have so often wondered this past winter how those Pethericks were +getting on. The sad, pale face of that lame girl haunted my memory for +many a day. And, do you know, when I got home, I thought so much of the +many discussions we had had upon the drink question, with the result +that I came to the conclusion that I had been wrong all along. And that +because I only took stimulants sparingly myself, I had no right to put +temptation in the way of others; and so, I've banished intoxicating +liquors from my house altogether. What do you say to that?" + +There was a murmur of surprise mingled with commendation, and everyone +agreed that Mrs. Lute had done well. Certain it was that she had acted +from the best possible motive—consideration for her fellow-creatures. +She was one of the kindest of women; and the thought that she might do +harm to a weaker brother or sister by allowing stimulants to be used +in her household had never crossed her mind, until she had visited at +Greystone, and the master of the house had unfolded his new principles +to her. Thinking the matter over quietly afterwards, she had seen that +he was right. + +And now it is time for us to say good-bye to this little village by the +Cornish sea. But we will linger a moment to take a farewell glimpse +of those whose lives we have followed for one short year as they are +gathered together one Sunday evening in the old grey church. The +Vicar has finished his sermon, and has given out the hymn with which +the service will be brought to a close, and in another minute the +congregation is singing "Abide with me." + +Margaret, from her position by her mother's side, can easily +distinguish Salome's clear, bird-like notes, and Josiah Petherick's +deep, bass voice; and as she joins in the well-known hymn, her soul +rises to the throne of God in a fervent prayer of thanksgiving and joy. +The church is growing dim and shadowy in the evening light; but the +black shadow that threatened to ruin the happiness of two homes has +fled; and there is no cloud on Margaret Fowler's fair face, whilst the +lame girl's voice has a ring of triumph in its tone as she sings the +concluding words of the beautiful hymn— + + "Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee; + In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me." + + + + +PRINTED IN GREAT BRITAIN BY THE WHITEFRIARS PRESS, LTD.; +LONDON AND TONBRIDGE. + + + + + + *** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SALOME'S BURDEN ***
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-<b>SALOME'S FRESH, SWEET VOICE RANG CLEARLY</b><br>
-<b>THROUGH THE DIM CHURCH.</b><br>
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-<h1><em>SALOME'S BURDEN</em></h1>
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-<em><b>OR</b></em><br>
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-<em><b>THE SHADOW ON THE HOMES</b></em><br>
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-BY<br>
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-<p class="t1">
-<em>ELEANORA H. STOOKE</em><br>
-<br>
-</p>
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-<p class="t4">
-<em>AUTHOR OF</em><br>
-<em>"MOUSIE; OR, COUSIN ROBERT'S TREASURE,"</em><br>
-<em>"A LITTLE TOWN MOUSE," "SIR RICHARD'S GRANDSON,"</em><br>
-<em>"LITTLE MAID MARIGOLD." ETC.</em><br>
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-<p><br><br></p>
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-<p class="t3">
-<em>WITH FOUR ILLUSTRATIONS</em><br>
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-LONDON<br>
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-S. W. PARTRIDGE & CO., LTD.<br>
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-E.C. 4.<br>
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-Made in Great Britain<br>
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-CONTENTS.<br>
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-<p><br></p>
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-<p>CHAPTER</p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_1">I. SALOME'S TROUBLE</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_2">II. NEW ACQUAINTANCES</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_3">III. THE FOWLERS AT HOME</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_4">IV. "ABIDE WITH ME"</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_5">V. SALOME'S HUMILIATION</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_6">VI. PERFECTLY HAPPY</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_7">VII. AN AFTERNOON'S OUTING</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_8">VIII. AN AWFUL THING</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_9">IX. THE BLOW FALLS</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_10">X. MR. FOWLER'S RETURN</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_11">XI. JOSIAH AT HIS WORST</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_12">XII. A BRIEF REPENTANCE</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_13">XIII. MRS. FOWLER AND SALOME</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_14">XIV. A STORMY NIGHT</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_15">XV. TROUBLE AT GREYSTONE</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_16">XVI. DAYS OF SICKNESS</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_17">XVII. THE SHADOW LIFTED</a></p>
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-<p><a href="#Chapter_18">XVIII. HAPPIER DAYS</a></p>
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-<p class="t2">
-<em>Salome's Burden.</em><br>
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-<h3><a id="Chapter_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h3>
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-<em>Salome's Trouble.</em><br>
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-<p>IT was summer time. The day had been oppressively hot; but now, as the
-sun disappeared like a ball of fire beyond the broad Atlantic, a cool
-breeze sprang up, and the inhabitants of the fishing village of Yelton
-came to their cottage doors and gossiped with each other, as they
-enjoyed the fresh evening air.</p>
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-<p>Yelton was a small, straggling village on the north coast of Cornwall.
-It owned but two houses of importance—the Vicarage, a roomy old
-dwelling, which stood in its own grounds close to the church; and
-"Greystone," a substantial modern residence on a slight eminence
-beyond the village, overlooking the sea. The fishermen's cottages were
-thatched, and picturesque in appearance, having little gardens in front
-where hardy flowers flourished; these gardens were a-bloom with roses
-and carnations on this peaceful June evening, and the showiest of them
-all was one which, though nearer the sea than the others, yet presented
-the neatest appearance of the lot. This was Salome Petherick's garden,
-and Salome was a cripple girl of fourteen, who lived with her father,
-Josiah Petherick, in the cottage at the end of the village, close to
-the sea.</p>
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-<p>Salome had been lame from birth, and could not walk at all without her
-crutches; with their help, however, she could move about nimbly enough.
-Many a happy hour did she spend in her garden whilst Josiah was out in
-his fishing boat. She was contented then, as she always was when her
-father was on the broad sea, for she felt he was in God's keeping, and
-away from the drink, which, alas! was becoming the curse of his life.
-Josiah Petherick was a brave man physically, but he was a moral coward.
-He would risk his life at any hour—indeed, he had often done so—for
-the sake of a fellow-creature in peril. He was fearless on the sea,
-though it had robbed him of relations and friends in the past, and if
-help was wanted for any dangerous enterprise, he was always the first
-to be called upon; but, nevertheless, there was no greater coward in
-Yelton, than Josiah Petherick on occasions. He had lost his wife, to
-whom he had been much attached, five years previously; and, left alone
-with his only child, poor little lame Salome, who had been anything but
-a congenial companion for him, he had sought amusement for his leisure
-hours at the "Crab and Cockle," as the village inn was called, and
-there had acquired the habit of drinking to excess.</p>
-
-<p>As Salome stood leaning on her crutches at the garden gate on this
-beautiful summer evening, her face wore a very serious expression,
-for she knew her father was at the "Crab and Cockle," and longed for,
-yet dreaded, his return. She was a small, slight girl, brown-haired
-and brown-eyed, with a clear, brunette complexion, which was somewhat
-sun-burnt, for she spent most of her spare time in the open air. Having
-passed the requisite standard, she had left school, and now did all
-the work of her father's cottage unaided, besides attending to her
-flowers; and Josiah Petherick was wont to declare that no man in Yelton
-had a more capable housekeeper. The neighbours marvelled that it was
-so, for they had not thought the lame girl, who had been decidedly
-cross-grained and selfish during her mother's lifetime, would grow up
-so helpful; but Mrs. Petherick's death had wrought a great change in
-Salome, who had promised faithfully "to look after poor father" in the
-years to come. Salome had endeavoured to be as good as her word; but
-her influence over her father had not proved strong enough to keep him
-in the straight path; and many an evening saw him ramble home from the
-"Crab and Cockle" in a condition of helpless intoxication.</p>
-
-<p>"Enjoying the cool breeze, Salome?"</p>
-
-<p>Salome, whose wistful, brown eyes had been turned in the direction
-of a row of cottages at some distance, outside one of which hung a
-sign-board representing on its varnished surface a gigantic crab and
-a minute cockle, started at the sound of a voice addressing her, but
-smiled brightly as she saw Mr. Amyatt, the vicar of the parish. He was
-an elderly man, with iron-grey hair, stooping shoulders, and a thin,
-clean-shaven face.</p>
-
-<p>Ten years previously, he had accepted the living of Yelton, when,
-broken down in health, he had been forced to resign his arduous
-duties in the large manufacturing town where he had laboured long and
-faithfully. And the fisher-folk had grown to love and respect him,
-though he never overlooked their failings or hesitated to reprove their
-faults.</p>
-
-<p>"I am waiting for father," Salome answered frankly. "His supper is
-ready for him, and I am afraid it will spoil if he does not come soon.
-It is a beautiful evening, is it not, sir?"</p>
-
-<p>"Very beautiful. I have been on the beach for the last two hours. How
-well your carnations are doing, Salome. Ah, they always flourish best
-by the sea."</p>
-
-<p>"Please let me give you some," the little girl said eagerly. "Oh, I
-don't mind picking them in the least. I should like you to have them."
-And moving about with agility on her crutches, she gathered some of the
-choicest blooms and presented them to Mr. Amyatt.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Salome. They are lovely. I have none to be compared to them
-in the Vicarage gardens. You are a born gardener. But what is amiss,
-child?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing, sir; at least, nothing more than usual. I am anxious about
-father." She paused for a moment, a painful blush spreading over her
-face, then continued, "He spends more time than ever at the 'Crab and
-Cockle;' he's rarely home of an evening now, and when he returns, he's
-sometimes so—so violent! He used not to be that."</p>
-
-<p>The Vicar looked grave and sorry, He pondered the situation in silence
-for a few minutes ere he responded, "You must have patience, Salome;
-and do not reproach him, my dear. Reproaches never do any good, and
-it's worse than useless remonstrating with a man who is not sober."</p>
-
-<p>"But what can I do, sir?" she cried distressfully. "Oh, you cannot
-imagine what a trouble it is to me!"</p>
-
-<p>"I think I can; but you must not lose heart. Prayer and patience work
-wonders. Ask God to show your father his sin in its true light—"</p>
-
-<p>"I have asked Him so often," Salome interposed, "and father gets worse
-instead of better. It's not as though he had an unhappy home. Oh, Mr.
-Amyatt, it's so dreadful for me! I never have a moment's peace of mind
-unless I know father is out fishing. He isn't a bad father, he doesn't
-mean to be unkind; but when he's been drinking, he doesn't mind what he
-says or does."</p>
-
-<p>"Poor child," said the Vicar softly, glancing at her with great
-compassion.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think, if you spoke to him—" Salome began in a hesitating
-manner.</p>
-
-<p>"I have already done so several times; but though he listened to
-me respectfully, I saw my words made no impression on him. I will,
-however, try to find a favourable opportunity for remonstrating with
-him again. Cheer up, my dear child. You have a very heavy cross to
-bear, but you have not to carry it alone, you know. God will help you,
-if you will let Him."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Salome agreed, her face brightening. "I try to remember that,
-but, though indeed I do love God, sometimes He seems so far away."</p>
-
-<p>"He is ever near, Salome. 'The eternal God is thy refuge, and
-underneath are the everlasting arms.' The everlasting arms are of
-unfailing strength and tenderness. See! Is not that your father coming?"</p>
-
-<p>Salome assented, and watched the approaching figure with anxious
-scrutiny.</p>
-
-<p>Josiah Petherick was a tall, strong man, in the prime of life, a
-picture of robust health and strength; he was brown-haired and
-brown-eyed, like his daughter, and his complexion was tanned to a fine
-brick-red hue. He liked the Vicar, though he considered him rather
-too quick in interfering in other people's affairs, so he smiled
-good-humouredly when he found him with Salome at the garden gate.</p>
-
-<p>"Good evening, Petherick," said Mr. Amyatt briskly, his keen eyes
-noticing that, though Josiah had doubtless been drinking, he was very
-far from being intoxicated at present; "you perceive I've been robbing
-your garden," and he held up the carnation blooms.</p>
-
-<p>"'Tis my little maid's garden, sir," was the response, "an' I know well
-you're welcome to take what flowers you please. What a hot day it's
-been, to be sure!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; but pleasanter out of doors than in the bar of the 'Crab and
-Cockle,' I expect," Mr. Amyatt answered meaningly.</p>
-
-<p>"'Tis thirsty weather," Josiah said with a smile; "don't you find it
-so, sir?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, indeed I do! But I don't take beer to quench my thirst. Beer's
-heating, and makes you hotter and thirstier, too. If you were a
-teetotaler like me, you wouldn't feel the heat quite so much."</p>
-
-<p>"That's as it may be, sir. I can't argue the point; but I hold that a
-glass of good, sound beer don't hurt anyone."</p>
-
-<p>Salome had retired into the cottage, remarking which fact, the Vicar
-seized the opportunity and spoke plainly.</p>
-
-<p>"Look here, Petherick," he said, "if you'd lived my life, you'd be a
-teetotaler like me—at least, I hope you would. The big town in which
-I worked so long owed most of its vice and misery to drink. I was in
-daily contact there with men and women lower than brute beasts on
-account of the drink you uphold—men and women who would sell their own
-and their children's clothes, and allow their offspring to go hungry
-and almost naked, that they might obtain the vile poison for which they
-were bartering their immortal souls. I made up my mind there, that
-drink was our nation's greatest curse; and here, in this quiet village,
-I see no reason to make me change my opinion, and allow that a glass of
-'good, sound beer,' as you call your favourite beverage, doesn't hurt
-anyone. Your one glass leads to more, and the result? You become unlike
-yourself, rough and threatening in your manner, unkind to your little
-daughter whom I am certain you dearly love, and whose chief aim in life
-is to make your home a happy one. I wish you would make up your mind,
-Petherick, never to enter the doors of the 'Crab and Cockle' again."</p>
-
-<p>"Why, sir, to hear you talk one would think I was drunk," Josiah cried,
-aggrievedly.</p>
-
-<p>"You are not that at this minute, I admit, but you have been drinking;
-and if you don't pull up in time, and turn over a new leaf, you'll
-go from bad to worse. Now, I've had my say, and have finished. Your
-supper's waiting, I know, so I'll bid you good evening."</p>
-
-<p>"Good evening, sir," Josiah responded rather shamefacedly, for in his
-heart, he acknowledged every word Mr. Amyatt had spoken to be truth.</p>
-
-<p>He watched the Vicar out of sight, then entered the cottage and sat
-down at the kitchen table to his supper of fried eggs and bacon.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope the eggs are not spoilt," Salome remarked. "But they've been
-cooked nearly half-an-hour, and I'm afraid they're rather hard, for I
-had to keep them warm in the oven."</p>
-
-<p>"Never mind, my dear," he returned. "If they're hard it's my fault, I
-ought to have been here before. By the way, I've brought you a piece of
-news."</p>
-
-<p>"Have you, father?" she said with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. Greystone is taken by a rich gentleman from London, and he
-and his family are expected to arrive to-night. The house has been
-furnished in grand style, so I'm told."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you hear the gentleman's name?" Salome asked, looking interested,
-for Greystone had been untenanted for some time. The house had
-been built by a speculative builder, but it had not proved a good
-speculation, as, beautifully situated though it was, it was very
-lonely. "I wonder if Mr. Amyatt knew," she added reflectively, as her
-father shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Amyatt is a very nice man in his way," Josiah remarked, "an'
-I shall never forget how kind he was when your poor mother died,
-but he don't know how to mind his own business. If he likes to be a
-teetotaler, let him be one. If I enjoy my drops o' beer 'long with my
-friends at the 'Crab an' Cockle,' that's naught to do with him." And
-having finished his supper, he pushed away his plate, rose from the
-table, and strode out into the garden.</p>
-
-<p>Salome stayed to wash up the supper things, then went into the garden
-too, but by that time her father was nowhere to be seen. Hurrying to
-the gate, she caught sight of his stalwart figure disappearing in the
-distance, and knew that he was making his way to the inn again. She
-stood leaning against the garden gate, sore at heart, until a chill
-mist from the sea crept upwards and surrounded her; then she retreated
-into the cottage and waited patiently, listening to the ticking of the
-tall, eight-day clock in the kitchen. She knew her father would not
-return till the doors of the inn were shut for the night.</p>
-
-<p>At last she heard the click of the garden gate, and a minute later
-Josiah Petherick stumbled up the path, and, leaving the cottage door
-unlocked, crawled upstairs to his bedroom, muttering to himself as he
-went. Salome waited till everything was still, then she rose, locked
-the door, and swung herself, step by step, by the aid of her crutches,
-up the stairs.</p>
-
-<p>Before going to her own room, she peeped cautiously into her father's,
-which was flooded with moonlight, the blind being up; and a sob broke
-from her lips at the sight which met her eyes. The man had thrown
-himself, fully dressed as he was, upon the bed, and had already sunk
-into a heavy, drunken slumber. Salome stood looking at him, the tears
-running down her cheeks, mingled love and indignation in her aching
-heart. Then the love overcame all else, and she sank on her knees by
-her father's side, and prayed earnestly for him who was unfit to pray
-for himself, whilst the words the Vicar had spoken to her that evening—</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"'The eternal God is thy refuge,<br>
- and underneath are the everlasting arms.'"<br>
-<br>
-</p>
-
-<p>—recurred to her memory, and fell like balm upon her sorrowful spirit.
-And she felt that she did not bear her trouble alone.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>New Acquaintances.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>WHEN Josiah Petherick came downstairs to breakfast on the following
-morning, his face wore a furtive, sullen expression, as though he
-expected to be taken to task for his behaviour of the night before.
-On previous occasions, Salome had, by tears and sorrowing words,
-reproached him for his unmanly conduct; but this morning she was
-perfectly composed, and the meal was eaten almost in silence.
-Afterwards, Josiah informed his little daughter that he should probably
-be away all day mackerel fishing, and went off in the direction of the
-beach. There was a fresh breeze blowing, and he looked forward to a
-successful day's work.</p>
-
-<p>Salome moved about the cottage with a very heavy heart. On account of
-her affliction, it took her longer than it would have most people to
-get over her household duties, so that it was past noon before she
-had everything ship-shape, and was at leisure. Then she put on a pink
-sun-bonnet, and went into the garden to look at her flowers, pulling
-weeds here and there, until the sounds of shrill cries made her hurry
-to the garden gate to ascertain what was going on outside.</p>
-
-<p>Salome stood gazing in astonishment at the scene which met her eyes.
-A boy of about six years old was lying on the ground, kicking and
-shrieking with passion, whilst a young woman was bending over him,
-trying to induce him to get up. At a short distance, a pretty little
-girl, apparently about Salome's own age, was looking on, and laughing,
-as though greatly amused.</p>
-
-<p>"Gerald, get up! Do get up, there's a good boy!" implored the young
-woman. "Dear, dear, what a temper you're in. You 're simply ruining
-that nice new sailor's suit of yours, lying there in the dust. Oh,
-Margaret—" and she turned to the little girl—"do try to induce your
-brother to be reasonable."</p>
-
-<p>"I couldn't do that, Miss Conway," was the laughing response, "for
-Gerald never was reasonable yet. Look at him now, his face crimson with
-passion. He's like a mad thing, and deserves to be whipped. He—"</p>
-
-<p>She stopped suddenly, noticing Salome at the garden gate. The boy,
-catching sight of the lame girl at that moment too, abruptly ceased his
-cries, and, as though ashamed of himself, rose to his feet, and stood
-staring at her. He was a fine, handsome little fellow, with dark-blue
-eyes and fair curly hair; but, as Salome afterwards learnt, he was a
-spoilt child, and as disagreeable as spoilt children always are. His
-sister, who was like him in appearance, was a bright-looking little
-girl; and her laughing face softened into sympathy as her eyes rested
-on Salome's crutches.</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid my brother's naughty temper has shocked you," she said.
-"He likes to have his own way, and wanted to spend a longer time on the
-beach instead of going home. We have been on the beach all the morning
-with Miss Conway—this lady, who is our governess. What a pretty garden
-you have. We noticed it as we passed just now—didn't we, Miss Conway?"</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway assented, smiling very kindly at Salome.</p>
-
-<p>"I had no idea flowers would flourish so close to the sea," she
-remarked. "It is to be hoped the Greystone gardens will prove equally
-productive."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, are you—do you live at Greystone?" Salome questioned, much
-interested in the strangers.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," nodded the little girl, "we arrived last night. My father, Mr.
-Fowler, has taken the house on a three years' lease. My mother is very
-delicate; she has been very ill, and the doctors say the north coast of
-Cornwall will suit her."</p>
-
-<p>"Let me see your garden," said the little boy imperatively, coming
-close to the gate, and peering between the bars.</p>
-
-<p>"You should say 'please,' Gerald," his governess reminded him
-reprovingly.</p>
-
-<p>Salome invited them all to enter, and when they had admired the
-flowers, Miss Conway asked if she might rest a few minutes on the
-seat under the porch. She was a delicate-looking young woman, and
-the tussle she had had with her unruly pupil had upset her. Gerald,
-however, was quite contented now, watching a bee labouring from flower
-to flower with its load of honey. His sister, Margaret, sat down by the
-governess' side, whilst Salome, leaning on her crutches, watched them
-shyly. There was a little flush of excitement on her cheeks, for it was
-an unusual experience for her to converse with strangers.</p>
-
-<p>"Who lives here with you, my dear?" Miss Conway inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"Only my father, miss. Mother died five years ago. Father's a
-fisherman; his name's Josiah Petherick, and I'm called Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"What a quaint, pretty name," Margaret exclaimed. "And you have you no
-sisters or brothers?"</p>
-
-<p>Salome shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>"Have you—have you always been lame?" Miss Conway questioned.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss, always. I can't get about without my crutches."</p>
-
-<p>"How dreadful!" Margaret cried with ready sympathy. "Oh, I am, sorry
-for you."</p>
-
-<p>Salome looked gratefully at the speaker, and smiled as she made answer,
-"You see, miss, I'm accustomed to being a cripple. Often and often I've
-wished my legs were straight and strong like other people's, but as
-they are not, I must just make the best of them. Mr. Amyatt says—"</p>
-
-<p>"Who is Mr. Amyatt?" Miss Conway interposed.</p>
-
-<p>"Our Vicar, miss. He lives in that big house near the church. He's such
-a good, kind gentleman, you'll be sure to like him."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, what does he say?" Miss Conway inquired with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"That God made me lame for some good purpose. I think myself He did it
-because I should stay at home, and keep house for father," Salome said
-simply. "Perhaps if I was able to get about like other people, I might
-neglect father, and be tempted—"</p>
-
-<p>She had been about to say "be tempted to leave him," but had stopped
-suddenly, remembering that the strangers knew nothing of her father;
-and she earnestly hoped they would never understand how miserable he
-made her at times.</p>
-
-<p>"As it is," she proceeded, "I do all the housework—I can take as long
-as I please about it, you know—and I attend to my flowers besides."</p>
-
-<p>"And have you always lived here?" Margaret asked.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss, I was born in this cottage."</p>
-
-<p>"Doesn't the sea make you mournful in the winter?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no! It's grand then, sometimes. The waves look like great
-mountains of foam. This is a very wild coast."</p>
-
-<p>"So I have heard," Miss Conway replied. "I should like to see a storm,
-if no ship was in danger. I suppose you never saw a wreck?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," said Salome with a shudder; "only last autumn a coasting vessel
-ran ashore on the rocks, and the crew was lost. You will notice in the
-churchyard many graves of people who have been drowned."</p>
-
-<p>"We have always lived in London until now," Margaret explained, "so
-we shall find life in the country a great change. I don't know that I
-shall dislike it during the summer, and Gerald is simply delighted with
-the beach; I expect he'll insist on going there every day, so you'll
-often see us passing here. Gerald generally gets his own way, doesn't
-he, Miss Conway?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," the governess admitted gravely, looking rather serious.</p>
-
-<p>"My mother spoils him," Margaret continued. "Oh, you needn't look at me
-like that, Miss Conway, for you know it's true."</p>
-
-<p>At that moment Gerald ran up to them. He was in high good-humour, for
-he was charmed with Salome's garden; but his face clouded immediately
-when Miss Conway remarked it was time for them to go home.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," he pouted, "don't go yet, Miss Conway. Stay a little longer."</p>
-
-<p>"But if we do, we shall be late for luncheon, and then your father will
-be displeased."</p>
-
-<p>"You shall have this rose to take home with you," Salome said, in order
-to propitiate the child, and prevent a disturbance. She gathered, as
-she spoke, a beautiful pink moss-rose, and offered it to him. "Wouldn't
-you like to give it to your mother?" she suggested, as he accepted her
-gift with evident pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>"No," Gerald rejoined, "I shan't give it to mother, I shall keep it for
-myself."</p>
-
-<p>His sister laughed at this selfish speech; but the governess' face
-saddened as she took her younger pupil by the hand, and after a kind
-good-bye to Salome, led him away.</p>
-
-<p>"May I come and see you again?" Margaret asked as she lingered at the
-gate.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, please do, miss," was the eager reply. "I should be so glad if you
-would. I really am very lonely sometimes."</p>
-
-<p>"So am I," the other little girl confessed with a sigh; and for the
-first time Salome noticed a look of discontent on her pretty face. The
-expression was gone in a minute, however, and with a smiling farewell
-Margaret Fowler hastened after her governess and Gerald.</p>
-
-<p>These new acquaintances gave Salome plenty of food for thought; and
-when her father returned in the afternoon she greeted him cheerfully,
-and told him that the family had arrived at Greystone. He was in good
-spirits, having caught a nice lot of mackerel; and acting on his
-daughter's suggestion, he selected some of the finest, and started for
-Greystone to see if he could not sell them there. Meanwhile, Salome
-laid the tea cloth, and got the kettle boiling. In the course of
-half-an-hour her father returned, having sold his fish.</p>
-
-<p>"I saw the cook," he informed Salome, "and she said any time I have
-choice fish to sell, she can do business with me. It seems she manages
-everything in the kitchen; she told me the mistress doesn't know what
-there's to be for dinner till it's brought to table."</p>
-
-<p>"How strange!" Salome cried. "But I forgot, Mrs. Fowler has been ill,
-so perhaps she is too great an invalid to attend to anything herself."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know about that, I'm sure. It's likely to be better for us,
-Salome, now Greystone is occupied. Why, you're quite a business woman,
-my dear! I should never have thought of taking those mackerel up there,
-but for you. I should have let Sam Putt have the lot, as usual."</p>
-
-<p>Sam Putt was the owner of a pony and cart. He lived in the village,
-and often purchased fish, which he conveyed to a neighbouring town for
-sale, hawking it from door to door.</p>
-
-<p>Josiah continued to converse amicably during tea-time; and afterwards
-he went into the garden, and turned up a patch of ground in readiness
-for the reception of winter greens. To Salome's intense relief, he did
-not go to the "Crab and Cockle" that evening; but, instead, as soon as
-he had finished his gardening, suggested taking her for a sail.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, how delightful!" she cried, her face flushing with
-pleasure. "Oh, I haven't been on the water for weeks! It will be such a
-treat!"</p>
-
-<p>So father and daughter spent the long summer evening on the sea, much
-to the contentment of both; and the sun had set before they returned to
-Yelton.</p>
-
-<p>Salome chatted merrily as, their boat safely moored, she followed her
-father up the shingly beach; but on reaching their garden gate, Josiah
-paused, glancing towards the swinging sign-board outside the "Crab and
-Cockle," still visible in the gathering dusk.</p>
-
-<p>In a moment, Salome read his thoughts, and cried involuntarily, "Oh,
-father, not to-night! Not to-night!"</p>
-
-<p>"What do you mean, child?" he asked with a decided show of displeasure
-in face and tone.</p>
-
-<p>"I mean, I want you to stay at home with me to-night, father! Do, dear
-father, to please me! I—I can't bear to see you as—as you are sometimes
-when you come back from the 'Crab and Cockle'! Oh, father, if you would
-only give up the drink how happy we should be!"</p>
-
-<p>"How foolishly you talk!" he cried irritably. "It is not seemly for a
-child to dictate to her father!"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, I mean no harm! You know I love you dearly! It's supper
-time. Aren't you hungry? I'm sure I am."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah admitted he was, too, and followed his daughter into the
-cottage. He did not leave it again that night, for his good angel
-proved too strong for him; and when he kissed his little daughter at
-bedtime, his manner was unusually gentle, whilst the words he uttered
-sent her to rest with a very happy heart: "God bless you, child! I
-don't know what I should be but for you, Salome. You grow more like
-your dear mother every day you live."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>The Fowlers at Home.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"PULL down the blind, Margaret. The sun is streaming right into my
-eyes."</p>
-
-<p>The speaker, Mrs. Fowler, was lying on a sofa in the handsomely
-furnished drawing-room at Greystone. She was a young-looking,
-very pretty woman, with fair hair and blue eyes; and she was most
-fashionably dressed. One would have thought her possessed of everything
-that heart could desire, but the lines of her face were discontented
-ones, and the tone of her voice was decidedly fretful. The only
-occupant of the room besides herself was her little daughter, who put
-down the book she had been reading, and going to the window, obediently
-lowered the blind.</p>
-
-<p>"There," she said, "that's better, isn't it? I won't pull the blind
-down altogether, mother, for that would keep out the fresh air, and you
-know the doctors said the sea breeze would be your best tonic. I do
-think this is a lovely place, don't you?"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler agreed indifferently; and her little daughter continued,
-"Such a beautiful view we have right over the sea. And doesn't the
-village look pretty, and the old grey church? There are such a quantity
-of jackdaws in the tower. Mother, do you know, from my bedroom window,
-I can see the cottage where that poor lame girl lives? When you are
-strong enough, I'll take you to visit Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't want to see her, Margaret. I don't like looking at deformed
-people, and I cannot think why you should feel so much interest in this
-Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"I have seen her several times now, and I like her so much. The Vicar
-has told me a lot about her, too. She lost her mother five years ago,
-poor girl!"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret paused, and glanced a trifle wistfully at the daintily-clad
-figure on the sofa, wondering if she was lame like Salome, whether
-her mother would cease to care for her altogether. Mrs. Fowler never
-evinced much affection for her daughter, whatever her feelings may have
-been, though she was pleased that she was growing up a pretty little
-girl, and took an interest in dressing her becomingly. But Gerald was
-her favourite of the two children, and upon him she lavished most of
-her love. She was fond of her husband, though she stood in awe of him.
-He was kind and attentive to her, but often grew impatient at the
-persistent way in which she indulged their little son.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler had led a gay life in London for many years; but latterly,
-she had been in very indifferent health, and after an attack of severe
-illness, which had left her nerves in a shattered condition, Mr. Fowler
-had insisted on shutting up their house in town, and settling in the
-country. He had accordingly taken Greystone, and dismissing their old
-servants had engaged new ones, who received their orders from himself
-instead of from their mistress.</p>
-
-<p>During the first few weeks of her residence at Greystone, Mrs. Fowler
-had indeed been too ill to superintend the household; and though
-she was now better, she was far from strong, and was glad not to be
-troubled about anything. Margaret was very sorry for her mother, whose
-sufferings were apparent to everyone, for she started at the slightest
-unexpected sound, and the least worry brought on the most distressing
-headache.</p>
-
-<p>"Would you like me to read to you, mother?" the little girl inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"No, thank you, Margaret. What is the time?"</p>
-
-<p>"Half-past three."</p>
-
-<p>"Where is Gerald?"</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Conway has taken him down to the beach; she promised him this
-morning he should go, if he was good and attentive during lesson time.
-He likes talking to the fishermen."</p>
-
-<p>"Dear child! I hope they will not teach him to use bad language, though
-I expect they are a rough set."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think so, mother. Mr. Amyatt says they are mostly sober,
-God-fearing men; of course, there are exceptions—Salome Petherick's
-father, for instance, often gets intoxicated, and it is a terrible
-trouble to her."</p>
-
-<p>"Does she complain of him to you?" Mrs. Fowler queried.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, mother! It was Mr. Amyatt who told me. We were talking of
-Salome, and he said her father was very violent at times, quite cruel
-to her, in fact. Do you know, I think father's right, and that it's
-best to have nothing whatever to do with drink."</p>
-
-<p>Lately, since the Fowlers had left London, Mr. Fowler had laid down a
-rule that no intoxicating liquors of any description were to be brought
-into the house. He had become a teetotaler himself, for very good
-reasons, and had insisted on the members of his household following
-suit. No one had objected to this except Mrs. Fowler, and now she
-answered her little daughter in a tone of irritability.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't talk nonsense, child! I believe a glass of wine would do me good
-at this minute, and steady my nerves, only your father won't allow it!
-I haven't patience to speak of this new fad of his without getting
-cross. There, don't look at me so reproachfully. Of course what your
-father does is right in your eyes! Here, feel my pulse, child, and
-you'll know what a wreck I am!"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret complied, and laid her cool fingers on her mother's wrist. The
-pulse was weak and fluttering, and the little girl's heart filled with
-sympathy.</p>
-
-<p>"Poor mother," she said tenderly, kissing Mrs. Fowler's flushed cheek,
-and noticing her eyes were full of tears. "Shall I ring and order tea?
-It's rather early, but no doubt a nice cup of tea would do you good."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no! It's much too hot for tea!" And Mrs. Fowler made a gesture
-indicative of distaste, then broke into a flood of tears.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret soothed her mother as best she could; and presently, much to
-her satisfaction, the invalid grew composed and fell asleep. She was
-subject to these hysterical outbursts, and as Margaret bent anxiously
-over her, she noted how thin she had become, how hectic was the flush
-on her cheeks, and how dark-rimmed were her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"She does indeed look very ill," the little girl thought sadly. "I
-wonder if she is right, and that some wine would do her good, and make
-her stronger; if so, it seems hard she should not have it. I'll go and
-speak to father at once."</p>
-
-<p>To think was to act with Margaret. She stole noiselessly out of the
-drawing-room, and went in search of her father. He was not in the
-house, but a servant informed her he was in the garden, and there she
-found him, reclining in a swing-chair, beneath the shade of a lilac
-tree. He threw aside the magazine he was reading as she approached, and
-greeted her with a welcoming smile.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Fowler was a tall, dark man, several years older than his wife;
-his face was a strong one, and determined in expression, but his keen,
-deep-set eyes were wont to look kindly, and he certainly had the
-appearance of a person to be trusted.</p>
-
-<p>"Is anything wrong, my dear?" he inquired quickly, noticing that she
-looked depressed. "Where is your mother?"</p>
-
-<p>"Asleep in the drawing-room, father. She has had one of her crying fits
-again, and that exhausted her, I think. She seems very poorly, and
-low-spirited, doesn't she?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; but she is better—decidedly better than she was a few weeks ago.
-I have every hope that, ere many months have passed, she will be quite
-well again. There is no cause for you to look so anxious, child."</p>
-
-<p>"But she is so weak and nervous!" Margaret cried distressfully. "I was
-wondering if she had some wine—"</p>
-
-<p>The little girl paused, startled by the look of anger which flashed
-across her father's face. He made a movement as though to rise from the
-chair, then changed his intention, and curtly bade her finish what she
-had been about to say.</p>
-
-<p>"It was only that I was wondering if she had some wine, whether it
-might not do her good," Margaret proceeded timidly. "She told me
-herself she thought it would, and if so—you know, father, you used to
-take wine yourself, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"Did your mother send you to me on this mission?" he interrupted
-sternly.</p>
-
-<p>"No. I came of my own accord."</p>
-
-<p>"I am glad to hear that. But I cannot give my consent to your mother's
-taking wine, or stimulants of any kind; they would be harmful for her,
-the doctors agree upon that point. You have reminded me that I once
-drank wine myself, Margaret. I bitterly regret ever having done so."</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" she asked wonderingly, impressed by the solemnity of his tone.
-Then her thoughts flew to Salome Petherick's father, and she cried,
-"But, father, you never drank too much!"</p>
-
-<p>"I was never tempted to drink to excess, for I had no craving for
-stimulants. It is small credit to me that I was always a sober man;
-but people are differently constituted, and my example may have
-caused others to contract habits of intemperance. The Vicar here is a
-teetotaler from principle. He tells me that the force of example is
-stronger than any amount of preaching. Lately, I have had cause to
-consider this matter very seriously, and I am determined that never,
-with my permission, shall any intoxicating liquors be brought inside
-my doors. The servants understand this: I should instantly dismiss
-one who set my rule at defiance. As to your mother—" he paused a
-moment in hesitation, the expression of his countenance troubled, then
-continued—"she is weak, and still very far from well, but, in her heart
-of hearts, she knows I am right. Do not tell her you have broached this
-subject to me. Come, let us go and see if she is still asleep."</p>
-
-<p>"You are not angry with me, father?" Margaret asked, as she followed
-him into the house.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no! I am not, indeed!"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler awoke with a start as her husband and little daughter
-entered the drawing-room. Mr. Fowler immediately rang for tea, and when
-it was brought, Margaret poured it out. At first, Mrs. Fowler would not
-touch it, but finally, to please the others, drank a cupful, and felt
-refreshed. A few minutes later, Mr. Amyatt was shown into the room,
-and she brightened up and grew quite animated. Margaret and her father
-exchanged pleased glances, delighted at the interest the invalid was
-evincing in the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>"I think I shall soon be well enough to go to church on Sundays," Mrs.
-Fowler informed the Vicar. "My husband tells me you have a very good
-choir."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, that is so," Mr. Amyatt replied. "We are decidedly primitive in
-our ways at Yelton, and have several women in our choir, notably Salome
-Petherick, the lame girl with whom your daughter has already become
-acquainted."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes. Margaret has been telling me about her. She sings in the
-choir, does she?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. She has a beautiful voice, as clear and fresh as a bird's! I
-train the choir myself, for our organist comes from N—, a neighbouring
-town, several miles distant."</p>
-
-<p>"By the way," said Mrs. Fowler with a smiling glance at Margaret, "my
-little girl is very desirous of learning to play the organ, and her
-governess would teach her, if you would allow her to practise on the
-organ in the church. Would there be any objection to that plan, Mr.
-Amyatt?"</p>
-
-<p>"None whatever," was the prompt reply.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, thank you!" Margaret cried delightedly.</p>
-
-<p>"You will have to employ Gerald to blow for you," Mr. Fowler remarked
-with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure he will not do that!" the little girl exclaimed. "He is far
-too disobliging."</p>
-
-<p>"Margaret, how hard you are on your brother," Mrs. Fowler said
-reproachfully.</p>
-
-<p>"Am I? I don't mean to be. Oh, here he is!"</p>
-
-<p>Gerald came into the room with his hat on his head, but meeting his
-father's eyes, removed it instantly. After he had shaken hands with the
-Vicar, his mother called him to her, pushed back his fair locks from
-his forehead, and made him sit by her side on the sofa whilst she plied
-him with sweet cakes. He was her darling, and she indulged him to his
-bent. When the governess entered the room, having removed her hat and
-gloves, there were no sweet cakes left. Mr. Fowler rang the bell for
-more, and upon the parlour-maid bringing a fresh supply, declined to
-allow Gerald to partake of them, at which the spoilt boy pouted and
-sulked, and his mother threw reproachful glances at her husband.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Amyatt watched the scene in silence, wondering how anyone could
-allow affection to overcome judgment, as Mrs. Fowler had evidently
-done, as far as her little son was concerned, and marvelling that Mr.
-Fowler did not order the disagreeable child out of the room. When the
-Vicar rose to go, his host accompanied him as far as the garden gate,
-and they stood there talking some while before, at last, the Vicar said
-good-bye, and started down the hill towards the village.</p>
-
-<p>The Fowlers had now been several weeks in residence at Greystone,
-but, up to the present, Mr. Amyatt had been their only visitor. Mrs.
-Fowler had not been outside the grounds surrounding the house yet,
-but talked of going down to the beach the first day she felt strong
-enough to attempt the walk. The children, however, had made several
-acquaintances among the fisher-folk, and a great liking had sprung
-up between Margaret and Salome Petherick, for, though one was a rich
-man's daughter and the other only a poor fisherman's child, they found
-they had much in common, and, wide apart though they were to outward
-appearances, they bade fair to become real friends.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>"Abide with Me."</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>THE Fowlers had been six weeks at Greystone, when, one evening towards
-the end of July, Mrs. Fowler, who was daily improving in health,
-accompanied Margaret and Miss Conway to the church, and wandered about
-the ancient building, reading the inscriptions on the monuments, whilst
-her little daughter had her music lesson. By-and-by she strolled into
-the graveyard, and, seating herself on the low wall which surrounded
-it, gazed far out over the blue expanse of ocean, which was dotted with
-fishing boats and larger crafts, on this calm summer evening.</p>
-
-<p>The churchyard at Yelton was beautifully situated, commanding a view of
-the whole village straggling nearly down to the beach, whilst on the
-eminence beyond the church was Greystone, against a background of green
-foliage.</p>
-
-<p>"Everything is very lovely," Mrs. Fowler said to herself, "and the air
-is certainly most invigorating. I feel almost well to-night. Who comes
-here? Why, this must be Salome Petherick!"</p>
-
-<p>It was the lame girl who had entered the churchyard, and was now
-approaching the spot where Mrs. Fowler sat. She paused at the sight of
-the figure on the wall, and a look of admiration stole into her soft,
-brown eyes. She had never seen such a pretty lady before, or anyone so
-daintily and becomingly dressed.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler, who had shrunk with the nervous unreasonableness of a sick
-person from being brought into contact with the cripple girl, now that
-she was actually face to face with her, was interested and sympathetic
-at once. She smiled at Salome and addressed her cordially.</p>
-
-<p>"I think you must be Salome Petherick?" she said. "Yes, I am sure you
-are!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, ma'am," was the reply, accompanied by a shy glance of pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>"My little girl has spoken of you so often that I seem to know you
-quite well," Mrs. Fowler remarked. "Come and sit down on the wall by my
-side, I want to talk to you."</p>
-
-<p>Then as Salome complied willingly, she continued, "Does it not tire
-you to climb here every evening, as they tell me you do, to listen to
-the organ? The church is a good step from where you live. That is your
-home, is it not?" and she indicated the cottage nearest to the sea.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Salome assented, "it does tire me a little to come up the hill,
-but I love to hear music. After Miss Margaret has had her organ lesson,
-Miss Conway generally plays something herself."</p>
-
-<p>"Does she? Then I hope she will do so to-night. But my little daughter
-is still at the organ, so we will remain where we are until she has
-finished. Meanwhile we will talk. They tell me you live with your
-father, and that he is often away fishing. You must lead a lonely life."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, ma'am, indeed it is very lonely sometimes," Salome acknowledged,
-"but I don't mind that much. I have plenty to do, keeping the cottage
-clean and tidy, and preparing father's meals, mending his clothes, and
-seeing to the flowers in the garden."</p>
-
-<p>"How busy you must be. And you have lost your mother, poor child."</p>
-
-<p>Salome pointed to a green mound at a little distance, whilst her brown
-eyes filled with tears.</p>
-
-<p>"She was such a good mother," she said softly, "oh, such a very good
-mother! And I was such a fretful, tiresome child. I used to grieve her
-so often, and I can't bear to think of it now."</p>
-
-<p>She paused, but, encouraged by the sympathy on her companion's face,
-she continued, "She used to be so patient with me when I was naughty
-and grumbled because I was not able to run about and play like other
-children. And, until she lay dying, I never thought how sorry I must
-have made her, and what a selfish girl I'd been. Then, I would have
-given anything if I'd been different, but it was too late." And the
-repentant tears streamed down Salome's cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't grieve," said Mrs. Fowler, a little huskily, for she was much
-touched at the other's evident remorse.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure Miss Margaret never treated you, ma'am, as I used to treat
-my mother!" Salome exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler was silent as she acknowledged to herself that Margaret
-had always been patient and considerate when she had been an exacting
-invalid.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose your father is out in his fishing boat?" she asked by way of
-changing the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>"No, ma'am," Salome replied, the look of grief deepening on her face.</p>
-
-<p>"Let us go into the church and hear Miss Conway play," Mrs. Fowler
-said, rising as she spoke. "I hear Margaret's lesson is at an end. Ah,
-here comes the Vicar. How do you do, Mr. Amyatt?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am glad to see you are better, Mrs. Fowler," the Vicar exclaimed.
-"What, you here, Salome? Don't go away; I want Mrs. Fowler to hear you
-sing."</p>
-
-<p>Salome smiled, and blushed. She followed the others into the church
-and seated herself in a pew near the door, whilst the Vicar pointed
-out beauties in the architecture of the building to his companion,
-which she had failed to notice. Miss Conway was at the organ, playing
-"The Heavens are telling," and when the last notes died away the Vicar
-beckoned to Salome, who swung herself up the aisle on her crutches,
-and, at his request, consented to sing.</p>
-
-<p>"I will play the accompaniment," Miss Conway said, smiling
-encouragingly at the lame girl, who felt a little shy at being called
-upon to sing alone. "What shall it be?" she inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"Whatever you please, miss," Salome answered.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no! You must choose," the Vicar declared decidedly.</p>
-
-<p>"Then I will sing 'Abide with Me.'"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler and Margaret considerately withdrew to a side seat so that
-the sight of them should not embarrass the singer, and Mr. Amyatt
-followed them. Salome stood a little behind Miss Conway, who softly
-played the accompaniment of the hymn:</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;<br>
- The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide;<br>
- When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br>
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br>
-<br>
-</p>
-
-<p>Salome's fresh, sweet voice rang clearly through the dim church, and
-its tender tones touched the hearts of her audience. She was very fond
-of "Abide with Me," for it had been her mother's favourite hymn, and
-to-night she sang her best.</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;<br>
- In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."<br>
-<br>
-</p>
-
-<p>The beautiful voice died lingeringly away, and for a few minutes there
-was a complete silence. Then Mrs. Fowler rose, and coming eagerly
-forward, took Salome by the hand, whilst she thanked her for giving her
-such a "rare treat" as she called it.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret was delighted to see what a favourable impression her lame
-friend had evidently made upon her mother, and great was her surprise
-when, on their all adjourning to the churchyard, Mrs. Fowler asked
-Salome to come and see them at Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>"I think you would be able to get as far as that, don't you?" she said
-with a winning smile. "I should like you to come and sing to me. Will
-you, one evening?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," Salome replied. She had never been inside the doors of
-Greystone in her life, though she had often desired to see what the
-house was like, having been told it was a fine place.</p>
-
-<p>"Then that is settled. I shall expect you."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler nodded and turned away, followed by Miss Conway, and
-Margaret who looked back to wave her hand in farewell as she
-disappeared through the churchyard gate. The Vicar accompanied them
-thus far, then turned back to speak a few words to Salome. The village
-lad who had been employed to blow the organ had taken a short cut
-homewards over the low wall.</p>
-
-<p>"You sang remarkably well to-night," Mr. Amyatt said, "I felt quite
-proud of my pupil. You showed excellent taste, too, in the hymn you
-chose. It was most suitable for the occasion. I wonder if you know the
-circumstances under which that hymn came to be written?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," Salome rejoined, shaking her head, "I don't know, sir."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I will tell you. It was composed more than fifty years ago
-by a sick clergyman of the name of Lyte, at a little fishing town
-called Brixham, in South Devon. He had become so seriously ill that
-the doctors had ordered him abroad for his health's sake, and, after
-service on the Sunday evening, prior to his leaving England, he went
-down to the sea-shore, sad at heart, for he was convinced that he
-had spoken to his parishioners, who were very dear to him, for the
-last time. He was sorrowful and low-spirited, but, by-and-by, the
-remembrance that his Saviour was ever near to help and sustain him
-brought him consolation. After watching the sunset, he went home, and
-immediately wrote the beautiful hymn you sang to-night."</p>
-
-<p>Salome had listened with deep interest, and she exclaimed earnestly:
-"Oh, Mr. Amyatt, I am glad you have told me this. I shall love 'Abide
-with Me' better than ever now."</p>
-
-<p>The Vicar smiled, then pointed towards the sea, over which a soft
-summer mist was creeping.</p>
-
-<p>"It is time for you to go home," he reminded her. "Where is your father
-this evening?"</p>
-
-<p>"At the 'Crab and Cockle,' sir."</p>
-
-<p>He shook his head sadly, but refrained from questioning her further.
-He saw she was thinner than she had been a few months previously, and
-wondered if she was sufficiently well fed, or if Josiah Petherick
-expended the money he should have spent on his home, on the friends he
-met at the inn. As he watched the little girl swinging herself slowly
-down the hill by the aid of her crutches, he felt very grieved and
-troubled on her account.</p>
-
-<p>"What a curse this drink is!" he thought. "And it's a curse that creeps
-in everywhere, too."</p>
-
-<p>In the village that afternoon, he had been told that Mr. Fowler had
-summarily dismissed a groom who had been discovered with a bottle of
-beer in the stable, and he had listened to various comments upon the
-strict notions of the master of Greystone. Most of the villagers were
-inclined to think that the man's fault in disobeying his master's rule
-that no intoxicating liquor should be brought on the premises might
-have been overlooked, as it was his first offence, whilst some few
-argued that Mr. Fowler had acted rightly.</p>
-
-<p>As Salome passed the "Crab and Cockle" on her way home, she heard
-sounds of hilarity within, and recognised her father's voice singing
-a rollicking sea song. She sighed, remembering how, during his wife's
-lifetime, Josiah had been a member of the church choir; it appeared
-unseemly to her that a voice which once had been raised to the praise
-and glory of God should lend itself to the entertainment of a set
-of half-drunken men in the bar of a public-house. As she paused,
-involuntarily listening, a whiff of foul air, laden with the mingled
-odour of smoke and beer, was wafted before her nostrils from the open
-doorway, and she moved on with a sickening sense of shame and disgust,
-her heart heavy as lead, her eyes smarting with tears. Oh, hers was a
-hard life, she thought bitterly.</p>
-
-<p>Arrived at home, she laid a frugal supper of bread and cheese, and soon
-afterwards her father reeled up the garden path and into the kitchen.
-Sitting down at the table, he helped himself to bread and cheese in
-silence, and commenced eating, whilst his little daughter took her
-accustomed place opposite to him.</p>
-
-<p>"Where've you been?" he questioned. "I saw you pass the inn."</p>
-
-<p>She told him how she had spent the evening, explaining that she had
-sung at the Vicar's request, and that Mrs. Fowler had invited her to
-Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>"I won't let you go there!" he cried. "I hate those new people! What
-did Mr. Fowler do yesterday, but dismiss as honest a chap as ever
-lived, at a moment's notice, just because he'd got a bottle o' beer in
-the stable! An' the man wasn't drunk either! No, you shan't go nigh
-folks as treats their servants like that."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father!" Salome exclaimed, disappointedly. She was wise enough,
-however, not to pursue the subject. After a brief silence, she asked,
-with some timidity, "Father, have you any money? Because, when Silas
-Moyle left the bread this afternoon, he said he couldn't supply us with
-any more unless you paid him what you owe."</p>
-
-<p>Silas Moyle was the one baker of the place, and the owner of the
-village shop, in which his wife served. Josiah Petherick had formerly
-paid ready money for everything, but latterly he had been spending at
-the "Crab and Cockle" what should have gone into Silas Moyle's pocket.
-This was an additional trouble to Salome, but her father did not appear
-to care. He was enraged, though, when he heard what the baker had
-said, and, as his creditor was not present to bear the brunt of his
-indignation, Salome had to stand it instead. She turned white when he
-swore at her, and sat perfectly still whilst he abused her roundly, but
-when he called her extravagant she began to protest.</p>
-
-<p>"Father, that's not fair of you! I'm as careful as ever I can be. We're
-obliged to have bread! Won't you see Silas yourself? Perhaps he'll
-continue to supply us, if you can arrange to pay him part of what we
-owe. Of course, he wants his money."</p>
-
-<p>"He's another of your teetotal humbugs!" sneered the angry man.</p>
-
-<p>"He isn't a humbug at all!" Salome retorted hotly, her indignation and
-sense of justice overcoming her fear of her father; "but he did say he
-wasn't minded to wait for his money when it was being squandered with
-that drunken crew at the 'Crab and Cockle.' Oh, father, it was terrible
-for me to hear that, and I couldn't contradict him!"</p>
-
-<p>With a fierce oath, Josiah pushed back his chair and rose from the
-table, declaring things had come to a pretty pass when his own
-daughter, a mere child, thought fit to discuss him with outsiders.</p>
-
-<p>Salome broke into passionate weeping at this, whereupon he flung
-himself out of the kitchen, and the next minute she heard his footsteps
-in the garden.</p>
-
-<p>"He's gone to the 'Crab and Cockle' again," thought the unhappy little
-girl. "Oh, how could he swear at me like that? Oh, how shall I bear
-it!" Presently she arose, put away the supper things and then sat down
-by the open window to wait, as she knew she would have to do, until
-the inn door was closed for the night, and her father would return.
-By-and-by, the soft lap, lap of the sea had a soothing effect upon her
-troubled spirit, the peacefulness of the summer night stole into her
-soul, and she murmured to herself the words of consolation she had sung
-an hour or so before in the dim, old church:</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br>
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_5">CHAPTER V.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Salome's Humiliation.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>JOSIAH PETHERICK sat on the beach mending his fishing nets in the
-shade of a tall rock. It was intensely hot, and there was scarcely a
-ripple on the glassy sea, whilst the sky was a broad canopy of blue.
-Josiah was thinking deeply. That morning, consequent on the information
-his daughter had given him on the previous evening, he had been to
-interview Silas Moyle, and had induced the baker to allow him further
-credit. Never in his life before had Josiah found himself in such
-a humiliating position, and he felt it all the more because it was
-entirely his own fault. He had always prided himself on being able to
-pay his way, and now he was not in the position to do so.</p>
-
-<p>Glancing up from his work presently, the fisherman saw three figures
-come down to the beach—a lady, a gentleman, and a small boy clad
-in a sailor's suit and broad-brimmed straw hat. He knew them to be
-Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and their little son. He had often held lengthy
-conversations with Gerald, who was always delighted to talk with anyone
-who could tell him about the manifold wonders of the sea, but he had
-never spoken to either of the boy's parents. Despite his disapproval of
-the strict teetotal principles of the master of Greystone, he regarded
-that gentleman with considerable interest, and when Mr. Fowler strolled
-up to him, and inquired from whom a boat might be hired, he answered
-him civilly, "You can have a boat from me, if you like, sir; but
-there's no wind for sailing to-day."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps you would row us around those high rocks yonder. My wife has a
-fancy to see what lies beyond that point."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah assented willingly, seeing an opportunity of earning a few
-shillings; and so it came to pass that he spent a very pleasant and
-lucrative morning, returning home to dinner in the best of spirits.</p>
-
-<p>"The new folks at Greystone have a liking for boating," he informed
-Salome; "and see here," tossing a half-crown as he spoke upon the
-table, "give that to Silas Moyle when he calls with the bread this
-afternoon."</p>
-
-<p>The lame girl's face brightened as she took up the coin, and looked at
-her father questioningly.</p>
-
-<p>"I saw Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and Master Gerald pass here on their way to
-the beach," she said. "Did you take them out in your boat, father?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. They treated me very fairly, I must admit that, an' Mrs.
-Fowler—she seems a nice lady—spoke of you."</p>
-
-<p>"Did she?"</p>
-
-<p>"She said you had a lovely voice, an' that she was looking forward to
-hear you sing again. I say, Salome, I shouldn't like to disappoint her,
-so if she really wants you to go and see her, you may—" and Josiah,
-mindful of all he had said on the preceding night, avoided meeting his
-little daughter's eyes as he made this concession.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, thank you, dear father," she cried. "I should like to go to
-Greystone so much."</p>
-
-<p>"That little Master Gerald is a tiresome monkey," Josiah remarked. "He
-wouldn't sit still in the boat at first, though his mother kept on with
-him. At last his father spoke, an' after that, there was no need to
-tell him to be quiet again. Mr. Fowler looks a man as would have his
-own way."</p>
-
-<p>"Master Gerald is very disobedient, I know," Salome said, "and
-sometimes his governess has great trouble with him. Miss Margaret says
-her mother spoils him."</p>
-
-<p>"Then, 'tis a good job he's got a father who doesn't."</p>
-
-<p>After dinner, Josiah went on with his interrupted work of mending his
-fishing nets, whilst Salome tidied up the cottage and waited for Silas
-Moyle.</p>
-
-<p>The baker looked gratified as he took the half-crown the lame girl
-tendered him, for he had not expected to be paid even a small part of
-his account.</p>
-
-<p>"That's right," he said, as he pocketed the money; "it appears I did
-some good by speaking yesterday. Look here, my dear, you must try to
-keep that father of yours up to the mark. Can't you make him stay at
-home of an evening?"</p>
-
-<p>The little girl shook her head, and looked distressed as she replied,
-"I'm afraid not, Mr. Moyle."</p>
-
-<p>"He's not at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, I s'pose?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, he's on the beach mending his nets; and this morning he took Mr.
-and Mrs. Fowler and their little boy for a row in his boat."</p>
-
-<p>"It's a pity Mr. Fowler can't get your father to his way of
-thinking—about drink, I mean. I say the new folks at Greystone set an
-example that many in Yelton might follow with advantage. Theirs is a
-teetotal household, I'm told."</p>
-
-<p>"So I've heard," Salome responded.</p>
-
-<p>Silas Moyle nodded kindly, and took himself off, whilst Salome locked
-up the cottage and joined her father on the beach. She told him the
-baker had been pleased to receive the half-crown, and then tactfully
-changed the subject. Josiah and his daughter were always excellent
-friends when the former had not been drinking.</p>
-
-<p>"Look!" Salome exclaimed suddenly, "There's Master Gerald. Why, he
-seems to be alone. He sees us."</p>
-
-<p>The child came running towards them, laughing as he stumbled over the
-rough shingles, his face aglow with excitement, his broad-brimmed
-sailor's hat at the back of his head, revealing the fair curls which
-clustered thickly around his brow.</p>
-
-<p>"I've run away," he cried merrily. "I wanted Miss Conway to bring me
-down to the beach, but she would not—the disagreeable thing! She said
-it was too hot, and I must stay in the garden. So I came by myself."</p>
-
-<p>"Doesn't Miss Conway know where you are?" Salome inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"No one knows," he replied proudly. "I can take care of myself."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not so sure of that, young gentleman," Josiah remarked, with a
-chuckle of amusement at Gerald's air of importance.</p>
-
-<p>"It was naughty of you to run away," Salome told him in a tone of
-reproof.</p>
-
-<p>The child made a grimace at her, and ran off towards some rocks which
-the receding tide had left uncovered.</p>
-
-<p>"He's a pretty handful," Josiah exclaimed, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p>"I expect someone will be here looking for him soon," said Salome. "I
-hope so, for his mother will be anxious if she does not know where he
-is, and she is not strong."</p>
-
-<p>But nobody came in search of Gerald, who at last disappeared from sight
-beyond the rocks. In spite of her father's assurance that the boy could
-come to no harm, the little girl grew uneasy about him; and, by-and-by,
-rose and went to make certain he was safe. She found him lying flat on
-the wet beach, gazing into a pool between two rocks at some beautiful
-anemones; and tried to induce him to retrace his footsteps, but all to
-no purpose. In vain she told him that his mother would be worried about
-him, and that his father would be angry. The wayward child would pay no
-attention to her.</p>
-
-<p>"What's it to do with you?" he demanded rudely. "Mind your own
-business, if you please."</p>
-
-<p>As he absolutely refused to return, Salome left him with the intention
-of persuading her father to interfere; but, to her dismay, she found
-Josiah had deserted his nets, and as the key of the cottage door was in
-her pocket, she knew he had not gone home. In all probability he had
-betaken himself to the "Crab and Cockle" to obtain a drink. Whilst she
-was hesitating how to act, much to her surprise, Gerald appeared around
-the rocks and joined her. He was tired of the beach, he declared, and
-wanted to see her flowers, so she allowed him to accompany her home.
-And thus it was that the young tyrant was discovered in Salome's garden
-half-an-hour later by his much-tried governess.</p>
-
-<p>Poor Miss Conway! She almost wept with joy on finding Gerald in safety,
-and insisted on his return to Greystone immediately. She led him away
-in triumph, paying no attention to his request that he might be allowed
-to remain a little longer.</p>
-
-<p>Josiah did not return for his tea, so after waiting some time, Salome
-had hers, and then seated herself under the porch with her knitting.
-There Margaret Fowler found her as the evening was drawing in.</p>
-
-<p>"Mother has sent me to thank you for taking such good care of Gerald
-this afternoon," Margaret said as she complied with the lame girl's
-invitation to sit down opposite to her. "He is a very tiresome,
-disobedient boy, for father had told him never to go down on the beach
-by himself. He is not to be trusted. Father has punished him for his
-naughtiness by ordering him to bed. It was quite a shock to poor Miss
-Conway when she found Gerald was nowhere on the premises."</p>
-
-<p>"I noticed she looked pale," Salome said. "I am afraid Master Gerald is
-very troublesome."</p>
-
-<p>"Troublesome! I should think he is. It was kind of you to look after
-him, Salome. I have a message from my mother to know if you can come to
-see us to-morrow. Do try to come."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I should like to!" Salome cried, her eyes sparkling with
-excitement.</p>
-
-<p>"Then, will you manage to be at Greystone by five o'clock?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss, if all's well. Oh, please thank Mrs. Fowler for asking me!"</p>
-
-<p>"Mother wants to hear you sing again. She has taken quite a fancy to
-you, and I am so glad."</p>
-
-<p>"I think your mother is the prettiest, sweetest lady I ever saw," the
-lame girl said earnestly. "How dearly you must love her, Miss Margaret."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Margaret answered soberly, "but I do not think she cares for me
-much. Gerald is her favourite, you know. Oh, I'm not jealous of him,
-but I can't help seeing that though he teases and worries her, and I do
-all I can to please her, she loves him much better than she has ever
-loved me."</p>
-
-<p>Salome was surprised, and pained by the look of sadness on her
-companion's face.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps your mother shows her affection more to Master Gerald because
-he's so much younger than you," she suggested. "I cannot believe she
-loves him better really."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret made no reply to this, but by-and-by she said, "We have had
-several fusses at home these last few days. Did you hear that father
-dismissed one of the men-servants for bringing beer into the stable?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I heard about it. I think Mr. Fowler was quite right," Salome
-declared decidedly.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you? I'm glad to hear you say that. Father always means to do
-right, I am sure. He is a teetotaler himself, you know, and so are we
-all, for that matter."</p>
-
-<p>At this point in the conversation the garden gate clicked, and Josiah
-strode up the path and hurried past the little girls into the cottage.
-His bronzed face was crimson; and he walked somewhat unsteadily; but he
-was sufficiently sober to realise that his wisest plan was to take no
-notice of his little daughter's visitor.</p>
-
-<p>Pitying Salome from the depths of her heart, Margaret rose, saying it
-was time for her to go home. The lame girl followed her silently to the
-garden gate, where they stood for a few minutes talking.</p>
-
-<p>"You'll be sure to come to-morrow, won't you?" Margaret said earnestly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss," was the grave reply, "if I possibly can; I hope nothing
-will prevent it, but—you see how it is with him sometimes," and she
-pointed towards the cottage.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Margaret admitted. "Oh, I'm so sorry! He must be a terrible
-trial for you. May God help you, Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"He does help me," the lame girl replied, "I couldn't bear it alone.
-Oh, how I wish my father was a teetotaler like yours."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish so, too."</p>
-
-<p>"I had hoped you would never find out about my poor father being a
-drinker, but I might have known that sooner or later you would learn
-the truth. Oh, miss, don't, please don't think, he's altogether a bad
-man. He isn't! When he's sober, there's not a kinder or better man in
-the world. But when the drink gets hold of him, he isn't himself at
-all." And Salome laid her head on the top rail of the gate and sobbed
-heartbrokenly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, don't cry so!" Margaret said imploringly, her own eyes full of
-tears. "Oh, perhaps he'll give up the drink some day."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know, miss, I'm afraid he won't. He gets worse instead of
-better. The Vicar has spoken to him, but that's done no good. He has
-only come home for supper now; afterwards he'll go back to the 'Crab
-and Cockle.' But there, I mustn't cry any more, or he'll notice it!"</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.8125em;">
- <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003">
-</figure>
-<p class="t4">
-<b>SALOME LAID HER HEAD ON THE TOP RAIL OF THE GATE</b><br>
-<b>AND SOBBED HEART-BROKENLY.</b><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"Good-bye, Salome! Mind you come to-morrow."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes! I hope I shall. Oh, miss, I feel so ashamed that you should
-have seen my father to-night!"</p>
-
-<p>"There's nothing for you to be ashamed about. I think you're the
-pluckiest girl I know. Good night!" And Margaret ran off with a nod and
-a smile.</p>
-
-<p>She slackened her speed soon, however; and as she went up the hill
-beyond the church towards her home, paused now and again to look back
-the way she had come, and admire the beautiful view. At the entrance to
-the grounds of Greystone she met her father, and together they walked
-towards the house, whilst she told him of Josiah Petherick's condition
-that evening.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, you are right to be a teetotaler!" she cried. "Drink is an
-awful thing!"</p>
-
-<p>"It is indeed, my dear," he replied with a deep sigh. "I found
-Petherick a well-informed, civil-spoken man, in fact I was favourably
-impressed with him this morning, and he talked of his little daughter
-as though he really loved her. Drink can slay affection, though," he
-concluded sorrowfully.</p>
-
-<p>"It's dreadful it should, father!"</p>
-
-<p>"When drink once gets hold of people, it makes them slaves, and kills
-their finest feelings. I am very sorry for that poor Salome!"</p>
-
-<p>"So am I. She is so brave, too, and sticks up for her father all she
-can. Oh, I think he ought to give up the drink for her sake. I wonder—I
-wonder if it would be any good for you to speak to him!" And Margaret
-looked wistfully and pleadingly into her father's face.</p>
-
-<p>"I will consider the matter," he rejoined thoughtfully.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father!" she cried, picturing afresh Salome's grief and
-humiliation, "What should I do, if I had such a trouble as that poor
-lame girl has to bear?"</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Fowler started, and a look of intense pain and trouble momentarily
-crossed his countenance, but he answered quietly, "In that case, I hope
-you would ask God to support and comfort you."</p>
-
-<p>"As Salome does. I could not be patient like she is, though."</p>
-
-<p>"I trust you would, my dear child."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I am not likely to be tried," and Margaret regarded her father
-with a look of affectionate pride. She wondered at the sadness of
-the smile with which he returned her glance; and his answer, gravely
-spoken, puzzled her not a little.</p>
-
-<p>"We cannot tell how much our patience and our love may be tried," he
-said, "nor what trials the future may hold for us. We can only pray
-that God will help and strengthen us in our time of need."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_6">CHAPTER VI.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Perfectly Happy.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"OH, I do hope she will come! It's nearly five o'clock, and she's not
-in sight yet. I wish I had thought of watching from my bedroom window,
-I could have seen then when she left the cottage."</p>
-
-<p>The speaker, Margaret Fowler, started up from her seat beneath the
-lilac tree, and ran across the lawn in the direction of the gate which
-led from the grounds of Greystone into the road. Beneath the lilac tree
-sat Mrs. Fowler in a comfortably padded wicker chair, with a small
-table laden with papers and magazines at her side. She glanced after
-her little daughter with a slightly amused smile, then remonstrated
-with Gerald, who was playing near by, for making a noise.</p>
-
-<p>"You will give me a headache, if you keep on doing that," she said, as
-he cannoned two croquet balls against each other. "Pray, be quiet!"</p>
-
-<p>Gerald chose not to obey. He continued his game, utterly regardless of
-his mother's command.</p>
-
-<p>"Do stop, Gerald!" she exclaimed. "I really cannot bear that noise any
-longer. Oh, where is Miss Conway? Why isn't she here to look after you?
-Gerald, to oblige me, find some other amusement, there's a dear boy!"</p>
-
-<p>"Why do you not obey your mother, sir?" demanded a stern voice. And
-suddenly the little boy dropped the croquet-mallet from his hand, and
-turned to face his father.</p>
-
-<p>"That's right, Gerald!" Mrs. Fowler said hastily. "He hasn't been doing
-anything wrong, Henry," she continued, glancing apprehensively at her
-husband, "only—you know how absurdly nervous I am—I can't bear any
-sharp, sudden noise. It's foolish of me, I know."</p>
-
-<p>Gerald now ran after his sister, and Mr. Fowler stood with his hand on
-the back of his wife's chair, looking, down at her with grave attention.</p>
-
-<p>"You should make the boy obey you, my dear," he said. "Has not your
-visitor arrived yet?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. Margaret has gone to the gate to see if she is coming. I thought
-we would have tea out here, for it is cooler and pleasanter in the
-garden than in the house, and it will be more informal. I should like
-you to hear this lame girl sing, Henry! I think I never heard a voice
-which touched me so deeply as hers. But you are not listening—"</p>
-
-<p>"I beg your pardon, my dear. I confess my thoughts were wandering. The
-fact is, to-morrow I shall have to go up to town for a few days, and I
-would far rather remain at home. But I am obliged to go."</p>
-
-<p>"You can leave with an easy mind," his wife told him reassuringly. "I
-am really quite strong now, and capable of managing the household, I
-believe I shall be better for something to do. By the way, you cannot
-think how much I enjoyed my drive this morning to N—" mentioning the
-nearest town. "I wanted some trifles from a draper's, and the shops
-were much better than I expected. Oh! Here come the children. They are
-bringing Salome with them."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler rose and greeted the lame girl very cordially, placing her
-in a chair next to her own. Salome was looking her best, neatly attired
-in a clean cotton frock. There was a flush born of excitement on her
-cheeks, and her brown eyes shone with a happy light as she gave herself
-up to the enjoyment of the present hour.</p>
-
-<p>Tea was served beneath the lilac tree, such a luxuriant tea as Salome
-had never partaken of before, and everyone appeared determined that she
-should make a good meal—Gerald pointing out to her the most delectable
-of the dainties which he pressed her to eat, for in the depths of his
-selfish little heart, there was a warm spot for the lame girl who had
-so often given him flowers from her garden when he had certainly not
-deserved them.</p>
-
-<p>Salome was inclined to be a trifle shy at first of Mr. Fowler. From
-what she had heard of him she had imagined he must be an exceedingly
-stern, strict sort of man, but he talked to her so kindly and
-pleasantly that she soon grew at ease with him, and answered all the
-questions he put to her unreservedly. She told him she had only been a
-member of the choir during the last six months, and explained that she
-had not known she possessed a really good voice until the Vicar had
-informed her that such was the fact.</p>
-
-<p>"I always loved singing, even when I was a tiny thing," she said, "but
-I never thought of joining the choir till one day when Mr. Amyatt
-suggested it. He was passing our cottage, and heard me singing, and he
-came right in and said he would like me to come up to the Vicarage and
-let him try my voice. Father said I might go, so I did, and the next
-Sunday, I sang with the choir in church for the first time."</p>
-
-<p>"You must not sing too much," Mr. Fowler remarked, "for you are very
-young, and might permanently injure your voice if you strained it now.
-You must nurse it a bit."</p>
-
-<p>"That's what Mr. Amyatt says," Salome replied with a smile, "and I'm
-very careful."</p>
-
-<p>"It is a great gift to have a beautiful voice." Mr. Fowler looked with
-kindly interest at his little guest as he spoke; then his eyes wandered
-to the crutches which she had placed on the ground beside her chair,
-and she caught the swift glance of sympathy which crossed his face, and
-from that moment, he stood high in her estimation.</p>
-
-<p>"God is very merciful," he added softly, as though speaking to himself;
-"we are too apt to forget that He never sends a cross without its
-compensation."</p>
-
-<p>Salome was perfectly happy sitting there under the lilac tree, though
-she felt all the while as though she must be in a wonderful dream. Mrs.
-Fowler, in her light summer dress, with her fair hair and her lovely
-blue eyes, looked like a queen, she thought. Salome was more and more
-impressed with her grace and charm on every fresh occasion on which she
-saw her. How proud Miss Margaret must be of her mother! And how happy
-Miss Margaret must be in such a beautiful home, with kind parents, and
-everything that heart could desire! And yet, what was the meaning of
-that wistful look on her face; and why was Mr. Fowler's countenance
-so grave, and almost stern in expression at times? Salome's eyes were
-remarkably shrewd. She noticed how attentive Mr. Fowler was to his
-wife, almost seeming to anticipate her wishes and read her thoughts;
-and she was surprised when he was called away for a few minutes to see
-that Mrs. Fowler talked with greater freedom in his absence, as though
-his presence put a restraint upon her.</p>
-
-<p>As soon as all had finished tea, Margaret took Salome around the
-gardens, and afterwards led the way into the house. She showed Salome
-her own room, the walls of which were crowded with pictures and
-knickknacks. The lame girl had never seen such a pretty bedroom before
-as this one, with its little white-curtained bed, and white-enamelled
-furniture. Then Margaret opened a velvet-lined jewel case, and took out
-a small, gold brooch in the shape of a shell, which she insisted upon
-fastening into the neck of her visitor's gown.</p>
-
-<p>"It is for you," she said, "I bought it with my own money, so you need
-not mind taking it. I told mother I was going to give it to you. I want
-you to wear it for my sake, Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Miss Margaret, how kind of you! Thank you so much. But ought I to
-take it? Are you sure Mrs. Fowler—"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" Margaret interposed eagerly. "Mother would like you to have
-it. She said she thought it would be a very suitable gift for you. It
-is pretty, isn't it?"</p>
-
-<p>"It is lovely!" was the enthusiastic reply. "I shall value it always,
-Miss Margaret, for your sake," and there were tears of pleasure and
-gratitude in Salome's brown eyes as she spoke.</p>
-
-<p>"I am so very glad you like it," Margaret said earnestly; "but now,
-come downstairs to the drawing-room."</p>
-
-<p>Greystone appeared quite a palatial residence to the simple village
-girl, accustomed to her cottage home. She noticed how soft and thick
-were the carpets, how handsome was the furniture; and how everything in
-connection with the house had been done with a view to comfort. A sense
-of awe crept over her, as she cast one swift glance around the spacious
-drawing-room. Miss Conway was at the piano, but she ceased playing as
-the little girls entered; and Mrs. Fowler, who was standing by the open
-window conversing with her husband, turned towards them immediately and
-requested Salome to sing.</p>
-
-<p>So Salome stood, leaning upon her crutches, in the centre of the room,
-and lilted, without accompaniment, a simple little song she had often
-heard from her dead mother's lips. It was a lullaby, and she sang it
-so sweetly and unaffectedly that her listeners were delighted, and Mr.
-Fowler was surprised at the beauty of the voice which had had so little
-training. She gave them several other quaint west-country ballads; and
-then, at Mrs. Fowler's request, sang, "Abide with Me."</p>
-
-<p>"I like that best," Margaret said, as she drew Salome down on a sofa by
-her side. "Why, how you're trembling! And your hands are quite cold!"</p>
-
-<p>"Poor child! We have made her nervous, I fear," Mr. Fowler remarked.
-"Used your mother to sing, my dear?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, sir, sometimes, and father used to sing in the choir, but he
-doesn't now. If you please," she proceeded, glancing from one to the
-other hesitatingly, "I think I ought to go home. Father promised to
-meet me outside the gate at seven o'clock, and it must be that now."</p>
-
-<p>"It is a little after seven," Mr. Fowler replied, glancing at his watch.</p>
-
-<p>"Then I think I must go, sir."</p>
-
-<p>"You must come again soon," Mrs. Fowler said eagerly. "Thank you
-so much, my dear, for singing to us. You have given us very great
-pleasure."</p>
-
-<p>"I am very glad," Salome rejoined simply and earnestly, "and I should
-like to tell you how much I have enjoyed myself; and thank you for all
-your kindness to me."</p>
-
-<p>True to his promise, Josiah Petherick was waiting for his little
-daughter in the road outside the entrance to Greystone. He was
-perfectly sober, and as Salome caught sight of his stalwart figure, her
-face lit up with pleasure.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, have you had an enjoyable time?" he inquired, smilingly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes," she answered, and proceeded to give him a detailed account
-of all she had seen, and heard, and done. He admired Margaret's gift,
-and was secretly much gratified at the attention and kindness his
-little girl had received from the new-comers. Much to her relief, he
-accompanied her past the "Crab and Cockle," though it must be admitted,
-he cast a longing glance in the direction of the open doorway through
-which the stale odour of tobacco and beer was stealing forth as usual.
-And when they reached home, he followed her into the cottage, and
-continued the conversation whilst she set about getting supper. She
-feared he would take himself to the inn as soon as the meal was over,
-but, instead, he sat down under the porch and gazed thoughtfully out to
-sea.</p>
-
-<p>"That Mr. Fowler's a rare hand to talk," he remarked presently, when
-his little daughter joined him. "That comes of being educated, I
-s'pose. He can argue a bit, he can."</p>
-
-<p>"Can he?" Salome looked surprised. "How do you know, father?" she
-inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"'Cause I was foolish enough to try to argue with him, my maid!"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! When was that?"</p>
-
-<p>"This morning, on the beach."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh!" she cried again, more and more astonished. "What did you argue
-about, father?" She ventured to ask.</p>
-
-<p>"Drink!" was the brief reply. And there was that in Josiah's manner
-which forbade further questioning.</p>
-
-<p>Salome nestled silently close to her father's side, her head resting
-against his arm, as she thought how nice it was to have him there with
-her, quite himself, and how dearly she loved him. She listened to the
-murmur of the sea, and tried to count the stars appearing in the sky,
-whilst Josiah recalled the argument he had had with Mr. Fowler, in
-which, he was obliged to admit, he had come off worst. At last, a deep
-sigh from Salome drew his attention to her, and he asked what was amiss.</p>
-
-<p>"Amiss?" she echoed in astonishment. "Nothing."</p>
-
-<p>"But you sighed, my dear."</p>
-
-<p>"Did I? Then it must have been for joy. I'm perfectly happy, perfectly!
-And so I should always be, if there was no such place as the 'Crab and
-Cockle' in Yelton."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Salome, I've not been there to-night."</p>
-
-<p>"No, you have not, dear father," she answered affectionately, "and
-that's why I'm so perfectly happy. My mind's at rest!"</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_7">CHAPTER VII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>An Afternoon's Outing.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>MR. FOWLER was obliged to breakfast at seven o'clock, which was an
-hour-and-a-half before the usual breakfast hour at Greystone, on the
-morning following Salome's visit, as it was his intention to catch
-the first train to London from N—, and in order to do that he would
-have to leave home before eight o'clock, and drive several miles. His
-journey had been discussed on the previous night, and he had said
-good-bye to Miss Conway and the children then. But, when he entered the
-breakfast-room as the clock struck seven, he found his little daughter
-awaiting him.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, Margaret!" he exclaimed in pleased surprise as he kissed her.
-"I did not expect to see you, my dear! You are not generally an early
-bird."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid I am rather sleepy-headed in the mornings, as a rule,"
-she confessed, "but I made up my mind last night that I would have
-my breakfast with you to-day, dear father, and see you off. Now do
-try to eat as much as ever you can," she added practically, as the
-servant appeared with a tray holding a couple of covered dishes and the
-coffee-pot.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Fowler laughed, as he seated himself at the table with Margaret
-opposite to him, and said he would take her advice.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sorry I have to go," he remarked, "but I have no choice in the
-matter, as my lawyer wants to consult me upon important business. I
-shall leave your mother in your charge, Margaret."</p>
-
-<p>"In my charge?" Margaret said inquiringly, looking surprised. "But she
-is not ill now, father! See how cheerful and bright she was last night.
-And she has taken several walks. Oh, she is heaps better and stronger
-than she was! I don't think you need worry about her."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps not; but, nevertheless, I want you to devote as much of your
-time as you can to her during my absence. I have spoken to Miss Conway,
-and she has consented to give you a holiday till I return. Had I not
-seen you this morning, Miss Conway would have explained my wishes to
-you. I desire you to accompany your mother when she drives out, and
-when she goes into the village, or down to the beach—in short, make
-yourself her companion, my dear, until I return. Do you understand?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, father, I think so," Margaret replied, impressed by his serious
-tone. "I expect mother will be dull when you are gone, so I will do my
-best to brighten her up!"</p>
-
-<p>"That's a good child!"</p>
-
-<p>"Only, sometimes she much prefers to have Gerald with her to me!"</p>
-
-<p>"I would rather she had you. Remember what I have said, Margaret. I
-hope I shall not be away very long, but it will of course depend upon
-circumstances."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Fowler made an excellent breakfast, and afterwards went upstairs
-to say good-bye to his wife, whilst Margaret waited for him in the
-hall. He kissed his little girl tenderly on his return, then, it being
-quite time for him to leave, entered the carriage which was waiting
-at the door, and was driven off. Margaret felt a little depressed as
-she listened to the sound of the carriage wheels dying away in the
-distance, for she was exceedingly attached to her father, and home did
-not seem like home without him.</p>
-
-<p>Knowing her mother must be awake, she went upstairs, and knocked at her
-bedroom door. On being told to come in, to her surprise, Mrs. Fowler
-declared her intention of getting up to breakfast.</p>
-
-<p>"But do you feel well enough?" Margaret asked, for up to the present
-Mrs. Fowler, having been an invalid, had always breakfasted in her own
-room at Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" was the quick response. "I'm tired of being treated like a
-sick person! What a beautiful, bright morning it is, and not so hot, is
-it? Your father will have a fine day for his journey."</p>
-
-<p>"He did not want to go at all!"</p>
-
-<p>"No. But that was foolish of him!"</p>
-
-<p>"I think he did not like the thought of leaving you, mother. He feared
-you might be ill whilst he was away."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am not likely to be ill again," Mrs. Fowler declared sanguinely.
-"I mean to throw off my invalid-ish ways now, and surprise your father
-on his return. Send Ross to me, Margaret, to help me dress."</p>
-
-<p>"Shall I help you, mother? Do let me. I am sure I can do your hair as
-well as Ross."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler hesitated, but finally decided in favour of Ross; so
-Margaret went in search of her. Ross was a well-mannered, good-tempered
-young woman who waited upon Mrs. Fowler, and did the mending and sewing
-of the household. She expressed surprise and pleasure on hearing that
-her mistress intended getting up and joining the family breakfast-table.</p>
-
-<p>"It shows how much stronger she feels, Miss Margaret," she said. "I've
-often thought if she would bestir herself more she would be better in
-health and spirits."</p>
-
-<p>Gerald grumbled loudly when he discovered that he was to do lessons
-whilst his sister was to have a holiday. Why should Margaret be allowed
-nice drives with their mother when he was obliged to stay at home and
-work. It was most unfair, he declared; and it may be imagined that poor
-Miss Conway had rather a trying experience with her younger pupil on
-the first day of his father's absence, when, in the afternoon, Mrs.
-Fowler and Margaret drove to N—, and left him at home.</p>
-
-<p>The road to N— lay through some most beautiful scenery, and Margaret
-thoroughly enjoyed the drive. Now they were on an open common where
-the few trees to be seen were stunted and grown one-sided, a fact
-which puzzled the little girl until it was explained to her that the
-keen breeze blowing across the Atlantic was accountable for it, then
-she remarked that the bare side of the trees was the one which faced
-the sea; now they had left the common and were going down bill into a
-sheltered, wooded coomb, and by-and-by the road led upwards again till
-the town of N— was reached, situated almost at the top of the hill.</p>
-
-<p>At the entrance to the town, Mrs. Fowler and Margaret got out of
-the carriage, and walked up the main street—Fore Street it was
-called—looking into the shop windows. They had paused outside a small
-china shop in which was some pretty pottery, when a familiar voice
-addressed them in accents of pleasure and surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"Can I believe my eyes? Who would have thought of meeting you here!"</p>
-
-<p>Turning instantly they confronted a handsome, middle-aged lady, dressed
-as a widow, whose comely face was wreathed in smiles. She was called
-Mrs. Lute, and had been a near neighbour of theirs in London.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, how glad I am!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed. "It is good to see you
-again! Are you staying in the neighbourhood?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; I have taken a furnished house at N— for two months. I saw it
-advertised, came to see it, and the result is that here I am! Why, how
-well you look! And you were such a wreck when you left town! Margaret,
-too, is looking all the better for the change of air! I suppose you are
-still at Yelton?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes! Why haven't you been to see us?"</p>
-
-<p>"I have only been here a week. But, come, walk home with me, and have a
-cup of tea."</p>
-
-<p>"I should like to, but I have some errands to execute. Oh, Margaret!"
-And Mrs. Fowler turned to her little daughter eagerly. "Surely you
-could do the errands! See, here is the list of what I want on this
-paper! Is your home far from here?" she inquired of Mrs. Lute.</p>
-
-<p>"No, you must have passed it—a thatched, whitewashed house, with a
-porch covered with clematis and roses."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I noticed it!" Margaret cried. "Mother, why don't you and
-Mrs. Lute drive back in the carriage, and I will join you as soon as I
-have done the shopping?"</p>
-
-<p>Thus it was arranged. Margaret was quite excited at meeting an old
-acquaintance, for Mrs. Lute had long been on the friendliest terms with
-her neighbours in town. She was one of the kindest of women, and had
-been exceedingly sympathetic during Mrs. Fowler's serious illness in
-the spring.</p>
-
-<p>When Margaret had executed her list of errands, she made her way to the
-whitewashed house, outside which the carriage was waiting; and on being
-shown into the drawing-room which faced the road, found her mother and
-Mrs. Lute seated there conversing happily.</p>
-
-<p>"How warm the poor child looks!" the latter exclaimed. "Sit down in
-this comfortable chair, my dear, and let me give you some tea; or would
-you rather have a glass of wine, for you look tired, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, thank you!" Margaret interposed hastily.</p>
-
-<p>"Just as you like, my dear; but I persuaded your mother to take a
-little wine; I thought it would do her good after her long drive, and I
-think it has refreshed her. Here's your tea, my dear! Help yourself to
-cream and sugar, and do try this cake."</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, Mrs. Lute."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret was startled for the moment to hear her mother had been
-drinking wine, remembering how her father had refused to allow her
-to take it. She thought Mrs. Fowler should have declined it; but the
-matter soon passed from her mind as Mrs. Lute began to question her
-about Yelton.</p>
-
-<p>"Everyone tells me it is a charming little village," Mrs. Lute said,
-"but your mother is not enthusiastic about it. I think she is beginning
-to feel the lack of society. I have been telling her she should be
-satisfied to have regained her health. She is looking wonderfully well."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret, glancing at her mother, agreed with Mrs. Lute. No one would
-have guessed at that moment that Mrs. Fowler had been an invalid so
-lately, for there was a pink colour in her cheeks, and her blue eyes
-were shining with a happy light. She was as glad as was Margaret to
-meet their old friend.</p>
-
-<p>"You must pay us a visit at Greystone as soon as my husband returns,"
-she said hospitably, "and then you will be able to form your own ideas
-of Yelton and its inhabitants. Margaret has struck up a friendship with
-a lame girl, Salome Petherick by name, and I believe Gerald has picked
-acquaintance with several fishermen."</p>
-
-<p>"Salome's father is a fisherman," Margaret remarked; "and oh, Salome
-has the most beautiful voice you can possibly imagine, hasn't she,
-mother?"</p>
-
-<p>"She certainly has. When you come to visit us, Mrs. Lute, you shall
-hear this Cornish singing-bird. Poor girl, she is a sad cripple, yet
-she makes herself very useful, attends to her father's cottage, and
-even does gardening!"</p>
-
-<p>"She uses a pair of crutches as a rule," Margaret explained, "but when
-she is gardening, she somehow manages to hop about on one, so that she
-has a hand free to work with. Poor Salome! Her father drinks, and that
-is a great trouble to her."</p>
-
-<p>"I should think so, indeed!" Mrs. Lute commented. "She ought to try to
-persuade him to take the pledge. Total abstinence from all intoxicants
-is the only thing for some people."</p>
-
-<p>"Father says," Margaret was beginning, when Mrs. Fowler somewhat
-abruptly changed the conversation by inquiring for a mutual friend in
-town. It struck the little girl that her mother did not wish her to air
-her father's teetotal views, so during the homeward drive she recurred
-to the subject.</p>
-
-<p>"Mother, I was going to tell Mrs. Lute that we are all teetotalers
-now," she said. "Don't you want her to know?"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler hesitated and frowned slightly, refraining from meeting her
-little daughter's gravely inquiring gaze.</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose she will have to know, if she comes to stay with us at
-Greystone," she responded in tones of annoyance. "I had forgotten your
-father's fad when I invited her."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mother, don't call it a fad!" Margaret cried distressfully.</p>
-
-<p>"That's what it is, child! Mrs. Lute is accustomed to take wine, yet no
-one can say she is not a strictly temperate woman. Your father, I do
-not doubt, would like her to be a total abstainer. Such nonsense! He
-used not to be so fastidious!" And Mrs. Fowler looked quite angry.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret made no answer. She had perfect faith in her father's
-judgment, but she felt herself incapable of arguing the matter from his
-point of view.</p>
-
-<p>On reaching home they found a telegram from Mr. Fowler, acquainting
-them with his safe arrival in London. As Mrs. Fowler read it, the
-displeasure left her face for a softer, gentler expression.</p>
-
-<p>"How thoughtful he always is!" she exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p>She was in exceedingly good spirits all the evening, and retired to
-rest apparently perfectly well; but about midnight, Margaret was
-awakened by a sound in the room, and starting up in bed, found her
-mother standing by her side in her night-gown, with a lighted candle in
-her hand.</p>
-
-<p>"What is it, mother? Are you ill?" The little girl inquired in alarm.</p>
-
-<p>"No, but I am nervous, and cannot sleep! I wish your father had not
-gone! Did I frighten you? I hope not. I felt I must have company."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret was greatly astonished, for the thought had continually
-crossed her mind during the day that Mrs. Fowler was relieved at her
-husband's absence. She jumped out of bed immediately, and led her
-mother back to her own room.</p>
-
-<p>"I will stay with you to-night, dear mother," she said gently. "You
-won't feel nervous then."</p>
-
-<p>So mother and daughter lay down side by side, but not to sleep as yet,
-for the latter was restless and sighed continually.</p>
-
-<p>"You are sure you are not ill?" Margaret asked with loving anxiety.</p>
-
-<p>"No, I am not ill, but I am very unhappy," was the response in a tone
-of great sadness. "Oh, child, I wish you had a better mother!"</p>
-
-<p>"You are the dearest mother in the world," Margaret cried earnestly.</p>
-
-<p>"But very far from being the best. I am very troubled—no, I cannot tell
-you what about. No, you couldn't help me. No one can."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, God can, mother," Margaret reminded her; then she quoted softly—</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br>
- Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br>
-<br>
-</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler caught her breath with a little sob; but doubtless, the
-words of Salome's favourite hymn comforted her, for presently, Margaret
-knew by her regular breathing that she had fallen asleep.</p>
-
-<p>The little girl lay awake wondering what trouble her mother could
-possibly have, or if she was only nervous and imaginative; and it was
-not until the first streaks of dawn peeped into the room that she slept
-too.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_8">CHAPTER VIII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>An Awful Thing.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>WHEN Margaret awoke, she was alone. At first she was surprised to
-find herself in bed in her mother's room, but in a few moments, she
-remembered how that happened to be the case. Before, however, she had
-time to dwell much upon the matter, the door opened and her mother
-entered, fully dressed, bearing a breakfast tray in her hands, which
-she placed on the dressing-table.</p>
-
-<p>"Have I overslept myself?" Margaret inquired. "I am so sorry."</p>
-
-<p>"You need not be, my dear," Mrs. Fowler replied, smiling as she came to
-the bedside and kissed her little daughter. "You had a disturbed night
-on my account. How foolish it was of me to be too nervous to sleep
-alone! I blame myself for spoiling your rest. But, see, I have brought
-your breakfast, so sit up and eat it at once; after you have had it,
-you can dress and come down on the beach with me."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler looked alert and well. She talked brightly whilst Margaret
-was taking her breakfast, and pulling a letter out of her pocket, which
-she had received from her husband by the morning's post, read it aloud.
-It merely told of his journey to town, and concluded with his love to
-the children, and a hope that Mrs. Fowler would take care of herself.</p>
-
-<p>"I shall not tell him how silly I was last night," she said. "I suppose
-I cannot be quite so strong as I thought. My late illness played sad
-havoc with my nerves. It is such a glorious day, Margaret, that I am
-sure we ought to spend it out of doors."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret assented willingly, and went to her own room to dress.
-By-and-by, she and her mother strolled down to the beach, and passed
-a pleasant morning in the welcome shade of a big rock. And in the
-afternoon, Mrs. Fowler declared her intention of again driving to N—.</p>
-
-<p>"Won't you be very tired, mother?" Margaret asked dubiously. "You
-mustn't overdo it, you know."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I will be careful, my dear!" Mrs. Fowler rejoined. "But I want to
-get some things I forgot yesterday. Meeting Mrs. Lute so unexpectedly
-put everything else quite out of my head. Miss Conway and Gerald can
-accompany us."</p>
-
-<p>It was not such a pleasant drive as the one of the previous day, for
-Gerald was tiresome, and continually stood up in the carriage to look
-at different objects of interest which attracted his attention. Miss
-Conway begged him to sit still, but he would not obey her. And, at
-last, he was jolted into his mother's lap, much to her annoyance and
-to his amusement. She declared she wished she had left him at home,
-and that it would be a long time before she would take him for a drive
-again. Whereupon, he only laughed, for he did not believe she meant
-what she said.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you going to see Mrs. Lute, mother?" Margaret inquired as they
-neared the town.</p>
-
-<p>"No, not to-day. I will get out at the bottom of Fore Street, and you
-others shall drive on a little farther and return for me. No, I will
-not have you, Gerald! You are to stay with Miss Conway and your sister."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler spoke with decision in her tones; she was evidently
-determined to do her shopping alone.</p>
-
-<p>Accordingly, she got out of the carriage at the entrance to the town,
-and the others saw her go into a grocer's shop as they were driven
-on. When the carriage returned a quarter of an hour later, she was
-standing waiting outside the same shop. The shopman came out and placed
-a parcel in the carriage, then Mrs. Fowler took her seat and gave the
-order—"Home." She seemed lost in deep thought during the remainder
-of the drive, and spoke but seldom, paying slight attention to the
-conversation the others carried on. She was evidently glad to reach
-Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>"I expect she is really very tired," Margaret reflected, "but does not
-like to confess it." And she was confirmed in this opinion when she saw
-how quiet and languid Mrs. Fowler appeared during the evening. She did
-not request Miss Conway to play to her as she usually did, but lay on
-the sofa with a book in her lap, yawning occasionally as though weary
-of the day, so that neither Margaret nor the governess were surprised
-when she declared her intention of going to bed early. She would not
-hear of Margaret sleeping with her, however, but kissed both of her
-children good night in the drawing-room, and told them not to disturb
-her when they went upstairs to bed.</p>
-
-<p>It was only eight o'clock when Mrs. Fowler retired for the night.
-At half-past eight Gerald was put to bed, after which Margaret and
-her governess sat down together to their supper. Each seemed rather
-depressed, Miss Conway even more so than her little pupil.</p>
-
-<p>"It is so dull without father," Margaret sighed. "I hope he will not
-stay away very long. Oh, dear! I think mother is very, very tired
-to-night, don't you? I am afraid she has been doing too much."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope not," was the serious reply. "You did not walk far this
-morning, did you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no! We were sitting down on the beach most of the time. Mother
-read the newspaper and talked and seemed all right then."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you see anything of Salome Petherick?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing, though we stood outside her garden several minutes looking at
-her flowers. I suppose she was busy in the cottage. Oh, Miss Conway,
-how I do wish Salome's father was a teetotaler! I was telling Mrs. Lute
-about him yesterday, and she said Salome ought to try to persuade him
-to take the pledge."</p>
-
-<p>"I did not know that Mrs. Lute was a teetotaler," Miss Conway
-exclaimed, looking rather surprised.</p>
-
-<p>"She is not. Indeed, she offered me a glass of wine."</p>
-
-<p>"You did not take it?" the governess interposed hastily.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no!" A painful blush rose to Margaret's cheeks as she remembered
-that her mother had not declined the same offer. "Mrs. Lute said total
-abstinence from all intoxicants is the only thing for some people," she
-added.</p>
-
-<p>"She is quite right," was the grave response.</p>
-
-<p>There was silence for a few minutes. Miss Conway was asking herself
-what was the reason of her pupil's evident confusion, and Margaret was
-hoping she would not be questioned as to its cause.</p>
-
-<p>"I have been a teetotaler all my life," Miss Conway proceeded
-presently. "My father had a great horror of drink because his own
-father had been a drunkard, and he had suffered much on that account.
-It is sad to think that there is scarcely a family that does not
-possess at least one member given over to the vice of drinking to
-excess. Oh, Margaret! Mr. Fowler was right when he laid down the rule
-that no intoxicants should be brought into his house."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure he was right," Margaret agreed heartily, "though everyone
-does not think so. Mother calls it a fad—"</p>
-
-<p>"Did your mother—" The governess hesitated momentarily, scarcely
-knowing how to put the question which trembled on her lips. "Perhaps
-you will think I have no right to ask you," she continued hastily,
-"but, believe me, Margaret, it is no idle curiosity which prompts me.
-Did your mother have any wine at Mrs. Lute's yesterday?"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret nodded gravely, observing her companion anxiously in order to
-read by her countenance what she thought. She was prepared to see her
-exhibit surprise, and perhaps disapproval, but Miss Conway appeared
-absolutely frightened, and her very lips turned white. She made no
-remark in response however, but when she kissed her pupil ere they
-separated for the night, there was marked tenderness in her manner and
-in her voice as she said, "God bless you, dear Margaret. You look tired
-out yourself. Try to have a good night's rest."</p>
-
-<p>The little girl was very sleepy, so, almost as soon as her head was on
-the pillow, she was in the land of dreams. But such unhappy, disturbing
-dreams they were. She imagined her mother was very ill, and that her
-father could not be sent for, because no one knew his address, and that
-she was in terrible grief and perplexity. At length, frightened and
-shaking in every limb, she awoke, and sprang out of bed with a shriek.
-The conviction was strong upon her that something was wrong with her
-mother, and she felt compelled to go and ascertain what was amiss.
-Lighting a candle, she took it up and hurried to Mrs. Fowler's room.
-A sigh of deep thankfulness escaped her lips as she found everything
-quiet there. Softly she stole to the bedside and saw her mother lying
-asleep, one hand beneath her cheek, her fair hair strewn over the
-pillow. Margaret thought how pretty she looked, and carefully shaded
-the candle with her hand as she gazed at the sleeper with love and
-admiration in her glance; but it would have taken more than the feeble
-rays of the candle to awaken Mrs. Fowler from that deep, dreamless
-sleep.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret would have liked to have kissed her mother's flushed cheek,
-but feared to disturb her; so she contented herself with pressing her
-lips to the soft, white hand which lay outside the counterpane, then
-stole back to her own room as quietly as she had left it, and after
-putting out the candle crept back to bed. She felt she could rest with
-an easy mind now, and was no longer disturbed by distressing dreams.</p>
-
-<p>The following day Mrs. Fowler did not go far. She appeared depressed
-and out of sorts until after tea-time, when her drooping spirits
-revived, and she spent the evening under the lilac tree with Miss
-Conway, whilst the children played croquet on the lawn. Suddenly she
-remembered that a letter she had written to her husband had not been
-posted, and suggested that Margaret and Gerald might take it to the
-post-office.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid it's too late to catch to-night's post," she said
-regretfully, "but never mind. Your father will not be anxious, as he
-heard this morning. Still, you may as well post it. Dear me, what could
-have made me so forgetful!"</p>
-
-<p>So Margaret and Gerald hurried off to the post-office, which was only
-two doors from the village inn, from which it was divided by Samuel
-Moyle's shop.</p>
-
-<p>After posting the letter, they went into the shop to purchase some
-sweets, and whilst they were there, Josiah Petherick came out of the
-"Crab and Cockle," much the worse for drink, and staggered past on his
-way home.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Moyle, a rosy-cheeked dame, so stout that she appeared to be
-almost as thick as she was long, went to the door to stare after
-Josiah, whilst her husband, who was attending to the requirements of
-his customers, shook his head gravely and prophesied that "such a
-drunken beast," as he called him, "would come to a bad end," adding,
-with a touch of real feeling, "Ah, I'm sorry for that poor motherless
-maid of his!"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret returned to Greystone very sad at heart, full of the lame
-girl's trouble, and informed her mother and Miss Conway of the state
-Josiah was in; whilst Gerald, who had been more amused than disgusted,
-began to imitate the drunken man's rambling walk, a proceeding which
-his governess promptly put a stop to by grasping him forcibly by the
-shoulder and making him stand still.</p>
-
-<p>"For shame!" she cried with unusual severity in her tone. "How can
-you make fun of the unhappy man? Poor wretch! Never make a joke of a
-drunkard again."</p>
-
-<p>"Well, I won't," Gerald returned. "I meant no harm. Please let me go,
-Miss Conway. I promise you I won't do it again."</p>
-
-<p>"No, I do not think you meant any harm," the governess admitted. "You
-acted thoughtlessly, I know. But you must never laugh at what is
-wrong—remember that."</p>
-
-<p>"Isn't it terrible for poor Salome, mother?" Margaret said sadly.</p>
-
-<p>"Very," Mrs. Fowler replied. "It would be better for her if she had no
-father at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mother!" Margaret cried in shocked tones. "Do you mean that?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I do. What can her father be, but a perpetual shame and trouble
-to her?"</p>
-
-<p>"But she loves him so dearly."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know how she can!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed vehemently. "But,
-there, don't let us talk of Josiah any more. Of course, the letter was
-too late for to-night's post?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes. But I posted it all the same. I wonder when father will be
-home."</p>
-
-<p>"Not till the end of the week, I expect. It's getting chilly; we will
-go in." And rising, Mrs. Fowler moved towards the house, the others
-following.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret's thoughts were all of Salome during the remainder of the
-evening. And before she went to rest, she prayed earnestly that God
-would give His help and protection to the lame girl, and reward her
-patience and love in His own good time.</p>
-
-<p>"Drink is an awful thing," was her last waking thought that night, as
-she crept into her little, white-curtained bed, and laid her head down
-on the soft pillow. "I only wish poor Salome's father could be brought
-to see what an awful thing it is."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_9">CHAPTER IX.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>The Blow Falls.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>IT was nearly noon, and quietude reigned over Yelton. The fishermen
-were all at sea, whilst their wives were busy with their domestic
-duties within doors, and the children were at school. The village
-looked actually deserted as Margaret Fowler walked soberly by the "Crab
-and Cockle." Not a living soul was in sight, and there was no one in
-Silas Moyle's shop, not even behind the counter, where Mrs. Moyle was
-generally to be found. Margaret strolled on to Josiah Petherick's
-cottage, and there was Salome seated in the porch, knitting rapidly
-whilst she sang to herself in a low, soft undertone. The lame girl's
-face lit up with a bright smile of pleasure at sight of Margaret, and
-she turned to reach the crutches by her side.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, please don't get up!" Margaret cried quickly. "I'll sit down in
-the porch with you for a little while, if I may. How nice it is here!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. Isn't it a beautiful day, miss? Such a fine breeze! All the
-fishing boats are out. Father was off at daybreak this morning. I got
-up to give him his breakfast; so that's how it is my work's finished so
-early."</p>
-
-<p>"What are you making?" Margaret asked, noticing the thick, navy-blue
-fingering which Salome was knitting.</p>
-
-<p>"A jersey for father, miss. He'll want a new one against the winter."</p>
-
-<p>"What! Do you mean to say you knit your father's jerseys? How clever of
-you!"</p>
-
-<p>The lame girl smiled and blushed as she responded, "Mother taught me
-to knit when I was a very little girl, but it was not until after her
-death that I learnt to make father's jerseys. Mrs. Moyle taught me the
-way."</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Moyle? The baker's wife, do you mean?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss; she's always most kind to me."</p>
-
-<p>"She looks good-natured," Margaret remarked. "Mother is not very well,"
-she proceeded to explain, "so she is lying in bed this morning, and
-Gerald is at his lessons with Miss Conway, so I thought I would look
-you up, Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"I am very glad to see you, miss. But I am sorry to hear Mrs. Fowler is
-ill."</p>
-
-<p>"She is not ill exactly—at least, I hope not. She complained of a bad
-headache, so Ross advised her to remain in bed and rest. It worries me
-if she's not well, now father's away."</p>
-
-<p>"Then Mr. Fowler is not back yet, miss?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. We expected him to stay away only a few days, but his business is
-keeping him longer than he thought it would, so he will not be at home
-till next week. It is so dull without him."</p>
-
-<p>"I daresay it is, miss."</p>
-
-<p>"Before he went, he told me he left mother in my charge, and that's why
-I'm so anxious about her. You know, she was very, very ill before we
-came here. I never saw her for weeks then, and—oh, it was a terrible
-time!"</p>
-
-<p>"It must have been," Salome said sympathetically.</p>
-
-<p>"How bright you look to-day!" Margaret exclaimed presently, after
-observing her companion in silence for several minutes.</p>
-
-<p>"I feel bright," the lame girl acknowledged with a smile, "for I know
-father'll come home sober by-and-by, when the fishing boats return, and
-that's enough to make one happy."</p>
-
-<p>"How brave you are, Salome!" And Margaret wondered if she had Salome's
-trouble, whether she would ever be happy for a day or even an hour.</p>
-
-<p>The other shook her head. She did not think she was brave at all, but
-she took the sunshine of her life gratefully, and tried not to remember
-the hours of gloom.</p>
-
-<p>"I wish I could knit," said Margaret, as she watched the lame girl's
-busy fingers.</p>
-
-<p>"Why don't you learn, miss? Then you might knit your father's socks."</p>
-
-<p>"Do you think I could?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, with a little practice. Would you—would you like me to teach
-you?" Salome asked somewhat diffidently.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I should be so much obliged to you if you would! Oh, thank you!
-I'll buy some wool and knitting needles the very next time we drive to
-N—. But I'm afraid you'll find me a very stupid pupil."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't believe that, miss. Besides, knitting is quite easy—of course
-it takes time to learn to knit fast. You can get knitting needles and
-wool at Mrs. Moyle's shop; she keeps a very good supply."</p>
-
-<p>"Does she? That's capital! Oh Salome, whatever has happened to that
-rose-bush by the gate? Why, it's smashed off close to the ground! What
-a pity!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," was the response, spoken in a low, pained tone.</p>
-
-<p>"How did it happen?" Margaret asked concernedly, noticing the tears had
-sprung into her companion's brown eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"Father did it."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh! Not on purpose?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no! He—he fell over it. He was sorry—afterwards; but I'm so
-grieved, because mother planted that rose-bush herself not long before
-she died, and now it is quite ruined."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am sorry!" Margaret cried.</p>
-
-<p>"It was an accident; but—but it wouldn't have happened, if he'd been
-sober. He's as upset about it as I am now—he is indeed. He valued that
-rose-bush for mother's sake."</p>
-
-<p>"Salome, why don't you try to persuade your father to take the pledge?"
-Margaret inquired very seriously.</p>
-
-<p>"I've tried heaps and heaps of times."</p>
-
-<p>"And he won't?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. Father says he hates teetotalers. I can't think he does really,
-though. Only, he likes drink, and he won't give it up."</p>
-
-<p>"It's very selfish of him. He ought to consider you. But, there, I
-won't run out against him, for I know you're very fond of him. Perhaps,
-he'll be different some day."</p>
-
-<p>"I pray every night that God will make him a sober man. He used to be
-so steady when mother was living. Mr. Amyatt will tell you the same. It
-seems so dreadful that her death should have changed him so. It was the
-trouble, I suppose, and having no one to speak to at home but me that
-drove him to the 'Crab and Cockle' first along; then he grew to like
-the drink, and now he can't bear the thought of going without it. Did
-you know Mr. Fowler spoke to father about it, miss?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; did he?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, he did indeed. They had an argument, and I fancy from father's
-manner that he was impressed by what Mr. Fowler said."</p>
-
-<p>Long the little girls talked, until Margaret declared she really must
-go, or she would be late for dinner. She hurried back to Greystone,
-to find that her mother was not up yet. On the landing, at the top of
-the stairs, she met Ross, who had that minute come from Mrs. Fowler's
-bedroom door.</p>
-
-<p>"Is mother's head no better?" Margaret inquired concernedly.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm afraid not," Ross answered. She looked somewhat perturbed, the
-little girl thought. "I've not seen the mistress since breakfast-time,
-miss," she proceeded hurriedly, "for she said she wished to be
-undisturbed, and now she has locked her door."</p>
-
-<p>"Locked her door!" Margaret echoed in utter astonishment.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and she won't open it, miss. I was going to ask Miss Conway what
-I should do—"</p>
-
-<p>Not waiting to hear the conclusion of the sentence, Margaret ran to
-her mother's bedroom door and tried to open it. The handle turned, but
-the door remained closed. She rapped sharply with her knuckles and
-listened; then, receiving no answer, knocked again.</p>
-
-<p>"Who there?"</p>
-
-<p>It was her mother's voice that asked the question; but something in
-its tone fell discordantly upon the ears of the listeners and did not
-lessen their uneasiness.</p>
-
-<p>"It is I—Margaret. Let me in, mother dear."</p>
-
-<p>"You can't come in; go away."</p>
-
-<p>"But, mother, I want to know how you are. Is your head better?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes—no."</p>
-
-<p>"Please let me in. Why have you locked the door?"</p>
-
-<p>"I wish—to be alone."</p>
-
-<p>At that moment Miss Conway appeared upon the scene. She turned white as
-death when the situation was explained to her, and begged Margaret to
-go away, and let her try to persuade Mrs. Fowler to unlock the door.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," cried the little girl. "Something must be amiss with mother,
-or she would never act so strangely. Mother, mother, let me in," and
-she knocked at the door louder than before.</p>
-
-<p>There were sounds inside the room of some one moving about, then the
-door was opened, and Mrs. Fowler, clad in a dressing-gown, with her
-hair streaming over her shoulders, appeared in the doorway.</p>
-
-<p>"What do you all want—coming here—disturbing me?" she questioned
-irritably; then she lurched forward, and would have fallen on her face,
-if Miss Conway had not sprung to her assistance and caught her.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, she has fainted!" Margaret cried, terribly frightened and
-distressed.</p>
-
-<p>With the help of Ross, who was looking pale and scared, the governess
-succeeded in dragging Mrs. Fowler across the room, and laying her upon
-the bed; and then turned to her little pupil and told her to shut and
-lock the door. Wondering greatly, Margaret obeyed. Returning to the
-bedside, she looked from one to the other of her companions in mingled
-astonishment and reproach, for neither was making the least attempt to
-bring Mrs. Fowler back to consciousness. The tears were streaming down
-Miss Conway's cheeks, and Ross was murmuring—"I never guessed it. No, I
-never guessed it."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, can't you do anything?" Margaret cried distractedly. "Oh, she is
-very ill!" And she bent over her mother, then suddenly drew back. Mrs.
-Fowler's cheeks were unusually flushed; she was breathing heavily,
-and upon her lips hung the smell of spirit. Margaret experienced a
-sensation as though an icy hand had gripped her heart. She looked
-inquiringly at Miss Conway, who avoided her glance, then her eyes
-travelled slowly around the room. On the dressing-table was a nearly
-empty brandy bottle, and by its side a glass.</p>
-
-<p>With an exceedingly bitter cry, Margaret realised the truth. Her mother
-was not ill—that is, not in the way she had supposed—but intoxicated.
-The blow had fallen, and everything was now plain to her.</p>
-
-<p>As in a dream, she heard Ross whispering to Miss Conway that she had
-never suspected her mistress of this, that she had never had such a
-shock in her life before, and listened to Miss Conway's answer that
-she herself would remain with Mrs. Fowler, and that the servants must
-be told she was ill. Then, the governess put her arms around her pupil
-and kissed her, begging her to be a brave girl. And all the while,
-Margaret was experiencing a strange feeling of unreality, as though she
-was living through a horrible nightmare. She watched Miss Conway fling
-the windows open wide, and place a blanket carefully over her mother's
-unconscious form, and the conviction grew upon her, that though the
-governess was deeply grieved, she was not surprised and shocked as she
-herself was and poor Ross who looked almost scared to death.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the governess pointed to the brandy bottle and appealed to the
-maid.</p>
-
-<p>"Did you supply her with that?" she questioned sternly.</p>
-
-<p>"No, miss, on my word of honour, I did not," Ross replied earnestly. "I
-never knew she had it; she must have kept it under lock and key."</p>
-
-<p>There was absolute truth in the girl's voice; and Miss Conway looked
-puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>"I can't make it out—how she obtained it, I mean," she said at
-last. "Ross, I think you had better leave your mistress to me for
-the present. I rely upon you not to speak of this downstairs. And
-Margaret—" the governess's voice softened to the tenderest pity—"will
-you take care of Gerald for the rest of the day? Tell him his mother is
-very poorly, and that he may have a half-holiday. You could take him
-down to the beach this afternoon. God help you to bear this trouble,
-poor child!"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret made no response. Ringing in her ears were words her father
-had spoken to her when they had been discussing Salome's trouble. "We
-cannot tell how much our patience and love may be tried, nor what
-trials and troubles the future may hold for us. We can only pray that
-God will strengthen us in our time of need."</p>
-
-<p>Had her father anticipated this hour for her? She could not tell, but
-she thought it more than likely.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, Miss Conway was leading her to the door, begging her to put
-a brave face on matters, and to go down to dinner without her.</p>
-
-<p>"I feel my duty is here, my dear," she said impressively. "If any one
-questions you about your mother, you can truly say she is ill. Oh,
-Margaret, pray for her; she is greatly to be pitied!" And so saying,
-the governess opened the door and pushed her little pupil gently
-outside.</p>
-
-<p>For a few minutes Margaret stood perfectly still. Then the sound of
-Gerald's voice in the hall below reminded her that she must, as Miss
-Conway had said, put a brave face on matters. So she went downstairs
-and delighted her brother by promising to take him down to the beach.
-She was conscious that the burden of a great sorrow was upon her,
-and she felt bowed down with an intolerable weight of shame. But she
-devoted herself assiduously to Gerald for the remainder of the day;
-and it was not until nearly nine o'clock, when her charge was in bed
-and asleep, that she dared give way to her grief. Then, in the privacy
-of her own room, she flung herself upon the bed and wept as though her
-heart would break.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_10">CHAPTER X.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Mr. Fowler's Return.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"MARGARET! Oh, my dear little girl! Do not grieve so terribly. You will
-make yourself ill, if you go on like this."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret tried to stifle her sobs at the sound of the kind, pitying
-voice, and turned a swollen, tear-stained countenance towards
-Miss Conway, who had come in search of her. She longed to ask for
-her mother, but for the present, she was incapable of speech.
-Her governess, however, read aright her questioning eyes, and
-said reassuringly, "Your mother is better, my dear. She regained
-consciousness some time ago, since when she has had a cup of tea, and
-is now asleep. Ross is with her at present."</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway drew a chair to the bedside and sat down, then she took
-one of her little pupil's hands and pressed it softly. "I have sent
-for your father," she continued; "after—after what has happened I
-considered it was my duty to do so. I did not think there was any
-necessity to alarm him by a telegram though, so I wrote by to-night's
-post and—explained. He will get my letter in the morning, and probably
-return home at once. So, dear Margaret, if all's well, he will
-doubtless be here to-morrow evening."</p>
-
-<p>The little girl was glad to hear this; but at the same time, she
-dreaded meeting her father with this new knowledge concerning her
-mother weighing on her mind. Her sobs had ceased now, and she could
-speak collectedly.</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Conway, do you think Ross has told the other servants?" she asked
-anxiously.</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure she has not, nor do I believe she will. Ross is a thoroughly
-good girl, and most sincerely attached to your mother. At first, I
-confess, I suspected her of having procured that—that poison, but I was
-quite wrong! Mrs. Fowler bought the brandy herself, the afternoon we
-drove to N— with her. Do you remember we drove on whilst she went into
-a grocer's shop? She obtained it there. Oh, it is a shame that grocers
-should be allowed licences for supplying intoxicating liquors! Poor
-soul, she has been telling me how sorely she was tempted! Oh, Margaret,
-this all comes of Mrs. Lute's offering her that glass of wine! She had
-not touched a stimulant since her illness till then, and had almost
-lost her craving for drink. That glass of wine, however, was too much
-for her, and she felt she must have more. I need not dwell on the
-result."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Miss Conway, how shameful, how degrading!" Margaret cried
-passionately. "Oh, to think that mother should be like that! Oh, no
-wonder father wished us all to be teetotalers!"</p>
-
-<p>She covered her flaming face with her hands and shuddered. "How
-long—how long have you known this—about mother?" she inquired
-hesitatingly.</p>
-
-<p>"Many months. Since—oh, long before her illness."</p>
-
-<p>"Was that illness—"</p>
-
-<p>"Caused by drink? Yes. Oh, my dear, I see you guess it all. Your father
-hoped you would never know. He trusted that the complete change from
-life in town to the quietude of the country, where Mrs. Fowler would
-meet comparatively few people of her own class, and where he believed
-she would be free from temptation, would ultimately cure her of the
-fatal habit she had acquired of drinking to excess, and I believe that
-would have been the happy result, if you had not unfortunately met Mrs.
-Lute. Little does Mrs. Lute—good, kind creature that she is—dream of
-the mischief she has wrought. Your poor mother is full of grief and
-remorse now; and oh, so shocked that you should have seen her to-day.
-She knows I have written to Mr. Fowler, and you can imagine how she is
-dreading his return; yet she knows he will not be hard upon her. He
-loves her too well for that!"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret felt at that moment that her affection for her mother was
-being swallowed up by a sickening sensation of disgust. She had always
-loved her very dearly; and had been so pleased and happy when people
-had admired her for her beauty and winning ways. Even when Mrs. Fowler
-had openly shown her preference for Gerald of her two children, the
-little girl, though often hurt, had never evinced any jealousy or
-resentment. She had accepted the fact that Gerald was her mother's
-favourite, and had loved her none the less on that account. But now,
-her love was being tried very severely.</p>
-
-<p>The remembrance of Mrs. Fowler as she had last seen her, lying on
-the bed with flushed cheeks, breathing stertorously, was absolutely
-revolting to her. She had many times asked herself how Salome could
-continue to love her drunken father; now, she asked herself, was it
-possible that she could continue to love her drunken mother? Oh, the
-horror of the thought that one so gentle and refined should be on a par
-with Josiah Petherick, fellow-victim to a disgraceful, degrading sin!</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps Miss Conway guessed some of the thoughts which were passing
-through her companion's mind, for she watched her anxiously, and
-presently remarked, "I daresay, you can faintly imagine how your poor
-mother is feeling now. She had hoped to keep the secret of her weakness
-and sin from your knowledge. Your father, too, will be terribly
-troubled when he hears you have learnt the truth; but I do not doubt,
-dear child, that God in His wisdom has ordered all for the best. You
-will understand now, as you never did before, how much Mrs. Fowler
-needs all your love and devotion. You can help her, if you will, to
-the restoration of that self-respect which, once lost, is so hard to
-regain. You can show her, by loving her as unfalteringly as Salome
-loves her erring father, that she can rise above this habit which has
-done so much to ruin her health, and happiness, and earn everyone's
-respect and her own as well!"</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway paused, and there was a solemn silence which Margaret at
-length broke by saying with a sob, "I do love mother, I do indeed."</p>
-
-<p>"I am sure of it. Mrs. Fowler is a very sweet, lovable woman!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Margaret agreed. "See what a lot of friends she had in town, and
-how popular she was! She was always going about—"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, dear, I know," the governess interposed, "and that was how it
-was she commenced taking stimulants. She used to get tired with her
-constant gaieties, and then she would take a glass of wine, or some
-other intoxicant, to revive her, until she grew to like stimulants,
-and took more and more. The craving increased, and she drank to the
-injury of her health, yet no outsiders guessed it. Then she had nervous
-attacks, followed at last by a serious illness. The doctors told your
-father she was killing herself, and immeasurably horrified, he took the
-only course he saw could save his wife—became a teetotaler himself, and
-insisted that his household should follow suit. Mrs. Fowler knew he was
-acting wisely, and for her sake, but she would not admit it. However,
-she found total abstinence from all intoxicants was restoring her to
-health, and had made up her mind never to touch a stimulant again when
-temptation was put in her way, and she fell. God grant she may prove
-stronger in the future. Now, my dear, tell me, have you had any supper?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," Margaret replied, "I am not in the least hungry."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, that's nonsense! You must eat whether you are hungry or not. Come
-with me."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret demurred at first, but her governess overruled all her
-objections. And after she had bathed her tear-stained face, the two
-went downstairs and had supper together. Miss Conway did not leave her
-pupil again until she saw her comfortably tucked up in bed for the
-night; then she kissed her, bade her try to sleep well, and left her to
-herself.</p>
-
-<p>And Margaret did sleep well, absolutely worn out with excitement and
-grief, whilst the governess spent the night in Mrs. Fowler's room. At
-daybreak, Ross came to take Miss Conway's place, and found her mistress
-sleeping tranquilly.</p>
-
-<p>"She looks more like herself, miss, doesn't she?" she whispered gladly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Miss Conway answered; "I should let her sleep as long as she
-will."</p>
-
-<p>She did not say what a harrowing time she had endured during that night
-watch, or how Mrs. Fowler had implored her to give her a stimulant, and
-had declared she would die without it. But she went away quietly to her
-own room, and before she lay down to rest, prayed earnestly to Almighty
-God for the unhappy woman, whom she pitied from the depths of her heart.</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.8125em;">
- <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004">
-</figure>
-<p class="t4">
-<b>SHE WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR TO MEET MR. FOWLER.</b><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>Early in the morning, a telegram arrived from Mr. Fowler saying he
-would be at home that night, and ordering the carriage to be sent to N—
-to meet him at the railway station. The governess made no secret of the
-fact that she had written to inform him of his wife's illness, and as
-Ross kept her own counsel, the other servants supposed their mistress
-to be suffering from one of the hysterical, nervous attacks to which
-she had been subject on her arrival at Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>It was nearly eight o'clock before Mr. Fowler reached home. Margaret,
-who had spent most of the day on the beach with her brother, shrank
-sensitively from the thought of meeting her father. When she heard the
-carriage wheels nearing the house, she longed to run away and hide, but
-she knew it would never do to act in such a cowardly fashion as that.
-Appearances must be kept up, at any rate before the servants, so she
-went to the front door with Gerald to meet Mr. Fowler, and returned
-his loving kiss as quietly and composedly as though her heart was not
-beating almost to suffocation.</p>
-
-<p>As she had anticipated, he immediately went upstairs to his wife's
-room, and it was not until much later, that she found herself with him
-alone. Then, after Gerald had gone to bed, he joined her in the garden,
-and strolled up and down the lawn by her side, his arm around her
-shoulders. For some minutes he did not speak, and she could not see the
-expression of his face, for there was no moon, and the stars gave but
-little light.</p>
-
-<p>At last he said gravely, "Life is very hard, sometimes, Margaret."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she agreed, adding with a little sob: "Oh, father, you left her
-in my care, but I did not know, and if I had, it would not have made
-any difference."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; I understand. She has told me everything herself."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, it is shocking! Think of the disgrace. Oh, you can't
-imagine how dreadful I feel about it!"</p>
-
-<p>"I think I can," he replied sadly. "My poor child, I had hoped to
-have been allowed to keep this trouble from you, but God willed it
-otherwise. Have you seen your mother to-day?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, father. She said she did not wish to see me."</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, poor thing, she is ashamed to face you! If I were you, when you
-meet, I would not revert to—to her illness at all."</p>
-
-<p>"I will not."</p>
-
-<p>"I shall try and persuade Mrs. Lute to come and spend a few days with
-us, in order to cheer us all up."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, Mrs. Lute was the cause of all this trouble."</p>
-
-<p>"I am aware of it; but her intention in offering your mother wine was
-an excellent one, she had no idea of working mischief. I shall simply
-explain to her that this is a teetotal household, and she is not the
-woman I take her to be if, after that, she refuses an invitation to
-visit us."</p>
-
-<p>"Did you finish your business in London, father?" Margaret questioned.</p>
-
-<p>"Not quite. It must stand over for a few weeks. I shall not leave home
-again for the present."</p>
-
-<p>Though he spoke so quietly, Margaret knew her father must be very sore
-at heart. She had often wondered why her mother was more at her ease
-when not in her husband's presence, and now she understood the reason.
-Mrs. Fowler was conscious that he was always keeping a watch upon her,
-that he did not trust her, and dear though he was to her, she stood in
-awe of him.</p>
-
-<p>Until her illness in the spring, he had always allowed her, her own
-way. But his alarm for her well-being once aroused, he had taken the
-reins of government into his own hands, and had shown her plainly that
-he meant his will to be law. She had always been a pleasure-seeking
-woman and fond of society; but, broken down in health, she had not
-found life at Yelton so utterly unbearable as she had anticipated.
-Her husband had devoted much of his time to her, and, thrown more
-in contact with her little daughter, she had begun to take a deeper
-interest in her than she had done before.</p>
-
-<p>She had always been pleased to notice her beauty, but of late,
-she had discovered that Margaret possessed other and higher
-attractions—goodness and unselfishness—which she could not but admire.
-She saw the little girl had inherited many of her father's excellent
-qualities of mind and heart, and uneasily conscious of her own weakness
-of character, she was delighted that it was so. Unfortunately there had
-never been the same sympathy of feeling between Margaret and her mother
-as there had always been between the little girl and her father.</p>
-
-<p>Now, as she strolled by Mr. Fowler's side up and down the lawn,
-she slipped her hand through his arm, whilst she leaned her head
-confidingly against his shoulder, as she said, "Father, I'm so very
-glad you've come home."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_11">CHAPTER XI.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Josiah at His Worst.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>THE afternoon subsequent to her husband's return, Mrs. Fowler was
-sufficiently well to come downstairs and lie on the sofa in the
-drawing-room. Margaret, who had gone back to her usual routine of work
-with Miss Conway, saw little of her mother during the next few days,
-and after Mr. Fowler drove to N— one morning, and brought Mrs. Lute
-home with him, Mrs. Fowler spent most of her time with her friend, and
-avoided her little daughter's society as much as possible.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Lute, though she had been much astonished when Mr. Fowler had
-frankly explained to her that his was now a teetotal household, was
-far too well-bred a woman to question him concerning what his wife had
-called his "fad;" and though she had been accustomed all her life to
-the sparing use of stimulants, she could very well do without them, and
-was perfectly satisfied and happy at Greystone.</p>
-
-<p>"So many people are teetotalers nowadays," she remarked pleasantly to
-Mr. Fowler on one occasion when she had been several days beneath his
-roof, "so really you are quite in the fashion."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish I could think that," he replied, with rather a sad smile.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, one meets a great many people who are total abstainers!" she
-assured him. "Why, Miss Conway tells me she has always been one. It
-seems drink has been the cause of a great deal of trouble in her
-family. And your good Vicar here is a teetotaler too, so he informed
-me yesterday. He argues truly that he cannot teach what he does not
-practise. I was surprised to hear that even in this quiet little
-village drink is the curse of the place."</p>
-
-<p>"I believe that is so. There are several notorious drunkards amongst
-the fishermen, and one in whom we, as a family, are much interested, on
-his daughter's account, is likely to join their ranks."</p>
-
-<p>"You refer to that fine, strong man who took us out boating yesterday,
-I presume?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes; Josiah Petherick. He is a most reliable man when sober, but when
-he has been drinking—which often happens now, I fear—he is a perfect
-brute. I have been hearing many tales to his discredit lately, and this
-morning I was told on reliable authority in the village, that he spends
-nearly all his earnings at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, and begrudges
-the money for the household accounts. Last night, he went home more
-intoxicated than usual—actually mad drunk—and smashed up some of the
-furniture in his cottage, after which he turned his little daughter
-out-doors. The poor child was forced to beg a night's lodging from Mrs.
-Moyle at the village shop, and to-day, all Yelton is talking about it."</p>
-
-<p>A faint exclamation of dismay caused Mrs. Lute and Mr. Fowler, who had
-been conversing in the garden, close outside the drawing-room window,
-to look around. They encountered Mrs. Fowler's shocked gaze. Hearing
-them talking, she had come to the window and had overheard all that had
-been said.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Henry, that poor Salome!" she cried, her blue eyes full of tears.
-"Have you seen her to-day?"</p>
-
-<p>"No; but the Vicar has. Hearing what had happened, he went down to
-Petherick's cottage the first thing this morning. Salome had just
-returned and was doing her utmost to put the place to rights, and her
-father had gone out in his boat in a very humbled, repentant state of
-mind, after having apologised to her for his abominable behaviour, and
-having promised he would not act so madly again."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed, whilst Mrs. Lute said gravely, "Let us hope he will
-keep his word."</p>
-
-<p>"He will not, without he gives up the drink," Mr. Fowler rejoined, with
-conviction in his tone. "No, he will go from bad to worse until, in one
-of his drunken frenzies, he will do something he will never cease to
-regret—perhaps some injury to his child."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler sank into a chair looking pale and perturbed, whilst her
-husband and friend drifted into another channel of conversation. The
-news she had heard about the Pethericks had upset her, and when, a
-short while later, Margaret entered the room, the first question she
-put to her was to ask if she had seen Salome that day.</p>
-
-<p>"No, mother," the little girl answered. "Why?" she added, struck by the
-almost frightened expression on Mrs. Fowler's face.</p>
-
-<p>She listened in silence, her colour alternately coming and going, to
-all there was to tell, then exclaimed "Oh, I am sorry! Poor Salome! And
-it rained heavily last night. Perhaps she will come up to the church
-this evening to hear me practise the organ. Oh, I hope she will! When
-are you coming to hear me play again, mother?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, some time! Perhaps when Mrs. Lute has gone."</p>
-
-<p>"Wouldn't Mrs. Lute come too?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I don't think you play well enough—" Mrs. Fowler paused abruptly,
-conscious of the hurt look on her little daughter's countenance. She
-had avoided Margaret lately, and Margaret had noticed the fact with
-acute pain. What had she done that her mother should abstain from
-meeting her gaze? An insurmountable barrier seemed to have sprung up
-between mother and child.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret's heart was full of bitterness as she turned away and left the
-room. She had endeavoured to show no feeling but that of love for her
-mother since her recent indisposition, but it had been impossible for
-Mrs. Fowler not to remark a slight difference in her manner, of which
-Margaret was unconscious herself. She thought she read reproach in the
-little girl's eyes, and shrank sensitively from being alone with her.
-She was ashamed in the presence of her own child.</p>
-
-<p>Had Margaret grasped the truth of the situation, she would have judged
-her mother less harshly; but failing to do so, she was deeply pained,
-and told herself that her mother liked her less than ever. Upon Gerald,
-Mrs. Fowler lavished all her affection. She would listen to his chatter
-untiringly, talking gaily in return; and, however much he teased her,
-she always found excuses for him.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway did not give Margaret a music lesson that evening, for Mrs.
-Fowler requested her to accompany Mrs. Lute and herself for a walk, and
-to bring Gerald with her, so Margaret went alone to the church.</p>
-
-<p>She practised for an hour, then dismissed the boy who had blown the
-organ for her, and was leaving the church when she caught sight of a
-small figure huddled up in a corner of a pew near the west door. It was
-Salome.</p>
-
-<p>"Is it you, Salome?" Margaret cried, hastening to her side, and laying
-her hand tenderly upon her shoulder. The lame girl lifted her bowed
-head, and in the dim light, Margaret saw she had been weeping, though
-there were no tears in her brown eyes now, and her lips were curved in
-a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"I've been asleep," she said. "I'm glad you didn't go without speaking
-to me, Miss Margaret. I came in whilst you were practising, and I was
-tired. I—I had little rest last night."</p>
-
-<p>"I know—I've heard," Margaret returned hurriedly, as the other paused
-in confusion.</p>
-
-<p>"Have you, miss? I'm glad of that, for now I shan't have to tell you,
-and I'd rather not talk of it."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course you would rather not."</p>
-
-<p>"I was tired," Salome proceeded; "so tired and worn out, that I
-couldn't help crying. My poor legs ached so—but oh! not so badly as
-my heart. The pain here—" clasping her hands against her breast—"was
-almost more than I could bear. Then I fell asleep, and I was dreaming
-when you awoke me."</p>
-
-<p>"I hope it was a pleasant dream," Margaret said softly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, very pleasant! I thought it was evening time—getting almost dark
-as it is now—and service was going on in the church. I could hear
-father's voice singing with the choir. You can't imagine what a deep,
-beautiful voice father has, Miss Margaret. I was listening to it when
-you awoke me. But I'm glad you happened to catch sight of me, though
-you did disturb my dream. Is anything wrong, miss?" And the lame girl's
-brown eyes peered anxiously at her companion.</p>
-
-<p>"I am not happy," Margaret confessed with a sigh.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Fowler is not ill again?" Salome questioned in concerned tones.</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; she is perfectly well. We have an old friend visiting us, and
-that makes it pleasant for mother."</p>
-
-<p>"I saw a strange lady in church with you on Sunday, miss; and father
-took her out in his boat with Mrs. Fowler. She treated him very
-handsomely, he said; but I wish she hadn't."</p>
-
-<p>"Why?" Margaret asked in surprise.</p>
-
-<p>"Because he spent the money she gave him in drink at the public-house,
-and that was the beginning of the trouble last night. There, I didn't
-mean to talk of it, but, naturally, it's uppermost in my mind."</p>
-
-<p>"Of course it is. Did you—did you get wet last night?"</p>
-
-<p>"Dripping to the skin," Salome admitted. "But Mrs. Moyle—God bless
-her!—took me in and gave me dry clothes, and a bed too. But oh, I
-couldn't sleep for wondering what father was up to at home. You can
-never be certain what a drunken body will not do. How selfish I am,
-though, to talk so much of myself. Won't you tell me what troubles you,
-Miss Margaret?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, Salome, I can't," was the low response. "It's something I can
-never speak of."</p>
-
-<p>"Then try not to think too much about it, miss," the lame girl advised.
-"If I were you, I'd tell my trouble to God, and leave it to Him. That's
-what I do with mine."</p>
-
-<p>"By your trouble, you mean your father?" Margaret inquired diffidently.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss. Do you remember saying to me that night you and I had been
-sitting in the porch, and father had come home drunk—'May God help you,
-Salome'? I think you saw God was the only One who could help me; and I
-want to remind you of those words of yours, because maybe He's the only
-One who can help you too! Why, how dark it's getting think, miss, we
-had better go."</p>
-
-<p>She reached for her crutches as she spoke, and swung herself out of the
-pew into the aisle. Margaret followed her silently through the west
-door into the churchyard. It was nearly dark, for it was September now,
-and the evenings were shortening fast; but whilst they lingered at the
-churchyard gate, the edge of the moon appeared in the eastern horizon,
-and slowly sailed upwards into the cloudless sky, illuminating the old
-grey church, surrounded with the graves of the quiet dead, and shedding
-its pale light on the little village and the broad surface of the
-peaceful sea.</p>
-
-<p>"How beautiful!" cried Margaret. "It is the harvest moon, so father
-said last night. But, Salome, it is late for you to be out alone. Shall
-I walk part of the way home with you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, no, thank you, miss! I shall be perfectly safe. Besides, it's
-quite light now the moon has risen. Good night, miss."</p>
-
-<p>"Good night, Salome."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret went back to Greystone in a very thoughtful frame of mind. She
-considered that her friend was not half so depressed as she herself
-would have been under similar circumstances, not reflecting that
-Salome's trouble had come upon her by slow degrees. It had taken five
-years to change Josiah Petherick from a sober, God-fearing man into the
-desperate drunkard who had turned his only child out-doors last night.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, Salome, as she swung herself down the hill, wondered what
-could be amiss with Miss Margaret. She had grown deeply attached to the
-pretty, fair-haired girl, who had, from the first time they had met,
-treated her with the greatest kindness and consideration. She had given
-her several lessons in the art of knitting, and the lessons had given
-pleasure to teacher and pupil alike; and both were much interested
-in the progression of the sock which Margaret was rather laboriously
-making under the other's instructions.</p>
-
-<p>The "Crab and Cockle" was lit up brightly as Salome passed by, and
-she sighed as she heard the hoarse murmur of voices within, for she
-imagined her father to be there; but great was her surprise on reaching
-home, to find him in the little yard at the back of the cottage bathing
-his face at the pump. When he came into the kitchen, she noticed not
-only that he was intoxicated, but that he had a cut on his cheek, and
-one eye was turning black. She asked no questions, however, for she saw
-he was in one of his worst moods; so she lit the lamp in silence, and
-proceeded to set the supper on the table. Presently, he remarked that
-he had quarrelled with someone, and they had come to blows.</p>
-
-<p>"'Twas Silas Moyle—" he was beginning, when, in her surprise, she
-interrupted him.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas Moyle!" she echoed, for the baker was a steady, peace-loving man.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," he nodded; "the canting humbug!" He looked at her sullenly, even
-resentfully, she thought; and she trembled with fear as she noticed his
-shaking hands and quivering lips.</p>
-
-<p>Then he burst forth into a volley of oaths, and she gleaned that he
-was angry with her for having sought refuge with the Moyles on the
-preceding night. He stormed against her, against Silas and his wife,
-against everyone, in short, who had remonstrated with him that day.
-Apparently, his neighbours had been telling him some plain home truths
-which had not been pleasant hearing.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, father, don't say any more!" Salome pleaded in great distress.
-"Oh, please don't swear so frightfully! What could I do? You turned me
-out of my home, and I did not know where to go, except to Mrs. Moyle's.
-Oh, don't speak of her like that! It was out of pure kindness she took
-me in. You would not have had me spend the night out of doors in that
-lashing rain, would you? Oh, father, you are cruel indeed!"</p>
-
-<p>The reproach in her sorrowful eyes enraged him beyond measure.</p>
-
-<p>"You dare stand up for those who insult your father!" he shouted in a
-fury; and clutching her by the shoulder, he shook her savagely, then
-flung her from him with some violence. Losing her hold of her crutches,
-they fell to the ground; and staggering forward with a frightened cry,
-she knocked her forehead against a corner of the mantelpiece, and the
-next moment, lay white and unconscious at her father's feet.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_12">CHAPTER XII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>A Brief Repentance.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>IT was about half-past nine o'clock that same night, that the Vicar of
-Yelton opened the Pethericks' garden gate, and stepping determinedly up
-the path, rapped at the door of the cottage.</p>
-
-<p>Returning from an evening's fishing an hour previously, he had been
-stopped in the village, on his way home, by Silas Moyle, who had poured
-into his ears an excited tale about Josiah, whom Silas had taken upon
-himself to remonstrate with upon his cruel conduct to his daughter on
-the previous night, with the result that Josiah, inflamed with drink,
-had struck him, and had received in return a black eye and an injured
-cheek.</p>
-
-<p>"You know, sir, I'm a man of peace, and don't hold with brawling,"
-Silas had said; "but I own I lost my temper to-night. Josiah's a
-regular blackguard when he's drunk."</p>
-
-<p>"It was foolish to remonstrate with a drunken man," Mr. Amyatt had
-answered. "Had you spoken to him in his sober moments, your words might
-have had a very different effect. Where is Josiah now?"</p>
-
-<p>"Gone home, swearing vengeance against me, sir. My great fear is, that
-he'll do some harm to poor Salome."</p>
-
-<p>That had been the Vicar's fear, too. So, instead of going straight to
-the Vicarage as he had intended, he had retraced his footsteps to the
-Pethericks' cottage, and now stood waiting for admittance at the door.</p>
-
-<p>As no one answered his knock, he rapped louder and listened. For a
-few moments there was silence; then came the sound of heavy, dragging
-footsteps, and Josiah opened the door and demanded hoarsely who was
-there.</p>
-
-<p>"It is I, Petherick," the Vicar answered, stepping uninvited across the
-threshold.</p>
-
-<p>"Where is your daughter?" he asked, fixing his eyes upon the fisherman,
-who stood staring at him in a dazed fashion.</p>
-
-<p>Receiving no reply, he turned into the kitchen, an exclamation of
-horror and dismay breaking from his lips, as he caught sight of the
-small, slight figure of the lame girl lying near the fireplace. Very
-tenderly, he lifted her and placed her in the one easy-chair in the
-room, calling to Josiah to bring some water immediately.</p>
-
-<p>"Water!" questioned Josiah stupidly. "What for? She's dead. She's been
-dead this half-hour or more; but I haven't dared touch her. Salome,
-Salome! I've killed you, my poor maid! Your own father's killed you,
-Salome;" and flinging himself on his knees at his daughter's side,
-Josiah wept like a child.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't be foolish, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said sternly. He had been
-feeling Salome's pulse, and had ascertained that it beat, though
-feebly. "She's not dead, but she has fainted. Come, be a man. Pull
-yourself together, and fetch some water at once."</p>
-
-<p>"Not dead," Josiah cried excitedly. "Are you sure? Then, God be thanked
-for that!" He rose from his knees, and went into the yard, returning in
-a few seconds with a basin of water.</p>
-
-<p>Very gently, the Vicar bathed Salome's white face until her eyelids
-flickered and a faint colour stole to her lips. Josiah, sobered by
-fright, explained what had happened, not sparing himself, but declaring
-he would not have injured a hair of his daughter's head, if he could
-have helped it, for Mr. Amyatt must know how much he loved her.</p>
-
-<p>"Tush, Petherick!" the Vicar responded impatiently, mingled pity and
-disgust in his tone. "Don't talk to me of your love for Salome. A nice
-way you have of showing it. Last night, you turned her out of doors in
-torrents of rain—"</p>
-
-<p>"I was drunk," Josiah interposed hastily. "She riled me, she did, with
-her tears, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"Having been drunk is no excuse," Mr. Amyatt interrupted in his turn.
-"Not content with your scandalous conduct last night, you must continue
-your unmanly behaviour to-day and knock Salome down, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no," said a weak voice at this point. It was Salome who spoke. She
-had regained consciousness, and was sufficiently herself to understand
-what was going on. "No, no," she repeated, "it was an accident. He did
-not mean to hurt me."</p>
-
-<p>"I shook her, and—and pushed her," Josiah admitted, looking thoroughly
-ashamed of himself. "I meant her no harm, sir, but I was rough,
-and—oh, Salome, can you ever forgive me?" And the wretched man turned
-appealingly to the little figure in the easy-chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," was the faint response. "I—I don't think I'm much hurt."</p>
-
-<p>"Are you in pain?" Mr. Amyatt asked gently.</p>
-
-<p>"No, sir; but my forehead is very sore. I must have knocked it in
-falling."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, poor child, I see you did; there is a big bruise coming."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose I fainted?" she inquired, looking wistfully from the Vicar
-to her father, who was regarding her in gloomy silence.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, that was it, you fainted," Mr. Amyatt replied. "But you are much
-better now; and after a good night's rest, I have no doubt you will be
-almost yourself again."</p>
-
-<p>Salome glanced at her crutches, which were lying on the ground. Mr.
-Amyatt picked them up and placed them against her chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Thank you, sir," she said gratefully, lifting her brown eyes shyly to
-his face, which expressed so plainly his sympathy and concern. "I think
-I shall be all right now," she added. "Thank you for being so kind."</p>
-
-<p>"Does that mean you wish me to go?" he queried with a smile. "Well, I
-don't know that I can do any good by remaining longer. Good night, my
-dear."</p>
-
-<p>He took Salome's small, thin hand and pressed it reassuringly, then
-beckoned to her father to follow him to the door.</p>
-
-<p>"You must have someone in to see to that poor child to-night,
-Petherick," he said gravely. "Can you call upon assistance from one of
-your neighbours?"</p>
-
-<p>Josiah shook his head doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p>"Then, shall I ask Mrs. Moyle to look in and help get Salome to bed?"
-the Vicar suggested.</p>
-
-<p>A dull, shamed flush rose to the fisherman's face, and he began to
-stammer something about not knowing whether Mrs. Moyle would come
-inside his doors, seeing he had quarrelled with her husband only that
-evening; but the Vicar cut him short.</p>
-
-<p>"I know all about that, Petherick. Silas Moyle told me the tale himself
-not an hour ago. I heard it with great regret, for Silas is a sincere
-well-wisher of yours, and he and his wife would do anything in the
-world for your little girl. You had better let me send Mrs. Moyle to
-you—that is, if she will come; perhaps she will not. Shall I be the
-bearer of an apology from you to Silas?"</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sorry I hit him," Josiah acknowledged truthfully.</p>
-
-<p>"Shall I tell him that?"</p>
-
-<p>"If you please, sir. I admit, I deserved what he gave me. Oh, sir, I've
-had a fine fright this night! I thought I'd killed Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"You might have done so."</p>
-
-<p>"Then I should have been a murderer," Josiah groaned. "I'm a bad lot,
-sir, that's what I am."</p>
-
-<p>He seemed perfectly sober now, so Mr. Amyatt spoke a few solemn words
-to him, imploring him, for the sake of his little daughter, to give
-up the drink, and take the pledge. Josiah declared he would think
-seriously about doing so, and went back to Salome, whilst the Vicar
-hurried in search of Mrs. Moyle.</p>
-
-<p>At first, that good woman, kind-hearted and fond of the lame girl
-though she was, said nothing would make her enter the doors of one
-who had so insulted her husband as had Josiah. But, on Silas adding
-his entreaties to the Vicar's, she gave in and betook herself to the
-Pethericks' cottage, where, after having assisted Salome upstairs, and
-put her to bed, she declared her intention of remaining for the night.
-She was not going to leave "that poor motherless lamb," as she called
-Salome, "in the house alone with a maniac."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah Petherick did not look much like a maniac, however, as he sat
-in the kitchen listening to Mrs. Moyle's scathing remarks as she put
-away the supper things. He was in a wonderfully subdued and repentant
-frame of mind, and sat with his elbows on the table and his aching
-head resting in his hands. At last, he could bear his companion's home
-thrusts no longer, and exclaimed, "Good gracious, woman, do you imagine
-I don't know what a beast I am?"</p>
-
-<p>"Well, if you do know it, why don't you turn over a new leaf?" she
-inquired. "I mind what a steady young fellow you used to be. You're
-too easily led, that's what you are. Make up your mind to give up the
-drink."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't—not entirely; it's got too strong a hold on me," he confessed.</p>
-
-<p>"That's the way of it. Well, you'll have to choose between drink and
-Salome—that's my opinion—for you're killing her by slow degrees."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah started; but Mrs. Moyle did not pursue the subject further.
-She told him he had better go to bed, and make no noise to disturb
-his daughter. Accordingly, he took off his boots and crept upstairs
-in his stockinged feet, whilst Mrs. Moyle, having put out the lamp,
-and ascertained that the door of the cottage was securely fastened,
-returned to Salome, whom she found sleeping peacefully.</p>
-
-<p>The next day, Josiah put himself in the way of Silas Moyle, and
-actually apologised to him for having struck. And Silas was magnanimous
-and forgave him, though it must be admitted, he regarded the other's
-black eye and swelled cheek with a sense of satisfaction. They were
-marks that would remain to remind Josiah of his ill conduct for some
-days to come.</p>
-
-<p>Salome was poorly for nearly a week, and the first occasion on which
-she showed herself in the village, she was met on all sides by
-commiserating looks and words which showed her plainly that everyone
-was quite aware that her father had been the cause of her accident. The
-sympathy thus evinced towards her, though kindly offered, cut her to
-the heart, and she returned home utterly miserable.</p>
-
-<p>During the days which followed, Mr. Amyatt made several ineffectual
-attempts to induce Josiah to take the pledge. No, Josiah said, there
-was no need for him to do that; but he had made up his mind to turn
-over a new leaf, nevertheless, and the Vicar would see that he could
-take his glass of beer like other men and be none the worse for it. The
-Vicar shook his head at that, but Josiah was not to be moved, so the
-matter was, perforce, dropped.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret was the first of the inmates of Greystone to hear of Salome's
-accident. Mrs. Moyle gave her full particulars of it one morning when
-she had an errand at the shop. And before going home, she went to
-inquire for her lame friend, whom she found sitting in the porch of the
-cottage with such a bright, hopeful expression on her pale countenance,
-that she was surprised, and remarked upon it.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am ever so much better!" Salome assured her with a smile.</p>
-
-<p>"Are you really?" Margaret asked anxiously. "You have a nasty bruise on
-your forehead."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, that's nothing, indeed, miss! Have you heard how it happened?
-They haven't made you believe father did it on purpose, have they? He
-wouldn't hurt me for anything, if he could help it. Oh, Miss Margaret,
-I do believe father means to be steadier for the future!"</p>
-
-<p>"Is he going to be a teetotaler, then?" Margaret inquired eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"No—o," was the dubious reply, "I'm afraid not; but he says he won't
-take more beer than is good for him. Oh, I know he has said that lots
-of times before, but I believe he really means it now. Indeed, he has
-been quite different these last few days—more like what he used to be
-when dear mother was alive."</p>
-
-<p>This was quite true. Mrs. Moyle's words that he would have to choose
-between drink and Salome had made a strong impression upon Josiah, and
-had caused him to notice how much thinner and paler his little daughter
-had become of late. His conscience reproached him on her account,
-for he knew that she was not very strong, and that she worked hard,
-besides which, his unsteady habits were a constant trouble to her. In
-his repentance, he felt capable of denying himself anything for her
-sake—except drink, and that, he solemnly vowed he would take sparingly.</p>
-
-<p>Seeing that Salome was so hopeful that her father meant to live a sober
-life for the future, Margaret had not the heart to express the doubts
-which occupied her mind; but on her return to Greystone, she saw, by
-Mr. Fowler's grave face when she explained the situation to him, that
-he did not believe Josiah's repentance would be lasting, and trembled
-for the safety and happiness of her little lame friend.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you think he means to keep his word, and not get intoxicated
-again?" she questioned.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" Mr. Fowler replied, "I think he means all he says. But I
-feel sure, if he does not give up drink altogether, it will soon have
-the mastery over him again. I believe he loves Salome very dearly, but
-he loves drink even better than his little daughter, or he would be
-willing to give it up for her sake. Poor Salome! I greatly fear she has
-more trouble in store for her with that father of hers."</p>
-
-<p>This proved to be the case. For before a fortnight had quite elapsed
-since Salome's accident, Josiah was drinking heavily again, and
-spending his evenings at the "Crab and Cockle," as he had done of
-old. His repentance had been of brief duration; and the lame girl's
-face grew pinched, and her dark brown eyes larger and sadder, as her
-father squandered more and more of his earnings at the village inn;
-whilst Silas Moyle grumbled when the Pethericks' bread account remained
-unpaid, and would have stopped the supply, but for Salome.</p>
-
-<p>"The poor little maid looks half-starved as it is," he remarked to his
-wife when she expressed surprise that he took no steps to obtain his
-rights. "Josiah's drinking what ought to be spent on his child; but it
-shall never be said that we begrudged her bread."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_13">CHAPTER XIII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Mrs. Fowler and Salome.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>WHEN Mrs. Lute returned to N—, she asked and obtained permission
-for Margaret to visit her. The little girl had not appeared very
-well lately, and it was thought a change would do her good, which it
-certainly did, for she came back at the end of a fortnight decidedly
-better in health and spirits.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler greeted Margaret on her return with no very great show of
-pleasure, though secretly, she was delighted to see her looking so
-well. She never told her how glad she was to have her at home again, or
-that she had missed her, as she had actually done. And consequently,
-Margaret was not a little disappointed, and the kiss she gave her
-governess was far warmer than the one she imprinted on her mother's
-fair cheek—a fact Mrs. Fowler did not fail to notice.</p>
-
-<p>"I have forfeited her respect and affection," thought the mother
-bitterly.</p>
-
-<p>"She does not care for me, she never did," thought the child.</p>
-
-<p>So the estrangement between the two grew, till it was patent to
-everybody. Perhaps Mr. Fowler and the governess guessed the cause of
-it; but the servants blamed their mistress, and declared she was so
-wrapped up in Master Gerald, that she had no love to spare for her
-daughter.</p>
-
-<p>On her return to Greystone, Margaret resumed her organ lessons; but she
-was obliged to practise in the afternoons now, as the evenings were
-dark.</p>
-
-<p>The golden touch of autumn was upon everything; the orchards were
-being cleared of their fruit; and the village children scoured the
-country around Yelton for blackberries, and sloes, and mushrooms. At
-the end of September, the fine weather broke up, and was followed by
-the equinoctial gales, which did great damage in the Greystone gardens,
-the fierce wind tearing up shrubs by the roots, and the heavy rains
-beating down the summer flowers which had lingered late in bloom. Mr.
-Fowler braved the fury of the elements, and was out of doors every day;
-but the weather was too rough for the other inmates of Greystone, who
-remained in the house till the gales had passed.</p>
-
-<p>Thus it was, that Margaret and Salome did not see as much of each other
-as they had done hitherto. But one fine October afternoon, the former
-paid the latter a visit, and was shocked to see how worried and ill her
-lame friend was looking.</p>
-
-<p>The truth of the matter was, the bad weather had prevented any fishing
-being done, and Josiah Petherick, having no money in hand, it had been
-extremely short commons for him and Salome. Of course, Salome did not
-intimate this to Margaret, she would have been ashamed to do so; she
-merely said, when questioned, that she had not been very well, and
-turned the conversation to Margaret's late visit to N—.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Lute gives up the house shortly, and returns to London," Margaret
-explained. "But she likes Cornwall so much, that she says she shall try
-to come again next year, if not to N—, then perhaps to some place near.
-By the way, Salome, mother and father are going to London for a few
-days soon. Shan't we be lonely at Greystone without them? Mother says
-she hopes you will come and see her before she goes. Will you?"</p>
-
-<p>Salome assented. She liked Mrs. Fowler, who had always been very kind
-to her, and admired her as much as she had ever done; she considered
-her the nicest, prettiest lady she knew.</p>
-
-<p>So one afternoon, a few days later, found the lame girl entering the
-Greystone grounds. She approached the house slowly, marking the havoc
-the late gales had worked, and went around to the back door, where she
-inquired of the servant who opened it in response to her knock, if Mrs.
-Fowler was at home. She was answered in the affirmative, and invited
-into the big, front kitchen to wait, whilst it was ascertained if the
-mistress was disengaged at present.</p>
-
-<p>"Sit down, my dear," said the cook—a stout, middle-aged woman, with a
-round, red face, and a pair of sharp though not unkindly eyes. "There,
-take that easy-chair and rest yourself; maybe the pull up the hill has
-tired you."</p>
-
-<p>She fetched a glass of milk and a big slice of cake, which she placed
-before her visitor. "You'll be better after a little refreshment," she
-added. "I know the mistress would wish you to have it."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, thank you!" Salome replied gratefully, flushing with pleasure, for
-she had had a scanty dinner. She drank the milk and ate the cake, and
-did certainly feel better afterwards.</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Margaret's out," the cook remarked. "She's gone for a walk with
-Miss Conway and Master Gerald. But I daresay, she'll be back before
-long. She'd be sorry to miss you, my dear, for you're a rare favourite
-of hers, I can tell you."</p>
-
-<p>Salome smiled happily, as she replied, "I am so glad to hear you say
-that, for I love her dearly. I expect you're very fond of her yourself,
-aren't you?"</p>
-
-<p>"I believe she's a general favourite—but no, I'm wrong there. There's
-one in the house who doesn't appreciate her, and that's her own mother.
-Yes, you may well look surprised, but I assure you it's true. Mrs.
-Fowler doesn't make half as much of Miss Margaret as she does of Master
-Gerald—tiresome boy that he is. She wanted to take him to town with
-her, if you please, but the master won't allow that. I heard them
-talking about it in the garden. 'We'll take Margaret, if you like,'
-he said. 'No,' said she, 'I don't want Margaret.' She never does want
-her, and that's the fact, and yet, I believe there's not anything Miss
-Margaret would not do for her."</p>
-
-<p>The cook, who was an extremely garrulous person, paused breathlessly
-for a few moments, then proceeded: "And such a pretty, nice-mannered
-little girl Miss Margaret is too. I declare it's a shame her own mother
-shouldn't love her more. It puzzles me, that it does, why it should be
-so."</p>
-
-<p>Salome had listened in pain and surprise, wondering if this accounted
-for the sad expression which she had so often noticed on Margaret's
-pretty face. Was this the trouble that could not be told?</p>
-
-<p>Before, however, she had time to make a reply, Ross entered the
-kitchen, and said her mistress would like Salome to join her in the
-drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p>The lame girl found Mrs. Fowler alone, sitting by the fire, for though
-the weather was not actually cold, the day was dull, and the warmth was
-pleasant. Mrs. Fowler was very glad to have a visitor, and made Salome
-sit down near her and talk.</p>
-
-<p>"My husband and I are going up to town the day after to-morrow," she
-said, "and I wanted to see you before I went. You must stay until the
-others return and have some tea."</p>
-
-<p>Salome explained that the cook had already given her milk and cake;
-but Mrs. Fowler smilingly declared she knew she would be ready for tea
-when tea-time came, which would not be for another hour. She continued
-to talk pleasantly and easily, whilst the lame girl listened; and
-by-and-by, when Salome was questioned kindly and sympathetically as
-to the reason of her wan looks, she confessed, with some hesitation,
-however, that it was very tight times with her and her father at home.</p>
-
-<p>"The weather has been so bad that no boats have been able to go out,"
-she said; "and—" lowering her voice and colouring scarlet—"father's
-been worse than usual lately, and—and—he owes money to Silas Moyle, and
-how can we ever hope to pay it, if he spends so much at the 'Crab and
-Cockle'? It almost seems as though he doesn't care. And every day, I'm
-afraid Silas will say he won't let us have any more bread. Oh, it's
-dreadful—it's all through the drink, ma'am. Father'd be such a dear,
-good father if it wasn't for that."</p>
-
-<p>"And you really love him in spite of the way in which he goes on?" Mrs.
-Fowler asked wonderingly.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, ma'am, indeed I do!" was the earnest reply. "Whatever father
-did, I think I should love him just the same."</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know how you can, I'm sure; I believe if I were you, I should
-lose all patience with him. Think how selfish he is, how inconsiderate
-for your comfort, how violent—"</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, but that's only when he's been drinking!" Salome interposed
-hastily. "Father isn't like that really; it's only when the drink's in
-him, that he's all you say. If he would but give up the drink, he and I
-should be as happy as the day is long. Oh, I shall never cease hoping
-and praying that some day he may become a teetotaler! If I could get
-him to take the pledge, I believe all would be well."</p>
-
-<p>"Meanwhile, he is wearing you to death, poor child. Well, don't cease
-to pray for him. God knows he needs all your prayers."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed deeply, whilst she gazed sadly and thoughtfully into
-the fire. She was silent so long that Salome thought she must have
-forgotten her presence; but suddenly she glanced at her with a smile
-and asked, "How is Margaret getting on with her knitting?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, very well, ma'am!" was the reply. "But I am afraid she will not
-come so frequently now the winter days are at hand. Besides, father is
-oftener at home."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler nodded. She put her hand into her pocket and drew therefrom
-her purse, as she inquired, "How much is it your father owes Silas
-Moyle?"</p>
-
-<p>"Nearly eighteen shillings," Salome admitted. "I know it's a lot of
-money," she added deprecatingly.</p>
-
-<p>"A lot of money!" Mrs. Fowler echoed with a faint, amused smile as she
-opened her purse and took out a sovereign. "Here, my dear," she said,
-pressing the coin into her visitor's hand, "you will be able to pay
-your bread account now. Yes, it is for you—a present—put it in your
-pocket."</p>
-
-<p>Salome was so astonished that she could find no words in which to
-speak her thanks; but her expressive eyes spoke for her, and told how
-deeply thankful she felt. She tied the sovereign up in one corner
-of her handkerchief, which she placed inside the bosom of her frock
-for greater safety. And then, having overcome her first sensation of
-intense surprise, she exclaimed, "Oh, ma'am, thank you! How good and
-kind you are! Oh, what will father say when he knows! It will be such
-a relief to be able to pay Silas Moyle, for we never owed him quite so
-much before. Oh, I shall be grateful to you as long as ever I live!"</p>
-
-<p>"There, there, say no more about it. I am glad it is in my power to
-lift a little of the load of trouble from your young shoulders; your
-heaviest trial is beyond the reach of human aid. But oh! Go on loving
-your father, child, if you can, for he must want all your affection, I
-am sure."</p>
-
-<p>To Salome's astonishment, she saw there were tears in Mrs. Fowler's
-blue eyes, and that her face was quivering with strong emotion. Before
-more could be said, however, Gerald flung open the door and rushed
-into the room, followed at a more decorous pace by his sister and Miss
-Conway, and a little later the master of the house appeared upon the
-scene.</p>
-
-<p>No one would hear of Salome's leaving, till she had had tea, so she
-remained. And afterwards, she willingly consented to sing, so that it
-was quite dark before she left Greystone; and Mrs. Fowler insisted on
-sending a servant to see her home in safety.</p>
-
-<p>Josiah Petherick was not sober that night, but the next morning,
-his daughter told him of the present Mrs. Fowler had made her, and
-expressed her determination of paying the baker that day. Nor would she
-hear of her father's settling the account, for, alas! she knew that he
-was not to be trusted. And that if she let him have the money, he would
-be more likely to betake himself to the "Crab and Cockle" than to Silas
-Moyle's shop.</p>
-
-<p>"The truth is, you won't trust me," he said bitterly.</p>
-
-<p>"I can't, father," she answered, the sound of tears in her voice. "You
-know I can't. Mrs. Fowler gave me the money on purpose for our bread
-account, and I must know it's paid. Oh, it was kind of her!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, it was," he admitted, adding with unexpected candour, "There
-never should have been need for her to do it; but your father's a
-good-for-naught. Yes, Salome, that's what everybody says. Folks pity
-you an' blame me. I know Mrs. Fowler has done this for your sake."</p>
-
-<p>"And for yours too, father. Oh, yes, I am certain of that. She told me
-to go on loving you, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"Did she though?" Josiah interposed in extreme surprise. "Well, you do
-amaze me. She's a real kind lady, anyway, and has proved herself our
-true friend."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_14">CHAPTER XIV.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>A Stormy Night.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"HARK! What's that, Miss Conway? It sounds like a dog howling. There it
-is again!" And the speaker, Margaret Fowler, put down the book she had
-been reading, and rising from her chair by the fireplace, went to the
-window, and peered into the darkness.</p>
-
-<p>The governess and her two pupils were spending the hours between
-tea-time and supper in the schoolroom at Greystone. A very pleasant
-apartment it was, comfortably carpeted and curtained, with a bright
-wood fire burning in the grate. Miss Conway glanced up from her
-needlework as Margaret spoke, whilst Gerald ceased playing with the cat
-on the hearthrug and listened for a few moments.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't hear anything," the latter said.</p>
-
-<p>He turned his attention to his playfellow again, but puss was tired
-and had no desire to prolong the game. In vain, he dangled a piece
-of string before her eyes to entice her to spring at it. She had had
-enough of him, and sat on the hearthrug, complacently washing her face
-and blinking in the firelight.</p>
-
-<p>"Selfish thing!" he exclaimed, "I—oh, yes, I do hear something now!"
-And he joined his sister at the window.</p>
-
-<p>The sound which fell upon the ears of the listeners was like the low
-wail of some animal in distress. Margaret's fair cheeks paled as she
-listened, for there was something eerie in the faint, indistinct sound.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think it's a dog," said Miss Conway doubtfully. "No, I believe
-it's the wind rising. If so, we shall have a wild night. Let us open
-the window and make certain what it is."</p>
-
-<p>They did so; and then ascertained that it was indeed the wind which
-they heard. The night was pitch dark, with heavy clouds overhead. It
-had been a still, sombre, autumn day, with that hush in the air which
-generally portends a storm. Now, the wind was rising, whilst the
-breakers could be heard dashing against the base of the cliffs.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, it is only the wind," Miss Conway decided. "How mournful it
-sounds. Shut the window, children, and come back to the fire. How
-thankful we should be that we have a good roof over our heads! Gerald,
-don't tease the cat, my dear; she doesn't want to play any more."</p>
-
-<p>"Josiah Petherick said this afternoon that we were going to have a
-storm," Gerald remarked. "I saw him on the beach, tarring his boat.
-None of the fishermen had gone to sea."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose they considered the weather too uncertain?" Miss Conway
-interrogated.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," the boy replied. "Father says they are all very weather-wise. I
-don't mind a storm, do you, Miss Conway? I wonder if there will be a
-wreck."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I sincerely trust not!" the governess exclaimed hastily.</p>
-
-<p>"I should like to see a wreck," Gerald informed her. "Josiah Petherick
-has seen several, and he has saved the lives of heaps of people. He
-must be a very brave man. I don't believe he's afraid of anything.
-Can't we have our supper upstairs to-night instead of in the
-dining-room? It's so jolly and cosy here."</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway assented. Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were in London, and the house
-seemed dull without them. Margaret had taken up her book again; but
-she was not reading, for the sound of the rising gale distracted her
-attention and made her feel restless and uneasy.</p>
-
-<p>"If we have a storm, perhaps there will be a wreck," Gerald proceeded
-presently. "It is so dark, that I should not be surprised, should you,
-Miss Conway, if a ship ran on the rocks?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Gerald, pray don't suggest such a probability!" she cried, with a
-shudder.</p>
-
-<p>"If there was a wreck, would you let me go down to the beach?" he
-inquired eagerly. "Say you would, Miss Conway!"</p>
-
-<p>"I shall certainly say no such thing. If there was a wreck—which God
-forbid!—I should insist on your remaining in the house. Nothing would
-induce me to give you permission to go out in a storm. But we need not
-speak of it. Ring the bell, Gerald, and I will order supper."</p>
-
-<p>The boy obeyed, though with a cloud on his brow; he realised argument
-was of no avail when his governess spoke in that decided tone. After
-supper, he went to bed at his usual time, and forgetful of the rising
-storm, and the prospect of a wreck, was soon asleep. Miss Conway and
-Margaret sat up till ten o'clock, alternately talking and listening
-to the wind, which was now howling dolefully around the house, almost
-driving in the window-panes, and mingling its sobs and wails with the
-angry roar of the sea; and then they, too, retired to their respective
-rooms. The gale increased in fury however, and then came the rain.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, the villagers were all alert, for there was little rest for
-anyone at Yelton on such a night as this, with a westerly gale raging,
-and the sea like great walls of foam. The fishermen hesitated to seek
-their beds, whilst some of the most venturesome braved the furious
-wind and the heavy rain, which was now descending in torrents, and
-kept watch by the sea-shore, their hearts anxiously expectant, as they
-recalled similar occasions when their assistance had been required to
-help those in peril on the sea.</p>
-
-<p>In the Pethericks' cottage, Salome stood by the kitchen window,
-listening to the storm, and patiently waiting for her father. He was
-not at the "Crab and Cockle," she was certain of that, but on the
-beach; and she felt no anxiety about him. He was accustomed to rough
-weather; and on such a night as this, she knew he would be his true
-self—brave, fearless, and reliable. As was her custom when alone, she
-was singing softly:</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"Lead us, heavenly Father, lead us<br>
- O'er the world's tempestuous sea;<br>
- Guide us, guard us, keep us, feed us,<br>
- For we have no help but Thee,<br>
- Yet possessing every blessing<br>
- If our God our Father be."<br>
-<br>
-</p>
-
-<p>Seen by the subdued light of the lamp in the centre of the table, the
-little girl's face wore a look of great contentment. For the time, she
-had forgotten how troublous was her life, as her soul rose on the wings
-of faith to an altitude which set her far above the trials of this
-world. She sang the hymn from beginning to end in a soft undertone,
-with the wailing wind for an accompanyment; then, opening the window,
-she thrust out her head and listened. She heard hurrying footsteps
-passing the cottage, and men's hoarse voices shouting.</p>
-
-<p>"Who goes there?" Salome cried. "Is anything amiss?"</p>
-
-<p>"I hope nothing is wrong," she thought, as she received no answer; "but
-I suppose they are obliged to shout to make themselves heard."</p>
-
-<p>She tried in vain to pierce the darkness.</p>
-
-<p>"If a vessel had been in distress, the crew would fire guns, or send up
-rockets," she reflected.</p>
-
-<p>The rain beat against her face, so she drew back from the window,
-which she shut, and turned her attention to the fire, remembering that
-her father would certainly return drenched to the skin. Suddenly the
-cottage door was flung open, and Margaret Fowler, hatless, and with her
-fair hair hanging around her face, stood before her.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, Salome!" she gasped breathlessly. "Is he here? Have you seen
-Gerald?"</p>
-
-<p>"No, miss. What is wrong?"</p>
-
-<p>"We've lost Gerald, and I thought he might have come here. All the
-servants are looking for him, and Miss Conway too. Oh, what shall we
-do? He went to bed as usual, and was fast asleep at ten o'clock, but
-when Miss Conway peeped into his room half-an-hour ago, to see if the
-storm had disturbed him, his bed was empty. He had dressed, and we
-believe, he must have gone out."</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps he is somewhere hiding in the house," Salome suggested.
-"Surely he would not go out on a night like this."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I think he would. He wanted so much to see a wreck—he seemed
-to have made up his mind there would be one to-night—and he is quite
-fearless."</p>
-
-<p>"I expect he is safe. Oh, how wet you are, Miss Margaret!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and the wind blew away my hat coming down the hill, but no
-matter. Oh, where can Gerald have gone? I believe he must be on the
-beach."</p>
-
-<p>"If he is, father will be sure to notice him and take care of him,"
-Salome said consolingly. "Don't be frightened, miss; I feel sure Master
-Gerald will come to no harm."</p>
-
-<p>"If he does, it will kill mother!" Margaret cried, despairingly. "She
-loves him so dearly. No, I mustn't stay; I must go and find Gerald if I
-can;" and opening the door, she rushed away into the darkness again.</p>
-
-<p>After a few minutes of indecision, Salome put on her jacket, tied a
-shawl around her head, and leaving the cottage door unlocked, hastened
-towards the beach. She had not gone far, however, before she came upon
-a group of fishermen, one of whom was her father. She explained that
-the little boy from Greystone was missing from his home, but no one
-had seen him. Her father was vexed that she had ventured out in such a
-storm, and peremptorily ordered her to return.</p>
-
-<p>"I'll look around an' see if I can find Master Gerald," he said. "But
-he'll come to no harm, I warrant."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!"</p>
-
-<p>It was Margaret who spoke. She had been led in the direction of the
-group by the sound of voices; and clutched Josiah by the arm to steady
-herself, as a fierce gust of wind nearly took her off her feet.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you go back with Salome, miss," he said. "This is no fit place for
-you two little maids. I promise I'll look for Master Gerald, and find
-him, too, if he's hereabouts."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, thank you!" Margaret replied earnestly.</p>
-
-<p>She was really nearly done up with battling against the wind and the
-rain, so she raised no objection to returning with Salome. The little
-girls reached the cottage in safety, and upon entering, found Miss
-Conway in the kitchen. Having knocked in vain at the door, she had
-tried to open it, and finding it unlocked, had gone in; she too had
-thought it possible that Gerald might be there.</p>
-
-<p>"If he's on the beach, father will find him, you may depend upon that,"
-Salome assured her. "And he will bring him straight here. I fear you
-will both catch dreadful colds," and she glanced commiseratingly from
-Margaret to the governess.</p>
-
-<p>"We shan't mind that, so long as Gerald is safe," Margaret returned.
-She was shivering and her teeth were chattering, as much with fright on
-her brother's account as with cold. "Oh, Miss Conway, what shall we do
-if anything has happened to him? Mother will never forgive us if—"</p>
-
-<p>"Dear Margaret, don't be morbid; neither you nor I have been to
-blame," Miss Conway reminded her. "If harm has come to your brother,
-it has been through no fault of ours. Who would imagine that he would
-deliberately get up and dress and steal out of the house unknown to
-anyone? Whatever the result of this mad freak of his proves to be, will
-have been his own doing."</p>
-
-<p>"It is terrible to think what may have happened to him. The wind is
-high enough to blow him into the sea if he is really on the beach. Oh,
-mother will hate the sight of me for ever, if Gerald is drowned!" And
-Margaret burst into tears.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't, dear, don't!" Miss Conway said imploringly.</p>
-
-<p>"You know it is true," Margaret cried passionately. "If I was killed,
-mother would not care—not much; but Gerald is as the apple of her eye."</p>
-
-<p>Before any answer could be made to this, the cottage door opened, and
-Josiah strode into the kitchen, bearing Gerald in his arms. He had
-discovered the little boy crouched in the shelter of a boat which had
-been drawn high up on the beach, out of the reach of the tide.</p>
-
-<p>"There is no wreck," Gerald said disgustedly, as Josiah set him down on
-the floor, "and I'm cold and wet, and should like to go home."</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_15">CHAPTER XV.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Trouble at Greystone.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>FOR once, Gerald had gone too far, as he discovered on the following
-day, when, for punishment, his governess insisted on keeping him
-locked up in his bedroom. In vain, he cried and protested against such
-treatment, Miss Conway was like adamant, and the boy had perforce
-to endure twenty-four hours of solitary confinement with no one to
-speak to, no one to play with, and nothing to do. A more salutary
-mode of punishment could not have been devised; and in consequence,
-Gerald appeared at the breakfast-table on the morning following his
-imprisonment, in a subdued and repentant frame of mind. He said he was
-sorry for his past conduct; but he could not extract a promise from
-either Miss Conway or Margaret that his father should not be informed
-of the anxiety and trouble he had caused the whole household.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret had caught a severe cold on the night of the storm, and spent
-the next few days shivering over the schoolroom fire, too unwell for
-lessons. Gerald's escapade had been a shock to her; she was overwrought
-and languid, and when, on the morning of the day that Mr. and Mrs.
-Fowler were expected home, she began to dress she felt so shaky that
-she went back to bed again.</p>
-
-<p>"Not up yet, Margaret?" asked Miss Conway's voice outside the door,
-half-an-hour later.</p>
-
-<p>"No," was the reply. "I am so sorry, but my cold is very bad, and I
-have such a dreadful headache."</p>
-
-<p>The governess entered the room immediately on hearing this and
-approached the bed. After kissing Margaret with affectionate concern,
-she felt her pulse and declared her to be a little feverish.</p>
-
-<p>"Stay where you are, my dear," she said kindly. "Why, you're shivering.
-Ross shall bring you a hot-water bottle for your feet and light the
-fire; then, I have no doubt, if you lie in bed and nurse your cold, you
-will soon be better."</p>
-
-<p>"I am so vexed, because mother and father are coming home to-night,"
-Margaret sighed.</p>
-
-<p>"I daresay you will be well enough to get up by the evening," Miss
-Conway responded hopefully. "I shall be with Gerald as usual, but
-I shall tell Ross to devote herself to you. If you want me, do not
-hesitate to send for me."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret could eat no breakfast, but she took a few sips of the milk
-Ross brought her a short while later, and afterwards fell into an
-uneasy sleep. The maid, moving about softly, lit the fire and dusted
-the room, then turned her attention to the flushed face on the pillow.</p>
-
-<p>"Poor little thing, she does look poorly," she murmured. "And it's all
-on account of that tiresome child, Master Gerald. 'Tis a shame of the
-mistress to spoil him so; everyone can see but her that she's ruining
-him, allowing him his own way as she does."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret moved restlessly and began to mutter. Ross bent over her,
-and caught the sound of Gerald's name. She laid her cool hand softly
-against the little girl's cheek and felt how it burnt.</p>
-
-<p>"She's very feverish," she thought. "I do hope she isn't going to be
-really ill. A nice home-coming it will be for master, if she is. I
-wonder if the mistress would trouble much?"</p>
-
-<p>Roes moved away to the fireplace, and taking up some sewing-work,
-stitched industriously, every now and again glancing towards the
-restless sleeper.</p>
-
-<p>Suddenly the little girl uttered a shriek and sprang up in bed,
-whereupon Ross dropped her work and hastened to the bedside.</p>
-
-<p>"What is it, dear?" she asked, putting her arms around Margaret's
-quivering form. "You've had a bad dream, I expect—but it was only a
-dream. See, now, don't tremble so, you're perfectly safe with Ross."</p>
-
-<p>"Where's Gerald?" Margaret demanded in a strange, hoarse voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Doing his lessons with Miss Conway."</p>
-
-<p>"Where's Gerald?" the little girl reiterated.</p>
-
-<p>Ross repeated her former answer, but it did not appear to satisfy
-Margaret.</p>
-
-<p>"Let me go and look for him," she said in a tone of distress.</p>
-
-<p>"No, dear; you're not well, you must lie down again."</p>
-
-<p>"You won't let me go!" Margaret struggled a minute in Ross' restraining
-arms, then sank back on the pillow. "I know why you won't let me go,"
-she cried; "he's dead. He's drowned."</p>
-
-<p>"No, no, darling, he's perfectly safe. Dear Miss Margaret, you've been
-dreaming."</p>
-
-<p>"He's drowned!" the little girl insisted. "And who's going to tell
-mother? Oh, it will kill her!"</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Margaret, I solemnly declare Master Gerald's living and well,"
-said Ross, growing more and more concerned. "I wouldn't tell you a
-story, why should I? You're poorly, dear, and you've had a bad dream."</p>
-
-<p>But Margaret wandered on: "Listen to the rain beating against the
-window, and the wind howling. And Gerald is out in it all! If he is on
-the beach, he will be blown into the sea. Look at that great wave! Oh,
-it has carried him away!" and she uttered a heartrending cry.</p>
-
-<p>"It is a lovely day," Ross assured her; "the sun is shining, and the
-sea is quite blue and calm. You've been dreaming about the storm, miss,
-and fancying all sorts of horrors that never happened."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret's blue eyes, wide open, were fixed upon Ross' face, but she
-evidently had not followed what the woman had said, for after a short
-silence she began to mutter distressfully about Gerald again.</p>
-
-<p>Ross was now exceedingly alarmed. She rang the bell, and sent for Miss
-Conway, who, in her turn, tried to pacify the sick child. But Margaret
-paid no more attention to her governess than she had to Ross.</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid she is going to be very ill," Miss Conway said in much
-distress. "All her trouble seems to be about her brother. Fetch him,
-Ross; perhaps the sight of him will satisfy her."</p>
-
-<p>So Gerald was brought to his sister's bedside. He was somewhat
-frightened when told Margaret was ill; but in obedience to Miss Conway,
-he stooped over the bed to kiss her. She, however, pushed him away with
-feverish strength, and covered her eyes with her hand.</p>
-
-<p>"Take him away!" she cried. "What is that strange boy doing here?"</p>
-
-<p>"It's Gerald, dear Margaret," said the governess softly. "Your own
-brother come to show you that he is quite well, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"No, no; Gerald's drowned, I tell you! Oh, what will mother say? She
-loves him so."</p>
-
-<p>At this point, Gerald, realising that there was something very strange
-and unusual about his sister, began to cry, and was hurried out of the
-room.</p>
-
-<p>Thoroughly shocked, Miss Conway sent a groom to N— immediately, to
-fetch a doctor; and within a few hours, the news had spread through
-the village of Yelton that the little girl at Greystone was very ill.
-Mr. Amyatt, as soon as he heard the tidings, considerately invited
-Gerald to spend the remainder of the day at the Vicarage; and Salome
-Petherick arrived at the back door of Greystone in the afternoon to
-make inquiries.</p>
-
-<p>The cook, who had been stewing beef-tea, insisted on Salome's coming
-inside and resting in her easy-chair.</p>
-
-<p>"Mrs. Moyle told me of Miss Margaret's illness," the lame girl said,
-her face expressive of the deepest concern. "I hope it is nothing
-serious?"</p>
-
-<p>"I am afraid it is, my dear," was the grave rejoinder. "It's
-inflammation of the lungs. Dr. Vawdry has been here from N—, and he's
-coming again this evening. He says she's very ill; and if Mr. and Mrs.
-Fowler had not been returning to-night, they'd have been telegraphed
-for. Oh, dear, dear, I do trust the poor child's life may be spared!
-She's not been well for days, not since the night of the storm, when
-Master Gerald led us all such a dance after him. He's the one to be
-blamed for this. For once, I should think the mistress would see that."</p>
-
-<p>And the woman poked the fire viciously, as though the act was a vent
-for her feelings. "She's the nicest, sweetest, little creature I ever
-knew is Miss Margaret," she proceeded, "with always a kind word for
-us servants. Ross says she doesn't recognise anyone; she didn't know
-Master Gerald, and her incessant cry is that he is drowned. If only
-Miss Conway had turned the key in his bedroom door on the night of the
-storm. She kept him locked up the next day, and it broke his rebellious
-spirit—quite. She'd soon get him under subjection if his mother didn't
-pamper him so. Don't you take on, now, about Miss Margaret, my dear;
-maybe she'll get over this attack all right. She's young and healthy,
-and she'll have good nursing, and everything money can buy. I ordered
-some lean, gravy beef the minute I heard she was ill, but the doctor
-won't allow her anything but milk and soda water, so there's plenty of
-strong beef-tea going begging, and you'd better have a cupful. Will you
-have bread with it? Yes. I'm sure it will do you good."</p>
-
-<p>Salome was very glad of some refreshment. She took the beef-tea,
-whilst the cook talked on without waiting for replies; but when she
-rose to go, having learnt all there was to know, her heart was very
-heavy indeed. Her eyes were full of unshed tears as she passed out of
-the Greystone grounds, and commenced her descent of the hill. As she
-went by the church, she wondered if she would ever hear Miss Margaret
-practising on the organ again.</p>
-
-<p>And she was so engrossed with her sorrowful thoughts, that she was
-startled when, on reaching the Vicarage gate, a voice addressed her
-from inside. "Hi, Salome! Where have you been?"</p>
-
-<p>She paused and looked at the speaker, Gerald Fowler, who was peering
-at her laughingly between the bars of the gate. The boy was in high
-spirits at being the Vicar's guest, and he had not been informed that
-his sister was really seriously ill. He had been frightened when
-Margaret had failed to recognise him, but the impression he had then
-received had passed, and he was delighted at having this unexpected
-holiday.</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<figure class="figcenter" id="image005" style="max-width: 25.8125em;">
- <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005">
-</figure>
-<p class="t4">
-<b>"YOU'D BETTER MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS,</b><br>
-<b>SALOME PETHERICK."</b><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>"I've been to Greystone, Master Gerald," Salome returned quietly.</p>
-
-<p>"To see Margaret, I suppose? She's ill, you know."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, and I am so grieved and sorry."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, I expect she'll soon be better!" Gerald remarked confidently.</p>
-
-<p>"I hope so," the lame girl replied dubiously. "But the doctor says she
-has inflammation of the lungs."</p>
-
-<p>"Does that ever kill people, Salome?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, Master Gerald, very often."</p>
-
-<p>"But Margaret won't die, will she? You don't think that, do you?"</p>
-
-<p>"No one can tell—but God. We must ask Him to take care of her. Oh,
-Master Gerald, see what has come of your ill conduct!"</p>
-
-<p>"What do you mean?" he inquired in amazement. "It isn't my fault that
-Margaret's ill."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, indeed it is! If you had not gone down to the beach on the
-night of the storm, she would not have got drenched to the skin and
-have caught such a dreadful cold. Oh, yes, it was your fault!" And
-Salome looked at him severely.</p>
-
-<p>His blue eyes filled with sudden tears, and his rosy cheeks paled as he
-gasped, "Oh, I never thought—I never thought—"</p>
-
-<p>"No, I don't suppose you did, Master Gerald, or if you did, it was
-yourself you thought of and no one else," Salome cried indignantly.
-"You 're the most selfish little boy I know."</p>
-
-<p>"You 're very unkind, and—and nasty."</p>
-
-<p>"I daresay you think I am; but I love Miss Margaret, and I know you've
-been the cause of her illness. I wonder what your mother and father
-will say."</p>
-
-<p>"Mother will say it was not my fault," Gerald declared stoutly. "I
-couldn't tell Margaret would be silly enough to go to look for me; and
-I think you'd better mind your own business, Salome Petherick," he
-concluded.</p>
-
-<p>He was impressed by the lame girl's plain speaking, and put on a show
-of anger to hide the fact.</p>
-
-<p>She shook her head at him gravely, as she turned away from the Vicarage
-gate and went down the hill.</p>
-
-<p>When she reached home, she lit the fire and boiled the kettle for
-tea, and by that time her father had appeared upon the scene, having
-had a good catch of fish. His face grew grave when Salome told him of
-Margaret's illness, and he expressed great regret, for he was grateful
-to the Fowlers for the notice they had taken of his child. And he
-volunteered to go to Greystone later on and inquire for the poor little
-sufferer. This he accordingly did, and brought back the news that
-Dr. Vawdry had visited the patient again, and had declared her to be
-dangerously ill, but that Mr. and Mrs. Fowler had not yet come. The
-carriage had gone to N— to meet them at the railway station, as had
-been arranged, and they were expected very soon now.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't take on so, my dear," said Josiah kindly, as he noticed Salome's
-brown eyes full of tears. "The little maid'll pull through, please
-God. I am grieved about her though—s'pose 'twas you," and he looked at
-his child with great affection as he reflected on the uncertainty of
-life. And because it would please her, and with the laudable desire
-of keeping her from dwelling too much on the thought of Margaret's
-illness, he spent the evening in her company, and that night his
-associates at the "Crab and Cockle" looked for him in vain.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_16">CHAPTER XVI.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Days of Sickness.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>IT was nearly ten o'clock when Mr. and Mrs. Fowler reached Greystone
-that autumn night. Without waiting for assistance, the latter sprang
-out of the carriage and ran into the house, and almost into the arms
-of Miss Conway, who had come down from the sick-room to meet the
-travellers.</p>
-
-<p>"What is this I hear about Margaret?" Mrs. Fowler inquired, excitedly
-clutching the governess by the arm, and scanning her pale countenance
-with anxiety. "I am told she is ill. It is nothing much, I suppose?
-What ails her? A cold?"</p>
-
-<p>"She certainly did catch cold," Miss Conway rejoined in a grave tone,
-looking from Mrs. Fowler to her husband, who had quickly followed her.
-"She has been poorly for several days, but this morning she was taken
-much worse, and I sent immediately for Dr. Vawdry from N—. He has been
-twice during the day, and—and—" this in a faltering voice—"she is very
-ill with inflammation of the lungs. We are poulticing her; Ross is with
-her now, and—and—I'm so very glad you've come!" And, overwrought with
-anxiety, she burst into tears.</p>
-
-<p>"Come into the drawing-room, Miss Conway," Mr. Fowler said kindly. "No,
-my dear," he continued, laying a restraining hand upon his wife who had
-turned to rush upstairs, "let us hear all details about Margaret first
-of all. Besides, you must not allow her to see you looking frightened
-and distressed."</p>
-
-<p>"She would take no notice," Miss Conway said mournfully. "She
-recognises nobody, and is quite delirious. Dr. Vawdry says that need
-not alarm us, though, for it's frequently the case in inflammation of
-the lungs."</p>
-
-<p>"What has caused her illness?" Mrs. Fowler asked, as she followed the
-others into the drawing-room.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Conway wiped away her tears, and in a few minutes was sufficiently
-composed to explain all that had happened. When she had finished her
-story, Mr. Fowler inquired, "Where is Gerald now?"</p>
-
-<p>"In bed and asleep, I am thankful to say," Miss Conway answered. "Mr.
-Amyatt had him at the Vicarage until eight o'clock, when he brought him
-home. He begged me to allow him to sit up to see you, but I insisted on
-his having his supper and going to bed."</p>
-
-<p>"Quite right." Mr. Fowler's face was very stern, and he would not meet
-the glance of his wife's appealing eyes. "We see now the result of
-indulgence," he added emphatically. "Had Gerald been taught obedience
-and consideration for other people, this trouble would never have come
-upon us."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler quailed beneath the mingled reproach and reproof of her
-husband's tone; for once she had no excuse to make for her favourite
-child. She had spent a very pleasant time in London, where she had met
-many old friends, including Mrs. Lute; but she had not been sorry to
-return to Greystone, acknowledging to herself that the quiet, healthful
-life there suited her. With her husband's presence to strengthen her,
-it had not been so very difficult to refuse stimulants when they had
-been offered to her. She was fully conscious of her own weakness now,
-and no longer deceived herself, as she had formerly done, with the
-fallacious idea that a little wine or spirit was good for her.</p>
-
-<p>When she recalled how, during her husband's brief absence from home a
-few weeks previously, she had been tempted from the mere fact of having
-taken one glass of wine to purchase a bottle of brandy, and drink it
-by stealth, she was obliged to confess that total abstinence from all
-intoxicating liquors was the only course for her to adopt to prevent
-the ruin of her happiness, and that of those she loved. At Greystone,
-she felt she was out of temptation's way. The news of her little
-daughter's illness, which had been imparted to her and Mr. Fowler at
-N—, had startled and shocked her immeasurably; and she had begged the
-coachman to drive home as quickly as possible, which he had accordingly
-done.</p>
-
-<p>Margaret was lying in a kind of stupor when her parents entered her
-bedroom, and they were careful not to disturb her. Mr. Fowler saw she
-was very ill, and his heart ached as he bent over her and listened to
-her laboured breathing. Glancing at his wife, he was astonished at the
-expression of her countenance, for, like everyone else, he had never
-thought she had cared for Margaret overmuch. But all the mother's love
-was alive in Mrs. Fowler at that moment, shining in her blue eyes, and
-illuminating her fair face with additional beauty.</p>
-
-<p>Anxious days and nights followed, during which Margaret lay between
-life and death. Her mother constituted herself head nurse, and showed
-wonderful ability in that capacity. Naturally a nervous, excitable
-woman, it was quite wonderful how she put a check upon her feelings,
-and was calm, and capable, and seemingly untiring. It was nothing to
-Margaret, at that time, who was attending to her, for she was utterly
-unconscious, sometimes in a drowsy condition, sometimes murmuring
-distressfully, going over again all that had happened on the night of
-the storm, always with the impression in her mind that Gerald had been
-drowned.</p>
-
-<p>"Who will tell mother?" she demanded again and again in an agony of
-grief. "She loves him so! He is her favourite."</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile Gerald had been taken to task by his father for his conduct
-on the night of the storm. Mr. Fowler took no steps to punish him,
-but he talked to him so seriously, and pointed out to him that he was
-responsible for his sister's illness, that Gerald was reduced to tears,
-and for the first time in his life, on seeking his mother's support and
-sympathy, he found both lacking.</p>
-
-<p>"The blame is all yours," she told him gravely. "What your father has
-said to you is perfectly true."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mother, don't you think Margaret will get well again?" he asked
-with quivering lips, for beneath a veneer of selfishness, he owned an
-affectionate heart, and he was really much attached to his sister.</p>
-
-<p>"Only God knows that," was the solemn reply.</p>
-
-<p>"That's what Salome Petherick says," he remarked tearfully. "She was
-here inquiring for Margaret at the back door this morning. She comes
-every day, and she said all I could do was to pray."</p>
-
-<p>"She was right, Gerald; your sister is in God's hands. The doctor can
-do nothing for her—he has acknowledged that; but oh, my son, pray for
-her! Pray for her!"</p>
-
-<p>The little boy was greatly impressed by the solemnity of his mother's
-tone, and impetuously flinging his arms around her neck, he assured
-her, he would be a better boy for the future, and that he would pray to
-God to make his sister well. He was having a holiday from lessons, for
-Miss Conway was assisting Mrs. Fowler and Ross with the nursing, and so
-he spent most of his time with his father, from whom he had begged and
-obtained forgiveness for his past misbehaviour.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, I forgive you, Gerald," Mr. Fowler had said sadly. "But you see,
-wrongdoing always brings its own punishment," he had added, noting the
-little boy's troubled countenance, and making a shrewd guess as to the
-state of his feelings with regard to Margaret.</p>
-
-<p>The servants crept quietly about the house speaking in hushed tones,
-for the angel of death seemed hovering near; and those who loved
-Margaret Fowler waited and watched unwearyingly. A second doctor from
-Plymouth had visited the patient. But he had agreed with Dr. Vawdry
-that nothing more could be done for her, and that it was merely a
-question of whether or not her strength would hold out and vanquish the
-disease.</p>
-
-<p>At last, the crisis came. And then, the glad news that the little
-sufferer was sleeping quietly and naturally was whispered through the
-house, and spread to the Vicarage, and from thence to the village,
-where Salome Petherick heard the good tidings in Silas Moyle's shop,
-and returned home with a joyful, thankful heart.</p>
-
-<p>The golden, autumn days were passing swiftly now, and there was a sharp
-feeling in the air in the morning, but a few hardy flowers lingered
-in Salome's garden; a big bush fuchsia which grew beneath the kitchen
-window was still in bloom, and the verbena close to the porch had not
-commenced to shed its leaves, whilst the white chrysanthemums which
-flourished year by year in the shelter of the wall which protected the
-garden on the side nearest to the sea were in full flower. The lame
-girl gathered a posy, and took it up to Greystone, where she left it at
-the back door with a request that it might be given to Miss Margaret,
-if she was well enough to receive it. She declined an invitation to
-rest awhile, saying she must hurry home to get her father's tea.</p>
-
-<p>So it came to pass, that when Margaret awoke from her refreshing sleep,
-she was conscious of a delightful perfume, and opening her eyes, they
-rested on a homely nosegay, composed of chrysanthemums, intermingled
-with sprigs of verbena, and drooping fuchsia sprays. The flowers lay on
-the counterpane, but when she tried to put out her hand to reach them,
-she found she could not. Then the bed curtain stirred, and she saw a
-face bending over her—a beautiful face full of love and a great joy.</p>
-
-<p>"Mother," she said weakly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, my dear," was the soft reply. "You have been ill, but you are
-better, and have had such a nice, long sleep. I want you to drink this
-milk and then go to sleep again."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler slipped her arm beneath the pillow, and gently raised the
-little girl's head, whilst she held a cup to her lips. Margaret took a
-few sips of milk, but refused more.</p>
-
-<p>"The flowers," she said, as her mother laid her head down again.</p>
-
-<p>"Salome sent them to you with her love."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler placed the nosegay close to Margaret's hand, and her thin
-fingers fastened around the stems of the flowers, then her tired eyes
-closed, and she slept once more.</p>
-
-<p>From that hour, Margaret commenced to recover. For days, she was too
-weak to move hand or foot—too weak almost to think; but by-and-by, with
-returning strength, she began to notice more what was going on around
-her. The tormenting thought that Gerald was dead had left her entirely,
-and she was conscious that it had been her mother who had nursed her so
-tenderly all along, and not a figure of her imagination as she had at
-first thought.</p>
-
-<p>She watched Mrs. Fowler with an inquiring expression which that lady
-failed to interpret, but which made her both anxious and uneasy. It
-was as though Margaret wondered at her solicitude, and was trying to
-find a reason for it. And as the little girl grew better, it was quite
-apparent that she preferred to have Miss Conway or Ross in attendance
-upon her to Mrs. Fowler. It was always—"Don't trouble, mother, Ross
-will do it," or "Miss Conway will read to me, I know." Till, deeply
-hurt, Mrs. Fowler made up her mind that she had for ever destroyed her
-little daughter's affection. And once Margaret had loved her so dearly,
-too!</p>
-
-<p>On the first occasion on which the patient was allowed to sit out in a
-chair by the fire, Mrs. Fowler wrapped her in a dressing-gown made of
-quilted silk which she had brought home for her from London. Margaret
-expressed great pleasure in the pretty garment, and called everyone's
-attention to it. Her father sat with her for a short while, and Gerald,
-at his earnest request, was permitted ten minutes of her society.</p>
-
-<p>"How white you look!" the latter exclaimed, regarding her with awe.
-"And your eyes are so big! But you're heaps better, aren't you,
-Margaret?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes!" she answered, smiling brightly.</p>
-
-<p>"That's right. I prayed to God to make you well, and so did everyone, I
-think."</p>
-
-<p>"That was very kind of everyone," Margaret murmured, much touched.</p>
-
-<p>"Josiah Petherick's drunk nearly every night now," Gerald next informed
-his sister. "I heard Mr. Amyatt tell father so."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, dear!" cried Margaret in much distress. "Poor Salome!" At that
-moment, she caught her mother's eyes, and the sensitive colour flooded
-her face from chin to brow. Noticing the painful blush, Mrs. Fowler
-turned away, and walking to the window, gazed out unseeingly, her mind
-a tumult of conflicting thoughts.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, Gerald chattered on, passing from Josiah to other of the
-villagers, until Mrs. Fowler, suddenly remembering that Margaret must
-not be allowed to overtire herself, interrupted the conversation, and
-sent the little boy away, promising he should come and sit with his
-sister again to-morrow.</p>
-
-<p>"Remember to give my love to Salome the next time you see her,"
-Margaret said. "Tell her, I hope we shall meet again soon."</p>
-
-<p>Then, as the door shut on her brother, she sighed, and her mother
-guessed aright by the sad expression of her face that her thoughts were
-troubled ones and anything but conducive to peace of mind.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_17">CHAPTER XVII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>The Shadow Lifted.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>NOVEMBER was an unusually mild month that year, so that Margaret,
-during her convalescence, was enabled to take long drives without any
-risk of catching cold. On one occasion, Salome Petherick was invited
-to accompany her and Mrs. Fowler when they drove to N—. And it was
-pleasant to see how the lame girl's countenance shone with happiness
-as, forgetful of her worries for the time, she enjoyed the novelty of
-viewing hitherto unknown scenery, for she had never been beyond walking
-distance of Yelton before.</p>
-
-<p>"It was quite pathetic to watch the varying expressions on the poor
-little thing's face," Mrs. Fowler confided to her husband afterwards.
-"She shall accompany us again, if all's well. Have you noticed how she
-has changed lately? The first time I saw her, she had such a pretty
-brown complexion, and now she is so pale, and her eyes so big and
-hollow. I wonder what ails the child."</p>
-
-<p>"Privation and trouble, I'm afraid, judging from what I hear," Mr.
-Fowler responded gravely. "She is badly fed, works hard, and is always
-grieving on her father's account."</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed. She was deeply interested in Salome, but there
-seemed little she could do for her. The idea crossed her mind that she
-might remonstrate with Josiah concerning his treatment of his little
-daughter, but she shrank sensitively from doing so.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, there was little fishing being done at Yelton during those
-mild November days, when the ocean was as smooth as a duck pond, and
-there was not a breath of wind blowing, so that Josiah and his boon
-companions had plenty of time on their hands. The "Crab and Cockle" had
-most of their society, and their homes suffered in consequence.</p>
-
-<p>One night, after the inn was closed and most of the inhabitants of
-Yelton had gone to rest, the alarming cry of "Fire!" was heard. And
-men, women, and children dressed with all speed, and rushed out of
-doors exclaiming, questioning, and running against each other in their
-excitement and hurry.</p>
-
-<p>"Fire! Fire! Oh, help; for mercy's sake, help my father!"</p>
-
-<p>It was the lame girl who had raised the alarm, and who now stood
-outside Silas Moyle's shop, her face livid with terror. She managed
-somehow to explain that it was her home that was on fire, and that her
-father, on his return from the "Crab and Cockle," had clutched at the
-table-cloth which had covered the kitchen table, and had thus upset the
-lamp and caused the conflagration.</p>
-
-<p>On hearing this, there was a general rush in the direction of the
-Pethericks' cottage, but Silas Moyle, who had now arrived upon the
-scene, insisted upon Salome's staying with his wife, and lingered to
-inquire what had become of Josiah.</p>
-
-<p>"He's at home," Salome wailed. "I couldn't get him to leave; he was
-pouring buckets of water on the fire; but oh! He couldn't put it out,
-it was spreading terribly. Please, Mr. Moyle, do go and see that he's
-all right. He isn't sober, and oh, I'm so afraid for him."</p>
-
-<p>"There, there, don't you take on," said Mrs. Moyle, kindly. "Silas'll
-see to Josiah. Come you in, my dear," and the good woman led Salome
-into the parlour behind the shop and placed her in an easy-chair.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, willing hands were helping Josiah in his attempts to put out
-the fire. But assistance proved of no avail, and in less than two hours
-the Pethericks' cottage was actually gutted, and all their possessions
-had been burnt. It had been impossible to save anything, for the
-woodwork of the cottage being old, and the roof of thatch, the flames
-had spread with great rapidity. Daybreak found Josiah, sober enough
-now, staring disconsolately at the four stone walls which was the only
-portion of his home that was left intact. He was feeling inexpressibly
-shocked, for his furniture was not insured, and he realised that he
-and his little daughter had nothing in the world but the clothes they
-were wearing. What was he to do? He could not tell, and he groaned in
-despair, as he looked at the smoking ruins, and the erstwhile trim
-garden, now spoilt by the trampling of many feet.</p>
-
-<p>"This is a bad business, Petherick."</p>
-
-<p>Turning at the sound of a voice addressing him, he saw Mr. Amyatt. The
-Vicar had been there some time, but Josiah had not noticed him amongst
-the rest.</p>
-
-<p>"Ay," was the gloomy response. "I'm ruined—that's what I am."</p>
-
-<p>"I daresay your landlord will rebuild the cottage, for no doubt it is
-insured."</p>
-
-<p>"What's the good of a cottage without furniture?" Josiah demanded
-almost fiercely. "Salome's homeless, an' through me. I ought to be
-thrashed."</p>
-
-<p>"Salome can bide with my missus," Silas Moyle interposed at that point.
-"She's a handy maid, and can make herself useful, an' you'll be able
-to get a lodging somewhere, Josiah, for the time; but you'd best come
-along with me now, an' get a bit of breakfast."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah hesitated. He was very grateful to the baker for his kindness,
-but he dreaded the meeting with Salome. He felt more ashamed of himself
-than he had ever done in his life before, and as he turned his back on
-the smoking ruins, he pictured the pretty, thatched cottage of which
-he had been so proud once upon a time. There he had brought his young
-bride, there Salome had been born, and his happy married life had been
-spent, and there his wife had died. Josiah rubbed his hard, brown hand
-across his eyes as memory was busy with him.</p>
-
-<p>"Come," said Silas, "pull yourself together, man. Let's go and get some
-breakfast. Your little maid's wanting you, I'll warrant."</p>
-
-<p>Such proved to be the case. For the minute Salome saw her father, she
-threw herself into his arms, and whispered how thankful she was that he
-was safe, and that nothing mattered besides—nothing.</p>
-
-<p>The first person to convey the news of the fire to Greystone was
-the postman, and great was the excitement when it became known that
-the Pethericks' cottage had been burnt down. Mr. Fowler started off
-immediately, with Gerald, to learn all particulars, and, in the
-afternoon, Mrs. Fowler, at Margaret's earnest request, went to see
-Salome. She found the little girl in better spirits than she had
-anticipated, though her brown eyes grew very wistful when she talked of
-her late home.</p>
-
-<p>"All my plants are trampled into the ground," she said, "but, never
-mind, father's safe, and that's the chief thing. I was so afraid for
-him."</p>
-
-<p>"And so you are to remain here?" Mrs. Fowler questioned, glancing
-around Mrs. Moyle's little parlour, which was a picture of neatness and
-cleanliness.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, ma'am, for the time. Mrs. Moyle has kindly asked me to stay."</p>
-
-<p>"And your father?"</p>
-
-<p>"He's going to find out if our landlord will rebuild the cottage, and
-if so, father will get a lodging somewhere in the village. The worst
-of it is, all our furniture is burnt; but father says he'll be able to
-replace it by degrees, he hopes."</p>
-
-<p>After leaving Salome, Mrs. Fowler thought she would like to see the
-ruined cottage, so she turned her footsteps in that direction, and
-found Josiah leaning over the garden gate in conversation with the
-Vicar. The former would have moved away on her approach, but she
-stopped him, and explained that she had been to visit his little
-daughter.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm so sorry for you both," she told him kindly. "It is terrible to be
-burnt out of house and home."</p>
-
-<p>"It was my doing," Josiah confessed. "Maybe you've heard how it
-happened?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," she admitted, "you caught hold of the table-cloth, and pulled
-over the lamp, did you not?"</p>
-
-<p>The fisherman nodded, whilst the Vicar regarded him attentively.</p>
-
-<p>"I've been talking to Petherick very seriously," the latter said. "And
-have been trying to induce him to become a teetotaler and sign the
-pledge. I do earnestly entreat you, Petherick, to take warning by last
-night's work."</p>
-
-<p>"Why won't you take the pledge?" Mrs. Fowler asked, her fair face
-alternately paling and flushing. "I am sure it would be for your
-happiness and well-being if you did. And you should consider Salome.
-Oh, drink is a terrible curse! It kills all one's best qualities, and
-ruins one's self-respect."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm ashamed of myself," Josiah acknowledged, "but think how folks
-would laugh if I took the pledge. I'll be a teetotaler if I can; but
-no, I won't pledge myself to it."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, don't say that!" Mrs. Fowler cried imploringly. "Think the matter
-over. I believe if you took the pledge, you would keep it, for I am
-sure you are a man of your word."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah's face expressed irresolution. He had solemnly vowed to himself
-that he would never touch intoxicating liquors again, so deeply had the
-past night affected him, but he hated the idea of taking the pledge,
-whilst Mr. Amyatt realised that his so doing would be the only thing
-which would hold him to his determination to abstain from drink.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going to give up drink," Josiah declared decidedly, at length,
-"but I won't take the pledge. I understand everyone's a teetotaler at
-Greystone," he continued, as Mrs. Fowler was about to speak again,
-"but, excuse me, ma'am, I don't suppose you've signed the pledge, have
-you?"</p>
-
-<p>"No," Mrs. Fowler acknowledged, "I have not."</p>
-
-<p>Josiah was silent. He was evidently thinking, "Then, why should I?"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler was silent too, and Mr. Amyatt regarded her a trifle
-curiously, for he saw she was struggling with some strong emotion.
-Presently she said very quietly, "I have made up my mind. I will
-certainly take the pledge."</p>
-
-<p>"You!" Josiah exclaimed in amazement. "You, ma'am!"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Mrs. Fowler rejoined, "it is the right thing for me to do, and
-you must do the same. Why should you object if I do not?"</p>
-
-<p>"You must give in now, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said quickly, "if Mrs.
-Fowler is ready to do this for your sake—"</p>
-
-<p>"I will do it for his sake, and for my own, and for the sake of all
-those we love," she interposed. "Oh, think of Salome!" she said
-earnestly to Josiah. "You have brought her untold trouble, and have
-made her homeless all through drink. Look at this ruined cottage, and
-reflect that but for the kindness of the Moyles, your child would be
-without shelter and food. How can you hesitate?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't, ma'am."</p>
-
-<p>"Then, if I take the pledge, will you?" Mrs. Fowler inquired eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Josiah answered, "I don't see that I can say 'no' to that."</p>
-
-<p>An hour later, Mrs. Fowler entered the drawing-room at Greystone, where
-her little daughter was seated alone near the fire, reading. Margaret
-put down her book, whilst her mother, who had removed her walking
-garments, sank rather wearily into an easy-chair.</p>
-
-<p>"I have been talking to your father, my dear," Mrs. Fowler said with
-a smile. "I suppose, like him, you want to hear about Salome first of
-all," and she proceeded to give an account of her interview with the
-lame girl, and to explain the arrangement that had been made for her to
-remain with the Moyles for the present.</p>
-
-<p>"And did her father really set the cottage on fire?" Margaret inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. He was intoxicated, and pulled off the lamp in clutching at the
-table-cloth. It is fortunate neither he nor Salome was burnt. My dear,
-I have a piece of news for you."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes?" Margaret said, interrogatively, as Mrs. Fowler paused.</p>
-
-<p>"Josiah Petherick has consented to take the pledge, and I am going to
-take the pledge too!"</p>
-
-<p>"Mother!"</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler gave a brief account of her interview with the fisherman
-and Mr. Amyatt, to which her little daughter listened with breathless
-interest. When she had ceased speaking, Margaret went to her side and
-kissed her.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, child!" cried Mrs. Fowler, encircling the slender form with her
-arms. "Do you really care for me? I thought I had for ever forfeited
-your love and respect. My dear, I never properly valued your affection
-until I feared I had lost it. I have been a selfish mother, but, please
-God, I'll be different in the future. When I faced the possibility of
-losing you, it nearly broke my heart."</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, mother! And I feared you did not like to have me with you! I
-thought—"</p>
-
-<p>"Was that why you shrank from me? Margaret—" and Mrs. Fowler spoke very
-impressively. "There has been a black shadow over my life for a long,
-long time. It stood between me and your father, between you and me, and
-even between my soul and God. I believe, and pray that it is gone."</p>
-
-<p>The little girl pressed her lips again to her mother's cheek, and
-though she made no reply, that gentle kiss, so tenderly and lovingly
-given, was the seal of a better understanding between these two who had
-been slowly drifting apart. And neither was likely to doubt the other's
-affection again.</p>
-
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<h3><a id="Chapter_18">CHAPTER XVIII.</a></h3>
-
-<p class="t3">
-<em>Happier Days.</em><br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>ONCE more, it was summer time. Eight months had elapsed since the night
-when the Pethericks' home had been destroyed by fire. And in the place
-of the old thatched dwelling, a modern red-brick cottage had been
-built, which, though certainly not so picturesque as the former one,
-was very comfortable, and possessed a bow window to its little parlour,
-which was the envy and admiration of all the villagers. Already young
-ivy plants had been placed against the bare, red walls; and the garden
-had been coaxed into good order, and was now making a fine show with
-its summer flowers.</p>
-
-<p>The cottage was barely furnished, for though to the amazement of all
-Yelton, Josiah had become a pledged teetotaler, and had in very truth
-turned over a new leaf, he had not been able to earn much money during
-the winter months. And when the new home had been completed a fortnight
-previously, he had only been in a position to purchase a few cheap
-articles of furniture which were absolute necessaries, such as beds,
-and cooking utensils.</p>
-
-<p>One beautiful June evening, Salome sat inside the bow window from which
-there was an uninterrupted view of the beach, and the wide expanse
-of sea, her busy fingers knitting as usual, her fresh, sweet voice
-trilling a merry song. She was blissfully happy, for at that moment
-she had not a care in the world. Her father, now he had really given
-up drink, was kind and considerate as he had been in her mother's
-lifetime, and was doing all he possibly could to make up to her for the
-sorrow he had caused her in the past.</p>
-
-<p>God had been good to her, she told herself, for He had answered her
-earnest prayers on her father's behalf. And her love and patience, so
-often sorely tried, had not been in vain.</p>
-
-<p>A step on the gravel path caused Salome to raise her eyes from her
-work, and her face lit up with a glad, welcoming smile as she saw
-Margaret Fowler coming to the door.</p>
-
-<p>"Don't get up," Margaret called to her, "I'll let myself in, if I
-may," and a minute later she entered the room, her fair countenance
-aglow with health and happiness. She seated herself in the bow
-window opposite to Salome, and glanced around the bare, little
-parlour with smiling eyes undimmed by any shadow of trouble now.
-"I've been practising the organ," she said. "Mother and father have
-been listening, and criticising my performance. They both think I've
-improved wonderfully of late."</p>
-
-<p>"Indeed you have, Miss Margaret," Salome agreed heartily.</p>
-
-<p>"Mother and father have gone home; but I thought I would like a chat
-with you. I like this bow window, don't you?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes, miss; it makes the room so light and airy. I'm afraid the place
-looks very bare, though, with no carpet, and no furniture but that deal
-table and these two chairs."</p>
-
-<p>"Never mind. I daresay you'll add to your stock of furniture later on."</p>
-
-<p>"That's what father says. We must try to pick things together gradually
-again. People have been so kind to us, you can't imagine how kind. Mrs.
-Moyle gave us her old dinner set, and some odd cups and plates; and Mr.
-Amyatt's housekeeper sent down some bedding from the Vicarage—of course
-Mr. Amyatt must have told her to do so. Then your dear mother, miss!
-See what she has done for us. Why, she made us a present of the very
-chairs we're sitting on, and—"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes, I know!" Margaret interposed. "I think there's little mother
-wouldn't do for you, Salome."</p>
-
-<p>"But the best thing she ever did, was when she induced father to take
-the pledge. I am sure he would never have done so, if she had not set
-him the example. Oh, miss, I believe he regretted it, at first; but
-now, I'm certain, in his heart, he knows it has been his salvation. He
-isn't like the same man he was a year ago. Look at him now," pointing
-to a stalwart figure seated on the beach bending over a fishing net.
-"Last summer, you wouldn't have found him content to mind his business
-like that, he'd have been at the 'Crab and Cockle' drinking. I little
-thought when I heard Greystone was taken, what kind friends you all
-would be to father and me."</p>
-
-<p>"And I little thought when I first saw you leaning over the garden
-gate, Salome, how much you would do for me."</p>
-
-<p>"I!" cried the lame girl, opening her dark eyes wide in astonishment.
-"Why, I've done nothing, I've had no opportunity—"</p>
-
-<p>"Ah, you don't know all! I've learnt a great deal from you, I have
-indeed, though you mayn't know it—a great deal besides knitting,"
-Margaret said with a smile. "It was you who taught me, by your
-self-sacrificing love for your father, what love ought to be—faithful
-and long-suffering. That was a lesson I never learnt till I met you."</p>
-
-<p>Salome looked earnestly at her companion's expressive face, and was
-emboldened to put a question that had trembled on her lips many times
-of late:</p>
-
-<p>"That trouble you spoke to me about, Miss Margaret—is it gone?"</p>
-
-<p>Margaret nodded in silence.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm so glad," said Salome, simply.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you remember Mrs. Lute, the lady who stayed with us at Greystone
-last summer?" Margaret questioned presently. "Yes. Well, we are
-expecting her to visit us again. And mother says she hopes your father
-will be able to take us out boating frequently, because Mrs. Lute is
-so fond of being on the water. And mother feels safer with your father
-than with anyone else, because he knows the coast so well. You know,
-mother is still a little nervous at times."</p>
-
-<p>"But she is wonderfully better, isn't she?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, yes. Look! Surely I see Miss Conway and Gerald talking to your
-father on the beach. When they pass here, I'll join them, and we can
-walk home together."</p>
-
-<p>"How Master Gerald does grow!" Salome exclaimed. "And he has so
-improved too! That's come about since your illness last autumn, miss.
-He was in a terrible state of distress then."</p>
-
-<p>"So mother has since told me," Margaret replied. "Yes, he has improved;
-he's much more obedient than he used to be; Miss Conway was saying,
-only this morning, how little trouble she has with him now."</p>
-
-<p>The truth was, Mrs. Fowler had come to understand that her foolish
-indulgence had been likely to ruin her little son. And though she
-loved him no less, she wielded a firmer sway over him, and upheld
-his governess' discipline. With the result that he was a much more
-contented little boy than he had been, when he had had his own way. He
-still sometimes gave way to exhibitions of violent temper, but he was
-growing ashamed of these paroxysms, and they were becoming less and
-less frequent.</p>
-
-<p>When Miss Conway and Gerald left the beach, Margaret said good-bye to
-Salome, and joined the governess and her charge as they were passing
-the cottage.</p>
-
-<p>"We've been talking to Josiah Petherick," the little boy informed his
-sister, "and I've been telling him that Mrs. Lute's coming. Do you
-know, Margaret, that Josiah is going to be in the choir?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. Salome did not tell me; but I left her rather hurriedly when I saw
-you coming. I know he used to be in the choir before—"</p>
-
-<p>"Before he took to drink," said Gerald, finishing the sentence as she
-paused in hesitation. "Well, he doesn't drink now; wasn't it a good
-thing he gave it up? I like Josiah, he's so brave, and he knows such a
-lot about the sea, and ships."</p>
-
-<p>They had left the village, and were ascending the hill towards
-Greystone, now and again pausing, to look back the way they had come.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think the Pethericks' new cottage is half so pretty as their
-old one, do you, Miss Conway?" Gerald asked, appealing to the governess.</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps not—in spite of the bow window," she replied. "But the colour
-of the bricks will tone down with time."</p>
-
-<p>"Salome is very contented," remarked Margaret, "but then she would be
-that anywhere, I believe. She is wonderfully happy, and looks so well."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes," Miss Conway agreed, "a regular nut-brown maid; and, last autumn,
-she was such a pale, little soul. Mrs. Moyle was telling me yesterday
-how much she misses her. The Moyles have been good friends to the
-Pethericks."</p>
-
-<p>Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were seated beneath the lilac tree when the
-children and the governess entered the grounds. Gerald was the first
-to spy his parents; and he raced across the lawn to them; and informed
-them that he had told Josiah of their expected guest, and had bidden
-him clean his boat in readiness for use.</p>
-
-<p>When Mrs. Lute arrived on the morrow, she was agreeably surprised
-to note the improvement in Mrs. Fowler's health, and complimented
-her upon her "Cornish roses," as she called the bright colour in her
-friend's cheeks, whilst Margaret listened with secret satisfaction and
-happiness, and meeting her father's eyes, saw that he was delighted,
-too.</p>
-
-<p>Mrs. Fowler was no longer the neurotic, dissatisfied invalid who had
-been brought to Greystone almost against her will; but a bright,
-companionable woman, taking a lively interest in her household, and
-anxious for the welfare of those she loved. She and her little daughter
-had been drawn very closely together during the past few months; and
-they had discovered that they had many interests in common. Both were
-devoted to music, and Mrs. Fowler had of late fallen into the habit of
-accompanying Margaret to the church to hear her practise on the organ;
-and there, often, Salome would join them, and sing at the earnest
-request of the others her favourite hymn.</p>
-
-<p><br></p>
-
-<p>It was Gerald who, when the family at Greystone was at breakfast on the
-morning after Mrs. Lute's arrival, began to talk of Josiah Petherick.
-Mrs. Lute had not heard the exciting story of the fire, and the little
-boy told it with considerable gusto, afterwards explaining what the new
-cottage was like.</p>
-
-<p>"You have missed the chief point of the story, Gerald," his father
-said, when at length the tale was brought to a conclusion.</p>
-
-<p>"Have I, father?"</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. You have not told how being burnt out of house and home affected
-Josiah." He turned to Mrs. Lute as he added: "The man has not touched a
-drop of any kind of intoxicating liquor since."</p>
-
-<p>"Well done!" she exclaimed heartily. "That is news worth hearing. I
-have so often wondered this past winter how those Pethericks were
-getting on. The sad, pale face of that lame girl haunted my memory for
-many a day. And, do you know, when I got home, I thought so much of the
-many discussions we had had upon the drink question, with the result
-that I came to the conclusion that I had been wrong all along. And that
-because I only took stimulants sparingly myself, I had no right to put
-temptation in the way of others; and so, I've banished intoxicating
-liquors from my house altogether. What do you say to that?"</p>
-
-<p>There was a murmur of surprise mingled with commendation, and everyone
-agreed that Mrs. Lute had done well. Certain it was that she had acted
-from the best possible motive—consideration for her fellow-creatures.
-She was one of the kindest of women; and the thought that she might do
-harm to a weaker brother or sister by allowing stimulants to be used
-in her household had never crossed her mind, until she had visited at
-Greystone, and the master of the house had unfolded his new principles
-to her. Thinking the matter over quietly afterwards, she had seen that
-he was right.</p>
-
-<p>And now it is time for us to say good-bye to this little village by the
-Cornish sea. But we will linger a moment to take a farewell glimpse
-of those whose lives we have followed for one short year as they are
-gathered together one Sunday evening in the old grey church. The
-Vicar has finished his sermon, and has given out the hymn with which
-the service will be brought to a close, and in another minute the
-congregation is singing "Abide with me."</p>
-
-<p>Margaret, from her position by her mother's side, can easily
-distinguish Salome's clear, bird-like notes, and Josiah Petherick's
-deep, bass voice; and as she joins in the well-known hymn, her soul
-rises to the throne of God in a fervent prayer of thanksgiving and joy.
-The church is growing dim and shadowy in the evening light; but the
-black shadow that threatened to ruin the happiness of two homes has
-fled; and there is no cloud on Margaret Fowler's fair face, whilst the
-lame girl's voice has a ring of triumph in its tone as she sings the
-concluding words of the beautiful hymn—</p>
-
-<p class="poem">
-<br>
-"Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;<br>
- In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."<br>
-</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
-
-<p>PRINTED IN GREAT BRITAIN BY THE WHITEFRIARS PRESS, LTD.;</p>
-<p>LONDON AND TONBRIDGE.</p>
-
-<p><br><br><br></p>
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STOOKE</em><br> +<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +<em>AUTHOR OF</em><br> +<em>"MOUSIE; OR, COUSIN ROBERT'S TREASURE,"</em><br> +<em>"A LITTLE TOWN MOUSE," "SIR RICHARD'S GRANDSON,"</em><br> +<em>"LITTLE MAID MARIGOLD." ETC.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>WITH FOUR ILLUSTRATIONS</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +LONDON<br> +</p> + +<p class="t3"> +S. W. PARTRIDGE & CO., LTD.<br> +</p> + +<p class="t4"> +E.C. 4.<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t4"> +Made in Great Britain<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t3b"> +CONTENTS.<br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>CHAPTER</p> +<p><br></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_1">I. SALOME'S TROUBLE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_2">II. NEW ACQUAINTANCES</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_3">III. THE FOWLERS AT HOME</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_4">IV. "ABIDE WITH ME"</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_5">V. SALOME'S HUMILIATION</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_6">VI. PERFECTLY HAPPY</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_7">VII. AN AFTERNOON'S OUTING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_8">VIII. AN AWFUL THING</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_9">IX. THE BLOW FALLS</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_10">X. MR. FOWLER'S RETURN</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_11">XI. JOSIAH AT HIS WORST</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_12">XII. A BRIEF REPENTANCE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_13">XIII. MRS. FOWLER AND SALOME</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_14">XIV. A STORMY NIGHT</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_15">XV. TROUBLE AT GREYSTONE</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_16">XVI. DAYS OF SICKNESS</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_17">XVII. THE SHADOW LIFTED</a></p> + +<p><a href="#Chapter_18">XVIII. HAPPIER DAYS</a></p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p class="t2"> +<em>Salome's Burden.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_1">CHAPTER I.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Salome's Trouble.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was summer time. The day had been oppressively hot; but now, as the +sun disappeared like a ball of fire beyond the broad Atlantic, a cool +breeze sprang up, and the inhabitants of the fishing village of Yelton +came to their cottage doors and gossiped with each other, as they +enjoyed the fresh evening air.</p> + +<p>Yelton was a small, straggling village on the north coast of Cornwall. +It owned but two houses of importance—the Vicarage, a roomy old +dwelling, which stood in its own grounds close to the church; and +"Greystone," a substantial modern residence on a slight eminence +beyond the village, overlooking the sea. The fishermen's cottages were +thatched, and picturesque in appearance, having little gardens in front +where hardy flowers flourished; these gardens were a-bloom with roses +and carnations on this peaceful June evening, and the showiest of them +all was one which, though nearer the sea than the others, yet presented +the neatest appearance of the lot. This was Salome Petherick's garden, +and Salome was a cripple girl of fourteen, who lived with her father, +Josiah Petherick, in the cottage at the end of the village, close to +the sea.</p> + +<p>Salome had been lame from birth, and could not walk at all without her +crutches; with their help, however, she could move about nimbly enough. +Many a happy hour did she spend in her garden whilst Josiah was out in +his fishing boat. She was contented then, as she always was when her +father was on the broad sea, for she felt he was in God's keeping, and +away from the drink, which, alas! was becoming the curse of his life. +Josiah Petherick was a brave man physically, but he was a moral coward. +He would risk his life at any hour—indeed, he had often done so—for +the sake of a fellow-creature in peril. He was fearless on the sea, +though it had robbed him of relations and friends in the past, and if +help was wanted for any dangerous enterprise, he was always the first +to be called upon; but, nevertheless, there was no greater coward in +Yelton, than Josiah Petherick on occasions. He had lost his wife, to +whom he had been much attached, five years previously; and, left alone +with his only child, poor little lame Salome, who had been anything but +a congenial companion for him, he had sought amusement for his leisure +hours at the "Crab and Cockle," as the village inn was called, and +there had acquired the habit of drinking to excess.</p> + +<p>As Salome stood leaning on her crutches at the garden gate on this +beautiful summer evening, her face wore a very serious expression, +for she knew her father was at the "Crab and Cockle," and longed for, +yet dreaded, his return. She was a small, slight girl, brown-haired +and brown-eyed, with a clear, brunette complexion, which was somewhat +sun-burnt, for she spent most of her spare time in the open air. Having +passed the requisite standard, she had left school, and now did all +the work of her father's cottage unaided, besides attending to her +flowers; and Josiah Petherick was wont to declare that no man in Yelton +had a more capable housekeeper. The neighbours marvelled that it was +so, for they had not thought the lame girl, who had been decidedly +cross-grained and selfish during her mother's lifetime, would grow up +so helpful; but Mrs. Petherick's death had wrought a great change in +Salome, who had promised faithfully "to look after poor father" in the +years to come. Salome had endeavoured to be as good as her word; but +her influence over her father had not proved strong enough to keep him +in the straight path; and many an evening saw him ramble home from the +"Crab and Cockle" in a condition of helpless intoxication.</p> + +<p>"Enjoying the cool breeze, Salome?"</p> + +<p>Salome, whose wistful, brown eyes had been turned in the direction +of a row of cottages at some distance, outside one of which hung a +sign-board representing on its varnished surface a gigantic crab and +a minute cockle, started at the sound of a voice addressing her, but +smiled brightly as she saw Mr. Amyatt, the vicar of the parish. He was +an elderly man, with iron-grey hair, stooping shoulders, and a thin, +clean-shaven face.</p> + +<p>Ten years previously, he had accepted the living of Yelton, when, +broken down in health, he had been forced to resign his arduous +duties in the large manufacturing town where he had laboured long and +faithfully. And the fisher-folk had grown to love and respect him, +though he never overlooked their failings or hesitated to reprove their +faults.</p> + +<p>"I am waiting for father," Salome answered frankly. "His supper is +ready for him, and I am afraid it will spoil if he does not come soon. +It is a beautiful evening, is it not, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Very beautiful. I have been on the beach for the last two hours. How +well your carnations are doing, Salome. Ah, they always flourish best +by the sea."</p> + +<p>"Please let me give you some," the little girl said eagerly. "Oh, I +don't mind picking them in the least. I should like you to have them." +And moving about with agility on her crutches, she gathered some of the +choicest blooms and presented them to Mr. Amyatt.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Salome. They are lovely. I have none to be compared to them +in the Vicarage gardens. You are a born gardener. But what is amiss, +child?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, sir; at least, nothing more than usual. I am anxious about +father." She paused for a moment, a painful blush spreading over her +face, then continued, "He spends more time than ever at the 'Crab and +Cockle;' he's rarely home of an evening now, and when he returns, he's +sometimes so—so violent! He used not to be that."</p> + +<p>The Vicar looked grave and sorry, He pondered the situation in silence +for a few minutes ere he responded, "You must have patience, Salome; +and do not reproach him, my dear. Reproaches never do any good, and +it's worse than useless remonstrating with a man who is not sober."</p> + +<p>"But what can I do, sir?" she cried distressfully. "Oh, you cannot +imagine what a trouble it is to me!"</p> + +<p>"I think I can; but you must not lose heart. Prayer and patience work +wonders. Ask God to show your father his sin in its true light—"</p> + +<p>"I have asked Him so often," Salome interposed, "and father gets worse +instead of better. It's not as though he had an unhappy home. Oh, Mr. +Amyatt, it's so dreadful for me! I never have a moment's peace of mind +unless I know father is out fishing. He isn't a bad father, he doesn't +mean to be unkind; but when he's been drinking, he doesn't mind what he +says or does."</p> + +<p>"Poor child," said the Vicar softly, glancing at her with great +compassion.</p> + +<p>"Do you think, if you spoke to him—" Salome began in a hesitating +manner.</p> + +<p>"I have already done so several times; but though he listened to +me respectfully, I saw my words made no impression on him. I will, +however, try to find a favourable opportunity for remonstrating with +him again. Cheer up, my dear child. You have a very heavy cross to +bear, but you have not to carry it alone, you know. God will help you, +if you will let Him."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Salome agreed, her face brightening. "I try to remember that, +but, though indeed I do love God, sometimes He seems so far away."</p> + +<p>"He is ever near, Salome. 'The eternal God is thy refuge, and +underneath are the everlasting arms.' The everlasting arms are of +unfailing strength and tenderness. See! Is not that your father coming?"</p> + +<p>Salome assented, and watched the approaching figure with anxious +scrutiny.</p> + +<p>Josiah Petherick was a tall, strong man, in the prime of life, a +picture of robust health and strength; he was brown-haired and +brown-eyed, like his daughter, and his complexion was tanned to a fine +brick-red hue. He liked the Vicar, though he considered him rather +too quick in interfering in other people's affairs, so he smiled +good-humouredly when he found him with Salome at the garden gate.</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Petherick," said Mr. Amyatt briskly, his keen eyes +noticing that, though Josiah had doubtless been drinking, he was very +far from being intoxicated at present; "you perceive I've been robbing +your garden," and he held up the carnation blooms.</p> + +<p>"'Tis my little maid's garden, sir," was the response, "an' I know well +you're welcome to take what flowers you please. What a hot day it's +been, to be sure!"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but pleasanter out of doors than in the bar of the 'Crab and +Cockle,' I expect," Mr. Amyatt answered meaningly.</p> + +<p>"'Tis thirsty weather," Josiah said with a smile; "don't you find it +so, sir?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed I do! But I don't take beer to quench my thirst. Beer's +heating, and makes you hotter and thirstier, too. If you were a +teetotaler like me, you wouldn't feel the heat quite so much."</p> + +<p>"That's as it may be, sir. I can't argue the point; but I hold that a +glass of good, sound beer don't hurt anyone."</p> + +<p>Salome had retired into the cottage, remarking which fact, the Vicar +seized the opportunity and spoke plainly.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Petherick," he said, "if you'd lived my life, you'd be a +teetotaler like me—at least, I hope you would. The big town in which +I worked so long owed most of its vice and misery to drink. I was in +daily contact there with men and women lower than brute beasts on +account of the drink you uphold—men and women who would sell their own +and their children's clothes, and allow their offspring to go hungry +and almost naked, that they might obtain the vile poison for which they +were bartering their immortal souls. I made up my mind there, that +drink was our nation's greatest curse; and here, in this quiet village, +I see no reason to make me change my opinion, and allow that a glass of +'good, sound beer,' as you call your favourite beverage, doesn't hurt +anyone. Your one glass leads to more, and the result? You become unlike +yourself, rough and threatening in your manner, unkind to your little +daughter whom I am certain you dearly love, and whose chief aim in life +is to make your home a happy one. I wish you would make up your mind, +Petherick, never to enter the doors of the 'Crab and Cockle' again."</p> + +<p>"Why, sir, to hear you talk one would think I was drunk," Josiah cried, +aggrievedly.</p> + +<p>"You are not that at this minute, I admit, but you have been drinking; +and if you don't pull up in time, and turn over a new leaf, you'll +go from bad to worse. Now, I've had my say, and have finished. Your +supper's waiting, I know, so I'll bid you good evening."</p> + +<p>"Good evening, sir," Josiah responded rather shamefacedly, for in his +heart, he acknowledged every word Mr. Amyatt had spoken to be truth.</p> + +<p>He watched the Vicar out of sight, then entered the cottage and sat +down at the kitchen table to his supper of fried eggs and bacon.</p> + +<p>"I hope the eggs are not spoilt," Salome remarked. "But they've been +cooked nearly half-an-hour, and I'm afraid they're rather hard, for I +had to keep them warm in the oven."</p> + +<p>"Never mind, my dear," he returned. "If they're hard it's my fault, I +ought to have been here before. By the way, I've brought you a piece of +news."</p> + +<p>"Have you, father?" she said with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Greystone is taken by a rich gentleman from London, and he +and his family are expected to arrive to-night. The house has been +furnished in grand style, so I'm told."</p> + +<p>"Did you hear the gentleman's name?" Salome asked, looking interested, +for Greystone had been untenanted for some time. The house had +been built by a speculative builder, but it had not proved a good +speculation, as, beautifully situated though it was, it was very +lonely. "I wonder if Mr. Amyatt knew," she added reflectively, as her +father shook his head.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Amyatt is a very nice man in his way," Josiah remarked, "an' +I shall never forget how kind he was when your poor mother died, +but he don't know how to mind his own business. If he likes to be a +teetotaler, let him be one. If I enjoy my drops o' beer 'long with my +friends at the 'Crab an' Cockle,' that's naught to do with him." And +having finished his supper, he pushed away his plate, rose from the +table, and strode out into the garden.</p> + +<p>Salome stayed to wash up the supper things, then went into the garden +too, but by that time her father was nowhere to be seen. Hurrying to +the gate, she caught sight of his stalwart figure disappearing in the +distance, and knew that he was making his way to the inn again. She +stood leaning against the garden gate, sore at heart, until a chill +mist from the sea crept upwards and surrounded her; then she retreated +into the cottage and waited patiently, listening to the ticking of the +tall, eight-day clock in the kitchen. She knew her father would not +return till the doors of the inn were shut for the night.</p> + +<p>At last she heard the click of the garden gate, and a minute later +Josiah Petherick stumbled up the path, and, leaving the cottage door +unlocked, crawled upstairs to his bedroom, muttering to himself as he +went. Salome waited till everything was still, then she rose, locked +the door, and swung herself, step by step, by the aid of her crutches, +up the stairs.</p> + +<p>Before going to her own room, she peeped cautiously into her father's, +which was flooded with moonlight, the blind being up; and a sob broke +from her lips at the sight which met her eyes. The man had thrown +himself, fully dressed as he was, upon the bed, and had already sunk +into a heavy, drunken slumber. Salome stood looking at him, the tears +running down her cheeks, mingled love and indignation in her aching +heart. Then the love overcame all else, and she sank on her knees by +her father's side, and prayed earnestly for him who was unfit to pray +for himself, whilst the words the Vicar had spoken to her that evening—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"'The eternal God is thy refuge,<br> + and underneath are the everlasting arms.'"<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>—recurred to her memory, and fell like balm upon her sorrowful spirit. +And she felt that she did not bear her trouble alone.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_2">CHAPTER II.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>New Acquaintances.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN Josiah Petherick came downstairs to breakfast on the following +morning, his face wore a furtive, sullen expression, as though he +expected to be taken to task for his behaviour of the night before. +On previous occasions, Salome had, by tears and sorrowing words, +reproached him for his unmanly conduct; but this morning she was +perfectly composed, and the meal was eaten almost in silence. +Afterwards, Josiah informed his little daughter that he should probably +be away all day mackerel fishing, and went off in the direction of the +beach. There was a fresh breeze blowing, and he looked forward to a +successful day's work.</p> + +<p>Salome moved about the cottage with a very heavy heart. On account of +her affliction, it took her longer than it would have most people to +get over her household duties, so that it was past noon before she +had everything ship-shape, and was at leisure. Then she put on a pink +sun-bonnet, and went into the garden to look at her flowers, pulling +weeds here and there, until the sounds of shrill cries made her hurry +to the garden gate to ascertain what was going on outside.</p> + +<p>Salome stood gazing in astonishment at the scene which met her eyes. +A boy of about six years old was lying on the ground, kicking and +shrieking with passion, whilst a young woman was bending over him, +trying to induce him to get up. At a short distance, a pretty little +girl, apparently about Salome's own age, was looking on, and laughing, +as though greatly amused.</p> + +<p>"Gerald, get up! Do get up, there's a good boy!" implored the young +woman. "Dear, dear, what a temper you're in. You 're simply ruining +that nice new sailor's suit of yours, lying there in the dust. Oh, +Margaret—" and she turned to the little girl—"do try to induce your +brother to be reasonable."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't do that, Miss Conway," was the laughing response, "for +Gerald never was reasonable yet. Look at him now, his face crimson with +passion. He's like a mad thing, and deserves to be whipped. He—"</p> + +<p>She stopped suddenly, noticing Salome at the garden gate. The boy, +catching sight of the lame girl at that moment too, abruptly ceased his +cries, and, as though ashamed of himself, rose to his feet, and stood +staring at her. He was a fine, handsome little fellow, with dark-blue +eyes and fair curly hair; but, as Salome afterwards learnt, he was a +spoilt child, and as disagreeable as spoilt children always are. His +sister, who was like him in appearance, was a bright-looking little +girl; and her laughing face softened into sympathy as her eyes rested +on Salome's crutches.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid my brother's naughty temper has shocked you," she said. +"He likes to have his own way, and wanted to spend a longer time on the +beach instead of going home. We have been on the beach all the morning +with Miss Conway—this lady, who is our governess. What a pretty garden +you have. We noticed it as we passed just now—didn't we, Miss Conway?"</p> + +<p>Miss Conway assented, smiling very kindly at Salome.</p> + +<p>"I had no idea flowers would flourish so close to the sea," she +remarked. "It is to be hoped the Greystone gardens will prove equally +productive."</p> + +<p>"Oh, are you—do you live at Greystone?" Salome questioned, much +interested in the strangers.</p> + +<p>"Yes," nodded the little girl, "we arrived last night. My father, Mr. +Fowler, has taken the house on a three years' lease. My mother is very +delicate; she has been very ill, and the doctors say the north coast of +Cornwall will suit her."</p> + +<p>"Let me see your garden," said the little boy imperatively, coming +close to the gate, and peering between the bars.</p> + +<p>"You should say 'please,' Gerald," his governess reminded him +reprovingly.</p> + +<p>Salome invited them all to enter, and when they had admired the +flowers, Miss Conway asked if she might rest a few minutes on the +seat under the porch. She was a delicate-looking young woman, and +the tussle she had had with her unruly pupil had upset her. Gerald, +however, was quite contented now, watching a bee labouring from flower +to flower with its load of honey. His sister, Margaret, sat down by the +governess' side, whilst Salome, leaning on her crutches, watched them +shyly. There was a little flush of excitement on her cheeks, for it was +an unusual experience for her to converse with strangers.</p> + +<p>"Who lives here with you, my dear?" Miss Conway inquired.</p> + +<p>"Only my father, miss. Mother died five years ago. Father's a +fisherman; his name's Josiah Petherick, and I'm called Salome."</p> + +<p>"What a quaint, pretty name," Margaret exclaimed. "And you have you no +sisters or brothers?"</p> + +<p>Salome shook her head.</p> + +<p>"Have you—have you always been lame?" Miss Conway questioned.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss, always. I can't get about without my crutches."</p> + +<p>"How dreadful!" Margaret cried with ready sympathy. "Oh, I am, sorry +for you."</p> + +<p>Salome looked gratefully at the speaker, and smiled as she made answer, +"You see, miss, I'm accustomed to being a cripple. Often and often I've +wished my legs were straight and strong like other people's, but as +they are not, I must just make the best of them. Mr. Amyatt says—"</p> + +<p>"Who is Mr. Amyatt?" Miss Conway interposed.</p> + +<p>"Our Vicar, miss. He lives in that big house near the church. He's such +a good, kind gentleman, you'll be sure to like him."</p> + +<p>"Well, what does he say?" Miss Conway inquired with a smile.</p> + +<p>"That God made me lame for some good purpose. I think myself He did it +because I should stay at home, and keep house for father," Salome said +simply. "Perhaps if I was able to get about like other people, I might +neglect father, and be tempted—"</p> + +<p>She had been about to say "be tempted to leave him," but had stopped +suddenly, remembering that the strangers knew nothing of her father; +and she earnestly hoped they would never understand how miserable he +made her at times.</p> + +<p>"As it is," she proceeded, "I do all the housework—I can take as long +as I please about it, you know—and I attend to my flowers besides."</p> + +<p>"And have you always lived here?" Margaret asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss, I was born in this cottage."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't the sea make you mournful in the winter?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! It's grand then, sometimes. The waves look like great +mountains of foam. This is a very wild coast."</p> + +<p>"So I have heard," Miss Conway replied. "I should like to see a storm, +if no ship was in danger. I suppose you never saw a wreck?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Salome with a shudder; "only last autumn a coasting vessel +ran ashore on the rocks, and the crew was lost. You will notice in the +churchyard many graves of people who have been drowned."</p> + +<p>"We have always lived in London until now," Margaret explained, "so +we shall find life in the country a great change. I don't know that I +shall dislike it during the summer, and Gerald is simply delighted with +the beach; I expect he'll insist on going there every day, so you'll +often see us passing here. Gerald generally gets his own way, doesn't +he, Miss Conway?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," the governess admitted gravely, looking rather serious.</p> + +<p>"My mother spoils him," Margaret continued. "Oh, you needn't look at me +like that, Miss Conway, for you know it's true."</p> + +<p>At that moment Gerald ran up to them. He was in high good-humour, for +he was charmed with Salome's garden; but his face clouded immediately +when Miss Conway remarked it was time for them to go home.</p> + +<p>"No, no," he pouted, "don't go yet, Miss Conway. Stay a little longer."</p> + +<p>"But if we do, we shall be late for luncheon, and then your father will +be displeased."</p> + +<p>"You shall have this rose to take home with you," Salome said, in order +to propitiate the child, and prevent a disturbance. She gathered, as +she spoke, a beautiful pink moss-rose, and offered it to him. "Wouldn't +you like to give it to your mother?" she suggested, as he accepted her +gift with evident pleasure.</p> + +<p>"No," Gerald rejoined, "I shan't give it to mother, I shall keep it for +myself."</p> + +<p>His sister laughed at this selfish speech; but the governess' face +saddened as she took her younger pupil by the hand, and after a kind +good-bye to Salome, led him away.</p> + +<p>"May I come and see you again?" Margaret asked as she lingered at the +gate.</p> + +<p>"Oh, please do, miss," was the eager reply. "I should be so glad if you +would. I really am very lonely sometimes."</p> + +<p>"So am I," the other little girl confessed with a sigh; and for the +first time Salome noticed a look of discontent on her pretty face. The +expression was gone in a minute, however, and with a smiling farewell +Margaret Fowler hastened after her governess and Gerald.</p> + +<p>These new acquaintances gave Salome plenty of food for thought; and +when her father returned in the afternoon she greeted him cheerfully, +and told him that the family had arrived at Greystone. He was in good +spirits, having caught a nice lot of mackerel; and acting on his +daughter's suggestion, he selected some of the finest, and started for +Greystone to see if he could not sell them there. Meanwhile, Salome +laid the tea cloth, and got the kettle boiling. In the course of +half-an-hour her father returned, having sold his fish.</p> + +<p>"I saw the cook," he informed Salome, "and she said any time I have +choice fish to sell, she can do business with me. It seems she manages +everything in the kitchen; she told me the mistress doesn't know what +there's to be for dinner till it's brought to table."</p> + +<p>"How strange!" Salome cried. "But I forgot, Mrs. Fowler has been ill, +so perhaps she is too great an invalid to attend to anything herself."</p> + +<p>"I don't know about that, I'm sure. It's likely to be better for us, +Salome, now Greystone is occupied. Why, you're quite a business woman, +my dear! I should never have thought of taking those mackerel up there, +but for you. I should have let Sam Putt have the lot, as usual."</p> + +<p>Sam Putt was the owner of a pony and cart. He lived in the village, +and often purchased fish, which he conveyed to a neighbouring town for +sale, hawking it from door to door.</p> + +<p>Josiah continued to converse amicably during tea-time; and afterwards +he went into the garden, and turned up a patch of ground in readiness +for the reception of winter greens. To Salome's intense relief, he did +not go to the "Crab and Cockle" that evening; but, instead, as soon as +he had finished his gardening, suggested taking her for a sail.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, how delightful!" she cried, her face flushing with +pleasure. "Oh, I haven't been on the water for weeks! It will be such a +treat!"</p> + +<p>So father and daughter spent the long summer evening on the sea, much +to the contentment of both; and the sun had set before they returned to +Yelton.</p> + +<p>Salome chatted merrily as, their boat safely moored, she followed her +father up the shingly beach; but on reaching their garden gate, Josiah +paused, glancing towards the swinging sign-board outside the "Crab and +Cockle," still visible in the gathering dusk.</p> + +<p>In a moment, Salome read his thoughts, and cried involuntarily, "Oh, +father, not to-night! Not to-night!"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, child?" he asked with a decided show of displeasure +in face and tone.</p> + +<p>"I mean, I want you to stay at home with me to-night, father! Do, dear +father, to please me! I—I can't bear to see you as—as you are sometimes +when you come back from the 'Crab and Cockle'! Oh, father, if you would +only give up the drink how happy we should be!"</p> + +<p>"How foolishly you talk!" he cried irritably. "It is not seemly for a +child to dictate to her father!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, I mean no harm! You know I love you dearly! It's supper +time. Aren't you hungry? I'm sure I am."</p> + +<p>Josiah admitted he was, too, and followed his daughter into the +cottage. He did not leave it again that night, for his good angel +proved too strong for him; and when he kissed his little daughter at +bedtime, his manner was unusually gentle, whilst the words he uttered +sent her to rest with a very happy heart: "God bless you, child! I +don't know what I should be but for you, Salome. You grow more like +your dear mother every day you live."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_3">CHAPTER III.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>The Fowlers at Home.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"PULL down the blind, Margaret. The sun is streaming right into my +eyes."</p> + +<p>The speaker, Mrs. Fowler, was lying on a sofa in the handsomely +furnished drawing-room at Greystone. She was a young-looking, +very pretty woman, with fair hair and blue eyes; and she was most +fashionably dressed. One would have thought her possessed of everything +that heart could desire, but the lines of her face were discontented +ones, and the tone of her voice was decidedly fretful. The only +occupant of the room besides herself was her little daughter, who put +down the book she had been reading, and going to the window, obediently +lowered the blind.</p> + +<p>"There," she said, "that's better, isn't it? I won't pull the blind +down altogether, mother, for that would keep out the fresh air, and you +know the doctors said the sea breeze would be your best tonic. I do +think this is a lovely place, don't you?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler agreed indifferently; and her little daughter continued, +"Such a beautiful view we have right over the sea. And doesn't the +village look pretty, and the old grey church? There are such a quantity +of jackdaws in the tower. Mother, do you know, from my bedroom window, +I can see the cottage where that poor lame girl lives? When you are +strong enough, I'll take you to visit Salome."</p> + +<p>"I don't want to see her, Margaret. I don't like looking at deformed +people, and I cannot think why you should feel so much interest in this +Salome."</p> + +<p>"I have seen her several times now, and I like her so much. The Vicar +has told me a lot about her, too. She lost her mother five years ago, +poor girl!"</p> + +<p>Margaret paused, and glanced a trifle wistfully at the daintily-clad +figure on the sofa, wondering if she was lame like Salome, whether +her mother would cease to care for her altogether. Mrs. Fowler never +evinced much affection for her daughter, whatever her feelings may have +been, though she was pleased that she was growing up a pretty little +girl, and took an interest in dressing her becomingly. But Gerald was +her favourite of the two children, and upon him she lavished most of +her love. She was fond of her husband, though she stood in awe of him. +He was kind and attentive to her, but often grew impatient at the +persistent way in which she indulged their little son.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler had led a gay life in London for many years; but latterly, +she had been in very indifferent health, and after an attack of severe +illness, which had left her nerves in a shattered condition, Mr. Fowler +had insisted on shutting up their house in town, and settling in the +country. He had accordingly taken Greystone, and dismissing their old +servants had engaged new ones, who received their orders from himself +instead of from their mistress.</p> + +<p>During the first few weeks of her residence at Greystone, Mrs. Fowler +had indeed been too ill to superintend the household; and though +she was now better, she was far from strong, and was glad not to be +troubled about anything. Margaret was very sorry for her mother, whose +sufferings were apparent to everyone, for she started at the slightest +unexpected sound, and the least worry brought on the most distressing +headache.</p> + +<p>"Would you like me to read to you, mother?" the little girl inquired.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you, Margaret. What is the time?"</p> + +<p>"Half-past three."</p> + +<p>"Where is Gerald?"</p> + +<p>"Miss Conway has taken him down to the beach; she promised him this +morning he should go, if he was good and attentive during lesson time. +He likes talking to the fishermen."</p> + +<p>"Dear child! I hope they will not teach him to use bad language, though +I expect they are a rough set."</p> + +<p>"I don't think so, mother. Mr. Amyatt says they are mostly sober, +God-fearing men; of course, there are exceptions—Salome Petherick's +father, for instance, often gets intoxicated, and it is a terrible +trouble to her."</p> + +<p>"Does she complain of him to you?" Mrs. Fowler queried.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, mother! It was Mr. Amyatt who told me. We were talking of +Salome, and he said her father was very violent at times, quite cruel +to her, in fact. Do you know, I think father's right, and that it's +best to have nothing whatever to do with drink."</p> + +<p>Lately, since the Fowlers had left London, Mr. Fowler had laid down a +rule that no intoxicating liquors of any description were to be brought +into the house. He had become a teetotaler himself, for very good +reasons, and had insisted on the members of his household following +suit. No one had objected to this except Mrs. Fowler, and now she +answered her little daughter in a tone of irritability.</p> + +<p>"Don't talk nonsense, child! I believe a glass of wine would do me good +at this minute, and steady my nerves, only your father won't allow it! +I haven't patience to speak of this new fad of his without getting +cross. There, don't look at me so reproachfully. Of course what your +father does is right in your eyes! Here, feel my pulse, child, and +you'll know what a wreck I am!"</p> + +<p>Margaret complied, and laid her cool fingers on her mother's wrist. The +pulse was weak and fluttering, and the little girl's heart filled with +sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Poor mother," she said tenderly, kissing Mrs. Fowler's flushed cheek, +and noticing her eyes were full of tears. "Shall I ring and order tea? +It's rather early, but no doubt a nice cup of tea would do you good."</p> + +<p>"No, no! It's much too hot for tea!" And Mrs. Fowler made a gesture +indicative of distaste, then broke into a flood of tears.</p> + +<p>Margaret soothed her mother as best she could; and presently, much to +her satisfaction, the invalid grew composed and fell asleep. She was +subject to these hysterical outbursts, and as Margaret bent anxiously +over her, she noted how thin she had become, how hectic was the flush +on her cheeks, and how dark-rimmed were her eyes.</p> + +<p>"She does indeed look very ill," the little girl thought sadly. "I +wonder if she is right, and that some wine would do her good, and make +her stronger; if so, it seems hard she should not have it. I'll go and +speak to father at once."</p> + +<p>To think was to act with Margaret. She stole noiselessly out of the +drawing-room, and went in search of her father. He was not in the +house, but a servant informed her he was in the garden, and there she +found him, reclining in a swing-chair, beneath the shade of a lilac +tree. He threw aside the magazine he was reading as she approached, and +greeted her with a welcoming smile.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fowler was a tall, dark man, several years older than his wife; +his face was a strong one, and determined in expression, but his keen, +deep-set eyes were wont to look kindly, and he certainly had the +appearance of a person to be trusted.</p> + +<p>"Is anything wrong, my dear?" he inquired quickly, noticing that she +looked depressed. "Where is your mother?"</p> + +<p>"Asleep in the drawing-room, father. She has had one of her crying fits +again, and that exhausted her, I think. She seems very poorly, and +low-spirited, doesn't she?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; but she is better—decidedly better than she was a few weeks ago. +I have every hope that, ere many months have passed, she will be quite +well again. There is no cause for you to look so anxious, child."</p> + +<p>"But she is so weak and nervous!" Margaret cried distressfully. "I was +wondering if she had some wine—"</p> + +<p>The little girl paused, startled by the look of anger which flashed +across her father's face. He made a movement as though to rise from the +chair, then changed his intention, and curtly bade her finish what she +had been about to say.</p> + +<p>"It was only that I was wondering if she had some wine, whether it +might not do her good," Margaret proceeded timidly. "She told me +herself she thought it would, and if so—you know, father, you used to +take wine yourself, and—"</p> + +<p>"Did your mother send you to me on this mission?" he interrupted +sternly.</p> + +<p>"No. I came of my own accord."</p> + +<p>"I am glad to hear that. But I cannot give my consent to your mother's +taking wine, or stimulants of any kind; they would be harmful for her, +the doctors agree upon that point. You have reminded me that I once +drank wine myself, Margaret. I bitterly regret ever having done so."</p> + +<p>"Why?" she asked wonderingly, impressed by the solemnity of his tone. +Then her thoughts flew to Salome Petherick's father, and she cried, +"But, father, you never drank too much!"</p> + +<p>"I was never tempted to drink to excess, for I had no craving for +stimulants. It is small credit to me that I was always a sober man; +but people are differently constituted, and my example may have +caused others to contract habits of intemperance. The Vicar here is a +teetotaler from principle. He tells me that the force of example is +stronger than any amount of preaching. Lately, I have had cause to +consider this matter very seriously, and I am determined that never, +with my permission, shall any intoxicating liquors be brought inside +my doors. The servants understand this: I should instantly dismiss +one who set my rule at defiance. As to your mother—" he paused a +moment in hesitation, the expression of his countenance troubled, then +continued—"she is weak, and still very far from well, but, in her heart +of hearts, she knows I am right. Do not tell her you have broached this +subject to me. Come, let us go and see if she is still asleep."</p> + +<p>"You are not angry with me, father?" Margaret asked, as she followed +him into the house.</p> + +<p>"No, no! I am not, indeed!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler awoke with a start as her husband and little daughter +entered the drawing-room. Mr. Fowler immediately rang for tea, and when +it was brought, Margaret poured it out. At first, Mrs. Fowler would not +touch it, but finally, to please the others, drank a cupful, and felt +refreshed. A few minutes later, Mr. Amyatt was shown into the room, +and she brightened up and grew quite animated. Margaret and her father +exchanged pleased glances, delighted at the interest the invalid was +evincing in the conversation.</p> + +<p>"I think I shall soon be well enough to go to church on Sundays," Mrs. +Fowler informed the Vicar. "My husband tells me you have a very good +choir."</p> + +<p>"Yes, that is so," Mr. Amyatt replied. "We are decidedly primitive in +our ways at Yelton, and have several women in our choir, notably Salome +Petherick, the lame girl with whom your daughter has already become +acquainted."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. Margaret has been telling me about her. She sings in the +choir, does she?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. She has a beautiful voice, as clear and fresh as a bird's! I +train the choir myself, for our organist comes from N—, a neighbouring +town, several miles distant."</p> + +<p>"By the way," said Mrs. Fowler with a smiling glance at Margaret, "my +little girl is very desirous of learning to play the organ, and her +governess would teach her, if you would allow her to practise on the +organ in the church. Would there be any objection to that plan, Mr. +Amyatt?"</p> + +<p>"None whatever," was the prompt reply.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" Margaret cried delightedly.</p> + +<p>"You will have to employ Gerald to blow for you," Mr. Fowler remarked +with a smile.</p> + +<p>"I am sure he will not do that!" the little girl exclaimed. "He is far +too disobliging."</p> + +<p>"Margaret, how hard you are on your brother," Mrs. Fowler said +reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Am I? I don't mean to be. Oh, here he is!"</p> + +<p>Gerald came into the room with his hat on his head, but meeting his +father's eyes, removed it instantly. After he had shaken hands with the +Vicar, his mother called him to her, pushed back his fair locks from +his forehead, and made him sit by her side on the sofa whilst she plied +him with sweet cakes. He was her darling, and she indulged him to his +bent. When the governess entered the room, having removed her hat and +gloves, there were no sweet cakes left. Mr. Fowler rang the bell for +more, and upon the parlour-maid bringing a fresh supply, declined to +allow Gerald to partake of them, at which the spoilt boy pouted and +sulked, and his mother threw reproachful glances at her husband.</p> + +<p>Mr. Amyatt watched the scene in silence, wondering how anyone could +allow affection to overcome judgment, as Mrs. Fowler had evidently +done, as far as her little son was concerned, and marvelling that Mr. +Fowler did not order the disagreeable child out of the room. When the +Vicar rose to go, his host accompanied him as far as the garden gate, +and they stood there talking some while before, at last, the Vicar said +good-bye, and started down the hill towards the village.</p> + +<p>The Fowlers had now been several weeks in residence at Greystone, +but, up to the present, Mr. Amyatt had been their only visitor. Mrs. +Fowler had not been outside the grounds surrounding the house yet, +but talked of going down to the beach the first day she felt strong +enough to attempt the walk. The children, however, had made several +acquaintances among the fisher-folk, and a great liking had sprung +up between Margaret and Salome Petherick, for, though one was a rich +man's daughter and the other only a poor fisherman's child, they found +they had much in common, and, wide apart though they were to outward +appearances, they bade fair to become real friends.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_4">CHAPTER IV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>"Abide with Me."</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE Fowlers had been six weeks at Greystone, when, one evening towards +the end of July, Mrs. Fowler, who was daily improving in health, +accompanied Margaret and Miss Conway to the church, and wandered about +the ancient building, reading the inscriptions on the monuments, whilst +her little daughter had her music lesson. By-and-by she strolled into +the graveyard, and, seating herself on the low wall which surrounded +it, gazed far out over the blue expanse of ocean, which was dotted with +fishing boats and larger crafts, on this calm summer evening.</p> + +<p>The churchyard at Yelton was beautifully situated, commanding a view of +the whole village straggling nearly down to the beach, whilst on the +eminence beyond the church was Greystone, against a background of green +foliage.</p> + +<p>"Everything is very lovely," Mrs. Fowler said to herself, "and the air +is certainly most invigorating. I feel almost well to-night. Who comes +here? Why, this must be Salome Petherick!"</p> + +<p>It was the lame girl who had entered the churchyard, and was now +approaching the spot where Mrs. Fowler sat. She paused at the sight of +the figure on the wall, and a look of admiration stole into her soft, +brown eyes. She had never seen such a pretty lady before, or anyone so +daintily and becomingly dressed.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler, who had shrunk with the nervous unreasonableness of a sick +person from being brought into contact with the cripple girl, now that +she was actually face to face with her, was interested and sympathetic +at once. She smiled at Salome and addressed her cordially.</p> + +<p>"I think you must be Salome Petherick?" she said. "Yes, I am sure you +are!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am," was the reply, accompanied by a shy glance of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"My little girl has spoken of you so often that I seem to know you +quite well," Mrs. Fowler remarked. "Come and sit down on the wall by my +side, I want to talk to you."</p> + +<p>Then as Salome complied willingly, she continued, "Does it not tire +you to climb here every evening, as they tell me you do, to listen to +the organ? The church is a good step from where you live. That is your +home, is it not?" and she indicated the cottage nearest to the sea.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Salome assented, "it does tire me a little to come up the hill, +but I love to hear music. After Miss Margaret has had her organ lesson, +Miss Conway generally plays something herself."</p> + +<p>"Does she? Then I hope she will do so to-night. But my little daughter +is still at the organ, so we will remain where we are until she has +finished. Meanwhile we will talk. They tell me you live with your +father, and that he is often away fishing. You must lead a lonely life."</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am, indeed it is very lonely sometimes," Salome acknowledged, +"but I don't mind that much. I have plenty to do, keeping the cottage +clean and tidy, and preparing father's meals, mending his clothes, and +seeing to the flowers in the garden."</p> + +<p>"How busy you must be. And you have lost your mother, poor child."</p> + +<p>Salome pointed to a green mound at a little distance, whilst her brown +eyes filled with tears.</p> + +<p>"She was such a good mother," she said softly, "oh, such a very good +mother! And I was such a fretful, tiresome child. I used to grieve her +so often, and I can't bear to think of it now."</p> + +<p>She paused, but, encouraged by the sympathy on her companion's face, +she continued, "She used to be so patient with me when I was naughty +and grumbled because I was not able to run about and play like other +children. And, until she lay dying, I never thought how sorry I must +have made her, and what a selfish girl I'd been. Then, I would have +given anything if I'd been different, but it was too late." And the +repentant tears streamed down Salome's cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Don't grieve," said Mrs. Fowler, a little huskily, for she was much +touched at the other's evident remorse.</p> + +<p>"I am sure Miss Margaret never treated you, ma'am, as I used to treat +my mother!" Salome exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler was silent as she acknowledged to herself that Margaret +had always been patient and considerate when she had been an exacting +invalid.</p> + +<p>"I suppose your father is out in his fishing boat?" she asked by way of +changing the conversation.</p> + +<p>"No, ma'am," Salome replied, the look of grief deepening on her face.</p> + +<p>"Let us go into the church and hear Miss Conway play," Mrs. Fowler +said, rising as she spoke. "I hear Margaret's lesson is at an end. Ah, +here comes the Vicar. How do you do, Mr. Amyatt?"</p> + +<p>"I am glad to see you are better, Mrs. Fowler," the Vicar exclaimed. +"What, you here, Salome? Don't go away; I want Mrs. Fowler to hear you +sing."</p> + +<p>Salome smiled, and blushed. She followed the others into the church +and seated herself in a pew near the door, whilst the Vicar pointed +out beauties in the architecture of the building to his companion, +which she had failed to notice. Miss Conway was at the organ, playing +"The Heavens are telling," and when the last notes died away the Vicar +beckoned to Salome, who swung herself up the aisle on her crutches, +and, at his request, consented to sing.</p> + +<p>"I will play the accompaniment," Miss Conway said, smiling +encouragingly at the lame girl, who felt a little shy at being called +upon to sing alone. "What shall it be?" she inquired.</p> + +<p>"Whatever you please, miss," Salome answered.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! You must choose," the Vicar declared decidedly.</p> + +<p>"Then I will sing 'Abide with Me.'"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler and Margaret considerately withdrew to a side seat so that +the sight of them should not embarrass the singer, and Mr. Amyatt +followed them. Salome stood a little behind Miss Conway, who softly +played the accompaniment of the hymn:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;<br> + The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide;<br> + When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br> + Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Salome's fresh, sweet voice rang clearly through the dim church, and +its tender tones touched the hearts of her audience. She was very fond +of "Abide with Me," for it had been her mother's favourite hymn, and +to-night she sang her best.</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;<br> + In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>The beautiful voice died lingeringly away, and for a few minutes there +was a complete silence. Then Mrs. Fowler rose, and coming eagerly +forward, took Salome by the hand, whilst she thanked her for giving her +such a "rare treat" as she called it.</p> + +<p>Margaret was delighted to see what a favourable impression her lame +friend had evidently made upon her mother, and great was her surprise +when, on their all adjourning to the churchyard, Mrs. Fowler asked +Salome to come and see them at Greystone.</p> + +<p>"I think you would be able to get as far as that, don't you?" she said +with a winning smile. "I should like you to come and sing to me. Will +you, one evening?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," Salome replied. She had never been inside the doors of +Greystone in her life, though she had often desired to see what the +house was like, having been told it was a fine place.</p> + +<p>"Then that is settled. I shall expect you."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler nodded and turned away, followed by Miss Conway, and +Margaret who looked back to wave her hand in farewell as she +disappeared through the churchyard gate. The Vicar accompanied them +thus far, then turned back to speak a few words to Salome. The village +lad who had been employed to blow the organ had taken a short cut +homewards over the low wall.</p> + +<p>"You sang remarkably well to-night," Mr. Amyatt said, "I felt quite +proud of my pupil. You showed excellent taste, too, in the hymn you +chose. It was most suitable for the occasion. I wonder if you know the +circumstances under which that hymn came to be written?"</p> + +<p>"No," Salome rejoined, shaking her head, "I don't know, sir."</p> + +<p>"Then I will tell you. It was composed more than fifty years ago +by a sick clergyman of the name of Lyte, at a little fishing town +called Brixham, in South Devon. He had become so seriously ill that +the doctors had ordered him abroad for his health's sake, and, after +service on the Sunday evening, prior to his leaving England, he went +down to the sea-shore, sad at heart, for he was convinced that he +had spoken to his parishioners, who were very dear to him, for the +last time. He was sorrowful and low-spirited, but, by-and-by, the +remembrance that his Saviour was ever near to help and sustain him +brought him consolation. After watching the sunset, he went home, and +immediately wrote the beautiful hymn you sang to-night."</p> + +<p>Salome had listened with deep interest, and she exclaimed earnestly: +"Oh, Mr. Amyatt, I am glad you have told me this. I shall love 'Abide +with Me' better than ever now."</p> + +<p>The Vicar smiled, then pointed towards the sea, over which a soft +summer mist was creeping.</p> + +<p>"It is time for you to go home," he reminded her. "Where is your father +this evening?"</p> + +<p>"At the 'Crab and Cockle,' sir."</p> + +<p>He shook his head sadly, but refrained from questioning her further. +He saw she was thinner than she had been a few months previously, and +wondered if she was sufficiently well fed, or if Josiah Petherick +expended the money he should have spent on his home, on the friends he +met at the inn. As he watched the little girl swinging herself slowly +down the hill by the aid of her crutches, he felt very grieved and +troubled on her account.</p> + +<p>"What a curse this drink is!" he thought. "And it's a curse that creeps +in everywhere, too."</p> + +<p>In the village that afternoon, he had been told that Mr. Fowler had +summarily dismissed a groom who had been discovered with a bottle of +beer in the stable, and he had listened to various comments upon the +strict notions of the master of Greystone. Most of the villagers were +inclined to think that the man's fault in disobeying his master's rule +that no intoxicating liquor should be brought on the premises might +have been overlooked, as it was his first offence, whilst some few +argued that Mr. Fowler had acted rightly.</p> + +<p>As Salome passed the "Crab and Cockle" on her way home, she heard +sounds of hilarity within, and recognised her father's voice singing +a rollicking sea song. She sighed, remembering how, during his wife's +lifetime, Josiah had been a member of the church choir; it appeared +unseemly to her that a voice which once had been raised to the praise +and glory of God should lend itself to the entertainment of a set +of half-drunken men in the bar of a public-house. As she paused, +involuntarily listening, a whiff of foul air, laden with the mingled +odour of smoke and beer, was wafted before her nostrils from the open +doorway, and she moved on with a sickening sense of shame and disgust, +her heart heavy as lead, her eyes smarting with tears. Oh, hers was a +hard life, she thought bitterly.</p> + +<p>Arrived at home, she laid a frugal supper of bread and cheese, and soon +afterwards her father reeled up the garden path and into the kitchen. +Sitting down at the table, he helped himself to bread and cheese in +silence, and commenced eating, whilst his little daughter took her +accustomed place opposite to him.</p> + +<p>"Where've you been?" he questioned. "I saw you pass the inn."</p> + +<p>She told him how she had spent the evening, explaining that she had +sung at the Vicar's request, and that Mrs. Fowler had invited her to +Greystone.</p> + +<p>"I won't let you go there!" he cried. "I hate those new people! What +did Mr. Fowler do yesterday, but dismiss as honest a chap as ever +lived, at a moment's notice, just because he'd got a bottle o' beer in +the stable! An' the man wasn't drunk either! No, you shan't go nigh +folks as treats their servants like that."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" Salome exclaimed, disappointedly. She was wise enough, +however, not to pursue the subject. After a brief silence, she asked, +with some timidity, "Father, have you any money? Because, when Silas +Moyle left the bread this afternoon, he said he couldn't supply us with +any more unless you paid him what you owe."</p> + +<p>Silas Moyle was the one baker of the place, and the owner of the +village shop, in which his wife served. Josiah Petherick had formerly +paid ready money for everything, but latterly he had been spending at +the "Crab and Cockle" what should have gone into Silas Moyle's pocket. +This was an additional trouble to Salome, but her father did not appear +to care. He was enraged, though, when he heard what the baker had +said, and, as his creditor was not present to bear the brunt of his +indignation, Salome had to stand it instead. She turned white when he +swore at her, and sat perfectly still whilst he abused her roundly, but +when he called her extravagant she began to protest.</p> + +<p>"Father, that's not fair of you! I'm as careful as ever I can be. We're +obliged to have bread! Won't you see Silas yourself? Perhaps he'll +continue to supply us, if you can arrange to pay him part of what we +owe. Of course, he wants his money."</p> + +<p>"He's another of your teetotal humbugs!" sneered the angry man.</p> + +<p>"He isn't a humbug at all!" Salome retorted hotly, her indignation and +sense of justice overcoming her fear of her father; "but he did say he +wasn't minded to wait for his money when it was being squandered with +that drunken crew at the 'Crab and Cockle.' Oh, father, it was terrible +for me to hear that, and I couldn't contradict him!"</p> + +<p>With a fierce oath, Josiah pushed back his chair and rose from the +table, declaring things had come to a pretty pass when his own +daughter, a mere child, thought fit to discuss him with outsiders.</p> + +<p>Salome broke into passionate weeping at this, whereupon he flung +himself out of the kitchen, and the next minute she heard his footsteps +in the garden.</p> + +<p>"He's gone to the 'Crab and Cockle' again," thought the unhappy little +girl. "Oh, how could he swear at me like that? Oh, how shall I bear +it!" Presently she arose, put away the supper things and then sat down +by the open window to wait, as she knew she would have to do, until +the inn door was closed for the night, and her father would return. +By-and-by, the soft lap, lap of the sea had a soothing effect upon her +troubled spirit, the peacefulness of the summer night stole into her +soul, and she murmured to herself the words of consolation she had sung +an hour or so before in the dim, old church:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br> + Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_5">CHAPTER V.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Salome's Humiliation.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>JOSIAH PETHERICK sat on the beach mending his fishing nets in the +shade of a tall rock. It was intensely hot, and there was scarcely a +ripple on the glassy sea, whilst the sky was a broad canopy of blue. +Josiah was thinking deeply. That morning, consequent on the information +his daughter had given him on the previous evening, he had been to +interview Silas Moyle, and had induced the baker to allow him further +credit. Never in his life before had Josiah found himself in such +a humiliating position, and he felt it all the more because it was +entirely his own fault. He had always prided himself on being able to +pay his way, and now he was not in the position to do so.</p> + +<p>Glancing up from his work presently, the fisherman saw three figures +come down to the beach—a lady, a gentleman, and a small boy clad +in a sailor's suit and broad-brimmed straw hat. He knew them to be +Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and their little son. He had often held lengthy +conversations with Gerald, who was always delighted to talk with anyone +who could tell him about the manifold wonders of the sea, but he had +never spoken to either of the boy's parents. Despite his disapproval of +the strict teetotal principles of the master of Greystone, he regarded +that gentleman with considerable interest, and when Mr. Fowler strolled +up to him, and inquired from whom a boat might be hired, he answered +him civilly, "You can have a boat from me, if you like, sir; but +there's no wind for sailing to-day."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you would row us around those high rocks yonder. My wife has a +fancy to see what lies beyond that point."</p> + +<p>Josiah assented willingly, seeing an opportunity of earning a few +shillings; and so it came to pass that he spent a very pleasant and +lucrative morning, returning home to dinner in the best of spirits.</p> + +<p>"The new folks at Greystone have a liking for boating," he informed +Salome; "and see here," tossing a half-crown as he spoke upon the +table, "give that to Silas Moyle when he calls with the bread this +afternoon."</p> + +<p>The lame girl's face brightened as she took up the coin, and looked at +her father questioningly.</p> + +<p>"I saw Mr. and Mrs. Fowler and Master Gerald pass here on their way to +the beach," she said. "Did you take them out in your boat, father?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. They treated me very fairly, I must admit that, an' Mrs. +Fowler—she seems a nice lady—spoke of you."</p> + +<p>"Did she?"</p> + +<p>"She said you had a lovely voice, an' that she was looking forward to +hear you sing again. I say, Salome, I shouldn't like to disappoint her, +so if she really wants you to go and see her, you may—" and Josiah, +mindful of all he had said on the preceding night, avoided meeting his +little daughter's eyes as he made this concession.</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you, dear father," she cried. "I should like to go to +Greystone so much."</p> + +<p>"That little Master Gerald is a tiresome monkey," Josiah remarked. "He +wouldn't sit still in the boat at first, though his mother kept on with +him. At last his father spoke, an' after that, there was no need to +tell him to be quiet again. Mr. Fowler looks a man as would have his +own way."</p> + +<p>"Master Gerald is very disobedient, I know," Salome said, "and +sometimes his governess has great trouble with him. Miss Margaret says +her mother spoils him."</p> + +<p>"Then, 'tis a good job he's got a father who doesn't."</p> + +<p>After dinner, Josiah went on with his interrupted work of mending his +fishing nets, whilst Salome tidied up the cottage and waited for Silas +Moyle.</p> + +<p>The baker looked gratified as he took the half-crown the lame girl +tendered him, for he had not expected to be paid even a small part of +his account.</p> + +<p>"That's right," he said, as he pocketed the money; "it appears I did +some good by speaking yesterday. Look here, my dear, you must try to +keep that father of yours up to the mark. Can't you make him stay at +home of an evening?"</p> + +<p>The little girl shook her head, and looked distressed as she replied, +"I'm afraid not, Mr. Moyle."</p> + +<p>"He's not at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, I s'pose?"</p> + +<p>"No, he's on the beach mending his nets; and this morning he took Mr. +and Mrs. Fowler and their little boy for a row in his boat."</p> + +<p>"It's a pity Mr. Fowler can't get your father to his way of +thinking—about drink, I mean. I say the new folks at Greystone set an +example that many in Yelton might follow with advantage. Theirs is a +teetotal household, I'm told."</p> + +<p>"So I've heard," Salome responded.</p> + +<p>Silas Moyle nodded kindly, and took himself off, whilst Salome locked +up the cottage and joined her father on the beach. She told him the +baker had been pleased to receive the half-crown, and then tactfully +changed the subject. Josiah and his daughter were always excellent +friends when the former had not been drinking.</p> + +<p>"Look!" Salome exclaimed suddenly, "There's Master Gerald. Why, he +seems to be alone. He sees us."</p> + +<p>The child came running towards them, laughing as he stumbled over the +rough shingles, his face aglow with excitement, his broad-brimmed +sailor's hat at the back of his head, revealing the fair curls which +clustered thickly around his brow.</p> + +<p>"I've run away," he cried merrily. "I wanted Miss Conway to bring me +down to the beach, but she would not—the disagreeable thing! She said +it was too hot, and I must stay in the garden. So I came by myself."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't Miss Conway know where you are?" Salome inquired.</p> + +<p>"No one knows," he replied proudly. "I can take care of myself."</p> + +<p>"I'm not so sure of that, young gentleman," Josiah remarked, with a +chuckle of amusement at Gerald's air of importance.</p> + +<p>"It was naughty of you to run away," Salome told him in a tone of +reproof.</p> + +<p>The child made a grimace at her, and ran off towards some rocks which +the receding tide had left uncovered.</p> + +<p>"He's a pretty handful," Josiah exclaimed, shaking his head.</p> + +<p>"I expect someone will be here looking for him soon," said Salome. "I +hope so, for his mother will be anxious if she does not know where he +is, and she is not strong."</p> + +<p>But nobody came in search of Gerald, who at last disappeared from sight +beyond the rocks. In spite of her father's assurance that the boy could +come to no harm, the little girl grew uneasy about him; and, by-and-by, +rose and went to make certain he was safe. She found him lying flat on +the wet beach, gazing into a pool between two rocks at some beautiful +anemones; and tried to induce him to retrace his footsteps, but all to +no purpose. In vain she told him that his mother would be worried about +him, and that his father would be angry. The wayward child would pay no +attention to her.</p> + +<p>"What's it to do with you?" he demanded rudely. "Mind your own +business, if you please."</p> + +<p>As he absolutely refused to return, Salome left him with the intention +of persuading her father to interfere; but, to her dismay, she found +Josiah had deserted his nets, and as the key of the cottage door was in +her pocket, she knew he had not gone home. In all probability he had +betaken himself to the "Crab and Cockle" to obtain a drink. Whilst she +was hesitating how to act, much to her surprise, Gerald appeared around +the rocks and joined her. He was tired of the beach, he declared, and +wanted to see her flowers, so she allowed him to accompany her home. +And thus it was that the young tyrant was discovered in Salome's garden +half-an-hour later by his much-tried governess.</p> + +<p>Poor Miss Conway! She almost wept with joy on finding Gerald in safety, +and insisted on his return to Greystone immediately. She led him away +in triumph, paying no attention to his request that he might be allowed +to remain a little longer.</p> + +<p>Josiah did not return for his tea, so after waiting some time, Salome +had hers, and then seated herself under the porch with her knitting. +There Margaret Fowler found her as the evening was drawing in.</p> + +<p>"Mother has sent me to thank you for taking such good care of Gerald +this afternoon," Margaret said as she complied with the lame girl's +invitation to sit down opposite to her. "He is a very tiresome, +disobedient boy, for father had told him never to go down on the beach +by himself. He is not to be trusted. Father has punished him for his +naughtiness by ordering him to bed. It was quite a shock to poor Miss +Conway when she found Gerald was nowhere on the premises."</p> + +<p>"I noticed she looked pale," Salome said. "I am afraid Master Gerald is +very troublesome."</p> + +<p>"Troublesome! I should think he is. It was kind of you to look after +him, Salome. I have a message from my mother to know if you can come to +see us to-morrow. Do try to come."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I should like to!" Salome cried, her eyes sparkling with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"Then, will you manage to be at Greystone by five o'clock?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss, if all's well. Oh, please thank Mrs. Fowler for asking me!"</p> + +<p>"Mother wants to hear you sing again. She has taken quite a fancy to +you, and I am so glad."</p> + +<p>"I think your mother is the prettiest, sweetest lady I ever saw," the +lame girl said earnestly. "How dearly you must love her, Miss Margaret."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Margaret answered soberly, "but I do not think she cares for me +much. Gerald is her favourite, you know. Oh, I'm not jealous of him, +but I can't help seeing that though he teases and worries her, and I do +all I can to please her, she loves him much better than she has ever +loved me."</p> + +<p>Salome was surprised, and pained by the look of sadness on her +companion's face.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps your mother shows her affection more to Master Gerald because +he's so much younger than you," she suggested. "I cannot believe she +loves him better really."</p> + +<p>Margaret made no reply to this, but by-and-by she said, "We have had +several fusses at home these last few days. Did you hear that father +dismissed one of the men-servants for bringing beer into the stable?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I heard about it. I think Mr. Fowler was quite right," Salome +declared decidedly.</p> + +<p>"Do you? I'm glad to hear you say that. Father always means to do +right, I am sure. He is a teetotaler himself, you know, and so are we +all, for that matter."</p> + +<p>At this point in the conversation the garden gate clicked, and Josiah +strode up the path and hurried past the little girls into the cottage. +His bronzed face was crimson; and he walked somewhat unsteadily; but he +was sufficiently sober to realise that his wisest plan was to take no +notice of his little daughter's visitor.</p> + +<p>Pitying Salome from the depths of her heart, Margaret rose, saying it +was time for her to go home. The lame girl followed her silently to the +garden gate, where they stood for a few minutes talking.</p> + +<p>"You'll be sure to come to-morrow, won't you?" Margaret said earnestly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss," was the grave reply, "if I possibly can; I hope nothing +will prevent it, but—you see how it is with him sometimes," and she +pointed towards the cottage.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Margaret admitted. "Oh, I'm so sorry! He must be a terrible +trial for you. May God help you, Salome."</p> + +<p>"He does help me," the lame girl replied, "I couldn't bear it alone. +Oh, how I wish my father was a teetotaler like yours."</p> + +<p>"I wish so, too."</p> + +<p>"I had hoped you would never find out about my poor father being a +drinker, but I might have known that sooner or later you would learn +the truth. Oh, miss, don't, please don't think, he's altogether a bad +man. He isn't! When he's sober, there's not a kinder or better man in +the world. But when the drink gets hold of him, he isn't himself at +all." And Salome laid her head on the top rail of the gate and sobbed +heartbrokenly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't cry so!" Margaret said imploringly, her own eyes full of +tears. "Oh, perhaps he'll give up the drink some day."</p> + +<p>"I don't know, miss, I'm afraid he won't. He gets worse instead of +better. The Vicar has spoken to him, but that's done no good. He has +only come home for supper now; afterwards he'll go back to the 'Crab +and Cockle.' But there, I mustn't cry any more, or he'll notice it!"</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image003" style="max-width: 25.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image003.jpg" alt="image003"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>SALOME LAID HER HEAD ON THE TOP RAIL OF THE GATE</b><br> +<b>AND SOBBED HEART-BROKENLY.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Salome! Mind you come to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! I hope I shall. Oh, miss, I feel so ashamed that you should +have seen my father to-night!"</p> + +<p>"There's nothing for you to be ashamed about. I think you're the +pluckiest girl I know. Good night!" And Margaret ran off with a nod and +a smile.</p> + +<p>She slackened her speed soon, however; and as she went up the hill +beyond the church towards her home, paused now and again to look back +the way she had come, and admire the beautiful view. At the entrance to +the grounds of Greystone she met her father, and together they walked +towards the house, whilst she told him of Josiah Petherick's condition +that evening.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, you are right to be a teetotaler!" she cried. "Drink is an +awful thing!"</p> + +<p>"It is indeed, my dear," he replied with a deep sigh. "I found +Petherick a well-informed, civil-spoken man, in fact I was favourably +impressed with him this morning, and he talked of his little daughter +as though he really loved her. Drink can slay affection, though," he +concluded sorrowfully.</p> + +<p>"It's dreadful it should, father!"</p> + +<p>"When drink once gets hold of people, it makes them slaves, and kills +their finest feelings. I am very sorry for that poor Salome!"</p> + +<p>"So am I. She is so brave, too, and sticks up for her father all she +can. Oh, I think he ought to give up the drink for her sake. I wonder—I +wonder if it would be any good for you to speak to him!" And Margaret +looked wistfully and pleadingly into her father's face.</p> + +<p>"I will consider the matter," he rejoined thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father!" she cried, picturing afresh Salome's grief and +humiliation, "What should I do, if I had such a trouble as that poor +lame girl has to bear?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Fowler started, and a look of intense pain and trouble momentarily +crossed his countenance, but he answered quietly, "In that case, I hope +you would ask God to support and comfort you."</p> + +<p>"As Salome does. I could not be patient like she is, though."</p> + +<p>"I trust you would, my dear child."</p> + +<p>"Well, I am not likely to be tried," and Margaret regarded her father +with a look of affectionate pride. She wondered at the sadness of +the smile with which he returned her glance; and his answer, gravely +spoken, puzzled her not a little.</p> + +<p>"We cannot tell how much our patience and our love may be tried," he +said, "nor what trials the future may hold for us. We can only pray +that God will help and strengthen us in our time of need."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_6">CHAPTER VI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Perfectly Happy.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"OH, I do hope she will come! It's nearly five o'clock, and she's not +in sight yet. I wish I had thought of watching from my bedroom window, +I could have seen then when she left the cottage."</p> + +<p>The speaker, Margaret Fowler, started up from her seat beneath the +lilac tree, and ran across the lawn in the direction of the gate which +led from the grounds of Greystone into the road. Beneath the lilac tree +sat Mrs. Fowler in a comfortably padded wicker chair, with a small +table laden with papers and magazines at her side. She glanced after +her little daughter with a slightly amused smile, then remonstrated +with Gerald, who was playing near by, for making a noise.</p> + +<p>"You will give me a headache, if you keep on doing that," she said, as +he cannoned two croquet balls against each other. "Pray, be quiet!"</p> + +<p>Gerald chose not to obey. He continued his game, utterly regardless of +his mother's command.</p> + +<p>"Do stop, Gerald!" she exclaimed. "I really cannot bear that noise any +longer. Oh, where is Miss Conway? Why isn't she here to look after you? +Gerald, to oblige me, find some other amusement, there's a dear boy!"</p> + +<p>"Why do you not obey your mother, sir?" demanded a stern voice. And +suddenly the little boy dropped the croquet-mallet from his hand, and +turned to face his father.</p> + +<p>"That's right, Gerald!" Mrs. Fowler said hastily. "He hasn't been doing +anything wrong, Henry," she continued, glancing apprehensively at her +husband, "only—you know how absurdly nervous I am—I can't bear any +sharp, sudden noise. It's foolish of me, I know."</p> + +<p>Gerald now ran after his sister, and Mr. Fowler stood with his hand on +the back of his wife's chair, looking, down at her with grave attention.</p> + +<p>"You should make the boy obey you, my dear," he said. "Has not your +visitor arrived yet?"</p> + +<p>"No. Margaret has gone to the gate to see if she is coming. I thought +we would have tea out here, for it is cooler and pleasanter in the +garden than in the house, and it will be more informal. I should like +you to hear this lame girl sing, Henry! I think I never heard a voice +which touched me so deeply as hers. But you are not listening—"</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon, my dear. I confess my thoughts were wandering. The +fact is, to-morrow I shall have to go up to town for a few days, and I +would far rather remain at home. But I am obliged to go."</p> + +<p>"You can leave with an easy mind," his wife told him reassuringly. "I +am really quite strong now, and capable of managing the household, I +believe I shall be better for something to do. By the way, you cannot +think how much I enjoyed my drive this morning to N—" mentioning the +nearest town. "I wanted some trifles from a draper's, and the shops +were much better than I expected. Oh! Here come the children. They are +bringing Salome with them."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler rose and greeted the lame girl very cordially, placing her +in a chair next to her own. Salome was looking her best, neatly attired +in a clean cotton frock. There was a flush born of excitement on her +cheeks, and her brown eyes shone with a happy light as she gave herself +up to the enjoyment of the present hour.</p> + +<p>Tea was served beneath the lilac tree, such a luxuriant tea as Salome +had never partaken of before, and everyone appeared determined that she +should make a good meal—Gerald pointing out to her the most delectable +of the dainties which he pressed her to eat, for in the depths of his +selfish little heart, there was a warm spot for the lame girl who had +so often given him flowers from her garden when he had certainly not +deserved them.</p> + +<p>Salome was inclined to be a trifle shy at first of Mr. Fowler. From +what she had heard of him she had imagined he must be an exceedingly +stern, strict sort of man, but he talked to her so kindly and +pleasantly that she soon grew at ease with him, and answered all the +questions he put to her unreservedly. She told him she had only been a +member of the choir during the last six months, and explained that she +had not known she possessed a really good voice until the Vicar had +informed her that such was the fact.</p> + +<p>"I always loved singing, even when I was a tiny thing," she said, "but +I never thought of joining the choir till one day when Mr. Amyatt +suggested it. He was passing our cottage, and heard me singing, and he +came right in and said he would like me to come up to the Vicarage and +let him try my voice. Father said I might go, so I did, and the next +Sunday, I sang with the choir in church for the first time."</p> + +<p>"You must not sing too much," Mr. Fowler remarked, "for you are very +young, and might permanently injure your voice if you strained it now. +You must nurse it a bit."</p> + +<p>"That's what Mr. Amyatt says," Salome replied with a smile, "and I'm +very careful."</p> + +<p>"It is a great gift to have a beautiful voice." Mr. Fowler looked with +kindly interest at his little guest as he spoke; then his eyes wandered +to the crutches which she had placed on the ground beside her chair, +and she caught the swift glance of sympathy which crossed his face, and +from that moment, he stood high in her estimation.</p> + +<p>"God is very merciful," he added softly, as though speaking to himself; +"we are too apt to forget that He never sends a cross without its +compensation."</p> + +<p>Salome was perfectly happy sitting there under the lilac tree, though +she felt all the while as though she must be in a wonderful dream. Mrs. +Fowler, in her light summer dress, with her fair hair and her lovely +blue eyes, looked like a queen, she thought. Salome was more and more +impressed with her grace and charm on every fresh occasion on which she +saw her. How proud Miss Margaret must be of her mother! And how happy +Miss Margaret must be in such a beautiful home, with kind parents, and +everything that heart could desire! And yet, what was the meaning of +that wistful look on her face; and why was Mr. Fowler's countenance +so grave, and almost stern in expression at times? Salome's eyes were +remarkably shrewd. She noticed how attentive Mr. Fowler was to his +wife, almost seeming to anticipate her wishes and read her thoughts; +and she was surprised when he was called away for a few minutes to see +that Mrs. Fowler talked with greater freedom in his absence, as though +his presence put a restraint upon her.</p> + +<p>As soon as all had finished tea, Margaret took Salome around the +gardens, and afterwards led the way into the house. She showed Salome +her own room, the walls of which were crowded with pictures and +knickknacks. The lame girl had never seen such a pretty bedroom before +as this one, with its little white-curtained bed, and white-enamelled +furniture. Then Margaret opened a velvet-lined jewel case, and took out +a small, gold brooch in the shape of a shell, which she insisted upon +fastening into the neck of her visitor's gown.</p> + +<p>"It is for you," she said, "I bought it with my own money, so you need +not mind taking it. I told mother I was going to give it to you. I want +you to wear it for my sake, Salome."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Margaret, how kind of you! Thank you so much. But ought I to +take it? Are you sure Mrs. Fowler—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" Margaret interposed eagerly. "Mother would like you to have +it. She said she thought it would be a very suitable gift for you. It +is pretty, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"It is lovely!" was the enthusiastic reply. "I shall value it always, +Miss Margaret, for your sake," and there were tears of pleasure and +gratitude in Salome's brown eyes as she spoke.</p> + +<p>"I am so very glad you like it," Margaret said earnestly; "but now, +come downstairs to the drawing-room."</p> + +<p>Greystone appeared quite a palatial residence to the simple village +girl, accustomed to her cottage home. She noticed how soft and thick +were the carpets, how handsome was the furniture; and how everything in +connection with the house had been done with a view to comfort. A sense +of awe crept over her, as she cast one swift glance around the spacious +drawing-room. Miss Conway was at the piano, but she ceased playing as +the little girls entered; and Mrs. Fowler, who was standing by the open +window conversing with her husband, turned towards them immediately and +requested Salome to sing.</p> + +<p>So Salome stood, leaning upon her crutches, in the centre of the room, +and lilted, without accompaniment, a simple little song she had often +heard from her dead mother's lips. It was a lullaby, and she sang it +so sweetly and unaffectedly that her listeners were delighted, and Mr. +Fowler was surprised at the beauty of the voice which had had so little +training. She gave them several other quaint west-country ballads; and +then, at Mrs. Fowler's request, sang, "Abide with Me."</p> + +<p>"I like that best," Margaret said, as she drew Salome down on a sofa by +her side. "Why, how you're trembling! And your hands are quite cold!"</p> + +<p>"Poor child! We have made her nervous, I fear," Mr. Fowler remarked. +"Used your mother to sing, my dear?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir, sometimes, and father used to sing in the choir, but he +doesn't now. If you please," she proceeded, glancing from one to the +other hesitatingly, "I think I ought to go home. Father promised to +meet me outside the gate at seven o'clock, and it must be that now."</p> + +<p>"It is a little after seven," Mr. Fowler replied, glancing at his watch.</p> + +<p>"Then I think I must go, sir."</p> + +<p>"You must come again soon," Mrs. Fowler said eagerly. "Thank you +so much, my dear, for singing to us. You have given us very great +pleasure."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad," Salome rejoined simply and earnestly, "and I should +like to tell you how much I have enjoyed myself; and thank you for all +your kindness to me."</p> + +<p>True to his promise, Josiah Petherick was waiting for his little +daughter in the road outside the entrance to Greystone. He was +perfectly sober, and as Salome caught sight of his stalwart figure, her +face lit up with pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Well, have you had an enjoyable time?" he inquired, smilingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes," she answered, and proceeded to give him a detailed account +of all she had seen, and heard, and done. He admired Margaret's gift, +and was secretly much gratified at the attention and kindness his +little girl had received from the new-comers. Much to her relief, he +accompanied her past the "Crab and Cockle," though it must be admitted, +he cast a longing glance in the direction of the open doorway through +which the stale odour of tobacco and beer was stealing forth as usual. +And when they reached home, he followed her into the cottage, and +continued the conversation whilst she set about getting supper. She +feared he would take himself to the inn as soon as the meal was over, +but, instead, he sat down under the porch and gazed thoughtfully out to +sea.</p> + +<p>"That Mr. Fowler's a rare hand to talk," he remarked presently, when +his little daughter joined him. "That comes of being educated, I +s'pose. He can argue a bit, he can."</p> + +<p>"Can he?" Salome looked surprised. "How do you know, father?" she +inquired.</p> + +<p>"'Cause I was foolish enough to try to argue with him, my maid!"</p> + +<p>"Oh! When was that?"</p> + +<p>"This morning, on the beach."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she cried again, more and more astonished. "What did you argue +about, father?" She ventured to ask.</p> + +<p>"Drink!" was the brief reply. And there was that in Josiah's manner +which forbade further questioning.</p> + +<p>Salome nestled silently close to her father's side, her head resting +against his arm, as she thought how nice it was to have him there with +her, quite himself, and how dearly she loved him. She listened to the +murmur of the sea, and tried to count the stars appearing in the sky, +whilst Josiah recalled the argument he had had with Mr. Fowler, in +which, he was obliged to admit, he had come off worst. At last, a deep +sigh from Salome drew his attention to her, and he asked what was amiss.</p> + +<p>"Amiss?" she echoed in astonishment. "Nothing."</p> + +<p>"But you sighed, my dear."</p> + +<p>"Did I? Then it must have been for joy. I'm perfectly happy, perfectly! +And so I should always be, if there was no such place as the 'Crab and +Cockle' in Yelton."</p> + +<p>"Well, Salome, I've not been there to-night."</p> + +<p>"No, you have not, dear father," she answered affectionately, "and +that's why I'm so perfectly happy. My mind's at rest!"</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_7">CHAPTER VII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>An Afternoon's Outing.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>MR. FOWLER was obliged to breakfast at seven o'clock, which was an +hour-and-a-half before the usual breakfast hour at Greystone, on the +morning following Salome's visit, as it was his intention to catch +the first train to London from N—, and in order to do that he would +have to leave home before eight o'clock, and drive several miles. His +journey had been discussed on the previous night, and he had said +good-bye to Miss Conway and the children then. But, when he entered the +breakfast-room as the clock struck seven, he found his little daughter +awaiting him.</p> + +<p>"Why, Margaret!" he exclaimed in pleased surprise as he kissed her. +"I did not expect to see you, my dear! You are not generally an early +bird."</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I am rather sleepy-headed in the mornings, as a rule," +she confessed, "but I made up my mind last night that I would have +my breakfast with you to-day, dear father, and see you off. Now do +try to eat as much as ever you can," she added practically, as the +servant appeared with a tray holding a couple of covered dishes and the +coffee-pot.</p> + +<p>Mr. Fowler laughed, as he seated himself at the table with Margaret +opposite to him, and said he would take her advice.</p> + +<p>"I am sorry I have to go," he remarked, "but I have no choice in the +matter, as my lawyer wants to consult me upon important business. I +shall leave your mother in your charge, Margaret."</p> + +<p>"In my charge?" Margaret said inquiringly, looking surprised. "But she +is not ill now, father! See how cheerful and bright she was last night. +And she has taken several walks. Oh, she is heaps better and stronger +than she was! I don't think you need worry about her."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not; but, nevertheless, I want you to devote as much of your +time as you can to her during my absence. I have spoken to Miss Conway, +and she has consented to give you a holiday till I return. Had I not +seen you this morning, Miss Conway would have explained my wishes to +you. I desire you to accompany your mother when she drives out, and +when she goes into the village, or down to the beach—in short, make +yourself her companion, my dear, until I return. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, father, I think so," Margaret replied, impressed by his serious +tone. "I expect mother will be dull when you are gone, so I will do my +best to brighten her up!"</p> + +<p>"That's a good child!"</p> + +<p>"Only, sometimes she much prefers to have Gerald with her to me!"</p> + +<p>"I would rather she had you. Remember what I have said, Margaret. I +hope I shall not be away very long, but it will of course depend upon +circumstances."</p> + +<p>Mr. Fowler made an excellent breakfast, and afterwards went upstairs +to say good-bye to his wife, whilst Margaret waited for him in the +hall. He kissed his little girl tenderly on his return, then, it being +quite time for him to leave, entered the carriage which was waiting +at the door, and was driven off. Margaret felt a little depressed as +she listened to the sound of the carriage wheels dying away in the +distance, for she was exceedingly attached to her father, and home did +not seem like home without him.</p> + +<p>Knowing her mother must be awake, she went upstairs, and knocked at her +bedroom door. On being told to come in, to her surprise, Mrs. Fowler +declared her intention of getting up to breakfast.</p> + +<p>"But do you feel well enough?" Margaret asked, for up to the present +Mrs. Fowler, having been an invalid, had always breakfasted in her own +room at Greystone.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" was the quick response. "I'm tired of being treated like a +sick person! What a beautiful, bright morning it is, and not so hot, is +it? Your father will have a fine day for his journey."</p> + +<p>"He did not want to go at all!"</p> + +<p>"No. But that was foolish of him!"</p> + +<p>"I think he did not like the thought of leaving you, mother. He feared +you might be ill whilst he was away."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am not likely to be ill again," Mrs. Fowler declared sanguinely. +"I mean to throw off my invalid-ish ways now, and surprise your father +on his return. Send Ross to me, Margaret, to help me dress."</p> + +<p>"Shall I help you, mother? Do let me. I am sure I can do your hair as +well as Ross."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler hesitated, but finally decided in favour of Ross; so +Margaret went in search of her. Ross was a well-mannered, good-tempered +young woman who waited upon Mrs. Fowler, and did the mending and sewing +of the household. She expressed surprise and pleasure on hearing that +her mistress intended getting up and joining the family breakfast-table.</p> + +<p>"It shows how much stronger she feels, Miss Margaret," she said. "I've +often thought if she would bestir herself more she would be better in +health and spirits."</p> + +<p>Gerald grumbled loudly when he discovered that he was to do lessons +whilst his sister was to have a holiday. Why should Margaret be allowed +nice drives with their mother when he was obliged to stay at home and +work. It was most unfair, he declared; and it may be imagined that poor +Miss Conway had rather a trying experience with her younger pupil on +the first day of his father's absence, when, in the afternoon, Mrs. +Fowler and Margaret drove to N—, and left him at home.</p> + +<p>The road to N— lay through some most beautiful scenery, and Margaret +thoroughly enjoyed the drive. Now they were on an open common where +the few trees to be seen were stunted and grown one-sided, a fact +which puzzled the little girl until it was explained to her that the +keen breeze blowing across the Atlantic was accountable for it, then +she remarked that the bare side of the trees was the one which faced +the sea; now they had left the common and were going down bill into a +sheltered, wooded coomb, and by-and-by the road led upwards again till +the town of N— was reached, situated almost at the top of the hill.</p> + +<p>At the entrance to the town, Mrs. Fowler and Margaret got out of +the carriage, and walked up the main street—Fore Street it was +called—looking into the shop windows. They had paused outside a small +china shop in which was some pretty pottery, when a familiar voice +addressed them in accents of pleasure and surprise.</p> + +<p>"Can I believe my eyes? Who would have thought of meeting you here!"</p> + +<p>Turning instantly they confronted a handsome, middle-aged lady, dressed +as a widow, whose comely face was wreathed in smiles. She was called +Mrs. Lute, and had been a near neighbour of theirs in London.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how glad I am!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed. "It is good to see you +again! Are you staying in the neighbourhood?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I have taken a furnished house at N— for two months. I saw it +advertised, came to see it, and the result is that here I am! Why, how +well you look! And you were such a wreck when you left town! Margaret, +too, is looking all the better for the change of air! I suppose you are +still at Yelton?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes! Why haven't you been to see us?"</p> + +<p>"I have only been here a week. But, come, walk home with me, and have a +cup of tea."</p> + +<p>"I should like to, but I have some errands to execute. Oh, Margaret!" +And Mrs. Fowler turned to her little daughter eagerly. "Surely you +could do the errands! See, here is the list of what I want on this +paper! Is your home far from here?" she inquired of Mrs. Lute.</p> + +<p>"No, you must have passed it—a thatched, whitewashed house, with a +porch covered with clematis and roses."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I noticed it!" Margaret cried. "Mother, why don't you and +Mrs. Lute drive back in the carriage, and I will join you as soon as I +have done the shopping?"</p> + +<p>Thus it was arranged. Margaret was quite excited at meeting an old +acquaintance, for Mrs. Lute had long been on the friendliest terms with +her neighbours in town. She was one of the kindest of women, and had +been exceedingly sympathetic during Mrs. Fowler's serious illness in +the spring.</p> + +<p>When Margaret had executed her list of errands, she made her way to the +whitewashed house, outside which the carriage was waiting; and on being +shown into the drawing-room which faced the road, found her mother and +Mrs. Lute seated there conversing happily.</p> + +<p>"How warm the poor child looks!" the latter exclaimed. "Sit down in +this comfortable chair, my dear, and let me give you some tea; or would +you rather have a glass of wine, for you look tired, and—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, thank you!" Margaret interposed hastily.</p> + +<p>"Just as you like, my dear; but I persuaded your mother to take a +little wine; I thought it would do her good after her long drive, and I +think it has refreshed her. Here's your tea, my dear! Help yourself to +cream and sugar, and do try this cake."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Mrs. Lute."</p> + +<p>Margaret was startled for the moment to hear her mother had been +drinking wine, remembering how her father had refused to allow her +to take it. She thought Mrs. Fowler should have declined it; but the +matter soon passed from her mind as Mrs. Lute began to question her +about Yelton.</p> + +<p>"Everyone tells me it is a charming little village," Mrs. Lute said, +"but your mother is not enthusiastic about it. I think she is beginning +to feel the lack of society. I have been telling her she should be +satisfied to have regained her health. She is looking wonderfully well."</p> + +<p>Margaret, glancing at her mother, agreed with Mrs. Lute. No one would +have guessed at that moment that Mrs. Fowler had been an invalid so +lately, for there was a pink colour in her cheeks, and her blue eyes +were shining with a happy light. She was as glad as was Margaret to +meet their old friend.</p> + +<p>"You must pay us a visit at Greystone as soon as my husband returns," +she said hospitably, "and then you will be able to form your own ideas +of Yelton and its inhabitants. Margaret has struck up a friendship with +a lame girl, Salome Petherick by name, and I believe Gerald has picked +acquaintance with several fishermen."</p> + +<p>"Salome's father is a fisherman," Margaret remarked; "and oh, Salome +has the most beautiful voice you can possibly imagine, hasn't she, +mother?"</p> + +<p>"She certainly has. When you come to visit us, Mrs. Lute, you shall +hear this Cornish singing-bird. Poor girl, she is a sad cripple, yet +she makes herself very useful, attends to her father's cottage, and +even does gardening!"</p> + +<p>"She uses a pair of crutches as a rule," Margaret explained, "but when +she is gardening, she somehow manages to hop about on one, so that she +has a hand free to work with. Poor Salome! Her father drinks, and that +is a great trouble to her."</p> + +<p>"I should think so, indeed!" Mrs. Lute commented. "She ought to try to +persuade him to take the pledge. Total abstinence from all intoxicants +is the only thing for some people."</p> + +<p>"Father says," Margaret was beginning, when Mrs. Fowler somewhat +abruptly changed the conversation by inquiring for a mutual friend in +town. It struck the little girl that her mother did not wish her to air +her father's teetotal views, so during the homeward drive she recurred +to the subject.</p> + +<p>"Mother, I was going to tell Mrs. Lute that we are all teetotalers +now," she said. "Don't you want her to know?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler hesitated and frowned slightly, refraining from meeting her +little daughter's gravely inquiring gaze.</p> + +<p>"I suppose she will have to know, if she comes to stay with us at +Greystone," she responded in tones of annoyance. "I had forgotten your +father's fad when I invited her."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, don't call it a fad!" Margaret cried distressfully.</p> + +<p>"That's what it is, child! Mrs. Lute is accustomed to take wine, yet no +one can say she is not a strictly temperate woman. Your father, I do +not doubt, would like her to be a total abstainer. Such nonsense! He +used not to be so fastidious!" And Mrs. Fowler looked quite angry.</p> + +<p>Margaret made no answer. She had perfect faith in her father's +judgment, but she felt herself incapable of arguing the matter from his +point of view.</p> + +<p>On reaching home they found a telegram from Mr. Fowler, acquainting +them with his safe arrival in London. As Mrs. Fowler read it, the +displeasure left her face for a softer, gentler expression.</p> + +<p>"How thoughtful he always is!" she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>She was in exceedingly good spirits all the evening, and retired to +rest apparently perfectly well; but about midnight, Margaret was +awakened by a sound in the room, and starting up in bed, found her +mother standing by her side in her night-gown, with a lighted candle in +her hand.</p> + +<p>"What is it, mother? Are you ill?" The little girl inquired in alarm.</p> + +<p>"No, but I am nervous, and cannot sleep! I wish your father had not +gone! Did I frighten you? I hope not. I felt I must have company."</p> + +<p>Margaret was greatly astonished, for the thought had continually +crossed her mind during the day that Mrs. Fowler was relieved at her +husband's absence. She jumped out of bed immediately, and led her +mother back to her own room.</p> + +<p>"I will stay with you to-night, dear mother," she said gently. "You +won't feel nervous then."</p> + +<p>So mother and daughter lay down side by side, but not to sleep as yet, +for the latter was restless and sighed continually.</p> + +<p>"You are sure you are not ill?" Margaret asked with loving anxiety.</p> + +<p>"No, I am not ill, but I am very unhappy," was the response in a tone +of great sadness. "Oh, child, I wish you had a better mother!"</p> + +<p>"You are the dearest mother in the world," Margaret cried earnestly.</p> + +<p>"But very far from being the best. I am very troubled—no, I cannot tell +you what about. No, you couldn't help me. No one can."</p> + +<p>"Yes, God can, mother," Margaret reminded her; then she quoted softly—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,<br> + Help of the helpless, O abide with me."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler caught her breath with a little sob; but doubtless, the +words of Salome's favourite hymn comforted her, for presently, Margaret +knew by her regular breathing that she had fallen asleep.</p> + +<p>The little girl lay awake wondering what trouble her mother could +possibly have, or if she was only nervous and imaginative; and it was +not until the first streaks of dawn peeped into the room that she slept +too.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_8">CHAPTER VIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>An Awful Thing.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN Margaret awoke, she was alone. At first she was surprised to +find herself in bed in her mother's room, but in a few moments, she +remembered how that happened to be the case. Before, however, she had +time to dwell much upon the matter, the door opened and her mother +entered, fully dressed, bearing a breakfast tray in her hands, which +she placed on the dressing-table.</p> + +<p>"Have I overslept myself?" Margaret inquired. "I am so sorry."</p> + +<p>"You need not be, my dear," Mrs. Fowler replied, smiling as she came to +the bedside and kissed her little daughter. "You had a disturbed night +on my account. How foolish it was of me to be too nervous to sleep +alone! I blame myself for spoiling your rest. But, see, I have brought +your breakfast, so sit up and eat it at once; after you have had it, +you can dress and come down on the beach with me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler looked alert and well. She talked brightly whilst Margaret +was taking her breakfast, and pulling a letter out of her pocket, which +she had received from her husband by the morning's post, read it aloud. +It merely told of his journey to town, and concluded with his love to +the children, and a hope that Mrs. Fowler would take care of herself.</p> + +<p>"I shall not tell him how silly I was last night," she said. "I suppose +I cannot be quite so strong as I thought. My late illness played sad +havoc with my nerves. It is such a glorious day, Margaret, that I am +sure we ought to spend it out of doors."</p> + +<p>Margaret assented willingly, and went to her own room to dress. +By-and-by, she and her mother strolled down to the beach, and passed +a pleasant morning in the welcome shade of a big rock. And in the +afternoon, Mrs. Fowler declared her intention of again driving to N—.</p> + +<p>"Won't you be very tired, mother?" Margaret asked dubiously. "You +mustn't overdo it, you know."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I will be careful, my dear!" Mrs. Fowler rejoined. "But I want to +get some things I forgot yesterday. Meeting Mrs. Lute so unexpectedly +put everything else quite out of my head. Miss Conway and Gerald can +accompany us."</p> + +<p>It was not such a pleasant drive as the one of the previous day, for +Gerald was tiresome, and continually stood up in the carriage to look +at different objects of interest which attracted his attention. Miss +Conway begged him to sit still, but he would not obey her. And, at +last, he was jolted into his mother's lap, much to her annoyance and +to his amusement. She declared she wished she had left him at home, +and that it would be a long time before she would take him for a drive +again. Whereupon, he only laughed, for he did not believe she meant +what she said.</p> + +<p>"Are you going to see Mrs. Lute, mother?" Margaret inquired as they +neared the town.</p> + +<p>"No, not to-day. I will get out at the bottom of Fore Street, and you +others shall drive on a little farther and return for me. No, I will +not have you, Gerald! You are to stay with Miss Conway and your sister."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler spoke with decision in her tones; she was evidently +determined to do her shopping alone.</p> + +<p>Accordingly, she got out of the carriage at the entrance to the town, +and the others saw her go into a grocer's shop as they were driven +on. When the carriage returned a quarter of an hour later, she was +standing waiting outside the same shop. The shopman came out and placed +a parcel in the carriage, then Mrs. Fowler took her seat and gave the +order—"Home." She seemed lost in deep thought during the remainder +of the drive, and spoke but seldom, paying slight attention to the +conversation the others carried on. She was evidently glad to reach +Greystone.</p> + +<p>"I expect she is really very tired," Margaret reflected, "but does not +like to confess it." And she was confirmed in this opinion when she saw +how quiet and languid Mrs. Fowler appeared during the evening. She did +not request Miss Conway to play to her as she usually did, but lay on +the sofa with a book in her lap, yawning occasionally as though weary +of the day, so that neither Margaret nor the governess were surprised +when she declared her intention of going to bed early. She would not +hear of Margaret sleeping with her, however, but kissed both of her +children good night in the drawing-room, and told them not to disturb +her when they went upstairs to bed.</p> + +<p>It was only eight o'clock when Mrs. Fowler retired for the night. +At half-past eight Gerald was put to bed, after which Margaret and +her governess sat down together to their supper. Each seemed rather +depressed, Miss Conway even more so than her little pupil.</p> + +<p>"It is so dull without father," Margaret sighed. "I hope he will not +stay away very long. Oh, dear! I think mother is very, very tired +to-night, don't you? I am afraid she has been doing too much."</p> + +<p>"I hope not," was the serious reply. "You did not walk far this +morning, did you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! We were sitting down on the beach most of the time. Mother +read the newspaper and talked and seemed all right then."</p> + +<p>"Did you see anything of Salome Petherick?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, though we stood outside her garden several minutes looking at +her flowers. I suppose she was busy in the cottage. Oh, Miss Conway, +how I do wish Salome's father was a teetotaler! I was telling Mrs. Lute +about him yesterday, and she said Salome ought to try to persuade him +to take the pledge."</p> + +<p>"I did not know that Mrs. Lute was a teetotaler," Miss Conway +exclaimed, looking rather surprised.</p> + +<p>"She is not. Indeed, she offered me a glass of wine."</p> + +<p>"You did not take it?" the governess interposed hastily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, no!" A painful blush rose to Margaret's cheeks as she remembered +that her mother had not declined the same offer. "Mrs. Lute said total +abstinence from all intoxicants is the only thing for some people," she +added.</p> + +<p>"She is quite right," was the grave response.</p> + +<p>There was silence for a few minutes. Miss Conway was asking herself +what was the reason of her pupil's evident confusion, and Margaret was +hoping she would not be questioned as to its cause.</p> + +<p>"I have been a teetotaler all my life," Miss Conway proceeded +presently. "My father had a great horror of drink because his own +father had been a drunkard, and he had suffered much on that account. +It is sad to think that there is scarcely a family that does not +possess at least one member given over to the vice of drinking to +excess. Oh, Margaret! Mr. Fowler was right when he laid down the rule +that no intoxicants should be brought into his house."</p> + +<p>"I am sure he was right," Margaret agreed heartily, "though everyone +does not think so. Mother calls it a fad—"</p> + +<p>"Did your mother—" The governess hesitated momentarily, scarcely +knowing how to put the question which trembled on her lips. "Perhaps +you will think I have no right to ask you," she continued hastily, +"but, believe me, Margaret, it is no idle curiosity which prompts me. +Did your mother have any wine at Mrs. Lute's yesterday?"</p> + +<p>Margaret nodded gravely, observing her companion anxiously in order to +read by her countenance what she thought. She was prepared to see her +exhibit surprise, and perhaps disapproval, but Miss Conway appeared +absolutely frightened, and her very lips turned white. She made no +remark in response however, but when she kissed her pupil ere they +separated for the night, there was marked tenderness in her manner and +in her voice as she said, "God bless you, dear Margaret. You look tired +out yourself. Try to have a good night's rest."</p> + +<p>The little girl was very sleepy, so, almost as soon as her head was on +the pillow, she was in the land of dreams. But such unhappy, disturbing +dreams they were. She imagined her mother was very ill, and that her +father could not be sent for, because no one knew his address, and that +she was in terrible grief and perplexity. At length, frightened and +shaking in every limb, she awoke, and sprang out of bed with a shriek. +The conviction was strong upon her that something was wrong with her +mother, and she felt compelled to go and ascertain what was amiss. +Lighting a candle, she took it up and hurried to Mrs. Fowler's room. +A sigh of deep thankfulness escaped her lips as she found everything +quiet there. Softly she stole to the bedside and saw her mother lying +asleep, one hand beneath her cheek, her fair hair strewn over the +pillow. Margaret thought how pretty she looked, and carefully shaded +the candle with her hand as she gazed at the sleeper with love and +admiration in her glance; but it would have taken more than the feeble +rays of the candle to awaken Mrs. Fowler from that deep, dreamless +sleep.</p> + +<p>Margaret would have liked to have kissed her mother's flushed cheek, +but feared to disturb her; so she contented herself with pressing her +lips to the soft, white hand which lay outside the counterpane, then +stole back to her own room as quietly as she had left it, and after +putting out the candle crept back to bed. She felt she could rest with +an easy mind now, and was no longer disturbed by distressing dreams.</p> + +<p>The following day Mrs. Fowler did not go far. She appeared depressed +and out of sorts until after tea-time, when her drooping spirits +revived, and she spent the evening under the lilac tree with Miss +Conway, whilst the children played croquet on the lawn. Suddenly she +remembered that a letter she had written to her husband had not been +posted, and suggested that Margaret and Gerald might take it to the +post-office.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it's too late to catch to-night's post," she said +regretfully, "but never mind. Your father will not be anxious, as he +heard this morning. Still, you may as well post it. Dear me, what could +have made me so forgetful!"</p> + +<p>So Margaret and Gerald hurried off to the post-office, which was only +two doors from the village inn, from which it was divided by Samuel +Moyle's shop.</p> + +<p>After posting the letter, they went into the shop to purchase some +sweets, and whilst they were there, Josiah Petherick came out of the +"Crab and Cockle," much the worse for drink, and staggered past on his +way home.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moyle, a rosy-cheeked dame, so stout that she appeared to be +almost as thick as she was long, went to the door to stare after +Josiah, whilst her husband, who was attending to the requirements of +his customers, shook his head gravely and prophesied that "such a +drunken beast," as he called him, "would come to a bad end," adding, +with a touch of real feeling, "Ah, I'm sorry for that poor motherless +maid of his!"</p> + +<p>Margaret returned to Greystone very sad at heart, full of the lame +girl's trouble, and informed her mother and Miss Conway of the state +Josiah was in; whilst Gerald, who had been more amused than disgusted, +began to imitate the drunken man's rambling walk, a proceeding which +his governess promptly put a stop to by grasping him forcibly by the +shoulder and making him stand still.</p> + +<p>"For shame!" she cried with unusual severity in her tone. "How can +you make fun of the unhappy man? Poor wretch! Never make a joke of a +drunkard again."</p> + +<p>"Well, I won't," Gerald returned. "I meant no harm. Please let me go, +Miss Conway. I promise you I won't do it again."</p> + +<p>"No, I do not think you meant any harm," the governess admitted. "You +acted thoughtlessly, I know. But you must never laugh at what is +wrong—remember that."</p> + +<p>"Isn't it terrible for poor Salome, mother?" Margaret said sadly.</p> + +<p>"Very," Mrs. Fowler replied. "It would be better for her if she had no +father at all."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother!" Margaret cried in shocked tones. "Do you mean that?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do. What can her father be, but a perpetual shame and trouble +to her?"</p> + +<p>"But she loves him so dearly."</p> + +<p>"I don't know how she can!" Mrs. Fowler exclaimed vehemently. "But, +there, don't let us talk of Josiah any more. Of course, the letter was +too late for to-night's post?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. But I posted it all the same. I wonder when father will be +home."</p> + +<p>"Not till the end of the week, I expect. It's getting chilly; we will +go in." And rising, Mrs. Fowler moved towards the house, the others +following.</p> + +<p>Margaret's thoughts were all of Salome during the remainder of the +evening. And before she went to rest, she prayed earnestly that God +would give His help and protection to the lame girl, and reward her +patience and love in His own good time.</p> + +<p>"Drink is an awful thing," was her last waking thought that night, as +she crept into her little, white-curtained bed, and laid her head down +on the soft pillow. "I only wish poor Salome's father could be brought +to see what an awful thing it is."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_9">CHAPTER IX.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>The Blow Falls.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was nearly noon, and quietude reigned over Yelton. The fishermen +were all at sea, whilst their wives were busy with their domestic +duties within doors, and the children were at school. The village +looked actually deserted as Margaret Fowler walked soberly by the "Crab +and Cockle." Not a living soul was in sight, and there was no one in +Silas Moyle's shop, not even behind the counter, where Mrs. Moyle was +generally to be found. Margaret strolled on to Josiah Petherick's +cottage, and there was Salome seated in the porch, knitting rapidly +whilst she sang to herself in a low, soft undertone. The lame girl's +face lit up with a bright smile of pleasure at sight of Margaret, and +she turned to reach the crutches by her side.</p> + +<p>"Oh, please don't get up!" Margaret cried quickly. "I'll sit down in +the porch with you for a little while, if I may. How nice it is here!"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Isn't it a beautiful day, miss? Such a fine breeze! All the +fishing boats are out. Father was off at daybreak this morning. I got +up to give him his breakfast; so that's how it is my work's finished so +early."</p> + +<p>"What are you making?" Margaret asked, noticing the thick, navy-blue +fingering which Salome was knitting.</p> + +<p>"A jersey for father, miss. He'll want a new one against the winter."</p> + +<p>"What! Do you mean to say you knit your father's jerseys? How clever of +you!"</p> + +<p>The lame girl smiled and blushed as she responded, "Mother taught me +to knit when I was a very little girl, but it was not until after her +death that I learnt to make father's jerseys. Mrs. Moyle taught me the +way."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Moyle? The baker's wife, do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss; she's always most kind to me."</p> + +<p>"She looks good-natured," Margaret remarked. "Mother is not very well," +she proceeded to explain, "so she is lying in bed this morning, and +Gerald is at his lessons with Miss Conway, so I thought I would look +you up, Salome."</p> + +<p>"I am very glad to see you, miss. But I am sorry to hear Mrs. Fowler is +ill."</p> + +<p>"She is not ill exactly—at least, I hope not. She complained of a bad +headache, so Ross advised her to remain in bed and rest. It worries me +if she's not well, now father's away."</p> + +<p>"Then Mr. Fowler is not back yet, miss?"</p> + +<p>"No. We expected him to stay away only a few days, but his business is +keeping him longer than he thought it would, so he will not be at home +till next week. It is so dull without him."</p> + +<p>"I daresay it is, miss."</p> + +<p>"Before he went, he told me he left mother in my charge, and that's why +I'm so anxious about her. You know, she was very, very ill before we +came here. I never saw her for weeks then, and—oh, it was a terrible +time!"</p> + +<p>"It must have been," Salome said sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"How bright you look to-day!" Margaret exclaimed presently, after +observing her companion in silence for several minutes.</p> + +<p>"I feel bright," the lame girl acknowledged with a smile, "for I know +father'll come home sober by-and-by, when the fishing boats return, and +that's enough to make one happy."</p> + +<p>"How brave you are, Salome!" And Margaret wondered if she had Salome's +trouble, whether she would ever be happy for a day or even an hour.</p> + +<p>The other shook her head. She did not think she was brave at all, but +she took the sunshine of her life gratefully, and tried not to remember +the hours of gloom.</p> + +<p>"I wish I could knit," said Margaret, as she watched the lame girl's +busy fingers.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you learn, miss? Then you might knit your father's socks."</p> + +<p>"Do you think I could?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, with a little practice. Would you—would you like me to teach +you?" Salome asked somewhat diffidently.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I should be so much obliged to you if you would! Oh, thank you! +I'll buy some wool and knitting needles the very next time we drive to +N—. But I'm afraid you'll find me a very stupid pupil."</p> + +<p>"I can't believe that, miss. Besides, knitting is quite easy—of course +it takes time to learn to knit fast. You can get knitting needles and +wool at Mrs. Moyle's shop; she keeps a very good supply."</p> + +<p>"Does she? That's capital! Oh Salome, whatever has happened to that +rose-bush by the gate? Why, it's smashed off close to the ground! What +a pity!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," was the response, spoken in a low, pained tone.</p> + +<p>"How did it happen?" Margaret asked concernedly, noticing the tears had +sprung into her companion's brown eyes.</p> + +<p>"Father did it."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Not on purpose?"</p> + +<p>"No, no! He—he fell over it. He was sorry—afterwards; but I'm so +grieved, because mother planted that rose-bush herself not long before +she died, and now it is quite ruined."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am sorry!" Margaret cried.</p> + +<p>"It was an accident; but—but it wouldn't have happened, if he'd been +sober. He's as upset about it as I am now—he is indeed. He valued that +rose-bush for mother's sake."</p> + +<p>"Salome, why don't you try to persuade your father to take the pledge?" +Margaret inquired very seriously.</p> + +<p>"I've tried heaps and heaps of times."</p> + +<p>"And he won't?"</p> + +<p>"No. Father says he hates teetotalers. I can't think he does really, +though. Only, he likes drink, and he won't give it up."</p> + +<p>"It's very selfish of him. He ought to consider you. But, there, I +won't run out against him, for I know you're very fond of him. Perhaps, +he'll be different some day."</p> + +<p>"I pray every night that God will make him a sober man. He used to be +so steady when mother was living. Mr. Amyatt will tell you the same. It +seems so dreadful that her death should have changed him so. It was the +trouble, I suppose, and having no one to speak to at home but me that +drove him to the 'Crab and Cockle' first along; then he grew to like +the drink, and now he can't bear the thought of going without it. Did +you know Mr. Fowler spoke to father about it, miss?"</p> + +<p>"No; did he?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he did indeed. They had an argument, and I fancy from father's +manner that he was impressed by what Mr. Fowler said."</p> + +<p>Long the little girls talked, until Margaret declared she really must +go, or she would be late for dinner. She hurried back to Greystone, +to find that her mother was not up yet. On the landing, at the top of +the stairs, she met Ross, who had that minute come from Mrs. Fowler's +bedroom door.</p> + +<p>"Is mother's head no better?" Margaret inquired concernedly.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid not," Ross answered. She looked somewhat perturbed, the +little girl thought. "I've not seen the mistress since breakfast-time, +miss," she proceeded hurriedly, "for she said she wished to be +undisturbed, and now she has locked her door."</p> + +<p>"Locked her door!" Margaret echoed in utter astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and she won't open it, miss. I was going to ask Miss Conway what +I should do—"</p> + +<p>Not waiting to hear the conclusion of the sentence, Margaret ran to +her mother's bedroom door and tried to open it. The handle turned, but +the door remained closed. She rapped sharply with her knuckles and +listened; then, receiving no answer, knocked again.</p> + +<p>"Who there?"</p> + +<p>It was her mother's voice that asked the question; but something in +its tone fell discordantly upon the ears of the listeners and did not +lessen their uneasiness.</p> + +<p>"It is I—Margaret. Let me in, mother dear."</p> + +<p>"You can't come in; go away."</p> + +<p>"But, mother, I want to know how you are. Is your head better?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—no."</p> + +<p>"Please let me in. Why have you locked the door?"</p> + +<p>"I wish—to be alone."</p> + +<p>At that moment Miss Conway appeared upon the scene. She turned white as +death when the situation was explained to her, and begged Margaret to +go away, and let her try to persuade Mrs. Fowler to unlock the door.</p> + +<p>"No, no," cried the little girl. "Something must be amiss with mother, +or she would never act so strangely. Mother, mother, let me in," and +she knocked at the door louder than before.</p> + +<p>There were sounds inside the room of some one moving about, then the +door was opened, and Mrs. Fowler, clad in a dressing-gown, with her +hair streaming over her shoulders, appeared in the doorway.</p> + +<p>"What do you all want—coming here—disturbing me?" she questioned +irritably; then she lurched forward, and would have fallen on her face, +if Miss Conway had not sprung to her assistance and caught her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she has fainted!" Margaret cried, terribly frightened and +distressed.</p> + +<p>With the help of Ross, who was looking pale and scared, the governess +succeeded in dragging Mrs. Fowler across the room, and laying her upon +the bed; and then turned to her little pupil and told her to shut and +lock the door. Wondering greatly, Margaret obeyed. Returning to the +bedside, she looked from one to the other of her companions in mingled +astonishment and reproach, for neither was making the least attempt to +bring Mrs. Fowler back to consciousness. The tears were streaming down +Miss Conway's cheeks, and Ross was murmuring—"I never guessed it. No, I +never guessed it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, can't you do anything?" Margaret cried distractedly. "Oh, she is +very ill!" And she bent over her mother, then suddenly drew back. Mrs. +Fowler's cheeks were unusually flushed; she was breathing heavily, +and upon her lips hung the smell of spirit. Margaret experienced a +sensation as though an icy hand had gripped her heart. She looked +inquiringly at Miss Conway, who avoided her glance, then her eyes +travelled slowly around the room. On the dressing-table was a nearly +empty brandy bottle, and by its side a glass.</p> + +<p>With an exceedingly bitter cry, Margaret realised the truth. Her mother +was not ill—that is, not in the way she had supposed—but intoxicated. +The blow had fallen, and everything was now plain to her.</p> + +<p>As in a dream, she heard Ross whispering to Miss Conway that she had +never suspected her mistress of this, that she had never had such a +shock in her life before, and listened to Miss Conway's answer that +she herself would remain with Mrs. Fowler, and that the servants must +be told she was ill. Then, the governess put her arms around her pupil +and kissed her, begging her to be a brave girl. And all the while, +Margaret was experiencing a strange feeling of unreality, as though she +was living through a horrible nightmare. She watched Miss Conway fling +the windows open wide, and place a blanket carefully over her mother's +unconscious form, and the conviction grew upon her, that though the +governess was deeply grieved, she was not surprised and shocked as she +herself was and poor Ross who looked almost scared to death.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the governess pointed to the brandy bottle and appealed to the +maid.</p> + +<p>"Did you supply her with that?" she questioned sternly.</p> + +<p>"No, miss, on my word of honour, I did not," Ross replied earnestly. "I +never knew she had it; she must have kept it under lock and key."</p> + +<p>There was absolute truth in the girl's voice; and Miss Conway looked +puzzled.</p> + +<p>"I can't make it out—how she obtained it, I mean," she said at +last. "Ross, I think you had better leave your mistress to me for +the present. I rely upon you not to speak of this downstairs. And +Margaret—" the governess's voice softened to the tenderest pity—"will +you take care of Gerald for the rest of the day? Tell him his mother is +very poorly, and that he may have a half-holiday. You could take him +down to the beach this afternoon. God help you to bear this trouble, +poor child!"</p> + +<p>Margaret made no response. Ringing in her ears were words her father +had spoken to her when they had been discussing Salome's trouble. "We +cannot tell how much our patience and love may be tried, nor what +trials and troubles the future may hold for us. We can only pray that +God will strengthen us in our time of need."</p> + +<p>Had her father anticipated this hour for her? She could not tell, but +she thought it more than likely.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Miss Conway was leading her to the door, begging her to put +a brave face on matters, and to go down to dinner without her.</p> + +<p>"I feel my duty is here, my dear," she said impressively. "If any one +questions you about your mother, you can truly say she is ill. Oh, +Margaret, pray for her; she is greatly to be pitied!" And so saying, +the governess opened the door and pushed her little pupil gently +outside.</p> + +<p>For a few minutes Margaret stood perfectly still. Then the sound of +Gerald's voice in the hall below reminded her that she must, as Miss +Conway had said, put a brave face on matters. So she went downstairs +and delighted her brother by promising to take him down to the beach. +She was conscious that the burden of a great sorrow was upon her, +and she felt bowed down with an intolerable weight of shame. But she +devoted herself assiduously to Gerald for the remainder of the day; +and it was not until nearly nine o'clock, when her charge was in bed +and asleep, that she dared give way to her grief. Then, in the privacy +of her own room, she flung herself upon the bed and wept as though her +heart would break.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_10">CHAPTER X.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Mr. Fowler's Return.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"MARGARET! Oh, my dear little girl! Do not grieve so terribly. You will +make yourself ill, if you go on like this."</p> + +<p>Margaret tried to stifle her sobs at the sound of the kind, pitying +voice, and turned a swollen, tear-stained countenance towards +Miss Conway, who had come in search of her. She longed to ask for +her mother, but for the present, she was incapable of speech. +Her governess, however, read aright her questioning eyes, and +said reassuringly, "Your mother is better, my dear. She regained +consciousness some time ago, since when she has had a cup of tea, and +is now asleep. Ross is with her at present."</p> + +<p>Miss Conway drew a chair to the bedside and sat down, then she took +one of her little pupil's hands and pressed it softly. "I have sent +for your father," she continued; "after—after what has happened I +considered it was my duty to do so. I did not think there was any +necessity to alarm him by a telegram though, so I wrote by to-night's +post and—explained. He will get my letter in the morning, and probably +return home at once. So, dear Margaret, if all's well, he will +doubtless be here to-morrow evening."</p> + +<p>The little girl was glad to hear this; but at the same time, she +dreaded meeting her father with this new knowledge concerning her +mother weighing on her mind. Her sobs had ceased now, and she could +speak collectedly.</p> + +<p>"Miss Conway, do you think Ross has told the other servants?" she asked +anxiously.</p> + +<p>"I am sure she has not, nor do I believe she will. Ross is a thoroughly +good girl, and most sincerely attached to your mother. At first, I +confess, I suspected her of having procured that—that poison, but I was +quite wrong! Mrs. Fowler bought the brandy herself, the afternoon we +drove to N— with her. Do you remember we drove on whilst she went into +a grocer's shop? She obtained it there. Oh, it is a shame that grocers +should be allowed licences for supplying intoxicating liquors! Poor +soul, she has been telling me how sorely she was tempted! Oh, Margaret, +this all comes of Mrs. Lute's offering her that glass of wine! She had +not touched a stimulant since her illness till then, and had almost +lost her craving for drink. That glass of wine, however, was too much +for her, and she felt she must have more. I need not dwell on the +result."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Conway, how shameful, how degrading!" Margaret cried +passionately. "Oh, to think that mother should be like that! Oh, no +wonder father wished us all to be teetotalers!"</p> + +<p>She covered her flaming face with her hands and shuddered. "How +long—how long have you known this—about mother?" she inquired +hesitatingly.</p> + +<p>"Many months. Since—oh, long before her illness."</p> + +<p>"Was that illness—"</p> + +<p>"Caused by drink? Yes. Oh, my dear, I see you guess it all. Your father +hoped you would never know. He trusted that the complete change from +life in town to the quietude of the country, where Mrs. Fowler would +meet comparatively few people of her own class, and where he believed +she would be free from temptation, would ultimately cure her of the +fatal habit she had acquired of drinking to excess, and I believe that +would have been the happy result, if you had not unfortunately met Mrs. +Lute. Little does Mrs. Lute—good, kind creature that she is—dream of +the mischief she has wrought. Your poor mother is full of grief and +remorse now; and oh, so shocked that you should have seen her to-day. +She knows I have written to Mr. Fowler, and you can imagine how she is +dreading his return; yet she knows he will not be hard upon her. He +loves her too well for that!"</p> + +<p>Margaret felt at that moment that her affection for her mother was +being swallowed up by a sickening sensation of disgust. She had always +loved her very dearly; and had been so pleased and happy when people +had admired her for her beauty and winning ways. Even when Mrs. Fowler +had openly shown her preference for Gerald of her two children, the +little girl, though often hurt, had never evinced any jealousy or +resentment. She had accepted the fact that Gerald was her mother's +favourite, and had loved her none the less on that account. But now, +her love was being tried very severely.</p> + +<p>The remembrance of Mrs. Fowler as she had last seen her, lying on +the bed with flushed cheeks, breathing stertorously, was absolutely +revolting to her. She had many times asked herself how Salome could +continue to love her drunken father; now, she asked herself, was it +possible that she could continue to love her drunken mother? Oh, the +horror of the thought that one so gentle and refined should be on a par +with Josiah Petherick, fellow-victim to a disgraceful, degrading sin!</p> + +<p>Perhaps Miss Conway guessed some of the thoughts which were passing +through her companion's mind, for she watched her anxiously, and +presently remarked, "I daresay, you can faintly imagine how your poor +mother is feeling now. She had hoped to keep the secret of her weakness +and sin from your knowledge. Your father, too, will be terribly +troubled when he hears you have learnt the truth; but I do not doubt, +dear child, that God in His wisdom has ordered all for the best. You +will understand now, as you never did before, how much Mrs. Fowler +needs all your love and devotion. You can help her, if you will, to +the restoration of that self-respect which, once lost, is so hard to +regain. You can show her, by loving her as unfalteringly as Salome +loves her erring father, that she can rise above this habit which has +done so much to ruin her health, and happiness, and earn everyone's +respect and her own as well!"</p> + +<p>Miss Conway paused, and there was a solemn silence which Margaret at +length broke by saying with a sob, "I do love mother, I do indeed."</p> + +<p>"I am sure of it. Mrs. Fowler is a very sweet, lovable woman!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," Margaret agreed. "See what a lot of friends she had in town, and +how popular she was! She was always going about—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, dear, I know," the governess interposed, "and that was how it +was she commenced taking stimulants. She used to get tired with her +constant gaieties, and then she would take a glass of wine, or some +other intoxicant, to revive her, until she grew to like stimulants, +and took more and more. The craving increased, and she drank to the +injury of her health, yet no outsiders guessed it. Then she had nervous +attacks, followed at last by a serious illness. The doctors told your +father she was killing herself, and immeasurably horrified, he took the +only course he saw could save his wife—became a teetotaler himself, and +insisted that his household should follow suit. Mrs. Fowler knew he was +acting wisely, and for her sake, but she would not admit it. However, +she found total abstinence from all intoxicants was restoring her to +health, and had made up her mind never to touch a stimulant again when +temptation was put in her way, and she fell. God grant she may prove +stronger in the future. Now, my dear, tell me, have you had any supper?"</p> + +<p>"No," Margaret replied, "I am not in the least hungry."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's nonsense! You must eat whether you are hungry or not. Come +with me."</p> + +<p>Margaret demurred at first, but her governess overruled all her +objections. And after she had bathed her tear-stained face, the two +went downstairs and had supper together. Miss Conway did not leave her +pupil again until she saw her comfortably tucked up in bed for the +night; then she kissed her, bade her try to sleep well, and left her to +herself.</p> + +<p>And Margaret did sleep well, absolutely worn out with excitement and +grief, whilst the governess spent the night in Mrs. Fowler's room. At +daybreak, Ross came to take Miss Conway's place, and found her mistress +sleeping tranquilly.</p> + +<p>"She looks more like herself, miss, doesn't she?" she whispered gladly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Miss Conway answered; "I should let her sleep as long as she +will."</p> + +<p>She did not say what a harrowing time she had endured during that night +watch, or how Mrs. Fowler had implored her to give her a stimulant, and +had declared she would die without it. But she went away quietly to her +own room, and before she lay down to rest, prayed earnestly to Almighty +God for the unhappy woman, whom she pitied from the depths of her heart.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image004" style="max-width: 25.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image004.jpg" alt="image004"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>SHE WENT TO THE FRONT DOOR TO MEET MR. FOWLER.</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>Early in the morning, a telegram arrived from Mr. Fowler saying he +would be at home that night, and ordering the carriage to be sent to N— +to meet him at the railway station. The governess made no secret of the +fact that she had written to inform him of his wife's illness, and as +Ross kept her own counsel, the other servants supposed their mistress +to be suffering from one of the hysterical, nervous attacks to which +she had been subject on her arrival at Greystone.</p> + +<p>It was nearly eight o'clock before Mr. Fowler reached home. Margaret, +who had spent most of the day on the beach with her brother, shrank +sensitively from the thought of meeting her father. When she heard the +carriage wheels nearing the house, she longed to run away and hide, but +she knew it would never do to act in such a cowardly fashion as that. +Appearances must be kept up, at any rate before the servants, so she +went to the front door with Gerald to meet Mr. Fowler, and returned +his loving kiss as quietly and composedly as though her heart was not +beating almost to suffocation.</p> + +<p>As she had anticipated, he immediately went upstairs to his wife's +room, and it was not until much later, that she found herself with him +alone. Then, after Gerald had gone to bed, he joined her in the garden, +and strolled up and down the lawn by her side, his arm around her +shoulders. For some minutes he did not speak, and she could not see the +expression of his face, for there was no moon, and the stars gave but +little light.</p> + +<p>At last he said gravely, "Life is very hard, sometimes, Margaret."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she agreed, adding with a little sob: "Oh, father, you left her +in my care, but I did not know, and if I had, it would not have made +any difference."</p> + +<p>"No, no; I understand. She has told me everything herself."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, it is shocking! Think of the disgrace. Oh, you can't +imagine how dreadful I feel about it!"</p> + +<p>"I think I can," he replied sadly. "My poor child, I had hoped to +have been allowed to keep this trouble from you, but God willed it +otherwise. Have you seen your mother to-day?"</p> + +<p>"No, father. She said she did not wish to see me."</p> + +<p>"Ah, poor thing, she is ashamed to face you! If I were you, when you +meet, I would not revert to—to her illness at all."</p> + +<p>"I will not."</p> + +<p>"I shall try and persuade Mrs. Lute to come and spend a few days with +us, in order to cheer us all up."</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, Mrs. Lute was the cause of all this trouble."</p> + +<p>"I am aware of it; but her intention in offering your mother wine was +an excellent one, she had no idea of working mischief. I shall simply +explain to her that this is a teetotal household, and she is not the +woman I take her to be if, after that, she refuses an invitation to +visit us."</p> + +<p>"Did you finish your business in London, father?" Margaret questioned.</p> + +<p>"Not quite. It must stand over for a few weeks. I shall not leave home +again for the present."</p> + +<p>Though he spoke so quietly, Margaret knew her father must be very sore +at heart. She had often wondered why her mother was more at her ease +when not in her husband's presence, and now she understood the reason. +Mrs. Fowler was conscious that he was always keeping a watch upon her, +that he did not trust her, and dear though he was to her, she stood in +awe of him.</p> + +<p>Until her illness in the spring, he had always allowed her, her own +way. But his alarm for her well-being once aroused, he had taken the +reins of government into his own hands, and had shown her plainly that +he meant his will to be law. She had always been a pleasure-seeking +woman and fond of society; but, broken down in health, she had not +found life at Yelton so utterly unbearable as she had anticipated. +Her husband had devoted much of his time to her, and, thrown more +in contact with her little daughter, she had begun to take a deeper +interest in her than she had done before.</p> + +<p>She had always been pleased to notice her beauty, but of late, +she had discovered that Margaret possessed other and higher +attractions—goodness and unselfishness—which she could not but admire. +She saw the little girl had inherited many of her father's excellent +qualities of mind and heart, and uneasily conscious of her own weakness +of character, she was delighted that it was so. Unfortunately there had +never been the same sympathy of feeling between Margaret and her mother +as there had always been between the little girl and her father.</p> + +<p>Now, as she strolled by Mr. Fowler's side up and down the lawn, +she slipped her hand through his arm, whilst she leaned her head +confidingly against his shoulder, as she said, "Father, I'm so very +glad you've come home."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_11">CHAPTER XI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Josiah at His Worst.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>THE afternoon subsequent to her husband's return, Mrs. Fowler was +sufficiently well to come downstairs and lie on the sofa in the +drawing-room. Margaret, who had gone back to her usual routine of work +with Miss Conway, saw little of her mother during the next few days, +and after Mr. Fowler drove to N— one morning, and brought Mrs. Lute +home with him, Mrs. Fowler spent most of her time with her friend, and +avoided her little daughter's society as much as possible.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lute, though she had been much astonished when Mr. Fowler had +frankly explained to her that his was now a teetotal household, was +far too well-bred a woman to question him concerning what his wife had +called his "fad;" and though she had been accustomed all her life to +the sparing use of stimulants, she could very well do without them, and +was perfectly satisfied and happy at Greystone.</p> + +<p>"So many people are teetotalers nowadays," she remarked pleasantly to +Mr. Fowler on one occasion when she had been several days beneath his +roof, "so really you are quite in the fashion."</p> + +<p>"I wish I could think that," he replied, with rather a sad smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, one meets a great many people who are total abstainers!" she +assured him. "Why, Miss Conway tells me she has always been one. It +seems drink has been the cause of a great deal of trouble in her +family. And your good Vicar here is a teetotaler too, so he informed +me yesterday. He argues truly that he cannot teach what he does not +practise. I was surprised to hear that even in this quiet little +village drink is the curse of the place."</p> + +<p>"I believe that is so. There are several notorious drunkards amongst +the fishermen, and one in whom we, as a family, are much interested, on +his daughter's account, is likely to join their ranks."</p> + +<p>"You refer to that fine, strong man who took us out boating yesterday, +I presume?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; Josiah Petherick. He is a most reliable man when sober, but when +he has been drinking—which often happens now, I fear—he is a perfect +brute. I have been hearing many tales to his discredit lately, and this +morning I was told on reliable authority in the village, that he spends +nearly all his earnings at the 'Crab and Cockle' now, and begrudges +the money for the household accounts. Last night, he went home more +intoxicated than usual—actually mad drunk—and smashed up some of the +furniture in his cottage, after which he turned his little daughter +out-doors. The poor child was forced to beg a night's lodging from Mrs. +Moyle at the village shop, and to-day, all Yelton is talking about it."</p> + +<p>A faint exclamation of dismay caused Mrs. Lute and Mr. Fowler, who had +been conversing in the garden, close outside the drawing-room window, +to look around. They encountered Mrs. Fowler's shocked gaze. Hearing +them talking, she had come to the window and had overheard all that had +been said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Henry, that poor Salome!" she cried, her blue eyes full of tears. +"Have you seen her to-day?"</p> + +<p>"No; but the Vicar has. Hearing what had happened, he went down to +Petherick's cottage the first thing this morning. Salome had just +returned and was doing her utmost to put the place to rights, and her +father had gone out in his boat in a very humbled, repentant state of +mind, after having apologised to her for his abominable behaviour, and +having promised he would not act so madly again."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed, whilst Mrs. Lute said gravely, "Let us hope he will +keep his word."</p> + +<p>"He will not, without he gives up the drink," Mr. Fowler rejoined, with +conviction in his tone. "No, he will go from bad to worse until, in one +of his drunken frenzies, he will do something he will never cease to +regret—perhaps some injury to his child."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler sank into a chair looking pale and perturbed, whilst her +husband and friend drifted into another channel of conversation. The +news she had heard about the Pethericks had upset her, and when, a +short while later, Margaret entered the room, the first question she +put to her was to ask if she had seen Salome that day.</p> + +<p>"No, mother," the little girl answered. "Why?" she added, struck by the +almost frightened expression on Mrs. Fowler's face.</p> + +<p>She listened in silence, her colour alternately coming and going, to +all there was to tell, then exclaimed "Oh, I am sorry! Poor Salome! And +it rained heavily last night. Perhaps she will come up to the church +this evening to hear me practise the organ. Oh, I hope she will! When +are you coming to hear me play again, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, some time! Perhaps when Mrs. Lute has gone."</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't Mrs. Lute come too?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't think you play well enough—" Mrs. Fowler paused abruptly, +conscious of the hurt look on her little daughter's countenance. She +had avoided Margaret lately, and Margaret had noticed the fact with +acute pain. What had she done that her mother should abstain from +meeting her gaze? An insurmountable barrier seemed to have sprung up +between mother and child.</p> + +<p>Margaret's heart was full of bitterness as she turned away and left the +room. She had endeavoured to show no feeling but that of love for her +mother since her recent indisposition, but it had been impossible for +Mrs. Fowler not to remark a slight difference in her manner, of which +Margaret was unconscious herself. She thought she read reproach in the +little girl's eyes, and shrank sensitively from being alone with her. +She was ashamed in the presence of her own child.</p> + +<p>Had Margaret grasped the truth of the situation, she would have judged +her mother less harshly; but failing to do so, she was deeply pained, +and told herself that her mother liked her less than ever. Upon Gerald, +Mrs. Fowler lavished all her affection. She would listen to his chatter +untiringly, talking gaily in return; and, however much he teased her, +she always found excuses for him.</p> + +<p>Miss Conway did not give Margaret a music lesson that evening, for Mrs. +Fowler requested her to accompany Mrs. Lute and herself for a walk, and +to bring Gerald with her, so Margaret went alone to the church.</p> + +<p>She practised for an hour, then dismissed the boy who had blown the +organ for her, and was leaving the church when she caught sight of a +small figure huddled up in a corner of a pew near the west door. It was +Salome.</p> + +<p>"Is it you, Salome?" Margaret cried, hastening to her side, and laying +her hand tenderly upon her shoulder. The lame girl lifted her bowed +head, and in the dim light, Margaret saw she had been weeping, though +there were no tears in her brown eyes now, and her lips were curved in +a smile.</p> + +<p>"I've been asleep," she said. "I'm glad you didn't go without speaking +to me, Miss Margaret. I came in whilst you were practising, and I was +tired. I—I had little rest last night."</p> + +<p>"I know—I've heard," Margaret returned hurriedly, as the other paused +in confusion.</p> + +<p>"Have you, miss? I'm glad of that, for now I shan't have to tell you, +and I'd rather not talk of it."</p> + +<p>"Of course you would rather not."</p> + +<p>"I was tired," Salome proceeded; "so tired and worn out, that I +couldn't help crying. My poor legs ached so—but oh! not so badly as +my heart. The pain here—" clasping her hands against her breast—"was +almost more than I could bear. Then I fell asleep, and I was dreaming +when you awoke me."</p> + +<p>"I hope it was a pleasant dream," Margaret said softly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, very pleasant! I thought it was evening time—getting almost dark +as it is now—and service was going on in the church. I could hear +father's voice singing with the choir. You can't imagine what a deep, +beautiful voice father has, Miss Margaret. I was listening to it when +you awoke me. But I'm glad you happened to catch sight of me, though +you did disturb my dream. Is anything wrong, miss?" And the lame girl's +brown eyes peered anxiously at her companion.</p> + +<p>"I am not happy," Margaret confessed with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Fowler is not ill again?" Salome questioned in concerned tones.</p> + +<p>"No, no; she is perfectly well. We have an old friend visiting us, and +that makes it pleasant for mother."</p> + +<p>"I saw a strange lady in church with you on Sunday, miss; and father +took her out in his boat with Mrs. Fowler. She treated him very +handsomely, he said; but I wish she hadn't."</p> + +<p>"Why?" Margaret asked in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Because he spent the money she gave him in drink at the public-house, +and that was the beginning of the trouble last night. There, I didn't +mean to talk of it, but, naturally, it's uppermost in my mind."</p> + +<p>"Of course it is. Did you—did you get wet last night?"</p> + +<p>"Dripping to the skin," Salome admitted. "But Mrs. Moyle—God bless +her!—took me in and gave me dry clothes, and a bed too. But oh, I +couldn't sleep for wondering what father was up to at home. You can +never be certain what a drunken body will not do. How selfish I am, +though, to talk so much of myself. Won't you tell me what troubles you, +Miss Margaret?"</p> + +<p>"No, Salome, I can't," was the low response. "It's something I can +never speak of."</p> + +<p>"Then try not to think too much about it, miss," the lame girl advised. +"If I were you, I'd tell my trouble to God, and leave it to Him. That's +what I do with mine."</p> + +<p>"By your trouble, you mean your father?" Margaret inquired diffidently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss. Do you remember saying to me that night you and I had been +sitting in the porch, and father had come home drunk—'May God help you, +Salome'? I think you saw God was the only One who could help me; and I +want to remind you of those words of yours, because maybe He's the only +One who can help you too! Why, how dark it's getting think, miss, we +had better go."</p> + +<p>She reached for her crutches as she spoke, and swung herself out of the +pew into the aisle. Margaret followed her silently through the west +door into the churchyard. It was nearly dark, for it was September now, +and the evenings were shortening fast; but whilst they lingered at the +churchyard gate, the edge of the moon appeared in the eastern horizon, +and slowly sailed upwards into the cloudless sky, illuminating the old +grey church, surrounded with the graves of the quiet dead, and shedding +its pale light on the little village and the broad surface of the +peaceful sea.</p> + +<p>"How beautiful!" cried Margaret. "It is the harvest moon, so father +said last night. But, Salome, it is late for you to be out alone. Shall +I walk part of the way home with you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, thank you, miss! I shall be perfectly safe. Besides, it's +quite light now the moon has risen. Good night, miss."</p> + +<p>"Good night, Salome."</p> + +<p>Margaret went back to Greystone in a very thoughtful frame of mind. She +considered that her friend was not half so depressed as she herself +would have been under similar circumstances, not reflecting that +Salome's trouble had come upon her by slow degrees. It had taken five +years to change Josiah Petherick from a sober, God-fearing man into the +desperate drunkard who had turned his only child out-doors last night.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Salome, as she swung herself down the hill, wondered what +could be amiss with Miss Margaret. She had grown deeply attached to the +pretty, fair-haired girl, who had, from the first time they had met, +treated her with the greatest kindness and consideration. She had given +her several lessons in the art of knitting, and the lessons had given +pleasure to teacher and pupil alike; and both were much interested +in the progression of the sock which Margaret was rather laboriously +making under the other's instructions.</p> + +<p>The "Crab and Cockle" was lit up brightly as Salome passed by, and +she sighed as she heard the hoarse murmur of voices within, for she +imagined her father to be there; but great was her surprise on reaching +home, to find him in the little yard at the back of the cottage bathing +his face at the pump. When he came into the kitchen, she noticed not +only that he was intoxicated, but that he had a cut on his cheek, and +one eye was turning black. She asked no questions, however, for she saw +he was in one of his worst moods; so she lit the lamp in silence, and +proceeded to set the supper on the table. Presently, he remarked that +he had quarrelled with someone, and they had come to blows.</p> + +<p>"'Twas Silas Moyle—" he was beginning, when, in her surprise, she +interrupted him.</p> + +<p>"Silas Moyle!" she echoed, for the baker was a steady, peace-loving man.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he nodded; "the canting humbug!" He looked at her sullenly, even +resentfully, she thought; and she trembled with fear as she noticed his +shaking hands and quivering lips.</p> + +<p>Then he burst forth into a volley of oaths, and she gleaned that he +was angry with her for having sought refuge with the Moyles on the +preceding night. He stormed against her, against Silas and his wife, +against everyone, in short, who had remonstrated with him that day. +Apparently, his neighbours had been telling him some plain home truths +which had not been pleasant hearing.</p> + +<p>"Oh, father, don't say any more!" Salome pleaded in great distress. +"Oh, please don't swear so frightfully! What could I do? You turned me +out of my home, and I did not know where to go, except to Mrs. Moyle's. +Oh, don't speak of her like that! It was out of pure kindness she took +me in. You would not have had me spend the night out of doors in that +lashing rain, would you? Oh, father, you are cruel indeed!"</p> + +<p>The reproach in her sorrowful eyes enraged him beyond measure.</p> + +<p>"You dare stand up for those who insult your father!" he shouted in a +fury; and clutching her by the shoulder, he shook her savagely, then +flung her from him with some violence. Losing her hold of her crutches, +they fell to the ground; and staggering forward with a frightened cry, +she knocked her forehead against a corner of the mantelpiece, and the +next moment, lay white and unconscious at her father's feet.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_12">CHAPTER XII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A Brief Repentance.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was about half-past nine o'clock that same night, that the Vicar of +Yelton opened the Pethericks' garden gate, and stepping determinedly up +the path, rapped at the door of the cottage.</p> + +<p>Returning from an evening's fishing an hour previously, he had been +stopped in the village, on his way home, by Silas Moyle, who had poured +into his ears an excited tale about Josiah, whom Silas had taken upon +himself to remonstrate with upon his cruel conduct to his daughter on +the previous night, with the result that Josiah, inflamed with drink, +had struck him, and had received in return a black eye and an injured +cheek.</p> + +<p>"You know, sir, I'm a man of peace, and don't hold with brawling," +Silas had said; "but I own I lost my temper to-night. Josiah's a +regular blackguard when he's drunk."</p> + +<p>"It was foolish to remonstrate with a drunken man," Mr. Amyatt had +answered. "Had you spoken to him in his sober moments, your words might +have had a very different effect. Where is Josiah now?"</p> + +<p>"Gone home, swearing vengeance against me, sir. My great fear is, that +he'll do some harm to poor Salome."</p> + +<p>That had been the Vicar's fear, too. So, instead of going straight to +the Vicarage as he had intended, he had retraced his footsteps to the +Pethericks' cottage, and now stood waiting for admittance at the door.</p> + +<p>As no one answered his knock, he rapped louder and listened. For a +few moments there was silence; then came the sound of heavy, dragging +footsteps, and Josiah opened the door and demanded hoarsely who was +there.</p> + +<p>"It is I, Petherick," the Vicar answered, stepping uninvited across the +threshold.</p> + +<p>"Where is your daughter?" he asked, fixing his eyes upon the fisherman, +who stood staring at him in a dazed fashion.</p> + +<p>Receiving no reply, he turned into the kitchen, an exclamation of +horror and dismay breaking from his lips, as he caught sight of the +small, slight figure of the lame girl lying near the fireplace. Very +tenderly, he lifted her and placed her in the one easy-chair in the +room, calling to Josiah to bring some water immediately.</p> + +<p>"Water!" questioned Josiah stupidly. "What for? She's dead. She's been +dead this half-hour or more; but I haven't dared touch her. Salome, +Salome! I've killed you, my poor maid! Your own father's killed you, +Salome;" and flinging himself on his knees at his daughter's side, +Josiah wept like a child.</p> + +<p>"Don't be foolish, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said sternly. He had been +feeling Salome's pulse, and had ascertained that it beat, though +feebly. "She's not dead, but she has fainted. Come, be a man. Pull +yourself together, and fetch some water at once."</p> + +<p>"Not dead," Josiah cried excitedly. "Are you sure? Then, God be thanked +for that!" He rose from his knees, and went into the yard, returning in +a few seconds with a basin of water.</p> + +<p>Very gently, the Vicar bathed Salome's white face until her eyelids +flickered and a faint colour stole to her lips. Josiah, sobered by +fright, explained what had happened, not sparing himself, but declaring +he would not have injured a hair of his daughter's head, if he could +have helped it, for Mr. Amyatt must know how much he loved her.</p> + +<p>"Tush, Petherick!" the Vicar responded impatiently, mingled pity and +disgust in his tone. "Don't talk to me of your love for Salome. A nice +way you have of showing it. Last night, you turned her out of doors in +torrents of rain—"</p> + +<p>"I was drunk," Josiah interposed hastily. "She riled me, she did, with +her tears, and—"</p> + +<p>"Having been drunk is no excuse," Mr. Amyatt interrupted in his turn. +"Not content with your scandalous conduct last night, you must continue +your unmanly behaviour to-day and knock Salome down, and—"</p> + +<p>"No, no," said a weak voice at this point. It was Salome who spoke. She +had regained consciousness, and was sufficiently herself to understand +what was going on. "No, no," she repeated, "it was an accident. He did +not mean to hurt me."</p> + +<p>"I shook her, and—and pushed her," Josiah admitted, looking thoroughly +ashamed of himself. "I meant her no harm, sir, but I was rough, +and—oh, Salome, can you ever forgive me?" And the wretched man turned +appealingly to the little figure in the easy-chair.</p> + +<p>"Yes," was the faint response. "I—I don't think I'm much hurt."</p> + +<p>"Are you in pain?" Mr. Amyatt asked gently.</p> + +<p>"No, sir; but my forehead is very sore. I must have knocked it in +falling."</p> + +<p>"Yes, poor child, I see you did; there is a big bruise coming."</p> + +<p>"I suppose I fainted?" she inquired, looking wistfully from the Vicar +to her father, who was regarding her in gloomy silence.</p> + +<p>"Yes, that was it, you fainted," Mr. Amyatt replied. "But you are much +better now; and after a good night's rest, I have no doubt you will be +almost yourself again."</p> + +<p>Salome glanced at her crutches, which were lying on the ground. Mr. +Amyatt picked them up and placed them against her chair.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, sir," she said gratefully, lifting her brown eyes shyly to +his face, which expressed so plainly his sympathy and concern. "I think +I shall be all right now," she added. "Thank you for being so kind."</p> + +<p>"Does that mean you wish me to go?" he queried with a smile. "Well, I +don't know that I can do any good by remaining longer. Good night, my +dear."</p> + +<p>He took Salome's small, thin hand and pressed it reassuringly, then +beckoned to her father to follow him to the door.</p> + +<p>"You must have someone in to see to that poor child to-night, +Petherick," he said gravely. "Can you call upon assistance from one of +your neighbours?"</p> + +<p>Josiah shook his head doubtfully.</p> + +<p>"Then, shall I ask Mrs. Moyle to look in and help get Salome to bed?" +the Vicar suggested.</p> + +<p>A dull, shamed flush rose to the fisherman's face, and he began to +stammer something about not knowing whether Mrs. Moyle would come +inside his doors, seeing he had quarrelled with her husband only that +evening; but the Vicar cut him short.</p> + +<p>"I know all about that, Petherick. Silas Moyle told me the tale himself +not an hour ago. I heard it with great regret, for Silas is a sincere +well-wisher of yours, and he and his wife would do anything in the +world for your little girl. You had better let me send Mrs. Moyle to +you—that is, if she will come; perhaps she will not. Shall I be the +bearer of an apology from you to Silas?"</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry I hit him," Josiah acknowledged truthfully.</p> + +<p>"Shall I tell him that?"</p> + +<p>"If you please, sir. I admit, I deserved what he gave me. Oh, sir, I've +had a fine fright this night! I thought I'd killed Salome."</p> + +<p>"You might have done so."</p> + +<p>"Then I should have been a murderer," Josiah groaned. "I'm a bad lot, +sir, that's what I am."</p> + +<p>He seemed perfectly sober now, so Mr. Amyatt spoke a few solemn words +to him, imploring him, for the sake of his little daughter, to give +up the drink, and take the pledge. Josiah declared he would think +seriously about doing so, and went back to Salome, whilst the Vicar +hurried in search of Mrs. Moyle.</p> + +<p>At first, that good woman, kind-hearted and fond of the lame girl +though she was, said nothing would make her enter the doors of one +who had so insulted her husband as had Josiah. But, on Silas adding +his entreaties to the Vicar's, she gave in and betook herself to the +Pethericks' cottage, where, after having assisted Salome upstairs, and +put her to bed, she declared her intention of remaining for the night. +She was not going to leave "that poor motherless lamb," as she called +Salome, "in the house alone with a maniac."</p> + +<p>Josiah Petherick did not look much like a maniac, however, as he sat +in the kitchen listening to Mrs. Moyle's scathing remarks as she put +away the supper things. He was in a wonderfully subdued and repentant +frame of mind, and sat with his elbows on the table and his aching +head resting in his hands. At last, he could bear his companion's home +thrusts no longer, and exclaimed, "Good gracious, woman, do you imagine +I don't know what a beast I am?"</p> + +<p>"Well, if you do know it, why don't you turn over a new leaf?" she +inquired. "I mind what a steady young fellow you used to be. You're +too easily led, that's what you are. Make up your mind to give up the +drink."</p> + +<p>"I can't—not entirely; it's got too strong a hold on me," he confessed.</p> + +<p>"That's the way of it. Well, you'll have to choose between drink and +Salome—that's my opinion—for you're killing her by slow degrees."</p> + +<p>Josiah started; but Mrs. Moyle did not pursue the subject further. +She told him he had better go to bed, and make no noise to disturb +his daughter. Accordingly, he took off his boots and crept upstairs +in his stockinged feet, whilst Mrs. Moyle, having put out the lamp, +and ascertained that the door of the cottage was securely fastened, +returned to Salome, whom she found sleeping peacefully.</p> + +<p>The next day, Josiah put himself in the way of Silas Moyle, and +actually apologised to him for having struck. And Silas was magnanimous +and forgave him, though it must be admitted, he regarded the other's +black eye and swelled cheek with a sense of satisfaction. They were +marks that would remain to remind Josiah of his ill conduct for some +days to come.</p> + +<p>Salome was poorly for nearly a week, and the first occasion on which +she showed herself in the village, she was met on all sides by +commiserating looks and words which showed her plainly that everyone +was quite aware that her father had been the cause of her accident. The +sympathy thus evinced towards her, though kindly offered, cut her to +the heart, and she returned home utterly miserable.</p> + +<p>During the days which followed, Mr. Amyatt made several ineffectual +attempts to induce Josiah to take the pledge. No, Josiah said, there +was no need for him to do that; but he had made up his mind to turn +over a new leaf, nevertheless, and the Vicar would see that he could +take his glass of beer like other men and be none the worse for it. The +Vicar shook his head at that, but Josiah was not to be moved, so the +matter was, perforce, dropped.</p> + +<p>Margaret was the first of the inmates of Greystone to hear of Salome's +accident. Mrs. Moyle gave her full particulars of it one morning when +she had an errand at the shop. And before going home, she went to +inquire for her lame friend, whom she found sitting in the porch of the +cottage with such a bright, hopeful expression on her pale countenance, +that she was surprised, and remarked upon it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am ever so much better!" Salome assured her with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Are you really?" Margaret asked anxiously. "You have a nasty bruise on +your forehead."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's nothing, indeed, miss! Have you heard how it happened? +They haven't made you believe father did it on purpose, have they? He +wouldn't hurt me for anything, if he could help it. Oh, Miss Margaret, +I do believe father means to be steadier for the future!"</p> + +<p>"Is he going to be a teetotaler, then?" Margaret inquired eagerly.</p> + +<p>"No—o," was the dubious reply, "I'm afraid not; but he says he won't +take more beer than is good for him. Oh, I know he has said that lots +of times before, but I believe he really means it now. Indeed, he has +been quite different these last few days—more like what he used to be +when dear mother was alive."</p> + +<p>This was quite true. Mrs. Moyle's words that he would have to choose +between drink and Salome had made a strong impression upon Josiah, and +had caused him to notice how much thinner and paler his little daughter +had become of late. His conscience reproached him on her account, +for he knew that she was not very strong, and that she worked hard, +besides which, his unsteady habits were a constant trouble to her. In +his repentance, he felt capable of denying himself anything for her +sake—except drink, and that, he solemnly vowed he would take sparingly.</p> + +<p>Seeing that Salome was so hopeful that her father meant to live a sober +life for the future, Margaret had not the heart to express the doubts +which occupied her mind; but on her return to Greystone, she saw, by +Mr. Fowler's grave face when she explained the situation to him, that +he did not believe Josiah's repentance would be lasting, and trembled +for the safety and happiness of her little lame friend.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think he means to keep his word, and not get intoxicated +again?" she questioned.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" Mr. Fowler replied, "I think he means all he says. But I +feel sure, if he does not give up drink altogether, it will soon have +the mastery over him again. I believe he loves Salome very dearly, but +he loves drink even better than his little daughter, or he would be +willing to give it up for her sake. Poor Salome! I greatly fear she has +more trouble in store for her with that father of hers."</p> + +<p>This proved to be the case. For before a fortnight had quite elapsed +since Salome's accident, Josiah was drinking heavily again, and +spending his evenings at the "Crab and Cockle," as he had done of +old. His repentance had been of brief duration; and the lame girl's +face grew pinched, and her dark brown eyes larger and sadder, as her +father squandered more and more of his earnings at the village inn; +whilst Silas Moyle grumbled when the Pethericks' bread account remained +unpaid, and would have stopped the supply, but for Salome.</p> + +<p>"The poor little maid looks half-starved as it is," he remarked to his +wife when she expressed surprise that he took no steps to obtain his +rights. "Josiah's drinking what ought to be spent on his child; but it +shall never be said that we begrudged her bread."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_13">CHAPTER XIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Mrs. Fowler and Salome.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>WHEN Mrs. Lute returned to N—, she asked and obtained permission +for Margaret to visit her. The little girl had not appeared very +well lately, and it was thought a change would do her good, which it +certainly did, for she came back at the end of a fortnight decidedly +better in health and spirits.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler greeted Margaret on her return with no very great show of +pleasure, though secretly, she was delighted to see her looking so +well. She never told her how glad she was to have her at home again, or +that she had missed her, as she had actually done. And consequently, +Margaret was not a little disappointed, and the kiss she gave her +governess was far warmer than the one she imprinted on her mother's +fair cheek—a fact Mrs. Fowler did not fail to notice.</p> + +<p>"I have forfeited her respect and affection," thought the mother +bitterly.</p> + +<p>"She does not care for me, she never did," thought the child.</p> + +<p>So the estrangement between the two grew, till it was patent to +everybody. Perhaps Mr. Fowler and the governess guessed the cause of +it; but the servants blamed their mistress, and declared she was so +wrapped up in Master Gerald, that she had no love to spare for her +daughter.</p> + +<p>On her return to Greystone, Margaret resumed her organ lessons; but she +was obliged to practise in the afternoons now, as the evenings were +dark.</p> + +<p>The golden touch of autumn was upon everything; the orchards were +being cleared of their fruit; and the village children scoured the +country around Yelton for blackberries, and sloes, and mushrooms. At +the end of September, the fine weather broke up, and was followed by +the equinoctial gales, which did great damage in the Greystone gardens, +the fierce wind tearing up shrubs by the roots, and the heavy rains +beating down the summer flowers which had lingered late in bloom. Mr. +Fowler braved the fury of the elements, and was out of doors every day; +but the weather was too rough for the other inmates of Greystone, who +remained in the house till the gales had passed.</p> + +<p>Thus it was, that Margaret and Salome did not see as much of each other +as they had done hitherto. But one fine October afternoon, the former +paid the latter a visit, and was shocked to see how worried and ill her +lame friend was looking.</p> + +<p>The truth of the matter was, the bad weather had prevented any fishing +being done, and Josiah Petherick, having no money in hand, it had been +extremely short commons for him and Salome. Of course, Salome did not +intimate this to Margaret, she would have been ashamed to do so; she +merely said, when questioned, that she had not been very well, and +turned the conversation to Margaret's late visit to N—.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Lute gives up the house shortly, and returns to London," Margaret +explained. "But she likes Cornwall so much, that she says she shall try +to come again next year, if not to N—, then perhaps to some place near. +By the way, Salome, mother and father are going to London for a few +days soon. Shan't we be lonely at Greystone without them? Mother says +she hopes you will come and see her before she goes. Will you?"</p> + +<p>Salome assented. She liked Mrs. Fowler, who had always been very kind +to her, and admired her as much as she had ever done; she considered +her the nicest, prettiest lady she knew.</p> + +<p>So one afternoon, a few days later, found the lame girl entering the +Greystone grounds. She approached the house slowly, marking the havoc +the late gales had worked, and went around to the back door, where she +inquired of the servant who opened it in response to her knock, if Mrs. +Fowler was at home. She was answered in the affirmative, and invited +into the big, front kitchen to wait, whilst it was ascertained if the +mistress was disengaged at present.</p> + +<p>"Sit down, my dear," said the cook—a stout, middle-aged woman, with a +round, red face, and a pair of sharp though not unkindly eyes. "There, +take that easy-chair and rest yourself; maybe the pull up the hill has +tired you."</p> + +<p>She fetched a glass of milk and a big slice of cake, which she placed +before her visitor. "You'll be better after a little refreshment," she +added. "I know the mistress would wish you to have it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" Salome replied gratefully, flushing with pleasure, for +she had had a scanty dinner. She drank the milk and ate the cake, and +did certainly feel better afterwards.</p> + +<p>"Miss Margaret's out," the cook remarked. "She's gone for a walk with +Miss Conway and Master Gerald. But I daresay, she'll be back before +long. She'd be sorry to miss you, my dear, for you're a rare favourite +of hers, I can tell you."</p> + +<p>Salome smiled happily, as she replied, "I am so glad to hear you say +that, for I love her dearly. I expect you're very fond of her yourself, +aren't you?"</p> + +<p>"I believe she's a general favourite—but no, I'm wrong there. There's +one in the house who doesn't appreciate her, and that's her own mother. +Yes, you may well look surprised, but I assure you it's true. Mrs. +Fowler doesn't make half as much of Miss Margaret as she does of Master +Gerald—tiresome boy that he is. She wanted to take him to town with +her, if you please, but the master won't allow that. I heard them +talking about it in the garden. 'We'll take Margaret, if you like,' +he said. 'No,' said she, 'I don't want Margaret.' She never does want +her, and that's the fact, and yet, I believe there's not anything Miss +Margaret would not do for her."</p> + +<p>The cook, who was an extremely garrulous person, paused breathlessly +for a few moments, then proceeded: "And such a pretty, nice-mannered +little girl Miss Margaret is too. I declare it's a shame her own mother +shouldn't love her more. It puzzles me, that it does, why it should be +so."</p> + +<p>Salome had listened in pain and surprise, wondering if this accounted +for the sad expression which she had so often noticed on Margaret's +pretty face. Was this the trouble that could not be told?</p> + +<p>Before, however, she had time to make a reply, Ross entered the +kitchen, and said her mistress would like Salome to join her in the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p>The lame girl found Mrs. Fowler alone, sitting by the fire, for though +the weather was not actually cold, the day was dull, and the warmth was +pleasant. Mrs. Fowler was very glad to have a visitor, and made Salome +sit down near her and talk.</p> + +<p>"My husband and I are going up to town the day after to-morrow," she +said, "and I wanted to see you before I went. You must stay until the +others return and have some tea."</p> + +<p>Salome explained that the cook had already given her milk and cake; +but Mrs. Fowler smilingly declared she knew she would be ready for tea +when tea-time came, which would not be for another hour. She continued +to talk pleasantly and easily, whilst the lame girl listened; and +by-and-by, when Salome was questioned kindly and sympathetically as +to the reason of her wan looks, she confessed, with some hesitation, +however, that it was very tight times with her and her father at home.</p> + +<p>"The weather has been so bad that no boats have been able to go out," +she said; "and—" lowering her voice and colouring scarlet—"father's +been worse than usual lately, and—and—he owes money to Silas Moyle, and +how can we ever hope to pay it, if he spends so much at the 'Crab and +Cockle'? It almost seems as though he doesn't care. And every day, I'm +afraid Silas will say he won't let us have any more bread. Oh, it's +dreadful—it's all through the drink, ma'am. Father'd be such a dear, +good father if it wasn't for that."</p> + +<p>"And you really love him in spite of the way in which he goes on?" Mrs. +Fowler asked wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, ma'am, indeed I do!" was the earnest reply. "Whatever father +did, I think I should love him just the same."</p> + +<p>"I don't know how you can, I'm sure; I believe if I were you, I should +lose all patience with him. Think how selfish he is, how inconsiderate +for your comfort, how violent—"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but that's only when he's been drinking!" Salome interposed +hastily. "Father isn't like that really; it's only when the drink's in +him, that he's all you say. If he would but give up the drink, he and I +should be as happy as the day is long. Oh, I shall never cease hoping +and praying that some day he may become a teetotaler! If I could get +him to take the pledge, I believe all would be well."</p> + +<p>"Meanwhile, he is wearing you to death, poor child. Well, don't cease +to pray for him. God knows he needs all your prayers."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed deeply, whilst she gazed sadly and thoughtfully into +the fire. She was silent so long that Salome thought she must have +forgotten her presence; but suddenly she glanced at her with a smile +and asked, "How is Margaret getting on with her knitting?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, very well, ma'am!" was the reply. "But I am afraid she will not +come so frequently now the winter days are at hand. Besides, father is +oftener at home."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler nodded. She put her hand into her pocket and drew therefrom +her purse, as she inquired, "How much is it your father owes Silas +Moyle?"</p> + +<p>"Nearly eighteen shillings," Salome admitted. "I know it's a lot of +money," she added deprecatingly.</p> + +<p>"A lot of money!" Mrs. Fowler echoed with a faint, amused smile as she +opened her purse and took out a sovereign. "Here, my dear," she said, +pressing the coin into her visitor's hand, "you will be able to pay +your bread account now. Yes, it is for you—a present—put it in your +pocket."</p> + +<p>Salome was so astonished that she could find no words in which to +speak her thanks; but her expressive eyes spoke for her, and told how +deeply thankful she felt. She tied the sovereign up in one corner +of her handkerchief, which she placed inside the bosom of her frock +for greater safety. And then, having overcome her first sensation of +intense surprise, she exclaimed, "Oh, ma'am, thank you! How good and +kind you are! Oh, what will father say when he knows! It will be such +a relief to be able to pay Silas Moyle, for we never owed him quite so +much before. Oh, I shall be grateful to you as long as ever I live!"</p> + +<p>"There, there, say no more about it. I am glad it is in my power to +lift a little of the load of trouble from your young shoulders; your +heaviest trial is beyond the reach of human aid. But oh! Go on loving +your father, child, if you can, for he must want all your affection, I +am sure."</p> + +<p>To Salome's astonishment, she saw there were tears in Mrs. Fowler's +blue eyes, and that her face was quivering with strong emotion. Before +more could be said, however, Gerald flung open the door and rushed +into the room, followed at a more decorous pace by his sister and Miss +Conway, and a little later the master of the house appeared upon the +scene.</p> + +<p>No one would hear of Salome's leaving, till she had had tea, so she +remained. And afterwards, she willingly consented to sing, so that it +was quite dark before she left Greystone; and Mrs. Fowler insisted on +sending a servant to see her home in safety.</p> + +<p>Josiah Petherick was not sober that night, but the next morning, +his daughter told him of the present Mrs. Fowler had made her, and +expressed her determination of paying the baker that day. Nor would she +hear of her father's settling the account, for, alas! she knew that he +was not to be trusted. And that if she let him have the money, he would +be more likely to betake himself to the "Crab and Cockle" than to Silas +Moyle's shop.</p> + +<p>"The truth is, you won't trust me," he said bitterly.</p> + +<p>"I can't, father," she answered, the sound of tears in her voice. "You +know I can't. Mrs. Fowler gave me the money on purpose for our bread +account, and I must know it's paid. Oh, it was kind of her!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it was," he admitted, adding with unexpected candour, "There +never should have been need for her to do it; but your father's a +good-for-naught. Yes, Salome, that's what everybody says. Folks pity +you an' blame me. I know Mrs. Fowler has done this for your sake."</p> + +<p>"And for yours too, father. Oh, yes, I am certain of that. She told me +to go on loving you, and—"</p> + +<p>"Did she though?" Josiah interposed in extreme surprise. "Well, you do +amaze me. She's a real kind lady, anyway, and has proved herself our +true friend."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_14">CHAPTER XIV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>A Stormy Night.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"HARK! What's that, Miss Conway? It sounds like a dog howling. There it +is again!" And the speaker, Margaret Fowler, put down the book she had +been reading, and rising from her chair by the fireplace, went to the +window, and peered into the darkness.</p> + +<p>The governess and her two pupils were spending the hours between +tea-time and supper in the schoolroom at Greystone. A very pleasant +apartment it was, comfortably carpeted and curtained, with a bright +wood fire burning in the grate. Miss Conway glanced up from her +needlework as Margaret spoke, whilst Gerald ceased playing with the cat +on the hearthrug and listened for a few moments.</p> + +<p>"I don't hear anything," the latter said.</p> + +<p>He turned his attention to his playfellow again, but puss was tired +and had no desire to prolong the game. In vain, he dangled a piece +of string before her eyes to entice her to spring at it. She had had +enough of him, and sat on the hearthrug, complacently washing her face +and blinking in the firelight.</p> + +<p>"Selfish thing!" he exclaimed, "I—oh, yes, I do hear something now!" +And he joined his sister at the window.</p> + +<p>The sound which fell upon the ears of the listeners was like the low +wail of some animal in distress. Margaret's fair cheeks paled as she +listened, for there was something eerie in the faint, indistinct sound.</p> + +<p>"I don't think it's a dog," said Miss Conway doubtfully. "No, I believe +it's the wind rising. If so, we shall have a wild night. Let us open +the window and make certain what it is."</p> + +<p>They did so; and then ascertained that it was indeed the wind which +they heard. The night was pitch dark, with heavy clouds overhead. It +had been a still, sombre, autumn day, with that hush in the air which +generally portends a storm. Now, the wind was rising, whilst the +breakers could be heard dashing against the base of the cliffs.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it is only the wind," Miss Conway decided. "How mournful it +sounds. Shut the window, children, and come back to the fire. How +thankful we should be that we have a good roof over our heads! Gerald, +don't tease the cat, my dear; she doesn't want to play any more."</p> + +<p>"Josiah Petherick said this afternoon that we were going to have a +storm," Gerald remarked. "I saw him on the beach, tarring his boat. +None of the fishermen had gone to sea."</p> + +<p>"I suppose they considered the weather too uncertain?" Miss Conway +interrogated.</p> + +<p>"Yes," the boy replied. "Father says they are all very weather-wise. I +don't mind a storm, do you, Miss Conway? I wonder if there will be a +wreck."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I sincerely trust not!" the governess exclaimed hastily.</p> + +<p>"I should like to see a wreck," Gerald informed her. "Josiah Petherick +has seen several, and he has saved the lives of heaps of people. He +must be a very brave man. I don't believe he's afraid of anything. +Can't we have our supper upstairs to-night instead of in the +dining-room? It's so jolly and cosy here."</p> + +<p>Miss Conway assented. Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were in London, and the house +seemed dull without them. Margaret had taken up her book again; but +she was not reading, for the sound of the rising gale distracted her +attention and made her feel restless and uneasy.</p> + +<p>"If we have a storm, perhaps there will be a wreck," Gerald proceeded +presently. "It is so dark, that I should not be surprised, should you, +Miss Conway, if a ship ran on the rocks?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Gerald, pray don't suggest such a probability!" she cried, with a +shudder.</p> + +<p>"If there was a wreck, would you let me go down to the beach?" he +inquired eagerly. "Say you would, Miss Conway!"</p> + +<p>"I shall certainly say no such thing. If there was a wreck—which God +forbid!—I should insist on your remaining in the house. Nothing would +induce me to give you permission to go out in a storm. But we need not +speak of it. Ring the bell, Gerald, and I will order supper."</p> + +<p>The boy obeyed, though with a cloud on his brow; he realised argument +was of no avail when his governess spoke in that decided tone. After +supper, he went to bed at his usual time, and forgetful of the rising +storm, and the prospect of a wreck, was soon asleep. Miss Conway and +Margaret sat up till ten o'clock, alternately talking and listening +to the wind, which was now howling dolefully around the house, almost +driving in the window-panes, and mingling its sobs and wails with the +angry roar of the sea; and then they, too, retired to their respective +rooms. The gale increased in fury however, and then came the rain.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the villagers were all alert, for there was little rest for +anyone at Yelton on such a night as this, with a westerly gale raging, +and the sea like great walls of foam. The fishermen hesitated to seek +their beds, whilst some of the most venturesome braved the furious +wind and the heavy rain, which was now descending in torrents, and +kept watch by the sea-shore, their hearts anxiously expectant, as they +recalled similar occasions when their assistance had been required to +help those in peril on the sea.</p> + +<p>In the Pethericks' cottage, Salome stood by the kitchen window, +listening to the storm, and patiently waiting for her father. He was +not at the "Crab and Cockle," she was certain of that, but on the +beach; and she felt no anxiety about him. He was accustomed to rough +weather; and on such a night as this, she knew he would be his true +self—brave, fearless, and reliable. As was her custom when alone, she +was singing softly:</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Lead us, heavenly Father, lead us<br> + O'er the world's tempestuous sea;<br> + Guide us, guard us, keep us, feed us,<br> + For we have no help but Thee,<br> + Yet possessing every blessing<br> + If our God our Father be."<br> +<br> +</p> + +<p>Seen by the subdued light of the lamp in the centre of the table, the +little girl's face wore a look of great contentment. For the time, she +had forgotten how troublous was her life, as her soul rose on the wings +of faith to an altitude which set her far above the trials of this +world. She sang the hymn from beginning to end in a soft undertone, +with the wailing wind for an accompanyment; then, opening the window, +she thrust out her head and listened. She heard hurrying footsteps +passing the cottage, and men's hoarse voices shouting.</p> + +<p>"Who goes there?" Salome cried. "Is anything amiss?"</p> + +<p>"I hope nothing is wrong," she thought, as she received no answer; "but +I suppose they are obliged to shout to make themselves heard."</p> + +<p>She tried in vain to pierce the darkness.</p> + +<p>"If a vessel had been in distress, the crew would fire guns, or send up +rockets," she reflected.</p> + +<p>The rain beat against her face, so she drew back from the window, +which she shut, and turned her attention to the fire, remembering that +her father would certainly return drenched to the skin. Suddenly the +cottage door was flung open, and Margaret Fowler, hatless, and with her +fair hair hanging around her face, stood before her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Salome!" she gasped breathlessly. "Is he here? Have you seen +Gerald?"</p> + +<p>"No, miss. What is wrong?"</p> + +<p>"We've lost Gerald, and I thought he might have come here. All the +servants are looking for him, and Miss Conway too. Oh, what shall we +do? He went to bed as usual, and was fast asleep at ten o'clock, but +when Miss Conway peeped into his room half-an-hour ago, to see if the +storm had disturbed him, his bed was empty. He had dressed, and we +believe, he must have gone out."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he is somewhere hiding in the house," Salome suggested. +"Surely he would not go out on a night like this."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think he would. He wanted so much to see a wreck—he seemed +to have made up his mind there would be one to-night—and he is quite +fearless."</p> + +<p>"I expect he is safe. Oh, how wet you are, Miss Margaret!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and the wind blew away my hat coming down the hill, but no +matter. Oh, where can Gerald have gone? I believe he must be on the +beach."</p> + +<p>"If he is, father will be sure to notice him and take care of him," +Salome said consolingly. "Don't be frightened, miss; I feel sure Master +Gerald will come to no harm."</p> + +<p>"If he does, it will kill mother!" Margaret cried, despairingly. "She +loves him so dearly. No, I mustn't stay; I must go and find Gerald if I +can;" and opening the door, she rushed away into the darkness again.</p> + +<p>After a few minutes of indecision, Salome put on her jacket, tied a +shawl around her head, and leaving the cottage door unlocked, hastened +towards the beach. She had not gone far, however, before she came upon +a group of fishermen, one of whom was her father. She explained that +the little boy from Greystone was missing from his home, but no one +had seen him. Her father was vexed that she had ventured out in such a +storm, and peremptorily ordered her to return.</p> + +<p>"I'll look around an' see if I can find Master Gerald," he said. "But +he'll come to no harm, I warrant."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am so glad to hear you say that!"</p> + +<p>It was Margaret who spoke. She had been led in the direction of the +group by the sound of voices; and clutched Josiah by the arm to steady +herself, as a fierce gust of wind nearly took her off her feet.</p> + +<p>"Do you go back with Salome, miss," he said. "This is no fit place for +you two little maids. I promise I'll look for Master Gerald, and find +him, too, if he's hereabouts."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you!" Margaret replied earnestly.</p> + +<p>She was really nearly done up with battling against the wind and the +rain, so she raised no objection to returning with Salome. The little +girls reached the cottage in safety, and upon entering, found Miss +Conway in the kitchen. Having knocked in vain at the door, she had +tried to open it, and finding it unlocked, had gone in; she too had +thought it possible that Gerald might be there.</p> + +<p>"If he's on the beach, father will find him, you may depend upon that," +Salome assured her. "And he will bring him straight here. I fear you +will both catch dreadful colds," and she glanced commiseratingly from +Margaret to the governess.</p> + +<p>"We shan't mind that, so long as Gerald is safe," Margaret returned. +She was shivering and her teeth were chattering, as much with fright on +her brother's account as with cold. "Oh, Miss Conway, what shall we do +if anything has happened to him? Mother will never forgive us if—"</p> + +<p>"Dear Margaret, don't be morbid; neither you nor I have been to +blame," Miss Conway reminded her. "If harm has come to your brother, +it has been through no fault of ours. Who would imagine that he would +deliberately get up and dress and steal out of the house unknown to +anyone? Whatever the result of this mad freak of his proves to be, will +have been his own doing."</p> + +<p>"It is terrible to think what may have happened to him. The wind is +high enough to blow him into the sea if he is really on the beach. Oh, +mother will hate the sight of me for ever, if Gerald is drowned!" And +Margaret burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Don't, dear, don't!" Miss Conway said imploringly.</p> + +<p>"You know it is true," Margaret cried passionately. "If I was killed, +mother would not care—not much; but Gerald is as the apple of her eye."</p> + +<p>Before any answer could be made to this, the cottage door opened, and +Josiah strode into the kitchen, bearing Gerald in his arms. He had +discovered the little boy crouched in the shelter of a boat which had +been drawn high up on the beach, out of the reach of the tide.</p> + +<p>"There is no wreck," Gerald said disgustedly, as Josiah set him down on +the floor, "and I'm cold and wet, and should like to go home."</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_15">CHAPTER XV.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Trouble at Greystone.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>FOR once, Gerald had gone too far, as he discovered on the following +day, when, for punishment, his governess insisted on keeping him +locked up in his bedroom. In vain, he cried and protested against such +treatment, Miss Conway was like adamant, and the boy had perforce +to endure twenty-four hours of solitary confinement with no one to +speak to, no one to play with, and nothing to do. A more salutary +mode of punishment could not have been devised; and in consequence, +Gerald appeared at the breakfast-table on the morning following his +imprisonment, in a subdued and repentant frame of mind. He said he was +sorry for his past conduct; but he could not extract a promise from +either Miss Conway or Margaret that his father should not be informed +of the anxiety and trouble he had caused the whole household.</p> + +<p>Margaret had caught a severe cold on the night of the storm, and spent +the next few days shivering over the schoolroom fire, too unwell for +lessons. Gerald's escapade had been a shock to her; she was overwrought +and languid, and when, on the morning of the day that Mr. and Mrs. +Fowler were expected home, she began to dress she felt so shaky that +she went back to bed again.</p> + +<p>"Not up yet, Margaret?" asked Miss Conway's voice outside the door, +half-an-hour later.</p> + +<p>"No," was the reply. "I am so sorry, but my cold is very bad, and I +have such a dreadful headache."</p> + +<p>The governess entered the room immediately on hearing this and +approached the bed. After kissing Margaret with affectionate concern, +she felt her pulse and declared her to be a little feverish.</p> + +<p>"Stay where you are, my dear," she said kindly. "Why, you're shivering. +Ross shall bring you a hot-water bottle for your feet and light the +fire; then, I have no doubt, if you lie in bed and nurse your cold, you +will soon be better."</p> + +<p>"I am so vexed, because mother and father are coming home to-night," +Margaret sighed.</p> + +<p>"I daresay you will be well enough to get up by the evening," Miss +Conway responded hopefully. "I shall be with Gerald as usual, but +I shall tell Ross to devote herself to you. If you want me, do not +hesitate to send for me."</p> + +<p>Margaret could eat no breakfast, but she took a few sips of the milk +Ross brought her a short while later, and afterwards fell into an +uneasy sleep. The maid, moving about softly, lit the fire and dusted +the room, then turned her attention to the flushed face on the pillow.</p> + +<p>"Poor little thing, she does look poorly," she murmured. "And it's all +on account of that tiresome child, Master Gerald. 'Tis a shame of the +mistress to spoil him so; everyone can see but her that she's ruining +him, allowing him his own way as she does."</p> + +<p>Margaret moved restlessly and began to mutter. Ross bent over her, +and caught the sound of Gerald's name. She laid her cool hand softly +against the little girl's cheek and felt how it burnt.</p> + +<p>"She's very feverish," she thought. "I do hope she isn't going to be +really ill. A nice home-coming it will be for master, if she is. I +wonder if the mistress would trouble much?"</p> + +<p>Roes moved away to the fireplace, and taking up some sewing-work, +stitched industriously, every now and again glancing towards the +restless sleeper.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the little girl uttered a shriek and sprang up in bed, +whereupon Ross dropped her work and hastened to the bedside.</p> + +<p>"What is it, dear?" she asked, putting her arms around Margaret's +quivering form. "You've had a bad dream, I expect—but it was only a +dream. See, now, don't tremble so, you're perfectly safe with Ross."</p> + +<p>"Where's Gerald?" Margaret demanded in a strange, hoarse voice.</p> + +<p>"Doing his lessons with Miss Conway."</p> + +<p>"Where's Gerald?" the little girl reiterated.</p> + +<p>Ross repeated her former answer, but it did not appear to satisfy +Margaret.</p> + +<p>"Let me go and look for him," she said in a tone of distress.</p> + +<p>"No, dear; you're not well, you must lie down again."</p> + +<p>"You won't let me go!" Margaret struggled a minute in Ross' restraining +arms, then sank back on the pillow. "I know why you won't let me go," +she cried; "he's dead. He's drowned."</p> + +<p>"No, no, darling, he's perfectly safe. Dear Miss Margaret, you've been +dreaming."</p> + +<p>"He's drowned!" the little girl insisted. "And who's going to tell +mother? Oh, it will kill her!"</p> + +<p>"Miss Margaret, I solemnly declare Master Gerald's living and well," +said Ross, growing more and more concerned. "I wouldn't tell you a +story, why should I? You're poorly, dear, and you've had a bad dream."</p> + +<p>But Margaret wandered on: "Listen to the rain beating against the +window, and the wind howling. And Gerald is out in it all! If he is on +the beach, he will be blown into the sea. Look at that great wave! Oh, +it has carried him away!" and she uttered a heartrending cry.</p> + +<p>"It is a lovely day," Ross assured her; "the sun is shining, and the +sea is quite blue and calm. You've been dreaming about the storm, miss, +and fancying all sorts of horrors that never happened."</p> + +<p>Margaret's blue eyes, wide open, were fixed upon Ross' face, but she +evidently had not followed what the woman had said, for after a short +silence she began to mutter distressfully about Gerald again.</p> + +<p>Ross was now exceedingly alarmed. She rang the bell, and sent for Miss +Conway, who, in her turn, tried to pacify the sick child. But Margaret +paid no more attention to her governess than she had to Ross.</p> + +<p>"I am afraid she is going to be very ill," Miss Conway said in much +distress. "All her trouble seems to be about her brother. Fetch him, +Ross; perhaps the sight of him will satisfy her."</p> + +<p>So Gerald was brought to his sister's bedside. He was somewhat +frightened when told Margaret was ill; but in obedience to Miss Conway, +he stooped over the bed to kiss her. She, however, pushed him away with +feverish strength, and covered her eyes with her hand.</p> + +<p>"Take him away!" she cried. "What is that strange boy doing here?"</p> + +<p>"It's Gerald, dear Margaret," said the governess softly. "Your own +brother come to show you that he is quite well, and—"</p> + +<p>"No, no; Gerald's drowned, I tell you! Oh, what will mother say? She +loves him so."</p> + +<p>At this point, Gerald, realising that there was something very strange +and unusual about his sister, began to cry, and was hurried out of the +room.</p> + +<p>Thoroughly shocked, Miss Conway sent a groom to N— immediately, to +fetch a doctor; and within a few hours, the news had spread through +the village of Yelton that the little girl at Greystone was very ill. +Mr. Amyatt, as soon as he heard the tidings, considerately invited +Gerald to spend the remainder of the day at the Vicarage; and Salome +Petherick arrived at the back door of Greystone in the afternoon to +make inquiries.</p> + +<p>The cook, who had been stewing beef-tea, insisted on Salome's coming +inside and resting in her easy-chair.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Moyle told me of Miss Margaret's illness," the lame girl said, +her face expressive of the deepest concern. "I hope it is nothing +serious?"</p> + +<p>"I am afraid it is, my dear," was the grave rejoinder. "It's +inflammation of the lungs. Dr. Vawdry has been here from N—, and he's +coming again this evening. He says she's very ill; and if Mr. and Mrs. +Fowler had not been returning to-night, they'd have been telegraphed +for. Oh, dear, dear, I do trust the poor child's life may be spared! +She's not been well for days, not since the night of the storm, when +Master Gerald led us all such a dance after him. He's the one to be +blamed for this. For once, I should think the mistress would see that."</p> + +<p>And the woman poked the fire viciously, as though the act was a vent +for her feelings. "She's the nicest, sweetest, little creature I ever +knew is Miss Margaret," she proceeded, "with always a kind word for +us servants. Ross says she doesn't recognise anyone; she didn't know +Master Gerald, and her incessant cry is that he is drowned. If only +Miss Conway had turned the key in his bedroom door on the night of the +storm. She kept him locked up the next day, and it broke his rebellious +spirit—quite. She'd soon get him under subjection if his mother didn't +pamper him so. Don't you take on, now, about Miss Margaret, my dear; +maybe she'll get over this attack all right. She's young and healthy, +and she'll have good nursing, and everything money can buy. I ordered +some lean, gravy beef the minute I heard she was ill, but the doctor +won't allow her anything but milk and soda water, so there's plenty of +strong beef-tea going begging, and you'd better have a cupful. Will you +have bread with it? Yes. I'm sure it will do you good."</p> + +<p>Salome was very glad of some refreshment. She took the beef-tea, +whilst the cook talked on without waiting for replies; but when she +rose to go, having learnt all there was to know, her heart was very +heavy indeed. Her eyes were full of unshed tears as she passed out of +the Greystone grounds, and commenced her descent of the hill. As she +went by the church, she wondered if she would ever hear Miss Margaret +practising on the organ again.</p> + +<p>And she was so engrossed with her sorrowful thoughts, that she was +startled when, on reaching the Vicarage gate, a voice addressed her +from inside. "Hi, Salome! Where have you been?"</p> + +<p>She paused and looked at the speaker, Gerald Fowler, who was peering +at her laughingly between the bars of the gate. The boy was in high +spirits at being the Vicar's guest, and he had not been informed that +his sister was really seriously ill. He had been frightened when +Margaret had failed to recognise him, but the impression he had then +received had passed, and he was delighted at having this unexpected +holiday.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<figure class="figcenter" id="image005" style="max-width: 25.8125em;"> + <img class="w100" src="images/image005.jpg" alt="image005"> +</figure> +<p class="t4"> +<b>"YOU'D BETTER MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS,</b><br> +<b>SALOME PETHERICK."</b><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>"I've been to Greystone, Master Gerald," Salome returned quietly.</p> + +<p>"To see Margaret, I suppose? She's ill, you know."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I am so grieved and sorry."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I expect she'll soon be better!" Gerald remarked confidently.</p> + +<p>"I hope so," the lame girl replied dubiously. "But the doctor says she +has inflammation of the lungs."</p> + +<p>"Does that ever kill people, Salome?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Master Gerald, very often."</p> + +<p>"But Margaret won't die, will she? You don't think that, do you?"</p> + +<p>"No one can tell—but God. We must ask Him to take care of her. Oh, +Master Gerald, see what has come of your ill conduct!"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" he inquired in amazement. "It isn't my fault that +Margaret's ill."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, indeed it is! If you had not gone down to the beach on the +night of the storm, she would not have got drenched to the skin and +have caught such a dreadful cold. Oh, yes, it was your fault!" And +Salome looked at him severely.</p> + +<p>His blue eyes filled with sudden tears, and his rosy cheeks paled as he +gasped, "Oh, I never thought—I never thought—"</p> + +<p>"No, I don't suppose you did, Master Gerald, or if you did, it was +yourself you thought of and no one else," Salome cried indignantly. +"You 're the most selfish little boy I know."</p> + +<p>"You 're very unkind, and—and nasty."</p> + +<p>"I daresay you think I am; but I love Miss Margaret, and I know you've +been the cause of her illness. I wonder what your mother and father +will say."</p> + +<p>"Mother will say it was not my fault," Gerald declared stoutly. "I +couldn't tell Margaret would be silly enough to go to look for me; and +I think you'd better mind your own business, Salome Petherick," he +concluded.</p> + +<p>He was impressed by the lame girl's plain speaking, and put on a show +of anger to hide the fact.</p> + +<p>She shook her head at him gravely, as she turned away from the Vicarage +gate and went down the hill.</p> + +<p>When she reached home, she lit the fire and boiled the kettle for +tea, and by that time her father had appeared upon the scene, having +had a good catch of fish. His face grew grave when Salome told him of +Margaret's illness, and he expressed great regret, for he was grateful +to the Fowlers for the notice they had taken of his child. And he +volunteered to go to Greystone later on and inquire for the poor little +sufferer. This he accordingly did, and brought back the news that +Dr. Vawdry had visited the patient again, and had declared her to be +dangerously ill, but that Mr. and Mrs. Fowler had not yet come. The +carriage had gone to N— to meet them at the railway station, as had +been arranged, and they were expected very soon now.</p> + +<p>"Don't take on so, my dear," said Josiah kindly, as he noticed Salome's +brown eyes full of tears. "The little maid'll pull through, please +God. I am grieved about her though—s'pose 'twas you," and he looked at +his child with great affection as he reflected on the uncertainty of +life. And because it would please her, and with the laudable desire +of keeping her from dwelling too much on the thought of Margaret's +illness, he spent the evening in her company, and that night his +associates at the "Crab and Cockle" looked for him in vain.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_16">CHAPTER XVI.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Days of Sickness.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>IT was nearly ten o'clock when Mr. and Mrs. Fowler reached Greystone +that autumn night. Without waiting for assistance, the latter sprang +out of the carriage and ran into the house, and almost into the arms +of Miss Conway, who had come down from the sick-room to meet the +travellers.</p> + +<p>"What is this I hear about Margaret?" Mrs. Fowler inquired, excitedly +clutching the governess by the arm, and scanning her pale countenance +with anxiety. "I am told she is ill. It is nothing much, I suppose? +What ails her? A cold?"</p> + +<p>"She certainly did catch cold," Miss Conway rejoined in a grave tone, +looking from Mrs. Fowler to her husband, who had quickly followed her. +"She has been poorly for several days, but this morning she was taken +much worse, and I sent immediately for Dr. Vawdry from N—. He has been +twice during the day, and—and—" this in a faltering voice—"she is very +ill with inflammation of the lungs. We are poulticing her; Ross is with +her now, and—and—I'm so very glad you've come!" And, overwrought with +anxiety, she burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Come into the drawing-room, Miss Conway," Mr. Fowler said kindly. "No, +my dear," he continued, laying a restraining hand upon his wife who had +turned to rush upstairs, "let us hear all details about Margaret first +of all. Besides, you must not allow her to see you looking frightened +and distressed."</p> + +<p>"She would take no notice," Miss Conway said mournfully. "She +recognises nobody, and is quite delirious. Dr. Vawdry says that need +not alarm us, though, for it's frequently the case in inflammation of +the lungs."</p> + +<p>"What has caused her illness?" Mrs. Fowler asked, as she followed the +others into the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Miss Conway wiped away her tears, and in a few minutes was sufficiently +composed to explain all that had happened. When she had finished her +story, Mr. Fowler inquired, "Where is Gerald now?"</p> + +<p>"In bed and asleep, I am thankful to say," Miss Conway answered. "Mr. +Amyatt had him at the Vicarage until eight o'clock, when he brought him +home. He begged me to allow him to sit up to see you, but I insisted on +his having his supper and going to bed."</p> + +<p>"Quite right." Mr. Fowler's face was very stern, and he would not meet +the glance of his wife's appealing eyes. "We see now the result of +indulgence," he added emphatically. "Had Gerald been taught obedience +and consideration for other people, this trouble would never have come +upon us."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler quailed beneath the mingled reproach and reproof of her +husband's tone; for once she had no excuse to make for her favourite +child. She had spent a very pleasant time in London, where she had met +many old friends, including Mrs. Lute; but she had not been sorry to +return to Greystone, acknowledging to herself that the quiet, healthful +life there suited her. With her husband's presence to strengthen her, +it had not been so very difficult to refuse stimulants when they had +been offered to her. She was fully conscious of her own weakness now, +and no longer deceived herself, as she had formerly done, with the +fallacious idea that a little wine or spirit was good for her.</p> + +<p>When she recalled how, during her husband's brief absence from home a +few weeks previously, she had been tempted from the mere fact of having +taken one glass of wine to purchase a bottle of brandy, and drink it +by stealth, she was obliged to confess that total abstinence from all +intoxicating liquors was the only course for her to adopt to prevent +the ruin of her happiness, and that of those she loved. At Greystone, +she felt she was out of temptation's way. The news of her little +daughter's illness, which had been imparted to her and Mr. Fowler at +N—, had startled and shocked her immeasurably; and she had begged the +coachman to drive home as quickly as possible, which he had accordingly +done.</p> + +<p>Margaret was lying in a kind of stupor when her parents entered her +bedroom, and they were careful not to disturb her. Mr. Fowler saw she +was very ill, and his heart ached as he bent over her and listened to +her laboured breathing. Glancing at his wife, he was astonished at the +expression of her countenance, for, like everyone else, he had never +thought she had cared for Margaret overmuch. But all the mother's love +was alive in Mrs. Fowler at that moment, shining in her blue eyes, and +illuminating her fair face with additional beauty.</p> + +<p>Anxious days and nights followed, during which Margaret lay between +life and death. Her mother constituted herself head nurse, and showed +wonderful ability in that capacity. Naturally a nervous, excitable +woman, it was quite wonderful how she put a check upon her feelings, +and was calm, and capable, and seemingly untiring. It was nothing to +Margaret, at that time, who was attending to her, for she was utterly +unconscious, sometimes in a drowsy condition, sometimes murmuring +distressfully, going over again all that had happened on the night of +the storm, always with the impression in her mind that Gerald had been +drowned.</p> + +<p>"Who will tell mother?" she demanded again and again in an agony of +grief. "She loves him so! He is her favourite."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile Gerald had been taken to task by his father for his conduct +on the night of the storm. Mr. Fowler took no steps to punish him, +but he talked to him so seriously, and pointed out to him that he was +responsible for his sister's illness, that Gerald was reduced to tears, +and for the first time in his life, on seeking his mother's support and +sympathy, he found both lacking.</p> + +<p>"The blame is all yours," she told him gravely. "What your father has +said to you is perfectly true."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, don't you think Margaret will get well again?" he asked +with quivering lips, for beneath a veneer of selfishness, he owned an +affectionate heart, and he was really much attached to his sister.</p> + +<p>"Only God knows that," was the solemn reply.</p> + +<p>"That's what Salome Petherick says," he remarked tearfully. "She was +here inquiring for Margaret at the back door this morning. She comes +every day, and she said all I could do was to pray."</p> + +<p>"She was right, Gerald; your sister is in God's hands. The doctor can +do nothing for her—he has acknowledged that; but oh, my son, pray for +her! Pray for her!"</p> + +<p>The little boy was greatly impressed by the solemnity of his mother's +tone, and impetuously flinging his arms around her neck, he assured +her, he would be a better boy for the future, and that he would pray to +God to make his sister well. He was having a holiday from lessons, for +Miss Conway was assisting Mrs. Fowler and Ross with the nursing, and so +he spent most of his time with his father, from whom he had begged and +obtained forgiveness for his past misbehaviour.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I forgive you, Gerald," Mr. Fowler had said sadly. "But you see, +wrongdoing always brings its own punishment," he had added, noting the +little boy's troubled countenance, and making a shrewd guess as to the +state of his feelings with regard to Margaret.</p> + +<p>The servants crept quietly about the house speaking in hushed tones, +for the angel of death seemed hovering near; and those who loved +Margaret Fowler waited and watched unwearyingly. A second doctor from +Plymouth had visited the patient. But he had agreed with Dr. Vawdry +that nothing more could be done for her, and that it was merely a +question of whether or not her strength would hold out and vanquish the +disease.</p> + +<p>At last, the crisis came. And then, the glad news that the little +sufferer was sleeping quietly and naturally was whispered through the +house, and spread to the Vicarage, and from thence to the village, +where Salome Petherick heard the good tidings in Silas Moyle's shop, +and returned home with a joyful, thankful heart.</p> + +<p>The golden, autumn days were passing swiftly now, and there was a sharp +feeling in the air in the morning, but a few hardy flowers lingered +in Salome's garden; a big bush fuchsia which grew beneath the kitchen +window was still in bloom, and the verbena close to the porch had not +commenced to shed its leaves, whilst the white chrysanthemums which +flourished year by year in the shelter of the wall which protected the +garden on the side nearest to the sea were in full flower. The lame +girl gathered a posy, and took it up to Greystone, where she left it at +the back door with a request that it might be given to Miss Margaret, +if she was well enough to receive it. She declined an invitation to +rest awhile, saying she must hurry home to get her father's tea.</p> + +<p>So it came to pass, that when Margaret awoke from her refreshing sleep, +she was conscious of a delightful perfume, and opening her eyes, they +rested on a homely nosegay, composed of chrysanthemums, intermingled +with sprigs of verbena, and drooping fuchsia sprays. The flowers lay on +the counterpane, but when she tried to put out her hand to reach them, +she found she could not. Then the bed curtain stirred, and she saw a +face bending over her—a beautiful face full of love and a great joy.</p> + +<p>"Mother," she said weakly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, my dear," was the soft reply. "You have been ill, but you are +better, and have had such a nice, long sleep. I want you to drink this +milk and then go to sleep again."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler slipped her arm beneath the pillow, and gently raised the +little girl's head, whilst she held a cup to her lips. Margaret took a +few sips of milk, but refused more.</p> + +<p>"The flowers," she said, as her mother laid her head down again.</p> + +<p>"Salome sent them to you with her love."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler placed the nosegay close to Margaret's hand, and her thin +fingers fastened around the stems of the flowers, then her tired eyes +closed, and she slept once more.</p> + +<p>From that hour, Margaret commenced to recover. For days, she was too +weak to move hand or foot—too weak almost to think; but by-and-by, with +returning strength, she began to notice more what was going on around +her. The tormenting thought that Gerald was dead had left her entirely, +and she was conscious that it had been her mother who had nursed her so +tenderly all along, and not a figure of her imagination as she had at +first thought.</p> + +<p>She watched Mrs. Fowler with an inquiring expression which that lady +failed to interpret, but which made her both anxious and uneasy. It +was as though Margaret wondered at her solicitude, and was trying to +find a reason for it. And as the little girl grew better, it was quite +apparent that she preferred to have Miss Conway or Ross in attendance +upon her to Mrs. Fowler. It was always—"Don't trouble, mother, Ross +will do it," or "Miss Conway will read to me, I know." Till, deeply +hurt, Mrs. Fowler made up her mind that she had for ever destroyed her +little daughter's affection. And once Margaret had loved her so dearly, +too!</p> + +<p>On the first occasion on which the patient was allowed to sit out in a +chair by the fire, Mrs. Fowler wrapped her in a dressing-gown made of +quilted silk which she had brought home for her from London. Margaret +expressed great pleasure in the pretty garment, and called everyone's +attention to it. Her father sat with her for a short while, and Gerald, +at his earnest request, was permitted ten minutes of her society.</p> + +<p>"How white you look!" the latter exclaimed, regarding her with awe. +"And your eyes are so big! But you're heaps better, aren't you, +Margaret?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes!" she answered, smiling brightly.</p> + +<p>"That's right. I prayed to God to make you well, and so did everyone, I +think."</p> + +<p>"That was very kind of everyone," Margaret murmured, much touched.</p> + +<p>"Josiah Petherick's drunk nearly every night now," Gerald next informed +his sister. "I heard Mr. Amyatt tell father so."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear!" cried Margaret in much distress. "Poor Salome!" At that +moment, she caught her mother's eyes, and the sensitive colour flooded +her face from chin to brow. Noticing the painful blush, Mrs. Fowler +turned away, and walking to the window, gazed out unseeingly, her mind +a tumult of conflicting thoughts.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Gerald chattered on, passing from Josiah to other of the +villagers, until Mrs. Fowler, suddenly remembering that Margaret must +not be allowed to overtire herself, interrupted the conversation, and +sent the little boy away, promising he should come and sit with his +sister again to-morrow.</p> + +<p>"Remember to give my love to Salome the next time you see her," +Margaret said. "Tell her, I hope we shall meet again soon."</p> + +<p>Then, as the door shut on her brother, she sighed, and her mother +guessed aright by the sad expression of her face that her thoughts were +troubled ones and anything but conducive to peace of mind.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_17">CHAPTER XVII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>The Shadow Lifted.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>NOVEMBER was an unusually mild month that year, so that Margaret, +during her convalescence, was enabled to take long drives without any +risk of catching cold. On one occasion, Salome Petherick was invited +to accompany her and Mrs. Fowler when they drove to N—. And it was +pleasant to see how the lame girl's countenance shone with happiness +as, forgetful of her worries for the time, she enjoyed the novelty of +viewing hitherto unknown scenery, for she had never been beyond walking +distance of Yelton before.</p> + +<p>"It was quite pathetic to watch the varying expressions on the poor +little thing's face," Mrs. Fowler confided to her husband afterwards. +"She shall accompany us again, if all's well. Have you noticed how she +has changed lately? The first time I saw her, she had such a pretty +brown complexion, and now she is so pale, and her eyes so big and +hollow. I wonder what ails the child."</p> + +<p>"Privation and trouble, I'm afraid, judging from what I hear," Mr. +Fowler responded gravely. "She is badly fed, works hard, and is always +grieving on her father's account."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler sighed. She was deeply interested in Salome, but there +seemed little she could do for her. The idea crossed her mind that she +might remonstrate with Josiah concerning his treatment of his little +daughter, but she shrank sensitively from doing so.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, there was little fishing being done at Yelton during those +mild November days, when the ocean was as smooth as a duck pond, and +there was not a breath of wind blowing, so that Josiah and his boon +companions had plenty of time on their hands. The "Crab and Cockle" had +most of their society, and their homes suffered in consequence.</p> + +<p>One night, after the inn was closed and most of the inhabitants of +Yelton had gone to rest, the alarming cry of "Fire!" was heard. And +men, women, and children dressed with all speed, and rushed out of +doors exclaiming, questioning, and running against each other in their +excitement and hurry.</p> + +<p>"Fire! Fire! Oh, help; for mercy's sake, help my father!"</p> + +<p>It was the lame girl who had raised the alarm, and who now stood +outside Silas Moyle's shop, her face livid with terror. She managed +somehow to explain that it was her home that was on fire, and that her +father, on his return from the "Crab and Cockle," had clutched at the +table-cloth which had covered the kitchen table, and had thus upset the +lamp and caused the conflagration.</p> + +<p>On hearing this, there was a general rush in the direction of the +Pethericks' cottage, but Silas Moyle, who had now arrived upon the +scene, insisted upon Salome's staying with his wife, and lingered to +inquire what had become of Josiah.</p> + +<p>"He's at home," Salome wailed. "I couldn't get him to leave; he was +pouring buckets of water on the fire; but oh! He couldn't put it out, +it was spreading terribly. Please, Mr. Moyle, do go and see that he's +all right. He isn't sober, and oh, I'm so afraid for him."</p> + +<p>"There, there, don't you take on," said Mrs. Moyle, kindly. "Silas'll +see to Josiah. Come you in, my dear," and the good woman led Salome +into the parlour behind the shop and placed her in an easy-chair.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, willing hands were helping Josiah in his attempts to put out +the fire. But assistance proved of no avail, and in less than two hours +the Pethericks' cottage was actually gutted, and all their possessions +had been burnt. It had been impossible to save anything, for the +woodwork of the cottage being old, and the roof of thatch, the flames +had spread with great rapidity. Daybreak found Josiah, sober enough +now, staring disconsolately at the four stone walls which was the only +portion of his home that was left intact. He was feeling inexpressibly +shocked, for his furniture was not insured, and he realised that he +and his little daughter had nothing in the world but the clothes they +were wearing. What was he to do? He could not tell, and he groaned in +despair, as he looked at the smoking ruins, and the erstwhile trim +garden, now spoilt by the trampling of many feet.</p> + +<p>"This is a bad business, Petherick."</p> + +<p>Turning at the sound of a voice addressing him, he saw Mr. Amyatt. The +Vicar had been there some time, but Josiah had not noticed him amongst +the rest.</p> + +<p>"Ay," was the gloomy response. "I'm ruined—that's what I am."</p> + +<p>"I daresay your landlord will rebuild the cottage, for no doubt it is +insured."</p> + +<p>"What's the good of a cottage without furniture?" Josiah demanded +almost fiercely. "Salome's homeless, an' through me. I ought to be +thrashed."</p> + +<p>"Salome can bide with my missus," Silas Moyle interposed at that point. +"She's a handy maid, and can make herself useful, an' you'll be able +to get a lodging somewhere, Josiah, for the time; but you'd best come +along with me now, an' get a bit of breakfast."</p> + +<p>Josiah hesitated. He was very grateful to the baker for his kindness, +but he dreaded the meeting with Salome. He felt more ashamed of himself +than he had ever done in his life before, and as he turned his back on +the smoking ruins, he pictured the pretty, thatched cottage of which +he had been so proud once upon a time. There he had brought his young +bride, there Salome had been born, and his happy married life had been +spent, and there his wife had died. Josiah rubbed his hard, brown hand +across his eyes as memory was busy with him.</p> + +<p>"Come," said Silas, "pull yourself together, man. Let's go and get some +breakfast. Your little maid's wanting you, I'll warrant."</p> + +<p>Such proved to be the case. For the minute Salome saw her father, she +threw herself into his arms, and whispered how thankful she was that he +was safe, and that nothing mattered besides—nothing.</p> + +<p>The first person to convey the news of the fire to Greystone was +the postman, and great was the excitement when it became known that +the Pethericks' cottage had been burnt down. Mr. Fowler started off +immediately, with Gerald, to learn all particulars, and, in the +afternoon, Mrs. Fowler, at Margaret's earnest request, went to see +Salome. She found the little girl in better spirits than she had +anticipated, though her brown eyes grew very wistful when she talked of +her late home.</p> + +<p>"All my plants are trampled into the ground," she said, "but, never +mind, father's safe, and that's the chief thing. I was so afraid for +him."</p> + +<p>"And so you are to remain here?" Mrs. Fowler questioned, glancing +around Mrs. Moyle's little parlour, which was a picture of neatness and +cleanliness.</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am, for the time. Mrs. Moyle has kindly asked me to stay."</p> + +<p>"And your father?"</p> + +<p>"He's going to find out if our landlord will rebuild the cottage, and +if so, father will get a lodging somewhere in the village. The worst +of it is, all our furniture is burnt; but father says he'll be able to +replace it by degrees, he hopes."</p> + +<p>After leaving Salome, Mrs. Fowler thought she would like to see the +ruined cottage, so she turned her footsteps in that direction, and +found Josiah leaning over the garden gate in conversation with the +Vicar. The former would have moved away on her approach, but she +stopped him, and explained that she had been to visit his little +daughter.</p> + +<p>"I'm so sorry for you both," she told him kindly. "It is terrible to be +burnt out of house and home."</p> + +<p>"It was my doing," Josiah confessed. "Maybe you've heard how it +happened?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," she admitted, "you caught hold of the table-cloth, and pulled +over the lamp, did you not?"</p> + +<p>The fisherman nodded, whilst the Vicar regarded him attentively.</p> + +<p>"I've been talking to Petherick very seriously," the latter said. "And +have been trying to induce him to become a teetotaler and sign the +pledge. I do earnestly entreat you, Petherick, to take warning by last +night's work."</p> + +<p>"Why won't you take the pledge?" Mrs. Fowler asked, her fair face +alternately paling and flushing. "I am sure it would be for your +happiness and well-being if you did. And you should consider Salome. +Oh, drink is a terrible curse! It kills all one's best qualities, and +ruins one's self-respect."</p> + +<p>"I'm ashamed of myself," Josiah acknowledged, "but think how folks +would laugh if I took the pledge. I'll be a teetotaler if I can; but +no, I won't pledge myself to it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that!" Mrs. Fowler cried imploringly. "Think the matter +over. I believe if you took the pledge, you would keep it, for I am +sure you are a man of your word."</p> + +<p>Josiah's face expressed irresolution. He had solemnly vowed to himself +that he would never touch intoxicating liquors again, so deeply had the +past night affected him, but he hated the idea of taking the pledge, +whilst Mr. Amyatt realised that his so doing would be the only thing +which would hold him to his determination to abstain from drink.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to give up drink," Josiah declared decidedly, at length, +"but I won't take the pledge. I understand everyone's a teetotaler at +Greystone," he continued, as Mrs. Fowler was about to speak again, +"but, excuse me, ma'am, I don't suppose you've signed the pledge, have +you?"</p> + +<p>"No," Mrs. Fowler acknowledged, "I have not."</p> + +<p>Josiah was silent. He was evidently thinking, "Then, why should I?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler was silent too, and Mr. Amyatt regarded her a trifle +curiously, for he saw she was struggling with some strong emotion. +Presently she said very quietly, "I have made up my mind. I will +certainly take the pledge."</p> + +<p>"You!" Josiah exclaimed in amazement. "You, ma'am!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," Mrs. Fowler rejoined, "it is the right thing for me to do, and +you must do the same. Why should you object if I do not?"</p> + +<p>"You must give in now, Petherick," Mr. Amyatt said quickly, "if Mrs. +Fowler is ready to do this for your sake—"</p> + +<p>"I will do it for his sake, and for my own, and for the sake of all +those we love," she interposed. "Oh, think of Salome!" she said +earnestly to Josiah. "You have brought her untold trouble, and have +made her homeless all through drink. Look at this ruined cottage, and +reflect that but for the kindness of the Moyles, your child would be +without shelter and food. How can you hesitate?"</p> + +<p>"I don't, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"Then, if I take the pledge, will you?" Mrs. Fowler inquired eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Josiah answered, "I don't see that I can say 'no' to that."</p> + +<p>An hour later, Mrs. Fowler entered the drawing-room at Greystone, where +her little daughter was seated alone near the fire, reading. Margaret +put down her book, whilst her mother, who had removed her walking +garments, sank rather wearily into an easy-chair.</p> + +<p>"I have been talking to your father, my dear," Mrs. Fowler said with +a smile. "I suppose, like him, you want to hear about Salome first of +all," and she proceeded to give an account of her interview with the +lame girl, and to explain the arrangement that had been made for her to +remain with the Moyles for the present.</p> + +<p>"And did her father really set the cottage on fire?" Margaret inquired.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He was intoxicated, and pulled off the lamp in clutching at the +table-cloth. It is fortunate neither he nor Salome was burnt. My dear, +I have a piece of news for you."</p> + +<p>"Yes?" Margaret said, interrogatively, as Mrs. Fowler paused.</p> + +<p>"Josiah Petherick has consented to take the pledge, and I am going to +take the pledge too!"</p> + +<p>"Mother!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler gave a brief account of her interview with the fisherman +and Mr. Amyatt, to which her little daughter listened with breathless +interest. When she had ceased speaking, Margaret went to her side and +kissed her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, child!" cried Mrs. Fowler, encircling the slender form with her +arms. "Do you really care for me? I thought I had for ever forfeited +your love and respect. My dear, I never properly valued your affection +until I feared I had lost it. I have been a selfish mother, but, please +God, I'll be different in the future. When I faced the possibility of +losing you, it nearly broke my heart."</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother! And I feared you did not like to have me with you! I +thought—"</p> + +<p>"Was that why you shrank from me? Margaret—" and Mrs. Fowler spoke very +impressively. "There has been a black shadow over my life for a long, +long time. It stood between me and your father, between you and me, and +even between my soul and God. I believe, and pray that it is gone."</p> + +<p>The little girl pressed her lips again to her mother's cheek, and +though she made no reply, that gentle kiss, so tenderly and lovingly +given, was the seal of a better understanding between these two who had +been slowly drifting apart. And neither was likely to doubt the other's +affection again.</p> + + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<h3><a id="Chapter_18">CHAPTER XVIII.</a></h3> + +<p class="t3"> +<em>Happier Days.</em><br> +</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>ONCE more, it was summer time. Eight months had elapsed since the night +when the Pethericks' home had been destroyed by fire. And in the place +of the old thatched dwelling, a modern red-brick cottage had been +built, which, though certainly not so picturesque as the former one, +was very comfortable, and possessed a bow window to its little parlour, +which was the envy and admiration of all the villagers. Already young +ivy plants had been placed against the bare, red walls; and the garden +had been coaxed into good order, and was now making a fine show with +its summer flowers.</p> + +<p>The cottage was barely furnished, for though to the amazement of all +Yelton, Josiah had become a pledged teetotaler, and had in very truth +turned over a new leaf, he had not been able to earn much money during +the winter months. And when the new home had been completed a fortnight +previously, he had only been in a position to purchase a few cheap +articles of furniture which were absolute necessaries, such as beds, +and cooking utensils.</p> + +<p>One beautiful June evening, Salome sat inside the bow window from which +there was an uninterrupted view of the beach, and the wide expanse +of sea, her busy fingers knitting as usual, her fresh, sweet voice +trilling a merry song. She was blissfully happy, for at that moment +she had not a care in the world. Her father, now he had really given +up drink, was kind and considerate as he had been in her mother's +lifetime, and was doing all he possibly could to make up to her for the +sorrow he had caused her in the past.</p> + +<p>God had been good to her, she told herself, for He had answered her +earnest prayers on her father's behalf. And her love and patience, so +often sorely tried, had not been in vain.</p> + +<p>A step on the gravel path caused Salome to raise her eyes from her +work, and her face lit up with a glad, welcoming smile as she saw +Margaret Fowler coming to the door.</p> + +<p>"Don't get up," Margaret called to her, "I'll let myself in, if I +may," and a minute later she entered the room, her fair countenance +aglow with health and happiness. She seated herself in the bow +window opposite to Salome, and glanced around the bare, little +parlour with smiling eyes undimmed by any shadow of trouble now. +"I've been practising the organ," she said. "Mother and father have +been listening, and criticising my performance. They both think I've +improved wonderfully of late."</p> + +<p>"Indeed you have, Miss Margaret," Salome agreed heartily.</p> + +<p>"Mother and father have gone home; but I thought I would like a chat +with you. I like this bow window, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, miss; it makes the room so light and airy. I'm afraid the place +looks very bare, though, with no carpet, and no furniture but that deal +table and these two chairs."</p> + +<p>"Never mind. I daresay you'll add to your stock of furniture later on."</p> + +<p>"That's what father says. We must try to pick things together gradually +again. People have been so kind to us, you can't imagine how kind. Mrs. +Moyle gave us her old dinner set, and some odd cups and plates; and Mr. +Amyatt's housekeeper sent down some bedding from the Vicarage—of course +Mr. Amyatt must have told her to do so. Then your dear mother, miss! +See what she has done for us. Why, she made us a present of the very +chairs we're sitting on, and—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I know!" Margaret interposed. "I think there's little mother +wouldn't do for you, Salome."</p> + +<p>"But the best thing she ever did, was when she induced father to take +the pledge. I am sure he would never have done so, if she had not set +him the example. Oh, miss, I believe he regretted it, at first; but +now, I'm certain, in his heart, he knows it has been his salvation. He +isn't like the same man he was a year ago. Look at him now," pointing +to a stalwart figure seated on the beach bending over a fishing net. +"Last summer, you wouldn't have found him content to mind his business +like that, he'd have been at the 'Crab and Cockle' drinking. I little +thought when I heard Greystone was taken, what kind friends you all +would be to father and me."</p> + +<p>"And I little thought when I first saw you leaning over the garden +gate, Salome, how much you would do for me."</p> + +<p>"I!" cried the lame girl, opening her dark eyes wide in astonishment. +"Why, I've done nothing, I've had no opportunity—"</p> + +<p>"Ah, you don't know all! I've learnt a great deal from you, I have +indeed, though you mayn't know it—a great deal besides knitting," +Margaret said with a smile. "It was you who taught me, by your +self-sacrificing love for your father, what love ought to be—faithful +and long-suffering. That was a lesson I never learnt till I met you."</p> + +<p>Salome looked earnestly at her companion's expressive face, and was +emboldened to put a question that had trembled on her lips many times +of late:</p> + +<p>"That trouble you spoke to me about, Miss Margaret—is it gone?"</p> + +<p>Margaret nodded in silence.</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad," said Salome, simply.</p> + +<p>"Do you remember Mrs. Lute, the lady who stayed with us at Greystone +last summer?" Margaret questioned presently. "Yes. Well, we are +expecting her to visit us again. And mother says she hopes your father +will be able to take us out boating frequently, because Mrs. Lute is +so fond of being on the water. And mother feels safer with your father +than with anyone else, because he knows the coast so well. You know, +mother is still a little nervous at times."</p> + +<p>"But she is wonderfully better, isn't she?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes. Look! Surely I see Miss Conway and Gerald talking to your +father on the beach. When they pass here, I'll join them, and we can +walk home together."</p> + +<p>"How Master Gerald does grow!" Salome exclaimed. "And he has so +improved too! That's come about since your illness last autumn, miss. +He was in a terrible state of distress then."</p> + +<p>"So mother has since told me," Margaret replied. "Yes, he has improved; +he's much more obedient than he used to be; Miss Conway was saying, +only this morning, how little trouble she has with him now."</p> + +<p>The truth was, Mrs. Fowler had come to understand that her foolish +indulgence had been likely to ruin her little son. And though she +loved him no less, she wielded a firmer sway over him, and upheld +his governess' discipline. With the result that he was a much more +contented little boy than he had been, when he had had his own way. He +still sometimes gave way to exhibitions of violent temper, but he was +growing ashamed of these paroxysms, and they were becoming less and +less frequent.</p> + +<p>When Miss Conway and Gerald left the beach, Margaret said good-bye to +Salome, and joined the governess and her charge as they were passing +the cottage.</p> + +<p>"We've been talking to Josiah Petherick," the little boy informed his +sister, "and I've been telling him that Mrs. Lute's coming. Do you +know, Margaret, that Josiah is going to be in the choir?"</p> + +<p>"No. Salome did not tell me; but I left her rather hurriedly when I saw +you coming. I know he used to be in the choir before—"</p> + +<p>"Before he took to drink," said Gerald, finishing the sentence as she +paused in hesitation. "Well, he doesn't drink now; wasn't it a good +thing he gave it up? I like Josiah, he's so brave, and he knows such a +lot about the sea, and ships."</p> + +<p>They had left the village, and were ascending the hill towards +Greystone, now and again pausing, to look back the way they had come.</p> + +<p>"I don't think the Pethericks' new cottage is half so pretty as their +old one, do you, Miss Conway?" Gerald asked, appealing to the governess.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not—in spite of the bow window," she replied. "But the colour +of the bricks will tone down with time."</p> + +<p>"Salome is very contented," remarked Margaret, "but then she would be +that anywhere, I believe. She is wonderfully happy, and looks so well."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Miss Conway agreed, "a regular nut-brown maid; and, last autumn, +she was such a pale, little soul. Mrs. Moyle was telling me yesterday +how much she misses her. The Moyles have been good friends to the +Pethericks."</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Fowler were seated beneath the lilac tree when the +children and the governess entered the grounds. Gerald was the first +to spy his parents; and he raced across the lawn to them; and informed +them that he had told Josiah of their expected guest, and had bidden +him clean his boat in readiness for use.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Lute arrived on the morrow, she was agreeably surprised +to note the improvement in Mrs. Fowler's health, and complimented +her upon her "Cornish roses," as she called the bright colour in her +friend's cheeks, whilst Margaret listened with secret satisfaction and +happiness, and meeting her father's eyes, saw that he was delighted, +too.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Fowler was no longer the neurotic, dissatisfied invalid who had +been brought to Greystone almost against her will; but a bright, +companionable woman, taking a lively interest in her household, and +anxious for the welfare of those she loved. She and her little daughter +had been drawn very closely together during the past few months; and +they had discovered that they had many interests in common. Both were +devoted to music, and Mrs. Fowler had of late fallen into the habit of +accompanying Margaret to the church to hear her practise on the organ; +and there, often, Salome would join them, and sing at the earnest +request of the others her favourite hymn.</p> + +<p><br></p> + +<p>It was Gerald who, when the family at Greystone was at breakfast on the +morning after Mrs. Lute's arrival, began to talk of Josiah Petherick. +Mrs. Lute had not heard the exciting story of the fire, and the little +boy told it with considerable gusto, afterwards explaining what the new +cottage was like.</p> + +<p>"You have missed the chief point of the story, Gerald," his father +said, when at length the tale was brought to a conclusion.</p> + +<p>"Have I, father?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. You have not told how being burnt out of house and home affected +Josiah." He turned to Mrs. Lute as he added: "The man has not touched a +drop of any kind of intoxicating liquor since."</p> + +<p>"Well done!" she exclaimed heartily. "That is news worth hearing. I +have so often wondered this past winter how those Pethericks were +getting on. The sad, pale face of that lame girl haunted my memory for +many a day. And, do you know, when I got home, I thought so much of the +many discussions we had had upon the drink question, with the result +that I came to the conclusion that I had been wrong all along. And that +because I only took stimulants sparingly myself, I had no right to put +temptation in the way of others; and so, I've banished intoxicating +liquors from my house altogether. What do you say to that?"</p> + +<p>There was a murmur of surprise mingled with commendation, and everyone +agreed that Mrs. Lute had done well. Certain it was that she had acted +from the best possible motive—consideration for her fellow-creatures. +She was one of the kindest of women; and the thought that she might do +harm to a weaker brother or sister by allowing stimulants to be used +in her household had never crossed her mind, until she had visited at +Greystone, and the master of the house had unfolded his new principles +to her. Thinking the matter over quietly afterwards, she had seen that +he was right.</p> + +<p>And now it is time for us to say good-bye to this little village by the +Cornish sea. But we will linger a moment to take a farewell glimpse +of those whose lives we have followed for one short year as they are +gathered together one Sunday evening in the old grey church. The +Vicar has finished his sermon, and has given out the hymn with which +the service will be brought to a close, and in another minute the +congregation is singing "Abide with me."</p> + +<p>Margaret, from her position by her mother's side, can easily +distinguish Salome's clear, bird-like notes, and Josiah Petherick's +deep, bass voice; and as she joins in the well-known hymn, her soul +rises to the throne of God in a fervent prayer of thanksgiving and joy. +The church is growing dim and shadowy in the evening light; but the +black shadow that threatened to ruin the happiness of two homes has +fled; and there is no cloud on Margaret Fowler's fair face, whilst the +lame girl's voice has a ring of triumph in its tone as she sings the +concluding words of the beautiful hymn—</p> + +<p class="poem"> +<br> +"Heaven's morning breaks, and earth's vain shadows flee;<br> + In life, in death, O Lord, abide with me."<br> +</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<p>PRINTED IN GREAT BRITAIN BY THE WHITEFRIARS PRESS, LTD.;</p> +<p>LONDON AND TONBRIDGE.</p> + +<p><br><br><br></p> + +<div style='text-align:center'>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK SALOME'S BURDEN ***</div> +</body> +</html> |
